Chapter 1: Prologue
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Even before his reign, the valorous alpha king of the Southern kingdom had gained fame and respect after defending the nation from foreign invaders. He had proven himself to be a powerful leader, staying at the front lines of the Western kingdom to protect it from the threat. During the Great War, he single-handedly defeated the enemies and saved the Northern Kingdom from annihilation.
It was because of his extreme heroism that the day of his official coronation was made into a national holiday. The rulers of the four kingdoms were there to witness when he ascended to the throne at the young age of eighteen. It was a day of celebration, and all conflict between the kingdoms had been halted for the occasion. The new king had long overshadowed his own father and the many before him. He built vast trade cities along the Sea of the Southern Kingdom, which would contribute to a major boost in the economy. He was a rich king, admired by all who served under him and hated by none.
As the years went on, the influence of the Southern kingdom only grew. They were safe from all foreign intervention, as no one dared to go against the king for fear of loss. But this didn’t hold true for the Northern, Eastern, and Western kingdoms, which were subject to the constant panic of a capture. Pressure from foreign rulers had plagued the borders of each great kingdom.
It was a dream of the Southern king to unite the kingdoms. He knew he could preserve and protect the land if the kingdoms could overlook their conflicts and work together. His advisors had warned him that the task was impossible, but the king knew a way.
And so he made a vow. He vowed to take 4 wives, one from each kingdom, to serve as his queens. Deprived of all hope, the Western king was the first to accept the protection and offered his eldest alpha daughter to the Southern king. The Northern king was next and offered his only omega son. Lastly, the Eastern queen tearfully offered her favorite omega daughter. Not wanting to offend his own kingdom, the King chose his last wife, an alpha woman from a prominent family in the Southern kingdom.
On the day of the wedding, people from each kingdom gathered all around to watch. The four beautiful brides walked down the aisle in their traditional clothing, and the Southern king waited. He had made vows to treat them equally. “My queens,” he had said, “you have honored your kingdoms greatly today.” He turned to the crowd gathered. “I promise protection to all of you,” he announced, before turning back to his queens and kneeling. “I promise each of you…You are all my queens. I will love you equally. Please take what I can offer you. Please love and respect each other as sisters and take me humbly as your husband.” The queens had made their promises, and he took each of their hands, slipping a ring onto them. Then he kissed each of them, not a second more than the next.
Sticking to his word, the Southern King stationed his strong military at the borders of each of the kingdoms. He personally visited each kingdom, meeting each ruler and discussing strategies. He had succeeded in uniting the kingdoms, and his dream was finally complete. And so he returned to his queens whom he had left the day after the wedding. He was thrilled to find that they had gotten along in the time he was gone and devoted his time to getting to know each of them.
A year later, his advisors had brought to his attention that an heir to the throne had to be chosen. The king had not yet bedded any of his wives for fear of breaking his promise to love them equally, but he had to fulfill his legacy.
And so for the first time, he had asked his wives to compete. A friendly competition to determine the heir of the great Southern Kingdom. He would consummate with each of his queens on consecutive nights. The child to be born first would be chosen as the heir. As each of the queens loved him, they consented to the challenge. It was decided that he would bed his Western queen first since she was his first bride. Next, his northern queen, his Eastern, and finally his Southern.
He stayed with each of them from sunset to sunrise, not a second longer in giving any of them an unfair advantage. To his excitement, each of his queens had discovered signs of pregnancy. But the real challenge had just begun, for no one could predict who would give birth first.
It was during the night on the last day of the year that the western queen had gone into labor. She had endured painfully until finally, on the first day of the new year, a baby boy, an alpha was born. She named him Daichi, as he was the first child born to the king and was also born on the first day of the new year. “Daichi… what a perfect name for my perfect heir,” the king had repeated as he held his sleeping child. As jealous as they were, the other queens congratulated their sister and comforted her.
2 weeks later, the northern queen gave birth to another healthy alpha boy. The king took his child into his arms. He looked into the boy's shining golden eyes, like a candle piercing through the dark. “His name will be Koutarou!” the king announced as he kissed his son's head.
Almost a month later, the southern queen birthed Hajime, named for his strength when the king felt the newborn’s unbelievably strong grip on his finger. “He will be the best fighter this country has ever seen.”
Finally, the eastern queen gave birth to a laughing baby boy. Tetsurou, because of his cheerfulness.
“My queens,” the King had addressed his wives, “you have each given me such beautiful children. I couldn’t be happier!” And so they all lived peacefully in the palace, The king with his 4 queens and 4 sons.
But one as great as the Southern king is not easily satisfied.
It was almost 5 years after the birth of his sons when the king strutted down an isolated corridor, deeply frustrated after a meeting. He heard the clink of anklets scurry away. “Who’s there!” he shouted, before catching sight of a flash of fire running behind a pillar. He followed closely, grabbing a slender wrist and pulling the noisemaker into his chest. There he was faced with a doe-eyed beauty. The fire he had seen earlier was simply just the light glinting off of flaming orange hair. “Who are you?” the king had asked. “I am simply a maid in this wing of the palace,” the omega had said quietly. He released a scent of fear. “Spare me, your majesty, I didn’t mean to anger you,” he pleaded.
The king gripped his hips, pulling the maid flat against his body. “Someone as beautiful as you should be rewarded.” He pressed his lips to the omega’s neck.
It deeply angered the 4 queens when their beloved king returned one day, cradling a baby with fiery orange hair. “My queens,” he started, “This child is mine. Please love him as your own.” The queens looked at their husband in confusion, then at each other. “His mother is no more,” he said quietly. “But he is the product of my own affair.”
The western queen, mother of his heir, stepped forward. She reached her hands out and took the baby in her arms. “It matters not who the mother is,” she began,” but more that the father is our beloved.” She looked to the other queens and beckoned them to her side. They each looked at the sleeping baby and kissed his forehead. “Boys, come here,” she called to the four princes who gathered around their youngest brother. “What shall we name him?” she asked them. The boys whispered amongst themselves for a moment. “Shoyo,” Daichi said, “His hair is golden like the sun.” The others nodded. “Then…Shoyo it is,” the queen said. “Our little omega prince.”
And for the first time in his life, the king cried, almost as an apology to the queens for his mistake.
…
Shoyo took a deep breath in. “Everything will be alright,” he whispered to himself. “You’ve met him so many times before, no reason to get nervous now!”
“Sho, are you alright? You’re paler than the moon,” Kenma said as he entered the room with Keiji, Koushi, and Tooru following after.
“Kenma-san!” he blurted out, “I’m beyond terrified!”
Koushi took his place behind Shoyo, brushing his hair and starting to braid it. The silver-haired omega sighed, “Sho-chan, you should have been ready an hour ago. Tobio-san will be here soon!”
“I don’t want to marry that oaf, he’s such a jerk!” he pouted.
“Yeah, I don’t blame you, Tooru snickered, “Tobio-chan can be a little bit of a dumbass sometimes.”
“How can you say that about your own cousin, Tooru?” Keiji laughed. He took the younger omega’s hands in his own. “Just relax, Shoyo. If I remember correctly, you admitted you were in love with him the last time you danced.”
He blushed.
“Think of it this way,” Suga said as he tied Shoyo’s fiery locks, “This is just your formal engagement. If you really hate him that much, you can always break it off.”
“No, that’s not it,” the youngest omega sighed. “I do really, really like him, it’s just…I’m scared I’ll mess up, and he’ll hate me, and it’ll go downhill and-”
“Hey,” Tooru cut him off. “Let me tell you that Tobio-chan is head over heels for you. I’ve never seen him blush harder than he did when he danced with you. You’ve got nothing to worry about,” the brunette reassured.
“Thank you, Tooru-san,” Shoyo said softly, “But I have a question…”
“What’s on your mind?” Keiji responded.
“When did you all realize you loved my brothers?”
They all smiled as they reminisced for a moment. “Well, it was different for all of us,” Koushi started.
“And it is quite a long story…” Kenma added.
“Well, we’ve got an hour or two to kill,” Shoyo said, “How did you fall in love?”
Chapter 2: Beautiful Angel: Daisuga
Summary:
Daichi meets an angel.
Notes:
Chapter title is from the song Beautiful by Bazzi
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Being heir to the Southern Kingdom comes with a whole load of responsibilities, but that didn’t phase Daichi. A natural born leader all throughout his childhood, Daichi had proven himself on more than one occasion. Getting his brothers out of trouble all throughout their school days, his maturity had certainly been one of his most admirable traits. And on top of that he was almost as great a talker as Tetsurou, participating in government meetings alongside his father at the young age of 15.
Although he wasn’t quite as good of a fighter as Hajime or Koutarou, he was wicked smart. A phenomenal strategist as well, and he was always striving to learn more. It was because of this that he was taken in as a pupil to the greatest teacher in all the nation. “You can learn from me,” the old teacher had said, “But I will not come to the palace. If you wish to learn, you will stay in my village and live as I do.”
And so Daichi made the decision to live abroad for two years, learning all that he could before he would succeed the throne.
The month after his 19th birthday, his mother had tearfully hugged him goodbye. “Must you go for so long?” she had asked him, but he took her hands in his own and promised that he would return soon. Daichi was given blessings from the other queens, wishing him the best of luck in his time away. Koutarou and Tetsurou bawled like babies when it was time for them to say goodbye. “We’re gonna miss you Dai!” they cried out before engulfing their brother in an almost lethal hug. “Come back soon,” Hajime had whispered as he patted Daichi’s back. Then he moved away, looking down, and it was clear to see he was trying to hide his tears. Daichi then ruffled Shoyo’s hair and patted the head of his sulking youngest brother.
The southern king was the last to acknowledge his son. He placed his hands on his shoulders and looked in admiration at his oldest. The young man had now reached his own height and could meet his equal gaze. The king was beyond proud. “Daichi,” he started, “When you return… this Kingdom will be yours. You’ve proven yourself to be the rightful heir, and I will forever anticipate the day when you will claim what is yours.”
“Father…” Daichi said humbly.
“My son… I’m so proud of you. Now go, your teacher awaits you,” the king said as he embraced the man.
Daichi wiped his tears and waved goodbye as he entered the carriage. He sat back and sighed. He would miss his brothers, life in the palace, all the wonders that came with being a prince. But nevertheless, his racing heart was all the proof he needed to assure himself that this was his calling.
The carriage rocked endlessly for 4 agonizingly long days, but Daichi was ever grateful for the moments in which he rode the horses at the front of the carriage. His journey would take him up the southern mainlands, across the entire Western empire and finally, to his destination in the north of the Northern kingdom.
Daichi was in awe at the change of landscape as he traveled across the border. The desert surroundings of the Southern kingdom had been replaced with paved roads and vast cities of the advanced Western empire. And when he crossed to the North, the cityscapes had morphed into lush pastures and fog-covered peaks.
Daichi had visited the Northern kingdom enough times to know that it would be freezing around autumn time, but he was still caught off guard by the strong gust of wind that rustled his shirt.
“This won’t do,” he thought to himself, as he changed out of his light clothes and into proper trousers and a fur lined cloak.
He rode through the mountains, and into the secluded village of his teacher. Daichi unloaded his trunks by himself not to seem like someone important. He had already gained quite a bit of attention as he arrived in a royal carriage. Daichi walked through the village, taking note of the pointed buildings covered in flowers and other greenery. It was beautiful and breathtaking. He had discovered quite quickly that no one there knew he was a prince, and it made him feel almost relieved.
He had sent his servants away before approaching the house of his teacher. The smaller man welcomed him with open arms, inviting him inside.
“Prince Daichi, welcome to my humble home. I am very honored to make your acquaintance,” he said as he walked in with arms raised.
Daichi took in the surroundings of his teacher's home. It was medium sized, a little bit too big for one person, but too small for a whole family. And upon further inspection, it was seemingly better built than most of the other buildings Daichi had seen.
“The pleasure is all mine, Sensei,” Daichi said, bowing slightly. “This is a lovely home you have here,” he said as he looked around, admiring the many scientific charts and diagrams hung up around every room.
“Oh you’re just being polite. I’m sure this is nothing compared to the Southern palace. Besides you caused quite a bit of a commotion coming to town in that designer carriage,” the older man responded with an almost artificial smile.
Daichi cleared his throat. “I apologize, it seems I have quite a bit of adjusting to do,” he chuckled.
“Well, I’m glad you understand,” the teacher grinned. “Now allow me to show you to your room?”
Daichi followed him up a flight of stairs to a floor with three rooms.
“That is my bedroom,” he pointed to the room at the end of the hall. “And this is the guest quarters. You will be staying here.”
Daichi couldn’t help but notice the other room. The door was creaked open, enough that he could see a well furnished room, complete with a bed and dresser.
“Sugawara-sensei, is there anyone else that lives here,” Daichi asked curiously.
His teacher raised his eyebrows quickly. “Oh yes, it’s just me and my son here. I can assure you it won’t be much of a crowd. He’s a nice boy, he’ll be back around supper time.” The teacher retreated back down the stairs. “Well your majesty-”
“Just Daichi please,” Daichi insisted. “It would make me feel too out of place.”
“Well Daichi,” his teacher began, “I’ll let you rest for today. Join us for dinner in time, and tomorrow I’ll ask my son to show you around the town.”
Daichi nodded his head before slumping on the made bed. He was so tired that he slowly drifted to sleep.
“Daichi-san…it’s dinner time,” a soft voice called to him as he started to awaken. He sighed and stirred a bit before feeling the gentle caress of a palm against his face. Daichi creaked his eyes open, seeing the hazy figure hovering above and silver locks falling in his face. “An angel?” he whispered slowly.
Whoever it was laughed softly before removing their hand from the alpha’s face. Daichi slipped his fingers around a slender wrist yanking the hand back in his sleepy daze. He opened his eyes fully, taking in the beautiful smile that greeted his undeserving eyes. “Am I dreaming?” Daichi asked suddenly.
“Nope!” the stranger replied casually, “Come down for dinner, I’ve made something special!” they said, skipping down the stairs.
Daichi washed his face before entering. He saw his teacher at the table with two other place mats already set up. His eyes widened as he looked to the kitchen.
It was there that he saw the dazzling face of his angel.
“Ah Daichi, allow me to introduce you,” his teacher said, gesturing towards the kitchen. “This is Koushi, my son.”
Koushi rushed from his place to the kitchen. “Nice to meet you Daichi-san!” he reached out his hand.
Daichi blushed. “Oh the pleasure is all mine,” he said, and watched how Koushi’s brown eyes gleamed. “You said he was your son?” Daichi looked towards his teacher. He was expecting sensei’s son to be a large burly man much like the alpha men of the Northern kingdom.
“Hard to believe I know,” his teacher laughed. “His mother was a real beauty, the flower of the village. Even I was surprised when she settled for me. Such a shame, she died when Koushi was only 3.”
“I’m sorry…” Daichi said solemnly as he sat down at the table.
“Don’t be. I couldn’t be happier that my beautiful boy is just like her.”
Koushi wrapped his arms around his father's chair. “Father, you’re embarrassing me,” he grinned. “Daichi-san please help yourself to the food.”
Daichi pulled a slice from the loaf of bread at the center of the table. He bit into the soft bread, and the flavors of the north instantly flooded his taste buds. He dipped it into the hot stew he had been served and helped himself to the tender meat of a chicken leg. The food was the best he had ever had, better than the royal food he had eaten since childhood.
“Did you make this,” he asked Koushi.
The silver haired man nodded. “Is it to your liking?”
“It’s the best meal I’ve ever had the privilege of eating,” Daichi exclaimed.
Koushi blushed. “You flatter me!” he said happily as he took his place at the table in front of Daichi.
“Koushi really does make the best food. As expected of my perfect son,” the teacher began, “Say Koushi, why don’t you show Daichi around town tomorrow, he’ll be staying with us for sometime.”
“Oh, I would love to,” Koushi cheered. “I’ll take him to the square, Ah! But before that we could feed the cows down by the pasture, and then-” He moved his hand to his temple and scrunched his face in discomfort.
“Is everything alright Koushi-san?” Daichi asked.
“Yes I’m quite alright, but I’m afraid I'll have to retreat back to my room for tonight. Do forgive my rudeness Daichi-san,” Koushi said apologetically. As he quickly retreated up the stairs, Daichi sensed a burst of sweet pheromones coming from Koushi. An omega.
“Don’t worry about him,” Sugawara-sensei said, “He usually gets like this when his heat time is near.”
Daichi sucked in a breath. “Then is it really alright for me to stay here?” he asked slowly.
The teacher got up to clean his dish. He put his hand on Daichi’s shoulder. “I take that you’re an alpha?”
Daichi nodded.
“Well, I assume you know what self control is,” he came up close to Daichi’s ear, “Please take note that you are no longer the future king of the Southern kingdom while in my home. If you hurt my son, there’s no telling what I’ll do,” the older man whispered into his ears.
Daichi shivered at his ice cold words. He let his breath go, then got up to wash his own plate.
“I apologize for my words,” Sugawara-sensei started, “I do not wish to make an enemy of the southern kingdom.”
“It’s quite alright, you make a significant point,” Daichi sighed. “I promise I won’t touch Koushi-san.”
“I’m glad you understand,” the older man smiled. “Rest up. Tomorrow Koushi will give you a full tour of the village.”
“I look forward to it.”
Notes:
What about a date?
Chapter 3: Oh, were in love aren't we?: Daisuga
Notes:
Chapter title is from the song Hearts Don't Break Around Here by Ed Sheeran
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
He was woken up to the sound of the rooster croaking. The sun peaked out from the mountains and a cold breeze crept into Daichi’s room. He shivered, but smiled as he brushed his teeth and washed his face. He dressed in the warm clothes he bought just for his trip. The southern kingdom remained in warm temperature throughout the year, so most of the time Daichi could remain shirtless or in thin clothes.
He quickly ran downstairs where Koushi was waiting by the door. The omega was dressed in simple brown pants and boots. He had his silver hair in a long braid, tied off with a red ribbon. He wore a white cloak, and in his arms, he carried a basket of berries. Daichi couldn’t help but blush at how pretty he looked.
“Come,” Koushi gestured to him. “Let’s get to the pasture before the animals wake up!”
Daichi laughed as he was practically yanked by the hand.
Their day out couldn’t be more enjoyable. First, they fed the pigs berries Koushi had brought along. Daichi almost blew his cover when he accidentally admitted he had never done it before.
Next, they strolled through town as the omega pointed out various stores and shared stories about himself. Daichi wasn’t surprised that Koushi knew everyone in town, and that everyone knew him. He wrapped his arm around Daichi’s as they walked, and the alpha could sense the eyes on them. Especially the young men of the town, who stared him down as they strolled together. After all, an unmated charming omega would certainly attract the attention of many eligible bachelors.
They stopped for lunch at a small establishment said to be run by a friend of Sugawara-sensei. Koushi ordered and paid for the both of them, something about Daichi needing to try various Northern delicacies.
“How is it,” the omega asked with wide eyes after Daichi slipped the first bite into his mouth.
“It’s great,” Daichi chuckled.
“But?”
He smiled, “But… Your cooking was better.”
“Please,” Koushi scoffed before giggling and eating his own meal. “So Daichi-san,” he started.
“Just Daichi is fine,” Daichi insisted.
“Daichi,” Koushi started again, “I’ve been talking about myself the whole time. Let’s talk about you now. I assume that you’re not from around here?”
Daichi cleared his throat. “Well, I’m 19 and I’m from the southern kingdom. My mother is from the west and my father is from the south.”
“I’ve always wanted to go to the southern kingdom. Is it much different than here?” Koushi asked.
“Certainly,” Daichi replied.
“How so?”
“Well for one, it’s significantly hotter there than it is here. Every city is bustling and close together. There’s mostly desert for as far as the eyes can see and… clothing is less conservative,” Daichi looked around. “Maybe I’ll take you with me when I return after a year.”
Koushi’s face lit up. “You mean it?” he said excitedly as he grabbed Daichi’s palms and brought them towards himself.
Before Daichi could respond, a young waiter interrupted them. An alpha, who slipped his hand onto Koushi’s chair and gave Daichi a death stare as he asked them how the food was. The alpha released a burst of pheromones suddenly, making Koushi gasp. The sweet pheromones of the omega aggressively started to cloud the air around them, and Daichi immediately understood what had happened. Koushi was in heat, and Daichi needed to do something about it fast.
Daichi shoved the waiter away quickly, and rushed to the other side of the table where he picked up Koushi who was close to passing out. Koushi wrapped his arms around Daichi’s neck as the alpha easily swept him up into a princess carry. Daichi rushed back home, exerting all self control when the omega started to nuzzle the scent glands at his own neck. He didn’t know how long it would be before he would lose his own composure.
But luckily, he had handed Koushi over to his father just in time. Daichi rushed outside the house, catching his own breath and trying hard not to trigger a rut. After a few minutes, his teacher came out and Daichi bowed his head. “Is he ok?! I’m sorry,” he said slowly. “I didn’t know how to react, I-”
“I don’t know how to thank you,” Sugawara-sensei said, relieved. “I can’t imagine what would have happened if you hadn’t acted as quickly as you did. I couldn’t be more indebted to you. ”
“I did what any reasonable person would have done. But— I don’t think it’s safe for him to be so close to an alpha.”
He paused. “I keep thinking back to that moment. I can’t help but wonder what I would have done… what I could have done to him if we didn’t make it back in time.”
His teacher sighed. “As much as I would love to have you in my own home, I agree. It’s not safe for the both of you.”
And so it was decided that Daichi would spend his time in the Northern Kingdom away from Koushi, and in a small cottage across town. He would walk to his teacher’s house in the morning and study throughout the day, only to return back in the night. Daichi went upstairs to gather his trunk from his room at Sugawara-sensei’s home. He passed Koushi’s locked door and noticed how he plugged the gap at the bottom of the door with cloth. Daichi suspected it was to mask his scent. Still, the wanton gasps and moans from behind the door were muffled but clear enough to be heard by the alpha. Daichi had read somewhere that heats could be painful and uncomfortable for unmated omega’s, and he wondered if it was like that for Koushi. The alpha in him wanted to break down the door, and help the suffering omega in any way he could, but Daichi banished the thought and exited quickly after he had gathered his things.
He settled in the cottage, and for the next few weeks, everything continued as intended. Spring blossomed into summer, and Daichi felt a certain homesickness as the weather started to resemble that of the Southern kingdom. One morning, he was awoken to the sound of knocking at his door. He yawned and slipped out of bed. “Coming!” he shouted to whoever it was outside. His eyes widened as he was met by the sight of Koushi holding out a basket to him.
“Koushi?” he exclaimed, “What a pleasant surprise!”
The omega blushed red when he saw that Daichi wasn’t wearing a shirt. The alpha darted back inside to dress himself and returned with his shirt not quite buttoned. Intentionally so, as he had noticed Koushi’s reaction earlier and swelled with pride. Having Hajime and Koutarou as brothers meant he was always shaken awake early in the morning to practice sparring with the two ruffians. He wouldn’t be quite as buff as Koutarou or shredded as Hajime, but all the practice had certainly defined Daichi’s already muscular body. “What brings you here?” he asked.
“I- I made a tart,” Koushi stuttered. “I made you a tart. A strawberry tart actually, you know they’re in season and I thought I should give you this- well I wanted to give you this.” he rambled on before holding out the basket for Daichi to take as he looked down shyly.
“Oh? Thank you! But I was going to come by the house in a little bit to see your father anyway. You really didn’t have to come all the way here,” Daichi said, setting the basket on his small table.
Koushi sighed. “Actually… I wanted to talk to you. Can I come in?”
“Uh,” Daichi looked back into his living space. He looked at the spread of half written letters to the royal family. “I’d love to invite you in, but I’ve got to clean up quite a bit,” he said quickly. “How about you tell me while we walk to Sensei’s. It’ll take a while.”
Koushi nodded. Daichi quickly brushed his teeth and fixed the bed hair he was embarrassed to have shown the omega. He joined Koushi as they walked. “So what’s on your mind?” Daichi asked.
“I wanted to thank you,” Koushi started, “For the other day.”
“Oh,” Daichi said bashfully. “It was nothing much.”
“No, but it was,” the omega said quickly. “It was the most anyone could have done in that moment, and you saved me.”
“I’m just glad you’re alright,” Daichi smiled at him.
“But there’s something I’m dying to know,” Koushi muttered.
“Hm?”
“How did you know I was in heat? I thought Beta’s couldn’t sense pheromones?” Then Koushi’s eyes lit up and he turned quickly to look at Daichi.
“Then… You’re an alpha!”
Daichi chuckled. “Yes?”
Koushi’s jaw dropped. “You’re an alpha and you could control yourself around an omega in heat?!” He rushed in front of Daichi, blocking his path.
“Why is that so hard for you to believe?” the alpha laughed.
“But all those stories that I hear, and the court cases… the ones about alpha’s pushing omega’s down and blaming it on instincts?”
“Bullshit,” Daichi said coldly, “Blame it on lack of self control. Just another excuse for alphas to pin their own faults on omegas. Though I have to admit, I was close to losing myself as I carried you back home. I promise, I’m going to fix the laws soon, along with Wakatoshi-san. ”
“Wakatoshi-san…Meaning Prince Ushijima Wakatoshi, the heir to the Northern crown?” Koushi asked, confused.
Daichi’s eyes widened at his huge slip up. He had met Wakatoshi-san many times before when their fathers would gather for business. The two men had much in common, both being next in line to their respective kingdoms. But Daichi didn’t intend to reveal his true identity for fear of scaring away Koushi. He wanted to tell him eventually…but now was too soon. “I’m studying to become a politician,” he corrected himself. “I have plans to get close to the prince, as he will be king in a year or two. But what about you Koushi? What are your aspirations?”
Koushi smiled. “You’re different Daichi… Would it surprise you if I said you were the first alpha to ever ask me that?”
“Maybe a little.”
They resumed their walk. “Well, I want to do many things,” he started, “I’ve never traveled outside the kingdom. I want to see the world… I want to see the modern west, the east, even the rest of the north. Or maybe, I’ll visit the southern kingdom. I’ve never seen the ocean outside of my father’s books, I’ll bet it’s beautiful. ”
Daichi watched as the omega’s face lit up as he spoke. His already beautiful face looked more radiant as ever. Of course, beautiful omega’s were nothing special to a prince like him, but the one walking by him was something special.
“I think that’s lovely,” Daichi said in awe.
“Right?” He sighed, “But we both know it’s not possible.”
“How so?”
“Well, my father wants me to teach. It's my destiny, to carry on his legacy. Stay with him here, in this small town. I love him to death, but there’s just…”
“So much more out there waiting for you?” Daichi said.
“Exactly.”
“Nothing’s impossible,” the alpha said firmy. “Destiny doesn’t exist.”
“Maybe so, but certain things are set in stone,” Koushi whispered.
“Like what? Give me an example and I'll prove it wrong,” Daichi challenged.
The omega was quiet for a moment, like he was thinking of an example. “You mentioned Ushijima-sama earlier,” he began, “It’s his destiny to become king. He probably couldn’t be anything else even if he wanted to. Just like you and I couldn’t suddenly become king or queen. It’s impossible.”
“He doesn’t know how wrong he is,” Daichi thought to himself.
“Keep your dreams big, Koushi. You’ll be surprised how close to impossible you can get.”
Notes:
stay tuned for Angst and Spice...;)
Chapter 4: For the rest of my life: Daisuga
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The alpha continued his daily lessons as usual. Spring was swept into Autumn which soon froze into winter. And as the seasons changed so did his relationship with a certain omega. Their long talks turned into daily occurrences. Sometimes Koushi would visit his home and they would walk back together. Other times, Daichi would offer to accompany him as he completed errands around town. These were moments the alpha cherished greatly, the ones he could look forward to the most. Koushi took his troubles away, and for a while, he had forgotten that his time with the sweet omega would almost come to an end.
A letter had arrived one day, from his father, addressed to the future king of the Southern kingdom. As Daichi read, he was soon aware that he would be returning home in a month. Just one month to spend with Koushi and then… and then he would be gone from his life. Daichi was 21 now, meaning that when he returned, he would succeed the kingdom and be officially crowned. That’s right, the moment he had spent his whole life preparing for. He read over the rest of the letter, light headed as he glossed over potential marriage plans to wed the daughter of a prominent southern family. The thought distrbed him, but he couldn't figure out why.
“Daichi, are you listening?” Sugawara-sensei’s voice sounded out.
The alpha didn’t realize he had been spacing out. “Oh I-”
“You’ve been out of it all day.”
He sighed. “I’m sorry, it’s just… My mind has been a mess lately.”
His teacher smiled. “Amazing how much snow there is this year.”
“Sensei…”
“Why don’t you take a break. Koushi was going to the lake for more ice, why don’t you accompany him?”
Daichi nodded and left the room. He put on his coat and joined the omega. They walked side by side like always. It had become a habit; Daichi on the left and Koushi on the right. Neither of them spoke for a bit, and all that could be heard was the crunch of snow underneath their boots. Koushi awkwardly looked around.
“You’re so quiet today, Daichi,” he said after a while of silence. “Is everything okay?”
“I’m leaving… in 2 weeks,” the alpha spoke. He waited a few moments for an answer that never came.
“My life will go on. And so will yours. Does it sadden you…” he started again, “That we may never be able to talk like this again?” Daichi hesitated again for an answer.
Koushi rushed ahead quickly before crouching by the floor as the snow wet the bottom of his dress. “Daichi look!” he cried out happily, pointing at something in the snow.
The alpha looked closely at the snow, seeing two yellow flowers peeking out from the thick snow. They contrasted on the pale white snow, like the sun in a sky full of clouds.
“Daffodils!” Koushi smiled. “It means that spring is coming. Look, how lovely they grew together. They could have grown anywhere,” he gestured to the vast plain of snow, “But they chose to grow right next to each other.”
He looked at the omega's warm smile. His eyes crinkled shut and his otherwise pale cheeks and nose were flushed pink from the cold. He wondered how someone could look so content from something as simple as flowers growing together. Only Koushi. Only this sweet, lovely, kind omega. How he would miss that smile.
And it was at that moment that Daichi had realized; A life without Koushi wouldn’t be much of a life at all.
I love him. I love him. I love him so much. The alpha repeated in his head.
Daichi reached his hand out and cupped Koushi’s cheek. His hand, cold against the omega’s flushed face as he stroked his thumb over the beauty mark under his eye. He watched his beautiful expression falter. Koushi’s eyebrows knit together, and he squeezed his eyes tighter. His smile faded away into a beautifully tragic frown. Then he sniffled, and hot tears left his eyes. Koushi buried his face into the alpha’s chest as Daichi held him close.
“I’m going to miss you so much,” he whispered softly.
The alpha closed his own eyes and pressed his lips to the omegas forehead. They stared into each other's eyes for a moment. Then Koushi’s eyes drifted to Daichi’s lips, and they came closer. Slowly they closed their eyes and felt as the other’s breath fanned against their lips. Closer and closer. So close. Just a little-
“Koushi! Daichi!” Sugawara-sensei’s voice yelled out.
The teacher called towards the two. “Why are you taking so long?! It’s been an hour since…I thought something had happened!”
Had it really been an hour? The two wondered. Koushi wiped his tears. “Coming!” he shouted back to his father as his voice wavered. They walked back together once again in silence, but hand in hand. They didn’t talk about what had just happened, instead just relished in each other’s company. But something was made clear that day. The waters they had been testing for the past two years, had finally become swimmable. It saddened the both of them to realize that it was too late to dive headfirst.
Another week passed and the snow melted away. Two more days, and then Koushi would be out of his life forever. Daichi regretted that he couldn’t speak to him. He wanted nothing more to finally taste those lips. Koushi’s warm lips that had almost touched his own on the day by the lake. But he knew that he would never be satisfied with just that. Maybe it was for the best.
It was late in the night, and Daichi was still working up, engrossed in his own work to get his mind off his more pressing matters. It was pouring outside and every now and then the low rumble of thunder would make him lose focus. There was a knock at the door, so soft it could barely be heard under the heavy rain and crackling of the fireplace.
At this hour? Daichi rushed to the door and pulled the latch. He was met with the sight of Koushi, panting heavily and drenched in the freezing cold winter. He was hardly dressed properly, not even wearing a cloak. Or even shoes as Daichi had realized when he looked down.
“Koushi! What happened?!” Daichi yelled as he pulled him inside. “Come, sit by the fire. God, you’re shivering.”
Koushi slumped down on the rug in front of the fire. Daichi rushed by his side with a large shirt of his own. “Your clothes are soaked. Change into this, I’ll wait outside.”
Koushi nodded while taking the shirt, and Daichi waited outside. When he was ready, Koushi opened the door again. Daichi rolled up the drenched rug and replaced it with the quilt on his bed. Then he brought some spare linens and wrapped Koushi in them before sitting by him. “You’ll catch a cold.” he said as he pressed his hand to the other's forehead.
Daichi waited a moment. “Is everything al-”
“Is it true… that you are Prince Daichi of the Southern Kingdom,” Koushi asked firmly.
Daichi’s heart started to beat fast. He was stunned and stayed in silence for a moment.
“I’ll take that you are,” the omega said softly, as he slumped his head between his knees.
“I am,” Daichi said softly. “But how did you know?”
Koushi sat up. “It’s been a suspicion of mine for a while now,” he said, his voice hoarse from the cold. “I tried to convince myself that it wasn’t true to salvage my own feelings.” Then he paused.
“My father saw us the other day. Embracing, And I told him I loved you.”
Daichi’s face lit up.
“When he told me not to get close to you, I asked why. Then he told me who you really were.”
He felt like a guilty man. “Koushi, I meant to tell you… I really did.”
“When?” the omega cried. “You’re leaving the day after tomorrow. Was it all a lie? Everything you said to me… That day we almost kissed. Were you just taking advantage of me?”
“I could never!” Daichi raised his voice. “I love you Koushi! I’ve loved you since the day I met you. Everything I’ve said to you has been sincere, straight from my heart.”
“It’s too late for this now,” Koushi whispered, looking away in pain.
He took Koushi’s cold hands in his warm ones. “It’s never too late,” Daichi pleaded. “Come with me. Back to the Southern kingdom. I will make you my queen. You just have to trust me.”
Koushi looked at him with sudden shining eyes. “Of course I trust you. You, for god’s sake, the one who’s protected me time after time,” he hesitated. He looked into Daichi’s warm eyes, the gaze that could convince him more than any sweet words.
“Okay,” he sighed softly. “I want to come with you Daichi. I love you.”
They embraced for the second time, as the fire cracked and illuminated the room.
“Daichi?” Koushi asked slowly.
“Yes?”
He licked his lips. “Can we finish where we left off that day?”
The omega cupped his lover's face and brought their lips together. There it was, the moment they had been waiting for. Something they couldn’t do with anyone else but the other. That gentle first kiss, such a tender expression of love turned passionate. The sounds of their lips filled the room as Koushi pulled away to lay back onto the quilt.
That sign, that Daichi had seen before, during his first ever experience with an omega. Only indicating that Koushi had intended for more than just a kiss. Daichi moved on top of him, in between the legs that had spread so invitingly to accommodate the alpha’s body.
They were both breathing heavily and Daichi connected their lips again, holding the omega’s cheek in his palm. Koushi moaned into the other’s mouth when he ran out of breath and stared into Daichi’s eyes when they parted. He threaded his fingers into the alpha’s short hair and pulled him down to kiss again. He stroked down the alpha’s neck and broad back until his fingers found the hem of Daichi’s nightshirt. He pulled it off slowly.
Daichi broke the kiss, surprised by the bold gesture. “Koushi… are you sure?” he asked as he interlocked their fingers.
The omega relaxed visibly. “I want you,” he breathed out as he cupped Daichi’s face. “All of you right now.”
Daichi sat up and looked down at Koushi. His silver locks were still damp from the storm, and he was sprawled out like an angel under the alpha. As beautiful as the day they first met. His flushed face and pink-kissed lips were illuminated by the soft light of the fire. He looked so lovely. Daichi trailed a ghostly touch down his body and grabbed his leg, examining the slender foot.
“Your foot… There’s a cut.”
“I ran here so quickly I forgot to put shoes on,” Koushi giggled.
“Does it hurt?” he asked as he lightly brushed the wound with his thumb.
“A little,” the omega sighed as he let his head tip back.
Daichi brought the omega’s foot to his lips. He licked over the cut causing his lover to gasp and pull at the quilt. He kissed his heel and dragged his lip to Koushi’s ankle, all while staring at the eyes that fluttered shut.
The alpha stroked down milky legs before reaching the hem of his own shirt on Koushi. He looked to the young omega for permission, eyes pleading with patience and lust. When Koushi nodded, he slowly pulled the shirt up and off. The alpha stared at his beautiful lover in the room illuminated only by the light of the fire. Koushi panted heavily with anticipation; his small breasts, rising and falling to the gentle rhythm of Daichi’s own breaths. Pink nipples, hard and erect, most of all, so ready to be teased by the touch of his lover. His soft stomach and hips, and finally the apex of his core, hidden by his crossed thighs. Koushi shyly moved his hands over his breasts, but Daichi pulled his hands away and kissed his fingers.
“Don’t cover them,” he said. “Show me and only me.”
Koushi spread his legs slowly, exposing his sex and slipped his finger to spread himself. Daichi sighed and panted faster at the lewd expression. The alpha pulled off his own pants and underwear before settling between the omega’s legs. He kissed Koushi’s lips again before moving to his neck and ghosting over his scent glands. He cupped his soft breasts, feeling their tenderness under his fingers and how goosebumps littered Koushi’s skin when he slipped a bud in his mouth. The omega sighed and caressed his alpha’s ear.
Daichi took it as encouragement to suck his nipples harder, eliciting the most passionate sounds from Koushi’s lips. He moved his tongue teasingly fast over the erect, sensitive buds and pinched one between the tips of his fingers. He kissed around the area lazily too, making sure that not an inch of the omega’s breast was left untouched by his lips. Then he snaked an arm around Koushi’s hips and teased his lips lower and lower. Down the omega’s soft stomach and across his hips that spasmed at a mere touch, from excitement and arousal. Finally, Daichi was in front of dripping folds. The crack of the fireplace was met with a lustful cry when the alpha’s lips kissed the omega’s clit and sucked lightly.
Koushi was ruined as he pulled at Daichi’s hair, all while the alpha’s large palms held his jittery legs open.
“Dai…chi,” Koushi stuttered out as he felt himself slip over the edge.
Daichi was sure he had tasted heaven as Koushi came in his mouth. He tasted from the source for a while as he helped his omega finish. When he pulled off, Koushi was pulled apart and gasping for air. He looked to the alpha with blown pupils as if asking for something more.
“Please,” Koushi whispered. He pulled the alpha so that they were eye to eye again. “I need…,” he looked down at Daichi’s painfully hard member.
“Of course my love,” Daichi smiled.
He pushed their lips together before slowly pushing in until he was right to the hilt. Koushi broke the kiss to yelp into Daichi’s mouth at the stretch from his intrusion. Daichi himself paused to get used to the warm sensation around his member and let the omega adjust to his size. Their hips kissed as their lips found the other’s lazily again. Daichi started to thrust, and everytime he hit harder, Koushi moaned unashamedly. Sex by the fire made it all the more unbearably hot, and heightened the sensation, slow and passionate.
The fire cracked loudly again as a bead of sweat rolled down Daichi’s nose and onto Koushi’s cheek. He watched as it slid down and caught onto his collar bones. The alpha bent down to lick it off and bit down lightly. Koushi cried out again and locked his legs around Daichi’s waist. He slowed his thrusts and rocked the other against him as he climaxed inside with a low whine. Koushi had orgasmed too, and Daichi pulled him onto his chest as they fell asleep to the warmth of the fire that had seemed to grow even brighter.
Notes:
What will the royal family think of Koushi?
Chapter 5: And I'd give up forever to touch you: Daisuga
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
Notes:
HI! Big time sorry for not updating this in so long, I may have hit a bit of writer's block but I think I'm past it! This chapter is kind of rushed because I did feel like I was focusing too much on one couple, and I had intended for this fic to be a good mix. Let me know if you catch any mistakes or have any input on the story so far! Anyways, thank you as always for reading and I hope you enjoy this chapter <3
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“Sugawara Koushi. What makes you think you have the right to marry into this family?”
Daichi hated this. Watching from above as the love of his life was ruthlessly questioned by the advisors of his father. The Southern King sat in silence at the highest chair of his court, along with the law makers seated around the room looking down with their cold stares. Daichi remained anxiously at his position next to his brothers and the queens. This was not at all what he had expected when he walked through the doors of the palace for the first time in 2 years.
Truth be told, when he promised Koushi the life of a queen, he had mentioned it without truly thinking of the steps in between. As they walked in together, he didn’t know what to expect. It certainly hurt to see his own mother leave the room when he announced Koushi as his beloved, but he never would have expected his father to hold a high court meeting. Daichi clenched his jaw as his omega was questioned like a convict. He would have wished to remain at Koushi’s side if only his father hadn’t ordered him to remain quiet. “I am ordering you not as your father, but as the king of this land,” he had said sternly.
“Are you so incompetent that you can’t think to kneel in front of the King of the Great Southern Empire!” an Advisor shouted suddenly.
Daichi furrowed his brow as he watched his lover kneel before the court in humiliation. He wanted nothing more than to speak out, as an insult to Koushi would be as large of an insult to him. “I ask that the council remove whomever it was that spoke in such a manner,” The Southern King announced.
Everyone present turned to the king and back to the council member who was being dragged out by the guards. “Please stand my dear,” he addressed Koushi who kept his head low in respect.
“I have faith in my son’s judgment of character. I can see that you are also a very beautiful young omega indeed.” Daichi smiled at his father’s compliment to his future mate.
“However, I must evaluate you as well. After all, Daichi is to be the next King of the Southern Empire. If it comes to it, you must prove to me that you can handle the responsibilities of a queen.”
Koushi nodded.
“Speak so that I may hear your voice.”
“Yes, your Majesty,” Koushi said gracefully, unwilling to let his voice waver despite the tremendous pressure of the moment.
“Tell me child, would you love my son even if he wasn’t a prince?”
Without faltering, Koushi answered. “I had loved Daichi before I learned of his royal lineage. I fell in love with his optimism, his courage, his determination, and over all, his character.”
Daichi blushed at the compliment, even smiling a bit. His father turned to him suddenly. “And Daichi. Would you leave the royal family if it meant that you could live with Koushi forever?”
Koushi let out a noise of discontent at his words, and the whole court turned to look at him. He looked down, ashamed.
“Absolutely,” Daichi said firmly, making the room erupt into murmurs. He watched as his father closed his eyes slowly.
“Koutarou,” the Southern King addressed his second son, “Since your older brother would choose his heart over his nation, I can only say that you are more deserving of the throne.”
Daichi’s mother fell to the floor at this announcement. Daichi himself felt his chest tighten, but he stuck to his decision without thinking twice.
“Father…” Koutarou said with uncertainty.
“What do you say my boy? Want to be King?”
“I…” he looked at Daichi with the most troubled expression. The oldest prince only smiled at his brother as if to give him the permission to accept. “I… Refuse!” Once again the room fell into a murmur. Koutarou spoke again, “The crown…it’s never been mine nor will it ever be. Daichi is the only one who can claim it. And even you know that father…”
“Very well,” The Southern King said with the same uniform tone. “Hajime, the Kingship is yours then.”
“And I too cannot accept it, Father,” The third prince spoke. “I am simply inexperienced and far too unprepared. I apologize.”
“Tetsurou?”
“My answer remains with my brothers. I couldn’t possibly rule, Father,” the fourth prince said confidently.
The king sighed and looked down at Koushi. “Quite the influence you have don't you? You’ve only been here for a day and yet you’ve managed to convince all my heirs to renounce the crown. I am almost happy that Daichi has selected you to be the next Queen.” He laughed.
“Then to the rest of my council, Please pose a solution.” He rubbed his temple.
“Your majesty, if I may…” a young advisor stood from his seat. “Shoyo-sama is a child of the king and a member of the royal family…”
“Indeed, but he is ineligible to succeed the throne since his mother is not of royal birth,” another council member spoke up.
“And that is precisely my point. I must make it apparent that a marriage between the two does not stand as a threat to Daichi-sama’s rule,” he paused. “It does however prevent any children the pair may have from inheriting the throne.” There was a commotion in the court.
“If indeed there is a union between Daichi-sama and Sugawara-san, the two are permitted to keep the throne. But the responsibility to produce the next heir would fall under the second born...Koutarou-sama.”
“Koutarou,” the Southern king addressed the prince, “Would you agree to this condition? In order for your brother to wed this young omega, you would be required to marry another royal and produce an eligible inheritor. It will be an arranged marriage, you will have little say or choice in the matter.”
Koutarou stood up. “Father, I can attest to the fact that my brother Daichi has never had much interest in love or lust. As we grew up together, he had always prioritized his work and studies over accompanying the rest of us to the entertainment houses.” He looked to his older brother. “To see him throw it all away for your blessing is enough to know that his heart beats only for Koushi-san. You have prevented him from standing by his lover, and it pains me to see him so helpless. Daichi will be the next king of the great Southern kingdom and therefore, it is my duty to serve him. But above all, he is my brother, and it is my only wish to see him happy.” He let out a deep breath. “Which is why… I would be more than willing to take on the responsibility of producing the next heir.”
Daichi’s heart broke upon hearing his brother's words. He looked at him with a sorrowful expression, as if to apologize for robbing him of his right to finding love.
“Very well,” the king said, “Daichi, as a result of your brother’s sacrifice, you are permitted to marry Koushi-san.”
He let out a sigh of relief and smiled down at his lover. Koushi was grinning as well, but it was a melancholy smile, knowing how much Daichi had put on the line just to remain by his side.
“However…” the king announced, “The two of you will only wed once Koutarou agrees on a bride and completes the engagement ceremony. Until then you will reside in separate quarters and are forbidden from congregating in the same room unaccompanied. You may not touch unless necessary. If I catch word that the rules have been broken, then Koushi-san will be forced to leave the palace and Daichi will resume his kingly duties to wed within royalty.”
The king’s word was always final. When the court was adjourned Daichi had sought out his younger brother. “Koutarou… how could you agree to such a condition so easily?”
He smiled, “It’s exactly as I said to the court. I am content knowing that your happiness can be achieved through this minor sacrifice. Brother, I do it out of love for you and your new queen, so please do not feel pity.” He put his hands on Daichi’s shoulders. “I know father has placed some unfair conditions, but fear not. I promise, I will find my bride as soon as possible so that you and your lover can wed.”
Daichi could only admire how much his brother had changed in the last two years. Koutarou had always been a kind and likable man, but he never would have expected him to carry out such a large favor. He hugged him. “If there’s anything you ever need or want in the future, you must tell me. I will do everything in my power to make it possible. You have my word.”
Koutarou laughed as he returned the embrace. “Of course..Now you should really go. Koushi-san must be waiting for you.”
He nodded, and with a last acknowledgement, dashed away to find his love. Koushi was standing at one of the palace balconies, overlooking a nondescript garden below. He was holding a flower, a pretty pink peony, and Daichi watched for a moment as he brought it to his lips and kissed it.
Koushi was beauty at its finest in Daichi’s eyes. Part of him wished he could commission a painter to capture the moment and the other part was glad that he had been the only witness of the lovely display. The omega had realized his presence, turning towards him and smiling. Daichi joined him at the railing, resting his hand next to where Koushi’s rested, and inching over to link their fingers.
“Daichi… remember what your father said about touching,” Koushi warned as he pulled his hand away.
The alpha sighed. “You’re right. It’s just… torture for me.”
“I know, my love,” the omega whispered back. “I want nothing more than to be in your embrace right now, but just being able to remain by your side is enough satisfaction for me.” He kissed the flower again and held it out for Daichi to take.
“Koushi, just say the word and I’ll leave all this behind. We’ve been holding back for two years already, we’ve waited too long for this and-”
“Absolutely not,” Koushi cut him off. “This is your duty Daichi. You are the only one who can inherit the throne, even your brothers agree. You heard them at the hearing, they hold you to such high esteem. To let them down like that, it’s…”
The alpha smiled. “Thank you Koushi.” He kissed the flower in the same place Koushi had. “Thank you for helping me see reality. I’m just so in love with you that I can’t think straight every time you’re in front of me like this.”
The other man blushed. “It’s the same for me too. The more you’re in my company, the more I find myself unable to keep my hands to myself. But your brother’s sacrifice will have been all for nothing if we aren’t careful. Let’s have some faith.”
“Forgive me for only thinking of my selfish pleasures,” Daichi lowered his head. “You’re my forbidden fruit Koushi…and now that i’ve gotten a taste it’s absolute torture to hide again. To keep our distance now after I’ve touched you,” he got closer, “and kissed you,” he hovered near the other’s ear, “and made love to you. It’s tormenting.”
“Daichi…”
“Ahem.”
The startled pair turned around quickly to see the three princes standing behind them. They awkwardly averted eye contact and dawdled around upon interrupting such an intimate moment. Daichi and Koushi blushed red.
“Um, hello…” the omega said shyly, bowing. “Ah!...your royal highnesses…”
The princes looked to one another before bursting out into laughter.
“...Did I say something wrong,” he said anxiously to Daichi.
Daichi rolled his eyes. “Not at all, they’re just being jackasses.”
“Jackasses!?” Tetsurou comically exclaimed. “All of a sudden we are jackasses just for wanting to meet our darling new brother-in-law.”
“Shut up Tetsu,” Hajime sighed. “Listen, we were only laughing because you called us royal highnesses.”
“Yeah,” Bokuto chuckled, “We’re practically family at this point, you can drop the formalities.”
Daichi smiled and shook his head. “Koushi, these are my brothers: Koutarou, Hajime, and Tetsurou.”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you Koushi-san ,” Tetsurou drawled as he kissed Koushi’s hand. “Why someone as beautiful as you would settle for someone like him baffles me.” He bent down to whisper into the omega’s ear. “If this whole Daichi thing doesn’t end up working out, you're welcome to marry me instead.”
“Hey!” Daichi grit his teeth, as he smiled sarcastically. “Have some respect for your older brother,” he spat as he kicked the other alpha hard in the shin.
“Don’t listen to that flirty bastard,” Hajime said as he clicked his tongue. “I’m Hajime, I’m the third oldest, and I command the Southern military in the Eastern and Southern Kingdoms.” He shook Koushi’s hand. “It’s nice to meet you.”
“Woah, way to tell him your whole life story Hajime,” Tetsurou snickered, before being whacked again, this time in the head.
“And I’m Koutarou,” The second oldest prince went in for a hug, holding Koushi tight to his surprise. “Listen, I know that everyone has been quite rude since you arrived but we just wanted you to know that all of us are very happy to meet you.”
Koushi returned the embrace. “Koutarou-san, if there’s anything at all I can do to thank you, please do let me know.”
Daichi smiled, coming up behind Koushi. “I missed you guys. I mean it,” he said, “Your support means so much to me and Koushi.”
“Of course,” Hajime laughed, “We wouldn’t have had it any other way.”
“Well we’d love to stay and chat,” Tetsurou said as he slung an arm across each of his brothers’ shoulders, “But it looked like we were interrupting something earlier.” He turned back and winked before dragging the posse out the door.
Daichi sighed as he leaned back against the railing of the balcony. “Sorry, if they made you uncomfortable. Those guys are always looking for ways to embarrass me.”
“Not at all,” the omega giggled, “I always wished I had siblings, so to see that you and your brothers’ have remained so close even after two years apart. It’s lovely.”
“They will be your brothers too,” Daichi grinned, “After all, we are to wed soon enough.”
Koushi beamed. “Right. I will be waiting.”
Notes:
Koutarou has promised to have an arranged marriage. I'm sure we can guess who the bride is ;D-->
Chapter 6: New beginnings: Bokuaka
Summary:
Unfortunately, I couldn't find a song that I thought fit this chapter..:O
Notes:
Hi guys, i'm so happy that I got around to writing the second couple cause I was super excited to start writing my otp. Also glad that I could get this out before my school starts!! As always I love feed back and I hope you enjoy this chapter!! <3
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When they were children Koutarou somewhat pitied his older brother. While he, Hajime and Tetsurou played pretend and goofed off as children do, Daichi would be undergoing special training and disciplinary classes to prepare him for his future. Even in the times that they all played together, Daichi had his limits. Forbidden from playing in the rain for fear of him catching pneumonia, forbidden from playing in the hot sun for fear of him getting a heat stroke, forbidden from swimming too far into the ocean for fear that he would drown…the list went on and on.
Maybe it was the extreme discipline Daichi possessed that made his brothers think so highly of him. He obeyed their father’s every order without so much as a look of complaint, day after day, and he would do so for the rest of his life.
Atleast, that’s what they all believed until he returned from his 2 year scholarly immersion to the Northern Kingdom with a pretty omega on his arm. Surely he was mad, Koutarou thought. To bring back a future bride without consulting the king, that too one who lacked any form of royal lineage. It was utterly preposterous!
But he was proud of Daichi. It was a sign that he had gained the courage to finally break away from the confines of his first-born shackles. Koutarou watched as the brother he so idolized practically begged at their father’s feet for blessings to marry the one he loved the most.
“Enough!” the Southern king had shouted, “We’ll settle this properly at the high court.”
Anyone with eyes could tell that Daichi and Koushi-san were fated. Their eyes, both filled with unbearable pain and love as they fought for the rights to be together.
“Koutarou, would you agree to this condition? In order for your brother to wed this young omega, you would be required to marry another royal and produce an eligible inheritor. It will be an arranged marriage, you will have little say or choice in the matter.”
He had made up his mind the second the question had reached his ears. Koutarou pondered often, Why did Daichi have to give up so much just because he was first in the birth order? They were only two weeks apart. How would it all have played out if he was born before Daichi? The thought made him shudder. Daichi had made the sacrifices that none of them had wanted and it would have been heartless to strip him of the one and only thing he wanted for himself.
Maybe second borns should have to make a few sacrifices too. “I would be more than willing to take on the responsibility of producing the next heir.”
Marriage, kids, love. These were subjects that Koutarou assumed would be far off in his future. He had only recently started to feel like his life was beginning. He and Hajime had enlisted in the Southern military and quickly rose up the ranks. Not because they had connections to the king, but because there simply was no one out there that could beat them in a fight. He was beyond honored when it was revealed that he would be the next commander of the Southern troops stationed at the borders of the Northern and Western kingdoms.
Much like Daichi, he had spent much of the last few years away from home as well, securing borders, strategizing with various nobles, and risking his life on the battlefront to uphold his father’s promise to the kingdoms. Shortly after Daichi’s return, he resumed his work only to be called back in less than two months and informed that a potential bride candidate had been selected for his engagement.
He sat with Tetsurou, enjoying morning tea in a gazebo surrounded by Koushi’s garden. It was a gift from Daichi, and the once barren plot had bloomed beautifully in the hands of the omega.
Tetsurou handed him a stack of papers. “Here. Your future wife.”
Koutarou skimmed through the various pamphlets, reading through various achievements, hobbies and birth charts. He stopped when he found a name. “Second prince of the Eastern kingdom, Akaashi Keiji.”
“So what do you think?” Tetsurou grinned.
“He seems qualified enough to be a queen. Tetsu, is all this really necessary? I mean it says here that he’s fluent in over 30 languages and can play 15 different instruments.”
Tetsurou laughed. “Well father entrusted me to find you a worthy bride so naturally I would search for the best of the best.”
Koutarou sighed and flipped through the papers. “And to think that there’s not a single picture of him anywhere in this bunch of extra information.”
“Hold on, What’s bothering you? If anything, a man should be proud to have such an outstanding wife.” Tetsurou waited for a response.
He groaned into his hands. “The point of this marriage is to produce an heir. I just think that Keiji-san is a bit too…overqualified.”
The younger alpha looked at his brother in disapproval. “So what you’re telling me is that you’d rather wed some royal whore who you can simply throw away after they spread their legs for you?”
Koutarou was silent for a moment. In harsher terms, maybe that was what he wanted. “Look, all I’m saying is that Keiji-san deserves so much more than me. With all those qualifications he should be marrying a king or a duke. Someone who’s serious about him and can cherish him. I would feel like a serious prick if I reduced someone like him to his sex.”
“Wow. Don’t you think that Koushi-san looks absolutely stunning in the Southern fashion,” Tetsurou exclaimed suddenly.
He turned his head to see Daichi strolling into the garden alongside his beloved Koushi-san. They were deep in conversation but kept what seemed like a mile of space in between, careful not to break the king’s condition.
It was at this moment that Koutarou remembered his own promise. The reason he was getting married was not for himself or for Keiji-san. It was for his brother’s happiness. “Tetsurou, finalize a meeting date. I’ll marry Keiji-san.”
Tetsurou smiled. “You won’t regret it.”
The day came a lot sooner than Koutarou had expected. The palace had been decked out in shimmering fabrics and rare stones and every corner of every room contained some exquisite form of Southern flora. Bustling servants ran around, polishing each and every archway until the marble shined golden in the light of the sun.
Koutarou put on his best garments, assisted by various maids who forcefully adorned him with flashy jewelry. He groaned, “Tetsu, do I really have to wear all of this,” he said, yanking on a chain that was particularly close to his neck.
“Of course!” he chuckled as he watched his brother swat away a hand that attempted to retouch his slicked-back hair. He put his hands on Koutarou’s shoulders. “Remember, you are the star of the show today. So it would be nice if you could try to look a little bit presentable.”
“I’m just not a flashy guy,” he shrugged.
The younger alpha scoffed. “With hair like this?” he said ruffling the silvery white locks, “Please, you were born flashy.”
Koutarou rolled his eyes and headed for the door before being stopped again. “Not so fast,” Tetsurou sat him back down. “You’re trying to appeal to an omega, so I thought maybe we could get some insight from an actual omega.”
His eyebrows shot up. “Don’t tell me…”
The next following moments consisted of Koushi fixing various things about the alpha’s outfit and accessories. By the end of it all, he was glad the omega had stepped in when he did because Koutarou felt and looked ten times more like himself. The assortment of necklaces was mostly removed and small earrings were added in their place to frame his golden eyes. Koushi had also suggested he removed his shirt to show off the physique he had perfected over the years of extensive training.
When he was finally ready, he and Tetsurou entered the ballroom where the meeting was to be held. His eyes widened when he saw that the room was packed with various royals from all over the country and abroad.
“Tetsu!,” he yanked his brother back outside, “What the hell is this!?”
The younger alpha stared blankly at him. “What the hell is what?”
Koutarou raised his eyebrows. “What are all these people doing here? I thought this was just between the Eastern family and us.”
Tetsurou burst into laughter. “You,” he wheezed, clutching his stomach, “Are you serious?”
When Koutarou didn’t respond, the other man only laughed harder. “How else would word of your bethrothal get out if we didn’t have a party to commemorate the occasion?”
He blushed red. “Ugh, but I don’t think I could show my face in public if Keiji-san rejects me in front of this many people.”
“Well, it’s not Keiji who gets to do the rejecting. It’s whatever you say really.”
He was baffled. “Really? But isn’t that really…unfair?”
“Sure, but I don’t get how it concerns you.” Tetsurou said as he nudged his brother forward.
The attention was on him as Koutarou stumbled into the room, eyes following his every step and a round of applause as he claimed his seat by Daichi. He observed the room, wondering if all these people had anything better to do than to sit in on a union that didn’t even concern them. The alpha let his thoughts roam for a while, silencing the loud ambience of the party. Did Keiji-san really not get a say in the marriage at all? He wondered. What if Koutarou had been some abusive pervert? Or what if he was just plain ugly? Even then would his bride still not have the right to refuse?
The doors to the ballroom opened suddenly drawing all gazes to the front of the room. A long, extravagant carpet was rolled out in a column on the floor as the Eastern royalty gracefully drifted in. They were beautiful, all of them Koutarou thought. Even some of the alphas possessed the allure, making it near impossible for the southern prince to point out his future bride. A young alpha around his age stepped forward with a wide grin. Koutarou recognized him of course as Suguru-san, the heir to the Eastern throne.
“Daichi-san, it’s great to see you after such a long time. That too through these wonderful circumstances,” he stuck out his hand to offer the other a shake.
Daichi reciprocated, “I agree, Suguru-san, what a great way to strengthen relations between our two kingdoms. Our fathers must be proud that we took initiatives into our own hands.”
“Indeed,” he squinted. “Ah, allow me to introduce my lovely wife, Mika,” he gestured to a beautiful brunette who joined his side.
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance, your highness,” Daichi said as he kissed her hand.
“Come to think of it,” Suguru began again, “I caught word that you had acquired a pretty little face for yourself. I’m just dying to meet him.” He smirked wide, almost challenging.
Koutarou remembered why Tetsurou hated Suguru, despite their relation by blood. He was a guy that particularly enjoyed provoking people and oftentimes taking advantage of those who were too kindhearted to bite back.
Daichi simply smiled and laughed. “Of course Suguru-san, but all in good time.”
What a man! Koutarou thought to himself, as he applauded his brother’s actions. He may have had to use his fists if it were him in the situation.
Suguru softened his expression. “Certainly on another occasion,” He signaled to a servant by the door, “For now, allow me to introduce my cousin, Keiji.”
A figure appeared at the door, accompanied by a wall of maids. The room fell into complete silence as all heads turned to catch a glimpse of the prince. He was dressed in a stunning midnight blue gown, complete with a long train that made it look like he was walking on water. It mimicked the Southern style, in the sense that the blouse and skirt were separate pieces, but the fabric work and beading style was purely Eastern. He was covered in diamonds and pearls, woven into intricate patterns on the skirt that cascaded to sleeves that drooped from his shoulders. His neck was adorned with shimmering blue stones that rested against his slender shoulders to his prominent collar bones. His hips swayed in mesmerizing strokes as he came closer and closer.
Koutarou’s breath caught in his lungs, and he found himself unable to do anything except focus his eyes on the beauty that was to be his wife. The only problem was that the omega wore a dark veil that covered his whole face. It went to the base of his neck and ran down his back, acting as a shield. Other party goers had noticed too, whispering amongst themselves as they judged his veiled appearance.
When the omega had reached the rest of the Eastern Royals he bowed gracefully before a maid stepped forward.
“His highness, Keiji-sama of the Eastern Kingdom,” she announced. There was a staggered applause, different from the one Koutarou had received when he first entered the room, as if the party goers were hesitant to pay their respects. There were even some disrespectful remarks that could be heard circulating through the crowd.
“Poor thing,” a woman giggled to her friends, “So ashamed to give away an ugly omega that they decided to cover him up instead.”
“Perhaps it’s just a bad hair day,” another voice chimed in.
“Maybe he’s got acne?”
“How embarrassing.”
Daichi cleared his throat, silencing the crowd abruptly. “Now then, if both parties are here why don’t we proceed to the formal meeting.” He held out his hand for the Eastern royalty to follow.
They sat in a secluded room, Koutarou and Keiji across one another on the floor and the rest of the family observing from the sides. Even before they had spoken a word, the alpha could tell the clear difference between Keiji and himself. He was positioned in a lazy half sit while Keiji maintained a perfect posture kneeling on his knees.
“It’s an honor to meet you Koutarou-san,” he spoke, smooth as honey as he bowed his head in greeting.
Koutarou mimicked the manner. “Likewise Keiji-san, I have heard much about your many talents. You sound quite amazing,” He smiled, not knowing whether or not the omega could even see his face from the dark veil.
It certainly confused him when Keiji didn’t even make an effort to respond. They sat in an awkward silence for a while before a woman from the Eastern party stepped forward to join the omega.
“Thank you for the compliment Koutarou-san! Indeed Keiji has spent many years perfecting his many skills.” She paused, “You’ll have to forgive my son, it takes a bit of time for him to open up to new faces.”
“That’s understandable of course,” Koutarou reassured, “I’m a patient man I like to think.” There was a giggle from his brothers as they watched him put on his overly polite facade.
Throughout the meeting, Keiji was shown off like a prize. He played instruments, recited poetry and even prepared ceremonial tea with the utmost precision and accuracy. What seemed strangest was the fact that he didn’t talk or make any form of communication unless asked by a family member. His mother was a different story, boasting about her son, oftentimes giving away too much information. It started with a conversation about children and motherhood, and led to the woman bragging about Keiji’s heats.
“Ever since his first heat at 13, Keiji’s cycle has been constant. He’s never missed one, which means that he’s more fertile than any average omega. He’s sure to get pregnant on the first night,” she had said with confidence. Koutarou wondered if Keiji was blushing from embarrassment under his veil.
As the time passed the question still hung high in the room. Why was the bride-to-be all covered up? Of course it wouldn’t have mattered all that much to Koutarou if his wife wasn’t the prettiest out there, but if they were going to be making babies it would certainly help to pass down some good genes. The entirety of the Eastern family was beautiful beyond comparison, so how could Keiji-san be any different?
The omega’s attendant stepped forward, clearly to put an end to the looming query. “Your majesty if I may,” she started, waiting for the approval of Keiji’s mother. “Keiji-sama had requested to conceal his appearance due to a traumatic experience from his childhood. If it’s alright with you he’d like to remain covered for the rest of the meeting.”
Koutarou was the one to speak up. “Of course, we can allow-”
“That is quite unfortunate,” the cold voice of his own mother cut through.
“Mom-” The northern queen raised a hand to silence his son.
“My sincerity goes to you Keiji-san, Indeed childhood trauma is sure to arouse some bad memories.” He paused, “But you seem to be forgetting that this is a marriage meeting, and a request as such has no place being brought up here. Unless you have a specific excuse as to why you cannot show your face I am unable to permit the veil.”
There was a harsh silence that filled the room, neither party stirring or even making a single sound. The Northern queen spoke again, “I think we’ve all heard enough. You have shown off enough today, proven to us that you are a capable young man but perhaps it’s all to compensate for the lack of something else. I’m giving you a chance to prove me wrong here and now.”
For the first time in the whole meeting Keiji acted on his own, summoning his attendant and whispering something into her ear.
“But Keiji-sama you- Very well.” She addressed the Northern queen, “Your Highness, Keiji-sama says that he will lift the veil on one condition…That Koutarou-sama agrees to the wedding here and now.”
“That is preposterous!” the queen shouted, “Do you take us for fools? There’s no way that we could-”
“I agree,” Koutarou interrupted. “I agree to the marriage.”
There was a stunned sound from both sides. “Koutarou, take it back,” his mother urged, “They are deceiving you, don’t-”
He put a hand up. “Thank you for your concern, but I think I am more than capable enough to make my own decisions.”
The northern queen fell back, silent at his son’s words. Well, maybe to the rest of his family it surely looked as if Koutarou was making a decision based on pure impulse, something he had done many many times in the past. But he had a plan. And the faster they could get through all the formalities, the faster he could secure Daichi’s happiness.
Keiji’s mom spoke swiftly, “Um well then as per the deal,” she gestured to the attendant, “Please help him remove the veil.”
This was the moment they had all been waiting for. At last, they could pin a solution to the red-hot question as to what was wrong with Keiji’s face. All the attention was on the omega as the attendant lifted the ends of the veil slowly.
Koutarous eyes grew wide as the omega’s face was revealed to the room. An elegant jaw was the first to come into view, followed by plush red lips. His nose was small and sharp and his lashes were long and delicate. His hair consisted of soft, dark curls that ended at his chin and was decorated with white chrysanthemums and pearls. Keiji was stunning, incredibly so, and it was clear to see that most people in the room believed the same.
The alpha stopped breathing when dashing blue eyes gazed up to look at him. Keiji’s eyes could speak louder than any words could, with sheer intensity that could have pierced through his soul. Eyes that were icy cold, like the jagged spikes on the wintry lakes of the Northern Kingdom. But Koutarou didn’t sense any malice behind them, more helpless than anything. They seemed to cry out to him, begging him for mercy. It was merely for a split second though, before the omega reclaimed his gaze to the floor.
“It seems that I owe you the most sincerest of apologies, Keiji-san,” the northern queen began. “You have both my favor and my blessings.”
The Eastern royals left shortly after the meeting had ended, leaving the young omega prince with his “new family”. Koutarou felt bad for his future wife, having to adjust to a completely new life with strangers such as himself. Away from his family and friends, with a new home, a new title, and even a new attendant. The alpha had decided that he would be the one to assure Keiji that everything would be alright, that they could live the rest of their lives coexisting in contractual happiness.
Evening had fallen by the time Koutarou could muster enough courage to approach his bride. It would be their first private conversation, so of course he had to make the greatest first impression. Consequently, the thought of messing up phased him far more than any foe on the battlefield. He walked the path to the omega’s quarters, located in the guest estate, a ways south of his own room in the main palace.
He knocked at the door to his room lightly before it was opened by the omega’s new attendant. “Koutarou-sama!,” she gazed wide-eyed before paying her respects with a bow. Then she retreated back inside, presumably to inform the omega.
“Keiji-sama,” she could be heard quietly from inside, “You have a visitor.”
The alpha eased in a moment later, pushing aside sheer curtains to state his presence. The omega was seated by the balcony, looking out at the night sky. The full moon illuminated the room, contrasting against the golden light of the candles with a slight blue shimmer. It reminded Koutarou of Keiji’s eyes.
He claimed a seat across from the omega, wishing he had composed his thoughts properly before arriving.
“I had been so preoccupied with today's agenda that I had forgotten to glance at the sky. The full moon is lovely isn’t it?” Koutarou cringed when the words left his mouth. It sounded forced, too romantic and out of character for someone like him. Maybe if it had come from Tetsurou or Daichi it would sound more like a whisper of love than just a stated fact.
It embarrassed him further when Keiji didn’t even look his way, let alone bother to respond. From the looks of it the omega had cleaned off his makeup and changed into his night clothes, a sheer gown with a shawl to preserve his modesty. He looked beautiful still, maybe even more so Koutarou thought.
“You’re not much of a talker are you,” he chuckled to break the silence.
Clearly his words had displeased Keiji with the way he turned to look at him, staring him down with eyes, steel like the blade of a sword. The omega shifted his gaze to his attendant, who left the room promptly at his request.
“Does my demeanor displease you?”
A voice, soft like silk, but a tone, much like the dagger hidden under it.
“Whatever could make you think that?,” he quickly corrected. “I only wanted to hear your voice-”
Keiji stood up erratically. “How could you agree to such a pointless condition!?” he lashed out suddenly, startling the alpha.
Before Koutarou could respond, Keiji became hysterical again. “I had thought for sure, there wasn’t a single good for nothing alpha who could accept a ridiculous condition such as mine. But you…” His chest heaved under his nightgown. “You’ve ruined everything!”
Tears filled his eyes, streaming down red cheeks as he bolted out of the room and away from Koutarou, leaving a stunned alpha in utter confusion.
Notes:
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Chapter 7: Not this time: Bokuaka
Summary:
Chapter title from Decode by Paramore
Notes:
HI omg. I hate that i've been sitting on this chapter for like the last 3 months. This is more of a plot mover chapter and a lot of it is repeat from the last one unfortunately. Junior yr is currently kicking my ass so I hate that I can't update this more often but I appreciate you for taking interest in the story. Once again thank you for reading and supporting, I feel so motivated every time I see nice comments and kudos in my inbox. I hope you enjoy this chapter <3
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Chapter Text
Keiji never meant to cry, in fact, he deeply resented the fact that he did. But when the feelings he had dammed up began to seep through the cracks of his resolve, he couldn’t stop the tears that filled his eyes. It was uncharacteristic of him to say the least, as he had trained himself to suppress each and every feeling that brought out the weakness inside him. The omega inside him.
It wasn’t like he hated himself for being born as one—though it did take quite a while for him to come to terms with the identity. It was an inconvenience to be an omega, something that would come to cause Keiji great misfortune time and time again.
His mother had been a concubine of the eldest Eastern prince, the only beta woman in a harem of omegas. She took immense pride in her beauty and even greater in the fact that she had birthed the first grandchild of the King.
It was his very birth itself that became the first injustice to ever befall the young prince. If he had only known then that the denial of his firstborn status would torment him in all the years to come. He was concealed for months, hidden away from the public and the rest of the royal family until Suguru, “a more suitable heir” as his grandfather would have put it, was born.
Before he was made painfully aware of certain societal dictations, Keiji had wondered throughout childhood why Suguru was fitter to rule the kingdom than him. The young omega was smarter, braver, and surely more talented than all the other children of the Eastern king combined. At merely ten years old, he innocently asked his grandfather what exactly made him ineligible to inherit the throne.
“You’re an omega Keiji. It may be hard to see right now, but come a few years and the differences between you and Suguru will become clear as day.” His grandfather had said to him with great sympathy.
The conversation was like a splash of ice-cold water to his face. But shocking as it was, it pushed Keiji to uphold his reputation, to stay at the top, the best of the best. He perfected his many talents over the years, discovering new ones along the way. His favorite: the art of combat.
At the age of twelve, on their way to etiquette lessons, Keiji and the rest of the royal children had caught sight of the Eastern soldiers sparring with swords. Suguru and the rest of his alpha posse watched in awe as the warriors moved swiftly, dodging each attack the other sent forward. The way their swords clashed, accompanied by a burst of sparks like a solar flare and that satisfying swish of metal against metal. Keiji was entranced as well, with the speed of it all coming to a closing halt when one of the soldier’s advances struck the leg of the other. Perhaps what appealed the most to the young prince was the sheer look of triumph on the victor's face, the full tooth smile that followed the cry of conquest.
Keiji wanted that look more than anything. He wanted to dominate. Prevail. To beat the alphas in a pastime that reeked of testosterone and egoism. Show his grandfather and everyone else that an omega could be all that an alpha could if not better. It was the perfect plan.
But a plan that Keiji found to be quite difficult to orchestrate. Firstly, he couldn’t find a partner that was willing to practice with him. Suguru had turned him away from the second Keiji so much as looked his way, and it wasn’t like the omegas were any more willing. He practiced on his own for a while, using a wooden sword he managed to bribe out of a young foot soldier in training. Keiji observed the masters from behind the bushes of the military training grounds, learning the right ways to twist his body, the stance that drew out the most power from behind the sword, and the proper grip to withstand attacks from a competitor.
Not long after, he crept away from the bushes and began sparring with the soldiers at the cavalry base. Of course, the whole kingdom knew of the beautiful omega prince with long raven locks and eyes like a summer’s day, so he disguised himself strategically. Keiji’s hair was the first to go, cropped by his nape so that it wouldn’t interfere with his swordsmanship. This deeply angered his mother, for she believed that it took away the slightest ounce of his femininity, although the omega remained breathtakingly stunning nonetheless. Whilst fighting, he wore black contacts to conceal his diamond-mine eyes.
He quickly gained skill, finding new strengths in the ones that he lacked. Surely it was unrealistic to believe he could beat an alpha in a test of strength, but he diligently polished his stamina, agility, and speed. Eventually, there was not a soul in the entire Eastern army that was able to beat him in a fair match.
It seemed that everyone in the royal family had caught notice of Keiji’s newfound talents. He had always been praised for his intellect, musical and linguistic skills, and more often than anything, his beauty. But it was a new type of honor to finally be recognized for his swordsmanship. For the first time, it felt as if his secondary gender placed second to his accomplishments.
However, this pleasure was short-lived. The Eastern king was furious upon being proven wrong, and he despised his grandson for inflicting the humiliation. He loathed the whispers that seemed to resonate beyond palace walls, questioning why Suguru had been kept as the heir when someone as beautiful and capable as Keiji was around. He simply needed to get rid of the omega.
Opportunity struck conveniently at the arrival of Prince Tetsurou and his mother, on a visit to their relatives East. The Southern prince had expressed interest in finding a suitable bride for his older brother; Ideally, one of Eastern descent to strengthen relations between the two kingdoms. It was almost too good to be true. The perfect way to rid the King of the burden that was Keiji. He offered his omega grandson without an ounce of remorse.
When word of the agreement reached Keiji’s ears, he was more than enraged. It was his biggest fear, to be tied down by marriage, especially one that didn’t include even a word of his consent. Even if the throne could never belong to him, there was not a chance that he would ever give up the one thing most important to him: his freedom.
And so the omega prince came up with a plan to be enacted along with his best friend and attendant Yukie. It was inspired by the gossip heard in their shared circle of omegas. Word of an unremarkable family attempting to conceal the appearance of their disfigured daughter in an attempt to trick a politician's son into marrying her.
He was to wear a veil over his face to make it seem that there was something strikingly wrong and worth hiding. Surely an ugly wife would disgust even the most mundane of men, let alone an alpha prince of the Southern kingdom.
To sell the notion even further, he personally altered his marriage profile, a complete list of activities and accomplishments that had been compiled over the years by his mother, which purposely failed to include any word of his interests in combat and sword fighting. He removed every portrait of himself and even every text that so much as mentioned the breathtaking appearance of the second Eastern prince. When the “corrections” were completed, he had the whole thing shipped to the Southern Kingdom with high hopes.
The dreaded day of the exhibition grew closer and closer until finally, Keiji and a handful of Eastern royals began the journey to the shimmering Southern kingdom. He was accompanied by his mother and Yukie, who would act as his servant for the day and help him ensure that their plan ran smoothly. Suguru was sent along to oversee the whole thing, something about needing to build alliances with the young royals for the future and prosperity of the Eastern kingdom.
Keiji donned the veil as soon as he stepped out from the carriage, cautious as to not let even a foot servant see his face. As the Eastern family entered the palace, they were greeted by Tetsurou who welcomed everyone warmly. Everyone except for Suguru, and it was all certainly intentional. The two alphas had butted heads ever since childhood, and the coldness they showed each other was just regarded as routine.
One of the many reasons Keiji genuinely liked Tetsurou was for his ability to see through bullshit, and Suguru was full of it. Another reason being that the alpha didn’t poke his nose where his business didn’t lay. Though he cocked his head when Keiji walked in wearing the veil, he didn’t once open his mouth to question it.
It took hours for Keiji to get ready for the big moment. Hours were spent enhancing his perfect features and adorning his hair in exquisite gems and flowers. Further, decorating his body in the finest jewelry and dressing him in the most beautiful of gowns. By the end of it all, he looked like a goddess, descended from the heavens.
He glided into the ballroom when it was his time, paying no mind to the whispers of disgust and confusion that echoed in the audience. It didn’t phase him in the slightest, for he knew he could humble the entire room with a simple slip of the veil.
Keiji played his part throughout the night, entertaining and acting as the perfect omega bride he was meant to be. But alas, the height of his plan had yet to play out with neither royal family ever mentioning the veil. He needed to provoke an answer, and quickly.
Luckily, Yukie and he had rehearsed almost a hundred different scenarios to ensure that their plan would play out hitch-free. She stepped forward humbly at Keiji’s signal, bowing before speaking.
“Your majesty if I may,” she started, waiting for the approval of Keiji’s mother. “Keiji-sama had requested to conceal his appearance due to a traumatic experience from his childhood. If it’s alright with you he’d like to remain covered for the rest of the meeting.”
The trap had been set, perfectly executed by the one and only Yukie Shirofuku. Now all Keiji had to do was wait.
The trigger was pulled at the exact moment the Northern Queen silenced his son. He outwardly stated his distaste for the veil, demanding that Keiji remove it instantly.
“I’m giving you a chance to prove me wrong here and now.”
Keiji called Yukie to his side, beckoning her down to whisper in her ear. “Just like we rehearsed,” he said to her silently, “We’re so close.”
She nodded, changing her expression frantically and selling the part.
“But Keiji-sama you- ! Very well.” She addressed the Northern queen, “Your Highness, Keiji-sama says that he will lift the veil on one condition…That Koutarou-sama agrees to the wedding here and now.”
Keiji smiled slightly. It was quite possibly the most far-fetched of conditions he had come up with, more laughable than anything. At last, he could return home, and work towards the future he had dreamed of his whole life.
“I agree. I agree to the marriage.”
Keiji couldn’t remember the rest of the evening very well. His family left after the meeting, retreating to the Eastern Kingdom and taking his beloved Yukie with them. He refused to cry in front of her although she sobbed uncontrollably in his arms when they said their goodbyes, crying that she’d rather kill herself than part from her best friend. He consoled her, thanked her for helping him, and promised that he would visit as many times as possible.
There was even a party to celebrate the union of the two families, but the omega couldn’t recall a single one of the many faces that came to congratulate him. Keiji was shown to his new temporary home, a beautiful estate separate from the main palace but still within the grounds. Maybe he’d come to appreciate it in due time, but in his current state of mind, it pained him to think optimistically. From his balcony, he stared out emptily into the night sky thinking of how ecstatic his grandfather must have been upon hearing the “good” news.
His new attendant tried her best to welcome him with kind words and patience, but she was a stranger regardless. Keiji ignored her conversation, even choosing to undress and wash without her help after the festivities were over. He refused her further, even while painstakingly plucking the thousands of embellishments from his hair.
There was a knock at the door late into the night, while Keiji was still awake. He had tried to get some sleep but quickly resorted back to staring at the moon in an attempt to ease his foul mood.
“Keiji-sama,” she said hesitantly, “You have a visitor.”
He clenched his jaw as he sensed the presence of his new fiancée stepping into the room. The sound of careful footsteps became louder as the Prince padded into the room.
“I had been so preoccupied with today's agenda that I had forgotten to glance at the sky. The full moon is lovely isn’t it?” The alpha said after a while as he took a seat across from Keiji.
The eastern prince was in no mood to talk about the moon, especially not with the man who so plainly snatched away his freedom like it was his, to begin with. The omega had believed it impossible to loathe another alpha more than his own grandfather, and yet Koutarou claimed the spot so easily. Perhaps if he kept quiet, his unwelcome visitor might leave.
“You’re not much of a talker are you.”
Keiji could feel his pulse quicken as the anger began to surge in his veins. He clenched down on back teeth to prevent himself from pouncing on the alpha and attacking him there and then. The omega steadied himself, turning for the first time to look at the prince’s ridiculous expression. He darted his gaze to his attendant who shivered and scurried away at the sheer viciousness behind his eyes.
“Does my demeanor displease you?” Keiji said submissively as he lowered his lethal stare to the floor.
The other visibly panicked. “Whatever could make you think that?” he quickly corrected. “I only wanted to hear your voice-”
Keiji felt something snap within him. Such pathetic words from an even more pathetic man. He stood up faster than he could formulate thoughts, snarling out what he had been thinking the entire night. “How could you agree to such a pointless condition!?”
The prince was stunned, visibly so, with how quickly he widened his eyes. Keiji was unrestrained, his heart pounding uncontrollably as pure hatred flooded his senses. “I had thought for certain, there wasn’t a single good-for-nothing alpha who could accept such a ridiculous condition as mine. But you…You’ve ruined everything!”
For the first time since they had met, he stared into Koutarou’s eyes. Keiji had never seen a color quite like his before, pure shining gold like the scorching sun itself. They burned into his very soul and the iron shield he had built around his heart for years began to melt rapidly under the alpha’s golden irises.
To his horror, Keiji began to tremble. His lip quivered and unfamiliar hot tears blurred his vision. His face burned from the frustration and his breath quickened. The sensation, something he hadn’t felt in over a decade. Koutarou’s eyes picked him apart piece by piece exposing feelings he had been bottling up since childhood.
Keiji’s conscience reprimanded him. Scolded him for showing weakness in front of the one man he couldn’t bear to lose to. His head pounded and his chest heaved and finally, an endless stream of tears bolted freely down his cheeks. The young omega couldn’t bear the humiliation and ran out of the room faster than his thoughts could catch up. He pushed past carved wooden doors and into the gardens that surrounded the guest estate. The granite floor was cold under his bare feet while the breeze from the Southern sea threaded itself through Keiji’s hair and whisked away his shawl as he sprinted further and further away from his room.
He found his way to a grand stone pavilion overlooking the vast seascape, magnificent as ever with the way the full moon kissed the water's edge and reflected about the surface in silver rings. Keiji stopped inside, keeling over a bench as his vision blackened, and his stomach twisted in knots threatening to spill. He felt physically ill, shaking erratically and unable to control the sobs that clogged his lungs and made it impossible to breathe.
“Oh my!” a soft but panicked voice came from behind him. The sound of frantic footsteps got louder and suddenly Keiji felt the gentle rub of a soft palm on his back. Whoever it was set a lantern on the bench and kneeled beside him. “Are you alright?” they said soothingly by his ear.
The omega turned, teary eyes widening when the most ethereal of presences came into view. He was similarly dressed in a white nightgown with silver locks glowing in the light of the moon, and inviting brown eyes. “ An angel?” Keiji thought in his daze as he put his arms around the other and collapsed into their lap without thinking.
“Come, let’s go inside,” he said, draping Keiji with something warm. “You’ll get sick dressed like this.”
Keiji let himself be led by the stranger through exquisite gardens and into a smaller chateau lit by candles. They ended up in a simple room, clean and furnished with a bare mattress and dresser. The other omega sifted through a closet, pulling out blankets and pillows to add to the bed. He led the prince to lie down, sitting by his side for a moment.
There was something so absolutely soothing about his pheromones Keiji thought. While his own were powerful, often too overwhelming at times as a reflection of his dominant omega status, the other’s were pleasant and gentle. They appeased Keiji’s mood the more he was surrounded by them.
The stranger shifted off the bed, leaning down to whisper in Keiji’s ear. “Try to get some sleep. My room is next door, so wake me up if you need anything.” As he started to walk away, Keiji panicked and grabbed his hand on impulse.
“Please…” he choked out, his voice hoarse from sobbing, “Can you stay with me?”
He cringed at his patheticness. Asking a complete stranger to spend the night with him was the last thing he could see himself doing. Regardless, Keiji felt relief wash over him when the omega smiled and got under the covers with him. He moved so that Keiji’s head could rest in his lap, and his soft fingers stroked dark curls gently. The prince felt himself being slowly lulled to sleep.
When Keiji awoke the next morning he groaned, feeling nothing but shame. His head ached and his face was red and swollen from the hours of non-stop crying. He winced when sunlight poured into the room, irritating his tired eyes. He felt around the sheets, reassured to find that they were cold and empty. The omega was grateful that he could avoid explaining himself to the kind stranger first thing in the morning. He turned to look in the dresser mirror by the bed. His hair was tousled, and his nightgown, wrinkled and falling from his shoulders. Keiji was a mess.
He got up, pulling at his features to fix his haggard appearance before apologizing for his behavior. The omega left the bedroom, creeping down a hallway and following the smell of food that wafted through the space. He ended up in the dining area where the familiar silver-haired stranger was busy in the kitchen.
Keiji cleared his throat. “Um… Thank you for taking me in last night. I’m sorry for any inconvenience I may have caused,” he said hesitantly, with eyes cast toward the floor.
The stranger turned around. “Why, it was no inconvenience at all,” he smiled, “Did you sleep alright?”
“Well, yes but-” Keiji noticed the omega’s gown and the prominent stain on the white silk from his tears and snot. He flushed red, bowing 90 degrees promptly. “My sincerest apologies for your nightgown. Please allow me to reimburse you for it.”
“This old thing? Oh, don’t concern yourself, it was old anyways. And you need not be so formal with me,” the other giggled, “It feels…odd.”
“But we are strangers, are we not?”
“Well, yes we were,” the brown-eyed omega said, “But after last night, I’m not sure I can say the same.”
Keiji blushed.
“Never mind it though,” the other began again, “You must be exhausted. Join me for breakfast?”
He hesitantly took a seat. “Are you always this kind to the people you find sobbing in your gardens,” Keiji asked genuinely.
It made the other laugh. “To be fair, I don’t get many visitors around here anyways.” He put a plate of something that smelled heavenly in front of the black-haired prince before taking the seat in front of him.
“Well, they’re certainly missing out,” Keiji almost sighed as he put the first bite into his mouth. “If it’s alright with you I’d like it if we could start over. I’m Keiji.”
“It’s a pleasure to meet you Keiji-san, I’m Koushi,” the other omega beamed.
Koushi. Keiji was sure he had memorized all the names of the Southern royals, but the omega’s didn’t seem to ring a bell. He must have been a visitor, an ambassador from the Northern Kingdom perhaps, Keiji thought. It would explain the lack of servants around the home.
There was a knock at the door, and Koushi draped a silk stole over his shoulders before speeding over to answer. Keiji could make out a few voices; one, to his surprise, being his cousin Tetsurou, another belonging to Koushi, and the last, familiar but unrecognizable to his ears. The voices got closer as footsteps could be heard making their way down the hall.
It was none other than Prince Daichi himself who waltzed into the room side by side with Koushi, gaze soft and locked on the omega who returned his glances. He looked towards the table, catching a glimpse of Keiji and adjusting himself with wide eyes.
“Good morning Keiji-san,” Daichi said, lowering his head courteously. “Ah, and I see you’ve met Koushi already. How wonderful,” he smiled.
The silver-haired omega glanced at the Southern prince and then back to his new friend. “Daichi, you know Keiji?” he asked curiously.
Koushi? Daichi? Just how important was Koushi that he could be on a first-name basis with the future king of the Southern Kingdom? Keiji wondered.
Tetsurou joined in to answer the omega’s question. “Keiji is a prince of the Eastern kingdom which makes him my cousin. Oh, and also Koutarou’s fiancée as of yesterday.”
Koushi’s confused expression evolved into something frantic as his eyes went large, suddenly. “You are Koutarou’s-!” he shouted suddenly, looking towards Daichi as if to get his confirmation. “And a prince at that! To think I was addressing you so casually.”
The omega walked over to Keiji, bowing so fast that all in the room could hear the crack of his spine. “My sincerest apologies, your highness,” he said ever so politely.
Keiji couldn’t control the laughter that left him at the other’s actions. It was the first time he had laughed in years. Genuine, unbound laughter.
“You amuse me Koushi,” he giggled. “But as you said earlier…You need not be so formal with me.” He took the other omega’s hands in his own. “We are friends, are we not?”
Koushi smiled with a beautiful expression. “Indeed we are, Keiji.”
Though he wished to feel the comfort of Koushi’s company eternally, Keiji knew he had well overstayed his welcome. “Forgive me, but I should take my leave now. Certainly, my attendant will worry.”
He excused himself, stepping into the sunlight of Koushi’s garden as he attempted to navigate back to his room.
“Keiji-san, wait!” Daichi called after him suddenly, running to catch up.
The omega cocked his head to the side, straightening. “Is something the matter, Daichi-san?”
The alpha pursed his lips before speaking gently. “Koutarou told me about last night.”
Keiji held his breath. “Did he?”
“I am unaware of the exact details but… my brother says he will not allow wedding preparations to commence until you agree first.”
Keiji waited a moment. “ He did? ”
Notes:
Next chapter will 100% have spice and interaction because it is not physically possible for me to go this long without writing something self indulgent :)
Chapter 8: Change was inevitable: Bokuaka
Summary:
The second prince of the Southern Kingdom is attractive. Keiji certainly thinks so.
TW: for some slight sexual harassment(verbal) just a heads up in case!!
Notes:
Look at me, not waiting another three months to put out a chapter. Honestly, Thanksgiving break is really such a godsend for giving me some free time to write. And speaking of thanksgiving, to anyone who's been here from the start or anyone who joined along the way, thank you for taking the time to read my work. From the bottom of my heart, it means the world to see people enjoy my writing and it's all the motivation I need to keep going. I hope you enjoy this chapter <3.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
On an early spring day, Keiji was getting ready to tour the port towns of the Southern Kingdom. The omega had yet to venture that far out into the Southern capital, so his excitement had been building up ever since Koushi proposed that the two of them explore together. Weeks had passed since his arrival in the Southern Kingdom and slowly, he had begun to adjust to the new way of life.
His friendship with the other omega made it all the more bearable to be away from his home, as the two spent hours of leisure in each other's company. They shared meals frequently, read books together, went for strolls, and in the process, Keiji even started to enjoy the time spent.
But every now and then, at the sight or mention of a certain Southern Prince, Keiji was reminded of his situation. Circulating within the palace walls was anticipation and talk of when the royal wedding would be, though it was more confusion than anything because if Koutarou had already agreed then why hadn’t the festivities begun? At least, that was what Keiji assumed they thought, nobility and servants alike.
Though he would never admit it, Keiji was beyond grateful that the decision had fallen into his hands. He certainly needed the time to mentally prepare himself for the years to come. Koutarou had left him alone for the time being, but the omega was unsure just how long he could stall. Sooner or later, the alpha would become impatient and either coerce him into the marriage or simply take him by force.
He filled with dread at the thought, choosing to put it off yet again as he snuck out in a simple blue gown to meet Koushi outside the palace gates. He climbed into the carriage, smiling at the familiar face of his friend.
Koushi giggled. “I’m surprised your attendant let you get away this easily.”
“Well, it’s almost as if I failed to inform her in the first place,” the dark-haired omega smirked, holding his index finger to his lips.
“My god, Keiji! You’ll give the poor woman a heart attack one of these days with your antics.”
He laughed. “Can’t I have a little fun once in a while?”
Koushi shook his head. “More like every day,” he sighed.
The two arrived at the bustling ports of the Southern empire, teeming with merchants from all over the continent and even beyond the horizons. Keiji watched in awe as the golden rays of the sun bounced off the glistening waves and projected onto the various jewels, pots, vases, brasses, glasses, and exquisite fabrics displayed in cloth stalls. Extravagant ships docked into the harbor and hundreds and thousands of sailors pranced about, pulling various ropes, carrying barrels and boxes of goods, singing, and engaging in merrymaking.
Koushi pulled Keiji along as they stopped by each stall, admiring each curious product the sellers had to offer and blowing money on even the most mundane of objects. Of course, negotiating prices was merely child’s play when it came to the two ethereally beautiful omegas, who were able to convince most of the young male merchants to eliminate their prices completely.
As they moved further along, Keiji observed the heart of the city. Children were running and playing through the chaotic streets, laughing as they bumped head-first into passersby without a care in the world. There were restaurants lined up one against the other, with the scents of spices and salts from all parts of the country drifting about in an appetizing blend. Omegas in multistory buildings strung clothes up on intricate cradles of lines while chatting from the skies above and their alphas called to them from below flirting and showing signs of their attraction. Keiji rolled his eyes while Koushi sighed in awe at the interaction.
Now and then, the eastern prince’s eyes focused on the swish of light dancing against the metal of armor, as soldier after soldier walked by the pair. He had noticed it early on, but the city seemed teeming with Southern militia at every corner.
“Koushi, do you know why there are so many soldiers here?”
The other omega nodded, “Their training base is located in the city. What I know is that Prince Koutarou and Prince Hajime moved it from the mainland to here a few years ago.”
Keiji bit his lip at the mention of his fiancée once again. “Isn’t the area crowded enough? Why here?”
“For hundreds of years, the port cities used to be the most dangerous place to live in the entire kingdom. The crowdedness made it easy for convicts and gangs to torment the citizens freely and a few years ago, foreign merchants stopped coming to sell their goods altogether for fear of losing their lives. Koutarou was the one who suggested bringing more soldiers into the city to protect the people.”
“And did it work?” the dark-haired omega asked genuinely.
Koushi grinned. “Well, look around for yourself.”
The silver-haired omega cleared his throat. “Keiji, I know I have no place to tell you this but…you should give the prince a chance. He really is such a noble man, and-”
“Koushi,” he interrupted, “How can I begin to face him after all I've said and done? And what exactly would I gain from him? I seek not his royal status nor a chance to unite our two peaceful kingdoms.”
Koushi averted his gaze, looking almost guilty. “You will gain his love…and he may gain yours,” he said quieter.
Keiji scoffed. “Love, you speak of. I have no interest in his love or any alphas for that matter. A most useless of possessions.”
The other omega linked their arms together as they walked, giggling at Keiji’s harsh words. “My dearest Keiji. You are more knowledgeable than I could ever dream of being,” he paused. “But I know for certain that you are unqualified to speak on this matter. You are oblivious to the wonders of being in love.”
“And I suppose you are qualified?”
Koushi smiled fondly, “Indeed I am.”
Keiji smirked. “And where exactly is this lover of yours,” he asked sarcastically, bringing his hand above his eyes as if peering into the distance.
Koushi looked down. “He…is in a place I cannot reach right now,” he said with a certain sorrow in his tone.
The easterner felt his heart drop at the other’s words. Koushi didn’t deserve the pain of a dead lover, Keiji thought. He rarely saw the always-cheerful Koushi with such a glum expression, and he wanted nothing more than to console him as the omega had done for him. Yet, there wasn’t much to be done if the love of his life was in heaven.
He wrapped an arm around the shorter man’s shoulders. “I’m sorry,” was all he could say at that moment.
“Oh nonsense, it was not your fault. But this is why I warn you not to miss your chance,” Koushi said warmly, resting his head on Keiji’s shoulder. “There,” he pointed to a building with a large cloth roof. “That’s the training base.”
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Days later, Keiji snuck out again to visit the city but this time, alone. His intent: to enter the said military base. He had been aching for a chance to wield a sword ever since his arrival, with all the stress, sadness, and frustration that had been building up without release. He wore trousers and a simple tunic, uncharacteristic for an omega of his status, and a cloth mask to conceal the bottom half of his face.
He followed the path Koushi had shown him to the entrance where he was immediately bombarded by a multitude of alpha pheromones. There was nothing that particularly scared him about the scene, but the heat and intensity from inside certainly made him dizzy. It was obvious that the soldiers could sense his pheromones as well, with how quickly some of them dropped their weapons to look his way as he walked farther in. He tried his hardest not to draw any more attention toward himself as he made his way to a rack of weapons.
“You must be lost, omega ,” a low and annoying voice called from behind him.
Keiji ignored it as usual and continued to try his hand at the different swords, but the other was persistent.
“I said you’re in the wrong place bitch. The brothel is down the street,” he snickered, accompanied by more alphas who gathered near.
There was indeed a brothel down the street, one that he and Koushi had passed during their last visit. A shabby old building with big-breasted omegas hanging off the sides of it, crooning to any decent-looking man who walked by. That remark made Keiji turn around to stare the man down. He was a lot larger than the omega was, but it didn’t phase the prince. Keiji continued his silent treatment as he pushed past the crowd to warm up with his selected sword. Clearly, this had pissed the alpha off as he pressed him further.
“You think you’re too good to entertain a simple man like me, is that what it is honey?” he accused.
Keiji laughed low. “Oh, I know I’m too good,” he said in the other’s face and watched as he grit his teeth trying to seem high and mighty. Keiji let the other man back him into a wall so he could provoke him.
“Listen,” the alpha growled, “Either I fuck you in your room at that whore house…or I strip you right now and fuck you in front of everyone here. You’d like that wouldn’t you?”
“Oh my, do you kiss your mother with that mouth?” Keiji spat in his face.
The other clenched his jaw. “Son of a bitch…” he said as he raised his hand to punch him.
“Wait!” a friend of the alpha joined in, “You’ll get kicked out for that kind of violence here. Leave him be, he simply came to spar.”
The alpha exhaled in Keiji’s face before releasing his grip. “If it’s a spar he wants, then I will give it to him,” he boasted. He took up a sword of his own facing the omega who assumed his position as well.
“Don’t you know that real men fight with their shirts off?” he provoked.
He huffed when Keiji ignored the comment again. “Fine, have it your way. If you win, maybe I will let you be. But if I win, you’ll spread your legs and let every man in here have his way with your body,” he cackled.
Keiji shrugged as he lifted his sword. With less than two swishes the match was over with the alpha crouched on the floor, clutching his groin where the omega had struck on “accident”.
Another alpha approached him, presumably to avenge his asshole friend, and Keiji ended him just as easily as the first. Competitor after competitor approached him threateningly, only to be shot down in a fraction of a minute by the swift prince. Pretty soon the entire gym had surrounded the omega waiting to try their luck as encouragement was shouted to each new challenger.
“Hey Hey Hey, What the hell is going on here?!” a strong, commanding voice rang from above the main floor.
All of a sudden Keiji’s eyes widened at the familiar sight of silver and black hair with golden eyes with a regal aura. It was none other than Koutarou, his fiancée who marched into the crowd from a room on the balcony above the floor to break apart the conflict.
“What the fuck is all this?” he asked a cowering soldier in the crowd.
“Sir, this omega came in here to spar and none of us can defeat him. It must be witchcraft or-” Koutarou put a hand up to silence the rambling man. He marched into the circle to face Keiji who looked away and pulled up his mask in fear of being recognized. To the omega’s surprise, Koutarou lowered his head and bowed.
“Would you allow me to try my hand,” he asked all gentleman-like, with the proper refinement for a prince of his standing.
Keiji raised his sword to signal his answer and the Southern prince took a sword from a soldier in the crowd before removing his shirt. He revealed rows of hard, bulging muscles covered in scars and dents from the battlefield, a proud display of his loyalty to the Southern kingdom. Keiji tried his best not to stare but the other’s physique was worth admiring, and the easterner traced the lines of his body with his eyes shamelessly.
“If you win, you have my utmost respect and protection from the harassment of these pigs while you’re under this roof. If I win, you’ll let me see the face of the man who managed to best each one of my recruits,” Koutarou addressed the crowd.
They raised their swords, circling while waiting for the other to make a move. Keiji lunged forward with the speed of a falcon, but Koutaoru blocked the attack firmly with a flick of the wrist. Next, it was the alpha’s turn, stepping to the left in an attempt to hit the other’s back leg. Keiji dodged quickly and parried. Minutes went by and their weapons clanged against each other endlessly, as the battle picked up in speed with each new move. Suddenly, it seemed as if Koutarou lost his balance stepping on a divot in the dirt floor. Keiji noticed this and advanced, knocking the other backward and onto the floor.
Quickly, the omega sat on Koutarou’s hips, kicking his sword away and holding his own to the other’s throat. He looked down at the prince, whose lips curled up into a smirk while beautiful eyes started up in awe. Keiji felt something stir inside him, butterflies teasing his lower stomach and blush painting his already flushed cheeks.
His fiancée looked so…attractive at that moment that Keiji had forgotten to properly restrain his hands. Before he could adjust, Koutarou grabbed his waist firmly, muscular fingers rubbing into him as he was flipped onto his back. The alpha pressed his hips onto Keiji’s, locking his lower half in place while a strong grip held slender hands bound above his head. Their chests touched and the omega squirmed in place hoping to escape. They were face to face not even a second later, golden eyes locked onto blue as Koutarou hovered above the other.
“I believe I’ve defeated our champion,” he breathed out low.
Keiji’s pulse quickened at being so close to an alpha. He could feel the other’s breath panting against his lips under the mask, slowly. Touching as they were, he could sense the alpha’s bay leaf-scented pheromones, and Keiji fought back his natural urges to scent the man. The pressure against his hips in combination with the gorgeous shirtless body pressed up against him had his inner omega screaming in pleasure, and something in him wished he could take his clothes off to feel him, skin to skin. He hooded his eyes from exhaustion and arousal, almost moaning ashamedly as he felt wetness spread to his lower parts.
Suddenly, Koutarou’s grip on him let up and the alpha’s pupils dilated rapidly. “Keiji…?” he whispered with uncertainty in his voice. The omega filled with panic at the sound of his own given name. How did he know? Without a second thought, Keiji brought his knee up hard, striking the other’s side and pushing his body aside before sprinting out and as far away as possible.
_
Keiji was back in his room only moments later, filled with anticipation as he dried his curls from the long shower he had taken upon returning. However, it seemed that Koutarou had yet to come back, and Keiji couldn’t figure out why the information upset him. Any other day, and it wouldn’t have mattered to him where his fiancée was but Keiji was paranoid. Quite paranoid, in fact, wondering if Koutarou would spend the night in the brothel near the training ground.
It wasn’t unlikely for princes, even as high ranking as Koutarou was, to visit even the sleaziest of places to satiate their sexual urges. Hell, Suguru sure did it often. But for some reason, Keiji swelled with jealousy at the thought of his fiancée’s body pressed up against another omega. Hated the image of those perfect bulging muscles flexing for anyone other than him. Since when did such thoughts ever cross his mind?
He couldn’t deny that Koutarou was attractive beyond comparison. All the Southern princes were but the second had a different aura to him. So confident, strong, passionate, noble…Perhaps Koushi had the right idea, encouraging the younger omega to approach the alpha.
“Keiji-sama,” the Eastern prince’s attendant approached him, “I’ve been asked to give this to you.”
She handed him a note, written on plain white parchment, a clean script reading “Join me for breakfast tomorrow morning.”
The note wasn’t signed but Keiji knew, as he brought the paper to his nose satisfied, that the faint smell of bay leaf couldn’t have belonged to anyone else.
_
For the first time since his arrival, Keiji had accepted the help of his attendant. He was to share a meal with his betrothed so naturally, the omega wanted to look his best for the occasion. He sighed in defeat as he let the woman pat his face with rouge to give him that forever-blushing look. Keiji couldn’t recall the last time he wanted to look beautiful for an alpha. If there ever was a time.
He dressed in a cream-colored gown, with a separate blouse and skirt, Southern style to please his host. It was rather scandalous if he could say anything about it but regardless, Keiji felt sensual. The blouse was a strapless chiffon, beginning at his underarms and ending right below his breasts, with long flowing sleeves that looked like the wings of an angel. The skirt was mermaid style, full of intricate pearl beadwork and sheer at the bottom revealing just the right amount of the omega’s long legs.
Keiji’s attendant took care of his jewelry, securing a link of exquisite golden stones around his neck and a matching ring on his finger. He wore simple pearl earrings and a dainty chain around his toned waist.
As Keiji made his way to the main palace, all eyes were on him. Glances of adoration weren’t uncommon, especially for an omega as naturally gorgeous as Keiji, but it was a whole other story to witness him all dressed up. As if time itself had halted, servants, gardeners, secretaries, and advisors alike stopped and turned to watch the ethereal eastern beauty walk past.
He entered the grand Southern palace humbly at the side of his attendant, and once again all seemed to pause around him.
“My My Keiji-san, what a pleasant surprise to see you here!”
The omega raised his head to find Koutarou’s mother, the Northern queen approaching him. “Good morning, your majesty,” he bowed.
The older omega took him by the hand. “Come, Koutarou has been waiting for you.”
With his heart beating up to his throat, Keiji entered a beautifully furnished lounge room, the soft glow of the early morning sun, braiding itself into his curls with each new step. He walked farther in, making his way to a balcony overlooking the Southern sea and noticing a familiar figure seated at a simple table.
Koutarou’s eyes stalked him like a predator, gaze refusing to leave his body as he came near. The prince rose from his seat to help Keiji into his, pulling the chair back and leaning close as the omega accepted the gesture.
The alpha spoke promptly and cleared his throat once he was seated again. “Yesterday…what were you doing there?”
He hesitated. “You’ll have to be more specific, Koutarou-san. I went to many places yesterday,” he said nonchalantly. Keiji didn’t know why he avoided the question. With the way he panicked when the other mentioned his name at that moment, it would be impossible to cover his tracks.
Koutarou began to laugh, warm and hearty, a pleasure to Keiji’s ears. “How amusing you are!” He turned to the room full of the palace staff. “Leave us.”
He began again, “Listen, I wanted to apologize on behalf of my new trainees. I also expelled the man that approached you. Language like that has no right to be spoken in an omega's presence.”
Keiji’s heart swelled. “You did that…for me?” he said quietly enough to be mistaken for a whisper.
The alpha nodded. “Certainly. How could I sit idly when such disgusting words reached the ears of my future wife?”
The omega hated how happy he felt being in the presence of the other. This was the man he swore he would hate? This handsome, righteous, powerful man was the one he had villainized in his mind until now?
“I don’t deserve an apology from you Koutarou,” Keiji began as he locked eyes with the other. “In fact, I think it would be most fitting for me to apologize for my rotten behavior.”
Koutarou was silent at his words, indicating that he didn’t exactly disagree. “I’ve been nothing but difficult and irritable since my arrival, and even as you made the effort to introduce yourself, I cried and showed you something so disgraceful. To think that I-”
“Keiji…you’ve done nothing wrong,” the alpha cut him off before Keiji could continue to bash himself.
“But I have. And I want nothing more than to apologize for it.”
Koutarou chuckled. “You speak as if I haven’t forced you into a marriage out of your control.”
“Wait a second,” Keiji thought to himself, “ Why hasn’t he let me go if he acknowledges I had no say?”
Keiji scoffed, “If you are aware of the matter, then why must you keep me here?”
“Keiji there are reasons for which I cannot let you go, and-”
“I do believe I am entitled to knowing the reasons for which my freedom has been stripped away so casually,” the omega said, trying his hardest not to lash out again and spoil the mood.
They locked eyes again for a moment. “Ask and you shall receive,” Koutarou responded, softening his gaze.
“Very well,” he began, “I’m sure you are aware my brother Daichi is set to one day succeed the Southern throne.”
Keiji nodded, recalling the times the older alpha had visited the Eastern Kingdom as a boy, and how even then he held the maturity of a true king.
Koutarou continued, “He had been on a study abroad until recently, and on the day of his return, arrived hand in hand with the son of his teacher, a common omega claiming they were in love.”
Keiji’s eyes went wide. “How did your family react?”
“Of course, they tried to talk him out of it, but Daichi is a stubborn man. Even as my father threatened to give the throne to me and the rest of my brothers he stood his ground. That’s what made it clear that day that the two lovers were fated.”
“You mean to tell me that you turned down the opportunity to rule?” The omega couldn’t believe his ears.
Koutarou chuckled. “How could I betray my brother so easily? After how hard he’s worked to get to where he is? And besides…I don’t believe it fits my image.”
“It’s a touching story, really, but what does any of this have to do with our marriage?” The easterner asked skeptically.
“Right. If Daichi does marry his beloved, any children they have are ineligible to inherit the throne. And so, father made it clear that either Daichi marries another royal or one of us takes on the duty of producing the next heir.”
Keiji sighed. “I assume that you volunteered?”
“Indeed,” the alpha responded, “Father also said that the lovers may not touch or even reside in the same room unattended. Not until the date of my marriage has been announced. And I felt a strong will to fulfill the wishes of my brother and brother-in-law, so I vowed that I would marry the first candidate, no matter who they were.”
“And that happened to be me?”
“I’m sorry Keiji, I really am. When I learned of how remarkable you were, achievements and all, I felt nothing but shame. And seeing you yesterday, how beautifully you wield the sword, made me wish it was anyone but you.”
Keiji processed the alpha’s words. The apology was most definitely genuine, but what the omega needed most wasn’t an apology. He wished to turn back time, back to before Prince Daichi fell in love and all the shenanigans that followed after. Perhaps then he could have staked his claim on the Eastern throne like he had dreamed all his life. But alas, Suguru’s coronation had occurred the week prior, and the dream had expired along with it. The young omega had made the painful decision to look toward the future.
“To think that my whole life has been decided by the love story of two complete strangers,” Keiji groaned. “Listen…I gain absolutely nothing from returning to the Eastern kingdom at this point. But it will certainly take some time for me to accept the marriage.”
The alpha’s eyes lit up. “Take as much time as you need Keiji. I promise that under my care, you will never feel pressured to please me in any way,” he said gently.
“There’s one more thing Koutarou…”
“Yes?”
Keiji smiled. “I demand a rematch from yesterday. It’s been ages since I lost to an alpha, and I refuse to admit defeat.”
Koutarou’s lips curled into a smirk, his gaze becoming sharp and challenging, and the omega’s heart skipped a beat. “As many as you want.”
Notes:
I hope I didn't rush this interaction. Also, stay tuned for some spice...
Chapter 9: You're the kind of reckless that should send me running: Bokuaka
Summary:
Warning: a little bit spicy.
Chapter title is from Sparks Fly by Taylor Swift
Notes:
Thank you for joining me for another chapter. I really had so much fun writing this and I hope you enjoy it !! <3
Chapter Text
The hallways of the Southern palace were so quiet, yet Keiji couldn’t make out the sound of his own footsteps over the thundering beat of his heart. Adrenaline coursed through his veins as he mentally prepared for the moments to come. Truth be told, he was in utter shock after his last spar with Koutarou, stunned at the fact that he had lost a bout and thus ending his 5 year winning streak. And so the omega so confidently challenged his betrothed to a rematch, certain that he could redeem himself.
There was a room in the palace, one that Koutarou called his private training room, that Keiji was instructed to find for their match. He knocked on large wooden doors four times, a specific instruction the prince had given him and watched as racks on racks of weapons came into view. The next he noticed was Koutarou, greeting him at the door with a smile on his face and a glistening sheen of sweat on his perfect chest.
“Please, come in,” the older prince said, stepping to the side as Keiji bowed before entering.
Keiji could fully see the room, eyes shining as he took in the magnificence. One of the walls was covered in weapons. There were swords of all shapes and sizes, various axes and spears, and an abundance of strange looking instruments that the omega had never seen before in his life. A giant mirror took up the space of another side of the room, which Keiji assumed was for practicing form. In the center was a space just big enough for a proper spar. The omega spun around, catching Koutarou staring at him with a grin on his face.
Keiji cocked an eyebrow. “Yes?”
“Just thinking your expression was beautiful.”
The omega blushed, looking towards the floor. How could he say that so casually? “I-I’d like to warm up please.”
Keiji stretched his legs, catching a glimpse of the other as he used a pull-up bar. He faced Koutarou’s back, focusing on his defined muscles. They flexed and unflexed as he pulled himself up and down with ease. While practicing with a sword, Keiji noticed the scars on the alpha’s back that were far more present than the one’s spotted on his front, making the omega shudder at how much pain some of them must have caused.
“Okay,” the eastern prince called, “I’m ready.”
Moments later they were face to face in the small arena, revolving as they did during their last match. This time Koutarou made the first move, merely hitting the other’s sword with his own, hard. He was a lot more aggressive this time, Keiji thought, with more force in each of his attacks and increasing the frequency of advances as well. The omega analyzed Koutarou’s torso, taking note of the places his scars were most present in hopes of pinpointing where the alpha had a hard time defending. There were plenty at his bellybutton, a few up his defined hip bones and one running through his dark nipple. Keiji stared at it for a little too long, enough for Koutarou to tap his leg with his sword lightly.
The alpha smirked. “Am I distracting you?” he said cockily.
Keiji flushed, choosing not to respond.
“You’re free to even the playing field if you’d like,” he grinned.
The omega’s eyes went wide. Was Koutarou insinuating that he take his clothes off? If it were anyone else, the comment would have had him fuming, but somehow it made Keiji’s knees go weak and his stomach flutter. Whether or not the alpha was serious, Keiji would never back away from a challenge. He put his sword down, walking to a bench on the side of the room and stripping from his shirt.
He was left in his chest cover, a thin white strip of fabric, just thick enough to cover his nipples, that tied off on his back. He could see his own form in the mirror, his toned stomach and arms on display as well as the dip of his slender waist. In the reflection, he caught the alpha looking his body up and down, and he blushed with a slight sense of pride.
“I…I didn’t expect you to actually do it,” Koutarou said, looking away and covering his face with his palm to hide his own red cheeks.
“Afraid that I'll distract you?”
“You already distract me enough with your clothes on. Have some mercy,” the alpha scoffed.
They resumed the match, and Keiji could feel the other’s eyes on his body. It certainly did even the playing field as the older prince had his own moments of hesitation, mind blank at the sight of the omega’s body.
Koutarou swung hard all of a sudden, knocking Keiji back from the sheer force of the attack. His sword was knocked out of his grip, but before he could fall to the floor, a strong hand wrapped around his bare waist, pulling the prince forwards and steadying him.
Keiji found himself pressed against his fiancées body, their chests touching skin to skin. He could feel the other’s breath fanning his forehead as they stayed like that for a moment too long.
“Sorry,” Koutarou said as he let go of Keiji’s body, “I just didn’t want the match to end.”
Keiji sighed. “But you’ve won that one. I want to go again,” he said commandingly.
Once again they assumed their positions like routine. Keiji knew he could never beat an alpha in a test of strength, but he could certainly work with speed. He sent advance after advance towards the alpha, making sure not to give the other enough time to recover. Keiji also aimed without direction to confuse his opponent on where his real hits would be. Koutarou was sharp however, rarely ever fooled by the other’s fakes with his focused gaze that could rival that of the great horned owl.
But finally, Keiji managed to catch him off guard and tapped the older’s leg with the tip of his sword. He exhaled contently, regaining his breath after the exertion.
“Tired already? It’s 2-1 currently, are you sure you don’t want to even the score?” the alpha teased.
Keiji rolled his eyes and got back into a fighting stance. They switched sides all while golden eyes stared into blue refusing to drift elsewhere. The omega caught a glimpse of a purple bruise decorating the side of the alpha’s torso. He sped past the other, jabbing him in the side with his elbow, watching as the powerful man groaned and kneeled on the floor clutching his side. He looked up, eyebrows furrowed as the tip of Keiji’s sword pointed straight at his throat.
“I didn’t take you for someone who played dirty,” Koutarou almost growled.
He grabbed the edge of the sword, yanking it forward and away from himself, pulling the surprised omega down with it. Keiji fell forward into the alpha’s lap and squirmed as the other man-handled him onto his stomach. The easterner’s arms were bound behind his back in less than a second by Koutarou’s killer grip, moaning as the alpha’s other hand pressed into his lower abdomen right above his womb, forcing his hips up.
Keiji’s legs were held in place by the southerner’s knees and he could feel Koutarou’s groin firmly against his raised ass. He panted heavy, cheek pressed against the floor as the other hovered above his ear.
“I’m sorry…I don’t know what came over me,” Keiji said ashamed.
He was very ashamed at the fact that he had cheated in the match but more ashamed at how turned on he was to be held down by Koutarou. Something about the man's touch and presence clouding his senses made him feel so content, and he knew it could never be possible with another alpha.
“Don’t do it again,” he rasped in Keiji’s ear, and the omega nodded quickly.
Keiji gasped suddenly, panicking as he felt his chest cover slip from his body. As if on cue, Koutarou let go of the omega’s hands and gathered the two ends of the fabric.
“Let me,” he said quietly, as he tied the cloth back onto the other’s body, rough fingers brushing against the soft, smooth skin of his back.
The whole event was too much for the young omega. “I wish to take my leave,” Keiji said as he rose from the ground.
“Wait,” the alpha grabbed his hand, “I need to apologize, Keiji… I had no right treating you in such an uncouth manner. As if you were just another member of the Southern military, but in fact you are a most refined of omegas and prince at that. Forgive me.”
The omega could see the way Koutarou’s eyes pleaded for him to stay. Keiji smiled, a genuine smile of forgiveness and watched as the other relaxed as well. “Don’t you think I deserved a punishment for my foolish actions? You’ve done nothing wrong.”
Suddenly the alpha’s stare deepened, and Keiji almost shuddered at the intensity. Koutarou brought the omega’s hand to his lips, kissing it modestly. “But I wish to give you a most sincere apology…won’t you accept it?”
Keiji blushed, fully realizing their current positions. He was barely clothed, Koutarou, equally nude, kneeling before him and kissing his hand. Fiery eyes stared at the omega as if he was the most alluring object known to man. Keiji wondered when the art of sword fighting had become so intimate, so… erotic . He felt light headed, like he could topple over at any moment, understanding quite quickly what his current ailment was and retracting from the alpha’s embrace.
“I- I really must get going,” he said quickly, slipping his shirt back on and heading for the door.
“Wait! When can I see you again?” Koutarou called after him.
“Soon,” Keiji smiled.
Keiji’s heat crept up on him, leaving him bothered and confined to his room. It was a dreaded time, one filled with vexation for any unmated omega. The prince bathed despite knowing how messy he would become in following moments, slipping on a robe before lying on his bed.
Normally, his heats were spent in seclusion and consisted of hours upon hours of Keiji rubbing himself to force out even a single fleeting moment of pleasure. It wasn’t like he was actually aroused in the slightest, as the omega didn’t think of anything while he touched himself. No single fantasy he could ever forgive himself for dreaming about and certainly no alpha around that struck his fancy.
But that was in the past and presently, there was in fact, an alpha that wouldn’t leave his thoughts. The omega shivered thinking about what Koutarou might do if they were together. It was by no means a farfetched thought, for not far into the future, they would be spending their heats and ruts with one another as a married couple might. A part of him believed that the alpha would treat him delicately, opening up his untouched body with tender caresses. But the way Koutarou had so firmly held Keiji down made it seem like he could be a rough lover, using the omega’s body as an outlet purely for his own pleasure.
Keiji untied the sash of his robe, letting it fall open, and exposing his body to the cold air. He trailed a hand gently down his neck and to his chest, squeezing his left breast and feeling the nipple perk up. He wondered if his fiancée would touch him there, would he suck him? Bite him? Lick him? The omega wet the tips of his fingers with his tongue before circling his bud. He started to breathe heavily, gasping as he flicked over it suddenly. Keiji pinched both his nipples at the same time experimentally, and arched up as the sensation became unbearable.
Once he had exhausted the feeling, the omega caressed lower, rubbing his abdomen. One day, that place would hold Koutarou’s child and Keiji wondered at what point had such thoughts made him feel so content. Finally, the omega touched the aching place between his legs, moaning as he felt how wet he was. He dipped his fingers shallowly into his hole, coating the digits with his slick before rubbing along his folds. The sun began to set, golden rays finding their way into the room and painting the surroundings in an amber hue. Keiji remembered the alpha’s eyes at that moment, richer in color than even the setting sun. Those eyes that could be sweet like honey and fierce as a tiger all at the same time.
The omega brushed the tip of his finger against his clit, sighing from the satisfaction of the touch. He began to stroke himself gently, contrasting the aggressiveness he had known his whole life. The next thing that came to mind was Koutarou’s incredible body. Keiji recalled the alpha’s broad back, rippling muscles covered in prizes from the battlefield. He moved his fingers faster. Next, the alpha’s chest, his large pectorals that descended to dozens of bulging abdominal muscles only rivaled by his sculpted hips, carved by the gods into a perfect V shape.
Keiji’s eyes went wide, orgasm hitting him with such force that all he could do was cry out. His head tipped backwards, mouth hanging open as he worked himself through it. It seemed to last endlessly, leaving the omega paralyzed as he gasped out with eyes shut. It was the first time he had felt so much pleasure in his life, and he chased the rush again and again.
The omega emerged from his solitude after 4 days feeling refreshed and rather guilty. Guilty for the numerous times he had used Koutarou to reach his peak shamelessly. He blushed as he exited his quarters, stepping into the fresh air and taking in the soothing scent of the sea. Keiji made his way to Koushi’s place, in hopes to update the other omega on the new advances in his and Koutarou’s relationship.
“Keiji! What a wonderful surprise!” the silver-haired omega said as he opened the door to see his friend.
Keiji walked into the kitchen, surprised when he caught sight of Koutarou and Daichi sitting at the table.
“Keiji…What are you doing here?” his fiancée exclaimed as he got up from his seat to greet the omega.
“I could ask you the same, Koutarou,” Keiji said as he looked towards Koushi who was busy in the kitchen. He wondered how the two knew each other.
“Ah, I was here to accompany my brother. I didn’t know you and Koushi-san had met.”
Keiji walked over to the kitchen, putting his arms around the older omega’s shoulders. “Of course. He has become my most dearest friend,” he said, making Koushi giggle.
“That reminds me,” the other omega spoke, “Where have you been these past few days, Keiji? I was getting worried.”
Memories of his estrus came rushing back as did the blush to his cheeks. “Er, I was having my heat,” he said quietly, embarrassed to have to mention it in front of the alphas.
Daichi laughed suddenly. “So that’s what it was,” he chuckled as he nudged Koutarou, the omegas looking at each other in confusion.
“What?” Koushi questioned.
“Koutarou here thought that Keiji-san was avoiding him.”
“Daichi!” The second prince shouted, offended that his brother had mentioned something so pathetic. Keiji giggled as Koutarou covered his face with his hands, ears turning red in embarrassment.
“Well,” Keiji began, trying to hold back his smile, “at least now you know the truth.”
Koutarou recovered, smiling back tenderly and Keiji almost felt his heart skip a beat.
Daichi cleared his throat. “It’s time we get going, Koutarou. Father expects us for lunch.”
Suddenly Koushi rushed forward. “Ah- So soon?” he pouted.
The northern omega and the southern crown prince locked eyes for a moment, long enough for Keiji to question the strange gesture, eyes going wide.
Daichi smiled. “We’ll be back. I promise,” he spoke gently, nothing but warmth in his tone.
Koutarou approached his betrothed before his departure. “Keiji, will you meet me before dusk. There’s something I wish to show you.”
The omega shocked himself with how much his heart fluttered at the words. “I wish to see it,” he said shyly.
“Alright,” Koutarou said, gentle eyes finding Keiji’s in an instant.
The two alpha’s left and Keiji sighed. “Koushi, there is something I wish to ask you.”
“Hm?”
“When did you know you loved Daichi-san?”
Like a frightened doe, Koushi stared at him. “How did you…”
Keiji chuckled, “It’s not like you tried to hide it.”
The prince had known the second he saw the pure look of love shared between the two. All of a sudden, their red string of fate became clear as day, seen by all hidden to none. Well, Keiji had his suspicions; surely the ambassador he had believed Koushi to be would have returned back to their own kingdom by now. And of the lover the omega had mentioned on their trip to the port city, he must have been unreachable not in existence but in status, for who could ever imagine the future king in love with the mere son of a teacher. Koutarou’s story happened to be the missing piece to the puzzle.
Koushi looked ashamed, eyes cast down and frown painting his beautiful face. “Keiji I-, I should have told you…”
“I think it’s better that you didn’t,” Keiji said defeatedly, “Had I known this weeks ago, I would have never pursued our friendship.”
He paused for a moment. “But I’m glad that I did,” the easterner said.
The silver-haired omega looked up at his words, his brown eyes glossy.
Keiji hugged him, “I will never forget the day you saved me. That day… I really thought it would be the last, but you so tenderly held me and filled me with hope.”
Koushi returned the embrace. “Keiji…the day I helped you, I was unaware that you were Koutarou-san’s bride.”
The dark-haired omega giggled. “I would never question your compassion, Koushi. You would have done that for anyone, I know that much.”
“I really am sorry.”
“Don’t be. How could I ever blame you for wanting to be with the one you cherish,” Keiji said delicately, “I promise that your and Daichi-san’s love will never suffer again.”
Koushi hugged Keiji so tight that the other stopped breathing for a moment. “Thank you… Thank you so much,” he whispered into the taller omega’s shoulder.
“But what’s this I hear?” Koushi giggled, “You of all people speaking of love?”
Keiji blushed, keeping his silence.
“I shall answer your question. I knew I loved Daichi when he began to appear in my dreams. In my sleep, when I had no control over my thoughts, he was always there. The center of my sweetest night visions and the knight in shining armor freeing me from my nightmares.”
“That’s beautiful,” the prince said quietly. “But how does a love as impressive as that even come about?”
“Attraction,” Koushi said quite quickly. “He was the handsomest man I had seen in my life, I could never keep my hands off.”
“I…I feel the same for Koutarou,” Keiji said shyly.
Koushi’s eyes lit up. “That’s wonderful! Surely the feelings are mutual!”
“You think so?” the prince smiled.
“Nurture it Keiji. I’m sure you will find happiness with Koutarou.”
The words of his friend remained in Keiji’s mind as he prepared to meet his fiancée when evening fell. Could he really find happiness at the hands of an alpha? Could he so easily forget all the anger and pain of his childhood?
He dressed modestly in a light blue gown, adorning his ears in drop earrings and a matching pendant around the neck. There was a knock at his door, his attendant rushing to open it.
“Keiji-sama, you have a visitor,” she spoke, and the omega felt a sense of deja vu. The last time Koutarou had visited his quarters was the night of their initial meeting, which had ended in a crying mess. Keiji prayed that this time would be different.
The alpha took him in, the way he always did. First, amber eyes shifted all over his body, tracing his curves before settling on his face. He seemed to scent the air, sensing Keiji’s lingering heat pheromones and releasing some of his own.
“Are you ready?” he asked, a little giddy.
Then he held out his palm which Keiji grabbed hesitantly. Koutarou pulled him along, leading him outside and through the palace grounds. The omega blushed, feeling a slight sense of superiority as heads turned to stare at the couple. If his own aura wasn’t impressive enough, Koutarou’s added to the magnificence. Plus, hand-in-hand like they were, Keiji could warn the young omegas that admired the alpha from afar that this gorgeous man was off-limits.
Keiji’s fiancée led him into a carriage, helping him sit before entering himself.
“Koutarou, where are you taking me?” he asked, looking out the window as the palace faded into the distance.
“It’s a surprise!”
Keiji’s eyes went wide when Koutarou opened the doors at their arrival, a sandy beach and shimmering blue landscape coming into view.
“The sea?” the omega asked confused.
The older prince didn’t respond, instead just interlocking their hands again and leading him down the sandy shore. Keiji thanked the universe that the waves were loud enough to mask his beating heart, going crazy from such proximity to the alpha.
Two horses came into view, one spotted brown and the other a beautiful black. Keiji watched as Koutarou nuzzled the snout of the brown one familiarly.
“This is Fukuro, my trusted ally on the battlefield,” he said tenderly, taking Keiji’s palm and resting it on the horse’s muzzle.
“Hello Fukuro,” Keiji laughed, as the horse stared at him with its large black eyes.
“And this is his mare,” the alpha said, taking the reins of the black horse and walking her over towards Keiji.
“She’s beautiful,” he said, admiring the glossy coat.
“Yeah, Fukuro seems to think so too. She’s pregnant with his foal currently,” Koutarou said, patting the mare’s stomach.
“Congratulations,” Keiji smiled.
“Do you ride?” Koutarou asked, looking intently at the omega.
“No, but I’ve always wanted to learn.”
The alpha smiled wide. “Then I’ll teach you.”
He helped Keiji onto the mare, holding the reins tight with one hand and Keiji’s waist with the other, the omega blushing. Not long after, the mare began to neigh, thrashing and pacing with irritation.
“Is she supposed to be doing that!?” Keiji shouted, fearing for his life.
Koutarou grabbed Keiji’s waist, pulling him off of the animal quickly before he could get injured and pulling him close.
“Not at all,” he sighed, relieved that he acted quickly enough.
The omega flushed when he noticed the alpha’s strong hands still pressing into his hips. Wishing for them to remain there, he didn’t move a muscle. “Um…Did I do something wrong?”
“Ah, don’t worry. It’s just stress hormones from her pregnancy. If anything I should have brought a different horse,” Koutarou reassured him.
The alpha sighed. “I guess you’re forced to ride with me then.”
He pulled his own horse over and it followed obediently, standing perfectly still as Koutarou helped Keiji onto its back. Next, the southern prince leaped on, grabbing the reins and trapping Keiji between his buff arms.
“Sorry it’s a bit cramped,” he apologized, but the omega didn’t mind in the slightest. He cherished the feeling of Koutarou’s chest against his back, and his arms around his body.
They rode along the beach, and Keiji looked out in awe into the beauty of the Southern sea. The sun that was high in the sky at their departure had begun to set, painting the sky with dozens of beautiful pink and purple shades. The wind picked up, blowing a gentle breeze against the pair and rustling their clothes. Keiji took in the entirety of the moment, from the horse’s quiet noises to the feeling of Koutarou’s chest rising and falling against his back. It was beyond perfect.
They stopped at a point to watch the sun’s final descent into the ocean, the golden center disappearing into the deep blue of the ocean. Keiji sighed contently, feeling the cool mist of the sea on his face.
“That was beautiful,” he said gently, “Thank you for showing it to me.”
They were so close that he could hear Koutarou’s low voice as it resonated in his chest. “You’re welcome.”
“But may I ask why?
The alpha chucked. “Think of it as my formal apology. For our last spar… and everything from before.”
“Your words were plenty enough for me,” Keiji said quietly as he leaned back against Koutarou.
“I mean it, Keiji. When I thought you were avoiding me I couldn't forgive myself.”
The omega sighed. “You know that wasn’t my intention.”
“I know I know,” he said quickly, “But it feels like every time I try to get closer to you it backfires.”
Keiji couldn’t see his fiancée’s face, but he could tell by the redness on his palms that he was embarrassed. The omega blushed. He idealized the man immensely, so it felt refreshing to see him flustered like this. Flustered because of him.
The omega took a deep breath in, “Koutarou, I…I agree to the marriage,” he said shakily.
The alpha stopped breathing for a moment. “You- You do?” he said, nothing but surprise in his tone. “Keiji, don’t feel pressured to do this for my sake. I told you to take as much time as-”
“I’ve taken all the time I need,” Keiji replied, more confident this time. “And I’m not doing this for your sake. I happen to have my own reasons.”
Koutarou had his promises to Daichi and Keiji had his own to Koushi. It was nothing more than wishing the best for his friend, the one who had saved him from a fate of misery in the Southern kingdom.
At least…Keiji wished it was for a cause as pure as friendship. He knew, deep down in his heart, that the decision had come about unrelated to anything and everything but his own budding love.
Chapter 10: What are you willing to do? : Bokuaka
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Kiss It Better by Rihanna
Notes:
Hi guys <3 Super sorry for not updating this in a while. I promise I haven't given up on this fic just been extremely busy !! Anyways, here's a short new chapter. As always, I hope you enjoy and thank you so much for reading :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was already dark by the time Koutarou and Keiji returned to the palace. They shared dinner together as well, alone since the rest of the royal family had retreated to their quarters for the night. The pair had made a plan to spar once more, proposed by Koutarou this time, expressing that he hadn’t fought anyone with such enthusiasm in a while. When it was time to part, the alpha walked the omega back to his room before kissing his hand and whispering a tender “Sweet dreams, Keiji,” in his ear.
Keiji bathed before changing into his nightgown and slipping into bed, however, he couldn’t sleep, far too excited from the events of the day that left his inexperienced heart racing. Everything was just so…perfect, the omega thought. He imagined Koutarou delivering the news to his brother, how proud and content he would look as he fulfilled his promise. And then he thought of Koushi, wondering how the omega would react when the news reached his ears. Keiji wished to see his face, how beautiful his friend would look, smiling and such.
Then he had the strongest urge to tell the northerner immediately. Keiji absolutely needed to be the one to deliver the news, after all, it was because of him that this was all possible. He grabbed a candle and put on a silk robe before making his way to Koushi’s home.
Koushi had given him a spare key a while ago, for the times in which Keiji couldn’t sleep alone, and so he slipped it into the lock carefully so as not to wake his sleeping friend. As he tip-toed in, the omega was surprised to see the door to Koushi’s room slightly open, soft light seeping into the dark hallway. Coming closer, he flinched hearing sniffles and whimpers from inside. Keiji’s eyes went wide when he peeked inside, seeing Daichi holding Koushi tightly in his arms. The omega was crying, sobbing and speaking incoherent words into his alpha’s shoulder.
The eastern prince put his candle out before moving to the other side of the door. He slid against the wall crouching onto the floor to avoid making any noise. He watched as the pair held onto each other as if it would be the last time they ever could, in such a tight embrace, like anyone could tear them apart in a single moment. Keiji remembered Koutarou’s story at that moment, closing his eyes as he remembered all that they had gone through. Forbidden from touching one another and even so much as being alone together. It had been many eternally long months since the rules were placed and Keiji could easily understand why this moment was so important to the two.
He watched intently as Daichi kissed the omega’s forehead. “Shhh,” he whispered, “I’m right here.” The alpha rubbed Koushi’s head.
“I- I k-know,” the northerner hiccuped, “but I j-just missed you…so so much.”
“Me too, my love,” the prince said as he embraced his omega tighter. “All this time, I was waiting for the day when I could hold you in my arms again. It’s been torture Koushi, not being able to kiss your beautiful lips and hold your hands and be by your side endlessly. I needed you all for myself.”
Koushi sniffled. “Daichi, I love you. Every day I thought about how badly I needed your touch. Wanted you to make me yours…just like how you did the night before we left my village.”
Keiji watched as the alpha pressed his lips firmly against Koushi’s. They were desperate, trying to feel every inch of the other as they possibly could. Sounds of wet kisses and groans echoed throughout the house, and Keiji blushed.
“I dreamed about this,” Koushi said breathlessly when they finally parted, “When I was having my heats, I dreamed of having you beside me.”
Daichi claimed his lips again. “And what else did you think about in my absence?” he mused.
“I thought only of you!” the omega practically screamed, “I could never think of anything but you,” he cried out desperately.
Koushi’s fingers got busy at Daichi’s shirt, undoing the buttons and stripping it off the alpha’s broad chest. Then it was the other’s turn to undress his lover, strong fingers finding the straps of the omega’s nightgown and sliding it down his body slowly. He threaded his hands through Koushi’s braided hair, letting the silver waves free onto his back.
Keiji looked away briefly as his friend's naked figure came into view. He wondered why he was watching all this, invading such a private and personal moment. Yet his body refused to move. He looked inside once more.
Daichi was kneeling on the floor, head between Koushi’s thighs, obscene noises leaking into the hallway. The omega moaned unashamedly, holding onto wide shoulders so as to keep his balance while the alpha’s strong hands held him up, rubbing at his waist and feeling along the curve of his hips and ass. Koushi’s legs shook and buckled quite quickly as an orgasm left him numb as putty in his alpha’s hands. He was scooped by his lover into a princess carry and set on the bed like a porcelain doll. The pair began to kiss again, for minutes on end, just rubbing and touching on the other’s skin as their lips filled the room with wet sounds.
As Keiji contemplated leaving for the hundredth time, the scene changed again, with Koushi straddling the alpha’s hips and kissing down his body. He mumbled something which the observing omega didn’t catch, but whatever it was made Daichi blush furiously.
Koushi rose onto his knees, positioning the alpha’s member between his thighs before sinking down slowly, a whimper leaving his lips as he leaned back. Daichi grabbed his omega’s waist to keep him from falling backward while he panted and waited for a moment. Then Koushi started to rock his hips, slowly, back and forth, filthy cries spilling from his mouth. The alpha wasn’t exactly quiet either, with his low grunts alternating the northerner’s pretty moans.
Watching the scene didn’t stir anything inside Keiji except for insecurity. He had always admired his own figure in the past, proud of the firm muscles and toned skin from his years of practice, but for some reason, Koushi’s soft body seemed more worthy of praise at the moment.
Keiji observed the other omega as he moved atop his lover. Truly a graceful figure, all tender and rose-tinted with generous amounts of plushness around his thighs and hips for the alpha to fondle. His ass wasn’t large but soft and plump with how easily Daichi’s fingers sunk into the soft muscle as he gripped onto it.
Suddenly Koushi started crying again, his choked-out sobs weaving their way between moans. “I love you. I love you. I love you,” he repeated, again and again like it was the only thing he knew how to say.
Daichi pulled him down by the neck, crashing their lips together and maneuvering so that his beautiful omega lay underneath him. “I know, darling.” He kissed him gently again. “Forever and always, I’m yours.”
It was at this point that Keiji knew he couldn’t continue to watch. Who was he to intrude on such a beautiful act of love? Furthermore, who in their right mind would ever try to separate a bond as strong as Koushi and Daichi’s, he wondered. The easterner had only recently come to know of their relationship and yet even he could see, quite obviously, that the universe had written their stories on the same page, fully intending for their paths to cross.
The omega quietly excused himself from the house, finding himself in Koushi’s garden as he walked. He took a seat on the bench of the familiar stone pavilion, looking out into the calm ocean waters. He focused on the moon, a faint crescent like the shy smile of a new bride. He closed his eyes, once again thinking of Koushi and what a beautiful bride he would make. On his wedding day, which surely wasn’t far into the future, he would certainly beam with the same elegance of the moon.
Keiji tensed, suddenly realizing that his own wedding would be taking place soon as well. The engagement ceremony would be held in one month and the omega had learned from his attendant that it held higher significance than the actual marriage itself, as a consort was expected to be carrying a child by the official wedding. Keiji shivered when he came to know that consummation was to occur after the engagement ceremony. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to sleep with Koutarou, it was more that he didn’t feel… ready.
The omega was rather inexperienced when it came to pleasing an alpha, in fact, he had absolutely no experience whatsoever. And then there was his new complex about his own muscular body. Keiji worried that Koutarou might prefer an omega like Koushi, soft and plush. It was only when the birds began to croon that the easterner realized he had been foolishly fretting about the matter all night.
As the days went by, Keiji rarely had any time for himself. Hours that weren’t spent preparing for his engagement were spent in either Koushi or Koutarou’s company. But exhausting as it was, the omega enjoyed it immensely, thankful that his minutes of freedom could be given to the two people he liked most in the kingdom. Furthermore, he was thrilled that he and Koutarou had become close enough to speak casually.
The alpha had offered to teach Keiji how to use every weapon in his training room after seeing how the omega looked at the unfamiliar instruments with great intrigue. The first lesson was all about maces and the next, a special kind of sword that curved like a snake. The current lesson was on archery.
“I wouldn’t use it on the battlefield, but it’s great for hunting targets at larger distances,” Koutarou explained as he pulled back on the string and sent an example arrow flying into the center of a straw target. Then he handed the bow to Keiji to try for himself.
It was a lot heavier than Keiji guessed since the alpha held the curved weapon as if it was light as a feather. The omega pulled the string, but it caught the arrow awkwardly and pushed it merely inches away with a loud twang.
He sighed. “You make it look easy.”
Koutarou chuckled. “I just practiced more, that's all. Here,” he walked over, coming up behind Keiji and placing his larger hand over Keiji’s on the grip of the bow. “May I?” he asked with his other hand hovering near the omega’s hip to position him properly.
Keiji nodded, taking a deep breath when he felt Koutarou’s palm on his bare stomach. “You’re twisting your body here. Keep it in place when you shoot.”
The alpha brought the other’s free hand to the bow string. “When you pull back, make sure to use these muscles,” he touched the place between Keiji’s scapula. The omega released, pleased that the arrow went far but still discouraged that it hit way off target.
“Try again,” Koutarou encouraged, handing him another arrow and leaning extremely close to guide his aim. So close that Keiji shivered when he could feel the alpha’s breath on his ear.
The southern prince interlocked his fingers with Keiji’s at the front of the bow and held his other arm at the wrist, gently pulling it back along with the string. “Let it go,” the alpha said low in his ear.
The sensation of Koutarou’s deep voice sent butterflies fluttering in Keiji’s stomach. He closed his eyes in pleasure, releasing the arrow without a care for where it would strike, instead wishing to preserve the feeling in his memory.
When the omega opened his eyes, he laughed happily seeing that his arrow had hit the target only a few inches away from the center. Keiji turned his head, a beaming smile on his face as he sought out his fiancée's acknowledgment. His cheeks went red when he realized how close their faces were, mere centimeters apart as if their noses could touch with a single step forward.
“You did it,” Koutarou praised, and the omega could feel it on his lips. They were still holding hands, still in a subtle embrace, and still skin to skin, neither wishing to move.
Keiji looked into the southerner’s beautiful eyes and then down to his lips, subconsciously licking his own. Koutarou seemed to notice as he started to lower his face closer, bringing a hand to cup the omega’s face and using his thumb to part Keiji’s lips. The alpha moved forward, slowly, carefully , staring intently at the easterner’s downcast eyes to catch even the slightest bit of hesitance. Suddenly, the lock to the training room door began to rattle, causing Koutarou to flinch and pull back.
It was Hajime who barged in, twirling a set of keys on his finger. “I thought you might be in here,” he peered into the room from his place at the doorway. “Huh, and you have company?”
It was only when Koutarou moved to shield Keiji’s body from the visitor at the door did the omega realize how carelessly exposed he was. He had gotten used to just wearing his chest covering, letting his guard down when training with Koutarou, firstly because it allowed him a full range of motion and secondly because his fiancée never made him feel uncomfortable.
“Hajime, turn around,” the alpha commanded to give the omega enough time to re-dress.
The other did as he was told, turning away. “Someone special?” he shouted from across the room.
When Keiji was ready, Koutarou introduced the two. “Keiji, this is my brother Hajime. And Hajime, this is Keiji, my fiancée.”
The third prince’s eyes went wide at the word ‘fiancée’. “So you’ve really gone through with this,” he addressed his brother before turning to the omega and bowing. “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you Keiji-san. If I'm not mistaken, you’re the second prince of the Eastern Kingdom?”
“You would be correct,” Keiji said, lowering his head.
“I was just over there on business. I’m sorry to deliver such sad news but your grandfather passed away last week,” Hajime said solemnly.
On the contrary… Keiji thought to himself, trying hard not to let his indifference show. “Is that so,” he said in his most depressing tone, “Terrible news indeed, but we mustn't spoil the mood.” He watched as Koutarou tried his hardest not to laugh, seeing through his fiancée’s fake demeanor, fully aware of all the pain the old man had caused his omega.
“Of course,” Hajime said politely. “Keiji-san, you must have made quite the impression. This room is usually off-limits for everyone.”
The omega cocked his head, looking from his brother-in-law to his fiancée as if to verify the information.
Koutarou jumped at his brother, playfully capturing him in a headlock. “Off-limits and yet you shamelessly made a key for yourself?” he scolded while rubbing his knuckles into Hajime’s scalp.
The other alpha struggled slightly before pushing out of his older brother’s grip, his spiky hair, tousled even further.
“I must say, Hajime,” Koutarou said, stepping back, “You struggled a second longer than the last time. Are you sure they’re keeping you busy enough in the East?” He smirked.
The third prince huffed. “You oaf,” he snickered, “I only wanted to make you look good in front of Keiji-san.”
The omega giggled, happy to see the playful banter between the siblings. Though he mostly enjoyed seeing his fiancée fluffed with adrenaline, that perfect triumphant smile on his handsome face.
“Anyways,” Hajime started again, “I came to get you, Kou. Father wants us for lunch.”
Koutarou sighed before turning to Keiji. “I hate to keep leaving you like this,” he said genuinely and it sent the poor omega’s heart racing.
“Well, why don’t you just bring Keiji-san?” Hajime interrupted. “I’m sure father wouldn’t mind in the slightest…In fact, Koushi-san might even tag along with Daichi. They’ve been,” his lips curled into a naughty smile, “inseparable as of late.”
The older prince rolled his eyes, shoving his brother’s head lightly. “You’ve been spending way too much time with Tetsu.”
Keiji accepted the invitation to lunch, dressing in his finest clothes to meet his father-in-law. A teal-colored southern gown gifted to him by his mother. How he missed her and her constant meddling over his appearance. He might have regarded it annoying in the past but if Keiji was honest with himself, he always felt more beautiful with her guidance.
He looked at himself in the mirror, seeing how the silk fabric hugged his body. The color matched his eyes, contrasting beautifully with the darkness of his hair and the fairness of his skin. The beading on the dress was especially lovely, with copper, coral, and silver-colored shells accenting the border. Keiji’s attendant came in to paint a light sheen of red on his lips and adorn his neck with an intricate mesh of pearls and white stones. He then walked out of the room, surprised to see Koutarou waiting for him.
The older prince stood up, intense eyes focusing on the omega like always. His gaze, however, felt deeper than usual and Keiji worried he had overdone it. Maybe the jewelry was a bit much, or perhaps it was the dress itself.
“Is everything alright?” he asked experimentally.
Koutarou chuckled, “More than alright.” He softened his gaze, “Just wondering what I must have done in my past life for fate to have blessed me with the most beautiful person in the entire universe.”
It was as if someone had set his body on fire. Keiji burned from the inside, heart racing as he turned red from his cheeks to his palms. He covered his face, “Must you embarrass me with this sweet talk?”
“What can I say, Keiji? I’m a good honest man,” Koutarou said, reaching his arm out. “Shall we?”
Notes:
I wonder how the Engagement ceremony will go...
Chapter 11: Nervous : Bokuaka
Summary:
No song title because I couldn't think of one :/
Notes:
It seemed impossible, but at last AP testing AND finals are over. This past few months have been absolute hell, so I'm truly sorry for not updating in like...3 months. I'm also sorry if this chapter feels very rushed but tbh I am just too excited to write the next one. Quite honestly, the next chapter has been in my mind from the minute I even thought of writing this fic. But let's backtrack a little and focus on this chapter for now. Thank you so much for waiting and I really hope you enjoy this chapter! <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
In the summer, Daichi was crowned as the new king of the Southern Kingdom. The celebrations were extravagant, lasting for days upon days, an endless daze of music and parties and dancing. It was by order of his father, that this coronation be the grandest of all before.
That being said, royalty from every part of the country and beyond flocked to the golden city to take part in the festivities. It was also a fact that Keiji had the biggest role of all. As the newest jewel of the Southern kingdom and future mother to the heir, he was to make the utmost impression on the visitors.
The omega was ordered to remain with Koutarou as they made their rounds together. It was expressed as a safety precaution, and Koushi was similarly ordered to stay under Hajime’s protection.
“I’m sorry,” his fiancé had whispered to him in passing moments, “I am well aware that you can defend yourself.”
Keiji was more than happy to be stuck with the alpha though he never bothered to pardon the apology. Word of their engagement had reached far and wide and the easterner was set to squash any and all rumors spread since their initial meeting. The veil he donned had earned him a reputation with the unmated jealous omegas of the kingdom.
Haven’t you heard? Prince Koutarou was tricked into marrying an ugly hag from the Eastern kingdom.
Anything’s possible when you’ve got status!
I hear the omega’s 20 years older than him…
I’ve seen the bitch with my own eyes. Almost went blind.
It didn’t bother Keiji what other omegas thought of him. But frankly, he loved the stares and gaping jaws that greeted him as he was displayed on Koutarou’s arm. He looked beautiful and more importantly he felt beautiful.
His hair had grown in the months gone by, now reaching his nape in gentle wisps. For the occasion, it was curled slightly and adorned with emeralds of all sizes. His mother had dressed him, draping him in a floor-length deep green gown. Perhaps what Keiji liked best were the golden accents about the borders of the dress, holding a hue almost identical to that of his fiancé’s eyes.
Together, the pair must have greeted thousands. First, it was the twin princes from Inarizaki, a small island country off the Southern coast.
“Kou!” the blonde twin shouted, throwing his arms around the alpha and practically tackling him down. “You rascal! I haven't seen you in 4 years and then all of a sudden you’ve got yourself a little wife?” he beamed.
Koutarou chuckled. “It’s certainly been a while, Atsumu,” he turned to the other twin, “Osamu,” he lowered his head.
“Tsumu, don’t misspeak,” Osamu said nonchalantly, “They are yet to be engaged, let alone husband and wife.” He took Keiji’s hand in his, bringing it to his lips. “It’s a pleasure to meet you Keiji-san.”
Before the omega could respond, he felt Koutarou’s hand slip onto his waist, bringing him closer. A quick gesture but one that could speak a thousand words. The most important being back off.
The alpha’s hand didn’t move from its place at his hips even after the twins left, making Keiji blush at Koutarou’s territorial side. The next to greet the pair was Wakatoshi-san, the newly crowned king of the Northern Kingdom and Koutarou’s cousin.
“It seems that you’re doing well Koutarou,” the taller alpha spoke sternly, “Though, the last time we spoke it didn’t seem like you would be taking on a wife anytime soon.”
“Ah, well,” he grinned, “It’s not every lifetime someone like Keiji appears before you.”
The words felt bittersweet. On the one hand, Keiji felt that his heart could melt at the words. Yet, he wondered if the sweet praise was all a facade. Was it all to truly convince the others that their union would be one of utmost love? It was the moments like this that made him ponder if the other had feelings for him as well.
Wakatoshi sighed. “You’re lucky to have such an obedient omega. Tooru refuses to be seen with me during public events.”
Keiji cringed at the label of obedient . He could feel his fiancé tense at the words as well. Encapsulating all the old-fashioned expectations that alphas had placed on omegas over the years. It surprised him to hear someone their age express such demeaning sentiment.
Koutarou cleared his throat. “That’s right, congratulations on your engagement!”
Keiji looked around the room for the familiar face of the other omega. Everyone in the room was dressed elegantly, exotic stones decorating their necks, ears and wrists. Hair done up and gowns illuminated by the golden chandeliers, yet the easterner’s eyes could find true beauty so easily.
There he was, wine glass in hand and surrounded by alphas and betas practically drooling from their lips. Tooru, first prince of the Western Kingdom, known by royals and commoners alike as the most beautiful omega in the entire country.
Keiji had known him from finishing school, where Tooru, his senior, had earned a similar reputation. He remembered the westerner, gorgeous chocolate brown locks and eyes, tall, with the most elegant laugh.
At annual balls and banquets Tooru always attracted a cloud of suitors, so much so that there were barely any left for the rest of them. While the other omegas looked at him with contempt and jealousy, Keiji quite respected the man. It was clear the older omega held no interest in the alphas themselves but in their obedience and attention. He had them all wrapped around his pretty finger. An unconventional way for an omega to act, and that was precisely the reason Keiji so admired him.
It was strange that someone like Tooru would accept such a fate.
“What a shame,” Koutarou leaned down to whisper once Wakatoshi had bowed goodbye, “With the way things were looking, I would have expected Tooru to succeed the Western king.
“If only…” Keiji trailed off. He had sincerely hoped that with an influential omega holding the throne of the Western kingdom, there could be reforms. Reforms that could change the way his secondary gender could be viewed. Done away with the stereotypes for good. It would be too painful to wait another generation to see real progress.
It was at that moment that Hajime was spotted, pacing around looking pale as a ghost. He locked eyes with the pair, making his way tensely.
“I was wondering what kind of stupidity you were up to,” Koutarou said, ruffling his brother's hair. “You know, you could at least try looking a little more approachable for today-”
“I can’t find Koushi-san.”
Koutarou visibly tensed. “What do you mean you can’t find him?” he said with a tone Keiji hadn’t heard in months. Not since their first spar.
Hajime breathed roughly. “We had just finished talking to Suguru-san, and then he said he wasn’t feeling well and said he wanted to rest in the room.”
“And did you escort him to the palace?” the older alpha concerned.
“Well, I offered. But he insisted on being alone and then when I went to check on him an hour later he was gone.”
“Oh lord,” Koutarou exhaled, brows furrowing. “Please tell me that Daichi is unaware?”
Hajiime rolled his eyes. “Of course. Do you take me for an idiot?”
“Certainly. Only an idiot could put the future queen in danger like this,” the older alpha whisper-shouted.
“Hajime-san, have you checked the gardens?” Keiji asked quickly.
“They were off limits. It would have been impossible for him to get through the guards stationed.”
Keiji narrowed his eyes. “I’ll find him,” he said, slipping from Koutarou’s side and starting for the omega’s gardens.
“Then I shall accompany you,” Hajime followed behind him before being stopped by his brother’s arm. He looked at him confusedly.
“I hardly believe it to be necessary,” Koutarou assured. He turned to his fianceé, “I’ll leave it to you, Keiji.”
The omega walked quickly, face flushed. Koutarou’s words had such an influence on him, it was no wonder the alpha was the commander of the southern military. Any omega would take pride in becoming his wife, and Keiji found that he was no different. They were to be engaged in a week. In just one week, Koutarou would place inside him the heir to the Southern crown…and then what? His duty to the crown and his promise to his brother would be fulfilled. Would he cast Keiji aside once their child had been well nurtured in his belly? Would he even spare a glance after pregnancy had wrecked his omega’s body?
Aside from the alpha, Keiji was scared for himself. All his life, he banished the idea of marriage from his future, let alone having a child. Surely he could never spar ever again, too lethargic from the hormones. And the pain, oh God the pain that he would feel as the baby wreaked havoc on his insides. He sighed, putting it off while the internal conflict dissipated as he approached the gardens, slipping through the guards quite easily with their inattentiveness.
Koushi really had transformed the place as Keiji walked through an arch of beautiful light pink peonies. There was a fragrant smell that resonated through the air, a pleasant summer breeze. Keiji watched the butterflies that danced about, blue wings of the morpho intermingling with the golden of the monarch. It reminded him of something tender.
Then he spotted the older omega overlooking the water, hair decorated with dainty crystals and lilacs hanging from silver waves. Keiji observed him for a while as he sat in the stone pavilion. A red nose, and the occasional staggered breath indicated that he had been crying.
Keiji approached slowly. “This really is the best place to cry,” he cut through the quiet, startling the other omega.
“Keiji!” Koushi jumped, quickly wiping his eyes with his sleeves, “Has the party commenced already?” he asked quickly.
“No,” the eastern giggled, “But I was looking for you.”
“Oh Hajime must be worried!” he began to get up, “We must return before they-”
Keiji took the other’s palm in his, taking a seat next to the omega. “Well, I don’t believe that to be the best idea. Your eyes are still filled with tears.”
Koushi sat back down, taking a deep breath. He leaned his head over Keiji’s shoulder. He was quiet for a while. “Sometimes I wonder if I am really to be the queen of the Southern kingdom.”
The dark haired omega was stunned. “Whatever are you talking about? Koushi, there is no one more fit to be queen than you.”
“You need not lie to me, Keiji,” the northerner spoke promptly. “In many ways, I find myself lacking in how I can be of use to Daichi. I should be by his side right now, and yet I can’t seem to leave the comfort of these gardens.”
Keiji attempted to make sense of their conversation. “Has my cousin offended you in any way?” He recalled that Koushi had conversed with the alpha prior to his departure from the party. “Suguru has a habit of getting under the skin, I wouldn’t pay it much thought, whatever lies he must have spouted.”
“Indeed, it was Suguru-san’s words that have upset me. But lies…hardly.”
They waited a few moments in silence, just listening to the twittering of the birds. Keiji spoke hesitantly, “May I hear?”
“Oh dear Keiji, I don’t believe this is something you will understand,” Koushi shook his head.
“Understanding or not is out of the question. I simply cannot stand seeing you upset.”
The older omega sighed. “Daichi and I have been sharing a bed for months now. Furthermore, our affairs are almost nightly.”
Keiji raised his eyebrows, “That’s…wonderful,” he said, unsure just what his friend was getting at.
“Hardly!” Koushi shouted, jumping up and starling a few chirping birds. “Without fail, we consummate. During my heats and his ruts, we’ve never missed a chance,” he cried desperately. “And yet…” the omega drew his brows together, lowering himself back onto the bench, “I cannot seem to locate even the most menial signs of pregnancy.” He put a hand to his stomach, sighing. “I fear that something may be wrong with me…”
Keiji recalled his cousin at the moment. Mika and Suguru had married around the same time Koushi had come to the Southern Kingdom, and so the alpha found it necessary to boast about his wife’s pregnancy. “Was it that snake who put such ideas into your mind? Koushi, Suguru’s words are hardly-”
“I’ve been thinking about it for a while!” Koushi interrupted, “And I know Daichi sees it too, by the way he summons a doctor at my every fatigue.”
“Perhaps he simply cares for you,” Keiji reasoned, “He loves you.”
The older omega became solemn. “I don’t doubt his affections for me. But if he’s sacrificed so much for an omega who cannot even bear his children, then I would feel most guilty.”
Keiji was stunned. Just moments ago, he had been dreading the thought of becoming pregnant and yet now, he was faced with an omega who wanted nothing more. He couldn’t understand the omegas who placed their self worth on child bearing. “You mustn't fret on these matters. After all, these things take time.”
Koushi turned to him with a stern expression. “How much longer am I to wait? Your cousin is expecting after only mere months of marriage.”
Keiji remembered a crucial bit of information just then. “My cousin and Mika-san, they…” he paused, deliberating on whether he could so casually reveal a royal secret. He reminded himself that while Koushi was practically family, he would also become a royal himself after the wedding. The easterner continued, “they only married because Suguru got her pregnant.”
The northern deep brown eyes widened. “You’re certain?”
Keiji smiled, “Yes. She was one of the many girls he was fooling around with at the time. It just so happened that she announced her pregnancy immediately.”
“So, they weren’t in love?” Koushi said, sounding unusually dejected.
“Absolutely not,” Keiji assured, “Mika-san is lucky that she’s from a noble family, otherwise Eastern royalty would have never allowed the marriage. She would have become like Suguru's other playthings, with a tarnished reputation and stuck caring for his illegitimate children.”
The older omega was quiet.
Keiji cleared his throat. “In a way, it’s better for the pregnancy to come once you and Daichi-san are formally married. Besides, you are already set to become the Southern queen. At this point, a child would be of no advantage-”
Koushi cut him off with a laugh. “You believe I would use my child for some kind of advantage? I truly pity you children of nobility, brainwashed into thinking of a baby as some political gain.”
The eastern omega scoffed. “Well forgive me, but I do recall that the only reason for my marriage is to have a baby. Politics or not, you forget that you are allowed by Daichi-san’s side solely for my ability.”
The northerner was speechless. “I apologize, that was selfish of me to say,” he straightened himself out.
Keiji softened his tone. “No no, I shouldn’t have snapped at you. I just…Why are you so keen on having a baby? It could ruin your body, no it might even kill you. And all the responsibilities of being a mother are just thrown onto you, and all the expectations, and-”
“Calm down Keiji,” the older omega spoke softly, “Are these your own anxieties?”
He nodded, sighing. “I can’t understand why someone could wish so deeply for a child despite knowing the risks.”
“Take a deep breath. Think about all the things you like about Koutarou-san. His hair maybe, or his loyalty. His voice…Surely, there’s something that comes to mind?”
There were many things that came to Keiji’s mind. He loved Koutarou’s compassion, even more so his commanding nature. How he could lead even the largest army to victory time and time again. He loved his honesty, his tender ways of complimenting Keiji. He loved the way he sparred, that beautiful body with a hundred battle scars. He loved his hands, the way he touched Keiji with just enough passion to send his heart racing. His lips, his teeth, his smile. But most of all, he loved those eyes. Koutarou’s eyes that were golden in the sun and amber in the dark, like a wolf stalking his prey in the dead of night. The way those eyes took him in, with kindness, understanding, respect.
Koushi spoke again, “All the things that came to mind just now, imagine loving them so much that you could practically replicate them from within your own body. Everything you loved about the other person, their features, their personality, imagine it in a little creation of your own.”
Keiji could see the vision of their golden eyed baby, running to him with a wooden sword in hand, ready to show off the techniques his golden eyed father had taught him.
“Did you think about it?” the other omega asked.
“Yes.”
“And?”
“It was beautiful.”
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It was abnormal to see so many attendants scuttering about Keiji’s quarters so early in the morning, but the current day was special. After months and months of waiting, the day of his formal engagement to Koutarou had arrived.
The ceremony began immediately after lunch, a long process as it was to include three different sets of customs: Southern and Northern customs for Koutarou’s heritage and Eastern ones for Keiji’s.
First came the northern traditions, which Keiji was informed about by Koushi and Koutarou’s mother. Northern brides emphasized simplicity, so Keiji was dressed in a simple white gown. He wore no jewelry or makeup, only a few feathers and braids in his short hair. The groom would be dressed simply as well in black pants and a black shirt. The pair stood side by side in front of the crowd of royals that stayed back from the coronation to watch. Koutarou was given 3 strips of leather, which he placed behind the omegas neck, braiding them into an intricately woven garland. Once he was finished, Keiji was given leather strips of his own, and instructed to weave them around Koutarou’s neck in a different pattern.
The eastern ceremony was next, for which he wore a flowy, light pink, robe-like dress. His jewelry, consisting of tiny crystals around his neck and ears, along with a matching set of anklets and bracelets. Koutarou was dressed similarly in a robe-like tunic. For the ceremony, Keiji would need to paint the eastern family crest above Koutarou’s heart, and the alpha would return the gesture by painting the southern family crest above Keiji’s. It would symbolize the union of two families through the hearts of a couple. They were instructed into a separate room, and Koutarou untied his robe so that Keiji could paint over his chest. The omega dipped a brush into some black ink, dragging across Koutarou’s skin and watching as goosebumps began to litter his pectorals. Next Keiji slid his own robe down his shoulders, stopping above his breasts. The alpha took the ink this time, tracing the southern crest over the omega’s heart carefully. Koutarou laughed when the other shivered, asking if it tickled.
The Southern ceremony was put off until the evening, where it would be conducted during the sunset. Perhaps the most important of all, the entirety of it was explained to Keiji well in advance.
“The ceremony comes from ancient southern lore.” a priest explained, “Hundreds of years ago, it is said that the god of the sun fell in love with the god of the ocean. Blinded by his feelings, the sun disappeared into the horizon to remain with the ocean and while he was away, all the life from the surface of the earth and within the water withered away. Noticing this, the other gods were furious, and so they ripped the lovers apart, forbidding them from meeting. However, the two lovers could not bear to be separated, and so the sun made a deal with the moon. For half the day, the sun would watch over the earth and then the moon would take over. While the moon watched over, the sun would descend into the sea to spend time with the ocean. Then in the morning, he would leave his beloved, perform his duties and long for the hours to move.”
They traveled to the shores of the Southern sea to complete the final ceremony. For the occasion, a simple white cloth wrapped around Keiji’s chest and around his waist in a skirt. Koutarou had a similar white cloth wrapped around his legs like pants. A priest approached with a red string, tying one end to the omega’s finger and the other to the alpha’s.
Keiji recalled the story. The bride and groom must step into the ocean, right as the sun begins to touch the horizon. The tide is high and the waves become more powerful, like the god of the ocean becoming restless waiting for the sun to come home. They must stand in the water while the waves tug at the string, until the sun has completely disappeared. If the string is still intact, it means that the couple is fated and blessed by the ocean to remain together despite all adversities.
As Keiji and Koutarou stepped into the waves hand in hand, the priest’s words echoed in his head. “It’s perfectly fine if the string breaks. After all, that’s just superstition and you will still be considered engaged regardless.”
Keiji became nervous as the waves thrashed violently against them. Even though there weren’t any stakes, the easterner deeply wished that the string would stay. Finally, the sun had fully disappeared and Koutarou suggested that the two head back to the shore. The alpha held his hand as they walked out to the crowd, illuminated by a bonfire. To the omega’s delight, the red string remained tied between their fingers. There was large applause as Koutarou showed it off to the crowd.
_
Once the engagement was over, it came time for the most important moment of Keiji’s life. The first night. The night he had been dreading, been waiting for since the second he stepped foot in the Southern kingdom. He was taken to a room where various attendants fussed over him, scrubbing every inch of his body and rubbing various scented oils into his skin. A red pigment was rubbed onto his lips and cheeks, and embarrassingly placed on his nipples and around his hole. A pretty string of pearls was placed around his neck with matching earrings. Then he was slipped into an almost sheer nightgown and sent to wait on the bed of the main palace.
Keiji waited on the bed, heart beating in his ears. He certainly was anxious, after all it would be his first time. That being said he was scared he wouldn’t be able to please the alpha. Suddenly, there was a click and the door opened as Koutarou stepped inside. He looked fresh from a bath, hair damp and dark. Attractive, so very attractive. The omega watched as his fiancé’s eyes roamed his body, tongue darting out to lick his lips. Keiji wondered if he did it unknowingly. Reality seemed to sink in when the prince began to unbutton his shirt, and the easterner sucked a breath in.
Unexpectedly, Koutarou handed the omega his shirt, looking away from his body as he did so. “Here, you can wear this.”
“What?” Keiji furrowed his brow.
“Surely you are uncomfortable sleeping like this.”
The alpha walked over to the other side of the bed, opening a drawer and pulling out a small dagger. He ran it along his palm, clenching his fist and squeezing a few drops of red onto the bed sheets.
“What are you-”
“They will check the sheets,” Koutarou said firmly. “To ensure that you’ve bled. That I’ve broken you in.”
Keiji was speechless. “But, we are expected to-”
“I know what we are expected to do,” the alpha said rather curtly.
He walked over to the couch on the other side of the room. “I’ll sleep here. Wake me if you need anything.”
Koutarou turned over, leaving his bride startled, confused and most of all…disappointed.
Notes:
everything will work out I SWEAR. Also things might be getting very very very physical. >:)
Chapter 12: Don't wanna fight you, I need the same as you. : Bokuaka
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Stand Still by Sabrina Claudio
Notes:
Summer is honestly amazing because of all the free time. I mean a whole new chapter in less than a month!? Anyways, I had such a great time writing this chapter so I hope you enjoy it. Always love my otp Bokuaka so it feels like a privilege. Thank you so much for reading and stay tuned for more frequent updates <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It took a while for Keiji to fall asleep. He took off his jewelry, first the earrings then the necklace, placing the pearls on the empty covers beside him. He untied the robe from his body, folding it neatly beside him and put on Koutarou’s shirt, large enough that it slipped off his shoulder on one side. He looked back at the robe, beautiful and sheer with hand-sewn embroidery. It must have taken months to create, but Keiji ripped it down the middle, throwing it on the floor. Surely it added to the evidence of their “night of passion”.
The omega rested on his side, holding back tears. How embarrassing it would be to cry with the alpha in the room. To act spoiled like a child seemed beneath him. But truly, Keiji felt humiliated. Was he so undesirable that Koutarou couldn’t even share a bed? His fears came rushing back, seeping into his conscience like a bad omen.
Maybe Keiji had misunderstood the time they spent together, the sweet talk, the glances, the touches. Maybe, in the process of getting to know him, Koutarou decided there were things he didn’t like. Maybe the alpha preferred a more nurturing omega, someone motherly. Someone softer, someone more sensitive, someone more traditional, someone else. Keiji began to feel nauseous, clutching his stomach as he pushed his face into the pillow. If he wasn’t so exhausted from the day’s festivities the omega could have spent the whole night picking apart his situation. Instead, he curled his knees to his chest and closed his eyes.
_
The sound of banging at the door startled Keiji awake.
“Commander!” a voice shouted, followed by more frantic knocking.
Koutarou was up and moving across the room before the omega could sit up against the headboard.
“Stay there,” the alpha said to him, holding a hand out as he opened the door. “What is the meaning of this,” he snarled at the intruder.
Keiji shuddered at his tone wondering if their unwelcome guest was cowering as well. If Koutarou’s aura wasn’t intimidating enough, his pheromones were a hundred times more powerful.
“Sir, pardon me!” Suddenly a soldier entered the room, to which Keiji frantically pulled the covers up to his body.
“How dare you enter here!” The alpha shouted, quickly pinning him to the floor by the neck. “Surely you have a death wish, interrupting today of all days.”
Keiji remained frozen with fear as the soldier choked out his words. “Commander,” he gasped for air, “The northern border has been infiltrated! Enemy forces have begun advancing into the Northern Kingdom!”
Koutarou jumped up onto his feet helping the terrified soldier from the floor. “When was this message received?”
“I ran here the second it came through, sir.”
“Inform the troops that I am on my way as we speak. Ready my horse and supplies.”
Keiji ran from the bed once the visitor had left. “Are you leaving now?” he asked desperately.
“I must,” the alpha said as he gathered the belongings he had left on the couch. “My troops need a commander.”
“What about me?”
Koutarou continued to move around the room. “You shall remain here with the rest of the royal family and out of harm's way.”
“No.” Keiji grabbed the alpha’s hand, keeping him still. “What will become of me if…if something is to happen to you?”
They locked eyes for a moment, Koutarou’s lips parting, ready to speak. “I shall inform my brother that we have not consummated. If I do not return, then your freedom will be restored and you have the choice to go back to the Eastern Kingdom.” The alpha cupped the omega’s face, stroking a thumb over his cheek. “It will be like you wanted.”
Just then, tears began to blur Keiji’s vision, blue eyes becoming glossy. Maybe months ago it would have been what he desired, but now? The omega was in love, deeply. His heart beat fast. “How could I want that?” he said shakily. “After the impact you’ve had on my life…how do you expect me to simply leave you behind?”
“Keiji, you…”
“How could I live a future without you?” The tears began to stream down his face. Never in a million years would Keiji expect to throw himself so vulnerable at an alpha. “How could I ever forget you?”
“How- How long have you felt this way?” Koutarou asked, voice unsteady.
Keiji looked away. “I can’t remember, I just-”
The wonderful sensation of lips on his shut him up. Not just any lips, they were the lips he had dreamed of kissing for so long. He closed his eyes, sighing into Koutarou’s mouth as the other’s hands moved to the side of his neck.
The alpha smiled against his lips, parting with a low chuckle.
“Koutarou…” the omega whispered, head buzzing from the sensation. His skin burned at the places the other touched.
“As if I couldn’t be more infatuated by you,” he took Keiji’s hands into his, bringing them to his lips. “Keiji, I love you. For quite some time I’ve loved you.”
It didn’t make sense. If the alpha loved him, then how could he so easily turn him down? Keiji wondered if the love he spoke of included attraction. “Then why did you leave me last night…” he replied, shyly.
“I couldn’t possibly force you. I thought that it might have been too early…I wanted to take it slow.”
Keiji felt relief flush over his body. “Koutarou, please let me come with you.”
The alpha’s expression turned dark. “Absolutely not,” he said firmly, “if anything should happen to you, I could never forgive myself.”
“And what makes you think I don’t feel the same?” Keiji persisted. “If something happens to you? I must be the first to know…If I can’t be the first to honor your name…”
Koutarou captured his lips in a kiss once more. “Where did you learn to talk like that,” he rubbed his thumb over Keiji’s bottom lip. He sighed, “Alright, I will make the arrangements, but promise me that you’ll be careful.”
“Koutarou, it’s you who must promise to be careful,” he spoke desperately.
Those golden eyes looked at him with such truth, that the omega just had to take his word. With a few more pecks to his lips, Koutarou said goodbye.
_
Waiting proved to be agonizing for the young omega. He was worried enough for his future mate, scared that something could have gone wrong in the mere hours gone by, but Keiji calmed with the knowledge that his alpha was strong enough to handle himself. He trusted Koutarou’s judgment, his character, and his strength.
Keiji was brought a new robe once the sun had risen, staff crowding into the room to get him dressed. To the omega’s shock, Koutarou’s mother had entered the room along with the staff. He grudgingly wondered if the older omega was there to check the bedding, as confirmation that the pair had joined bodies. But before he could properly address his mate’s mother, the Northern queen came forward, hugging him deeply.
“I’m so sorry, Keiji,” he said into the easterner’s shoulder. “What a terrible fate for Koutarou to have to leave now.”
“Has something happened to him?” Keiji sucked in a breath, praying that all had been well.
“No, my dear. He has reached the Northern Kingdom safely.” Koutarou’s mother hugged him tighter. “Oh, you still smell just like him.”
The easterner realized that he was still clad in the alpha’s shirt, thankful that he decided to wear it instead of the sheer robe. He cleared his throat, “Your majesty, is there a reason you came to visit me so early in the morning?”
The northern queen released his embrace. “Certainly,” he said, looking at Keiji with the same intensity as his beloved. Upon closer inspection, Koutarou deeply resembled his mother, although the beautiful gold eyes were replaced with a regal purple instead. “Keiji, I’ve heard that you requested to be sent to the Northern kingdom. I fear that you don’t understand the severity of the situation.”
Keiji exhaled. “I appreciate your concern, but I’ve already made up my mind.”
“You must understand,” he said firmly, “There is simply too large of a risk to send you.”
“I am aware that there are risks, countless ones. But it’s all worth it to know that my mate is safe and well in front of my own eyes.”
The Northern Queen’s gaze softened. “While I do admire your devotion to my son, I care about your safety as well. I am speaking to you as a former northern royal…and an omega as well.”
Keiji could understand what the queen was saying. The barbarians beyond the northern borders were ruthless beyond comparison, and stories of their conquests had ignited fear in omegas across the country. Before Koutarou’s father had united the kingdoms, the barbarians would abuse the weaker military of the Northern Kingdom. To truly provoke the northern royal family, they would abduct the omegas and female betas, committing unspeakable crimes.
“I am fortunate that I was never captured, but my eldest sister,” the older omega paused, recalling a terrible memory. “She was returned to us, so traumatized, so…mutilated that she ended her own life.”
Keiji took the queen’s hand in his own. “Thank you for worrying about me, your highness. But I assure you, that I am capable of defending myself and my honor.”
“I know you are skilled in many aspects of battle, my dear,” he smiled, “My boy constantly praises your abilities and splendor.”
Keiji blushed.
“But,” the northern queen began again, glancing at the red on the bed sheets, “There may be a chance that the heir of the Southern Kingdom has already begun to form in your womb. The stress will be a risk to your health.”
The easterner felt unsteady lying to his mother-in-law, yet he knew he could use the lie to his advantage. He brought the older omega’s hand to his lower abdomen. “If god forbid, something happens to my husband…How could I live knowing that this baby never got to hear his father’s voice? Koutarou’s baby…how could he ever survive without knowing the touch of his father?”
Before the young omega could speak further, Koutarou’s mother hugged him deeply. “Oh, you couldn’t be more correct!” he said tearfully. “Keiji, you will be in my prayers but please promise me that you will be careful.”
Keiji sighed in relief, returning the embrace. “Yes, I will take care.”
_
The omega packed his most modest belongings only. Practical clothing and whatnot, none of the hundreds of beautiful dresses he owned would be brought along. Shirts and trousers, coats and boots, as it would soon be autumn in the Northern kingdom.
He departed the next day at dawn, hands clasped in his lap, praying that Koutarou had been safe in his time away. The carriage ride dragged on for hours along the safest route through the mainland. They stopped in the western kingdom for the night, staying in the palace before they could depart the next morning.
He was received by the Western king and queen themselves, given a room to freshen up, and then invited to dinner.
“I thank you for your hospitality, your Highnesses,” the omega bowed before sitting.
“You are most welcome, Keiji-san. It is only natural that we would open our arms to the newest member of the Southern family,” the queen spoke.
Keiji looked around the table, noticing the many empty seats. “I’m sorry to keep you waiting, I understand that it is very late.”
“Nonsense!” the king laughed, “Our family has become small since my nephew Tobio left for boarding school. Right now it’s just us and,” he paused, turning towards one of the empty seats.
The queen continued, “Tooru is here but…he-”
“No, this insolence ends now. I won’t allow him to act like this when we have a guest present!” The Western king called a servant over. “Order that boy to join us this instant!”
Keiji was confused. If Tooru was engaged to Wakatoshi-san then why wasn’t he in the Northern kingdom?
The sound of heels clacking on marble became louder and louder minutes later. Tooru walked in, so beautiful that Keiji felt his breath catch in his throat. His long brown hair was tied into a braid, adorned with white roses and he wore a lovely, floor-length, blue evening gown.
“There you are, my darling! Look who is visiting for the evening.” The queen pointed to Keiji.
The older omega’s lips curled into a smile. “How do you do, Keiji-san?”
The easterner blushed. “I am alright, Tooru-san. And you?”
“Why, I couldn’t be better,” he said sarcastically, taking a seat in front of Keiji.
Dinner was served and the Western king and queen made extensive conversation with the younger omega.
“Keiji, when our very own Daichi informed us that you would be traveling north to support your husband, we contemplated sending Tooru with you,” the king said.
The dark-haired omega swallowed his food. “Is that so?”
“Yes indeed,” the queen added, “We felt that you would be a wonderful influence on him.”
At her words, Tooru stabbed the food on his plate with a knife loudly. The whole table looked over to see that the omega’s plate had broken in half. He got up, seat scraping against the floor, and knocked his glass clean off the table shattering it before storming off.
Servants scrambled to the mess on the floor and the king let out an exasperated sigh. “What to do with such disobedience?”
_
Once dinner was over, Keiji politely excused himself to rest. After a shower, he entered his room and dressed in a nightgown placed on the bed. It would be another 2 days of travel before he would reach the base, and the thought that something could go wrong in those critical next hours terrified him.
There was a knock at his door, and outside was Tooru.
“Hello Keiji-san,” he said casually, “Allow me to apologize for my behavior at dinner.”
“Oh it’s quite alright,” the younger omega replied, fully understanding the frustrations of being compared to another omega. Suddenly, Tooru stepped into the room.
“Tooru-san, I should be getting some rest-”
“Oh don’t worry, I won't keep you long.” He smiled and Keiji felt compelled to let him speak. Tooru’s demeanor shifted rapidly. “I thought you were different. I thought you were like me.”
The easterner cocked his head to the side. “I’m not following.”
“We shared the same fate,” Tooru squinted, “Denied our birthrights and then shipped off to marry some alpha as a coverup.”
Keiji was silent.
“But you…what are you doing, parading about as a faithful omega following his alpha onto the battlefield. This is hardly the underclassman I knew.”
It certainly was a trip back to reality for the younger omega. “I-”
“You cannot speak,” Tooru scoffed, “I believe I’ve wasted my time.”
“Wait!” Keiji shouted before the older omega could leave the room. “I am like you. Precisely like you had described but…things have changed.”
The Westerner laughed. “How pathetic. What, you’ve fallen in love? With an alpha?”
Keiji grimaced. “Is that such a crime? To fall in love with someone who respects you? Someone who treats you like an equal?”
He was upset. Upset at anyone who, for a second, grouped Koutarou in with all the terrible alphas of the world. Keiji’s mate was different. So incredibly different that he managed to change the omega’s entire disposition in mere months. And now that they had confirmed feelings for each other, there was nothing holding him back.
“Forgive me,” Tooru giggled, “I know that comparing Koutarou and Wakatoshi is unreasonable. Perhaps I’m simply…jealous.”
The older omega stepped a foot out the door. “I wish you the best of luck.”
“Tooru-san,” Keiji said quickly, the other turning back. “My opportunity to rule my kingdom has passed, but…you must know that you have the support of the Southern family.
The Westerner’s lips curled into a smirk, eyes becoming sharp. “I’ll keep that in mind,” he said sweetly before leaving the room.
_
The ride up to the Northern border was extremely nerve-racking. Thousands of villages were charred by fires or wiped from the land entirely. Northern civilians could be seen wandering about aimlessly, searching for food, water, and shelter. It made Keiji pray that his fiancé was alive and well.
The omega reached the camp right before sundown, two days after leaving the Western palace. He walked through, respected by soldiers and cadets who lowered their heads.
“Keiji-sama,” a soldier greeted, “Allow me to show you to your quarters.”
They walked past many interesting sights. A large bonfire with several chefs cooking large portions of simple food and stables for the animals amongst other things. There was a particularly large tent, which soldiers walked out from clad in loosely draped towels. Keiji looked away quickly.
His guide laughed. “Don’t worry your highness, this bath is for the soldiers only. Koutarou-sama has a private one.”
They passed an infirmary tent, and the groans and pained sounds from within scared the omega slightly. The atmosphere had been rather cheerful up until then, but the number of injured soldiers reminded Keiji of the true war scene. They made it to Koutarou’s quarters where Keiji would be staying as well, for enhanced safety.
Keiji thanked the soldier. “Where might I be able to bathe?” he asked, feeling particularly dirty from the days of traveling.
From his belongings, the omega unpacked a long-sleeved nightgown and a robe, along with his undergarments and a towel before heading for the bath. He found his way to the tent, steam exiting when he opened the flaps. Keiji’s eyes went wide, nearly dropping the bundle in his arms upon entering.
A head of silver hair was slumped against the edge of the wash basin, broad, muscular shoulders spread like wings along the rim. The faint scent of bay leaf in the air inside, almost making Keiji emotional to see that Koutarou was alive and well.
“Konoha, I thought I specified that I wouldn’t be disturbed,” the alpha growled out. The pheromones in the air suddenly changed rapidly. “Keiji…” he said more relaxed, without even turning around.
The alpha looked at his mate, observing the clothes in his hands. “I’ve yet to wash so the water is still clean,” he said as he prepared to stand up.
“No no, I shall come back later,” the omega apologized quickly. He headed for the door before a thought occurred. “Koutarou, shall I wash your back?”
His fiance turned back before laughing heartily. “If you’d like to.”
Keiji sat on a stool by the tub, rolling up his sleeves and rubbing lather into his palms. Then he ran his hands along Koutarou’s skin. All this time, he had admired those bulging muscles from afar and now he could finally feel them under his fingers. He touched the scars, looking for new scratches or cuts and, thankfully, not finding any worth much concern.
“Are all of these injuries from battle?”
“Yes,” the alpha sighed, as Keiji massaged the tightness in his shoulders.
“Do they still hurt?” the omega wondered, as he rubbed into Koutarou’s hair and scalp. He loved hearing the groans that his fiance let out.
“Ahh, some of the deeper ones feel sore when I move the wrong way.”
Keiji scooped water in a wooden bowl, pouring it over the alpha’s head, watching the suds trickle down his body and disappear into the water. Without warning, the alpha shook his head back and forth, spraying his fiancée.
“Koutarou,” he giggled, “You’re like a dog.”
“I’m sorry, there was hair in my eyes!” Koutarou said, lightheartedly. He hesitated a moment, lips parting. “Hey Keiji,” his voice deep, “Will you let me return the favor?”
Keiji shuddered, blushing pink when he realized what that would entail. He wanted Koutarou’s hands on his skin, so very badly. Wanted him to touch him in the ways that lovers do, in the ways that he was meant to on the day of their engagement.
“I don’t mean to pressure you-” Koutarou began to say, stopping at the sound of clothes falling to the floor.
Keiji undid each button of his shirt, slipping it off his shoulders, then began to work on his trousers. He slid the belt from his waist, pulling his pants down long legs and off. His breath was heavy as he undid the clasp of his bra leaving it with the rest of his clothes, nipples perking up when the steam of the room touched his bare skin. Then his heart thundered in his chest, sliding his panties off.
He stepped foot in the water, a towel covering his body until Koutarou looked away. As much as he wanted the alpha, it still felt strange to completely expose himself to another. Keiji closed his eyes as the warmth surrounded his body, wading through until he was in front of the other. He shivered when he felt Koutarou’s chest on his back, skin feeling electric as they touched for the first time uncovered.
The alpha picked up the shampoo that Keiji had left on the side, squeezing it into his hands and then working it into the other’s scalp. Those fingers felt so good that Keiji bit his lip to avoid making sounds.
“I always wanted to touch your hair,” he said softly. “I imagined it to be soft like silk, but little did I know, it would feel ten times better.” He brushed against the fine hairs on his neck making Keiji hiss a little.
Embarrassed, the omega carried on the conversation. “Maybe I should grow it out then.”
“No, it’s perfect like this,” Koutarou replied quickly, “It’s neat and pretty. And I can see your nape so clearly. Like a swan.” He pressed his lips to the back of Keij’s neck.
The omega felt butterflies in his stomach. “You say the most exaggerated things, Koutarou.”
“How can I help it, when everything about you is undeniably beautiful?”
Koutarou picked up a clean washcloth, lathering it with soap and cleaning the omega’s body. He rubbed his neck, his shoulder blades, down his spine. Then he brought it back up and down his front. Across collar bones and down to his breasts. Keiji sucked in a breath, arching slightly when the alpha dragged the cloth over his nipples, the friction making them unbearably sensitive.
The alpha took the wooden bowl, filling it with water and then pouring it over his fiancée’s head. He ran his hand through Keiji’s dark hair, slicking it back away from his forehead. Then he took the cloth in his hands again, bringing it to his stomach and down his torso. The omega sucked in a breath when the other rubbed dangerously close to his most personal place. He grabbed Koutarou’s wrist, reflexes acting on their own.
“Is it too much?” the alpha whispered.
For the young omega, it truly was too much. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t enjoying it. “No, it’s just…” Keiji bit his lip, “Won’t you touch me directly?”
He could hear Koutarou’s breath hitch in his throat. The alpha pulled him back by the waist, surprising the easterner when he fell into the alpha’s lap, muscular thighs pressing into his own. The other came close to his ear, voice husky. “Can I really?”
The washcloth was discarded to the side and suddenly hot lips were on his neck, sucking up and down. Keiji moaned when at the same time, rough palms rubbed all over his body.
There was a voice from outside. “Is everything alright, commander?”
The alpha wrapped a hand around his neck, tilting his head back and claiming his lips roughly. “I need you to be quiet for me,” Koutarou whispered against the other’s plush lips.
“Yes Konoha, everything is fine!” he shouted back out. “Do you remember what I told you?”
“Yes sir, forgive me. You will not be disturbed.”
The alpha kept their lips connected so that all the sounds that spilled from the omega’s mouth could be masked. He resumed his attention on the omega’s body, cupping his soft breasts in large hands and thumbing at the nipples. He massaged them playfully, squeezing the buds with his fingers and making Keiji arch up, a soft whimper pulled from his throat. A burst of sweet pheromones followed.
“Your body responds so beautifully,” the alpha praised.
He snaked a hand down his stomach, stopping when his fingers brushed the fine hairs above Keiji’s aching place. The alpha moved elsewhere, stroking up the sides of lean thighs and underneath the omega’s sensitive knees. He teased around the area, not daring to venture into the younger man’s heat just yet, instead petting his inner thighs and feeling above his womb for a while.
“Koutarou…” the omega said desperately, breaking the kiss to look down into the water at the alpha’s hand disappearing between his thighs.
He threw his head back against his fiancé’s broad shoulder as one hand slipped between the folds of his sex, the other against his mouth to keep him quiet. Koutarou’s technique was reserved and gentle, teasingly sloppy but pleasurable nonetheless.
“Have you been touched before?” he asked caringly, to which the omega shook his head.
Keiji bucked up, water splashing when two fingers rubbed his clit delicately. He breathed heavily, spasming as the touch left him aching for more.
“I’m the first?” Koutarou whispered into his ear before biting the top.
“Mmm,” the omega cried desperately, unintentionally scenting the other’s neck as he picked up his pace.
Suddenly, Keiji’s eyes went wide, an orgasm creeping up on his body. He started to whimper, to which Koutarou claimed his lips again. The alpha rubbed his clit in gentle circles until his hips stuttered, trembling for release. The omega grabbed onto his fiancé when his aching nerves finally gave in. He became so wet that he didn’t know what to do, mindlessly rubbing himself onto Koutarou’s muscular thighs to milk the pleasure.
Keiji wasn’t in heat, but for some reason, he desperately wanted the other to push inside. He arched his back, hips drawn back and ass, flush against the other’s member. He felt it, hard and pulsing against him. Koutarou grabbed his hips firmly, holding them still.
“Not here,” the alpha said, kissing Keiji’s nape. “I want to have you properly. Not in a camp full of soldiers. And certainly not when we have yet to cease fighting.”
The omega squirmed against him, turning around to face his mate. He straddled him, thighs spread over the older man’s lap and hands behind his neck. Keiji kissed him deeply, an attempt at a distraction so that he could position himself above the other’s cock. The head brushed his slick opening before Koutarou grabbed him again.
“Keiji,” he said unwaveringly, “As much as I want to…we can’t right now.”
The easterner sighed. “I understand.”
Koutarou kissed between his breasts, arms wrapping around his waist. “You should go get some rest.” He looked down into the water at his erectness. “I must take care of this.”
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Keiji slept soundly for the night, despite the cries of wild animals and the chatter of soldiers. Perhaps, it was because of Koutarou’s gentle arms that embraced him as he slept. He awoke only in the morning, feeling the alpha slip away to attend to his duties.
Koutarou would leave for battle early in the mornings and return with the soldiers in the evenings. It was a scary sight, as some of the warriors would come limping or carried back by the others. Each day he would pray that Koutarou would remain unscathed. In the meantime, the omega took up duties in the infirmary tent, using his knowledge from books and time spent working under the Eastern royal doctor.
Keiji discovered that after dinner, Koutarou and the generals would talk strategy. He had eavesdropped on conversations, purely with the intention of staying informed of the plans. One day, his fiancé noticed him listening from outside, and surprisingly, Keiji was invited inside, the alpha asking for his insight occasionally. It made the omega feel content that he could contribute to the war efforts, even if he wasn’t directly involved in combat.
Then Koutarou didn’t return to the camp one evening. He didn’t come back the next day either and the day after as well. Worried, Keiji had asked the soldiers that returned each day if they had seen his fiancé.
“The commander is alive, your highness,” they would tell Keiji. “He is fighting hard and refuses to leave the battlefield no matter how much we urge.”
Maybe this was why every fighter in the army admired him so, not just within the Southern kingdom but everywhere. Maybe it was why everyone admired Koutarou. His loyalty to a cause, his bravery, his valor.
The omega never realized how cold Northern nights were, sleeping in that bed without his alpha’s warmth. He hadn’t seen his mate for 5 days, and it terrified him to imagine that something had gone horribly wrong.
Keiji jolted awake one night, the moon still high in the sky. A dream so sinister that he began to shake, tears welling in his eyes. He sat up, forehead slumped against his knees as he breathed heavily. In his dream, he watched as Koutarou’s severed head was staked on a spear, displayed like a trophy around the Southern palace. He truly hoped that it wasn’t a premonition.
The omega needed some fresh air and so he left the tent. The wind fluttered around his nightgown, the frigid breeze, refreshing after such a heated nightmare. He hadn’t bothered to put on a sweater, not expecting to stay out longer than a few seconds. Suddenly, Keiji’s ears picked up the clopping of horse hooves.
He squinted into the distance, relief filling his body when he saw the familiar brown coat of Koutarou’s horse and the even more familiar head of silver hair. He rushed over to greet his fiancé, the tears accumulating in his eyes again.
Koutarou smelled terrible, but it didn’t matter to the omega. Keiji threw his arms around the other the moment he stepped off the horse.
“Koutarou…” he choked out.
The alpha kissed Keiji violently, like a starving man tasting food for the first time in years. His lips were rough from the dehydration and his unkempt stubble was rough along the omega’s chin. He grabbed him tightly.
“Keiji,” he croaked, voice raspy. “We are victorious. I’ve assassinated their leader.”
“That’s wonderful Koutarou,” he sighed, grabbing his alpha’s back. The easterner’s heart dropped when his hands began to feel sticky.
“Koutarou…?” He asked, fear once again climbing his spine when the alpha didn’t answer, instead huffing loudly by his ear.
Suddenly, they fell to the floor as Koutarou pushed all his weight onto the omega, unable to stand on his own. He grabbed Keiji’s waist, so tight it was painful.
“Somebody help us,” Keiji screamed out, mortified when he saw the hot red that painted his palms and forearms. He looked at his white nightgown, slowly turning crimson from the excessive amount of blood that was spewing from his fiancé. It was at that point that he noticed the four arrows sticking out from the alpha’s back and the dozens of other gashes that littered over his body.
The omega wailed when soldiers dragged the alpha away from him and into a separate tent. He tried to follow them but Konoha held him back.
“Your Highness, it’s not good for you to see him like this,” he said as he consoled the sobbing omega. “You shall visit him in the morning after the doctors have done their work.”
“No!” Keiji shrieked, “I must help!”
“Keiji-sama,” the other said firmly, “You will only feel worse seeing him in that state. I assure you that the doctors will save the commander.”
The omega calmed himself. “You’re right.” He looked at his appearance, sticky arms, and nightgown soiled with mud and wet blood. “I wish to take a shower, Konoha-san.”
“Certainly, your majesty, I shall prepare the water.”
“You will inform me when it is safe to see him,” the omega demanded, trying his best to appear strong.
“You have my word, your majesty.”
Notes:
Last chapter of Bokuaka story is next. I promise it'll be worth it.
Chapter 13: Dive into that ocean of your love : Bokuaka
Summary:
Chapter title is from Sweat by Zayn
Notes:
Hi guys it's been a while as always. I was just away for a whole month for a summer camp, but I was fiending to publish this chapter. I should really be writing my college apps but whatever... I wanted to get this out before I officially get too busy. This chapter is like so spicy um but I had a lot of fun writing it. Ugh this is so bittersweet because it's actually the last Bokuaka-centered chapter. I'm rlly going to miss writing my OTP but I'm super excited to officially start the Iwaoi chapters next!! As always, thank you for reading and supporting despite my wack updating schedule. Enjoy <3
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Chapter Text
The doctors had left the tent hours after Koutarou’s return. Keiji didn’t sleep, in fact, he couldn’t even if he wanted to. He felt a sinking feeling in his stomach, the fear that if he closed his eyes, then he would have to open them to a reality where his alpha breathed his last breath.
The omega entered, tearing up when he saw the other. Bandages wrapped his body like a separate skin, over his chest, his arms, and even his legs. He was soaked with sweat, beading at his forehead as he trembled from fever, still very conscious and very much in pain.
Keiji lowered himself by the bed, picking up a basin of cold water left in the corner of the room. He wet a towel, dabbing the alpha’s forehead in an attempt to ease the fever. He looked at his lips, chewed and bloodied and the omega felt compelled to lean forward, touching their mouths together. Then he rested his head on the other’s chest, the place right above his heart where he had, thankfully, remained unscathed. Keiji listened to the steady rhythm for a while, eyes closing. Then he felt familiar fingers tangle into his hair, resting on the back of his head.
“Keiji…” the alpha said hoarsely.
The easterner lifted his head. “Shh, don’t talk,” he said, holding Koutarou’s hand, “You’re hurt.”
The older man smiled, squeezing his fiancée’s hand with the little bit of strength in his body. He seemed to calm down, the sweating and spasming replaced with a placid rising and falling of the chest.
Koutarou slept for 5 days without waking. During that time, Keiji took up more responsibilities around the camp. He organized for most of the soldiers to return home as the fighting was over. The omega even called the doctors to help the remaining injured ones and instructed the clearing of the camp. It surprised him that the soldiers listened and respected his words, despite his secondary gender. Keiji smiled, knowing that maybe society was changing one step at a time.
While the alpha was out, Keiji took care of him, changing his bandages, wiping his sweat, and tending to his wounds. In the nights, he crouched by the bed, falling asleep by Koutarou’s side, so that he could be right there when he finally woke. Sometimes, the easterner would find a blanket draped around him in the mornings, the work of Konoha who cared for his comfort as well.
“Your Highness, you need not sleep uncomfortably like this. I shall wake you if he stirs,” the other would offer, to which Keiji turned down each time.
On the afternoon of the fifth day, Koutarou opened his eyes. He groaned, arms stretching above his head and rolling his neck as if he had just taken a quick nap. Keiji walked in moments later, a bucket of water in hand and ready to clean the wounds before gasping at the sight.
They locked eyes, the alpha smiling languidly, abs flexing as he propped himself onto his elbows when his omega rushed over.
Keiji sat on the edge of the bed, laughing when his fiancé wrapped his arms around his waist, playfully resting his head in the omega’s lap. He threaded his fingers through silver hair. “How are you feeling Koutarou?”
The alpha relaxed into his touch like a little kid. “Mmm, I’m alright. A bit thirsty actually.”
He grabbed the bucket of water from Keiji, sitting up and guzzling it down in mere seconds.
“You’re making a mess!” the omega scolded as he watched the water stream down Koutarou’s chest and loosen the old bandages. “If you can move around, sit up so I can clean the wounds.”
The alpha’s eyebrows shot up. “Have you been tending to me this entire time?”
Keiji shot him a look, sharp eyes enough to answer the question.
The older man laughed heartily. “No wonder I felt so clean. Normally the guys leave me to fend for myself.”
Normally? The omega thought to himself. He furrowed his brow. “You mean to tell me that this is a normal occurrence for you?”
“Well not normal, per se,” the alpha bit his lip, “But this wouldn’t be the first…or the second.”
Keiji gritted his teeth, pulling away from the bed, ready to leave for the door. Koutarou grabbed his wrist holding him back.
“Are you upset?”
“How dare you,” he said coldly, “You have not a single care for your own body. You may be strong, Koutarou, but you are certainly not invincible. Risking your life like this, as if your well-being has no effect on any other lives but your own.”
“But I’m perfectly fine,” the alpha said, pulling him back towards the bed.
“You don’t understand! Your immunity weakens the more times you overexert yourself like this!” He fussed against his grip, attempting to break loose. “If you keep at it… then there will come a day where you won’t wake up,” Keiji’s voice broke, “ever.”
Koutarou hugged him tightly. “I’m sorry, Keiji. I promise you…truthfully I won’t do it again.” He rubbed his back, “You have my word.”
Keiji began to cry into the other man’s shoulder, tears falling all on their own. “I thought I had lost you.”
“I don’t deserve your tears,” the alpha shook his head. “But thank you for caring for me…caring about me. I love you Keiji.” He said the last part more tenderly.
They locked eyes, and the older man cupped Keiji’s soft cheek, wiping his tears away. “Don’t cry,” he smiled, “at least…not like this.”
Koutarou pulled the omega into his lap, rubbing the thighs that straddled his hips. Keiji leaned down, connecting their lips in an open mouth kiss. They moved against each other for a bit, relishing the way they fit together, perfectly. They parted, so that Keiji could kiss the other’s neck, up and down and over his scent glands, making the alpha shiver and grab his hips from the feeling.
Keiji startled as strong fingers began to undo the buttons at the base of his shirt. Sensing his uneasiness, Koutarou stopped, breathing out. “Sorry, I know we shouldn’t. There’s hardly any privacy.”
The omega looked at him, eyes hooded and lips parted. “I’ve sent most of the soldiers home.”
Koutarou licked his lips. “And what of the rest? Surely they will hear.”
“Let them,” Keiji said, slightly too harsh. “Let them hear,” he whispered.
The alpha’s eyes shone a deep amber, pupils dilating. He got back to work at Keiji’s buttons, one after another until his crisp shirt was being slid down pretty shoulders. Koutarou sucked in a breath upon noticing the dark, finger-shaped bruises on his omega’s waist.
“When did this-” he slid his palms along the other’s curves, eyes widening when his own hands fit the wounds exactly. “I’ve hurt you?”
Keiji looked away. “You weren’t in your right mind, Koutarou. You were in pain.”
Koutarou slumped his head against Keiji's shoulder. “I should burn these hands for wounding you.”
The omega put his hands over the other’s holding them on his body. “You mustn't. Not after… Not after giving me such pleasure.”
He chuckled low. “Really, where did you learn to talk like that?”
Koutarou began to kiss his body, lips traveling down his neck and tongue tasting him over his scent glands. He abused the sensitive area with the scrape of his teeth, teasing around where he would one day mark him. Then he pulled back and looked at Keiji’s bra, making eye contact as he undid the clasp.
The fabric fell away and Keiji began to pant, waiting in anticipation to be touched. He wanted the alpha, so very badly. But Koutarou just stared intently at his breasts as they rose and fell under his golden gaze. His lips curled up into a smirk when the omega’s nipples became hard and erect, untouched.
Then he diverted that torturous stare back to blue eyes and began to kiss and lick the skin of his chest. Koutarou wrapped one hand tighter around Keiji’s waist, pulling him flush against his torso while the other hand snaked up to grab a handful of his small breast. The nipple jutted out from his fingers and he licked the exposed bud with a hot tongue. The omega gasped as his alpha sucked and fondled his breasts, detaching from his nipples to suck bruises into his untouched skin. Koutarou bit down on his areola making him spasm from the pleasure, crying out for the first time. He sucked on him tender then hard before doing the same to the other tit, pinching and rubbing the neglected one.
Keiji began to feel soaked, moving his hips against the other’s groin for a little bit of friction to his clit. His pants were rough and sturdy, yet he could still feel the alpha’s hardness against his heat. He needed him like never before, and it seemed like the southerner was all obliging. Koutarou’s fingers found the clasp of his trousers, undoing the top and unzipping at the fastening.
“Take them off,” Koutarou spoke like a command, and Keiji left the bed to strip the rest of his clothes.
The alpha watched him as he slid his pants down, leaving them folded on the bed, then pulling his panties off and resting them in the same manner. His fiancé lifted the blanket covering his lower half, proudly showing off his thick and erect member and giving it a few strokes. The omega licked his lips, feeling himself leak down his thighs as he reclaimed his spot in Koutarou’s lap. They kissed again with the omega’s fingers tangling into silver hair and the alpha’s hands rubbing slow circles on the sides of Keiji’s ass.
It suddenly occurred to the omega that he was unaware of what to do next. He hadn’t exactly acknowledged the size of his fiancé until the present, and it made him skeptical as to whether or not it could fit inside. He took a deep breath, rising on his knees and positioning the other’s sex below his own. The omega attempted to lower himself, shivering as Koutarou kissed up the side of his neck.
“What are you doing?” the alpha chuckled into his ear.
Keiji blushed furiously. He did not know what he was doing. “Have I made a mistake…?”
Koutarou laughed. “Well not really,” he grabbed the flesh of the omega’s ass. “You told me that you're new to this, and it will be painful if I don't prepare you.”
The easterner bit his lip, confused. “Prepare me?”
It was at that moment that the alpha smirked, eyes shining mischievously. It made Keiji blush, heart fluttering as the expression reminded him of the first time they sparred, the first time he had almost pinned his fiancé.
Koutarou laid back against his pillow, hands gripping the omega’s thighs for stability. He looked him up and down before smiling and tugging him down to kiss his lips. The alpha stroked up his back, fingers tangling into raven hair as they connected their mouths passionately. Keiji rested a hand above the other’s heart.
“Turn around for me,” Koutarou said into his fiancée's ear, biting the top.
Keiji squirmed at the action. “Turn around?” he said breathlessly when the alpha grabbed his ass.
“Yes.”
The omega decided to follow his lead despite his confusion. He appreciated the alpha for guiding him through it, excusing his inexperience. But another part of him seethed with jealousy at the fact that other omegas had claimed Koutarou’s body. There were others who had been pleasured by his hands, others who had kissed his lips and ran their fingers along his scars. Keiji wanted to erase every touch with his own, no matter how long it would take.
As he turned himself around, back facing Koutarou, the alpha grabbed his thighs, pulling the easterner's lower body towards his face. Keiji brought his arms out on all fours to steady himself.
“Koutarou!” he whined, bringing a hand down to cover himself, flushing from the embarrassment of his most tender parts revealed in full to the other. “What are you-”
“Don't hide,” the alpha said firmly, kissing the omega’s hand and coaxing it away. He adjusted so that his face was directly under the other’s bottom.
“I-Is this necessary?” Keiji stuttered, looking backward to assess the other’s expression, body becoming unbearably hot.
“Definitely,” the alpha said, close enough that the easterner could feel the breath against his heat, trembling. “Spread your legs just a little bit more.”
“But I can’t!” Keiji cried out, “You will see everything…”
The alpha chuckled. “Would it be so terrible if I saw?” He ran his fingers up the omega’s thigh, enjoying the way his body shook. “I can say with certainty now that there isn’t a single part of you that’s not beautiful.”
The younger man took a deep breath before inching his knees further apart, as far as he could before sheer embarrassment took over.
“Perfect,” the other praised.
Strong arms wrapped around the omega’s hips, stroking up and down his body. The alpha ran his nose along soft inner thighs, licking at the slick that had accumulated there from the omega’s arousal.
“Don’t! It’s dirty,” Keiji hissed, raising himself.
He didn’t get very far before a strong grip held him back down. “It’s delicious.”
Koutarou sunk his teeth into the tender flesh, eliciting a gasp from Keiji. The omega panted, hips stuttering when he felt the other’s rough thumb stroking his folds gently, coating them with the wetness from his cunt. He teased Keiji, slipping around the area, purposely avoiding both his clit and his hole, practically forcing the omega to beg. Intense wanting took over the easterner and he inched further back to urge the other to fulfill him.
The alpha granted his plea, surprising his fiancée when he slipped his longest finger inside and mouthed at his clit at the same time. Keiji voiced his pleasure, so loud that they both had to wait a moment. He cried out, back arching as Koutarou drew bursts of the feeling from between his legs. First, it was the sucks he gave to his clit, overstimulation on his nerves, eased only by a steady tongue to his shivering folds. Then there was one finger after another slipping into his soaping hole, curling against a spot Keiji didn’t know he had within him. He clenched around Koutarou’s fingers as they stretched and massaged his insides granting the omega sensations he never knew he could feel.
And above all, noises the omega never knew he could make. He moaned loudly, sweet sounds leaving his lips wanton as Koutarou guided him through the pleasure. He gasped and he panted, and just when he thought he had regained some control, the alpha would kiss him or stroke him in ways that left him aching and crying out.
In the daze of his pleasure, Keiji looked forward, focusing on Koutarou’s sex that bobbed, dripping down the shaft and occasionally onto his abs. It was hard and throbbing, just aching for some kind of attention the omega assumed. There was a trail of rough hair that ran from his belly button all the way to the base of his cock, silver, and black just like the hair on his head. Keiji ran a finger along the path before leaning forward, tongue falling out to trace a stream of pearly white up his member.
The alpha groaned against his clit, detaching to rest his head against the pillows and panting as he cocked his head to observe the other. He squeezed the omega’s ass.
Keiji took it as a sign to wrap his lips around the burning head, hollowing out his cheeks, and choking out the whimpers that formed in his throat.
“Oh, Keiji…” Koutarou whined in such a way that gave the omega butterflies.
The easterner was persistent, regaining his control and leaving the alpha a little too distracted to keep going. Keiji kissed up and down his shaft, tasting the salty bits of release that Koutarou let out. But instead of completely surrendering, the older man plunged his fingers deeper and harder into the omega’s pussy, hot lips sucking on his clit with passion. The sounds in the air, so obscene that they could probably never forget even if they tried.
Keiji tried desperately to hold on, but he felt his vision go blurry, head spinning, and stomach dropping. He arched deep, head thrown back and arms quivering as he trembled. The omega let out his loudest cry yet as his orgasm ran through him, stunning him in place. He felt himself squirt his release, slick dribbling from his spread hole that was still lovingly occupied by Koutarou’s fingers. It didn’t stop for minutes on end while he clenched and spasmed, all while the alpha played with his clit. Finally, Keiji breathed loudly, regaining his conscience from such an intense finish before slumping against the other's body, careful to remember where his wounds were still fresh.
The omega pushed himself up on shaky arms, straddling the alpha’s firm thighs once again. Keiji stared into his eyes, the color richer than he remembered. Koutarou was devilishly handsome, with his amber gaze and dark brows. Sharp nose and gorgeous lips. The easterner blushed, observing the milky remains of his own arousal on his fiancé’s mouth, dripping down his strong jaw and chin. It fell onto his breasts, to which the older man leaned down to lewdly lick it off. What made it all the more dirty was the fact that Koutarou maintained eye contact as he carried out his vulgar display. That intense golden stare bore into Keiji’s blue even as he wrapped his lips around a tender nipple, kissing and sucking.
Keiji couldn’t take it anymore. “K-Koutarou,” he whined breathlessly, fingers tangling into the sheets. “Am I ready?”
That ruinous smile painted the alpha’s face once more. “You are.”
Koutarou wrapped one arm around the easterner’s slim waist, lifting him with ease. He grabbed the base of his cock, teasing the head along Keiji’s slit and coating it with slick. He breathed heavily, “If it hurts, you will tell me.”
A prolonged cry left Keiji’s mouth as the other slowly burrowed into his hole, inch by inch. He ached between his legs as Koutarou’s girth stretched him wide, not daring to move until he knew for certain that his omega was alright.
“Oh fuck,” the alpha cursed, gritting his teeth and gripping Keiji’s hips. “Fuck, you’re so…” he trailed off as he got used to the feeling.
The easterner clenched around him, leaking more and more slick on the sheets. It was a sensation unknown to him, being filled to the brim, deeper than the alpha’s fingers and certainly deeper than his own. Keiji panted heavily, spine arching as strong hands caressed his body and a gentle voice whispered praise into his ear.
“You feel so good, Keiji,” he grunted and the omega could feel him throb inside.
Keiji loved the older man’s breathy tone, the way his voice got deeper, huskier from their lovemaking. It turned him on immensely, but what he really wanted was to ruin the alpha. To hear his voice loud and clear, to tell the rest of the world who was making him feel good. The omega recalled watching Koushi and Daichi, and in an attempt of imitation, he began to rock his hips, whining as Koutarou’s hardness stroked his insides. The alpha groaned, suckling his nipples and biting his tits in response. Koutarou refused to give up control that easily.
They kept a slow pace for a while, kissing as the younger man moved his body atop his fiancé, sighing each time he rubbed against his sensitive spots, overstimulated on the insides. His clit bumped against Koutarou’s loin while his walls were massaged just right. Keiji felt another orgasm approaching soon, and shut his eyes, head tipping backward and lips falling open.
“Ahh…Koutarou,” he couldn’t stop the desperately erotic pleas that left him, tears slipping down. He felt himself lose control, so much so that he could no longer sit up on his own. But before he could truly fall back, the alpha gathered him against his chest, fingers darting into his hair and smashing their lips together.
Keiji’s eyes went wide as the other started to buck his hips hard, pushing the firm member deeper into his cunt, wet sounds filling their shared air. He yelped into the southerner’s mouth as the other began to moan routinely as well.
“Keiji, I’m…Oh god-” the older man stuttered out. “Just a little bit.” Koutarou thrust quickly and strongly until he gripped the omega tight, spilling into him.
The alpha fell back against the bed, bringing Keiji down on top of him with their lips glued together. He pushed his tongue into the omega’s mouth as a naughty hand snaked its way between their bodies, slipping into soaked folds. The younger man whimpered and squirmed, already spent and plenty sore from their coupling. He didn’t think he could take another climax, but when Koutarou’s digits toyed with his clit he couldn’t stop the third rush that shook him to the core. The omega practically sobbed, hips spasming as he welcomed the zenith.
Keiji caught his breath, resting on the other’s chest, briefly forgetting about his injuries. His heart thumped rapidly in his body and so he brought a gentle palm above the other’s, pleased to find that Koutarou was feeling the same. He rubbed his hand against the muscles of his chest, along the places where the bandages had come loose. The omega was surprised to see that the newest battle scars had already begun to heal, becoming a part of the many trophies and marks on the alpha’s body. He ran a delicate finger over the older scars, lips parting when he reached the one that ran through the other’s nipple. The pink line was prominent against the dark raised skin. Keiji stroked it lightly until Koutarou’s hearty laugh broke through the cadence of heavy breathing.
“That tickles,” he said, grabbing Keiji’s hand and bringing it to his lips, while the other rubbed up and down the omega’s bare back.
The easterner giggled. “Sorry,” he whispered, looking up at Koutarou and blushing when the other smiled down at him.
The alpha ran a hand through the omega’s damp hair, slicking it back, peering deep into sapphire eyes as he did so.
“Are you alright?” He began to concern about the younger man. “You’re not hurt are you?”
The omega lowered his gaze, tracing patterns along the other’s pectoral once again. “I’m fine, Koutarou.”
The alpha kissed his forehead, chuckling. “Then, I guess my next question should be…” He grabbed the flesh of Keiji’s ass cheek, “Did I make you feel good?”
The omega wanted to be snarky, displeased with the cocky way his lover asked the question. He rolled his eyes. “You were,” Keiji began to say, fully intending to call his fiancé’s performance mediocre at best. At least, that was until he recalled the three times Koutarou had brought him such heated orgasms. His cheeks went red and he nibbled at his lip.
Before the omega could answer, the older man grabbed his face, kissing him fiercely. “Don't you dare show that face to anybody else.” He hugged him tight in his arms. “Hey Keiji, let’s go home.”
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Keiji furrowed his brow as the sun shone through the balcony and onto his face. He groaned against his pillow, arm reaching out only to find that the sheets beside him were cold. He sat up, pulling the covers to his naked body and rubbing his eyes as he turned towards the empty bed.
He had grown accustomed to lazy mornings after their return from the north since his fiancé kept him up all night only to wake him up bright and early with tender kisses and touches to resume their lovemaking. Frankly, Keiji wouldn’t have preferred it any other way.
They were inseparable, finding excuses to connect their bodies in practically any situation. One minute they could be sparring in the training room, and the next, the omega would find himself on all fours, hands bound at the small of his back, cheek against the floor, and taking it from behind. They had ridden into town one day and Keiji had ridden Koutarou the whole way there, rocking the carriage so hard that it almost tipped over. When they had returned particularly late one night from a trip to the ocean, the dining room was just so perfect and empty. He could distinctly remember the rush of being flipped onto the table, their sounds echoing all around. Against the shelf in the palace library. Behind the bushes in Koushi’s garden. They had defiled almost every location in the palace.
To be woken up by anything and anyone besides his lover was out of the ordinary. He yawned, stretching his arms above his head and slipping into a robe before calling for his attendant.
“Where is my fiancé?” the prince asked as he was brought a cloth to clean himself.
“His Highness has gone to the stables, Keiji-sama.”
“For a ride?”
“He did not say, but he did instruct me to inform you.”
Keiji dressed before leaving for the stables, confused as to why he was requested. Surely Koutarou would not expect him to ride an animal after what the previous night had entailed. He was sore from his neck to his thighs. It confused him further when the frantic cries of a horse could be heard as he got closer.
He peeked inside, eyes widening when he saw a familiar black horse laying on the ground with his fiancé crouched by it.
“Keiji, come here!” the alpha shouted from where he was.
Upon closer inspection, the horse was in labor, obviously crying from the pain. It was the mate of Koutarou’s horse, that black beauty that he had once attempted to ride months ago. The omega smiled at the older prince’s excitement for the birth of a new foal, however, he soon realized that something was wrong with the mare. She lay limp on the stable floor, suddenly silent and motionless.
The baby appeared to be breaching with its hind legs first, tangled and unable to come out. To avoid stressing the mother further, Keiji stepped away, instead fetching water in a pail to aid in other ways. He watched as Koutarou cleaned his bloodied hands in the water before reaching back in and reorienting the foal. Then the alpha stepped back and let the mare finish the job.
She neighed loudly as the baby colt finally slipped out, following a mess of blood among other things. The pair watched endearingly as the mother, despite her pain, turned to clean her baby up. She didn’t get very far though, slumping against the ground from exhaustion. Koutarou rushed to get a towel, drenching it with water before scooping up the baby.
“Let’s finish where your mommy left off,” he said lovingly to the little horse as he carried it from the stables.
Keiji looked at the mother, worn out, bleeding, and exhausted from the pain. He walked over towards her, palm reaching out to pet her abdomen and whisper some words of encouragement.
“You’ve just done a beautiful, amazing thing. That man who took your baby will bring him back perfect and clean, just for you. I know it hurts but I promise, you will get better.”
The omega heard the sounds of snickers coming from behind him, turning around to glare at Koutarou. “Hey, I’ve heard you talk to Fukuro countless times,” he shot back.
“I didn’t say anything,” the alpha giggled.
He set the baby down by its mother before stepping back and pulling his omega close. “Take a close look, Keiji.”
The pair watched as the colt walked on shaky legs suckling his mother’s teat. Like magic she rose her head, getting up on her feet in mere minutes so that her young could better nourish himself. She brushed herself off like the pain had all of sudden dissipated into nothing, steady and strong.
“The miracle of nature,” Koutarou whispered, and Keiji didn’t even need to look up to know that he probably had that cheeky little grin on his face. “Gosh, I can’t give all the credit to motherhood. That little lady has always been one of the strongest horses I’ve ever seen.” The alpha paused his train of thought. “I guess that’s one thing me and Fukuro have in common. We always find our way to greatness.”
Keiji lit up. “Well, aren't you just a sweet talker?”
Koutarou walked over to the omega, hands reaching out to grab his hips. “Sweet enough for a kiss?” he said, a dorky smile plastered on his face.
“Koutarou. You are covered in the amniotic fluid and blood of a female horse.”
The alpha groaned, unbuttoning his shirt and tearing it from his body before grabbing a bucket of water and pouring it clean over his head. The morning sun glistened on the skin of his abs as the water dripped down the sculpted muscles wetting the waist of his trousers. It was a scene worthy of praise and, unconsciously, Keiji licked his lips. If they weren’t in the stables, the omega would have been on his knees, fingers already working to unbutton Koutarou’s pants and mouth ready to worship his shaft.
“You’re staring, beautiful,” The alpha’s voice snapped him back to reality.
Keiji turned red, looking away shyly. “Am not…” he mumbled.
Koutarou came closer grabbing his omega’s hand and dragging it down over his pecs and across his abs. “Look all you want, sweetheart. I’m here for your viewing pleasure only.” He leaned forward, sucking at Keij’s neck and sliding the dress from his shoulder so he could mouth at it.
The omega giggled. “Koutarou, you may look irresistible…but you certainly don’t smell it.”
“Keiji!” the older man whined.
He chewed his lip, gaze lowered. “Let’s go take a bath.”
Koutarou smirked at his words, slinging his shirt over his shoulder. He let Keiji pull him by the hand, out and away from the stables. “A bath sounds really good.”
Notes:
Aww I will miss writing my beautiful OTP, but IwaOi coming soon <3
Chapter 14: The most beautiful omega: IwaOi
Summary:
Another ceremony, another fateful encounter.
Chapter title isn't based off a song, I couldn't think of one!!
Notes:
Hi everyone!! (long note incoming) It's been a while but you might have already expected that lol. After the past months which have been an exhausting marathon of college apps and supplemental essays, I give you a chapter that has been in the works for a while. I really do apologize for the long wait, but it can be hard to find the motivation to write during times like this. At last, I'm done and ready to keep working on this fic ( which i love to do!!). Thank you so much for all your kind words and support, I always enjoy reading comments and it makes me so happy to see people enjoy this story. I hope you find this chapter entertaining and stay tuned for IwaOi's story <3
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Chapter Text
There weren’t many things the third prince disliked. He wasn’t a picky eater, he didn’t mind the heat or the cold, nor was he demanding when it came to partners. He didn’t care for the most beautiful, most eloquent, most voluptuous omega. Nor did he require the tallest, smartest, or slimmest of partners. Hajime didn’t get jealous or territorial, something that seemed to upset his conquests more often than not.
Furthermore, referring to the omegas he attracted as ‘conquests’ would be an overstatement, for the alpha had never once gone out of his way to look for a lover.
Hajime never did anything without a reason. He joined the military to carry on the legacy of his father, working hard to become commander so that he could protect the nation he loved with all his heart. He never drank unless he wanted to be drunk, never indulged in the pleasures of intoxication unless he was truly trying to forget his worries. He fucked only on his ruts, when the urge to join bodies became too unbearable to carry out his duties. The third prince deemed romance a frivolous concept.
So when his eldest brother put the damn throne at stake in the name of love, Hajime couldn’t comprehend such recklessness. He supported Daichi no matter what, though he could never in a million years see himself making the same decision. Then there was the matter with Koutarou, the brother he had thought most similar to him. They shared the same ambitions when it came to protecting the country and Hajime admired the man incredibly so. He had placed his nation over his life on numerous occasions, something the younger prince regarded with the most honor.
However it was clear that with Keiji-san on his brother’s mind, these acts of intense valor would soon be infrequent. He too had fallen in love, now placing his mate above all and losing himself in the process. At least, that’s what it looked like from Hajime’s perspective. He had always observed his brother wake before the sun to practice his weaponry and maintain his fitness. They would often do their regiments together on the chance that they were both in the southern palace at the same time. But with this new omega in his brother’s life, the older alpha had become rather careless, spending hours away with the eastern prince wasting away most precious mornings and evenings.
Tetsu was a lost cause and had been for a while, riding into the ports and towns to surround himself with women and alcohol whenever he saw fit. This brother of his happened to be wicked smart and cunning as well, which made Hajime all the more hard on him. He could see immense potential in his younger brother and wondered constantly what he could contribute to the kingdom if he only eliminated the distractions.
If there was one thing Hajime truly hated, it was distractions. It was roadblocks and interference. It was the unforeseen things happening out of his control. And presently, he was being faced by something so unforeseen it made his blood boil.
He was practicing with his mace in Koutarou’s training room, still shamelessly utilizing the spare key he made for himself when his brother was away up north. Hajime had been there since dawn, choosing to train before the rest of the palace had woken up to avoid catching his brother and brother-in-law in another embarrassing situation. He could already count on both hands the number of times he’d walked in on them either pre, mid or post coitus. The prince shook his head at the thought before swinging the weapon over his head, striking the dummy he had propped up.
An incessant knocking began at the door, followed by the squeaks of a female attendant. “Hajime-sama, you have been requested by your mother. Immediately!”
He looked outside at the sun that was high in the sky now. Maybe the family was convening for breakfast. It had become rare for all the brothers to be in the Southern palace at the same time, aside from Shoyo who was still away at boarding school for the year. Regretfully, he realized that he didn’t bring a towel to wipe himself down. Surely, he would have enough time to wash up before the meal.
Hajime couldn’t have been more mistaken.
Absent-mindedly, he descended the staircase before stopping dead in his tracks at the sight of 20 omegas lined up waiting for him. And at the center of it all was none other than Tetsu, a signature smug grin plastered on his face.
“There he is, ladies and gentlemen. My elder brother; the finest example of purebred southern stallion this nation has to offer,” Tetsurou spoke enthusiastically.
Hajime took a deep breath, cringing as the title of purebred once again reached his ears. He had heard it all throughout his adolescence, a strange comment from adults and peers alike who somehow deemed him ideal for his pureblood. Advisors of his father had urged the king to name Hajime as the heir, convinced that the southern public would renounce Daichi, born from a western womb. It was brushed off as pointless politics, but the thought still seemed to resonate beyond the palace walls.
He personally hated the title since it made him feel like he was something to be won. The prized horse in a race, bet on and idolized, hundreds just yearning to claim. Hajime refused to be regarded in such a pathetic light.
It was too damn early for any of this. Seeing that he wouldn’t move an inch from his place at the stairs, the younger prince approached with a cheshire smile. He walked behind Hajime, placing his hands on the commander’s shoulders and pushing him forward toward the crowd.
“You better tell me what the fuck is going on,” Hajime whispered through a clenched jaw.
“Just play along.”
Tetsurou started again, addressing the entourage. “Trust me when I say—you won’t find another alpha like him. These rippling muscles…”
It was probably the only time Hajime wished he didn’t look the way he did, hating the way the omegas ogled his chiseled torso.
“This tanned, southern build…” The sweat on the alpha’s golden brown skin looked like dripping honey.
“Dark, thick hair…” His brother ruffled the hair on Hajime’s head but he could see some of the omegas shift their gaze to the coarse trail just under his belly button, blushing as they did so.
“Really, my brother is the total package.” The third prince pinched the bridge of his nose as the assembly stared directly at his groin upon hearing the word package. His thin pants, while amazing for mobility, left little to the imagination.
Tetsurou cleared his throat. “Now will the first eligible candidate step forward?”
Hajime was approached by a female omega from a prominent merchant family. She was beautiful like every single one of the twenty. Tall and slender, graceful like a swan. The third prince sighed knowing what he would need to do. “Too lanky,” he said monotonously, sending her away and watching the dejected expression paint her pretty face.
The next had locks that held the color of a vibrant red rose. Hajime had never seen hair quite so special. “An obnoxious color, don’t you think?” He pointed to the omega’s head.
This trend continued on until the last omega finally stepped his way. He truly was the definition of southern beauty, dark skin, black hair with long lashes framing eyes gray like the seafoam. Hajime laughed. “You look like you could be my brother.”
Once the candidates were escorted out of the palace, the two princes made their way to the dining room.
“I didn’t think you’d be such a brute,” Tetsurou chuckled as he slung an arm around his brother’s shoulder.
Hajime pushed him off. “You know I don’t like being ambushed like that. Mind explaining to me what the hell that was about?”
“Your mother asked me to find you a bride. She’s convinced I can work miracles seeing how taken Koutarou and Keiji are with each other.”
The third prince sighed. “She’s been pestering me about it for months. Told me the next time I leave for commander duties, I can’t return until I find myself a wife.”
The younger prince smiled. “Better you than me.”
Hajime smacked him in the back of the head. “Why don’t you settle down, hm? You must have a darling down in the city, with how often you visit.”
Tetsurou shrugged. “Where’s the fun in that?”
_
“So Tetsurou,” the Southern queen asked when everyone was seated at the table, “Did my son choose an omega this morning?”
Hajime stopped eating as did most of the table. A snicker could be heard from Koutarou’s side of the table as he covered a smile with his palm.
“Unfortunately, my brother wasn’t particularly taken with any.”
The queen shot her son a harsh glare. “Oh, that can’t be. Those omegas were the most beautiful of all the Southern nobles. What about the young girl from the Satori family? The kingdom raves of her crimson hair.”
“Hajime called it obnoxious,” Tetsurou said nonchalantly, returning to his food.
His mother’s mouth hung open briefly before she cleared her throat and composed herself. “The youngest boy from the Ojiro clan is famous for his beauty. He was present today.”
“He said it looked as if they could be related.”
His father laughed at this, causing a slight grin on Hajime’s face.
Before the queen could speak again, a sharp sound from Koushi captured the table's attention. Daichi put a hand on his back gently. “Are you alright, Darling?” he worried.
The omega breathed heavily. “I just feel quite nauseated.” He put a hand above his mouth, standing up as Daichi escorted him from the table.
“You too, Keiji?” Koutarou exclaimed, noticing his fiancée’s expression as the omega pulled at his hand. “Call the physician,” the alpha said hurriedly as he helped him out.
The sound of retching could be heard not long after.
Koutarou and Daichi returned back to the table, instructed by the royal doctor who said he couldn’t get any work done with the two hovering and fussing over their mates. Worries hung high in the air as they paced about the room.
“It couldn’t have been poison, right?” the older brother clenched his jaw recalling that the two omegas had dined together the night prior.
Koutarou rubbed his forehead. “No, the food was tested beforehand.”
At the sight of the physician emerging from a nearby room, the brothers nearly sprinted towards him in ambush.
“Doctor, was it poison? Are they going to be alright?” Daichi pressed frantically.
“No, Your Highness, it’s-”
Koutarou chimed in. “Please tell me it’s not stomach flu? No fever right?”
“Will you two let him speak?” the loud voice of their father filled the room.
The doctor bowed his head. “Koushi-sama and Keiji-sama will be just fine. It’s simply a bout of morning sickness.”
The two brothers locked eyes in confusion before turning back towards the physician. “Morning sickness?”
“Oh my!” the Northern queen gasped in glee.
The doctor counted on his finger. “It’s still early but I would say they are both 3 months pregnant. Congratula-” Before he could finish the sentence, the two alphas bolted out of the room, presumably to share the excitement with their lovers.
Hajime smiled as the table erupted into happy chatter. A wonderful surprise it was, but definitely not unexpected. Though he didn’t interact with Koushi often, the omega’s garden that greeted him at the entrance of the palace grounds held a new scent. Notes of flowery pheromones smelled heavier and sweeter in the recent weeks. Pregnancy would also explain Keiji’s strange behavior.
Sometimes he and Koutarou would invite Hajime to spar with them, to which he graciously accepted each time. His brother put his strength to the test, sending firm and fierce attacks his way without fail. To contrast, his brother-in-law challenged his reflexes and kept Hajime sharp with precise and lightning-quick jabs. The third prince recalled a recent incident during their group training from a few days prior. Normally, he attacked full force, never feeling the need to hold back with Keiji since he was equally skilled and had no issue parrying the attacks or dodging them completely. However, in their last match, the omega stumbled like a novice, catching Hajime’s charge head-on before falling back. This earned him a hefty scolding from his brother, his inner alpha upset that someone had hurt his mate.
The first couple to return to the table was Daichi and Koushi with staggered breaths and teary eyes. The emotions could be felt all around since everyone knew how badly the couple wanted this baby. They had been trying for so long and finally, the Gods had answered their prayers.
Minutes later Keiji and Koutarou returned hand in hand and covered in each other's scents. Swollen lips explained their prolonged absence from breakfast in addition to the new trail of love bites that littered the omega’s neck. Hajime felt like laughing at the stark contrast between the celebrations of his two brothers.
“What’d we miss,” Koutarou smiled innocently as he pulled Keiji’s chair out for him.
Tetsurou snickered. “ You missed the fact that your pants are on backward.”
Keiji choked on his water and the eastern queen cleared her throat before shooting a scolding glare towards her son.
Through smiles and congratulations, Hajime watched the dejected expression on his mother’s face. While the northern and western queens reminisced about their own pregnancies and voiced their excitement about becoming grandmothers, the southern queen sighed before looking longingly at the two smiling omegas.
The third prince could guess what she was thinking, rolling his eyes as he considered the possibility of fathering his own kids. Even if it were to happen, it certainly wouldn’t be anytime soon.
_
If there was one thing the Southern Kingdom did best, it would be celebrating. And they certainly loved to celebrate. The past few years had been marked with one elaborate event after another, including Shoyo’s farewell to boarding school, Daichi’s coronation, and many more. The past two engagement ceremonies had been beautiful commemorations of a union between an alpha and an omega, but they would be nothing compared to the upcoming royal wedding.
It was to be extravagant, unlike anything the kingdom had seen before. Furthermore, it would be a joint wedding, one with two brides and two grooms. The reasons being that weddings take months to plan and prepare for, months that the royal family simply didn’t have with two pregnant omegas.
It was Southern tradition for the bride and groom to wed after the first signs of pregnancy and coincidentally, both omegas were expecting at the same time. Luckily, the preparations had been in motion since Daichi and Koushi’s engagement ceremony almost a year prior, so everything could be gathered in time.
Festivities would last the whole day, from the bride’s and groom's procession through the capital square just after sunrise to the noble banquet and ball before sunset. Vows would be exchanged for an audience of just the four royal families in the late afternoon.
While the most important roles were held by his brothers, Hajime still had the significant task of ensuring the safety of the city and palace during the event. With all the bustle of the wedding, it could be easier for criminals and assassins to strike unnoticed. The third prince therefore busied himself throughout the week, discussing where to station soldiers along the procession path and assigning guards to the palace locations that would require the most surveillance.
After overseeing the entirety of the morning’s procession, Hajime stood at the altar beside Koutarou, acting as his groomsman. Tetsurou stood beside Daichi as the entire room anticipated the arrival of the brides. A steady music began to play and Shoyo appeared at the doors of the palace cathedral holding a basket of white rose petals. Typically flowergirls and boys were a tad bit younger, but the teenaged omega practically begged for a role in the wedding alongside his brothers.
Hajime grinned slightly as he observed his youngest brother. Shoyo was dressed in a stunning, two-piece cobalt blue gown adorned with golden crystals from the southern mines. His jewelry was simple, mostly opal stones placed strategically to tame his wild mane of orange that had grown in the years away. As he walked down the aisle with the true poise of a royal omega, Hajime could see what all that time at the boarding school had done for his brother. Gone was the mischievous ball of sunshine who cried every time his brothers made fun of him, replaced by a beautiful and elegant prince.
That was until the omega stumbled slightly, eyes going wide as he steadied himself to prevent making a scene in front of the royal attendance. Hajime chuckled as his brother suddenly smiled, full-toothed, pearly-white and beaming as he continued his walk. Still the same old Shoyo.
The audience stood up from their seats as a change in the music signaled the entrance of the brides. Despite the gentle string melody that filled the air, Hajime could clearly hear Koutarou suck in a deep breath as he caught sight of Keiji emerging from outside.
The omega’s wedding dress consisted of a white blouse and skirt, decorated with intricate patterns of pearls and diamonds. The bottom of the skirt, which held frills and pleats of delicate lace, extended far down the aisle only to be trumped by the sheer white veil that sat atop dark curls. It cascaded down the back of Keiji’s body and hung over his features as well. In addition to the shimmering jewels that adorned his neck and ears, white flowers accompanied a dainty silver crown at its rightful place on the omega’s head.
As Keiji claimed the spot by Koutarou’s side, he handed his bouquet of white calla lilies to Yukie, his childhood best friend from the Eastern Kingdom and maid of honor. The alpha lifted his veil slowly, eyes watering as the breathtaking face of his omega came into view. Hajime wondered if he had been reminded of the first time they met, when lifting a similar drape had introduced Koutarou to the love of his life. The third prince, no matter how brutish he might have seemed, felt warm as Keiji raised his gloved hand to wipe a stray tear that had slipped down the cheek of his older brother.
Once again, the gathered royals turned their heads toward the second figure to appear before the aisle. There were a few gasps that resonated through the chamber, mostly since Koushi wasn’t a royal and therefore his beauty had been a secret for many. Hajime couldn’t see Daichi’s face with their current arrangement but he knew the alpha must have gotten emotional witnessing the arrival of his beautiful bride.
Koushi dressed slightly more modestly than the other omega, a single-piece gown covering his whole midriff in a silky drape. It was, however, backless with delicate crystals descending down the expanse of his spine. The train extended just as far back as his veil which was made of an intricate lace pinned to his silver hair. White roses adorned his locks which had been pinned up in a weave of braids, curls, and ribbons. A grand golden crown completed his look, one that would soon permanently reside on the head of the new queen. He appeared ethereal as a celestial maiden ascending the steps of heaven.
The omega’s bouquet of white hydrangeas was passed on to his father along with a tearful hug, a touching reunion as he hadn’t properly seen the man since the departure from the Northern Kingdom. Hajime guessed Sugawara-sensei would have been proud that Daichi stayed true to his word in making this common omega his rightful queen.
The priest droned on and the third prince took this time to survey the room. Each royal family resided in their own sections of the cathedral pews. He observed the front rows of the leftmost Eastern family. Suguru sat with his wife Mika who held a small infant in her arms, likely the heir to the Eastern kingdom. In the row behind them were two other omegas, concubines with swollen bellies indicating that the alpha still hadn’t mended his playboy ways even after becoming a father.
He looked over at the next section reserved for the Southern family, taking in the sight of his father and the four queens. The rows behind seated advisors and nobles alike. Hajime suddenly locked eyes with a scowling man who appeared as if he wanted to rip him apart with his bare hands. He was tall with reddish hair and an eerie expression, and it didn’t take long for the alpha to realize that he was the new head of the Satori family. He earned a similar reaction upon glancing at the two alpha heads of the Ojiro clan, understandable due to the way he had bluntly insulted their prized omegas only recently.
Hajime then surveyed the Western section, scanning over the royal family. Next to the Western king and queen sat a tall black-haired alpha. Nephew of the crown, Tobio had become well known in recent years due to his swordsmanship and athletic prowess despite his young age. He was a student at the boarding school the Southern princes had also attended and couldn’t have been much older than Shoyo. He would make a fine commander down the line and Hajime was almost jealous that Koutarou would get to work with him in the future. As he let his gaze wander the pews, he took in the many unfamiliar faces. Although each row had been filled, the alpha felt that something was missing.
Or rather… someone.
There was no way he could have missed the most famous face in the entire land. Hajime’s eyes darted across the sections in search of the one and only omega whose name had become synonymous with the goddess of beauty over the years. Finally, he found what he was looking for in the far-right Northern Kingdom. Beside the newly crowned Wakatoshi sat Prince Tooru in all his glory. He looked slightly out of place amongst the stoic warriors of the north, like a willow surrounded by a grove of mighty oaks.
It was certainly surprising that he had been allowed the seat next to his alpha while the rest of the northern omegas were confined to the back-most row. Part of Hajime wanted to roll his eyes at the clear show of favoritism due to the omega’s beauty. Yet, the other wanted to applaud the prince for his ability to command such power in a hostile environment like the Northern royal family.
Brown hair was hardly a rare color but in the sea of silvers and blacks, Tooru’s auburn locks shone like polished wood. There wasn’t a single blemish on his vibrant skin, not a freckle or a scratch present on his rosy cheeks. Not to mention his nose, often the feature that ruined one's face, was perfect from the height of the bridge to the size of his nostrils. Hajime looked at those lashes next, naturally long and jet black, the kind most prostitutes glued onto their lids to achieve that alluring look. As if on cue, copper-brown eyes were suddenly staring right back at him. To save his pride as an alpha, the Southern prince chose not to avert his gaze, now locked in a dangerous staring game with the omega whose plush lips curled up into a smirk.
The crowd rose once more, Tooru included, who directed his attention back to the couples at the altar. With a steady applause, both alphas captured their omegas’ lips in a deep kiss to seal the bond. Though he brought his palms together as well, Hajime felt uneasy. He shook his head, wondering what the outcome might have been if Wakatoshi-san had caught the other alpha eyeing his omega so plainly.
_
The royal ball was already in full swing by the time the sun set. After such an elaborate feast, it was surprising how many guests were still up to dance. Many donned the southern style of dress to attend, exposed chests and midriffs on even the most modest of attendees.
Hajime included, changed out of his groomsmen attire for black pants and a drape across his bare chest. He even put on gold earrings and a chain, a request from his mother to distinguish him as a true Southern prince.
The prince had been entertaining a cocktail for the last hour, not really in the mood to get drunk. Besides, it was clear that Tetsu was consuming enough alcohol to sustain the both of them. To the lively sounds of a stringed orchestra, omegas, betas, and alphas alike approached his brother, pulling him out for a dance. Like a routine, Tetsurou handed Hajime his cup before coming back to claim it only to be dragged again and again.
With the two sets of newlyweds busy entertaining one guest after another, Hajime was stuck babysitting Shoyo. The omega chattered away beside him, talking about random moments from his boarding school experience and pointing out his classmates amongst the crowd. He also made many unsuccessful attempts at sneaking sips from his brother’s drink.
“Please Hajime! I just want to try one sip!” he pouted until the alpha had become so annoyed that he had to oblige.
Hajime handed him Tetsurou’s drink. “Fine, but only a little. Tetsu’s got a wild tolerance so this stuff is definitely strong.”
Without warning, Shoyo gulped the entire thing down, the alcohol taking effect almost immediately. Minutes later, he looked like a sunset: orange hair, flushed face, golden jewelry, and a pale yellow dress. Hajime soon regretted his decision when the omega became ten times chattier, running his mouth like there was no tomorrow. Filterlessly, he bad-mouthed the omegas he didn’t like and praised the ones he tolerated. Then, as if someone had flipped a switch, Shoyo sighed and began sulking.
“What’s wrong?” Hajime indulged him with a chuckle.
“I wish I could be like them.”
The alpha followed his brother’s gaze to the corner of the ballroom, where the new brides welcomed the Northern royalty. He watched as Wakatoshi greeted Koushi, bringing his palm up to his lips before doing the same for Keiji. Once again, Hajime found himself searching for Tooru who wasn't at his alpha’s side this time. Strange, that the omega was never where he expected.
“Keiji-san is just so talented and strong...”
His eyes darted rapidly across the floor of dancing couples and partygoers as Shoyo kept talking.
“And Koushi-san is kind and smart, everything you could want in an omega.”
Hajime supposed Tooru might have changed out of his modest Northern garments into something more…free. Hell, even Wakatoshi, stubborn as he was, dressed in the signature Southern style.
“...and the fact that they’re both so beautiful. Like really, have you ever seen omegas more gorgeous?”
He was looking at one, finally spotting Tooru engaged in a waltz with another alpha. He was smiling, unbound like his hair that swayed as he was spun in a circle. There were turquoise beads and pearls woven into the strands, along with tiny seashells braided into small twists. If his face wasn’t already perfect, his body didn’t disappoint either. The omega’s blouse left little to the imagination, a deep aquamarine that cupped his breasts and nothing more. The bustier had hundreds of diamonds sewn on, as well as white silk frills along the cups and hem. Hung on the bend of his waist were dainty golden chains and crystals which led to his skirt fastened low on his hips.
Hajime watched as the omega left his current partner to pick up a new one, equally as eager to share a dance with the beauty. His gaze alternated between Tooru and Wakatoshi, confused that the alpha didn’t so much as cast a glance in his fiance’s direction. It was peculiar that someone as modest and old-fashioned as the northern king would let his future mate dress so provocatively and parade about the unmarried alphas of the kingdom.
After changing partners close to six more times, Tooru left the dance floor and made his way to his cousin Tobio, pulling the awkward young alpha by the arm as they made the rounds together.
“Really Hajime? You’re not even going to try to make me feel better?” Shoyo’s whining flooded back into his senses, allowing Hajime an opportunity to stop staring at the other omega.
He tried to recall what their current conversation had been about. “Give it a few years, baby brother,” Hajime ruffled his shiny orange locks. “Besides, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Who’s to say if a sapphire or amethyst crystal is prettier than a garnet?”
Shoyo gave his brother a glare while fixing his headdress that had become lopsided from the other’s teasing. Despite the annoyed face he tried to put out, the blush on his cheeks was still plenty apparent.
The older prince looked down towards the other. “I’m sure there’s an alpha out there who won't be able to keep his eyes off you-”
“C-Commander Hajime,” a lower voice stuttered, causing both Southerners to look up. “It’s an honor to meet you.”
All the prince could see was a head of dark hair since the visitor intended on bowing ninety degrees out of respect. By his side was Tooru, signature pretty grin on his face and even more beautiful up close as he simply lowered his head and fanned out his skirt. When Tobio stood straight, he made a choked sound in his throat upon noticing Shoyo.
Suddenly the younger omega gasped. “It’s you!”
Tobio stumbled on his words. “I could say the same thing!”
“Hmph!” Shoyo exclaimed, crossing his arms over his chest.
Hajime looked confusedly from his brother to the western alpha. “Do you know him?”
The fiery omega scoffed. “Know him? This bastard-”
Tooru suddenly spoke up. “That’s wonderful! If the two of you are already familiar, you must offer him a dance, Tobio.”
Averting his gaze, the dark-haired alpha begrudgingly held out his palm for the other to take. It took a few moments but Shoyo eventually rolled his eyes and accepted the offer, following the other to the floor as they eased into a dance.
With a voice smooth like liquor, Tooru began again. “It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Hajime-san.” He held out his hand and the alpha kissed it in greeting.
Nobody had ever approached Hajime during parties. Most of the time, he was too busy to partake in the festivities, instead tasked with maintaining security while on southern grounds. However, even when he was present, his brothers often told him that he looked far too intimidating to talk to.
“Likewise, Tooru-san,” he replied curtly.
After a beat of silence, the omega smiled. “You hold my attention.”
“And why is that?”
The prince laughed, sweet like honey. “Well, you’ve been staring at me all day. Looking my way during the ceremony and stalking me like a predator as I danced. It made me wonder if maybe you had something to say to me?”
Hajime thought of how to answer in the most indifferent way possible. “I apologize if my staring made you uncomfortable.”
“Oh not at all,” he said with a slight purr, moving closer to the alpha. Dangerously close.
Hajime’s eyes suddenly shifted to Wakatoshi who was now staring jarringly in his direction.
“I didn’t mind in the slightest. In fact, I was quite flattered to have caught the eye of the esteemed Commander Hajime.”
The alpha looked at him sternly before quickly finishing the rest of his drink. He cleared his throat, “Excuse me, but I must return to my brothers.”
As Hajime tried to step forward, Tooru blocked him with a palm to his chest. “It looks to me that they’re all quite busy.” He gestured to the dance floor where, sure enough, Shoyo was still blushing in the arms of Tobio as they moved together. Even Daichi and Koushi were waltzing, alongside Koutarou and Keiji. Tetsurou had just walked off the floor with a lady from the Eastern kingdom, steadily making way to get another drink.
Shit.
“Would you like to join them?” Tooru asked innocently, batting his eyelashes. “Dancing is quite fun when you have the right partner.”
The alpha didn’t like where this was going. “If you require a dancing partner, might I suggest Wakatoshi-san?”
The omega narrowed his eyes. “That won’t do,” he sighed, “I can dance with him whenever I want. And what I want right now, is to dance with you.”
As Tooru gracefully held out his hand for the other prince to take, Hajime observed the giant ring on his finger. The diamond has been cut into an elegant marquise, presumably by Wakatoshi’s own dagger. It was northern tradition for the groom to handcraft the engagement ring and it seemed that the new Northern king certainly had an eye for detail. It must have taken months to complete–the main stone was surrounded by smaller pink and blue crystals to make it appear like a flower. The surrounding metal was a pale gold, expertly welded into vines that wrapped around his slender finger. Wakatoshi had even managed to engrave the Northern family signet into the side of the band.
“I apologize Tooru-san, but I’m afraid it would be too inappropriate to share a dance with someone else’s omega.”
Hajime regretted his tone as soon as the statement left his lips. Especially since he said it loud enough that a good portion of the surrounding guests stopped to look at him. Though he had just unintentionally insulted the omega, implying that he was the property of his alpha, Tooru’s smile never left his pretty face.
The Southern alpha felt like an asshole for his words yet before he could correct himself, it seemed like Tetsurou was already three steps ahead. His younger brother had overheard the conversation on his way back, forcefully handing his new drink to Hajime and lightly shoving him out of the way. He bowed before the omega, bringing his outstretched hand to his lips.
“Forgive my brother, Tooru-san. He’s a rather belligerent beast yet to be tamed.”
Hajime frowned, but he stayed silent.
Tetsurou looked up at the omega with his signature flirty smirk. “Allow me to offer you a dance in his place. If you permit it.”
Tooru giggled as the strings of the orchestra moved into a more upbeat tune. “It would be my pleasure,” he said playfully, allowing the fourth prince to lead him back to the floor. As they walked away, Tetsurou turned back to his brother, shooting him a look of distaste.
Hajime sighed when the music resumed in full swing, relieved that his brother stepped in when he did. He wouldn’t have known how to properly apologize, and he would have been more uncertain about what to say if the omega persisted and asked again. Lord knows what Wakatoshi would have done if Hajime had caved and accepted the dance.
Tetsurou twirled the western omega and Hajime watched the golden light from the chandelier bounce off the jewels on his teal-colored skirt. It reminded him of the sun glinting on the sea at daybreak.
The alpha searched for more familiar faces on the floor, finding Koushi in a lively dance with his father. Keiji was off talking to his family from the east, but there was no sign of Daichi or Koutarou. It alarmed him further when he realized that Shoyo and Tobio were nowhere to be seen. He panicked internally, leaving his position to hunt down his youngest brother.
Leaving a young, unmated, drunk omega with an equally young, unmated, potentially drunk alpha was probably one of the stupidest things Hajime could have done. He paced about the room first, groaning when the pair still couldn’t be spotted. Then he tried the area just outside the ballroom, where some older nobles and royals were entertaining drinks away from the noise and bustle of the main floor. Still, he found them nowhere.
Hajime practically ran to the gardens, a short walk away but still completely accessible to the partygoers. Sure enough, there they were, standing side by side in the stone pavilion overlooking the shimmering water. It seemed like an innocent conversation, and so the alpha crept forward slowly not wanting to startle the couple.
“You’re not a bad dancer…for someone who can’t even reach my shoulders,” Tobio said, uncharacteristically smooth. Nothing like the stuttering kid Hajime had pinned him as.
“Shut up you oaf,” Shoyo giggled back, uncharacteristically flirty. Absolutely nothing like the whiny baby Hajime knew him to be.
Without warning, the tall alpha leaned down, capturing the omega’s lips in a gentle kiss. Hajime held in a gasp, fighting the urge to jump out and drag him away…at least until he watched his brother pull the other closer and deepen the kiss. The older alpha permitted it for a few minutes so that Shoyo wouldn’t sulk about a ruined moment.
When he felt it had been long enough, Hajime stepped on a branch intentionally, allowing a crack to resonate through the space. The two pulled away from each other almost immediately, blushed cheeks red enough to be seen even in the dim lighting.
“Hajime-”
“Apologies, but I need you both to return to the ball,” He said sternly and watched them scurry back down the path toward the palace.
It was a close call, the alpha thought. Any longer and they might have gotten themselves into a tricky situation. As he began walking back as well, Hajime listened to the still summer air for a moment. There was a slight whispering coming from behind the bushes, and he carefully made his way to the source. He spotted Koutarou and Daichi, their expressions indicating that the discussion at hand must have been serious. Before he could make his presence known, the alpha heard the worst.
“Hajime’s not going to like it, but I need you to go through with this anyway.”
He hid himself to listen further, curious as to what they were plotting against him.
Daichi’s voice filled the air. “I don’t understand why you can’t just sit down and ask him nicely.”
“You don’t understand,” Koutarou practically shouted. “We’ve discussed it before, well not in this context, but he was adamant on staying right where he was.”
“And what exactly did this conversation entail?”
“Well firstly, we flipped a coin to decide who would handle the Western military and who would take the East,” the second prince explained, “And then years later when I found out I was meant to take an Eastern bride, I asked if we could switch our duties to allow me to become more familiar with the eastern family.”
“He didn’t agree to this?”
“Not at all! He got defensive, saying that they were his men and he couldn’t possibly speak for the skill level of the Western recruits. Said that he would switch only if he really wanted to.”
Daichi thought for a moment. “Koutarou, the circumstances are a lot different now. Just tell him straight–that Keiji wants to be close to his mother for the duration of the pregnancy and raise the baby partially in the east. Indicate that you want to be there for your wife and child without stopping your commander duties entirely.”
“Look, brother, that man is an oaf with no knowledge about love or what it compels one to do. He simply does whatever he pleases and won't take orders from anyone unless it’s coming directly from the king.”
“You’re not wrong,” his oldest brother chuckled dryly.
“Besides,” Koutarou took up a quieter, solemn tone, “The matter goes beyond a simple swap of commander duties. I am positive you recall a certain meeting held two years ago. Me, you, and Tooru.”
Hajime’s trained ears picked up on the whisper of the omega’s name. He was upset enough that Koutarou and Daichi were planning to order him to the west, in such a way that wouldn’t allow him to protest or argue it whatsoever. In other words: out of his control. It confused him more that Tooru had been brought into the conversation, and he decided to listen further despite the fact that he longed to insert himself into the discussion, forcing his brothers to hear him out.
Koutarou kept talking. “He requires protection to achieve his plan. Protection that I can no longer provide with a pregnant mate on my mind. Still, time is running out for the Western king and we have already pledged our support to Tooru’s cause.”
“I know, I know. It just- he’s our brother and I fear he will hate us forever if we go through with it.”
“Daichi, it pains me to bring this up, but our conversation after Koushi’s trial on the day you brought him home... You gave me your word that if there was anything I desired in the future, you’d do everything in your power to make it happen.”
“And this is what you truly desire?”
“It’s what I want more than anything.”
The new king sighed. “Then you have my word. I’ll give the order tomorrow.”
Koutarou smiled in the light. “I’m forever grateful,” he patted his shoulder, “Come, we'd better get back to the party. I’m sure they’ll worry if we're gone too long.”
As his brothers left the garden, Hajime gritted his teeth, slumping back against the tree he was hiding behind. Did they think him so incompetent and stubborn to refuse such a sensible request? He would have been willing to negotiate commander duties with Koutarou if the cause was this important. What he still couldn't decipher was his brothers’ promise to Tooru and why it involved him. Hajime pondered the thought as he stayed out in the garden until the chatter and laughter of the ball died down into the late night and the sun rose into the next dreaded day.
Notes:
He's in for a long ride.
Chapter 15: Overcame with a feeling I can't explain: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Change by J. Cole.
Notes:
Hello and thank you for joining me for another chapter!! Honestly, it was a bit difficult writing this one because there was so much content I wanted to squeeze into it. From what I outlined, this chapter was meant to tackle a huge chunk of Tooru's backstory, but even after 24 freaking pages, I felt that there was still so much more I wanted to say. While this is the longest chapter I have EVER written, it's a whole lot of dialogue, so I hope that doesn't get too confusing to follow. As always, I had a blast writing this and wanted to share as soon as possible. It was incredible reading all the wonderful comments you guys left on the last chapter so I hope this one doesn't disappoint. Eitherway, please send any feedback my way. I truly appreciate all the patience and support <3
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To the surprise of his brothers, Hajime didn’t fight the order when it came. He didn’t so much as lift a finger, simply acknowledging that Daichi’s word was law and there wasn’t much he could do about it. What he truly loved was the sheer looks of guilt on the faces of his older brothers, ashamed that they had misjudged the third prince and acted so unfairly. The southern alpha felt it was a necessary compensation they would have to live with, at the expense of his autonomy.
He reached the western kingdom in due time, leaving his few belongings in Koutarou’s old room within the higher-ranking sector of the soldiers' barracks. Only a day with the new men allowed Hajime to observe his brother’s competence as a commander. The recruits were strong and disciplined, with raw power enough to shake the ground. Their limitations, however, certainly didn’t go unnoticed. Koutarou had a knack for short-range attacks, ambushing in a head-on collision—a test of strength more than anything. His soldiers acted in the same way, some a bit too sloppy for Hajime’s taste. Strength without practiced direction was about as meaningless as a wooden sword on the battlefield. If Keiji wasn’t pregnant, the alpha might have liked to use him to mentor the cadets on the importance of precise and calculated swordsmanship.
The new commander set the western men off with some long-range practice, archery to start, a trade that his brother often brushed aside. He then ran drills of speed, forcing the burly muscular men to sprint back and forth to the point of exhaustion. After enough tormenting, partly to work off his anger at being forced to adapt to this new environment, Hajime left the soldiers to attend to more important matters with the Western royals.
He had been summoned to the palace, presumably by the western king to discuss future plans and whatnot. Hajime bathed and dressed properly this time before taking the carriage sent for him through the capital city and to the palace. As he looked out the window, he compared the surroundings of the west to the south and east. The streets were equally packed with pedestrians, but that was where the similarities ended. Everything was different, from the towers and buildings that shot far into the sky to the uptight style of dress sported by men and women alike. Hajime himself wore a buttoned-up shirt with thick trousers and boots. The lingering winds from the spring months made such clothing acceptable, but the alpha shuddered at the thought of donning this getup in the humid heat of the southern kingdom.
The interiors of the western palace were unlike the others he had seen as well. While the South utilized the rich gold mines, creating gaudy accents of the element in every arch or passageway, the West seemed to prefer silver. Shimmering vines and spirals ran up stone columns with intricately carved figures and statues positioned at each corner of the room. The king received him with a firm handshake and a quick briefing of the palace grounds. Though the older man only glossed over the majority of the palace, he droned on and on about the various studies going on in the palace.
First, they entered an incredibly large room with an open window-paned ceiling. Even larger was the apparatus of broad lenses placed in the center and pointed up at the sky. The prince watched as people in capes peered into the smallest lens before jotting down coordinates onto parchment. Decorating the room were large charts denoting constellations and other calculations as well as a multitude of stray papers strewn across the floor. In another wing, there were botanists surrounding gardens stacked atop each other, tending to strange-looking plants that were submerged in colored liquids. Further inside, jars of similar flora were stacked on high shelves as people in uniform ground the contents to a pulp before adding it to another mixture.
“In case you were wondering,” the king began, “They’re cultivating plants to create more potent medicines.”
True, it was throughout the nation and even lands beyond that Hajime’s father was regarded as the most competent and revolutionary leader in the nation's history. However, the alpha felt that the Western king was quite deserving of the title as well. It was due to his forward thinking and keen eye for innovation that the West had been transformed from the poorest of the kingdoms to the second richest (trailing only slightly off the southern kingdom).
Of course, many had wondered how such extreme change was warranted for a kingdom lacking natural resources, waterways, or even foreign exports. The North, for example, was abundant in raw materials such as lumber, steel, and coal, which they had been trading since the beginning of the nation. The south, similarly, was rich in precious metals with mines full of exotic gems and even brimming with gold, silver, and platinum. Furthermore, the bordering Southern Sea promoted much trade with lands abroad, raking up a substantial fortune from that alone. The eastern kingdom, though currently the poorest of the four, had been able to sustain itself purely through the promotion of fine artistry and the manufacturing of luxury products to sell through the south. Whether it was paintings, porcelain, fragrances, or cosmetics, no one did it better than the East.
So that left the West—for years the black sheep of the group—under the constant torment of war, just barely getting by with bits of trade between the kingdoms. That was until his majesty the Western king, still a prince at the time, saw the issue as a challenge and got to work immediately. He had traveled his land to search for anything of value and become familiar with the struggles of his people, only to be enlightened with a wonderful discovery. Trapped within the confines of a place stricken with poverty, the young prince had uncovered his subjects’ admirable drive to innovate and work around the barriers. They were smart and bright, creators of some of the most ingenious solutions the prince had ever witnessed. Among the greatest was a device made of various glass lenses to magnify an image far away, put together so that villagers could spot incoming enemy sieges and act quickly. Similarly, wax candles were hard to come by and burned far too quickly. In their stead came a glass bulb containing a glowing rod that could switch on and off and even burn for days.
Awed as he was, the prince had no clue how his people were able to create such incredible devices with the limited resources they possessed. He wondered what they could engineer if provided with all the world had to offer. Thus, he became their benefactor, scouting out the amazing minds of the land and promising to sponsor them through the endeavors. The prince didn’t care if they were alpha, omega, or beta. He hardly preferred a man or woman either, as long as they had an idea worth pursuing.
While the young prince was incredibly happy with the results of his beneficiaries, it soon occurred to him that the palace resources were dwindling. He thought long and hard about how to obtain a steady stream of stock to put his kingdom on the map and keep it there, ultimately deciding that he would need to negotiate ties between the three kingdoms to barter raw materials for his new technologies. Sure, the task was clear but resoundingly arduous since the kingdoms had not yet been united, still harboring tension from past wars and years of disagreements. Finally, as if the gods had heard his thoughts, a proclamation came that the newly crowned southern king would be uniting the kingdoms. And so the Western prince struck while the iron was hot, engaging in discussions with the new leaders and establishing an intricate weave of trade agreements. For his people, he had secured a constant supply of resources from both the north and south, even attaining the creation of a separate port along the Southwest border purely for Western goods alone.
Though the trade network took a few years to settle, the Western king had already secured the future of his people by the time of his coronation. Initially, the West only put out inventions for easier living, but when the means to expand came along, the king wasted no time exploring sciences and disciplines beyond. And mere decades later, the Western Kingdom had established itself as the continent’s epicenter of technology and advancements.
“There’s something I’d like to show you, Hajime,” the older alpha smiled as he beckoned him into a better-ventilated room outside the main laboratory. The clanging of steel and the smell of coal made it obvious that they were entering a forge.
The king handed him a leather scabbard, slightly heavy in his hand due to the embellished silver chape, as well as the obvious sword housed inside. As he unsheathed the blade, Hajime’s eyes grew wide, his mouth agape.
“This is–!” he trailed off in fascination, his gaze flitting to the king who was already staring at him with a smile.
“Carbon-infused steel. I thought you might like it.”
Excitedly, he juggled the grip between his hands, admiring the lightweight and flexibility of the blade as it twisted and vibrated in the air. “But this material is almost impossible to mold, let alone smith. How on Earth was this made?”
The western alpha laughed heartily. “My dear boy, with due time you’ll find that here in the Western kingdom, nothing is impossible.” He snapped his finger and servants rushed to bring a hefty piece of a tree trunk before him. “You’re welcome to try it out,” he said, outstretching his palm towards the piece of wood.
With a smirk, Hajime ran his palm along the grip of the sword admiring the beautiful artistry along the pommel. There were silver roses welded into spirals, detailed enough that he could see each petal and thorn. The prince swung the weapon expertly, slicing the block in one quick motion and earning him quiet applause from the limited presence in the room.
Hajime lowered his head in respect. “To what do I owe such a wonderful gift?”
The king smiled and for a second he looked like someone familiar. “Well, we thought of it as a thank you, for disrupting your routine and forcing you to come west.”
We? The alpha pondered as he bowed once more. “I’ll treasure it, your majesty. Thank you.”
“Certainly, commander,” the older royal looked at the band on his wrist, “Ah well, it seems I’m late for a meeting. Before you leave Hajime, do visit the gardens.” He pointed to a large set of doors down the hall, “You may not find them as interesting as the sword, but they are quite beautiful.”
After the conversation ended, Hajime entered the gardens as instructed, starting along a path of flattened stones. Instantly, his senses were flooded with the overbearing scent of roses. Now, one might expect that a garden would smell of flowers but this was something intense. And upon further inspection, each bush, tree, leaf, or branch was adorned with roses for as far as the eye could see.
More interesting was the range of colors that the roses appeared in. First, Hajime walked along a trail decorated by the purest of white flowers, large enough that one might have mistaken them for perched doves. The white petals blended into a delightful maze of yellow, with some roses holding a light, parchment-like color and others, as vibrant as a sunbeam. The prince kept along the trail, amazed to find green roses, camouflaged in the leaves but still formed into complete florets. A few paces down were pinks of all shades—pale pastels, deep fuchsias, and even orange-coralish colors. He crossed under an arch of light purples organized elegantly above the pathway, then noticed the grove of incredibly vibrant red roses. Never had he seen such rich shades of red, like they had been dipped in blood. When the floral scent became far too overwhelming, Hajime began back down the path to where he came from.
“Leaving without saying goodbye?”
The alpha stood still at the familiar sound of Tooru’s voice. He looked around the empty path for him, wondering if he had simply hallucinated. The truth was that Hajime had been feeling rather guilty since their last encounter in the southern kingdom, looking for the perfect moment to apologize for his words. A swish from the trees above him gave away the omega’s location as Hajime peered up to the sight of the beauty seated along a thick branch.
The sun shone on Tooru’s pale yellow gown that draped over his raised knees. He set the book he was reading down in his lap and smiled down at the alpha.
“Tooru,” the southerner lowered his head in greeting.
The breeze blew around them, shaking some leaves from the tree and rustling the pages of the omega’s book.
His hair held a single yellow rose resting against his ear. “We meet again, Hajime-san.”
The westerner swung his legs over the branch, his skirt swishing about revealing the white of his lace underskirt. Hajime didn’t know why he looked away.
“Is my gift to your liking?”
“Pardon?” he looked back up in confusion.
The omega smiled. “That sword at your hip. I commissioned it as gratitude for your transfer. Father was about to present you with a silver band,” he laughed to himself, “But I felt that a weapon of some kind would be of more use.”
How strange, Hajime thought, that someone who had met him only once could present him with the gift of a lifetime. “Thank you,” he spoke genuinely, “It’s a lovely blade indeed. I shall treasure it.”
During the beats of silence, the alpha sighed to himself. “Listen Tooru, I’ve been meaning to apologize for the last time we spoke. Those words…I hardly meant any of them-”
“Say Commander,” Tooru cut him off, “If I were to request your help getting down from this tree, would you offer your hand or…” he giggled, “Would you insist that I wait for Wakatoshi?”
Hajime took his joke as a sign of forgiveness, rolling his eyes before making his way just under the branch and holding out his arm for the other to take. The omega wasn’t terribly high up that he couldn’t be caught, yet slightly too high to jump down without injuring his legs. It made the alpha wonder how he had managed to get up in the first place.
Instead of grabbing the southerner’s palm, Tooru handed him the book from his lap. Before Hajime could question the action, the omega jumped from the branch.
“Hey!” The alpha shouted as he moved frantically, catching the other in his arms just in time.
The leaves rained down on them as Hajime processed what had just happened. He had one palm underneath the prince’s knees and the other around his upper back, holding onto the Westerner like a princess from a fairytale.
“What the bloody hell were you thinking!” The alpha scolded only to be silenced by the omega’s unbounded laughter. He wondered how someone could still look good even with bits of leaves and yellow grains of pollen stuck in their hair. With their faces only inches apart, Hajime could smell him clearly, the rose-scented pheromones clouding his senses with a ferocity befitting a dominant royal omega.
“As expected of a commander, your reflexes are quite magnificent, “Tooru praised. “The same could be said about these arms,” he smirked as his gaze flitted to the alpha’s biceps that bulged at the places he was holding the other.
Hajime sighed. “Go on, get down then.”
“But so soon?” the omega teased, wrapping his arms around the southerner’s neck. “Why not stay like this a bit longer? I reckon you wouldn’t drop me, hmm?”
It was the truth. Hajime couldn’t have dropped Tooru even if he wanted to with the way the Westerner held a grip on his neck. But it was a truly dangerous position to be in, holding a taken omega in his arms—no matter the circumstances. As if the timing couldn’t be worse, the clunking of boots against the floor began to resound through the garden.
“Tooru!”
Hajime’s stomach dropped at the sound of Wakatoshi’s voice, loud and clear. “Get down dammit!” he began to whisper-shout. “If your fiancé catches us like this-”
The alpha watched as Tooru slid a thumb against his rouge-covered lips, smudging a red stain down onto his chin before swiping the excess from his finger onto Hajime’s lips.
“Tooru, where are you?” the northern alpha’s voice grew closer and closer.
It was at that moment that Hajime realized he had been used as a pawn in the omega’s pitiful scheme. A scheme that had been in play from the moment he stepped foot in the gardens. The overwhelming and almost nauseating scent of roses was due to Tooru’s pheromones which he had been steadily releasing to fill the space. The rouge was the finishing touch, false evidence of a kiss that had never been, painting poor Hajime as the secret paramour.
“To-”
Hajime watched as it all played out in slow motion. Wakatoshi stumbled upon them, the expression on his face never faltering yet his minty pheromones heightened with such an intensity that the air around them turned icy.
“Wakatoshi,” the omega began in a rather helpless tone, one the southerner had never heard. “I wasn’t expecting you.”
The taller alpha didn’t address his fiance, flat-out ignoring him to turn his attention to the other prince. “It seems that I’ve let a snake into my garden.”
Hajime fumed, letting his own pheromones grow in power without a care for how the omega in his arms was faring. Maybe now he would finally get down and fix this mess. “Look, I don’t fucking know what you’ve dragged me into but you better set things right,” he all but growled.
He started toward the other alpha. “Wakatoshi-san, this is not what-”
Tooru jumped back down onto the ground, quickly placing his palm over the alpha’s mouth and looking at him for a single moment. Hajime wished he could remain upset however, it was in that single moment that the omega’s expression spoke louder than any words would have. Brown eyes pleaded for him to play along, yet his lips were stern and unwavering. There was something in the way he looked at him that the alpha felt compelled to listen, reassured that everything would be alright.
The omega ran toward his fiancé, grabbing onto his arm. “Spare him, Wakatoshi! It was I who seduced Hajime, therefore you mustn't be upset with anyone but me!”
The northerner was silent, glancing from Tooru to the other alpha. “A man rendered powerless by the temptations of an omega has no right to call himself an alpha.” Finally, he addressed his fiancée. “I’ve been nothing but compliant to your disobedience, Tooru. I went against my family, even turned my back on the morals of Northern royalty. I treated you with respect, showered you with beautiful gifts and treasures; I promised you the life of a queen. Yet, despite all the time and effort I put into our union, you’ve betrayed me.”
Hajime watched as Tooru stepped back, his aura suddenly rivaling that of the alpha. “After all I’ve done, how could I continue to accept your adoration?”
Suddenly Wakatoshi laughed, the first time Hajime had seen it, and judging by the omega’s reaction, perhaps it was the first time the westerner had witnessed it as well. He stalked toward Tooru, taking the omega's hand and bringing it to his lips. “That’s right, you’ve lost me.” His smile dropped. “But isn’t that what you wanted from the start?”
“You knew…”
“Did you think me so naive?” He chuckled, “It seems the only true miscalculation on my part was believing that you could actually grow to love me.”
Wakatoshi turned his back on the two, starting back down the path. “If you both believe that I will turn a blind eye to this, you are sorely mistaken.” He looked back, “The sharp sword of betrayal is double-edged.”
Once the sound of his footsteps had turned quiet, Tooru let out a long exhale, wiping the smudged makeup from his chin. Hajime did the same before breaking the silence. “Does he always speak in tongues like that?”
The omega sent a weak smile back before his knees wobbled and he collapsed toward the floor. Though before he could hit the ground, the commander had rushed over, those lightning-quick reflexes put to the test once more. He meant it when he said he would never drop the prince.
“Hey,” he tried gently, “Are you alright?”
Tooru forced a smile, “I will be, just give me a moment to calm down.”
A lighter pair of footsteps began to sound frantically down the path and Hajime felt compelled to slip away to avoid another unfamiliar situation. However, he was held in place with a squeeze to his bicep.
“Don’t worry,” the omega whispered.
A servant with pinkish-brown hair and scrappy bangs rushed in out of breath.
“Makki,” the westerner addressed their new guest, “Why are you so frantic?”
The visitor wheezed. “Tooru, your father—!”
At that, the prince was up on his feet as if he had never collapsed in the first place. “What about my father?”
“He’s suffered a stroke! You must come quick!”
Hajime followed Tooru’s lead as he dashed through the gardens and then the palace, trailing him as he sprinted up a spiral staircase and into his father’s bedroom. The alpha remained at the doorway as the other prince rushed to the bedside where the king rested. He watched as the Westerner grabbed the old man’s hand.
“Father…how did this-”
“If it weren’t for your insolence his majesty would still be standing!” Two advisors burst into the room.
“How dare you enter here,” Tooru said coldly, “Taking advantage of this poor man even on his dying breath!”
One of the men began to cackle and Hajime wrinkled his nose as he picked up on a bit of his pheromones. “You speak as if this whole ordeal isn’t the consequence of your actions. The naive omega doesn’t have a clue how his father suffered.”
The other spoke up. “It was your fiancé who waltzed into the throne room informing us that he was annulling the engagement on the grounds of your infidelity. Furthermore, that northern brute went so far as to dissolve the alliance between our two kingdoms, taking the trade agreements down with it!”
“To think he would stoop so low…” the omega muttered to himself.
Hajime suddenly felt dread fill in the pit of his stomach. If Wakatoshi had severed the ties between the North and the West, had he also touched the alliance between the North and South? He closed his eyes, praying that he wouldn’t grow to regret the blind trust he placed in the omega earlier.
Suddenly there was a hoarse sound that came from the king as he opened his mouth.
“T-Tooru,” he whispered, calling his son over with the last bit of strength he could muster.
“Father, I never meant-”
“I k-know, dear boy. But y-you must make it right…Promise me you’ll fix this.”
The omega kissed his hand. “You have my word.”
And with that, the older man closed his eyes, a smile on his face as he breathed his last.
Only days later, Daichi and Koushi arrived in the Western Kingdom to discuss the matter at hand. To Hajime’s surprise, his brother wasn’t upset in the slightest. He recalled the conversation they had, a secret meeting camouflaged as an innocent tea party in the rose gardens.
“Koushi-san, I’m absolutely thrilled that you decided to accompany your husband. I wished to show you the gardens and ask for some feedback on how I can improve them,” Tooru had started.
“What an honor to be requested by you. I must say this garden is already magnificent. How ever did you cultivate roses in such an array of hues?” The other omega drew out long enough for any prying ears to lose interest.
It was Daichi’s turn to speak. “Let me start with my condolences. I can’t imagine how painful this must be. Uncle was an amazing ruler, may his soul live on in the kingdom's hearts and success.”
“Thank you for your kind words, Daichi. The West appreciates your support.”
The southern king became stern. “Now I must address the troubling news. Since you’ve dragged Hajime into this, Wakatoshi has retaliated against the Southern kingdom as well. He’s halted all trade and even forced Koutarou’s troops out. No persuasion from myself or the rest of my family has swayed him.”
The omega pursed his lips. “I truly apologize, Daichi. Had I known that the South would be directly affected, I never would have roped in your brother. If I’ve betrayed your trust, I wouldn't be offended if you distanced yourself from my cause.”
There it is again, Hajime thought to himself as Tooru’s cause was brought up. He wanted to insert himself, quickly asking all the questions he wished he could scream out. But brutish as the alpha was, even he knew when to sit quietly.
Daichi chuckled. “I never said I stopped trusting you. In fact, if I didn’t intend on seeing this through, I wouldn’t have pledged loyalty at the start.”
Tooru let a smile show. “I rather like you southern boys. Reliable, kind, righteous—I’ve yet to have a bad experience. Aside from…” he turned to face Hajime.
The alpha huffed, finally speaking up. “I do believe I’ve righted my wrongs. Surely my debt has been repaid,” he grumbled.
“Hmm, I’ll consider it,” the omega teased.
Hajime rolled his eyes, shaking his head at the amused glance shared between Koushi and his brother due to his banter with the Western prince. He shot them a look, “ Do not misunderstand, It’s not like that ,” was what he intended to convey and he hoped he didn’t have to spell it out for them.
“Truth be told, I’m hoping that Wakatoshi will come to his senses soon and take back the order,” Daichi admitted, sporting a look of concern. “But I’d like to devise a plan in case he doesn’t. My father was devastated when the proclamation came—it was as if his life’s work had been trampled on, and I can’t imagine what will happen if a war is declared. Seeing that the North hasn’t yet become hostile toward the East, it’s unclear who they might side with.”
Tooru sighed. “War is the worst-case scenario, and knowing Wakatoshi, this is just a blow to his ego nothing more. Cousin, right now this may seem like an empty promise, but I will set this right.”
With the way Tooru carried himself and spoke with such certainty, Hajime felt he could have passed for a king. His aura that surpassed even Keiji’s, matched something more on par with his brother’s, and gave the omega a leader's presence. The southerner felt it earlier in the gardens as well, when Tooru challenged Wakatoshi with the prowess of a natural-born ruler.
“And I don’t doubt you will,” Daichi spoke, “But it must be soon, before our Northern ally strays too far to the point of no return.”
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The rest of Hajime’s family joined for the funeral of the Western King, offering condolences to Tooru and his devastated mother who had remained in shock since the event. It was clear how much the king’s subjects loved him—it took the entire day to get through the crowds that flocked to bless his casket.
Though Suguru and the rest of the Eastern family attended the funeral, there was no sight of Wakatoshi nor any of the northern royals. Such controversy caused gossip to spread like wildfire at the event, and pretty soon a day set to commemorate the fallen king had turned into a frenzy of misinformation regarding Tooru’s broken engagement. Hajime could make out the insults amongst the conversation.
“That adulterous omega seems to think that beauty can excuse betrayal. Such a mistake killed his very own father.”
“He’s yet to shed even a single tear! That goes to show just how little he cares for the situation. How shameful.”
“Wakatoshi-sama did the right thing abandoning such a wretched creature.”
If Tooru had permitted it, Hajime could have made sure to escort the naysayers from the premises, maybe use a bit of violence to stop them from talking so casually about a situation they clearly knew nothing about. To be frank, even he didn’t know why the omega had acted the way he did earlier, but what he did know was it certainly was not for entertainment.
When dusk came and all the guests had begun their journeys back home, Hajime remained back at the Western palace. Instead of departing to the barracks, he offered to spend the night in the castle in case Tooru or his mother needed the protection, which the Western queen graciously accepted. The alpha was making his rounds to ensure that no troublesome presences had made their way into the building during the bustle of the funeral procession.
He noticed a light leaking into the hallway from a room at the end and stalked over quietly to investigate. Looking inside, he was surprised to see Tooru seated on a brown leather couch with a chess board out on the table in front of him. He was by himself but it felt as if a full game was in swing.
“You’re still awake? I assumed you’d be exhausted from the day’s events.” Hajime asked, leaning against the doorframe until the omega could allow him to enter.
Tooru laughed like he always did. “Exhausted I am, yet unable to fall asleep.”
He padded inside, looking around the room at the broad wooden desk covered with papers and the bookshelves stacked high with titles.
“This was father’s study,” the Westerner began, “He spent so many long nights here, working, planning, strategizing—it made my mother mad that he wouldn’t come to bed.”
The alpha’s eyes darted across the dark interior and then to the chess board on the table. The varnish on the checkers was slightly discolored but the set was beautiful. The white pieces had been carved from ivory and the blacks from ebony into intricate characters. After admiring the craftsmanship of the board, Hajime began to notice the game at hand. He chuckled, realizing that black had the advantage though Tooru was playing for white.
“It was my father who taught me how to play, on this very board in fact. He knew a thing or two about strategy.” The omega reached across and lifted the black rook 2 squares over, “We played so often that I memorized the moves he would use frequently. You might think it silly but it feels as if he’s still here, beating me at a simple game of chess.”
Tooru picked up the black queen and moved it diagonally endangering his own white king. “Checkmate,” he sighed and began to clear the pieces off the board.
“Perhaps you’d like to play another game?” Hajime offered, chewing the inside of the cheek when he realized what he had blurted out.
But the westerner giggled and smiled wide, perfect teeth in view. “My My if I didn’t know any better, I’d think the commander was trying to comfort me.”
It may have been a poor attempt but yes, the alpha was indeed trying to comfort the other. Tooru hadn’t exactly received many condolences due to the rumors spread by the families of his father’s advisors. It upset Hajime that the blame had been placed solely on the other prince, though Wakatoshi and himself were equally involved in the king's demise.
“I’m not very good with words. But if my company can ease your mood, then use me as you see fit.”
When Tooru nodded and gestured a hand to the chair in front of him, the alpha began restoring the black pieces to their rightful places. Suddenly, it occurred to Hajime that he could use the game to his advantage.
“What do you say to upping the stakes?”
The omega looked up. “Meaning?”
“For every piece I take, I get to ask you a question,” the Southerner proposed.
“And for every one that I capture?” Tooru smirked.
“You can ask me anything as well.”
“Deal. In fact, why stop there? Let’s place a bet on the match itself.”
This was a dangerous game he was getting himself into, but Hajime was a fearless man. War didn’t scare him, whether it was on the battlefield or the chessboard.
“Alright. If I win, you'll tell Wakatoshi the truth and spare the South from retaliation.”
Tooru laughed again. “I promise. But if I win,” he held his chin for a brief moment as if to think of what to ask for, “You will grant me any single wish.”
“Deal.”
They shook on it and began the game. Sure enough, Hajime took one pawn with his own starting the first advance.
“Why did you pull that stunt in the gardens today?”
“Because I realized it was the only way I could get Wakatoshi to break off the engagement.”
Wow. Hajime was stunned that he could admit it so casually. What he needed to figure out was why.
Tooru moved his knight out and Hajime took another random pawn. “Was it really necessary for you to drag me in? Or was it just pure convenience?”
“Actually it had to be you,” the omega took a deep breath as he made his next move. “You see, a few years ago my father held a competition to determine my future husband. As I was his darling omega son, he wanted the best of the best, so he invited all the noble alpha’s of the kingdom to compete in the test of all tests to win my hand. We were certainly surprised when Wakatoshi, whom I had known since childhood, entered his own name.”
“And he won?”
“Waka passed with flying colors,” Tooru chuckled fondly, “There wasn’t a single challenge he couldn’t conquer. Intellectually he was flawless, able to solve complicated mathematical expressions, and even composed an original sonnet that brought the room to their knees. Physically, he surpassed the rest. He was an archer, a true swordsman and not to mention a phenomenal hunter. Father sent the men into the woods to catch a deer and present the pelt, but that man returned with a damn bear.”
“Any omega should feel proud to have such a remarkable husband?” Hajime tried, uncertain if the comment would be deemed unpleasant.
“Well, I was against the prospect as a whole. To be regarded as a prize, something to be won— quite disgusting isn’t it?”
The alpha felt something deep inside at the statement, something that took on a profound understanding. He knew better than anyone what it meant.
“Certainly.”
Tooru moved his white bishop, finally taking one of Hajime’s pawns. “Why did you play along? From the way you acted at the wedding, I assumed you were one of those alphas who lived life on a high horse.”
The southerner became earnest. “You looked like you needed my help. And as commander, it’s my duty to help those in need.”
“Just your duty?” he mumbled.
“Pardon?”
“Your move,” Tooru pointed back to the board.
Another capture. “So why did you have to use me? You never explained.”
“There were many things I attempted to get Wakatoshi to break off the engagement. I tried being unpleasant. I yelled. I was irritable. Of course, he didn’t budge so I stepped all over his family values. I insisted on sitting at the head of their family table,” he giggled, “You should have seen the faces on those snooty northern royals. And then I had the wonderful idea to flirt with his father…And when that didn’t work I decided to flirt with his mother.”
If Hajime had been drinking water he would have choked on it.
“No reaction?”
“No reaction,” the omega confirmed. “Finally, I wondered if the jealousy route would prove to be more successful. I covered myself in the pheromones of one of the palace guards, which didn’t seem to irk him. But then I saw the way he tensed when I invited your brother Koutarou in for tea, and sure enough, a similar reaction when he saw us talking at the wedding.”
“You’re saying that…”
Tooru moved the white knight taking Hajime’s black bishop. “Tell me, would you deem a band of mercenaries equal in threat to a whole army?”
“That’s child's play.”
“Exactly how Wakatoshi feels about the majority of men out there. Except for you and Koutarou—princes, commanders, intellects, just like him.”
“But what about Daichi or Tetsu?” Hajime asked.
“Well Daichi is my cousin and everyone knows Tetsu could never be serious about an omega. It would never work. Pretty soon Koutarou became out of the question as well, what with his engagement to Keiji who comes from good breeding and is equally lovely as me.”
“And that left me,” the alpha caught on, both to the omega’s plot and also the game which he had been neglecting. He made a bold move, dragging his queen from her place at the edge and swiping a white knight.
“Check,” he stated before darkening his gaze. “There’s a certain conversation I’ve been meaning to inquire about…”
Tooru cocked his head to the side. “Enlighten me?”
“Between you and my two older brothers. I’ve overheard words revealing a cause of some sort.”
“Ah,” the westerner straightened his back, adjusting his braided hair so that it rested elegantly along his shoulder. “You want to know about my cause.”
Hajime listened attentively as the query could finally be answered.
“It’s quite simple—I wish to rule my own kingdom.”
…
The alpha was surprised that the idea hadn’t crossed his mind out of all the possible reasons he had hypothesized on his own.
“When Wakatoshi proposed, he told my father that through the alliance, he intended to combine the North and West into one kingdom to be ruled in tandem by both royal families. He would be the king and I’d be queen. Though the prospect seemed ideal, I was skeptical of my role and had good reason to be.”
Tooru moved his king over two spaces, swapping it with his rook and away from Hajime’s threat. “I was just a trophy to him, a prize for his capabilities. The fabled goddess of an omega on the arm of the great Northern king. And that was all he liked about me in the first place—my beauty that he praised so eternally above all else. Though so long as I was his omega, there wasn’t a chance he would regard me as an equal.”
“So you had to leave him,” Hajime stated plainly.
The omega nodded. “There is much change that needs to happen in our nation, change that has been due for centuries. Now that I’m free from those unfortunate circumstances, I am certain that I am the only king who can help my subjects.”
There it was again. The blind trust that the southern felt in the presence of the other. His words, full of certainty with the true poise of a leader. But wait…king? “Don’t you mean queen?”
Tooru smirked. “It’s true that the queen has the most power over the board, yet…” he swiped the black queen with a bishop stationed all the way across the squares. “Her death has little significance in the grand scheme of things. Ultimately, it’s the capture of the king that wins the game.”
At the crushing loss of his queen, Hajime finally observed the state of the game. His many haphazard plays solely to ask questions had caught up, and inevitably, he was left only with measly pawns to defend his king. The alpha smiled at his own foolishness, gazing at the white knight that had long been intimidating his king.
“I’m afraid that’s a checkmate, Commander,” the omega smiled up at him. “Now as per our bet…”
Hajime laughed with genuineness. “You’ve won, fair and square. Name your price.”
The Westerner became solemn. “I will indeed rule my kingdom, but even I am aware of the limitations that arise in such an environment. Though my intellect, my aura, and my strategy can stand alone, I’m still an omega. This body, if charged or bombarded by pheromones in the sea of alphas I will be challenging, may show weakness. Therefore, I need protection to ensure I can sustain even the fiercest of physiological attacks.”
“What are you asking of me?”
“When I met with your brothers,” Tooru continued, “Koutarou agreed to detach from his duties as a southern commander and act as my personal bodyguard, all until the day of my coronation. I understand that this is no longer possible as per Keiji’s pregnancy, but I was promised security and I demand it.”
The Southerner caught on. “You want me to take his place?”
“You’re the only one who can,” the omega said firmly, “I need someone who can act quickly, a protector who I’m certain won't harm me. And judging by our previous interactions, your indifference shows me that you remained unaffected by my appearance and pheromones.”
“I see…”
Tooru began to put the chess pieces back into a drawstring pouch. “You will be my shield until the time of my coronation. I expect you to remain by my side wherever and whenever I request. In addition to that, your role as Southern commander will be reassigned to Koutarou, though I grant you full control of the western militia. Your orders will come directly from me and you will be obliged to listen only to me. Are we clear?”
Hajime let out a deep breath. Technically, he was in no place to refuse since he had lost the game. But surprisingly, he felt that he would have agreed regardless—bet or not. Tooru’s intentions were pure and regal, and his focus on the well-being of his subjects had long convinced the alpha that he was the perfect candidate to lead the West. “Yes sir,” he lowered his head.
A childish giggle came from the westerner, breaking the seriousness of the conversation at hand. “Just Tooru is fine.” He held out his palm once more for the other to kiss.
It was a quick motion but the alpha watched as the strap of his nightgown slipped off a slender shoulder at the action. Rose pheromones like the ones in the garden hung in the air, and Tooru’s eyes followed Hajime’s fingers as they reached over and lifted it back into place.
Then the southerner took his hand, observing the ring on his finger. Wakatoshi’s extravagant gift was nowhere to be seen, instead replaced by a simple silver ring engraved with the Western family crest. He quickly realized that it was the same band worn by the late western king, wondering when the omega had slipped it from his father’s hand and onto his own.
Carefully, Hajime brought his lips down onto the signet, a kiss sealing the bond as he too pledged his loyalty toward the omega’s long overdue cause.
Notes:
Is Hajime really unaffected?
Chapter 16: Your thorns won't let blood in too soon: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter Title from Can I Call You Rose by Thee Sacred Souls
Notes:
Hey guys! I feel like I've really got the ball rolling on this part of the story and I can't wait to see where it goes from here! Hope the two-month wait was worth it because I had a blast plot-building through this chapter. I desperately wanted to get this out before AP tests start so I'm sorry if it's a bit rushed at parts. I'll be honest, it was kinda hard to write with all the dialogue and flashbacks but I'm hoping the chapter doesn't get too confusing. Side note, I think it's rlly funny that my writing style seems to get a little bit different with each book that I read lol. There are some heavy things discussed in this chapter, mostly with backstory but I felt that it was a necessary bit. As always, thank you so much for reading! It means the world to have people enjoy what I write! Your comments mean the world and I am forever grateful! Enjoy <3
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Chapter Text
Hajime didn't know exactly when the dreams had started or even why they began in the first place. He did, however, know they were truly terrifying.
In deep sleep, his mind conjures up the scene—wandering the halls of the Western palace that seem to extend forever into the infinite. Sooner or later he’ll come across a full-sized mirror, leading the alpha to discover that he's horrifyingly naked as the day he was born. The creak of a door follows soon, and light bleeds into the hallway up ahead. He follows mindlessly like a moth to a flame, entering to find Tooru seated on an extravagant throne.
He approaches him, a dog before his master, and kneels. Then there’s a slight tightness at his neck that reveals a leather collar pulled snug at his jugular. Hajime claws at it to no avail, vision going blank as it constricts more and more.
Each time the alpha jolted awake, he would have to change the covers from how drenched in his sweat they were. It didn’t help that it was deep summer, with nights as blaring hot as back south. Not daring to venture back to sleep, Hajime decided to walk the corridors for peace of mind.
A month had officially passed since the southerner had pledged loyalty to the western omega and left his military quarters to live in the palace. Though he had made the decision mostly on his own account, lately it felt as if he was truly losing his autonomy. Tooru had requested his protection, and while the prince had been locked away in his father’s study drawing up plans and future measures, Hajime was required to be at his beck and call.
“Commander, be a dear and fetch me some more ink.”
“Get me a glass of tea and then shut the door.”
“Hajime, does this dress contrast my hair?”
He had agreed to be Tooru’s knight, not his slave. Hajime assumed a prince as influential as the Westerner would have hundreds of maids and servants tending to him, yet interestingly enough, he seldom noticed any recurring attendants. Other than an omega by the name of Makki, it didn’t seem that Tooru had many friends either. The alpha had simply assumed that the prospects would be too threatened by the other’s beauty or status to stay by his side.
Still, Hajime was relieved in the moments he was allowed back to the military base to perform his commander duties. He was permitted to leave in the mornings and return mid-afternoon, making him wonder what else Tooru got up to during the time he was away.
Upon reaching the grounds, the alpha was met with a confusing sight. All the soldiers, officers, and even some of the captains were assembled, moving gear and supplies into the main square. Horses were being moved out of the stables and strapped with large wooden wagons of artillery—as if they were preparing for battle.
“Mattsun!” he shouted to one of his sub-commanders who was suiting up just outside the barracks. “What is going on?”
The other alpha continued his preparations. “Sir. We are assembling for war as per your command.”
“My command?” Hajime arched his brow. “I have not given such a command.”
Matsukawa stopped, looking at his superior with a puzzled expression. “That can’t be? Early this morning, we received an official royal notice that war was to be declared against the northern kingdom. Surprising as it was, we had assumed that it was your immediate order to move to the borders.”
Without giving a response, Hajime darted to a nearby horse and mounted it before charging back down the path from where he came. Surely a royal notice would have come from Tooru, and it bewildered the alpha as to why he hadn’t been consulted on a matter that related directly to him—these were his troops after all.
Furthermore, it was a severely alarming order to be given judging by its sheer stupidity. To go up against the North, whose army outnumbered the West by the thousands, was a death wish. Just what was the prince thinking? Hajime wondered as he snapped the reins of the steed he was riding in an attempt to increase its pace.
Out of breath, he threw open the doors to Tooru’s study finding the omega engrossed in his work as expected. He smiled at him carelessly before looking back at his papers. “Back so soon, Hajime?”
“Why have you declared war against Wakatoshi without consulting me!?
Tooru cocked his head. “War? Don’t be ridiculous, I have not declared anything of the sort.”
He’s unaware? Hajime tensed. “My men down at the base are relocating as we speak. They claim that a royal proclamation of war came this morning.”
At his words, the Westerner’s eyes widened and he stood up from his desk, making his way frantically to the door. “It can’t be!” he gritted his teeth, and Hajime followed him out into the hallway.
They ran across the courtyard, the alpha closely behind the omega. He watched as the ribbon holding Tooru’s hair flew off in motion and released his brown curls, swishing along with the train of his blue dress. He gathered it quickly in his palm before they reached the council building.
As they stalked down the corridor, the sound of voices could be made out.
“I should sign my name here?”
“Yes your majesty, right on that line. And when you’re finished, there’s plenty more to be-”
Tooru flung the doors open, revealing a horrifying discovery. Certain advisors of the late king were crowded around the head of the table with stacks of papers waiting to be signed. At the center of it all sat the young prince Tobio as overwhelmed as a young colt attempting to walk for the first time.
“Tooru! You’re alright!” he exclaimed, standing up to greet his cousin.
The omega held his hand up. “What is the meaning of this?”
An advisor cleared his throat. “I don’t believe this is a matter we are permitted to discuss with you, Tooru-sama. Do return to your chambers to rest, or whatever it is that you omegas entertain yourselves with during the day.”
Hajime observed the prince’s face as he took a deep breath. Regardless of how insulting the words were, he held his tongue, unsure if Tooru would take offense if the alpha spoke for him.
“I require a moment alone with my cousin,” the omega announced and the council begrudgingly deserted the room. He held Hajime back with his hand. “You may stay.”
Tooru visibly relaxed his demeanor. “Tobio, start from the beginning, and don’t leave anything out.”
The boy seemed as frazzled and confused as the rest. “Around two weeks ago, a letter addressed to me was received at the academy. It was from one of Uncle’s councilmen, and he wrote that I had been named as the successor to the Western throne.” The alpha addressed his cousin, “He also mentioned that while you had been running the affairs temporarily, an illness from travels had caused you to remain at an inn along the Northern border.”
“You mean to tell me that you have been out of school for two weeks?”
Tobio paced about. “I had no choice! That man signed the letter urging me to come immediately. And since I’ve arrived, they present paper after paper for me to approve.”
The omega walked over to the desk observing some of the documents that hadn’t been collected. He clenched his jaw, picking up a sheet and ripping it clean in half.
“What’s that?”
Tooru shook his head. “If you had bothered to read the print, you’d have caught the clause that dedicated acres of capital land to one of those scoundrels outside.”
The Southerner cleared his throat. “I assume you were tricked into declaring war against the North?”
“Certainly not, Hajime-san! Those Northern bastards should pay for what they’ve done to us,” the young prince declared.
As if on cue both Tooru and Hajime gaped at the other.
“You…” the omega began, “My, you’re a bigger idiot than I would have predicted.”
Now it was Hajime’s turn to scold. “What the bloody hell were you thinking? It would be suicide to challenge Wakatoshi’s army without seeking men from the other kingdoms. Not everything can be solved with brute force!”
Tobio frowned at being reprimanded by the man he looked up to so immensely. “I apologize for my poor judgment, I wasn’t thinking properly.”
“Furthermore,” Tooru added, “Our available resources would drain like quicksand if war was provoked at a time like this. Truly, what made you believe we could afford to go against the Northern kingdom?”
The young alpha slumped down into his chair without giving a response. He put his elbows up on the table, holding his face in his hands and letting out a deep exhale. “I don’t want to be king…I should have never come,” he mumbled.
His cousin came up behind him, offering a gentle hand on his shoulder. “And you hardly needed to.”
Tobio looked up. “But you were sick. They told me that-”
“ They lied. I haven’t left the palace in weeks.”
“For what purpose?”
Tooru patted his head. “Those men just needed a naive boy to manipulate into their schemes. There is no such rule that decrees only an alpha can inherit the throne. But…if you entrust the kingdom to me, I will see to it that such deception must be punished.”
The dark-haired alpha chuckled. “Who else but you? If I am no longer needed then I’m permitted to return to school?”
“As early as tomorrow.”
When Tobio left the room to pack his things, Hajime watched as the omega ripped up all the documents that remained on the table. “It seems that I must act sooner than I thought…” he muttered to himself, chewing on his thumb.”
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The next day itself, Hajime was summoned to the council chambers for a meeting called by Tooru himself. Though the alpha had agreed to serve as the prince’s bodyguard, he wished he could have had a larger role in the omega’s plans. It would be nice to receive at least a word of context to avoid looking like a lost puppy following the other around mindlessly.
The pair entered to find the advisors already seated across a long conference table. Furthermore, the majority of them didn’t even rise to greet the royal omega as he entered the room.
Tooru cleared his throat, taking his seat at the head of the table while Hajime retreated to the corner of the room to watch from afar. Confused gazes followed him as he leaned against the wall, ready to pounce at the slightest command. “Firstly, I would like to thank you all for attending. I am truly grateful for your support throughout my father’s reign.” His eyes darkened, “However…I must express my disappointment at summoning Tobio to sign off on your propositions without consulting me.”
Hajime noticed a murmur in the room and a shift in the body language of many of the advisors.
“Though, it’s plenty clear that not all of you were involved in this plot. Do tell, whose bright idea it was to drag that boy over here behind my back.”
The men in the room looked at each other before one stood up and addressed the omega. “Your Highness…” he began in a tone that the alpha recognized as ingenuine, “We simply felt that after your incident involving Wakatoshi-sama, it would be best to get the kingdom back on track as soon as possible.”
Tooru squinted. “And you decided that a teenaged boy yet to graduate was the best candidate to lead the Western kingdom?”
The man chuckled. “Tobio-sama, while young and lacking experience, proves to be quite the asset.”
“Easily malleable,” another added.
The westerner laughed at this and the room once again fell into confusion. “I suppose you mean easily manipulated.”
Their silence indicated that Tooru’s declaration wasn’t far from the truth. “I’ve read some of the clauses you pushed onto him. To keep your own power, you just need a naive alpha to manipulate.” He waited a moment, “Just like you manipulated my father all those years.”
Hajime was reminded just how much he hated kingdom politics. He couldn't stand the conspiracy, the secrets, the greed for power that seemed to lurk in the corners of the palace and the parliament.
He had tried his hardest to erase the memories from his childhood when such pointless politics had caused him to resent his oldest brother for a whole year.
Many admired the great southern king for his achievements in uniting the kingdoms and protecting his nation among other things. But even a king such as him had his fair share of critics. The biggest reason being his choice to wed multiple brides, especially the ones that weren't of Southern lineage.
The problem remained with the heir, a prince from a Western mother. While the councilmen were divided between the public's disapproval and the wishes of their king, some saw it as an opportunity to ascend the ranks of position by proving they could come up with a solution. A perfect balance lay within the pureblood child, Hajime, and though he was third in the birth order, he had been made to compete against his brother for the title of crown prince.
As young boys, he and Daichi had attended many events together—council meetings, diplomatic visits—and it was clear to see that they were competing. It confused Hajime further when certain advisors would insist that he was the rightful heir. They called him purebred, and praised him for it over any of his physical abilities.
Because the truth was that his older brother was simply made for the throne. The way he spoke, assertive but polite, so positively regal for a boy of their age. Even in the ways that he acted, Daichi had a discipline to him that Hajime could only dream of possessing for himself. So perhaps he never truly hated his brother, more that he hated he wasn’t more like him.
Hajime wanted to serve his kingdom, but it seemed that the position of king had already been destined for Daichi. So he took the advice of his second oldest brother and joined the military, finding out quickly enough that his forte rested in his fists. The rest was history.
“Whether you choose to admit it or not, I could care less,” Tooru’s voice brought him back to the present. “I understand that I’ve summoned you with little notice, so I’ll be frank. Please raise your hand if you object to my assumed position as king.”
There was a common sound of discontent that spread throughout the room as many firm hands shot up into the air, almost more than half. The omega kept his calm demeanor, however, and once the last of the protesters had been identified he simply nodded. “Very well. Those of you with your hand raised, you have been officially relieved of your duties.
Hajime looked around at the stunned faces after Tooru’s blunt command. Their eyes looked as if they could pop out of their skulls at any minute, and with the way their mouths hung open, one might have mistaken this for a choral performance. But no sweet music filled the air, just the unpleasant scrape of a chair being pushed across the floor as one advisor stood.
“This is preposterous!” he shouted, face flushed with embarrassment and gaze filled with rage. “Y-you can’t just do this!”
The omega laughed his beautiful laugh. “Well, I am to be ruler of my kingdom. How can I dream of being accepted by my subjects if not even by my own council?”
“But you’re just a stupid omega! What the bloody hell do you know about ruling?”
“Well, I was hoping you all would be able to teach me,” he drawled sweetly. “But judging from those papers you drew up earlier, it would appear that I’m not the only novice in this room.”
An annoyed grunt followed by a foul stench in the air caused Hajime to clench his jaw. Someone had released their disgusting pheromones in an attempt to subdue the omega and it seemed to be working, as Tooru went pale. The southerner let his own intimidating ones slowly seep into the air as well, and it appeared that the warning was enough to make it stop. The others could sense that the prince’s aura was like no other.
They rose from their seats, gathering their belongings sloppily and stomping to the exit. “You’re making a big mistake! There is not a soul in this kingdom that would ever accept you as their ruler.” And with that, they slammed the door with a loud crash.
Tooru visibly relaxed, turning to the six remaining men left in the room. With kinder eyes, he took in the faces of the advisors who had truly helped his father over the many years. “You’ve made the right decision choosing to stay. Though I must ask, for what reasons do you remain by my side?”
An older man with pinkish-brown hair stood. “Your majesty, the house of Hanamaki has been loyal to the royal family for generations. I don’t desire to tarnish the good reputation of my ancestors.” He smiled, “Besides, you have taken such great care of my Takahiro all these years. I have no doubt that you will care for your subjects all the same.”
Hajime could recognize the next alpha that rose from his chair. “Tooru-sama, we fathers raise our sons to be in our likeness. It is tradition that the house of Matsukawa sends our best soldiers to fight in the name of the king. My father enlisted as did I, and now my son holds a position as well. That being said, you are his majesty’s son, the only one in fact. And if our great king had not intended for you to succeed him…well, he certainly wouldn’t have raised you so alike in his own image.”
The rest of the council nodded to agree and the omega felt warm that he could be held to the same regard as the father he so admired. “My council,” he addressed them, “Your loyalty will not go unrewarded. Just as you have not let me down today, I promise that I will uphold my duties as well.”
_
Back at the palace, Hajime noticed that Tooru had seemed different. During dinner, he zoned out frequently and barely ate half his portion before retreating back to his room for the rest of the evening.
Hours later as he lay on his own bed, the alpha felt the strong urge to check up on the other. He wondered if the omega’s strange attitude had been a result of the rotten pheromones that had targeted him earlier. Then he feared that Tooru might have been weakened by his own intense scent and if that was the case, then surely an apology was in order.
But it was late at night and if the westerner was sleeping, Hajime certainly didn’t want to wake him. He paused. Since when did he have so much care for an omega? The alpha shook the thoughts from his head as he rose to complete his rounds for the night.
Walking down the darkened hallway, Hajime felt a sense of deja vu seeing the light at the end of the hall. He stalked closer, catching the omega with his head down, asleep at the desk. Judging by the stacked books, the broken pens, and splotches of ink, he had been hard at work once again.
“Hey..” Hajime shook him lightly, sighing when the omega didn’t budge.
There was a quiet sniffle that came from the sleeping beauty, and that was when the southerner noticed the labored breathing and trembling every now and then. He brushed the hair from Tooru’s face, watching as a tear raced past the reddened skin near his eyes and down the bridge of his nose. Hajime looked at the papers crinkled under the omega’s grasp—there were two distinct sets of handwriting, one belonging to the prince and the other on older paper unknown to him.
The alpha looked at the documents crumpled and tear-stained under the westerner’s sleeping form. If they were important then surely the other wouldn’t want them getting anymore ruined and so Hajime began to salvage what he could. In the process, Tooru woke up startled to see that he wasn’t alone.
“Hajime-san!” he exclaimed, quickly wiping the remnants of tears from his cheek as if the other hadn’t already seen. He jumped up, running a hand through his brown curls and retying the robe that had fallen open, revealing his graceful nightdress. “Oh my, I must have lost track of time.” He left for the door on light feet.
It was a strange thing that Hajime felt at that moment, watching the omega try his hardest to mask the clear sorrow. The Southerner had seen a great deal of terrible scenes throughout his life, whether it was on the battlefields or in the city streets of his home, but nothing could have compared to the sight of Tooru’s tears. The pain in his chest was agonizing, as the alpha realized that there was nothing he could do to stop them.
But, worse was the thought that the Westerner would return to his bed, only to resume his crying in the solitude of the dark room. Hajime had spent enough time with the omega to realize that he only shed his tears when he believed no one was watching. It had only been a few weeks since his father’s passing, but Tooru was too stubborn to let them see him so weak.
“Wait!” Hajime called after him, and the omega looked back with glossy eyes. “You…” He tried his best to compose himself, not wanting to sound like an utter fool. “You shouldn’t be alone.”
Tooru’s laugh which he used like a mask seeped out. “What’s this? I never could have expected-”
“Just stop.” Before the alpha knew what he wanted to say, the words began to fly. “Stop trying to act like you’re alright, not with me at least.” He continued at the omega’s silence and the wide-eyed stare he sent back instead.
“If you need to cry then go ahead and cry. Don’t hide it behind a smile or a laugh, not in front of me. You’re one of the strongest men I know, Tooru, no stray tear could ever make me think otherwise.”
The omega focused on his breaths until they stopped stuttering completely. “...I suppose I don’t want to be alone either.”
The westerner slipped back onto the leather couch, pulling his legs up close to his chest and Hajime took a seat next to him. After a moment, Tooru noticed the other’s curious gaze as if he were waiting for a speech or a story of some kind. And so he began to speak his mind, this time without the need of a chess game.
“Matsukawa-san’s words made me remember my father,” he began. “It was an honor to be compared to him. He really was a great man…if only he could have seen that he was being used.”
“Used?”
“Father tended to equate progress with profit, and so any man who could generate revenue was considered an asset. However, men with an eye for money are also bound to have considerable amounts of greed as well.
One could only imagine the number of pointless papers my father signed that all but funneled money directly to their residences. I knew that the first thing I needed to do as king was abolish the current system.”
Hajime was unaware of how Western politics worked. “And what is this system?”
“There are thirteen noble houses that serve our direct family. Each owns a considerable amount of land within the capital and into the countryside as well,” he explained, “All the houses send one representative to advise the king on financial, technological, or even military topics. They also inform the king of any issues happening within their sector—though hardly ever helpful since all of the advisors reside in the capital. It’s almost impossible to know what is happening in the outer corners of the kingdom.”
“What do you intend to do about the seven men that you let go of?” The alpha suspected Tooru had a plan, much like he always did, and he was itching to find out just what it was.
“I shall fill their positions with those that are more deserving. There are many in this kingdom without a voice, and I intend to give them a say in their laws and policies. While father may have favored wealth, I would be grateful to anyone who could advise me on how to best help my people.”
It was common knowledge that Tooru was beautiful, but the southerner would always be more impressed by the other’s mind. Though it took some effort to keep up with all his genius thoughts and plans, Hajime found that he quite tolerated chasing behind when it came to the Westerner.
“There was…a considerable amount of corruption within the south as well,” the alpha began without truly realizing why he felt he should add on. “It was partially the reason I stayed away from politics and such.”
Brown eyes lit up. “I didn’t know you had experience in southern politics?”
Hajime laughed dryly. “Limited. But I quite prefer it that way.”
He spoke about his childhood, the competition between him and Daichi, and all the pressure and ill feelings that were bred from it. Tooru took it all in with an honest fascination—Hajime had never really talked about himself before.
“It’s quite a pathetic story, so I don’t tell it often,” the alpha looked at the clock on the wall, “I don’t mean to bore you at such a late hour.”
“Not at all!” The omega said, sounding almost desperate. “Actually, I… I’m glad that I wasn’t the only one to…”
Hajime noticed the other’s hesitance as he trailed off as if remembering something painful. “Is something the matter?”
Tooru composed himself, adjusting the way he was sitting. “I mentioned that my father was often blinded by money. Sometimes, he didn’t even question how it was obtained.”
There was an uncharacteristic uncertainty with the way the omega spoke. “If it’s too painful to remember, you don’t need to on my behalf-”
“No, it’s…I want to tell you.” Tooru plucked a dusty pink rose from his hair, twirling it between his fingers, and began his story.
“I suppose I should have mentioned that there used to be a fourteenth house. When I was a young boy, I’d accompany my father to his council meetings. While some looked down on an omega child listening to the important conversations at hand, there was one man there who always greeted me with a smile. Sometimes he would even ask for my opinion, though I could never tell if he was joking or not.
When I turned thirteen, I began to grow into this body of mine. I started my heats, and those around me began to mention that I’d gotten taller, my scent much sweeter and my features more beautiful. Similarly, I noticed the way my father’s men looked at me with something else in their eyes, something that felt much scarier than the judgment they had passed earlier.
What we hadn’t been aware of was that man who had been so kind would show his true colors not long after. See, he had been in contact with a foreign ruler who expressed a sudden new interest in the West…but it wasn’t for our technology or steady growth, no, their king had taken interest in me. Word had spread that the most beautiful omega of this new era was present in the Western kingdom, and many had been dying to catch a glimpse. Behind my father’s back, that twisted advisor had sold a night with me to the foreigner for a price that exceeded fifty times the kingdom’s revenue for the year.”
Hajime sucked in a breath thinking about the horrible things Tooru might have experienced in that moment. It seemed that the other noticed his concerned gaze and scoffed slightly. “Don’t you dare look at me like that, Hajime. At least not until you hear how the story ends.”
“One night, as I was making my way to dinner, the advisor instead spoke of a change of plans and led me to a room detached from the main palace. I was surprised at the time to find a man I had never seen before waiting for me on the bed with a terrifying smile on his face. I banged my fists against the locked door, but it was no use. The foreign king came closer, telling me I was more beautiful than words could put it, and even tried to force me onto the sheets when I obviously refused.
So, I grabbed the glass lamp by the bed and shattered it over his head with all my might.”
The alpha couldn’t control the smile that appeared on his face. “Thank the lord.”
Tooru kept going. “And then I picked up a large fragment from the floor and stabbed him over and over so that he couldn’t get up and hurt me. I walked through the palace grounds with my bloody hands and dress for hours before anyone noticed.
When my father found out who was behind the plan, he had his advisor publicly executed and even stripped his family of their noble titles. Last I heard, they were banished to the countryside.”
“It must have been traumatic…” The southerner wished he could have said more, but stunned as he was, couldn't come up with any valuable words to fill the space.
“It was,” the omega took a deep breath, “But certainly eye-opening to say the least. If my virginity was something so valuable that people were keen on selling it or claiming it for themselves, I knew I had to part with it on my own terms.”
The conversation was beginning to take on an intimate turn. Hajime was certainly surprised about how casually the other could discuss sex.
_
A few weeks after the incident, a young omega wandered the palace garden. Tooru was lost in his thoughts, recalling the discussions about his actions. The kingdom decided to keep quiet about the prince’s assault, and when the diplomats came to collect the corpse of their king, the murder was instead blamed on a rogue or assassin sent from elsewhere.
Of course, the lie was easily believed, for how could such a beautiful omega be responsible for a death as gruesome as the king’s? Tooru had been let off with a warning and instructed not to get into any more trouble.
The air was warm and summery and he was wearing a brand new white dress. The omega had braided his hair while sitting in his favorite tree earlier, plucking the cream-colored blossoms on the tree and weaving them into his crown. How he wished for roses in the garden; they had always been his favorite flower. The king of all flowers, roses seemed to demand the attention they deserved. A rose in the gardens meant you wouldn’t stop to look at anything else because you had already seen the most beautiful.
There was the sound of rustling behind the bushes of the dirt path and curious, Tooru crept behind to uncover the source of the noise. While he had expected a small squirrel or rabbit, it surprised the prince to discover a young man crouched on the floor, meticulously working on a small plot of land. Tooru’s eyes widened at the sight of regal pearl-colored petals.
“Those are roses!” he shouted before he knew it, startling the man who turned around with fear in his eyes. He threw himself over the flowers, shielding them from the confused omega.
“Oh my, I’ve never seen more lovely roses,” he smiled, “Did you plant them?”
Hesitantly the other nodded his head.
“If you’re being this secretive about it, I’ll assume you haven’t been given permission to use this plot?”
He shook his head slowly.
Tooru laughed, amused that the other communicated purely with his gestures. “You’re a man of few words.”
The man averted his gaze before slowly opening his mouth and pointing to it. It was at that moment that the prince discovered that his tongue was completely missing.
“You can’t speak…” he said with a slight sadness to his tone. The prince looked back to the roses that had bloomed beautifully under his care. “Well, never mind that. Say, if I wanted a whole garden filled with these roses, would you make it happen?”
His whole face lit up and he nodded frantically, something that made Tooru laugh. Then someone yelled to him from down the path and he began to gather his tools into a small sack. Before he left, he plucked a perfect rose from the small bush and handed it to the prince before rushing off. He smiled as he tucked the beautiful flower behind his ear.
Tooru discovered many things about the young man in the next few weeks. He was about four years older than the omega and his father worked as a carpenter while his mother was a maid in the palace. He had been mute since birth so his father cursed him for not being able to help out in the family business. He therefore accompanied his mother as a servant in the palace. The prince was also happy to discover that the man possessed an impeccable green thumb.
It was as if every seed he touched grew to gold. Once he perfected his signature white roses, the gardener tried his hand at the other colors. He grew roses that held a vibrant pink, ones the color of golden champagne and a rich crimson as well. With each new hue he discovered, he’d proudly show it off to Tooru who always reacted with an equal amount of excitement.
“Blue’s always been my favorite color,” the prince had mentioned one day. “But I’ve never seen a blue rose before. I wonder if it's impossible…”
He shook his head quickly back and forth before bringing his right hand above his heart. They had been acquainted long enough for Tooru to understand that the other meant he would try his best.
He began working immediately, digging up new plots, some in the sunlight and some in the shade. Then he started comparing the seeds of some of the rose colors he had already grown, jotting down which combinations might yield a shade resembling blue. When Tooru observed his dedication, he had a small shed built for the gardener complete with a grand chalkboard and shelves for his seeds.
But alas, months had passed and the garden began to fill with more and more beautiful hues, yet not a speck of blue. One day, the man called Tooru into the shed to show him the progress. While he had been hopeful, it appeared nonviable to cultivate blue roses and he expressed his regret at having to break his promise.
The prince walked over, taking his dejected face into his palm. “I see…well, thank you for trying so hard. Trying for me.” He looked into the gardener's brown eyes, ones that had never looked at him with anything other than awe and appreciation. Then he stood on his tip-toes and pressed a small kiss onto the other’s lips.
The man stepped back, confused and flustered. He wondered why Tooru had kissed him, someone so plain and unremarkable. Someone who couldn’t even tell the beautiful prince just how highly he regarded him. How much he looked up to him. How the prince’s single wish for roses had allowed him to pursue his passions and escape being berated for his handicap in his father’s woodshop.
“Could you do me one last favor?” Tooru asked him with the utmost sincerity.
Of course, the gardener nodded. He would never dream of rejecting a request from this omega.
“Would you lie with me, just this once?”
The man opened his mouth, and if he could talk he would have said something. He would have tried to convince the prince that he shouldn’t touch someone as lowly as him. He was too undeserving of being with an angel like Tooru.
The prince began to pull the ties at the front of his dress, undressing himself right then and there in the garden shed. He left on his underclothes, before starting at the buttons of the gardener’s linen shirt. When it came off, they lay on the floor of the shed.
He hesitantly let his hand beneath the omega’s slip, touching to see if he had been ready. There wasn’t an ounce of moisture between his thighs. Still, he smelled of roses, like the ones the gardener had become wonderfully acquainted with over the weeks. When he pushed his finger inside, it reminded him of the times he pried into a rosebud, eager to see if it would blossom quicker under his touch.
What they had started was over within a few minutes as the man carefully stuttered into the prince until he felt he couldn’t take it anymore. He finished quickly, placing a quick peck on Tooru’s forehead. Even after everything they did, it still felt wrong to think about kissing his lovely lips.
“Thank you,” the omega whispered with teary eyes. The whole thing had been quite painful.
They never did see each other again.
_
“I found out that his mother passed away. Inevitably I was sent away to school and he stopped coming to the palace altogether,” Tooru finished. “I never loved him, but I sure did miss him.”
“You were smart to lose your virginity to a mute.” Hajime shook his head, “Lord knows any old commoner would brag of the story for decades.”
The omega giggled, reminiscing about his old companion. “Even if he could speak…He respected me far too much.”
“You didn’t love him,” the southerner reiterated, but it could have been mistaken for a question.
“It’s the truth.” Tooru put the rose back into his hair. “He got very close though. I always told myself that I’d fall in love with the man who could give me blue roses.”
Then he yawned and lifted himself from the couch. “I hope you enjoyed the bedtime story,” he smiled, “It was the first time I told such a tale. I’d get some sleep if I were you.” Then the westerner disappeared down the corridor with a goodnight.
Though it would only be a few more hours till the birds began to sing and the sun jumped up over the horizon, Hajime dreamed like he usually did. However this time, there were no mirrors or leather collars. Instead, Hajime dreamed of all things blue. The blue of the Southern sea he missed back home. The blue summer sky that hung over the west like a curtain. The blue of Tobio-san’s eyes, almost identical to Keiji’s. Then he dreamed of a field which, as far as the eye could see, was full of the most brilliant blue roses.
Notes:
It's only the beginning.
Chapter 17: Let me put my hands on your knees, you can braid my hair: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Peppers by Lana Del Rey
Notes:
Two updates within the same month? Unheard of! Anyway, I officially have all the free time in the world which obviously means more frequent chapters (I hope)! Let's see, I am a little bit iffy about how I executed this chapter because *spoiler* there is a sex scene at the end (pretty lengthy and graphic). IwaOi is a pairing I have never written before so I really hope I got the chemistry right. I should mention that it's not meant to be too romantic and a little bit ambiguous depending on how you interpret the relationship of our main characters at the moment. Regardless, I hope you enjoy this chapter and as always, feel free to reach out in the comments about anything!! I appreciate all your support it really keeps me motivated <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Within the next week itself, Tooru announced that he would be setting out to find new advisors to fill the open seats. This meant traveling the entirety of the kingdom in search of seven individuals who could best represent the Western subjects—their issues, their wants, and their needs.
He intended to travel alone, accompanied only by Hajime for safety. It was simple. They would start at the capital before working their way down to the cities, the countryside, and finally the scattered villages at the borders. Since the visit to the capital would last only a week, they packed lightly, with Hajime’s belongings dictated by the omega. While he intended to pack his own comfortable clothes, the other examined his luggage with an amused laugh. “This isn’t the southern kingdom anymore, Hajime. You’ll give those noble omegas a heart attack showing so much skin,” Tooru had teased.
Maybe back south he wouldn't have to put on so many clothes in such sweltering heat. The west had reached the peak of the summer, and while the lack of humidity made it slightly more bearable, Hajime would have preferred to ditch his full-sleeved shirt altogether. It seemed he could adjust to just about everything except for Western fashion.
There was one other person who seemed to be adjusting to the capital fashion in his own way. It was common for noble ladies and omegas to wear extravagant and lovely gowns for daily occasions. Even a walk in the park required one's finest silk with shimmering jewelry dangling from the ear and strung around the neck. Well, if one could afford it, why not splurge? Tooru, the trendsetter who normally donned the most exquisite fabrics and styles, had not brought any such dresses in his trunk.
The omega wore only boots, trousers, and linen shirts for the duration of their travels. He tied his brown hair back into his signature braid and walking by Hajime’s side, one could have mistaken him for another alpha. Tooru may not have been born as one, but everything about his aura exuded alpha. The southern prince had noticed it many times from the certainty behind his words, his walk and posture, and even the way he towered over the other omegas.
Everyone in the capital was familiar with the prince—every corner turned exposed the pair to crowd after crowd of subjects who wished to pay their respects. The alphas lifted their hats in greeting, blushing as they did so because even in the plainer clothes he wore, Tooru was still the most beautiful presence as far as the eye could see.
The omegas were a different story, squealing if the prince so much as looked in their direction. They looked as if they would die if the westerner didn’t acknowledge them and so Tooru did just that, smiling and even nodding his head. Hajime rolled his eyes as he wondered what kind of man Tooru would be if he was indeed an alpha. With the gentle way he handled his admirers, Hajime supposed they wouldn’t be much alike. Maybe a blend of Daichi and Tetsu would suffice, charming with the slight tease of flirtation.
Hajime wondered about the reasons for Tooru’s switch-up in clothes. Was it simply easier to pack if there weren’t any extravagant gowns taking up space? Maybe he was attempting to appear more like an alpha, although that didn’t seem too plausible the more he thought about it. Then, there was the idea that perhaps Tooru didn’t want anyone mistaking them as a mated pair. Walking side by side as they were, anyone who didn’t know the situation could have easily assumed Hajime was the betrothed of their beloved prince. Of course, the Southerner was understanding and didn’t bring it up for the rest of the trip.
They were staying at a reputable inn known for only taking in the most elite of visitors. Furthermore, this “inn” seemed to be one in name only, what with its grand marble columns and archways. Hajime noticed that almost every structure in the capital was grander than it needed to be. The library extended several stories into the sky and the houses of worship were adorned with intricately carved statues depicting extensive scenes. Green vines crept up old stone buildings and the streets were filled with people—some window shopping the boutiques and bookstores, others, demonstrating their latest inventions in wooden shacks along the pathways.
“Most of the kingdom's revenue is generated here,” Tooru explained, noticing his companion’s awe at the surroundings. “The majority of what you see has only been around for less than a century.”
The sightseeing would have to wait for another time because, at the moment, the pair was actually headed somewhere specific. They were going to a school but it wasn’t just any school. It was the boarding school attended by both Tooru, Keiji, and now Hajime's own brother Shoyo.
With guards stationed outside the already daunting iron gates, security was tight, and for good reason. This was an elite boarding school for royals and noble omegas, even female alphas and betas were permitted to attend, all unmated. There would have been nothing worse than rogue alphas finding their way inside.
The Southerner received enough stares when he stepped foot inside, mostly from the younger omegas gawking at him. Some of them even let their smells out slightly when he walked by, something that made Hajime roll his eyes and Tooru giggle. No matter how many times he found himself in a similar situation, the third prince could never get used to it.
“Have they never seen an alpha before?” he mumbled to the westerner and watched as a crowd of students gathered to watch him.
“I wish you would give yourself more credit, Hajime,” Tooru teased him, “Of course, they’ve seen alphas before, but I presume none as fine as yourself.”
He held back a dismissive laugh at the omega’s words, instead letting a slight smile show instead. “Why are we here again?” Tooru had never told him in the first place.
“There’s someone I’d like to talk to. A classmate of mine from my school days. I told her that should I ever need her services, I would return to find her.”
Walking down the corridors of the old building, the voices of teachers and lecturers began to fill the space as it seemed that classes were in session. Suddenly Tooru stopped just outside one of the rooms, listening for a moment at the distinct female voice that resounded through the room. The prince pushed the wooden doors open and they creaked loudly, causing the entire hall to turn to face the door.
The lecturer continued writing on the chalkboard and without turning her head, addressed the intrusion.“Can I help you with something?”
“I hope you haven’t forgotten, Shimizu-sensei ,” Tooru said, making an effort to exaggerate the last part.
The woman stopped writing abruptly, turning back with a slight smile. “Sorry for the interruption, but class will be dismissed early today.”
There was a slight murmur amongst the students in the room before they all eventually shuffled from their seats and moved enthusiastically toward the door. After the hall had cleared out, both princes made their way inside.
“I was starting to think you’d never come,” the woman addressed Tooru, smiling as she did so.
The omega laughed. “I wouldn’t break such an important promise, Kiyoko.”
She was an attractive woman, Hajime thought, with sleek black hair tied back into a bun. Her squared lenses and the beauty mark near her mouth set her apart from the other beautiful women of the kingdom. While her frame was slender and she was a bit shorter than Tooru, her scent and aura made it clear that she was an alpha.
Kiyoko Shimizu, originally from the Eastern kingdom, came from a noble lineage. While possessing exquisite beauty, Tooru had praised her for her intellect. While the two attended school together, the woman had been constantly bombarded with letters of marriage proposals and betrothal arrangements over the years. Of course, she had turned each and everyone down, preferring to excel in her studies because what she was truly passionate about was politics.
Eventually, her father grew restless with her constant postponing of a wedding and fixed her marriage to a rich southern lord. Terashima-san from the Johzenji province was an attractive gentleman: rich, enthusiastic…well there wasn’t much more Kiyoko could have said. His playboy reputation followed him practically everywhere and the pierced tongue that he showed off proudly didn’t do anything to rebuke it.
He came to the academy one day to see her, and she had embarrassed him thoroughly claiming she didn’t even know why he was there. It was true, at that time she hadn’t been aware. Needless to say, the young lord stormed off, not without bedding the first omega to throw themselves at him.
“I was quite surprised to find that you were a lecturer at the school. Not that I don’t applaud your profession, it’s just I sort of expected…larger feats in your future,” Tooru exclaimed in the politest way possible.
Kiyoko sighed, pursing her lips. “I recall we used to poke fun at our own teachers those years ago. But I’ll have to admit that I am truly grateful to the academy for providing me a place to stay while I start saving up money.”
Tooru was taken aback. “Money? What noblewoman should be concerned about money?"
She took a seat on one of the desks near the front of the room. “Shortly after we graduated, my father disowned me.”
Hajime didn’t even know the woman, yet he too was startled by her words.
“Disowned!?” the omega’s eyes widened. “For what reason?”
Kiyoko pushed her glasses up over her nose. “Well, you know that I’m my father’s only daughter. While it’s true that I was born an alpha, I wasn’t eligible to inherit the estate because I’m still a woman.”
It was common knowledge that female alphas didn’t receive the same respect and privileges as their male counterparts, something that Tooru intended to fix within his own kingdom as well.
She continued on. “My mother passed away trying to have me, so my old man was relying on me to produce the heir quickly. But with all the proposals I turned down, I guess he realized that there was no chance I would ever comply with his wishes. Terashima-san was the last straw before he realized I’d be of no use to him.”
“Still, disowning one's own daughter is far too cruel. You should have sent me a letter, or at least informed me of this earlier. If I had known you were suffering so-”
“Do not pity me, Tooru. I’m happier now than I ever was, with all the freedom in the world. Besides, once I caught word of your marriage to Wakatoshi-sama, I didn’t think I’d ever be able to see you again. Say, why is it that you’re still here?”
…
Her mouth hung open when the prince explained his situation. “Oh my,” she laughed, bringing her hand up over her lips gracefully. “You always were quite clever.” Then she turned her attention to Hajime. “Forgive me for not addressing you sooner, Your Highness. I may be wrong but, are you and Tooru-”
The southerner didn’t wish for her to finish her thought. “His bodyguard,” he corrected, “I’m serving as his bodyguard.”
At his abrupt interruption, Tooru began to laugh. “My my Hajime, you didn’t waste a second.” He smiled at the alpha and the other hated the way his heart skipped a beat. “That’s right, Hajime’s pledged to protect me until the day of my coronation.
Which, unfortunately, cannot happen until I fill my council with new advisors. If it’s not too much to ask, I’d like to invite you to the position—You did promise me all those years ago that you would accept when the time came.”
Kiyoko’s painted lips curled up. “Promises or not, my answer still hasn’t changed. It would be an honor to serve you, your majesty.”
The omega groaned while pulling her into a hug. “Just Tooru is perfectly fine.”
Hajime decided to step outside the room, giving the two old friends some time to rekindle what the years had lost. As he descended the rows of desks and left out the door, the alpha was met with the sight of his younger brother, orange curls contrasting with the dark navy of his collared uniform. It made the alpha wonder how Tooru looked when he wore those clothes back during his school days.
“Shoyo?” He raised his eyebrows.
“Everyone was squealing about a southern prince on the arm of Tooru-san and I wanted to see which one of you idiots it was,” the young omega sounded annoyed, “I can’t believe father asked you to spy on me.”
“Spy on you?” Hajime chuckled, “No, I’m here for work. I’ll be acting as Tooru’s bodyguard for the time being.”
“Is that so?” Shoyo exclaimed before raising his eyebrows suggestively, “I never would have expected you two would get so close.”
He pulled the omega into a playful chokehold. “You can talk to me like when you reach my height.”
Before the struggling boy could retort, they were surrounded by a group of omegas with a certain dangerous aura.
“Sho-chan!” they screeched, “When were you going to tell us that your brother would be visiting?”
The disgusted look on his younger brother's face was enough for Hajime to understand not to entertain the flock.
“It seems all the southern princes are worth gazing at,” the pack leader drawled as he looked the alpha up and down.
“With the exception of a certain classmate of ours…” One of the ones on the sides whispered, but still loud enough for the crowd to giggle to themselves.
Hajime rolled his eyes, letting his brother out of his grasp and sticking close.
“I do prefer the eldest one. Daichi-sama is the king, after all, not to mention he shares Western blood,” a brunette spoke up.
“You’ve got it wrong, haven’t you seen Koutarou-sama training in the mornings? That man is a work of art!”
Another sighed. “It’s futile discussing the eldest princes—mind you they’ve already wed. Tetsurou-sama’s the one with the perfect face. Perfect everything in fact.”
Both Hajime and Shoyo made eye contact with the hilarious words that praised their brothers.
The group leader in the middle suddenly came closer. “ I believe that the man in front of us deserves the most praise. Besides,” The sickeningly sweet stench of caramel pheromones peaked in the air, “I don’t see a mating bond anywhere.” As the young omega reached out to touch him, Hajime felt a familiar pull on his right shoulder.
“This won't do,” Tooru’s silky voice came from next to him. “I leave you alone for only a second and you’re already surrounding yourself with other omegas?” he teased.
Just then, the group of schoolboys looked startled as they lowered their heads out of respect. “Your majesty,” they bowed, fanning out their skirts.
The older omega let his cleaner pheromones fill the air. “I do hate to be the bearer of bad news, but,” he suddenly nuzzled the gland at Hajime’s neck, scenting him in front of everyone. “Commander-chan is already accounted for.”
The group scurried off, giggling to themselves and laughing at their leader who was now extremely red in the face at being so embarrassed. Now it was Hajime’s turn to hide his own flusteredness at the fact that Tooru had so intimately claimed him as his own like it was nothing. Shoyo proved to be the best distraction, looking up at the older omega like he was brighter than the sun and showering him with praise instead.
_
They left the school around late afternoon, ready to head back to the palace before nightfall. Hajime, however, requested to return later since he had some immediate supplies he needed to get. Although the omega had protested that a servant could fetch it later, the alpha insisted that he would prefer to get them himself.
He called a trusted sub-commander to accompany the prince back to the palace before sending the carriage away. Hajime sighed when the carriage was fully out of view. He didn’t enjoy lying, matter of fact, he was actually terrible at it. It had been a miracle that someone as perceptive as Tooru hadn’t caught on.
The alpha pulled a slip of paper out from his pocket, following the directions written on it until he stumbled upon a white marble building that resembled a palace. As he pushed the doors open, all eyes were on him.
See, a certain uneasiness had been plaguing Hajime since the first day of their travels, maybe even before. The timing couldn’t have been worse. The alpha was four days into his rut.
It seemed that his sanity had been hanging by a thread and every little factor wanted to bring him closer to the edge. First, there was the fact that Hajime predicted this might happen, but didn’t speak up since Tooru was quite thorough with his plans. The alpha would have hated to be the reason for offsetting them.
Furthermore, staying close to an omega like the Western prince while in rut was not an easy task. To avoid all hell breaking loose, Hajime popped his strongest suppressants like candy. They wouldn’t stop his rut, just prolong the inevitable aggressive episode that awaited him when the medicine wore off.
The final straw remained the trip they took to the academy, full of young omegas, freely letting out their scents. Hajime tried his hardest to calm himself down, just barely making it. Younger omegas always did have more potent pheromones, often unable to fully control their scents just yet. Alas, the southerner had run out of his suppressants and preferred to spend the night elsewhere to avoid pouncing on a certain western omega unknowingly.
He recalled a conversation between some of his men down at the training base.
-
“Where’s Kindaichi?” Hajime had inquired, noticing that the sub-commander had skipped out on his morning regiment.
“Sir, he’s at the peak of his rut. I assume he will return in a day or two,” Kunimi had responded nonchalantly.
“I see.” The southerner had wondered how he would manage when his time would come. He had half a mind to ask his men how they took care of themselves. But Hajime wasn’t aware if they were mated or if it was even socially acceptable in the West to visit a brothel or pleasure house if necessary. “Say, has he gone somewhere ?”
They all stopped training to look at their leader. It had been the first time their new commander had actually inquired about their lives outside the army.
“Kindaichi and I both visit the same establishment on the border of the capital. It’s hardly fancy, but it’s clean and the omegas look just about as much as they're worth. It’s all we can afford without noble titles though,” the man continued. “I don’t suppose Mattsun would be able to recommend a place. He’s been screwing his little boyfriend since birth.”
“Don’t talk about him that way,” the other alpha rolled his eyes, “You know I’d marry Makki in a heartbeat if our fathers could put their differences aside.”
Kunimi looked to the side. “Mad Dog over there could fuck anything that walked. But I know he secretly longs to be tamed by a classy older mistress.”
“Shut the fuck up,” the younger man shouted from the corner, and the other chuckled.
Mattsun spoke up. “I recall your brother used to visit a place when he was here. They only take the most elite of clients, not even most nobles could dream of visiting. It’s hard to miss.” He scribbled some instructions on spare parchment before handing it to the commander.
-
With his tan skin and jet-black hair, Hajime couldn’t have been mistaken for anyone else. Taking in the grand surroundings, there were intricate paintings of goddesses hung up around the walls in addition to strung-up plants and pretty flowers placed at the corners. But the interior wasn’t even the most eye-catching feature of the place. Beautiful omegas were lounging on the couches and leaning against the alabaster statues of the grand staircase. They were perched on the railing like feathered birds, some engaged in games with other patrons, others dressed in revealing outfits leading visitors to their rooms.
“Oh my, it’s not every day we receive such a prestigious guest,” the matron purred upon seeing the alpha. “Such a shame you didn’t make a reservation. All my available darlings are unfortunately booked for the night.”
It would be nightfall soon and Hajime didn’t think he could wander about looking for another establishment in the unfamiliar Western Capital. But if they were booked, there really wasn’t anything he could do but return to the palace and take care of himself.
“Let me take him,” a sultry voice rang out revealing an omega with blonde hair. “I’ve already had the other brother, perhaps I can compare the two.” He sent a wink toward Hajime.
The matron laughed, shaking her head. “I couldn’t possibly allow that. We must keep the princes together. Go on, tell His Majesty that there’s a client waiting for him.”
“His Majesty?” the alpha questioned, wondering just how elite a prostitute had to be to deserve a name as such.
“Oh yes, the highest-ranked courtesan here. Ever since my darling was a young boy he’s borne a striking resemblance to Prince Tooru. They’re practically identical!”
Now Hajime really was intrigued. Was there truly such an omega that could rival the prince?
The blonde beckoned him up the stairs. “I should warn you that he’s quite fussy today. You’ve disturbed His Majesty’s day off.” He kissed the alpha’s cheek before giggling away.
When Hajime opened the door, he observed the omega brushing his hair on the vanity. They made eye contact and he could see why they referred to him as His Majesty. He was strikingly beautiful, with flowing brown hair and a figure graceful like Tooru.
Then the omega spoke. “It’s been so long since a prince came to visit me. Today was supposed to be my day without clients, but for southern royalty, I’d love to make an exception.”
He walked over to Hajime, untying the robe that he wore and revealing an expensive night dress. “You smell very strong,” the omega said, rubbing his cheek against the prince’s scent gland and letting some of his own scent out. “Alphas in rut are usually sent to the cheaper omegas downstairs.”
“I apologize for the inconvenience,” he answered.
“There’s no need to apologize to me. Even on my dying breath, I’d make room for such a handsome man like yourself.”
When Hajime got to looking at His Majesty close up, he began to see just how little this copycat omega actually resembled Tooru. There had been some sort of copper powder pressed into his originally mundane brown hair in order to mimic the golden shine that the real prince possessed. Furthermore, the doppelganger's exaggerated blush and makeup were far too extreme to match the westerner's natural flush. The alpha could have pointed out several other flaws like the single crooked tooth or the slight offset of his left eye.
But besides those factors pertaining to his looks, there were some things no amount of makeup would cover up. The first being his manners and the way he spoke. When Tooru spoke, it was graceful and firm, not sleazy and overly desperate like the omega in front of him. The most striking difference would have to be their scents. Lavender was never a musk Hajime quite enjoyed, deeming it only acceptable or overbearing. Unfortunately for His Majesty, it was the latter and it sickened the Southerner. The pheromones that he would never tire of had to be Tooru’s rosy ones, light, clean, and pleasant.
The alpha filled with a strange guilt having been where he was, about to bed an omega that minutely resembled the esteemed western prince. He felt that the symptoms of his rut had almost vanished, and all he wanted to do was return back to the true omega he swore to protect.
“I’m sorry, but I cannot accept your services tonight,” he stepped back, removing a full bag of golden coins from his pocket and handing it to the omega. “For your troubles and wasting a perfectly good use of your time.”
“Why the change of heart?” the other protested with true disappointment.
The image of the other prince waiting for his return crossed Hajime’s mind. “I have a duty to someone else,” he said firmly, not really caring how ambiguous it sounded.
As he turned towards the door, the omega rushed forward, grabbing his hand tightly. “Please,” he begged, “I don’t even want your money, I just wish to be the one you spend your rut with!” He pressed his lips to Hajime’s neck, nipping it slightly.
Pushing him away, the southerner wrinkled his nose at the pathetic display. He had no right to compare himself to the prince—Tooru would never so desperately throw himself at an alpha. Hajime rushed back down the stairs, confused stares following him as he quickly made his way to the door.
“F-finished already your Highness?” the matron called after him, but the alpha already had one foot outside.
It was silent when he returned to the palace, with dinner already cleared out and most of the staff long gone. Hajime meant to creep back into his room without making a sound to avoid bumping into the Westerner. He made an effort to take the staircase at the south wing of the palace, one that was hardly used by anyone but the launderer.
Unfortunately for the alpha, Tooru was sitting at the bottom of the said staircase with a book in his hand. He hadn’t yet changed out of his trousers, looking up through his glasses at Hajime who stopped in his tracks.
“What was it that you so urgently needed to buy?” the omega asked with a hint of interrogation in his tone.
Hajime cleared his throat. “Leather,” he said, the first thought that popped into his head. He wished he could slap himself as soon as the word left his lips because what could he possibly need leather for at such an odd hour?
“Leather?” Tooru cocked his head, obviously skeptical.
“Yes, my saddle is worn out.”
Tooru put his book down, walking toward the alpha slowly. “I didn’t take you for a liar, commander. Is it truly so personal that you had to hide things from me?”
Trying his hardest not to let his resolve slip, the Southerner played along. “I’m not hiding anything.”
The omega’s smile was haunting at that moment. “But you’ve returned empty-handed, and you even made a point to use this staircase out of all the others.”
The third prince felt a sinking feeling, realizing that Tooru may have already sensed the truth.
“Honestly, I didn’t wish to see you here tonight, Hajime. I told myself that if you truly were hiding something from me, you wouldn’t wish to use the main staircase. If you could only imagine how I feel, knowing that the man who is to be protecting me is instead conniving behind my back.” He sounded hurt.
Suddenly Tooru’s eyes went wide, zeroing in on the fold of Hajime’s collar. He came close, pulling it to the side and revealing a reddish mark, the unfortunate evidence of his presence at the brothel.
“You’ve been with that omega…” the westerner looked at him with a chilling cold gaze.
“I can explain-”
“There’s nothing to explain,” he said firmly, “You’re practically dripping with those disgusting pheromones. Not to mention my impersonator has staked his claim right on your neck for the world to see.”
“I’ve been suppressing my rut for the last 5 days!” Hajime clenched his jaw, not wanting the other to keep accusing him of such pointless thoughts. “I couldn’t take it anymore so I went to seek release. Obviously, you wouldn’t understand so I meant to keep it a secret!”
Tooru’s lips fell open. “Oh..”
The alpha felt out of breath, the aggression that always accompanied his rut slowly seeping out. “And if you must know, I left before it could begin. I just couldn’t bring myself to seek comfort in him.”
“Why ever not?” The omega sounded more gentle this time.
Hajime flinched, unable to admit to the truth once more. He wouldn’t admit that the whole time, his mind filled with thoughts of the man in front of him. He just couldn’t tell the prince of the guilt he felt at that moment. He shouldn’t confess that in his mind, Tooru seemed more appealing than any other omegas he had ever laid eyes upon. “He…wasn’t suited to my tastes,” he lied straight through his teeth.
The Westerner just stared blankly at his words.
“Well then, if you will excuse me, I must take care of myself.”
“Wait!” Tooru called after him. “W-will it affect your ability to carry out your duties if you spend your rut without a partner?”
They locked eyes. “Tooru…”
“I didn’t wish to shame you for your urges,” the omega sighed, “And if you do require comfort…Might I offer my own services?”
_
It was the last place Hajime expected to find himself on the sixth day of his rut. Tooru’s room was slightly more lavish than his own, with a grand balcony that overlooked the rose gardens and carried in the sweet scent from below. Hajime wondered when he had grown so accustomed to the smell.
His head began to spin shortly after the bath he took, scrubbing the day’s dirt, sweat, and unwanted pheromones from his skin. The suppressants the alpha had abused left his system and all that was left was the feverish heat that accompanied his heavy breaths.
Tooru joined him on the bed where he lay, fresh from his own bath and clad in a thin satin robe. In his hand was a bottle filled with some sort of lightly pigmented oil.
“What is that?”
The omega smiled slightly. “I’ve read in books that sometimes, rutting alphas can be tamed by a massage.”
Hajime squinted, furrowing his brow. “You intend to subdue me by rubbing oil on my body?”
“Shall we put it to the test?” Tooru smirked, taking his position behind the other.
Skeptical as he was, the alpha sat up, pulling his shirt up and off his body. He turned back when a few moments passed and the other hadn’t yet touched him. Tooru was staring, eyes raking over his sculpted back before realizing he had been caught.
“How beautiful,” he exclaimed, tracing up the scratches and healed scars painting the alpha’s back.
Hajime laughed, “Beautiful is hardly the word to describe such a mess.”
The Westerner rubbed the oil into his palms before beginning to knead the other’s trapezius. “I wouldn’t call it a mess. Your back is like a canvas and these scars are brushstrokes,” he moved his touch down Hajime’s shoulders, “They tell your story, what you fought for, all your hard work…”
The alpha groaned slightly at Tooru’s gentle touch and his smooth voice that could have put him to sleep. “Koutarou’s is more impressive.” He certainly was relaxed, but still longing for something more. “Why are you doing this for me?”
“Hmm, maybe I’m apologizing,” he purred into the alpha’s ear, working his hands along the muscles of Hajime’s arm. “You’ve been very good to me, prolonging your rut just so it wouldn’t interfere with my plans. And here I went, reprimanding you for being so considerate.”
Suddenly, the omega pressed his lips to the shell of the other prince’s ear, nibbling the lobe with his pointed canines. He traced a few experimental kisses down the neck and sucked the alpha’s scent gland lightly when he got to it. Hajime let out a few shaky breaths as he felt the sensation stir something in his groin. Tender fingertips stroked up and down his back before climbing over the front of his torso. First, Tooru felt over his clavicles, then to the firm skin of his pectorals, leaving a trail of soothing oil wherever his hands traveled. With two fingers, he rubbed over the alpha’s dark nipples.
Hajime shivered. “Stop that,” he groaned, brushing the omega’s hands off of him.
“You’re feeling it though,” Tooru teased, gesturing to the now large tent in his pants. “How unfortunate that my massage had the opposite effect. You seem to be more riled up than before.”
Then the westerner shifted his position so that he could kneel between the other’s spread legs. He traced a finger along the lines of Hajime’s chiseled abs before running his knuckles along the coarse dark hair under his navel. Then he pulled down on the waistband of the alpha’s loose pants, revealing his large and swollen sex.
“Well, you certainly are well endowed,” the omega whispered as he let more oil into his palm before caressing the side of Hajime’s shaft.
Hajime groaned, wiping the sweat that began to bead at his temple before leaning back on his elbows. He huffed, letting his head tip backward when gentle fingers wrapped around the base of his cock and made their way up and down. The pressure the other prince was allowing him was just enough, a slower pace than what he would have given himself but still pleasurable nonetheless. Suddenly, a particularly prolonged squeeze elicited a low whine from his lips and he clenched the sheets, spilling into the palm of his partner.
He certainly was surprised at how composed Tooru looked despite his palm being covered in the alpha’s arousal. It made him wonder if the other had experienced it all before, not that he really cared. Alas, Hajime’s erection remained sturdy as ever and his experience with his rut told him that just once was never going to be enough. It didn’t seem like the westerner was ready to back down either as he wiped his palm with a clean towel before lowering his face by the tip.
“You don’t need to…do that,” Hajime said between breaths, his words disobeying what he truly wanted. He sat up slightly, reaching out to tuck a fallen strand of brown hair behind Tooru’s ear.
Deep brown eyes flicked up at him. “Don’t think too much, Hajime. Just use me for a change,” he said, grabbing the alpha’s hand and placing it back onto his head, strong fingers weaving into the soft strands at his crown.
First, Tooru kissed the tip before grazing the side of his cock with plush lips making the alpha hiss. Then, when he finished mapping out the entirety of Hajime’s sex with his tongue, the omega attempted to take the whole length into his mouth. The alpha tightened his grasp slightly as the heat began to engulf his sensitive rod, calling out the prince’s name with a huskier tone.
The way Tooru sucked cock was elegant and reserved, a true royal. He did it like any task he took up, with precision, vigor, and with certainty that his efforts would pay off. However, with the slow pace he was taking and the fact that he hadn’t been able to fit the entirety of the alpha into his throat, Hajime didn’t think he would finish soon enough.
With a steady hand, he guided Tooru’s jaw up off his cock, using his thumb to swipe the excess seed off the omega’s lips before gazing into his eyes. It lasted only a moment though, the Westerner blushing and turning away before sitting up on his knees so that he could straddle the alpha’s hips. Hajime watched intently as Tooru reached for the tie of his robe, beginning to pull it before noticing the intense gray eyes that took him in with such fervor.
But instead of continuing to undress himself, the omega turned in his place so that his back was facing the other. “That omega at the brothel…if he didn’t suit your preferences, I suppose I wouldn't either.”
Hajime should have corrected him, but even he didn’t wish to lose the little composure he had left. Tooru resumed his motions, pulling his braid onto his shoulder and slipping the silk off his body. He leaned forward slightly, dipping his hand between his thighs and then into his hole, presumably so that he could prepare himself for what was to come. The salacious display was a feast to the alpha's eyes.
What a sight he was to behold. Fully clothed, those around the prince had a hard time keeping their gaze off him. But now, completely naked and positioned in such a manner, Hajime wondered if he had died and reached heaven. Tooru’s long neck cascaded into his elegant back and his shoulders were rosy like the rest of him. His body sloped in at the waist and fanned out beautifully at the hips. Of course, the alpha had seen it all before at the last royal wedding, his eyes locked on the omega as he swayed and danced freely. He reached his hand out, rubbing it against the omega’s gentle curves and taking in the way the Westerner flinched when he did so.
“That surprised me,” he giggled, before shifting back and letting the tip of Hajime’s sex breach his own.
Tooru’s arms shook as he lowered himself down, his head falling backward as a breathy whine left his mouth with each inch he took. Hajime also quivered with the new sensations enveloping his swollen cock. After getting used to the alpha filling him completely to the brim, the westerner began to rock his ass back and forth, pretty moans filling the air. The alpha put both hands on either side of his partner’s hips, gripping slightly before letting his touch wander up the contours of the omega’s soft stomach and to his breasts which he kneaded playfully.
Tooru moaned as he folded his own hands on top of Hajime’s curious ones, keeping them pressed up against his skin. Suddenly, the alpha felt a fear pool in his abdomen. There was something he had been dreading, the point where his rut would truly take over, clouding his senses and unleashing a side of him that Tooru had never seen before. Though he had been fighting his instincts, Hajime's control had slipped, and he had no choice but to succumb to his rut. The tender touches and slower pace were thrown away as the alpha bucked his hips harshly forward, so fierce that the omega had stumbled onto his stomach from the impact.
“Hajime-” he began to say, turning his head slightly and feeling a chill up his spine at the piercing silver eyes that now read a different expression. It reminded him of the powerful wolves stalking in the snow during his last visit to the Northern kingdom. The man who was grasping his body so tightly was a true alpha.
Without allowing the omega a moment to adjust, Hajime began to thrust at a sickeningly quick pace. He panted heavily, vision going out of focus as he let the pleasure take over. He could hear Tooru, struggling to match his pace with choked-out shouts and gasps, his hips stuttering and his back arching deep as he was fucked so thoroughly. The southerner watched his beautiful spine, tracing it with his eyes down to the two prominent dimples at the base of the omega’s back. Then, he observed the plush ass pressed up against his groin and slapping the front of his thighs. Something in him snapped as he pulled his hand back before bringing it down hard onto the omega’s left ass cheek, the red blossoming like a flower on his pale skin.
Tooru shouted at the action, lowering his face to the sheets in an attempt to silence the dirty noises he was unintentionally letting out. But Hajime soon realized that he quite relished the cut-off gasps of his name and the Ahs and Ohs that got louder with each ministration. He just needed to hear them again.
In the midst of his aroused daze, the alpha saw the long braid coiled on the bed, the one that Tooru frequently wore with roses pinned at the top. It was his favorite style and the current petal color of choice was a pleasant orange. He grabbed the bottom of the plait, surprising the Westerner as he wrapped the braid clean around his palm, pulling the omega’s head back up. Now forced to remain on all fours, Tooru’s cries could entertain the alpha properly and he continued to mindlessly ram his cock in and out until he hit his climax over and over.
Notes:
I seriously have no clue how dicks work lol, tried my best.
Chapter 18: There's a million reasons why I should give you up: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title from the song The Heart Wants What It Wants by Selena Gomez
Slight TW for this chapter (Sensitive topics: a bit sad with some gross language)
Notes:
Hello, It's been a few weeks, in which I spent simultaneously traveling and writing this fic. It was super fun and I had a blast writing this one as well. I do bounce around a lot in this chapter and also introduce some original characters without names (mainly because they don't appear in any other chapters lol) so I hope that doesn't get confusing. I can't believe there are only three more IwaOi chapters after this OMG. Some of you in the comments have been asking about Kuroken so I'm happy to announce that they will be next! Stay tuned for more updates this month and thank you all so much for reading and commenting. Your kind words and support mean the world to me!! Enjoy <3
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Chapter Text
When Hajime opened his eyes, the sun had just finished setting on the horizon, and hues of deep pinks and pleasant blues could be seen at the balcony from where he lay. He felt heavy and light all at the same time. Heavy, because the prince truly had no idea how long he had slept for, and light because it was as if someone had lifted all the ailments plaguing his body.
The pillows by his head were very comfortable, and if the alpha hadn’t recalled where exactly he was, he might have turned over to begin resting again. Alas, the stale smell of roses and juniper still permeating the air gave away the past state of the room. Hajime turned over, taking in the tousled sheets next to where he lay. He reached his palm out to find that they were ice cold.
The alpha felt guilty at the sight of vermilion colored petals, ripped and strewn across the bed. There were even some specks of blood that painted the sheet, Hajime’s heart sank and he felt he must have pushed his partner too hard. He should have turned down the offer, should have warned Tooru at least about how truly despicable he could get during his ruts. But what’s done was done and the most he could do now was apologize to the omega he had tortured.
“You’re awake,” the westerner’s voice rang out from the balcony, hoarser than usual. He emerged draped in the robe he had worn prior with bruises on his neck and shoulders. His hair was ruffled at the crown, far from the usual neat style he kept.
Ashamed, Hajime began to speak. “Tooru, truly, I am so s-”
“Are you well?”
“What?”
“Has your rut subsided?” The omega spoke gently but still firm, “Is your body fine?”
The southerner felt that the question should have been directed toward the other. “I am alright, but only at the expense of your well-being. I’m terribly sor-”
“Who are you to pass any judgment on my well-being, Hajime?” Tooru said, darkening his gaze. “You forget that it was I who offered my body to you on my own account. Must you throw such baseless apologies my way?”
“My words are hardly baseless,” the alpha challenged, “I’m not blind to the way you’re limping. All those bruises and marks—You shouldn’t have let me use you like a ragdoll. No, I should have warned you not to get involved.”
Without even acknowledging the other’s words, the omega glided over to his dresser, opening one of the drawers, and pulling out a colored liquid. He poured some out into the cap of the vial it was in before downing it.
“What is that?”
The omega began writing notes on a spare sheet of parchment. “Contraception.”
Hajime had never even heard of it. “Alcohol?”
Tooru laughed a bit. “No, it’s more like medicine. I’ve been developing it with the palace apothecaries for quite some time now.”
The alpha was intrigued. “And why do you take this medicine?”
“So that I do not become with a child after spending your rut with you.”
The thought had certainly crossed the alpha’s mind when Tooru had offered himself at the start. What would they do if he had wound up pregnant from the action? Hajime should have expected that the omega had a plan.
“It’s proven to be quite effective in preventing conception, though this would be the first time I’m testing it during a rut. It’s even the first time I’ve used it myself.”
Hajime looked at him skeptically. “And what will you do if it proves to be ineffective?”
“Well, I suppose we would have to worry about that in nine months time.”
Seeing the alpha’s bewildered expression, Tooru began to laugh. “How terrified you look, Hajime. I assure you this has been tested by hundreds already, and I’ve no doubts it will work as intended.”
The alpha exhaled. Still, one thing remained unclear. Why would Tooru have a need for developing this contraception? Did he wish to be so promiscuous in the future that he required medicine to prevent an accidental pregnancy? No, that was simply too far-fetched to be the truth. He cleared his throat, “Have you commissioned this for yourself?”
The omega’s gaze turned sharp. “Now that you are well, there’s someplace I must take you.”
_
In the dead of night, the carriage rocked back and forth along the stone path of the capital streets. Without the usual bustle and crowds that filled the cobblestones, the city was almost unrecognizable. The full moon, high in the sky, illuminated the beautiful buildings with an elegant silver sheen and painted a peaceful picture all around.
Hajime caught sight of the establishment he had visited a few days prior and suddenly, the surroundings morphed into smaller, dingier buildings with a few suspicious characters lurking around in the alleyways and shadows. There was the occasional giggle that made its way into the carriage as they whisked by, accompanied by sweet perfumed scents of various fruits and flowers. Hajime turned to Tooru from where he sat across from him. “Where are we?”
“We have entered the pleasure district,” the omega said plainly, looking out the window.
The carriage stopped moving abruptly and Tooru pulled the hood of his cloak up over his head. Hajime was the first to exit, stepping out to offer his hand to the omega since he was wearing a dress this time. The Westerner accepted it graciously and even wrapped it around the alpha’s forearm as they walked. “It’s a bit dangerous after curfew. We’ll have less trouble if any thugs believe that I am already accounted for.”
There certainly were many eyes on the pair as they walked the warm streets of the district. With his free hand, Tooru held up a lantern that provided a dull guiding light directly in front of them. The alpha followed along, still confused about why they were roaming the streets of the pleasure district past midnight. “Is there a specific location we are searching for?”
Amidst the sounds of faint moans and slammed doors, the cries of a baby could be heard clearly. As Tooru pulled the other along quickly, the wails became louder and louder and they even seemed to multiply. They entered a dark alleyway with the sour stench of sewage and rotting blood making Hajime bring his hand up over his nose in distaste. They descended further down to a large heap of trash in the corner and the southerner’s eyes widened at the horrifying sight of dozens of infants lying in the filth.
Despair pooled in the pit of the alpha’s gut, the feeling akin to witnessing a battlefield in the aftermath of a great conflict. Some of the innocents were crying out for their mothers while others appeared to have perished already, silent amongst the discarded garbage. Hajime looked over at the omega who walked toward the pile, taking one of the screaming babies into his arms and rocking it back and forth til it cooed and fell asleep. Then he placed it back onto the floor with a sunken expression.
They visited alley after alley, sadly finding similar sights with each corner turned. “As you can see,” Tooru explained, “This is quite the significant issue—Innocent blood spilled like it means nothing. Being a ruler means I must stick up for those who have no voice but the tears that haunt their faces.”
As they walked back in silence, both puzzled at the fact that the carriage was not where they left it, replaced by the wheel tracks and horseshoe indents.
Hajime clicked his tongue. “What sort of imbecile just drives away like that?”
“Calm down, commander,” the omega exhaled, “The only thing we can do now is find a place to stay for the night.”
Thankfully, there was one normal-looking inn with the porch lights still on indicating at least a vacant room or two. A bell jingled as Hajime pushed the door open, startling an older woman who was sleeping behind a desk at the front. She eyed them suspiciously as they walked in.
“Welcome,” she yawned, “We don’t usually get too many visitors around this time.” She looked Hajime up and down. “Don’t get very many that look like you either. What can I do for you folks?”
When the Westerner pulled his cloak further over his face, Hajime understood that he would have to do most of the talking. He noticed the dual sets of keys hanging on the wall. “My wife and I would like to reserve your two remaining rooms, please.”
The innkeeper looked at Tooru who wrapped his hand tighter around the alpha’s arm. “You said he was your wife?”
“Is there any issue with that, ma’am?”
“ Well, it’s just…I would expect a husband and wife to share a bed. You better not be up to some shady business.”
Just then an older man walked out from a room to the side. He joined the innkeeper, putting a hand on her shoulder. “Is there a problem here?
“My wife and I were married only recently. It was arranged, and so I felt he would be more comfortable to sleep in a separate bed.” Hajime tried to come up with his best lie. “It's been a long way from the Southern kingdom, please, we are very tired.”
The old man put a hand on the woman’s shoulder. “Of course, we can accommodate such a thoughtful gentleman.” He grabbed the keys from the wall and handed them to Hajime. “If you could just sign your name, sir.”
The alpha hoped he didn’t hesitate too much when coming up with an alias. He wrote with purposely unrefined penmanship to hide his royal lineage and signed the name Iwaizumi, the most common of Southern surnames.
“Iwa-chan?” the omega giggled as they walked up the stairs of the inn and to their rooms, to which the other rolled his eyes.
_
Hajime woke up to a loud thud. He lay in bed for a few moments, assuming that another tenant had simply moved a piece of furniture or slammed a door. But a clear bang against the wall and the muffled shouts of a familiar voice made the southerner’s heart sink in his chest.
He leaped out from under the covers, quick as lightning, his pulse quickening rapidly. The alpha stormed out into the hall and threw open the slightly ajar door to Tooru’s room, immediately zeroing in on the pest that had made his way into the omega’s space.
There was a masked man grabbing the prince harshly, one hand pinning the westerner’s arms behind his back and the other firm against his mouth as he yanked him toward the open window. Hajime nearly sprinted over, slamming his fist hard against the miscreant’s jaw and capturing him in a tight headlock only seconds later.
“How dare you,” Hajime snarled, clenching his jaw as he watched Tooru fall to the floor, grabbing his twisted wrist and catching his breath. “Do you have any idea who you’ve put your filthy hands on?”
He ripped the mask from the man’s exposed head, surprised to find the old man from before. “You!” As the alpha tightened his grip on his neck, the innkeeper’s eyes rolled back in his head and he choked and clawed at Hajime’s forearm.
Suddenly, Tooru jumped forward, pulling at Hajime’s shirt. “Stop it, Hajime! Any more and you’ll kill him!”
The Southerner huffed. “And isn’t it what he deserves? For laying his hands on you, he should be punished.”
“I order you to let him go!” The omega said firmly, “My plans will only backfire if we kill this man…”
Reluctantly, and only because he was given the command, Hajime released his grip causing the criminal to stumble to the floor wheezing as he clutched his neck. He crawled forward like vermin on his hands and knees, and the commander brought his leg up to kick him in the side. “Does your wife know that you break into the rooms of your clients?”
With pure fear in his eyes, the older man spasmed out the door and back down the stairs. Hajime rushed to look out the window where a group of men were rushing away with a large ladder in their hands. He let out a deep breath before shaking out his knuckles and approaching the omega. He took Tooru’s wrists into his palms, clicking his tongue at the red marks that began to form at the junction.
“Are you alright?” He worried, attempting to steady his breathing.
“I…am fine.” It was clear that he was shaken up by the events.
“Let’s get out of this shit hole before something else happens,” Hajime said, starting towards the door, before he was grabbed back.
“And go where exactly? The omega said unwaveringly. “It’s still dark outside and we’ve no carriage.”
It was an unfortunate situation but Tooru was ultimately right. “Fine, but you will stay in my room.”
When they entered Hajime’s room, he grabbed a pillow from the bed and threw it on the floor. “You take the bed, I’ll stay here if you need anything.”
But before the alpha could settle by the foot of the bed frame, the other prince grabbed his arm once more. “I…I would feel a lot more comfortable if you joined me,” he mumbled, gesturing toward the bed.
They locked eyes a moment before Hajime nodded slowly, getting back onto the sheets and turning to his side when he felt Tooru’s weight shift against the other end of the bed. They’d shared a bed before, but not like this. The alpha could barely remember what the past had entailed, too fazed out from his rut to truly take in his surroundings. Did he hold the omega close or did they keep to their respective sides of the mattress in the moments when they weren’t having sex? Some time had passed when the bed began to shake slightly and Hajime turned to see that the omega was quivering in place.
“Hey, are you cold?”
The Westerner let out a shaky breath. “No, apologies, I just got reminded of…”
The shaking had yet to cease and Hajime didn’t know what compelled him to do what he did at that moment, turning toward the omega and wrapping his arms around him. His heart must have been racing but the alpha hardly cared anymore.
“Hajime-”
“You stopped, didn't you?” He whispered, content that the other was now still in place.
“...I suppose I did,” the prince muttered back, inching closer to the other so that his back rested against the alpha’s chest.
“No one can hurt you, Tooru. As long as I’m here, I'll kill them before they have the chance.”
The southerner remained awake until the sun began to rise through the window. Then only did he close his eyes and accept the sleep he had been fighting all night. Holding Tooru in his arms had been surprisingly comfortable, and he steadily drifted into a peaceful slumber.
When Hajime awoke the next morning, the busy sounds of the streets carried in through the window, and the omega was no longer within his grasp. Tooru had already finished dressing and was braiding his hair by the faded mirror in the room.
“My, you didn’t sleep at all,” the prince smiled in his direction. “I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable.”
“Not at all!” the alpha replied, a little bit too enthusiastically. He cleared his throat, “Not in the slightest.” He wished he could seem as composed as the other.
Hajime picked up a sudden commotion that could be heard from outside the window and he put his boots on before trudging toward the sill. There was a crowd gathered just outside the inn, a mix of finely dressed omegas and alphas that were too unrefined to be deemed as patrons of the establishments. In the middle of it all was the older man he had beaten up the night before, a wolf in sheep's clothing. The southerner felt Tooru come up behind him, a hand pressed against his shoulder as he peered over.
“Reckon they’re here for us?” The omega whispered.
“Perhaps,” he nodded along.
Tooru sighed. “I was afraid this would happen. Stay close to me while I handle it, alright?”
They made their way outside, the stale, smokey air hitting hard in the summer heat. The whispers added to the tense atmosphere as many stopped to look at Hajime’s bruised knuckles.
“That’s the man isn’t it?”
“How dare he come here and disrespect our elders?”
“Let’s jump him. Show him just who he’s messing with.”
But when Tooru stepped out immediately after, the crowd hushed with a communal gasp. They drew back, some even lowering their heads with a “ Your Highness” before rushing away. However before the group could disperse entirely, an omega came forward.
He was dressed in expensive fabrics with precious stones decorating his hair, neck, wrists, and ears. A courtesan perhaps, and definitely a high-ranking one. “Don’t you all see,” he announced to the remainder of the gathered population, “These nobles believe they can come here and do whatever they want.”
“Mind who you’re talking to,” someone warned from the inside.
His eyes flicked to the two royals, “I won’t keep quiet this time. You think just because you outrank us we have to accept your maltreatment with a smile.”
Tooru moved in front of the alpha protecting him. “I will gladly listen to this maltreatment that you speak so passionately about.”
The other omega was clearly taken back.
“Which of these establishments do you belong to?”
His eyes turned fierce. “I don’t belong ,” he said coldly, “I own my establishment.”
_
They found themselves at a brothel down the street, the decorations slightly tackier than the more exclusive one closer to the capital. The chandelier was crystal, and exotic patterned carpets and tapestries from the Southern Kingdom could be spotted along the wooden floors and walls. There were lamps and glass figures of eastern craftsmanship as well as various wooden carvings that could have only come from the north.
Much like the interior, the omegas were very diverse as well, hailing from all parts of the country. A group of brown-skinned beauties hung on the balcony railing intending on listening in to the conversation at hand. Hidden amongst them were silver-haired northerners and easterners with long dark lashes. Hajime assumed that the establishment must have catered to a wide variety of tastes.
“Firstly,” the omega began, “You will be paying for my time.”
Tooru smiled pleasantly despite the other’s terrible attitude. “Name your price.”
The owner peered at him skeptically. “I must ask what your intentions are for visiting.”
The prince laughed. “Would you believe me if I confessed that I care quite a bit about the well-being of the residents of this district?”
He scoffed. “What a declaration for someone who assaulted a respected elder just last night! You nobles are nothing but a load of crap.”
Hajime furrowed his brow. “That man tried to-!”
Tooru silenced him with a flick of his hand and the alpha fell back. “Do you expect me to believe that all the courtesans working here volunteered on their own free will?”
The omega was quiet at his words.
“Ah. Have I struck a nerve?” the westerner pried, “Might I add that you don’t exactly resemble a native.” He took a glimpse of the other omega’s silvery hair and pale skin, “Could it be that you were taken from somewhere? From your family? To this foreign kingdom, all on your own-”
He jumped up, slightly red in the face. “Don’t talk like you know everything about me! How could someone like you, a royal, ever understand what we go through? You couldn’t even last a day living the way we do here!”
Tooru took a deep breath. “You are correct. I could never understand.” He walked over to the other, attempting to take his palm before the omega snatched it away. “But how can I even begin to help you if I am this unbeknownst to your hardships? Truly, I wish to ease your pain.”
The other composed himself. “We don’t require your help.”
“Perhaps you don’t need it. But what about the omegas stolen and sold into this jarring life? Those sucked into a world of crime because they don’t know how else to sustain themselves.” The prince paused for a moment, “Those babies, tossed carelessly into the garbage…If not you, I hope to protect them.”
The omega chewed his lip, softening his expression. “It's not like there's an unlimited amount of resources. We do what we must to survive…” he trailed off, quietly. “Everyone is aware of the terrible things that happen here, even the nobles. They blame us for the atrocities, threaten to shut the brothels down, or outlaw prostitution yet they visit every night without a care for the traces they leave behind. The children are as much theirs as they are ours.”
Hajime watched as Tooru got up from the couch they shared and lowered himself down next to the other man. The alpha’s eyes widened as the courtesan didn’t move over or flinch as he had done before. Tooru had succeeded, cracked the iron resolve of the other, and gained the favor he had sought out all along. It made perfect sense now, why he had shunned the southerner’s use of force against the locals, careful not to let it interfere with the trust he was intending to build.
“I don’t blame you, not at all,” he began, “I don’t even blame that man at the inn, sucked into the only scheme that would guarantee a steady income for keeping his business alive. But I promise I will fix it. All of it,” the prince said with a firm certainty to which the other gazed at with wide eyes.
Suddenly, there was a call from within the establishment and the omega got up from the couch. “Forgive me, but I must take care of some business.”
“Before you go,” Tooru stopped him, “I must offer my gratitude. Our brief conversation alone has given me a great deal of insight.” He reached into the bag Hajime was carrying and brought out a hefty sum of money. “I do hope this will suffice for the time we have taken.”
The courtesan's mouth fell open before he bowed his head. “Your patronage is heavily appreciated.”
The prince smiled, returning a small curtsy in response. “Additionally, I believe your perspectives could be of even more use to me. I’d like to invite you to join the royal council as one of my advisors…that is if you will allow it.”
Both Hajime and the other omega were stunned by his declaration. “What on God’s earth could you need my perspective for,” he said, almost laughing as the words left his painted lips.
“I wish to know how I can best help the residents of the pleasure district. Without you, I’d be the same as any noble or royal who came here whispering false promises of change.”
He hesitated. “I won't give up my business.”
Tooru smiled. “And I don’t intend on making you. Both can be done, I assure you.”
The omega raised his eyebrows. “Very well, if you can respect my conditions…I would be delighted to help you, Your Highness.”
It was the first time he had addressed the royal with such a respected title. As the two princes were about to leave, some of the eavesdropping courtesans rushed forward to pay their respects. They fanned out their dresses and lowered themselves almost to the floor.
“We are ever grateful, Tooru-sama,” they praised, “Our Madam was quite rude but you mustn't hold it against him.”
Another chimed in. “It’s true. Though he’s suffered so much, he treats us wonderfully.”
They spoke of a young northern omega taken from his family while visiting the western kingdom. His beautiful silvery hair had aroused quite the storm, attracting many patrons. Forced to serve many clients, overworked by his panderer, and praying for the day that the nightmare would end. One day, a noble patron had passed away leaving the entirety of his fortune to the young omega who used it to buy his freedom and open his own establishment. He could have escaped but instead wished to save those who suffered the same fate.
“We aren’t overworked,” one courtesan said, “And we make suitable income so that we can one day pay the Madam back for his investment in taking care of us all these years.”
One of the omegas rushed over to a room on the side, returning with a young girl in his arms.
“A child?” Hajime exclaimed, surprised at seeing a perfectly healthy toddler within the walls of a brothel.
“At most of the other establishments, babies are only kept if the mother is exceptionally beautiful or if an alpha is born.
Another courtesan returned with an infant in her arms. “But our Madam is so kind, he reassures us that there is always room to accommodate new children.”
Tooru smiled kindly at the younger kids who looked at him in fascination. “Hello there,” he addressed the girl, “My, your dress is very pretty.”
She blushed and turned into his mother’s neck shyly. The group laughed and after a quick moment, the girl leaned up to mumble something.
The courtesan giggled. “She says that you are very pretty as well.”
As the pair walked out from the establishment, Tooru looked quite content. “It seems that I picked the right representative.”
“I do feel he could have treated you with more respect,” Hajime responded, “You will soon be their king after all.”
The omega giggled. “I didn’t mind. He reminded me a lot of myself, surely he too felt I wouldn’t have taken him seriously if he had not put out such a persona.”
“Perhaps,” the southerner muttered, recalling the kind ways the courtesans had spoken about their Madam. “Can I ask why you care so much about the pleasure district?”
“Well, above all, it is the most dangerous place to live in all the kingdom,” Tooru began, before raising his head. “But it also contains the highest population of omegas. I feared that if I was unable to help them, then no one would.”
_
There was, in fact, much change that had occurred once Tooru’s council had been expanded. Contraception was introduced to each and every brothel in the area, and it was observed that unwanted conception had halted significantly. In the cases where the miraculous drug happened to fail, laws were implemented that protected the resulting children.
Furthermore, Tooru called for the building of multiple schools and clinics to be erected within the district itself. The schools were meant to keep the children off the streets and prevent them from finding their way to crime. The hospitals were filled with doctors from the capital itself, skilled enough to treat even the more serious of conditions. With Hajime’s help, a smaller military base was constructed just outside the district and contained soldiers who were meant to protect the residents and locals from the heavy traffic of the work days.
When progress began to show, Tooru packed his bags and went on to the next place he intended to help. They traveled to the far ends of the kingdom, scattered villages welcoming them with open arms and some leaders confessing that they had never been visited by royals themselves. When they traveled to the fertile region of farmland that bordered the Southern kingdom, the citizens were so far removed from the royal affairs that they weren’t even aware of the late king's death. As he gained the support of his people far and wide, the prince had found alphas, betas, and omegas alike to aid him in his mission.
Of course, he had Hajime by his side, always. And while the villages and far settlements the prince reached flourished under his care, something else was evolving along the way as well. That happened to be the relationship between the two princes as they traveled the omega’s kingdom in tandem, practically spending each hour of every day together. This even included the long nights, in which Tooru would sometimes climb into the alpha’s bed when he had trouble sleeping. It was brushed off as a desire for warmth, nothing more nothing less, although Hajime swore that he rested better when a certain omega was wrapped in his arms.
Still, the alpha refused to let his counterpart assist with his ruts. He respected the prince far too much to put him under such stress ever again, preferring to instead help himself to the memories of their intercourse to get him through the fever. Hajime knew it was the right thing to do, especially to avoid getting attached to someone who could never truly be his. He was certain that it would only take one more encounter for him to get dangerously addicted to omega’s body.
There were bittersweet feelings that haunted Hajime when the omega was around. Tooru was brilliant, an omega that needed no introduction with a mind of gold and a face cut from diamond. The only omega who could get the alpha’s heart racing by just the mere scent of rose petals. But each time Hajime let his eyes gaze a little too long at the exceptional beauty of the Western prince, he was reminded that their time together was far from infinite. With how easily he was able to win over his subjects, there would be no doubt that Tooru’s official coronation, the celebration that would crown him King of the Western kingdom, was only mere months away. The painful reminder that Hajime would soon return home to the south pulled him back from any slight giveaway that he could possibly be interested in the prince.
But a man can only dream, and Hajime dreamt like he had never before. Those nightmares of collars and humiliation were replaced by silly fantasies of a marriage that never was and never would be. It was as if he was reliving his brothers’ wedding, same characters, same setting and all, except his place was right up there at the altar, Daichi and Koutarou watching from the sides. Just like he had on that day, he scours the pews for that lovely face—but Tooru is not even beside Wakatoshi. Instead, he finds that the omega is up there at the altar dressed in a lovely white gown, breathtaking as ever.
Occasionally, Hajime even managed to convince himself that the attraction he felt for the omega was reciprocated. He wasn’t blind to the glances that Tooru stole when the alpha was getting his morning regime in, nor did he neglect the playful nicknames the other would bestow upon him at any given chance—though Hajime couldn’t tell if he was being flirted with or just made fun of. But no matter how certain he was that his feelings were returned, the Southerner knew he could never confess. He didn’t wish to wreck their current relationship with pointless words of like, love or whatever it was. If he spoke his truth, well, the alpha felt he’d be just as pathetic as any of the prince’s other thousand admirers. Before Hajime knew it, time had flown by and ten months had passed since his arrival.
Two letters arrived at the Western palace one evening sent directly from Daichi himself, one for Tooru and the other for his brother. Hajime left to the comfort of his room to read the letter, prying open the familiar wax seal of the southern family and taking in the nostalgic scent of parchment.
My dear brother Hajime,
I do apologize for not writing to you sooner, but free time has been incredibly sparse in the last few months. As you recall from our last exchange, I informed you of the safe delivery of your two nephews and the well-being of both Koushi and Keiji. I know you are working hard in the West, but it pains my heart that you’ve yet to meet the newest additions to our family.
Amidst our correspondence, Tooru has informed us of his intent to revisit each of the kingdoms’ leaders and see where the loyalties lie. I expect to be the first, and also anticipate that you will be coming home as well. Though it will be on business, I wished to invite you more personally as your brother. We all miss you very deeply, Hajime, and eagerly wait for the day when you will return to your rightful place as southern commander.
Of course, I understand that this will only be possible when the kingdoms are reunited once more, a task that can only be achieved by Tooru at this point in time. I am extremely certain that a truce can be achieved, although I will confide in you that I don’t know how much longer we can all hold out. It seems as if a year has already passed without Wakatoshi as our ally, and I fear that the more this conflict drags out, the closer we tread toward the prospect of war.
Well, there’s only so much I can write on this piece of paper. I am excited to see you again, Hajime. I must also express how proud I am of your help toward Tooru; if only you knew how he praises your skill in our letters. Safe travels and I wait for the day when I can welcome you back with open arms.
Your Brother,
Daichi
Hajime let out a sigh when he finished reading the letter. He could feel Daichi’s uneasiness practically leaking from the ink on the paper. While they all trusted Tooru’s strategy, time was ticking away, and the longer they went without meeting directly with Wakatoshi, the further away a truce seemed. It certainly was frustrating.
On the alpha’s desk sat a small ceramic vase filled with a few roses. Under the westerner’s orders, the maids would change out the flowers daily—a different shade each day. Today it happened to be white. Hajime’s mind betrayed him as it was filled with the illusions of Tooru in a white wedding dress.
It made the alpha feel pathetic to be thinking such foolish thoughts when his brother’s letter had just reminded him of the true objective at hand. Hajime felt he should kill such daydreams before they started interfering with his duties and so he picked up the inkwell at his desk and dumped the remaining deep blue ink into the vase before turning out the lights and going to sleep.
What the alpha hadn’t realized was that when he woke the next morning, the spectacle on the desk would bewilder him enough to throw off the covers and rush to investigate. How peculiar, that the vase he expected to hold brown and shriveled plant remains instead carried vibrant and majestic azure roses. Hajime shakily pulled a blue flower from the water and brought it up to his nose, a smiling daring to find his lips at the sweet and familiar smell of perseverance, undeniable beauty, and roses.
Notes:
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Chapter 19: And I plead and I pray: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Sacrilege by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Notes:
Hello! I'm back for another chapter, which took me like 10 days to write so I hope it's not terrible lol. I'm really trying to get this fic done before school starts so bear with me. As always, if something doesn't make sense or feels rushed, do let me know! I appreciate all your support whether it's kudos, comments or just reading this in general. You all really keep me going <3 I hope you enjoy this chapter :)
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Chapter Text
The Southern Kingdom in the spring was arguably the most beautiful place to find oneself. At least, Hajime thought so, but it could have very well been chalked up to homesickness. He was truly happy to be back, giddy almost, as it was the longest he’d gone without returning to the place he had known all his life.
As the alpha strolled down the marbled corridor to the palace doors, he couldn’t help but think of his older brother. How did Daichi feel as he walked these same paths, returning home after his two-year excursion? Many had praised Hajime for his bravery, mostly for his feats on the battlefield and the port cities of the kingdom. But, the third prince who had previously been so proud of the titles bestowed upon him, suddenly felt like laughing.
Someone as pathetic as him had no right to be called a braveheart. Not him, not Tetsu, not even Koutarou. Maybe Hajime hadn’t realized it at the time, but the man who had been the bravest of them all was Daichi. The younger alpha could only imagine how much courage his brother must have possessed to walk hand in hand with the common omega he loved.
Daichi didn’t care about the harsh words thrown his way, he didn’t even bat an eye at the way his own brothers looked at him as if he was making the greatest mistake of his life. Daichi graciously accepted the slap on his face from his father, his idol, and his predecessor. He spared not a single glance at his own mother who keeled over in tears when his title as successor had almost been annulled. And everyone knew that Daichi would do it all again if it meant he could stay by Koushi’s side.
The alpha raised his head, gazing at the omega walking in front of him. That red dress he wore commanded everyone's attention, but it wasn’t like Hajime wasn’t already looking. How could he call himself brave when he didn’t even have the courage to walk beside Tooru, too scared of the possibility that he would be rejected or put in his proper place as the other’s knight?
But suddenly, the Westerner turned back, offering Hajime his pretty smile. “What are you doing trailing so far behind me, commander? Last I checked, I was the one in the dress.”
Much like he always did, the alpha rolled his eyes. But if his tan skin was any paler, the prominent blush he’d have been sprouting would have blown his cover any day now.
As they threw open the doors, Hajime’s father was the first to greet them. He hugged his son quite quickly before looking at the young omega, lowering his head out of respect. He took the prince’s hand in his own before bringing it up to his lips.
“Gorgeous as ever, Tooru-san,” the older man said, “It’s our pleasure to be hosting you.”
“Father please,” the third prince groaned at his old man’s words.
The omega giggled. “The pleasure is all mine, Your Highness.” He turned back to whisper something into Hajime’s ear. “If only you inherited some of your father’s charm along with those good looks.”
“Oh, not another word,” he sighed in disgust.
“It certainly is rare to see my son talking so freely with an omega,” the voice of the southern queen rang out. “And I'm certain this son of mine remembers the promise he made to his mother just before he left?”
Hajime looked at her puzzlingly as he raked his brain, eyes widening when he recalled her brief but powerful threat. “ The next time you return from commander duties, you’d better have found yourself a wife.”
“Wait Mother, this is not-”
“If this is your answer, Hajime,” she cut him off, “It looks like I’ve nothing to fret.”
The other queens shared a quick laugh, but the alpha couldn’t risk correcting his mother in front of Tooru of all people, so he remained silent. Next, she turned toward the omega. “Wonderful to meet you, my dear. I do pray that this won’t be our last.” And when she delivered her line, she made sure to look at her son with intensity in her silvery eyes.
“Hmm, I do wonder what that promise was,” the omega teased.
“Where are the rest of them?” Hajime asked, puzzled at the fact that none of his brothers had been present to greet the pair.
The old king spoke. “Daichi is still caught up in a council meeting which is why he sent me to receive you in his place. I believe Koushi, Keiji, and Shoyo are boosting worker morale down in the capital, and Tetsu is…”
“Right here, father,” the fourth prince said, emerging from behind. “You’re back,” he grinned, throwing his arms around his brother and even ruffling his hair. He looked bewildered when Hajime hadn’t taken the chance to jump at him and pull him into a headlock as he might have done in the past. “Seems that this beast has been tamed.”
“Lovely as always, Tooru,” Tetsurou said, replicating his father’s gesture.
“It appears someone received both the manners and the dashing looks,” the omega smiled.
Hajime looked around for his second oldest brother who had yet to make his appearance. “Say, where’s Kouta-”
Suddenly there was a loud squeal that resounded from somewhere down the hall and the shout of a maid could be heard shortly after. Koutarou’s boisterous laugh cut through the racket and soon, a small bundle of energy came barreling into the room. The infant, who was speedily crawling on all fours, had a full head of jet-black hair and was smiling as he explored the room.
The curious little alpha crawled all the way to where Hajime was standing, accidentally running into the legs of his uncle. Seeing that his path had been blocked, the baby looked up with his bright golden eyes at the obstruction.
“Look at him,” Hajime’s smile widened. He reached down, scooping his nephew up from the floor and looking at him head-on. “This has to be Kouji!”
“Kouji?” Tooru laughed, “As in…”
“Koutarou and Keiji,” The second prince said as he walked into the room, in his arms another baby with fine silvery hair quietly sucking his thumb. “A bit cheesy isn’t it?” he cocked his head.
They watched as the baby’s lip quivered and he began to whimper before letting out the most piercing cry. Hajime immediately panicked at the now wailing infant in his arms. “Shit, what do I-”
Before the situation could get out of hand, Tooru reached over and plucked the child from the other prince’s hands. He pulled him close, rubbing the baby’s back lightly. “There there, I know that big scary alpha frightened you with his loud voice,” he cooed, to which Hajime shot him a troubled look. “But that man is your uncle and he was just very excited to meet you.”
The whole room watched as the little one stopped crying with a sniffle, his tiny hands finding a fistful of Tooru’s hair and playing with it. Then he began to suck his thumb as he remained utterly infatuated with the omega.
“You’ve got a gift, Tooru,” Koutarou began, “Once he starts crying it takes a miracle for him to stop.”
“Well, I always have been quite good at handling alphas—no matter the age,” the prince joked and wrapped a hand firmly around the infant, keeping him still.
“I see you’ve met the boys,” Daichi's voice filled the room as he finally entered. “Apologies for not being able to greet you sooner.” He shook Tooru’s hand before throwing an arm around his brother. “It’s wonderful to see you two again.”
The new king walked over to his own son, receiving him from Koutarou as he moved back to the guests. “Tenshin is the calmer one. Here Hajime, why don’t you take him.” But before Daichi could hand the baby over to his brother, the silver-haired boy cowered with a whimper and curled back toward his father.
At this point, Hajime felt utterly dejected at the fact that he was so terrible with children. It seemed that Tooru found it hilarious that not a single one of the alpha’s nephews wanted to be held by him. The omega snickered about it for a few minutes before taking pity on his poor commander and deciding to help him out.
“Hajime, here,” he said, lifting Kouji so that he could hand him over to the other prince, “First you want to relax your face and stop being so rigid. You should know that babies can sense those sorts of things.”
Tooru placed the boy in Hajime’s arms, still keeping his own up against the baby’s neck. “He can’t hold his head yet, so you should place your hand here.” He took the southerner’s palm with his own and brought it up to the back of Kouji’s skull.
The third prince felt a strong excitement when his nephew was now calm in his arms. He looked over at the omega, unable to control the childlike smile on his face. “He’s so small,” Hajime chuckled, running a light touch through the infant’s dark hair.
Even Tooru couldn’t stop the giggles that left him at this new side to Hajime. “Yes, incredibly so.”
When the pair finally looked up, they were shocked to see that everyone in the room had their gazes glued to them. Even the old king and queens were staring intently at the western prince and their own as they handled the child together.
“What’s the matter?” Hajime asked with his eyebrow raised. He first noticed the satisfied look on his mother’s face and even his father’s. Then he caught sight of Tetsurou and his stunned eyes, before seeing Daichi and Koutarou’s amused expressions.
His second oldest brother was the first to speak up. “Well it’s just,” he let out a jovial laugh, “The both of you looked as if you could be Kouji’s parents just now.”
Hajime was taken aback. He turned to look at Tooru who was already staring back at him with parted lips. “That’s-” The alpha started, thinking of what to say to undermine Koutarou’s statement.
“I suppose we do, don't we?” The western prince spoke instead, with a pretty grin that left the commander breathless.
_
They’d held a meeting shortly after between Daichi and Tooru, which Hajime was permitted to listen in on as usual. It pertained to the current alliances between the four kingdoms, and if the three remaining still stood on solid ground.
“I’m certain you know my answer,” Daichi reaffirmed, “Though I hold my own reservations about the time it’s taken to get where you are, my support is unwavering.”
Tooru nodded to himself. “I know I can trust you. But the one I am unclear of is Suguru-san. Surely at this point, he is aware of the conflict, yet he remains rather cryptic about his loyalties.”
Hajime could piece together the true meaning behind the conversation. Even he knew that the longer they went without reunifying the two kingdoms, the more plausible war seemed. And if a war was set to happen, the West would need practically all the help they could get not to risk being outnumbered by the military prowess of the North.
“I’ve received no word of his stance either,” Daichi continued.
“My visit to the East has been in motion for quite some time. Certainly, I can find an ally in Suguru.”
The alpha adjusted in his seat. “That sounds like a fine plan, although have you considered the long-standing loyalty between the East and the North? What will you do if Wakatoshi has already staked his claim?”
Tooru laughed. “If there’s one thing I'm certain I can beat Wakatoshi at, it’s winning people over.”
The king smiled. “And I’m quite certain of that as well. But the real question is, can you win Wakatoshi over?”
The omega closed his eyes and sighed. “To be transparent with you, I…don’t know. If it’s not flaunting my looks or making him empty promises, I can’t predict if that man will hear me out or not.”
“I understand, but Tooru, I’d put some faith in our old friend,” Daichi said, “He’s far from evil, you and I both know that. You’ve hurt him, very badly, but he’s had the time to cool off and reconsider his rash actions.”
“I do hope that your judgment is correct.”
_
By suppertime, everyone had returned to the palace including the three royal omegas from an exhausting day out. Since a halt in resources from the Northern Kingdom, the southern workforce had been experiencing a slight decrease in morale due to the fact that they’d been having to work twice as hard to make up for the loss in product.
Who better to encourage such workers than the crown jewels of the southern kingdom? Their new queen Koushi was kind and beautiful, with a true regal aura and the ability to motivate through his words like no other. Prince Keiji was an omega who caught eyes wherever he walked, with elegance and grace but also a certain strength that anyone could only strive to match. The youngest prince had been a favorite of his people ever since his first public appearance at the age of two. Shoyo’s smile and friendly personality, as well as his unforgettable flaming hair and enthusiasm, meant that those who met him would surely remember him forever.
After dinner, the new mothers gathered in the garden to spend time with their children after another full day of work. They were joined by the others who came to enjoy the warm spring evening and catch up over the many months that had passed since Hajime’s departure.
“How have you been getting along with the men at the western base?” Koutarou asked as he reminisced about his old colleagues.
“They’re a strong bunch. A few interesting characters I must say. Tanaka-san has been drooling over a woman in Tooru’s council as of late, in fact, he’ll fight anyone for the chance to escort her from the council meetings back to the school.”
Shoyo looked up from his place on the floor where he was playing with Kouji. When the young omega visited, it was often his duty to tire out the kids before their bedtime. “You must be talking about Shimizu-sensei. She might not show it but I know she has a soft spot for that knight.”
Hajime snickered. “Look at you Sho. I suppose kissing one alpha makes you the love expert?”
Just then, the omega’s three other brothers looked up from whatever they were doing. Tetsurou was the first to react as he whistled suggestively and raised his brows. “Aw, little chibi-chan, all grown up.”
Daichi and Koutarou on the other hand were far from encouraging when they heard the news. “What on earth?” the king clenched his jaw, “Who gave that man the permission? More importantly, who gave you the permission,” his rising anger was directed more toward his youngest brother.
“More importantly,” Koutarou added, “When did this even happen and why are we just now finding out about it?!”
Before the situation could escalate due to the overprotectiveness of Shoyo’s oldest brothers, Koushi cut in. “I think it’s quite admirable that you’ve expanded your council in such a way, Tooru-san.” He even sent a wink in Shoyo’s direction, serving as a distraction and leading everyone away from the current topic of conversation.
“I appreciate your flattery, but admirable or not, it was simply something that I crucially needed to implement,” the westerner smiled. “Motherhood certainly suits the both of you, I hope the adjustment wasn’t too difficult.”
Keiji sighed. “Right now, we have lots of help from the palace staff. The difficult part was carrying that boy. He kicked nonstop, like he was growing impatient waiting in my womb and eager to see the world.”
Koutarou came up behind his mate, wrapping his arms around the omega’s waist. “I was so worried, especially since there wasn’t anything I could do to ease Keiji’s discomfort.”
The easterner laughed, letting his hand come up to caress his husband’s face. “Luckily, the labor was over within a few minutes itself. The pain was surprisingly quite manageable.”
“On the other hand,” Koushi began, “I had few problems throughout the duration of my pregnancy. Tenshin was quite the little angel, precisely why we named him as such. But I was in agony for half a day just trying to get him out.” He looked over at his mate, who wore a sorrowful expression remembering the tremendous stress the whole process had caused. Squeezing Daichi’s arm, the queen hummed peacefully. “Well never mind that. Babies are blessings are they not? Struggling is a given I suppose.”
“Not to mention, they are quite adorable,” Shoyo beamed at the two infants sitting on his lap and toying with his bright-colored locks. He snuggled his face closer, “I can’t wait to have my own!”
Once again, all the alphas in the room slowly turned to peer at their brother. Koutarou walked over, shaking his head before picking up his son who kicked and squealed gleefully. “It’s far too early for you to be thinking such thoughts, Sho.”
Their oldest brother sighed as he too gathered up his silver-haired baby. “Precisely. You’ve yet to finish your studies, let alone find a suitor.
Tooru found himself laughing at the amusing situation. “A boy can dream can’t he?” He said before leaning down to whisper something into the young omega's ear. “Your brothers are unaware, but there’s a particular alpha I am quite well acquainted with who can’t seem to keep your name out of our letters.”
Shoyo turned red at his words. “Y-you don’t say.”
“Tooru-san, are the quarters to your liking?” Keiji began, “I chose them myself so I wondered if you found them alright.”
“Yes, the room is wonderful,” he smiled at his former schoolmate, “In fact, I think it’s time I retreat for the evening. All this travel has been rather exhausting.”
As the omega got up from his seat to tread the path back down to the castle, the scraping of another chair against the floor caught his attention. Hajime had stood up too, trailing behind him.
He chuckled. “Hajime, you need not follow me today. You’re seeing your family after so long, I can manage on my own.”
“Family or not, I won’t ignore my primary duties on this visit,” the alpha said, adamant. “And …I’m quite tired as well.” He offered the room a quick gesture before exiting by Tooru’s side.
_
When Hajime opened his eyes in the morning, he saw a familiar form tucked underneath the covers on the opposite corner of his bed. Now, it wasn’t uncommon to find Tooru where he was after all the nights they had spent in each other's company. Surely it was normal, so long as all they did was sleep. More impressively, Hajime grinned, wondering how the prince was even able to locate his room in the dead of the night.
The alpha knew he should wake his visitor. It was still early, but if the palace staff were to catch them in such a situation, surely the gossip would grow out of hand. And the last thing he wanted was for his mother to find out and blow it out of proportion. Still, Tooru looked too peaceful in his deep sleep for Hajime to even imagine forcing him back to his own room. Instead, he decided to sneak up to the training room, shutting the door quietly behind him so that the omega wouldn’t be disturbed for as long as possible.
The sun began to rise after some time, and the door rattled and pushed open, leaving Hajime to put down his sword as he expected to see Koutarou, Keiji, or both. He was taken aback when Tooru came forward, still clad in his nightdress and a sheer shawl.
“It’s still early,” Hajime breathed out, wiping some of the sweat from his face. “You should return to sleep.”
He watched as the omega looked his body up and down as he treaded closer. “Your staff said that I might find you here. Seems like you’ve been at it for a while.”
“Conditioning is important,” the alpha said, resuming his regimen and observing the way Tooru’s eyes searched the weaponry in the room, his arm darting out to trace the handle of a saber.
With his back turned, Hajime got a few more repetitions in before his ears perked up at the swish of a blade. Then there was a dull poke at his back and he spun to see Tooru holding a discarded sword with a hilariously incorrect grip.
“Consider me your newest apprentice, commander.”
The alpha chuckled. “I’m afraid you’re out of luck, seeing as I don’t take any students.”
Tooru groaned and rolled his eyes. “But what am I to do when I’m king, and someone inevitably attacks me? You won’t be there to protect me so how must I help myself?”
Hajime caved faster than he should have, partly due to the adorable way the prince was gazing at him, his glossy and pleading eyes gnawing at the alpha’s resolve. “Fine,” he said before tossing his sword to the side. “But if you’re interested in self-defense, we should start with hand-to-hand combat.”
He taught him a few maneuvers, such as what to do if his hands were grabbed or if he was approached from behind. But the western prince still wasn’t satisfied. “Hajime, I doubt my attacker will treat me with such gentle touches. Don’t hold back, just come at me with true malice.”
The southerner squinted at him, shaking his head as he began to reset the room. “And risk injuring you? That’s the last thing I’d want to do.”
“Come on,” the omega drawled, playfully punching the base of Hajime’s back.
“I won't.” He remained firm.
Then, Tooru completely switched his demeanor. “That’s an order, Hajime.”
If it was an order, there was nothing the alpha could do to rebuke it. So he turned abruptly, taking the prince’s arms forcefully and pinning him up against the wall firmly. With their faces only mere inches apart, Hajime could see Tooru’s stunned expression, although he didn’t avert the intense eye contact they held.
“If someone were to approach you like this,” he said low, tightening the grip he had on the omega’s wrists and feeling him squirm under his touch, “Bring your knee-”
Before he could finish his sentence, Tooru had leaned forward and pressed his lips against the alpha’s. It lasted only a second, however, with Hajime pulling back and releasing the other from his grip immediately. With eyes locked in a bewildered expression, he had a million questions on his mind.
“Why did you…?”
The omega giggled, “Self-defense? Or perhaps I just…wanted to kiss you.”
Hajime was so stunned that he couldn’t even find the words to respond. He remained with his eyes locked onto the other prince and his heart pounding like he had just been in a sprint.
“You’re quite shy,” Tooru grinned, straightening his posture from where he stood leaning against the wall. “I must say it’s unexpected, after all, this wouldn’t be our first.”
The alpha supposed they must have kissed sometime during his rut, although he wished to kick himself at the fact that he couldn’t remember a single thing. The omega slowly made his way closer until he was practically whispering right by Hajime’s ear. “But to act so coy after you relentlessly pounded into me for five days…”
Did his rut truly last that long? “...After you pulled my hair,” he continued, making a show of sliding the length of his braid along his palm. Then he grabbed Hajime’s hand and slid it down his hip. “...After you spanked me like a child. Do you seriously have the guts to play the fool?”
Perhaps this was all a test, to see just how strong Hajime’s resolve was. How much he could take to prove that he was really worthy of being the prince’s guard. They gazed at each other, breathing heavily, to be or not to be. But then Tooru looked away, the blush high on his cheekbones as he began to move aside. “I suppose I’m the fool then.”
At that moment something in Hajime snapped. Like a tapestry, carefully woven over the course of a year, a beautiful and intricate design not to be tampered with. As if someone had taken a dagger and sliced it clean through the center, a single cut revealing all that was hidden on the other side. The alpha lunged forward, pushing the other back up against the wall, and smashed their lips together.
God, Hajime felt he would remember this moment until the day he died. The way Tooru gasped into his open mouth, the moans he let out as the alpha’s tongue violated his mouth. He meant to be gentler, but all the pent-up feelings the southerner had been harboring had long breached the floodgates. Curious fingers tangled into his hair, angling the commander’s head so that their lips could slot together without leaving an ounce of room for air or anything else.
“Y-you can touch me,” Tooru whined breathlessly when they parted and the alpha began licking the skin at his neck.
Hajime looked down at him with a pained expression. To touch Tooru while fully conscious could have been regarded as an act of sacrilege. But when the omega grabbed his jaw and meshed their mouths back together, the southerner’s mind went blank once more and his hands started to move on their own. He let his fingers come up under the omega’s nightdress, the silky fabric riding up to expose his long legs and lacy panties.
The alpha groped his ass with large palms causing the other to moan loudly, his voice getting lost in the small and soundproofed room. Then he stroked up and down the bend of Tooru’s waist and squeezed the tenderness of his breast. The shawl he had been wearing had long been discarded to the side and the strap of his nightdress was sinking further and further down the omega’s shoulder, his hardened nipples straining prominently against the fabric.
The southerner reached down, wrapping a hand around each of Tooru’s thighs and lifting him up further against the wall, the omega’s legs instinctively locking around his partner’s waist so that he wouldn’t fall. All they had done was kiss, but the alpha’s cock had begun to swell and stick out through the thin pants he wore. With the way they were pressed together, his lower parts were directly in line with the omega’s, who was growing equally aroused from the way Hajime was holding him and entertaining his lips. He could practically feel the heat and wetness from Tooru’s cunt teasing his member when the Westerner started grinding his hips.
“W-We shouldn’t,” Hajime pulled away just to mindlessly protest what he too had been wanting this entire time.
Only after another searing kiss did Tooru give his answer. “I…I know.” But that didn’t stop him from diving back in to savor the alpha’s lips once again.
This time, Hajime got into the rhythm as well, rolling his own pelvis up and down in slow strokes giving the omega delicious friction where he needed it the most. Tooru panted in between kisses, wrapping his arms around the alpha’s neck and stroking the spiky hairs at the base of his neck. Suddenly, a familiar feeling began to toy at his nerves and he came quickly with a gasp, throwing his head back and feeling his arousal stain the southerner’s pants that were still tented with a strong erection.
They stared at each other for a few seconds, comprehending what had just happened before pushing their lips back together, Tooru sucking the tip of Hajime’s tongue that attempted to breach his mouth again. A naughty thought crossed the alpha’s mind as he felt over the waistband of his partner’s panties. If he only snapped that simple piece of fabric off and pulled down his own trousers, he could practically push inside and take the omega once more. He tugged at the lace, beginning to slide it down the curve of Tooru’s ass.
“The door was open so I-” A voice belonging only to Keiji began to fill the space, causing the pair to flinch and look toward the door. The younger omega, now noticing what he had intruded into, gasped and put a hand up to his mouth. “Apologies, I- I didn’t realize you were-” Keiji, understanding that it would have been best for him to come back later, dashed out without finishing his thought.
The interruption provided the best distraction for the two to come to their senses and untangle. Hajime put Tooru down gently, adjusting the omega’s clothes and fixing his own before they left the room in utter silence, neither wishing to discuss the boundaries they had just trampled over.
_
They didn’t dare discuss it sitting at the breakfast table with Keiji practically staring daggers at the two. Luckily, Koutarou had proposed that the brothers embark on a hunting trip for the day, serving as the perfect opportunity to put Hajime’s mind elsewhere. Koushi had similarly invited Keiji and Tooru to the royal public baths following Shoyo’s departure back to boarding school.
So he set out with his brothers into the forests between the capital and the ports to bond and catch supper for the night. It was something the princes had done since they were boys, although such hunts were only arranged when an urgent matter of conversation was present.
“It’s been ages since we last went,” Tetsurou said, pulling his horse up ahead so that he could be at the front of the pack before his oldest brother.
“Right before the wedding, I recall,” Daichi added. A beat of silence passed before the two alphas at the front halted their steeds and stared at the two behind them. “Koutarou, you were the one who called the hunt and yet you remain silent.”
The second prince sighed comically. “Well, I assumed he would have spoken up by now.” He peered at his younger brother. “Hajime, when did you intend to tell us about your romance with Tooru-san?”
Hajime missed the shot he was taking at a rabbit scurrying about the floor. He lowered his bow and arrow. “I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”
“Really?” Koutarou chuckled, “Keiji told me something very interesting this morning that says otherwise. Still going to feign innocence?”
He took a deep breath, clicking his tongue at being found out. “Fuck, he couldn’t have kept just one little thing to himself,” the third prince muttered under his breath.
“What secrets should there be between a husband and a wife? Besides, don’t blame Keiji for this when you were the one having sex with Tooru in the training room.”
“Y-you're having sex with Tooru?” Daichi said, his eyes widening.
“Called it,” Tetsurou snickered.
Hajime groaned. “For your information,” he quieted down as if the omega could be lurking in the forest, “We weren’t having sex at that time.”
“At that time?” Koutarou squinted.
“Insinuating that the two of you have had sex before.” Tetsurou finished.
With three pairs of eyes on him, Hajime shook his head, not wanting to entertain the conversation any longer. “It wasn’t sex, he simply helped me through my rut.”
“Sounds a lot like sex to me,” Daichi shouted over his shoulder as they continued down the path.
“Can we please stop discussing sex right now?”
They respected his wishes but only for a few seconds. “Then shall we talk about love instead?” the fourth prince smiled teasingly.
When their brother didn’t protest, the three southern princes were more surprised than ever. “Oh god,” Koutarou said with raised brows, “This is serious. Our dear brother is in love!”
“I am not in love,” Hajime retorted, grabbing the reins of his horse and moving away from the group steadily.
The princes looked to one another before laughing and following right behind their brother. “For someone who’s not in love,” Daichi mocked, “You’re acting awfully guarded.”
Suddenly, Koutarou’s horse galloped in front of him, the speckled stallion caging in his own dark black one. He couldn’t trot backward as well, with Daichi and Tetsu blocking the exit. The third prince sighed, accepting defeat. “I shouldn’t love him. It would simply complicate our current arrangement.”
“Well, what you should or shouldn’t do doesn’t have any implications when it comes to love. It is something so out of your control that the more you curb your desire for it, the heavier passion burns,” Daichi spoke from his heart.
“But we both have our respective duties. Tooru is to be king and when he is crowned, I must return to my official position as Southern commander.”
His oldest brother began to laugh. “Aren’t I living proof that both duty and love can be achieved?”
Hajime understood what his brother was getting at, although he recalled that Daichi had been willing to disregard his duty for the chance at love in the years prior. “Furthermore, Tooru regards me as his bodyguard and nothing more.”
“You would be surprised at how quickly relationships can change,” Koutarou smiled as he reminisced about his own. “Keiji despised me when he first arrived, but look at how far we've come!”
Without giving them a response, Hajime clicked his tongue and rode ahead to think about his brother’s words in his own time. The circumstances were simply too different. Not that he intended to demean the characters of his two brothers-in-law, but Koushi and Keiji had been the ones willing to uproot their lives and relocate to the Southern kingdom. An omega like Tooru would never agree to reduce himself to a wife of the third prince—Certainly not after how hard he had worked.
His brothers watched as Hajime isolated himself from the pack, exerting himself quite a bit as he shot down numerous birds and smaller animals that crossed about. “Look at him,” Koutarou sighed, “He really is mulling this over.”
Daichi nodded along, “If that’s not the look of a man in love, well I dare say, I don’t know what is.”
The fourth prince, having decided that he had put up with enough nonsense for the day, looked at his two oldest brothers slightly cynical. “Perhaps what Hajime requires right now is an unbiased opinion,” Tetsurou began, “Do you both truly think he would consider the words of two lovestruck fools?” He pulled away from them, charging ahead.
Daichi and Koutarou looked at one another before laughing to themselves. “How I long for the day our precious Tetsu gets swept up in our “ foolishness,” The second prince smiled.
“Love is going to pull that man in like the tide,” the king began to speculate, “When the waves inevitably begin to thrash against the shore, I only hope he knows how to swim.
Hajime turned his head at the clomping of another steed following close behind him. Tetsurou appeared as the source and he raised his hands in surrender to prove that he wasn’t there to further agitate the other alpha. “Brother, if I may offer a few humble words of my own…”
“Go on, let’s hear it then.”
“I believe your predicament is not necessarily about duty, but more about your intentions with the prince. You yourself are unsure just how you value Tooru-san.”
The alpha let the words of his younger brother settle. “Value?”
“What I mean to say is, your duties will permit you to visit the West whenever you see fit. But on the chance that Tooru decides to wed, Wakatoshi-san or anyone otherwise…Could you trust yourself to act in a civil manner?”
Hajime couldn’t help but clench his jaw at the thought. Sure, he would respect Tooru no matter what decision he made. But a husband? There was no chance in hell he'd stand to be in the same room as such a man.
“Could you fathom the thought of Tooru’s heir being fathered by another man? That child running up to you on your visits only to call you “uncle” ?”
The alpha didn’t even know if he saw children in his future, yet the thought disturbed him far too much to give it any more consideration.
“You’ve got your answer now, don’t you?”
_
Tooru hadn’t had much experience with public baths, but he could say that the Southern ones were truly remarkable. A building open exclusively to only the highest ranking of noble families was bound to be a spectacle on its own, but the private hall dedicated to the royal omegas was truly out of a fairytale. The artisan blue tiles that made up the large basin colored the water a lovely shade, adorned with pink lilies that floated along the stillness like a dancer. The three had earned many loving stares as they made their way to get undressed, the staff and patrons speechless at the most beautiful omegas in all the country gathered in one space.
The Westerner followed suit as he watched Koushi and Keiji strip out of the robes they wore and relax into the steaming water.
“Ah, I hope you don’t mind, but I requested for the attendants to wait outside today. I feel that the conversation flows easier when there aren’t so many prying ears around,” Koushi announced.
“It’s no problem at all,” Tooru smiled. He didn’t have very many close friends to begin with, let alone other omegas, so any familiar interaction was deeply cherished.
“Would you allow me to wash your back, Tooru?” The queen offered, to which he obliged. As Koushi cleaned his back gently with a thin cloth, he admired the other omega’s supple skin. “You must hear it all too often, but you truly are a sight to behold.”
He giggled. “What are you saying, Koushi-san, a short trip to the nearest mirror should tell you that you are ever more deserving of such a title.”
He laughed and looked off to the side, “Well I haven’t been able to lose quite a bit of my pregnancy weight yet. Keiji’s gained back his muscle in record time, but I’m afraid I’m not cut out for all that exercise he does up in Koutarou’s training room.”
At the mention of the room, both Keiji and Tooru locked eyes before the younger omega looked away bashfully. The Westerner sighed, deciding that it would ultimately be best to break the awkward atmosphere that had developed. “Keiji, let me wash your back.”
When the easterner nodded his head and waded in front of the other, Tooru noticed all the love bites and bruises that decorated the omega’s neck and shoulders. He laughed at the display, wondering why his unexpectedly bold underclassman had acted so shyly in the moment. “It appears your husband likes to show off,” he teased, “or perhaps it’s you who’s grown to love such possessive exhibitions of affection.”
Keiji relaxed, letting a smile paint his face. “Had I known we would be sharing a bath today, I would have requested that he not leave so many marks.”
The northerner sighed. “You and Koutarou have already resumed your lovemaking? Do the both of you not worry that you might fall pregnant again? Daichi has become needlessly cautious when it comes to sex—scared that he’ll break me if we rush into anything early.”
The easterner cleared his throat. “Well…we certainly worry.”
Confused, Koushi cocked his head. “How have you been avoiding it then?”
At that moment, Keiji blushed an incredible shade of red. “I let him use the other hole,” he mumbled quietly.
Tooru began to laugh at the way the other omega’s eyes widened and his jaw fell open. “I can’t imagine that’s even remotely pleasurable.”
“Everything with Kou is pleasurable.”
“Fair point,” Koushi chuckled.
The Westerner smiled at the lighthearted atmosphere between the two other omegas. “The both of you are lucky to have husbands who care so tenderly for your well-being.”
Keiji hummed. “There is no doubt that very soon you should expect a similar treatment from Hajime-san.”
“Ah, so it is like that!” The queen beamed, “I was quite sure that two of you must be courting at least.”
It was a happy thought, Tooru had to admit. But a thought was all it was and all it could be. “No, I’m afraid the two of you misunderstand. Your brother-in-law is nothing but my bodyguard, perhaps a friend at best.”
“But earlier in the training room,” the younger omega began, “Though I intruded for only a mere second, the passion was unmistakable.”
The westerner sighed. “What you saw, Keiji, was the first of its kind. Something that had never happened before and also something that should never happen again.”
“If your feelings are reciprocated then why should you need to hold back?”
“That’s the issue,” Tooru began, “With the way our current relationship is, I can’t tell if he is merely following what he believes are my orders, or if he truly likes me.”
The other omegas’ silence indicated their understanding. “Besides, someone like Hajime, with all his skill, talent, and leadership has no place by my side. I’m simply holding him back from all he could achieve if he hadn’t been stuck protecting me.” He took a deep breath from his rambling. “If I confessed how I actually felt, I’ve no doubt that Hajime would reciprocate. But I could only be able to accept him if the words came from his own lips first. Even if he merely told me he wanted to stay, I would welcome him with open arms.”
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After two days, the pair left to embark on their journey to the eastern kingdom. They put aside all talk of feelings or any related thoughts, preferring to focus on the true objectives at hand. The conversation with Suguru took precedence over all else.
The alpha had thanked his brothers for their advice and left his family with the promise that he would return soon. Tooru waved goodbye to the new friends he had made but not without leaving them with some departing gifts of his own. He handed Koushi and Keiji bottles of a colored liquid, one that Hajime knew all too well.
“A bit of this after intercourse makes it so that you won't become pregnant,” he whispered to them and laughed at the surprised expressions.
Though the visit had opened many unanswered questions, Hajime felt that he had gained quite a bit of clarity as well. As they now walked side by side out the doors of the Southern palace and into their carriage, the alpha knew what decision he would need to make when the time came.
Notes:
Calm before the storm.
Chapter 20: You want me to say that I want you to stay: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title from the song "You Should Probably Leave" by Chris Stapleton
Notes:
Hi guys, Thanks for joining for another chapter!! This chapter was pretty fun to write and you'll probably see why when you read it (hint: it's like 70% smut...). Anyways, sorry that i couldn't get this one out as fast as the last few but tbh I rewatched the entirety of haikyuu (except for the new movie unf) and hit a brief writers block. I was like "do I even ship these characters anymore?" and also "why did i write them like this?" I sort of got over that, mainly because i like this story and really want to finish writing it! But i guess that's one part about getting older, its been more than two years since i started this fic jeez. Quick rant, but thank you so much for reading and supporting! As always I appreciate you guys for sticking with me and I look forward to the next (and final) IwaOi chapter! Hope you enjoy :)
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Chapter Text
When the surroundings of golden sand and sparse, spiky vegetation morphed into lush forests and tall grasses, the pair knew they had entered the eastern kingdom. Fall always seemed to reach this part of the continent first, and the golden, amber, and crimson leaves that dotted the trees served as a testament to the belief.
The eastern palace was as beautiful as Hajime had remembered, in the times when he would visit on business matters. Artisans were working away at a new archway of mahogany, carving meticulous patterns and pictures into the reddish wood. They stopped only to greet the two royals who passed under their workbench. There were also lovely animals that wandered the premises, such as vibrant peafowl—some blue and green, others pure white—in addition to spotted deer that pranced about the grass.
The alpha noticed that his counterpart had been extra dressed up for the occasion. Tooru, who normally looked stunning as is, had dressed in his finest blue gown, adorning his hair with various jeweled pins and even putting on some light makeup. Hajime had recalled that Suguru had a particular weakness for beautiful omegas, and he wondered if the Westerner had considered this all while planning the visit.
The eastern king had received the two with a familiar smirk. His own brother might have gotten mad if he knew Hajime was secretly comparing the two, but there was certainly a resemblance to Tetsu’s Cheshire smile. Even Keiji inherited that smug look, but he’d only show it if he had bested someone in a fight.
“Seems like it’s been ages since we last spoke, Hajime-san,” the king began to say as he called for some staff to fix up a seating arrangement.
He had noticed it before, but Suguru’s staff consisted exclusively of pretty omegas, gliding about with their heads lowered and ready to serve. A man who knew his tastes and wasn’t afraid to show them off.
The southerner lowered his head in greeting. “Certainly Suguru-san.”
The other alpha leaned back in his chair, now turning his attention toward Tooru. “I was quite excited when I received your letter. To what do I owe the pleasure of your company, Tooru-san.”
The omega smiled. “Oh? I presumed you already knew the reasons behind my visit.” He wouldn’t allow himself to be needlessly pulled into the other man beating around the bush. Everyone knew that the easterner had a tendency to stick his nose into the business of others, so it was quite impossible for him to be truly unaware.
Suguru burst out into laughter at being called out. “Yes, I do. I presumed you were here to ask about my stance in this little lover’s quarrel between you and Waka-chan.”
Hajime visibly cringed at his words, only to be caught in the action by the king himself, as if he was already expecting a reaction out of the other alpha. Clearly pleased, Suguru wiped an imaginary tear from his eye. “Apologies. I merely jest.”
“I won't waste time on the smaller details,” Tooru looked up from the tea he was sipping, “But I know that many months have passed since the dissolving of the alliances. In that regard, I wouldn’t be surprised if Wakatoshi has already come to stake his claim on the east.”
“And if he has?”
“Well then, I intend to change your mind and negotiate in my own favor.”
Suguru nodded along. “Who says that my mind has already been made?”
Tooru’s eyes widened. “I had assumed, considering the historically close relationship between your two kingdoms that…”
“Lucky for you, that assumption is wrong. Our kingdoms may be close but Wakatoshi and I certainly aren’t.” He clicked his tongue. “Though we are both kings of our nation’s quarters, he has not an ounce of respect for me.”
Both visitors were stunned at his words. “I had never expected the two of you to have such a relationship.”
“Surely I would favor the contender that holds me to the highest esteem. However, I should tell you that I don’t predict there will be a war anytime soon.”
Hajime cocked his head. “What makes you so sure?”
Suguru smirked. “It doesn’t take a fool to realize that our Northern king is merely acting out on a heartbreak. He has not even asked for any sort of military aid on my end.”
“That is simply because he underestimates me,” Tooru said, holding a fierce expression. “He could never imagine that an omega would think to challenge him.”
“And yet here you are,” the other man narrowed his eyes. “How about we teach that brute a lesson or two about underestimating others?”
The omega beamed. “The West greatly appreciates your support.”
Just then, Suguru’s gaze took on a more lecherous look. He leaned forward from his seat, almost hunching over the space that separated them. “ Only the west?” He smiled. “I should have you know that, as much as I applaud your desire to take on Wakatoshi-san, there’s nothing that sways me more than a pretty face.” His right hand had already reached over and planted itself unpleasantly onto Tooru’s thigh.
Normally, Hajime could never be threatened by such a man as frivolous as Suguru. They had worked together for many years when the southerner was responsible for part of the eastern military, and in that time, he had learned much about the new eastern king. The most obvious characteristic of the man was his womanizing tendencies. The fact that he already had a queen and several other concubines, yet still tossed flirty glances and wandering touches about carelessly.
Then, there was Suguru’s talent for getting under the skin. He knew how to snake his way into even the most private of information before deciding how to use it to his advantage. And if this were the case, surely he was aware of Hajime's attraction to the omega. The southerner knew he shouldn’t react, but before he could control himself, he had snatched his sword from its sheath and placed it warningly adjacent to Suguru’s neck.
Not a soul in the room had moved, but the shrieks from some of the staff were Hajiime’s only indication that he had actually threatened the other alpha. Suguru directed his gaze to the southerner, a smirk toying at his lips as he raised his hands up in surrender. The glinting blade held to his throat was terrifying, but the southerner’s fierce silver eyes were truly what sent a chill up his spine.
“I wasn’t aware that Tooru-san was already accounted for?”
Hajime waited for the omega to correct the statement, and was ultimately surprised when he didn’t so much as lift a finger. When he began to lower the blade, the prince spoke up.
“Not so fast, Hajime. I haven’t given the order yet,” Tooru said sweetly, locking eyes with the startled man in front of him. For a moment, there was a genuine fear that crept up the easterner’s spine—the notion that if the beautiful omega had given the order, his head would have been flying by now.
Suguru swallowed thickly before laughing with exuberance. “Wakatoshi was a fool to think he could ever challenge you.”
With a single glance, Hajime understood that he should recall his blade. The eastern king made a show of running his fingers along his neck, clicking his tongue at having been embarrassed in his own home.
Tooru set down his glass. “I’m afraid we must depart, Suguru-san,” he said, getting up from his seat, “I do appreciate your… compliments. Come Hajime, we’ve a long way to the northern kingdom. ”
The king relaxed back into his seat at the sight of the pair walking toward the door. “I’m anticipating a wedding invitation soon,” he called after them as he waved his hand.
As they walked out of the courtyard, Hajime was the first to speak. “Uh…I’m sorry for earlier. I made you look bad, I shouldn’t have acted on my own whim. Especially in front of Suguru, I don’t know what-”
The omega began laughing again before turning back. “You know commander, you’re a lot sweeter than you look.”
“Huh?”
“What I mean to say is, thank you. So…” he smiled teasingly to the side, “Were your actions to protect me? Or did you simply get jealous?”
He almost flinched. “What do you think?” Hajime grumbled as he clicked his tongue.
Tooru giggled. “You know, back at the boarding school when those omegas jumped at you. I…” he trailed off, “Ah never mind, it’s nothing.”
Hajime cocked his head at the prince’s distant look as they mounted the carriage that would take them to the Northern castle. He could sense Tooru’s wavering confidence as they prepared to meet Wakatoshi once more. It would be the first time in almost a year, and although the southerner wished he could offer some words of encouragement, he too was as anxious as ever.
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They traveled along the north-west border, not wanting to attract much attention while in the Northern mainland. After several hours of travel, Hajime decided it best to let the horses rest for a while and he pulled off toward a small stream surrounded by plains of farmland. The wind was still warm, and the sounds of the tall green and gold grasses rustling against one another filled the air.
Hajime took a deep breath in, his eyes widening when the slight smell of roses began to drift his way. It wasn’t coming from the direction of the carriage but from somewhere further out into the field. Curious, he began to walk down a paved dirt path off the main road, but not before Tooru observed from the window and asked to join.
What they discovered were rose bushes, hidden amongst the rows of other crops, ones of every possible shade much like the gardens in the palace.
“Oh my god,” Tooru mumbled quietly, looking off at a few figures in the near distance.
Hajime followed his line of vision, finding a tall man tending to a patch of root vegetables closer to the ground. Hard at work, he wiped the sweat from his brow as he tugged the produce from the soil and set it aside. Someone had yelled from within the fields and he turned back to observe three young children playing around the crops. A woman followed after them, in her hand, a jug of water and a towel which she handed over. When he stood up, he caught sight of the princes watching the scene from afar.
“It’s my old gardener. My old…” the omega trailed off as the man now grinned in their direction, throwing his hand up over his head and waving it enthusiastically back and forth. Then he picked up one of his children and pointed in their direction.
“So he’s been here,” Tooru smiled, watching as the man’s puzzled wife came closer. He made a gesture toward his hair, almost crown-like, which made the woman rush toward her children and gently bow their heads down out of respect.
Hajime watched as the prince began to laugh, waving his hand out gently, not daring to step any closer to the perfect family in front of them.
“Do you wish to stay a while longer?” the alpha asked.
But Tooru only shook his head. “No, that won't be necessary. In fact, I believe we should set off immediately.” He turned and started back down toward the carriage.
As they began again, Hajime couldn’t help but wonder if it made the omega sad to see that man with a family of his own. He recalled the story Tooru had shared with him those many months ago and wondered if their visit had brought back any fond memories of the prince’s childhood, better times when he wasn't fighting for his rightful crown. He wondered if Tooru was the type to get all sentimental about his first lover—if he could even be regarded as such.
Regardless, Hajime reassured himself that someone like the gardener had no place by Tooru’s side. Someone who lived such a common life, someone without a voice to tell that omega just how much he cherished him.
…
It was at that moment that Hajime came to a halting realization. What made him any different? Despite possessing a voice of his own, how could he even think himself superior with the way he continued to avoid confessing his feelings for Tooru? Hajime didn’t know if he was capable of spewing sweet words of love like his brothers, but he decided that he certainly would try.
It just…couldn’t be immediately. That’s right, he didn’t want to create any uncomfortable feelings between the two, not when Tooru was so close to achieving his goals. Certainly not before meeting with Wakatoshi, too distracting from the true matter at hand. Surely, once Tooru had convinced Wakatoshi to agree to his conditions, all would be well and settled. But it shouldn’t be immediately after, on the chance that his feelings were not reciprocated, and an awfully awkward carriage ride back West might ensue. Hajime decided that he could wait a few days.
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It was no surprise, but the northern weather had already turned hostile in a few days. The winds howled and cut at the alpha’s skin through his coat. He hadn’t thought to bring gloves, the friction from the carriage reins providing the only warmth to his frigid hands.
The castle was all gray stone and barren trees, but Hajime tried to recall if it ever looked beautiful in the times that he happened to visit. They were received by a young alpha, clearly a warrior of some kind, although his choppy black bangs made it hard for anyone to take him seriously.
“Wakatoshi-sama is ice bathing right now. I shall inform him of your arrival,” he bowed, but not before throwing Tooru a truly hateful look.
“Ice bathing?” Hajime said with astonishment, once the other alpha had left the room.
“As much as I despise that man,” Tooru sighed, “I won't deny that he treats his body with the utmost care. After training, he takes a plunge in the frozen lake, something about improving his circulation and calming his muscles.”
The Southerner decided that he would need to try it at least once. Before he could give it much thought, the grand wooden doors rattled and flung open, Wakatoshi making his way inside. He was drying his wet hair with a towel, a few droplets finding their way onto the expanse of his shirtless chest. Hajime could appreciate a man with a good physique and Wakatoshi was one of them, from his bulging biceps to his cut abs and defined pectorals.
“You are early,” the Northerner’s voice rang out as he took a shirt from an attendant and buttoned it before making his way over to the two, his heavy boots thudding against the stone floor. “I understand that you wish to negotiate with me today?”
Tooru seemed on edge that the other alpha was being so cooperative, but he held his head high as usual. “You must know by now that I am in line to become the next ruler of the Western kingdom.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“While my final goal is to reconcile the conflicts between our lands, I understand that this can only occur once you start regarding me as an equal.”
Wakatoshi looked to Hajime as if expecting him to react. “Tell me Tooru,” he began, “You wish to be respected, yet you cower behind your alpha guard dog. Why is that?”
Tooru narrowed his gaze. “Hajime is an ally. Someone I trust unwaveringly to protect me from harm.”
The Northerner chuckled. “Precisely. Do you believe anyone will take you seriously with that man watching from the sides?”
“It might surprise you, but I’ve secured both Suguru-san and Daichi-san as my allies. Ah, and Hajime was by my side both times.”
Wakatoshi’s smile dropped. “Well, what does it matter if even I pledge my support? It all depends on if your people would be willing to accept an omega as their queen.”
“My people have already accepted me as their king ,” Tooru said firmly.
“Words can only get you so far, Tooru. At the end of the day, your subjects would never be able to put their trust in an omega who can’t even protect himself,” as he began to walk away, Wakatoshi turned back one last time, “And even if you require Hajime-san’s strength, there’s nothing even he could possibly do to protect against a more… physiological attack .”
Hajime gritted his teeth at the painful pheromones that filled the air, so minty and cold that he felt his lungs would shrivel up the more he breathed them in. Wakatoshi had clearly gone so overboard that even the other alpha had a hard time keeping his head straight. He suddenly looked over at Tooru who fell to the floor, shaking in his place and clutching his head.
“Tooru!” he shouted, gathering the omega in his arms, eyes widening as the smell of roses began to fill the air. They were powerful, filling his nostrils and causing his head to pound. In his daze, he pressed a hand to the Westerner’s forehead, panicking when it burned to the touch. It was now clear that the omega was in heat.
He rushed him down to the carriage, holding Tooru tight as Hajime reached the first inn he could find. He carried him into the room and set him gently on the bed before bolting out and slamming the door. The alpha took a few deep breaths to calm himself, sliding down the other side of the wood and sitting on the floor. He tipped his head back, closing his eyes as he began to picture all the terrible things that might have happened had he not acted fast enough.
Hajime’s ears picked up on heavy breathing from inside the room, cut off moans and groans, sounds indicating that Tooru was in distress. This heat was something abnormally triggered and not in line with his usual cycles that happened at the start of every month. He heard a clunk on the floorboards somewhere near the door.
“Tooru,” he knocked, “Are you alright?”
There was some shuffling until he swore the omega was pressed up against the other side. “Y-yes, I’ll be fine,” he panted out.
Despite the prince’s words, Hajime wished he could help. Tooru was there for him during his rut so there wasn’t any reason he shouldn’t repay the favor—Though, the alpha would have wanted to regardless.
He knocked once more. “Tooru, can I…can I assist you.”
“What,” the omega mumbled after a few seconds.
“It’ll be painful all by yourself. I promise, I’ll only do whatever you want, nothing more.” He knew he sounded desperate but what did that matter? “I’ve built up a tolerance to your pheromones, so I won’t go into rut. I won’t make it hard for you like before.”
There was silence again. “A-are you just trying to get even?”
“No! I mean…yes but,” he sighed, giving him time to compose himself, “I care about you, Tooru. And I want to do anything I can to make it better.”
When the Westerner didn’t give his reply, Hajime dejectedly stood up and began his way down the hall. “If you need me, I’ll be one room down.”
Suddenly, there was the clicking of a lock, and he turned back to find the omega’s door creaking open. “You said…you’ll do whatever I want?” Tooru peeked his head out slowly. “I want you to come inside.”
Hajime felt the butterflies in his stomach as the omega grabbed his hand and pulled him in before locking the door behind him. He had already kicked his shoes off to the side but other than that, he had yet to take any measure toward satiating his heat. Tooru nuzzled against the alpha’s neck. “Your pheromones,” he breathed out, “You have no idea how much I love them.” He began to kiss his neck softly before moving to his ear. “I want you to take my clothes off.”
The alpha could feel his heartbeat quickening. He nodded, starting at the buttons on the omega’s shirt, plucking each one before pulling it off. Then he reached behind, his fingers grazing the soft skin of Tooru’s back, and undid the clasp of his bra, sliding the straps down his shoulders and off. Hajime needed a moment to take in the westerner’s beauty.
His breasts were perfection, rising and falling to his steadying breaths and the omega didn’t have a shred of modesty to hide them beneath his hands. Not that he needed to, especially with his delectably supple skin and nipples that stood out beautifully. “I’ll let you taste them later, keep going,” he said softly, and Hajime could only comply.
He got down on his knees, smoothing his palms over the curve of Tooru’s ass and to his hip bones before unbuttoning his trousers and sliding them down, paying careful attention when pulling them off his legs. The omega grabbed his shoulders for balance, gasping as his partner slipped under the waistband of his panties and tugged them down over the bend of his hips. He looked up to find Tooru with the most erotic look on his face.
It took Hajime a minute to realize that the omega in front of him was now completely naked. He had been too infatuated by the cunt leaking slick before his eyes and the pleasant feeling of Tooru’s fingers stroking his jaw to realize. But when he did, his pants began to feel about a hundred times tighter. Tooru was gorgeous, truly so, and it filled him with happiness that he got to see his full beauty at least once before the alpha departed home.
The omega let go and began walking toward the bed, lounging lazily on the covers like a vixen and peering at the alpha—every curve on his body accentuated. “Now, I want you to strip.”
“As you wish.”
He had never been in a position where he needed to display his sex appeal before, but Hajime decided he would put on the best damn show Tooru had ever seen. He started with his shirt, untucking it from beneath his waistband and undoing every button carefully before peeling it from his shoulders. Revealed to the room were rows of muscles, perfectly defined abs and sculpted shoulders, truly a physique worth admiring.
Hajime thought back to Wakatoshi and his own powerful figure. Though their muscle definition was on par, the northern alpha was a good length taller than him, something that slightly hurt his masculinity. But all thoughts of inferiority were out the window when Tooru adjusted so he could lay on his back, raising his knees and spreading his legs wide before slipping his fingers shallowly along his hole.
The alpha thought his dick might snap off from how turned on he was. This beautiful omega was masturbating to the sight of him, not Wakatoshi, just him. He started at his pants, fumbling with the clasp due to the distracting image of Tooru teasing his clit and pinching his nipple all while gazing at Hajime. The westerner spread his legs even wider as if inviting the alpha to look all he wanted.
When Hajime yanked his boxers down, his firm member sprang up and he ran his fingers down the length, giving it a few good strokes. At the sight of this, Tooru’s eyes widened and he let his head fall back, letting out a lustful cry as he painted his fingers and the nearby sheets with his arousal. They locked eyes as the omega recovered from his first orgasm and then beckoned Hajime closer with an already pruned finger.
The alpha joined him on the bed, but not before taking Tooru’s hand and putting his ruined fingers in his mouth, sucking them off before licking the slick that ran stray down his forearm. He intertwined their fingers, guiding the omega’s hand back down to his pussy and pushing in two of the westerner’s slender fingers as well as two of his own thicker ones.
Tooru moaned at the initially painful stretch but recovered quickly and turned his head to the side, pushing his lips messily against Hajime’s who was lying next to him. The alpha’s other hand found its way to his tits, and he grabbed the flesh before rubbing his finger over the erect buds at the center. After a few minutes of stretching his hole out, easily finding every tender spot inside, the omega broke their kiss to yelp into Hajime’s mouth as his second finish crashed over, leaving him in a daze.
“What next?” the alpha whispered into his ear, kissing down Tooru’s neck and scent glands. Gently, he pulled his fingers out of the omega’s hole and began lightly stroking his hips and stomach.
“T-tell me that I’m beautiful.”
Hajime chuckled at the command. “You’ve got a hundred people a day complementing your beauty. What difference does it make if I say it?”
Tooru turned around once more, pressing his lips to the alpha’s jugular before making his way up the underside of his jaw and finally to his mouth, slipping his tongue inside. “You don’t understand, Hajime,” he said breathlessly when they parted, “I could care less about those hundred other people. I only wish to hear such compliments if they come from you.”
The alpha gazed at him wide-eyed for a few moments before adjusting their positions so that he was lying directly above the westerner, between his inviting thighs. “Tooru,” he spoke gently, “You’re beautiful.” He lowered himself down to capture the omega’s lips in a soft kiss.
The westerner giggled, threading his fingers through the other’s dark hair and stroking down his back. “Say it again.”
“You’re beautiful,” Hajime whispered, dragging his lips over the omega’s prominent collarbones.
“Again.”
This time, the alpha kissed his way down to the skin of the other prince’s chest. “Tooru, you’re the most beautiful omega I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing.”
“Is that so?” the other teased before angling the southerner’s head back to face him. “Hajime, listen to me…I’ve never spent my heat with an alpha before.”
“Really?”
“Knowing that,” he stroked over his ear, “I’m trusting you to make this worth it. You can do…whatever you want to me.”
What an honor, the alpha thought to himself before nodding and wrapping his lips around Tooru’s left nipple, taking his time playing with and pinching the other one. The only thing he wanted to do to this omega was make him feel good.
Tooru arched up with a gasp as Hajime flicked his tongue over erect buds, sometimes using his teeth to lightly scrape over the tip. He kept going until the omega was swollen and practically begging for him to put his mouth elsewhere. So the alpha obeyed, kissing down his stomach before he was just above the prince’s waiting cunt.
He ran his palms against Tooru’s inner thighs, keeping them spread and revealing the prince’s shivering folds to his greedy eyes. Hajime took a deep breath. It was the first time he’d had intercourse outside of his rut which meant that his experience pleasuring omegas in such ways was quite…limited. He wondered if he could live up to his self-made promise, doing whatever it took to erase all memories of his selfish rut. But where should he even start with such a beautiful and tender place as the Westerner’s sex?
The gentle fingers in his hair shook Hajime from his racing thoughts. He looked up to find Tooru breathing heavily with a hazed expression on his face. “What are you waiting for, commander?”
He looked away shyly. “Forgive me, but my technique in this form of…pleasure…is quite novice. I don’t suppose it would feel any good.”
Tooru began to giggle, lying back against the covers as he covered his mouth playfully with his hand. “Does my handsome alpha prince require teaching?”
Hajime tried to hide his smile at the compliment. “If you could.”
The omega propped himself up on his elbows, letting his hand back onto his cunt. He slipped around his folds, “You can lick anywhere here.” He let out a slight whine before spreading his two longest fingers, showing Hajime a full view of his swollen clit. “Suck right there,” he instructed before lowering himself back down.
Following the wonderful insight, the alpha got straight to work and wrapped his lips around the bundle of nerves, sucking hard. Tooru cried out his loudest, trembling and yanking on the prince’s spiky hair. “N-Not so fast,” he moaned, “Too much pressure there!”
“Sorry,” the other winced and retreated back to kissing and marking up his inner thighs.
“You can keep going,” the omega breathed out, “I simply didn’t wish to finish that quickly.”
Hajime tried again, this time pushing his tongue against Tooru’s wetness and lightly kissing the opening. He was sweet, like fresh rose water, nectar against his taste buds. The alpha dipped into the other’s hole to drink from the source, hearing the whimpers of encouragement that came from above.
“Yes! Right there,” Tooru all but wailed, “You’re doing very well, Hajime.”
When he regained his confidence, Hajime prodded against the omega’s clit, mouthing at it before capturing it gently between his lips. The westerner’s hips became frantic, bucking up against him, as did the sounds that leaked from his mouth. He began quivering and suddenly, the alpha’s mouth was flooded with that familiar taste.
“Oh!” Tooru moaned all high pitched, coming with his back arching and feet, slipping against the soft sheets.
He took a moment to regain his composure before dragging Hajime back up so he could kiss himself off the alpha's lips. “Quite the fast learner,” he smiled lazily before turning to his side so that the southerner could slide up behind him, broad chest pressed to his back.
Hajime caressed his tits once more while hooking his arm under the omega’s thigh, holding him spread wide. Then, he grabbed his dick and began to tease it against the length of Tooru’s slit, covering his sex with slick. As the alpha prepared to push in, he thought about how, not even a few days back, he would have deemed himself unworthy of holding the prince in such ways. Simply kissing those precious lips was sacrilege, a violation of the omega he considered so sacred.
But when Tooru let out an exhale of satisfaction as the head of Hajime’s cock slipped in, the alpha came to a pleasant realization. The intercourse they were engaged in was not sacrilege—it was worship. The southern prince, imbued with a new sense of vigor, rolled his hips forward, filling the other to the brim.
They both moaned at the new sensations, Tooru from the delicious feeling massaging his walls, and Hajime from the delectable warmth around his girth. He nuzzled the omega’s neck, sucking the top of his ear and whispering breathless praise. Then he began to move his hips, slowly rocking into the other at a steady pace.
“I know you can go faster than that, commander,” Tooru mumbled flirty while gripping the sheets.
The alpha would never back down from a challenge, yanking back the other’s thigh so it could rest over his muscular waist before he grabbed the omega’s waist and began pistoning his dick inside. Tooru wailed at this, so loud that Hajime mentally apologized to any other tenants that might have been staying at the inn.
The sounds of skin slapping against skin began to die down after a few moments, both Hajime and Tooru feeling the promise of an orgasm forming deep. The omega was the first to finish, spine bending beautifully as he cried out the alpha’s name, full of lust. This was the final straw for the southerner who followed him down, thrusts becoming sloppy as he released inside with low groans.
“I’m so happy right now, Hajime. You can’t fathom how happy I am,” Tooru sighed, almost unconscious, cradling the alpha’s face in his palms.
“Me too,” the other prince grinned, planting a kiss on his omega’s forehead.
They went at it for the next few days, taking breaks and switching positions as the two saw fit. In the moments when Tooru succumbed to the fatigue of his heat, Hajime watched his peaceful face intently with the way he slept against the alpha’s broad chest. Sometimes, he would drool and it took every fiber in the Southerner’s body not to laugh at the display. In a way, Hajime swelled with pride—the renowned most beautiful omega in all the continent, perhaps even the whole universe, was drooling on his chest.
Along the way, Hajime attempted to free himself from the other’s grasp, perhaps to open the curtains and assess the time of day. However, when he merely shifted, Tooru’s arms grew tighter around his torso with no intention of letting go.
“Don’t go,” he said hoarsely, “Please don’t go, Hajime.”
The alpha chuckled. “I’ll be back, I promise. I merely wished to-”
It was at that moment that Hajime realized the other had been deep in sleep, merely muttering through whatever bad dream he was imprisoned in. There were a few tears that slipped down from the corner of his eyes and the Southerner couldn’t help but wonder if they were for him. He settled back into the covers, caressing Tooru’s cheek and wiping his eyes. Could it be that the omega was dreaming of the future?
If only he was fully conscious, Hajime wished. Crying out to him in such a way, the alpha would have gathered the prince in his arms and promised he would stay for as long as Tooru required. Even if it wasn’t love, even if he merely wanted an alpha for protection, Hajime would have stayed. Because as long as Tooru had a use for him, whatever it may be, he could be content.
Notes:
How much pining can I squeeze into one chapter?
Chapter 21: Show a little loving: IwaOi
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Lovers by Anna of the North
Notes:
Time flies too fast omg. I can't believe I've already hit the last chapter of IwaOi, this is insane. I hope this chapter doesn't disappoint with all the confessing and such!! To anyone who's been here since the beginning or anywhere along the way, you guys seriously give me all the motivation I need to write. I really appreciate all the support and wonderful comments just from this portion of the story alone. I hope you all enjoy the final chapter for this pairing and are as excited as I am to start KuroKen!! Thanks for reading <3
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Chapter Text
The days after their return West could only be described as restless. The conflict, which Tooru had intended to keep at bay, had grown into the very catastrophe each of the kingdom's leaders was dreading. Wakatoshi’s refusal to cooperate only meant one thing.
After the heat subsided, the pair rode the carriage all the way back with the omega already planning his next steps. “He’s insulted me so greatly,” Tooru seethed, “You understand what must be done, don't you Hajime?”
He understood well and clear. The very concept that went against everything Daichi had stood for, Hajime knew that the only option left was to go to war with the Northern Kingdom. “Mm.”
“Hajime,” he said more gently this time, “I’ll need your help, now more than ever. I trust that as my commander, only you can grant me the victory that I crave so vehemently.”
The Southerner realized it would be an arduous battle, one that was unlike all the others he had fought in the past. His foes had always been those who resided outside of the four kingdoms, bandits or armies who sought to occupy the nation and expand their territories. However, this time they would be the attackers, storming the Northern kingdom in an attempt to subdue its ruler by force. Hajime’s past self might have objected to such a request, but his current priorities claimed superiority over all inner protests. He would do whatever necessary to please Tooru. “You have my word.”
Preparations began almost immediately, the prince once again locking himself up in the study till the late hours, drafting proposals and letters to be sent out to the other kingdoms as well as his own people. The declaration of war had long been issued to Wakatoshi and a reply had been received almost immediately. “Send your worst” was all it said in the king's own cocky cursive. The commander had similarly been consumed by work, training his soldiers, most of whom had never stepped foot on a battlefield.
“Listen up,” Hajime shouted atop his stallion as he addressed the crowd of soldiers assembled in front of him. Even with the southern soldiers posted in the Western kingdom, their army was still minuscule compared to their opponent’s. Therefore the military had sent a request to the citizens of the capital urging those eligible to enlist in hopes of evening the numbers.
The alpha clicked his tongue, displeased that despite the new cadets, it still wouldn’t be enough. “While your service is greatly appreciated,” he regained his composure, “Your current skill level is nowhere near able to compete with those Northern men.”
Koutarou had once told him that northern culture placed a large emphasis on brute shows of strength and force. It was no surprise that their military embodied those ideals to a tee, with alphas lining up to place their lives on the line to protect their nation. Even their kings were well-versed in the art of combat and warfare. While Hajime was aware of the limitations of the Western military, he also knew of their very crucial strength. Their adaptability and knack for strategy.
In the limited time spent preparing for the war, many new and useful inventions came about for taking on hundreds of soldiers at a time while on the battlefield—Explosive devices, thousands of arrows that launched on a single cue, and even swords on wheels that could tear through the sturdiest of armor. But regardless of the progress that had been made in such a short frame, the commander still had his doubts.
“You must be here to report on this week’s progress?” Tooru said one night as he looked up from his work to find the alpha outside the door of his study.
“I’ll be frank,” he said, “Currently, the state of our offense tells me that we are fighting a losing battle.”
The omega sighed. “If my commander thinks so, then certainly it must be true. Have I placed too much emphasis on wartime technology, investing our valuable assets in the engineers of my kingdom?”
“I cannot speak on matters pertaining to your spending,” Hajime answered, oblivious to the fact that the other was merely thinking out loud, “But I wish to propose an alternative strategy.”
“Let’s hear it then.”
“Strength in numbers,” he said confidently. “If you want to win this, you’ll need men.”
Tooru let the words sit before humming to himself. He began to dig through the papers across his desk before pulling out two rolled-up parchments, “Would this suffice?”
The alpha walked over, looking over the documents before his eyes widened. They were two letters, one addressed to Suguru and the other to Daichi, the contents more or less identical. Tooru was asking for military help, urging that the Southern and Eastern armies move in from their borders to properly surround Wakatoshi’s troops. Hajime should have expected that the omega would already be two steps ahead. “How long ago did you draft these?”
“Before our visit to the Southern kingdom,” the prince replied, “But in the end I couldn’t bring myself to send them, not without consulting the others first. This war…it is between the West and the North. I didn’t wish to involve your brother or Suguru-san unless it was terribly necessary. I suppose I’ll have to use them after all.”
Seeing the omega’s tense expression, Hajime decided to offer a few words of encouragement. “Well, employing foreign soldiers does not mean that you intend for them to fight. Some things are merely for show, to intimidate. In that case, what does my brother or Suguru-san have to lose?”
It was like something flashed in the westerner’s eyes and he furrowed his brow as if thinking of his next grand idea. “You couldn’t be more correct, Hajime,” he smiled before grabbing a clean sheet of paper and resuming his work.
The days crept closer, the weather gradually turning colder and more hostile. It wasn’t the most ideal time to fight, with the frigid air and flurries of snow that awaited the troops at the North-West border. With the help of his sub-commanders, Hajime had moved all his men up to the encampment before accompanying Tooru and riding up himself.
In due time, they assembled on the battlefield, a desolate plain under a bleak gray sky, blackened snow patched on the floor, accentuating the clamor of hooves as each side claimed their portion of the field. To their left, Hajime spied Koutarou with the brunt of the Southern forces, thousands of men assembled to fight for Tooru’s cause. Though most surprisingly, the alpha’s eyes widened at the sight of Keiji beside him, perched on his own horse in full armor. He locked eyes with the pair, far apart as their alliances might have been, the southerner could still make out their fierce expressions. Leave it to us, they seemed to read.
Rightward were the Eastern fighters, positioned in their formations and prepared for long-range attacks. At the front was a familiar figure, Hajime’s old co-commander from his time East, Sakusa Kiyoomi. Though he had his armor up over the lower half of his face, the dark black hair, tall stature, and perfect posture gave away his identity. With so many talented allies, Hajime smirked. When the fighting commenced, he vowed not to let the others steal the show.
Within the Western force itself were plenty of strong comrades. The youngest and most promising of which being Tobio himself. Many of the alphas at the academy had taken leave to fight in the conflict, the western prince explaining inevitably that he would be participating as well. Hajime appreciated his passion and bravery for someone of his age, thinking for a brief moment that if Shoyo ended up marrying the boy, it might not be the worst possible thing. He snapped out of any unnecessary thoughts at the patter of muscular warhorses and clanging metal signaled that their enemy was approaching quickly.
It was as if Hajime finally realized that this was a true war being fought. War meant that people were going to die. And there were certainly many important people present on the field. Hajime’s comrades, some from his time in the Southern military, those old friends from the East, and even the men he had the pleasure of training with over the months in the Western kingdom. How he would miss them.
Hajime had family on the field. Koutarou and Keiji, his beloved brother and brother-in-law, the two most talented swordsmen he had ever known, the best sparring partners he could have ever asked for. If Koutarou were to perish in the conflict, Keiji might never be the same, too riddled with grief to ever pick up the sword he was so adept at wielding. And if it were Keiji to fall instead, his brother might blame himself for not being able to protect the love of his life. What would become of their child, the very heir of the Southern kingdom? And what of all the other children they were destined to bring into the world?
The alpha supposed he could die as well, that is if he wasn’t careful. It wouldn’t be the worst of fates he thought, to give his life for the cause of the noble omega he had grown to cherish and respect. Hajime flinched at the reminder that Tooru was on this battlefield as well, right beside him in fact.
If the Westerner’s life had been snatched as a result of the struggle, Hajime tensed at the thought. No, it simply wasn’t going to happen, not as long as he was here protecting Tooru. But the alpha still considered the nightmare. If something were to befall this beautiful, strong, smart, and dignified omega, Hajime could never forgive himself. And then he realized, perhaps at the most inappropriate time, that he could also never forgive himself if he let Tooru perish before confessing his own feelings. He couldn’t let him go, not without telling that lovely man how much he cherished him, how profusely he respected him, and most importantly, how irrevocably he loved him.
Hajime turned toward the other. “Tooru,” he said, mouth going dry, “There’s something I need to tell you.”
The omega looked beautiful in his armor, Hajime thought, with his hair braided back behind his steel helmet, white roses woven into the auburn strands. Regal, atop his elegant steed with a sword tucked away into his belt. It might have been just for show, but the weapon looked rightfully perfect against Tooru’s hip. A true king in all his glory.
“C-can’t it wait, Hajime?” the omega said, obviously flustered since he was trying his hardest to pay attention to the dangers approaching from ahead.
The southerner pulled his horse closer to the other’s. “No,” he shook his head, “It would be my biggest regret if I never got to tell you that-”
Before the all-important words could leave his lips, Tooru cut him off with a giggle. “Why must you talk to me like it’s the last conversation we will ever have? Didn’t you promise that you would win this war for me?”
Hajime’s eyes widened at the truth. He had given the omega his word, so what good would a rushed, unprepared confession serve? Tooru pulled the reins of his horse so that he was directly beside the alpha before leaning close by his ear. “I won’t forgive you if you intend to take the easy way out, spewing your so-called last words before the fighting has yet to begin. Besides,” he pushed their foreheads together, “There are a few things I’d like to say to you as well, once I am king.”
The alpha smiled, closing his eyes and furrowing his brow with determination. “I eagerly await it.” Their faces were quite close, and it reminded him of the kiss they shared while in the training room of the Southern palace. While the current situation didn’t allow for that level of passion, the way Tooru gazed at his lips tempted him to at least push forward for a slight peck.
Suddenly, a slender finger was pressed up against the alpha’s mouth, belonging only to the Westerner. “We should remember where we are, Hajime. Though, I’d be happy to take your offer after we win this war,” he teased.
“I understand,” Hajime chuckled to himself before focusing on the sight of the Northern military creeping in from beyond the horizon. The swishing of swords and creaking of bow strings began to fill the tense field, ready to strike at any moment to defend against the threat. The ground shook and the alpha gritted his teeth, flipping his protective armor over his face and assuming a proper stance. But suddenly, the Northerners stopped their charge only a few hundred meters from the front lines—Confused grunts and resounding hums at the sight of the enemy halted in the near distance.
“Is this the standard for warfare these days?” Tooru asked with a puzzled expression on his face.
And as if every soldier or sub-commander, including Hajime, had heard the omega's words, there was a common response that filled the air. “Not at all.”
_
Receiving a declaration of war from his past fiancée had not been something Wakatoshi expected to occur over the course of his life. But when that day came and he opened the parchment to reveal a threat written in pretty handwriting, he began to wonder when everything had grown so twisted.
When Wakatoshi was six, he met the late Western king for the first time while cowering behind the legs of his father. He had always been a shy boy, trembling to speak only a few words, a trait that was deemed inferior and something to be fixed. As heir to the Northern kingdom, his inferiority was not looked upon kindly.
“This strapping young lad must be Wakatoshi,” the Western king had exclaimed kindly.
Before he even had the chance to turn his head from his childhood timidness, the northern prince’s father had pushed him forward, out into the open to greet the king like a true heir might.
“I-I-it’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Your Highness,” he remembered stuttering as he extended his small left hand out.
“Ah! It appears that you are left-handed,” the king said in fascination only to be thwarted in his amazement by Wakatoshi’s father.
“An imperfection that we are trying to correct.”
“But what a gift it is?” His smile widened as he took the young boy's palm in his much larger ones, “Such an anomaly would make him almost unbeatable on the battlefield! He’ll be able to protect everyone in his future kingdom, you’d like that wouldn’t you, Wakatoshi-kun?”
At the time, the idea did wonders to encourage him. He trained harder than ever to surpass his peers, both in athleticism and studies. Two years after being enlightened by the Western king, Wakatoshi finally met Tooru. He’d like to think that, even at their initial introduction at the age of eight, this omega had left his mark forever.
They played together, the Westerner dictating the game and assigning the roles. Almost always, they’d pretend they were fighting a battle or conquering foreign lands together. Tooru insisted on being the king each time, making Wakatoshi his head knight, high priest, or some other second-tier profession.
“Tooru,” he whined, “Can’t I be the king for once? Everyone in the palace always tells me that I will rule my kingdom one day! How can I do that if I’m not prepared?”
The young omega giggled. “Well Wakatoshi, I am a firstborn as well. I believe I need as much practice as I can get before I succeed my father in due time.”
Naively, he had looked up to Tooru all those years ago. He had gotten over his shyness just trying to catch up to the other prince. He truly idolized the omega, and couldn’t wait for the day that they would rule their two kingdoms together. But then, Wakatoshi remembered the time he spoke of these dreams to his father while they traveled to the Western kingdom.
The old northern king began to laugh at his son’s words. “Is that what Tooru-chan said? That he will be the ruler of the Western kingdom? Listen my boy, it would do you good not to get lost in such far-fetched ideas.”
“It’s not far-fetched!” Wakatoshi remembered yelling, “Tooru is confident and strong and kind, everything a king should be.”
His father snickered, ruffling his son’s dark hair. “Ah, I believe I understand now. Seems to me that you are quite fond of that omega.”
Wakatoshi blushed at the accusation. “Omega?”
“And here I assumed your mother had already spoken to you about such topics. Listen closely, Wakatoshi. Omegas are gentle creatures who exist to comfort alphas, the superior sex. Your friend Tooru is an omega which means that he doesn’t have the ability to inherit the Western crown, regardless of his first-born status.”
“Oh,” the young boy said dejectedly.
“But fear not. If you wish to keep Tooru close, you should strive to make him your omega. Become an alpha above all the rest and then he will be yours to claim.”
Those twisted words had unfortunately stuck by him as the years went on. Tooru had grown more beautiful than he could have imagined, his dominant personality maturing along with his graceful figure. Although his colleagues and companions lusted over the omega, Wakatoshi could never find himself doing the same.
He couldn’t imagine pinning Tooru down, making love to him as alpha and omega. He couldn’t even picture what their children might look like. But what he could visualize was a future in which the two of them could remain side by side. So he took the advice of his father and proved that he was the superior alpha, winning Tooru’s hand in marriage like he wanted.
What Wakatoshi hadn’t anticipated was that their relationship would take a turn for the worse once he brought Tooru back to the Northern kingdom. Like a bird in a cage, the omega kept to himself, not wishing to talk to his fiancé or even be near him. The Westerner acted out frequently, inevitably provoking the other prince to allow him back home before the wedding.
Seeing his omega in the arms of another alpha was like a punch to Wakatoshi’s gut. He was the stronger, smarter, more capable man. All the tests and challenges had proved that. So why was it that Tooru had chosen the Southern prince? Jealousy and inferiority filled his head and heart, and in the spur of the moment, Wakatoshi had lashed out without thinking clearly.
He had felt the same way when visited by Tooru in the recent weeks, angered for a different reason. When informed of the progress the omega had made, within his own kingdom and the neighboring two, Wakatoshi felt that he was falling behind as a ruler. He knew the ways his subjects regarded him, a hostile king who inherited all the backward ways of his tyrannical father. He was aware that he couldn’t get along with Daichi and Suguru as well as he would have liked. As well as Tooru could have.
His adolescent self would have been proud to hear of the success his old friend had achieved. But his insecure current self felt nothing but shame at the fact that he had been outdone by an omega. At that moment, he remembered the one attribute that made him truly superior—his identity as an alpha.
He regretted it the second his disgusting pheromones began to fill the air. Wakatoshi had expected to feel better, to reassure himself that he was still the more capable man. But he watched in agony as Hajime rescued the omega, protecting Tooru from the wretched man he had become. The weak child in him caged up behind layers of his firm exterior, began to scold Wakatoshi. “You’re a terrible person, an incompetent king, and an absolute failure of an alpha,” it seemed to cry out to him.
Charging onto the battlefield with the entire force of the Northern army was a last resort, the only way Wakatoshi could think to once again show Tooru that he was better. But just miles away from the point of conflict, he was informed by his commanders that they were significantly outnumbered.
“That can’t be,” Wakatoshi said unwaveringly, “We’ve thousands of more men than they ever did.”
“Your majesty, they are accompanied by the grandeur of the Southern military as well as the most skilled fighters from the Eastern kingdom as well.”
The alpha straightened his shoulders. “Do not engage with any of the foreign soldiers. This battle is one between the North and the West. Relay this message to your men.”
“That is not all, Wakatoshi-sama. We have caught sight of hundreds of civilians posted on the battlefield.”
“Civilians?” The king said, taken aback.
“Yes. We've spotted farmers with rakes and pitchforks, pledging their loyalty to the Western crown. Even omegas are present, holding kitchen knives among other knacks, some even empty-handed. They say that Tooru-sama sent out a proclamation, urging for the support of all his citizens, no matter their sex or battle experience. It appears that almost the entire kingdom is participating.”
Suddenly, Wakatoshi felt something stir within him, a familiar feeling akin to nostalgic happiness. The same feeling he’d get when he was younger, admiring Tooru as he pretended to be king all those years ago. A smile painted his face, much to the shock of the soldiers around him. “If only I could have played the role as much as you. Perhaps then we wouldn’t be in this terrible situation,” he laughed to himself.
“Your Highness…?”
Wakatoshi took a deep breath before pulling at the reins of his horse. “We must make haste. There’s someone waiting for me.”
_
In the distance, it had appeared that the Northern military was no longer advancing toward them but instead stuck at a reasonable length away. It wasn't long before someone at the front of the crowd had dismounted their horse and began walking toward the other side instead.
Tobio flinched, grabbing the hilt of his sword and keeping it ready. “Whoever that is must have a death wish.”
The stature and aura told Tooru all he needed to know, and he began to lower himself to the ground as well.
“Tooru!” Stay back, he might be-” Hajime began to warn, falling back at the omega's confident expression. “Halt your weapons!” he shouted to the soldiers to prevent the prince from getting injured.
The omega walked forward, his boots cushioned against the snow-dampened ground. He took a deep breath, holding his head high as he stared ahead at the figure across from him. “Have you come to humiliate me in front of my whole army this time, Wakatoshi?”
The alpha removed his helmet, a few surprised gasps resonating from the crowd of soldiers as the face of the Northern King was revealed. He pulled the sword from his sheath before piercing it into the soil and getting down on one knee. Wakatoshi lowered his head. “If you could grant me a few words. This is all I ask,” he said with an uncharacteristically gentle tone.
Tooru sighed. “Granted.”
When the alpha raised his head, a slight glimmer of hope shone in his eyes. “Tooru, there is no amount of repentance that could even begin to mend the ways I have tortured you. I wish to give you a long-deserved apology, if you can bring yourself to listen to my voice.”
His silence indicated that he was listening, although the Westerner was slightly unsettled at the vulnerability his old fiancé was putting out.
“First, I must apologize for your treatment while under my care in the Northern Kingdom. I knowingly pushed you to act in unfavorable ways, all so I could keep you near. Perhaps I was scared that, if I stopped holding you back, you’d surpass me. I suppose my fears came true in the end regardless.”
Wakatoshi lowered his head in shame. “I’m sorry for allowing my family to taint my judgment. I had already realized back then, that you would be the greatest leader of our generation. I’m terribly ashamed that, all this time, I convinced myself that your status as an omega deemed you inferior. When in fact, it was I who was inferior, jealous, and insecure of my own capabilities as a king.”
He looked around at each kingdom’s army, every pair of eyes glued to him. All of that didn’t matter, so long as Tooru was watching. Wakatoshi couldn’t care less what they all thought of the pathetic display if it meant that the omega was listening. “I’m sorry that it took me so long to come to my senses. Outnumbering me on a battlefield is a feat only you could achieve, Tooru. I can’t think of a single other ruler who could convince their people to lay their lives so wholeheartedly.”
Hajime couldn’t quite hear the extent of the conversation, but he could have sworn that the other alpha glanced his way somewhere in the middle. “I most regret the ways I have acted toward you more recently. Using my pheromones in such a barbaric way…If I had the ability to do away with them permanently, I would. I’ve hurt you in ways that no amount of repentance can mend, and for that, I apologize.”
Tooru walked forward until he was standing right before the northerner. “Your pheromones are my only indication that this is not some ploy for me to let down my guard.”
“I would never dream of that, Tooru. Not after everything.”
The omega laughed, “To think, I didn't even have to win the war to have you groveling at my feet. It almost tempts me to forgive you here and now.”
“No, you mustn't,” the alpha said firmly, “Let me at least carry the guilt of having disrespected you all these years. Even before stepping foot on the battlefield, I had thought of how satisfying it would be to prove that I was superior to you. I had hoped to tell you that you'd made a mistake, that you should have come to the Northern kingdom when you had the chance. Someone as wrong as me has no right being forgiven by you.”
“If not forgiveness, what exactly do you hope to achieve by prostrating yourself like this? Is it my love? My friendship?”
“I've made peace with the fact that you will never be my mate, I expect nothing from you in that regard. After all I've done, your friendship is out of the question as well.” The alpha kept his gaze reserved to the floor, still kneeling in perfect submission. “All that I ask is for your trust, Tooru. I am certain that if you grant me that much, I can prove my worth once more as an ally.”
The omega let his fingers gently onto the other’s jaw, angling the Northerner's face up so that they could make eye contact. “When you talk to me like that, it reminds me of the boy I used to play with all those years ago,” he smiled. “I knew all about that boy, his upbringing. The way he was raised and who he was raised by. Hence, I don’t blame that boy for the man he’s become.”
He moved his hand to the top of Wakatoshi’s head. “But I wonder…is that man capable of changing? My trust is not something to be granted—it must be earned. You once told me that words can only get one so far, so lead by example. Prove to me through your actions, show me the man you can become, and then…I’ll decide if my trust is placed in good hands.”
The alpha took Tooru’s hand gently in his own before bringing it to his lips. He kissed the silver ring upon his finger, a sign of respect and loyalty. “Thank you, Tooru. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.”
_
Staying true to his word, Wakatoshi restored the alliances between the kingdoms. Trade had sprung from where it left off, Western innovation resuming with more enthusiasm than ever. Daichi was pleased to receive his own letter of apology, as well as a personal visit from the other king to express his regrets about the situation. Something about wanting to be on friendlier terms with his fellow rulers.
At last, the day of Tooru’s official coronation hit the Western kingdom, all citizens flocking to the capital to witness the accession of their beloved new king. The ceremony had been lovely and grand, the high priest crowning the omega as the gods looked down with shining approval. It was perfect and beautiful.
The celebrations afterward catered to the royal and noble families who had traveled from far and wide for the event. It was during this time that the extravagant gifts for the new ruler were unveiled, each surpassing the next. From Daichi and the Southern family, about a dozen new ships for the new future of Western sea trade. Wakatoshi had dedicated miles of land, full of natural resources to the Western kingdom to satiate the near constant need for raw materials. Suguru had commissioned artisans to create adornments for the king’s new throne, complete with shimmering metals and precious stones.
Hajime felt a sense of deja vu as he observed the other royals mingling about as he entertained a drink in the corner. The atmosphere was almost identical to that of his brothers’ wedding, although, perhaps it was Shoyo’s whining that made him revisit the memories. His youngest brother had practically glued himself to the alpha’s side, this time yapping about the beautiful western-style gown he had on.
“Look at this, Hajime!” he said, ruffling at the skirt, “Now I have pockets too!”
The southerner merely rolled his eyes, scouring the room for a familiar young alpha to distract his rambling brother and perhaps pawn him off. He spotted Tobio engaged in a discussion with his sub-commanders Kindaichi and Kunimi, occasionally glancing over in the prince’s direction before looking away immediately.
“Say, why don’t you go ask your buddy over there to dance with you again?” Hajime snickered, expecting an amusing reaction out of his youngest brother.
But instead of blushing like a beet, Shoyo let out a disgusted grunt before crossing his arms over his chest. “Nope. Not interested.”
“Tobio is a good kid,” the alpha carried on, “It might benefit you to become closer to someone like him.”
“Apologies,” the younger prince said sarcastically, “I didn’t realize I was speaking to the love expert.”
Hajime smiled at the retort before letting his eyes fall upon Tooru’s elegant figure. He looked especially beautiful tonight, locked in conversation with Suguru and his wife. The omega wore a flowing blue gown with white silk accents along the borders. The bodice and the skirt held all kinds of precious stones, diamonds, aquamarines, sapphires and pearls, sewn into beautiful patterns and such. There couldn’t have been a single soul that wasn’t looking at him.
Tooru’s hair had been left out for the occasion, a simple style to direct all attention to the extravagant crown atop his head—The crown he had worked so hard to receive. It was the picture of absolute perfection.
“Say, what was your gift to Tooru-san?” Shoyo asked from beside him, eyes widening when he was met with more silent treatment. “Don’t tell me, you showed up empty-handed! And here I thought you had learned a thing or two about romance.”
“Shut up, Shoyo,” Hajime finally responded, annoyed at such accusations, “Not that it’s any of your business, but I did prepare a gift of my own.”
“Did you now, Commander?”
Both southern princes turned around to find the new Western king standing behind them with an amused look on his face. “Tooru,” the alpha exclaimed, almost red in the face, while his brother simply giggled at his flusteredness.
“I’ll leave you to it,” Shoyo said before dashing off.
The Westerner held back a laugh. “And when should I be expecting this gift?”
Hajime looked around the room at all the eyes on the pair, each guest waiting for the opportunity to present themselves to the new ruler. They might as well have formed a line. “My gift requires a moment alone with you, but it appears that I’ll have to enter the queue.”
Tooru smiled before linking their arms together. “Nonsense Hajime. I’m yours.”
Those words, flirtatiously empty as they might have been, gave the alpha a push of courage to go through with the plans he had been formulating since their return. He led the Westerner out of the palace and into the rose gardens, the pleasant fall winds brushing against their skin. Tooru’s exposed shoulders broke out into goosebumps under the light of the full moon, shuddering closer to the alpha.
“You’re hardly dressed for the weather,” Hajime remarked at the other’s strapless dress, “I won’t take too much of your time.”
They walked down that stone path together, the scent of roses carrying pleasantly along as they made their way further into the gardens. “If your gift is a romantic nighttime stroll, I must say it's going quite well.”
Hajime cleared his throat as he stopped a good distance away. “Close your eyes and don’t open them until I say.”
Tooru listened. “Yes sir,” he all but saluted, allowing the alpha to pull him gently along.
“Alright,” the southerner said after a few moments, “Go ahead.”
When the omega opened his eyes, he audibly gasped at the display that awaited him. A new path had been created in the garden on a spare plot of land. In the beautiful light of the moon, Tooru could see clearly. Along the path were bushes covered in beautiful blue roses. They transcended up a white marble pavilion at the center, the vines cascading up the tiles.
The Westerner ran up the stairs of the structure with enthusiasm, plucking a blue flower and bringing it up to his nose. Then he looked back at Hajime, his eyes shining with pure adoration. “Blue roses? But I’ve been trying for so long and–” he couldn’t formulate his sentence. “How on earth did you…”
The alpha laughed at the other’s childish behavior. “They’re mundane white roses that have been dyed. Pleasing to look at, nonetheless.”
“But when I tried that same method years ago, all I reaped were slightly off-colored petals.”
Hajime shrugged. “Perhaps the southern dye I used was more easily absorbed. It’s made from minerals found in the Southern sea–Ah, and I already referred it to your gardeners when I commissioned this exhibit.”
Tooru remained speechless, still admiring the beautiful display.
“Er, I’m sorry if it’s more underwhelming than some of the other gifts you’ve received,” the alpha began to ramble, “Regretfully, I don’t have the means to offer you land or other more useful resources. I felt that this-”
“Thank you,” the omega cut him off. “Truly Hajime, words cannot describe my pleasure.” He lifted the crown from his head, setting it on the ledge of the pavilion before combing his fingers through his brown hair. “Would you do me the honors?”
Hajime nodded, walking up behind and separating his hair into three equal strands. He braided them together into the omega’s signature style, the way he had observed Tooru forever etched in his mind. Then he plucked the blue roses, placing them in between the coppery strands and tucking a few behind his ear. Out of all the colors he had seen the Westerner wear, the alpha felt that blue suited him the most. Regal, unique, beautiful, radiant—everything that made Tooru who he was.
They stood there together, looking at the moon for a few moments, the chatter of the party barely heard in the silence of the night. The omega was the first to speak. “T-the staff informed me that your belongings were sent back to the Southern palace. They should be ready for you by the time you reach home,” he said, a slight melancholy tone backing his voice.
Hajime took a deep breath. It’s now or never , he thought to himself. “Tooru,” he said gently, reaching out to grab the omega’s hand which trembled slightly in his grasp. “This wasn’t the only reason I wished for your company tonight.”
He had planned for this. “Forgive me that I waited this long, I’m not quite good with my words. The truth is that, since meeting you, my perception of an ideal future has changed quite a bit. When I first arrived, I wished to return to my duties as soon as possible, but now…I find myself not wanting to leave.”
Tooru perked up at his words. “Hajime…”
“Ever since the start, I’ve been captivated by you, Tooru. The way your mind works…it’s such a beautiful thing to see in action. Your compassion as a leader, your intellect, your bravery, your beauty…all the things that never fail to leave me speechless. I want to remain by your side, Tooru, and I want to see all the wonderful things you'll achieve as king of the Western kingdom.”
“Does this mean-”
“That I love you?” Hajime cut him off, his stomach turning at the astoundment in the other’s eyes. “I wish I could confirm or deny that for myself. I've never been in love before, but I can't ignore the way my heart quickens when I'm around you. It’s a selfish request but, please let me stay by your side. I'll be a knight, a servant, a slave…anything you require, so long as it'll keep me close to you.”
All he could hear at that moment was Tooru’s steady breaths, and Hajime wondered if perhaps he had overdone it. Had he scared the omega away with his talks of the future? His heavy confession…was it far too ill-timed to change anything?
“A queen,” the omega suddenly said.
“Huh?”
He giggled to himself. “Every king requires a queen. You’re in luck, I happen to be a king without a queen. If we were to get married…that would make you my queen, correct?”
“M-Marriage?” the alpha stuttered, unable to contain his excitement at such a proposal.
“Unlike you, I’ve understood my feelings for quite some time.” Tooru brought the other’s palm up to his face, “Forgive me for not telling you sooner, but I…I love you, Hajime.” He nuzzled his hand, kissing it lightly. “I tried to push it away, tell myself that I’d only be holding you back if I told you that I loved you. Your place was on the battlefield, protecting your people as you had done so well, not chained to my side.”
“My place is wherever you are,” Hajime said gently, pulling the other closer.
Tooru giggled once more. “You think you’re selfish? All this time I’d been waiting for the chance to monopolize you. It's a wonderful thing that you don't wish to leave my side because I don’t want to share you with anyone Hajime.”
The alpha couldn’t help but lean forward, pushing his lips firmly against the other’s, muscle memory taking over when Tooru slipped his tongue inside. They parted breathlessly, pheromones mingling as they kept their gazes locked on eachother. “I won’t share you with Daichi, or the entire Southern kingdom for that matter,” he ran his mouth before leaning in for more.
“You’ll be my commander,” they kissed again before Hajime pushed the omega back gently to lay on the floor of the pavilion. “My queen,” Tooru reached up, wrapping his arms around the other’s shoulders and pulling him down so their lips could meet once more. “My husband,” he whispered, shuddering as the alpha settled between his spread legs. “Father of my heir.”
Hajime couldn’t help but marvel at those tender words, halting his attack on the omega’s jaw to simply look endearingly into his eyes. Tooru smiled up at him, his hair a mess, blue petals tangled up in the strands. “All mine.”
Anyone could have walked into the gardens, but neither cared. Not during a moment as precious as this. “God I should have known,” Hajime chuckled, “I do love you, Tooru. Seriously, I’ve loved you all this time. So much,” he lowered himself down, kissing the omega’s cheek, his forehead, his ear. “It’s always been you, only you.”
When the alpha began to naughtily make his way down the expanse of his neck and collarbones, Tooru knew it was about time to return to the festivities. “As much as I’d love to, there’s an entire ballroom filled with guests that I must return to.”
Hajime cleared his throat before moving aside. “Forgive me, I got…carried away. I suppose I should apologize for stealing away the life of the party.”
The omega giggled, placing a peck on his lover’s cheek before beginning to fix his gown and tousled hair. “I’m certain that the announcement of our union will suffice.”
They walked back much like they arrived, Tooru’s arm wrapped around Hajime’s, if one could ignore their swollen lips and wrinkled garments. The new king clinked a glass, commanding the room to silence.
“To all in attendance, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your support is the reason for my success, and I vow to serve not only those belonging to my own kingdom, but our united land as a whole.”
There was loud applause at his words, Hajime included, looking at the omega with reverence. That was until Tooru gazed back at him with a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Next, it is my absolute pleasure to present to you the future queen of the Western kingdom.”
A confused murmur filled the room, and the alpha rolled his eyes to the amusement of his future wife. Tooru walked toward him, interlocking their fingers before addressing the population. “Hajime-san and I are to be married. We sincerely hope to see all your wonderful faces soon at the wedding!” Then he yanked the alpha by the collar and slotted their lips together once more, as if to claim possession over the man beside him.
The room erupted into a clamor when they parted, loud cheers and squeals at such a declaration of love. Hajime snuck a glance at his family, his mother crying tears of happiness as the other queens laughed at her relief, that her son was not such a lost cause after all.
His brothers were whispering to their mates, smiles on everyone's faces as they raised a glass for the new couple. Even Wakatoshi steadily applauded, although holding a neutral expression.
“All's well that ends well,” Tooru remarked at the chattering state of the party.
Letting out a defeated sigh, Hajime turned toward him. “Did you truly have to announce it in such a way?”
“Does it embarrass you to be regarded as my queen?” The omega said, raising his brow.
The Southerner smirked. “Not at all,” he leaned to whisper in the other’s ear, “I'll be the best damn queen the Western kingdom has ever seen.”
With a beautiful laugh, Tooru brought Hajime’s hand to his lips, kissing over his knuckles. “I'll be waiting.”
Notes:
3 brothers hitched, 2 more to go !!!
Chapter 22: Think I'm just happy: KuroKen
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Dumb by Nirvana
Notes:
Hello everyone, and thank you for sticking around this far!! I'm super excited to start the next storyline, I've got everything planned out so far, but still making stuff up along the way as always. I've been super super hyped to start the KuroKen part of the story so I hope y'all are as happy to read it lol. It made me both touched and a little bit scared to see some people making predictions about this portion of the story so I hope what I've begun to set up doesn't disappoint all that much. As always, thank you so much for reading and supporting me with all the kind words!! Enjoy <3
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Chapter Text
The Southern kingdom was a prosperous region, renowned for many of its wonderful distinctions. One could only bask in the stunning landscapes—a beautiful coast overlooking the Southern Sea, vast deserts containing tall sandy peaks, temperate rainforests with unique flora and fauna. It was a kingdom rich in natural resources, along with hardworking citizens and fair nobility who truly cared for the well-being of the nation.
But perhaps the true pride and joy of the Southern kingdom was its royal family. The old king was to thank for the mass prosperity over the last decades, and his four beautiful and admirable queens had earned a place in the hearts of the populace as well. Then, there were the new brides, Koushi, their beloved queen, and Keiji, newly appointed commander of the Southern army and mother of the heir. Two incredibly lovely omegas who had birthed the future of the kingdom. The newest little royals Kouji and Tenshin, only a few months old, had wooed the southern people from their adorable first impressions alone.
However, nothing could come close to the Southern kingdom’s adoration for the five princes. Daichi was their current king, a responsible, kindhearted, and ambitious ruler who always acted in the best interest of his people. Prince Koutarou and Prince Hajime, the honorable commanders, noble and courageous, risked their lives to ensure the safety of the kingdoms. Though the latter had since left the Southern family to become consort to the new Western monarch, the kingdom would never forget his righteous service. Prince Shoyo was special in his own ways, a cute and charismatic omega prince whose lineage had earned him special favor amongst the commoners of the land.
That left the fourth prince who was known for…well…it was unclear. Tetsurou had always been somewhat of a black sheep compared to his three older brothers. As a young boy, he excelled at his education, picking up various skills at a more rapid rate than most of his peers. He was proficient at conversing with those even far older than him, many believing that at the pace he was learning, Tetsurou could have surpassed his eldest brother.
But some fates are simply set in stone, much like Daichi’s destiny to one day rule the Southern kingdom. There was no place for Tetsurou at the seat of the throne, so he allowed himself to ease the reins a bit. It was around this time that his other brothers began to question their own purpose and value to the kingdom, encouraging Tetsu to enlist in the military alongside them. But directionless as the young alpha might have been at that time, there was absolutely nothing about grueling training, terrible food, and sleeping in barracks that appealed to him.
It wasn’t that Tetsurou spent his time merely wasting his youth away in the luxuries that came with being fourth prince. In fact, he could hardly ever be spotted in the palace, always out and about god knows where, springing back at odd hours of the night and sometimes disappearing for days at a time. Maids, advisors, servants—there wasn’t a single soul within the palace staff who had any idea what the prince devoted his time to.
If you were to ask Koutarou, he may have assumed that his brother simply lounged about all day, drinking liquor and doing whatever he pleased. Hajime would have called him a distracted, lost-cause-bastard who entertained the capital omegas all day and didn’t make good use of his time. Although not completely untrue, these accusations were still far from the reality.
Tetsurou had his many reasons for not wishing to spend more time in the palace, one of the biggest being his complete ear sore of a mother. The eastern queen, victim of a political union herself, had developed a slight obsession with anything involving romance and love. Following her wedding, she’d consumed hundreds of cheesy novels and attended a plethora of plays and enactments of lovers from yore just to make up for the lack of passion and sentiment in her own marriage.
She had grown incredibly proud of her son, especially during his teenage years due to his refined skills in wooing the eligible maidens of the kingdom. All the princes were handsome with a fair share of admirers, but Tetsurou had that extra charm that set him apart from his brothers. Daichi was too preoccupied with his studies and preparatory lessons to have much interest or experience in courting. Koutarou was a wild child who had preferred fist fights to flirting, and Hajime was overly brutish and brash as if warning any interested omega to back off. Tetsurou, with his silver tongue and pleasing pheromones, made up for whatever his brothers lacked, earning quite a reputation over the years.
That fact was that he had been the first of the four to lose his virginity. Before the boys left for boarding school, they were attended to by a beautiful young governess who happened to be the source of their early pubescent fantasies. Though Daichi, Koutarou, and Hajime blushed and fumbled over their words in her presence, Tetsurou was able to sweet talk his way into her bedroom where she taught the young prince something not included in their curriculum before resigning shortly after.
With the way her son was progressing, the eastern queen was certain that he would be the first to fall in love, marry, and give her a grandchild. She hadn’t always been this annoying about it but the fourth prince supposed that everything must have changed the moment Daichi brought back Koushi-san from the Northern kingdom. A love story crafted by the heavens, the eastern queen was almost jealous that her own son hadn’t been the one to experience such a romance. When it was Koutarou who met his match, that too at the hands of her own son and his expert matchmaking, Tetsurou’s mother began to grow restless. The final blow had been Tooru’s announcement of his and Hajime’s engagement at the coronation.
It had been a particularly breezy summer day, the perfect weather to take a trip to the shores and experience the ocean winds for himself, Tetsurou thought. But he couldn’t even get one foot out the door before a servant rushed over and informed that the prince had been summoned for a meeting with the eastern queen.
He wasn’t the kind of alpha to disrespect his mother, no matter how irksome she might have been, and so he marched his way toward the queens’ wing of the palace. There she was, silky dark hair and hazel eyes, the same features that could be found on her son.
“Hello mother,” he smiled, warm as he could manage, “You summoned me?”
The queen giggled, although her son could sense the malice behind her demeanor. “My darling son! And here I thought you were incapable of listening to my requests!”
Tetsurou groaned, recalling a certain little promise he had half-assedly agreed to a few months prior. “Forgive me, mother, but I don’t quite understand your accusation.”
Just then, her eye twitched and she lunged forward, grabbing the front of Tetsurou’s collar and yanking him down to her level. “Listen to me you insolent boy, it’s been four months since you made me that promise at your brother’s wedding. A promise that you’ve yet to make any progress toward fulfilling.”
He sighed. “Well, I don’t recall there being any specifications about when exactly I might consider it.”
Seeing as she had been bested, the eastern queen let go of him with a hmph. “You promised me that when we returned from the West, you would go out and look for a wife. The implication was that it would be immediate!” she whined.
The prince straightened out his collar, even making an effort to pet down his horrendous bedhead. “There was no such implication. Besides, how are you so sure I wasn’t stepping out with the intention of finding a bride for myself?”
His mother switched up once more, placing a gentle hand on the alpha’s shoulder. “Because you are my son, and I know you. Perhaps, I was such a fool to think I could change your rotten ways.” Her lip quivered and then she began to sniffle, wiping a fat tear from her eye and shivering away.
Tetsurou rolled his eyes at her melodramatics. “What’s the matter?” He said in his obligatory caring tone.
“Do you really wish to know?” she looked back, teary.
“Yes mother, I really wish to know.”
“Well, I simply feel…left out. It’s a suffering I’ve endured, I’m sure you’re aware. The feeling that I’ve been left behind, it’s all too familiar. Don’t you know how terribly I felt all those years ago, seeing my fellow queens cradling their baby boys when you were still sleeping inside of me? Oh, it’s all too much for my poor heart to handle again!” She cried into her hands.
The alpha shook his head. “I’m so terribly sorry you felt that way, mother.”
“Yes yes, of course I can’t blame you for being last in the birth order. But why must you force me to suffer now?! Koutarou and Daichi have already had their own kids, and I’ve no doubt Hajime isn’t far behind now that he’s also wed.”
Tetsurou knew that was highly unlikely. Tooru had only just been crowned, so there was no shot in hell that he would allow Hajime to get him pregnant at such a crucial time. Surely they’d stall a few years at least.
“Mother,” he took her hands in his own, “How can I wed when I've yet to fall in love?” It was his own mother after all, and Tetsurou knew every single way to yank at her heartstrings. “How tragic it would be to leave my fated partner waiting. That sweet omega that the Gods set aside just for me, oh, the heartbreak at never getting to meet them, to touch them, to kiss them, all because I was in such a rush to marry the first pretty thing to come my way.”
Bullseye, the alpha thought to himself at the sight of his mother with her eyes closed, truly visualizing his honey-drenched rambles. He used the opportunity to slip out of the room, a slight snicker leaving his lips at having put an end to the conversation. Still, when he observed that the sun was slightly lower in the sky than he would have liked, Tetsurou realized that his mother had at least succeeded in wasting his time and ruining his plans outside the palace. Peering out across the courtyard, he spotted Daichi waving farewell to an advisor of some kind. Seeing as his brother appeared rather stressed, the fourth prince whisked over to ease his mood. Tetsurou had found that when he was feeling particularly down himself, the best cure was helping someone else.
“Ah, Tetsu! Just the man I was looking for,” the king smiled at the sight of his brother.
“You would be one of many today,” he mumbled to himself.
“I’ve been craving a good drink since this morning, and I thought who better to share one with than you.”
Daichi wasn’t just saying that because he wished to spew some niceties to his younger brother. It was common knowledge that Tetsurou had phenomenal taste when it came to liquor, food, music, and practically everything. Over the years, he had accumulated a fine collection of wines, whiskeys, and other ales, something that earned him the title of best drinking partner. Now normally, the prince would hold himself back from drinking so early in the day, but he supposed he deserved a treat after putting up with his mother’s annoying behavior.
Tetsurou called over an attendant, briefly thinking about which bottle would best serve the current occasion. He wouldn’t say there was a favorite within all the bottles in his possession but there were those that tended to ease his mood better than the others. He wanted something light, smooth, and easy to down but still gentle and sweet. Something that reminded him of his roots. There was only one bottle in mind.
“Bring us the Kozume variety,” he nodded before turning to Daichi. “It’s got a faint eastern feel— tried it on one of my excursions a few years ago and since, I replace my personal bottle every few months. I’ve got no real favorites, but if I truly had to pick one, it’d be the Kozume.”
Daichi laughed. “This is exactly why you make the most phenomenal drinking partner. You've got taste and an attention to detail. You can appreciate the finer things life has to offer, unlike our two other brutes for brothers.”
Tetsurou smirked. He too would agree that of his other brothers, Daichi and him were the most kindred. “I appreciate your kind words,” he said before observing the way his older brother let his slump back against the couch with a sigh.
“Long day?”
The king groaned, “Just some proposal to expand our boundaries beyond the sea. It seems that the members of my cabinet are quite in favor, though I propose it’ll be a pain to attempt to convince our foreign allies to give up their territory. I must say, it’s been quite the stressful day.”
“Tell me about it,” the younger alpha replied, “Mother’s still hung up on the idea of my marriage. Chewed me out about it this morning.”
Daichi smiled. “If only Hajime was still here. Surely he could give you some advice on at least prolonging that discussion.”
“Please, he’s the last person I’d like to speak to on such matters,” Tetsurou shot a quick glare at his brother. “Not like you’re any better though. After all, it is your fault that this chain reaction of marriages was set off in the first place.”
“Apologies,” his brother said, hardly meaning it, “But on that note, does it not make you want to tie the knot, seeing that all of us are the happiest we’ve ever been?”
The alpha scoffed. “Haven’t you realized by now that I’m different from you lot? I’m quite content with the life I’ve got going, thank you very much.”
Happiness was subjective, Tetsurou thought. While his brothers might have been enjoying themselves, the fourth prince could say for certain that marriage was a whole unnecessary headache. It wasn’t that he didn’t believe in love, that was far from the truth. The spiel he had conjured to distract his mother wasn’t entirely far-fetched either, for the alpha did actually believe that there was someone out there waiting for him. He simply just didn’t feel so inclined to go hunt that omega down in the present.
Marriage meant commitment, a promise between two lovers that one day they intended to bring new life into the world. In short, you marry if you wish to have a baby. And though Tetsurou loved his adorable nephews, he certainly did not want to see his own troublemakers running around any time soon.
To marry without ever having been in love, well that was another issue on its own. Tetsurou had his share of flings and affairs, no one that he particularly recalled losing his mind over, however. Where was the fun in selling himself short?
“What’s taking so long?” the prince shouted out, noticing that much time had passed since making his request.
The attendant came scurrying back at his words, appearing slightly uneasy. “Forgive me Your Majesty, but we’ve run out of the Kozume variety.”
“Run out?” He said, “That’s preposterous, I always keep extra stock. Check my alternate stash.”
“It’s already been searched, Tetsurou-sama. I have been informed that Kozume-san hasn’t been producing for the last year.”
Tetsurou wondered if the day could get any worse. “What a tragedy, looks like I’ve got my work cut out for me.”
Daichi smiled. “You’re going to help?”
“Well, what else? I suppose a short visit to see why they’ve halted production will do.”
“Go ahead,” the older alpha laughed, “But at least show me the second-best bottle in your collection.”
If you were to ask Daichi what his younger brother spent his time outside the palace doing, it was helping his people. And not through laws or proclamations delivered from miles away, no, it was upfront and personal. Through years of his service, Tetsurou had become quite close to the Southern public, something that Daichi classified as a significant asset. To have a prince of all people, working hard to ensure the well-being of the nation, reflected well on the royal family as a whole. And it wasn’t as if Tetsurou didn’t enjoy what he did. The fourth prince felt that there was something quite satisfying about using his cunning wits and quick thinking to help the southern people as an extension of his brother, the king.
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Tetsurou set out the next day itself to scope out the situation of his favorite vintner, leaving bright and early. Located in a quiet coastal town just past the bustle of the port cities, the Kozume vineyard would be a near six-hour journey, one that the prince intended to brave all on his own. It had been a while since he’d traveled this route, the path that took him along the scenic coastline and through many cities he hadn’t paid a visit to in some time.
He stopped by the ports to grab a quick bite, the salty air refreshing in its own way. The scene was busy, with sailors and merchants rushing about and unloading their wares from the majestic wooden ships. Soldiers were stationed, and children were playing between the stalls of vendors selling all kinds of trinkets. As Tetsurou walked around, people lowered their heads and smiled paying their respects to the popular prince.
“Tetsu-sama!” Two young children waved to him from inside their father’s store. The alpha recognized them from a visit in which he took note of the significant number of small kids working around the docs. When he informed Daichi about it, the king called for the construction of a school to substitute the hard labor.
“Cutting class?” he shouted back over, shaking his head with a smile.
“Never! It’s a Sunday, we’ve got the day off!”
The prince laughed before two pairs of arms were suddenly wrapped around his waist, neck, and shoulders. “You’re too cruel, Your Highness,” a seductive voice whined from behind him, “Coming all this way and leaving before paying us a visit.”
He huffed as he was dragged inside a familiar establishment, the perfumed air filling his lungs. “You think so low of me, in fact, I was just on my way.” The naughty hands on his body slipped underneath his shirt, feeling up the firm muscles at his abdomen. “Easy there, I’m afraid I can’t stay for too long.”
“Give it a rest boys. Tetsurou-sama says the same thing every time you drag him in here, I assure you, he’s got no intent spending coin on you dirty omegas,” the older matron of the establishment shook her head.
One of the prostitutes pouted. “And I had no intention of accepting payment from such a handsome guest,” he purred into the alpha’s ear. “I suppose I would pay good money to even dream of lying with such a client as yourself.”
The prince lightly shoved the other off with a chuckle. “Have those gangsters stopped threatening your establishment since the last time we spoke?” He recalled the band of criminals that were tormenting the brothels of the area, refusing to pay for services and using violence to scare the courtesans.
“Ah yes, you need not worry. Koutarou-sama’s men took care of all those thugs in no time,” the matron smiled, “We are ever grateful, but I must ask, what brings you to the city today?”
“I’m on my way to Nekoma.”
“Nekoma? That old wine town on the coast?”
Tetsurou nodded. “It appears my favorite merchant has stopped selling, and I’m on a quest to discern why.”
The older lady laughed. “Well then, I suppose we really shouldn’t stall you any longer.”
And with one last wave, the fourth prince departed for the remainder of his journey. It was late afternoon when he finally arrived to the region, riding through the quiet town. Though he had heard it to be sleepy and somewhat uneventful, this was something extreme. There was not a soul in sight out on the streets, not one tenant outside the various shops and taverns, simply barren land.
“How peculiar,” the alpha said, loud enough that his coachman could hear.
“The people of Nekoma take religion quite seriously, Tetsurou-sama,” he spoke, “As today is Sunday, most people are still performing their prayers or listening to the sermon.”
“But so late in the day?” The prince mumbled to himself, before shrugging and continuing up the steep road to the Kozume property. Acres of vineyards stretching out across fertile land greeted him as Tetsurou looked out the carriage, taking in the large coastal manors belonging to rich vintners of the region.
“Beautiful,” he remarked as they entered the pathway, through fields of grape vines, riding until they were right before the house.
There was a man and woman waiting outside to receive the prince, short in stature but dressed in fine garments. Well, if this was the Kozume-san himself, Tetsurou supposed he would be well off due to the high quality of his wine. As he stepped out of the carriage, exhaling in delight at the chance to stretch his legs once more, the shorter man stumbled forward.
He lowered his head out of respect. “Prince Tetsurou, when we received word that the royal family was inquiring about our vineyard, I was truly expecting a representative. We could not be more honored to receive an esteemed patron like yourself.”
The alpha smiled. “The honor is all mine, Kozume-san. It’s not every day I get the opportunity to meet the creator of the most prized liquor in my collection.”
Kozume-san’s eyes shone, glossed as if he could burst into tears at a moment's notice. “Please, allow my wife and I to show you to a glass or two of our finest.”
That was an offer simply too irresistible to turn down, so Tetsurou followed them inside. Four glasses in and an hour or two later, the prince was finally able to get to the true topic of conversation. He didn’t mean to get so sidetracked, after all the journey back was as long as the one toward but once the lady of the house got drunk, she simply was far too entertaining to put away.
She rambled about how, despite being the wife of a wine merchant, she never could get over her low tolerance for alcohol—all it took was a single glass. Then she seemed to compose herself for a brief moment, calling over one of the few house servants to inquire about something.
“I strictly instructed him to be ready hours ago, where is Kenma?” She said quite upset, the drunken flush of her face emphasizing her emotions comically.
“Apologies Madam, I shall bring him immediately,” the old omega attendant nodded before hobbling away.
“Kenma?” the alpha inquired.
“Our son,” the vintner replied. “I suspect he’s not too much younger than you, Your Highness.” Then he turned to the hallway at the emerging figure, “Ah, there you are my dear. Come pay your respects to the prince.”
Tetsurou’s eyes widened at the sight of the figure who entered the room. But not without stifling the tremendous amusement that began to form at his core. He cleared his throat, beginning to cough at the laugh that unfortunately snuck up into his mouth.
“It’s a pleasure, Tetsurou-sama,” the boy’s gentle voice rang through the room.
But his voice seemed the only gentle thing about him. “The pleasure is all mine, Kenma-san,” the alpha replied, trying his hardest to keep his voice straight. He turned to Kozume-san and his wife, certain that this must be some kind of joke, a prank of some nature. But at their serious expressions, Tetsurou found himself ever more confused.
The parents were dressed perfectly normally, expensive garments and well groomed, but their son was a different story altogether. The prince had only seen such heavy makeup worn on stage actors, but Kenma’s ghostly complexion was comparable to the phantoms portrayed in horror productions. Some strange white powder had been caked onto his small face, accentuated by the dark brown streaks heavily exaggerating the contours of his cheek and jaw bones. Blue pigment had been applied to his eyelids and a deep red painted on his small lips. But that wasn’t even the most unsettling aspect of his appearance.
His hair appeared shiny, borderline greasy, as if someone had taken thick black paste and applied it generously onto his locks. The broad penciled-in line at the outer corner of his already catlike eyes extended practically to his temple as if it would run off the side of his face. The extensions on his lashes could have been mistaken for spiders, weighing down his lids considerably and giving him a tired look. Despite the obvious fact that he was an omega, any trace of his natural scent was masked by the harsh perfumed scent of daisies.
And one couldn’t ignore the extravagant outfit he donned. A deep red southern gown, with intricate beading along the hem of the blouse. It was a very pretty, very grand dress but still, too extreme for the situation at hand. Not to mention, it was stuffed at the breast and hip area. On Kenma’s petite and slender figure, it was far too exaggerated to be seen as tasteful. Tetsurou wouldn’t deem the omega ugly, per se, just tacky.
“Such a tragedy,” Kenma’s mother began, “Our darling boy was engaged to be married, and now look at him.”
What a miracle that someone would choose to marry such a creature, Tetsurou thought to himself. “What ever happened?” he pried.
Kozume-san spoke up, placing a consoling hand on his wife’s shoulder. “Well, I suppose it all started two years back when I made a particularly bad investment selling a few acres of our land to a very eager buyer. I hadn’t anticipated how much money the business would lose from that risky deal itself. It was around that time that a neighboring family, also wine merchants themselves, came to us with an offer of marriage for Kenma. Their son had been quite fond of ours and so we came up with an agreement—Kenma’s hand for a few acres of their land. Both families felt that the match was perfect to keep the remaining acres of fertile land from being bought over by any competitors.”
Tetsurou snuck a quick glance at the subject of the conversation himself. Kenma was clearly unmoved by the story, expressionless beneath all that makeup. It surprised the prince that his personality couldn’t have strayed more from his loud appearance.
“It’s a local tradition for brides to receive the blessings of the town priest before marriage,” the omega’s mother explained, “And trust me, it didn’t take much to please our old kindhearted priest. I wasn’t exactly the most charming of cats back in the day.”
“Old?” The alpha cocked his head, disregarding the rest of her words.
“Yes, it’s only been a little over a year since the new priest came to town. Surely Kenma must have done something to offend him while seeking his blessing. Our family was shunned terribly so…the priest announced our son to be an ugly untouchable wench, cursed by the gods, a despicable witch consulting with the demons.”
Tetsurou felt that those words were too harsh even for someone who looked as ghastly as the young omega. Though, he was curious if the makeup had been applied prior to the visit.
“Since then, no one in the area wishes to handle my liquor let alone consume it,” Kozume-san frowned. “Most members of our staff quit, save for a few of our oldest and most loyal servants. Though they are incapable of working the fields, and since I can no longer maintain the plot all on my own, we’ve been forced to shut down the production.”
“That is quite the unfortunate story,” the prince nodded, understanding the severity of the situation.
“The only way I can think of reclaiming the business is by marrying Kenma off to another merchant family or someone with enough money to get us back on our feet. But that’s proving to be quite the challenge, seeing as the priest has deemed him ugly and unworthy. The people of Nekoma are utterly swayed by the word of God, so as you can see, no amount of makeup can seem to fix our dear boy.”
The alpha felt like laughing once more. As unappealing as Kenma-san might have been before, there was no doubt that the cosmetics were only making him appear a fool. As much as he’d like to have stayed and chatted for longer, Tetsurou decided that the sun would set in another few hours, his cue to retreat back to the palace. He faced the troubled couple once more.
“Kozume-san, you need not worry. I will personally see to it that your business is restored to its fullest potential. I give you my word that I will do everything in my power to redeem your family as well,” he gave them his most genuine smile.
The older man practically threw himself at the prince’s feet, the true picture of utter desperation and despair. “Oh thank you, Your Highness! How could I ever repay such a kind deed?” he sobbed.
Tetsurou brought him back up to his feet, not wishing to see such a pitiful display any longer. “You could start by giving me a bottle of your finest. My collection is satisfactory, yet undeniably incomplete without your wine.”
_
Though the prince meant to depart home, the town appeared to come back to life in the evening time right before sunset. He couldn’t help but want to explore, and so he did just that, wandering about while attempting to devise a plan for the predicament at hand. He had made a promise to Kozume-san, filled the old man with hope, and now it was Tetsurou’s turn to stay true to his words.
The man needed money, and conveniently, Tetsurou happened to be a royal and a prince at that. Though, inconveniently, he was the fourth prince which meant that he hardly had any funds dedicated solely to his name. In the grand scheme of things, such a matter as preserving a vineyard was trivial to the royal family as a whole. The alpha supposed that if he got on his knees and begged his older brother for the money, perhaps Daichi would give him the permission. Realistically, the prince reminded himself that the great Southern king had more pressing matters to attend to than a near-broke wine seller.
On the same note, Tetsurou supposed he could take matters into his own hands and marry Kenma-san himself. He let the idea settle for a few moments before keeling over and snickering. His boisterous laughter certainly did cause a few passersby to look on in concern, but the idea was definitely one of the more ridiculous ones he had considered in some time. Despite the fact that the prince was against the whole idea of marriage, he’d rather have a pretty wife than an ugly one.
Amidst his wandering, Tetsurou found his way to a rock formation overlooking the calm Southern waters. The cool salty spray felt pleasant on his face, and he slicked a hand through his dark hair as he closed his eyes. He had drunk quite a bit, deciding that watching the sunset could allow him some time to sober before approaching the carriage. The sky was painted in hues of pinks and oranges, a beautiful contrast against the serene blue of the sea, the winds twisting through the airy linen shirt he wore, littering his skin in pleasant goosebumps.
Out of the corner of his eye, Tetsurou caught sight of something very peculiar. There was a soft splashing sound from somewhere in the waters below him and the prince shifted to get a better look. He zeroed in on a strange black cloud forming in the waters near the shore, growing in size as the waves moved about.
Suddenly, a figure emerged from beneath the water, and the prince felt his eyes widen at the sight. Bathing in the shallows near the shore, was a very lovely person. The first thing Tetsurou noticed was the beautiful flaxen hair atop his head. He supposed that, when dry, it would transform into a bright blonde color. As the mysterious beauty combed his fingers through the locks, the prince caught sight of his face—while most of his features were small and dainty, those large amber eyes were certainly hard to miss. He appeared almost feline.
Then, there was his lithe and slender body, playfully hidden beneath the thin white slip he wore for modesty. Drenched as it was, it did little to shield the stranger's body from Tetsurou’s wandering eyes. He could see the outline of pink nipples strained against the fabric, peaked as a result of the cold water. The omega was thin and small, but it added to his gentle beauty, almost angelic. The prince’s own Venus amongst the waves.
He watched as the stranger threaded his fingers into the hairs at his scalp, massaging away what looked like black pigment. It seemed to have dyed the lighter strands at his crown a darker brown color. Huh…black pigment? Tetsurou came to a halting realization that he had seen this mysterious beauty somewhere before. Though the thick layer of makeup had hidden away his natural allure, there were some things that couldn’t be concealed. The perfect placement of his features, his sylphlike waist, small stature—there was no doubt that the person before him was none other than Kenma.
What on earth? But he’s beautiful? Tetsurou thought to himself, wondering what could have compelled the priest to spout such nonsense. Perhaps, if Kenma had been even remotely unsightly, it would have been believable. But that was far from the truth, and the truth was that the omega could have been one of the most stunning the prince had ever seen.
When Kenma began to slide the straps of his garment down his shoulders to better clean himself, Tetsurou felt it was now time to give the omega some privacy and stop gawking. As he strode back toward the carriage, the prince wondered if there was more to the situation than the Kozume family had made out.
He recalled that Kenma had supposedly offended the priest in some way, and Tetsurou wondered if perhaps there were some parts of the story that the omega couldn’t elaborate on. He decided that talking to the other himself might provide him the strongest lead. Though the prince had yet to formulate a concrete plan by the time he started for the palace, he was fixed on what his first steps would be. He made up his mind that he would need to get closer to Kenma.
Notes:
Duh, of course Kenma's pretty!
Chapter 23: In the town of Nekoma: KuroKen
Summary:
Couldn't think of a song that fit this chapter!
Notes:
(bittersweet-ish note incoming)
Hello everyone! Thank you for joining me for another chapter of this story, and I'd like to share a few words. The truth is that I really wished I could have finished this story before the summer ended, but traveling internationally for a whole two weeks with limited internet access really threw a wrench in my plans. I start college in literally two days which likely means I will not have much time to sit down and write for a while. Rest assured, I am NOT discontinuing this story by any means. It brings me so much enjoyment to write and as someone who can't seem to commit to anything, I'm actually so proud of myself for being able to get this deep into it. I'd like to thank anyone who's made it this far or supported me over the last few years, it's an incredible and indescribable feeling knowing that there are people out there who actually enjoy my work!! I know this sounds like goodbye but I sincerely hope i'm just overthinking. Hope to see you guys soon but in the meantime, enjoy <3
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Chapter Text
Tetsurou started bright and early once more toward the town of Nekoma, eager to dive deeper into the Kozume family’s predicament. He had made up his mind the night before to speak directly with Kenma-san, the mysterious beauty who had somehow managed to tarnish his poor family reputation for reasons unclear—though, reasons the prince fully intended to decipher during his second visit.
Normally, he would have written to Kozume-san, giving him adequate time to prepare for the arrival of a royal, but Tetsurou figured that the husband and wife might try to doll their son up once more. And now that the alpha knew what Kenma truly looked like under all that filth, he wouldn’t be able to face the other with serious composure if he appeared as he did during their last meeting.
He snuck in through the vineyard, rows, and rows of tenderly planted grape vines greeting Tetsurou with each step. He strategized as he walked along, seeing the manor approaching and deciding that he would try to sneak in through the servant's entrance or perhaps look for an open window to climb into. But interrupted by the sound of footsteps, the prince flinched and crouched to the ground, an almost laughable attempt in hiding his large body behind the small grape shoot.
The leaves rustled and suddenly, none other than Kenma himself stepped into the mid-row, cocking his head at having spotted a stranger in the vineyards. If Tetsurou thought the omega was beautiful from afar, nothing could have prepared him for seeing the other up close. He was dressed in simpler garments, ones that were easier to move around in yet still suited for his lithe frame. His blonde hair had been tied back, a few strands loose framing the sides of his face, and he was holding a woven basket in one arm.
They made eye contact for a few seconds, the prince laughing at how convenient it was to have found the omega simply out and about in the vineyards. Though he was suddenly hit with a wave of embarrassment having been caught the way he was, crouched on the dirt in such a careless manner.
Tetsurou cleared his throat, standing up tall and reaching down to brush the stains of dust from his trousers. “Kenma, right?”
The blonde merely stared at him blankly, confusing the other when he squinted his eyes as if trying to get a better look at the man in front of him. Then, his brows shot up and he lowered his head. “Tetsurou-sama,” he spoke, quite monotonically. Kenma looked around, “Does my mother know you’re out here speaking to me?”
The alpha stepped back slightly, allowing the other to move about his business, watching as he plucked fruit from the vine and placed each cluster delicately into the basket. “Does she need to?” The prince asked, recalling that the region was more on the religious side. “Are you the kind of good omega that requires a chaperone when conversing with alphas?”
He didn’t need to see Kenma’s face to know what kind of unimpressed expression he was pulling. “No it’s just,” he mumbled, “She’ll throw a fit that you’ve seen me like this. Without my makeup.”
At the mention of the makeup, that too from the omega himself, Tetsurou felt that he could further the conversation to his benefit. “Do you enjoy caking your face like that?”
“Not really.”
The prince smiled through his discontent at such an underwhelming answer. “Then, let me rephrase,” he followed the omega around, “Perhaps, do you believe yourself to be more beautiful with all that paint and powder.”
Kenma didn’t answer him for a while before muttering a quiet “No.”
They walked around the vineyard for a while, Tetsurou trailing a few steps behind the other. He meant to observe the omega’s mannerisms, maybe even find a way to break his cold exterior. The alpha had enough experience with shy, quieter types and so he figured that maybe if Kenma became more comfortable in his presence, he would open up.
“Did you visit the priest in that getup?” he said bluntly, hoping to catch the other off guard.
“No.”
The prince moved swiftly, quick to step in front of the omega, preventing him from moving forward. He leaned in, bringing their faces closer and observing the way Kenma looked at him with a neutral expression. Most omegas would flush red when put in the same position, but this one was unwavering, Tetsurou thought. He grabbed the basket from the other’s hands, picking a particularly large grape from the pile and popping it into his mouth, relishing in the blend of sweet and sour that settled on his tongue.
Close as they were, Tetsurou took a moment to study the omega’s face. His lashes were fine and golden in color, much like the hair on his head. His small lips appeared petal-like, the hue akin to a lotus floating along the water. “That man…He deemed you all those hurtful things purely because you look the way you do?” he whispered tenderly.
It was slight, but the prince caught a fleeting moment of hesitation in Kenma’s response. The omega had opened his mouth to speak before casting his gaze aside and snatching the basket back into his arms. He continued on his way after delivering a curt “Yes.”
Tetsurou allowed the other his space, this time not deciding to follow him deeper into the vineyards. “You’re bluffing.” He said aloud instead.
Kenma stopped in his place, turning back slightly. “What did you say?”
The alpha relished the little bit of intonation in the other’s voice and the fact that it was he who asked the question this time. “I said I don’t believe you,” he smirked.
The omega huffed and rolled his eyes, continuing his work picking grapes, though not venturing off to a different part of the grove.
“All I want is to help you, Kenma-san,” Tetsurou said, walking up to the other once more. “And before I can effectively do that, I require your help as well.”
“ My help?” he mumbled.
“I need you to tell me exactly what happened that day when you went to get that priest’s blessings.”
With the way the omega was staring off into the distance with his signature neutral expression, Tetsurou couldn’t tell if he was thinking it over or if he hadn’t even heard the request. But when Kenma let out a soft sigh, it appeared that he had admitted defeat. “Fine,” he mumbled, “But not here.”
They walked further out into the vineyards, away from any prying ears, and to a more secluded spot closer to the cliffs overlooking the coast. With the soft lull of waves crashing against the rocks, Kenma began to recall the events of that day.
_
When Kenma’s family told him he would be marrying the son of their neighboring family, he supposed he wasn’t in any position to object. The business hadn’t exactly been thriving as of late, and if the single act of becoming a wife could somehow get his father back up on his feet, well then the omega felt he would just need to come to terms with it.
The Yamamotos were a peculiar family and the same could be said about their son Taketora. Kenma found him loud and obnoxious at times, a bit too enthusiastic and hyper for his taste. When they were children, he often picked on the young omega for his lack of motivation and distaste for rigorous physical activity. But suddenly, something changed drastically when they reached their teen years.
Taketora would stumble over his words and blush when he was around Kenma. When he’d catch the omega harvesting grapes from their plot of land, he’d hop the fence and help him with the chores. He started dropping bouquets of wildflowers on the steps of the manor, but running away before anyone could catch him. There was even a point when the alpha insisted that Kenma call him “Tora”.
So when the proposal came, it wasn’t exactly surprising in the slightest. They were around the same age, and the young alpha was quite the earnest man underneath all that bravado and hotheadedness. Truthfully, Kenma didn’t exactly mind getting married—so long as his husband knew when to leave him alone. He was quite the practical person, and practically speaking, there were many merits to the idea of marriage.
The first being security, both financial and the kind that every omega yearns for. Not the Kenma was particularly yearning for anything, but it was a known fact that the married omegas of the town possessed more freedom than the unmarried ones. He could go wherever he wanted without a chaperone, at least without needing to sneak out. He might dress however he pleased, wear his hair any way he liked, and be his own person.
There were, however, some conditions Kenma would need to set clear to his husband. The most obvious being the idea of children. Surprisingly, the omega didn’t particularly mind them. He had always been well-liked by infants and toddlers alike, despite the fact that he refused to use his “cute voice” or act stupidly to appease them. If his husband wanted it, Kenma felt he wouldn’t mind popping out a few little ones for the future of the family. Where he drew the line was child-rearing. As long as there were maids and servants present to raise and take care of the baby in his stead, the omega would be satisfied.
A few months after the union was fixed, Kenma went to town to receive the blessings of the priest. It was an age-old tradition for the brides of Nekoma, and he would be no exception. So he got all dolled up, a beautiful red dress wonderfully accented by a bright rouge on his cheeks and lips. Golden jewelry that had been in the family for generations and his pretty blonde hair, adorned with glittering pins and pearl accents. Heads turned as he walked through the streets, many surprised that the quiet and standoffish Kenma could be so stunning.
The omega entered the building alone, large doors creaking shut behind him as he walked past the wooden pews slowly.
“Hello?” he called out, voice echoing in the empty chamber as he signaled his arrival.
“This way, dear,” an unfamiliar voice called out, one that the omega hadn’t recalled hearing before. There were rumors that a new priest had come to town, but Kenma hadn’t worshiped recently to confirm it for himself. Religion wasn’t something he took as seriously as the rest of the town, and he preferred to stay home when his parents attended the services.
Hesitantly, he stepped toward the priest’s quarters, wrinkling his nose when he was hit with a stale smell as he entered. The man sitting at the desk was dressed in the right robes but there was something awfully unsettling about the way he carried himself. Kenma recalled the older priest he had been more familiar with when dragged to town events as a child. That man had a very pure air to him, the gentle way he spoke, his fluffy white beard, and kind eyes.
The man standing in front of Kenma was nothing of the sort. He was a large man, both his tall stature and his bloated stomach protruding from the saintly robes. Not to mention the scars on his face, uncharacteristically deep for a priest. His hands were rough with unkempt fingernails, dirty with grime. The omega stayed close to the door, observing the state of the room. There were empty bottles of ceremonial wine rolling on the floor in addition to other liquors mixed in.
“It is to my knowledge that you are to marry soon,” the priest suddenly spoke, making Kenma flinch. “Your husband is quite lucky to receive such a beautiful bride.”
The omega merely nodded, not wishing to carry on any sort of conversation. The sooner he could be rid of the situation the better.
“Although,” he began again, “You are on the smaller side.”
Smaller? Well, the omega would agree that he was shorter than most. “I suppose,” Kenma replied curtly.
The priest laughed. “With a chest like that, how do you expect to keep your husband satisfied?” He snickered once more, “Well, judging by your size, you’ll be small and tight down there too. Ah, but that Taketora is a big boy, I only pray that he doesn’t rip you open on the wedding night.”
The omega couldn’t hide how uncomfortable he was in the present moment. How could a priest say such crude things, he wondered as he reached a hand behind his back to place on the door handle. Kenma’s mouth began to feel dry as the priest's unpleasant gaze racked over his body. “Please, I just came to receive your blessings and I’ll be on my way,” he mumbled, looking away.
Just then, the man smiled quite sinisterly. “Right right, well then, please remove your clothes.”
The omega swore he felt his stomach drop. “P-Pardon?” He stuttered, praying that he had simply heard the words wrong.
“Go on. Strip.”
Kenma fisted his hands in the fabric of his skirt, skeptical expression on his face. He didn’t know much about religion, but he was certain that if this was a part of the ritual, someone would have warned him. Common sense was screaming at the omega to get the hell away from the man in front of him.
“Oh, there’s no need to feel shy. God was the one who created you, so it’s only normal that he should see how you’ve grown. Only he can deem if your body is ready for marriage.”
Those despicable words might have convinced any gullible bride to part with their dignity, but not Kenma. As the priest began to take a step toward him, eyes clearly red with lust, the blonde turned the doorknob and quickly bolted for the exit. With all his strength, he pushed the heavy doors open, the rusty hinges screaming as the entire town square stopped in its tracks to look toward the omega with innocent intrigue.
His eyes shifted to the busy scene in front of him, vision fading in and out as he searched for a familiar face. Spotting his mother running over with a smile on her face, he tried to control his rapid breathing. “How did it go?” she asked happily unaware. “Oh my Kenma, you’re sweating buckets, you must have been terribly anxious.”
“T-that man,” he tried to speak, words getting lost in the process. “H-he tried to-”
Just then a louder voice broke the omega’s train of thought, coming from the doors behind him. “That omega is unfit to wed!” The priest addressed the square, many turning their heads toward Kenma to whisper in confusion. “He is an ugly wench who shall never dream of receiving my blessings.”
There was a murmur, many muttering to themselves and gossiping.
“Has there ever been a bride who couldn’t receive blessings?”
“Kenma-san’s always been a little strange, don’t you think? He doesn’t even pray with the rest of us.”
“I blame the parents. After all, isn’t it our job to set the younger generation right?”
Suddenly, another voice joined in from the crowd, and Kenma froze in horror watching the Yamamoto family walking toward them. “What is the meaning of this!?”
“It would do you good not to associate yourselves with this untouchable excuse for a good omega, Yamamoto-san,” the priest said coldly, “He went absolutely rabid when I simply asked him to pray for the sake of your son. He refused to approach the altar, almost scared that God would hurt him in some way.”
“S-son?” his father said with a hurting tone, “It’s not true, is it? We raised you better than that haven’t we?” He looked toward his wife desperately.
“Yes dear,” the omega’s mother started, “This is all just some misunderstanding?”
“Kenma,” Taketora’s voice was the next to sound out, gentler than the rest, uncharacteristically so. “He’s lying, right? You know I’ll always believe you, no matter what they say!”
The omega meant to put an end to the queries, tell everyone in the square what had really happened in the moments before. But with all the attention on him in the present moment, he froze. Kenma had never been able to handle attention well, couldn’t make many friends on his own and definitely couldn't speak in front of large groups. He hated drawing eyes to himself, and in the present moment, every single pair of eyes in the radius were glued onto him, waiting for an answer. But when he opened his mouth to speak, the words just wouldn’t come out.
“You see, God has taken his ability to speak so that he does not spew lies to further mislead this public,” the priest spat. “Forget blessings. Witches who conspire with the devils should be punished for such behavior.”
“Don’t you dare touch him!” his fiancé shouted, still hopeful that the omega he adored would correct the accusations.
But before he could say more, the alpha was slapped across the face by his own father. “That’s enough out of you, Tora.” He addressed Kenma’s father, “How dare you try to deceive us, after all we’ve done for your family. Attempting to marry off your defective son into our home?” The man turned to the crowd. “In fact, it would do you all good to rid yourselves of this family!”
“Yamamoto-san! B-but what about our deal?” Kozume-san pleaded.
“Have you no shame?” the other man spat, “Of course it’s off! I do hope your business sinks to the ground!”
With enough humiliation for the day, the Kozume family retreated back to their home in embarrassment. Kenma meant to tell his parents of the truth, but for some reason, anytime he tried to breach the topic, his throat would tense up and he found himself unable to elaborate on anything further than that it wasn’t his fault. It had been a hopeless situation since then, the family business being forced to halt and his own parents blaming their poor parenting for their son’s failure. The dull mood causing the Kozumes to sink further and further into their desperation.
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It was quite the heavy story, Tetsurou thought, with the way his mouth hung open for the majority of it. However, it provided him with a wonderful lead, confirming his suspicions that all was not as it seemed. But when he looked at the omega in front of him, red in the face and slightly uneasy, he felt he should show some gratitude. “Thank you for telling me, Kenma-san. That man will never come near you or your family ever again, you have my word.”
The omega’s eyes widened. “You believe me?” He sounded almost relieved.
Tetsurou laughed, amused at the confusion of the other. “Really, have I any reason not to?” He reached over into Kenma’s basket, popping another grape into his mouth. “Your story answers many questions and, well…there's no doubt that you're beautiful, Kenma-san. Anyone who says otherwise is a fool.”
The blonde didn't pay much attention to the compliment, seeing as he remained composed, not even a slight flush to his cheeks. Instead, he sighed in relief. “I should thank you, Your Highness. You’re the first person I’ve been able to talk to without freezing up or forgetting my words, though I can’t seem to understand why.”
“Hmm,” the prince thought aloud, tapping a finger against his lips, “Perhaps, it’s because I wasn’t present when the incident occurred. You might feel more at ease speaking about it to someone removed?”
Kenma shook his head. “No, that can’t be it. My attendant wasn’t in the square, but even with her, I found that I was unable to get my thoughts in order.”
Tetsurou settled on another theory. Despite Kenma’s seemingly lax attitude regarding his own situation, maybe he truly wished for help. Subconsciously, he must have understood that with the prince's help, that wretched priest could be dealt with accordingly. “Whatever the reason may be…” he drifted off, “The people of Nekoma are still sensitive to the preachings of that priest. From what I’ve observed, they take his word to be the word of God.”
“I doubt the word of God could be so vulgar” the omega muttered, pushing a grape between his lips as well, “It wouldn't surprise me if he was merely a pretender.”
At his words, the prince perked up. He couldn't tell if Kenma was making a serious accusation, but perhaps it was worth investigating. Tetsurou decided that a visit to the very man himself might answer some questions.
He left the omega to complete his work, strolling out of the fields to formally pay his respects to the man and woman of the house. Off in the distance, he caught sight of the neighboring estates, wondering which one belonged to the Yamamoto family. Maybe if he was more hot-headed like Koutarou or earnest as Daichi, he might have marched to the door and demanded an audience. Defended Kenma’s honor, forced them to hear the truth, anything to change their mind. But alas, Tetsurou was no prince charming or knight in shining armor. He didn't feel like doing something that out of character so he shrugged and continued on his way.
Though it was only mid-day, Tetsurou found himself entertaining a tall glass of wine, humming peacefully at the familiar taste. Across from him sat Kozume-san and his wife, eager faces watching him enjoy their recipe with glee.
“Ah,” the prince exclaimed, “Might I compensate you for the tremendous amounts of liquor I’ve freeloaded while in your company?” He’d been carelessly knocking back one glass after another, it was only fair.
But both the man and the wife jumped up, shaking their heads in rapid synchronization. “Please that's far from necessary,” Kozume-san spoke, “It's the least we could do to repay your generosity.”
“We cannot express how much of an honor it is, having such an esteemed patron, Tetsurou-sama,” the woman cried.
The alpha swished the liquid around in his glass. “Please, the honor is all mine,” he grinned, “This is liquid gold if I have anything to say about it. Quite reminds me of my eastern roots, although I can't seem to understand why.”
Kenma's father smiled. “You are quite the perceptive man, Your Highness. Our family line came from Eastern merchants before my great-grandfather relocated to the Southern Kingdom to open a wine business. I suppose there's some regional authenticity in the way we prepare it.”
“Whatever it may be, I pray that the next generations will be able to enjoy the taste for years to come.”
The wife giggled, placing a hand against her lips. “My My, then it's up to our sweet little Kenma to birth the next generation of Kozume winemakers hmm?”
Tetsurou missed the opportunity to laugh at the statement when the husband suddenly turned solemn, looking out to the vineyard and sighing with discontent. “Kenma already helps us
in more ways we can even fathom. Even more so now that business is slow.”
The prince recalled the other picking grapes, wondering if the manual labor was what Kozume-san meant to refer to. “Yes, I happened to run into him this morning harvesting fruit in the vineyard.”
“This morning…?” Kenma's mother cocked her head to the side, Tetsurou realizing that he probably shouldn't have exposed himself.
“We'll actually, it's Kenma who organizes our income and assets. He's always been quite good with his numbers and has quite the knack for managing money. Truth be told, the reason. we're even able to continue living the way we do even in these dire times is because Kenma got a job in the next town over.”
“A job?” Tetsurou raised his brows, intrigued at the mention of new information.
“Frankly, I haven’t got a clue what that boy gets up to,” the man laughed, “But if he’s bringing home money and helping out the family, who am I to interject?”
The prince suddenly felt a bit uneasy at the topic of their current conversation. “And…neither of you have been even slightly curious as to what this job entails?”
“Believe us, Tetsurou-sama,” the woman butted in, “We've inquired plenty about what he goes and does! But all he says is that we shouldn’t worry about it.”
It only made the alpha further concerned for Kenma’s well being. There were a million things that sounded concerning about a young, pretty, unmated omega hustling about, making money in an unknown profession not to be elaborated on. If he didn’t know any better, Tetsurou might have believed the other to be engaged in some sort of prostitution.
But then again, this was Kenma they were discussing, the very omega who was smart enough to avoid being taken advantage of by some creepy old priest. Not that there was anything terribly wrong with the profession, but…surely someone like him would know the risks of selling one's body—disease, maltreatment, and that wasn’t even the worst of it. Tetsurou curbed the unpleasant feeling, taking a swig of his drink and letting the potent taste burn some clarity to his thoughts.
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Tetsurou groaned, his head pounding like it did when he was just an adolescent, going overboard when discovering spirits for the first time. Further reminding him of those bittersweet days was the fact that he woke up in a bed that, most assuredly, was not his. He let out a sigh of relief finding the sheets by his body cold and empty, putting a slight wrench in the nostalgia, but reminding him about how he really ended up where he lay.
He had gotten horrendously drunk, a result of indulging from the late noon to the even later night, and couldn’t bring himself to get back to his carriage and begin the nearly six-hour trek back to the palace. Instead, the Kozume’s had insisted that he stay the night in one of the many spare rooms in the estate, allowing the prince some time to straighten up.
Before he could slip back into the slumber of his drunken daze, Tetsurou made out the sound of a clicking lock accompanied by the creaking of floorboards and nimble feet shuffling about. It was quite dark outside, presumably well beyond midnight, leading the prince to wonder just who was making noise this late in the night. Quietly, he crept to the door, the hinges squeaking as he pushed it open only slightly, taking a look outside.
It was only brief, but as the alpha squinted into the darkened hallway, he could make out a cloaked figure padding down the stairs, the swish of a blonde ponytail revealing his true identity.
Now, Tetsurou was well aware of the dangers of sticking his nose where it didn't belong—curiosity most certainly did kill the cat. He similarly understood that it was quite the nuisance, having others prod into your business. But when his feet began to move on their own at the sound of the front door opening, he couldn't risk the temptation to grab his own coat and sneak out behind him.
When had he become so nosy, Tetsurou wondered. There were times when his brothers tried to tail him on his excursions, and at the time, nothing had annoyed him more. He even recalled those times his mother had enlisted palace guards to spy on him as he moved about the capital—how angered he had been to have his privacy breached.
Yet, here the alpha was, quietly following Kenma through the darkened path of the main road, just far enough behind that his heavier footsteps couldn’t be heard in the quiet. He had shadowed the omega for nearly an hour when he suddenly made his way through the square of the next town over. There was a part of Tetsurou that hoped the other would eventually stop, perhaps in front of an inn or tavern of some kind, reassuring that Kenma’s profession was that of a barmaid or waitress. But as he continued on and on, eventually ending up in a nasty district, the prince unfortunately became more certain that his initial suspicions had been correct.
There were brothels everywhere, and not the kind that royals frequented, the sleazy kinds that housed their fair share of illegal dealings and such. Kenma slipped in between the alleyways of buildings, skillfully avoiding the abundance of loiterers and suspicious characters meandering about. He stopped in front of a dirty old building, looking around before entering through a hole in the wall, drawing a pair of old curtains aside.
Tetsurou took the opportunity to hover outside, listening carefully to discern just what Kenma had gotten himself into behind closed doors. He flinched at the sounds of male voices, deep and chattering away as they seemed to lighten up at the sight of the omega. The prince began to fidget, debating about whether or not he should simply head back to the estate and allow the other to conduct his business for the night's profit. But there was still that righteous part of him that felt he should swoop in and take the omega by his hand, drag him out from the clutches of those dirty men and convince him to never again go to such drastic measures. As he began to move from his place outside the door, Tetsurou heard a familiar voice loud and clear.
“The game’s already in swing?” the omega’s words carried outside, a more enthusiastic tone than the prince had ever heard from him. “Deal me in, will you?”
Shocked, he squinted into a gap between the curtains to get a better look at the scene inside. There was a large round table, rough-looking men sitting around with cards in their hands and a hefty pile of loot in the center—gold coins and precious jewels, strings of pearls and chalices of silver amongst others. And in the chair directly in front of the entrance, sat a familiar head of blonde. Like routine, Tetsurou watched as he reached into his bag, pulling out a handful of coins before picking up his cards like a veteran.
A bout of gruff laughter rang out at the words, and an unfamiliar voice began to speak. “Kenma-chan’s enthusiastic as always.”
“Cause he knows he’s 'bouta swindle us of all we’ve got per usual,” another chimed in.
There was a clamor between the men at the table and a few spectators watching from the sidelines. “Not today, pretty boy,” a deep baritone sounded out, “Daddy’s got a hand straight from the heavens.”
A gambler?! He’s a gambler?! Tetsurou thinks to himself, a little bit shocked, a bit relieved and definitely amused. Shocked because it truly was the last thing the prince expected—that someone as seemingly pure and docile as Kenma could be a part of the illegal gambling scene. Although, the alpha could say for certain that the other man possessed a truly lethal poker face. Of course, he was relieved because there was something strangely reassuring about the fact that the omega was not selling his body. Instead, Tetsurou felt like laughing at his prior concern, worried sick over a pretty omega who merely gambled with criminals to fill his pockets.
And Kenma was indeed quite good at the game. Poker was what Tetsurou believed they were playing, observing the table set up from afar and listening in to some of the dialogue to make the assumption. From his place watching from the door, the prince could see the omega’s hand quite clearly, not bad but nothing special either. Though surprisingly, as the game continued on, Kenma had ended up winning a hefty sum of the riches at the center.
It fascinated Tetsurou just how good the man was at making plays, no matter how risky. It was clear he wasn’t cheating but somehow, he always knew what calls to make, folding when necessary and holding out even in the moments when his cards weren’t the most favorable. But due to the nature of the game, it was inevitable for the omega to make at least one bad move. Unfortunately for Kenma, the prince suspected that he had grown too greedy in the current round, continuing to stick it through despite having likely the worst hand in the rotation. If the alpha were there as his advisor, he would have told Kenma to yield ages ago to avoid his staking of almost all his previous earnings for such terrible cards.
“You’re out if you can’t come up with any more cash, Kitten,” someone snarked, and hearing it, Tetsurou felt it was time to make a formal introduction. With a dramatic flair, he threw open the curtains, all eyes in the room falling on him as he made his way inside. The prince reached into his coat and pulled out a heavy bag of gold coins.
“He raises,” Tetsurou said, throwing the pouch onto the table and watching it spill out onto the valuable mess at the center. For a moment the room didn’t so much as stir, an eerie silence amongst the ruffians at a new face and tremendous raise to the already lavish bet.
“Hey mister,” a new voice eventually spoke up from somewhere on the sidelines, “You look awfully familiar, but I can’t seem to put my finger on it.”
And before he could respond, another gasped. “You dumbfuck! That’s Prince Tetsurou!”
At the mention of a prince in the room full of convicts and Kenma, a panic swept across the space. A few dashed out from the entrance quickly and the others pulled their cloaks up over their faces as if to hide their identities. “Just who the fuck did you bring to the hideout,” a larger man at the table snarled, pointing an intimidating dagger toward the omega, “Tryna sell us out or something?”
The omega only rolled his eyes, turning back to give the prince a look of pure annoyance. “What are you doing here?” He mouthed.
Seeing that he was the one who got them into this tricky situation, Tetsurou felt that it was only fair to get them out of it. “Gentleman,” he purred, wearing his friendliest grin, “While I don’t deny my ties to the royal family, I can assure you that my lips are perfectly sealed.”
Skeptical eyes bore into him as he made a show of putting his two fingers together and dragging them along the seam of his mouth. “Rest assured. I am not a king nor am I a commander like my other brothers. Truly, I’ve got no such power to condemn any of you lot.”
Although clearly uneasy, the game resumed almost immediately with many folding begrudgingly at the significant rise in the bid. The only two who remained happened to be Kenma and the burly man in front of him. Tetsurou looked down at the two cards in the omega’s grasp—the 3 of hearts and 5 of diamonds. Not the most impressive hand, but if luck was on his side, he might just make it.
Then, it was the dealer's turn to reveal the hand, each gaze flocking to the turning of the cards in anxious awaitment. The first card to come to view was the ace of clubs, Kenma’s free hand clenching at the sight even if his neutral expression remained unwavering. The next to flip was the 3 of clubs—lucky, Tetsurou thought—and finally…the 5 of hearts.
When Kenma laid down his cards indicating a two pair, there was a choked whimper that came from the other side of the table. His opponent had placed the ace of hearts and a mere 7 of spades, falling short at a mere one pair. At the revealing of both hands, there was a mess of cheers and groans in the room and while the distraction of celebration and woe was still high in the air, the omega took the opportunity to gather his keep and swiftly exit the chaos.
Tetsurou followed him out, this time sticking closer than he did when they first arrived. Despite the fact that Kenma had been perfectly fine walking in such a place and hour all on his own, the prince still felt compelled to protect the omega in any way he could. “Gambling, huh?” He smirked, half intended as a reaction to the last few hours and half wishing that Kenma would turn around and acknowledge him for once.
And the omega did more than just acknowledge him, giving a dirty look that could speak louder than any words. It made the prince want to laugh. “Gonna chew me out?” he muttered, “Give me the royal lecture about how good omegas shouldn’t partake in such activities?”
Tetsurou stared at him blankly, before chuckling and cocking his head. “What kind of man do you take me for? In fact, I’m quite relieved that gambling was all I discovered you doing.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“From the way your parents were speaking, I was convinced you were selling your body.”
Kenma peered at him, uninterested. “Who would pay to sleep with someone like me?”
For a moment, Tetsurou couldn’t tell if the other was being serious. He could admit that sure, maybe to most lustful alphas, Kenma’s body didn’t possess the most ideal proportions. But how could anyone deny his pretty face or his long golden hair? The beautiful curve of his waist and dainty fingers? “I can think of a few…” the prince ended up mumbling.
“Huh?”
“Why gambling?”
Kenma didn’t respond for a while as they walked in silence. The sky had begun to turn a lighter shade of blue, indicating the night slipping away into the next morning. “I like games. And I find that I’m quite good at them,” he said plainly, “The family needs money to hire help and keep up with my mother’s spending habits. We're out of commission until my reputation is cleared, and so I started looking for ways to start earning using the only skill I know.”
Tetsurou would have guessed it to pay good money, if the current day’s table of riches had been any indication. And judging by the omega’s rather bleak personality, he might not have had much luck in a profession that pertained to the entertainment of others. His lack of physical strength would put him out of manual work jobs, even picturing Kenma holding up a dozen mugs of beer seemed impossible. With all those factors in mind, the prince supposed all was understandable.
“Well then,” the alpha began, “I suppose I accept your gratitude, having rescued you in the last round.”
The omega scoffed. “My gratitude? I could have handled the situation on my own. If anything, it was your rescuing that almost earned a knife in my throat. While I applaud the concern, I’ve got quite the knack for saving my own ass, yeah?”
Truthfully, the omega might have been fine even without his interference. Even if he was forced to fold in that unfavorable round, with his quick thinking, Kenma could have definitely discovered a way to win back his earnings in an alternate round or game altogether. “But you must admit, Kenma-san. It wouldn’t have been as large a payday had I not raised the bet with my royal allowance, yeah ?” he mocked, only slightly.
The omega turned back. “Fine then. I thank you for your generosity, Your Highness.”
Tetsurou wrinkled his nose at the title. With the casual way they had been speaking, the prince had almost begun to regard them as friends. “Such formality after everything?” he chaffed. “Just Tetsurou. Or…Tetsu for you.”
“Tetsurou-san,” Kenma said blankly, still leaving the slightest bit of respect in his regard, “If you speak a word of my dealings to anyone…” The omega trailed off, likely realizing that threatening a prince of the alpha’s standing would be futile, almost treasonous.
“Rest assured, my good omega,” he teased, “You need not keep your guard up around me. I am on your side, after all.”
By that point, they had reached the estate, the top of the sun already starting to peek out from the horizon. The start of a new day and a new beginning as well. They crept up the stairs, Kenma expertly silent like a cat and the alpha, trying his very best. Before he slipped back into his room, the omega turned slightly and reached into his bag of winnings, picking out the prince’s pouch of coins. He tossed it back to him and whispered an almost genuine sounding “ Thanks” before shutting the door quietly behind him.
Tetsurou smirked to himself. The day had been quite fruitful, his new acquaintance proving to be more amusing than he had initially given him credit for. There seemed to be a million sides to Kenma, and for a moment, the prince felt that he might like to discover them all. Eventually.
Notes:
my search history is literally "how to play poker"
Chapter 24: The end and the beginning: KuroKen
Summary:
Couldn't think of a song that fit this chapter!
Notes:
Hello guys!! It's great to be able to publish this and finally get the ball rolling on the next few chapters (I'm so excited to get back into the romance <3). I know I've been absent for a few months and I apologize but these past few have been so busy and eventful omg. This chapter may seem rushed and a bit all over the place but I did want to get it out of the way so that I could start the upcoming plot line. In the spirit of Thanksgiving, thank you so much for all your wonderful comments and support. Even if I wasn't actively writing, reading the comments on this story made me so happy and honestly motivated me like crazy. I seriously appreciate you all so much, you make this story worth writing <3 *Side note* I realized my inbox on X was closed, so I recently changed the settings. If you ever feel like checking in on my progress or just wanna say hi, find me @honeyylara. I hope you enjoy this chapter and look forward to what's to come!
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Chapter Text
To find the fourth prince of the Southern Kingdom in a place of worship at the earlier hours of the day, especially after such an eventful night out, was certainly a sight to behold. In his quest to restore both the business and honor of the Kozume family, Tetsurou found that even he could set aside his distaste for religious affiliations if it brought him one step closer to achieving his goal.
A group of elderly ladies had invited him to their pew for the service, excited to catch a glimpse of the handsome prince up close in hopes of exchanging a few words as well.
“My, I don't think we've ever received a visitor of your rank, Your Highness,” one of them began, “There's the occasional baron and such but to think, a prince in our quaint town!”
“What brings you to Nekoma, Tetsurou-sama?”
He didn’t particularly mind the attention, especially since a few pretty faces turned to gawk at him, lining up to begin introducing themselves. “Wine tasting,” he said, more or less, “I've come to collect a souvenir or two for my personal cellar.”
“Well then, you're certainly in the right place,” a young man with incredibly large eyes from the next row jumped in, “It would be an honor to serve you at the Fukunaga estate.”
Before the prince had an opportunity to respond to the enthusiastic crowd, a loud voice echoed from the rows in front. “It appears, we are in the presence of royalty.”
Tetsurou directed his gaze to an older-looking gentleman, clad in floor-length robes befitting only a true man of God. Although, from Kenma’s description, this man seemed to fit exactly what the omega had warned of. The prince wrinkled his nose, an attempt to hide the sneer that he suspected would creep out if he continued to stare at the priest.
“Quite amusing, isn’t it?” the older man continued as he made his way up the stairs and to the altar, “That in any other setting, you would be the most powerful man in the room.” He began to laugh to himself, the snickers echoing throughout the now quiet hall.
There was an unsettling truth to his words that Tetsurou couldn’t help but agree to. He was used to men falling in line at his commands because, even though he was no commander and certainly no king, there was an authority that came from the sole achievement of being born royal. That night at the gambler’s den was proof enough that even the kingdom’s convicts were willing to bow to him. He did wonder, however, in regards to the higher power—was the priest alluding to himself or the God above?
Tetsurou sat through the entirety of the service, hoping to catch even a single slip-up or anything that might have proved the other man’s fraud. However, he was left unsatisfied that, besides the occasional stutter or filler, the priest appeared to know his scripture. At the end, the prince watched as the man walked around the room, holding out a donation basket to which every patron in the audience contributed.
And not just the measly coin or two. By the end of the round, the basket was overflowing with a hefty sum of money. It made Tetsurou wonder if perhaps a certain someone was pocketing the money. When the basket had reached the prince, he looked up at the priest skeptically, his gaze sharpening as if trying to read the other.
“Surely someone of your standing could spare some wealth for the greater good,” he spoke, flashing an almost unsettling smile.
Tetsurou narrowed his gaze before reaching into his pocket and placing a single gold coin into the basket, maintaining eye contact with the man before him as he did so. It was then that the priest burst into laughter, an irritating guffaw that echoed around the room and drew all eyes back toward him. He could hear the squeaks of the pews as those in the rows before him turned to watch the scene unfold.
“As expected of a royal,” he snorted, “Imagine it, my humble patrons. Possessing a fortune that transcends a hundred lifetimes yet only sparing a measly coin for charity. This is who we bow to, who we put our faith in.”
How blasphemous, The prince thought to himself, a smirk teasing the corners of his lips. It amused him that a man could be so bold to criticize the royal family in such a way, especially one that couldn’t have been more far from the truth. Ever since the reign of his father, it was common knowledge that a large fraction of kingdom revenue had been set aside purely to aid the less fortunate of the population. After Daichi was crowned, this sum had increased even.
Tetsurou flashed his best smile, “Oh dear,” he spoke softly, “Surely, it wasn’t my intention to offend you in any way. Truthfully, it was all the money I had on me—I’m certain the gods know the true extent of my faith, separate from the amount of donation I contribute to your…cause.”
There was a hum of agreement from the rest of the room, the citizens of Nekoma pleased by the prince’s eloquent answer. This seemed to have upset the priest, who huffed and stomped back toward the altar. But Tetsurou was far from finished.
“Prior, if you would allow me a question,” he said humbly, once again finding himself the center of attention.
“Proceed,” the priest said, the faint clench of his jaw apparent in the harsh gruff of his answer.
“How do you suppose my measly coin would fare in an auction?”
“An auction?”
Tetsurou chuckled. “I do wonder how much your patrons would be willing to pay for a coin nurtured in the hands of a prince such as myself.”
Just then a woman in the front row stood up abruptly, thrusting her hand up in the air. “400 coins!” she shrieked, “400 coins for the one that Tetsurou-sama put down.”
Like clockwork, dozens of others spoke up.
“I’ll double that! 800 coins.”
“1200!”
Now, Tetsurou understood that it wasn’t the most princely thing to do, taking advantage of his popularity amongst certain omegas and women within the kingdom. Especially in a way that flaunted an ideology far from what he truly believed. He had plucked that coin off the cluttered streets of the port cities, swiped the dirt off with the sleeve of his shirt and placed it casually in his right pocket. As far as he was concerned, that coin was worth what it always was regardless of when it was lying on the floor or held within his palm.
What was truly satisfying about the whole situation was not the way the room fell into a clamor as the price for the lucky coin hiked further up. No, Tetsurou could only smirk at the look on the priest’s face—red in the cheeks like he could burst at any moment. If the man really was pocketing the donation funds, the prince supposed that he deserved at least a simple thanks.
“E-enough,” the Prior stuttered out, “I won’t condone such an auction to be held in the presence of God!”
“Then we’ll just have to continue outside!” an eager voice responded from the crowd, and suddenly the masses had left the pews quiet and deserted as if they had been the entire time, whisking the priest and the donation basket away with them.
Tetsurou allowed himself a laugh before straightening out at the reminder that he was alone and therefore had the freedom to do as he pleased. In this case, that meant searching the premises to find anything out of the ordinary that might point him in any useful direction. And so he snooped around the altar for a while before deeming it harmless and moving towards the back rooms of the small building.
There were four rooms, two that appeared to be normal prayer rooms and one that contained a wooden bathtub. The last, however, struck out at Tetsurou for one reason. It was locked, and as he fiddled with the knob the prince’s curiosity to find out what was hidden behind only grew stronger.
Conveniently, Tetsurou was in possession of the next best thing besides the very key to the door. He pulled a single hairpin from the pocket of his trousers and took a glance behind before attempting to pick the lock. If you had asked the prince what he could possibly need a hairpin for, he would have answered plainly that it was for moments such as this. If you had asked him where exactly he had procured such an item…well, he would say that a gentleman doesn’t kiss and tell.
With a click, the old wooden door squeaked open allowing him a glance inside. The light coming in through the blinds illuminated the flecks of dust in the air, although the room certainly didn’t appear to be vacant. There was a bed that looked as if it hadn’t been made in weeks, papers thrown across the floor, a single wooden desk, and another door that must have led behind the building.
There was a blunt clink by Tetsurou’s feet and he looked down to see that his boot had hit an empty wine bottle that scraped along the worn-out floors as it rolled away. Suddenly, his ears perked up at the sound of the bottle crunching and rattling as it hit the leg of the desk and disappeared behind. The prince walked over, finding a startling mess of glass shards and broken wine bottles with deep purple-red stains littering the wood. It was only when he crept around to the other side of the desk near the backdoor that he first began to notice the carpet.
It was quite nice, a design that appeared to be imported from the East, truly an artifact that must have cost quite a sum. However, its placement was what intrigued the alpha the most. The rug was large, the kind that one would expect to be aligned invitingly at the center of the room. Instead, it was thrown diagonally at the far corner of the space, pressed under one leg of the desk, and folded up against the threshold of the back door. An arrangement so peculiar that Tetsurou wondered if perhaps it had intentionally been placed in such a way.
Curious, he pushed the heavy desk forward, tensing as the wooden leg scraped jarringly against the wood floor. The prince’s heart lurched, and he winced—hoping that the priest hadn’t heard the noise from outside. But for fear of being discovered, Tetsurou knew he would need to act just a bit faster.
The alpha’s hands trembled as he seized one edge of the carpet, jerking it aside in a quick swish, his eyes widening at the sight. A shiver raced up his spine, breath catching in his throat as Tetsurou’s gaze fell upon the floor beneath.
What lay hidden under the intricate, seemingly opulent rug was an unnerving streak of deep crimson. It snaked across the floor like a grotesque ribbon, its sharp, bloody path leading straight to the door. Almost as if someone had dragged a body along and disposed of it outside. Tetsurou could feel his thoughts racing at the finding, coming to wild conclusions and trying to make sense of this new discovery. Somewhere along the way, he put a stop to the grim speculations and tried to think of a logical explanation.
That’s right. He was in the middle of a prominent wine town. It was very possible that someone could have spilled the spirit across the floor. But when Tetsurou crouched down, taking two fingers and swiping them across the stain, the dusky red remnants that painted his digits could only mean one thing. Someone had been murdered in this room, the only question was, who?
Out of the corner of his eye, the alpha caught the movement of a shadow just outside the window before the knob of the back door began to rattle. Shit, he thought to himself as he quickly grabbed the rug, throwing it back down over the blood stain and dashing for the door. His heart raced as he slipped out of the room, hearing the squeaking hinges from inside at the exact moment he released the handle.
Tetsurou released a breath of relief, believing that he had made it out in the nick of time and successfully avoided an unsavory confrontation with the priest. However, it seemed that the old floorboards beneath his feet had plans of their own, creaking loudly as the prince planted his foot forward in escape. There was a frantic thumping of footsteps that could be heard from inside before the door flung open.
Sure enough, it was the priest who poked his head out, a startled expression painting his face as he caught sight of the prince. “Y-your Highness?” he stuttered out, as he stepped out of the room and shut the door quickly behind him. Had Tetsurou not been aware of what lay behind, he might have overlooked the suspicious action. “I didn’t realize anyone was still inside.”
“It appears I’ve startled you,” the alpha said, wondering if he could possibly induce a confession or squeeze more information about his earlier findings. “I simply wished to explore the premises.”
“Well I-I can assure you that there is nothing of interest in this wing. My living quarters should hardly concern someone of your standing.”
On the contrary , Tetsurou thought to himself.
“Your Highness,” the other man began once more, stepping forward as if trying to divert the attention elsewhere. “If you permit it, I’d like to apologize for words. It was wrong of me to speak of the royal family in such a way. I do hope you can find it in your heart to pardon my humble self.”
Tetsurou didn’t know why, but his body began to fill with an intense feeling of rage. It truly was strange, not like the occasional annoyance that came from dealing with insufferable people like the man in front of him but true anger, as if another word would send his fists flying. He clenched his jaw, nails digging into his palm as he swallowed thickly.
The fourth prince had always felt much pride in the fact that he possessed a lot of control over his emotions. It was a widely regarded notion that nobody could tell what he was truly thinking. Nannies and maids had often speculated that as a boy, Tetsurou could control when and why he decided to cry. He recalled his adolescence, the passionate nights he’d spent tangled with an omega or two, each partner dying to know what sort of thoughts lay behind the elusive gaze of the young prince. He thought of his brothers and how Koutarou and Hajime often threw punches, kicked, and hit when they were young and agitated. While they had all grown up over the years, Tetsurou was certain that if anyone were to touch Keiji or Tooru, his brothers wouldn’t hesitate to kill. And though he couldn’t picture Daichi getting violent, everyone knew the lengths he would go to in order to get what he wanted–Koushi was proof enough.
Tetsurou was certain he was different, so what had changed? What exactly had made his blood boil and his thoughts race, his pulse quicken, and his chest tighten? The priest's words, while disrespectful, didn’t appear so distasteful as to upset him in such a way. “Do you truly believe that it is I who requires your apology the most?”
The words had left his mouth before Tetsurou could process what he had said. For someone so calculated and deliberate, it honestly scared him. He now understood, however, the reason for his rashness which terrified him in ways he couldn't even begin to comprehend. He didn’t like the way the familiar face of a certain blonde omega popped into his head at the realization.
“I beg your pardon?” the priest said.
Tetsurou wrinkled his nose in distaste. If this wretched man was capable of admitting to his mistakes, where was Kenma’s apology? After ruining the life of an omega who had been smart enough to see through his horrible intentions, did the son of a bitch even repent? The whole situation seemed to upset the alpha more and more as he gave it further thought. But as much as his heart was screaming at him to say more, the prince centered himself with a deep breath.
“Never mind that,” he cleared his throat, “It would do you good to remember what real power looks like, and what to do with it.” Tetsurou couldn’t imagine what sort of expression he was sporting, but from the fearful expression on the priest’s face, he was certain he’d gotten his point across for the time being.
The staff of the Kozume estate couldn’t believe their eyes when they arrived bright and early to the mansion for the day's work. Out in the vineyard, with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows, basket in hand, and sweat beading at his temple was the fourth prince of their kingdom, Tetsurou.
They watched, wide-eyed and amused, as he followed eagerly behind the young master of the house as he went about his daily chores. When Kenma plucked a ripe grape from the vine and placed it in his basket, the prince imitated in a similar manner. Confusing as it was, the maids couldn’t help but giggle to one another as they strung up the laundry, wishing they could hear whatever conversation the alpha and omega might have been engaged in.
“I’ve been meaning to ask…” Kenma muttered, turning back to glance perplexed at the prince, “Why did you request that we speak out here?”
Upon returning from the morning’s service, Tetsurou had felt that it would be best to keep the omega updated with all the new information he had gathered. “I met your priest this morning,” he said plainly and observed as the blonde stopped in his tracks. “I felt that I should tell you of my findings in a more…private atmosphere.”
The alpha ran with the assumption that Kenma understood what he was implying. Had they sat down in the main estate, there was no doubt the omega’s mother would have rushed to be a part of the conversation. He also didn’t know how trustworthy the estate staff would be––-if they were loyal to the priest and whatnot.
And so he told Kenma all about the service, the priest’s insults, and his exploration of the living quarters. He mentioned the broken bottles and the ghastly discovery beneath the rug. What he failed to disclose was the way his thoughts filled with the omega in front of him and the emotional turmoil that followed as a result. Tetsurou didn’t dare to approach that subject, quite frankly still making sense of it himself.
"You think he's killed someone?" the blonde asked with wide eyes.
“I am certain,” he affirmed. Tetsurou allowed his gaze to linger on Kenma. “But I was hoping that perhaps you could help me find out who.”
A pause followed, the omega in deep thought. The crash of waves against the distant rocks blended with the trill of birds and the soft sigh of wind through the grapevines that framed the old estate. The prince took a deep breath of the cool and salty air. The scene should have been comforting, and in some ways, it was a contrast to the heavy conversation at hand.
“Nekoma’s a quiet town,” Kenma mumbled after a beat, his voice like the murmur of the wind, barely disturbing the stillness. “There isn’t much that happens around here. Just the usual festival, funeral, wedding.”
Tetsurou hummed at the mostly unavailing response. At this rate, he wondered if he’d ever get around to solving the mystery. But as the gears in his mind turned, something seemed to click. A certain word captured his attention—Wedding. The alpha supposed that if the priest had lured the Kozumes’ son into his quarters, perhaps the young omega hadn’t been the only one. “Kenma, were there any other brides who married around the time you were engaged?”
The question seemed to catch Kenma off guard and for a moment, he said nothing, lips pressed into a thin line. Then, something seemed to click in his memory, and his entire demeanor shifted. He turned to face Tetsurou, his movements swift, a rare animation lighting his usually placid features.
“Now that you mention it,” he began, his voice tinged with astonishment, “There was a girl…”
Kenma paused, his gaze distant as he told the story and Tetsurou waited, not daring to interrupt. “We weren’t friends, but of course, in a town as small as this, everyone knows everyone. She’d been courted for months—a whirlwind romance, or so people said. She married her husband, but within a week, it was annulled. They claimed she’d been unfaithful.”
Tetsurou’s brow furrowed deeper. “Unfaithful? And then?”
Kenma's eyes darted to the side. “Then she disappeared. People said she ran away with her paramour and it was brushed off into the weekly gossip, but…” he paused, “I never believed it. You should have seen the way she looked at her husband on their wedding day. She loved that man. Truly loved him.”
For such a supposedly uneventful small town, Tetsurou thought to himself, it sure possessed quite the web of uncanny occurrences.
“You don’t suppose,” the omega whispered, “The priest had anything to do with her disappearance?”
The prince appreciated that Kenma had the wits to keep up with his own reasoning without the need for any verbal explanation on his part. It was a very admirable trait that Tetsurou was certain would take the young omega very far. “I don’t wish to jump to any hasty conclusions,” he began, “But I do find it worth investigating.”
The alpha was in far too deep now, and he felt that he would never be truly satisfied until he had unraveled the entire web of secrets Nekoma had to offer.
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“It was such a terrible thing they’d done to her,” the older woman reminisced about her daughter, “Courting her, inviting her into their family only to make a mockery out of ours with all those terrible accusations. Now we can’t seem to find anyone to marry our youngest, pretty as she is.” She gestured to a young woman who was listening to their conversation from just outside the parlor.
Tetsurou had made his way up the road to the family of the woman from Kenma’s story. It had been just a few minutes since he had arrived but he’d hoped he could find a lead as soon as possible. There was a part of him that felt uneasy at the fact that he’d left the priest’s quarters in such a rush, without carefully analyzing the room to make sure he hadn’t misplaced anything. But on the chance that he did, the prince wished to solve the mystery before the other man decided to bolt or leave town before facing due punishment.
“The wedding…was that the last you saw of your daughter, my lady?” he asked, though he couldn’t help but let his eyes fall on the younger woman twiddling her thumbs anxiously by the staircase.
“Well, not exactly, Your Highness,” the mother replied, “She came back home after they threw her out.”
He supposed that if the girl truly had a lover on the side, she wouldn't have returned back to her family. That was a significant indication that she really didn't have anywhere else to go. But still… “Did you send out a search party of any sort?”
The man and wife looked at each other in confusion. “For what purpose?”
How peculiar, Tetsurou thought to himself. “I had assumed,” he took a sip of water, eyeing the two figures in front of him as he put down the glass, “That you must have sent out a search party to look for your daughter who ran away from home.”
At his words they became frantic. “Oh yes!” the woman began, “Yes, pardon us, it has been some time. We searched for days, next town over and then the one after that but we just couldn’t locate her.”
The prince knew she was lying through her teeth. He could sense it from the way she fidgeted and looked away, the unnatural tone of her voice. And it frustrated him to some extent, that there wasn’t a single honest person in this godforsaken town. He sighed out loud, “I suppose there’s no further questions then. I wish you luck in finding her soon,” Tetsurou offered but he knew from the family's strange actions that his words would fall on deaf ears.
The prince let his gaze linger on the youngest daughter, her hands twisting the hem of her skirt as though she were trying to wring out some truth she couldn’t speak.
“You seem troubled, Miss,” he said softly as he passed her in the foyer, making his way to the door.
When her father glanced her way, she froze, wide eyes meeting his for the briefest moment before darting away. “No,” she said quickly, too quickly. “Not at all.” The words were steady, but her voice carried the weight of something unsaid. However, Tetsurou didn’t press. He could see it plain as day—whatever was on her mind wasn’t meant for him. At least not yet. But it was there, a shadow looming just behind her downcast eyes.
As he walked a few steps out the door, there was suddenly a great clamor that came from inside the house. The shuffling of quick footsteps and then shouts from both the man and wife as they tried to keep their youngest daughter from running outside. But it was no use, as she rushed towards the prince as quickly as her legs could take her.
“Y-your Highness,” she heaved, “They’re lying! My sister…She didn’t run away.” Tears began to stream down her face, “S-She threw herself off the cliffs, so heartbroken that she couldn’t live with all that pain.”
The young woman broke down, falling on her knees at the prince’s feet to which he leaned down and wrapped his arms around her quivering body. “There was no search party,” she sobbed into his shoulder, “I was the one who s-saw her fall onto the rocks below.”
Tetsurou squeezed his eyes shut. “I’m sorry,” he said, glancing back towards the house at the family who began to cry at her words.
“Mother and father started the rumor that she’d run away because everybody knows it is the greatest sin, to end one's life before God intended.”
Tetsurou felt almost bad that someone as sane as Kenma had been forced to grow up in a town like Nekoma, surrounded by those so consumed with the idea of their religion. He wondered what more was in store as he started for the next stop on the list, the estate belonging to the late woman’s husband. While he made the path by foot, the sky began to turn murky, water pouring down and drenching his clothes.
He hadn’t sent word of his arrival, instead knocking on the main door unannounced with his wet locks hanging over his eyes. The maid who answered did not recognize him at first, but when he slicked back his dark hair, she gasped immediately and signaled for the master of the house.
“Your Highness,” an older gentleman came forward, “To what do we owe such a-”
“Where is your son? I wish to speak with your son.”
“Father, what is the commotion?” A younger man stepped out, eyes widening when he caught sight of a royal in the house. He too lowered his head out of respect but not for long as the prince grabbed his arm and dragged him outside.
Caging him between the door and his own frame, Tetsurou spoke up. “For what purpose did you seek to annul your marriage?”
The man's mouth fell open and his face began to flush. “H-how on earth…” He looked around as if someone might have been eavesdropping. “With all due respect, Your Highness, I don't see how that is any of your concern-”
The prince grabbed him by the collar, pushing him up against the door. “I order you to tell me,” he spoke calmly, despite his previous actions. It was a rush, truthfully, Tetsurou had never ordered anyone before.
With fear in his eyes, the man kept his gaze to the floor. “I-if you must know, w-we had made the promise to wait until marriage. I thought she loved me but, not even a week after our consummation she showed signs of pregnancy. Then, she went as far as to make up a most extravagant excuse—crying on her knees and expecting me to believe that the priest of all people had laid his hands on her.”
Tetsurou almost jumped at his answer. “Shit,” he muttered under his breath, horrified to learn that the creep had indeed tormented others besides Kenma. The question now was exactly how many innocent brides had fallen victim to the prior’s malicious hands. “If only you knew that she was telling the truth…perhaps she’d still be here,” he said, closing his eyes.
“Don’t be ridiculous!” the other shouted, his voice cracking under the weight of his denial. “Everybody knows she ran away with that bastard!”
But even in his outburst, the pain was unmistakable, raw and jagged like an open wound. Tetsurou allowed his expression to soften, releasing the man’s collar and stepping back into the dim, rain-soaked overhang.
“She didn’t run away,” he said quietly, “She didn’t leave you.” He hesitated for just a moment, voice heavy with something bordering on sorrow. “She killed herself.”
For a moment, the world seemed to stop around them. It was quiet and the rain hammered against the ground with relentless ferocity. “No.” The denial came first, trembling and brittle. “Th-that can’t be…” The man staggered back, his hands clutching at nothing as if reaching for some invisible anchor. “No, she— Why would she?”
The prince opened his mouth to answer, but before he could speak, the man doubled over, his hands gripping his head as if trying to hold his crumbling thoughts together. A guttural sound tore from his throat, somewhere between a sob and a scream.
“Oh God,” he rasped, his voice shattering under the weight of his grief. “It’s because of me, isn’t it?” He straightened suddenly, his breathing ragged and uneven, his eyes wild with panic as he stumbled backward. “It’s all my fault! It’s all my fault!” His chest heaved violently, his hands shaking as he began to pace in frantic, uneven steps.
“Why didn’t I believe her?” he cried, his voice breaking on every word. “Why didn’t I just listen? God, she’s gone—she’s gone, and it’s because of me!”
His knees buckled, and he sank to the ground, the rain splashing against his trembling frame. He buried his face in his hands, his sobs tearing through the storm, raw and unrelenting, the sound of a man unraveling under the unbearable weight of his guilt.
Then came the anger as he stood up quickly and began to march for the door. “I’ll kill him,” he stood up, “With my bare hands, I swear I’ll-”
Tetsurou stood in front of the man, placing a firm hand on his chest and blocking him. “Not so fast. Do you truly wish to grant that monster death’s mercy?”
Such a man didn’t deserve to simply die, the prince thought. He wanted the priest to suffer in the kingdom's most wretched prison for the rest of his life, tortured and tormented until he begged on his knees for the salvation of death.
“But how else can I avenge her?”
“I have a plan,” the alpha said firmly, “And I will require your help.”
In the following days, Tetsurou spent hours traveling from the palace to the port cities then Nekoma and back. After talking to many more brides and confirming the terrible truth, he had devised a plan to catch the priest in the act. Consulting Koutarou and Keiji, he requested the aid of some local soldiers and constructed a setup to be carried out at the end of the week.
The first step was to find a fake bride, to which the prince asked a favor from one of the brothels he had become well acquainted with over the years. He selected a beautiful omega who was more than willing to help him frame the criminal. Then he introduced this decoy bride to the young man who sought revenge for his late love.
“I want you two to parade around like a newly engaged couple,” Tetsurou explained, turning his attention to the man. “Convince everyone that this is your pretty new bride. Take her to church, stroll the town, and make sure he sees you, alright?”
They sent the omega into town a few days later to receive the priest’s blessings, hoping to seize him before he could do any more damage. Sure enough, the terrible man jumped at the pretty young bride only to be captured by the soldiers stationed quietly outside. Tetsurou watched with satisfaction as they dragged him through the square, kicking and screaming with his trousers bunched at his feet.
At last, after much questioning, Koutarou had revealed that the so-called priest was actually a fugitive from one of the island nations who happened to sneak onto a wine ship returning to Nekoma. He had been a street actor of some sort before becoming involved in crime---it explained how he was able to so convincingly play the part of a priest. He confessed to murdering the old priest and taking advantage of the locals after learning of their weakness to religion.
When the truth had been revealed to the people of Nekoma, many felt ashamed that they had been so blind. Those who had been dedicated worshipers all their lives had suddenly grown weary. The couples who had been recently married were riddled, some with tension others with sympathy. The Kozume family in particular received many apologies from those who had shunned them in months prior.
However, none as significant as that from the Yamamoto family. It was the day before Tetsurou’s departure when the family arrived at the Kozume residence alongside mountains of gifts—exquisite fabrics, liquors and delicacies from the far ends of the continent.
“Forgive us for being so foolish,” the old Yamamoto-san spoke, “You must understand that these trinkets represent merely a fraction of our remorse.”
Kenma's father only smiled. “Nonsense. For many years we have lived peacefully as neighbors, I assure you there is no need for so many gifts.”
Just then Yamamoto-san and his wife locked eyes, “Well, we had hoped…” they turned toward their son Taketora who was standing eagerly behind, “That perhaps you would be willing to reconsider our initial offer. If you would permit it, we would like to ask for Kenma’s hand in marriage for Taketora, once again.”
They couldn’t be serious, Tetsurou thought to himself as he watched the scene unfold, hidden behind a pillar in the main parlor. These were the same people who had so willingly believed the priest over the omega they had known for years. Surely they didn’t expect the Kozume’s to graciously accept-
“What a wonderful idea!”
The prince jumped at the unmistakable screech of Kenma’s mother. “What do you think dear,” she turned to her husband and Tetsurou shivered at the nod of approval he sent back.
“I do agree, it would be quite the favorable union.” Kozume-san acknowledged his son, “What do you say Kenma?”
There was a feeling that filled the alpha, the same unexplainable one he’d felt when confronting the priest in the weeks before. He found himself suddenly unable to control his actions, stepping out from hiding and inserting himself right into the conversation.
“Such a union is far from favorable,” Tetsurou announced, a shocked expression painting every face but the omega’s.
“Tetsurou-sama?” Kenma’s father said confused, “What do you mean to say?”
“Would I be correct to assume this is a marriage meant to benefit your family and business, Kozume-san? From the looks of it, Kenma and this young man do not appear very much…in love.”
Red in the face, Taketora pushed forward. “Your Highness, forgive me for speaking out of line but I don’t exactly see how my relationship with Kenma should concern you in any way.”
That was the thing. It shouldn’t have concerned him but it did. Tetsurou ignored the other alpha, turning his attention to Kenma’s parents. “An ideal marriage should hope to elevate your social standing. It would be quite pointless to form a union with another merchant family like yourselves.”
“Y-you can’t just waltz in here and act like you understand everything!” Taketora shouted this time, “Kenma and I have known each other since childhood. We share a bond like no other.”
All the whining was really beginning to irk the prince. “Then, shall we ask Kenma what he thinks of all this?”
The attention of the entire room shifted to the omega who had been quietly sitting in the corner. Taketora swiftly rushed over, getting down on one knee before him and taking Kenma’s hand in his own. “Kenma,” he said softly, “I would take care of you. Forget about social standings and whatnot…I promise that I will love and cherish you for the rest of my life.”
Kenma looked at him with the same neutral expression, despite the tenderness of the alpha’s words. He pulled his hand back, “I’m sorry, Taketora-san. But I’m afraid I don’t share your affections.”
Tetsurou felt strange at how much it pleased him to hear the omega’s words. Once again, he had been proven right, but Kenma’s response along with the dejected expression on Taketora’s face as he stood up filled the prince with a feeling more akin to pride.
“Mother, Father,” the young alpha addressed his family, “We shall take our leave. I suppose my words are worth dirt compared to those of a prince.”
When the Yamamoto’s had left, taking their gifts with them, the excitement of the room had shifted to that of uncertainty. Tetsurou deemed it the ideal time to reassure the Kozume family that, as always, he had a plan. “Pardon my interjection, but I simply couldn’t watch idly as you accepted such a low offer.”
“Your Highness?”
He smiled. “I’ve spent much time with your son over these past few weeks, and I can say for certain he is an omega worth more than a few apologetic trinkets. Kenma deserves to stand beside a more affluent husband. And if you would allow it, I would personally see to it myself.”
Wait, Tetsurou thought to himself as he watched the excitement shine in the eyes of both Kozume-san and his wife. From the way they looked at each other, the prince wondered if perhaps they misunderstood his intentions. But then he supposed it was his own fault, after all, his delivery may have suggested that he would be the one to marry their son. Before any more assumptions could be made, the alpha cleared his throat.
“What I mean to say is that I know many eligible noble bachelors who are looking to take wives,” he corrected. “If Kenma were to accompany me to any one the upcoming functions, I am certain he should win the affections of many wealthy gentlemen.”
Kenma’s mother laughed excitedly, clapping her hands, “A most splendid of ideas! How are we ever to repay your kindness, Tetsurou-sama?”
“With the investments from your new rich son-in-law, I am certain your business will thrive more than ever. When the time comes I will be expecting a bottle of your finest every month for compensation,” the prince joked.
Amidst the cheerful conversation, Tetsurou felt his eyes wander toward Kenma. There, hidden under his signature expression, the alpha swore something was peculiar. He appeared…sad in a way, like there was something about his eyes that drooped ever more slightly than usual. At that exact moment, Kenma glanced up and they locked eyes for a brief moment, the omega offering a slight smile. And despite the way his lips curled up, Tetsurou was certain he had upset the blonde somehow. What was worse was the way his stomach dropped at the sight, a combination of dread and regret. Was it something he said?
Notes:
Let's turn up the spice just a bit.
Chapter 25: If you're gonna let me down, Let me down easy: KuroKen
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Let Me Down Easy from Daisy Jones & The Six.
Notes:
Hey! Apologies for the long wait but happy (late) new year! There was a lot more i wanted to squeeze into this chapter but it was getting too long and all over the place so i had to change plans a bit lol. As always, i hope you all enjoy this chapter and look forward for what's come. super super excited to get to the next part and also i was planning on writing some one-shot extra chapters for some of the other couples too--Lmk what you'd be interested in reading! Thank you for all the support and wonderful comments, always makes my day to hear what you think of this story <3 Enjoy!
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Lately, Tetsurou observed that his tastes had undergone a shift. He didn’t normally take sugar in his tea, but ever since his extended time at the Nekoma estate and the old maid’s insistence that a little sweet was good for the heart, the prince couldn’t sip otherwise. His favorite bed to wake up in had always been his own, providing comforts that only the royal family could afford. Yet, he had found that, surprisingly, the crisp linens and firm mattress of the guest room at the Kozume manor had provided him the best sleep of his life. In the past, the alpha would grow restless if tied down in the same place for too long, but now, he found himself hesitant to leave.
At last, with the priest put away and the Kozumes’ reputation restored, Tetsurou could return back to the palace, reclaiming his humble title as the good-for-nothing fourth prince of the Southern Kingdom. It was a shame, he’d grown rather attached to the quaint life Nekoma had to offer—picking grapes under a clear blue sky, sipping tart wine as the sun set into the ocean, running around solving mysteries. And yet he couldn’t help but wonder if it was the town that pulled him in or the people who made his stay so worthwhile.
There was Kozume-san, the man of the house, a perfectly agreeable gentleman who had done wonders preserving the impeccable quality of his ancestors’ wine business, the very asset that drew Tetsurou to the region in the first place. Then there was his wife, the very animated and very amusing Mrs. Kozume, whose bubbly and charming personality could provide entertainment for days.
Last but certainly not least, there was Kenma, smart, adorable, and impossible to read. And while Tetsurou normally didn’t like the people he couldn’t read, he found it hard to dislike the omega. That was the fact that distressed him the most—the strange attachment he’d found himself harboring over the blonde from that day he’d caught him at the gamblers’ den. Kenma was unlike any of the omegas he’d known in the past, something that further confused the alpha on what exactly he wanted from him.
He’d always been clear on what he desired from an omega from the very moment he met them. If he was interested in flirting or fucking, well he’d make his presence and intentions known. And if he weren’t so inclined to either of the two, Tetsurou would simply retreat without a second thought. But it was different with Kenma, see, he didn’t feel particularly strongly about the flirting and certainly not the fucking, though he still wanted the blonde to stay in his life.
It made the prince wonder if perhaps friendship was what he sought with the other. Someone who could keep up with him in an intellectual sense. Someone who left him wondering. Someone like Kenma. A curious thought crossed the prince’s mind at that second—what exactly did the omega think of him?
Did Kenma even consider him a friend or was he merely wondering why this strange prince had overstayed his welcome? Was it disappointment Tetsurou caught in the blonde’s amber eyes when he had boldly announced that he wouldn’t be the one to marry the omega? Or perhaps, was the alpha simply overthinking something that never existed?
He rose with the coastal birds, bright and early on the day of his departure, fully intending on taking off without giving his proper goodbyes. He’d never been the best at farewells, and seeing how attached he had grown toward the Kozume family, Tetsurou had reason to suspect that this one wouldn’t be so easy. He hoped the family felt the same, and therefore would understand the reasons for his quick exit.
Tetsurou crept down the stairs and out the door, starting for the shores closest to the Kozume manor. Early morning swims had always done numbers for his conscience in addition to the benefits reaped by his skin and muscles, blessings from the cold water. He removed his shirt, setting it on the blunt point of a nearby rock formation, and waded into the deep blue waters. Goosebumps littered the prince’s chest as he allowed the tides to pull him in further, the frigid water now all the way to his collarbones.
He let out a sigh, submerging his head and slicking his dark locks back when he rose. Tetsurou swam far out into the open waters, kicking his long legs until his mind was no longer filled with confusing thoughts and instead distracted by the ache in his limbs. He tread in the open waters, looking up at the sun teasing the horizon and reveling in the beautiful red hue that dyed the sky.
It had always been his favorite color. Red. Like the spider lilies that dotted the borders of the Eastern and Southern Kingdom. Or the vibrant rubies he’s stumbled upon as a young boy rummaging through his mother’s jewelry collection. Red like the lips of the smiling courtesans beckoning him with their painted fingernails. The wine that he cherished so greatly, the spirit that called him to Nekoma. Red like the dress Kenma wore when they had first been introduced.
Tetsurou chuckled to himself at the memory, recalling the initial ghastly appearance of the blonde. But despite all the heavy makeup and hair dye, the prince couldn’t argue with the fact that red suited the young omega perfectly. In fact, he couldn’t recall another person who could claim the color as Kenma had. He supposed that when he introduced Kenma as his guest at the next social gathering of the season, the omega simply had to be dressed in red—there would be no arguments there. No alpha would be able to resist the temptations of such a beauty, Tetsurou was sure, and certain that a number of suitable marriage offers would arise.
Distracted as he had been, the prince panicked as a large wave suddenly crashed over him, thrashing around and yanking him under the water. The currents were restless, dragging Tetsurou down as he attempted to swim up. It felt as if someone had a hand wrapped around his ankle, preventing him from releasing himself from the clutches of the rough tide.
His muscles burned with exhaustion, every stroke of his arms and kick of his legs a futile plea against the ocean’s wrath. The journey he had undertaken stretched his limits, leaving his limbs heavy and his resolve fraying. Yet, even as his lungs screamed for air and the saltwater stung his eyes, a single thought pierced through the haze of panic: he could not perish now. The weight of his promise to safeguard the future of the Kozume family rang in his conscience. So he mustered up the strength and pulled away, gasping as his head breached the surface and the cool ocean air filled his lungs.
When Tetsurou returned, frazzled and shivering from his damp linen pants that clung to his lean thighs, he hadn’t expected to run into any familiar faces. But as he approached the kitchen to acquire a glass of water, he caught a peculiar racket from one of the rooms adjacent to the servants' quarters.
Quietly, he peeked inside, surprised to see a familiar blonde seated on the floor, hunched over a stone pottery wheel. The prince watched curiously as Kenma turned the wheel with his foot, kneading at a wet mound of clay before shaping it upward into a cylindrical shape. It was at this moment that Tetsurou noticed the completed bowls, vases and other containers set to the side.
He leaned against the doorframe. “Is there anything you can’t do?” the alpha spoke, watching as Kenma turned only slightly to acknowledge him, keeping his attention on the clay in front of him.
“Plenty,” the omega said quietly.
Tetsurou laughed at his dry response, “What are you doing awake at such an early hour?”
“What does it look like I’m doing?”
The prince let out a wounded exhale. “C’mon Kenma, you’ve got to give me something to work with. Doesn’t feel like much of a conversation as is.”
There was a thwack of new clay hitting the wheel as the omega continued his work. “Well, what were you up to?”
Not wishing to tell him the full truth, Tetsurou opted for the next best thing. “The gulls woke me and I couldn’t fall back asleep so I took a short swim.” He padded into the room, crossing his arms over his bare chest as a gust of cool ocean air swept through the open window and tossed the translucent white curtains about—like the seafoam.
He watched as Kenma’s blonde strands fell in his face as he leaned down to shape the base of his vessel, interrupting the flow of his artistic process. The omega tossed his head back in quick pulses in an attempt to move the disrupting hairs aside, even wriggling his shoulders since his hands were soiled with wet clay. And as a result of his movements, the strap of his nightgown had begun to slip down his shoulder. A defeated sigh was enough of a cue for Tetsurou to offer his help.
“Allow me,” he laughed, crouching by the blonde and fixing the strap back up over his shoulder before gathering the fine strands of Kenma’s hair in his palm and twisting it up. He searched around before reaching for a clean paintbrush that had been discarded somewhere off to the side and pushed it into the center of the twist, holding the hairstyle in place.
“Thank you,” Kenma mumbled, putting the length of his entire arm into the middle of the pot he was forming and dragging it gently up.
Tetsurou watched in awe as the lump of clay grew taller and transformed into a beautiful earthy jug. “A hobby of yours?”
“Not entirely,” the omega replied, “Business will resume as usual in the near future. I figured that we’d need vessels to age the new wine.”
“Hmm. You looked like you were enjoying yourself.”
“I was enjoying myself,” Kenma grumbled, “Before a certain someone invited themselves in.”
The prince faked a sniffle, bringing his hand over his heart. “How you wound me, fair omega!”
And for a moment, he swore he saw Kenma grin. “Pottery is quite therapeutic, I’ll admit,” the omega said. With practiced ease, he bent down and grabbed a thick piece of thread from the floor. Holding it taut, he carefully slid it beneath the base of his creation, severing it from the wheel. The clay form wobbled slightly before the blonde placed it aside with delicate precision.
“Just me and my thoughts,” he continued, his tone almost contemplative. “I feel the same way about picking grapes, though at least this doesn’t involve sweating under the sun. But…” He shrugged lightly, as though brushing off a thought that weighed heavier than he cared to admit. “It’s still work at the end of the day, and that means I’ll never fully enjoy it.”
The prince watched him intently, intrigued by the quiet rhythm of Kenma’s words and movements. “And what do you think about, Kenma?” Tetsurou asked, stepping closer, his curiosity undeniable. His voice softened, as if he were treading on fragile ground. “When you’re alone in the fields or here, turning the earth into something far more beautiful.”
Kenma’s hands stilled briefly, his amber eyes lifting to meet the prince’s gaze. They were sharp, piercing in a way that seemed to strip away all pretense, leaving Tetsurou momentarily stunned. Then, with an elegance born of habit, Kenma’s expression shifted into a look of disapproval—a subtle but effective reminder of the distance between them. “Like I’d ever tell you, Your Highness,” he said flatly, his words as firm as the clay he shaped, though there was a faint undercurrent of something lighter, almost teasing.
Tetsurou chuckled because it was the only thing left to do. It was a hollow sort of laugh, one meant to mask the uneasy feeling of being gently, yet resolutely, shut out. “Once you marry one of those noblemen and become a wife of high society,” he teased, trying to lighten the air between them, “You’ll never have to work a day in your life ever again.”
But Kenma’s silence that followed was unnerving. Tetsurou felt the unease creep up his spine, as though he had stumbled into an invisible boundary he hadn’t meant to cross. The omega’s gaze dropped back to the clay, his expression unreadable, and the prince couldn’t tell if he had struck a nerve or simply misjudged his words.
The weight of the quiet pressed down on him, prompting him to shift awkwardly where he stood. Deciding it best to retreat, he cleared his throat lightly and returned the conversation to safer ground. “There are many royals that find pleasure in this sort of thing. Koushi quite enjoys crafting his own pots for the garden.”
Kenma washed the clumps of clay from his hands in a basin of water off the side. “Even when you could afford to commission the most highly sought-after artisans? Unless His Highness is equally as talented, then forgive me for speaking out of line.”
“Not at all,” the prince replied, “My brother-in-law’s creations are simple at best. But it brings him such enjoyment—and the belief that the plants flourish better when placed in pots sculpted by his own hand.”
“Do you dabble in pottery as well, Tetsurou-san?”
“Why do you ask?” the alpha smiled, “Does my demeanor match that of an artist?”
Kenma shrugged. “Well not exactly. It’s just, you seemed terribly interested in the subject and I wondered why.”
Tetsurou flushed from embarrassment. He did suppose they had been talking about pots and clay for some time now. “I never exactly got around to learning.”
“Would you like to try?” The omega said, gesturing to the wheel in front of him.
For a moment, the prince just stared, unable to comprehend the fact that Kenma had just offered to teach him something.
“Well?”
“Yes,” Tetsurou said eagerly, making his way over, “I’d like that very much.”
“Wet your hands and sit down behind me,” the omega said quietly, dipping his hands in the basin of murky water beside him.
After following his instructions, the prince got to the floor with a huff, stretching his long limbs out around the blonde, careful not to nudge or kick him accidentally. He held his hands awkwardly to the side, the water dripping to the floor as he watched Kenma grab a heaping handful of clay and drop it onto the wheel. Suddenly, the omega turned to stare at him puzzlingly.
“What are you waiting for?”
Tetsurou cocked his head, unsure of what exactly Kenma was getting at. “For you to mentor me…?” he tried.
“Well you’ll have to get closer than this,” he mumbled at the large gap between them, “How do you expect to reach the wheel sitting so far away?”
The truth was that the prince had intentionally left space between them so as to not make the other uncomfortable. Tetsurou was still shirtless, after all, and Kenma, clad only in a thin slip. He didn’t wish to startle him or appear unintentionally forward, certainly not toward someone who might have harbored much stress when it came to being touched unwillingly. It hadn’t been that long since the priest had been put away. But since the omega had given him the permission, Tetsurou supposed it was alright to proceed forward.
He shifted, closing the gap between them until Kenma’s back met the front of his chest, skin to skin. At that moment, Tetsurou couldn’t help but notice how his entire form engulfed the smaller man with the difference in their height and builds. And how the omega seemed to fit perfectly in arms as if they were a coat tailored especially for him. If it were anyone else, the prince knew he’d have no problem capturing that slim waist in his hands or nuzzling against the slender neck in front of him. But this was Kenma, and something about that fact kept Tetsurou on his toes.
He couldn’t tell if it was intimidation, or perhaps a fear of rejection that prevented him from making any sort of playful advances towards the omega. Was he scared of Kenma? Like that feeling akin to handling a cat, careful not to smother the beast to prevent getting scratched. Wait. Tetsurou shook his head, snapping out of whatever trance he had fallen into it. What on Earth was he so worried about? Wooing the opposite sex was a known strength of his, a defining characteristic in fact. And to top it off, he had bedded those even prettier, more illustrious, and far more sought after than the blonde in front of him.
There was no way he would allow such pointless thoughts to impact his self-image. He was Prince Goddamn Tetsurou, the one and only. Hell, women and omegas had practically thrown themselves at him for as long as he could remember. He was the fourth prince, the only one to have never been rejected in all his years. Assuring himself that he surely had the upper hand, the alpha decided that a little flirting never hurt anyone. “Close enough for you?” Tetsurou leaned in and whispered, his breath fanning against the omega’s ear.
Kenma’s reaction was not a favorable one. And not in the sense that he cringed or turned away the advance. No, it was more in the absence of a reaction altogether. There were no goosebumps that littered his skin, no audible cues, he didn’t so much as flinch. The omega simply delivered his line in the same monotonous tone Tetsurou was more than familiar with. “Yes.”
Nevermind that. Tetsurou wasn’t going to give up that easily, not until he could elicit a single sound or expression that could even remotely prove that Kenma desired him. “Where do we begin?”
“We’ll soften the clay by kneading it with some water first,” the omega replied, his small hands pulling at the mound at the center.
The prince placed his hands over Kenma's, pressing them lightly into the clay. “How pliant,” he purred, leaning forward in hopes of catching a single hint of blush upon the other’s face. Instead, the omega skillfully slipped his fingers out of the embrace and wrapped them around the mound, pushing inward and guiding the clay up.
For a second, the prince forgot his own vulgar agenda and watched in awe as the shapeless mass rose and began to resemble the initial workings of a vase. Kenma then pressed a finger into the center, creating an indent to be explored later. “Let’s make it hollow on the inside. You’ll want to work it open and gradually make the hole wider. I’ll demonstrate,” he said, noticing Tetsurou’s nervous expression at his instructions.
The omega wet two fingers before rubbing them against the indent, the action reminding the dirty-minded alpha of something naughtier. He smirked, replacing Kenma’s digits with his own and imitating the action. “I think I understand it.”
Tetsurou rubbed the clay with his two dominant fingers, first in circular motions and then in quick pulses back and forth, making the indent larger. He dipped his entire hand in the water basin before tracing the outline, filling the well with water. Then, he pushed a finger in, stroking it up against the clay wall in an exaggerated gesture and widening the hollow inside of the vase. The alpha hoped Kenma was watching him, paying close attention to the skillful ways his fingers moved and perhaps fantasizing about what they might do to his body.
“You’re quite good at that,” the omega remarked, perfectly unaware of the prince’s ulterior motives, “Maybe you’ll turn out to be some sort of pottery prodigy.”
If Tetsurou’s hands weren’t soiled in wet clay, perhaps he would have facepalmed. Deciding it best to give up for fear of further damaging his bruised ego, he rose from his position and sighed. “On the contrary, perhaps I should let you carry on.”
He cleaned his hands off and began to walk off, but not before tossing a final glance back toward Kenma. The blonde was leaning over the wheel, the bones of his back and shoulders sticking out in odd ways due to his terrible posture at the present moment. That has to be painful , Tetsurou thought to himself and suddenly, he was faced with another bright idea.
“Say, Kenma,” he began, mischievously making his way back toward the omega. “All that manual labor must take effect on your body, does it not?”
“Nothing I can’t handle,” Kenma replied.
Tetsurou clicked his tongue. “But your shoulders felt so tense earlier. Someone as young as you shouldn’t let these kinds of things get out of hand.”
“So what do you suppose I should do?”
“You could let me give you a massage.” The words had barely left his lips before the prince realized how bold—no, utterly inappropriate—they sounded. Forward didn’t even begin to cover it; he was acting like a complete fool, teetering dangerously close to sounding like a lecher. But as he opened his mouth to pass his actions off as a joke, Kenma surprised him.
"A prince offering to rub my shoulders? I’d be a fool to refuse," the omega chuckled, his voice carrying a lilt of amusement rather than the discomfort Tetsurou had feared.
So he reclaimed his seat behind Kenma, close enough to feel the faint heat radiating from the blonde’s body, and tentatively placed his hands on his shoulders. The tension was apparent beneath his fingertips, a stubborn tightness knotted into soft skin.
Slowly, carefully, he began to knead, pressing firm circles into taut muscles. Kenma remained still at first, his breathing measured, but as Tetsurou worked, he felt the omega begin to yield. A subtle shift, a low sigh, then a deeper inhale—small signs of uncoiling, of surrender. Then came the sound.
A quiet, unbidden groan slipped past Kenma’s lips as Tetsurou’s fingers found a particularly sensitive knot. The prince stiffened, his hands pausing for a fraction of a second before he forced himself to continue, to ignore the rush of warmth that surged through his veins at the unexpected, intoxicating noise.
Kenma squirmed slightly beneath his touch, his breath coming heavier now, lips parting in small, barely-there gasps. Tetsurou swallowed hard, and with every little reaction Kenma was giving him, he couldn’t help but feel a deep, dangerous satisfaction. At last, he was getting the response he had craved—Kenma trembling beneath his hands, his voice slipping into something dangerously close to pleasure.
But while he had been so very preoccupied, Tetsurou had overlooked the single most important reaction of his own. A mere glance down toward his lap left the alpha utterly mortified. There, proud and tall between his legs was a prominent tent straining against the thin material of his linen pants. And the worst part was that this surprise erection was merely centimeters from touching the omega’s backside.
The prince needed a quick escape, so he cut his massage short and reached for Kenma's sides, tickling him in such a way that made the omega lurch forward and into the drying vessel in front of him. It wobbled on the pottery wheel before caving into the hollow insides, ruined.
“What the hell?” Kenma grumbled, “What was that…” he began to say, trailing off when he noticed the alpha had already darted out of the room.
Tetsurou practically sprinted up the stairs, locking the door to his room and began pacing back and forth. This could not be happening, especially to him. Long had passed since the days when his little companion down there acted with a mind of its own. Thinking he may have hallucinated the whole ordeal, the prince pulled the waistband of his pants down, mouth going dry when his cock sprung up flush against his stomach.
He pressed a hand to his lips. Relax, the alpha scolded himself, Concentrate and this will resolve in mere seconds. But when several minutes had gone by and Tetsurou’s erection remained uninvited and ever-present, he sighed, knowing exactly what he needed to do next.
Red with embarrassment, the prince dropped his pants and took a seat at the edge of his bed. God, he couldn't believe he was really doing this, at his grown age. He couldn't even recall the last time he'd had to pleasure himself, curious to see if he even remembered how to. See, his body had undergone much change since his adolescence, many appendages becoming larger with age—his limbs, his hands…among other things. It made him wonder if everything still fit the way it used to.
He supposed he needed a scenario, something sexy to keep his mind occupied and allow him to finish as quickly as possible. Tetsurou tried to recall a time more recently when he had been genuinely turned on, landing on a particular memory from a fling he'd had with the son of a gold merchant. A pretty brunette omega that smelled of honeyed dates, kinkier than a prostitute and willing to do genuinely anything.
But as Tetsurou wrapped his hand around the base of his cock and began to drag it up and down the shaft, he found that the recollection of his past actions filled him with more regret than lust. Just then, a more recent memory came to mind, flickering in and out of focus.
It was Kenma from mere minutes ago, in the same room with the billowing white curtains, his small hands moving along a wet mount of clay. His strap slipped down his shoulders, except in this vision, Tetsurou wasn't so much of a gentleman. Instead, he reached over and pulled the dress down until it bunched at Kenma’s waist and left the entire torso nude and exposed to his hungry eyes.
The prince pumped his cock slowly, rocking his hips and stifling his groans as he imagined the omega’s hands once more, smoothing along the bent neck of a vase. He thought of imitating the gesture in a similar manner, bringing his palm down the blonde’s nape, kissing it even.
He shut his eyes, letting the fantasy wander further, his mind cutting between the things he'd observed earlier and the things he could only dream of doing. Kenma's hands were now occupied by a new and firm mound of clay, grasping it between his fingers and softening it as he had described. Tetsurou’s own hands had moved on from their place at the omega’s neck and now groped his small breasts, squeezing and kneading them.
The sound of Kenma's moans from earlier replayed at that moment as he thought of his palms along the omega’s waist, disappearing down between his legs. He remembered the sensation of his two fingers pressing into the clay and pictured himself working his digits into the blonde's cunt. His sweet sounds played on repeat until Tetsurou whimpered, his hips stuttering before his cock squirted into his palm.
The prince caught his breath for a few moments, sitting there looking at the pearly liquid pooling in his palm. Ashamed of what he had just done, he washed himself in a basin of ice-cold water before departing as he intended, holding his head in his hands the entire way back to the southern palace.
“Forgive me for requesting an audience at such an inconvenient hour,” Tetsurou said as he lowered his head respectfully, “I regret taking time out of your busy schedule, but truthfully I couldn't think of anyone better to consult regarding my…predicament.”
Koushi looked at his brother-in-law with amusement, stifling a laugh behind his graceful hand at the alpha’s uncharacteristically formal tone of speaking. “Nonsense! Family always takes precedence over all else. Besides, I certainly am flattered to be the one trusted to handle your mysterious query.”
The prince smiled, relaxing into his seat. He had always found Koushi’s presence to be kind and nurturing, sweet like his peony pheromones. “How have you been lately?” he felt the need to ask, postponing the true intent of the conversation for as long as he could. “I suppose with the new territory acquired overseas, my brother must be neglecting you.”
“My, what strong words you use, Tetsurou!” The omega let out a cheerful laugh, before a melancholy smile settled on his face. “I’ll admit, I do miss him a great deal when he's kept up in his kingly affairs. But to brand him neglectful would simply null his competence as a ruler.” Koushi took a sip of tea from the cup in front of him, “I've long come to terms with the fact that Daichi’s duty as my husband lies beneath his duty to the kingdom.”
Normally, Tetsurou might have taken this moment to make a flirty joke, lighten the air even, suggest that the omega should have married him instead when he had the chance. But for once, he felt that such humor wasn't the most appropriate for the conversation they were having. “I hope you didn't feel too lonely during that time.”
He asked, only because he too had noticed how deserted the palace had grown in the weeks passed. Tetsurou himself had been frolicking about in Nekoma while Keiji and Koutarou marched overseas to sort out military matters in the new region. Hajime had permanently changed kingdoms altogether and aside from school holidays and special events, Shoyo remained absent as well. It was quiet compared to how it had been only years prior when their stories had just seemed to begin. And now, it felt that everything was slowly coming to an end.
“Don't be silly,” the omega’s voice shook him from his wandering thoughts, “I barely had the time to spend with my own son let alone sit around and mope. I was quite busy learning all 12 languages spoken in our new territory in addition to starting preparations for next week's celebratory ball in honor of the Southern Kingdom's latest triumphs.”
Tetsurou smiled. While he had struggled a bit in the beginning, it was clear how far Koushi had come in embracing his duties as queen. Gone were the days when he allowed other snobbish royals to poke at his common upbringing and laugh at his outwardly meek nature. The person who stood before him was dignified, proud, and confident in all the ways a true ruler must be.
“Now then, what was it that you wanted to discuss with me?” The omega began again, approaching him with patience.
“Right yes, well,” Tetsurou sighed, fidgeting in his chair, “It seems that I’ve…met someone.”
Koushi’s eyes widened at his statement, his smile too. “ Someone as in a new acquaintance? Or someone as in a potential mate?”
“That’s the issue. I thought I would be content calling him my acquaintance, but recent advancements leave me to wonder if perhaps I want more.”
The omega hummed. “If you require help deciphering your feelings, I’m afraid neither I nor anyone for that matter would be of much help. It’s something you’ll simply have to figure out for yourself.”
Not satisfied with that answer, Tetsurou filled him in with the complete story, from his journey to Nekoma all the way to the day of his departure—of course, leaving out a few unsavory details. Koushi listened patiently and without judgment, one of the reasons the alpha had requested his help in the first place. But his brother-in-law’s character wouldn’t be the main reason Tetsurou sought him out.
Truthfully, the fourth prince had ruled out plenty of consults before landing on Koushi. His brothers were certainly out of the question—there was no way he would receive sound advice from three newly married alphas and one teenaged omega.
He couldn’t ask his father—after all, they had never really been that close. It wasn't something that particularly bothered the prince since it was merely a result of bad timing and the way things had unfolded over the years. The old king had been quite busy when they were boys and Tetsurou hadn’t followed a profession that required him to serve his old man, unlike his three older brothers. But close as they were or weren’t, he’d pick his father over his mother in matters concerning his love life any day.
Her bias would only cloud his judgment, and besides, she would encourage him to wed a donkey if it meant her son would finally be married. Not that he was calling Kenma a donkey, but, well, let’s just say Tetsurou wanted his mother as far away from the omega as possible.
“So let me get this straight,” Koushi began once more, “You’re still contemplating your own feelings toward this omega and yet you intend to find him a husband at next week’s ball?”
Ignoring the skepticism in his brother-in-law’s voice, Tetsurou nodded. “Is there a problem with that?”
The northerner laughed, deciding it best to not to verbally express his own opinions and simply let it all play out. “Out of curiosity…What will you do if you’re unable to find a suitable match?”
A wonderful question, truly, but one that Tetsurou hadn’t given much thought to. He leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. “I suppose…” He trailed off, the words not quite forming as easily as he’d hoped. “If I can’t find anyone suitable, then I’ll… cross that bridge when I come to it.”
“Here’s an idea,” Koushi smiled, “What if you married him?”
The prince almost choked on his breath. “Me?”
“The fact that we’re even having this conversation must mean you’ve definitely contemplated it.”
“Don’t be ridiculous,” Tetsurou chuckled to himself, “He couldn’t be further from my type.”
Koushi wasn’t so convinced. “How so?”
“Well for one,” he began, “He’s too small, almost as short as Shoyo and thin as a child. Barely has the proportions of a grown omega. We’d hardly look good together.” The prince didn’t know why his mouth was betraying him, spewing thoughts he rarely allowed himself to entertain. They were cruel observations, ones that hardly mattered when it came to the omega’s worth. What did he gain from bad-mouthing someone he held in such high regard? The harsh words left a sour taste in his mouth, but there was no way to take it back now.
He glanced toward Koushi, expecting an immediate retort—a sharp reprimand or, at the very least, a lecture on decency. Yet his brother-in-law simply shrugged, his expression unreadable save for the faintest hint of amusement in his eyes. “It’s a shame then,” Koushi said.
“Huh?” Tetsurou blinked, caught off guard by the unexpected response.
“If you’re not the least bit attracted to him, then I suppose there’s no point in suggesting otherwise.”
The northern omega was still oblivious to his involuntary arousal from the days prior and Tetsurou intended to keep it that way. “Yes, well, I’m glad you understand.”
Koushi grinned sweetly. “Will you introduce me to your special friend when the time comes?”
“About that,” Tetsurou began, eager to redirect the conversation, “I was wondering if you would permit him to get ready with you, Keiji, and Shoyo. You know…make use of the royal services.”
The omega raised an eyebrow, feigning contemplation. “Hmm, I don’t see why not. Us commoners must stick together after all,” he joked. “Shall I commission the seamstress to prepare another gown as well?”
While Kenma’s red gown had been lovely, Tetsurou was sure he could do better. “Yes, I want him to be the belle of the ball.”
Koushi leaned forward, studying him with a knowing smile. “You care about him a bit more than you let on, don’t you?”
The prince froze, the question hanging heavy in the air. “That’s irrelevant,” he muttered, his voice quieter than intended.
The queen hummed, letting him off easy this time. “Very well,” he giggled, “I shall personally see to it that he is well taken care of.”
Though his brother-in-law kept a seemingly neutral view, Tetsurou could practically feel the delight radiating from his skin. The alpha was, after all, the last of the four to take a wife—he couldn't help but wonder if the prospect of a new Southern bride, a new friend, would please Koushi the most. If this was the extent of his excitement, the prince believed he could handle the omega knowing his truth. But still, he felt that he should take some precautions.
“I’d appreciate it if you could keep our conversation to yourself, for the time being,” he practically whispered. “I don’t want the rest of them getting any wild ideas.”
The northerner nodded. “Rest assured that your secret is safe with me. But…” he looked contentedly to the side, “I suppose I could part with a secret of my own—an eye for an eye.”
Tetsurou trusted the other man wholeheartedly to begin with, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t dying to know what his brother’s wife was hiding behind his brown eyes. He smirked, “Who am I to refuse a secret from my fair queen?”
“The timing hasn’t been the most favorable, but,” Koushi smiled to himself, a gentle hand resting just above his abdomen, “I am quite certain that I am expecting another child.”
The prince’s eyes widened in astonishment. “My god! But where did you even find the time to—” He cut himself off abruptly, his sharp features twisting with playful exasperation before he shook his head. “Oh, never mind that!” With an uncharacteristic tenderness, he took the omega’s hand in his own, brushing his lips against his knuckles. “Congratulations, Koushi. This is wonderful news.”
“Thank you, Tetsurou,” Koushi giggled, warmth blossoming in his chest. “Truly, I have been elated since I received word from the doctor.”
As the omega’s excitement settled, something quieter, something more delicate, took its place. Tetsurou, noticing the ever-so-slight shift in his energy, leaned back in his chair, his amusement settling into a more knowing expression.
“He doesn’t know, does he?”
Koushi’s smile did not falter, but the subtle gleam of mischief in his gaze gave his answer before his words did. “I do hope Daichi can forgive me for keeping him in the dark. But for the sake of the kingdom, I felt it was a necessary precaution.”
Tetsurou exhaled a laugh through his nose, shaking his head. He understood all too well. Had Daichi known, the recent negotiations over the territories might have ended in catastrophe. The kingdom could not afford their king to be distracted, not when he was known for being utterly, foolishly devoted to his omega. No one had forgotten the hysterics of Koushi’s first pregnancy—how Daichi had abandoned crucial meetings just to feel their unborn child kicking, how he had driven the royal kitchen into chaos with his insistence on satisfying Koushi’s every craving, how the castle doctors had been summoned so frequently they might as well have set up permanent residence in the queen’s chambers.
A softer smile touched the prince’s lips. “Well, however you decide to break the news, you had best do it soon. Any longer, and I don’t suppose you’ll ever be forgiven.” He pushed himself to his feet before tossing Koushi a smirk. “But until then, my lips are sealed.”
Koushi pressed a finger to his mouth. “As are mine.”.
And as he watched Tetsurou stroll along the garden path back to the palace, Koushi couldn’t help but shake his head. He had yet to meet the curious omega his brother-in-law spoke of nor could he predict for certain that their interaction held any significance in the grand scheme of things. But there was something, a tender and warm feeling that left him feeling quite giddy.
Koushi couldn’t wait for the future. He pressed a hand to his stomach, looking down fondly. “You can feel it too, can’t you?”
Chapter 26: Red in the face, you can call me obsessed: KuroKen
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Jealous by Nick Jonas.
Notes:
Finally! I've been working like a dog for the last few days trying to get this out because I need this story to move. So sorry for the months of waiting but college and finals was kicking my ass and I seriously had no time to write. Really glad I could post this before I start working soon!! Thank you for all the wonderful comments, everytime I'd get an email it would genuinely make my day. truly appreciate all the support, and glad to know that people are still reading this story even after so many years. Anyways, hope you enjoy this chapter, i had a blast writing it!
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Kenma could recall the few times he'd visited the southern capital, accompanying his father on business trips to annual fairs and such to sell their wine. They could have very well hired help to man the stall, but his father insisted that it brought an authenticity to the product that couldn’t be replicated elsewhere.
As a learning experience or some such thing, the young omega tagged along in his uncomfortably frilly skirt, into the bustling street, holding his father’s hand tightly as they made their way toward the seller’s booths.
He recalled it being loud, much too loud for his liking. People shouting over each other, chattering, gossiping. Crowds and crowds flocking from one stall to the next, the clink of gold coins as they exchanged commodities. Kenma looked up at his father, the smile on his face as he happily advertised the wine to every visitor and offered each a sample to taste.
At the time, the blonde had only been tall enough to just barely peek over the table, standing on his tiptoes to observe the patrons who stopped by. His father, pleased that a young Kenma appeared to be taking an interest, lifted the boy up into his arms to get a better look.
“Oh my!” a group of young omegas who had been wine tasting exclaimed at the sight of him. “And who might this darling be?”
Shy as he’d been, Kenma looked away, shrinking further into his father’s embrace. “This is my son, Kenma,” he laughed, “You’ll have to forgive his timidness…he doesn’t quite enjoy such bustling atmospheres.”
When the initial morning rush had passed, Kenma remembered his father placing him on top of his shoulders. “Now then, my dear, what do you say we take a turn about and see what all the fuss is about?”
It was one of his favorite places to be, atop his father’s shoulders. Kenma quite liked how the world looked from such a high place, especially because it allowed him sanctuary from the dusty streets and pushing and shoving of the crowds. They visited various stalls, looked at beautiful tapestries, jars of chocolates and candies, and shelves of wooden toys. By the end of their brief excursion, his father had purchased some tea leaves, a beautiful glass hairpin for his mother and a set of playing cards that Kenma had been eyeing.
As they made their way back to their own stall, the omega recalled the sound of a fanfare accompanied by a loud voice. “Make way for your royal family! Make way!”
Kenma watched as the unruly crowd parted quickly down the center, creating a path for the emerging royalty. Before the young omega could catch a glimpse of the southern family, he was lifted back down to the ground. “Come Kenma,” his father whispered, “We must kneel for our king.”
For years and years, this had been the extent of his relation to the royal family. Knowing the princes only in name, nary a clue as to what they looked like or anything of the sort. And then there were the things he’d learned only through eavesdropping on his mother’s gossip. He knew that King Daichi had married a commoner from the Northern kingdom and that Prince Koutarou had hence taken a bride from the Eastern kingdom. He also knew that Prince Hajime had permanently left the south and wed the new omega king of the Western Kingdom.
Kenma had also heard less favorable—borderline treasonous—statements regarding the royal family. How Prince Shoyo was born of an illicit affair between the old king and a mere chambermaid and how the queens had never accepted the young prince as their own. How their current queen had seduced his way into the royal bloodline, entrapping the first prince with a pregnancy. Or that Prince Koutarou’s wife enjoyed crossdressing and fighting amongst alphas behind his husband’s back. And while Kenma believed the slander of royal omegas by, well, other omegas to be rather distasteful, there were some statements that had begun to pique his curiosity as of late.
Particularly, the rumors that centered around the fourth prince. Tetsurou-san was an interesting character, Kenma had thought, from the moment they’d first met. It was a mystery why he acted the way he did, what his motives were for doing the things he did. Kenma had tried to pinpoint the man’s agenda on numerous occasions, ultimately landing on the fact that he perhaps had too much time, money, and freedom on his hands and simply needed a way to make himself useful.
He’d been weary of the prince during their first few encounters, because no matter how shut in or out of touch Kenma may have been, even he had heard the many tales of the infamous Prince Tetsurou. His many trysts with the ladies of the Southern kingdom, and presumably beyond too, had circulated even the most remote parts of the kingdom and Nekoma was no exception.
Seeing the prince in person did little to persuade Kenma of the potential falsehoods behind the rumors. Because, after all, Tetsurou-san was indeed a very very attractive man. Maybe even the most attractive the omega had seen in his entire life. A tall, lean body with well shaped muscles, smooth skin free of blemishes or scars, and dashing good looks that could bring entire hordes of omegas to their knees. Even the inflections of his voice and eloquence of his words were prevalent in the ways he spoke and presented himself. The blonde, therefore, didn’t blame the many who fell weak to the temptations of such a man.
Luckily for Kenma, he didn’t have to worry about falling prey to the alpha’s advances since Tetsurou-san had made it abundantly clear that he didn’t view the omega in such ways. While the blonde could have sworn the prince was indeed flirting with him at certain moments throughout his visit, the way he had so boldly proclaimed that he did not intend to marry Kenma himself was proof enough that the royal’s preferences would lead him elsewhere. Though he hadn’t heard much about the matter, the younger man wondered which lucky Nekoma damsel had entertained the esteemed prince during his stay.
Still, the omega felt he was in no position to pass any sort of judgement on the prince’s character. After all, he couldn’t think of a single other occasion that someone had cared about his well being to such an extent, if there ever was one. When the entire town had forsaken him and his family, it was the prince who had stayed to clear the Kozume name. It was Tetsurou who rescued him from the fate of repeated history when the Yamamotos proposed marriage once more, as if it could excuse the mistakes of the past. And even in the present moment, Kenma found himself in the comforts of a royal carriage summoned directly to the estate as he rode to the capital for the royal ball.
A royal ball. Kenma had only read about them in fairytales and fables from his youth, never imagining that one day he’d receive an invitation of his own. How his mother had squealed when the butler delivered the pamphlet, gold trimmed paper stamped red with the seal of the royal family. She’d even reprimanded her son for his lack of excitement at such a remarkable opportunity, reminding the omega that most maidens would die to be in his shoes.
Perhaps it should have been another in his place because Kenma was hardly dying to meet any of the young nobles Tetsurou-san had mentioned in his letter. Ah yes, the prince had prepared a single letter to guide him throughout the important day ahead, subtle instructions given to him only as he entered the carriage.
“Kenma,” it started, “It is my deep regret that I couldn't come to receive you myself. I do hope the journey does not bore you to death.”
The omega groaned. Perhaps, if he could even slightly picture himself as the main character in this Cinderella story, he'd gaze out the window in excitement for his new life as a noble bride. But alas, Kenma couldn’t bring himself to romanticize the truth. After all, it was only out of pure necessity that he needed to find a husband, one financially stable enough to restore the family business to its former glory. Anyone would do, the omega supposed, so long as they weren’t some old lecher or pervert.
_
When Kenma hazily opened his eyes a while later, he discovered that the sound of the carriage wheels rocking against the dirt roads had morphed into complete silence. He must have dozed off at some point, rubbing his eyes and shifting from where he folded on his side to lay his head against the plush seats. The omega supposed they’d stopped somewhere to allow the horses to rest, so he closed his eyes and made himself comfortable once more.
“Um Pardon Young Master, but we’ve arrived at the palace.”
Kenma’s eyes shot open, the bangles on his wrists jingling as he sat up quick, peering out of the ajar carriage door. An entire entourage of wide-eyed maids was assembled outside the palace as if to greet him.
The omega stepped out with embarrassment as he straightened out his dress before taking in the grandeur of the Southern palace. Fountains and pools of glimmering blue waters could be found at every corner of the entryway, the sun reflecting onto the golden trim of the walls rivalling perhaps even the gates of heaven. Kenma took a deep breath, refreshed by the lilies and other flora sweetening the air with a pleasant summer fragrance, pure opulence practically radiating from every inch of his surroundings. He nearly scoffed at the stark difference between royalty and the rich folk of Nekoma—even the air they breathed was different.
But alas, the snickers and whispers that began to fill his ears interrupted Kenma’s awe, directing his attention back to the crowd in front of him. Of course they were laughing at him, without a doubt. He was, afterall, the esteemed guest of Prince Tetsurou. Perhaps, they expected to attend to a most illustrious beauty and were instead met with the sight of him. Kenma therefore remained entirely unphased, perfectly accustomed to being treated like an outsider, almost feeling right at home by the treatment. He entertained it, stretching his arms up above his head and letting out an unashamed yawn.
“I hope the journey wasn’t too tiresome,” a soft yet commanding voice rang out, causing everyone in the vicinity to quiet and lower their heads. And when the crowd parted to let the most beautiful omega Kenma had ever seen pass through, he couldn't help but be rendered speechless.
“ The queen insisted on receiving you himself ,” Tetsurou’s letter had read, “You should be able to recognize him immediately by the long silver hair.”
The alpha's description of the southern queen hardly did him any justice. He’d failed to mention the other omega’s perfect features and graceful figure—not a word of his pleasant pheromones or charming smile. Kenma couldn’t help but gawk. “You must be Kozume-san,” he beamed. “It’s a pleasure.”
The blonde lowered his head, fanning out his skirt politely. “The pleasure is all mine, Your Majesty.”
He was answered by an amused laugh. “I do hope in time, we can grow to drop such unnecessary formalities.”
It confused Kenma to no avail why the royals of his Kingdom harbored such complexes about their formal titles—First the prince and now his very own queen. Awkwardly, he’d opened his mouth. “If that is the case, please call me Kenma.”
The royal omega’s smile grew wider. “Kenma,” he said, as if trying out the name of his new friend and reaching out to take the others' hands in his own. “It would please me to hear you use my given name as well.”
“Very well…Koushi-san.”
With a nod, the queen led him by the arm into the palace courtyard. “Come Kenma, we have much to do before your appearance today.”
While they walked, Kenma attempted to keep his wonder contained. As they passed through each new wing, the interior grew more grand with intricate golden carvings and accents at each corner. “Ah, you’ll have to forgive Tetsurou for not coming to greet you himself. It would appear the brothers are still on their hunt.”
“Yes, so he had informed me,” the blonde replied, thinking about the letter tucked away in his pocket. He glanced behind at the sound of footsteps, almost jumping when he noticed that the entire enterrouge from before was now trailing not far behind them. When he looked forward, Kenma could have sworn the other omega was staring at him quite intently.
Koushi’s gaze drifted to where Kenma’s had been. “You are probably wondering why one person would require so many attendants.”
Afraid he’d somehow offended the queen, the blonde opened his mouth to correct himself. However, the other omega continued on. “Truthfully, it was up to me, I’d prefer to take care of my own needs. It was one of the hardest things to get used to after my husband’s coronation. But I suppose it would be quite unusual for the queen of the Southern Kingdom to be without servants.”
“You appear to have adjusted quite well, Your Highness,” Kenma reassured him, “What I mean is, your presence is quite regal. No one could deny your queenhood, servants or not.”
Koushi smiled. “I appreciate your words, Kenma. It was a rather difficult time when I first arrived from the Northern Kingdom. Lot’s of…adjusting.”
The younger man chuckled. “Almost every young omega in the southern kingdom dreams of one day being in your position.”
“It’s an appealing life, of course. Unimaginable comforts, a handsome allowance, a servant for your every need. But a life I was utterly unprepared for.”
Kenma could only imagine. Leaving behind his quiet life in a Northern country village to become the queen of the Southern Kingdom overnight couldn’t have been an easy feat. This was confirmed by the stories Koushi told him of the many struggles he’d faced early on. How nervous he’d been the entire carriage ride to the south, so anxious that he didn’t sleep for nights. How scared and alone he’d felt in the days awaiting his trial since Daichi had been forbidden from seeing him during that time. How his mother-in-law had shunned him, terrified that the common omega could be the reason her son lost his kingship.
Worst of all, the weeks following the trial. Koutarou had agreed to take a bride for his and Daichi’s sake but until Keiji was found Koushi couldn’t help but feel lost. “I could barely eat, consumed by the notion that I’d be thrown out any second. If they’d all changed their mind or worse, if my lover had decided I wasn’t worth all the trouble,” the queen explained, “If it weren't for Tetsurou, I doubt I would have made it through.”
At the mention of the familiar name, Kenma perked up only to find that the queen was looking at him with the same curious expression as before. “Tetsurou-san?”
Koushi laughed fondly, “All the princes made me feel welcomed, but Tetsurou always went the extra mile.”
It was a perfectly believable statement, Kenma supposed. Knowing what he did about the alpha—his quiet loyalty, the way he helped without making it seem like a burden—it made sense. Still, hearing it from the queen’s lips gave the words a weight the omega hadn’t expected, and for a moment, Kenma felt the echo of a truth that ran deeper than boredom or royal duty: perhaps it was simply the alpha’s nature, his soul.
“He visited me often in the weeks before Keiji’s arrival,” Koushi explained, “I learned that Tetsurou hardly enjoyed remaining in the palace, yet he’d stayed for my sake since Daichi and I were forbidden from meeting unchaperoned and the other two brothers had already resumed their commander duties shortly after.”
Kenma listened as Koushi went into detail, recalling the gifts Tetsurou would bring—Books, wine, and fruits in pretty baskets—and the conversations they’d had. The omega had confided in the prince about his fears of being sent home and the alpha had reassured him every step of the way. He was always happy to accompany the couple whenever they desired, moving around his own plans to accommodate the pair.
“Over a month in, I’d expressed my anxiety regarding the time it was taking the royal council to find a bride for Koutarou. I’d felt it was all a test to see if Daichi would grow bored of me eventually,” the queen said, “Hearing this, Tetsurou immediately went to his father and asked to be put in charge of the operation, making arrangements with the Eastern Kingdom only days later.”
With every mention of the prince’s name, Kenma felt that Koushi would glance in his direction as if wanting to get the blonde’s reaction. It wasn’t subtle anymore—not to Kenma, at least. Every time Tetsurou’s name came up, every time the queen recalled another moment of kindness or courage, the omega’s eyes sought him out like clockwork. As if expecting a reaction. As if hoping for one. What was he looking for? Kenma wondered. Disapproval? Jealousy? Did he want Kenma to say something?
Before he could ask, they’d reached an area sectioned off by billowing curtains. Servants scurried out from behind them causing Kenma to turn his head when they rushed ahead to pull them open.
“Come,” the queen smiled, holding his hand out, “We have much to do before tonight.”
When they entered into a well furnished drawing room, a pleasant melody filled the air. Seated on a rather exquisite chaise were two omegas as beautiful as Koushi himself. One had dark curls and perfect posture, plucking a stringed instrument and the other, shorter in stature with unbound fiery locks embroidering on a scrap of linen. At the sight of Kenma, both stopped what they were doing and looked up excitedly.
“He's arrived!” the smaller omega chirped, startling Kenma as he leaped up from his seat and rushed toward the blonde. The other two omegas laughed at the display. “You’re even lovelier than I imagined Kenma-san,” he giggled, extending out his hand and shaking the blonde’s quite violently. “I’m Shoyo.”
Composing himself from the ball of excitement hurled his way, Kenma bowed his head. “It’s a pleasure, Sho-” But he barely got the words out before the young prince enveloped him in a warm embrace, his arms wrapping tight around the blonde.
“We’re going to have so much fun,” Shoyo declared with unwavering certainty, eyes sparkling. “I can already tell!”
Next it was the dark haired omega’s turn to greet him, laughing in such a way that exuded status. “I am sure there will be much time to get acquainted with our guest, Shoyo,” he said before introducing himself.
“Your Highness,” Kenma said, bowing again with polite formality.
The prince returned the bow with a lightness that made the exchange feel less like protocol and more like mutual respect. “It’s a pleasure, Kozume-san,” he said, voice gentle. “But please, just call me Keiji.”
Kenma nodded but couldn’t help but feel confused at the behaviour of the royal family. Weren’t royals meant to be snobbish? Untouchable? Yet here they were, laughing, hugging, speaking to him as if he were an equal. Not just tolerating his presence, but welcoming it. Encouraging such disorienting familiarity.
The idea that someone of his standing—a mere commoner with no title, no claim—was being invited to speak so casually, to forgo honorifics and a lifetime of ingrained etiquette, made his mind reel. The omega wasn’t sure if it was a trap, a test, or simply the way things were done here. Either way, it left him completely off balance.
But suddenly, it hit him that perhaps, this was perfectly normal for them. It made perfect sense in fact, that maybe, Tetsurou brought home so many omegas that the rest of the royal household had simply grown used to it. This polished, practiced hospitality was all just a routine. “Um pardon…” Kenma began, all eyes on him, “B-but are you this welcoming to all the omegas Tetsurou-san invites to the palace?”
The moment hung, suspended in silence, Kenma dreading that he’d said something wrong by the way each of the omegas turned to one another with wide eyes, as if silently confirming they’d all heard the same thing. Then, without warning, Shoyo keeled forward, his laughter filling the room. “Serves him right,” the young prince giggled, “acting the way he does and all.”
“Surprising or not, Kenma,” Keiji began, “You would be the only omega he’s ever sent our way. You’ll have to excuse us for all our excitement.”
Kenma froze… The only one?
An involuntary flutter of something warm stirred in his chest before he could stop it. It made him feel… special. Wanted, in a way he hadn’t expected. But almost immediately, the blonde pushed the feeling down—buried beneath a layer of caution built on years of knowing better. He couldn't let himself think that way. Not about the prince. Tetsurou-san bringing him here meant nothing, at least not in that sense. Likely out of duty, convenience, or maybe even pity.
Whatever it was, it wasn’t affection and Kenma knew better than to confuse kindness with something deeper. Still, the words clung to him like a secret, curling tightly in his chest, impossible to ignore.
Before Kenma could speak, Koushi cleared his throat gently. “Well then,” he said with a knowing smile, “Now that that’s out of the way, shall we begin our preparations?”
_
By sunset, the ballroom was already filled to the brim with esteemed foreign royals and nobles. While the real celebration had yet to commence, still waiting for the royal omegas to make their appearance, Tetsurou had begun his rounds early to save him some time. He socialized with faces old and new, making sure to mention to the eligible bachelors that he intended on finding a husband for a very special friend.
“I must say, I am quite excited to meet this guest of yours,” Koutarou said when his brother had returned to his side. “It’s not every day our baby brother brings home an omega,” he added with a low chuckle, nudging Hajime hard enough to jostle the drink in his hand.
The fourth prince rolled his eyes. “You clearly didn’t hear a word I said this morning. Let it be crystal clear that I invited Kenma here to find him a noble husband.”
Hajime huffed, setting his glass down. “Perhaps if you’d looked in a mirror, you might have saved that poor omega the day's journey,”
“Oh?” Tetsurou arched his brow, tone smooth but edged. “And what exactly are you implying, brother?”
The other alpha laughed. “It’s not outrageous, you know. Frankly, I don’t give a damn what you decide in the end but you are next in line after all. Your mother expects you to make a match eventually. ”
Of all his brothers, Hajime was the last one Tetsurou expected to hear such a speech from. In the past, they’d discussed it often following Keiji’s arrival—how they’d never let themselves be cornered by the burdens of marriage. Tetsurou had believed it then and he still did.
He couldn’t say the same for his brother, who, somewhere along the way, seemed to have softened and settled into quiet duties. Now he stood here, with the same tongue that used to curse the idea of nuptial unions, lecturing him about responsibility. About how it was time.
For the first time, something dull burned in Tetsurou’s chest. He wasn’t angry, not exactly. More…displaced. As if he’d dozed off in the middle of a story and woken up to find all the characters had grown up without him. Out of the four of them, he’d found that all his brothers were now accounted for—paired off, respectable, seemingly at peace. Tetsurou had always told himself he was the one who’d seen things clearly. Who’d refused to be caught in a life he didn’t choose.
But now? It just felt like everyone had moved forward and left him standing still. He didn’t want to change, not nearly ready to part with the lifestyle he’d saved for himself, the freedom. It didn’t matter who or what encouraged him to think otherwise. So he smiled instead, carefully the way he always did when the walls got too close.
“Speaking of being next in line,” he said, voice smooth and almost lazy, “I do hope I’ll be meeting my newest niece or nephew soon.”
A familiar, amused voice cut through the air behind them. “I doubt anytime soon. Well, so long as it's mine.”
The brothers turned as one, finding Tooru and Daichi just behind. The omega’s expression was bright with laughter, Daichi’s more reserved but clearly entertained. Koutarou and Tetsurou laughed at the timing while Hajime flushed deep red.
“Finished your rounds already?” the third prince asked, his flusteredness leaking into his tone.
Tooru’s smile softened as he slipped a hand into Hajime’s. “Not quite. I just couldn’t resist the chance to meet our foreign guests—and your brother was kind enough to offer a personal introduction. As for the rounds…” He pressed a brief kiss to Hajime’s lips. “I thought perhaps my husband would like to join me?”
They appeared well, Tetsurou thought, Tooru more beautiful than before if that was even possible. Perhaps it was the love in his eyes. His own brother too shone with content, the tense expression he usually wore softened almost into a smile. The prince watched quietly, the way Tooru’s laughter lit up the space around him, how Hajime—always so taut with unspoken strain—seemed to melt just a little beneath his mate’s touch. It was jarring, seeing his brother like this. Not as the sharp, commanding figure he’d always been, but softer, open and unburdened in a way Tetsurou hadn’t realized was even possible for someone like Hajime.
He hadn’t pictured it like this before—marriage. The whole quiet permanence of it. It had always seemed like a surrender, a slow kind of suffocation dressed in formality and expectation. But looking at them now, standing there in the ballroom like they were the only one’s, Tetsurou felt something shift.
The alpha’s conscience whispered to him, tentative and traitorous, that maybe with the right person, it could feel like something else entirely. His memories betrayed him with visions of Kenma, conveniently forgetting the hundreds of other trysts of his past. Whether he’d liked to admit it or not, Tetsurou greatly enjoyed the time they’d spent together. But this wasn’t love, the prince was no fool. Of course, he wouldn’t get down on one knee and make promises based on this single fleeting thought.
But if the night passed, and none of the noble suitors struck his fancy, if Kenma left without a suitable match…Tetsurou let out a breath, slow and silent. It wouldn’t be the end of the world. He thought for a moment that, perhaps, he could do it if it were Kenma.
Fan fare filled the room at that moment, indicating that it was now time for the royal omegas to finally make their appearance. The room quieted and looked up toward the marbled staircase from where they’d descend. The first to step out was Koushi, dressed in an exquisite blushed pink dress. Gracefully, he stepped down and took the arm of Daichi who waited at the bottom. When they joined, every head in the room bowed for the king and queen of the southern kingdom.
The next to appear was Keiji, the deep aquamarine of his gown embellished by the shimmering diamond accents of his jewelry. Koutarou kissed his hand before leading him to the floor, the image of a perfect couple clear in the way they moved. Shoyo appeared shortly after in a striking deep blue two-piece, beads in his hair. Their father, the old king, approached his only omega son reminiscing of the days when the boy had barely reached his waist.
And just as the room began to stir with renewed conversation, a hush fell like a velvet curtain across the grand hall. Heads turned, conversations died mid-sentence, and the air itself seemed to still with anticipation. A lone figure had begun his descent from the top of the staircase, each step a soft echo that demanded the world’s attention. Tetsurou’s breath caught, his heart stammering in his chest as his gaze locked onto the omega. He hadn’t seen him in some time and yet, there he was looking absolutely ravishing.
His golden hair had been woven into an intricate cascade of braids, adorned with blooming red roses and white calla lilies. Delicate chains of glimmering glass crystals draped like stardust through his hair, catching the golden chandeliers' light and casting a faint, ethereal halo around his head. And then there was the dress.
A masterwork of scarlet silk and delicate tulle, sculpted to his thin frame. The blouse had been embroidered with threads of gold that curled like vines, accentuating his subtle curves. The sleeves were sheer and off-the-shoulder, fluttering with each movement as if stirred by an unseen wind.
His skirt billowed as he walked—layer upon layer of red, ranging from deep wine to the soft blush of summer petals—each fold catching the light differently, creating a fluid, mesmerizing gradient with every step. Tetsurou was glad the royal seamstress had listened to his request that the omega be dressed in red, since the color suited him like a second skin.
Unhurried, the prince took his place at the bottom of the staircase, his gaze never once straying from Kenma. He extended a hand and the omega took it with delicate grace, his fingers soft against Tetsurou’s palm. In one fluid motion, the prince pulled him gently forward, guiding him onto the floor as though the world itself had narrowed to just the two of them..
There couldn’t have been a single pair of eyes that wasn’t locked on the pair, Tetsurou felt, and he welcomed it. The weight of their gazes, thick with hunger and envy, exactly what he had intended.
He didn’t need to look up to know how they watched them— watched Kenma . The alphas, with barely restrained desire flashing in their eyes, drank in every inch of red silk, every glittering jewel, every graceful line of the omega’s form. Similarly the other omegas, draped in their finest, barely hid the way jealousy twisted their expressions, tracking every flicker of movement, every shimmer of gold in his hair.
Tetsurou stood tall, his shoulders squared with pride, a quiet fire smoldering in his chest. Let them look, he thought. This was the plan. The moment he'd carefully constructed. Every detail of Kenma’s ensemble—from the sweep of fabric at his hips to the subtle gleam of the flowers in his hair—had been chosen to captivate, to steal breath and stir hearts. And it had worked. Beautifully.
“You clean up nice,” Tetsurou teased, his voice low as he gazed down at the flush rising on Kenma’s cheeks. He wasn’t sure if it was the makeup or their proximity—but either way, he liked the way it looked on him.
Kenma grinned. “It’s too much isn’t it? I pleaded with the attendants to keep things simple but I suppose they’d gotten carried away with how many times Shoyo insisted for more.”
“You’re perfect,” he said—more seriously than he’d meant to. A beat passed. “I mean, you look perfect, Kenma. I do hope you’re prepared for a full night of dancing, seeing as there isn’t a single man on the floor who isn’t looking at you.”
The omega groaned. “God, spare me,” he pulled at his skirt, “In these shoes I can barely walk let alone waltz.”
He laughed. “When you look like that I doubt it’ll matter whose toes you step on—I certainly wouldn’t mind.” When they reached the floor surrounded by the other royal couples and the ensemble began to play, Tetsurou bowed. “May I have the first dance, fair omega?”
Kenma smiled in such a way that chipped away at the alpha’s resolve. “Am I in any position to refuse?”
The alpha smirked back. “Only if you wished to embarrass me in front of our company.”
“Well in that case,” Kenma said with faux solemnity, pretending to step back. But before he could escape, Tetsurou’s hand found the small of his back, firm and possessive. In one smooth motion, he pulled the omega flush against his chest.
The prince watched as the blonde’s eyes widened, caught off guard by the sudden nearness. Tetsurou could feel the hitch in his breath, the way his fingers tightened ever so subtly around the prince’s arm. Close enough now to see the faint shimmer of powder along his cheekbones, close enough to feel the heat radiating off his skin, the alpha dipped his head and murmured low against his ear, “Not a chance.”
The music swelled, and for a moment, neither of them moved—caught in the gravity of closeness, of everything unsaid. Then, as if pulled by some invisible thread, Tetsurou shifted his hand to Kenma’s waist, guiding him gently into the first steps of the waltz.
They moved as if they’d done this a hundred times before, the alpha leading with effortless confidence, and the omega following with unexpected grace. Despite the difference in their heights, this first dance was far from awkward—instead fluid and natural like the push and pull of the Nekoma tides.
“Should I even be surprised that you’re a good dancer?” the prince nearly shook his head recalling the other’s many unforeseen talents.
“Seeing as I’d been forced to learn since I was a boy, I doubt it,” he replied, allowing the taller man to spin him. “Though Koushi-san told me the expectations would be low from his first appearance.”
Tetsurou chuckled at the fond memories of his brother-in-law’s first ball, entertained by the discovery that Northern villagers didn’t waltz all that much. “How did you enjoy being treated as a royal omega for the day?”
Kenma sighed. “Absolutely exhausting. Having all those maids pull at your hair and drape you in all sorts of layers—I couldn’t imagine having to endure this every day.”
“I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but get used to it,” the alpha said, gazing out to the crowd of noblemen eyeing his dance partner like a pack of wolves, “All wives with titles undergo some level of excessive primping, not just the royal ones.”
“I suppose you’re right,” the omega mumbled looking down toward his feet, “But I did enjoy spending time with the three of them.”
Tetsurou glanced down at him, interest piqued. “The queen is humbler than I expected,” Kenma continued, voice thoughtful. “Kind and generous too. Keiji-san and I surprisingly had much to talk about,” the omega added. “We mostly complained about our mothers, to be honest.”
The prince laughed again, low and genuine. “Now that I believe.”
Kenma smiled faintly. “And Shoyo’s energy is overwhelming at times, but it grows on you. He made me laugh when I felt like I couldn’t breathe under all the weight of this dress.”
Tetsurou’s gaze lingered on the blonde, his expression softer now, no trace of teasing left. “You’ll have many more chances to get to know them, I’m certain.”
The omega blinked up at him, something unspoken flickering behind his eyes. He looked like he might say something, but then the music swelled, climbing to its final, delicate notes.
The prince slowed their steps, guiding them through the last elegant turn before the waltz came to an end. Around them, the rest of the couples stilled, applause rising from the crowd like a gentle wave. Tetsurou released Kenma’s waist with reluctant grace, his fingers brushing the omega’s delicate hand one last time before he stepped back and bowed.
Kenma returned the gesture, reclaiming Tetsurou’s hand so he could lead him from the floor. “Any minute now,” the prince grinned, leaving the omega only a minute to prepare himself for the swarm that awaited.
It began the moment they’d stepped away, dozens of noblemen, alphas and betas alike, breaking from the crowd with an almost comedic sense of timing—some subtle and refined, others less so, all with the same purpose in mind. Eyes full of anticipation and desire, they clamored for Kenma’s hand like a band of fools.
The fourth prince was hardly amused by the faces in front of him, belonging to men he’d already deemed philanderers, scoundrels, peacocks and dandys, some all of the above. “Sorry gentlemen, but I’m afraid my guest has already filled his dance card,” he fibbed as he pulled Kenma away and back to safety. Safety meant returning to the floor just in time for the second dance to begin with the prince as his partner once again.
“Don’t fret,” he reassured the omega, “The night is young and we have many more eligible men yet to meet.”
Of course, Kenma didn’t mind at first but with each new round he’d begun to notice a pattern. For every suitor who came to introduce himself, the prince would promptly dismiss them before pointing out every flaw to the omega and leading him back onto the floor. Some were too old, others had low ranks or were apparently too poor. Tetsurou carried this on until he had danced with the omega nearly six times.
They'd talked about a multitude of things and the alpha found that he’d missed their conversations from his time in Nekoma. He'd longed for those days, short lived, when they picked grapes and discussed silly little stories from the countryside, the prince sometimes adding in little quips and lessons from his many tales. Losing to the omega at any card game no matter how foolproof he believed his strategy to be. Looking down at the man in his arms, he wondered if Kenma felt the same.
When their seventh dance had ended, there were no suitors who approached instead, Shoyo marched his way toward the pair. “Lovely evening, dear brother. I was hoping I could steal Kenma for a round.”
“And what for?” Tetsurou raised a skeptical brow.
His youngest brother yanked him aside before the alpha could protest. “How on earth do you expect to find him a suitor if you turn away anyone who comes close to Kenma? Unless you intend on keeping him all for yourself, then by all means carry on.”
Tetsurou opened his mouth, but no words came. He hadn’t meant to interfere—not consciously. At first, he’d stepped in out of habit, as host, only wishing to save Kenma from the attention of mediocre men who certainly didn’t deserve him. But somewhere between the second and third dance, it stopped being about protection .
Before he could begin to defend himself, there was an unknown voice that called out. “Prince Tetsurou, you are a very hard man to pin down.”
With the distraction, Shoyo grabbed Kenma by the hand and rushed away before Tetsurou could stop him. Instead, he turned to find the royal family of the newly acquired foreign territory standing behind, their king tall and proud. Daichi’s words rang out in his head, not to mess anything up with these guests in particular.
“Your highnesses,” he lowered his head perfectly polite, locking eyes with the blushing omega prince as he came up.
“You are the last brother we've yet to meet,” the king smiled, “And the one we had most wanted to, I admit.” He turned toward the belle behind him, “Allow me to introduce my son, quite the beauty isn't he?”
The prince was definitely easy on the eyes with chocolate skin and luscious hair adorned with gold jewels. His eyes were dark like obsidians and he smelled of sweet incense. Tetsurou took his hand, bringing it up to his lips and kissing it gently. “Certainly. A pleasure, fair omega.”
The beauty giggled. “I had been watching you, my lord, hoping that you'd come ask for a dance. But it seemed you were rather occupied. I'd begun to lose hope.”
“My sincerest apologies,” the alpha bowed, “Would you do me the honor of a second chance,” he said, voice smooth as he extended a palm and led the other royal toward the floor in time for the next dance.
His newest partner of the night was slightly taller than his first, lovely too, but in a different sense than Kenma. As they took their places and began to dance, Tetsurou’s gaze flicked past the chandeliers scanning the sea of noble faces. Kenma had been just there, near the musicians with Shoyo—where had he gone?
“You are quite the enigma, Tetsurou-san” his partner asked with a sweet, lilting voice, clearly meant to charm.
He looked down at him and smiled politely. “What makes you say that?”
“How is it possible that someone as tall, charming and handsome as you has yet to take a wife?”
When Tetsurou had failed to respond, distracted by his agenda, the omega laughed lightly and leaned in a touch, the souring of his pheromones giving away his true disappointment. “You seem distracted.”
“Do I?” he asked, though his eyes were already searching again—past the old queens, over the gilded gallery steps and across the far edges of the dance floor.
“Perhaps I bore you,” the other prince teased, feigning offense with an expertly measured pout.
“Hardly,” he said quickly, not out of truth but out of courtesy. “You’re perfectly engaging.”
His partner noticed the alpha’s eyes drifting again and tilted his head with sly amusement. “It would appear that your gaze betrays your words.”
Tetsurou offered a chuckle. “Forgive me. I simply do not wish to be blinded by your beauty.”
He smiled at that. “Quite the charmer aren’t you?”
The southerner said nothing, but his gaze had already left again, roaming until finally , he’d spotted Kenma by the royal portraits, speaking with Shoyo and a very very tall gentleman with his back turned. Tetsurou squinted in the direction, unsure at just who this mystery man was, perfectly certain that he knew every eligible suitor present by name, title and province. When the man shifted the prince’s eyes widened and the sight of silver hair and emerald eyes.
Lev Haiba. Tetsurou had mistakenly left the northern noble off his radar for a multitude of reasons. The first being that the other alpha was around Shoyo’s age—just a boy. The second being he hadn’t looked like that the last time the southerner had seen him. His jaw chiseled, his muscles toned and firm, and his stature towering over the fourth prince himself. Regardless of the way Lev kissed Kenma’s hand, Tetsurou assured himself of his judgement because after all, a boy no matter how manly he may appear, is still a boy.
As the music began to slow, Tetsurou remained the perfect gentleman—guiding the foreign omega through the final steps of the waltz with practiced ease, even as every fiber of him itched to return to Kenma’s side and pry him away from the young Lev. Trying his hardest not to rush, he returned the other prince to his family before departing with a polite excuse.
Unfortunately, the alpha couldn’t get very far before an annoyingly familiar voice pulled him back. “And just where is my dear cousin rushing off to in such a hurry?”
Only because he respected his oldest brother and didn’t wish to taint his reputation, Tetsurou turned to face Suguru who had been in conversation with Wakatoshi. He approached the two kings only after downing a nearby drink. “Gentlemen.”
“If I didn’t know any better, I’d say another southern wedding is well in line,” the easterner smirked, “About time Tetsurou. I was beginning to pity your poor mother, having a son so adamant on letting her down.”
His cousin had a way of getting under the skin, although years of dealing with the infuriating man left the alpha enough practice to ignore him. “I wished to find Kenma-san a husband, though none of the men who introduced themselves seemed worthy of my dear friend.”
Wakatoshi’s voice broke the tension next. “You need not worry, Tetsurou. I saw your guest in conversation with Lev earlier. He seems to have taken a liking to him.”
The southerner blinked. “Lev? He’s but a schoolboy.”
“Was,” corrected the Northern King calmly. “When my cousin passed, the title fell to his son. I granted him leave from his schooling to manage the estate, secure a marriage for his sister, and tend to his mother, among other things. The new Earl of Haiba may be young, yes—but he’s earnest, capable, and surprisingly shrewd. I’d say it’s a promising match.”
Sometime in the middle of the conversation, Tetsurou caught sight of Shoyo back on the floor locked in a high energy dance with another young omega. But Kenma was gone—and so was Lev. He scanned the room but there was no sign of either of them. He hadn’t been gone long—but long enough, it seemed, for something to shift. A prickle of unease crept up his spine.
Tetsurou hadn’t realized it before, but the thought of Kenma leaving for the Northern kingdom unsettled him more than he cared to admit. A southern match, he could tolerate, if it meant that the omega remained close. Near enough to visit. Near enough to see. The prince caught himself. Selfish , he thought bitterly.
Suguru’s grating voice filled the air again, shaking him from the thought. “What a shame he’s been stolen off before I’ve the chance to meet the creature,” the easterner drawled. “I was just thinking how nice it’d be to add a pretty new bird to my collection.”
Before he could process what he’d done, Tetsurou’s hand was at his cousin’s collar, slamming him back hard enough that the man’s glass slipped from his fingers and shattered on the floor. Gasps rippled through the nearby guests.
“As if I’d let human scum like you anywhere near him,” Tetsurou snarled, voice low and dangerous.
Suguru only smiled—smug, victorious. He’d struck a nerve, and he knew it. Wakatoshi stepped in then, steady and unshaken. His hand landed on Tetsurou’s shoulder with the weight of a command. “My word. Collect yourself.”
The alpha released him with a shove and stormed off, brushing past stunned onlookers as Daichi hurried toward the commotion, calling after him. He didn’t stop. Outside, the cool air struck him like a slap as he cut across the garden paths, half out of breath, half hoping he wouldn’t find what he feared. But alas, there it was.
From a distance, he saw them—Kenma and Lev. Alone beneath the old wisteria tree, the prince watched as the blonde said something, faint and unreadable, before giving a small nod. Then, without warning, the young alpha laughed, grinned wide, and scooped the omega up into his arms and spun him.
Tetsurou stopped cold, a hollow dread spreading through his chest slow and bitter. He didn’t move until the moment passed, until the spinning slowed and Kenma’s smile faded into something he couldn’t quite name. Then, carefully, the prince adjusted his robes and smoothed back his hair. With a deep breath, he turned, faked a smile and walked back to the party.
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Chapter 27: I don't think you'll ever understand: KuroKen
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Don't Be A Fool by Shawn Mendes.
Notes:
Hey guys, Kinda sad that we're wrapping up KuroKen soon :( I originally only intended for 2 more chapters to finish the story, but things were getting messy and I felt like I was squeezing too much into one chapter. If things feel a bit choppy, it's because I decided to split my original plot into two chapters so I could finish the story at my desired pace. Anyways, not much to say except I hope you enjoy and are as excited as I am for what's to come <3
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The prince remained only long enough to apologize for his ruffian behavior toward his cousin. He’d approached Suguru with more respect than the eastern king truly deserved before returning to his chambers for some much-needed rest. But as he lay there in his bed that had always felt too big for just one person, the prince couldn’t help but think back to the many things left unsaid.
Perhaps he should have apologized to his oldest brother, or at least provided some explanation for his uncharacteristic violence. Even the foreign prince might have deserved a sorry or two for the alpha’s distracted nature. But most of all, Tetsurou regretted dashing away without revisiting his very own guest. He hadn’t allowed himself the chance to find Kenma once more, scared that he might let his emotions get the better of him and dissuade the blonde from exploring his newfound connection with the young earl. If Wakatoshi’s assessment of Lev’s character was anything to go by, perhaps the only standing possibility of the fourth prince getting his way was to reveal a sliver of his own pathetic feelings.
Still, Tetsurou supposed he shouldn’t lose all hope. Given that the festivities would extend into the next day with a garden party hosted in Koushi’s very own, the prince had one whole afternoon to find some dirt or unfavorable fact about the northerner, and that was exactly what he intended on doing. He could only hope that when the time came, Kenma would listen with open ears.
At some uncertain point in the night, the alpha awoke to a rather mysterious sound just outside his door. Quick steps followed by the twinkle of jewelry could be heard clear as day, as if someone were prancing the hallways of the royal wing. Surely, he’d been asleep long enough for the ball goers to have tucked away for the night, Tetsurou thought, unsure if a guest had gotten lost or somehow slipped past the guards to his chambers. After all, it wouldn’t have been the first time.
When he opened the door to investigate, the prince was startled to find that he had somehow been transported to a forest of some kind, thick foliage blocking out even the tiniest slivers of moonlight. But he did not panic. In fact, everything felt strangely lucid. The darkness didn’t blind him. Tetsurou’s eyes pierced through the thickets effortlessly, his hearing sharpened until he could register even the subtle rustle of leaves, the hum of night insects, the whisper of the wind weaving between branches. Suddenly, he’d caught sight of a swish of red and gold darting in between the thick tree trunks as well as the same tinkle of jewelry from before. Truly telling were the fresh, grape-scented pheromones that hung in his space.
“Kenma!” he called out, chasing after what he knew to be the omega but the blonde didn’t stop or turn. He merely glided forward, ever faster. Tetsurou shouted again, the trees now whipping past as he chased the omega deeper into the woods, heart pounding with urgency.
Just then, a sharp, foreign noise cracked through the silence. A dull thunk struck the ground at his feet, and he skidded to a halt. A trembling arrow. Tetsurou spun around, his breath catching as he heard the thundering hooves of a horse bearing down. Someone was chasing him. Hunting him.
He began to run, no longer only following Kenma, but now fleeing something unknown. The forest grew tighter around him, oppressive and wild. Thorns tore at his sleeves, branches whipped at his face, but he didn’t stop until he burst through the trees and stumbled upon the edge of a vast, silver lake.
He dropped to his knees, trying to catch his breath. That’s when he saw it. The reflection in the water was not his own. Towering and monstrous, cloaked in jagged black fur, with claws that could shred armor and sharp fangs peeking out of a crooked snout. Though the features that peered back at him were frightening, the creature’s eyes were unmistakably human.
It mirrored him perfectly. Tilted its head when he did, blinked when he blinked as if they were somehow connected. A chilling realization hit that perhaps, this beast was him. The part he kept buried. All the imperfections and ill feelings he didn’t want anyone to see, especially not Kenma. Years of hidden insecurities, jealousy, lust, and fear condensed into a grotesque life form.
As if hypnotized, he leaned in, desperate to understand why he’d suddenly morphed into this monster. But before his reflection could yield any answers, something struck him hard between the shoulder blades. Pain flared, and the world tilted as he tumbled forward into the icy black, the lake swallowing him whole.
Tetsurou awoke with a violent gasp, lurching upright in his bed. The sheets clung to his skin, soaked with sweat. His heart thundered like a war drum, and for a moment, he could still feel the sting in his back and the chill of the lake clinging to his skin. He first looked down at his palms, counting all ten of his fingers to ensure that his altered physical appearance hadn’t carried out into real life.
The fire in the hearth burned on, turning the prince’s room into a furnace. Certain that falling back asleep was not an option in his current state, Tetsurou peeled back the covers and put on a robe before heading for the door. It relieved him to find that the familiar corridor outside his room had not been replaced by some mysterious dreamscape. Like a shadow, the alpha padded through the hallway, past the sleeping wings of the palace and out toward the courtyard. The cold met him instantly, a crisp breath of air that prickled against his skin and made the fabric of his robe flutter. He kept going down the gravel path that led to the royal gardens.
Lanterns had been lit and their gentle amber glow spilled over trimmed hedges and stone benches, casting long shadows. Some were strung delicately from tree branches, swaying with the breeze, others fixed atop wooden posts.
It was unmistakably late. And yet not a single insect buzzed near the lanterns. The summer chorus of chirps and hums had gone quiet and all that could be heard was the shifting of dirt beneath his feet. The air held a particular chill, the kind that foreshadowed shorter days and longer nights. The vibrant green of the trees soon to shift into a landscape of reds and yellows.
Autumn was approaching. And with it, the quiet reminder of things beginning to end. The alpha wondered if he’d ever see Kenma again if he and Lev truly were to wed. His travels hardly ever led him to the Northern Kingdom, what with the cold weather, sparse cities and days-long journey. Would the omega write? Not just to inform his old friend of each new pregnancy or milestone but simply because he wanted to keep the prince in his life. The mere thought of that warmed the southerner’s heart.
He paused by a low stone wall, one hand brushing against the overgrown ivy creeping along its surface. Such a stubborn, resilient plant, Tetsurou thought, the way it clung to the stone, green through every season. No matter how often the marbled vines were stripped away, they always returned, stronger, more entangled, as if resistance only made them flourish. Judging by their wild state now, he suspected the gardeners had given up trying to tame them.
It struck him then how much the ivy resembled the feelings he carried for the omega: persistent, quietly growing no matter how many times he tried to silence them. So long as even a trace remained, the alpha realized he would never be able to accept the scraps of affection Kenma might offer from afar. And though he tried to reason with himself, believing he could be content with letters, polite visits or even the occasional lingering glance, some part of him already knew that if the omega truly left, no amount of contact would be enough. Not for the part of Tetsurou that had begun to want more than he ever should have.
Eventually, he made it to the stone pavilion overlooking the manmade lake, the mirrored crescent moon dancing along the steady lull. Leaning against the railing, he stared at his face reflecting off the surface, unable to shake the image from his dream. He couldn’t see any of the handsome features others so often admired, no charm in the curve of his mouth, no nobility in the set of his jaw. All he saw was the hollow weight behind his eyes, the quiet, pathetic shape of a man too afraid to reach for what he wanted. Cowardice stared back at him, plain as day, wearing his face like a mockery.
“What are you looking for?”
Tetsurou jolted with a rather undignified yelp at the sudden voice behind him, spinning around with wide eyes and a hand clutching at his chest. But the moment his gaze landed on the familiar figure, his alarm dissolved into that all-too-familiar flutter of nerves that always seemed to show up when Kenma did. It was almost laughable, the way his heart picked up speed simply knowing they were alone. He swallowed it down with a crooked smile. “You shouldn’t sneak up on people like that.”
“Oh,” the blonde replied softly, after a brief pause, his face unreadable as always. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s… it’s okay,” the prince said, biting back a smile as he turned back toward the lake, half to compose himself, half hoping Kenma might come stand beside him. When the omega’s reflection appeared beside his own in the calm water, Tetsurou felt a strange, quiet thrill settle in his chest. “Couldn’t sleep?” he asked, keeping his tone light.
“There’s a man in the room adjacent who snores like a walrus,” Kenma replied. Despite the humor in his words, his voice held no trace of fatigue, as though he’d been awake for hours already.
“You’re always welcome in my bed,” Tetsurou said, casting a grin at the reflection rather than risk looking at him directly. “I can assure you, I’m quite the sound sleeper.”
“And yet here you are,” Kenma returned. He didn’t even blink at the suggestion, perfectly accustomed to the prince’s personality. “What’s your excuse?”
“Nightmare,” he said, feeling like a child, “I thought a walk might clear my head.”
“Do you want to talk about it?”
Tetsurou hesitated, biting the inside of his cheek. His first instinct was to laugh it off, but the dream was still too raw, too close to something real. And Kenma was looking at him like he might actually listen. “Thanks,” he said eventually, voice quieter. “But I think I’d rather pretend it never happened.”
For a long moment, Kenma said nothing. The silence stretched, not awkward but aware. When Tetsurou finally risked a glance, the omega was already looking at him with a neutral and yet knowing expression. “They aren’t real…dreams I mean, just figments of the imagination.”
The prince looked away with a soft, almost hollow laugh. In any other circumstance, he might have felt comforted by the blonde’s awkward attempt at consolation. But the dream, fleeting as it was, had felt more vivid, more real, than anything he’d lived through in the past several weeks. More real than the constant rehearsed smiles, than this quiet moment beside Kenma.
His dream had dragged everything to the surface—every buried want, every ugly fear, every unspoken plea for Kenma to stay. Tetsurou woke with the echo of it lodged in his chest, raw and unshakable. And the worst part was knowing that his deteriorating resolve might crumble any day, leaving him no choice but to come clean about how he’d been feeling.
But Kenma didn’t deserve the burden of these feelings Tetsurou himself barely understood. He only wished for the omega to see the best parts of him. He could be the composed prince, the steady friend, the one who never asked for more than he was given. Not this muddled, aching thing that wanted too much and didn’t know how to ask for any of it. “How did the rest of your evening fare?” he asked, skillfully shifting the topic of the conversation. “I apologize for disappearing toward the end, regretfully, I wasn’t quite feeling like myself.”
“It was pleasant,” Kenma said with a faint smile. “Shoyo ensured I was well entertained for the entire duration of the night.”
Tetsurou nodded, but his attention lingered on what went unsaid. He was certain they’d spent hours together and yet the omega had not a single mention of Lev. Normally, the prince wasn’t the type to pry, but tonight, the silence gnawed at him more than he cared to admit. He couldn’t stop wondering what, exactly, had prompted the northerner to gather Kenma in his arms and spin him so casually, as if they’d known each other far longer than a mere evening.
He kept his voice even, aiming for something casual and curious. “I came to find you after my brother so rudely stole you away. Though by then, I believe your attention was... otherwise engaged.”
There was a hint of something else in the alpha’s words, and he hated that he couldn’t quite keep it out. Jealousy didn’t suit him, and yet here he was, toeing the line between genuine interest and something more possessive, practically acting as if it were Kenma’s fault the northerner had approached him.
“Are you asking about Lev?” the omega, ever so perceptive, asked with amusement in his tone.
Lev. “Already on a first-name basis with his lordship?” He cringed the moment the words left his lips. What on earth was he doing, acting so brash?
The blonde’s eyes narrowed, not with anger, but with disappointment maybe. He said nothing at first, the silence worse than any scolding. It hovered between them, brittle and close, like he was deciding whether this was the moment he should walk away.
“Hey,” Tetsurou began again, “I’m sorry, Kenma. I didn’t mean anything by that, I just…” Centering himself with a deep breath, he turned to face the smaller man. “Did Shoyo introduce the two of you?”
“In a way, I suppose,” the omega replied evenly. “I bumped his drink by accident. He recognized your brother and decided my apology was enough to keep the conversation going.”
“The two of you appear to get along well,” Tetsurou said with a strained smile, doing his best to sound supportive. “Surprising, though, I didn’t think you cared much for those with such…loud personalities.”
“I didn’t either,” Kenma admitted. “But Lev’s easy to talk to. He struck me as genuine, more than anything. Someone who might actually listen to my needs.” He paused, gaze flicking toward the far wall. “Furthermore, we happened to share similar intentions for the evening, seeing as he’s looking for a wife.”
He wanted to roll his eyes. It felt almost too convenient, Tetsurou thought, that they’d found each other like that. And if someone as young as the Earl of Haiba was already seeking a wife, maybe he was every bit as mature as Wakatoshi had claimed. Tetsurou should have felt reassured, after all, this was why he’d invited Kenma to the palace in the first place. And yet, the hollow feeling in his chest said otherwise. “So,” he asked carefully, “Am I to take it the two of you have come to some sort of…agreement?”
Their eyes locked for a beat too long. In that silence, Tetsurou felt exposed, as though Kenma could hear every quiet hope and fear echoing through him. The omega’s gaze dropped. “He made an offer,” he said, voice soft. “And I told him I’d think about it.”
Tetsurou exhaled, tension unspooling just enough to bring him a flicker of relief. It wasn’t the answer he’d hoped for, but at least it wasn’t a yes. At least, overnight, his dear friend wouldn’t become Countess of the Haiba house and change his permanent residence to some northern countryside. There was a sudden chill that swept the air, one that rustled the trees into a gentle hum and disrupted the currents of the lake, distorting the pair's reflection.
The prince glanced at the omega, who shivered, watching as goosebumps littered his skin and tousled his white nightdress. Dressed as he was in just the thin slip, Tetsurou could clearly see his nipples stiffening from underneath. He felt something stir deep within him, an instinct coiling like a spring in the pit of his stomach and it caught him off guard how quickly the sight of such vulnerability had lit a slow-burning heat beneath his skin. He swallowed hard, his throat tight, wondering if perhaps his rut was nearing.
“Here,” he said, slipping out of his own robe and handing it to Kenma, “I can’t send you home sick now, can I?” Truthfully, the prince didn’t wish to let his instincts get the better of him and risk pouncing on the one beside him.
The omega hesitated for a moment, seeing as the alpha wasn’t wearing a shirt underneath the other garment, but accepted the robe and even secured the sash around. Tetsurou held back a laugh at how it engulfed his small form, the sleeves extending long past his fingers and the bottom dragging the floor like a train. “Thank you,” he nodded.
The prince chuckled, “How do you expect to brave those Northern winters?” He meant to lighten the mood, and perhaps it had worked with the way Kenma even smiled briefly.
“I’m sure I can manage the weather, it's just…” There was a distant look to his eyes that didn’t go unnoticed by the alpha when he trailed off into the silence.
“What’s the matter?” Tetsurou asked, praying that his ulterior motives might have been masked by the genuinity in the way he spoke. If there was even an ounce of hesitance in accepting Lev’s assumed proposal of marriage, whatever it may be, the prince wished to use it to his advantage in steering Kenma away from the other alpha.
Kenma’s reply came slow and thoughtful. “Ever since I presented, I had this grand plan. I’d leave the manor in the hands of an overseer, move to the capital and manage the business from afar, spending my days however I pleased.” He shook his head faintly, as if at his own naivety. “And now, to think I’d willingly subject myself to a life isolated in the Northern Kingdom.”
If there was anything the fourth prince could advocate for, it was spending days as one pleased. “There there,” he offered with a crooked grin, voice dipped in mischief, “I’m sure you can make your peace with the gamblers of the region.”
He expected a snort, maybe a sigh, but what Tetsurou got instead was laughter. Real laughter, soft and unguarded, bubbling up from Kenma’s chest as though it had escaped without permission. It was a most beautiful of sounds, he though, sweeter than any instruments and more pleasant than even the voice of the court cantor. He wished he had a way to preserve it, keep it in a jar somewhere and perhaps play it back when he felt down. What he would give to hear it again and again and again. When Kenma quieted, it suddenly dawned on the alpha that if he’d allowed this omega to walk out of his life, he may never get the chance to hear that laughter ever again. It terrified him to no avail.
“Kenma, I…” His voice caught, raw and real in a way it rarely was. He leaned closer, gaze locked on amber eyes. “If I asked you not to marry him… would you listen?”
The question shattered the fragile silence between them. Kenma’s eyes widened slightly, his mouth parting but no sound came. He looked stunned, frozen in place like a deer caught in the eyeline of a wolf. His lips twisted into an answer, and for a brief moment, Tetsurou thought he might actually say yes. “Y-You would…” he trailed off before shaking his head to the side, keeping his eyes locked to the floor, “If the reason was substantial, I suppose I might…”
Tetsurou didn’t wait for his answer. It was as if something had overtaken him, an instinct of some kind or maybe just the aching need to close the distance between them before it was too late. He raised a hand slowly, deliberately, brushing his knuckles along Kenma’s cheek before cupping it fully. The blonde tensed under his touch but didn’t pull away. Their eyes met again, and in this simple moment alone, it felt as if the two were communicating in ways not even the suave prince could put into words.
The alpha leaned in, not daring to move too quickly. His heartbeat thundered in his ears, each inch forward a test of the boundary between desire and restraint. Kenma’s palm rose to rest against his chest, fingers splayed lightly against the bare skin just beneath his pectoral. The touch wasn’t firm, not meant to push him away, but not quite inviting him closer either. It was a pause. A hesitation.
What am I doing? Tetsurou wondered, his mind suddenly clear and burning with the weight of the moment. What if this ruins everything?
But when Kenma’s eyes simply fluttered shut, and their mouths were only mere inches away from one other, relief filled his chest. His lower lip brushed against the omega’s as if to ask for permission, which was easily granted when the smaller man angled his face. But right as the prince stroked a thumb against his jaw, eager to dive in deeper and finally, push their lips together, there was a snap and a crunch that resounded from somewhere along the path.
Both of them flinched. Kenma’s hand jerked slightly, and the spell between them broke like a mirror dropped to the ground. Tetsurou, afraid that someone might see him compromising the reputation of this unmated omega, harnessed every inch of his self-resolve and pulled back. He didn’t pull away completely, his hand finding Kenma’s, fingers laced tight, as though letting go would make the moment vanish entirely. But a wave of clarity washed over him, and with a sigh, he gently released the blonde, their interaction dissolving into a mere memory.
“Wait here,” the prince whispered, “I’ll go investigate.”
As he carefully tread back down the path in the direction of the noise, a heavy dread began to settle in the pit of his stomach. Not out of fear for whatever might have been hiding in the bushes, but because he couldn’t escape the weight of his own recklessness. He should’ve known better, should’ve held back.
Their bond had been something rare. Effortless. A surprising friendship that had sprung naturally, one that didn’t need to be defined or understood. Something pure that satisfied the prince beyond measure—Kenma’s mere company was enough to bring enjoyment all the same. And yet, he’d let a single fleeting moment swallow him whole, chasing the warmth of the omega’s closeness without considering the consequences. A single misstep, and now the balance had shifted.
Worse was the fact that the omega had accepted him willingly. Sure, the pair hadn’t actually kissed but if it weren’t for that perfectly placed interruption, they certainly would have. That was a fact that tormented Tetsurou for many reasons. Because no matter how gentlemanly he may have looked or acted, the prince knew that he was far from one. One had to have been living under a rock to be oblivious to the tales of the fourth prince, tales that he could only wish were exaggerated.
He had long since earned the titles. The beautiful and infamous southern prince, a heartbreaker by reputation and practice. With his silver tongue and skillful hands, he moved through courts and bedchambers alike; Royals, nobles, courtesans, and commoners—none had been immune to his charm. When the pursuit of omegas ceased to entertain him, he had turned his attention to alphas as well, collecting conquests with immense ease. The one and only Prince Tetsurou, whose name was spoken across the continent, cloaked in fascination, disapproval, and desire. Surely, even Kenma had heard the stories.
He had thought himself noble in turning away the lesser suitors at the ball, those he deemed unworthy of Kenma’s time and trust. But in truth, he knew that the least worthy of them all was he. He, whose love was an illusion, whose promises were fleeting, and whose touch, though unforgettable, left no security in its wake.
He could never, in good conscience, offer himself as a husband. He’d never wish the fate on anyone, especially not Kenma. The omega deserved more than he could ever provide. What did he have to offer? Words, sweet and hollow? Passion, unmatched but temporary? He could give nights of warmth, of intensity, of whispered affection that might have felt like love, but never rooted in permanence. There was no meaning to his words. No peace. No foundation. And above all else, that was what Kenma needed. Stability . Something that Tetsurou would never know how to provide.
He didn’t get very far down the path before he’d discovered the source of the noise. There, with deep brown skin illuminated by the moonlight, stood the foreign prince from the ball—the very same omega with whom he’d shared a dance.
“My lord,” the omega said, his voice almost mistaken for a sigh. His deep eyes traveled down the expanse of the alpha’s bare chest, stopping at the waistband of his pants as if to undress the man with his gaze alone. “What a lovely coincidence that we should meet again like this.”
He tensed. “In this kingdom, it’s looked down on for young omegas to wander alone during the late hours,” Tetsurou replied, not because he truly cared, but because he wished to shut down the conversation as quickly as he could. “I would be happy to escort you back to the guest’s quarters.”
The foreign prince let out a quiet huff. “You hardly strike me as someone who concerns himself with rules, Tetsurou-san. And in any case…” He stepped closer, fingers brushing a line down the alpha’s lean arm. “I’m not alone. I’m with you.”
Tetsurou knew immediately that this omega was dangerous. Charismatic, perceptive, bold, as if he was looking into a mirror. Under different circumstances, the alpha might have been impressed. But the stakes tonight were too high. This was a foreign dignitary, an honored guest, and a single misstep could unravel the fragile diplomatic threads between their two kingdoms. Daichi might never forgive him in such a case.
He resolved to manage the situation with grace—deflect the prince’s advances, return him politely to the palace, and rejoin the one person who mattered most, waiting just down the path. But when the foreign prince spoke again, his words struck a chord deep within the alpha. “Does it not amuse you how similar the two of us are?”
“How so?” He replied, although he already knew exactly what the other meant.
The omega smiled beautifully, his hand coming up to caress the prince’s chest. “Our love for freedom. For pleasure, ” he purred before planting a light kiss onto Tetsurou’s lips. His heart didn’t beat like how it did when he was with Kenma only minutes earlier, doing more or less the same thing. His head remained clear, not a trace of the hundreds of voices that spoke over one another every time Kenma spoke to him.
It reminded him of the times before Kenma, when the thrills of moments like these were all he looked forward to, all that brought him life. He’d felt an odd comfort in the entirety of the situation. Mostly, because he finally felt like himself, not the irritable, jealous, and pathetic man he’d transformed into only recently. The man Kenma had turned him into. He knew it was wrong, knew that the only damn omega he’d ever truly cared for was waiting only a few paces away, and yet he didn’t pull away. Instead, the alpha grabbed the foreigner's hand, pulling him flush against his body and swiftly pushed their lips into a heated and passionate kiss.
He made no attempt to muffle the sounds they let slip, the quiet moans, the gasps between fevered kisses. If anything, he kissed the foreign prince harder, deeper, with a kind of violent desperation, because he knew Kenma was near enough to hear. And a part of him—ugly and self-sabotaging—wanted him to. As if he could cut clean through the fragile thread of happiness he’d started to feel when Kenma welcomed him back without question. As if to shatter the tenderness in those amber eyes before it took root in his chest and made him believe he might deserve it.
His hand slipped beneath the other prince’s nightgown, drawing a vocal, breathless groan that echoed in the still air. Anything to get Kenma to hate him, despise him, push him away, because Tetsurou couldn’t seem to walk away on his own, incapable of fighting the way his soul twisted and reached whenever the omega was near. He was determined to show the blonde exactly what kind of man he was. One who could do something so cruel, human scum in the skin of a prince.
They parted after only a few heated moments, and Tetsurou stumbled back down the path, his chest hollow and tight. But whatever reckless satisfaction he thought he might feel quickly dissolved the moment he saw Kenma still standing there, right where he’d left him.
Wrapped in the robe Tetsurou had given him, the omega’s face was unreadable at first. But as the seconds passed, disgust crept in slowly, unmistakably, twisting his delicate features into something cold. The sight of it hit Tetsurou like a blow to the gut. His stomach turned violently, as if he could feel the shame rising up his throat already. If this was what he’d decidedly wanted, then why did he feel as if he was about to vomit? “Kenma, I-”
“I’m tired, Your Highness.” The omega replied curtly before he could finish.
Tetsurou flinched. The title felt like a wall, firm and impassable. He watched as Kenma slipped the exquisite robe from his shoulders with care but held it in his hands as though it were something soiled, tainted by the man who had lent it to him. “I’ve had a long, exhausting day,” he said, his voice quiet but firm. “I would like to rest.”
And with that, he turned to go. Tetsurou didn’t follow, but not because he didn’t want to; in fact, every part of him screamed to reach out, to grab Kenma’s hand, to beg him not to walk away. But what right did he have now? He stood there, unmoving as a statue, watching the one person who had ever made him feel needed vanish into the darkness.
The prince waited until Kenma had disappeared completely from view, and only then did he turn back the way he came. But this time, every step felt heavier, a bitter echo of choices he could no longer undo. He was set on apologizing. Not for what had transpired between him and the foreign prince—No, that kiss had been hollow, a means to an end. The real regret gnawed deeper, quieter, and closer to his heart.
Tetsurou needed to apologize for what he had nearly allowed with Kenma. That moment. That impossible closeness, the unbearable temptation to close the space between them and reach for something soft, something real, something that had never belonged to him.
He should have known better. He did know better. Still, he’d let himself want, let himself hope, and in doing so, the alpha shattered something so rare: Their beautiful friendship, irreplaceable trust and whatever quiet affection had lived between them. Even if Kenma did find a way to pardon him, Tetsurou would never forgive himself for his selfishness.
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By the time the alpha arrived, it seemed as if the party had been in full swing for quite some time. Partygoers bustled about, sipping sparkling refreshments, playing croquet on the trimmed grass, admiring the queen’s lovely garden.
It was lovely indeed, the prince thought, hues of oranges, yellows, and red accenting each corner and complementing the glittering blue of each grand marble fountain. Every time he stepped foot in the ever-growing plot of land, it felt as if a new and transformed landscape appeared, different from the last time he’d seen it. Vibrant sunflowers stood tall where bushes of hyacinths grew only weeks prior, while coral-hued roses had replaced the white-pink peonies of the early summer. A truly impressive transformation, considering that Koushi tended to the garden almost entirely by himself.
Though now was not the time to sit and gawk at the flowers. Tetsurou was set on finding Kenma and apologizing for his unruly behavior from the night before. He peered around the garden, at each cluster of individuals standing around and each table, scanning for the blonde’s familiar face. He saw Koutarou and Hajime in conversation with another one of the Eastern commanders, Lord Sakusa. Also present were the twin princes of Inarizaki, Atusmu and Osamu.
While the princes had all attended boarding school together, Kiyoomi-san had only recently been awarded a lord’s title and therefore been accepted into their shared circles. Tetsurou felt it was a well-deserved title, considering all he’d done for the Eastern Kingdom, and one that Suguru had taken far too long to bestow upon the alpha. Surprising behavior on his cousin’s part, after all, it was said that despite being an alpha, the eastern commander had a face so beautiful it could bring down entire armies.
Wakatoshi and Tooru were shockingly promenading together close to the plot of asters, the old friends engaged in polite discussion. Tetsurou supposed enough time had passed for the Northern king to have been forgiven, though he didn’t miss the way his brother sent the occasional watchful glance from afar. Seeing as the northerner hadn’t yet taken a bride, there was speculation that perhaps after having been engaged to the westerner, no other omega could possibly compare.
Finally, Tetsurou locked eyes on Kenma seated at the royal table with Shoyo, Koushi and Keiji admiring the beautiful day and locked in conversation–though by the looks of it, the only one talking was his youngest brother. As he approached, the entire table suddenly glanced frantically in his direction. Before he could even begin to question the reasons for their sudden alarm, he watched as his nephew, now an unruly toddler, came bounding toward him as fast as his tiny legs could take him.
He didn’t get very far however, as the fourth prince plucked him from off the ground quite easily before hoisting him up onto his shoulders, high above the rest of the world. Ever since Kouji had begun walking on his own, it had become even harder to contain the young alpha. Tenshin picked up the skill not too long after his cousin, but was more cautious when it came to venturing off on his own. It amused Tetsurou to see the personalities of his brothers so clearly manifested in their sons, despite the obvious fact that both boys took after their mothers.
Kouji began thrashing atop his shoulders, pouting and kicking his legs, seemingly irritated that his attempt at escaping had been thwarted so easily. “Oh come on, it can’t be that terrible up there,” the alpha chuckled as he reached the table of omegas, lowering the child so he could carry him in his arms. One look from Keiji was all it took for his nephew to stop fussing and quietly suck on his thumb.
The easterner sighed. “Every time the two of you are together like this, I can’t help but notice how much he resembles you.”
He let out a hearty laugh, brushing a speck of dirt from the boy’s pants. They did share the same unruly jet black hair, though Kouji’s eyes were pure gold, unlike his own hazel ones. “You speak as if that’s a bad thing. He’d be a lucky little rascal to get even an ounce of his uncle’s dashing good looks.”
Shoyo rolled his eyes. “Let’s just hope he didn’t inherit a single part of that odious personality.”
Koushi stifled his laugh, but Tetsurou hardly paid any attention to the reactions. The only one he cared to see was Kenma’s, although the blonde kept his head turned elsewhere, glancing in a completely different direction. Whether it had been intentional or not, the alpha followed the line of his gaze to another peculiar sight.
His other nephew was teetering back toward the table, taking slow and careful steps with one hand out to steady himself. Tenshin’s other hand, however, was wrapped around the finger of a tall and lanky man trailing closely behind. Lev was cautiously following the boy, as if allowing himself to be led through the gardens by the young prince. With their nearly four-foot height difference, the earl had to fold himself almost in half to reach Tenshin’s level, his long legs clomping awkwardly to match the toddler’s slow pace. Tetsurou thought he might cringe at the many maidens who stopped to gawk and coo at the adorable sight.
The boy ran to his mother the moment he’d spotted the queen, allowing Lev the opportunity to straighten out, his back cracking as the joints slipped back into place. “You should be proud of yourself, Haiba-san,” Koushi smiled, “He doesn’t usually take to strangers so easily.”
Lev chuckled pleasantly, his voice still tinged with the livelihood of adolescence. “I’ve always been well tolerated by most children, I suppose.”
Wise words from someone who was still very much a child themselves, Tetsurou thought, but would never say aloud. The northerner glanced in his direction, lowering his head out of respect for the other alpha. “Good afternoon, Your Highness,” he spoke, perfectly polite.
He might have rolled his eyes. “Afternoon,” the southerner returned, not so gentlemanly. He seethed with jealousy, eyes narrowing when Lev rested a hand on Kenma’s delicate shoulder.
“When I passed by the honeysuckle bush earlier, I happened to see a most marvellous collection of hummingbirds. The ruby-throated one reminded me of you, Kenma.” The faint blush on his pale cheeks made the southerner want to vomit. “Might you allow me to show you?”
Before the blonde could reply, Tetsurou interrupted. He’d had enough of the twinkle in Lev’s earnest green eyes getting in the way of his time with the omega. “Kenma, there’s something I’d like to discuss with you in private.”
It was such a stern request that the jovial mood of the table had turned solemn. The silence was thick as everyone seemed to be listening for the response, though none as eager as Tetsurou himself. Kenma’s neutral expression was daunting as he stood from his seat, straightening out the beautiful pale pink of his gown. The prince watched in horror as he turned to Lev. “I would be delighted, my lord,” he said, calmly accepting the northerner’s outstretched hand. Then he merely glanced in Tetsurou’s direction. “Perhaps another time, Your Highness.”
Rejection. That’s what Kenma had offered him, exactly what he deserved after last night. Tetsurou watched the pair walk away hand in hand, and when he returned his gaze to the rest of the table, it didn’t surprise him that they were all looking at him with distinct expressions on their faces. Keiji had an eyebrow raised, his mouth pressed into a thin line of disapproval, while Koushi’s expression on the other hand read more as disappointment with a drop of sympathy. Regardless, both were poised as if asking the same silent question: What on Earth did you do?
But Shoyo’s face might have been the scariest of them all. The fact that he had been so silent all the while was a tell-tale sign that the omega was about to explode. Koushi and Keiji had been with the southern family long enough to know what was coming, and so they politely excused themselves from the table to avoid getting caught in the crossfire. Tetsurou, unfortunately, had found himself in the direct line of the youngest’s wrath, unable to scurry away before it hit. “Might I have a word, big brother? ”
Inevitably, Shoyo had asked what they’d all been wondering, and so as to not cause a scene, Tetsurou whisked him away from the crowded party to a more secluded spot in the gardens. The prince was thankful he did, by the way his brother shrieked when he revealed all that had transpired from the night before. “How dare you,” he gritted his teeth, “Parading around like some poised gentleman, acting as if you give a single damn about Kenma-san’s well being.”
Tetsurou scowled. He’d cared far too much about the omega’s well-being, in fact, to allow anyone of accusing him otherwise. “I care more than anyone.”
“Liar,” Shoyo said with narrowed eyes, “I never would have expected it, but you really are the worst of our brothers.”
Those words, truthful as they may have been, hurt like a stab to the heart. At his brother’s silence, the young omega continued to speak. “Surely, you knew how he felt about it, felt about you. Surely, you weren’t blind to the ways he looked at you. Did you even for a second consider Kenma’s happiness?”
“Of course I did! I just-” the alpha paused, his jaw clenched as he dropped his gaze to the gravel path beneath their feet. “He deserves better. Better than me.”
Shoyo blinked, caught off guard. “What?”
Tetsurou dragged a hand through his hair, the strands falling messily back into place. “Kenma… he’s been through so much already. He’s smart and hilarious, even when he doesn’t try, beautiful and capable. He deserves so much more than I could ever provide.” His voice cracked with something bitter. “I would’ve hurt him eventually. Not because I want to, but because that’s just what happens with me. I say the right things and do the wrong ones. So I left before I could.”
“You didn’t leave,” Shoyo said, deadly quiet. “You pushed him away. You showed him that he never mattered to you.”
Tetsurou winced. “I didn’t mean it like that. I thought if he knew just how terrible of a person I could be… if I made it clean-”
“Clean?” The omega raised his voice, “There’s nothing clean about what you did. Letting him think he was a fool for ever trusting you. Letting him believe he’d imagined every ounce of affection you’d shown him.”
“I was trying to protect him,” he said, barely audible. “He’ll be better off without me.”
“You’re not the one who gets to decide that!” Shoyo nearly shouted. “Did you even consider what he might want? You’d rather abandon Kenma than even try to become a worthy man.”
The thought had only briefly crossed Tetsurou’s mind while attempting to make sense of Kenma’s actions. Maybe, the omega might care for him, in a romantic sense even, to the point where no amount of distance between them could curb that desire to find each other. If he returned even a fraction of the feelings the alpha had for him, perhaps they’d be in a different situation. But he couldn’t shake the belief that the omega was acting out of mere gratitude. The prince expected nothing in return for his services, believing that it was in the best interest of a royal to help his people, but Kenma may have thought himself in debt. Perhaps, he’d allowed the alpha to touch him, kiss him even, because he didn’t think he was in any position to refuse.
At the lack of a response, the younger prince let out a sigh. “Go on, then. Do what you want. Throw away the best thing that might ever happen to you.”
“You wouldn’t understand, Shoyo,” the alpha returned in a whisper. But when he looked at his youngest brother, he didn’t see the irrational child they’d all coddled. He saw someone steady and unflinching. Someone who saw through him more clearly than he saw himself.
“Perhaps that’s for the best,” the young omega replied, voice clipped but calm, before turning away. He didn’t wait for a response, didn’t offer a glance back, just continued walking steadily toward the soft glow and distant murmur of the party, leaving Tetsurou in the quiet he’d made for himself.
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Chapter 28: Don't smile because it happened, cry because it's over
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Don't Smile by Sabrina Carpenter
Notes:
MANNN, the next chapter is the KuroKen finale and I cannot believe it. Yall are gonna hate me for how this chapter is, but I promise, I am gonna wrap everything up and it will be just fine :) Just wanted to say that this fic has been my everything for the last 3+ years of my life, and while I've grown up alongside it, I definetly feel that my prose and storytelling skills have evolved with it as well. That being said, sometimes I feel bad about the chapters I wrote earlier on for the pairings like DaiSuga and BokuAka. Those were some of my favorite pairings to read/write, but when I started, I guess I never realized how much this story would mean to me and I wish I could have come up with more compelling and complex plots. But I guess, even as the characters find out that everything happens for a reason, I find myself learning the same as I continue to write this. Anyways, thanks for making it this far with me and stay tuned for the last chapter of KuroKen soon!!
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Tetsurou had grown terribly bored by midday, tired of conversing with the same drab noblemen and noblewomen he’d known all his life. It didn’t help that he was shying away from wine and spirits for the duration of the event so as to not risk causing another scene. The prince tried to pay as little attention to Kenma and Lev as they made their rounds around the garden, an attempt to curb his jealousy, though an unsuccessful one at best.
This was because the pair commanded the eyes of every royal, noble, and servant in attendance. Perhaps if he wasn’t intentionally avoiding the omega, Tetsurou would have also gawked…and for good reason. It seemed that Kenma had earned quite the reputation after last night’s ball, the new and mysterious figure in the red dress, a merchant’s son whose beauty may have been on par with even the royal omegas. He had been made to look striking at the ball, and now, strolling alongside the earl, he looked positively radiant.
Those long blonde locks were curled and styled into an elegant ponytail, secured with small batches of delicate white florets. A light rouge had been brushed onto the highpoints of his cheeks, his neck adorned with a dainty diamond pendant. Clothed in a silky pink gown, one might have thought the omega had been plucked from the pages of a fairytale. However, all the credit couldn’t have been given to Kenma.
The earl himself was certainly something to look at. He stood at a towering height, limbs lean and slightly awkward, though Tetsurou knew he’d soon grow into that physique. His hair looked as if it had been spun from silver threads, a perfect cadence to Kenma’s gold, almost shimmering in the southern sun. Then there were those eyes, a vibrant green like the rarest of emeralds, a true testament to his northern lineage. The southerner felt that Lev would have made for a perfect prince.
Though discouraged from the conversation with Shoyo, Tetsurou didn’t forget his primary goal for the afternoon. He’d spent much of his time subtly attempting to dig up any sort of dirt on the young earl, though most attempts had turned unsuccessful. He didn’t know why he’d even bothered asking Koutarou following his positively useless response.
“Lev?” the older alpha had replied with a most puzzled expression. “Are you asking about that tall kid next to Kenma-san? Why would I know anything about him?” he laughed.
Tetsurou could already feel the headache forming. “That tall kid happens to be your blood relative, Koutarou.”
“You say that like it makes him my best friend,” the second prince chuckled. “I’ve met him maybe twice.”
“Fine,” he groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose, “And in those two times you spoke, did you ever come across any… unfavorable information?” He could barely get the statement out before his brother keeled over in laughter. Tetsurou rolled his eyes. “Can you be serious for once?”
Koutarou finally hiccuped and composed himself, though a smile was still plastered wide on his face. For someone who had witnessed such horrors on the battlefield, it was a miracle that he still possessed every bit of that playful personality. “Apologies, I just never expected that you of all people could feel threatened by someone as young as Shoyo.”
He flushed with embarrassment. “Threatened? Me? For your information, I simply do not wish for my dear friend to end up with some miscreant.”
“No need to put on airs for me, brother,” the other alpha hummed. “I too have a hard enough time keeping my jealousy in check.” He’d glanced over toward the fountains where Keiji was speaking with Osamu, and it was only at this moment that Tetsurou noticed the white-knuckled grip his brother had on his wine glass.
“I am not jealous…” the fourth prince corrected, narrowing his eyes. He didn’t bother pressing Koutarou any further, wishing he hadn’t pissed off his youngest brother, who may have been able to give him more relevant information.
He’d spotted Wakatoshi seated alone near the edge of the garden, a porcelain cup balanced neatly in one broad hand, his posture as still and composed as ever. Tetsurou wasn’t surprised to find him alone; the northern king was never one for mingling, but it did present a convenient opportunity. After all, if anyone might have insight into a certain silver-haired thorn in his side, it would be a relative.
“Are you enjoying yourself?” he asked, lips tugged into a lazy grin as he came to a stop. Wakatoshi looked up, expression neutral but not unwelcoming. “May I?” Tetsurou gestured to the empty chair beside him.
“Please,” Wakatoshi said, inclining his head as Tetsurou slid into the seat with practiced ease. In truth, the northern king had become easier to talk to over the past few months, still serious, still intimidating, but tempered now by a quiet sort of warmth.
“Us bachelors must stick together,” the prince quipped, nodding toward the garden path where couples strolled beneath archways woven with jasmine and green ivy.
The other alpha let out a soft chuckle. “It would seem we are an ever-dwindling population.”
Tetsurou raised a brow, smirking. “Interestingly enough, I heard through the grapevine that you were on the prowl for a wife of your own.”
“My advisors have been persuasive,” Wakatoshi said dryly, bringing his cup to his lips. “The kingdom remains without an heir and that reality makes my council…restless.”
“Ah, well,” Tetsurou drawled, reclining slightly. “I imagine there’s no shortage of omegas lining up for the great King of the North.”
“I’m not seeking an omega,” the other man replied calmly, “I’m seeking a wife. Someone I can call an equal.”
The statement made Tetsurou pause. He tilted his head, studying the other man with a flicker of something like surprise. It hadn’t been so long ago that Wakatoshi had spoken about omegas with outdated expectations, viewed them as fragile things meant to follow quietly behind their alpha counterparts. Accessories, soft, easily swayed, incapable of real strength. It had grated on him then, how firm the king had been in those beliefs, and yet now, here he was, speaking of wanting an equal. Not a homemaker, not a role to fill, but a partner. It was unexpected and, quite frankly, refreshing to see a man so deeply rooted in old, reductive ideologies begin to shift. Tetsurou didn’t say as much, but the respect was there, buried quietly beneath his grin.
“You’ve changed,” he said softly. Then, with a sly grin, added, “So earlier, were you trying to steal Tooru away from my brother?”
Wakatoshi chuckled, a rare, genuine sound that lacked any trace of offense. “I’m not worthy of being regarded as his equal. No offense to Hajime, but I don’t believe anyone could truly reach Tooru’s potential.”
Tetsurou laughed. “I’m sure the two of you are in full agreement on that. While we’re on the subject,” he said swiftly, head turned toward Kenma and Lev, “The two of them make a fine couple.”
At the subtle nod from the other man, the southerner continued. “I do hope Lev is as promising a gentleman as he claims to be.” The words dripped with false sweetness, a provocation wrapped in courtesy.
Wakatoshi took the bait as expected, though his answer hadn’t given away much of what the prince wanted. “He’s spirited. Direct.” he paused, as if weighing his words. “Impulsive, at times, though never without cause.”
“Hmm,” Tetsurou hummed, as if confirming something. “I suppose Kenma has always been drawn to that kind of energy. I wonder if I should be cautious.”
“Cautious?”
My dear friend doesn’t always guard his heart as he should,” the alpha mused, a half-truth slipping into his tone. “He grows attached far too easily…in ways that leave me weary of the company he keeps. And it appears that Lev…” he trailed off, eyes narrowed ever so slightly. “Well, not everyone is what they seem.”
Wakatoshi studied him in silence, then took a slow sip from his cup. “What exactly are you asking me, Tetsurou ?”
The sound of his name landed with weight and the prince felt his stomach churn with the feeling of being caught. The northern king was ever perceptive, a formidable opponent indeed. “Apologies, I was merely trying to assess the man that could very well be courting my friend. That’s all.”
“Lev is young and reckless, I can tell you that much,” Wakatoshi continued, “But not cruel. He has more conviction than most men twice his age, loyal and quite stubborn in ways that matter. He’s not perfect, but he does not pretend to be, learns, even when no one expects him to. And despite how he comes off, he’s a hardworking and promising young lord.”
The prince bit down on his tongue until iron flooded his mouth. He didn’t think he could handle yet another word of praise for the northern noble, certain that his ears would begin to bleed. He’d excused himself politely, leaving the other man to enjoy the remainder of his tea in solitude. And though Wakatoshi hadn’t intended to critique him, each of the king’s words felt like a direct blow.
There was one particular statement that Tetsurou hadn’t expected would plague him as much as it did. Lev was not perfect, but he never pretended to be. It had felt like a mockery of the alpha’s entire being, the very skill he’d spent years developing. To appear princely and poised, masking away the promiscuity, the lack of duty, each and every one of his flaws that rotted beneath the surface of that handsome exterior. Lev could have been his opposite, possessing those wonderful traits that he so very lacked, the exact kind of person he wished Kenma might find. Surprisingly, Tetsurou might have believed that even he was in support of the union.
There was a sudden commotion that came from somewhere near the small grove of maple trees, guests flocking to get a glimpse of the growing fervor. The fourth prince approached, peering easily over the crowd, his eyes widening at the sight. There, bathed in the golden dapple of sunset through the leaves, was Kenma, effortlessly perched atop Lev’s broad shoulders, his slender fingers stretching toward the trembling branches above. The omega’s usually impassive face was alight with rare focus, his lips slightly parted in concentration as he carefully maneuvered to pluck a small, spotted cat from its precarious perch. The creature’s wide eyes gleamed in the fading light, its fur fluffed in fright.
A hush fell over the onlookers as the omega secured the kitten against his chest, its tiny claws pricking into the fine fabric of his sleeves. "Ah, you’ve rescued him!" Lev’s voice, bright and unguarded, shattered the silence. He lowered Kenma back to the ground with surprising gentleness, his hands lingering just a moment too long at the omega’s waist.
The crowd erupted into applause. Nobles who normally would have scoffed at such undignified behavior now cooed and clapped, charmed by the pair’s spontaneous heroics. A few ladies even dabbed at their eyes with lace handkerchiefs, as if witnessing some scene from a fairy tale.
Kenma, usually so averse to attention, didn’t shrink away. Instead, he cradled the kitten close, its tiny body vibrating with purrs against his chest. "The poor thing must have felt so helpless stuck up there," Lev murmured, his voice softening as he brushed a leaf from Kenma’s golden hair, an intimate gesture that sent a fresh wave of whispers through the crowd.
One that didn’t go unnoticed by Tetsurou. He stood frozen, his hands trembling like the cat had moments before, fingers curling into empty fists. Because in that moment, he saw it all…The way Kenma leaned into Lev’s touch, the way his scent carried that rare, honeyed warmth Tetsurou had only ever caught in fleeting moments. The way those eyes gleamed up at the northern lord with recognition, the same look he’d given Tetsurou last night in the moonlit gardens, when their lips had hovered a breath apart.
It struck him that perhaps he'd pushed Kenma too far. Maybe, his salacious display from the night before had truly disgusted the omega to the point that he’d moved on completely. Everything had played out just as the alpha intended, like it always did when it came to Tetsurou’s quiet scheming. And yet, he’d felt only empty jealousy at the way the blonde gazed at Lev, silently wishing it could have been him instead.
Furthermore, Tetsurou felt ashamed that he’d been foolishly searching for a stain on the reputation of a man so virtuous, he’d forgo years of ingrained noble manners to ease the discomfort of a mere critter stuck in a tree. A brief gesture to the many servants bustling about would have gotten the feline out of harm's way just the same, and yet Lev had wanted to do it himself. Tetsurou was questioning the morals of such a man.
This was the very reason he’d brought Kenma to the palace, to find a suitor free of flaws that he could deem worthy of his dear friend. And Lev might have been the most worthy of them all. He watched them silently as the crowd still hovered, some coming up to pet the cat, now passed off the northerner. The prince let out a quiet chuckle. There was no room for him up there beside the omega, and so with understanding, he strolled leisurely back to where he’d been.
But not before a familiar face caught his eye. Admiring the red hues of a potted hibiscus bush stood the foreign prince, hair let down in dark curls and skin gleaming with gold jewelry. Seeing that his duty to find Kenma a suitable husband was now complete, Tetsurou supposed it was about time he returned to his familiarity and quit the act. After all, it was getting exhausting .
“This is incredible, my Lord!” the omega exclaimed when the fourth prince approached, “I’ve never seen this color on the mainlan-”
The alpha hadn’t allowed him to finish the sentence before he grabbed his arm and tugged the other prince swiftly away from the gardens. Kenma and Lev were still commanding attention, which served as an ample distraction for Tetsurou to lead the two of them to a secluded spot between two stone sheds. His lips were already on the omega’s neck before he’d even had the chance to scope out any potential trespassers.
“You changed your mind?” he moaned when the alpha gathered both his hands and pressed them up against the wall.
“Please,” Tetsurou breathed out, flipping the other around and pulling his hips back, “I’d been wanting to do this from the moment your father practically threw you into my arms.” He fumbled with his own pants before yanking the foreigner’s skirt so that it was down to his ankles. Then, he rubbed three fingers along those slicked folds, loosening him only briefly before he took his cock in the other hand and coated it in preparation.
However, there seemed to be an issue. Tetsurou looked down in horror at the limp shaft in his hand. He felt his ears burn in embarrassment. No, no, no. Not again, he thought to himself, palming his goods a few times in an attempt to stimulate even the slightest arousal. But even after minutes, his manhood remained soft and utterly useless in his hands.
Naturally, his partner grew concerned as the seconds stretched longer, the air between them thickening with unspoken dread. The omega turned back, his breath uneven, pupils still dark with want, but now edged with confusion. “Is something the matter?”
His thighs trembled slightly where they parted, back arching further in a silent, desperate invitation. But even that had no effect on the prince. Tetsurou’s throat locked. His tongue felt like sandpaper, mouth barren of any excuse worthy of the humiliation. He swallowed hard, fingers tightening in the fabric of his own robes as if they could shield him from the truth.
“Apologies, but I-” His voice cracked and his eyes looked everywhere but forward, unable to meet the omega’s gaze. “I can’t seem to get it up.”
For a heartbeat, there was only silence. The rustle of leaves beyond the shed. The distant murmur of the garden party, oblivious. But then a sharp crack split the air. Tetsurou didn’t feel the pain at first. Only the sound, ringing in his ears like a struck bell. Then the heat bloomed across his cheek, the omega’s palm stinging where it had landed. The slap hadn’t been hard enough to truly hurt, but the shame of it seared deeper than any physical blow.
“If you didn’t fancy me, Tetsurou-san, you should have made that known.” The prince’s voice wavered, raw in embarrassment. His hands shook as he yanked his skirts back into place, fingers fumbling over the embroidered hem. A glint of moisture lined his long lashes, but he blinked it away before it could fall.
Still, Tetsurou couldn’t move or speak. By the time his lungs unlocked, the foreigner had already vanished into the labyrinth of hedges, leaving behind only the ghost of his scent and the echo of his footsteps.
The alpha pressed a hand up against his cheek, still warm to the touch. He felt he’d deserved it in some ways, more even, a fitting punishment for all the havoc he’d wreaked in a mere two days. Pathetic. He stood frozen between the stone sheds, the omega’s hurried footsteps long faded, the weight of his disgust lingering like a stain. Tetsurou rested his head in his palms, the words pounding in his head. Not again.
It was never supposed to be like this, not for the fourth prince Tetsurou, the one who could charm any omega with a smirk and a well-timed compliment. He’d never struggled before, never faltered, never stumbled. But that was before Kenma .
A dry, humorless laugh scraped past his lips. This must have been some sort of divine punishment. There was no other explanation besides the possibility that Kenma had broken something inside him without even trying. Or rather, ruined .
The truth was that Tetsurou hadn’t wished for this. Not with the foreign prince, not with any of the others who had come before him. His body had known before his mind dared to admit. It was present in the way his blood refused to heat, in the way his hands had moved mechanically, as if following a script he no longer believed in. Deep down, he’d felt it the entire time.
From the moment he’d pressed the foreign omega against the wall, something in him had recoiled. The scent was wrong, overpowering. The taste was unappealing, and the way Tetsurou’s name sounded off the other’s tongue did not please him . But he’d ignored it, pushed forward anyway because what else could he do besides admit that the only person who made his pulse race anymore was the one omega he swore he could never have.
This is your fault, he wanted to say to the blonde, You did this to me. But that wasn’t fair, and the alpha knew it. The realization settled like a stone in his gut that while every inch of Tetsurou’s mind and body may have belonged to Kenma, the same could not be said for the omega. With resignation, the prince leaned back against the cool stone, accepting that his life would never quite be the same.
Tetsurou wandered the palace grounds until the sun dipped below the horizon and most of the guests had retreated to their chambers, seeking an early rest before their journeys home. The festivities had come to an end, and with them, the carefree days of his past. Drawn by habit, the prince found himself walking toward the one place he had always gone when he wished to be alone with his thoughts.
It had been months since he last sought out his old refuge, his free time swallowed by endless travel across the southern kingdom. Now, his footsteps echoed through the stone corridors in one of the oldest wings of the palace, where moonlight spilled across the darkened hallways, casting an eerie sort of peacefulness over the dust-laden air. But it wasn’t these forgotten galleries that called to him.
At the base of a spiraling stair tower, he paused before ascending, his boots scraping against worn steps until he emerged into the abandoned solarium at the top. His great-grandfather had been a patron of the sciences, drawn especially to the stars. This room had been his greatest pride. A century ago, hundreds of scholars had labored here, charting the heavens, their work immortalized in banners of aged parchment strewn about the room. But when the western kingdom unveiled gleaming glass instruments, telescopes, that rendered human calculations obsolete, the solarium had been left to silence.
Now, only the stars remained. Glass panes formed the ceiling, offering an unfettered view of the night sky, while the tower’s isolation and strategic placement spared it from the glare of the capital’s lights. Tetsurou had stolen away to this sanctuary countless times in his youth, whenever he needed to think. And he had certainly done plenty of that.
The alpha tilted his head back, the vault of the night stretched above him like an unread decree. The scholars called these stars fixed, eternal witnesses to the rise and fall of kings since the beginning of time. They had watched his ancestors pillage and surrender, had seen crowns forged and kingdoms shattered. Some claimed these celestial sentinels could divine a man’s fate from the moment of his birth, that destiny itself was written in their careful alignment.
Tetsurou’s bitter laugh ghosted in the cold air. If the stars were indeed scribes of fate, then what cruel joke had they penned for him? He remembered the last time he’d wanted to curse the sky. He’d been just a boy then, cleverer and more capable than all his brothers, yet born fourth in line, never meant to wear his father’s crown. A funny thought, considering that he had long stopped trying to understand why the stars had burdened him with such wasted potential.
But now the frustration resurrected with a new purpose. Because the stars, in all their cruelty, had placed Kenma in his life. Allowed their fates to intertwine through those beautiful days in Nekoma, as if punishing the prince for the decisions of his past. Then, as if in mockery, a streak of light tore across the black. A wandering beam cut through the silence like a blade, a wishing star, granting brief mercy for a man on the edge of losing his sanity.
Clarity was what he wished for, the only thing he truly needed at this moment. And as he stood there in silence, eyes shut, hoping for some revelation to pop into his head, footsteps began to sound from the stairwell beneath him. He turned in confusion, watching as the orange hue of a torch light grew brighter and brighter until Daichi joined him.
“A pleasant surprise, Tetsu,” he smiled. “I hope I’m not interrupting anything.”
Tetsurou wore a surprised expression. “N-no, not at all. I just didn’t think anybody knew about this place except for me.”
Daichi chuckled, “I’d honestly forgotten the existence of this wing, but the groundskeepers asked if I wanted it demolished shortly after I’d been crowned.” Seeing the look of distress on his younger brother’s face, he laughed again. “Worry not, I requested it not be disturbed save for the occasional cleaning. It was clear that someone was still visiting.”
The fourth prince supposed there had been surprisingly fewer cobwebs since the last time he’d been up here. Daichi stepped forward. “So this is where you’ve been stashing yourself all these years. And here I thought we were all too scared to come up here after what Koutarou said.”
The memory brought a smile to his face. When they were children, the four queens had spun all sorts of terrifying tales to keep them away from this place; Stories of ghosts and ghouls hiding in the shadows, waiting to gobble up young princes who stayed out past their bedtimes and ignored their mothers’ warnings.
Of course, Daichi, always the obedient one, never dared venture near. Koutarou, on the other hand, had ignored the warnings in favor of adventure. One night, long after the rest of them had gone to bed, the second prince snuck out to see if the stories were true, only to come sprinting back in terror, waking half the palace to declare he’d seen and heard a ghost.
Tetsurou remembered it vividly: the shrieking, the chaos, the endless scolding their brother received. None of them had dared approach that wing following the incident, Koutarou swearing that whatever lurked in the old corridors could speak. He claimed that it had called out to him, repeating the question: Who ?
Though Daichi and Hajime grew pale in the face, Tetsurou hadn’t entirely believed him. The next night, he went to find out for himself, creeping down those dust-laden floors, weary of the shadows that stretched like fingers between the columns. He wandered deeper, holding his breath at every creak of the wood. Then, from the rafters above, a voice rang out—low, echoing, almost human. Who?
His heart had nearly stopped, but before he could sprint away just as Koutarou had, there came a flutter of wings. Perched atop an old wooden beam, its white face and large black eyes peeking down at the prince, was a barn owl.
He’d laughed as he pictured Koutarou’s hysteria over a mere bird. The so-called “ghost” had been nothing more than a nesting owl, likely as startled by them as they were by it. It was during that same night, while chasing the bird’s soft rustling deeper into the forgotten halls, that he discovered the solarium.
“I’m surprised I’ve managed to monopolize this place for as long as I have,” Tetsurou said, running a finger along a carving he’d once etched into the wooden frame between the windows.
Daichi let out a soft sigh. “I find it’s the best place to come when I feel…mentally conflicted. Which, unfortunately, seems to be happening more and more since I’ve fully stepped into the whole king role.” He offered a wry smile. “But you’re rarely ever home these days. I suppose that’s why we haven’t crossed paths until now.”
A curious statement, Tetsurou thought, as he wondered what sort of mental conflict his brother was harboring for him to be here in the present. He tensed at the first possibility that crossed his mind. Surely, it couldn’t have been related to the foreign royals, specifically the prince he’d offended earlier in the day. He’d hoped the omega had enough sense not to out their brief affair, especially when his mishap had the potential of destroying whatever agreements were established between the two kingdoms.
But, he reassured himself, if that was truly the case, Daichi would have been furious from the moment he’d walked through the door. His brother’s current state might have suggested he was more…disappointed. Perhaps Koushi had finally gotten around to telling his mate that they were expecting their second, now that they’d had some time to breathe.
“Congratulations,” he smiled, and from the way his brother stared at him, wide-eyed, Tetsurou knew he’d guessed right. “For the record, he’s been meaning to tell you for some time.”
“I know that,” Daichi replied quickly. “Koushi’s always been more considerate of me than he needs to be. I’m just... upset that I’ve been so buried in work I didn’t realize he was carrying it alone.”
“Don’t beat yourself up, brother,” Tetsurou said gently. “He knows how much you love him—a bit too much sometimes.”
That earned him a smile. “How is it that you always say the right things, Tetsu?”
What a lie, the prince thought. He only ever got it right when it didn’t matter. These days, it was mistake after mistake. “Far from it.”
There was a careful look in Daichi’s eyes, curious, but restrained. “You haven’t quite been yourself lately,” he said, voice low. “Ever since you returned from Nekoma, it’s like you’ve become a different person.”
Tetsurou wasn’t surprised. His brother had always been perceptive, especially when it came to things he never said aloud. “Do you ever wish you’d been born someone else?” he asked before he could stop himself.
Daichi was quiet for a long while. Long enough that Tetsurou almost took the question back. But then the answer came, soft and certain. “All the time.” Now it was Tetsurou’s turn to fall silent.
“There were always those moments when I’d wished I wasn’t born first,” he said with a resigned expression. “I’d wanted to curse that birth order when we were boys and the three of you had all the freedom in the world. And once again, when I laid eyes on Koushi for the first time. But I…” he swallowed thickly, as if the next words felt painful coming from his mouth, “Most of all, I’d resented being born first when I saw what that had done to you.”
Tetsurou flinched. They’d never talked about it before, so why now, after all these years? This silent understanding between the two of them had always just lingered as unspoken truths, and now, Daichi was here taking full accountability.
“Do you know how many times I wished I was smarter, or stronger, or even more capable just so that you never felt like you had to make all those sacrifices?”
The prince’s stomach twisted into knots. He thought he’d been clever, hiding years of calculated decisions under the guise of a carefree prince. Born brilliant, and yet born fourth. They’d all seen the ways it took Daichi weeks to master topics Tetsurou could conquer in days. Compared the effortless charisma of the fourth prince to the heir who almost came close. And then, there was that pretty governess who planted seeds of fear into his adolescent conscience.
She’d warned him with the parable of Icarus, that a fourth prince had no real obligation striving to be so remarkable. “You wouldn’t want your brother to despise you now, would you?” And while Tetsurou had long noticed that lustful look in her eyes and the way her touches always lingered a moment too long on his shoulder, she had a point. It worried him that all the persistent comparison of the two might have caused a rift in their brotherly bond. And so he’d gone to her bedroom that night and opened a Pandora's box worth of bad habits.
By the time he’d slowed down, years had passed and the prince had long added to the reputation he still walked around with today. The comparison of the two stopped altogether when they’d returned from boarding school, for who would accept a promiscuous, directionless, lost-cause as a king? Though he never blamed Daichi, not for any of it. And he wasn’t the kind of man to stand there and let his brother feel guilty for something he’d done to himself. “You speak as if I didn’t spend every second of my adolescent years enjoying myself,” Tetsurou smiled, wide enough to lighten the air. “Besides, you turned out better than I ever could.”
Daichi huffed a soft laugh, shaking his head. “You turned out just fine, Tetsu.”
“I know that,” he smirked. “Just wish I had done things differently. Maybe if I could change the past, I’d feel more deserving of a happy ending.”
The king looked out at the night sky. “The past cannot be remade without destroying what stands before us," he declared. "Every relationship forged, every lesson learned exists because of the road we've traveled. To change that would mean erasing the current reality.”
It was the truth, Tetsurou thought. Perhaps, he might have never even met Kenma had his story not unfolded in the way it did. Maybe, all was as it was meant to be.
The memories surfaced like ripples: that first absurd glimpse of the omega swathed in garish red silks, his face painted like a court fool. And then the next, when he’d stumbled upon him bathing in the ocean, the sunset gleaming through his golden hair. The prince had appreciated his beauty from the first day itself.
What followed was a tapestry of unlikely threads. The friendship between the quiet son of a wine merchant and the charismatic fourth prince of the southern kingdom, a surprising bond like no other. Together, they’d exposed the convict masquerading as a priest, and in doing so, saved an entire town from ruin. It was then that he discovered Kenma’s intellect, and his effortless courage.
Tetsurou laughed at the thought that, had his life not played out as it did, he might have never discovered the blonde’s guilty pleasure for gambling. That day, he saw the omega’s quick wit in action and the rebellious side he too possessed. It left the alpha eager to learn more about his new friend.
Undo a single moment—ignore the wine shortage, dismiss the rumors from Nekoma—and the entire picture unraveled. He would have never been able to discover each side, never grown to appreciate the omega’s versatility, never known how much he’d come to cherish each and every part of him. Tetsurou realized that for Kenma, he would live a billion realities, repeat every mistake, every wrong decision, if it guaranteed that their paths would cross in the end.
"As for a happy ending," Daichi said, turning his face toward the moon, "that depends entirely on what you choose to do now." The king's voice softened. "Every man makes mistakes, but every man is also capable of change. It may not feel easy at first, Tetsu, but when you find that thing, or that person, that makes you want to change, it’ll make you wonder why you hadn’t done it sooner.”
The words filled the fourth prince with a renewed sense of purpose. Change. Others believed he could achieve it, but did he believe in himself? It was easier said than done, and Tetsurou couldn’t help but wonder if his feelings for the omega were truly enough to warrant such a shift.
"I'm not here to dictate your choices,” his brother added. “In the end, what you choose to do in the future is your decision to make. I support you no matter what, so long as you can look me in the eyes and convince me you are truly happy.”
Tetsurou took a deep breath. He could picture, now more than ever, what true happiness might feel like. And so long as Kenma was by his side, he thought that maybe it wouldn’t be so farfetched. What are you waiting for? His conscience scolded, as if the time to act on this wonderful feeling would disappear the longer his feet stayed glued to the solarium floor. He dashed for the door.
“Tetsu?” Daichi called out to him, but the prince was already sprinting down the halls as fast as his feet could take him.
He bounded through the gardens, the warm rush of it all protecting him from the cold wind that whipped against his face. By the time he’d reached the guests’ wing, he was out of breath, cursing that he’d been neglecting Koutarou and Hajime’s requests to join them in their conditioning. The prince paused so that he could compose himself before entering the other’s chambers, not wishing to fumble over himself when delivering such precious information. But just as he approached the narrow servant-side door that wrapped around the guest wing, a sharp clatter broke the quiet.
Tetsurou paused before looking up at the light shining from the window of Kenma’s room. There was still time. He remembered his true purpose for coming, but the prince couldn’t fight the urge to explore the source of the racket. It was peculiar, especially since it was now quite late and unlikely for the remaining guests to request a meal at such an hour.
He crept toward the kitchen door, brows furrowed when he picked up the sound of two distinct voices. One was almost familiar, but the other was completely new. With his back against the wall, the alpha peeked inside, his stomach dropping at the sight.
Lev was there, silver hair tousled and face warm with fondness. He stood barefoot in the middle of the kitchen, rubbing the back of his neck, grinning sheepishly at a figure half-hidden behind a set of cabinets. “Come on,” he chuckled, his voice tinged with something richer than the usual boyish sweetness. “Do you really have to scrub those right now?”
The voice that returned was more…mature. Coarser and scolding, though distinctly omega. “Well, I wouldn’t have to,” the speaker said dryly, “if someone hadn’t knocked over the entire pot rack.”
From where he stood, Tetsurou still couldn’t make out the second figure. But Lev was pouting now, like a scolded child. “Leave it to the palace staff,” he murmured. “They’ve got an army of servants who can take care of it tomorrow.”
The sound of water running cut in briefly, followed by the unmistakable clink of glass on porcelain. Then whoever it was let out a sigh, long-suffering but not entirely annoyed. The man finally stepped into view.
He was only slightly shorter than Kenma, but carried himself with the composure of someone older. His light brown hair was cut in uneven layers, a bit windswept, with an unruly charm. He could almost be considered pretty, Tetsurou thought, but without the classical refinement of a noble or royal. Still, there was something familiar about this omega. He narrowed his eyes, watching as the man removed his apron and hung it on a hook near the pantry.
The prince’s eyes widened when he finally placed the shorter man. He’d spotted him at the garden party earlier that afternoon, yes, among the Haiba servants. Tetsurou was almost certain he’d seen him helping with the floral arrangements or refreshments, something domestic. A servant . And yet, in the presence of his master, there was no trace of meekness in his demeanour, only exhaustion softened by reluctant affection.
“Stop that,” the omega said hushed, shooting a glance over his shoulder at Lev. His voice had a shocking edge to it, one that no servant should have been comfortable using toward his master. “I already told you. I’m not doing any of that while we’re here.”
Lev’s grin only deepened. “Please?” he asked sweetly. “I’ve been so good this entire time.”
Tetsurou stood frozen in place. It wasn’t uncommon for nobles to toy with their staff. Indulgences between royals and their house workers were practically the norm at this point. Hell, his own father had been guilty of it, without which, they wouldn’t have Shoyo. But this wasn’t indulgence. Not lust or convenience. That wasn’t how Lev was gazing at the omega, with such tenderness in his green eyes. This was something else entirely. This was…love.
“And I told you,” the earl said again, softer now, “we can finally let loose a bit…”
Tetsurou’s breath hitched.
“…Now that Kenma-san’s come into the picture.”
The prince didn’t so much as breathe when he’d registered what the other alpha had said. Kenma? The world around him dulled, as if the very mention of the name had pressed pause on everything else. What sort of plot were the lovers brewing that they needed to drag his beloved friend into it? Tetsurou was drawing blanks, but whatever this was, whatever they were planning, it wasn’t something he could just ignore. Not with someone he cared about so deeply.
He knew it from the moment he’d seen Lev with those wide smiles and whimsical attitude. There was something hiding beneath the surface, something deeper and twisted. Tetsurou should have trusted his gut. After all, his intuition had never failed him in the past, so why should it now? To think, he was about to sit idly by and allow Kenma to be swept away by a man no better than himself. Arguably, worse for that matter. At least Tetsurou could be honest about his flaws, not making marriage proposals to unsuspecting omegas while already well accounted for.
Tetsurou watched as the sandy-haired omega, for all his protests, allowed Lev to approach and lift him onto the countertop. He then connected their lips into a gentle kiss before whispering something the prince couldn’t quite hear. Whatever it was got the shorter man to blush furiously before allowing the earl to kiss him again, this time with more passion.
Unable to watch for a moment longer, Tetsurou dashed away in quiet steps as he rushed for Kenma’s room so that he could warn him of the northerner's deception. He had not a clue what they were planning with the blonde—whether it was some personal matter or political maneuver that might have left his friend vulnerable, exposed, or ruined—but he sure as hell wasn’t going to let them get away with it.
The prince bounded up the stairs to Kenma’s room, knocking incessantly until he heard the soft shuffle of footsteps. The door creaked open, revealing a disheveled Kenma wearing a bewildered look. His surprise flickered briefly before he let out a sharp huff. “I thought I made it clear that I did not want to speak to you, Your Highness.”
Before the door could slam shut in his face, Tetsurou shoved a hand against it and pushed his way inside. “Hey-!” Kenma protested.
“I need you to listen to me,” Tetsurou said, voice stern as he shut the door behind them.
“Forget it.” Kenma frowned, brushing past him, reaching for his coat like he might leave the room altogether if the prince wouldn’t.
“Would you just-!” The prince reached out and caught him by the wrist, voice softening. “ Please. ”
Kenma didn’t meet his eyes, but he stopped trying to pull away. With this golden window of pliance, Tetsurou took a breath, steadying himself. “You cannot marry Lev.”
“And why ever not?”
“He’s deceiving you, Kenma!” Tetsurou blurted. “I cannot, in good conscience, let you walk into a marriage with a man who’s already willingly committed to another omega.”
Silence settled over the room, thick and expectant. Tetsurou even braced for a gasp, for heartbreak, for maybe even a tearful thank-you. He imagined reaching for the omega, being the one to soothe him, to finally mend that rift he’d so regrettably caused between them. But when Kenma finally spoke, all Tetsurou felt was the slow, creeping flush of humiliation.
“I assume you’re talking about Yaku-san?”
Tetsurou blinked a few times, stunned as the silence stretched for a second time. Yaku? “You… you knew ?”
Kenma finally looked at him with a narrowed gaze, the lines of his face unreadable. “Did you truly think I could be so blind?” he gritted his teeth in a way the prince had never seen before. “He exhaled sharply, a sound almost like a laugh. “Did you assume I’d be so stupid to fall into the arms of a man I’ve known for barely two days without intentions of my own? Believe me, this arrangement is favorable for everyone involved.”
The prince turned pale. “Favorable?” he choked on the word. “Can’t you see he’s using you-”
“What makes you believe I’m not using him?” Kenma’s voice was icy. “Yaku Morisuke’s family has served the Haibas for generations. And despite that, he and Lev found love all those years ago. Lev’s mother nearly threw Yaku out of the house when she discovered their relationship. And so he sought an acceptable wife, a cover-up, one who understood the circumstances and didn’t expect more than a relationship in name only.”
“But you have no noble blood. How could they-”
“ I have land,” Kenma spat back, “bountiful Southern land which would fare well as a part of my dowry. Most of all, I had your patronage. I had the respect, the favor of the royal family. And that was more than enough for Lev’s council, for Lady Haiba to accept the union.”
Tetsurou’s chest ached. That he’d been the one who drove Kenma to accept such an offer. To willingly sell himself as a pawn just so that two star-crossed lovers could have their way. “And what do you get?” he asked, his voice quivering.
“Money.” The omega said firmly. “Enough to save the vineyard. Enough so that my family never has to go through what I put them through ever again.”
“I’ll pay it.” The offer ripped from him before he could stop it. “With every coin in my allowance, whatever Lev’s willing to, I’ll double- No, I’ll triple it.”
Kenma went utterly still. Then, slowly, his eyes darkened. Tetsurou’s breath stilled. This was yet another side to the omega he’d never seen. That expressionless, distant gaze he always wore had been replaced by something terrifying. “And why,” he whispered, “would you do that?”
Tetsurou opened his mouth to respond, to tell the blonde everything he had meant to say when he rushed over in such a rush. But for some reason, it was like he’d somehow forgotten the words.
“What would you expect in return?” Kenma’s voice cracked like a whip. “My gratitude? My time?” He took a step forward, his anger rising with his tone. “So I remain waiting? So I jump whenever you summon me, like some pet with no life of its own?”
His words struck like a physical blow, deeper, more painful than the slap from that foreign prince. Tetsurou recoiled. “That’s not-!”
“In addition,” Kenma hissed, “Lev will guarantee my security. A title . So that I don’t need to worry about ending up destitute when your whims inevitably change.” His hands trembled at his sides. “Some of us aren’t royals, Tetsurou-san. Some of us have to marry for survival. Just because you’ve never had to think about anyone but yourself, doesn’t mean the rest of us are so lucky.”
The truth slammed into him like a fist to the ribs. Stop him! His thoughts screamed at him, Tell him the truth! That you cherish him, that you need him, that you’ll die if he walks out of your life! “It’s not- It’s not that,” Tetsurou stammered, his throat tight. “Kenma, I-”
I love you. The ghost of those three words lodged in his chest, suffocating, useless. He’d never said them before, never even thought of them. And now, they withered on his tongue, cowardice strangling them silent.
“Right, if you’ve nothing else to say,” Kenma murmured, turning away, “then leave .”
Tetsurou didn’t move. He shut his mouth since clearly, nothing would come out.
“Truly,” the omega added, voice now hollow, “I thank you for the opportunities you’ve given me. I am beyond grateful for everything you’ve done for me, Tetsurou-san, everything you’ve done for my family. But I’m afraid…this is goodbye.”
The dismissal was final as he left the room in slow, heavy steps. Tetsurou felt like a ghost, his hands curled into fists, digging into his palms to remind himself that he still existed in this present moment. The prince wanted to scream, to beg. Knock on the door again and force the words out before it was too late. But when the lock clicked shut behind him and the lights turned out, he realized that this really was the end. Because what purpose could his honeyed words possibly serve when no one was listening?
Notes:
wedding pt 2?
Chapter 29: If you go your way, and I go mine: KuroKen
Summary:
Chapter title from the song Every Breaking Wave by U2.
Notes:
Oh. My. God. Now I can scream that we made it because this is FINALLY the last of the KuroKen chapters. Of course, I enjoyed every second of it and from all the wonderful comments left every time I updated, I can tell you all enjoyed it as well!! Once again, this was a couple I had never written before and I had a blast. So so grateful to anyone who has been here from the beginning of this story, truthfully, your support is what kept me going this far. Newer readers ily just as much :) This is also the LONGEST chapter I have ever written, probably because there was so much to wrap up. Should I have split this into two? probably lol...So if it feels like this is dragging on and on and on, just know I likely got carried away. Wanted to get this out since I will be traveling in a few days and after that I go back to school. I think I'll take a brief break before I start writing some of the KageHina chapters, or maybe I'll indulge myself in some side stories for the earlier couples, hope you can understand haha. Anyways, I hope this chapter makes you happy and was everything you expected it to be! Thanks for reading, and see you soon!!
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Chapter Text
The weeks following Kenma’s departure from the Southern capital had been some of the most miserable Tetsurou had ever known. That day had been a nightmare in its own right, servants rushing to load the many carriages waiting to depart the morning after the palace festivities. The royal family had been occupied for the entirety of it, seeing off old friends and waving goodbye until the next time. The most awkward of them all had been the final interaction with the foreign royal family.
While Tetsurou stood off to the side with Koutarou and Keiji, he didn’t miss the menacing glare the foreign prince sent his way. He offered a defeated smile, which hadn’t resonated well, judging by the way the omega turned his head to the side. The alpha could only imagine the sort of rumors he might start to hear about himself following their disaster of a fling. But he couldn’t find it in him to truly care. No, there were more pressing things to deal with.
He walked a few paces down to the carriage where palace servants were loading Kenma’s vehicle for the journey back to Nekoma. The omega was departing with much more than he arrived with, his single trunk now accompanied by heaping bags of gifts for his family, new dresses and accessories from the ball and garden party. Tetsurou supposed the blonde would become the talk of the town soon enough.
Shoyo was already there, holding Kenma’s hands in his own, as if begging him to stay a few extra days. It was a touching scene really, and had the past nights not unfurled the way they did, the alpha might have asked the same. He kept his distance for some time, not wishing to interrupt the tender moment between the two new friends, and it was only when Kenma’s gaze inevitably met his, did he dare to approach.
His younger brother frowned at the sight of him, and though he didn’t speak, Tetsurou had a vague idea of what he was thinking. He wouldn’t mind if Shoyo blamed him for everything; it was after all, his fault entirely. The reason Kenma couldn’t stay any longer, why he’d likely never visit again, was all because of him. But despite whatever ill feelings Shoyo was no doubt harboring in the present, he stepped back and allowed his brother some privacy. For that, Tetsurou was grateful.
It was difficult to face the omega; the tension from the night before still high in their shared air. But the alpha had taken a deep breath and harnessed whatever confidence he still had in himself. He considered that if this truly was the last time they would ever see each other, ever speak to each other, then Tetsurou would prefer to leave it on a higher note. Those amber eyes were more reserved than they had been, not a trace of the anger and fury from the night before. Now, there was only realized acceptance.
“Kenma,” he began, his voice as secure as he could manage, “I truly am sorry.”
The omega had no reaction for some time, the same mundane expression he wore the first few times they’d met as if he’d reverted back to his old guarded self. He gave his response after a few moments, “What for, Your Highness?”
It nearly broke Tetsurou’s heart to see Kenma feign innocence, to protect himself from any more damage at the hands of the prince. “If anything, I’d like to express my gratitude. After all, it is thanks to your generous patronage that I could find a wealthy earl to support my family. Everything played out just as you intended. ”
Just as he intended. What a miserable statement that was. On the surface, yes, it had all gone according to plan. But plans didn’t account for the lingering disappointment settled at the pit of his stomach. Nor did they speak for the hollow ache in Tetsurou’s chest, the one that had been there since the moment he realized what he’d truly lost. And plans certainly couldn’t explain why they were now standing here, close enough to touch, yet farther apart than they’d ever been.
The horses stamped their hooves and whinnied in impatience. Only then did the prince realize how much time had slipped away, how long he’d stood there drowning in the words he couldn’t say. The courtyard, once bustling with nobles and servants, was now eerily empty. Even Kenma had turned his gaze to the driver, signaling that it was now time. "I should go."
Before he could stop himself, the prince lurched forward, his hand half-reaching as if he could pull Kenma back by sheer will alone. It was hard for him to accept that this might truly have been the end. "Promise you’ll write," he begged, the words raw, stripped of all princely composure.
But the carriage door clicked shut. Through the small window, Kenma’s face was a blur of fading light and shadow. He didn’t nod. Didn’t speak. Didn’t even spare him a single glance. The carriage wheels groaned against the gravel, each turn a fresh wound. Tetsurou stood rooted in place, long after the dust had settled and the last echo of hoofbeats had faded into the horizon. Kenma was gone.
Though the omega had never returned the promise, it didn’t stop Tetsurou from going insane. He shut himself inside the palace for weeks, barely eating or sleeping, consumed by regret. Each morning, he hounded the palace courier for letters that never came, and when the poor man could no longer endure his obsessive demands, Tetsurou took matters into his own hands.
He’d managed to convince himself that the letters had been sent, that they’d simply gotten lost among the royal correspondence piled up in the mailroom. What if someone had been intercepting them? Hiding them, trying to keep them apart? In a matter of days, he had turned the entire room inside out, combing through millions of documents, every scrap of parchment for his name, for any mention of Nekoma or the Kozume family. But of course, he did not find what he was looking for.
Daichi and Koutarou grew increasingly concerned as the days passed, doing everything they could to pull their brother from his spiral. They arranged hunts, city outings, anything to distract him from the omega. But Tetsurou refused to be swayed. The thought of leaving the palace, of missing a message or any sign of Kenma, was unbearable. He couldn’t forgive himself if he let that happen.
In the end, it was only Koushi and Keiji who managed to coax him out. They invited him to tea one quiet afternoon, and for a fleeting moment, Tetsurou thought he might find some relief in the company of the two omegas. But the moment he stepped into the sunroom and saw all four of them waiting, it became painfully clear: this wasn’t just tea, it was an intervention.
He turned to run away, but before he could take another step, a servant slipped in front of the door and locked it with a loud click, the sound echoing through the stone corridor like a verdict.
“Take a seat, Tetsu,” Koutarou sighed from behind him, his usual pep now something solemn.
Tetsurou didn’t turn around. His hands curled into fists at his sides, shoulders tight with tension. “Don’t you all have better things to do than to corner me like this?” he snapped, his voice cracking at the edges. All the pent-up frustration poisoned his words, bitterness lacing every syllable.
“As a matter of fact, we do,” Keiji replied coolly. He was never one to beat around the bush or sugarcoat things. “But we care more about you and your well-being than to just sit around and watch you drive yourself into a corner.”
“Tetsu…” Daichi’s voice broke in, calm but stern. He stepped into the circle they’d unintentionally formed around the prince. “What Keiji means to say is that we think, maybe, you haven’t been handling this in the best way. Frankly, I thought you’d snap out of it in a few days—but this has gone on for far too long.”
Tetsurou let out a dry laugh, almost a growl. “Is it a crime to be upset?” he sneered, finally turning to face them, jaw clenched. “Must I forever be the kind of man who lives with a mask over his face?”
Koushi flinched but held his ground. “Tetsurou,” he said gently, frowning, “You haven’t left the palace in almost a month.”
Tetsurou's head snapped toward him, eyes gleaming with fury. “And go where!?” he shouted, the sound ricocheting off the walls. “To the port city? To the ocean? So I can frolic around or fuck some prostitute to convince myself I never cared? That he didn’t mean anything to me?”
The silence that followed was instant and suffocating. Even the servants at the edge of the chamber lowered their gazes.
“You could always…” the queen began softly, “You could always go to Nekoma.”
His jaw tensed. A long, ragged, restrained exhale escaped him. The prince brought a hand to his temple, pressing hard, like he could squeeze the emotion out of his skull. “Why?” he muttered, voice low now, nearly shaking. “So I can remind myself again of how pathetic I am?”
No one dared respond, but their silence said everything. He took a step back, eyes dark. “He made it abundantly clear he did not want to see me,” Tetsurou said, each word clipped and deliberate, “so why must I torment him with my presence?”
There was a knock that cut through the heavy silence like a blade. Every head in the room turned, the tension momentarily shifting focus as the courier stepped nervously through the doorway, a silver tray balanced carefully in his hands. Resting atop it was a single, slender envelope—sealed and tied with a thin ribbon, its weight somehow commanding despite its size.
“Pardon my intrusion,” he said, bowing low. “A letter for His Highness, Prince Tetsurou. I was instructed to deliver it upon arrival-”
The alpha didn’t wait for him to finish, crossing the room in seconds, snatching the envelope from the tray with a swiftness that startled even the courier. The ribbon fluttered to the floor, forgotten. He stared at the handwriting on the front, recognition dawning in his expression like a storm rolling in. Tetsurou felt his breath catch. Without another word, he tore the envelope open and slid out a crimson piece of paper. Everyone watched as his eyes darted frantically across the page.
After a prolonged period of tense silence, Koutarou asked the question that must have been on everyone's mind. “Well, what does it say?”
The fourth prince didn’t answer right away. His eyes were still locked on the page, as if to confirm the contents. When he finally spoke, his voice was barely audible. “It’s…It’s an invitation,” he said, as if the words themselves were foreign. “Kenma is getting married.”
_
Shockingly enough, it wasn’t the marriage itself that unsettled Tetsurou. From the moment he’d first witnessed Lev and Kenma speaking at the ball, he had known that this moment would come. Sooner or later, he would bear witness to the omega walking down the aisle in a gown of white, flanked by flowers and surrounded by family—that had never been the question.
What had truly irked him was the timing at which this was all taking place. He’d studied the invitation throughout the entire ride to Nekoma, rereading it until the elegant script blurred. But the rage-inducing details remained. The wedding was happening in two days. Two.
Tetsurou, prince of the kingdom and, until recently, a close friend of the Kozume family, had been sent an invitation just forty-eight hours before the ceremony. Was he expected to drop everything and race across the kingdom as if he had nothing better to do?
…
Well. That was exactly what he did, but that was besides the point. It was nearly impossible to offend the prince, and yet, the Kozumes had managed to do so effortlessly.
But beyond his bruised ego, there was something that gnawed at him. Why the rush? It had been less than three weeks since they’d met. Three weeks were all it took to shift the course of Kenma’s entire future. While Tetsurou now understood the true motivations behind the pairing, he still felt unsettled. If Kenma had been given more time, more space to think...would he have chosen differently? Perhaps this was why Lev and Yaku were rushing to secure him before it was too late.
Those long hours in the carriage gave the prince too much time to think. Too much time to ask questions with no one to answer them. The engagement ceremony was to take place that very evening, a detail that made Tetsurou scoff aloud the first time he read it. A formal engagement, less than a day before the wedding? It felt almost theatrical.
He’d seen the southern tradition countless times: couples wading into the sea at sunset, red strings tied delicately to their pinky fingers, tossed and tugged by the churning waves. Most times, the knot slipped loose, and the crowd would laugh it off as harmless superstition. But Tetsurou remembered those rare, few moments when the thread held. When the two figures emerged from the tide with the string still taut between them, fingers clasped, seawater dripping from their joined hands. No one ever questioned those matches; they were called fated. Tonight, he wondered if the sham of a couple would even bother with a string at all?
Tetsurou hadn’t arrived empty-handed, of course. Two days hadn’t nearly been enough to come up with truly meaningful gifts, but he tried his best. For the lady of the house, he’d picked out an exquisite diamond necklace. A silver pipe for Mr. Kozume, and for Kenma himself…a hairpin. Yes, even he knew it was underwhelming, but if the omega was simply going to throw it away or keep it locked up in an old box of forgotten things, he’d rather not have splurged on something too significant.
It was a beautiful fall day, the kind that begged one to forget any bitterness. A gentle breeze carried the scent of fresh grapes through the crisp air. Harvest season had arrived in Nekoma, and each row of the vineyards bustled with workers lifting heavy bunches of fruit into woven baskets. It pleased the prince to see that the Kozume estate, once quiet and near empty when he’d first visited, was now alive with motion and the warm hum of prosperity.
While Kenma might not have been too pleased to see him, the same could not be said for his parents. His mother had been practically glowing with joy when she greeted him at the entryway. She grabbed his hand, face flushed with excitement as she led him to the drawing room. “How splendid that you could join us on such a momentous occasion, Your Highness!”
Tetsurou smiled, bittersweet. “I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
“I’ll tell you, Tetsurou-sama, my wife hasn’t stopped her squealing from the moment Kenma broke the news,” Kozume-san said calmly, though it was obvious he was just as thrilled as the woman herself.
Strange, the prince thought. With what he knew, he had the ability to spoil the entire mood, maybe even the entire ceremony. He wondered what sort of story Kenma had spun to keep his parents so blissfully unaware of what lay lurking beneath the union. Had he bothered to mention Yaku? Or that he’d been forced to accept such an arrangement since Tetsurou had ruined all other, more reasonable prospects?
The prince already knew the answer. Kenma had always kept the ugliest things to himself. His burdens, his shame, he hadn’t spoken a word when that crooked priest blackmailed their family, nor did he mention the underground gambling den where he fought criminals and convicts just to keep their business afloat.
So why would he now mention this fraud marriage? Why would he share the truth of yet another sacrifice he was being forced to make? Tetsurou’s gaze drifted toward the couple sitting across from him, the man and woman who called themselves Kenma’s parents. They were smiling still, perfectly content in their ignorance.
It wasn’t that they were cruel, he reminded himself. Just simple, willfully so, two well-meaning, airheaded souls who had never once stopped to wonder what it cost their son to keep their world so untouched by hardship. They had no idea how much he had given up for their comfort, how much more he was about to lose so they could continue living in peace.
Still, they couldn’t have been worse than he was. Their cruelty had been unknowing, unintentional. His had been deliberate. Tetsurou had hurt Kenma with his eyes wide open,
and worse still, he had convinced himself it was out of mercy. That keeping Kenma at arm’s length, locking away his own desire, was an act of kindness. Selfishly, he’d assumed their friendship would survive the coldness, that even after everything, the omega would still accept him.
Perhaps Lev would never come to love him, but at least he wouldn’t be cruel. And maybe that was the best fate Kenma could hope for. A life far away from those who had hurt him, even if that included Tetsurou himself.
“Are you satisfied with the match?” he asked, curious to see if Lev had made his usual favorable impression.
Kenma’s mother beamed, fanning her face. “Oh my, when Lev-sama first introduced himself, we didn’t quite know what to think. I never imagined I’d one day send my darling boy all the way to the Northern Kingdom!”
Her husband chimed in warmly. “But the earl was so charming, so respectful. And when he asked for Kenma’s hand almost immediately, well, we couldn’t bring ourselves to refuse such an earnest proposal.”
“Can you believe it?” the woman cooed, nearly swooning. “Our very own Kenma, the wife of a nobleman!”
“Of course, we have you to thank for this wonderful turn of events, Your Highness,” the vintner added, eyes gleaming. “Had you not extended such generosity to our boy—our whole family—we might not have made it out of those dark days. You saved our estate...our entire town, even. Around here, many have started to think of you as something like a guardian angel.”
Tetsurou forced a smile. He felt the nausea start to settle low in his gut, the guilt eating away at his conscience. He didn’t deserve such tender praise, not after everything he’d done to Kenma. Everything said, or rather, left unsaid. What he needed now was judgment, reproach, punishment from the one person who’d always seen through him, even when he didn’t speak a word.
“Is Kenma around?” he asked, already rising from where he sat.
“Oh, he’s out in the vineyards,” Mrs. Kozume answered, still aglow from her own joy. “Hasn’t been inside all morning. Said he wished to be alone.”
Mr. Kozume chuckled. “And we didn’t argue. That boy's been in a mood all week. Can’t blame him, with a wedding that’s come up this quick.”
Tetsurou gave a polite nod, already halfway turned toward the door. There were many memories tied to this place, each row of vines etched with moments he’d shared with Kenma. He passed through them now, the leaves mostly bare, the season’s bounty already harvested. Still, the air held the faint perfume of grapes and soil, sun-warmed and sweet. He smiled, just faintly, remembering that first time he’d snuck in hoping for a glimpse of Kenma without the ghastly makeup. The omega had caught him crouched behind a trellis, and though it had been humiliating, he’d felt braver then, certain, confident.
Now, he wasn’t sure he could even look the omega in the eyes. The prince held his head high out of habit, but his chest ached with nerves. His mind had been in shambles since the last time they’d spoken, and Tetsurou wondered if he even had the composure to face Kenma, knowing how pathetic he’d acted. Turning the corner of the next row, he saw him.
Kneeling low in the dirt, fingers reaching for a cluster of grapes the workers must have missed during the first pass, was the familiar omega, blonde hair tied loosely at the nape, clothes rumpled and stained with soil. No exquisite gown, frilled ribbon, just linen and sweat and skin that shimmered under the sun. Breathtaking.
Tetsurou stopped walking and watched for a moment, but Kenma must have sensed him. He looked up, blinking against the light. “You came,” he said, voice flat as ever.
“Did you think I wouldn’t?”
The blonde didn’t answer; instead, plucking a small grape from its stem and inspected it. Then, without looking up, he said, “I thought, if I withheld the invitation, you’d be too offended to come.”
Tetsurou let out a quiet breath, half a laugh, half a sigh. “Maybe I should have been,” he said, taking a slow step forward. “But how could I miss the chance to give you away?”
Kenma stood, brushing his hands against his thighs. He met Tetsurou’s eyes, and for once, he didn’t look away. “My father has that covered.”
It was then that he noticed the glimmering ring on Kenma’s finger. A slim gold band curled delicately around a pale, clean-cut gemstone. The design was simple, almost modest, but nonetheless striking for its quiet elegance. Tetsurou remembered the northern custom, supposing that Lev must have made it by hand. It wasn’t the most grand of rings, but it certainly served its purpose.
Noticing the alpha’s gaze, the blonde broke the silence. “If you’re going to try and change my mind, I suggest you leave now.”
Tetsurou chuckled. “Rest assured, I came only to attend the wedding of a dear friend.” He kept his voice low and even, “Though I wonder why my dear friend is rushing into this arrangement. If I didn’t know better, I might have assumed you were with child.”
He’d meant it only as a joke, but Kenma gave him a final unimpressed look before turning to gather his things. “Not that it’s any of your business, but Lev wanted to have the wedding before returning to the North. He’d felt it would be best to keep it a hushed affair, out of respect for Yaku-san.” As he started back toward the house, his voice carried over his shoulder. “And for the record, Your Highness,” he said, not bothering to look back, “I invited you out of courtesy, nothing more. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to get ready.”
Tetsurou didn’t follow, nor would he press. He simply watched as the omega disappeared into the labyrinth of green vines back toward the manor. How had he let it come to this? The sun was beginning to dip, casting the vineyard in a golden glow and indicating that the ceremony was about to start.
He made his way to the cliffs near the small inn where he would be staying for the duration of the trip. The prince had been quietly grateful to find a vacancy, having politely declined the offer to stay at the Kozume manor, an act of discretion, in case his presence would make Kenma any more uncomfortable than it already had.
From this vantage point, he had a clear view of the shoreline below, now dotted with figures gathering to witness the couple brave the waves. Their silhouettes moved slowly against the glowing backdrop of the sea, the ceremony beginning just as the sun began to bleed into the horizon. As Tetsurou followed the winding trail along the cliffside, he spotted a figure leaning against the lone cypress tree that stood solitary near the edge. It swayed in the ocean breeze, its shadow long and wavering in the late light.
Upon closer inspection, recognition struck him. That choppy hair, the simple brown-cotton dress, unmistakably belonged to Lev’s lover, the servant by the name of Yaku. Tetsurou slowed, uncertain. He wondered if this omega, too, couldn’t bear to watch the one he cherished bind himself to another. Even if it wasn’t real, even if the arrangement meant the two of them could continue just as they had been.
Yaku’s eyes widened when the prince approached. Remembering his place, he bowed. “Your Highness! Should you not be attending the engagement ceremony?”
“I might ask you the same,” he grinned at the omega’s shocked expression. “Or do you also find it hard to stomach the sight?”
The omega took him in with a weary expression, as if he were scared to speak. “Is it…Kenma-san, that you speak of?” he said, perhaps realizing that the man beside him was no real threat.
They watched from afar as Kenma and Lev waded quite deep in the water, the fate of the thread now in the hands of the currents. “How cruel,” Tetsurou said. “I suppose the only way we could ever get back at them is if I were to take you as my bride.”
It was as if the humorous words hadn’t registered with the shorter man, still confused as to why this prince was speaking to him as if they shared some sort of understanding. “Forgive me, but I do not follow.”
“Is it not painful,” Tetsurou asked, “to see the one you love promise themselves to another?”
The alpha had thought, perhaps, that he’d found a kindred spirit in the man beside him. Someone who could understand, maybe even advise him on how to manage the jealousy clawing at his chest. He had expected Yaku to at least nod or offer a few words of his own. But when he looked over, the omega’s jaw was clenched tight, grinding his teeth as if he was fighting the urge to snap.
“Apologies, Your Highness,” Yaku muttered in a strained, bitter voice, “But how ignorant can you possibly be?”
The words struck Tetsurou like a slap. He blinked, stunned not just by the boldness of the response, but by the truth he hadn’t considered. He opened his mouth, but nothing came.
Yaku turned to him fully, his face tight with anger. “How dare you speak to me as if you understand a fraction of what I’ve had to endure . Is it painful ?” He mocked the alpha’s words. “It’s absolutely heartbreaking.”
Tetsurou’s throat tightened, guilt prickling hot beneath his skin. Yaku was right. How could he have been so blinded by thoughtless privilege?
“But if mere heartbreak is all I have to face to remain by his side,” Yaku continued, unwavering, “I’d take it a million times over.”
There was a beat of silence. “…You’re right,” the prince said quietly. “I wasn’t thinking.” His voice was weighed down with shame. “I’m sorry.”
“Of course you weren’t thinking,” the omega snapped. “You’ve probably never had to think about anyone but yourself a day in your privileged little life.” His voice rose, years of buried exhaustion breaking through. “You’ve never had to work yourself raw just to make sure your younger sister had something to eat. Never had to beg for scraps of respect and still wonder if it was enough.”
He took a breath, sharp and bitter. “I don’t know what sort of history you have with Kenma-san, but the fact that you’re standing here now, sulking, tells me that you’ve never truly thought about him either.”
He flinched, not from the volume, but from the realization that followed every word. His first instinct had been to bark back. “That’s not fair,” Tetsurou said sharply. “I thought about him more than I-” But the words felt hollow almost the instant they escaped him. He had thought about Kenma, yes, but only in terms of what the omega should want from him. The prince realized that perhaps he’d never considered what Kenma might have actually wanted for himself. Every hope, every memory, every glance had been filtered through his own desires, his own expectations. Maybe he had been, selfishly, only thinking of himself. He looked away, shame prickling at the back of his neck.
“You are an alpha, and a prince at that. If you wished for a different outcome,” Yaku continued, voice low, “All you’d have to do is walk down there and speak up. Just a snap of your royal fingers, and everyone would fall in line. Everyone would listen. No one would beat you, threaten to throw you out of your home, hold the lives of your family over your head.”
Tetusurou’s chest felt heavy for the one in front of him. They couldn’t have been much different in age, and yet, Yaku had borne so much hardship, so much pain to get to where he stood now. He’d been forced to remain strong, for his family, for himself, for Lev. The young earl meant so much to him that he’d endured all of it and never asked for anything more than their secret affection for one another.
“You asked if I couldn’t stomach watching the ceremony,” His eyes flicked toward the shoreline, where the couple now waded back toward the shore. “I stand here because I don’t have an invitation. I was summoned only to work, that is my place,” He took a breath, “Of course, it hurts to see him there. But what choice do I have?” He gestured toward the couple as they stepped onto the sand, the red thread that once joined them long lost to the sea. “A servant--an omega servant,” he corrected bitterly, “can either accept whatever sliver of security this arrangement offers… or be cast aside entirely. ”
“I truly am sorry, Yaku-san.” It was all the prince could manage, still ashamed at how he’d been acting. He wished he could have offered more.
“So don’t you dare try to compare our situations, Your Highness.” The omega bowed one last time before stomping back to wherever he’d come from.
The weight of the servant’s words lingered even after he’d left, every painful truth echoing in his mind. Tetsurou stood there leaning against that swaying tree and thought for a long while, sifting through every unspoken confession, every moment he had let fear eclipse clarity. There had never been walls between them, not in the ways Yaku had described at least. No hierarchy, no societal decree, nothing but distance of his own making.
He had been the only barrier. Tetsurou’s insecurities had rotted their close friendship, and his pride and jealousy had ruined whatever could have been salvaged after he wreaked his havoc. And now, with dawn creeping closer, Kenma would marry another alpha not because fate demanded it, not because the world had forced their hands, but because the prince had been too much of a coward to reach for what he truly desired.
The southerner looked out as the sun nearly disappeared into the water, the beach now deserted save for the few lovers lingering to watch the vibrant orange and pinks of the sky. In the recent weeks, he supposed he’d been a part of many truly enlightening conversations. While the majority of them had resulted in much verbal beratement—all well deserved—there was one in particular that he suddenly felt the need to revisit.
That day, before he’d discovered Yaku’s entire existence or suspected Lev of being anything but the cheerful, pure-hearted man he appeared, Daichi’s words had struck something so deep within Tetsurou that he’d almost faced those fears and told Kenma how he truly felt. Had he never stumbled upon that peculiar scene in the kitchen, maybe he would have rushed up the stairs of the guests’ quarters, taken the omega into his arms and told him how much he…loved him.
The thought made him jolt, realization striking like a physical blow to the chest. He...loved Kenma? Even then, when he'd mindlessly raced to the omega's room with his heart in his throat, it hadn't occurred to him that this frantic, all-consuming feeling might be the infamous love everyone spoke of. The love that inspired poets to ruin themselves with sonnets and drove musicians to madness. The same relentless love that had bound Yaku and Lev together despite every setback.
"God," he breathed, the word scraping raw against his throat. A disbelieving laugh bubbled up as his knees threatened to buckle. He was in love! How could he have been so blind? A heaving sound escaped him as he raked both hands through his hair, fingers trembling against his scalp.
Love was why he'd been walking around with his nerves exposed for weeks, jumping at every mention of Kenma's name. Love was what turned him into the jealous fool he’d never been. Love had been the reason his traitorous body nearly betrayed him that night in the moonlit gardens, when Kenma's lips had parted in surprise and for one breathless moment, nothing had mattered except closing the distance between them.
The memories flooded in, his inability to perform with other omegas, how he'd personally rejected every one of Kenma’s suitors with increasingly flimsy excuses, those six consecutive dances when his arms tightened possessively each time someone glanced their way. All those nightmares, those doubts, those insecurities that made him wonder if he even deserved to remain by the blonde’s side. A wild laugh burst from the alpha’s lips as the weight of his own stupidity lifted. Yes, by all the gods, he loved Kenma with every stubborn, foolish fiber of his being.
The glee was short-lived, however, the happy relief that came from finally understanding what this aching feeling had been. Because he soon came to the realization that the omega he loved so dearly was marrying another in mere hours. The only omega he’d ever loved would leave for the Northern kingdom, never to see him again.
Perhaps the old Tetsurou would have sat with that knowledge, dwelled on the fact that Kenma had explicitly told him it was too late to change his mind. He might have put on a mask, pretended everything was alright and allowed the other to walk out of his life as he had done so time and time again.
But Daichi’s words wrung out in his head as if departed from the divine heavens themselves. It may not feel easy at first, Tetsu, but when you find that thing, or that person, that makes you want to change, it’ll make you wonder why you hadn’t done it sooner. It was almost amusing. He’d watched his brothers’ stories unfold from up close, seen how naturally it all seemed to fall into place for them. It had always surprised him how easily they had stepped into their new roles as husbands, fathers, and leaders.
But it hadn’t been easy.
Daichi had changed the moment he met Koushi. No longer the obedient son who lived only to serve his title, his crown. Because Koushi gave him something to fight for, something of his own. And that had made him stronger, not just as a man, but as a king.
Koutarou changed when he met Keiji. He’d learned to take better care of himself, no longer charging into every battlefield as if he had nothing to lose. Because suddenly, he did. He wasn’t just living for himself anymore. It had made him a better commander, a better husband, and later, a better father.
And Hajime…perhaps Hajime had changed the most. It wasn’t easy for him to let go of control, to trust. But Tooru—confident, clever, brilliant Tooru—had taught him how to follow, how to yield, how to soften. And most of all, how to love.
Tetsurou had seen them all become something greater, not in spite of love, but because of it. So now, with the sea winds tugging at him and regret sitting heavy in his chest, he finally understood. He could change. And for Kenma, he would because he loved the omega too much to let the shell of his past self get in the way of his happiness. Their happiness.
He dashed into the stables where his horse was waiting, mounting her with incredible speed and riding back down the path he came. There was something he should have given Kenma weeks ago, something that he would never dream of bestowing upon anyone else. His mother’s wedding ring, that beautiful diamond-encrusted ruby that she’d been begging to be rid of, the last of the queens to part with her jewelry. He was about to make her the happiest woman in the world.
At least, that was only if Kenma shared his feelings.
The old him would have let the moment slip through his fingers, too afraid to make a move that couldn’t be undone. He would’ve convinced himself that stepping back was the noble thing to do, the respectful thing, when in truth it was the fear of rejection that kept him away. The fear of vulnerability, fear of not being enough.
But now, even if he wouldn’t give the alpha another chance, even if Kenma looked him in the eye and told him it was too late, Tetsurou would rather have tried and failed than carry the weight of never having tried at all. That was how he knew he’d changed.
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By the time Tetsurou returned to Nekoma, the first light of dawn had already begun to bleed across the horizon. It was a miracle, he thought, that he’d made it back at all, let alone before the wedding, which had been moved to the early morning in hopes of outpacing the coming rain. Heavy storm clouds gathered over the hills, dark and low, threatening to wash away the day’s carefully laid plans.
The prince dismounted slowly, legs stiff with exhaustion, and led his favorite mare back to the stables. His hand moved gently along her neck, fingers threading through her damp mane. Though he’d paused often during the ride to give her time to breathe, he knew he’d pushed her harder than he ever had before.
“Thank you,” he murmured, voice rough from the wind and sleeplessness. He offered a few apples he’d pocketed from the palace kitchens, and the horse nudged into his palm with a grateful snort.
Tetsurou himself, however, was in far worse shape. He hadn’t slept or eaten. He hadn't even allowed himself the comfort of water or rest, unwilling to waste a single moment on anything that wasn't forward motion. The only thing that had kept him standing was sheer willpower and the fragile, burning thread of hope that maybe he wasn’t too late.
The alpha had just enough time to make himself slightly more presentable. He bathed in record speed, fixed his hair, and scraped away the prickly stubble from his jaw. He never could pull off the rugged look like Koutarou did. Still, despite the heavy bags beneath his eyes and the pallor of exhaustion in his face, Tetsurou somehow felt more handsome than usual. Not in the effortless, princely way he typically looked, but in a way that felt raw and authentic.
The wedding was to be held in the Kozume vineyards, presumably, since the town chapel held too many sour memories for the omega. The vineyard had been transformed into something exquisite. The rising sun cast a golden wash over the hills, and the growing winds rustled the grape leaves shimmering with dew. Rows of white colored chairs had been arranged, each accented with green vines that twisted around the legs and back. Servants bustled around, adding final touches to the already whimsical atmosphere, though there was no sight of Yaku. Kenma’s parents stood proud as they greeted the guests who had already begun to claim their seats.
The aisle consisted of a simple path cleared through the grass, strewn with petals in soft shades of ivory and pale rose. At the end of it stood the altar, an arch of birch and willow, bound together with woven strands of ivy and delicate, nodding blossoms. It was truly a lovely venue, and had Tetsurou not had more pressing things to deal with, he might have admired its beauty for a moment longer.
The manor door had been left open to allow the staff to move freely inside and out, making it simple for the prince to slip inside and up the stairs without anyone noticing. He crept to where he recalled Kenma’s room had been, knocking on the door and surprising the maid who answered. Thankfully, she complied when he’d asked for just a few moments of privacy with the blonde.
Kenma was seated at the vanity, his eyes widening when he caught sight of the alpha in the mirror's reflection. He stood in surprise, clearly off guard. “What are you doing here?”
Tetsurou had a hundred things he wished to say to the omega before him, and he still intended to say every one of them. But first, he needed a moment to take in the sight before him. He’d seen Kenma dressed up on countless occasions, but now, standing there in his wedding gown, this omega was undeniably the most beautiful bride he had ever seen.
The dress bore the elegance of a northern-style bridal gown, modest and simple. Its high neckline and long sleeves were crafted from soft, delicate lace, embroidered with subtle patterns reminiscent of frost-kissed branches. The fabric fell in gentle folds, flowing effortlessly to the floor, a gentle train trailing behind him.
On his neck rested a string of pearls, at the center of which was a dazzling emerald, perhaps an ode to the striking eye color of the groom. Atop Kenma’s golden hair sat a crown of freshly picked flowers that blended seamlessly into a fine lace veil, poised to be drawn gracefully over his face during the ceremony.
“You make a lovely bride, Kenma,” Tetsurou said softly, his voice threaded with admiration and just the faintest edge of sorrow. For all the beauty before him, he couldn’t shake the ache of knowing this breathtaking omega wasn’t dressed for him.
Kenma turned away, lowering his gaze as he reclaimed his seat at the vanity. In the mirror, their eyes met once more. “Is that all you came here to say?” he asked, taking a knowing tone as if he already knew what Tetsurou intended to tell him.
Now or never. The prince approached carefully, taking a deep breath as he now stood right beside the other. “I lied to you, Kenma,” he began, watching as the other’s face remained unreadable as ever. “Earlier, I promised that I wouldn’t try to dissuade you anymore, that I was merely here to watch the ceremony, but it wasn’t the truth.” He hesitated, then pressed on with aching honesty. “I know I’ve hurt you, disappointed you time and time again, but if you could find it in your heart to just listen…I would be eternally grateful.”
Maybe Kenma was feeling particularly generous because the prince could have sworn he gave a slight nod. “I came here today to humbly beg you one last time not to marry that man.” He got down on one knee, the action leaving the omega wide-eyed once more.
“Tetsurou-san-!”
“But this time,” he continued, “I won't spin some flimsy excuse about the Northern weather or ramble on about any illicit affair.” With shaking hands, Tetsurou pulled out the small plush box from his coat pocket, opening it to reveal the gleaming ring inside. The omega gasped softly. “Kenma, I don’t want you to marry Lev because I want you to marry me.”
The blonde remained speechless at his bold confession, and the prince was almost too scared to see what sort of expression he was wearing. He kept his head lowered, “Since the moment I met you, I’ve felt things I never dreamed possible. Emotions, so very many emotions, the most important of which I couldn’t even put a name to. Until now. I’m sorry it took me so long to realize, but Kenma, I…” he swallowed, “I love you.”
His heart was beating so fast one might have thought he’d just returned from a sprint. But now that those three heavy words, those words that had taken so long to come out, had been said, Tetsurou couldn’t control the pleas that followed. “I love you so much that I can’t bear to see you throw your future, your happiness away for someone who could never give you more than just security.” He took the omega’s hand in his, as if he could disappear at any moment.
“Let go,” Kenma whispered, so softly that he almost didn’t hear it over the sound of his racing pulse.
“No!” he said stubbornly, “You have every right to hate me, every right to never want to look at my face again. But Kenma, I promise that I will spend every day of the rest of my life loving you, cherishing you, holding you. Whatever it takes to prove that what I feel is genuine.”
“Tetsurou-san, I-” he began, voice trembling as well, “He’s waiting for me at the altar. You have to let me go.”
“Let him wait,” the prince said quietly, setting the ring on the counter and bringing both of Kenma’s palms up to his face. “Because if there’s a sliver of you that even tolerates me, please don’t go.”
“I don’t have the time for all this-”
“Please,” he begged, voice raw and breaking further at each new word, “Please, Kenma. I love you. Please .”
“I’m sorry, Your Highness, but I’m afraid it’s too late.”
The silence that followed felt as if it might have consumed him. For some time, he stared unfocused into Kenma’s lap as if he’d been rendered numb. And the omega, the omega he loved so dearly, didn’t budge. After a while, Tetsurou released his hands and finally stood from where he had been kneeling on the floor. He composed himself to the best of his ability. “I understand,” he accepted, only because he promised himself that no matter the answer, he would respect Kenma’s choice regardless of what it might be. If this was what he truly wanted, the prince would simply have to honor that. “Well, then, I wish you all the happiness in the world.”
As he began to stumble out of the room, Kenma spoke from behind. “Wait!” he called out, and before Tetsurou could be filled with a new sense of hope, he held up the jewelry box. “You forgot your ring.”
“Consider it a wedding gift, then,” he smiled, melancholy. “There’s no one else I’d rather give it to, Kenma. From the moment we met, it belonged only to you.”
He walked out before the other could see the way his expression faltered and disappointment strained against his perfect features. The door clicked shut behind, and from the corner of his eye, Tetsurou was certain that the maid who scurried back in gazed at him for a moment too long, as if she’d heard everything and took pity on the poor prince.
But it was done. Both the confession he’d been so excited to make, but also the relationship he once shared with the omega. Because the alpha was certain, now coming down from the high of the proposal, that he could never face Kenma again.
Tetsurou turned and descended the corridor in silence, but this time he did not take the stairs that led to the grand hall. He walked instead toward the far corner of the manor, past shuttered rooms and faded tapestries, until the hall ended at a narrow door that opened out to a windswept path along the cliffs. Beyond it, the sea stretched far and gray beneath a now pale sky, gulls crying out from high above.
Below, the cliffs dipped steeply into sandy shores, where the tides rolled and recessed in heavy motions. The prince made his way down the winding stone steps carved into the cliffside, his white shirt tugged by the wind and boots crunching against the weathered stone. By the time his feet touched the sand, he’d managed to steady his heaving breaths. His heart, however, remained as turbulent and aching as ever.
He stood at the edge of the surf, letting the wind tear through his hair. The scent of the sea and distant rains flooded his lungs as Tetsurou took a deep breath. He removed his boots and rolled up the hem of his pants, allowing his bare feet to sink into the wet earth, the waves kissing just shy of his toes.
The alpha walked for a while along the shores until he could see the inn peeking out from the coastline. The waves here were more restless, it seemed, as they came down in loud crashes every now and then. He threw the boots somewhere along the sand as he began to wade into the water. It’d grown cold with autumn approaching, icy like the grief he tried his hardest to keep at bay.
Kenma had refused him. And that truth hurt no matter how optimistically he’d tried to think about the situation. By now, he supposed the omega had already walked down the aisle, maybe even exchanged vows, lies, professing his love and commitment towards the northern alpha. Perhaps, he’d let Lev slip the ring onto his finger, forever binding the two together.
For once, Tetsurou thought of his mother. His poor mother, whom he’d shaken awake at whatever ungodly hour he reached the palace to collect her ring. Even through all her confusion, she’d been as excited as he was, for her late-bloomer of a son had finally found the one, the only one he wished to spend the rest of his life with. Now, he dreaded returning without Kenma by his side, having to explain to the Eastern queen that her ring would never serve its true purpose.
Because the prince was quite certain there would never be another who could make him feel the things Kenma did. There was not another omega out there who might ever mean as much as the one he’d just bid farewell to. It was strangely peaceful, the fact that he could now be able to carry on without regret.
His heavy steps took him further out into the sea, the water now reaching just below his knees. A part of him, foolishly, had imagined a different ending. One where he hadn’t let go of the omega’s hand, where the ring had slid onto his finger and stayed. The alpha looked out towards the grey horizon. Perhaps, there was another reality out there in which the ceremony was halted and the future rewritten.
But such thoughts were futile, because in this timeline, the memory of Kenma in his bridal gown would haunt him until his last breath. A sharp wind swept in from the sea, and Tetsurou closed his eyes to take it head-on. For all his misery, the alpha was at least proud that he’d found the courage to profess his love, even if it had all been in vain. Those words had weighed him down for so long, and he’d finally been able to pass them on to Kenma. I love you.
That was the aching truth. That he loved Kenma enough to respect his wishes, even if that meant surrendering the blonde to the arms of another. He stood there in the water for a long time, the hem of his rolled pants now cold and wet. Maybe it was time to bid the quaint town of Nekoma goodbye and never look back.
“Tetsurou-san!”
There was a faint flicker of his name being shouted from back down the shore. He’d almost missed it over the crashing waves, but then it came again, clear as day. “T-Tetsurou-san!”
The prince squinted into the foggy distance, seeing a blob of white charging toward where he stood. What on earth? But when the person in the distance grew close enough for him to recognize, the emotions he’d been trying his hardest to conceal spewed out all at once. Tears welled in his eyes, and his throat ached with a sob at the sight of none other than Kenma running toward him.
The hem of that beautiful dress had been stained brown with sand, and the way the wind swept under it, Tetsurou feared that the omega might have blown away altogether. “Wait!” he cried out again as he picked up speed. His blonde hair thrashed behind him, no sign of the lace veil he’d donned earlier.
As the omega grew closer, the prince quickly wiped his tear-stained cheeks and stifled those heaving breaths, too stunned to even move his feet. Kenma bounded into the waves and threw himself towards the other, arms outstretched. He’d almost made it, but he tripped over the water-heavy train of his gown, knocking into the other face-first. Tetsurou meant to catch him, but a combination of surprise and the shifting sand beneath his feet caused him to lose balance as well.
Kenma shrieked as they fell over, the ice-cold water splashing over the pair until they were soaking wet and shivering. The omega coughed and groaned at the salt now stinging his nose, wheezing as he caught his breath from the earlier sprint. And Tetsurou, who now managed to snap out of the confused daze, offered a hand to his back, patting gently. “Wh-What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be at the altar?”
“I was,” he panted, “but I-I couldn’t go through with it.”
“What do you mean, couldn’t go through with it?”
“Goddamn it!” the omega grabbed his face, “I couldn’t marry him! Not when you were right there, telling me how much I meant to you!” He noticed the slight swelling of the prince’s eyes at that moment. “Were you…crying?”
“I was not ,” he sniffled as if it would help his case. The truth was, he was overcome with joy like no other at the fact that Kenma was somehow here, getting drenched alongside him at each new breaking wave. “B-but what about Lev?” He didn’t wish to get his hopes up, remembering that there was still an entire audience waiting for this missing bride.
“He…he let me go, Tetsurou.” It was the first time the omega hadn’t used an honorific, a fact that caused his heart to swell like never before. Kenma grabbed onto the front of his now translucent shirt, as if the alpha had any intention of leaving from where he sat in the wet sand. “Every step I took down that aisle,” he began, “felt like I was walking on fire. And when I finally reached Lev, he said I looked like I’d seen a ghost.”
Suddenly, those icy cold waves no longer seemed to bother the prince, not when the promise of a future with this omega didn’t seem so far-fetched anymore. “And then?” he asked like he had been listening to the most beautiful of stories.
“I told him everything,” the omega sighed, “That I couldn’t honor my promise, that I could never forgive myself if I let you walk away after everything. And he understood, Tetsurou, because he could see how much I loved you.”
He’d nearly missed those tender words, unsure if he’d been hallucinating this whole thing. It felt as if the world had stopped, as if all the shame of his past had somehow been erased. Tetsurou's eyes moistened once more, overwhelmed by the emotional weight of it all. “You…love me?” It was all he could manage to say.
Kenma flushed red, as if he’d suddenly become far too aware of the words spewing from his lips. It was the most expression he’d ever shown, no trace of that monotonous voice or neutral composure. “I promised myself that I wouldn’t mistake your kindness for anything more, that I wouldn’t misinterpret your actions as more than just royal duty. But then you kept on giving me reasons to suspect otherwise, and I just got so confused.”
Tetsurou's breath caught, his chest tightening with something more than just guilt. He looked down, away, ashamed of the part he had played in that confusion that had kept the two of them apart far longer than necessary.
“I’ve always struggled with speaking up for myself, I’m sure you’re well aware. When Taketora proposed again and you stood up for me in front of everyone, I knew I’d fallen for you despite everything.”
But that was ages ago, Tetsurou thought to himself. He reached up with shaky hands, brushing a wet lock of hair tenderly out of Kenma’s face. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
Kenma scoffed, “Only seconds later, you were on about bringing me to the palace to find a more suitable match. I would have said something that night you almost kissed me in the gardens, but then you disappeared to play lovers with that other prince. I thought…” He looked away, voice quieter, “I thought that perhaps you found me lacking in ways.”
“Never!” The alpha interjected a tad bit too loudly, but he’d felt it necessary lest Kenma continued to put himself down over things that simply weren’t true. “Truly, I haven’t been able to resist you since the day I–!” He trailed off, not wishing to expose that time he’d spied on the blonde bathing in the ocean.
“Kenma,” he said instead, voice softer now as he pulled the omega against his chest, “I know it doesn’t excuse anything, but truthfully, I did it to show you what kind of person I really was—the kind of man who would never, in a thousand years, deserve you.”
Kenma stilled in his arms. He didn’t pull away, but his head tilted slightly down, gaze unreadable beneath those delicate lashes. It was then that Tetsurou began to imagine the worst. Maybe Kenma was remembering it all now, his truly inexcusable behavior, the sounds that echoed through the garden that night. Maybe, with nothing left between them but the truth, he was finally realizing just how unforgivable it all was. Maybe, he regretted the fact that he’d left the wedding, his only means of escape, without properly thinking it over.
“W-was it that hard,” the omega said shakily, looking up with the most beautiful look in his eyes, “to believe that I might love the only man who ever saw me for me?”
The alpha could now feel the hot tears streaming down his cheeks. His omega’s voice trembled, but those words did not. “I do not know what sort of person you were in the past, Tetsurou. But the man I met, the man I know, is the same man who saved my struggling family, expecting nothing in return.” He reached up, fingers brushing the fabric at Tetsurou’s chest. “The same man who found amusement in my reckless gambling, the very same man who would place my future, my security over his own happiness.”
Kenma wiped his tears, “The man I love is kind and generous. Infuriating sometimes,” he added, a flicker of a smile on his lips, “but never undeserving.”
Tetsurou could have listened to him speak forever, each word like balm over every insecurity. But when another wave crashed into them, sending a chill through the omega’s slender frame, he knew it was time to take the reins. There were no words that could possibly contain everything he felt, no sentence strong enough to carry the weight of this moment. So he let his actions speak.
He lifted a hand to Kenma’s neck, fingers splayed gently against cool skin, his thumb stroking the delicate line of his jaw. The prince gazed into those amber eyes and finally captured his lips in a heavy, desperate kiss.
What a feeling , Tetsurou thought, a low hum of satisfaction rumbling from his chest. At last, after all the longing, the guilt, the holding back, he was doing the one thing he’d dreamed of for far too long.
Their mouths moved frantically, hungrily, a mind-numbing clash of tongue and teeth, dizzying in its urgency. It would leave bruises, but he couldn’t care less, not when Kenma was holding onto him like that, arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders in something that felt far too much like surrender.
Tetsurou scooped the omega into his arms, his soaked dress clinging to his body, heavier than usual but still light in the alpha’s grasp. He carried him to shore, pressing a hand to the back of his head, fingers threading through the wet strands of golden hair. He laid Kenma gently down onto the powdery sand, the ocean retreating behind them in soft sighs. Only then did they stop kissing long enough for the two to consider that silent question that hung in the air: What next?
Kenma was gazing up at him with such curious desire in those tempting eyes that he’d almost caved right then and there. But it occurred to Tetsurou that perhaps this was something worth waiting for. His experience with meaningless sex had been plentiful, but he found himself utterly unprepared for what had become the most significant moment of his life. He wondered if pushing the omega too far, too fast, would somehow taint this cherished feeling.
He was just beginning to steady himself when the blonde leaned up, lips brushing slow kisses along the column of his neck and the edge of his jaw, devastatingly soft. Whatever restraint Tetsurou had managed to summon unraveled in an instant. “It bothers me,” Kenma murmured between kisses, “that I can’t always tell what you’re thinking.”
“I’m sorry,” he sighed, catching the omega’s hand and bringing it to his lips to slow the pace. He kissed each knuckle with reverence before meeting those molten eyes once more. His gaze swept over the soft curve of Kenma’s nose, down to the lips he couldn’t wait to taste again. “Well, for one,” he whispered, “I’m thinking you’ve just made me the happiest man in the world. This alone—you—would be enough to die satisfied. So please don’t feel like you have to give me anything more. We have time, all the time in the world. And eventually, yes, I want to please you in every way I can. But for now…”
He trailed off at the sight of Kenma hiding a shameless smile beneath his palm. Tetsurou gently pulled his hand away, unwilling to let a single flicker of that joy go unseen. “What is so amusing?” he asked, his voice low and playful as his fingers traced the curve of Kenma’s cheek.
Kenma tilted his head. “If that’s what you want, I suppose I can respect it,” he said softly. “It’s just…from all the stories I’d heard about the infamous Prince Tetsurou, I didn’t expect you to be so sentimental.” He leaned in then, lips brushing just beside Tetsurou’s ear as he whispered, “But you’ve already made me wait this long…I’m not sure I can wait any longer.”
Heavens above. His lover was being so bold, so honest with his needs. And so Tetsurou smirked, now set on showing this beautiful, daring omega every ounce of what that scandalous reputation had promised. He kissed him again on the lips, then trailed down to his chin, his hands already working at the delicate buttons of the lace collar clinging to Kenma’s throat.
“Well,” he murmured against his skin, “if you really can’t wait, not even long enough for me to carry you somewhere more suitable...” The prince glanced up through dark lashes, wickedness curling at the edge of his grin. “Then I suppose I’ll just have to take you right here. On this very shore.”
Kenma’s breath hitched, a sharp inhale cutting through the air. His eyes were wide, but he didn’t stop him. Tetsurou leaned closer, lips against the shell of his ear, “What would your parents think, hmm? If they sent a search party after their blushing bride, only to find him here, sprawled out beneath me, getting thoroughly ruined on his own damn wedding day.”
The blonde flushed a deeper shade of pink, though it wasn’t embarrassment that held him quiet. Then, slowly, he returned the smirk as he sat up, fingers slipping beneath the ruined fabric clinging to his body. With grace, he peeled the soaked dress away, letting it fall beside them like a skin he'd been longing to shed. “I’m sure they’d be proud,” he said, voice smooth, “seeing as I managed to capture a prince.”
Tetsurou’s breath stuttered. He’d been left in just a slip, sheer, soaked, and clinging in all the right places, leaving almost nothing to the imagination. Wordlessly, the prince tugged off his own shirt, spreading it across the sand with a rare kind of gentleness. Then he eased Kenma down onto it, and climbed over him, relishing in the way his omega ogled his bare chest. “Good answer,” he purred.
The alpha dipped his head, brushing warm kisses along the damp skin of Kenma’s collarbones. One after another to his throat, shoulder, the hollow just beneath his neck, each kiss deeper and more reverent than the last. His hands moved slowly, mapping every inch as if to memorize the entire plane of his body.
The omega’s sand-dusted fingers threaded through his hair, tugging gently. Tetsurou barely registered the grit between their skin; he couldn’t bring himself to care. Not when every kiss he placed against newly exposed flesh was met with those soft, breathless sounds. Whimpers, sighs, the kind of noises that made his head spin.
Still, he wanted more. With measured patience, Tetsurou hooked his fingers beneath the thin straps of Kenma’s translucent slip, dragging them down slowly over his shoulders. The fabric clung for a moment, then gave way, slipping over his chest like water and pooling at his waist. “Beautiful,” he murmured.
He trailed lower, lips brushing over the subtle curve of Kenma’s chest, hands mapping his form with ease. When his mouth found one of those cold-peaked buds, he took it between his lips, sucking gently, then with purpose, teasing it with his teeth until the omega gasped, the sound breaking open and raw against the quiet hush of the waves.
The blonde writhed beneath him, breath hitching, fingers still tangled in his hair, as if trying to ground himself in the sensations. Tetsurou’s free hand drifted lower, skimming the smooth skin of Kenma’s inner thigh, tracing invisible patterns there, slow and maddening. When he reached the soaked fabric clinging between his legs, he hesitated.
He wasn’t sure if it was seawater or arousal that dampened the cloth, but the heat radiating from beneath told him enough. The thought alone made his pulse spike. Tetsurou lifted his head, gaze locking with Kenma’s, voice thick with restraint. “Still certain you don’t want to wait?”
His lover’s answer came with a parting of lips, breathless, flushed, and eyes full of something dangerous. “I want you, Tetsurou,” he whispered.
And that was all the alpha needed. He stopped toying with his nipples and migrated further down, replacing where his hands had been with a brush of his lips. The prince pulled the bottom of the slip up over his hips and got to work, biting and kissing all the way up his inner thighs. He then carefully dragged the fabric of his underwear down those slender legs and threw it off to the side alongside the discarded gown.
Kenma tried to close his legs, but Tetsurou pulled them open with ease, staring down at his pretty, leaking cunt. He’d wondered it before, if there ever was another who had seen him like this, done the things he was about to do to the omega. Perhaps there was, perhaps there wasn’t. All that mattered was the fact that it was he who now hovered between those spread thighs, ready to show him what it meant to be worshipped.
At the first brush of his mouth, Kenma gasped a sound so sharp and pure it nearly undid him. Then, with every slow, deliberate movement that followed, the omega’s voice rose again. Small whimpers at first, then fuller, clearer sounds, moans that stuttered into the ocean air like a song only Tetsurou was meant to hear.
He held him steady as he sucked at his clit, savoring the way Kenma came apart for him. Piece by piece, breath by breath. The prince’s name rolled off his tongue in a passionate plea. Tetsurou… His fingers worked in tandem, stroking his opening, slowly working inside his tight, wet heat. And that was all it took for the omega’s hips to shake, for his nerves to give in as he came hard all over his alpha’s spread digits.
Tetsurou was there to kiss him again, as he came down from the high, skin pebbled with flecks of sand and cheeks flushed. The prince wondered if Kenma could taste himself on his lips, the sweet release that he prayed might soon indulge him once more. As he reached for the fastening of his own too-tight trousers, there was a rumble in the gray sky, thunder to announce the incoming shower.
Rain poured down in cold, merciless sheets, soaking them instantly. Tetsurou flinched as the chill hit, blinking up into the sudden storm. Then he let out a quiet laugh as he looked down at Kenma, rain dripping from his lashes, lips parted in surprise. “Well,” he said dryly, “Maybe even the gods were against your wedding with Lev. This would’ve ruined the whole ceremony.”
The omega stared up at him, breathless and wide-eyed, half from the storm, half from everything that had just passed between them. But then, a tiny smile curled at the corner of his mouth. “Maybe.”
Tetsurou exhaled, chest tightening with the realization of what they’d almost never had. He reached out, brushing a hand through Kenma’s rain-soaked hair, gently sweeping the damp strands from his face. He did not wish for this moment to end, yet with the icy droplets falling onto the blonde’s naked skin, he knew they’d fall ill if they stayed out any longer.
With great care, Tetsurou draped his damp shirt around Kenma’s smaller frame, shielding what little warmth remained. The fabric clung to him, sandy in places and wet in others, but it served its purpose. Without a word, he leaned down and slipped his arms beneath the omega’s knees and back, lifting him in a smooth, effortless motion. Delicate fingers curled lightly into his shoulder as the blonde nestled into the cradle of his alpha’s chest, breath soft and shallow against Tetsurou’s collarbone.
Rain poured around them, constant yet gentle in its purpose, as though the sky itself sought to wash away the remnants of everything that had come before. It did not hinder Tetsurou, instead cleansed him of those past mistakes, anointing each step with the promise of their future together. The world blurred behind the curtain of silver, and at that moment, all that mattered was the omega in his arms.
At last, they reached the modest wooden door of his rented room. Tetsurou adjusted his grip, then raised one foot and struck the door with his leg. The latch gave way with a reluctant clatter, and the door swung inward. The fire crackled softly in the hearth, casting golden light across the room. Shadows danced along the walls, warm and welcoming the new coupling.
When he set Kenma down, the omega got to work quickly, peeling away the ruined shirt and stepping fully out of the slip that still clung damply to his midriff. In the gentle flicker of the firelight, his form was revealed in full, every curve, every delicate line, laid bare for Tetsurou’s eyes alone.
It was almost laughable, in a way. Only hours earlier, he had believed that seeing Kenma in white, adorned in lace and silk, would be the most breathtaking version of him he would ever witness. How wrong he had been.
Because here, stripped of everything, with rain-kissed skin glowing beneath the warm hush of the fire, Kenma was something else entirely. Unadorned. Unhidden. Undeniably beautiful.
The prince joined him in his nakedness, finally ridding himself of his trousers and watching the way the blonde swallowed thickly at the sight of his erect member straining up against his stomach. “We’ll dry off quicker in the sheets,” he said, taking Kenma’s hand and walking him toward the bed.
They got comfortable, the sand that shifted at every movement now replaced by cotton sheets. The omega reached for him, fingers curling around the gold chain that rested against Tetsurou’s chest. With a gentle tug, he drew the alpha down to him, their bodies aligning as their lips met again, no longer frantic, but slow, certain, and unbearably tender.
The alpha’s hands traveled from where it clutched his chest, down his navel and slotted between his legs. It pleased him to see that Kenma was soaked and ready, though he knew there was still time to get his lover dripping with arousal. He grazed his clit gingerly with his knuckles before rubbing it in quick pulses, all the while keeping his lips occupied with his own.
The blonde arched beneath him, a breathless cry escaping his lips as pleasure overtook him once more. His nails dug into Tetsurou’s shoulder, clinging to him in the seconds that followed. As the wave passed, he stilled, chest rising and falling in tandem with the alpha’s.
A moment later, with a languid curiosity, he let his hand drift downward, fingers gliding along the firm plane of Tetsurou’s chest. They paused just below his sternum, then continued until they reached the coarse line of hair beneath his navel. There, he paused, amber eyes flickering upward to study the reaction on the face above him.
The prince was already a step ahead, rising on haunches as he pulled Kenma’s hips into his lap and began to tease the head of his cock up and down his slit. He gazed down at his lover’s beautiful expression, lips parted in anticipation for what was to come next. And when at last he began to ease forward, entering him with aching slowness, the tight sensations engulfing his member consumed him.
Kenma exhaled his name like a prayer, and Tetsurou closed his eyes, sinking into the feeling of being exactly where he was meant to be. He groaned at every new inch introduced to the omega’s inviting heat, relishing in that perfect squeeze that accompanied. He moved slowly, every motion deliberate, guided by instinct and the careful study of the man beneath him. But even in his gentleness, he could feel the way Kenma’s body tensed, the quiet strain just beneath the surface.
A faint wince passed over his beautiful features, fleeting but not unnoticed. Tetsurou paused. “Kenma…” he began caringly, moving forward so he could hover above, settling between his legs.
The omega crossed his arms over his face. “I-I’m fine,” he murmured, though his voice was thin with effort. His eyes, however, held steady. There was pain, yes, but nothing he wouldn’t endure to be this close to the alpha above him, closer than he’d ever been to anyone in his life.
Tetsurou swallowed hard, his chest aching at the sight. He pressed a kiss to Kenma’s temple, lingering there, and adjusted his hold. “Tell me if it’s too much,” he whispered against damp skin.
Kenma’s answer came as a soft breath, one hand trailing up to tangle in his hair. “Just…don’t stop.”
And he didn’t. Every movement after that was shaped by devotion, slow, steady, and utterly mindful of the body in his arms. He rolled his hips in careful strokes, rubbing his waist tenderly and working the omega through it. Eventually, Kenma’s movements grew fluid as well, meeting his thrusts with the grinding of his pelvis. Tetsurou took it as a sign to speed his pace, holding him in his arms as he bottomed out and came with a shaky groan.
The firelight caught in the strands of Kenma’s hair, gold and damp and radiant, and as he came down from the high of his own climax, the prince swore he had never seen anything so captivating. He buried his face into the hollow of the omega’s neck, inhaling the salt of his skin and the sweetness of his pheromones. His hand cradled the small of his back, not to pull him closer, but to truly feel the other, to be sure this wasn’t a dream. He loved him. Gods , how he loved him.
Tetsurou pulled out carefully, thick ropes of his arousal dribbling out from the omega’s spent hole. Only seconds later, he dipped down, intent on tending to him, gaze sweeping over every inch of exposed skin and searching for any sign of strain or harm. There was no blood, to his immense relief, only the evidence of their union and the faint shiver of a body pushed to its edge.
Still, he couldn't help himself. Not when the blonde was looking so very tempting with his sexed out expression and flushed cheeks. With purpose, he pressed a kiss to the inside of Kenma’s thigh, trailing further inside until he fit his mouth over those quivering folds. The omega’s eyes went wide and he let out a sharp gasp, knees buckling inward as his fingers fisted in Tetsurou’s damp hair.
"Tetsurou, I can’t–!," he half-whined, half-scolded, his voice tight and trembling.
But the alpha only hummed in response, lips gentle, touch delicate. His omega cried out and arched helplessly beneath him, overwhelmed as he gave himself over once more. When it was over and the final tremor passed through Kenma’s body, only then did Tetsurou pull away. He pressed one last kiss to his knee before lifting himself beside him, arms already outstretched to gather the omega into his chest.
Kenma didn’t resist. He folded into him without hesitation, burying his face in the crook of Tetsurou’s neck as though the world outside the circle of his arms no longer mattered. His skin was warm, damp, flushed with exertion, but his body had gone soft in that way only trust allowed.
Tetsurou held him close, one hand stroking idly through the tangles of golden hair. The firelight flickered low now, casting gentle shadows across their skin. The rain hammered against the windowpanes, accompaniment to the duet of their steadying breaths. Despite the fact that it still stormed outside, Tetsurou felt an unfamiliar weight lift from his chest, so subtle it might have gone unnoticed if not for the way joy quietly bloomed in its place.
It wasn’t loud, this happiness. It didn’t come in bursts of laughter or wide, reckless smiles. No, it came in the feeling of Kenma’s warm breath over his collarbone. In the way his fingers remained loosely tangled with his own, even in sleep. In the press of the omega’s bare skin against his, not a single barrier separating the two of them anymore. In the knowledge that he was no longer dreaming from a distance, no longer watching from behind the guise of friendship or unspoken doubt.
He had Kenma, in all his glory. It struck Tetsurou once more that here, in his arms, resting peacefully beneath a borrowed blanket, was the person he loved. The prince let his eyes flutter shut, pressing his lips to his sleeping lover’s temple in a kiss so light it barely touched him. For the first time ever, he felt whole. “I love you,” he promised again, not caring if the other heard or not.
But when Kenma, in his worn daze, smiled ever so slightly, Tetsurou knew the words had reached him just fine. He pulled him closer, stroking his back in gentle circles, anchoring them both to the quiet moment. “Are you feeling alright?” he murmured, nuzzling gently against the crown of Kenma’s head.
The omega stirred, blinking sleepily as he gave a small nod. “Was it that obvious I’ve never… done that before?”
Tetsurou gave a low hum. “Could’ve fooled me,” he smirked.
Kenma looked up at him, wide-eyed. “Really?”
The alpha chuckled, pressing a hand to his mouth to hide his grin. He shook his head slowly, clearly entertained. The blonde pouted, cheeks flushed with mock indignation, and tried to squirm out of his embrace, but Tetsurou only tightened his hold.
“It was my first time too,” he said softly, his voice losing all teasing, “doing that…with someone I love.”
Kenma gave a quiet hum of satisfaction before resting his head back against Tetsurou’s chest. A beat passed before the alpha added, chuckling lightly, “Also my first time doing it on a beach.”
The omega lifted his head just enough to look up at him, mischief in his eyes. “You’ll have to tell me where else you haven’t…y’know,” he murmured, voice low with suggestion. “I want the rest of your firsts to myself.”
Tetsurou laughed, warmed and genuine. “I didn’t think you’d be so sentimental.” Then, quieter, he leaned in and whispered, “Rest assured, my dear Kenma, you’ve already had all the ones that truly matter.”
He had slept more soundly than he had in recent memory, whether from the exhaustion of the sleepless night before, or simply because Kenma was here, warm and close in his arms, exactly where he was meant to be.
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The morning was soft with mist, the horizon painted in a serene blue as the carriage waited just beyond the manor gates. The rains had come and gone, and Tetsurou’s stay in the wine town of Nekoma had come to an end; now time for him to return to the Southern Palace. Though this time around, the prince would be departing with the most precious cargo of them all.
He had spent the majority of their final days tying up the loose ends their behavior had unraveled. First and foremost, the alpha had spoken with Kenma’s parents, explaining everything with a lowered head and a heart full of regret. He took the blame without hesitation, telling them it had been his own rash decisions that had led to Kenma’s sudden disappearance from the wedding. To his quiet surprise, they hadn’t met him with scorn, but joy. His honesty was enough for them, and so was the sight of their son, safe and radiant in a way they hadn’t seen in years.
“All is well that ends well,” Kenma’s father had remarked, trying not to smile too broadly. “Though those Northern aristocrats seemed rather furious. We do expect quite a few strongly worded letters.”
Tetsurou had only bowed, his voice low. “I truly am sorry I took so long…And for letting this drag on as it did.”
Kenma, too, had found Lev before their departure. The omega stood straight, his hands clasped politely in front of him as he offered a deep, respectful bow. “I apologize,” he said sincerely. “For the way it all unfolded. I do hope your family can forgive me for leaving you like that at the altar.”
Lev laughed purely, his smile genuine as it had always been. “I’m glad that it all worked out for you, Kenma-san. I wish you nothing but the best!” he said. “Perhaps, things fall into place only when we can be honest both with ourselves and the ones we hold dear.”
Kenma followed his gaze to where Yaku stood a few paces behind, arms crossed and eyes faintly narrowed, though there was no true malice there. Only something that looked a lot like resignation, and perhaps understanding.
There were promises of letters and visits, of invitations extended to the palace for holidays and celebrations yet to come. Tetsurou bowed deeply to Mrs. Kozume, her hands clasped in his, and with complete sincerity said, “Whenever you wish to visit the capital, I’ll be your personal escort.” She smiled, misty-eyed, and told him to look after her son. He promised he would. And then, at last, they were off.
The carriage rattled gently along the graveled road, trees giving way to open hills as the Southern Palace loomed far in the distance. Inside, Tetsurou turned his head to where Kenma sat beside him, gazing dreamily out the window.
That was when he saw it. His mother’s ring, now secured around Kenma’s finger, the only place that diamond truly ever belonged. The omega caught him staring, and after a long pause, he asked softly, “Do you think your mother will like me?”
Tetsurou reached across the space between them, brought Kenma’s hand to his lips, and kissed his knuckles gently. “Trust me,” he said, “you’ve made her the happiest woman in the world.” And then, with a teasing smirk that softened into something far more sincere, he added, “Not to mention…you’ve made me the happiest man in the world. Quite the run, I must say.”
Kenma laughed a soft, genuine sound that seemed to chase the last shadows from Tetsurou’s chest. And this time, he didn’t have to wonder when he’d hear it again. There would be more.
So many more moments, more laughter, more nights spent in each other's embrace. More of a future to look forward to. This wasn’t a farewell or a tragic end. It was only the beginning.
Because they loved each other. And the stars, it seemed, had written quite the story. One of missed chances and silent longing, of trials and tenderness and words finally spoken. But best of all, a happy ending.
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Ahhhh
Chapter 30: Not a day goes by that I'm not into you: KageHina
Summary:
Chapter title is from the song Still into You by Paramore
Notes:
So, every time I tell myself to take a break, I end up not actually taking a break. Sorry (for not waiting months to update?) but I got too excited and ended up writing the first chapter of KageHina. Well, it's technically the first chapter but honestly it's mostly filler and flashbacks so don't get too excited ig. Idk I had a really fun time writing this one, especially since it gave me the opportunity to get a bit deeper with some of the background and set up. I was really grateful to myself from 3 years ago for being so vague about things in the beginning, it really gave the opportunity to change a lot where I wanted improvement. I'm thinking that for this portion of the story, it will take place simultaneously in the past and the future to make things interesting. this chapter is full of little easter eggs, so yeah, i hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it. Thanks :)
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Chapter Text
Shoyo took a deep breath in. “Everything will be alright,” he whispered to himself. “You’ve met him so many times before, no reason to get nervous now!”
He’d repeated those words to himself, over and over, as he sat before the grand vanity in his room at the Western palace. Atop the glittering brass lay a mess of pins and jewels, accents meant for his fiery locks, which had been painstakingly straightened for the day’s occasion. A precaution of sorts, seeing as his natural curls only seemed to look right under the specific conditions of the Southern climate.
Shoyo looked to the grandfather clock by the door, the pendulum rocking back and forth as the seconds drew closer and closer to what he’d been both dreading and looking forward to for the entirety of the past month. The start of his engagement to the only man he’d ever truly loved, Prince Tobio of the Western kingdom.
They’d met on numerous occasions, yes, become more than familiar with one another, and yet even that knowledge wasn’t enough to calm the southern prince’s nerves. Because while those beautiful memories of the times they’d crossed paths at various high society occasions brought a smile to his face, the fact that they hadn’t spoken in four years was enough of a reminder that the man he would soon meet again was now very much a stranger.
There was a soft knock at the door, presumably the attendants he’d been periodically sending away to avoid getting dressed. Shoyo thought that if he saw himself dolled up, ready to strut into the cathedral where everyone was waiting, where Tobio was waiting, everything would feel too real. A terrifying thought, despite the fact that this was all he’d ever wanted.
Relief filled him as familiar faces walked into the room, an entourage of omegas he’d looked up to, cherished, and loved from the moment he’d met each and every one of them. Shoyo was endlessly grateful for these beloved wives of his brothers, each radiant in their own way, each caring for him as if he were their own.
“Sho, are you alright? You’re paler than the moon,” Kenma said as he entered the room with Keiji, Koushi, and Tooru following after.
The blonde omega had always been a perceptive one, perhaps the only reason he fit so well with Tetsurou, master of hiding his emotions. “Kenma!” he blurted out, “I’m beyond terrified!”
Koushi took his place behind Shoyo, brushing his hair and starting to braid it. The silver-haired omega sighed, “Sho-chan, you should have been ready an hour ago. Tobio-san will be here soon!”
Tobio, Shoyo had learned, had been stationed at the northwestern border for months, quelling a threat from barbarians beyond the Shiratorizawa mountain range. The alpha had recently been promoted to sub-commander, an impressive feat for someone only a few years into full-time service with the Western militia, though hardly surprising given his natural skill and battle experience.
Of course, Shoyo only knew this because Hajime had told him. It wasn’t as if the newly minted sub-commander, or whatever he was now , had bothered to write even once in all that time. The omega huffed. “I don’t want to marry that oaf, he’s such a jerk!” he pouted.
“Yeah, I don’t blame you, Tooru snickered, “Tobio-chan can be a little bit of a dumbass sometimes.”
“How can you say that about your own cousin, Tooru?” Keiji laughed. He took the younger omega’s hands in his own. “Just relax, Shoyo. If I remember correctly, you admitted you were in love with him the last time you danced.”
He blushed. That night had been one of high spirits, a sort of magical moment where it felt like the world had somehow stopped spinning and all that mattered was the current. There had been a ball to celebrate the birth of the western heir, Tooru and Hajime, now the parents of a beautiful omega boy with his mother’s chocolate locks and his father’s silver eyes.
It was around the time Shoyo and Tobio had just finished school, now unleashed upon the world with new purpose and dreams to carry on the legacies of their forefathers or write their own. Earlier in the night, the alpha asked for his hand, pulled him to the floor for a dance, and spoke of his big plans to one day fight alongside Hajime as co-commander. Shoyo believed he would get there, but it certainly did hurt that in all those dreams of Tobio’s future, there hadn’t been a single trace of him.
“And what about you, Shoyo?” He remembered Tobio asking him, with an expression so intense he thought it might have turned him to stone. For a moment, it had felt like something would be revealed, a sort of mutual feeling that had sprung up in the extended time they spent together during that final year. And perhaps, if the alpha had asked only minutes earlier, Shoyo might have told him the truth. That his ideal future contained no glory or titles, but something far simpler. At that time, all he could think of, all he desired, all he ever wanted was the boy in front of him. “A diplomat, perhaps,” he answered, going with the second-best option, “I always did like meeting new people.”
Gentle fingers at his crown shook the southerner from the past. “Think of it this way,” Koushi said as he tied Shoyo’s fiery locks, “This is just your formal engagement. If you really hate him that much, you can always break it off.”
But that was it. Even after all this time, despite the fact that Tobio had never written, never visited, never once made any sort of effort to prove that he still thought about him, Shoyo couldn’t bring himself to truly hate the man. Rather, it was the confusion and disappointment from the alpha’s actions that left his confidence in shambles. Four years was a long time; much had changed. Shoyo himself had changed, so surely, Tobio had too. The biggest indication was that he hadn’t bothered with any sort of contact throughout their time apart.
“No, that’s not it,” the youngest omega sighed. “I do really, really like him, it’s just…I’m scared I’ll mess up, and he’ll hate me, and it’ll go downhill and-”
“Hey,” Tooru cut him off. “Let me tell you that Tobio is head over heels for you. I’ve never seen him blush harder than he did when he danced with you. You’ve got nothing to worry about,” the brunette reassured.
Shoyo supposed Tooru would have known best. After all, it was likely due to the older omega’s influence that he was now in this situation. There was really no other logical explanation behind the sudden proposal of marriage that had arrived one day, asking for the hand of the lovely Prince Shoyo. Though it was strange enough that Daichi had seemed rather surprised when it arrived, explaining that he hadn’t had anything to do with it.
He’d received countless offers in recent years, foreign kingdoms eager to forge alliances in exchange for the hand of their youngest. While Shoyo had now been of age and perfectly ready to start thinking of his future, he’d refused each without a second thought. Pathetically, there was always a part of him that hoped Tobio would barge in and sweep him away. Not that he ever dared to admit it to anyone, not even Kenma, the omega he now regarded as his closest friend.
Early on, there had never been any pressure for him to accept those numerous propositions. Shoyo was still young, and it wasn’t like the kingdom desperately needed to barter him for any dire resources or connections. But when his father’s health suddenly began to deteriorate at a rapid rate, it was as if a switch had been flipped.
The old king summoned his youngest son to the sunroom one quiet afternoon for tea, his voice carrying the faint weight of years. Sunlight spilled through tall windows, pooling in golden warmth across the marble floor. When Shoyo stepped inside, the king’s sunken eyes softened. “With every passing day,” the old man murmured, gaze lingering on something he thought he’d lost years ago, “you look more like your mother.”
His mother. The omega whose memory lived on only in the reflection that gazed back at him each time he looked in the mirror. Shoyo had never known him, save for the stories his father spared for his ears only when the man was certain no one else was listening. After all, it was the old Southern king’s best-kept secret, just how much that common scullery maid meant to him.
It hadn’t taken much time for a young Shoyo to realize he wasn’t like his older brothers. The sun was unbearable that day, gilding the edges of banners and the sweat on his father’s brow. From the cradle of the king’s arms, Shoyo peered over his shoulder and watched his family follow as they strode through the parted crowds on the summer solstice.
His brothers walked behind the four queens, waving and smiling to their subjects as they passed the rows of vibrant stalls. Daichi’s chestnut hair and deep eyes mirrored the Western queen’s elegance; Koutarou, with his bright silver locks gleaming like a blade, his heritage etched plainly from the Northern throne of his mother. Tetsurou and Hajime were carbon copies of their own mothers; every feature found on the Eastern and Southern queens was reflected in their offspring.
But Shoyo…Shoyo belonged to none of them, as confirmed by every mirror in the palace. No matter how kindly the queens brushed his hair or kissed his brow and called him son, he searched their faces and found no piece of himself there. One day, when the questions grew too heavy to bear, he asked the man who carried every answer. “Father,” he had said softly, “Where did I come from?”
He would never forget the look that crossed the king’s face. For one tense moment, it was as if the man had seen a ghost with the way his jaw tightened and his golden eyes glimmered with memories of the past. Then, with a slow exhale, he smiled and beckoned his son closer. “Come, Shoyo,” he said, voice hushed. “I want to tell you a story.”
The king had never believed those tales of yore, wild rambles and myths of soul bonds, of alphas and omegas whose stories had been crafted by fate itself, destined to be together. Or perhaps he’d only shut out such thoughts to avoid straying from the promises he’d made to his four queens all those years ago.
But then he met him. Just a flash of those vibrant locks and the king had unraveled before he’d known it. Just a clink of those golden anklets, a burst of those delectable pheromones, and he suddenly believed every word of those hopeless poets. He grabbed his wrist, those pheromones turning sour in fear, and yet that putrid scent hardly mattered. Not when he was now face-to-face with the most lovely omega he’d ever seen.
For a moment, the king had forgotten who or where he was, forgotten the four golden wedding bands circling each of his fingers. He leaned in close, disregarding whatever wordless pleas reached his ears and the distressed smell of the omega thrashing in his arms. Without thinking, he pressed his lips to that rosy neck only to be met by a harsh fist colliding with his jaw.
Pain bloomed sharp, copper flooding his tongue as blood split his lip. The king staggered, teeth clenched, and then he looked up. The omega stood blazing, fury like a sunstorm in his eyes.“I said let me go, Your Highness ,” he practically snarled.
Then, this firecracker beauty stooped, snatched up the fallen duster, and turned on his heel, leaving the king with more emotions he’d ever felt in his entire life. Rage, shame, and something far darker churned within him, whispering forbidden temptations into his mind. He rubbed a hand against his sore jaw in complete admiration of the fact that someone so much smaller could hit with the force of a warrior.
He should have left it there, should have carried on, returned to his queens, his throne, his carefully ordered world. That would have been the right thing, the honorable thing. But righteousness burned to ash beneath the heat surging through his veins. Every primal instinct in him ached to see that omega again. Like the memory of being thrown from a wild stallion, heart hammering, body aching, dignity shattered and yet craving nothing more than another chance at winning the beast over.
They’d crossed paths again weeks later, the omega hidden in a crowd of launderers across the courtyard. The king might have missed him if it weren’t for the blazing orange hair that peeked out from heaping baskets of white linen. And so he dismissed the advisors beside him and rushed over to the adjacent corridor just in time to exchange a few words.
“Wait!” He called out to the group, each turning around in surprise, though none with more dread than the one he wished to see. There was utter terror on his pretty face, as if he thought the king might have come to deal with him accordingly for the treasonous actions he’d pulled earlier.
The omega nearly dropped the basket in his arms, fumbling to bow so quickly that the linens threatened to spill across the stone floor. “Y-Your Highness,” he stammered, his voice cracking like brittle porcelain. “Forgive…forgive me! I shouldn’t have-” His breath hitched, and he bowed lower, trembling so hard the wicker basket creaked in his grip. “Spare me, I-I acted without thinking, I shouldn’t have raised my hand, I-” The words spilled in a rush, broken and uneven, like he couldn’t get them out fast enough. Those pheromones told the rest of the story, sharp with distress.
But as the king watched him, there was only one thought that crossed his mind. Just how young this omega had been, vibrant and full of youth, youth he’d shed years ago, youth he hadn’t possessed since before he ascended the throne. There had to have been a decade between them, if not more. His thoughts raced to the few gray hairs that had begun to dot his jet black hair, as if that alone shamed him for racing over here with intentions he shouldn’t have been harboring.
“Please raise your head,” he said with a calm sigh, “It is I who must apologize for my rather unforgivable behavior the other day.” He looked into those gleaming brown eyes, at the way they peered back at him in surprise. “I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.”
The omega turned away shyly, adjusting his basket so that the towering stack of linens could shield the blush now high on his cheeks. “N-No harm done, my Lord.” The king observed the way the other workers gazed wide-eyed at the scene, curious to know what on earth had transpired between the two of them.
Not wishing to direct any more unnecessary attention toward the other, the older alpha bowed his head. But although he had promised himself that this was the end, the end of something that had yet to even start, his heart betrayed him. “Could you…” He began when the majority of the group had already begun to leave; those words meant only for the one in front of him: “Could you tell me your name?”
The beauty spared a glance over his shoulder, a smile ghosting over his lips. “Hinata,” he said before rushing away to complete the rest of his work.
Hinata. The name replayed in the king’s head like a mantra, during meetings where his advisors droned on and on or just before bed while he gazed out into the starry night, wondering how much longer until the sun would rise above the horizon. It suited him, the older man thought, Hinata, a name which encapsulated every bit of the warmth that radiated from his dazzling skin.
It was months before he would see Hinata once again, that too tangled up in the most peculiar of circumstances. The king had just concluded his annual visit to the capital city to observe the progress of his citizens when he stumbled upon a squabble outside one of the housing tenements.
“Hey! That’s personal, give it back!” a frantic and yet familiar voice sounded out. The king approached despite the protest of his guards, taken aback to see Hinata grabbing for a ratty old book in the arms of a taller gentleman, alpha or beta, he couldn't tell.
“How about coming up with your rent money instead of scribbling your little designs in this piece of junk!” the man spat, continuing to hold the omega’s property just above his head.
Hinata seethed, “ I already told you, " he snarled, with the same bite from the day the king had met him, “I will get it to you by the end of the week.”
The man only smirked, dangling the book higher like a cruel game. And then that game ended. In one fluid motion, the king had plucked the book from the man’s grip, overpowering him in sheer height alone. He stumbled back, landing hard on the cobblestones, eyes widening in horror when he realized who stood over him. The alpha king gazed down at him like he might an insect. “I suggest,” he said, gaze as cold as it had been on the battlefield, “that you stop bothering him.”
The man scrambled to his feet, hands lifting in protest. “Y-your Majesty, with all due respect, he’s my tenant! This is the sixth time he’s been late on the rent. Six times! I’ve let it slide more than I should’ve already-”
“Six times, and yet you still breathe because I allow it,” the king cut in, his tone turning to ice. “Do you disregard an order from your king?”
The color drained from the man’s face. He dropped his eyes, the words dying in his throat. Slowly, the king turned, the frayed little book still in his hand, and let his eyes fall upon Hinata. For a moment, the world stilled as he took in that unreadable expression. The omega’s gaze burned with too many emotions to name: shock, gratitude, awe, he couldn’t tell. And yet the king prayed it was something deeper, the very thing he’d felt that day in the corridor, the unshakable feeling that their souls had met before, maybe in a past life.
The king sneered at the man once more, “Run along now.” He shifted his attention and handed the book back to Hinata before changing his demeanor entirely. “What happened to that mean right hook of yours?” he teased.
Hinata stilled as if he didn’t quite know what to say, and for a fleeting second, the king wondered if he had frightened him by stepping in so boldly. But then came that smile, that bright, disarming smile that could make kingdoms crumble.“It seems we keep bumping into each other, Your Highness,” he said lightly.
Such a simple statement, and yet it filled him with boundless happiness. He grinned, warmth breaking through the steel of his composure. “Ah, so you had noticed as well. I had begun to think the universe was taking pity on an old man like me, allowing me to gaze upon your beauty time and time again.”
The omega flushed, color sweeping across his cheeks until it bloomed as deep and vivid as his hair. “You are no old man, my lord.”
Whether he would have admitted it or not, age had yet to unleash its complete wrath against the Southern king. He still stood tall and proud, his face handsome and ripe with the years, tanned sun-kissed skin, and thick hair. Golden eyes, simmered and calm, no longer ablaze with the fervor of his adolescence, but still carrying the depth of a man who had conquered and lost, loved and regretted.
Hinata invited him inside, and though the king should have politely turned him down, he allowed himself to be pulled deeper and deeper. What he discovered in that little room was a world of its own. He learned how the omega had left his mother and father in the quiet mountain town of Miyagi to chase his dream of becoming a capital seamstress. How that dream was stitched into every page of the worn notebook the king now held, brimming with sketches and designs.
The room was small, yet it pulsed with life. Swatches of fabric spilled across the table like fallen petals, threads pooled like tiny rivers of color, and half-finished garments hung from every hook and chair. Hinata’s voice filled the space as he spoke, bright with passion. He explained that his work in the palace was merely to fund his experimentations with the patterns and stitches, bringing his ideas to life.
“Why not stay in the servants’ quarters to save money?” the king had asked in regards to rent commotion, to which Hinata replied calmly that this space itself wasn’t large enough to accommodate each of his projects. And from the rough state of the room, of course, the alpha believed him.
Hinata was going to open a store in the capital; that was his goal. And that goal remained unchanged, even as their meetings became more frequent, the king slipping away from duties and prying eyes whenever he could just to steal a moment with him.
One evening, unable to hold back any longer, the king offered what any man in his position could. “ Let me be your benefactor ,” he said. “I’ll buy you a shop in the heart of the city, fill it with the finest fabrics from every corner of the realm. Anything you desire.”
But Hinata only giggled. “ I must refuse, Your Majesty, ” he said gently. “ I could only truly deserve it if I earned it myself. If every thread, every design, stood on its own merit and not on the weight of your name. ”
It was moments like that which made their relationship feel like a breath of fresh air. In his world, where every word spoken to the king was lacquered with flattery or fear, Hinata’s carefree attitude was a rare, unpolished gem.
He spoke to the king as if he were a man without the weight of a kingdom pressing against his shoulders. Hinata didn’t bow to his title, didn’t drown their conversations in courtesies. He laughed freely, argued without hesitation, and looked him in the eye with a kind of clarity that stripped away every layer of artifice.
And perhaps that was what enticed the king most of all. The certainty that Hinata didn’t want anything from him but the conversation, the companionship. He cherished the words between them, simple as they were, as if those words alone were worth more than gold. With Hinata, the alpha could breathe.
There were times their hands brushed by accident and neither moved to break the touch. When conversations faltered into silences that pulsed with something just out of reach. And then, everything finally caved in one late evening. The candles in Hinata’s small room had burned low, throwing golden shadows across the room, when the king reached to return the sketchbook of the omega’s latest designs. He’d given in to temptations and brushed a strand of those blazing locks behind his ear. And when Hinata gazed at him, brown eyes wide and lips parted, all restraint shattered.
The king leaned in and pressed his lips against the omega’s. And Hinata, in all his devastating loveliness, slid a hand up to his neck and kissed him right back. He had him that night itself, right on top of the miscellaneous scraps of fabric on his mattress, all night long as the omega moaned and raked his nails across the alpha’s back, begging for him to keep going.
He’d awoken the next morning, heavy with shame at the younger man nuzzled up beside him. But Hinata simply smiled at his unease and said, “ I’m not a child, Your Highness. I am a grown omega who knows exactly who you are, and what I risk to be able to touch you like this.” In all his boldness, he merely leaned forward to press a kiss to the older man’s lips before rushing off to get ready for the day.
From that night forward, the king spent every evening he could with Hinata in his arms, sometimes laughing over whispered secrets, other times tangled in a fevered mess of limbs and longing. It was dangerous, reckless, and yet he could no more stay away from Hinata than he could stop his own heart from beating. But alas, even the sweetest of secrets could leave tragedies in its wake.
The first and only one to notice was the western queen. She had always been the sharpest of his four wives, keen-eyed and patient, a true intellect. That morning, when the king strode into the dining room to greet his wives and children, she moved to him with her usual grace, lifting her hands to straighten the tangled mess of his many golden chains and amulets.
It was then that she wrinkled her nose, picking up on something she’d now smelled too many times to disregard. Not the scent of incense from the temple, nor the oils she had selected from the palace apothecary, but something softer and warmer. Her long, graceful fingers stilled against his chest.
“Could you at least wash up,” she murmured, low enough that the others wouldn’t hear, “when you’re around the boys?”
The king swallowed hard, forcing a careful smile as his sons rushed up to greet him. His first wife didn’t scream or curse at him. But when she let her hands fall and turned away without another word, he’d felt the brunt of her disapproval. This was the cost of it all; these were the people he was hurting each time he smiled upon Hinata’s beautiful face.
And even then, there were moments when he carelessly hurt the omega as well. Hinata lay atop his chest one night, skin to skin as they basked in the aftermath of their lovemaking. He’d gazed into the eyes of his lover, his king, admiring the glimmering golden pools as if they’d been stolen from the sun itself. “In all my life, I've never seen a color so striking, my lord.”
The alpha laughed, “It belongs solely to the Southern bloodline. Koutarou is the only one out of the boys to have inherited it.” As soon as the words slipped out, he realized what grave error he’d made. Hinata pulled away from him not long after, sitting up and shifting to the side of the bed so that the king could not see whatever pained expression painted his face.
The king reached for him, pulling those shimmering curls away so he could press a kiss to his neck. “I’m sorry,” he murmured an apology against the tension between them. Though he’d tried his hardest to leave out any mentions of his wives or sons when they were together, sometimes he was unintentionally cruel.
Hinata merely looked away with downcast eyes. “Why should you be? I have no right to be upset,” he whispered, voice frayed and brittle, “not about any of it.”
And that was the truth, wasn’t it? Hinata was not a wife of the king, simply the wench who stole him away from his family and warmed his loins in the secret of the night. At least, that was what the omega believed, and though the king never thought it himself, he was the coward who never corrected him.
There were many nights he lay awake, staring at the ceiling of his chambers. Fingers brushing over the rings he wore, each a promise of its own. Four gleaming bands of gold and precious stones adorned his hand, one for each queen, each alliance. And yet there remained a single finger bare, his thumb, his most important digit left without a claim. He could make Hinata his wife. He could make that everlasting promise to him before gods and men alike. But what would they all think? What whispers would slither through the marbled halls of his court?
What would the rulers of the other three kingdoms say? Those proud men and women who had entrusted their treasured children to his keeping, binding their bloodlines to his by sacred vow. And the noble houses, how they would bare their teeth, spitting venom behind polite smiles. For him to take a palace maid, a mere servant, no matter how beloved, and seat him amongst queens.
He recalled his Western queen’s face that day, the ice in her gaze, the chill of her silence. The king didn’t think he could survive that look again, not from her or the others. But most of all, he could not bear to see that same scorn in the eyes of his sons. That would surely kill him.
So he made no offers, no promises, no words to soothe the hurt that pooled in Hinata’s glossy brown eyes. And perhaps that was the cruelest thing of all.
For there came a day that the omega had disappeared without a trace, not a note, not a single word for the alpha he’d spent so many of his nights with. Hinata left his job at the palace abruptly, in such a hurry, apparently, that not a single soul he worked alongside seemed to know where he’d rushed off to.
So the king traveled down to the capital himself, eager to get some answers. It wasn’t until he climbed the narrow stairs to that little room Hinata had called his own that dread truly coiled in his gut. The chamber was bare, stripped of every scrap of him, no roll of fabric left tossed on the chair, no sweet scent clinging to the air. Only emptiness, cold and gaping, as though the walls themselves mourned the loss.
Panic clawed at him then, but still, he leashed it with the iron chains of his pride. He could not tear through the city streets like some common man possessed. He would not let the capital see their king brought to his knees by the absence of one runaway omega. So he swallowed the storm and did the next best thing, sending out a small, discreet unit of soldiers loyal enough to know what silence was worth.
But by the end of the month, after thirty long sleepless nights, fear rooted itself deep in his bones. The men returned one after another, their reports identical, their faces heavy with failure. Because every alley had been searched, every inn turned inside out, every whisper chased to ash, and still, Hinata was nowhere to be found.
It was then, in a moment of desperation, that he recalled Hinata had once mentioned his parents hailed from Miyagi. Without delay, he ordered his men to ride east and scour the villages tucked between the mountains of that distant province. Weeks bled into one another, the seasons beginning to change as he waited, chained to his throne by duty yet restless as a child. Each time the grand doors opened, his heart wrenched against his ribs, foolishly expecting that small, fiery-haired omega to be standing there with that blinding smile.
Though when his men finally returned, the news they carried hollowed him out like a blade to the gut. They had scoured Miyagi, asked after an omega named Hinata, and come back empty-handed…at least at first. What they did retrieve, however, was enough to spark the faintest glimmer of hope. Hinata’s parents had long since passed away, but there was mention of a younger sister, Natsu, married now and living in the modest village of Karasuno, pressed against the borders of the Western Kingdom.
That single name was all it took, for the king would have scoured the entire continent brick by brick if it meant finding him. He sent his men at once, pulse hammering as the months flew by, and when they returned this time, the response had perhaps been the worst of them all. They had found Hinata, yes, seen him with their own eyes, living quietly in that distant village, but the omega had refused to come back.
Something dark unfurled inside the king at that, an emotion he couldn’t name. Rage, desperation, perhaps both clouded his conscience and he wasted no time in readying his own carriage and marching all the way to his stubborn omega. Karasuno was but a speck, a humble scattering of homes surrounded by fields of green. And yet, as he reined his horse before a tiny house on the edge of the village, his chest constricted tighter than any battlefield charge had ever managed.
He dismounted without a word, his boots crushing the moist earth as he marched forward and knocked frantically on the door. A younger man opened, broad-shouldered, calloused hands holding onto an infant with the same deep brown hair. For a moment, confusion flickered in his eyes, but then his breath hitched in recognition, and he fell into a hurried bow so deep he nearly dropped the child in his arms. “Y-Your Majesty…” his voice cracked under the weight of the moment.
Golden eyes burned past him, scanning the dim interior beyond the threshold. “Move,” the king rumbled, his harsh tone forged from months of desperation. The younger man obeyed at once, stumbling aside, his limbs clumsy in panic. “Natsu!” he called into the house, voice trembling as much from urgency. “H-He’s here…”
There was another set of nimble footsteps that scattered through the house and then a woman appeared out of the small kitchen, fixing her clothes. Natsu stepped into the light, her hair catching the sun like autumn leaves, fiery like Hinata’s but softened to a deep, earthy brown. The king seized upon her like a madman because he had not endured the last five months to now be calm. “Where is he?” The question cracked through the air, frantic and raw without any trace of his royal manners.
“I-I-” she stammered, wringing her hands, eyes darting in panic. Whether she realized it or not, her gaze flicked toward a single door down the hall. The briefest glance was all he needed, and with a surge of movement, the king was past her, his boots pounding against the wooden floor.
“Your Highness! Wait!” Natsu’s voice quivered as she lunged, flinging herself between him and the door. Her small frame trembled as she pressed her back against the wood like it was the only thing keeping disaster at bay. “You cannot go in there! Please, please, Your Majesty, don’t go in there!”
“Move aside, please .” His voice was a low growl, the kind that could make men flee battlefields.
She shuddered from the impact, closing her eyes as if he would strike her. “I beg you,” she whispered, tears brimming.
“Hinata!” he called out from outside, though there was no response, not even a shuffle. He exhaled sharply as if exasperated, then, like a predator feigning retreat, he turned his head slightly like he might leave. Natsu seemed to fall for this ploy of his, letting down her guard long enough for him to get a grip on the handle. In a blur, the alpha’s hand shot past her, the door swinging open with a cry from its hinges just as Natsu screamed.
The king froze at the sight that greeted him. Hinata lay curled upon the bed, undisturbed in the hush of morning light. His face was soft and serene in deep sleep, the usual radiance of his skin replaced with an awful pale complexion. And then from behind him came a coo, a tender and fragile sound that made his heart stop.
He turned to find Natsu cradling a tiny bundle swaddled in white. A… baby, one so small he wasn’t sure the child even stretched the length of his forearm. The sound came again, sweet and unknowing, as the newborn nuzzled into her chest. And as she came closer, the king saw the same vivid orange hair he’d fallen in love with, sprouting in tufts atop the young’s crown. Then, he observed the flush atop the baby’s golden skin. His skin . And in that single heartbeat, that mere realization, all the fury that had carried him to Karasuno, which such fervor melted away, leaving only a tenderness so fierce it brought him nearly to his knees.
“Would you like to hold him, Your Highness?” Natsu’s voice trembled as she lifted the baby toward him. Her hands shook as she deposited the tiny creature into the king’s own. As soon as the weight of the bundle settled in his grasp, the memories came flooding back. The first time he had held each of his sons, how tiny they had felt, the way warmth had pulsed through his fingers, the quiet, fierce responsibility that had settled in his chest. And now, with this child resting in his hands, he’d felt that rush through his veins once more.
He looked to Hinata, sleeping so peacefully on the bed, and his chest swelled with happiness so raw, it was almost unbearable. The king sat on the side of the mattress before leaning forward to press a gentle, reverent kiss to his forehead.
“This was why you ran?” he whispered, voice hoarse with disbelief. “From me…from us? Because of this little one?” His thumb brushed the baby’s cheek and that little smile widened. “He looks just like you…exactly your copy. Beautiful, just like you.” The four before him had all been alphas, but this one would be his little omega prince.
The infant stirred, tiny lips curling into a gurgle, hands waving feebly. The sound should have filled him with complete joy, but the king’s eyes flicked to Natsu, at the heavy tears streaming down her cheeks and the hand pressed against her lips to stifle her sobs. His gaze shot back to Hinata at that moment, still and quiet against the pillows. He stared, suddenly, impossibly, at his chest. It wouldn’t rise or fall.
“Hinata?” A sound tore from him, raw and jagged, shaking through the room. He reached forward, touching his neck, pressing his fingers flat and was met with bone-chilling silence. The king’s stomach pitched violently, like he might have emptied his guts out at any moment.
“Hinata!” he called again, voice breaking. He shook him, first gently, then desperately, as if he could force those brown eyes he loved so much to gaze up at him one last time. But Hinata’s head merely flopped back onto the pillows, neck limp as a vine. Horror filled the king’s golden eyes as he leapt to his feet.
His hands flew to the covers, ripping them back with enough force to move the entire bed. And then Natsu wailed, a ragged sound in between a cry and a shriek that cut through the king’s haze. For beneath the bedding, he saw a sight that would terrify him more than any battlefield. Dried blood, dark and merciless, spread across the sheets, soaking the lower half of the bed. It stained Hinata’s hands, his abdomen, and the mattress. It ran down his legs in grotesque ribbons and crusted around the mangled mess between his thighs, once the king’s own place of worship. The older alpha’s knees nearly gave way, but he held himself upright with trembling hands. The room was spinning.
“There was so much blood,” Natsu sobbed, collapsing to the foot of the bed beside him. “T-the baby was e-early and he kept drifting in and out…I tried…” she took a moment to groan as she fixed the sheets back up over Hinata, as if to preserve the image of him that remained. “I tried to keep him awake, but I couldn’t- he couldn’t-”
Every word landed like a hammer, each one fracturing the king’s heart further. He barely registered Natsu’s next words at first.
“I-I’m sorry, Your Highness…”
No. He didn’t deserve Natsu’s apologies. Not when it was his own cowardice that cost Hinata his life. Because if he hadn’t been so obsessed with appearances, Hinata would still be here. Instead, the omega had been forced to give birth in the middle of fucking nowhere, all alone, because the king couldn’t bear to make him his wife. The royal doctors could have handled a premature birth with ease. But instead, he’d fated Hinata to bleed out, dying in silence, all because he was too afraid to claim what was his.
The alpha handed the child back to Natsu before kneeling before the corpse of his lover, taking that cold, limp hand in his own. Even in death, Hinata was the most beautiful thing he’d ever laid his eyes upon. A beautiful, young life with so much promise, withered away at his hands, at his weakness. “It’s my fault,” the king rasped, voice breaking as he pressed his forehead to those frozen knuckles. “I did this to you, and the gods will punish me for it when the time comes.”
Natsu’s timid footsteps approached, soft against the ground. Her hand came to rest on his shoulder, light as a feather. “He never blamed you, Your Highness,” she said carefully, her voice trembling with grief. “Hinata knew you would have given him the world if you’d known. That’s why he kept it secret. He loved you too much to let you ruin your name, your years of honor, for someone like him.”
The king lifted his gaze to Hinata’s serene face. He had spent years guarding his people, shielding the kingdoms, holding back the tide of chaos that once threatened their world. Yet this small omega had been the one to shield him. Had loved him enough to preserve the life he knew before fate tangled their paths. Hinata had slipped away in silence, carrying the king’s own child, burying the truth of his own suffering…all to protect him.
“How will I ever be able to repay you, my dear?” he whispered, his thumb brushing the chill of Hinata’s cheek, willing warmth back into skin that would never answer him again.
Natsu had been the one to speak, now returning the child back to his father’s arms. “His memory lives on in this boy. Raise him as your own, among your own, as the prince he rightfully is. It would be a better life than I could give him, better than what my brother could have given him as well.”
The king looked down at that small face, his breath catching. Hinata’s nose. Hinata’s lashes. A perfect echo of the man who had died loving him more than his own life. His throat tightened as he drew the child closer, feeling the faint rhythm of his heartbeat against his chest. A sound the omega would never get to hear. “Does this child have a name?”
“Well, I’ve been referring to him as… Hinata , since he takes after my brother so much,” Natsu blushed.
Hinata. The sound rang out again as it had the first time he’d asked for the omega’s name. And with it came a second chance. He had failed the Hinata of the past, but this Hinata in his arms would never know hardship so long as he lived. The king made that vow. “I could not protect him,” he said softly, “but I will protect you. I will love you as fiercely as I loved your mother, but openly, without fear, without shame.” His jaw tightened, tears welling in his eyes. “Never again will I bow to pride at the cost of what I hold dear.”
The king buried his love high in the mountains of Karasuno, where the sky kissed the earth in hues of blue and gold. The grave lay in a sea of wildflowers, fiery orange petals that held the same hue as the omega’s hair. It was the only resting place worthy of Hinata. When the last stone was laid, he lingered, fingers tracing the carved name until the cold bit into his skin. “Until the next time, my love.”
Then, with the weight of a crown pressing harder than ever before, he returned to the palace. Before his departure, he clasped Natsu’s hands, his voice low but fervent. He thanked her for everything, most of all, for nursing his son with her own milk to keep him alive. For that, he would be eternally grateful.
When he stepped foot onto the marbled floors once more, with the sleeping child in his arms, his queens and sons were waiting, curious to see where their king had disappeared to for the past few days. The throne room fell silent the moment he entered, the echo of his boots stretching like a warning as he tread closer. He felt the weight of their stares long before he reached the dais, the four queens each bearing a different sort of expression.
His youngest queen, the beauty from the east, stared at him as if unable to speak. Her lips parted soundlessly, eyes wide, shimmering with disbelief, like she would never in a million years believe her husband could betray her as he had. Beside her, the Southern Queen regarded him like a viper coiled in sunlight. Her brow arched high and sharp, like she could wield her judgment as a weapon. But it was the Northern Queen whose fury struck deepest. His violet eyes burned cold as a blizzard raging behind the mask of his perfect face.
And then there was the Western Queen, her expression carved into something unreadable. The thin line of her lips and those watchful eyes merely observed, as if she wished to hear more before declaring her verdict. It was her calculated poise that always scared the king the most.
The king had fought wars, quelled rebellions, bent kingdoms to his will, and yet nothing had ever felt so impossible as standing before the queens he had vowed to honor. But he’d made another vow, to the boy in his arms, and so he stood tall. Hinata had died for this, for him. The omega had torn himself away, hidden in shadows, endured agony and solitude, so that his king could return to his queens unscathed, to the wives and children who adored him, to a crown untainted by scandal.
And though he stood here, laying bare every truth Hinata had died to keep hidden, the king knew it was right. He would not allow shame to steal what remained of the omega’s light. “My queens,” he began, voice steady though the burn, “this child is mine. Please,” he continued after a breath, “love him as your own.”
After it was all said and done, he stood there as if expecting their wrath. His arms curled tighter around the sleeping baby in his arms, like he would shield him from whatever came next. He would go to the ends of the earth for this child. But then, his Western queen stepped forward, the first and only of the queens to stir. She stopped before him, gaze steady, unreadable no longer. And then she reached out and took the child from his arms.
Though the king’s breath caught and fear clawed sharp in his chest, he couldn’t help but trust this first wife of his, the mother of his heir. Her touch was tender as she cradled the boy close. “It matters not who the mother is,” she said at last, “but more that the father is our beloved.”
Her words settled over the chamber like a salve before she turned to the other queens and beckoned them forward with a gentle tilt of her head. One by one, they gazed upon the child, lips softening, and pressed a kiss to his brow, each a blessing of acceptance.
“Boys,” the Western Queen called, lifting her head toward the young alphas watching silently from before the dais. The four princes, the king's own legacy and pride, came forward at once, forming a circle around their youngest brother. Their curious eyes flicked between the tiny bundle and their father, to the queens and then back again. “What shall we name him?” she asked them tenderly.
The king parted his lips, for the child already had a name. Hinata, after his late mother, after the omega whom the southern king had loved beyond reason. There was so much history behind that name, an entire story hidden within that child they bore together. But then he watched his queens once more, the words faltering as the alpha considered just how much he was asking of his family. Despite the western queen's generosity, her acceptance, he’d still hurt her, and that was a fact he wished he could bury. So he kept silent as his sons gazed at their baby brother, awe written all over their small faces.
The boys huddled close, whispering amongst themselves before Daichi, his eldest, spoke timidly. “Shoyo,” he said. “His hair is golden like the sun.” The others nodded in agreement.
“Then…” the Western Queen smiled softly, looking down at the infant in her arms, “Shoyo it is. Our little omega prince.”
A fitting name for this radiant child, the king smiled as a gentler truth stirred within him. Hinata’s memory would not vanish so easily. It would live on in the gleam of the boy’s sunlit hair, in the glimmer of his golden-brown eyes, in every heartbeat drawn from the blood they shared. And so the king held his peace, and prayed that a new name would grant the boy what the old one could not, a life fulfilling and unburdened.
Tears began to stream down the king’s cheeks, to the wonder of his queens. Never before had they seen him weep. Not in battle’s ruin, nor during the births of his sons, had his composure faltered. Yet now, as the newborn rested in his arms, the world seemed to still, and the great king wept.
It was relief that loosened the first tear, then came gratitude, deep and humbling, for his four wives who had given him more than any mortal could ask. He honored them, cherished them, and held them in the highest esteem. Yet love…true, all-consuming love, he’d given to only one.
But Hinata was gone. That fact might have haunted him forever. Never again would he hold Hinata in his arms, hear his laughter ripple like sunlight on water. Never would the king get the chance to say that he loved him beyond kingdoms, beyond crowns, beyond the reach of time. He had adored his queens with grace and duty, but Hinata…Hinata, he had loved as one soul loves another, fierce and eternal.
Cradling the child close, the king lowered his head. He hoped the omega was watching from wherever he rested beyond the fields of orange blossoms, high in the mountains. He hoped he could see their son, safe in his father’s arms. And through this boy, Shoyo, the king would show what words and time had stolen from him. That what he felt for Hinata was stronger than both life and death, love , all-consuming and all-enduring.
Shoyo had heard this touching story too many times to count, and yet each time it left him in tears. So when his father brought up the topic of marriage, he couldn’t help but consider it. The old king was slipping away and he wouldn't be able to rest until he was certain that his youngest son, the only son born from love, was well taken care of.
He’d met with plenty of memorable characters, despite the fact that Tobio was the only one he would truly turn his head for. But at the beginning of it all, when the western alpha had seemed like a distant memory, Shoyo was certain that these feelings he’d harbored would turn into another heartbreak like the first he ever experienced.
It was silly to think about it now, considering that what he felt for Tobio ran as deep as the ocean itself. But there was a time, many years ago, when he’d been hopelessly, achingly in love with Prince Atsumu of Inarizaki. His first love, if it could even be regarded as such…After all, it had been nothing more than a foolish, one-sided infatuation. Unrequited, as most firsts were.
His brothers had teased him endlessly after that first time the twins came to visit the Southern family. Probably due to the fact that rainbows danced in his eyes every time he looked upon Atsumu’s handsome face. For some reason, Osamu never seemed to have that same effect on him, despite the fact that they were very much identical.
He’d dreamed of marrying the alpha for as long as he could remember, would burst with rage each time Koutarou and Tetsurou purposely embarrassed him in front of the other prince with humiliating stories from his childhood. Atsumu had to have known how he felt, since Shoyo hadn’t even attempted to hide his attraction to the man. And yet the older boy treated him only with kindness and care, further fueling his delusions. “I will be Atsumu’s wife! I swear it!” He’d screamed at the top of his lungs while Hajime and Daichi had to pinch themselves to keep from laughing.
But then a multitude of things had changed when he’d been sent off to boarding school. In those first few years, he’d filled his notebooks with daydreams and manifestations all directed toward Atsumu, until word came that the prince was to be married within that year. He remembered crying for days, slumped against the foot of his bed as he felt his heart nearly break into two.
Despite the fact that most of his childhood was spent pining over the man, Shoyo had gotten over the prince quicker than he expected. Partially, it was due to the fact that Atsumu was not marrying some glimmering princess or noble omega. He was to wed Commander Kiyoomi Sakusa, the stoic leader of the Eastern military, an alpha, despite how beautiful he may have been. The news had left Shoyo devastated, especially when word spread that Atsumu had even abdicated the throne to his younger twin, Osamu. He wondered how two alphas could possibly claim to be in love.
And yet, the heartbreak stung a little less when the omega considered the truth. If Atsumu preferred alphas, then perhaps Shoyo never would have stood a chance. Maybe that was why, around the same time, Tobio began to take up more and more space in his world. The southern prince would never admit it aloud, but he’d fallen for the westerner so quickly, one might have wondered if he’d ever truly cared for Atsumu at all.
“Shoyo?” Tooru’s voice shook the younger omega from his daze, “Are you ready?” Koushi, Keiji, and Kenma had long since left the room and now Tooru waited to escort him to the cathedral.
Shoyo had gotten the courage to summon his attendants upon listening to the love stories of his brothers, retold from their mates' perspectives. Each wove a tale of highs and lows, of tears wept and unimaginable joy, different and yet so alike in the ways they all ended with true love prevailing.
But his and Tobio’s story had already been half written, and now Shoyo wanted nothing more than to know how it might end. So he rose, ready and unshaken, and slipped his hand into Tooru’s. With his head held high, the omega walked toward the promise of the life he wanted most.
He’d been dressed in a simple white gown with lace detailing along the borders, and dainty diamond jewelry over his neck and wrists. Long white gloves contrasted against his tanned skin, delicate lace much like the intricate veil that sat atop his head. Koushi had woven his hair into careful braids, tucking white roses from Tooru’s garden between the strands, like a cadence of snow and fire.
Keiji had called him the picture of elegance, and Kenma agreed with an enthusiastic nod. Before he knew it, they had reached the daunting doors of the cathedral. Tooru faced him, cupping his cheeks before placing a kiss on his forehead. “No need to look so tense,” he giggled. Shoyo flushed. The older omega always seemed to have that effect on people, but the blooming redness was soon covered as the westerner pulled the veil over his face.
The doors swung open with a creak, and Tooru flashed him a wink before strutting down the aisle in introduction as the reigning Western monarch. Shoyo could barely see with the white lace blocking his view, but from what he could make out, the pews were full of guests, each peering to where he hovered at the entrance. At the front-most pews sat his family, the Southerners on the left and the Westerners on the right. A priest resided over the altar, and directly in front of him, with his back turned, stood a tall figure with hair black like a raven's feather.
Shoyo didn’t need to see that face to know who stood there, waiting for him at the end of the aisle. He hadn’t felt so on edge during the walk over with his hand clasped in Tooru’s, but now, seeing Tobio standing there, everything had shifted. Suddenly, his heart began to race and he felt as nervous as he’d been, sitting up alone in the room, dreading the familiar stranger he would soon call his fiancé.
Fear shouted for him to abandon this whole thing, go back to wallowing in how angry it made him, that the man standing over there had forgotten about him over these four long years. Why didn’t you write? He wanted to shout from where they both stood a cathedral’s length apart, in front of all the guests. But Shoyo soon realized that the only way he’d get the answer he so terribly desired would be to march right up to that infuriating bastard and claim it for himself.
So Shoyo stepped forward, fingers tightening around the wax candle in his grasp, careful not to snap it in two. His heels struck the marble floor, each clack swallowed by the cathedral’s vast hush. The lace of his veil fluttered with every shaky breath, and still he walked closer and closer, until the world narrowed to nothing but the altar and the man waiting there.
The air grew heavier as he reached the final steps, so close now he could hear the faint shuffle of Tobio’s boots, his slow inhale and exhale that sounded much steadier than his own. He stood there with his head downcast, only a breath away from the man who had haunted his every dream and waking hour, the man who had left him aching for four very long years.
He couldn’t yet see Tobio’s face through the delicate veil, but then a single hand appeared before him, reaching out to guide him forward. Shoyo had seen those hands numerous times before, when they danced across the polished floors at various balls over the years. Back then, he’d thought them elegant, almost too pretty for an alpha. But the hand that met him now was different. Broad and strong, its skin marred with rough calluses, no longer the hands of a prince, but a swordsman.
Shoyo placed his gloved palm into Tobio’s and felt the contrast, the softness of lace against hardened skin. He did not look up, instead, he let Tobio’s hand steady him as he turned toward the priest. Today, they would complete the Western engagement ritual.
The priest’s voice rolled like a hymn through the hushed cathedral as he began the incantation. In Shoyo’s hands lay an unlit candle, its base wound in a pale blue ribbon. Across from him, Tobio held a lit one, its light flickering in wisps of smoke and fire.
Following the ritual’s commands, Shoyo loosened the ribbon from his own candle before offering it to the alpha. Tobio leaned forward, igniting Shoyo’s wick from his own, a small spark blooming into light between them. He held the twin candles aloft, while Shoyo wound the blue ribbon around both, binding them as one before tying a firm, unwavering knot.
“By the blessings of all gathered here,” the priest intoned, “and by the will of the gods above, these two souls stand united and are now fit to wed.”
Tobio turned, placing the bound candles into an ornate luster. Then, the priest spoke his final words, words that crashed like a drumbeat in Shoyo’s chest. “You may now lift the veil of your bride-to-be.”
Shoyo’s breath hitched, his heart leaping against his ribs like a wild thing desperate to escape. Four years. It had been four endless, aching years since he’d last seen Tobio’s face, since those sapphire blue eyes had gazed at him like he was the only thing that mattered. And now, in the stillness of the cathedral, with the murmur of gods and witnesses hanging like smoke in the air, they would meet again.
But there were so many thoughts that clamored in Shoyo’s mind. What if he had changed too much? What if Tobio had? Would those eyes hold the same warmth, blue as a summer’s day? If the alpha’s worn hands were any indication, what if those battlefields had turned his old friend cold and distant as a stormy sea?
Shoyo could hear movement, and then the soft rustle of fabric as the alpha reached for the veil. The lace stirred as Tobio’s fingers brushed the edge, and Shoyo’s pulse roared in his ears, drowning out the world. He swallowed hard, forcing air into lungs that felt too small, and squeezed his eyes shut. Slow and tantalizing, the veil began to rise.
When he finally looked up, Shoyo nearly dropped to the floor. The boy- No, the man who stood before him knocked the air clean out of his lungs. Tobio had always been tall, but it seemed he’d grown even more, still towering over him despite Shoyo’s own grown spurt and heeled shoes. The lean body of his youth had now morphed into broad shoulders and clear, thick muscles barely hidden beneath the fabric of his jacket. His jaw had firmed, and his dark hair was neatly trimmed, a blatant contrast to the sloppy way he used to wear it.
But those eyes…Those eyes, thank the gods, had stayed the same. Blue as a bellflower, cutting straight through him with the gleam of a glittering night sky. Four years hadn’t dulled them, not in the slightest. If anything, they were even richer, deeper, like the ocean, dark, endless, and full of things Shoyo couldn’t name.
And every carefully rehearsed thought, every bitter word he’d planned for the man who vanished without a letter, died on his tongue the instant those eyes found his. Because they weren’t cold or distant, no. They burned, simmered, as if Tobio had been waiting for this moment just as long as he had. For a minute, Shoyo wished his adolescent self could have seen this alpha all grown up. For if he had, he was certain Prince Atsumu would have never even crossed his mind.
Tobio was so beautiful, so lovely that he let out an involuntary noise at the sight of him, something between a moan and a gasp. He prayed that no one had heard, but when the alpha’s lips curled up into a smirk, and he gazed at the omega like he could very well eat him, Shoyo realized that he’d been caught. The westerner leaned in close, the brush of lips against the omega’s ear sending a rush straight down his spine.
“I’ve missed you too, Shoyo,” Tobio whispered, teasing and oh so infuriating.
Words could not begin to describe how he hated him. Hated his silence, his absence, the four years void of letters and hollow hopes. But even through all of it, through every ill feeling and every hurt, the omega had never stopped loving him. He’d loved the boy of his past, and now, looking at the man of his future, the omega whispered a silent prayer. Because heaven help him, Shoyo was certain he would never survive this man.
Notes:
Why didn't he write????
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