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Kinn was 3 when he fell in love at first site, unware. He was 18 when had his first relation and at 21 first break-up. But he was 27 when he felt is heart shatter.

Porsche was 13 when he understood he is in love. 15 when got his first rejection, and 18 when he lost hope. He was 23 when he finally moved on. (Did he though?)

Vegas was 11 when with a toddler brother he had to leave his home, and 15 when he finally found his home in someone's arm.

Pete was 13 when he came to Theerapanyakun Mansion, and 16 when he was determine not to leave this house or someone's hand.

Kim was 5 when he saw the cutest baby in the world and decided to protect it from every bad thing and at 22 he succeeded in making him his.

Porsché was 15 when he learned who his favorite singer and secret crush WIK was. 17 when he confirmed that is was not unrequited crush.

Tankhun was 12, when he realized he has too many siblings/ friends to protect.

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Kinn

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Kinn remembers, being 3 years old, holding his papa's hand entering the VIP room of the hospital. She was there lying with her bloated stomach once agin flat and a crib beside her bed with a small squirming human. 

Four months back by seeing his aunt Honey's stomach being a little bloated. "Mamma! Is Pa* hiding balloon under her dress?" Little Kinn asks with so much innocence that his mother can't even laugh. Though Khun being five, (two fingers more than Kinn) laughed out loud, "Idiot Kinn! It's not cause of a balloon but Pa has a baby in her stomach."

Kinn's little hands flew to his face "Pa ate a baby? Why?" He was in verge of tears.

Cherry picked her youngest son (at that moment) in her lap explaining, " That is how babies are born my Anakinn, you and Khun were also born like this. Remember how birds lay egg in there nest?" Kinn nodded "Like that only, but the egg is inside Pa* stomach."

So now after few months, here he is peeking at the new born baby boy, sleeping in his crib while papa is talking to uncle and aunt. Kinn raised his hand to touch the baby cheeks, and before his mother can stop him they heard a giggle.
The baby opened his eyes, dark brown, and as soon as saw kinn he started giggling.
"Look he likes you Kinn. Now you have to take care of him and protect him like P'Khun does for you." Determined Kinn nodded, his finger clasped in the little hands.

"What's his name?" The three year old asks.
"Porsche"

Then and there Kinn decided, this little boy is his. 

It's not his first time seeing a baby, 2 months back his Uncle Gun had a baby, his name is Vegas but he is not nice like Porsche. Vegas doesn't smile at him or anybody, he either cries or sleeps. Porsche is much better, he decided.

Porsche

Porsche, his every first is Kinn. His first step was when P' Chan was scolding, not harshly, to Kinn for taking part in Khun's mischievous pranks. When he starts crawling and eventually holds a table in his chubby hands, tries to stand which is successful and walks two steps just to cling on Chan's leg, trying to push him.

Kinn sees that and exclaims, "Did you just took your first step just to save me from scolding?" And picks up little Porsche. Then wanders around the whole mansion telling everyone who he meets how much Porsche likes him.

His first words, Porsche was sitting with Vegas in the playroom and Vegas being two months older already started running, whereas Porsche was still learning to walk properly.Now an almost 12 month old took a toy from the 10 month old, Porsche did try to run behind him but fell on his knees. As soon as that happened, he started crying and seeing his friend cry Vegas also wailed. The elders along with Khun and Kinn in the next room came running, Gun's wife tried consoling her son same as Honey did to Porsche. Vegas was now quite, hiding his face in his mother's neck but everyone's attention went to the sound of "Inn...innn" and little Porsche stretching his arms towards the 4 year old.

Before qnyone could react, Tankhun shouted "Oi! I always give you my chocolate and you take Kinn's name."

Kinn, who was now holding Porsche in his arm replied "Cause I am his favorite."

After all this memories, comes his first crush and then love. Porsche was 13, when he learned about his parents love story. His father was his mother's head bodyguard, they fought for their love and marriage acceptance. He wondered for whom Porsche himself would fight the world just to be with the person. The answer was Kinn. For Kinn, Porsche will do anything.

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His first heartbreak, again Kinn. Tankhun when learned about his crush along with Pete and Vegas convinced the 15 years old Porsche to confess reasoning, "My brother is graduating high school this year Porsche, he will move to college dorm and you will not able to see him for a loooooooooong time. He already came out as gay last birthday. Don't worry now. So confess! "

Vegas and Pete backing him up, P' Khun even managed to include Tae and Time (Kinn's closest friends), Big (the grumpy faced bodyguard of Kinn) in this plan to convince him. It was simple, they were having a weekend tour with the whole family so it was Porsche time to shine.

Sitting by the pool, dangling their legs in water, Porsche started.

"Kinn"

"Hmmm"

"I like a someone! A boy"

"Hmm! Good"

"I want to confess"

"You sure, you like him that much?"

"Yes"

"..........."

"I like you, Kinn"

"I like you too Porsche, but are you reahersing?"

"I am confessing." He bit his lower lip in anticipation.

Kinn listened and finished his soda, then replied "Porsche! Don't confuse your feelings okay! We grew up together that's why you feel like this. We are suppose to be cousins."

"But we are not related Kinn." He argued.

"You are confused. Don't worry it will not change anything between us. Now let's go inside. It's time to sleep." 

Kinn stood up, pat Porsche's hair and went inside. The gang who were hiding and listening looked at each other, the one to break the silence was Tankhun who marches towards Porsche announcing "My brother is stupid! Forget his words. He thinks himself as a big guy. Idiot. Forget him. Let's go inside." Helds his hand and goes inside, the whole gang following.

Pete gave Porsche a sympathetic look, and Vegas nods his head. Big already on his duty.

The next month Kinn shifts to the university dorms. His words before departing were "Now that I am not around, you will find someone who will li...lo... would have same feelings for you." Hugs him and leaves.

Vegas

Vegas was having a nice day playing with his cousins and friends in the main house of Theerapanyakun's. He just doesn't understand why does he and Macau live at another house that's so far away. Can't they live nearby like Porsche and Chay, their house is just 30 mins away from here. Suddenly he saw his aunt Cherry and Pa Honey who were sitting nearby on the tea table in the garden glancing at him with a stiff face.

That day went from being a happy memory to a tragic one in a blink of eye for the 11 year old. Gun and his wife were coming back from a buisness deal when there car crashed with a gas tank driven by a drunkard, resulting spot dead. He remembers seeing both of their bodies laying side by side, remembers consoling little Macau, who being four didn't understand why is his parents not talking to him. He was going to shout at him that their mamma and papa are never coming back, if not Porsche holding is hands like the best person he was. They both shifted in the main house, but he never thinks he wished for this when he asked for nearby house.

Macau soon settled in comfortably, Chay being with him. They were like twins. Tankhun, Kinn, Porsche, Kim, uncles and aunt everyone was there for him. Porsche being his dear friend, staying with him as much as possible even if it irked Kinn but he tried to be understanding.

That was until he met Pete, same age as he and Porsche. He was a brought by Uncle korn to be P'Khun's companion with the promise to be given proper education and facilities. One day Vegas was missing his mother's hug at night and went in the kitchen were no would find him to cry his heart out. He was letting his tear flow when he heard "Don't cry. They won't like if you cry."

"Everyone says that. You won't know what it feels like to loose your parents." Vegas tells him, a little irritated.

After a brief silence he heard "I will know, my parents also left me when I was 7 with my grandparents. They were going to a foreign country to start buisness but the plain got crashed. But my grandma told me that if I cry they will also feel hurt, so now whenever I remember them I smile." 

Vegas couldn't help but smile at that, which turn into a little shock when the later hugged him. But soon he reciprocates as Pete's hug had warmth not like his mother but close. It was decided then that no matter for whom he came for, he will ultimately be Vegas's person.

Pete

Pete was helping his grandma, when a man with bodyguards following him came in his house. He came to know that it is Khun Korn, the man who helps this island after his father. 

Khun korn was asking his grandparents about him, when his grandma mouths her worry about his studies as the island lacks proper education system. Other kids have parents unlike him who takes them to city for studies. Soon he learns that they have proposal for his better education, he needs to simply be Khun Korn's eldest son's companion. Pete's grandparents agreed for his future.

And within a day he was leaving the island that he was living for 13 years. He thought he was lured to be some rich brat's slave, however it was not the case. In the Theerapanyakun's household he found Khun noo, who later turned to P'khun and P'kinn who treated him like another brother. Porsche, who became his best friend and platonic soulmate in upcoming years. Kim, Chay and Macau were kinda his younger brothers, though he doesn't understands how Kim functions. Khun Korn being Uncle Korn along with Uncle Chayapat, Aunt Cherry and Aunt Honey. 

He was glad for everything he gained at the Theerapanyakun's but mostly he is glad for meeting Vegas. The boy crying in kitchen missing his parents like him, he was thankful to his stars that made him meet Vegas. He understood everything Pete went through, the spark he felt on the first meet became to grow since then.

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Kim

Kim have few requirements in life, one is music and another one is his need to know everything. It's not his fault, as he was the youngest people tend to hide stuffs from him. It makes him more curious. 

Kim likes to stay quite and talk less, which was little hard if your brother is Tankhun and you have bunch of brothers/ cousins. He likes all of them, Tankhun plays with him whatever Kim demands to. Kinn smiles at everything he does and Porsche encourages him at everything he does. Vegas is like him, stays quite, but his observing gaze is little disturbing. 

Kim was 5, when Pa Honey and Uncle Gun's wife gave birth to two babies individually- Porsché and Macau.

Now he has met Macau, and he looks funny to Kim. So he is not gonna befriend a funny looking cousin. Also they live far away from them.

Porsché or Chay is nice, he looks cute, has bambi and sparkling eyes, doesn't always cry and also lives near than Macau. Chay also likes music, when Kim was listening to musical rhymes, he younger was quietly listening with him.

Also Chay doesn't force him to play like others, he sits and waits for Kim to initiate anything or stays put. 

Kim has a secret youtube channel, where he sing songs of his own and goes with the name WIK, it started when he was eighteen. However due to his family background, he doesn't show his face and only does shows while covering his face. 

He was once passing Chay's room when he heard his song being played and 15 years old Chay explaining to Macau how he has a huge crush on this singer WIK.

Now Kim is not his stupid brother, who will reject someone by lame facts like "We are suppose to be cousins", heck they are not even related, no but he gonna wait two more years and then make Chay his.

Kinn may ignore his own feelings and Porsche's gaze on him, he will not do the same mistake.

Porsché or Chay

In this world if Chay loves someone the most it's his 'Hia'. His Hia fulfills all the demands Chay make even if Ma and Papa have declined him. He even goes out of his ways just so that Chay gets what he wants.

But there is another person who does the same that's P'Kim. Five years elder to him and Macau, Kim always agrees to Chay. P'Kim just doesn't like Macau so much and that upsets him a little cause Macau is his best friend.

One should not tell his about his favorable person to P'Khun, or he will demand to be the best person for Chay to choose.

Last year, he found a channel on youtube by a singer WIK who doesn't show his face but his voice is so soothing that Chay has a huge crush on the singer with such a sweet voice. But Chay has decided he is not gonna date or confess this WIK person if he ever meets. Cause he has seen his Hia being heartbroken, trying to smile at him with tears in his eyes when P'Kinn rejected him for the second time. Don't get him wrong, he likes P'kinn but do not understand why someone would not like Porsche, his Hia is best. P'Vegas and P'Pete also dates, and Macau says it's gross but nice, so why can't Hia and P'kinn date.

Tankhun 

Tankhun was the eldest son of Korn Theerapanyakun and that meant he was trained and educated in certain way that other children of the house will not go through. He was 15 when he had to pay the price of being the eldest, Khun was kidnapped by his Papa's enemy. He do not wants to think about the experience and trauma he went through. Six months in the hospital and two years of therapy when over, he returned in a new way. He never wanted Kinn to be under the pressure of being and heir, but he knew ro protect Kinn and himself he needs to be behind the curtains. 

Don't get him wrong, he loves all of his little duckling but Kinn is his favorite. Kinn was the first one to call him P'Khun, he was the first one of his experience as elder brother. So never let anyone underestimate the power of Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun.

He was 18, when his father informed he is getting a companion, which Khun assumed maybe a pet but it was a boy of the same age as Vegas and Porsche. Khun made assure that he is in their house willingly and not cause his father forced him. Pete was nice, he was always smiling and even if late comer he knew not to doubt Tankhun's abilities. Pete was his best bodyguard if that what his father wants to call him. For Khun Pete is his friend.

Khun may love Kinn the most but at this moment, from behind the bushes he wants to hit Kinn's head with a tray, similar to what he did for Vegas he tried to steal Pete from him once (which Vegas succeeded,  unfortunately). This is the second time Porsche bared his feeling to Kinn just to be rejected. Maybe the brat Macau is more intelligent than Kinn.

Arm

Arm was 18, University graduate (prodigy), got thrown out by adopted parents as he turned adult and should be on his own. He joined  the Theerapanyakun's soon after when a drunkard told him about joining the Mafia if he wants to survive, desperate Arm did that. 

He knew he was genius at what he does, and so far it's nice. He was under the eldest son Tankhun who treated his guards as friends. He befriended Pol, another gaurd and Pete second in-command of security. He was also close to Porsche and Chay. And though Vegas scares him, he and his brother are decent persons.

Now Arm proudly can say he was a good observer, like he can tell what is going on between two people by observing their behavior. On the first-day he declared that Vegas and Pete are dating,  which was a huge shock for Khun noo, who liked Arm then and there for "Disclosing the two traitors, who he thought as his own", his exact words.

So after working for years, he still doesn't get why Khun Kinn do not wants to date Porsche but still gave him starry eyes, when around.

Pol

Pol has been working under Khun noo since the start. Reason, the day he joined Tankhun suffered a panic attack and not knowing what to do he started acting funny, which worked so....yeah.

That doesn't mean he is not trained, Pol's gun skill when used can fire every bullet at target without missing one shot. And he had friends like Pete , Arm also Porsche, though being the family's member he was friends with them.

So all he wishes for his friend to not be heartbroken, and his boss to accept his friend's feelings.

Macau

The thing is Macau knows he is a brat. He acts like that, reason is simple he is spoiled by both his aunts. But he is not a self-centered brat, he thinks about others. Now most of his time apart from study either goes in playing video games in his room or talking with Chay. He is very thankful to his cousins who always treat him and his brother as their own, and P'Porsche too treats him like a younger brother.

Tankhun does competes with him in brat-ness but he will be there if Macau needs him. His favorite to irritate is however Kim - not Phi - who always wants Chay to follow him but Chay being an angel always has time for his best friend, that's him. He will see when Kim knows about WIK, hmph.

He has been seeing and observing P'Kinn and P'Porsche since birth, he always felt they act like a married couple, so imagine his shock when Chay told him that P'Porsche is crying cause P'kinn broke his heart. He thought his brother was emotionally reserved, but he also has P'Pete. What's wrong with P'kinn?

Big

Big came under Theerapanyakun's in his teens and since the first gaze he landed on Khun Kinn he knew he was doomed. And his crush led him to be determined for the harsh training sessions.

He then saw, Porsche and he knew it will always be one-sided, not that he hoped for much but seeing them interact made it more clear. But that doesn't means he hated Porsche, he just likes to act stern while working and the said man being a troublemaker Big can't let himself enjoy the careless of Porsche.

So when he saw Porsche getting rejected saying that he was shocked is an understatement. He didn't knew how to react, so he just pats him on back and goes to his duty. Few years later when he saw the incident repeat infront of him, and then Khun Kinn dating a snake namely Tawan after some time he concluded that his boss has no sense of understanding or care for people whom he should be with. In short his boss was an idiot, but don't ever say that to him on his face.

Tae

Tae met Kinn in kindergarten, it's almost two decades of friendship and he loves the bonding between the Theerapanyakun's and Kittisiwat's. And after all this years he understood three things -

One is Kinn and Porsche were made for each other.

Two, his friend is more of a nutcase than Tankhun.

Three, Porsche is epitome of goodness.

Time

Time met Tae and Kinn when he was ten, attending the first party his father organized after shifting to Thailand from America after many years.  He doesn't remember how they bonded in this friendship (later relationship with Tae) but it continued. Naturally he agreed with Tae in helping with Kinn & Porsche, cause he has eyes okay, he can see what's happening in front of his eyes but thay all were disappointed with Kinn's stupid decision. He soon understood that Kinn is a top level idiot when he started dating Tawan named snake.

The Parents

They wanted their kids to figure the relationships among them, as long as they are not hurt. They will surely guide them. Cherry though very much wanted Porsche as his son-in-law.

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Porsche never thought his heartbreak will re-surface within such a short span. He tried to be more focused on studies since the first rejection , and Kinn being in college dorms helps. Thanks to heaven he had taekwondo and training sessions in the main compound, whenever he felt he was missing and thick eyebrowed guy he practiced. But he heard his heart shattering again when he met Tawan. Kinn invited the boy to their family dinner, when he was visiting home for holidays. The said guy was slim waisted, cute, shy, fair, well-behaved. Porsche can't help but compare himself, he was total opposite of Tawan - Unruly, shameless, mascular, tanned etc. And he can be like this if that what Kinn wants, but he needs a chance for it to happen. However, a fifteen years old can't compete with a eighteen years old, moreover when the later is favoured more.

That night he wanted to return his home, curl in his bed and cry his heart out or hug Chay to sleep to calm himself but alas he couldn't. Chay demanded to stay with Kim, who promised him a guitar session.So here they were, sitting in Tankhun's living room in a circle, who demanded his room was most appropriate for hosting this gathering.Tawan was nice, that's what Porsche thought until the comment came "Oh! This is him. Kinn, he is so cute, you never told me your cousin who proposed you was this cute. I mean I don't why he would you would not date him. But yah he is your cousin so..." and Kinn laughed it off. 

Though this comment irked everyone, Macau, Kim & chay didn't know what to say. Arm, Pol and Pete certainly didn't want to piss Khun Kinn's boyfriend even though they want to defend their friend.

Tankhun already didn't like Tawan cause his presence made his baby Porsche sad, but Kinn's laughter, he glared at his brother hard. 

Vegas since the evening started noticed Tawan, and felt their was something wrong with this dude, but surely his cousin was blinded. After the comment he looked at everyone who were all equally pissed but didn't know what to say. But he will not let his friend be insulted but being a man of less words he shouted "We are not related." 

Before anyone or Pete could explain his comment Tawan again opened his mouth "That's not a nice thing to say Vegas. Porsche and Chay will feel bad."

"That's true Vegas, we are family. Don't say that." It was Kinn "Sorry Porsche and Chay. Tawan let's go to our room. Good night everyone." Pats on Porsche's back and goes.

Tankhun was the first to break the silence, "Oiiiiiii, I don't like this Tawan. He upsets my Porsche. He is a snake, you people also don't like him right?"

To which everyone nodded, "Khun noo, it's late you should sleep. Don't get excited" It was Arm. 

Tankhun hugged Porsche whispering "You want to make Tawan disappear, just come to me." 

Pete also hugged him while leaving, while Arm and Pol gave him sympathetic look. Chay also looked at his brother, but was smiled at in response. Then Kim took him and Macau out of the room, while nodding at the elder. 

At last Vegas came and hugged him, "I didn't mean it in that context you know that right?" Porsche hugs him back while nodding "I know." 

"I wish we could date each other, but can't cause your heart doesn't agree with that." Porsche tells sadly, still in his friend's arms.

"Maybe we can be each others first affair after marriage. What say?" 

That earns him a chuckle and a light slap in back from him friend.

"I should probably sleep now. I have classes tomorrow. You too" And they both untangle the arms leaving to sleep.

Though his eyes never dried until early morning, safe to say he looked not-so-well the next morning in school.Big really doesn't wants to judge him boss's / crush choice. It's not his place, but this Tawan, don't even let him start. He is watching them since the start as his duty to follow Kinn and somehow Tawan gets on his nerves, he has seen the flirting with others but as he informed his boss Tawan appears with his tears (fake) and tells "Kinn! Baby! I was just being friendly, they assumed wrong. It's not my fault." And his boss melts he ignores it as much as he can. Until he heard the nonsense that snake spouts about Porsche. Don't let anyone make you believe Big dislikes Porsche. It's just Porsche is too friendly and physically affectionate for his liking also has a tendency to get in trouble situations. So as soon as 'the couple' exited the room Big decided peaking too see Porsche who was hugged by Vegas. How he wishes to punch that bitch, but can't.

Honey knows that her eldest has a crush on Kinn and surely seeing him with the new boyfriend will hurt him, her husband's and her opinion is however to not pry into it as long as it needs there intervention. Maybe, she should send Porsche foreign country with his achievements in taekwondo it will be nice. However it went drown the drain as Porsche got selected and recognized as National taekwondo champion soon. Like her husband said, we can't protect our children from everything specially when the matters are about love.

Soon, two and half years paased, and Kinn (21) breaks up with Tawan, who was seen or caught red handed with another guy going deep in him. When asked for a clarification, his current fuck running out for his his life, he simply answered "Oh come on it's not like you never knew I was with you for your money and power."

"That means you never had genuine feelings for me?" A distraught Kinn asks.

"Feelings? I thought you rich people only cared about appearance, and I was perfect trophy to show around. I am not that idiot Porsche, poor boy looking at you like you are his world only to be ignored." Tawan let's out a laugh.

"Don't drag him into our conversations." Growled Kinn.

"Of course not, and before leaving my flat" Tawan continued "It was fun getting information from you and selling them to Italians. They paid me a heafty sum. Also the attack on Porsche last weekend was arranged by them to threat you people. Sadly, he fought his way ou....t"

He was hit by at dart on his neck. Kinn turns to see Vegas standing.

"Big informed me, don't worry he is just unconscious. I am gonna torture him before you, uncle agreed, you can't see him till you under control.

"No, I can kill him right here. Immediately."

"We can't Phi, we need to know what he told the Italians. Your anger doesn't help. Also I have so many requeststo fulfill, specially from P'Khun." Replied Vegas before ordering men to escort an unconscious Tawan and Big to get Kinn out of there.

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It's been two months since the break up, Kinn shifted to the mansion announcing that tthe last semester he will stay in the compound. First month it was a hassle for Big, being the head bodyguard doesn't mention you have to handle the constant hangover of your master. He was glad that it only last one month and Khun Korn and Khun Cherry talked with Kinn. He was walking towards the training halls wondering maybe it's time to let his crush on Kinn let go, by the way P'Chan looks hot while exercising.

Kinn was working on his assingments, past two months after his break up with Tawan he was hurt so alcohol was his escape. But he got strict words from his parents on his daily hangovers, and now that he pondered over this situation. He was hurt more about the fact that Tawan betrayed his family and selled information to the enemies rather than the whole cheating matter. It was strange, maybe it was not lo..v.e.....

Knock knock

"Yes"

He heard the door open, glance above to see Porsche entering, his face lit up.

"Porsche!! Wow! I am seeing you after so long...How are you?"

"Was busy with college admission Kinn. How are you?"

"You being not present in mansion for so much long time , I felt you were ignoring me. How can I be fine?" Kinn replied all mushy.

Porsche didn't know how to answer this, but it encouraged his heart a little. So he asked "Are you fine after the Tawan scandal?"

Kinn sighs "Doesn't effect me like I thought it would, however I am not getting in relationships from now on. It can hurt the family."

"But everyone deserves a second chance. Don't they?" Came an instant reply.

Kinn was stunned, "You are not talking about Tawan. Are you?"

"I am talking about you Kinn. You should give yourself a chance once again." Porsche says clutching Kinn's hand 

On the bed.

The elder one was thinking these words when Porsche continued "Can't I be your second chance Kinn?"

Kinn jerked his hand at once, "Porsche!"

"Why Kinn? Last time you rejected I thought because I was 15 and you where 18 you don't want that but now I am 18, entering college and you are 21. Why can't you be with me? I will never hurt you, you know that."

Kinn stood up, his back facing Porsche. "We can't Porsche, we are suppose to be cousins. It's wrong."

The younger was already in tears now, he whispered "But we are not related. Mamma is not Pa's real sister"

It took Kinn lot of self control to not turn and wipe the tears, because if anything he is weak for is Porsche's tears. So he remains where he was and speaks "Is it because what Vegas told right? That we are not related."

"Don't drag Vegas into this, he has nothing to do with my feelings. I am not a kid Kinn, I know what I feel."

"No you don't, you are still not grown enough to understand this things." Kinn shouted.

And then it was pin drop silence, with just Porsche heavy breathing, trying to stop his tears. 

"Leave Porsche! You need to clear your mind. You are joining college soon, maybe there you will fing someone and understand that was you have for me is just admiration."

This made him snap, "Mr Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, you can reject my feelings but you cannot decide what I feel or for whom I feel. It's not your right." With that he stomps off the room.

As soon as he exits the room, he wanted nothing but return back home. However, mamma and Papa came here to have a important meeting with Pa, so he can't leave like that. He was feeling weak, his legs felt jelly and then he realized someone was holding him. It was Big, he gave Porsche a sad look before speaking 

"Let's take you to Khun Tankhun's room. Khun Vegas is also there."

Porsche didn't have any strength to say yes or no. So he let Big support him till Tankhun's room. He was entering the room when Chay was exiting the room with Kim and Macau. Looks like they understood the situation and are taking Chay away. That's better, he do not wants his baby brother to see him broken, so he smiled at Chay, but his eyes red and full of salt water gave away his actual emotions. His borther being the best, doesn't ask any questions just leaves. Macau also gives him a small smile, Kim though not a fan of initiating physical affection hugged Porsche and leaves.

He enters the room, with Big's support actually, to see Tankhun with a sour face and Vegas fuming around the room. Arm and Pol were with their Khun noo trying to cool him whereas Pete was trying to calm Vegas down. 

Arm was the first to notice him, he called out "Porsche!" Turning other four heads at his direction. Tankhun was the first to react, he jumps and takes Porsche from his supporter's arm. Big gave Porsche a nods then leaves the room. 

Tankhun takes him to the couch and makes him sit. 

Vegas also comes and sit opposite him, and him being not so patient person "ARE YOU CRAZY?" He shouts making everyone in the room flinch a little. Pete soon was on his side so that Vegas doesn't say anything more. 

Porsche being already exhausted let his tears flow free finally. "I just wanted to ask...him..if he can be...wi..with me" he says between his heavy breathing. It meant Big heard everything and informed them, he thanks the universe that it was Big who heard not any other bodyguard.

Khun finally speaks "Hoiiiiii! Keep quite. Vegas don't shout at him. And Pete stop your hands going up and down his arms, it's gross. Next Porsche." He turns towards the victim, "I appreciate your bravery, but don't lose you self respect like this Porsche. My brother's an idiot, but don't make fool of yourself. It will be nice if you try to move on now." Gone was the psycho Tankhun, but it was the caring elder brother who vowed to protect all this babies since he was twelve.

Pol being as dumb as he is asks "But Khun noo, don't you like love stories with happy ending. You even cry for several days when there is a sad ending" which earns him a elbow from Arm.

"Ai Pol, happily ever after doesn't always mean two people ending with each other. Sometimes they need to find hapiness individually and create their own happy ending."

Vegas gets up from his seat and sits in front of Porsche, "P'Khun is right, please promise me you will try to move on. I can't see my friend like this."

Pete also joins him and continues, "Also moving on doesn't mean you have to be with someone, but try to not feel hurt imagining you woth someone. You can be happily single too if you want."

Porsche looks at his hand held by Vegas, P'Khun and Pete, the glance up to see Arm and Pol smiling at him.

"I will move on, and try to find my happiness." He says.

"Yaaaaay! I am proud of you Hia" Porsché shouts from the door. Kim behind him, also smiling.

Maybe it's time to finally forget Kinn as a lover for him.

His motivation was on verge of crashing when Pa called him and Chay along with all to the conference room and announced that his mamma and papa have to leave Thailand and stay in London from now, that too for an uncertain amount of time. And Mae being lovable has requested rhat Porsche and Chay live with them in the main compound frow now on.

However, you cannot loose when you have Tankhun in your team, "Wow! Amazing. Porsche now you can fulfill your wish of staying on your own." To which Porsche gave him a confused look, along with the couple of parents.

Vegas being a sly one already catches on and continues, "Actually Porsche was thinking to get and shift in an apartment after his classes starts, maybe along with me and Pete. You know learning to be on his own."

That's when the Porsche gets it, "Yes, I was thinking that only. So if mamma and papa leaves our house I can stay there alone."

Honey didn't know about her son's this wish, so asked "But Baby, you never told me or papa about your wish. And I can't let you stay alone in that vast house." Her husband nodding along.

"I will stay with Hia!" The youngest Kittisiwat exclaims.

"No, I can't let you too be alone while I am not here." Chayapat Kittisiwat was fast in rejection of their sons choice.

"Yes kids, why stay alone when we are here. And specially Chay he is just eleven." Cherry also spoke.

"But I seriously want learn to be on my own, and it's a great chance mae. Mamma, Papa please and I can take care of Chay. Also if you want we will spend the weekends here in the mansion. Please. Pa please understand na." Porsche was now adamant, he actually liked the idea though impromptu thought of them.

"No!" Kinn finally broke his silence, who was also present in the conference hall since the beginning. 

"Why?" Porsche asked staring directly at him, as if Kinn was his enemy.

"Cause it's not safe." Kinn reasons

"I can protect myself." He counter argued.

They continue staring at each other, it was too intense for Tankhun's aura if compared. So the head of the family, finally broke the silence "Okay! Porsche and Chay can stay at their house." Others were going to protest but Korn continued, "but there are some conditions."

1. Every weekend they have to stay at the mansion.

2. As Porsche doesn't favors bodyguard as his mother. Two gaurds will do daily one rotation in the area.

3. Porsche will have to complete his training before leaving the house so that he is prepared to face the small dangerous.

Porsche agreed with every condition, he was excited for this new kind of freedom. Thanks to his parents he already knows to cook, and for other houses chores he will ask mae to send someone twice a week from the mansion.

Kinn was not happy with this decision, he felt this was something that will distance him and Porsche further. Especially after today's argument.

There was another person who was not happy with this decision, Kim. The seventeen years old barged in the room where Porsche was staying tonight. "You have problem with my brother that's fine. Why are you asking Chay to live with you? He can stay here only."

The elder wanted to laugh at the younger, pouting lips, puffed cheeks similar to the six year old who demanded that Porsche already has P'kinn to play so Chay will stay with him. Before he can get any answers, "Because I want to stay with Hia." Enters Chay with his answer. 

"But..but..it will be difficult Chay." Kim reasoned.

To which Chay very patiently replies, "If it's difficult I have Hia with me, he will solve everything."

"P'Porsche is not god" Kim grumply replies.

"But he protects me. And if things get hard for me I promise I will come back to the mansion"

"You promised, remember that" and the pouty Kim leaves the room.

Soon, within the next two weeks, Honey and Chayapat left for London. Though they didn't want to leave there kids alone, it's better for Porsche to live there own house rather than unknown area or dorm. Also they should trust Korn.

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It's been five years, since Porsche and Chay started loving alone. Porsche is now 23, pursuing higher studies and bartending at Hum Bar. His decision of being a bartender in part time job was a huge topic of arguments. Where Korn and Chayapat agreed that it's okay to be a bartender the mother team was reluctant. They didn't want there baby to work so hard when they have nothing to worry about. However the most strong protest was from Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun. 

"Porsche, being a bartender is not something you should do. And that too also at such a small old bar. I can..."

He was shut down soon, "Kinn, I think I know what I am doing. Also it's not so risky in that small bar. And Yok jie is also very nice. Please don't stop me".

Pa and papa backing him up helped a lot. That was two years ago, and now he has to see Kinn with different boys in his arms atleast once week. And those boys didn't even last more than three months. Also it's not that working here at Hum bar is boring, specially the days Tankhun visits. The eldest Theerapanyakun son who was afraid to step out now comes to particularly and only this bar cause there's Porsche.

The tips he gets from flirting with customers is also nice, I mean what's wrong when they can have pizza night once every week, with no shortage in pocket money (that their parents still intents to give). 

Seeing Kinn with different boys doesn't hurt him now. Maybe a dull ache if he sees them make out by chance, but that's it. It's not going all crazy and loosing ones composure. Actually he did work to move on with people who were interested in him, but soon it was clear they wanted to explore high quality places with his connections so he bid them goodbye. Porsche don't understand why people can't enjoy small things like dates at a cute cafes or walk in a park.

Tankun was upset, nothing new however the topic was interesting. He has called everyone on his room apart from Kinn to discuss his latest issue. Macau and Porsche are only to be not present, one of classes and other for work. 

"What is it khun noo? Why are you upset?" Asks Kim in a mocking tone, he was only present their cause Porsché is is, also without Macau he can have the youngers full attention. "Don't you dare mock me Kim Kimhan Theerapanyakun. You know I have things to unreveal about you" Khun said referring to his youtube channel and WIK for whom Chay is going crazy. 

Luckily the topic can be stretched Vegas interrupts, "Okay can we just stop full naming each other and know the agenda of today's meeting." He spoke while dragging Pete from Tankhun's side to his. 

"Kinn's new boy, Marsh. I don't like him." 

This got confusing reaction from all. Arm was the one to speak, "But you don't like any of Khun Kinn's.....date khun noo."

"Oi that's cause they are all bitch. They act like they are lady of the house. Thank god Mae doesn't know that they are from a service center all Kinn will also get kicked out along with them." Everyone nods there head.

"But Marsh is nice, he doesn't act like a spoiled brat. Talks decently and respects everyone. If he is nice and I don't like him that makes me Villan. Am I the villan? I don't want to be a villan." He tells all this while shaking Pol who was now seeing stars in his eyes. Arm tries to loose Tankhun's grip on his friend.

Kim replies very calmly, "That's cause you still want P'Porsche to be with our idiot brother." Vegas nods his head, now Chay speaks "P'Khun, I now you love us. But I don't want my brother to be more hurt. If they are happy individually it's fine." Kim hugs the younger, while others nod. It's true, forcing them is not gonna help. Let then be how they are.

Vegas finally breaks the silence, " Marsh gets along with Porsche. Last weekend dinner they were talking for quite a time. Maybe it's best what's happening. Also 3 months are already over and he is still here. Let's see."

Knock knock.

It was Marsh, "Can I come in Khun noo?" He asks gently.

Seeing Tankhun quite, Pete signals him to come. "Actually I want to visit Hum Bar, Porsche invited me. But P'Kinn is not available tonight so can you all come along? It will be nice." He says fidgeting his fingers, like asking the Theerapanyakun heirs to hangout with him is quite nerve wrecking.

"We can go. Right?" Vegas asks no one in particular. 

"YES! I can were my new outfit. I will come." Arm, Pol and Pete are tagged along that's for sure.

"Can I also come?" Porsché asks, which was turned down by Kim, "No! You are not going." 

"But..."

"I will also not go, I will tutor Chay for this college admission. You all can enjoy." Saying that he drags the youngest Kittisiwat.

"Then I will wait at 7 pm for all you" Marsh speaks and lefts.

Porsche was waiting for P'Khun to come along the gang. Yok loves when he comes, it makes the environment lively at a double rate. He likes Marsh, he is nice. Not like others who just rubbed on the face not only his but everyone's that they are with Theerapanyakun's heir.Marsh talks to him about Chay. Last weekend he asked Porsche about his part time job, even querying to come there. Hence, today's gathering, apparently Kinn is busy so can't come. Half an hour on his duty and entered the entirely self entitled party animal Tankhun, followed by Arm, Pol and Pete whose waist was gripped by Vegas. Marsh, Tay and Time entered shortly after. Surely the later invited by Tankhun. 

He served them drinks, and the eldest was already on dance floor going crazy. 

"Can I order please?" Asked a guy, handsome looking.

"Of course! What would you like?"

The guy immediately reply, "The Pheonix". Porsche looked at him raising an eyebrow. It was his nickname in the bar, specially among the ones he flirted with. "That's not on the menu" he replied after few moments.

"Ah! That's disappointing. By the way do you know him?" He pointed at Marsh drinking. "Yup I know, and I also know that if you look at him it's your own risk."The guy, raises his hands at surrender. "I never look at other people's things. It just that when he was in contract with me it was easy for me. Marsh knows how to be present in official gatherings."

That made Porsche wonder is that's the reason Marsh is still there after three months. Seeing the bartender deep in his thoughts, thet guy speaks again. "If I am right, you are thinking about me."

Porsche smiles, "What if I am?"

"Then, I would also like to inform that this one infront of you is single. And you?"

"I can be." And Kittisiwat smirked and push forward a drink, "It's my recipe, now can I now this one's name?" eyeing him. Taking a sip, the guy replied "It's Somsak, Somsak Chairat. Age 24. Single looking at the man infront of me who is also single according to Marsh." 

Porsche was a little stunned before replying. "So, someone did there homework Mr. Chairat."

"Can't help it. Now as you can know from my surname I come from the Chairat's. So as a businessman, I believe in give and take policy. Maybe I can know the real name of you?" Somsak said asking for Porsche's hand. He got the hand he wanted.

"It's Porsche. If not wrong your homework will not be incomplete Mr. Somsak. Right?"

"Of course, I know who you are. But that's not the reason of approaching, you can make the Theerapanyakun's investigate in that matter. I just want to know this work of art a little." The Chairat son replied.

"Now can I ask for your number or I have to wait till your doubts are clear."

"We had enough chat for one and first meeting. My duty ends now. Let's talk other day." Porsche said smiling.

"Then can I ask details on your next shift. The fast the better we meet."

"You are quite fast youself Mr." Porsche replied while exiting the counter, then titled his head before speaking "Tomorrow at 8:30 pm. My shift starts. Hope to see you soon"

He then went to enjoy the party with Tankhun and gang. It was already midnight when he looked around to see no sign of the Chairat heir, he shrugged maybe it was a one time meet. It will not though.

When they finally left it was past 2 am. Thank god he had no classes tomorrow, partying woth P'Khun is fun but tiring. Arm and Pol were supporting their boss when the drunk one shouted, "Ai'Pete! You are not allowed to date Vegas. He will corrupt you. Come with me. You are not staying with him tonight." Then again leaned at his bodyguards.

Pete who was already half asleep and hugging his boyfriend like a koala bear murmured something then again went quite.

"Should I leave my bike here? Pete is out, I will need to be with him in the car." Vegas asked.

"I will drive it. I am not drunk. Tomorrow is Saturday any way I will stay in mai compound only also I forget today drinking, was busied by someone." Porsche replied.

"Okay, but I saw that guy and we will talk about him tomorrow." And Vegas went ahead towards the car. Marsh was following them when he was called back, "Marsh will you ride the bike with me? I want to talk with you."

The said person nodded and followed the elder Kittisiwat's steps. That night, while everyone was asleep, Porsche stayed awake till dawn thinking about his conversation with Marsh.

"P'Somsak is very kind, he just hired me to be his date during the business meetings and never looked at me like a escort service or contractual date. It's not my place to comment and say anything but actually he is a heartbroken man. And he is seriously interested in someone after a long time and that's you, I think you should give him a chance"

Maybe here is his next chance. Kinn wouldn't know what is gonna hit him, sleeps peacefully in his room.

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It will be lie, if Porsche denied glancing at the entry of Hum Bar this Saturday. However it was weekend so the crowd was high, making the most famous bartender quite busy.

"Waiting for Khun Kinn or the new one from yesterday?" Yok asked, startling him.

"What wait Je Yok? I am just seeing how many customers are coming today. That's it." He replied while stealing glances. And serving the people in front him.

"Deny all you want. I baby is grown up." Yok replied wiping fake tears.

"I thought, I was past baby since I turned 21."

"No! No! You are my baby forever. So now tell me who are you waiting for?" She was persistent today.

Serving the ones infront of him, he turned around, "Kinn is busy since the morning couldn't join us for breakfast too and I am waiting for no one." Maybe he said the last line a little to loud cuase soemone replied from behind the counter.

"And here I was so eager to come here just to talk to you."

Porsche turned at the voice to see Somsak standing and grinning. Not getting any reply he continued, "Maybe I should leave."

Yok interrupts to finally help her baby, "No khun, it's his break time." Turns to Porsche and nudged "Go, talk to him".

Porsche was in a trance thta broke with the nudge and he followed the Chairat heir. After he finally realized where is he going, they were behind the bar.

"Let's sit" Somsak initiates.

"Hmm"

They sat in the bench, both silent now not knowing what to speak. Somsak couldn't hold it anymore, "So done snooping around my background, I mean considering you are here now with me back of a bar. I assume it's over."

After few more seconds of silence, "I didn't."

"Huh"

"I didn't do a background check on you. However I talked with Marsh and he said stuff about you. I would like to believe him" First whole sentence of Porsche that night since they started talking.

"Only good stuff I hope." This gets him a smile from the younger. "Yes" The younger replies shyly.

"So any questions?"

Porsche took out one to smoke, lit it, pulled a puff then spoke, "Three questions actually. Can I?"

Somsak nods.

"Firstly, how can I know you are not using me to get to my family?"

Somsak nods again, then smiles, "I do not hover any ill intentions towards your family. It's a genuine interest. I swear. But a man can have his own doubts, so doubt be till you are satisfy. Now other two?"

"I will ask then both together, that it Why did you chose me? I mean this interest. And other is...." Porsche hesitates.

"Don't hesitate, ask please." Somsak tells after seeing his face

"Marsh told you are heartbroken. Then also you have this interest in me. I mean can I know about it? If you are not uncomfortable." Porsche tells in one breath.

At this the Chairat son, takes the cigarette from Porsche fingers to gives it a long puff. Then says "It's inter-related, the answers I mean. But are you ready for that?"

"The story is your to tell not mine. If you are comfortable, it's fine by me" The younger replies.

Somask sighs, "It was two years ago, my boyfriend whom I was dating almost since I started college life broke up with me. Long story short, his parents were homophobic, he couldn't fight them. Currently he is married to a girl his parents selected."

His eyes were misty, two years and even if a little it still hurts. Porsche glances at the face that was flirting with him, and was having a go to happy face.

Then clears his throat, before asking "How is that interrelated with your interest in me?" Somsak looked at his face, smiled "Your eyes held the same pain I saw on my face. So just wanted to cheer you up, even though Marsh told he wants to set up us kinda. I decided to talk to you, and Marsh was not kidding you seemed interesting. I mean 2 min into our conversation and I wanted to know you. Even if I can't say it is a fully romantic persuasion, I like you Porsche and the broje look in your eyes doesn't suit you." As he finishes, he sees Porsche face, he had a shocked face. His mouth gaped a little, it was funny to Somsak and he starts laughing, "Close your mouth, or a fly will enter."

Porsche hits on Somsak legs lightly, "Don't laugh. I am just shocked a little with how your mind works."

"Oh come on! It's not that you don't like me. And I just want that we know each other a little." Porsche just smiles at his words.

"So can I know who broke the heart of such a charming person." The elder again asks.

"No!" Porsche smirks.

"Hey that's not fair. I told you" Somsak winches a little.

"Well you told me ask you questions, you were given an option to refuse. And also my incident is older than you by three years actually alot more than that if I think now. So no."

"Then I get nothing today?" 

Porsche takes his phone and hands it over to the one in front of him, "For today let exchange numbers."

This earns him a grin, Somsak takes the phone, insert his number and dials, then saves Porsche's number. "So can I meet you tomorrow here again." He then asks hopefully.

At this Porsche shys a bit, that was unnoticed due to the red lighting in the back of the bar. "Actually weekends are my off. I spend that with my family, I just took this job as a part time work. Also someone wanted to have a holiday, so today is kind of extra duty." Then after a pause "I was looking forward to see you. You left quite a impression yesterday."

"So you like me then" 

"Not like that" Porsche exclaims.

.

"Oi Porsche, are you still not done with your talk. I have customers to attend for you." Yok shouts, breaking the silence between them.

"I should also leave then." Somsak says standing from the bench they were sitting on.

"Wait, I will make a drink for you."

"No need! However what you can do is be ready on Monday. I will pick you up."

"For?" Porsche ask curiously.

"A Date."

"Date? Where? When?"

"I will massage you for the details." He moves towards his car, turns around before entering and shouts "BYE!"

At which Porsche also waves his hand, and goes inside the bar.

It was almost midnight when Porsche enters the compound. The gaurds on duty bows at him as he walks past them. He reaches his room and leaves his bag on the table, and goes to shower. He exits, takes his phone and soon his phone vibrates. Porsche sees a new massage from the newest contact saved on his phone that night. Porsche smiles at the name saved by the person himself.

P'Somsak (12:04) : Home yet?

Porsche (12:04) : Just reached. 

Then few seconds later,

Porsche (12:05) : You reached safely??

P'Somsak (12:05) : Yes, and now laying down to sleep.

Porsche (12:06) : Then I will not chat more. Good night.

P'Somsak (12:06) : Oh , No! was looking forward to chat.

Porsche (12:06) : But I am going to sleep. So goodbye.

P'Somsak (12:06) : Good night Porsche.

.

That night, after a long time, if Porsche slept with smiles on his lips that's no one's buisness.

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It was next morning, 10'o clock when Porsche opened his eyes, a very regular sunday habit to sleep till late. He took his phone from the side table to see 4 new messages. He opened the first one.

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P'Somsak (8:30 am): GOOD MORNING.

P'Somsak (9:30 am): I guess you are still sleeping.

P'Somsak (9:50 am): I know it's sunday, but wake up and reply. You can't ignore messages.

.

Since the last messages was, just 10 mins ago delivered, Porsche replied it.

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Porsche (10:05 am): I was actually sleeping cause it's sunday. However it's my family day so I will from now ignore your msgs till evening....

P'Somsak (10:05 am): Hey! That's not fair.

Porsche (10:05 am): It is..now byessssss🤭

.

But there was still a unread massage in his chat-box, it was from Marsh.

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Marsh (9:45 am): Heard about you and P'Somsak. Congratulations.

.

Porsche wondered from where Marsh got the information, then suddenly he remembers 'Kinn'

'No! Kinn can't know about his this new friend or relation. I need to talk to Marsh......and Vegas' He thinks. He doesn't know why, but Kinn shouldn't know about this. As he was thinking all of this, Vegas entered his room - without knocking, as a friend does- and speaks loudly, "Porsche you are my friend, help me!"

The person spoke to looks at the speaker for few seconds before asking, "For what?"

Vegas whines at that, now that's something Pete is more capable of handling considering boyfriends you know...

"That crazy nutcase brother of mine..."

"P'khun?" Porsche interrupts.

"Who else? Knows that tomorrow I am leaving for a buisness meeting in Japan with P'kinn for one whole week and he wont leave Pete alone with me." Now Vegas was already on Porsche's bed, who perked at the sentence.

"Kinn is not gonna be here for next week!!!"

Vegas makes a face at that, "That's what you are focused on? What about my problem? No one cares for me in this house."

At this his friend just smacks his back then speaks, "Cause that's easy. I will talk to P'Khun and you will have Pete. However never sah the last sentence infront of Mae, she will slap you." Vegas nods at this. "And, Vegas...I have something to discuss with you....impor..tant." Porsche bites his lips at the last word.

Vegas gets all serious at this, after all Porsche never hesitates in telling anything to anyone and how he fumbled at 'important', it's gotta be something tensing. He holds Porsche's hand above the quilt.

"What? You can tell me anything okay!"

"Yes! I know, but it's a secret"

At this Vegas confuses a little, "And you want to talk to me but not Pete? I mean he is your best friend right?"

"You tell him, I don't want to see him making that Oh-It-is-good-but-also-sad face" Porsche tells.

"So tell me now, what is the hot news?" 

Porsche starts, "So...."

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Kinn will not lie, he is very irritated with this current Japanese clients. They are old partners of them in that country and more old in their planning. He cannot make them understand the new technicalities and its benefits. 

And cause of them, it has been total 2 whole weeks without Porsche, add another one with the next week of tour included. He couldn't even visit the bar nor can he spend time this weekend with him.

Since, the Kittisiwat brothers decided to live alone after their parents went abroad Kinn feels Porsche and him have huge communication gap between them. He gets busy with buisness and Porsche took up the stupid bartending job as if he needs to. He has seen the hungry eyes of both male and female population eye-fucking Porsche, first he ignored them when Tankhun told him about it but after visiting the bar itself. Don't. Even. Start. So he tries to visit Hum bar once a week to check on Porsche.

So, that's why he has two of his men in rotation inside the bar as customers on weekdays (Porsche work days), not that the concerned person cannot fight. Kinn just worries about him. He knows he broke the younger's heart, that too two times but they were raised together, even if not blood related they are suppose to be cousins. He can't disappoint their parents, as an elder one it's his responsibility. Maybe that's why he dated Tawan in first place, to help him and Porsche so they don't do anything indecent.

The second time however Kinn didn't know why he wanted to kiss the hell out of Porsche, when the younger confessed. The self-control was too much, and he even punished himself by doing extra two hours of training and tiring himself for thinking something like that.

Kinn is well aware that he is first in Porsche's every thing, first word, first step etc. But he never wanted to be Porsche's reason of first heartbreak, he would have done anything to erase that hirt face of the younger after the rejection. He remembers being adamant to go along Porsche on his college's first day, as it's his duty. He attended every important event of the younger's life, he can't miss this also it's not like it was Porsche's qlone first day Vegas and Pete were also accompanying him.

After returning Tankhun's lecture about how Kinn is suppressing his real feelings for Porsche and he is an idiot made him decide to date this contractual boys for three months. Best for him and Porsche, he decided. Though Marsh is a special case, his agency did aware Kinn that Marsh was their best one, he seriously didn't accept that. Marsh was intelligent, caring, sensitive, friendly and good in bed. Mostly, he was liked by most of his people and Marsh never through useless tantrums of "Why can't I stay in you room?"

"I want this product of a particular brand."

"You care for that Porsche too much" etc.

The last one was most common complaint of the boys, like why can't he call Porsche to know has he reached home safely between movie sessions or foreplay (specifically if he is informed of any commotion in the bar). And surprisingly Marsh even befriended and get along with Porsche, they even spended time together in the bar as he was informed. Kinn thinks maybe he should renew he contract with Marsh.

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"Okay! So you don't want Kinn or any other member of the family to know about you and Somsak apart from me and Pete." Vegas concluded after listening the whole thing that has happened.

"Yes." Comes the response.

"But why? You know P'Khun is gonna be so happy for you with his two ducklings Arm and Pol. And others will be happy too."

Porsche did dwelling on this exact same thing, so he knows the answer "Actually if Kinn knows about it, he will go overprotective mode. You remember that guy who confessed to me in high school, Kinn made his so afraid he transferred."

Vegas scoffs at this and mumbles, "So much for we are cousins bullshit".

"Stop the mumble and listen. P'Khun will be happy for sure but then he is gonna inform the whole world and I kind of want this a private affair. Arm can know I guess, that will prevent the news to reach P'Khun but no Pol, he is the gossip queen among them. I will tell Chay if I see this going in a positive direction. Also this will be my first relation if something happens and knowing our parents they will go overboard with everything specially Mae, so NO!"

Vegas nods his head, the remembers "What about those two guards by Kinn alloted? Who he thinks we don't know about" and laughs a little. 

"Firstly it happened yesterday. They have weekend off, Kinn was not aware of the extra duty due to the Japanese. Secondly, I have already made a deal with Mike and Veer. They will only inform Kinn anything if any sort of violence/ sexual harassment occurs. So for any flirting, the spying is left out. "

"Hmm!!" Vegas nods then again whines "Now free Pete from Tankhun's grip."

Porsche laugh, and then accompanies Vegas. He seriously has a family full of crackheads.

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After finally tricking Tankhun, and also bribing him with bonus time with Pete, it was time to talk to Marsh. As soon as ge reached Kinn's room, Big greeted him while he just waved his hand. The bodyguard opens the door to be greeted by Kinn setting his hair infront of the mirror, their eyes meet through the reflection but soon broke when the younger turned his face much to the elder's disappointment.

"Goo..od morning Kinn!" Porsche shutters a little.

"Good morning to you too!" Kinn turns from the mirror, towards him and motions him to sit, "What is it?" He asks.

Porsche finally remembers his 

intention to come there, "Isn't Marsh here? I would like to talk with him."

The Theerapanyakun heir raises his eyebrow, isn't Porsche suppose to not like Marsh considering his whole feelings for Kinn, doesn't Porsche feel something for him anymore. This thought brings a bitter taste in his mouth, but shrugging off the feeling he asks "Wow. You both have developed quite a friendship. But he is in his room, I am busy with the Japanese as you know obviously so we don't get to spend time nowadays." The after a pause "You can tell me the matter. I will inform him."

Porsche smirks, "It's a secret." Technically it is, but teasing the elder seems fun. "So, I will take a leave now. Bye Kinn." He soon exit the room while smiling due to which Big gives him a look, but he nods and goes to Marsh's room. Marsh was also sitting infront of the mirror doing something with makeup, a makeup tutorial playing on youtube beside him. Porsche knocks the door for formality, but invites himself in and sits on the bed. The room owner smiles at him through the mirror and makes signs him like _two minutes_

Porsche looks Marsh doing something with eyeliner, is he trying to draw in the small space? The Kittisiwat wonders but his next thought upsets him a little is this how Kinn prefers his partners?

"No, P'kinn never asks me to doll up, I just like makeup and stuff" Marsh speaks, indicating that he heard the question which means Porsche spoke it loud. "And thank you for using the word partner, generally it's boy toy or boy like words." He then turns towards Porsche, after he is done with the eyeliner facing him. "So, do you have something to say to me? And before that congratulations about P'Somsak."

'Come on it's not about Kinn anymore focus on Somsak' Porsche reminds himself, and finally speaks "First tell me how do you know about the whole matter?"

Marsh laughs little, then tells "P'Somsak messaged me, thanking me that I introduced you to him."

"But it's nothing serious, we are just getting to know each other, meeting for a date, you can call it that." Porsche says, a little nervous. After all his whole life he associated the word date with Kinn and now that it's not him, Porsche doesn't know how to act.

Marsh smirks seeing him in thoughts, "Kinn will be thrilled to know about your date." He says, if he did pressed on a word Porsche was too busy to notice, instead he just said "Don't tell him."

"What?"

"Don't tell P'kinn I am going on a date."

"Why?" Marsh asked little bit flabbergasted.

"You know, he will demand a full background check, two extra guards and overprotective stuff. I don't want that. If it's something serious I will personally inform all. At this moment let it be secret." Then adds "Please."

See Marsh is not blind or deaf, he had heard enough to know that the middle Theerapanyakun and elder Kittisiwat both are idiot specially the one who is his source of income now. He also knows the Chairat heir just wants to make Porsche hurt a little less cause he knows the pain of a broken heart. No real feelings involved. Yet.

He seriously thought before he leaves this compound, maybe the old jealousy trick will come to work and finally he can see two idiots together. But now if Porsche seriously wants to move on, it's fare, cause who in the whole Thailand doesn't know about Kinn's affairs. It's just the the matriarch of this family who doesn't. Apparently.

So he asks, "What do you want now Porsche?"

"I don't know what P'Somsak likes, and tomorrow I need to dress a little bit but not something over the top. You know him in person what should I wear."

"Shirt, like you wear but maybe a better quality one and not the regular college one." Then something clicks in Marsh's brain. " I know what you should wear, wait here." And he leaves the room.

Marsh exits his room just to stand infront of Kinn's room, so that Big can inform about his presence. As soon as he entered, "I am very busy, so have no time for anything Marsh. Sorry for that." Kinn says without looking up from the documents spread infront for him.

"No worries, I just came to ask for a shirt of yours."

This made Kinn look up and give a look at Marsh almost glaring, who was still not nonchalant. Seeing the unresponsive attitude towards the glare, he broke the silence "I hope you know what our relation is Marsh. Why would I share my clothes with you or anyone? If you want to take my card and buy what you want." Kinn says keeping the card on the table before focusing back toward the work in his hands. "Oh surely will take that. What's better than getting a new shirt than wearing yours for Porsche? Right?" Marsh smirked while picking up the card. The working man perked at that, "Porsche needs a shirt..surely I can lend that...I mean he.." He could see Marsh giving him a judgy look "He is....he is family."

"Ah!! Family. Surely! So now can I have a shirt." 

"Sure! I will bring you one." Marsh just smiled at that, when he heard Kinn from the closet "So, why does Porsche need it?" You can hear his curiosity in that question.

"Oh! Just a friends meet up. He needed my advice for the dress up."

"Okay" And comes out holding a black shirt, that may look simple but at the same time spoke luxury. "So this is what he wanted to talk? He came to find you here." Kinn asked, while handing the piece of cloth. "Yes! Precisely." And Marsh exits.

"He will look fine as hell in that one." Kinn smiles thinking that, then realizes something that made him call "Big!"

The bodyguard enters, "Tell Mike and Veer to keep eye on Porsche today properly specially from the one that are gonna approach him."

Big nods, and leaves the room. He signals Ken about his leaving the door, and as he turns from the corridor he is collides with something rather someone. 

It was strong one but not enough to knock him down, maybe a fellow bodyguard. Big was going to let out few curses but as soon as he opens his eyes he sees Chan looking at him with concern expression. He looked like a puppy, never tell anyone Big thought that about the head bodyguard of Khun Korn.

"Are you okay?" Chan asks, while holding his forearm and Big takes a eyeful of the muscle claded shirt, he so wants to bite them. "Big" The elder again asks more concern with the laters lack of speech.

"I am okay P'Chan. Just meeting Porsche's gaurds." 

"Okay! But be careful while roaming around. You could get hurt." Chan speaks and pats his hair softly before leaving. Both hearts beating fast.

Porsche was flabbergasted at the sudden exit of Marsh, but soon his attention went to his phone on an incoming message.

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P'Somsak (01:00 pm): I know you told it's family day but just wanna inform you about tomorrow's thing.

P'Somsak (01:00 pm): Send me your college address and your last class.

P'Somsak (01:00 pm): Also wear something comfortable. Hopefully you will see this message and reply soon.

Porsche hands soon worked in reply, he doesn't know if it it cause Somsak seemed genuine and good friend or is he moving on but who cares, he owns this hapiness.

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Porsche (01:02 pm): [send google map location]

Porsche (01:02 pm): Classes ends at around 3 on the afternoon. Pick me up?

P'Somsak (01:03 pm): Yeah sure. Didn't expect so fast reply. 

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Porsche being his cheeky self replied 'This is the last one for today' When he sees Marsh entering the room with a black shirt in his hand. And if not wrong it is Kinn's.

"Wear this tomorrow." The shirt thrown infront of him. 

"It's Kinn's" 

"So, he lended it. Of course when he heard it's for you and not for me cause you are...you are family." Marsh is bad at handling sad situations and he know it will upset Porsche, this comment. Why has to his stupid mouth ran off?

He hears a mutter of "Family", Porsche is now more sure of his date with Somsak.

Chay was taking lessons of Kim for his college enrollment interview. When he absurdly requests "P'Kim can you play a song by WIK."

Kim looked at the younger man infront of him, he playing a song of WIK, it's the most easithing for him. So he soon plays the song much to Chay's delight.

He clasps after the song, "I love WIK, I seriously love his voice. You played nice but WIK is something else." Kim gets it the songs have some more effect cause a recorded version is something else. Chay continues dreamily "I will hug WIK very tight the special ones on the day I meet him."

Now Kim doesn't know is he jealous of WIK right now, cause everyone knows Chay's special hugs are regular for Porsche but if you are not his elder brother you have to face something like almost death situation if you want Chay's special hugs and this WIK gets it who doesn't even personally knows Chay. Not ture though, but whi cares for logic now. Luckily they are informed for lunch or else Kim would plan a murder mystery of his own.

The whole day was nothing like any other weekend, Vegas & Kinn being busy with the Japanese the dining table was filled with the youngest Theerapanyakun, Macau, the Kittisiwat brothers and Kim. Mr. And Mrs Theerapanyakun on a lunch meeting with some old friends and Tankhun watching his dramas. Porsche was glad, he currently do not want to answer the question "What is going on in life Porsche?" Translates basically to Mae and P'Khun wanting to know about his love lif, which at this moment is a big no. 

The next day, Monday when Kinn and Vegas left, the later got a loving hug and kiss from Pete. Marsh was not allowed these liabilities of a partner and he is totally fine with that. Kinn wanted to see Porsche as he haven't have a proper conversation with him for 2 weeks apart form his room one and now that he is leaving for another week he wants to see him. Also Porsche almost never miss to bid bye to him. But alas, it didn't happen cause the younger was sleeping too deep.

Porsche woke up at his alarm ringing, it's 9:30 am. 'Kinn has left' he thought before jumping to the bathroom he has a date to go today. Before leaving he takes the shirt- Kinn's shirt - his mind reminds and stuff that in bag. 'Let's go'

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Monday morning was like a new and fresh start for Porsche. Since he woke up, the only thoughts on his mind were 'I am finally going on a date.' 

Date was something Porsche either read about or watch it on one of Tankhun's dramas. Since teenage, date was a imagination he had but with Kinn, it also doesn't mean he was not approached.

He was among the famous students in school and now university, his family relations were surely one of the cause but the outgoing personality and extra curriculum achievements board had a different section for him. As know fact his handsome-ness is also a factor. 

But people, girls or boys, approaching him means being under the radar of Theerapanyakun brothers, it was hard. Not just him the whole gang was approached for their background. Only Tay, Time and Pete were the ones who befriended them without cafing about the background. Specially Pete, the other two still were from influential families. Tay and Pete being the angel they are tried to make Kinn and Vegas understand, not fruitful result to tell you. He remembers a boy in high school secretly giving him cards and flowers, Vegas though let it slide, but as soon as Kinn heard he 'talked' god knows what he told the guy he left the school next week. Porsche thought maybe cause Kinn feels the same way, it made the teen feel giddy. How stupid he was?

So now that Somsak approached and they kind of plan a first date, Porsche couldn't help but feel ecstatic. He also want to go out with people, like some, dislike some surely they can't hurt him more than he already is. Thanks heaven that Mark and Veer ar not the typical 'We have to report khun Kinn' type bodyguard, they understood the term privacy at a extent if not fully. After all nothing is private if you are related to the Theerapanyakun's.

Today he tried the shampoo gifted by Kim on his birthday. The smell was citrus-y, a little coco mix, Porsche think it suits him. The thing with Kim is he does not speak or express a lot about his feelings, but observe the people so his gifts are perfect. Porsche loves Kim like Chay, okay mabe he loves a Chay a little more but that's not his fault his little brother is the sweetest, call him biased he don't care.

He was deciding whether to change his attire after the class or not when his freind Jom sends him a text 

Jom (08:53 am): Classes suspended for today. Teachers have some important meetings to handle.

Porsche replies a 'okay', maybe he mesaage Somsak now, then maybe they can change the time. As he was thinking there was knock on the door. He opens it, and meets Big.

"Khun Kinn is leaving. He would like to meet all before leaving" _Are you not meeting him?_ left silent. If this conversation happened outside of working hours surely Big would have said it. Porsche nods and goes with him.

Everyone is present there, apart from Chay and Macau as they are already in school, Kim as he went to some work (it's cause he doesn't like saying goodbyes) and his parents of course. Korn gives Kinn and Vegas scrict tips buisness related as usual. Then Porsche notices the absence of Marsh, and Big wishpers to him "Marsh is on holiday, he will return after khun Kinn comes back. Don't tell them I told you this on duty." Porsche smiles at that and nods. Tankhun being his over dramatic self "My baby brother is leaving with taking my another brother who I can irritate."

"P'Khun I am just leaving for a week and Kim is little than me. Also Vegas leaving means you can have Pete now with you." Kinn tells fondly to his elder brother, whereas Vegas snorts "I am leaving Pete here doesn't means he is yours P'Khun"

Tankhun waves his hand in an ignoring way "Don't worry, I can take care of Pete better than you. Go! Go! to your meeting." Pete just laughs at the banter.

"Oh! Stop it Khun, my two boys are leaving for one week. Take care for each other there okay. And call us when you reach." Cherry tells, "Mae we are not kids, we can take care of ourselves now." Kinn replies to his mother.

"Also the most efficient gaurds are going with us Big, Ken, Bas and others. We will be fine." Vegas tells assuring his aunt. Then it was Porsche to speak "Safe journey Kinn and Vegas inform me after you reach. Goodbye" before Vegas can reply to that Kinn says "Surely I will inform you Porsche." To which Vegas makes a face confusing Porsche.

Cherry smiles, then turns to Kinn "You could have taken Porsche with you he hasn't went to anywhere abroad since two years. Even Vegas took Pete to vacation." 

"Mae, we are going to a business trip, also Porsche is busy with his work and studies after we come back then we can plan for a family trip." Tankhun shakes his head at his mothers futile and not so subtle efforts of matchmaking so that her lovely Porsche and idiot middle son. 

Whereas, Kinn notice a signal passed from Vegas to Porsche, he knows they are friends and this is common occurrence but this seems not like usual 'Let's have fun' but something different. Also Porsche's adieu was also missing something, though he can't pinpoint that.

Before his mother can speak the head of the family held his wife shoulders, "Now leave fast, or you will be late." At this finally they leave. Big opens the door, when Porsche and Pete notice P'Chan looking at big with somewhat longing eyes. They both share a look, 'this is interesting'.

The Kittisiwat finally enters his room and remembers what was he going to do. Take out the phone and calls Somsak, thinking maybe it's better than messaging.

(Italics = Somsak, Plain = Porsche, Bold = expressions.)

Hello! You called me

What does it look like? I mean hear likes

Well it caught me off gaurd but don't you have class?

That's the reason I called

For class?

No! For no class

Okay I am seriously not getting it Nong.

*Gasp* Nong?

Sorry! did that made you uncomfortable..I..didn't...

No! Phi stop. It's just no one ever called me that.

Oh well! Haha! *Akward laugh* Then I will call you nong then, but you also called me Phi ha?

Don't tease nong na? *Little shyly*

So you know how to act cute, can't wait till the evening to know you more

Then don't.

Huh! *Surprised*

That's the reason I called you, my classes are canceled today. So..

So? *waiting & anticipating*

Can we meet early? If you are not busy. *(Porsche though a little worried about being over bearing)*

Well honestly there is work, so maybe after one hour I can wrap it up and then we meet. How does that sound?  *Pause* Nong

Phi! Stop teasing. And okay let's meet at 12. I will text the address.

No need! Theerapanyakun residence is not hard to find. See you then..Nong

Will wait for you, Phi.

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Porsche ends the call with a smile, it's nice to talk to someone new who is not just flirting or threatening you cause of your family background. He then sees notification from on his phone.

Kinn (10:05 am): On the plane. Forget to ask what do you want from Japan?

Porsche (10:08 am): Nothing. Safe journey.

Kinn (10:08 am): Really?

Kinn (10:08 am): Why did you reply late though?

Porsche (10:09 am): Just 3 mins. I was busy. 

Porsche (10:09 am): And I want nothing but maybe you can bring some teas for Mae and Pa. They will like that. 

Porsche (10:09 am): Bye! 

Kinn (10:10 am): Bye. Will return soon.

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Kinn checked his phone again, it's been 45 minutes since the last message he sent Porsche and it remains unread. Porsche never does that, the longest he got a late reply was 10 minutes. He knows it's not something serious, but since last day he feels something is going on. His gut feelings telling him, he is not informed about something. He ignores it, and goes to sleep maybe that's better for him.

Vegas from his seat can see Kinn being little disoriented. Though he doesn't know the reason, still it is rare to see his cousin like this. But he needs to know about the guy Porsche is seeing, if not Kinn then he should atleast be a little cautious. After all according to Porsche loving and caring for someone is enough and that guy loves unconditionally. He is not going to see his friend heartbroken again, Vegas is gonna look into this guy after his return.

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Knock Knock

"WHO IS THIS?" Tankhun shouts from inside the room.

Porsche peeks inside "It's me P'Khun. You busy?"

"I am watching MileApo-the series, it's about two actors falling in love." Then waves the hands at him, "Come watch with me."

"Sorry P'Khun, but I can't watch it with you today, this weekend maybe. I just wanted to borrow Pete and Arm for half an hour." Porsche requests.

"Why? After this we were going to watch Cherry Magic again. Tell me why you need them." The elder asks again, pouting.

"Nothing P'Khun, just something." He winks in reply.

Porsche then takes Pete and Arm with him, tellong his all the things that has happened.

"Arm your duty is to not let anyone be informed about this-all" Moving his atms Porsche indicates, "And Pete help me get ready"

After ½ hour, a handsome man in black shirt is seen standing outside the premises of Theerapanyakun house. His first three buttons undone giving a nice view of his tan skinned chest, but he is fidgeting over as if nervous. Soon a BMW stops in front of him, window rolls down.

"Hi!" The man inside speaks.

"Phi, you are right on time it's exactly 12." Porsche exclaims.

Somsak exits the car, and keeps his hand on back of the younger one "Let's start our date nong." And as a gentlemen opens the car door additionally keeping his hand on the door roof to avoid his nong from getting hurt. Porsche looks at his gestures and a big smiles form on his face. _Maybe it is nice to meet new people_ He thinks, and the car goes on the start towards a new way.

Inside the car, there is a awkward silence but that just for 5-7 minutes before it breaks. "Nice shirt nong Porsche. You look hot in it."

"Thanks Phi, and you don't look too bad yourself." He gets a reply.

"Is it?"

"Yes." Then both look towards each other and breaks into fits of laughter. Somsak finally catches his breath before speaking "I should keep eyes on the road if we don't want an accident. Also the silence was quite awkward but can't help it it's my first proper date after you know...the break up."

Porsche also controls his laughter, "It's mine first date ever Phi. I also don't know what to do."

"That's means it's kinda first to both of us. Nice ....Nong" and again they start laughing.

Porsche speaks again, "Seriously, we need to stop this phi-nong thing. Sounds like the ships from the series P'khun watches."

"So!" Looks on the road "What should we call each other then?" 

Porsche look outside at this question, calling someone with a nickname that just met him few days ago feels weird. _Is this moving too fast?_ He questions himself but his brain replies him with _It's okay to take risks. Let's see what happens_

"How about P'Som?" He finally asks after a long silence.

"Hmmm. Sounds nice. Then maybe I can call you Po?"

"Po? Nice."

"But then sometimes I can call you nong too. Right?" The elder asks.

The younger laughs a little at that then tells "Okay! I don't mind."

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In the compound Mrs. Theerapanyakun was agiated, while her husband watches his wife pacing around the room. "I still don't get it, who was the guy for whom my baby Porsche dressed up and got in the car."

"I have alredy told Chan to find out about it from the information he gets through the CCTV" Korn Theerapanyakun replies like a calm way he always is.

Cherry finally sits opposite her husband, "I always wanted Kinn to be with Porsche since he came out, but that idiot son of mine dating contract lovers. Funny of him to think I don't know about it. It's all cause of that Tawan, that snake. He deserves the painful death."

Korn sips the whiskey infornt of him then speaks "What do you want then? We can't force our kids together."

"Of course we can't tuan, but...but I have seen Porsche looking at Kinn with those eyes, even when they claim to be cousins. This new guy is ruining everything, now both our kids are drifting on opposite ways....." She was interrupted by a knock on the door "Khun Korn, here's the information of the guy who picked Khun Porsche today." Comes Chan's voice from outside of the door.

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Porsche exits the car to see they are infront of a small cafe.

"This is our first stop." He hears Somsak from behind as the man comes out the car.

Porsche nods and they both enters from the door. It is cozy cafe, with warm asthetic, kind of how he feels with about this new relation he built. "It's cute P'Som"

Somsak smiles, "I googled a lot to find some place to actually talk. Cause with our reputation being paparazzi-ed is easy. Let us sit"

They both sit at a window side table, with a nice view of garden. "Let's order something." Soon a waiter comes and takes their order.

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"WHAAAAT??" 

A shout is heard from the eldest child of Theerapanyakun's, Tankhun. Many ignored it as a daily occurence apart from Pete and Arm who ran from the place they were having a discussion, Pol was however standing quietly.

"What happened Khun noo?" Arm asks frantically.

Tankhun gives them a look that replicated the face 'you-watched-the-drama-without-me' aka clear betrayal.

"Porsche is dating soemone and he didn't tell me. Is that ture?" He said pointing at both the knowing ones. Pete was thinking to lie as it is about his best friend but Arm was fast that him, "Not dating khun noo, just meeting."

"Whatever! But that means I will loose Porsche to some buffoon. I hate Kinn, call him now. It's his fault." Tankhun says half crying dramatically, half seriously. Pete immediately starts to make the eldest understand the situation, when Arm whispers to Pol "You told him?"

Pol replies immediately, "Well khun noo sent me to hear what you two were talking about just few minutes ago. I told him what I heard."

Arm just slaps his hand, and they both then starts consoling their boss alongside Pete.

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"This pasta is YUM!!" Porsche says after taking a bite.

"Let me remind you, that is my order. Your is this salad." Somsak points at the bowl on the table.

"Well it's not my fault, I have seen people ordering salad on dates to appear proper. I did the same P'Som." Kittisiwat says while taking another spoon of the pasta, smearing the sauce a little on his lips.

The Chairat heir smiles at that and passes the tissue toward him uttering "First wipe you face, it's tempting N'Po." Porsche's cheeks turn a little red at that as he takes the tissue to wipe his mouth. 

"Also no need to act anything, if we want to know each other even if we stay friends it's best to be yourself." Somsak continues, seeing the opposite boy staring at him "Now let's pack this salad and order something you actually like. And after this we are gonna go on long drive to see the sunset."

Porsche beams at that.

They leave the cafe after that, holding a takeaway of the salad. The drive was quite with both of them letting the other know about their music choice and discussing few details i between.

"Have you heard WIK's songs?"

"Ugh..I have. I even have to stream his songs cause Chay has crush on that voice."

"Chay?"

"My brother and the most adorable kid I know."

"Wow! I am excited to meet him some day. Now let's listen to Jeff Satur's Highway."

"Nice choice Phi."

"Glad Nong"

Soon they reach the sunset point, both stand on the road looking at the orange sky. There is a peaceful silence between them. After a long time Porsche finally breaks it, though is voice is low as if he is afraid of loosing the surrounding.

"This feels like a dream to me." Long pause, then Somsak says "Me too. Never thought will speand time again with soemone."

"Never thought to be with soemone other than him even if it was one sided."

"We both are fools" the elder speaks.

"We are."

Then they stare at the sun disappearing and night sky taking it place. Somsak bravely tries to hold Porsche hands, when the other also reciprocates the touch. Both standing, watching the sky holding hands, quitely.

It was almost 10 pm when Somsak drops him off, as it was a weekday no Theerapanyakun residence but his own house. 

"Goodnight Phi." Porsche tells as he exits the car.

"Goodnight Po. Will text you." Somsak waves his hand and drives off, Porsche also waves and then turns to enter the house. As soon as he opens the main door there stands Chay & Kim, his younger brother's face giving clear instructions 'I-nee-details.' Maybe his secret is not so secret at all.

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Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun stalks people on instagram, not a news headline but truth. People however consist of just the Theerapanyakun and Kittisiwat members. Which he is currently doing while laying on his hotel bedroom cause of what happened half hour ago.

As he lands in Japan soon he was escorted to the hotel, he saw Vegas talking to soemone telling about their arrival, his smile giving away it's Pete. But what made him perk is one sentence.

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Vegas called Pete as soon as he got time after landing.

(Plain = Vegas, Italics = Pete, Bold = expression)

Hello!

Hmm *Wishpers* I am already missing you

Me too miss you a lot *Giggles* Is P'Khun around?

Yes *Still wishpering* By the way, you knew about Porsche's new date?

Ye...s. Why? 

You didn't tell me!! *Pause* You know what now, P'Khun knows about that guy and is waiting to question Porsche

How did he knew? *Confused*

What happened is...

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"PORSCHE WENT FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!" Vegas shouts gaining attention from a lot of people specially Kinn, who literally fleets towards his cousin. Vegas cuts his call on seeing Kinn.

"Porsche what? Went for whole day, where? With whom?" Kinn asks frantically.

Vegas passes awkward laugh before speaking, "Nothing P'Kinn, Porsche classes were canceled so.... he went to hang out with his friends for the whole day." Good job Vegas he pats himself in his mind.

"Why did you shout then?" The accusing tone in Kinn's voice was scary if only Vegas cared. "Just cause..he..was eating my head off telling about his exam that is very hard...and now he went for whole day..soooooo.... that's why" Vegas just hopes his lies were believed by his cousin.

Big interrupts their talk, "The rooms are ready Khun". Kinn just nods and instruct the bodyguards to also rest as the hotel has proper security. Much to Vegas relief the conversation was not extended. 

Kinn enters the room and chekcs his phone, still no reply from Porsche, Is he enjoying so much with his friends that can't even answer my message? He wonders but again drops a message informing he has reached. Then he wents to fresh up only return to see two new messages on his phone. But to his disappointment it was from Tankhun demanding stuffs he need from the tour on return. Kinn calls his mother who he can feel was still pissed about not taking Porsche with him. He lays on the bed and open instagram to see @Po.Kittisiwat name having the pink cricle around the DP. He clicks the picture to see Porsche posted a photo of him in a cafe, looking outside the window. That doesn't look like a friends hangout and unfortunately his brain supplies 'Must be a date.' But Kinn dismissed the thought as soon as it came rather he focused on the point how good and hot Porsche looks in his shirt, specially with the first few buttons unbuttoned. The next photo on his story is about the food he was eating and that also looked like a meal for two. Kinn avoided that also. Then he refresh the feed and a new post somes on his timeline which Porsche posted few minutes ago. It a sunset picture with a caption 'The sun may set, but that's also a start.' Kinn just groans and tosses the phone on bed, and opens his laptop to work on the deal. He can't let himself feel all this for Porsche, he is supposedly his cousin Kinn reminds to self.

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Porsche on seeing the look on Chay and Kim already knows he can't escape now also even if convince his younger brother Kim is not easy to trick. So unfortunately he had to spill all the happenings and his almost date to both the youngers. 

Chay was happy, his Hia finally has a date. "Hiaaaaaa! I am so happy for you." He hugs his older brother and get squeezed. The elder Kittisiwat looks towards Kim and sees him giving a sour look. Now it is hard to depict what the younger Theerapanyakun thinks but if you have seen since his birth it's easy, Chay als notices the look and comments "What is it P'Kim? Are you not happy?"

Kim just shrugs and bluntly replies, "I thought you had feelings for my brother. It's sad you will leave the family." He comments and goes inside the house leaving flabbergasted Kittisiwat brothers. Chay was the first move to respond and pulls Porsche with him. "So what? I will also be leaving after I propose...." He then just noticed the surroundings and sees the two present in the room glaring him, however he ignores Kim's stare and tuns to his brother.

"Who will you propose?" Porsche asks hand folded on his chest.

Chay nervously smiles at him, "WIK..i am talking about WIK. My celebrity crush hia."

Porsche snorts at that then looks the blush forming on Kim's face. He can be okay if it's Kim/WIK is the person Chay dates. So he just nods his head.

"Don't you have to go to the bar hia?" Chay asked suddenly eating his noodles. 

"I will be late today, I already informed."

"Okay, and mamma called after see saw your Instagram so I told her you are on a date hopefully. She expects a call back." Chay informs guiltily.

"Chaaaaay! I wanted this to be secret and now everyone knows." 

Kim replies to that, "Everyone? How?"

Chay nods, "Yes it's just us both" pause "and mamma"

Porsche keeps his chopstick down and shakes his head before answering "No! Vegas knew about this date cause I told him yesterday. Also this morning I took Pete and Arm's help while dressing, while Pol eavesdrop the convo between them and P'Khun knows, Pete messaged me. Urggggh and I am sure mae and pa knows from the CCTV footage of the house if P'Chan informs him. Specially now that mamma also knows and Papa comes in that package." He exhales.

"So that concludes everyone knows apart from P'Kinn. Right?" Kim asks.

"Well Macau doesn't know." Chay tells.

"For that he needs to come out of his room and stop playing games. Also you will surely inform you best friend won't you?" Kim says.

Chay grins, "Guilty" and continues to eat. "Well Tay and Time also are unware of we count." Porsche points out.

"I assure you P'khun will surely do that." Kim confirms at that.

Porsche them meekly speaks "Well I still don't want Kinn to know about it."

Chay looks at him with his big eyes "Why not?"

"Well...."

"Cause of the cousin shit my brother spouts and your brothers feelings." Kim interrupts.

Porsche smacks his hand, "Language!!"

Chay nods at that again, "I mean I understand we were always told we are family even if not blood related. It may feel akward to P'Kinn." He pauses and that send Kim to a height of worries but Chay then continues "But I thought he will accept that he has feeling for you someday. It's not something indecent." Kim just sighs in relief at this. While Porsche just mutters "Nonsense" and takes the dishes to the sink. Kim and chay just shakes their head at disappointment. Maybe a disaster is in waiting.

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Big was resting after checking and confirming the whole security when his phone vibrates.

Sir Chan (09:05 pm): You reached?

Big (09:05 pm): Krab Sir Chan

Big (09:05 pm): I told Ken to inform, didn't he do it?

Sir Chan (09:06 pm): He did. I was just confirming.

Big (09:06 pm): Krab! Nothing to worry Sir.

Sir Chan (09:06 pm): Well Big call me P'Chan. It's very formal

Sir Chan (09:06 pm): This sir adress.

Big (09:07 pm): Krab.

Big (09:07 pm): P'Chan.

Sir Chan (09:07 pm): Good Night Big. Sleep well.

Big (09:07 pm): Good night to you too P'Chan.

Big then keeps his phone beside him not before changing a certain contact name, while butterflies creates a typhoon in his stomach. "P'Chan" he mutters before closing his eyes. Later when Ken enters the room from the bathroom he sees his friend smiling like a fool in his sleep.

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Cherry was on a call with Honey, who showed concern about her son's instagram update. Lastly she told Korn that "Me and Chayapat entrust you and P'Korn with this matter. Please look after my baby Porsche."

Cherry assures her and cuts the call to sit on the bed beside her husband and starts complaining "This all is happening cause you won't let me match Kinn and Porsche. Our babies would have been so happy together without us being worried about some stanger."

The Theerapanyakun head puts down his book and speaks "Darling, it's bad to interfare between kids. They will surelt figure out and when they do we just have to say yes as we already are happy for them."

"I heard you middle son okay! He told me that it's his responsibility to protect Porsche cause we told him he is like family. My idiot son definitely thinks we told them to be cousins." Cherry huffs.

Korn laughs at that, "Well then that means our son inherited all the stupid genes from us."

"Your genes. My genes are intelligent"

"See Chan told us that the guy Porsche went with today is the Chairat's son or heir if you want. He is a nice guy. And for your satisfaction I will talk to Porsche about his friendship with this guy. Maybe we could expand out buisness relationships also." Korn explains.

"I don't care about your buisness and you better hope it's friendship or I will kill you middle son" Cherry then pulls the blanket and went to sleep leaving her husband to laugh.

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It was past midnight when Porsche reached his home after the work. Two gaurds were waiting at the main gate they always does that when Porsche is late and Chay is alone. They nods at him before leaving or acting to leave, he knows Kinn has kept them around to keep an eye on the house but as Porsche doesn't like that so they just kind of lingers nearby. From Kinn he remembers the message, he couldn't reply since the morning. It will be near 3am in Japan but he still opens his phone after keeping the keys on the table. 

The last mesaage was in the evening stating that they have reached.

Porsche (12:45 am): Sorry for not replying, was busy today. A the best for tomorrow's meeting good night.

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Then he sees another mesage from Somsak. He did change the contact name.

P'Som (11:50 pm) : Feeling sleepy. Mesage me when you reach home. If awake will reply.

P'Som (11:51 pm): Also had fun today. Will meet you tomorrow at the bar.

Porsche (12:48 am): Just reahed home. Good night. Very tired. See you tomorrow.

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He skips to his room, he feels nice to have soemone who wants to know about him. Kinn used to do that too but after the second rejection Porsche tried to ignore giving daily updates. Kinn told him that it bothers him to which Porsche replied "I can take care Kinn, you don't need to know my every movement for that. If I need help I will ask."

Porsche jerks out of his thought to see it's 01:05 am. He needs to sleep now or he is gonna be late for classes. His last thought before drifting to sleep were 'I need to loose my feelings for Kinn or they are gonna hurt more and more.'

While on the other side of a different country Kinn dreams about how their families were just buisness partners and he was wooing Porsche in the lieu of buisness deal.

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Porsche woke up and repeated his daily routine, but in much cheerful mood. Yesterday did wonders to him he guesses. Chay already left for school is lunch brought by Macau and breakfast in refrigerator for heating up by mae. He is so grateful for that.

He exits the main gate and is greeted by Somsak waiting for him. He calls out exclaiming "P'Som!!!" And goes near him "What are you doing here? I thought we were gonna meet in the bar."

"Does that make you upset? Should I go back?" 

"No! It's nice, but you could have informed me. You had breakfast? Or I could heat you some now." Porsche offers.

"I had it. Maybe we can pick up some coffee on the way when I drop you." Somsak says.

"You dropping me for the classes!! We are not da..ting right?" Porsche questions.

Somsak laughs at that, "No we are not, but as a friend I can drop you right?" Asks.

"You can but...it feels ..you know..awkward." Porsche confessed.

Somsak opens the door of his car for Porsche and speaks, "Well, if you have befriended me be ready to be more awkward. Come on, I just feel connection with you." He looks at Porsche then continues "Also I am not ready for a relationship myself Porsche so relax. I am just being a nice friend. Now let's go."

Porsche shrugs and enters the car.

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Kinn wakes up to see it was already past 12'o clock in the afternoon, he surely needed the rest. Well the meeting is not before 2 pm so it's fine.

Then he goes to check his phone and finally sees the message he was waiting for, Porsche messaged him wishing him good luck. He will bag the deal for sure. He smiles as he goes for bath and while in the bathtub wanders about things specifically Porsche.

He had the urge to protect the younger since the day he lied his eyes on Porsche and got a toothless smile in his direction. He knew he has some feelings for Porsche, it's not normal to threaten a boy just becuse he proposed to his 'cousin'. Tawan though betrayed him and his family and was just using Kinn also pointed out many times that he thinks and talks about Porsche more than necessary.

Even the boys he has now sometimes forget their limit and complain about how Kinn leaves in middle of something if Porsche needs him. He once left a guy hot and bothered, fully aroused just cause Porsche called asking if Kinn is available as he was craving some icecream and no one is available. His elder brother have pointed it out so many times that how he behaves for Porsche is not very cousin like and trust him he knows that. No one in the name of family will think a month or two ahead about a birthday gift. No sane person will leave a hot night just so that they can cuddle someone while they are distress over a exam. No one will stay up whole night revising notes so they can tutor his cousin just because he don't approch some other. Porsche always needs him as he always needs Porsche, Kinn's sure that's never gonna change. If only he knew.

Trully, he really never understood this until the second time Porsche proposed, he could just reason him one thing that hey are supposed to be cousin. His father told him that Porsche is family and you can't have such feelings for family it's wrong. So he went on and broke the younger's heart and stopped himself from feeling anything more. And even if he did dare to give chance to this relationship it will disappoint their parents he knows that. So he let the game of acting continue but seriously he is tired now, maybe he will talk to the parents after this deal is successful.

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The Theerapanyakun head messages you 'Come home today in the evening. I have something to discuss.' is a thing that can kill many in a heart attack. Porsche is no different even if the man is his uncle/father figure, cause afterall it's the mafia leader of Thailand you are talking about. At least he knows the man would not shot at him. Somsak asked him on call during his break about picking him up but he denied. Now in the last period that was suddenly off due to the professor having some emergency, Porsche can't help but call Kinn.

Kinn just finished his lunch meeting and was planning to go shopping, cause if he returns empty handed no one will say anything and Tankhun will kill him. When his phone rang, and Big literally saw his boss face glowing as if illuminating light. Not so hard to guess who called.

( Italics = Kinn, Plain = Porsche, Bold = Expression)

Hel... *He is cut off by Porsche*

Is something wrong? *In panic*

 What's wrong? Why? You are fine right? *In more panic voice*

I don't know!! *Porsche exclaims* Pa messaged and asked me to meet at the house this evening.

Oh...*deep breath*  I thought something happened

Kinn you know Pa would not call me without any reason. *Pause* Or would he?

Relax. Take a deep breath. *Silence* Took it. Now listen it's mae, she would have called you through pa. Nothing is to worry

You think that? *Still in doubt*

I assure. Now tell me you seriously don't want anything. Me and Vegas are going shopping today.

*In a relaxed voice* Ah! I already told Vegas what I want. He wil buy.

Why Vegas! I asked you, you said nothing *Kinn spoke in a accusing tone*

Oh! Well Pete was talking to him after you guys drove off and...

And?

I remembered the book I wanted to read but is not available here but there is so I told him to buy. *Porsche simply explained the truth*

You could have told me after you remembered.

Okay! Then if it is not a problem can you buy it for me. As Vegas may forget and I know you will not. Right? 

*Happily* I will never.

Now, bye. I gotta go. Ace the deal.

Thanks and bye

Better to say, Big saw his boss go from pouting to smiling within seconds and he didn't need to guess who he was talking to.

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Porsche reached the main compound and the one he encountered first was Tankhun, who gave him a sharp look before pulling him along to have a important chat. When he looked towards the bodyguards/ his friends Arm and Pete gave him a helpless look and Pol a guilty look.

The eldest Theerapanyakun son was dressed as usual he does though his was carrying a magnifying glass and a spec, "He is on a investigator mode today." Arm wishpers to him.

"Ai Porsche!!!" Tankhun screeched as soon as he starts. "Why do you have a date? Who is this person? How did you meet him? Why was I unware about it? Answer it. I am investigating you." He rains the younger with his questions pointing a finger at him. Porsche just quietly look towards him, without speaking and testing Tankhun's patience limit is a stupid decision.

"Either you tell me everything or I will inform Kinn everything I know from them." He said directing his hands towards Arm, Pete and Pol.

"P'Khunnnnnnn!!!!! No!" Deep breath "Fine. So what happened is......" and he tells everything all over again but this time including the Marsh part cause if Tankhun wants to know he knows.

"Hooooi! I can't believe my baby Porsche has grown so much. Come come." He hugs Porsche and then releases him just to clap his hands, "Now, I would like to meet rhis guy."

"WHAAAT??" Porsche exclaims.

"Yes, I can't leave my baby with some stranger. You have two options either it's me or Kinn" Khun threatens.

"It's not fair P'Khun." Porsche whines, and he sees his friends laughing at him silently. He passes them a dirty look and then nods at Tankhun muttering "Okay."

They are interrupted by Cherry, "Porsche! My darling!" She comes near him and then turms towards her son, "Khun! He just came and you took him." Khun pouts at that "Mae, I just needed to ask him something."

"Okay! Okay! My baby are you done?" She asks and as she received a "Yes." She turns again to Porsche "Have you eaten?"

"No Mae. I directly came after the classes."

"Then you must me hungry. I am telling the staff to make snacks. Talk with Korn there only."

This takes Tankhun's attention, "Pa wants to talk to him!" 

"Yes! About the guy who picked him up yesterday." Porsche groans at that, he is tired of repeating the same story again and again. 

"Then I am coming too." Tankhun announced, and even Korn can't stop him once he takes a decision. So they all along the gaurds goes to the dinning room.

It's gonna be a hell of a snacks time. Pete wonders before leaving the room.

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Big was following his bosses along with other guards when his phone vibrates. He sees a message from 'P'Chan' in his notification.

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P'Chan (07:03 pm): How's everything?

Big (07:03 pm): Everything is under control here Sir.

Big (07:03 pm): P'Chan*. We are out for shopping. Security is perfect.

.

After receiving no message in reply just seen, Big pockets his phone.

P'Chan (07:07 pm): You can buy something for yourself too. Bill will we covered by Theerapanyakun.

P'Chan (07:07 pm): Not all gaurds. Just cause you are head of Khun Kinn's Security.

Big (07:08 pm): Seriously! Thank you P'Chan.

.

And if after that Chan's account balance lowers a tiny little bit for few shopping bills it's no ones buisness. Anyway Big just brought pair of clothes only.

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Kinn sees Vegas entering the book store and follows him there.

"Give me the book names Porsche wants" Vegas was caught off gaurd with such a sudden demanding voice.

"P'Kinn! You creeped me out" He tells.

"Sorry for that" His face showed no remorse though "Now give me the names fast."

"Jeeez!" Vegas suffles through the phone "Forwarded the message. Check it out yourself"

"I will." Kinn replies and leaves his cousin to do whatever the other wants.

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Korn was sitting on his usual seat, as head of the family when he saw his wife, eldest son and maybe future son-in-law(s) enter, counting Pete. 

"Pa I heard you want to ask Porsche about Somsak Chairat, the Chairat heir." An excited Tankhun asked taking his seat, as did Porsche.

"You know about it Khun!!" Cherry says, "I was asking about it only when you came to take him." Tankhun explained and as a busy body he was he spilled the entire story before anyone can ask or say anything.

Korn was going to say when the food arrived, "Pete" Cherry called out "You also sit here, as Vegas's boyfriend you deserve it." Pete blushes at that and look around to other gaurds which were juat Arm , Pol and Chan. "Yes Pete, sit down" Korn voices out, "Also Chan, Arm, Pol you three can sit on the small table and eat with us." Tankhun encourages them with a smile, and also gestures towards Pete to join beside him along with Porsche.

Theerapanyakun's treat all employees family till obviously you are loyal to them but maintain a line that's the policy. However Tankhun and Vegas don't care about that, the later already crossed it.

Finally when everyone settles, "So this Chairat heir, is he your boyfriend?" 

Porsche chokes on the food a little at this direct question. 

"Your mamma also called Porsche, they also want to know. We are just concerned about you." Cherry informs him.

"Mamma told Chay also that I call her regarding this matter. I will." He tells.

"So? Are you in in relation with him?" Korn asks again, and making this man wait for an answer is not a wise idea so Porsche immediately replies, "No pa! We are just friends." He received a pointed look at that "Maybe just...you know getting to know each other" Porsche clarifies a little. 

"So no boyfriend right?" Cherry asks enthusiastically. "No mae. Just friends" Porsche reassure.

They all continue to eat for few more minutes when Korn again speaks, "He is the Chairat heir, so why don't you invite him here. We can discuss buisness. They can invest in ours or vice-versa."

Pin drop silence, even Tankhun pauses at that. 

"Tuan!! Why would you call your child's friend to discuss buisness?" Cherry was the one to break the silence.

"Well, Tay and Time are also Kinn's friend and we do have buisness exchange with them. What's wrong with another strong connection?" Korn looks at Porsche "You will bring him right?"

No one can refuse that look, "Yes pa, but these two days he is busy. Maybe this weekend." Before Kinn returns not added.

"Okay fine. Call him on dinner this Friday."

"Okay"

"I have some work to do, you all continue." Korn announces and leaves, Cherry follows her husand after saying "Eat properly you all and Porsche I packed some for Chay take it with you." 

After they both exit with Chan accompanying them, everyone glances at each other. Tankhun as always was the first one to speak "What the fuck just happened?"

"No idea Khun noo" Arm replied in a daze.

"Are we seriously introducing Porsche potential future partner to his in-laws?" Pete says.

"Shut up Pete! Don't speak nonsense." Porsche retorts.

Tankhun then wishpers to Pete, "Ai Pete don't jinx it. What if it truly happens? Think about Kinn."

Unfortunately / fortunately Porsche did manage to invite Somsak for the dinner meeting. He didn't even needed to convince the other as "Po, I am excited to meet the great Korn Theerapanyakun. He is one of the finest no the best businessman of Thailand. I am glad for the opportunity." Somsak was too excited for this meeting, and as he was bisy with work Porsche couldn't properly meet or talk to him about the potential risks involving the dinner meet. Honey also talked to her son and according her it was perfect if Korn and Cherry meet the guy Porsche is getting to know.

That night before sleeping when Porsche informed Chay about this the younger's reaction was "Why is this moving so fast Hia? Are we in a ff world?"

Soon the two days passed and Friday arrived. Kinn was also busy and Porsche didn't wanted to tell him so the anxiety was on maximum level for him.

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Kim Kimhan Theerapanyakun is a very chill person with a ice cool aura around him, if you look at him as an outsider but to his close ones Kim is a kind hearted boy who loves the people around him and cares for there well being. Though he got the emotionally reserved persona but that's on being a introvert, after all someone needs to keep the balance after Tankhun. 

WIK on the other hand is a faceless singer who doesn't appear on any shows or interviews if his face is to be shown. He created the YouTube page solely to explore his musical interests, the blow-up to the channel was a miracle, literally, cause his father didn't pay for his fans unkike what he did to Kinn for letting him win the music competition. He does plan to reveal his face someday, not informing Tankhun then about the 'Big Reveal' because if his brothers starts to plan that it will be to much. Not that many didn't know about his second personality his family knows, however Chay and Macau are unaware. He doesn't know how, not that he was secretive about it but he was not so open about it too. Chay always thought Kim likes music so is studying that, and the later enjoys this innocence. This he has begged requested all not to tell Chay anything.

Kim was always weak for those bambi eyes that looked at him with excitement. Porsché was the cutest baby a five year old Kim has seen and he has seen Macau who has wierd sour gace according to him.

Kim never noticed when those bambi eyes and sunshine smile made way to his heart permanently. When he realized that he was 20, and dating a 16 year old would have made him feel like a pedophile. So when he heard 17 year old Chay speak to Macau how he has this massive crush on the singer WIK, he knew he has scored some points. He will tell Chay that he is WIK and then propose him with a song. Simple and sweet. Although his plan was not gonna work in and it started when one fine morning Chay called him up telling that he has a very important thing to talk to him and to meet him after school.

Kim was waiting outside the school gate, leaning on his car on a friday while students gushes and giggles to pass around him Why? Cause Chay called him and asked him to meet. If his brothers know about this anyhow they are gonna tease the hell out of him.

Chay comes out the school with Macau and nears the gatte to see Kim's car swamped with students. He goes near but is lightly pushed aside by a student. Macau made a face at that then grab Chay's hand and shoved people until they reach infront of his cousin. They quickly sit and drove to avoid the crowd of student.

"I didn't know he was coming too." Kim speaks first pointing out towards Macau.

"Well it's important matter and as his best friend I have the right to be present." Macau retorts.

Kim now worries a little, "What is the important matter Chay? Do I need to call P'Porsche or P'Kinn?"

Finally Chay speaks, "It's nothing serious like that and hia will know about it after I discuss with you." He pauses to see Kim still not convinced so Chay continues, "It's something...it's about...my..my university admission."

Kim at last relaxed at that and looks forward properly as he was driving.

Macau whispers to his best friend, "Not telling him today?"

Chay wishpers back, "Mission abort. Let's just skip this matter for few more days. I forgot about hia's dinner meeting with P'Somsak. Enough tension for today."

They stop speaking when Kim asks, "Where should we go?"

"The mall nearby has new shops opened at their food court. Let's go there." Chay suggest.

"Only if he pays." Macau adds.

"I will only pay for Chay, as he wanted to talk. You...I am not paying for you...you free-loader." Kim replies. People would think that this hurts Macau but actually it is a regular banter for them, so Chay puts him headphone one. Last he heard Macau using his most effective weapon, "I will tell mae you said that I am a free-loader."

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It's very normal that a Chairat is excited to meet the head of Theerapanyakun. When Somsak first got the call of Porsche telling him that Mr. Korn wants to meet him, he just agreed in excitement. But soon he realized two things.

1. Korn Theerapanyakun is someone that everyone in Thailand is vary of.

2. He is not meeting as in a buisness perspective but as a friend's guardian.

And sadly the realization occurred just the night before cause of his schedule, so now he can't even cancel it cause that will be rude. Mr. Chairat was however ecstatic, his son is gonna meet Korn Theerapanyakun, oh! He can't be more proud. Somsak just hopes he doesn't fuck it up, because that can lead to a situation as far as his whole family's existence removed.

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This deal sucks, Kinn has decided. The dealers were focusing on impressing him more that actually working on the deal so he can return. Vegas will return on Sunday, that's day after tomorrow, which they both were supposed to. But now it seems that only Vegas can return, that too cause he has exams coming up.

Oh! Exams. Kinn remembers, this is the time when he gets to spend a long stretch of time where it's just him and Porsche. He needs to be in Bangkok or else how will Porsche pass the exam? It's their thing. So he picks up his phone.

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Kinn (10:00 am): How are the preparations for the exams?

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He get the reply immediately cause Porsche was also freaking out and texting with Kinn seems better.

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Porsche (10:00 am): As usual it's tough.

Porsche (10:00 am): You are not gonna be here this time to help me. 

Kinn (10:01 am): Who told you?

Porsche (10:01 am): Vegas

Kinn (10:01 am): You talked to Vegas more than me this time. I see.

Porsche (10:02 am): Cause you were very verrrrrrryyyyy busy this time.

Kinn (10:02 am): I know.....

Kinn (10:02 am): I can help you on video calls. So tell me when should we do.

Porsche (10:03 am): No need.

Porsche (10:03 am): A friend is going to help me.

Kinn (10:03 am): Who? Jom? Tem? 

Kinn (10:03 am): You know they both are gonna be not so of a help.

Porsche (10:03 am): No. 

Porsche (10:03 am): It's soemone new. You don't know about him.

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Him? New? Kinn couldn't help but snap through text, cause calling will make him sound more bitter than messaging.

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Kinn (10:04 am): Is this the new friend who you went with in cafe?

Porsche (10:04 am): Why do I feel you snapped? 

Porsche (10:04 am): And yes he is the one I went cafe with.

Kinn (10:04 am): And how come I don't know him ????????

Porsche (10:05 am): You can't know all of my friends and also if you already saw the photo

Porsche (10:05 am): Why ask me now?

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I know all of your friends Kinn wanted to yell at Porsche, at Porsche's ~secret~ bodyguards (who were already following Porsche's commands by the way), at someone. But before he could reply Porsche already texted him back, did he just upset him?

Porsche (10:06 am): Gotta go. Bye.

Porsche was waiting for an asnwer when Pete called him telling that "P'Khun is searching 'how to threaten you son-in-law in first meeting' on the internet. Please come now."

So he texted Kinn a bye.

"I can't upset Porsche. If he doesn't talk to me then..then...his this new..friend.. who is this?" Kinn murmurs to his self before shouting "BIG!!!".

Big along with Ken comes stumbling and looks around to inspect any potential threat. Noticing none as such they stand properly "Krab Khun Kinn."

"Porsche has made some stranger into his friend. Contact the main house and give me some information." Big nods, "Dismissed"

Kinn immediately picks his phone, "Hello Mae!"

"Hello Kinn, how are you darling?" She asked.

"I am good mae. But do you know about Porsche's new friend?" Kinn said straight to the point.

"You know about that?" If Kinn knows then I think the guy is nice She thinks.

"Yes mae I know. I want to know......"

"Okay then. I understood. We have to treat him nicely. Fine" Cherry cuts her son's sentence and also cuts the call, leaving Kinn confused on the other side of the line. 

Soon it was 9'o clock, when Somsak's car stops infront of the Theerapanyakun house. Porsche was already waiting for him, both in anticipation of what will happen and the irritation he felt with constant questioning inside. Vegas, who arrived in the afternoon, also didn't help his friend. As the Chairat heir comes out of the car, Porsche stands infront of him. Somsak tried to smile his way but it just gave his nervousness away "Hi Po...rsche." he said the full name seeing all the guards around looking at him. Porsche chuckles at that, and slowly takes one hand to hold Somsak's hand. "Hi P'Som. Don't worry. I am as nervous as you are." Chairat relaxes a little at this. "I am not even meeting your parents and is freaking out like this. I guess it's the Theerapanyakun name."

"Spoiler alert! This meeting is equivalent to meeting my parents, and yes it's the name thing. But don't worry, mae is there and Chay too they will love you." Porsche explains.

"That's assuring I guess! Let's go." They went inside without noticing they are still holding each others hand. 

The scene they entered would even freak out a tiger, whole clan sitting together and they turned their head towards Porsche and Somsak as soon as they entered. Tankhun squeezing his eyes when he saw both of them holding hands.

Kim giving a judgy look along with his cold face, Vegas looking up and down giving a full eye scan. Pete beside Vegas, specifically today as his partner as Korn instructed. Macau keeping on a poker face cause how would he know the face to make while meeting a elder brother's boyfriend. Chay gave an encouraging smile towards their way, thinking that is gonna help. Arm and Pol on guard as "Khun noo can flip any moment" as said. Lastly Korn and Cherry Theerapanyakun, the aura emitting them clearly can tell the power they have. Though their face held smiles, you can tell it's actually threatening. 

Although all this for Somsak Chairat, nothing for their Porsche. Porsche tugged his hand forward, and Somsak waied at the 'spectators'. He is just glad that heir of Theerapanyakun's is not their, he has heard how the middle son is protective about Porsche, as a cousin though.

"All of you, please don't scare P'Som. You all are actually glaring at him." Porsche complained "Pa, mae please!" And made puppy eyes. Don't let anyone convince you that Chay has the most effective puppy eyes, it's his elder brother.

"Okay baby as you say." Cherry was the first to break the tension, "Everyone stop glaring him."

"Mae we are just looking at them!" Tankhun defended. Soon all settled and started the dinner while Korn asked Somsak about his business and stuff. Cherry asked about family and all lastly the main question of the night was asked "So, Somsak are you dating Porsche?" 

Somsak chocked at that, and Porsche gave his water, patting his back. "Pa! I told you all me and P'Som are not dating. We are just getting to know each other."

While Vegas whispered, "And you call him by a nickname." Pete nudged him at that. Somsak then wiped his mouth and said, "Yes Khun Korn, me and Po are getting to know each other, right Nong?" And gets a nod in return. All exited the dinning table when Korn announces "You all should hang out together, get to know Somsak as he is our Porsche friend. We are going back to our room."

"And don't hang out till late night, you have school and colleges tomorrow. Porsche, Chay you both stay here tonight." Cherry tells before following her husband.

"Let's sit around the pool area guys. Come on!" Porsche says as soon as the elders leave and drags Somsak with him.

"Ai Pol! Don't calling each other by nickname means something?" Tankhun asked his bodyguard.

"Krab Khun noo, it is" Pol as usual agrees with his master. "But Porsche also calls Khun Kinn by a short name" Arm supplied to stop Tankhun's energetic attitude, which was not so fruitful cause Kim then said, "Everyone calls P'Kinn as P'Kinn. Calling him by his full name will more shocking."

"CHAI!!" Tankhun exclaims "Everyone calls my stupid brother that and no one calls Porsche as Po or Nong. Hoi! I am not gonna loose Porsche to someone else. I will interrogate this guy. Arm, Pol and.....Pete leave Vegas's side. Come with me." He flared his glittery coat or jacket whatever it is to storm towards the 'not so couple' of the evening followed by his bodyguards along with others.

But to everyone shock and maybe disappointment Somsak was a charmer from Kdramas to music, from gun to bikes, from games to martial arts he had knowledge about almost everything they talked about. Even Kim who mostly silent, was impressed by the sense of music this guy had as hay talked.

"This guy seriously has some nice people charming skills. I am impressed." Pete commented on which Vegas gripped his waist, "Don't be too much impressed baby." Turns toward the crowd "But on that note, I will approve if Porsche dates him." 

"He knows about all the dramas and fashion I asked him about. He has nice taste. I approve" Tankhun said with shining eyes. "What about you Kim?" Kim just nods.

"He also knew about the game I am currently playing." Macau tells.

"Well after a long time (since the rejection) I am seeing hia like this. I like P'Somsak." Chay also gave his opinion.

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Outside the compound, the 'couple' was standing near Somsak's car talking.

"They all liked you including pa and mae. I am sure now mamma will not bug me" Porsche speaks.

"You sure? Like apart from Mr. And Mrs Theerapanyakun your friends and brothers is what I am more worried about?" Somsak voices out.

"Oh come on! No one is ever this worried even when meeting partner's parents. And I am sure they loved you." Porsche again assures.

"Actually you are really a good soul Porsche, and it's really hard to find someone like this specially within our background. I don't wanna ruin it."

Porsche was stunned, they may not be dating or friends for a long time this is one of the sweetest thing someone told him. He couldn't control himself and hugs Somsak. "You are also a good person P'Som. I am glad we met."

"Don't freak out about what I am gonna so then." Somsak says and slightly touched pats him there before giving a small kiss on his head. It was nothing sexual or intimate, it was pure and soft even close to a brother's love. Porsche smiles in his arms.

Unnown to them, Cherry watches this from her balcony, maybe she really can't have Porsche as her son-in-law, but Honey will get a nice one.

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All were still discussing about the new guy and approval, when Porsche re-enters the pool area, "What are you all talking about?" He asks. 

"Nothing much, how we all like Somsak." Vegas tells in a teasing manner.

"We said right? Just friends." 

"For now." This time it was Pete. That's when Tankhun's tab rang flashing _Kinn calling_ on video call. Arm picks up and holds the tab properly for Kinn to see everyone.

"Oi Kinn, how many days are you stay there?" Tankhun asks "I want my shopping list fulfilled soon"

Kinn smiles through the screen, "That's why I called P'Khun. I have sent half of ypur stuff with Vegas." Tankhun then turns to his cousin, "Is it true? Then why didn't you give it to me." He pouts.

"You never asked." Vegas replied nonchalantly. 

"Ai Pete, control your boyfriend or else I will throw him in the pool." 

"Vegas!" Pete slightly slaps his biceps."Give P'Khun his things na."

Vegas raises his hand in defeat. "So you all hanging out together." Kinn said, "No actually a guest...." The tab is snatched from Tankhun's hand "Pa's guest came for dinner, so we were to attend. We will soon go to sleep." Porsche said after wondering Well that's not a lie though.

"I am missing out then" Kinn says, his eyes sparkling.

"Look at P'Kinn's eyes. As if my friend is a lollipop." Vegas speak to the others. "Don't compare my best friend to a lollipop." Pete reprimanded.

"Yes P'Vegas. If you want to compare hia do it with eye candy." Tankhun gasps at that. "Who thought you that Chay?" Kim asks dangerously. "Well that's what they call hia at the bar. Macau told me." Kim slaps Macau's head at that. "Hia!!!" He cries. "Well you deserve that for telling stupid things to Chay."

On the other side Kinn tries to take out some information from Porsche.

"Your friend is goona tutor you said. When will he do that?"

"Why?"

"Well I will call that time to see him...I mean to see if he is tutoring properly" Kinn clears.

"No need for that. By the way how long are you gonna stay there?" Porsche repeats the previous question of Tankhun.

Kinn makes a frown in the screen, "Maybe another week. This deal is getting on my nerves." This takes everyone's attention. "So one more week till I get my stuff?" Tankhun says.

"I don't know if this is the way of saying that you love your brother." Macau sarcastically says.

"You shut up!" Turns again towards the screen "Then you should rest. We are also going to sleep. This two" pointing at Veags, and Porsche "have exams coming up and early classes. We are hanging up. Buy!" And cuts the call, before anyone can say goodbye.

"Khun noo others didn't say their byes" Arm says.

"Well my tablet, my mood. Now goodbye babies. I need to watch a drama marathon." He leaves Arm and Pol following behind, Pete stays with Vegas though. His boyfriend needs him after such tiring day and separation. 

I soon need to announce my decision or else I will loose my chance Chay thinks as he goes to his room.

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The next morning was very cheerful, it was weekend and everyone was gathered for breakfast - apart from kinn - having conversations, bickering and stuff. "After breakfast I want to talk to you guys, specially hia and P'Kim." Chay suddenly says. "What is it baby? Are you having any problem in school? Macau is someone disturbing you or Chay?" Cherry asks concerned.

"No mae, it's about my college enrollment." Chay clears.

"The thing you wanna say yesterday?" 

"Yes P'Kim. That only." And Kim nods his way.

Korn cuts the conversation, "Porsche, I called Honey and told her about our meeting with Somsak. She is a little relieved but you gonna talk to her okay?"

"Yes Pa." Porsche agrees.

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Big was with Ken discussing the security details for the next meeting, when his phone vibrates indicating incoming message. Ken saw his friend taking out the phone to see, his cheeks turning a light shade of pink and as a good friend should be he peeks to see message from Khun Chan.

P'Chan (11:30 am): You need to stay one more week there.

If people didn't know Chan they would think the man is sulking through the message. Big was quick to reply.

Big (11:30 am): Krab. Khun Kinn's meeting is extended.

P'Chan (11:31am): Okay.

"Ask him why?" Big is startled when Ken says it near his ear. "What why? He is just confirming like a senior bodyguard." Then points at Ken "And why are you peeking in my phone?"

"Well, it's just my friend talking to our senior. Why can't I peek?" Ken replied with a smirk. "Khh...that...that is cause..pri...vacy. Yes! Privacy." Big reasons.

"Ah! So privacy is the reason Khun Chan is P'Chan to you. I get it"

"Ai Ken! You..." They are interrupted with incoming message again on Big's phone. Ken again peeks, even if his friend tries to hide the screen.

P'Chan (11:34 am): Was asking cause if you people need more security. You can directly call me.

Big (11:34 am): Krab Phi.

Big shoves the phone towards Ken, "See, he was asking cause of the security."

Ken just rolls his eyes, "And you say that Khun Porsche and Khun Kinn are oblivious of each other." Big gives him an confusing look, while Ken leaves him behind muttering in english "Why am I surrounded with idiots in love?"

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So after breakfast there was a meeting organized by one and only Chay, attending members Tankhun, Arm, Pol, Vegas, Pete, Macau with chief guest Porsche and Kim.

"So what does our baby Chay wants to tell us?" Tankhun asks being the most impatient one. Porsché starts fidgeting at this.

"Chay! You know right you can talk to us specially me. What is it my bambi?" Porsche assures him with the old nickname.

"You guys are making him nervous. I will start on behalf of him" Macau interjects.

"Don't tell me you got Chay in some trouble Cau, I will not help you then." Vegas speaks to which Macau starts complaining to Pete, "P'Pete my sweet brother-in-law I didn't do anything, my own hia doesn't trust me." 

"No! No! CauCau. We trust you." Pete slaps Vegas's forearm and then speaks intended to all "Can we all please let Chay speak? He is already hesitating."

All then looks at Chay, who timidly says "I found out WIK's real identity."

"WHAAAT?" Tankhun's shouts, while all looks at Kim (accept Macau) who was himself sitting there, shock written on his face.

"H..haa...how?" Kim was the first one to reply to the reveal, stuttering.

"Oh come on bro! Don't act so clueless. What are we? Stupids?" Macau spoke while leaning on the couch casually.

"Yes P'Kim. Last week when I visited your studio when you were running late for our session....I figured out." Chay clarifies.

Porsche took a look at all present and seeing none of them telling anything not even Tankhun he says, "So what are you gonna do now Chay?"

Chay blushes, "I was thinking...."

"Thinking?"

"I was thinking to propose P'Day."

"Ai Day?" Kim yells.

Now it was everyone's place to be confused. "Who is this Day?" Tankhun asks no one in particular.

"Day is my friend/studio assistant." Kim states.

"And also WIK." Macau then shouts.

"Okay, this is getting very confusing. Cau, Chay just please clarify how did you came to this conclusion that the Day guy is WIK?" It was Pete who helps.

"Yes please." Kim says, his voice shaking either from anger or heartbreak.

"I think there is going to be a shoot-out, looking at Kim's face." Which receives a hit in Vegas's ribs from Pete.

"You know last week, when I was waiting for P'Kim in the studio I heard P'Day.." Chay blushes.

"Continue the story and then blush." Tankhun says, who was snapped by Kim "Don't blush and tell."

"So...P'Day was playing a piece on the piano an unknown tune, which was part of the song that released by WIK this Wednesday...I put two and two together. That's it." Chay was now having cheeks fully red like apples.

But before the conversation can continue, "Ai Chay, it's time for our group assignment video call. Let's go." Macau cuts in.

"Oh! Then we shall go." Chay stands and then says "I want you all to help me in this thing, specially you P'Kim" which brings him out of the thoughts 'how to kill someone and bury them.' "Okay? Bye everyone." Chay leaves with Macau.

"As if one tragic story is not enough I have to watch Kim in misery too. It will ruin my vibe. When you all figure out something call me then" Tankhun so announces and leaves the room with Arm and Pol following him.

"Kim what will you do now?" Vegas asks, half joking half serious. Cause he knows what a Theerapanyakun wants, they get.

"I will confess everything to Chay and propose him." Kim decides.

"Kim!!" It was Porsche "I told you I allow you to date Chay when he turns 18, you can't date my under age brother." He protests.

"Well it's just 2 months away Porsche." Vegas reasons.

"Then wait 2 months." 

"You can't stop me." Kim glares.

"Try me brat!" Porsche glares back.

"Okay! Okay! Porsche, Kim listen to me." Pete said meddling "Porsche how is 2 months ago gonna make it any different also it's better than Chay getting upset over fake identities." Vegas looks awe at his boyfriend. "And Kim, I think if you want to propose Chay.." Kim cuts Pete "I want too"

"Yes, you want to. So if you are gonna propose Chay inform the parents and ask if that's okay with them..I mean you dating 'underage' Chay." Porsche scoffs at the emphasis.

"Fine, if mae, pa, mamma and papa agress I will consent." Porsche stroms the room after that. ____________________________________________________

"I love you Porsche, I am finally confessing it to you." Kinn said looking at Porsche's eyes "You can take as much as of your time for making you wait all these years. I love you Porsche."

"But now I don't." Porsche says and turns, hold hands with a guy, whose face Kinn cannot see. The guy pulls Porsche towards him, put his arm around Porsche waist and they both walk forward in opposite direction.

"Porsche I was worng. Porsche come back..Porsche wait...Porsche...."

"PORSCHE!!" Kinn wakes up, sweating. His eyes fall on the clock hanging, '4:30 pm'. He must have dozed off while working. He can still feel his heart throbing, just a dream Kinn reminds himself .

His daze is broken when he hears his phone ringing, his mind relaxes a little by seekng the caller id 'Porsche Calling'

Moreover, it was a video call and seeing Porsche will surely make his heartbeats less frantic.

He picks up and to his disappointment it was Kim. 

"What do you want Kim? And why did you call me with Porsche's phone?" Pause "Is he there?" Kinn tries to peek behind Kim.

Kim jusy rolls his eyes before replying.

 "Hello to you too P'Kinn." He sarcastically tells "But sorry to disappoint you P'Porsche is not here, and also I am calling from his phone cause I know you will not, not pickup his call" 

Kinn just passes a big fake smile through the screen before saying, "Now say what you want."

"Well, can you book me a table at the famous restaurant that serves exclusive and authentic dishes from across the world on Monday" Kim asks, though nervous as even if that is Kinn's friend Tay's restaurant it has very tough booking. As much as he wants to give world-best proposal to Chay, asking such busy restaurant for booking two days prior seems problematic.

Kinn senses his brother's tension even miles afar, through a screen "Relax, I will book it easily. Tay will make it happen. But for what is it? Impressing any producers? That's not you."

"Well I am not telling you now cause I can't endure a lecture on cousin and parents disappointment." Kim replies in a cocky way, "Oh, by the way the parents approved." 

Kim just says that and cut the call.

Kinn stares at the black screen, trying to decifer the last sentence meaning but then Ken enters with some files and he loses himself again in the work.

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On Sunday, Chay sees everyone acting wierd but not bad wierd it was a good kind of wierd. Like his mother calling him the morning and saying "I can't believe both my babies are so grown up now. At least you will be within us only." To which Chay just said yes, confused. Their mae also hugged him saying words like "Welcome to the family again." Which was so weird he had to ask his hia "Are we again shifting to the mainsion?" But his hia denied.

Tankhun was also extra hyper today ,but that doesn't bother much cause it's nothing compare to his brother who was hugging and kissing him the whole day as if he is some bride leaving parent's house after wedding.

Chay was ready next day half an hour early cause he was giddy. His P'Kim was taking him out for dinner, he is more than excited. So when Kim drives up to his house sharp at 7pm, Chay just gets into the car.

They reached the restaurant and Kim can't help but feel nervous. He was not even this nervous when he released his first song. 

The dinner went smooth, the conversation was flowing between them as always. 

The waiter put the desserts infront of them, and it was a indication for Kim to finally say what he wants.

"Chay." 

Chay hums, "Porsché!" Now he looks attentively.

Kim closes his eyes and starts.

"I Kim Kimhan Theerapanyakun, confess to you...that I am WIK" Kim released his held breath and glances infront to see Chay still.

"I am the one you have crush on. But I have also been crushing you since past 2 years. Your brother told he would only allow me to date you when you turn 18, but when you said about Day, I...I couldn't hold it in more. I already asked our parents and they approve. So.....Chay I like you. Will you be my boyfrie...?" Kim is stopped by Chay who got up from his seat and practically jumped on Kim, hugging him. "Yes! Yes! Yes! A hundred times yes. God! I will be your boyfriend" He mumbles on Kim's shoulder. "I also have been crushing on you, using WIK or P'Day was a bait to judge your feelings. I didn't wanted what hia's experience." He then pushes himself little back and cradles Kim's face in his hands "Who would know you are also WIK? I should have know."

"Well I am just glad I was not turned down." Kim says and hug each other again.

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Kinn picked up his vibrating phone just for his ears to bleed, as Tankhun started shouting.

"AI KINNNNNN...YOU WON'T BELIEVE AKHXHDJSIW KSKSJ JSJSJSJDJDJS....." Kinn just puts his phone at a distance says "P'Khun please lower your volume and tell me what happened okay?" Though he can hear his brother's excitement he needs to understand the reason, "Oiiii! Okay okay!" He could hear Tankhun take a deep breath "So you won't believe what Kim just did!"

"Kim did what?" Kinn asked, now relaxed on his bed. 

"He proposed Chay and now they are officially a couple..WOHOOOOOO!!!"

"What?" Kinn was now sitting straight, " But what about parents?" He gulps his saliva, feeling his throat dry.

"What about them? Kim asked them already before proposing. I am so happy. You are returning on Wednesday right. Bring them something as congratulations. Bye." Tankhun just demands and cuts the call, leaving Kinn in thoughts.

"Does that mean I also have chance with Porsche? I will not loose him like that stupid dream. I......"

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"Good morning." Somsak greets Porsche on his doorstep. "Same to you Phi, so now tell me where are we going today?" Porsche asks ready to go.

"Ummm...today we are going nowhere."

"Huh!" 

"Yes! We can just hang out in your lawn, didn't the exams tired you." Seeing the younger nod his head he continued "Porsché is on a date right. You told me. So let's be here today."

"Please! I am not trying to think about the date my brother went with that brat. We surely can hang out here but...." Porsche pauses for few seconds "Well I thought to take a lift at Theerapanyakun mansion, since you are here not an option I guess."

Somsak laughs at that, "I mean if you want lift from me" he bows dramatically "Your driver is at your service Khun Porsche." 

Porsche giggles at that, and they enter the house.

"So tell me, why returning to the compound today Po?" Somsak asked while waiting for the snacks they ordered.

"Umm...Kinn is returning today. And.." Porsche fidgets in his seat.

"Hey! You can tell me anything." Somsak says holding Porsche's hand that was resting on the table. "Can I be honest with you P'Som?"

"Absolutely."

"Well I.... I thought that ...

 Now we" Pointing at both of them "are you know... kinda seeing each other I will not be effected by Kinn. But today as he is returning...I don't know what to feel..it's ..... Phi it's ..." 

The elder stands from his seat and hugs Porsche, the younger's head leaning on his abs. "It's okay to feel .... complicated, like if my ex comes infront of me now I wouldn't know how to react. It's okay to feel like that." They stay in that position quite some time until the snacks came.

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Kinn was on the plane, looking out from the window. Big informed him in the morning, his exact words being,

"Porsche's course got few enrollment this semester. He talks with everyone. Can't determine who this friend who is close with him."

He needs to find the person soon, cause Porsche's study time is his. For that if he need to threaten some university student it's not a big deal.

Big looking at his boss's face is regretting the lie he said this morning. "Why did I lie?" He murmurs to himself, that doesn't go unnoticed by his friend.

"What lie?" Ken wishpers in Big's ear startling him.

"Oww! Ai Ken." He wishper yelled rubbing his ears "You know about the guy Khun Kinn told me to look out for. Porsche's friend." Ken hums.

"Let's say I asked about the guy in the group chat with Pete, Arm and Pol. And.."

Ken looks at him in anticipation, "The guy is Somsak Chairat, heir of the Chairat Groups. Porsche may have something going on with him but he doesn't want Khun Kinn to know. So I lied."

Ken eyeballs were close to fall out, the way he widen them. "You lied to Khun Kinn for Khun Porsche. What are you? Immortal. Khun Kinn will kill you Big."

"Well, Porsche is my friend. He maybe Boss or Khun Porsche for you all but he is my friend first. I have seen him hurt cause of Khun Kinn past so many years. I want him to be happy." Big explains. Ken then remembers that Big practically transitioned from teenage to adulthood within the compound.

"What do mean by happy? Is he dating this Chairat guy?" Ken interrogates.

"Pete told he got introduced to Khun Korn and the family last weekend. Seems serious. " 

Ken is seriously ready to jump of the plane right at this moment, without parachute. One doesn't have to be genius to know what Kinn feels for Porsche or how possessive the Theerapanyakun heir is. He just wishes to have other duties on returning, away from Khun Kinn.

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Pete was having a nice break after Tankhun's duty, not that he needs permission for that he is basically a member of the household. Still he likes to abide by the rules. He feels two hands sneaking around his torso and nose sniffing on his neck "ummmmmmmmm"

"Vegas." Pete says, and that's enough. They don't need more words.

After staying in that position for few minutes Vegas opens his mouth, "Exams are exhausting." Pete just giggles a little, then bring his one hand to ruffle Vegas's hair around his neck.

"That's why Porsche is relaxing with Somsak today."

 "Hmm. Well they seem serious now." Vegas voice giveaway the concern.

"You worried?" Pete asks.

"Yes. It's not about P'Kinn getting crazy It's also about Porsche's feelings. I don't want anyone to get hurt." Vegas tells like a baby. Pete now turns, hands around his boyfriend's neck "Aww! Where is the ruthless Vegas? You sound like a baby." 

"Only with you."

Pete chuckles "Also, even I am worried for Porsche. My best friend needs his cracked if not broken heart repaired properly."

Vegas nods, "Funny how they both are hot topic for the whole house. Everyone is taking about them. I bet even Chay amd Kim are discussing this on their date."

Pete couldn't help but brust out laughing at that and hugs Vegas. They stay in that pose for quite a long time. Until Vegas dragged Pete to his room.

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"I don't want to return home" Chay whines after finishing his second red velvet pastry and putting the spoon down.

"Cause you like spending time with me." Kim says as matter of fact.

"Yes." Chay's cheeks little red, "But no."

"No?" Kim asks panicking, he may have known Chay from childhood but this is their first official date.

"Don't worry P'Kim." Chay assures holding his hands above the table. "I absolutely looowwwwwwvvve spending time with you." Stretching and drawling on the 'love' "But today's P'Kinn is coming back, hia's not so secret will be out. And anywhere I go, main compound or our house. The environment will not be suitable."

"Hmm. That type of energy is harmful for the baby." Kim nods his head in argument.

"Baby?"

"You." Kim says squeezing the red cheeks with his palm. "What if I convince P'Porsche for your nightstay?"

"Oat ij dare to askh?" (What is there to ask?) Chay says, his cheeks in between Kim's hand.

"In my room." Kim winks.

Chay backs from his position- Kim's palm - and dunks his face drinking his cold coffee. His ears and neck red additionally to his cheeks now.

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Kinn landed and sat in the car, his first thought was to call Porsche but then he thought maybe a surprise will feel nice. He is two hours ahead of his arrival time. He already called Marsh clearing that he no longer needs him as his partner and will contact his agency for clearing the contact. 

He is not obliged to call the partner but Marsh was in everyone's liking radar, but his last words on call were confusing.

"It is time you come clear with your feelings, I hope it's not late. Bye P'Kinn." 

What does he even mean by that? He doesn't let his thoughts wander though.

As soon as the car reaches the compound, Kinn looks out from the window. Porsche's exams are over, and he always waits for Kinn. As he exits the car to only see him mother, father and Tankhun with his bodyguards. But Porsche always waits........

"My baby is back." His mother was the first one to embrace him followed by his ever enthusiastic brother "My Kinn, I am so proud of you. I have raised you right."

"You haven't P'Khun." Kinn mumbles on his shoulder then smiles.

Last but not the least was his father, "We are proud of you Kinn. The way you cracked the deal with majority in our favor, you deserve this position qnd praise."

"Where are others by the way?" Kinn asks.

"Ohh! Don't ask me. There is so mich love in the air nowadays I will suffocate." Tankhun complains. "Khun! Darling! Don't say like that." Cherry reprimanded.

"Why not mae? They don't think about a single person like meeeEEEEEEE....Porsche is here!!!"  Tankhun screeched.

Kinn turned his head so fast at that you could hear a snap, though what he saw made him feel as if his world has stopped.

There was Porsche for sure, getting put from a guy's car, who hugs him and then kisses on his forehead. How dare.......

The car pulled infront of the main gate. As Porsche look outside from the window he realizes the gates are open, he also sees Kinn's car and family members standing. Kinn's here.

Somsak looks at Porsche's face and then outside the glass window. He pats Porsche on the shoulder "He is here I see, don't worry. Not like we are engaged or worst you are pregnant." This gets a huff of laugh out from Porsche. He exits the car, Somsak follows.

"All the best my nong Po." And he leans for a hug which was well reciprocated. The next move however a little unexpected as Somsak held his face and leaned a little forward to touch his lips with Porsche's forehead. Just for a brief moment. "It will be all okay."

It's did give Porsche a little boost for confidence. He bids him bye and sees the car driving away. He turns, till now his back was towards the possible speactators so when he turns sees Korn having a very neutral expression, Cherry having a little meltdown maybe, Kinn looked like someone paralyzed him and Tankhun looks.....Upset?

"P'Khun? Why do you look so upset?" Porsche approached the elder Theerapanyakun first witha mix of concern and relief for not having to talk with Kinn.

Kinn just follwed them like a robot, but with questions fogging his mind.

Big moved forward to follow his boss but is crashed with a broad chest clad in black suit. "P'Chan! Sorry, Sorry.." He fumbles.

Chan just hold his shoulder to straighten him, "It's okay as that it was me. But next time be careful. I won't like if you fall like this in someone else's arms." Telling this he walks off following his bosses.

Ken passes Big a look who responds with "See, he doesn't treat me special. You saw right he told me to be more careful doing my job." Ken's face looks more storic that normally is. "All the best for KHUN Chan" emphasizing on khun.

Lunch also passes without much hassel, just Tankhun complaining in between how everyone is dating and ignoring him, Kinn and Korn discussing buisness and stuff. Macau and Porsche just eating.

"I have made chocolate ice cream with roasted almond. Will send you all in the room." Cherry says after the eating.

"Yaaay! I love you mae" Tankhun exclaims. Porsche was the first one to leave the room, if asked Arm's opinion he just ran out of there.

Porsche finally reaches his room and takes a deep breath. Why am I hiding? he asks himself but doesn't get an answer. He then takes out his phone to see a new message.

P'Som (03:00 pm): Everything okay?

Porsche (3:25 pm): Yup. Everything's fine.

He then leans on the bed and starts scrolling through instagram, when a knock came. That must be the ice cream he thinks and responds a "Yes!" And again engages with the phone without looking.

"Exam went good I guess." A deep voice asks alerting Porsche. He looks up to see Kinn with two bowls of ice cream.

Seeing the guess Kinn says "Brought this for you. So, exam was good right. Even without my help."

"Kinn." Porsche says with a little fake surprise in his voice. "Come sit." He pats his bed. "Yes, I mean the exam went fine." 

Kinn steps forward and sits beside Porsche handling him his bowl. 

"Thanks" Porsche says and take the bowl digging into it.

"Friend?" Kinn suddenly says.

"Huh!"

"Saw... saw you... coming out from a white car... today and hu.." takes a deep inhale "Hugging the ... the guy. So..... Friend?" Kinn asks.

"He.. He is. A friend I mean. Somsak...Chairat, son of the Chairat industry." 

"Where did you meet him? I mean we.. didn't had any party recently so..." Kinn interrogates further.

"At the bar. Yok's Hum bar." Porsche states. Kinn just nods.

The next moment were filled with deadpan silence just the voice of spoon hitting the bowl when someone scoops.

"What..what about Marsh? He is not coming back?" Porsche asks genuinely and even to break the silence.

"No!" But the bitter feeling in his heart told him to continue "But I will soon tell the agency to send someone." Kinn doesn't know why said that.

Porsche nods, but his hurt was now turning into anger "Well I thought that I will not tell you. But me and P'Som are seeing each other." He told with a flare.

"P'Som!!" 

"Yes! Somsak. I just told you. We are not just friends."

"You call him Phi now. As much as I remember he is just 1 year elder to you" Kinn says his finger indicating one.

"I like him enough to call him with respect." Porsche counter says.

"Like him! LIKE HIM! RESPECT! NICE." Kinn was yelling at this point. Porsche was a little taken aback by that. "Why are you shouting Kinn?" He asked a little slowly.

Porsche calling him just Kinn was always a very special thing to him, but for the first time it felt like piercing. As if Porsche was cursing at him. Kinn takes a deep breath before replying "Well" sigh "I was just...just a little you know.. shocked. I.....I'll talk to you later." Kinn says before storming from the room. 

He walks fast to his room, enters and locks his door leaning onto it. A hot drop of tear sliding on his cheeks. It's from the overwhelming discussion I had just now He tells himself before roughly erasing the water droplet ignoring the little discomfort in his chest.

Porsche just stares at the door for few moments then falls back into his mattress. This is not how he thought things would turnout. He didn't anticipate this reaction from himself, Is it too much for him now? he wonders. He never reacted to Kinn's talking about his boys like this. He just flipped.

Also this is the first time ever Kinn raised his voice around Porsche apart from when they face a situation. He blankly just continues to look at the ceiling.

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Big wishes nothing but to disappear now like magician does during the magic shows. Kinn was ready to attack like a ferocious werewolf.

"So, Porsche's course have new students enrolled." He states "Your abilities are lacking I see nowadays Big. WHY DID YOU LIE?" Kinn finally asks while slamming on the desk with his palm.

"Sorry Khun Kinn. I asked Pete about the guy- Somsak - and he told me this." Big partly lies in hurry. Kinn just dismissed him and leans back on his chair Pete!! why didn't I think about it before. He is Porsche's best friend seriously he would know. with this in his mind he calls for Pete.

Vegas was cuddling his boyfriend when Nop, his bodyguard informs that Kinn has called for Pete. "The day Tankhun gives you off time this things happens why. If it's a mission you decline. Okay?"

Pete just nods at his big baby and leans down to kiss his head before leaving. He predicts the reason of this sudden call to be his best friend's new friend. 

Atleast Big informed him about the blunder he caused, Kinn will not kill Pete like others bodyguards that's a relief.

"You called P'Kinn?" Pete asked entering the room. "Yes Pete, sit here." Kinn says extra nicely. 

Pete takes his seat and faces Kinn "Phi, I know you have called me to ask about Somsak if I am not wrong." He tells very camly.

Kinn's expressions changes at that at time like this it can be very well determined that Pete grew up with them or is present there for a long time.

"I... Yes, I want to know about..about a person in Porsche's life who suddenly is there like some wild plant." Kinn bitterly says, no regret in the comparison.

"Well P'Kinn" Pete sighs, "I know this is kinda shocking to you. It was to all of us too. But we think Somsak is a nice guy and Porsche should atleast have relationship with him platoor romantic." He was fully in his best friend supporter and adviser mode.

"We!" Pete hears a crack in the heir's voice.

"Yes, we." Pete just keeps it there without explaining. He thought it's worth it.

"WHAT ARE WE DISCUSSING?" 

It is obviously Tankhun, no one else makes such a grand entrance every time they enter a room/ place.

"P'khun what are you doing here?" Kinn asks masking his disappointment of being interrupted.

Tankhun sits on the couch in Kinn's office, not before flaring his extra large coat/blazer he is wearing. "I went for Pete in Vegas's room. He told me Pete's here. How are my new nails? Tell me. I came for that." The infamous insane (as if), told blowing on his nails that are already dried.

Kinn was seriously running out of patience when he remembers something, Tankhun didn't express shock when Porsche entered the compound with the Chairat guy this morning. He knows then.

"P'Khun before commenting on your nails I want to ask you something. You have to answer is honestly." Pete just sighs a little.

"Do you know about the guy Somsak Chairat who Porsche is 'getting to know'?" He air qoutes "Pete said 'we are okay'. Who are we? You all like Kim, Chay, Vegas etc. know about it?"

The answer would have made Kinn lose his balance if he was to stand.

As Tankhun very nonchalantly said "Oh! Obviously we all know. How can we not know?Porsche introduced him to the family including Mae and Pa last weekend. Mamma and Papa also knows about him. I must say that boy is quite impressive. So we approved." Tankhun says the last sentence with a clap then continues to go on about the after dinner talks where Somsak charmed everyone in his own way.

To the outside world it may look like a madman's rambling about a topic but Pete know them since a very early age. He sees P'Khun giving side eye look to P'Khun while going on and on about 'some guy' in Porsche's life.

"So now that the investigation is done can I have my boyfriend back?" It was Vegas standing on the door of Kinn's study with a frown.

"You are lucky my Pete likes you" Tankhun says dramatically. "Technically I am you cousin P'Khun. And Pete's mine ask him" Vegas says winking at his partner who just blushes. "Oi! Take him take him, people in love stinks. I am leaving." Tankhun carried on with his grand exit. Vegas in on the que with Pete when he turns around "Ah! Before I forgot. Porsche is here and is looking you. He met me in the hall."

Kinn just runs walks fast out the door, while leaving he hears Pete say "Well you are mine too. You know that right?" 

"Of course baby."

He first went to the hall where he heard about Porsche and saw two minions of Tankhun- Arm & Pol- entering the house carrying atleast 20 bags if not less. So that's why he was alone in my office. Before he could dwell on that he hears the voice of the person he was looking for.

"You think it's a good idea. I don't think we should even inform. I...." Kinn sees Porsche face pressed on his shoulder balancing the phone in between while he tries to open the bottle of coke. _'I told him to cut off junk drinks like this'_ He stops his thoughts hearing the next sentence "You wait in my room then." Is it Somsak?

"No, it's my friend Kinn." Porsche is now standing facing him straight. He realised that he said it out loud.

Before Kinn can say or ask anything, he gets dragged by Porsche holding his hand. For the first time Kinn feels so different as he stares at their joined hand. He needs to hold it tight before he looses it. As soon as the thought hits him he slightly strongs his hold.

They entered the room and there was present "Marsh!" Kinn couldn't hold in the surprise.

Marsh smiled timidly and waves with a little "Hi! P'Kinn."

"Marsh, don't worry today you are here as my adviser." Porsche says removing his hand from the hold, and immediately Kinn misses the warmth. He walks forward in the room, "So what's all this?" He moves his hands motioning to all the stuff around the room- clothes, shoes, make-up wait.."Make-up?" He asks no one in particular.

"P'Kinn actually today..." Marsh says "P'Somsak is taking him out for dinner and...."

Kinn was ready to go out from the room the moment that name is mentioned. In no way he is gonna help Porsche with anything that connects with the other name Somsak.

Marsh stops there as Kinn's face gives him a scare. But as always Porsche doesn't shut up, "Actually I didn't know what to were and Marsh knows what dates like on their significant other." Kinn's face irked at the sentence "I called Marsh for some advice and he said I should were something that he likes on me. So....."

"So?"

"When we first met, I was wearing your shirt can I borrow another one." Porsche asks with his puppy eyes.

Kinn thinks for a moment befor lookint at Porsche and chuckles humourlessly "Wait...wait..so you are telling me." His fingers pointing the man infront of him "that few days ago when you borrowed my shirt...you met the guy."

No wonder he hit on you. You looked so good. Kinn can't help wonder. He saw the pictures on social media.

"But won't it look too old for your style. Where are you guys going? Maybe I could help you book VIP table."

"That was quick." Marsh murmurs, then said out loud "Well as we are using makeup, I have a look in mind that will go perfect for you but for that." He looks towards his ex-boss/partner "We will need one of your tuxedos P'Kinn. Can we?"

_Hmm. Tuxedo will be nice. It will look like a formal dinner._ "Yes. I will ask Big to deliver some of the tuxes I think will look on you."

"That's means a lot Kinn. P'Som will be shocked with my new look I am sure. Right Marsh?" The 'phi' irked a little though to one of the three present in the room. 

"Right."

Kinn begins to exit the room when he looks at Porsche all smiley and giddy for some other guy and as an idiot he is he spoke out "I know this may sound last minute but Marsh come in my room after this. I will talk with the agency. Hope you have no clients now."

Marsh just stood their dumbfounded starting at the door. Porsche take one look at Marsh then turns toward the mirror his eyes a little glassy. He knows he shouldn't be effected, he shouldn't tell Marsh anything so he took a deep breath.

"I can leave the room if you want." Marsh tells carefully. Afterall he stayed here for three months and forget every person, every pillar of this house knows about the two idiots in love Kinn & Porsche.

"No. It's okay." Porsche fans his hand towards the face a little and again smiels discussing his look.

Soon it was time for Porsche to be picked up for his date. He was still not ready when Somsak entered the compound. He sees Tankhun with his bodyguards and Korn with his wife in the hall room.

"Swadeekhaap Khun Korn and Aunty." Cherry told him to call that. "Swadee jaa. You all talk we are going inside." She kind of orders.

"Hi P'Khun. I watched the latest series you told me to it's awesome." 

"Oi! Finally soemone who has good taste. See Arm and Pol." Tankhun claps happily.

"Where is Pete?" Somsak inquires.

"Where else. With my stupid cousin. Why would he choose to hangout with Vegas when he has me?" He asks no one in particular.

"Of course Khun noo we like spending time with you." It was Arm who handles the situation.

"By the way how much time will Po need?"

"Why are you in such a rush?" A voice answers him before anyone can say. They look at Kinn coming down the stairs. "You must be Somsak Chairat. The heir of Chairat Industries." He forwarded his hand for a handshake.

Somsak answers the gesture with same "And you must be Kinn Theerapanyakun. Heard a lot about you from Po."

"Po?"

"Hmm. Porsche. I call him Po or nong sometimes." Kinn tightens his hold at the hand. But the opponent one doesn't even flinch.

"Why do I feel the aura in this room is suffocating? I need to leave. Bye Somsak." Tankhun takes a smooth exit from the tension between two heirs.

"You like Porsche?" Kinn asks bluntly. But Somsak is also up in his game, "That's not the question here, the question is does Po like me?" He smirked.

"Po?" Kinn says with narrowed eyes.

"Po! Porsche! I like calling him Po or Nong. Why?" 

Kinn was seconds away putting the bullets in his gun down Somsak if not for Porsche entering the hall.

Porsche looks ethereal, he looks like a model. Anyone is lucky who even lays their eyes on him. And his makeup, it enhances his eyes. The little torso peeking in view looks so tempting from behind the just black blqzer he is wearing. The hair spiked a little bit. Kinn couldn't move his eyes from him.

"P'Som!!" Porsche exclaims and runs towards Somsak past Kinn. 

"P'Som, Nong Po. As if no one ever had nicknames given to their partner." Kinn murmurs and sees the two in their own world discussing something. He then looks at Marsh standing at the stairs end.

So as a person who is emotionally constipated he just says "I will wait for at my room Marsh." Turns two the 'couple' "Have a great night." And goes to his room. 

He doesn't see Porsche twisting his face or Somsak giving passing a small smile to him or Marsh rolling his eyes. He staright away went to his room.

It was around 3 am when Kinn woke up startled. He tried not to fall asleep but he did, Marsh already left the room. He checks his phone and recives no notification from the bodyguards whom he send to trail behind Porsche. 

He should be is back. Maybe I can call? Kinn thinks but then does not do it, instead he goes up to Porsche's room in the compound to see if he has return. On inspection he finds it empty, guessing that Porsche has returned to his house then he makes his way outside to the garage in his night robe only.

He then crashed with Tankhun who was awake as usual and doing some wandering around the house for god knows what reason with his two bodyguards. "Ai Kinn, can't you see? And what you doing here this late?"

"I could ask the same P'Khun but I won't." He cuts as he sees Tankhun opening his mouth "Also I am going to Kittisiwat house. To see if Porsche has returned safely."

"Are you stupid? Is he stupid?" The later part asked to Arm and Pol. Just as Kinn was gonna retort at that Vegas, Pete and Kim entered the scene.

"Where were you all? It's so late." Kinn asks as an elder brother. But they couldn't answer it themselves as Tankhun does it "Kim had some type of online concert and Vegas with my favorite bodyguard went on a date. Coming late like this. Hmpph...Now that you know ask them about Porsche?"

"I don't understand P'Khun. Do you guys know about Porsche?" Kinn asks patiently even if he is loosing it.

"Well, he did had a date with Somsak." It was obviously Pete, the best friend.

"That much I know. Just tell do you know that he reached his home safely."

But Pete could not answer that, it was Tankhun who answers, which shocls everyone and pales their faces mostly Kinn.

"Okay. I will tell you. Somsak is gonna propose Porsche today to be his boyfriend officially, and if it is an yes they are also goign to spend the night in th hotel..you know." Tankhun says is like an over excited BL fan, squealing. Arm and Pol widen their eyes and Arm speaks "Khun noo. It time for MileApo the series. Let's go." He can see Kinn's face turning red with anger from the pale face. 

"But this is more interesting. Our baby Porsche will lose his virginity and...." Before he could speak more Kinn was alredy on the phone with the hotel staff he knew they went from his spy bodyguards.

"Why do I feel their will a bloodbath today?" Pete wishpers standing between Vegas and Kim. "You just think, I am sure P'Khun will be killed by P'Kinn" Kim wishpers back.

"I don't know what to react." It was Vegas.

The hotel staff to Kinn's disappointment confirmed that their is a room booked for two under the name 'Somsak Chairat' and they alredy went to the room three hours ago.

Kinn feels he can't breathe, his head hurts, his chest hurts. It feels like his body is burning. Vegas was the first to notice "I think we should all return to our rooms. It was a tiring day." Pete nods.

"How are you not excited about Porsche's first night? You guys..."

Kinn punches the wall beside him with a force, "Ai Kinn...." but Kinn gas already strom off to his room so he doesn't listed the othe rhalf of the sentence "I was joking."

Soon comes frustrated sounds of "P'Khun" "Khun noo" from othe r people present their.

"You all leave now. My MileApo are waiting for me." He gestures Arm and Pol "You both come fast, today's episode has kissing scenes." Tankhun then turns "You people can also join if you want." Then leaves for the room ignoring the tense face of others. This can be fun I guess. Tankhun's thought.

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Marsh screwed his life, he is gonna loose his clients, job, and everything. He stood inside Porsche's room as he took deep breathes. He remembers what happened half hour ago.

At 10'o clock when he reached Kinn's room, the man was in his usual robe - unknotted. Marsh glanced up and saw no face that will indicate the night."How do you wanna do it?" He asked with all the professionalism he could muster.

Kinn, still turned towards the glass windows that makes the world so vast yet so small for him just stood there quietly. Then spoke, "You have to do nothing. Pickup the envelope on the table. It's what you deserve for your service, I would have sent that to your agency but as you are here take it and you can leave."

Marsh does as he is told, but at the end moment he felt to talk.

"P'Kinn?"

"Yes Marsh!" Kinn replied to his name with his back still towards the other guy, he takes a sip of his whiskey.

Marsh took a deep breathe, "I just want to say calling me here in the lieu to effect Porsche may backfire."

"I don't understand." The voice indicates danger but Marsh was fed up of their pull & push game. He wondered how all others in the house endured that.

"I don't want to cross my limit but Porsche has become my friend some kind of. So either you confront yourself and realize your feelings or let Porsche go. I have seen enough to say this. Goodbye P'Kinn." Marsh finally exits the room and releasing his breathe he was holding. It was dangerous to tell the Theerapanyakun heir something like this but he couldn't just help.

Kinn hit the glass as he put it on the table. Yes, he knows it was childish for him to call Marsh in his room when Porsche told him he was having a date, but he wanted something that shows he is not effected. He took the hurt Porsche felt and his coming back despite that for granted. He just couldn't make himself to believe that his Porsche can have someone new, someone more than Kinn and his circle.

Kinn waited till 11, a reasonable time for someone date to end, he didn't want to upset Porsche more while interrupting his date. Also he had some confidence that Porsche won't betray him. But then he thought to lie down a bit and with a blink it was three in the morning/night.

And now, it's half past three and he is laying on his bed, legs dangling, forearm on his eyes. If someone sees close up, they will see a line of tears going down ears, behind his head.

Kinn's head hurts but his heart is shattering more. He wants to dissmiss all the thoughts and images his brain is supplying. He just wants to remember the time when both were child, where Porsche's time was just his. When Kinn was Porsche's, and Porsche was Kinn's without clarifying their relationship, when he didn't had to think twice about disappointing the elders before he initiates a intimate gesture towards the younger.

He wishes he was as strong as Kim with his motive, as brave as Kim. Then maybe Porsche would have been in his arms rather being with Somsak in a hotel room. 

Kinn did think to barge in the hotel, snatch Porsche and keep him from every eyes that wants the guy. To keep him just for himself.

But he can't do that. Firstly it would hurt Porsche and secondly if his father met the guy then it's thinking of buisness. He will just endure it for tonight, not necessary that Porsche is actually sleeping in a romantic way with Somsak.

Kinn let himself think that and drifts to sleep with wet eyes.

On the other side, as soon as Porsche entered Somsak's car he took deep breathes. Somsak passes him a water bottle "Relax Po, it's fine. Everything's okay." He reassure Porsche while rubbing his back for soothing his tension.

Porsche takes the bottle and gulps the contains in a go. "I don't wanna return here or to Chay tonight Phi. Can we please go somewhere for a night?" He asks desperately, so much that Chairat can't even deny him.

"I will book a room for us in the hotel." Porsche was going to refuse by shaking his head but is cut off "And I am not living you alone like this. I can't believe you are enduring this alone for all this time."

The later just sighs and says "Previously I didn't show it to someone as anyone within our circle would have told Kinn. Yok jie sometimes helped me by talking but I don't wanna impose her. Sorry for disturbing you Phi."

"Oh rubbish. It's this date however for you to relax a bit. That was our plan. Now sit and tighten you seat belt. We are gonna enjoyyyyy."

The dinner went normally with Porsche's rambling and Somsak's interest to it. They avoided the elephant in the room. Both didn't talk about Kinn or Marsh or feelings. Porsche also realized that since Chay and Kim started dating it pricks him more. Don't get him wrong, he is happy for them, they are both his younger brothers. But he just wonders if Kinn ever thought about him like that, if Kinn reciprocated his feelings would it be different than now.

"Shall we go to the room? I have a surprise for you" somsak said while extending his hand for the younger to hold. "I like surprises." Porsche smiles holding the hand.

Soon they reach the floor and Somsak puts his palms over Porsche's eyes. "It's time for the surprise."

Porsche squeals a little but plays along. They reach the room and the elder removes his hand from the younger's eyes. 

Porsche opens his eyes slowly and sees two people in white uniforms standing while the rooms smells of essential oils along with incense. "You arranged this!!! In such a short period." Porsche exclaims.

"I can surely do this much. Also with all the tension you have been experiencing since the exam and with P'Kinn's return. It's important to lossen up a bit. You need this massage session." Porsche is just awe at this and hugs the guy. "Thanks phi. I already feel good. The scents are amazing." They are interrupted by the masseuse "Shall we start now Sirs."

"Surely."

Tankhun love dramas, everyone knows but what he loves more is real life drama. Like how he made Pete partner during a mission pre-relation with Vegas so they could spend more time. Or like how has seen Big and Chan hiving each other puppy eyes with emotions. Or like Arm and Pol who are still friends zoned, but he has very less hopes considering Pol. 

So when he told Kinn that Porsche will be proposed today he was joking but his brother's reaction made him think that maybe it's worth a shot. But now it's 5am, and Arm informed him that Porsche is still in the hotel with Somsak. Did he become a Deja vu master? How did his prediction work, when he was not even manifesting it?

The next morning will be a war field to be faced.

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Korn was having morning tea infront of the garden his wife carefully decorated and preserved along with her by his side. When his middle son stormed into the area, his eyebrows frowning and he looked quite pissed off. "Sweetheart, what happened? Why do you look upset?" Cherry asks her son in concern.

"Have you met Somsak? Did you know about his intention with Porsche?" Kinn asks taking his seat opposite his father.

Korn puts the teacup down on the table and looks straight towards his son. "Yes we met him. Porsche introduced. Why?"

Kinn was ready to throw his hands, "And you allowed them to still mingle after you met him. How can you pa? Mamma and Papa are also okay with it. Like how can you people be like that? Mae?"

"Why Kinn? Is the guy not right? Is my baby Porsche hurt be him?" Cherry was going frantic after listening the questioning of her son.

"Cherry, Darling, it's fine. Relax." Korn says holding her hands. "And why do you think Somsak is not a good guy Kinn? Tell us before you worry you mother more."

"Pa yesterday....they..." Kinn feels his throat burning and chest heavy, he can't speak what he wants to. 

"What is it Kinn?" Cherry asks.

"Mae they went..for... for a dinner date yesterday."

"And?" Korn raised his eyebrow.

"And..Pa they... Somsak made them stay in the hotel." He finally says it.

"I don't understand anything Anakinn." Cherry says.

"Mae, how can you not? Somsak made Porsche stay in the hotel for the whole night.....in the..same room." Kinn says with venom in his voice.

"Kinn. I know you are worried about Porsche but he is not a baby. I am sure he knows what he is doing. Also Somsak knows not to mess with Porsche." Korn explains but his tone was enough for Kinn to know his father doesn't want further discussion. So he gets up from the seat "As you say Pa." And leaves them alone for the tea time.

"Tirak!" Cherry turned to her husband, "Should we be worried about this?"

"No, tirak. I think it's time your son finally figures out things on his own." Korn replies.

"Huh?"

To which Korn just continues to sip his tea.

Kinn was taking fast steps now towards the gate, if he has force Porsche to come back hw would do that. They are together for over 12 hours, more than Kinn could hold onto his patience.

He was looking down, to not face anyone who can see his face thus he collides with a figure. "How dare...." Kinn stops mid sentence when he sees the one he collided with is Porsche. "You okay Kinn??" 

Kinn hastily stands up and take Porsche in his arms, leaving the younger confused. "You are back, you are finally back" Kinn mumbles on Porsche's shoulders.

"Of course I will come back, where will I go?" Porsche says while awkwardly patting the older's back. Kinn was untangling the hug when notice a dark spot on Porsche's neck which makes him see red.

He jerks back and asks "What .... What is that?" In rage. Porsche was a little cluless a first but then looks at the glass vase beside him. He sees his reflection and notice the spot Kinn was talking about, "Oh!! This is..actually yesterday night..."

"I don't want to hear." Kinn cuts him off and stroms towards his room.

When Kinn enters the room, slamming the door, Big on his duty flinches outside. What next follows Big's ear are noise filled with breaking furniture and stuff along with some anguished voice. Lastly the climax sound was of broken mirror. Not less than a minute when Chan appears on the door. He was already informed when the 'massacre' started. 

However, it was a risk approaching Kinn just now much less by cleaning staff, he was like a injured lion now who will kill anyone near his den.

"You okay?" Chan asks Big that startled him, "Yes! Though I am worried about Khun Kinn. You met the guy Por-Khun Porsche introduced." Big asks more of states.

Chan glances at the closed door, "You Boss is gonna take some time. Let's talk in cafeteria. Over coffee. What say?"

Big widens his eyes "But I am on duty P'Chan." The head of bodyguards scan around in a look "I believe Ken in enough for now. Moreover we are inside the compound it's secure. What do you think? Ken?"

Ken looks as if deer caught in headlights, "I can manage Khun Chan and Big's duty is gonna get over in ten minutes. Not a difference." Big makes faces behind Chan as his duty doesn't ends in more 2 hours. "It's okay then. You friend said so. Let's go. Shall we?" Chan says signaling his hand towards the right. Big just nods and follows the lead not before looking at his friend who was giving him thumbs up.

Kinn broke everything that was infront of his eyes. Tv, table, remote, vase, glass everything. He felt a fire ignite in him that is not going down. He needs to calm him. Finally he punches the huge potrait of him in the room and looks into his reflection projecting on the broken glass. The middle son of Theerapanyakun then realizes that he is crying, his eyes are red. He wipes them with is forearm in harsh way. Then goes near his bed just to sit with a thud, tears still flowing but he was too exhausted to wipe them away. People say we realize value of someone after they leave us, it's true and that Kinn can understand very well.

He sits there blankly for almost half an hour before calling for people to rearrange his room.

Tay was having a good day so far, Time has made him breakfast in bed and now they are planning their next vacation when Kinn calls him, voice sounding hoarse. Maybe it is not so much of a good day.

Tay and Time appears the Theerapanyakun mansion soon after and is filled with all the 'gossip' cause Tankhun was the first they met when the said was going to his carp pond. Now don't mind but Tay loves listening to gossip and the elite people have so much juicy things to talk about one can't get enough of it.Though this particular one made his a little disappointed. 

Kinn is his friend, a very close one on that and if you are close to Kinn you are naturally well accompanied by Porsche. Tay has been always been aware of Porsche's feelings towards his friend and knows the poor fellow has been rejected both the times. But Tay also knows to read behind Kinn's facade and his real feelings his well know to him. He just hopes Kinn is finally back to senses. Thus they both move towards to meet Kinn after adieu-ing Tankhun.

While Time wishpers, "Will we finally see a lovestruck Kinn?" Which earns him a snort from his boyfriend.

Thye entered the room Kinn called them "Well why this room?" Tay asks casually after greeting his friend by waving his hand. "Baby! Didn't you heard? Kinn's room is under renovation. Someone got a episode in there." Time says and receives an elbow from his lover.

Kinn leans back on the couch, his hands on forehead, covering his eyes in half, "So I see you heard what was happening around when I was not here and past few days." Kinn states.

Tay picks the glass of juice infront of him and takes a sip before answering, "Well if I was Porsche, would have given a long time ago. I must say our Porsche has lot of patience."

"Excuse me mr. that's cause you never persuaded anyone. Everyone persuades you. Ask me, what patience a man in love has to bear" Time tells dramatically, whom Tay then over- dramatically give flying kisses and jokingly tells "Oh my baby! I am a sorry." 

Kinn groans at that, "Stop your PDA and help me if you can."

Tay chuckles before saying, "Shouldn't you ask P'Khun, he will give you awesome ideas. He even helped Time to propose me, and I must say it was impressive."

"I don't know what next step to take, proposal is a far fetched stop. Also my siblings and their partners are quite impressed by this Somsak. Even our parents are approving of them. Trust me if I would have known that they are never gonna object us being in that sort of relation I would have never rejected Porsche." Kinn says with a huff.

"Well that's whay you get for making premonitions of something. And truly saying we all have seen Porsche getting hurt cause of you." Kinn looks to Time at that, "You all saw. I don't understand."

Tay makes a frustrated sound before saying, "Don't bullshit us Kinn. You can't tell us that you never noticed Porsche's eyes whenever you entered any social event with a boy hanging around your arm." Tay now is facing Kinn directly "And stop making vogue words and own the feelings before deciding that you will chase or let it go."

"I..I...it's not...I.." 

"If you don't own up your feelings infront of us now, I will make Porsche ends up with Somsak. And trust me I will make sure of it." Tay threatens.

"Well Somsak Chairat has a nice name among the elites. He is a nice guy. Maybe it's better for Porsche to be with him." Time backs him up.

"No!" Kinn exclaims "He is not a nice guy okay! Which nice guy takes a boy he is after and spends the night at a hotel with him." He makes a face as if that clears all of his reasons.

"Oh come on!" It was Tay.

"What now?" Kinn asked, a little tired now. He has not rested after the destruction he did and now arguing with his friends makes him exhausted.

"Well it's not uncommon for two people two sepnd a night together specially if both consented it. Also Porsche is not a baby he is 23 for god sake. He knows to make his decisions. And don't say your feelings will change or the way you look at Porsche will change just because he lost his virginity. If that's the thing then he should have lost every feeling he had for you, would already be dating other guy. Grow up Kinn. Porsche is not gonna wait for you forever." Tay was loosing his energy like this. How hard-headed can his friend be?

Time holds his hand to relax him. "Tay is right Kinn, it's time for you let go Porsche like he let you go."

"NO!" Kinn shouts "No! No one is letting anyone go."

"Then ponder on your thoughts Kinn. We will now leave. Talking with you have drained all my energy. " Tay says and gets to leaving. Time follows his boyfriend but before that he advices "Whatever you decide, be okay with it. Either you let Porsche go or woo him properly. He deserves that and you know that better than anyone."

Kinn let his two friends leave and goes to his room. The staff has already cleaned up his room. He goes to the study and looks at the shelf that has photos close to his heart. His parents, brothers, Porsche nad Chay, their parents, Tay and Time.

He picks up the frame that has photo of him and Porsche that they clicked when doing photoshoot for a tiktok trend on demand of Chay. 

Kinn back hugging Porsche through his shoulders and Porsche sitting on the chair pointing towards the camera. Thay both looked so happy.

He picks up the frame and traces their faces on the photos and suddenly unknown to himself he utters "Please come back to me. I love you." Kinn pauses at the self declaration. He then puts the frame and makes eye contact with the photo "I love Porsche." He mutters "I LOVE PORSCHE! I LOVE HIM" he sits back on the chair with a jerk at that realization. Thank god the study was a little distance from the door or Ken and others outside would have already listened to his confession.

He revolves in his chair and decides "Get ready Somsak. I am coming and I will woo Porsche. He is mine."

Unknown to this, Somsak was in a meeting when he gives out a loud sneeze.

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"How did I turn out to be so lucky?" 

Pete turns from the balcony chair he was sitting on towards Vegas, "What do you mean?"

Vegas move forward towards his boyfriend and says "I am lucky. To have you. I can't imagine what would I have done if I was in the same position as P'Kinn and Porsche." Pete chuckles at that "I know what you would have done. Torture the guy and then kill him. Don't think I don't know how you get."

Vegas nods and kisses Pete's hand, "Well atleast I know how to keep and care of what mine is?"

"Umm. By the way what got you discuss this in the mid-evening like this?" Pete asks, picking a cookie from the table.

"Today after Tay and Time visited P'Kinn and it made me think so....." Vegas shrugged.

"This is like my Kdramas, female lead dating second lead and male lead regretting his actions. Like in that one....ummm. A love so beautiful, though I like the Chinese version more also....." Arm and Pol shook their head at their Khun noo's rambling. Tay and Time informed everyone of their 'Kinnporsche' shipper gang of today's happening.

"Khun noo, you need to calm down. We can't let Khun Kinn know that we know." Arm tells the man who was ready to call and congratulate his brother for the realization.

"Yes Khun noo, what if Porsche actually dates Somsak? We can't break his heart, our friend..." Pol shuts up when a pillow hits his face.

"Oi Pol, don't talk nonsense. I am sure the stay at hotel last night was for a valid reason." Tankhun scolds. However, Pol being the clueless one speaks again "But what if they actually had sex...ahhh Khun noo. NO! DON'T THROW STUFF AT ME." 

While Arm tries to control his boss "Clam down Khun noo, clam down."

"You need punishment. I will give you punishment. Stop speaking. You have bo right to speak." Tankhun continues to yell.Chay was little down today and that is a big NO for Kim. His angle being upset is the worst thing that can happen to him. So as a good boyfriend does, he tries to cheer up his angle.

"Baby, are you upset? Should I order you something? Wanna grab something at your favorite stall?" The last one was easy as currently they were at Kittisiwat house, spending time.

"No P'Kim. But if you are hungry, you can order something." Chay replies in a very low voice. Kim couldn't think of anything so he just hugs Chay from behind as the younger continues to sit on the couch "Please tell me what's wrong" voice almost pleading.

"It's about hia and....." Chay pauses. 

"And?"

"And P'Kinn. I want them together since a long time but now seeing hia with P'Somsak I don't know what to support more." Chay finally confess the reason of his distress leaning further on Kim's chest.

"I was wondering the same." Kim says after a long pause. "You were?" He nods.

"I think we can do something and not just me and you. We all. Firstly we can support in all the decisions they take. Individually. And secondly..."

"Secondly?" Chay asks now very curious.

"Secondly we can try to not give out our opinion in any decision they wanna take. Just agree on what they think."

Chay nods at this and hugs Kim "You are the best."

Kim laughs and tightens the hug, "You are the best baby."

"But the second one is tough of P'Khun to follow." Chay finally says after the long hug and both continue to giggle.

"What is my favorite bartender thinking?" Yok asks like her usual self. Porsche just smiles her way and then giving her a side hug. "Nothing jie, it's just that Kinn is behaving strange since he returned from Japan. I don't..."

"Oi oi oi, forget about the past. You should now think about Khun Somsak's behavior." Yok reminds him.

"What about P'Som and his behavior jie?" Porsche asks, oblivious.

"My god! This child. You should worry about the guy who is courting you rather than the kne who rejected you." Yok explains.

"What courting jie? Me and P'Som, we are..we are nothing like that." Porsche says, his tip of ear red cause of teasing as a natural reaction.

"Well the blush on you cheeks and redness of your ear says a different story. Now.." She claps "focus on the drinks and customers."

Yok leaves, behind her a clueless Porsche wondering about the confusion surrounding him.

Kinn had a simple plan, visit Porsche at Hum bar and spend time with him, also pry information about his relation with Somsak. He was in a happy mood, as he had decided what to do and Kinn Theerapanyakun does what he says.

But he could only hear the shattering of his heart within the blast of music surrounding him as the first thing he sees in front of him as he enters the bar is Porsche cocooned in someone's arm and that someone turns out to be Somsak Chairat.

You looks so content. Did you ever felt like this with me? For me? Am I loosing you? Or I have already lost you and is walking on a dark road. Don't be in love with someone else. Don't...

Kinn in broken from his thoughts when Big nudges him, "Khun Kinn, we need to move. We are blocking the gate."

That made him move forward, and Kinn started moving straight towards the two hugging each other. He wanted to rip them apart and take Porsche in his arms to hide from the world, to ask him "Am I still there in you heart or I am being replaced?" The urge to do this burned inside his chest. But he stood their waiting to be noticed like Porsche did all this years...waiting.

Porsche was carrying out his duty he feels his hands held by someone, he was ready to throw the person a kick when he noticed the hand holder "P'Som!!"

The said guy looks unsettled and confused. Porsche pats his shoulder urging him to take a seat infront of his counter, "What happened P'Som? Why do you look...so..so unsettled?"

"Po I will not lie, okay." Porsche nods "I don't know what you thought of our tiem spend together but it was purely out of friendship I am not courting you. I...I..."

Porsche holds the man infront of him from his shoulders. "I know, I never misunderstood your intentions Phi."

"What happened?" Porsche was curious now..

"I went to meet some of my friends rather acquaintances today and told then about you and they told me I am giving you signals and I am developing feeling for you...they told me...but I am not over my past relation scars...I...I..." Somsak says.

"Shhh! Shhh!!" Porsche hugs him "It's okay. People can judge our friendship but they can't decide how we feel. It's okay. Clam down okay." Somsak finally hugs him back, his breathing still fast.

"We connect to each other and that's enough, we don't need to ponder over the reason. Me and you, we are happy supporting each other."

"Hmm!!"

"But I can't gurantee for future. If you are so nice to me how could I resist hmm?" Porsche asks mischievously to lighten the mood. "I am so great, ain't I?" Somsak also wishpers into his ears. After few seconds he agins says, "Thanks for understanding and lifting my mood." Hugs more tight, "I didn't know you were so mature and grown up." Somsak teases.

"He has grown up really. Use to just be with me, you know" Kinn finally says after holding on to the thread of patience, interrupting Porsche or rather than both.

They both break the hug as they glance at the newcomer, "Kinn what are you doing here?" Porsche asks.

"Well thought to visit you like I do, always." The tone even makes Big feel uncomfortable.

"I think it's time for Po to go back behind the bar." Somsak butts in "Po you make us drink, while me and P'Kinn will talk."

Porsche not sure that leaving the two together was a good idea, sees Yok gesturing him to resume the bartending, does that.

"You wanna know me?" Kinn asks in his buisness voice.

"Why not P'Kinn?"

"Who told you can call me P'Kinn?" Kinn was irritated at the over friendly guy infront of him.

"Well, you are older than me. I call you elder brother P'Khun so by default it's P'Kinn for you" Somsak says with a smile that irritates Kinn further. Just then Porsche passes them their drinks, and Kinn gulps in a go. His throat burns but his eyes burns more the next second as he sees Somsak taking the drink and kissing Porsche's hand. This hurts more than a bullet wound, more than glass piercing his skin, more than all the physical pains he could think about. He is broke out from his thoughts when he heard the reason of his pain asking _his_ Porsche "So tomorrow's plan confirm?" And Porsche nods.

"What plan?" Kinn was desperate now. He xame to talk to Porsche, to tell him about his feelings, to ask for another chance and now his rival is hogging is chance not just at the moment but the next day too. No happening.

"Oh that, I need some clothes and P'Som knows this amazing thrift market so we are gonna go there." Porsche says with all smile.

"Why..why thrift? And why go out? I mean...I can arrange shops at our house or...or book the mall how does that sounds?" 

"It's not bad shopping at thrift stores P'Kinn" Somsak says leaning on the counter enjoying his drink. Slowly.

"I .did. not. ask. you." Kinn says grinding his teeth.

Porsche interrupts to break the tension "CAUSE!" He yells "Cause I like to save money and it's nice wandering in the markets and buying stuff sometimes." He then looks towards his new friend's direction for agreeing on his point.

The look exchange between them sends current in Kinn's vein. Porsche always looked at him whenever he needed someone to support his thoughts and now being on the other side as a spectator pricked him like a thorn. Unknowingly he blurts out, "I will also come."

"What?" Somsak asked surprised.

"Yeah"

"With another 40 bodyguards." Porsche taunts "No Kinn, it will ruin the fun."

"I promise just 2 gaurds." He answers immediately.

"Why Kinn?" Why now? went silent as his voice shaked a little. Porsche knows his new friendship is odd and little astonishing to Kinn but he is not a child. He knows the kind of family they have it is easy to acquire enemies more than friends. And spending time with Somsak in a way means away from Kinn physically as well as mentally. But since the return, Kinn is being overly possessive and truly Porsche now wants Kinn to care less not more.

Kinn was speechless at this question. Why? 'Why' is the question he wants to answer but also avoid. Since when did he clarify his actions to Porsche. He wants to counter question 'Why? Why now you decided to go away from me? When I am aware of my feelings.

Somsak observe the intense eye contact exchange between them and clears his throat This both are surely idiots he thinks before saying "Why not? If he only has two bodyguards with him he cna join us Po. P'Kinn should also know the fun of thrift shopping."

Porsche just nods at this when he sees the clock, it's time for him to go back home. Kinn follows the gaze and was fast to say "Come. Let's go. I'll drop you."

"But..."

"No but..Big will take you bike back tomorrow morning. You come with me." Kinn says.

Seeing Porsche in thoughts Sosmak says "Yes Po. If P'Kinn can send you home it's good. I would have done the same but have some work in office so can't. It's nice."

"This late?" Porsche concerns.

"Just for 15 minutes. I will leave now." Sosmak says getting off the seat "Tomorrow's plan is on. Bye." He sprints off leaving the two idiots behind.

"Let's go" Kinn says and Porsche follows him after bidding bye to Yok.

The ride was silent. Porsche being tired and resting his head being the reason. Being one of the reason. Big felt suffocating at the silence.

For the first time in his life Kinn shared a ride with Porsche with no words exchange. Maybe it's for better.

"Bye Kinn" Porsche said exiting the car and moved inside the gate. 

The car remains in the place for more ten minutes then Kinn orders them to move after he saw the light of Porsche's room turned off.

Kinn closed his eyes and rsted on the seat. He needs to collect his army now. He has a war to win the next day.

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"YOU NEED WHAT??"

Tankhun had his routine set for the day. He had a very peaceful sleep, without nightmare (rarely). He was gonna binge watch all episodes of 'Love in the air' bl as the first half has ended as his instagram said.

Therefore he was all set infront of the home theater ordering his breakfast in room when his younger & favorite (don't tell Kim) brother Kinn came panting at his door at 8:30 saying "Help me. I need your help in wooing Porsche."

That lead to a nice and big roind table conference in Tankhun's room. "Welcome everyone, I, Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun host of the meeting would like to thank you all for joining the meeting. I..." Kinn tugs the coat of his elder brother "P'Khun I want to say now..." "SHHHHH!!!" He is shushed. Everyone snickered at that.

"So I would like to welcome the members of the meeting Pete, Vegas, Tay, Time as the main opinion leaders. Special critics are Arm, Pol and Big. Clap! Clap!" After a fake round of applause "Unfortunately the kids are not joining uas cause my nosy brother Kim and little devil Macau along with our sweet Chaychay have decided ro bail out of this meeting after knowing today's agenda from Kinn." Tankhun announces.

"Can I speak now?" Kinn asks.

"The stage is all yours."

He stands up as Tankhun takes his seat, "Guys I have an important announcement to make. I have decided that..I..I want to..I.." 

"Want to quit being the heir?" Pol interrupts, which raises all the voices.

"What? Why? I am not taking the position at any cost." Vegas decides.

"Is it really a wise decision P'Kinn?" Pete tells concerned.

"You could have told me, I am your best friend" Tay exclaims.

"What are you gonna do? Music. As if your family doesn't have enough with Kim and Porsché." Time says.

"I would support you whatever you do Khun Kinn." Big interjects. "We too!" Arm and Pol backs him. 

And between all this chaos Tankhun was trying very hard to supress is laughter. Finally Kinn could not bear it anymore and slams the table top with his hand that startles the people in the room and they all stop talking. Tankhun also swallow his laugh at this reaction.

"I don't want to hear any weird assumptions and support of you people." Takes a deep breathe and tone down his voice to calm "I am not leaving the business. Why would I do that Vegas?" Kinn tells looking directly in his direction. 

"The thing is...I..I realized something so..."

"Oi!" Tankhun butts in "This fumbling made them jump into conclusions. Fast!"

"I LOVE PORSCHE. HELP ME TO WIN HIM" Kinn closes his eyes and shouts. He heard pin drop silence in the room and slowly lifts his one eye lid to see all of them freezed in their position. They where too stunned to speak.

The eldest Theerapanyakun breaks the silence as he knew it beforehand. "Can you all speak? I will get panik attack with so much silence." And that broke the dam.

"YOU KIDDING ME. My best friend has his brain back."

"Tie youself in ribbion. Porsche will be impressed."

"I need to fu**ing breath! Pete is my cousin sane now?"

"P'Kinn this is so nice news!!"

"We support you Khun Kinn."

All these voices filled the room made Kinn smile and he glanced at the wall clock, 9'o clock sharp. "GUYS! Keep quite. And listen all about yesterday please and then help me." This got him undivided attention.

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On the other hand, Porsche was tense from the morning. Kinn's behavior yesterday seemd very odd to him, and then him getting tag along with his and Somsak's plan made him a little ansty. Chay already was in his classes, so know one to discuss his thoughts. However, Kim passed him a weird look when he picked Chay up in his car.

He decided to call his mother. Honey took time to answer the call as Porsche called without calculating the time difference.

(Italics = Honey, Plain = Porsche, Bold = Expression)

"Hello."  Honey says in a groggy voice

"Hello! Mamma."

"Hello! Porsche! Baby. What's wrong?" She says with panic in her voice

"Nothing." Porsche says "Just wanted to talk to you. Why?"

"Uhu..urr..hhumm" Honey clears her throat "Baby it's 3 in the morning here." Shuffling sounds as she gets out from the bed.

"Sorry Mamma!" He exclaims "I forgot to think about the time difference."

"No it's fine. I am always available for my little boy."

"I am not so little now." Porsche grumbles

"Well you will be for me." She chuckles "And I know there is something in your mind or else you wouldn't have called without thinking. You are way too much considerate for others Porsche."

"Actually mamma, you know about P'Som right." Porsche starts

"Of course I know, I asked P'Korn and Cherry to investigate the boy on our behalf. Your Pa seemed quite impressed at this guy. Though your papa was not at all assured telling stuff like 'Porsche is still a baby'" She tells with small smile.

Porsche also laughs at this "Is this the reason you haven't told him about Chay dating Kim? But didn't he ask for permission?"

"Well your papa knows about that. He was a little against at first but then we know Kim from childhood. Also pre-relation" She chuckles "Sounds weird, but yes Kim took care of our Chay so nicely in the past. It has reached one notch up and now my bambi eye baby complains about him."

"He does mamma. It's so funny to see Kim sulking after the complains and then Chay going to console him."

Both mother and son laugh at this

"Now tell me about you. What's the matter." Her voice now little serious

"Actually mamma..." Porsche starts

"Hmm"

"Kinn met P'Som alredy and yesterday he visited Hum bar too. When P'Som was talking about our plan today and Kinn suddenly announced he will join us."

"So?"

"I don't know. He is behaving strange. Also I..." Silence

"Don't want ex-crush and current probably crush meet?"

"Mamma!"  Porsche yells a little

"Oh come on! We all knew about you not so tiny crush. We, the elders wanted you people to figure out your own feelings so didn't interrupt."

"How?"

"We are you parents baby. Also why do you think we suddenly thought to move to London. Surely their was work but also cause we your papa didn't want you anymore heartbroken. Unfortunately you stayed."

There was a complete silence on both side

"What sould I do now mamma?"

"Choose wisely and select what's best for you but don't betray your heart. Hurting other is bad but hurting yourself is worse. Remember that."

"Okay mamma. Love you. And good night..hehe"

"Love you too. And I will go to sleep now. Take care."

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"Wait! Wait! Let me make it clear" Vegas voice emerged in the chaos "You realized you have feelings for Porsche?" Kinn nods.

"Now? After all this time?" Kinn again nods. "And you want all of us..ALL OF US to help you?" 

"YES!"

"Am I dreaming? Is this a dream? Pete?" Vegas teases. "Want me to slap your head with a tray ahain to make you believe?" Tankhun asks. Sweetly.

"No. No need" And all share a laugh at this along with Kinn.

"I don't think I can help in this" Pete's meek voice stops the laugh. He looks towards Kinn "As much as I would like-- love it if you actually give back the feelings Porsche had for you all these years. I don't want to hurt my best friend. Isn't he moving on kinda with Somsak?" The last question was directed to all, who also thought about it.

"I agree with Pete, it's sad to break people up." Tay says after a pause. "I agree with Tay. And also hurt Porsche, the always smiling person makes it 10× sadde" Time says.

"Oiii! Now I am confused. Ai Kinn why would you trap us like this? " Tankhun exclaims "Arm, Pol tell me your decision." He asks his bodyguards.

"We don't know Khun noo" They say. Big also follows them "I also don't want to hurt Porsche Khun Kinn. Sorry."

Vegas just nods as he rub his boyfriend's back. "I guess we know bow why the other boys didn't join us." He says.

"Guys! Guys! Relax. I also don't want to hurt Porsche. I can't. But...he is.... he's not yet in a commitment with Somsak right? I can......I can try for a chance. Right?" As much as it was upsetting him to say this, he can't actually force or manipulate Porsche into breaking up. He would never do that. Everyone share look with each other and nod.

"Then what will you do? Have you thought yet about it? Somsak have impressed Uncle and Aunt. That's the ultimate challenge he could have faced." Tay makes a point.

"Well I want to make Somsak to back off a little." Kinn starts.

"And..." Tankhun interjects.

"And we are gonna meet today...they both were but....I may have crashed their plans and insert myself in." Vegas pass him a look "Okay fine! I invited myself with them so that it doesn't be a date."

"When did you do that?" Pete asks.

"We went to Porsche's club yesterday. There Khun Kinn did that." Big answers the question.

Tankhun gets uo from his seat and hugs his brother "I am so proud of you Kinn. I have raised you right." He says wiping his fake tears. Dramatically.

"You didn't raise me Phi." Tankhun gasps, but Kinn ignores and continues with his elder brother arms still around his shoulders "I will indirectly show Somsak how much I know Porsche. That is going to intimidate him."

"Nice idea. But what about Porsche, how are you gonna show him that he is important to you?" Arm asks, as the observer he is.

Kinn shakes his head indicating no idea, but he has gang to his rescue. "When are you gonna meet him?" Tankhun asks

"At around 1pm."

"Hmm! Well it's 9:30 now." "Ummm. How about you take his favorite breakfast from the noddle stop near his alley? You can lime this spend some more time with him." Vegas lays out his plan.

"That's a brilliant plan Khun Vegas. Those noodles are seriouslyvery tasty" Pol exclaims.

"I like the idea Kinn." Time says. "Me too." Tay agrees.

"How did you think about that Khun Vegas?" Big couldn't help his curiosity.

"When you have a boyfriend whose love language is food..." Vegas says as his hands go around Pete's waist, pulling him close. "You get such brilliant ideas." Pete can't help but blush at that and hides his face in Vegas's chest hitting him lightly. 

"How many times have I told you Vegas? Stop hogging Pete's tiem from me" Tankhun yells. To which Vegas counter yells "He is my boyfriend. You hog him from me...."

The cousin continues to banter, when Tay indicates Kinn to go. Kinn noda at him and leaves to get ready for his mission. Big following him.

Porsche has a free morning today, no classes, no pending assignments. Meeting with Somsak and Kinn is also in the afternoon, also after talking to his mother he feels a little relax. This he decides to just lay down at the couch while watching T.V. 

He just got comfortable in proper position for ten minutes, the doorbell rang. Porsche open the door and exclaims in surprise "You?"

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Kinn got ready swiftly even speeding with his hair rather than taking his sweet time. When he stepped out of the room, he jerked Big who was in his thoughts and received 'All the bests' from the others. It may sound stupid and no one will believe if they didn't see with their own eyes but The Kinn Theerapanyakun was skipping his steps like a little excited puppy. It reminded Tankhun of his 5 year old Kinn who excitedly hopped on his bed discussing birthday gifts for Porsche. They actually grew up a lot, to make him feel so nostalgic.

The Theerapanyakun heir reached infront of the Kittisiwat house and got out of his car. The smile on his face was too wide specially when he was standing next to Big and Ken. He was going to slide open the front gate ahen he felt his body going stone and smile deemed to nil. He grinds in teeth and enters.

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Porsche was irritated at the person on his door, he just sat to chill when fhe doorbell rang. He opened the door to yell at the person but was surprised to see "You? P'Som?"

"Surprise!!!" The other exclaims waving the plastic bag he had in his hand. "What's this?" Porsche said pointing at the plastic bag.

"Breakfast." Somsak says "Now go and take plates to the front yard. Let's eat there." Porsche follows as said and then they were having breakfast together drowning all the plans by Kinn and gang.

"What made you buy breakfast and come here?" Porsche finally asks.

"I cleared my schedule for today's afternoon and this morning I had not meetings." Somsak said taking a bite "Knew you will be anxious about this afternoon so...yeah."

"Awww! So sweet of you. How did you know I like noodles of this shop." 

"I asked Chay." Somsak says casually.

"You actually called my brother to know what I like to eat. You could have bought anything you know. I eat all the things in the world...apart from pointed groud." Somsak laughs at this "You didn't have to work so hard." Porsche completes.

"This is nothing. In the afternoon you see how I make your Kinn jealous. Like I did yesterday." The older says with a slight evil smirk.

"Stop! Stop! Kinn is neither mine nor he is jealous. It's his over protectiveness, he once assure you are good for me that's it." Porsche kind of complains actually.

"Oh yeah?" Somsak teases, which make Porsche also smile "Yes!".

That's when Kinn enters the scene. "Nice arrangement in the morning" Porsche get surprised "Oh! Kinn! You... god you surprised me."

"I surprised you?" He says sitting on the other side of the table "You surprised me! Morning breakfast, in the garden, with new friend..nice must say." Turns towards Sosmak. "Nice to see you in the morning."

"Same here." Somsak says "By the way what are you doing here? This early. We were supposed to meet at 1. Right?"

Kinn sees red, how dare this man infront of him questions him about visiting Porsche. Trying to steal Porsche from him and being over smart, he wishes to empty his gun on this guy's head right at this moment.

"Yes Kinn. Why so early here?" Porsche also asks. "Why can't I come here?" Kinn counter questions.

"No! I will bring plates. Have breakfast." Saying this Porsche went inside leaving two grown-ups glaring at each other, one playfully and another with murder intentions.

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Ken observed his friend, Big's behavior was very weird from past few days. Now outside Kittisiwat house he finally asks him "What is worng with you? Why are so so in thoughts nowadays?"

This startles Big a little, "What? Wha..what thoughts." He fumbles "Nothing" Voice high pitch now.

"Well your shrill voice denies it. Come on tell me."

Big hesitates a little the speaks "Last day in the canteen after Khun Kinn's brwakdown when we both were there P'Chan propsed me."

It took all these years of training for Ken to not shout and hug his friend, but he speoke in a very excited tone "What did he say? How? Tell me everything." Big glances insed the hoise front yard "Khun Kinn is too busy to notice, tell me!!!" Ken said as if he was like a teenage girl in high school.

"Not exactly propose, his exact words were 'Big if you don't mind I would like to know you more, outside this bodyguard uniform. I will wait for your answer.' He said this and left." Big blushes.

"Khun Chan nailed it." 

"Come on Ken. That sounds more like a proposal to one-night stand than actual proposal." Big whines.

"Dude! Khun Chan worked rather is working for Khun Korn. That man didn't propose you on gunpoint, consider youself lucky." Ken says.

"I don't know what to say." Big grumbles.

"My god! Invite him on a date. Go to a coffee shop, chat, some shopping. Come on you have spend enough time with Khun noo to have date ideas." Big opens his mouth to protest "And don't you dare say you feel nothing for him. I have seen you drool on his packs during the training."

Big just nods and turns his face to hide the embarrassment.

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There was a war going on between the two men sitting on Kittisiwat front yard and the intensity of their glaring will burn anyone with 10 meter of radius. Big and Ken even stayed outside the gate near the car. Safe option they call it.

Porsche came out with more plates and looked the two men shooting daggers with eyes to each other.

"What happened?" He said putting the plates down "Something important!!" together they said. God bless the Kittisiwat's, being born in this world both brother still had way too much innocence in them. For once Kinn is glad, "Nothing serious. I was talking about a buisness deal." Porsche just laughed and said "Boooooring!!!!" to tease.

Porsche oblivious as he is continued serving Kinn on the plates he brought out.

"Porsche! Don't give me the prawns. You like them." Kinn send a look at the 'intruder' -according to him only- extending his hand to help Porsche when Somsak interferes, smirking "Don't worry P'Kinn. I brought extra cause I know Po likes them right nong?" Is that blush he is seeing on Porsche's cheeks? Kinn saw red.

He slammed his hands on the table, "How dare you call me Phi? Who gave you the permission?" Kinn yelled, the other two taken aback.

"What's wrong Kinn?" asked Porsche in shock, cause Kinn was known to have control on his temper among the brothers.

This made the mafia heir realize what he did and felt like an idiot for acting out. "Nothing, just little stress made me react." Turned towards Somask and gave a tight lipped smile "You can surely call me Phi."

Thus they continued eating, thankfully with no extreme essence of rivalry. And if few sarcastic were passed that was Porsche's obliviousness to blame.

Soon they were done with breakfast and Porsche went to change living the rivals (according to Kinn) alone. He thus thought to just wait on the front yard bench and took out his phone to act busy.

Two minutes later his peripheral view made Kinn open his mouth when he saw Somsak entering the house. "Where do you think you are going?"

The one to whom it was asked turned his head, said "Water" and went inside coming back in a giffy with a glass in his hands.

"How can you enter in the house without permission?" Kinn attacked as soon as he saw Somsak coming out. "Cause I was thirsty aaaaaaaand cause I can." He replies with a wink. 

Before Kinn can say anything Porsche comes out "Let's go!" Thus Kinn decides to drop the subject for now but he decides to talk with Porsche as it is a serious matter of letting strangers in his house.

As if the whole universe is planning to get on Kinn's nerves, another discussion happens when they exit the gate.

"P'Kinn, you go in the car we will follow" Somsak made the statement. "And what does that means?" Kinn asks, raising his eyebrow. "That means we" forcing the we "are going by my bike."

"Porsche is going nowhere in bike." Pause "it's risky."

"Come on Kinn. I do ride bike myself and also with Vegas." Porsche objects.

"What about security? I don't even know where we are going" Kinn reasons.

"Oh! I forgot to tell you. We are going to the market. There is a festival going on. And I am sure the Theerapanyakun heir would not go without a shit ton of gaurds...surely hiding somewhere." Somsak tells and holds Porsche's hand to drag him to his bike without waiting for any reply. Kinn just huffed and enters his car to follow.

The 'happy couple' enjoys their ride to the market. Porsche gets down only to not see Kinn or any bodyguard he knows. "Phi?"

"Hmm" 

"I can't see Kinn or other bodyguards. Did they get lost?"

"Ummm..about that." Somsak giggles a little "Well it's hard to find space for such fancy car to park."

"Ohh!!" Porsche says in a disappointing voice.

"Nong? Am I so boring you have to rely on P'Kinn? Don't wanna spend time with me?" Somsak gave puppy eyes, which make the younger smile. "Not like that. Let's go then. I will massage Kinn to find us."

Porsche (2:35 pm) : P'Som said you can have problem finding parking spot.

Porsche (2:35 pm) : Find us then. We are entering the market.

Kinn went fumming after seeing the massage and now was ready to kill P'Som of Porsche by shooting between his eyebrows. He knows that man did this, didn't inform them about the parking problem cause he doesn't wants somebody to interrupt their date. Now Kinn can easily take Big with him and enter the market leaving the parking problem to Ken or other but he has seen the crowd, one bodyguard is a risk so he tries to be patient for few more minutes.

Turns out the few minutes is actually 45 minutes, when he finally finds a spot and it's 10 minutes walking distance from the entry gate. Kinn hurried his way as soon as the car stops Big and Ken on their toes.

They picked out drink from the very first stall they could see, Porsche picked yellow drink whereas Somsak went for a coconut one. They even picked extra one for Kinn.

Porsche was having fun, so much fun. They used to sneak out like this with mumma when Chay was still in kindergarten to visit night markets, don't get him wrong he still visits but after one day their father caught them red handed. That onwards they always have gaurds with them cause Papa made Mumma promise.

Without gaurds (even secret ones) this is his outing after long. He wishes to bring Chay like this too sometimes, like their childhood.

Somsak may be from a wealthy family, he knows how to enjoy little bit of happiness from small things in life. But it's still hard to visit crowded place like this, specially now that he is a known face. It's so hard finding someone to be friends with in elite circle who actually has a personality. He is having fun.

Porsche was picking something out from the hairband stall - something sparkly - hopefully for Tankhun. "What do you think? Will P'Khun like this?" And he was right. Somsak just bods his way while sipping his drink. They started walking a little when suddenly the elder stops, making the other one halt too. "Porsche?" He calls out with a doubt in his tone. 

"Hmm?" 

"Can I confess to you about something or someone?"

"Yes! I promise it will be safe with me" Porsche says grinning. "It's about liking...someone." The younger nods again.

That's how Kinn finds them. Somsak smiling at Porsche telling him something, while the younger gives him a soft look. Their hands together between them, holding each other. He has seen that expression before, it's the look that Porsche makes when he is immersed in the drama with Tankhun and the male lead finally confess his feelings. Kinn just stops there. Big calls him twice but he ignores it and continues to stare towards the two. Any passersby would say they were a couple, and that happened too when the old lady from the beside stall gush "Ah! Young love is beautiful." 

The next moment was too painful for Kinn's heart. He watches in horror as Porsche jumps to hug Somsak. 

Kinn takes two step back, Big tries to hold him but he jerks his hand, turns around and walks towards the exit. He is Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, the next mafia leader, the ruler of Bangkok, he can't let people see the tears stinging his eyes.

On the other side, Porsche break the hug. "I can't believe. You like...tell..how...me...what!!" Somsak smiles, "Yes! Now don't get so excited. We have to properly do everything." Porsche nods, then something clicks his mind. "Uhh! Phi, why has Kinn not arrived yet? Are they lost?"

"Call him."

Porsche takes out his phone, to call but the call goes unanswered. Then he receives massage.

Big (4:30 pm): Khun Kinn has a meeting. We are leaving.

Big (4:30 pm): He said you both enjoy.

Kinn returns rather storms to his room as soon as they step inside the compound with a 'Do not disturb' order. The order is well maintained till the eldest Theerapanyakun breaks in. "I said no one to disturb me." Kinn says without looking. He was gazing outside his large window facing towards the city with a whiskey glass in his hand.

"You know that doesn't apply to me." Khun tells sassy-ly "Now tell me, how did the mission go? I was on edge the whole day. Couldn't even watch my favorite YoonTon live."

Kinn stills for a moment, then turns to face Tankhun, tears flowing down his cheeks. He looks like the 8 year old Kinn, who lost his favorite thing and looking at his elder brother 8n hope to find it back.

 His brother's face turns from naughty to serious "Leave me and my brother alone." Arm and Pol bows and left.

As soon as his grauds left, Tankhun spread his arms inviting his little brother. Kinn runs to those arms and stars crying, silent tears. Tankhun doesn't know if it is the alcohol that's making Kinn more emotional or is he finally breaking his tough emotionally constipated state. Whatever it is, as an elder brother Khun is always beside him. "What happened Kinn? Tell Phi. He will help you." He promises.

"Nothing can help me now Phi. I lost. I lost to him. I lost HIM. I lost....." Khun doesn't fully get it but continues to stroke his hand on Kinn's back, till the younger goes to sleep.

Tankhun will ask everything, call for an emergency meeting of theirs and discuss this but all after his brother gets proper rest. The night is gonna be a long one.

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Porsche returns home, and goes directly into sorting the items he brought for all. The outing made him happy specially after Somsak confessed. He takes his phone after sometime to massage Chay about his whereabouts, when he noticed the last message on his phone. It was Big. Odd for Kinn to not contact himself and convey the message, the elder has never done something like this. 'I will visit the mansion tomorrow. Then talk to him.'

.

Tankhun called emergency meeting as soon as his brother woke up much to Kinn's disappointment. He just wanted swallow and bury in his heartbreak, but guess it's not possible. Specially, when he sees Kim, Vegas, Tay and Time there along with Arm, Pol & Pete. He still has headache and hangover from yesterday.

"What happened? Why this early meeting?" Kim asked, looking uninterested "I want to pick Chay for University."

"Your brother's love life is a mess and you thinking about your own. Shameless!!" 

"But P'Khun, we need to know the problem before doing anything. Can we do it fast? I also have class." Vegas asks a little agitated, while Pete caresses his hair.

"I also would like to know what is the matter first" This was Tay, with a nodding Time beside him.

"NOTHING!" Kinn yells irritated now. "It is nothing. I lost Porsche and that's it. Now leave me alone." 

"Lost?"

"How?"

"My brother is stupid Arm."

"Porsche didn't say to me anything."

"I got Chay, you were late cause of your stupidness."

Kinn tried to ignore their statements, but Kim hits with hard truth. He was indeed stupid.

"EVERYONE! Keep quite." Vegas says "P'Kinn tell us exactly what happened. Why do you think you lost Porsche?"

Now all the attention was on Kinn, who didn't know where to start. Finally he looks at them and meekly says "Porsche is dating Somsak."

"Hoi! I can't hear. Louder!" Khun demands.

"PORSCHE IS DATING SOMSAK" slaps the table. That's when he feels something wet on his face. He was again crying. Kinn roughly wipes then off and turn his face back towards the window.

Pete breaks the silence after few seconds, "How are you so sure P'Kinn? Please tell us exactly what happened yesterday." And Kinn starts to narrate after taking few deep breathes. "Yesterday......."

.

Porsche was busy since the morning, when he finally catches his breath it was lunchtime. He took out his phone, still nothing from Kinn. Odd, he thinks. Kinn never not messages him, even on most busy days. And Vegas's absence also pokes him a little. He decides to drop at main compound after lunch. Probably with Chay.

"So you are telling me you saw Porsche with Somsak, where our guy was making lovey dovey eyes to Somsak. And now they are dating." Tay concludes after Kinn narrates the whole day. "How can you be so sure that they are infact actually dating?" Vegas cross questions.

"I mean, P'Kinn it's little unrealistic...plus if he were to date someone I am sure as his best friend he would certainly inform me" Pete debates. "Me too!" Tankhun butts in.

"No! That's what I thought. But when we returned towards the car, I thought about being stupid. Then....then.."

"Then what?" impatient Kim asks.

"Then I remembered about the tracker and microphone fit on Porsche's wristwatch. Asked Big to on it...it was clear." 

"Arm, play the conversation P'Kinn heard yesterday again from the system." Kim was quick in action."Krab!" and Arm buzzes through the system on his ipad. Within two seconds they are able to hear the conversation.

"So? Is that a yes?"Somsak's voice, clearly. "I can't believe, you took so long to confess" comes Porsche's reply rather enthusiastically "Yes, Yes, a 100% Yes. My god I can't believe it. But..."

"But what?"

"What about the parents? Will they agree?" Porsche's doubtful voice.

"You are with me now, and surely we will get help from others right? Like P'Khun and...and your best friend Pete. What say?"

"Right? Also I will ask Kinn to talk to your parents if needed. He surely can talk to the folks, he did that for...asking my parents on my behalf."

As soon as the recording ends, all others present in the room look over each other. Kinn shakes his head, it was same painful as it was hearing for the first time. He felt like crying again.

Pete finally talks, "Well, maybe..maybe they were talking about something else. I mean..they...they did not make it clear that both are da..dating." Vegas nods along agreeing with his boyfriend. 

"I have nothing to say. Seriously." Kim tells flatly, then offers "But we can help you hiding the body if you want." Tankhun nodding in yes vigorously.

"Guys, I think we are overreacting a little. Let's ask Porsche. I am sure he will tell us." Tay suggests but is cancled by Time's reasoning "As if Kinn needs Porsche to confess on his face that he is dating someone else. Bad idea."

"If I may interfere." Pol says, "Chay can do the question asking and tell us the answer. No?"

"Yes!!!! Our Chay Chay will talk to his hia. You are becoming intelligent being with me Pol." Tankhun exclaims. They are interrupted by Big, "Khun Kinn, Khun Porsche is here. He is waiting for you in your room. Also Khun Porchay is waitingfor you Khun Kim." Kim simply bolts to his room.

Kinn holds his breath, surely Porsche is not here to talk about the parents issue right? Tay gives him a sympathetic look, when he notices Kinn's face. While others give his a thumbs up, encouraging him to talk.

Big was following Kinn to his room back, just hoping to not deal with another drunk episode after Porsche leaves.

Kinn takes a deep breath before entering his room. Porsche was sitting on his bed, dangling his feet like a kid maybe it would be better if they forever remain kids. The younger notices him and gives him the sunshine smile of his calling him over. "Kinn!! You are here."

"Hmm." Kinn makes a sound as he moves forward to sit beside Porsche. His inner voice telling him soon it will be someone else in his place.

"You left so fast yesterday. We had so much fun."

"You know it was work ba...it was important work" Kinn was gonna say baby, he called Porsche that sometimes, when he felt the younger was acting too cute. 

"Hmm..work sucks. Leave that. I brought few thing for you as you missed the festival and also for all. Chay will distribute them. Here" Porsche says forwarding a small bag. Kinn takes it quietly "Open! See if you like it or not"

"You brought it obviously I will like it." The elder says while taking out the content from the bag.

There was a key chain, with a dangling gun and a small piece of wood with cravings 'Anakinn' but it does not appear professional at all. 

"I wrote it. They asked if I was giving it to someone special I should crave the name myself. I made one for Chay and one for you." At this Kinn slowly touches his name, Porsche made it for him not Somsak. But soon his feelings turned bitter "P'Som also made one."

"For you?" It was instant reaction, before he could stop.

"Nahhhh! He made it for himself...." 

"I would have made one for you, if I was present there." Then why are you dating him was silent.

"Leave it. You didn't even message me since yesterday. Busy..hmph."

Kinn suddenly hugs Porsche at this, making the younger still. His forehead resting on the later's shoulder "Sorry! I would make sure to message you first thing in the morning from tomorrow, always. Don't leave me na." Kinn murmurs.

Porsche felt butterfly in his stomach, like he used to feel when he was a teenager. Kinn has hugged him countless time, but this one feels so personal. "Were will I leave Kinn? I never leave. It's you who push me again and again." Words come out of his mouth before he could even realize. "I will not from now. I will hold on to you like this. Just don't leave...don't.." They were interrupted by knock on the door. "Khun Kinn your father is calling you along with Khun Porsche." It was Chan.

Porsche jerks from his hold, leaving Kinn feel empty. "We should go. Let's go." And sprints through the door. Kinn subsides his hurt at this action and follows behind.

When they reach at the living room, where Korn called them, everyone was already present apart from Tay and Time. This time Macau present. Porsche pass them a curious look which Chay just shrugged at. Seconds later when Korn and Cherry entered but with other two figures behind them. Honey & Chayapat. As soon as the Kittisiwat siblings saw their parents they ran towards. "Mamma! Papa!" Both exclaims and hug their parents. "I just talked to you yesterday morning. You never told you were coming." Chay says still in his mother's arm. "If we told you then would you have been so surprised?" Their father says his hand full due to his elder son. Kittisiwat's were one affectionate family. They broke the family hug session when Honey and Chayapat greet all their other children. "Should I greet you like old times or like a father-in-law young man?" Kittisiwat dad teases standing infront of Kim who smiles and says "Anyway you want Papa." While Chay was red, "Aww looks like my future son-in-law is embarrassed." Cherry say teasing Chay who was now hiding in Tankhun's arms hugging. The mood suddenly was joyous in the main compound but the next words from Honey made the younger generation pause "Don't act like only you have son-in-law. I am also getting an awesome son-in-law thanks to my baby Porsche. Right?"

"Wh..what? Mamma?" Porsche stammer. "Don't be so shocked my Pheonix. Cherry and P'Korn has told me everything about your P'Som.." though the tone she used was to tease it leaves Kinn was frozen. While the parents share a laugh. So Mamma and Papa have come back to arrange Porsche's marriage and he has to witness that.

Chay wishpers in Tankhun's ears "So hia is actually dating P'Somsak?"

"That's what we were suppose to confirm but I think the parents already did it for us." Tankhun whispers back. "Also seeing that your brother didn't protest anything I think it's true. Our Kinnporsche ship is drowned."

"Now! Now! Dinner will soon be ready. Let them rest now kids. It's a long journey. Comeback and meet at the dinner time" The Theerapanyakun madam says. Porsche goes with his mother and father while glancing back at Kinn, who silently left to his room face pale.

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Honey and Chayapat enters their room, their eldest behind them. "Mamma, I need to talk about P'Som with you both". His father smirks at that, while his mother sits to rest "Relax, we will talk about him. Teerak, look our child doesn't miss us, even when meeting after long all he can talk about is P'Som P'Som." He teases.

"Papa!" Porsche hugs his father "Obviously I missed you both." Honey smiles, "Tueng, don't tease na. Come here my Pheonix." She calles her eldest to sit beside her. "So..I know P'Korn and Cherry told us he is a good guy but I wanna ask you. Does he take care of you nicely?" Chayapat nods.

"He does mamma, he treats me too nicely. Just like a family." His parents beems at that. "He is special to me papa, but..."

Kinn was standing on the corridor of his floor gazing at the garden. This garden holds so much memory of his and his Porsche. 'Well not his anymore' Kinn thinks. He thought he was priority to Porsche, Pete can be the best friend, but Kinn was always special to him. Pete may get the name of the movie Porsche wants to watch but Kinn was always the one he went to the cinema hall with, Vegas & Pete tagging along sometimes.

Now that same Porsche is liking someone else more than Kinn and he wasn't even aware of hit. He was loosing Porsche without realizing. Maybe he already lost. He should just start countdown on how much time he has with Porsche, Kinn wonders.

"Here you are!" He is startled by the sound of the person Kinn was thinking about. "Ye..yes!" He turns his head "You looking for me?" Porsche gives his sunshine smile forwarding his hand "Yes! For this" it was a wrapped box "Mamma Papa got this for you. I was looking for you to give this." Kinn takes the box with a small smile. 

"What are you doing here?" Now Porsche also leans at the railing. "Nothing, just looking at the garden. You remember when we use to be behind that tree to hide from P'Khun." Porsche hums, "You would hold my hand tightly in yours." 'Why are you loosing your hold now?' Kinn wants to ask.

"Obviously, or else you would take pity on P'Khun dramatics and we would get caught." They both chuckle at that, and there was silence between them a little awkward yet comfortable.

Kinn was the one to break it, "You realize Porsche, we are talking like properly talking, after a long time. Just the two of us." His tone a little bitter, hard for anyone else to decipher but Porsche knew it. "Huh?"

"Nah! I mean, I understand there is someone else now who you would share your thoughts with rather than me..." 

"What do you mean by that?" Porsche tone was defensive.

"Ah...nothing. Just that, you gave my place in your life to someone else....and it's okay. Okay" Kinn's voice was whisper now.

"Kinn!"

"No! Porsche it's fine. I let you go. I understand. It's fine. It's...." Kinn was just blabbering at this point, so Porsche just jerks him a little "Kinn!!" The elder goes quite "I don't know from where you got that but I never gave your place to someone else. Why would I do that?" Porsche's voice was similar to what he does with Chay and Kinn hates it. He is not a kid also why was Porsche lying to him, he knows the truth. He is going to accept it, Porsche didn't have to lie. But Kinn doesn't have the will to fight this, specially when Porsche is so close to him after so long and doesn't even know he will get this chance again so does what his impulsive thoughts tell him. Kinn engulfs Porsche is a tight hug.

Porsche get a little taken back by the sudden hug. Not that they don't hug but past few years he avoided touching the elder like this, especially like this where the hug seems more intimate than any they shared before. Call him selfish or foolish but he savors it, hugs bavk trying to express same intensity. 

They don't know how much time has passed since their arms around each other. It is broke when they heard footstep coming the way. Both feeling empty.

The footsteps came near, revealing Pete. "Porsche, P'Kinn. All calling for dinner." Both awkwardly nod and follows Pete.

All children were sitting at the table, parents yet to arrive when Tankhun shouts "Ai'Porsche!! Why are you looking happy huh?? Smiling little little. Tell us."

"Actually Phi...."

Porsche stops as the parents arrive. Everyone takes their place, Korn in the centre. The conversations naturally starts forgetting about what they were talking about earlier. Soon the dinner is over, and all are waiting for dessert to be served when the Theerapanyakun head speaks, "Porsche, we were talking and your parents along with me and Cherry will tomorrow visit the Somsak's parents to talk about marriage and relationship."

Not only Kinn but everyone freezes at this announcement apart from Porsche. "Really Pa!! Mae seriously you will visit them. Thank you so much. Mamma Papa you too. Thank you." He gets up and hug his nearest adult. Cherry smiles at this "How can we deny our Porsche's wish?" Hugging him back. "I will call P'Som now and tell him the good news."

All present on the table exchange glances, whereas Kinn is still at his place sitting like a stone. He just gets up startling everyone "I am done. Going to my room." 

"But the dessert..."

"I am going Mae, feeling like a headache. Good night everyone." Others nod.

"Then...we will discuss about tomorrow and you kids have the dessert on the poolside" Honey suggests. "We have to return home too after this. Not staying here tonight." She says

"YES!! We will do that." Tankhun immediately signaling others "Come Porsche!! Let's go."

Kinn enters the room, no Big behind him to stop him luckily. He shuts his door and stroms towards the table pushing all the stuff from it. Glass pieces shattering everywhere. The rage then falls upon his book shelf, mini bar counter, gradually all over his room. Finally he slides next to his bed, with his and Porsche's picture frame clutched in his hands. "I can't do this Porsche. Don't do this me, don't punish me like this for being foolish." He then points at the Porsche in the photo "You lied to me, said I am there where I was. But you gave my place to someone else." Kinn was crying devastatingly "I am sorry, so sorry for not doing anything but I love you Porsche. I do. The feelings are more deep than I thought. Please....." And that's how he sleeps cause of tiredness with photo frame clutched in his hand, little cuts on his palm, leaning his head on the bed.

On the other hand, all are surrounding Porsche who glanced at them with confusion.

"So when were you gonna tell us about dating Somsak Chairat. I am your best friend na??"

"Hia!!! Seriously you could have atleast told me?"

"You can ask for my advice before going on a date but when the date turns successful I hear nothing. Wow!!"

"Oiii...you should have atleast told me. You know I love romance like YoonTon....they look so good together!!!

"GUYS!!!" Porsche yells to stop them all "What is wrong with all of you? Me? Dating P'Som? What?"

Arm and Pol already joined them after their dinner so Tankhun orders them "Ai'Arm play the voice." Then points at Porsche. "Don't you dare try to fool us."

Arm plays the voice again, as it ends they again looks at Porsche cleary asking for more information. "What about this?" Kim says.

"First of all, the chip and mic is for my safetly. You all can't here my private conversations." He glares "Second, just from this little bit convo, you all determined that we are dating?" 

"Not just dating. You are gonna marry him. DON'T LIE" Tankhun shouts as nature.

"What marriage?" Porsche stands up "You people have lost your mind."

"But Hia, mamma papa just said they ars gonna go for marriage talk tomorrow. Didn't they?" Chay says nicely, feeling his brother's frustration.

"Hoi!!!!! That's not about us. P'Som has feeling for Marsh."

"WHAT!!!!!!!" All exclaims together.

"Yes!!" Porsche says with equal tone "P'Som has feeling for Marsh but as the later is in you know...this service his parents are not gonna agree. However, he had only two customers till now P'Som and Kinn, and both were kind of dating contracts so I hope they get convince."

Everyone presents gets taken aback by this reveal. "Wait wait wait...you guys thought I am marrying. Seriously? Like even if I do obviously I will tell you all specially to you both Pete & Chay. Kinn too."

Macau was the first one to break into fits of laughter followed by Chay, then all. Porsche also joins. 

The laughter dies after they all feel out of breath and take a seat. "I am glad Kinn is not into this nonsense with you all." Porsche says that gets him another round of laugh "What?" He asks innocently. 

"Nothing Phi. I am sure my cousin is nor into this nonsense." Macau says controlling his laugh. "100% not." Vegas says smile in his voice.

They are interrupted when Chan along with Big comes to call for Kittisiwat, it was time for home. The brothers get up and say there goodbyes while ignoring Chan's hand clutched into Big behind their back like others were doing. As they leave Kim says "So...who is going to deliver this news to P'Kinn?"

Vegas just whistles at that and take Pete's hand going to his room. Macau and Kim exchange look when the younger says "No!" "No." They also retire to their rooms respectively. Leaving Tankhun with Pol & Arm, "Should we Khun noo?"

"Nahhh!!! He will eventually know. Baby Porsche was hurt two times, it's okay if my brother get that taste a little. Though I need to inform this to Tay. Let's go or I will miss today's episode of Moonlight chicken."

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Big enter his boss's room after knocking and getting no response. He just hopes Kinn is not having hangover badly, cause he has a meeting to attend on behalf of Korn. Sometimes Big hates this job, also Chan not-so-stuble flirting adding to it. As he enters he sees a lump on the bed 'Here goes my hope of a smooth morning'.

"Khun Kinn. Khun Kinn krab" He calls before slightly jerking the blanket clump on the bed. After few moments the pile moves as Kinn pokes his head out, eyes red, sulken face and huge dark circles. The man has aged 10 years in one night, when are they gonna solve their issue communicating properly. The bodyguard is enough professional to not say it aloud though.

Kinn dragged himself to the bathroom and splashed his face with water before anything. He gazed at his reflection on the mirror and felt like laughing. This was not the Kinn Theerapanyakun that whole Thailand felt scared of. It was just Kinn, Porsche's Kinn with a broken expression as he was not going to belong to the person he wants to be.

Last night was full of what ifs? He wondered of all the scenarios, all the possibilities he could think of. All the chances he missed. The first time when he was confessed to, if he had accepted Porsche, fought for him, for them, he would have been not in this position. Big's reminder from outside made him move to do his morning routine. After all he was his father's heir, he has responsibilities. 

Big was waiting when Kinn re-enter his room, ready for the day. Apart from his undereyes little puffy, he looked put together overall. Big sighs and follows Kinn out.

If you ask Kinn about the meeting, well....he just nodded whenever he felt the need. Arm took enough notes for him to review later. For now his mind is wandering where the elders are. He just hopes Somsak's family somehow refuses the offer, but deep down he knows who is gonna refute a relationship offering from the Theerapanyakun specially when his father is himself present.

"Big, ask Chan have they returned to the compound or not?" Kinn asks Big sitting on the front seat. 

"They are going to wrap it in few minutes Khun. I just talked to P'Chan...Khun Chan."

Ken from the driver sit passed a smirk to his friend. Big just glared at his friend with red ears. 

Kinn just nods. As soon as they reached the compound, he exits to his room.

It was a picture perfect view if you look from a little far. A lavish room with all luxuries available and a handsome man standing on the balcony with a glass of whiskey in his hands. But as you move near one can see fine lines of distress adorning the face. Kinn thinks he has consumed more alcohol than his whole life within the last few days. All for Porsche, he was never sane when it comes to him. Why else would thirteen year old refuses a whole week of fun with his friends abroad just because Porsche has fever - which will go down in two days- and could ask for him? Or why would he warp up important meetings prior just so that he is the first one to wish Porsche on his birthday? Why would he threaten a guy with his gun just cause Porsche said he thinks the guy is worth liking? So many incidents, he did so much of foolish stuff without actually realizing his true feelings. He will continue to do that, cause anyone can come in Porsche's life but no one can love him like Kinn does even if he has to do it from far now.

The old memories and thoughts bring smile on his face that he failed to notice someone sneaking up on him. "What you thinking?" Porsche asks in his ears startling Kinn. He rubs his earlobe at the sensation. "What are you doing?" Then takes a look at the later's face "You look happy." Kinn states, a smile reaches his lips too.

"Obviously I am happy. You won't believe Kinn but..." Porsche jumps on Kinn for a hug "P'Som parent's accepted the relationship and tomorrow evening is the engagement." He was vibrating with so much excitement that missed Kinn going stone. "To...tomorrow?" 

The younger breaks from the hug and says directly looking at him "You have to be their as you know the one to assist P'Som, like do we have best man at engagement? Whatever but pick up the suit that matches......" Porsche continued to tell all his planning but Kinn hears nothing even missing out the 'we both should match Kinn. What do you think?' And yells "I am not going to assist anyone. I will not attend the function of a thief."

"Thief? Who?"

"Somsak. He...he is a thief. He took the person I want and love from me. I WILL NOT BE A WITNESS TO THAT."

Porsche stills at that "You love....you..Kinn." there were tears in his eyes ans he ran from the room leaving behind Kinn who just slides on his bedside wishpering "Now my confession will also not bring you back. I truly lost you."

Porsche was running in the corridor without looking anywhere. His feet came to stop when he almost crashed with Pol who gazed at him once and dragged him to Tankhun.

The eldest Theerapanyakun sibling sits up as soon as he sees Porsche. The younger just curled in his P'Khun's arm like a whimpering puppy. "Why...hic..he..hic..why me al..hic..always?" 

"Porsche! Relax sweetie...drink water come on." Tankhun beings a glass of water near his lips "Calm down. Take a deep breath and cool it."

Porsche follows the instructions and stables a little. Then narrates everything. "If what he said is true that means he likes Marsh and is angry cause P'Som is getting engaged to him." Arm & Pol just look at each other the at their boss. "I will move to London after the wedding. Never come back here." They here Porsche say as he drifts to sleep on Tankhun's pink and glittery almost bed sized couch.

Tankhun once confirmed Porsche is asleep, tired and exhausted he signals Arm.

"Why did you choose my room?" Tells Vegas irritated as he was cuddling with Pete when Tankhun barged in announcing 'EMERGENCY MEETING'.

"Cause it's an emergency and my Pete is here." 

"He is not yours." Vegas snarls, as usual.

"Whatever. Now let others come and we will start the meeting."

On the other side, Porsche wakes up in an empty room. The events before his sleep comes back rushing to him and he curls up again on the couch. His phone rings 'Mamma calling' and he makes a decision.

"I am coming here since a long time. Never knew it was so interesting in Theerapanyakun mansion." Time says while leaning on the couch more. "It's not funny Time." Vegas tells him immediately.

"I am telling you guys if they both don't talk I will...I will smash their head together." Tay was growing impatient will so many misunderstanding. "Why are they such idiots,?"

"Even I can't think of any drama references for this situation." Tankhun sighs "Anyone can?"

"I think P'Kinn and P'Porsche are not meant to be together. That's why all this keeps happening." Macau voices out.

"What if we made hia and P'Kinn sit together and talk? It will work I guess" Chay says with little hope. "Well Chay, Porsche will run any chance he gets instead of talking to P'Kinn now. I know my best friend" Pete explains "Whereas the other one will be stubborn and not say anything that he actually wants" Vegas adds.

"What if we just lock them? If not here my studio?" Kim says, even he going crazy with this whole ordeal.

Everyone goes silent, but thinking too loud now. "I think.." Arm starts breaking the voice in everyone's head "If we want to solve this they both need to talk. That's the only way. This is becoming too much." Pol nods beside him but also adds "But how to make the conversation happen."

"I am telling you all. Lock them up together." Kim says again with receive looks from all and a loud 'SHHHHH' from Tankhun. "P'Arm do you have anything more?" Chay asks the bodyguard. 

"Well....if they can't do the talking we can do it on their behalf. Can't we?"

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"PORSCHE!!!!!!!!" Tankhun shouts as he enters the room other stumbling behind him. The person called is startled, as he was on a call. "What happened P'Khun?" Porsche asks worried specially when he notice the others "What's going on guys? Chay?"

"You are thinking wrong....." "Hia there is a huge misunderstanding between..." "My cousin is stupid but you..." "P'Porsche listen to us..." "There's hope..." "Our friend is stupid but we support you...." "You both can't let my ship sink LIKE THIS!!!" "We think you should be locked in together....."

All star speaking together causing utter chaos.

"GUYYYYYYYS!!!" Porsche huffs shutting them altogether "You all are not making any sense. What's wrong? And please speak one by one"

"Hoiii..." "Khun noo! I think Pete should start" Arm interjects. "Whatever!" Tankhun takes his seat. Porsche turn to Pete signaling to say something. "Uh..." Tay interrupts "Before anything... Porsche? Are you seriously thinking to leave Thailand?"

"Huh?"

"Well you said that before dozing off Porsche." Pol clears.

"I....I just booked my ticket to London just before you guys barged in." He looks at his brother "Sorry Chay. But I swear it's just for two weeks. I would cool off, you know I will not leave you like that."

Chay goes and gives his brother hug "I know hia. I know." Pause "But I think that will not be needed now"

"What?" Porsche breaks the hug.

"You see.." Pete take his best friend's hand and made his sit on the couch facing each other. "I...I don't know from where to start."

"Pete you can tell me anything and now you all are scaring me" He looked at the others in the room.

"Well you see...P'Kinn" Porsche opens his mouth "Don't interrupt. Just listen. Okay?" He nods. 

"P'Kinn thinks you are getting engaged to P'Som that's why..."

"WHAT?" 

"My boyfriend told you not to interrupt" 

"Oh shut up Vegas! What? How? Why would he think that." Porsche asks still flabbergasted at this reveal.

"Uhhh...can be cause your parents entered and started to tease you with Somsak's name and went to his house to talk about marriage the very next day." Time says sarcastically

"Or maybe cause NO ONE cleared who is the couple that is getting engaged actually." Vegas says with accusing gaze.

"To be frank we also did think YOU are the one getting hitched so..." Pete says.

Porsche makes a face that looks like he is thinking too deep and when he opens his mouth Macau decides he is too happy being single. "But then who does Kinn likes? He...you know?"

"God I am staying single forever." Macau states frustrated.

"Did you lose you brain fighting?" It was Big, "What? Arm told me what is going on here so I came." He goes near Porsche, kneels infront of him, holds his shoulders and says "If all this is unclear I will clear it. And I will say this only once" Big takes a deep breath and starts to shake him "KHUN KINN LIKES YOU PORSCHE AND HE WAS BEING WIERD CAUSE HE WAS JEALOUS...HUH"

All looks at Big's way, totally impressed. Pol even claps a little and Tankhun gives a thumbs up while whistling.

"We need to raise his pay." Kim says totally serious. Everyone shares a laugh at this.

"Hia?" Chay looks around after their laugh to see his brother still at the couch. "Porsche? What?" Pete shakes him a little.

"Huh? You..all...it's. My god...I" 

"Porsche! Breath" Vegas passes a glass of water with the later chugs down then stand up to flee. Tankhun blocks his way "Where do you think you are going Mr. Kittisiwat?"

"What do you mean where Phi? To Kinn. I need to clear our misunderstanding. I.."

"No. Nah. You are not doing that." Tankhun declares.

"P'Khun why?" Porsche asks confused.

"Yes Khun noo. Now we will have happy ending of our main leads...so why?" Pol ask like a true Tankhun disciple.

"First we need to tell baby Porsche what my brother did past few weeks. He deserves the embarrassment. What say guys?" Vegas nods at that too happy "Yes! That's perfect. Absolutely perfect."

"That you people can tell me later too. Can I please go to Kinn now?" Porsche request.

"I said NO!" Khun waves his fingers "Today or tomorrow same thing. He will know Marsh is Somsak's fiancé anyway. I want to see will he do something to stop the function. You confessed two times. Kinn should do it next time." Everyone agrees at the idea even Porsche "But what if he doesn't?" Macau says in doubt.

"Leave that to me. Porsche enjoy the preparations like you were doing."

"And don't you dare spill anything to P'Kinn" Kim warns "It will be fun to tease our brother." Porsche just blushes and exits the room.

"So what will we do Phi for hia and P'Kinn?"

"I will show you." Tankhun winks.

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When it comes to annoying his dear ones Tankhun takes the award. So as a good elder brother he strom towards his younger brother's office. "Hiiiiii!" He says as soon as he enters the room. Kinn looks up from his desk with prominent dark circles around his eyes. "What's it P'Khun?"

"Oho! Look at this fool. What's it he is asking. Hai!" Tankhun says sitting on the sofa. "Today is the engagement of a nice person to me and he is asking a question."

"P'Khun, if you are here to mock me. Leave." Kinn states, controlling his emotions.

"No! Why would I mock you my dear brother? You missed the train and now someone else is a co-passenger and...." Arm & Pol snickered at their boss's words.

"Stop talking in metaphors. Doesn't suit you. Just tell me what you want." Kinn clearly asks.

"Okay okay! Such a spoil sport. Now I will not say. Arm tell him." Tankhun shows his drama. "Khun noo? Me?" Arm asks cause what they came to say can get him killed. Kinn will spare Tankhun but not his bodyguards.

"Okay! What are you afraid of? I will tell" the eldest continues "So the thing is you know the engagement is today" Kinn hisses "and Porsche needs someone by his side. Thus our parents decided you to be with him."

Kinn turns so fast, his neck does a snap sound "What? Why? Like why me?" Tankhun was controlling his laugh "How would I know? But you are oops were Porsche's everything na~"

"P'Khun you could have stopped it. You know...you know I realized it..now" Tankhun didn't want his brother to suffer but he is having fun he is evil like that "I know Kinn, but what can we do so? Porsche's decision is ultimate and he made it." He fake sympathizes.

"Khun Kinn, Your suit for the evening is here. Porsche sent this." Big makes his entry as instructed.

"Porsche!!" Kinn calls out, he storms looking for Porsche the moment Big leaves. "Yes." Elder Kittisiwat replied, beaming, which prickled Kinn's eyes

"What are you doing?" He asks with a crisp voice "Nothing, just seeing last minute decorations. You know engagement is a big deal." He gets replied.

"Don't do it." Kinn had his eyes pleading. "Huh? What?"

"Don't get engaged. I can't see you with someone else." Porsche was feeling sympathy towards Kinn but Tankhun's strict instructions were to follow so he gulps and says "Why? It's okay Kinn. You will miss me for a few days after the wedding but I am here till then."

"Wedding!" Kinn gasps loudly "What wedding?" He holds the latter by arms "What's about the wedding? Tell me."

"Kinn! I am leaving for London after the wedding." Porsche said normally.

"Why do you have to leave?" Kinn's voice was close to whimpering. "Someday or other I had to leave only. Why are you talking like this?" Porsche can't continue this acting now, it was all fun but now seeing his love of life like this he wants to stop all of it. But again he needs a proper confirmation from the man in front so continues. "Why can't you just stay like Chay? Here?" Kinn tries.

"Okay..I will talk to P'Som about buying an house nearby. In this locality." He is learning all this because of Tankhun's dramas. "Then it's fine right?"

"There is a house...My house, this house. Stay here. Forever. No one will say anything....just stay na..." Tears were clouding his eyes. He is emotionally repressed always but his Porsche always understood him so why not now? Porsche held his arms "Kinn! Why are you behaving like this?" He was also having tearful glances. Thankfully Chay came to handle the situation. "Hia Mamma is calling you. P'Som was trying to call you but couldn't reach. Thy will arrive soon." The younger pulled his elder brother with him. The last line was deliberately said because he has seen his hia shed tears for a long time because of Kinn, he just returned the favor a little bit.

It was already nearing 6'o clock in the evening the function starts at around seven. The mafia heir suffocated inside and stormed towards the lawn, but couldn't move further as he saw cars entering the compound. Soon he saw Somsak exiting one car, so with the mind of not facing the guest he moved towards his room. Kinn knows he is needed to get ready, soon someone from the family, most probably Tankhun will come knocking on his door. Thus catching his breath properly he went to get ready, all hope lost from his body.

Kinn was not totally wrong, someone did come to his door to call him but it was mother who told him to hurry up without barging in, which he was grateful for, as his face still had heavy traces of sadness."Yes! Coming." He replied and went towards the back balcony to get his mind together. Porsche is not his anymore and......who is kissing in his backyard?

Kinn was pulled from his thoughts when he saw two figures making out in the back of the mansion, who didn't look like anyone from the family. How come no one stopped them? He was going to call for Big when in the light he saw one of the faces, it was Somsak. Kinn felt a stone thumping his heart, he froze. The latter had surely not seen him as his eyes were closed. Kinn felt chill in his spine and he was frozen, if any weapon could cut his right now no blood would seep through. Surely the other person was not..Po..Por..Porsche right?

in the little light he could see very little of Somsak's face. He felt dejected, totally lost. Why was God punishing him like this? Not being able to bear the scene anymore he left the balcony and also the room. Maybe being between so many people can distract him, he thought.

"Kinn!" AS soon as he reached the mail hall, it was the one person he did not want to face yet...wait.. "Porsche! Are you coming from there?" As he was coming from a direction that was inside the house not the backyard and also.."You are wearing blue?" That's when Kinn noticed they both were wearing suits that were of the same style but different colors. "Yes! We are matching but not yet matching. It's cute na?" Porsche says flashing his 440 waltz smile. Before they could talk more "Kids, come on it's time for the ceremony. Porsche came." Honey called them and took Porsche with him and Kinn stood there grinding his teeth.

"Here comes the groom!" Tankhun says as Somsak enters, from outside. Kinn's mind was now figuring out and putting all the thoughts together. 'Somsak is coming from outside, but Porsche came from inside also the guy he was with in the backyard.....wasn't he wearing pink color.' Kinn saw red, how dare this guy cheats on Porsche and then shamelessly comes to put a ring on HIS Porsche. He looked ahead to see Porsche along with Marsh and Pete coming down the stairs where Somsak was standing putting out his arm to be held by his fiance. Kinn rushed forward and threw a punch.

"Ahh!" someone shouts but it's not important

"How dare you cheat on  Porsche. I am not letting him go for a bastard like you." Kinn raised his fist again but someone held it. "Why would he cheat on me?" Porsche said and pulled him whereas Marsh helps Somsak. "P'som is not cheating on me Kinn" He said with a stern voice. "He is Porsche. Trust me. I am not lying." Kinn's voice was begging. Thank god it was a small function with just the families or else the Theerapanyakun heir being  so sappy would have been so bad. "I am not cheating on Po. He knows me." Somsak said cockily, which earned him a nudge from his actual fiance. Tankhun winks at that, and Kittisiwat notices it. "Don't you dare utter a word you cheater." Kinn again shouts.

"I must be dommed in love. no one loves me, the ones I like always reject me some or the other way." Porsche said, fake sad. "Baby! no. You are not dommed." Kinn said, cupping his face. "I am an idiot for not realizing my feelings at the right time."

"What do you mean?" Porsche's voice was still sad, whereas everyone was holding their breath. "That means baby..I.I.." "Kinn tell fast. or again someone will take their chance." Tankhun said like an impatient person. "You what Kinn?" Porsche whispers, his face still cupped by Kinn's hand.

"I LOVE YOU. LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS LOVED YOU." Kinn yells "So don't go to weird men and stay with me. Love me again, give me a chance to prove......." He freezes as Porsche kisses his cheek and jumps in his arms. "I love you too idiot. My Kinn" Porsche told in his ears while hugging him. Kinn's hand slowly hugs him back. "You do?" 'Always did."

"Wohooooooo!!! FINALLY!!!" The shouts of their friends break the moment, so the younger tries to dis tangle himself but the elder holds tight. "Kinn!" Porsche whispers before he was let go but Kinn was till holding him by waist as the latter's hand was on his chest.

"So now can I have my engagement ceremony?" Somsak asks, his nose stuffed with tissue due to the punch. "No!" Kinn growls. "But  Kinn engagemen should happen." Porsche says pressing his lips together as Kinn makes a panicking face. "Afterall the grooms are waiting" He indicates the real couple of today's event, Somsak and Marsh. While all the elders brust out laughing. "They were getting engaged?"

"YESSSS!!" The youngsters all shout together. And if Kinn didn't leave Porsche's side the whole evening all decided the teasing is for later time. 

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Somsak and Marsh exits the stage hand in hand, and sees the 'new couple' sticking to each other with hands around each others waist.

"Congratulations guys!!" Porsche says and tries to let of Kinn's grip but couldn't. Somsak sees that and snickers "It's my engagement and you both look more of a couple than us." He comments. 

"So, my boyfriend! My couple! What's your issue?" Kinn retorts and earns a slap on his chest as his said boyfriend's cheeks turn red. 

"Boyfriend huh?? Po!!" And before Porsche can reply, Kinn beats him "Yes, boyfriend. Mine. So it will be better you call him with his full name rather that Po."

"Kinn!!" Porsche is shocked at his possesive behavior but only he was, others knew Kinn's possessiveness over the other since a long time. What they were not ready to see was the next Mafia heir pouting and complaining "But...You are mine na! Why should he call you Po?" 

Marsh pokes his fiancé "Stop teasing them Phi. Let's go meet others and the guests too." Then looks infront "Am really happy for both of you." Kinn and Porsche both smile at this.

Actually the whole engagement at the house was an setup. The real function was at a hotel, of Theerapanyakun's obviously, so now Chairat's have real guests to entertain so they go not before Somsak says "Let's go baby! But inform me about how I should call you from now on Po....rsche!!"

"Yes P'Som."

"Porsche!!!!" Kinn whines earning laugh from their siblings as he buries his face in boyfriend's shoulders as the later strokes his neck. Addressing Porsche as boyfriend really makes him feel giddy inside, feels good.

"Guys! Why do I feel they are gonna be more disgusting now than what they were all these years?" Kim says as he sees his brother feed his newly 'cousin' turned boyfriend as if picking a toothpick would break his hand.

"Come on P'Kim, Hia and P'Kinn look so cute!! Also you were with us wanting them together." Chay says, happy to see his hia happy.

"Yes my baby nong" Kim glares at this "They were pining for each other let them be. How bad could it possibly be?" Tankhun' says not knowing he is gonna regret it in near future soon.

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"Where Porsche?" Pause "Also Kinn??" Nampheung's husband asks her. "Oh come on teerak, so many years of yearning finally paid off. Let them go wherever they did" she replies.

"But...together...they?? How can you be so okay about it?" At this Nampheung whisper to her husband back "Our son is still a virgin at this age, remember what we did when we were even more young?" And winks. "But...Porsche..teerak!!!" Chayapat shutters and his wife continues to laugh.

Ken cursed his fate. He was off tonight but exchanged it with Big to give him his time with Chan and now he tries to ignore the sounds he can hear from Kinn's room. 

No doubt he is a KinnPorsche supporter but hearing them on their 'first night' as a couple is something he would like to avoid. Why was Porsche so loud with his giggles and what's with so much excitement can't even lock the door properly? He can almost make out their conversation.

Slightly comeing near the door Ken figures that the were still fully clothed so no harm to his eyes and then closes the door properly not before shivering a little at the conversation. In relation Kinn is gonna be a lot difficult to handle he can feel.

"Kinn!!" Porsche exclaims as he was pushed to the bed the second they enter the room and now Kinn was on his top caging him. Not that the younger didn't think about this particular position with two of them but can still feel the warm cheeks. "What are you doing?" 

"Whose idea was it??" Kinn asks controlling his urge to ravish Porsche's lips his life long wish, but he needs answers. "What idea?" Porsche asks like an innocent lamb.

"Baby" Porsche feel something in his stomach at the endearment "the engagement? You can't be the only one who was in this." 

The younger makes the most beautiful sound to one's ears, he giggles and cups the older's face "P'Khun. He wanted to teach you a lesson for hurting my feelings all these years." Porsche says in a teasing tone though Kinn can feel the heaviness in his chest and immediately lean forward to hug.

Porsche is startled by sudden movement but then starts to stroke his boyfriend's back listening his words "I am sorry! So sorry! I didn't want to ignore you or your feeling my Pheonix. It's just..I thought...." Kinn's voice become's heavy "Our family will never accept it..so I thought to push away my desire but..but.."

"Shh!!! Kinn it's okay" Still stroking his back and nape. "We finally found our way back to each other right?"

Kinn pulls his face back "But I almost lost you and there is nothing that scared me like this. The feeling of losing you...I would have died Porsche..I would have di.." Feels lips on his stopping his sentence. It takes him a second and then attacks the same, vigorously, and the real feeling was even better than his imagination. 

The kiss was cut off when Porsche bites his lip resulting in bleeding a little. "Am warning you, further you talked about death infront of me I'll...I'll kill you." He said shouting the last part a little.

Kinn rolls and fall on his back beside Porsche,, and turns his head "I love you." He says not above a whisper but enough for Porsche to hear.

He too turns the head, their lips almost touching "I love you too. Always have."

There was silence for few minutes as Porsche kept stroking his boyfriend's face when Kinn breaks the silence "You can kill me now, I have no regrets." Earns a glare "Don't glare at me! I reached the heaven already by getting a little taste of you." The later smirks and says feeling brave "What will happen when you get the full taste of me?" While unbuttoning Kinn's shirt.

"Nirvana!!" Kinn yells before pounching on Porsche. Soon the room is filled with grunts and moans.

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One

"Good morning everyone!!" Porsche exclaims as soon as he steps inside the dining hall followed by Kinn on his phone but doesn't go around hugging his parents or Chay.

"Good morning Hia!" Chay open his arms testing his theory as Tankhun raise an eyebrow. All see Porsche jerking his hand as Kinn firmly hold onto it, feeling the action he looks at their families and says "Sorry Chay, but am not leaving you brother or his hand till I think I have maked up for the time I missed up."

Vegas fake gagged at this and Kim yells "I told you all, they are gonna be more insufferable now." Earning a light slap from his mother "Let my babies do whatever they want." 

Nampheung says to them "That's fine but how will Porsche eat? With his left hand?" 

"I'll feed him. Is that okay baby?" Porsche nods as his face turns red, while Vegas, Kim and Macau groan. Not that the 'new' couple minded anyone, lost in their old world.

Tankhun can swear, this was the most uncomfortable breakfast of his life with constant displayed of affection and he had seen Pete with Vegas. Was it really a good ides to get Kinn and Porsche together? The older Theerapanyakun wonders as he sees his brother feeding his boyfriend and ruffling his hair.

Two

"AM NOT GOING!!" Porsche hears this nearing Korn's office. He has some papers to give but got startled by his boyfriend's shouting. The bodyguards bows to him but doesn't stop him when he tries to enter.

Upon entering he saw Korn rubbing his forehead and Kinn's face red and huffing. "Pa?!" He calls after wondering whom should he approach "Our dean gave this paperwork, some trust work related for you." Says slowly handling it to him. 

"See!" Korn points "Learn from him and be responsible. You are going to Dubai and that's final."

"I am not. Send Vegas or someone else." Kinn says again, less shouting this time. "Porsche please make him understand that this important deal needs him to be present." Korn looks hopefully at his 'son' (in-law) but before the younger say anything to Kinn he was pulled by th said person.

"Don't tell him!! My decision is final. AM NOT GOING. That is final" Stressing the last part. 

"Kinn." Porsche wishpers in a little stern tone. "My heart.." His stomach still flutters after three months of being together at the nicknames "You don't know, they are scheming something. Don't worry I'll handle this...."

The matriarch of the family enters on that moment and looks at the scene. "What are you both doing? And why does my son look so stress?" Then pulls Porsche towards her clearly stating about the son she was referring to.

"Mae! Pa wants me to go to Dubai on some stupid.." Korn grunts "meeting. And is saying no one can go in my place I have to be present there." Huffs like the same 10 year old who refused to eat without his Porsche.

"Teerak, your son is being stubborn without any reason. The meeting is important." Korn supplies knowing well that his wife can give easily to her son whines. 

"Oh my Anakinn! Tell mae what's wrong? Why do you not wanna go?" She asked as if Kinn refused to go to school and not some important work issue.

"Cause..." Porsche raises an eyebrow "Cause last time I went away you people did planning to give my heart, my life to that Somsak fellow. Thank god I was there at the proper time."

Pin drop silence. Korn went back to rubbing his forehead while the other to gaped at Kinn before busting into loud laughters.

"Oh...oh God!!! Porsche...I never..never thought" She was gasping for some oxygen in between "my tough, mafia heir Kinn can be so...foolish in love." While Kinn's boyfriend kept laughing then stops when sees him pouting a little. 

"Oh baby!!" Porsche wrapped his hand around Kinn's face cupping it. "That time no one knew about us, not even we. But now everyone knows how much we love each other. Also why would I leave you? No one can take me away from you. Got it?"

"What if Somsak comes back?" Kinn knew he was unreasonable but still asked. The older couple kept looking at their antics.

Porsche can't belief th guy he loves for so many years can be this childish that too for him. "He has Marsh now remember." And before his boyfriend can speak "Pa, he is gong to Dubai don't worry." And drags Kinn with him.

Let's just say, the farewell felt like Kinn was going on a war leaving his pregnant wife behind with no assurance of return.

Three

"Am so excited for this tour!!" Nampheung exclaimed in her phone. "We were thinking to return and I really wanted you both to visit but as my ChayChay has exams. You come, he will come next time with you." She was talking to her elder son. Porsche booked a ticket for London in all that fiasco six months back and is using it. Her kids visited only two times in last five year they were in UK.

"Yes mama! Am also excited to visit. And I'll make sure me and Chay visit together before you people move back to Thailand." Porsche says from her phone screen. "Ok Pheonix...I'll cut the call short. I need to go to the market to shop your for favorite dishes." Nampheung says.

"Mama! You'll cook?" Porsche asks with doubt. "No silly your Papa will, I can't have my kid food poisoning on the first day of his visit. No Bye."

"Bye Mama!" And call cuts, the screen goes black and on thet black screen Porsche sees his boyfriend carry a huge tray. He turns "Kinn, what's all this?" 

Kinn grins "I made the chef kake all your favorite snack and packed it nicely for our movie night." They were in the Kittisiwat house for a movie date, just the two. "But isn't it all but too much?" The younger asks.

"Better than you ordering it from fast food joints. Sometimes it's okay, but my little brother-in-law Chay.." Porsche blushes "said the frequency of food deliveries recently. So no! If we have leftovers it can be tomorrow's breakfast." 

"Since you refuse to move in with me, I have to finds way to take care of you." Kinn mumbles still upset about the fact that Porsche refused to move in the compound after Tankhun mentioned the primary reason of Kittisiwat brothers refusing to live with them after their parents went abroad. Porsche's reason "Mama Papa will come back this year only, we have to again move back them too much shifting." Though Kinn wanted to say 'Live with me for forever' he really needs to paln for that and also his Porsche is anything but not stubborn.

"So what were you talking about? Mama sounded excited." He asks setting the snacks in front. 

"Oh! She is excited. So much so, she herself went to the market."

"Market? What...." Porsche's phone ding-ed for a notification and light up infront of Kinn who could clearly see the reminder of 'Flight at 8AM tomorrow. Pack your bags' 

"Flight? Who's going were baby?" Kinn asks his boyfriend. Then it did dawn upon Porsche that he told everyone but his boyfriend about his vacation, a reason why Chay left them the house for a day. He pulled Kinn on the couch with him and grasped both his hands. 

"Actually Kinn...you know how P'Som.." Kinn's face turned a little sore on mentioning the name "and Marsh got married." He still nods, Porsche gulps.

"Yes...We were present there." Kinn said about the last weekend where they both went. 

"Ibookedticketforlondontwodaysafftertheweddingtogoawaycauseyoudon'thavefeelingsforme." Porsche says in a breathe as Kinn tries to decipher it and once he does tightens his hold on the hands "So, it's an old reminder right? You know I love you. You are my Pheonix. My everything from always. Since the start." 

"Yes I know my Kinn. You are my everything too." Kinn grins, but soon his face fell with the next words "But I thought let's visit Mama & Papa before they relocate back here." Porsche leans to hug his boyfriend's torso and caresses the big chest muscles "Sorry forgot to tell you. That's why arranged this date today." He feel Kinn nodding over his hair "We can't have date for next two weeks so..." 

"TWO WEEKS!!!" Kinn springs on the couch "No way you are leaving me for two whole weeks Porsche." 

"Someone will think you have developed separation anxiety over him" Kim's voice come "But you both have always been so disgusting for each other." He comes holding a large bag of snacks and drops it followed by "Chay has important assignment. We staying here with you." 

"No we are not so bad...right Kinn?" Porsche asks but the other chose to remain silent. "Maybe not you hia." Chay also enters the house "But P'Kinn is a total different case. No one can defend him. Am going to my room." He says as his elder brother starts teasing his boyfriend as his own boyfriend groans making Porchay laugh "Told you they were better with pining, we will suffer more." 

Well, Porsche did went to London, but not on the plane he booked but on private jet, intertwining hands with Kinn. Nampheung and Chayapat were happy to host, obviously.

Four 

"Come on, help me guys!!" Kinn asked the bunch of people infront of them. Who were already exhausted with the man. 

The thing is, Porsche's birthday is approaching ("No Kim, three months is pretty near") and as it is their first time celebrating as boyfriends, Kinn wants something special. But his sweetheart like minimalistic stuff..kinda. 

Kinn first and foremost went to his boyfriend's best friend, Pete, who suggested vacation on a private island. But Porsche would want everyone to be part of it and where's everyone they won't much alone time.

Tankhun & Vegas's idea were strict no. One suggested screening of a romantic movie while the other suggested something with chains & whips.

Tay, as much as he is a good friend thought of jewelry, which good but didn't feel right. Time, who thought with his dick said Kinn to tie himself up for Porsche, which not an bad idea but that can be an additional gift not the main one.

Finally his would-be brother-in-law (soon), came to his rescue "Why don't you sing a song, a cover, for Hia P'Kinn? Afterall P'Kim is not the only one blessed with talent in music in this family." 

And it did it for him, but now the problem is Porsche deserves words that describe his beauty inner and out. Kinn believes there ia a huge lack of songs in that case, hence his little brother helped him. ("Chay you can't threaten me!" "I can!")

When Porsche heard him sing 'A thousand years' by Christina Perri on the private dinner organized just for him and Kinn to be. He cried and ran to Kinn, eyes red, tears soaking his boyfriend's shirt. "I Love You Kinn" he said with rasped breath. "I love you too baby" Holding his face in hands "But can't see you cry. It feels like daggers in my heart."

"But this are happy tears." Porsche pouts.

"Even so, you deserve all smiles and no tears." And leaned in for a kiss which soon turned in a string of small kisses. 

"They were okay on there own, why did you have to send me oversee P'Kinn's singing arrangement?" Kim complains from the spot he was hiding thanks to his sweet kindhearted boyfriend.

"Aww!! Thay can't be so bad!" Chay tells on the phone when he receives a short video of the live update his partner is witnessing "Eww! P'Kim! It feels like I am seeing my parents kiss!!! Why did you sent me this? And please geet out of there."

"Am already heading to your room angel. I need to release some built up irritation you know." Chay blush at that "Am gonna head to the shower. Keepin the door open come fast." And the bodyguard see Kim running through the corridors fast.

Five 

'Sigh' 

'Sigh'

'Sigh'

Tankhun throws a pillow to his brother's face "This is the 100th time you sigh-ed in last half hour. Shut up!!"

"But P'Khun..."

"I know, I know, I KNOW!!! Porsche is ignoring you cause after he told you for the nth time not to buy the car you still bought it. What do you want me to do? And why don't you listen to him? Arm. Pol. Tell him. Where is my Pete? He would know how to deal with this."

"He doesn't understand! You know the way he drives to Yok's bar is shady. I bought him a car so he could the main road. Also the bike he uses is an old model, he bought it with his own money that's okay but why can't he upgarde it. Also the one's eyeing him at the bar and tryna take him to the back alley don't know that my Porsche derserves roses not some back alley."

"How come you never knew all this things before?" Tankhun was frustrated at this point. "Cause he distanced himself from me" Tankhun glares "I know my fault. I was an idiot. But I am seeing sides of Porsche he hid from from me and I want protect him. How will I understand he will accuse me for trying to control his life?" Kinn's voice deflated at the end. He could see his fault, Porsche has been traing with them since childhood, he knows how to protect himself. Also he should trust his partner.

"I get you understood your mistake." Tankhun states the obvious. Kinn nods and stands but the next moment agains falls back when something crashed his chest and then he has a lap full of his boyfriend who his hiding his face in the crook of his neck.

"Am sorry!" Porsche mutters. Kinn tightens his hold "No. My fault. I put the distance between us first and when now I thought to compensate for all the missing time without thinking about you. I am sorry. I can't stand you ignoring me." 

"Am sorry for ignoring you."

"No. Am sorry for making you angry!" He kissed the head of his boyfriend while both continue saying sorry.

"Hoi!! Get lost and take your sorry series away from my room!" Tankhun yells.

Kinn snorts at his brother and carries Porsche in bridal style "Kinn! Put me down."

"No. My baby is exhausted. He needs rest." The younger couldn't help but hide his face but the redness that went down his neck indicates his feelings to all the staff on duty.

"Can they just go one day...one day without being so disgusting!! Making me feel single." The oldest Theerapanyakun sibling said to his bodyguards while they hide a smile.

+1

"Khun Kinn, you and all need to go out while we chnage the bandage on Khun Porsche." The nurse says.

"NO! Kinn don't go! They will try to harn you again." Porsche yells holding onto Kinn's waist who sat on the bed. "No sweetheart! Am not going anywhere. Calm down." 

While Vegas glares at the nurse. "Why does my cousin need to leave? His boyfriend is injured he will not leave the room. You must be new."

"Apologies Khun, I will chnage the bandage while Khun Kinn can hold your hand." She states before any actual warth is directed at her.

What happened is Kinn decided he and Porsche should go on a double date with Vegas & Pete. They were on an high-end restaurant enjoying the date when the waiter came and spoke "Someone is happy before being the target." And tookout a gun from his vest. Pete immediately jumped into acyion followed by Vegas but the guy already shot his bullet. Porsche came in between and was hit with the shot. Kinn saw red at that, if not for the blood of his love in his hands he would have shredded the man then and there. With bare hands. 

That was yesterday. Porsche was out for almost 20 hours cause of sedatives, as the bullet hit his shoulder, the man was not good at his aim it seems. Kinn stayed the whole night beside him left the morning to change his clothes just to again return. Korn told him he can have the man who hurt their Porsche but after the investigate him, Kinn should be with his partner. Vegas and Pete, happily took that responsibility of taking out information.

"Why did you come infront Porsche?" Kinn was angry, on Porsche, on himself, on that unexperienced assassin on everything. "I couldn't let anything happen to you Kinn!" 

"What about me? What would I do without you Porsche?" He cupped the little pale cheeks "If anything was to happen to you I would have died. I can't lose you." Kinn's eyes were moist, salty water was pouring out his eyes.

"Same for me my love. I can't lose you too" Porsche was also crying. He leaned and pressed his lips on the other. 

"I love you." Kinn wishpers. "I love you too." Porsche whispers back. And again join there lips not noticing the door open and close in a sec.

"They are being disgusting again but they deserve it this time." Kim says to the gang. 

"We should warn them not to go overboard though." Vegas earns a elbow "What? It's the doctor's advice." Pete just rolls his eyes at his boyfriend.

"Though this time it's more romantic than gross right? They are having a emotional reunion sort of!" Tankhun exclaims like the fanboy he was.

All huddle and try to peek from the glass part of the door. The couple was still kissing.

"Yeah! It's cute this time." Pete says. "Aww! Hia looks happy! And...oh..oh...it's turning gross!!" Chay's tone changed as they saw Kinn dive into Porsche's left side neck and little red marks peeking out from other side. "Let's live them alone for now Khun." Arm says. As they all leave.

"Do you think they went away?" Porsche asks voice still low. "I believe the show we put on was enough." And both brust out into giggles.

"Now what?" Kinn raises his eyebrow.

"Now that no one will disturb us..."

"Hmm?"

"CUDDLES!!" And Porsche pulls Kinn to lie down beside him, resting his head, listening to heartbeat that beats for him and lulls to sleep.