Chapter 1: Prelude
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You were following something—someone.
Some kind of person, or animal, or spirit perhaps? You’re not sure.
It was difficult to make them out. They keep just leaving your view once you've felt like you caught up to them. They weaved expertly through the brush of the mountain path, swinging on vines, jumping over rocks, all while you had to push past it all on the ground.
Another presence is with you—someone familiar to you, but you couldn’t make them out in the corner of your vision. You’re not exactly sure why you both were following them; you just knew you had to. They were someone important, someone you needed to follow, talk to.
If only they weren’t so damn fast, that’d make it easier for you to catch up to them.
“Hey… hey, wait up…” you pant, out of breath from running after the stranger. “You know we can’t—huff—climb the terrain like you…”
The stranger pays no mind, still moving slowly enough to remain in your sights, but quickly enough to never let you make out who they were. You hear a low chuckle come from them, as if amused by your struggle to follow after them. You wheeze as you climb stone steps up to a cave surrounded by a waterfall. Something felt off about this waterfall, though. It looked as if something, or someone, had pulled the water away as if they were curtains hiding away the cave behind it.
Once again, you just make out the stranger as they dive deeper into the cavern.
You take a moment to catch your breath, chest heaving and wiping away the sweat gathering at the back of your neck. You stare at the entrance, filled with a strange sense of familiarity. The stranger calls to you, their voice morphed, but you can tell they’re beckoning you to follow them into the cave. Something about… wanting to show you something?
Curiosity overtakes you and you step forward towards the cave—
CRACK—BOOM!
“Gah—!” You gasp, the sudden sound making you jump away from the entrance of the—
The elevator?
You blink, rub your eyes, and then stare at the elevator. You look around, the edge of your vision still vaguely resembling a forested mountain, slowly fading away to the construction site you were standing in.
Another resounding CRACK—BOOM makes you startle and look up, now seeing the dark clouds above lighting up with lightning and rumbling with thunder. Completely different compared to the clear blue skies you saw earlier.
…
Gods dammit, it happened again.
With a heavy sigh, you rub at your eyes again and blink away the remainder of the premonition that’s too stubborn to vanish. You hurry out of the construction site, looking around to make sure no one’s watching you.
Thankfully, it seemed no one saw, or paid mind to my running around like a moron…
You carefully move through the alleys, checking your surroundings one more time. Once you’re sure you’re not being followed, you enter the more populated streets. The rain begins with a light drizzle, but you know it’ll only get heavier soon. You quietly curse yourself for not bringing an umbrella, despite your uncle telling you it was going to rain today.
Ah, well… not much you can do right now.
You hurry to the closest bus stop, standing under the glass cover, and wait for the bus to arrive. While waiting, you pull your phone out to check your location, brows furrowing at just how far you had wandered from where you were previously. Looks like you had walked several blocks further than last time.
Ugh, not this garbage again…
Pocketing your phone, you rub your temple, trying to recall just what happened before the vision started. You remember you just started to walk home after finishing an errand for Uncle Zan when you blinked and the scene suddenly changed before your eyes. A feeling of curiosity and a deep desire to climb the mountain had filled you, and then you found the golden silhouetted stranger—coaxing you to follow them. And now here you are.
They’re getting more frequent. You hop onto the bus, pay your fee, and sit closest to the door, staring out the window as the bus goes down its path. What a nuisance…
You thumb your phone, pulling it out and opening it up to your texts.
You:
Hey, I’m gonna be late getting home.
A big one happened again.
Uncle:
(ʘᗩʘ’)
Again???
That’s the third time this week alone…
You:
Yeah, and it’s getting more out of control, too.
It took a nearby lightning strike to scare me out of it.
Uncle:
Are you okay, at least?
You:
Yeah, I’m safe. Almost went down an elevator in a construction site before I snapped out of it.
Taking the bus right now, so it’ll be a minute before I get home.
Uncle:
Listen, as long as you’re safe and okay, it’s fine if you’re late
We can talk more about the visions when you get home too, ‘kay?
You:
Okay. Could you get some tea ready?
The one Sandy gave to us the other day.
Uncle:
The one that can knock you out in under a second?
You:
No, the other one.
It has a picture of a flower and a bumblebee on it.
Uncle:
AH! I found it! b( ̄▽ ̄*)
It’ll be ready by the time you get home, nibby
You:
Thanks, I appreciate it.
Pocketing your phone, you look out the window again, a soft frown playing on your lips. The bus continues for several blocks until it reaches the last stop before the loop restarts. You hop off the bus and hurry the rest of the way home to try and not get soaked to the bone from the increasing intensity of the rain.
Another few blocks and you’re close to the harbor. After two left turns and walking straight for five minutes, you're home. A small two-story house just for you and your uncle. A humble place, out of the way of the bustling inner-city, the way both you and Uncle Zan liked it.
You walk in just as a stranger steps out—most likely a client of Uncle’s—and nod politely to them as they leave. Shutting the door, you walk to the kitchen.
Sure enough, there was the uncle you’ve spent the last two years living with, carefully steeping the tea. Even though he was the youngest of the siblings on your father’s side, he was still pretty up there in years. Crows feet framing his eyes, subtle wrinkles already forming. His silver hair was as long as ever, reaching just to his upper thighs, though he always had half tied up into a bun, the rest cascading down his back in a braid.
“Hey, kiddo!” He steps over to you, patting your cheeks. “Goodness, the rain wasn’t kind to you, was it? Go on and get changed before you catch something, and we’ll talk about the vision, okay?”
Your frown turns up into a small smile. “I will, Uncle. Can you put some extra honey in my tea?”
“Of course, anything for my favorite nibbling.” He ruffles your wet hair, causing droplets to scatter about.
Your smile grows stronger, laughing softly and slapping at his hand. “I’m your only nibbling, Uncle!” You call out as you hurry up the stairs.
“Still my favorite!” You hear him shout back.
You can’t help but chuckle, shaking your head and going to change. Though the living situation was awkward starting out, you were both trying, at least. Uncle Zan’s patience was certainly something that made this a lot easier for you to get used to.
It was certainly better than when—
standing at the door with just a backpack and torn clothes
looking tired so, so tired
a gentle hand on your back,
guiding you into a house of warmth and protection
maybe
maybe you can be safe here
—you first came here.
Pushing the thoughts away, you change into more comfortable, warm clothing. No time to linger on the past, at least not right now. You have some vision nonsense to discuss. Skipping down the stairs, you go back into the kitchen, taking the offered mug and sitting at the dining table with Uncle Zan.
“So—” he taps at his mug, nodding to you, “—what was it this time?”
“About the same as the other two from this week, almost?” You blow at the tea, taking a small sip. “They’ve been one of those ‘acid trip visions,’ ya know?”
“Ah, those are always fun,” Uncle’s tone drips with playful sarcasm. It makes you smile. “Can you describe it? The feelings, the scene, all of it.”
“Well…” You hum, “it was some kind of mountain path, I think? Forested, uneven ground, all that. I was following someone again. I couldn’t tell if it was a person or some kind of spirit or even an animal guide—they kept running out of my view—but I knew I had to follow them.” You take another sip of your tea, allowing the hot mug to warm your hands. “They wanted to show me something, take me somewhere. I knew that much, but didn’t know why. I ended up at the entrance of a cave that was surrounded by a waterfall this time.”
“Hmm…” Uncle Zan rubs his chin, looking over you, then off to the side. His eyes glimmer as he thinks aloud, “An obvious omen, but whether it’s a good or bad one remains to be seen.”
“I mean—I didn’t feel afraid of the person guiding me, so I guess a good one?” You sigh, leaning back in the chair. “I don’t know what they want to show me, though. I keep snapping out of it before I end up following them more. The first time, it was guiding me past some kind of hotlands with lava rivers…”
He nods along, saying, “And then through an abandoned, overgrown village… and now the waterfall cave.” He looks thoughtful, brow furrowing, before looking back at you. “It’s very possible this person is telling you to go somewhere, to meet them or someone else. For what reason, I’m not sure.”
You inwardly cringe. Based off your knowledge of your culture’s history and folklore, the signs from these visions point to only one person you can think of that either you or some other person is supposed to meet. And you’re not exactly willing to accept the former as the truth.
After all, why you, of all people?
Because it wasn’t you, obviously.
Circumstances are, you’re far too mediocre to be part of a future like that. You were clearly experiencing a vision that was destined for a person better fitting for the role. Perhaps you were even helping guide someone else to meet with… him.
Your stubborn mind set in its ways, you offer, “Is it… possible I was looking through someone else’s eyes?”
“It is! We’ll have to see, but until then…” Zan leans forward in his chair and gestures to you. “Those kinds of premonitions have been happening more often—we can’t always rely on loud noises or someone else to snap you out of them… do you have methods to get yourself out of those bigger ones? So you don’t end up wandering into somewhere dangerous again when alone.”
“Ah—not really. It happens so quickly, it’s difficult to snap myself out of it.” You rub at your neck, looking away from him and opting to stare at your tea instead. “The smaller ones are a bit easier, but the bigger ones… not so much.”
“Okay, how about this,” he reaches across the table and taps his finger against your hand for your attention. “A checklist for yourself to let you stay here, in the moment, rather than fade into the feeling of the vision.”
He gestures around, saying, “A thing I’ve noticed when experiencing stronger ones is the smell rarely changes and so does your touch, at least at the start. So when you feel the start of one of those visions—take in the surrounding area by touching something and focusing on it, or a particular smell around you. The mug, the table, the smell of your tea, for example.”
You nod quietly, making sure to bookmark it for future practice when it happens again. “The sounds… I think I remember them slowly but surely fading away, too…”
“Ah—yes! Almost forgot about the sound, as well. That’s usually the quickest to fade and hardest to latch onto when doing reality checks.” He sighs, his fingers tap-tap-tapping against the table. “It’s a tough thing to master… so while you’re putting it to practice, I think you should start carrying more things with you for safety.”
Uncle gets up and steps away for a minute, suddenly full of energy. “So! With Sandy’s help, I’ve been preparing a few things!” You hear him rummaging about and lean in your chair to try and see just what in the hell he was getting, before you see him come back with a box and place it on the table.
You blink, taking in the contents inside. “Uncle Zan… what is all this?”
“Protection!” He proudly presents what looks like a car alarm button? “This is connected to both Sandy’s phone and my phone. All you have to do is press it, and we’ll be alerted and can come running if your visions get out of control again! I also have a taser powerful enough to stun a few demons, smoke bombs, flash bombs, pepper spray, on the go wards…” He pulls out the items as he lists them off, going into intense detail on how they work and how to activate them, while you let him ramble on.
You can’t exactly blame him for his paranoia. Uncle Zan was a shut-in, had more control over his own visions, and that made him an even bigger target than you. A clairvoyant more in control of their visions would be more valuable than one who can barely control them.
You, on the other hand, went out regularly for your freelance work, helping out Zan, and to visit Sandy. You were also prone to those stronger premonitions occurring more often. And of course, that also made you susceptible to accidentally run into demons who want a taste of said premonitions. Back home especially.
I’m just lucky it hasn’t happened here as often… or the demons that I do run into don’t cause me any trouble.
…
“Hey, Uncle…”
“Hm?” He pauses in his organization of the self-defense items.
“Is this…” you gesture around you, “is this clairvoyant shit ever gonna get easier? It—it just feels like they’re getting worse, more out of control.” You rub at your arm, thumbing one of the older scars left behind from a particularly nasty demon. “I feel like I’m grasping at sand at this point. I keep trying to not let these visions control me, but it turns into me bashing my head against a wall.”
If only Dad was able to teach me something past the basics before he died…
Uncle Zan looks at you, brow furrowing. He sighs, scooting his chair to be next to you. He opens his arm in a quiet offering, and you scoot closer, leaning against his side whilst he wrapped his arm around your shoulders. He pulls you into a side-hug with a squeeze. You close your eyes, slowly exhaling.
“It will. Slowly, but surely, it’ll get easier.” He takes your head and gently bumps his forehead with yours. “I didn’t have the words for all this when I was your age, nor did I have a teacher of my own. But with my experience, I can at least try to make things easier for you.”
He closes his eyes, sighing, “I know we have different lifestyles… so some of my tactics won’t work for you. And I know I won’t be anything like your dad in teaching you, but… I’ll do my best for you.”
Your brow knits downward. You huff, saying, “I know I’m not—exactly making this easier, being the trouble-seeker I am—”
“Such as actively making deals with demons for protection, despite your desire to avoid them?”
The jest makes you sputter a laugh. You unconsciously rub your arm as you say, “Yeah, yeah, like that. Look… I learned to be careful with my wording for those kinds of deals.”
You had to learn, otherwise you wouldn’t even be here right now.
“I only joke, nibby,” he chuckles, patting your shoulder. “I, too, have had to make deals with demons for protection. But never mind that, you were saying?”
You continue to say, “And with me being here, in a new setting, not back home—it’ll be easier. No demons know who or what I am right now, so it works out well enough.” You look at him, seeing a small hint of disappointment in his eyes. “I’m being careful, Uncle. As careful as I can be without turning into a shut-in. I know it worked for you, but… it’s not what I want.”
I tried that already, and it’s not for me.
“I know, nibby, I know…” He pets your hair, carefully combing out the tangles he finds. “I trust you to know what you’re doing. And I trust you to tell me or Sandy if anything happens—or if there’s something on your mind.”
You smile, your shoulders easing down from their hunched state. “And I trust you to teach me all you know about controlling these visions of mine.”
“Always for my favorite nibbling.” He ruffles your hair as he backs off and scoots the self-defense items towards you. “You don’t have to take them all, but at least take a few, to put both our minds at ease.”
You relent by taking some flash and smoke bombs, as well as the taser. “Alright, alright.” You grab the alarm for good measure as well. “I’ll take this too in case the visions get bad again.”
Uncle Zan nods in approval, putting the rest of the items back into the box. “I’ll check the wards to make sure they’re still good. Do you want to order out today?”
“Sure, I’ll buy.” You pull your phone out and start flipping through the restaurants that offer take-out while Uncle walks away. Though the thoughts of these bothersome premonitions linger, you’re able to ignore it enough to let you enjoy a nice night of watching bad American movies and eating takeout with your uncle.
Unfortunately, sleep didn't come easy that night. You spent a good few hours trying to find a comfortable position to lay in to coax the sleep, only to fail. Memories of the visions playing in your mind keep coming back to you, almost beckoning you to go, find him. But you keep stubbornly pushing them away.
There’s no need for you to go find him. It’s not you in those visions. You’re wholly convinced it’s not.
You open your eyes and look at your clock. Five in the morning. Again. You groan, rubbing your face and getting up to go make some of that sleepy-time tea Sandy gave you.
You’ve had enough of this premonition nonsense. You moved here to get away from it, not be bombarded by endless visions of whatever future meeting you’re determined to not let happen. There’s no reason why you’d have to find them. It’s not even you that needs to find them; shut up and go away, visions.
You let the tea steep, staring at the mug with a frown.
You don’t understand why you’re receiving premonitions that don’t involve you at this point. Going to meet the Great Sage? You’re no moron. You may be more stubborn than a bull, but you know your history, and you can read the signs in your visions moderately well. You just hated experiencing them.
Besides, why would you need to see a monkey who’s been gone for half a millennium? Who’s to say he’ll be coming back in this generation? Maybe it’ll be the next, or some other generation long after you. All in all, these visions seem so very… far-fetched.
You stare at the light reflecting off the tea, fingers trailing along the rim of the mug. Quietly cleaning up the kitchen to not wake Uncle Zan, you head back to your room to drink your tea. Once you’ve finished, you lay in bed, quietly staring at the ceiling. It only takes a minute or two until you’re lulled to sleep.
The first sight you’re met with in your dreams is the golden silhouetted stranger—the Great Sage, calling for you to follow him. All while you defiantly stand still and watch him disappear into the brush of the mountain path.
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None of it really stopped there. Because why would it? That’d make things easy, and it feels like the Universe is hellbent on making you experience these visions that had nothing to do with you.
You spent these weeks going about your usual routine of helping your uncle with his business. Delivering herbs, teas, and other such remedies to different parts of town, or scheduling appointments for him. You had to purchase a new pair of reflective sunglasses—after your old ones broke during a particularly violent premonition—to hide your eyes. Can’t have people seeing it, because that means inevitably demons will see it too.
…
Okay, maybe you shouldn’t call your uncle such a paranoid mess, since you’re also going through lengths to make sure you stay hidden without becoming a shut-in. While the hiding part is easy, something you’ve had to learn through intense trial and error, it was the premonitions that were the hard part. You could never know when one would come or even what type it would be.
One moment you could have a small premonition of a meeting, or a feeling; and the next you’re sucked into a large premonition that causes you to wander to the other side of the damn city. Now, as time passes, all the visions are becoming harder to maintain, even the small ones. Like an unstoppable force trying to budge an immovable object, the visions just keep forcing you to experience them while you try to stubbornly refuse it.
You sigh, adjusting your sunglasses and walking down the street towards Sandy’s boat. Uncle wanted some fruits and vegetables delivered to him. Both so he could eat them, but also make them into tea. Spending time with Sandy always helped relax you, hence why you were more than willing to be the one to deliver the care package to him.
Besides, it’s been a minute since you’ve seen Sandy, and you missed chatting with him. More like gossiping or… honestly complaining about this vision nonsense, but he always had a great listening ear.
You smile as you climb up the ramp onto his boathouse, several of his therapy cats rushing to greet you with happy meows and rubbing against your legs. You bend down momentarily to pet a few, before you start the workout of carefully stepping past and over the abundance of cats.
“Sandy!” You call out as you reach the entrance to his home. “I’m here!”
“Teacup!!” Sandy bursts through the door and lifts you up into a hug. Though the abrupt contact was a shock, you can’t help but laugh. Sandy, ever the gentle giant, made sure not to squish you too hard, and carefully set you down. “How have you been?”
“I’ve been alright,” you hold up the basket and grin. “Uncle wanted me to give these to you.”
He happily takes the basket, stepping aside and saying, “Oh, perfect! I was just about to start processing some blends! Care to join me?” He gestures deeper into his home in offering.
You smile, stepping into his threshold. “Of course, I’d love to.”
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“Aaaand I think that’s everything,” you grumble, sipping your tea. Your time helping Sandy make his tea batches very quickly turned into you (ranting) talking about the visions that you’ve been having these past several weeks. He, meanwhile, did all the work while you did a menial amount of it and rambled on. Thankfully, he didn’t seem to mind.
With the batches being dried out now, it left you with more time to chat and finish your story, hence why you’re now residing in his living room and sipping on one of his many homemade tea blends.
“Wow,” Sandy says quietly. He takes one of his many cats off his lap to stand. “That’s a lot, teacup. Are you sure you don’t need some of my de-stressing tea to take home?”
“You have no idea,” you groan, laying back onto the sofa. “I promise I don’t need it. Or—well—at least not right now. If I need it in the future, I’ll let you know.” You wave for him to go and say, “I'm sure your first batch is done drying out. You can go check on it, I’ll be alright.”
“Of course, of course.” He stops by your side to pat your head. “I only offer because you look exhausted… If you don’t want any de-stress tea, why not wash your face and freshen yourself up while I go to check on the batches?”
You hum, looking at the cat that was not laying on your stomach. She did not look like she wanted to move, but freshening up felt nice, especially since you weren’t able to before leaving home today. “Alright. Get off, Patchy.”
Patchy meows in protest when you sit up, but she moves anyway. She doesn’t hesitate to get back onto the soda when you stand to take your spot, much more content to take your body heat from the sofa. While Sandy leaves for his tea-making room, you head to the bathroom.
You wash your face and sigh, staring at the sink as your hands grip either side.
Uncle said it’d get easier with time…
But it just feels like time is something I don’t have.
You lift your head, looking at your reflection and—
someone else was in the bathroom with you.
The silhouette of the last person you wanted to see was there. You couldn’t make out much of his appearance aside from the fur and tail, the vision was so distorted and wobbly it was difficult to make out anything else in the silhouette. Despite wanting to deny the truth of it, logically, you knew you couldn’t ignore that you were—once again —having a vision with Sun Wukong in it.
You blink, and he’s still standing there. You inhale, catching the smell of the ocean outside, feel the sink as you grip onto it. This wasn’t one of your stronger visions, from what you can see, the bathroom is still clearly here and not fading away into a different scene.
You whirl around, expecting him to go away once you do, but he’s still there, leaning close to you. Uncomfortably close.
“Ah—!”
He laughs, running out of the room. You hear their voice, much clearer now, calling out to you, “Keep up, firecracker!” The nickname felt familiar, despite you never hearing it until now. “I wanna show you something!”
You hurry after him, nearly falling down the stairs as you do. “Hey—hey, wait!” You see him pausing at the front door, turning to face you as you reach out to him. “What do you—?”
“Teacup!” Sandy’s booming voice snaps you out of the vision.
You blink, the silhouette of the Monkey King now gone with only a few remaining golden particles floating about, and turn to look at Sandy.
“What happened? I heard you talking to someone—” He looks you over to make sure you are alright, then looks you in the eye. “Again?”
“Yeah. A simple one this time, thankfully…” You rub your face, looking back at the door, then at Sandy. “It was a uh—golden silhouette of a person. Hard to make out because it kept—warping and moving, but it looked like they had messy hair, and had a kind of masculine voice.”
You choose to leave out the details of whom the person was, not wanting Sandy to make a big deal of it.
You scratch your head, closing your eyes and huffing. “Called me ‘firecracker,’ too. I’ve never heard the nickname before then, but at the same time—it felt familiar…” You look down, then back to Sandy. You didn’t like hiding information from him, but you also didn’t want this to become bigger than it actually was.
The more people that know this, the more likely it’ll be to come true… you knew that all too well.
Sandy brushes your hair from your face. “Maybe it’s talking about some future meeting?” He offers, stroking his beard thoughtfully. “It’s possible. But, if I know one thing about these premonitions from Zan, it’s not a good idea to jump to conclusions just yet.”
You sigh, your shoulders slumping. Not what you wanted to hear, even if it was logical and made sense. “Yeah,” you mumble, brushing another stray hair from your face.
Tilting his head, Sandy looks you over, his brows furrowed in clear worry for you. His bear twitches as he lets out a breath and pats your shoulder. “Hey, hey, no need to look so glum! You’ll get the hang of these visions, teacup, that I know. You know why I know that?”
You look at him, raising a brow. “Why?”
“Because you’re being taught by the best clairvoyant out there!” He says proudly, planting his hands on his hips. “Who is also the best therapist out there!”
“He’s the only clairvoyant you know, and the only therapist you know, Sandy,” you deadpan, but your voice is too light for it to have any real bite to it.
He just laughs, his head thrown back and the sound echoing throughout his boathouse. “Even so! He’s great! And I know for a fact he won’t let you handle this all on your own.” He pats your back now, his eyes shining as he smiles at you. “And you know I’m here if you ever need any help or just some tea to get those nerves in check, alright?”
It’s your turn to laugh now, stepping closer and bumping your shoulder against Sandy’s arm. “Thanks… well, I should get going.” You stretch and heave a sigh. “Unless there’s any tea deliveries you need me to do for you? It’s the least I can do.”
“Hmm, actually…” He strokes his beard thoughtfully. “Actually—yeah! Yeah! Hold on a moment, teacup.” He steps away momentarily, returning not long after with a tin case. “If you don’t mind, could you actually deliver these to a friend of mine? I haven’t seen him in a few years due to… well, my anger issues kinda made it an unsafe environment for his son…”
He clears his throat and looks at you. “I need to get my own delivery done, so if you don’t mind, could you pass these onto him?”
“Sure, I don’t mind,” you say as you take the tin case. “Who is he?”
“His name’s Pigsy! Dear old friend of mine—runs a shop called Pigsy’s Noodles,” Sandy says. He writes down an address and hands it to you. “It’s in the restaurant district of the city, not too far from here.”
You nod, taking the paper now to look at the address. “Alright, I can do that and let you know it was delivered.” You look at him now. “How long is this delivery of yours gonna take? Uncle said he wanted to get some of that peach tea blend whenever it’s done.”
“Oh, this won’t take too long!” He walks you to the door as he says, “You can let him know, he and Auntie will be getting their tea the minute I get back from this delivery. It shouldn’t be any longer than a week or two.”
“Got it.” You step closer to give him a goodbye hug (as he loves to give before parting ways), then begin making your way down the ramp. “Stay safe, Sandy!”
“You too, teacup!” He calls to you as he waves you off.
You wait until he walks back onto his boat to heave a sigh and rub your face. Alright, just deliver a care package to someone else now, and you can go see if Uncle needs any help with his deliveries. Though he usually hires people to do that, you’d rather him not have to spend so much money on such a thing. Besides, as the one who doesn’t like staying cooped up inside all the time, you liked the exercise.
With a goal and a destination, you begin your trek to the restaurant known as Pigsy’s Noodles. Hopefully, a long bus ride and walk can help you calm your mind.
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It was a twenty-minute bus ride and a quick walk to the restaurant from Sandy’s boat, and even that length of time wasn’t enough to calm your racing thoughts about these premonitions.
While Uncle Zan’s advice was helpful, it still wasn’t enough to stop them from coming. It also doesn’t help that you feel as though your curiosity is making more visions come to you. If you could call it curiosity, even. You’re more just wanting to understand why you’re having premonitions of you or—no, it’s not you, it’s someone else meeting the Great Sage.
You have no reason to meet him, so it’s definitely another person. Even so, you’re not sure why anyone else would. It’s been moderately peaceful for the past half-millennia or so, and you’re sure he’s probably still keeping an eye out to make sure nothing big happens, so why? Why watch through someone else’s eyes so often? Do you need to find the person who’s supposed to meet him?
Too many questions that make you curious. And your curiosity has only brought more trouble than it was worth—
You jump back as a giant cicada suddenly flies past you. It was huge —about the size of your entire hand. It stops, hovering in midair, and turns to you. The beauty of it was enchanting, from its white-gold body to its iridescent colored wings. It turns away from you and flies off.
Is that…?
You blink, shaking your head and trying to do your reality check and stop the vision. But as you’re about to, you feel something jump onto your shoulder and launch past you. The silhouette of a little monkey runs after the cicada, turning to you and waving happily at you, before it chases the bug.
Hold on—what?
You’re overcome with a desire—a need to follow them, and feel your feet moving before you know it. You hurry down the road, chasing after the little monkey and golden cicada. You come up to a restaurant, watching the bug and monkey going inside.
You peek inside, catching sight of a young man—maybe a year or two older than you. Neatly combed hair and round, gold-rimmed glasses. He’s saying something to someone, but his words are garbled. You’re not really paying attention to it anyway, watching the cicada fly around the dining area, the monkey running past and into the back of the restaurant.
The cicada flutters around you and towards the young man, who is—
“Are… you alright?”
—now staring at you.
Notes:
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Fun fact: "Nibbling" is the gender-neutral term to refer to a niece/nephew, so Uncle Zan's nickname for Reader is "nib" or "nibby."
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Chapter 2: Meeting
Chapter Text
You blink, shaking your head. The cicada from the vision was gone. The only thing left were the remnants of its aura, slowly, slowly fading away.
“Uh—yeah, s—sorry—” You feel your face burning up with embarrassment, quickly bowing in apology to him. “I… thought I saw a bug fly in—but it was probably just a trick of the eye. Sorry.”
You move to leave, but see the sign “Pigsy’s Noodles” and it makes you stop. Fuck. You’re supposed to be here anyway. It’s fine—you’ll just deliver the care package to Sandy’s friend and leave. Easy.
You hear the young man say, “Oh, it’s quite alright.” He waves a hand at you, also looking around to see if he can find whatever bug you mentioned. You notice the proprietor—whom you safely assume is Mr. Pigsy—also look around for it. Once they both find nothing, the young man gives a shrug, saying, “Guess it flew out, ah well.” He then turns to his noodles and slurps them up, while Mr. Pigsy glances at you and goes back to work.
You sit down on the stool and rub at your temples, trying to calm the flush taking over your face. Now you look like a complete fool just staring at some stranger. Thank the gods you had your sunglasses on, so he didn’t see your eyes.
That would’ve made a lot more trouble than it was worth.
You hear Mr. Pigsy say he’ll be with you in a moment as he works tirelessly at his cooking station. You look up, watching him to try to forget that horrifically embarrassing moment. The way he handles a wok is inspiring, to say the least, you can’t help but stare as he expertly tosses ingredients in.
You breathe, feeling your blush calm as you take out the tin case that was Sandy’s care package and wait patiently for Mr. Pigsy to finish making an order for a customer. It doesn’t take him long before he’s turned to you once again, giving you his full attention. He snorts, taking in your scent. He tilts his head curiously, as if he smelled something from you, before he shakes his head and nods to you in greeting.
He offers a smile and says, “Alright—welcome to Pigsy’s Noodles! What can I get for ya?”
“Ah—well, I’m not here to eat, actually.” You slide the tin case across the counter to him. “Sandy wanted to send his regards, but couldn’t bring it himself because of work. So I’m just delivering it for him.”
That makes Mr. Pigsy blink in surprise at you, “Huh! Now there’s a name I haven’t heard in a while. Never thought a guy like Sandy woulda’ made a friend like you. No offense, kid.” He takes the package from you and sets it off to the side. He takes the order of a customer sitting in the outside dining area before nodding to you, an indication he’s listening.
“None taken, sir. He’s a real sweetheart.” You smile softly. Though small talk wasn’t your strong suit, you offer some of it out of politeness. “He spoke very fondly of you. You two must have a lot of history.”
“Hold on, hold on— Sandy? A sweetheart?” Mr. Pigsy turns to look at you like you just told the weirdest joke he’s ever heard. “We sure we're talkin' about the same Sandy?”
“Tall blue man with orange hair, very muscular, prayer beads around his neck, owns a ship on the harbor?”
He hums, “Huh… yeah.”
You watch Mr. Pigsy knead the dough and bend it to his will. No matter how many times you see people pull noodles, you’ll never get over just how enchanting it looks, especially with how Mr. Pigsy handles his ingredients.
You tell him, “You’re probably remembering him before he went to therapy. My uncle has been helping him with his anger issues for the past couple years. I met him about… a year ago or so.”
When I almost took his boat for a joyride to who knows where in one of my premonitions. But you don’t say that.
Mr. Pigsy gives a small grunt in response. “Man, it’s really been a while since I talked to him.” The way he says that indicates it’s clearly been a long time since he last spoke to Sandy. Going off what Sandy had said, he hasn’t seen Mr. Pigsy in a while due to his anger issues.
He sounds so fond of Sandy, though. It gives the feeling of a good friendship that turned complicated, especially with a child in the fray.
“I’m sure he’d love you calling to check in with him.” You give him a small smile, looking down at your phone. You felt like you were starting to scrape at the bottom of the barrel for conversation topics now, so probably best to try to skedaddle while you have a chance. With this particular delivery finished, you could probably get a bit of shopping done while you’re in this part of the city and head home—
Mr. Pigsy’s voice pulls you out of your thoughts, “And what about you? You from around here? I don’t remember seein’ your face before.”
You try to ignore the man with the glasses side-eyeing you as you look up at Mr. Pigsy. “Huh? Oh, ah—kind of.” You fidget with your phone, setting it down to pay attention to him. No need to be rude. You clear your throat, trying not to sound awkward as you talk, “I live near the harbor with my uncle. He’s a, uh, a therapist. Helps people with their issues, and all that. Also taught me a lot. I don’t really—eat at restaurants a lot, mostly takeout, so that’s probably why you never saw me around.”
“Haha, makes sense. You probably met my boy, then, if you ordered delivery from here.” Mr. Pigsy throws his ingredients into the wok and tosses it, mixing them all together while keeping an eye on the broth. “Well, you’re always welcome here at Pigsy’s Noodles should you ever—”
“Ahem, oh Pigsy, my dear friend!” The conversation is interrupted as the man with the glasses pushes his empty bowl away. “Could I perhaps get a refill of your finest biangbiang noodles for your favorite customer, if you’d be so kind?”
“More like my most loathsome freeloader!” Mr. Pigsy huffs, his once friendly demeanor now sizzling away to displeasure towards the man. “You can get your noodles once you pay your tab, Tang.”
You blink, having to do a double take towards the young man. Tang??
Tang gasps, putting a hand to his chest in an over dramatic fashion. “You’re planning to starve your customers? Not a very good business practice, my friend.”
“I feed my customers who pay for their damn food. Unlike you, who keeps putting them on a tab that shouldn’t even exist!” Mr. Pigsy turns to you with a look of exhaustion, most likely tired of Tang’s antics. “Don’t mind him. You’re fine to leave unless there’s anything else you need.”
You take your phone and stand from the stool. “Ah, it’s okay, sir. I should get going—stuff to do and all that. Have a good day.” You quickly leave, feeling eyes bore into your back as you hurry out. Once you’re about a block away from the restaurant, you’re able to breathe, rubbing at your face.
Okay, so first your visions demand you to find the person to go meet the Great Sage, and now it leads you to a reincarnation of the Golden Cicada—Tang Sanzang specifically. The little monkey gave that away, but you’re not sure why it vanished deeper into the restaurant rather than linger around Tang.
Just what the actual fuck are your visions trying to drag you into?
You know what? No. You’re not being dragged into this, you just happened upon it. You’ll just—keep doing what you’re doing. There’s no need to get involved in whatever the fuck is going on with that. It has nothing to do with you, anyway. You’ll also keep that particular premonition to yourself for now, and tell Uncle Zan about it another day. Maybe.
Why bother anymore, anyway? It’s not your future, so it’s not your problem.
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Tang waits to make sure the stranger was out of earshot before he looks over at Pigsy. “You didn’t see a bug come in, did you?”
“It would’ve been dead the second it invaded the premises,” Pigsy says, a certain shine flashes across his eye as he grips his ladle. “But no, I didn’t.” He glances to the doorway where the stranger left, a small huff leaving him. “Bit of an oddball, that one. Doesn’t seem like a bad person, though.”
Tang hums, slurping up the broth. Something about the stranger felt… off. Not in a bad way, of course! It simply felt as though there was a reason behind their sudden burst into the restaurant. And then becoming clearly embarrassed by said burst—as if it was a completely unintended action by them.
While he isn’t an expert at reading people, he did notice how they act. Their movements are calculated, yet graceful. The way they talk is careful, polite. And it’s obvious they didn’t like attention on them; comparing how they spoke about that Sandy fellow and then about themselves. He couldn’t help but feel a little bad at their growing discomfort. Hence, why he decided to step in to try to pull attention away.
He taps a little rhythm against the side of his noodle bowl, staring out the door where the stranger hurried out.
A curious person, indeed. He wonders if he’ll be able to properly meet them?
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You were more than fine with accepting whatever is going to happen was not your problem. Now if only your fucking visions could accept it. Because they seem very keen on trying to make it your concern.
For the next week alone, you’re entranced into a scene of following the golden cicada and the little monkey all the way to Pigsy's Noodles. Each time at the end of if, you’re caught staring at Tang, having to bow in apology and quickly excuse yourself. And the week after that is more visions of the Great Sage talking to you, telling you things that you stubbornly block out. Then the third week is a bombardment of both the premonitions. The golden cicada and little monkey guiding you to Pigsy's Noodles, or the Great Sage talking to you.
It very quickly becomes too much for you to take, an endless barrage of visions that won’t leave you be and keep making you run around and look like a fucking fool. As if this was some joke the gods were pulling on you.
During that time… Uncle Zan was uncharacteristically quiet. Sure, he talked about his clients and told funny stories. But he stopped making any mention of the research on your premonitions, around the same time they started yanking you around everywhere. It wouldn’t make you so paranoid about it if he had confronted you, but he’s said nothing. You don’t know if that means he’s waiting for you to say something, or is quietly doing more research.
With that added onto said visions yanking you around everywhere, you were starting to get at the end of your rope of patience with all of this.
By the twelfth time you’re back at Pigsy's Noodles after being yanked around by your visions, you almost scream in frustration at it all, but manage to hold it back. Tears of anger and embarrassment burn in the corners of your eyes, and you’re forever thankful your sunglasses are hiding them. Your hands clenched into fists, nails digging into your palms as you have to bow yet another apology to Tang for being caught staring at him, then turn to leave.
“Wait!” He calls to you, causing you to pause and look at him. “Please, I’d like to have a chat with you, if you’d indulge me?”
You want to say no and that you have things to do and try to never come back here. But the politeness beaten into you makes you walk over and sit in the booth he occupied, taking the opposite side. You don’t remove your sunglasses, still trying to get the angry tears to go away.
“I’ve just noticed you’ve been coming here an awful lot and don’t really—you know—come in to eat or chat!” He adjusts his glasses and takes his bowl of noodles. “And—well—forgive me if this is forward, but I also catch you staring at me every time you come here.” He holds up a hand before you can apologize and laughs, “It’s alright, by the way. It doesn’t really bother me, I’m just more curious why.”
Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Mr. Pigsy giving the both of you a look of anticipation, raising his chin as if to better hear or see what was going on.
You bite your lip. You can’t exactly say why. Reincarnation of the Golden Cicada or not, you don’t want information getting out about yourself. While you know it’ll happen eventually, you’re determined to keep you being a clairvoyant a secret as long as you can. Lest you want your security—and by extension your uncle—to be jeopardized.
What to do, what to do…
You notice the books and scrolls set about on the table. Might as well take a shot in the dark. “I—ah—pardon me, sir. It’s just—” you fidget with your bag, zipping and unzipping the front pocket. “It’s… well, I’ve heard a bit about you and have been wanting to meet you officially, but… kind of get cold feet at the end of it and chicken out.”
“Oh, you have??” He perks up, smiling at you and tapping fingers against his bowl. Mr. Pigsy’s mouth has now fallen agape.
You nod to the books and scrolls neatly seated beside him. “You’re a historian, aren’t you? Uh—not to assume, it just looked as though—”
“Hah, don’t worry, you’re quite right!” Tang beams at you, taking some books and laying them out to show off. “I’ve collected and studied many texts from both our recent and ancient history. You could say it’s a very beloved hobby of mine.”
You could tell by the look on his face he didn’t fully believe you, but didn’t want to say it outright to be polite. So he rolled with it and let you have an out. Which is… oddly kind of him to do for a stranger he knows nothing about.
Either way, I won’t be looking a gift horse in the mouth.
Nonetheless, to repay his kindness, you lean forward and look over the books, before looking at him. “So—what specific part are you studying right now?”
As if you just gave him a cart full of gold bars, his eyes shine and smile grows stronger. “Well, I’ve actually found myself very drawn to the lore of the Monkey King, Sun Wukong.”
Ah. Tang. Interested in Sun Wukong. Yeah, you really should’ve seen that coming. That’s most likely why your visions have forced you to come here. You nod, giving him an encouraging smile. “The Great Sage? I don’t blame you, he’s pretty popular in our history.”
“Of course he is! He’s the reason that we were able to thrive as a society by defeating so many demons who wished to bring harm to us!” Tang’s movements are wide and full of excitement, but careful enough to knock over his books or anything onto said books. “Why, if it wasn’t for him, we would either end up as slaves to the demons or possibly not even exist!”
You would have ended up as the demon’s snack, if we’re gonna go that route… meanwhile, Uncle and I would’ve definitely been enslaved. Neither option is fun, really.
You subconsciously rub at your wrist, forcing a chuckle. Though his enthusiasm was endearing, the topic of demonic enslavement left a sour taste in your mouth. You choose not to make mention of it, instead saying, “It’s also admirable how much growth he’s gone through, as well. Immortal or not, you have to give him credit where it’s due.”
“Exactly! And of course, it wasn’t just because of some wake-up call he had. The Great Monk Tang Sanzang took him as a disciple, and that truly helped kick-start the growth.” Tang flips through one of the books, presenting it to you. “His dedication to teaching these demons how to repent for their misdeeds is what really made the Monkey King prosper.” He stops suddenly, looking at you. “Oh—but look at me, ranting on without even introducing myself properly! My name is Tang, it’s a pleasure to officially meet you.”
You politely bow your head and offer your own name to him. “It’s nice to meet you, too, Tang.” You look over the text presented to you, skimming only a few paragraphs before turning your attention back to Tang. “If I may—you’re clearly dedicated to your work and also deeply enjoy it. It’s admirable.”
“Well, what can I say?” He chuckles as he cleans his glasses with his scarf. His shoulders are hunched up, more so out of bashfulness than anything, whilst a small hint of pink dusts his cheeks. “A history major to the end, my mother likes to say. Now, if I may—would you allow me to treat you to a bowl? It’d be my pleasure to discuss more on the history of the Monkey King and his adventures.”
You chew the inside of your lip. While you wanted to say no and leave, it’s not like you had anything better to do. Besides, maybe if you can get some information about the Great Sage, maybe it’ll make it easier to find out who’s supposed to meet him. And then you can shove that person in his direction and get back to trying to reclaim some semblance of the life that was taken from you years ago.
“You don’t have to, Tang. If anything, I should treat you.” You adjust your sunglasses and wring your hands together. A nervous tick you couldn’t get rid of no matter how hard you tried. “For the trouble of—constantly just coming here and staring at you like a weirdo.”
“Oh, that’s water under the bridge at this point.” Tang waves his hand to you, giving you a smile that’s full of genuine kindness. “Buuuut… I won’t deny a free meal being offered to me.”
The playfully sly tone makes you sputter a small laugh. “Okay, sure.” You reach into your bag and hand him some money. “I’m not picky, so you can surprise me with the dish.”
“Sure thing!” Tang takes the offered money and gets up to go speak with Mr. Pigsy, allowing you time to breathe and think. At least somewhat. You do overhear Mr. Pigsy talking to someone different—sounds like some teenager—as you reach into your bag and pull out your deck. You don’t really pay attention to their conversation, but you can make out something about the teen taking too long to deliver a few orders or something like that.
He really is just like his previous incarnation. Kindhearted and probably a bit naive.
Now, let’s see here…
You pull out a single card, taking a slow breath and tapping your finger on it. It’s been way too long since you’ve used these bad boys for a reading. Hopefully they can provide some insight on what you can do with this whole situation.
You glance up as you watch a boy walk out from the back. As suspected—he had to have been in his late teens, maybe eighteen or nineteen. He wore a white-collared shirt with the “Pigsy's Noodles” logo on it. One of Mr. Pigsy’s delivery people, it looks like.
He looks… oddly familiar. You do remember ordering from here on some occasions when neither you nor Uncle felt like cooking. Perhaps it was the kid who had delivered them? Uncle was usually the one answering the door, so you only managed to get passing glances more than anything. You also remember seeing glimpses of him leaving the restaurant with orders, but was never able to actually get a good look at him until now.
Then again, something just felt… odd. Like there was more to him than met the eye. Oh well, it’s best not to linger on it when you already have a list of things to do rather than snoop on some delivery kid.
You turn away as the boy catches you fidgeting with your card as you’re finally able to think of a question. You take a breath, make sure Tang is busy with Mr. Pigsy for the moment, and look over your card, running your fingers along the surface.
You think of your question, What—
“Excuse me?” You jump at the voice next to you, glancing over to see the boy curiously eyeing your card. He jerks away, hands up in front of him. “Sorry, sorry! Didn’t mean to startle you!” He rubs at his neck, letting out a nervous laugh. “I was—just curious about that card of yours. What is it? If… that’s okay to ask?”
“Oh, this? It’s—uh—it’s a tarot card.” You hand it over to him, letting him look it over. Seeing the curious look in his eye, you say, “Tarot is something that can… how to put it… it helps build your intuition or make choices, self-meditate, and a bunch of other things. I sometimes use them for my own meditation or self-reflection when I have difficulties with something.”
Which is why you know for a fact your cards will have more than a few choice words with you, since it’s been a good couple of months since you last touched them.
“Oooooh…” The boy looks over the card, careful not to drop it, and runs his fingers along the surface. “I’ve never seen a card like this before. But—it’s completely blank, and feels kind of weird. What’s it made out of? And how can you read it if it’s blank?”
“Well, to answer what it’s made from. It’s bones,” you say plainly.
The boy blinks, shaking his head and looking at you as if you just sprouted a second head. “Uh—bwuh—huh?”
You open your mouth to answer, but Mr. Pigsy steps in first, “MK, my boy, what did I tell ya about just randomly approaching strangers? You know not to bug them.”
MK shrinks back, holding his hands up again. “Ah—sorry, I’m sorry—”
“It’s okay. He’s not bothering me, Mr. Pigsy, I promise.” You wave a hand and offer the boy—MK, a gentle smile.
Mr. Pigsy called him ‘my boy,’ does that mean this is his son, or just someone he’s looking after?
With the reassurance, Mr. Pigsy backs off and goes back to quietly talking to Tang. He occasionally steals glances your way to make sure MK isn’t really bugging you. MK himself is currently taking a seat next to you in the booth. Otherwise, Mr. Pigsy leaves you both be.
You look back at MK, seeing Tang also peeking over at you two. You give a small nod to him, and he smiles, turning back to Mr. Pigsy and speaking to him in a hushed tone.
You take the card back and place it on the table, saying, “They’re oracle bones, specifically. Oracle bones come from the shoulder blades of oxen or plastrons of turtles. Fortune-tellers would carve or sometimes paint a message onto them, and then either apply a hot poker to it or place it in a fire until the bone or shell cracks.” You take out your pouch to show off the other cards to him, a soft smile on your face, and say, “From there, the fortune-teller doing this would be able to interpret the direction of the crack to predict the future.”
“Woah…” MK reaches out, running his fingertips along the card, gentle, as if afraid he’d break them if he applied any more pressure.
“Yeah, these cards were made from oracle bones. They’re pretty much a family heirloom—having been in my family for several generations.”
“Man, that’s really cool! So—you’re some kind of, like, fortune-teller? Or a psychic that can read the future with these cards?”
The question was innocent. It’s something any curious kid would ask. It doesn’t stop your grip from tightening on your deck. It doesn’t stop your shoulders from hunching up. His and Tang’s eyes on you suddenly feel like they’re burning into you for several reasons.
You inhale slowly, exhaling after your lungs are filled.
It’s fine.
It’s fine.
He can’t know. There’s no way he could.
It’s just a question. Stop freaking out.
It’s fine.
You clear your throat, pretending you had swallowed an air bubble. You then hesitantly say, “Uh—I—I wouldn’t say that. I just use these to kind of—try to help self-meditate on some personal stuff.”
You quietly damn yourself for being so willing to teach. You should’ve expected such a question from the kid. Not much you can do about it besides try to deflect.
Thankfully, MK seems convinced. Something about the look on his face made you think he didn’t fully believe you. But, like Tang, he chose not to say anything about it, instead rolling with what you say. He nods and says, “Ah—okay! That’s still really amazing. So what exactly do the cards do, then? And… I dunno how you can even read them if they’re—you know—blank.”
You idly fiddle with your cards, putting them back into their pouch save for the single one. “Well… you have to be in tune with your deck, willing to open your whole self to it to allow the cards to guide you down the path to achieve the best ‘you’.”
MK tilts his head, eyes shining with curiosity and nothing short of intense interest. “So it helps you become a better person?”
You can’t help but smile softly at his enthusiasm, already feeling a bit of the tension in your shoulders relaxing. “In a way, yes. It helps you become the best you can be for yourself. Whether it’s healthier eating habits, becoming more emotionally mature, or the like.” You pick up the card and turn it over in your hand, saying, “This particular deck is special, though. Well… it won’t reveal the cards you pull unless you’re completely in tune with it. So, sorry to say, but you won’t be able to see the cards that are pulled.”
Not a complete lie, at least. In truth, you’d need to be a clairvoyant to see the card for this specific deck. Speaking of—you catch a design slowly forming onto the card and turn your attention towards it. Your sunglasses slide down your head, your hand subconsciously adjusting them to cover your eyes. You notice MK watching as well, but since he can’t exactly see what’s being burned in, is just staring at a blank card.
You, however…
Well…
You’d be lying if part of you quietly hoped to not get this card. Another part of you wasn’t surprised to see it. An upside down tower slowly formed on the card, lightning striking it and fire erupting from the windows, people falling out of them.
The Tower, Reversed:
You’ve become too comfortable in this bubble of yours. You are actively resisting the coming change, while the world moves without you, and it will lead you to fall far behind. You know this change is necessary, and you know it’s inevitable. You cannot and should not deny that something big is about to happen. Because if you do, it will only force its way into your life even more. So take action now, so you can prepare for whatever is to come. To stay unchanged will only bring pain within yourself.
Of course… just as you expected. Of all the damn cards to get, why did it have to be this one? Because your deck cares about you, obviously. Just like Uncle, the cards want you to be better, want you to achieve your Best Self.
You feel a finger tap your shoulder and glance at MK. He looks worried, asking, “Ah—are you okay? You kinda spaced out there.”
“Oh—yeah—sorry. I just… my card revealed itself to me. I was already going to ask a question before you came up, and it sure answered it.” You sigh, leaning back against the booth and staring at your card. The design of The Tower Reversed slowly fades away just as Tang walks over with two bowls of noodles.
“I had Pigsy make langman for you, they’re quite delicious!” He hands you your bowl and takes his spot in the opposite seat again. “Hello, MK.”
“Hi, Mr. Tang!” MK gives a big smile to Tang before turning back to you. “So—what did your card say?”
You don’t answer at first, opting to stare at your bowl of noodles and fiddle with your chopsticks. You’d rather not go into detail of it, especially not with complete strangers. No offense to either of them, but it doesn’t matter if Tang was the Golden Cicada or that MK was a good kid. You always kept people at arms length. Letting anyone in again will certainly be an endeavor in itself—if you even want such a thing.
You choose to say, “Well… it was just telling me that there are some big changes coming my way. And to… try to be prepared for it.”
“Oh, I see! Well, good luck with whatever changes that happen!” The way MK’s able to bounce around with so much energy is a mystery to you, but not unwelcome. His child-like glee was… actually kind of precious.
Such a sweet kid.
You slurp at your noodles, humming at just how delicious it was. No wonder Tang is here every time your visions lead you to him. You glance up at Tang, who shares a knowing smile with you, before digging into his own bowl. You slurp up your noodles, noticing MK curiously looking over your card. Probably for longer than intended.
There’s a shine in his eyes. Curiosity, a hint of desire. Hmm… does he want to read? Doesn’t hurt to offer. You turn to him to better observe his expression. It looks like he wants to say something, but is holding back. It only solidifies your initial assumption, so you choose to ask, “Would you like a reading?”
“Wha—me???” MK looks genuinely shocked you even offered. When you nod, he’s practically vibrating with excitement. “Yes, yes, please! If that’s okay?”
“Sure, we’ll do a simple one card reading. Here,” you slide the card to him, saying, “knock on the top of the card with a question in mind. I usually do this to spread my energy into the card—or cards, depending on what number spread I’m doing—so it knows what I want, and how to best answer it.”
“Okay…” MK reaches out and gently taps his knuckles against your card, asking in a soft voice, “Will I become what I dream to be?” Before pulling his hand away.
What he dreams to be? I wonder what that is.
He anxiously shifts in his seat as you take the card and set it closer to you, covering it with your own hand and quietly asking, “Will you answer this for him?” You go back to eating your noodles while keeping an eye on the card, in turn noticing Tang watching with piqued interest as well.
Slowly, a design is burned onto the surface of the card. You pause your eating, wipe your mouth with a napkin, and look it over. A young man is stepping forward at the edge of a cliff, carrying a bag over his shoulder and bearing a smile.
“Interesting…”
Pretty much what I expected, given his question.
“What, what is it??” His nervous air seems to triple at your reaction to the card. You pull out your phone to bring up a picture of what his card looks like, and show it to him.
“The Fool, upright.” You look at him. “The Fool is part of the Major Arcana—Major Arcana often represents setting a scene for a spread with more than one card, and life-changing events that will have long-term effects. They have very deep, complex meanings compared to Minor Arcana. The Major Suits are the cards that represent larger pieces of your life, while the Minor Arcana Suits are more for smaller events or moments.”
“Okay… so what does this one mean?”
You explain, “The Fool upright represents new beginnings, opportunity, and potential. You’re about to take the first step into the unknown. You’re ready to commit yourself and follow your heart—despite not knowing exactly where you’re going or how crazy the leap of faith could be.”
He sits up a bit more, listening intently as you keep talking, “This card is encouraging you to go on and take that leap. Even if you’re afraid, it encourages you to acknowledge the fear and do it anyway. And if you don’t know what’s coming, it’s okay. Like The Fool, just step into the unknown and trust you’ll have friends or family to catch you and help you if you need it.”
You smile softly, saying, “Basically, it’s telling you to have confidence in yourself, take that leap of faith, and to recognize your fear but don’t let it control you.”
MK’s smile grows stronger as you finish speaking. He picks up the card and looks at it, before handing it back to you. “Thanks a bunch for that… uh… oh my gosh, I’m so sorry, I never even asked your name! I’m Qi Xiaotian, but I usually just go by MK!”
“It’s alright, no harm done.” You tell him your name and put your card away. “Major Arcana are a lot to unpack. I would recommend doing your own research on it as well, including the card you just pulled.”
“My, you have a lot of knowledge on the practice of tarot, don’t you?” Tang muses before taking a long slurp of his noodles.
You look at him and nod slowly. “I’ve spent a long time studying it. I’m a little rusty now after not touching it for a year or so, give or take. But I’ve been practicing on and off to get back into it.”
Tang nods along as you talk, adjusting his glasses and asking, “You do these readings for a living?”
You shrug, using the noodle bowl to cover most of your face. “Most of the time I help my uncle with his own business, but, uh… sometimes my freelance work involves a tarot reading or two, but not always.”
“Interesting!” He smiles at you, finishing off his bowl of noodles and holding a hand out to you. “I’ve heard of tarot readings, but never truly dove into studying the practice myself. It’s a fascinating practice that I’m sure is difficult to master.”
“It’s not too difficult to master, if you’re able to handle the harsh truth the cards bring to you at times. But it’s not for everyone, so it’s understandable if people find it difficult.” You cough and bury yourself into your food as you recall The Tower enforcing a reality check.
“If I may ask, what freelance work do you do?” Tang asks, tilting his head your way.
You really should’ve expected the attention to be divided evenly between you, Tang, and the newly added MK in the conversation. But you still quietly hoped it wouldn’t. Being in the spotlight wasn’t exactly your forte. You put your bowl down and hum softly, “Mm, I actually do transcribe work on the side when not helping my uncle. Nothing much, but it’s something I enjoy and pays well.”
Tang looks genuinely shocked by your statement. “Not much? That’s a tough field to be in for some!”
MK blinks, looking between you two. “What’s transcribing?”
Tang makes a vague gesture as he says, “It’s either taking audio from a recording and putting it into writing, or being present in a meeting to write down what’s being said.” He hums as he chews on his chopsticks, then points at MK and says, “Think of it like intense note-taking that you get paid for.”
“Oh, okay… wait, so you have to write down everything you hear?”
You nod. “Pretty much. Most of the time I take recordings and transcribe them rather than be physically present. It’s—easier to transcribe recordings.” Mainly because you don’t have to worry about having visions at home while listening to recordings, compared to in the middle of a meeting or court hearing. But rather than say that, you say, “Sometimes being in a room with so many people—ah—makes me anxious.”
Not a complete lie, as being around so many people in one room does make you more fidgety than usual.
“Ah, I see. Even just from that, I’m sure you get paid a fair amount for it.” Tang’s smile is once again gentle and kind. “You should give yourself more credit. Not many are able to handle such a job—from what I’ve seen, it looks quite stressful.”
Your cheeks warm at the praise, not very used to it, and scratch at your neck. “Ah—I—thanks. It’s not too bad, I’m pretty used to it after my own intense note-taking from my school days.” You look at him, desperately trying to find a way to push the topic away from you. It was already more attention than you wanted. “But, i—if anything, I feel the true compliments should go to you, Tang. I mean, dedicating so many years to our history? It’s very commendable.”
He laughs, using his scarf to hide his blushing face. “Oh—well—you know—it’s nothing, really.”
It’s there MK notices all the books on the table opened to pages pertaining to Sun Wukong and his adventures. As if he experienced the worst betrayal of all, he abruptly stands from the table and looks at Tang with a heartbroken expression. “You talked about Monkey King without me???”
“You were delivering for Pigsy!” Tang waved his chopsticks in MK’s direction. “Besides, it’s not as if what I told them is something you haven’t heard.”
You look at MK now, a soft smile playing on your lips. “You’re interested in the Great Sage as well?”
Not surprising if his nickname is “MK.”
“Of course! Who wouldn’t be?? He’s so cool! Born from stone, acquiring all those abilities during his journey, and becoming the hero we know today!” MK jumps around, striking a pose at the end of his own excitable statement. “Ugh, I’d love to meet him. I know it’s not possible, but just—just the thought of it is so exciting!” The excitement is emphasized by his hands flapping in front of him.
You simply nod along, allowing MK to go on his own rant about Sun Wukong. Soon enough, Tang joined in to bounce off him. Though you’ll admit you already knew bits and pieces of these stories, and you weren’t the most interested in it, you let them go off. It’s the least you can do as a quiet thanks for them sitting through your own lecture about tarot and yourself. You preferred the attention off of you anyway.
Being a clairvoyant notwithstanding, the life you led back in America didn’t give you time to hone your social skills. Attention to you never meant anything good for you there, and so breaking that habit here was going to be tough. Sandy and your uncle were the exceptions—having known them for a long enough period of time.
It also doesn’t help that your previous slip ups are still lingering in your mind. Your paranoia starts to poke at you, and you have to hush it to be able to focus on MK and Tang’s rant. Before you know it, the sun had set, and the moon began rising into the sky, indicating just how much time had passed.
“Ah—I should go before my uncle starts to worry. Thanks again for the food, Mr. Mr. Pigsy. And thank you, Tang and MK, for the impromptu history lesson on the Great Sage.” You give a small, polite bow of the head to them. “I enjoyed it.”
“It’s always nice to enlighten those who wish to learn about Monkey King.” Tang returns the bow and smiles. “Should you ever want another history lesson, you know where to find me! And I’d be interested in hearing more about your knowledge on tarot as well.”
You share his smile, though yours is a bit more forced. “It’d be my pleasure to tell you what I know.”
MK jumps in front of you, beaming with shining eyes. “And thank you for the tarot reading!” He takes your hand and eagerly shakes it. “I appreciate it, I really, really do. You should come by when my friend is here! She’s super fun and great at video games.”
Probably not gonna happen.
“I’d like to meet her,” you say to him instead. You pat him on the shoulder and move to leave. “Next time, then.”
“Next time!!” MK waves with newfound excitement as you board the bus and ride it towards home. You close your eyes, sighing and allowing your shoulders to relax.
MK was a nice kid; you feel like he’s in good hands under Mr. Pigsy’s wing and Tang’s guidance. And speaking of—Tang seemed very sweet and understanding. Already showing how alike he was to the previous incarnations of the Golden Cicada, whether he knows he’s the most recent reincarnation or not.
Despite Tang’s kind nature, though, you couldn’t help but still feel tense around him. Especially after all the awkward times you just stared at him when entranced by your visions. It felt like he was watching your every move, and your paranoia isn’t letting you discern if it’s either from curiosity or something else.
You close your eyes and breathe, trying to calm the more suspicious side of your mind running rampant. It’s fine, it’ll be fine. You didn’t get any bad feelings from either of them. They’re not bad people—especially considering Tang is the Golden Cicada. MK also doesn’t look like he has a single mean bone in his body.
You calm your paranoid thoughts and return to the main thought about the card that appeared during your reading. The Tower Reversed…
If it’s telling you to accept the visions as you being the one to meet the Great Sage, you weren’t really keen on doing so. The same question from several weeks ago re-enter your thoughts, why you? Why now? Why at all, even? There’s no reason it should be you.
Too mediocre. Too broken.
There’s always a reason, a different voice in your mind says, a voice that sounds a lot like Uncle Zan’s. You just have to find it, and accept it as the truth.
You look out the window of the bus, the corners of your mouth tugged down into a deep frown.
Accept it as the truth…
Yeah, easier said than done.
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Several more days have passed since you met MK and Tang. You didn’t visit Pigsy's Noodles every day after, but you did come by once or twice to say hello to them. You’d linger, listening to Tang go on about his knowledge and passion on history—especially the history of the Great Sage. And sometimes MK would join in when he’s not busy doing deliveries. Before you’d know it, hours would have passed, and you’d have to head home for dinner with Uncle Zan.
Just the last few weeks, Uncle didn’t speak much, aside from idle commentary or talking about his clients. He never once made mention of your visions ever since the big one that took you to the construction district. With the tarot reading from a few days ago added on top of that, it’s leaving you on edge.
You close your eyes and take a deep breath, leaning back in your office chair. You’d just finished up a few transcripts for a client and had the rest of the day off. Without much to do, you’ve opted to use the time to meditate in your room.
Accept that the visions are saying you're the one who’s supposed to meet the Great Sage…
What’s so important about meeting him that if you keep refusing it, it’ll cause trouble? Why is it so imperative that you meet him?
…
What’s about to happen that you’re supposed to be a part of?
There’s a small chuckle beside you, causing you to swivel in your chair to the source of the noise. Sun Wukong’s silhouette sits on your bed, more so lounging lazily. His silhouette was more clear compared to the last few times you’ve seen it. It used to move and warp as if struggling to keep itself together, but now it’s a clear image of his shape, with his eyes and mouth the only detail seen. You see his tail flicking up behind him.
His face vaguely forms into a smile, saying, “Man, you’re really tense. Can’t blame ya, after what you and the others saw.”
You breathe, closing your eyes and turning away. The movement was automatic, having been practiced for years. Just close your eyes and block it out. It’ll go away eventually.
Yet, even as you try to block it out, you can’t help but be naturally curious on what he means by ‘the others’.
You hear him say, “Don’t worry, though! Kid’s safe and unharmed, takin’ a little nap on the beach. Before we get to that, I heard you were lookin’ for little ol’ me! So, what’s up?”
Kid…?
You open your eyes and look over to where Monkey King sat—
—but he wasn’t there anymore. The vision ended as soon as it came.
You groan, rubbing your face and leaning forward against your desk. Two parts of you were at odds at this point. The part that spent years practicing keeping this piece of you hidden away and controlled, and the other that quietly knew you had to accept this as part of yourself.
You hear the words of your father echoing in the back of your mind, Keeping it controlled will keep you safe. Block it out. Don’t listen to it. You’re the one who controls it, not the other way around.
Yet you hear the voice of your uncle arguing, Control isn’t just pushing it down and trying to lock it into a box. If you shove, it will shove back with more force. Learning control is to first learn to let go and accept it.
You run your fingers through your hair and groan. You knew Uncle Zan was right, but the teachings of your father were so deeply embedded into your head. Years of practicing blocking it out, shutting it in, trying to keep it quiet to keep yourself and your family safe…
After doing it for over half your life, undoing it all within just a couple of years won’t be easy.
You huff and stand up from your desk. You won’t get anywhere just sitting around and whining. Might as well take a walk to clear your head. While you’re out, you could also get some grocery shopping done.
With a goal in mind, you get ready to head to the market, writing down a list of things to get before you head out. Thankfully, Uncle Zan had a session with Sandy today, so you didn’t have to worry about his unwavering stare fueling your paranoia. Which… probably isn’t a good thing, now that you think of it.
He’s said before, you can talk to him if you need anything.
Why avoid it when you can just face the music and have him help you?
A sigh leaves you as you board the bus. He’s your uncle, your only remaining family. You shouldn’t avoid the subject—and in turn him—like this. He could help you with this, he promised to help you with it. Avoiding him with the truth of what’s going on with you will do more harm than good. You think it’s selfish, but a part of you wants him to ask you first, relieving you of the effort of confronting him instead.
But then, as if to argue against you, The Tower Reversed flashed in your mind, the memory of the message it told you.
Take action now, so you can prepare for whatever is to come.
Sound advice, but how the fuck are you supposed to undo the habit that you held for years?
You hop off the bus and begin your walk to the market, making sure to put on your sunglasses, just in case. Maybe you should talk to Zan when you get home from the market. He could know how to help you, being much more experienced in this than you and your father. He’s not having trouble with these visions, so there’s obviously something he’s doing that you’re not that makes it easier for him.
Maybe he is just waiting for you to go to him first… To ask him for help.
…
Maybe you should, after you get your shopping done…
Yeah, you might as well. It’s better than this horrific silence.
You look up from your list and blink. The street was slowly vanishing before your eyes, changing into the now-familiar terrain of the mountain path—you know this place. You don’t know how you do, but… you know it’s Flower Fruit Mountain. The smell of the cars linger, as well as the feeling of people around you. You carefully try to move to avoid bumping into the people you can no longer see, and hurry into an alleyway before all of it is gone. All you see now is the trees and brush of the mountain path.
You close your eyes and breathe slowly.
Go away, go away. Now’s not the damn time for this—
“Boo!”
“Ah!” You turn around and come face to face with Monkey King’s silhouette, the mouth formed into a mischievous grin.
He laughs, almost falling over but catches himself with his tail. “Sorry, sorry, I couldn't help myself. Hah! The look on your face!” He waves at you. “But hey, come with me! I wanna show ya somethin’!” He turns and hops off the boulder, vanishing deeper into the brush.
Out of pure habit, you stand still for a moment, trying to ignore the feeling inside you as it grows stronger. You reach into your bag to grab at the alarm to alert Zan and Sandy, but you don’t press the button.
You hear Monkey King call, “C’mon, slow poke! I know you can move faster than that!”
He wants to show me something?
What is it?
What could he want with me, of all people?
Curiosity gnawed—no, ate at you with each passing second.
…
…
…
You take a step forward.
Then another.
And another.
Step, step, step.
Your resistance to the vision was a distant thought now, your new sole desire to follow Monkey King.
What does he want to show me?
Why me?
You chase after him, huffing as you climb up uneven ground and brow furrowing as he keeps hopping from tree to tree. Several times you almost lose sight of him, managing to catch him just in time before you can become completely lost in this forest.
You hurry after him as best you can, climbing over brush and rocks and weaving around trees. All while desperately trying not to trip and keeping sights on him at the same time.
You call out, “Great Sage, slow down!”
“Eh?” He turns to you, tilting his head, then laughs, “Keep up, ya slug! Never climbed a mountain before?”
“Oh, so sorry —I never grew up at—huff—the top of a mountain—huff—with a family of monkeys,” you say between your panting, “Maybe you could’ve—shown me where the stairs were?”
Monkey King hangs from the tree by his tail, looking at you and blinking owlishly, before bursting into a fit of laughter. “Man, you’re a real firecracker, ain’t ya? I like you.” He sobers up and scratches at his back, saying, “And uh yeah, you’re kind of standing on the stairs right now. Been in disrepair for a few hundred years, though.”
Can’t imagine why, is what you wanted to say, but were too busy trying to catch your breath. You look at Monkey King with an extremely dissatisfied expression, which only seems to amuse him more.
“C’mon, firecracker, it’s not much farther from here.” He swings off the branch and heads down the path, now moving slower for you. You follow after him, still hurrying to try to keep up and not waste time. You’re not sure why time can’t be wasted, you just know it’s important to hurry up. He takes you up the mountain to a lake with a large waterfall.
He turns to you and nods for you to follow. You hop across the stones, watching him part the waterfall as if it were just curtains to reveal the cave behind. You walk with him along an overgrown path to what looked like some kind of family portrait. He takes you down a different pathway that soon opens up into a larger cavern within the mountain. The sun shines from an opening in the ceiling, guiding your eye to a small house with a large peach tree growing next to it.
“Welcome, to my humble abode!” Monkey King smoothly steps in front of you, splaying his arms out to present the area. “Now, for what I wanted to show you—”
Your premonition is abruptly interrupted when you feel a harsh kick to your stomach, causing you to collapse to the ground. Your sunglasses clatter against the floor, landing far away from you. “Oomph!” You gasp, cough. You feel that same foot that kicked you harshly step onto your stomach and press down.
“You dare interrupt this momentous occasion and ignore me, you filthy peasant?!”
You blink rapidly, staring up at the individual who held you down. Your vision fades away, revealing a young man with fiery hair pulled in a high ponytail, and ears that resembled those of a bull, along with bullhorns jutting from his skull. The air about him radiated with demonic energy, and something else. Something you can’t fully make out because of how disoriented you were.
“Uh…wuh?”
The young man groans in frustration, shoving his weight into his foot to cause more discomfort to you. Getting kinda hard to breathe. “Answer me, peasant, or I’ll burn you from the inside out. For what reason do you intrude upon us?”
You feel that warmth coming from his foot and catch sight of flames licking along the edges of his hair. You glance around you, seeing robotic bipedal bulls standing at attention. You then take notice of a woman approaching, donned in elegant silks and dark hair braided and styled up in an intricate bun, adorned with ornate hairpins and decorated with precious gems.
Something felt… familiar about their appearance, but you can’t quite put your finger on it, still trying to shake off the dizzy spell.
That’s when you see it. A small hill with the sun beating down on a familiar looking staff, a single tree growing beside it.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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I have no patience. I was going to wait to post this chapter but I just
//clenches fist
I just love MK and Tang so fucking much, okay?
I had to share my love of them with you all.
This Reader has a special place in my heart too, even if they're a dumbass (affectionate).Fun Fact(s):
- Tang absolutely made a bet with Pigsy on the reason why Reader kept coming into the restaurant and staring at him. The reason being: Reader was a secret admirer.
- Reader covers their eyes with sunglasses because when premonitions happen, their eyes give off a faint glow--imagine it to be seafoam colored. This will be elaborated on a little more in later chapters, don't worry~Thank you all so much for reading! Next chapter is a fun one and my favorite so far :3c
Until next chapter, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 3: Return
Chapter Text
“Oh… fuck,” you mumble to yourself, “of course it happened at the worst time…” That’s just your luck, isn’t it?
“What was that?” The young man bends down, his ears flicking in your direction. “You will speak clearly and concisely in the presence of the Demon Bull family, do you understand?”
Finally, more coherent and no longer dazed, your eyes widen at the realization of just how fucked you were.
The Demon Bull family?? You vaguely recall their stories. The main one is how Demon Bull King himself was sealed under a mountain by Sun Wukong. That means this has to be… Demon Bull King’s wife and son—Princess Iron Fan and Red Son.
Oh boy… they can’t be happy about their husband and father respectively being sealed away for half a millennium. You need to leave, asap.
You grunt, reactively grabbing his foot to try to ease the pressure—to no avail. It was a stupid plan, but it was worth a try, at least. Your bag presses uncomfortably into your back, meaning you couldn’t get your flash bangs… but your taser was in your side pouch. You use one hand to try to reach for it, only to have another foot kick your hand away and step on it.
“Ack—!” Your hand flexes under the shock of the heel pressing down. You try to pull away, but it’s effectively pinned in place.
“Darling, I believe my son asked you a question.” Princess Iron Fan kneels, grabbing your face and making you look at her. “But we’re willing to overlook this slight if you answer me one question…” Her nostril's flair, as if taking in your scent, and her eyes sharpen as she regards you. Red Son gives him a look of confusion but says nothing.
You groan at the pain blooming in your hand, looking at her. She’s observing you intently, eyes scanning your face, seemingly searching for something. You notice Red Son doing the same, his nose twitching as he takes in your scent, his features contorting into disgust and curiosity.
Dammit, fine, no running from this. Not right now, at least. You knew you would end up running into demons sooner or later after moving here, but you weren't expecting to run into the fucking Demon Bull family, of all things. Even so, you might as well play along for now, no point in trying to lie your way out of it. And your chest and hand fucking hurt, so you’d like for them to get off.
“What… What's your question?” You ask, struggling to get the sentence out with the weight of Red Son’s boot still on your stomach.
Iron Fan smiles, still holding your face and making your head turn this way and that. “You have the scent of a celestial blessing on you, dear child. Indulge me… which particular blessing do you have, hmm?”
Red Son, catching onto what his mother is doing, bends down to join her in scrutinizing you. His eyes squint as he says, “Answer her truthfully, I'll be able to tell if you lie.”
You take a breath—as well as you could, at least. You’re not going to lie, you didn’t even know other celestial blessings existed. Should you take a gamble on what your blessing is? If Red Son can tell you’re lying, it’s most likely not the best idea.
But if they know what I am, it’s going to end horrifically.
It’ll only be worse if I lie, though…
Seeing little way around it without making the situation worse, you decide to answer truthfully, “I’m… a clairvoyant.”
Both of them pause, their faces falling into deep contemplation. They exchange glances in a silent discussion on what to do with you. Red Son ends up easing his foot from your chest, and she steps off your hand.
“Interesting…” She hums. “An oracle… am I to safely assume, dear oracle, that your premonition brought you here?”
“Y—Yes, ma’am,” you say slowly, not daring to move even as you’re no longer being stepped on.
Red Son looks at her now, leaning in and whispering something. They seem to be speaking in an entirely different language.
It sounds oddly familiar…
Is… is that Italian? They can speak Italian???
I guess, when you’re a few hundred or thousand years old, you pick up some other languages… still odd.
They glance at you, quietly gauging if you’re understanding what they’re saying. You very much weren’t. You took maybe… one class back in high school and only remember how to say a few words. Once they note you can’t understand a lick of their conversation, they go back to speaking, the minotaur bots watching you closely. The most you can garner from their secret conversation is “offer” and “keep.”
Several names were said, one you recognize as Sun Wukong’s, and then two other names—Lihua and Fengshe. You… have no clue who those two are. They were someone Iron Fan and Red Son knew—comrades, maybe?
“Dear child.” Iron fan now regards you, her gaze intense as she speaks, “You have a choice. You can stay and find refuge within our family, where your abilities will be valued, and your life is given a purpose aside from hiding within the shadows…”
She pauses to let you process the first part of this deal. You knew the “or” was coming, as it always did in situations like these involving demons and deals.
You move slow enough, so they can clock your movements as you sit up. You glance between her and Red Son, then lock eyes with her again. “Or…?”
“Or…” She says, now kneeling before you and taking your chin in her hand. The touch is deceivingly gentle, just like the look in her eyes. “You can choose to meet your end here.”
Your blood runs cold at her words, your lungs clenching. All too suddenly, it felt like it was all but impossible to breathe.
Are they just fine with killing me?
They have to know just how valuable clairvoyants are, especially now with how little of my kind there are.
Are they so willing and ready to… do that?
You’ve never run into such a situation before. It makes your mind completely blank on what to do or say, and all you can do is stare and stare.
Red Son’s gaze remains unwavering while he says, “You’re gazing upon something that should not be seen by others. We cannot permit you to leave here and reveal our presence here, in this spot, to anyone.” He crosses his arms, his stance firm. “Valuable asset or not, should you refuse our offer, you will not be leaving here alive to ensure we can maintain silence and secrecy.”
“It’s not all that bad, child,” says Iron Fan, her touch on your chin terrifyingly gentle. “If you decide to refuse, I will ensure your death is as quick and painless as possible.” She tilts her head, looking over your features that were mixed with shock and horror. “But if you choose to accept this offer, your extraordinary abilities will be valued, and your life will have a purpose aside from hiding in the shadows. And, most importantly, you will be safe from any dangers that dare threaten you.”
You swallow some spit to try to stop your throat from drying out. You were fully expecting them to attempt “convincing” you to work for them from here on out. What you were not expecting was for them to straight up say they’ll kill you if you refuse.
Was this what The Tower Reversed was trying to warn you about? Is this where your visions were trying to lead you? But why here specifically?
You manage to get a lungful of air, slowly exhaling as you say, “It’s… really a no-brainer then, isn’t it?” You purse your lips, gauging their expressions and thinking of what else to say. You settle with, “I’ve… been looking for a purpose in my life for… for so long… while I—wasn’t expecting to find it in this sense—how can I refuse such an offer?”
Iron Fan smiles, her hand moving from your chin to cup your cheek and giving it a small pinch. The gesture reminded you too much of your mother. “Good,” she says. If you were brave enough to assume, she almost sounded relieved herself, as if she didn’t want to kill you in the first place.
“You made the right choice, oracle,” she says as she stands. She makes a gesture to one of the minotaur bots. It comes over and helps you to your feet, then guides you to stand to the side. Iron Fan says, “A contract must be made, of course, to ensure we both maintain our end of such a tall bargain. However, I believe that would be best to be saved for my husband.”
You follow her gaze to the small hill that has Sun Wukong’s cudgel embedded into it. “Your… husband…” You blink, looking back at her. “Isn’t it—I—ah—not to—speak out of turn, my lady—” you clear your throat, glancing back to the cudgel “—but isn’t he… sealed away? By the Golden Cudgel? No one can lift that…”
No one was strong enough to move it aside from the Great Sage and Six-Eared Macaque when he was still alive. That’s why it hasn’t budged all these years. How could they possibly move it?
“Why not just watch, and find out?” Is all Iron Fan says, that smile is still on her face. She then faces Red Son to tell him, “My little torch, why don't we continue what we came here for? We will discuss things about the oracle once your father is free.”
Red Son huffs. “Of course, mother.” He turns away from you both and steps towards the cudgel.
All you can do is stare with heavy skepticism. You may not be too well versed in the history of your homeland, but you’d have to have lived under several layers of rock and Earth's crust to not know that no one could move the Golden Cudgel. What makes them think that they could? Did they discover some kind of magic or technology that allows them to lift it?
You squint, watching Red Son summon a strange-looking gauntlet and grab the staff. He heaves, the gauntlet letting out a loud gust of steam. You feel your muscles tensing subconsciously while you observe the scene, half expecting him to be launched away. But he remains, pulling at the staff and grunting as he struggles to pull it free.
What a strange gauntlet… did he make it himself?
Will he be able to move it?
Suddenly, you catch sight of a blue feather gliding into your view, ripping you from your thoughts.
What the—?
You look up out of curiosity. Thankfully, the noise from Red Son's gauntlet and his struggles masked your choked noise of surprise. A good fifteen to twenty feet above you hung MK from between two pipes. He’s barely balancing himself on said pipes, otherwise, he would’ve fallen onto one of those bull-bots by now.
Just what in the fuck is he doing here?!
You make eye contact with him, and he gives a shaky smile—as much as he can with a delivery bag of noodles in his mouth. Why does he have that with him? Was he making deliveries before coming here?
You lift your hand to wipe your mouth, subtly making a zipped lip motion to him and tapping your temple, stay quiet, I have an idea. His arms tremble, and you can see his chest heaving as he desperately tries to not fall. But he nods to you.
And that's when you catch the bird now staring at you. You squint at it. It squints back. You blink, noticing something… off about the bird. It was just close enough to notice, if only a little. It looked almost like the rays of the sun hitting against a mist that rolled off the bird’s feathers.
What is that—some kind of animal spirit? Is it MK’s?
Better yet… why is MK here in the first place?
He is a huge fan of Sun Wukong, you recall… Maybe he made his way down here to admire the cudgel. At the same time, however, Iron Fan and Red Son made it seem like this was some kind of secret spot, as if no one had found it for years. That felt kind of—well, impossible, really, especially considering how popular Sun Wukong was.
This place should’ve been made into a museum of some sort. When you glance around the area, the abandoned construction equipment makes you think it would have been. They may have just scared off the construction crew to keep this place under wraps for years, but all you can do is speculate and theorize—which you don’t have time for.
You glance back at Red Son, who had just lifted the staff with his gauntlet, a cry of victory leaving him. “Yes!!”
“Holy shit…” You whisper, eyes widening. “He actually did it…”
Iron Fan turns to you with a smile, her index finger pressed to her chin. “Of course he did, he is my son, after all,” she chuckles.
Red Son hops off the hill, backing away as the ground rumbles and shakes. You brace yourself, taking a glance at MK to ensure he won’t fall. He’s managed to get himself onto just one pipe, clinging for dear life, whilst the strange bird with him simply watches. It’s looked at you several times, making eye contact with you before focusing on the scene before it.
Its eyes hold such astute intelligence, even for an animal guide…
“My love…” You hear Iron Fan say softly, tearing your eyes from the bird.
The Demon Bull King, now released from his prison for over five hundred years, now stands before you. He’s hunched over, breathless, his chest heaving with each intake of air. He looks at his hand and clenches it. “I… am freed…” He pants, his voice a deep rumble in his chest. He lifts his head, his eyes scanning the area.
He takes in the sight of the bull bots first, then you. His eyes narrow slightly at you, his nostrils flaring as he takes in your scent. His scrutinizing and critical eye doesn’t stay on you for long when he catches sight of Iron Fan and Red Son, though. Eyes widening, he sucks in a breath, whispering, “Princess Iron Fan… Red Son…?”
He reaches for her but pauses, almost hesitant, as if touching her would make her vanish or crumble into dust. She meets him halfway, however, leaning into his touch. Her eyes close as she turns her head and kisses his palm, whispering, “Darling…” A small gust of wind lifts her to his face and her forehead rests against his.
Demon Bull King's other hand lifts Red Son to bring him closer to both his mother and father. He says, “My son… how you’ve grown so big while I was away. Look at you…”
“Father—I—” Red Son silences himself, shaking his head and leaning forward. His gauntleted hand shakes as it grips the cudgel, but not from the weight of it.
The family, apart for so many years, is now together. Still intact. No words are exchanged for a full minute. Their entire image, to others, would have been considered beautiful. But to you, it taunted you, mocked you even.
Because it reminded you of a life you could have had.
Unable to continue watching, you look away from them.
You hear Demon Bull King's voice rumble with a soft chuckle, saying, “I am happy to see that the years have been kind to you both.”
“If only they were kinder to you, dearest husband,” Iron Fan says, “But you're here, now. And we've made many plans while you were sealed away.” She moves away from him and gestures to you. “And we have our newest family member about to join us.”
The softness of her voice when regarding you makes your muscles seize up. It takes all your willpower not to scowl.
Don’t treat this as if I’m joining your family.
I’m just some pet to you.
Let’s not forget you threatened me to join you, either.
Bull King regards you now, staring down his snout at you with a narrowed gaze. He comes closer, bending down and taking in your scent before his lips pull upward into a snarl. “Touched by the heavens.”
“A clairvoyant specifically, father,” Red Son proudly states, twirling the staff and stabbing it into the ground. “Wandered right in before I freed you.”
“Wandered in?” Bull King huffs as he gives you an incredulous look. His gaze narrows as if he’s trying to recall where he’s seen your face before. Ultimately, he shakes it off and says, “One doesn't simply ‘wander’ into the prison of the Demon Bull King.”
You’re about to start saying something, but Iron Fan speaks up before you, “They say they had a vision that guided them here.” She looks at you now, her smile like that of a rose covered with thorns. “Why don’t you enlighten us on what that vision was, dear child?”
You purse your lips at the name. Just play along and hurry them out of here before MK is found out. You speak slowly, carefully choosing your words, “My vision was… hazy at best, my lady.” All eyes are on you now. You keep your hands where they can be seen, fidgeting with your fingers. Keep it vague, you don’t have to tell the full truth, but just enough to make them believe you.
You say, “All I felt was a desire to follow something—someone. I couldn’t fully make out who it was, but I remember an intense warmth coming from them.”
Bull King huffed. “A clairvoyant not in full control of their premonitions? Mmm… disappointing.” He looks you over again with intense judgment.
“Tut-tut, my love!” Iron Fan wags her finger at Bull King, scolding him as if he weren't several feet larger than her. “Surely your imprisonment hasn’t made you forget about the massacre of their people, no?” She sighs, her eyes on you now, looking you up and down. “The poor thing must have been in hiding for so long, just like the rest of their people, until their vision brought them to us.”
She looks back to her husband now, saying, “Besides, dear husband, you should know better than to be overly critical of a blessing like this one.”
Bull King sighs, “Of course, wife…” He leans down closer to you, his eyes narrowing. “So, oracle, will you willingly assist me and my family?”
“To the best of my abilities, my lord,” you say with a nod. “So—uh—where are we going now?”
Gotta get them out of here, fast.
“Not so fast, sweet thing,” Iron Fan pinches your cheek in a scolding manner. “Why in such a rush? Worried someone will find us?”
“It’s never safe to linger in one spot for too long…” You choose to say. It’s true, anyway. It’s never been safe for you to stay in one place. At least back in America. You’re lucky to have not been found out while here, or that the demons who helped you were clients of your uncle and swore to keep your secret.
Even so, while that’s true, it’s not exactly why you’re trying to rush them out of here. You don’t know how much longer MK will be able to hang onto the pipe. If he’s discovered… who knows what the Bull Family will do to him? It’s a thought you don’t want to entertain.
“You are under the protection of the Demon Bull Family, oracle,” Red Son rolls his eyes, putting his free hand on his hip. “No demon would dare to bring harm to you while we are present.”
“Indeed, so there’s nothing to worry about, oracle. Come now,” she gestures for you to come closer, so you do. You stand beside her, looking up at Bull King. You wring your hands in front of you, biting your lip.
“A contract must be made post-haste before we take our leave—to ensure that both sides maintain their end of the bargain. Our protection for your services,” she says, now making a gesture to Bull King. “It is only fitting that my husband is the one to seal this contract, don’t you?”
“Of course, my lady…” You say slowly, glancing between her and Bull King. He stands tall, crossing his arms and raising a brow expectantly to you. He wants you to start it, rather than him.
How do I get out of this situation without making a contract with them?
If I stall any longer, they’ll get suspicious, and that’ll only make it more likely for MK to get discovered…
What would Uncle do in a situation like this?
You clear your throat, your heart hammering against your chest. There’s no other way out of this that you can see, not right now at least. You just needed to roll with the punches and figure out how to get away later. “This contract… I offer my services—my visions—to you and your family to bring out the best outcome to whatever goals you wish to achieve.” You hold your hand out to him.
“And in return…” He follows in suit, reaching a large, clawed hand out to you. “I, and my family, will keep you safe, oracle. Never will you feel the need to glance over your shoulder in fear. Do you agree to the terms of this contract?”
“I…” You take a breath, trying to ease the tightness in your chest, your muscles. You so badly wanted to run, to hide, to get somewhere safe. You knew, though, that you wouldn’t be able to outrun these three. You feel the soft hummm of magic from the contract forming. “I agree—”
A loud squawk catches your attention, as well as everyone else’s. After the squawk, something falls from above—the bag of noodles MK was delivering, followed by a scream that comes from above. You look up, watching MK flail about as he falls right on top of Red Son, causing him to drop the Cudgel.
Oh, perfect. The contract wasn’t complete (which is good, since you never wanted it in the first place), but now MK's has been discovered.
This is not going to be easy now that they know he’s here.
Red Son flails, shoving MK off of him. “Get off me, you peon!” Flames erupt from his hands and travel along his arms, glaring down MK. Looking at him now, you notice something… off about his fire. It seemed darker than it should be. But you don’t have time to think about it as he steps towards MK. “How dare you! I ought to scorch your bones until you’re nothing but a burn stain on the ground!”
Bull King steps forward now, snorting, taking in MK’s scent. His lips pull back into a snarl. “Filthy eavesdropper… you reek of divine favor, boy.” He turns to you now. His eyes narrow, and he says, “You show recognition on your face, oracle. You know this boy?”
Think fast, think fast. Get MK out of this.
You look at MK now. He had scooted back at least a few feet, the Golden Cudgel right behind him. You say, “I, ah—”
MK yells, “H—Hey, leave them alone!” He stands on shaky legs. “I—I have no idea who they are! Yeah—definitely not! I just—happened across here! My noodle path told me to come here, okay?!” He wildly gestures to the bag of noodles, now just a sad puddle of ingredients on the ground.
Oh, MK… bless you, but you can’t lie for shit.
Iron Fan snickers, as if this was just some friendly gathering, and MK just told a hilarious joke. “What a precious lad, wanting to protect his oracle friend. An awful liar you are, sweet boy. Now tell us, what blessing do you carry? It’s quite a strong smell…”
“And a familiar one, at that.” Bull King snarls. He steps closer to MK, lowering himself to make proper eye contact with him. “Who. Are. You.”
“Uh—” MK looks between you and Bull King, then Red Son and Iron Fan, then back to Bull King. “Who am I? I—I’m just MK? I deliver noodles—wait—what do you mean by blessing??”
“You don’t even know what kind of blessing you have, noodle boy?” Red Son scoffs, dusting off his jacket. “What a disgrace. An unknown blessing is a useless blessing. We should be rid of him, post-haste. He’s seen too much—”
“W—Wait!” You didn’t even realize that it was you who interrupted him until he, and the others, looked at you now. You swallow the growing lump in your throat. Your hands grip at one another to still your shaking.
Focus on getting MK out of this. Focus on him.
You inhale, then exhale. It felt as if your lungs were too small for you, making it difficult to breathe. “I, uh… forgive my abruptness, young lord,” you say, grabbing at whatever scraps of excuses you could think of. “But—think about it—even if his blessing is unknown, it can’t be too difficult to figure it out—and then he can hone it to be of use to your family.”
“The oracle has a point,” Iron Fan says, patting your head as if you were some dog who deserved a treat. You lean away from her touch, though she seems completely unbothered by it. She continues speaking, addressing MK now, “You will be faced with the same choice that your oracle friend was faced with.”
She steps forward, holding out an offering hand to him. He reactively steps back, his foot bumping against the cudgel. “You can either be under the protection of the Bull Family or meet your end here, my boy,” says Iron Fan. “We cannot allow anyone to discover my husband's release. Not yet. Not until we’ve finished what we’ve started.”
“Started… what?” MK asks, looking at you. His eyes shine with questions overflowing in his mind, most likely unsure if he can even ask them here and now. “What—What are you going to do with them?”
“That is none of your blasted business, noodle boy,” Red Son scowls at MK, crossing his arms. “You either join us, discover your blessing, and be protected and valued here with my family, or die here.”
MK’s brows furrow, looking at you, then the rest of the Bull Family. He shakes his head, blinking and running his fingers through his hair as if this is the most ridiculous thing he’s ever heard. “What—you—” he makes a gesture to Red Son now “—you’re just saying I either have to join you or die?! That’s not how deals are made, dude!”
“MK…” You say slowly, trying to get his attention.
Just roll with it, kid. Come on, don’t do what I think you’re gonna do…
He’s not catching the look on your face, though, already going off and saying, “You’re forcing innocent people into a deal where they literally have no other choice! You can’t just take someone’s freedom and think it’s a great offer because they’re getting protection! What if I never wanted the protection? What if I don’t wanna live in some—some gilded cage?!”
You try to get him to stop putting his foot in his mouth, “MK—”
But he doesn’t listen. He’s practically beyond listening at this point, his voice raising with his emotions becoming more unstable. “You’re doing just that with them, aren’t you?” He points a trembling finger at you. He stands taller suddenly, his body stiff with his hands clenching into fists. Whether his hands shook from anger or fear, you’re not sure. Maybe it’s both. “I—I won’t let you do that! I won’t let you just… take them from their home and think you’re doing the right thing! What you’re doing is—just—it’s slavery!”
Red Son erupts in a fury, dark flames erupting from his hands, “How dare you accuse my family of such things! You insult my mother and father!!” He advances towards MK, his lips pulled back into an angry snarl. “Let this be a lesson, noodle boy— this is what happens when you insult the Demon Bull family!”
“Wait, wait—” You try to step forward, but a bull bot grabs you just before the dark fire can hit you. Iron Fan ushers it away from the both of you with a wave of her hand, not looking like she was going to stop her son from, what you can only assume is, killing MK. You try to reach out to her, saying, “M—My lady, shouldn’t we stop him? MK—he spoke out of emotion—”
“Let him face the consequences of his actions,” is all she says. “He decided to lash out, and should face the repercussions.” She glances your way, adding, “My son won’t kill the boy, if that’s what you’re so worried about.”
“But—”
Scrambling back, MK trips over the cudgel and whimpers. The anger on his face gives way immediately to fear. “Ah—I—uh—!”
Red Son hurtles towards MK at supernatural speed, his gauntlet set ablaze with the garnet flames. MK lets out a terrified scream, his hands frantically searching for something, anything, to shield himself from the incoming blow.
Then, a thunderous CLANG fills the air, echoing within the cavernous room.
Time itself seems to stand still for a second, a collective gasp escaping from you and Iron Fan. Bull King’s eyes slowly widen, eyes shining with shock and anger.
MK lifted the staff— Sun Wukong’s staff —and used it to block Red Son’s attack.
“What the—how?” Red Son stumbles back, in just as much disbelief as you. “How could you possibly lift the Golden Cudgel—let alone use it?!”
Bull King’s gaze remains glued on MK. Suddenly, his shock gives way to the rage, and he growls lowly. “That divine favor… I thought it smelt familiar… It smells of that filthy simian!” He steps forward, a roar of pure fury erupting from him. “Given power by a disgraceful, murderous demon such as him—no doubt to do his dirty work for him!”
Given power by Monkey King?
Hold on…
Your eyes widen as you start connecting the dots.
The little monkey in your visions when you’d see it with the Golden Cicada… always going to Pigsy's Noodles. The monkey always ran to the back, where you’d see MK coming out.
The vision earlier today of Great Sage telling you the “kid” was okay—
The Fool Upright represents new beginnings, opportunity, and potential. You’re about to take the first step into the unknown.
There’s no way…
Those visions you had…
Were those meant for MK all along—not you?
You weren’t sure what to think, staring at the scene before you, hearing Bull King’s words.
All you can think is, Why MK? He’s just a child.
“Uh—I— UH!” MK fumbles, pointing the staff at the Demon Bull family. “B—Back off! I—I don’t know how to use this thing! I’m armed and unpredictable!!”
Iron Fan sucks in a breath. She reaches for an ornament in her hair. With a flick of her wrist, the ornament enlarges itself, becoming her fabled palm-leaf fan. She advances towards him, saying, “Blessed by Wukong or not… that staff now belongs to the Bull Family. Return it, now.”
MK lets out a small whimper, looking at you now, worry etched on his features. He clears his throat and tries to keep his voice even as he says, “Okay—so—how about this? You let them go too, and we both can leave and pretend we never saw any of this! Win—win!” He laughs, though it's as forced as the smile on his face. He takes a step away, keeping the staff pointed at them.
“The clairvoyant remains with us, noodle boy.” Red Son grits his teeth, the fire on him reigniting and slowly growing with intensity. “No more negotiations will be made! Return the staff and live—or refuse us and die!”
MK stammers, “Bwah! N—No way! You’re gonna do bad stuff with it! And—and hurt my friend, too! Let them go, now!!” As if made of liquid, the staff wobbles in MK’s arms before jutting forward, elongating itself. Iron Fan ducks out of the way, and you flinch as the staff embeds itself into the head of the bull-bot that was holding onto you.
The grip on your arm slowly loosens, and you don’t hesitate at the presented chance. Ripping yourself free, you grab onto the staff and are yanked along as it quickly retracts to its original size. MK screams your name in surprise, stumbling back as you come at him much faster than intended.
You let go of the staff, tumbling to the ground and stopping just in front of MK, quickly pulling you to your feet. He asks, looking over your face, “Are you okay??”
Red Son stumbles back before his fire can erupt and burn you. He looks nothing short of shocked that you just pulled a stunt and exclaims, “Oracle, what are you doing?!”
You reach into your bag, grabbing at the flash bomb. “Close your eyes,” is the only warning you give to MK before throwing the bomb at the Demon Bull family and turning away. MK manages to cover his eyes quickly enough as the flash goes off, thankfully. The family wasn’t so lucky, being momentarily blinded.
With the opening presented to you, you grab MK’s arm and take off down the cavern towards the elevator. “Aaaand now we’re running!”
He staggers along with you, clambering into the elevator and pressing the button at least twenty times before the doors finally start closing. You see Red Son letting out a roar of rage and running towards you, screaming, “We had a deal, oracle! How dare you go back on your word!!” Fire erupts from his fists, a wave of flames coming your way.
“A deal we never shook on, and I never wanted!” You shout back, slamming the doors to the elevator shut.
“Aaaah! Close faster!!” MK mashes the button with more fervor, until the staff starts to shake again, stabbing through the floor of the elevator and anchoring itself on the roof of the elevator. The staff forces it to go up—a lot faster than it is supposed to.
He holds onto you, screaming in pure terror, “WE’RE GONNA DIIIIIIIE!”
The elevator crashes against the crane it was attached to. You have to quickly kick MK out, yourself scrambling behind him as fire bursts out of the hole you both just came out of. He runs for his scooter, but you grab his arm, yanking him down an alleyway.
“Where are we going?!” MK yells as he’s dragged by you.
“Shh!” You hiss, pressing a finger to your lips. “Stay quiet and keep to the alleys. If we took your scooter, we’d be in open space and easier to spot.”
Behind you, you hear a crash and a gust of wind—no doubt Red Son and Iron Fan preparing to come after you both.
You keep running. MK matches your pace quickly enough and follows you through darkened alleys and cracked fences. You both pant, sweat gathering at the back of your neck, tears in your eyes, but keep running. Your leg catches on a sharpened bit of a fence you slip through, and you feel the warmth flowing from the wound, but you still run. You use the adrenaline to push the pain away and pull MK along with you through the alleys.
Your mind chanted, Go, go, go. Don’t stop running.
You tug him into a darkened nook beside a dumpster, crouch down, and clamp a hand over his mouth. You try to keep your breathing even, slow inhales and exhales, and listen. Though it’s difficult to hear past the blood pounding in your ears, you still listen.
MK clutches the cudgel close to him, leaning against you. You feel him shivering, feel the tears flowing from his eyes and onto your hand. You pull him closer to you. The gesture, though silent, seems to bring him some form of comfort, as his shoulders relax if only a little.
You both wait and listen.
You wait for one minute.
Two…
Three…
Four…
When you hear nothing after five minutes, you slowly remove your hand from MK’s mouth. The tightness in your chest loosens, allowing you to breathe properly. You look at him, gently brushing a stray hair from his face and gauging his state. “Are you okay?”
He starts, staring at you with wide eyes. He was shaking but slowly nodded. “Yeah—yeah. I’m fine. I think. We didn’t die, right?”
You huff a weak laugh. “No, no, we didn’t.” You look him over. Nothing to note aside from slightly burnt clothes and some small scuffs he got during the run. Good, good. Time to get the hell out of here and to somewhere safer. Such as home with all of Uncle Zan’s protective wards. You’ll deal with the tongue-lashing from him if it meant MK was safe.
The poor kid didn’t deserve to witness all that shit.
You push yourself to your feet and then are violently reminded of the cut you received on your leg. You grunt, stumbling on your feet and needing to quickly lean against the wall for balance. “Augh—fuck!”
He’s at your side in an instant, one hand hovering by your arm in a silent offer to you. “Ah—your leg! When did this happen?” He gestures for you to sit on a nearby crate, kneel, and then carefully peel away the ripped fabric of your pants to inspect your calf.
“I think when we squeezed through that one fence—shit—” You hope they can’t use your blood to follow you. You glance to where you and MK came from, looking for any blood splatters on the ground. It’s difficult to tell with the naked eye… you can only hope their sense of smell isn’t that good.
You watch MK now, whose face fell from the fear-riddled expression to one more focused. He says, “It doesn’t look too deep—so you shouldn’t need stitches… But it’s hard to tell with all the blood.” He takes off his headband and uses it as a pseudo bandage for your leg. “Here, I know this isn’t exactly the most sanitary, but it’s the best we can do for now. We need to get back to Pigsy's Noodles, so we can properly clean it.” He stands up, looking at you with concern now. “I can carry you if you want. We should go back to get the scooter—”
“No, it’s too risky to go back there.” As you move to stretch your leg, the skin tugs the wound, causing you to hiss. “I’ll be a little slow, but I’ll be okay to walk.”
He frowns, not looking convinced in the slightest. “No… no way, it looks like it hurts, and you shouldn’t put that kind of pressure on the injury anyway. It’ll just open it up more.” His face scrunches up as he quickly tries to think of a solution. “Hmmm… oh, I know! My friend can pick us up!” He pulls out his phone and dials a number. Pressing the phone to his ear, he says, “Hey, sis! Listen—I need your help…”
You turn away as MK gives his friend directions to your location, keeping an eye out for any sign of Red Son or his family, or even the bull-bots. You don’t see any of them, but do make eye contact with a familiar-looking bird. It watches you and MK closely, tilting its head and blinking.
You look back to MK as he hangs up with his friend. “She’ll be here soon, don’t worry. She can get us to Pigsy's Noodles ASAP! And then we can take a look at your leg and get it all dressed up.” He beams his entire demeanor back to its usual carefree air about it. You do, however, catch the light tremble in his hands as he grips the cudgel a bit tighter than intended.
“It’ll be okay!” He laughs. Even that sounds forced. You feel like he’s saying that more to himself than you.
You nod slowly, saying, “Yeah… it’ll be okay. But—are you okay?”
“Huh? Oh—yeah—totally! Haha…” He clears his throat, not looking you in the eye. His fidgeting gets worse.
“MK, you’re a terrible liar.” You sigh and lean against the wall for support. You gesture for his attention, reaching out to put a hand on his shoulder. “Look… what you just experienced was terrifying. It’s okay to be afraid.”
“But… but…” He looks at you now, really looking at you. There’s a certain way his eyes observe you. “What about you? With… with them making that deal—they were gonna take you away, weren’t they? Wasn’t that scary??”
Your lips press into a thin line, averting your gaze.
It’s nothing I’m not used to…
He keeps going, “And—And even after that! You… you used that flash bang and—and helped us get out of there—you didn’t look scared at all… not one bit…”
“Just because I didn’t look scared doesn’t mean I wasn’t… I thought they were going to kill you, MK. I was scared for you.” He doesn't mention how you didn’t say you were scared for yourself. You run your fingers through your tangled hair, tugging your fingers free and huffing. “What the hell were you even doing there?”
“What was I doing there?? What about you?” He gestures to all of you. “And—and what did Princess Iron Fan and Red Son mean by—by that oracle stuff? Are… you an oracle?”
Digging your teeth into your cheek, you don’t answer at first. You open your mouth. Close it. Sigh. There’s no avoiding it… All you can do right now is get him to where he needs to go. How to get there, though…
It’d probably be best if we got help from Sandy, especially, since he’s the one with the boat, but… MK can’t just go on some adventure without telling his father.
After another second’s pause, you say, “There’s a lot we have to unpack… how about we get to Pigsy's Noodles first, yeah?” He didn’t seem satisfied at all by that, so you say, “I promise… I’ll tell you later when we’re safer. Okay?”
Slowly, MK nods and turns his gaze downward, eyeing the staff in his hands. “Okay… Well, I—I was just delivering noodles, doing my job and all that… and my GPS told me to go there…”
“Wait—it did?” At his confirming nod, your brows knit downward. His GPS told him to go there… so someone sent him there? Who? You scratch at your neck, eyes searching the alleyway. No sign of the bird anymore… It was with MK when you caught him hiding…
Might as well ask if he knows about it.
You look back at MK. “There was a bird with you, wasn’t there? I saw it up on the pipes…”
“Oh—oh yeah!” He straightens up as the memory comes back to him. “It was the reason I fell on Red Son! It pecked at my fingers—the little rat with wings.” He shakes at his fingers absentmindedly at the memory.
Okay, so it definitely made him fall on purpose. Was it possibly some form of animal guide for him? Does it know something that you and MK don’t?
It appeared to be far more intelligent than a regular animal guide. Remembering the strange aura that surrounded it, too…
Guides don’t have that aura… shapeshifters do.
You have a hunch on whom it could be—but as of now, there are more urgent things to focus on.
“MK!” You hear a feminine voice call out, causing you both to jump. Turning to the exit of the alley, you catch sight of a girl—around MK’s age—waving you both down. Her green highlighted hair was styled into messy buns, and she wore a biker’s outfit, a big smile on her face. Green, glittery makeup sparkled around her eyes.
“Mei, hey!” MK waves back, before looking at you. “Here—let me help you.”
You almost denied his offer to help out of the desire to not be a bother, but one step on your own was all it took to let him assist you. He helps you hobble over to Mei’s bike, saying, “Mei, this is my friend I told you about.” MK nods to you, then says, “This is my best friend, Mei. We’ve known each other for—like— ever.”
Mei offers a wave with a toothy grin. “Hey, hey!”
“Pleasure to meet you,” you offer a smile to her. “Sorry, we couldn’t meet under better circumstances.”
“Woof! You can say that again, you look terrible. What happened?” She kneels to eye your leg before standing straight again. Being close to her now, you realize it wasn’t makeup, it was scales around her eyes and along her cheekbones.
A descendant of a draconic lineage… interesting.
MK says, “We’ll explain when we get back home. Can you get the sidecar ready for them?”
“Sure thing!” She presses a button that causes her bike to transform, a sidecar jutting out, adjusting itself, and now resting before you.
Damn, you think to yourself, that must be one expensive bike to do that.
He helps you into the sidecar before sitting in the passenger seat. Once Mei is sure you’re both secure, she puts her helmet on. One rev of the engine, and then she was off, the city nothing more than a blur as you rode in the sidecar through the streets.
You take this short moment to breathe, leaning back in the seat and closing your eyes. Everything went by so fast, and it still is, you try to use this moment to think about what the fuck happened.
Your vision led you straight to the Demon Bull King’s family. Not long after, MK arrives—claiming one of his delivery routes took him there. Now not only does MK know a piece of what you are, but the Demon Bull family knows now as well… Not to mention, they’re probably going to try to snatch you away, considering they lost their “prized pet.”
So much for living a peaceful life with your uncle… In truth, you’re surprised you were able to stay hidden as long as you did with the lifestyle you had. Nothing else can be done about it at this point besides doing what you do best, rolling with the punches.
You go down your mental checklist on what to do. Get MK back to Pigsy's Noodles, get your injury dressed up, then ask Sandy for his boat to get MK over to Flower Fruit Mountain so he can meet Sun Wukong.
That just begs the question, though, how in the world are you going to get there? The mountain—more so islands that make up the Great Sage’s homeland—is well hidden. Only the gods know just how many wards are put up around that place to ensure no one can get in without explicit permission from the Monkey King himself.
Maybe Uncle Zan would have an idea of what to do, but you’re not exactly keen on that. After weeks of silence, you’re sure he’s got plenty of choice words to say to you after the shenanigans you’ve been through with your visions. Even so, you have to face the music sooner or later… it’s best to just get it over with so you can help MK get to where he needs to go.
Yet even as you come up with a plan and quiet acceptance of getting a tongue-lashing from Uncle, one of the main question remains. Why MK? He’s just a child—it’s clear from his starry eyes, he doesn’t fully understand what Sun Wukong’s true life was like. Furthermore, his outburst against the Bull Family clearly showed he has a very black-and-white mentality of how the world works.
Yes, he was technically right that they were going to lock you in a cage to do their bidding in return for protection. However, rather than cause a scene, he could have just rolled with it.
Sigh.
Well, you have to remind yourself that he’s still a child. This is most likely the first time he’s ever had to deal with a situation like this, unlike you, who’s all too used to scenarios like these.
Either way, you don’t want the possibility of MK getting into anything he’s not ready to face. You certainly don’t want him using your tarot reading from the other day as an excuse to do something horrendously stupid. More stupid than the stunt he pulled earlier. It wouldn’t be the first time that a person’s done that.
With several new pieces of the puzzle given to you, and questions still lingering, you still need to find out what part you play in all of this—if you even do at all. If not, you’ll find out how to help MK prepare for what’s to come. He deserves better than to be thrown into this blind and expected to roll with it.
You don’t want him—
gone they’re gone they left me THEY LEFT ME
all alone all alone poor little oracle
—to go through what you did.
You open your eyes as the speed of the motorcycle slows down, Pigsy's Noodles now in sight. Mei parks her bike by the entrance while MK helps get you inside. Tang is in the middle of talking to Mr. Pigsy when they both take notice of the three of you entering. Their faces fall at the state you and MK are in, Tang hurrying to your side.
“Heavens above, are you two alright?!”
MK sits you in a booth before he hurries to the back and up some stairs, shouting, “I’ll be right back!”
You grunt, carefully removing the makeshift bandage and rolling up your pant leg to better examine your injury. “I’m fine, Tang. The blood makes it look worse than it is.”
“It looks pretty dang bad! What in the world happened?” He takes a stool to let you elevate your leg, while Mr. Pigsy hurries around the counter with water and a cloth. “You and MK look like you just crawled out of a fight with a fire salamander.”
He doesn’t know how close to the truth that is. The mental image of Red Son as a salamander almost makes you smile.
Mei sits on the opposite side of the booth. “MK said they’d explain when they got here, but—uh—yeah, gonna side with Mr. Tang here. Taking a second to give it a peeksy, it looks pretty bad.”
“It’s fine—really. It just needs to be cleaned and dressed. MK said so."
Both of them quiet down and nod, which makes you raise a brow. Looks like MK does know his medical stuff, given that they trusted his word that much.
Mr. Pigsy takes the cloth and starts carefully cleaning up the dried blood. “I was gettin’ worried somethin’ happened to MK when the app told me the delivery never made it… Dammit, I shoulda called him.”
MK scrambles back down the stairs with a first aid kit and is at your side in an instant. He places the staff on the table and scoots himself beside Mr. Pigsy, helping get the wound cleaned and disinfected. You suck in a breath through your teeth when the disinfectant touches your injury, but keep yourself still. You’ll never get used to the sting of it.
“Okay… so where to start,” you sigh, rubbing your face. “Uh—well… you know the story about the Demon Bull King, Tang?”
Tang looks at you, brow furrowing. “Of course I do, but what does that have to do with this?”
You say, “He’s back. We saw it ourselves. Bull King’s kid, Red Son, he—he pulled out the Golden Cudgel with this weird-looking gauntlet.”
MK carefully places ointment onto your wound, and puts a gauze pad on it, before wrapping it up in a bandage. You look over his face, seeing intense focus on his features. His movements were careful and practiced, as if he’d done this for years.
Curious…
Once finished, he turns to you. “It’s not as bad as we first assumed, and it won’t need stitches—thankfully. You can walk, you just gotta be careful, okay?”
When you nod, he looks at Tang, saying, “But—Demon Bull King—he’s going to be trying to take over the city, maybe even the world again!” He jumps to his feet and grabs at the staff, showing it to Tang. “And—we managed to get Monkey King’s staff before escaping, too. We have to get this back to him, so he can seal away Demon Bull King again!”
Tang looks between you two with a very skeptical expression. You say, “It’s true, Tang. Just examine the staff for yourself, it’s the real deal.”
At those words, he moves closer to MK to inspect the staff, running his fingers along it. “It does have this… certain air about it…” His eyes hone in on the engraving, reading aloud, “The Compliant Golden Cudgel…” MK places it on the table and Tang tries to lift it to inspect further, but to no avail.
“What—but you were waving it around as if it weighed nothing…” Tang hums again, attempting and failing to lift the cudgel.
“Here, here.” MK lifts the cudgel and says, “I can show you something else—”
Before he can finish his sentence, the Cudgel shakes and juts forward—
CRASH!
Into a pile of bowls, shattering them on impact. The broken pieces softly clatter to the floor as the Cudgel shrinks itself to normal size again.
Mr. Pigsy cries out, hands flying to his head in exasperation, “Son, what the hell?!”
“Uh—I didn’t mean to do that—I’m so, so sorry, Da—Pigsy!” MK clutches the staff tighter, as if that’ll stop it from moving on its own again.
Tang gasps, eyes shining with a mixture of excitement and wonder. “By the gods themselves, it is the Monkey King’s staff! But, wait, why are you able to carry it, MK? I couldn’t even budge it… no one but Monkey King and—previously—Six-Eared Macaque should be able to move it.”
MK wrings his hands around the staff, chewing at his lip. He says, “I—I don’t know, honest! I just can! Red Son was gonna blast me into space and I just picked it up and blocked the attack and—”
“Remember what Bull King said? He said you were blessed by the Great Sage.” All eyes are on you now. You don’t look at them, instead inspecting MK’s handiwork with the bandages. You frown and say, “I can’t say right now, because I’m not fully sure. I have theories, but nothing concrete. I don’t want to make assumptions. All I know right now is you’re supposed to meet the Great Sage at Flower Fruit Mountain.”
“Hold on, you’re serious?” Mei bends down to look at your face, trying to find any trace of a joke or lie. “Like—seriously serious?? He’s gotta go all the way there?” She sits properly, looking around at the other boys in the room. “But—how are we even gonna get there? And how do you know that?” She asks you now.
MK speaks up, his tone soft, quiet, “Is it… that stuff Princess Iron Fan and Red Son said?”
You chew the inside of your cheek, refusing to look at any of them. You didn’t want this to happen, but there’s no escaping it now.
Ugh… Uncle really won’t be happy about this, if he doesn’t already know.
Closing your eyes, you sigh and lift your head to read their expressions. Mei was curious and confused. Mr. Pigsy was skeptical, but listening. Tang was interested, but mostly worried; and MK equally so.
“Yeah, I, uh… it’s that…” You adjust your sitting position, moving to get up. “But—first—I think we should get moving—”
“Hold on a second, there.” Mr. Pigsy sits you back down. “First you drop all that on us and then expect us to just follow you blindly? Where are you even thinking of taking us?”
“To Sandy.” The statement makes him quiet down. You say, “He’s the only one who has a boat easily and quickly accessible to get us to the Flaming Mountains so we can get MK to Flower Fruit Mountain. And from there… I promise I’ll tell you on the boat.” You fidget in your seat. “I just—don’t want to risk anyone listening into the conversation while we’re here. I’d feel safer explaining on the boat.”
Truthfully, you don’t think getting to the Flower Fruit would be that easy, especially since there’s been no talk about anyone ever going there. If there are, then those people never came back. This is just something to get them to stop questioning so much. Time can’t afford to be wasted right now. You’ll figure out how to get to Flower Fruit later.
A moment of silence passes. Then Mr. Pigsy sighs, “Alright, alright. I’m trusting you with this.” You watch him step away to grab a set of car keys. He turns to you, saying, “Once we’re on Sandy’s boat, you do some explaining. Got it?”
“I will, sir, don’t worry.” You stand up again, Tang coming to your side to let you lean on him if needed. You get back into the sidecar of Mei’s motorcycle, while MK sits in the passenger seat. Tang and Mr. Pigsy take Mr. Pigsy’s car and lead Mei to the harbor where Sandy’s boathouse is.
MK kept stealing glances your way, brows furrowed in worry. You give him a small nod with a smile to reassure him you’re okay, but even so, he still looks worried. You don’t really blame him, all things considered. It’s been an emotional whiplash day today, it seems. But he doesn’t pry, not yet at least, instead just clutching the staff and bearing a thoughtful expression.
You arrive at Sandy's boathouse, parking Mei’s motorcycle and Mr. Pigsy’s truck off by one of the many shipping crates, and make your way up to the deck of the boat. Surprisingly, Sandy was already standing there, waiting.
“Teacup!” He scoops you up and gives you a once-over. “Took your time getting here, you did! Are you okay? Just the leg scratch? Okay, good.” He places you down carefully, giving you a pat on the head. He was acting strange… more jittery than usual. That could only mean one thing…
“He’s… here, isn’t he?” Your question makes his forced smile fall into a more nervous look. All too quickly, you feel your chest tightening up again when you see your uncle stepping onto the deck now.
For the first time in your memory, Uncle Zan wasn’t happy to see you.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
I have been waiting to give this particular chapter an edit. It's one of the bigger changes so far, and boy howdy it's fucking delicious
//rubs goblin hands together
Especially since it'll make for a very interesting reunion between Red Son and Nibby whent they meet again ;)---
I'm so in love with this chapter mainly because it's where the start of me looking at the canon and just go "Ah yes I will ignore exactly 80% of this and remake it"
But I also really wanted the scene with the family being reunited to be more tender especially, just a split moment of it, before going back to business~I will say as well, the only episodic order I'll be doing is Episode 0 to Episode 1, and then after that don't expect me to follow how the order of the episodes for season 1 go bc I saw that and knew it could be rearranged to be more fun and interesting.
We're so close to meeting the monkey man in person and not in visions! Soon, my lovelies, soon he'll appear~
We just got some fun confrontations to deal with next chapter first ;)Stay tuned, folks! ♥
Chapter 4: Tension
Notes:
Resisting it helps no one. Especially not yourself.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Uncle Zan’s expression is flat, but his brows are drawn down, and his mouth is pressed into a line. He glances at your bandaged leg and his frown deepens, inhaling slowly. He asks, his voice gentle, “Your leg—it’s alright?”
“I—uh—yes. It’s fine. Not too bad.”
“Good… good.” He exhales, then regards the rest of the group with a polite bow. I am Zhao Zan, their uncle. You may all call me Zan.” Then he turns to you. “You and I are speaking after this.”
Yup, you were in deep shit. For a clairvoyant, you really should’ve seen this coming. Then again, with how “exciting” today has been, it has completely slipped your mind until now.
Sandy nervously fiddles with his prayer beads before gesturing everyone deeper into his boathouse. “Come on! Let’s talk over a pot of tea, shall we?” He steps closer to you, his hands hovering. “Here, teacup, I can help you with the steps. You shouldn’t put too much pressure on your leg.”
“Thanks, Sandy,” you say gratefully. Following Sandy inside and being taken to his makeshift living was awkward, to say the least. The group kept stealing looks between you and your uncle. Mei is the first to sit on the plush sofa, one of Sandy’s many therapy cats instantly finding refuge on her lap.
Uncle gestures to the couch, says, “Sit.”
You do. Tang and MK follow suit, sitting on either side of you. Mr. Pigsy situates himself in the armchair.
Quiet envelopes the room aside from the sound of Sandy making tea and the occasional meows from the cats. Uncle Zan takes a seat in a lounging chair across the room and crosses a leg over the other. He looks at each person, putting their face to memory, before turning his attention back to you.
Your muscles remain tense, hands clasped in front of you, as you sit straight and wait for the scolding to come. But it doesn’t. Sandy serves the tea to everyone, and Uncle still hasn’t said a word.
Was he waiting for you to talk first, or…?
Finally, he speaks, “I saw it. You and your friend—MK, if I remember correctly?” He nods to MK, continuing to say, “I saw you two discovered by the Demon Bull family, I saw them discovering who you are, who MK is.”
“You… you saw it all?” MK blinks in astonishment, looking between you and Uncle Zan. “How?”
At first, Zan doesn't answer, eyes on you. He looks at the others within the room, eyeing each of them up. His eyes shine with an emotion you can’t name—somewhere between caution and apprehension. After a long, awkward silence, he finally says, “The information I’m about to give you must not be shared with anyone else—no matter how much you trust them. Do you understand?”
You’ve never seen his stare harden in such a way as his eyes move over everyone in the room. He spoke in a tone so stern you’re shocked it came from Uncle Zan of all people. There was no softness in his expression, no slouch in his posture. His eyes were like knives sharpened to a point, ready to cut into anyone he looked at.
I can’t tell if he’s just being careful, or if he’s that mad at me… maybe it’s both. It’s probably both.
MK and Mei nod silently.
“I understand, sir,” Tang sips his tea, brow furrowing with a mixture of curiosity and worry.
“You’re being a little too vague for my liking, Zan.” Mr. Pigsy squints. “Just what the hell have those two gotten themselves into? What’s with all this secrecy?”
“With all due respect, Mr. Mr. Pigsy,” says Uncle Zan, his sharp and cold stare now on Mr. Pigsy. He says, “I will give you this information, but I need you to confirm that you will not tell another soul outside this room when I tell you.” He breathes, and says, “Because if this information gets out, it, in turn, will jeopardize not only my security but my nibbling’s security as well. And finally, this will jeopardize all of you.”
Uncle held a more authoritative tone as his eyes locked with Mr. Pigsy’s. “You’ll have to forgive my vagueness, Mr. Mr. Pigsy. My words come from my experience with this secret, and what would happen should it be revealed to anyone untrustworthy. Trust when I say I will tell you— we will tell you,” he pauses momentarily to look at you, then says, “But we must ensure you will not tell a soul.”
A pregnant silence falls in the living room. The only sounds that pass between anyone are the silent sips of tea or the soft meows from the cats.
When Mr. Pigsy gives a curt nod in agreement, Uncle Zan closes his eyes and takes another breath. He brings his teacup to his lips, his eyes still closed. He takes a sip. Once he opens them, his gaze softens, if only slightly. He says, “Nibby and I are clairvoyants. To put it simply, we are individuals touched by the gods to see into the past, present, and future in various ways.”
He waits, eyeing everyone to see if they want to speak up. When no one says anything, he continues talking, “Clairvoyants have always been a target for unsavory individuals—mainly demons. They attempt to force us to have visions of their future, so they can know what to expect and plan accordingly to achieve the outcome they want. Some go as far as keeping clairvoyants as pets—practically slaves—to make them have visions on command.”
Everyone looks completely taken aback by Uncle’s words. They look to you to confirm all of this, and you give a quiet nod. MK scoots closer to you, taking your hand in his and squeezing it. You squeeze back, the gesture meant to reassure him, but you’re much too tense to succeed at such a thing.
Mei turns her attention to Uncle Zan, asking, “All that trouble just for a few peeks into the future? That’s… so messed up.”
“It’s a little more complicated than that, Miss Long.” Uncle sighs and rubs his face.
You notice Mei’s eyes widening in reaction.
How does he know her surname? Then again… this is Uncle we’re talking about.
Uncle Zan says, “Our premonitions—they vary in intensity. Some are the small peeks, as you say, little vague hints of what’s to come, or what once was. Others are larger, setting a scene before you that you are part of, or are spectating. Some last only a few minutes, while others can last hours, at the longest. Clairvoyants who can call upon their premonitions at will—rather than it coming to them at random—are the ones more sought after by demons.”
“I thought they sounded familiar… I remember reading about them…” Tang rubs his chin thoughtfully. “I thought they were just a story, or like the fortune-tellers we find today.”
You speak up this time, “Most clairvoyants don’t take on fortune-telling, as that’s the first place demons look. Before the Great Sage had sealed away the Demon Bull King, and even before the Age of Marrow, there was… something that happened.” You frown at your cup of tea, holding it to keep your hands full, but not drinking it. You say, “It was something akin to a massacre of our kind… We’re not sure what happened, exactly. It was never written down. By the time Bull King was sealed, there weren't many of us left. So we all went into hiding.”
Uncle Zan pours himself another cup. “The life we lead is dangerous. One small slip and we could lose our lives… not to death, but to slavery,” he says. He stares at the liquid, eyes glazing over as if remembering something from his past. But it left just as quickly as it came, his attention back on you and the rest of the crew.
“I don’t get why demons go through all that effort to, like, keep a few clairvoyants?” Mei leans forward, gesturing to you and Uncle Zan. “Like, sure, doin’ peeks into the future and all that, but to go as far as, like, enslaving a person…? That’s a little too fucked, if you ask me.”
Mr. Pigsy turns to Mei and says, “Think about it like this, Mei. Someone looks into your future and tells you to expect fifty customers at your restaurant within the next hour. And then in that hour, as predicted, those customers come.”
Mei looks thoughtful as she nods along to the explanation. He makes a vague gesture with his hand, saying, “And with that warning, you can prepare for the coming rush. That way, you’re not overwhelmed by all the people that come in. Some demons want that preparation, they want to be ready for anything that could get in their way of… whatever plans assholes like them have.”
“Huh… I think I get it. It’s still super fucked up, though.”
Uncle Zan huffs, the ghost of a smile on his face at Mei’s blunt statement. “Some demons offer protection for our services, allowing us to continue living our lives. While others simply want to put us in cages—gilded or rusted, it doesn’t matter.”
“As long as they can keep us under their thumb, that’s all they care about,” you mutter under your breath, your hand subconsciously touching your arm.
“That’s why the Bull Family was so adamant about keeping you…” MK’s gaze is nothing short of absolute concern for you. “And now that they know who you are…”
“It was—more than that, MK…” You rub your face, not looking at Uncle as you say, “It was more because of… a contract we were going to make.”
“Nibby,” Uncle breathes, his eyes widening in shock. Your chest tightens at the sheer panic and worry that flashes through his face. “You were going to make a contract with them?!”
“What else could I have done?!” You rub your face again, more forcefully as the stress overtakes your muscles, pulling them taut. “Uncle, they were fucking threatening me.”
I don’t wanna be here.
I wanna go home.
I hate this so much.
I want to leave.
I want to leave .
Too many people looking stop it stop looking at me stop looking at me
“M—Mr. Zan…?” MK fidgets, glancing between the two of you. “Please, sir, they… they didn’t have a choice. The Bull Family offered the same to me when they discovered that I—well, apparently also have a blessing.” His face falls to a mixture of somberness and fear at the memory. “It was either join them or die. Not really a—uh—good set of choices.”
Uncle takes a slow breath, nodding. Just as quickly as his panic came, it receded, and his expression was calm once again, with only the tiniest hint of a knitting in his brow. “I understand. I apologize for my outburst, I—my vision did not show me their ultimatum…”
“Contract?” Mei tilts your head the other way, another cat joining her lap. “Like a signing contract?”
“More of a magical contract, dear child,” Uncle Zan corrects, his voice gentler now. “But that explanation is for another day. With the Bull Family discovering your blessing, and you running away before the contract could be sealed, they may collect you to finish said contract.” He looks at MK now. “And you, lad, will be a new target for not just the Bull Family, but many other demons as well.”
MK stiffens, pointing at himself. “M—Me? But why?” He blinks, his brows knitting down as he recalls what the Bull Family said earlier. He meets Uncle’s gaze and asks, “Is it… because of what they said? How—I have Monkey King’s blessing?”
Uncle nods, saying, “A human boy blessed by the Great Sage to wield his staff, and possibly even his powers… you will also have a target on your back.”
Tang finally speaks up, fidgeting with his scarf as he asks, “But—Monkey King is more than capable of handling this by himself? Why drag MK into it?”
“Why indeed… that is a question for MK to ask Great Sage, however, is it not? Before anything else—were there questions any of you had regarding this?” Uncle Zan asks, looking at everyone in the room.
MK glances your way, his hand gripping yours again. “Is… there anything we can do? To keep you two safe?”
“Yes, please,” Tang turns to you now, adding, “Anything to help either of you—so you don’t have to suffer such a fate.”
They’re too sweet.
You shake your head. “We’ll be fine,” is all you say, glancing at Uncle with a look that says, help me out here.
Uncle Zan bows his head to everyone, smiling softly. It doesn’t fully reach his eyes. “The generosity is admirable and appreciated. We’ll keep it in mind, should the situation call for it. But as of right now, we’ll be safe where we are.”
“Are you sure?” Tang wrings his hands together. “Living that kind of life can’t be easy…”
“It isn’t, but we learned how to take precautions.” Uncle nods to you, his smile slightly stronger. “Our home is out of the way, I have wards set up, and a close family friend is helping keep an eye to ensure our home remains untouched. Should the situation call for a relocation, however, we’ll be sure to inform you.”
Another way of saying Uncle made a contract with Auntie to keep the house safe.
But they don’t need to know that he made a deal with a huli jing.
You say a second time, “We’ll be fine, guys. Really. And if shit hits the fan, you’ll be the first to know about it.” You squeeze MK’s hand and lightly bump your shoulder against Tang’s. It seems they’re satisfied with the reassurance of keeping the options open, since none protest to either you or Uncle Zan.
“All of my questions were already answered. Explains a lot, if I’m thinkin’ about it.” Mr. Pigsy massages the bridge of his nose, sighing, “Today’s turning around to be a weird combination of shitty and stressful.”
“So, another usual day at work?” You ask with a soft chuckle, a small attempt to lighten the mood from something so serious.
He snorts, the hint of a smirk on his face. “Sure—we’ll go with that. So, we goin’ to take MK to Monkey King and make him stop Demon Bull King?”
“Yeah, about that…” Tang clears his throat and makes a gesture around the room. “How exactly are we supposed to do that? I know you said Sandy’s boat could probably take us there, but…” He claps his hands and gestures for everyone’s attention. “After giving it some thought, it’s—well—Mount Huaguo is heavily protected, no doubt by those aforementioned wards to protect your own home—but also the Flaming Mountains? We’ll be burned to a crisp before we can even reach land.”
“The only way to safely reach the home of the Great Sage…” Uncle pinches his chin with his finger and thumb. “Is by doing one of three things. One; being heavily protected by the flames and finding a crack in the wall of wards around Flower Fruit—which would be no easy task. Two; blowing away the flames with Princess Iron Fan’s fan—which would not be a good idea to attempt stealing.”
That makes sense… meaning…
“And… the third way in?” Mr. Pigsy asks, gesturing for him to continue.
“Invitation,” you and Uncle say at the same time. Uncle waves for you to explain, so you do, “Well—it’s just a theory, but most wards can keep people out unless they’re invited in. Think… those European vampires, who can’t enter someone’s house without being permitted to.”
You idly pet one of Sandy’s cats, saying, “Given how no one’s seen Flower Fruit in all these years, it can be safely assumed Great Sage simply warded the place off and only those with invitation can get in. Either that or really powerful magic—probably god levels.”
There’s a twinkle in Uncle Zan’s eye, his smile easily falling on his lips, causing you to furrow your brows in confusion. He reaches into his sleeve, pulls out a scroll, and says, “This had suddenly appeared on Sandy’s dashboard, addressed to you, MK.”
MK blinks, slowly leaning forward and taking the scroll. Uncle says, “It seems someone is expecting you, and predicted this would happen today.”
“Monkey King’s… expecting me?” MK looks over the scroll, slowly opening it and reading it over.
“What’s it say, what’s it say?” Mei leans over his shoulder, her chin resting there as she reads it.
“Honorable Qi Xiaotian,” he reads aloud, “On behalf of I, Sun Wukong, the Monkey King, Great Sage Equal to Heaven, Victorious-in-Strife Buddha; you are cordially invited to attend a special gathering. This meeting will take place at my residence on Mount Huaguo.
“I humbly request to you is that you bring the clairvoyant with you—the one who witnessed Demon Bull King’s return, as well. Their insights and experience will play a crucial role in this meeting.
“When you are ready, all you two need to do is place your hands on the scroll and say you accept the invitation. I look forward to engaging with you and discussing important matters together.
“Sincerely, Sun Wukong,” he finishes reading, closing up the scroll.
“Wow,” says Mei, “So fancy.”
“His brushwork is enchanting! Literally,” Tang comments, adjusting his glasses.
A very formal invitation, you think, with a hum. We’ll see if he’s actually like that in person, though.
MK looks up at everyone. “So—this means we can’t all go…?”
“What? Why not?!” Mei snatches the scroll from MK’s hands to reread it. You were about to scold her for such a thing, but remind yourself that MK did introduce her as his best friend. It’s possible that they’re used to doing that to each other, so you choose to say nothing.
Uncle Zan smiles and nods, “Unfortunately, no. The invitation only specifies nibby and MK go. Therefore, it’d be best if we remained a safe distance from Megapolis to avoid any unnecessary trouble.”
“Aw, man…” She huffs, crossing her arms with a pout.
“I’m sure it’ll be possible to meet him later, sis!” MK rubs her back reassuringly.
Uncle Zan, sensing the conversation is essentially finished, looks at you with an expression that says we must talk, now. He stands, gesturing for you to follow, and says to the others, “We’ll be a moment, but please, I would like a private conversation with them.”
MK doesn’t let go of your hand, his teeth digging into his lip. “They’re not in trouble, are they?”
A sweet kid, but he shouldn’t worry so much for a person he barely knows.
“Not for the reason you think, lad,” says Uncle. “But there are things we must address that are private matters, and I would like to keep it between the two of us.”
“It’s fine, MK,” you reassure with a light bump of your shoulder against his, and it convinces him to release your hand. Once free, you stand and walk out with Uncle, following him to the couch on the main deck. He lets you sit first, before sitting next to you.
You lean back, keeping your eyes glued to your feet.
You can feel the disappointment radiating from him, and you hate it. You close your eyes, pressing your lips into a line. The boat took off and was now sailing across the water, Megapolis slowly but surely disappearing over the horizon line. Still, he hasn’t said a word.
It’s not until Megapolis vanishes from view that he speaks up, “What’s on your mind?” His voice was gentle, and part of you feels like you don’t deserve it.
You don’t say anything, keeping your eyes closed, and your head hung low. Then you say, “A lot of things…”
“Let’s start from the top, then. Such as your visions.” You feel him shifting beside you. He asks, “Nibby, what happens with them?”
You haven’t opened your eyes. Your brows furrow, a piece of you understanding but also not understanding. “What do you mean, Uncle?”
“What happens when these visions occur? What do you do?”
“I…” You close your mouth, open it, and say, “I just—try to control it. The usual, you know.”
He presses on, his tone still gentle, “And what do you do to try to control them, nibby?”
“I—” You stop, close your mouth, and clench your jaw. You don’t want to say it because you feel like it’ll just make him more upset with you. He’s told you countless times before that you can’t just shove it into a bottle, and it’s the exact thing you’ve been doing for months. For years, ever since Dad showed you how. You know you have to admit it, though.
He’s been waiting for you to say this, and you can’t avoid it anymore.
The Tower reading rings in your mind, reminding you, You’ve become too comfortable in this bubble of yours. To stay unchanged will only bring pain within yourself.
You take a deep breath and say, “I… I just—ignore it… Sometimes I just close my eyes and—wait for it to pass. Block out anything I hear.”
“Nibby…” The shock and disappointment in his voice make your chest tighten and tears sting in your eyes. “You’ve been resisting them?”
You let silence be your answer. But he doesn’t say anything, most likely wanting to hear you outwardly admit it. You open your eyes, keeping your gaze glued to your feet, not yet wanting to look at him just yet. You say, “I… I have…” You hate how your voice cracked. You swallow the growing lump in your throat.
He inhales, closes his eyes, and exhales. He sits up more straight, crossing one leg over the other, and gestures to you with the grace of a clairvoyant and the gentleness of a therapist. His eyes still held a hint of disappointment, but his expression was calm. He asks, his tone unwavering, “Why have you been resisting them?”
“Why?” At first, you couldn’t believe he’d ask such a question. The answer was simple enough, wasn’t it? When you don’t answer, though, he simply waits for you to. So you start talking, “Because—because they’re a hindrance?” Your lips tug into a deep frown. The corners of your vision blur with more tears.
You hated crying in front of others. You hated it.
Don’t see me as weak. Don’t. Don’t. Please.
You breathe, blinking away your tears until they were no longer threatening to fall, and say, “I’m trying to just—live my fucking life. I’m trying to get some form of control back after what happened when they started, especially… after Mom and Dad died.” More tears threaten to roll down your cheeks. You pause a moment to regain yourself and breathe before saying, “These visions—they just cause trouble. They’ve been causing trouble, Uncle Zan.”
With nothing else to hold you back from saying your deepest thoughts, you let them out, making wild gestures with your hands and saying, “For fuck’s sake—I just ran into the Demon Bull Family because of these visions that yank me around like I’m some puppet!”
Thoughts and feelings you’ve had for years, now finally flowing out of you, much like the tears rolling down your cheeks that you couldn’t resist any longer. “And now the Bull Family is on a blood hunt for me because of the stupid contract I almost made with them! And then they might find out where we live and—and—”
you might end up like Mom and Dad. You might end up caged and chained and tortured all over again because of me, you want to say but don’t, the words caught in your throat.
Zan’s expression remained neutral, with a hint of concern, a hint of sadness. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a packet of tissues, handing one to you. You blow your nose and wipe your eyes with a shaky breath. No words were said for a few moments, the only sound was the lapping of the waves against the boat, and your sniffling.
Hate this I hate this I hate this
He asks, gently, gently, “Do you want to hear what I have to say?”
A minute passes. Two. Three. You sigh, “Alright, fine… hit me.”
He nods, slow, before speaking in a calm, almost cautious tone, “You… are someone who’s experienced so much in these past few years. I don’t know the full extent of what happened to you when—” he swallows, takes a breath, and says “—when Ming and Chun died… I don’t know what you’ve experienced in the years you lived in America before moving here, nor do I expect you to tell me unless you wish to. But I knew—when you finally came to live here—just from looking in your eyes. I knew you’ve trudged through more darkness than many people twice your age ever had, or will.”
You feel your muscles subconsciously tensing—
chains and cages and whips
demons laughing taunting
little oracle little pet
—at the memories.
You shut your eyes tight and breathe.
Calm down.
You’re not there anymore.
It’s fine.
It’s fine.
You’re with Uncle, now.
It’s safer here.
Safer with him.
Uncle Zan offers his hand to you, which you take. His grip is firm and warm, helping ground you in the now, rather than memories of the past. He says, “Now I know that through those years, you’ve resisted those visions unless you needed to—if you struck a deal with a demon, or otherwise.”
He squeezes your hand, prompting you to finally look at him. “Nibby… these won’t stop, no matter how much you want them to.” He tugs your hand, a quiet offer. You scoot closer, allowing him to wrap an arm around your shoulders. Rather than a wave of uncomfortable static shooting through you, you feel his warmth radiating from him. It envelops you, reassuring you that you’re fine.
So warm…
He says, “These visions—your sight—it’s part of you. They don’t happen so often, so forcefully, unless you’re heavily resistant towards them. And continuing to reject them will continue to make it worse—for yourself and those around you.” He’s right. You know he’s right. It doesn’t make it any easier to admit it outwardly. To admit that all these habits you were practically raised on will only do more harm… it’s hard.
It’s all I’ve ever known. All that I’ve ever been.
How can I possibly change that…?
You close your eyes, slowly exhaling through your nose, then look up at him. You ask, your voice quiet, cracking slightly, “How did you know? That I was doing all of this?”
“I didn’t at first… I just thought you were about to be part of something important, and your visions wanted you to be ready.” He rubs your shoulder, staring out into the open ocean. “I saw the signs when I noticed you stopped talking to me about them—when you looked more tired, antsy, as if someone were following you around every corner.”
He sighs, rubbing his face. “I should’ve seen them sooner, having gone through it myself, but by that point, it was too late. I wanted you to come to me first about it, but—as you can see—we both waited too long, and here we are.”
Surprise makes you lean back to look at his face, asking, “Wait… you—you went through it, too? Resisting the visions?”
You never thought he would’ve gone through what you have. He’s so welcoming of his visions, so open with them, you just… assumed he was always like that.
In reality, he was just like you.
He frowns. At first, he says nothing but soon speaks, “Of course I did. When I lived back in the City of Lights, I pushed them down as much as I could. At the time, I felt like the visions would only bring me trouble, much like how you felt. I knew how sought-after clairvoyants were by demons. So… like many of our kind, I hid away.”
He sighs and shakes his head, most likely at his past self. “Believe it or not, it’s a common practice for the younger clairvoyants to resist the visions. To be born with a gift, but to realize the gift is also a punishment because demons put these visions in high demand. Our life is dangerous because of it—and it’s not even our choice.”
His thumb rubs your shoulder, giving you a small squeeze. He says, “I learned the hard way that it’s something you cannot and should not resist. I learned that the only time it brings you trouble is if you keep fighting back and not accepting them.”
You look at him fully now, seeing the truth in his eyes and the darkness in them. The darkness of someone who had to learn through intense and terrifying trial and error. While you’ve only seen a few of the physical scars he’s carried, you’ve never seen them all. But looking at his eyes, for a split second you can see the emotional scarring he bears. You knew he spoke from true experience.
I can’t believe all this time he was just like me…
Uncle Zan turns back to look out at the ocean. “The premonitions will only yank you around like that if you try to pull away. They’ve been telling you something—something important. They kept happening because they were trying to tell you that this thing going on right now is what you were going to be part of.”
Again, The Tower’s message returns to you. It’s right—you keeping this up will just cause you to fall behind. To stagnate like a blocked river, unable to flow forward and cleanse yourself of the past. It’s already been proven that refusing to change is going to hurt you.
“I just—” you rub your face, “—it’s just—it was the first thing Dad taught me… he said it started earlier than he expected, and it was the only thing he could do.” More tears sting your vision, rolling down your cheeks. “And—and he promised he’d start teaching me after I graduated… So all I knew how to do was to—to resist the visions and try to live some form of a normal life. Wait for graduation, and then finally learn proper control. And then he and Mom just fucking died after all that waiting and wondering when I’ll stop being dragged around on a leash.”
Your throat closes up at the memory.
A knock on a door that was once home
A stranger—an officer—staring, staring, shocked, his eyes holding pain
Pain for you, or pain for having to deliver the news?
“Are you… the only one here, kiddo…?”
You close your eyes and—
alone alone all alone left behind
—push the memory away.
You say, “It’s all I knew how to do then… All I know how to do now. And I know it’s not good. I know I shouldn’t do this, I know it’s just going to hurt me and the people I care about, but—” Once again your words catch in your throat, and you swallow, wiping your eyes.
“You don’t know how to rid yourself of a habit you’ve had for years,” Uncle finishes for you. You nod, using more tissues to wipe your eyes. He asks, “When did you start having premonitions, nibby?”
While you don’t remember the premonition itself, you remember when it happened. You blow your nose, take a breath, and say, “It was I think… fourth or fifth grade—or, you’d know it as late primary school. I was on the playground with the other kids, and suddenly I was being pulled out of my trance by a teacher because I almost wandered off into the nearby forest.”
“It was that early?” His sigh is more of a huff. He rubs his temple, his brows knitted in either annoyance or exasperation, you’re not sure, and he says, “For most clairvoyants, it doesn’t start until late secondary school, which is essentially late high school in America. You were so young—” He rubs his face now, taking another breath. “I thought Chun already helped you through it—no wonder his first lesson was so easy for a child to misinterpret. What a mess…”
You fidget with the tissues, staring at your hands. You quietly admit, “I… I was planning to talk to you about it all today. But then… well, you already know what happened.” You gesture around you and lean against him. “My cards—they told me that I needed to stop resisting what was going on. And… it’s been difficult to come to terms with. Everything I did with the premonitions was so automatic… but I was thinking of mentioning it to you. I just—didn’t know when, and I… was kind of getting paranoid at your silence.”
Uncle Zan frowns, and he admits, “I was waiting for you to take the initiative and start it. But, I should’ve taken that initiative sooner when I knew you weren’t going to. I suppose the time limit I gave was too long…” His gaze travels across the deck as he watches Sandy’s cats play about. He says, his voice firmer than before—but not to scold, not to be mean, he says it to be grounding and reassuring, “If you want to talk about something, you need to speak up, nibby. I will not force you into a discussion you don’t feel ready for, but I will give a time limit if I see you continuing to hurt yourself, be it physically or mentally.”
There’s a beat of silence, both of you taking a moment to let it all settle in. The stubborn part of you wants to still try to fight it. To try to take back what little control of your life you had before everything turned to complete shit. But then the logical side of your brain tells you, stubborn defiance will only make it worse.
It’s part of you. You can’t just drop it on the side of the road and act like it was never part of your life. It is your life.
You take a slow, deep breath. The knot in your chest loosens slightly. You say, “Okay.” You hesitate, then quietly ask, “This whole thing with Demon Bull King… MK… the Great Sage… there’s nothing I can do to get out of it, is there?”
Uncle says, his tone holding no room for argument, “No, there isn't. All of your visions point you to meeting the Great Sage. Not to mention, he personally invited you to meet him with MK.”
You can’t help but still try to argue, the stubborn habit unable to be broken within the span of just one talk and a few minutes, “But—that’s MK’s future, isn’t it? He has the cudgel, he has the Great Sage’s blessing. It can’t be my future too. My visions—”
“It’s both of your futures.” He looks at you, his gaze sharp but not unkind. “You’re both meant to meet him, nibby. For whatever reason, there is. You need to accept it as truth, rather than trying to deny it. Your visions have been telling you this for weeks, and you’ve been ignoring it for too long, so they had to pull you around the way they did.”
You look down at your hands, fidgeting with the tissue. “I… I just don’t know why I have to meet him, though. What purpose is there for someone like me going to see the Great Sage?”
He taps his fingers against his knee thoughtfully, saying, “On his journey with the Great Monk, they’ve met plenty of clairvoyants. It’s possible he has ancient texts to pass to you. Maybe even knowledge. And maybe—just maybe—you’re meant to help that MK lad with this change in his own life as well.”
Zan rubs your shoulder, his face softening to the familiar expression he always held when regarding you. Warm, gentle. His tone was soft as he added on, “You’re a smart one, nibby. You pay attention to more than you realize, and you can provide certain insight that some don’t even consider.” He reaches up, abruptly ruffling your hair. “You just have to speak up about it, rather than watching from the sidelines and thinking to yourself.”
The gesture makes you laugh, pushing at his hand. “Augh—come on… I get it, I get it.” You sober up, wiping your eyes one last time and sighing. One of Sandy’s cats comes up to you, rubbing against your legs, before hopping onto your lap. You pet the calico, feeling it purr against your hand. “It’s… going to be a difficult change… I don’t even know where to start.”
“Being self-aware is the first step to breaking a bad habit and starting a better one. Become conscious of your fears, thoughts, and behaviors that cause the automatic reaction. And figure out a way to stop yourself from doing said reaction.” He leans forward, pressing his forehead against yours. “It will be extremely difficult. But you know I will help you with this however I can. Who knows—perhaps those new friends of yours, or even the Great Sage himself, can help you too.”
He ruffles your hair again, gentler this time. “I will always be ready and able to help you, nibby.” He takes your face with his free hand, saying, “So long as you promise to be more honest with me about this. Never, will I ever judge you.”
It felt like a weight that had been resting on your chest for years was finally lifted. You feel your shoulders relaxing at his words, your chest loosening and tightening with a different feeling this time. More tears form in the corners of your eyes, but instead of anger or sorrow, it’s a relief.
“I—” your throat closes for a second, and you swallow, “—thank you, Uncle Zan. I know I’m more stubborn than a bull, but—I’m grateful you’ll still help me.” You close your eyes, reeling in the warmth that radiates from him. “I promise I’ll be more honest with you. And I promise to come to you if anything happens.”
“You can take your time, just don’t take too long, okay?” He lightly pinches your chin and you nod. “Good, now get some rest. No doubt it’s been a very exciting few hours, and you look in need of a nap.” He stands up and moves out of your way to let you lie down on the couch. The calico readjusts itself to lay on your stomach, getting comfy.
“I feel like I could sleep for a week,” you laugh weakly, setting your pack down by the couch.
“I’ll let the others know to take this time to let you rest. Once you’re ready, we can send you and MK off.”
“Thanks.” You watch him walk away, no doubt to talk to the others about a plan or reassure them you’re fine or what have you. You close your eyes, taking a deep breath after such a heavy conversation. The calico still purrs on your stomach as you ruminate on everything.
Well… that’s what you get for keeping this shit inside. Bound to explode eventually.
You sigh, rubbing your face and staring up at the sky. Your gut reaction is to want to shove any feelings of the visions away. But you don’t. Instead, you try to meditate on it while making out shapes in the clouds.
You have to make the change, and that change is to start accepting the visions instead of fighting them. You need to start being self-aware. But how to go about it… It’s been a habit for so long, breaking it will be the hardest part. You reach into your bag and pull out your tarot cards, three of them this time, and look them over, running a finger along the surface and gently knocking on them three times, knock—knock—knock .
You whisper, “What makes it so difficult to move forward? What can I do to change it?”
You wait patiently for the designs to slowly begin burning themselves onto the surface of the cards. The first card showed an upside-down image of an armored skeleton riding on a horse.
Death, Reversed:
You carry harmful viewpoints and thoughts from your past that interfere with this opportunity to grow and change for the better. Because of this, your life has stagnated, and you feel stuck in limbo. These viewpoints from your past make you reactively resist any change that happens and is hurting your growth. To release the past, you must surrender to the present. These viewpoints no longer serve you, and it’s time to create new viewpoints that can.
The second card showed another upside-down image, this one of a hand holding a single cup as water flows out of it.
Ace of Cups, Reversed:
You have repressed emotions from these events that you’ve never fully expressed, to anyone or even yourself. It could be because of fear of being hurt, or embarrassment for not feeling mature. But whatever reasons you have, in the end, you were the one who hurt yourself the most. You must let these emotions out, so you can properly let go. You can do so privately if you don’t feel ready to share these emotions yet, but you’ve put the cork on the bottle for too long. It’s time to let the emotions out when you feel comfortable doing so.
The final card showed a kneeling, naked woman pouring water from two pitchers. Her knee is on land, while her foot is in a pond. Seven small stars twinkle behind her, with the large one shining above her.
The Star, Upright:
You’ve endured many challenges and will face more. But through your meditation, you’ll learn who you are at your core essence—beneath all the layers. You are making significant changes in your life, transforming yourself from the old you to the new you, and in doing so, will give yourself fresh perspectives on how to handle future events. You will eventually find peace and love in your life, filled with a calm energy and deep understanding of yourself and the surrounding others. In time, you’ll find and hold a new sense of self, and a new appreciation for the core of your Being. As long as you keep going, you will be okay.
You stare at the cards, taking several minutes to fully take in the meaning of each one. The designs long vanished from the cards and are now blank. You put the cards away, looking back up at the clouds, idly petting the calico still on your stomach. If you want to live up to what The Star promised, you’ll have to follow what the other two cards offer. You close your eyes and exhale.
You’ll end up having numerous talks throughout this time. Mostly with Uncle Zan, maybe a few Sandy, or even Tang or MK. Who knows? Perhaps even Monkey King will have his own two cents on it all.
It won’t be easy, but you’ll give it a shot. You’ll do better. Not just for Uncle Zan, but for MK, and the others. And most importantly, for yourself.
Slowly but surely, sleep takes over, and it’s one of the most peaceful periods of sleep you’ve had in a long time.
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Back within the city of Megapolis, where street vendors hollered and children screeched with laughter as they played, a lone monkey sits atop the highest building. Harsh winds tussle and tug at black and white fur, at old clothes that have experienced one too many repairs.
A single sunset colored eye stares off towards the ocean, the other eye a clouded white. He stares, stares to the open expanse of the sea, where a ship sails away carrying precious cargo inside.
“After all these years…”
Six ears swivel and perk up, listening intently to the words traded between the two clairvoyants, the cub, and the rest of the unimportant mortals.
“Some clairvoyants finally reveal themselves.”
Lips pull back to reveal sharp teeth, tugging up into a sinister smile.
“Heh, the cub really does have the best luck,” he muses aloud. “To think, all I had to do was just wait and let him find them for me.”
Standing up, the lone monkey known as the Six-Eared Macaque stretches and groans. He’ll have to wait a bit longer for the right opportunity to snatch one of the clairvoyants, though. It’ll probably be the less stable one, since the older one seems less likely to be intimidated into submission.
Then again, he’s already waited this long to finally find a clairvoyant. What’s just a few more weeks?
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Much farther from Megapolis, amidst arid deserts and vast grasslands, a kingdom rests. A kingdom of demons, of humans, of celestials, and of everything in-between. A kingdom of mothers, of fathers, of loners. A kingdom of workers, of warriors, of refugees.
No matter who lives within this land, all are welcome, and all are safe. Protected by mountains, by warriors, and by magic alike, the people of Camel Ridge go about their daily lives just like any other day. Vendors sell their wares and make deals with fellow traveling merchants. Guards stand alert for any sign of danger. Children run about the square to play.
“So, did he actually succeed?”
Further up, near the top of the mountain, in the heart of the kingdom, two friends sit at a table. Tea was poured long ago, snacks presented, and words of nostalgia are shared. Now, though, the topic takes a different turn.
Sun Lihua sits up, her chestnut colored fur shifting with the breeze. She lifts her gaze from her teacup, amber eyes twinkling with her smile. “What do you think?” She asks, her tone playful, but knowing. Her tail flicks upward as she patiently waits for his response.
Across the table, donned in fine silks to signify the end of a long day of work, Azure Lion sits. He leans back in his chair and matches her smile, a single brow quirking up. “If I were to guess from the sheer force of the tremor we both felt but a moment ago…” He takes the last sesame ball on the plate to offer her, only eating it when she waves for him to.
A moment to eat the delicious pastry, before he says, “Then I am to say yes, he did succeed.”
“Oh?” Lihua tilts her head, her smile strengthening. “And what, my dear friend, makes you say that?”
“If I can safely assume…” He chuckles, taking his teacup and bringing it to his lips. “That tremor wasn’t too unlike the one from when my dearest Brother Monkey sealed away my equally dearest and most stubborn Brother Ox. To which, I can safely assume my nephew’s invention has worked.”
“A very safe assumption,” Lihua says, delicately placing her cup down. She stands, her fingers tracing the edge of the table. “That also means that we can safely assume Lord Ox will still be in quite the rage when released.”
“Ah, so you are leaving, then?” Azure stands now, stepping around the table to walk with her down the stone stairs towards the gardens.
She shakes her head. “Not yet. The Bull Family deserve some privacy for a reunion and to recuperate. I’ll give them… perhaps a day or two, if the stars allow it. You and I both know the Heavenly Court won’t be happy to hear he’s free.” She sighs, glancing over her nails. “I can only hope he doesn’t cause too much collateral damage before I return to check on them.”
“I would love to accompany you when you go…” Says Azure, still walking alongside Lihua as they approach the center of the garden. Surrounded by a small moat of water adorned with blossoming lilies, a huge tree rests, donning large peaches, ripe and ready for feasting. Placing a paw on her shoulder, Azure says, tired and weary, “But I must maintain vigilance on the stragglers of the Kingdom of Marrow. More keep appearing every year, and it worries me—”
“Rest, Lord Azure,” she says back to him, her tone gentle, but her eyes sharp and leaving no room for argument of any sort. She puts her hand atop his, the size a stark contrast to his large paw. “Rest knowing that the other warriors can keep watch of the borders, and rest knowing that if anything happens, Blue will tell us.”
“Yes, yes, of course,” he laughs, his body slumping forward a tad. He pats her shoulder, stepping away from her. “Well, then, shall we check on your youngest son and see how his performance is going?”
Her smile twinkles in her eyes. “Lead the way.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verrdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
Oh man oh god oh MAN I'M FUCKING SO HAPPY AND ANGRY AT THE SAME TIME
Happy because this little bit of foreshadowing with Macaque and then with Azure Lion and Lihua is wonderful and I love it
Angry because it's gonna be at least ten thousand years before Azure actually shows up //falls to the floor and sobs
Nonetheless, I fucking loved adding those scenes in, and editing the bit with how MK and Nibby are gonna get to Flower FruitFor that particular edit, it didn't take much thinking on my and Verdy's end, especially since we were talking on and off about how yes it's very much cartoon logic that stops everyone from burning to a crisp at the Flaming Mountains X"D and that Wukong would've definitely put up more protection for his home
Does that mean the entire scene where Iron Fan steals the staff and MK "dies" has been scrapped? Yes, absolutely, for two reasons. One; it wouldn't fit the flow, and two; Nibby's already gonna go through enough trauma, there's no need to add them watching MK "die" be one of them, as well.
(What is this Kingdom of Marrow, I wonder.... it's a huge mystery to be sure..... ;) )
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I really loved doing this chapter because I really really wanted to add in more Uncle Zan and show that he's not always just jokes and joy.
He cares, but he will cut a bitch with his words if it's necessary and it'll get the point across.Fun fact:
On the MBTI scale, Zan is a well-balanced ENFJ! Cuddles and I actually went the extra mile to write down each character's MBTI results (it was a blast). Can you guess which character is which personality type? :3cAlso, thank you guys so much for the 100+ kudos! It really warms my heart knowing you enjoy the fic that much and our monkey boys haven't even made their appearance yet ;v;
But don't worry! We'll finally be meeting our lovely Monkey King next chapter! And boy, it's a doozy of a chapter, too.Thank you all again, and enjoy! Stay tuned for next chapter~♥
Chapter 5: A Rough Start
Notes:
First impressions weren't really either of your strong suits.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day and a half that passed was a blur.
After waking from your nap, you took refuge in the wheelhouse with Sandy for most of that time, wanting to meditate in a (mostly) quiet setting. After everything that happened, you felt so drained and haven’t had a proper moment alone to recuperate and let everything settle in.
Thankfully, Sandy was understanding of your need for silence, only speaking up to ask if you were hungry or cold. Otherwise, the only sounds in the room were Sandy manning the boat, the ocean outside, and his many cats playing about.
During those days, Uncle Zan ensured space was given to you, keeping Mei and MK entertained with stories of “crazy clients” in his time as a therapist.
Mr. Pigsy seemed to be in deep thought too, his face scrunched up as he possibly turned over options in his mind on what to do or say to Sun Wukong when he meets him. During your moments of stepping out to get fresh air, you’ve caught him watching you and MK like a hawk, but never saying much.
When Uncle is busy with other matters, Mei and MK entertained each other by messing around and making up one-liners, or Mei helping MK prepare himself to meet Monkey King. More than once you’ve heard their loud laughter on the deck of the boat. Plenty of other times, you’ve caught MK striking a pose with the cudgel whilst Mei took pictures—right before being scolded by Tang for waving the cudgel around like it’s a toy.
Tang, meanwhile, seemed to be catching up on his homework on Monkey King (when he’s not impromptu watching over Mei and MK). You remember catching him re-reading one of his many novels he had on the Monkey King, muttering to himself. Seems he wants to make sure both he and MK are caught up in their “Monkey King lore” as you like to call it.
Finally, you were settling in with the fact you needed to accept whatever fate you had in store. You weren’t sure what was to come, or even why you had to be part of it. Your cards didn’t tell you much either, saying close to the same thing they said last reading in telling you to feel out your emotions, let them flow out. And then to release the past, so you can accept the present.
Which was something you weren’t sure where to even start doing.
Your past was that of heavy shackles chained to your arms and legs and neck, keeping you weighed down in an endless ocean of muck that you trudged through on the daily. Your emotions—the negative ones, specifically—were something you’ve become so used to repressing. Bottling it all up because there was never time, or people, to let them flow out naturally.
Which, of course, ended up with it exploding in your face—and in the face of anyone else who was too close.
Now, because of it all, you were akin to a window that had a rock thrown into it. The shattered pieces lay all around. Sometimes stepped on. Sometimes painfully rubbed together to create more shards. You were left with trying to figure out how to repair it, how to make the pieces not hurt anymore.
That was the hard part, though, wasn’t it?
It felt like too much to do with too little time to do it.
…
But…
At least you weren’t going at this alone anymore. Knowing that Uncle Zan was there, always ready and willing to support you, certainly helps. Sandy’s presence also brought a sense of comfort, his calm and happy demeanor always a nice sight to see.
Though you’re not the most enthusiastic to have the others there, you’re sure you’ll grow accustomed to their presence. It’s no offense meant to them. You were, unfortunately, just slow to trust strangers. You haven’t known any of them long enough to trust they can help you with these issues, these hurts you haven’t been able to let go.
Not to mention, MK and Mei were just kids. They don’t need that on their plates, especially not MK. You certainly want to make sure he has a reliable support system as well. While gaining the Monkey King’s power on the outside seems like it’ll be fun, you know such power will also carry a heavy burden. A burden that you’re not sure MK’s ready to carry.
Even if the circumstances weren’t what you expected, or really wanted, it gave a small form of comfort, knowing you wouldn’t be alone in all of this—not like last time. You’ll figure it out as you go. Slow progress is still progress.
Well… hmm… you could try to make a list of things to research on yourself, your past hurts, how to move forward. Ways to just talk it out with others, ways to meditate on your feelings that weren't just pushing it down and rarely ever showing it.
It’s small, but it’s something.
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Finally, after two full days, you break out of your isolated meditation and go out to check on the others.
You see Mr. Pigsy sleeping on the sofa with Tang still buried in his book, trading words with Uncle Zan who sat next to him. Mei was on her phone while MK was playing with the cudgel like it was a child’s toy. He twirled it around, striking poses, muttering one-liners with a big grin on his face.
Probably thinking it’s fine to play around with it while Mr. Mr. Pigsy’s sleeping…
You call out, “Hey, be careful with the cudgel, MK. Don’t wanna poke a hole through the ship, yeah?”
MK stops suddenly, clutching the staff close to him and turning to you. “Ah—r—right! I will be the epitome of careful!” He nods sagely, and it makes you smile.
Heh… what an adorable kid.
He then looks at you, tilting his head as he asks, “So—uh—how are you feeling? Better, right? You were wanting to be alone for a while…”
“Mm? Ah…” You rub at your neck, glancing off to the side. You sigh and say, “It’s complicated, but I’m doing better. A little. Better than before, at least, heh…”
“Okay, that’s good! I’m glad. I was—kinda worrying, to be honest.” He scratches at his cheek, eyes darting around and not fully looking at you.
He really is too sweet for his own good.
You can’t help but smile, reaching out to lightly tussle his hair. “It’s okay, MK. In all honesty, it’s going to be a bit slow, but I’ll be fine.” He looks more satisfied with that, before his smile falls again and he still avoids your gaze. It looks like he wanted to ask something else. You tap his shoulder, ask, “Is something else on your mind?”
He shrugs, shoulders hunching up some. A couple of the cats rub against your legs. You bend down to scratch at a gray tabby as MK says, “Well, you said you’d explain something…” He fidgets now, idly twirling the staff with both hands. “About… me meeting Monkey King, and all that. Did you—have a premonition of it? Of me meeting him?”
You stop yourself from petting the tabby, much to the cat’s disappointment, turning your gaze to him. You frown, looking away. “I’m—not really sure, anymore. I had visions of someone going to meet him, but…”
You recall your previous vision, right before meeting the Demon Bull family. The nickname Sun Wukong called you… firecracker. It felt oddly familiar, despite having never heard it before. You say, “It’s possible it was visions of both of us meeting him under different circumstances.”
Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Uncle Zan’s smile and nod of approval.
Looking at MK, you notice how his demeanor changed. His shoulders more hunched and eyes downcast, a look of uncertainty. You walk over to him, reaching out, and gently poke his forehead. “Hey. You were chosen by him, MK. For what reason, I don’t really know. But that just means we’ll have to find out, yeah?”
He looks at you and nods, a small smile forming on his face. “I—uh… not gonna lie, kind of nervous, hah.”
Mei finally pipes into the conversation, asking, “I mean, who wouldn’t be?” She hops to her feet and grabs MK’s face, shaking him back and forth. “You’re going to meet your idol! The monkey man you looked up to for yeeeeears! If you don’t wanna break out into a stream of sweat, then you gotta shake it all out—do it!” She shakes her hands, then her arms, and then her entire body. Soon enough, MK follows in suit.
You quickly back off to not get smacked by any flailing appendages or items. Mei seems to have… a lot of energy inside of her. Almost as much or even more than MK. You walk over to the couch that Tang, Uncle, and Mr. Pigsy were sitting on and lean over to Tang, whispering to him, “Is this common with her?”
He doesn’t even look up from his book as he says, “Very.”
“There ya go! How do ya feel?” She steps back and puts her hands on her hips, chin up with pride.
MK blinks rapidly, shaking his head and rubbing his cheek. “Kinda dizzy now. But… less nervous? A little?”
“See, it worked!” She poses beside him and beams at you all. “He’s ready to meet the monkey man!”
Tang looks up from his book to inspect MK’s posture, before saying, “I suspect he’ll last at least two minutes before fainting.” He side-eyes you with a sly smile before returning to his book.
You cover your mouth to stifle the snicker and shake your head. “It’ll be alright, MK. I’m sure the Great Sage will be understanding if you freak out a little.”
“You’re coming too, aren’t you?” MK faces you now. “I mean—you said the visions… involved both of us, right? And… Monkey King’s invitation said to bring you with, so… so that means you’re coming with me, right?”
You suck in a breath, slowly exhaling through your nose. Your initial reaction was to say no and stay on the boat. But you know you had to go with him to meet Monkey King, whatever reason there is. You glance over at Uncle Zan, who gives you a nod of encouragement, and you turn back to MK.
Accept this as your fate. It’ll be fine.
You are meant to meet the Monkey King. Even so, you’ll be there as moral support for MK as well. That thought makes it easier to accept. You ruffle his hair and say, “I will, don’t worry. We’ll be meeting him together.”
Hearing that makes his hunched shoulders relax. “Okay.”
“So…” You hear Uncle Zan asking from behind you. You feel him place a hand on your shoulder, notice his other hand is on MK’s shoulder. “How are you two feeling about meeting the Great Sage?”
You look over at MK, who fell silent, staring out into the expansive ocean. A piece of you think he’s looking out to the direction of Megapolis, but another piece of you—
flowers blooming everywhere, trees abundant with ripe fruits
stone lanterns long unused gathering moss
a monkey perched on one, a smile easily pulling his lips upward as he regards you
—felt like he was looking in a different direction.
There was a certain glimmer in his eyes, a brief flash of gold, then back to its original golden brown color.
“MK?” You lightly elbow him. “How are you feeling, kiddo?”
It seems to snap MK out of whatever trance he was in, shaking his head and blinking rapidly. He says, “Still a bit nervous, admittedly.” He fidgets with the cudgel. “I don’t even know what to say to him when we see him…” He looks at you. “And… you?”
“I’m fine,” is your reactive response, but you pause, think, then say, “A—bit of the same. I have an idea of what to say to Great Sage. But nothing concrete.”
Mr. Pigsy, who had long woken up from his nap, steps over to give MK’s shoulder a pat. “You’ll be fine, son. Both of you will be fine,” he says, regarding you with a nod. “Whatever you both wanna say or ask, I’m sure you’ll figure it out.”
“Haha… yeah…” MK closes his eyes and takes a breath. “Okay, I’m ready. So—how exactly do we use the invitation to get to Flower Fruit?”
“It can vary, depending…” Uncle hums, tapping his chin. “May I see the scroll, lad?”
“Oh? Uh, sure.” MK hands the invitation over, to which Uncle scans it, his eyes flickering side to side as he reads each line. There’s a short moment of silence to let Uncle read through the words again, before he hands the invitation back to MK.
He says, “It says here you must accept the invitation for it to take you to Flower Fruit. So, place your hands on the scroll.”
Despite your shared confusion with MK, you both place your hands upon the scroll. Uncle then says, “Now, repeat after me: Honorable Monkey King, I, Qi Xiaotian, accept this invitation.”
“Uh… okay…” MK’s shoulders hunch up, meekly saying, “H—Honorable Monkey King, I, Qi Xiaotian, accept this… invitation…?”
Nothing happens.
“Maybe try saying it with more confidence, MK,” you tell him with a reassuring pat on the shoulder. “You sounded very unsure there.”
“Ah, sorry, still a bit nervous… and kinda confused… ok.” MK closes his eyes and breathes. In, then out. “It’ll be fine, it’ll be fine,” he mumbles to himself. He shakes his head, then holds his chin higher, and speaks in a stronger tone, “Honorable Monkey King, I, Qi Xiaotian, accept this invitation.”
“Honorable Monkey King, I, too, accept this invitation,” you say after him.
At first, nothing happens.
Then, the scroll begins to emit a soft glow, growing with intensity after each second. Moving on its own, it flies away from you, hovering in the air just a few feet away. The scroll stretches and stretches, growing taller and wider. The words along the page peel off and morph into a mote of light. That very mote forms into what could only be described as a tear in reality, overtaking the scroll.
The light fades away, revealing an image. At first, it looked like a moving painting, but it didn't take long to realize that it was actually a doorway. On the other side, you can see buildings made of stone covered in vines and moss—long abandoned and reclaimed by nature. Monkeys of various sizes and colored fur run about, chirping with curiosity. They come closer to the doorway, poking at it and looking at you both, but there seems to be a force field of some sort that stops them from going through.
“Woooah…” Mei steps closer, poking at it as well. “That’s so cool!” She pushes against the force field with a grunt. “Ugh—it’s not working! Is it broken or something?”
“The invitation was for just MK and nibby, dear child, remember?” Uncle gently reminds her. He steps over, putting a hand on her shoulder. “No doubt Great Sage ensured only those on the invitation are allowed to step through. Would either of you like to try it?” He looks at you and MK now, gesturing to the doorway.
MK is the first to come closer, reaching out. His hand phases through the field of light, appearing on the other side. The monkeys watching jump in shock at the sudden hand on their side, scattering in different directions. Only the older monkeys stay to ogle in wonder, some even reaching for MK’s hand to touch it.
“Wow…” MK whispers, pulling his hand away and looking it over. He turns to you now. “So… I guess it’s time to go?”
You nod. “No time to waste. Who knows what the Bull Family is planning.”
“Good luck meeting the monkey man!” Mei throws her arms around MK’s shoulders and gives him a tight squeeze.
Mr. Pigsy gives a good pat to MK’s back. “If he causes you any trouble, you tell me, you got it?”
“But don’t forget your manners! He is the Great Sage, after all,” Tang gently reminds you both.
“Thanks, sis! I’ll make sure, Pigsy. And I won’t forget, Mr. Tang!” MK says with a laugh.
At the same time that happens, Uncle places a kiss on your head, whispering to you, “You’ll be fine, nibby. You need not worry.”
Sandy steps over to pull you into a hug. “I may not know much about the Monkey King, but your uncle’s right, teacup. He doesn’t give me the vibe of a guy who would hurt you.”
You snort, patting his giant arm until he lets you go. “I know he won’t, Sandy, but the words are appreciated.” You nod to Uncle as well, saying a quiet, “Thanks.”
MK turns to you, fidgeting nervously with the cudgel, before he holds his hand out to you. “Let’s go.”
You take his hand. “Let’s.” You step through the portal first, MK following close behind. The feeling could only be described best as stepping out of a hot shower into a cold bathroom. A strange wave of something warm flowing through you and lingering for but a moment before it vanishes.
Even if you still had your reservations on meeting the Monkey King, you won’t deny that seeing Flower Fruit Mountain in person is making it (slightly) more worth it.
You and MK stand there, staring in awe at the mountain chains that form together, reaching up, up, up into the clouds. Even from your point of view, you could make out small waterfalls strewn about, even bridges connecting certain mountains to others. If you squint, you swear you can make out houses along them. Some look perched precariously on ledges, while others burrow directly into the mountainside, turning the towering peaks into both a fortress and a haven.
Even where you stand, you catch sight of the very village from your visions. Looking at it now, it appears to be some kind of port village. Houses made from stone walls and wooden roofs that seem to stand stubbornly against the passage of time. Vines and moss crawl along the structures, flowers blooming from the surface. A mossy stone pathway leads into the forest, vanishing behind leaves and brush.
“Wow…” MK whispers, looking around. “It’s beautiful…”
“You can say that again.” You step forward, pulling your hand free from his to look around.
He quickly catches up to you, matching your pace as he also glances about. He asks, “Do you think anyone still lives here?”
“I highly doubt it, considering the state of these homes,” you gesture to said overgrown houses for emphasis. “I’m assuming most of his people left.”
“Huh,” MK hums, peeking into a house to look around. “Wonder why. I mean—he was a great king! And this place looks like a paradise! So why would they wanna leave?”
You glance towards a home, a small frown playing on your lips. You couldn’t help but wonder such a thing too, but—
fire and smoke and death consuming all in its path
faceless bodies littering the ground
—it felt more complicated than what you and MK are assuming.
“It’s—probably a complicated subject,” you choose to say. “One that I don’t think is good to bring up with the Great Sage. I think it’s safe to assume it’s a sore spot for him.”
“Ah—okay…” MK turns his head this way and that, doing a full 360 to take in the scenery. “So—uh—where do we go from here? I kinda figured Monkey King would meet us here, but—I mean—he’s not here.”
“Mmm.” You look behind you, noting how the portal back to Sandy’s ship is now gone. You’re sure that Sun Wukong will have a way to get you both back home once the situation with Demon Bull King is dealt with. However, you’re still not happy to see the quick access back to your uncle is gone.
“The only thing I can think of is to move forward and see if we can find Shuilian Cave,” you decide.
You take out your phone, your eyebrows shooting up when you notice you still have bars.
I have service here?? Magic or not—that makes not a lick of sense.
“Oh, look! It’s the bird from the other day!” MK lightly shakes your shoulder, pointing over to a bird with extravagantly colored feathers that shimmer in the sunlight. When you step closer, you notice the golden mist rolling off their feathers, confirming it was indeed the bird—more so, the shapeshifter you had seen the day before.
“Shapeshifter,” you say, holding a hand out. “Do you work for the Great Sage? Could you take us to him?”
The shapeshifter preens their feathers momentarily, tilting their head at you. You notice their eyes were akin to a sunrise, bright and unnaturally golden. They spread their wings, and with a screech, they fly towards you and MK, circling around the two of you. Their feathers brush along your arms as they fly past you, soaring towards a building. Their form glows brightly and begins to morph and change shape.
They circle behind the building, a flash of golden light emitting behind it, before they come out completely different on the other side.
Your eyes widen in shock, sucking in a breath as you watch the shapeshifter—no, the Monkey King, Sun Wukong, smoothly land on a stone lantern by the house and perches himself there. He plucks a feather out of his fur and flicks it off to the side, giving you both a sly grin.
His eyes twinkle with playful mischief as he says, “Took your sweet time getting here, didn’t ya?”
Silence rings between the three of you, only broken by the rustling of leaves from the monkey inhabitants or the gentle breeze.
Monkey King was a lot more lithe than you expected him to be. Everyone interpreted him to be so buff and covered in muscles, you couldn’t help but imagine it to be that way too. But no, his limbs were slender. Then again, it was difficult to tell with how loose his outfit appeared, so it’s entirely possible he does have some muscle hiding under there. Your eyes scan his form, from the pink, heart-shaped marking on his face, to the orange fur, to his golden eyes.
“So—you take it all in, yet?” Monkey King chuckles, his body hunching forward more to rest his arms on his knees. Despite his enlightened nature and heightened intelligence, he still exhibited monkey-like behaviors. The tilt of his head, his tail flicking side to side in curiosity, his bare feet gripping at the stone lantern.
Even as he makes a playful jest at you, you can tell he’s observing your appearance just as much as you were to him.
Quickly shaking yourself out of your stupor, your body moves on automatic. Years of being taught respect to superiors kick into gear, your fist clapping into your hand as you bow lowly before Monkey King. “Apologies for staring, Great Sage. It’s an honor to officially meet you in person.”
“M—muh—muh!” MK, very obviously freaking out, scrambles to bow as well. He drops the cudgel in his fumbling, unsure of whether to grab it or follow your salute. He ends up doing the latter, stammering, “M—Monkey King! Sir! It’s an honor—a privilege to meet you, sir!”
He’s clearly taken aback by the sudden gesture from you two, brows raised and a look of shock on his features. He quickly shakes it off, bursting into laughter. “Hahaha! Haven’t seen a bow like that in a while!” He hops off the stone lantern, landing in front of you, and crouches down to look at your face. “I forget you clairvoyants are real formal types, huh?”
He stands straight, making a gesture with his index finger and saying, “C’mon, you two, stand up straight—up, up, up!”
You right yourself first, looking over his face. Now that he’s standing closer, you notice the splatter of sun-kissed freckles across his cheeks. You also take notice of how his sclera is a deep red rather than white—no doubt from when he was trapped in Laozi’s furnace for so long.
He says with a toothy grin, “No need to grovel over little ol’ me. But I won’t say no if you wanna do it some more.” He waggles his eyebrows, leaning closer to you.
Ah, I almost completely forgot that he’s got a huge ego.
Immediately, your expression falls to that of discontent, your voice flat as you say, “No.”
“Pfft—hah!” Monkey King throws his head back and laughs. “What a change! You’re a funny one, ain’t ya? Was just kidding, promise.” He circles around you curiously, stopping beside MK now. “Heya kiddo, no need to keep doing that posture! Up ya go!” He lightly taps MK on the head with his knuckles, coaxing him to stand straight.
He grabs the cudgel with his foot, tossing it into the air. Catching it with a grand twirl and planting it beside him, he puts his hand to his hip and grins. “Successor or no, you don’t gotta be so formal with me, bud.”
Did he just… call MK his successor??
Seemingly not noticing, MK nods, his eyes wide. “Y—Yes, sir! Sorry, I—haha—I’m just—wow, this is so cool!” His hands flap in front of him, giggling in excitement. “I can’t believe I’m actually meeting you in person! Wow, wow, wow, I have so many questions!”
“I bet you do, cub! I’m sure you both do,” Monkey King laughs, ruffling MK’s hair. He reaches to do the same to you, but you slap his hand away before he could even touch you. He blinks, raising a brow, but his smile easily falls back into place as if it never happened. “So, ask away!”
“Oh man, oh man, where do I start? Well, uh—I—”
You put your hand on MK’s shoulder, causing him to stop and look at you. Your eyes haven’t left Monkey King as you ask, “Did you just call MK your successor?”
MK blinks, just now registering the words before standing up more straight. “Wait—what? I’m—me? You? A successor to you??”
Monkey King’s grin grows wider, showing off more of his sharp teeth. His tail grabs the cudgel, using it as leverage, whilst he leans back and folds his hands behind his head. “That’s right, cub! I’m retired now, so it’ll be up to you—” he pokes MK’s nose “—to take care of things from here on out in my stead.”
“Retired?” You and MK say at the same time. “Is that even possible to retire as Monkey King…?” MK asks, more to himself than to Monkey King.
You could not believe what you were hearing. It's not that he's retiring is what bothered you. It's the fact that he's deciding to push everything onto a child like MK and thinking he can just be lackadaisical about it.
You ask Monkey King, “What do you mean retired?”
“I mean r-e-t-i-r-e-d. Ya know, not solving problems for people anymore?” He scratches at his back with the cudgel. He jumps, simultaneously summoning his nimbus to land on it. He begins to lounge and says with a wave of his hand, “My time has passed! The world doesn't need some old monkey like me anymore. It's time for a new chapter, a new protagonist to take place!”
He makes an open armed gesture to MK with a wide grin. “You, little cub, are perfect! Good heart, head on straight—”
“So… I’m supposed to face Demon Bull King on my own?” MK fidgets with his jacket, looking between you and Monkey King. “How can I even do that? I—I know some of your powers, sure, but—I don't know how they—”
Monkey King blows a raspberry, waving his hand. “You'll be fine, bud! All you gotta do is believe in yourself, and you can take on anything! Even a smidge makes all the difference.” He snaps his fingers and points at MK. “Once you deal with old Bull King, we can—”
“Believe in himself? What kind of backhanded advice is that?” You step in front of MK, your arm pushing him further behind you. A protective fire for him ignited deep in your chest, making you speak and act before you could think, “He’s a child! He’s not ready to face the Demon Bull family on his own—and you’re expecting him to just take care of it with the copout advice of ‘believing in himself’?!”
MK holds up a finger. “Hey, I—”
“Woah, woah, woah!” Monkey King brings his hands up in a placating gesture, sitting up on his cloud. “It’s not like I’m gonna let him do it all alone! I’ll be his teacher!” He points his thumb to himself with a smile. He adds on with a theatrical wave of his hands, “Once he finishes up with Bull Boy, we can start training!”
This guy can't be serious.
He's so lax about sending a literal child to his own death!
“Wait—so I really am gonna do that part alone?” MK peeks around from behind you, asking in a weak voice, “You… you’re not gonna help?”
“Nope. Like I said, I’m retired.” Monkey King uses the cudgel to itch at the spot he couldn’t reach prior.
MK’s fidgeting seems to worsen at that, looking at you now as your face contorts from annoyance to pure anger. As if not noticing the very obvious problem, Monkey King continues on, “Listen, bud, I'm done solving people's problems for them. I'll train ya, but I ain’t gonna be taking credit for anything from here on out.”
He waves a dismissive hand at you both, saying, “You can handle Bull King just fine! Consider it a trial—”
You grit your teeth, advancing towards him. “Do you not see the glaring issue right in front of you?!” You reach out and grab his ear. “Even if he had a small modicum of training, he's not ready to face Bull King and his family alone!”
“Ow—hey, hey!” He flails, tail wrapping around your wrist as you give his ear a tug.
MK reaches for you. “Ah—wait—”
“You will go to Megapolis right fucking now, with MK, and help him defeat the Demon Bull family. And you will not leave this for just him to do on his own!” You release Monkey King’s ear and try to pull your hand free from his tail, to no avail. Instead, he shocks you with how strong his tail is as it lifts you into the air.
“Can I say something—”
“Jeez, you tug hard…” MK’s words go unheard as Monkey King rubs his ear and gives you a miffed look.
He really has the nerve to be annoyed at you for what's going on right now!
He says, “Listen, he can take Bull King on just fine. You’re overestimating the situation. All he needs is some confidence, and it’ll be no sweat for him!” He drops you back onto the ground, his tail flicking in your face.
You huff, your face burning with righteous rage. You can’t help but blink and see a younger version of yourself in MK; alone with no experience, no training, no teacher to help him learn, nothing. The fact that Monkey King thought it was fine to let this untrained kid go fight someone with more combat experience than him only made your protective fire for MK burn hotter and hotter.
You make a gesture to MK, your voice raising with your growing anger, “And you’re underestimating just how inexperienced he is! Blessing or not, he can’t do this alone.”
“He’s no different from how I started!” He gives a half-hearted shrug to you. His tail whips about, his smile appearing more strained and showing more teeth than it normally should. “I was born from stone and just started training and got better!”
“You still had teachers to guide you and teach you those techniques before you went off to fight!” You point at him. “And you had Six-Eared Macaque for the first few—oh, I don't know—centuries before you were on your own?”
The mention of the other monkey definitely incited a reaction from Monkey King. Eyes on you now, twitching. He opens his mouth, closes it, then huffs and shakes his head. As if it never happened, he just says, “It’s like you said—I had teachers, and I said I was gonna teach him, soooo I don’t see what the issue is here.”
MK steps closer to you. “Guys—”
You scowl at Monkey King, saying, “I don’t need clairvoyance to know that you’re gonna be a shit teacher with the attitude you’re carrying right now.”
“Hah! Oh, yeah? And what gives you the right to assume such things about me?” He leans closer to you, his nose nearly brushing yours as his smile is all teeth and eyes burning with a challenge.
“Look at how lackadaisical you're being right now to an inexperienced boy who’s probably not fought a day in his life!” You wave your hands about as you speak, “That's like asking someone fresh out of middle school to cook a complicated five-star dish!”
“Middle school?” Monkey King scratches his cheek in confusion. “What’s a middle school?”
“Can you pay attention?” You gesture to MK again as you say, “MK doesn’t just need confidence, he needs proper training and discipline to control his newfound powers—”
Monkey King lets out a sound that's a mixture between a laugh and a scoff. “Phah! Maybe you should start taking some of your own advice first before giving me any, little mx ‘resisted their powers for almost their entire life’,” He says with a proud smile that says he won the argument.
What?
You stare at him, eyes wide as his words settle. The jab he made wasn’t what got to you, it was the fact he knew.
He knew when the only one who should know was Uncle.
MK looks between you two, his voice shaky as he asks, “Uhm—what—?”
“How the fuck do you know that.”
The stare you give Monkey King makes him shut his mouth and realize the mistake he made. He coughs and laughs nervously, his elongated ears twitching. “Uh… oops.”
You ask, your voice trembling with barely contained rage, “Did—did you eavesdrop on that conversation?”
He scratches at his neck, his smile more strained from nervousness than anger now, refusing to look you in the eye. It only further proved his guilt. “Listen, can’t blame a monkey for being curious—”
“Are you kidding me?!” You step forward and jab your finger against his chest. “That conversation was none of your fucking business!”
It was supposed to just be me and Uncle. No one else.
He pushes you back, now off his cloud and standing at his full height. His lips pull back to reveal his sharpened teeth, tail slapping against the dirt and grass with his own building anger. “It involved me, how is it not my business?!”
“Because they’re my visions—not yours! We didn’t even mention that until the end of it all! It was private—it was personal!”
He scoffs again and rolls his eyes, crossing his arms in an overly nonchalant gesture. “Not my fault that you decided to talk about that shit first.”
Not trustworthy, he’s not trustworthy.
MK grabs your arm. “Guys, stop, seriously—”
You advance on Monkey King again, ripping your arm free, feeling tears of anger and hurt burning in your eyes. “And you don’t even care?! That's great—it’s great! Good to know you’re as arrogant and selfish as the legends say you are. Is that what you’re going to teach MK? To not give a flying fuck about anyone else but himself?”
Monkey King’s eyes snap to your face, his own expression morphing into prideful rage, trying to breathe and calm, but he can’t and neither can you. He laughs, showing more teeth than one should when doing so. “Oh yeah? You really think that? Now that’s rich coming from a—”
You’re both interrupted when you hear MK shout, “WILL YOU TWO QUIT IT ALREADY?!”
He stands between you two, pushing you both further away from each other, holding his hands up and saying, “Please, just stop! We’re not gonna get anywhere with you two arguing!”
He looks at Monkey King. “I know and understand you were curious, but that conversation with their uncle probably involved things they don’t want to tell anyone else until they’re ready. It was a serious invasion of privacy to eavesdrop on it.”
Then he turns to you. “And I know you’re upset, I know you care about me and my safety, but you can’t take your anger out on Monkey King like that! And—and you can’t just go around making decisions for me. Neither of you can.”
He keeps his hands up to both of you, turning to give each of you a look, then says, “You both took it too far and need to take a step back. Things are getting way too heated, and you’re both going to say something you’ll regret in the long run.”
Then he rubs at his arm, eyes downcast. Both you and Monkey King watch him as he talks, “Look—I… I don’t know if I’ll be able to beat Bull King on my own. But they’re right, Monkey King… I don’t have any experience in fighting aside from just—watching movies and playing games, and copying what I see.” He looks at you and keeps talking, “But—I trust him to help me. I don’t think he’d leave me to do all of this on my own.”
“Just because you trust him to train you don't mean he’s a trustworthy teacher. Nor does it mean he’ll be a good one at that.” You turn your stare to Monkey King, whose eyebrow twitches at your words, his lips pulling back into a scowl.
MK reaches out and touches your shoulder, coaxing you to look at him. He says, his voice gentle but firm, “Please, stop instigating him.”
“Hah—!”
“Don’t instigate them out of revenge, Monkey King!” MK turns to Monkey King, stopping him before he could put his other foot in his mouth. MK says, “I get it. You both want to help me, but have different approaches on how to do it. But in the end, isn’t this my choice as the student here?”
You lock eyes with Monkey King, brows furrowed. MK says, facing you fully, “I want to learn from Monkey King. I want to learn how to use these powers to help people who can’t help themselves.”
With a breath, you close your eyes and rub your face. “MK—kid—” you shake your head and look at him, resting your hand on his shoulder. “I understand that. Just—answer this honestly. Are you saying you want to help people because you genuinely do? Or are you saying it to make him happy?”
Frowning, he looks away and rubs his arm. He says, his voice quiet, a bit unsure, “Honestly? A bit of both—I guess. I—I really do wanna help others. I like helping people. If this means I can be better at helping them, then—yes, I want to learn from him.”
You pinch at the bridge of your brow. “Ugh—your heart is way too big…” You brush his hair from his face and pat his head. “Look—you're right in this being your decision. If you want to go through with this, I'll respect it—despite my own reservations with it.”
You look him in the eye and say, “But you need to know when to use your head. You won't win every fight by just hitting the ‘bad guy’ really hard. Nor should you ignore your own needs just to help others. Do you understand?”
He smiles softly and nods. “Yeah, I understand…” He turns towards Monkey King, who silently watches the entire thing, and holds a hand out to him. “Monkey King, sir, I… I want them to help teach me. Didn’t you say in your invitation their insight and experience could be super helpful? I—I think they’d be able to provide nice opinions and perspectives that—well—might not come to us.”
Monkey King sighs, rubbing his neck and looking away. His eyes still burn with barely contained anger, his tail whipping side to side and slapping at the ground.
MK says now, his tone a mixture of gentle and firm, “You had multiple teachers in your journey… Why can't I have more than one, too?”
With a groan, Monkey King shakes his head. “It’s not that, bud.” He crosses his arms, his eyes now on you. “Those opinions that you value could very possibly be clouded by bias.”
“Ah, so you’re completely free of bias?” You ask with a raised brow, lifting your chin in a challenging gesture.
“I never said that! Don’t put words in my mouth.” He says back, making a finalist gesture with one hand. He closes his eyes and breathes. His fur smooths out slightly, his tail still whipping side to side. He now says, “What I’m saying is your training methods could very well be clouded by that bias and end up stunting his growth.”
You copy his gesture of crossing your arms, your hips akimbo as you speak, “The very same could be said about you, you know that right?” You won’t deny he had a point, but you’re also not willing to let him forget such a statement can be seen the other way. You know, however, that time can’t afford to be wasted arguing with this stubborn monkey while Bull King is out and about.
You pinch the bridge of your brow, your eyes squeezing shut. You let out an annoyed grunt before you say, “Look—we’re wasting time just going back and forth like this and butting heads. Bull King and his family could be planning something this very second, and who knows what kind of damage could be done to the city if he decides to go on a rampage?”
MK glances between you both. “Monkey King… they’re right. We should probably deal with that first, before some kind of even ground can be found…” He steps aside to face you both properly. “Just—I wanna say something first, really quickly!” He takes a breath and stands up more straight, shoulders rolled back. “I want both of you to teach me, but I don’t want you two always at each other’s throats. Either you get along and help guide me, or—or I learn everything on my own! Or even find a different teacher!”
Then he claps his fist into his hand and bows before Monkey King. “So please, Monkey King, be my teacher. Help me understand and harness this new power you’ve blessed me with. And prove to everyone that you can help me become better at this and that you’re trustworthy.” Once standing straight, MK faces you. “And you teach me too. All about thinking fast, using my head. Like how you do. Please.”
Monkey King looks thoughtful, a bit annoyed, his tail rapidly flicking side to side and twitching. He closes his eyes and breathes. You do the same, calming the raging storm that was your anger.
“Fine…” Monkey King says, “A deal, then. I’ll keep an eye on him during the fight with Bull King. If I think for a second he’ll be in trouble, I’ll step in.” He looks at you, eyes roaming your face. “And after that, I start training for him, sounds fair?”
You don’t answer at first, so he adds with an aggravated groan, “Before his training can officially start, we need to make sure Bull King won’t cause trouble in Megapolis. The kid won’t be able to defeat the family—not like this, but he’ll at least be able to beat them up a fair bit to make 'em go hide and lick their wounds. That will give us time to train him. “ He glances at MK, then looks back at you. He says, his voice softer, “He’ll be okay, and I’ll be watching him to make sure of it.”
You look at MK now as he takes your hand in his, squeezing it. He says, “I’ll be careful. I promise.”
You rub your face with your free hand, your shoulder slumping. He did have a point. If Bull King and his family aren't dealt with now, you’re sure MK’s training sessions will get a nasty interruption.
“Okay. Fine.” You turn to Monkey King, saying, “After that’s dealt with, you and I have a private talk.” You step closer to him, once again jabbing your finger into his chest with your free hand. You still held onto MK, staring Monkey King dead in the eyes as you say, “And so help me, Sun Wukong, if anything happens to MK, or his friends, or my uncle until Bull King is dealt with… I will make you regret ever meeting me.”
“Hoo, now that’s a scary threat for someone not so scary,” He laughs, as if you weren’t anything to be afraid of. “Deal.” He takes your free hand and shakes it, then turns his attention to MK. “So, feelin’ ready to face Bull King now?”
“R—Right now?”
“Yeah! If we get goin’ immediately, we can set up a place for you to go against him outside the city. Avoid damages and unnecessary injuries to innocents and all that.” He summons his cloud and jumps onto it. “Hop on, kiddo. I’ll drop ya off.”
MK looks at you and nods to the cloud. You take a step forward, but Monkey King waves a hand at you, saying, “Ah, ah! I said ‘kiddo.’ You’re not a kid, are you?”
“Are you?” You raise a brow. “Because you certainly act like one.”
“Hah! Sure, why not. It’s the kiddo only cloud.” Monkey King lays back to lounge on it, giving you an unbothered smile.
“Ah, I see. A kiddo only cloud, huh? Makes sense, since I’m the only adult on this island.” You give a triumphant smirk, your chin tilting up in pride.
A mixture between a pout and a scowl contorting his features, but his smile still held strong. “Gonna be like that, huh?”
Before he could say anything further, MK takes your hand and says, “C’mon, guys… stop. Seriously.”
You and Monkey King grumble, looking away from one another. You turn to MK and ruffle his hair. “Sorry, MK… it’s fine. I’ll hitch a ride back once Great Sage and I are done talking later, okay?”
He nods and pulls you into a hug. “Okay… I’ll see you back at Pigsy’s Noodles as soon as possible, yeah?”
“Yeah, of course.” You give him a squeeze, a kiss on the head, and watch him get on the cloud with Monkey King.
Monkey King looks at you with a raised brow. Once MK was comfortable and secure on the cloud, Monkey King sticks his tongue out at you, before turning away and taking off into the sky with MK.
…
Childish monkey.
Once their forms disappear over the horizon line, you take a walk around for a short while. You make it to the beach, deciding to sit in the sand and stare out into the Flaming Mountains. You look out towards the shallows, the reef, the islands not far that are home to smaller communities, probably for fishing. Leftover feelings of anger and embarrassment burn inside you. Anger at Monkey King, at yourself, and embarrassment for how the entire situation was handled. MK shouldn’t have had to jump in like that—it wasn’t fair to him to act as the voice of reason between you two.
You take a nearby rock and throw it into the water.
You knew better than to let your anger get the better of you like that, no matter how protective you can get. You shouldn’t have let it get to you as bad as it did, you should’ve just calmly offered advice, or put your foot down firmly but not too harsh unless necessary, like Uncle Zan usually did.
But you weren’t Zan. You were just… you. Little, broken you, with too many scars and too many bad experiences to think straight in such a situation.
You frown, your eyes downcast, taking in the detail of your soot-covered shoes. You brush the sand off your hands and hug your legs, resting your chin on your arms.
Uncle Zan’s words ring in your mind, Take a breath, nibby. Focus on something else around you that isn’t what angered you so you can calm down.
You close your eyes and take a breath.
You focus on the feel of the breeze, the sand beneath you, the sun shining on you. You focus on the waves rolling in gently, the rustling of the trees and brush behind you. You focus on the smell of sea salt in the air, maybe a hint of burnt hair—probably yours.
Slowly, ever so slowly, your clouded mind started to clear.
As your mind cleared, you knew that, in truth, your overprotective nature for MK’s sudden thrust into this new life didn’t help the situation at all. Monkey King’s overly lax attitude only gave you red flags on how he’d be as a teacher—especially with how quick and willing he was to just shove all responsibility onto MK. It just added fuel to the fire.
No different from how you were left on your own to deal with your powers before meeting Zan. Even then, the damage was long done.
You couldn’t help but see so much of your younger self in MK, making you want to ensure he didn’t experience what you did. But that wasn’t fair on his end, was it? It’s like he said, you couldn’t just make decisions for him like that. In the end, it was his choice to accept this or not.
You should’ve used your experiences to help prepare him, not dictate his life.
Looking up at the sky, you sigh. You should swallow your pride and apologize to Monkey King when he returns. While neither of you acted as you should have, especially in front of MK, you’re willing to accept how you were in the wrong for part of it.
Now all you can really do is just wait for him to come back…
You blow a raspberry, “Well—first impressions could’ve gone better…” With nothing but time on your side, you opt to return to the abandoned village.
Finding the river that leads out to the ocean, you take the chance to splash some water onto your face and clean the sweat off of you as best you can. You pause to look at your reflection, seeing the dark circles under your eyes and deep-set frown. You looked and felt like you needed a good year-long nap.
Then again, that’s kinda been your look for these last few days. Ah, well…
With nothing much else to do, you decide to explore. Usually, you’d be more cautious with blindly walking around a wooded area. With this place being fabled to be a safe haven, you feel like you’ll be fine here. At least, you’ll put a small piece of trust into Monkey King that he wouldn’t just leave you alone to fend for yourself on a dangerous island.
As you walk, you take notice some monkeys on the island watching you closely. You don’t look at them, however, and instead secure your bag to your back and start exploring. You’re not sure how long you have until Monkey King returns. You don’t know how magical transportation works, nor how long it’ll take for the fight to be done and over with.
You’re sure you have quite a bit of time on your hands, though.
So, you choose to explore. You wander the abandoned village for a good hour, looking into houses and eyeing up stalls, feeling the soft moss that’s overtaken the stone walls. Sometimes you blink and see visions of the ghosts of villagers wandering about their daily lives. Other times you hear remnants of a song sung by a man and woman within the brush. They’re gone as soon as they came.
You end up finding the dilapidated staircase heading up the mountain. You tilt your head, eyeing it up and remembering this was the path Monkey King took you up to get to the Water Curtain Cave. A few of the monkeys you saw earlier watch you from a distance, and you still pay them no mind. Best not to get too involved with the wildlife here. Safe haven or not, it’s highly possible the monkeys could get violent if you aggravate them on accident.
The climb up the stairs was just as exhausting as it was in your visions, and you’re panting and sweating before you can even reach the halfway point. You keep going, though. Might as well reach the top ahead of time. Sometimes you blink and a reminiscent scene of Monkey King’s silhouette guiding you is there, but is gone as quickly as it came. You rub your eyes, a soft groan coming from you, but you keep climbing.
A few monkeys swing on trees, following after you and eyeing you with curiosity, though still cautiously keeping their distance. The only difference between climbing the stairs in your visions and climbing them in real life was how long it actually took getting to the top. Taking breaks between climbing stairs, it was nearly an hour or two before sunset by the time you finally reached the entrance to the Water Curtain Cave.
You find a nearby rock to sit on and catch your breath, panting heavily. “Fucking— huff —broken ass— wheeze —stairs…” Training or no, you were not ready to climb such a hefty set of stairs.
You wipe the sweat away from the back of your neck and look out at the waterfall. Your visions really gave this place no credit, it was beautiful. The sun was only an hour or maybe two away from setting, causing a deep orange hue to color the area. It really added to the peaceful feeling that radiated off this place.
Rather than try to go into the cave behind the waterfall, you stay where you are. A bitter side of you wanted to be petty and invade Monkey King's own privacy like how he did with yours. But you brush the feeling away, not wanting to stoop to that level. Even if Monkey King possibly didn’t feel regret for invading your privacy, he doesn’t deserve it to happen to him too.
Besides, you had no idea how to get past the wards keeping the caves sealed off.
You sigh, rubbing your face, and look out to the little lake the waterfall poured into. You get off the rock and walk over to a nearby tree, laying down underneath it, laying your bag on your stomach, and closing your eyes.
While you rest from the climb, you meditate more on the argument from earlier, this time with a much clearer mind.
You’re willing to admit that what you did was wrong and stupid. You let your emotions get to you when it wasn’t your place to decide something for someone else. You’ll need to make sure to apologize to MK for it as well when you see him next time. As angry as Monkey King made you, he deserves an apology, too.
What you’re not willing to do is say he was right to shove so much responsibility onto MK with little to no preparation. Great Sage or not, if he was planning to choose MK as his successor from the start, he should’ve prepared the kid ahead of time. This wasn’t something that can just be improvised. Especially if he was going to just make MK fight a foe he clearly wasn’t ready to fight.
MK deserves better than what you had to experience—just learning through trial and error, finding out what works and what doesn’t. But, as stated prior, you shouldn’t have used that righteous anger to control you the way it did. That being said, a good amount of respect you held for Monkey King dropped because of it. You’ll work with him, and you’ll (mostly) respect his decisions for training MK.
As of this moment, though, you won’t just let him fuck around and find out when it comes to teaching, and you won’t be afraid to speak your mind.
You hear the monkeys above you in the tree branches, some of them on the ground inching closer to you, interrupting your meditation. Not wanting to frighten them by accident, you just remain where you were, eyes closed, and listen to the sounds of the waterfall and monkeys around you. In a way, it was actually kind of peaceful, and you can certainly see why Monkey King enjoyed this place so much.
Some are closer now, to the point you feel one poking at your head, moving your hair apart in search of bugs to snack on. One tries to take your bag from you, but you keep a solid grip on it. You say, keeping your eyes closed, “Don’t even think about it.”
You hear a few skitter away, then slowly walk back to you, sniffing you, poking and inspecting. Some even gently pat your face. You don’t fight against it, simply letting them sate their curiosity. A little hand slaps your face a bit harder this time, and you sputter, blinking your eyes open to see a much smaller monkey looking at you.
You slowly sit up, noticing a few of the other monkeys back off, including the little one, but it moves closer to you again. It holds out a leaf, chirping softly at you, and reaches for your hand. You let it take your hand and put the leaf in it, closing your fingers and patting them.
You crush the leaf, opening your hand and watching the monkey adjust the leaf and close your fingers over it again. You’re not exactly sure what’s going on with it, but you simply let it happen. The little monkey ran off for a second, coming back with an armful of leaves and laying them in front of you. You adjust your sitting position, keeping your other hand securely on your bag, and let the little monkey “teach” you how to crush leaves.
A few minutes later, you feel hands in your hair again, combing it out and parting it. Then you notice a different, slightly bigger monkey, on your other side, holding your arm and massaging it.
You don’t know much about the behavior of primates, but… you feel like this is a good sign? You know it’s not a good idea to grin and show your teeth—you have to keep a neutral expression. You also know not to maintain eye-contact. These monkeys are clearly more intelligent than the usual wild ones, but better safe than sorry.
As time went on, a couple more monkeys came closer to you, inspecting you, some even massaging your back. If you could call it a massage, really, but the gesture was adorable nonetheless. The little monkey kept finding things to show off to you on how to do, such as crushing a leaf with a rock, or tearing it up and tossing it.
Before you know it, the sun was slowly sinking into the horizon and painting the sky with pinks, oranges, and reds.
Soon after that, you hear a familiar voice calling out, “There you are!”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
//looks at my old commentary mentioning that this chapter was 9k words and was long
//looks at my now longest chapter being at 16k words
Haha.... I have a problem
ANYWAY not too much to say, so if I don't have much commentary on a specific edited chapter, I won't be putting up the little "comments for edit" section.
NONETHELESS, enjoy Wukong and Nibby being stupid in 4k <3---
This chapter got re-written and hyper edited like maybe 3-4 times before I was satisfied X"D
Fun Fact: This is the longest chapter so far with 9,340 words. There was literally no good cut off point for me to put it into next chapter or chapters, so I just kept it all in. I could've cut off the point where Wukong does come in, but I also wanted to finally let you guys see him XD so long chapter stays!But hey! Wukong is finally here!! //pops confetti canons
Y'all really thought he and Reader would hit it off when first meeting? In my slow burn? Nah son these two idiots are a little too headstrong for that LOL
Obviously neither of these idiots are in the right, and that's why we got our wonderful boy MK here to (politely) call them the fuck out.It's been a lot of fun writing Wukong tho now that he's made his appearance :D I can't wait to show off more of this lil bastard monkey man, and soon enough Macaque >:3c
It's also just really fun writing sassy banter between him and Reader, so definitely expect more of that.Until next time, my lovelies! ♥
Chapter 6: Loose Ends
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Later on, when the sun is nothing more than a half-sunken ball in the horizon and the sky is all the colors that remind Sun Wukong of himself and another someone no longer here, he’ll say his apologies to the clairvoyant.
Later, he’ll bring them into his home and try to start on a better foot. Share some peach chips, a bowl of lychee.
Later, he’ll watch them pour over a scroll he’ll never be able to read, and they won’t be able to either. Not yet. They will be able, one day, when they become more accepting of their gift.
But alas, all of that is for later.
Right now, the sun still sat high in the sky while Wukong rested on his nimbus and MK held onto him. Wukong’s probably making the nimbus go a bit faster than he should. But he can’t really bring himself to care, the prideful rage still burning inside of him, festering, building.
He’s caught in the middle of a hurricane that was his anger, and the winds were too strong to let him get to the eye of it.
All because of the damn clairvoyant butting in the way they did. Saying he’d be a shit teacher… he’d be a great teacher! A damn good one! Clairvoyant acting all high and mighty when they clearly have their own personal vendetta in all of this, whatever it is.
What do they know anyway? Jack shit, that’s what. Talking like they know everything, like they even understand any of it. And that’s just it, they don’t understand. If they did, they wouldn’t have even mentioned Macaque, knowing full well what he became later down the line.
Stupid.
Think they know better than me?
Yeah, right.
What’s a broken little clairvoyant know anything about me?
He hears Mama chiding him gently, but firmly, just like she always did, in the back of his mind, Little pebble, you know better than to say such things. Don’t let your anger speak for you, or you’ll grow to regret what blooms from your rage.
He hears Master whispering softly to him, Control, Wukong, you must control your emotions. You’re too powerful to allow them loose in such a way.
He knows bad things come from when he acts out of anger. He knows he shouldn’t lose himself to his rage. But what can he do with it? There’s no one to talk to anymore, no one to spar with to let it loose, no time to meditate.
Master’s not here.
My brothers are either dead or gone or hate me.
And Mama… it’s best for her that I stay away.
The memory of Master speaks to him, Remember your breathing, Wukong. In, then out. Come now, with me.
Right, right, he needed to breathe. MK was with him, he can’t let the poor kid have to see his idol like this. More than he already has.
Wukong breathes in, then out. In, then out.
In… then out…
He rubs his face, pinches the bridge of his nose, and shakes his head. The anger calmed enough for him to become more aware of his surroundings, and he’s finally able to register MK's tight grip. He can feel MK shaking like a leaf.
The wind’s probably too harsh for him. How long have they been flying at such speeds again? Whatever, it’s a detail Wukong’ll toss aside for now. He slows his nimbus to a more reasonable speed, still fast, but not the anger-induced speeding he was doing but a moment ago.
Silence rings between them, the only sound the wind blowing by and the flapping of Wukong’s cape.
It was so damn awkward. What was he supposed to say after such a thing happened? What can he say? This wasn’t the kid’s problem, so—
“It’d… be stupid to ask if you were okay… so—what do you need?” MK asks, causing Wukong to jolt upright. He feels MK’s grip falter but tightens again. Wukong’s tail secures itself around MK’s waist. For safety.
“Huh? Hey, c’mon.” Wukong reaches around to ruffle his hair. “I’m fine, bud, don’t worry.”
This isn’t your problem, kid.
There’s no need to get him more in the middle of it than he already was.
Of course, like the bleeding heart MK was, he pushed the subject. “Are… are you sure?” His words sound careful, a little unsure. He’s fidgeting with the sash around Wukong’s waist. “It was an intense argument. I just—I feel like—you still might have some pent-up aggression?”
In the back of Wukong’s mind, he hears his mama talking so, so softly, It’ll be alright, my pebble. Breathe in… then out. Yes, just like that. Once more. Good. Now, tell me, what got you so angry, little love?
But it wasn’t Mama that’s asking him to talk about it. Nor was it Macaque; nor his sworn brothers, nor Master, nor Sha Wujing, nor Zhu Bajie.
I miss them.
All of them gone, gone, gone.
I hate this.
Instead, it was just him and his little brother a boy with eyes too sharp and a heart too big.
I wish things were different.
If Wukong were to be honest with himself, though, he should’ve expected it sooner or later. Especially from a kid like MK. So instead of trying to brush it off, Wukong just shrugs. “I’ll get over it, bud. You know me—known for my angry outbursts and all that. Really, it’s nothing to worry about.”
MK doesn’t seem too satisfied with it. So Wukong adds on, “I swear, kiddo. I’m not trying to avoid it, but you can’t think straight when you’re all pissed off, yeah?”
“Yeah—I didn’t expect you to feel better after just a few hours.” Wow. Hours have passed already?
Time sure flies when you’re pissed, Wukong muses with a hum.
MK’s still fidgeting with Wukong’s sash, but he doesn’t mind any. In the time he’s watched the kid, he knows MK is a fidgeter—especially when he’s thinking about what to say. The silence doesn’t last long as MK speaks up again, “But—I’d be happy to listen to whatever thoughts you have on your mind, Monkey King. It’s better than letting it fester, you know?”
Getting too stuck in your head again, peaches. It’s making you brood, Macaque’s ghost teases Wukong, C’mon, that’s my job. You’re supposed to be the talkative one. What’s got you all broody?
Wukong closes his eyes and rubs at his temples, pushing the thoughts of that Macaque away.
He chides himself, Stop that, stop it.
That Macaque’s gone.
Replaced with the cruel husk he became before he died.
Remember how he hurt you.
Remember how he hurt others.
That isn’t him anymore.
It doesn’t matter if I miss him so much, and it hurts every time I think about him. It doesn't matter, it doesn't.
It does matter, little pebble, Mama says to him, gently, sadly, Denial helps no one, you know this.
Wukong inhales, ignoring the chiding whispers of his mother, and says, “Heh, yeah, you’re right, bud.” He heaves a sigh and sits in a more comfortable position on his nimbus. Might as well change the subject for a second so it’s not about him for a brief reprieve.
“Look—I’m gonna come clean. I’ve been watching you for a little while now.” He combs his fur, saying, “I’ve been on the hunt for a successor for a couple of years… and none really matched what I was looking for until I found you.”
MK’s brows scrunch in confusion, prompting Wukong to go on, “I won’t lie… I thought about it for a while, and I’m just—so damn tired of the same thing—”
There you go again, complaining about nothing, Macaque’s ghost—the true one, not the husk of the past—scoffs, What are you even whining about? You asked for this life. You did this to yourself.
No I didn’t. I did this for you. For our sworn brothers. For everyone. Not like you would ever understand. Not like you tried to.
Wukong ignores it, continuing on, “—and it was time for my chapter to close and find someone to help start a new one. And, after a few years, I found you.”
“What—what made you want to choose me? I mean… I dunno…” MK rubs at his neck. “I just, I feel like—”
“Nope, not lettin’ ya finish that.” Wukong flicks his head, saying, “I chose you because you’re what this world needs. Your heart is big, and your eyes are sharp. You’re still learning, and yeah, you’re still a bit on the naive side, but you have a good idea on what people can need.”
He shifts his sitting position to better face MK and shrugs. “Sure, there are some kinks to work out, but I chose you because I know you can bring new, better perspectives compared to an old monkey like me.”
I’m so tired, I don’t want to deal with this anymore.
But I won’t let the Celestials do to you what they did to me.
I won’t let you fall into the same traps I fell into.
I swear it.
MK fidgets and pulls and plays with his sleeve, cheeks flushed. Most likely from both the cold wind, and the fact that his idol praised him in such a way. There was the hint of a shy smile and he nodded. It was kind of adorable.
The feeling was short-lived, though, and Wukong is sighing and making vague gestures with his hand as he says, “I chose you, watched you for a couple of months while settling on my decision… and then this all happened. I have my plan, I have a training regimen and everything!”
His gestures got a bit more abrupt as his anger came back in small waves. “And then they just—act like they know better! Acting like they know how this is all immediately gonna go, or that they could do better.” He scoffs. “As if they understand anything about having to bear such a role in this. Like I’d just—leave you to die or some shit—which I would never do, by the way, thank you very much.”
“It’s okay, I never doubted you in that.” MK fidgets some, scratching at his hand. “I trust you’d make sure I wouldn’t die… I just—I guess it was a bit worrying when you kept mentioning being retired… and was just gonna leave me to fight Demon Bull King alone.”
Wukong stops, looking over MK’s posture, brows furrowed. MK was hunching up, eyes not looking at him, expression etched with worry and uncertainty. Wukong reaches out, putting a hand to his shoulder, saying, “Look… I’m—ugh—I’m sorry, cub.” He rubs his face. “Guess I jumped the gun on wanting to finally relax and not worry about any more demon bullshit, and it ended with making it look like I was shoving it all onto you.”
“It’s… well… I dunno if it’s okay, but I understand what you’re saying.” MK gives him a small smile, rubbing at his arm. “But… if you knew it wasn’t okay to do that… What happened back there? When you two fought?”
Wukong shrugs, a look of minor discomfort as he glances away. “Listen—it’s been a pretty long time since I talked to people after sealing Bull King. Spent most of my time back home on Flower Fruit or dicking around here and there in various cities in disguise. That leaves a monkey… well—to put it bluntly, real shit at social interactions. Let alone first impressions.”
Mama would have a field day with the manners I’ve gained over the years.
“Yeah, I could kind of tell.” MK sputters suddenly, “N—Not that it’s a bad thing! It’s totally understandable! It’s just—”
Wukong laughs a true laugh. “C’mon, you don’t have to worry so much. I know you’re not doing it to be mean.” He scratches the back of his head, picking out a bug and eating it. “I guess with your clairvoyant friend, it’s something personal with them with how I was going about it all. And obviously they didn’t like it, so they decided to voice it. Angrily.”
MK nods for him to continue, so he does, “And well… stupid pride blinded both of us.” It’s something he’s had to learn and relearn several times over to not let it get to him. Yet here he is. “What pissed me off so bad was just—I know what I’m doing. Mostly. Kind of. I’ve mentored plenty of monkey soldiers before! How hard can it be mentoring one kid?” He scoffs, crossing his arms. “I’d be a damn great teacher. But obviously they think otherwise.”
“I mean…” MK fidgets more, trying so, so hard to find the right words to say. It’s like he’s worried he’ll say the wrong thing, but Wukong has a feeling it’s also because he doesn’t want to insult his idol. He settles with, “There were some fair points they made, I won’t deny that. Like—think about it… they don’t know your thought process or your plans. They just think you’re going in blind, improvising and hoping something sticks.”
He looks up at a cloud that’s close by, reaching out to touch it, only to shiver and quickly pull his hand away. “Ooh… colder than I thought…” His brows furrow, shaking his head. “Uh—wait—where was I? Oh—right! Ah—the other thing—you did kinda just have this ‘not a care in the world’ attitude? I don’t really think that helped, either.”
Wukong scratches at his neck as he looks over MK’s face. “Augh… yeah, makes a lot of sense, now that you say it out loud.”
“I meant what I said, though. I trust you to teach me, and to show everyone you’re trustworthy.” MK looks at him now, meeting his gaze. “Maybe you could tell them what your plans are? It might help ease their worries or belief in thinking you’re just flying by the seat of your pants in all of this.”
Well, MK’s only half right in that sense. Wukong didn’t have a fully laid out training regiment, just a few ideas on what to do, but not the full picture yet. Training a kid with the same powers as himself and Macaque is going to be very different from training his old soldiers. Then again, it can’t be that hard, can it?
…
Well—okay, the cub does have a point, now that Wukong thinks about it. If he wanted the clairvoyant to work with him (and also get off his back), the best action to take was to be open with them. Such as admitting he barely had a training regimen together.
He reaches out and ruffles MK’s hair some and gives him a toothy grin. “Not a bad idea, bud. I’ll keep that in mind when I’m chattin’ with them later.”
MK smiles one of those smiles when he’s reassuring someone. “I know first impressions weren’t the best, but… they’re really kind. They’re a good listener, too. I feel like… you two could get along. If you gave each other a chance, you know?”
“Sure, sure, if they don’t shove their head up their ass like that again.” Wukong waves a hand, picking at his teeth. He tries and fails not to pay attention to how MK’s smile instantly turned into a frown.
MK says, almost as gently as how Mama talks, “Monkey King… I’m sorry if this sounds rude, but—you did kind of put your foot in your mouth.”
“Eh… yeah. Yeah, I did,” Sighing, he picks some dirt out from under his nails. He’s sure Mama would’ve scolded him good if she heard how he spoke and acted, especially to a clairvoyant.
“I’ve been wondering, actually… Why? Why did you eavesdrop on them?” Ah, there it was. The question to the thing that started it all. MK fidgets, then reassures Wukong, “I promise—I won’t judge. I just wanna know why, I want to understand.”
Ah, let the heavens bless the heart of this cub. He’s long wormed his way into Wukong’s heart, and he knows that’s dangerous. He knows it would be bad to have anything more than just a teacher/student relationship with the kid—rather than anything familial, but he can’t help himself! Given what MK’s made from, Wukong can’t help but see the cub for what he is—his sweet baby brother.
Mama will love him, too. So will Fengshe.
Even so, Wukong has to try to keep it professional, at least when he’s “Wukong”. If word got out that Monkey King grew soft for some kid, it’d end horribly. Not just for MK, but for his friends and family. Wukong doesn’t want that, not when the cub’s already been through enough.
Ah, he should focus on the conversation at hand, rather than let his mind wander again.
Rubbing at his neck, Wukong groans, “Look, bud—it’s a dumb excuse, and I know it is, but I was just genuinely curious.” He looks out into the open ocean, looking at the waves, the dolphins that jump for a brief moment of air before diving back down to catch some food. He watches the clouds above race by, memories of—
the arched door covered in vines and flowers, behind it a familiar face, friend to all, but especially to him
—simpler times flooding is mind. But he pushes them away.
He says, “I haven’t seen a clairvoyant since I sealed away Demon Bull King. When I found out your friend is one, I just—had to know what they were up to. Where they’ve been, what they were doing. I didn’t expect—”
The spirit of Macaque taunts him, Always disregarding everyone because they’re lesser than you, huh, Wukong?
The clairvoyant’s jab chimes in soon after, their voice bitter and hurt and so angry, Is that what you’re going to teach MK? To not give a flying fuck about anyone else but himself?
He sighs, shaking his head. “I—dammit, MK—I didn’t expect the conversation to be something so personal to them. And—to be honest, I stayed because I wanted to know.”
“Wanted to know what?” MK presses on, his attention fully on Wukong, his fidgeting calmed from the nervous tugging and pulling of his sleeves prior. His expression was curious, but calm, the epitome of patience. Something Wukong knows is that MK always practiced for his friends, his family.
“About them, I suppose.” He combs out his fur as best he can against the harsh winds. “Like I said—haven’t seen one in so long. Your friend wasn’t kidding. Something akin to a massacre did happen to the clairvoyants. So, not many of them are left.”
“Do you… do you know what happened?”
Wukong doesn’t answer at first. He stares out at the ocean instead, trying to think of happier times, happier moments, but—
too late too too late he was too late pulp they were pulp in his hands
—no such luck. His memories are full of red on his hands, his fur, everywhere.
“I do,” is all he says. A moment, then, “But now’s not the best time for a talk like that, bud.”
“Right… right…” MK plays with the sleeve of his hoodie he long ago put back on during the flight.
Wukong keeps talking, knowing MK would want him to, “You already heard it kid, they’ve been resisting their visions for years. For a clairvoyant—for anyone with magic—to just put a cork on it and leave it be, to actively resist it for years and years, it’s going to explode eventually.”
“So… so they’ve been hurting themselves, doing that?”
“Essentially, yeah.”
“I see…” Wukong can’t see it with his back facing MK, but he knows the cub has a deep frown set on his features. He can hear the thoughtful tone in MK’s voice as the kid says, “I understand why you would do it. You were worried about them, in a way. Considering how clairvoyants are—from what I'm safely assuming—pretty much just the equivalent of an endangered species, I get it.”
“I’m hearin’ a ‘but’ coming, soon.” Wukong chuckles softly. Already he feels knots in his chest loosening and the hurricane that was his anger calming.
The kid really does have a special way of helping others relax in his presence.
MK laughs, “Heh, yeah… I get it, I do, but—what you did, and what you said—it wasn’t okay. You disregarded their privacy and kept listening in on it. You pretty much just—took away their ability to choose who they want to share that information with” Wukong feels MK resting his head on Wukong’s back, continuing to say, “Your reaction to it also wasn’t the best thing to do. If anything, it just added gasoline to an already raging fire.”
There’s a small pause, as if MK is letting Wukong sit and think about it. And Wukong was thinking about it. The kid was right, of course he was. Wukong knew he shouldn’t have done it all. He knew his own anger got the better of him. His desire to be right—his pride, was always his biggest flaw.
He breathes.
Silence stretches between them like the vast expanse of the ocean. Soon, Megapolis came into view, just the size of a pea but steadily growing larger. Wukong can’t see it, but he can sense it—the presence of his ex-brother. He’s not really trying to hide, is he? Well, might as well pick a spot—
Sun Wukong, he hears a voice ringing in his mind.
He snaps to attention, accidentally jostling MK, and scans the surrounding area. Not far off, he can make out a familiar figure donned in bright celestial armor, his iridescent white cape billowing in the wind. He sits upon his own cloud, his pup sitting beside him.
…
Of course they’d send him.
I already know what this is about, Wukong thinks back to Erlang Shen. And you can go tell the Court I’m handling it.
I trust that you are, says Erlang into Wukong’s mind. However, the Court is also making assumptions, claiming your involvement in Demon Bull King’s escape.
Ugh. Great. Just great. Wukong knew this was going to happen, he just wasn’t expecting it to be so soon. He has to get that handled first before the Court decides to take action not only against him, but also Bull King.
“Monkey King?” MK gently tugs at Wukong’s sleeve. “Is everything okay? You’re, uh, kinda stiff all of a sudden.”
Wonderful—how, so very wonderful. Thankfully, Erlang is a far distance from him and MK, so the kid won’t be able to see Erlang.
Meaning, he’s keeping his end of the bargain in staying away from the cub. Good.
“Nothing, bud,” Wukong ruffles MK’s hair. “I’ll drop you off in the karst forest and keep watch from the skies. Don’t worry, old Bull King will show up. I’ll make sure he does.”
“Okay…” MK breathes and slaps his cheeks. He takes the cudgel as Wukong offers it to him. His fingers gently trace along the intricate carvings that dance along the surface of the cudgel, his expression thoughtful. He says quietly, “Before we do this… just—can I say one more thing?”
“Of course, kid! Go ahead.”
Sun Wukong, Erlang presses in his head. Your presence is required to end these assumptions. Whatever you are doing, end it quickly and come with me.
The Court can fucking wait, he thinks back, shifting his focus to MK.
MK says, “Look, it wasn’t okay for you to do that stuff… But it also wasn't okay for them to add their own fuel. They also went too far in what they said, what they did. They shouldn't have let their anger and protectiveness of me get to them.” He pulls and tugs at his sleeves, scratching the top of his hand. A nervous tick, Wukong remembers seeing it a lot during his time watching the kid.
Wukong puts a hand on MK's to stop the scratching. Says, “I get ya, bud. I still have some of my own thinking to do, but I plan to take care of my mistakes.” Again, he ruffles MK's hair. “Don’t worry about lil’ ol’ me, kiddo. By the time I get back to Flower Fruit, I’ll be fine to chat with your friend, and—hopefully—we’ll be on better terms after.”
“Okay… okay, good.” MK nods slowly, giving him a smile that’s small, but strong. “Thank you, both for choosing me, and for understanding.”
“Hah! Don’t gotta thank me, bud.” Wukong scratches at his cheek, looking away. Megapolis was closer now. He veers off to the west, heading for the karst forest. Best not to let innocents get hurt in the midst of this fight… “Get ready for a fight, kiddo. I’ll be keeping watch.”
“Right!”
He leaves MK atop one of the many karsts within the area, soaring towards the nimbus Erlang Shen sat upon. He pauses once he reaches Erlang’s side, plucking out two pieces of fur and making one into a clone of himself, whilst the other becomes a formal invitation for a duel.
Brother Ox could never resist a good ol’ fashioned duel invitation.
“Deliver this to Bull King, and then keep a close eye on the cub,” Wukong says to his clone. “The minute it looks like he’s in trouble, you get him out of it, and give Bull King a piece of our mind.”
“Roger that, me!” The clone salutes and takes the invitation, his form shifting into a bird before he flies towards Megapolis.
Wukong closes his eyes and breathes a heavy sigh. Erlang’s pup, Xiaotian Quan, nudges at his hand with her snout and licks at his fingers. Out of habit, he pets her head. He may not like Erlang, but his pup worked her way into Wukong’s heart.
Just like a lot of things, it seems.
He doesn’t look at Erlang as he asks, “How pissed are they?”
Erlang’s response is as simple as he is, “Very.” A small pause, before he adds on, “Many are wishing to seal you within Five Elements Mountain again. Others advocate for worse. Currently, the Lotus Prince and Lady Guanyin are stalling so you can come defend yourself.”
And they decide to send you to come get me? Wukong almost asks, but stops himself. He’s put his foot in his mouth enough for one day, best to save any annoyance or frustration for the other gods that are trying to advocate for any new imprisonment or punishment. As if he hadn’t already paid his dues centuries ago.
Then again, Wukong is also biased towards Erlang Shen. He’d never admit it aloud, but he does kinda avoid Erlang’s presence for—
burning whips and irons and lightning and
—several reasons. Wukong shoves the memories away before they cloud his mind. Other times, when he has no choice but to talk to Erlang, Wukong ends up purposefully pushing buttons just to annoy him.
He won’t deny his biased dislike for Erlang Shen. Wukong had numerous reasons not to like the warrior god.
But…
“Are you ready to go?” Erlang asks Wukong, looking at him.
He seems… different, now that Wukong’s taking a moment to think about it. Usually Erlang’s shoulders would be more squared, his gaze harsher and more piercing. His tone as well, always sharp in a way that commanded respect and attention, seemed… softer?
Sun Wukong didn’t think it was possible for Erlang Shen’s voice to have a tone that wasn’t one that was like the crack of thunder.
He’s certainly got some things going on, and it’s certainly making Wukong more curious. But he doesn’t have time to snoop on that right now. Maybe another day, when he remembers to care enough to do so.
Right now, he has a Heavenly Court of morons to prove wrong.
“Yeah,” he says, scratching under Xiaotian Quan’s chin. “Lead the way, Erlie.”
Erlang closes his eyes and shakes his head with a sigh. When he doesn’t respond with harshness to the dumb nickname Wukong gave him, Wukong knows something is up.
Usually he demands I call him by his proper title. Huh.
He thought of that nickname for the specific purpose of annoying Erlang. How strange he doesn’t react the way Wukong expected him to…
Rather than linger on the thought, he pushes it aside for another day, and follows Erlang towards the Celestial Realm’s gates.
Good luck, kiddo. I’ll check up on you after this.
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Wukong hated trials like these. It’s always the same thing over and over again. Hundreds of faces he knew but didn’t bother remembering the names of. Voices shouting over one another about what actually happened, when Wukong’s told them the truth at least four times now. He stood in the center of it all, of course, at the lowest section of everyone. So they could all look down on him.
Always the same with these trials. Wonder what it’s like to be on the other side for a change.
Erlang Shen sat with his pup next to old Jade Emperor—who was in the highest throne of everyone. Near to him was Nezha, and across from him was Guanyin. Both stole glances in his direction to gauge his expression and reaction to all the accusations thrown his way.
“It’s history repeating itself all over again!”
“No doubt he removed the staff on purpose just to save his precious ‘Sworn Brother’.”
“Who else could have moved it, fool? Obviously it was him!”
“I say we seal him back under the mountain!”
“That’s too kind a punishment for him—he barely learned a thing when Tang Sanzang freed him. What makes you think he’ll learn anything if we do so a second time?”
“They’re right! We should just seal him within the center of the earth, never to be freed.”
“What about dismembering him and hiding the pieces all over China?”
“That sounds like a better idea!”
His expression remained blank, impassive, even as the anger boiled inside him like no other. He doesn’t have time to hear these morons bicker over how to punish him for something he didn’t do. His clone is keeping him updated on the kid’s progress in the fight (he’s doing lackluster at best) , sure, but he still has to talk to the clairvoyant. Time wasted here can be several days wasted in the mortal world.
I’d rather not leave a random stranger lost and wandering on my island. So, can we hurry this up?
Guanyin, sensing Wukong’s growing irritation, holds up a hand, silencing the arguing gods. Her movements were as graceful as they always were, making a gesture to Wukong and saying, “Little Monkey—” she’s really the only one allowed to call him that “—you have heard the charges pressed against you. What say you?”
“I say they’re all hurting their legs jumping to conclusions,” is his blunt answer. He crosses his arms, his tail whipping behind him.
Careful, brother, says the look Nezha gives Wukong, but he doesn’t care. He’s so done with these celestial politics. He’s ready to kick back and finally relax after all these years of—
“Insolent monkey!”
“This is the so-called ‘Victorious-in-Strife Buddha’?”
“He’s learned nothing!”
— this.
“Is he going to make another havoc in heaven?” His sharp ears hear a younger celestial whisper to the one next to them.
Ugh…
Wukong rolls his eyes before closing them. He slowly inhales, then exhales. “I never touched the Cudgel. Not once. The minute I sealed Bull King, I finished my business with Lady Bone Demon—you’re welcome, by the way, never got a thank you for that one, either—and went home,” he says, his voice even and calm, even as a storm roiled inside him, waiting to be unleashed.
“What about that so-called successor?” One god suddenly chimes in, causing the rest to jump in once more.
“The boy!”
“It must have been him who lifted it!”
“That settles it, then. He’s not only done what Sun Wukong did in the past, but worse!”
“Bring him here, now! Put the fillet on him!”
Wukong’s rage always felt like a relentless flurry of fire and wind in his chest. Sometimes, it grows in size. Other times, it’d stay small and calm. At certain moments, it’d turn into a raging inferno.
The moment the fillet is mentioned, however, especially in the same sentence as MK, that rage burns as hot as the sun. His lips curl back into a snarl, his fur standing on end, his tail slamming against the floor and his eyes darting to the god who dared to mention forcing the fillet onto MK.
He opens his mouth, his teeth sharper than before as smoke and sparks billowed out—
“That is enough!” Erlang shouts, his voice like a lightning strike. He slams the end of his spear into the ground. The sound resonates through the Court like a crack of thunder after lightning, a sharp ringing hurting Wukong’s ears. It quiets even the loudest of the gods. “I told you all prior to this meeting—the boy was present during Demon Bull King’s release, but it was not him who had lifted the staff.”
The action from Erlang causes Wukong’s rage to simmer down, his eyes widening in shock. Not once in all these years has Erlang ever sided with Wukong in anything. He fully expected the guy to agree in forcing the fillet onto MK.
Weird…
His teeth return to normal, his fur smoothing out. He breathes, in, then out. Something really is off about Erlang. Given how many decades (centuries?) it’s been since Wukong has properly interacted with him, it would’ve been possible. If it weren’t for the case that Erlang was one of the most stubborn and stuck in his ways gods that Wukong’s ever known.
He doesn’t have time to think about that, though, as Erlang continues to speak, “I will have no more baseless accusations within this court. The next person to make one will face severe punishment. Do I make myself clear?” The silence that lays thick within the Court is enough of an answer for him.
Nezha is the next to speak up, his voice sharp like thorns, “Need I remind all of you again that he never knew he had Wukong’s powers until now? Even so, his magic has been sealed away for years until Wukong unlocked it.”
“Then who could have possibly moved it?” A tiny celestial asks, their voice but a whistle in the wind.
“My sources say that it was none other than Red Son who had managed to successfully lift it,” says Erlang, one hand remaining on his spear whilst the other pets his pup. She’s half laying in his lap by now, her head resting against him. He breathes, the rumbling within the Court quieting down as he quells his own emotions.
Still has that temper. The only thing we had in common.
He says, “The method he used was a gauntlet he made himself. That is what moved the staff.”
“A gauntlet?”
“How is that even possible?”
“I don’t buy it. There’s no way a little glove could match Monkey King’s strength!”
“But what if it did? The kid’s practically a young genius for a half-breed his age!”
“What does it even matter? Demon Bull King was to remain imprisoned!”
“She’s right! That boy and his mother should be punished!”
Jade Emperor slowly raises a hand. Once more, a silence falls in the Court. He strokes his beard, opening his eyes and gazing at each individual within the room. “That question…” He says slowly (like always), one hand still stroking his beard, while the other gestures about the room. “How is it possible… that Red Son could succeed in making a gauntlet that matches Sun Wukong’s strength?”
Guanyin nods, her expression unreadable, though Wukong could see in her eyes that she had already put the puzzle pieces together. Wukong certainly did, too, and it’s taking a lot of breathing exercises to make sure his anger doesn’t flare up again. He closes his eyes, lowering his head slightly.
Don’t say it. Don’t say it. Don’t you dare say it.
“There is…” Nezha pauses, glancing at his elder brother. His expression remained composed as it always did when he’s within the Court, but just like Guanyin, his eyes gave it away. He didn’t even want to say it, but Wukong could tell that if no one said anything, they’d be going in circles for hours. Hours in the Celestial Realm could very well mean days or weeks in the Mortal Realm, and that’s not exactly time that Wukong is willing to waste.
(Especially not when he still has the clairvoyant at his home.)
“There are only two people within this entire world who would know Sun Wukong’s strength well,” Nezha says, folding his arms behind him and standing straight. “One of them being the Six-Eared Macaque—whom we all know is dead. And the other…”
Don’t say it.
“The other?” A young god presses.
Don’t.
“The one who had lived with Wukong his whole life,” says Guanyin, her expression turning somber. Perhaps for Wukong, or what’s to come, or maybe even both. “His mother, Sun Lihua.”
Fuck.
Wukong breathes. It comes out broken. He didn’t even realize his hands were shaking until he clenched them into fists. Fear and rage churned in him like a volatile potion being mixed into a bomb. The rage was more protective for his mama, the fear for what she’ll no doubt be forced to face.
I should’ve just taken the blame.
Shit.
He could barely breathe, even as he opened his mouth and sucked in.
Mama doesn’t deserve to go through this.
The others were talking, but it all just sounded like a horrific ringing in his ears.
Stupid monkey.
You put your own mother in danger by not just taking blame.
It’s what you’re used to at this point.
If they hurt Mama…
Images of the punishments Wukong endured flash through his mind, but instead of himself, it’s Mama. The rage in him builds, threatening to spill out if he didn’t control himself.
A hand touches his shoulder, ripping him from his thoughts before he could further spiral. His head snaps up, turning to the stranger and finding a familiar pair of brown eyes and lotus themed armor.
“Brother,” Nezha whispers to him. “They are requesting me to go fetch her… I suggest you go stand by Lady Guanyin.”
“Right,” he says, his throat closing up. “Sure.” When Nezha pulls away, Wukong grabs his wrist. His hand can’t stop shaking, his eyes blown wide. Each breath of air felt like razor sharp blades ripping against his throat.
His teeth, sharpened to a knife’s point again, grit against one another. “If they do anything to her…”
It’s the only thing he has to say for Nezha to understand the meaning. He says, “Calm yourself, brother. Remember; if Lady Lihua is strong enough to raise you of all people, she can handle a few stubborn celestials.”
Wukong sucks in some air, the sound coming out when he exhales is almost a laugh. Almost. Nezha’s right, though. Mama’s strong. One of the strongest monkey’s Wukong knows— especially because of the fact she raised him.
It’ll be fine.
Mama will be fine.
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Wukong always wondered what it would feel like standing with the other celestials looking down upon the accused. He knew he’d probably never like the feeling, but being the one having all the eyes on him for years whenever he was in this room, he was a curious monkey.
He wasn’t so curious anymore as his eyes laid on Mama whilst she stood there. Her arms are crossed, her tail more still than a statue. Wukong knows that means she’s very unhappy to be put in such a position. Her amber eyes flickered across the stands where the other celestials sat, all whispering to themselves and eyeing her up.
Wukong shrinks when her stare meets him, her gaze lingering momentarily. He can see her gaze softening, if only slightly, before she hones in on Erlang. That is when Mama’s eyes burn like a roaring fire, controlled but ready to consume.
If looks could kill, Erlie would cease to exist.
“Sun Lihua,” Erlang says, his voice reverberating within the room, radiating authority, “you are brought before the Heavenly Court, accused of aiding Red Son and Princess Iron Fan in the escape of the Demon Bull King during his imprisonment. How do you plead to these charges laid against you?”
Mama crosses her arms again, her demeanor the epitome of calm, while her face and eyes showed a mixture between irritation and concealed anger. She raises a brow, and begins to speak, “Erlang Shen.” Her voice sounded like she was about to either rip someone’s head off, or scold a child. Given Mama’s feelings towards Erlang, Wukong wouldn’t be surprised if it was both. “You say ‘during his imprisonment’ as if Lord Ox was given a sentencing for his crimes. Was he?”
The question causes a small chorus of whispers to erupt, everyone asking each other the same thing.
“Was the Demon Bull King given a sentence??”
“You expect me to remember?”
“What does it even matter? That demon has already done enough!”
Mama claps her hands twice, the sound loud and echoing. Just as Wukong expected, everyone hushes, some looking at Erlang—as they expected him to have made such boisterous noise. Others notice that it was Mama who had called for their eyes, and wait for her to speak. She crosses her arms once more, scanning the Court.
“If I am correct in my assumptions, Lord Ox was never given a proper sentence,” she states, plain and clear as day. Before any celestial could argue with her or start another eruption of gossiping whispers, she speaks again, “I was not present when the order was given to my son to take care of Lord Ox. However, if none of you—not even you, Erlang Shen—” her stare hardens when she locks eyes with Erlang “—can answer me that question, then it answers itself. Lord Ox was never given a formal sentencing for his crimes.”
She makes a gesture with her hand, her eyes honing on Wukong now. “You all agreed a five hundred year sentencing within the Five Elements Mountain was fair for my son to endure. It’s been five hundred and eighteen years since Lord Ox was sealed. I believe he’s well served his time. Unless you have the proper paperwork to prove me wrong?”
“Has it really been that long?” A young celestial whispers.
“Maybe,” one murmurs back. “I don’t know, I wasn’t created during that time.”
Once more, Mama’s stare sharpens like a deadly thorn when regarding Erlang. Wukong can tell that Erlang has long noticed Mama’s expression changing when she gives her attention back to him. The look can only be described as when she finds pests in her garden. A pest that needs to be squashed.
Sure, Wukong would give Erlang a look like he’s being annoying, but Wukong’s never regarded him as if he’s lesser than Wukong. Mama on the other hand…
She really is one of the few people who’s brave enough to do that.
“Do you have paperwork?” She asks again, making a gesture to Erlang that says hurry up.
He doesn’t move, however, simply glancing to a celestial hurriedly transcribing the trial. “Was the proper paperwork made for Demon Bull King’s sentencing?”
The celestial jumps, nearly dropping their clipboard, and catches it. They fumble over their words, “Ah—uh—well—” they nervously tug at their sleeves, eyes darting to the left and right, then helplessly shrug, “No?”
If it was possible for a god to age, Wukong can tell just from the look Erlang has, he would’ve aged at least a few hundred years. He closes his eyes and takes a slow, deep breath, his hand coming up and rubbing his face, massaging his temples.
Nezha looks just about as done with this situation as him, lowering his head and pinching at the bridge of his brow. “If no proper paperwork was created for Demon Bull King’s sentencing,” he says, sounding as if he had just woken from a thousand-year nap and was rudely woken up. “Then the mistake must be rectified, and a formal apology given to the Bull Family.”
“What? Why give them an apology?!” A god cries out, standing abruptly.
Nezha’s head snaps towards them, his eyes narrowing. “Because it was our job to state Demon Bull King’s crimes, and what his sentencing will be. To my memory, Sun Wukong was only tasked with enacting his sentence—there was no proper announcing of his sentence like there was with Sun Wukong’s. Now. Sit. Down.”
Mama stares at the god who disrupted the court, a single brow raising. She doesn’t say anything, but her eyes hold an entire litany of what she’d love to say right now. Unlike Wukong, though, she’s choosing to hold her tongue for now. Much better than what Wukong would’ve done.
The god in question sits, red in the face both from humiliation and anger, but says nothing further.
“Compensation will be given to the family for this mistake,” Erlang says, already writing something down. “However, there are still several questions that need to be answered, Sun Lihua.”
“Ask them then, boy,” Mama says back, waving her hand dismissively at him. The action causes a small series of gasps to ring in the Court.
“She’s really talking to him like that?!”
“Like mother, like son, it seems.”
“No sense of respect for someone higher than her.”
Mama’s eyebrow twitches, a sign that her patience was wearing thin. “Respect is earned, not freely given to pompous palace brats,” she says with a small scoff, crossing her arms and lifting her chin in a silent challenge.
“Come now,” Guanyin speaks up, raising a hand and waving it. “Time is precious, and time flows differently in the mortal world. Remember that, young ones.” She stands in position again, nodding to Erlang and saying, “Let us be mindful of the boy who waits for his mentor in the Mortal Realm, Lord Erlang. Shall I continue?”
“Of course, Lady Guanyin, if we can have no more interruptions?” Erlang’s authoritative tone returns, scanning the room. When there are no objections made, he sighs and waves for Guanyin to go ahead. “If you would please, My Lady.”
“Lady Lihua,” Guanyin begins, her gaze a river of compassion as it meets Mama’s. Mama, in turn, softens under that gaze, a silent invitation for her to continue. “You are correct that Demon Bull King has long served his time, and deserves to be released. The question that remains, however, is why you assisted his wife and son in this release effort, rather than reporting to us?”
Mama rolls her shoulders back, standing tall and placing her hands on her hips. Her expression fell into a blend of defiance and deep sorrow, her tail curling behind her. It’s not often Wukong can see Mama’s emotions be openly presented, especially in front of the Celestial Court.
“Lady Guanyin, in all my years on this world, I have never been given a reason to even remotely trust the Celestial Realm to do their job,” Mama says, her voice carrying heavy disappointment. “All the Celestial Realm has proven to me is that they can’t be trusted, especially not with the lives of those who aren’t celestials.”
Her face, once hardened like stone, softens into an expression tinged with sadness. “You all will never know the pain of having your family ripped away from you before your very eyes.” Her gaze turns to Erlang, now a fierce glare that bears the weight of a mother’s grief. “You all will never know the feeling of watching your children be captured and taken away. Of having your loved ones killed right in front of you. Of having your home torched and destroyed.”
Erlang doesn’t react, his face like a boulder in a roaring river. Yet, Wukong can notice a tinge of something in his eyes. Whatever the emotion is, Wukong can’t put a finger on it right now.
Mama continues, “I helped Lady Iron because I knew her pain all too well as a mother who was left alone to raise her son who hasn’t even had his hundredth day celebration yet.” Her voice becomes a river of sorrow and anger, “I helped Red Son study and test his gauntlet to move the staff because I watched my own youngest son grow up without a father, and know the pain of being a mother unable to fill that void.
“I helped the Demon Bull Family come back together because you lot have only proven to me that all you’re good at is tearing apart families, not bringing them together.”
Unspoken truths and grief hang heavy within the Court, Mama allowing the scars on her heart to be on full display. No one dares speak a word. Maybe they don’t know how to respond, maybe some even dare to feel ashamed—which would be a first for some of them, Wukong thinks.
A long, long silence resonates within the Court. Nezha closes his eyes and lowers his head respectfully. Guanyin nods as she lets Mama’s words settle on everyone. Jade Emperor, who’s been silent this entire time, only stares at her.
After a moment, Jade Emperor is the first to speak up, “Sun Lihua. Can you say with confidence that Demon Bull King will not repeat the past? Can you say with confidence that he will not go on a rampage, murdering innocents in his path?”
“Can you say with confidence that your people, your nephew, will not go on a rampage of murdering innocents in his path?” She counters with crossed arms. “I do not excuse what Lord Ox has done. He had crimes to pay for, and he paid for them. Has your nephew paid for them?”
Jade Emperor’s eyes narrow, and Wukong knows that look means he’s not happy with her retort. Wukong chews his lip, wanting so badly to step in and protect Mama from this. He knows, though, that if he does, the celestials will just claim he’s blindly siding with her.
He trusts Mama. He does. He just can’t bear the thought of her being hurt.
She and Fengshe are all I have left. Don’t you dare do what I think you’re going to do.
Before Jade Emperor could speak, Erlang stands. He slowly inhales, and then exhales. “If I may interject… we are, once again, getting off-topic. As Lady Guanyin stated, we cannot afford to waste time when Sun Wukong’s protégé is waiting for him within the Mortal Realm.” He looks at Mama and says, his voice softer than before, “Since you vehemently believe that the Celestial Realm is unable to perform their duties, then a task for you, if you will take it.”
She waves for him to continue, so he does, “Watch the Bull Family. Ensure that history will not repeat itself. If Demon Bull King brings harm to innocent lives a second time—be it out of uncontrolled emotions, or he simply felt like it—you will be held accountable for it and receive just punishment for failing your duties. Does that sound fair?”
“It does,” Mama agrees with a curt nod.
“Is the Court satisfied with these terms?” Erlang now asks everyone. A series of murmurs echo in the large chamber, but no objections are heard in the ocean of words. Wukong closes his eyes and breathes a small sigh of relief. Man, he did not need to worry about this right now, not when he still has to chat with the clairvoyant about their “mishap” earlier today.
He feels a hand on his shoulder and looks up at Guanyin, who smiles at him. “Your mother is safe, Little Monkey. Fret not for her.”
“Yeah, yeah,” he laughs, clearing his throat and scratching at his neck. She’s not far off from his worry for Mama (which he’ll always fret over, okay? That’s his mama!), but it certainly wasn’t just for her.
“Good,” says Erlang after he hears no objections. “Then please, Sun Lihua, sign this contract stating that you agree to these terms and will bear full responsibility if Demon Bull King shows no promise of change from his previous destructive demeanor.” He lifts a sheet of paper, and it slowly floats over to Mama. A brush appears before her, and she takes it, signing her name in the designated spot.
As the parchment floats back to Erlang, he takes it and rolls it up, stuffing it into his tunic. “With no further issues at hand, the court is adjourned.”
Fucking finally.
Wukong slips away, hurrying down from the stands and towards the exit. He spares no glances or words with anyone—not even Nezha as he walks past. Wukong needed to check on the cub first before he could head back to Flower Fruit and talk to the clairvoyant, so he needs to be fast, no time for—
“Where do you think you’re going?” Mama’s voice calls to him.
He freezes in place, groaning softly. He was really hoping to avoid this conversation. He knew Mama was going to want to talk to him after all of this. He slowly turns, looking at her. “Hey, Mama…”
“After all these years, that’s all you have to say to your mother?” She asks with her hands on her hips. Her harsh stare is now on him, making him shrink with his shoulders hunched up. She counts on her fingers as she says, “You never answered my letters or invitations to Fengshe’s performances, for tea and snacks, you never even came to his hundredth day celebration…”
“Mamaaaaa,” he whines, hunching over in shame. “I’ve—been busy, you know?”
“Busy doing what, exactly?” She asks now, raising a brow and crossing her arms. “Whatever it is, clearly you were much too busy to speak to me, hmm?”
“Uuuuuugh,” he groans louder.
Several celestials who pass by give them a look, some even whispering, “I’ve never seen Monkey King shrivel up like that before!”
“Have you seen the look she gave Lord Erlang?? What makes you think she wouldn’t give that to him?”
“Must be that ‘mother’s stare’ we keep hearing about.”
He laughs, rubbing his neck. “Can we—take this talk somewhere else? Less in the open, you know?”
Mama closes her eyes, shaking her head with a hefty sigh. It sounds more like a laugh, though. “What? Ashamed that your mother is scolding you, hmm?” She looks at him again, her gaze more playful than reprimanding. “Come here, little pebble, let me look at you.”
Wukong hesitates for a moment, always caught between the immortal warrior—the King of Flower Fruit—that he was, and the little pebble his mother sees. Taking one look at her, though, he really can’t deny such a simple request. He steps closer, leaning down so she could reach up and take his face in her hands. Her thumbs gently run over his cheeks, her eyes roaming over his features and taking it all in. Despite centuries passing, Mama still searches for changes, as if time might have left a mark, despite the fact it never will.
“You look tired, pebble,” she points out, her voice gentle as a summer’s breeze.
“Well, I am tired, Mama,” he whispers, a weary laugh following suit.
She tugs, gently, gently pulling him into a hug. His face buries into her neck, his arms hanging limply at his sides. Her fingers comb his fur, her breath stuttering. “Oh, my son,” she murmurs, her voice both joyous and somber. “How I’ve missed you.”
He finally wraps his arms around her, holding her closer.
“I missed you too, Mama.” Fuck, he didn’t mean for his voice to crack like that. It’s so hard, though, when the weight of time and separation finally takes its toll. Mama’s fur, always soft, opens the dam holding back a flood of memories. The scent of sweet osmanthus flowers that she always carried envelops him, easing his tense muscles to relax.
For a moment, he’s a little cub again, freshly born from his stone egg, found by Mama due to his boisterous cries as she put them. For a moment, he's that little cub being cradled by his mama while she sings to him. For a moment, everything is okay.
“There is much we must catch up on,” she says now, picking a twig out of his fur. When did that get there? Oh, well.
“Yeah…”
“Are you going to be staying at home? Or will you be closer to the cub—your successor?”
“I’ll probably, ah, be close by. Still tryna pick a good spot so we don’t have to keep flying to and from Flower Fruit.”
“You’ve been eating proper meals, right?”
“Mamaaaaa…”
“You aren’t eating just snacks again, are you?” Her voice turns back to reprimanding. She pulls back from the hug to look over his face, searching for any kind of lie from him.
He shrinks under her stare, forcing a laugh. “Mama, come on, I don’t just snack—”
“So you are cooking proper meals?”
“Mamaaaaa, cut me some slack! You’re the one who taught me how to cook! Of course I’m cooking meals for myself.” He’s definitely not gonna mention how he ate four whole bags of peach chips in one sitting last week. Absolutely not. His ear will be red for the next century from the pinching it’ll get from Mama.
“Good,” she says, smiling. “I wish this could last longer, but I know the cub waits for you, and Fengshe waits for me.”
“How is he, by the way?” He asks, his tail anxiously whipping behind him before he makes it curl around his ankle. He knows she caught the movement, but thankfully didn’t point it out. “I heard he’s making quite a name for himself in the performance department.”
“He’s been in quite a few plays and operas, both in and out of China,” says Mama, her smile gentle once more. She tucks some stray fur away from his face. “You should watch his performances, they’re quite the sight to see.”
“I bet they are…” He nods along, hoping she doesn’t catch that his smile is forced. He knows that she will, because nothing gets past Mama, but he can still hope
Even if he’s only seen Fengshe once—when the guy was just a freshly born cub—he still cherishes Fengshe dearly. It’s more just… Wukong’s not sure if he can really bear to watch another performance. He’s not sure if they’ll bring up memories of when he and Macaque would perform in operas, when Macaque would take the stage on his own and enchant the audience and Wukong.
Maybe not right now, but… maybe later.
Mama pulls him closer again, her forehead brushing against his. “My little pebble,” she says quietly, lovingly, “I know you must go soon, as do I, but listen to my words, alright?”
“Alright… hit me.”
She leans back now, looking over his face. Gazing into her eyes brings Wukong back to when he was a young and rebellious cub, jumping through the waterfall leading into what became his palace—his home. It brings him back to when she scolded him for a solid two hours for doing such a thing, because he could’ve been killed, how could he put himself in such danger just because he was told he couldn’t do it?
“I know the wounds are still fresh…” She says, stroking his cheeks with her thumbs. “I know it aches to think about, but you should consider speaking to Lord Ox and Lord Lion. They are your brothers, no matter what.” She pulls her hands away, reaching down to take his. “And even if you and Lord Ox are reaching this bump in the road, deep down, I know that stubborn bull still cares for you.”
She reaches up now to pinch his cheek and tug. “He is just very much like his Brother Monkey, no?”
“Augh—Mama—stop—” he groans, but doesn’t fight back. “Look—old Bull Boy, he’s not gonna wanna talk to me…”
“Maybe not now, because his emotions are still in control. His anger, his grief,” she responds, finally releasing his cheek and letting him nurse the aching spot.
She always pinches so hard.
“But that does not mean he’ll never want to speak to you again. He just needs time to feel his emotions and to properly let them out, rather than taking them out on innocents.” She crosses her arms and raises a brow at him, her smile still present, but there’s a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. “As I said, he’s not too unlike you. Anger is an emotion that can easily take you both, but just because those raw emotions are something you feel now, does not mean you’ll always feel them.”
“Regret usually follows close behind anger,” he says, his smile falling into something a bit bleaker.
“Mmm…” She coaxes him to lean down again and places a gentle kiss on his forehead. “We’ll talk more another time, my son. Go to your successor.” She brushes more stray fur from his face and smiles, her hand cupping his cheek. “Remember…” Her fingers grab at his ear and pinch, causing him to let out a choked noise in surprise and flail.
“Ow, ow, Mama—!”
“If you do not write to me to let me know how you’re doing, you will regret it,” she says with a sickly sweet smile, but Wukong knows all too well what that smile means. “I also would love to meet your successor one day.” She lets his ear go, gently massaging it before pulling away.
Wukong makes a very mature and kingly face that’s absolutely not a pout at all. Kings don’t pout, and that’s not what he’s doing! Shut up. He nurses his ear as he says, “I’m sure he’d love to meet you, Mama. You’ll love him, though. He’s a sweet kid. Big heart and everything.”
“Just like my boy, hmm?” Mama chuckles and shakes her head. She smiles fondly at him, making Wukong think that they were both just going back home to Flower Fruit together to play around and wrestle. “I’ll see you again soon, my pebble. I love you, so much.”
“I love you too, Mama.” He pulls her into one final hug, not wanting to let go, and he knows she doesn’t want to either. They know, though, that work needed to be done on both sides. Mama had to talk to old Bull King, and Wukong had to talk to the clairvoyant.
(He won’t mention anything about that with Mama just yet. His other ear will get a harsh pinching if he does.)
So, both pull away, and Wukong nuzzles his cheek against hers with a final farewell, and calls his nimbus to hurry back to Megapolis.
First, he’ll check on the kid. Then, he’ll talk to the clairvoyant.
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Man, looking at the state of the karst forest, Wukong can already tell the fight between MK and Bull King was one hell of a battle. He reconvenes with his clone, getting the rundown of what happened.
Going off what his clone says, MK wasn’t kidding when he said a majority of what he knew was from games and movies—apparently he copied moves even from games based around Wukong himself. After hearing that, he can definitely see where the clairvoyant’s coming from now, especially if—in his clone’s words—the kid is flailing around like a fish outa water. Sure, having improv skills are nice to have in a fight, but it’s not something one can always rely on.
Thankfully, his friend Mei had a… moderately decent grasp on her dragon form to help in the fight, and Sandy acting as a defensive shield for them all was the true trump card that helped MK win the fight. If anything, Wukong is surprised that his clone didn’t have to step in. For a second, his clone swore poor MK was gonna be beaten into unconsciousness and was ready to jump in.
No doubt a lot of his powers are kick-starting after all those years of laying dormant… we’re gonna have to get them under control before they get out of control.
With his clone dismissed and Wukong now taking a look at the crew as they made their way back to Megapolis, he can tell the cub might need a few days to rest up first. Invincibility or not, he’s still sporting some bad bruises and cuts. Maybe a broken arm. Nope, definitely a broken arm, Wukong is positive an arm isn’t supposed to bend that way. Fast healing or not, it’s better safe than sorry to make sure all his injuries are taken care of.
Other than that, it was fine! Kid was fine. It worked out alright. Moderately. Okay, it worked out well enough, there. Wukong was able to see where MK could improve and what techniques he needed to learn. He watches as the gang slowly gathers into Pigsy’s truck, catching MK’s eye and giving a nod of approval. Despite the exhaustion, MK smiles a smile that’s so bright he may as well change his name to Sun. The star, that is.
Mama really will love him…
With a soft laugh, Wukong sits comfortably on his nimbus. After one last glance at the group, he turns and sets off back to Flower Fruit.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Lihua's Appearance, art courtesy of Verdy!
Keep in mind; it may seem like she and Wukong look alike because of the art, but her fur is described as more of a chestnut brown, while Wukong's has an fiery orange tint to it. They're not related by blood, I assure you X"D---
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Chapter 7: Even Ground
Notes:
Frank words are exchanged, and an understanding is met.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Sunsets always reminded him of simpler times. Times before he was known as Sun Wukong, before he was a sworn brother, before he became the Great Sage, Equal to Heaven, or Victorious-in-Strife Buddha. Sunsets remind him of times when he was just known as ‘big brother’ or ‘little pebble’ or ‘peaches’ or, haha, even ‘grandpa sun’; and it was just him, Macaque, and his family. Where they’d play and wrestle and eat until passing out and do it all again on the next day.
Those times are still here, but different. So, so different.
Sometimes, when Wukong closes his eyes, he remembers the simpler days. Days when Mama would sing to him while she groomed his fur. Days when he’d play with his younger siblings, when he’d teach the littler kids how to hunt for bugs hidden in trees. Days when Mama would scold him for being so reckless and how worried he made her. Days when Mama would teach him how to use his magic to listen to what the plants had to say.
Sometimes, Wukong remembers the day he first met Macaque. Sometimes, he remembers the days when he’d sit with Macaque after what happened with the tiger demon. Sometimes, oh sometimes, he’d remember the days when he and Macaque would wrestle and play until one or the other won the fight. Then would just lay on each other, panting and smiling at each other.
After they catch their breath, they’d press their faces together and kiss and lick each other and laugh and roll around and around in the leaves, clinging to one another, never intending to let go.
Sometimes, he thinks about his sworn brothers. The dinners they’d have, the stories they’d share, the laughter that overtook the table…
Peng boasting over how they have the best eyes of all of them, and when all the brothers felt just a little mischievous, Peng would use their sharp eyes to spy on Mama flirting with Papa Liu. Yellowtusk’s wise and calm voice, always settling differences between not only the brothers, but others on the island. Bull King’s strong arms and stronger laugh, roaring through the mountains as he carried screeching children, claiming that no cub would succeed in bringing him down. Azure Lion’s kind heart, tending to the gardens and being the ear to everyone and anyone.
Never was there a dull moment when the five of them were together.
Sometimes, Wukong thinks about a friend, gone, long gone. It always hurts to think about them. He tried, but it couldn’t be helped, the memory of—
pulp in his hands they were pulp in his hands
—Zhihao still hurts like a fresh wound that would never heal right. Right next to the wound left behind by memories of Macaque.
Their smile, their laugh, the way they’d poke and tease at Wukong to try to get a reaction out of him. Never once did Zhihao do it with malicious intent. In fact, Wukong loved it, someone who didn’t just worship the ground he walked on or feared his demonic presence. Simpler, happier times…
Sometimes, when Wukong feels reminiscent—stupidly hopeful, more like—he thinks about how different things would’ve been if Macaque and the others and even Wukong himself didn’t let their pride get to their heads. If they had just accepted that, while not everything remained the same, Wukong would’ve still cared for him. If Wukong paid more attention to the signs of Macaque’s descent to possessiveness and anger and tried to do something about it.
Maybe, if things were different, Macaque would be here, with him, teasing like he always did. Never to be cruel, never to hurt, always to have fun. They would have traveled the realms together after Wukong helped Master. They could’ve been together, like always, wrestling and playing and never letting each other go.
If things were different… Zhihao would still be here.
Mama would be home. Fengshe would perform for the monkeys on their grand stage. Papa Liu would get to see his youngest son…
If things were different… they’d all still be here.
It wasn’t like that anymore, though.
Now, it was just Wukong all by his lonesome.
I miss them so much.
But it’s better this way.
No matter, he shouldn’t think about such a thing, not right now at least. Flower Fruit Mountain—home, is in sight, and Wukong has a talk with a clairvoyant. Need a crisp, clear mind for that beast to face. He slaps his cheeks and takes a deep breath, preparing for what could possibly be another fight (he hopes not), and starts to search for them.
He checks out the port first, expecting them to wait for him to guide them up the mountain. When he doesn’t see them there, he scents the air, listens closely, using his magic to coax the wind’s aid to help him hear them. He catches their scent heading up the mountain path, and—
“Hey, stop that,” he hears them saying, most likely chiding one of his little brothers.
Huh, close to Water Curtain Cave, it sounds like. Wasn’t expecting that, but saves a long trip up the mountain. Wukong flies up there, eyeing up the entrance to Water Curtain with his golden eyes. He squints, searches, and then grins when he finds them. Sure enough, his little brothers and sisters were surrounding them, playing around, massaging, grooming, what have you.
Trying to make them feel welcome, how cute.
“There you are!” Wukong calls out, flying down and landing a few paces away. Several of his family members rush to his side, climbing onto him, clinging to his arms or resting on his shoulders. He laughs, trying not to make it sound forced but fails, “Thought you were gonna still be at the bottom of the mountain, not the top! Hah! I see you had fun with the family while I was gone.”
The clairvoyant doesn’t speak at first, just staring at him as they stand. Their eyes look over his face, his body. Much like when he first officially met them, it feels like they’re intensely judging him with just their eyes alone. He takes that chance to look them over as well.
They looked tired and filthy but still alert, their feet positioned in a way Wukong wasn’t expecting. Even if they had their negative opinions for Wukong after their… spat (it’s the nicest word he can use), he knows their stance would be more firm, aggressive even. Instead, they looked about ready to run, if needed.
Someone doesn’t hold a position like that unless it’s learned…
What happened to you to have you so guarded and ready for the worst?
“You look tired,” they point out, slinging their bag over their shoulder. Their voice was much more even, Wukong notes. It makes his eyebrows shoot up as one of his brothers climbs into his arms. Either they were very good at hiding their anger, or they already moved past the whole issue.
He clears his throat, laughs, and says, “Eh, had some loose ends to tight up.” When they raise a brow, he decides to elaborate a little, “Celestial politics. They weren’t the happiest to hear Bull King was freed. But it’s all handled. Besides, I don’t look as tired as you.”
“Mmm,” they hum, not reacting to his poke. They don’t push further on the topic either, which Wukong is grateful for. If anything, he wishes they did react to his quip, but there’s nothing.
Surprisingly stoic for someone who had so many emotions exploding from them earlier.
Buuuut I also barely know them.
“And MK? Is he okay?” They ask now.
“The kid’s fine! Took care of Bull King pretty well. Well enough, at least. He, ah, got a little banged up—which was to be expected! But it’s nothing serious.” He notices how their eyes sharpen at the statement of MK getting injured, but say nothing. The look in their eyes remind him too much of how Mama looks ready to give a good finger wagging. He’s thankful that they’re much quieter about it, so he continues to talk, “For safety, he’ll be getting some rest for a little while, and then we can start his training. Maybe a week or two from now?”
That’s how long it takes for mortal bones to heal, right? He can never remember. With Wukong’s blessing, and the fact that MK also had Xiang and Shen’s magic in him, his injuries will definitely heal faster, it’s best to give it a bit more time. Just in case.
The clairvoyant doesn’t speak at first, eyes still reading him. Maybe trying to find any hidden meaning in his words? Sure, Wukong didn’t go into full detail about MK’s injuries—and they sure didn’t look happy hearing it—but it’s fine. Really. Kid just needs to rest. Finally, the clairvoyant nods and says, “Good.”
Good. That’s it. Just… good.
It was so different compared to how they were earlier, full of anger and protectiveness for MK. Going from having so much to say to so little felt odd to see. After all that, they were just the epitome of a calm ocean after a harsh storm. Did they already get over what happened just earlier today? Wukong is… both impressed and admittedly kind of awestruck at it. He knew clairvoyants were always a more calm sort, but he’s never seen a mortal come back so quickly from such a bad fight, clairvoyant or no. He doesn’t really know what to think or how to feel about it.
It was silent for a moment, the only sounds were that of the waterfall and the family playing around. Wukong takes a slow, quiet breath. Might as well start it off. He inhales, opens his mouth—
But the clairvoyant speaks up first, “I’m sorry… for earlier.” He blinks, looking them over as they turn away from him. They cross their arms and fidget with their sleeve, mouth working, most likely thinking of how to word it all. “A lot of these feelings I have are—still pretty raw. So much has happened in such a short time… I’m still working to process and plan accordingly.”
He remembers a lesson from Mama, telling him, People cannot be rushed with their emotions. Just like you can’t be rushed. It’s like a garden, pebble. Flowers blossom under rain and patience, not thunder and cutting corners.
Don’t rush them. Let them take their time.
So Wukong doesn’t speak. He can tell they’re struggling just from their posture alone. Closed off with crossed arms and not looking at him at first, but their eyes soon meet his. They looked tired before, but just from that sentence alone, they look ready to pass out.
A gentle breeze blew, tussling his fur. He nods for the clairvoyant to continue, which gives them the encouragement they needed, “I—I’ve grown to care for MK in the time I’ve known him. He’s a good kid, and I don’t want his kindness and empathy to be taken advantage of by manipulative demons like—”
They don’t finish the sentence, instead biting their lip and casting their eyes down at his feet. Wukong feels like they speak from personal experience of manipulation from demons. His brows furrow, but he stays silent. He has a lot to say too, but… it’s obvious that being this vulnerable to a stranger was uncomfortable. He can get that, he was and kinda still is the same way.
Best to let them take their time, lest this already delicate situation shatter to an irreparable state.
Patience, Wukong, patience. Use rain, not thunder. Give them the time they require, and they’ll give it in turn.
Can’t forget that Brother Ox and his family practically forced them into agreeing to make a contract. That’ll definitely fuck someone up, good… at least it was never sealed.
“I know, I know, I’m projecting my own worries onto him.” It's good that they admit that, very good in fact. Wukong wasn’t expecting them to do such a thing already, but they’re just chock-full of surprises, aren’t they?
They continue, “And I know it’s no excuse to take whatever anger or frustration I have for the situation out on you…” They take a slow, deep breath, their shoulders hunching up, and look Wukong in the eyes again. It struck something in him. Their eyes reminded him of humans whose homes and families were destroyed by demons… tired and sad and full of broken things.
“MK’s right. This is his choice, and I will respect it. And I will put my trust in you to take care of him.” Their eyes hardened. Like broken shards of metal ready to stab into anything they choose. Their voice held the same harshness and authority of a celestial commander as they say, “But you need to take responsibility where it’s due rather than try to shove it all on MK. I will not let you take advantage of that boy’s over-willingness to live up to your—and everyone’s—expectations.
“It was not right of me to take my frustrations out on you, but it wasn’t right of you to shove someone as inexperienced as MK into a situation he wasn’t ready for. He wasn’t ready to take on Bull King alone, nor is he ready to take on any demon on his own. He needs your guidance so he can figure out how his newfound powers work, and learn proper fighting techniques,” they say, their shoulders tense and hands clenched at their sides.
“Your display was not only unprofessional as a teacher, but also completely irresponsible, and I expect you to do better in the future.” Another beat of silence. They close their eyes, breathe, their shoulders slowly relaxing. Then, they bow. “Despite it all, I am genuinely sorry, Great Sage, for acting on pure, raw emotion. It doesn’t matter the reasoning behind it, you didn’t deserve to be treated like a punching bag—and MK didn’t deserve to see it.”
Wukong just stood there, dumbfounded. He wasn’t expecting such a display from the clairvoyant. Then again, he really should’ve, considering his previous experiences with clairvoyants in the past. Several hours alone can really make someone do some deep meditation, can it?
Maybe he should get some pointers from that Uncle Zan of theirs, he seems to be excellent at it, if the way he handles tense situations shows anything.
Not only that, but he… really wasn’t expecting someone to take responsibility for treating him as if he was a punching bag. It’s something he’s grown so used to, he thought they would just brush it off. Hell, he kind of already accepted it that way.
They really are different.
But—right, he should start talking too. He clears his throat to call their attention and nods for them to follow. He puts his siblings down and hops across the stones to Water Cave. With a wave of his hand, two hooked staves float in front of him, dipping into the water and pulling it aside, as if one were curtains being pulled away and not water.
He steps inside. The clairvoyant follows after him, following behind by a pace or two.
Wukong waits for the waterfall to close back up to speak, “Look—I’m sorry too, okay?” He scratches at his head, eyeing some flora growing along the cavern walls. The two come up to a pass where a bridge used to be but not anymore, and he helps them hop across, knowing they wouldn’t be able to make such a jump alone.
He says, “The kid—he had some extra words to say on the way back to Megapolis.” He sighs, rubbing at his neck and looking away from their scrutinizing gaze. “It had me do some thinking… I know I can be a bit nosy—”
“A bit?”
“Okay, okay, very nosy.” Wukong blows a raspberry, folding his arms behind his head. He catches the hint of a smirk on their face out of the corner of his eye. A smart ass, huh? Heh, at least they’re not as tense as before.
He gestures to his feet, saying, “The bridge ahead is in bad shape, so follow my footsteps.” And crosses the second bridge—this one still intact, if only barely—hearing them follow close behind him.
He waits for them to cross the bridge to start speaking again, “But… there were things that were said between you and your uncle I shouldn’t have heard.”
They stroll through stone halls that were once decorated with various tapestries and paintings, all depicting the stories of Flower Fruit. At the very end of the hall, right in the center, was the throne room. He takes them off towards the right, refusing to look at the mural that was of him and his family. The paint was chipping away, having not been cared for in years, but he knows that if he were to look at it, he could still make out himself, Mama, Papa Liu, and Macaque.
It hurts too much to look at it, though. It hurts too much to see the ghosts of the past, of what he once had. It crossed his mind several times to rid himself of the mural, because the memories mattered more to him. He didn’t have the heart to do it, however.
If my plan works out, then I won’t ever have to see it again.
“You’re not the only one who lets their emotions get to them, by the way,” he groans, scratching at his cheek. “I mean—I dunno if you heard any—but I’m pretty famous for that.” He avoids the pointed stare they give him. Knowing from their expression alone, they had a few choice words, but were giving him the same graces of patience and silence. “Hey now—don’t give me that look, I’m definitely better than I was—well, hmm—ah, anyway! C’mon, this way.”
He guides them down the secondary path that’ll take them to his home. His new home. Usually he flies in from the opening in the ceiling, but he’s not sure if the clairvoyant was the biggest fan of flying. Besides, the time used to walk there gave him time to think of what he wanted to say, rather than sit in silence and think.
He stops at the stairs leading up the hill to his home and turns to them. He meets their gaze, saying, “Listen… I’m not the best at this stuff. Never have been—”
Azure and Yellowtusk and Mama were so, so much better at this than me…
“—but—I’m trying. And I mean it.” Swallowing his pride down, knowing it’d be for the best, he bows low before them. “I’m sorry for saying those things to you. It was a low blow to bring that up, especially since it’s such a deep-rooted issue for you, and when you already said you’d work on it.” He straightens himself up again, looking over their face. Their expression was troubled, brows knitted down.
He adds on, his voice softer, almost a whisper, “And… I’m sorry for your loss. Truly. It never gets easier.”
I can’t look at paintings of my family anymore.
I can’t sleep in my old nest because it still smells like him even after all this time.
I can’t look at keepsakes from my brothers.
It never gets easier… it never will.
That got a reaction out of them, slowly inhaling and exhaling through their nostrils. They close their eyes and turn away, opening to stare at the ground. He notices the glossiness of barely held back tears. They breathe, clear their throat, wipe their eyes, and finally look at him. “It’s—it’s not okay. Just like how it wasn’t okay for me to take my anger out on you.”
Yeah, he expected that. Before he can say anything, they hold up their hand to silence him and keep talking, “But I don’t hate you for it.” The hand held up now holds itself in front of him in offering. “I want to help MK as much as you do. And he deserves better than what either of us experienced of just—being thrown into the fray with little experience and expected to roll with it until we found a proper teacher.”
Ain’t that the truth. Wukong looks at their hand, then their face, and huffs with a smile. “He does, and that’s what we’ll be here for.” He takes their hand and shakes it. “How about an official introduction, yeah? Start off on a new leaf and a better foot.” When they nod, he lets their hand go and points a thumb to himself. “Well—you already know me. Sun Wukong, Monkey King, Great Sage Equal to Heaven, et cetera, et cetera! I look forward to working with ya to help out the kid in his training.”
They nod and formally bow to him, telling him their name. They say, “I’ll do what I can to offer some insight and advice, Great Sage.”
Wukong nods slowly, tilting his head. They definitely act very differently compared to how they do around MK. They were polite, holding the grace that all clairvoyants naturally have in their movements. Even then, they still act with intense caution, almost like a feral stray cat. Like they were expecting him to suddenly turn on them, strike them, or say something horrible.
Considering what happened just earlier today… he can’t really blame them.
He shakes his head and coughs, saying, “Alright, so—with that out of the way…” He gestures for them to follow and guides them into his home. “About MK—believe it or not, I didn’t pick him on a whim.” He waits for them to take their shoes off once inside, then he walks over to his kitchenette.
They should probably eat something—especially since he’s the host. Hosts feed guests, and he’s gonna be a damn good host, he is! Hopefully they’re not too hungry, since he kind of only has fruits or dried bugs to eat, nothing really meaty. He hasn’t stocked up on anything in a minute, so he doesn’t have much to cook with…
Hmm… he’ll just start off with a bag of chips. That should be enough, right? For now, at least.
His ear already aches from the thought of Mama pinching it if she were to find out he was snacking without having a proper dinner. Just this once, Mama, promise.
Turning to face the clairvoyant, Wukong catches them looking around his home with a critical eye. He lightly bumps their arm with his tail as he brushes past them, tossing the bag of peach chips to them. He hops onto the couch, saying, “I’ve been wanting to find a successor for a while now. Ever since my fight with Demon Bull King when I sealed him away, I realized just how tired I was of fighting demons. So many all the damn time.”
I’m still tired.
But I got work to do before I can finally relax.
They kick his feet off the sofa, and he adjusts himself to let them sit with him. “If you had to go through all I did in the past few thousand years—you would be tired of it too, wouldn’t you?” He’s not sure why he asks, but maybe he’s just hoping they would understand. No one has before, and sometimes he just thinks that he’s finally given up. Yet here he is, feebly hoping they will.
He notices them struggling with the bag of chips and tries to not laugh. They huff, pausing in their struggle to say, “Honestly? Yeah, I would be tired of it. Especially if it’s been for thousands of years.”
Wukong blinks, needing to do a double take to make sure he heard it right. The only person who’s ever understood him was Mama or Zhihao. Even Master had difficulty understanding Wukong’s feelings sometimes. He can’t help but feel a little elated that someone else gets it.
Shaking it off, he eats a couple chips with a hum. He says, “Successor’s can bring a fresh perspective compared to the perspective of a couple of thousand years old immortal like myself.”
“It makes sense…” They look at the bag, then at him. “But why MK?”
“Mmm…” He takes a handful of chips and stuffs it into his mouth. “Well—”
Their nose scrunches up, and they reprimand him, “Don’t talk with your mouth full.”
Cheeky!
“Pssh! Fine, fine, mom.” Taking a second to eat and swallow his chips, Wukong keeps going, “You know it as well as I do, he wears that bleeding heart on his sleeve. Sure, he needs some help in the logical thinking department, but… I’ve been watching him for a little while after I saw him.”
Watching him for a little while as in I was there to help Xiang and Shen raise him… but they don’t need to know that.
He leans back, staring up at the ceiling. Even if he didn’t prepare a lie ahead of time, it’s easy enough to think of one on the spot. After all, lies always hold a piece of the truth. “At first, he just seemed like the typical Monkey King fanboy. But then I noticed something. He has this—almost uncanny ability to just know how people are feeling—and what they need.”
“Like… an empath?” They stop struggling with their bag of chips—he hears their stomach growling quietly, most likely very hungry after several hours of not eating—to look at him. His tail sways in thought, his only response was a short hum.
He hears the crinkle crinkle of the bag again. Tired of hearing the struggles, he snatches the bag from their hands, opening it easily, and handing it back to them, all without looking at them. He can feel their stare, but just smiles.
He says a truth and a lie at the same time, “Almost, but not exactly. I checked, and there wasn’t a hint of magic in him before I blessed him with my power. He’s just good at reading people—not so great at expressing his thoughts and easily succumbs to the peer pressure of his friends, especially the dragon girl, but still… I thought he’d be a good pick.”
Making a vague gesture with his hand, Wukong downs the rest of his bag of chips and pauses to chew it, saying once he’s swallowed, “Someone who could maybe even worm his way into a few demons’ hearts. Make them stop being so damn obnoxious and trying to always take over the world.” Finally, he looks at them fully. “You noticed it too, right?”
They try one of the peach chips as they think. He notices them chewing thoughtfully, eyebrows raising. Heh, no one can resist a good bag of peach chips. Crunchy, lots of texture, not too overwhelming. Yup, the perfect snack. It won’t be enough to sate their hunger, he knows, but it’ll do for now. He’ll get them some more food later.
The clairvoyant hums, “Now that you mention it… yeah, actually. Even in the short time knowing him, I’ve noticed how he acts differently towards me than he does towards Mei. He’s almost like—this social chameleon, knowing how to change his attitude to match the group he’s in, or the person he’s talking to.”
“Yes! Exactly that!” Wukong sits up abruptly and points at them with a grin. The gesture makes them jump and look him over with wide, confused eyes. They politely scoot away from him, and he scratches at his neck.
Right, right, they’re much more introverted. Gotta remember that.
He coughs, smoothing out his fur as he says, “After coming to that conclusion, I thought—hey, why not give it a shot? He’ll definitely be a good pick. I’ll train him, he’ll get better, and then he can start the new chapter.”
They look him over with a very scrutinizing gaze, before turning away and looking over their bag of chips. “He’ll only get better if he doesn’t try so hard to make everyone proud. And if he also doesn’t treat this like it’s some fantasy he’s able to live in.” They take a bite of their chips, staring at the ground. A soft frown pulls at their lips, their brows furrowing. “He has as many weaknesses as he does strengths. And it’s highly possible that he’s gonna get his head stuck up his ass a few times.”
“Kinda like how you had your head stuck up your ass?” Wukong chuckles at the pointed glare they give him. He leans a bit closer, poking their foot with his, saying, “Sorry, sorry. Just trying to keep the mood light. Seriously, though, he’ll be fine. Sometimes failure is the best way to learn something.”
“While that’s true, it’s still good to have a safety net ready for when he does fail,” the clairvoyant says, “I trust you won’t baby him—and I certainly won’t either. We’ll let him learn, but let's use our experiences to make sure he’s properly prepared, and doesn’t have to go through what we did without a safety net.”
They turn away from him, kicking his foot out of their personal space. Ah, yeah, they’re keeping it strictly professional. This only made it more awkward for Wukong, since he’s used to more close and casual relationships with—well—anyone, really. Even the professional relationship he had with Master was still a close one in the end.
Not all individuals are open for such quick relationships, Wukong, Master told him a long, long time ago. Be patient, and they’ll open up to you eventually. Sometimes, those who prefer to slowly build relationships are the most loyal of all.
Right… they might be the type to warm up slowly. If he’s remembering during his time watching MK, the kid had to have known them for a few weeks before they eventually warmed up to him. It’ll probably take longer for them to feel comfortable around Wukong, considering the rough start between them, his high status, and their habit to respect people of high status.
Even then, they’re quite the firecracker, he’s observed.
Hmm… he likes that nickname. It fits them, he feels. Firecracker it is.
Wukong nods slowly at their words, his eyes roaming their face, their posture. Even in a relaxed setting, they looked ready to jump up and hop right out the window if it was necessary. He remembers their uncle mentioning how they lived in America before moving all the way here in China.
Did they move here right after their parents died?
Or did they live in America before their uncle brought them here?
What happened to them?
Wukong looks at their face again, and he can really see what that Zan fellow meant by them trudging through more darkness than anyone twice their age ever had, or will. Because he can see it. All the broken things filled in their eyes. All the darkness lingering behind them. All the hurt and pain they’re keeping in them.
His curiosity can’t help but wonder, can’t help but want to ask. He knows better, though, to ask such a thing. He knows better than to poke and prod at a healing injury, especially if he’s not trusted by the one who’s hurt. Maybe one day, they’ll open up. He’d like that, to be trusted with such delicate things again.
Ah, but he’s getting ahead of himself… and lost in his head, again. It’s not his place to mention such things. Noticing their nervous fidgeting from his stare, he turns away, nodding. “Yeah, we’ll make sure he’s prepared.”
It’ls definitely gonna be easier with them… Macaque was better with training the kids how to fight rather than me.
Firecracker finishes off their bag of chips, crumpling up the bag, and tosses it into the nearby bin they find. An awkward beat of silence stretches between them, until they speak up, “In my vision… you were talking about wanting to show me something… may I ask what that is?”
“Hmm…” Wukong strokes his chin. “What I would wanna show you…” He thinks, his eyes squinting at a spot on the wall where he had squashed a bug and never cleaned up after it. It left a stain, and he should probably try to get it out, but who has time for that?
What would I wanna show a clairvoyant…
…
…
“Oh!” He hops to his feet, a wide grin donning his features. “I think I know—follow me!” Forgetting for a second their need for personal space, he wraps his tail around their waist and lifts them to their feet. Removing his tail from their waist, Wukong takes them to his small library.
Well, what used to be his library, being in such disrepair and extremely disorganized. Cobwebs now decorate several surfaces, corners, and books, with a thick layer of dust laying on every surface. Wukong knew it needed a good tidying up, but it’s not like he was ever going to use any of these things, so why bother? He blows dust off of several tomes, scrolls, and stone tablets, searching for that one scroll that was given to him so long ago.
Firecracker stays at the entrance, watching and intensely judging the state of the library, but politely saying nothing. Even if they did say anything, Wukong wouldn’t really care. He hops from one shelf to the other, hunched over and humming as he searches.
It was here somewhere… but where?
He pushes some books aside, perking up at the sight of a familiar scroll. “Ah-hah! There you are!” He grabs it and jumps back to Firecracker with a grin. There are some cobwebs stuck in his fur, but he’s not really bothered, he can clean it out later. “Here—take a look,” he says, handing it over to them.
Firecracker slowly takes the scroll from his hands, eyes not leaving his, before they open it up and look it over. Their brows furrow, mouth scrunching up, and Wukong’s smile turns a bit sadder. Yeah… he kind of figured they wouldn’t be able to read it yet. But hey, at least they know this exists. It’ll be a great help for them in the future.
“Great Sage,” they start, gesturing to the scroll, “what—what is this?”
Wukong brushes some cobwebs off his fur. “A clairvoyant’s scroll. I got it some hundred years or so back, told to safeguard it or something.” He smiles at them, making small gestures as he speaks, “It’s got all the information you need about how your abilities work and how to control it and even make ‘em stronger. At least—that’s what I was told on what it does. I can’t read it, even with my golden sight.”
To make his point, he leans over their shoulder to try to read the words, knowing full well it won’t work. The words continue to warp and move, making him unable to read it, and only makes him go cross-eyed. He shakes his head, laughing, “Yup, nope, still can’t read it.”
The wards Zhihao put on them are still going strong. They really were one of the best of the best.
“I can kind of read it, but not all of it… why?” They read over the scroll again, brows furrowing in clear frustration.
“Duh, because you haven’t fully accepted your sight as part of you.” He pokes their forehead with his tail. “The scroll will only reveal its secrets to a clairvoyant who’s wanting and willing to learn about their powers.” Picking at his teeth with his pinky, he looks behind him at the sorry state of the library. “There are a few other things in here somewhere about your kind, buuuut as you can see, it’s not in the best of shapes right now.”
“No shit, Sherlock,” they scoff. It was a soft mutter, anyone with normal nearing wouldn’t have heard it. But Wukong’s hearing is good—not as good as Macaque’s used to be—but good enough to catch it, and it makes him snort a laugh. He guides them back to his living space while they squint over the scroll, most likely reading through the sections they can read.
It’s not much longer until they close up the scroll and lean back against the sofa with a huff.
“Didn’t find what you wanted?” He asks, lazing back on the sofa. Man, he was tired after how eventful today was. He’d love a nap, but he has a guest right now, and he’s a damn good host, he is!
Firecracker waves their hand and shakes their head. “It’s not like I can, anyway. It’ll be able to help me when I’m able to… actually put in… more, uh…”
They blink, their eyes starting to change. They blink again, their original eye color now completely replaced with a seafoam color, emitting a soft glow.
They’re having a premonition…
Almost immediately, their entire demeanor changed. Their shoulders hunch, eyes squeezing shut, hands grabbing at the cushion of the sofa. They breathe, their voice shaking as they mutter to themselves, “Not now, dammit.”
Oh no, no, no. None of that, now.
Wukong scoots closer, placing his hand on their shoulder. He remembers how tender Mama’s voice would be and tries to copy it, speaking gently, gently, “Hey, hey, remember. Don’t resist it. Start accepting them, and it won’t be so forceful.” He squeezes their shoulder, saying, “It’s telling you something—you wanna find out? Look at it. You’re safe, it’s okay.”
He likes to think Mama would be proud of him for this. He likes to think that Master would be proud too, praising him, You did good, Wukong. You did so good. I’m proud of you.
A pause. Firecracker purses their lips, then nods.
Slowly, they open their eyes.
Wukong watches them look around, taking in whatever setting their premonition was putting them in. He removes his hand from their shoulder and gives them some space. Best not to mess with them while they’re in the middle of their vision.
They don’t speak, their posture slowly relaxing as they let the premonition take them into the scene. They look calm, observant, and then suddenly look annoyed. “Mei,” they say sharply, their voice like the crack of a whip, “don’t interrupt Mr. Pigsy. He was trying to say something.”
Interesting… what was Pigsy trying to say?
Firecracker doesn’t talk for another second, then they sigh and stand up, walking forward and talking to something—someone. They say, “Listen to your father, MK. You can’t always rely on invincibility when fighting demons. Do you even have any other powers mastered besides that?”
Immediately, Wukong slaps his forehead and holds back a groan. Of course, the kid was gonna let that invincibility shit get to his head. If it wasn’t just him, it was definitely his friend Mei instigating it, too. That’s gonna have to be a harsh lesson MK learns, looks like.
Firecracker’s silent for another second before he notices their posture changing, and then looking around them. He catches their eyes no longer giving off the glow, safely assuming their vision was over.
They turn to look him over, and he scratches at his neck, groaning, “Man, I should’ve seen that coming… I didn’t see what you saw, obviously, but heard what you said.”
“Yeah.” They sit next to him again, crossing their arms. He hears their stomach growl. “You really thought it was a good idea to give him invincibility first?”
“I don’t got control over what’s given to him first.” Wukong hops to his feet. “When I gave him my blessing, it gave him all of my powers. Some are awakening faster than others, and it looks like invincibility was one of the powers unlocked.”
Which is a good thing, considering if it wasn’t the first to awaken, he’d undoubtedly be dead after his fight with Bull King.
He walks over to his kitchenette, searching around. “But now that he’s gonna know he’s invincible, it’s definitely gonna get to his head.” It’ll absolutely get to his head with Mei around, too, wanting to test just “how invincible” he really is.
Ah, there was the bowl of lychee he saved! He pulls it out, opening up the miniature fridge as Firecracker says, “From what I saw, it already did. Talking about how he can take on any demon now that he’s invincible.”
“Ooooof course he’d say that!” He pulls out two bottles of plum juice. “Catch—” he tosses one bottle to them, them catching it and looking it over, “—jeez, that’s why he needs help in the logical thinking department.” He walks back over to the sofa, his tail sliding the bowl of lychee into their lap and flops down beside them.
At their confused stare, he says, “Your stomach isn’t quiet.”
Their face flushes in embarrassment. Hah, how cute! “Ah—sorry—uh—”
“Meh, don’t worry about it.” He waves a hand. “I’m the host here—kinda bad on my end to starve you.”
“For fairness, when was the last time you had a guest?” Nonetheless, they take a lychee and start peeling it, mumbling a quiet, “Thank you.” It makes Wukong smile.
He plucks a hair, changing it into a bowl for the lychee skin and pits, and takes one for himself. “Anyway—that invincibility shit is something he’s gonna have to learn that hard way. I’m sure you agree”
“Yeah.” They take a sip of the plum juice. “It’s like you said, failure is the best way to learn. And with this, he needs to fail to understand invincibility isn’t all there is to being a ‘superhero’ as he wants to put it.” They eat a lychee, taking the pit and skin and placing it in the bowl between the two of them.
“Couldn’t agree more.” Wukong takes another lychee, peels, and eats it. He’ll need to make sure to get that ‘superhero’ mentality nonsense squashed as soon as possible. He can’t have MK having that black and white mentality, not when shit can get complicated.
For now, he pushes that thought aside for a later date. He looks at Firecracker now, saying, “But—hey—you did good.” His tail gently pokes their arm and he smiles. “Letting the vision happen. I know it’s not easy for you, but it was a good start.”
They blink, looking at him. “Oh—uhm… thank you, Great Sage.” They turn away, peeling another lychee and taking a bite of it. They seemed thoughtful, eyes darting around, brows furrowing. They swallow, asking, “About the scroll… and the other ones, too… is it—?”
He doesn’t let them finish, waving a hand. “Oh, you can read those whenever you want. But—you can’t take any home. Kinda supposed to protect them, ya know? So, you’re free to come here whenever you wanna read ‘em, or come over with the kid when he’s training.”
“Yeah… about that, Great Sage… is there no closer place to do that?” They raise a brow at him, saying, “I don’t have a commute that can go across the ocean and through fire mountains, and I’d rather not make you write invitation after invitation just to ensure I can actually practice reading the scrolls.”
Wukong snickers, sipping at his own bottle of plum juice while he thinks. There are not many other places that he’s made home that are closer…
Well… except for that place… ugh.
“Weeeeell… I do, technically.” His smile falls, and he looks away, scratching at his ear and grumbling. “It’s still a bit of a commute, but not across the ocean at least. It’s up a mountain, just outside the city.” His expression falls to a less than pleased stare at the ground, crossing his arms.
“There’s an old village some miles out there, about a… three-hour drive by car? Maybe? It’s where some of my old… eugh—” he shivers, “—worshipers lived and built a temple in my name. Shame temple, more like.” He turns to Firecracker, saying, “But it’s closer than here, and more easily accessible for someone who can’t fly. That’s you.” He pokes their forehead.
“You’re also right, I’d rather not write any more invitations to Flower Fruit than necessary.” Too much work.
It’s also a good spot for Mama to visit, since I know she’s not gonna let me hide anymore now that we’ve seen one another.
“It’d be easier for both me and MK to go there instead of coming here. Would you be able to move the scrolls and tomes, too? Is that okay?” They quickly slap his hand away, leaning farther from him.
Right, right, they don’t wanna be touched without consent. Gotta remember.
So selfishly disregarding other people’s boundaries, Wukong, Macaque taunts. Typical.
And you’re no different, now piss off, Wukong bitterly thinks back to the ghost.
He notices Firecracker’s eyes roaming his face, brows furrowed, a hint of concern shining in their eyes. Realizing he took too long to say something, he clears his throat and says, “It should be fine to move them.” He quickly takes a lychee and peels it to pop it into his mouth. “I’d need to ward up the place again—since it’s been a while since I’ve been there… but yeah. Oh! It’d actually be perfect practice for the both of you to learn how to put up protective wards!”
They raise a brow at him, sipping at their plum juice. Their expression went from concerned to suspicious, as if knowing what he was trying to do. But instead of prying, they say, “I already know how to, my uncle taught me.”
Ah—shit—right. Well then! “Alright then, firecracker. I’ll show ya how to amplify those wards, how about that?” Wukong shimmies his shoulders to emphasize his playful sassy tone and looks at them with his own raised brow. Hopefully it takes their mind off his silence from a second ago.
“I… actually didn’t know they could be amplified. I’d appreciate that greatly.” They bow their head in thanks, the reaction he should’ve expected, but was still shocked by their polite response. He coughs, his chest puffing up with pride, and offers a grin. They return it with a small smile, jumping from a noise coming from their bag, and fumbles to take their phone out.
They look at the screen, smile falling into a frown and click their tongue, softly muttering, “Ah, fuck.” They say a bit louder, “I completely forgot how much time passed… I need to get back home before my uncle starts to worry.”
Thank the stars. I feel like I could sleep for a month after everything that’s happened.
They put the bowl of lychee down and stand up. Wukong stands with them, asking, “Need a ride back?”
It was a stupid question, because he knows they would need his help to get home. But it was the small bit of politeness both Mama and Master taught him that he remembered.
They stare at him, raise a brow, saying in a flat tone, “No, I just thought I’d walk across the ocean. Maybe ask an ocean demon to give me a lift, instead.”
“Pfff—hah!” He was not expecting such a response from them, especially after the polite air they kept about them. He wipes a tear from his eye after his guffaw and says, “Man, you know how to keep a monkey on his toes. So polite one second and then so sassy the next.” It vaguely reminded him of Macaque and Zhihao, but he doesn’t dwell on it.
He lightly elbows them as he walks to the door. “C’mon, firecracker.”
Firecracker follows him outside after putting their shoes back on and stops once they hit the bottom of the stairs. He puts his fingers to his mouth, letting out a shrill whistle, the sound echoing against the walls of the cavern. From the hole in the ceiling, his nimbus flies down, stopping just in front of him, and he hops on. Turning to Firecracker, he holds out a hand, “Hop on.”
They, unlike him, hesitate; staring at the cloud with furrowed brows and a deep-set frown. They fidget with their sleeve, saying, “I, uh… I don’t know about this, Great Sage.”
Reassure them. They don’t feel safe, make sure they know it’s okay.
Wukong says, his tone gentle, “It’s okay. I promise, ol’ nimbus here is safe to ride on.” They look at his eyes, seemingly searching for a lie, and when they find nothing, they take a step forward. Taking his hand, they let him pull them onto the cloud. He lets them take their time to get comfy, feel the sturdiness of the cloud, before scooting closer to him and wrapping their arms around his waist.
To help them feel more secure, he wraps his tail around their waist. He hears them take a deep breath behind him, feeling their muscles tense against him.
Have they never flown before? Nothing to worry about! He’ll show them a good time in the sky. He turns to grin at them. “First top: Megapolis!” And then right after the wind whips around them both as they fly up, up, up out of the hole in the ceiling towards the clouds at breakneck speed.
Wukong takes them away from Flower Fruit, away from the archipelago of the Flaming Mountains, away from his home. He takes them to the skies. And soon enough, Flower Fruit is just a tiny spec below them both, the size of a walnut surrounded by the steam of the Flaming Mountains.
Firecracker’s teeth chatter, and they gasp for breath against Wukong’s shoulder, all while he laughs. Clouds froth around them, and Wukong feels their face burying into his shoulder, taking deep breaths.
“Relax, firecracker!” He shouts over the wind. “Never flown before?”
“S—So sorry, Mr. Great Sage!” They huff, shivering against him from the cold wind blowing around them. He feels them trying to loosen their grip, but no dice, they remain locked in place. “I’m used t—to a plane! Ya know, s—seat belts, safety precautions, all th—that jazz? I’ve never flown on the equivalent of a f—fucking air mattress.”
Wukong laughs so hard, it almost feels like he’s going to be sick. “Ah, seatbelt, shmeatbelt, you’re perfectly safe on here!” Despite that, he still tightens the grip of his tail on them a fraction, making his nimbus a little bigger. Even if his nimbus was safe, and he would catch them the second they fall off, it’s best to ensure they feel safe.
He feels them once again bury their face into his shoulder, against his cloak. Most likely waiting for it all to end. Too bad for them, it’s not gonna end any time soon.
Time passes, and they’re still flying, Firecracker still clinging to Wukong, Wukong feeling and hearing the rapid beating of their heart. Feeling a little bad for starting the flight off in such a way, he slows down a tad, still going fast, but at a much calmer speed than before.
He wants them to enjoy the flight, not loathe every second of it.
The sun had long set, the moon now in the sky with a sea of stars above, and the reflection of them below. Wukong says, “We’re gonna be flying for a little bit, so feel free to make yourself comfortable.” He adjusts his sitting position, keeping his tail around them.
Slowly, he feels their grip loosen on him, if only a little. They shiver from the gold air. MK had a jacket at least, Firecracker here only had their collared long sleeve, and it wasn’t really doing much to keep them warm. He focuses some of his energy to make his own body heat warmer in hopes to help with that.
They breathe, bumping their forehead against his shoulder. “I—I need a minute.”
“Take your time, firecracker.” He knows everyone’s first flight on his nimbus is a fifty-fifty of either being amazing, or terrifying. Never an in between.
Minutes pass, and Wukong finally feels them peel their fingers away, releasing their vice-grip on his waist. Several more minutes, and they find themselves able to lift their head, looking at the surrounding area.
The two still flew over the ocean, no land in sight, but Wukong could feel they were much calmer compared to the first few hours flying. Wanting to try to keep the mood light, he gives them a sly grin. “Finally don’t feel like you’re gonna lose your lunch?”
“All due respect, Great Sage, but I’m willing to bet you weren’t so graceful on your first time flying either,” they deadpan.
“Whaaaat? You doubt my greatness?” He scoffs, feigning being hurt, but refuses to look into their eyes. “I was amazing when I first started, I’ll have you know!”
They raise a brow. “You were? So you didn’t fall and eat shit your first time flying one of these?”
“Nope! Definitely not.”
Liar, Macaque’s ghost laughs at him.
Firecracker also looked like they didn’t believe him for a second. “Uh-huh, sure.”
The hours that came were some form of peaceful. Wukong could tell Firecracker wasn’t much of a conversationalist, so he didn’t push them to talk—he didn’t want to disturb the peace, either. So he decided to stare up at the stars while the two soared across the water.
If anything, he was getting kinda tired talking, too.
He took this time to quietly plan in his head what to do. MK would be okay with protecting himself, especially after some training; and while he’s sure Firecracker knows a bit of fighting, it won’t be enough against certain demons. He’d need to prepare a failsafe in case things got too hairy for them… he thinks he knows just the thing, too.
Mama will also be in the picture a lot more, too, now that the connection has been reestablished. As much as he wanted to stay away for her safety, he knows Mama too well. He knows she wouldn’t let him run away, not after what happened in the Court. He’ll make sure the temple is safe for whenever she visits, or if Fengshe decides to visit, too.
Bet he still has Papa Liu’s hat, too.
Wukong rubs his thumb against the amulet around his neck.
The old fart didn’t have many keepsakes… but at least we get these.
At some point, he notices that Firecracker feels brave enough to try to reach up to touch a nearby cloud. The movement pulls him from his thoughts, and he feels them shiver against him.
“Colder than you thought, huh?” Wukong chuckles, keeping his gaze forward.
“Yeah…”
He lightly nudges them, pointing ahead. “Look! We’re almost there.”
They peek over his shoulder and follow his gaze. Like a beacon in the dark, the city slowly came into view, with the surrounding mountains dotting the landscape. Rather than head straight for the city, he flies towards the mountains.
Firecracker hums softly, musing, “That was… fast… just how far is Flower Fruit from Megapolis?”
“Farther than you think, Firecracker. Magic travel is like that—the stronger it is, the faster you can travel.” He points to a particular mountain. “That mountain over there is where the village—and my temple—is.” They follow where he points, squinting. Their eyes scan the area, searching for the path that leads from the village to the city.
“I can kinda see it… so, when MK starts his training, we should head there?”
“Yup!” Wukong grins. “Now—where’s your house?”
“By the harbor, but, ah—don’t—”
“Don’t worry, firecracker, I won’t personally drop you off at your house. Just close by.” He swoops down the mountain towards the main city. “If demons find out I’m helping you out or offering protection—it’s gonna put a bigger target on your back.”
He feels them nod behind him. They say, “Thank you… I’m just—more worried about my uncle. He doesn’t deserve to be yanked into this more than he already has been.”
Neither do you.
He doesn’t say that, though. Instead, he says, “He won’t be, I promise.” And he meant it. A small pause as he thinks. He thinks he remembers catching some news reporters during the fight earlier, now that he thinks about it. He says, “Still advised you be careful around the kid, though. It’s possible he got caught on camera during his fight with Demon Bull King, and that means word will spread of him pretty quickly.”
“Meaning demons will find out about him for sure,” they sigh, “and in turn, possibly find out about me, since I’m connected to him.”
“Exactly. But not to worry! I prepared a failsafe for ya.” He soars to the harbor, keeping the two of them masked by the clouds. He then dives at inhuman speeds, slipping into an alley and stopping short of hitting the ground.
Slowly, Firecracker lets go of him and steps off the cloud. Their legs looked like a jellyfish that’s been beached and poked at, going wubble-wubble. Their face was red from the wind, hair thrown all about. He lets them take a moment to get their land legs back while he throws up a glamour disguise for extra safety. Just something simple to make him appear like a human.
They look at him when they’re able to stand up straight, blinking as they stare. He chuckles, “Every time, I forget about your guys’ true sight.” He leans closer to say in a quieter voice, “Must be nice not having to sit in a furnace to get eyes of truth, eh?”
Firecracker blinks, shakes their head. They scoff and say, “Sure, sure… just throw all the clairvoyants into a furnace so they can get their eyes of truth so you won’t feel lonely.”
Wukong snickers, bumps his elbow against them and nods for them to follow. “I’ll always have a disguise ready if I have to show up in public to talk to you or MK. As far as I know, there are no demons that have true sight, so no need to fret about that detail.” Thankfully.
He walks with them to the exit of the alley, checking around for any eavesdroppers. When he hears and sees no one, he turns to Firecracker and reaches into his tunic, pulling out his whistle. “Aaaaand here you go.”
It was nothing special in appearance—just a wooden whistle in the shape of a monkey, made to look vaguely like Wukong himself. They blink, taking the item and inspecting the craftsmanship. “Uh—this is…?”
He can’t help but tease. “A whistle, duh.” And his smile only grows stronger at their unamused stare.
“No shit, but why a whistle? What does it do?”
“It’s specially designed,” he pokes it, saying, “While my hearing is pretty damn good, it’s not the strongest in the realm.”
That’s reserved for Macaque, he wants to say, but doesn’t. Instead, he says, “But all you gotta do is blow this, and no matter how far I am, I’ll hear it and know at least the general direction of where you were and when you blew it.”
They meet his gaze, holding up the whistle with a slight flabbergasted look. “So—this is the failsafe?”
“Yup.” He smiles, folding his hands behind his head. “Listen—I can tell just by looking at you, you know how to handle yourself, so I’m trusting you on that front. That there is in case shit really hits the fan, and you need me, okay?”
They nod, look at the whistle, and pocket it. “Okay.” They look at him again, eyes roaming his face.
Again, he feels like he’s being deeply read by those eyes of theirs. He can almost hear the wheels turning in their head, and despite him wanting so badly to know, to poke and tease, he doesn’t. The bond they have is delicate, and he knows if he pushes any more than he already was right now, it’d shatter.
Not to mention, random acts of kindness were foreign to them. There was always a catch, a deal to be made. No one ever did anything for Firecracker out of the goodness of their heart. He can’t blame their skepticism.
After a minute of silence between them, Firecracker finally speaks up, “Thank you, really. And—I’m sorry again—for the rotten first impression.”
“Meh, water off a duck’s butt at this point.” Wukong waves his hand and gives them a smile, one that he’s seen Master do all the time. One that’s gentle and warm and welcoming and true. “I’m sorry too, firecracker. First impressions aren’t my strong suit either. Heh, you should’ve seen the first impression I left on ol’ Jade Emperor. Written text isn’t anything compared to the real thing.”
They try and fail to hold a snicker, quickly covering their mouth to hide their growing smile. Yes! Progress!
They say, their voice soft, “I’m sure it’s quite the story.”
“Sure is!” His own grin is stronger now, then he turns away, eyes scanning the area again. “But in all seriousness, you’re putting trust in me to take care of the kid, and I appreciate that. I’ll put my own trust in you to work on your own personal stuff, and to help him out where he needs it.”
They nod, stepping forward. “Thanks. We’ll knock some sense into him together, yeah?”
“Hah! Yeah.” Wukong turns to walk back into the alley. “We can talk about strategy and planning for his training regiment in a few days, sounds good?”
They definitely looked pleased from hearing that, even giving a small smile. “Yeah, sounds good. Until next time, Great Sage.”
“See ya.”
He rounds the corner, walking a few paces, before he sighs and rubs his face. What a day! Few days, really. He sure as hell wasn’t expecting an encounter like that, but at least it all worked out in the end.
Wukong jumps up to the rooftop of a building, closing eyes and feeling the wind blow by. It sure was a nice breeze tonight… it would be a waste to let the opportunity pass by. Sure, he has a bunch of plans right now. But he’ll save it all for later, when training starts. For now, he is in desperate need of a nap.
So, he steps off the roof, allowing his form to take that of a bird’s, and takes off back towards home.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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OKAY SO a lot happened between the time of the last chapter and this chapter. Cuddles and I got sick and a lot of..... disgusting drama happened too that we had to help some friends take care of.
It wasn't pretty.And also Genshin has taken my life and my kids. It's a fun game and a beautiful story.
ANYWAY!Thank you all for your patience for this chapter, and apologies it came so late! Due to it being closer to the holidays and that meaning irl work is gonna be very busy. So updates will be slower from here on out, poooossibly.... every three weeks to every month, bc weekly or bi-weekly updates will be too difficult to keep up with during this time X"D
Thanks again for your understanding, and I hope you enjoy the chapter! We'll finally be digging into Wukong and Reader getting closer to one another after this! And we're also getting closer to a certain six-eared boyo making his appearance.... :3c
Next update will be Monday, December 5th!
Chapter 8: Lesson Number One
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When you returned home, Uncle Zan was awake and waiting for you. He didn’t ask what happened or for any other details. He just made sure you were okay, that you ate something, double-checked you for injuries, and let you go to bed once you ate your fill.
The moment you laid down on your bed, you had effectively slept for seventeen hours straight. Which seemed to make MK fret even more, bless the kid’s heart. When you’d gone to eat something after your impromptu deep sleep, you’d found MK in your living room with Uncle, talking over tea.
MK’s headband was replaced with bandages. There were some around his left arm, too, while the right was in a cast—a cast! Several band-aids sported his cheeks, chin, fingers—gods above, he really got beaten down in his fight with Demon Bull King, didn’t he? No wonder Monkey King didn’t want to go into detail about it.
And here I thought he just didn’t want to admit he had to step in to help, you had thought.
When finally noticing your presence, MK ran to you, pulling you into a tight hug as much as he could with only one arm and asking a hundred different ways how you were, if you were okay, and how the talk with Monkey King went. Upon feeling him wincing at his injuries, you made him sit back down at the table. You didn’t join them, more focusing on making yourself something to eat whilst MK asked a slew of questions.
You answered each question honestly, having no reason to lie. That included telling him where Monkey King wanted you two to meet him from now on for MK’s training. The only things you left out were the details of the apology between you and Monkey King, and MK’s overreliance on his invincibility.
From there, it was just a small sleepover with you watching movies with MK while he went on to talk about his fight with Demon Bull King. He went on and on, making gestures and occasionally posing heroically, until he had passed out on your sofa and Uncle went to sleep in his own room. Thus, leaving you to your own devices.
Unfortunately, you weren’t tired at all, and so you decided to utilize the time you were awake to do a few small chores. Double-check the wards to make sure they don’t need updating, cleaning whatever dishes were left over, sweeping the floors… You did pretty much anything to use up the second wind you gained all of a sudden.
During this impromptu cleaning session, many thoughts surrounded what to do with Monkey King and MK during the training sessions. Because while you’ll respect Monkey King in whatever teaching style he’ll want to take, you also want to make sure he doesn’t go too overboard or try to push MK into things he clearly wasn’t ready for. You also won’t allow MK to try to pressure his newly anointed teacher into agreeing to such things.
Great Sage or not, you have no idea how the guy would act around a kid like MK. It’s clear from your talk with him that he cared a lot about MK and put a lot of thought into choosing MK as his successor. But even then, there’s also the high chance of MK worming his way into Monkey King’s heart. The kid has a knack for such things, it seems, and it can be a recipe for disaster in the training sense. Such as Mister Great Sage letting his pupil attempt certain techniques his body would not be ready to handle.
Sigh. It’s a lot of planning and preparing, and it’s going to take a lot of talking with both of the boys to make sure this works out, too. Hopefully the first few months of training will go smoothly, but you’ll have to be ready in case anything goes awry. Which definitely meant practice on your end to work on your issue with your visions, a much bigger obstacle to face than dealing with two over-excited and overpowered boys.
At least, in your eyes.
When the sun’s rays peeked its way into your home’s windows, you had already set up everything to make breakfast and had at least several plans in your head for how to tackle the training sessions. When Uncle Zan woke, you helped him make breakfast for three, with MK now sitting at the table excitedly chatting away, wondering what training Monkey King would have in store for him.
His enthusiasm was cute, and you couldn’t help but wonder just how long it would last until he was lying on the ground begging for a break. Nonetheless, he knew he had to wait until the worst of his injuries were healed, and wait he did. As patiently as a kid as excitable as MK could.
Which was to say, not patiently at all.
He kept trying to convince you to get going early so he could start his training, and each time would land a small scolding from you, or Mr. Pigsy, or even Uncle Zan if he were present.
You’ll be forever thankful that Mei was able to keep him moderately distracted during the time he needed to heal up. As much as you liked MK, there were moments his energy was a bit too much for someone like you, who could stand only so much noise and excitement. With him and Mei in the same room? You would be sure to be a few blocks away to not get a headache. No offense to the two kids, but their energies together are way too much for you.
Even so, you’re thankful Mei was able to keep his attention on other things, such as video games or shows, while you would help him get a training regiment planned out—diet and everything.
Before you or anyone else knew it what should have been a few weeks of healing a broken bone was only a few days. Something you quietly suspected was from Monkey King’s blessing. If you recall correctly, he did have a natural ability where his wounds healed faster than others. You couldn’t help but idly wonder if he knew MK’s healing was going to be quickened because of the blessing. A question you can ask him later.
With MK’s worse injuries finally healed, though, he didn’t wait another second to get you and headed straight for the mountain to Monkey King’s temple. Or rather “shame temple” as he liked to call it. The entire time, MK didn’t stop talking about his excitement for what the first segment of training could be.
A smile played your features as you listened to him ramble on, content with simply letting him talk and talk until you arrived in the village. You’re glad he didn’t seem to mind your silence.
The village itself was a marvel, and you wondered why no one even lived here anymore. Wind chimes hung from the village houses, moss covered monkey statues littering the area, and some familiar looking monkeys jumping about and curiously watching you two as you drove up the mountain. It had a perfect view of Megapolis, too, away from the noises and bright lights.
In truth, you wouldn’t mind living here with Uncle Zan. Peaceful, quiet, not too far from the city. If Uncle ever wanted a second home, maybe he could talk to Monkey King about getting a house here.
Back on topic, though, no time to think of such things. You and MK reached the top of the mountain and caught sight of the temple and training grounds, with Monkey King waiting for you both. Thus began the first day of training with him.
“Welcome, my pupil, and assistant!” Monkey King laughs, giving you both a toothy grin. MK parks his scooter off to the side and rushes up while you calmly walk over. “You ready for some training today, kiddo?”
“Yes, yes, a hundred times, yes!” MK was practically vibrating in place, his grin big and bright. His hands flapped around in front of him, a fit of giggles erupting as he says, “Ugh, you have no idea how boring it was while I was recovering—I just wanted to get started as soon as possible, but I know it was important to rest up and heal up.”
“Haha! Right you are, bud.” Monkey King leans forward to ruffle MK’s hair. “Now, before we get started—you’re really all rested up? No other injuries that need a bit more time?” As he asks, he circles around MK, tugging at his sleeves, checking his face—doing a thorough check over of his person.
“Uhm…” MK takes a second to look at himself, then shakes his head. “I don’t think so, I feel fine—great, even!”
“Awesome—so today, our special training session won’t include any fighting—” a brow rose as Monkey King watches MK deflate “—ah, ah, ah! Don’t you go sulking on me, this is just as important as the fighting stuff!”
He pulls out some paper, before glancing your way. Already knowing what he was going to ask, you move to stand beside him and pull out your pocket knife. “Today, we’re going to teach you how to make wards!” He proudly proclaimed.
MK tilted his head, eyeing up the paper and knife. “Wards…?”
You gesture for his attention, saying, “Wards—well, protective wards specifically—are magical barriers that can be used to hide or protect a person, an object, or an entire area. It requires strips of paper and a warding script either written or drawn on them. You could use specialized ink, but blood is most effective.”
You’re not sure if it’s sympathy pain, or being squeamish around blood or sharp objects, but MK definitely didn’t seem very happy to hear that.
His happy flaps are replaced with nervous fidgeting. “Ah—are you sure?”
Monkey King sighs with a shake of his head, and says, “It’s a necessary thing, bud. This can help you learn how to protect people.”
You say after him, “Uncle Zan and I do this all the time. It’s okay, MK, it doesn’t require a lot of blood—just a bit. Usually you can do a little nick on the thumb and use the blood from that for the wards.”
“Like firecracker said, specialized ink can be used for it—and it is effective, but the use of blood is best for it.” Monkey King gestures for him to come closer.
“Why is that?” MK tilts his head, eyeing both of you after taking one last glance at the knife.
Monkey King hums, tapping his chin. “Well—when you’re using ink, there’s already a set amount of magic and power put into it, so you can’t amplify it. Buuuut, when someone is using their blood for it—especially someone who has magic… they can amplify the power of the ward.”
“There are people who don’t have magic?” MK asks with a clink.
“Technically non-heaven blessed or unlearned magic users, you see—” Monkey King stops when you clear your throat, and quickly says, “But, but, buuuut! That’s a lesson for another day! Why don’t you take it away for a second, firecracker?”
Smart.
You look at MK and say, “When it comes to making wards—be it with blood or ink—you need to have a clear thought in your mind on what you want the ward to do. It’s not just drawing the script onto the paper and letting it do its thing.” You take out an example of the wards you and Uncle use, showing it to MK.
He gingerly takes it from you to look it over as you keep talking, “It can be anything; words, a picture of what you want, even just a feeling. But you have to make sure it’s clear, concise, and the only thought in your mind at that moment.”
“Exactly what they say, cub!” Monkey King claps a hand on your shoulder and gives it a small shake.
Too close.
He says, “Anyone can make wards, magic or no magic. But, like I said before, people with magic can amplify them, make them stronger. And since you’re my successor, you have a lot in you.”
Stop touching me.
You push off Monkey King’s hand, dust off your shoulder, and then gesture to MK and ask, “Why not show him how it’s done, Great Sage?”
Whether or not he noticed or was even bothered by your obvious dislike for his touch, he doesn’t make a show of it. If anything, he just grins and says, “Right, right—c’mon, bud!” He hops over to a marking on the ground and lets both of you watch as he takes the paper, and then the knife, from you. He then proceeds to nick his thumb and draw the script onto the paper. It remains for a moment, before the paper slowly burns away and all that’s left behind is a faint golden glow.
Monkey King stands up and gestures to where the ward used to be, saying, “Only people with true sight will be able to see the wards—that’s you, me, and firecracker over there. Well, them and any other clairvoyants who happen around here.”
MK blinks, turning to you with a look of pure amazement. His hands were already flapping in excitement in front of him again. “Wait—you have true sight? Like Monkey King’s golden eyes??”
You scratch your neck, not ready for the attention to suddenly be on you. Monkey King rubs at his nose, giving you a look that says, sorry.
You heave a sigh. With MK being so uninformed of the world of magic, though, it’s only natural for him to want to learn. So you can’t really blame the kid for being curious. You shake your head at Monkey King, bearing a look that says, don’t worry about it.
You clear your throat and say, “Yeah, kind of—it’s hard to put into words, but…” It made you wish Uncle Zan was here to explain, he’d do better at this. You still try your best to explain, “You already know true sight lets you see past illusions made by magic or demons. The difference between the Great Sage and clairvoyants is we didn’t get our true sight by getting thrown into Laozi’s furnace.”
You play with the papers in your hands as you search for the right wording, deciding to settle with, “Uncle said we were given our eyes to see past the demon’s guise to better protect ourselves. When it comes to shapeshifting, though—that’s where it’s different.”
Both MK and Monkey King's attention were full on you now. It didn’t exactly help with the nerves, but if it’s just the two of them and not a huge crowd of people—it’s manageable. Besides, you knew they were both trustworthy with this information. Even if Monkey King made an ass of himself towards you, you knew he wouldn’t bring harm to you or MK. It’s not like he could do much with this information, anyway.
Your gaze lowers, looking over the papers, and you say, “I’ve only seen a few other shape-shifters in my time back in America—but the best way to describe it is… it’s almost like this mist rolling off their animal form.” You look back at the two boys, gesturing to Monkey King. “His aura is almost like golden fire, bright and hard to miss. Yours is most likely going to be about the same, but more gentle, MK.”
“Wow… that’s amazing!” MK’s eyes shined, filled with wonder and nothing short of pure respect and awe for you.
You wouldn’t have been able to stop the blush from forming, even if you tried. You laugh, a little awkwardly, scratching at your neck. “Ah—thanks… let’s get back to the wards, though, shall we?”
Whether Monkey King sensed your discomfort with the increasing attention on you, or wanted things back on track, he never showed. He throws an arm around MK’s shoulders, saying, “Yeah kiddo, we only got so much daylight left—let’s get these wards done!”
“Ah—right, right.” MK pauses, fidgeting with his sleeve. “So, the wards… it’s not gonna hurt anyone, is it?”
Ever the bleeding heart, this kid was. “Not unless they have malicious intent,” you say as you reach out and pat his shoulder. “Think of it like an electric fence for animals. If someone—demon or otherwise—tries to come here with the desire to hurt any of us, the wards will make them back off.”
“Exactly! Nothing to worry about. Most people don’t come around these parts any more anyway, but it’s better safe than sorry.” Monkey King shoves some papers into MK’s hands. “C’mon, you give it a try now.”
The hours that came to pass after were you and Wukong teaching MK how to properly make wards. The first few times, MK poured too much into the wards and ended with the ward blowing up in his face.
You tell him after he nearly burned his eyebrows off for the fourth time, “Imagine you’re pouring water into a measuring cup. You gotta pour just enough in there so it doesn’t overflow and spill all over the place.”
MK frowns, frustration clear on his face. “But—how will I know when it’s enough?”
Monkey King ruffles his hair and says, “Trust me, you’ll know!”
“But… how? What if I don’t?”
Monkey King crunches his face up, as if he didn’t know how to answer the question. You decide to say for him, “It’s almost like… a feeling you get in the back of your head. It’s okay if you pour just a tiny bit extra in there or a little under, it’s as long as you understand, and we can work out the kinks later. Go on, try again.”
MK nods along. “Okay… imagine it pouring like a cup… how will I know how big the cup is?”
Monkey King steps in to say, “That is going to take trial and error, cub.” He gives you a thankful look and an appreciative nod. You nod back, before turning towards MK once more to help him with the wards.
Another hour passes, and by the end of it, MK managed to get it right without it blowing up in his face. The hour after that, you and Monkey King help him ward up the rest of the area, with Monkey King reaching places neither you nor MK could.
During that hour, you notice a look on MK’s face. Nothing like he was discontent with the lesson. He simply seemed more thoughtful, unsure. As if he wanted to say something, but was unsure of how to say it. Or maybe he was afraid of being met with bad reception if he spoke his thoughts. No sir, you won’t be letting his thoughts fester in such a way. You’ll have to see if you can gently poke him into confiding in you and Monkey King about what was on his mind.
Taking a quick glance at Monkey King, it seems he’s taken notice of it too. He glances your way, nodding his head to MK with a look that says, what’s up with him?
You shrug and tap your wrist, the sign telling him, we’ll ask later.
Once the warding work was finished, Monkey King gave you both a big smile. “Awesome job, you two! Now that the place is finally warded, we’ll be able to start tomorrow.”
MK’s expression fell to a frown. “What—aw, not today?”
“It’s already too late in the day to start actual training. Nighttime fighting practice won’t be until way later. Hmm… buuuuut we can do a few small things for now.” Monkey King taps his chin thoughtfully, making a (not very) subtle glance your way to poke at MK about what’s on his mind.
Why doesn’t he just start it himself? Ugh—whatever.
You glance towards MK. He’s still looking thoughtful, fidgeting with the sleeve of his jacket with a soft frown. Looks like whatever thought he had was still there, as you suspected. You step over, lightly elbowing him. Better now than never. You ask, your voice gentle, “Hey, what’s up?”
He jumps, looking at you. “Huh—wuh?”
“You look like you have something on your mind.” You make a small gesture to encourage him. “You can say something if you want, no judgment from us. Right?”
When your eyes meet with Monkey King’s, he gives a small nod and turns to MK, a smile easily falling into place. He says, “If you have an opinion on this, bud, you’re free to speak up.” He comes closer to give MK a pat on the head. “You got a voice in this too, ya know?” His tone held the same gentleness when he helped you accept your vision back in his house.
MK hums, looking away and playing with his sleeve again. “I—well—I don’t wanna sound rude… it’s just… I dunno—why learn about warding and stuff? What’s the purpose? Or the point?” He refuses to look at either of you now, eyes darting around the area, scratching at his hand with his increasing anxiety.
Monkey King reaches out, placing a hand on MK’s and pulling it away. The movement was surprisingly tender. He asks, “You want to protect your friends and family, right?” He almost sounded like Uncle Zan with the tone he had. Soft yet firm.
The question had MK shooting up in surprise and giving him a look that was nothing short of appalled. “What—of course I do! Why even ask such a thing?”
You stand aside, watching the interaction as Monkey King flicks MK’s forehead. “Then this stuff is just as important to learn as the fighting stuff. Wards can cover a lot of ground by making a barrier, or even mask someone’s aura.”
He sighs, ruffling MK’s hair. “Look, cub—I’ll never teach you something you don’t need to know. This will help you learn how to protect those you care about without just needing to rely on brute strength to beat up bad guys. Do you understand?”
MK grumbles, looking off to the side. Fixing up his hair, he nods and looks back at you and Monkey King. “I… understand.”
You take a moment to look over his face, observing him. He looks… somewhat disappointed, like what Monkey King said was something he didn’t want to hear, despite it being the truth. Maybe it’s because he was expecting it to be like all the movies and games of Monkey King just beating up all the bad guys. Poor kid is practically getting his expectations shut down, but it’s better he learns sooner rather than later. It's not all just brute strength.
Taking a glance at Monkey King, his expression told you he most likely felt the same way. He sighs, shaking his head. His tail switches and twitches, a possible sign of his growing annoyance. “Hey, c’mon—this stuff will help you both fight off assholes and protect your loved ones. This isn’t some hero story where you beat up bad guys and have some grub at the end of the day, you know. This is real life, kid.”
Monkey King says, his tone falling more serious, “I’m not joking when I say that you’re going to gain enemies. Enemies that will want to learn information about you so they can hit you where it hurts—your heart and your home.” He rubs at his neck, looking away. You had a feeling he was talking from experience, especially after seeing the look on his face. It seems he’s trying to help teach MK what Monkey King had to learn the very hard way.
“But—but that’s what fighting them is for, right?” MK looks between you and Monkey King, his brows knitted down with worry. “If I just—beat em, they won’t think twice to mess with me!”
Monkey King makes a soft sputtering sound before pinching the bridge of his brow. “Ugh—cub—MK, you can’t just—” His tail twitches and thumps against the ground, a clear sign of his growing agitation. He looks at you now, his eyes clearly desperate or some kind of help.
You sigh, stepping forward and putting a hand on his shoulder. He looks at you, then back at MK as you speak up, “MK, there are demons and people out there that won’t just stop because you beat the shit out of them. They’re going to want revenge, to get back at you for whatever reason they have.”
You move closer to MK and meet his eyes. “Trust us when we say that you can’t just rely on brute strength to solve all your problems or to get rid of demons. Precautions have to be made; be it with wards, fully destroying the demon, or ensuring friends and family can protect themselves and won’t be used as a form of ransom or some kind of hostage situation against you.”
“I—but—why would they do that?” MK looks between you and Wukong again, then back at you. “They have beef with me, they shouldn’t have to do that. That’s not right.”
“Sometimes, demons want to use something close to you to get back at you, kiddo,” Monkey King says, exhaling and refusing to meet either of your eyes. “Some demons still have a sense of honor and respect, but a lot of them—especially nowadays—will fight dirty and try to get under your skin in whatever way possible.”
Speaking from experience? You want to ask, but don’t. His expression already said it. You turn to MK and give his shoulder a reassuring rub. “We’re not trying to hound you, we just want to make sure you understand—it’s not how it is in the games or movies. It’s a lot more complicated than it looks. But—if you need a minute to process, it’s okay.”
“I… I understand. I do.” He rubs his arm, looking away, then back at you. “I just—I don’t—I don’t like the thought of people hurting you or Mei or anyone I care about just to get to me.”
This boy… It was your turn to pinch at your brow, needing to breathe to not let your annoyance lash out at him.
“I’m sorry,” MK whispers, his head lower now. He steps back, the rubbing on his arm worse. “I’m sorry I’m annoying you. It’s just—it’s what I think.”
“No, MK, I’m not annoyed about that,” you quickly say, reaching out to him. You feel Monkey King’s eyes on you, almost burning into your back, which prompts you to turn to him.
Once your eyes meet his, you hear a voice—his voice, ringing in the back of your mind, We tried beating around the bush with him, and it didn’t work. The only way he’ll understand is if we give him the cold, hard truth of what this life is going to lead to.
Huh, for once he makes sense… You think, giving a nod. You blink and tilt your head at his small grin.
I heard that, firecracker, his voice says in your mind, a laugh following in suit. Telepathy is a two-way street, you realize that, right?
Ah—I know it is. I thought it was just gonna be a one-way thing for this moment, you huff through your nose, then think to him, I don’t rescind what I thought, though.
Ouch.
“Uh—what are you two doing?” MK calls out to you both. “You’re staring… very deeply at one another.”
“Sorry, sorry.” You turn back to face MK, thinking on how you could word the next few things. “MK, we’re not annoyed at you, okay? This is a very complicated subject that can’t have simple solutions to them.” You meet his gaze, brushing his hair from his face. “This isn’t to insult you when I say this—but your simple thought of ‘they won’t mess with me or my family because I beat them up good’ is like trying to solve a multiplication problem with addition. Does that make sense?”
“I was never good at math,” MK admits quietly, causing Monkey King to sputter and stifle his laugh. Your lips press into a line to bite back your own smile. He says after a second, “I… I think I get it, though… kinda…”
Then you ask him, “MK… I’m gonna tell you something important, and I need you to listen to every word, okay?”
He pauses, his eyes meeting yours before he nods. “Okay.”
“When I lived in America, I had a friend—her name was Lottie—who was loyal,” you start to say, your eyes lowering to the ground. Even if it was years ago, the memories still hurt like it was freshly cut just a second ago. “And when I say loyal, I mean stupidly loyal. She didn’t leave my side for a second—even when she found out about my power… Even when we were both captured by demons who wanted it for themselves.”
“I—I see… and… what happened?”
“Well…” You trail off, your eyes remaining glued to your shoes. “She was going to be killed, once it was found out she wasn’t a clairvoyant like me… I tried to get them to spare her, but they saw right through what I was trying to do.” You cross your arms tightly against your chest and breathe.
Like a cracked dam, the memories—
“Please—just let her go. I’ll do whatever you want! Just let her leave!”
claws and chains and a knife at her throat
“And have her tell everyone we have you? You think we’re that stupid, pet?”
no no no no
“Stop—please—Lottie!!”
the blade digging into her skin
her eyes on you, tears staining her cheeks
“No—!”
all it took was one slice
for you to watch the life leave her eyes
—flooded back to you, nearly drowning you.
You say, your voice quiet, “They killed her anyway.” You close your eyes, take another breath, and say, “There will be demons who don’t care—like how those demons in America didn’t care. Demons that will kill people you care about just to get at you.”
The rise in distress was clear in his body language alone. Shoulders raised to his ears, fingernails anxiously scratching at his hand and arm, eyes darting around to focus on anything but you or Monkey King.
Don’t hold back, just lay the truth down.
You say, “There are demons out there that don’t care about what we want or don’t want. Those demons knew that Lottie was precious to me, and decided to kill her as an example.” You pause again, breathe, and then say, “An example… of making sure I stayed compliant and obeyed their orders—or else anyone who was close to me would also be killed.”
“I—I…”
“Demons will try to break you in whatever way possible. All they want is to get under our skin and make sure we’re nothing more than a husk of our former selves —”
“I get it!” MK breathes, grabbing at his shirt and tugging it. Tears slowly roll down his cheeks, and he wipes them away—but more replace them. “I get it—I get it, I’m sorry, I—”
Fuck, you hated seeing him in such a state. Taking a small glance at Monkey King, it’s obvious he didn’t like it either. He slowly steps forward, reaching out, then decides against it and instead rubs at his neck—looking at you again. You didn’t need telepathy to know he needed help, but you’re not exactly sure why he would. So you reach out to MK and place a hand on his shoulder—making him flinch.
“MK, can you look at us?” You ask, your voice soft. It takes him a moment, but slowly, his tear filled eyes meet yours. “This is something very important for you to learn now, please understand that. Great Sage and I… we’ve already experienced these things—more than either of us can count.” Another pause, the tension in the air thick. You ask, voice still gentle, “Do you need a minute?”
“I—I’m okay… I’m okay…” He wipes his eyes again, though tears were still forming and threatening to fall. “I just—it’s—I don’t know. After you—you said that—it’s just—my head is making me think of everyone else—of Mei, or Mr. Tang, or—or Dad—I—I mean Pigsy, and—” he sucks in a sharp breath.
“I don’t want to lose any of them,” he whispers, “I—I can’t do it again…”
Again…?
You look over his face, brows slowly furrowing down. It took a moment to realize his small slip, where he almost referred to Mr. Pigsy as “Dad.” You already knew Mr. Pigsy was a father figure to MK, and you—like many others most likely—just figured MK was adopted by Mr. Pigsy through an orphanage or something.
Hearing that sentence, though… your thoughts run rampant on what he witnessed when losing his birth parents.
Though, you’re quick to shake the thoughts away and ask, “Do you need to sit down?”
He shakes his head.
“Would you like something?” You ask now, giving a different offering, “A hug, perhaps?”
He nods. You tug his coat, gentle enough to where he could pull away if he didn’t want it, but he’s quick to react and tightly wrap his arms around you. His face buries into your shoulder, desperately holding onto you like a lifeline.
Taking a deep breath, you return the hug. Sure, physical touch wasn’t exactly something you liked, at least unless given permission, but you were willing to make certain exceptions. You rub his back with one hand and pat his head with the other.
You feel another hand on your back, warm and hesitant. Monkey King stands in your peripheral, his eyes meeting yours.
His voice rings in your mind, gentle, consoling I’m sorry about what happened to her.
You close your eyes, slowly exhaling. The dam of memories is sealed back up once more, and you think back to him, It was a long time ago. It’s fine.
It’s fine. You’re fine.
But it still hurts, is his retort.
It did still hurt. You’re not sure when it’ll ever stop hurting, but your focus is on MK, not yourself. The hug didn’t last too long, maybe half a minute at most. He pulls away, sniffling and wiping his eyes.
Monkey King asks, his voice equally tender, “Will you be okay if we continue, bud?”
MK gives a small nod after a moment’s silence. He wipes his eyes one final time, looking at you two. “Sorry—sorry, I—uh…”
“Listen, it’s fine. You have nothing to apologize for, cub.” Monkey King waves a hand. He reaches for MK, lightly brushing some stray hairs from his face. Monkey King rests his hand on MK’s shoulder and says, “It’s a lot to take in, okay?”
You step in, saying softly, “We can’t promise you it won’t ever happen to you, but… we can promise to make sure you’re prepared.”
Monkey King stands closer to you two, his grip on MK’s shoulder becoming more firm.“You’re a good kid with a big heart,” he says, his cautious, as if choosing his words for the next sentence carefully, “But you’re also young, and won’t fully understand how people—demons or humans or even celestials—like that work. Not yet, at least.”
He says, “This isn’t to say every single person you run into will be out to get you and go to these lengths. We can’t say it won’t ever happen to you, either. It’s just—it’s best to be cautious, to be ready. Just in case.” His hand gives MK’s shoulder a small shake. “We don’t want you having to experience what we did. It’s a shitty feeling for both you and any loved ones that get roped into it.”
“But… making sure we’re prepared for those scenarios will make it less likely to happen. Do you understand?” You look over MK’s face.
He doesn’t answer at first, eyes looking between you two, then at his shoes. You and Monkey King give him time to process it all, until MK finally says, “I—I understand. You guys… just wanna make sure I’m prepared, yeah?” His shoulders slump as he sighs. “I still don’t like it, I’d rather they just focus on me instead of you guys. Even if you can defend yourself, I still just—you don’t deserve to get involved in it.”
Then he steels himself and stands up straighter. “But I know there’s not much that can be done besides being prepared, right? So I’ll do my best to be ready, and make sure everyone else is, too.”
“Hah—that’s the spirit!” Monkey King ruffles his hair, a bit rougher, and it makes him laugh.
You huff through your nose and look at MK. “You gonna be alright?”
MK nods, his smile brighter, reading his eyes. “Yeah… yeah, I’ll be okay. I promise.”
Monkey King gives a nod of approval, a bright smile given to MK. “You did good, bud. This is a tough first lesson to learn, but an important one nonetheless—I’m proud of you.” He pats MK’s head, fixing up the mess it had become from all the ruffling.
The praise causes MK’s cheeks to flush a bright red and he chuckles. “Ah—I—uh—thank you, Monkey King.” He turns to you. “And… thank you, too. I—ah—I know there’s gonna be a lot more lessons I’ll have to learn. I’m really grateful to have you both.”
You nod, offering a small smile of your own. “Happy to be here, MK.”
I’ll do what I can for you, I promise.
Monkey King talks a bit louder now, planting his hands on his hips. “Alright you two, enough serious, sappy talk—why don’t we do some stretches and basic stances since there’s still a bit of light out? Give ya a nice head start on the next few days to come.”
MK tilts his head, blinking owlishly at Monkey King. “Stretches?”
His smile fell as quickly as it appeared. “You’ve never done stretches before…?”
MK’s fidgeting amplifies. “Uh—no?”
Before Monkey King could put his foot in his mouth, as you’re predicting he’s about to do, you decide to take your place at his side to tell MK, “Stretches are important to do before a workout because it reduces the risk of you hurting yourself. It can also reduce soreness after the workout, and even slightly increases muscle strength.”
MK nods along as you continue, “While you won’t be able to do your stretches for every fight, it’s still a good habit to have before training.”
“Okay—I can do that!”
Clapping his hands, Monkey King says, “Perfect! Alright bud, let’s get started. You can join in too, firecracker.”
The rest of that day was stretching exercises and showing the different types of stances one can take during a fight and what they’re meant for, which was more you and Monkey King doing them while MK copied you both. You caught him closely watching the two of you more than once, which only further confirmed that the kid was definitely going to need a lot of guidance.
Afterward, you and MK bid farewell to Monkey King with the promise of returning tomorrow, and MK dropped you off at home.
Then after a day or two of practicing stretches and stances, it was time for him to start proper combat training. Suffice to say, it’s going about as well as you initially expected.
“Your stance is all wrong, bud. Remember, your feet need to be farther apart, and you need to be closer to the ground.”
“Like this?”
“No, no, put your foot here… aaaaand there ya go, now that’s more like it! Alright, now try to hit me.”
Today was no different.
You sat on a bench outside of Monkey King’s temple, a safe distance from the sparring practice MK and Monkey King were having. You glance up from your notebook, quietly observing them as some younger monkeys inspect you and your stuff. The smallest monkey with ivory fur and gray patches snuggle itself into your side and clings to your shirt, but otherwise, they leave you be.
You eye up MK’s stance as he tries to land a hit on Monkey King, who was easily dodging and deflecting each attack.
Still relying too much on video games and movies. Ah, he’ll learn in time, you muse, looking back down at your notebook.
You knew there wasn’t much you could do during this time, since you wanted to respectfully leave Monkey King to the fighting portion of MK’s training. So you sat by, doing your own work, but still paid attention just in case you needed to step in and offer your own two cents on anything. Sometimes you’d catch Monkey King glancing your way during the fight, as if to check on you, but would look away after you gave a small nod.
While MK had his homework to do, you turn back to your own.
Just yesterday, Uncle Zan had told you to make a list of the bad habits you’ve noticed when resisting your visions and to write them down, while also writing a reason behind the habit and a possible solution. The exercise in itself is a simple one, but actually doing it… Well, that was the hard part.
You read through the first question Uncle Zan tasked you with answering, What feelings come up when the visions start and why?
Tapping your pen against the paper, you exhale through your nose. You’d feel a sense of fear. Because… you didn’t know what type of vision they would be. If they’d be big or small, and if they’d drag you around to a dangerous place or to dangerous people.
To put it simply, you’ve just never felt safe when these visions would happen.
You look over the second question, What can you do to change these feelings? Of course, that’s where you were stuck. You didn’t know how to change it. You didn’t know how to feel safe enough to have a vision and know that you’d be okay by the end of it.
You look up as you hear Monkey King say, “Hah, hell yeah! That was way better! Nice job, kid, you’re a pretty fast learner.”
MK scratches at his head, sporting a few extra bruises compared to just a moment ago. “Ah—heh—thanks…”
“Alright, let’s keep going. Remember, always keep your eyes on your opponent, but pay attention to the surrounding area, too. Don’t want you tripping over your feet again, yeah?” Monkey King jumps back a few paces and enters his stance with a grin, holding a hand up to MK.
MK tilts his head, brows furrowing. “But—how do I pay attention to both my opponent and my environment? What if I have multiple opponents? What if my environment has hazards? What if—”
“Woah, woah, bud. One thing at a time.” Monkey King drops the stance and rubs at the back of his head. “Look, to pay attention to both your opponent and environment, you gotta be able to focus on what’s necessary right now.”
“Okay… how can I do that?”
“What you gotta do is take in everything, and then choose what you wanna focus on!” He comes closer to MK, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and gesturing about him. “Right now, I’m noting the monkeys on the roof, the feel of the light breeze, the sounds of the city—a car crash just happened—firecracker pouring over their notebook, the fact that I’m pretty hungry and lunch is soon, and that bug over there!”
He pokes MK’s forehead with his tail and grins. “But I’m paying attention to you, bud. It takes some practice, but you’ll get the hang of it pretty quickly with me as your teacher.”
You share a look with MK, and he scratches at his neck. “I… feel like I’m even more confused now.”
You sigh and shake your head, finally speaking up, “Great Sage, all due respect, that just sounds like you’re constantly distracted by everything around you, even your own thoughts.”
Monkey King turns to you and raises a brow. He scoffs and crosses his arms, a playful challenge shining in his eyes. “Oh yeah? And what do you know about focus, firecracker?”
You gently peel the small monkey off of you, much to its displeasure, and stand up. “It may not matter to you, Great Sage who grew up on a mountain and never had to worry about human schools—” you walk over to him and MK “—but I was the top student in my classes, able to get all my school work, homework, and chores done at a decent time all in one day.”
“I know what human schools are!” His chest puffs out, and he crosses his arms with an indignant huff. “I’m not that much of a hermit, you know.”
Ignoring Monkey King’s pouty stare, you turn to MK and say, “In order to focus, you need to eliminate all distractions. While Great Sage was mostly right about focusing on what you want to do, his way to go about it… was questionable.”
“Questionable?!” Monkey King gasps, putting his hand to his chest. It was every bit dramatic one would expect from him. “My method of focusing is perfect, thank you very much!”
“Then how come MK didn’t understand?” You raise a brow at him. He opens his mouth to say something, pauses, then huffs again, continuing to pout.
Guy really does act like a child sometimes.
Triumphant, you lift your chin at him, and then turn to MK. “Something that can help you focus is to not multitask. The best way to do that is to rid yourself of all outside distractions, as I said before. Distractions such as your phone, or games. And I don’t mean just turn it off, I mean keep it completely out of sight.” You stop to look at MK, tilting your head. “Do you understand so far?”
“I… I think so…” MK scratches at his chin, looking thoughtful. “It’s just—there’s always so many thoughts going on about what I need to do…”
You hum, nodding. “You’re able to get your deliveries done, right?”
“Well, yeah, of course.”
You gesture for him to elaborate, asking, “Okay, how are you able to get them done, despite all the distractions you see around you when you’re driving?”
Monkey King watches you as you both talk. There’s a strange expression on his face, but you choose not to say anything about it, not right now at least. MK says, “Mmm… I usually listen to music. My headphones cancel out all other noises unless there’s a car honking at me.”
“Then there you go. Why not for the next few training sessions, you practice with some ear plugs to help block out any outside noises, and we can go from there?” You offer, lightly patting at his arm with a small smile.
“Okay… okay! I can try that!” MK grins, his hands shaking about, already reinvigorated. He turns to Monkey King. “We can try that, right?”
“Yeah, sure! How about we give it a shot after lunch? I’m hungry.” He stretches and grunts, scratching at his back. “Could go for some noodles, how about you two?”
Rolling your eyes, you pull out your phone and hum softly. “Well—I could put in a delivery order…”
“Oh—oh, let me go get it!” MK huffs, his eyes shining with determination as he looks at you both. “Let it be practice! Try to get there and back quickly without losing focus!”
“That’s going to be a near five-hour drive going to a shop and coming back here, MK. I don’t know—”
Monkey King throws an arm around your shoulders and waves his hand. “Ah, let the kid go. He can borrow my nimbus, it’ll be faster than his scooter.”
“Wha—really??” MK looked ready to faint from sheer excitement, hands clenched into tight fists and shaking in front of him. “It’s okay? Really, truly okay???”
“Yeah! It reacts to your thoughts, so all you gotta do is think about where you wanna go and how quickly you wanna get there, and it’ll be there.” Monkey King looks at you with a sly smile, making you raise a brow. He nudges you, arm still around your shoulders, and nods his head to MK. “Don’t you think it’s a good idea?”
Stop touching me.
You already knew what he was getting at. Pushing his arm off of you, you look over at MK and nod. “I think it’d be a good true test on focusing, at least a small one. Use the nimbus to get there and back as fast as you can, with no distractions. If you manage to do it, I’ll treat you to some crystal cakes on the way home later.”
That seemed to add the extra motivation MK needed to agree to those terms. Before you knew it, Monkey King called his nimbus for MK to use, and the kid was flying off towards Megapolis.
“I give him an hour tops. Maybe two,” Monkey King chuckles, watching MK struggle with getting the nimbus to work for him.
“That seems to be a fair assumption,” you say back.
Monkey King lightly elbows you and offers a smile. “Nice job, though. Didn’t think a simple concept such as focusing was gonna be such a difficult thing for him to get.”
You face him, raising a brow and placing a hand on your hip. “It may be a simple concept for you, but it’s not that way for everyone.” You walk over to the bench and sit back down, grabbing your notebook. The minute you sat back down, the baby monkey was clinging to you again, chirping happily.
He blinks, hopping over and landing on a stone lantern, perching there. You say, “It’s obvious from these few days of watching him that he's a visual learner. It’s like he said, all the fighting moves he knows he got from games and movies—he won’t fully understand what you’re telling him unless you give a proper explanation, or if you show him, depending on what the subject is.”
Monkey King tilts his head, watching you as his tail flicks off to the side before resting behind him, lightly sweeping at the ground. You sigh and tell him, “Sure, he can and will learn via trial by fire, but it’s not the best option for someone like him. Show him what it means to focus on one thing despite all outside distractions. And like you saw earlier, give him options to help too, don’t just tell him what to do, otherwise all it’s going to do is confuse him.”
He hums, watching you look over several pages of your notes. “Man, if that’s the case—this is gonna be harder than I thought.” He scratches at his head, picking out a bug and looks it over, then eats it.
“Being a teacher isn’t as simple as it sounds. It’s a lot of work.” You look down at your notebook. “Imagine one person teaching a room full of twenty to thirty kids that were just like Mei or MK, some of them a quiet kid, or otherwise.”
The thought makes him shudder. “Eugh—never. One is more than enough for me, thanks.”
You can't help but scoff and smile. “Exactly. At least for you, you only have one student, and an assistant to help you for situations such as these. So you’re not alone in it, at least.” You look back at your notebook and start writing. You don’t catch the pause in his movements to look at you with a strange shine in his eye, a small grin playing his features.
He scratches his nose and chuckles, “Heh… yeah. Looks like I lucked out gettin’ you as an assistant, huh?”
“Flattery will get you nowhere with me, Great Sage.” He sputtered a laugh at that, and you couldn’t hold back your own light huff, almost a laugh. You say, “Just remember, whatever you learned from your teachers probably won’t work for MK. So you need to think of different approaches to take if your initial one didn’t work out.”
“I know, I know. I’m not completely inexperienced with teaching, you know,” Monkey King rolls his eyes, his tail flicking again. “How else did the warriors back in the day at Flower Fruit get trained, huh?”
“Didn’t you have generals and marshals for that?” You retort with a raised brow. The baby monkey chirps, very unhappy you’re not paying attention to it, and you gently pet its head.
“Hah! First, that’s Sun Guo, he loves back rubs more than anything,” he laughs, pointing to the baby monkey.
Sun Guo? Great Sage gave this little one his surname, too?
Not too surprising, I suppose, since he’s like family to Great Sage.
“Second,” Monkey King says, “Yes, I had marshals and generals, but it wasn’t solely up to them to train my warriors. I was the one who helped train them!”
“Okay, then why is it so different training MK?” You ask now, lifting your gaze to meet his.
That’s where he hesitates, scratching at his neck. His face scrunches up, and he admits, “Weeeeeell… I trained the adults, not the cubs. That was more… up to, ah…”
He doesn’t finish the sentence, not meeting your gaze anymore. It gave you the small feeling that he was talking about Six-Eared Macaque, which honestly surprised you. You expected him to be the one who trained the kids best, rather than Six-Eared Macaque. Then again, you don’t know much about either monkey aside from how history has written them; and history has a habit of never giving proper details.
Deciding it best to not let the silence linger, you say, “So you’re more used to enhancing training the adults already had, not when it’s pretty much teens like MK or younger, who have little to no experience.”
“Yeah,” he coughs after admitting it. “Soooo… I meant it when I said I lucked out having you as my assistant. Heh, I’m sure I’d be struggling a lot more if I didn’t have your help.” You look up, but he’s still not looking at you, more out towards Megapolis. His ears twitch, the wind tussling his fur, but you notice a soft, genuine smile plays his lips.
“Mmm…” You hum. “Well… to be honest, I have my own limits,” you say, equally soft. Your gaze lowers back to your notebook, gently rubbing Sun Guo’s back. “Such as when MK gets too energetic and excited during lessons, I don’t—really know how to handle that kind of thing.”
“That’s what I’m here for!” Monkey King says suddenly with a loud laugh. He hops from the stone lantern and sits beside you. “I handle his energy, and you handle… well—making sure we don’t get too off track,” he laughs again, this time a bit more nervously, and scratches his cheek.
“Mhm… I’m seeing why you weren’t the one to train the kids,” you deadpan. “Easily distracted?”
“No way!” He scoffs, his tail flicking at your nose. “More—the kids get easily distracted—and—well—sometimes they, ah, have this look in their eyes, and…”
“And?” You press, but he doesn’t answer.
Instead, he changes the subject completely by saying, “Ya know? I just realized something! You’re actually pretty talkative!”
“Mmm,” you hum with a roll of your eyes. You make sure to take the mental note to make sure he and MK don’t distract each other during training sessions, and look back to your notebook. You were still stuck on the question Uncle Zan had you write down on how you can change the feelings you initially get from your visions. You’re not exactly sure how to feel safer when having a vision aside from having someone’s presence there…
Some monkeys gather around you two whilst Monkey King continues to talk, making idle hand gestures as he does. “These last few days with you gave me the impression of someone who wasn’t much of a talker, always quiet and observing. Never really saying too much. But here you are, talking up a storm to the kid.”
His tail pokes your arm. A very obvious invitation to the conversation. You shrug, saying, “I only really speak if I feel it’s necessary to say something. Otherwise, I just prefer to watch from the sidelines. MK is a different case.”
“Oh yeah? Different how?” He raises a brow in question whilst one monkey climbs onto his shoulder.
Closing your notebook—you felt him peeking over your shoulder to read it—and look at him with a pointed stare. “Invasion of privacy, for starters. Remember that.”
“Ah—shit—sorry,” he mumbles, his tone holding sincerity to it.
You inhale and slowly exhale, telling him, “It’s fine… Anyway, secondly, he’s different because he needs to learn.” You smile at the image of MK’s excitement when he figures out new tricks. “And he wants to as well—you saw how attentive he was. It’s possible he was homeschooled, or wasn’t paid attention too much at school. It shows he likes lessons that are more personal, that ensure he’s going to be listened to.”
You turn to him now, saying, “I may not be a talkative type, but… I like to teach. I also like to learn.”
“Ah—so you’re a nerd.” Monkey King laughs at your harsh glare and waves his hand. “Kidding, firecracker, kidding!”
You roll your eyes, telling him, “Fine, if I’m a nerd, then you’re a brainless jock.”
“I don’t even know what a jock is, but I have a brain!”
“It's a shame you don’t use it.” You turn away as Monkey King makes a noise that reminds you of a dying seagull. You couldn’t bite back the smirk if you tried. You huff a laugh through your nose, looking up—
—your vision shaking and waving like water—
—and you catch sight of Monkey King perching on a trashcan, eyeing you with a look of concern. You breathe, feeling your chest unconsciously clench, but try not to resist it. Push the fear away, Monkey King—the real Monkey King—was with you, you were safe.
You hear his voice whisper to you, “It’s fine. You’re in a safe spot. Just let the vision go through—I won’t let anything happen to you.”
It’s okay. You’re okay.
Taking a breath, you observe the vision of Monkey King in front of you. Something felt… off about his aura, though. You swear you saw little flecks of purple mixed with the golden light that surrounded him. His voice pulls you out of your observation as he asks, “Are you good, firecracker? You look like you saw a ghost.”
You blink, rapidly, shaking your head and rubbing at your temples, the vision gone as quickly as a ripple in a pond. You hear Monkey King beside you, “All good?”
“Yeah—it’s over.” You frown, brows furrowed. “The… vision was of you, actually. Saying I looked like I saw a ghost… I’m not really sure what to make with a short vision like that.”
“Huh—well that’s incredibly unhelpful.” He leans back, folding his arms behind his head, tail swishing around both your feet.
“Welcome to my life,” you mutter bitterly, running your fingers through your hair. “It was… odd, though.” You reach into your bag, pull out a new notebook and open it up. This one was something Uncle gifted you to write down your visions in to document them, a way for you to try to make connections to what they mean. You say, “Something was off about your aura in it.”
“Eh?” He leans closer, paying more attention.
“I don’t know if it’s the same with all clairvoyants, but—in my visions, if they have another person in it or multiple people, they all are kind of just… this silhouette or an outline of their appearance with a glowing aura.” You tap your pen against the page, making a face. “Yours has this orange-gold color about it, but what was off was I also saw these bits of purple mixed into it.”
“Huh—now that’s concerning…” Monkey King rubs his chin, moving to peek at your notes but remembers himself and looks away. Good, at least he’s learning. He says, “It’s possible it’s a shadow demon of some sort—purple auras are their thing. And they’re more known for having glamour magic to disguise themselves; second to actual illusion mages or demons—but their auras are a different color entirely.”
“A shadow demon…” You say thoughtfully, scanning over the notes you wrote concerning the vision. “I wonder why.”
“It’s possible they want information from you about the cub, visions about their own stuff,” Monkey King says with a shrug. “It’s been a few centuries since I’ve even seen a shadow demon, though, so your guess is as good as mine. From what I remember, those guys are massive recluses—more than you clairvoyants.”
“Why’s that?” You ask, turning to him.
He scratches at his chin, before one of the monkeys in his lap chirps indignantly at him. He starts to part their fur, gently grooming them as he says, “Shadow magic is powerful. It’s one of the more versatile types of magic out there. Conjure minions, teleportation, spying, you name it—I’m pretty sure they can do it. It’s one of the most difficult magics to learn if you’re not born with the ability—second to healing magic and clairvoyance.”
He looks at you now, saying, “So it falls to either other demons wanting to take that power for themselves, or learn the magic from shadow magicians.”
“Mmm, at least we have something in common,” you mumble. “Except… I didn’t think my powers could even be taught to others.”
“Eeeehhh… yes and no?” He shrugs again, eating a bug he finds in the monkey’s fur, and says, “Like I said, healing and clairvoyance are the most difficult types to learn. I think it’s mainly because for you oracles, you can read the future in hundreds of different ways. The stars, oracle bones, palm reading, tarot cards…” He counts on his fingers, turning to you to confirm.
“Mmm, so it’s difficult because it’s a pretty finicky magic to learn?” You ask him.
He nods, saying, “Pretty much, hence why most people and demons—at least the ones here as far as I know—don’t bother trying to learn and just… you know… do the whole enslavement thing.” He sighs and shakes his head. “Even more now that most of your kind are gone. There are some oracles out there that got their abilities from being a pupil to a genuine clairvoyant, but their readings are almost never reliable.”
“I see…” You write down the details of the vision, including what the fake Monkey King said to you. You look over the details of the short vision, brows furrowing as you read the quote at least three more times.
Something else about this felt weird… but you’re not sure what or why.
“Try scowling more, firecracker. Maybe that’ll help ya hit a revelation.”
Hilariously enough, his words are what made you realize what you were looking for.
Lightly kicking his feet out of your personal space, you look at him. “The nickname, firecracker… MK should be the only one to have heard you call me that. So either it’s a shadow demon spying on us right now, or will be in the future. I’m not sure how soon or how later, though.”
Monkey King hums, all essence of his teasing attitude gone. His eyes flashed gold, searching. He sets the monkey in his lap aside and slowly stands, holding up a finger to his lips as he keeps looking around. You stay as quiet as you can, feeling your muscles clenching subconsciously. Sensing the tension, Sun Guo nuzzles you, chirping softly and patting at your side in reassurance.
Monkey King jumps from the bench onto the stone lantern, looking, searching, listening. He jumps from the lantern to the mountain wall, finding purchase on some rocks. He goes from the mountain wall to the wall of his temple, out looking at the village below and the pathway leading to Megapolis.
Eventually, he jumps back over to where you sat, his eyes no longer glowing the bright gold color. He scratches at his neck, saying, “I didn’t see or hear anything or anyone aside from the kid struggling with nimbus.”
You frown, twirling your pen in your hand, thinking. “Should we fix the wards to stave off shadow magic? For safety?”
“Probably for the best, yeah.” Monkey King groans and lazes on the other stone bench nearby. “Man, and here I was hoping for some noodles and a break.”
“Technically, it was already a break while we wait for MK. So this can be something to look forward to when he eventually returns with the noodles. It’ll also build up more of an appetite.” You close your notebook and stand up. Once more, peeling the baby monkey off of you—to his great displeasure a second time—you place him down next to the older monkeys and say, “You were going to show us how to amplify wards anyway and never did.”
“Oh, shit, right.” He huffs, tail whipping up before he gets back up and blows a raspberry. “Fine, fine, let’s go firecracker. We’ll start at the bottom and go from there.” Without another word, he walks towards the exit, you following close behind him.
It’s certainly been interesting watching Monkey King be a teacher to MK. His style could use some work, but… you could tell his heart was in the right place. It’s clear from the proud smile on his face when MK does something right, he really does care for the kid and wants what’s best for him. He’s not going to let MK go in blind anymore.
You hum softly, musing to yourself as you follow him past the gates and down the steps.
Maybe this won't be so bad after all.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
//casually gives you more of Nibby's trauma
Teehee~
Obviously, that had to be changed due to the changes from chapter 3, but this was still nice to add in since it gives us a lot more insight on Nibby's life before moving here
Also always nice to see Wukong's gentler side~---
This chapter was so much fun to write! I deeply enjoyed writing the hard truth section with the help of Cuddles, OOOUGH.... MK gotta learn somehow, man
Thank you all for your patience, I hope you enjoy the chapter!
Chapter 9 will be posted either December 26th or January 2nd! Until then, stay tuned~♥
Chapter 9: Getting Closer
Chapter Text
As expected, MK didn’t return for another hour or two, but came back with several large servings of noodles and dumplings, enough for ten people practically. By that point, you and Monkey King had finished fixing up the wards to negate any shadow magic, meaning both of you certainly worked up an appetite. You were not surprised in the slightest that both MK and Monkey King were able to finish off all of it after making sure you were satisfied with your portions.
Before you knew it, several weeks passed, and you’ve learned new things about yourself. More specifically, a… somewhat easier way to deal with your visions.
In this time, you’ve slowly but surely made some steps in the right direction with them. It didn’t take long for you to come to the conclusion that at least one of the ways for you to feel comfortable with your visions was ensuring you felt safe. Any time you would have them, you were almost always alone—and more often than not it led you into danger or strange stares that left you beyond embarrassed. Having another presence there to make sure you didn’t get into trouble or to snap you out of danger would help.
Thus came the suggestion from Uncle Zan to make some edits to the alarm given to you the other week. The edits were to connect the alarm to MK and Tang’s phone as well, alerting them to your visions if they were starting to get more out of control. That way at least one person can be with you if you experience a bigger premonition.
While you would’ve liked to have Mr. Pigsy added onto it, you didn’t want to interrupt his business, something he cared dearly about. He may offer his support to you and MK, but neither of you want to inconvenience Mr. Pigsy every time something happens.
As for Mei…
Well…
You’re glad she’s a good friend and support system for MK, from what little you’ve seen. While it’s no offense to her, you can’t see her as a friend at the moment. Let alone one you can trust well enough to watch after you while you were knee-deep in a vision. So Mr. Pigsy and Mei had to be left out of it. Since Monkey King doesn’t even have a phone, he’s left out too.
How can someone have a television and a laptop at his house, but not have a phone? Whatever.
With one thing out of the way, the next thing you had to do was the harder part. Letting the visions happen and trusting it would be okay once it was over. You’ve been lucky these last few times, but what if you weren’t lucky next time? Memories of the past would flood you every time you thought about it, but you had to silence their paranoid whispers. You had to reassure yourself, it’d be okay. This time it’s different. It’ll be different.
It wasn’t much, but it helped calm your raving paranoia, even just a little.
Though the progress was slightly slow, you were just… happy there was any progress in general. “Baby steps are better than no steps,” Uncle Zan said at one point. So, all you could do was continue to make those baby steps to becoming more accepting of your power, and keep low expectations rather than impossibly high ones. Old habits that have lasted for years will die very hard, but now having a more proper support system certainly helps.
All while you learned ways to try to make all of that work for yourself, you’ve in turn learned more and more about the Great Sage, Equal to Heaven, Sun Wukong.
You already knew bits and pieces of him from reading the novels and texts about him, and from the impromptu lectures from Tang. You knew of his tendencies to prove to everyone he was the greatest there’s ever been. You knew of his stealing of the Cudgel, him harassing the celestial realm with Six-Eared Macaque. You knew of Monkey King and Six-Eared Macaque’s thievery, trickery, and how both gained a good majority of their abilities together.
You knew of Monkey King’s eventual sealing beneath Five Elements Mountain. You knew of the Great Monk, Tang Sanzang, taking him on as the monk’s disciple, allowing his release. You knew all about his journey with Tang Sanzang, and soon enough Sha Wujing, Zhu Baije, and Bai Long Ma.
You knew of the fight between Monkey King and Six-Eared Macaque, leading to the latter’s death. Later, you learned that it was a memory that Monkey King doesn’t like to think about, especially when the name is mentioned.
Yet despite all the texts and research, there were things about him you—truthfully—never expected to be a trait in someone like him.
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For starters, you learned he really loved to dance. Nothing like those ballroom dances or other high-energy dances back in America, but the traditional dancing from here. It was much more fast-paced, and he put a lot of foot (and sometimes tail) work into it, but you’d be lying if you said you weren’t impressed by his skill. More than once he’s convinced MK to join him, saying it’d help MK be more flexible on the battlefield.
Each time he’d try to get you to join, and you turned them down every time, even when they both tried to give you the puppy eyes. You weren’t much of a dancer, having no time to learn properly back in America. The excuse didn’t really flow with Monkey King, as he had dragged you onto the training grounds with him.
“No one starts an expert, firecracker! Just follow my movements—c’mon, you’ll have fun!” He laughs.
“No, thanks,” you groan, massaging your brow. “I have work to do—”
“You always have work to do, though!” MK whines, now on your other side. “Just a small break with us? Please? Just this once??”
You make a face, shaking your head. “I—ugh…” You may not crumble to the puppy eyes immediately, but with MK asking with that tone combined with the eyes? Yeah, it was hard to resist. “Fine. Just this once, though.”
“Yes!” Monkey King and MK cheer. Monkey King laughs, linking his arm with yours. “Alright, follow my feet, and you’ll get the hang of it in no time!”
You didn’t get the hang of it, which you expected. Your feet also were not forgiving after joining them in their little impromptu dance lesson for you. Monkey King also never stopped teasing you, either, calling you “jelly feet” for a solid two days afterward.
Even so, it was… surprisingly fun, and felt nice to get some excess energy you had out of you.
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Another thing you learned is he loves pulling pranks. It was no surprise to you, honesty; but what did seem surprising was that his pranks mellowed out in the last few thousand years. They’re so much more harmless than what you’ve heard in your lessons. It’s not like you were complaining, you’re glad you didn't have to deal with his extreme pranks back in the day.
Most of the time, he’d just take your things and put them in places you couldn’t reach without help. Other times he’d tell awful jokes, and more often than anything, he’d poke and prod at you to see what kind of reaction he’d get.
You quickly learned he did this to just have fun, and never meant anything malicious with it.
He meanwhile learned very quickly to stop messing with your things after you hid his favorite headpiece. It took him a solid two hours to find it.
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“Hey firecracker, what are the strongest days of the week?”
“Great Sage, I’m trying to—”
“Saturday and Sunday! All the others are weekdays.”
“Awful.”
“Hey, that was a great one!”
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“What did the ocean say to the beach?”
“Fine, I’ll humor you this time. What did it say?”
“Nothing, it just waved!”
“I don’t know why I bothered.”
“Hahahaha!”
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“Hey, firecracker—”
“Great Sage, we need to focus on MK’s training regimen today.”
“Just one joke! That’s it, Monkey King’s honor!”
“Ugh… fine. Just one.”
“Hehe. How do you write ‘I am so handsome’ in traditional Chinese characters?”
“Uh… what? Shouldn’t you know traditional Chinese characters, considering your age?”
“C’mooon, it’s part of the joke! Just ask why!”
“Fine, fine. Why?”
”Because I am not simply handsome! Hahaha!”
“I dunno, you’re pretty simple.”
“Hey!”
He’s yet to stop the bad jokes, though.
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The next thing you learn is he was a very touchy individual. Wrapping an arm around your shoulders, pressing his cheek against yours, grabbing you with his tail… Personal space didn’t exist to him. Which, considering his family were monkeys—a very social and touchy family—and he hasn’t been around people in half a millennium, you were understanding of it.
Somewhat, at least.
You had a limit, and he more often than not met it on the daily and had to learn the hard way a few times to stop touching you without prompt or permission. More recently he’s begun to pause before touching—his quiet way of asking permission, and should you shy away, he wouldn’t push it. Other times, he’d simply verbally ask if it was okay. Even if you accepted, he wouldn’t linger for too long. You’re thankful he’s respecting your space, even if he had to learn it the hard way.
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“Man, firecracker, when did you last get your hair looked at?”
“Excuse me?”
“You got some shit stuck in it!”
“Probably because of all the walking through forests and brush you make me do with you and MK.”
“Hey now, it’s a perfect way to build up some cardio!”
“My cardio is just fine, thanks.”
“Sure, suuuuure.”
…
“Soooo… is, ah… touching okay?”
Sigh.
“Sure, just not for too long.”
“No problem! Just gonna do… a quick grooming…”
“What?? Woah—what are you doing with my hair?”
“Grooming! It’s a monkey thing, a human like you wouldn’t get it.”
“I know what grooming is, you ass of a monkey. I was more expecting you to want some kind of weird side hug or something.”
“Nah, nah, nah, just hold still. This’ll feel great!”
“Fine, fine.”
…
…
It did feel kind of nice, but you’ll never admit it out loud to him.
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You learned he can be harsh when necessary. The premonition you had of MK growing too comfortable with his invincibility was one of those times.
Apparently there was a storm demon that was attempting to siphon power from the weather station, and MK got a little too cocky from the last time he had defeated the Bull Family. With his newfound invincibility added on top of that, it only added to the cockiness. You were fortunate enough to be away from there, helping plan out next week’s training with Monkey King, but unfortunate to have to witness him actually get angry at MK.
You recall the stern look on Monkey King’s face and the tone he held reminded you of some sergeant talking to new recruits, with less yelling but the same amount of harshness.
“Is invincibility going to stop demons from hurting your family? Or your friends? Are they just gonna decide to lie down and let you beat them up when finding out you can’t get hurt? No. They’ll find other ways to hurt you,” he had said, “They couldn’t give a single fuck about that invincibility, kid. You’re my pupil, but you aren’t me! You can’t let this power get to your head and start acting like you’re tough shit, because the minute you do is the minute you lose everything. What did we just talk about two weeks ago, MK?!”
You already knew he spoke from experience from that final statement. Though it seemed he was a little too harsh, as MK was clearly distressed by upsetting his idol, causing you to step in.
“Great Sage—” you put a hand on Monkey King’s shoulder, causing him to tense and snap his head at you. You cleared your throat, “I think he gets it.”
Monkey King took one look at MK again to realize he had gone too far in his reprimanding. He scratched his head with both hands, groaned and looked away. “Look—kid—I’m—”
“It’s—It’s fine. It’s fine. I shouldn’t have gotten too cocky, ya know? Haha—it’s okay, I messed up,” MK took a breath, tugged and pulled at his jacket and wiped at his eyes though the tears kept falling, all while he spoke softly, but you two could still hear him, “I failed you. I need to get better. I need to do better. I should’ve listened—I—” his breath hitched. He wiped his eyes. More tears spilled and drip-drip-dripped from his chin. “It’s my fault.”
You remember your heart clenching at his words, remembering how many times you’ve thought that yourself when you were his age. You stepped forward, saying, “MK—”
Except Monkey King had stopped you, grabbing at your arm. He didn’t meet your eyes, more focused on MK. “Don’t,” he said, his tone low and firm, yet also somber. He looked at you then. “This is my mistake I gotta fix. Let me take care of him, okay?”
He let go of your arm when you nodded, and he took a step towards MK. He paused to look back at you. “Go on back home, we can continue the regiment talk another day. Oh, and don’t worry about that storm demon, that’ll get handled.”
You wrung your hands together. Glanced between him and MK. Asked, “Are you sure?”
“Yeah, firecracker. Monkey King’s honor.”
You didn’t argue with him, believing and hoping he knew what he was doing. Your protectiveness of MK made you worried that Monkey King would just make it worse, but then you saw the serious look in his eyes. Your thoughts flash backed to his handling of your own altercation with him when you first met, as if reminding you that he was a lot more mature than he showed. So all you could do was give him your trust and leave it at that, and so you did. You left, letting Monkey King guide MK out of the increasingly crowded streets.
Later, you learned on the news that the storm demon was taken care of by Mei and the gang, having seen her dragon form on television as the newscasters recorded it. At first, you thought it was some other dragon not fully in control of their form yet—scales were practically falling off of it by the second—but then you caught sight of Sandy protecting someone, probably Tang, from a lightning strike and knew it had to be her.
Even later after that, while you were walking home after getting groceries, you caught sight of MK sitting on a pier with Monkey King in disguise. Though your true sight’s range was mediocre at best, you could tell just from the features alone that Monkey King was simply making himself look more human to avoid grabbing attention. You weren’t close enough to hear their conversation, but judging from the looks on their faces that MK was already going back to his old self—always smiling and laughing.
While it seemed MK didn’t notice you, Monkey King sure did, shooting a smile and a wink your way before going right back to conversing with MK.
You left them be, feeling a weight of worry removed knowing that the situation was handled.
○ ○ ○
Once everything was said and done with the weather station incident, and things went back to a relatively normal schedule, you continued to learn more and more about Monkey King.
Such as—
“Come oooooon, just one round!”
—the great pleasure he took in play wrestling.
It was just you and him for a couple of days while MK was supporting Mei in her preparation for the Great Wall Race, and you were talking with him about a new vision you had the other day. One where Mr. Pigsy and Tang were taken hostage by a spider demon, and were planning how to prepare MK for it—what with his arachnophobia. In the middle of the discussion, Monkey King just asked if you wanted to wrestle. No magic, no nothing, and he’d hold back a lot on his strength so he doesn’t end up breaking you by accident.
“No.” You pinch the bridge of your brow. “Great Sage—ugh—we need to set up a plan for this, so MK is prepared to face his arachnophobia. We might as well utilize this time he’s busy helping prep Mei for the race to get ready to prep him to face his fears.”
He claps his hands and holds them out, palms facing you. He shrugs with a big grin, eyebrows raising. “Aaaand we can do just that after a round! I promise I won’t use my powers, and I’ll dumb down my strength so you don’t get seriously hurt!”
“Time can’t afford to be wasted when we need to make sure MK’s ready for—”
“And he will be ready!” He jumps forward, landing on the stone lantern just a few feet away from you. “Take it easy, firecracker. Rushing to get him ready for anything and everything won’t help! Remember, time may not wait for him to be ready, but that doesn’t mean we should just push him to his limits now. Breaks between bursts of training are important, or he’ll just burn himself out.”
He leans forward, reaching out to poke your knee and says, “The same goes for you, you know. You’re working yourself harder than an ox climbing up a mountain.”
You close your eyes and sigh, rubbing your face. “Look—you’re right, and—I’m sorry. There’s just a lot going on, and MK’s so young—”
Monkey King steps off the lantern, moving closer to you and crouching in front of you. You close your eyes and breathe. “And… I’m still projecting my worries,” you finally admit, shaking your head. “I can’t help but fret over him and what he’ll face in the future.”
“It’s fine to worry, but you’re kiiiiinda lettin’ that get to you,” he laughs. “I’ll come clean, I’m offering this because you look like you could get some of that frustration out of you, rather than letting it sit in you.”
You raise a skeptical brow at him. “And you’re not doing it because you want a new wrestling partner?”
“Psssh, whaaaat? No!” He coughs, looking away to scratch at his nose. “I’d never have such ulterior motives! Put a bit more faith in me, firecracker.”
“Mhm,” you deadpan. You knew he was getting bored not having MK around while the kid helps Mei prepare for the race. Most of the breaks spent between them were play-fights and wrestling, or dancing.
Sometimes, you ponder inwardly, he treats MK more like a little brother than a student… odd.
Being an only child, you didn’t fully understand the fun of doing such things, but you’re sure he’s only asking because of the fact MK isn’t around. Or maybe he wants a new partner aside from MK or one of his monkey siblings.
Even if Monkey King had ulterior motives behind it, you also get the feeling of genuineness from it. He really was trying to help you let loose and stop being so tightly wound. You truly felt like a spring in a machine, stressed and about to pop out of its socket.
That actually makes a lot more sense as to why the monkeys were hanging around me more… probably sensing how stressed I’ve been feeling.
Maybe one wrestling match couldn’t hurt…
You groan, rolling your eyes and setting your notes aside. Sun Guo—who has become quite attached to you—is peeled off your shirt. You stand, planting your hands on your hips. “Fine. One round, and that’s it.”
“Yes!” He jumps up, punching his fist in the air in victory. With a laugh, he jumps back a few paces and gestures for you to follow. You step into the training grounds with him, doing small stretches as to not strain yourself during this.
“First one to get pinned by the other loses,” Monkey King says with a grin. He pulls off the various pieces of armor that were on him until he was down to his trousers and tunic. “Come at me!”
Beneath the warm glow of the sun, you began this play wrestling back with him. Given the fact that you were not very versed in fighting, let alone wrestling, Monkey King got the upper hand quite a bit. He, however, didn’t want the session to end so early, never fully pinned you and let you get more chances.
“C’mon, you can totally do better than that, firecracker!” He taunts.
You circle each other, Monkey King grinning brightly, while you couldn’t stop yourself from sporting a small smile of your own. You rush him, aiming to grapple the overly cocky monkey and make him eat his own words. As expected, though, he decides to utilize that moment to show off his agile moves via ducking and weaving around you, completely avoiding your attempts.
His eyes twinkle with mischievous intent, causing you to pause—which was your first mistake.
“What is that look for— aaah!!” You scream suddenly when he lunges at you, his fingers wriggling and dancing over your sides. His tail grabs your ankles, causing you to trip over yourself and land back on the ground.
His tail joins the assault, tickling at your sides and underarms while you squirm and howl with uncontrollable laughter. You desperately attempt to escape, frantically flailing and slapping at his hands, but his tickle assault wasn’t exactly making that easy.
With a triumphant grin, Monkey King grabs at your wrists and pins you under him. He sticks his tongue out at you. “Looks like I win!”
“After you—fucking cheated!” You say between pants and tiny fits of giggles. “You smarmy piece of—”
“Hah! All’s fair in love and monkey shenanigans!” He laughs. He gets off you, crossing his arms and letting you push yourself up into a proper sitting position. “What can I say? I’m a master of the ancient art of monkey-style wrestling!” He even goes as far as posing dramatically.
“I’d say more the ancient art of monkey-style trickery,” you snort, rubbing the sweat from your neck. You both share a laugh, taking a moment to catch your collective breaths.
Monkey King hops to his feet, holding a hand out to help you stand. You take his offer, letting him pull you to your feet. You dust yourself off, making the quiet promise to never let him convince you to wrestle with him again. Asshole fights dirty.
“Woah…” He reaches out, his fingers brushing along your arm. “What’s that from?”
Huh?
You look down, your shoulders suddenly tensing. Ah… your sleeves must’ve gotten mussed up in the wrestling match, causing them to show off your arms. You clear your throat, quickly pulling them down to hide the scars.
“It’s nothing.” You lower your gaze to his feet, your teeth worrying your lip. “Just—some old run ins with, ah… less than savory demons.”
Monkey King tilts his head, his eyes roaming your face, your body, taking in how your hands fidget in front of you. You can’t see his face, much too busy avoiding his gaze. Therefore, you can’t see how his eyes burn with a controlled anger.
You hear him inhale, then exhale. You close your eyes.
Don’t say anything else about it. Please, don’t.
We were having fun a second ago, just drop it.
“I see,” he says. “Typical assholes, am I right?” He elbows your side, proudly proclaiming, “Well, I can certainly say my scars are way cooler! Haha! Here, check this one out!” He opens up his tunic to reveal a gnarly scar running from his side across his stomach. “That was when Sha Wujing and I first met! He was one hell of a fighter, and now I got this souvenir!”
Even as he grins, you can detect the smallest hint of regret in his tone, a pinch of longing. He must really miss Sha Wujing.
Even so, he’s purposefully turning it away from me…
“Great Sage—” you stop yourself from telling him that it’s fine. You look at him now, rubbing your thumb along your arm. “…I’m… sure it was one hell of a fight, huh?”
“Heh, yeah, it was.” His smile strengthens. It somehow felt both forced, yet genuine. “So! What’s the plan for MK’s little arachnophobia therapy?”
“Oh, uh, right…” You walk back towards your notebook. You look at him again, saying, “Thanks, by the way. I do feel a bit better after that.”
The smile feels less forced after you say that. He bumps his shoulder against yours. “Anytime, firecracker. Ever wanna have another wrestling match, you know where to find me!”
“Not after you cheated. Have fun with only wrestling MK.”
“Whaaaaaat? No, c’mon!”
○ ○ ○
You didn’t think you’d learn even more about Monkey King so quickly and early, especially not when it comes to this.
You had just arrived at the temple after a very long bus ride and trekking up the trail. Several of his younger monkey siblings (as he loved to call them) joined you via clinging to your back or perching on your shoulders.
Upon walking towards the temple, you hear his voice inside saying, “The training’s going great so far. He’s kinda busy right now, helping his friend with that Great Wall Race that’s happening. You know about that, right?”
Then another voice unfamiliar to you speaks up. Feminine, gentle, motherly. “I know of the Great Wall Race, silly pebble. Fengshe raced in it one time.”
“No way! Did he win?”
“He got second place, but he had fun.”
Curiosity getting the better of you, and not wanting to spend the entire time eavesdropping, you step towards the doorway and knock on the frame. “Great Sage?”
“Oh shit!” Monkey King jumps to his feet, rushing in front of you. “Heeeeeey! I totally didn’t forget you were coming today and definitely didn’t forget to cancel or anything—”
“You totally did,” you deadpan.
Movement out of the corner of your eye makes you look over. There stands another monkey. Chestnut colored fur shimmering in the sunlight that peeks through the window, Her fur much longer than Monkey King’s, styled in braids with a jeweled flower pin resting above her ear. The marking on her face could best be described as butterfly wings, an elegant forest green and making her amber eyes truly pop out.
“Uh…” you look at her, then Monkey King. “I’m not… interrupting anything, am I?”
“Of course not, little one.” The monkey in question stands, donned in silk robes that screamed elegance and royalty. She steps over to you both, looking you over with a curious eye. She says, “Lovely to meet you. Who might you be?”
“Aaaahaha, funny story about that…” Monkey King coughs and tugs at the collar of his tunic. “Remember when I said I had an assistant who’s—ah—helping me with training the kid? Well, uh…”
“This is them?” She finishes with a coy smile, her index finger resting by the corner of her mouth. “Why so embarrassed, my pebble? Do you think I’ll humiliate you in front of them?”
“Whaaaat? Of course not!” He sputters, waving a dismissive hand and crossing his arms. You notice his tail twitching and swaying with increased speeds, quickly wrapping around his ankle. “I just—well—wasn’t expecting… haha… you to meet so soon…”
He is acting… weird.
You’ve never seen him act like this in the short time you’ve known him. “Uh, I don’t mean any disrespect… ma’am?” You ask, looking at the stranger. She nods, so you continue, “I don’t mean disrespect, ma’am, but, uh… who are you?”
“Ah, so my son hasn’t told you about me, I see,” she raises a brow at Monkey King, who stiffens up and helplessly shrugs. Her sharp stare reminds you of thorns on a bush, but they turn to petals when she looks at you now. “I am Sun Lihua. I’m Wukong’s mother.”
…
…
…
His mother?
That is… surely the most shocking thing you’ve learned about him so far.
I didn’t know he even had a mother.
You bow before her, introducing yourself and saying, “It’s an honor to meet you, Miss Lihua.”
“Come now, little fish,” she reaches out, coaxing you to stand straight and meet her gaze. Her touch is gentle and warm. It… reminded you of your own mother. “You may simply call me Lihua, no need for formalities.”
“Heh, that’s gonna be a hard one to beat outta them, Mama,” Monkey King snorts. “They still call me Great Sage despite being so mean to me.”
“You practically ask for it,” you say to him now, your tone flattening with displeasure towards him.
Miss Lihua laughs. “I’m glad you’re here to help keep my pebble on his toes and help him train the cub.” She brushes some stray hair from your face, her smile gentle and welcoming. “Your insight and visions will no doubt provide a support that no one else can. For that, you have my thanks.”
Wait a second…
“How did… you know…” You look at Monkey King now, your stare becoming as sharp as knives. “You told her?!”
“She’s my mother!” He argues, making a gesture to Miss Lihua. “She’s trustworthy—ah, ow, ow—Mama!”
Whatever argument he was going to say is killed by Miss Lihua grabbing his ear and giving it a good pinch. Even her soft expression had shriveled into a bush of thorns. “Even if you trust me with secrets, that does not mean you can simply give someone else’s secrets to me, my son.” She lets his ear go, turning to you now. “Forgive me, child, I thought Wukong had asked permission to tell me ahead of time.”
“He didn’t,” you say, unable to stop yourself from sounding harsh. You make a face at Monkey King, who’s nursing his reddening ear. “I didn’t even know you existed until now.”
“I assure you, dear child,” she says, her fingers grazing your chin and guiding you to look at her again. “Your secret is safe with me, and I will ensure you aren’t discovered and hunted.” Her smile is gentle and reassuring—even a little sad—as she continues to say, “I know too well what it’s like to be uprooted from my home because of other's selfishness, I would never wish for it to happen to anyone else.”
Your eyes scan over her face, subconsciously searching for any kind of sign of a lie or trick. When you don’t find it, you slowly nod. “I’m sorry—it won’t exactly be easy to trust you, but… Your reassurance is appreciated, ma’am… I hope you understand.”
“Of course, dear,” she tucks a hair behind your ear and gives you space. “Wukong and I were simply playing catch up, but if you and him have business to attend to, I can leave you two to it.”
“No, it’s okay, I don’t want to intrude on your time with him,” you shake your head. “I can go—”
“Why not both of you just stay?” Monkey King groans. “You’re both way too polite for my sanity.”
“Being considerate isn’t being too polite, silly boy,” Miss Lihua pinches at his nose, chuckling when he wiggles it in response.
He acts so different around her… truly like a child around his mother. You wonder what their story is, but you’re not exactly keen on prying right now. There’s too much work to do, and you’re sure they wouldn’t trust you with so much information on themselves, either. For now, you’ll push your curiosity away and focus on what you came here for.
“Well, we were just going to plan out what MK’s training will be for the next few days.”
○ ○ ○
Miss Lihua turned out to be a very kind and patient woman to spend time with. If anything, she reminded you a lot of Uncle Zan, always gentle and caring unless the harsher side is deserved. She also provided a lot of insight on MK’s training regimen, especially siding with you on telling Monkey King that MK isn’t ready for certain techniques just yet.
Though she didn’t stay long, her calming presence was welcome compared to Monkey King’s energy. She kissed Monkey King on the forehead and gave you a smile that made your chest swell, and left the temple. Wherever she was going, she certainly looked like she was on a mission.
The rest of the time spent was discussing whether to move onto basic combos or ensure he knows his offensive and defensive techniques. Well, it was supposed to be that, halfway through Monkey King got bored and started showing off his favorite soap opera to you.
Another thing to learn, the fabled Great Sage loves watching soap operas.
○ ○ ○
Above all, the last, and most annoying thing you learned, was—
“Boo!”
“Gah!”
You whip around, knife in hand, aiming to stab the intruder behind you. Your wrist is quickly caught, and you make eye contact with a shocked Monkey King.
The most annoying thing you learned was his lack of using the fucking front door.
Monkey King lets out a sharp whistle, laughing, “Jeez, firecracker! You got some reflexes!” He lets you go and scoots over to your side, looking around the kitchen.
You point the knife in his direction in a vague threat. “I’ve told you before not to sneak up on me. How did you even get in?”
He huffs a laugh through his nose, pushing the knife away with his index finger with his head tilted. “You left the window open.” To emphasize, he points his tail towards the window in the kitchen—the one you left open because it was a nice day outside. “Was just a simple little ladybug, fluttering in.”
With a roll of your eyes, you place the knife down, saying, “You’re lucky Uncle’s having a session with Sandy on his boat right now, otherwise he would’ve warded you.”
“Hah! He can certainly try.”
You take a second to look him over, noting his attire wasn’t his usual Monkey King garb. This one seemed to be a red tunic with yellow-gold trimming along the collar and sleeves, and beautiful green embroidery flaring out from the shoulders down the sleeves. His black bottom pants were tightly wrapped and tied with a red cloth belt at the calves, and a green sash tied around his waist.
It seemed so casual compared to the fancy, armored garb he usually wore.
“You done takin’ it all in? Heh, choose a casual outfit one time, and suddenly you’re all eyes.”
Your nose scrunches up at his sly grin, and you turn away from him, facing the ingredients laid out before you and beginning to mince the scallions. “I was going to say it looked nice on you, but since you decided to make an ass of yourself twice, I’m going to rescind the statement.”
“What? Aw—c’mon! It was just a joke, firecracker.” Monkey King tried tilting his body to look you in the eye, but you refused to acknowledge him, instead focusing on your ingredients.
“Maybe if you started using the front door like a civilized Great Sage, Equal to Heaven, I’d be willing to consider changing my mind.” You wave your free hand at him. “Did your mother teach you to enter someone’s house through their window and sneak up on them?”
Monkey King sputters, nearly stumbling over his own feet. “Bringing my mama in on this? Low blow, firecracker! I learned all that on my own, thank you!” He puffs his chest out proudly. “Sheeee tried to get me to stop. It didn’t work.”
You snort, shaking your head. “That’s obvious, Great Sage.”
“So… if I knock properly, I’ll get my compliment…” He mumbles to himself, certainly looking like he was seriously considering doing just that. His eyes shine with mischief and joy, before he pushes himself off the counter. He walks to the front door while you watched, dumbfounded and jaw dropping.
“Great Sage—”
He’s already stepped outside, shutting the door behind him.
He seriously isn’t…
Knock—knock.
He is. By the gods, he is.
You walk to the front door and open it, staring at him. He had a glamour disguise on, but still bore that proud, stupid grin. “Weeeeell?”
“Seriously?”
“Have I ever done anything not serious?”
“Oh I can think of plenty. Do you want a list or an essay?” You cross your arms, raising your chin at him.
His smile doesn’t falter one bit, eyes still shining with that joyous mischief. “An essay with a hundred words or less!”
“I’ve written college essays longer than that. I’ll do six hundred words and have it done by next week, then.” Even if you tried, you couldn’t fight the smile on your face and the small chuckle. “Okay, okay, fine. I give you props for committing.” You gesture for him to come back inside, saying, “Didn’t know you’d go to such lengths for a compliment.”
“I just wanted to see the look on your face. Hah! It was hilarious, you looked so shocked that I actually went through with it!” He laughs, leaning back against the counter.
You roll your eyes and get back to mincing. “Mhm. Well, I’m a human of my word, so… the outfit looks good on you, Great Sage. The craftsmanship is beautiful.”
You hear his tail go thump, thump, thump against the cabinets before he catches himself. Another thing to learn, his tail certainly shows his true emotions. Initially, when first meeting Miss Lihua, you figured his active tail was just from nerves. Looks like even when he’s excited, his tail will show it off.
Monkey King clears his throat and says with a laugh, “Yes—well! Heh, thanks. Haven’t worn it in a while and was kinda getting tired of the same old fancy stuff.” He leans over, eyeing up the ingredients. “Sooooo… watcha doin’?”
“Making lion’s head meatballs.” You finish mincing the scallions and place them into a mixing bowl on the side, saying, “Mei won the Great Wall Race yesterday. MK wanted to celebrate, and he wants me there. So Uncle and I are gonna be getting together at Pigsy’s Noodles and making a big banquet for her as congratulations tomorrow night.”
“You don’t seem all too happy about being invited,” Monkey King notes with a chuckle.
Your face scrunches up, a quiet, annoyed groan leaving you. “Social gatherings are not my strong suit, especially when it comes to parties,” you quietly admit. You start mincing the ginger, saying, “But it’s mostly for MK since he asked.”
“And not for Mei, the big winner of the Great Wall Race?” He crosses his arms, tail swiping an apple from the fruit basket. “So cold, firecracker.”
“Mei’s a good kid, but—” you pause, hum, then settle with, “—but I can’t really see her as a friend at the moment. I don’t know her well, and she’s… a little too energetic for someone like me.”
“Oh?” He takes a bite from the apple, asking, “And MK isn’t too energetic for ya?”
You shrug, setting the minced ginger aside and—once the blade was cleaned—begin to use the hand-chopping method Uncle Zan showed you to grind the meat. “It’s like we discussed a couple of weeks back, remember? He just has this way of knowing how people are feeling without being a complete empath. He can calm it down for people like me—who like a quiet setting. Besides, MK’s only energetic because of Mei.”
Monkey King watches you set the knife aside and grab the mixing bowl, beginning to put in all the ingredients. You say, “I’m willing to deal with a somewhat draining social experience if it means helping MK support his friend. Even if I’m not the closest with Mei, she put a lot of hard work and training into this race, and I am proud of her for winning. So the least I can do is give her a congratulation.”
“Heh, you’re such a softie.” He lightly elbows you, taking another bite from the apple.
You scoff and roll your eyes. After a moment’s hesitation, you elbow him back and say, “Says the monkey who falls for MK’s puppy eyes.”
The retort had him sputtering and coughing on the apple, punching at his chest. He gives you a look of pure incredulousness and even a hint of playful betrayal. “H—Hey! I don’t fall for his puppy eyes—you do!”
You look at him with a small smirk and a raised brow. “Mhm? Last I remember, you caved pretty hard when MK was on his knees and staring at you with those big old eyes, asking to learn a more advanced technique he clearly wasn’t ready for.”
“Uh—yeah—well—that’s because…”
“Oh, what’s wrong, Great Sage? Are you actually at a loss for words? That’s a first.”
“The lesson was—to show him that he’s—uh—clearly not ready for that technique! Yeah, that’s it.” He nods with a proud smile. “Besides, weren’t you the one who said a few months back that he learns through visuals and by doing, rather than being told?”
“A good retort, if it weren’t for the fact that I was there and saw the look on your face.” You start whipping all the ingredients, saying, “You looked oh so pained because you probably imagined the sad look on his face, didn’t you?”
“Ugh— okay, okay, fine! You wiiiiin. Heavens, you’re so stubborn.” Finishing off the apple, he tosses the core into the trash bin and watches you. “Soooo…”
“Are you gonna do that every time you want to start a conversation with me?” A sigh escapes you, turning to look at him. “You don’t do it to MK, so why me?”
“I don’t know if you want a conversation or not!” Monkey King shrugs sheepishly, scratching at his head. “Sometimes you’re fine to chat and other times you’re ready to rip my head off if I breathe in your general direction,” he laughs at the look on your face. “You always have this blank look on your face and hardly ever emote. Soooo, I just figured I’d start like that.”
“You can always just ask me, you know; like how you ask if I’m fine with being touched.” You turn away again to focus on whipping the ingredients. “I know I don’t emote very much, but I try to make it clear whether I’m up for a conversation or not.”
“Hah, coulda fooled me, mx quiet and working on notes all the time.”
You roll your eyes at his grin and nod to a can of water chestnuts. “How about, instead of making excuses, you be useful and grab that for me, will you?” As he does, you wash your hands and get the can open, taking a few water chestnuts out and beginning to mash them with the flat side of your knife.
You say, “Okay, look, I didn’t—” you pause, then sigh “—being a clairvoyant with uncontrollable visions, I didn’t exactly grow up with a lot of friends. Most kids would just deem me the weird one and avoid me. And the friends I did have were…” Another pause, but longer this time. Your eyes lower to the knife in your hand—
at her throat
a river of red running down her neck
demands made or others get hurt
yet they get hurt anyway just to be an example
with you left to take the blame
—unpleasant memories resurfacing. You close your eyes and breathe. In, then out. You say, “They were… used as bargaining chips. Those that—survived such things drifted apart.” You feel Monkey King’s eyes on you, but with you refusing to look at him, you don’t see the sadness in his eyes.
You keep talking, “It was for the best. It wasn’t safe for them, and they shouldn’t throw their life away just to be loyal to me… Suffice to say, I got used to doing a lot of things on my own.”
At first, he doesn’t say anything, most likely taking it all in. “Sounds lonely,” he finally hums, eyeing up the butcher block and taking out a knife to inspect it.
“It was, at first, I can’t lie about that,” you admit quietly. Then you shrug and say, “But I kinda just got used to it, over time. I had little access to the internet while I lived in America, so I had little online friends—and those I did, we kinda just naturally drifted apart due to my… ‘active lifestyle’.”
“Heh, I get that.” He scoots beside you, eyeing up the chestnuts and reaching over to grab one before you slap his hand. “Ah—hey, c’mon! I can’t help?”
Turning to him, you now notice the knife he held—and made a very obvious gesture towards. You huff, saying, “Maybe make that known first? I thought you were just gonna take one to eat.”
He sticks his tongue out in disgust, “Eugh, no way. Not raw like this, at least.” He snatches one and starts smashing and mincing it, just like how you were doing. You note the way he holds the knife isn’t just casual or beginner, but a lot like those professional cooking videos you’ve seen.
Interesting, he probably knows how to cook, or is excellent at copying my movements.
He says, “But, hey. Life may have been lonely before, but you got people now.” He lightly elbows your arm. “Your uncle, MK, Mr. Pigsy… they’re good people.”
“I know I have people, it’s… a lot to process and accept after all these years, but I’m learning.” You exhale quietly through your nostrils. “It’ll be a little while before I’m… convinced that the people close to me will be safe.”
“They will be. That I can promise you.” Monkey King lightly elbows you again, his voice as soft as the smile he held. “Whether you protect them or MK does, or even if they protect themselves—they’ll be safe.”
You don’t answer at first, focusing more on mincing as your mind wanders momentarily.
Logically, you trusted everyone in your social group to be capable of protecting themselves. Yet the other side, the more emotional side riddled with trauma of watching people you cared for have various weapons pointed at them or killed in front of you makes you hesitate. You don’t care if people call you paranoid—because you are, but not as much as Uncle Zan—because it was that paranoia that’s kept you alive and safe, and other people alive and safe.
Monkey King was right, it has been lonely these last few years. Just because you got used to it, doesn’t mean you liked it. This life wasn’t something you wanted or asked for. But it was something…
…
You glance at him, feeling his eyes on you. He asks, “Soooomethin’ on your mind, firecracker?”
The tone he held and the look in his eyes was like a door cracked open. You were allowed to walk through if you wanted to, but of course you hesitated. Talking to people about yourself deeper than surface level meant getting close. Getting close to people meant they would be used as bargaining chips.
This wasn’t the first and won’t be the last time someone has done this for you. Plenty of others in America tried to stubbornly stay by your side, but ultimately failed. Yet… the look in his eyes was secure, grounding. Almost like he was reassuring you like how Uncle Zan did, like how your tarot cards did.
This time will be different. It’ll be okay.
He’s not perfect, but he’s working on it.
Don’t keep it all to yourself.
…
It couldn’t hurt to try, right?
“Mm…” you turn away, keeping your eyes cast down to your task. “It’s—complicated. Your words don’t fall on deaf ears, believe me. I understand I have people, I understand they can care for themselves, but…”
“But?”
You purse your lips, close your eyes and sigh, “There’s a difference between understanding and actually taking it in, you know? I’ve spent a large majority of my young adult and adult life just—learning to keep people at arm’s length.”
You and him finished mincing the water chestnuts long ago. Now you’re staring at the cutting board while he stares at you. It felt a mixture of uncomfortable, yet also comforting. “It’s difficult to accept that it’s going to be different this time, when all I have in my memories are those promises being proven wrong.”
You turn to face him now. He’s still staring at you, through you, reading every last inch of your language. You unconsciously shifted on your feet, averting your gaze for a moment before locking eyes with him again. Is this how other people felt when you read them? Jeez.
You hold up a finger as you notice Monkey King about to say something, “Just because I have these experiences from the past, doesn’t mean I’m going to let them completely control me.” You cross your arms, leaning against the counter. “It’s going to be a slippery slope for all of us, but… I’m already seeing the differences. The precautions being made, the wards being put up, MK taking certain ‘less exciting’ training more seriously. Also knowing that the Bull Family doesn’t know where me or Uncle are. It—helps quiet my paranoia.”
Monkey King nods slowly. He reaches out, fingers grazing your elbow, coaxing you to look at him again. He says, “Actions speak louder than words, firecracker. And I’m a monkey of action. I’ll tell you and show you that things this time around will be different.” His fist lightly connects with your shoulder, offering a lopsided grin. “You’ve already been through enough, you deserve to have a good time, ya know?”
You huff, not a laugh but not completely a scoff. After a brief hesitation, you punch at his arm. “You sound like Uncle and my tarot cards.”
“Then it shouldn’t be a problem to believe me!” He lets out a hearty laugh. “Seriously, though. I’m a monkey of my word. I’ll do what I can to help out. I’m not just here for MK, ya know?”
You let out a soft hum. “I know. Like I said, it’s gonna take some time to really take it all in, but… the words are appreciated, nonetheless.” You pause, a question forming in your mind as you look over his features. You ask, “What about you?”
Monkey King tilts his head, brows furrowing. “What about me?”
You turn away to add the water chestnuts into the mixture. “Mr. Great Sage and all… I’m assuming the recent years have been pretty lonely, yeah? You have people now, too. Not just your mother.”
He doesn’t answer immediately, as if contemplating your words. Then he lets out a loud snort. “Pffft! Lonely, me? Never!” He laughs and returns to his mincing. “I got my mama and little monkey siblings and that’s enough for me. No offense to you or the kid, mind.”
You already could tell from the way he quickly said it that it was a lie. Otherwise, he wouldn’t pester you as much as he did these past months. But you choose not to press further than that, giving a simple, “Hmm, alright.”
No words are exchanged for a little while afterward, Monkey King uncharacteristically quiet. Sometimes a passing comment would be made, or asking for his assistance—since he pretty much just strong-armed his way into helping you cook the meatballs. Otherwise, nothing too deep was discussed.
As the meatballs were cooked in a pot of heated oil, you kept stealing glances at Monkey King, finding your mind wandering.
There was much you knew about him already, and more you learned and most likely will continue to learn. One thing you can tell straight away from that talk alone was that he was certainly a lot lonelier than he makes himself out to be. If his eagerness to be part of an activity isn’t obvious enough, then the way he tries to persuade you or MK to do something with him sure was.
Someone as charismatic as him… he didn’t get that from being alone. He got it from being with others, and not just his monkey family.
Thousands of years of being with family and friends and teachers alike… Suddenly having all of them gone—either through being killed, dying naturally, or otherwise—can leave one to have a heavy desire to fill that empty space again.
You could tell he was close already with the monkeys hanging around his temple, and you’re sure it’s doubly so for the ones back at Flower Fruit. But there’s a stark difference between the company of a family of animals and being around actual people. No offense to them, of course.
In your short interaction with Miss Lihua, you could equally see how much he cared about her and loved her company—even missed it, implying they hadn’t seen one another in a long time. Just her isn’t enough to scratch the itch someone like Monkey King has when it comes to social interactions.
The monkeys are sweet, and seem more intelligent than most primates. It’s difficult to describe the feeling given when talking to people—but you’re sure he’s felt it, especially after all the training sessions with MK and the times he’s spoken with you. It sure as hell was very obvious now just how badly he craved that human interaction again after he practically broke into your house just to spend time with you while MK was busy.
Does he really have just his mother left out of all of them? What happened to the other monkeys on Flower Fruit?
I only know the bare bones about his story, and even then, most of it is just his Journey… anything before that is a guessing game.
“Sooooo…”
There it was.
“Whatcha thinkin’ about?” He asks.
“Mm?” You blink, looking at him now as the last of the meatballs are finished.
“You had a pretty thoughtful look on your face, firecracker. Figured you’d want a minute to let those thoughts stew. Buuuut it’s also been quiet for too long, and I’m bored, so—” he shrugs “—what’s on your mind?”
You tilt your head, contemplating whether to actually say it outright. You decide against it, for now, though. You may have stepped through the cracked door Monkey King left for you, but he chose to stay on the other side when you offered the same. It seems he’s not quite ready yet to open up about himself, which you don’t blame him.
“Well…” You hum softly, looking down. A subject comes to mind, so you pick that, “Actually, I was wondering what other blessings there were.” You look at him now, saying, “Back with the Bull Family, they asked which blessing I had… I didn’t even know there were others aside from my visions.”
“Oh… oh!” Monkey King grins, clapping his hands together. “Well! You see—there are actually a lot of different blessings the heavens give you humans.” He pokes you on the nose, laughing when you slap his hand away.
His tail flicks in the air, curling thoughtfully as he taps at his chin. “Hmm… well, the clairvoyants are the obvious ones, others… oh! I forgot the official term the celestials call ‘em, but healers are heaven-blessed as well.” He scratches at his side. “Sure, healing magic can be taught and all that stuff, but it’s super difficult to learn. There are a lot of different ways an injury could be healed.”
“Like what?” You ask, beginning to place the cooled meatballs into a container.
“It’s hard to put into words…” He taps his chin again, making a face as he thinks. “There’s the standard healing someone’s injuries with your own magic, then there’s this thing they can do… such as pulling the injury away and into yourself.”
Your brows furrow in confusion. “So… say someone has a cut on their hand, and you’re the one healing it, you could just… make it so the cut’s on your hand instead?”
“Yup! It’s a tit-for-tat kinda deal. Transference is usually only recommended if you have no other choice. It takes the least amount of energy to do, but at the cost of you getting those injuries instead,” he explains with various hand gestures. “There’s quite literal lie detectors, good luck charms, those blessed with wisdom and clarity…” He says, counting on his fingers. “Trust me when I say there’s quite a bit, I don’t really remember them all.”
“I see…” You hum, cleaning up the kitchen. “Are… any of them as highly sought after as clairvoyants are?”
Monkey King looks at you, tilting his head. He doesn’t answer at first, his eyes roaming your posture. Then, after a silence longer than you’re comfortable with, he says, “It’ll be hard to believe, but yeah. A lot of heaven-blessed are desired by a lot of different types of demons. Clairvoyants, healers, and those who had unnatural good luck were the most sought after, though…”
He sighs, shaking his head. “Unfortunately, due to how little of you there are left, clairvoyants have been more desired than the rest… if this were back in the day, you’d be better off.”
“Think I’d be way better off if I was a good luck charm instead. Or a lie detector,” you mumble, unable to stop yourself from sounding bitter.
Whether Monkey King sensed it or not, he made no show. Instead, he snorted and lightly bumped his shoulder against yours. “I dunno, I’d say I’m preeeeetty lucky havin’ you as my assistant. Who knows? Maybe you are a good luck charm!”
You roll your eyes, lightly elbowing him out of your space. “Yeah, yeah… flattery doesn’t work on me, Great Sage.” Even so, you won’t deny your appreciation for him making the subject lighthearted. The bitterness you still feel will be hard to get rid of, but you’re glad for small moments like these to make it easier.
Before you can say anything else, the front door opens, and you hear Uncle Zan calling out, “Nibby, I’m home.”
“Welcome home, Uncle! In the kitchen right now, and we have a guest,” you holler back, turning to grab yourself a plum.
Uncle walks into the kitchen, smiling and giving your hair a light ruffle. “I know already—I had a brief vision of his sudden visit on my way off Sandy’s boat.” He turns to Monkey King and bows deeply. “It’s an honor to make your acquaintance, Great Sage. I deeply appreciate you helping MK and my nibbling.”
Monkey King clears his throat, letting out a sputter of a laugh. “Geez, I keep forgetting how polite you clairvoyants are, hah!” Once Uncle Zan stands straight, Monkey King says, “It’s no trouble—just the Great Sage being great and all. I’m sure there’s plenty that both firecracker and MK can learn from me.”
“Unfortunately it looks like humbleness isn’t one of them,” you mutter as you clean up the mess.
“What?! I am so humble!” He squawks, puffing his chest out with pride. “I’m the humblest monkey you’ll ever meet!”
Uncle laughs, “Either way, it is admirable that you are taking MK as your successor.”
“Eh? Admirable?” Monkey King scratches at his cheek. “Admirable as in I’m taking the time out of my very busy schedule to train him? Absolutely! Unless you meant something else by it, Uncle.”
“Admirable because you recognize your own time has come to an end, and it’s time for a new chapter to begin. Yours was a long one, was it not?” His smile stays welcoming and gentle. He didn’t point out Monkey King calling him ‘uncle’ so easily either, but you can tell from the certain shine in his eye he caught it immediately.
He says, “You’ve taken a large step forward admitting that this has become too tiresome for you. Not many are able to accept such a thing, believing it's their eternal burden to bear. And to take on help as well, equally admirable.”
Monkey King clears his throat, his tail whipping behind him before he grabs onto it to pick at some stray hairs. “Heh—well, ya know—it’s nothin’, really.”
You raise a brow, looking between him and Uncle Zan, who simply smiles. Is Monkey King really just that easily flustered by genuine compliments or praise? You didn’t expect him to be able to even get flustered. Yet, also looking at Uncle’s expression, you felt like there was more to it than just that. Rather than pry, you decide to keep quiet.
Uncle Zan pats your head, giving your hair a light ruffle once again. “I will be in my office for a little while—I have phone calls to make and appointments to arrange. Call if either of you need anything, okay?”
“Okay, Uncle.” Once you hear the door to his office shutting, you turn to face Money King. “I didn’t know it was possible for the almighty and powerful Monkey King to get flustered like that.”
“Pff—what—flustered? Me?? Hah! Never in your life!” He crosses his arms and turns away, but you can see the deeper shades of red dusting along his cheeks.
You press on, a small grin pulling at your lips, “Are you sure? Because it sure looked like you were getting flustered when Uncle was praising you—”
“Oh, wow, look at that! Something else that’s not this!” He grabs your shoulders and pushes you along to the living room and onto the couch. He grabs the remote with his tail and takes a seat beside you, browsing through several channels.
You scoot a foot away from him, crossing your arms. So he was gonna play that game, huh? Fine, you’ll drop it for now. You never knew someone like him would become so flustered like that, nor did you think it was possible for him to be more susceptible to teasing right after. It can be a fun note to keep in your back pocket, however.
You lean back on the sofa, listening to him ramble for a solid thirty minutes about that same soap opera from a few days ago, going into extensive detail of each character in the series and what their motives were. You were only half listening to it all, if you were being honest, letting out some small hums to let him continue on. Your mind couldn’t help but fall to wandering to everything that’s been going on. From MK’s training, to your own personal training, to the premonitions you’ve had, to learning more and more about Monkey King with each passing day.
Not to mention the fact that your life here has been so different from how it was in America. You were so used to just… being alone in all of this, with the only support system being your parents before they died. Small groups of friends never lasted long, both because of your premonition issues and the fact you moved too much to ever truly settle and permanently befriend anyone. It wasn’t like you wanted to, anyway, not after the thousandth time it happened.
Now, though… things are so different. Never once did you think or expect a life like this waiting for you after everything that’s happened.
It’s as if you’ve been trying to shove a puzzle piece that didn’t belong on a specific puzzle for years, desperately trying to force it into place, only to just now find out that it belonged to a whole different puzzle altogether. It may fit a little lopsidedly, but it still fits, and now all you have to do is find the rest of the pieces to put this puzzle called a life together for yourself.
As odd a feeling as it is, finally finding what was needed for yourself, it’s… nice. It fills you with a confidence you haven’t felt in what feels like a lifetime. Like the weight that’s rested so heavily on your shoulders is slowly but surely being lifted. It’s still there, still overbearing at times, but you’ve noticed how lighter it feels during certain moments.
It’s a nice feeling, one you—
“Ghhhk!”
THUMP!
The sound of something heavy colliding with the floor rips you from your thoughts. You look around, quickly taking notice that Monkey King wasn’t present in the room anymore. Did he step away while you were spacing out?
You hurry to your feet, rushing to where you heard the sound and ending up at Uncle Zan’s office.
Oh, no… don’t tell me that idiot harassed Uncle while he was busy with work.
The door was cracked, and you saw a body on the floor twitching. Pushing the door open further, your jaw drops at the sight of Monkey King laying on the ground with Uncle Zan standing over him, eyes blown wide and gripping a taser in his hand.
“Uncle—what—you—you just fucking tased the Great Sage!”
Uncle takes a breath, his trembling hand stilling and he clears his throat. “Yes—well—you see—” he places the taser back on his desk. “He snuck up on me and thought it’d be a fun prank to startle me.” He kneels by Monkey King, saying, “A good thing my reflexes are still on the up and up after so long, at least—ah, Great Sage? How are you feeling? Can you move?”
You kneel on Monkey King’s other side. You place your hand on his shoulder to make sure he doesn’t convulse too much, but thankfully it seems he’s already calming down from it. “You tried scaring my uncle—the most paranoid man in China—as a prank? Are you insane?!”
“Hey now, I wouldn’t say I’m the most paranoid,” Uncle argues, but it holds little ground.
“H—Hah—” Monkey King wheezes, his fingers twitching and flexing, “—what—did you use to power that baby?” He coughs, slowly moving and getting to his feet. “Wow! Wow, wow, wow! Hahaha, I haven’t felt— oof —something like that in a millennium!” He laughs, loud and hearty, leaning forward until he takes Uncle Zan’s offer to lean on him for support.
You keep a firm grip on Monkey King’s shoulder to make sure he doesn’t fall over. “I cannot believe a normal taser actually did something to you. I thought it was just gonna be a little tickle for you.”
“Haha, well,” Uncle Zan rubs his hands together, an anxious tick he has, “I may have had Sandy amplify the power of our tasers so they’re more suitable for demons and supernatural creatures rather than humans.” He pauses, then looks at you. “You didn’t use it on a human, did you?”
You blink, giving him a confused look. “What—of course not. I haven’t had a need to.”
“Okay, okay, that’s good. Because it would kill an ordinary human.”
“It would what?!” Before Uncle could go into explaining, you throw your hands up. “Ya know what? I’m not even surprised at this point, considering all the traps and wards you have around here.”
Monkey King stands tall, laughing again, “Hahaaaa, that’s amazing. Hey, hey, Uncle, tase me again!”
“Absolutely not,” Uncle Zan helps ensure Monkey King’s face doesn’t meet the floor again. “It will still hurt you, and it’s extremely disrespectful and rude to bring harm to my own guest. Ah, I’m sincerely sorry for that, Great Sage.”
“He kinda deserved it for sneaking up on you, Uncle.” You go to Monkey King’s other side, just in case he needed more assistance, but it seems he was recovering very quickly from it. His fur still stood on end, but he’s standing more straight now and is slowly relaxing his muscles.
“Eh—I thought it’d be funny. Oh well, guess that’s what I get for sneaking up on a paranoid clairvoyant,” Monkey King shrugs with a big smile, beginning to smooth out his own fur.
“Twice,” you correct.
“Yeah, yeah.”
You and Uncle Zan look at each other, both letting out a small sigh. Uncle says, “If I may be bold, please do not do that again. I would very much like to not tase the Great Sage more than once in my life.”
“Sure, sure.” Monkey King waves his hand. “Won’t happen again, Sage’s honor.”
“Good, thank you.” Uncle dusts off Monkey King’s tunic. “Now, off you two go. I have meetings to arrange with clients,” he says before shooing you two out of his office.
“Your uncle’s a cool guy,” Monkey King hops back onto the sofa, getting comfortable as he smooths out the rest of his fur.
“Mm.” You sit arm’s length away from him. “He is.”
“Now! Where were we?” Once again, he goes on his rant about the soap opera still airing on the television. This time you listened with a bit more intent, to avoid him getting bored again at your spacing out. You’d rather avoid him attempting to pull another prank on you or your uncle today, so you think it’s best to humor him for now.
Even still, the enthusiasm he carried with his chatting was a bit fun to listen to. Within the hour, you found yourself making your own quiet commentary with Monkey King’s more loud and energetic commentary. Your involvement only added to it, it seems, as he had a much bigger smile on his face the rest of the time he spent with you in your home.
As strange and unfamiliar all of this was… it was nice. This was nice.
In time, you felt you could get used to this.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
I love Wukong, I hate Wukong, I love him, I hate him
His stupid jokes make me wanna punch him and kiss him simultaneously
And the WRESTLING SCENE UGH IT'S SO CUTE I'M DISGUSTED
Writing these scenes in cleared my pores and watered my crops for years to come
And Nibby gets to meet Mama Lihua! Wonderful lady, only shows up for a short minute but I will always be happy any time I see her //quietly sobsAlso, fun fact! Just as Wukong said, there are many more heaven-blessed! Not just the obvious that Wukong listed, but plenty more than that!
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//pops confetti canon
Happy late new year my sweet chicken nuggets.
This chapter was half-finished for a solid two months and then So Much Shit™ happened that rendered me extremely Not Okay to work on this or other things.
But I'm fine now, everything's fine. Kind of. It's getting better at least XDWukong and Reader's banter waters my crops and clears my pores. I adore them so.
Thank you all for your patience as I work on this, and for your lovely comments! I wasn't able to get back to most, if not any, of them, but I did read every last one, and it always warms my heart knowing y'all love this story as much as I do ;v;
Be ready and excited for next chapter, because a certain someone finally, finally makes his appearance~♥
Until then, my lovelies, stay safe and well!
Chapter 10: Two Steps Forward
Chapter Text
It’s not often that the powerful and “handsome” (as he likes to put it) Great Sage Equal to Heaven asks for assistance. Especially so openly. Granted, given how he’s admitted that he’ll have trouble training MK with certain topics, you can’t blame him too much.
If anything, you’re just shocked he decided to take his day of visiting you to actually make mention of it. While Uncle was still busy with making calls or answering emails, you and Monkey King finished the most recent episode of his favorite soap opera (called Tangled Tales of the Tea House, he proudly reminded you).
Now it was just reruns and commercials, a brief silence falling between you that lasted a solid… three minutes. You commend Monkey King for lasting that long, honestly.
“Sooooo…” He pats his hands on his knees, leaning back against the sofa. “I… miiiiiight need your help with something involving the cub.”
You look at him, raising a brow. “The Monkey King, asking me for help?”
“Okay, okay, don’t rub it in so much.” He crosses his arms with a pout. “I’ve tried already to talk to the kid about this topic before he started helping Mei with the Great Wall Race. I tried several times, even, and he didn’t listen.”
You tilt your head, nodding for him to continue. He does, saying, “Remember how we were going to practice his focusing skills? Yeah, so originally my plan was to have him start making his own schedule that he can follow, that way he can still get the stuff he wants to be done while maintaining his training regiment.”
“Mmm,” you hum. You had a feeling you knew where this was going, but wanted to hear what Monkey King had to say. If anything, you’re glad he’s taking his job as a teacher and mentor to MK more seriously than he was prior. Though you won’t praise him out loud just yet, it’ll get to his head and then the track of the conversation will be completely lost. “But?”
He rubs his face and groans, his tail swishing about with his growing annoyance. “I talked to him about it the day after you met Mama. We even went through several steps about what could be done for his schedule while you were busy helping Uncle with his shit. He said he would do his best to follow his schedule. Buuut…” He sighs, “The kid has been stretched so thin between leisure time, work time, and training time. Dragon girl certainly isn’t helping, either.”
“Of fucking course,” you mutter with a shake of your head. “Added onto the fact MK was Mei’s support while she prepared for the Great Wall Race, it was a lot of bad timing and circumstances…” You idly rub at your chin, staring at the coffee table and narrowed eyes. “Then again, he has a lot of trouble saying no to people, doesn’t he?”
“Oh, thank the heavens, I’m not the only one to notice that!” Monkey King throws his hands in the air in mock cheer and nods to you. “He’s awful at it! Every time he tries to put his foot down, he caves at the last second and just—goes along with it, no matter how exhausted he is.”
“Yeah, I noticed it pretty early on with him and Mei especially.” You pinch your chin with your index finger and thumb, looking at him. “You said you’ve already tried talking to him?”
That’s where he averts his gaze and scratches at his neck. You stand to start some tea for you both, him speaking up while you’re in the kitchen, “Look—I can’t keep being the one to tell him all this stuff. I already told him, like, a thousand times before just giving up and staying out of the way.” His shoulders slump. “He’s not going to listen to just me with this particular subject, because it’s one of those things that’s… eh, how do you put it…”
“You need multiple people telling you something to make you realize that maybe something’s wrong?” You offer, grabbing the teacups and kettle. You lean against the counter, looking at him as he leans over the sofa and nods.
“Exactly that!” Monkey King rubs at his face, tugging at his bottom eyelids for emphasis. “Not to mention that even if he did listen to me—it just shows that he values my opinion over everyone else’s. How many times has he listened to me over you when we both said the exact same thing?”
“Mm, that makes a lot of sense now that you say it out loud.” You start sifting through the tea containers as you say, “Alright, I’ll see what I can do about it.” Maybe you should talk to Tang and Mr. Pigsy too, see if you can get an opinion from either of them about it. Whether or not those two actually said something to MK is still up in the air right now, though.
You face Monkey King. He had a thoughtful look, his tail curling and flicking off to the side. Though whatever it was he wanted to ask, he decided against it. Instead, he says, “Great! One less thing this monkey has to worry about.” He chuckles, leaning back against the sofa.
You roll your eyes and get the tea set up for you and Monkey King. You’ll check in on MK during the little party he’s throwing for Mei. If it’s as bad as Monkey King claims, then you’ll figure out what to do afterward.
For now, you’ll just figure out how to entertain this energetic monkey.
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Okay, after the party for Mei (which was fun, but draining), you can definitely see how tired MK is looking. The circles under his eyes were darker than usual, and even if he had some energy to him, it certainly wasn’t as much as he’d usually have when around Mei. You caught him nearly falling asleep at one point during the big dinner with everyone, and it took a poke to his side to wake him up.
Suffice to say, you didn’t need to see much to determine what needed to be done. After seeing it for yourself, you won’t lie that you were worried about MK. Even if Wukong didn’t go into full detail, you already had a pretty good idea on how MK worked.
Being a kid who hated disappointing others, it often meant putting his own things aside to help those in need. That also meant that whatever he had planned is almost always thrown to the wayside, leaving him to do one of two things. Either one) he’ll try to cram the work he planned into the day he spent doing other things for people and leaving him exhausted. Or two) put it off for a different day, which would—in the end—leave him to never get it done, thus making him more stressed and more tired.
Hence, why you’re on the way to Pigsy's Noodles today to have a chat with MK. You might as well try to do some extra digging with the others while you’re on the way there. You pull your phone out after taking a seat on the bus and pull up your text messages.
You:
Hey Mei, are you busy?
Mei:
hey hey hey!! ヾ(^∇^)
i’m not busy
what’s up?
You:
I just wanted to ask if you noticed anything odd with MK.
Has he been acting off recently?
Mei:
Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
i don’t think so?
like he’s been takin more naps when we hang out at my place
so i guess?
but i haven’t really noticed too much other than that??
You:
I see… okay, thanks.
Mei:
no problem! hey hey we should totally hang out, too!
You:
Maybe another time, sorry.
Gotta finish a few things first.
Mei:
okaaaaaay…
i’m holding you up to that though!
You pinch at the bottom of your lip, idly tugging at it in thought as you look through your texts with Mei. She may have not noticed anything too weird with MK aside from him being tired, but it’s highly possible he hasn’t told her. Or he has told her, and she’s just chosen not to mention it. The list of reasons is a mile long, but you’d just waste time speculating.
For now, you’ll simply mark Mei as being clueless of the situation.
You tap at your phone, messaging the next person on your list.
You:
Hey Sandy, can I ask you a question?
Sandy:
sure teacup! something the matter?
You:
Sort of. It’s about MK. Has he been acting off recently?
…
Sandy:
well
uh
he has…
just a little
You:
Can you elaborate?
Sandy:
it’s not really my business…
but i gotta say I’m worried for him
You:
Did something happen?
Sandy:
nothing serious! it’s more ah
i asked him to help me with repainting my boat a couple times
and you already know, painting boats takes a long time!
You:
Mhm.
Sand:
we finished sometime last week on putting the protective coat on the old girl
but the last time he came by he thought i asked for more help again
even though the time prior when we finished, i told him it was perfect and didn’t need anything else added
i gotta say, when i took a look at him he really looked like he needed some of my sleepy time tea
You:
Did he make any mention of doing favors for others or just you?
Sandy:
not to me no
he only thought i asked for more help
is he okay?
You:
Right now? No. But he will be.
Sandy:
you need any help, teacup?
You:
Maybe send some of that sleepy time tea to Mr. Pigsy when you can for MK.
I’m already on my way there and plan to have a chat with him.
Sandy:
just what has he been up to??
You:
Honestly? I don’t know. But I have an idea…
I think he’s just taking on way more than he can handle right now and can’t say no to anyone.
Sandy:
oh boy…
been there done that
not a fun time
i’ll be sure to get some tea set up for mk and send it as soon as I can!
how have you been btw?
You:
Thanks, Sandy.
As for me, I’m fine.
It’s been a bit hectic, but I’m getting used to the flow of this new “job”.
If that’s the word that can be used when working with Great Sage.
Sandy:
glad to hear teacup <3
never be afraid to ask for help
you have more supporters than your brain likes to make you think!
You smile softly at the message. Sandy’s always such a sweetheart. Even if he doesn’t fully know or understand your troubles, he’s still so sweet to make sure you’re doing okay without being overly suffocating. You really should take a day to spend with him in thanks. Maybe bake or cook him something.
Mentally penning that for another day, you start up a new message.
You:
Hey Tang, are you busy?
…
…
Tang:
Oh, no no, I’m available! I’m getting lunch at Pigsy's Noodles right now, would it be easier to meet there, or…?
You:
That’s perfect, actually, because I wanted to talk to Mr. Pigsy as well. Do you know if MK’s there, too?
Tang:
Yeah, he’s taking a nap in his room right now. The lad’s exhausted.
You:
So I’ve heard. That’s what I wanted to talk about, but I’m almost at the restaurant, so I’ll save it for when I get there.
Tang:
Sounds fine to me!
Would you like Mr. Pigsy to make you anything for when you get here?
You:
Mmm… I haven’t tried his version of jajangmyeon yet. Let him know I’ll pay when I arrive.
Tang:
No you don’t, it’ll be on me today. Let me treat you, it’s been a while.
You:
Ah, alright. Thank you, Tang. I’ll see you when I get there.
Tucking your phone into your pocket, you look out the window, but not before catching sight of the shadows beneath your feet moving oddly. Your brows furrow, leaning forward to get a better look. You don’t notice anything anymore, which only makes you more weirded out. You take subtle glances around the bus in search of some rat or even someone’s pet, but you don’t find anyone or anything.
You hear a quiet snicker behind you, making you look, but you catch nothing.
Is Monkey King fucking with me…?
Or is it just some other asshole?
Your frown deepens, leaning back in your bus seat.
“Jumpy one, aren’t you?” A voice whispers behind you. You sit up straight, your spine going stiff. Slowly, you turn your head, but no one was there.
…
What or who is messing with you right now?
Your eyes narrow, glancing out the window when you notice you’re nearing your destination. As the bus slows to a stop, you prepare to hop off. Finally, when the doors open, you don’t waste another second to hurry off the rest of the way to Pigsy's Noodles.
Who was that? And how could I have not seen them?
You pinch at your chin with your thumb and index finger, staring at the sidewalk as you think. The moment was so brief, it could’ve easily been brushed off as someone talking to somebody else. Yet… it felt as though it was directed at you, especially with how the voice mentioned the individual being “jumpy.”
You won’t deny you can be… a little jumpy when it comes to things like that, especially after being fucked with by demons (and fey) alike for years in America. You’ve learned quickly to look at the signs and try to find out if you’re the target or if you soon will be.
It hits you as the sign for Pigsy's Noodles comes into sight.
Your shadow moving, as if on its own accord…
The shadow demon…
Are they making a move now? When are they going to make themselves fully known or seen? Too many questions, too many variables, with way too little time to deal with it right now. You run your fingers through your hair, sighing with frustration, before you take a mental note to talk to Monkey King about it.
If only he had a phone, this would be so much easier.
You’ll hound him to get one later. Hopefully the shadow demon won’t interrupt your chat with Tang and Mr. Pigsy. Pushing thoughts about that “prophecy” coming to fruition soon, you focus on the task at hand.
The smell of Mr. Pigsy’s restaurant was the first thing that catches your attention before the neon sign does. You inhale deeply when stepping into the restaurant, taking in the smell of noodles and exhaling. Two things; one) you’ll never get over the smell of freshly made noodles here. Two) you’ll never be able to fully understand your uncle’s desire to stay inside almost all the time, but to each their own.
Tang calls to you, waving you over to sit at the bar. Mr. Pigsy waves at you as well, then turns away to answer a phone call. When you come closer, Tang stands and holds an arm out to you. It’s a silent offering, his eyebrows raised with a small, hopeful smile.
The guy did love his hugs, huh?
You step closer, pulling him into a hug and exhaling. “Hey.”
“Hey yourself,” he chuckles, but returns the gesture. A pat on the back, then he backs off when your grip loosens. “How are you feeling after that ‘crazy’ celebration party?”
You snort, smoothing out your shirt. “It was draining, but fun, I won’t lie.”
“It’s a lot of work, looking after kids like MK and Mei,” Tang says with a sage-like nod. You both sit on the stools, him sliding the bowl of jajangmyeon to you. “I know it’s been said before, but if there’s anything else you ever need from us, you can just ask, okay? Training an excitable kid like MK can be tough, Monkey King or no. I remember the times I had trouble trying to help teach him history that wasn’t about Monkey King.”
You take the offered chopsticks with a laugh. “You can say that again. I’ve lost count how many times he’s tried to convince Great Sage to let him learn a technique he is not ready for. Thankfully, Great Sage’s head is screwed on well enough to know the kid needs more time.” You offer a small smile to him and say, “I’ll keep your offer in mind, though. Thanks.”
When Mr. Pigsy finishes talking on the phone—most likely taking care of a customer—he turns to you. “Tang told me this is about MK. He’s not in trouble, is he?” He looks you over, raising a brow at you.
You huff, lifting your sunglasses to rest on your head. “No, sir. At least, not with me. I think he’s more in trouble with himself.” You fiddle with your chopsticks before pulling the bowl closer to you. “Can you tell me what’s been going on with him these last few days? I’ve been hearing that he’s overworking himself. I myself have been too busy helping Uncle to really notice, so I thought I’d ask you guys.”
“The better question is what hasn’t gone on with the kid? Overworking is an understatement at this point.” Mr. Pigsy snorts, turning away momentarily to talk to a customer in the outside eating area.
Tang faces you properly, his glasses sliding down his nose a little. “On top of working his usual schedule here, he is also out partying all night with Mei, doing extra work for Mr. Pigsy, and then trying to add in his training regimen is exhausting the lad.” He fixes his glasses before they slide off his face and say, “The last few weeks, he hasn’t been around you and Monkey King for training? He’s been with Mei, either partying or preparing for the race.”
Mr. Pigsy stands closer to you two as he pulls the noodles and preps them for cooking. “I can guarantee you that he’ll be pulling that shit again now that the race is over. And let’s not forget that someone is also asking him for favors, too.”
Tang shrinks suddenly at the pointed stare given to him. “Eh—well—I—I can’t move all those things on my own, and Mother is much too old, and—”
“And all I’m hearing is excuses from you overworking my boy,” Mr. Pigsy waves a flour covered finger at him, before he goes back to cooking. “It’s bad enough Mei is yanking him around at ungodly hours. I don’t need you doin’ that too.”
“Yes, yes, I know,” Tang grumbles as he cleans his glasses of the flour that was flung onto him. “It’s exactly why I stopped asking for his help and insisted he rest today.”
“I see,” you sigh, taking a mouthful of noodles as you think. “It’s just as Monkey King told me… Is that everything, or was there more?”
“As far as we know, yeah,” says Mr. Pigsy as he chops up the rest of the ingredients for his dish. Looking over Tang for further confirmation, you notice him tugging at his scarf more than usual, unable to look you in the eye completely.
That’s not suspicious.
You ask, “What’s wrong?”
“Oh—with me? Nothing, nothing!” He’s laughing too loud for it not to be suspicious. You keep staring. He clears his throat, sweat gathering at his brow. “Please stop looking at me like that. It’s kinda scary.”
“Then tell me the truth,” you state simply, your tone flat.
“Uh—well—you see—it’s uh—I miiiiight have uhm…” He coughs, quickly grabbing at his bowl of noodles—which was more broth than anything now—and slurps at it.
“Tang,” you deadpan, “just tell me and stop avoiding it. Please? It’s for MK’s sake.”
“Ooooh dang it,” Tang sets the bowl aside and rubs at his face. Once fixing his glasses, he says, “I might have had more of a hand at… exhausting the lad…” He pulls his scarf up, covering the bottom half of his face and keeping his head low.
Clearly whatever it was he feels immense guilt over. What in the world could he have possibly done?
You make a small gesture for him to continue, so he does, “The other day he made mention how he wished he could be in multiple places at once… And—haha—well—an expert on the Monkey King such as myself knew… a few tricks that he—uh—could do…”
Oh, no…
“Tang…” You say slowly, almost like a warning. “What did you teach him?”
“I didn’t teach him anything! Promise!” Tang quickly waves his hands in front of him, shaking his head and cowering at the glare Mr. Pigsy was giving him. “Oh, stop looking at me like that. Come now—it was just an outward thought, it was supposed to be harmless! I didn’t expect him to take it so seriously.”
“What idiotic idea did you put in my son’s head?” Mr. Pigsy, now finished with the customer’s order, leans on the counter and gives his full attention to Tang, which seems to only make him more nervous in revealing it.
You sigh, “Mr. Pigsy, maybe ease up a little?” You lightly pat Tang’s shoulder. “He obviously feels remorse for his mistake, so before either of us berate him for it—we need to at least know what the mistake was.”
A short, curt hum from Mr. Pigsy, but he leans back and crosses his arms.
Giving you a look of thanks, Tang clears his throat once again and says, “I—ah—might have told him about one of Monkey King’s 72 Transformations… the one where he could make clones of himself?”
Lacing your fingers together, you rest your elbows on the counter, making a noise to indicate you were listening. From what you recall, all Monkey King would have to do is just pluck his hair and blow it—then out pops a clone of himself. You don’t remember him making mention of teaching MK that technique just yet, so either it hasn’t crossed his mind or he thinks MK isn’t ready for that. You would’ve liked to ask Monkey King about it, but the guy doesn’t have a damn phone.
I should bug him to get one, but that’s for later.
“You what?!” Mr. Pigsy groans and throws his hands up in the air. “Are you kidding me? He already takes on too much, and you want him to take on more by being able to make clones of himself?”
“Of course I don’t! I’m just as worried about him as you all are! I just—” Tang fiddles with his scarf “—it was an outward thought, a passing thing, and I mentioned it out loud to him, and he ended up taking it seriously. So now he’s been practicing trying to make clones of himself. So far—thankfully—it hasn’t worked, but that just means he’s spending more time making himself tired and—you already know the results of that.”
You let out a sigh, massaging your brow. It just feels like this day is getting longer by the second. Convincing MK to take care of himself and set boundaries wouldn’t be difficult. You knew, however, the biggest obstacle was him actually putting that into practice.
“We need to talk to him,” you say, loud enough to get Tang and Mr. Pigsy to stop arguing. “Mr. Pigsy, would you be comfortable with temporarily closing the shop so we can have this talk uninterrupted?”
He takes a breath, backing off from Tang, and nods to you. “I can shut down any online orders and close shop for the time being until this is settled. No matter how long it takes, my son comes first.”
“Okay, good. Thank you.” You turn to Tang now, saying, “You should stay to talk to him, too. He looks up to you more than you realize, you know.”
The comment certainly wasn’t something he was expecting, a deep red blush rushing to his cheeks and a laugh that’s both nervous and flustered sputtering out of him. “Oh, come now, you’re just flattering me—”
“Are you really gonna try to play the humble card now?” Mr. Pigsy shakes his head, looking at you. “I swear, he always gets like this every time he receives a compliment, but you’re right. MK looks up to him just as much as he does Monkey King.”
“P—Pigsy!”
His only response is a laugh as he starts closing up shop once getting the customers out. You look at Tang to say, “It’s also important to rectify the mistake you made in giving him this idea.” You scoot closer, lightly bumping your shoulder against his. “Noticing when you’ve made a mistake and working to fix it is better than—oh, I dunno— pretending it never happened?”
“Ah—you’re right,” he sighs, “it also sounds like you speak from experience.”
“You have no idea.” Both personal and not personal experience.
“Haha, I’ll take your word for it, then.” He perks up, fixing his mussed hair and giving you a smile. “I’ll see what I can do to offer a helping hand for him.”
“A helping hand for who?” You and Tang collectively turn to the back door and see MK stepping in—more half-stumbling—rubbing at his face and yawning. He’s still in his sleepwear, his shirt crumpled and shorts almost falling off, while his hair looked more akin to a porcupine with how all over the place it was.
He blinks once, twice, rubbing the sleep from his eyes before fully registering that you were sitting next to Tang. Then he’s by your side in an instant, nearly slipping on the tiles in his socks, and going off, “Oh my gosh, hey! Hi! How are you? It’s been so long since we got together because I was so busy with helping Mei with the race, and then I was too tired to really talk during the celebration dinner and—”
“Woah, woah,” you put a hand on his shoulder, holding up your other to make him stop. “One at a time, okay?” You can’t help but chuckle at how quickly he regained his energy just from seeing you. It was endearing.
You open your arm in an offering, which he eagerly accepts, wrapping his own arms around you and burying his face into your shoulder.
“Sorry—sorry—I just—” he sighs, his shoulders relaxing as you return the hug, “—I missed you, even if it was just a week-long thing. After seeing you almost every day for training—it felt weird, I guess??”
Adorable.
“I understand, kiddo, don’t worry. I missed you too.” You push his hair aside to look at his face properly. Still dark circles under his eyes. His face looked a bit sunken too—was he skipping meals? Mr. Pigsy won’t like that if he is. You spot several gray hairs sprouting on his head as well, another telltale sign that he’s putting too much stress on himself.
“I’ve been doing fine during the time you were busy, MK. Just getting certain things together for your training with Monkey King and helping Uncle with his work.” You look over his face again, asking him, “How’ve you been the past few days I’ve been helping unavailable?”
“Me?” MK blinks again, rubbing at the back of his head. “Well—I’m fine. Just been a little tired recently.” He suddenly notices Mr. Pigsy doing the last few things he needed to close the shop and looks between you and Tang. His shoulders suddenly became more tense, slightly hunched, and his hands were in front of himself, fidgeting and playing with his necklace.
He’s making himself smaller… does he think he’s in trouble?
“So—uh—what’s going on? Dad—Mr. Pigsy doesn’t ever close shop—especially not this early, haha… Did something happen?”
“Yeah, MK,” Mr. Pigsy brings two stools over towards you and Tang to make a pseudo circle with the four of you. He pats one for MK to sit on. MK does. Mr. Pigsy lets out a harsh exhalation, then says, “Something happened to you, kid.”
“Wuh—with me? But—I’m fine? Right?” He doesn’t sound very convinced when he says that.
“You said you’ve been tired recently. Can you tell us why?” You ask, turning yourself to face him properly. “You’re not in trouble, if that’s what you’re assuming. Tang and Mr. Pigsy have just noticed how tired you’ve seemed—and I can already tell just from looking at you that you don’t look too hot.”
“It’s not meant to be an interrogation either, mind!” Tang quickly interjects, patting at MK’s shoulder. “Please, if you start to feel uncomfortable, you’re okay to tell us. We just—we want to make sure you’re alright.”
He looks between you all, fidgeting and playing with his necklace before tucking it back into his shirt. “I promise I’m okay! I’m just—a little more tired than usual, you know?”
“I know, but you haven’t told us why.” You cross a leg over the other, placing your pack on your lap. “I haven’t been here, so any kind of update would be helpful—this isn’t to make you feel on the spot or anything, but suddenly hearing that you’re exhausted a lot more than usual is concerning.”
“Mmn—well—I mean—” MK shrugs, not looking at any of you and opting to stare at his socks, as if they were more interesting. “I mean—I’ve just been really busy helping out, you know? Obviously I gotta work here, and then at one point Sandy needed my help, sometimes Mr. Tang, and a couple of Mr. Pigsy’s business associates…”
“Mhm,” you hum.
He keeps talking, “And then I also gotta work on training at home as well—more of the mental training and breathing exercises that Teacher’s giving me, none of the fighting stuff because—hah—would rather not break a portion of the city again so soon. But Mei also wants to hang out, too… and then I was her support during the Great Wall Race…”
He seems to deflate more and more with each thing he lists off, and heaves a sigh. “Man… now that I say it out loud, it’s, like, super tiring doing all this stuff.”
“Then why not just say no?” You offer, saying, “You’re allowed to put your own stuff first, MK. Obviously, your job stuff is up to Mr. Pigsy, but I’m sure he’s willing to work something out with you. And anyone else who needs your help or wants to spend time with you would understand you need time to yourself, you know?”
“I—I know, I know—I just—” He fidgets with his fingers, scratching at his hand before catching himself and says, “I like helping people, I do! But—I—I also don’t want to disappoint anyone by telling them no. What if they get upset that I can’t help them but can help someone else?”
“Who could you possibly disappoint, son?” Mr. Pigsy claps a hand on MK’s knee. “The only disappointment I have for you right now is how little you’re taking care of yourself.”
“I’m sorry… I just—it’s hard to say no, you know? Seeing them look upset or disappointed that I can’t help them, but I can help others , it—I feel bad.”
Is he talking about multiple people, or just one person and is afraid to say who?
MK’s lips fall to a deep set frown, his eyes still downcast. “I want to help people, that’s why I always offer. I like doing it.”
“It’s a valiant thing to want to help people, MK,” Tang cuts in now, saying, “However, it’s not healthy for a growing boy such as yourself to take on so much responsibility.” He reaches up, plucking a gray hair from MK’s head. “You’re stressing so much, you’re causing your hair to go gray.”
“Ah—what?! Gray hair can come from stress??” MK reaches up to one in his eyesight and plucks it as well, looking at it. “I thought it was just some weird magic monkey stuff or whatever that was making me age faster…”
Tang snickers and claps a hand over his mouth to stop himself from laughing. Mr. Pigsy slaps his forehead. You pinch at the bridge of your brow.
Dear lord, this boy…
You groan, “Ugh—no, MK—it isn’t just from getting old. If you stress so much, it will cause your hair to gray out and also for you to lose hair as well.” As an example, you reach a hand out to his hair, raising a brow in question to him. He only tilts his head at first, then nods with a confused look.
You comb your fingers through his hair, careful of the tangles, before you pull your hand back. Showing your now hair covered hand to MK, you raise a brow. “Like this.”
“Oh, can I keep that, actually? I need it for practice—”
“No,” you and Mr. Pigsy say at the same time, making MK wince. You ball up the hair strands, careful not to drop any on the floor, and throw it away in a nearby trash bin, then tell MK, “That brings us to the other point of the matter… Tang.”
It was Tang’s turn to wince now, letting out a loud, nervous laugh as he tugs his scarf. “Yes? Me? Oh, right, haha—ahem—well, MK, you see… remember when we talked about Monkey King’s 72 transformations and the cloning and what have you?”
MK nods slowly, prompting Tang to continue, “I, em…” He sighs, his shoulders falling and glasses nearly slipping off his nose when his head droops. Fixing up his glasses, he continues, “MK, it—it was wrong of me to give you that idea at a time like this.”
He holds up a hand before MK could interject and continues further, “It’s not wrong to remind you of a power that Monkey King has, no. But it was wrong to do so during this time because you are so stressed you can’t do everything you want to do for yourself and others, that you’re stressing yourself further to try perfecting this power. Learning the cloning technique won’t fix anything, MK, it’ll just make you go bald at a young age.”
“But—” MK’s fidgeting gets worse the more visibly stressed he gets, scratching at his hand and arm now. He keeps talking, his mouth like a broken faucet of words, unable to stop, “But how can I get everything done? I don’t—I don’t want to disappoint anyone, but—but I also want to take this all seriously—I’m trying so hard to take it seriously, but it’s so difficult and—and—”
“Hey, hey, hold on.” You scoot closer to him, putting a hand on his shoulder, your other reaching for his hand that’s continuing to scratch and scratch and scratch. You place your hand on top of his, making him stop. “MK, can you look at me?”
He does, his eyes having a soft gleam to them, a telltale sign of the tears that have nearly been shed. A stress cry, most likely. He quickly rubs at his eyes with his shirt and lets out a breath. “Sorry—sorry—”
“It’s okay. You’re okay. You’re safe here, MK.” He looks at you again as you speak, “It’s not a bad thing to want to help people. It’s not bad to want to be there for them. It is bad, however, when you’re disregarding your health in favor of taking care of people who are perfectly capable of taking care of themselves.”
Mr. Pigsy opens his arm to MK in a silent offering, which he accepts and leans into Mr. Pigsy’s side. Giving MK a side hug, Mr. Pigsy brushes his hair from his face as he says, “If you want to start making a proper schedule for yourself, you need to learn and accept that you’re just going to have to disappoint some people. It’s not the end of the world if you tell them not right now.”
You listen quietly as Mr. Pigsy talks, letting your mind roam for a short moment. It’s odd that MK is so focused on not wanting to disappoint others, yet you don’t catch a hint of it from Tang or Mr. Pigsy during this whole talk. You know Uncle Zan wouldn’t be disappointed either if he knew, nor did Sandy seem that way—if anything they all just seemed worried about MK.
Could it be Monkey King? No, no, that doesn’t make sense. Monkey King was just as concerned, maybe a little annoyed, but you didn’t sense any disappointment from him.
The only person you personally knew that was close to MK was Mei… Which felt weird considering how close the two were. Granted, you had no idea how Mei worked with serious situations, just silly ones. Not to mention, she seems to be a ‘talk before you think’ kind of person, so it’s possible that she ended up voicing her disappointment so much it’s caused this kind of habit for MK.
There are other factors, of course. Other possible individuals who could’ve caused or amplified this, but you don’t know either kids well enough to paint the full picture just yet.
This rabbit hole just keeps getting deeper…
Mr. Pigsy continues, giving MK a small squeeze into his side, “Setting boundaries is important. And if someone can’t respect your boundaries, they clearly don’t respect you, and you don’t need people like that in your life. Not when you’ve already got so much going on.”
MK doesn’t say anything for a moment, his eyes still downcast but looking more thoughtful than before. His stress-induced scratching has stopped, now opting to hold Mr. Pigsy’s hand in his and feeling the top of Mr. Pigsy’s hand with his thumb. He chews his lip, opens his mouth, closes it, opens it again, closes it.
“We’re not expecting an intense change overnight, you know,” You give his shoulder a shake. “If you want, we can do a tarot reading later to help figure out what you can do to make this a bit easier.”
“Is that okay?” He looks at you now.
“Of course. Whenever you want.”
“Is it—is it okay if we do it now?” He chews his lip again, looking at his hands. “I’m trying to figure out what I can do, but—I keep running a blank.”
“Some advice from me, kiddo, before you go do that,” Mr. Pigsy speaks up, making eye contact with MK to say, “Don’t back down so easily when someone tries to convince you to go against your plans. You deserve respect as much as they do, understand?”
MK smiles and nods. “I understand. I—I’ll try.” He gets to his feet, fidgeting with the hem of his shirt before looking at you. “Uh—where can we…?”
“If you want it to be private, then let’s go into your room, if you’re comfortable with that.” You get to your feet as well, helping Mr. Pigsy put the stools back.
“Yeah, yeah, of course! Uh—should I get ready for work afterward, Dad—?”
“No, no, you take the rest of this day off,” Mr. Pigsy waves a hand at him. “I won’t be opening the shop for another hour or two—gonna try finding something, get some preppin’ done that I wasn’t able to do earlier today…” He starts mumbling to himself, scratching at his chin as he walks into the back.
You notice how a small smile played Mr. Pigsy’s lips as he walked away. Most likely from when MK called him dad. How precious.
Tang clears his throat, getting to his feet as well. “If you’d like, MK, I can do some research on chi energy to help you learn to master the cloning technique after you take care of yourself.”
That certainly seemed to make MK perk up more, a big smile already on his face. “Yes—yes, please!”
So easily excitable.
“Of course! But remember, only after you get that schedule better put together and get some sleep.” Tang lightly ruffles his hair. “Now, off you go! I’ll be heading home to start looking through the books.” He nods to you, before exiting out the backdoor.
MK takes you upstairs to his room, where he spends a solid minute apologizing for how messy it is, before he grabs a chair for both you and himself. You’re really not surprised at the sheer amount of Sun Wukong merchandise the kid had, considering how much he idolized the monkey, but it was still a sight to see. Cleaning off his desk—which was more pushing everything aside for you—he sits down and crosses his legs, grabbing at his headband and using it to tie his hair back.
You sit down, placing your bag on the table, then look at him. “I noticed you seem to hesitate calling Mr. Pigsy ‘dad,’ can I ask why that is?”
“Oh! Oh—uhm—” he laughs, a blush creeping to his cheeks “—I just… I’m not really used to calling him dad around other people. But—I call him dad all the time when it’s just us or us and Mr. Tang because, well—adopted or not, he is my dad.”
“Oooh, I see. Why aren’t you used to calling him dad around others?”
He reaches for a monkey plushie on his bed and hugs it to his chest, rubbing the ear with his thumb. “Haha, it’s kinda dumb, but… well, I would get teased for it sometimes. Nothing too bad, mostly just poking fun and stuff, but it makes me a bit shy to call him dad around others because of the teasing.”
Who would tease MK for calling Mr. Pigsy dad? Why?
“Really?” You can’t help but scoff at the obscurity of it. “Why would they tease you over that?”
“I—well—like I said, they never meant to be mean about it. But they just didn’t really know when to stop, so I kind of stopped calling him dad when others are around.”
You want to ask who of all people would consistently tease, but you had a vague idea on who. So instead, you change the subject back to the topic at hand. “So… about the talk. How are you feeling after that?”
“Hm? Oh—well—mm…” He scratches his cheek, looking at a speck on his desk. “Honestly… I still feel a little bad, mainly because it caused all of you so much trouble…” He hugs the plushie closer, hiding the bottom half of his face with it. “But, I understand that this is something important—for me. If I wanna keep being Teacher’s successor, and bettering myself, I gotta do this.”
“Exactly. It’s gonna be a roller coaster, okay? The path to progress isn’t a straight line—take it from me especially.” You lightly punch his shoulder. “This is gonna take not just time, but dedication and constant vigilance.” You reach into your bag and pull out your tarot pouch.
“I understand. I’ll do my best, I promise.” He scoots closer, watching you pull your cards out.
“We’ll do a three-spread this time,” you explain, “Think of it as checking in on yourself on what’s been going on in your past that caused the issue right now, and what can be done to make your future easier on yourself.”
“Okay… do I knock on it again like last time, and ask my question?”
“Mhm, go on.” You hold out the deck to him.
He reaches out, gently rapping his knuckles against the bone-cards, speaking in a quiet tone, “I—I can’t help but struggle with wanting to help people, and I end up not looking after myself… what can I do to fix that?”
You tap your index finger against the deck. “Will you answer this for him?” Then you pull three cards out and place them on the desk. Not even a few seconds pass before the cards are already burning the patterns into them, making you blink in surprise. Rather than say anything aloud, though, you opt to stay quiet.
That was fast… they must have something important to say.
You pull your phone out to prepare, grabbing photos of the cards for MK to look at as each card is burned in.
The first one is the image of a devil perched on a podium, while on either side of it a naked man and woman are chained to the podium.
The Devil, Upright… interesting.
The second card is an upside down image of a man carrying a bundle of ten large sticks.
Ten of Wands, Reversed… yup, sounds about right.
The third is of a stranger clad in armor riding atop a chariot pulled by two horses.
The Chariot, Upright. Hmm, okay.
MK keeps petting the plushie’s ears, looking over your face. “Is that why you wear sunglasses all the time?”
“Hm?” You blink, looking at MK. When he points at your eyes, you reach for your face, realizing you had left your sunglasses perched atop your head.
“They changed to, like, this weird green-blue, glowy color when you looked at the cards…”
“Oh, yeah. They uh, they do that.” You clear your throat, glancing behind you to make sure his window was shut. “I miiiiiiight have fibbed a little when talking about these cards the first time we met… These specific ones will only work for clairvoyants. When we’re doing readings and the cards reveal themselves to us, it causes our eyes to change like that. It—well—it also happens when we have our visions.”
“I see… okay. And it’s okay if you lied initially, you were just being cautious.” He tilts his head, then looks over at the cards. “So—what do they say?”
“Well,” you pull up the images on your phone, starting with The Devil and showing the image to him. “This was your first card, The Devil.”
“That—uh—that doesn’t sound good…”
“Not every card is going to have a good meaning to it. Each one has a mixed bag, but some are worse than others…” You avoid his stare as you explain, “Think of them more as warnings rather than omens. Do you remember what I said about Major Arcana?”
“Uhm… it was a while ago, but… something about it representing larger parts of your life?”
“That's it exactly. This card in particular wants you to be aware that the changes you need to make won’t be overnight. The other thing it wants to tell you is that you were tricked into thinking you have no control over negative forces in your life, and you can’t break free from it.”
You make small gestures as you talk, MK silent as he listens to each word intently, “Most of the time it can represent an addiction to something, such as drugs, sex, or even being an adrenaline junkie… for you, it’s your desire to help people.
“You’re trapped in a cycle of short-term pleasure of helping others, while in the long-term you’re experiencing negative setbacks such as physical and mental exhaustion. You’ve made yourself believe that this is the way you can feel good—be it about yourself or otherwise—when the reality is it’s hurting you.”
You sigh, leaning back in the chair as you play with your sunglasses. “Since this is representing your past, you’ve been made to think that the only way you’ll be able to feel gratification is by helping others. Which leads us to your second card…”
Tapping the middle card, you show him the image and say, “This is the Ten of Wands, Reversed. It’s a Minor Arcana—which more so revolves around smaller sections of your life—such as the current situation.”
“Reversed?”
“All tarot cards have two separate meanings, there’s the upright side and the reversed side. Some cards’ reversed sides have a more negative meaning, while others remain neutral. This one in particular talks about how you’ve been carrying way too much on your own.”
MK frowns, his eyes now downcast, hiding half of his face behind the plushie again.
You speak gently to him and explain, “This card represents your present state—the state of someone who is trying so hard to be everything to everyone and is now struggling under the weight of it all. It can also suggest you’re carrying a heavy emotional weight that you’re keeping private, and don’t want to share that burden with others—whatever reason you have for it.
“And it’s a card that shows you’re holding onto this burden when you don’t have to. Delegate the weight and see what tasks aren’t necessary to carry on at the moment to try to help lighten the load.”
He nods quietly, looking over the picture. You could practically hear the wheels turning in his head, but instead of prompting him to speak, you show the image of the final card and say, “This is The Chariot, who appeared upright just like The Devil.” You lightly tap your foot against his to get him to look at you before you continue, “This is a card of willpower, determination, and strength. This is your sign of encouragement to no longer be passive in hopes that things will work out in your favor.
“This card is telling you to apply discipline, commitment, and willpower to achieve your goals, and is telling you that when you do this—you will succeed. No matter what challenges come your way, stick to your course and push past the obstacles that will try to test your conviction or pull you in opposite directions.”
MK sits up a bit straighter, eyes roaming your face, then the cards, then back to you. “But—will I really be able to do it?” He curls his finger around the tail of the monkey plushie. He spoke quietly, as if afraid that if he spoke any louder, it would ruin everything, “Committing to this, to what I need to do, so I can achieve my goals, my dreams… do I even have what it takes?”
You scoot your chair to sit next to him, putting your hand on his back. “Is this okay?”
“Y—Yeah, it’s alright.”
You rub his back, up and down and up and down. “To answer your question, both from me and The Chariot, yes. You have what it takes to achieve your goals, and you’ll be successful as long as you keep your focus and remain confident in your abilities. That means no cutting corners or taking the easy route—that’s what will cause failure.
“This card, as well as the Ten of Wands Reversed, is telling you to assert yourself and be courageous. Don’t be afraid to say no when you need to, and recognize when too much is too much.”
Slowly, he leans against your side, resting his head on your shoulder. You say, “Whatever happened in your past made you want to help others because it felt good to. The reasons can be anything, but it still happened, and it’s what caused your desire to take on as much as possible.
“It’s time to end these habits and start helping yourself instead of everyone else. The path won’t be easy, as these cards are telling you, but they’re telling you that you can do this, so long as you keep going and don’t give up or try to take shortcuts.”
“But… what if it causes me to leave people behind?” He asks, his voice still quiet, “What if I commit to all of this, become better, but it’s at the cost of leaving the people I care about in the dust? I don’t—I don’t want that. I want to be better—I do! But—not at the cost of others being forgotten…”
It keeps feeling like he’s talking about a particular person or multiple people. He’s purposefully avoiding saying who specifically, though… curious.
You frown and let out a breath. This particular bit was something that wasn’t your strong suit. While you were used to either being left behind or leaving people behind, MK wasn’t. You were opposites—MK focusing outwardly towards everyone else, while you focused more inwardly towards yourself.
Rather than try to find some copout answer, you choose to be honest, “I can’t answer that in a good way, MK.” You sigh. “I’m used to either being left behind or leaving people behind. While it’s a habit I’m doing my best to break, it’s become second nature to me.”
You keep rubbing his back, thinking, then say, “To answer honestly, I’m not sure. One thing I am sure of is it shouldn’t be wholly up to you to make these people not feel left behind or forgotten.”
You keep rubbing his back. He hugs the plushie, keeping the bottom half of his face hidden. His eyes aren’t really looking at anything, more just staring off into space. You say, “Everyone—and I mean everyone, even Sun Wukong—has things they need to work on. Issues or habits or whatever, there’s always something that someone can work on to make stronger or better. You never stop growing unless you let yourself stop.”
Resting your cheek on his head, you slowly exhale. “The people you’re afraid of leaving behind—if they don’t want that to happen, they need to work through their own issues and work to better themselves as well. They can do it as much as you can.”
MK nods. “Okay, I understand.” He nuzzles the plushie for a second, taking a deep breath. “It’s hard. I worry so much for everyone. I just—don’t want to mess anything up and upset them or disappoint them or—or something.”
“No one’s perfect, MK. Not even Monkey King—hell, especially not Monkey King, you’ve heard plenty enough of the stories of his own fuck-ups. And he still fucks up—soooo much.” The sentence makes him laugh quietly. It brings a small smile to your face. “Everyone is capable of making mistakes, the only difference is this; are you willing to acknowledge the mistake and work to fix it? Or are you just going to ignore it and pretend nothing’s happened?”
“I understand… I’m just—still worried,” he quietly admits, tucking the head of the plushie under his chin. “It’s gonna take me a minute to get past it. I—I can’t help but worry about everyone else, it’s so second nature to me.” He tilts his head to bury his face into your shoulder, his voice more of a quiet mumble, “But I’ll do my best. I will. I want to make you guys proud.”
“We’re already proud of you, MK.” You move your hand to his shoulder and give him a side hug. “We’re proud you’re taking the first steps forward to better yourself. We don’t expect an overnight change, and neither should you. As long as you keep going and keep taking care of yourself, we’re always going to be proud.”
He huffs, wiping at his eyes and nodding. “Okay. Thanks. Really—I—I mean it. You’re always so patient with me and—I’m really grateful.”
You chuckle, giving him a squeeze and ruffle at his hair. “You’re young and have a lot to learn—especially with so much responsibility put on your shoulders like this.” You carefully comb at his hair, getting any stubborn tangles. “I’m just trying to give you what I wasn’t able to get when I was your age. It’s not fun, and you don’t deserve to go through that.”
MK sits up to look at you better, his eyes roaming your face. All too suddenly you felt like he was looking not just at you but through you, into your very core. The look on his face was odd—as if he was searching for answers unknown to even him. Like he’s trying to find a library book when all he knew about it was the picture of the cover but no title or author.
“Neither do you. You know that, right?” The question honestly wasn’t something you were expecting. But before you could even begin to think of a response, he keeps going, “I know—I know you’re, like, a couple of decades older than me… and I may not know what you went through in the past, or even when the demon hurt you recently—but—but…”
He chews his lip, scoots closer to you, wrapping his arm around your side and nuzzling his face into your shoulder. “I know you were hurt. A lot. And—I want to help make sure you don’t get hurt anymore. Or—maybe just—help make it hurt less.”
You purse your lips, taking a slow, deep breath.
He’s young—he doesn’t understand.
He’s not ready for the baggage I have.
It’s too much.
He’s not ready.
“That’s sweet of you to say, MK. Real sweet,” you speak slowly, trying to think of how to best respond to this. “You’re a good kid with a big heart—too big for your own good,” you chuckle softly, returning his side hug and resting your cheek on his head.
“I feel like a ‘but’ is coming,” He mumbles into your jacket.
You huff a laugh. “Been in this position before?”
“A few times…”
“Then you’ll know what I’m going to say.” You rub your thumb against his shoulder, staring at your tarot cards as you speak, “It’s sweet you want to help people, to help me, but you need to help yourself first.”
You’re not ready for the baggage I carry right now.
You keep talking, “How about we make a deal, hm? You give yourself some time to work on your baggage first, and I’ll also work on my own. Then, after sometime and we both feel better, more confident, we come back to this topic. Sound fair?”
“Okay… that sounds fair.” MK sits up to look at you with a small smile. “I’ll do my best. I will.”
“Good.” You ruffle at his hair, then pause and think about a particular thing he said. “Hold on—just how old do you think I am?”
“Uh… you’re in, like, your forties, aren’t you?”
He shrinks suddenly under the stare you give him. You say, your voice deadpan, “MK, I’m only a couple of years younger than Tang. And he’s twenty-nine.”
“He’s twenty-nine?! I thought he was older!”
You lightly slap at the back of his head and laugh, “Is it because of our gray hair?? Can’t believe I got called so old—”
“I’m sorry! I’m sorry—have mercy!” Except he’s also laughing and using the monkey plushie to shield himself. “I really thought gray hair just meant you were old, not also stressed!”
Giving his arm a good thwap, you back off. You shake your head, still having a soft laugh under your breath. “Alright, alright—back on topic. How are you feeling?”
MK hums, playing with the plushie’s ear. “I feel… better about this. More confident. I’m still a bit worried—but—I know it’ll get better in time. Time is just something I need to utilize! Yeah!” He hops to his feet, puffing out his chest whilst tucking the plushie under his arm. “I can do this! I can! I just gotta… hmm… where can I start?”
“Writing down what you want to do tomorrow could help.” You get up as well. “If you want, since you have the rest of the day off, we can go shopping for a daily planner—see how that works out for you.”
“Oh, oh—yes, please! I was actually gonna ask because, heh, I don’t really know what would be best to use.” He scratches at the back of his head. “Uh—lemme shower and change really quickly, and we can get going!” He doesn’t even wait for your answer before he’s placing the plushie onto his chair and rushing into the bathroom to shower.
You chuckle, then head downstairs to wait for him. Though there was still a lot to be done about this situation and plenty of others, you’re just happy MK’s taking a step in the right direction. Even with the small bumps that have already happened and are yet to come, you’re sure he’ll be alright.
You’ll worry about all the other things later. For now, you’ll just make a small shopping plan with MK once he’s finished getting ready.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
This is where the "moving chapters around" begins, because I figured having this come in a lot earlier would be nicer than after the Macaque showing up bit!
Besides, any chance I get to write MK be precious and dumb is something I'll always take---
*claps*
I had..... so much to cover...... that by the time I got to the NEXT part I wanted to cover, the chapter was already a little over 11k words
And while I was writing the next topic, it was already reaching nearly 20k words so--once again--Cuddles and I came to the conclusion to cut it.It's mainly because the canon episodes from season 1--episode 2 and 3 respectively--were topics I wanted to cover ALL bases with. Especially with MK's inability to say no to people for fear of disappointing them.
Mei's whole thing will be next chapter, with another small surprise from Macaque. He's finally here so I am absolutely going to milk the interactions with him he's too much fun to write.To which I give another friendly reminder: I ain't following canon word for word, as you can already tell with this chapter. Next chapter and any future ones will be no exception either. Not to mention, out of all the characters in the show, Mei is going to be getting the most edits done to her for several reasons that'll be said and shown later on.
BUT, nonetheless, thank you all for reading and for all your kudos/bookmarks! Y'all are so wonderful and patient and I'm appreciative of it ;v;
Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 11: Sudden Overcast
Notes:
Shadows stretch everywhere. If left unchecked, it can swallow up whatever light remains.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Mountain time training?” Firecracker gives Wukong an incredulous look, their face all scrunched up with one brow raised in skepticism.
“Yeah! We’re gonna head on over to Flower Fruit, so the kid can get used to some fighting on different terrain!” Wukong flops back onto the sofa, throwing his arms into the air whilst shooting them a grin. “It’ll be fuuuuun, and the perfect thing MK needs to relax and not fret over doing shit for others for once. Like a little camping trip.”
“You and I have very different ideas of what ‘fun’ is, for starters,” they retort with a roll of their eyes. They then say, “Secondly, I have my own shit to take care of, remember?”
“Ugh, c’mon, firecracker, I hardly ever see you relaxing,” he groans and sits up more properly. “It’s always ‘work this’ or ‘notes that’! I get that you’re tryna get your powers under control, but remember what I said about the kid needing breaks between?” He reaches over and pokes their forehead. “The same applies to you too, you know. Constantly racking your brain over what to do with these visions isn’t gonna help.”
Firecracker massages their brow with a small grunt of annoyance. “Ugh, I know, but—” they make a vague gesture with their hand, which to Wukong is a clear indication they’re trying to think of an excuse to not go with him and MK. They settle on saying, “I guess I’m just a bit on edge because of the whole thing with the shadow demon.”
He frowns, his brows furrowing. Yes, they mentioned it to him the minute he met up with them and MK for training. Oh, and yes, Firecracker also hounded him into getting a phone.
(Technically, he already had one as “Yiran”, but that’s for another day, and they don’t need to know that.)
Even so, that’s half of why he wants Firecracker to come with him. Shadow demons are extremely unpredictable, and can be dangerous, but most aren’t. Given what Firecracker is, though, it’s better safe than sorry. It’s why he added some wards to their house that ensured they or Zan couldn’t be snatched away by shadow magic. Something he totally did with permission and definitely not in secret. Shush.
Nonetheless, even if this particular shadow demon doesn’t mean any harm, Wukong can’t help but get an itchy feeling on the back of his neck. Like something’s looming on the horizon, and even if he doesn’t want it to happen, it’s going to. He trusts Zan to be able to take care of himself and be safe (considering the guy hardly ever leaves the house).
Firecracker, though? They’re always moving. They’re a much easier target. If they come with him and MK to Flower Fruit, he can make sure they’re safe and won’t get hurt.
Another thing I could do is ask Mama…
Ugh, no. She’s too busy with Bull Boy.
Maybe just mention it to Uncle, if they really don’t wanna go.
Even so, Sun Wukong isn’t a monkey that will easily give up!
“Weeeeeeell,” he says, leaning to the side, closer to them and grinning. “This is the perfect chance for you to get some time to relax! You don’t even have to join me and the cub for training, you can just hang out at my house and get whatever research you want done.”
Please say yes.
They roll their eyes. “It’s nice of you to offer, but…” They sigh, rubbing their face. “Admittedly… I don’t really know how to relax when my mind’s on a lot of things. I usually just let all the thoughts naturally flow.” They look at him now, saying, “I think it’d be best for me to just stay here in Megapolis and try to get as much research done as I can. I have a few ideas on what I can do, so it’s not like I’ll just be stewing in my thoughts the entire time you and MK are gone.”
Wukong won’t deny he’s disappointed that they said no, but at least they have a plan. He’ll just have to trust they’ll be fine, and that the shadow demon won’t try anything while he’s gone. He gently nudges their shoulder with his, saying, “Aaaaand if anything happens, you still got the whistle, yeah?”
“Mhm.” They even pull it out as proof, showing it to him before tucking the whistle back into their pack. “And since you actually have a phone now, I can text you about anything I find. Does that sound good?”
What’d be better is if they actually went with him, but fine. Wukong’s being too much of a worrywart, anyway. Worrying isn’t very kingly, after all.
“Alright, alright, I’ll stop bugging ya,” he sighs dramatically, leaning back against the sofa. His tail flicks against their knee, lazily lying across his lap. “Guess we’ll just have to have aaaaaall the fun without you.”
Firecracker snorts. “I say again, you and I have very different definitions of ‘fun,’ Great Sage.” They look at their notebook again. “Make sure not to get too distracted, either. It’s supposed to be a training trip, not a vacation.”
“Yeah, yeah!”
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Not even ten minutes after Firecracker had left, Wukong sensed the presence of two individuals coming towards his temple. Neither of which he even expected to appear. The first person he sees approach is his sweet little brother, Nezha. The one that comes up behind Nezha makes Wukong’s smile immediately fall.
“That look of displeasure will etch its way onto your features, brother,” Nezha comments, his arms folded behind him.
“Oh, so sorry,” Wukong forces a laugh, his arms crossing over his chest. “I just wasn’t expecting more… guests.”
Erlang Shen takes a breath, shaking his head. He says, “I am here with the Lotus Prince to bring news to you, Sun Wukong.” He pauses momentarily, his gaze flitting about the courtyard of Wukong’s temple. Wukong notices Nezha’s nostrils flaring, too, taking in the scent Firecracker left behind.
“You have a clairvoyant here?” Erlang asks, locking eyes with Wukong now.
Of course, only Erlie can tell what a clairvoyant’s scent is.
“A clairvoyant?” Nezha looks at Wukong with furrowed brows.
“What? Why’s that so hard to believe?” He scoffs, folding his arms behind his head now. He leans back, summoning his nimbus to laze back on. “They’re my assistant while I train the cub.”
Nezha only looks less convinced by such a notion. “You got an assistant? And they are a clairvoyant??”
“Why is that such a surprise?!” Wukong makes a face that’s maybe a pout, just a small one, okay? A kingly pout! “Yeah, I got an assistant! And they’re great, thank you very much! Them being a clairvoyant was just an added bonus!” His tail flicks in the air, quickly changing the subject away from Firecracker, “So why exactly are you two here? Not that I mind you being here, little brother, buuuut…” His eyes roam over to Erlang, whose expression remains impassive, perhaps even a little tired.
Huh. Can’t believe I’ve never seen him look tired. He usually has it together.
“For the past several hours, the Court has been debating on what to do with you and your protégé,” Erlang says, massaging his brow. Oof, okay, even if Wukong doesn’t like Erlang, spending hours with the Court is a nightmare. He’ll give a tiny bit of slack, but not much. “It has been decided by decree of the Jade Emperor that you are to be checked in regularly to ensure you don’t influence the boy to do as you did in the past.”
Wukong’s lips pull back into a displeased snarl, his tail whipping in the air. He gets off his nimbus now, his eyes narrowing at Erlang. Nezha steps forward, placing a hand on his shoulder. “Brother,” he says slowly, as if saying a warning, “this is not to say Xiaotian will be gaining the fillet.”
“Good,” Wukong says, his tone harsher than intended when talking to his little brother, but he doesn’t care right now. He stands straight, crossing his arms and waving to Erlang. “Explain.” Despite not ruling over Flower Fruit (at least not properly) for centuries, the air of a king is hard to get rid of even after a long vacation. It comes to him so naturally when he wants it.
Erlang rolls his shoulders and stands at attention, meeting Wukong’s heated gaze. “The Court has not forgotten your transgressions within the Celestial Realm. Knowing that you have a successor meant to take your place, they are all skeptical about whether you’ll properly train this boy, or simply teach him to cause another Havoc in Heaven.”
“The cub is taking my place to help do what you lot can’t,” Wukong growls, his teeth sharpening subconsciously. “And that’s maintaining balance. Something you guys really don’t seem to understand the concept of unless the scales are tipped in your favor.”
Nezha lets out a harsh breath, covering his face and shaking his head. “Wukong, just—listen.” He gestures for Wukong’s attention and says, “This arrangement is made, so the Court will not take action on their own. It is the best thing I could think of without allowing their own thoughts to stew in a pot while waiting to see what happens.”
This was all Nezha’s idea…?
Ugh.
Wukong hates it, but—dammit—he trusts Nezha. He and Guanyin are two of the very few celestials Wukong remotely trusts, especially with the cub.
“Okay, so why is he here?” Wukong makes a dismissive wave to Erlang. The gesture wasn’t too unlike when Mama had done so to Erlang during her trial.
“That is where I had to accompany Lord Erlang to ensure you did not brush him off,” Nezha says, “Because he will be the one to regularly check in on Xiaotian’s progress.”
…
…
“What.”
“I am just as unhappy with this arrangement as you are, Sun Wukong,” Erlang says, his voice flat and expression nothing short of completely done with the situation. “But the Court knows of you and the Lotus Prince’s close brotherhood. They would simply believe that he is putting in a good word for your sake, and therefore advocated for me to keep an eye on you.”
Wukong’s eye twitches, his anger flaring inside him. It takes both the voice of Mama and Master coaxing him to breathe for him to calm even just a fraction. He closes his eyes and inhales slowly, focusing more on the smell of saltwater Firecracker carries at all times. He crosses his arms tightly over his chest, opening his eyes once more to stare at Erlang.
“And how regularly will these ‘check-ins’ happen?” Wukong asks now, his tail thumping against the stone of the courtyard.
“Weekly,” Erlang responds. “Weekly in the Mortal Realm, if I may add. I will maintain my end of the bargain and remain away from the boy by ensuring I come when you are alone, or by simply watching from a distance with which he cannot see me.” He then raises a brow, making an offer, “If you so desire, we can even have your assistant—”
“Absolutely not,” Wukong interjects, his lips pulling back into a threatening snarl. “You stay away from the kid, and from them.”
“Wukong, listen to me.” Nezha takes a hold of his arm and gives it a tug. He whispers harshly to Wukong, despite it not being quiet enough for Erlang not to hear, “You know that the word of a clairvoyant is sacred. If the Court were to know you have the help of one ensuring you train Xiaotian, it would put you more in their favor.”
“Which, in turn, would keep them off your back,” Erlang adds. His posture remained stiff but proper, his hands behind him and expression calm. “I will not speak with them in private, should that put you more at ease. We will get together to discuss the boy’s training and progress. From there, I will report to the Court and ensure to inform them of you gaining the help of a clairvoyant.”
Wukong breathes; in, then out. He does so a second time, then a third. He rubs at his temple, feeling a headache coming from this. Hopefully it doesn’t turn into a migraine. Either way, he’s not sure if he has any more patience for this.
How he wishes the trip to Flower Fruit was now and not in the next few days.
“Fine,” he relents with a tired groan. He breathes again; in, then out. He pinches at the bridge of his brow. “Weekly check-ins with my assistant involved should shut the Court up for a while. Especially since the word of a clairvoyant is highly valued.” He waves a hand to them both. “If that’s it, then you can leave. I have shit to plan.”
He didn’t want to brush off Nezha so quickly or harshly, but he really wasn’t in the mood for this right now. The worry of the shadow demon added on top of this? Yeah, little brother or no, he needed some alone time for a minute.
Thankfully, it looks like Nezha understands, and nods to Wukong. “Take care, brother,” he says, his voice gentler now. He pats Wukong’s arm and bows his head slightly.
“I will meet with you next week then, Sun Wukong?” Erlang asks.
“After my trip to Flower Fruit with the cub,” he says back. “We’ll be there for two weeks. So after that, you can check in.”
While Wukong may not know the details of Flower Fruit burning, he knows that Erlang was the one who directed the attack in the first place. He’s never allowing that god to even breathe in Flower Fruit’s direction.
“Understood.” Erlang nods, taking a small step back and summoning his nimbus with a wave of his hand. “In two weeks, then.”
“Yup.”
Wukong watches Nezha and Erlang leave, his shoulders finally relaxing a tad. He lets out a low and annoyed groan, rubbing his face aggressively. Fuck, he’s going to need one hell of a drink after all of that. He wonders if he still has some of that wine he stole from the Celestial Realm from a while back… Couldn’t hurt to have a sip or two. Or ten. Or the entire bottle.
Maybe instead of drinking, he might just get his old pipe out and have a quick smoke. It’s been a while…
Meh, he’ll figure it out once he’s home. Then he’ll do some proper planning for MK’s training.
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“Over here, firecracker!” Monkey King calls to you, his laughter echoing down the alleyway as you chase after him.
You don’t even know why he was so eager to show you like this when he has a damned cloud he could’ve taken you on, but sure, whatever. You’ll humor him. You can’t help but be curious anyway, since whatever he had found or got in his possession seemed to have him more excited than before.
The minute he makes you start doing parkour is when you put your foot down, though.
Your mind swims with questions; what could he want to show you? Is it some kind of ruin underneath the city? Another clairvoyant that you and Uncle Zan could meet, even? You’re not sure what, nor do you know why he insists you follow him in such a way. What else can you do except follow?
You squeezed through a crack in the fence, feeling something tugging at your jacket, but you pull it free and keep hurrying forward. “What is it you want to show me so bad?” You huff.
Monkey King lands on a trashcan and perches there, tail swaying. He turns to you, tilts his head, a wide grin forming. “I already told you, it’s a surprise. You can’t wait for five minutes just to see? So impatient, firecracker. Wasn’t patience something you were tryna teach MK?”
“Maybe if you weren’t being so secretive and weird about it, I wouldn’t be so skeptical,” a scoff leaves you as he jumps away, taking a turn towards—hopefully—an exit to this alley. “Ugh, can you at least slow down? I’m not as nimble as you or MK, and these alleys are riddled with junk.”
“Not my fault! Perhaaaaaps you should join us in our training,” he laughs, the shadows shivering unnaturally when he does. “C’mon, we’re almost there!”
Huh, that was unusual.
You pause, eyeing up the shadows some more, but don’t notice them moving again. Odd… it was just like when your shadow had moved on its own back when you were on the bus… It couldn’t have been a trick of the eye, considering it was mostly a clear day out today, with hardly a breeze. Nothing could’ve caused the shadows to move in such a way except for magic.
Apparently you stopped long enough for Monkey King to come back and call out to you, “Hey, you suddenly got your legs replaced with cement or something, firecracker? I said we were almost there.”
You look at him, speaking in a softer tone, “The shadows moved on their own, Great Sage. I… think it was that shadow demon, again.”
His smile falters, and he hums, moving to come closer, stopping short some feet away from you to eye up the area. His eyes flashed gold, flickering from one end of the alley to the other. He blows a raspberry after a moment, his eyes returning to normal, “I don’t notice anything anymore. It was probably passing by. Tends to happen with them shadow demons, warping shadows and all that fun stuff.”
“Even if that were the case, it’s better safe than sorry, all things considered.” You step forward to catch up to him, and yet he jumps back again towards the sharp turn in the alley. “Ah—hey—wait up! What’s with you today?”
“Hurry up, slowpoke! Gotta keep moving, or you’re just gonna end up lingering!” Is all he says while you watch him vanish around the corner and have to hurry to catch up with him.
Something felt… off about Monkey King. Sure, he liked to keep certain things a surprise, that was no shocker to you. He certainly liked to continue to pull and yank at your leg until you demanded he stop. Yet there was something else, a glaringly obvious detail, that made you know something wasn’t right.
You call to him, “Great Sage, are you okay—?”
A hand grabs your arm, yanking you back before you can stumble into a particularly feral looking cat. You let out a loud gasp, both from the scare of someone pulling you and the cat that nearly swiped at your legs. It hisses at the both of you, backing away until it scurries off. You whip your head around to come face to face with Tang. He heaves, keeping one hand on your arm, the other on his knee as he tries catching his breath, red in the face, glasses slightly askew.
“You— huff —are so quick—and are way too— wheeze —good at going through these places,” he pants, standing more upright and fixing his glasses. He looks you over now as you take a moment to catch your own breath and calm your beating heart.
You remove your sunglasses so he can examine your eyes first, checking for the traces of your premonition. Then he’s looking over your person for any injuries, asking, “Do you feel hurt anywhere? Any nausea? Aching? Straining?”
“No, no, no, and no,” you rub your face. “Just startled from you pulling me out of it, but I’m fine.”
“Okay, okay, good,” Tang leans back, taking another breath, “hoo—jeez… you weren’t kidding when you said these visions can get really out of control.”
“Yeah,” You huff, brushing some hair from your face and turning to see where you were headed. It looks to be the industrial district of the city, judging from all the buildings designs. You’re not sure if you were headed for the warehouse not too far off, or a different building, but it seems this particular vision wanted you to know about this place.
“Why did it want to take you here, of all places?” Tang moves to stand beside you, looking around the area while he adjusts his scarf.
“Mmm… I’m not sure yet,” you reach for your bag, pulling out your notebook. “But I noticed something else…” You start writing down what happened in the vision. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Tang typing on his phone. He’s most likely in the group chat you made with him, MK, Sandy, Monkey King, and Uncle Zan to let them know you were okay after the vision.
You tap your bottom lip with your pen, chewing at the end of it. You read and reread the entry of what this vision was over and over. Monkey King always acted a little odd, but this time was different. Even if he was adamant about ensuring you followed him… he wouldn’t avoid being close to you. You knew he was practically touch-starved, and while he respected your space when you wanted it, he still would stand close to you almost all the time. Yet now, in this vision, he’s acting like you have the plague or something and won’t come within a few feet of you.
You remember how the shadows moved and warped near the end, and how unbothered Monkey King was by it. The last time you even mentioned the possibility of a shadow demon watching you, he took so many measures to make sure you weren’t being watched or listened to. Yet this time around, he didn’t have a care in the world.
You feel Tang’s fingers touch your upper arm, prompting you to look at him. He asks, “If you don’t mind my asking—what was the vision?”
Subconsciously, you rub at your arm, eyes darting around you. Suddenly the alleyway felt even smaller than before, the air growing thicker. You remind yourself to take a breath, and ask, “Can we go back to Pigsy's Noodles first? I wanna make sure no one’s listening in.”
“Ah—right—yes, of course. There should be a bus stop nearby…” Tang walks with you out of the industrial district to the more populated and busy streets of the city.
Finding a bus that had a stop near Mr. Mr. Pigsy’s restaurant on its route was a no-brainer. You sat by the window while Tang took the spot next to you. During the ride, he idly browsed his phone while stealing side-glances and quietly checking in with you to make sure you were okay. The gesture was sweet, and you appreciated it. You couldn’t help but feel anxious after that vision, however, no matter the moves made to ensure your comfort.
Given how Monkey King acted during the vision, there’s the possibility of him being under the influence of a particularly powerful shadow demon. What with his reaction to your concerns from the shadows moving in the alley, to wanting to stay out of range of your true sight, it wouldn’t surprise you. Demons were capable of possessing one another, after all. It could be entirely possible for one to possess Monkey King.
However… you’ve never actually met any shadow demons, you’ve read about a few. None of them seemed to even be equal in power to Monkey King. So that thought would have to be scrapped until further research can be done.
With that theory ruled out for now, the biggest possibility is a shadow demon impersonating him. What concerned you the most was that whoever was doing it was good at it. Sure, Monkey King had plenty of enemies, and those enemies would know how he acted. Yet this guy had nearly everything down to the letter, from the posture in which he held himself to his speech patterns.
It wasn’t perfect, of course, considering they purposefully stayed out of range of your true sight. You felt if that wasn’t a factor, however, you would’ve been much more easily fooled. The thought of you being tricked in such a way by that terrifies you.
You pull out your phone, looking at Monkey King’s contact on it. You scarcely texted one another since he got a phone, especially since it was around the same time he took MK with him for ‘mountain time training’ as he loved calling it.
He might be too busy… but it doesn’t hurt to send a text to him about your vision, and how good the impersonator was at mimicking Monkey King.
Upon arriving back at Pigsy's Noodles, you and Tang sit in one of the more private booths. You both said a quick hello to Mr. Mr. Pigsy, Tang requesting a dish of the stir-fried fish noodles, while you, since you weren’t that hungry, simply asked for some liangpi. As you waited, you pulled out your notebook to write down some last minute thoughts on what the vision entailed.
Once you finish writing, you take one last glance around the restaurant to ensure no one was listening in. It seemed to be a slow day today, as there were little people inside, thankfully. Finally, you turn to Tang and say, “Great Sage wanted to show me something… but he wouldn’t tell me what.”
You twirl the pen in one hand, your other picking at the corner of your notebook. “It’s odd… usually he would just take me straight there on a different mode of transportation or at least slow down if I asked.”
“He didn’t wait for you that time?” Tang hums, stroking his chin.
Shaking your head, you put your notebook back into your pack. “He didn’t. If anything, he kept a wide distance from me and didn’t seem bothered by my pointing out something strange… There are two theories I have right now; either a shadow demon is possessing him during that time, or one was impersonating him.”
“I don’t want to sound skeptical, but how do you know that?” He cleans off his glasses with his scarf, settling them back on his face.
“It’s fine, it’s good to be skeptical, just in case,” you explain to him, “The real Great Sage is a very touchy guy. I’m sure it’s him being a monkey and all, but he doesn’t hesitate to have some physical touch. But this one in my vision wouldn’t even come near me or let me come near him. He kept making sure to stay a few feet away from me. Most likely because they knew of my true sight…”
“It has limited range, right?”
You hum in confirmation. “I think it’s maybe… five feet at most? I can make it reach out longer, but I’d need to practice that…” Just another thing to add to the list. That’s for way later, though.
Tang gestures to you, offering, “Mmm, that’s rather concerning. Is it common knowledge for demons to know about that particular ability you have? It could help shorten the list of possible suspects.”
“As far as I know, most demons today still know about clairvoyants’ true sight,” you sigh, chewing on your pen some more, “I’ve yet to run into one that doesn’t know, anyway. So it’s best to assume for the time being that it is common knowledge. As for the theories…”
Mr. Mr. Pigsy comes over with your orders, placing them on the table and asking, “So, what is it you two are muttering about over here? Startin’ to worry me a little with how hush, hush you're keeping it.”
“Sorry, sir,” you mumble. Taking the noodles, you break your chopsticks and huff, “It’s another odd vision we’re discussing. A lot of them have been pretty random, but the most frequent one has been someone impersonating the Great Sage or someone possessing him.”
“Mm… and he knows about this, right?”
“He knows about an impersonator, and we’ve made precautions at the training grounds, while Uncle and I made precautions at home.” You notice Mr. Mr. Pigsy nodding in approval, muttering a “good” under his breath. You say, “Whoever’s in the visions is trying to get into contact with me specifically. In all the ones I’ve had so far, I haven’t seen anyone else with me.” You tap your fingers against the table.
“You don’t think whoever this is might be tryna get you alone, are they?” Mr. Mr. Pigsy’s frown only deepens. “Using Monkey King to coax you to more private areas and all…”
“It’s possible…” You dig into your dish, eyes trained on the bowl as your mind wanders. Whoever this was, if they really were trying to get you alone, that meant you’d most likely need someone with you more often. Which was the problem, you’d rather not inconvenience any of them just to be on standby to keep an eye on you. You weren’t some child in need of babysitting.
Besides, you could handle yourself just fine. Demon Bull Family notwithstanding, you’ve already defended yourself against plenty of demons. If you couldn’t handle this one, the only people you trusted to actually handle this demon were Sandy and Monkey King. Even if he was a pacifist now, Sandy was still formidable in a fight. MK was still in training and controlled more by his emotions, so he was ruled out, unfortunately.
“Whatcha thinkin’, kiddo?” Mr. Mr. Pigsy’s voice tears you from your thoughts, making you nearly choke on your food.
You clear your throat, tapping your chest. You say, “Ahem—well, I was thinking… There's only so many precautions that can be made for something like this. Depending on which theory is true, I should be okay to handle the demon on my own if I end up alone with them if it were just an impersonator.”
“Are you sure?” Tang’s brows knit with worry, pairing with his own deep set frown. “Someone who can impersonate the Great Sage must be powerful enough to not be afraid to pull such a stunt. And if it were one that is strong enough to possess him…”
Mr. Mr. Pigsy shakes his head. “C’mon, Tang, cut ‘em some slack. They clearly know what they’re talkin’ about.” He turns to you. “While Tang’s right, we’re gonna trust you to handle this how you feel would be best. You’re an adult, and we’re trusting you know the limits.” He puts a hand on your shoulder and gives it a small squeeze. “But you know that if anything happens, we’re here to help, not just MK or monkey man, okay?”
“I understand sir, thank you. Please, don’t worry, I do have precautions set on what to do in a worse case scenario. While I’m no exorcist, I have methods to help the Great Sage if he ends up getting possessed.” It’s a half-lie, really. You’re not sure if the wards you have would even work on a demon if it were powerful enough to possess Monkey King of all god-like beings. But it’ll at least make Mr. Mr. Pigsy and Tang lay off a bit so you can properly plan later.
Whether Mr. Mr. Pigsy was satisfied with your response, or didn’t want to push further, he didn’t make a show of it. He just gave a nod, a smile of his own, and went right back to work. Letting out a small exhale, you reach into your bag to pull out your tarot cards. You’re really not sure what to do with this right now, so maybe they can provide some insight on whom this person could be, or maybe a route to take to help you prepare for the upcoming confrontation.
You pull out a single card, tapping your finger against it, thinking of your question, Who is this shadow demon that’s appearing more frequently in my visions? Can you give me some kind of hint, if not their identity?
Tang watches from across the table, attempting (and failing) to quietly slurp his noodles while you eyed up your card. Slowly but surely, the image burns itself onto the surface of the card, revealing a person lying on the ground while ten swords are stabbed into their back.
“Mmm…” You hum with another sigh. That only adds more questions…
“What is it, if you don’t mind my asking?” Tang leans forward, eyeing up the card, though clearly unable to see the image. “Doesn’t seem to be good, considering the look on your face.”
Pulling up the image on your phone, you show it to him. “It’s called the Ten of Swords, this one revealed itself in its upright position…” You look over the card again, watching as the burnt image slowly fades away. “Putting it simply, the Ten of Swords in its upright position can signify a sudden and painful ending, such as betrayal or a relationship being cut off, et cetera.”
“Oof, doesn’t sound like a good card to get…” He leans back in the seat, finishing up his bowl. “What is it trying to tell you?”
“I’m… actually not sure,” you admit. You tap your finger against the card, thinking and thinking, then say, “For the Ten of Swords, sometimes it can suggest you’re taking on the role of the ‘victim’ in something. Even if you were hurt or betrayed, you have the choice to pick yourself up and move forward, rather than wallowing in anger or self-pity or hoping someone will take pity on you.”
You continue to explain, “It’s not an awful card to get, really, it’s just one of the harsh wake-up calls of the Minor Suits. On the lighter side, it’s essentially about letting go and accepting what happened, and that the pain is coming to an end. But also the issue of it can have a good and a bad meaning, and considering how weird this situation is—I genuinely don’t know which one it could mean.”
“Hmm…” Tang plays with his scarf, both of you silent for some time. “Well… I’m no expert on tarot, so you’re allowed to correct me if I’m wrong, but do you think it could be talking about the shadow demon in your visions?” He looks at you, brushing some hair from his eyes. “The card talks about betrayal and hurt, maybe it’s talking about the shadow demon who was betrayed.”
…
It’s highly possible…
It’s not like you expected a straight-up name and description of whom this shadow demon was. Looks like this is your hint the card decided to give. “That’s a good theory, Tang.” You open your notebook up again, writing that down. “I personally don’t recall ever meeting a shadow demon in my time, so I think this one is connected to the Great Sage. Considering how good they are at impersonating him, that only makes it more likely. To impersonate the Great Sage, you’d have to be very familiar with him.”
Tang looks like he wants to say more, but is hesitant, as if his theory is already null and void. “Well—hmm…” He sighs, shaking his head. He fixes his glasses, stroking his lower lip with his thumb. “I have an… idea on who that might be, but—it doesn’t make much sense, considering several circumstances.”
“It still doesn’t hurt to get it out in the open,” you make a small gesture for him to continue. “What are you thinking?”
“The Six-Eared Macaque,” is his quick, simple answer. “Think about it—there’s been plenty of painful endings for Monkey King over the years, but none as painful as that one. Going off the card, it’s possible that—well—neither have been able to accept the past and move on. Not to mention… Six-Eared Macaque was known to impersonate Monkey King to a tee—to the point that only the Buddha himself could tell the two apart.”
Not even Monkey King’s own mother…? Mmm, it’s also possible that wasn’t written down in the books.
Monkey King has a close relationship with her, so it’s highly possible he didn’t want her written in history, to protect her.
Tang’s theory is very sound, and it makes sense, but…
“But he’s dead, Tang,” you say now, shaking your head.
“I know, I know, that’s why I didn’t even want to bring it up,” he huffs, fiddling with his chopsticks. “Not to mention there’s nothing in the books about him learning any kind of shadow magic, either. Even then, if it was him, there had to have been a powerful necromancer who revived him. The… only one I can think of who would be able to do such a thing was long sealed away before she ever had the chance.”
“Mmm…” You have an idea on who else could do that, but… Auntie wouldn’t have any reason to revive Six-Eared Macaque. You know she’s strong enough to do it, but she wouldn’t just do so willy-nilly—and you know she wouldn’t let Six-Eared Macaque bring any harm to you or Uncle.
“It’s a real good theory, but definitely one we have to rule out,” you agree quietly, tapping your pen on the table. “It’s certainly a shadow demon—or… a demon that learned shadow magic. Now it’s just the question of ‘who’.”
“The strangest thing is just that, though,” Tang taps his chin, his eyes darting across the surface of the table as if he were reading texts laying in front of him. “Going on the theory it’s a shadow demon—they are known to hold a grudge, sure, but they’re not violent, per se. Just more… spiteful, I suppose? They’re actually quite a reclusive species, which is why so little is written about them.” He adjusts his glasses, meeting your gaze again to say, “Even then, some of the most powerful shadow demons in history barely have anything on them because of how reclusive they are.”
He strokes his chin now, looking thoughtful, before continuing, “I have a few texts on shadow demons in history, and I’m sure the library would have some as well—perhaps we might be able to find the one you’re seeing in your visions? If they’re connected to the Monkey King, then it shouldn’t be too difficult to find them!”
“Well… MK is gonna be with the Great Sage for the next few weeks doing some ‘mountain top training’ as he liked to call it. So other than the usual work, I’ll be free to do some research.” You roll your eyes at the memory of Monkey King’s pathetic attempt to have you join them on the mountains. As peaceful as that sounded, you knew for a fact it wouldn’t be, since it was going to be one of MK’s more hands-on training with combat, which meant a lot of collateral damage. You’ll stay a good distance away from that, thanks.
Even if you sensed an underlying motive from Monkey King’s offer, you still had a lot of work to do. It was nice of him to lend a hand in ensuring you didn’t go insane trying to find answers that won’t come to you yet, but you had various meditation techniques to help with that.
Not to mention, he has enough on his plate taking care of MK’s training alone. You’re not about to add onto that.
Tang’s smile brightens. “I could bring all the text I can find tomorrow if you’d like—oh, actually, it’d be best if we met at my home, to not pile all the texts here in the restaurant…”
“I’m alright with that, and I won’t judge the state of your house, by the way. We can meet here and head over to your place after some lunch?”
“Haha, thank you. Alright, sounds like a plan!”
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You:
Great Sage, have you ever met or knew a shadow demon in your time?
Great Sage:
Yeah
Y?
You:
I did a tarot reading, and it landed on Ten of Swords, Upright.
I’m not sure how well versed you are in tarot… do you know what that means?
Great Sage:
Not really
Wasn’t my kinda thing
Left that for the oracles and what have u
What’s it mean?
You:
[Attachment Sent]
I asked my cards to try to give me a hint on whom this shadow demon was, and that’s what it answered with.
…
…
Great Sage:
Hmmm…
Weird
All the shadow demons I met back in the day were pretty chill with me
Didn’t meet a lot, obviously, but still
You:
I’ve never met a shadow demon in my time.
This only gets weirder…
Great Sage:
Well
It’s also possible
That someone LEARNED shadow magic
It’s not easy
But it’s possible
You:
Yeah, I remember you mentioning that a while back.
Tang and I are trying to theorize, but…
Ugh…
That just makes it
more
complicated on whom it could possibly be.
Great Sage:
Yeah, I don’t know anyone who learned shadow magic from my past
So they probably learned it while they were in hiding
You:
Do you have any idea who would have a grudge on you?
Or, I suppose, try to get to me by impersonating you?
…
…
…
You:
Great Sage…?
Everything okay?
Great Sage:
Yeah, yeah
Kid was askin some questions
Anyway
Nah
I don’t know anyone who’d do that
Least…
No one LIVING anyway
…
Hmm… even he thought about Six-Eared Macaque…
You:
I see.
Okay… mmm….
I’ll see what research I can dig up, and get back to you on it all.
Great Sage:
Be careful, firecracker
Remember the whistle if there’s trouble
You:
I know, I know. I’ll be okay.
○ ○ ○
The visions of this Monkey King impersonator weren’t as insistent as your previous visions, thankfully. Did they still happen often? Yes, but they were much more manageable, with you only needing to call on someone once or twice. You could tell Uncle Zan was proud of your progress from the way he smiled during your recollections with him. You couldn’t help but be a little proud of yourself, truly.
However, with two weeks gone by after that particularly big vision and little to no answers, you were getting stumped over what to do with it. You and Tang poured over several texts together to try to find out what shadow demons would have grudges on Monkey King, or even living demons to this day, aside from Demon Bull King. All the research was for naught, because most of the shadow demons you’ve found were recluses just as Tang said they were, and any who were enemies of Monkey King ended up just befriending him or perishing in a battle against him.
Which made very little sense as to why one was so adamant about impersonating him to get to you. If they really wanted to get through to you, they would’ve used your uncle, Sandy, or hell even MK. But maybe that’s also why they didn’t. The shadow demon didn’t fully know how any of them would’ve acted around you if you reacted a certain way, and anything would’ve set off alarm bells.
So, it’s possible that to them, Monkey King was the best choice. Yet, he was also the worst choice. Because of your months spending time with Monkey King, it also let you know how he would’ve acted in certain situations in said visions. Adding onto the fact of what the Ten of Swords insinuated, if you were to theorize that the hurt and betrayal was what the mystery demon had felt, it made even less sense and gave you fewer leads on whom it could possibly be.
Tang brought up the possibility of a shadow demon that wasn’t written in history, perhaps even someone who was close to Monkey King. Which would make sense, considering Miss Lihua—his own mother—wasn’t in the history books either. It’s highly possible that those texts were removed for privacy’s sake, and for safety.
You wonder if Miss Lihua would have any answers… but you don’t know if she even has a phone, let alone if Monkey King would have her number. You’ll just have to see if there’s a way to contact her later.
While you'd usually be fine with waiting, you can't help but feel like something is looming over the horizon, alert for the right moment to strike. It isn't helping your paranoia one bit, making you even more cautious than usual. It’s becoming such a complicated mess that it’s about to make more of your hair go gray from the stress.
Maybe you should have accepted that invitation from Money King… oh well…
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The fates certainly have a funny way of working, don’t they?
Not long after your chat with Monkey King over text, you helped your uncle with a delivery. The location? A theater that just happened to be hosting a shadow play of all things for the next few weeks. Whether it was by pure coincidence or the gods themselves just throwing a big neon sign that said, ‘look here, idiot’ you’re not sure. You honestly wouldn’t be surprised if it was both.
In truth, you hardly expected to get any leads from this shadow play. This would be more of a nice stress relief from racking your brain for answers. You’ve lost count of how many times you’d nearly fall asleep on Tang’s books and had to nap on his couch. With him being busy helping his mother for the next day or two, this can be a pleasant refresher before you both get back to it.
Once MK’s training on Flower Fruit is finished, you’ll bug Monkey King some more about it, maybe even wait for Miss Lihua to visit him again and ask her if she knows anything.
After delivering to Uncle’s client—a smoke demon with horrific anxiety and in need of some calming essences—you got a ticket for the play and sat down in the far back of the small theater room.
You perch your sunglasses on your head and neatly place your pack on your lap. Taking a glance around, you note that the theater itself wasn’t that packed, but there was a fair amount of people with their children. Most likely wanting to show off the wonders of shadow plays. You remember your own parents doing that when you were younger.
You rest your chin in your hand, propping your elbow on your knee, and wait. Within a few minutes, the lights of the theater dim, and a hooded individual dressed in ornate robes steps onto the stage. They spoke in a deep, masculine voice, “Welcome to the Silverlight Theater, my friends. Thank you for coming and humbling this puppet master with your presence. Please, sit back, and allow me to take you through a tale…”
They pull their hands apart, revealing an intricately designed lamp from their sleeve. It gave off an ethereal glow and gave the room a gentle purple hue to it, causing some watchers to gawk at it or shush their amazed children.
It looks and feels… way too important to be a normal prop… is that a magical item?
“The tale itself is a simple one,” says the puppet master, “one of a hero… and a warrior.” The lamp in their hand glows brighter, then dims as the shadows behind the puppet master move and warp. They say, making a gesture with their other hand, “Like light, heroes bring warmth, hope, and friendship. They also give life to the darkness…”
As their hand closes, darkness envelops the room, until all that’s left is the tiny glow of the lamp. It starts projecting more light onto the white curtain that was behind the puppet master—who vanished when the room went completely dark. Yet their voice seemed to project throughout the room as they kept talking, “The hero and the warrior were like the sun and the moon, their light a protective glow shining upon the world…”
You blink, rub at your eyes. You’re not sure why but your head was pounding all of a sudden and the voice of the puppet master seemed more garbled than before. Upon opening your eyes, you had to slap a hand over your mouth to stifle the startled yell you nearly let out.
Looming before you was a being made of pure darkness. It almost resembled a monkey, covered in loose bandages with glowing pinkish-purple eyes, the right eye crossed out in an X shape. It practically overshadowed the whole theater, bending this way and that to have to fit in the room.
And it was staring
right
at
you.
Out of the corner of your eyes, you noticed more and more shadows with the same brightly colored eyes staring, staring, staring. A terror that you couldn’t control began to grip at your heart and dig its claws in, relentlessly holding on. The claws of the shadow beast moved towards you, around you, as if to cage you in and make you see it and only it.
Before the feeling of the vision could take you away from reality, you fumble for your sunglasses, yanking them over your eyes. You bend down, tucking your head as low as you can and clamping your hands over your ears, breathing as slowly and as deeply as you could to try and not draw attention.
You can’t do this right now, you can’t. Not in front of all of these people.
It’s fine, just this once it’s fine to block it out. Just this once.
Why did it have to be now of all times?
You hear a voice, voices, like a cacophony of noise ringing in your ears, calling to you, taunting you, “Little oracle, little oracle…”
Go away, go away, go away, was the mantra in your mind as you desperately tried to ignore the horrid feeling of a thousand eyes looking at you, into you. You tried to ignore the way the room closed in, the air growing thicker and harder to breathe in. You tried to ignore the feeling of falling, keeping your feet firmly planted on the floor.
Yet it felt like there was no floor beneath you. It felt like you were falling, falling, falling.
You tried and tried to keep yourself calm.
Not real it’s not real
I’m still in the theater
I’m fine
I’m fine
I’m FINE
You’re not sure how long you stayed in that position, blocking out everything as best you could,
you don’t even remember when the play ended until you stopped hearing the voices of the vision taunting you.
Instead, you hear the idle chatter of the other people in the theater talking about the play.
You lift your head, look around. Everything was back to normal. No more shadows, no more big creepy, monkey looking thing…
You feel like you should go home and tell Uncle Zan about it right now. Maybe even just call Monkey King and tell him as well. In fact, yeah, you’re going to get the fuck out of here and do exactly that. No point in wasting more time than you already have.
You quickly send a text to Monkey King, letting him know you needed to talk to him ASAP, before pocketing your phone.
If he’s already back, I’ll just meet him at home. If not, I’ll call him—this is way too important to talk over text.
So much for taking a day to relax—
“I beg your pardon.” The voice next to you makes you jump. The puppet master lifts a hand, taking a small step back. “I apologize for startling you, I simply wished to ask if you were alright.” They fold their hands in front of them again. “I couldn't help but notice how frightened you looked during the play and wished to check on you.”
“Ah—uh—” you cough, getting to your feet. “Right, sorry about that. I—ah—sometimes have hallucinations in the dark. I didn’t expect it to be such a bad episode during your play. If anything, I should be the one apologizing. I hope I didn’t cause a scene…” A quick lie to tell to hopefully get this stranger off your back.
I want to leave.
Please just let me leave.
“Oh no, quite the contrary, you were very quiet. Please, think nothing of it, my friend,” they wave their hand, a smile easily playing on their lips. They hold a hand out to you. “Allow me to extend a formal apology for the scare.”
“It’s alright, really.” Out of formality, you take their hand and give it a small shake.
…
Something feels off.
Their hand is calloused, very calloused for a shadow puppeteer. When you look, you notice the resound signs of a glamour disguise. The dark purple particles hovering about and revealing what truly lies underneath said glamour.
No—
Their hand has a lot more fur than a normal human should…
Fuck, fuck—
You look at their face, glad your sunglasses could hide your eyes widening. Being this close, you can notice certain things… and you can see inside the hood of this stranger. Behind the glamour, you see a monkey. Though instead of the orange fur of Monkey King, or the chestnut fur of Miss Lihua, this individual’s fur was pure black, but with the subtlest hints of white at its roots. The marking on their face was more feathered and a deep red, framing one bright golden left eye, and a pale, scarred right eye that stared at you, through you.
Their smile suddenly doesn’t feel so friendly.
Shit, shit, I need to leave. I need to go NOW.
They ask, “Haha, is there something on my face? You've been staring for a long moment now.”
That smile… they’re doing this on purpose. They know.
You blink, take a breath. “Ah—I’m sorry—I should—probably go take my pills…”
Play dumb. Get out and tell Monkey King ASAP.
You pull your hand away, moving to step around the puppet master—the strange monkey.
Whoever they were, you needed to get the fuck out of here and tell Monkey King immediately. The aura radiating from this person only made you more uncomfortable with each second you stood in their presence. Whether it's from them actually making their aura known to you now or being this close lets you feel it, you don't know and would rather not find out.
“May a humble puppet master walk you to the door, at least? As the last guest, I would feel quite rude to not show you out—especially after what happened. My purpose is to entertain, not frighten, after all.” The monkey makes a small gesture, smiling at you. The smile held a hint of a threat, their eyes giving off an eerie feeling. “And with you in such a state, I would feel much more comfortable knowing one of my theater-goers was safe.”
Now that they mention it, when you glance around the theater, you now notice that you two are the only people in this room now.
Their emphasis is a clear threat.
Just get out. Get out.
You swallow, and offer as polite a smile as you can. “While I appreciate the offer, I must decline. Really, I’ll be okay.” Again, you move to walk past them, but they simply stand in your way.
“Hmm… I suppose there is no helping it, at this point,” they sigh, their shoulders slumping. You catch sight of what looked like their tail flicking upwards behind them. They smile a smile that’s too big and too full of not-human teeth that makes your muscles clench with fear.
Shit, shit, should I just make a run for it—?
They step closer to you, reaching a hand out and placing it on your shoulder. Their fingers dig in, locking you in place before you could even think of bolting. “I really hoped our first meeting would be better than this, but you’ve been a stubbornly cautious one, haven’t ya? I’ll just have to take what I can get.”
“What—” You’re suddenly shoved back, stumbling over the seats and falling.
Except instead of hitting the floor of the theater, you fall through chilling darkness, and land on dirt. You gasp, scrambling to your feet and taking in your surroundings as quickly as you could. Megapolis was nothing but a small dot on the sunset horizon, while you were dropped at the top of a karst. One of the many, many within this karst forest.
Oh, dear…
“You know, out of all the places I was expecting you to show,” the monkey says behind you, “I was not expecting you to show up to the theater of all places. If I’d known you’d just go there and hand yourself over on a silver platter like that, it really would’ve saved a lot of trouble on my end.”
You whirl around to face the monkey, your words catching in your throat as you make eye contact with them. No longer wearing the robes that cover his entire person, he shows his true appearance. You half wished that it was a ghost or a zombie or something more logical than the reality that was in front of you.
Standing before you was a monkey who was supposed to be dead. Yet here he is, his six ears twitching and perking up, a sinister smile donning his features.
Holy shit, Tang was right…
But—wait—how is that even possible?
Who resurrected him?!
Was it really Auntie that did so?
But why??
His tail sways behind him, flicking off to the side. He takes a step closer to you, his voice ripping you from the chaos of your thoughts, “So lovely to finally meet you in person, little oracle. I’m sure you don’t need me to tell you who I am, heh.”
You blink, backing away from the one known as Six-Eared Macaque, but he just moves to be in your personal space, not letting you get away for a second. “You— who revived you?”
He only offers a laugh and a shrug. “You know what they say about history, they’re written by the winners. Who’s to say I survived by just the skin of my teeth, huh?” He leans closer, closer, closer still, giving you a smile full of teeth. “Who’s to say I was revived?”
He shrugs again, lazily draping an arm over your shoulders. He pinches your cheek, his tone all but condescending as he says, “But you’re a smart little oracle, aren’t you? Why not figure it out yourself?”
You look him over as he does the same for you. You noticed it prior, but now that he’s fully revealed himself, you can clearly see how his fur goes from white at the roots to black at the tips. And the scarring on the right side of his eye and face looked brutal, as if that side of his face were shoved against a truck tire moving at high speeds and was held there.
No doubt the scar is from his ruthless fight with Monkey King.
…
There’s no way he survived, otherwise…
He had to have been killed rather than survived by the skin of his teeth as he claims. Not to mention you’ve never heard of anything about Six-Eared Macaque learning shadow magic. Even if the subject surrounding him is a tender one, you feel like Monkey King would’ve made some kind of hint towards it.
It’s possible that, like with Miss Lihua, the history books didn’t say anything.
That feels too far-fetched, though. Too far a reach.
If Great Sage knew of Six-Eared Macaque still being alive, he’d warn me, Uncle, MK—hell, he’d warn all of us beforehand.
So…
You notice something else on him. Something… off. There was the tiniest hint of tendrils, of a different type of magic, radiating off of him. You’ve seen undead thralls before—especially ones made by Auntie, you know what necromancy magic looks like.
So he was revived… that’s how Great Sage doesn’t know.
This magic doesn’t look like Auntie’s… but I can’t tell very well…
As for the shadow magic… it’s highly possible he learned it after his resurrection.
You swallow some spit and offer a challenge, “The scar on your face… it looks like the right side of you was—ripped apart, and then put back together.” His smile twitches, but you continue, “And your fur was ivory in the history books, wasn’t it? Shadow magic has a tendency to physically affect the user, if I remember correctly. So that’s what changed your fur color.”
You add onto your statement, saying, “And—Great Sage would’ve told MK and I about you if you were still alive. I may not know what happened during your fight with him, but… there’s no way he’d keep it a secret that you survived, no matter how sensitive a subject it is.
“And finally… there’s—bits of necromancy magic around you. I can see it. Someone revived you. You didn’t survive—you died and someone brought you back.”
Six-Eared Macaque doesn't respond at first, his one good eye looking over you, into you, observing every last inch of your person. It wasn't anything like how Uncle Zan would look you over, or Monkey King, who tried to find what was wrong so they could help it. He looked at you like he wanted to find what made you hurt and make it hurt more.
After what felt like longer than just a minute of silence, his smile grew larger. “Well, looks like you are as smart and observant as I’ve heard, hah! That’ll make this a lot easier for the both of us, then.” His arm around your shoulder becomes more firm, his fingers, and claws digging in as he pulls you close to him. “You don’t need to know the full story of what happened to me, little oracle. Instead, how about we play the guessing game of what I want from you?”
His touch made an uncomfortable static crawl on your skin, yet as you try to push him away, his grip on you tightens further. The stench of tobacco and something… fruity permeates from him, invading your nostrils. You feel your bones become more prominent as they press against your skin, making you wince from the pain.
His tail wraps itself around your waist, tugging you impossibly closer to him. “Going somewhere, friend? I thought you were free for the next few days. Why not stay and chat?”
“Just cut to the chase of what you want, Six-Eared Macaque.” Your shoulders hunched upwards and tried to keep your voice even, but damn that was easier said than done. Never in your life would you have expected to meet Six-Eared Macaque of all demons, the one whose power rivals Monkey King’s and could meet him head on in a fight.
At first, you wondered how in the heavens and hells are you going to get out of this one, but you quickly snuff that idea out. You weren't going to get out of this, not that easily at least. The most you could do is just try your best to roll with his punches—without getting into a contract with him—and get away as soon as you can. If you could just reach the whistle and blow it, you'd be in the clear. The issue was actually getting it from the pouch of your bag while Six-Eared Macaque had you crushed against his side.
Six-Eared Macaque chuckles, tapping his fingers against your shoulder while he combs his fur with his other hand. “Well, sweet little oracle of mine, I need you to just take a few teeny tiny peeks into the future for me.” He tilts his head in your direction. His smile would have appeared friendly, but you can see the hidden malice behind it. “A specific moment in the future for me so I can properly prepare a few things for myself… and then some locations. Think you can do that for little ol’ me?”
“It’s not—” you grunt, your shoulder aching at the tightening grip he held. You press one hand against his chest in a vain attempt to get some space, your other hand inching closer to your side pouch that holds your taser “—it’s not that simple. You hear everything, don’t you? You know I’m not in full control of my premonitions—”
“Don’t worry, I’m fully aware of that, and am quite willing to take some… measures to see if we can force a few out of you.” His grip loosens enough for you to move more freely as he grabs at the collar of your shirt.
You waste no time to pull your taser from its pouch and jam it into his side. His tail wraps around your wrist just as you activate your taser, making him seize up and let out a pained gurgling noise. His tail clenches tighter around your wrist, forcing a pained cry from you, both of you falling to your knees.
You wrench your hand free when the grip of his tail loosens enough for you and you stumble back. Six-Eared Macaque collapses forward, his body twitching and seizing up.
Ignoring the pain blooming in your wrist, you go into your bag to grab at the whistle—
but it wasn’t there.
“What—?!” You take several more steps away from Six-Eared Macaque’s twitching body, searching each pocket and pouch, and you can’t find it, you can’t find it anywhere, where is it?!
His laughter catches your attention as he slowly lifts his head from the ground. “L—Lookin’ for suh—something?” He laughs again, but it breaks down into a coughing fit, his muscles relaxing and seizing and relaxing again. He claws at the ground, his smile impossibly big as he locks eyes with you. “You—look like you—hah—lost something there, little oracle.”
Your heart hammers painfully against your rib cage, trying to even your breathing as the panic settled in you increases by the second. Shadows beneath Macaque and you warp, stretch, multiple eyes opening and staring at you, mouths forming to smile at you, taunting, taunting.
Slowly, he pushes himself to a kneeling position, reaching into his tunic and pulling out the familiar looking whistle Monkey King gave you. “Did you lose this perhaps?”
That son of a bitch—
Your body moves before your mind can catch up, reaching for the whistle in his hand. You didn’t even make it two feet towards him before you’re tackled to the ground. Your struggles lasted long enough for you to turn your head and see another Six-Eared Macaque made of pure shadows keeping you pinned down. Its fingers tangle into your hair, shoving your head down onto the ground as it kicks the taser away. Its other hand keeps a firm grip on your wrist, keeping one arm painfully twisted behind your back.
Six-Eared Macaque takes a breath, flexes his muscles, standing taller with each passing second. He recovered about as quickly as Monkey King did, just as you expected and dreaded. He rolls his shoulders back, stuffing the whistle back into his tunic. “Gotta hand it to you, little oracle,” he chuckles, “you really do have good reflexes.”
He steps closer to you, crouching down and grabbing your face. He forces you to meet his gaze, saying, “But you are so, so stupid to think that would’ve been a good plan against me of all people.” His taunting laughter adds more fuel to the mixture of rage and fear settled deep in your stomach. “Now, where were we…”
The clone vanishes and Six-Eared Macaque grabs at the back of your shirt to force you to your feet. He pushes you back, kicking the taser up and catching it in the air. He inspects it for a moment, before he tucks that into his tunic as well and approaches you again. With each step you take away from him, he advances two more.
“Don’t worry about that whistle of yours, I’ll take good care of it. As for those premonitions I want…” He hums, reaching out and snatching the front collar of your shirt. He steps forward, yanking you closer until your noses nearly touch. Your heels brush against the edge of the cliff.
He says, “Some people say that fear is a good way to kick-start a power coming in… why don’t we give that a shot?”
All too suddenly he pushes you back, keeping a firm grip on your shirt, but letting you lean back over the cliff, the threat of falling quite literally hanging by a thread.
falling falling falling
The realization of what he’s implying makes the fear inside you suddenly seize every last inch of your muscles. Like a heavyweight falling onto you and making it nearly impossible to breathe. Your eyes blew wide as you reached out and desperately grabbed at his arm.
Is this what happened to the other clairvoyants?
No…
Their fates punctuated by demons.
Is it your turn, now?
No no please no
To just be another number on the body count of all the dead clairvoyants?
Stop stop stop it stop stop it
Panic overtook all logic, making you speak before you could think, “W—Wait, wait! Don’t, please don’t, Six-Eared Macaque—”
He pays no mind to your pleas, only asking you, “Feel any visions coming yet, little oracle?”
Images of Uncle Zan flash in your mind, then MK, then Monkey King. Thoughts of never seeing them again, never seeing Mr. Mr. Pigsy or Tang or Sandy or Mei. All of them becoming a target of Six-Eared Macaque. Tears blurred your vision, your chest feeling as if it were about to cave in on itself.
Please please no please don’t do this
If you didn’t succeed, would he go for Uncle next? Do the exact same thing to him? Even kill him??
You shut your eyes tight, the tears pushing down your cheeks as you try and try to yank a vision out, but nothing is happening. You were flailing in a pond, searching desperately for a fish like your life depended on it, but the fish have long swam away and are hiding from you.
You sob, “I can’t—I can’t—please, please—!”
“C’mon, I know you can do better than that.” Six-Eared Macaque takes another step, letting you lean further over the edge.
You frantically hold onto his sleeve, your breathing broken and ragged and panicked. “No, no, no, no—”
This is it I’m gonna die he’s gonna kill me
Uncle’s next
No no please stop it
Not my uncle please he’s all I have stop stop stop
“Where’s those little—what did you call them? Acid trip visions? Where are those, hmm?”
“It’s not th—that simple!” You dig your heels into the edge in a vain attempt to regain your footing. You tug and pull at his sleeve to no avail, your chest heaving with each breath. “I—I can’t just summon th—them willy-nilly! This—this isn’t going to work, I’m telling you. Don’t—please, please, don’t—”
He pulls you closer to him with a sinister smile. “You never know until you try.”
Six-Eared Macaque takes
a final step forward,
lifts you up,
and throws you
off the cliff.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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You thought that's all we'd see of Erlang? YOU FOOL
He's gonna be showing up so much more, and I cannot wait for you to read when he and Nibby meet in person
It's gonna be great :)---
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I have been WAITING to get this chapter written and posted for so long you have no idea. I've been so damn excited to finally get Macaque in the picture and he's finally HERE!
If y'all thought it was gonna be a fun time with Macaque when he made his appearance I'm not sorry for disappointing you because he is an asshole and we gonna be makin that clear as day here, kids. This ain't a slow burn for no reason, you hear me?
It only gets more interesting from here, folks so stay tuned for next chapter! Until then~♥
Chapter 12: Discoveries and Deals
Notes:
A deal with a demon should never be taken lightly.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Clairvoyants have always been a flighty group of heavenly blessed. So secretive, so cautious, and so damn stubborn. Just like the one Macaque was able to get his hands on after centuries of searching. If it’s not them staying quiet about their visions, it’s them immediately moving to a new area the moment they’re discovered by some other pathetic excuse for a demon before he can get to them.
Thankfully, it seems this particular clairvoyant decided to relocate right in his hometown. Not only that, but another one was hiding right under his nose! The cub really was a lucky kid to have found not one, but two clairvoyants for Macaque. The rumors surrounding a clairvoyant in Megapolis ended as soon as they had arrived, which made him skeptical of there actually being one here.
Means I really am getting rusty for not looking deeper into that rumor.
Oh well, hindsight bias won’t help him or his new clairvoyant “friend” now. He just needs to try to yank some visions out of them, and then he can be on his way. If things don’t work out with this one, he can always go for their uncle, though he’d prefer to avoid it. Uncontrolled premonitions aside, it’s clear they’re much more easily manipulated by threats and emotions than their uncle is, given what he’s heard during their small talks with Wukong.
Even if the clairvoyant couldn’t fully control their premonitions, he’s willing to take certain steps and measures to force ‘em out before he properly gets his plans together.
Yet despite the preparations he made, the problem with enacting those plans was actually getting the stubborn clairvoyant alone. Looks like their visions were just as stubborn as the human themselves, keeping them just out of his reach. Every time he thinks of a new plan and is ready to swoop in and snatch them up, their visions reveal a piece of the plan to them. That piece being more than enough for the clairvoyant to take a different route and completely avoid his trap.
Thankfully, it looks like those visions didn’t fully reveal it was him so he could keep the element of surprise. Said premonitions were just spoiling his damn fun, though! It was getting frustrating endlessly having to plan and replan and replan again. Macaque was half-ready to just grab the clairvoyant while they were on a walk, let them sink into their own shadow and come right to him. Hell, he was about to even, until they showed up at the theater.
He wasn’t going to look a gift horse in the mouth and chose to utilize that chance then and there. Did he get a bit impatient when finally getting them alone? Sure. Is he regretting it? Absolutely not. He’s finally, finally getting what he’s been needing for so long. Enough time was wasted, especially when he’s working on an unknown time limit.
All Macaque required from the clairvoyant was a look or two (or a couple, really) into the future, and he can properly prepare a few things. Of course, his top priority was enacting his vengeance on Wukong for hurting his friends, his family, his husband. The next was knowing when she would come back, so Macaque could make sure to be halfway to Germany or Canada or anywhere that wasn’t here before then.
It’s kind of sad, honestly. He feels like he and the clairvoyant would’ve gotten along, if things were different. They really did remind him a lot of Zhihao, especially with that sass they like to show on occasion. He’s not afraid to admit it’s also because there’s finally someone who isn’t afraid to call Wukong out on being a moron. The clairvoyant seems like they would’ve been interesting, entertaining company. Someone he wouldn’t have minded sharing a drink with. Maybe even befriend, if he was daring.
But no, that’s not possible for someone like him. Not anymore, at least. Those hopes for better days were tarnished a long, long time ago.
Enough of those kinds of thoughts, he had work to do… such as getting a vision to be coaxed out of the clairvoyant.
“W—Wait, wait! Don’t, please don’t, Six-Eared Macaque—”
Macaque pushes their pleas aside, keeping his grip on their collar firm to make sure they don’t fall.
Not yet, at least.
“Feel any visions coming yet, little oracle?”
Tears well in their eyes as they stare and stare at him. His eyebrow twitches, but he ignores it, keeping the smile plastered on his face. They shut their eyes tight, the tears slowly rolling down their cheeks.
Macaque blinks and for a moment, it’s not the clairvoyant he’s threatening, but another human. He blinks again, and it’s someone else. He shakes his head, massaging his brow with his free hand.
I don’t have time for that. Stop.
The clairvoyant sobs, “I can’t—I can’t—please, please—!”
“C’mon, I know you can do better than that.” He really hated it when people begged like that. Not only was it annoying, they were always so dramatic to boot. It wasn’t like he was going to actually kill them, just scare them a little. No need to get all teary-eyed.
Never mind the fact the look on their face made his chest twist in ways he despised, just like all the others he’s terrified into doing things for him. Never mind the memory of Wukong whispering in the back of his mind, This isn’t you, you’re better than this, mangoes. Never mind Mother— Lihua, not Mother. She’s not his mother anymore. She wouldn’t want to be his mother after everything he’s done—speaking to him soon after, coaxing him to stop this madness.
Never mind any of it.
He forces himself to take another step, letting the clairvoyant lean further over the edge.
“No, no, no, no—”
He talks over them, “Where’s those little—what did you call them? Acid trip visions? Where are those, hmm?”
Their heels dig into the edge. “It’s not th—that simple!” They tug and pull at his sleeve, trying and trying to get back onto safe ground, their chest heaving with each breath, tears rolling down their cheeks and landing on his hand.
Another twist in his chest. He ignores it.
“I—I can’t just summon th—them willy-nilly! This—this isn’t going to work, I’m telling you. Don’t—please, please, don’t—”
He almost pulled them away from the cliff onto safer ground. He almost went with another tactic to make them have a vision for him. His hand moved before he could really register, pulling them closer to him and staring at them, thinking, debating whether to actually go through with what he was originally planning.
There was a war inside his mind between the image he was forced to embrace against the image of whom he really was.
It lasted only for a second.
One side won.
Why should he pretend he isn’t a villain, if it’s what Wukong and everyone else believes him to be?
So a villain is what Macaque shall embrace.
He smiles at them. “You never know until you try.”
He takes that final step forward, lifts them up, and throws them off the cliff.
Macaque exhales, watching the clairvoyant closely as they fall. All he had to do was wait a specific amount of seconds, and then he’ll have his shadows bring them to him. Simple and easy. It should be enough to get a vision or two out of them, right? Sure. He’s seen people use fear to activate powers before, so there’s no reason for this to not work.
So he waits.
Wukong’s voice haunts the back of Macaque’s mind, You can’t just treat other people’s lives like they don’t matter just because you’re pissed off at me!
I can do whatever I damn well please if it means getting what I want, Macaque thinks back to the ghost of the past.
He hears the clairvoyant’s screams as they fall. Slowly, slowly falling further down.
My little star, Moth—Lihua’s voice pleads to him. If Macaque were to close his eyes, he swears he could feel her fingers combing his fur. Redirecting your anger towards others won’t help anyone. Please, talk to me…
He snarls, shaking his head rapidly and rubbing his face. “Trust me,” he says to the memory, “You wouldn’t want me to talk to you.”
He waits…
Now.
All it took was a snap of his fingers, and they’re suddenly above him, landing in his waiting arms. They flail, grabbing at his cape, his shirt, clinging for dear life. Each breath was a mixture of a wheeze and a sob, tears staining their red, red face. They shook like a newborn lamb in his arms, unable to walk just yet.
Macaque holds back the urge to tug them away from the cliff. He holds back the urge to hold onto them and wait for them to cry it out. That side of him has been long dead, and he’s in no position to turn back now, not when he’s already taken it this far. He has work to do, and he has no time for stupid emotions—be it theirs or his own—to get in the way.
So he sets them on their feet again, easily yanking their hands off of his clothes and grabs at the collar of their shirt. “Any visions, little oracle?”
“Please—please—no!” They cry, their hands flailing and grabbing at his arm again in their desperate attempt to stay on safe land. Their eyes flash that seafoam color, the resounding sign of them having a premonition, but it flickers away the moment it came. Like a candle hopelessly fighting against strong winds, their eyes keep flickering between their natural eye color, and the soft glow of seafoam. “Please, stop—stop—please— please!”
“Cut to the chase, little oracle,” Macaque leans them over the cliff again. “What is it? What are you seeing? The sooner you cooperate, the sooner you can go on back home.”
They were completely incoherent, clawing at his arm and feet trying to get them away from the edge, still repeating the litany of pleas. Macaque lets out a frustrated sigh, his tail rapidly swishing behind him and knocking some rocks away. “Come on. We don’t got all night, you know—”
“Stop—please, stop—I can’t—I can’t!” They sob, their feet slipping off the edge and making them almost fall. It wasn’t like their weight was a burden on him, but the sudden dip did make him quickly readjust and ensure they were more secure on the edge. “I can’t—Six-Eared Macaque—please—please, stop—”
“I’ll stop once you give me what I want.” His grip on their shirt tightens, then loosens, allowing them to lean further back. “Who knows, my grip just might slip, and—”
“JUST STOP ALREADY!!”
Macaque doesn’t really know what in the hells just happened.
All he knows is that one minute, he made eye contact with the clairvoyant—
—their eyes shining bright.
The next, he’s somewhere else. Somewhere familiar.
Mother was holding him—the past him—close. His fur was still a shimmering white… not a single scar in sight. His face was scrunched and tears freely fell from his eyes, his teeth grinding as he sobbed and yelled, a feeling of betrayal behind those horrific sounds.
Macaque’s hands fall to his sides, his good eye widening slightly in realization. He remembers this moment…
Macaque—the past Macaque—cried and cried and shouted, “It’s not fair, Mama!”
“I know, my little star,” whispered Mother—Lihua, dammit, Lihua. She’s not his mother anymore. She combed his fur, “I know it’s not. He’ll be back soon, alright? We just need to be patient…”
“Why do we have to be patient?! Why do we always have to be the ones to wait for him?!”
Macaque stares at Lihua. He never noticed it back then. He was too focused on his own anger and hurt. He never noticed the pain on her own face, the tears that she held back.
She pulled the younger Macaque closer against her. As well as she could with how big her belly was with child. She whispers, her voice cracking, “I wish I could tell you, starlight.”
Macaque—the present Macaque—stares and stares at the scene before him. Despite logically knowing that this was a scene from the past, he still steps forward. He still reaches out for Lihua—an overwhelming abundance of guilt swelling in his chest.
When his hand touches her shoulder, though,
she vanishes into nothing…
Macaque was alone at the top of the karst. He breathes, eyes wide, looking around. What the hell was that? How did he see a vision of the past?
Was it the clairvoyant—?
He hears the screams of the clairvoyant fading downwards, ripping him from his thoughts.
Oh, fuck.
He hurries to the edge, eyes searching, scanning, but the darkness of night was already making it difficult to see.
My grip must’ve faltered when that vision happened.
How far down did they fall?
How close to the bottom were they now?
“Shit— shit!”
This wasn’t part of the plan, this wasn’t supposed to happen, it wasn't supposed to happen this way.
Macaque shakes himself out of it. No time for that. The clairvoyant is dangerously close to the bottom, he has to catch up to them. He jumps off the edge, trading his arms for wings and his fur for feathers. His body morphs into something smaller, faster.
His falcon form dives after the clairvoyant.
He dives and dives, searching, listening. There! Over halfway down, he sees them. Their body twists and flails, trying to grab for purchase out of instinct, but they only grab at nothing. He twirls in the air, morphing back into his original form as he does and calls upon the shadows.
His left arm is overtaken by darkness, wrapping around it like bandages, creating an extension beyond his arm and hand and claws. He reaches for them, the shadows helping him enhance his reach, allowing him to grab onto them. Yanking them up towards him, he wraps his tail and right arm around them and secures them to his side. Instinct to hold onto something makes them cling to him, their face buried into his scarf and arms tightly wrapped around him.
He reaches for the ground with his free hand, calling once more to the shadows and making a gesture of pulling up. The shadows morph and move, becoming something almost solid. It reaches for the two of them, allowing them both to land on it—the feeling akin to landing in a pool of tar. Though it felt uncomfortable on the fur, it was a much better option than splatting on the ground. He may survive a fall like this, but he knows the clairvoyant won’t.
Macaque and the clairvoyant slowly, slowly sink downward. Once they safely reach the bottom, his legs give out before he can think to move. As if his legs were made of jelly, they wobble, before collapsing beneath him, making him fall back and land on his rump, taking the clairvoyant with him.
He and the clairvoyant hold onto one another for different reasons entirely, both breathing heavily, processing what just happened. It felt as if his mind was swiftlyforwarding to catch up with the now—the current moment. Everything had moved so quickly, too quickly, he has no time to catch up until things finally slowed down to this moment.
What was that?! Macaque’s never seen anything like that happen with a clairvoyant before! It felt as if he could see through their eyes? Or that they gave him their sight for a split second? Whatever it was, it was weird.
Even if they gave him their sight temporarily, why would he suddenly see that moment between him and Lihua? It makes no sense, he’s never heard of clairvoyants able to give others visions. Even then, it doesn’t answer why he’d suddenly see something that he didn’t ask for. As he thinks, he feels the clairvoyant shaking in his hold. He looks down at them, his good eye searching their face.
Their eyes were blown wide, tears still rolling down their cheeks. He could hear their heart pounding and pounding and pounding, their chest heaving with each quick breath they take. Once more, their eyes flicker between their natural eye color and the resounding sea foam—though it never lasts longer than a second.
…
Sigh.
This isn’t going to work.
Macaque breathes in, then out, and puts his hand over the clairvoyant’s eyes. He lets his energy wrap around them, quieting the anxious, panicked mess that was their own. Slowly, ever so slowly, their breathing calms, their vice-grip on his clothes loosen, and they relax in his hold. Their cries go silent, replaced with the relaxed slumbered breathing.
Such a nifty trick he learned from that illusion demon. It really has come in handy these past few decades.
That should keep them knocked out for a little while—at least until tomorrow.
He removes his hand from their eyes to rub at his face. Great, now what is he going to do? He can’t let them tell anyone that he’s alive. That’ll spoil the fun, see. He wants to see the look on Wukong’s face when he sees that Macaque was still alive and about to give him a taste of his own medicine. Macaque didn’t want that ruined by the clairvoyant just telling him.
He also absolutely can’t risk them telling Lihua. He’s already played it way too recklessly by training Fengshe while in disguise, and he’s sure that she almost caught him a few times.
Sure, he was going to scare the clairvoyant into silence after getting some visions from them, but considering they were too incoherent from their panic, that plan was out the window. And he can’t just keep them at his place for the time being. While it would be easier for him in the short term to do so and force a few visions out of them and send them back with a pat on the head and a demand for their silence, in the long term it wouldn’t work. Wukong would be on the scent in a heartbeat the minute the clairvoyant’s uncle and everyone else realizes they’ve gone missing.
Should he wait for them to wake up and make sure they keep silent? Or see what happens? Perhaps try that dream magic he learned from that scroll he stole last year—that sounds like it’d be fun.
“What to do with you, little oracle…” Macaque muses to the sleeping clairvoyant, looking them over.
…
Now that he’s actually taking a second to truly look at them, he notices certain things. The hook in the corner of their mouth, the curve of their cheek… it was the same as Zhihao’s.
A reincarnation? He thinks. He’s seen rare cases of clairvoyants reincarnating and regaining their memories through their premonitions of the past. But—hmm, no, that can’t be it…. Two and a half months of being around Wukong so much would’ve triggered some memories by now. If they were a reincarnation, they would be more in control of their visions at this point and gained at least some old habits of Zhihao.
If not a reincarnation, then a descendant? Macaque remembers Zhihao did have a family, it’s possible the tree continued on even after they died. Looks like this clairvoyant was a more direct descendant of them. There was something he knew he heard from a long time ago, about spirits and consciousnesses when it comes to descendants versus reincarnation, but he can’t recall. Not right now at least, too many thoughts going through his head with not enough time to process it all.
He scoops up the sleeping clairvoyant, humming in thought. He needs to make sure all his bases are covered. Even if he’s curious to see what they’d do when waking up, he can’t risk his original plan being spoiled and Wukong being on a blood hunt for him.
With the decision made, Macaque walks through the flow of chilling darkness, letting it take him to the clairvoyant’s house. At least, that was the intent. The second he tries to go into their room, he’s shoved outside. He stumbles back, shaking his head and staring up at the window where he was supposed to slink through.
What the—
He squints, noting the slightest hint of a ward shimmering before it becomes transparent once again. His lips pull back into an annoyed sneer, biting back a snarl that would’ve rumbled in his throat. Even if the clairvoyant was going to sleep for a few hours, they’d wake up if he jostled them too much.
Dammit… he wasn’t expecting wards negating his shadow magic at their house. The clairvoyant made mention of it, but never did it… did their uncle do it in secret? Did Wukong do it in secret? Figures if it was him.
Macaque clicks his tongue, calling his shadows to elevate him up to the window.
Once he reaches it, he shifts the clairvoyant so they’re over his shoulder and tests the window. It’s not locked? Either they’re confident that no one would break into their house, or that uncle of theirs is. Doesn’t matter to Macaque, anyway, as it makes his job much easier.
Now all he has to do is hold no malicious intent to avoid activating the other wards. Helping the poor little clairvoyant get home after a long night wasn’t malicious at all. He slips in and lays them on their bed. Once they’re situated to look like they were peacefully sleeping, thus avoiding suspicion from their uncle, Macaque strokes his chin in thought.
Let’s see… I’ll have to make a trip to the Undercity for the ingredients, but the dream ritual itself isn’t—
“Nibby?” Macaque’s sharp ears hear. His eyes snap to the door, his ears twitching as he hears footsteps hurrying towards the bedroom. Then, the voice, familiar, calls out again, “Why in the world are you coming in through the window—?”
How in the heavens and hells did that guy know they’re home? In that brief moment of panic, Macaque had completely forgotten he couldn’t use his shadow magic to get out. “Shit—” He looks up when he hears the door open, and makes eye contact with the clairvoyant’s uncle, Zan.
Zan stands in the doorway, staring, staring. His eyes roam Macaque’s face, his features, especially his ears. Neither of them move a muscle, unsure of what to do, what to say. Several thoughts cross Macaque’s head, but he says none of them. He knew he’d have to deal with the uncle sooner or later, but he wasn’t expecting this soon. He thought he would’ve had at least another day or three beforehand.
A lot of his plans seem to be going down the toilet, huh?
“Out of all the things I expected to see, this was not one of them,” Zan finally speaks, “You are no specter… Nor are you a trick of the eye, or a demon in disguise… you truly are Six-Eared Macaque, aren’t you?”
Macaque inwardly shakes himself out of his stupor and puts a smile on his face. The mask slips on so easily, it’s hardly a challenge to put his persona back on. He holds his arms outward in a dramatic fashion. “The one and only,” He chuckles, making a vague gesture to Zan. “Zhao Zan, was it? So lovely to officially meet you—”
“What have you done to my nibbling.” It wasn’t a question. Macaque looks Zan over. His face fell from that momentary shock and went into something more neutral, difficult to read. His eyes were sharper than shards of freshly broken glass, ready to cut and make that cut hurt. Even if he was hiding his emotions well, Macaque can see the barely hidden rage burning behind them.
Macaque bites back a snicker and makes a face that feigns shock and pain.“What did I do to them?” His mouth twists upward into a smile of too many teeth to hold hospitality behind it. He asks, his tone almost mocking, “What makes you think I did anything to them?”
“Sneaking into my house, them rendered unconscious, and I can tell they’ve been crying.” Zan’s expression didn’t change, his eyes holding that same amount of conviction.
“Hah, come now. I did nothing to them—at least, nothing that’ll have permanent damage,” Macaque laughs, “Don’t worry, Uncle, they’re just fine. I just wanted to have a little chat with them, maybe get a few premonitions from them for future events, that’s all.”
Zan’s mouth twitched, chin tilting upward some to stare down at Macaque. “I will not ask you again, Six-Eared Macaque.” He steps into the room now, his arms folded neatly behind him. “What did you do to my nibbling.”
The posture and gesture wasn’t too unlike Lihua’s. Even the look in his eyes would’ve made Macaque think for a second that he’s a young monkey again being scolded by his ex mother-in-law. It makes his fur stand on end, knowing all too well what people like Zan or Lihua could do. He wasn’t planning to stick around long enough to let that man use any of those tactics.
Macaque scoffs, “And I won’t tell you again, Zan.” He folds his arms behind his head, his tail whipping behind him with his growing agitation and nerves. “I just needed to have a chat, so I had one with them. And now here they are, safe and sound with only minor emotional damage. As you can see, I had no malicious intent—just the desire to bring the poor little oracle home.”
He chuckles. “Oh well, what can you do when you’re not in control of your visions? Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have other places to be…” He takes a step back towards the window—
“You take a single step out of this house and I will not hesitate to tell the Great Sage you are still alive.”
He’s felt plenty of emotions through his long years of life. Joy, sorrow, pure unbridled rage. Only on rare moments has he felt the indescribable emotion that makes his blood turn to ice. That sentence alone makes him freeze in his tracks, eyes widening at Zan. His mouth twitches, but he takes a deep breath in and out of his nose, and smiles a smile with too many teeth. “What makes you think that’s going to stop me?”
Not even a second passes before Zan answers, his face as neutral as it was before, but somehow his expression became ten times colder. “Were you still known by the Great Sage to be alive and roaming the world, he wouldn’t have waited so long to tell us. Whatever brought you back to life happened after he killed you, without his knowledge.”
He takes another step forward. The ice running through Macaque’s veins slowly grew hotter the more he talked, “Given the fact you didn’t simply leave without a care, you don’t want the Great Sage to know you’re still alive, do you?”
Another step. Zan’s eyes narrow. “So, you have two options, Six-Eared Macaque…” He stops right in front of Macaque, his tone dropping an octave as he speaks, “We either have a little chat of our own downstairs, or I tell the Great Sage that you’re here and alive and brought harm to my nibbling.”
Zan raises a brow, pondering aloud, “I wonder how long it will take for him to find you? I’ve heard plenty of stories of the Great Sage being quite good at hunting demons. No doubt he will go on a blood hunt for you once he knows.”
Macaque’s blood boiled.
His smile morphed into a snarl, his tail whipping side to side, his fur standing on end. The shadows warp and move restlessly from outside the window. This son of a bitch has some nerve to threaten the Six-Eared Macaque of all monkeys. Did he not know about Macaque’s reputation? The things he’s done to people in the past? Surely there are plenty of history books that describe Macaque’s crimes, yet this bastard didn’t have a lick of fear written on his features.
How dare he threaten Macaque in such a way. How dare he threaten to ruin everything Macaque has been planning for centuries. How dare he think that this little threat alone will stop Macaque from wringing that fragile neck of his—
An invisible force shoves Macaque back, making him collide into the wall and knocking the air out of him. He gasps, coughing before letting out an animalistic snarl. His ears twitch, hearing a gentle ringing from all around, slowly fading away. Right, he forgot about the damn wards in his anger for a moment there…
The clairvoyant stirs from the sudden noise, but doesn’t wake.
“I wouldn’t recommend trying that again,” Zan says with a deadpan tone. He makes a gesture to the door. “Now, are we going to have a civilized talk between adults, or would you like to simply have me contact the Great Sage now and let you get a head start on running?”
Oh, this bastard had a lot of nerve…
Macaque lets out a sour laugh, his tail whipping at a nearby chair. “Sure, fine, Uncle. Let’s have a chat between—as you say— civilized adults.”
“Good. Come downstairs, if you would please.” Zan gestures to Macaque to go first, which he does.
He jumps down the set of stairs, landing at the bottom. The force itself makes the house shake for a split second, letting the dust settle from his shoes. He steps into the living room, jumping and landing onto the nearby armchair, digging his muddied feet into the cushion. His eyes never left Zan as the bastard calmly walked over to the kitchen.
“So, what kind of civilized talk did you want, huh?” Macaque folds his arms, tail thump, thump, thumping against the side of the armchair in annoyance. He had no time for talks like this. He had things to do with twelve too many wrenches thrown into his plans, and he needed to compensate for it.
He can hear the shadows shifting restlessly from outside the house, all in response to his anger, but he takes slow breaths to keep himself relatively calm. Can’t have any fantasies of choking the guy out now, or the wards will shunt Macaque right out of the house. He’ll have plenty of those fantasies running through his head once he’s out of here.
Zan doesn’t speak at first, his movements slow but calculated as he begins to prepare a pot of tea.
Was this guy seriously planning to serve tea like I’m some honored guest?
He enters the living room, placing a cup near Macaque, before he places the other closer to the sofa. He pours for them both, before sitting himself on the sofa. His hands fold in his lap, his eyes akin to a snowstorm ready to consume Macaque. He may be good at masking his emotions, but Macaque can certainly see that it’s taking some serious control for the guy to not have violent fantasies of his own.
“Well?” Macaque asks, gesturing for him to hurry up and talk.
Then, he says the last thing Macaque was ever expecting to hear, “I want to make a deal with you, Six-Eared Macaque.”
Macaque coughs, the shock making him lose his composure for a second. In truth, he never expected anyone to willingly make a deal with him. Any offers he made were met with immediate denial or trying to exorcize him as if he were some malicious spirit. This was the first time someone actually offered…
He quickly regains his composure, his laugh sounding more fidgety than he liked, “A deal with me? Are you sure that’s something you want? You know what a deal with someone like me will entail.” He tilts his head in Zan’s direction, raising a skeptical brow.
“It’s not what you’re expecting, I assure you,” Zan waves his hand, then says, “I will remain quiet about your return and not tell the Great Sage about it. I will also assist you in talking to nibby about staying quiet as well. However, if the Great Sage manages to connect the dots on his own, that will be out of our control and simply how the fates wish for things to go.”
Macaque raises a brow, giving Zan an incredulous look over. This is way too good to be true… He asks, “What’s the catch?”
Zan only smiles, though it barely reaches his eyes. “The catch is you come here for therapy and anger management once a week.”
…
…
SNRRK!
Macaque let out a loud snort that turned into a fit of laughter. “Therapy and anger management? Are you serious? Let me guess, you’ll want me to start doing yoga next like that pathetic excuse for a fighter, Sandy? Pfff—hahaha!” He nearly falls back and out of the chair from his laughing fit but catches himself with his tail. He clutches at his stomach, exclaiming, “Therapy he says! Hah, that’s a good one!”
Zan’s face, however, made no change in expression. “I was not joking. I’m serious about my offer.”
After sobering up, Macaque looks over his face, trying to find any hint of a joke. Yet he finds nothing. Zan was telling the truth, he really did want Macaque to go through with it. “Hold on— what?”
“I do not joke about therapy, Six-Eared Macaque,” Zan says plainly. “Nor do I joke about making deals with powerful demons such as yourself. In return for the silence of me and my nibbling, you attend my sessions once a week. However, the moment you bring any form of harm to me or nibby—be it physical, emotional, or mental—the deal is off, and the Great Sage will be immediately informed of your presence.”
Zan crosses one leg over the other, lacing his fingers together as Macaque straightens himself up. He takes that time to look Zan over, wondering and thinking. This deal really played a lot into his favor, but that was the problem. It played too much into his favor and that’s what made him suspicious.
With the silence of both of the clairvoyants, it’d make things so much easier for Macaque for his plans to come to fruition. The only issue with it would be dealing with the clairvoyant’s reaction to what happened in the karst forest. Otherwise, he’d be golden. Whatever visions the clairvoyant gets, he’ll get it out of them, and Zan stays quiet about it all so long as Macaque doesn’t hurt the clairvoyant and attends “therapy”.
There had to be more than meets the eye with this deal, and Zan was just being cheekily quiet about it. “That can’t be it,” Macaque says, testing the waters, “You’re seriously offering both you and their silence, and all I gotta do is go to therapy once a week with you?”
“And bring no harm to me or nibby in any form.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” he rolls his eyes. “That’s it, though?”
“That’s it.”
He really couldn’t believe it. There’s no way that’s it. Yet when he searches and searches and searches Zan’s face, he finds no hint of a lie, no sign of Zan planning to pull the rug from under him. The guy was telling the full, honest truth.
…
Might as well make it more into his favor, if he’s just going to be handed such a great deal.
“Alright, I’ll agree to this deal… on the condition that any—and I mean any visions you or your precious little nibbling get of me are told to me.” Macaque leans forward, resting his arms on his knees, his tail swishing and curling behind him. The hissing of the shadows outside have calmed significantly now that his own anger has quelled, replaced with curiosity and—dare he say it—delight that things are finally going his way.
It only took a few centuries for shit to finally work in my favor.
“It doesn’t matter how insignificant the vision is. If either of you have it, I want it,” he adds with a finalist gesture, poking at his knee and keeping Zan’s gaze.
“That is a reasonable request. My counter request to that is you fix whatever it is you did to my nibbling. Then, and only then, you will get whatever visions I have that involve you.” He definitely made a face at that, making Zan sigh and say, “Whatever you did will cause intense mental and emotional damage to them, and it will result in a relapse.”
“Relapse?” Macaque’s huff almost sounds like a mix between a scoff and a laugh. “Just how damaged is that little oracle, huh?”
Speaking without thinking again, mangoes, the memory of Wukong teases, C’mon, you’re better than that. You’re supposed to be the thinker of our little duo, remember?
You wouldn’t wish for someone to treat your shortcomings as if they were some joke, would you? Lihua’s voice spoke next.
Stop that. Stop it, now. He shoved those thoughts away a long time ago. He doesn’t need those thoughts or memories haunting him when they’re just that—memories of something he’ll never get back.
Zan’s expression fell to that neutral, cold stare from before. “Allow me to educate you, Six-Eared Macaque. The life of a clairvoyant was filled with us being constantly hunted down by demons. Now, after the massacre, we are further in hiding because of how little of us are left.” He says, his tone holding a firmness that demanded silence and attention, “We never had a stable lifestyle, not because we’re not financially well off, but because your kind has been financially well off with us.”
He laces his fingers together, resting them on his knee, keeping Macaque’s gaze. “My nibbling has experienced much of what your kind has to offer to us clairvoyants. The threats, the bargaining, the kidnapping. Whatever you did will undo nearly all the progress they’ve made thus far while living here.” He says, “And that is why it is up to you to fix what you broke, because these relapses will cause more of a hindrance to you. If you want your visions, fix it.”
“Pffft! What, you want me to apologize and ‘atone for my sins’?” Macaque makes air quotes for emphasis, lips easily falling into a mocking smile. “I don’t know if you heard, but that’s not exactly something I’m known for.”
“I’m well aware of your reputation, Six-Eared Macaque. That is why I’m going to help educate you on how to help those who you hurt, and to do what you can to mend the pain caused.”
Macaque rolls his eyes, saying, “I don’t help, Zan. All those big shot heroes, they help. I’m not a hero.”
Zan blinks at him, his head tilting slightly. “I never stated you were a hero—nor do I think heroes are the only people who help.” He pauses, looking thoughtful. He looks as though he was going to say something, but stops himself with a small shake of his head.
Instead, he says, “The world is not so black and white. Perhaps one day, you’ll see the shades of gray that make this world.” He sits up straighter, extending his hand out to Macaque. “Getting back on topic, however, those are the terms to this contract. Do you agree to them?”
“You never mentioned your precious little nibbling’s visions,” Macaque points out.
“I do not speak for them, nor will I start now. If you want their visions, that will be their choice to make to give them to you,” Zan explains, “You will need to undo the damage you’ve done to them, however, to have them even want to share their visions with you.”
He finishes his statement with, “I will take time to meditate and coax visions of my own for you—but will not tell you what any of them are until your end of the bargain is finished.”
Macaque doesn’t say anything back at first, his tail slowly swaying behind him. There was more to this, he knew that. The look on Zan’s face said it. Whether it was because these little “therapy sessions” are going to have more than meets the eye to them, or otherwise, he’s not sure.
He really shouldn’t be complaining, though, since he’ll be getting not one but two clairvoyants giving him visions. He doesn’t know how in the fuck he was going to “fix” what happened between him and the little oracle. If they were more damaged than he realized, then it’s going to take a while to do what Zan wants him to do.
Time wasn’t exactly something Macaque had on his side right now. The key may still be in Auntie’s hands, but who knows how long that’ll be until she decides it’ll be “fun” to hand it off to someone else. That blasted fox loves pulling stunts like that to see where the chips will fall.
He’s not sure how much time he has left before she comes back. He needs to make Wukong pay, break the contract before her lackey finds him, and hightail it out of here. Furthermore, he doesn’t even know how long it’s going to take to “fix” that broken oracle.
It’s going to be one hell of a headache to deal with in the short term, but that’ll just make it all the more worth it in the long run, won’t it?
…
After a long time of contemplation, Macaque steps off the armchair and walks up to Zan, smile easily falling into place. He reaches out and takes Zan’s hand, a soft, purplish glow beginning to emit from their connected palms to signify the contract being sealed.
“Alright, Zan. It’s a deal.”
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Breathe.
In, then hold it. One, two, three. Out.
Again. In. Hold it. One, two, three. Out.
Zan repeats the mantra in his mind. A desperate attempt to quell the storm of anger raging within him. It burned like a forest fire, threatening to consume everything in its path. He must breathe, though. To calm his rage. To keep his emotions in check. The wards won’t make an exception for him, and will kick him out of his own home if he thinks for a second of what to do to Six-Eared Macaque should he get a chance.
He mustn’t let his emotions run wild. Not now. Not yet.
In. Hold it. One, two, three. Out.
His jaw clenches, each breath a battle against the wildfire of his rage. He can’t let it out right now. Not when an extremely dangerous celestial monkey is sitting in his living room. He can’t afford to lose control, not with his safety and most importantly, Nibby’s safety hanging in the balance.
That’s why they came home later than usual…
What did he do to nibby?
The mere thought ignited another surge of anger. He breathes in. Holds it; one, two, three. Exhales.
I can’t tell anyone else.
Not even Auntie.
If he were to catch wind of me giving the smallest hint to anyone, he’d break the deal.
He’d hurt nibby again.
I won’t let him.
Despite it grating against his instinct to protect his last living family member, he doesn’t lash out. This game he’s been shown is dangerous—unknown even to him. He doesn’t know the cards Six-Eared Macaque contains at this time, and time is exactly what Zan needs. All he must do is wait for Six-Eared Macaque to be stupid enough to show him the cards (which he will be, Zan is confident in that fact), and Zan can begin to plan proper.
Silence truly was Nibby’s only shield in this situation for the time being.
He won’t lie, he never expected the monkey to be alive. None of his visions forewarned him of this, aside from Nibby’s vague premonitions. He never expected to make the decision to give this madman anger management. Maybe Zan is the real madman in this situation—whereas anyone else would’ve tried to contact Sun Wukong as soon as possible, here Zan is, making a deal to give Six-Eared Macaque therapy. Only those truly off their rocker would make such a deal.
Then again, given his previous incarnations, it’s truly no surprise. He’s given therapy to many—demon and human, even a minor celestial or two. Sandy might have been his biggest challenge yet, to make someone so bloodthirsty into the pacifist he is today.
(Granted, that wasn’t Zan’s intention, more so the path Sandy chose for himself.)
Now, Six-Eared Macaque takes the mantle of “most challenging client.” Extra terms and challenges notwithstanding.
Zan sips the tea, the movement almost mechanical. The porcelain cup is the fragile anchor keeping him grounded in his tempest of emotions. Logic fought against emotion; reminding him he needed to plan, to wait, and most importantly, to be patient. He’ll figure out what to do with Six-Eared Macaque later, after some consulting with his premonitions.
For now, he’ll focus on the matter at hand; figuring out what to say to Nibby when they wake up.
Six-Eared Macaque was busy observing the kitchen, ogling at all the appliances and mumbling to himself. He seems a mixture between fascinated and frustrated at some appliances in the kitchen. At one point, Zan overheard him mutter, “How the hell do you bake with this thing?” While he squinted at the oven.
He’s very behind the times, it looks like, Zan muses to himself. He takes two more sips of his tea. And very much bent on getting my floors muddied by his feet.
That doesn’t matter right now, though. He can worry about the disorganized kitchen and muddied floors after he talks to Nibby. Though the fascination an old monkey has to “new” technology was amusing, Zan had more important matters to attend to.
He sips his tea again, grounding himself further. His emotions are packed away into a jar, set on the shelf, and saved for later. He’ll let his anger out another time—maybe via sparring with Sandy. It’s been a minute since he’s sparred with his friend, anyway. But alas, that’s for later.
One final breath. Finishing his tea. Zan stands, turning to Six-Eared Macaque, who’s poking at the blender. He says, “It would be best for you to not be present when I speak with my nibbling about our arrangement.”
Six-Eared Macaque turns to him and raises a brow. He leans against the counter and lets out a scoff. His tail flicks off to the side, snatching a mango from the fruit basket and giving it a sniff. He takes a bite before asking, “And why should I? Already don’t want me around anymore?”
An obvious jab to try to rile Zan up. He’s no fool to answer to such things, though, especially not when it’s something Six-Eared Macaque wants. He folds his hands behind his back and keeps his gaze on Six-Eared Macaque. He says, “It would be counterproductive if you were to remain within sight of my nibbling. Whatever you’ve done to them will be at the forefront of their mind when they wake, and will most likely be in a panic.”
He then tilts his head and says, “Therefore, the panic will only worsen should you, the source of their relapse and trigger, remain within sight.”
Six-Eared Macaque’s expression fell, twisting into a look of annoyance. He takes a harsher bite of the mango and pushes himself off the counter. “Fine. But I’m watching you, oracle,” he says, slipping around Zan. He leans close to Zan’s face, baring his teeth in a clear intimidation tactic. “If you make any plans with them to tell Wukong…” He looks over his claws, the gesture nonchalant but holds the subtle threats. “Shadow magic is very hard to track, if you don’t know what you’re doing.”
Zan doesn’t make it a goal to point out the contradictions in that. If shadow magic is hard to track, Six-Eared Macaque wouldn’t be so worried about Sun Wukong finding him. He wouldn’t go through these lengths or even agree to the deal. No, Zan suspects that Sun Wukong does know how to track shadow magic. Considering that Nibby’s been keeping both him and Zan updated about their visions involving a shadow demon as well, it’s only made Sun Wukong more alert for any signs of said shadow magic.
Does he really think I’m that susceptible to manipulation, when the bluff is so glaringly obvious?
Perhaps the bluffs are all he has to rely on at the moment.
He gives a curt nod, responding with, “Noted. We’ll discuss our weekly sessions once I finish talking to them.” He doesn’t move until Six-Eared Macaque backs off, slowly crossing his arms and nodding to the stairs. Zan waits another second to give himself the ability to breathe one last time and begins trekking up the stairs to Nibby’s room.
Calming them from their panic won’t be easy, but it’s not the first time he’s done such a thing for others. The hardest part will be to have them see what he’s attempting to plan. With the wards Sun Wukong put up negating shadow magic (yes, he immediately noticed when ensuring the current wards were up-to-date), that’ll make it harder for Six-Eared Macaque to barge in. For the “listening in” aspect, however…
Zan enters Nibby’s bedroom, immediately getting to work setting up the sound-proofing wards. He’s not sure if these will even affect Six-Eared Macaque’s hearing, but it's worth a try. He wants to ensure that Nibby has as much privacy as possible with this delicate moment coming up. Even if it just slightly muffles the sounds for Six-Eared Macaque, Zan is willing to do anything to make sure Nibby feels as safe as possible.
He places the last ward on the window and gives it about a minute before he feels satisfied. He steps out one final time to take a towel from the bathroom and wetting it with cold water. Returning to Nibby’s room, he sits on the edge of their bed and begins to gently clean their dirty, tear-stained face.
He inhales slowly, then exhales.
Let’s get started.
He places his hand on Nibby’s shoulder, gently shaking them. “Nibby? Nibby, wake up.”
They stir, their face scrunching up. “Nnnn…” Then, with a sharp intake of air, they wake. Their eyes snap open, shooting up into a sitting position. Aside from their heavy breathing, the room was quiet. A stark contrast to the chaos that plagued Nibby’s mind, echoing the events, refusing to give them a moment’s peace.
Zan notes several things aside from the dried tears on their face. The cold sweat clinging to their skin, the struggled breathing as if someone were sitting on their chest, the disorientation in their eyes. A residual sign of both exhaustion and their fight or flight battling with one another to figure out what to do.
Their eyes dart about, wide and barely alert, but just coherent enough to take in the scenery of their bedroom. Then, finally, they register Zan next to them. “U—Uncle…?” They whisper, their voice hoarse. Were they crying so much that their voice was ripped to shreds? No… such a thing usually happens whenever they’re screaming, but why?
“Nibby, breathe with me,” he says, gently, gently. He puts the towel aside on their nightstand, focusing solely on them. He holds a hand for them to take, knowing they might think this is an illusion or a trick of a distressed mind. True sight or no, panic will always make one forget any kind of logic in the situation. “Come now, my child.”
Their hands tremble slightly as they reach out with one to take his, the other pressing to their face. Their grip on his was like that of a vice, tight and terrified to let go, thinking he might disappear if they do.
“Remember,” he reminds them, his tone tender and quiet, “breathe in, and hold it. One, two three. Then let it out. Like this.” He demonstrates by doing just that. He does so a second time. By the third, Nibby joins him. It’s stuttery and wet, unshed tears falling down their cheeks when they exhale.
“Uncle,” they whisper, almost a sob. Zan’s heart twists and aches at how broken they sounded. That protective surge in him flared again, but he quiets it down to focus on his nibbling. “Uncle—I—”
“Shhh, shhh,” he shushes them, reaching with his other hand to take theirs. “Control your breathing first. Then we’ll talk.” He instructs their breathing two more times, before he speaks, “My child, you’re in your bedroom, in your home, by the harbor. I’m right here, with you. Feel my hands, listen to the wind outside—it’s just enough for you to hear, gentle, but not harsh.”
Nibby does exactly that, feeling his hands, pressing their thumb against his palms, their fingers squeezing. They inhale, coughing when they exhale due to all the phlegm they had swallowed a moment ago. They’re the first to move, scooting closer to him, their hands trailing up his arms and grabbing at his sleeves, their head hung low.
They inhale, hold it, then exhale.
Zan coaxes them closer, wrapping his arms around them, whilst they hold onto him like he’s the only lifeline in a stormy ocean keeping them afloat.
Their tears soak into his shirt, but he doesn’t mind it one bit. He rubs their back, up and down and up and down. He holds them close and secure, but just loose enough to let them pull away if they wanted. “You’re safe, nibby,” he promises, and he means it. He won’t let anyone—especially not Six-Eared Macaque—do this to them again. “You’re safe here.”
Slowly, their trembling stills. Slowly, their cries quieted down. Slowly, their grip on him wasn’t so tight.
They breathe in, hold it, then exhale, sounding much more controlled than before. “Uncle,” they whisper, their voice muffled since their face was still pressed to his shoulder. “Uncle, I…”
He gently pushes them back, looking over their reddened face. He reaches over to grab a box of tissues off to the side and hands it to them, allowing them to wipe their face and blow their nose. They breathe in, hold it, then breathe out.
They say, their voice a hushed whisper, “I saw him.” They look at him, eyes wide and searching his face. That lingering hint of fear hasn’t gone away, the fear that he was a mere illusion. They say, still soft, “I saw the Six-Eared Macaque.”
Zan keeps his expression controlled. The mere mention of that monkey gives him another surge of anger—knowing Six-Eared Macaque is the source of his nibbling being in such distress—but he keeps it reigned in. He doesn’t say anything else, but nods for them to continue.
“He—he—” they stop to breathe, their eyes shutting tight.
“You’re here, you’re safe here,” he reminds them, his hand on their shoulder and thumb gently rubbing circles. “Take your time, nibby. Don’t rush it.”
“It’s just—he—” they breathe. Their eyes dart this way and that as they recount the events, their brows slowly furrowing. The panic gives way to logic, and logic gives way to suspicion. “Wait… how…” Their eyes were on him now, expression etched with worry. “How did I get here?”
He slowly inhales, then exhales. Triggered or not, Nibby was good at coming down from these situations relatively quickly, from what he’s noted. At least initially. The aftermath—the regression—will always come later.
A habit where they repress their emotions, either to never feel them again, or to feel them when they feel safe enough to.
“He took me to the karst forest outside the city…” They say now, their tone still quiet. “Uncle, how did I get here?”
He answers as plainly as he could, “He brought you here.”
“You saw him?” They ask now, grabbing at his forearms. “Did he do anything to you—?”
“Hush, hush,” he shushes them gently, reaching up and brushing their hair from their face. “He didn’t do anything, nibby. He tried to run, and I threatened him into staying.”
“You threatened him?!”
Zan smiles, though it doesn’t reach his eyes. It’s a habit he always does when questioned. It adds some mystery to his demeanor, ensuring no one can discern what he’s thinking.
For Nibby’s sake, though, and for the sake of this contract, he’ll have to tell them in full detail what his plan is.
“Allow me to explain,” he says, sitting more comfortably on the bed. “But, in order for me to do so, I must request that you don’t cut in, alright?”
Nibby shifts in their position, looking at him with an extremely critical eye. It’s a mixture of skepticism and worry, nothing Zan hasn’t seen a hundred times before, especially from them. They’ve never understood how or why he works with demons, but given their track record of the demons they’ve dealt with back in America, he can’t blame them.
“Here’s what happened…”
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Nibby remained deathly silent throughout Zan’s entire explanation. Their fingers laced together, eyes staring at a spot on the wall, their lips pressed into a thin line. From their expression, they had many words to say, but let him explain his thoughts and plans for this, including his part of the deal in convincing Nibby to not tell Sun Wukong about Six-Eared Macaque being alive.
Once Zan finishes speaking, Nibby slowly inhales, then exhales. “Uncle… if this was anyone else— anyone —I would get it.” They look at him now, their hands now tensing and flexing in front of him, not knowing what to do. “I would understand your weird thought process with wanting to give everyone therapy and helping them achieve their Best Selves. I get it. But—this—this is Six-Eared Macaque we’re talking about!”
“I understand that, nibby,” he says, his tone a mixture of gentle, but guarded. He’s reached the most delicate section of this talk, and it was convincing them to help him. “We must remember, however, that everyone has a reason for their actions, even him.”
If anything, he’s the one who needs this the most.
“I severely doubt that for him,” is their biting remark. Once again, Zan doesn’t blame them for their bias, considering whatever they experienced with Six-Eared Macaque was nothing short of horrific. He’s sure they’d have the same feelings about Sandy if they met him before he became the sweet pacifist he is today.
He speaks carefully, telling them, “Do you agree with my plan, nibby?”
“To figure out what the hell’s wrong with his head and try to ‘fix’ him?” Nibby makes a face, wiping their eyes again. He passes them the wet towel so they can dab at their face. “There’s no fixing something that fucked up. Uncle—he threw me off a cliff! Who’s to say he didn’t do that to several others and just—let them splat on the ground?!”
…
Ah.
“Noted,” is his only response, his expression falling flat. The anger he worked so hard to calm flares at an alarming rate. He needs to remind himself to breathe several times to make sure his mind didn’t go into thinking of punishments ten times worse for what Six-Eared Macaque did to his nibbling.
He slowly inhales, then exhales. Nibby, too, takes a moment to breathe so they don’t fall back into their panic. He holds their hand, tight, secure, and says, “The repercussions of his actions will come, nibby. That I promise you. He’s gotten away with not facing the consequences for too long, and even if I must single-handedly do it myself, then so be it. I will make sure he regrets the day he met me.”
Nibby’s grip on his hand is tighter, more out of fear that he’ll vanish if they let go. He tugs them close in a silent offering, and they accept. He wraps one arm around them, letting them rest their head against his shoulder. Gently squeezing them, Zan places a kiss on their head.
“Nibby, I would not come up with this plan if I didn’t think it would be in our best interest,” he says, his tone softer than before. “Though I won’t deny I made this plan in haste, I’ve presented my reasons to you. If I thought for a second that there was nothing redeemable in that monkey, I would’ve told Great Sage immediately, no matter what.”
He places his free hand under their chin, coaxing them to look at him. “This contract I made with him will ensure that he won’t pull any stunts on either of us, especially not you. Your safety, my wonderful nibbling—” he ruffles their hair, causing them to snort with the ghost of a smile “—is my top priority at all times. You can take care of yourself, I trust you on that, but everyone needs a bit of help sometimes.”
He rests his cheek on their head. “Just like how you help protect me, I will do the same to you. I will never purposefully put you in danger, my child.”
Nibby sighs. They sniff and wipe their nose with a tissue. “I… guess I get it. I don’t like it. I hate it, but… I trust you, Uncle,” they whisper. “So—what—are you gonna just—give him therapy from now on?”
“I have a plan, but it’s only a skeleton right now,” he responds, a thoughtful hum following after. “I must do some digging and watching before I can add more to this skeleton of a plan, but I have a good idea on where to start.”
“And that is…?”
“Facing the repercussions of his actions,” he says simply with a smile. “Judging from my short interaction with him, he’s never had to face any consequences for the stunts he’s pulled. Therefore, he doesn’t understand—or possibly doesn’t care—that others are negatively affected by his actions.”
“You’re gonna make him see that?” Nibby asks, their tone a mixture of skeptical and amused.
His smile grows stronger. “I’m going to certainly try.”
He brushes their hair from their face a second time, telling them, “Get some rest, nibby. You’ll still be here when you wake, and you will be safe in this house. That I swear to you.”
Nibby nods slowly, their ghost of a smile falling. Their gaze lowers, but they nod again and say, “Okay… am I—gonna see him tomorrow?”
“Absolutely not. He will not be allowed within a twenty-foot radius of you until I’ve had at least a session or two with him.” There’s no way Zan is going to let that monkey near his nibbling after what he’s learned. Not right now, at least; and certainly not when Nibby needs time to recover on their own.
He kisses their forehead and says, “May you be blessed by peaceful dreams, my wonderful nibbling.”
“Night, Uncle.”
Zan waits until they’re laid back in their bed, exhaling slowly and eyes shutting, to leave their room. He shuts the door quietly, taking a moment to himself to breathe.
This is quite the client I’ve taken on…
He has a lot of work to do, now.
No better time to start than the present.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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COMMENTS FOR EDIT:
Writing Zan so pissed off.... ough, it was delicious... //chef kiss---
You underestimate just how much I love Macaque's character and how excited I was to write this chapter through his eyes.
Man's a broke ass monkey but he'll be fine. Eventually.YOU ALSO UNDERESTIMATE HOW MUCH I LOVE UNCLE ZAN AND AM SO HAPPY I COULD FINALLY LET YOU GUYS SEE HIM IN ACTION. Man's terrifying when he needs to be. Love him so much. We'll get to see more of that next chapter and later on.
Originally this chapter was going to be longer, but Cuddles and I felt that the end there was a good cut off point before we dive more into the repercussions of Macaque's actions and what's to come later :3c
And before you guys ask, here's the fun fact for ya! Wukong's petname to Macaque was "mangoes" while Macaque's petname to Wukong was "peaches" :))
Thank you all for your lovely comments and for enjoying the story! Stay tuned for next chapter~♥
Chapter 13: Ace of Cups, Reversed
Notes:
Don't create internal blockage by repressing how you feel.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Something happened while Wukong was gone.
He could feel it when he and MK returned from their mountain time training. MK had gone back to Pigsy’s Noodles so he could rest up before he had to get back to work tomorrow, while Wukong went to go say hi to Zan and Firecracker.
“Say hi to them for me, please?” MK, who laid on his bed with every one of his limbs practically a limp noodle, waved at Wukong, “I missed them, but I’m too— yawn —tired to go with you…”
“Yeah, bud, I will. Now get some sleep. Don’t forget what we talked about, too.” Wukong had ruffled his hair and waited until MK was truly asleep before going to the harbor.
The text Firecracker sent him yesterday too left him… well, worried! They never answered back, and even when he tried calling them, they didn’t respond. He didn’t tell MK that, not wanting the cub to stress over such a thing, too, but Wukong wasn’t going to let that slide easily. Firecracker’s always so punctual and quick to respond… it’s not like them to never respond back, especially after their original text insinuating they really needed to talk to him.
He could instantly tell something wasn’t right when coming into the house. Zan seemed as secretive but polite as ever, offering a smile and a greeting, while Firecracker… They were silent, only giving him a nod, their head hung low and wrapped up in a sweatshirt and thick blanket, notebook in their lap.
Something happened.
What happened?
Now, listen, usually Sun Wukong isn’t all too worried most of the time. He trusts the two clairvoyants to know how to handle themselves. He trusts them, he does! But there was a look in Firecracker’s eye that Wukong caught that made him worried. Their eyes, already so full of hidden sadness and broken things, seemed to fill up impossibly more.
When he tried to poke and tease, they barely gave a reaction. When he touched their shoulder and asked if they were okay, they flinched, as if he were about to strike them.
Then there was that smell. The smell of chilling darkness, always carried behind one who wields shadow magic. Wukong typically doesn’t like jumping to conclusions (shush), but he has a gut feeling that it had to do with that shadow demon—or someone who has that magic. His gut is never—never!—wrong, so he decides to confront Zan about it.
“Uncle,” he mumbles to Zan, lightly nudging Zan’s side with his elbow. “What happened while I was gone?”
Zan glances at Firecracker, who seems much too engrossed in their notebook to notice, before he waves for Wukong to follow. He takes Wukong to his office, shutting the door and taking a breath. He says, “Something did happen, Great Sage.” He folds his hands in front of him, sharp eyes that reminded Wukong way too much about Mama observing Wukong closely.
“The demon with shadow magic that’s been mentioned several times,” Zan says slowly. “Has finally reared their head. As far as I know, they didn’t physically hurt nibby. But… the mental damage…” He lowers his gaze, before closing his eyes and taking a breath. Wukong knows the gesture all too well that it’s Zan calming himself down.
Guy must be pissed… I don’t blame him, that’s his only living family as far as I’m aware.
“The mental damage has been nothing short of horrific. It’s caused a bad relapse in nibby, and left them in the state you’ve just seen them in.”
“Ah,” Sun Wukong says, smiling, his tail swishing and flicking and slapping against the floorboards. He breathes, the fiery rage in him building and building and building. Smoke billows out of his mouth when he exhales.
Someone hunted down Firecracker.
They didn’t call me.
That fucking shadow demon hurt them.
Why didn’t they call me?
Now all that progress…
I gave them the whistle in case they needed me…
All the progress of them opening up to him, accepting his touch, his presence.
Why, why, why didn’t they call me?
All of it gone. Reset. As if it never happened.
Like a cat taking a ball of yarn that was painstakingly put together and just—undid all the work. Firecracker’s hard work to better themselves, becoming happier, feeling safer around others, around him. To see it all come undone in such a way…
“I see,” Wukong says now, his grin much too big with much too many teeth that were also growing much, much sharper with his rising anger. He feels the push of the wards from the house, a silent warning that he couldn’t lose himself. Thoughts of violence towards the shadow demon will have to wait. “Soooo… do you know who this demon is?” He wasn’t going to let this slide, no sir. “And why I’m smelling their scent in this house?”
Sun Wukong felt a protective fire burning and burning in him. It was bad. It was dangerous. He knew it was. He knew he shouldn’t get so attached. Because the minute he does, all of their worst fears come to fruition; one of them being used as a bargaining chip against either Wukong or against one of the clairvoyants.
He never wants what happened—
pulp in his hands they were just pulp in his hands
—a long time ago to happen again. Not to them, not to anyone. It was already a big risk getting as close to MK as he was, but…
But dammit, he can’t help it! It just—it comes to him so naturally. And double dammit he’ll never say it out loud, especially not around Firecracker because they’ll never let him live it down, but they were right. He did get lonely—he’s been lonely. He forgot how much fun it was to hang around others after practically isolating himself on Flower Fruit for half a millennium.
Sure, he still messed around here and there with humans, but it never lasted long. There was no point in making strong bonds with people who would just be alive one second. Then all he has to do is blink, and he’s standing in front of their grave, giving offerings. He couldn’t take it, the constant roller coaster of gaining something only to lose it again. But he yearned for being around people so badly.
He forgot what it was like to have someone like Firecracker sass him back, to butt heads with in a fun way, to have a proper sparring partner like the cub who could handle his hits. Even if his sparring partner was a novice, it was fun. It’s been such a long time and he misses it. He misses it so bad.
As dangerous as it was getting close to people again after losing it all, it only makes him yearn for it more.
(Never mind the small crush he now has on Firecracker. Nope. Nothing will come from that. He will make sure of that. It’s just a small crush and that’s it.)
So yeah, he cares about these two humans. He cares about MK, his sweet baby brother. Yeah, he wants them all to feel safe. He wants Firecracker especially to feel like they won’t have to worry about any past hurts haunting them and coming back. He was the Great Sage, after all! If no one else could do it, he sure as fuck will.
After all…
He must be pretty great…
If Macaque and his old friends believed in him before everything went wrong.
…
Wow, when was the last time he thought of something so sappy?
Stars above and abyss below, he really was getting attached if he was thinking of such corny lines like that.
Wukong shakes himself from his thoughts, looking at Zan. He was talking about whatever happened—something involving the shadow demon. Just the mere mention of it was making his anger flare again. If that bastard was threatening Firecracker and Zan, he’ll make sure to hunt them down and make them regret ever laying a finger on—
“Great Sage,” Zan’s voice rips Wukong out of his thoughts before he ends up going on another tirade in his mind again. “Can you take a deep breath with me?”
There’s a soft buzz in the air, making his fur stand on end. Immediately, he remembers where he is.
Oh, oops.
Wukong might’ve let his anger get to him for a minute there. Almost activated those wards Zan made. Dang, they work good. He’s sure the air feels pretty suffocating right now because of it. He breathes in with Zan, holding it for a second, then breathes out. Once more. There, nice and calm now. His teeth are still much sharper than they should be, but that’ll go away in a minute here.
He laughs, scratching at his cheek, “Sorry, Uncle. Miiiight have spaced out for a second.”
Zan only smiles, though his eyes don’t shine. “It’s quite alright, Great Sage. I was simply telling you that this demon and I have made a deal.” He holds up a hand when Wukong makes a move to say something. “I have a plan that I’m enacting as we speak. This deal was made specifically to ensure nibby’s safety. I would never make one in haste like this unless necessary, and I still ensured this was in the favor of me and my nibling. My only request is that you—” he gestures to Wukong “—stay out of what I’m doing.”
“What?” Wukong laughs, but it’s much too harsh and forced to be real. He can’t believe what he’s hearing! He shouldn’t hunt down the demon that hurt Firecracker and make that asshole pay? He shouldn’t rip them to pieces with his teeth alone?? What is this guy thinking?! “That’s not funny, Zan.”
“I wasn’t joking, Great Sage,” Zan replies bluntly. He folds his hands in front of him, his smile falling to a more neutral expression. “Due to the details of this deal, I cannot tell you anything more than I already have. I have reasons for my actions, and the first thing I wanted to ensure was my nibling’s safety. Crafting this deal was the best way to do such a thing.”
Wukong’s mouth presses into a thin line, his tail whipping behind him and slapping against the floor. He has to stop doing it before he accidentally breaks the floorboards, opting to tightly wrap his tail around his ankle. He crosses his arms, his nails sharpening to claws and digging into his arm.
Zan closes his eyes and slowly inhales, then lets out a sigh. He massages his temple, saying, “I can tell you disagree with this—”
Oh, really? The look on my face wasn’t enough to tell you?
“—but I must have your trust with this. Just like how I’m giving you trust to help my nibling.”
“And I can help them by getting rid of the problem,” Wukong says now, clapping his hands together and making a gesture that says, do you not understand the problem here? “There’s a demon that hurt them. They relapsed—regressed—their progress ruined. And I can fix half the problem via ripping that demon apart and—”
“Sun Wukong,” Zan interjects, his voice now like the crack of a whip that reminds Wukong of his mama. It makes his jaw snap shut right quick and his spine go stiff. “Your anger is speaking for you. You know that regret comes soon after anger, especially when actions are inspired by such a thing.”
You’re too powerful to let your anger loose so recklessly, Master reminds Wukong in the back of his mind. You must calm yourself, Wukong.
Wukong huffs, his head jerking to the side to glare at a spot on the floor. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. Another. He opens his mouth to speak, but holds it back. There are so many aspects of Zan that remind him of Mama. The secrets, the carefully spoken words, and the simple request of trusting that they know what they’re doing.
He rubs his face and breathes again.
Sigh…
Dammit.
He has to remember that Zan is not just a seasoned clairvoyant, but also a therapist. Not only can he look into several futures and possibilities, he knows how to read others. He could probably take one look at Wukong and know at least ten things. A lot of this must be part of his job, anyway, given what little he’s heard from Firecracker.
Zan speaks, his tone still strong, but not harsh, “I must ask that you understand my secrecy, and trust my plan. Nibby… is my last remaining family I have.” For a split second, the veil of a professional therapist and clairvoyant is gone, and Wukong sees a hint of vulnerability. He sees an uncle looking out for his nibling, tired but determined. “Putting them in deliberate danger is something I would never dream of doing.”
He turns away, walking to his desk and opening a drawer. He pulls out a tiny notebook and shows it to Wukong. “This is filled with premonitions that I’ve had over the years searching for nibby while they were in America. The strings that I’ve pulled, the deals that I’ve made—they were not just for my safety, but theirs. I didn’t stop working to find them and bring them to my home until they finally arrived at my door. And when they did? I worked more to ensure they felt safe and secure here.”
He places the notebook down on his desk, his eyes roaming Wukong’s face as he says, “I don’t blame you for questioning me, for thinking the things you do. That is why I’m asking you one last time—allow me to execute my plan and trust I know what I’m doing. I did not spend years searching for my last living family just to put them in deliberate danger. This deal I made is meant to keep them out of that danger.”
Wukong’s face falls to one of shame and embarrassment. He rubs his neck, looking off to the side and groaning. “Fuck—I—ah—I’m sorry—”
“Ah! No. None of that.” Zan’s movement was so quick, Wukong almost missed it. The tiny notebook collides with the top of Wukong’s head, the gesture not too unlike Master Subodhi’s. “The anger you’ve shown me is a protective one—though you nearly let it consume you and control your future actions.”
His gaze softens and he says, “But it is through that display alone you’ve shown me just a moment ago that you care about my nibling. You wish for their scars to be nothing more than a memory—and that is why I’m putting my trust in you to care for them when I’m busy.” He places his fist into the open palm of his other hand and bows. “So I ask you, Great Sage, to please help look after them. The wound is still fresh, and there is only so much I can do to help them recover, but I am just one man.”
He lifts his gaze to meet Wukong’s. “There is no one else whom I trust wholeheartedly with this task.”
Wukong sputters and scratches at his cheek. Man, now he really felt like an ass for snapping at Zan the way he did. But, hey, if he says it’s fine, then it’s fine! Wukong puffs his chest and gives a big grin to Zan. “Don’t you worry, Uncle! They don’t call me the great Sage for nothing. I’ll make sure they’re back to their old self in no time—it’ll be like nothing ever happened!”
“But something did happen, Great Sage,” Zan says as he stands straight. He makes small gestures as he talks, the movement smooth and graceful, “What will help is not acting like nothing happened, but acknowledging the hurt and helping heal it. You, of all people, should know it’s impossible to go back to how things used to be.”
The words were gentle, but they still cut deep into Sun Wukong’s heart. He knows it wasn’t intended, he knows, but it still hurts. Going back to how things were… it’s what Wukong’s always wanted. What he’s yearned for years. Yet he knows such a thing won’t ever be possible. Not for him. Not with so many people he’s loved being gone or completely against him. Not when he’s the source of the chaos that’s happened, the destruction that’s been wrought.
And don’t you forget it. Harbinger of chaos. That’s what you are, Macaque’s ghost laughs a bitter laugh, It’s your fault, and it will always be your fault that it all happened this way.
Like I don’t already know, Wukong bitterly thinks back. He never wanted to kill his love, hurt his friends, seal one of his closest companions away, abandon his mother and little brother. He never wanted any of it.
But even Sun Wukong couldn’t go against a deal with the heavens. He had to do what he could to make sure as little blood was shed as possible before he vanished off the face of the earth. If everyone else disagrees with him, then that’s fine, as long as they’re safe.
Zan says, his voice still soft, just like how Master’s used to be, “While such a thing is not possible, we can still try to achieve some normalcy back, yes?”
Wukong scratches at his neck, tail curling and flicking behind him in a show of his growing discomfort. He wrapped the end of it around his ankle to avoid showing the obvious signs. He nods. “I understand. A monkey of action is what I am, so providing some normalcy through action is what I’ll do!” He forces a grin and says, “I said it before, and I’ll say it again, I’ll do what I can to help ‘em.”
The smile Zan has reached his eyes now, Wukong notes. Zan nods, bowing low while he says, “It is greatly appreciated that you are willing to do this for us.” When he stands up straight, he continues, “If there is anything you wish for in return, you must simply name it.”
“Ah—come on, Uncle, you don’t gotta,” Wukong laughs, it’s a bit wobbly, and now he’s picking at a lint that got stuck in his tail and not looking Zan in the eye anymore—but he’s not bashful about it, okay? Sun Wukong never gets bashful or flustered! Ever!
Are you sure about that, peaches? An old, old ghost of Macaque teases, Last I recall, you reeeeally liked it when—
Anyway! Back on topic!!
Zan shakes his head and steps closer, placing a hand on Wukong’s shoulder, prompting Wukong to look at him. He says, “There may not be much I can offer, but I can offer to you what I give best—a listening ear. It may seem small, but even a king could use someone to listen to his woes from time to time.”
Wukong blinks, sputtering a laugh and shaking his head. “No, no, that’s too much. Besides, there’s a lot of baggage I got, hah! You’d need, like, soooooo much free time to be able to unpack all of it.”
Why did I say that? He doesn’t need to know.
Then again, he probably already does. It feels like he can read my thoughts just from looking at me.
“Listening to the troubles of others and helping find solutions is my job, Great Sage,” Zan chuckles, giving Wukong’s shoulder a small pat. “You don’t need to give me an answer now, but know this: You offer to be there for many, and do your best to do so. Who will be there for you, when you are no longer able to carry the weight? This is why I offer to help make the burden you bear easier to carry.”
Another blink. It’s been so long since someone offered to actually listen to Wukong’s thoughts. Most of the time whenever he talked about them, it could be the end of the day, and he wasn’t even halfway through his thoughts! He just has so many, his mind wanders and wanders and wanders and most of the time the things he talks about are nonsensical, but sometimes it is about something bothering him.
First, he had Mama. Mama was amazing, always listening, always there, always holding him and singing to him when he needed comfort. Her advice, so wise and kind, were words he’s cherished for many years—and still does! But… after everything—
“I didn’t mean to, Mama. I didn’t,” he sobbed, gripping at her sleeves as tears poured and poured and stained her shirt. “He hurt so many people! I saw him doing it—I did! But—But I would never—” he couldn’t even finish the sentence, his words broke into a cry.
“I know, my little pebble, I know,” Mama pulled him closer, closer. He wasn’t a tiny pebble anymore, unable to curl in her lap like he used to. He could, technically, if he focused on making himself smaller. But it wasn’t exactly something he could focus on right now. “I saw it, too…”
“I didn’t—” he hiccuped and buried his face into the crook of her neck, “—I—I didn’t want to do it. He just—kept pushing and pushing and pushing —and—and I got so angry that I lost control and—and I—”
Mama nodded along as his words broke into more wet and sputtery sobs. She combed his fur, and he can feel her trembling from barely held back tears herself. Her voice shook as she said, “Oh, my son… everyone has their limits, even you.” Her grip on him tightened, her own tears she couldn’t hold back anymore stained his fur. “My sweet pebble, my sweet little cub… I know you would never murder in cold blood. Never.”
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry—” he repeated the litany of apologies over and over, unsure if he was saying it to Mama, to Macaque, or to himself. Maybe it was all three.
…
After everything…
It’d be best if Wukong didn’t confide in Mama anymore. She has enough to worry about now, too, what with taking care of Fengshe and keeping an eye on Bull King. It’s better for him to stay away, to keep things simple and casual. On the surface. Never diving deeper. She doesn’t need that…
After Mama, he had Macaque, who was a good listener—a great listener, even… He would just sit there for hours and hours while Wukong rattled away. Sometimes Macaque would interject with a comment or something, but most of the time, he would be quiet. Yet he always knew Macaque was listening, because he always had that look on his face that was just for Wukong, and only for Wukong.
Then he had his old friend… guilt gripped his soul every time he thought about them. Even just thinking of their name alone—
too late he was too late zhihao poor poor zhihao he was too late too too late
—made his chest twist in awful ways. He missed them dearly, and wished their end didn’t happen the way it did. They held a deeper patience for the more complicated things that bothered Wukong. And even if he couldn’t think of how to word it, they would always have something to offer.
“If you can’t word it in the way you’re attempting,” Zhihao had said, a long, long time ago, “try another way. Like an analogy. In an example, holding all these thoughts in you is like carrying a bowl of peaches—sometimes you drop a few and lose the thought, while others you can keep on you for a long time. But, like the peaches, the thoughts can rot away and leave something less desired.”
“Now I’m just hungry,” is how Wukong responded.
They laughed, their laughter always sounded like the gentle ringing of a bell, “But it works, doesn’t it? Go on, you give it a try.”
So Wukong did give it a try, and it did work. If Mama or Macaque weren’t able to offer the ear Wukong needed, then he at least had Zhihao to help him find a new way to word his more complicated thoughts.
Master was another. Granted, that wasn’t until way later in the Journey, when Wukong stopped hating Master and hating this final mission he had before his contract with the Celestial Realm was done. Starting out? Oh yeah, Wukong wanted to rip out that mortal’s throat. He had been so angry at what was done to him, to his brothers—he had no outlet.
But… with time, Wukong and Master reached common ground. With time, they became dear friends.
Master was somehow like both Macaque and Zhihao and Mama in one person. Always listening, always quiet, always patient. Sun Wukong knew Master was listening because—like Macaque—he’d have this look on his face meant only for Wukong, to show he heard every word. Whenever Wukong couldn’t find the words, Master would say, just like Zhihao “Try another way if you’re struggling, Wukong.” And it would help, it would. Just like Mama, Master would always have advice to give, his words gentle and kind.
…
It’s been so long…
So many thoughts ran through Wukong’s mind—more than ever after everything that happened. His thoughts really were like a bowl of peaches, like Zhihao said. All gathered and overflowing. The ones he should’ve let go a long time ago were rotten and beginning to infect all the other peaches in the bowl, but he had no one to help him clean it.
Until now, at least.
Someone new. Somehow like Mama and Macaque and Zhihao and Master, but also not like them at the same time.
Could it be different this time?
Or will it just repeat all over again?
Wukong mulls over his next words, licking his lips, then says, “I, uh… I dunno about the offer, really. At least, I dunno right now. But—I hear what you’re saying, and… your kindness doesn’t go unnoticed, Uncle. Really, I mean it. How about when this whole deal with Firecracker is dealt with, I’ll give you that definite answer, huh?”
“Very well, if that’s what you wish.” Zan bows once again. “Your own kindness will not go unnoticed either. Thank you, again, for helping look after nibby during this difficult time.”
“Eh, It’s no trouble, think nothing of it!” So now he just needs to keep an eye on MK to make sure he’s taking the next part of his training seriously, then help out Firecracker. Also keeping an eye out around the house and updating some wards, maybe amplifying them a bit. Then double-checking on MK to see how he’s fairing with this new mind strengthening training he’ll be doing.
As much as he wants to figure out who that demon that hurt Firecracker was, he’ll also respect the contract Zan made with said demon. He’ll trust that Zan knows what he’s doing, and also remind himself he had to make some weird decisions others didn’t agree with for the sake of his people.
…
Sigh.
Well, enough of that! With his checklist in mind, Wukong should get to work!
Sure, it seems like a lot to others, but it can’t be that hard, can it?
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It can. It most certainly can.
Literally two days into MK trying to put Wukong’s words into practice, Ao Lie’s descendant, Xiaojiao—or, shit, Mei was her nickname, right—had to come in and throw a wrench or twelve into it. Ugh, it’s so frustrating watching it happen, but Wukong knows that there’s nothing he can or should do. His pupil won’t learn anything if he just keeps coming in to fix it all for MK. MK needs to learn that he can’t just let people walk all over him and make him do things for them all. And if he has to learn the hard way, so be it.
His biggest flaw is his fear of letting everyone down. He needs to learn that in order to find balance in his life and be able to actually plan like he wants to rather than go with the flow, he’ll have to disappoint a few people. One talk with Pigsy, Tang, and Firecracker and several talks with Wukong won’t make that change happen overnight. He’s gotta be proactive in that on his own.
Doesn’t make it any less annoying watching it happen, though. Just because she has nothing to do doesn’t mean she can just drag MK around wherever she wants. Jeez.
Then again, given what he’s heard from her family situation, he can’t fully blame her.
With MK, though, it’s already obvious the kid thrives better off of a schedule and a routine. It’s just as Firecracker predicted. He doesn’t work like how Wukong does, who can go with the flow and likes to. Plans are nice, sure, but Sun Wukong’s not a big fan of routine unless necessary. MK clearly does a better job when he’s got some form of a routine going on—it’s why he does better when he’s on the clock working at Pigsy’s Noodles. How Mei doesn’t realize such a thing is astounding to Wukong.
Having Firecracker’s help with this would’ve been great right about now, but… well, they’re kind of busy with their own shit that they needed help with. Which Wukong was doing, of course! But—ah—helping them out was a lot easier said than done, he now realizes.
He already knew that they’ve been through a lot of shit. From watching their body language, the way they talk, how hesitant they are with certain topics, he could tell. Getting close to people wasn’t something they liked to do. Keeping people at arm’s length… It was a learned habit after losing so much time and time and time again, they said so themselves.
Then, after losing their parents on top of all that? They may as well have lost everything at that moment. No normal person can just heal from something so awful like that in a snap. Especially not when they were put through the wringer a few more times before finally moving from America to here. He did some small digging, and from what he’s heard, the demons in America were much crueler than the ones here.
Yet, as Wukong watches after them for the next couple of weeks after leaving MK to fend for himself (kid has to learn somehow), Wukong notices it. The deeply set damage done to them. He may not know just how damaged Firecracker was, but he has a fairly good idea. What he didn’t expect was the sheer amount of hurt they kept inside them.
It’s almost like a stained-glass window that had so many rocks thrown into it, rendering it a shattered mess. They tried to pick up the broken pieces, tried to put it back together. Yet there was only so much they could do on their own, but they weren’t used to asking for help or even accepting it if offered. So they kept those broken pieces close to them, not even knowing that the very same broken pieces they tried to put back together cut deeper, deeper into them.
He could see it in their eyes, their expression. It was filled with trouble and worry and would always have that faint glint of hope before despair overtook it. So many thoughts running through their head, as if they were having a conversation with themselves. Wukong wouldn’t be surprised if they were. But that was the issue, they hardly said anything, especially after what happened.
If he were to use that ‘thoughts were like a bowl of peaches’ analogy to add onto for Firecracker, nearly every peach in their bowl has been rotten for years. Any new peach that goes into the bowl won’t have long before it’s overtaken by the rot. They need to empty the bowl and clean it and get some sanitizer in that thing. Get a new, fresh set of peaches that are healthier, happier.
…
He really shouldn’t use food for analogies, it’s making him hungry.
But no, no! Focus, Sun Wukong!
Sigh…
This was going to be a lot harder than he thought. He really didn’t know how to approach this. The last time Firecracker talked about some of their issues, they chose to do so when he showed the open door. But this time they kept that door tightly shut behind at least ten locks.
The weeks he spent hanging out by their side and letting them do their thing wasn’t working. They were so quiet, almost like a ghost. Their eyes kept darting about whenever he went on a walk with them, as if a demon would pop out of nowhere and try to hurt them. He tried to be patient for them, like how Mama taught him to be. He did his damned best, and he feels both Master and Mama would be proud for how hard he tried to be patient for Firecracker.
But there was only so much silence he could take, so much awkwardness before it started to make his skin crawl in uncomfortable ways. He wasn’t a monkey of just sitting around and doing nothing, he was a monkey of action. Always has been, always will be. He just needs to find the right time to take action…
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“Is your assistant not joining us in this meeting?”
“No.”
“...
“May I ask—”
“Nope.”
…
…
A sigh.
“Sun Wukong, I will not pretend our relationship is in any positive light, but you agreed the clairvoyant would be present during these meetings. In order for the Court to cease their childish bickering and direct their concern elsewhere, rather than on you.”
“Oh, I remember, Erlie. But, like I said, they’re not gonna be here. That’s all you need to know.”
“I do not need specifics behind why they are not attending, but I need to know if they will be available in future meetings. The Court—”
“Fuck the Court. They’re not coming. End of discussion.”
…
“Sun Wukong… both the Lotus Prince and I already told the Court about you having a clairvoyant assistant. A large majority of them are demanding the clairvoyant’s presence in these meetings. If they hear that your assistant wasn’t present in this meeting, they will have questions—which will only waste both of our time.”
Another sigh, this time from Wukong.
“They ran into trouble, and won’t be able to attend until they’re feeling better. Just—ugh—they… do have an uncle. He’s also a clairvoyant, and probably won’t mind standing in this meeting… I can ask him.”
“…That won’t be necessary. The Court will simply take advantage of such a thing and try to ask for more. I will not tell the Court of this uncle, and simply inform them your assistant was not available for personal reasons. If they don’t like that answer, that is neither of our problems.”
“…Huh… alright, then…”
“So, shall we begin? What is Xiaotian’s progress so far?”
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Of course, as always, he has his breaking point. Even when he tried to keep things casual with Mama, he couldn’t stop himself from slipping to her what happened to Firecracker.
It was just an innocent chat! And then she had to use her… her Mama word magic!! It works every dang time, and time away from her certainly didn’t change anything about that.
“I haven’t seen the little fish in quite some time,” she comments after he poured tea for her. Just a casual weekly get-together like he promised he’d do for her. Casual. Keep it casual.
“Oh, yeah! They’ve been busy with other things back at home,” he says with a shrug. “Got some stuff going on, you know?” Best not to give too much personal information for Firecracker’s sake. If they wanna tell Mama, he’ll let them.
“Stuff?” She asks with a slight tilt of her head. “May I ask what kind of stuff? I’ve never had a chance to run into them since our first meeting.” There’s a teasing twinkle in her eye, her smile turning sly. “As if you’re trying to hide them from me, little pebble.”
“Pssh! Whaaaaat? I would never do that, Mama! Especially not to you!” He meant it! He did! Timing just—wasn’t exactly in their favor right now. Just keep it casual. “But firecracker’s kinda staying home right now.”
“Are they sick?” She asks now, sipping her tea. “Then again, you did mention they were going through something right now…”
“Just—you know—they’re kinda going through it at the moment after a whole incident with a demon and what have you, so they’re a bit shaken from that—” Wukong chokes on his tea when he realizes what he’s saying.
That’s not casual, Wukong! You weren’t supposed to tell her!!
“I mean—uh—” it’s too late, though, Mama’s eyes have already sharpened into a bushel of thorns and her face fell to something between neutral and enraged. Her tail was stock still, which was the telltale sign that she was pissed.
“Are they hurt?” She inquires, her tone falling flat. “And was that demon caught?”
“Ah—no, and no,” he clears his throat, scratching at his neck. Dammit, no getting out of it now. He might as well give her the bare bones of it… Just this once, it should be fine, right? “From what their uncle told me…
“…and so he’s keeping an eye on the demon through this contract…
“…but he asked me to help look after them, which I don’t mind! But, ah…
“…sooo, I’m a bit at a loss on what to do,” he finishes with a groan. “I know they need time, and I’ve tried cracking the door open for them and being patient—and let me tell you, Mama, I was doing damn good at being patient!—but they’re not saying anything.”
Wait, no, he’s confiding in her—he shouldn’t do that—
Ugh, it’s already too late… just this once. That’s it, though. No more confiding in Mama! She has enough to worry about.
Mama nods along, her previous angry demeanor calmed. Her tail sways more freely, her grip on the cup looser, and her amber eyes morphing from thorns to petals once more. “I see… the poor thing must have gone through much to relapse that badly.” One hand raises to her chin, her fingers tugging at her lower lip. A habit she does when in deep thought. “For them to say nothing, it’s highly possible they didn’t have a support group growing up—leaving them to believe they have to handle everything on their own.”
“But they don’t! I’ve already tried reassuring them that they don’t need to deal with their past hurt on their own, but—it’s just—not working.” Wukong slumps back onto the sofa and rubs his face. “They just wanna stay in their room and do work. The only time they leave the house now is when they have to.”
Mama looks at him now, reaching out to brush some stray fur out of his face. “Pebble,” she says, her voice as gentle as her smile. “Do you remember when you were younger, and that gang of various demons led by that one tiger demon?”
“Vermilion Shadow?” Wukong scoffs at the memory of the stupid name that idiot thought of for himself. “I remember him, why?”
“Do you remember how you came to know of him?” She asks now, which causes him to pause.
His gaze lowers, the memories slowly flowing through him like a clogged river, and he’s trying to remove the blockage. “Uh… wait—oh! Oh—ah… that was… when I first met Macaque,” he says as the memories come to him. He and Macaque had to have been—what—equivalent to teenagers at that time? Wukong was already deemed as the oh so Handsome Monkey King at that point, too. He was in that position for probably a month before Macaque showed up.
As he thinks, he remembers it more clearly. First meeting Macaque and commenting how he had never seen someone with fur the color of the stars before—it was so white —and the six ears were the true marvel. But Macaque—
“His home was attacked by that gang,” Wukong recalls, his expression slowly falling to a mixture of contemplation and mournfulness. “And he had come to ask for help… We dealt with the gang, but—ah, there were casualties…”
“His mother and father,” Mama says to him, her tone taking the same somber fall as his own did. “The ones who raised him—they didn’t make it. And Macaque was devastated.” She sighs, turning her head away to glance at some of the decor around the temple. “He isolated himself from everyone. And for the longest time, you were the only one who would talk to him.”
Wukong chuckles. “Yeah, he hated it. Ah—where is this going, Mama?”
Mama smiles, wrapping an arm around him and tugging him closer. She places a kiss to his forehead and says, “You asked me for advice on what to do with him—and I told you to help him by giving him a listening ear, and a little push so he knows he had people who cared for him.” She tilts her head in his direction. “The same can be said for the little fish. Time has been given, and you’ve tried to approach it as delicately as you could. But sometimes, people need a little push to remember that they have a voice, and can use it to shed the woes and pain off of them.”
Wukong lowers his gaze, copying the gesture Mama had earlier of tugging at his lower lip. He remembers that, yeah… Mama told him to give Macaque time, patience, and maybe a change of scenery that wasn’t the same depressing cavern where he stayed day in and day out. Wukong had taken him on an expedition to explore more of Flower Fruit. While Macaque did not want to do it at first, he… ended up opening himself to Wukong, sharing his hurt so he didn’t hold it all himself.
…
Maybe he could try that with Firecracker. Maybe that was the problem, he was taking this in a direction that’s not suited for him. Sure, Zan’s advice was sound, but Wukong wasn’t Zan. He’s going about it in a way that really wasn’t his style. His style was much louder and more obnoxious, but it worked.
He could be a good listening—a great listener, even—but trying the tactics of someone else has proven it won’t work for him. He has to do this, Monkey King style!
He wants to hear Firecracker’s cheeky remarks again, their witty comebacks, their laughter that sounded like the gentle ringing of a bell.
He just can’t take this damned silence anymore. He can’t take seeing nothing happen. He wanted to be patient for them, but he feels like nothing will happen if no one gives them at least a little bit of a push!
They may have shut the door and locked it, but unlucky for them, Wukong is stubborn and knows how to pick a lock. Kind of. He read a book on it once.
“You know what, Mama?” He laughs. “This may sound so surprising, but you’re right. I’ve been doing it someone else’s way when I just gotta do it my way.”
“I find it very surprising to hear that I’m right,” Mama says with heavy sarcasm in her voice, breaking into a small fit of laughter. “Everyone needs a small push to reach their revelation, even you, my pebble,” she adds, kissing the top of his head.
“Haha—yeah, yeah,” he doesn’t push her away, instead leaning into her touch and letting her groom the fur on his head. He’ll never deny that he missed moments like these. Sitting with Mama and letting her groom him—he knows he’s pretty covered in bugs and dirt and stuff, and—oop, there’s the scolding.
…
A fleeting and hopeful thought crosses his mind, one that says, Maybe we don’t have to hide from Mama, at least…
And he thinks maybe… but he’ll have to see how everything goes with MK’s training. With the Celestial Realm. He still has a plan, and he wants to enact it when it’s time. Whether changes will be made… that’s up in the air.
For now, though, he has a new plan hatching for Firecracker. One he thinks will be perfect for them.
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“A vacation?” Firecracker raises a brow at him. “Great Sage—”
“Now, now, now! Hear me out!” Sun Wukong holds up both his index fingers, bringing them together as he balances himself on his tail. They were both in Firecrackers room, the clairvoyant in question just finishing up their transcribing work they were catching up on. Only a few days had passed since his talk with Mama, and today was the day he can finally enact his plan!
He says, wanting to keep the mood light, “Look, you’re clearly losing sleep and are so fidgety it’s making me fidgety. You also have hardly left the house since it happened. Sooooo, why not take a small vacation at the shame temple?”
He holds his arms out, leaning a bit further back and giving them a wide grin. “It’ll get ya out of the house and get your mind off of it for a bit! Clearly you’ve been thinking too much about it and not doing enough proper care for yourself.”
“This isn’t necessary,” they shake their head, saying, “Really, I’m fine. I just—it’s…” they sigh. “It’s complicated.”
So many broken pieces they keep close to themselves, refusing to let anyone take the burden from them. Too bad, Wukong isn’t one to give up so easily.
“Complicated is what I’m good at handling.” His smile didn’t falter. He wasn’t going to give this up, he wasn’t. They need people there for them, and damn the heavens he’ll be one of those who is there for them! “Come on, just a couple of days. And if you wanna go home after that, I won’t stop you. But staying holed up in your house like this, isolating and being stuck in your head—take it from me, not the best idea. A change of scenery could help you clear your head, you know?”
He finishes his little statement with, “Sometimes getting your mind off of what’s bugging you so much can help you see it in a different, more fresh, perspective when you come back to it.”
Firecracker looks at him, their eyes roaming his face, his eyes, then his general posture. Judging from the look on their face, they were contemplating his words. Either they were trying to find a way to get out of it (which they won’t, by the way) or they were weighing the pros and cons to it.
Whatever they were thinking, it didn’t last long. Just as Wukong predicted, they sigh with their shoulders drooping in resign. “Fine. Just a few days, though.”
Heh, perfect. No one can resist the charm. “Of course! Just a few days.”
With step one finished, all he had to do was go into step two; get them to talk about it. That was the most difficult one, and he’s sure Zan has had just as much difficulty as Wukong’s having right now. Not to mention the difficulty Zan’s probably having with the demon that caused this mess. Wukong’s not sure what kind of talks those two have had, or if they even did have talks yet. The only thing he is sure of is the increasing amount of mangoes in their house—but that’s mostly because he’s still thinking about food.
Stay serious, Wukong, he chides himself, You can have some snacks later.
Once Firecracker has what they need packed up, they climb atop his nimbus, and they take a more scenic, secretive route towards his shame temple. Having only ridden on his nimbus once before, he expected their grip to be tight, but… he could tell they were holding on much tighter than before, their face buried into his cape.
“You good there, firecracker?” He turns his head, eyeing them up as best he could.
“Yeah—yeah, I’m fine. I—uh—forgot we were—taking your nimbus…” They breathe, in and out, slowly. Their grip didn’t loosen by an inch. They say, “It’s fine, really. Just—I’m not the biggest fan of falling, you know?”
Something felt… off about that sentence. Wukong couldn’t put his finger on it, though. Like they were trying to say something while also keeping quiet about it. So, instead of wondering in his head, he just asks, “What’s up?”
They arrive at the temple, Wukong sliding off his nimbus first before helping Firecracker off. Their legs wobble-wobble. “Huh—what?” They ask, breathless, despite the ride being gentler than their first flight.
“What’s up?” He asks again, “I know you’ve only flown on nimbus once, but you ended up relaxing in the end…” He scratches his cheek, glancing off to the side, then looking back at them. They were staring at him, their eyes roaming, as if suspicious of something he’d say or do. It was so hard to get a read on their expressions. Did they want him to figure it out or not? And if they didn’t want him connecting the dots, why?
What did this demon do to them? Was it just this one, or was it others that did the same thing in their past that are haunting them as well?
Either way, Wukong continues talking, “This time around, you were so tense I thought I was riding with a board of wood rather than a human, hah!” He laughs, though it’s a bit forced.
They don’t laugh with him. They’re not even looking at him, rubbing at their arm, playing with the sleeve of their coat. Adjusting the bag they brought with them, they turn away. “Like I said, just—not the biggest fan of falling.” They don’t immediately walk away. He can’t see their face, but they must be thinking. Then they ask, “You want me to talk about it, don’t you?”
Man, he really does forget that Firecracker was very observant, just like Mama, and needs to give them more credit where it’s due. He scratches at the back of his head, feeling for a bug up in there, and picks it out. “Well, yes, I would like for you to talk about it. Buuuut I'm not gonna just make you, you know?” He tosses the bug into his mouth, taking a second to eat it, before saying, “I know this kinda stuff takes time. It’s okay, firecracker.”
“The silence is getting you antsy, though.”
Okay, scratch that, they’re way too observant. He thought he was doing a good job hiding that!
“Augh—c’mon, this isn’t about me,” he says, shaking his head, “Listen, I mean it. I’m not gonna make you talk about something you’re not ready to talk about. But—just—remember when I said that you have people that are here for you?”
They rub their temple. “Great Sage—”
“Do you remember?”
They sigh after a brief pause. They face him. “I do. I remember.”
“I also said that you got me, too, you know. You have people. You’re not alone in this, okay?” He steps closer to them, reaching and placing a hand on their shoulder. He stops midway, waiting for their confirming nod before he makes contact. “You don’t gotta pick up all these broken pieces alone. I said you’ve already been through enough and that you deserve a good time, and I meant it.”
They don’t answer at first, eyes roaming his face, almost like they were trying to find some hint of a lie or jest. As if Wukong were that cruel—no way!
Yes you are, Macaque’s ghost snarls in the back of Wukong’s mind, but he just shoves it away. No time for that—he needed to focus on Firecracker.
They breathe in, then out as they close their eyes. They nod. “I—thanks, Great Sage.” They put their hand on his, giving it a small squeeze. “How about we make a compromise? I know you have a lot of questions, so I’ll answer one, for now. Maybe, if I feel okay enough, I’ll answer more later.”
They crossed their arms across their chest, tight, keeping themselves closed off from him, but they had cracked the door open just enough for him to peek inside.
Why didn’t you blow the whistle?
What happened?
Why didn’t you call me?
Where did this happen?
You have that whistle, why didn’t you call me?
What did they do?
WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL ME?
Sun Wukong’s throat felt dry. All his questions bottlenecked at his tongue and died away when he opened his mouth. He could only choose one question. Just one.
But which one?
…
…
“The whistle,” he settles with, “You didn’t blow it. Why?”
Whether or not it was the right question to ask, he’s not sure. Their reaction didn’t give up much for him to read off of. They turned away from him, eyes scanning the horizon, before darting around the temple grounds. As if they were afraid of someone listening in.
They finally say, “I lost it…” They say again, their voice quieter, “I lost it. Otherwise, I would’ve called you. I’m sorry.”
“Hey, hey, hey,” he steps closer to them, his fingers grazing their arm. They flinch away, eyes staring at his feet. He says, keeping his voice soft as the petals that used to be in Mama’s garden, “It’s fine. It’s just some dumb whistle from a long time ago. It’s nothing important.”
I wish you were able to blow it. I would’ve been there. I would’ve helped you.
Who could you ever help, Wukong? Macaque’s bitter voice responded to Wukong’s thoughts.
Shut up. I don’t have time for you.
“It’s okay,” He says again to Firecracker. “Really, it’s not your fault. Sometimes shit happens, but it’s not your fault. I’m not upset at you, I’m upset at the asshole who hurt you.”
“I know,” their words come out choked. They clear their throat, taking the sleeve of their coat to quickly wipe at their eyes. “I know. It’s just—ah—not a fun memory right now.”
What did they do to you? What happened?
“It’s alright. One step at a time, yeah?” He lightly elbows their side, offering a grin.
“I know I should talk about it, it’s just—the memories are—too fresh right now.”
Wukong nods. “Take the time you need, just remember what Uncle said—don’t take too long, ya hear?”
They brush their hair from their face. “Yeah, yeah… I know.”
“Good! Now come on, let’s get our minds off of it for the time being. Let me give you the proper grand tour of the totally not embarrassingly stupid shame temple!”
The sentence makes them crack a small smile, even if it falls almost instantly. It still makes Wukong proud that he managed to be the cause of their first smile in two weeks.
They follow him through the temple, listening to him ramble on and on about how the monks that used to live here insisted on having some murals up of Wukong’s accomplishments. He hated some of them, and didn’t mind most. Most were good memories of how things once were. Others were bad memories of either what he deeply longed for but was not possible, or of his “accomplishments” born from his own mistakes that he had to fix.
Either way, it at least looked like Firecracker was having an alright time with the impromptu history lesson slash autobiography. They were a nerd after all, of course they’d like it. The only thing both they and he hated was how damn hot it was outside, which meant it’d be a lot warmer in his temple as well.
Sure, Wukong had electricity in the place. He had a television, spare laptop, fridge and all that, just like how he had it back on Flower Fruit. But considering this was a place he hardly ever visited until recently, and Flower Fruit never needed air conditioning, he never thought to actually install a damn air conditioning unit. Oh well, he knows enough ice magic to keep them cool for the time being, and there are plenty of frozen treats.
“How could you not think of having air conditioning installed here?” Firecracker huffs, unzipping their coat. They had to have been boiling in that thing, considering how warm it was outside right now.
Wukong can’t really judge, considering he was in his fancy Monkey King garb and was already shedding off some leather armor pieces to help lighten his own load. He needs to stick with his casual wear for a little while. Hells, he should really just start wearing his casual wear more often. “Cut me some slack—I’ve hardly ever come here until recently. I’ll get some AC installed later.”
“Sure, by the time you remember to get it installed it’ll already be winter,” they retort. Hah, looks like the heat was bringing some of their sass back out.
Their coat had momentarily slipped off their shoulders in their desperate attempts to fan themselves and get cool air. Underneath, they wore a tank top, but Wukong was paying more attention to the dark splotches on their left shoulder.
They slipped their coat back on properly, but Wukong was already asking, “Who did that?”
He knows for a fact it wasn’t a ‘what did that’ because that bruise looked too much like a hand to be a ‘what’.
Firecracker jumps at the question, turning to him, before quickly turning away and refusing to meet his gaze. “I’m fine—”
“Have you just been dealing with it the entire time?”
Was it the demon that hurt you?
Sun Wukong moves closer and peels their coat away to look at the bruise. They slap at his hand and back off. He huffs, his tail slapping against the floorboards. “Come on, let me look at it—”
They interject with a protest, “It’s not a big deal, really. It’s just a bruise. I bruise easily—it happens more often than you think. It’ll go away—”
“That looks like it’s only just started healing, though!” His tail slaps at the ground more frequently with his growing annoyance. Why did they have to be so damn stubborn when it came to even the simplest things? “It looks like it hurts, just let me—”
They say, “Wukong.” In a tone that reminded him too much of Zhihao about to scold his ass, and it shuts him up right quick. They say, “I said it’s fine, I mean it. It hurts a bit, sure, but—just—leave it, okay? It’ll heal up, it’s just a bit slow.”
Wukong knows what they said and has registered it, somewhat. Instead, his mind that can never stay on one thing for too long is now focused on another. “That’s the first time you called me Wukong,” he points out, his lips tugging into a small grin, his chest fluttering.
Firecracker sputters, “I—what—you—you’re pointing that out?” They sigh, rubbing their face. “Ugh, never mind. I’m sorry about that. I forgot myself, Great Sage—”
“No, no, no, no, no! I mean, it’s fine if you wanna call me Wukong,” he coughs, looking away to focus on a painting hanging on the wall. What a nice painting. Lovely work of… colors and light and whatever. “Well—if you want, that is—I mean—I won’t be bothered by it, because, like, you know, we’re friends, yeah? Friends can be on a less formal basis.”
They don’t answer immediately, giving him an incredulous look that said, are you serious? Then they were actually contemplating his words. Their mouth works, opening, closing, opening again, only to close once more. They look behind him, brows furrowed, then look at his tail, which was rapidly thumping against the floor. “It sure looks like you want me to start calling you Wukong from now on…”
Wukong quickly grabs his traitorous wagging tail and starts twirling it. “Whaaaaaat? Come on, give me more credit here!” He scratches at his nose to try to hide the growing embarrassed blush on his face. “Listen—you don’t gotta buuuut I won’t say you can’t…”
“Well…” Firecracker hums, crossing their arms over their chest. “It’s—it’s gonna take a bit to get used to, okay?” They rub their jaw, their neck, flinching when they agitate the bruise. “You’re the Great Sage, Equal to Heaven, and I’m just some clairvoyant… but…”
“Buuuuuuut?”
“You’re nice company.” They look him in the eye. “It may take some getting used to, but, sure, we’re friends. I’ll start calling you Wukong from here, just—don’t expect me to remember every time, okay? I’ve had years of being taught to respect superiors beaten into me, and you’re definitely a big superior.”
“Sure, sure!” Sun Wukong laughs. “Take all the time you need to get used to it, firecracker. If there’s one thing I got on my side, it’s time!”
“Pfft,” they snicker, a smile just shy of being a frown, but he doesn’t care. He’s just happy they’re smiling and laughing more, no matter how tiny it is. “Yeah, yeah. I get it, Great Sa—ah—err… Wukong…”
His smile couldn’t get bigger if he tried. Then he eyes their shoulder again, reaching out. His movements were slow enough to where they could back off if they wanted to, but they held still. “Let me take care of this, firecracker. There’s no shame in letting someone help you,” he pauses, thinking, then says, his voice barely above a whisper, “Please?”
Once again they fall silent, but at least they keep his gaze.
Many, many, many broken pieces—many rotten peaches—all of them kept close, refusing to let anyone too close to take the burden and hurt and rot away.
Please let me help you.
I want to help you.
…
…
…
“Okay.”
Just a small piece given to him out of the hundreds of larger, more painful pieces they hold, but it’s better than nothing. It was a start, and it’s what Wukong was looking for. Moving forward at a slow pace was better than not moving at all.
While his healing was nothing compared to Macaque’s, he was still good at it. He let his energy gather to his hand, taking the pain away from their bruise, cleaning off the dark purples and yellows and showing their natural skin color—unblemished.
He pulls his hand away. “Good as new.”
They rub their shoulder, looking at it with a small hum. Then they look at him, wringing their hands together, fidgeting with their fingers. “…Thank you…”
“Anytime, firecracker. So! Enough of that sappy, tense shit. This is a vacation, we’ll worry about all that later! Let me show you what games I got here!” He pats their back and starts guiding them down one of the many long hallways that lead to what used to be a room for meditation that Wukong changed into a room for gaming.
Firecracker didn’t immediately join in, opting to instead watch him while he played. They kept their distance from him, still quiet, still looking unsure at times, still taking glances to darker corners of the room. Though, they seemed slightly more at ease. It was better than nothing.
For now, Wukong’ll take what he can get. He knows, in time, they’ll get better. Seeing them now after his little test, he knows that they’ll just need that tiny push from time to time.
It was going to be a long few weeks, but Wukong was willing to put all of his patience training to the test.
For MK, he reminds himself, for firecracker.
He won’t let what happened last time happen again.
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Chains wrapped tightly around your arms and legs, but it’s not your arms and it’s not your legs—
They were pulling you down, down, down—
Panic that wasn’t your own settled deep in you—
A palace of what looks like ice, but it’s not ice, it’s bone—how do you know it’s bone—?
A hand grabs yours—not your hand it’s not yours your hand doesn’t have that much fur—and you see a face pale as a ghost, hair long and silvery and bright eyes that were familiar but not—
A voice—two voices— so many voices , a cacophony of whispers ringing in your mind like a shower of sparks, loud, so loud, too loud, all making one demand—
“Rise, my champion.”
You gasp, body jolting as you wake. Out of the corner of your eyes, you can see the leftover traces of your vision—visions—fading away. Now, you were just in the bedroom Monkey King insisted you stay in during your time at his “shame temple”.
You lay your arm over your eyes, letting out a heavy sigh. Again and again and again with these dreams turned to visions. Your body aches as you move, turning over in bed. How many times has this happened? How many days of nearly sleepless or even completely sleepless nights?
Three weeks of this… three weeks of needing to keep quiet about Six-Eared Macaque’s return. Three weeks of acting like things were fine and normal and that you weren’t almost fucking killed by the monkey who your uncle insanely decided to give therapy to. Three weeks of Six-Eared Macaque trying to act buddy buddy with you because he wanted your visions but apparently, according to Uncle Zan, he had to fix what he fucked up with you.
So that’s exactly what he’s trying to do, fix it. “Fix” as in he’s making pathetic attempts at trying to make friends with you. At least Monkey King acknowledged he made a mistake and was working to fix it. Did he still mess up? Yes, but who doesn’t? The difference is Monkey King can see when he makes mistakes, and admits it when someone points it out to him; while Six-Eared Macaque just denies and denies and denies or just pretends nothing ever happened. Never mind that pathetic excuse of a sorry he gave three days after the incident happened.
I hate this.
I want this done and over with.
The logical side knew that it wouldn’t be that simple now with Six-Eared Macaque in the picture, though. Not when he wanted you and Uncle’s premonitions so badly.
I’m so tired.
I just want to sleep with no nightmares.
You sigh, staring at the ceiling, feeling the smooth fabric of the blanket to keep yourself grounded.
Breathe. In, then out.
The bed was soft, but not overly soft, the blanket light enough to keep you cool but heavy enough to make sure you weren’t freezing. The room wasn’t too big to feel obnoxiously spacious, but also not too small to feel closed in. Paintings of landscapes you’ve never been to but have heard stories of adorn the walls.
Breathe. In, then out.
Judging by the light outside, it was still nighttime, maybe somewhere in the A.M.? You didn’t feel like squinting at your phone screen with the threat of getting a headache to find out what exact time it was. You feel a weight by your leg, and when you look, you see a familiar monkey by your leg. Little Sun Guo was peacefully sleeping, clinging to your leg and curled up.
Did Sun Guo come all the way over here just to sleep with you? Little one must be really attached to you at this point.
You sit up slowly to not disturb the sleeping monkey and rub at your face. How much longer until this is done? Will Uncle Zan even give up on Six-Eared Macaque? Given the stories Uncle’s told of how bad Sandy was when he first started therapy, it wasn’t likely in the slightest. You’re sure any other person would’ve given up on either Sandy or Macaque by now, but not your uncle. If there’s one thing that was prominent in your family—probably in all clairvoyants—it’s the sheer stubbornness in your veins.
The real question should be: will Six-Eared Macaque just give up and try to force visions out of both of you? Is there some kind of hidden time limit for you both until he decides which one he wants to keep—or even just keep you both? What if he gets tired of this and just decides to kidnap you and Uncle to some faraway area where no one—not even Monkey King—could find you?
Too many questions. Too many variables you weren’t sure of, and you hated it. You hated these feelings you worked so hard to silence only to suddenly just
reset
as if none of that progress ever happened.
You hated it as much as everyone else did. Any time you tried to feel something else other than fear, paranoia, something in your mind would tell you that it’s not safe. You needed to just shut down. Be quiet. Stay away. Don’t let anyone close. It’s better that way, safer. Nothing would hurt you again if you just stayed away. No one would be hurt if you didn’t get close to them. You’ll be safe with the wards at home.
At first, you did exactly that. Staying away from anyone, refusing to talk, refusing to let anyone close. Six-Eared Macaque’s presence certainly didn’t help the habits either. If anything, it only further reinforced them. Uncle Zan did what he could, and you don’t blame him for not being able to do more. He has his own schedule, his own clients that he had to help take care of. He was just one man, after all; he couldn’t do everything.
You’re sure those relapsed habits would’ve lasted longer if Monkey King hadn’t stepped in when he did. You’re grateful for him, truly. His stubbornness and determination to help people and get a solution to a problem was admirable, even if he didn’t know how to fully execute it or executed it poorly.
Maybe that’s why you chose to go with him to the shame temple for the time being. Maybe it’s also why you let him stay at your house for as long as he did.
You knew you needed to be around people, you knew isolation was just going to make it worse for yourself. Yet it was so difficult to bring yourself to do so. Old and new habits were at war with each other, fighting over what course of action you should take. One side wanted to just isolate and hide away and never come back out, telling you it was safer that way, it was better. The other side wanted you to break the habit and go against it, showing you the proof that isolation wasn’t how this was going to get better.
While being alone wasn’t the choice, you certainly didn’t want to spend it with Six-Eared Macaque. Which made you all the more grateful for Monkey King, his presence keeping Six-Eared Macaque (moderately) away from you for a little while. You knew you couldn’t stay away from home forever and just hang around Wukong all the time. He’d get suspicious pretty quick, and Macaque would start to get impatient.
Not to mention MK, Tang, and Sandy were already fretting enough over you after hearing from Uncle what happened (after you gave him the okay to tell them). Your phone had several texts a day from any of the three boys wanting to check in on you. Even Mr. Pigsy sent an occasional message to make sure you were okay, while Mei just sent puppy videos to try to make you feel better.
The point being, they already were fretting enough. Choosing to isolate with Monkey King would make them fret more and ask too many questions. Besides, you still had your transcribing job to do and the errands to run for Uncle. You couldn’t decide to become a hermit just because of one terrifying moment with a demon. You tried that already, it didn’t work out for you.
With a sigh, you get up from the bed and walk out the room. You know you’re not going to be able to sleep anytime soon, so you might as well make some coffee and see what kind of food Monkey King kept here. Most of the time during your stay, he’d just order takeout from whatever restaurant he was craving, so you really don’t know what he had here aside from snack foods.
Your bare feet felt cold on the stone tiles, but you prefer the cool nights to the hot days. Finding your way to where Monkey King had his kitchen area was a trip and a half—you got lost at least twice, to the point you had made it back to the bedroom he lent to you. By the second time you made it back to the bedroom, Sun Guo had woken up and was now wandering the halls with you.
He stood up more straight to properly take your hand before he started to guide you down the hall. He first took you to the toilet, safely assuming you needed to use it. Then, when you told him you were looking for the kitchen, he took you down two lefts and a right until you were in the familiar space of the kitchen combined living area.
Honestly—with how much Monkey King altered this temple, it might as well be a house more than anything, but you won’t judge. Much. You will judge that he left the television on nearly the whole night. Several of the other monkeys were resting in pillow nests or on the sofa, but no Monkey King in sight.
Sun Guo, once finished with his mission, climbs up your leg and settles in your arms, wrapping his own around your neck and nestling his face into the crook of your neck.
You shift his weight as he starts to fall asleep again. You mumble, “Ah—uh—right—uhm… where to put you…”
“Firecracker?”
You jump at the sudden voice, looking over to see Monkey King sitting up from his lying position on the couch. Looks like he was more hidden than you realized, then again it was difficult to see him when standing behind the couch.
You both ask at the same time, “What are you doing up this late?”
You blink. He blinks. You clear your throat, say, “I—uh… I couldn’t sleep.”
“Heh, that makes two of us.” He adjusts his position, moving a few of the monkeys off to the side, and pats the spot next to him. “C’mon, I was just about to start a marathon.”
You place Sun Guo down on a soft-looking pillow. The monkey pats your face and lets out a soft coo, before letting you go and getting comfy on the pillow with his siblings. You say to Monkey King, “I was gonna make some coffee… uh… did you want some?”
“Sure, sure, I’d love to stay up all night,” he chuckles quietly.
“Well, I’m certainly not getting sleep tonight,” you huff, brushing past the couch and over to the coffee maker. “I’ll make enough for you if you want a cup.” He doesn’t say anything back at first. Behind you, you hear him getting up from the sofa, his footsteps nearly soundless as he walks over to you.
You feel his fingers grazing your elbow. You learned a while back that was his silent way of asking for your attention. Looking at him, you notice his eyes roaming the scars on your arms. Ah, right, you didn’t have your jacket on… His eyes then scanning your face, observing how sunken your eyes looked. Subconsciously, you cross your arms in a vain attempt to hide the scars.
He asks, “Bad dream?”
You purse your lips, turning away to watch the coffee pour into the pot. “Bad dreams, more like…”
“Yoooou wanna talk about it?” He leans against the counter, eyes never leaving your face.
Again, you don’t answer at first. The coffee maker makes a rumbling noise, the liquid dripping slowly into the pot.
He has the door open for you. It worked out well last time, how will this time be different?
It’ll be okay. Go on, talk to him.
…
It’s okay. It’ll be okay.
Give it a shot.
“Visions,” you explain, “they’re visions that… the demon wanted me to have for them.” Monkey King not so subtly stood up straighter and was giving you his full attention now. You can’t really blame him, considering you’ve kept quiet about what exactly happened to you from pretty much everyone but Uncle Zan.
“Do you… know what the visions were?” He asks, his voice quiet. As if he were afraid if he spoke any louder, it’d scare you away. Another thing you can’t blame him for. Your muscles felt tense, stretched far and tight, like a rubber band about to snap if it was pulled any further. Your two halves were at war again. One side telling you to run and hide, the other telling you to stay.
You breathe. In, then out.
It’s okay. It’s okay. Keep going, you’re doing great.
You say, “Not really. They were going too fast. I can’t tell. I—” you swallow “—I had so many visions happening in one go… I couldn’t make out what any of them meant or what they were.” It’s not even a lie—you can’t make sense of anything that you had seen in the visions. All you could tell was that there was something involving bones.
Monkey King stays silent, his lips pursed, his teeth chewing at the inside of his mouth. His tail lightly thumps against the ground, but he catches himself and quickly stops it. He was getting antsy again, you note. How many questions did he have? Did you even feel like answering any of them?
…
You don’t gotta pick up all these broken pieces alone.
…
“I…” you inhale, exhale, say, “I’ll answer another question. Just one.”
…
…
…
…
His fingers brush against your arm.
You look at him, his eyes the color of the sun rising on the horizon— red and gold and bright and gentle. Filled with worry and curiosity and anger, stared and stared into you. Worry about you, curiosity about what happened, anger towards who hurt you. He made it so obvious, you could read him like an open book someone left behind at a library.
He finally opens his mouth and asks, “What happened, firecracker?”
You breathe. In, then out.
He says, “You don’t have to tell the whole story, if it’s hard. I just—I’m here, firecracker. I’m listening. If you change your mind, just say so, and I won’t make you mention it again.” Once again, he raises his hand, his fingers brushing your elbow and resting on your upper arm. “But—it’s good to get it out, rather than keep it in, you know?”
You turn away, facing the coffee pot. The coffee was almost done. You grab two mugs, placing them on the counter. Monkey King had grabbed a container of creamer, his tail plopping it beside the mugs.
The coffee is poured. Sugar and cream added. You both sit down on the couch.
Another breath. A sip of the coffee, the hot liquid nearly scalding the roof of your mouth. You don’t really care right now.
You start talking, “It was the shadow demon. While you and MK were doing your ‘mountain time training’, I was doing research with Tang. We were trying to find out who it was—because the visions were becoming more frequent.”
Chains wrapped around your wrists—they’re not your wrists—
You keep talking, “I was doing a delivery for Uncle one day. And—when I was finished—I ran into the shadow demon. I didn’t know who the demon was—they were wearing a hood, a robe, I could barely see their face.
“They got me alone. They took me away to—the karst forest some miles outside the city. They wanted my visions. They were planning for something—I don’t know what.
“I tried to get away, Great Sa—W—Wukong. I tried.
“I wasn’t fast enough. I lost the whistle. I—
“…
“They—
“…”
Breathe. In. Out.
You don’t want to cry. You don’t. You don’t want Monkey King to see you like this, but—
Tell him. It’ll be okay.
You keep going, “They—they tried using fear tactics to force the visions out. They held me at the edge of the cliff. They demanded for visions I couldn’t give. I tried—I did—I tried to tell them. To explain that I just couldn’t summon them out of nowhere, and they—”
Drip—drip—drip go the tears you didn’t realize were in your eyes until a few dropped into your coffee.
Salty coffee…
You breathe.
You put the coffee down.
You cover your face with your hands.
You breathe, but your throat closes when you do and it comes out stuttery.
Fuck.
Please don’t treat me differently just because you see me crying.
I'm not weak for crying.
Don't see me as weak.
“Is—” Monkey King hesitates. Then he asks, “Is touching okay?”
I don’t know, you want to say, but you can’t find your words.
When you close your eyes, images flash through. The smile on Six-Eared Macaque’s face, the feeling of nothing behind you, the weight of your body falling and falling and falling and—
You nod. You need something to keep you here. In the now, in the present instead of the past.
His hand touches your back. He rubs slowly, up and down and up and down. Since the incident, nearly every touch has felt like static shooting through your body. The smallest bump, a hand on your shoulder. It felt awful.
Monkey King’s touch didn’t feel that way. His touch felt warm. His touch felt grounding. It felt like Uncle Zan’s. Even with your shirt, you can feel his callouses as he rubs up and down, up and down.
Remember what your tarot cards said. You need to let these emotions out. Take the cork off and let it out.
He asks, “Do you want to stop?”
You breathe. It comes out stuttery and wet. You wipe your eyes. You can’t look at him, you don’t want to see the look on his face.
You keep your head hung low, hoping to hide your face as best you can. Staring at your tear-stained hands, you breathe again and again. Deeply in, holding it, then letting it out.
“It’s fine. I—I can keep going for now.”
A long, long pause.
And then, “They threw me off the cliff.”
The rubbing motion falters for a moment. The air grew thick with his increasing anger.
…
He breathes.
…
He keeps rubbing your back.
He says, “I’m listening. I’m here.” His voice took a lower inflection, the signifier of the anger still being there, but he’s keeping it at bay. Most likely so he can focus on you.
It’s okay. It’s okay. Keep going.
Let the emotions pour out. Take the cork off.
You keep going, “They caught me, and asked me if I felt any visions coming… Then they dropped me again. I don’t—I don’t know what happened—”
Your throat closes up. You swallow. You focus on his warm hand on your back. Up and down, up and down.
It’s okay.
You keep going, “I don’t know what happened after that. I think—they put me to sleep—because I just—woke up back home.
“Great Sage—”
Let it out.
“Wukong, I was so scared, I—”
Your sentence breaks into a sob. You suck in a breath, using your shirt to wipe your eyes. It’s a useless thing to do, really. The tears won’t stop coming.
Dammit, dammit, dammit.
Don’t see me as weak. Don’t see me as weak.
I’m not weak.
I’m not.
He never points out your tears, your trembling shoulders, your hitched breathing. He never points any of it out. Instead, he only asks, “Is it okay if I come closer?”
You feel like the ground could slip away at any moment with one wrong step, and could make you spiral once again.
…
Please.
I don’t want to fall again.
You nod.
You feel the weight shifting, his body right next to yours now. He coaxes you closer, closer to him. You lean into his side. He was practically hugging you to his side at this point. You didn’t find yourself minding.
His hand keeps rubbing your back. You keep your head low, closing your eyes.
He’s so warm.
A few of the monkeys that were sleeping in the living room woke up, despite your best efforts to keep quiet. They come closer to you two, making little noises at Monkey King. He nods to them, making a strange chattering noise until you realize that he’s most likely talking to them.
After a moment, a few of the monkeys suddenly circle around you, a couple patting your leg and making gentle cooing noises. One takes your hand, rubbing it gently. Sun Guo climbs up to sit beside you, his little hands pat-pat-patting your cheeks and chirping with a saddened expression.
“They’re worried,” Monkey King lets out a soft chuckle.
It’s cute. They’re cute, you want to say, but can’t, your throat still closed up.
You focus on the warmth. You focus on the circular motions of his hand on your back. You focus on the little monkeys around you, their soft coos and hands massaging your own. It helps keep you here, in the now.
I won’t fall. He won’t let me.
Breathe.
Keep going.
You use one hand to hug Sun Guo closer to you, letting him cling to your shirt and coo and chirp comfortingly.
You keep going.
“I thought I was going to die.
“I thought—I thought I was just—going to be like all the other clairvoyants. Whose lives were snuffed out by fucking selfish demons who—who didn’t care about what they did to us. All they cared about was their stupid visions.
“And I thought—it was my turn. To become another number on the body count.
“I thought I would never get to see anyone again. My uncle or—or MK or Tang or you or—”
You choke on your words.
Breathe. Focus on the warmth.
“Sometimes, when I close my eyes, I—I see it again. Just—me over the cliff, the demon letting me fall. And other times, I see the visions going by so quickly I can’t make anything out.
“I can barely eat or sleep anymore. I was so scared. I’m still scared.
“I forgot—I forgot that there are demons that just—do that.
“I forgot that they wouldn’t be afraid to do things like that—to not just hurt my loved ones—but to hurt me, too.
“I was so scared for everyone else’s safety, I forgot about my own.
“I was so worried about everyone else that I forgot to worry about myself.
“And at this point, I don’t know how to worry about myself.”
You breathe a final time, closing your eyes. The monkeys around you coo at you, patting at your knee, your face, your hands. Monkey King stops rubbing your back, his hand moving to your shoulder to more properly hold you. His warmth felt like a weighted blanket draped over you. Not suffocating or keeping you pinned, instead it kept you grounded, it kept you here instead of in the clouds of your anxious thoughts.
One of the monkeys says something to him again, and he says something back. The monkey skitters away, returning with a tissue box to let you wipe your eyes and blow your nose.
How sweet.
“Have you told anyone else this?” He asks, his voice still soft and quiet, but more firm, no longer afraid to scare you away if he spoke a decibel louder.
You nod. “I told Uncle. He's—the only one right now who does know the details, aside from you.”
Out of the corner of your eye, you see his tail flicking. His hand squeezes your shoulder, gentle but grounding. “Thank you,” he says, “for trusting me with this. For telling me.”
“It’s hard.”
“I know.”
“I don’t know what to do, Great Sage.”
“We’ll figure it out, firecracker.”
He squeezes your shoulder again. “I’ll hunt that demon, and I’ll break their fucking legs,” his statement fell into a snarl at the end, his grip tightening slightly with his growing anger.
No escape no escape just his hand holding tight crushing you to his side never letting go—
“Great Sage—Wukong—your—your hand, it hurts—”
He’s quick to realize what you meant. “Shit,” he mutters, quickly letting go of your shoulder. “I’m sorry.” He breathes, rubbing his face with his other hand. His tail makes an angry thumping noise against the sofa. He breathes again. “I’m sorry.”
You scoot away, rubbing your shoulder, your arm, taking deep breaths of your own. You take in the feeling of the other monkeys around you. You take in the cool night air blowing in through the open window. You take in the sound of the television playing some Chinese soap opera that Monkey King loves watching. You take in the feel of Sun Guo clinging to you.
It's okay. It's okay. You’re not there. Not with him. Not with Six-Eared Macaque.
“It’s fine,” you say, your breath sounding more like a small wheeze than anything, “it’s fine.”
“No, no it wasn’t.” Monkey King looks at you. He says, his voice firm but not harsh, “Don’t you say it’s fine. I lost control while you were vulnerable, alright? That’s not okay. This ain’t about me. It’s about you.”
He says, gentler now, “I’m sorry about that, really. Don’t take this as an excuse, but—I just—I’m so angry that it happened while we were gone. I’m angry that you got hurt. I’m so fucking angry that some demons still have the absolute nerve to pull that kind of shit in this day and age.”
He laughs a bitter laugh. “‘In this day and age’? I sound like an old coot.” There’s a pause, as if he was waiting for something, but when nothing happens, he just sighs, “I’m sorry, firecracker. I am. You already know from the legends about my emotions, but let me tell you something, monkey to clairvoyant.”
He shifts his position some, turning to face you better. There was a pile of used tissues on the coffee table by now. He asks, his voice soft, “Can you look at me?”
Slowly, you turn. Slowly, you face him. He holds his hand to you in silent offering. You don’t immediately move, instead keeping your eyes on his face, looking through every nook and cranny his expression holds out of pure habit.
He says, “My emotions are my problem, not yours, okay? There’ll always be a lot of different reasons I get angry. Sometimes I just go right into the action, and other times I do actually think before I act or speak, but those are few and far between. What you see is what you get with me, and not a lot of people are a fan of that.”
He keeps talking, “I get protective, like really protective. It’s where a lot of my anger comes from. Wanting to protect others who were hurt. The legends and texts will never have the details because—honestly? I destroyed a good portion of it—almost all of it, really. If demons found out how loyal I am to people, how willing I am to go to such lengths to help or save one person close to me who’s in trouble—it’d end horribly.”
I already kind of figured—given Miss Lihua wasn’t written in the history books…
Truly, only Sun Wukong would have the gall to literally destroy certain bits of history.
He sighs, rubbing his face and shaking his head. “It’s happened to me before already. A lot. I don’t want it to happen again. It’s why I’m putting trust in you and MK to take care of yourselves—only calling if you need it or me stepping in if it’s necessary.”
You slowly move your hand and place it over his, giving it a small squeeze. He squeezes back, saying, “The anger I had earlier? Wasn’t because of you. It’s because—dammit, you’re gonna make me get all sappy and say it out loud—but— shit, firecracker—” his tail whips, his cheeks turning a soft pink “—you’re my friend and I care, okay? I got mad because I care and because I wish I could’ve done something.”
Your frown only deepens at his words. You shake your head, saying, “But it—”
“I know, I know, there was quite literally nothing I could’ve done without knowing. I’m not blaming myself for not being there, I’m past that. I’m blaming the demon for being a damn coward and using such low tactics.” He squeezes your hand again, gentle. “Still, I’m sorry for letting my anger get to me like that—especially when you were in such a vulnerable state. I’ll be more careful with it, more calm. I’m always ready to listen to you. I'll listen. I'm here. I may be a great talker, but I can be a great listener too.”
Words you’ve heard plenty of times from old friends who’ve promised to listen. Promised to try not to be selfish. Promised not to just blame themselves for not helping you and turning it around into a pity party for themselves. Half of you believed his words, while the other half remained skeptical.
“I don’t mean to—sound disrespectful,” you say after licking your lips. You take a breath, filling your lungs as much as you could before letting it out. “But… I’ve heard stuff like this before. People telling me it’s okay, that I’ll be fine to talk and they’ll listen. It’s—rarely ended well. So—I want to believe you, but it’s just going to be hard, because of how past experiences went.”
“You’ve heard it all before, huh?” Monkey King hums. It’s now his turn for his eyes to roam your face, looking into the nooks and crannies of your expression.
“More or less,” you shrug, wiping your eyes with your hand and sniffling. Thankfully, the tears have finally dried up. Now, if only the snot wasn’t so persistent, your nose felt irritatingly clogged.
“Someone listening to your troubles with no judgment?”
“I’ve heard that before.”
“What about promising to be careful and ensure their own safety?”
“Heard that too.”
“How aboooouuut… someone being there for you, when it gets tough?”
“What are you trying to get at, Great Sa—Wukong?” You sigh, rubbing your face. “Yes, I’ve heard that too. I’ve—I’ve heard it all. Plenty of people and ex-friends have told me that. I know it’s different now, and I am seeing the differences between the past and new. It’s just—it’s hard, sometimes, and this whole thing that happened—”
“Hold on, firecracker. Have you heard this one yet?” You see a gentle sunrise of red and gold as Monkey King’s eyes meet yours. His face softens, his other hand touching your arm, his thumb lightly tracing one of the scars. His voice was firm yet soft, grounding yet light as he spoke, “You’re safe.”
…
Oh.
He keeps going, “You’re safe here. You’re safe with Uncle. With MK. With Tang. With all of them. All these years, being alone in the dark without a candle to light your way? I can see in the dark, and MK can too now! I’m sure Uncle’s got a match somewhere, and all you gotta do is provide the candle.”
Safe…
I’m safe…
He scoots closer, taking both your hands now and keeping your gaze. “You. Are. Safe. Even if shit hits the fan, you will not be alone to pick up all these broken pieces anymore. I’m here. We all are.”
I’m safe with him.
With all of them.
You didn’t realize you had started crying again until you felt something moving down your cheeks.
This time will be different.
This time is different.
“I’m safe…” You repeat softly, your chest welling with so many emotions that were buried deep, deep down and locked away never to be seen again. All of them filling up and up in your chest.
I’m safe.
I’m safe.
The cork that kept your emotions trapped in the bottle had finally popped off, now allowing said emotions to flow freely out of you. You grab at his sleeves, opening your mouth to say something, but all that comes out is a soft sob.
As if reading your mind, he asks, “You want a hug?”
Yes. Please. Please.
You nod.
He gently peels Sun Guo off of you to set him aside and avoid being squished. His hands take your arms and pull you closer, closer, ever closer to him. One hand wraps around your back, the other on the back of your head, holding you against him. You wrap your arms around him, grasping at his shirt, your face buried into his shoulder. He smells like peaches and pine trees. A hint of osmanthus flowers.
“You’re safe, firecracker,” he says, his voice just above a whisper, “You’ll be alright, and no demon is going to undo anything you’ve worked your ass off to achieve.”
Your body shakes as you let out another sob. “Thank you,” you whimper, “thank you,” you say a second time, and a third, “thank you.”
“Hey, hey, thank you for trusting me with this.” Nonetheless, his hold on you was firm, strong, his warmth enveloping your entire person. You let the warmth take you. You let the smell of peaches and pine trees take you to a happier place, a safer place as Monkey King—Wukong whispers a promise, “No matter what, all of us will help you feel safe, like how you do for all of us.”
He pulls you away to look at your face, and you look at his. You never noticed until now, but sitting this close to him, you can see a splatter of soft freckles along his cheeks.
Wukong lets out a soft snicker, making your brows furrow in question. He says, “Heh, your face is all covered in snot.”
“Ugh—” you sniffle. “Really?”
His smile doesn’t falter. “Can’t keep it too serious for too long, ya know? Why don’t we focus on something happier, yeah?”
“Mmm—yeah, yeah, I guess…” You grab some tissues and blow your nose, taking a moment to wipe your face clean.
“Alright! We have that marathon we still can watch—probably missed a couple episodes, but it’s no big deal.” He shifts his position, sitting more comfortable next to you. “At least until one of us passes out—which will probably be you.”
“You say that with so much confidence,” you huff after blowing your nose a third time. You take the pile of tissues and toss them into a nearby trash can.
“I’m not the one who cried like—what—three times?” He laughs. “No judgment here—when you gotta get it out, you gotta get it out—but ya know, people tend to get tired after crying so much.”
“Mmm,” you mumble, sitting next to him again, this time with a more respectful space kept between you two. You wring your hands together, fidgeting with the hem of your shirt. “That was—okay… right?”
“Huh?”
“The hug. And everything before it. That was okay?”
Monkey King—ah, Wukong laughs again, flicking at your nose with his tail. “The hug earlier was fine, and so was everything else. You know I’m a touchy monkey, firecracker. I don’t mind as long as you don’t.” He gives your shoulder a gentle shake. “Now—how about that marathon? It’ll be nice to think about something happier for the time being.”
You offer a small smile. “Yeah… I think that’s for the best.” You pause a moment, watching as he gets comfy on the sofa, before you lightly elbow him. “Thanks again, Great Sa—ah—Wukong. I… I appreciate it.”
His smile made you think of the sun reflecting on the ocean. Bright, shimmering, full of life and maybe a hint of chaos. He elbows you back. “Anytime, firecracker.”
Much as Monkey King said, you ended up falling asleep about an hour into the marathon. The exhaustion from crying so much, from all the talking, the realizations, it all finally came crashing down and left you so tired. You didn’t find yourself minding, however, nestled comfortably on the sofa with the blanket he offered, and a couple of his monkey siblings lingering around you two.
You’re not sure if you’ll ever be able to repay Monkey King— Wukong, or even if he wants to be repaid. Either way, you wanted to make it up to him for trying so hard to help you.
Maybe get him some kind of subscription service for peach-flavored snacks?
Eh, you’ll figure it out later. For now, you let the peaceful sleep you’ve fought so hard for take you away.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Chapter 14: Two Steps Back
Chapter Text
While Monkey King seemed apprehensive to have you leave back to the main city so soon, he didn’t try to stop you. There was too much that needed to be done, especially with MK’s training and—from what Wukong told you—Mei becoming a detriment to said training. While you had some small ideas on why she was doing it, you still wanted to find out for yourself.
He took your hand in his and gave it a small squeeze. “I won’t be far if you need help, okay? I’ll be staying here for a little while anyway, to keep an eye on the kid.”
You squeeze his hand back. “I gotcha. I’ll also see what I can do about Mei.” You bump your shoulder with his, before putting a small hint of space between you.
Hopping onto his nimbus, he helps you up and lets you get comfortable first. While you were still very unsure of riding on this thing, you trust him.
He’s safety. I’m safe with him.
“That’s the spirit!” Monkey King gives a big grin as his nimbus sets off towards the skies. “Good ol’ firecracker back at it with the words of wisdom, I’m sure!”
You huff, blowing some hair from your face as you do. “Give yourself more credit. You have your moments of having words of wisdom.” You lightly elbow his side.
“Awww, firecracker,” he chuckles, his tail wagging for a second before he quickly wraps it around his neck to make it stop. “I dunno about all that…”
“Oh, is the Great Sage getting bashful again?” Unable to hold back a snicker, you poke his side now. “How blessed am I to be able to see it happen more than just once?”
Monkey King blows a loud raspberry, shifting back into his glamour disguise as you near your home. He lands within an alley and helps you off his nimbus. “Bashful? Me? Sun Wukong never gets bashful!” He puffs his chest out and gives an indignant huff, crossing his arms like a pouting child.
“Mhm, whatever helps you sleep at night.” You make sure no one is around before deeming it safe to step out and say to him, “Thank you, again, for being so persistently stubborn.” You scoot closer to him, bumping your shoulder against his. “And… I’m also here if you ever wanna chat about stuff on your mind, okay?”
He chuckles, gently bumping you back. It looks like he was about to say something, but decides against it. Rather than press, you let him drop the topic and move on. “I’ll keep it in mind. You text or call me if anything happens, yeah? I’m leavin’ the cub on his own to let him get some practice in on getting his schedule together—but we’ll get back together eeehhhhh…” He hums, scratching at his chin. “Next week? Week and a half?”
You nod. “Sounds good to me. We can get together about two days before MK’s training starts back up to plan the regiment for him.”
“Great!” Monkey King slaps his hand on your back, almost making you topple over. He catches you before you fall and laughs sheepishly. “Heh, sorry. Monkey strength.”
Having the wind knocked out of you momentarily, you nod and pat at your chest. “It’s fine, it’s fine.” You shake your head and clear your throat. “Anyway—I should check in on Uncle and…” you sigh and massage your temple. “…Make a plan, I suppose.” You also weren’t looking forward to Six-Eared Macaque bugging you all over again. You’re not in the mood for his half-baked apologies, not now, not ever.
Monkey King laughs, “Hah! Good luck. I have a feeling you’re gonna need it.”
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Not even two days after you return home and are settling down, Six-Eared Macaque has chosen to bug you. While you’ll always be thankful for Uncle pulling you or him away, or even MK or Tang asking to hang out, you also just wish that monkey took a fucking hint that you wanted nothing to do with him. But no, no, of course he wouldn’t take that hint. He wants his visions, and so he’ll pester you until you give in and cooperate.
Unfortunate for him, you’re more stubborn than both him and Monkey King combined.
Aside from Six-Eared Macaque’s pestering and extremely sad attempts at trying to “act friendly” with you, you’ve been busy with other things. The first thing was getting the rundown of everything that happened while you were gone. MK seemed to be fine, still a bit tired due to him trying to get used to making schedules for himself, but doing okay. He was certainly happy to see you out and about again. Both him and Tang were ecstatic to see you again. It… it was endearing, and nice. It gave you a warmth you hadn’t felt in a while, knowing they cared so much.
Though Mr. Pigsy didn’t make it obvious, it’s clear in his constant check-ups with you (such as asking if you’re eating enough) is just his own way of ensuring you’re doing alright. Sandy, as always, offers private time on his ship whenever he makes deliveries or to help him make his tea blends.
Though you would’ve loved to spend a few days with Sandy, you had work to do with Mei. Unfortunately, your progress with that particular job you’ve given yourself has been lackluster at best. Most of the time you manage to catch Mei is when she’s already with MK—who’s canceled his plans to hang out with her—or she’s leaving because her parents called her.
Having spent little to no time with the kid, you have no idea how she is outside of being a ball of energy. One thing you were able to note is how she speaks without thinking, and often rambles about nonsensical stuff. Granted, this is from your perspective of only seeing pieces of her. Clearly she and MK are close for a reason, and you’re glad they’re a good support for one another. However… MK has others to help support him—Mr. Pigsy and Tang, and now Monkey King, you, and even Uncle Zan sometimes.
You’re not sure if Mei has the same graces—nor do you know what her family life is like, aside from the bare-bones information you got searching online. Apparently, Mei was just a nickname, most likely how MK’s only a nickname for him as well. Her full name being Long Xiaojiao. Her parents, Long Qing and Long Xin, own a huge shipping company with connections all around China and even parts past it.
You found out through more digging that Sandy’s even performed some deliveries for the Long family. Unfortunately, asking him about it held no results—he’s never actually interacted with Mei’s parents, only their workers, so that was a dead end. Even so, it still gave you a small idea on Mei’s home life—more so speculation, at the very least.
Given they run such a big and successful business, you have the feeling they might not have much time to spend with their daughter. Therefor, she’s lumped with either their assistant, or left to her own devices; leading her to spend so much time with MK. It’s either that, or they’ve spoiled her rotten by giving her anything and everything she wants, and she’s not used to not getting it when around people not her family.
Or it’s possible they’re very controlling, and she’s reaching her rebellious phase a little late. It’d explain why she disregards a lot of what Mr. Pigsy or Tang says, and the two just deal with it as if it’s a normal thing. You can’t point to anything just yet, though. You haven’t spent enough time with her to get a feel for how her head works.
Aside from your attempts to get Mei alone with you to dissect her brain, things have been… hmm… well, you can’t say they’ve been good or bad. More just a mixture of both. MK’s still struggling, but at least he’s being more open with said struggles. Getting him a calendar where he can write down important things on certain days was perfect—allowing him to remember if he needed to get a specific thing done on that day.
The planner was a mixed bag, since it let him see what he wanted to get done on paper, but sometimes he didn’t get it all done—or even any of it done. Though it wasn’t a huge deal, sometimes he made it out to be that way. Just more unrealistic expectations on his end. More than once, you and Mr. Pigsy have had several talks with MK about how it’s okay if he doesn’t get it all done. So long as he put the effort to putting it down on paper.
No one expects an overnight change from him, especially not his own father or teacher (technically teachers). More than once you and Mr. Pigsy have had to remind him that he shouldn’t expect it, either.
It’s enough that he’s putting in effort to remember what he can.
So far, the biggest positive of this was how Six-Eared Macaque couldn’t bug you while you spent time with MK. Sure, you still felt his presence, but he only ever came out of hiding once you were in the safety of your own home. In truth, you’re not sure if the sessions Uncle Zan has been having with Six-Eared Macaque were even bearing fruit during these weeks.
Whether or not they have, it doesn’t matter to you. So long as he’s not relentlessly bugging you, you don’t care.
Thoughts of him put aside, you’ve texted back and forth with Monkey King about the various visions you’ve had. The ones that weren’t a cluttered mess, at least. Such as the one with the one and only Spider Queen (or “Spider Princess” as Monkey King loves to call her) causing trouble. Remembering MK’s severe arachnophobia, you’ve had to make several plans with Monkey King to help the poor kid out with that.
Research concluded that various types of therapy could help, so baby steps into exposure therapy were being planned out, along with cognitive behavioral therapy.
For the behavioral therapy, you planned numerous study sessions with MK to help him learn more about spiders so he can get a different view of them. As for the exposure therapy, you planned to have him sit with just one spider about five feet from him, slowly moving closer until he opts out. You weren’t going to use actual spiders—not yet, at least. For now, you planned to start small, so you’re going to have Sun Wukong change into a spider to help with that.
Hopefully, knowing that the arachnid near MK is his own mentor could help get him a step into the right direction. If not, then you’ll stick to toy spiders on strings for the time being until MK gains more confidence.
Of course, there was still more to get done, and more to plan. You were expecting plenty of things to get in the way. What with MK still having small struggles here and there, Six-Eared Macaque not knowing when to leave you alone, or still doing your transcribing job. Most importantly, before training starting back up with MK, you were trying to be alone with Mei.
Which is probably why the Fates decided to smile on you today and grant you just a small blessing after the heaping shit storm you had to deal with prior.
You weren’t, however, expecting such an offer to be given to you. “You… want me to house-sit with you?”
Both of you sat in your bedroom, Mei having come in with the sole intent to see you.
“Yeah! Why not—it’ll be so much fun!” She giggles, sitting on the bed and kicking her feet. “I already asked my parents and told them that you’re, like, the most responsible person I know, and they said it was okay!”
You hum, turning to the pile of papers on your desk. Most of these were research notes for MK’s arachnophobia. Others were notes on your visions and your desperate attempts to make sense of them.
I wasn’t expecting her to approach me about this… hmm…
“Why the sudden invitation?” You ask, in the intent to gently probe her for information. You suspect she won’t instantly catch on like how MK does, so you don’t have to play your words too carefully at least. “Not that I’m saying no, it just feels kind of out of nowhere? I honesty suspected you to ask MK instead of me.”
“Well, I mean—” she blows a raspberry, grabbing at your pillow and hugging it. She says, “MK’s, like, getting more and more busy and stuff, and like, I kinda get the feeling you’ve been trying to hang out with me, soooo…”
Seems she’s more perceptive than you gave her credit for. You take quiet note of that.
“So I thought, hey! Why not invite you over to house sit with me? It’ll be super special, awesome!” She offers a big grin, her scales shimmering in the light from the window. “And, like, I mean… you are MK are getting a lot closer—so I thought, like, this is how we can have some time to get to know each other better!”
There’s the ulterior motive you were sensing. Another speculation, but it’s entirely possible she’s feeling left out from you and MK spending more time with one another, and wants to make up for that via spending time with you. You can’t blame her for wanting to try to befriend you. If anything, it only gave a bigger confirmation that her friend circle is incredibly small. Therefore, you didn’t sense any jealousy from her, more just a genuine desire to be friends; but not knowing or even understanding how you work.
She’s definitely more used to MK’s personality than my own, and vice versa with me.
I can only hope this won’t end in a disaster…
She takes your hand in hers and shakes it excitedly. She gives you the biggest, shiniest puppy eyes she could muster and pleads, “C’mon, pleeeeease? I promise it’ll be fun. I got games, movies, everything needed to have a super special awesome time during the weekend!”
You let out a sigh, pulling your hand free. Given the research you’ve done, and the fact Mei is a descendant of Ao Ji, you’re positive her family had to be loaded. That meant that the house was more likely going to be a mansion. “I’m safely assuming you have a big house, so why are your parents having you do it all on your own?”
“Well, we got servants and stuff to clean—it’s not like they’re gonna make me clean it all! And also no way in hell I’m doing it, either,” she laughs, leaning back onto the bed and crossing her legs.
You tilt your head curiously, probing for more information from her, “If that’s the case, what’s your job with this house sitting gig they’re giving you?”
“Eh, something about being more responsible or whatever?” Mei shrugs, folding her hands behind her head. Your lips tug down into a frown as she says, “Dunno why it’s such a big deal—I’m totally responsible!”
That remains to be seen, you think to yourself, deciding it best not to say to her. Instead, you ask her, “Have they done things like this before? Asking you to look after stuff or take care of things?”
“Like, a few times, maybe?” Another shrug from her. Her face scrunches up as she speaks, “Most of the time they don’t let me do or touch anything in the house.” She looks at her fingernails now, picking at some dirt that was stuck underneath one. “Honestly? This is kinda the first time they even asked me to do something for them. Especially this big, as they’re putting it.”
So it’s possible they’re giving her a chance to prove she’s actually responsible…
Letting out a soft hum, you nod along with her. “I see. So it’s up to you to look after the entire place?”
She shakes her head, pulling out a compact mirror to observe the scales on her cheeks. “Nah, nah, not the entire place—not like that, at least. The servants will still be cleaning everything. But it’ll be up to me to assign their tasks to them and help make sure things are running smoothly. Which— booooring. It can’t be that hard, can it?” She scoffs and waves a hand.
It absolutely can. Positions such as estate manager or household manager, private chef, housekeepers… the list goes on—it’s a lot of work, and you have to be good at it. Considering those positions get paid a lot, it’s not exactly something someone can just have a lackadaisy attitude towards. Perhaps Mei’s parents want her to learn the hard way.
Either way, this was the perfect chance to get more information on Mei as a person, as well as her home life. While you would’ve liked to observe her in a setting with her parents, you’ll have to make do with what you have. It’d be best to observe her in a setting both with and without her parents, anyway, just to really see how she acts.
Hopefully, by the end of this, you’ll be able to gain a deeper understanding of Mei herself.
“How long are they gonna be gone?” You ask, turning to look over your papers.
“About a week or so, I think? Give or take.” Mei taps her chin, saying, “If you’re really worried about work, you can bring your laptop with you—that way you’ll still be able to get it all done! And don’t worry, we have plenty of guest rooms for you to pick, or you can just sleep in my room. And it’s super safe! My parents take security very seriously.”
At least she’s taking my safety into account.
“All things considered with the dragon family, I wouldn’t be surprised,” you say with a small scoff, not meant to be mean, but playful sarcasm. You hum softly, saying, “I still have some time before MK has to get back into his training regiment…” Giving it thought, you’ll have maybe a day or two to yourself before you have to meet up with Monkey King—Wukong, Wukong.
It’s going to be hard remembering to refer to him by his given name.
So you can spend a few days with Mei, take the time to decompress, and then get together with Monkey—Wukong and then figure out the regiment and therapy for MK’s arachnophobia.
One more second of deliberation to confirm in your head, then you say to Mei, “Alright. I can meet you at your place tomorrow, if that sounds good?”
“AW, YEAH!” She jumps to her feet and throws her arms around you in a tight hug. A wave of uncomfortable static shoots through your body at her touch, but she seems to completely miss the tension in your shoulders.“This is going to be so much fun! I got so many movies to show you—oh, oh, and games! So. Many. Games. Aw, this is gonna be great!”
Stop touching me.
Stop. Touching. Me.
“Mhm, yeah, uh—” You gently peel her arms off from around you. “Don’t take offense to this—but uh, please don’t do that. I’m—picky with—who touches me.”
Almost instantly, her chipper mood falls, and her smile turns into a frown. “What—but—I thought—you know—you and MK hug all the time.” She fidgets with the zipper of her jacket, unable to stop herself from talking, “I thought you were fine with it, you know? Since I see you and MK and Mr. Tang hugging and touching and—”
“Mei,” you cut in, your voice like the crack of a whip, “are you MK?”
“What—I mean—no, but—”
“Are you Tang?” You ask now.
Mei’s frown only deepens. “No… but—”
“Then don’t assume I’m fine with you touching me.”
Her face twists into one of hurt, her arms crossing tightly over her chest. She asks, her voice quiet and unsure, “Is it just me, then? Like—you don’t want me to touch you, like, ever?”
You blink in surprise at her question, your brows furrow.
Where did that come from?
“No,” you say firmly. You wave for her attention and say, “Look, it’s not just you, Mei. It’s plenty of people. I don’t like being touched without permission unless I’m close to the person. No one gets special exceptions—not MK or the Great Sage or even my own uncle. If I don’t want to be touched, don’t touch me.” After a small pause, you add on, “If you’re not sure, you can just ask.”
“Oh—okay, that’s fine, then,” she laughs, running her fingers through her bangs. “I thought it was just me, you know, since, like, I see you and MK and even Mr. Tang all the time just, like, you know, touching and hugging and stuff.”
A shake of your head and a soft sigh. “Mei… you don’t know the bonding we’ve gone through to get to that point of trust,” you say, making a small gesture with your hand. “This is the first time you and I have had an actual conversation, aside from passing comments. Just—don’t assume, okay? We still don’t know each other very well.”
“Okay. I’m sorry.” She rubs at her arm, looking away from you for a second. “So—you’re still fine coming over, yeah?”
Why would that change anything—whatever. Rather than staying on the subject of her weirdly self-centered thought process, you say, “I’m fine with it.”
“Alright—yeah—I’ll get everything set up for tomorrow and get a whole list of movies we can watch and— eeeee this is gonna be great!” Before you could say anything, she’s already getting her bag and skipping out your bedroom door. “Text me when you’re on the way. ‘Kay, byyyyeee!”
You take a slow, deep breath and rub your face. Already, red flags were going off with how this week-long house sitting was going to go. How is it that you setting a boundary suddenly makes her think you hate her? Doesn’t make a lick of sense, but whatever.
Either way, it gave you a deeper understanding about Mei, even with that very small interaction between just the two of you. She always seemed slightly more “tame” (and that’s the best way to put it) when around MK. He manages to say just the right thing to keep her happy and upbeat, even when she’s about to spiral, like she almost did a few moments ago.
Unfortunately, while you were capable of being gentle, you also had your limits. Mei is one of those people who meet it faster than most. It’s not a bad thing, per se. It’s just how your personalities work. If you’re going to spend the entire time at Mei’s house, you’ll have to make sure to have some alone time to recharge before diving into the fray again.
The other thing it confirmed for you was the high possibility that she’s very rarely been told “no” in her life. Thus leaving her to assume if she’s ever actually told no, or someone sets a boundary down for her to respect, she projects the worst case scenario. You’re not sure where that stemmed from, but if she grew up with little to no friends, you can only conclude it’s possibly from her parents.
“Jeez…” you mumble, rubbing your face. This is slowly getting more complicated than you were initially expecting, and you’re not sure how much of it you’re willing to deal with. What with your plans already to make the training regiments with Monkey King, getting arachnophobia therapy together for MK, and also attempting to get your visions back under some modicum of control.
Not to mention, it’s getting hard to focus on such work when at home because of your surprise visits from—
“You look so excited to be spending time with little miss dragon girl,” a familiar voice snickers from behind you.
Of-fucking-course… think of the monkey and he shall arrive.
Turning your head, you see Six-Eared Macaque half leaning out of his shadow, a crooked smile on his features. Rolling your eyes, you turn away. “Not that it’s any of your damn business, but I have my reasons behind agreeing to this.”
“What—like torturing yourself, being in the presence of someone you clearly don’t like?” He laughs, sliding out of his shadow to sit on your bed. “Doesn’t sound very fun to me, little oracle.”
“Are you practicing self awareness? I’m shocked Uncle already got you to that part,” you scoff, gathering your papers. “Considering, I clearly don’t like being around you.”
“Hah! Ouch.” He dramatically falls back, placing a hand on his chest. “I’m being so decent, and you continue to insult me!”
Heavens, why is he being so obnoxious right now?
Go away.
I don’t want you here.
“Mhm,” you stand and start gathering a few changes of clothes. “Decent. Sure. You come into my room without permission, consistently bug me despite my very easy to read body language of not wanting you near me… yes, you’re being oh so decent, Six-Eared Macaque.”
“What can I say? Doors aren’t exactly my thing.” Six-Eared Macaque laughs and sits up.
“Is there a reason you’re here?” You place your suitcase on the other side of your bed, taking your clothes and beginning to fold and place them into the suitcase. Might as well start packing now so you’re ready to head out tomorrow.
“I can’t check in on my favorite clairvoyant and see how they’re doing?” He gets up to perch himself on your chair now, tail swaying lazily behind him as a smile easily plays his lips.
Your limit is being met much too quickly every time Six-Eared Macaque shows up. Already the annoyance was burning away into fiery anger in you, becoming too hot to bear. Building in your chest like a furnace overstuffed with coal that needed to air the fire out.
“You call me the heartless one, yet here you are being so hostile the minute you see me!”
That’s it.
You slam a pair of pants into the suitcase and look him in the eye. “Because you kidnapped me and almost fucking killed me!” you snarl, baring your teeth.
His smile falls into a more passive expression—almost unreadable. His eyes showed… conflict? Annoyance? It was hard to tell, he put on a mask so quickly, so easily, you’re having difficulty reading him.
Either way, he rolls his eyes with a scoff, “I said sorry, didn’t I?”
The anger in you flares, growing hotter and hotter. More and more control slowly lost. Were you afraid? Maybe a little, still. There was always that hint of fear that lingered in your chest every time Six-Eared Macaque stood within five feet of you. There were still lingering thoughts, reflexive reactions, feelings that wouldn’t completely go away. That just came with your baggage.
But now with Six-Eared Macaque and what he did, it’s only made everything worse.
Nightmares still haunt you, filled with the feeling of falling and never knowing when the ground will come up. Nightmares filled with memories that weren’t your own. Nightmares that make you break into a cold sweat every time. Even if they weren’t as often, they still continue to linger over you like a storm cloud that won’t clear off.
You knew Six-Eared Macaque wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. Not just because of the deal he made with Uncle Zan, but also because he needs both of you. He requires the premonitions, he needs to know what his future entails. Otherwise, he wouldn’t be so fucking pushy with trying to get chummy with you.
You point an accusatory finger at him, saying through clenched teeth, “You don’t get to act friendly with me because you haven’t gone through the steps of showing even an ounce of regret for what you’ve done!” Your face scrunches up in disdain. “A pathetic excuse for a ‘sorry’ isn’t going to cut it.”
“Hah!” He laughs. He rests his elbow on his knee, his cheek against his knuckles. “Why would I begin to regret it, when it’s brought an even more delicious deal in front of me?”
“Of course you don’t regret it. Why would you? All you want are your precious visions,” you scoff, continuing to pack. You mutter under your breath, “Selfish prick.”
“I heard that,” he says in a sing-song voice.
You snap back, “Good.” Your movements become more aggressive as you keep packing. “Hear all of it, for all I care. I’m right, aren’t I?” You point at him again and keep going, “All you’ve done is waste my time and expect that you can still get what you want. You waste my uncle’s time who is stupidly choosing to show you kindness and help you get over yourself and still all you care about is trying to get our visions.”
“Did you get it all out of your system, little oracle?” Six-Eared Macaque chuckles, though it’s darker than before. He stands, sinking into the shadows, before he’s suddenly jutting out of your own shadow and standing in front of you. Startled from the sudden closeness, you back off, but he moves closer, his smile all teeth.
Too close too close go away.
You take a break to calm yourself, but it felt like you were trying to breathe through a small hole. Your throat closed in your growing panic, your mind running a mile a minute to reassure and calm yourself.
The contract forbids him from hurting you.
The wards won’t let him, either.
It’s fine.
It’s fine.
“Funny how you call me the selfish prick when you’re not even looking in the mirror.” His tail wasn’t lazily swaying behind him, but more whipping from one side to the other. A sign of his growing anger.
You manage to utter out, “What the hell are you on about?”
“Oh, don’t act stupid with me, sweet oracle of mine,” he laughs, loud and mocking, before he starts circling around you like a hawk circling its prey. “You said so yourself—you project your worries onto poor little MK. Not wanting him to go through what you did.”
Despite the fear gripping you, your anger never burned away. If anything, his accusation only made you angrier. You bare your teeth at him and say, “That’s none of your—”
“—damn business,” he mocks. “How many times are you going to use that, huh? Come on, I know you got better comebacks than that.”
He steps closer to you. His feet brush your own, his chest bumping yours and forcing you to step back.
Breathe. You’re safe. He won’t hurt you—he can’t.
He comes closer.
Closer.
Closer.
Your back hits the wall, his hand slamming against the empty spot by your head. Your body jumped, your eyes widening and muscles seizing up.
Breathe.
Breathe.
He can’t hurt you.
He can’t.
It’s fine.
It’s okay.
You inhale slowly, then exhale, repeating the mantra in your mind as you keep his gaze.
He can’t hurt you. He can’t hurt you.
You’re safe.
He can’t do anything.
He’s not that stupid.
“You and Wukong act so holier than thou—like you’re better than everyone—like you know better,” his laughter makes your blood boil. You want nothing more than to sock him in the teeth, but you don’t. It’s what he would want from you, and you’ll be crushed under a pile of rubble before you give him what he wants.
Besides, it’s not like the wards in the house would let you. They’ll kick you out of the house just as quickly as they’d kick him out if you had any thoughts of violence towards him running through your head.
You need to calm down. Breathe. Don’t let him get to you.
“At least Wukong and I learn from our mistakes,” you spit back, “unlike you.”
Six-Eared Macaque leans closer to you, his nose nearly brushing yours. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that, little oracle. After all, aren’t you still projecting onto MK?” He hums, tilting his head, “Aren’t you still holding in aaaaall those sad emotions of yours, refusing to let anyone too close, refusing to let anyone see just how damaged you are—” for emphasis, he grabs your arm and lifts it, showing off the scars from demons who hurt you “—how broken you are?”
A twist in your chest, but you don’t back down. You stand your ground, straightening yourself and keeping eye contact. Yanking your arm free, you ask, “Are you looking in the mirror now, Six-Eared Macaque?”
His mouth forms into a mixture of a snarl and a smile. “Heh, now there’s a nice comeback, oracle.” His tail slaps against the ground, whipping behind him.
“You talk such hot shit about me keeping everything inside… sure, I do. You of all monkeys should know why, since privacy doesn’t seem to exist in your vocabulary.” You jam a finger into his chest. “Because at least unlike you, I’m learning and working on my issues. Unlike you, Great Sage is working to better himself. You just choose someone to blame so you can feel better about how much of a piece of shit you—”
“Don’t you fucking talk like you know me,” the tone he held made your mouth snap shut, your teeth clacking uncomfortably. His other hand props itself on the wall on the other side of your head, keeping you trapped. “Don’t,” he pants with barely contained rage, “you fucking talk like you know Wukong. You don’t know what he’s done.”
Silence rings in the room. The only sound was both of you breathing. Six-Eared Macaque’s eyes burned and burned and burned into you, filled with anger and hatred. Yet behind that they also held conflict, pain, a hint of betrayal. For what, you don’t know, you’re too busy trying to calm yourself down.
Breathe. In, then out. Again. One more time.
You chew your lip, staring and staring into Six-Eared Macaque’s eyes. You open your mouth, close it, then open it again. You find your voice, thankful you were able to keep it even despite the fear nestled in your bones, “If you don’t want that from me… Then don’t talk like you know me.”
He scowls, his claws digging into the wallpaper, before he sucks in a breath and exhales. The exhalation breaks into a laugh, “Are you striking a deal, oracle?”
“I’m setting a boundary —just like you.”
He regards you with his one good eye. If there’s one thing he was good at, it was always making you feel like some kind of lab rat being observed in its tiny cage every time he stared at you. There was that unreadable look in his eye again. As if he had a thousand things he wanted to say, but couldn’t decide which one to choose—or if he should even talk at all. He tilts his head one way, then the other, observing you. You hold back the urge to fidget under his stare, keeping your hands clenched into fists at your side.
Then he finally says, “Fair enough, I suppose.” He backs off, stuffing his hands into his pockets, and turning away from you. “Well then, have fun with the dragon girl—”
“Wait,” you reach out before you could think, grabbing at his sleeve. The look he gives you is somewhere close to shock and annoyance—hindering more towards shock. You blink, yanking your hand away as if you nearly touched an electric fence. “Uh—I—”
Six-Eared Macaque quickly shakes the shock off, raising a brow at you with a hum. “You?”
You can’t just drop that bomb on me and leave me with it.
I have so many questions. Too many.
Will you even answer any of them?
“I… have a question.”
“Hah! A question for little ol’ Macaque?” He turns to face you, leaning back to where he’s balancing on his tail now. “Alright, I’ll humor you. Let’s hear it.”
You open your mouth, then hesitate.
What did Wukong do?
Why do you hate him so much?
What happened between you two?
Why are you like this?
Too many questions flooded your mind. Is this how Wukong felt when you offered to answer his questions? You honestly didn’t expect Six-Eared Macaque to linger—nor for you to have the courage to even try to ask him. You weren’t expecting him to actually let you ask. Yet here you are.
“What’s wrong, little oracle?” Six-Eared Macaque comes closer to you, his smile turning derisive. “Monkey got your tongue?”
Instead of responding with your own quip, you say to him, “Why are you so angry at Great Sa—at Wukong? What did he… what did he do to earn such ire from you?”
The question makes his face fall in shock, then anger not a second later. His tail slaps against the floor, whipping behind him faster and faster, his fur beginning to stand on end as the shadows restlessly warped and moved in response to his emotions.
“Wukong,” he snarls, “just likes to pretend that he’s better—like he’s above everything. I know my place—the role I play. It’s time someone taught him his place, since he seems to have forgotten it.”
The role you play?
He leans closer again, his teeth bared. “The minute Wukong got a taste of fame, he thought himself so great that all his past sins are absolved, and he can just do whatever he wants. He left us—he forgot about all of us. Everything that happened is his fault . And I’m going to remind him that he still has so much left to pay for.”
Who is us?
What are you talking about?
Your mouth opens, another question on the tip of your tongue, but once again you hesitate. The closeness, the air filled with anger and restless shadows, it was making it harder to breathe. You suck in a breath, exhale. Despite the logical side telling you that you were safe, the fear of what happened weeks ago still held a vice-grip on your heart.
Breathe. In, then out. Again. One more time.
It won’t happen again. It won’t. It won’t.
Breathe. In, then out.
You ask, “Pay for what, exactly?”
It’s Six-Eared Macaque’s turn to hesitate now. The scowl he had falls. He blinks. He looks at you as if you just asked the weirdest and dumbest question in the world. As if the answer was so obvious that you shouldn’t have any reason to ask such a thing.
He calms down, taking a breath of his own after a long pause. The shadows no longer warp and move and close in on you both, rescinding back to their original positions. He backs off so he’s not uncomfortably close to you. Seemingly remembering himself and where he was, his overly uncaring attitude returns.
“How quickly the people forget all the deaths under Wukong’s belt,” he scoffs, “when there are other scapegoats he can use, hm?”
You blink in confusion. “What?”
“Nothing, little oracle.” He waves a dismissive hand and walks towards a particularly dark corner. “Maybe I’ll tell you another day, maybe not. That’s all you need to know, though.”
You blink again, slowly registering what he said, what he’s doing. You step forward, reaching out and grabbing his sleeve again. “Hold on, you can’t just—”
“Can’t just what?” He whips around, slapping your hand away and looming over you once again.
Breathe. Don’t back down. His threats are empty when he can’t do anything.
He’s just trying to intimidate you into backing off. Don’t. Just combat it.
“You can’t drop something like that and expect me to take it at face value.” You cross your arms tightly against your chest, both as an act of defiance and also as a pseudo-shield. “Do you even know how much baggage is in that statement alone?”
Six-Eared Macaque laughs, circling around you. “See—that’s the fun thing, my sweet oracle.” He stops behind you, leaning over, so his head is next to yours, his hand placing itself on your shoulder. “I can.”
He pats your head, taking a step forward as he sinks into the darkness. His shadow lingers on the wall, smiling at you as he says, “You’re a smart oracle, I’m sure you’ll figure it out in no time. Who knows? Maybe Wukong has some history books hidden away that he doesn't want anyone to see…”
And he was gone, leaving you alone with your thoughts.
Breathe in.
You suck in air.
Breathe out.
You let out the air.
Run your fingers through your hair.
Sit on an empty spot of your bed.
Your mind slowly catches up with whatever the hell that conversation was. “Conversation” being used very loosely in this sense.
It was already pretty obvious that the baggage Six-Eared Macaque and Monkey King carried was immense. You didn’t expect it to be that bad, though. Six-Eared Macaque’s answer to your question only added seven more.
Who was the “us” that Six-Eared Macaque mentioned? What caused such deep animosity towards Monkey—Wukong? The biggest one being; what happened between them?
Your knowledge on Six-Eared Macaque’s history was hazy at best. The most you knew was he trained side by side with Wukong before their rebellion against the Heavens. Then something happened between the time of the rebellion and the time Wukong was with the Great Monk that caused the falling out between Six-Eared Macaque and Wukong, leading to the former’s death.
Would reading up on some texts fill in the blanks? The history books he mentioned? Did Wukong even have history books hidden away?
Better yet, why should you even trust his word? What if he was just trying to get you on his side to get back at Wukong?
…
No, no, that’s too far of a reach. It makes no sense—if Six-Eared Macaque really wanted to try to get you to be more on his side, he would’ve used some kind of sob story or something to make you question Wukong. The reactions of Six-Eared Macaque had been too genuine, too real to have any kind of hint towards manipulation.
Is it possible he’s trying to instill some kind of doubt? Maybe; but that also feels unlikely, not after what you and Wukong have spoken about—the things that only he and Uncle knows.
In the end, you really don’t know how Six-Eared Macaque works. What his thought process is. There are moments you feel you know what he’s going to say, how he’s going to act, and then he turns around and does the complete opposite. The wildcard you dislike, you fear.
Unpredictability was always something you had a distaste for. It wasn’t safe, it wasn’t secure. It was a wooden floor so molded and rotted that you don’t know which step will make it collapse beneath you. And if one were to look up the definition, a picture of Six-Eared Macaque would be right there.
Whatever his rhyme or reason may be, you don’t have time to wonder about that right now. With a heavy sigh, you get up and continue packing your clothes, grab your travel bottles for your shampoo, conditioner, toothpaste, all the works needed for a long term sleepover. One that you weren’t too sure about anymore, but knew it was necessary to get as much info on Mei as possible.
If anything, you could always get two birds with one stone and ask to borrow some of Tang’s history books, maybe even see if Mei’s home had a library with them too.
You hum softly, a plan slowly forming as you continue packing.
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Standing before the gates leading into Mei’s house—can it even be called a house? Mansion felt like it fit better—you can’t help but feel small. Not only have you rarely done actual sleepovers since your premonitions never allowed you to let that happen, but you also felt unnerved entering such a prestigious place.
Nonetheless, you were here on a mission. Possibly—hopefully—reaching a better understanding of Mei in the end, and then helping guide her down a better path than the one she’s currently on.
Reaching out, you press the call button. Not a moment later, a feminine voice answers, “What business do you have—” before there’s a crash on the other end, and you hear the voice exclaiming, “Young miss!”
“It’s them, it’s them, it’s them! Let them iiiiin!” You hear Mei from the speaker. “Hey, hi! The gate will open in just a sec!”
“Uh…” You take a small step back as the gates slowly open, allowing you to step inside. The courtyard leading to the main building was as grand as you expected it to be—with several gardeners trimming the hedges and other cleaners polishing large jade disks with dragon designs on them.
I feel like I’m about to step into an emperor’s palace… or vacation home, more like.
You let out a breath as you keep walking, suddenly feeling severely underdressed for such a thing. You wonder if you were supposed to bring fancier clothes for this, but you quickly squish the idea when you see Mei running down the path to meet you halfway. She was still donned in her bomber jacket, white pants, and heavy boots. You suppose your simplistic style is fine, though you still feel somewhat out of place.
“Yeeeeaaaah, the party has arrived! Hahaha!” She zooms around you, throwing an arm around your shoulder. “Okay, okay, okay, okay, so first I’m gonna give you a nice lil’ tour of the place to help you get your bearings, and then we can do the cool fun stuff!”
Quietly, pushing her arm off your shoulders, you nod. “Alright.”
Mei walks with you the rest of the way, rambling on and on, “Man, I really wish MK could’ve come too. He’s always so busy with his mystic monkey business now and barely has any time anymore.”
“He still has time, you know,” you comment, “It’s just that deciding at the last minute you wanna hang out with him isn’t going to work out as much as it used to.”
“But no matter what, he’s just been turning me down more!!” Her shoulders slump, and her lips form into a pout as she sulks. “I miss when we could just hang all the time.”
You try to speak gently to her, telling her, “That’s unfortunately not going to be possible anymore, not with him being Great Sage’s successor. But that doesn’t mean you can’t hang out with him ever again. You just need to plan ahead.”
“Yeah, I guess. But I’m not good at that kind of thing! I’m more of a go with the floooooow kinda gal, you know?” She folds her arms behind her head, gesturing to a servant as you enter through the front doors. “Oh—this is Yuhang! They’re the one who answered the speaker. They pretty much help run the show around here!”
Rather than point out her change of subject, you look to the person in question. They bow to you both. The aesthetic of their cheongsam was meant to reflect their loyalty to the West Long family—with green as the main color, white as the secondary, and accents of gold and black. An iridescent white belt wraps around their waist.
Their hair, a gentle mossy green, was long, it had to reach half-way down their calves and was tied back into a thick braid, their bangs styled to frame their face. Despite the sharp features, they regard you with a warm smile and gentle pale eyes.
“A pleasure,” they say, “Should you need my assistance, you need only call. I have very good hearing.” As if on cue, their elongated ears gave a small twitch. You didn’t even notice the ears before, having been hidden in their hair.
You nod. “Thank you, Yuhang.”
“Come on, come on! I still have the rest of the tour to give. Yuhang, get the game room ready for when we get there!”
“Of course, young miss, do be sure to—” you don’t get a chance to hear what they were going to say before Mei had dragged you off.
The main hall of the mansion was absolutely filled with what looked like priceless artifacts. Pulling your arm free from Mei’s grip, you look around, unable to stop yourself from gawking at it all. “What are these?”
“Eh, you know… gifts, artifacts, offerings, stuff like that.” Mei gives a weak shrug as a response. “Junk that’s been in my family for years, ya know?”
“Junk?” You give her an incredulous look. “These are priceless pieces of history—”
“Yeah, yeah, I knooooow. I don’t know their history, I just know they’re priceless and important,” She says the last bit in a badly done British accent. Then she blows a raspberry. “Gosh, you sound like my parents. Here, come on, I have something more fun to show you than some boring artifact room!” And with that she’s running down the hall.
“Seriously?” You mutter, “Is she always like this?” But you hurry to catch up with her.
The tour she gave of her home was… hmm… there’s no good way to put it. It was lackluster at best. A pathetic excuse to get past the “boring stuff” as she put it to show you the game room at worst. Any question you tried to ask her was met with a shrug and a half-hearted answer, a clear sign she knew little to nothing about her family’s history.
The artifacts you first saw coming in? They all have some kind of story to them. Too bad you’ll never know. The same with that room full of thirty centuries of antiques, as Mei puts it.
The Pool of a Thousand Tears obviously has a story behind it, but of course she doesn’t remember what it was.
Even the Dragon Claw Chamber with what she calls the fabled Dragon Sword was something she barely knew about, aside from it was a sword forged by Ao Ji himself and that she’s not allowed to touch it.
You could already tell Mei wasn’t the biggest fan of history just from the way she acted when Tang or MK would go on their tangents. You didn’t realize, however, just how bad it was that she didn’t even know her own history. To you, history was important—if one didn’t learn from it, they would be destined to repeat it.
Even if you were still in the process of accepting your powers as a part of you… you’d still kill to have this kind of knowledge at your fingertips. All you have is guesswork, a scroll, and Uncle Zan’s experience. Yet here’s Mei, with all this knowledge of her own ancestry and draconic powers, completely ignoring it in favor of video games.
You’ll mostly respect Mei’s disregard for it, mainly because, well, to each their own. The method of her disregard however left a bitter taste in your mouth—as if none of this even mattered and was all just a pile of junk found at some shady yard sale.
Nonetheless, the first day of this sleepover proved to be an endeavor at best. You spent most of it trying to find out how Mei ticks, both in a social setting and in a home setting. She, meanwhile, was more focused on trying to get you to play games with her and making endless commentary about said games than running the house. Any servants that came in with reports, she’d wave them off and tell them to talk to Yuhang or someone by the name of Xiao Qian.
“Aren’t you supposed to handle that stuff? You know—the stuff your parents asked you to?” You asked her while she was in the middle of an online fighting match.
“Yeah, yeah, but they’re better at it and can give me the 4-1-1 later, soooo—YES! Haha, did you see that?”
You’re slowly understanding why her parents never let her touch or do anything in the house. Responsibility certainly wasn’t something in her vocabulary, nor does she seem aware of the fact that she’s not as responsible as she claims. Judging from the first day alone, she seems to be a more “have fun now and worry about responsibilities never” kind of person, at least on the surface level.
While you hoped you’d be proven wrong, unfortunately you weren’t, as the next two days were no different. During the day, you spent it with Mei, and at night… it was also spent with Mei. Despite your desires to work on helping Wukong plan the next few weeks of training with MK, Mei made it abundantly clear she wanted to be with you.
It took you time to realize that she very easily got lonely. While she wasn’t in need of constant attention, she gets her energy from being around others. It leaves you with the conclusion that MK’s seemingly over-abundance energy did come from Mei, who meanwhile had an endless supply. On two separate occasions where you were attempting to text Wukong, Mei pretty much whined for you to play games with her or watch a movie. This happening after you specifically asked to take care of some business alone. That “alone time” lasted less than ten minutes.
At one point on your second day in the mansion, you overheard servants whispering about Mei gaining a “new friend aside from that lad MK.” That alone further proved that her friend circle—and therefore support circle—only consisted of MK. Though you felt for her, you also couldn’t bring yourself to understand it. This only came from the very lonely life you led of consistently gaining and losing friends, leaving you with pretty much expecting to lose any other friends you gain.
Mei was the exact opposite. While she did cherish the small hint of friendship that was between you two, she was also terrified of losing it.
It was that fear alone that kept controlling her to bug you, or try too hard to find things that you both liked in common. While the effort is there, you were way more introverted than both her and MK. You were never the fan of loud and pumped settings like she is, preferring quiet environments that allowed you to hear everything around you.
You give her propers for trying, but you can’t give much else. She’s quick to give up when things don’t work in her favor instantly. Not to mention, she still gets overly upset when you have to put your foot down; such as consistently touching you without permission. Either that, or she completely forgets or disregards the fact you’re trying to do your job during the late hours. Which, by the way, was something she said she was fine with you doing.
Technically, jobs, now that you think about it. What with transcribing various things, helping out Uncle with his business, and now working as Monkey King’s assistant? Yeah… that’s a lot. Maybe you should start charging him for your time, but that’s a thought for another day.
On the third day, you desperately needed quiet alone time for meditation and study, so you asked Mei to borrow her library for some research. Though she makes it clear (whether subconscious or not) that she wasn’t happy with it, she gave you directions to the library.
“I’ll be watching movies if you, you know, get bored with the library,” she says with a small sip of her drink. You’re not sure if the hint is subconscious or not, but you know that it’s her way of stating she doesn’t want you going.
“I have research that I need to get done,” you sigh, massaging your temple. You also needed some proper alone time without interruptions. “It’s just a few hours, Mei. I’ll be back later. I just need to recharge.”
“I dunno how you can recharge by researching, but okaaaaayyy,” she shrugs and turns back to the television. It makes your frown deepen. It’s highly possible she didn’t mean it in the way you’re taking it, but it still left a bad taste in your mouth.
Rather than continue a conversation that’ll most likely go in circles, you walk out of the room in search of the library. She probably just doesn’t get how some people recharge their batteries away from people, rather than with. Just be patient with her.
If only it were that easy.
It took you a solid twenty minutes to actually find the kitchen for a snack, and then twenty more for the library. Her directions weren’t exactly the best, but they did help. Somewhat. Could you have asked a servant for directions? Sure, but you like gaining your bearings on your own.
The library is as grand as you expected it to be for a noble dragon family. It had to be at least two stories in height, but in length it was longer. Maybe two or three large rooms worth? It’s hard to calculate, but even so, you can’t help staring in awe of it. Various dragon decorations and several other antiques decorated the room—said antiques were most likely offerings made to the family.
Divided into several sections, not only do books line the shelves but also scrolls carefully preserved and cared for. A “small” reading nook was tucked off in a corner, so you set down the books Tang let you borrow and start to search.
There has to be something here—anything—that can give you some form of insight on Wukong and Six-Eared Macaque’s relationship before it fell sour.
…
The Devastation of the Heavenly Orchard
You’re curious about other people’s interpretations of Wukong’s excursions in the Heavenly Realm, but don’t have time for that.
…
Nezha and Ao Bing: The Battle Between Princes
No doubt an interesting read, but not what you’re looking for.
…
Legends of the Samadhi Fire
You get the feeling to pause here, fingers brushing along the spine of the book. When you do, you catch—
flashes of black fire
—that vanish when you blink.
“Mm…”
The feeling in you tells you that this’ll be important later, so you mentally pen down to research about that another day.
…
The Fall of Sha Wujing
…?
Another feeling overtakes you. Your fingers brush along the book’s spine, and when you blink—
—y ou see a single sapphire laying in a pool of oil.
Except the sapphire is not a sapphire and the oil is not oil.
It’s a body, lying in a pool of black demonic blood.
The body lies there. Tall and muscular, bhikkhu prayer beads around the neck, a red beard stained black, with a crescent moon spade lying at his side.
The body looks familiar…
No no no
Too familiar.
Yet all logic in your mind is replaced with emotions that aren't yours—
Shock, anger, hurt, fear
Not this way it wasn’t it wasn’t supposed to
Thoughts not your own
It wasn’t supposed to be this way
Why did he have to get in the way?!
That idiot, it wasn’t supposed to be him!
Dammit, dammit what do I do, what do I do?
A voice, also too too familiar, cries out with pain and rage, “LITTLE BROTHER!!”
You tear your eyes away from the sapphire in the pool of oil and catch a blur of orange fur and golden eyes full of hurt and betrayal and uncontrolled fury staring at you you you—
A primal scream boiling from his throat, "HOW COULD YOU?!"
His staff swinging, aiming for your ribs—
You gasp, stumbling back and falling on your rear. Your chest heaves with each breath you take. Sweat trickles down your brow, the fear and anger and shock that wasn’t your own fading away as the vision came to an abrupt end.
Breathe.
It was just a vision.
Breathe. Breathe.
You suck in a mouthful of air, letting it out. You feel the ground beneath you. Cold tile meets your skin.
You look at your hands—
covered in oil—it’s not oil—it’s not your hands
—they’re clean. They’re yours. They’re your hands. No oil. No blood.
You inhale, taking in the strange but comforting scent of books and scrolls only libraries carry.
You’re here. In the present, not in the vision of the past that wasn't yours.
I’m okay. I’m okay. I’m okay.
You breathe. In, then out. You stand, look at the book. Your mind settles from the panic that wasn’t your own to confusion.
What happened to Sha Wujing? What were your visions trying to tell you of that fateful day of his death? You feel like you already knew the answer, but you still take the book so it can confirm or deny your suspicions.
You keep searching, looking for what stands out or even blatantly says it’s about Six-Eared Macaque. Something—anything that can give you an idea about his past and what caused the fallout between him and Wukong. Even a small hint will be good enough for you, because you knew neither Wukong nor Six-Eared Macaque would be willing to talk about it.
Even if Sha Wujing was the final straw that caused the fatal battle between the two monkeys…
There has to be more information. Great Sage may have anger issues, but I don’t feel like he’d kill someone so close to him just like that.
Even Demon Bull King was simply sealed away, rather than killed, when you take a moment to think. It doesn’t make sense that Monkey King would pretty much sentence his closest friend to death, even after that.
Something else had to have happened. Something just as big, if not bigger, maybe. Or… it’s possible it was even multiple things. Little things that kept piling. Much like how Mei’s desire to always have contact has been grating on you, it’s highly possible that Six-Eared Macaque did the same thing to Monkey King.
You’ll see what the history books have to say first. Then you’ll pull hairs trying to get information out of those stubborn monkeys.
…
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The Six-Eared Macaque: Who Was He?
“Ah! Here you are…” You carefully peel the book out—it’s surprisingly thin—before taking it and the other one to the reading nook.
You choose to read the thinnest book first—the one speaking of Six-Eared Macaque himself.
Unfortunately… there wasn’t much difference from what the book told you and what you already knew of him. So far the only things you didn’t know was that Six-Eared Macaque and Wukong were theorized to be “life-mates” as the book describes. You only recall the two having a close relationship, but nothing romantic… If this is true, it certainly explains why both monkeys had such a sour taste in their mouth over the subject.
Knowing better than to trust just one source material, you take note to do some deeper digging later. Maybe ask Tang about it when you can.
The book also mentions “Sworn Brothers,” which makes you pause, reading through it carefully. Though it doesn’t go into detail, it tells you of how Wukong and Macaque used to be in close relations with several other demons—apparently named Azure Lion, Golden-Winged Peng, and Yellowtusk, and surprisingly Demon Bull King was part of this pact.
Sworn Brothers?? I don’t remember this…
How deep does this rabbit hole go?
Better yet, what the hell happened between them all?
The books you’ve read all only focused on Wukong’s main achievements, or important chapters to his story. There were so many different renditions of it, but very little to none made mention of the other Sworn Brothers. The most you got was it being said he befriended many demons in his time, but none ever lasted.
Unfortunately, the answers you want aren’t here in this book—as all it speaks of next is theories on what happened during Wukong’s imprisonment under the Five Elements Mountain. It barely skims the surface with Demon Bull King or the other demons.
Six-Eared Macaque, meanwhile, was theorized to stay on Flower Fruit Mountain, waiting for Monkey King to return. More theories surface after that, speaking of Six-Eared Macaque discovering Monkey King had found another lover and killed them in a jealous rage.
Yet somehow that feels—
laughter ringing in a home
a home that’s not yours
two familiar yet not familiar monkeys with furs of fire and snow respectfully sitting closely next to each other at your table
it’s not your table
their tails curl around one another
how they smile at each other so fondly
how they regard you
not you
as if you were not just friend but family cherished and loved
—like that’s not true. You’re not sure why.
The book concludes its theories by informing you that, in the end, Sun Wukong had dealt a killing blow to Six-Eared Macaque. It tells you how the latter monkey murdered one of the Great Monk’s disciples, Sha Wujing, as a further desire to enact a jealous revenge on Wukong. Tenderly shutting the book, you open the other one about Sha Wujing.
Skipping ahead to his death, it also confirms that Six-Eared Macaque was indeed the one to kill him. Though this book describes it as the monkey trying to aim for Tang Sanzang, and Sha Wujing had taken the blow instead to protect his master.
The death of Sha Wujing was the final straw for Great Sage, but what was the final straw for Six-Eared Macaque?
And what started all of this in the first place?
You take the books Tang lent you, carefully reading through the first one while taking notes in your notebook.
The book says, “The Six-Eared Macaque lived upon Flower Fruit Mountain with Sun Wukong, closer than brothers. Closer than friends…”
You catch a smaller note reading, “Lovers, perhaps? It would make sense, all the previous texts speak of how their closeness and intense loyalty to one another was on a deeper level than their Sworn Brothers.”
It takes you a moment to realize these are Tang’s own notes on Six-Eared Macaque. And further investigation shows the writing in this book is all in Tang’s handwriting. This guy really knows how to research, huh?
“Thank you, Tang, for making this so much easier for me,” you mumble with a smile, and continue reading.
At least that’s what you wanted to do, until Mei sent a text to you claiming it was time for lunch.
It hadn’t even been a full hour, yet…
Letting out a small exhale, you make sure to put the books back where they belong and place Tang’s books into your bag. You have plenty of time to get some reading done later, so you’ll save it for another day.
The rest of the day was spent with Mei, watching movies she didn’t really ask if you wanted to watch, while claiming you would love it. Some of them were okay, others weren’t to your taste. You tried to be more active, but with little breaks between having alone time and spending time with just Mei, it was difficult. Social exhaustion took over, and you ended up going to bed early, feeling a tiredness you haven’t felt since high school.
You understood Mei’s desire to be around people, but she didn’t understand your desire to be alone for a little while.
Social interactions drained you, and you needed time to yourself for decompressing. You were fine spending time with people like Tang or MK or Sandy or even Wukong because they gave you the space needed. As clingy as Wukong got, he at least respected when you needed your alone time for decompressing. Tang and Sandy deeply enjoyed the quiet times of just having another presence in the room while they did their own thing. MK could talk for hours and then be silent for just as long, understanding when you needed quiet time to yourself after when you say so.
Mei, on the other hand, hated silence. Any time the room got too quiet for too long, she would start going on a tangent about a random topic. Not the kind you could really join in on, either—most of it was just her talking, so there was no silence. Sure, you didn’t mind it most of the time, as you could easily listen and focus on your work. Other times, however, it felt as though the noise was a horrid static stabbing into your ears, and you couldn’t find the off switch.
More than once your limit was being met, and that’s what made you sound more blunt, more curt. Which in turn would make her question how you’re feeling towards her. You’ve already lost count of how many times she’s asked you if you were okay with her, every time you have an off tone in your voice. Each time, you needed to reassure her that it’s fine and tell her to not immediately project the worst, which would in turn just make you more exhausted.
While she appears to be conscious of your paranoia and reassures you’re safe in her house, she seems to put more of that observation towards your opinion of her than anything else. MK was so different, always worried about everyone around him via their wellbeing, meanwhile Mei worried about the opinions of others about herself.
You never expected her to be like MK, nor do you plan on starting to expect her to be like MK. You just… hoped she would try understanding why you were getting tired and needed time alone.
The fourth day was a hint of progress, a hint of something more than just the Mei who likes to fuck around and find out no matter the cost. Once again, you tried to get her to actually do the job her parents were relying on her to fulfill, and she made up seven different excuses behind not doing it.
You ended up asking her, “Mei, how else are you going to learn to be responsible if you just give me reasons why you’re not doing it?”
“I’m plenty responsible! Look at me running this house! I’m doing great!” She makes a gesture around her at the absolutely trashed game room, to which you raise a brow.
You decide to ask a different question while staying on the subject, “Do you even know what the servants are doing right now?”
She blows a raspberry, starting up some racing game. “Cleaning, duh.”
“What about the gardener? Are they trimming the hedges or tending to the flowers? Or even the herb garden?”
“We don’t have a herb garden… do we?” She hums, tapping her chin. “Either way, they’re doing their job! They don’t need me breathing down their neck every five seconds.”
“Mei—I— ugh,” you take a slow breath.
She’s young and clearly spoiled. She’s not going to know better.
Show her patience, give her examples. Maybe she’ll understand then.
You take another breath and ask her, “Mei, what do you do for this family?”
She blinks, tilting her head and regarding you with a confused look. “Huh? What do you mean?”
“I mean, what do you do to provide for this family? I help my uncle with his deliveries, MK helps Mr. Mr. Pigsy with the shop, Tang takes care of his mother,” you count on your fingers. “What do you do for your parents?”
For once, Mei has nothing to say, her brows furrowed, arms tightly crossed over her chest, game long forgotten. She looks away, opening her mouth, closing it, then opening it again, “I mean—I—well—I, uh…”
You make a gesture for her to continue.
“I dunno, okay? They don’t let me do anything, so how can I?!” She huffs, a puff of smoke—more so mist coming out as she does. Her eyes, once brown, become more golden, her pupils turning into slits. Scales run along her hands and fingers turn into claws. “They don’t let me do anything,” she says again, more to herself than you.
“Why do you feel that is?” You keep trying to urge her to talk, to reach the conclusion on her own. This is the first sign of progress you’ve seen in the five days you’ve spent with her.
Patience. Just like Uncle taught you.
“Because they don’t trust me? I dunno, they just—don’t let me do anything—so I do my own thing—make my bike, ride it, take care of it, play games, stuff like that.” Another puff of mist blows out of her mouth.
You sit more properly on the couch, patting the spot next to you. Channeling as much of your uncle’s energy as you could, you try to calm your annoyance and give her the patience needed for this talk. “Have you done anything to prove they can trust you?”
She scoots over towards you, her eyes downcast. She doesn’t answer at first, upset and distress clear on her features. “I dunno—probably not—but—that’s not my fault they don’t trust me.”
Come on… you were doing so well.
“Mei… yes it is,” you say as carefully as you can while remaining to the point, “It’s not up to them to check in regularly to see if you’re trustworthy to handle more responsibility. It’s up to you to shove them through action—not just words—so that they can trust you with certain tasks.”
“How can I even begin to do that?” She makes wild gestures with her hands as she continues, “When they get home, I’m willing to bet they just—you know—decide to not let me do anything again.”
“Start by actually talking to the servants, maybe?” You offer, “They’re here to help you, not hinder you. I’m sure Yuhang would be more than willing to offer assistance in that matter. Find out how this is usually run and figure out how to best line it up with how you like to do things. Work doesn’t just have to be tedious, it can be fun, but it depends on the mindset you have when going in.”
Mei makes a face, a noise. More mist blows out of her nostrils. She scratches idly at the scales on her hand, then crosses her arms again. “I guess I can. I dunno—they come home in two days—it feels like it’ll just be useless.”
“At least they’ll see you tried, right?” Annoyance is coming back, but you keep trying to use a calm tone with her.
Patience.
Why is she so quick to give up? Does she feel there’s no point? Is it too hard for her?
Patience.
It doesn’t help that patience was difficult to find when your limit has been met several times. Little to no alone time to recharge has been getting to you.
You say to her, “It’s better than nothing. If they see you’re trying, it’ll make them consider the fact that you are taking this seriously.”
Mei makes another noise. A hum. Says, “Yeah… I guess… I’ll give it a shot tomorrow.”
“Alright. If you’re not sure, don’t be afraid to ask.” You ask her, “How are you feeling?”
“Hmm? I’m fine. Just kinda, ya know, waiting for this to be done.” She shrugs, grabbing at her controller. “I said I’ll give it a shot tomorrow, I’m all good. So we’re good, right?”
Why are you acting like this is a lecture you’ve heard before?
“...Yeah.”
And that was that.
You wanted to go deeper into the topic, but you were already too spent with little time in between to let yourself rest and be ready for more socializing. So instead, you simply let the topic drop and see how it goes tomorrow. Besides, you’re not exactly sure how to feel about the situation after that. It was a mixed bag—with how many excuses Mei gave to not do it. She relented in the end, at least, though you couldn’t help but feel like she only did so to make you get off her back.
It almost felt as if she didn’t want to come around to her own conclusions, but you can’t say for sure. Only time will prove or disprove your thoughts, so you spend the rest of the day writing in your notebook while watching her play her racing game.
On the fifth day, you decided to spend it sitting with her in the game room, texting back and forth with Monkey King about ideas and plans for MK’s arachnophobia therapy. He spent most of the time telling awful spider puns, and you had to get him back on topic. Even so, it’s a nice breather to feel part of a conversation, rather than just watching one happen or going in circles or talking to a brick wall.
Mei seemed to be talking to the servants as per your advice, though it lasted about five minutes at best before she was back in the game room with you. You expected it to take longer to get the rundown with it… but you have a feeling that she most likely gave up halfway through for one reason or another.
Might as well ask. “I thought you were going to check in on the servants?”
“I did, and it seemed they were doing just fine, so I let them keep doing their thing.” She peels off her jacket and tosses it onto the couch. “Yuhang has it all handled, so I don’t gotta worry about nothin’!”
You frown, your brows furrowing. You ask, “Do you remember what we talked about yesterday? With—you know—trying to understand how things are run so you can show them and your parents that you’re responsible and reliable?”
“Well—they already had it all handled—so I didn’t really see a point in it, so…” She fidgets with her hair buns, fixing them up and looking off to the side. “I’ll just check in again later, you know?”
Sigh.
She’s going to have to learn how to make actual work feel less tedious to her.
You inhale. Exhale. This was not what you had implied with the talk yesterday, but… forget it. “Okay, Mei.” You were already focusing your energy on making plans with Wukong, you don’t have energy to deal with this again at the moment. Maybe you’ll make mention of it to her later when she goes to talk to the servants again. You could go with her and try to offer some advice.
While you texted Wukong, it seems that Mei, unfortunately, also held the same habits Wukong used to have and the habits Six-Eared Macaque carried where she doesn’t understand the meaning of the word privacy.
She looms over your shoulder, a smile on her face as she coos in your ear, “Oooooh, who ya textin’?” Before you could jerk your phone away to hide your screen, she’s already seen who you were talking to and lets out a loud gasp. “What?! Monkey King has a phone?? No way! Give it to me, give it to me!” And she’s greedily reaching for your phone.
“What—no—Mei, stop!” You keep it out of her reach, nearly falling off the couch as you do. “What the fuck is wrong with you?! You don’t just look at people’s texts and try to take their phone—that’s private!”
All too instantly, her mood falls and she scrunches up. “Sorry, gosh, it was just a joke—”
“Well. It. Wasn’t. Funny,” you say through gritted teeth. You were getting sick of people trying to look into your privacy and your life. It was bad enough when Wukong did it. It’s already bad enough that no matter what you do, Six-Eared Macaque will always hear. You don’t need it from Mei either.
Adding with your limits being met on multiple occasions, this wasn’t helping, either.
“You want the Great Sage’s phone number so bad? You ask him, not try to steal it from my phone! Heavens above, Mei, have you never been taught basic decency?”
She huffs, crossing her arms, her lower lip poking out into a pout. “Hey, I know how to be plenty decent!”
You frown, tucking your phone into your pocket. “Seriously, you can’t just act out like that and expect it to be okay.”
“What do you mean? You’re, like, the only person who seems to have a problem with it.” A mixture of frustration and hurt dons her features. “Do you just have a problem with me or something? This entire time, you just—you act like you’re dealing with me rather than wanting to hang out with me…”
Is this girl serious?
“You’re acting on pure emotions right now, Mei. Take a second to think.” You pinch at the bridge of your brow.
Breathe. Calm down.
“No one else says anything because you get like this,” you gesture to her. “You act more hurt than the person you offended. I have a right to be upset at you because you tried to invade my privacy.”
Mei’s shoulders scrunch up, looking away from you and muttering, “I said sorry, didn’t I?”
Okay, no. Never mind. You are not dealing with this. You already had enough of it from Six-Eared Macaque, you’re not having a repeat, and you’re utterly spent.
In truth, you should’ve gone home sooner, but your stubbornness to see things through to the end is your biggest flaw. Now, you feel like you’re in desperate need of some good old-fashioned isolation from quite literally everyone for the next day or two.
“Alright. That’s it. I’m done.” You get up and start grabbing your notes, shoving them into your pack.
The abruptness of it makes her blink in surprise, looking at you again. “Wait, what? What do you mean you’re done?”
“I’m done, Mei. I’m going home.” You stand up and face her, your expression scrunched into annoyance and barely contained anger.
“You’re seriously leaving over this?” She gestures to you, her eyes changing from brown to gold again, scales running along her hands in her own growing agitation.
“This was the last straw. I have been patient with you. As patient as I possibly could be. But my limit has been met multiple times, and I’m not—”
You’re cut off by the sound of a loud alarm blaring and several shouts in the hall. Both of you look to the doorway, catching sight of a few servants running down the hall and shouting incoherently.
What the hell??
Yuhang slides by the doorway before coming back into view. They heave, regarding both of you, letting out a sigh of relief, “Thank the heavens—are you both alright? Did you see anyone?”
“Yuhang, what’s going on?!” Mei rushes over to their side, peeking into the hall. “What’s got the alarms going off? Did someone break in??”
“Yes—we are not sure who or what or how many, but everyone is on high alert,” Yuhang fixes their hair, takes a breath. “Both of you stay here and be careful. Do not open this door for anyone until we have found and—”
“No way, I’m going to go help!” Mei pushes past them, already sprinting down the hall. “This house is under my care and ain’t no one gonna break into it!!”
“Mei, wait!”
“Young miss, no!”
But she had already turned a corner and was gone.
You and Yuhang look at one another. They shake their head and let out another breath. “Will you come with me or stay here?”
You nod, “I don’t know what help I can provide, but I’ll do what I can.”
“Very well, do not stray far from me.”
Now, instead of getting ready to storm out of the house in a fit of anger, you were following Yuhang to chase after Mei and—hopefully—apprehend whoever had the unmitigated gall to break into the Long family’s house.
Several questions run through your mind, Who broke in? Why? Are they trying to take something? Kidnap Mei? How many of these guys are there?
Yet the only way to find out would be to follow Yuhang and catch the culprit—or culprits. So follow them you do, down several winding hallways as the alarm blares in your ears. For a split second, you catch something in the shadows. It almost looked like a familiar monkey for a moment, but it was gone the second you tried to look over.
Whether it was a trick of the eye or not, you don’t know, nor do you have time to wonder right now.
You both hear a sharp whistle and several crashes, the revving of an engine. Yuhang stops suddenly just before entering the connecting hallway, jutting their arm out and stopping you as well. They back up several paces as two figures that were a mere blur zoom by, leaving behind a wrecked hall in their wake.
It was hard to make out… but it looked almost like one of those figures was the minotaur-bot made by Red Son, while the other figure was Mei on her motorcycle.
Why is she riding her bike in the damn house?!
Yuhang shouts, “Duck!”
Not needing to be told twice, you drop to a crouching stance before hearing something sharp cut through metal. Glancing behind you, you watch as another minotaur-bot that was reaching for you drop to the ground. Looking back to Yuhang, you see a long, dragon-like tail swaying behind them.
“You know,” you huff, “I really should’ve expected that from you—considering what family you work for.”
They smile, pulling you to your feet. “It helps to keep it hidden, makes you seem less assuming. Come now, quickly.”
You follow behind Yuhang, watching and listening as a few other servants were dealing with minotaur bots that had also broken in. You two, however, were more focused on following the chaos that Mei and the supposed leader were leaving behind.
“Yuhang!” A servant shouts, panting as he skids to a stop and falls forward, catching himself on his knees. He looks almost like Yuhang, but younger, with shorter hair. “They—they—”
“Breathe, Jiayi,” Yuhang pats his back, helping him right himself. “What is it? What happened?”
“They stole it—they stole the Dragon Sword,” Jiayi pants.
The Dragon Sword? From that chamber you saw the other day?
Yuhang’s face pales, looking down the hall where Mei had disappeared. They then look at Jiayi. “Seal every exit and ensure none of these bots escape, do you understand?”
“Yes!”
They pat his head. “Swift as a river, little brother.”
For a moment, Jiayi stood there, scales crawling along his face. When you blink, all that was left was a flurry of green and white darting down the hall where you and Yuhang came from.
Looking back to Yuhang, you ask, “What exactly is the Dragon Sword?”
“An ancient relic crafted by the great Ao Ji.” They begin guiding you down the hall again, through the rubble and dust, after Mei and the bot. “He imbued it with power so that the West Long family will always have the strength of the Dragon of the West to protect them.”
They turn a corner and you follow close behind. You’re finding less minotaur bots that were caught in the collateral damage to Mei’s chase and more servants that were unlucky to be in the way. Another familiar servant—Xiao Qian—was currently looking after them, allowing you and Yuhang to keep going.
Was this caused by just the bot, or both the bot and Mei?
With how many tire marks are littered everywhere, the latter seems more likely
“It is odd, however…” Yuhang hums softly, “the power of the sword will not reveal itself to anyone outside the clan—nor to anyone it does not deem worthy.”
“I see… it’s almost sentient, in a way.”
“In a way, yes.” More crashing and angry shouting that mostly sounds like Mei. You both begin to hurry as Yuhang says, “Only those who embrace the history of the clan and prove they wish to defend it will find the sword awakening to them.”
“Which brings the question of why they’d want to steal it,” you pant as you climb over some rubble. The weapon would be equivalent to a large, fancy letter opener to the Bull family. Unless they had some sort of plan with it already… either way, it certainly shouldn’t fall into their hands.
You turn the corner with Yuhang just as Mei jumps off her motorcycle and crashes into the minotaur bot. The both of them tumble along the ground, crashing into a pillar. She wrestles with the bot, rolling along the floor as they fight and kick and bite. Well, Mei was doing most of the biting, at least.
Yuhang darts forward, their tail moving quick as a whip, to snatch the bot’s neck. They yank the bot away just as Mei wretches the sword free from its grasp. Yuhang throws it against the wall, standing between it and her.
You hear movement behind you, ducking out of the way before another bot that tried and failed to sneakily grab at you. It lunges again, using its heavy weight to pin you to the ground. Pain blooms along your back as you collide with the hard floor, rubble and rocks digging in for extra measure.
You grunt, grit your teeth, brace your foot against its abdomen and push. It was certainly a lot heavier than Yuhang made it look, but you were able to get it off of you. Jumping to your feet, the bot lunges again. You grab at its arm and twist your body to dodge its tackle and brace yourself against its back.
Using your own weight, you slam it into the wall and quickly back away, using that moment of its disorientation to hurry over to Yuhang and Mei. Mei lets out a battle cry, jumping past you and slamming the sword into the bot's head before it could register what was going on. All while Yuhang decapitated the other bot with their tail.
The three of you stand there, panting, waiting, listening.
A metal sound rang in your ears, almost like those gates that people use in malls to shut down their stores. When you look over, you can see why—shutters made of no doubt very thick and strong material were cascading down over the windows and doors leading out of the house. The alarm kept blaring over and over, but it seems that Yuhang relaxes, if only slightly, at the sight of the thick shutters.
“Whatever stragglers got out to the courtyard won’t last long now.” They take a breath, tuck a stray hair away, and look at you and Mei. “Are either of you hurt?”
“I’m fine,” you say, both reactively and truthfully. Aside from minor bruising from the fall, it’s nothing serious.
“Nothin’ I can’t handle,” Mei puffs out her chest and grins. On the outside, it looks like she mostly just has some small scratches from her tumble, but nothing too bad.
Yuhang takes a moment to look you both over for injuries, their nostrils flaring as they do. Once satisfied, they nod and begin to lead you both back down the hall, their tail wrapping around their waist to look like a belt once more.
Not even two minutes into the walk, Mei starts talking, “Did you see that?! That was so cool—he was all whoosh, zoom, you ain’t gonna catch me!” She strikes a pose as she keeps going, “But no one can escape Long Xiaojiao, winner of the Great Wall Race, hahaha! And I got the Dragon Sword back~”
Yuhang nods along, then says, “You may have successfully retrieved the family’s relic, but you also caused intense damage to the house and the people within it, young miss. You must practice more caution for innocent bystanders.” The three of you turn the corner, stopping short in the main hall, and gesture towards the priceless artifacts and offerings that were destroyed.
“But I got the sword back!” Mei protests, gesturing to the sword. “Isn’t it good that I got back an important family relic and protected my family from danger?”
You let out a sharp exhale, feeling your annoyance come back all over again now that the adrenaline was slowly wearing off. “But you hurt people in the process. Look at all this damage done to your own home.” You gesture around you at the chaos. You look her in the eye, asking, “Are you saying you don’t care about the people who got hurt, Mei? I already knew you didn’t care about the relics in this house—but even your own staff?”
Yuhang stands there, silent, hands folded in front of them. Mei looks between you and them, then the sword in her hands. Conflict was clear as day all over her face, her grip tightening on the sword. The alarm shut off mere moments ago.
She looks at Yuhang again. “I—” then she closes her mouth and looks away, then back at you. “You—”
“Ahem.”
The three of you look over to the source of the noise and find a man and woman standing at the main entrance of the mansion.
“Master, Mistress,” Yuhang bows low, placing a hand over their fist. “You’ve returned early.”
“M—Mom, Dad!” Mei quickly hides the sword behind her back and lets out a nervous chuckle.
A small dragon made of white scales and green fur was perched on the shoulder of the man—Mei’s father. The dragon hops off, rushing over to Yuhang. Shedding scales for skin, the little dragon shifts back into the familiar young boy known as Jiayi and places himself next to his sibling.
You step off to the side, crossing your arms and trying to make yourself as inconspicuous as possible. Heavens, this was awkward. You just wanted to go home and cool off after a long and arduous week of equivalently talking to an overly sensitive brick wall. You didn’t need this on top of everything else already.
I’d rather deal with Six-Eared Macaque for a week than this.
I want to go home.
I want to be anywhere but here.
I want to be with MK or Tang or Uncle or Sandy.
I want…
I want to be with Wukong.
Mrs. Long pulls her hand from behind her back to reveal a minotaur bot’s head, dropping it without a care. “We figured we’d return home early to see how you were doing…” She looks around, eyeing the damage. “But I can already see how you’ve fared.”
“I—I can explain!” Mei hurries forward, showing them the Dragon Sword. “The bull bot boys, I told you about them, remember? They broke in and—and tried to steal the sword, but I didn’t let them! I protected the family!”
You bite your lip to hold back your quip. This wasn’t between you and Mei anymore, it was between her and her parents. You stay back, leaning against the wall and trying to make yourself as small as possible.
Mr. Long takes a breath now. He speaks to her, gently, too gently for someone who’s supposed to be reprimanded, “Little dragon, you did not protect this family. Look around you, really look.”
Mei slowly looks around, truly taking in the scene of the destroyed main hall and injured servants still being looked after. Her shoulders slump, mouth falling to a deep frown.
“Protecting this family means protecting everyone. The servants, the pets, the guests—” he looks at you now, making your shoulders hunch up, then he looks back at Mei “—not just yourself and your blood relatives. Everyone in this house shall be protected by the Dragons.”
“Okay, okay. I—I get it.” Mei hands the sword to her mother, wringing her hands in front of her. “I’m sorry.”
Mrs. Long sighs, handing the sword to Jiayi and says, “Take it back to the Dragon Claw Chamber. We’ll speak about upping security there later.” Once he walks off, she turns to Mei again. “You will truly understand by assisting in healing the servants who were hurt. We will pay for the repairs, but you will not be stepping foot out of this house until repairs are finished.”
Mei jumps, looking between her mother and father. “What—why?! But I—”
“Destroyed several offerings given to us by close family friends or followers, including artifacts that our ancestors have gathered that cannot be replaced and also brought harm to our staff,” Mr. Long cuts in. “This is the price to pay for acting so recklessly, little dragon.”
If anything, they were being too lenient with their punishment towards her, you think. If it were your parents, they would’ve made you take care of the repairs by yourself and take care of the staff that was hurt. All while paying a majority of it out of your own pocket—rather than them paying for all of it.
This only shows just how utterly spoiled Mei was by her parents, where even they couldn’t be too harsh to her because of her immediate shrinking in on herself. You shake your head, quietly stepping off to the side. This wasn’t a conversation you should even be listening in on or witnessing right now. You wanted to go home and decompress for the next month.
Would Wukong be bothered if I asked to stay at his temple for another week? Probably not.
“Hey, hey, hold on!” Mei grabs at your arm, pulling you out into the open. Her touch makes static shoot from your arm through your body. Like a thousand needles uncomfortably stabbing at you over and over and over. “Tell them it’s unfair! You got my back, right??”
Stop touching me.
Leave me alone.
I want to go home.
Stop touching me.
I need space.
I need out.
Stop touching me stop touching me STOP TOUCHING ME.
You yank your arm free. You speak slowly to try to keep yourself calm, “Do. Not. Touch. Me.”
Breathe. Your anger is getting to you again.
You inhale, then exhale. “You don’t want to know my opinion, Mei.”
Mei sputters, shrugging at you and exclaiming, “What do you mean? Obviously, they’re not being fair! Sure, I can help and stuff, but not leaving until the repairs are all done? That’s gonna take forever!”
Mrs. Long steps forward. “Xiaojiao, please stop trying to bring other people in on this. You’ve done it enough with your other friend—”
“Other friend? You did this with MK?” You whip your head around to Mei. “He sides with you in a heartbeat, how—”
She interrupts you, exclaiming, “But I’m right. It’s not fair!”
You move away from Mei, crossing your arms and lifting your chin. “And how is it fair that people got hurt? How is it fair that all these artifacts and offerings that were collected for centuries can just be destroyed—but you can’t be punished for being the main cause of all of this?” You gesture around you. “If anything, your parents are being lenient with you.”
She keeps protesting, “Objects can be replaced—!”
“Your father just said that these can’t be replaced!” You rub your face. “Ugh— just stop. Stop trying to drag other people into this. Stop trying to get them to side with you. It’s not my problem, nor is it MK’s. You fucked up. Stop trying to make excuses and actually own up to it and fix it.”
Watery mist billows out of Mei’s mouth, her eyes turning into slits again. Her own emotions were losing control as she spoke, “Maybe you should own up to your own mess-up! How about that?!”
Anger burning in you hotter and hotter like a furnace filled to the brim with coal ready to burst at any moment.
Breathe. Breathe.
You shake your head and give her a quizzical look. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“You’re the clairvoyant, not me!” She spoke with a panicked tone, making wild, accusatory gestures to you. “You should’ve seen this coming!!”
You’re the clairvoyant
You’re the target
You’re the one they want
The furnace of burning anger bursts, and no amount of breathing or calming words or gentle coaxing into a more quiet setting will quell the flames.
Not safe
I’m not safe anymore
I’m not safe here
Not safe with her
How could she how could she
She promised she wouldn’t tell SHE PROMISED
All control gone, burned away by the roaring rage inside you.
“What is WRONG with you?!” Your voice echoes down the halls with how loud you’ve shouted. The outburst wasn’t something anyone was expecting, especially not Mei. “I trusted you not to tell anyone about what I am! And—and—and you just—fucking shout it in front of everyone!!”
You jab your finger into her shoulder as you go on, “You do not get to just out me like that in front of everyone here because you’re upset I didn’t side with you!!”
Anger turned to panic turned back to anger. Millions of eyes, greedy eyes staring and staring and staring at you, into you, burning holes into your being into your core.
Breathe I need to breathe
I can’t I can’t it’s too hard
Can’t breath I can’t
You were in the ocean, desperately trying to get air, but all that came into your mouth was seawater.
I’m not safe they know they all know
What if they tell a demon?
What if one is already hiding and overheard?
What if they follow me home and find Uncle?
What if—
Chains and cages and scars and burns’
Knives at throats
Little oracle little pet
Mei’s pulled back and hidden behind her parents, who are now regarding you with intense judgment. “You have no right to speak to our daughter in such a way!” Mr. Long’s voice held the authority of a commander as he spoke to you, “She already—”
“Just fucking outed me to everyone here and whoever else could be listening in!!” You shout, your panic and rage mixing together in a pot, boiling hotter and hotter.
“That is no excuse to shout at her,” Mrs. Long says, tucking Mei further behind her. “You do not understand—”
“No, YOU don’t understand!” You point a finger at them now. “You don’t fucking understand what it’s like. You’ll never understand what it’s like to be hunted and enslaved and killed for what you are!!”
Breathe I need to breathe
Your chest is taught and tight, and sucking in air feels like you’re sucking it through a straw.
Not safe not safe
I need to leave I need to go
Need to see uncle need to see if he’s okay I need to
Your chest visibly heaves with each breath you take, trying and failing to calm your anger, your panic. “Forget it—just forget it—I can’t—” breathe “—I can’t. I’m done—I’m gone. You’ll never see me again—don’t even worry about it.”
Out I need out I need to get out
I’m not safe here I’m not safe
Need to go home need to need to
Make sure Uncle’s okay I need to I need to
You brush past Mei’s parents, past Mei, pausing only for one moment to look her in the eye. You say one final thing to her, your voice dripping with venom, “This is why you will never be reliable to anyone.”
You were out the door in a flash, tears of hurt and anger and betrayal stinging in your eyes. Your pace quickens more and more—you might as well be running at this point. You don’t care, though. You’re not safe here, you need to find safety. Home. You need to get home. You needed to see Uncle and make sure he was safe and okay and–
You trip over your own feet as you hurry out the gate, stumbling towards the ground—
But it’s not the ground that you hit.
It doesn’t feel like the ground, at least. It felt as if you had fallen into a pool, your body light and heavy at the same time, sinking before rising to the surface. Yet it was dark all around you, chilling. A familiar feeling from weeks ago.
The sensation was gone as soon as it came, and you weren’t outside the main gates of Mei’s house anymore.
You were home in your kitchen, with Macaque sitting at the dining table and eating a mango.
He takes a bite of the fruit with a lone comment, “Well, that was an earful.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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Before any of you comment let me just tap the sign real quick
//taps the sign that says "This is not canon-compliant and Mei is one of the characters who got the biggest re-write done to her. She, along with Macaque, is one of the most flawed characters in the fic right now and will be going through just as much growth as everyone else, she's just a late bloomer.
"Reader is also not perfect when it comes to helping others. Their help capacity is only at one (which is reserved for MK), and they don't realize it right now but will. Both Reader and Mei in this chapter are dumb and neither side are fully in the right or fully in the wrong bc they both fucked up."
Anyway--
This chapter was the hardest to write so far, mainly because of all that I wanted to cover in this while also keeping in what I wanted to have, and also just... re-writing Mei was difficult but 100% necessary XD
This is not where the "Mei time" ends, oh no my dear readers. It's only just begun, now that we finally have our feet in the mud.
Next chapter we'll be seeing things from the perspective of someone we haven't seen yet :3c and I can't wait to show you~Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 15: Perspective
Chapter Text
Sun Wukong stands atop a mountain—only it’s not a mountain. Not anymore, really. It’s more akin to a large hill now. The top of said mountain he sliced off with his Golden Cudgel to deal a final blow to Demon Bull King. Now the king is sealed away for all eternity, for no one can lift the staff like Wukong can.
Is it cruel irony that Sun Wukong chose a method once used on himself to use on another? Or perhaps a way for Demon Bull King to see what it is like to be sealed beneath a mountain. No one but the Great Sage himself would know the truth to it.
Drip-drip-drip go the tears trickling down his cheeks and onto his bloodstained hands.
Sun Wukong stands atop this mountain—this hill—only he’s not standing. He’s kneeling, his head hung low. His chest heaves. His armor dented in various places, cloak tattered at the ends, sleeves to his shirt completely sliced off. Blood stains his clothes, his armor, his face. His fur—once a vibrant orange that resembled a deep setting sun now splattered with crimson so dark it looks completely black should shadows touch it.
Drip-drip-drip go the tears, leaving rivulets of pink down his bloodied cheeks.
Sun Wukong kneels on this hill, his hands gripping the Golden Cudgel so tightly, his veins become more prominent. His eyes were blown wide, mouth agape, his chest still heaving with each breath he took. Each breath that turned into a choked sob at the end.
This image is not of the Great Sage, Equal to Heaven, who easily fell the Demon Bull King in a battle for the ages. This image is not of the Monkey King who rebelled against the heavens themselves and had the gall to pick a fight with the Buddha. This image is of a battle-worn monkey, tired, and beaten. This image is of a person who has lost so much already, and has lost one of the last remaining friends of the past.
He inhales.
He closes his eyes. He tucks his head lower. His hands tremble.
He exhales.
His trembling stops.
No longer do the tears drip-drip-drip.
Sun Wukong stands on this hill, his face that once held the look of someone who’s seen too much and lost too much, now as calm as the ocean on a sunny day. Clouds part to let the sun rays peek through and reveal the bloody, demolished battlefield where Sun Wukong and the Demon Bull King had fought. Crumpled houses, destroyed farmlands, and broken corpses of mortal innocents who couldn’t run fast enough littered the land.
Yet there are no wails of pain, no cries of mourning, no crumbling of structures.
The only sound is the gentle breeze tussling bloodstained fur.
Other than that, it’s quiet.
Quiet.
Quiet.
Sun Wukong lets go of the Golden Cudgel. He turns away from his weapon, stepping off the top of the hill and onto his nimbus.
He flies up, away from the cudgel.
He flies up, away from the hill.
He flies up, away from his brother.
Until his form vanishes into the clouds.
And he is gone.
…
…
…
Zan exhales, blinking slowly, slowly until the remains of his premonition fade away. He sits in his office chair, elbows resting on the armrest, fingers laced together. He eyes his notebook, labeled Sun Wukong, before he leans forward and grabs a pen.
He opens to the first page, twirling the pen between his fingers. He turns his head, spinning in his chair, to eye up the entire room. From the window, to the bookshelf, to the filing cabinet in the corner, he searches and searches and listens and listens.
No shadows warping, no figure lingering in the corner of the eye… all clear, for the time being.
However, one can never be too careful. Especially when one is hosting a shadow monkey who loves to drop in unannounced at random intervals of the day. So Zan sets up a ward to negate all shadow magic. It won’t hurt Six-Eared Macaque, of course not. It’ll simply yank him out of the shadows and not allow him to use his abilities until he leaves the office.
Once satisfied, Zan faces his desk again and gets comfortable in his chair, and then he puts his glasses on before beginning to write. His office was silent aside from the soft scritch scritch scritch of his pen on paper and the gentle birdsong outside his window.
Client: Sun Wukong; the Monkey King, Great Sage Equal to Heaven, Victorious-In-Strife Buddha
Subjective; Concerns of Client: While not claimed outwardly by Great Sage, it is noted that he holds himself to a standard unseen by others. That standard being that he must help any and all whom he considers close to him. Prime example; during Nibby’s relapse, Great Sage wasted no time to think of solutions to help them. He takes the trouble of others to shoulder them on top of his own issues. The reasoning behind this is unknown right now.
Anger issues still prevalent in him. They seem to be managed much better at first glance, but will continue observation.
Guilt seems to be another emotion prevalent in him. What the guilt is towards is unknown and can only be speculated until further investigation is executed.
Through observation, it is safely assumed he internalizes nearly all of his thoughts regarding himself and his own issues. Perhaps blocks them out by taking the burden of others so he doesn’t need to think about his own.
Through investigation by several means, it is concluded Great Sage uses masking techniques to hide his true feelings and therefore his true self. Whether this is subconsciously or consciously remains to be seen.
Subjective; Feelings of Client: TBA until at least two sessions with Great Sage.
Objective: While the session has not begun yet, it is noted that when the topic is turned towards Great Sage, he becomes more calmly spoken compared to his energetic speaking habits. His posture changes. He makes himself smaller, fidgets more, and tail movement is more prominent. Will add more after the first session.
Assessment: Though hesitant at first, Great Sage has agreed to attend weekly “get-togethers” as he puts them to voice any thoughts he’s kept in his head over the centuries.
Plan:
- Keep up weekly sessions with Great Sage in office to ensure privacy.
- Address the angry outbursts and work through strategies to help calm anger.
- If his anger issues are not as concerning as initially noted, will move onto any lingering guilt he carries.
- Ensure maximum comfort for Great Sage so he may feel safe to discuss thoughts and feelings.
- Utilize sound-proofing wards to ensure Six-Eared Macaque cannot listen in.
Zan places his pen down and stands. He strides over to the kitchen to pour himself a cup of coffee, ruminating over his plans.
Nibby won’t be home for another day or so—still having that sleepover with Mei, which he hopes is going alright—and Wukong’s first session will be next week. As for Six-Eared Macaque, his session will be coming up within the next hour or two.
So far, progress on Six-Eared Macaque’s own anger issues are bearing fruit; the breathing exercises working rather well and helping calm him down, as well as taking a step away from a situation that’s only making his anger rise. Actually realizing when he’s getting angry instead of getting lost in the feeling is still a work in progress, though; but at least he’s much better than he was two weeks ago.
Nonetheless, both Six-Eared Macaque and Sun Wukong are clients that Zan will need to tread more carefully around.
Even if Sun Wukong doesn’t see himself as a client just yet, it’s still a step in the right direction that he’s actively seeking out people to speak with.
While Zan has worked with many immortal demons in his time, never before has he worked with demons like them. The baggage those two carry would make Atlas from Greek mythology think the world was but a cloud on his shoulders. Both monkeys held such deep and clear animosity for one another, as well as heavy guilt for things left unsaid and undone in the past.
Though Six-Eared Macaque does not yet recognize those feelings of guilt in him yet, Zan is sure that he does indeed feel it. He most likely can’t put a name to that strange feeling in his chest. Which is why Zan is here to assist.
Yet even with all this weight they both carry, they subconsciously cling to the happier moments as if it were the only candle they had in the dark abyss.
And of course, neither of them dare to speak a word about it aloud. It’s a wonder why they can’t move forward from the past if they hold onto it so desperately. Fools.
Zan finishes preparing his coffee, his footsteps careful and silent as he walks back to his office. He only pauses at the door when he hears a voice, Six-Eared Macaque’s voice, muttering, “Are you kidding me?”
He looks inside, seeing the monkey in question peering over Zan’s notes about Sun Wukong. Six-Eared Macaque huffs, turning the notebook over. “What language is this??” Before he drops it back onto the desk and turns the page, continuing to try and fail to read it.
Ah, so he can’t read Latin. Good to know.
Quiet as ever, he steps into his office. He avoids the boards that creak under one’s foot when stepped on—having long memorized which spots make noise and which don’t—and settles himself behind Six-Eared Macaque. In one swift movement, he reaches around Six-Eared Macaque and slams the notebook shut, making the monkey jump a solid two feet in the air and landing on the filing cabinet.
Zan smiles, a smile that doesn’t fully reach his eyes. “Will I need to add respecting privacy to our next session, Six-Eared Macaque?”
You will learn the hard way not to pull this shit on me or anyone.
He doesn’t answer, only looking at Zan, an expression of bewilderment on his face. His six ears twitch and flatten against his head, his fur standing on end. His tail whips against the side of the filing cabinet, his lips slowly pulling back to reveal his sharp teeth.
Mmm… becoming agitated and cautious, as expected.
Zan remains calm, keeping himself open to show Six-Eared Macaque he’s no threat. “I suppose we could pen that in—”
“You snuck up on me,” Six-Eared Macaque steps off the filing cabinet, eyes never leaving Zan’s form, fur still standing as if someone rubbed a balloon all over it.
Zan tilts his head, placing his coffee mug on the desk. “And?”
That only seems to make the monkey more agitated, his tail whipping behind him and slapping against the desk now. Last time he got this mad, he had forced Zan back against the wall to try and trap Zan and make himself appear more intimidating.
This time, however, Six-Eared Macaque only remains where he’s standing and says through clenched teeth, “No one sneaks up on me.”
It seems he’s practicing keeping his anger under… slightly better control.
Zan is already well aware that no one and nothing can beat the hearing of the Six-Eared Macaque. No celestial being, no demon, no mortal. He can hear any and all things that happen within the entire world and still choose to hone in on one thing to listen to. Some even speculated his ability to hear past and future events, but that has remained to be seen. Whether the battle with Sun Wukong caused his hearing in his right ears to fail a little or even fail completely, he made no show of it.
It matters not, either way. For when one becomes overconfident in their abilities, that’s when they slip more often. Rather than point that out, however, Zan only gives Macaque a soft smile. “Well, I just did. Now, aside from attempting to read notes on my client, was there anything you needed?”
“What the hell are you?” He mutters as Zan sits back down in his office chair.
“A therapist most of the time, a seer other times, and an uncle all the time,” he chuckles, sipping his coffee.
“More like a crackpot all the time,” Six-Eared Macaque scoffs. “You got enough traps in the place, by the way? I think you need a couple more.”
Ah, so he found some of them. Considering I haven’t heard any screaming or crashing, he didn’t activate them.
Good, they’re such a hassle to reset.
“Do I?” He hums and takes his pen, writing something down on a sticky notepad. “I’ll be sure to do just that, thank you for your insight, Six-Eared Macaque.”
“Great! Maybe I’ll actually have a challenge coming into your house.” Perching himself back on the filing cabinet, Six-Eared Macaque lets out a huff and grins at Zan. “You make it really easy, you know? A wandering demon could just come in and snatch you or your precious little nibbling up.”
“Do you prefer I update my wards to make it impossible for anyone to come in without permission?” Zan asks, starting up his computer.
Another scoff. It sounded almost like a laugh. “What—like those European vampires?”
“Exactly like that. It can teach you some manners in knocking before entering someone’s home.” He waits for his computer to take its time starting up before opening his emails. He has plenty to answer and plenty more to send out.
Six-Eared Macaque crosses his arms and shrugs. “Eh, knocking… doors… they were never my thing.”
He hums in response, saying, “That’s evident. But, to get back on topic, if there’s nothing you need from me right now, I’m afraid I will be busy. If you wish to stay, that’s alright; and if you’re hungry, there’s a fresh batch of mangoes and plums in the kitchen for you.”
Six-Eared Macaque doesn’t respond to the statement, simply observing Zan closely with his good eye. His tail swayed. He eyed up the notebook. Looked back at Zan. Watched him type away at email after email. Sometimes he’d even peek at what the email was saying, but Zan would simply minimize the task to ensure the privacy of his clients (and his own information) were kept. That would make a sour expression appear on the monkey’s face, him letting out a soft, “Tch, spoilsport.” But he wouldn’t do anything further than that.
He certainly acted differently around Zan than he did around Nibby, Zan notes. When he was allowed to be around Nibby, Six-Eared Macaque never hesitated to say a quip or make a jab at them. At any opportunity, he poked and prodded and tried to see how Nibby would react, as if it were a game. Perhaps he’s trying to figure out their limit, or perhaps he enjoys the reactions he gets from them. Zan isn’t sure, but it certainly is something that will need to be discussed in the next session.
With Zan, however, Six-Eared Macaque is quiet and observant, watching and thinking. He used to jeer at Zan more often, almost as much as he did with Nibby. Each time, however, Zan would just respond with his own quip or comment, making the usually taunting and talkative monkey fall silent. Perhaps Zan made it too obvious how much he sees and knows. Perhaps Six-Eared Macaque is one of the few who notices.
Given that, from what Zan’s read about the monkey, he was the observer of the duo between him and Wukong, it would make sense that he notices things that most others don’t.
Maybe I should make it more challenging for Six-Eared Macaque to notice certain aspects of myself… hmm… that would be good fun, I feel. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to have that sort of fun.
Judging from the expression he has, he’s certainly got questions, but has yet to act on asking. How many in his mind? Will he ask any of them? Only time will tell if he will. I hope so, his questions are always so interesting and helpful to better understand his person.
Tik-tik-tik goes Zan’s keyboard as he responds to an email. Macaque has said nothing yet.
If he doesn’t say anything in fifteen minutes, I’ll simply crack the door open and see if he’ll try to open it further.
Tik-tik-tik. The email is responded to. Still nothing.
Tik-tik-tik. Another response. Still he remains silent.
Once it hits the fifteen-minute marker, Zan decides to speak up. Perhaps Six-Eared Macaque just needs some initial coaxing to get him started for whatever subject is on his mind, much like Nibby.
Speaking of…
“How are things between you and nibby so far, Six-Eared Macaque?” He asks after finishing his response to another email. He keeps his tone soft and inviting, but not too friendly. He learned quickly that Six-Eared Macaque gets overly suspicious at people who act too friendly with him.
Zan begins to compose one to a client of his as Macaque’s ears twitch at the question. The email’s only a simple calling upon a favor from Auntie. He's in need of some seeds from the Undercity so he can add them to his garden. Of course, he also wants to check in with Auntie. It’s been much too long since he last spoke to her.
Six-Eared Macaque’s tail twitches. His hands flex, clenching into fists then unclenching.
A quip will come first, then the coaxing of his true thoughts can be attempted.
“As well as one can get from an overly paranoid and damaged clairvoyant such as them,” he says with a light huff. “You should already know, Uncle.”
Just as predicted.
Zan pauses in typing his email and faces Six-Eared Macaque, leaning back in his chair and resting his ankle on his knee. “Are you taking the advice I recommended?”
“What, like being friendly with them? Asking about the weather?” A scoff. A roll of his eyes. “Please, Zan. We both know that’s not going to work with them.”
Of course it won’t, because you don’t allow yourself to take the steps necessary to make friends with them, Zan muses quietly with a sigh. You idiot, you’re so stuck in your ways you think you’re just meant to break everything you touch.
“Of course it won’t,” Zan says, keeping his tone even but firm, “but what will work is showing them that you wish to make amends. Words may help, but it’s the actions that follow after that truly help pave the path to trust.” He makes a small gesture with his hand as he speaks. “Answer me this, if you will—and please answer honestly; what are your feelings for what happened that night?”
Zan doesn’t need to imply further, knowing full well Six-Eared Macaque understands what he’s getting at. The pause lasted no more than three seconds, but it was enough for Zan to get the idea. Rather than speak, he lets Six-Eared Macaque talk, “Hah, you—” he doesn’t finish his sentence, the words dying right before they leave. He observes Zan again, more thinking, more waiting.
Zan waits as well, patient. “Me…?” He offers, gesturing for Six-Eared Macaque to continue. Gently coaxing, but never forcing him through the door.
Conflict.
It’s the most common look in Six-Eared Macaque’s eyes that Zan notices.
There are moments he hesitates, moments he’s truly thinking of what to do or say—even more so now after a few therapy sessions. His personality isn’t too far from a cat’s—Zan thinks. One that was hurt too many times to trust any form of positive attention or affection, but still quietly and secretly craves it.
Just as I thought, he acts so different compared to the other monkeys I’ve met in my time. As if he weren’t raised by other monkeys.
Could the conflict be the inner battle Six-Eared Macaque has? It seems the most likely. Zan hasn’t forgotten what he said on the night Zan first officially met him. His black and white mentality of heroes and villains… It’s clear as day to Zan that a view was forced onto Macaque so many times that the monkey himself now believes it. To this day, even, he’s continuing to make himself believe it.
Zan has ideas, theories, judging from the small amount of visions of Six-Eared Macaque’s memories he’s coaxed out to look deeper into the monkey’s side of the story—
Alone in a house on a mountain, sobbing and crying as he clings to his mother-in-law, yearning and yearning and yearning for a love lost to come home
It’s not fair why did it have to be him it could’ve been anyone else why him why did he have to do that I miss him so much it’s not fair
Alone in a house covered in vines and flowers comforted but still wanting, still yearning for him
I only just got him back and he’s gone again no no NO it’s not FAIR
Alone in a palace with sworn brother and sister and mother-in-law all of them talking as if nothing happened discussing names for a child yet to be born
He was supposed to come home to me to our family not help some stupid mortal monk I hate this I HATE THIS
Alone all alone all alone and abandoned and forgotten and hurting inside hurting all over and filled with anger so much anger
He left us he hurt us he left me HE HURT ME HOW COULD HE HE PROMISED
ITS HIS FAULT HIS FAULT ALL HIS FAULT
—but that’s all for later.
Six-Eared Macaque mutters his response in a voice so quiet, Zan almost misses it, “It wasn’t supposed to happen that way.”
Six-Eared Macaque’s looking at his hands, his tail swaying and twitching, his eyes darting to several random spots near him. Zan has seen this behavior from others enough to know that he is remembering what happened. His mind had to be swirling with thoughts he didn’t know how to voice.
There’s the guilt he tries so hard to hide. The guilt he can’t put a name to.
His mind is akin to a garden, Zan thinks. His thoughts were the plants that require attention and care to grow, to flourish. Like a garden vulnerable to disease and pests, his thoughts were vulnerable to negative influences that can damage his mental health. Except rather than tend to his garden of thoughts, he let negative thoughts weed and fester, damaging the soil and taking root in his mind, his heart.
What he must do is weed those negative thoughts and influences out, and reshape his thinking with more positive ones.
Hmm… that’s a nice analogy. I’ll save that for later.
One thing was for sure, though, Six-Eared Macaque did feel a form of regret. Though it was an offhanded admittance, it was enough for Zan to continue. He sits up, making himself more comfortable in his chair, and takes his mug. Another gesture to Six-Eared Macaque, and a question, “What was supposed to happen, then?”
Six-Eared Macaque’s head snaps up to look at him. “What was supposed to happen?” He jumps off the filing cabinet to stand in front of Zan now, staring down at him. “What was supposed to happen was your precious little nibbling was supposed to give me my fucking visions. What was supposed to happen after that was me making Wukong pay for what he’s done—then I can be gone from here.” He leans closer to Zan’s face, though Zan makes no move to back off. “But of course, that didn’t happen. Because your ‘little nibby’ went and somehow ruined it.”
“Shoving blame onto someone else will not absolve the guilt you feel,” Zan says back without missing a beat. His face falls to a neutral expression, keeping Six-Eared Macaque’s gaze. “Nor will shoving the blame to someone else fix the issue.”
He backs off, his lips still pulled into a scowl and tail whipping about behind him, colliding with several objects unfortunate enough to be in the way. Zan stays sitting, sipping his coffee.
“I. Don’t. Feel. Guilty,” Six-Eared Macaque says through clenched teeth.
He asks, “Then what do you feel?”
“Pissed off at you and your stupid nibbling for wasting my time when time is something I don’t—!” He doesn’t get to finish the sentence, forcibly shoved back by the power of the wards.
Zan’s neutral expression falls to a frown, but he speaks in a gentler tone, “Remember your breathing, Six-Eared Macaque—”
“Shove your breathing exercises!” Six-Eared Macaque roars, pressed against the wall again by the force of the wards. “Who do you think you are— nng! —talking like you fucking know me—!”
“You make it very easy to know you,” Zan stands and walks over to him, calm as ever, with feet nary making a sound. “However… our session will be starting in a moment, and we can discuss that at a later date.”
The anger was clear as day on his face. Zan can hear the hissing of the shadows outside the office, wanting to come in.
He won’t listen. Not in this state. Breathing and meditation hasn’t worked very well and definitely won't at this moment, so how about…
Zan’s smile returns. “I know another way you can properly let loose your anger, Six-Eared Macaque.”
The monkey in question lets out a bitter laugh. When he’s finally not being pushed back by the wards, he stands up straighter and rolls his shoulders back. He asks in a mocking tone,“Oh? And what’s that? More meditation? Talking about it? Haha—yoga, even?”
“Spar with me.”
He makes a choked noise at Zan’s statement. The sheer shock Six-Eared Macaque no doubt felt made the wards deactivate in an instant. He lands on his feet, bracing his hands against the wall so he doesn’t fall over. He sputters, staring at Zan as if he had grown three heads. “What—are you suicidal or something?”
“Not at all.” Zan keeps his hands folded behind him, his smile still present.
“You realize what a fight against me is going to be like for your sad little mortal body.”
“There will be no magic used, and I trust you will dumb down your power to not bring serious harm to me—which is technically part of our deal.” Zan looks over his nails, then back at Six-Eared Macaque and says, “But I believe there is one thing you might be missing to help let your anger out. Especially when trying to let it out in a way that works best for you. Sparring is what I’ve concluded to be that solution, especially when it gets like this,” he makes a vague gesture to Macaque.
“You just gestured to all of me.”
“Exactly,” his eyes shimmer in the light with mischief. “Now, would you like to spar?”
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“You are— huff—way too spry for an old man.”
“I’m not as old as you think I am.”
“Oh, really? Huff— Coulda fooled me with all that silver hair of yours.”
“Hah, that is because of all the things I carry on my shoulders that no one else sees. It made my hair gray at an early age. But I quite like it, it’s a nice touch. Now, how are you feeling?”
… huff
…
“…Better.”
“Good to hear! We’ll add that to the list of things you can attempt when in need of getting your anger out. If meditation or communication doesn’t work, then we shall spar.”
“Think you can keep up with that, old man?”
“I kept up with you today.”
“…Hm.”
“How do you feel about beginning our session now?”
“…Mmm…Sure.”
“Wonderful, do you have a proper sitting area in your dojo?”
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Tea is brewed.
Zan sits at the table across from Six-Eared Macaque. He doesn’t touch his cup while Zan takes a quiet sip, ignoring the slight ache in his bones from the sparring match.
He asks Six-Eared Macaque, “It has been a moment, so I’ll ask again; how are you handling the transgression between you and nibby?”
Six-Eared Macaque scoffs, his tail flicking behind him. He leans back against the chair, crossing his arms. “Heh, didn’t I already answer that?”
Zan merely raises a brow and says, keeping his tone even, “You gave me a sarcastic answer. I would like a proper one.”
His mocking smirk turned into a scowl, his tail whipping about. He rolls his eyes and makes a dismissive wave with his hand. “They’re a broken little thing filled with paranoia who will never trust me. I took your advice, gave the apology and everything, and they want nothing to do with me.“ He grabs his cup of tea and drinks it. “What makes you think I’ll be able to ‘fix’ the shit between us?”
Hm.
Alright.
If he wants to play that game, Zan will play it with him.
Zan sets his teacup down and laces his fingers together, staring Six-Eared Macaque down. “Let me answer your question with a question… If Sun Wukong were to approach you right now and give a tactless apology, you would be furious, yes?”
Not a question he was expecting, Six-Eared Macaque nearly chokes on the tea, coughing and staring at Zan with wide eyes. “What—of-fucking- course, I’d be furious!” He punches the table, the shadows growing restless at an alarming rate.
The shadow magic reacts to his mood, shifting and shivering. Warping and moving. Eyes opening. The room becomes nothing more than an abyss of darkness, with thousands of eyes staring and staring and staring at Six-Eared Macaque and Zan.
Zan hasn’t moved an inch, his face remaining neutral.
Six-Eared Macaque’s voice raised as he continued speaking, until he was full on shouting, “That bastard hurt me—hurt my brothers—my family —and you expect me to accept some shitty apology after all he’s done?!”
Zan doesn’t miss a beat with his retort, his expression turning cold, “Then why is it okay for you to give a tactless apology to nibby, after all you have done?”
Everything falls silent. The whispers cease, the shadows frozen as if someone had pressed the pause button on a remote. Six-Eared Macaque is frozen too, looking like he was ready to reach for Zan with the intent to harm, but stops short.
It’s clear Six-Eared Macaque hasn't developed his empathy very well. He can’t help but think of himself first, and that’s the first thought process he goes through when he’s interacting with the world. While not inherently a bad thing—he’s not completely selfish, per se—but it does leave many assumptions. To people who don’t understand how people like Six-Eared Macaque works, who put their feelings first before others, it leaves them to attack those feelings. Thus losing the opportunity of getting to know the deeper thoughts behind that vanguard.
And, of course, because Six-Eared Macaque and others like him tend to think of their feelings first, it leads to moments of hypocrisy. Calling someone out on their hypocrisy can always go many, many ways. Now Zan just needs to see what he will do at this moment.
While Zan waits, he keeps talking, “You essentially cornered a frightened, traumatized animal and expected it to submit to your desires. Then you act as if you were the one who was wronged when this cornered animal rightfully bared its teeth and claws at you.”
More silence. More waiting. More restless whipping of Six-Eared Macaque’s tail as his eyes start darting around, his mind no doubt swirling with thousands of thoughts and memories.
Zan keeps going, keeping his tone firm but not harsh, “Delicate bonds like these will not be solved by simply giving an apology away as if it were a used napkin. It is possible for you to mend the bond and allow this to blossom to something greater, but you must acknowledge the damage you’ve done to them and yourself in order to do so.”
“Stop acting like I can actually fix these things,” Six-Eared Macaque growls, digging his claws into the table. “Stop acting like I can be some kind of—of hero that can save the day and make everything better with just a snap.”
Zan presses forward, not backing down, “I did not say you were a hero. I simply said it was possible for you to fix what you broke.”
“That’s practically the same thing!” He slams his fist on the table again, the darkness closing in. “Heroes are the one who fixes shit, while villains are the ones who break it—why is that so hard for you to fucking get?!”
“Six-Eared Macaque,” Zan says, slow and calm, “Breathe with me. In, and then out, just like this.”
Zan inhales, and exhales. He does so again.
On the third time, Six-Eared Macaque copies Zan.
He breathes in, and then out.
“Once more,” Zan says.
A second time.
A third.
His raised hackles calm, his flattened ears relaxing, tail no longer whipping and slapping against the floor.
“How are you feeling?”
“…
“…Fine.”
Zan opens his hand to Six-Eared Macaque, keeping his posture readable, “Would you like to hear what I have to say?”
An offering, as he always gave. Whether Six-Eared Macaque will take it or not is up in the air, but Zan gives the option to him all the same.
…
…
Six-Eared Macaque crosses his arms, leaning back against his chair. “Fine.”
A foot in the door. Much better compared to the last time Zan attempted this. He speaks slowly and carefully, though remains unwavering in his words, “You speak of heroes and villains like the world is made of black and white. You believe yourself to be the villain and Sun Wukong the hero. People do not normally think this way, Six-Eared Macaque.
“People who have convinced themselves to be a villain—they are normally forced to believe such a thing. Be it from outer or inner sources, your mind was rewired to the point you think you’re beyond any form of good deeds. For that isn’t you, you’re not a hero who saves people or makes them feel safe. You’re a villain, someone who hurts others, makes them fear the shadows, fear you.”
Agitation was replaced with a different expression Zan hasn’t seen Six-Eared Macaque have before. Distress. It’s subtle, barely noticeable to people who can’t see it, but Zan has spent too many years watching and reading others to miss it. The slightest twitch of his brows, his lips pressed together, tail tightly wrapped around the leg of the chair to avoid giving anything away—but his eyes showed it all.
His eyes slightly glazed over with memories of the past. Zan has seen this many, many times as well. Not just with Nibby, but with Sandy too, and plenty of other clients of his.
Zan makes a gesture with his hand to get Six-Eared Macaque’s attention. He says, “You are not a villain, Six-Eared Macaque.”
The distress gives way to shock, then disbelief, then right back to distress. Having someone tell Six-Eared Macaque this wasn’t something he was ever expecting, Zan surmises. He can’t find himself blaming the monkey, either.
Years—no, centuries of this monkey believing himself to be someone who only exists to harm others and destroy. Centuries of these thoughts mixing in his head, making him think it was reality, that it was truth, that it was law. Centuries of no one ever telling him that this wasn’t right. It warped his entire reality, fully convincing himself that he will never be capable of doing things that are considered “good.”
It was written in scripture that he was the villain in Sun Wukong’s story. Now, plenty of others think this is reality, to the point even Six-Eared Macaque himself thinks it is.
Zan continues to speak, “You are not a villain. You are a monkey who’s had the views of other people forced upon you, telling you over and over and over again that you are a monster who only destroys everything he touches.
“And after centuries of this, you didn’t need their words anymore—you were telling it to yourself. I’m here to tell you, my friend, that the world is not black and white. It is not heroes and villains. It’s a complicated mess of grays, and there are times that people will tell their own version of the story—”
“Why does it matter, anyway?” Six-Eared Macaque scoffs, his previous demeanor changed from distress to disinterest.
Both he and Great Sage use similar masking techniques, but they’re still different in a sense. Great Sage simply shuts his emotions down, while Six-Eared Macaque forces a new emotion to take over… Most of the time being indifference.
A defense mechanism all the same to avoid the feelings they don’t like to experience.
Though Six-Eared Macaque speaks in a more quickened tone, a sign that he was still upset, “Let the truth be twisted. Let my life be twisted. They buried the side of the story they will never learn. There’s no point in trying to dig it up.”
“And it’s that attitude that will leave you stuck—unable to move forward.” Zan pours another cup of tea for the both of them. Six-Eared Macaque taps his index and middle finger on the table. The movement was automatic, Zan notes.
It seems some lessons from his mother—
A tiny, tiny monkey, not big enough to look over the chair on his own, watches Mama pour tea for her and him and Baba. He climbs onto the chair all on his own because he can do it! He’s great at climbing!
“Lotus,” says Mama, smiling gently, lovingly, “Remember to tap the table.” She shows him how it’s done. “It’s customary when someone pours tea for you. A polite way of expressing thanks without having to actually say thank you.”
“Why not just say it?” Little Macaque asks, his six ears twitching.
“What if we’re talking?” Asks Baba in return. “It’d interrupt the conversation if we pause every time someone pours our tea to say thank you.”
“Oh.” That’s simple enough. He does that, copying what Mama did. “Like that?”
“Exactly like that, my lotus,” Mama coos, kissing his forehead. “When you’re old enough to hold the teapot on your own, I’ll show you how to perform tea ceremonies.”
—stuck with him, even after all these years.
Zan doesn’t say anything about it, though. He simply watches Six-Eared Macaque quietly drink his tea. Zan speaks up, telling him, “You must remember, Six-Eared Macaque, there are two sides to every story. Even yours.”
He holds the cup without drinking the tea, leaning back to make himself seem less aggressive. This was a delicate discussion and one wrong move will shatter all progress made. “You aren’t a villain of this story, Six-Eared Macaque. You are the victim of a story that paints you like one. That is why you are here, discussing this with me.”
Something new flashes in Six-Eared Macaque’s eyes. An epiphany, perhaps? It was gone so quick, Zan wasn’t able to fully make it out. But something changed in his demeanor. Though his shoulders were still squared and tense, his tail wrapped around the chair leg, his face fell into deep thought.
Slowly, his body relaxes, his tail uncoiling from the chair and swaying behind him. His eyes meet Zan’s, carefully searching and looking for anything that might be some kind of trick. For the first time since he’s known Macaque, he looks almost… lost.
How long has it been since he’s felt like someone was even remotely on his side?
Was his mother-in-law truly the last person to take his side before things fell apart?
Either way, it’s been much too long since such a thing happened…
Zan asks, gently, “Would you like to continue?”
One lone eye the color of a sunset roam and search some more, before darting away. Six-Eared Macaque scoffs, though it has less bite to it than before. “Not like I can stop you, anyway.”
“You can,” Zan reminds him. “The moment you don’t want to talk about this anymore and wish for this to end, you are allowed to say so.”
There’s a pregnant pause as he looks Zan over once more. He’s watching, searching for something—most likely a fib or a catch.
He finds nothing.
So he leans back in his chair and gestures for Zan to continue.
“Excellent. Now, if I were to use an analogy…”
“UGH—” Six-Eared Macaque rolls his eyes, immediately regretting the decision. “You and your damn analogies. Do you have a booklet for them or something? How do you have so many?!”
Zan just smiles and chuckles, “Would you believe me if I said I had a booklet?”
“It wouldn’t surprise me,” was Six-Eared Macaque’s deadpan response. Then he waves his hand. “But fine, fine. Go ahead with your stupid analogy.”
He says with a smile that shines in his eyes, “Your thoughts are like a garden…”
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A feeling pings in Zan’s mind, like the gentle ringing of a bell.
His alarm ward went off.
Someone entered the house.
But the only person inside right now should be Six-Eared Macaque, yes? Nibby wasn’t going to be home for another day.
Yet as Zan leaves his garden to go inside—
“They’re not going to find you, oracle.”
“You don’t know that!”
Ah, never a moment’s break.
He sees Nibby making wild gestures as they speak to Six-Eared Macaque, who looks as lax as ever, eating a mango. He lingers and waits, wanting to first see how the monkey will handle this. He worries about his nibbling and wants to know why they’ve returned early, especially in such a distressed state, but he also wants to grant Six-Eared Macaque a chance at practicing what he talked about with Zan.
He’ll still step in if he thinks things are going to escalate.
“You don’t know if they won’t find me here or not. You have six fucking ears—you heard it all, didn’t you?! She said it—shouted it, even! And—and—”
Six-Eared Macaque sighs, his tail twitching, and tells them, “Tracking shadow magic is harder than you think it is. There’s a reason not much is written about shadow demons and hardly anyone has ever seen them—they can be close to impossible to track if you don’t know what you’re doing.”
His tone was more controlled, though held a hint of annoyance. “If any demons overheard the conversation—they’re not going to find you now.” It was his own way of telling Nibby they were safe, and though it didn’t work immediately, it did work.
Their breathing calmed as they sucked in air and exhaled, leaning against the kitchen island for support. They quickly wipe the tears from their face, taking another breath. They were trembling—for what reason Zan is not sure. Anger? Fear? A mix of both?
He’ll step in now—
“Why did you do that?” They ask, causing Zan to stop his movement.
“Hmm?” Six-Eared Macaque hums, then lets out a chuckle that’s forced and awkward. “Oh—why did I pull you out of there? Well—I waaaas gonna enjoy watching you stumble your way home, but it just looked way too sad.”
Their sharp eyes regarded him with caution and distrust. Their movements were not too far from a feral street cat that’s been kicked around too much, and any act of kindness—which, yes, Zan will mark Six-Eared Macaque’s action as one—will put them on edge. Not to mention, considering the history between the two of them, he can’t blame Nibby’s extreme caution regarding the monkey.
No matter what Six-Eared Macaque does, Nibby will just question it even harder—even if it was a simple act of kindness. It twists in some form, in some way, to write the narrative that he has an ulterior motive. As if he’s forming some kind of scheme. That might be why he continuously describes Nibby as “paranoid.” In a way, they bite each other’s tails without even realizing it.
These attitudes will hinder either of them from progressing unless something is done about it. Six-Eared Macaque is slowly pushing his way through, but it may deem futile if Nibby doesn’t give, despite his efforts—subtle as they are.
It’s going to take a lot of time for Nibby to change their perspective of Six-Eared Macaque—and even more time for them to come to better terms. But this is a good start for Macaque.
They’ve calmed down more, at least. Their breathing is normal and their hands no longer shake. They eyed Six-Eared Macaque up, roaming and searching his body language for anything out of place. Though, Zan is unsure if they will be able to notice anything. They were still in a slight state of panic, ready to snap at anything that moved wrong.
Rather than let the tension continue, Zan steps in now. “Nibby?” He asks, pulling his gardening gloves off. “What happened?”
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Zan takes a breath when Nibby finishes explaining what happened. Ah, this was something he expected to happen but hoped it wouldn’t. Alas, it seems Nibby has watched Zan too much when it comes to taking burdens of others and trying to shoulder them.
They weren’t ready for such a thing, not when they were so quiet and introverted themselves. They had a limit, and they already pushed it with this. Spending such a prolonged time with just little Mei and no one else was bound to push them to their limit.
I’m shocked they stayed as long as they did. Only proves they got their father’s stubbornness.
So he asks Nibby, “Would you like to hear what I have to say?”
They sigh, sip their water, staring at their cup. “Sure, Uncle. That’s fine.”
He hovers his hand by their shoulder, and when they nod, he places his hand there. “It is a good thing you wished to help Mei grow, to understand her—but you also need to know your own limits. You aren’t used to doing things like this. Not like me or Sandy. Your patience with helping others is limited to one person, and that person is MK.”
He offers to pull them closer, and so they scoot to his side, letting him place his hand on their back. He rubs their back gently in a circular motion, continuing to say, “From what you told me, you were also at your limit already from an endless cycle of socializing with a very energetic girl.”
“I…” They shake their head, running their fingers through their hair. “I know she was trying to make friends with me. She was trying, and I appreciate that for her, but she was trying in ways that wouldn’t work for someone like me.”
“Does she have any other friends aside from MK?”
“As far as I’ve deduced, MK is her only friend.”
“Hmm…” That would certainly explain several things that Zan was theorizing, but he’ll save that for another day. He looks at Nibby. “Now, I must tell you that while what she did was wrong—outing you as a clairvoyant to her family and the servants, and also scarcely respecting your need for alone time and space, you also allowed your emotions to control you.”
Another sigh. They nod quietly.
Zan makes gestures as he talks and begins to explain to them, “When confronting an ignorant perspective, it is best not to react to their ignorance, and rather use this opportunity to inform them and educate them with the information they are clearly lacking on. If you cannot offer options at the time, you should be firm with what your mind needs at the time, which was to walk away from the situation.
“Ignorance is not a source of aggression towards you, nor is it a lack of care. Mei’s ignorance of our lineage was not that, it’s simply the fact that she just doesn't know about the gravity that our history has. And it’s clear that she doesn't know her own either.”
He pauses for a moment to take a breath, continuing to rub their back. He takes a moment to let them process, before they nod for him to continue, “This is not excusing what Mei or her family have done. But know that they only reacted so harshly to you because you already raised that scale for them. And to be clear, this is the first impression that Mei’s parents have perceived from you—so a lot of their emotions will probably be very raw, since they don’t know much about you, if anything at all.”
Nibby rubs their face with a soft groan. “It also doesn’t help that Mei lacks the tools to keep herself preoccupied when she’s in a place of her own alone time.”
Zan nods, adding onto their statement, “It’s clear to me that is the fault of her parents. And their attitude as well with our lineage serves a lot to explain Mei’s attitude towards you, especially with your history.
“All in all, it’s clear that their current family needs much reminding and a lot more humbling, which is not a duty you should be in charge of. Especially with how much stress it brought you.”
He keeps rubbing their back, watching them sip their water and stare at the ground. Thoughts swirled in their mind like a mystery soup mix, full of unknown opinions and words that Zan will only know if they choose to voice it. But he doesn’t press, he only lets them sit and ruminate.
They nod once. “I understand. I—” they purse their lips, then clear their throat “—I’m still—ugh—my emotions are still raw. I’m still angry. Still upset. I just—need some time.” They make a small gesture with their hand and say, “I’m—angry at her family. A little at her. Mostly at myself.”
“I understand, nibby, it’s alright.” He pats their back, pulling their head closer to place a kiss on the top of their head. “Take your time to meditate, alright? Everyone was at fault for this, not just you or Mei.”
“I know. I will,” they rest their head on his shoulder for a second, before standing up. “I need a nap. It’s been… a day. I’ll meditate on it and—we can talk more about it later, if that’s alright.”
“Of course it is!” He stands up with them and ruffles their hair with a smile. “Get some rest, nibby. We can talk more later if you would like.” He walks with them to the door leading out of his office.
They pause before he opens the door, looking thoughtful. “Hey, Uncle…”
“Yes?”
“What…” They hum, thinking of how to word it, before asking him, “I know you’re not allowed to give details because he’s technically your client, but… What happened between you and Six-Eared Macaque? He… seems different.”
Zan grins, his eyes gleaming.
“Progress.”
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Alright… So if Mei’s parents are as ignorant as I’m assuming they are, based on Nibby’s retelling of the events, I can reem their asses. Gently. Somewhat gently. It depends on how stupid they are.
Then, if possible, I’ll see if I can “happen to” bump into Mei and try to speak with her privately and get her side of it. It seems she’ll be needing all the help she can get to grow, but I’ll need to gather information first. MK is a good support system, but he is just one boy already busy with his own duties—and Nibby cannot handle it right now. Not on their own.
Let’s see if I can push things in a direction that benefits everyone…
And let’s also see how tested my patience can be.
The Long family home is a grand place, Zan muses. As grand as a mansion can be when there were various bits of debris and broken glass scattered all over the area.
Red Son’s bots certainly didn’t care about collateral damage… I wonder if this’ll impact his family negatively.
The servant—Yuhang—guided him inside once he was allowed entry, and taken to a tearoom. There, patiently waiting for him, sat Mei’s mother, Long Xin; and Mei’s father, Long Qing.
Zan bows his head in thanks to Yuhang before striding over to the table and taking a seat. At the table were various snacks—mostly fruits that are ripe during summer, and tea set up for the three of them. Once Zan is situated in his seat, Qing pours him a cup of tea. Zan taps his index and middle finger on the table in thanks.
“You wished to speak with us about the outburst of your nibbling, Mr. Zhao?” Xin asks him, her back straight and sharp eyes staring into him.
Oh, this is going to be interesting.
Zan offers a polite smile, though it’s touched with insincerity. “There are many things I would like to discuss with you and your husband, Mrs. Long. Including what happened between your daughter and my nibbling.”
“If I may be bold for a moment, Mr. Zhao,” Qing starts slowly, shipping his tea. He adjusts his glasses as he watches Zan’s every move.
This will certainly be fun to listen to. I wonder if Six-Eared Macaque is listening in? I feel he’ll get a kick out of what’s about to happen.
He gestures for Qing to continue.
“Your nibbling had no right to speak to our daughter in such a way,” Qing says, “She was already reprimanded for her reckless chase after that bull clone. To be shouted at no less afterward—why—would you enjoy such a thing, sir?”
Would you enjoy having a secret you’ve been desperately keeping suddenly be revealed to strangers?
I certainly don’t enjoy being run down by a bull clone and your daughter, either, sir. I pity your servants.
Already several things swirl in his mind about what he will say to them. But not yet, he reminds himself. For now, he keeps his expression neutral, almost cold, as he listens to them.
Xin speaks now, picking up a grape and eating it, “Xiaojiao is at a very delicate age right now where she is learning to grow and become independent. Having to experience so much negativity will only hurt that growth. I’m sure your nibbling had a reason—”
Much reason.
“—but it was no excuse to treat our daughter like that.” She sighs. “While we do apologize for her—”
“If I may interject…” Zan holds the cup of tea, but doesn’t drink it, merely tapping his fingers against the cup. “I would appreciate you not apologizing for your daughter. If you wish for her to grow—if she wishes to grow, she will need to step up and apologize to the person she wronged.”
“Xiaojiao mentioned something about a clairvoyant,” Qing waves a hand. It’s meant to be thoughtful and allow Zan to elaborate, but Zan has read body language too much to know it was much more dismissive. Disrespectfully so. “But I fail to see how their identity being revealed as one would be considered as wronging them. Nor do I see how it excuses them shouting at her like that.”
His own annoyance was growing, but he kept it in. Oh, he wasn’t annoyed at Mei, mind. Nor was he annoyed at Nibby. No, no, he was annoyed at Mei’s own parents for being so abhorrently stupid for nor seeing they’re the reason their own child won’t be able to grow up. He can also see where she gets the disregard for her own history and other’s history from.
What ignorant idiots.
Perhaps an attempt at a lesson in our history will help them see.
Zan says, “If I may, I feel you two do not know or understand the reasoning behind my nibbling’s outburst—nor do you know or understand the history of clairvoyants. So allow me to paint a picture for you…”
He smiles again, though it’s as cold as a winter’s morning. He begins to speak, one hand holding the teacup and the other making small gestures as he does, “Clairvoyants are humans blessed and cursed by the heavens to see events that have happened, that are happening, and that will happen. Clairvoyants—my nibbling, and myself— we are blessed and cursed with the natural ability to see past illusions crafted by demons.
“We are a gem so exotic, so rare, so wondrous that there isn’t a demon alive to this day that wouldn’t do whatever it takes to enslave one of us,” his tone, that was previously calm, turns more firm, “We have experienced horrors that only war veterans would understand. Only, unlike these war veterans, our fight’s will never stop.”
He keeps talking, “There isn’t a clairvoyant alive who hasn’t been hurt or hunted by demons, or betrayed by demons or even other humans who promised not to reveal this secret. In fact, I am endangering myself relaying this information to you. My nibbling has experienced much of this, and put their trust in your daughter to keep this secret.”
He raises his chin and asks a question, “You would not want an important secret to be so carelessly thrown about in a room filled with strangers, would you? So why, I ask, is it alright for your daughter to do so to my nibbling?”
“She is young and will make mistakes,” Xin sits up straighter now, her brows furrowing. “They still had no right to treat her with such disrespect. As an adult, they should know better than to treat a child with such disregard for her feelings.”
Sigh. Overprotective parents… always infantilizing their children.
Zan says calmly, “My nibbling reacted in such a way because they have put their trust in plenty of people before Mei, and that trust has been broken. Mei made them feel as though everything that’s happened prior will happen again.” He pauses to take one sip of his tea, before adding on, “It is not anger for Mei, it is fear for themselves—their own lives. This type of generational trauma cannot be undone, but should rather be respected for the hardships they went through.”
She continues to argue with him, “Our Xiaojiao is learning and learning takes time. She will learn discipline and grow to become a mature young woman; she’s just a late bloomer and will need time and patience, not someone shouting at her every time she drops a spoon. I understand your nibbling was hurt, but that cannot excuse the fact that they, in turn, hurt our daughter.”
Zan inhales slowly and exhales.
A girl with little to no friends, living in a gilded cage crafted by her parents. Any criticism thrown her way is given reasoning behind why she made the mistake. No wonder she can’t grow, no wonder she can’t understand. Because they don’t let her.
No wonder that Mei can’t take certain situations seriously. Her parents minimize any situation so it doesn’t hit so hard any chance they get. She lacks understanding of the gravity of it because her parents do not understand, nor do they perceive, the gravity of their own wrongdoings.
Perhaps the true ones in need of discipline are these two idiots.
But alas, it seems my patience has been tested today and has reached its limit. Speaking to a brick wall was never in my forte.
Heavens above, even Six-Eared Macaque wasn’t this stubborn.
“I will simply excuse myself,” Zan stands and folds his hands behind him. He bows, not for their sake, but rather for the sake of custom. “I have other matters to attend to that are not this. Have a good afternoon, Mr. and Mrs. Long. Good luck raising your daughter.”
He turns and walks out.
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“Oh, hey! Uncle Zan!!”
Zan turns as he follows Yuhang down the hall, laughing as MK nearly tackles him in a hug. “MK, my lad, good to see you! How are you faring in your training?”
“Great! I’m great! Teacher is gonna show me how to summon fire and wind and other elements next week! It’s gonna be so much fun!” His hands flap in front of him in his growing excitement.
Adorable.
“That is good to hear, lad.” Zan pats MK’s head. “I’m assuming you're here to see Mei?”
Sure enough, when he looks up, Mei is walking up to them, her shoulders hunched and looking at him as if he were a feral dog about to snap at her.
“Uh—well—you see…” MK scratches at his neck, his excitement dying down in an instant. He looks between Zan and Mei. “Uh…”
“Heeeey uncle man,” Mei makes finger guns at Zan, a nervous laugh leaving her. Her smile is weak, and she’s shrinking away from him, standing more behind MK.
Zan tilts his head, thoughtful. The look MK gives him says, Please help.
Watch and learn, says the look Zan gives him in return. Then he asks Mei, “I heard what happened between you and nibby. How are you feeling after that, my girl?”
“Oh, great, awesome, you know,” she shrugs and looks away, her face contorted to a bitter look. Her eyes and cheeks were red, implying she was crying earlier. “Just great. I love getting yelled at for no reason, you know?”
MK flinches at her statement, “Mei…”
“Oh, I see,” Zan hums, “No reason, you say?”
“Uh, yeah, duh—”
“Mei, come on… there has to—”
Zan holds up a hand to silence him. “It’s alright, MK, let her speak her mind.”
This will let me pick it apart and see her side of everything.
Mei huffs, mist blowing from her mouth as her eyes turn to slits. “I don’t see what the big deal is. It was just one little slip, and they act like I just signed a death warrant for them! They didn’t have to explode like that.”
Most likely something she thought about already and then was validated by her parents… She’s also far too extroverted to bear any understanding how introverts work, unlike MK.
“Alright. Then if you feel this is all at the fault of my nibbling, then I can go have a talk with them,” he hums. “If they reacted so violently to you, then I’ll ensure they never step foot here again and will no longer speak with you, so you may feel comfortable.”
MK sputters, “U—Uncle?!”
The look he gives MK says, Let this happen.
MK purses his lips, looking between him and Mei, who’s also looking more distressed than before. He’s scratching at his hand more, but doesn’t cut in and instead watches Zan intently.
“But—wait—no, I mean—it’s not—” She fidgets and plays with her jacket.
“It’s alright, dear child. I’ll be sure my nibbling is disciplined for this transgression.” He turns and starts walking.
He takes maybe five steps before—
“W—Wait!”
Just as expected.
He turns to Mei and tilts his head. “Hmm?”
She swallows, frowns, refusing to look at him. She’s gripping MK’s hand tightly, trembling, and wiping at her eyes with her sleeve. “It’s not all their fault, it’s not. So—so—”
So she does acknowledge what she’s done… good. Perhaps her parents have shot down this thought process. In a way, she’s only parroting what her parents have spoken to her.
How irresponsible of them. This poor girl won’t grow in an environment like this.
“Oh? But you said they were the ones that caused this.” He speaks in a tone that is gentle but firm, “If you are not telling the full truth, you have the chance to do so right now. I wasn’t there when you and nibby argued, so in a way it’s up to you to give me the correct information, so I can act accordingly to said information.”
“Well… I…”
He tilts his head to let her know he’s listening. He says, “From what I hear from you, dear child, it’s clear my nibbling has caused a lot of destruction on your end. This requires my attention to ensure they do not cause such a thing again, to you or anyone.”
Mei's fidgeting gets worse, scratching at the scales on her hand. She makes a whining noise and stomps her foot. “O—Okay, okay! I… I maaaaaybe… instigated it a bit…” She looks at Zan’s feet, tears already pricking at her eyes. “I kinda—I—I kinda did some stupid stuff, too… It wasn’t just them. It wasn’t. It was me, too.”
MK looks at Zan with a mixture of amazement and perhaps a little concern. Considering Zan just used some roundabout manipulation to get Mei to admit she also messed up, it’s understandable. He just smiles at MK though and gives him a wink, and then faces Mei.
“If you would please, I would like to hear everything that happened from your end. And what your thoughts are.”
Mei nods. “Well, uh, I—”
“Oh, hold on a moment, dear child.” He turns to Yuhang. “Do you know a spot where we may speak privately?” He leans in closer to whisper to them, “Without her parents.”
They give him an expression that looks almost like gratitude and relief. They nod. “Of course, sir. This way.”
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“Well, I mean, like, it’s just—I tried to make them feel welcome and safe in the house, but they kept just, like, acting like they were dealing with me. I dunno, it just—ugh—it felt like they just didn’t wanna be around me?
“And, like, they kept sounding more and more and more irritated and stuff, and I was just… I dunno—I was trying. I was! I was trying to help them have fun and watch some movies and play games and stuff. I thought they just needed some encouragement to talk more! But, like, it just did the opposite…
“I was just thinking it could be, like, the three of us, you know? Me, MK, and them… troublesome trio and all that! Sure, they may be older, but they were still cool and MK told me a lot about the fun times he had with them, and I was just thinking, ‘hey that’d be cool if we could do that!’
“I wanted to be friends with them. I wanted to just—I dunno—I just wanted to be friends with them. But everything I tried didn’t work and—and then they just got more irritated. And then when I was just messing around and lookin’ at their phone, they got really mad at me. Then the bull clone guy attacked with his buddies and tried to steal the sword and then the stuff with Mom and Dad and—
“...
“I dunno. I just—I guess I didn’t really… think about, like, what they wanted? Like, they wanted space, probably, right? And… I didn’t think about it…
“And—and I just—I feel bad? Really bad. For messing up so much. For making them upset and annoyed and angry, and—when they said that stuff—that I…
“...
“...”
sniff…
“It’s alright, dear child. Take your time.”
“They… they said that this was why I’d never be reliable to anyone. And I think it had to do with me yelling about them being a clairvoyant?
“They looked so scared… like someone was gonna hurt them. Like I just hurt them.
“And—and they looked so pissed at me after that. They said they’d never come back.
“I just—I feel bad. I feel bad that I caused this. I just wanted them to be happy with me.
“I wanna fix it, but I don’t know how.
“I don’t know if I can anymore.
“I—
“I don’t know what to do.
“Everything I do just goes wrong.
“I don’t know.
“I don’t know…”
…
sniff…
…
“Would you like to hear what I have to say, Mei?”
…
sniff…
“Okay. Yeah. Sure.”
“Alright, let me paint a picture for you…”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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MAKE ROOM FOR THE HOT UNCLE HE'S FINALLY HERE TO SPIT SOME HOT FUCKIN TAKES
Oh my god it was SO MUCH FUN writing from Zan's perspective y'all have no idea how much I've been holding back wanting to write from his eyes it's so much fun.
He shits talks a lot more than people think. It's just internalized. It's hilarious. It's great. He's great.Writing the talk he had with Mei's parents physically hurt me because I had to remind myself consistently that there are parents like this that exist in the world. Don't worry, Uncle Zan, I would've walked out as well.
I'm also utilizing a different way to show that time has passed between certain moments with the little three dots (these: ○ ○ ○) and tbh I like it a lot more than the long spaces, so I'll be using that from now on XD
Thank you all so much for reading! Next chapter we get to go see some things through someone else's eyes :3c
Until next time~♥
Chapter 16: A New Leaf, A Better Foot
Chapter Text
Uncle Zan hands Mei more tissues so she can blow her nose. He was sitting on her left, while MK sat on her right. MK had his arm around her shoulders. Her head rests on his shoulder while Zan gently rubs her back.
MK—well—he wasn’t really sure what to feel. He hates seeing Mei sad. That’s his bestie! His sister, even! Seeing her in such distress hurts him, but he also trusts that Uncle Zan knows what he’s doing. He always sounds so wise and like he knows everything. He seems to say the right thing, too.
But at the same time, MK also didn’t like how Zan manipulated Mei into admitting she messed up. It didn’t feel right, even if it ended with her talking about it with Zan, which was a good thing. MK makes a mental note to ask Uncle Zan about it later, when they’re both leaving. For now, he just focuses on the task at hand.
Mei sniffles, blows her nose, and tosses the tissues aside.
The three of them sat within a secluded, shaded spot by the Pool of a Thousand Tears, where Yuhang had guided them. Yuhang promised to make sure they would have their privacy before walking off, which MK was grateful for. He didn’t want anyone busting in on this talk, especially when Mei was in such a delicate state.
“I didn’t—” Mei sniffles again “—I didn’t know. I didn’t know it was that bad for you guys…”
“The first thing you should do, dear child, is not blame yourself,” Zan continues to rub her back in a circular motion, his eyes gentle and caring.
“Yeah, Mei,” MK squeezes her shoulder. “How could you have known aside from, like, the surface stuff?”
“I mean—you told me months ago,” Mei looks at Zan. “You told all of us. And I still messed up. I still… I—ugh. I still messed up.” Her gaze is downcast again, wiping her eyes with her sleeve and letting out shaky breaths.
“Mei, child,” Zan asks, gently, gently, “Can you look at me?”
She does.
MK quietly listens, maybe taking notes—definitely taking notes—as he watches Zan work his word magic, “You only knew that we clairvoyants were highly sought after for our visions. There was no way for you to know the sheer amount of danger we are in on a daily basis. There was no way for you to know the pain and trauma that my nibbling went through.”
Zan takes a slow breath. “The things that nibby went through… it’s more pain than anyone should have ever gone through.” Mei and MK were listening intently now, eyes on him. “The years they spent alone in America were long, arduous, and cruel. Even I don’t know the full details, but I know that the damage was immense, forcing them to grow up much faster than anyone should ever have to.”
“Wait… they… they didn’t live with you the whole time?” Mei asks, wiping her eyes one last time. Her face was all red and puffy, but she seems to have calmed down a bit. Focusing on something that wasn’t her helped, but MK can only hope that she doesn’t shrink into herself again when the topic goes back to her.
“Ah—no, they didn’t,” Uncle Zan shakes his head. “They lived in America most of their life with their parents. And—” he clears his throat, looking at the water as he sighs “—their parents passed away.”
MK already knows there’s more to it than that. Zan hesitated, and he almost never hesitates, at least from what MK saw. It must’ve been really painful, especially considering one of Sib’s parents was Zan’s own sibling.
He frowns, eyes downcast.
So they lost their parents too, huh… I didn’t know. I didn’t want to assume.
Is it a bad thing that I’m happy I’m not the only one with dead parents? That I don’t feel so alone in this anymore?
I dunno. It’s weird. I don’t like it.
He scratches his hand.
“What happened?” Mei asks, hugging her legs close to her chest.
“Ah—” MK winces, looking between her and Uncle Zan “—Mei, maybe… uh, we shouldn’t—”
“It’s alright, lad,” Zan reaches over to pat MK’s head. It’s loving and reassuring, making MK’s hunched shoulders relax. “I truly don’t know. I only know they were killed—I don’t know if it was by a demon or human; accident or on purpose. Even after two and a half years living with me, I only know bits and pieces of what nibby experienced in America before moving here with me.”
“Oh, wow…” Her head lowers until her chin rests on her knees. “Now I feel even worse… they’re hurting so much, and I just fucked it all up.” She lets out a loud groan and rapidly scratches at her head before looking at Zan. “I—I wanna fix it, though! Not just—wallow and be sad and shit—but… how—how can I fix it?”
Okay, okay, good. She’s not shrinking in, she wants to do better. That’s great. I’m so happy for her.
“Allow me to answer your question with a question, dear child,” Uncle Zan smiles at her, his visible eye gleaming. “How do you think you should fix this?”
“M—Me? Uh…” Mei looks away, staring at her reflection. “I don’t know… I don’t know how I can fix it. An apology just—it just feels too shallow for that really bad fuck up.”
“It’s a start, though, isn’t it?” MK asks, bumping his shoulder against hers. “An apology has more power than you think, sis. You just gotta handle it with care instead of tossing it out like it doesn’t matter—because it’ll make the person believe that they don’t matter to you.”
From his peripherals, he sees Uncle Zan giving him a proud smile and nod of approval. It makes his chest blossom with pride.
Uncle approval! Yes!
MK says, “And acknowledging you wronged them is also good. Sometimes… sometimes when people apologize, they don’t really—you know—say they messed up and everything, they just think a simple ‘I’m sorry’ is enough.” He pulls her into a half-hug.
“Yeah… I know after all that, a simple ‘sorry’ won’t be enough.” Mei frowns, blowing a raspberry. She pulls her shoes off, rolls up her pants, and dips her feet into the pool. MK knows that’s definitely not allowed, but he also knows Mei doesn’t care.
To make sure she’s not the only one doing it, he follows suit. Another moment later and Zan joins in. Except when he removes his shoes and rolls his pants up, MK sees scars. Really bad scars. Almost exactly like Sib’s.
Mei is staring too, then looking at MK for guidance.
Sib got super self-conscious when their scars were visible, and that was only one time, but it looks like Uncle isn’t really bothered…
The one on his ankles… looks almost like rope burns, but worse somehow.
Like someone locked something around them too tightly and it broke skin over and over.
Something like metal shackles.
MK shakes his head at her.
Best not to poke that bear right now.
Both of them jump when Zan says, “MK is right, Mei. Starting with an apology will be good.” He dips his feet into the pool, placing his shoes to his left. “If there is one thing prevalent in nibby, it’s that actions speak louder than words. You can apologize, of course, but you also must work to rectify how you wronged them. Just as, they should apologize to you and rectify how they wronged you.”
“Well—I mean—I dunno if they should apologize…” Mei scratches at her neck, her eyes downcast again. “I messed up. It was bound to happen… I wasn’t paying attention.”
MK frowns and says, “Yeah, but… they also should’ve stepped away, especially when the situation was getting too charged up.” He certainly knows that from experience, as he not so fondly looks back to when Sib and Teacher first met.
He explains, “Sib isn’t like you, where you can just socialize all the time and be fine; or like me, where I’m fine with just sitting with someone in a room either chatting away or not chatting at all. They can only handle so much energy before they need time to themselves. They have limits, and didn’t walk away when that limit was met, like, multiple times.”
“MK is right,” Zan pats Mei’s head, helping fix up her buns from when she messed them up. “Nibby had reached a limit, and they chose to stay and let their emotions control them.” He looks at her now. “While you were wrong to out their secret the way you did and disrespected their need for space, they were wrong to not recognize their limit and step away to ensure their emotions didn’t control them.”
Mei kicks her feet in the pool, watching the ripples disturb the normally calm water. She fidgets and makes a small gesture with her hand, the water reacting to her. It’s warbly and won’t hold still, like a pen overfilled with ink spilling out the minute you touch paper, but it still reacts to her coaxing. A small blob (or blorble as Mei likes to call them) of water floats around her, her hands idly playing with it as if it were clay.
“I don’t really know what I can do as an action to show I’m sorry, I guess…” She says as she morphs the water into misshapen animals. It’s her own way of fidgeting that she rarely does unless she’s in deep thought. “Ugh, I dunno. I’m just—running a blank. Everything that comes to mind just… doesn’t work. At least I know it won’t with them, you know?”
“Then you might be rushing it a bit, sis.” MK reaches over and pokes her cheek. “It’s good you want to fix it as soon as you can, but—maybe don’t rush it? You need time to think and meditate, and so do they.” He rests his head on her shoulder and says, “There’s no such thing as a perfect apology, so you shouldn’t strive for that, and rushing it will only make it look as if you just wanted to get it over with and move on from it.”
“Right once again, lad,” Uncle Zan pats his shoulder and smiles. “It’s important not to rush straight to the solution, while also not to focus too much to make sure this is ‘perfect.’ Mending a bond is a delicate process that requires time, patience, and work from both sides—not just one side.” He taps his chin, humming in thought.
“If I were to use an analogy…” he says, “The bond between you and nibby, Mei, is like a vase made of clay. It’s delicate and a bit rough around the edges with some cracks here and there, because it was made in haste. With this transgression that happened, it broke the already cracked vase.”
He makes small gestures with his hand as he continues, “In order to repair a broken vase you need to understand the cause of the damage, acknowledge your role, and make a sincere effort to repair it. You could even break down the clay to morph it into a newer, better vase that was stronger than the last and has more smoothed out edges. Though it may take a lot of work, the results are worth the effort put into it.”
Mei tilts her head, her brows furrowing. “So… we need to… go buy a vase?”
Zan snickers. MK lets out a snort. MK says, “What Uncle means is both you and sib gotta work together to fix the broken relationship between you.”
“Oooooh… why didn’t you just say that?”
“I like analogies, thank you. It challenges the mind,” he lets out a huff that sounds like a hidden laugh. “For thinking on how you can mend this bond, a way that I’ve found can help is giving yourself a set amount of time to ruminate. If I may, I would recommend you take the rest of this week to yourself to think on what you would like to do to make it up to nibby.”
“The rest of the week, huh…” Mei looks at the water blob, trying to make it look like a dragon, but it looks more like a weiner dog.
“At maximum, mind,” Zan says, “If you feel confident to do it earlier, then go ahead. Though I warn you, the more distance you make between your goal and yourself, you may feel less desire to reach it.”
“Okay… I think that can work…” She looks at him, playing with the end of her sleeve. “And—they’ll be okay with that? With talking to me?”
“Nibby may have moments where they get controlled by their emotions, but they also bounce back a lot faster than you think,” he pets her hair and offers a warm smile. “Meditation is a valuable source that can help oneself find out a good solution to a problem. It’s something they often utilize and is why they seem so calm and collected all the time. Perhaps you should try it.”
“Uuuuuugggghhhh…” Mei groans, throwing the water weiner dog into the pool and laying back on the ground. “Meditation is groooooooss… it’s so boring. Mr. Tang tried to teach me how to do it, but I kept falling asleep!”
“If you would like, I can offer some techniques to help you find a way that works for you,” Zan’s smile turns more mischievous and MK is suddenly scared of what he’ll say next. “Such as a fun challenge; if you fall asleep, I’ll put spiders in your hair.”
Oh gods oh heavens no no nope not meditating with Uncle not ever no way—
“EEEEWWWWW!” Mei laughs, shoving at Zan who is also laughing. “Gross! No way!”
“I only joke. Promise.”
He definitely wasn’t joking. MK can tell. Kinda. Maybe he was joking, but maybe he wasn’t. That mischievous shine in his eye was really suspicious.
“In all seriousness, everyone has their own form of meditation. It’s not always just sitting around and being silent.” Zan adjusts his sitting position and faces MK and Mei more directly, talking more to both of them than just Mei, “It can be pacing while listening to music, yoga as Sandy likes to do, going on a long walk…” He lists off.
“Oh, I do pacing!” MK grins. “I—haha—sometimes I get so excited or just—so full of energy, I can’t help but pace and listen to some music to get the energy out. Sometimes I do it when I need to think about stuff, too.” He pats his legs idly, looking down at Mei who was still laying on her back. “You could try that! Or walking. Sometimes talking out loud to either someone else or even no one in particular can be a form of meditation, too!”
Mei sits up now, kicking the water again. “Okay… yeah… yeah, yeah!” She hops to her feet suddenly, a big grin on her face. “I can totally do that! I’ll try that out. See what I can figure out. And—” her shoulders suddenly slump, and she plays with the zipper of her jacket “—I’ll fix it. I will. I’ll make it better.”
Zan stands now and puts a hand on her shoulder. “It is not solely up to you, Mei. Nibby must also work on their end.”
MK gets up, wrapping his arms around Mei from behind. “It’s never one person’s fault. There are two sides to every story, and that means there’s always going to be at least two people who mess up and gotta work together to fix it.”
She smiles, small and a little shy, but real. She nuzzles her cheek against MK’s. “Thanks bro.”
He gives her a big grin and squeezes her. “Anytime, sis. You know I’m here to support you, always. Even if I get super super busy.”
“Yeah… still gotta get used to that,” her laugh is a bit weaker, but she nods, which MK is grateful for. It’s been rough trying to get her to understand that he can’t just—do what they used to do back in the day. Not when he has work and training. Not when he has other things he needs to do.
(Never mind the fact he also bought his own tarot deck and has been practicing that. Nope. Definitely not another thing on his list of stuff to do, shush.)
Mei suddenly pulls free of MK and gives Zan a hug. “Thank you too, Mr. Uncle Man. I—I really appreciate it. I was just—I dunno—I guess I was really worried that, you know, you were also mad at me.”
“I do not take sides, contrary to what everyone believes.” Zan returns her hug, his large coat practically eating her. “I’m glad I was able to be of help to you, dear child. Should you ever require my assistance again, you need only call.” He reaches into his pocket and hands her a business card. “This is my number, my email, and my hours I’m available for calls. If I don’t answer—you can simply leave a voicemail, and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can.”
“Wooooah…so fancy.” Mei pockets the card and puts her shoes back on. MK and Uncle Zan follow in suit. “I’m glad, though. That, like, you’re not mad at me. I was super scared you were. But you’re not! So it’s okay. And… I’ll do my best. I will. I’m—I’m really grateful you both helped me…”
MK throws his arm around her shoulder. “You’re not alone in this, Mei. You got people who support you and love you.”
Who aren’t just your parents that make you into a megaphone for their opinions.
“You do, child,” Zan puts a hand on both Mei and MK’s heads and tussles their hair. “Both of you do. Nibby has their limits, but they are learning and will learn to properly space it out, and I am here to offer whatever insight either of you need.”
“Man, I didn’t realize how cool you were,” Mei laughs, fixing up her hair. “I always thought you were just some strict but loving uncle.”
“You also thought he was an uilf,” MK says.
Mei’s face falls blank.
“A… a wolf?” Zan’s smile falls to a confused frown.
MK doesn’t notice that her face turns to pure horrification as he says, “No, like u-i-l-f. Uncle—”
“MK—shut up shut up shut up!!” She claps her hand over his mouth.
Oh. Oops.
His mouth went running before he could think again.
“Yeah, totally! A wolf! Yup!” Mei’s laugh is way too forced to sound convincing, but MK is already nodding in agreement.
Please don’t make us have to explain it.
Zan raises a brow. He doesn’t believe either of them. “Is it an acronym for something involving uncles?”
“Uh…”
“Mmmmm…”
MK and Mei look at each other.
“Children… what… what is an uilf?”
Mei slowly removes her hand from MK’s mouth, her hand grasping his and tugging at it. MK, completely missing what that signal was supposed to mean, says in a quiet voice, “Uncle I’d Like to Fuck—”
“NOOOOO WHY DID YOU SAY THAT?!” Mei screeches, grabbing at MK’s shoulders and shaking him. “WE COULD HAVE JUST RUN AWAY AND HE WOULDN’T HAVE CAUGHT US—”
“I would have.”
Scary.
MK slips out of Mei’s grasp and makes a wild gesture at her. “You were the one who said it first! When we first met him, you literally whispered to me that sib’s uncle was hot!!”
She punches his shoulder. It’s definitely gonna leave a small bruise because she hits hard and never holds back. “Well, you agreed, so don’t lump me as the only one who thought it!!”
“Children—” Zan takes a deep breath. He looks like he just aged at least fifty years. “I… ahem, I am appreciative that you like my appearance, but… no.”
“No no no, it’s not anything like that, I promise! It’s just, like, a way of saying someone’s super attractive!!” Mei quickly waves her hands in front of her.
“Yeah, yeah, it’s not like—like that—”
He holds up a hand to silence them both and says, “I am going to give you both the graces of escaping this conversation by simply changing the subject, and go home.”
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“Soooo… uncle?” MK walks with Zan down the road that leaves the rich person neighborhood (as MK usually calls it) and goes back towards the main city. “Can I ask something?”
“Of course, lad, what’s on your mind?”
“Well. It’s about what happened with Mei…” MK fidgets and plays with his sleeve, his worry already increasing. Uuuugh, he hated having to talk about stuff like this because what if it doesn’t go well? What if it gets out of control, and he has to try and defuse it?
But at the same time, Uncle Zan is a smart and good guy, and he’s always so kind and patient. It’d be okay to ask, right? Sure. Maybe. Ugh—just ask, MK!!
He tries not to end up scratching at his hand, but he can’t help it, his nails are already digging into his skin.
“I dunno—it just—” scratch scratch scratch “—it didn’t feel right to manipulate her like that…” scratch scratch scratch “Like, sure, it ended up going well—” scratch scratch scratch “—but… it felt wrong, almost?”
“Ah, I see, it’s about that.” Zan reaches over, his touch gentle as he pulls MK’s hand away from his arm. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a twisty fidget toy, handing it over to MK.
How much stuff does he have in his coat? Does he have more in there? Is it magical? I want one.
He plays with the fidget toy, thankful he’s not scratching at his hand anymore. It’s all red now, and it hurts when he pokes it. Ugh, he really needed to get that under control. It’s just so hard when he has nothing else in his hands and his anxiety is shooting up.
I wish I brought Xiaoyun with me. I don’t scratch when I have him around. Ugh, but I don’t wanna get him even dirtier, especially when he was such a special gift from Big Brother Yiran.
Maybe I could get another plushie? Hmm… I could also have a fidget toy in my jacket all the time, like Uncle Zan… It’s not a bad idea. I should look up some.
Oh, but I should save that for later.
He listens to Uncle Zan as he goes to explain. He has one arm folded neatly behind him, the other making small gestures as he talks, “Words are no different from a blade that a warrior uses. The only difference is words don’t have power over the physical world and cannot move it by force. Rather, it persuades the world with emotion, and understanding.”
He looks at MK, his expression calm and inviting. “I can say the same thing with your shifu, as he has also brought force to Heaven when he feels wronged. It only feels wrong because with Great Sage, his intentions are loud and clear, you know what to expect.” They pause at a crosswalk, MK still playing with the toy as he listens to every word Zan says, “But with something like this, when it comes to careful words and veiled persuasion, you don’t know what to expect. That’s why you feel apprehensive, because you don’t know what’s lying behind my eyes when I do so. Even if you knew the intentions, just because I don’t make it clear, you choose to distrust it.”
He’s so good at reading people. It’s kinda scary how fast he got that just from one question I asked him.
A stranger passes by as they cross the street, lightly bumping shoulders with Zan as they do. They mumble a soft, “Pardon.” And continue. MK swears he saw their hand slipping into Zan’s pocket, but his coat was so big it was hard to tell. MK didn’t want to assume, but he did notice the stranger giving him a look, a wink with a smile, before continuing to walk down the street.
Weird…
He turns to pay attention to Uncle Zan as he continues to explain, gesturing for his attention, “This is not the fault of you, rather just a natural distrust towards someone who is hiding something. This goes to say that manipulation is a dangerous tool to give yourself. Because in order to execute it well, you must get to know all sides of the coin; even every nook and cranny, every crack, every scratch, you cannot miss any details.”
They’re walking past the markets now, as lively and chaotic as ever. Plenty of people—humans and demons alike—bargaining, haggling, and lots of yelling. Uncle Zan puts a hand on MK’s shoulder, his touch gentle and guiding as he leads MK through a slightly more quiet part of the markets so they can continue their conversation.
MK finds himself asking, “So… why is it so important to look at all the details?”
His face, which was previously calm and inviting, turned to a more serious tone. Not cold, not angry, just neutral, but it’s still a weird sight to see. It’s not like any of the faces MK has ever seen him make. He says, “Because if you miss even the smallest detail on that coin, the person you’re trying to help might end up being the person you’re hurting. It is a delicate process, with which there can be no errors. Much like surgery.”
Uncle Zan lets out a small sigh. “It’s never an easy decision to do so with anyone.” He looks at MK now, his gaze softening and patting his head, brushing some hair from his face. The gesture reminds MK a lot of his dad—the one who won’t wake up—whenever MK’s hair got in his face.
Zan continues to explain, “What happened with Mei was an opportunity I could not miss. We are fighting a mental perspective she has built for many years and has continued to execute for as such. It’s something she’s so used to that she no longer can see beyond its walls. Because it’s safe within them, and it’s familiar.”
“Well, her parents—didn’t really help either…” MK’s playing with the fidget toy increases as he frowns at the ground.
“May I ask how long it’s been like this with her, lad?”
“Always,” was MK’s immediate response, then he says, “Ah—well, I mean… ah, mmmmmn… it’s been like that for as long as I’ve known her.”
Nine years of watching the same thing happen over and over and over again.
It’s gonna be really hard undoing it all.
But it also could be really easy, with more help.
He plays with the toy some more, explaining to Zan, “I’ve tried to help her… Dad and Mr. Tang, too. I mean, as best we can, but—well, it’s hard. Mei’s parents are, uh, well…”
“Something,” is the deadpan statement Uncle Zan says, “And that is the nicest way I can put it without sounding rude.”
MK’s laugh comes out abrupt and sputtery. “Haha! Well, uh, yeah… yeah they’re something. They—well… how to put it… they just think that any kind of negative stuff pointed at Mei’s direction will cause her growth to be stunted. They once hired Mr. Tang to give Mei history lessons. That didn’t exactly last long when Mr. Tang tried to give her, like, one of those gentle but firm lectures about history being important.”
“I see… how often do her parents hire people to take care of their child?”
MK opens his mouth to answer, then pauses, looking up at Uncle Zan. There was a weird look in his eyes that shined in a certain way. Somehow, he looked both deep in thought and like he already solved the riddle in front of him. His eyes, usually so gentle and warm, had gone cold. His mouth was a flat line, facial expression neutral.
Is this how he gathers information? It feels like there’s more to it, but it’s hard to tell.
The look on his face is kinda scary. I’m glad I’m not the one who’s being held under that stare…
When Zan looks at MK again, his face softens once more, smile easily falling into place. Though his eyes still held a cold interior to them, they weren’t directed at MK. He nods for MK to continue, so he does, “Well, a lot, actually. Mei was homeschooled—like me—and so a lot of tutors were hired for her. I mostly learned from Dad and Grandma, before she died.”
“I see…” Once Zan’s gaze is off of MK, his face goes back to neutral and thoughtful.
What’s going through his head? Is it rude to ask?
Never know until you try.
They’re only a few blocks away from the harbor now when MK asks him, “Uncle? What are you thinking?”
“A few things, lad. Ways that we can assist Mei in escaping the wall that both she and her parents have built around her… because eventually, someone has to show her what lies beyond it, and it will be an uncomfortable experience. A temporary discomfort for something permanently beneficial.” Again, he puts a hand on MK’s head as a soothing gesture. He plucks out a rock that got stuck in his hair and tosses it aside.
“How much goes through your head on a daily basis?” He asks before he could stop himself.
“So much, lad,” Zan laughs, his eyes crinkling with his smile. “But I’m sure your mind also swims with ways to find out solutions to problems, no?” He ruffles MK’s hair and says, “You’re a smart boy. You simply play dumb to lighten the mood. It’s something people like you and I do to ensure maximum comfort for the ones we try to help, unless the situation calls for us to take it more seriously.”
Holy shit, how did he know that I do that.
He’s way too good at this, it’s kinda scary.
“Uh… yeah…” MK fixes up his hair. “So… in the end, the manipulation you used was good…” He makes a face. “It still feels kinda weird? Like, I get it, I do. I guess, since I kinda noticed it as that kinda tactic, it felt weird watching… especially since it was towards my friend…”
“Remember, lad, it is a tricky ability to master, and one you should be very careful with using.” Zan’s face falls to the more serious expression, though not as cold as it was when he was in deep thought. “For tactics like that, it’s best to only utilize them when absolutely necessary, and to very carefully play your cards, understand?”
“I understand… I don’t really think I’ll ever have a need to use it, or want to. But, I’ll still remember the advice. Thank you, Uncle.”
“Of course.” A pat on the shoulder. They’re walking along the harbor now, towards Uncle Zan and Sib’s home.
MK looks up at him, eyeing up Zan’s hair, then runs his fingers through his own. “So… Uncle… gray hair happens not just when you’re getting old, but when you’re, like, super stressed, right?”
“That’s correct, lad.”
“So, uh, for no reason at all… how old are you??”
The laugh that comes out of Zan is like a rock skipping along water, stuttery and surprised, but light and bouncing. His eyes shine with a hint of mischief as he says with a grin, “I’m forty-two.”
MK nearly trips over his own feet from the shock and exclaims, “Wha—you’re only forty-two?! But, that means you’re, like, not that much older from your own nibbling!”
Another laugh from Zan, “Well, I was the youngest between my brother Chun and I. He was…” He hums as he thinks. “He was maybe twenty-one or twenty-two when nibby was conceived, and I was about… oh, sixteen or seventeen?”
“Wow…” MK hands the fidget toy back to him once the house is in view. He’s confident he won’t end up scratching or hitting himself out of stress anytime soon, anyway. “Sometimes I forget that aunts and uncles can become, you know, aunts and uncles when they’re still pretty young.”
“Indeed they can, lad.” They stop in front of the house, Zan lingering for a moment, most likely to wait and see if MK was done talking.
MK wasn’t. He was touching his own hair now, asking, “Does that mean my hair is gonna become silver as well when I’m young? Am I also gonna become a foxy uncle???”
Zan snickers and covers his mouth, clearing his throat to compose himself, but he couldn’t bite back his smile. “Only if you allow the stress to get to you, MK.”
“But you look so calm all the time, how do you do it?”
“I’m very good at keeping my thoughts inward and only letting them out with those I trust.”
Huh. That’s actually really simple.
In fact, MK even says it out loud, “That sounds a lot simpler than I thought it would be. I thought you were gonna go into some kinda analogy or something.”
“It’s not as simple as you think, lad. It takes much control to not call someone out on them being an absolute fucking moron every five seconds,” Zan sighs, rubbing at his temple, “Their egos are so fragile, you see.”
SNORT!
He couldn’t hold back the chortle even if he tried, the sudden statement from Zan making him quickly cover his mouth so he didn’t burst out laughing.
Is this what his inner thoughts are like??
“Hmm? What’s wrong, lad?”
MK uncovers his mouth and says through a small giggle fit, “I didn’t know it was possible for you to say ‘fuck.’ For some reason, I thought you just swore off the word. And swearing in general.”
It was Uncle Zan’s turn to laugh now, leaning forward and shaking his head. “Ah, I’m very capable of it, MK. I just save it for special occasions.”
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“Rest, relaxation, meditation, contemplation…” MK quietly reads to himself. This booklet was so small, it’s hard to read it properly. He should probably go find and buy a bigger one—maybe see if Sib has one? They seem to know everything about tarot, so…
“Okay, so… hmmm.” He hugs Xiaoyun against his chest, tucking the plushie’s head under his chin. This booklet didn’t really go into detail about the cards like he hoped it would, but… if he were to guess right, it’s talking about taking a break from something, maybe?
He makes a face, looking at his phone. Should he text Sib or Uncle Zan? Would it be bugging them? He doesn’t want to. Maybe he can just look it up instead. Yeah, that’s a better idea. So instead, MK taps away on his phone and looks through several different sources.
The Four of Swords, Upright:
If you have been going through tough times recently, such as relationship or family problems, a reawakening trauma, stress or conflict, the Four of Swords comes as a sign to take a step back and regain perspective.
This card represents a new challenge: To stay silent and inactive. Build up your mental strength by clearing your mind of any mental ‘clutter’ or stress. This card also suggests the need for seclusion. You need solitude to negotiate your situation and time apart from others to gather your thoughts and feelings. Solitude, although often difficult to bear, is necessary for you to recharge and rejuvenate.
This is an excellent time to reassess your priorities and find out what’s worked, what hasn’t, and what you need to change.
Huh, so it was saying almost the exact same thing Uncle Zan was. Rest and meditate and think on how you want to move forward from this point. “Wow, Uncle is just a walking, talking tarot deck,” MK muses to no one but himself. But he was totally right.
He puts the card back into his deck and tucks it away somewhere safe. Hmmm… what can he do? He doesn’t have work for another couple of hours… He’s not really sure right now. It’s only been a day, and he wants to give Sib and Mei some time to themselves rather than constantly checking to see how they’re doing. But he’s bored, and Mr. Tang’s out at the knitting convention with his mother.
HMMMM…
Could he go bug Uncle Zan? Well, not really bug him. It's more maaaaybe pick apart his brain to see how he works and maybe take notes, so MK can figure out how to do that, too. But, wait, Zan is way older and better at this. He might see right through MK’s ploy—his master plan. That makes it way tougher.
But MK is never one to turn down a challenge—!
His phone dings with a message, and he goes to check it, tumbling out of his chair when he sees who it’s from.
Big Brother:
Hey there little monkey! It’s been a while! I finally got service back after that hike/impromptu cave adventure and thought I’d check in on my favorite baby bro <3
MK scrambles back into his chair with Xiaoyun in tow and quickly taps away at his keyboard.
MK:
Big bro!! Hi!!!!
Ohmygosh SOOO much happened while you were away
Like
So
Much
Just texting won’t be enough
Would we be able to call??
Big Brother:
Call? Why would I call when I caaaaaaaaan…
JUST COME VISIT??
MK:
DJDJE9DFND
WIAT WHATA TE YOU STEOUS
ARE YOU AWTIUS
SERIUS
CLOSE ENOUGH
Big Borther:
Hahahaha!
Of course I’m serious!
It’s been WAY too long and I gotta make sure my favorite lil bro is being taken care of
SOOOOO we can share stories and hang out and catch up on what’s been happening these past couple months! Even catch some new movies that have come out!
MK:
YESYESYESYESYES
Oh my gosh I have a new friend I’d love for you to meet they’re super cool and their uncle is
super cool too and then I have a new teacher I want you to meet too and
AAAAAAA
I’M SO EXCITED
Big Brother:
As you should be because you will be graced by the best brother ever!!
MK:
The best!!!!
Big Brother:
I'll still be a bit before I can come over and see ya
I gotta make sure everything over here in the villages are all good
BUUUUUT after that it’s gonna be a ONE WAY TRIP STRAIGHT TO MY WONDERFUL BABY BROTHER
MK:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I’M GONNA GO TELL DAD I’M SO EXCITED
LOVE YOU BRO I CAN’T WAAAAAIT
Big Brother:
Love you too! I’ll let you know when I’m gonna be coming!
MK is already stumbling down the stairs towards the main floor and won’t see the text until later, but that’s okay. It’s okay because all that matters is that Big Brother Yiran is gonna come to visit after so long!!
Gosh, when was the last time he visited?? It had to have been, like, a month before everything happened when MK became Teacher’s successor, so if he’s doing his math right… it’s been, like, four whole months since he last visited! Wow, that’s a lot of ground to cover to catch Big Brother Yiran up to speed. Hopefully he’ll be staying for longer—MK would love for him to meet Sib and Uncle Zan and definitely Teacher.
Oh, he should plan, he should prepare! Movies and games and places to take Brother to hang out and maybe have hang out time with everyone else too!
Ooooooooh we should have a hotpot with everyone! That’s a great idea!!!
But that’s for later. Later, MK! Patience and focus, just as Teacher and Sib say!
But—
“Dad, Dad!! Dadadadadadadadadadad—”
—patience didn’t easily come to MK when he got really excited.
He skids across the floor and nearly collides with the wall, stopping at the entrance to the kitchen and bouncing in place. “Dadweshouldtotallydoahotpotbecause—”
“Woah, woah, son, slow down,” Dad wipes his hands clean after he finishes chopping up some kind of meat. It looks like… oooh, he’s making fish dumplings! He looks over MK, brows knitted down. “What is it, my boy? What’s wrong? Did something happen?”
“No no no! Nothing happened. Nothing bad, at least!” With one arm still holding onto Xiaoyun, his free hand was flapping at his side and soon right in front of him. “Dad Dad Dad—guess what?? Big Brother Yiran’s coming to visit!!!”
Dad blinks and lets out a loud guffaw. He waves a hand as he goes back to making the dumplings. “That brain-dead man finally got himself out of that cave? How long did that moron have no phone service, huh?”
“About four months,” MK confirms.
“Oooof course. It also wouldn’t surprise me if he ended up forgetting about his phone too, the airhead.” he sighs with a shake of his head, “But that’s good to hear he’s doing well. Is he coming by now?”
“No no no, not right now! But later!” MK jumps in place, his hand flapping in front of him now about to go slap at his head, but he stops himself short.
Don’t slap, don't slap.
Aaaaah but he can’t help it he’s already slapped at his head a few times and—
“Remember Xiaoyun, MK,” his dad gently reminds him.
“Right, right, right—” he slaps at Xiaoyun’s head instead of his own. Much better. Xiaoyun is so much softer than his own head. He continues to say, “But, but, he’s coming! He’s finally coming to visit! Gosh, I know four months isn’t much but, like, with everything that’s been happening, it—it feels like it’s been forever! I’m just so excited—!”
He’s rapidly slapping at his legs now to the point it hurts and has to stop himself.
“Good to see you’re full of energy for Yiran’s visit,” Dad lets out another laugh. He turns away momentarily to handle a customer in the outdoor eating area before his attention is back on MK. He’s pulling ingredients out before he begins molding and pulling the noodles, while MK is slipping on his work shoes.
“Oh, oh, can I help?? I know my shift doesn’t start for another few hours, but—”
“‘Course, son! Put on your apron and let’s get started. No monkey plushies though. Don’t want him to get dirty, yeah?”
“Oh, right right right—” he places Xiaoyun on the far end of the bar, pats at his head and makes sure he’s sitting up right, then hurries over to help Dad. MK eyes up the ingredients that were laid out and asks, “Dan dan noodles?”
“Exactly that, go ahead and mince the garlic for me.”
“Yes sir!” MK gets his apron on, cleans his hands, and begins to prep the garlic for mincing. “So, so—I was thinking that we could have a big hotpot with everyone—Mei and Zan and Sib and Mr. Tang and Mr. Sandy and, well, maybe even Teacher if he’s able to.”
I hope he is. I'd love for him to meet Big Brother Yiran. I like to think they’d get along really well.
The knife goes chop chop chop as MK keeps talking, “I know most of the time hotpots are for winter, and it’s still summer, but it’d be fun!”
“Just because it’s mostly for winter doesn’t mean it can only be enjoyed in winter.” Once the noodles are ready for cooking, Dad pours vegetable oil and sesame oil into the wok and starts to heat it up. “Where are you plannin’ to host this many people, kid?”
“Hmmm…” MK finishes mincing the garlic and goes for the ginger next. “Well, maybe Sandy’s boat, if he’s okay with it? If not, would it be okay if we hosted here? Take one of the weekends we’re closed to have a big get-together?” He gives the garlic and ginger to Dad, who tosses it into the wok along with some ground pork.
I’ll never know how Dad is able to cook pig without batting an eye. Maybe it’s because he’s, like, technically not a pig but a pig demon?
“If Sandy isn’t able to host it, then that’s alright.” Dad focuses on browning the ground pork while MK gathers the rest of the ingredients. “Do you know—ah, grab me that jar of doubanjiang—do you know when Yiran’s coming?”
MK does as he’s asked and gives Dad the jar. He gets the other oils needed and mixes them together. MK says, “Not yet. He said he’ll be checking in with the villages in the area first.”
“Yeah that sounds like Yiran alright, that bleedin’ heart,” Dad mumbles as he adds in the rest of the ingredients—sesame paste, soy sauce, oh man it smells so good it’s making MK hungry. Did he eat today? He was so busy doing research that he doesn’t remember eating. Maybe he should.
Wait no, this is for the customer. You can make some food in a minute!
MK scrambles to quickly get the bowl for Dad while he finishes up the dish. Dad says, “Either way, we can take the time he’s yappin’ around to make sure the guest room is ready for him. It’ll also give you—” he lightly pats MK’s head and ruffles his hair “—time to plan out what you’d like to do with him.”
“Yeah!” MK laughs, slapping at his legs again.
This is gonna be so exciting, I can’t wait!!!
Dad serves the dish. The minute the customer starts eating, at least four more customers walk inside and several to-go orders are made in the span of maybe thirty seconds.
Ah, that’s the life of a food shop. Especially when the chef makes such great noodles.
“Looks like the lunch rush finally decided to rear their ugly heads,” Dad mutters with a laugh. “Let’s get to it, son.”
“Yes, sir!!”
○ ○ ○
MK:
How are you feeling after the stuff that happened with Mei?
Sib:
I’m fine.
If anything, I’m just waiting to see if Mei will step forward.
Given it’s something she’s probably never experienced before, it’s gonna take her some time.
And I’d rather not rush her to get her thoughts together.
MK:
Yeah… this is kinda the first time she’s ever had to deal with something like this
Sib:
It’s not her fault.
At least, not completely.
Ugh.
I didn’t really pay attention to my own emotions or limits, which was on me.
Outing me didn’t help the situation either, but… thinking back on it, she was also being controlled by emotions, and probably forgot to keep that quiet.
Maybe she even thought it was fine because she thought her family and servants were trustworthy.
I can only guess, but either way, it was just a shitshow.
MK:
Has that happened before?
Just… someone outing you like that in front of others?
Sib:
Yeah. A lot.
And it always ended horribly.
It’s a phrase that carries a lot of bad memories.
MK:
Oh… so you were triggered is what you were saying
Sib:
Pretty much, yeah.
I’m not associating Mei with it. Nor do I plan to.
It’s just a lot of baggage that she didn’t know or understand that I had.
And she was emotional.
So was I.
Just… a lot of unfortunate circumstances at once.
But I’m not excusing either of us for being idiots.
MK:
Yeah… she does have a hard time understanding some things
But it’s also hard for her because
I mean
I’m not trying to paint them in a bad light, but
Her parents don’t exactly help
Sib:
Her parents are fucking morons and a disgrace to actual guardians of children.
MK:
DJFODDNDOASJ
Sib:
What? I’m right.
Mei’s stupid, but she’s just a kid.
A sheltered one at that, from what I can tell.
She needs proper guidance to be able to grow and learn.
She needs to deal with the consequences of her actions.
And all they’re doing is just putting a blanket over the problem and telling her not to worry about it.
MK:
WELL
I MEAN
I CAN’T REALLY… DISAGREE?
Sib:
Then don’t.
MK:
It’s kinda scary how ruthless you can be sometimes, sib…
Sib:
…
Sib?
MK:
OH
UH
I FORGOT TO ASK ABOUT THAT
I MEAN IF YOU’RE NOT OKAY WITH ME CALLING YOU SIB IT’S FINE I CAN STOP
Sib:
I mean, it’s fine. It just kinda shocked me.
MK:
Are you sure?? I can stop, really
If it makes you uncomfortable
Sib:
I’m not uncomfortable with it.
I’m honestly honored that you consider me as a sibling.
MK:
Well, it’s because you’re just really nice and patient like an older sibling and even if you mess up you still try your best and stuff
Even right now you’re doing what you can to understand Mei’s side of the story and aren't trying to just, ya know, fully blame her for what happened
And, well, idk I hope that’s not too forward
Sib:
Not to me, it’s not.
I lived in America most of my life, bud.
People there are *very* forward most of the time.
MK:
Hehehe, I heard!
So… what was America like?
Sib:
Well, there’s not as many open markets as there are here. Most of it is inside.
MK:
Gross
Sib:
Haha, yeah. Specific spots would have open markets, but that’s mostly because my parents would live near those kinds of areas rather than the stuffy suburban neighborhoods.
All the houses there looked the exact same.
I often wondered how people never got lost there.
MK:
Wait, like, in those stock photos I’ve seen online? Those aren’t fake???
Sib:
Nope. 100% real.
MK:
Wow
There were demons there too, right? What were they like?
Sib:
Well… they can be described as a lot more cruel than the ones here.
MK:
Jeez… just how cruel?
Sib:
Ah, I’m not exactly comfortable describing it.
MK:
Oh
Oh no
I’m sorry
Sib:
It’s okay, MK.
It’s just…
A lot.
A lot of memories, a lot of baggage.
Not many people have been able to handle it.
So don’t take offense, but it’s just… mainly why I’m hesitant to share.
And you have enough to worry about right now.
MK:
Okay
As long as you’re okay
I’m still sorry
I know it’s not much, but
If you ever wanna talk I can listen
Just like I said before
To make it hurt less, you know?
No pressure or anything!
Just
We’re sibs now!!
So that means we’re gonna be there for each other more than ever!!!
THE CONTRACT HAS BEEN SEALED
Sib:
Pfff. You dork.
It’s okay, I understand.
Later, okay? I promise.
MK:
Okay! Pinky promise!
Sib:
Pinky promise.
Hmm… what wacky America stories can I tell you…
Ah, I know
Have you ever heard of the fair folk?
MK:
Fair folk? Like fairies from here?
Sib:
Oh no, they are quite different from the fairies here.
Fair folk is one of the things that they’re called, at least a respectful name to call them.
Fey or fairies work too, but if you wanna stay on their good side, it’s best to refer to them as “fair folk.”
But let me tell you about a fey I met who called himself Smiler…
○ ○ ○
“How’s everything going with the meditation stuff, Mei?”
“It’s… difficult, but getting better. I think I know what I’m gonna say to glowstick when I see ‘em.”
“That’s good to hear! But—why is it difficult? Do you need any help?”
“Ehhhhh… Mom and Dad won’t stop talking shit about glowstick and Uncle man. I dunno what Uncle man did, but whatever he said reeeeeeally set them off. Glowstick doing what they did and saying what they said didn’t help either.”
“I don’t think Uncle Zan would’ve said anything bad, really.”
“Maybe he said they suck at raising a kid.”
“M—Mei! I don’t think he’d say that so outright!”
“Well, you know how he works his word magic. What if he did it in a weird roundabout way?”
“Huh… maybe he did? But the only way to find out is to ask. Do you think he’ll tell us?”
“Probably not. He’s all secrety like that. What if he had some kind of secret underground business that even glowstick doesn’t know about???”
“I dunno about that, sis—wait… hmm…”
“RIGHT?? Picture it, bro, this hot uncle guy just—waltzin’ in wherever he wants and wherever he goes, and he hardly has a problem! GASP What if he’s a mafia boss?!”
“Okay, that’s totally pushing it. I don’t think that’s it.”
“Psssh, whatever. If he’s not a mafia boss, I’m totally gonna bet he has some kind of secret underground business, though.”
“That seems a lot more likely. But—anyway, we’re getting off-topic! How are you feeling about talking to them?”
“Mm… still kinda nervous? I don’t wanna mess up. But this is important. Like, super important. So I wanna make sure I do it right.”
“There won’t really be a ‘right’ way of doing something. Especially not when it comes to this. They’ll understand, they will. And I’ll be here to be moral support and a mediator, too. If you’re okay with that?” “Yeah, yeah, that’d be nice.”
“Alright, sis. I’ll be there.”
“Thanks, bro. Hehe, I’m definitely way less nervous now.”
○ ○ ○
“You have a lot of mangoes in your house,” Mei says as she looks around the kitchen. “Like, sooooo many! I didn’t know it was possible to have this many!”
Uncle Zan chuckles, “I have a mango tree in the backyard that I’ve grown and cared for. I also have a client who likes mangoes in particular, so I make sure to stock up for when they visit.” He makes a small gesture to the fruit basket. “Feel free to help yourself to some.”
“Thanks so much, Uncle!” MK follows Mei into the kitchen to grab a mango. He ends up stopping short while Zan is grabbing plates and helping Mei cut some up for snacks.
Something smells… different. Off, almost?
Teacher did say my sense of smell would be heightened at some point…
I didn’t even notice until now, but—
He stands next to Mei, resting his chin on her shoulder while she sets up the mangoes on the plate to look like funny faces. His freckled nose wrinkles as he takes another subtle sniff.
It almost smells like Teacher, but not him at the same time. The same mixture of heaven and earthly smells… but also something else?
Like… chilling darkness.
A hint of death.
Weird…
“MK? Are you alright, lad?”
MK jumps and looks over at Uncle Zan, then Mei when she says, “Yeah, you were kinda spacing out there for a minute, bro.”
“Huh? Oh, yeah, sorry, haha,” MK scratches at his cheek, then his head. “Have a lot on my mind, you know? But I’m okay!”
“Okay, as long as ya don’t go spacin’ out like that during the talk with glowstick,” Mei pokes at his cheek, giggling at the way he slaps at her hand and goes to sit on the couch.
Zan, meanwhile, stays behind. The look in his eyes told MK that he didn’t fully believe MK’s words. He steps closer to MK and whispers, “Is there something on your mind?”
Aaaaaah, he’s way too good at this, it’s hard to hide it from him.
But MK just nods and says, “Just thinking about the talk between Mei and sib. It’s gonna be a lot, but I think it’ll be okay. I guess I’m just, heh, kinda trying to get rid of any lingering worries.”
Uncle Zan looks over his face, his eyes—though warm—every bit calculating and observing, as one would expect from a therapist as good as him. But instead of pressing, he just nods and pats his head. “That’s good to hear. I, too, believe this will go relatively well.”
He stands up straighter and says in a slightly louder tone to get Mei’s attention, “Nibby should be home soon from running the delivery, feel free to wait and watch some television. I’ll be in the garden if you need anything.”
“Thank you, Uncle.” MK gives a small nod and a smile.
“Yeah yeah! Thanks, Uncle man! We’ll holler if anyone breaks in.” Mei waves as he walks out the back door.
MK hops onto the couch with Mei, both of them flipping through the channels and sharing mangoes while they lean against one another. Though it’s comfortable in the house, he can’t shake the feeling something felt off about that smell. It smelled so much like Teacher, but it didn’t at the same time! It’s weird.
Did Teacher have some kind of secret lover he was seeing here?? WAS IT WAS UNCLE ZAN????
But wait, why does it also smell like that hint of death?
It also doesn’t make sense that Teacher and Uncle Zan would be in a relationship. They barely know each other, and MK feels like that they’re not really each other’s type. Maybe? He doesn’t know!
So if not that, then… was it the mangoes that smell like death?
He smells it. It smells fine.
Do they taste like it?
He takes a bite of one. Nope, they taste fine.
Hmmm… maybe he’ll ask Teacher about it later.
It’s so odd that it smells like him but also doesn’t. It doesn’t make sense, no one else should smell like him…
But he’ll save it for when he actually talks to Teacher about it.
He’s not really sure how long he and Mei are waiting for Sib to come home, but by the time they hear the front door opening, they already went through at least three episodes of Monkey Cop: The Animated Series. Both of them abruptly sit up at the sound and lean over to look at the doorway. Sib didn’t notice them yet, focusing on getting their shoes off.
“Welcome home, nibby,” Uncle Zan called from the back.
Is his hearing that good that he just knows Sib’s home??
“Thanks,” they call back, rubbing their face. They looked a little tired. They then take three steps into the house before finally noticing MK and Mei, who both scramble to look casual. It looks three kinds of horrible and awkward.
“MK, Mei,” they nod in greeting.
“Hey sib,” MK waves, and Mei does so too, but doesn’t say anything. She’s already fidgeting with the zipper on her jacket, eyes darting down to the ground, then back at Sib, then back down.
Sib walks over, placing their pack on the floor and sitting down in the armchair. MK turns off the television to avoid any outside distractions. He looks Sib over, his brows knitting down with worry. Their hair was a bit askew in some places and the circles under their eyes were definitely darker than the last time he saw them… “Are you sure today is okay? You look a little tired…”
“Yeah,” Mei finally speaks up, “If—if you need more time, it’s fine.”
Sib shakes their head. “I’m okay. Just been really busy playing catch up with some work, but I’ll be fine enough to talk.”
It feels like there’s more to what they’re saying, but I don’t wanna press. We can’t afford a subject change just yet. Gotta focus on Mei and them talking.
“Alright… if you start to feel off, we can stop, okay?” MK looks at Mei now and says, “That goes for both of you, you know. If you start to feel off too, Mei, we can stop and try again either later today or another day.”
“It’s best not to force yourself through something you’re not ready for,” Sib leans forward and rests their arms on their knees, their fingers loosely laced together. “You won’t be judged for needing to take a break if it gets to be too much.”
“Thanks. I’m—I’m fine, really. Just, kinda nervous, I guess?” She fidgets with her jacket some more. “But, I wanna do this. I’ll be okay, I think. But—I’ll say something if I, you know, start to feel the feels.” She wiggles her fingers for emphasis.
Sib nods. MK leans back in his seat a little and begins to say, “Well… if you guys want, we can go ahead and get started. I’ll just be here as a sort of mediator and support, so I won’t step in unless it’s necessary. So—feel free to just go ahead.”
“Okay… so, do you wanna start, or—?” Mei looks at Sib now, playing with her hair.
They gesture to her. “You can go ahead, it’s fine.”
“Okay, okay, so… uhm…” Mei takes a breath and pulls her knees to her chest, playing with the ends of her pants now. “Well… I mean, I guess I’m just, like, really sorry? Like—super sorry for—you know—just—upsetting you the way I did.
“I just—I just wanted to, you know, hang out and be friends. And all the stuff I thought would work to help you open up more kinda, just, did the opposite. It pushed you away. And I didn’t realize it. I—I kinda just, you know, kept going and pushing and—”
She takes a breath and wipes her eyes as tears were already rolling down her cheeks. Sib stands up momentarily to grab at a box of tissues and hands them to her.
She blows her nose, then keeps going through the tears, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m not trying to make you feel bad by crying, I promise, I—”
“It’s okay,” Sib says, their voice soft and reassuring, as Uncle Zan’s was that day. They say, “It’s emotions you’re not used to fully processing. Take the time you need to get it out and let yourself feel it. The worst thing you can do right now is try to repress it.”
Mei sniffles and nods. “O—Okay… Okay… I… when I kept pushing, I didn’t realize that I was just making it worse and then the stuff with the bull clone and Mom and Dad and me shouting out to everyone that you were a clairvoyant—” she sniffles, blows her nose again “—and—and. Ugh. I dunno. I just. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have.
“I shouldn’t have kept trying to push you to be social when you weren’t feeling it. I shouldn’t have tried to look at your phone, either. I didn’t realize that, you know, sometimes people just like their privacy. I didn’t have that problem before, maybe because I didn’t think about it? And—just—like—I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.
“I still wanna be friends. I do. I wanna try to do better. To be better. Not just for you or MK or Uncle man, but, like, for myself too, you know? I don’t wanna make everything go wrong again. I wanna make this better, so, I will! I’ll try to make it better, and make it up to you. I wanna be reliable to you and MK and everyone and myself and—”
She sucks in a stuttery breath and wipes her eyes some more. The empty plate that once had mangoes on it was now being piled with tissues.
“I wanna do better,” she whispers, her lower lip still quivering, “I wanna be better. I’m still learning. It’s hard—but—I wanna be better…”
Silence.
MK reaches over and gently rubs Mei’s back as she wipes her eyes. More tissues on the plate. He didn’t say it out loud, but he hopes the gesture is enough for her to know that he’s proud of her. Because he is! He’s so proud, even if it was tough to say, she did great. It’s not even a big step—this is a big leap for her.
This has to be the hardest thing she’s ever done. But she did it.
Sib the entire time was quiet, their face neutral with only the slightest furrowing of their brows. They take a slow, deep breath, before scooting to the edge of the armchair. “It wasn’t okay to let your emotions control you the way they did,” they say slowly, “but it also wasn’t okay to let my emotions control me.”
They play with the sleeve of their own shirt, a look of contemplation in their eyes. They slowly roll up their sleeves to their elbows, the scars on full display now. They breathe in, then out. Rest their arms back on their knees.
“I have limits to how long I can socialize before I need to go be alone and recharge. My limit was met, and I didn’t do anything about it,” they speak in a calm tone, their voice unwavering, unlike how Mei’s was constantly trembling. “I didn’t tell you I needed alone time. I just sat in silence and bore with it, knowing full well I was getting more agitated. It wasn’t right to treat you the way I did just because my own social limit was met, when it was well within my ability to tell you I needed some space. And for that…”
They bend forward, bowing their head to her. “I’m sorry, Mei.” They sit up more and say, “I’m sorry I treated you that way. I’m sorry I spoke to you that way.” They take a breath. “It’s my job as an adult to be a good role model for you two, and I did an absolute shit job for you, Mei.
“I took on something I clearly wasn’t ready to handle, and you paid the price for it. That’s not okay. And I’m sorry for saying you would never be reliable. I did not mean that, at all,” that sentence certainly made more tears fall from Mei’s eyes.
Sib asks them, “Is it… alright if I sit closer?”
Mei snorts up some snot that was dripping from her nose and nods. “Uh—Uh-huh.”
They get up and go to sit next to her. “Is touching okay?”
“Y—Yeah… it’s fine…”
They put their hand on her back and start rubbing in slow, circular motions. They keep talking, “I was running on pure emotion at that point. You know the fight or flight response?”
“Kinda…?”
“To put it as basically as I can; it’s when someone’s faced with a stressful or threatening situation, something that makes them feel like they’re in danger. The body usually responds by preparing for action—this action being to either fight the danger or flee from it.” They keep rubbing her back until she’s slowly leaning over and resting her head on their shoulder, still wiping her eyes and blowing her nose.
“A lot of people with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder—or PTSD for short—enter this state when it’s triggered by a phrase, a setting, even a tone of voice sometimes… the list of circumstances go on,” Sib lets out a small sigh, turning their head away and staring at their feet now. “The phrase ‘you’re the clairvoyant’ carries a lot of baggage, a lot of bad memories with me. It triggered that fight or flight response in me, and I chose to both fight and flee.
“Now, just because I’m telling you this, do not use it as a way to beat yourself up.” Their hand moves from Mei’s back to her shoulder and gives it a squeeze. “None of you know the baggage I carry. None of you know what could trigger these responses in me. And I do not associate you specifically with this trigger. Nor do I plan to.
“That being said… even if that were still a thing, I shouldn’t have used you as a punching bag like that. It wasn’t right. You made a mistake, yes, but you didn’t deserve to just be thrown into a wood chipper that way. Emotions were high, it was several unfortunate circumstances that were put into a hotpot that made a really shitty meal that we were both forced to eat.”
Mei snickers and turns her head to bury her face into Sib’s shoulder. Sib and MK look at one another, him giving them a bright smile and a nod. Though their smile was more exhausted, it shined in their eyes.
Gosh, I’m glad this is going well. I was so worried.
But—wait—huh… now that I’m thinking about it, Sib also kinda smells like that weird scent… Teacher, but not Teacher.
They didn’t smell like this before… I wonder—
They keep talking to Mei, ripping MK from his thoughts before they could go off too far. He pays attention to their words as they say, “You have potential to be reliable to others. It’s going to be a long and arduous path because of how late a bloomer you are, but that doesn’t mean it’s impossible. It just means you’ll have to play some catch up. With a reliable support group, you’ll be able to grow.”
They are definitely talking about Mei’s parents there. Oof.
Mei sniffles again before she pulls back and wipes at her reddened eyes. “Ugh. Sorry, sorry. I don’t wanna get snot all over your shirt—”
“It’s fine. It’s better to get the emotions out than to keep it in.”
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry for everything.”
“I’m sorry too, Mei. You didn’t deserve any of that shit happening to you.”
“You didn’t either!” Mei punches their arm and wipes at her eyes again. “You didn’t deserve it—”
“We both didn’t deserve it, then.” Sib punches her back. “We were both stupid and emotional and tried tactics on one another that did not and would not have worked out. I’m not used to all the energy you have, and you’re not used to how little energy I have. We’re opposites in a lot of ways, but that doesn’t mean it’ll be impossible to make it work.”
They hold a hand out to her and offer a small smile. “So, how about we start over, hmm? Proper introduction and all that. To start off on a better foot with one another.”
“Y—Yeah, okay… that sounds good.” Mei wipes at her eyes one last time and looks at Sib. “Well, I’m Long Xiaojiao. I usually go by Mei. My parents own a shipping company called Rising Dragon Shipping, and… well… I like bikes and games.” She tentatively holds out her hand, her voice softer as she says, “I… I hope we can be friends…”
Sib tells her their name, taking her hand and giving it a single shake. “I’m a reader and a researcher in my spare time, and usually help out my uncle with deliveries to his clients. And I also assist the Great Sage in training MK. I, too, hope we can be friends.”
MK lets out a small breath, leaning over and wrapping his arms around Mei. He whispers to her, “You did great, sis. I’m proud of you.”
“Uuuuugh MK, I just stopped crying,” She laughs through freshly shedding tears, but hugs him back all the same. “Thanks, bro. And… thank you too.” She looks at Sib. “I—I will try my best. I promise.”
“And I promise to do my best as well.” They put their hand on hers and bump their shoulder against hers. “It takes two to fix a broken relationship. Sometimes three if a mediator is needed.” They shoot a look at MK.
He only offers a big and bright grin. “So—are you free for the day?”
“Mmm… My transcribing work can wait until tonight,” they say after glancing at their phone. “And your teacher may say he needs me to help him prep for the next training session, but he’s perfectly capable of doing it himself. Just wants to be lazy,” they mutter the last part, but MK heard it.
And is probably lonely, MK wants to say, but doesn’t.
They look at MK and Mei, saying, “But otherwise, I’m free.”
“Cool, cool! Would you like to watch some movies or…?”
“Hmm…” Sib thinks for a moment. “It could certainly help lighten the mood… have you two ever watched American movies?”
“Not too many?” Mei’s leaning against MK now, but she’s still got her hand on Sib’s, looking much more relaxed than she was prior. “All I know is they got lots of explosions and junk in them.”
“And a lot of sexual tension,” MK points out.
“So much,” she agrees with a sage-like nod.
Sib snickers, “You’re right about that. Here, let me see if I can get my hands on a few to show you. I think you’ll like them.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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I love MK so god damn much you do not UNDERSTAND.
I have so many feelings about this chapter dude.
Uncle Zan and MK interactions
Pigsy and MK
MEI AND MK
MEI AND READER AND MK
I'm a soft puddle of love for these babiesNow that a resolution has been reached for our wonderful dragon girl and reader, we can finally move onto the next thing :3c
Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 17: The Shadow in the Corner
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“The Six-Eared Macaque and the Monkey King learned their magical arts together—gaining the transformations, the incredible strength and speed… Not once did one stray far from the other during their training. In fact, they even got their names together. Their first teacher—Master Subhodi—was the one to give Monkey King his name; Sun Wukong. Despite being offered to be given a name as well, the Six-Eared Macaque had preferred to keep his original name given to him, only okay with the one nickname, ‘Macaque.’
“Through their excursions, the two monkeys learned the art of martial arts and various magics no other mortal could wield. They wreaked havoc across the Heavenly Realm, bearing their teeth at any who dared disrespect them. It was during this time that Sun Wukong had gained his immortality from gorging on heavenly wine, the pills of immortality, and the peaches of immortality.
“Meanwhile, as the more cunning and sneaky of the duo, the Six-Eared Macaque was busy stealing quite a few powerful artifacts from the Heavenly Armory. This includes but is not limited to; the Shadow Lantern, the Demon Revealing Mirror, the Golden Coin, the Phoenix Feather, and the Shouyi Oracle Cards.”
You rest your cheek in your hand, eyeing Tang’s texts he had lent you. With how busy you’ve been—what with the delivery jobs, transcribing, and making sure everything was set for MK’s arachnophobia therapy—you haven't had too much time to read through these. Thankfully Monkey King—Wukong is taking MK to practice his elements magic, and Uncle Zan was having tea with Sandy (and also absolutely gossiping), so you were free to your own devices.
Thank the heavens, Tang was so patient and still fine with you holding onto the texts for longer than intended. He’s much too nice for his own good sometimes, but you also know he trusts you to respect his hard work. You take a breath, re-reading the last paragraph you just read and tracing your fingers along the words, pausing at two specific things.
The Shadow Lantern… Shouyi Oracle Cards…?
What with his newly acquired shadow magic, it wouldn’t surprise me if he’s also using that to this day. But the cards… something feels oddly familiar with them…
You write down the two artifacts as a reminder to research those later, before you get comfortable in your desk chair and continue to read.
“You can already surmise that the Heavenly Realm wasn’t exactly happy with their havoc wreaked across heaven, and had planned for a counterattack while our two troublesome monkeys ran back to Mount Huaguo, laughing and taunting them.
“During a moment of reprieve, they befriended other demons with like-minds of their own. These demons were known as; the Azure Lion, Yellowtusk the Wise, Golden-Winged Peng, and the Demon Bull King. They became fast friends, and even faster Sworn Brothers.”
You read over the Sworn Brothers again, humming quietly to yourself. Sometimes, if you think about it hard enough and close your eyes, you can picture it.
A table covered in fruits and meats. The chairs filled with faces that were somehow both familiar yet not to you. Two chairs were empty.
Laughter rings across the table as Wukong danced and told his tales, his circlet shining in the light. Macaque's laughter was quieter, his six ears quivering and his ivory fur gleaming like starlight when the sun hit it.
You— not you —were laughing too, until tears were rolling down your cheeks, and you were leaning against Azure’s arm, who helped right you in your seat so you didn’t fall to the floor.
Everything was okay…
Everything was good…
It was going to be okay…
It was…
And when you open your eyes, you’re just in your bedroom.
…
Sigh…
Maybe you should take a day to try to take another read at that scroll Wukong was holding onto. These visions were starting to get weirder.
Memories that didn’t belong to you. Feelings not your own. They’re happening more often, and you’re wondering what these visions of someone else’s memories were trying to tell you.
You learned fast that some memories belonged to Six-Eared Macaque. The emotions were raw, unfiltered, and all over the place. His mind filled with endless thoughts of panic and anger and hurt that were so powerful you felt it for a short while, even when the vision would end.
Now come these new visions of this unnamed stranger. Someone who both Six-Eared Macaque and Wukong knew who even knew about the Sworn Brothers. Whoever they were, they were apparently very loved by these demons. Were they a demon as well? Are they still here?
Given no one's made mention of them, it's not likely. But it's also possible they're just in hiding, or maybe the friendship ended on a sour note as well. You can only speculate until you're able to find the answer.
For now, though, you decide to keep reading rather than fill your head with more questions that won't have answers for a while.
“The rebellion had gotten so bad, that the Jade Emperor and the authorities of Heaven had to appeal to the Buddha for aid. Though the Brothers put up a good fight, no one could best the Buddha, and a harsh punishment was enacted for all. However, only Sun Wukong is written as the one who was punished.
“No texts speak of what happened to the other demons, or why Sun Wukong was the only one reprimanded out of all the others. My theory, however, is that he requested to take the punishment for the six of them combined. A surprisingly noble act for a rambunctious monkey such as himself.”
…
You feel a strange sensation in your shoulder. Almost like goosebumps, but not quite. Like something was about to touch you, but was hovering just a hair's width away. The air in the room chilled somewhat, shadows beginning to move on their own.
You say without looking up from the book, “Are you going to continue to read over my shoulder, or are you going to respect personal space?”
You don’t even have to look to know he’s got that shit-eating smile right now. A chuckle behind you, his breath tickling your cheek. “What can I say? Monkeys are a social species. We like to get nice and close.”
You reactively jerk your hand back with the intent to slap Six-Eared Macaque in the face, but hit at air. You spin in your chair and raise an unamused brow, while he’s just laughing and falling back on your bed. Your face scrunches up, and you ask, “Do you not have anything better to do? I’m trying to read.”
“About me, it looks like.” His smile stays on his face as he gets comfortable on your bed. “I didn’t know you were a fan! If you were so curious about me, you could’ve just asked.”
“I am not a fan,” You scoff, shutting the book and getting up. You turn towards the door, adding on, “And even if I asked you, it’s not like you would ever answer.” Then you walk out the room and down to the kitchen. You might as well get a snack and some tea before starting off a transcribing job someone asked you to get done.
When you enter the kitchen, you pause, letting out another sigh. He’s already leaning against the island when you reach the kitchen, his cheek in his hand and his tail flicking behind him.
Really should’ve expected that.
“You never know until you try, little oracle,” he says with a chuckle.
You roll your eyes, electing to ignore him and instead go to start up a pot of tea, then look through the cupboards. Hmm… you didn’t feel like cooking anything right now since you weren’t starving, just peckish. Might as well just cut up some fruit. You wonder if Six-Eared Macaque will continue to bug you today or get bored and go bug Uncle Zan or some other poor unsuspecting soul.
Even so, he was… mmm… you’re not sure how to put it. Whatever the talks with him and Uncle Zan involved, it certainly caused a change. When he’s around, he’s still just as obnoxious, but somehow also more tolerable? It’s hard to describe. He still pokes and prods at you to get a reaction, but he actually backs off when you tell him to.
It feels as if he’s less trying to find out what makes you hurt to make it hurt more, and more trying to see how you work. Like a pocket watch he previously was ripping apart with no care, he's now working with more precision and more lighthearted curiosity to see how it ticks. It’s a weird feeling going from having the pieces of you poked at in an uncomfortable way to suddenly put under a microscope and observed with some form of care now.
Uncle Zan says that progress is happening. Though it was difficult to see for yourself, given your (admitted and justified) biased view, you trusted your uncle’s words.
That doesn’t mean you’ll trust Six-Eared Macaque. Absolutely not. You will keep that monkey at the length of a thirty-foot pole held by someone else. Though you still don’t fully understand why he pulled you out of the Long family home after that whole debacle happened, it wasn’t enough to get you to trust the monkey. He always had an ulterior motive or a hidden agenda, and one little act of kindness wasn’t going to change that.
…
But…
You were raised to give what you get. So if Six-Eared Macaque was going to actually be… somewhat decent to you, you’ll do the same for him.
He watches you as you move around the kitchen, his tail lazily swaying behind him. Still nothing is said between either of you as you grab a plate and set it off to the side, then sift through the fruits.
Just what is going on through his head?
It’s weird being observed like this.
Stop staring at me.
When you grab the knife, you point it at him suddenly, making him blink. “Can I help you?”
His momentary shock at the sudden bladed object pointed at him is replaced with his lackadaisy smile. With his index and middle finger, he pushes the knife away from him. “I can think of a few ways you could, sure.”
“That doesn’t involve me giving you my visions. Which—by the way—still not gonna happen.” Even if you wanted to, they were still eluding you, moving too fast or being too vague for you to understand anything. It’s almost like your own visions didn’t want you knowing what was going to happen yet.
Six-Eared Macaque shrugs. “Then I got nothin’.”
“Good, then you can go away and leave me alone. I’m busy.”
“Pfft. Busy cutting some fruits?” His tail snatches a plum from the basket, and he takes a bite out of it. “Soooo busy, oracle.”
The huff you let out is almost like a scoff, but too airy to be considered one. “I don’t know or want to know what kind of shit you do in your spare time, but I have a job I need to do.”
“What, that transcribing job you don’t even need because of all the money you’ve saved up over the years?” He snickers, his six ears quivering as he does. “Please, we both know you only do that when you’re bored and don’t have anything else to do.”
“At least I’m doing something with my time.” You grab a mango, muttering, “Unlike some people in this room.”
Knowing full well he heard you, you expected him to shoot a quip back, but instead he’s silent. His smile fell to a more neutral expression, almost a confused one, as he’s watching you cut up the mango. “You know that one’s not ripe yet, oracle.”
“I’m well aware, Six-Eared Macaque. That’s the point,” you respond as you don’t look up.
That seems to elicit a reaction you hadn’t seen from him before. His nose scrunches up, and he looks nothing short of offended at you. “It doesn’t even taste good like that,” he huffs, it sounds like a mix between a laugh and a scoff, “You like torturing yourself with unripe fruits?”
Instead of answering him, you walk over to the cupboard and take out a small jar. Six-Eared Macaque still watches your every move, but seems to be even more attentive as he watches you open the jar. His nose twitches when the smell of salt and strong smell of fermenting is let loose from the container, making him shake his head and lean back.
“UGH —What in the underworld is that?! It smells like the plague!” He covers his nose with his hand, glaring at the jar as if it insulted his existence. “A very salty plague, at that.”
“Shrimp paste,” you reply simply. “It’s a nice snack to eat with unripe mangoes.”
“Disgusting,” he says with his face scrunched up in repulsion. “You humans eat shit like this?”
You look at him now, raising a brow. “You, a mango enthusiast, never had mangoes with shrimp paste?”
You’re the whole reason Uncle has more mangoes and plums in here, yet you don’t know about this snack???
“Why would I waste my time with things like this when I can just eat the whole mango? After smelling that pile of wet dog shit, I wouldn’t want to.” His fur stands on end, lowering his hand from his face, though his nose remains scrunched in offense.
A roll of your eyes. You pour some shrimp paste onto your plate and push it towards him. “Just try it and stop whining.”
“No.” He pushes the plate back to you with his tail.
You push it back to him. “Try it. You’ll like it.”
“Pffff,” it was his turn to roll his eyes. “Such confidence, little oracle. You really—”
“Just try it already, you stubborn monkey.” You scoff and turn away to pour your tea.
You don’t see the look on Six-Eared Macaque’s face change from his look of disgust to shock. You didn’t see it turn to momentary amusement, either. When you turn back around, you see him taking a mango slice and staring at it, then the shrimp paste.
You say, “You’re supposed to scoop it with the mango slice. It’s like a chip with dip, essentially.”
He does as you instruct, scooping some shrimp paste onto the mango slice. He’s looking at it as if the paste were going to come alive and bite at him. But he takes a bite nonetheless and slowly chews on it, his tail flicking behind him.
…
…
…
“Holy shit,” he whispers, his eyes slowly widening.
“Mhm.” That’s what you thought. You take your teacup and place it on the island. You find yourself asking, “How can you love mangoes this much and never have mango and shrimp paste?”
Six-Eared Macaque snorts and rolls his eyes, but he’s taking another bite with the shrimp paste anyway. “If it isn’t broken, it doesn't need fixing.”
You blink, your brows furrowing. “What—it’s not even fixing it, it’s just making it better. Have you never had mango flavored candies or jam?”
He raises a brow, still eating your snack. The reaction only tells you he certainly never heard of it.
“Whatever, that’s not my concern.” You reach over to snatch the plate away, but he pulls it closer to him before you could. You give him an unamused stare. Is he being serious right now? “Give it back.”
He doesn't. Instead, a smile grows on his face and he does a small salute to you. “Thanks for the snacks, oracle.”
“What—that’s not yours—!”
Aaaaaand he’s already in the shadows with your plate of mangoes. Great. You really wish Uncle didn’t get rid of those shadow-negating wards now.
With a groan, you go to get another plate for yourself. That had to have been the weirdest and… most normal conversation you’ve ever had with him so far. As normal as it could be with someone like Six-Eared Macaque. Still insufferable with how he always wanted the last word, but whatever.
You shake your head and sigh. You don’t even want to try thinking about that. Not right now, at least. You’ll get some transcribing done and then attempt to decipher what all of that was. His overly casualness reminded you a lot of Wukong…
They really are a lot more alike than they’ll ever admit.
…
I wonder… if Miss Lihua has anything to say about him? Would it even be okay to ask her?
I don’t know what her relationship with him even was, but there’s only one way to find out.
If only I knew whether she had a phone or something to contact her by…
You get your new plate of mangoes and shrimp paste, your cup of tea, and return up to your room.
…And of course Six-Eared Macaque is there, on your bed, reading one of the books Tang had lent you.
Does he really have nothing better to do?
“Are you just going to bug me all day?” You give an exasperated sigh as you place your tea and snack down at your desk.
“Well, I was going to read whatever you were trying to find out about me, buuuuuut…” he shuts the book with one hand and tosses it into the nearby trash bin. “False history isn’t exactly my thing.”
“H—Hey!” You scramble for the book and take it out of the trash. “This isn’t mine, you know!”
“You’re right!” Six-Eared Macaque snaps a finger and grins, tossing a shrimp paste covered mango into his mouth. “It’s the trash’s now.”
“No, you abhorrent dickwad, it belongs to someone else!” You put the book aside and turn to him. He lets out a sputtered laugh at your insult towards him. “Have you no respect for other people’s property?”
Six-Eared Macaque scoffs, picking at his teeth with a claw. “Not if that property is a false advertisement for my life.”
“You—why do you care— uuuugh—” you set the books aside on your dresser before sitting down at your desk. You look him over, your face scrunched up, until an idea pops into your head.
What did he mean by false advertisement?
Might as well ask. What do I have to lose? If anything, he might just fuck off to avoid talking about it and I can work in peace.
So you wave a hand at him and ask, “Okay, fine, I’ll bite. You said all I have to do is ask, so I’m asking; what do you mean by ‘false advertisement’?”
“Pretty simple, little oracle.” He eats another mango. “Half the shit written in that particular book isn’t accurate—none of it even happened.” He mutters something else under his breath, but it was too soft for you to hear.
“Okay, so what’s the true story, huh?”
That makes Six-Eared Macaque pause. His shit-eating grin was replaced with a more neutral expression, one of contemplation. Slowly, he sits up into a more proper sitting position. He’s not looking at you, more off to the side. The contemplation gives away to conflict, as if he were having a deep conversation with himself in his own mind.
Is he seriously considering it?
I didn’t think he would.
I thought he was just going to make some backhanded comment and disappear.
The silence stretched for minutes, though it felt much longer than that. The shadows warp around your room, shivering in reaction to whatever thoughts were swirling in Six-Eared Macaque’s mind right now. Though you wanted to make some quip, you feel like any kind of break to the silence would ruin your chances.
You’ve been wanting to get more information on Six-Eared Macaque to try and find out just what exactly happened between him and Wukong. What caused the animosity? The hatred? The desire to “make him pay for what he’s done?” If Six-Eared Macaque was going to give you the answers, it wouldn’t be a good idea to try and rush him.
Just treat this as if you’re hearing MK or Mei talk about themselves. Patience. Don’t push.
“Some of that book is accurate. The first one, at least,” he says, “Wukong and I… did learn from the same master. He got his name from Master Subhodi—even offered to give one to me, but I refused.”
You sit in your chair, leaning forward and resting your arms on your knees, a sign that you were listening to him. “Is… there a reason why?” You find yourself asking. “Why you didn’t want a name, that is?”
He doesn’t answer, his eyes never once looking in your direction, but more around the room. He stuffs another mango slice into his mouth, his tail twitching. A slow, quiet exhale blows out his nostrils. “Even if my name is on the nose to what I am, it’s what my mother named me.”
His mother…?
“Miss Lihua?” You ask now, tilting your head curiously.
“What—?” He scoffs, breaking into a small laugh and shaking his head. “Just because Wukong and I were born from stone eggs doesn’t mean we were raised by the same people. Mother— Lihua found him, but I… was found by others.” His ears flare out, twitching and listening to the soft rustle of the wind outside.
Raised by someone else… I wonder how he met Wukong, then.
But that’d get too off the rails, maybe if I’m able, I can try asking him later.
“I see… so, what about the havoc in heaven, then?” You ask now, gesturing for him to continue. As curious as you were getting, you also didn’t expect him to actually go through with talking to you about it. Nor do you know why he chose to, but you weren’t going to look a gift horse in the mouth.
One thing at a time. I’ll figure things out. Just gotta be patient.
The shadows move, shift, making silhouettes of figures. Some were familiar, some weren’t. Six-Eared Macaque keeps talking, “The havoc in heaven was mostly true. Both Wukong and I were supposed to invade the armory together, I just ended up going in alone. The blockhead got drunk off the heavenly wine and crashed whatever party the celestials were having.”
He shrugs as he says, “It ended up making the perfect distraction while he was busy gorging himself and taking the attention of the guards. I got my hands on quite a few lovely little artifacts.
“We met Azure Lion first after we got home… He stumbled upon our home not long after we returned from our raid. He was once a Celestial Warrior, turning away from the Jade Emperor because he saw just how selfish and petty they were. Only caring for themselves and treating everyone else lower than them.”
The way he said it certainly let you know he had a lot of his own personal malice towards the Celestial Realm. It felt extremely deep-rooted, but you’re not sure why. There’s the obvious, of course, but it felt… deeper than that.
Rather than ask, you listen to him continue speaking, “We eventually met Yellowtusk, Peng, and Bull King. We all found like-mindedness in one another. All we wanted was to just be respected and listened to, rather than be treated like we’re lower than dirt just because of our demonic blood.
“Flower Fruit became a home for the misfits. People who didn’t belong in the demon world, human world, or anywhere, really. Everyone there was treated as an equal, no matter their status. But… of course, it wouldn’t stop the rest of the world from acting like they were better. So, we made a plan to overthrow the Jade Emperor and put a new one in place—to put some kind of balance in this broken world.
“All of us agreed that Azure Lion would be a good replacement for that old sod who thinks himself so great.” Six-Eared Macaque stops there, a glazed look overtaking his eyes. You knew the look, all too well, as someone who also gets lost in the memories of your past. You purse your lips, wanting to say something, but choose to remain silent.
He starts speaking again, the shadows moving as he does, “The battle went well enough. Not even the Lotus Prince or Erlang Shen could stop us. Heh, Brother Ox even managed to find love on the battlefield, convincing Princess Iron Fan to our side. We really thought we were gonna win… And then they made an appeal to the Buddha for aid.”
He grits his teeth, his hands clenching into fists as his tail thumps against the bed. “We lost. And peach— Wukong. He—” he runs his fingers through his fur, his eyes narrowing, brows pulling together into an expression that held both anger and hurt. His words were spat out with pure hatred, yet underlaid with pain, “Bastard thinking himself so fucking noble. He demanded the rest of us be let go, and he’d take the punishment equivalent for all six of us.”
You suck in a breath, slowly exhaling. To take a punishment meant for six and shoved onto just one person… You didn’t know that’s what really happened, you only knew of his sealing under the Five Elements Mountain. While imagining Wukong’s punishments were hard enough, you can’t even begin to think of how his own Sworn Brothers and theorized lover had felt.
If Uncle had taken your place to deal with all you had experienced in America…
Your gaze lowers to stare at your feet instead, taking a quiet sip of your tea. You look back at Six-Eared Macaque, opening your mouth to say something, but stop yourself when he continues talking, “We were ‘escorted’ out of the Celestial Realm after that… They had their prisoner, and that’s all that mattered. At least, that’s what we all thought.”
He takes a slow, deep breath. “Those celestial bastards weren’t done just yet. And history will never know they did this… but we do.” The shadows grew restless with Six-Eared Macaque’s increasing emotions. They flash through his eyes—anguish and rage. For himself? Wukong? The Celestial Realm? Or maybe all three? The shadows closed in on you both, swallowing all light within the room, except for a single ray of sunshine coming from the window.
His claws dig into the bed, his tail slamming against the side of it. He breathes slowly, inhaling, and then exhaling. The silhouette shown on the wall was that of a mountain, covered in trees and shapes of monkeys, all various sizes.
Six-Eared Macaque says through gritted teeth, “Flower Fruit burned.”
The silhouette showed the mountain suddenly erupting into fire.
“What?” You ask, your chest tightening in the shock of what he just told you.
“Erlang Shen,” the shadows quiver as Six-Eared Macaque snarls the name, his voice dripping with pure malice towards the god. “He set fire to the mountain… and burned it all. A petty act of revenge. Just to get back at us.”
His breathing grew more ragged as he tried and failed to calm himself down.
Is this the first time he’s talking about this??
You’re suddenly not sure if this is the best idea. “Hey—let’s move on—”
“He didn’t stop at the warriors. The civilians. The mothers. The children— he killed them all. The marshals—the generals—even Brother Bird didn’t—”
The darkness had become so cold you could see your breath when you exhaled.
His breathing had increased rapidly, his hands in front of him and flexing, as if he was trying to choke someone.
His eyes were completely glazed, darting side to side.
Shit, shit.
You move forward before you could think to stop. You climb onto the bed, your hands hovering at the sides of his face. Your eyes roam his features, trying to catch any glimpse of recognition. He only looks through you—past you, eyes glazed like murky brown water. You place your hands on his cheeks, making him look at you. Still, he gave no reaction. His hands shoot to his head, pulling at the roots of his salt and pepper fur.
“Six-Eared Macaque, look at me. Focus on me,” you say, “Breathe. You need to breathe.”
You push aside your own emotions to focus. Focus on Six-Eared Macaque. Focus on the task of getting him back in the present. His magic will spiral out of control more than it already has if he doesn’t calm down soon.
His eyes shut tight, the darkness closing in on you two until there was nothing left of your room. All around you was just pure, black void. Yet you feel something pressing against you. Like you were being pushed forward, closer to Six-Eared Macaque, as he starts to curl in on himself.
What is he doing—?
Why aren’t the wards working?!
You look at him again and quickly get your answer. The shadows weren’t pressing and pushing to harm you, he wasn’t trying to hurt you. The position he sat in—curled inward with his tail tightly wrapped around his waist. It wasn't one of aggression.
He’s trying to protect himself.
The cold around you increases, chilling you to the bone. You say, “Six-Eared Macaque— Macaque. Look at me.” You pull his face closer to yours. “Look at me. You are not there. You are not at Flower Fruit.”
His breathing sounds like he’s trying to suck it all in through a straw that got stuck in his throat. He grabs your wrists, holding tight, tight, too tight, his claws digging into your skin. His eyes still remained squeezed shut.
It’s not intentional. The wards are only sensing his fear, his panic.
He’s not hurting you on purpose. It’s not on purpose.
You bite back a wince and focus on the task at hand.
You keep talking, “You are here. In my room. In my house by the harbor, where you can hear the ocean if you leave the windows open. Just two blocks away are small shops where you can buy handmade clothing.”
Distract and reassure him.
He sucks in air, his breath coming out as mist when he exhales. The shadows close in further, pressing against your arms, your legs, your body. It was suffocating. Already you could feel your own panic rising at the sudden closed space around you and Six-Eared Macaque, but you swallow it down.
Stay calm, stay calm, stay calm.
Focus on him. Focus on him. Focus on the task.
You say, “There’s no more fire. No more burning. No more petty vengeance. The fire is gone. Just the ocean and the birds.” You’re surprised at how even you were able to keep your voice, despite how it felt as if your chest were about to cave in.
His eyes finally peel open.
Your teeth chatter at the increasing cold, feeling your fingers start to go numb.
“Look at me.” Your hands tremble, but it’s only from the cold. You’re frightening even yourself with how calm you are right now, but don’t linger on the thought, focusing on the task at hand. Your thumbs press at his chin, lifting his face to be level with your own.
His eyes hone in on you.
“You’re not there,” you tell him, “You’re not on Flower Fruit. You are here. You are here in my bedroom, with me. You are safe.”
He breathes, his grip on your wrists loosening.
You say again, “You are safe.”
His eyes slowly cleared like clouds rolling away to let the sun shine through. He sucks in another breath, the shadows that pressed against you now rescinding.
You say one final time, “You are safe.”
He lets out another breath, and the shadows finally move away, freeing you from the stifling sensation. You find yourself able to breathe now as the shadows melt away around you both.
Slowly, the temperature rises back to its normal warmth.
Slowly, the shadows slink back to their original places, as if they never moved in the first place.
Slowly, your room is filled with light again.
Six-Eared Macaque inhales, then exhales, his breathing stuttery. He blinks, his good eye that was the color of the sunset looking at you, fully registering you and how close you were.
You, meanwhile, took a moment to look around your room. It looked as if a miniature tornado had been let loose in here, everything was a mess. It’s gonna take you a while to get it all organized again, but that’s not important right now.
You look at Six-Eared Macaque again, looking over his face for any traces left behind from his episode.
Calm and alert… okay, that’s good.
He breathes. Removes his hands from around your wrists. Realizing you were still holding onto his face, you quickly let go and back off.
You inhale, then exhale. He does the same.
You blow into your hands to warm them up again, rubbing them together. You then move off the bed, taking note of the now broken plate and making sure to carefully step over the pieces. You look at Six-Eared Macaque and say, “I’m gonna get you some water.”
His spine goes stiff, looking at you as if you’d grown three heads. Then he shakes his head. “Unnecessary—”
“Let me take care of you.” You’re not sure if it’s the sheer authority in your voice, or if it was the shock of you offering to help him, but it shuts him up right quick. You point two fingers at him, saying, “Don’t you dare disappear.”
He doesn’t. You find him in the same spot on your bed when you return with a glass of water. You step over the broken plate on the floor and hand him the glass. He takes it, not looking at you as he sips it.
You sit back down on the bed, facing him with your legs crossed. You don’t look at him, instead staring off to the side, your mind swirling with thoughts.
I can’t believe they would do something like that.
Killing children…
And he witnessed it all.
He and Miss Lihua and—
Wait…
“Does… Wukong know?” You find yourself asking, your voice soft.
Six-Eared Macaque stops mid-sip of the water, looking at you, then away again. He’s focusing really hard on your messed up dresser, his brows furrowed, six ears twitching. “I don’t know. He wasn’t there,” he says, his voice surprisingly quiet, but honest.
So it’s possible Wukong doesn’t know…
Should I ask him?
Would it cause an episode with him?
What about Miss Lihua?
What if he genuinely doesn't know?
What if this is one of the things Six-Eared Macaque blames him for?
If that's the case… he deserves to know what happened to his home instead of wondering why he has unknown blame being shoved on him.
If Miss Lihua was there… why would she not tell him? Then again, in fairness to her, the memories might be too painful to recall. Not to mention, if she raised Wukong from his hatching birth, she not only witnessed Flower Fruit’s burning, but also her own son being taken away by the Celestial Court, sealed under a mountain. And probably more than you could imagine…
With that in mind, you can’t even blame her if she didn’t tell Wukong what truly happened. If it was bad enough to send Six-Eared Macaque into a panic attack, you don’t even want to think about what it’d do to her.
You shift uncomfortably in your spot, trying to find the words to say, but running a blank. Something like this was supposed to be for Uncle Zan, not you.
“I can’t begin to understand what experiencing that was like,” you decide to say. “But… I understand what it’s like to lose everything and be left with nothing.” You stare at your hands. “It’s not much, but you have my condolences.”
Six-Eared Macaque lets out a scoff, leaning back and looking at you now. A smile easily falls into place on his face. “You giving me condolences? I must be dreaming, little oracle. This has to be the nicest you’ve been to me.”
He shifted so quickly… What was the term called again? Masking? It's possible that's what he's doing to not experience those emotions again.
“You are still an insufferable prick,” the statement has him laughing, “But… I’m not completely heartless to just leave you like that. Those kinds of episodes… they’re never good to experience.” You finally look at him, truly looking at him.
After watching him experience that episode, and helping him out of it, it’s almost like someone had given you a puzzle piece you didn’t even know you were missing. The monkey sitting before you was just as damaged as you were, if not more. Scars and burdens, physical and mental, weighing him down, making him drag his feet. The only thing that helped him move forward was his rage, his desire for vengeance. The only thing that lightened the load was pretending it wasn’t there.
Perhaps that’s why he acts so indifferent or carries a threatening air about him. Though you could still feel your bias deep in your chest telling you to never trust him, you feel as if you finally see him in a different light. Without the sheer intensity of the bias, the terror, him trying to corner you all the damn time… you’re able to see a piece of whom he really is.
You already know Uncle Zan had most likely solved this all from the very beginning. After all, there had to be some reason he had decided to just up and offer therapy to six-Eared Macaque. Maybe this right here was it.
If this is what he endured when Wukong was taken by the celestials… abyss below, what did Wukong go through?
He was looking you over with the same kind of scrutiny, as if trying to read your mind and find out what you were thinking. Again, his eyes shined with heavy contemplation, wondering if he should do or say the thing on his mind.
How many thoughts swirl in his head? Is it as much as Wukong’s? More? Less?
“You experienced them before, I’m assuming,” he says, making you snap to attention.
You look over his face, and he looks over yours. You were both observing one another under a microscope, trying to find out what the other was thinking.
Maybe he’s not as similar to Wukong as I was originally suspecting…
Maybe he’s more similar to me.
Always watching from the sidelines, always observing, planning, quiet.
Uncrossing your legs, you hug them against your chest and look off to the side. “Plenty of times,” is your answer, your voice barely a whisper, but knowing he heard you.
“Alone?”
“Yeah. Back in the day. Not… as much anymore, with Uncle.”
“Mmm.”
…
…
“About… that,” you clear your throat, not daring to go into any further detail. “Let’s—ah—leave that specific topic for never, agreed?”
“Agreed.”
…
…
The bed shifts, Six-Eared Macaque moving in your peripheral vision. He snaps his fingers, and the shadows start moving, enveloping your room in a blanket of black. The only thing not covered by the shadows was your window, making everything look like it was just covered in black paint.
You hear things moving, shifting. It doesn’t last long until the shadows rescind back once more, and your room is organized. You eye up your room, noting how even the broken plate was cleaned up and put in the trash.
“Uh… thanks…”
“Mmm.”
…
…
Fuck, this is awkward.
…
…
Should I say something or wait for him to say something?
…
…
“Oracle.”
You look at Macaque. He’s not looking at you.
“That day in the karst forest…”
You already feel your muscles tensing at the memory, eyes hardening without even realizing it. You take a slow, deep breath and nod for him to continue.
His mouth works, “I’m—” before he stops himself and sighs, his tail slapping against the bed. He refuses to acknowledge you in front of him, instead staring at your desk.
He says, quiet and—dare you say it—almost unsure, “I—didn’t mean to drop you that second time.”
…
He's telling the truth…
He has to be, at least. From your experience with him so far, he would never carry that tone of voice, even if he was trying to mess with you. So… is this his way of acknowledging his mistake?
Uncle was right. It is progress.
But…
You breathe in, then out.
“I don’t think either of us are even remotely mentally or emotionally stable enough for that talk yet,” you tell him. “But… I hear your words, and I will keep them in mind.”
Six-Eared Macaque finally regards you. Once more, you both examine one another. It only further confirms that he’s more similar to you than Wukong. A silent watcher, an observer. There’s a reason he was able to find the hurts to make it hurt more, he knew how to look for it. How to listen for it, too.
But he's no longer trying to find out where your wounds are so he could pour salt on them. Instead, he's trying to find out what caused the injuries. For what reason, you're not yet sure.
You say, “Let’s just—save it for another day. When we’re both stable enough to have a talk like that. Deal?”
He doesn’t answer at first, still eyeing you up. He was examining you as if you were a feral animal, finding what would make you snap at him and what would help you calm down.
Then he nods.
“Deal.” He gets off the bed, turning his back to you and stuffing his hands into his pockets. “Until next time, oracle.”
…
…
“Thanks—for that.” His back and shoulders wiggle with an exaggerated shiver. “Ugh, feels weird. Being thankful. ”
You roll your eyes. “Yeah, you're welcome, asshole.”
He laughs, his tail flicking upward and nearly hitting you on the nose.
Then he sinks into the shadows, and is gone.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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I finished writing this in two days because you don't even KNOW how excited I've been to get to this particular chapter. I have been waiting---WAITING I TELL YOU---to get to this scene
It's just so
MMMMI love it
I love Macaque
I love Macaque and Reader's interactions
They're so fun to write
It's just the epitome of "leaving two introverts in a room"It's also fun to write and show off the stark differences between the interactions between these two and the interactions between Wukong and Reader and how different they act towards either monkey
I'm just in love, okay?Next chapter is gonna be a VERY fun one :))))))
Until next time, my lovely chicken nuggets~♥
Chapter 18: Play With Fire
Notes:
A secret is kept, and an ally is made. If only temporary.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Since Six-Eared Macaque’s episode, it felt like it’s been months. In reality, it’s only been a couple of weeks at most.
Things between you two were… well, it’s still odd. A work in progress. Long bouts of silence would hang between you both like a firework that’s been lit and about to go off. You were much too used to someone else leading a conversation rather than you—unless it was to help someone understand a specific thing, like when giving small lectures to MK. Six-Eared Macaque seemed to be the same way, rarely speaking unless spoken to, but always watching.
One thing certainly different between you two is he will absolutely not hesitate to say any kind of jab or jeer to whatever it is someone has to say. While you try not to share your raw thoughts (unless emotions get high), Six-Eared Macaque doesn’t care. He’ll let people know what he thinks about an idea and not care if it hurts the person’s feelings. At least, he doesn’t outwardly show if he cares.
Though you still kept him at an arm’s length, you ensured to give him the bit of respect he gives you.
Which leads to weird feeling—but interesting—conversations such as the one currently happening.
“Why does your drink smell like mangoes?”
“If this is where I find out you’ve never had a mango smoothie before, I’m actually going to have a conniption.” You pause, then say, “You know what, that actually doesn’t even shock me since you’ve never heard of mango candies.”
Six-Eared Macaque laughs, his tail flicking behind him. He leans forward, eyeing up the drink on your desk as you type away on your computer. “Mango smoothie… What in the underworld is a smoothie?”
“Well, you uncultured monkey, to put it very basically—a smoothie is just a drink that has blended ingredients usually from fresh or frozen fruits or vegetables with a liquid base such as milk, yogurt, or juice.” You lean back in your chair, crossing your arms. “If you actually took a minute to look around the shops, you’d find a lot of mango flavored things that are delicious.”
He raises a brow, his tail slowly wrapping around the smoothie cup. He brings it up to his face to smell it better, saying, “Yeah, shops and stuff? Not my thing.” He shrugs, making a so-so hand gesture. “Money, bartering, that’s for you mortals.”
He is literally just a hobo. Then again, even some hobos are more cultured than him.
But you don't say that. Instead, you just hum, “Mhm.” And then wave your hand at him. “Take it, I wasn’t gonna finish it anyway.”
He smells the drink again, then sips it. His tail stops moving, his six ears furling out in a way that makes you think of lotus petals. “Holy shit,” he whispers, sipping the drink again. His tail was now held up, the tip of it shaking slightly. It almost reminds you of a cat when it was happy. Was that a way of telling if he is happy?
Kinda like Wukong—his tail shows his true feelings.
You contemplate for a moment, then say, “Uncle usually makes mango supreme around this time of the year. You should try it when he makes it.”
“Mango supreme?” Six-Eared Macaque settles on your bed, still drinking the smoothie. “The hell is that?”
Uncultured hobo monkey…
You shrug. “The best and easiest way to describe it is just cake with mango. If you actually did some research, you’d find a lot of mango dishes that you’d probably like. Mango sticky rice, mango ice cream, mango pudding, mango halo-halo…” You list off on your fingers.
His brows furrow. The smoothie was finished, and he tossed it into the trash bin. “Halo-halo?”
You shake your head and get to your feet. Then you face him and cross your arms. “You’re a smart monkey, I’m sure you can figure it out. Now—if you’ll excuse me, Wukong and I have planning to do for MK’s training.”
He blinks, his face contorted into a mixture of shock and confusion, before he realizes you were using his own words against him and grins. “Cute, oracle. Real cute.” He gets up, stretches, and walks past you. His tail flicks you on the nose. “Have fun trying to keep Wukong on track.”
He sinks into the shadows, slipping out from under your door.
You let out a breath and grab your pack. You head down the stairs, calling out to Zan, “I’m going to meet with Wukong, Uncle!”
“Have fun, nibby! Tell him I said hi.” He says, back to you from his office.
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Even if the temple was a ways away, you didn’t mind the bus ride and walk there. If anything, though, you should probably just invest in a bike or a scooter to make it a quicker trek there. You definitely have enough saved up to get one of your own.
Mmm… maybe you’ll take a small trip to the market later and look at some.
Nonetheless, you finally made it up the final steps leading to Wukong’s little “shame temple” and push past the gates.
Upon approaching the temple doors, you hear Wukong speaking, “I told you already, this kinda thing takes time, okay?” At first, you thought he was talking to Miss Lihua, but he sounded so irritated that you instantly know it’s not her. If anything, you’ve never heard him in such an irate mood when talking to someone—even when he’s annoyed.
“The Court can suck it and deal with it—maybe even take this time to research what trauma does to mortals,” he continues to say. “When they’re okay enough, they’ll attend the meetings, but they’re still recovering from a bad relapse.”
…?
He’s obviously talking about you, but… who is he saying this to?
Not wanting to eavesdrop further, you step in and lean against the door frame, saying, “I think it’d be a better idea to ask them how they’re feeling, yeah?”
“Oh—shit—!” Wukong jumps to his feet and rushes to stand in front of you, completely blocking the view of whoever he was speaking with. “Heeeeey, firecracker—”
“You forgot about our get-together again,” you say flatly, raising a brow.
“I didn’t!” He huffs, crossing his arms indignantly. At your stare, he deflates slightly. “I did.”
“Mhm. Who are you talking to…?” You peek around him, despite his obvious desire to act as some kind of shield for you from this stranger. You blink at the man sitting on the armchair, sipping a cup of tea. He looked to be… possibly in his early forties? Around Uncle’s age, minus the crows feet. Black hair tied back into a topknot, with the guan accessory looking expensive, fancy, and for someone of royalty.
Even in simple, casual attire, you can recognize who he is just by his third eye alone—pup notwithstanding.
Said dog was already at your side, sniffing your hand eagerly and licking it. You flinch, looking between the two men. “Uh—what’s going on…?”
“You didn’t tell them?” Asks Erlang Shen, raising a brow at Wukong.
“Well, when you’re dealing with bullshit, that kinda isn’t a necessary thing to mention,” Wukong argues with a roll of his eyes.
Oh, he definitely doesn’t like the guy. If not for burning Flower Fruit, then for several other reasons…
You let Erlang’s dog sniff your hand more, its head rubbing against your hand more insistently.
“You may pet her, if you desire,” Erlang tells you. “Her name is Xiaotian Quan. You can call her ‘Pup,’ though.”
“Uh…” You weren’t a huge dog person, but it seems Xiaotian Quan senses your hesitancy and is calming her excitement at meeting someone new. You put your hand on her head. It’s a bit of an awkward rub, but she seems satisfied with it, at least. You look at Wukong, asking, “What’s… what’s going on here?”
Rubbing his neck, Wukong looks away. No doubt stalling to try to find the right words to say for whatever’s happening. Clearly it was supposed to involve you, but due to the relapse, it was delayed…?
“Ugh—” he shakes his head and fully faces you. “First, I’m sure you already know who he is, but let me formally introduce you to the Illustrious Sage—” both he and Erlang roll their eyes at the title “—Erlang Shen, nephew to the Jade Emperor.”
Wukong, in turn, introduces you to Erlang. Out of the sheer habit, you bow to him. “It’s an honor to meet you, Lord Erlang.”
“Please, just Erlang is alright,” he holds up a hand and gestures for you to stand straight. “I try to avoid such titles when not in the Celestial Realm. But it is an honor to make your acquaintance as well.” He bows his head, then pats at his lap, calling his pup over. He must’ve noticed your awkward stiffness to Xiaotian Quan getting cozy with you.
She’s a sweet dog, really. You just… really don’t know how to react to a dog's overly lovey demeanor.
“As for what this is all about…” Erlang gestures to the sofa, where you go to sit. Wukong sits next to you, his leg brushing against yours. “I’m unsure how much Sun Wukong told you, but allow me to help get you up to speed, if that sounds acceptable to you?” He’s more asking Wukong than you.
Wukong waves a hand, a silent gesture for him to continue. You glance between the two men, noting how the monkey’s entire disposition is completely different. Given what little you’ve heard of their history—and the fact Erlang is responsible for Wukong and Six-Eared Macaque’s home burning—you can safely guess why.
“To save us time, I’ll put it as simply as I can, and you’re free to ask whatever questions you have,” Erlang starts, lacing his fingers together and leaning forward. He goes to explain, “As you already know, the Celestial Realm and Sun Wukong do not have the best relationship. When they discovered he made a successor, it only worsened said relationship—”
Why did he word it as “made a successor”…?
“—leading the Heavenly Court into believing he’ll simply raise the boy into creating a repeat of the Havoc in Heaven, as well as another rebellious uprising. Adding onto Red Son freeing Demon Bull King, it has not played well into his favor.” He massages his temple with one hand, the other petting his pup.
He says, “To ensure he’s not negatively influencing Qi Xiaotian, weekly check-ins must be made to ensure of this factor. The Lotus Prince and I informed Wukong of this some weeks ago, and that is where we learned you, a clairvoyant, were his assistant.”
You look at Wukong now, face contorting into anger. “You told them too?”
“What—no! I didn’t, honest!” Wukong holds up his hands in defense. “You have a scent, firecracker. Everyone does, especially heaven-blessed.” He pours a cup of tea for you at the same time Sun Guo finally takes notice of your presence and climbs into your lap.
“I’m surprised you never knew, though,” he says, passing the cup to you. “I told Mama, sure, but I never said anything to Nezha or Erlie. They found out just from catching your scent here.”
Erlie—?
Hold on, wait, I have a scent… that means…
This entire time, demons have been able to smell me, no matter how well hidden I think I am.
Just another added cruelty to this curse disguised as a blessing, isn’t it?
This is bullshit.
You take a slow, deep breath. “Okay, so how would I go about hiding my scent?”
“There are specified perfumes made by demons who want to hide from others—their own kind or celestials,” Wukong explains with small gestures. “But it’s hard to get your hands on.”
“If it puts your mind at ease,” Erlang chimes in. “Due to the reclusiveness of clairvoyants in this day, not many demons know what your particular scent is. Individuals like Sun Wukong, the Lotus Prince, myself, and some others would know, however. Nine times out of ten, demons and other minor celestials would just know you’re heaven-blessed, but not know the specific blessing.”
That’s also why Princess Iron Fan asked me which blessing I had… she knew I was blessed, but didn’t know what kind…
Interesting…
You close your eyes and sigh. If Wukong can smell you out, that means Six-Eared Macaque can, too.
“I see, okay.” You lightly bump your knee against Wukong’s, a quiet way of saying, sorry.
He bumps you back, offering a small smile.
“Anyway—sorry to get off-topic, you were saying, Lord—er, ah, Erlang…?” It is going to take some getting used to not using formalities around these celestials.
“It’s alright. From there, we agreed to have you involved on these weekly check-ins, due to how sacred the word of a clairvoyant is,” Erlang continues to say. He pets his pup idly, inciting her to huff and lazily drape half of her upper body onto his lap. “Sun Wukong told me that you ran into trouble, however, and wouldn’t be available.”
“Ah—yeah, I wasn’t… available.” That’s the nicest way of saying you had a horrific relapse. “I’m okay now, though.”
“You don’t have to attend this one, firecracker,” Wukong insists, gently nudging your leg with his. “If you—”
You reach up and pinch his ear, making him yelp in surprise. “I said I’m okay now,” you say again, your tone more firm this time. You let his ear go and cross your arms. “Do not patronize me. I understand you’re just looking out for me, but trust my word, okay?”
“Sorry, sorry. Jeez, I forgot how hard you can pinch,” he mutters, nursing his ear.
You turn to Erlang. “So—there’s already been a few meetings beforehand… may I ask what’s already been discussed, sir?”
Erlang reaches into the pouch attached to his tunic, pulling out a set of papers. Huh, must be one of those enchanted bags that can hold more than it looks. He places them on the table between you, tapping them with his fingers.
“These are the notes I’ve compiled during our meetings. We’ve only had a small handful thus far, but your commentary and insight is most welcome.”
Wukong grabs at the papers and hands them to you, leaning over your shoulder to read with you.
“Mhm…” you hum, stroking at your lower lip as you read. “This note here, with MK’s ward practice—he’s practically finished with it. The only further training that could be done here is providing a list of what other types of wards there are, since he only knows about protective ones at the moment.
“…he knows his basic stances now—his main issue is just being too flashy…
“…he’s only used a weapon once or twice, but Wukong is sticking to hand-to-hand mostly before they move onto using weaponry…
“…his clone training is postponed for now until he gets a better grasp on his general magic…”
…
…
…
“What is this?” You ask, pointing at a particular line and shooting Wukong a look. “He is not done with his elements training. You know that.”
“What do you mean he’s not done?!” He grabs at the papers and slaps at them with his other hand. “You saw it yourself! He has perfect control over summoned elements!”
“Yeah, elements that you summon and hand over for him to attempt controlling on his own,” you retort with a raised brow. “Need I remind you what happened when he tried to summon a ball of fire on his own? Or should I show you the patch of burnt fur—”
“Hahaha, whaaaaat?” Wukong coughs and shoves the papers back into your hands. “Man, Erlie, you must’ve misheard me, becaaaaause the cub still has some work to do with his elements!”
“Mhm, sure, blame it on him,” you say flatly, looking over the papers again. Out of the corner of your eye, you can see Erlang covering his mouth to hide a smile. Seems he finds this very amusing.
He clears his throat and makes a gesture towards you. “Could you elaborate on that particular section of Xiaotian’s training, oracle? So I may have your perspective of it?”
“Mmmm—one of the more small introductions he’s had so far is harnessing the elements like Wukong. For example; making fire from nothing, or conjuring a rain cloud, et cetera.” You make small gestures as you say, “So far, he’s very in tune with the air and earth, but fire and water are more weak spots for him.”
“Interesting…” Erlang reaches into the pouch again, pulling out a parchment and brush, writing it down. “Anything else?”
You look at Wukong now. “Technically, he can summon a bit of fire if he wanted to, but it’s highly possible that his magic is reacting to his emotions.”
“Ugh—right…” Wukong thoughtfully tugs at his lower lip. “He’s probably over-excited in actually practicing magic, which is what’s causing said magic to react in such a volatile way.”
You lean back in the sofa and pull out your notebook and pen, writing that down. “It’ll hit two birds with one stone, though—since it’ll help him both with his focus training and elements training.”
“What about the arachnophobia therapy?” He asks suddenly, his chin on your shoulder now.
Either he doesn’t care that Erlang is watching, or he completely forgot about the other person in the room. You shrug him off your shoulder, making a pointed nod towards Erlang with a look at says, we have company, you idiot.
Wukong rolls his eyes and shrugs, the gesture clearly saying that he couldn’t care less about the other god in the room. Thankfully, it seems Erlang was unbothered by the display, and was more focused on petting his dog.
You say, “Elements and focus training will come after the arachnophobia therapy, especially since we don’t know when that premonition is going to come to fruition—let alone how.”
“Wonderful idea, firecracker! Now, about the therapy—”
“We can talk about that later, when it’s just us, and we’re not giving a report?” You say, with a much more obvious gesture to Erlang.
He holds up a hand and shakes his head, saying, “It’s quite alright, truly. This allows me to further confirm that you are assisting him in setting up Xiaotian’s training regiment—no matter how chaotic it may be.” He waves to you both. “Please, continue.”
…Huh… for the Illustrious Sage, nephew to the Jade Emperor, and a god of thunder (and many other things you can’t be bothered to list right now), he’s… surprisingly decent. Giving a glance to Wukong, he either doesn’t notice or doesn’t care how decent Erlang is being.
Oracle, you hear Erlang’s voice ringing in your mind, like the gentle rumbling of thunder. If you would permit it, I would like a word with you in private, once this meeting is over.
You don’t react to the request outwardly, more so focusing on giving the updated list of progress for MK. You think back to him, What would you want to discuss that Wukong can’t be part of?
He would not react well to my questions. For his sake—and yours—it’s best if we discuss this topic in private, is his response.
That’s not suspicious… taking a side-glance to him, you notice how he’s staring more intently at you, his fingers laced together. You’re not sure if you’re just now noticing it, or if he’s making it more obvious, but it certainly doesn’t help the tension you feel.
Despite knowing he’s the cause of Flower Fruit burning, and so many people dying… you won’t deny you’re curious. What did he want to talk about that couldn’t involve Wukong?
Okay, you think to Erlang. After this meeting, we can talk.
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You can tell just from the look on Wukong’s face that he hates Erlang’s guts. If it wasn’t obvious in the sheer difference between how he speaks to you versus how he speaks to Erlang, it was certainly obvious in his action. He’s been practically clinging to your side the entire time you gave your own side of MK’s progress to Erlang. There was a point he went as far as wrapping his tail around your leg, and you had to pluck a hair from it just to make him let go.
Overprotective or not, it’s way too much touching.
Thankfully, the meeting ended relatively quickly, and Erlang bid farewell to you both. Unfortunately, due to the time that was meant to be used to discuss MK’s arachnophobia therapy being replaced with getting both you and Erlang up to speed, you didn’t have time to stay. There were groceries you still had to get, and a meeting with Uncle about the mess that was your visions.
Wukong walked you all the way to the gates leading out of his temple and set a day and time for you both to meet up to properly plan out MK’s therapy. Afterward, you made your way down the path. It’s a long walk through the village towards the bus stop, but one you don’t mind. Some monkeys even travelled with you.
Soon enough, though, your walk for one (including monkeys) soon became a walk for two (including monkeys and one dog). Erlang Shen was waiting for you in the village, staring at one of the moss covered monkey statues, before he turns to you. You note that he’s wearing a blue headband to cover his third eye.
He bows his head to you, and meets your pace—one thing you learn very quickly walking next to him is he’s tall. He has to be somewhere over six feet.
Xiaotian Quan happily licks at your hand in greeting before she runs ahead of you both, curiously sniffing around the village. Sometimes she even pauses to check out the monkeys—who equally observe her.
“So—”
“One moment,” he says softly, making vague gestures with one hand. You watch as… some sort of barrier materializes around you, emitting a soft gold-white glow. His hand falls to his side now, and he says, “This will allow us privacy. On the outside, it simply looks as though I’m accompanying you to the bus stop. Any who try to listen in will find themselves unable to hear what we’re saying, and they won’t be able to read our lips, either.”
“Interesting…” You hum, reaching out to touch the barrier. It doesn’t react, your hand phasing through it. Must be one of those things that’s invisible to the naked eye, but your true sight can see it. “So—what did you want to talk about?”
“Several things, truthfully,” he says, his tone ringing with a mixture of seriousness and honesty. He glances down at you, his expression equivalent to the still waters of a lake. “The first, and most important thing, is a question to you.” When you gesture for him to continue, he does, “Why do you carry the scent of someone who’s supposed to be dead?”
…
What…?
You stop walking, making him stop as well, and look at him. “What are you talking about?”
A look crosses his face, one that makes you feel like you just disappointed your uncle or even your dad. His frown is deep, brows furrowed and eyes searching your face for some kind of fib or jest. When you only give confusion, he sighs and says, “Allow me to elaborate, oracle. As Sun Wukong said earlier in our meeting—you carry a scent. Just like you, everyone carries a scent, even me.
“And sometimes, depending on how much time is spent with others, people can gain scents on them. Due to you spending so much time with Sun Wukong and Xiaotian, you now carry pieces of their scent on you.” He pauses, checking to see if you’re following along. You were, and it’s there it finally hit you what he was getting at.
You do your best to keep a neutral face, despite the clear insinuation he was giving. You nod for him to continue, and so he does, his tone even yet holding finality to it, wishing for no argument, “You carry the scent of something else. Something dark and cold. Something that’s akin to the earth and heavens and the wind. Something that is undead.”
His stare hardens, and he asks the question you didn’t want to hear, “Why do you reek of the Six-Eared Macaque’s scent?”
You’re sure your shoulders visibly tensed, no matter how hard you tried to mask it with rolling them. Your arms cross tightly over your chest, eyes darting to the side, then back to Erlang. Noting your hesitation, his expression softens, if only slightly, and he asks, “Has he threatened you to silence? Has he hurt you, oracle?”
His hand rests on your shoulder, surprisingly warm, but grounding, protective, even. “If he has, know that he will be brought to justice—”
“It’s not that,” you quickly cut in, shaking your head and gently pushing his hand off your shoulder. “Well—I mean—he… did to something, but—” you chew your lip, looking away again. You shove the memories away before they take control, focusing on what to say to him. Technically you agreed to keep Six-Eared Macaque’s secret from Wukong. Though it was a silent agreement that no one should know, you weren’t expecting Erlang fucking Shen to show up, let alone confront you almost instantly.
Can he really be trusted, after what I learned about him?
He doesn’t… seem like the god I was expecting him to be, though.
He still has that air of authority, but somehow it’s… gentle?
He’s genuinely concerned for me and my safety.
You close your eyes and take a deep breath. “Lord—augh, Erlang.” You pinch the bridge of your brow, massage your temple in a quiet way to stall and think. If anything, you’re amazed that he actually came to check on you first rather than immediately try to hunt down Six-Eared Macaque.
You didn’t want to hinder Uncle’s work with the monkey. Bias dislike for him or not, you see the positive progress he’s making—and after that episode with him some weeks back, you can confidently say it is just that.
It’s possible, however, to get Erlang onto your side… At least, on the side of keeping Six-Eared Macaque’s presence a secret from Wukong. While you’re not keen on lying to Wukong about this, you knew Uncle needed more time.
You wave for Erlang to follow, and he does, walking with you down the path once more. You say, “I’d rather keep it short and to the point, to avoid giving away too much. I have my own reasons for doing so, but—just hear me out before you do anything, okay?” When he nods, you continue, “Six-Eared Macaque is currently my uncle’s client, and I promised I wouldn’t tell Wukong about it because if he found out, well… I’m sure you already know the repercussions to it.”
“I do,” he says. “It is why I wished to ask you before approaching him. Though Sun Wukong exudes confidence and a fearless front, there are wounds that he has yet to look at. The one revolving around Six-Eared Macaque is one of them.” He looks up the path, back to where Wukong’s temple was.
“He’s no doubt already smelled the scent of his late husband—well… ex-husband on you. It’s highly possible, however, that he’s using every excuse in the book to deny that it’s actually Six-Eared Macaque.”
“Wait— husband??” You stop mid-walking and look at him, eyes blown wide with shock. You never knew that. Sure, all the books stated they were close, but nothing was ever confirmed about them being married. Man, Tang’s theories really have been pretty spot on lately… maybe it’s the memories of his previous incarnation giving hints.
“Ah—I see, that hasn’t made it into the books… unfortunate,” Erlang strokes his chin with a small hum. “Yes, they were once married. Though, I’m sure I don’t need to explain to you why they aren’t anymore.”
You nod, continuing to walk. Once the bus stop comes into view, you pause to sit on a nearby bench, Erlang sitting next to you. “So… what are you going to do, now that you know?” You ask him, masking your nervous fidgeting with checking your phone. There was still time left to go to the market before it got too dark. If this talk doesn’t take too long, you’ll have time to get groceries and head home.
“Before I answer that, I would like to ask… your uncle… what sort of client is Six-Eared Macaque to him?” He asks you now. For the first time, his usually stoic face is slightly scrunched with confusion. “And please take no offense to this, but I would also like to ask if your uncle is mentally stable.”
You couldn’t hold back the snort if you tried. You don’t know why, but it’s kind of funny that an all powerful god just asked if your uncle was insane. In the nicest way possible, of course.
You clear your throat to regain yourself, and nod. “Trust me, I’ve said that to him at least fifty times this month alone, but—he’s a therapist, so I’m safely assuming he knows what he’s doing. He’s told me a few times before he has a plan on how to help Six-Eared Macaque, and… well, I’ve seen what his help has done to other people; be it demons or humans, so I trust him.”
“A therapist?” Erlang hums thoughtfully. “I see. A most challenging client, your uncle has acquired, if that’s the case.”
“You don’t know the half of it,” you sigh, leaning back against the bench.
Man, this is so weird…
Having such a casual conversation—as casual as it could be, considering—with Erlang Shen. You remember small pieces of when you read about him. It’s not like he was awful, but he wasn’t kind, either. After what you heard from Six-Eared Macaque about Erlang leading the destruction of Flower Fruit… you half expected him to be more—hmm, forceful? Intimidating?
Looking at him right now, though, he looks so… relaxed. Maybe even tired. You’re not sure if he’s finally letting the mask slip with you around, or if it’s just always been there, and you never bothered to see it.
Everyone has a past they don’t like remembering, you remember Uncle saying to you during your first year here. No matter who they are, or what the memory is.
You wonder… does he like to remember Flower Fruit’s burning? Or does he look back on it like how an adult shamefully looks back on their teenage years? Given his expression, you want to be bold and assume it’s the latter rather than the former. You know you shouldn’t jump to conclusions, especially with so little evidence to prove anything, so for now it’ll just be decided as inconclusive.
“I don’t like lying to Wukong,” you say now, looking at your hands. “But this is more to make sure my uncle can get his work done, because I trust him to know what he’s doing, even by a small fraction. So… can I trust you to not tell him?”
Erlang looks at you, confused. “Lying to him?” He asks, a curious tilt of his head. “Lying to him how?”
“Uh, by not telling him his ex-husband is still alive and is now my uncle’s therapy client?” You make a vague wave of your hand. “How else could that be worded?”
The look on his face grew softer, even lighter, the hint of a smile on his lips. “Oracle, you are keeping a secret, not lying to him.” You clearly made a face at his statement, because he continues to explain, “Lies are deliberate deceptions, meant to distort the truth. Secrets, on the other hand, are truths intentionally kept hidden. The biggest difference is this; one's about hurtful manipulation, the other is about protection.”
He makes an offering gesture towards you, the silent request to answer his question, “Are you hiding your clairvoyance to protect yourself, or to hurt others?”
“To protect myself, obviously,” you answer with furrowed brows. It’s a strange question to ask, but you understand he’s trying to help you see what he means. You… kind of are, but still can’t tell how Wukong is being protected by this secret.
Sensing your confusion, Erlang says more, making small gestures with one hand while the other rests on his knee, “Secrets are made to keep yourself safe, for you have been hurt before by blindly trusting others. You learn the hard way that it’s better to protect yourself by keeping quiet.” He looks out towards the city, a strange expression you can’t yet can read on his face.
This is the most relaxed he’s appeared since you first met him. At least, somewhat relaxed.
“And if someone catches onto that secret, they can react in many different ways. The most common one being a claim that you lied. It’s inherently a reaction of bad faith towards you. Despite you doing so to protect yourself, they instead translate it to you acting as an aggressor.”
You frown, glancing at the moss covered pavement. You understand it, mostly. Plenty of people have found out about your clairvoyance and tried to make you out as the bad guy for not “trusting them” with such a thing. Yet, it was that reaction alone that told you you couldn’t trust them.
“I… understand what you’re getting at, but—” you shake your head and huff “—there’s a difference between a secret to keep myself safe, such as my clairvoyance, and a secret to keep someone else safe. And, to be honest with you, I… still can’t see how Wukong’s protected by keeping quiet about this…”
He hums softly in response. Rather than elaborate further, he simply says, “You’ll figure it out, I’m sure. Oracles always have their ways of discovering solutions to even the most complex problems.” He pats your shoulder twice, moving to stand up. “Perhaps a discussion you could have with your uncle, as well. Given his profession, I’m sure he’ll have more proper insight to give you than I.”
Hmm. Maybe you should talk to Uncle about that. You wonder what he’ll have to say about the whole thing. You stand with Erlang, but don’t walk with him, making him pause to turn to you. You stare at your feet, hands clenching at your sides.
You lift your gaze to meet his, asking slowly, “Can I trust you to not tell Wukong about this?”
Turning to fully face you, Erlang rolls his shoulders back and meets your eyes with his own steady stare. “You have my word, oracle, that I will not speak a word of this to Sun Wukong.”
…
“Your word isn’t enough,” you say now, crossing your arms. Though his words rang with truth, you still wanted collateral, just in case.
Better safe than sorry.
“I want to make a contract with you, Erlang Shen, to make sure that this secret is kept,” you say now, making his brows shoot up in surprise. He doesn’t respond immediately, only stroking his chin, glancing to the side to watch his pup play with the monkeys. He closes his eyes, a small hum rumbling in his throat that sounds like the roiling of thunder.
“Alright,” he says, facing you once more. “For you, I shall keep this secret solely to myself. No one—not even my own uncle—shall know that Six-Eared Macaque is alive. Should they naturally discover this, however, that is out of my control.”
“That’s fair,” you agree with a nod. “And for you?”
“For me,” he continues, his stare becoming sharper. His entire demeanor changes, very quickly reminding you that you weren’t in the presence of some random celestial—but a god, the Jade Emperor’s nephew. “You will keep a close, close eye on him. Safety precautions or no, if he shows any sign of bringing harm to innocents—be it you, your uncle, Xiaotian, anyone… you tell me immediately, and I will bring him to justice.”
He brings his hand out towards you. “Do you agree to the terms of this contract?”
You look at his hand, then at him. It’s not like you’ll be able to keep an eye on Six-Eared Macaque at all times, but you do have people—Uncle more specifically—that can help you. Perhaps it could be good practice for your premonitions as well, to try to peek into the present, or even the future, for if he tries anything.
“Can I tell my uncle about this?” You ask.
“If you trust him to keep this between us, then yes,” he confirms with a nod. “I trust he has wards that can negate the hearing of Six-Eared Macaque. If not, I can provide them to you.”
“I think we’re good on that front, but otherwise…” You take his hand in yours, gripping it firmly. “I agree to the terms of this contract.”
The magic that radiates from your palms feels like a storm is brewing in your very bones, a quiet rumble, even a small hint of static shock. There’s a lingering smell of rain and saltwater in the air, like rain falling over the open ocean, and you feel a small sting at the nape of your neck—as if hit with static shock.
The magic in the air stills, and you pull your hand away. Subconsciously, you rub at the nape of your neck, watching him thumb at his shoulder. He nods, saying, “The contract is sealed.” He folds his arms behind his back and nods for you to walk with him. “Shall I walk you to the bus stop, oracle?”
“Oh, uh… that won’t be necessary—”
“Please, I insist. It’s the most decent thing I can do after practically interrogating you.” He bows his head slightly.
How strange… he’s nothing like I expected him to be…
“Okay, then. Let’s go.”
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The walk to the market is quiet after you get off the bus. You take this time to ruminate over what to do. With the contract with Erlang, your conversation about the visions might have to be postponed in favor of telling Uncle about it. You’re not sure how long a talk like that is going to take, so it’s best just to assume it’ll take longer than assumed. If there’s still some time left, you can chat with him about it afterward.
Through an excited message from Mei, you quickly learn that MK and Sandy are spending some time with her at her house. She also happily invited you. While you feel time with the three of them would’ve most likely been a sight to see, you had made a promise you intended to keep. Unless Mei’s parents actually apologized for being absolute dickheads not just to you, but their own daughter for failing to raise her properly, you weren’t going back to that house.
If that’s how they want to treat your people and your history, so be it. They’ve done nothing to deserve your respect. If anything, they’ve done much to deserve your ire. So going there was out of the question. Though you’d like to try gaining stronger bonds with Mei, right now isn’t the best time for such a thing. You promised her to hang out on a different day, and though she was sad, she understood.
Arriving at the markets, you get your bags together, giving slightly awkward greetings to the shop owners who knew your uncle and therefore you by extension. You spoke with some, bartered with others, and traded a favor for a favor. Already about half of the things on your list were crossed off, with only a few more left to acquire for Uncle Zan and yourself.
“Psst, psst!” A hissing voice whispers for you. “Little one!”
You pause while looking at your phone, your eyes slowly glancing to the side. In your peripheral, you can somewhat see a familiar looking demon gesturing for your attention. She was donned in a hanfu that looked at least a size too big for her, her dark blue hair covering half of her face while her one visible eye stared at you.
“Ah—Lingyu?” You fully look at her now, walking over to her.
The water demon in question ushers you closer to her stall, looking around and saying to you, “You are here for bartering?”
“That’s what the markets are for, Lingyu.” You shift on your feet uncomfortably. Though Lingyu acted a bit creepy, you knew she meant no harm—just another one of Uncle’s clients. If anything, the only thing that leaves you on edge is how her visible eye never blinks. At all. Ever.
You watch her look around again, making a face, sniffing the air while the gills on her neck frill out. You ask, “Is something wrong?”
She looks at you now. With a flick of her wrists, the sleeves much too big for her reveal her clawed hands, and she points at you. “Careful, little one. The boy of fire—he’s here in the market.” She steps closer, whispering to you, “The bull child. Might smell you, take you. Careful now, careful.”
Boy of fire…? Bull child…?
You don’t know anyone who had fire magic—demon or otherwise. But “bull child” tugged at your idea of whom she might mean. Your brows furrowed in confusion as you try to think about whom exactly she could be talking about.
Then—
“What do you mean you’re closing?! It’s hardly even the afternoon!” A very familiar voice yells over the markets. “Your hours clearly state you’re open for the rest of the day!!”
You look around, noticing how several stalls and shops were suddenly starting to close, while a few others remained open. Either they didn’t care about who that yeller was, or they didn’t know who it was.
Lingyu pats your shoulder rapidly, whispering, “Careful, be careful. You scream, I’ll come. Claw his eyes.” Then she’s back to her original position at her stall, tapping her fingers along the wood.
You follow the source of the noise, catching a glimpse of that familiar patch of bright red hair and bull-like ears.
“Well, we’re simply closing shop to check our stock, and—”
“Don’t you dare insult me by lying to my face!” Red Son slams his fist against the counter, flames licking off his hair. “I can see into your shop’s stock perfectly well from here, and I can see you have more than enough parts for me to peruse—”
“And it seems you’ll need to get your glasses checked, your highness,” the shop owner responds, brushing Red Son’s arm off the counter. “We’re closed. Come back never.” And the metal shutter is slammed in his face.
Speaking of—his face had become a shade of red so deep it almost blended in with his hair.
You purse your lips and start subtly moving through the crowd that was actively avoiding him.
Great, just great.
What is he doing here?
Clearly shopping for something, it looks like, but whatever it is specifically was not your problem. The only thing that was your issue is his presence in the market. Several of the shops you needed to go to had closed up, refusing to answer a knock at the door for you to come in.
So you decide to try to find your groceries elsewhere, heading deeper in the market and—hopefully—further away from Red Son. Weaving through crowds and stepping through alleys was second nature to you, knowing full well how to remain unseen by people you didn’t want seeing you.
Though it seems, remaining hidden from certain people was easier said than done. When you pause at the exit to an alley, you notice your shadow moving, a pair of glowing purple eyes opening to wink at you, before vanishing.
Of course, he’s watching. This monkey really does have nothing better to do.
Rolling your eyes, you continue to slip through the crowd, hearing Red Son’s angry shouting coming closer as he’s attempting and failing to force certain shops to stay open. You finally find another jeweler and make the move to approach, but the moment they notice Red Son, they lock the doors to their store and close off the blinds.
This is getting really annoying.
You had half a mind to confront that flaming hot cheeto of a boy yourself, but would rather not have any more issues rise from making your presence known to him. So instead, you make the move to start going home. You might as well wait until you hear that Red Son isn’t present within the market anymore and come back to finish your shopping.
You carefully step through the crowd, not noticing how the sounds of Red Son’s shouting had quieted as you let your mind wander.
You could utilize this time to get some research done with Tang, maybe even invite him to come to the market later. You’re sure he’d most likely find something his mother would want, such as some knitting needles or new kinds of yarn—
Your shoulder collides with someone else’s, and you stumble forward, though you don’t hit the ground as a hand much too warm snatches your arm.
“Ah—sorry, sorry—”
“Watch it, peasant—!”
You lock eyes with Red Son, both of you blinking at one another.
Almost immediately, his eyes shine with recognition, his nostrils flaring when he takes in your scent. “What the—you—?”
No no no get away from me GET AWAY
Panic overtook before logic, screaming at you to get away from him. Thus, you slam the heel of your shoe into his foot, eliciting a yowl from him while sparks of dark fire erupt from his hair, almost like fireworks. The action makes him let go of your arm so he could hop back and nurse his foot, allowing you the chance to turn tail and bolt. The sheer force of you whipping around caused your sunglasses to fly off your head, but you were too busy making a break for it.
His shrieking voice might as well reach the heavens, “HOW DARE YOU ASSAULT ME! GET BACK HERE!!”
You would be laughing if you weren’t running for your life from him.
You weave through alleys, cut through corners, and duck past market stalls to try to lose Red Son. But no matter how quick you move and how many things you knock over in his way, he’s always right there. If anything, he’s faster than you were expecting him to be.
You had to have lost sight of him at least a few times when he was chasing you down, yet he always managed to find you. And every time he did, it’d start the cat and mouse chase all over again. Only ten minutes passed, yet it felt like it’s been hours with how determined he was to chase you down.
There’s only one question that overtakes your mind right now; How in the hell does he know where I am???
You quickly remember Erlang’s earlier explanation of your scent, and mentally curse it. Of course he’s tracking your scent. Like some kind of demon bloodhound. Perfect! The only way out of this is probably just tasing him and then making another run for it.
Ducking into another alley, you pause to catch your breath, leaning back against the wall. Your shadow warps, the familiar sight of glowing eyes and a smile.
“Yeah, bet you’re getting a real kick out of this, huh?” You huff, turning away to check your surroundings.
“He’s gonna find you, you know,” you hear his voice whisper in your ear. There’s a lilt in his tone, as if he had just finished having a laughing fit. “He’s caught your scent, and he’s on the trail.”
“Ugh—” your hand reflexively moves to slap at the source behind you, but you hit only the brick wall. You turn, seeing Six-Eared Macaque’s silhouette just smiling at you. “If you’re just gonna stand there and watch, then piss off and leave…”
You look off to the side, blinking, when you see a familiar young man with round specs and a red scarf. Huh, so Tang was here too. You wonder if he heard the commotion that you and Red Son had been causing for the past few minutes. Probably not, since the market was a big place and you had only just recently made it to the other end.
Though you don’t have much time to even begin to wonder when you hear a familiar voice call to you.
“Little fish?”
You blink, looking up. It’s… Miss Lihua?? She’s dangling from a fire escape attached to the building. She drops and dusts herself off. “You look out of breath, child. Are you alright?”
“Uh—”
“There you are, you peon!”
Your chest clenches, muscles tensing and preparing to start running again when you catch sight of Red Son stomping towards you both.
His lips are pulled back into an angry scowl, flames flicking off the edges of his hair. He points an accusatory finger at you, loudly proclaiming, “I ought to have you flogged for assaulting me!”
“Assault?” Miss Lihua holds her arm out, stepping to block you further from Red Son. “Little torch, this is the one who you said attacked you?”
Little torch??
“Obviously, Mother Lihua!” He wildly gestures to you. “They must be punished for their wrongdoing!”
Mother Lihua????
“Wait. Can—can someone explain what the hell is going on right now?” You ask suddenly, waving to both of them for their attention. “Why did he just call you ‘Mother Lihua’? And—how do you even know him??”
Miss Lihua looks between you and Red Son, holding her hands in front of her and taking a breath. She says, “An explanation of that caliber will take much too long, I’m afraid. The most I can tell you right now, without needing to sit down and answer all your questions I know you’ll have, is that I helped Lady Iron Fan raise him.”
You blink at her, glancing at Red Son, then looking back at Miss Lihua. “You—helped raise him??” You shake your head and run your fingers through your hair. “Wow, okay, that’s a lot to take in. I—I have so many questions.”
“As I suspected you would have,” she laughs, then places her hand on Red Son’s shoulder. “I was out shopping and helping him find something for his experiments. It seems the fates decided for you two to meet.”
“A second time,” you correct her, crossing your arms and making a face at Red Son. “Our first encounter wasn’t exactly the best.”
Red Son snorts, smoke billowing from his nostrils, “My mother and I gave you the best deal that could be offered. Do you have any idea how many would kill to be under the Demon Bull Family’s protection?”
A heated anger flares in you, and you have to quickly swallow it down. “That’s what you call it? Ultimatum is a better choice of words, I think. Considering the only choices you gave me were ‘join us or die’.”
“What else can you expect—?!”
“Excuse me?”
The tone Miss Lihua carried was calm, yet dangerous. Much like when Uncle got angry. Looking at her face, it was even clearer that she wasn’t happy with what she just heard. Her face fell to something much more stoic, but her eyes were sharper than thorns, her lips tugged into a frown. Red Son visibly bristles at the stare she gives him, unable to maintain eye contact.
He looked less like a regal prince and more like a toddler being scolded by his parent.
“Would you care to explain to me what exactly they mean by that, sweet fire?” She asks now, a single eyebrow raising in silent expectation.
“I—you see—Mother Lihua, you must understand—” He scrambles to keep his composure, but more smoke was coming out of his mouth and he was tugging at his collar, a sign of his increased discomfort of suddenly being put under heat (pun half intended).
“Mhm,” she hums with a deadpan voice, gesturing for him to continue.
“It—It was when we were freeing Father!” He says, his hands splayed out before her. A pleading gesture for her to see his side of things. “We couldn’t risk word spreading too quickly of Father being freed! He needed time to recover from being trapped for so long—and they just—stumbled right in! What other choice could we possibly have??”
“So you thought it was best to just threaten my life??” You question now, stepping out from behind Miss Lihua. “Your mother said herself how rare my kind are now, and you thought threatening to kill me was a fantastic idea just to make sure I stayed quiet about your father’s prison break?!”
“Little fish—”
Miss Lihua’s interrupted when Red Son’s anger surges at your outburst. “We weren’t going to throw you in chains, like how most would treat your kind!” He steps forward and jams his finger into your shoulder. “You would’ve been safe and protected! Free to do as you wished—”
“With the terms and conditions stating I did whatever you guys said?” You interrupt, scoffing at him. Your face scrunches up into a scowl, breathing to stop yourself from getting too mad.
Don’t do anything stupid. Just get out of the situation as fast as you can.
Unfortunately, your own anger and pride refused to let him act as if his family was going to be your savior had you accepted the deal. Hotter and hotter the air grows around you both, only fueling your rage. This demon boy in front of you really thinks he can just act like he was in the right to threaten your life? And then have the unmitigated gall to be upset when you tell him to get bent?
“A gilded cage is still a cage, you know,” you say through clenched teeth, making Red Son’s eyes flare with further rage. “MK said it first, so I’ll say it again for him—that ‘deal’ you offered was essentially slavery.”
“Why, you—”
Before said rage could boil over any further, though, a hand presses to your chest, another against Red Son’s, and Miss Lihua shoves you both back. “That is enough from both of you.” She steps between the two of you, your shoulders subconsciously hunching up when she gives you the same stare she gave Red Son. “Anger does nothing but bring forth regret in the aftermath. Calm yourselves. Breathe and think.”
She allows a moment’s pause to let you both take a breath. Then, she turns to Red Son. “Is it true you and Lady Iron gave this one an ultimatum of making a contract or dying?”
“Only because—”
“It is a yes or no question, child,” she cuts in, her voice holding a finality that held no room for arguments.
…
“…Yes,” he quietly admits.
Miss Lihua massages her temple with a groan. “Little torch…” She shakes her head and holds her hands up. “No, we cannot have a conversation like that here. When we get home, we will be having a long discussion with your mother and father.”
“But—I—” he huffs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. “Yes, Mother Lihua.”
The anger still boils in you, making you want to say so much, but you bite your tongue. Miss Lihua is handling it, and if she can handle Sun Wukong of all monkeys, she can handle anything. Probably all the Celestial Realm and then some. She really does remind you a lot of Uncle Zan, in some aspects.
Besides, you know it’ll only get worse if you let your anger speak for you. Like Miss Lihua said, it’ll bring regret later. You copy her movement of massaging your temple and heave a sigh.
“Actions like this are why demons are so looked down upon, you must understand,” Miss Lihua says, her voice much gentler now. She places her hand on Red Son’s jaw, gently coaxing him to look at her. “In order for others to view us differently, we must show that we are more than the stereotypes thrust upon us.”
“Our kind have always been regarded as monsters and murderers! It matters not what we do, these humans will always see us as that!” He argues with her, gesturing to the mouth of the alley where the marketplace is still lively, completely unaware of what’s going on. He lifts his chin at you. “It is a waste of time trying to rewrite a story they’ll never want to read. If a monster is what they want, a monster is what they’ll get.”
You look over Red Son’s face, pushing the anger down to truly look at him. His eyes held the burden of a boy who shouldn’t have gone through all he experienced. His posture was that of someone who was used to having others point their weapons rather than extend their hand. It somehow reminded you of Wukong. Of Six-Eared Macaque. Of yourself.
You suck in a mouthful of air and look at Red Son. “It is attitudes like that that will ensure you’re only ever regarded as devious, fearsome demons.” You cross your arms tightly over your chest, then make another gesture to the mouth of the alley. “If you paid attention in the market, you would’ve noticed there are both demons and humans there.”
You swallow the angry bias in you, speaking as calmly as you can, “It may not be much, but the times are different from how they used to be. Your kind is able to walk the world and while it’s still with caution, you’re being treated with respect. The history of your father killing innocents doesn’t exactly help matters, you know.”
Your stare hardens as you tell him, “I don’t know what your future plans are, but if it’s to continue sewing chaos in the realm, then that’s only going to end in disaster for you and your family. You’ve been blessed with something people like me would kill for. And it’s a second chance to have your entire family together again. There’s plenty of people who will never get that, and here you are taking it for granted.”
You turn away from him. “If you’re smart, you’ll take this advice—don’t waste this chance you have to spend with your father. Because if you mess up again, the Heavenly Court will take matters into their own hands rather than let Wukong or even MK handle it. Then you’ll lose him for good.”
You’re not sure if he said anything back to you, having walked away after saying that. You can hear Miss Lihua saying to him, “Don’t. Leave them, little torch.” You don’t know what else she said, her voice fading away into the chorus of voices in the market.
Your chest hurts and your head hurts and your heart aches. The blades stabbed into your back twist and dig themselves deeper in. The broken pieces rub harsher together.
You breathe.
He won’t understand. Not right now. Maybe not ever.
Best to just leave it at that. Hopefully we don’t run into each other anytime soon.
You rub your face, continuing forward with a groan. Finding a spot to sit, you take a few minutes to catch your breath and meditate. To wipe the tears of anger and pain away.
I’m glad Miss Lihua was there to handle it… I don’t think it would’ve ended well if it was just the two of us.
Sigh.
Now you have to try to get all your groceries again after losing them because of the chase with Red Son. Which will be easier said than done since several shops were closed because of him. You could still try to see if certain shops are open. Get at least half the list done again before going home to take a bath and decompress. Maybe you could pick up some crystal cakes as a treat.
Or you could just go home for now and come back later during the night. You tend to find more interesting things in the night market anyway. You could also try to find Tang and get some shopping done with him instead.
Then again… after that whole debacle, you’d rather just have some alone time, then talk to Uncle about everything. Yeah, that sounds a lot nicer than trying to trudge through the rest of this shopping trip.
Hopefully, Six-Eared Macaque will actually leave you be so you could have some peace and quiet. Even for just a short while. With a resigned sigh, you sit there for a few more minutes to gather yourself, then get up and start making your way home…
…
…
Where was home again?
In fact, where were you?
You were going somewhere, right?
You can’t remember. All you remember is pain, dizziness, something pinning you down while warmth trickled down your head, forcing one eye closed. One of your arms was stuck under something, but your other was free.
Oracle.
The thing pinning you was solid. The texture was odd. Cold and smooth with rough edges.
It almost felt like your tarot cards.
Like bone.
You touch the warmth on your head.
Ah, it was blood. You were bleeding. Why were you bleeding?
What happened?
Oracle, this way.
There was a voice—no, voices. Multiple people, a cacophony of words shouting something you couldn’t make out. You see blobs, shapes. Familiar. There were more of the strange bones encasing them, trapping them.
There was a light. Bright. So bright. Much too bright. Your eyes squint as you try to make out what was happening. More shapes were in the light, two people. You know them. You do. But… what were their names again?
The voices are still garbled, but you’re able to somewhat make out a phrase.
“FIN…H …E RI…AL!!”
That voice was so familiar…
A hand appears, grabbing your arm. All too suddenly, it makes the scene before you swirl and vanish as if someone threw a rock into water, causing a large splash and ripples to erupt.
And now you were standing in a landscape coated in black flames. Swirling and burning and leaving a trail of devastation in its wake. A figure stood hunched over in the midst of it. Their hands grasp at their head, more black fire erupting from their person as they cry out in agony.
They turn to you, eyes wreathed in pain and begging for help.
Is…
Is that…?
You gasp as you’re shoved back against the wall. Your chest heaves, sweat gathering at your brow. Your head shoots up, eyes widening as you see Red Son leaning against the other side of the wall, hand to his chest and also breathing heavily. He gulps in air, swallows and looks at you now.
“What in the underworld was—”
Ding-ding-ding!
How many interruptions are you willing to deal with today?
You look away from him to grab at your phone, taking a second to look at your surroundings. You don’t… remember walking here in this little nook between two shops. There was no way you walked here on your own while having a vision…
A sudden chill shoots through your spine, enticing you to look up. Behind Red Son—who was still recovering from experiencing your vision—you see two eyes open from his shadow. A mouth forms on the shadow, smiling at you, the one good eye winking.
You’re welcome, oracle, Six-Eared Macaque says in your mind, then the glowing eyes and mouth are gone.
Did… he help you get to a safe spot while you were having your vision? Why?? What does he gain from this?
No time to think about that right now. You’ll confront him about it when you’re alone with him at home. You look at your phone, seeing several text messages from Tang—wait, he messaged you how many times???
You open up the messages, reading through each of them.
Tang:
So, uh, I might be in trouble
Like big trouble
I am typing calmly
To try and keep myself calm on the outside
It’s not working very well
I am FREAKING OUT
SO UH
SOS ASAP
I THINK DEMON IS GONNA TRY TO EAT ME
AGAIN
SPIDER LADY
BIG
HELP
Your frown deepens with each message you read from him. That is… just… fucking awesome. Looks like MK is gonna have some hardcore exposure therapy today.
What did Tang mean by “again”??
“You—” your head shoots up to Red Son. If you were honest, you had almost forgotten he was there, your mind already focusing on how to get Tang out of his situation.
Red Son shakes his head and fixes his hair. “What was that?!”
You answer simply, “A vision.”
“What—of course it was! You—UGH!” He makes a wild gesture to you. “How in the world is that possible? I didn’t know…” he glances off to the side, his bull-ears twitching, then looks back at you. He speaks in a more quiet tone, leaning in and hissing at you, “I did not know your kind could do that.”
“Looks like there’s a lot you don’t know about my kind.” You huff, stuffing your phone into your pocket. “Now, if you’ll excuse me—”
“No, no, no! You do not get to just walk away from me after that.” He grabs your wrist, gritting his teeth. “You will explain what I saw, is that clear?!”
Stop touching me.
Let me go.
Holding too hard stop it let GO.
You wrench your arm free and lift your chin defiantly at him. “Why in the hell would I do that?”
Where was Miss Lihua when you really needed her?
“Why must you mortals be so bleeding stubborn?!” Red Son lets out a loud groan and crosses his arms over his chest. He takes a breath. He tries to make it a slow breath, but it comes out as more of a frustrated sigh. “Will you please tell me what in the blazes was that I just saw?” He lets out a shiver. “Eugh—disgusting.”
You’re not sure if he was saying disgusting at practicing politeness to you specifically, or if it was at practicing politeness to a ‘peasant,’ as he calls you. Either way, it doesn’t matter to you. You cross your arms over your chest to further block him off from you. You glance back at your phone, then at Red Son.
Hmm… maybe I could have MK wait on confronting the Spider Queen…
Slowly, an idea forms in your head.
Pocketing your phone, you pinch your chin with your thumb and index finger. “Mmm… How about you first tell me why you followed me here, and where Miss Lihua is.”
He dusts off his coat and copies your posture, crossing his arms over his chest. “I was in this shop—” he points his thumb at the store behind him “—because I had heard that that pathetic excuse for a queen had a… battery I needed. Of course, that eight-legged peasant isn’t there, so I was leaving to go find her. And then I saw you here. Satisfied?”
“And Miss Lihua?” You ask a second time.
“She went home to inform Mother and Father of…” He grumbles the last part, most likely not wanting to openly admit to it, especially not to you. “Of things that will be happening later.”
You’re safely assuming it’s that discussion she mentioned earlier. You nod, deciding not to press further about it. “M’kay.”
Something about the way he paused when he called the item a battery, however, made you suspicious. But you chose not to push, knowing he wouldn't answer anyway. You look at the shop behind him, momentarily stepping to the side to eye up the place. It looked to be a normal everyday antique shop, but it bore the symbol of a spider on it.
Spider Queen owns this shop?
Ah, of course Tang would come here, considering all the knick-knacks inside. He loves shit like this.
Letting out a harsh exhalation through your nose, you return to the alley where Red Son stood waiting. His foot taps impatiently against the ground, something whipping behind him. It takes you a full minute to realize that’s actually a bull tail he has.
Clearing your throat, you clap your hands together as you let the plan unfold in your mind. You’d rather not have MK have to deal with Spider Queen just yet, wanting to ensure he can get some progress in his arachnophobia therapy first. So the next best thing was for you to get other help. Unfortunately, that left Pigsy, Sandy, and Mei off the table because all of them would absolutely tell MK about it—and so would Wukong.
Hell, that stubborn monkey would think it’s the perfect exposure therapy for MK, when you know it’s a horrendous idea. Asking Uncle Zan was also out of the question. It’s way too dangerous to have two clairvoyants in one place, especially when a dangerous demon is involved. Besides, you’d rather not let Red Son find out about your uncle. The less he knows about you, the better.
You will also sooner walk on hot coals than ask Six-Eared Macaque for help.
Which leaves…
“Okay then, how about this…” You lock eyes with him. “I want to make a deal with you.”
As obnoxious as he was, and as much as you wanted to get away from him, he’s your only shot at getting this done without MK getting involved.
He sounds like a dying car from the nineties with how much he sputtered at that. Rather than have him go on his tirade, you hold up a hand and say, “The terms of my deal are very simple, and once it’s done, we go our separate ways and hopefully never see one another again.”
A pause. Then a sigh. He leans against the wall, making a gesture for you to continue. “Speak. What is this deal you’re offering?”
“One where we help one another,” you say. “I need to go to Spider Queen anyway. She kidnapped a friend of mine and… might eat him? I’m unsure of the details, and before you ask—it’s not MK.” You rub at your temples with one hand and exhale. “Your half of the deal is this; help me get him out of her lair and get him safely back here, and I will help you get that so-called battery you want from her. On top of that, I’ll… do what I can to explain that premonition.”
Red Son raises a brow, then scoffs. “I am no bodyguard or errand boy, human. Why not just ask the Monkie Kid to help you? Isn’t that what he does, anyway? Saving kittens from trees and people from demons?” He rolls his eyes at the thought.
“I have my reasons to not involve him in this particular mission. So, let me sweeten the deal for you.” You stand up straight and look him in the eye. “I’ll do my best to explain that vision, help you take that battery, and I will give you one vision. Just one, though. Then, afterward, we go our separate ways.”
He regards you now with a critical eye, his tail swishing behind him. He steps forward until he’s only about a foot away from you. “Deals with demons—especially demons such as I, Red Son, should not be taken lightly. Do you have any idea what happens if a contract is broken?”
“You aren’t the first and won’t be the last demon I make a deal with, Red Son.” It’s your turn to roll your eyes. He’s so eccentric. You wonder if he’s done theater in the past. “I also don’t make deals willy-nilly like I’m just offering to trade candy bars for favors. I know how this works. Now, those are my terms of the deal. Do you accept them?”
If only he knew the person I made a contract with just a few hours ago.
He doesn’t answer at first, still staring you down with eyes that remind you of a blazing inferno. Bright red and filled with the desire to consume any in its path. He squints. You squint back. He exhales sharply. “You will assist me in retrieving the battery I need from Spider Queen, explain that premonition to me, and give two more to me.”
“One,” you say back. “You already got one other one, even if it was by accident. Take it or leave it. Just remember…” You lean back against the wall, raising a brow at him and giving him a smile. “It’s an omen to deny a celestial blessing, no? Especially one given so freely.”
“You—!” He growls, hands clenched to fists as he takes a breath to stop himself from bursting into flames. “You sneaky little… fine. ”
Heh, bringing up the omen always works.
Hook, line, and sinker.
“In return for assisting me, I will assist you.” He steps closer, holding a hand out. “I agree to the terms of this contract.”
You reach out, taking his hand in yours. A soft orange glow emits from your palms as warmth spreads through your body.
You say, “I, too, agree to the terms of this contract.”
You feel a burning sensation in your shoulder, making you wince. You grit your teeth and bear with it, knowing it will last just a moment before it goes away. Though the sensation of the contract sealing is different with everyone, it’ll never last longer than a few seconds. Once the glowing ceases, Red Son pulls his hand away and rubs at his neck.
Barely hidden by the collar of his coat was a marking—looking almost like a tattoo of a ball of fire and a fish swimming around it. The resounding sign of the contract between you. Rubbing at your shoulder, where no doubt your contract mark was, you exhale.
This was going to be a long day.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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COMMENTS ON EDITS:
I am so happy to finally have this scene shown off UGH
I love the interaction between Erlang and Nibby, including the edited scene with Red Son and Nibby reuniting~
It's only gonna get juicier from here ;)---
Red Son, my wonderful, eccentric, amazing, theatre kid boy...
I love him
So god damn much
He and Reader are so alike in so many ways
It's great
They're greatI am SO excited to show off what's it store for these next few chapters (that's why I've been quiet for a bit I literally wrote these next three chapters like a madman before taking a small break)
Next chapter was a very fun one to write and I hope you enjoy it when it comes :3cUntil next time, my wonderful chicken nuggets~♥
Chapter 19: The Undercity
Chapter Text
You:
Uncle, I’m gonna be late coming home.
Something happened.
Uncle:
Are you alright??
You:
I’m fine. Tang god kidnapped by Spider Queen, though.
Uncle:
Ah, I see…
Are you going to accompany MK, then?
I already know that boy is not ready to face her just yet
You:
Yeah… about that…
I’m going to get Tang. Just not with MK.
It’s a long story that I’ll tell when I get home.
Just know I’m alright, and I’ll be okay.
Uncle:
Nibby… I am going to put my trust in you, but know that I am very much scared for your safety right now
Please, at least bring Sandy with you
You:
I can protect myself well enough, and I have…
Hmmm… not really a friend, but an acquaintance helping me.
Like I said, I’ll explain it all when I get home, I promise. And if anything goes wrong, I’ll activate the alarm and you can go get MK and Wukong.
Uncle:
(ノ﹏ヽ)
Alright
As I said, I’m putting my trust in you
Just remember
Be careful
And don’t be afraid to go for a good old-fashioned kick to where the sun don’t shine if needed (╯°□°)╯
You:
Haha, oh my god, Uncle.
I got it. I love you.
You let out a sigh, pocketing your phone. “Alright, let’s go—”
“Not so fast!” Red Son holds a finger up to you. “We need to prepare first. You need to change your appearance and your smell.”
You give him an incredulous look, your nose scrunching in offense. “Excuse me? I smell just fine, thank you.”
“No, not like that—UUUGH.” He grabs your arm, pulling you deeper into the alley. He walks maybe ten feet in before stopping and looking around, his ears twitching as he listens, nostrils flaring as he sniffs the air. Satisfied, he turns to you. “You reek of celestial blessing. With where we need to go—if you go there looking and smelling the way you do—you will be signing your life away.”
Ah—right…
You still need to get used to that piece of knowledge. It’s gonna take a bit to remember that others can actually tell you’re heaven-blessed just from how you smell.
You cross your arms and leaning back against the wall. “Okay… so where exactly are we going?”
He rubs his face in increasing frustration. “Do you not know about the Undercity???”
“No?”
“Of course you don’t—why would you—UGH—”
He really does make that noise a lot, doesn’t he?
He cleans his throat and claps his hands together, then gestures to you. “Do you ever wonder where a majority of the demons from this city reside? Where my own mother and father are and no one up here hears a thing about it?”
You have wondered that, but never out loud. You nod, encouraging him to continue, “The old village that used to be here centuries ago was rebuilt after my father was sealed away. It got built over, and then got built over again and again. To the point that this—” he gestures around him “—is Megapolis. And this—” he gestures to the ground “—underneath the city, is the Undercity. The city of demons. They were even building over the Golden Cudgel. Where my father was sealed. Where we first met??”
He continues to explain to you, “I have no idea how your little brain never picked this up, but you carry a scent on you at all times.” He shakes his head and massages the crease in his brow.
You make a face at his rudeness, but rather than let him interrupt, you simply let him continue to talk. It might help give you more insight about this whole “scent” thing, anyway.
“The scent is specifically that of not only a celestial blessing, but that of Monkey King. Topside, you may be safe. But the second you take a step into the Undercity, you’re in their territory, and therefore at their mercy. The moment they catch a whiff of that blessing on you, they will swarm you like flies swarm honey.”
You take a slow, deep breath. “If that’s the case, how does one hide their scent? Last I checked, there are no wards that can do such a thing.”
“Spells are one thing—but they risk being dispelled in certain areas that have anti-magic wards,” Red Son explains with various gestures. “In response to that, demons have developed specified perfumes that can hide their scent from others—their own kind or celestials.” He sighs, tapping at his temple with his index finger. “There is a stall I can go to get some, but it’s in the Undercity… so you will wait here until I go get some, is that understood?”
While it didn’t initially cross your mind, you suddenly remember Miss Lihua, asking him, “Why not ask Miss Lihua for help? You have a way to contact her, don’t you?”
Red Son shakes his head. “Absolutely not. Not after… that.” He coughs, implying the earlier transgression you had with him in front of her. “It… ugh, I do not wish to burden her with such a task. It’ll be perfectly doable with just the two of us.”
“Are you sure? There’s no one else you can call on for backup in case shit hits the fan?” You press. While you’re sure it won’t be too difficult, Spider Queen was still strong, and you didn’t want it to fall into a fight. You’d rather sneak in and out as quick as possible, but it’s always good to have a backup plan.
“Mmm…” He hums thoughtfully, stroking his chin. “Well… there is…” Then he quickly shakes his head, as if the idea is absolutely horrendous. “Never mind. No. He’ll never let me live it down if I ask him for assistance in this matter.”
He?
“Who?” You ask.
“No one,” he huffs. “Now, wait here. I’ll be back with the perfume.”
Deciding it best not to press any further than you already have, you sit down on an abandoned milk crate and gesture for him to go. He sighs, turning away from you, pausing to glance back at you. “Once I get the perfume, you will be briefed on what needs to be done further to ensure we don’t blow your cover down there and ruin this contract.”
“Understood, your highness.” You make another gesture for him to go on. “I’ll wait here.”
Red Son lingers for only a moment, his face scrunching in annoyance, before he turns and walks out of the alley. You lean back on the crate, crossing a leg over the other as you stare at the ground, your mind wandering.
That vision was… an odd one… you felt so dizzy during it, and from the blood that was in it, you were most likely having some kind of concussion, but you don’t know what was going on. Everything was so blurry, vague, and the most you could get was a warbled mess of words that made no sense.
Then the second vision that happened… Was it triggered by Red Son grabbing your arm?
Who was the figure in the fire, though? They looked familiar, but at the same time it was too difficult to make out…
You can’t jump to conclusions just yet. Something about that black fire looked familiar. As if you’d heard of it before but can’t recall from where at the moment… You’ll try to do some research on that when you can. A feeling in your gut was telling you that it was important, and very rarely has your gut ever been wrong.
A chilling air makes you shiver involuntarily before you look up, catching a glimpse of Six-Eared Macaque perched on the dumpster across from you.
“Having fun stewing in your thoughts?” He grins as his tail lazily sways behind him.
“Why did you take me to the alley?” You ask, making him pause as he looks you over. Might as well ask him now while you have the chance.
“Oh—that?” He laughs. It’s forced and awkward. “It would’ve been fun watching all those demons realize what you are—buuuuut that means I’d be out of a clairvoyant with visions for me.” He shrugs, letting out another forced laugh. “It also looked way too pathetic watching you stumble about.”
There were hidden undertones in his voice that indicated… something. You don’t know what. Whether this is another one of his acts of kindness or him trying to just hurriedly get buddy buddy with you, you’re not sure. That awkwardness, though, felt real. Like he genuinely didn’t know how to be nice and was trying to laugh it off.
Maybe it is just that, maybe not. You can’t be sure. Nonetheless, you did admittedly feel grateful he had pulled you to a private area. You look down at your hands, fidgeting with your pack. “Well—thanks nonetheless. It, ah, would’ve been a disaster if they found out what I was while I was unaware.”
Sucks that my sunglasses got lost in that chase…
I really should just get a surplus of sunglasses, huh?
Six-Eared Macaque clears his throat to mask the awkwardness. It doesn’t. “Well—uh—yeah. Yeah.”
…
…
“Do I smell?” You can’t help but ask, sniffing at your jacket. “Everyone says I do, but I don’t smell anything.”
“Yup,” he emphasizes the ‘p’ with a pop of his lips. “Everyone has a scent to them, oracle. Demons, humans, celestials…” He stretches before falling backward into the dumpster, coming up right beside you from your shadow. “Heaven blessed…”
He huffs, saying, “Back in the day, people used to be able to tell clairvoyants from their scent alone. But since that massacre and you all going into deeper hiding, most demons nowadays can only tell you’re heaven blessed.”
You look at him, choosing to stand so he isn't looming over you. “And what about what Red Son said about me smelling like Wukong?”
You leave out the bit with Erlang saying you also smell like Six-Eared Macaque.
A shrug. “Wukong has a strong scent, oracle. Earth and heaven all mixed together, all with that final touch of peaches. Heavenly peaches.” He reaches over and pokes your forehead, laughing when you slap his hand away. “Any demon worth their salt knows that scent’s Wukong’s.”
So it’s possible that’s why the demons haven’t been messing with you… but that doesn’t make much sense either. Ever since you moved here nearly three years ago now, you’ve almost never had a negative encounter with a demon. There’s no way Wukong knew of you three years ago—your first meeting of him felt too natural, too real, for him to pretend to be meeting you for the first time.
“All these years being unbothered by demons… it has to be some kind of protection…” You say, your voice quiet and thoughtful. “It can’t be Wukong… so—who?”
You look at Six-Eared Macaque, who just has a smile on his face. “You’re a smart oracle. I’m sure you’ll figure it out. Just a hint; it’s not me, either. And it’s not Moth—Lihua.”
“No shit.” You roll your eyes. Miss Lihua definitely wasn’t the one protecting you, that made sense. You guess it’s not bad for him to mention it, though, as it’ll take off another person on the list.
Of course he wouldn’t actually tell you, either. Unless you offered a vision to him, which still wouldn’t happen. Doesn’t matter if he was being decent, you were still going to stay cautious around him. So you sigh, sitting back down and resting your cheek in your hand, propping your elbow on your knee. Even as you’re trying to think on who could be the one protecting you, you run a blank.
It’s not Auntie, either. At least, not completely. She helps make sure the house is safe, and in return, Uncle Zan helps her grow special plants for her own experiments. Otherwise, out in the streets, you’re fair game.
Could it be Uncle Zan? It’s possible. If he’s willing to make a deal with Six-Eared Macaque, who’s to say he wouldn’t make a deal with other demons to keep you and himself safe? You wonder if you should ask him. Maybe he could give some advice on how to properly make deals without any loopholes. While you’ve been faring well enough, it never hurts to get some pointers, since Uncle has a lot more experience with this than you do.
Especially if you’re going to be making deals with more powerful beings, like Erlang.
You feel something drop onto your head, making you flinch and slap at it. Blinking, you watch as your sunglasses clatter to the ground by your feet. You look beside you, seeing Six-Eared Macaque chewing on a mango.
“You’re welcome, by the way,” he says with a mouthful, propping himself back on the dumpster.
“Mmm…” You pick up the sunglasses, looking them over. Thankfully not broken, just a bit scuffed up. You situate them on your head, looking off to the side, then eyeing up Six-Eared Macaque. His ears were still swiveling and perking up at certain sounds only he could hear, but he otherwise looks relaxed.
“So…” You start slowly, trying to find a topic to cling on. You’d rather not have more awkward silence while sitting here waiting for Red Son. “What exactly does my blessing smell like?”
That feels so weird to ask.
“Hmmm…” Six-Eared Macaque hums, taking a bite of his mango. “Well—”
You scrunch your nose up. “Don’t talk with your mouth full.”
“I’ll talk however I want, oracle.” Out of pure spite, he takes an even bigger bite from the mango and asks, “What are you gonna do to stop me?”
“Walk away,” you state, your voice matter-of-factly. “I don’t have to wait here. I can just wait somewhere else in the alley.”
He snickers, “I can see why Wukong likes you so much.”
It felt like there was more to that sentence than he let on, but before you could ask, he says, “All heaven-blessed have a specific smell to them. Since it’s been so long, most demons today don’t know what the specifications are. Even demons still alive from back then barely remember the smell of a clairvoyant.” He crouches down, finishing off the mango.
“Clairvoyants have this scent—like water, like the ocean. A hint of saltiness to it, with that token lightness from the celestial power they have.”
“The ocean?” You blink, brows furrowed in confusion. “Why the ocean?”
He shrugs. “Hell if I know. Something about clairvoyants originating from the Four Seas or something like that. I never bothered looking deeper into it.”
From the Four Seas… how odd. You were expecting something completely different. You’re not really sure what it could’ve been—maybe something earthly like living in seclusion on a mountain or something, but not that. Then again, it would also make sense for the visualization of the fish in the water when trying to coax a vision. Uncle Zan really loved making analogies with fishes and gardening…
Also makes sense to why Auntie and Miss Lihua called me “little fish.”
“Hmm… interesting…” You cross your arms, your knee bouncing as you think of something else to say. “So… what do you smell like?”
Slowly, Six-Eared Macaque’s mouth forms into a sly grin, eyes shining with mischief. “Are you really that curious about my smell, oracle? Kinda creepy.”
“You literally went into description on what both clairvoyants and Wukong smell like.” You deadpan, giving him an unamused look. “If anyone’s the creepy one, it’s you.”
“Hah! Ouch, my poor, shriveled heart.” He puts a hand to his chest in a dramatic fashion. He pauses, his tail flicking about. “My scent isn’t too different from Wukong’s, but instead of peaches, it’s mangoes.” He looks over his nails nonchalantly. His nose scrunches in disgust as he says, “And a hint of death because of the necromancy magic that brought me back. Some coldness to it too—that’s the shadow magic.”
“And… Wukong wouldn’t be suspicious of that at all?” You stand up when you feel your legs starting to go stiff. “You’ve been hanging around my house and me for weeks—”
“Hahaha! That idiot’s too much of a coward to do any form of confrontation nowadays. Especially not towards you.” Six-Eared Macaque laughs. “Not to mention he’s definitely in denial about me being alive. Probably making up seven different excuses instead of accepting the possibility I am alive.”
Just like Erlang suspected… the wound left behind by Six-Eared Macaque was still fresh and painful. Even the smallest mention of him would upset Wukong in varying degrees. The way Six-Eared Macaque worded it, though… felt like there was more to it, when speaking about Wukong confronting you.
You blink, giving him a look of confusion. “What do you mean by that?”
“Mmm?” He tilts his head as he regards you, tail lazily swaying behind him.
“You said he wouldn’t do confrontations, especially towards me.”
“I did say that.” His lips pull back into a smile. “You’re a smart oracle—”
“Don’t give me that shit,” you huff, already getting annoyed by his coyness. “Why can’t you just tell me?”
“Tit for tat.” Six-Eared Macaque hops off the dumpster and walks towards you, his tail flicking at your nose. “You want information? You’ll get it. But in return…” He leans closer to you, giving you a smile that’s all teeth. “You gotta give me information.”
“Visions,” you say, crossing your arms defiantly.
“Such a smart oracle!” He pats your head, backing off before you could slap at him.
“Enough with your condescension, you dick.” You make a face at him.
“Awww, can’t take any teasing?”
“You call that teasing?” You lean back against the wall, staring at him with a deep frown. “I’ve seen better attempts from drunks on the street.”
“And you continue to hurt me.” He sighs, lolling his head back as he stands on the opposite wall from you, copying your posture with his arms crossed. “So heartless, oracle—”
“Stop calling me oracle,” you hiss with bared teeth. “What if someone’s listening in—”
“No one’s listening in. Trust me, I would know if they were.” His six ears flare out for emphasis and he rolls his eyes. “But fine. Start calling me Macaque, and I’ll stop calling you oracle.”
“Really? You don’t like being referred to by your full name?”
“It’s a mouthful. Macaque’s easier. I like it more.” He shrugs, giving you a lazy smile. “Tit for tat.”
You cannot believe this is an actual conversation being had right now with this monkey. But here you are. It’s still a shocker that this was so—so normal when it’s a conversation with a dangerous monkey like him.
At the same time, you just had a decent conversation with Erlang just a few hours back. Not to mention, you have had surprisingly casual conversations with other dangerous demons, creatures, and a madman of a fey to boot. At this point, nothing has beaten the absolute strangeness of meeting a fey by the name of Smiler. But here you are, cutting it close with an undead monkey. Once-dead? Zombie monkey?
You groan, rubbing your face. “You are so fucking obnoxious, just like—”
“Have you gotten so bored with waiting that you started talking to yourself?” You jump at the sudden new voice, looking over and quickly seeing it was Red Son approaching. Looking back over to where Six-Eared Macaque was standing, he’s gone. You felt the resounding chill behind you, a sign he was still here, but hiding in the shadows.
“What took you so long?” You decide to ask Red Son instead of answering his previous question.
“Getting your hands on this stuff is not easy,” he huffs, pulling out a bottle. It looks like a normal ornate bottle of perfume, if a bit old-fashioned. “You have no idea how much bartering I had to do to get this.” He makes a gesture to you. “Hold your arms out and slowly spin. I need to apply this to all of you to mask your scent.”
“Doesn’t that sound excessive?” You ask, but still comply and spread out your arms.
“Your scent is powerful. Usually just a few spritzes from this is enough, but you’re carrying the smell of multiple things, including that of Sun Wukong’s. And a hint of death for some otherworldly reason.” He starts spraying the perfume on you as you spin per his instructions. He says, “We can’t risk you getting discovered. Otherwise, that will make our contract more difficult to complete.”
Every time he sprays the perfume a few times, he stops you to do a smell test, then makes you continue to spin in place. Practically half the bottle was used up before he’s satisfied. You sniff your jacket, but don’t really smell anything different. Then again, you don’t have supernatural senses like demons or celestials did, so you’ll just have to trust Red Son’s word that this will work.
“There—that’ll do.” Red Son puts the perfume away and looks you over. “Now for your appearance…” He hums, then snaps his fingers and starts tracing in the air. “Remain still while I do this.” As he traces the air, his fingers emit a soft glow, leaving behind small trails of fire in the shapes of sigils.
You keep yourself still as you watch him, the sigils glowing brighter when he finishes. With a snap of his fingers, the sigils float towards you and lay on your clothes, fading away with only the faintest glow that your true sight could see. You watch particles begin to form around your clothes, making them change appearance and shape.
Red Son snaps his fingers again, summoning a full-length mirror and gesturing with a proud smile on his face. “A work of wonders, as expected from the Red Son! You look just like a servant of my family.”
You had to step back momentarily to get out of the range of your true sight. Once you were able to see what you looked like, you let out a hum. Your hair length was changed and tied back into the high bun. The outfit you had was a simple, short-sleeved top and loose pants, the colors red and black with gold accents and designs to symbolize loyalty to the Demon Bull family. Your main appearance is a simple one, a lavender-skinned demon with two small horns jutting out of your head and a short tail swaying behind you.
You won’t deny, you were impressed. You never often got to witness such simple magic like this, you wonder how difficult these kinds of things are to do.
You step closer as he makes the mirror vanish, telling you, “If anyone asks—you are my servant and meant to accompany me in the markets as per request from my mother and father.”
Okay, so I’m playing the role of his babysitter essentially. Awesome, you think sarcastically. I’m so excited.
He crosses his arms and says, “While we’re down there and in public, you must refer to me as ‘young master’ or ‘young lord.’ You cannot speak to any other demons unless absolutely necessary.”
What badly written young adult novel is this shit right now…
You nod, idly fidgeting with your sleeve. “So what’s the plan for when we actually get there?”
He sighs, tapping at his chin. “The Undercity’s layout is huge, about the size of Megapolis, just underground. We’ll be safe, so long as we stick to the markets down there. The markets are neutral territory, while everything outside of it belongs to various demon lords—my family included.” Another sigh as he says, “While it would be better to go through my family’s territory, my mother and father have seals set up so they know who comes in and who leaves… They will know the minute I enter… and they’ll know I have a plus one that isn’t Mother Lihua—since she’s already returned home.”
“That makes it too risky for us to do that,” you agree, crossing your arms as you think. “I’m safely assuming Spider Queen has territory down there? Is it hard to get in?”
“Ugh— yes and no.” He blows out smoke from his nostrils in his growing annoyance. “Anyone who goes in hardly comes out in one piece, if at all. She’s stuck in her old ways of devouring anyone who enters her domain to gain their powers.” He motions for you to follow, beginning to walk out of the alley and down the street.
He gestures to a spot on his right, telling you in a lowered tone, “Walk closer to me. Remember, you’re playing the part of a servant.”
You do as you’re told, leaning in to speak to him. “Wait—I thought demons just ate celestials? They eat each other, too?”
“Where did you grow up, under a rock?”
“In America.”
“Hmm. That explains a lot.”
You’d be offended if he wasn’t right.
Red Son walks with you towards a shop where he stands there for a moment, staring pointedly at you. Remembering the role you needed to play in this, you step forward and open the door for him, walking inside behind him once he goes first. He approaches the counter, where a beast demon—a bird demon specifically—waits.
He knocks a rhythm on the counter, which makes the demon eye him and you up, before they look around the store. When confirming no one else was there, they open a curtain that leads to the back of the shop. Red Son walks in, you following closely behind. You both step into an elevator that starts to move the moment the doors close.
Red Son says, “Since you are so sadly uneducated in your own culture, allow me to make it clear,” he makes a gesture with his hand, saying, “Demons can feast on one another to gain the other’s power. It’s just more common knowledge from history that they eat celestials or heaven-blessed.”
Huh…
“And what about oracles?” You ask. “Why not just eat them and gain their powers?”
You remember from Wukong telling you that teaching someone clairvoyance magic was extremely difficult. So what about eating them for their power…?
“They tried,” he says. “However, your powers are fickle and demons have almost never been able to get the premonitions to work properly for them. So they simply decided enslavement was easier.”
Mm, makes sense.
“Yeah, easier for you,” you mutter, glaring at the elevator door.
“You asked, so I answered.” He huffs, crossing his arms as his tail whips behind him. “Can’t please you at all, can I? Besides, what I offered back then wasn’t—”
“We’re not having this talk again,” you cut him off, effectively ending that topic.
…
…
You wonder…
Will he answer? Does he even know?
It’s worth a shot.
You ask, “What about the massacre?” And it makes his spine go stiff.
He looks at you now. “The massacre…? Of the clairvoyants?”
A nod. “I know our kind is practically endangered because of some massacre, but anything I’ve tried to read on it just—came up empty. I know it happened some time before the Age of Marrow, but no details further than that.”
Red Son doesn’t answer at first, looking away and letting out a breath. “Because it was never written down. Most demons nowadays don’t even know what happened. Only a small handful who were there know the truth. But there are plenty of stories that were shared by word of mouth rather than text.”
The elevator continues down, the only light within coming from a lantern floating above you two.
He says, “Both Mother and Mother Lihua told me the story a long time ago. A demon—powerful and greatly feared—siphoned the power of thousands of clairvoyants to try to gain their power. For what reason, we don’t know. All we know is she only managed to gain a fraction of the power your kind holds even after all of that. And it’s because of her that so little clairvoyants are able to reincarnate. She has their souls trapped somewhere—but we don’t know where. It was through that event alone that started the Age of Marrow.”
“She…?” You ask with a tilt of your head. Somehow, a piece of you—
a palace of bones and mist
whispers of the dead begging for freedom
—knew who this “she” was… but at the same time you didn’t. As if you’ve seen a picture of her before but never knew her name. It’s a strange feeling.
“Before you make assumptions, it was not Auntie, it—” unfortunately, he doesn’t get time to finish his sentence, instead saying, “We’re here. Remember the role you must play while we’re here. It’ll be easy enough to concentrate on the illusion that holds your appearance. The moment I lose it, however, the disguise will drop.”
“Don’t cause a scene, got it.” You tilt your head at him, raising a brow. “Are you going to ensure a scene isn’t caused, young master?”
He snorts, smoke billowing from his nose. “I’m already regretting this decision.” He stuffs his hands into his jacket pockets. “So long as no one chooses to try to start something with me, then we won’t have a problem.”
Soon enough, you’re met with a sight of what could only be described as a huge cavern. Connected to the ceiling were several lanterns of various sizes, all giving off an ethereal glow. Immediately you could tell the markets from the other territories. The market itself reminded you a lot of the ones topside, just bigger. From what you could see, the streets are narrow and winding, the buildings looking old and made of stone rather than wood and metal, with many of them being several stories high.
Off to the west side was a walled off section with a familiar bull-like design to it. You can very quickly deduce that’s the Demon Bull family’s territory. Right next to it was another large, walled off sector covered in plants, a huge tree resting right in the middle of it. Next to that looked more akin to a land of ice and snow, and next to that seemed to be an abandoned sector with a cave entrance.
It’s hard to see from your position, but you feel like that might be Spider Queen’s territory, if you were to judge from how decrepit the area looked.
The elevator reaches the bottom, and you walk into the nest of a thousand vipers.
As per instructed, you kept close to Red Son, keeping your hands folded in front of you and trying not to look around too much. You felt a small chill run up your spine, something grazing against your ankle. You glance down, noticing your shadow morphing for just a split-second before it goes back to normal.
Okay, so Six-Eared Macaque was still following you… you’re not exactly sure why other than he might just be that bored today, but whatever. Was the gesture of touching your ankle his weird way of reassuring you? Odd. Though the gesture was… appreciated, it certainly won't calm the nerves you have right now.
While I’d rather not rely on his help at all… if things turn south, I’ll just have to swallow it down and ask him.
Despite the name giving you an idea that the place held a dark reputation, the air held a surprising familiarity to it. The bustling activity of the markets of demons serving several kinds of items and knick-knacks and foods made you feel like you were just in a normal marketplace rather than one for demons only—you even spot a few humans or half-human, half-demon people here. You notice an array of exotic goods and strange artifacts, some of which you can tell from true sight possess magical properties. Some, meanwhile, were just junk that had some glamour thrown onto them to look nicer.
“Look who it is!” A masculine voice laughed. “The Red Son himself. Finally got yourself a new babysitter, huh? Where’s your monkey mommy?”
You look over at the voice, seeing a demon sitting behind a counter. It looked like a mix between a cat and a lizard. The stall itself seemed to be selling various organs—possibly animal, human, demon, and other creatures.
Red Son turns and scowls at the demon in question. “Mother Lihua is home. And I can see you’re still selling the same old hogwash, Xu Jun. In the open air, no less! Have you no decency, woman?”
“Hah! Still more successful than you, it seems. Still didn’t get that little ‘battery’ you needed?” Xu Jun rests her elbow on the stall counter, grinning at you both. “Your new babysitter’s cute. Maybe they’d have more fun serving me, rather than a hotheaded time bomb like you.”
“How dare you speak to the son of the Demon Bull family in such a way!” He steps forward and slams both hands on the counter. Smoke and fire billow out of his hands at the gesture. “You will respect me and my servant! Do you understand me?!” The moment he starts yelling, you notice other demons beginning to walk around you both, giving at least a five to ten foot space away.
Seems like this is a normal occurrence…
Red Son glares daggers at Xu Jun, who was just smiling. “I ought to—”
You clear your throat. “Young master, we need to get going. Remember?” You put a hand to his chest and slowly push him back. “Besides, it’s unbecoming of a prince to waste his time with low lives who have no sense of respect.” You lift your chin and stare down at the demon in question.
“Ooooh, feisty!” She giggles. “We’ll see how long you last until he ashes you, cutie.”
Ew.
Don’t look at me like that.
Red Son exhales sharply, smoke coming out of his mouth as he does. He stands up straight and turns away. “Come.” Then he’s walking down the way, you quickly following behind.
“Slow, deep breaths,” you whisper to him. “Pay more attention to something else that isn’t the thing that angered you.”
“I don’t need advice on how to calm down. I can do it perfectly fine myself,” He hisses, taking another breath. It was definitely not working to calm him down.
“Yeah, you’re doing a great job, young master.” You roll your eyes. “Let’s just go.”
You both weaved through the crowd, you keeping a sharp eye out for anyone that might try to “bump into you.” You knew all too well those bumps only meant you'd have a missing wallet. You also watched out for anything that could set Red Son off again, wanting to make sure he didn’t lose concentration of the disguise spell. Thankfully, most demons kept a wide berth from you. Others eyed you up and whispered to one another about a “new babysitter” just as Xu Jun did.
Seems Red Son gets a lot of servants needing to follow him around… none of which have lasted.
Uncle would have a field day with the anger issues this boy has.
Speaking off… it seems his breathing has evened out, seeming much calmer than before. He was taking slower, deeper breaths, you noted. Did he actually take your advice? You’d rub it in if you weren’t busy trying to keep an eye out for you both. Then again, it’s also possible Miss Lihua gave the same advice before, too.
Hmm, maybe if I just mention her, it’ll convince him to listen?
It’s worth a shot in the future should something like that happen again.
He guides you down towards the eastern side of the market, avoiding certain stalls and stopping to talk to others. Judging from the outside, it seems that the reputation of the Demon Bull family—as expected—was mixed at best. Certain demons, such as Xu Jun, didn’t care about the family name and didn’t bat an eye. Others straight up disliked them. And then there were some that were kind and polite, referring to Red Son as ‘young prince’ and so on.
You were expecting humans to not like Red Son or the Bull Family because of the reputation of Demon Bull King. You weren’t expecting it from demons, though. At the same time, it’s highly possible their actions led to a lot of progress in them being accepted by society was ruined.
Seems Red Son’s very much the type to only pay attention to people who show him respect he feels he deserves, too. Pausing at every chance he runs into someone he recognizes to chat with them. Rather than cause a commotion and point that out to him, you just stay quiet and keep an eye out.
“Psst, did you hear?”
You overhear a conversation while Red Son was momentarily chatting with another demon. You glance over, seeing a snake demon and a wind demon speaking in quiet tones, but close enough for you to hear.
The wind demon asks, “What? What happened?”
“I heard from Jianmin who heard from Xiaojie that their friend might’ve found out who the Blue Cat’s Eye is.”
Blue Cat’s Eye? Like the gemstone…?
Subconsciously, your fingers reach up and touch your necklace, glancing down at the little blue gem encased in silver. A blue cat’s eye… something Uncle gave to you your first week living here. “Always wear it,” he had said. “It’s a protective charm that’ll keep you safe—so long as you don’t go looking for trouble.”
Hmm…
“What?” The wind demon scoffs. “You really believe that drunkard? No one knows who that guy is, what makes you think—”
The snake demon waves their hand and says, “Hear me out now, hear me out! Xiaojie’s friend overheard a conversation at the bar about some other demons meeting the Blue Cat’s Eye, and then they were sayin’ how they needed to get some o’ that scent perfume from Huifang’s stall. Now, why would you need some scent-cancler, huh?”
“To hide their scent, duh.”
“YEAH, but if it’s a demon, why bother? Sooooo, what iiiiif it’s someone who’s a celestial? Maybe even a heaven-blessed?” The snake demon makes finger guns and grins as if they just solved an ancient riddle.
“What? Now you’re the one who’s drunk. What celestial would—”
You don’t hear the rest of the conversation, being ushered away by Red Son as he finally finished his conversation.
You wait until you’re a good distance away from the gossiping demons to ask Red Son, “Who’s the Blue Cat’s Eye?”
“Hah! Wouldn’t you like to know?” He brushes his hair from his face and adjusts his glasses. “No one knows who they are—but all we know is they have so many demons under their employment, they might as well be another overlord down here.”
“Really?” You ask, giving in a look of genuine shock. “How does no one know who they are?”
“Because of the contract,” he says. “I don’t know much—but I know whoever makes a contract with them is sworn to silence.” He looks at you now, raising a brow. “But you not knowing who they are is a shock.”
“Why is that a shock?” You glance to the side as a demon walks too close for your liking, waiting until you know it’s safe to talk again, then look back at Red Son.
His answer was certainly not what you were expecting, “Because it’s the Blue Cat’s Eye that is keeping you protected while you’re topside.”
…
Wait, what?
“Word spreads fast down here,” Red Son explains. “Almost three years ago, word began to spread of another heaven-blessed appearing in the city—rumors of them being a clairvoyant.”
He pauses momentarily as he looks around, thoughtful, then turns right and continues walking. “But the moment that rumor began, another rumor was spread that this clairvoyant was under fierce protection from the Blue Cat’s Eye. Why do you think little to no demons have caused trouble with you topside?”
You suddenly remember several instances of times when you would’ve gotten into trouble with a demon trying to kidnap and enslave you. Each of those moments was some random demon in disguise or in the open helping you out of it before going their own way after ensuring your safety. All of them just claimed to be one of Uncle’s clients, never fully explaining before they leave.
Your thumb dances along the necklace again, a small, thoughtful frown tugging your lips.
Always wear it… protective charm…
Could it be Uncle? He really is the only person you can think of who would go to such lengths just to keep you safe. Especially since you were the only family he had left—and vice versa. You’ll have to ask him once this is all done.
“And what about you and your family, huh? If I was under their protection while topside, you still tried to enslave me.”
He huffs in annoyance, “It was not enslavement. How many times must I tell you?” He massages his brow. “Look—I will not deny that the idea to make a contract with you was made in haste and in panic. Mother and I did not want word spreading about Father’s return yet.” He pauses momentarily at a crossroad, turning to you and crossing his arms. Other pedestrians just pass by, some glancing, others paying no mind.
His face contorts, his lips pressing hard against one another. He glances off to the side, then looks back at you. “But… it was not the correct way to go about it. Such an ultimatum—it was brash. Wrong.” His brows furrow, conflict shining in his eyes, but you can see a hint of truth.
You cross your arms, raising a brow. While you felt some skepticism, you also knew he was telling the truth. Admitting fault wasn’t easy, you know that much. Whatever Miss Lihua said to him must’ve gotten him thinking during that short time you were alone. He gestures for you to follow again, so you do, walking with him further down the street.
“We wouldn’t have chained or caged you,” he says suddenly, making you raise both brows in shock and interest. “If you have family here, you would’ve been allowed to see them still, but for your safety, you would’ve been required to live in our palace here.” He sighs, brushing stray strands of fiery hair away from his face. “Believe me or don’t, it doesn’t matter. But it’s the truth.”
…
It was the truth, and that’s what confused you. Sure, your bias was kicking in again, but… can you really be blamed for it? Years and years and years of being caged and chained and turned into some “prized pet” over and over, forced to have vision after vision… It’s difficult to not think their idea of a contract would’ve been the same.
He knows what it’s like to have family taken from him, your sense tells you, making your tense shoulders relax.
You lower your gaze, your frown deepening. Your gaze flickers back to his face. “That—”
“Well, well, well…” An elderly voice says. “My dear children, won’t you come here for a moment and entertain an old woman?”
Both you and Red Son stop in your tracks, looking over towards the source of the voice. As expected, it was an elderly woman with a serious hunchback sitting in a rocking chair behind a counter. She looked almost like a stereotypical witch from America—green skin and long nose with some warts on her. Her long black hair was pulled up into a loose bun as she smiled at you, showing she had maybe three teeth left in her mouth.
“You, boy,” she points a gnarled finger at Red Son. “I can see much potential in you, my sweet child of fire. Won’t you browse my wares for just a moment? I’m sure there’s something that can catch your interest.”
Something felt… off about this woman… but you can’t pinpoint what.
Red Son rubs his face. “More blasted obstacles… Very well, but just for a moment. I’m very busy.” He steps forward with you trailing behind him as he starts looking things over. “And what exactly is it you sell here, grandmother?”
You look around as he begins conversing with the old woman, eyeing up her stall. She seemed to be selling a wide array of things. Herbs, knick-knacks, frogs, bat wings…
Hmm…
That strange feeling continued to nag at you. It felt like you were being watched by something that wasn’t just Macaque.
…
Hold on a second…
You suddenly remember a conversation from a long, long time ago with a certain crazed fey.
“How to spot a fey?” He repeated your question, then laughed. “Ask them, of course! Silly one. You’re such a silly thing.” He patted your head with another laugh.
“But what if they don’t answer? How can I know I’m in a fey’s presence? Not all of them will just announce what they are, like you do.” You gestured to him, making him hum and think.
“Well, sweet one!” Smiler put his index fingers together. His ever-present grin grew larger. “The first thing you’ll know is if the area around is different! Look around!” He spun in place, flowers blooming under his bare feet. “Flowers and butterflies everywhere! Hahaha!”
He stopped in front of you, throwing an arm around your shoulder. “Fey can change their environment! Sometimes even the weather!”
You look around the stall some more, noticing how there was a strange air about it. Musty, almost. Like you were in a swamp. Glancing behind her and her stall, you see a house maybe twenty feet away that further confirms it. It’s your typical house you’d find in the bayou back in America, but with a hint of Chinese aesthetic to it.
“And then! And then!” Smiler made a wide gesture with his other arm, sweeping across the landscape. “Lights and sounds and feelings! You’ll get plenty of those from fey—we are quite emotional, you see.” He giggled, “Sounds that don’t belong somewhere, perhaps some pretty little lights float, float, floating about.” He wiggled his fingers as he said so.
Strange lights floated around her house and her stall, with sounds of frogs and crickets lingering about. Yet when you try to find the creatures, you don’t see anything.
“And how do I determine what type of fey they are? So I know whether it’s good to even try talking to them?”
“Hmmmmmmmmm…” He tapped his chin, the hum turning into a little tune as he stepped away and started walking in a circle, each step exaggerated. “Depends, you see! Pixies and sprites and quicklings are too fast for you. Dryads always carry a song on them! Singing their heart out while the trees dance with their songs.” He made a gesture as if he were conducting a musical.
“Aaaaaah, but hags! Hags are the most fun to spot~”
“Are you sure about that?”
“Oh, yes yes yes!” He jumped in front of you and used his fingers to make some spectacles. “You’ll find so many eyes around them. So so many. And cages full of things!” He patted your head.
“Hags are fun! But also not. It depends on how they feel. If they like your eyes, who knows! They might pluck them out the second they get the chance!” He laughed.
…
You look around the stall again.
Little cages hanging around filled with various animals…
A plate of sugar cubes in it rather than coins.
Several jars of pickled things such as tentacles, fingers, even toes.
Eugh, a jar of toenails too—
You find several jars of various types of eyes.
Oh boy…
You look at Red Son again as he shakes his head. “Ugh—nothing I’m in need of. I’ve wasted enough time here, I must take my leave.”
“Oh, are you sure, my sweet fire?” The old woman smiles again, her eyes suddenly on you. “And what of you, little fish? I’m sure you both would love to have your palm read. My eyes may be old, but I see much…”
She winks at you.
Letting out a groan, Red Son says, “I am quite alright, tha—”
You clap your hand over his mouth before he could finish the phrase. You clear your throat and smile at the woman—the hag.
“My fair folk, I must apologize, we are needed elsewhere. Your kindness will not be forgotten.” You bow your head and offer the best smile you can. “Safe travels, and may you find joy and mischief in your wanderings.”
The hag’s smile grows, leaning closer as she rests her elbows on the counter and laces her long, wrinkled fingers together. “I see… My child of the ocean, you are a fun one indeed.” She waves. “May our paths cross again in the future… should you bring me a sweet offering, I’ll read your palm for you.”
“Until then, grandmother.” You look at Red Son. “Come, young master, let’s go. ”
His face was beet red and full of fury as you pulled him away, hand still clamped over his mouth. Once you’re tucked away into a darkened alley between two buildings, you pull your hand away and hiss, “Are you insane?!”
“I was going to ask you the same thing!” He wipes his face and dusts himself off. “You cannot lay a hand on me like that or our cover will be blown! What was that for, anyway?!”
“That was a fey! A hag!” You slap his arm. “You almost indebted yourself to one, and I just saved your hot headed ass. You’re welcome, by the way.”
“What? A hag? She sure looked like one,” he scoffs, brushing at his arm. “But—wait… a fey? Like our own?”
“No. A European fey. Not a Chinese fey.”
“Hmm. It would certainly explain why her accent was horrendous.”
You groan, rubbing your face. “European fey can be dangerous, but hags are definitely not the type you want to find yourself indebted to. Do you not know the rules of the fair folk? If you say ‘thank you’ to one, they’ll take it as a sign of indebtedness and either take offense or take advantage of it.”
He gives you a quizzical look. “What? A simple ‘thank you’ can do that?”
“With fair folk, yes. They’re the trickiest when it comes to word play. Even a simple ‘thank you for your time’ will make them feel like you owe them.” You let out a breath. “I was not expecting a hag to be here, of all places, but it’s also a good place to trick unsuspecting victims.” You look out of the alley back to where the hag had her stall, but you find nothing.
Looks like she’s moving shop…
You turn back to Red Son. “Can we get moving, with no more distractions?”
“Ugh—fine. I practice politeness as both Mother and Mother Lihua taught me, and it bites me. Never again,” he grumbles, but walks out of the alley. “This is a good path for us, anyway. We won’t be taking the front entrance to Spider Queen’s territory.”
“Wait,” you say, grabbing his sleeve.
Red Son groans, his growing frustration evident. “What? We’re wasting time—”
“About what you said earlier,” you say now, making him pause. “Look… I can tell you’re being honest, but it doesn’t change the fact you fucked up.” You let go of his sleeve and tightly cross your arms over your chest. “Honestly, I don’t know what I’d do if I were in your shoes, feeling the same panic you felt. Maybe I’d even do the same, but… ugh.”
You pinch at the bridge of your brow with a hefty sigh. “Making such an ultimatum for someone—it’s going to leave a very sour taste in their mouth, no matter what their past is like.” You take a final breath. “That’s all I wanted to say—it’s all I really can say, honestly.” You look at him with a raised brow. “Maybe next time, don’t tell someone to make a deal with you or die, yeah?”
“You will never let this go, will you?” Red Son huffs, rolling his eyes.
“Nope,” you say, emphasizing the ‘p’ in the word.
“You are just like Fengshe,” he mutters under his breath. “Nonetheless, it… was something made in haste. One that—admittedly—I do not look back on fondly…” Unsure of how else to end the conversation, he gestures for you to follow.
Fengshe?
“Who’s that?” You ask, following him through what looks like a more residential area, with fewer shops and more houses.
“Mm?” He takes you to a large stone wall that has certainly seen better days.
“Fengshe. You said I’m just like him.”
“In certain ways, yes,” he grumbles. “Fengshe is Mother Lihua’s son. Through technicality, because of his relation to Monkey King—he’s my uncle, despite him being close to my age, give or take a century or two.” He rolls his eyes in annoyance. “Likes to call me little brother to confuse everyone we meet… annoying.”
…
Miss Lihua has another son???
How deep does this shit go? Now you’re curious how this Fengshe character acts, and if Wukong knows anything about him—or Six-Eared Macaque.
Rather than getting off-topic again, he focuses on the task at hand, telling you, “Getting in through the front of Spider Queen’s territory will be impossible for us. They won’t let the son of another overlord of the Undercity in, no matter what business we would want with her.”
He starts walking along the wall, trailing his hand against the concrete. You follow close behind while looking around for any kind of opening. You caught some, but they were much too high for you to climb up. You already know both you and Red Son would rather drink slime than have him carry you up there. Other holes were too small to squeeze through.
The search doesn’t take long—maybe a few minutes at best—until you both spot a hole in the wall large enough for you both to climb through. Red Son holds up a hand and traces sigils along the wall, pressing both hands against it.
“Her seals have gotten weaker… the fool,” he mutters to himself. “Disgraceful. But works in our favor. She shouldn’t notice us coming in if I just…” The sigils glow for a moment, surrounding the two of you, before vanishing in a puff of smoke. “There—that should do for the time being.”
“What was that?” You ask as he starts climbing through the hole.
“A masking spell, so her seals don’t pick us up.” Once he’s through, he quickly dusts himself off and starts muttering under his breath. “Because of how weak her detection seals are, this should work well enough.”
“How long will it last?” You ask as you climb through after him. Almost immediately you can see the difference between the market and Spider Queen’s territory. The buildings looked like they’ve seen better days, as if they haven’t been taken care of in centuries.
Spider webs coated nearly every surface, leaving very little walking room for the both of you, and there was a mist that laid like a thick blanket along the ground. It kicked upward with each step you both took deeper into the territory.
Red Son’s ears twitched, his shoulders more squared. He was already tense before, but it seems to triple the moment you two had stepped into the place. He says, “Long enough for us to get in and out without an issue. She may not be able to sense us entering, but we must still act with caution. Her lackeys could still find us.”
You nod, following close behind him, keeping a sharp eye and ear out for anything that could come out at you.
“To find both your kidnapped friend and the battery I need from her—we need to go deeper into her lair,” he says. “There should be several other entrances aside from her main one, finding it however…” He lets out a frustrated sigh, smoke coming out of his nostrils. “Easier said than done.”
You look at Red Son over again. His hands were clenched tightly, tail whipping about. Even if he were tense from entering someone else’s territory, you would’ve expected him to be more relaxed and uncaring. But there’s none of that. If anything, when you watch him closer, you notice a light trembling in his hands.
There’s no way he’s angry, otherwise there’d be fire everywhere. I wouldn’t expect him to be this tense from going into her territory…
Haven’t noticed it yet, hmm? Six-Eared Macaque’s voice echoes in your mind, making you whip your head around. You catch the slightest glimpse of his shadow slipping by.
Here’s a hint for you… His shadow slinks down into the mist, connecting with your own. He and little MK have something in common when it comes to spiders. Little fire boy just reacts differently.
…
Are you fucking serious right now.
All you get is the echo of his laughter in your head.
And you didn’t think to TELL ME?!
That only makes him laugh harder.
Absolute… asshole.
You take a slow, deep breath. You… you can’t believe this. All that trouble just to make sure MK didn’t have to deal with the Spider Queen because of his fear of spiders. And you still manage to end up with someone who has arachnophobia, but will react in a completely different manner.
Awesome. Perfect. There was absolutely no way this was going to go off without a hitch. You already knew for a fact, if you tried to mention it to Red Son, he would combust. So you keep quiet and try to watch out for any spiderwebs that he could possibly run into. Best to try to avoid anything that could trigger a response from him, so you see what you can do in pointing out certain areas that can be avoided.
I really am this boy’s babysitter right now, aren’t I…
Is it too late to try to convince him to get Miss Lihua involved? Or even this Fengshe character??
Whatever. You’ll just have to do what you can with the situation. The contract was already sealed, and you know he won’t just end it when you’re already here.
Finding a cave system that went deeper into Spider Queen’s lair took much longer than you’d hoped. But you both manage to find it while avoiding cobwebs, smaller spiders, and spider demons alike. Red Son’s breathing had become slower and heavier, as if he’s trying and failing to keep himself calm. Several times he had to quell the flames that started to grow on his sleeves. Several other times you had to teach him how to do proper deep breathing to calm himself down.
All that research on how to help an arachnophobic really did pay off.
You glance behind you as Red Son continues to lead the way deeper into the caverns, the light from the main part of the city slowly fading. He summons a small flame to help light the way, continuing down.
“I don’t know how deep in her main lair is,” he says, his voice low. “But be careful. I’ve heard rumors of this place being like a maze—”
A shriek echoing through the caverns interrupts whatever he was going to say. He looks at you, then begins quickly moving forward with you following.
“I’m assuming that was your kidnapped friend.” Red Son violently swats at cobwebs in his way, taking another breath. The air grows hotter momentarily, singing the cobwebs away. “No doubt, Spider Queen is about to have a taste or two.”
“All the more reason to hurry.”
Red Son yanks you into a small alcove, pressing back into the shadows as you hear a skitter-skitter-skitter coming towards you both. Darting past were two spider demons, heading down the direction you were going.
You both exhale, before leaving the alcove and following close behind. You whisper to Red Son, “Something feels off… if that was Tang—the one who was kidnapped—why would Spider Queen have her lackeys come this way?”
His ears twitch as he listens, tail flicking behind him. “Ugh—blast—I can’t hear past the yelling, but I hear… voices? Others are here, multiple, but hard to tell how many. It’s possible others broke in.”
“Someone else broke into her lair? How?” You ask as you start sliding down a very steep section of the cave. It seems to go impossibly deeper than the Undercity already was.
“Spider Queen has let her territory rot for centuries.” Red Son jumps off the last bit and lands on his feet, quickly dusting his pants free of the cobwebs that got stuck on him. “Disgusting, vile things, get off—”
“Hold still.” His spine goes stiff as you pluck a spider off his back and place it on the wall. You get another spider off of him before he could burst into flames before asking, “You were saying?”
A shiver wracks his body that he masks by rolling his shoulders, then says, “She’s been too busy plotting her next big take over of the city, but if she actually took the time to meditate and plan, she wouldn’t be at the bottom of the barrel.”
He huffs. “The only reason she’s even considered an overlord still is because while she’s let her seals grow weaker, she herself is still powerful. She could take Mother or Father in a fight. Otherwise, it’s a miracle she’s still in power here.”
Another scream. More yelling and fighting until it just gives way to even more screaming. It sounds much clearer now. The two of you follow the voices, carefully moving past larger, stickier spider webs until—
“GET OFF GET OFF GET OFF OH MY GOD I HATE THIS SO MUCH—”
“I’m trying, I’m trying! Hold still!!”
“Take a nice deep breath with me, okay? Just like this—”
“OH GOD OH GOD—”
You both round the corner, catching sight of the two spider demons that had skittered past you two on the ground, completely knocked cold.
And not ten feet away were MK, Mei, and Sandy. All three of them were absolutely covered in spider webs while MK was flailing about, trying to get it all off of him and hyperventilating.
Red Son groans, dismissing the flame he had summoned. “Great,” he grumbles. “More fools to look after.”
“You… have got to be fucking kidding me…”
This day is just getting longer by the second.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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A day off? For our reader-insert? Less likely than you think.
I loved writing this chapter for several reasons. I love writing every chapter but just.... Redson. 'Nuff said.
I love him. I can't wait for this disaster to continue because it only gets better from here :)Until next chapter, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 20: Into the Queen's Nest
Chapter Text
“OH GOD OH GOD MEI PLEASE I CAN’T I—”
“MK just hold still already!!”
You rush forward before you could even think, saying, “Mei, wait—he needs to calm down first!”
MK was still too busy having a full-blown panic attack while Sandy and Mei finally noticed you and Red Son’s presence. They both spring into action, Sandy standing in front of MK while Mei poses in front of Sandy, pointing the Dragon Sword at you.
“Back off, Red Boy and lackey of Red Boy! Or I’ll slice ya and dice ya!!” She emphasizes the threat by swinging her sword around.
“What—you—” you look at yourself, remembering the glamour is still on you and turn to Red Son. “Drop it already, there’s no point keeping it up.”
“UGH—fine, fine! So long as you get them to STOP SCREAMING!” He snaps his fingers and the disguise is dropped.
Mei blinks, lowering her sword. “Wait—what? Glowstick?? What are you doing with Red Boy???”
“It’s Red Son !!”
“Hush, hush, I’ll explain that in a minute. Just don’t start a fight, okay?” You rush over, shooing Sandy and Mei off to the side, and approach MK. You reach out, speaking in a softer tone, “MK, MK, look at me. Can you look at me?”
“Ah—ah—aaaaah—” His chest rapidly rose and fell with each panicked breath he took. He lowered his head, his hands flailing and slapping at the top of his head with his increased panic. “AaaaaAAAAAAAA—”
“Hey, hey, look at me, MK.” You reach out, gently placing your hands by his jaw and lifting his head. “It’s me. It’s sib. I’m right here. I know you’re scared, I know you’re in a really bad place right now. It’s gonna be okay, alright? You’re gonna be okay.”
He starts aggressively scratching at his head. “I can’t I can’t I can’t I hate this I hate it I hate it!!”
“I know, I know. It doesn’t feel nice, and it’s scary.” You come closer, lifting his chin more and moving your hands to hold his entire face. “It’s gonna be okay. You’re gonna be okay. I promise. Can you look at me?”
Finally, his eyes look at you, his breathing still short as tears rolled down his cheeks. His hands stop scratching at his head and are now trembling over his legs, looking like he was about to slap them but stopping short.
“Now, we’re gonna play a game, okay?” When he nods, you continue to say, “We’re gonna close our eyes and start imagining something else. And while we do that, we’re gonna take deep breaths between. With me, okay?”
He nods again, leaning closer until his forehead bumps yours, and then shuts his eyes tight. You take a slow, deep breath. In and hold it, one two three, then out. He follows your breathing. It’s stuttery and breaks into a sob, but he follows your instructions.
“Imagine you’re on Flower Fruit,” you say. “Picture it in your head. You’re in the village. Houses made of stone and wood, long abandoned and broken. Covered in moss and flowers that give off a sweet fragrance.”
Breathe in, one two three, then out. He follows you.
“There’s a stone pathway that leads up the mountain. It’s all broken and in disrepair because a certain someone never thought to fix it.”
MK lets out a sputtery laugh. You breathe in, one two three, then out. He follows, his breathing less stuttery and more controlled.
“The entrance to the Water Curtain Cave has a lake in front of it. Surrounded by trees bearing so many fruits and bushes loaded with berries. Monkeys of varying sizes and colors all live there.”
“And—the inside—” MK says. He breathes in, then out. “The inside—it’s so pretty. So many plants and—and flowers I’ve never seen before.”
“What colors?” You ask, slowly moving your hands away from his face to get the cobwebs out of his hair. Out of your peripheral, you can see Mei scooting behind him and starting to peel off the webs on his back.
“So many colors—like, like pink and yellow and even green—” His hands slap at his legs, but not too hard to hurt. “It’s so pretty. And the mural room, a big—big painting—a family portrait.”
Family portrait?
Most likely the one with Wukong and Miss Lihua…
You push that aside, asking him, “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”
“Yeah—yeah it is.” He opens his eyes, taking another breath, his shoulders finally relaxing.
“How are you feeling now, MK?”
“I’m okay,” he says. “I’m okay. I’m okay.” He breathes. “I’m—I’m okay.”
“Do you need anything?”
He looks up at you. “I—uh—can I—uhm…”
You huff, unable to bite back a smile. “You want a hug?” He nods, and you pull him closer, wrapping your arms around him. You take that chance to pull the rest of the cobwebs out of his hair. “You’re gonna be okay, MK. You’re gonna be fine. You’re not alone in this, alright?”
“Okay… okay, okay, okay.” He breathes, giving you a squeeze. “It’s gonna be alright. It’s gonna be alright.”
“Are you okay to start walking around?”
“Yeah, yeah I think so.”
You nod. “Okay, good, then just what the fuck are you three doing here?!” You get up, gesturing to Mei, MK, and Sandy. “I leave you kids alone for one day , and now you’re here with a stolen sword trying to break into a dangerous demon’s den?! Sandy, what—can you please explain?”
Sandy clears his throat, tapping the tips of his fingers together. “Well— we had, ah, received a concerning call from Tang… He said Spider Queen took him.”
MK takes another breath, slowly standing up. He fidgets with the sleeve of his jacket, noticing a small bit of web still on him and quickly brushes it off. “Spider Queen took him, and—and that she was threatening to eat him and—”
“Spider lady was suddenly talking and said she’d eat Mr. Tang if MK didn’t come give himself up to her!” Mei stands beside MK, getting the last of the cobwebs off of herself.
She grabs at his hand with hers, while the other points with her sword. “It’s your Grade A hostage situation—but we ain’t gonna let her do that to our Mr. Tang, no sir! And MK ain’t gonna give himself up—we’re gonna bust in there and get our nerd man back!”
“I prepared some nice calming things to help MK with his arachnophobia, buuuut… things got a bit hairy at that moment when the spider boys attacked.” Sandy gestures to the unconscious spider demons in question. “But—teacup, what are you doing here with Red Boy?”
“Red SON!!” Red Son jumps away from a spider that was slowly crawling down its web and effectively torches it. “UGH—hideous creatures. Can we please get moving before I vomit from the sight?!”
You rub your face, letting out a groan. “Okay, okay, let me just—” you breathe in, then out “—I got a text from Tang telling me he was captured by Spider Queen. I ran into Red Son here and made a deal with him to help me get Tang out, and I’d do something for him. We’re here, end of story.”
“But—but why?” Mei makes a gesture to Red Son, who is standing there tapping his foot impatiently. “He’s the enemy! He tried to make you his slave!! Why make a deal with him???”
“It was not enslavement, blast it!” Red Son yells, his anger flaring as dark magenta flames erupt on his arms.
“Enough, enough,” you say, holdings your hands up to him and Mei separately. “Look—that whole first meeting with him—it’s complicated—but, just drop that subject.” You say to Mei, “Sometimes allying with your enemy is the best course of action to take when there’s bigger fish to fry.”
You rub your face, then say, “I didn’t tell you MK because—and please don’t take offense to this—I didn’t think you’d be prepared to face this yet.”
MK slowly deflates, looking around as he stands closer to you, his hand gripping Mei’s tightly. “Ah—I don’t—I don’t really take much offense. I am t—trying so hard not to freak out again.” He breathes in, holds it, then breathes out. He mutters to himself, “Picture Flower Fruit. Picture Flower Fruit.”
“If we need to work together—” Sandy claps a hand on your shoulder, and then Red Son’s. He slaps Sandy’s hand away and takes a wide step away from him, “—then let’s work together! I’m sure with all of our heads combined, we can get Tang back with no trouble at all! And help Red Boy—err, Red Son here with getting whatever he needs!”
“Mmmmm, ooooor we could just…” Mei tucks her sword under her arm and makes a punching motion with her fist into her hand. You already knew what she was implying with that gesture.
“Mei, no.” You flick her forehead. “My contract with him specifies that I need to help him, and he needs to help me.”
Her mouth forms into a pout as she rubs at where you flicked her. “Ugh—fiiiiiiine.”
You gesture to the Dragon Sword. “And why do you have that? I thought your parents sealed it away.”
“PSHH!” She scoffs, swinging the blade around carelessly. “They locked it up tight, sure, but I still have access to it.” She gives a big, toothy grin, the scales on her cheeks glimmering in the dim light. “So—when MK was telling us about Mr. Tang’s kidnapping, I knew I was gonna need some good firepower—and thus! Dragon Sword!” She poses with the sword, then stands up straight again.
“Aren’t you going to be in deep shit with them for stealing it?” You ask, putting a hand to your hip, though a small smile was creeping onto your features.
“What are they gonna do? Lock me in my room? I dare them!” Mei laughs. “They don’t even take my phone away when they ground me—they just don’t let me leave the house for a short amount of time.” She puffs out her chest and strikes another pose. “They have no idea what’s comin’ to them. Long Xiaojiao is goin’ FULL BLOWN REBELLION MODE, BABY!! They’re not gonna discipline me, and this is just gonna prove it!”
Good to see she’s noticing her parents don’t exactly help her with her growth, at least. Even if her method of going about it is… odd, it fits her. Very “Mei.”
Let’s just hope it actually works in her favor.
“Yes, please! Just keep shouting and screaming!” Red Son throws his hands in the air. “Let all of Spider Queen’s henchmen know we’re here, why don’t you?!” He looks at you now. “We’ve wasted enough time—the longer we stand around with our feet in our mouths, the higher the chance we’ll be found again.”
You nod, putting a hand on MK’s shoulder. “Red Son’s right—we should keep moving. We don’t know if Spider Queen’s patience will end up running out, and she just decides to eat Tang anyway.” You glance back to Red Son and ask, “Do you know where to go from here?”
“Finally,” Red Son grumbles, rapidly kicking at a web that got stuck on his shoe. “Ugh—blasted—vile—stupid—disgusting—” Flames erupt from his arms and hair, and he stops himself short. He takes a slow, deep breath, the fires slowly dying out. “One moment.” He starts carefully stepping around the area, listening and scenting the air.
You notice MK watching with deep interest and lifts his chin. Though he remained planted between you and Mei, he tried scenting the air too. Was his sense of smell heightened as well? You don’t remember Wukong mentioning that, but it might’ve happened on a training day that was just between them.
It shouldn’t be an issue, at least. MK has no idea what Macaque’s scent meant other than it possibly being Wukong’s smell but weird.
Once finished, Red Son lets out a noise. “Mmm—this way. Stay close and don’t make any more noise.” He masks a shudder by throwing fire off his arms and onto the ground. He mutters, “The only spider I want to deal with is that pathetic excuse of a queen.”
With the two of you now becoming the five of you, you moved on, with Red Son leading the way. The tunnels were long and winding, lined with pipes and old paper lanterns that have long gone out. The only light within these tunnels was glowing crystals embedded into the walls and Red Son’s flame.
MK tugs your sleeve to get your attention. He whispers to you, “So—uhm—when you said you had a contract with him… Does that mean, like, you guys signed a paper or something? How does that work?”
You lightly push him and Mei more to the right to help avoid a large spider web, then say, “Not necessarily. In order for a contract to be made, both sides have to agree to the terms. Both sides have something they need done, so then the people involved make the deal to ensure the goals are met.”
You slip your jacket off your shoulder and tug at your shirt to show MK and Mei the binding mark. “Usually after the contracts are sealed, these show up somewhere on your body. It’s always random, but is usually either on the neck, shoulders, arms, or hands. So no, Mei, it’s not going to be on the butt.”
Mei, looking completely unbothered by being called out, just snickers. “Hehe, butt binding mark.” She elbows MK, who also has to stifle his giggles. “Just imagine Red Boy with a binding mark on his butt.”
“I CAN HEAR YOU, YOU KNOW,” Red Son, whose face was ten different shades of red, turns to glare at Mei. He looked about ready to choke her. “Binding marks are not going to be in a place so humiliating!”
“Butt mark.”
Fire erupts from his hair. “YOU—”
Sandy stands in Red Son’s way with his hands up in a placating gesture. “Let’s not fight, guys. And also not provoke one another, okay? It was just a little joke! No harm done!”
“That’s enough, you two.” You give Mei’s ear a gentle pinch. “Don’t provoke him, Mei. And Red Son, just ignore her. She likes to fuck around.”
“Sorryyyyyy.” She doesn’t look sorry at all.
“Exactly, no harm done. Right, Red Son?” Sandy gives him a smile, who just huffs and turns to keep walking.
“So, uh,” MK scrambles to get back on topic, playing with his sleeve while looking between you and Red Son. “What happens if a contract isn’t done?”
“You—blue peasant—” Red Son gestures to Sandy. “Move this boulder. The scent is weak, but I can smell this Mr. Tang just passed here. It’s possible there might be a path blocked up here.”
“Sure thing, friend!” He steps forward and begins moving the boulder.
Red Son now looks at MK, Mei, and you, crossing his arms. He says, “If a contract is not fulfilled, you’ll start feeling uncomfortable or even painful pulses coming from the binding mark. It’s meant to be a reminder that you have a job that’s needed to get done.” He turns away again, watching Sandy for a moment.
“And if it gets broken?” Mei asks with a tilt of her head.
He doesn’t answer immediately, too busy angrily stomping at things he thinks are spiders. You choose to answer for him, “If it’s broken, the pain you feel from the mark is doubled—sometimes even tripled. That is meant to be a punishment for going back on your word. Sometimes, depending on the deal and how powerful the demon is, it can even kill you.”
No response at first, and then a weak, “Oh,” from both Mei and MK.
You pat their heads, giving their hair a light ruffle when they shoot you a look of concern and fear. “I’ll be fine, you two. I don’t carelessly make deals with demons just because. I’m careful with it, I promise. And besides, we’re getting the contract done, aren’t we? No harm will be done.”
Mei squints at Red Son, making a ‘I’m watching you’ gesture to him while MK nods and says, “Okay, as long as it’s okay. I trust you know what to do.”
Once the boulder is moved, Sandy stands back and dusts off his hands. “All done! But, ah, we might be facing a different issue now.”
You all look ahead.
The pathway ahead was absolutely coated in spider webs. MK nearly knocks you over with how fast he slams his shoulder into yours, letting out a whimper of a cry. Mei steps forward to be beside Sandy, while Red Son jumps back nearly two feet, landing right by you and MK.
“Eugh—disgusting.” Red Son shakes his head. He takes a slow, deep breath. “Just move, I’ll torch it—”
“Nah nah nah, I got this! Watch and leeeeaarn Red Boy~” Mei hands her sword to Sandy to hold before stepping forward.
You slowly look at MK and Red Son, who look increasingly tense, terrified, and ready to start a fight or run or both. “Uh, Mei, I don’t think—”
Aaaaaand she’s already jumped into the web. She’s begun swatting at it and gathering it into her hands like it’s cotton candy, tossing it off to the side somewhere. She cleans off the rest of the webbing with her bare hands, brushing away any leftover cobwebs. She then stands at the entrance, arms outstretched, with a big grin on her face.
“Ta-da!”
And here come the spiders with their nests disturbed. Almost all of them scattered into cracks and creases in the cavern walls, while others ran away along the floor. Some of them were coming at you. Exactly what you thought was going to happen.
Red Son and MK let out shrill screams, both of them scrambling back while you simply step off to the side. MK had jumped into Red Son’s arms, while the flame child himself hopped into the air. Garnet colored fire erupts from his feet that spread out in a ten-foot radius along the floor, making you need to quickly stumble back further so you don’t get burned. The spiders, however, weren’t so lucky.
“NEVER DO THAT AGAIN, DRAGON GIRL!!!”
“MEI PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON’T DO THAT AGAIN OH MY GOD!!!”
Both the boys shriek at the same time. You—who had tripped over your own feet and fell back to avoid getting burned—just watch this disaster happen.
You glance to the side, seeing your shadow twitching and warping, a mouth and eyes formed into a face. Said face was morphed into crying laughter, though quiet. It made you almost think of a silent film in a way, with how no sound came out. Even so, you could practically hear Six-Eared Macaque laughing his ass off.
Yeah, keep laughing, asshole.
MK and Red Son have yet to let go of one another. MK was still in his arms and taking slow deep breaths. Meanwhile, Red Son was calming the flames that were still on his jacket and in his hair.
“Picture Flower Fruit, picture Flower Fruit,” MK whispers the mantra to himself. “An old village and stone stairs and the cave and—” he takes a deep breath “—peaches and plums and so many berries—”
“Well, well, weeeell… what do we have here?” A voice echoes around you all. It sounds like a snake's hiss, raspy and breathy.
MK let out a squeak, clinging even tighter to Red Son as you all try to search for the source of the noise.
“Lost little morsels trying to perform a rescue? How cute…”
“Stay close!” You hiss, quickly moving to stand by MK and Red Son, who still haven’t let go of one another. Mei and Sandy hurry over to your side, Mei brushing off as much cobweb as she can.
“Gotta agree there, Shashou. It’s a cute sight, but also kinda sad,” another voice, deeper than the other, laughs. “But—wait—do my eyes deceive me?”
A huge figure falls from the ceiling, landing right where Mei would’ve been, if Sandy hadn’t yanked her out of the way in time. He pushes you all behind him, acting as the protective barrier. A spider demon, quite literally the size of Sandy, straightens himself and smiles down at you all. His multiple eyes regard each of you, before honing in on Red Son.
“Is that the Red Son? Son of the oh so powerful Demon Bull King and Princess Iron Fan?” He looms over your group, his grin widening. “With the Monkie Kid, so-called successor to Sun Wukong? Hahaha! I wish I had a camera to immortalize the looks on your faces! What-a-scandal!”
You notice a small pebble drop from above you. Your body moves before you can think, jumping out of the way before the other spider demon could pin you to the ground. Letting out a breath, you make eye contact with the other demon. He was smaller than the other guy, though seemed to look a dozen times more menacing just from the look on his face alone.
“Heir of the Bull family, the Monkey King’s successor…” He leans closer, showing off his fangs. “And several delicious little morsels to devour. I think we struck gold, Qianshi.”
“You have till the count of three,” you speak slowly, hand inching towards your taser. “To back the fuck up and get out of our way.”
The spider you assume is the one named Shashou laughs louder. “The morsel has some bite to them! How cute.”
“One.” Your hand grips your taser.
His smile grows impossibly bigger. “And what are you— GHHHK!!”
You jam your taser into his side and activate it, making his body seize and violently twitch.
“Never really did have the patience to count to three.”
You pull away, allowing his body to fall, his spider-legs curling inward.
Mei utilized that chance to jump onto the other demon—Qianshi’s back. “You stay outta our way, ya gross, hairy spider boy!” She hollers, slamming the flat end of her sword against Qianshi’s head.
“Augh— you little brat! Get off!” He flails about, reaching around, trying to grab at her. The moment his claws grab at Mei’s torso, Sandy rushes forward. In a swift movement, he grabs at Qianshi’s wrists with a force that makes him release Mei. With her landing on the ground and safely away from him, Sandy pivots his foot and slams Qianshi into the ground, pinning his hands behind him.
Not even a second later, his face is blasted with fire by Red Son. And once he had finished, MK bashed Qianshi in the head with his cudgel, effectively knocking him unconscious. MK and Red Son finally release one another as Sandy scoops Mei up in one arm.
“And now we’re leaving—go, go!” You yell as you grab at Red Son and MK’s arms, pulling them along with you as you all rush deeper into the caverns.
“Do not drag me around like I’m some animal on a leash!” Red Son shouts, yanking his arm free. He runs ahead to start leading the way. “You follow me! Not the other way around—unless you want us to get lost in here?!”
“Then start leading already!” You yell back at him.
The five of you quickly hurry through the winding and twisting caverns. Red Son led the charge while you followed directly behind him. Sandy picked up MK in his other arm to help keep him away from any spiders or webs as best as he could. He carried both Mei and MK while keeping an eye on the rear to ensure no more sneak attacks happened.
The running slowly calms down back to walking, but you still hurry to continue moving forward. Several minutes of walking in a moderate quiet pass. Sometimes you hear MK muttering to himself, “Picture Flower Fruit… picture Flower Fruit…” Sometimes you hear the slow, deep breathing from Red Son in his own attempts to calm himself.
None of you are sure when those two will be able to get back up, or if backup will be on the way. A silent agreement is made to hurry, and hurry in silence.
It’s not until you walk for at least five or ten more minutes that Red Son stops suddenly, holding up a hand and putting a finger to his lips. His ears twitch, nostrils flaring. MK seems to catch the scent as well, perking up and whispering, “It’s—!”
“What do you mean you lost them?” You hear a voice exclaim. Nearby was a large hole opening up into a much larger cavern below, and the voice was echoing up from there. “My babies, I gave you one, simple, little task… watch the successor and make sure he makes it to me. Now, I don’t remember ever saying to bring them here.”
You all gather around, peering into a hole that opens up into the cavern. It looks like a stereotypical secret lab in a cave—with ominous computers, test tubes, and even a strange cauldron in the middle with wires connected to it. It took you a moment to notice it, but you could see along the walls hundreds, if not thousands of mechanical spiders, all in resting mode.
At the center of this huge laboratory, was a woman with lavender skin and sharp green eyes. Donned in an ornate dress with web designs and a crown of spider legs and webs, you notice the lower half of her body was that of a spider rather than human legs.
The two spider demons from before—Qianshi and Shashou—stood at attention with their heads hung low in shame. Qianshi was sporting some nasty burns from Red Son’s previous attack, rubbing at his head where MK had struck him. Shashou still has the occasional spasm in his arms from your taser.
That thing really does pack a nasty punch to ordinary demons… Looks like Wukong and Six-Eared Macaque are so far the only two able to recover from it quickly.
“My queen,” Qianshi lifts his head to look at her. “Forgive us for our misjudgment. We just thought—”
“Aht-at-at-at-at!” She taps her thumb and index finger together. “You’re doing a lot of this…” She mimics the motion of someone talking. “And I’m going to need you to do this.” She closes her fingers together.
“Now, what you’re going to do, my cute little henchmen…” She cups the side of Shashou and Qianshi’s faces, making them both look at her. “Is just sit back and let Syntax and Spindrax handle this one, understand?”
“What—Liu Yan and Ji Ying?!”
“But those two—!”
The look she gives both of them makes any protest die before it could reach their tongues. “Understand?” She asks. When they nod, she smiles. “Don’t worry, babies. You’ll get to have some fun later. For now, you both leave this to the twins and get yourselves patched up.”
“Yes, my queen,” they both say, then are dismissed.
You lightly nudge Red Son’s shoulder. “Is that her?” You whisper.
He nods, squinting as he looks around. Sandy, MK, and Mei kneel by the hole as well, also searching.
“Where’s Mr. Tang?” Mei asks, squinting. “MK, can you use your goldie eyes to—”
“Absolutely not.” MK shakes his head rapidly. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I can’t, I—” he’s already scratching at his arm and is trying to stop himself. “I can’t, I can’t. I’m sorry.”
“Oh—right, right, sorry… I forgot…” She rubs at MK’s back in an attempt to soothe him. At your quizzical look, she whispers to you, “He kinda used his goldie eyes to try and find a good path, aaaaand ended up seeing a lot of spiders. It’s what made him freak out in the first place.”
“Yeah, best not to use that while we’re here,” you say with a nod of agreement. “Red Son, where’s that battery you need from her?”
“I’m looking for it,” he hisses.
“You’re here for a battery??” Mei looks at Red Son as if he were the stupidest man alive. “We could’ve just bought you one!”
“It’s not just any battery, dragon girl!!” Red Son snorts out smoke. “And it’s none of your blasted business, so keep your questions to yourself!”
“I will take your advice and toss them into the trash where they belong.” She sticks her tongue out at him, then looks at the rest of you. “So what’s the plan? Just go in and get our Mr. Tang and Red Boy’s dumb battery and high tail it? Beat spider lady up? What’s the dealyo?”
“Your kidnapped friend isn’t in this room, but he was here…” Red Son’s nostrils flare as he inhales, then lets out a sigh. “They most likely put him in some kind of holding cell or a web or something equally disgusting for her repulsive aesthetic. As for the battery… ugh, it’s possible she already installed it into something, or is hiding it…”
“Does it have some kind of scent?” MK asks, scooting to be between Red Son and Mei. “Like, a magic scent or something that we can smell out?”
“It should have one,” he grumbles, “But that’s the issue… it’s possible she already used the power that was stored into it. Ugh—that makes it more complicated. If she did already use it up, its magical signature will be weakened significantly, making it much harder to track down.”
“She used the power in it? Doesn’t that make it useless, then?” Sandy’s looking at Red Son now, tilting his head. “Unless it’s a sort of rechargeable battery, of course.”
“It’s essentially rechargeable,” Red Son confirms.
“Well, then what does it look like? I’m sure with our heads put together and all of our eyes peeled, we’ll be able to find it!” He gives a thumbs up and a bright smile.
Red Son gives him a deadpan stare. “Your enthusiasm disgusts me, blue peasant.”
Mei says, “Hey, you be nice to Sandy, you hear?” She looked like she was about to say more, but instead lets out a shiver. “Hooough— that felt weird.”
“What?” Sandy pats her back. “What’s wrong, Mei?”
“I dunno… I just felt, like, super cold all of a sudden…” She looks behind her. “It felt like someone was just staring at me like a creeper.”
“Something smells off…” Red Son stops trying to find the battery and lifts his head, scenting the air.
“It’s… cold.” MK’s looking around too. “Like, almost like winter, kinda cold. How do you describe what winter smells like? Sharp? A bit minty?”
A sudden shiver wracks your spine, making you whip your head around.
That’s not funny, Six-Eared Macaque. Stop distracting us.
You’re not sure how the telepathy thing worked for him and Wukong, but hopefully he stops that shit—
That wasn’t me, oracle, he whispers in your mind.
You feel your heart drop to your stomach.
You look at Red Son and ask him, “Does Spider Queen have any henchmen that know shadow magic?”
His brows furrow as he thinks, then his eyes widen, and he scrambles to his feet. “We need to go, now—!” He doesn’t get to finish his sentence as you watch him fall into darkness.
“Red Son!” MK jumps to action, grabbing at Red Son’s arm and trying to pull him out of the shadows, but he ends up just getting pulled through as well.
“What the fu— AAH!! ” Mei came after.
“Teacup, quick!” Sandy grabs at you, pulling you against his chest, as you feel the all too familiar feeling of chilling darkness when you’re pulled through. You and Sandy end up in what can only be described as some decrepit throne room. Pillars of stone covered in cobwebs with a carpet covered in holes and frayed ends. The stone throne with spider-like aesthetic sits empty.
Mei, Red Son, and MK were there as well. Sandy quickly pushed the four of you behind him, looking around. “Are you okay, kids?”
“Y—Yeah, I’m good. That felt so weird.” Mei shivers. “Never again! Never, ever again!”
MK is taking deep breaths, still holding onto Red Son’s arm. “There are so many spiders in here oh my god I hate this so much I hate this I—” he sucks in a mouthful of air, shutting his eyes “—Picture Flower Fruit, picture Flower Fruit—”
“Kids! Sandy!” You hear a voice calling out your name along with the rest. “What are you doing here?! I told you not to come!”
“Mr. Tang?” MK’s head snaps up as he looks around. “Where are you??” Red Son yanks his arm free and then grabs the top of MK’s head, making him look up, which entices the rest of you to do the same.
Tang dangles from the ceiling, tied up in thick webbing. All around him were hundreds of other cocoons and mechanical spiders, all in standby mode. He wriggles around, trying not to let his glasses fall as he looks at all of you.
“Well, I am kinda happy to see you all, but also not happy because I told you kids not to come!! Also, why is Red Son here??”
You sigh. “It’s a long story, Tang.”
“Hold still—” Mei starts looking around the area “—we’ll get you cut down from there in no time—”
A giggle that seems to echo all around you rings within the throne room.
“Awww, how cute~” A feminine voice coos. “You wanna cut him down? I’d love to see you try that, little dragon girl. You gonna use your sword? Shoot some scalding water at it? Make it fly?”
The silhouette of a figure slowly crawls out of Mei’s shadow, The shadows melt away, revealing a woman with spiky black hair and four piercing black eyes. She wore a biker’s outfit with the added spider aesthetic to show her loyalty to Spider Queen.
She grins, all teeth, as she wraps an arm around Mei and shakes her. “You know, for the descendant of Ao Ji and the oh so great White Dragon Horse Ao Lie, you’re really nothing special, huh? Can’t even make your sword wake up for you. How sad.”
“Ew, don’t touch me! Get off!!” She swipes her sword at the woman, who falls into her shadow and slinks away with a laugh.
She pops back out of the shadows and stuffs her hands into her pockets. “And wow oh wow, Red Son himself here to pay us a visit?” She tilts her head, grinning widely to show off her fangs. “Funny… we didn’t even sense you coming in with your little friend here.” Her eyes are on you now.
Red Son scoffs, stepping forward and fixing his coat. “Because your pathetic excuse for a queen has let her territory fall to shambles—”
He stumbles back as a large spider made of shadow jumps at him. When he’s backed up to stand beside you, the shadow spider vanishes. His eyes were blown wide, chest heaving with each breath. You put a hand to his shoulder, whispering to him, "Slow breaths."
"I know what I'm doing." Even so, he takes a deep breath.
“Ah, ah, ah~” The woman wags her finger. “You’re gonna stay right there until my queen returns. Also, rude. Our territory is doing just fine, thank you. It’s not our fault you suck at interior decorating.”
“Spindrax! What did I tell you about running off?!” From the ceiling drops another individual, a man, landing with mechanical spider legs jutting from his back. He bore the same lavender skin, but his windswept hair was more forest green color, and he had six eyes instead of four. He wore a black lab coat with green lapels, a purple and green vest, with a large pair of goggles propped on his head.
He stands beside the woman—Spindrax—and adjusts his goggles to go over his eyes. “You were supposed to let me prepare—”
“Psssh,” she says, blowing a raspberry. “C’mon, Syntax, we got em! Better than Qianshi and Shashou ever could, hah!”
He mutters under his breath, “That will always be obvious, since they’re both blundering buffoons. Now—”
“Hey! Who do you think you are, havin’ some conversation and standin’ there, ignoring us?!” Mei swings her sword at them, baring her teeth as scales crawl along her hands and further down her cheeks. “You want a fight? You got one!”
“Mei, wait—!” Your words fall on deaf ears as Mei rushes forward, swinging her sword at the shadow spider that lunges at her.
Syntax clicks his tongue, tapping away at a tablet in his hand. “She’s all yours, sister,” he says to Spindrax, who just grins wider.
“Oh, this is gonna be fun.” She steps forward, falling into her own shadow and darting towards Mei.
Syntax taps away on his tablet some more, and you notice several red lights activating above you. Mechanical spiders attached to the ceiling land several feet from the rest of you and lunge forward, tackling MK to the ground and latching onto Sandy’s arm. You and Red Son duck, Red Son torching both of them while you get the creature off of Sandy’s arm.
MK screams as he struggles with the mechanical spider on him. “THIS IS EVEN WORSE THAN THE ACTUAL SPIDERS OH MY GOD GET OFF GET OFF!!” He punches it with such force it leaves a deep indent in the ceiling. His breaths are more akin to wheezes as he hurries to his feet and pulls the cudgel out from behind his ear.
Once Sandy destroys the other spider on him, Red Son grabs your arm and pulls you closer to whisper, “Go find the battery. It looks like a red ruby in the shape of a teardrop, about the size of your hand.” He then lets you go and turns towards Syntax, flames erupting from his hands, and shouts, “You cowardly peon! You hide behind your inventions but don’t fight me yourself?!”
The spider in question just scoffs and summons more of his mechanisms. “They’ll take care of you easy enough—”
You wince as Red Son darted forward and socked him right in the jaw. That's definitely gonna hurt for a while. You turn to MK and say, “Give Mei and Red Son some cover, Sandy and I are gonna get Tang down.”
“Okay… okay… I—I can do this—” MK breathes, nodding his head even as his hands tremble.
“Focus not on the spiders, but the desire to help,” you tell him gently, putting a hand under his chin to make him look at you. “I know this is a huge jump from the training we’ve been doing to now, but just give it a shot. Try to think about your want to help your friends and get them out of here, rather than having to face spiders.”
MK takes another breath and nods again. “Okay… I’ll—I’ll try… I got this. I got this—” his eyes widen, “—Mei—watch out!!” And he’s already rushing forward to block an attack for Mei.
With that out of the way, you turn to Sandy. “Help me get Tang down.”
“Sure thing, teacup!”
While there’s an all out brawl with Mei, Red Son, and MK versus the twins Spindrax and Syntax, you and Sandy sneak off to the side. Sandy gave you a hefty boost towards Tang, so you could help get him down. By that, you mean he quite literally tossed you up to the ceiling, and you had to quickly grab at one of the other hanging cocoons to not fall back down.
You first make sure the cocoon can hold your weight before reaching out for Tang. You grab at the webbing he was dangling from and pull out your pocket knife, beginning to cut at it.
“Hurry, hurry!” He whimpers.
“I’m trying,” you hiss. “Cutting this isn’t exactly easy, and I don’t have anything to burn it.”
“What about your taser?”
“Uh, yeah, no, not risking that. I don’t even know if my taser would burn this shit, and that thing could kill a human.” You look at him with a raised brow. “Unless you want me to try—”
“Nope, nope, that’s fine!!” He laughs nervously. “The knife is fine!”
“Ugh—I should’ve brought my lighter,” you grumble, continuing to cut at the web. Once it’s finally cut enough, you let him drop into Sandy’s arms, you coming down soon after. Thankfully, Sandy’s muscles worked a lot better than your knife in getting the webs off of Tang, ripping it as if it were just paper.
“Sandy, help out the kids. Tang, you’re with me.”
Tang adjusts his glasses. “Ah, uh, alright then.”
“Got it, teacup! You be careful, alright?” He pats your shoulder, brows furrowed in worry.
You nod. “I’ll be fine. Let’s go.” You grab at Tang’s hand and hurry out of the throne room while Sandy joins the fight.
“Where exactly are we going, again?” Tang asks as he follows you.
“To see if we can find some kind of treasury.” You look around, carefully maneuvering around to avoid getting seen by anyone lingering in or out of the shadows. “I’m looking for a… big ruby of some sort.”
“Oh, like the one Spider Queen had?” He blinks. “Looks kinda like a teardrop?”
“You saw it??” You turn to him now. “Do you know where she put it?”
Tang pinches his chin with his thumb and index finger, his brows furrowing as he thinks. “Ah… Well—considering I was kinda hanging from the ceiling, I don’t really know the exact location, but I did hear her say something about a treasury?”
“Treasury… alright… good to confirm it’s there.” You look around, frowning. “A lot easier said than done to find it, though…” You turn your head, noticing your shadow warping slightly.
I can always shoooow you, oracle~ Six-Eared Macaque says in your mind in a sing-song voice. For a price, of course…
Bite me, you think back bitterly.
Oooh! Didn’t know you were into that, he laughs at the face you make.
You heave a frustrated sigh and choose to ignore Six-Eared Macaque. He’s not going to be helpful, and you don’t plan to let him have any of your visions. Not now, probably not ever. Speaking of your visions… there could be a way for you to find out where it was without Six-Eared Macaque’s help… but it was risky.
You turn to Tang and say, “I’m going to try and see if I can look into the past to find where we need to go. Just keep an eye on me, okay?”
“Are you sure it’s a good idea to do that right now? With where we are?” He looks around, tugging at his scarf before looking back at you. “I don’t think it’s safe to do that, especially not here.”
“How else are we gonna find the treasury without wasting all this time?” You shake your head and groan. “I don’t think it’s safe to do either, but it’s the only shot we got.”
“Why do you even need to find this ruby?”
“Like I said, it’s a long story… I’ll explain it later, I promise.” You pull Tang off to the side towards a spot shrouded in shadow. “I learned a new trick… I’m gonna give it a try, but just—keep an eye on me, okay? Take me out of the vision if trouble comes our way.”
Tang lets out a noise and nods, fidgeting with his sleeve. “Okay, I’ll do what I can…”
You close your eyes and take a slow, deep breath, imagining the pond with the fish within your mind.
Rather than coaxing the fish to you, however, you take a step into the pond, and let the fish guide you through the water.
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“We have to go this way.”
“Can you… hear me while you’re in the vision?”
“A little… it’s… a bit disfigured…”
“Is—Is this the first time you’re doing this?”
“Kind of. I’m—not really used to doing it this way.”
“Ah, I’m starting to get worried… are you sure you’ll be okay?”
“Yeah, as long as I focus on not getting lost in the feeling, I’ll be fine. It’s—weird and—and hard being conscious both here and in the vision.”
“Alright, that’s good. Great, even! I’d rather you not push yourself with something you’re not used to.”
“Just—don’t let go of my hand, okay? It’s—helping with keeping me grounded.”
“I wasn’t even planning on it, haha! Hah… oh, this is terrifying…”
“It’ll be okay, Tang. C’mon.”
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You hold the ruby in your hands, looking it over. You can feel a faint power humming from it. It felt like you were holding a live wire, the energy pulsing through the gem and sending shivers up your arms. It’s odd, but it’s not uncomfortable. You tuck it away into your pack and turn to Tang, who was eagerly looking through the treasury at all the artifacts inside.
“Oh my goodness, I didn’t know she had—”
You grab at the scruff of his shirt and start pulling him away. “We don’t have time for this, Tang. We gotta go.”
He lets out a laugh, nervously tugging at his sleeves as he fixes up his glasses. “Right, right, sorry! Got a little excited… let’s hurry!” He follows you out of the treasury and back down the way you had come. “You remember the pathway, right?”
“Mostly. It won’t be hard to follow the sounds of fighting, at least.” You look around as you lead the way through the winding tunnels of Spider Queen’s lair. “As long as we don’t run into her lackeys or the queen herself, we should be—”
“Should be what, morsel?”
Of course… I just had to say it out loud, didn’t I?
You push Tang behind you as you face the familiar spider from before—Shashou. He and Qianshi crawl down from the ceiling, Shashou grinning with a deep, malicious intent. “You know… it really fucking hurt when you used that taser of yours. I think it’s only fair we repay the favor, don’t you?”
Shashou blocks the path forward, while Qianshi blocks the path behind. Tang scoots closer to you, grabbing onto your sleeve. “What do we do?” He whispers to you in a panic.
“Close your eyes,” you murmur, reaching into your pack.
“Oh, no, you don’t!” Shashou lunges forward and slams you against the wall, knocking the air out of you. “No more tricks from you, morsel. I’m gonna have fun with this…”
“Run, Tang!” You shout, slamming your foot into the spider’s chest while simultaneously punching him in the jaw. You thrash about, kicking and punching as Tang bolts past and starts running down the tunnel. Your other hand keeps reaching into your side pouch, managing to grab a hold of your flash bomb.
“Quit struggling! Qianshi, get the cicada!” Shashou snarls as he shoves you harder against the wall.
You grunt and grit your teeth. “Fuck off, you eight legged freak!” You throw the flash bomb towards Qianshi as he chases Tang, then grab at your taser again, shutting your eyes tight. The moment you hear the sharp, sudden BANG of the flash bomb going off, you jam your taser into Shashou and activate it.
Much like last time, Shashou’s muscles contract and seize up. This time, however, he tries to keep a grip on you, but you manage to kick him away. His claws dig into your arm, causing you to hiss in pain as skin is broken, but you just shove him back as hard as you can. Once you’re free, you bolt down the tunnel while both spiders are momentarily blinded. Catching up with Tang wasn’t hard—he thankfully was running slowly to let you catch up. Once you do, you grab at his hand and you both book it back to the throne room.
He gasps at the sight of blood on your sleeve. “Your arm!”
“I’ve had worse—now run!!”
You’re genuinely shocked at how good Tang’s cardio is, but if he’s in the same boat as his previous incarnations, he probably had to get good at running.
Nonetheless, you both manage to make it back to the throne room, watching the brawl happen between the spider twins and the kids with Sandy as backup. The floor was littered with broken mechanical spiders and torch marks, more than a handful of spiderwebs burned away.
Mei looked worse for wear, most likely not used to actual fighting like this. MK and Red Son were practically in their element, ducking and deflecting attacks while providing counter-attacks. Though MK still could use some work, you’re sure his arachnophobia wasn’t helping him at all. Sandy remained the impenetrable fortress as ever, not fighting back but making sure no harsh blows were dealt to the kids.
It looks like Syntax had just been taken care of, left lying in a heap of his own creations and knocked unconscious. Even with it being a three (technically because of Sandy not fighting) on one, Spindrax was proving to be a much more fearsome fighter than her brother. Shadow monsters were summoned, dirty tricks were played, and she moved swiftly.
Thankfully, you weren’t here to try and win a fight against her or any of the other spiders here, you were trying to leave. You pull Tang off to the side into a nook where he could stay hidden. You then hurry maybe five feet closer to the fight and whistle for Red Son’s attention. Once he’s able to look, you hold up the ruby.
His eyes widen, torching a shadow minion before he bolts towards you. “MOVE!”
Before you could register his words, you feel a force slamming into your back, knocking the wind out of you. The ruby flies out of your hand and clatters to the ground. You turn your head, grunting as Qianshi’s hand grabs your face and snarls.
“You little brat of a human—”
“LET THEM GO!!” MK slams his cudgel into Qianshi’s side, making him take flight and collide with a particularly large stalagmite. MK helps you to your feet, looking you over with furrowed brows. “Are you okay??”
“I’m fine, I’m fine,” you cough, rubbing at your neck, “Just got the wind knocked outta me…”
Red Son quickly scoops up the ruby and tucks it into his coat, shouting, “Everyone get over here, now! We’re leaving!!”
“Oh no you don’t, little fire boy!” Spindrax jumps out of his shadow, her arm enveloped in darkness to elongate her claws. She takes a swipe at his chest, just narrowly missing him. “You’re not going anywhere!”
“No one…” A voice echoes throughout the throne room. The sheer fury in the voice sends a shiver down your spine. A heavyweight lands right in front of the throne with a boom. As the dust slowly settles, you all look on as the Spider Queen rights herself and stares down at you. “Is going anywhere… especially not you, my sweet little monkey boy.”
A hand grabs at MK’s hoodie and yanks him away from you. You whip around, watching as Qianshi throws him across the room. MK flies through the air like a thunderbolt—so quick you would miss it if you blink, and collides against the wall with a powerful impact. A sizable indent is made as he slowly falls to the ground, letting out a weak groan.
“MK!!” Mei turns to rush to his side, but she falls into her own shadow the moment she takes a step. She falls from the ceiling, landing hard on the ground right in front of Spider Queen. You scramble to your feet, bolting past Qianshi towards MK, narrowly dodging his large hand reaching for you. Sandy jumps in the way of Qianshi as he tries to pursue you. His fists collide with Sandy’s hands, the force making Sandy’s feet slide against the floor.
You hear the surrounding fighting, Mei’s screaming and Red Son’s angry yells with Sandy’s struggling against Qianshi, but your focus was on MK. You slide on your knees towards him, helping him get into a kneeling position. Blood drips from his head and down the front of his face, his eyes momentarily unfocused.
“Wuh… what happened…?”
You jump at the sound of a loud crash and look over to see Sandy being thrown to the ground by Qianshi. He’s quickly wrapped in Spindrax’s shadow webbing, letting out a cry as it’s tightened to a painful degree.
Not good, not good.
You turn to MK, gently slapping at his face. “MK, MK, come on, look at me. Can you look at me?”
His eyes slowly focus on you and he nods.
Mei tries to fight against the Spider Queen, but she’s already tired from fighting Spindrax and is easily overpowered by the queen. She’s thrown to the floor and pinned there with webbing.
Spider Queen smiles as she places a claw under Mei’s chin and tilts her head up. “Mm—mmm, baby. You’re gonna stay right there while mama does her business.”
“Fuck your business!!” Mei screams, small bouts of boiling water erupting from her mouth. “You let us go or else—!”
Spider Queen clicks her tongue and shoots a web onto Mei’s mouth, silencing her shouts.
MK shakes his head and coughs. “I’m fine, I’m fine—I—I can still fight—” He slowly gets to his feet, but falls back to his knees, rubbing at his head and groaning. “I just—need a second—healing is—slow—”
“Release me now, you filthy—disgusting— vile peasant!!” Red Son’s fiery hands are wrapped in darkness and pulled into the ground, his chin slamming against stone. Despite his angry yells and his struggles, he’s unable to escape the shadowy webbing that’s stuck to him.
Spindrax laughs, crouching down and poking his nose. “Boop! Not gonna happen, sweetie~”
Fuck fuck fuck how did it all fall apart so quickly?!
You hear something coming your way and turn, eyes widening as Qianshi charges at you and MK with the force of a bull. His fist raised
No no no protect MK protect him protect me protect us
Keep us safe keep us safe
aiming for you and MK as a ringing begins to fill the air
Safe safe gotta stay safe stay safe
you whirl around and wrap your arms around MK, covering his body with your own and shutting your eyes tight
Keep him safe keep us safe
the ringing grew louder
Protect him
louder
Protect me
LOUDER.
PROTECT US
You brace for an impact that never came, your ears ringing so loud you feel like they’re about to explode.
…
“Sib…?” MK gently shakes your shoulder, making you peek one eye open, then the other.
You both look around, staring at the orb that surrounds you both. It shines an iridescent blue, transparent, and moves like water around you both. You stare with wide eyes at MK, looking at one another.
“Was—Was that you?” You ask him.
MK blinks, then shakes his head. “That wasn’t me, sib… look.” He points.
You follow his finger, finally taking notice of the source of the ringing noise. It came from your tarot cards, slowly circling around both you and MK, emitting a bright, bright light.
“What the fuck…?” You breathe, shock overtaking your features as you stare and stare, and still you can’t believe what you’re seeing. “They could do that?!”
Since when could they do that?
I’ve never heard of these cards having that kind of magical property!
It seems it was something no one else was expecting either, but the shock is quick to wear off. Qianshi punches at the dome surrounding you and MK, and you feel the ground rumble from the sheer force. You wince and reactively shield your face with your arm.
Another punch. A large crack appears on the force field.
MK shakes his head, finally coming out of the disorientation that he was under. He looks up, gripping his cudgel. “I’m fine—I’m fine—I can fight—I can—”
You turn your back to Qianshi, grabbing MK’s face to make him look at you. “MK, we have to focus on getting everyone out—”
The shield is shattered by the next punch.
All too quickly after, you feel a searing pain in your back, like several hot knives slicing through your flesh.
The pain that came was immediate and intense, spreading through your body while radiating from the point of impact. Your muscles involuntarily tense at the sensation. You feel the intense warmth of blood trickling down your back, soaking into your clothes. It’s a strange sense of numbness and agony that made it hard to think or move.
You fall forward, collapsing onto MK before sliding to the ground and landing on your side with a choked grunt. Your shredded pack falls off of you, the contents scattering about the ground. The pain throbbed through your body, pulsing with even the slightest twitch. Waves of agony wash over you with each gasping breath you take.
You hear an anguished cry in the distance—it sounded almost like MK—yet it felt like it came from another world.
All you could do was lay there in agony in a gathering pool of your own blood.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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I love this chapter for several reasons.... just all these stupid kids.... and Sandy.... and Nibby..... I love them all
Can you tell how obvious I am about the side-ship that's gonna happen in this fic?Also
I'm not sorry for how I ended the chapter :3c
I have been WAITING TOO LONG TO GET TO THIS ARC
AND I AM GOING TO MILK ITGOD I can't wait to show next few chapters it's so good so DELICIOUS OOOOUUUGH IT'S FINALLY HAPPENING MY CHICKEN NUGGETS
Until next chapter~♥
Chapter 21: The Tempest
Chapter Text
Macaque has been watching this entire disaster happen in the shadows, and he swears he was ready to pull out every last bit of his fur from frustration. His own scent and presence had been sealed so that the brat, Ji Ying (or Spindrax as she likes to call herself) didn’t spot him. So thankfully he was allowed some peace to watch.
“Peace” was a word used very loosely in this case.
It was all fun and hilarious games of watching the oracle—Spitfire, he’s decided to call them—go through the ten stages of grief having to deal with two arachnophobic children. He hasn’t laughed that hard in centuries.
But then when they got swallowed by Ji Ying’s shadows, that’s when shit hit the fan.
That’s when Macaque was forced to watch the sloppiest fight of his life. Okay, not “forced,” but it’s like those disasters one can’t help but watch.
Because of the wards around Wukong’s stupid little “shame temple,” Macaque wasn’t able to watch most of the training sessions. Sure, he could just not use shadow magic and hide as a bird or something, but Macaque’s not a moron. Spitfire may have shit range on their true sight right now, but both MK and Wukong’s golden eyes were better. Not to mention, the moment Wukong gets suspicious, he would use those golden eyes of his and see right through Macaque’s disguise.
He wasn’t willing to take that risk, so the most he could do was listen in and hope the kid was learning something decent and knew how to properly fight. But no, MK wasn’t learning anything decent. His form was sloppy and too loose with not enough control, and he’s trying too hard to be flashy. Being flashy never hurt anyone, mind, but that’s only allowed when one’s actually gone through proper training.
The cub was also reckless . Recklessness should be saved for situations that call for it. But here he is, leaving himself so many openings!
UGH—what is Wukong teaching this boy?!
I thought Spitfire said he’s doing well on his training! This is considered doing well??
Sure, some leeway can be given, since this is MK’s first real fight, but come on.
Ugh…
Macaque knew he should’ve just taken the cub under his wing when he had the chance. He knew he should’ve just stolen MK away when he was still small—still went by Xiaotian. He should’ve just taken the cub when he was alone in that house with two corpses lying in their beds. It would’ve been so easy too, what with Wukong busy getting his ass reamed by the Heavenly Court about MK’s birth.
It would’ve been so easy to snatch up the cub and take him in and raise him right and teach him proper.
Macaque should have, because he knew he would’ve been a better teacher to MK.
He should have, but he didn’t.
Because if he did, Wukong would’ve been on a blood hunt the moment he noticed MK was no longer in the house. No matter how well Macaque covered his tracks, he knew Wukong would’ve eventually found them, and Macaque wasn’t ready for a “reunion” just yet during that time.
So he had to leave the cub for Wukong to handle.
Sigh…
There’s no use dwelling on that.
Back on topic.
The only one who had proper training was Red Son and Sandy, for crying out loud. Which wasn’t surprising, considering what Macaque’s heard of Sandy’s own excursions before therapy. And of course Red Son was a great fighter. Macaque knows for a fact his Sworn Sister and Lihua would ensure the boy got the best training any demon child could get.
MK’s training, on the other hand, was lackluster at best and the dragon girl—Mei? She’s got no training at all. Don’t even get Macaque started on Spitfire—they were way too reliant on that taser of theirs. From what he could see, they barely knew the basics of fighting. Is all they knew how to do was disable and run from a fight? That’s just sad.
But then… then things got interesting. Very interesting. Once Spitfire and Tang had returned with the Louxia Hongshi, shit really, really hit the fan.
Macaque had to put on a muffle seal to save his six ears from bleeding because of the horrific ringing. Seeing the Shouyi Oracle Cards in Spitfire’s hands really shouldn’t surprise him, considering it just further proves to him that they’re a descendant of Zhihao. He knows who those cards went to—he was the one who gave them away, after all. Zhihao had to have gifted the cards to their child before they died. And thus, here they are.
It seems spitfire didn’t even know that they work the way they do…
But then it happened.
Spitfire shielding the kid with their own damn body that’s too fucking weak to take a hit when the cub can—
It was Peng all over again.
It was fucking Peng
ALL
OVER
AGAIN
Macaque had to take deep breaths, focusing on the now, focusing on the fresh scent of heaven-blessed blood. He tries to stay focused, at least. Tries to stay in the present, instead of falling back to memories of fire and ash and blood. But it didn’t do well as Spitfire collapsed to the floor, the Oracle Cards clattering to the ground with them.
He breathes in and holds it. One, two, three. He exhales.
He blinks and instead of Spitfire it’s Brother Bird and instead of MK kneeling over them, it’s Yellowtusk—
All around him is fire and ash and—
He shuts his eyes tight.
He breathes in and holds it. One, two, three. He exhales.
The smell. Focus on the smell. Spitfire’s blood smells of iron and salt and light. The caverns are musty—
MK screams with such pain it makes Macaque’s heart twist in a horrifically painful way.
Just like Yellowtusk, just like Azure Lion, just like Bull King, just like him.
Peng’s torched and bloodied body protecting the cubs—
Stop stop stop
I’m not there I’m not there I’m not on Flower Fruit
I’m in Spider Queen’s stupid cave
I’m not there
I’m fine
I’m fine
I’M FINE
I’M—
“Aaaugh!” Macaque hears the choked cry from Spitfire.
He breathes in and holds it. One, two, three. He exhales.
I’m fine I’m fine it’s fine I’m not on Flower Fruit
“Serves them right,” he hears the big spider—Qianshi—snarl.
I’m fine I’m fine—
“STOP IT!!”
The sheer primal scream that ripped from the throat of one cub made Macaque’s eyes snap open. He felt a shockwave of sheer power coming from MK, and it makes him hastily search for what just happened.
Thoughts of fire and blood on a mountain he once called home fade away as new thoughts take over.
That sounded like—
The cub
THE CUB
WHERE IS HE
WHAT HAPPENED
IS HE—
CRACK!
“AAAAUUUUGGGGH!”
Macaque’s eyes widen at the sight of MK slamming his cudgel into the arm of Qianshi—the specific arm that was holding onto Spitfire. The sickening crunch of bones breaking rings in Macaque’s six ears, making him shiver.
He hated the sound of bones crunching in such a way when they’re breaking. It never failed to make his skin crawl.
The other thing it managed to succeed at was pulling him back to the present. That's one plus.
Then MK speaks, “Don’t you fucking touch them.”
It was spoken in a tone so low and filled with pure rage, Macaque had to do a double take to make sure it was MK who had said it. And when he sees the look on the cub’s face… he can certainly confirm it was indeed MK. He’s seen plenty of people have many, many expressions. All varying shades of rage, joy, fear, and so on.
MK’s anger, on the other hand—it’s like a storm brewing behind his eyes, the quiet before the tempest. He has a calm, almost bitterly cold exterior, his anger roiling inside like a thundercloud, ready to unleash his fury at any moment.
And the moment was now.
Spitfire falls to the ground, landing with a pained cry, “Gaugh! Nnng…” Blood seeps from their wounds at an alarmingly fast rate, their skin growing paler and paler with each passing second.
Just like the swift and precise strike of lightning, MK jabbed his cudgel into Qianshi’s chest. The spider flew all the way to the other side of the throne room, and right through the wall.
“Qianshi!” Ji Ying shouts, then snarls, “You brat!”
Shadowy webs snatch at MK, yanking him down, down into the darkness. He thrashes and screams, the sound a horrific ripping of his throat.
The rage dripping from his scream reminded Macaque too much of himself. It reminded Macaque too much of Wukong. It reminded him too much of when either monkey were so filled with anger, they became so feral that almost nothing could pull them out of it.
Considering what MK is… he’s most likely the same.
The cub thrashes and fights and yells, but he’s not used to fighting shadow magic, and they hold him firm.
Then he stops struggling entirely. His eyes wide and wild and burning with pure hatred.
And he dives into the shadows.
Macaque is going to be honest… he did not expect the cub to do that.
He certainly didn’t expect MK to actively shift through the shadows either. Transporting through shadows is like flowing down a river. It twists and turns and carries one forward and around obstacles. And just as a river can be dangerous and unpredictable, shadow magic too could be treacherous, always requiring a steady hand and a clear mind to navigate safely.
Using the shadows to travel was one of the first things Macaque learned when he got his second chance at life. It’s not easy.
Sure, someone can try to redirect where they go in the shadows if they’re being transported and aren’t adept at the art. It’s even harder, though. Yet, from what he could feel, MK is allowing himself to be yanked around by the darkness while simultaneously making it take him to his destination. As if he were actively running into the obstacles but using them to push himself to where he wanted to go.
How in the hell did he manage such a thing…
He hears Spitfire’s choked breathing, becoming all too aware of their weakening heartbeat. He sucks in a breath, his own heart skipping a beat.
Listen—
Macaque is not a fucking softy.
He doesn’t care.
He doesn’t.
He only cares that this clairvoyant—stupid and noble and foolhardy—has possibly gotten themselves killed. Therefore, Macaque himself would be short one clairvoyant who could give him visions. If Spitfire died, who’s to say Zan will just cut the deal with him and not give him visions, either? Where will Macaque go then?!
That is absolutely why he’s slinking away from his hiding spot, closer towards Spitfire. No other reason at all.
He’s not worried. He doesn’t care.
Stop denying it, mangoes, a voice that sounds like Wukong murmurs in his mind. You never denied it this hard, what happened?
Shut up, Macaque spits back angrily. What do you know anyway?
I know you, mangoes.
He pushes the voices away, pushes the memories away.
He doesn’t care about Spitfire.
He only cares about the visions they can provide.
Dead clairvoyant means no visions for Macaque. No visions for him means he can’t plan. If he can’t plan he won’t be ready for when she comes back. And he knows it’s “when” and not “if” because that stubborn bitch will find a way to come back one way or another.
Macaque watches the hand of MK reach out of Ji Ying’s shadow, snatching at her ankle. She lets out a startled cry as the cub yanks himself out of the darkness with her as his leverage. His eyes glowed a fierce bright gold, reminding Macaque too much of one he used to share a nest with.
MK’s foot slams into Ji Ying’s chest, launching her across the throne room. The shadows holding onto Red Son and Sandy release them, allowing them to move. The sheer shockwave of the strike ripped apart the webs holding Mei.
While Macaque has this chance, he steps out of the shadows, slipping on a disguise to make himself look like a regular shadow demon. Just in case. He kneels beside Spitfire and places a hand on their back, eliciting a pained wheeze from them.
“Augh—”
“Shh!” Macaque hisses, and focuses his magic onto their back.
“S—Suh—” They breathe, their glazed eyes registering him. “Six—?”
“Shut up already. You wanna die of blood loss?” He bends lower, covering their mouth with one hand and pressing his other harder against their back. He pushes his magic into the gashes on their back, placing a seal on each one to ensure the wound doesn't get dirtier than it already has. The action causes their body to tense and contract, their scream muffled behind his hand clamped over their mouth.
He’ll sympathize with them there. Getting an injury sealed never felt nice. The sharp, sudden pain was always gone as soon as it came, but it certainly didn't help when one was already suffering from such an excruciating injury.
Nonetheless, that should stop the bleeding for now. So long as they’re not jostled too much, they should be able to make it out of the den without losing any more blood. Once they get out of Spider Queen’s den, Macaque can finally take the first step to properly teach the cub. Such as how to heal an injury.
If MK was anything like his parents, he’ll be a natural at it by the third time he gives it a shot.
He bends down to whisper to Spitfire, “Don’t move around too much, or it’ll disturb the seal.” Then he trails a hand over the glowing seal on their back, hiding the magic behind a disguise spell. Then he takes their tattered pack and items, letting them sink into the shadows. The items will be dropped off at his safe house to get patched up later. Something he can also teach MK how to do, since Wukong’s training regimen sucks ass.
“Gnn… aaugh…” They take a breath and nod.
“Teacup!!”
Macaque quickly slinks away back into the shadows just as Sandy arrives at Spitfire’s side. Now that that was taken care of, Macaque can turn his attention to the next matter at hand.
With the other two kids now free, they could join the fight. Too bad for the dragon girl, she wasn’t in much of a position to fight for too long. She was already tired from getting her ass handed to her by Ji Ying. If she keeps up like this, she'll keel over and be easy pickings.
She won’t mind if I just…
Macaque waits for the right moment…
Now.
Once the girl isn’t within sight of the others, he has her slip through her own shadow and land right beside Tang. Quick enough to where Ji Ying won’t notice the tiniest shift in darkness.
His ears twitch as he hears Tang say, “No, you can’t go back in there. You’re exhausted! You keep going and you’ll actually die!”
“But, I can’t just—!”
“Live to fight another day, Mei. Do not push yourself.”
He hears the pained gasps from Spitfire and sees Sandy quickly carrying them over to where Tang and Mei were.
Good to know the cicada’s incarnation got smarter. A little sassier, too. And now that they all are out of the way…
That just leaves Red Son and MK. The latter of the two boys was currently decimating half the throne room.
Macaque is willing to admit that in all his years of keeping an ear out for the cub, he’s never seen or heard MK ever get enraged. Annoyed, upset, sometimes a little mad, but never to this level. Never to the level that reminded him so much of himself and Wukong.
MK and Red Son were a deadly duo when they actually worked together. Though Red Son was still rough—shoving the cub aside when he was about to be dealt a deadly blow—and MK was still a bleeding heart past the anger, they complimented each other well.
Both of them were a fury, Red Son a blazing inferno of garnet flames; while MK was a ruthless storm of wind and rain, the only fire that burned was in his eyes. His attacks were quicker, more precise and less flashy.
Despite this, the cub was still careless. He still tried to take hits for Red Son and overtake the battle himself. He still slipped and ended up getting hurt, especially when he took a nasty blow from Spider Queen that caused his knees to painfully scrape against the floor, coating his pants in blood. He still fought recklessly, his blows holding too much power and not enough control, which caused shockwaves to erupt and cause more damage to the throne room.
But even after all this, the cub refused to go down for longer than a second.
I can certainly see the resemblance from both me and Wukong in the cub with that anger. At least he has it under better control than Wukong does.
You’re one to talk, mangoes, the memory of Wukong teases. Macaque ignores it.
Unfortunately, no matter the training the two boys had from their respective teachers, they still weren’t ready to face a demon lord (as weak as she was). Eventually, they were overpowered by Spider Queen and Ji Ying.
Though Red Son tried not to let the same thing happen twice, he still got pinned by shadowy tendrils that took the form of spiderwebs. They forced him to the floor, pulling him halfway down into the darkness. Despite his struggles and shouts, fire spewing from his mouth, even he was growing tired from the fight that’s yet to end.
His struggles just exhausted him further, until his body finally slumped, panting and sweating. Blood drips from his chin, his head—hell, several bad wounds on him. MK was no better, his jacket tattered and covered in webbing. Blood soaked his knees where he had harshly skidded along the floor, and various other bruises and cuts all over him.
Spider Queen clicks her tongue, glaring down at MK. “You’re so much like Monkey King… the resemblance is uncanny.”
MK’s lips pull back to reveal his teeth, and an animalistic snarl leaves him. Wind that didn’t belong in a cave whipped around him. “I won’t let you hurt my friends anymore!” He shouts, making a move to rush her, but the shadows from Ji Ying wrap around his legs and make him fall face first to the ground.
He yanks and kicks his legs, blood dripping from his nose as he lets out a yell. He claws at the ground and reaches for his staff.
Ooooh no, no, no. Can’t have any of that now. The cub’s going to exhaust himself to death at this point.
Macaque takes this chance to open his mind to MK, Stop fighting them. He freezes at the sound of Macaque’s voice in his head, but before he moves, Macaque tells him, Don’t move. Don’t look around. It’ll rouse suspicion. Say what you want to me in your head—the connection is two-ways.
Who are you? Is the first thing the cub thinks back to him. It sounded like a deep growl that resonated in his mind.
His fury clear as day in his thoughts, like wind blowing in the desert—harsh and uncomfortably humid. His chest heaved with each breath he takes, his entire body trembling with a barely controlled rage. The cub was just like another one of the monkeys having a spat on the island, barely being held back and if he’s not calmed down soon, he’ll go right back to fighting.
You can call me Yingyue. A fitting alias for Macaque, he feels. Listen, cub—you won’t win this fight. Not in the state you and the others are in.
Spider Queen laughs, looming over MK’s kneeled form. “What’s wrong, baby? Too tired to go on?” She leans down, her nose nearly touching his. “Or did you finally realize that I could have your poor little friends killed in a snap?”
Macaque sees the rage building in MK’s eyes. He can feel the cub’s unstable power reacting to his anger. The air grew thicker and his eyes began to emit a dull glow, wind occasionally whipping around him.
Macaque says in his mind, Calm. Down. You can get out of this, just roll with what she wants.
Of course, the cub tries to argue with him! But—she—
Roll. With. It. Otherwise, your friends will actually die, and you’ll be used as a tool for her own gain. Macaque sighs quietly from the shadows. Such a stubborn boy… he really was his teacher’s student.
He tells MK, Make sure Red Son gets ignored during this. Do you understand?
MK asks him, Why would I do that? Wouldn’t that make him angrier?
That’s the point, cub.
…
The realization shines in his eyes and Macaque grins. He really was a smart lad when he actually put his head on straight. Macaque thinks to him, Deep breaths. Roll with what she wants. You’ll get your friends out of here. And once you’re out, I’ll help you patch your sibling up, but you have to roll with what Spider Queen wants, just for a bit.
…Why can’t you get us out of here? MK asks him, keeping his head low but eyes staring at Spider Queen. If you’re here and not hidden, then you snuck in. You know a way out. You can even talk to me through my head… Why can’t you help?
Ah, a smart lad. Too smart, sometimes.
She smiles, placing two fingers under his chin and lifting it. “Don’t wanna try anything else, sweetie?”
MK purses his lips and shakes his head. His hands tremble as he grips the cudgel tighter. He takes a breath, spitting blood out of his mouth and gritting his teeth. The wind whipping around him calms until it’s more akin to a gentle breeze tussling at his hair.
Macaque says to him, Too suspicious. They’d track my magic and find you again.
It wasn’t a full lie, really. Even if Macaque masked his magic well, Ji Ying was still a fellow shadow user. That meant she would know how to track it if he were to pull them out while she’s watching. It’s not a risk he’s willing to take. Besides, he’s already sticking his neck out enough for them, and he doesn’t plan to do more than necessary.
MK lets out a breath. Fine… I’ll trust you… he thinks back to Macaque.
Good. I’m cutting the connection. Remember, roll with what she wants for now. And with that, Macaque cuts the connection between his and MK’s mind. Then he sits back and watches.
MK’s attention was focused once more on Spider Queen.
She tuts softly and pats his head. “There’s a good little monkey boy. You wouldn’t want to watch your friends die, would you?”
His grip on the cudgel tightens until his knuckles turn white. He takes a deep breath and shakes his head again.
Then he asks, “What do you want with me?” His voice was calm, dangerously so. The look on his face and the tone in his voice reminded Macaque a lot of Zan. The sharp look in his eyes, the lowered tone, his face so calm it could send shivers down someone’s spine.
Yet it also reminded Macaque of Wukong when he fought off invaders on Flower Fruit. The rage that burned behind his eyes akin to a controlled flame, incinerating any poor soul who was stupid enough to anger him or get in his way.
It reminded Macaque of himself when he fought invaders and fought the Celestial Army. The cold, calculating look in his eyes. The wind blowing where it shouldn’t, giving him an advantage…
The boy is so much like the both of them, yet also nothing like them.
“Release me this instant, woman!” Red Son shouts, his chest heaving as he tugs at the shadowy web again. “Coward! I’ll burn every last inch of your territory to cinders!!”
Spider Queen ignores him with a wave of her hand and makes a gesture for MK to stand up. The shadows binding his legs are slowly removed. He stands, his movements cautious and sluggish. She reaches down and grabs at his face with one hand. “Well, my sweet boy, I’m going to need that power old Monkey King gave to you…”
“MK what are you doing?!” Mei shouts, pushing herself to her feet and rushing forward.
MK grits his teeth and says, “Stay out of this, Mei.”
The tone MK held towards her makes her stumble over her feet and nearly fall over. She gives him a look of pure disbelief, until MK turns his head slightly to give her a look of his own.
“Stay. Out. Of. This,” he says again, slower.
She tightens her grip on her sword, then takes a step back, glaring daggers at Spider Queen.
Once more, the cub faces the queen.
“Do not ignore me!” Red Son screams, the fury in him already growing. “I will not be insulted and humiliated like this!!”
Good to see the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.
“What do you want his power for?” MK asks, flinching as Red Son lets out a furious shriek.
“Oh, baby, you don’t need to know that,” she pats his cheek and laughs. “All you need to know is I need it. So you’re going to be a good little monkey boy and give it to me.” Her hand clamps on his shoulder, her claws digging in.
MK’s grip slowly tightens on the cudgel again, his eyes having a dangerous shine to it.
Careful, cub… Macaque whispers in his head. He watches the cub breathe, and his shoulders slowly relax, if only slightly. Macaque’s eyes catch sight of something moving, something fast. Then, he smells a familiar scent entering his nostrils, making his eyes widen, and a smirk tug at his lips.
You got quicker, little brother… and concerningly better at masking your scent.
Spider Queen leans back, her front leg reaching up and poking at MK’s chin to make him look at her. “And if you fight back, I’ll have Spindrax finish the job on your poor little sibling, then kill the rest of your friends. And you can bet I’ll make sure you watch—”
SSHHHHHKK!!
“AaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAUUGGH!!!”
The smoke had gathered so quickly around MK, that barely anything could’ve been registered before the slicing sound, and Spider Queen’s scream. The smoke clears at an unnatural rate, guided by the hand that controls it, and gathering into the sleeves of a figure standing in front of MK.
Fengshe adjusts his hat, grinning widely as he watches Spider Queen stumble back and flail the nub that was left behind. His bladed hat drips with blood, his foot kicking away the sliced appendage.
“Wasn’t expecting to find you this deep into the nest, little brother,” he says to Red Son, then tilts his head to look at MK behind him. “So sorry, I’m late to the party, cub. Glad to see there’s still some fun to be had.”
MK blinks in confusion. “Wh—Wha—”
“You!” Ji Ying rushes Fengshe, shadowy particles gathering around her hair. “How dare you attack my queen!”
Fengshe rolls his eyes and steps forward, smoke billowing out of his sleeves. “Stay put, cub. I’ll handle this,” he says to MK, at the same time side-stepping the elongated claws from Ji Ying. Macaque takes a breath from his hiding spot, knowing full well now that the situation was handled. All that was left was to get Spitfire out.
Hopefully Fengshe won’t go into his stupid theatrics again and just get everyone out as quick as possible.
Delivering a precise blow to Ji Ying’s stomach, she loses concentration on the shadows binding Red Son, who amptly takes that chance to join the fight. He gathers a small ball of flame in his hand—the size of a marble—and throws it at Spider Queen. The tiny ball sets off like a grenade, more fire blazing everywhere.
Fengshe, meanwhile, had vanished in a puff of smoke just before the explosion went off, avoiding any and all damage that would’ve been done. Materializing beside Red Son, he grabs the boy’s arm and yanks him along, grabbing at MK’s with his tail.
Macaque breathes a sight of relief, thinking to himself, Good, he’s not being dramatic this time—
“So sorry to ruin the fun you were having, princess,” Fengshe yells with a laugh. He pushes Red Son and MK towards the others, facing the two remaining spider demons and outstretching his arms. “But this particular play must come to an early end!”
Never mind… shouldn’t have thought that so soon.
Sandy holds Spitfire, carefully carrying them as they let out occasional wheezes and cries of pain. Mei leans on Tang’s side, while MK’s hands tightly grip the cudgel to stop them from shaking.
With all of them gathered, Fengshe makes a grand gesture of bowing and placing his hat over his chest, smoke pouring out of it. It gathers around the group, taking them out and away from the Spider Queen’s den.
Nice job, cub.
Now for the next step.
—————
Breathe.
Breathe.
Suck in some air, hold it, and then let it out.
MK does exactly that, inhaling and counting to three, then exhaling.
It’s gonna be fine, it’s gonna be okay.
Yingyue is gonna help us get sib patched up, and we’re gonna get out of here, and it’s all gonna be fine.
Just fine.
Perfectly fine.
I won’t lose them, too. I won’t, I won’t, I won’t.
MK inhales, holds it, then exhales.
The new monkey guy—MK’s not sure of his name, but for some reason he looks familiar—took them just outside of Spider Queen’s territory. He had more of a smokey gray coloring to his fur, the markings on his face looking akin to ash that had gotten smeared on. His eyes, meanwhile, were a striking amber, standing out from their darker color palette.
Red Son leans against the dilapidated wall and panting, sweat pouring from his brow. He says between pants, “We’re… safe here… for now…”
He had to have used a lot of energy to throw such powerful fire at those spider demons. The guy has to be exhausted…
“You can lean on me, if you want,” MK speaks softly, still holding onto the cudgel like it was the only thing keeping him upright. His voice was calm, quiet, so different from how he felt on the inside.
“I do not need such a thing, noodle boy,” Red Son snarls between breaths, wiping the sweat from his brow and the back of his neck.
“Right. Right.” MK breathes again, his hands shaking. He wasn’t scared. He wasn’t sad. He also wasn’t angry, no, no, no.
He was furious.
He doesn’t—he doesn’t normally get this mad. Like, sure, sometimes he’s annoyed, but never has he felt such a blind, burning fury in him. Watching Sib’s face fall the way it did… collapsing to the floor… all the blood.
The scent was so strong—too strong. MK hates it. He hates it so much he wishes he could scratch his nose off.
His nails dig into his arm, not caring if it agitates a burn he got from one of Red Son’s blasts.
The worst part? He was still so… so pissed! He wanted to keep fighting. He wanted to break every bone in Qianshi’s body for what he did to Sib. He wanted to do the same to Spindrax and Spider Queen for hurting his friends.
I want to go back in there and destroy her entire cave.
I could do it. I could do it right now, even.
It’s what she deserves for hurting my sibling, my sister, my friends.
He breathes in, then out. Again. One more time.
Yet no matter how many times he breathes he can’t calm down. He can’t stop imagining going back down into Spider Queen’s lair and destroying every last piece of technology. He can’t stop the thoughts running through his head, like a fan that was helping an already raging inferno grow more and more intense.
He can feel his magic reacting to him. He can feel a hint of wind brushing against his hair and his arms, yet he can’t get it under control. He’s trying—he is! He just—it’s so hard—he’s so mad—and he doesn’t know what to do. He doesn’t know how to control it.
I wish Teacher was here. I wish sib was okay to talk. I hate this. I don’t know what to do—I don’t know—
He feels hands on his face, coaxing him to look up.
Mei.
It’s just Mei.
Mei’s holding his face and looking him over.
Some scales on her cheeks had fallen out because of the fight and dried blood was on her face and—
“MK?” She asks, her voice a bit shaky, “Are—Are you okay?”
No I’m not I’m so angry I want to break this entire wall and the rest of Spider Queen’s lair
I’m so angry—so fucking mad, and I don’t know what to do with it
“She was, like, right there , and you were acting all weird and stuff and—”
“I’m fine, sis.” He gives her the best smile he can, but he still feels that boiling rage burning in his chest.
“No, no. You’re not fine!” Mei gives him a small shake. “Don’t—Don’t lie to me, bro… you’re not fine…” She sucks in a shaky breath and says, “You—You were—”
“I’m fine,” he says again, more to himself than anything. “I’m fine. I’m fine.” His nails dig into his arm, scratch scratch scratching at the skin and further agitating his burns and cuts.
Sandy lightly bumps his shoulder against Mei. “Here, take teacup for a sec, Mei.” He gently sets Sib to their feet while she pulls their arm over her shoulders. They almost fall over immediately, Mei having to stand in a more firm stance and hold tight onto their waist.
“Hagh!” Sib pants, their head low and face scrunched in pain. They reach up with their free hand and clutch at her jacket, trying to keep themselves standing. “Grnnnn!”
MK’s anger only surged anew at the sight of his own sibling and sister’s state, and he breathes in, but doesn’t breathe out. His knuckles turn white as he holds onto his cudgel tighter, tighter.
I could do it, I could go back in there and destroy everything it’s what she deserves for hurting them—
Sandy kneels in front of MK and puts both hands on his shoulders. “MK, my boy… Please don’t lie. Especially to yourself. Pretending that you’re not hurt or angry, or you don’t need help—that kind of lie… is very dangerous.” He pulls MK close, his large arms enveloping MK into a secure hug. “To get rid of it, you have to be honest about—and with—your feelings.”
MK lets out his breath, tears welling in his eyes. “I…” He sniffs and buries his face into Sandy’s shoulder. “I—I’m—”
“It’s okay, lad…” Mr. Tang steps forward now, kneeling and rubbing MK’s back. “Don’t hold back. The only way you can heal from closing yourself in… is to open up.”
The monkey stranger speaks up, his tone feeling like the eye to the storm that was MK’s mind, “Actions made in anger will lead to regret. You wanna go back in there and hurt ‘em because they hurt your friends, yeah?”
“I—I—” MK sucks in a breath and lets it out, more stuttery and wet, as tears fall from his eyes. He can’t even speak properly, so he nods.
“All that’d do is make it worse,” says the monkey, stepping closer. He takes his hat off and pulls out a cloth, wiping away the blood on the blades. “You’d end up hurting yourself more than you already are, and in turn worrying your friends.”
“It’s just—I—I’m so angry. No—not even angry—I’m pissed! I—I’ve never felt like this before!” His hands scratch scratch scratch at his arms, but he manages to stop himself so he can hold onto Sandy.
He can’t see the look of concern Sandy and Mr. Tang share with one another, too busy burying his face into Sandy’s shoulder.
He talks and talks, his mouth now a broken faucet of words that can’t stop, “I hate it—I hate it so much! I want to go back there and break all of their bones and destroy her entire cave!
“I want to— sniff —to make them pay for hurting you all and—and—I don’t know— sniff —something in me just—just snapped when sib got hurt and—I got so fucking mad that I lost control and—
“I don’t like it! I don’t like feeling this way, I don't know what to do! I’m still so angry and—and I’m scared I’ll do something—or hurt someone—and I don’t want to—but I don’t know how to calm down—”
“Breathe, cub,” says the monkey. “In until you can’t anymore. Hold it, then out.”
MK does so, but the anger still flared in him. He tries again. “It’s—It’s not working— it’s not it’s not—”
Sandy pats his head, leaning back and telling him, “Sometimes, breathing won’t always help, MK. Not on its own, at least. Here—focus on something else—anything else that isn’t the thing that got you mad.”
MK doesn’t notice how Sandy was purposefully blocking his view of Mei and Sib. He does notice the curious look on Red Son’s face when Sandy gives MK the advice. He notices the look on the monkey’s face was calm, with no judgement in his eyes, but understanding and respectfully standing aside while Sandy handles it.
Sandy asks, “What else do you see here? What do you hear?”
“I—I hear—” MK strains his ears “I hear—a market nearby. It’s—loud—a lot of people—demons talking—and selling stuff.” He looks around, twisting his head this way and that. “I—uh—see houses—made from stone. The—The same stone as the cave. There are lanterns up near the ceiling. It—It’s what’s lighting the whole place.”
He sucks in another breath, his anger slowly beginning to calm.
He looks around the place again, taking in the sights. Even if they were in a secluded spot, from what he could see and hear and smell… it wasn’t all that different from the actual markets of Megapolis.
I never thought that this place is so similar to home…
Sandy pulls back, patting MK on the shoulder with a big smile. “Good, good. Now! Let’s get our best furry friend to help, too—” he pulls a small cat figurine out of his bag that starts to glow brightly, and with a soft poof! a familiar blue cat is now sitting in Sandy’s hands.
“Mrow,” Mo mews softly, his tail swishing behind him. He steps forward into MK’s arms and purrs, rubbing against his chest. Mo smells of fish and salt and something else that can only be described as the magic that made him.
MK breathes again. He pets Mo, feels the soft fur of the cat and scratches behind his ears. “I… I’m better,” he says softly. “I’m better… thank you… I—I’m sorry—”
“It’s okay, MK.” Mr. Tang gives him a small pat on the shoulder. “Rage is a perfectly normal emotion to feel, and everyone feels it differently. What’s important is that you managed to reign yourself in before it got too out of control.”
“What happened was an extremely intense and stressful moment, and you have every right to be angry,” Sandy says. “But you can’t let the anger control you. The moment you lose yourself in that rage is the moment you’ll end up doing the opposite of what you want. Such as wanting to protect your friends—if you let the anger control you, you’ll end up hurting them instead of protecting them.”
MK looks up at Sandy, his eyes roaming. He never really noticed it until now, never having the chance—or the thought, really—to observe. But now that he’s actually looking, he can see the ocean of scars littered on Sandy’s body. Some small, others large. All of them very, very old. MK looks at his hands, noticing how they were completely calloused.
I never fully knew the kind of life he led—Dad never said much about it.
He must be speaking from some very personal experience…
“Exactly that, blue man,” says the monkey, leaning against his shoulder and grinning at MK. “The way to protect your friends now is to make sure they’re safe from the danger, not rush back in for revenge.”
Sandy brushes hair from MK’s face and smiles. “Keep Mo on you for the time being, lad.” He pats MK’s head again, lightly ruffling his hair. Then he turns to Mei, Red Son, and the monkey. “You three can pet him too! He loves scratches behind the ears.”
Red Son doesn’t say anything, keeping his arms tightly crossed and watching this whole thing happen. There’s a certain shine in his eye that MK can’t pinpoint right now, but it seems he’s… thoughtful about something.
Mei carefully steps forward, still holding onto Sib, and bumps her forehead against MK’s. “How—How are you feeling now, bro?” she asks, her voice quiet and unsure.
“Better… I’m better…” He nods, standing closer to Mei and letting Mo rub himself against the two of them, lightly licking at Sib’s hand.
“Okay… so—so what do we do now??” Mr. Tang makes a small gesture to Sib. “They need a doctor! A hospital! Uh… monkey—I’m sorry I never caught your name—can’t you—can’t you take us there?”
“Nope,” he says simply. “Name’s Fengshe, by the way.”
Fengshe… that name sounds so familiar…
Red Son shakes his head, brushing stray hair from his face.
His hair is so wispy… like a wave, kind of.
I wonder if it’s soft—wait, no, don’t think about that right now!! FOCUS, MK!!!
He huffs, gathering the rest of his breath and saying, “Transporting organics is very different from transporting bots or inanimate objects. There’s only so much that can be done until you’re torn apart.”
“Let me rephrase,” Fengshe says, clapping his hands together. “I can take you guys somewhere, just not that far. There’s a safe house I have just a few blocks from here, and we can rest the literal dead weight there.” He points his thumb at Sib. “Taking you all the way to the hospital, though, would only damage myself and you guys, and especially them.”
“What then? Do you have medical supplies to help them??” Mei asks. “Besides, why are you even helping us? Sure, your name’s Fengshe and all, but how did you know we were there? And why not just take them to the hospital first?”
“Not necessary to answer right now,” was his response. He waves his hand, and smoke gathers around everyone, pulling them in. Instead of the cold feeling like how MK got when pulled through shadow magic, this one felt… airy, almost. As if he’s just being guided through thick fog.
Now, they’re in a small house. The place has certainly seen better days, but it doesn’t look abandoned. Various fruit baskets hung from the ceiling as well as some herbs, a table of stone with old wooden chairs—
Why are there so many lemons in here???
It smells so… citrusy.
MK looks around, seeing everyone else here. Fengshe points to a door and says to MK, “Take them there and set them on the table, cub. I’ll go get help—”
“You can’t help?” Mei shifts Sib’s weight on her, making them groan. “I thought you had medical supplies here!”
“That was the assumption you made that I never confirmed,” Fengshe bluntly states. “I have medical supplies here, sure, but nothing that can help an injury like that. They need magic healing, and mine isn’t good enough to help them. So, while you all patch yourselves up, I’ll be getting my mother—”
“Mother Lihua?!” Red Son exclaims. “Will there even be time for her to get here to help?”
Wait—
Mother Lihua?
Fengshe is her other son?!
Fengshe grins and ruffles Red Son’s hair. “Not to worry, little brother, we’ll get your little romantic partner patched up in time before they keel over.”
“What—stop that—they are not my partner!” He shouts, slapping at Fengshe’s hand. “We are in a contract, and I’d rather they not die before it’s fulfilled!”
Little brother??
“Sit tight,” says Fengshe, saluting to the group before vanishing in a puff of smoke.
…
MK helps Mr. Tang and Mei get Sib onto the table after MK gives Mo to Red Son. Red Son stiffens at the sudden cat in his arms, but MK is too busy focusing on the matter at hand to notice he has started quietly petting Mo.
“Aaghn!” Sib huffs and struggles to help get onto the table, half laying on it as they’re placed down. “Hgrk!” They settle down, their breathing weak and broken.
“Okay—you, Red Boy!” Mei points at Red Son now, telling him, “Explain! Who was that asshole, huh? He called you ‘little brother,’ so you obviously know him!”
Red Son rolls his eyes and leans against the wall, crossing his arms. “Technically, he’s my uncle, but likes to call me little brother to confuse others. He’s the son of Lihua.”
“Who?” Sandy blinks.
MK steps forward, staff tucked back behind his ear again. “You—You mean Mama Lihua is his mother, too?”
“I’m not shocked you’ve already met her, considering her regular visits to Monkey King,” Red Son rolls his eyes and wipes the dried blood from his chin. “I am shocked you’re unaware of the Sun Lihua, blue man. I would suspect the mother of Sun Wukong would’ve at least made it into the history books.”
The room erupts into rapid fire questions from both Mei and Mr. Tang.
“HE HAS A MOM??”
“I don’t remember ever reading that in the history books! And I’ve read them front to back a hundred times over!”
“Wait—wasn’t he born from, like, a rock egg thing? How did she give birth to a rock egg?!”
“I don’t think that actually happened, Mei—”
MK is half tuning out the conversation, his mind racking with thoughts. He’s only met Mama Lihua a few small times—she was always leaving right before MK’s training, but those few times he did meet her…
The kindness and love in her eyes reminded him a lot of his own mama.
Fengshe does bear a lot of resemblance to her, especially her eyes. The fur must be from his father. MK can’t help but wonder who his father is.
He remembers the family portrait…
MK closes his eyes and tries to re-paint it in his mind’s eye. He remembers that Teacher was in it with Six-Eared Macaque, and there were two other figures…
One monkey had dark gray fur, a tired look in his eye…
The other had more chestnut colored fur and amber eyes… Mama Lihua…
But the other monkey… MK can’t remember what the name was. He only read the plaque once, so it’s not like he’d remember it super well.
He wonders if the dad is around, still. Given the fact that Red Son and Mama Lihua never made any mention of the father, he might be out of the picture in one way or another—
Get them out of the room, cub, he hears a familiar voice in MK’s mind. We gotta clean out those wounds.
MK blinks, finally tuning back into the conversation at hand. Mei and Mr. Tang were bugging Red Son with a hundred questions over, and he looked pretty agitated. He glances to Sib, their breathing light and weak, but he can tell they’re trying their hardest to hang on for as long as they can. His knuckles brush their hand. Their fingers twitch and brush against his, their eyes opening, if only slightly.
Okay, they’re still awake. Good.
MK clears his throat and turns to the others. “Can you guys step out for a second? Like, go to the other room or something?” He asks, tugging at the sleeve of his jacket. Such a question makes everyone stare at him in various ways of incredulous and confused. He makes small gestures with his hands as he elaborates, “I—I know a trick on how to clean their wounds. W—With magic, at the very least, but—I, ah, get kinda nervous when other people are around. Sorry, sorry…”
“It’s alright,” Mr. Tang pats his shoulder gently, smiling in understanding. He’s always been the most understanding when MK got nervous about new magical tricks of trade he learns.
Or, at least, when he shows he’s nervous.
Most of the time, he’s really not—he just wants privacy. Pretending to be nervous with eyes on him is the best way to do that. Mr. Tang says,“I don’t think Fengshe will mind if we step aside to another room for a moment. Just—let us know if anything happens, alright?”
MK nods. “I will. It shouldn’t take long—promise, I just gotta make sure I can focus, y’know?”
Mei has an odd look on her face, her nose scrunched up. He knows that look—it means she’s not happy right now. Maybe she wants to be by his side while he tries this, to be his moral support. Unfortunately, if Yingyue wants to have some privacy while this happens, this exception will have to be made.
Besides—and it’s never any offense to Mei—her line of questioning she’d have would just distract. So much time was already wasted, and he’s not sure how much longer Sib will be able to hold on before the blood loss gets to them.
Sandy gently herds everyone out of the room, and MK hears one last, “Disgusting webs! Fengshe, you absolute slob!” From Red Son before the door shuts. He snickers, then turns to Sib and steps closer.
“Finally,” he hears beside him, making him jump. He glances over, catching sight of what looks like a person completely enveloped in shadow. Some kind of silhouetted shadow monkey, the only details MK can make out are the eyes and mouth—glowing a gentle white. Is… this the shadow demon that Teacher and Sib mentioned before…? “Let’s get started—”
MK stands in his way, sticking his arm out. His eyes scan and search, staring at the face of the shadow demon known as Yingyue. “Were you the shadow demon that hurt them?” He asks, his voice low and calm, the air filled with a strange static like before a lightning strike.
Yingyue steps back, hands in his pockets. “And if I was?” He asks, tilting his head.
“I wouldn’t let you near them,” is MK’s simple answer.
“Relax, cub,” Yingyue waves a dismissive hand. “Our start was… rocky, at best,” he coughs and moves closer, pushing MK’s hand out of the way, but MK doesn’t move. “If it makes you feel better, their uncle and I are in a contract. I can’t hurt them even if I wanted to.”
…
MK does trust Uncle Zan, but he has way too many questions right now that have no time for answers. He breathes, and asks, “Do you want to?”
That makes Yingyue pause, his face frowning. He sighs, and says, “No.”
A pause as MK searches his face, his eyes. He was telling the truth, but MK can’t help his skepticism after what he’s heard. He doesn’t know the details, but he knows that this demon hurt Sib and caused the horrible relapse in them. He doesn’t want them to be triggered by seeing this guy.
Yet, when he looks at Yingyue, he can sense a hint of truth, even… regret? He’s not sure about the second bit, but if he’s safe to assume, then Yingyue truly doesn’t want to hurt Sib. That’s why MK is going to put some trust in this stranger. That’s why he’s stepping aside and letting Yingyue come forward.
“Cub, come here.” His shadowy tail gestures to MK, who steps forward. Yingyue lifts Sib’s shirt to reveal the large gashes on their back, and MK recoils with a hiss. He takes a deep breath and looks at Yingyue.
“What I’m about to do is going to suck, and it’s going to hurt,” he warns, pressing his hand against Sib’s back. “But it’ll clean their wounds. Once Lihua gets here, ask her to show you the healing magic.”
He knows Mama Lihua…? Then again, he was spying the entire time, so he definitely heard her name and knows she can heal…
Yingyue whispers something under his breath. It’s in a language MK doesn’t understand—something that tingles in his ears, and he can only assume it’s something magical. Then he watches as blood and dirt is lifted out of their injuries. Sib’s back arches, their arms bracing against the table as they cry out, “AAAAAAGH!”
“There, done,” he breathes. “Fengshe and Lihua will be here in just a moment, the others can come in—”
“They didn’t hear that scream??” MK asks, looking to the door. Yet, it doesn’t burst open with concern of the others, and remains untouched. He can even hear vague conversation.
“Sound-proof seals,” Yingyue says. “Put those up beforehand. I’ll remove them now, and watch from a distance. You and I have a few things to talk about, cub.” He gives a small grin, before melting away into the darkness.
…
MK breathes.
Everything’s happening so fast, he’s trying to process everything, but he just—he can’t. His main focus is on getting Sib healed up. He’ll process everything else as soon as he can. He calls everyone back just as the front door opens, Fengshe and Mama Lihua stepping in.
Mama Lihua eyes scan the room, taking in everyone’s injuries, before finally honing in on Sib. Her eyes widen, a small intake of breath, and she’s on the move, by their side in an instant. “Oh, stars, little fish,” she whispers, her fingers gently tracing along the edge of their injuries. “Alright… let’s see here…”
MK lingers by her side, but in turn also notices Sandy, Mr. Tang, and Mei also coming to hover. Mama Lihua sighs and shakes her head, turning to them. She says, “I’ll need you all to give me space to work and focus, please. I’ll treat your injuries next.”
“Oh—right—so sorry, ma’am,” Mr. Tang immediately backs off, along with Sandy. Mei, though, stubbornly stays.
“I wanna watch, though! You can really fix up a wound like this?” She asks, pointing to Sib’s back.
“I can, but time has been wasted already, and I cannot afford to lose concentration, so please, dear child, step back,” Mama Lihua puts her hand on Mei’s shoulder to help guide her.
Mei tries to argue, “But—”
“Why don’t you stand back and watch it all happen, dragon girl?” Fengshe steps in, leaning close to her face and smiling, but his eyes shine with degradation. “It’s what you’re best at, after all, right?”
Mei snarls again, eyes wide and bits of water shooting out of her mouth. “You—! What do you even know?!” She rears her fist back and goes to punch, but he catches her wrist and shoves her towards Sandy.
“Like I said. It’s what you’re best at.” Fengshe lets out a scoff and leans against the wall, crossing his arms.
Stop it, stop, please. I just want to get us all home…
“Can we—can we please not fight?” MK wrings his hands together. “Please. I just—I just want to help sib and get us all home… So—let's not argue or fight anymore, okay?”
“But—he—you—”
“Children,” Mama Lihua speaks in a tone that makes MK’s spine stiffen. “That is enough from all of you. This one needs treatment, and you all have injuries of your own that need tending. Cease this pettiness, or I will put you all in separate rooms. That includes you, too, my son,” she gives a pointed stare to Fengshe, her eyes saying, that was uncalled-for.
Fengshe shrugs and remains in his spot against the wall, arms crossed and tail swishing.
Mei huffs and throws her hands up. “Fine—fine!” She stomps over to Red Son and starts petting Mo, grumbling angrily under her breath.
She’s definitely not gonna let that go for a little while.
MK sighs with Mama Lihua, and swallows. “Uhm, ma’am?” He asks softly, “could you… show me how you do it?”
She turns to him, her sharp eyes softening slightly. She pats his head. “For the smaller injuries, yes. For now, step back, please.”
He nods, giving her space for her to check over Sib’s injuries. She eyes the gashes, her brows furrowing. From this small distance, MK can hear her mumbling to herself, “Interesting…” She glances at Red Son. “Did you already clean their wounds?”
“He did,” says Red Son, pointing at MK.
MK can tell, though, that Mama Lihua doesn’t believe that for a second. She doesn’t give the look of skepticism to MK, but more to the injuries on Sib. As if she can see something he can’t. Or maybe… she can smell something he can’t. She does have a better sense of smell than MK, so it might be that.
He wonders…
For a split second, his eyes flash gold, and he bites back a squeak of surprise. Dark particles of shadow float from Sib’s injury, the clear sign that someone else dealt with their injuries, and not MK. Out of the corner of his eye, he can see shadows shifting and moving. He blinks away the golden vision, rubbing at one eye whilst he watched Mama Lihua work.
With one hand, she places it flat over their upper back. Her other hand gently takes Sib’s, and she inhales. Flowers and moss bloom under her hand as she exhales. She slowly trails it down Sibs’s back, leaving behind a trail of the foliage.
MK can smell her magic well enough now. It smells like a forest after freshly fallen rain. For a second, he feels like he can almost hear it. Like a soft lullaby just at the edge of hearing, almost missed if he didn’t pay such close attention.
The flowers melt away, and the moss sinks into Sib’s wounds, emitting a soft, green glow. It fades just as quickly as it came, leaving behind only scarring.
Wow… so that’s what an expert looks like when healing…
Mama Lihua inhales again, then exhales. She steps back, brushing stray furs from her face. “There. All patched up. Little fish, how are you feeling?”
No response. MK scoots closer, placing a tentative hand on their shoulder.
“Sib…?”
They don’t respond, practically limp on the table.
“No, no, no, sib please—”
“Boo!”
“AUGH!” MK jumps back and wheezes, putting a hand to his chest.
Sib snickers softly, turning their head and giving a lazy smile. “Sorry, sorry… I couldn’t help myself.”
They’ve always looked tired, but wow, they look even more tired now. The dark circles under their eyes were even darker, face slightly sunken. Even so, their eyes shine with genuine joy when they look at him.
His chest heaves as his pants turn into laughs, and he rushes over, nuzzling his cheek against theirs. “I’m just so happy you’re okay!” He sniffs and wipes his eyes, but more tears of happiness and relief pour down his cheeks. “Don’t—don’t ever do that again! Never ever!”
“No promises, kiddo…” They sit up slowly, lowering their shirt and grunting. “Ah… wow, that—feels odd.”
“Odd how?” Mr. Tang is coming up to Sib now, looking them over. “Do you feel dizzy? Nauseous?”
“Like you gotta take a really bad poop?” Mei chimes in. Red Son rolls his eyes and makes a disgusted noise, while MK and Sandy can’t help but snicker. Fengshe snorts, and Mama Lihua just smiles.
Sib shakes their head. “No—like—energized. Really energized.”
“Rapid pain regression and healing can leave someone in blissfully high spirits,” Mama Lihua chuckles, her tail swishing behind her. “And I can see you’re in very high spirits, little fish. The energy transferred from me to you is also something that makes you feel more animated.”
They look at Mama Lihua, blinking in confusion. “Miss Lihua…? When did you—?”
“My son brought me, told me that you and my little torch got into some trouble,” she explains as she tugs Fengshe’s large hat over his eyes and gently tussles Red Son’s hair.
“Mother…” Fengshe grumbles, adjusting his hat.
“Mother Lihua, please!” Red Sun complains with the same indignant huff as Fengshe. He fixes up his ponytail.
Sib nods, rubbing at their neck as they stand up from the table. “What… happened? After all that? Everything’s… kinda a blur from there…”
“Fengshe helped us escape,” Sandy says, clamping a hand on Fengshe’s shoulder. “Right in the nick of time, too! We owe you for that one, friend!”
“Oh, no need to offer anything to me,” Fengshe laughs, dusting off his hat, though his grin is as sly as a snake’s and his eyes were filled with mischief. “Though, I won’t say no to a few favors here and there… considering I took the time out of my very busy schedule to help my precious baby brother.”
“I don’t owe you shit,” Mei huffs, crossing her arms and sticking her tongue out at him. He does so right back at her.
“Want me to put you back in Spider Queen’s den, then?” He asks, his tone every bit taunting. “Or do you wanna thank me for saving your ass?”
MK tries to defuse the situation, “Hey, can we please not—?”
But Mei wasn’t listening, “How about you kiss mine—”
Mama Lihua grabs Mei’s ear with one hand, her other snatching Fengshe’s.
“Ow—ow—Mother—!”
“Ouch—hey, let go—!”
Without a word, Mama Lihua tugs Fengshe over to one side of the room, planting him in the corner. She does the same to Mei on the opposite side of the room. She crosses her arms and says, “Neither of you will speak to one another unless you will be civil. Is that understood?”
Fengshe scoffs, rolling his eyes, but he nods. “Yes, Mother.”
“Why am I in trouble?! He started it!” Mei stomps her foot on the ground and points an accusatory finger at Fengshe. MK winces when she looks at him. “You saw that, right?! He started it—!”
“What matters is that you continued it, child,” Mama Lihua interrupts. She steps to the side, blocking MK from Mei’s view. From MK’s perspective, he catches sight of her reaching up and gently cupping Mei’s chin, coaxing her to look at Mama Lihua.
“I do not excuse my son’s behavior, but that doesn’t mean I’ll excuse yours, young lady,” she says, every bit firm and gentle. “When you know someone is trying to purposefully antagonize, you do not answer it. That is what they want.” She brushes some stray hair out of Mei’s face. “Your anger is their entertainment. Do you want to entertain them?”
With a quiet mumble and kicking at the floor, Mei shakes her head. “No…”
“Then don’t give them what they want.” She pats Mei’s head. “You’ll learn, dear hatchling. Give it time.”
It looks like there’s more she wants to say, but doesn’t. MK wants to ask, but doesn’t. He fidgets with his jacket, glancing around at everyone in the room. While Fengshe was watching the whole thing, everyone else was acting like they didn’t see it. Well, besides Sib, of course. They were quietly looking at their tattered clothes, but MK saw their eyes flicker over to Mama Lihua and Mei.
This is so awkward… how to change the subject…
MK coughs and gently tugs at Mama Lihua’s sleeve. “Ah—Mama Lihua? Could you… show me that healing magic now, if that’s okay?”
“Ah! Yes, of course, dear cub.” She gives one final pat to Mei’s head, and gestures for MK to follow. “Little torch, come here. You’ll be the test dummy.”
Red Son sputters, bringing his hands up in defense. “What? Why me?”
“Your chin needs looking at, my boy. Come,” she makes a gesture for him to come closer. Though he’s clearly unhappy with being used as the guinea pig in this experiment, he doesn’t protest further. He saunters over, shoulders slumped in a clear sulking manner.
Huh… I could’ve sworn he’d just continue arguing…
Red Son crosses his arms and lifts his chin, tapping his foot impatiently. Mama Lihua gently takes MK’s hand and brings him closer. “Place your thumb at the edge of the cut on his chin, and slowly trail it to the other side, just like how you saw I did with little fish’s injuries,” she explains, pointing to the cut on Red Son’s chin. “You need to picture in your mind the wound is closing as you do this, and pour some of your own energy in.”
MK takes a breath, “This—This won’t hurt him, right?”
Mama Lihua chuckles and shakes her head. “The most it’ll do is give him a little too much energy if you pour too much of your own into them. That’s why I’m here,” she raises their joined hands as an example. “I’ll be acting as your focus to make sure you don’t overexert yourself—using too much of your own power to heal a wound can seriously hurt you.”
Nodding, he reaches over, hesitating and glancing at Red Son. “Ah—I mean—if he’s really not comfortable with it—”
“Ugh—just get on with it, noodle boy!” Red Son swats at his hand. “You’re lucky Mother Lihua asked me to do so, otherwise I would burn your fingers off if you dared touch me.”
Mama Lihua raises a brow at him, making any further insult or complaint die in his throat. He grumbles, but lifts his chin and lets MK come closer. Mama Lihua reminds him, “Remember—picture the wound closing as you go, and believe it’s going to happen.”
She says, “Half of using magic is wanting something and believing it’s going to happen. Any kind of doubt, any kind of second thoughts, that’s what makes magic unstable and volatile. You have the power to do it, my cub. You just need to make yourself believe you can, along with practicing it.”
MK nods and takes a breath. “Okay… okay… I’m ready…” Just like how he was taught by Teacher and Sib, he focuses his magic into his hand and starts to trail his thumb across the injury. Tiny particles of orange-gold light float about and gather at his fingers, emitting a soft glow. He can even hear the soft hummmm of his magic ringing in his ears, but it’s almost like a song.
A familiar song from when he was very, very young, barely able to see over the seat of a chair.
A familiar song from when he was in his mama’s arms after scraping his knee, and she would sing softly to him because it always made him feel better.
Red Son’s eyes close, a small exhale leaving him. Meanwhile, MK can see the injury closing up!
It’s closing his wound!
This is so cool!!
“Deep breaths, dear child,” Mama Lihua says, “Get too excited, and it’ll pour too much magic into it. That won’t be good for you or him.”
MK nods and does just that, still trailing thumb across the gash on Red Son’s chin, his other hand clutching Mama Lihua’s. Once finished, he quickly pulls his hand away, letting go of hers and looking over the scar left behind. “Woah…”
Red Son looks visibly more relaxed than before, rubbing at his chin subconsciously. Though it’s not often that MK’s even seen Red Son, this really is the first time he’s seen the guy look… relaxed. It doesn’t last long, as he tenses up again and backs away from MK. “There, your little experiment is finished! Shall we move on?”
“The others are still sporting some injuries,” Sib says, rolling their shoulders back and leaning against the table. They look between MK and Mama Lihua. “Are there any medical supplies here? Stuff to clean off the blood—so that way you both don’t have to keep using energy to heal?”
“That I do!” Fengshe proudly proclaims, snapping his fingers. Two med kits fall from the ceiling and into his waiting arms. “Aaaand here you are.” He plants them on the table, grabbing a lemon and taking a bite out of it. Skin and all.
Oh… my stars…
Both Red Son and Mama Lihua look unbothered by such a display, while everyone else… looks a mixture between impressed and horrified. He pauses mid-bite, looking over at Mr. Tang who has not stopped staring at him ever since he entered the room. “Also, stop staring at me. It’s kinda creepy.” Then he grins suddenly. “Unless you like what you see, cicada~”
Mr. Tang laughs loud and awkwardly, sweat gathering along his brow. “Haha! I am so sorry for staring—I am—I swear I’m not—it’s just—”
“Mhmmm?” His smile only grew larger, leaning closer.
“Ahem— please don’t take my staring as advances—I am not interested in any kind of relationship, I promise it’s just—I— I’m gonna stop talking now.”
Sandy and Mr. Tang take the med kits and open them up. Sandy says, “We might as well take this time to recuperate and rest up before trying to get out of here.” He turns to Red Son and offers a small smile. “Here, Red Son, let me take a look at your other injuries.”
“I’m fine.” Red Son huffs, staying where he is while still holding Mo. “I heal relatively fast. I do not need further medical attention.”
Sandy tilts his head. It’s difficult to tell with the beard, but given the small furrowing of his brows, he must be frowning. “Are you sure? You took some pretty hard hits… it wouldn’t be good to run around as injured as you are, friend.”
“UGH—” he groans and shakes his head. “I am not your friend, blue peasant. Cease immediately in calling me such. Waste your supplies on them, not me. I will be fully healed before I reach home.”
“That’s not how we reject people, little torch,” Mama Lihua chides, lightly pinching his ear.
“Augh—Mother—” he groans, nursing his ear once she lets go. “No, thank you.”
Does he not know what genuine kindness is?
“He’s right, Sandy,” Mei huffs, lifting her chin indignantly at Red Son. “Don’t waste the stuff on him. Especially if he’s gonna be a big, fiery jerk.”
“The same fiery jerk that kept you all alive,” Fengshe reminds.
Mama Lihua looks ready to speak up, but Sib does first. “Can we please not instigate each other for five fucking minutes?” They pinch at the bridge of their brow and gesture to Red Son. “If Red Son doesn’t want medical attention, then fine. Just focus on getting yourself patched up, Mei. Extra commentary is not needed.”
I’m so happy they’re here to stop this and not just Mama Lihua…
“What about MK?” She makes a gesture to him, and he lets out a nervous laugh.
“I, uh, am also a really fast healer… not as fast as Teacher, but I’m getting there!” Already his knees didn’t hurt as much, and his nose had stopped bleeding five minutes ago. “I’ll be okay, really. You should get your own injuries looked at, sis.”
Mama Lihua had a wet cloth in her hand (where did that even come from?) and was wiping the blood off of MK’s face, then wiping his entire face. The gesture reminded him a lot of his aunties and grandmas doing such a thing during his deliveries. Not his real aunties or grandmas, of course, but they might as well be, with how they treat him.
“Are you both sure?” She asks Red Son and MK. “Though your healing is fast, it never hurts to have it looked at.”
“I’m sure, Mama Lihua,” MK reassures with a small smile. He watches her do the same to Red Son. Despite his protests and a deep red blush creeping up his neck, he simply lets her clean the blood off his chin and wipe his face as well. “I promise, I’m fine.”
Mei doesn’t look happy at the statement, but grumbles a quiet, “Fine…” Then she pauses and looks at Sandy as he opens up the med kit. She fidgets with her sword before she gestures for him to come closer. When he bends down, she whispers something into his ear, making his eyes widen, and he nods.
“We’ll be moving to a different room for a moment. Will that be okay, Fengshe?” Sandy looks over at Fengshe.
He just waves his hand, taking another bite of his lemon. MK now knows very quickly why it smells so intensely of citrus in this place. “Don’t break my stuff, and we won’t have a problem.”
“Of course!” Then Sandy guides Mei to a side room.
MK tilts his head, his brows furrowing. She looked upset about something, but he couldn’t pinpoint what. He knew she wasn’t happy about Fengshe’s comment, but even so… was it about MK and Red Son’s fast healing? He also remembers there wasn’t much she could do during the fight before she was practically kicked out, and it was left up to him and Red Son…
Ah, it definitely would’ve taken a bad blow to her confidence.
She has a tendency to avoid talking to the person she's upset with, too… does that mean she's upset with him? What did he do wrong? Did he upset her by not siding with her when she was angry at Fengshe? Ahh… he hopes Sandy knows what to say in that situation. He’ll try checking on her later. Hopefully she’ll be okay to talk to him by then.
“Well—ah—if it’s alright,” Mr. Tang laughs softly, tugging at his scarf. “Mr. Fengshe, Mrs. Lihua, it would be an absolute honor if you’d allow me to interview you.”
“Interview?” Fengshe blinks in confusion. “You wanna interview me?” Then he grins again and sinks into a plume of smoke, now standing behind Mr. Tang to lean around his shoulder. “You mean a date?”
“NO!” Mr. Tang jumps away and laughs again. “Hahaha! No, no, no. I mean—haha—not to say you are not appealing to the eye or anything—you do look—quite nice… BUT—this is just a genuine interview! No—no advances whatsoever!!”
“Sure, sure,” Fengshe chuckles, his movement like a snake as he slithers past Mr. Tang, his tail running up Mr. Tang’s arm.
That makes him let out a loud noise that reminded MK of a dying washing machine. “SIR I AM NOT INTERESTED IN RELATIONSHIPS IT’S PURE RESEARCH—”
“That’s enough of that, my son,” Mama Lihua frowns, which breaks the demeanor Fengshe was holding as he doubles over the table and bursts into laughter. She steps closer to Mr. Tang and pats his shoulder. “Trust me when I say, he’s not serious. He’s simply trying to get a reaction out of you.”
“Oh—I—I knew that!” Mr. Tang’s face is a deep red as he pulls his scarf over his face and tries to calm himself down. “Well—back—back on topic!!” He clears his throat and says, “I—I’ve never heard of the Great Monkey King ever having a mother in the history books, let alone a little brother!”
He takes a deep breath and says, “I was hoping—with your permission, of course—I would love to ask you a few questions regarding where you’ve been and what you’ve been up to!” He fidgets with his sleeves, then looks around. “Oh, wait, ah—pen and paper—I need a pen and paper.”
“Oh, I gotcha, Mr. Mr. Tang.” MK plucks out two pieces of his hair and changes them into a pen and notepad. “Here ya go. It’ll last until I dispel it.”
“Thank you, lad!” Mr. Tang turns back to Mama Lihua and Fengshe and gives the brightest smile he could. “If—you’d be okay with it—”
He stops mid-sentence at the look on Mama Lihua’s face. She’s apprehensive of such a thing, MK can see it. She looks at Fengshe as he sobers up from his laughing fit. Then, they speak to one another, but… in a different language.
They’re… saying something, but… what is it?
Sib seems to recognize the language, given the look on their face. He inches closer, whispering to them, “Do you know what they’re saying?”
“No, I don’t speak enough Italian to fully translate,” they whisper back. “I’m only catching bits and pieces, but I’m guessing they’re debating on whether to agree to such a thing.”
Italian…? Wow. I wanna learn Italian.
Should probably fully learn English first, though…
Sib grew up in America, so I wonder if they’ll teach me? Did they ever speak English in America or just stick to Mandarin??
Mama Lihua speaks up, ripping MK from his thoughts, “We see no issue in agreeing to this—Tang is your name, yes?” At his confirming nod, she continues, “I will ask, however, that you keep whatever you write down to yourself. There is a reason my son and I aren’t written in history.” She sighs and crosses her arms. “There is always a reason, and I would not like more stress on my eldest son should he find out we’re written down somewhere in a book—possible for others to find us.”
“Oh… oh! I see…” Mr. Tang tugs at his scarf again, lowering his gaze with a thoughtful look. “It’d become detrimental to your safety should it get out that Monkey King has a mother and a little brother…”
MK notices a look on Red Son’s face, a quiet realization. Given what was said earlier, he’s not too surprised that Red Son didn’t know. MK himself had a few theories on why neither of those two were written in history. Hearing the confirmation of it doesn’t really make it better.
Teacher worries about so much… am I gonna have to worry about that, too?
Making sure that no one knows my friends or family?
…
He knows that they’re still talking, but he’s tuning out a conversation that’s—truly—none of his business. Instead, he turns to Sib, fidgeting with the burnt sleeve of his jacket. Pushing those anxious thoughts away for now, he asks them, “You’re sure you’re okay, right? I can always try to help—”
They hold up a hand and pat his shoulder. “I’m fine, MK. I promise. If anything, I haven’t felt this good in a minute,” they chuckle softly and ruffle his hair. “I’m sorry to scare you like that, little brother. My body kinda—moved without me thinking.”
His chest swells with joy at them calling him little brother. He takes a deep breath and pulls them into a hug, burying his face into their shoulder. “Just—be more careful. Gosh, I’m supposed to be reckless and stuff,” he laughs, hiccuping as more tears leave his eyes.
They hold him close, gently petting his hair and rubbing his back. “You shouldn’t even be reckless, dummy,” they gently chide him. “Remember—use your head.”
“Right… right…”
They pull away and brush his hair from his face. Then they look between him and Red Son. “At least use some gauze and cleaning supplies in the med kit to get yourselves cleaned up.” They then step back and sigh. “Meanwhile, I’ll be using this chance to fulfill my other end of the bargain…”
MK tilts his head and asks, “What’s that?”
“Just pulling a vision out for Red Son.” They stretch, their back popping once before they let out a huff. “Not sure how long Tang’ll be chatting with Miss Lihua or Fengshe, or how long Sandy and Mei will be… so I’ll utilize that time to try to have one for him.” They now face Red Son to ask, “Was there something specific you wanted?”
Red Son doesn’t immediately answer, petting Mo still with his arms. He glances at Mama Lihua and Fengshe, before he steps closer and gestures for Sib to close the distance. When they do, he whispers something in their ear, making their face fall into one of disappointment, even minor annoyance.
“Of course…” Sib sighs. “Should’ve seen that coming.”
“Is it safe for you to do it while… around them?” MK nods to Mama Lihua and Fengshe, who were still engaged in a conversation with Mr. Tang. Sure, they may be Teacher’s family, but he doesn’t know if either of them knew about Sib…
“It’s fine. Miss Lihua knows about me, and I’m sure Fengshe knows the gist,” they say to him softly. “They won’t tell anyone, you can trust that.”
I still worry…
But I trust you.
He says, quiet, “Okay.”
They ruffle his hair lightly and smile, then walk over to the other side of the room and sit on the floor. They inhale deeply, closing their eyes, then exhale. They do it again. When they open their eyes, it gives off that same blue-green glow.
MK fidgets with his sleeve, looking around for something to do. He could explore the house, but that’d be rude. An invasion of privacy. He doesn’t feel like standing around, though… So he looks over to Red Son, a thought crossing his mind.
Would he even talk to me about it?
It’s worth a shot at least.
MK walks up to Red Son, slowly, cautiously, as if he’s approaching a feral animal. He clears his throat to get Red Son’s attention. Red eyes meet golden brown. Red Son raises a brow. MK purses his lips.
“Noodle boy,” Red Son huffs, looking down at Mo again, still petting the cat.
“Red Son…” MK fidgets with his sleeve some more. “Would you… mind having a chat? Concerning my teacher and your dad?”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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COMMENTS FOR EDITS:
Fengshe Fengshe FENGSHE FENGSHE MY BOY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
He's such a bastard boy and I adore him for it
Now that he's FINALLY made his appearance, I can't wait to show off more of him... he's so great and smart and snarky---
So many things in this chapter.....
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HYPER CALLED OUT MACAQUE ON DENYING HE CARES Y'ALL HAD ME WHEEZING AT HOW RIGHT YOU WERE X"D
This man will never admit he caresnot yet at leastAnd MK's shit just
//chef kiss
Such fun scenes to write with him
And fun hints to dropAnd Tang's asexual panic as well will always be an absolute treat to write
Next chapter's gonna be fun :3c I wonder what our boys will be chatting about~
Until next time, my lovely chicken nuggets ♥
EDIT BC I FORGOT: I'm actually curious if y'all know of or have any Lego Monkie Kid discords you're willing to let me and Cuddles join //eyes emoji
If you do, feel free to pm me on my tumblr! I want so badly to hang with more LMK lovers and just vibe and HYPERFIXATE
Chapter 22: New Ground
Chapter Text
“A chat,” Red Son deadpans, “Concerning your teacher… and my father?”
MK nods.
Red Son lets out a scoff and rolls his eyes. “What could you possibly want to discuss such a thing? It’s a clear-cut and dry situation.”
“Well—I just—have a few questions, I guess?” MK plays with his sleeve. He looks down at Mo, reaching out to give the cat a gentle scratch under his chin. “I only know my teacher’s side of how everything happened. Even then, it’s mostly how history remembers it. I—uh—never learned about it from him.”
Teacher never talked to me about it…
MK remembers trying to ask him when he got really excited. MK remembers wanting to hear from the monkey’s mouth the true story of his great fight between him and the Demon Bull King. He remembers how Teacher’s eyes glazed over momentarily, before he just played it off as how history had written it.
MK hasn’t forgotten the look in Teacher’s eyes. It was—almost like he was somewhere else. In a completely different place. MK remembers how sometimes… Sib has the same look in their eyes… or Uncle Zan. It made MK think that maybe it wasn’t exactly a good memory for Teacher. And it made him curious on how Bull King remembers it.
He hears another scoff from Red Son, but he keeps going, “I guess I kinda wanted to find out what your dad’s side of it is?”
“And why exactly would you want to learn this?” He regards MK with a critical and suspicious eye. “Are you trying to garner information to better beat us in the next battle, noodle boy?”
“N—No, no!” MK holds his hands up in a placating gesture. “It’s mostly just sheer curiosity, to be completely honest with you.” He rubs his arm, looking over the burns that are already halfway through healing. “I—I mean—I know media plays it up and history doesn’t do a good job of writing things down correctly—”
“Evidently,” Red Son rolls his eyes. His tone was a lot more deadpan than his usual screaming. “Get to the point, noodle boy.”
“I just want to hear how your dad remembers it, I suppose,” he shrugs.
“You wish to know of my father’s five hundred year imprisonment because you’re curious?” Red Son gives him an incredulous look, his tail flicking behind him.
“Well… yeah. And what you think of it too, I guess. There are two sides to every story, and history has a bad habit of remembering only one side…” He plays with his sleeve again, about to scratch at his arm but stops himself and pets Mo instead.
“Hah! Some hero you are.” Red Son looks down at the cat again, scratching at his ears. Mo was purring up a storm during all of this, sounding close to a motorboat. “Conspiring with your enemy, trying to get background info to—what?—better understand our plight?” He snorts. “You clearly are new to this whole villains and heroes business.”
MK tilts his head, blinking at Red Son. “Well… it took me a bit to realize it, but… I realized that heroes aren’t just people who beat up the bad guys and have noodles at the end of the day.” He pulls his hand away from Mo, much to the cat’s disappointment, to brush some stray hair from his face.
He remembers his many, many talks with Teacher, and even a few with Uncle Zan. Both of them telling him that the world isn’t black and white when it came to things like this.
“Everyone has a reason for the things they do, MK,” Teacher had told him just the other day. “Doesn’t make them any less of a dick if they’re hurting others without a care, obviously. But no matter how big or small—how stupid or complex… everyone has a reason for what they do.”
“It’s… it’s not so simple…” MK says softly, repeating his teacher’s words as he remembers them, “Everyone has a reason for doing the things they do…”
“The world is not so black and white, lad,” Uncle Zan told him a different day. “The world is a complicated and complex mess of grays—all varying in lighter or darker shades. But there is no such thing as black or white. Just gray, the truth behind this mess of gray, and a question: Are you willing to accept the truth as you see it?”
“And… I learned that the world isn’t—it’s not black and white, you know?” MK looks at Red Son now. “It’s all gray, just messy, messy gray. Kinda like when you have a bunch of different markers that all say they’re the color gray, but they never have the same shade? It’s like that.”
Red Son, surprisingly quiet as he listens to MK speak, raises a brow. He speaks after a moment, asking, “And you believe the situation between your teacher and my father to be one of those little mess of grays?”
“Yeah!” MK grins. “Besides… haven’t you ever wondered why they fought in the first place?” He tilts his head, noticing how Red Son’s eyes shone in a certain way, his eyebrows shooting up.
So he hasn’t wondered…
“They were friends back in the day, weren’t they?” MK asks. “From—From what I remember reading, in what little text there was about it—they were friends. So—what happened between them that caused such a bad fight?”
It’s Red Son’s turn now to finally look away from MK, his eyes lowering to the cat still in his arms. His gaze darted about, his brows knitted down and a hard frown playing his lips. He looks thoughtful, contemplating something. For the first time since first ever meeting the guy, he looks… almost lost? Confused? There’s a word for it, but MK can’t think of it right now.
Maybe he should try using analogies like Uncle Zan does… Hmmmm… it’s like his thought was a button that got lost in a pile of sand. Yet as he grasps at the sand to try to find it, it continues to slip through his fingers.
He feels like Uncle Zan would’ve done a better job, but MK’s kinda proud of himself for thinking of it on his own!
Then, Red Son finally looks at MK again and nods with a jerk of his head for MK to follow. MK follows him to another room, glancing behind him to see Sib still in their vision and Mama Lihua and Fengshe were still chatting with Mr. Tang.
The two step into a side room that looks like some kind of old, small tearoom that hasn’t been used in a while. Dust and cobwebs everywhere, making MK shiver as he suddenly looks for spiders.
At least until Red Son torched all the cobwebs with a wave of his hand, muttering a quiet, “Disgusting.”
Ew, melty webs…
“Ah—are you sure this is okay for us to do?” MK asks, fidgeting with his jacket. “I mean—we probably should have asked permission to wander Fengshe’s house—”
“This is his safe house. Not his actual house. And I do not need to ask permission to go anywhere, noodle boy,” Red Son scoffs. “Asking permission is for lowly peasants such as yourself.” He looks like he was about to sit in one of the chairs before noticing how dusty it was and deciding against it. Mo shifts around, climbing up onto Red Son’s shoulders to lounge there, looking completely content.
It’s kinda cute that Mo likes him so much. Even cuter how calm he looks when Mo uses his therapy cat magic.
Aaaaah stop thinking stuff like that! You gotta focus, MK!!
He gestures to MK, “Speak.”
MK tilts his head. “Aren’t you supposed to be the one to speak, instead?” At the look on Red Son’s face, he quickly adds, “To tell me your dad’s side of it! Remember??”
Red Son huffs, looking off to the side as he reaches up and scratches under Mo’s chin.
I can definitely tell he’s a cat person. I wonder if Sandy would be willing to let Red Son adopt one of his many, many therapy cats…
“I—” Red Son starts, then shakes his head. He looks like he’s trying to find the right words. Either that, or is struggling to admit something.
Then he says, “I… truly don’t know what caused their falling out.” He doesn’t look at MK as he keeps talking, “All I know is whatever it was… made my father snap. I was too young to remember—but Mother told me that he wished to get vengeance on the heavens for something. I… had only assumed Monkey King was included in that, considering he was sided with the Heavenly Realm.”
MK nods along, quiet and patient. He didn’t really think Red Son would know, but it was worth a shot to try and see.
Red Son keeps talking, “Now that Father is freed, his desire for vengeance is only towards Monkey King for imprisoning him. Whether he’ll continue the assault on the Heavenly Realm… I’m unsure. He hasn’t said.” Then he remembers himself and glares at MK. “But—don’t you get any ideas on plotting to stop us—!”
“That can’t be all…” MK hums, pinching his chin with his thumb and index finger. “All this just to get back at Teacher for imprisoning him? I mean, like, it was a pretty harsh punishment now that I think about it… especially since Teacher himself was trapped under a mountain, too…” He hums again, his brows furrowing.
“But…” He continues, “Something feels off… I can’t put my finger on it, but it feels like that’s not enough reason to want vengeance on him…”
Besides, why would Mama Lihua be staying with the Bull Family? Especially if there’s bad blood…
Mama Lihua may not hold a grudge, but I’m sure Bull King does.
Going off of what I’m hearing, she’s still living with them… how long has she lived with them?
Why is she still there?
“As if Father should need a reason to want vengeance on Monkey King?” Red Son scoffs again, rolling his eyes. “He ruined my life. He ruined my mother and father’s life. And he ruined the lives of so many other demons and even ended the lives of them as well. He’s a celestial lapdog and deserves nothing more than to be snuffed out.”
“Ruined your life?” MK’s eyes flicker back to Red Son now. “As in… when he sealed your dad away?”
“Of course, you simpleton!” His hair momentarily erupts into fire before he calms himself. Mo rubs his head against Red Son’s cheek, purring softly. “That filthy simian took my father away from me and I will make sure he pays for the pain he caused my family! He abandoned his mother during her time of need! He abandoned his little brother while he grew up!! What other reason could I want to make him pay?!”
MK’s not really sure why he feels so calm right now. Maybe it’s because he was already so angry earlier and then scared and then happy, and he’s used up all his emotions for the time being. But at the same time, that doesn’t feel right. It feels like a switch was flipped in his brain and he was suddenly just… calm. Alert. Paying much closer attention to Red Son’s body language and reactions.
Perhaps it’s because he knows Red Son was… well, not really unstable but definitely more prone to angry outbursts if the wrong thing is said. It reminds him a lot of Teacher and Sib, honestly. His anger was a righteous one, MK notices. He feels he needs to be treated with respect, so he will be. Stuff like that.
He supposes he’s calm because he… he gets why Red Son is angry. That’s probably why Sandy was so calm too when MK felt the rage in himself earlier. MK says, his voice remaining even, “Your dad’s free now, though. You have him back, and you know that my teacher won’t be in the picture anymore… why still enact vengeance?”
That only seems to anger Red Son more. “You think he can just fly off to Flower Fruit Mountain as if the crimes he committed can be null and void? Just a slap on the wrist?!”
MK raises his hands in a placating gesture. “I don’t think so. I think everyone who does something wrong needs to face what they did. But I also think… well… why still do it?” He asks, “Why still get vengeance? Why make him pay when…” He pauses, frowning and looking away, chewing at his nails.
“When what, noodle boy?” Red Son steps closer and sneers at him. “Finish what you were going to say.”
He looks at Red Son now, eyes roaming his face.
He has a nice jawline. I’d really like to draw it—
STOOOOP!!!
FOCUS!!
THIS IS SERIOUS, MK! YOU CAN THINK ABOUT HIS JAWLINE LATER!!
MK takes a breath and shakes his hands about, careful not to slap at Red Son on accident.
“I don’t think my teacher was proud of what he did,” MK says quietly. “I asked him, too… and he had this weird look on his eyes. He didn’t look happy, but also not sad? I think he was—what’s the word—I think he was dissociating?” He gives a sheepish shrug, his hands fidgeting in front of him now. “I’m just speculating, but—it’s a sour note for both your father and my teacher. It’s a sour note for you and your mom… So, why linger on it when you can focus on other things? You can make up for lost time with your dad with this second chance you have with him.”
“UGH—” Red Son makes a disgusted noise. He really likes making that noise a lot, huh? “Again with your second chances. I already heard enough of that from Mother Lihua.”
He makes a face at MK now. “I never even had a life with my father. All I have are vague memories and paintings,” he snarls at MK, leaning in close and baring his teeth. “And you dare taunt me by saying I have a second chance?”
Wow… they’re a lot alike, huh?
MK can relate to it. He doesn’t have too many memories with his own parents aside from feelings and vague moments of happiness with them.
Then again, maybe he can’t remember much because—
they won’t wake up they won’t wake up why won’t they wake up
—thinking about them also brought up that memory he doesn’t like thinking about.
MK says, soft and quiet, “It’s… complicated. Kinda a yes, and a no?” He fidgets with his fingers as he keeps talking, “He was taken from you when you were so young, you only remember a feeling of his presence. Pictures and stories from your mom… right?”
Red Son blinks, looking taken aback and nothing short of genuinely shocked that he understands. “I—you—!”
“I understand how you believe it’s not a second chance because of how vague your memories are…” MK reaches out and pets Mo’s head. “And—it sucks. A lot. It sucks having your dad taken from you, especially so young. Your mom was really upset about it too, I bet. And—I can’t imagine how much it sucked watching that while growing up.
“Think of it like this… you may have lost your dad initially, but you have him back. Making up for lost time won’t be easy, but you can still do it. A lot of people don’t get something like that. I’m—I’m not trying to make you feel guilty, I promise. It’s just—you have this chance to be with him again… why use it to enact vengeance?
“Vengeance… I learned it’s a really, really fickle thing. Are you mad at the person who wronged you? Or are you mad at yourself for not being able to do anything about it?” MK looks to Red Son now, looking over the shocked but thoughtful expression he had. “Your family has been angry for so long—righteously so. But… why linger on that rage?
“It’s just… kinda odd we’re fighting so blindly for my teacher and your father. And for your father to be so passionate about this fight… despite the past clearly stating they were Sworn Brothers… Such an intense falling out—it—it doesn’t come from nothing like that. It—well, it stems from very intense memories, from a root cause or causes.” Golden brown meets red once more as MK asks, “And it’s clear that you don’t even know yourself, do you?”
“I—” Red Son purses his lips, looking away to glare at a speck of dust on the floor, his hands clenched into tight fists. Then his shoulders slump a little, jostling Mo. He says, his voice a lot quieter, as if he’s bewildered by the revelation, “I don’t know. Mother never told me much… and Father scarcely spoke of it since his release…”
He crosses his arms and looks in a different direction, his nose scrunching up at a painting on the wall that’s seen better days. “I only recall Mother speaking often of Monkey King’s betrayal to his Sworn Brothers… but she never went into detail… And I never—I never asked Father.” He sighs and looks at their shoes now, muttering, “Perhaps I should…”
For the first time, MK doesn’t see some attractive hotheaded son of two powerful demons. He sees… some boy. A boy who—much like himself—had things taken from him when he was too young to understand, too young to fully comprehend it.
Then he remembers himself and shakes his head, glaring at MK. “But—don’t you dare think this changes anything, noodle boy! You still humiliated me enough to receive a harsh punishment ten times worse!”
Kinky—
Wait NO
STOP THOSE THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW QI XIAOTIAN
…
Wow, I just scolded myself with my full name. It’s that bad.
MK sputters out a laugh, his chest feeling light. He ignores the blush on his freckled cheeks to say, “That’s fine! As long as we can be friends after.”
“Friends?”
“Yeah!”
“…Were you dropped on your head as a child?”
MK blinks, tilting his head. “Hmm?”
Red Son groans, rubbing his face and fixing his glasses. “You—the successor of the Monkey King, sworn enemy of my father—want to be friends with me—the son of the Demon Bull King.”
MK nods, suddenly feeling bashful as he fidgets with the zipper of his jacket. “I don’t see why not… we don’t really have a true reason to fight one another. And—I mean—well—if you’re fine with it—I think it’d be cool to be friends with you.”
Maybe more but that’s for way further down the road.
Hopefully.
“You are disgustingly naive…” Red Son shakes his head. “And so—so nice! It’s abhorrent! We’re supposed to be enemies, noodle boy! Why be so blasted nice to me?!”
“Because I want to?” MK blinks at him again, reaching out for Mo who’s meowing for attention. He scratches the cat’s cheek gently, saying, “Even if we fought and stuff, I don’t see a point in staying mad.”
“I brought harm to your pathetic peasant friends, and I am planning on destroying half the city to get what my father wants!” Red Son makes wild gestures as he speaks, making MK have to take Mo off his shoulders to avoid the cat getting singed by the garnet flames rolling along his arms. “Why on earth would you think that’d qualify that as—as being a potential comrade?!”
“Because everyone deserves a second chance,” MK says, plain and simple. “Everyone has a reason for what they do, no matter how big or small—weird or not weird. You did it for your family because you love them and are loyal to them. I did it for my friends. But—I don’t think you’re a bad person, Red Son.” He tilts his head the other way as he asks, “Are you trying to list off the stuff you did in the past to give me a reason to hate you?”
“What—you—I am listing the reasons why we should not be friends! We’re enemies!” Red Son shakes his head and makes a gesture to MK now. “You are blind if you do not see that! I am simply stating facts as to why it would never be possible!”
“Why would I let the past control my thoughts?” MK asks, making Red Son pause. “I mean, like, isn’t it better to learn from your past rather than have it control your actions or for you to run from it?” He gives Red Son a bright smile, “I like to think that—well—even if we had a rough start to it all, it doesn’t make you beyond help or friendship.”
Red Son squints and grimaces, leaning back some. “Ugh—your smile is so bright. Like a blasted sun. It’s baffling how you can be so violent one moment and then happy the next.”
MK laughs a nervous laugh, petting at Mo to stop himself from scratching his arm. “I—ah—don’t like thinking about that. I’ve never been that mad before… it wasn’t a good feeling…” He clears his throat and nuzzles Mo’s head. “A—Anyway! You look like you’d be fun to hang out with! So—maybe—when this all blows over—we could do that? Hang out?”
“And still you’re so polite and nice to me! To what end?” Red Son pinches at the bridge of his nose and groans. “How is it possible you’re so… so kind? Your niceties have to have some limit aside from watching your friends or family get brutally injured.”
“I don’t really know? I mean, I sometimes get annoyed, but never for too long…” MK taps his chin in thought. “I’ve just always followed the golden rule, and I’ve hardly ever had issues with people—demon or human.”
“The golden rule,” Red Son deadpans, raising a brow at MK. He crosses his arms, hips akimbo.
His silhouette is so nice. Would he let me draw him one day?
“Yeah! Always treat others as sisters and brothers, and they’ll do the same for you,” MK’s grin grows wider again. “It’s something my parents taught me! Life’s a two-way street, and you never know what others are going through. So instead of going in with hostility, go in with kindness! You get back what you give, after all.”
Red Son doesn’t say anything for a solid two minutes, staring at MK with a look of both bewilderment and confusion. “How in the heavens, earth, and underworld are you Monkey King’s successor…” He mutters, more to himself than to MK.
“Is it… is it that weird that I’m nice to people?” MK asks quietly, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious.
“It’s uncanny,” is his response. “You’re this nice to quite literally everyone you meet?” He scoffs, looking like he doesn’t believe it for a second. “And what about Spider Queen?”
“Well—I mean—if she didn’t hurt my friends and family and try to hurt me with that weird thing she mentioned then… I would’ve been nice to her too,” MK shrugs. “Even if she’s… a—uh… s—spider… I—I would’ve tried to be polite, at least. But she kinda started it by being a bitch and kidnapping Mr. Tang. So niceties are out the window right now. Maybe later, we can try to start on a better foot.”
Red Son sputters, “I—what—you—” he sighs and shakes his head “—nevermind. The complexities of your mind are much too baffling for me to try to pick apart.”
I wouldn’t mind you trying.
Red Son asks, “Was that all you wished to discuss?”
MK almost nods, but stops himself. He lowers his gaze, petting Mo’s head and scratching behind his ear. “Well… just one more thing…” He looks up at Red Son now, asking, “You’re not gonna do anything to sib, are you…?”
“Sib?” It takes him a moment to realize who MK was talking about, before he scoffs. “The oracle? No. I won’t. Why would I do anything to them?”
“Well—I mean—” he makes a vague gesture as he says, “Considering our first meeting was your family threatening to kill them or join them… it kinda has me a bit worried it’ll happen again.”
“I—that was—ugh…” Red Son massages his brow, shaking his head. “I already spoke with them about this whole thing. It was brash and rushed to make such an idea, alright? My family may be harsh, but we are not cruel to treat servants or those under contract with us with disrespect and abuse.”
MK knows that’s the truth, because he can see it in Red Son’s face, hear it in his voice. MK knows, but it’s not enough. He still didn’t like it. It just—felt wrong. “Then why did you bring up such an offer?”
“My mother and I were—” he pauses, then says, “—we were—admittedly—terrified of the repercussions that would happen when my father was freed. We wanted to stall rumors spreading as much as we could, and at that moment, we panicked.” Once more, he massages his brow with a groan. Mo meows softly, prompting Red Son to reach over and gently pet the cat’s head.
MK nods slowly, saying, “I see… it doesn’t excuse that you did it, but—I’m just glad nothing else is gonna come from it.” He looks away, then back at Red Son. “You’re—not gonna hurt them because they’re helping me train, will you?”
“What? Why would I drag them into our squabble?” Red Son gives him an incredulous look, nothing short of insulted by such a notion.
“Ah—just a worry, happy I don’t have to fret about that,” he laughs quietly. “Well, ah, other than that… that’s all I wanted to talk about.”
Everything else is something I wanna ask Mama Lihua.
Red Son huffs “Good. Then we’re done here.” And with that, he walks past MK, pausing for a split moment. He looks like he was about to say something, but decides against it and leaves the room.
MK walks out with him, still holding onto Mo and petting the cat’s soft fur. He noticed it during that entire talk, especially when Red Son spoke to him with such hostility, and he only responded with calmness and kindness. There was an awkwardness that Red Son held, as if he didn’t know what to do with himself in situations like that.
As if actual, genuine kindness was something he just wasn’t used to. MK’s not sure if that’s the case or if it’s something else, but he has an inkling.
He sees Sandy and Mei in the room now, Mei patched up and looking slightly more lively now—though she still threw an occasional glare in Red Son or Fengshe’s direction. MK gave Mo to her and took a second to pluck his hair, making it into a small slip of paper and a marker.
He writes something on the paper and inches over to Red Son. He was busy saying something to Sib, who probably just finished having their vision. He doesn’t even notice MK subtly slipping the paper into his pocket.
Hehe, none the wiser.
He’ll either burn it or keep it.
I hope he keeps it.
MK takes his place back over with Mei and Sandy, smiling at them both. “How are you feeling, sis?”
“I’m goooood,” she says, petting Mo while not looking at him. “Just peachy.” She looks at him now, a sly grin slowly growing on her face. “How’re you and your new boyfriend?”
MK nearly chokes on his spit, his face flushed as he quickly shushes her and puts his hand over her mouth. “SHHHH!! He might hear you Mei, shut uuuup.”
She raises a brow, her eyes shining with mischief. Suddenly, he feels something wet against his hand and cries out as he yanks it away, yelling in disgust as he looks at her. “EW MEI WHYYYY?!”
Mei, who still had her tongue stuck out, just grins. She leans closer to hiss at him, “Reveeeeenge for outing me to uncle man, hehehe~”
MK whines, wiping his hand on his pants. He’ll take that, he supposes. He did kinda out her (and himself, really) like that. Ugh, it’s still so embarrassing to remember.
At least Mei looks better now after her talk with Sandy. I’ll definitely try talking to her later about it all, too.
Sib and Red Son step out of the room for a moment, making both Mei and MK blink. They look at one another, before slowly slinking towards the door and pressing their ear against it.
“You are going to find something,” Sib says from beyond the door, their voice slightly muffled, “And—to be honest—I can’t describe exactly what it is, but it’s something that—”
Mei and MK let out loud squeaks as their ears are grabbed. Mama Lihua tugs them both away from the door, letting them go and planting her hands on her hips. “You know, it’s rude to listen in on a private conversation, children.”
Mei crosses her arms and says, “I’m making sure Red Boy doesn’t do anything bad or stupid to my friend. Why is that such a bad thing?”
“Don’t they have a contract?” Fengshe asks now, stepping in to pick up Mo and let the cat crawl onto his shoulders. “Why would he go against it by bringing harm to them, hmmm?”
He has a point, but MK feels if he says that out loud, it’ll just upset Mei more. So instead, he puts a hand on her shoulder and says, “Sib wouldn’t have pulled him somewhere alone unless they know he won’t hurt them. I think they’ll be okay, so let’s trust them.”
That does a better job at calming her as she huffs and nods. “Okay, okay… I was also kinda curious about what they’re even talking about.” She scritches Mo’s ears. “All secrety and stuff.”
“Maybe we can try asking when they’re done talking?” MK suggests with a tap of his chin. “It does concern a vision they had for him, maybe they’ll tell us later?”
“Ooooh, yeah!” She grins. “We’ll ask when we get home!”
The door opens, Sib and Red Son coming back out. Sib seems… troubled, but Red Son especially so. It makes MK’s smile fall to a frown and look over them both with concern.
Sib sighs, rubbing their face. “Okay, is everyone ready to get going?” They look way more tired than before. It looks like the vision was an exhausting one to experience…
Was it really that bad? I wonder what it was…
It only made him more curious, but out of worry more than anything, now. When he tries to look at Sib with a quiet question, they just smile and ruffle his hair. They lean down and whisper to him, “I’ll tell you later. Promise.”
He nods, but doesn’t smile. Something didn’t feel right. He can’t exactly pinpoint it, but it just felt… off.
Mr. Tang tucks the notebook and pen away into his robe with a big smile. “Yes, yes! I believe we’re all ready.” When everyone confirms in their own way, he suddenly asks, “So—how… exactly are we going to get out of here?”
“Well,” Sib starts, their face falling further. “Getting all of us out is going to be hard if we’re walking. Buuuuut… there is one way we can get out of here without any issues…”
Mama Lihua smiles and steps forward. “I can assist you all in leaving the Undercity. Though I’m sure you wouldn’t get as much issue as assumed, it still wouldn’t be good to go out while you’re all in this state.”
“We’d be in your debt, ma’am,” Mr. Tang says with a bow.
“Yes! We’d greatly appreciate your assistance, Miss Mother Lihua!” Sandy also gives a small bow and beams at her. “Is there anything you’d like in return? It wouldn’t be right to constantly get something from you, and you get nothing from us.”
Mama Lihua smiles. “Perhaps I could ask for a favor or two from you, if that sounds agreeable?”
“So… we gotta make contracts with you?” MK asks.
“No, no, cub,” she waves a hand at MK and gestures with her hand as she talks, “A contract is an agreement between two or more people where they complete a task for one another—or are fulfilling long term things.”
“Long term stuff…?” Mei’s face scrunches up in confusion. “What?”
“Like this, Mei,” Sib now speaks, saying, “Long term contracts make sure something is done for both parties. For example… hmm…” They tap their chin in thought, then say, “In return for my protection, I give a demon my visions for as long as we’re in contact with one another. Does that make sense?”
“Ooooh… sounds weird, but makes sense… I wouldn’t mind making one with Miss Mama, but not him,” Mei says now, pointing at Fengshe and shaking her head for emphasis.
“Not what my mother was getting at, dragon girl,” Fengshe scoffs. “That’s how contracts work. Favors are when one person has already fulfilled a task for another, and the other person has to do something of equal value in return. No deals are struck and no binding marks are made.”
“So it’s kind of like a code of honor?” Tang hums as he strokes his chin. “What if someone doesn’t fulfill their end of the favor?”
“Then they get rightfully punished,” Red Son sneers, crossing his arms. “While favors are still relatively new—only a few centuries old—most demons know better than to go back on their word.”
Fengshe grabs another lemon and takes a bite out of it, saying as he chews, “It’s a silent trust made between two parties—demon or human or otherwise—that the favor will be fulfilled. And if it’s not, then there’ll be repercussions.”
Mama Lihua nods along and smiles at everyone. “Does that sound fair, my friends? Trading a favor for a favor?”
They all take a moment to look at one another, each giving a small agreement with either nods or verbal yeses. Mei asks, “What’s the favor gonna be for us?”
“It’ll be different for each of you, truly,” says Mama Lihua. She looks at Sib and says, “I’m sure you’re already suspecting what your favor will be, we can discuss it in detail later, little fish.”
Sib nods. “I kind of figured. Just one, though, if that’s alright…” They sigh and rub at their neck. “Having multiple… kinda drains me quickly. I’m still working on it.”
“Of course, sweet one,” Mama Lihua pats their shoulder. “I’ll be contacting you all on another day to discuss what the favor for me will be, worry not. Rather than spending time trying to decide, I’ll think on it, and get back to you all."
With that, she gestures for everyone to follow, and guides them into a separate room within the safe house. The room itself was small, but that’s mainly because of the whole tree trunk that had grown inside it. Moss and flowers bloomed along the walls and floor and ceiling and—wow, a lot of these flowers look like the ones from Flower Fruit Mountain…
It smells like Mama Lihua’s magic… did she grow these?
Mama Lihua steps forward, trailing two fingers along the trunk of the tree, and drawing out a doorway. An outline began to form behind her fingers, emitting a soft glow. Once she finished the doorway, the bark began to… almost melt? No, no, it was sinking away. Moving and morphing and creating an actual doorway.
On the otherside… was Megapolis park…
“Woah…” MK whispers. Magic travel is so cool, he wants to learn it. He wonders if Teacher will ever show him how to do that.
“This is the closest I can have it take you all, most of the other trees are too small,” she informs the group. “But this one should be close to your home, cub. Just a short walk away.”
“Thank you, Mama Lihua,” MK grins, his hands flapping in front of him. The sheer thought of practicing magic travel was getting him excited. He knows it probably won’t happen for a while, but he’s allowed to be excited!!
“It’s not gonna eat us, right?” Mei asks, poking at the edges of the doorway.
With a laugh, Mama Lihua shakes her head. “No, hatchling. You’ll feel a small tingling sensation, but otherwise, it’s perfectly safe. Now, hurry along, I can’t keep this up forever.”
Red Son steps forward first, telling her, “I must help the oracle deliver these fools back topside, but I’ll meet you both at home soon after.”
“Good,” she looks like she’s about to say more, before she says something else in that other language—Italian. Whatever she said, it makes Red Son’s face fall. He looks… like he’s being scolded, or preparing to be scolded.
I hope he’s not in trouble for helping us…
Then again, I doubt he’d get in trouble for that…
Man, now I’m curious. But I shouldn’t ask, it’s not my business.
Everyone slowly steps through the doorway, leaving Fengshe and Mama Lihua behind. Once everyone stepped through, the doorway closed. The spot they’re in in the park is definitely a private one, very little people that wouldn’t pay any attention to six people suddenly appearing in the park out of nowhere. Even then, most of the citizens of Megapolis are kinda used to magical shenanigans happening here.
Tang does a full body shiver and dusts off his clothes. “Oooh wow, his words were not enough to prepare me for the strange feeling of magical transportation.”
Mei wiggles her fingers, looking over the tree trunk again. “It was tingly, like she said! Kinda felt nice, though.”
“I liked it! Kinda just like a nice walk,” Sandy grins, tucking Mo—who had changed back to a cat figurine—into his pack. “Is everyone alright? No nausea or anything?”
“Just a bit dizzy, but I’m okay,” Mei huffs. “That’s probably just from the earlier fight, though.”
“I’m fine,” Sib says, brushing their jacket off, then rolls their shoulders and winces. MK looks at them with furrowed brows, but they just nod to him and offer a reassuring smile.
Even if their wounds healed, they probably still feel ghost pains… it was a bad injury, after all.
“Just peachy,” Red Son scoffs. “Now that that is finally done…” He turns to Sib and holds out his hand. “You helped me retrieve what I needed, and I assisted you in getting your Mr. Tang back to safety. Do you call this contract fulfilled?”
Sib takes his hand. “I call this contract fulfilled.”
MK watches as their palms glow momentarily, before they both pull away. Red Son rubs at his neck and huffs, “Finally. Let us never speak of this to anyone and pretend this truce never happened.”
“Agreed,” Sib says.
Without another word, Red Son pushes past everyone and walks off. He throws his tailcoat behind him for extra measure.
I wonder if he grew up as a theater kid with how dramatic he can be sometimes.
Do demons have school?
Do they have theater classes?
I have so many questions now.
“You’re welcome!” Mei shouts after him and scoffs. “Fiery jerk. Whatever, we got more important stuff to do.” She sniffs herself and makes a face. “EUGH—like shower. Oh—shit—and I gotta get the sword back before Mom and Dad realize it’s gone!” She gives everyone a tight hug—Sib wincing at the sudden gesture—before she runs out of the alley. “I’ll text you guys later! Love ya!”
“Stay safe, sis!!” MK calls to her, waving. He turns to Tang, Sandy, and Sib. “Mr. Tang, are you gonna be okay walking home alone?”
“Hahaha, after that whole debacle? I might have to call for a cab…” Tang tugs at his scarf, a slight blush of embarrassment on his face.
“I can walk with you, Tang,” Sib puts a hand on his shoulder. “Help put your mind at ease.”
“While I appreciate the offer, I think you should head home and get yourself changed,” Tang gestures to their back for emphasis.
“Ah—right—I had almost completely forgotten…” They rub their arm, suddenly looking more self-conscious, turning so their back was to the tree instead. Tang removes his scarf and wraps it around their neck, styling it in a way that helps cover their back.
He smiles as he steps away. “There! You can just return it when you’ve changed. And before you say! I don’t mind, honest,” he says as he holds up a hand and smiles.
They clear their throat, fidgeting with their fingers. “Thank you,” they say softly. “I can still walk you home, if you want—”
“No, no, it’s alright, teacup.” Sandy pats both MK and Sib’s shoulders. “You two should get home to take a nice relaxing bath after such a stressful day. I’ll walk Tang home.”
“Are you sure, Sandy?” MK plays with his jacket sleeve. “We can all go—”
“No you don’t!” Tang lightly bops at his head. “You two get on home! I’ll be alright with just Sandy, and I’ll make sure to shoot a text to the group chat when we make it safely. I promise.”
That makes MK’s tense shoulders slump in relief, and he nods with a smile. “Okay, I can agree to that.” He glances at Sib to ask, “Are you okay with that?”
“As long as Tang makes it home without getting kidnapped again, it doesn’t matter who escorts him,” is their coy remark, a small smirk on their face at Tang’s increasingly red cheeks.
He fidgets with the sleeve of his coat, stammering out, “Ah—well—I can’t help it—they just—”
“I know, Tang. I know,” Sib laughs softly, then turns to MK. “Here, I’ll walk you home before heading back to my place. It’s practically on the way anyway.” They look at Sandy and Tang, saying, “Stay safe, you two.”
“You as well, teacup.” Sandy gives them a small hug before the four of them part ways.
They walk in silence for a few minutes, Sib fidgeting and rolling their shoulders, wincing on occasion. They suddenly groan and slap their forehead, “Fuck— I completely forgot about my pack.”
“Oh… oh! Ah, dang…” MK makes a face as he thinks, “Well… Fengshe was able to get in pretty quickly. Maybe you could ask him for some help with that?
Sib nods. “Alright. I’ll have to see if I can get in contact with him through Miss Lihua.” A pause, then they slap their forehead. “Fuck— I forgot to ask if she had a phone number.”
“Ah—I have it!” Pulling his phone out, he flips through his contacts. “She gave it to me… I think last week? I don’t think she’ll mind if I give you her number.”
“Thanks, little brother.” They take a moment to copy the number onto their phone, and pocket it with a sigh. “At least my phone wasn’t lost…”
“Haha, yeah!”
…
…
…
“Hey, did you…” MK pauses, thinks, then asks, “Did you know your cards could do that?”
“No,” they pause at a crosswalk with him, crossing their arms and looking at the ground. “I never knew they could do that. I just thought they were just some special tarot cards that only worked for… ‘specific’ people.”
He knows what they’re insinuating with the wording. He nods and says, “I see… maybe Mr. Tang has some books on it?”
“I plan to talk to him about it later, once everything has settled down.” They cross the street with him, continuing down the road towards Pigsy’s Noodles.
“Okay! Great!”
The walk is quiet the rest of the way, aside from the occasional comments and MK telling Sib about him losing his cool. “Losing his cool” being an understatement, but it was the nicest way of putting “destroying half of Spider Queen’s throne room in a fury he’s never felt before.” Sib just wrapped their arm around his shoulders and held him close. They didn’t have much to say on it that Sandy hadn’t already said, but the side-hug was something MK greatly welcomed.
It wasn’t until they walked in through the back of Pigsy’s Noodles and slipped up the stairs to MK’s room that Sib sighs, flopping onto his desk chair.
He sits on the bed, grabbing at Xiaoyun and stroking his ear. Is it okay to ask about it now that it’s just them? Doesn’t hurt to try. “So, uhm…”
They already know what he was trying to get at, it looks like, because they exhale softly, “About the vision…” They slowly sit up and lean forward, resting their arms on their knees. They’re not really looking at him, more just the floor. Their brows were furrowed, mouth pressed into a thin line as their fingers laced together.
They look troubled, but why?
“Are you okay?” He asks, brows knitting down with worry.
“I’m fine,” they respond. MK learned a while ago it’s the reactive thing they say to such a question, so he patiently waits for their true feelings. After a moment, they say, “It’s— sigh —what I saw in that vision, MK… promise you won’t tell anyone this. Not even Red Son if you run into him again.”
That makes MK blink in confusion. “What—but—didn’t you tell him already?”
“I told him part of what I saw… but not all of it.” They rub their face and take a deep breath. “I saw the Demon Bull King acquire some kind of power that definitely made him stronger. But it also—” their frown deepens, their knee starting to bounce “—it also ate at his sanity, his mind. Slowly but surely, he wasn’t himself anymore.”
That doesn’t sound good…
MK asks, “Was he possessed or something?”
“I don’t know,” they say honestly. “I don’t know if it was some kind of curse or a disease or a possession. But whatever it was, it made him unable to discern friend from foe. It made him think that… that his own wife and son were going to betray him…”
He nods, urging them to continue while patiently waiting. Whatever they saw had to have been disturbing enough for them to take pause. He gets up to sit in his spare chair, scooting closer to lightly bump his knee against theirs. It’s a silent gesture, something he learns that Sib appreciates more than the verbal ones Mei likes.
They bump his knee back and take a breath, then say, “I told Red Son that this thing that eats at Bull King’s mind will end with him and his mother getting badly hurt if no precautions are met. It… was a half-truth…”
They look at him now, and MK can see just how dark the circles under their eyes really were. “MK, I watched him kill his own wife and son in that vision.”
He felt his heart drop to his stomach at their words. “What…?”
Sib rubs their face, turning away from him. “I’ve… seen some fucked up shit in my life… that just hit my top five. It—It wasn’t a quick death for them, either…”
His breathing quickens somewhat, but he swallows it down and hugs Xiaoyun closer to him. “What the fuck…”
What makes him so insane that he ends up killing Princess Iron Fan and Red Son???
Oh god…
They scoot closer and start rubbing his back. “Yeah, that’s what I thought after I saw it…” They sigh, gently tugging him closer to let him rest his head on their shoulder.
“What about… what about Mama Lihua? And Fengshe?” He asks now, nervously tugging at the ear of his plushie.
“They weren’t in the vision… so I’m assuming they weren’t there.”
I hope so…
Sib says, “We’ll have to keep a closer eye on the Bull Family now… I don’t know when this happens, but I’ll see what I can do to keep an eye on what power Red Son finds and when Bull King starts to go crazy.”
“Yeah…”
What could possibly eat at the Demon Bull King’s mind to the point that he does that? Some kind of disease doesn’t seem likely—his constitution has to be up the wazoo. So either possession or a curse… but it had to be strong, right? Strong enough to mess up his mind like that. It only makes MK worry more.
He takes a breath and asks, “Should we tell Teacher?”
“Mmmm… not right now. Not until we get some more concrete information. I know he’ll get more paranoid and try to do his own spying,” They pause, then say, “The fewer people that know the better. One thing I know about visions is the more people that know about it, the more they’ll believe it to come true—and the higher the risk of it actually coming true.”
“That sounds complicated…”
“It is. Prophecies are like that,” Sib sighs, resting their cheek on his head. “I got my work cut out for me with these visions, huh?”
“You’ve gotten better with it, though,” MK nuzzles his face into their shoulder. “I remember when you would get all nervous and stuff about it, but you’re more accepting of them! I’m happy for you.”
Sib laughs. It sounds like wind chimes, light and happy and peaceful. “Thanks, little brother. It’s… still a bit of a process for me, but… it’s a lot easier than it was a few months ago.” They squeeze his shoulder and plant a kiss on his head. “Go take a shower. I’ll text you when I get home, okay?”
He turns to properly hug them—careful of their back to not cause more ghost pains—and nuzzles their cheek with his own. “You go take a shower too—and relax! We’ll figure out what to do about this, okay?”
They chuckle, “I know we will.” They stand up, ruffling his hair. “Take care, MK.”
And they were out the door.
MK takes a slow, deep breath once they’re gone.
Wow… that was… a bomb that was just dropped on him… He can’t help but wonder just what will cause Bull King to lose himself like that. But it’s like Sib said, they need to get some concrete information, which takes time. As much as he wants to know now, he’ll have to be patient.
Then there’s the whole thing with Yingyue, the shadow demon… he made it obvious that he wanted something. Whether it was to say something important to MK, or even ask for a favor, he’s not really sure. Then there was Mama Lihua, who seemed to know that it wasn’t MK that cleaned Sib’s wounds. It’s like she knows something no one else does, and she’s keeping it to herself until it’s necessary to bring up.
Maaaaaybe… he could ask Mama Lihua for some help? He’s sure she’d want a favor in return or even make a contract, but it’s an idea MK can stew in for the time being.
For now, though, he is in desperate need of a shower.
○ ○ ○
It wasn’t even a day later that MK smelled something. Something cold and dark… The shadows in his room seem to be more intense than before. He vaguely remembers it being like that when Yingyue was around…
“Uh… is that… you, Mr. Yingyue?” He decides to ask aloud. It’s worth trying.
A small chuckle echoes around him, before the shadows gather near MK and form into the silhouetted monkey that was the shadow demon. “You’re getting sharper, cub. That’s good.” There’s a momentary pause as he draws a symbol on the door of MK’s bedroom door. Once he finishes, he turns to MK and says, “A silencing ward, so no one can listen in. I want privacy for this one.”
That’s not suspicious at all…
“Relax cub, it’s nothing serious, I’d just rather keep this offer under wraps. It’s better safe than sorry,” he waves a hand. “And no, I didn’t read your mind. Your facial expression gave it all away.”
“O—Oh…” MK’s face flushes in embarrassment as he plays with his zipper to his jacket. “So—what is it?”
“I want you to become my student for two weeks.”
…
Huh?
“Huh?”
Yingyue laughs, slapping his forehead. “Was it that much of a shock, cub?” His laugh dies into a small chuckle as he says, “You could say this is a favor both for you and for me in return, and we’ll be even.”
“Even? Even for what?” MK asks, his face scrunching with skepticism.
“Even for cleaning out spitfire’s injuries.”
Spitfire…?
“You never said you’d want a favor in return for that, just that you wanted to talk after,” MK combats, his frown deepening. “If you really wanted me to be your student for two weeks, why not just say so, instead of trying to make it into a favor for a favor?”
In that brief moment of silence, MK tilts his head, looking him over. The way he holds himself is so casual, but… somehow also really, really guarded. Like he’s ready for anyone or anything to attack him.
Then, Yingyue grins. “Definitely getting sharper. Glad you’re not just jumping at the opportunity to have another teacher, cub.” He stretches and leans back against the counter of MK’s little kitchenette. “It’s not a favor for a favor, more so an offer from me. I made it that way to test your reaction. Congrats! You passed.”
What a weird test. He wonders what Yingyue would’ve garnered from his reaction if he did just immediately accept…
MK fidgets with his sleeve, saying, “Well, I mean, I don’t wanna say no, because I feel like you’d have important stuff to teach me. No one would really just come up and say ‘hey let me be your teacher for a couple of weeks’ unless you had significant stuff to teach.” He keeps playing with his jacket, looking down at the floor now. “I guess… I’m just kinda curious why?”
I just don’t really feel like I deserve all this attention in such a way…
He feels a hand lightly slap his head and winces, looking up at Yingyue now. His face had fallen into a frown, his hands on his hips. “Listen to me, cub. You’re running blind into so much shit , and you have no idea what could be coming. Sure, Wukong is teaching you critical things, and so is spitfire, but they’re not teaching you the details. The peach-brained moron always forgets the finer details in training,” he huffs and shakes his head.
He called Teacher Wukong…
They really do know each other… don’t they?
MK’s eyes roam his shadowy face, unable to really get a gauge on his expression because of the darkness and how his form worked. It couldn’t hurt to ask, right? It’s worth a shot… He licks his lips, opens his mouth and asks, “Do you know my teacher?”
Yingyue tilts his head and smiles suddenly. “What makes you think I know him, cub?”
The way he says it… it feels like a dare almost. A challenge.
MK decides to answer it, “Because you knew about his healing ability… back when Mama Lihua came in, you told me to ask her how to heal. Even I didn’t know Teacher could heal people. I just thought his own natural healing was faster. You also called him ‘Wukong’ and not ‘Monkey King’ or even just his full name ‘Sun Wukong.’”
Rather than react with annoyance or anger or something negative, it just makes Yingyue’s smile grow. “Good…” He leans back, his tail swishing behind him. “I was pretty obvious with it by calling him Wukong, glad you caught on the healing bit, though.” He ruffles MK’s hair and laughs. “That’ll make this easier.”
He says, “I know him, cub. We were…” He pauses, his face falling momentarily. He settles with, “Friends. You can already guess our standing by the use of ‘were.’”
Ah, that makes sense… Teacher seems to have had a lot of falling outs with old friends…
I hope he can mend the bonds eventually, but it’s definitely gonna take time.
MK makes a soft humming noise, “I understand, you don’t have to go into detail. So—you want to teach me in secret?”
“He won’t exactly be the happiest monkey if he found out I was giving you some pointers and fixing his shitty training regimen,” Yingyue snickers, running his fingers through his hair. “Especially considering I was also the one that… had a rough beginning with spitfire. So it’d be best to keep this between us for now.”
“I can’t even tell sib or—or Mei?”
“Mmm…” He doesn’t answer at first, tapping his chin in thought. “Maybe later. Don’t take this the wrong way, cub. But your sis? I don’t trust her. She’d tell Wukong out of spite. Spitfire on the other hand… slightly more trustworthy, but would rather not tell them right now.”
MK nods once more. “Okay.”
There was something about the way Yingyue held himself. A specific way his eyes had shined whenever he regarded MK versus everyone else. MK noticed it from the start. Yingyue was way nicer to him. Even mentioning Teacher made Yingyue’s face contort into one of deep annoyance. It’s such a subtle thing, something MK almost missed, but managed to catch it.
Not to mention constantly calling him ‘cub’ was weird, but also felt like a term of endearment? Kinda like how when Mama Lihua or Teacher call him ‘cub.’ Perhaps MK is reaching, but that’s just the feeling he gets.
“Done being stuck in your head, cub?” Yingyue lightly flicks MK’s forehead with a laugh.
“O—Oh, sorry. Sorry.” MK rubs his forehead. “Well, I—I wouldn’t mind learning more… so, yeah, okay. I’ll be your student for a couple of weeks. And I’ll make sure not to tell sib or Mei.”
“Great!” He ruffles MK’s hair and backs off, stuffing his hands into his pockets. “We won’t be starting immediately—I gotta get a fun little schedule together for ya—but after… let’s give it a week—we’ll start your training afterward.”
He nods and gives a light smile. “Okay! I look forward to it! Should I… also call you teacher, or—?”
“Whatever you feel like, cub. No skin off my back,” he says with a shrug, his tail lightly flicking at MK’s nose. His nose wiggles a little as he thinks.
It’d be weird calling him “teacher” as well… hmmm….
“How about Master?”
“Works for me, kid.” He chuckles, then taps his chin. “Before we go, let me show you one more thing, before I forget.” He reaches into his shadow against the wall, pulling out a torn up pack. It looks a lot like Sib’s…
“Snagged this back from Spider Queen’s lair.” He tosses it to MK. “Remember how you patched up Red Son’s split chin? Time to do it again, but with that.” He crosses his arms and leans against the wall, saying, “You won’t have a focus this time, so this is all on you. It’ll be less dangerous on your body when it’s an inanimate object, but remember what Lihua told you.”
MK nods and looks over the pack. It was in tatters. Part of him wondered if he’ll even be able to fix this or if he should just get Sib a new pack entirely. He frowns, looking it over, before finding a good starting place and placing his fingers—
“You can just use one finger for this, cub,” Yingyue says.
“Okay, okay,” he takes a breath and places his index finger on the edge of a rip. He focuses his magic into his finger, hearing the soft hummm once again. He imagined the fabric of the pack stitching itself together, trying not to let his doubt get to him as he slowly trailed his finger down the tears and rips.
It’s a bit sloppy, but MK manages to get it back together with just a few holes left behind. Yingyue looks over the work with an unreadable expression while MK nervously fidgets and scratches at his arm. Yingyue’s tail wraps around MK’s wrist, pulling it away and making him stop scratching.
“Not bad for your first time, cub,” he says, trailing his hand over the pack to finish what MK couldn’t. When he was done, it looks like the pack never got ripped up in the first place. “You’re still too worried about messing up, though. Don’t think about getting it wrong. Just think about getting it done. Remember, doubt is one of the main reasons why magic becomes volatile.”
“Yes, Master.”
I’ll try. I’ll really try.
He laughs, “Already calling me master, and we haven’t officially started training!” He ruffles MK’s hair, tossing the pack back into the shadows. MK noticed how his smile had grown more genuine and less teasing when MK called him ‘master.’
“I’ll keep in touch, cub. And don’t worry, I’ll make sure this gets delivered to spitfire.” Master waves a hand over the symbol he drew on the door, and it fades away. He gives a half-hearted salute to MK before he sinks into the shadows, leaving MK alone.
…
Wow. Guess he has a shadow demon as his teacher now… he wonders what’ll be taught to him aside from healing? He wonders if he’ll be taught shadow magic too. Oooooh, that’d be so cool.
Best not get ahead of himself, though. Just wait it out and see what Master wants to teach him.
○ ○ ○
MK:
Are you okay, sis?
Mei:
yeeeeaaaah
sorry for not textin ya
mom and dad got MEGA pissed about me stealin the sword
so they kinda grounded me for a bit
MK:
Oof
Sorry that happened
Mei:
meh it’s not a big deal
JUST SHOWS I WAS RIGHT AND THEY DON’T DO ANYTHING PAST GROUNDING ME
¯\_༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽_/¯
MK:
PFFFF
So… are you okay to talk about what happened in spider queen’s lair?
Mei:
ehhh…
yeah it’s fine
sorry about being weird about it all, it’s just
idk i guess i never realized how inexperienced i was in fighting until then?
like i barely have control of my dragon form and my own magic
sure i can punch pretty good but like in a real fight i suck baaaaaalls
MK:
I see, I see…
It’s okay, by the way! I’m just glad you’re alright
Sorry if it felt like I wasn’t siding with you on stuff
I just… wanted us to get home safely
Mei:
no it’s fiiiine
i mean
like
i
was
kinda bein a dick
so like
sorry for bein a dick bro
MK:
It’s okay, sis, really!
Did you try talking to your parents about getting someone to train you?
Mei:
UGH YES (¬▂¬)
AND THEY SAID NO
some stupid shit about being on the battlefield being “too dangerous” for me
unfortunate for them that just means im’ma be training ☆ IN SECRET ☆
i wanna be able to help you in a fight and not just be on the sidelines watching
MK:
Hmmm…
Do you think Teacher would train you?
Mei:
that’s what i was thinking!!
next time you train with him, i was hoping i could like come with you and ask if he’s like willing to take another pupil under his wing
MK:
It’d be so cool if we could train together!!
Mei:
SUPER COOL!! (☆▽☆)
aw man now i’m super pumped!
MK:
I won’t be training until a couple days from now, but I’ll let you know when I gotta go there and you can come with and ask!
Mei:
fuck yes
this is gonna be so awesome!
bro and sis, learnin under monkey man! ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ
can’t wait!!
hey hey hey by the way
off topic but
what did you slip into red boy’s pocket?
MK:
OH YOU SAW THAT
Mei:
I SEE ALL ◉‿◉
what was it tell me
MK:
Aaaaaaa now I’m embarrassed to say…
Mei:
TELL MEEEEEEEEEE
MK:
I MIGHT HAVE
SLIPPED MY NUMBER TO HIM
Mei:
(○□○)
OH
MY
GOD
ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?????
MK:
AAAAAAAAAAH MAYBE???
Mei:
OH MY GOD
OH
MY GOD
YOU GOT IT SO BAD FOR THAT SPICY STRIP BOY
WHY?
WHY HIM?
MK:
I am a simple boy who likes simple things, okay???
He’s attractive and has a nice jawline
Also also also
We kinda… ran into each other like
Last month?
Had a bit of a fight there
He kinda kicked my ass
And it was
Really
Really hot
Mei:
ooooooooh my god mk
you like a guy who can kick your ass??
MK:
YOU DID NOT FEEL
HIS MUSCLES
UNDER HIS JACKET MEI
HE HAS TO BE RIPPED I SWEAR
Also I just
I dunno
I think he’d actually be kinda fun to hang out with???
Mei:
don’t you try to be all innocent
i know you bro
you just wanna get your dick wet
MK:
JFHUIS
NO!!!
Mei:
ಸ‿ಸ
this is you at red boy
(‿!‿) ԅ(≖‿≖ԅ)
MK:
OH MY GOD STOOOOOOP NOOOOOOOO
I ALSO JUST THINK HE’S REALLY SMART AND COOL OKAY
NOT JUST ATTRACTIVE
I like his voice
Both when he screams and is not screaming
It’s fun when he’s all screechy but like when he talks calmly it’s
Idk sis it’s just
nice
you know???
Mei:
wow bro
you got it bad for him
my condolences
it was nice knowing you (︶︹︺)
MK:
Wow sis
Mei:
hehehe
don’t worry i won’t tease
much ( ͡° ͜ʖ├┬┴┬┴
MK:
Now I’m regretting telling you (⋟﹏⋞)
○ ○ ○
It wasn’t until three days later that MK got a text message from an unknown number.
He was just in his bedroom getting some doodling done before going to train with Teacher and Sib when his phone went off.
He blinks, picking it up and checking the number, but doesn’t recognize it at all. Is it some kind of spam or something like that? Never hurts to check before deleting it…
…
Unknown Number:
By no means does this make us friends.
MK felt so happy he didn’t even realize he had slapped his head silly until he got a headache.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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The other is literally Macaque having a soft spot for no one (so far) but MK
And ofc Mei and MK's conversation had me and Cuddles WHEEZINGAlso I am REELING right now at y'all JUST
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Chapter 23: Heavy Words
Chapter Text
Red Son took the long way back to his territory, utilizing that time to ensure all his injuries were healed, and he could clean up the blood from his face and clothes. He used the last of the perfume to mask up as much of the stench of those peasants as he could. He knows full well he’d be a walking beacon if he didn’t.
He takes the scenic route to give him time to ruminate. Ruminate on the clairvoyant’s words, and the noodle boy’s.
For the clairvoyant… ugh, he hates to admit it, but their words leave him concerned.
“I don’t really know what that fire was,” they had said to him once in the privacy of the other room. “I just had a feeling—intense but unnameable. The person in the center was the source of that fire. Who they were, however, I’m not sure.”
“That’s not helpful, you know,” Red Son scoffed, crossing his arms.
The clairvoyant just frowned at him. “Listen—I don’t fucking know what that was. I was already in the middle of a different vision when you interrupted it. The only thing I can garner from that is that the person was—” they pause, scratching at their jaw as they think “—they looked like they were in pain. Pleading for help. Like their own fire was hurting them. Slowly consuming them from the inside out.”
Interesting…
Obviously, it had nothing to do with Red Son! He is a master of flames! Clearly whomever he and the clairvoyant saw was some pathetic excuse for a newbie at fire magic.
As interesting as that vision was, it didn’t bring him any serious concern. Whoever that pathetic sap was getting consumed by their own fire didn’t matter. If the clairvoyant was having a different vision starting off, then him startling them most likely caused said vision to jumpstart further ahead.
No, that brings no concern to him. What truly brought him concern was what the clairvoyant told him about their vision for him.
Father’s mind will be slowly consumed by a power he finds…
What in the world could this power be that makes Father unable to discern friend from foe? To the point he seriously harms both his wife and child?? Ugh, if only the clairvoyant could discern what the power was, it’d be a lot easier. From what Red Son remembers, however, he knows they’re not in the best control of their visions. He’ll just have to take what he can get and inform Father, Mother, and Mother Lihua about it.
Yet something felt off about the vision the clairvoyant had told him about.
He recalls the look on their face when he and the noodle boy had finished their little discussion. It had only lasted a second, quickly falling back into a more tired, slightly worried, expression. But Red Son caught it. A look of pure, absolute dread on their face… as if they had seen something truly horrific.
They had seen something else in that vision that they didn’t tell him. As much as Red Son wished to hound the clairvoyant to tell him, he knows the rules. Not only is it an omen to deny a celestial blessing, it is also an omen to try to push a clairvoyant to tell you more from their vision. There was clearly something in the premonition they had that they didn’t want to tell Red Son. He has no choice but to leave it at that.
Whatever it was, it’s most likely best left unsaid.
Red Son steps into his territory, knowing full well the detection seals are going off right now. Father and Mother must be fretting up a storm, if he’s to assume Mother Lihua explained to them what happened. He sighs quietly, double-checking himself to make sure he was clean of any blood or soot or disgusting webbing on him, and his clothes were in pristine condition.
He steps along the main road along his territory, leading to the palace where he resides. He does one more look over of himself, lightly rubbing at his chin. It still ached somewhat from when his chin had collided with the stone, but it’s to be expected. Even if healing magic worked wonders, ghost pains will always be there, slowly fading with time. Otherwise, he looks as though he never left home.
He makes it maybe three steps up the stairs leading to the palace before he finds a familiar little demon hopping his way. He sighs again, shaking his head as he continues walking, waiting for the two-foot tall gerbil demon to skitter to his side and hopping up the steps with him now.
“Young master, young master!”
“Yes, Xing Gui, what is it now?”
Xing Gui looks over his little clipboard, speaking in his fast, somewhat disjointed speech, “Master and mistress want to see young master. Mistress monkey told them. Told master and mistress. About young master’s adventure! Also, also,” they reach the top of the steps as he continues to follow Red Son and say, “young master told Xing Gui. Told Xing Gui to remind young master of experiment.”
“Which one?” He asks as the guards open the doors for him. The foyer is as grand and clean as ever. Not a single tapestry out of place. Several servants stop what they’re doing to bow to him in greeting. He nods back, allowing them to get back to work.
“The plant. Big one. Eats things. Almost ate Xing Gui. Grew bigger earlier.”
Red Son groans, “I told you not to get too close to it! It’s a carnivore and will eat almost anything that moves.” He rubs his face and asks, “How much bigger did it get?”
“Grew two inches!” Xing Gui proudly pronounces, hopping in joy. “Didn't eat Xing Gui. Xing Gui too fast.”
“Good, good. It’s going as planned, then,” Red Son hums softly. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out the Louxia Hongshi. “Take this to the lab. Do not do anything else with it, understand?”
“Yes, yes!” His little paws take the ruby out of Red Son’s hands. “Master and mistress and mistress monkey. Waiting for young master in dining hall. I go now. I go.” Then he’s hopping down the hall towards Red Son’s lab.
Always such an excitable little goblin, isn’t he?
Mmm, either way, he was a much better personal assistant than the last one was. As hyperactive and sometimes annoying the gerbil can get, Red Son won’t deny he prefers Xing Gui over the other personal assistants he’s had over the years. Now that that was taken care of, he can face the music of Father and Mother’s reactions.
The walk to the dining hall was quick, his footsteps echoing along the grand halls of the palace. As he expected, Fengshe was already there, leaning against the wall by the door. He lifts his head and tips his hat up to meet Red Son’s eyes.
“How are they…?” Red Son finds himself asking, anxiety racking his bones. He knows he’s not in any real trouble, aside from his mistake with the clairvoyant. He just hates making Mother fret, and Father doesn’t need more stress on his shoulders.
“The usual,” says Fengshe, as unhelpful as ever. He shrugs one shoulder and pushes himself off the wall. “You already know how mothers are. Uncle Ox seems fine, but who knows? Maybe he’s worried on the inside.”
The exact opposite that Red Son wanted. He must’ve made a face or looked some form of pathetic (which he’s extremely embarrassed of because the Red Son should never be pathetic!!), because Fengshe patted his shoulder reassuringly. “Parents are always gonna worry over their kids, little brother. C’mon.” He nods his head to the door, and Red Son nods.
Let’s get this over with…
He takes a deep breath, before opening them and stepping inside with Fengshe. As expected, Mother was pacing while Father was sitting in his chair at the head of the long mahogany table. Nearby Mother Lihua stood, looking at something on her phone. Must be talking to Monkey King, if Red Son is to assume.
The moment they see Red Son step in, he feels a light gust of wind and Mother is in front of him now, looking over his face. “My son,” she huffs, brushing his hair from his face, “are you well? Lihua told us there was an incident… You’re alright, yes?”
“I’m fine, Mother,” he grumbles, but lets her do a full body check nonetheless. “Nothing I couldn’t handle.”
“I told you he would be alright,” Father says with a light sigh, standing from his seat and walking over to the two of them. Even as he says that, Red Son can feel his eyes scanning over Red Son’s body, searching for any injuries as well. Fengshe had already stepped off to the side, taking his spot by Mother Lihua and silently observing.
“How in the underworld did you get this, then? This is fresh.” Mother asks as she runs her thumb along the scar on his chin.
“M—Mother, please,” he sputters out as she sniffs him.
Her nose scrunches up. “And you smell…”
Blast. I knew the last of that stupid perfume wouldn’t be enough to cover all their scents.
Father bends down to sniff his hair, then leans back. “You smell of celestial blessings… and dragon?” He hums softly. “What have you been up to, my son?”
“I—well—” he grumbles, rubbing at his neck. “It was… an eventful trip to the markets with Mother Lihua…”
It takes him a short while to explain in detail what happened with the clairvoyant, the noodle boy, and his useless companions. If anything, Red Son’s half surprised and half not surprised that Mother Lihua didn’t give full details of the events with Spider Queen. No doubt, she wanted him to relay it rather than have Mother and Father hear it secondhand from her.
Red Son sat at the dining table with them all, weaving the tale to them as they all sat in silence, listening with unreadable expressions. Red Son chooses to leave out certain details (such as his talk with the noodle boy) for after, but tells them the rest. Especially the vision the clairvoyant told him.
Once he’s finished telling them, Father heaves a sigh. “Spider Queen… that wretched woman is undeserving of her title as an Overlord here. Though your choice in allies for assisting you in acquiring the Louxia Hongshi are… questionable at best—” he reaches out and pats Red Son’s head “—I am just happy you are mostly unharmed.”
Red Son grumbles softly, pushing Father’s hand away and scratching at his cheek. “I promise to you both, I’m fine. My injuries were nothing severe, and they healed fast enough, did they not?”
“The cub also did an immaculate job healing that split chin of yours,” Mother Lihua comments with a smile.
Ugh, why must she remind him of that? It’s already bad enough he let that peasant touch him!
“Still leaving behind some scarring,” Mother hums as she looks over his chin again. “But—your father is right. You’re safe. Nothing else happened, did it?”
“Mmm… not exactly,” Red Son rubs at the back of his neck now, making a face. “As per our contract, the clairvoyant had a vision for me for… future experiments. As I said, it’s—”
“That particular detail can wait,” Mother Lihua cuts in, placing her hand on the table. “As I wish for us to discuss what I told you two earlier.” She side-glances Mother and Father, leaning back in her chair and crossing her arms. “I want to know every last detail of what happened when you first met MK and the oracle.”
“Ah—right—that…” Red Son sighs and lowers his gaze to his folded hands. Blast it, he wanted to avoid this conversation. It was already infuriating enough talking about it with the clairvoyant themselves and then the noodle boy right after. He knows, though, it’s unavoidable.
Mother’s frown matches Red Son’s, down to the slight wrinkle at the corner of her mouth. She nods, and is the one to explain it. Sometimes, Red Son would contribute his side, and Father would speak, but it was mostly Mother explaining everything. From when Red Son and Mother arrived at the cudgel, to the clairvoyant suddenly showing up, and Father almost making the contract with them, right down to the noodle boy interrupting it all.
The entire time, Fengshe and Mother Lihua didn’t speak a word. The entire time, they both had unreadable expressions. The entire time, Red Son’s anxiety grew. Even if they weren’t his birth family, he still grew up with Fengshe, and was still raised by Mother Lihua. They’re as much his family as his mother and father, and disappointing them was the last thing he wanted to do.
It was inevitable.
They were going to be disappointed no matter what.
A sloppily handled situation…
Mother Lihua closes her eyes and takes a slow, deep breath. She opens them, and like a flower reaching bloom, her hands open, and she holds them out to Red Son, Mother, and Father. “Do you realize what you three have done?” She asks.
Father already looks displeased, and he holds his head high, proud and unrelenting. “What we would have done was protect an oracle from certain death or enslavement.”
“I dunno, Uncle Ox,” Fengshe comments, leaning back in his chair and fiddling with one of the blades attached to his hat. “Seems like the whole ‘join us or die’ ultimatum was pretty much enslavement.”
“Nephew,” says Mother. “Understand that while it was done in haste, it wouldn’t have been enslavement. They would have privileges, protection—”
“A gilded cage,” he interrupts, keeping her gaze. “Is still a cage, Auntie Iron. I didn’t even talk to them, and I could tell just from one look they’re just as traumatized as a seasoned Celestial war veteran. You and little brother definitely weren’t the first, and probably won’t be the last to make a fucked up deal like that. So, yeah, there’s no good excuse for how that was handled.”
“You will not speak to my wife that way, boy,” Father snarls, leaning over the table. Fengshe remains unmoving.
“Speak to her in what way? The truth?” Fengshe scoffs, looking at the blades again. “Good intentions or not, you kinda fucked over your relationship with that one.”
Mother Lihua claps her hands twice, immediately silencing everyone. Red Son knows the gesture all too well. It meant that everyone needed to stop fighting and sit down. Father snarls a second time, deeper, angrier, but he sits down and looks at Mother Lihua.
“Your son needs better disciplining.”
“My son is correct, Lord Ox,” she retaliates, keeping his heated gaze. “As brash as it was, he’s right. You may have gone in with the good intention to protect that clairvoyant from future dangers, but you only brought harm to your relationship with them by giving such an ultimatum.”
She looks at Mother, then Red Son, saying, “It doesn’t matter what the situation was. You both let your fear of the ‘what-ifs’ control you into acting rashly and with haste. Lord Ox, your involvement is no exception, either.” She makes a gesture as she continues to speak, “A garden is not grown through haste and panic, but through patience and care. Though the relationship between you three and the clairvoyant has started out negatively, it’s never too late to rectify the mistake and nurture a powerful companionship with them.”
“Not just for their visions, either,” Fengshe states now. “If all you’re gonna do is mend the bond just to get visions out of them, might as well just stop right there.”
Mother Lihua nods. “Exactly that.” After a short pause, she speaks once more, “Allow me to simplify this. A contract is a contract, and forcing them to sign it is to reject their own free will. Hence why it can be argued and seen as slavery in the eyes of others.” She massages her temple and sighs. “You’re not required to rectify this error, of course. You shouldn’t, however, expect their reactions towards you to be positive should any of you see them again.”
Father looks as unhappy as Red Son expected, snorting and glaring off to the side. Mother, meanwhile, lowers her head with a breath. She huffs a small laugh, bitter and humorless. “Always right, aren’t you, Lihua?”
“Not always,” Mother Lihua smiles, though her eyes remain distant. “I’ve made my own mistakes before, and I’ve learned from them. All I ever offer is my own experience and advice, as I always have.” She reaches over, placing a hand on Mother’s shoulder, and meets Father’s gaze.
“If there is one thing I promise to all three of you, it is that I will do everything in my power to ensure the Celestial Realm doesn’t tear you apart again,” she says now, her voice steady and filled with promise.
Red Son’s chest clenches and swells. He coughs and cleans his glasses, unable to meet her eyes. He’s not getting teary-eyed, do you hear? Red Son never gets teary-eyed! He’s simply cleaning his glasses and blinking rapidly. Nothing to do with tears.
Those words seem to calm Father from his irritation, his shoulders slumping and his head hanging. He reaches over and places his hand over Mother Lihua’s, still resting on Mother’s shoulder. “You have helped my wife and son all these years I’ve been gone… for that, I am grateful, Lihua.” He frowns, looking as if he were to say more, but merely shakes his head and pulls away.
What was Father going to say…?
Mother Lihua noticed it too, judging from the look on her face, but she simply nods with a smile. “Of course, Lord Ox. It was the least I could do.” She pulls away from Mother and sighs, then says, “Now… shall we discuss the vision little fish had for you, my torch?”
“Ah, right, yes Mother Lihua,” Red Son clears his throat one more time and puts his glasses back on. “As I said, they told me that, well, something is going to take over his mind, and make him unable to discern friend from foe.”
“Something that eats at his mind…” Mother looks thoughtful as she, Father, and Mother Lihua look at one another. “A disease is unlikely, so it must be either curse or possession. But it has to be powerful for it to actually do something to your mind, darling.”
“Indeed,” Father says with a nod, “Caution must be practiced with any new, unknown artifacts we acquire. The last thing I desire is to put either of you in serious danger.” He regards both Red Son and Mother with a much softer look, reaching out to them and sighing. He pulls them close, lowering his head and bumping it against theirs. “I will not lose either of you again…”
Red Son’s chest clenches and twists, raising his hand and gripping at Father’s fur. He shuts his eyes tight, bumping his head against Father’s horn. “You won’t, Father. And we won’t lose you, either.”
Mother sighs softly, wrapping one arm around Red Son and the other around Father. She gives Red Son a kiss on the forehead first, then kisses Father. “Nothing shall tear us apart again.”
There’s a brief moment of silence between the three of them, before they collectively pull away.
Fengshe speaks up, his voice quieter than usual, a sign that he was thinking aloud, “What if it’s not just a cursed, sentient artifact? What if it’s a spirit that possesses him?”
“It’s also highly likely…” Mother Lihua hums, tugging at her lower lip in thought. “Though the Age of Marrow is over, there are still plenty of spirits lingering, wandering, lost.”
“Is there one powerful enough to take over my love, though?” Asks Mother, her face etched in concern.
“In truth, I don’t know,” she admits. “I’ll have to get in contact with Auntie, see if I can get any information from her about the spirits still wandering the land.”
“Auntie?” Father huffs and shakes his head in disapproval. “That huli jing can’t be trusted, and you know that, Lihua.”
“Oh, you’re just still sour about your last encounter with her.” The teasing smile on Mother Lihua’s face tells Red Son that there’s definitely a story behind that, especially with how Father refuses to look at her. It makes him curious about Father’s last encounter with Auntie, but perhaps now isn’t the best time to ask such a thing.
“It is not just that,” Father lets out a snort, crossing his arms and looking her over. “Her and her siblings always want a price. Especially that Huyao.”
“Huyao’s a merchant, through and through,” says Mother Lihua. “He’ll always make a bargain if he knows it’s worth it, or if it’ll be fun. It’s just the huli jing way. Worry not, I’ll speak with her on my own and let you all know of my findings later.”
“Why not ask the clairvoyant for help, too?” Fengshe asks, sitting up and stretching. His tail flicks off to the side, resting his chin in his hand and his elbows on the table. Rude, but a clear sign he’s getting bored with the conversation. “They can see the future and stuff, right? Just ask for a favor from them.”
“That’ll come later,” she says, patting his head. “Unless you wish to make that your own personal mission, my son?”
That makes Fengshe grin, his eyes twinkling with mischief. “A mission for little ol’ Fengshe? Why, don’t mind if I do.” He stands and puts his hat on, adjusting it just right and leaning down to kiss Mother Lihua’s cheek. “I know this conversation is very important, and I’m having so much fun listening to it and contributing, buuuuut…” He doesn’t even finish the sentence before he’s vanishing in a puff of smoke.
A beat of silence passes, before Mother snickers softly, and Mother Lihua follows after. Father rolls his eyes and shakes his head. “He’s too much like your other boys.”
That only makes Mother Lihua laugh, the sound soft but true. “All those years in theater certainly didn’t help him, either. You should watch one of his performances, Lord Ox. It’s quite the sight to see.”
Red Son fidgets slightly as the conversation moves to a lighter topic, a small frown as he thinks back to what the noodle boy said.
He would never say it out loud… but blast it the noodle boy was right. It doesn’t make sense that Father is so adamant about getting vengeance on Monkey King for what he’s done. He knows some stories, but not all. He knows of Father being Sworn Brothers with the Monkey King, Uncle Lion, Yellowtusk, Peng, and Six-Eared Macaque. He knows almost all of them have passed on now, save for Uncle Lion and—obviously—Monkey King.
Even in the extremely rare moments that Uncle Lion visited the Undercity to see Red Son and Mother, he never spoke a word of it. Mother Lihua would simply tell him that it’s not her story to tell, and that Father and Monkey King’s falling out was bad.
It’s just like how the noodle boy described it with Monkey King… Uncle Lion had this distant look in his eyes. Like he was trying to forget what happened. Dissociating. Mother Lihua, meanwhile, would look saddened by it all.
Father touches his head, pulling him out of his thoughts. “Why are you so quiet, my son? What plagues your mind?”
“I—” His frown only deepens.
Should I even ask?
Would Father answer?
I hate that the noodle boy was right, but… it doesn’t make much sense…
“I was just… well—the noodle boy and I—had a small chat…” He starts, staring at his hands as he speaks, “It was an interesting conversation, to say the least. But it involved the falling out between you and Monkey King, Father… He spoke of how odd it was, considering you both were Sworn Brothers… Mother never spoke much of it, and neither did Uncle Lion in his rare visits. Mother—Mother Lihua said that you would tell me, one day.
“It’s—It wasn’t like he was trying to get me to betray you! I would never do such a thing!!” He says quickly, relaxing as Father puts a reassuring hand on his shoulder. He sighs and says, “I suppose his words just… made me wonder… what happened between you two, Father?”
There was more loaded into that question. More that he knows he can’t say in front of Mother Lihua, or it’ll anger her.
What crimes did Monkey King commit that he must pay for?
Why must we work so hard to enact vengeance on him when he clearly hasn't done anything since your release?
Mother Lihua doesn’t yet know about the desire for vengeance, and it’s best kept that way.
The silence felt deafening. Red Son slowly looks up at his parents, who’s faces had fallen to a mixture of hurt and disarray.
Mother looks to Father, putting her hand on his arm. She spoke softly, almost a whisper, “Darling… I think it’s time you tell him…”
Father closes his eyes—more like squeezing them shut—before his shoulders slump and he nods. “Come, my son.” He stands, gesturing for Red Son to follow, so he does.
Father guides him towards the kitchens—more specifically the storeroom. “Sun Wukong’s successor,” he starts as he begins looking around, picking up various bottles and reading the labels. “He seems to be… different from his mentor.”
As if a fuse just went off, Red Son groans, “He is! It’s uncanny! He’s so—so nice, Father! I don’t get how someone can be so blasted kind all the time! You want to know what he said to me?!” A hum from him as he hands Red Son a few bottles of liquor, urging him to continue, “He spoke of how he follows a ‘golden rule’ of always treating people like they're family, and they’ll do the same back!”
“An odd mindset to carry…” Father comments, grabbing a basket and beginning to fill it. “Why in the heavens, earth, and underworld did Sun Wukong choose him as a successor?”
“That’s what I said!!” Red Son shakes his head. “I don’t understand it—he’s talking about being friends! Just because he wants to be!”
The basket is loaded up with various fruits and meats that Father then takes into the kitchen, beginning to descale the fish he had grabbed and cooking it up. All while Red Son continues to speak, “I don’t understand how a mortal boy could go from being so angry one second and then so—so kind and friendly the next!”
Father looks at him momentarily with a raised brow. “So angry? At what?”
“Well—” he suddenly fidgets and clears his throat, “Excuse my language, Father, but he went apeshit momentarily in Spider Queen’s lair. Something about seeing the clairvoyant get hurt, it—just triggered something in him.” He crosses his arms, his brows furrowing as he remembers it. He’s never seen someone—human or demon or otherwise—go so feral in a split second like that.
It’s almost like the noodle boy wasn’t completely human.
“What confused me even more was the fact that he was blaming himself for it, too!” Red Son rubs his face and cleans off his glasses. “Saying he doesn’t like being angry like that or some malarkey. He’s an odd case, I assure you.”
Father hums. “Sun Wukong would feel justified in his anger if it were him. Perhaps the boy is different from his mentor.”
“Very different.”
Red Son watches Father cook up several dishes before plating them and putting them on a tray. He guides Red Son down a series of halls, carrying the tray of dishes while Red Son carries a basket of fruits, vegetables, and various liquors. He wants to ask where they’re going with all this food and drink, but chooses to stay silent for now.
In time, he’ll be told. He just needs to be patient.
They walk towards an intricately carved door where two guards stand. Red Son falters in his step for a moment, blinking owlishly as the guards open the doors for them.
The restricted wing…?
Mother said I wasn’t to enter here until Father said I could…
“Come, my son,” Father calls to him, making Red Son hurry to catch up.
Having never been down this wing before, he takes a moment to eye up the halls. It’s as intricate as the rest of the palace, obviously, but what really catches his eye are the decorations. Various tapestries of moments in history, depicting Father with several other familiar but not familiar individuals.
Several paintings hastily covered by cloth hang from the walls as well. Some were normal portraits of the Bull Family while Red Son was still much too young to remember them. Others had Azure Lion in them. And others still had Uncle Lion, Father, Monkey King, and three other individuals who Red Son recognizes as the Golden-Winged Peng, Yellowtusk the Wise, and Six-Eared Macaque.
One particular painting, however, hastily covered like the rest, had Red Son pausing. He looks over it, blinking as his eyes slowly widen. The painting was a peaceful setting, one of Father and Mother with a baby Red Son himself in their lap, smiling down at him. And on either side of his parents, were Monkey King and Six-Eared Macaque, crouched down and looking at Red Son with pride and joy.
He jumps slightly when a clawed hand grabs at the blanket and pulls it over the painting, looking over to see Father’s eyes shut tight. He takes a slow, deep breath. Then he turns and keeps walking, wordless, but Red Son knows the silent request to follow.
They walk up to a door, no guards present. Father opens it, stepping in and holding it for Red Son to come in after.
The room was possibly of medium size or slightly larger. Aside from the light decoration of the wood, the walls were barren of any tapestries or paintings. The lingering scent of incense wafted through the air, mingling with the soft flickering of light hanging from above. Paper lanterns hung on the ceiling, giving the room a gentle and warm hue. Father steps forward, lighting several candles with a flick of his wrist, further lighting up the room.
Three statues rest within the room with a table resting in front of each one. The statue to the left was of a bird—the Golden-Winged Peng. The statue to the right was of an elephant—Yellowtusk the Wise. The statue directly ahead was of a monkey. For a moment Red Son thinks it’s Monkey King, but when he looks closer, he notices the extra ears that were carved into the stone.
It’s not Monkey King… it’s the Six-Eared Macaque.
It’s as Red Son watches Father place the various drinks and foods on the table that another realization hits him.
This is a shrine for them.
There’s a heavy silence that falls over him as he watches Father grab several sticks of incense, lighting each one before giving some to him. He stands by Father, closing his eyes and pressing his hands together whilst holding the incense in offering to the three shrines. Not a word is spoken at this moment, Red Son knowing just from the air within the room that it’s not the time for such a thing.
The silence wasn’t deafening or suffocating. It was more somber. A silence that always came when paying respects to the dead.
Red Son places his incense sticks into the bowls with Father, his gaze lingering on the other plates within the room. He notices the plates of food that were here prior are encircled by flowers, a clear sign of Mother Lihua.
How many times has she come here to pay tribute to them…?
Father takes the plates and sets them aside, allowing the flowers to burn to ash. Then, he places his hand on the table in front of the Golden-Wing Peng’s statue, his head hung low. “Peng’s eyes were sharper than any blade, able to see through nearly anything. They could see into the heavens, the underworld, anywhere they set their gaze upon.” There’s the ghost of a smile on his face as he says, “They could make out the details on a cicada’s wings from miles away… and they were arrogant because of their sharp eyes. They believed they could do anything—always claiming nothing could get past them. For a spell, they were right… nothing got past them. Until…”
He closes his eyes, his hands clenching into fists. “Until Flower Fruit was attacked…” Red Son steps closer, staring up at Father as he listens intently. He’s only heard these stories in passing whispers between Uncle Lion, Mother Lihua, and Mother. Never once has he actively heard of the details. While he scarcely believes Father would do so—and he can’t blame Father for not wanting to—he still listens with bated breath.
Father continues to speak, “Flower Fruit Mountain was once a home for everyone who didn’t belong. And it was wrongfully attacked because of the Heavenly Realm’s hurt pride,” he snarls. “And—Peng—that foolish bird sacrificed themselves to save a litter of monkey cubs…” He sucks in a breath and exhales. “That foolish… foolishly brave and just bird…”
A noble soul to ensure only their life was taken in place of a litter of children…
I can’t help but both commend them and oppose their decision…
If they didn’t simply give their own life away like that, they would still be here…
Red Son doesn’t say that, though. He knows not to say such things during moments like this.
Father now turns towards the statue of Yellowtusk the Wise, stepping over and sighing heavily. “My brother… Yellowtusk the Wise… he was a true demon who could sway the most stubborn of hearts. He knew what to say, when to say it. He was the one many of our brothers—myself included—confided in when our minds were troubled…”
Once more, a smile almost dons Father’s face as he looks up at the statue. “Off the battlefield, his heart was gentle, caring. On the battlefield, he was a stalwart shield who never let anyone get past him.” He sighs, letting his head fall low. “When Brother Monkey—” he lets out a frustrated snort, shaking his head and clenching his hand into a fist “—when Sun Wukong was trapped under the Five Elements Mountain… we had hoped to free him from his imprisonment… we did not expect the sheer amount of guards they’d have there.
“All to keep their precious prisoner under their thumb… We were forced to retreat, but not without scars to remind us of our mistake that we had made in haste…” He trails his thumb along a large scar on his arm, making Red Son frown.
“And… Yellowtusk the Wise…?” He asks, quiet, quiet.
“He was a stalwart shield who never let anyone get past him,” Father says again. “He ensured our escape… and also ensured his life was the only one that was lost that day…”
He takes a slow, deep breath, turning his back to Red Son. From behind, Red Son can see a gesture Father makes. He can already safely assume Father was wiping tears from his eyes.
Another life sacrificed because the heavens didn’t want to lose their precious prisoner…
I can’t help but wonder what life would have been like were they all still here…
Father now stands in front of the Six-Eared Macaque statue, staring up at it. “And, of course, Six-Eared Macaque… his strength may not have compared to that of Sun Wukong’s, but he made up for it in his intelligence. He made up for it in his speed. Brother Six was always a quick thinker and good at it. He was a brilliant monkey… with brilliant ideas.
“And he… was my closest friend. My dearest brother,” he takes another deep breath. “There were many nights we would share simply talking until the morning. Other days we would spar, and every time he would always win, telling me ‘You’re still too slow, Brother Ox! You use your muscles so much, but not the most important one!’ I knew he did it to tease and to get me determined to think more than simply attacking blindly… it is him I have to thank for being the strategist I am today.”
He falls silent for a long, long time. Red Son takes a hesitant step forward, placing his hand on Father’s arm. Father tenses, but relaxes soon after, reaching out and planting his hand on Red Son’s shoulder, tugging him closer. The weight of the silence presses down on them like the weight of the ocean, amplifying the unspoken grief that hangs heavily in the air. Time seems to stand still as they share a profound connection, a silent understanding passing between them.
Red Son asks, still so quiet, now unsure if he even wants the answer, “Father… what happened…?”
Father doesn’t answer at first, simply keeping his head low and taking slow, deep breaths, his thumb gently running along Red Son’s shoulder.
Then, after several moments of silence, he finally says, “Brother Six was the lover of Sun Wukong… the two were inseparable, loyal… They loved each other more than anything.” His grip on Red Son’s shoulder tightens slightly. “And yet—” he chokes for a second and shakes his head, exhaling harshly, smoke billowing out of his nostrils.
“And yet Sun Wukong sought it right to kill his own lover.”
Father’s words struck Red Son worse than any blow ever could. A whirlwind of conflicting emotions brewed within him. His heart pounded and pounded and pounded in his ears.
Sure, Red Son already knew from plenty of novels and stories that Monkey King had murdered Six-Eared Macaque. It doesn’t stop his stomach from dropping. Perhaps it’s because he has this new knowledge of the two being past lovers—or even lovers until their deadly fight. He knew they were close, but partners? How has that not made it into the history books? Did someone alter it, take it out of history?
His mind raced, trying to reconcile how or why Monkey King would do such a thing, trying to find some kind of reason, but he only came up blank.
How could someone capable of such love turn into a merciless killer?
The questions churn within him, threatening to consume his every thought.
The image of the painting flashes in his mind. The one with his family and Monkey King and the Six-Eared Macaque. The image of the two monkeys sitting so close to each other, their tails coiled around one another. The way their smiles shined and their postures relaxed. It was a clear and cut image of pure love between them.
And yet—
His mind painted a new image of the same painting, but the imagery of the Six-Eared Macaque was violently ripped out. His eyes widen as he stares at his hands. Dark flames dance along his hands and arms, hungrily licking upwards, reacting to his increasingly unstable emotional state. He takes a slow, deep breath, shutting his eyes and calming the fires within him.
Calm… calm… remember where you are…
The fires quell, and his heartbeat no longer makes his ears ring.
“Why?” Red Son finds himself asking. His voice shook with a mixture of confusion and anger, “Why would he do that to his own partner?! How could he kill his lover?!”
Father shakes his head, his eyes remaining shut tight. His own voice trembles with restrained rage and sorrow as he says, “He had long become a celestial lapdog—obedient to their orders and desires… It matters not why he did it. It only matters that he did.”
He sighs heavily, squeezing Red Son against his side before standing up straight and looking at the statue. “He is not the Brother Monkey that I used to know… He is no longer the monkey who cared dearly for others, who wished for nothing more than a place for anyone and everyone to belong.”
He looks at Red Son now, and it’s here Red Son can see just how tired Father looks. Tired and sad. “The Brother Monkey that I knew… is dead,” he says, his voice softer than Red Son has ever heard Father speak. “I no longer care for vengeance against him imprisoning me… I care no longer for fighting the Heavenly Realm… I only care to ensure the spirit of Brother Six… of your uncle may be laid to rest, once and for all.”
And yet, despite the sheer tiredness in his eyes, there was an unwavering resolve that always shined in them. His grip tightens slightly on Red Son’s shoulder as he continues to speak, gesturing to the statues within the room, “We carry their memories, their sacrifices, within us. We shall honor their spirits by forging a path that upholds the values they cherished.” He sighs, his head lowering slightly. “While we cannot change the past… we can shape the future. Together, the three of us—you, me, and your mother—shall seek justice for our Brother Six, and lay his soul to rest.”
Red Son nods slowly, feeling the weight of Father’s words laying heavy on his shoulders.
How long has he carried this with him? How long has Father bore this burden?
Much, much too long, it feels…
“And… Mother Lihua?” He asks now. “What about her? Surely, she must know something.” Something behind why Monkey King would do this. “She raised them both, did she not? Surely…”
Father shakes his head. “She cannot know, my son. She may have raised them both, but Sun Wukong was her first child, and Brother Six did not come until later. No matter what… I fear she will always take Sun Wukong’s side.” He sighs, as if disappointed. He shakes his head. “She is a wise woman, a kind one, but she is a mother first and foremost… So no, she and Fengshe mustn’t know of our plans. Sometimes… it is easier to ask for forgiveness, than for permission.”
The room exuded a solemn stillness, the air heavy with the scent of freshly burning incense that mingled with the faint hint of aged wood and freshly cooked fish. The soft candlelight flickered, casting dancing shadows on the walls, while the gentle glow of the paper lanterns overhead painted the room in a warm, golden hue. The silence wrapped around them like a velvet cloak, punctuated by the crackling of the lit candles and the distant echoes of their own breaths.
It doesn’t feel good, keeping such a secret from his second mother, or from Fengshe. But if it means that Six-Eared Macaque—that Uncle Six’s soul can rest… then so be it.
“I understand, Father,” Red Son says, looking up at the statue. “I will do what I can to ensure that Uncle Six’s soul may finally rest peacefully.”
○ ○ ○
The halls were eerily silent, broken only by the hushed sound of their footsteps. Red Son dare not speak, the weight of the revelations and promises pressing upon him like a suffocating fog. Every step felt heavier, as if the very ground beneath him carried the burden of a thousand forgotten secrets.
Why would Monkey King do that to someone Father claims he loved so dearly? It made not a lick of sense. If he and Uncle Six were as close as Father claims—inseparable, loyal, and loving—then why kill him?
He remembers the noodle boy’s words echoing in the recesses of his memory.
“Everyone has a reason for doing the things they do…”
Then what was Monkey King’s reasoning for killing Uncle Six?
His heart raced, caught between a desire to unravel the mysteries before him and a fear of what he might discover. He will not falter in assisting Father with enacting vengeance. Never will he falter in that. But… he has to know. He can’t explain why—it’s just a feeling in his chest. A feeling he’s always had. A feeling to discover the unknown. A feeling to unlock any mystery in his path to better obtain his goal.
He parts ways with Father once they exit the wing, his head filled with thoughts and his heart heavy. No doubt Mother and Mother Lihua would want to know his thoughts on things, but he must get to work. He has so much work to do now and there’s so little time to do it.
He rushes into his bedroom and removes his coat, running his fingers through his hair as he yanks his ponytail free. His fiery hair remains standing for a split second before cascading down his back, and he grumbles, “What to do, what to do…”
He begins pacing in his room, pinching his chin whilst his tail whips behind him. Getting information wasn’t going to be easy. Especially not when it came to information on Monkey King. Finding out the ‘why’ to something was never going to be a walk in the park for any task—but Red Son was never one to turn down a challenge!
Perhaps… perhaps he could—
He spots something on the floor by his jacket. A slip of paper. Did it fall out of his pocket when he took his jacket off?
He blinks, his brow furrowing in confusion. “What…?” He steps over and picks it up. “I don’t remember having you in my pocket…”
He turns the paper over and finds a series of numbers, as well as a note and a little doodle.
I hope one day we can be friends and share a bowl of noodles together! :D
- MK “Noodle Boy”
The series of numbers was a phone number. His phone number—the noodle boy’s phone number.
The doodle was just of the noodle boy smiling like a moron and Red Son looking angry while breathing fire. He doesn’t look like that! How humiliating to have his image renditioned in such a way!
When in the underworld did he slip this into Red Son’s pocket? How did Red Son not notice him do such a thing?!
He should burn this. Burn it and be rid of it.
He’ll do it right now, even!
He’s going to burn it right now!
Right now!
…
…
…
○ ○ ○
Red Son angrily taps on his phone three days later, his face scrunched into annoyance and anger.
Red Son:
By no means does this make us friends.
The response was almost instant.
Noodle Boy:
Not yet! 。^‿^。
But you didn’t burn the note
And you have my number now
So it’s only a matter of time
Until the friendship hits ┬┴┬┴┤ω・)
Red Son:
You are disgustingly naive.
How did you even slip this note into my pocket?!
Noodle Boy:
I have my ways
Red Son:
You will refrain from doing so again, or I will rightfully cut your hand off.
And if you share this number with anyone —especially the dragon girl—I will have you severely punished, do you understand me?!
Noodle Boy:
Don’t worry, don’t worry! I won’t tell anyone!
She miiiiight know I slipped my number to you since she kinda saw it
But she’s also kinda assuming you burned it
So I can play into the idea you just burned it and never texted me
Red Son:
Lying to your own friend?
Not what I expected from a soft-hearted noodle boy like you.
Noodle Boy:
I am a keeper of secrets ( ◡‿◡ )
There are a lot of things Mei doesn’t know bc I didn’t tell her
Same for my teacher and sib
Sometimes it’s better to just keep it quiet for now and see how things go
Rather than let them explode with all these expectations of what’s gonna happen
Red Son:
If you weren’t the Monkey King’s successor, I would believe you to be a fellow demon from the Undercity.
Noodle Boy:
I’ll take that as a compliment!^▽^
I won’t be able to chat for long, I got training soon, buuuut was there anything you wanted to talk about?
Red Son stares at his phone, leaning back in his lab chair. He chews at the end of his pen—a nasty habit no one has ever been able to beat out of him—as he thinks. He could try talking to the noodle boy about this. In turn, he can get in contact with the clairvoyant, which was his end goal in all of this anyway.
He can get his information from the clairvoyant by asking for a premonition from them. It’ll either end in a contract or a favor for a favor, either one he’s willing to go through with so long as he gets the information he wants. Perhaps he could get to the clairvoyant easier if he tries going through the noodle boy first… who seems… surprisingly willing to cooperate with Red Son for some reason.
Hmm…
He taps his phone.
Red Son:
Yes, actually.
I spoke with Father about what you said to me the other day.
He had… concerning words to share.
Noodle Boy:
Oh… hmm… actually, is it okay if we call?
My hands are kinda full rn and I feel like this’ll need some attention
Only if you’re okay with it!
…
Red Son:
Ugh, fine.
Red Son double-checks the seals in his lab to ensure no one will be able to come in without knocking. Then he makes sure to put up some muffle seals for good measure. He does not want anyone finding out he’s speaking with the noodle boy of all people on the phone. Fengshe will only stop teasing him when he’s dead.
Red Son answers the incoming call from the noodle boy, raising a brow as he watches the phone camera fumble somewhat, hearing the noodle boy mutter, “Ah— shit —wait—”
The phone is adjusted rightfully and set on something, before Red Son gets a face full of the noodle boy’s bright smile. “There we go!”
It really is like that of a sun. So blastedly bright.
Red Son can somewhat make out the noodle boy’s bedroom. As expected, the walls are covered in Monkey King posters and hanging lanterns in the shapes of clouds. He won’t deny he’s surprised to see the noodle boy’s hair styled down and not spiked upwards like it usually is. His dark hair was shoulder-length, framing his face and making the freckles on his cheeks more prominent.
He looks… surprisingly nice with his hair down—
Wait why in the underworld did I just think that.
Red Son shakes his head, placing his phone on the mount nearby and crossing his arms. He opens his mouth to speak, but the noodle boy interrupts him, “Woah, is that your lab? That’s so cool!!”
Red Son clears his throat and glances behind him, specifically towards Experiment-384—the giant plant he was currently growing as per a contract for Overlord Zinnia. “Mmm, yes—”
“What’s that giant plant do? Does it eat other plants or does it eat people? Oooooh, I see a cool looking ruby too!!” The noodle boy keeps gawking as he leans closer to the camera—as if that’ll let him see better. Then he remembers himself and shakes his head. “Right—right! Serious talk! Sorry, go ahead—you were gonna talk about the stuff with your dad?”
“No, no, by all means keep gawking at my laboratory!” Red Son waves his hand and rolls his eyes, but he won’t deny the bit of pride he felt swelling in his chest. It’s not often he gets to see or hear people be impressed or even interested in his experiments aside from his own parents. Noodle boy or not… it felt nice.
The noodle boy laughs, a small dusting of pink on his cheeks. “Sorry, sorry, I get excited pretty easily sometimes. So—serious time—” he takes a breath and nods “—go on, I’m listening!”
His head lowers and Red Son can see a pencil moving. Is he writing something? Drawing something?
Why is Red Son even interested? He has more important matters!
Ugh—the stupid noodle boy distracting him in such ways.
“Yes,” he clears his throat, “I had… spoken with Father about the falling out between him and Monkey King the other day… Do you know of the Six-Eared Macaque?”
○ ○ ○
The look on the noodle boy’s face was—to say the least—horrified.
Red Son almost feels sorry for revealing such information to him. Almost.
The noodle boy had to take at least ten minutes to himself to turn the camera off and mute his microphone to process it all. No doubt because he just learned his idol was a merciless killer of his own lover.
After the noodle boy had his time to process, he turned the camera and microphone back on. He sits in his chair now, frowning deeply with his brows knitted down.
“I—I don’t get it,” the noodle boy says, looking down at whatever writing or drawing project he abandoned to listen intently to Red Son’s tale. “If Teacher and the Six-Eared Macaque cared about each other so much, why would Teacher do that? Something had to have made him snap—made either of them snap—to bring them to the point of such a deadly fight!”
“That is precisely what I’m trying to figure out,” Red Son sighs, chewing on his pen as he looks at his own papers. “Monkey King has his reasoning behind it, and I wish to find out.”
“Oh… you do?” The noodle boy blinks at him. “Can I ask why?”
He suddenly glares at the noodle boy through the phone camera. “Why do you want to know, noodle boy?”
“Well, I mean, it doesn’t seem like something that would help the whole vengeance thing?” He shrugs and looks down at his paper again. “I guess I just kinda expected you to not really care why he did it, but just more of the fact he did do it.”
Red Son purses his lips. Father may feel that way… but Red Son was always a curious mind, wishing to discover even the deepest, darkest secrets. No matter how long it takes. “My reasoning for wanting to discover this is not your concern, noodle boy. All you need to know is I desire the information, and I will be getting it one way or another.”
“Of course, of course!” He laughs, holding up his hands in a placating gesture. “Well—ah—if you want any help—”
“I do not require help from you,” Red Son scoffs, rolling his eyes. He’s not sure why his chest twists when the noodle boy’s face drops to a disappointed expression, but he chooses to ignore it. Yet, his mouth decides to keep running, “Unless you prove yourself useful, that is.”
Why did I say that?! I don’t need his help for anything aside from getting in contact with the clairvoyant!!
The noodle boy’s face instantly lights back up (and Red Son ignores his chest twisting again, but in a positive way) as he says, “Oh—yeah—yeah! I can do that! I can help!” He flaps his hands in front of him and giggles.
Does he do that when he gets excited? How oddly endearing—
Cease these traitorous thoughts, now!!
“I can also ask sib for some help, too! I bet they’d be more useful with being able to peek into the past and stuff—but I can see if Mr. Tang has any texts or something that’d have answers,” the noodle boy starts rambling as he looks down at his paper. “Oh, and if you want, I can even ask Mama Lihua—”
“It’s best to keep Mother Lihua out of this,” Red Son interrupts. At the noodle boy’s questioning look, Red Son scrambles to find an excuse, anything really. He doesn’t want her finding out about this. “She—has enough to worry about. At least for now…”
“Ah, right… I forgot,” the noodle boy sighs and nods. “Yeah, you’re right. It wouldn’t be fair to put more on her plate when she’s already working on so much.”
I can’t believe that actually worked…
I wonder what she’s told him of her own projects…
That’ll be for another day. Focus.
“The clairvoyant, though,” Red Son says. “I know they will require something as compensation, so long as you can get me in contact with them, that will be enough for the time being.” A pause, then, “However… should you truly wish to do extra digging if their premonitions prove to bear no fruit, then I will be in your debt.”
Ugh, being indebted to the noodle boy…
…
Why do I find myself not minding all that much?
“Oh, like a favor for a favor kinda thing?” The noodle boy asks, looking up at the camera again and tilting his head.
He gives a hum of affirmation and a nod. “Indeed—a favor for a favor. You gather this information for me however you can, and I in return will do something for you that is of equal value—”
“Like model for me?” The noodle boy asks quickly with a gasp. The sudden movement makes his knee bump his desk and the phone tumble to the ground. “Ah—shit!” He quickly picks it back up.
“Model for you?” Red son raises a brow.
“Y—Yeah! Like—for drawing? You have a really nice jawline and silhouette, and I’d love to be able to—” his eyes widen suddenly, as if realizing what he’s saying. Then he yells, “Ah—Aaaaaah you didn’t hear that! Oh wow look at the time I really should get going I got training in… about RIGHT NOW BYE!!”
“What are you—”
The noodle boy hangs up.
…
“What in the…” Red Son removes his glasses and pinches at the bridge of his brow, groaning. “So is it a yes or a no for the favor??”
He stands up and walks over to the washroom to prep for the next experiment.
While he wasn’t expecting the most intellectual conversation with the noodle boy, he certainly wasn’t expecting it to take such an… odd turn.
Who would trade a favor of gathering information for being a model?
Mmm… I’ve heard of stranger, I suppose.
He pauses as he looks at himself in the mirror, raising a single brow while turning his head this way and that, his fingers tracing his jaw.
“I have… a nice jawline…?” He mumbles to himself. His eyes widen when he notices the light pink dusting his cheeks and quickly shakes his head to rid himself of such thoughts.
He will not be distracted by the noodle boy’s coy little words! He has work to do!
—————
Three days before the events of a fateful phone call, a particular stone monkey of wind and shadow sat within the Undercity.
Macaque rested on of the many large paper lanterns that hung above the Undercity, looking down below. He looks at the stone houses, at the several territories outlining the markets. When he blinks, for a split second the underground layout is replaced with lush greenery. For a split second, when he closes his eyes, he can almost hear the soft chirping of monkeys.
For a split second, he can imagine he’s home.
Monkeys and demons and humans all around.
The monkey cubs clinging to him as they always did when he’d be tasked with watching after them.
The children all rushing to him and asking, “Grandpa Six, Grandpa Six! Throw us in the pond! Do it! Do it!”
…
He takes a bite of the gua bao he snagged from a street stall, opening his eyes.
His six ears perk up and flare out as he listens to Brother Ox speak to Red Son. He knew this talk was coming sooner or later. He just didn’t think it’d be now of all times. He just wanted to head back to his own safe house to plan out the training regiment for the cub, before Spitfire got home, but no… this had to happen.
His hands tremble.
His grip on the gua bao tightens, some contents slipping out of the bun and dropping below. He doesn’t care.
He can still remember clear as day whenever he and Bull King would spar. He can still remember just how brutish his idiot brother was, how he had practically no fighting style whatsoever.
He hears Brother Ox say, “It is him I have to thank for being the strategist I am today.”
He takes a breath, his chest tightening and twisting in painful ways.
All the sounds of the Undercity, of Megapolis, of all of China and the fucking world get drowned out by the voice of his dearest Brother Ox.
Drip drip drip…
His face felt wet.
Drip drip drip…
It takes him a solid minute to realize he’s crying.
Drip drip drip go the tears trickling down his cheeks.
His chest felt unbearably tight.
Drip drip drip go the tears down his chin.
He couldn’t breathe.
He opens his mouth and sucks in some air, but it comes sputtery and wet and he coughs. He exhales, wiping his face and shutting his eyes tight.
Brother Ox, you have no idea how badly I want to see you right now.
How badly I want to just—fucking hug you.
He longs for his reunion with his dearest brother and sister. He longs to see the nephew he could never watch grow—only listen. He longs to see Lihua, to see Fengshe.
How he longs so badly for it.
But he can’t. Not right now. Not while there’s risk of Wukong finding out. He’s already pushed it too much by offering the cub training lessons. He’s already pushed it way too much by teaching Fengshe in the earlier years. He can’t push it further.
His throat closes up, his ears twitching as he listens to Bull King speak, “While we cannot change the past… we can shape the future. Together, the three of us—you, me, and your mother—shall seek justice for our Brother Six, and lay his soul to rest.”
He coughs again, wiping his face more and cursing. The gua bao was long forgotten, dropped with the rest of the meaty contents that were once within the bun. Now his hand was covered in sweet sauce. He didn’t care.
Macaque breathes. It comes in and out just as wet and stuttery as it did previously.
He wipes the tears away. But more just come and drip drip drip down his chin.
His ears twitch again, perking up when he hears a different, but familiar voice, “Nibby—what happened to you?!”
Ah, they finally got home.
He might as well go watch that train wreck, and give Spitfire their stuff back.
He takes a breath. Wipes his eyes a final time. The tears no longer drip drip drip.
Macaque stands on the large paper lantern, looking over the Undercity one last time. His eyes roam over towards the territory belonging to his dearest brother.
“Don’t worry, Brother Ox,” he whispers a promise, “We’ll see each other again. I swear to you that. Just… not yet…”
He steps backwards into his own shadow, and vanishes without a trace.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Me? Make side characters and get instantly attached to them even though they're only around for a few paragraphs? More likely than you think.
(I love Xing Gui so much you're absolutely gonna see more of him later)Can you tell I'm not writing past season 3 yet? Bc I'm not writing past season 3 //WHEEZES
I have been waiting... to write and post this chapter.... since like chapter 13? 14? I've been VERY excited to touch this subject and finally get to this part in the story :3c
I'm gonna throw you mother fuckers into the DEEP END OF THIS ANGST SHIT NOW
We've been just dipping our toes
Now I'm gonna be the dad at pool parties that just throws you right inUntil next chapter, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 24: Ashes to Ashes
Notes:
Memories of fire are shared with the one who took the blame.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It's been only a few days since the incident with Spider Queen.
Uncle Zan… well… he kinda lost his shit when he saw how messed up you looked. You won’t deny you were thankful of Six-Eared Macaque showing up to help explain part of the story. It certainly helped Uncle calm down from the worried mess he was.
You wouldn’t dare say that out loud, though. That stupid hobo monkey would never let you live it down if he knew you were actually grateful for his assistance.
Afterward, Six-Eared Macaque proceeded to fuck off to do who knows what. You changed out of your ruined clothes, got clean, and Uncle Zan fretted over you for the rest of the day to make sure you were truly alright. By the end of the day, you found your pack—fixed as if it had never been ripped up—on your bed, with all your things inside of it, including your cards.
You’re still not sure how to feel about Six-Eared Macaque, if you were to be honest.
Neither of you mentioned what happened about the burning of Flower Fruit. Nor did either of you mention the cracked door Six-Eared Macaque had opened when addressing your first meeting with him. And, of course, there was no mention of him helping you when you got hurt in Spider Queen’s lair.
Mentioning it didn’t feel right. Not right now, at least. But the fact that he acknowledged the incident properly rather than giving a half-assed “sorry” further proves that, as Uncle Zan had said, Six-Eared Macaque was progressing. If he were as similar to you as you were assuming, it was going to take a long time for him to actually get better. While trusting him still wasn’t exactly on the table, it wasn’t off the table either. Not anymore, at least.
You’re no fool. Sometimes bias clouds your judgment and you don’t notice certain things. When you’re able to push that cloud away, though, you can see it. He was trying. And you’ll give him the small bit of respect he’s actually earned by giving him the benefit of the doubt. Only a very small amount of it.
All of that, however, was for another day.
Right now, you were discussing with Uncle Zan what else happened before the whole deal with Spider Queen.
“Weekly meetings with Lord Erlang himself…” Uncle hums, stroking his chin. He pours more tea for you, leaning back in his office chair. “I’ve heard quite a bit of history lingers between him and Sun Wukong.”
“Mmm, and from what I know, it’s a lot,” you shrug, sipping the tea. The subtle sweetness rests on your taste buds, sliding down your throat as you swallow and filling your body with warmth. “It’s been… interesting, to say the least. Wukong very clearly doesn’t like the guy being within ten feet of me.” You roll your eyes at the memory of Wukong’s overly clingy attitude. You understand the reasoning behind it, yes, but so much touching and clinging had worn you down very quickly.
You glance at the door, then the window, then at last, to Uncle. You point at your ear, the silent sign of, is he listening.
It’s enough a sign to have Uncle Zan stand and step around the room to set up silencing sigils, his fingers expertly tracing in the air with words of magic muttered under his lips.
I should ask Uncle to teach me how to do that, just in case I wanna say something I don’t want Six-Eared Macaque hearing.
He sits back down and gestures for you to continue. You take a breath, steeling yourself, and then look at him. “Well, that’s not all…” Your gaze lowers, thinking, thinking on how you could possibly word this. Then again, why should you worry so much? This is Uncle, for crying out loud. He won’t freak out like Wukong or Six-Eared Macaque would if he found out you made a deal with Erlang.
So, with that very thought in mind, you decide to put it as simple as you could, “He knows about Six-Eared Macaque being alive. And—we made a deal for him to keep quiet about it. In return, I would tell him if Six-Eared Macaque pulled anything, showed any signs that he wasn’t progressing.” Your fingers tap, tap, tap against the teacup, gaze flickering to the window despite Uncle closing the curtains just a moment prior.
“Lord Erlang does know you’re giving Six-Eared Macaque therapy, hence why he wasn’t—you know—trying to hunt the monkey down immediately,” you add on. “So, he’s just continuing the weekly get-togethers with Wukong and I, while keeping quiet about Six-Eared Macaque.”
Oh, right, speaking of…
“Ah, Uncle…” Your brows furrow as you recall Erlang’s words. “There’s one final thing before we discuss everything, but… something Lord Erlang said stuck with me. About the difference between secrets and lies. He said to ask you, since you’d probably have more insight about it.”
“Hm! I see,” Uncle shifts in his sitting, gesturing towards you. “And what exactly prompted such a thing, if you don’t mind me asking?”
“Well, keeping quiet about Six-Eared Macaque,” you shrug, unable to fully meet his gaze. Mainly because you were busy thinking of how to word it, and at the same time thinking about the whole situation in itself. “It feels like a whole big lie, not telling him that his ex-husband is here—acting like everything’s fine and that said ex-husband is still very much dead, when he very much isn’t.”
“Husband, you say…” Uncle Zan strokes his chin, thoughtful. It felt like you just gave him a puzzle piece he had been searching for after weeks. His eyes have that unmistakable shine, and the tiniest of smiles tugs at his lips. “I see… as for what you said. I’m sure Lord Erlang has said the same, but secrets are not lies.”
“Yeah, he did.” Your frown doesn’t change, only deepening. Your brows knit together, still unsure at what the difference was between the two. “So, care to elaborate? Because—honestly—I don’t really see a difference. Lord Erlang said that lies are… deliberate deceptions, and secrets are hidden truth. That we’re protecting both the monkeys by keeping this secret, but I don’t see how it’s that.”
“Let’s start with a question,” he holds up a finger, then presents his palm to you. “Would you call hiding your clairvoyant powers from someone to protect yourself a lie?”
Huh, Erlang asked the same question…
You shake your head. “No… I wouldn’t…”
“What Lord Erlang said is correct, but allow me to use an analogy to help you. Secrets, my wonderful nibling—” he ruffles your hair, making you snort a laugh and shove his hand away “—are like locked doors in a house; they hold hidden rooms of personal stories and private thoughts. Just as doors safeguard cherished spaces, secrets protect parts of ourselves that we’re not yet ready to share.”
He pours more tea for you both, and you nod in quiet thanks, letting him continue, “Lies, on the other hand, are like forged keys that manipulate the logs, distorting reality and trust. While secrets may preserve a sense of privacy, lies breach the integrity of truth, eroding the foundations of honesty.”
Uncle Zan looks at you now, meeting your gaze and saying in a more firm tone, “Secrets are not lies. Secrets are secrets. They are not similar in any fashion. This secret of not telling Wukong about Macaque’s existence protects both of them.”
“But how does it protect them, Uncle?” You ask, unable to stop yourself from making a face.
“From their own emotions, for starters,” he says with a shrug and a smile. “Given the emotions left behind by such an ordeal, neither of them are ready to face it quite yet. Think about it for a moment, nibby. You’ll figure it out.”
You make a face when he ruffles your hair again—but it breaks into a small smile. Fixing your hair, you lower your gaze to the teacup whilst he turns away to answer some emails. Copying his earlier gesture, your hand comes up and strokes your chin thoughtfully, your index finger and thumb tugging at your lower lip.
Maybe… the reason behind why you’re so apprehensive about this whole thing is the exact reason that is protecting them both. So many emotions and unresolved feelings lie between them—and it could hit like a meteor if he finds out sooner rather than later without addressing said feelings.
Besides, it’s not like a mortal life, where you can just cut the person from your life, or find some kind of compromise. These two have lived for thousands of years, practically glued to the hip until just a few centuries ago. Such a thing can’t go away in a couple of hundred years, let alone a few days. The wounds of the past are still raw and trying to heal (properly, that is, not like how Wukong was doing it prior), and if Six-Eared Macaque shows up now? Not only will it reopen the wound, but also dump a whole gallon of salt into it.
Uncle Zan turns to you after a few moments, tilting his head in a silent question of if you’re ready to continue talking. You nod, lifting your gaze to meet his and saying quietly, “Wukong’s still torn up about the whole thing… if he finds out Six-Eared Macaque’s alive—and we knew the entire time—it’s gonna fuck up a lot of the progress he made.” You sigh, leaning back against the island and crossing your arms. “Not to mention reopening a lot of old wounds he’s not ready to look at just yet.”
“Precisely,” says Uncle, patting you on the head with a proud smile. “But there’s also Macaque, too.”
“Mmm,” you sip the tea, looking up to the ceiling as if the right words to say were hiding there. “It’d… well, it’d stir up his own emotions, making him confront the choices and mistakes he made in the past.”
“And awaken emotions he himself is not yet ready to face,” he finishes for you. “Guilt is not something he has ever felt. Addressing mistakes he has made, admitting he was in the wrong, you might as well take him to the other side of the world. Filled with foreign languages and customs and even clothes, everything a mystery for him to decipher.”
“I see…” You finish off your tea and set the cup down, scratching your chin idly. “I see now… it’s gonna take him time to accept the new habits he needs to put into his life. Said habit being actually accepting when he’s in the wrong.”
“Exactly. This isn’t about deception,” Uncle Zan says, brushing your hair from your face and smiling softly at you. “It's about safeguarding their emotional well-being and giving them the chance to heal at their own pace. And in a world where wounds run deep and emotions are tumultuous, perhaps this protective secret is the kindest thing we can offer the both of them.”
“And if Wukong finds out?” You ask, unable to keep the worry from your tone. You didn’t bother trying to hide it, because you were worried. Wukong may be “okay” now, but he was still most infamous for his anger issues—especially when he feels he’s been wronged. You didn’t want Uncle, or anyone, to be caught in the middle of that storm. “What about that?”
“Secrets have a way of revealing themselves when the time is right,” he says, placing a reassuring hand on your shoulder. “If he finds out, it’ll certainly be a difficult moment, but we can and will handle it.” He winks with a sly grin. “And should they try to break into a fight, I know exactly what must be done.”
“Of course,” you snicker, lightly elbowing him. “You’re prepared for everything, Uncle.”
“Not everything, nibby. Just the things that matter,” he chuckles. “Now come, tell me more about Lord Erlang. At least, what little you’ve learned about him in your short interactions. You have me oh so curious, now.”
—————
The morning talk with Uncle ended on a positive note, leaving you in a better mood and mindset on how this situation can be handled. Dealing with Six-Eared Macaque will be a whole different ball game, but that’ll be saved for another day, another time. Both of you were still trying to gather thoughts and emotions for the fated talk about your first meeting. You’re not sure when it’s coming, but you can feel it’ll come soon.
That, alas, is for another day.
Right now—
“What do you mean that’s a bad idea?”
—you were too busy telling Wukong how completely and utterly stupid he was being.
You sat in the living area of his temple, crossing your arms and raising a brow at him. Much like any other day scheduled with the oh so ‘great at making training sessions’ Monkey King, was just another strategy meeting to plan out regimens for MK. Going off of what Wukong had reported to you just a moment ago, the kid’s already mastered summoning elements rather well. Dispelling was still a bit tricky for him, but he was managing well enough.
“What do you mean, ‘what do I mean?’” You make a gesture to the drawn plan Wukong is currently showing you. “Do you not understand how much of a horrendously bad idea this is? He couldn’t stand you taking one step towards him as a spider, and could barely stand having a toy spider being pulled towards him.”
You reach over and flick his forehead. “Hiding toy spiders around the temple and training grounds will not help.”
He reaches over and flicks you back. “Well, I think it’s a great idea.”
You roll your eyes and say, “And you can take that idea straight to the trash where it belongs.”
Wukong lets out a gasp of exaggerated shock, putting a hand to his chest. “Well, I have never been so insulted! By my own assistant!”
“You sound like a grandma,” you scoff, leaning back against the sofa. “I really should make you start paying me.”
“In peaches?”
“In money.”
“Blegh— money. Only mortals need that.”
His younger brother—Sun Guo, as Wukong happily told you—crawled into your lap and got comfy there. Sun Guo took your hand and was playing around with your fingers, making soft chirping noises. Meanwhile, Wukong was busy trying (and failing) to convince you his toy spider treasure hunt wasn’t stupid.
He was making various hand gestures and grinning all big and stupid. “C’mon, firecracker. It’s a great idea! It can help him stay alert and—”
You hold up your free hand to get him to stop talking and rub your face. “Wukong, MK’s fear of spiders runs deep. I dunno how he got it or why—maybe it’s just something he’s always had. But hiding spiders around the temple is just gonna make him extremely paranoid every time he opens a cupboard or a drawer. It’s not gonna teach him to be alert.”
“Uuuuuuugh, fine.” He flops down on the couch next to you, tail grabbing the remote and turning on the television. “Little hyped up exposure therapy never hurt anyone. Besides, from what I heard, he handled Spider Queen pretty well!”
Ah, right. MK gave that little update to Wukong, you nearly forgot. You shake your head and tell him, “Circumstances were different there, Wukong. Besides, that doesn’t mean he’s completely conquered his arachnophobia.”
You lean forward and grab your notebook, opening to a new page and starting to write. Though it was a struggle because of Sun Guo still on your lap, you managed to keep the notebook and pen safe from being snatched by the curious baby monkey.
“Whatcha writin’?”
“Notes on MK’s progress and plans on how to move forward from here,” you hum, tapping your chin with your pen. Sun Guo, clearly unhappy that you are not paying attention to him, climbs up your shirt with a series of loud chirping noises. You put your pen down to pet the monkey’s back and a gentle scratch behind his ear.
“It’s not just for the report with Lord Erlang, but for us as well. I’m thinking we can help hone in on his utilities rather than his combat abilities,” you say quietly, listening to Sun Guo’s happy cooing. “Such as the golden eyes? They seem to be good at not just looking through illusions, but also tracking?”
He doesn’t answer at first. Instead, you feel a weight on your shoulder, prompting you to look. You blink at Wukong, who was resting his chin on your shoulder. He looks up at you. “Oh—uh—this okay?”
“Mmm, it’s fine. I’ll let you know when I’m getting uncomfortable.” You look back to your notebook. “It’s not private anyway, so you’re fine to read it.”
You feel his arm slowly sliding behind you to wrap around your waist. His arm brushes your back, making your muscles clench, and you hiss through your teeth.
“No.”
His arm moves away, folding in front of him.
I did not know he was so clingy, you muse to yourself. Though you don’t mind all too much, as at least he made sure your limit wasn’t being met, it was still odd. You’re sure it’s the monkey side of him that makes him so touchy—what with them being a very social species—but it’s still weird to experience at times. He acts so human during certain moments that you sometimes forget he’s a celestial demon monkey… thing.
It didn’t help that you still felt some ghost pains from the scars on your back. Not as much as before, but it’s definitely gonna take some time for that to go away, considering how bad the injury was.
Nonetheless, you gently tap your pen on his forehead, reminding him, “Tracking? Golden eyes?”
“Oh—oh! Yeah!” He grins. “Though the tracking bit is very short range, it’s still pretty helpful to find nooks and crannies to get yourself out of a sticky situation.”
“Okay, then how about we find a spot around the mountains here—maybe even on Flower Fruit—to do a proper treasure hunt with his eyes.” You tap your pen against the paper, thinking aloud, “Hmmm… how to make it more interesting…”
“I can make some mist,” His tail taps the paper now. “Obscure his vision some. In my experience, it doesn’t make it too difficult to see with the golden eyes, but definitely makes it more challenging.”
“That’s a good idea,” you write that down, saying, “This will definitely help him not only get better at using his golden eyes, but also knowing what these things will look like in different settings.”
“And Flower Fruit’s the perfect place!” Wukong sits up now to go grab a drink. “I can send out plenty of clones to go hide on the mountain, in the village, all that stuff for MK to find. We can even make it a fun little vacation from Megapolis.”
You raise a brow, craning your neck to look at him in the kitchen. “You’re just homesick, aren’t you?”
“Psshh, whaaaat? Me? Homesick?” He tosses a bottle of plum juice up in the air, easily catching it. “Yes, very much. Listen—it’s fun here and all, but heavens above I miss the water curtain cave. I also left so much of my stuff there.”
“Why not just bring it here?”
Wukong shrugs and makes a so-so gesture with his hand. “Ehhhh, carrying all that stuff—it’d be suuuuch a hassle, you know?”
“Just say you’re lazy, Wukong.”
“What? Me? Lazy?! Never!!”
Snickering, you turn back around, patting Sun Guo’s back—who was still clinging to you—and start writing some more thoughts down on the notebook.
MK’s golden eyes will just be the start of strengthening his utility abilities, but it’ll be a good start. It can prompt him to use them should he ever feel the need to do so. And also remind him there was more to his powers than pure combat.
Though, as you think about Flower Fruit, you can’t help but also think about Six-Eared Macaque and what he told you…
“Does Wukong know?”
“I don’t know. He wasn’t there.”
Should you…
Should you ask him…?
There are so many things that could happen if you did. He could either just not know what happened to Flower Fruit and wonder about it, or he could know and have a full PTSD episode just like Six-Eared Macaque did. Maybe he’d even just tell you what happened without falling into an episode, you don’t know.
There’s only one way to find out, and it was actually asking him.
You feel a finger slowly touch your cheek. You turn to see Wukong staring dead at you, his tail flicking behind him. His golden eyes glimmer in the light, shining with curiosity.
“Somethin on your miiiiiiiind, firecracker?” He sits back more comfortably on the sofa, sipping at the plum juice.
“Yeah, actually,” you hum, putting your notebook down and letting Sun Guo’s older sibling take him off of you. “When Tang and I were doing some research, we actually fell into a talk about you.”
A lie, but also not a lie. You and Tang have talked plenty about Wukong when researching together. Tang had many questions about the fabled Monkey King and what he was like in person. Wukong doesn’t need to know that the circumstances of that chat didn’t involve Tang at all.
“Oooooh? Do tell!” He grins, facing you fully again, completely crouched over and leaning closer to you.
What a dork.
You couldn’t hold back the snort if you tried. “Not like that, you conceited monkey.” You push his face away, eliciting a laugh from him. “It… well—if you’re comfortable talking about it, it was actually during the time you got captured by the celestial army.”
That makes him pause, his eyes roaming over your face with a curious glint to them. All too quickly he fell from the friendly air to something more calculated but still relaxed. It almost made you do a double take and wonder if this was actually Wukong sitting by you.
“Huh! Alright then, ask away.” He tilts his head at you with heightened curiosity.
“It’s just a simple thing, really. I was mostly curious about what happened to Flower Fruit while you were incarcerated.” You shrug and look at him. “I remember the village when I first came there—was it there before you were locked up, or…?”
“Ooooh, yeah it was.” He grins. “It was a big home for demons, humans, monkeys—pretty much anyone who just wanted to live and let live.” He scoots a bit closer to you, sitting properly again and making small gestures as he talks, “The place was meant to be a spot for people who wanted to be treated equal, and could be. It was a good place.” His eyes fall to the coffee table, his smile turning more sad.
You put your hand on his, asking softly, “Was?”
He just shrugs. “Something happened while I was busy getting several different kinds of punishments by the celestials. I just know that by the time I was let out and able to go home… it was completely different. No humans, no demons, very little monkeys leftover…”
“Do you know what that something was?”
A pause. Then another shrug. “Something big, something bad, something that was my fault.” It felt like there was something else he was going to say, but didn't.
You frown, opening your mouth to say your piece to him, but he instead hops to his feet and exclaims, “Oh shit! Haha, speaking of Flower Fruit, I completely forgot—there’s stuff there—I gotta go grab it!” He jumps over the couch and runs to the door.
“Wait—what—”
“I’ll be back in, like, an hour! Promise!” He pauses at the door, rushes back to you. He leans over the back of the couch and nuzzles his cheek against yours, then he’s hurrying outside. “We’ll chat more when I get back!”
…
What the actual fuck?
What did he forget that had him in such a hurry? In fact, why couldn’t he have just waited until you, him, and MK went to Flower Fruit for MK’s training? It has to be something important if it had him bolting out of here like he was a criminal on the run.
Also, why did he just nuzzle your face like that??? Was that a monkey thing or a Wukong thing?
Well—whatever. You’ll think about that later. This actually works rather well in your favor. After recovering from that emotional whiplash of a conversation, you get more comfortable on the couch and take a deep breath. You couldn’t help but feel somewhat nervous, given what you were about to do is something you’ve yet to try. But—no better time to start than now while you have some alone time.
You recall how Uncle Zan had described the feeling of coaxing out a vision… like trying to have a fish deep in the water to come to you. It's fickle and cautious, rarely giving you what you truly want and only giving small flashes. One wrong move could scare the fish away, but with some care and patience, you’ll be able to get a full vision out. You also must want the vision, and it has to be on the forefront of your mind.
So you attempt just that. Imagining your vision to be that of a fish in the water, lingering just out of your reach. You focus on the desire—wanting to see a past event; specifically the events that transpired which caused Six-Eared Macaque and Wukong to start having bad blood towards one another. If you weren’t going to get it out of the monkeys themselves, you might as well try to see if your premonitions will be able to tell you.
So you breathe, just as Uncle Zan showed you. You try to coax the vision to you, to let it show you what you wanted.
Though you couldn’t help but still think about Flower Fruit. About what Wukong had just said to you—what happened when Six-Eared Macaque even made a small mention of it. You already knew that it was horrific, but couldn’t even begin to imagine…
The imagery of the fish in the water plays in your mind. The fish flicks its tail, splashing the water that causes ripples on the surface.
You open your eyes, feeling your sight give away to the premonition showing itself before you, its image overtaking the water’s surface.
…
…
…
“We can’t just leave him there!” You yelled—but it’s not you. The emotions are raw and pure and full of nothing but sorrow, rage, hatred. You slammed your fists—not your fists—against the table, and you see ivory fur. Six-Eared Macaque’s ivory fur.
Thoughts not your own rampage in your mind like a typhoon.
Why why why did it have to be him it could’ve been anyone else it could’ve been all of us even WHY JUST HIM WHY DID HE DO THAT MY LOVE WHY
You were looking through Six-Eared Macaque’s memories again… through his own eyes…
A familiar demon steps forward, reaching for you—for Six-Eared Macaque. It was the Demon Bull King. “Brother, please—”
Six-Eared Macaque stumbles back. His chest heaves with each breath. “No! No no no—we have to go back—we have to get him out of there!”
Can’t do this I can’t do this I can’t bear to think what they’re going to put him through
That idiot, why did he have to do something so stupidly noble?!
Bull King lets out an aggravated snort and says, “We don’t have the resources. Out of all of us, Wukong—”
“Just took the punishment for all of us, Bull! Immortality or not—those prideful celestials will make him suffer!”
They’ll tear him apart and undo him and remake him and undo him again until he’s begging for his existence to end but he’ll never do that because he’s so STUBBORN
DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT
A familiar yet not familiar demon stands at the table now, his skin a bright white and elephant-like ears billowing. Yellowtusk, that was Yellowtusk. He shouts at you—at Six-Eared Macaque, “Don’t you think we already know that?! You think we wanted him to do that? You think we’re not as torn apart by this as you are, Macaque?!”
“YOU DON’T FUCKING UNDERSTAND—!”
“ENOUGH!!!”
…
…
Azure Lion takes a slow, deep breath. He slowly rubs his face and says, “My friends…. My family … We are all suffering over this loss… But while we should not lose hope and give up, we also should not rush head first into this and allow our emotions to control us.”
He looks at Macaque now, his eyes swirling with his own pain. “Macaque, please. We know the close bond between you and Wukong. We know that this loss has affected you the greatest of all. But please, I beg you…” He puts a large paw over Macaque’s. “Please do not rush into this. I cannot bear to lose you too. Think of not just us, your brothers, but your mother, too.”
Mother…?
…
Right… Mother was hurting too. Hurting so much. So, so much…
He turns away, yanking his hand back. His tail flicks and whips and hits into the chair behind him, six ears flaring out and straining to listen in on the celestials who had his love. He listens and listens, unable to hear much of anything. He hears the sobs of Mother not too far, the quiet words of Father comforting her, telling her, “It’s okay. He’ll get through it. We’ll see him again.”
Azure Lion looks at another demon—the Golden-Winged Peng. “Brother Bird, your eyes are the sharpest out of all of ours. If you can—see if you can keep an eye on our captured brother.”
Peng nods, rubbing at a crick in their neck. “Their seals are strong, and they’ll no doubt strengthen them, but I’ll see what I can do.”
“Good. Yellowtusk—” He looks to Yellowtusk now “—see if you can’t rally more demons to our side. With this loss, we’ll need all the help we can get.”
He also nods. “Yes, Brother Lion.”
“Bull King,” Azure Lion says, “With Princess Iron Fan on our side now, it’ll be up to you to help her catch up to everything—and also have her help us catch up on recent events within the Celestial Realm.”
“Of course, brother.” Bull King lowers his head in a bow. He gets up and leaves the room, pausing momentarily to put a hand on Macaque’s shoulder. It’s grounding, if only for a moment.
I hate this I hate this I hate this
“Brother,” Azure Lion addresses Macaque now. “You and I will prepare the warriors we have here while everyone else does what they can. We cannot immediately go and rescue him, but that doesn’t mean we will simply sit and wait for him to serve his time.”
“Fine,” he says through gritted teeth.
Please please wait for me my peach wait for me
I will not let them hurt you more than they already have
Just wait for me
I’ll bring you home
○ ○ ○
“Bull King and our newest sister—Iron Fan—will lead this charge. We think, and hope, that because of her previous alliance, they will hesitate to bring harm to her. Should that not work, you two will have backup.
“Meanwhile, Yellowtusk and I will take care of Nezha and Erlang Shen. I must apologize to you now Peng, for your job is to ensure the seals don’t shut on us and trap us within the Celestial Realm. So you will be on gate duty.
“This is not meant to be a battle to win—but to distract. Macaque, you are the fastest and quietest. So with your ears, it will be up to you to locate our lost brother and free him.
“Once we get Wukong, we retreat. No matter what happens, no matter how well we are doing in this fight, we go and prepare for our actual battle. Understood?”
Everyone nods in agreement.
“Good… then let us go rescue our Brother Monkey.”
I’m coming my peach I’m coming I’ll save you
○ ○ ○
Something wasn’t right.
Macaque could feel it—hear it, even. Getting in was too easy, sneaking past guards was too easy. He didn’t like it. He wasn’t itching for a fight—not yet at least—but he was expecting a few small skirmishes here and there once he snuck in.
He could hear so much happening within the palace, but where was Wukong?
The smell of peaches was strong here, but he knew what his peach smelled like. Earth and heaven and home. He follows the smell as best he can, listening and listening but he doesn’t hear anything. He doesn’t hear Wukong.
Something
wasn’t
right.
He hated this feeling, he hated it. It was dangling in front of him yet it felt like it was too close to his eyes to be able to properly make out.
What was missing? Bull King and Iron Fan led the charge… Peng is keeping the gate open… Azure Lion and Yellowtusk were in the middle of fighting Nezha and—
and…
…
Where’s Erlang Shen?
○ ○ ○
Too late we’re too late too too late no no NO NO NO NO
There was so much fire and burning and screaming it was making Macaque’s ears ring.
When did this happen?? Was it when they invaded the Celestial Realm?
How could he have not heard this coming?! He should’ve known—he should’ve listened for the battles, should’ve made sure everything was set in place before he rushed in.
Stupid stupid STUPID
The first line of defense was long gone before Macaque and the rest of his brothers (and newly joined sister) ran back to the devastation, rescue mission abandoned.
From the sky they can see Fruit Mountain set ablaze. Enormous tongues of red-orange flames licking up the foliage, the trees, hungry to devour all in its way. The village at the bottom is wreathed in smoke so thick that the shapes moving beneath it look like ghosts.
“Erlang,” Macaque snarls, feeling the rage building and building and building. “You son of a—”
That bastard that no good BASTARD I’LL KILL HIM I’LL—
“Search and rescue!” Azure Lion roars over the flames, over the screams—sweet underworld there was so much screaming— “find all survivors and take them to the water curtain cave, to the tunnels Brother Monkey showed us previously! Go, GO!”
No one hesitated, all moving at breakneck speed towards the flames, the smoke, the screams.
Down and down and down through the brush. Macaque’s ears ring but they still work just as fine. He can block out the crackling of the fire and focus on the cries of those still left alive.
Mother father where are you where’s mother where’s father WHERE ARE THEY
I can’t lose them too not again I can’t do it again
○ ○ ○
The first group he found and escorted to the cave became his lieutenants—the actual lieutenants had burned away already. They had snapped out of their stupor out of necessity. A human man with a missing arm found the strength in himself to shout, to guide, and soon his voice was louder than the roar of the fire.
Where’s mother???
They’re all shouting. Helping Macaque guide the rest of the refugees he would find into the water caves.
Where’s father????
He found a demon woman with a solid blister down one side of her face, her shoulder, all the way down to her elbow. She was a retired mercenary who had felled several celestial guards while protecting children.
They’re not even sparing the children?!
These monsters say they’re divine, yet they are just as demonic as us.
She died of blood loss before Macaque could get her to the cave—but the children were safe. Taken to his lieutenants.
Macaque grabbed at people, at demons, at monkeys. He carried them all with his hands and tail. He even snatched the scruff of a child in his mouth. He carried as many as he could that weren't set alight or already dead to the caves.
Azure Lion was fighting off what was left of the celestial guard to stop them from further torching their home.
Mother
Iron Fan was putting out as many flames as she could with her signature weapon. A look of pure fury shined in her eyes, burning hotter than the flames that roared across the mountains.
Bull King lifted heavy structures from collapsed buildings to search for anyone left alive underneath.
Father
Yellowtusk took to the forest, taking as many monkeys and beast demons he could into his arms and his mighty trunk towards the secret dens.
Peng flew up to the skies, providing aerial assistance where he could and shouting directions to the rest of them.
Where are they where where are they WHERE ARE THEY
○ ○ ○
He sees a tree the size of a mountain move as if puppeted by strings, swatting at celestial soldiers.
He knows that magic—
Mother mother there you are oh stars you’re alive you’re alive
He doesn’t waste another second to rush to the source of magic teeming in the air. He follows the scent, the cries, the screams. It’s not screams of physical pain, but emotional. He can practically hear the tears in her shrieks.
Finally, finally, he finds her. He finds Mother and—
No no no
And he finds Father.
Only Father’s not moving.
Not again not again no no dammit DAMMIT
“Mother! MOTHER!!” Macaque screams past the fire, the cries of others around him. He reaches her, her face stained in tears and soot and blood. One hand presses to her stomach, only a small bump right now, but Macaque can still hear just fine. He can still hear the tiny heartbeat of the baby, of his baby brother.
“It’s not my blood,” is all she has to say to let him know she’s unharmed. He pulls her into his arms, hugging her tight, tight. She holds him just as closely, hands clenched into trembling fists. She sucks in a breath of air, but it breaks into a sob. “My little star, my boy—”
“Father—” He manages to choke out.
“I know, I know,” she shushes, stroking his fur. “I know, I know…” Another sob, another sucking in of breath that breaks into a coughing fit. “Liu—he—oh, my stupid, stupid, noble, idiot of a husband—”
There’s no time to grieve. No time to cry. There’s still so much fire, so many needing rescue. “Mother—your magic—can you help? Will it be too stressful? Will it hurt the baby?”
Mother pulls back to look him in the eye. The pain washes away, changing into determination. For a moment, he doesn’t see Mother, but the strong, proud wife of Marshal Liu. “I’ll be fine, my little star. Come. We must prevent as much death as we can.”
○ ○ ○
How many had died? How many survived?
He doesn’t know anymore. He’s so tired, but he can’t stop moving.
Just a little more and he can take a break. He can’t give up yet, there had to be just a few more survivors.
The celestial guard was gone. Erlang Shen had left even before the brothers and sister arrived.
The fire was slowly put out, much too slowly.
The warriors were gone.
The civilians were gone.
The mothers…
The children.
Most of those they saved either died from their injuries or smoke inhalation.
In the end, they were only able to save a small handful.
○ ○ ○
Peng had darted into the trees when they heard a large tree had collapsed within the forest.
They didn’t come back out.
And when Macaque and the others found them…
Brother Bird no no please no NO NO NOT YOU TOO
Their once illustrious feathers were coated in ash and blood, their once golden wings now a dull, dull yellow.
Destroyed and burnt wood surrounded him—
They were crouching over something—
They were crouching over—
Brother no no you idiot you IDIOT PLEASE NO
A litter of monkeys, not old enough to run on their own, protected by Brother Bird’s body.
Peng didn’t make it.
○ ○ ○
Wounds were tended to.
This wouldn’t have happened if he were here
Graves were dug.
It wouldn’t have happened if he didn’t sacrifice himself heavens judgment
Songs were sung on Flower Fruit today. Not songs of joy or victory, no. This music was the mournful wails of those who had lost everything.
That idiot
Their cries echo, echo, echo to the skies.
Peng would still be here if Wukong didn’t take the punishments
Macaque felt numb.
Everyone on Flower Fruit would still be alive
So much running through smoke and carrying nearly dying people and killing celestial guard… His ivory fur looked more like a mix of salt and pepper now, his hands blackened by the dirt and ash and dried blood.
Mother’s presence was with him, holding onto him tightly, tightly, refusing to let go. Her head rests on his shoulder, tired, so tired. She must’ve exhausted every last bit of her magic without too much strain on herself and the baby…
Yet, even with her presence, Macaque couldn’t find himself comforted or calm.
He felt tired.
Why
He felt misery.
Why why WHY?!
He felt rage.
I hate this
I hate this
I HATE THIS
○ ○ ○
“Fi—cker… Fire—er… Firecracker!!”
You gasp, coughing as you lurch forward. The edges of your vision remain a barren, burnt wasteland, but front and center you see the sunrise coated in concern.
Your eyes dart side to side. You no longer sat in front of a freshly dug grave with your hands coated in dirt and ash and blood. You sat on a couch. In a room. Your hands were clean.
A voice calls to you, enticing you to once again look at the sunrise.
“Firecracker— look at me.” Wukong’s hands find your face and have you look at him. He says, “C’mon, look at me. You’re not there—not in the vision. Not where it took you. You’re here, with me. At my temple.”
You breathe in, grabbing at his hands on your face and staring at him.
Wukong.
Wukong.
I’m here with Wukong.
You stare and stare and stare into his golden eyes, clinging to his hands, to every word he says to you. His words were the anchor that firmly kept you grounded amidst the chaos of memories and emotions that didn’t belong to you.
“You are with me. With my little monkey siblings. In the temple on a mountain where the breeze is just the right amount of cooling but not freezing. There’s wind chimes outside. Can you hear them?”
You can. You can hear them. Ching, ching, chingling outside.
I’m not there.
Not on the burning mountains.
His hands—calloused and warm and gentle—hold your face, his thumbs stroking your cheeks.
“You are safe.”
No more fire.
No more dead.
You breathe again, your throat closing up.
I’m here.
I’m safe.
“In, then out, just like this, okay? With me, firecrackzr, you can do it,” his voice is as gentle as a breeze as he talks, taking a deep breath in and holding it until you follow in suit.
He exhales, and you follow.
“Thaaat’s it, great job. One more time, got it?”
He breathes in, then out. You follow him. You breathe in, then out.
Your eyes roam the room. He’s crouched in front of you, while the other monkeys were watching closely, not daring to come close just yet. Whether it’s from Wukong telling them to stay back or them watching you have an episode frightened them, you’re not sure. You see the television behind him, muted but playing one of his favorite soap operas.
You touch the couch beneath you, feeling the texture of both it and the blanket left on it. His hands still cradle your face, gentle and warm. You put one hand over his and give it a squeeze. You listen to the sounds of the wind outside, the soft chirps of the younger monkeys nearby, the wind chimes hanging by the door.
I’m here.
No more fire.
No more burning.
Just Wukong.
Just him and his warmth.
—————
Firecracker takes a final breath and nods to him. “I’m fine. I’m fine.”
They were definitely not fine! Not after Sun Wukong had just come back from grabbing the videos he needed from Flower Fruit and finds them having a full traumatic episode on his couch!!!
What vision were they even having? What caused such a reaction out of them?
He doesn’t ask them that, instead asking, “Are you sure?” He removes his hands from their face, looking over their eyes. They weren’t glazed over anymore nor did they have any traces of a premonition left… looks like they’re nice and alert again. Good.
“Yeah… I’m sure.” They rub their face. “I’ll be alright.”
Wukong nods, standing up and walking over to the kitchen for a moment. He returns with a glass of water and gives it to them, situating himself next to them. He really wants to hold them nice and close. It’s partially selfish and partially because he wants to comfort them.
So he asks, “Is touching okay?”
They nod. They scoot closer to him, leaning over and resting their head on his shoulder.
Wukong wraps an arm around their shoulders, tugging them closer before he starts rubbing their back. They flinch and shake their head. “N—Not my back. Ah—the shoulder’s just fine.”
…
Weird… they’re usually fine with back rubs…
He doesn’t question it, though. He merely pockets it for later. A question for another day, another time. He moves his hand to their shoulder, rubbing slow circles with his thumb. Slowly, they relax against him. “You’re safe, firecracker,” he promises.
“I know… thank you.” They turn their head, burying their face into the crook of his neck. “I just—need a second. It was a lot more intense than I thought…”
“Take all the time you need.” He lets out a soft cooing noise out of pure habit when comforting some of his siblings. Even then, he can still feel them relaxing against him, slowly but surely.
They both sit there in silence, holding onto one another, Wukong letting out quiet coos and rubbing Firecracker’s shoulder. They exhale, their shoulders slumping further as they shift and get more comfortable, their head still resting on his own shoulder. During this shifting of positions, Wukong gets a nose-full of that scent again.
He’s been able to smell it since the incident. The stench of something familiar yet not. Him but not him. Earth and heaven but mangoes instead of peaches. There were other scents mixed into the bowl that threw him off. The chilling darkness, the hint of death.
That stupid shadow demon… When he visited their house just the other day, it was even stronger. Like it had permeated into the very recesses of the floorboards, the furniture. He knows that the bastard has been around for at least other a month now, and Wukong hates every second of it, but… now he just can’t ignore the smell.
Sure, first he smelled the shadow magic, but now there’s all these other scents. Sun Wukong knows of many creatures who would have heavenly scents to them. He knows many who would have demonic or earthly scents to them. He knows of only one who would have the smell of both heaven and earth on them, with that extra added smell of mangoes.
And he doesn’t want to begin to believe that’s true, not for a second.
Not when he buried the body himself.
Not when it’s physically impossible for him to still be alive after a fight like that.
He never once drank any wine, ate any pills or an abundance of heavenly peaches; he was not to that level of immortality to where nothing could kill him. Not like Wukong.
Resurrection? No… that’s not possible—his soul was much too powerful for any normal necromancer to raise him from the dead. There’s only two people capable of bringing him back. One of them has been locked away in that crypt of hers for centuries. She wouldn’t have been able to raise him…
The other… she wouldn’t do that. At least, Wukong likes to think Auntie wouldn’t. Should he confront her? Demand answers that only she can provide?
No… there’s no reason to do that. Because there’s no way it’s him. Absolutely no way.
There are special-made perfumes that mask scents and even make something smell different. Maybe Zan and Firecracker got their hands on some. Maybe Wukong’s scent got mixed in weirdly with the smell of the other demons that visit that house.
Yeah, that’s way more logical than the dead coming back to life.
He keeps rubbing Firecracker’s shoulder, pushing aside thoughts of doubt to focus on them.
“Sorry about that,” they say, making him shake his head and blink in shock.
“What—what are you sorry for?” He laughs, giving their shoulder a small shake. “C’mon, firecracker, it’s fine. Was a biiiiiit worried when I came back and found you like that—but as long as you’re okay, it’s fine.”
I should’ve stayed to keep an eye on you while you had that vision.
I should’ve been faster.
Fuck—I should’ve waited to go get the videos for MK.
I just wanted out of the talk and rushed.
I need to do better than that.
You’ll never do better, Macaque’s spirit whispers into Wukong’s ear, his voice dripping with hatred.
“Ugh—still—I don’t—” they rub their face, shifting again to sit properly beside him. “I don’t—like having episodes like that. Not in front of others.”
“There’s no shame in it, you know.” He leans forward to look over their face, though their eyes won’t meet his.
They mutter under their breath, “Plenty of people would disagree.” It was soft, but Sun Wukong’s sharp ears picked it up.
He bumps his knee against theirs. “Look firecracker, I saw you crying and getting snot all over my shirt. Having an episode in front of me is nothing. You’re not gonna get any judgment from me.”
Have people judged you for your emotions?
Heh, I can understand that…
But anyone who judges you for that is stupid, and I’ll break their fingers for it.
You don’t deserve that.
They breathe, then nod. “Thanks…” They lightly elbow his side. “It’s—it’s another one of those things I need to get used to. But—the reassurance is appreciated.”
How long have you been alone dealing with all of this?
Too long, it looks like…
“It’s nothin’, firecracker.” Sun Wukong smiles at them, leaning in and nuzzling his cheek against theirs. They initially flinch at the sudden contact, but don’t stop him. “We’re friends, and friends are there for each other.”
I’ll be here for you.
I will.
I won’t mess up again.
We’ll see about that, Wukong, Macaque’s spirit taunts him, How long until they’re next on the chopping block, huh? You gonna choke ‘em until they stop moving, too?
Shut. Up.
…
“Sooo…” he clears his throat and leans his shoulder against theirs. Mostly to distract himself from the ghosts lingering in his mind, but also out of pure curiosity, he asks, “What was the vision? If that’s okay to ask!”
“It’s fine, it’s fine,” they sigh, “I was—mmm… well, I was actually trying to find out what happened on Flower Fruit for you.”
Why?
I didn’t need to know.
All I needed was just knowing it was my fault.
That’s all that matters.
Wukong doesn’t ask, though. Instead he asks, “It was that bad, huh?”
“It was… I don’t think there’s a word to describe it.” They run their fingers through their hair, letting out a shaky breath. “I’ve seen some shit back in America, Wukong. I…” They purse their lips, eyes staring at the coffee table where their notebook lies.
They say, “Demons, humans, anyone wanting my visions. They would go to any stake to make me have a premonition for them.” They fold their arms in front of them, their thumb running along one of their scars. They wear more short sleeves when around Wukong, he notes. It makes his chest swell with pride that they’re comfortable enough to do such a thing, but he still hates that it happened in the first place.
“Not just to me,” they explain, “To others. I’ve—seen a lot of things in my time. Things I would never want anyone else to see. I’m sure you can relate.”
You have no idea.
“Yeah, I can,” he huffs. “I can relate.”
Firecracker takes a breath, and then says, “I have seen some horrors, but the horrors on Flower Fruit certainly took the cake. I—I don’t think I would’ve had a bad episode seeing it, but—” another breath “—the vision—I was seeing it through someone’s memories… feeling their feelings… I think that’s what caused it.”
Oh… that certainly would’ve done it.
From what Wukong remembers learning from Zhihao and other clairvoyants, having a vision of someone’s memories can be dangerous. Their feelings mix in with your own until it’s difficult to tell which feelings belonged to you and which belonged to the memory. They mix together until you believe you are that person.
Not a fun time, from what he’s been told.
“I see…” he holds his hand out to them in a quiet offering. They place their hand on his and squeeze it. He squeezes back. “So… can I ask whose memory it was?”
It’s all out of sheer curiosity, but he feels like he might know who. Brother Ox—Bull King would’ve reacted with anger… Old Yellowtusk was too calm and collected to panic in such a way, same goes for Azure Lion. Peng felt more likely, but at the same time… there’s only two people he can really believe to react in such a way to their home burning, and he’s leaning towards one particular at the moment.
I just hope I’m wrong…
…
“It was… Six-Eared Macaque’s memories…”
I should know better than to hope for stuff, I guess.
That’s right, Macaque’s ghost hisses in his mind, It’s what you deserve for tarnishing everyone else’s hopes.
“I see,” is all he says, but doesn’t react further. He doesn’t have time to react to that. Instead, he just asks, “Can you show me?”
Years and years and years he’s always wondered about all the things that were his fault. All the things that happened that he was blamed for. Flower Fruit was one of them—and he never knew what happened. He never bothered knowing, really. It was just another tack on the list of things that he was blamed for.
Yet even as he’s willing to just accept that whatever happened on Flower Fruit was his fault, he also wondered what caused everything to change so drastically. He knew it had something to do with the Heavenly Court, but he never knew the details. He was too busy getting stabbed and shocked and burned and boiled.
What happened to his home and his family has been a lingering question in the back of his mind for so many centuries…
And now he has a chance of knowing.
He won’t let it slip past his fingers.
They blink in confusion, looking at him. “Show you?”
Oh, they don’t know about that ability yet?
“Yeah—you can show me the vision,” he shifts around to sit sideways on the couch and face them. “Clairvoyants—you guys have the ability to share your visions with others, even give people visions, but those are more finicky.”
“How do you know this?” They turn now to face him better, their eyes that were much too sharp roaming his face. It brought back way too many memories of a monkey he once loved who is long dead and long gone.
“I’ve had plenty of clairvoyant friends back in the day,” he chuckles, scratching at his nose, “One in particular was powerful. Like—a real powerful clairvoyant. They told me about a few of the abilities you guys have, and even demonstrated them to me for fun.”
“Oh… who were they?”
Wukong didn’t want his smile to turn more sad, but it did anyway. It couldn’t be helped, the memory of
pulp in his hands they were pulp in his hands
Zhihao still hurts like a fresh wound that would never heal right. Right next to the wound left behind by memories of Macaque.
But he clears his throat and breathes, his smile bright once again. Firecracker already caught it, judging from the look in their too sharp eyes, but they made no comment on it. He says, “Their name was Zhihao. I met them when I was on the Journey. They—heh—they were actually a lot like you. A real firecracker, treating people with respect, but not allowing themselves to be a doormat.”
Firecracker huffs and nods along, a small smile on their own face.
“Obviously—mortality and all that—they’re long gone—”
pulp just pulp in his hands just just pulp
“—but they taught me quite a bit! Some of the scrolls I got about your people used to be theirs.”
“I see…” They rub at their neck. “Well… I can try to show you, but—I never even knew I could do that, so—”
“Hey, hey, it’s fine!” Wukong gives them his brightest grin, scooting closer and taking their hands in his. “Are you okay with trying right now?”
“Mm… if I’m being honest, I’m—a bit apprehensive…”
“Worried about experiencing the feelings again?”
They didn't say anything, but their silence was enough of an answer for him. He squeezes their hands. “You won’t be alone in it, okay? I’ll be there. And I’ll help you.”
You won’t be alone anymore.
“Thank you,” they whisper, squeezing him back. “Okay… so… how do I do this?”
○ ○ ○
Wukong was never a fan of fire. He didn’t like the singed feeling on his fur, it was always so uncomfortable.
It was bad enough when he had to hide in the little nook in Laozi’s furnace for forty-nine days. Though he didn’t burn, the smell was bad and the feeling was beyond uncomfortable. The smoke constantly billowing into his eyes—even when he tried to close them. The burning hot liquid within the furnace creating an air so hot it made his already scorched fur stick to him awkwardly.
It was bad enough when the heavens tried to execute him with lightning strikes. It was bad enough when he was struck by magic fire whips. It was bad enough when he was branded by celestial iron.
Leaving behind scars that never properly healed and couldn’t be fully hidden by his fur.
The smell of burning flesh, charred fur… not nice on the senses.
Now he just has another bullet point on the list of reasons why he doesn’t like fire.
He stood within the battlefield—no, it can’t be called that. These people here, the land of mangled corpses he stood in… this was not a battlefield, it was a massacre.
He can see General Ba and Marshal Ma’s bodies not far off. They’re so disfigured it takes him a solid minute to realize it’s them. General Beng was gone, too. Knowing those old coots, they were probably the first line of defense that tried and failed to stop Erlang Shen from burning the mountain.
Sun Wukong looks around, watching the memories of his Sworn Brothers hurry this way and that to save whomever they could.
He watches Brother Bird be the eyes in the sky for the rest.
He watches Brother Tusk carry so many monkeys and demon beasts in his arms and trunk.
He watches Brother Lion fight tooth and claw against the leftover celestial guard that were still attempting to torch the rest of the mountain.
He watches Brother Ox use his strength to lift the demolished structures and coax out those trapped underneath.
He watches Princess Iron Fan help too—he didn’t even know she had become a Sworn Sister!—using her mighty fan to put out whatever fires she could.
He watches the ghost of his love carry people in his arms, his tail, even his mouth.
He watches them all take the civilians to the water cave. He already knew most of them wouldn’t make it.
Sun Wukong looks around, watching his home burn right in front of him. He watches the people—his people—scurry and run and scream and guide one another to the safety of the water cave. He watches others try and fail to defend themselves from the remaining celestial guard.
He watches his people—adults and children alike—burn.
I could’ve stopped this if I had been here.
I should’ve been here.
His chest twists in painful ways.
This is my fault.
It’s all my fault.
They’re all dead because of me.
He inhales, then exhales.
Inhales, then exhales.
He packs his emotions into a little box and puts it in a corner.
Nothing can be done.
This is a memory.
His chest no longer twists further, but it doesn’t come undone.
No dwelling on what could’ve been when the damage has been done and blame effectively given.
Feel your emotions later. Don’t waste time with it right now, you have more important things to do.
Sun Wukong starts walking. He enforces a new purpose in his mind, making him move through the ghosts of the past.
Find firecracker.
Find them.
Find them.
○ ○ ○
As he suspected, they were still looking through Macaque’s eyes.
Finding where the host went during these visions were always tricky if Wukong didn’t know much. Thankfully, he does know this time around.
The hardest part was pulling them out of the emotions of the vision. At least, he likes to make himself think that’s the hardest part.
No, the true hardest part was watching the ghost of his love dart through brush and buildings in multiple forms—wolf, bird, monkey, snake, back to wolf, then back to monkey—all to run faster and get as many as he can.
The hardest part was watching the desperation on his face, his six ears emitting that heavenly glow as they listened and listened for those still alive.
The hardest part was watching his once bright ivory fur turn darker and darker the more he ran through fire and singed his fur.
Wukong shoves the feelings building in his chest away. He can’t waste time allowing his feelings to get to him right now.
Remember what he did to your little brother. What he would’ve done to Master.
This side of him has been dead for years.
He waits for Macaque to stop moving when reunited with Mama. He ignores the body of Papa Liu on the ground, knowing that if he looked it’d just bring more pain that he can’t afford to waste more time. He steps forward and places his hands on Macaque’s cheeks.
“The best way to find the host of a vision if you don’t know where they are is to just start running around trying to touch people,” Zhihao had told him a long time ago. “You won’t be able to touch anyone in a vision—but if they are the host, you can interact with them.”
Wukong makes Macaque look at him and focuses. “Firecracker,” he says, keeping his voice firm and grounding, but gentle, “Firecracker, remember—this is someone else’s memory. You are not that person. You are you. You aren’t really here. This is a vision. This is not reality.”
He takes a breath, saying, “Breathe with me, like this. And pull yourself free from the person, from their feelings.”
He breathes in, then out.
A second time.
A third.
He feels hands grabbing his wrists. The land around him shakes and warbles, becoming unstable.
“Breathe, firecracker,” he says, “Breathe with me.”
Again, he inhales, then exhales.
Crk—crack went one of the trees, a dull white glow emitting from the inside of it. More cracks appear, pure white and nothingness revealing itself. The vision was becoming less stable by the second, but Wukong stays focused on the task at hand.
“You are not the person in the memory. You are you.”
At last, a breath.
Another.
And another.
Finally, the ghost of Macaque fades away, the memory of him already long gone to continue searching for more survivors with Mama. The one kneeling before him now was just Firecracker.
They breathe in, stuttery and wheezing, but they follow him.
Inhale, then exhale.
Their eyes become more alert.
More cracks appear around them.
They wheeze, “W—Wukong??”
“Hey there. Kinda weird we’re both here, huh?” He rubs their cheek with his thumb. “I said you wouldn’t be alone. I meant it. Now, gonna need you to focus on stabilizing the vision so we don’t lose it, okay?”
Another breath. Their hands move from his wrists to his own, holding on tight. They close their eyes as Wukong speaks, “Focus on that feeling of wanting to see, but not feel. You wanna see what Macaque saw, but you don’t wanna feel what he felt. Attach to the memories, not the emotions.You can do it, firecracker.”
Thank the heavens I was so curious and asked Zhihao all those questions l had about clairvoyants.
Honestly, thank the heavens I still remember what Zhihao told me about all this. It’s proving to come in handy.
They breathe, their brows knitting down in intense focus. They breathe again, their hands still holding onto his. They lean forward, letting out another breath. Wukong follows in suit, until their foreheads bump into one another.
“You can do it,” he says, “You got this.”
He likes to think Master would be proud of him right now. He likes to think Master would pat his head with that proud and gentle smile. He likes to think Master would tell him he did so good, came so far from the monkey he used to be. He likes to think Mama would be proud of him, too.
He wants to think that Macaque would feel the same way. He wants to think his brothers would as well. But he knows that isn’t feasible.
The cracks slowly vanish, the land no longer wobbling like a waterbed. Though Firecracker’s breathing was still stuttery and small cracks lingered, it was much more stable than a moment ago.
They open their eyes, looking at him. He grins. “Hey there.”
“Hey yourself, dork.” Their laugh is breathless, light, like the gentle ringing of a bell.
He helps them to their feet.
They look around at the devastation, the ash, the bodies, quickly remembering the setting they were in. They look at him, their sharp eyes roam his face in search of any sign of distress from him. When they find nothing, it seems to only make the concerned look on their face grow.
They ask, “Are you okay? Seeing all of this?”
Wukong shrugs, turning his gaze away to eye the scorched landscape.
You get used to it after the fifth time.
I sure had to.
“I’m alright.”
○ ○ ○
So that’s what happened to Peng…
His chest twists further.
That sly bird was always the fastest out of all of them.
He breathes.
More feelings, more emotions, put into that box for later. For when he’s alone and able to feel them out.
His chest stops twisting.
Firecracker’s fingers lightly graze his own, a silent offering. He takes their hand, holding it as he watches and listens to the wails of his Sworn Brothers weep for Brother Bird’s sacrifice to save a litter of monkey infants.
All the while his own eyes remained dry. With no time or ability to feel out his emotions, he pours white paint over the colorful canvas that was his feelings.
He felt… serene almost. For lack of a better term, at least.
Hmm… no, that still wasn’t right.
He didn’t feel serene.
He didn’t feel sad.
He didn’t feel anger, either.
He felt nothing.
○ ○ ○
Wukong and Firecracker sit side by side, shoulders touching. The vision ended after the graves were dug, and he knew there was no more to see. He can tell Firecracker’s worried about him, but doesn’t have the words. Their knee bumped his, their hand still holding his. Their eyes stared hard at their notebook on the coffee table, a signature sign they were trying to think of what to say.
It’s not necessary, though. Their presence was enough for him until he could be alone.
He takes a breath. What was once a group of six had so quickly become four within the span of—what? Maybe a few weeks? He’s not sure about the timeframe between him being taken into custody and this happening, but he’s sure it couldn’t have been long.
They were not the joyous, respectful, honorable, perhaps a bit prideful (okay, very prideful) men he knew. How quickly they’d been broken down to husks of their former selves.
“Do you know how this happened?” He finds himself asking.
There’s no way Peng or Macaque would’ve let this go unnoticed. Peng’s eyes were too sharp. Macaque could hear everything.
Something else had their attention. Something that let Erlang enact his petty act of revenge.
Firecracker doesn’t answer at first, their eyes roaming the room to take in the detail of his living area. They still haven’t let go of his hand. They say, their voice just barely a whisper, “They… were trying to rescue you. They didn’t realize this was happening until Golden-Winged Peng noticed it.”
It felt just like another of the celestial punishments all over again. A thousand blades stabbing into his back, his chest, his arms, his legs, the back of his head. Digging in and twisting and making sure it hurt and wouldn’t heal for a long, long time.
They were coming for me.
They turned away from home because of me.
It all just comes back to me again, doesn’t it?
Should’ve seen that coming.
In the end… it’s still all my fault, just like Macaque said.
Did you really think you’d be proven wrong on that front? Macaque sneers in Wukong’s mind, Everything that happened was your fault. No amount of digging for “real” answers will change that.
“Wukong?”
Ah, he spaced out for too long. Firecracker’s sharp, sharp eyes were brimming with curiosity and concern. Their brow furrows and makes a crease between them, their mouth twisting into a deep set frown.
He reaches up with his free hand and pokes at the crease in their brow. “I’m alright, firecracker.” He smiles and squeezes their hand. “Really. I am.”
It’s nothing I’m not used to.
They don’t believe him, and he doesn’t blame them. They had a kinship in one another—seeing many horrors of the world leaving them to know how to deal with it. How to cope with it. It’s not their fault they don’t know how he deals with—
“Wukong,” they say, their voice more firm. Their other hand touches his elbow, much like how he would touch theirs to get their attention. “Wukong, what’s going through your head right now?”
Ah.
Hmm…
Where to start?
He even says that with a chuckle, “Where to start, firecracker?”
“The first thing that comes to the front,” they respond, facing him. “Talk to me, Wukong. Just like how I talked to you.” They take his other hand. “You said we’re friends, and friends are there for one another. I want to be there for you.”
He always forgets how much clairvoyants are bleeding hearts on top of everything else.
I want to give them the chance.
I want to give Zan the chance.
He knows he’s been dodgy in that first little talk with Zan. It was weird, he wasn’t used to it. Talking about himself. It’s been so long. He doesn’t know if he has the ability to anymore. It’s even harder to talk to Mama nowadays. Not after so long of having no one but himself, no one but his little siblings and nephews and nieces who would never understand.
They tell him, their voice a boulder in a roaring river—calm, grounding, unmoving, “You listened to me. You were there for me. Let me be here for you. Let me listen to you. But—if you change your mind, just let me know, okay? I won’t make you talk about it if you’re not ready, if you don’t want to.”
His chest twists, but it doesn’t hurt.
It’s been doing that a lot more recently when he’s around Firecracker.
It’s a strange twist. Familiar, but not. It’s a feeling he hasn’t felt in a little while.
They scoot closer to him, their knee bumping him. They kept holding his hand in one, their other placed on his arm. “I’m not here to push you into telling me anything. Just—I won’t judge you. It wouldn’t be fair of me to do so, when you didn’t judge me.”
I want to believe they won’t change their mind.
I want to believe they won’t start to see me like everyone else does.
The fault of everything that caused the world to break over and over and over.
“I’ll probably have questions—I’ll definitely have thoughts,” they say, their voice still just as firm, just as gentle. “But I will not judge you.”
Sun Wukong regards their words, his eyes roaming their face. Man… how the tables have turned, huh? He really should’ve expected this, hah. Good old Uncle Zan was teaching them well, a little too well at times, Wukong thinks. Maybe he’s just getting rusty, having not been around others for so long. Maybe it’s just these three people—Zan, Firecracker, and MK—who will always have eyes sharp as knives that notice nearly everything.
Just like Mama. Just like Macaque. Just like Master. Just like Zhihao.
They don’t push him further, they don’t say anything after. They just sit there, patient and quiet and waiting. They sit there, watching him, their hands never once pulling away from him.
I want to believe them.
I want to.
Then believe them, Mama says to him. You never know until you try.
And if it doesn’t end well?
They won’t so quickly give up on you, silly, another voice, sounding just like Zhihao’s. The voice laughs, like wind chimes gently jingling against one another. They’re just as stubborn as you, just as loyal, filled with just as much love as you.
…
…
He smiles, his gaze lowering to their joined hands. His thumb brushes their knuckles. “The first thing on my mind, huh?” He chuckles, “A simple one, really… Flower Fruit wouldn’t have burned if I had been there. All the deaths, the fire, none of it would’ve happened.
“Letting myself get taken in like that—hah—if I had just, ya know, not let them. If I’d helped my brothers and I escape… Flower Fruit wouldn’t have burned.”
Maybe we would still all be here. Together, happy, sharing stories. No binding contracts with the heavens in the form of a headband, no ghosts haunting the mind… none of it.
They look at him, a question on the tip of their tongue. They swallow a lump in their throat, then ask, “Do you really think it was your fault?”
“All of it was my fault,” is his simple response. He shrugs, unbothered because it’s true. “Everything that happened—not just on Flower Fruit, but everywhere else too—all the history books that talk about disasters or demon invasions… All of that was because of me.”
Ah, they didn’t like that response. He can tell. Their eyes hardened, burning with a rage that was held back by sheer willpower. He can feel it in the way their grip on his hand tightened a fraction.
I shouldn’t have said that. I shouldn’t have opened that door.
Should’ve just stayed happy-go-lucky. That’s what people like. They don’t like this side. They can’t handle this side.
“Who told you that?” They ask. He can hear it in their voice, the anger that’s held back by chains, but it was waiting to be directed to someone to give that rage to. “Who told you that so much to the point that you actively believe it to be true about you? Who rewired your head to make you think that every little thing that goes wrong in this world is your fault?”
He gives one word, “Everyone.”
Ah—wait—he didn’t mean to say that. It was pure reaction. Fuck—how can he backtrack from this—?
“Then I’ll break everyone’s fucking kneecaps for being so stupid,” they spit venom, but not at Wukong. “Using you as a scapegoat like that. Despicable.”
Their statement has him letting out a surprised laugh. He’s not laughing at them! Of course not! No, he’s laughing at the sheer thought of them breaking Erlang Shen’s kneecaps. Oh, that would be wonderful to witness. Impossible to happen, obviously, but a monkey can fantasize.
Not to mention the amount of sheer offense they felt for Wukong was cute.
(They were cute.)
“Sorry, sorry,” he laughs, waving a hand at Firecracker who was still frowning, but now it was directed at him. “I couldn’t help myself. It’s just—way too funny imagining you breaking the kneecaps of someone ten feet taller than you.”
They huff, but their frown had turned into a small smile. “I’d still do it.”
He can’t help but tease, “All just for little ol’ me?”
“Yes.”
He blinks.
Huh… that conviction in their eyes… they weren’t kidding.
They really would if given the chance (and power and magic and all that stuff, but still). The anger they felt wasn’t towards him, but for him. They were angry at the people who told him all these things. They were angry he was treated so badly that he really does just believe everything that goes wrong is because of him in one way or another.
“Dang, firecracker… this whole thing really has you having that bad a conniption?” Another laugh. He can’t help it, really. It’s the best way he can think of acting. Him being blamed isn’t anything new to him. Someone being upset about him being blamed… that’s a whole different story.
“Yes,” they say, their voice still holding that same conviction, “You shouldn't have been used in such a way. They shouldn’t have made you think that every little wrong thing that happens in this broken world is because of you. People who do that just want to avoid admitting they were the ones who fucked up the world in the first place.”
“I mean, they’re not completely wrong. Some stuff was because of my mistakes.”
They don't back down, “That you rectified. Mistakes are normal, it’s all what makes you you. Those people just—didn’t want to admit they’re capable of fucking up too so they made the blame go to you. That’s not right. It’s not okay.”
They remove their hands from his to grab at his face and lock eyes with him. They had really nice eyes. Their hands were really soft too, like, really soft. Wow. What’s their skin care?
Oh, he should focus on what they have to say.
They say, “You listen to me and listen to me good, Sun Wukong. You did not deserve the treatment you’ve received and continue to receive over these years—these centuries. You didn’t deserve to have these people make you think that you’re some kind of bad luck charm that causes all this bad shit to happen.
“You are just like everyone else—someone who makes mistakes, who can get controlled by their emotions. But unlike those people, you fix what you fuck up. It takes time, it’s a bit sloppy, but you still do what you can to make it better. And these—these fucking disgraceful people chose to absolve all blame from themselves by shoving it onto you.
“You are not the one who torched Flower Fruit. You are not the one who picked the golden fillet that was forced on you. You were not the one who laid out every punishment for you to take. You also weren’t the one who laid out the punishments for your people, your brothers. These weren’t made by your decision. They were made by the celestials.
“It is not your fault that Flower Fruit burned. It is not your fault that all those people died. It is not your fault that the falling out with your Sworn Brothers happened the way it did. And it is not your fault that those disasters and demon invasions you talked about happened. It’s. Not. Your. Fault. And if I have to keep telling you every single day to get it through that thick skull of yours, then so be it.”
Wukong stares and stares at them, blinking in astonishment. He’s really, truly at a loss for words. He never expected anyone to be angry for his sake in such a way. Anyone else who knew would drop the subject when he would change it. They would shy away if he showed any side of him that wasn’t the prideful, goofy Monkey King he was.
Not Firecracker.
They’re just as stubborn as you. Just as loyal. Just as loving, Zhihao’s ghost reminded him. They just have a different way of showing it.
Right… they really were an unstoppable force when they wanted to be. He should’ve known better. Haha, especially when he's seen just how strong headed and protective they get over MK. To have that protectiveness be over him now, he's—not really sure what to feel.
A new feeling in his chest. It's familiar yet not familiar. He knows it's something he hasn't felt in a long time, but the word was escaping him right now.
They’re still holding his face in their hands. Their soft hands. It feels nice. He closes his eyes and exhales, his lips pulling up into a smile. “You really think all that, don’t you?”
“I know it.”
“You really gonna tell me every single day?”
“If I have to. God knows you’re a stubborn, thick-headed idiot, so you’re definitely gonna need it at least once or twice a week.”
Wukong laughs again. Wow… when was the last time someone didn’t think it was all his fault? The mere thought makes his chest unfurl, just a little, but it’s noticeable. It doesn’t hurt as much.
It’s like someone had taken just one of the many weapons stabbed into him, and pulled it out. He still had so many spears and swords and axes and daggers embedded into him. Still so many memories, so many things that brought so much hurt and made his chest twist in painful ways.
But this one thing
They’re not uncomfortable I showed a different side of myself.
this one little thing
They didn’t shy away.
was tugged out and laid to the ground so the wound can start healing.
Wow… wow, wow, wow… He feels… relieved? Happy? Wait, wait, no, there’s a word for it he knows it!
Light.
He feels light.
Man… when was the last time he had even felt such a thing? It’s such a small thing. The lightness is barely there, but after being weighed down for years and years and years, he can notice the weight shifting, even only a little.
“You really are the most stubborn human I have ever met,” he finds himself saying with a smile that shines like the sun after a rainy day.
Their eyes soften, mouth forming into a tiny smirk. “And you are the most stubborn monkey I have ever met.”
“Awwwww, firecracker,” he chuckles, reaching up and taking their hands in his. He pulls them away from his face to lay them in front of him, running his thumb over their palms.
So soft.
“You know, most people wouldn’t wanna bother with that stubborn side,” he says, and it’s true. Plenty of celestials he’s worked with and even sometimes his own Sworn Brothers couldn’t stand when he got his head stuck up his ass. Even Macaque would get annoyed by it and just leave Wukong to go be bullheaded with whatever had gotten him worked up.
“And most people wouldn’t want to deal with mine,” they say back with a snort. “I’m not going anywhere, Wukong.”
They pull their hands away only to scoot them under his and rub their thumbs along the palm of his own hands. He’s sure it doesn’t feel very good, his hands are super calloused and not soft at all. Not like theirs.
“I’m not gonna leave. I’m not gonna just up and disappear for no reason, and there is nothing you can do or say to make me go, either.” Their grip on his hands tighten to affirm their words. “I am here. And I will be here. Just like how you were there for me.”
They’re not gonna leave.
“You deserve to feel as safe and happy as you make anyone else feel.”
They’re staying.
“And I may not be very good at it, I have my limits, but I will do what I can to do the same for you as you did and continue to do for me.”
They’ll really be here.
“I’m not going anywhere, Wukong. I’m here. I’m listening.”
Light. So, so light. Light as his nimbus when soaring through the sky. Light as Firecracker’s laugh that’s shy and quiet but real.
“Reeeeeaaaally?” He asks, unable to stop himself from teasing.
“Really,” they say.
“Even if I tell you I did a lot of fucked up shit?”
“Even so.”
“And if I tell you all the things I went through?”
They snort, “Sun Wukong, unless you tell me that you’re the one who killed my parents and made my life go through deep shit—there is nothing you can do or say to make me think any less of you or leave you alone.” Their grip on his hands becomes more firm, grounding. Their eyes entice him to stare and stare and stare, and he can’t look away. He really can’t.
You won’t go away.
“I did some fucked up shit too, Wukong,” they say. “It would be hypocritical of me to judge you or leave you or think less of you.”
You really, truly won’t go away.
The unnamed feeling in him grows stronger and stronger, and it’s finally here he realizes what it is.
Sun Wukong leans forward until his forehead brushes theirs. “Promise?”
They exhale through their nose, their eyes that were once sharp and hardened becoming soft and warm. “Promise.”
His smile grows stronger. “And I’m here too, firecracker. I’m listening. I’m not going anywhere, either.”
“Promise?” They ask, their eyes and smile showing they were teasing him, but he doesn’t mind. He doesn’t mind at all.
“Promise.”
The two of them spent the next few hours on the couch, watching soap operas and discussing training plans for MK. Firecracker was sitting closer to him than they ever had before. Leaning against his side and resting their head on his shoulder while alternating between paying attention to the soap opera and their notes before Erlang came for their little weekly meeting.
“This is okay?” Wukong asks, “Being this close?”
“Yeah, it’s fine,” they reply. “If I need space, I’ll let you know. But it’s okay for now.”
Warm and light and soft, all mixing inside him. His injuries don’t hurt as much anymore. It feels good. He forgot what this felt like.
“Alright, firecracker.” He rests his cheek on their head, and they don’t stop him.
Yet even at this moment of peace, after such a long day of so many emotions, he can feel something else in him. A reprimand, deep in the back of his mind. One he chooses to ignore, wanting to selfishly relish in this warmth and light feeling he hadn’t felt in so long.
Oh, Wukong…
He feels them shift, one of their hands grabbing his to give it a squeeze.
You should know better than to fall for a mortal.
Warm and soft and gentle and light, light, light.
You’re so fucked.
Notes:
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Chapter 25: Refraction
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Things between you and Wukong felt like they had grown even stronger. It’s clear he’s not the type to talk about himself in a serious manner, and prefers it to stay lighthearted. After that talk, you can understand why, as it was close to the same reasons you didn’t like when the spotlight was on you.
Nearly every time you tried opening up to people, they couldn’t handle the baggage you carried. With Uncle Zan and Sandy being a few of the only people who could handle it, it was still a difficult task to complete. With so many bad examples of people always backing off, unable to take even just the smallest bit of burden, it’s hard to truly believe others will be different.
In a way, Wukong was the same. At least from what you can guess just from the one talk. You won’t reach conclusions just yet, but you might end up asking Uncle Zan about it later when you’re able. At least after he has a few sessions with Wukong, given that you’ve heard those two’ll have a few talks here and there now. While you know your uncle won’t share information about the sessions, he can at least confirm or deny if you both had the same suspicions. Either way, you felt… kind of honored that Wukong trusted you with this side of himself.
You sit at the bench outside, Sun Guo and several other monkeys nestled by your sides (they got really attached to you, it looks like). Wukong and MK, meanwhile, were training as they always did. Typical stance practice, as it’s never good to forget the basics. Afterward, they’d move onto clone training.
The clairvoyant scroll lay on your lap, certain sections finally readable enough for you to get some research done with it.
“Divination magic allows you to see the unseen, and glean what cannot be easily noticed by the naked eye, centered around revealing and granting knowledge and information to you. It has a broad range of uses; seeing invisible creatures or items, seeing past illusions, and identifying magical items to name a few.
“Our powers are not just seeing into the past, present and future. A clairvoyant’s abilities are much more vast than it is led to believe. These list of abilities include—”
“Hey, firecracker!”
You look up from the scroll, eyeing up MK and Wukong as he waves you over. He’s got a big grin on his face, his eyes shining. “Come join us! We’re gonna do a lil’ dance session break!”
“No, thanks,” you say, looking back down at the scroll. “I’m busy.”
“You’ve been busy the entire tiiiiiime!” Wukong whines. “C’mon, I bet you’re as stiff as a board—dancin’ can make you nice and loose!”
You sigh, resting your cheek in your hand and your elbow on your knee. Sure, you wanted to make sure to remain available for if MK or Wukong needed you. But they don’t need you for an impromptu dance session. “I’m good, Wukong. I got some stuff to do. I’ll join you next time, okay?”
MK tugs at Wukong's sleeve, whispering something to him before backing off to the side. Wukong looks between MK and you, before he huffs and steps over. Wukong plops down beside you, lightly bumping his shoulder against yours. “What’s up?”
“Mm?” You glance at him. “Nothing, I just don’t feel like dancing right now.”
“Well I meeeeean…” He coughs, his tail flicking and lightly poking at your leg. “You, aaaaah, you’ve been apprehensive here and there the past day or two after the shit with Spider Queen. Just figured I’d check in.”
You avert your gaze, a small frown on your features now. “It’s nothing,” you say, quiet, “I’m fine.”
…
…
…
His tail lightly coils around your ankle. He wasn’t staring at you, instead looking over and watching MK practice his dance moves.
You sigh, “I just—got a lot on my mind right now.” It was an understatement, considering all the things you had in your head right now. Your mind might as well be equivalent to a typhoon. Spinning and swirling with emotions, impulses, ideas, and things you had to do. Each thought kept colliding and crashing like thunderous waves, the chaos within unable to calm itself for even a moment.
Yeah… it was definitely an understatement. And Wukong could tell you were underplaying it too just from the look on his face. Whether or not he was waiting for you to actually elaborate, or he didn’t want to push you further, you didn’t know. You were just grateful for the moment of silence to let yourself try to organize the torrent of thoughts.
Ah—you should probably mention that to avoid any issues…
“I’ll be fine, Wukong,” you say, “I just—need some time to put my thoughts in order. Some quiet time, you know?”
He seems satisfied with that answer, offering a small smile and leaning in to nuzzle his cheek against yours. “‘Course, firecracker. You need anything—”
“Let you know,” you huff, though you had a tiny smile. “I know, you worrywart.”
“Just makin’ sure!” He chuckles, bumping shoulders with you. He then pauses, his expression thoughtful. He scoots closer beside you, lightly bumping his shoulder against yours again. “You, ah, mind if I ask you something real quick before I leave you to it?”
“Hmm?” You hum, glancing his way. You notice the specific shine in his eye and your brows furrow, turning more to properly give him attention. “Did something happen?”
“Ha! I was gonna ask you that!” He snickers, giving you a grin, but it’s quick to fall. He looks over to MK and leans closer to you to whisper, “I just kinda noticed how MK’s been acting weird too. Not all the time, but on and off. Pulling his punches, reluctant towards certain attacks, stuff like that.”
He side-eyes you now, keeping his voice low as he asks, “I was wondering if something happened to cause such a reaction from the kid. Was it something involving Spider Queen? He wasn’t like that until after the shit with her—and even then, I don’t know the full details of that.”
Your brows furrow as you think. Nothing came to mind immediately…
…
Oh—wait—
Wukong seems to notice how your eyes shine with the revelation and is leaning closer to you, listening intently to whatever you have to say. You bite your lip and rub at your neck. You thought MK already told him, but you guess not. “Ah, well… something did happen, but I wasn’t exactly—available during it.”
He tilts his head, a look of confusion donning his features. “What do you mean by that…?”
You sigh, “It’s, ah… why don’t we have MK join in on this?” Then you look over to MK and call him, “MK? Can you come here a minute?”
He stops his little dance practice to glance your way. “Oh? Uh, sure!” He comes over as you scoot and pat the spot between you and Wukong. He sits down, fidgeting with his sleeve. “Uh, is something wrong?”
“No, no, and you’re not in trouble, either.” You give him a reassuring pat on the shoulder. “Wukong, would you like to ask him what you just asked me?”
You see Wukong’s expression fall to something more serious. His eyes shone with suspicion, caution. As if to brace himself for whatever he’s about to be told. When you remember what he’s said about his overprotective nature towards friends, you were certainly bracing yourself for his reaction.
“Well,” Wukong says, his tone low and speaking much slower than before. “I was just asking firecracker if something happened… I noticed how off you’ve been these past few days since your whole adventure with firecracker over here and Spider Queen. Were there details you left out that happened, or…?”
Almost immediately, MK’s face fell, and he’s not looking at you or Wukong. His head hung low, his hands fidgeting and scratching at his arm, his eyes glued to his shoes. “Oh—right—I—I forgot to tell you—uh—”
“Forgot to tell me what, bud?” Wukong asks, his brows furrowed. “Listen—kid—you’re not in trouble. I’m just—fuck, MK—I’m worried. Did you get hurt? Did you hurt someone on accident??” He reaches out, his hand flinching away when MK’s shoulders hunch up. He pulls his hand away, averting his gaze. “You can talk to me, bud. I’m your teacher, and I’d be a pretty shit teacher if I didn’t listen to you and your problems with no judgment.”
MK chews on his lip. You won’t deny his hesitancy to tell Wukong left you confused. He was so quick to tell you when it happened, why pause with his teacher? It’s not the first time MK has spoken about his worries to Wukong and you, and it certainly won’t be the last. But something about the look in MK’s eyes made you think that maybe that wasn’t all. He looks genuinely afraid to say anything about it, but the reasoning behind why is eluding you.
“MK?” You ask, your voice soft. “It’s okay, little brother. You can talk to us.” You pause, then ask, “Is touching okay?”
MK nods. Wukong scoots closer, putting his hand on Mk’s shoulder while you rub his back. MK looks at you now, a clear look of distress overtaking his features.
And suddenly, you felt a ping in the back of your mind. A whisper, just at the edge of hearing, —m scared. Wh— if I d— th— same a— t—cher?
Was… was that MK’s thoughts?
He wants to say something but doesn’t know how to… It must be making his magic react to him—his telepathy specifically.
Did he accidentally project his thoughts into your head? It felt like it was coming out of some old, broken radio, difficult to make out. But you could get bits and pieces.
Scared of doing something… the same as… as Wukong? Odd… what did he mean by that?
You rub MK’s back, up and down, up and down. You lean closer, bumping your shoulder against his. You’ll have to save that particular talk for another time. Changing the subject right now wouldn’t do anyone any favors.
“I, uh…” MK swallows. He says, “I… got mad. Really really mad…” He keeps fidgeting with his hands, scratching his arm. Wukong’s tail slowly moves, an offering that MK gratefully takes and pets at the fur. It seems to help somewhat calm him down.
He takes a slow, deep breath. “Let me… start from the beginning…
“Mr. Tang—he got kidnapped by Spider Queen…
“…Sandy and Mei and I—we were gonna go rescue him…
“…and we ran into sib and Red Son…
“…and—and then we got caught…
“…s—sib, ah—got hurt… really really badly and—and—I got s—so angry that—I lost control…”
“…Big Brother Fengshe helped us escape, and then he got Mama Lihua to get sib patched up—but—I—I’ve never felt that kind of anger before…”
Wukong was silent the entire time MK tells the story, his face falling to a blank expression. His mouth twitches. His eyebrows furrow. His tail curls around MK’s hand. He sits patiently, quiet and waiting, while you watch him closely.
And the moment MK mentions you getting seriously hurt, you notice it. If one didn’t look close enough, he’d just appear as calm as the ocean on a sunny day. But you can see the rage behind his eyes. Burning like smoldering embers, radiating an intense heat that could scorch the very air around him. Yet there was a terrifying calmness to it, too. As if he was waiting to turn that scorching gaze to the one who caused all this.
“It’s okay, bud,” Wukong says, his voice soft and warm. It’s such a stark contrast to how his eyes looked when he knew MK can’t see the burning rage in them. “It’s okay,” he says again. “This is the first time something like this has ever happened, yeah?”
MK nods. “I—I just—I don’t want—I don’t want it to happen again. I didn’t like it—I didn’t like it at all.” He pets Wukong’s tail more, carefully combing at the fur with his nails. “I’m just—scared I’ll end up doing that again. Getting so angry that I—lose control, and then accidentally hurt someone I care about.”
“Do you want us to hold off on the clone training for anger management?” Wukong asks, his voice still holding that same tenderness. “Take it from the monkey who’s infamous for his anger issues—there are a few ways to help control that anger of yours. We can focus on that for the next few lessons if you want.”
“Is… is that okay?” MK looks at him now, twirling Wukong’s tail in his hand. The moment he does, Wukong’s eyes went from burning with intense rage to gentle and caring. Watching how quickly he can put up a mask to hide his true feelings… you’re half amazed and half apprehensive that he’s able to switch it so easily. How much of his true feelings does he hide?
How many times have you just missed seeing his true feelings before he hid them?
“Haha, I’m asking you if you’re fine with that, bud!” Wukong chuckles, giving MK’s shoulder a small shake. “Of course it’s fine, kiddo. We can focus on that for the next few lessons. How does that sound?”
MK nods, the hint of a smile on his face. “I—I’d like that. Please. I don’t—I don’t wanna lose myself like that again…”
“Keep in mind, bud—we’re not gonna be learning how to bottle it up. That’s the worst thing you can do,” Wukong says, his tone taking a more serious lilt to it. “We’re gonna be learning how to redirect it to something else. To refine it. To put it in a box and save it for later.”
“I—Isn’t that the same thing as bottling it up, though?” MK asks, his brows scrunching in confusion.
“No, no!” He laughs, waving a hand. “Bottling it up is to never feel it ever, which is a horrible idea. Putting it in a box to save for later is exactly what it means. You take the emotion and put it aside to feel it out later, when you’re able to. When you feel safe to.”
There was a specific way he said it that made you think it’s a common tactic he uses for his own emotions.
MK nods, his scrunched brows relaxing into a more thoughtful look. “Okay… then—I’d like that.”
“Great!” Wukong slaps a hand on his shoulder and gives him a small shake. “Why don’t you take nimbus for a little flight, kiddo? Help clear your head before we get back to it? Sometimes, all you need is a little ride along the clouds,” he says, making a small wave with his hand for emphasis.
“Ah—if it’s okay—”
“Go, go!” He laughs, giving MK a small shove against his back. He lets out a sharp whistle to call his nimbus over. “Take a joyride for a bit, feel a cloud—I know you want to. Fly over the sea. Take an hour to clear your head, and we’ll go right back to training after.”
“Okay, okay,” MK laughs quietly. He pauses a moment, before he turns to you and Wukong to nuzzle his cheek against you both. “I—I’ll be right back, an hour tops!” Then he grabs his phone and headphones. Once his headphones were secure over his ears, he climbs onto nimbus, taking off into the sky.
He’s certainly doing a better job controlling it than the first time he tried riding that cloud, you muse quietly, watching him fly over the mountain.
Wukong waits until he can’t see MK anymore. And then. “Is that why you didn’t want me touching your back earlier this week? Even earlier today?” He asks, his voice having a strange evenness to it.
Your spine goes stiff. Sometimes you really do forget just how observant Wukong can be, his eyes just as sharp, just as quick to pick out details most can’t see. Like you, he’s just quiet with the information. Unlike you, he brings it up at a more opportune time.
“Ah—” you rub at your neck, averting your gaze “—yeah… I thought MK already told you everything about what happened, but I guess he didn’t.” Makes a lot of sense, now that you think about it. You would’ve expected Wukong to break down the door to your house the moment he learned you got hurt. Especially that badly.
“The injury is healed—it’s fine, really. It’s mostly just small ghost pains here and there. Not as bad as when it initially happened—”
You hear a thump, thump, thumping sound, prompting you to look over at him again and notice his tail slapping against the stone. His expression was blank, but the burning embers of rage in his eyes seemed to grow into a stronger fire.
“Wukong—”
His tail thumps against the stone, causing a crack to form. “Interesting,” he says, a smile on his face, but it was much too forced with too many teeth to seem even remotely friendly. “So—I’ll just be right back—”
“Wait, no!” You get to your feet with him and get in his way. “Wukong—you literally just talked to MK about controlling your anger—”
“I am controlling it,” he says, his tone matter of fact with the hint of a terrifying calmness to it. “I’m redirecting it to somewhere else. It’ll just be an added bonus to even a score.” He tries to side step you, but you get in his way again. He inhales sharply through his nose, his tail slapping against the ground. “Move.”
“There’s no fucking score to settle!” You say, your voice sharp. “MK and Red Son already wrecked half her lair, seriously hurt those stupid lackeys of hers, and Fengshe cut off one of her damn legs from what I was told. Besides, I’m fine, I—” you almost say that you’ve had worse, but stop yourself. That’s not going to help the situation, if anything it’ll just make him more angry.
You look at him, noticing his squared jaw and trembling hand that’s clenched tightly into a fist. “Wukong, breathe,” you remind him, making sure to calm your tone to something more gentle. He inhales through his nose and slowly exhales. His eyes stared towards Megapolis, shining a more vibrant gold. “Wukong, look at me.”
He doesn’t look away from the city, eyes darting about as if he’s searching.
“Wukong,” you say again, still gentle, your fingers grazing along the back of his hand. “Look at me. Please.”
He finally looks at you.
“Remember what you told me about you being overprotective?” You ask, raising a brow in question. That makes him sputter and look away again, his ears twitching and flattening against his head. You heave a sigh, your fingers brushing his hand again in a silent offering. He doesn’t take it immediately.
You continue to say, “You said you would put your trust in me and MK to take care of ourselves. I made a mistake, and I have to live with it. And I will learn from it—I won’t let it happen again.”
He finally takes your hand, holding it in a tight and secure grip. You could feel the warmth coming from his hand, from the anger he was containing in himself. He closes his eyes, slowly inhaling, then exhaling. He does it again. A third time.
He looks at you. He certainly seemed much calmer than before. “You are mortal. You’re—” he pinches the bridge of his brow, shaking his head and groaning “—look—don’t take offense to this, but you really can’t take a hit like me or the kid or even Xiaojiao—ah, I mean Mei can. I’m, well, me. MK’s got my powers and his parent's powers. Mei’s got her ancestors—and let me tell you—dragons are durable. But you? Firecracker, you—you don’t have that durability. You can’t take a heavy hit. It’ll kill you, or worse.”
He rubs his face, letting out a sigh.
“That’s why I’m planning, Wukong,” you speak in a gentle, but firm tone. “I may not be as durable as you guys, but I’m not some delicate flower.” You hold up a hand before he says anything. “And I’m not saying you’re treating me as such. Just—trust that I’m going to do something about this, okay?”
He sighs again. He squeezes your hand. You squeeze back. “Alright,” he says. “I trust you, firecracker. I do. I just—ugh—”
“Are overprotective?” You ask, raising a brow with the hint of a smile.
He huffs, rolling his eyes, but he’s smiling too. “Yeah, yeah.” He chuckles, but his smile falls to a frown. He runs his thumb along your knuckles.
“Sorry, firecracker. That protectiveness won’t really go away.” He steps forward, leaning in and resting his head on your shoulder. He whispers something. You almost don’t hear it, but you manage to just barely make out, “I don’t want to give offerings to another grave. Not yet. Not anytime soon.”
Your chest twists and your heart aches at his words. You reach up with your free hand to pet the fur on his head. “You won’t, Wukong,” you say softly. “I promise. Trust me—Uncle already reemed my ass good for what happened.”
The sentence has him snort out a laugh. He pulls away and heaves a sigh. You say, “I have a list, Wukong. I’m slowly going down it, and that is on the list. Hell, it’s near the top. It’s—” you sigh “—it’s why I mentioned having a lot on my mind. It was one of the things I was thinking about.”
Wukong takes another breath, his grip on your hand loosening slightly. “Okay,” he says. “Okay,” he says a second time. “Look—I’m sorry about that. It, ah…”
“It’s okay, Wukong,” you reach out and flick his forehead again. “I understand. Emotions. Anger being one you’re known for.”
He laughs. “Yeah…. yeah…”
“C’mon,” you tug his hand. “Sit with me.”
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MK returned after an hour passed, seeming much better than he was prior. During that time you were looking at the weird videos Mei sent you with Wukong sitting next to you, which was also enough time for the monkey in question to calm himself as well. Now the two boys are back to their training, MK practicing summoning and fighting in sync with his clones, while you went back to pouring over the scroll.
“True sight is the natural-born ability given to clairvoyants that allows us to see things as they actually are. Things hidden by magic, demons or humans or celestials in disguise, we are able to see through it. This is something we are born with from day one, and an ability we are never able to ‘turn off.’ There are ways to help lessen the intensity of it, should you find yourself within an area of intense illusion magic, to avoid getting a migraine. This will be further explained in chapter seven.
“P—h fin—g — the po—r to l— —ou fi— the s—rt—t and m—t —ect p— to a lo—, pe—n, or obj—t y—u kn—. T— is a —re d—cu— p—r to —ter, for —ch li— —all—g u—n yo—r v—i—….”
Mmm… looks like certain sections were still not very readable to you. The words warp and move too much, and you can barely make anything out for them. You take what notes you can from what you’re able to read, and the mess in your mind slowly but surely begins to untangle.
The whole mess within Spider Queen’s cave was mainly because of two things, on your end at the very least.
One; your fighting prowess wasn’t exactly the best. You were more quiet and stuck to the shadows to remain unseen. You were good at running, at escaping. You had to be good at it to avoid demons as much as you could back in America, and here on the rare occasion a demon tries to give you trouble. You only knew the very bare bones of fighting, and most of it was defensive stances rather than offensive.
Two; not only did you not know that your cards had the ability to make a damn shield, you don’t know what else they could do. While you don’t want to be too reliant on them in a fight, it’ll still be damn helpful to make a shield should it be necessary to do so.
With the first factor being the biggest reason you’ll be an easy target, it came to the conclusions of you needing to properly train how to keep up in a fight, and also practice how to use your cards for protection. Standing on the sidelines just makes you an easy hostage. Joining the fight just makes you an easier target for being torn to shreds if you had no combat experience.
If you wanted to keep an eye on MK and Mei during these times, you needed to make a change in something to make sure a repeat of Spider Queen’s lair didn’t happen.
You could try to find a teacher to help you learn how to fight…
You were absolutely not going to ask Wukong, though. He’s much too busy teaching MK to take on a new student, no matter what he says. Sure, he might be able to handle it, but MK was already several steps ahead of you on the stances, and it’d just stunt his own development if Wukong spent more time training you and not him.
Sandy was an option that flashed through your head, but you quickly snuff it out when you remember he swore off fighting years ago. The most he’ll do is strictly defensive fighting, never offensive. While Sandy would’ve been a great teacher for more defensive moves, you also wanted to learn how to actually do offensive fighting. He’s also busy repairing that vehicle he tried getting into Spider Queen's lair (something you learned after that whole debacle), as well as several delivery jobs he had to take for the next few weeks.
Uncle Zan was an option… but the issue is, he’s also busy being packed full of clients for the next few weeks (Six-Eared Macaque and Wukong included). He’s already going to be busy enough with his clients and teaching you about the cards, you didn’t want to add more to his plate.
In the end, you might just have to start teaching yourself how to do so…
You glance up when you hear Wukong and MK laughing. A soft smile plays on your lips as you watch them dance together, MK’s movements much more fluid now after the many impromptu dance sessions.
It certainly looked like they were having a lot of fun…
…
Ah, fuck it.
You read what you could from the scroll for now and have a list of plans to do. You might as well join them to pass the time. It’s better than re-tangling the mess of your mind you finally managed to somewhat untangle.
You set your notes aside and get to your feet, walking over to join them. You roll your eyes when Wukong cheers in joy, and laugh when MK takes your hand to tug you over.
You’ll figure everything out slowly but surely as you go.
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“You dare go back on your vow to me?”
You—not you, it’s not you —are kneeling before someone. More so, forced to kneel. A presence stood behind you—not you.
It’s not you.
Don’t feel the person’s emotions.
Focus on wanting to see what happens without feeling it.
Focus…
Focus…
…
…
…
You were watching something happen.
You were watching Six-Eared Macaque being forced to kneel before a girl.
She can’t be any older than ten, maybe twelve, yet the way she held herself made her seem much older. Her black and white hanfu flowed elegantly as she walked, her salt and pepper hair partially pulled back. Pieces of her appearance looked… off. She had tusks jutting out of her mouth, her ears looking almost… pig-like? Boar-like? You’re guessing a half-demon heritage.
Yet there was something else off about her. Something… wrong. Her skin was far too pale for someone her age. Her eyes were too sunken, her cheeks too hollow. She looked like a corpse.
You had no idea who this person was… yet, somehow, you already knew who this was.
The man standing behind Six-Eared Macaque looked like a typical businessman, but with a more deranged smile on his face. Something in you told you he wasn’t human. Not anymore, at least.
His hand was entangled within the fur on Six-Eared Macaque’s head, forcing his head to bow low.
“Maybe—if you just listened—” Six-Eared Macaque snarls “—you’d know I wasn’t—nng—breaking my stupid contract with you!”
“Oh, I’ve been listening, Six-Eared Macaque,” the girl—no—the Lady Bone Demon starts walking, circling around both Six-Eared Macaque and the man—the thing. “I have listened to you make plans against me. I’ve listened and witnessed you protecting that oracle from me.”
Wait… what?
The vision warps for a moment, as if a tiny stone was thrown into the water and causing small ripples.
You take a breath to focus. Don’t lose yourself in the vision. Don’t think too hard about what you’re seeing. Just focus on seeing it first.
Follow the fish… don’t scare it off… don’t fall into the water…
The ripples cease, and the vision remains the same. It’s not as clear as before, and you couldn’t really make out what was going on around the three individuals, but it’s better than losing the vision.
Lady Bone Demon reaches out, grabbing at Six-Eared Macaque’s face and making him look at her now. “You are toeing a very, very thin line, monkey. My patience is reaching a limit and time is slowly but surely becoming less on my side now that Erlang Shen has joined this battle. I wonder how that happened, hmm?”
“Hehe, yeah, I wonder,” Macaque snorts, his grin lopsided. “I kept my end of the bargain, Baigujing. I didn’t say anything about your plan, I didn’t even throw any hints. Not my fault they figured it out so quickly. Maybe you’re just losing your touch—”
He chokes on his own words, his hand flying to his chest and grabbing a fistful of fabric. The thing holding onto Six-Eared Macaque let’s go and steps back, that smile never changing. Suddenly his smug expression fell to intense pain, and he cries out, falling to the ground and curling into a ball.
“You’re lying to me again.”
Lady Bone Demon kneels down, brushing his fur from his face and touching the scar on his eye. “You’re very… very close to breaking this contract, Six-Eared Macaque… and do you know what happens when you break it with me?”
“I’m not lying—GNNK!”
He gasps, clawing at the ground beneath him with one hand while the other yanks and pulls at his tunic, as if that’ll lessen the intense pain he’s feeling.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHH!!”
She simply watches as Six-Eared Macaque writhes on the ground, screaming in agony. He coughs out blood, gasping and choking and screaming some more.
Then, just as quickly as it happened, it stops.
Six-Eared Macaque’s body convulses for a second, his chest heaving as he breathes and spits out whatever remaining blood was in his mouth.
“I’m going to make this perfectly clear with you, Six-Eared Macaque.” Lady Bone Demon grabs at the fur on his head and yanks him up. The look on her face was colder than a winter’s storm, her eyes like the relentless winds and voice the cold freeze that comes with it. “This is your final chance to make this up to me.”
She pulls him closer, her nose nearly brushing his. “You will bring the Monkey King and his protégé to me. You will also bring the oracle and Zan to me. If you fail this…” She hums, releasing his fur and smoothing it out. “Your soul will make a wonderful new addition to my collection.”
She looks at him now. “Are we clear on your task?”
Six-Eared Macaque grits his bloodied teeth, lips pulled back into a snarl. His eyes were like the burning embers that reminded you of Wukong, yet unlike Wukong, they were so frighteningly calm. The eye of a raging storm of fire, bearing a fearsome tranquility that sent shivers down your spine. It was such a stark contrast to the Lady Bone Demon’s tempestuous flurry of wind and ice. His eyes held that controlled fire, radiating a disquieting calmness that only intensified the aura of danger surrounding him.
“Crystal.”
The vision ripples like water—
—and you’re back in your bedroom, your breathing heavy and sweat gathered along the back of your neck.
You close your eyes, taking in a mouthful of air, and letting it out after holding it. That is… so much to unpack.
All I wanted to know was what he’s trying so hard to avoid.
I don’t know what I was expecting, but I guess I did get my answer…
You rub your face, taking another breath. Okay… so apparently Six-Eared Macaque made a contract with Lady Bone Demon. That explains why he’s alive right now—she had to have been a powerful necromancer. Maybe just as strong as Auntie. You have a feeling she’s probably one of the few who would’ve been able to revive Macaque.
I wonder if Auntie knows anything about Lady Bone Demon…
But now Six-Eared Macaque’s stuck doing something for her that he’s not allowed to say. Whatever that conversation was, it had to have been far in the future if she was mentioning Erlang Shen of all gods.
Even the Lord Erlang gets involved in the whole thing concerning her?
Looks like it’ll certainly get dire if that's the case…
Should I tell him? Stars above, who should I tell about this?
Obviously Uncle is one, but I have to be careful who else I tell.
Prophecy’s and all that nonsense…
But who??
The better question to ask, actually, how does she even escape from the tomb she was locked in?
From what you know, Tang Sanzang was the one to lock her away with his power. So that means Tang—being the reincarnation—has the ability to unlock the tomb. Except the issue is, Tang probably doesn't even know how to do such a thing. As far as you know, Tang only has the knowledge he’s the reincarnation of the Golden Cicada. You’ve never heard anything about him practicing the magic the Golden Cicada wielded.
So is Six-Eared Macaque going to help get her out of the tomb? Is he going to use Tang for it? How??
Better yet, when the fuck does all of this happen?
You frown as you idly scratch at your neck, staring off into space while your mind wanders with piles and piles of questions. You didn’t even notice the presence behind you until the hairs on your arms stand on end, sending goosebumps along your skin. A soft breeze comes from the window you didn’t open.
Reflexes acted first. You snatch the pen by your notebook and aim to stab at the presence, but your wrist is caught the moment you so much as twitch.
“So jumpy, spitfire!” Six-Eared Macaque laughs, releasing your wrist and leaning back. He balances himself on his tail, regarding you with a raised brow and a grin.
Spitfire?
Guess he settled on a nickname. It’s only fair I try to remember to call him Macaque.
“I told you to not sneak up on me,” you say with a huff, putting your pen aside.
“Yeah, yeah,” he waves his hand dismissively. “Not my fault that you’re all paranoid.”
You roll your eyes and turn away, grabbing at your notebook. You definitely didn’t want to have to deal with him if he’s going to be obnoxious today, especially after what you just saw. Then again, when do you ever have time for Six-Eared Macaque—ah, Macaque when he acts this way? You needed to talk to Tang about the history lesson tomorrow with MK and Mei (who’s asked to join in on them out of nowhere, but hey, you’ll give her props for wanting to learn), but you suppose it’ll have to wait.
Six-Eared Macaque certainly seems eager to talk to you, given the posture he’s carrying. Besides, you wanted to see if you could get some information out of him. At least in a roundabout way that doesn’t affect his apparent contract with Lady Bone Demon.
Maybe that’s what you should do first, instead. Get information, then decide who to speak to.
“Let’s talk,” you both say at the same time. You blink. He blinks.
“Wait—” your face scrunches into a confused expression “—you want to talk to me? About what?”
“Psh, so cautious!” He looks away, his ears twitching and folding over one another. It almost looks like he has just two ears, if one didn’t look closely enough. He makes a gesture in your direction. “Well, go on, what’s on your mind, lil’ spitfire?”
Hmm… the way he held himself was much more different than what you expected. Looking past that arrogant smirk, he seemed… tense? Antsy? Whatever was on his mind was clearly something he wanted to be rid of as fast as possible.
He’s stalling. But why?
“No.” You cross your arms, making a gesture towards him. “You first. You’re the one who came to me. You clearly have something you want to say. So say it.”
“Fine, fine, jeez,” he folds his arms behind his head, still not looking at you. His tail curls and flicks in the air. His eyes looked around the room, before finally honing in on you. The playful, teasing demeanor he held is completely gone, replaced with something more serious. His smirk fell to a small frown, his brows furrowed.
He faces you fully, holding his hand out to you. “Come with me.”
“Why?” You can’t help but flinch away from him, your brows knitting down. “We’re already in a private enough setting.”
“Just—” he groans, rubbing his face and holding his hand to you again, more insistently this time “—I’m not gonna do anything, okay? I—augh—” He runs his fingers through his fur, his tail whipping behind him in increased annoyance. “I wish to… formally invite you… to my base.”
…
What?
“Your… base?” You ask. “Where is that, exactly?”
“In the industrial district of the city.” He crosses his arms and looks out the window. “Technically, I have one in Undercity as well, but taking you there would be way too dangerous. Even in a closed area like my safe house there, your scent would permeate. I’d rather not deal with spending hours getting the smell out.”
Is…
Is this his own roundabout way of saying he doesn’t want to put you in danger?
You observe Macaque; from his posture to his face to the way his tail moves. His brows were knitted down, eyes remaining locked on the window but shining with an emotion you can’t really name. His tail kept moving at a quick pace, a clear sign of his annoyance that you didn’t immediately just say yes. His arms remained crossed, keeping you closed off from him.
His ears twitch, flaring out, then fold in on one another again. He’s clearly waiting for you to say something. To agree, to disagree, something.
The industrial district of the city… I remember having a vision that took me there…
Huh, so that’s where it was trying to take me.
You sigh, rubbing your temple. “What is this about, Six-Eared Macaque—er… Macaque…” It’s also weird calling him just Macaque, but it’s only fair since he stopped calling you oracle.
He finally looks at you, his lips pressed into a thin frown.
He says, “The night in the karst forest. Figured… we should finally talk about that, instead of stalling.”
Your shoulders tense, squaring up. You take a breath, closing your eyes and lowering your head. You knew this talk was going to come sooner or later. If anything, you thought he was just going to wait for you to start the conversation on that. You regard him fully now, looking down at his extended hand.
You hesitate, as you always do when it came to things revolving around Six-Eared Macaque. Being the biggest trickster and manipulator of the duo between him and Wukong, and your own personal experience, you had every right to hesitate. But… you can already hear Uncle Zan’s voice telling you that it’s not right to keep such a biased view on someone, especially when they’re showing clear signs of progress.
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“Okay.”
You place your hand in his. It’s just as calloused as you expect it to be, but surprisingly warm for someone supposed to be undead.
Macaque nods. “Close your eyes and take a deep breath,” he says, “As if you’re going to jump into a lake.”
You closer your eyes, inhale, then exhale.
“Again.”
You do so.
Then… you felt like you were falling. This time, however, it felt more… slow? Gentle? Almost like you were being guided along a gentle river on a lazy summer day.
“Alright, you can open your eyes,” Six-Eared Macaque says, pulling his hand away from you.
You open your eyes, taking a moment to look around the area while he steps away. The area looked like a small, one-bedroom apartment. It was… well… okay, you won’t say it out loud, but it was a dump. It looks like he’s scarcely been in certain parts of the area. What’s supposed to be the living room is covered in several layers of dust and webs, the furniture old and definitely in need of replacing.
The kitchen looked to be the only place that ever experienced foot traffic. It wasn’t completely clean, but it’s certainly cleaner than the rest of the place. The only light that came into the place was from the windows and a few candles he lit up with a wave of his hand. He snaps his fingers twice, making lanterns hanging from the ceiling light up.
“Done judging everything?” He snorts, grabbing a tea kettle.
“I wasn’t—”
“Your face said it all, spitfire.” He places it on what looks to be an ancient clay stove made specifically for heating up tea. He takes it over to the dining table and snaps his fingers, summoning a small flame and using it to light up the stove.
“Well… this only further proves to me, you’re a hobo,” you say as you cross your arms, raising a brow at him.
“Hah! You call me that, but I have a place to live, you know,” he makes a gesture around the area for emphasis.
“A place you stay at, probably,” you comment back, having to open up a window slightly to help get some musty air out. Macaque may not have to worry about it, but you definitely do. “But I know for a fact you don’t sleep here.”
“Such confidence in your words—”
“I’ve caught you sleeping on my couch. And in the guest room,” your statement has him shutting up very quickly. His face scrunches up, his tail whipping about as he just huffs and focuses on the tea.
You then point to the stove and ask, “You know you have a stove right there, right? Why use that old one?”
He rolls his eyes and waves a hand nonchalantly. “Meh, why bother with that when the old-fashioned way works just fine?”
“You just don’t know how to use it,” you deadpan, making him laugh. Macaque doesn’t confirm or deny your comment, instead just grabbing a bowl of fruits and sliding it onto the table. Given how run down this place looked too, you wouldn’t be surprised it’s also because the appliances here don’t work anymore, having no electricity or water.
I wonder who used to live here before him? How did he even come across this place?
You sit down at the table, watching him. His movements were much more stiff than they usually are. Is this his first time being a host, or has it been a long time since he’s hosted someone?
Tea is poured. Out of politeness, you tap your fingers on the table as a quiet thanks. You don’t drink it, more just fidgeting with the cup itself. Six-Eared Macaque grabs a mango and takes a bite out of it. The silence stretches and lays thick between you both like a suffocating mist. You glance towards him on occasion, trying to prompt him to start talking—since he started this whole thing.
You notice movement out of the corner of your eye and glance up, seeing Macaque reaching into his tunic with a frustrated huff. He pulls out a pipe, made of jade and adorned with intricate carvings. He fills it with tobacco before he flicks his thumb to summon a small flame to light it.
“…You smoke?”
“Not as often today,” he hums, glancing to the side to breathe out the smoke through his nostrils. “Only if I need it.”
“Mmm.”
…
Another puff of smoke.
…
Should I just start it, or—?
“Look—” he grunts and rubs his face “—I—I didn’t—” he makes a wild gesture with his hand as he talks, “I didn’t mean to drop you that second time, okay? It just fucking happened.” He pauses as his eyes dart about, searching for the right wording. He takes another drag from the pipe and blows the smoke out to the side.
You choose to stay quiet, watching him, but careful not to stare. You feel like if you stared for too long, it might make him stop the conversation altogether and just disappear into his shadows. So, you make sure to give him the occasional glance, but focus more on your tea or the fruit bowl in front of you.
“It was supposed to be a simple thing—get some visions out of you, and send ya back to your uncle,” Macaque throws a hand into the air as he huffs. “Give ya a small threat not to tell Wukong or anyone else, and I’d be on my way.”
That’s what they always say. And then they come right back demanding more visions, you want to say, but don’t.
“And then you gave me a vision in your panic. And I dropped you. And—” he rubs his face again, massaging his temple. “Just—it wasn’t supposed to happen that way. It was supposed to be quick and simple. I wasn’t going to let you just die. You were too valuable an asset to do such a thing—and your kind are already endangered. It’d be stupid to kill you.”
Not the best wording to use, but I get what he’s trying to say.
You look at him now, and he meets your gaze. There’s this… certain shine to them that makes you hesitate. You’ve never seen such a look in his eyes before, but you can just barely make out the tiniest hint of conflict in them. A hesitation of his own. A struggle. Even… regret.
He heaves a sigh, “But… maybe, ah… trying that tactic first, wasn’t the best idea.” He refills his cup of tea. “I—wasn’t expecting… such a reaction. Or—I guess I just—didn’t think about it.”
You finally take a sip of your own tea once the liquid is finally cool enough to not scald your mouth. You place the cup down and take a deep breath of your own, closing your eyes. This is about what you expected from him, but you do recognize the difference between trying to make an excuse for something and trying to explain actions. He was doing the latter.
Though you notice his lack of empathy, you can tell he’s trying.
You lower your gaze to the fruit bowl, staring at the various fruits in there. You reach, grabbing a mango and looking at it. You don’t eat it, more just turn it over and over in your hands, feeling the texture of the skin. “…It’s been a long time since you’ve even seen a clairvoyant, hasn’t it?” You ask suddenly, looking at him.
The question has his tail stopping mid-sway, blinking at you. His ears flatten against his head, and he looks away, taking a drag from his pipe. It’s enough for you to know you were right, but you still wait for him to say something. He shakes his head and groans, rubbing his face. “…About three or four hundred years, give or take,” he admits, his voice surprisingly quiet.
You nod. “That’s what I thought,” you hum, looking back at the mango. “So you got too excited after it being so long since seeing a clairvoyant, and just jumped into the first idea you had to get visions out, am I right?”
Macaque huffs, his tail whipping in the air. “Tryna rub in the fact I was the villain in all this?” He mutters.
You frown, your brows furrowing in confusion. Where did that come from?
“I never said you were the villain. I don’t believe in that ‘heroes and villains’ crap,” you say, keeping your voice firm. “I’m stating facts to what happened, and also getting information to try to understand why you did what you did.” You place the mango back into the bowl and lean back in your chair, making a gesture to him. “You needed to plan for something. And you haven’t been able to do it properly because of so many variables in said plan. So, when you finally got a chance to solve the variables, you jumped at it.”
You sip your tea before setting it aside and crossing your arms. “You were more focused on your own desire to get visions to prepare for whatever you needed to do. You didn’t think of the consequences of your actions. You just went through the want of gaining visions from me.”
“Not doin’ a good job convincing me that you’re not villainizing me,” he snorts, rolling his eyes. You can see how his brows twitch and his lips were pressed into a thin frown. His mind had to be a storm right now, a torrent of wind and rain that won’t calm down. What was going through his head, you wonder? “I get it, spitfire. I fucked up. No need to rub it in.”
Why is he so gung ho about believing himself a villain?
You shake your head and let out a frustrated sigh. “Six-Eared—ugh— Macaque—” you rub your face “—The world isn’t black and white with heroes and villains. It’s a complicated mess of grays. I may be quick to judge, but my opinion does change based on the information I gain over time. And I won’t deny I have my own bias, but if I see someone trying and showing progress, then I’m not just gonna be a dick to them for no reason.
“And—I can see that you’re trying.” You shrug, glancing off to the side. “I’m not saying you’re a villain. I’m saying you’re an asshole with a lack of empathy. I said don’t believe in that stupid ‘heroes and villains’ crap and I meant it. So please don’t shove that mindset onto me.”
He finally looks at you. His brows remained furrowed, but he seemed… calmer? His tail wasn’t whipping about as much anymore, his frown not as deep set as before. Your words seem to quiet that storm in his head, if only a little.
You take a breath, then say, “Look—I’m—” you fidget with your sleeve “—I’m sorry if it came off as me rubbing it in or villainizing you. I meant what I said—I was just stating facts of what happened.” You meet his gaze. “But it’s important to acknowledge that you did fuck up. You hurt me , and you have to face the consequences for it.”
Macaque closes his eyes, leaning back in the chair now and taking a deep breath. Neither of you speak for a short while, the only sounds were that of the flickering candles and the noises of the city outside. His six ears twitch, perking up and listening to the sounds outside.
Then, he says, “Yeah. I hurt you.” It’s his turn to fidget, his claws tapping against the clay teacup. Another puff of smoke. “I—” His lips press into a hard line, sunset colored eye staring a hole into the table. “I guess I shouldn’t have gone with the fear tactic. Not to that level, at least. I didn’t think about it. I just—I need to be ready.”
You almost ask, ready for what? But you already know the answer. Given how Six-Eared Macaque and Lady Bone Demon acted towards one another, they certainly didn’t like each other. He definitely didn’t like her. You can’t help but wonder why, but that’s for another day.
Too many questions. Too many things to figure out without much time to do so.
The first thing I gotta try to figure out is when the Lady Bone Demon returns and how…
For now, though, I need to focus on this and not let my mind wander.
Macaque downs his tea again. “I wasn’t planning this,” he says, making a vague gesture towards himself and you with the end of his pipe. “I wasn’t planning to come back. I was just going to leave. Make sure you didn’t tell Wukong, and that was that. You would’ve ended up hearing about me eventually from Wukong, but—” his grip on the teacup tightens “—but then this happened.
“I wasn’t going to see you or Zan again unless I needed to. And even then—I wasn’t going to hurt or kill either of you, contract or no contract. It was just a scare tactic. I wasn’t planning for this—this—constant contact to come afterward. These weekly therapy sessions and me being around you, talking and chatting. I wasn’t planning for any of this.”
“Then why accept the contract with my uncle?” You ask, leaning forward and resting your arms on the table. “You could’ve just left, couldn’t you?”
“Initially it was to make sure he kept his mouth shut about telling Wukong,” he mutters, his claws still tapping against the teacup. He pours another cup for you. You tap your fingers on the table as he keeps talking, “And I decided to sweeten the deal in asking for more visions. Wasn’t expecting him to be such a con man. Feh,” he snorts, “I must’ve really gotten rusty if a mortal was able to get me like that.”
“Uncle Zan isn’t just some mortal, you know,” you point out, raising a brow as you grab a plum from the fruit bowl. If he can get Sandy to change for the better (based off what you heard the guy was like back in the day), you’re convinced he can get anyone as his client to change for the better.
“That much is obvious,” he snorts again, slightly lighter than before.
…
…
A puff of smoke.
…
“…This was supposed to be a simple thing,” Macaque says again. “In and out, with little to no issue. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way. You would’ve probably never seen me again after that. I wasn’t expecting—” he takes a breath “—I wasn’t expecting you to see… me in that state.”
You already had a feeling he was insinuating his previous panic attack.
“I wasn’t expecting us to be on a nickname slash first name basis. But—” he makes a vague gesture around the area “—here we are, visiting each other’s houses like we’re neighbors.”
You look over his expression, his posture. He seems less stiff than before, his shoulders more relaxed but still squared. His ears remain flattened against his head, giving the occasional twitch as he hears outside noises.
“I don’t do apologies,” he says now. “That half-baked ‘sorry’ I gave—I guess you could say it was out of spite. And impatience. I hate giving and getting apologies. If you’re sorry, then prove it through action instead of empty words.”
There was this odd way he carried his tone that made you feel like… it’s hard to put into words. Is it possible this is something personal to him? Or just an opinion he feels very strongly towards?
Wukong always said he’s a monkey of action. Did that stem from Macaque?
It’d make sense, given what he just said.
“Words are only empty if there’s nothing to back them up,” you say, your voice much gentler than before. “And they become empty when they’re repeated over and over again, with no proof that the person is sorry or showing they’re trying to fix what they broke.”
He takes a drag from his pipe, blowing smoke from his nostrils. You keep talking, “Honestly—I wasn’t expecting any of this either. I fully expected you to just stay an asshole and not care about what you did. I expected you to only try to get my guard down so you could just get my visions.” You lean back in the chair again, looking over the plum in your hands before finally taking a bite.
You chew, swallow, then say, “I’ve been tricked and deceived before by people who hurt me. I’ve put my trust in people that I shouldn’t have, and I paid the price for it each time. It’s made me—extremely cautious around people like that. People like you.”
“You say ‘cautious,’ but I think you mean paranoid,” he jabs with a small grin.
“Same damn thing.” You look at him now, taking another bite from the plum. “Anyway—as I said, those experiences I went through made a bias. A bias I continued on despite you showing clear signs you were trying to make up for it.”
You sigh, glancing to the side now to look out the window. “You were an asshole, yes. But… so was I, especially when you were trying to make up for this whole mess.”
“Meh,” Macaque shrugs, taking a drag from his pipe. “Nothin’ I’m not used to.”
You frown. “Stop that. You deserve to be treated with respect as much as anyone else—the only reason you haven’t gotten any is because you act like a dick.” You bite into the plum and take a second to chew, before saying, “You give what you get. If you’re decent to people, they’ll be decent back to you.”
He snorts and shakes his head. “You sound like the cub.”
“The cub?” you ask. You recall Macaque at one point calling MK that… and Wukong plenty of times. “Do you… mean MK?”
“Mm? Yeah,” he finishes his pipe, tapping out the remnants onto the floor.
Slob.
“Kid said the same thing to Red Son,” he snickers, a small smirk pulling at his lips. “Talked about the ‘golden rule’ or some stupid shit.”
Ah, that old saying.
You shrug and finish off the plum. “Well, he has a point. Simple reciprocity isn’t a bad philosophy to follow. Maybe not to his extent, but—you get the point.” You make a small gesture between you both. “I mean—look at us. We’re talking, nothing bad happening. It’s because we’re both being decent to one another. It goes a long way.”
“Eugh, being nice,” he does a full body shiver. “Gross.”
You roll your eyes. “You know I’m right. Stop being so dramatic.”
“Someone has to be to make it fun,” he laughs. It actually sounded somewhat genuine.
…
…
He fills up his pipe again.
…
A puff of smoke.
…
“Let me train you.”
You nearly choke on your tea as you were taking a sip of it. You go through a small coughing fit before giving him an incredulous look. “What?”
“Let me train you,” he says again, taking a drag from his pipe. “If you’re going to be out and about with the cub on his little demon exhibitions, with no proper training? You’re gonna have a repeat of Spider Queen’s lair. No offense, spitfire, but with how you are right now, you’re a liability.” He sighs, averting his gaze as he sips his tea.
Well, he was right. Even if the way he said it was a bit harsh. You weren’t going to deny that you’re pretty much the weakest of the crew, and it was why you wanted to find someone who could teach you how to properly fight—or just research on your own.
“Why the sudden offer?” You ask, your brows furrowing.
He groans, rubbing at his neck and refusing to look at you. “Look, spitfire—I already said it—words don’t mean shit to me if there’s no action to back it up. This—” he makes a vague gesture between you and him “—is the best way I can think of making it up to you. Besides, you’re a shit fighter, and it physically hurt me watching you in Spider Queen’s lair.”
You roll your eyes. He still had that way of wording things that really did make him out to be a dick, but you understand what he’s getting at. You were a liability if you went out with MK more often, or even just ran into other demons that didn’t care about the protection you were under from the Blue Cat’s Eye. You needed to know how to protect yourself instead of being a target.
It still felt odd just taking the offer without giving something in return…
“It’s—a tempting offer, but—” you sigh and rub your face “—look, I don’t really like taking things without giving something in return. So… why not make this into a deal?”
He laughs louder, throwing his head back as his tail flicks in the air. “Now you wanna make a deal with me? Hah!” He wipes a tear from his eye. “You were so stubborn with it before! Man, I wish I could immortalize this moment.”
“Ugh—” you make a noise and cross your arms “—listen, getting things from people is weird for me, okay? I—”
“Yeah, yeah,” he waves a hand dismissively at you. “I get it, spitfire. If you wanna make a deal, then fine.” He grins, taking a long drag from the pipe and slowly blowing out smoke. “What’s the terms of this contract?”
You don’t answer immediately, taking the time to thoroughly think this through. He’s taking a huge risk with keeping up this contact with you—and even having more contact with you now with offering to train you.
The pieces of the past that involve Macaque still seem to be a sore spot for Wukong, from what I could gather. But…
Macaque may say Wukong is too much of a coward to confront you about having his smell on you, but you’re sure there’s only so much time before Wukong finally decides to say something about it. And if he finds out, you’re not sure how he’ll react to such a thing. You didn’t like the thought of lying to him further about Macaque actually being alive, either. It just felt like you were further digging a hole that’d become impossible to get out of.
But it’s something I can prepare for. Or try to prepare for, at least. I need to see what information I can get on the two of them before and after their falling out.
Meaning I’ll have to dip into the past again…
I could even try to see if I can get some information from the Lord Erlang as well, but that’s extremely risky…
“Are you done thinking?” Macaque asks, making you jump. “You’ve been staring off into space for five minutes, spitfire.” His tail flicks in the air.
“Ah—” you sigh and sip your tea. “The terms of the contract…”
…
“For as long as you train me, I’ll tell you whatever visions I have that involve you,” you say. “On the condition that you leave MK out of whatever vendetta you have against Wukong.”
You wanted to try to have the contract state he couldn’t do anything malicious towards Wukong, but you feel he wouldn’t agree to such a thing. It’s too much of a reach, so the next best thing you could do is make sure MK hopefully doesn’t get stuck in the middle of it.
“Fine,” he shrugs. “Wasn’t planning on it anyway. The cub doesn’t deserve to be dragged into that.”
Okay, that’s good to hear he doesn’t want MK part of it. However…
“He’s going to, whether any of us like it or not,” you argue. “MK’s bleeding heart will have him get dragged into it either way. Just—” you think for a moment “—how about… just try to make sure he’s as out of it as possible.”
He heaves a sigh, “Fine, fine. I’ll do what I can.” His tail flicks off to the side as he takes another drag from the pipe. “So—I train you to fight, and keep the cub out of my and Wukong’s business. And in return, you give me visions. Sound fair?” He thinks for a second, then holds up a finger. “I can’t teach you much about the cards, though. That’s gonna be up to Zan. I only know the bare bones of what those can do.”
You nod. “Fair enough.” You were planning to talk to Uncle Zan about that anyway. Taking care of the cards as long as he has, he should have a decent grasp on what they do and how to use them. Hopefully.
You hold out a hand to him. “Do you agree to the terms of this contract?”
He smiles, a shine of mischief in his eye. He reaches over and takes your hand in his, a soft purple glow emitting from your palms. “I agree to the terms of this contract.”
Tendrils of shadow crawl along both of your arms, coiling around them. You feel an intense chill running down your spine, gathering along a spot on your forearm. It’s gone as quickly as it came, and when you pull your hand away, you notice the mark on the palm of Macaque’s hand. You rub at your arm, where the chill lingers and take a breath.
Dunno if I’ll ever get used to that feeling when a binding mark is made.
Macaque looks over the palm of his hand, eyeing up the mark, before tossing a mango in the air and catching it.
“So,” he says with a grin, “You wanna start calling me master or teacher?”
“Neither.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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FINALLY READER AND MACAQUE TALK ABOUT THE BULLSHIT THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THEM IT ONLY TOOK 18 GOD DAMN CHAPTERS
I love them so much I do but god they both so emotionally constipated
They're valid thoGod y'all don't know how excited I am, we're finally getting to the chapters I've been the MOST excited to write MMMMMMM
And we're also getting ever so closer to when Wukong discovers that Macaque is alive... :))))Until next chapter, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 26: Echoes of the Past
Notes:
A burden the weight of the ocean, lifted if only slightly.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“So why exactly is looking at my family history important?”
“Cuz I said it is, spitfire.” Macaque drops several chopped mangoes into the blender as he speaks.
You roll your eyes. “Being vague makes me less likely to actually do it, you realize that, right?”
It’s only been a day since the deal was made with him. The minute you had come downstairs to get your breakfast, Macaque made a passing comment of you needing to look into your ancestry before fucking off to do who knows what. And that was that. You got your breakfast, helped Uncle get certain herbal remedies packed up, and asked him if he knew anything about your ancestors.
Now, with an afternoon snack, you sat at the kitchen table, watching Macaque make his first ever mango smoothie while Uncle was rummaging through the study for the “family tree book” as he liked to call it.
“Knowing who your ancestors were will let you find out how you can best use your powers, spitfire,” Macaque shrugs, opening the fridge with his tail and looking through it. “You wanna not be ripped to shreds again? That's the first step.”
You sigh and shake your head. “You’re not making any sense, you realize that, right? Why does it matter so much that I look into my family history when I can just—oh, I dunno—go research my powers with Wukong?”
“Ugh— do I have to spell everything out for you?” He groans, pulling out a jug of orange juice. “You—”
“Don’t use orange juice,” you say, getting up to snatch it out of his hand. “I told you that you want condensed milk with that. Orange juice is going to taste disgusting with mangoes mixed together.” You grab the condensed milk and shove it into his hands, sitting back down at the table and gesturing for him to continue.
He snorts, rolling his eyes before pouring the milk into the blender. “As I was saying, learning your ancestry will let you look into their lives. Their methods of how they used their powers, so you can figure out what’s best for you. Since you don’t really have a teacher aside from Zan, your ancestors can be your teachers.”
You don’t say anything as he gives you this miniature lecture, unable to look away from the disaster before you. Watching the contents of the condensed milk slowly pour into the blender until it’s emptied.
He just poured the entire fucking can in that… I guess it’ll make up for the excessive amount of mangoes he also put in there… I hope.
“He has a point, nibby,” Uncle says as he enters the kitchen. He’s carrying a book as thick as Sandy’s bicep and drops it onto the kitchen table with a thud!
Dust immediately kicks up from the book, making you cough and wave it away. Uncle Zan says, “Having multiple sources to learn from can be quite helpful. Though you do have me to help teach you, my tactics and methods might end up being something that doesn’t work well for you.”
He smiles at you, putting a hand on your shoulder. “It’s as he says, observing your ancestors will allow you to—” he glances up when he sees Macaque place the ice within the blender and smoothly steps around the table “—figure out a method that allows you to use your powers—” he grabs the lid to the blender that Macaque had completely forgotten “—in a way that works best for you.”
As Uncle Zan finishes the statement, he slams the lid on top of the blender, securing it right at the same time Six-Eared Macaque turns it on. The abrupt movement from Uncle and the loud noise from the blender causes Macaque to jump a solid three feet into the air. He lands on the kitchen island, the dishes on there jumping from the force of his landing before settling down.
You watch his fur bristle and ears flatten against his head, his teeth bared as if the blender itself was a threat.
Monkey instincts kicked in, I guess.
Macaque blinks owlishly at the machine, his tail whipping behind him and thumping against the island. “What the—”
“Always put the lid on before starting the blender,” Uncle Zan says with a smile. “I don’t think you would’ve liked cleaning the contents out of your fur.”
You open up the book to a random page while Uncle shows him how long to blend the contents for a nice smoothie consistency. This thing was so thick! How in the world as you supposed to—
…
Wait a second…
You squint at a particular picture. It was definitely from a while ago—probably when photography was still being played with in China—but…
The resemblance is uncanny.
“Uncle…?”
“Hmm?” He looks up as he pours the smoothie into several cups while Macaque watches closely.
“Is—Is this you?”
Uncle Zan hands one cup to Macaque and walks over with two more. He places one by you and sips his own smoothie, looking where you’re pointing.
“Ah!” He laughs, adjusting his glasses. “Yes, it is. It’s my previous incarnation.”
“Previous incarnation?” You and Macaque speak at the same time. The monkey in question leans over your shoulder to look over the photo, then at Uncle’s face. He hums, “Huh—and somehow I’m not surprised, considering it’s you of all oracles.”
Uncle Zan laughs again and says, “Believe me, I wasn’t exactly the same in all incarnations. In some of them I was quite reckless.” He sits at the table. “But I was one of the few clairvoyants who managed to escape the massacre that killed off most of us and prevented them from reincarnating.”
Interesting.
“Interesting,” you say. You hum, sipping the smoothie—as expected, it had way too much condensed milk in it, but you won’t complain—as you glance back at the book, then at Uncle. You’re not too surprised either that he was one of the few clairvoyants to survive. If he was anything like his previous incarnations (or mostly, at least), you’re sure he’s survived a long time.
But that’s not your main concern. Instead another question pops into your mind as you look over the photos of your ancestors. “Uncle… do you know who the Blue Cat’s Eye is?”
He looks at you, tilting his head. He smiles, his eyes glimmering in the light. “Do I?”
You make a face. “Uncle—” but stop midway of your complaint when you catch sight of his own necklace. The exact same gem as the one you wore every day. A blue cat’s eye gem.
…
“How many deals have you made?” You ask now, suddenly very aware that you’ve never seen Uncle without long sleeves. That only makes his smile grow, and he laughs.
“Quite a few, truly. Even with Auntie,” he says, patting your shoulder. “The wards aren’t the only thing that protect this house, nibby.”
“Well, yeah, I already knew that.” You didn’t know the sheer amount of contracts he’s made, though…
“If I’m to be completely honest, the Blue Cat’s Eye isn’t just me, but me and another individual,” he says, making small gestures with his hand. He sips the smoothie. Whether he’s actually enjoying the sheer amount of condense milk, or he’s masking it, you don’t know. He had the poker face of a master.
“Another individual?” You ask now, side-glancing to Six-Eared Macaque— Macaque. The look in his eyes showed he knew the answer, but definitely wasn’t going to tell you.
“Another client of mine, and a good friend,” is all Uncle says, his smile strong and gentle all at once. “He’s the one who helped me get into contact with several demons, including Auntie herself. I’m sure you’ll meet him one day.”
“Mmm…” Interesting. That solves one mystery at least, even if only half of it. “I have another question, Uncle.”
“Ask away.”
“Did you know about the cards?”
He taps at his chin thoughtfully. “The cards…?” It takes him a moment before his visible eye widens. “Ah—yes! When they awoke for you?”
You nod, prompting him to continue, “I knew about them for a long time, nibby.” He cleans off his glasses and chuckles softly. “They’ve been in my care for several incarnations. When you came to live with me, however, I suppose you could say it was a… clairvoyant’s intuition that prompted me to give them to you.”
“I see… why didn’t you tell me?” You ask. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Macaque’s brows furrowing with a strange expression, his one good eye looking Uncle up and down.
“You wouldn’t have believed me,” Uncle Zan says with a soft smile. “Not in the mind space you were in, at least. Admittedly, I was planning to tell you oh… next month or so? But I suppose the cards decided now was the time to awaken for you.”
“When did you get those cards?” Six-Eared Macaque asks suddenly, leaning forward as he perches in the chair opposite of Uncle. “Which incarnation?”
You blink, giving him a look, but he’s not paying attention to you.
Why is he suddenly so interested?
“Mmm…” Uncle Zan taps his chin as he thinks. “Quite a few incarnations ago, actually. When I married into the Zhao family, I was given the cards for safekeeping. I think… ah, yes, they believed it would remain safer in my hands, especially after learning how many lives I previously lived and how long I’ve survived in several of them.”
“Interesting,” Macaque mumbles. “So…”
Whatever conversation Macaque and Uncle Zan were having was easily tuned out as you continued to read through names. Your fingers lightly trace over each one, trying to see if your powers would awaken momentarily as some kind of sign. You’ll talk to Uncle about the cards more another time, it seems Macaque had his own personal questionnaire he wanted to ask first.
You rest your cheek in your hand as you flip through the pages, the photos slowly turning into drawings, and drawings vanishing for names as you go deeper down the line.
Wow, the family line is long, isn’t it?
This was several generations ago…
You don’t truly read through most of the names with the sheer number of them. And it was getting hard to focus with how annoying Macaque was beginning to be. His tail started slapping against your chair and it’s getting really obnoxious.
You do manage to find one particular name that makes you pause, however.
Zhao Zhihao
You blink, staring at the name. Wukong mentioned them… Your fingers brush along the name, causing strange images—
a door covered in vines and flowers
a bright smile greeting all who entered their threshold
—to flash through your eyes much too quickly for you to fully make out.
Yet the flashes felt familiar. Much like the ones you’ve had prior. Your visions were trying to direct you to this person—to Zhihao?
Wukong knew who they were… they were a friend of his, even. Would he have any information on them?
MK does have training in a few days that you’ll be sitting in on to help out. You could come by early and have a chat with him about it. Then perhaps get some other research done about your abilities.
As you look over the name, your mind already making several plans, you don’t notice the side-eye Macaque makes your way. Nor do you notice the slight smirk on his face when he catches the name you’re staring at.
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“You said you knew this Zhihao person,” you say quietly as you reach over your notes.
Wukong, who was sipping his peach tea, chokes on it from the sudden comment. He coughs, taking a moment to regain himself. He laughs, “Uh—yeah?”
“…Are you good?” You raise a brow at him. “That was… a very visceral reaction.”
“Hahaha—yeah—totally fine!” He clears his throat, giving a thumbs up for good measure. He looks at you with a smile. “Ahem, anyway! So—uh—you were asking about Zhihao?”
…
Was he really that shocked by you asking about them?
You tilt your head, asking him, “Did you know them well?”
He scratches his cheek, his eyes not meeting yours anymore. He clears his throat again, giving a weak shrug. “I mean, I knew ‘em. They were a friend of mine that I made on the Journey. A good clairvoyant. Powerful, smart, they were a kind soul.”
His smile falters for a second, his eyes staring at the coffee table. For a second you want to ask if he’s alright, but he quickly recovers and his smile is bright once again. “They were, ah, someone who I talked to a lot during that time.”
There was a feeling in your gut that made you believe there was—
sitting at the table
his head hung low and eyes shining with barely held back tears
his lips pressed into a tight line
a hand on his back rubbing up and down, up and down
—more to it than he was letting on.
Maybe it was the way his eyes glimmered in the sunlight. Or the way his smile looked much more strained than it did prior. Or the way his hands were clenched a bit too tightly on his knees.
It feels like a memory he simultaneously does but doesn’t want to recall. Like he longs to look back on the happy memories, but it hurts too much to do so. Or perhaps… thinking about them only makes him remember how he lost them.
Maybe I should bring it to a lighter subject… it seems to be another sore spot for him that he needs to touch on when he’s ready.
You scoot closer to him, bumping your shoulder against his. “Well, apparently they’re my ancestor.”
That seems to get him out of the funk he was slowly spiraling into, his eyes blinking rapidly and looking at you with shock. “Wait—what— really?” He rubs his chin, looking over your face and humming. “Ya know, I can actually kinda see it. You got pieces of their face on ya—and you do act like them sometimes. But you’re definitely more fiery than they were,” he laughs at the face you make. “It’s a compliment, firecracker!”
At least he seems more relaxed than he was prior.
“Mhm,” you roll your eyes with a small smile. “I was mostly asking since I remember you mentioning knowing them the other week. And—well—” you fidget lightly “—if you’re alright with it, I was actually hoping to get some more information on them. So I can try to learn how they used their powers. See if I could incorporate it into my own technique. Finding out what works for me, you know?”
Wukong almost instantly perks up even more at your words, his eyes shining brighter than a sunrise fresh on the horizon. “Really? Huh—never thought of it like that! That’s a pretty cool idea!”
“It was Uncle Zan’s idea,” you say with a soft laugh. A very big lie, considering it was Macaque’s idea that Uncle just backed up on, but Wukong doesn’t need to know that. “Since there’s only so much he can teach me before we reach points where his techniques aren’t something that I’d wanna use. He thought it would be a good idea to look through my ancestry to try to learn the techniques they used.”
“Alright! Ask away! Or—do you want me to start somewhere?” He leans back against the sofa, casually saying, “Zhihao actually made that scroll you’ve read a few times for future clairvoyants.” He grins, making a gesture to the scroll in question. Left behind on the nearby shelf where you put it. “So—technically I guess it’s yours now, since they were your ancestor.” He lightly elbows your side. “I can give whatever info you need after. For the parts you don’t understand. At least, to the best of my ability. I only know so much about clairvoyant stuff, y’know.”
“Hmm,” you hum softly. “It’s okay. Whatever you can give will be helpful. I, uh… wanna try to avoid using my premonitions for the time being to get information—since they’re still a bit finicky.”
“Hah! Yeah. From what Zhihao told me, they’re not too far off from how wards work, actually.” Sun Wukong leans over, his shoulder touching yours. He looks at you, the slightest tilt of his head, one of his ears flicking off to the side. At your confirming nod that the touch was okay, his smile returns. “Remember how you talked to the kid about needing a clear mind of what he wants when making wards?”
Wow… that was months ago. I’m surprised he still remembers that.
You nod again. “I remember. Surprised you do.”
“Hah! A Great Sage never forgets!” Wukong puffs his chest with pride, lifting his chin for extra measure, before he smiles down at you.
“Your visions are kinda the same way. Not only do you need to focus on what you want, you need a completely clear mind for it. Otherwise, you’re just gonna get stuck in a vision revolving around a thought that’s at the forefront of your mind.” He glances off to the side, his tail curling and flicking in the air. “Zhihao told me that.”
That would explain why you’d have premonitions revolving around questions that you would have; especially during the time your visions were getting out of control. It also explains why you suddenly had the one involving Flower Fruit’s burning, despite trying to have a completely different premonition.
You nod, eyes roaming over the scroll. “I see… I’ll have to keep that in mind, then.” Since you’ll be having to pull out several visions soon; both for Macaque and for yourself to get more info on that concerning one revolving around Bull King and Lady Bone Demon.
So much to do…
As you’re thinking, you side-glance over to Wukong, who was being uncharacteristically quiet. His face had fallen once again to something more somber. At least, when he thinks you’re not looking. There’s a specific look in his eyes, slightly glazed, as if he’s recalling something. Going off of how blank he was forcing his expression to be, it probably wasn’t a happy one.
Is it concerning Zhihao…?
You reach over, gently touching his hand. “Wukong, are you—?”
Your vision sinks away, as if you had taken a step over an unseen dip in the water and had suddenly fallen completely in
And now
and now
you’re staring at a house, but it’s not a house anymore it’s just a pile of rubble
thoughts not your own—
no
the vines and flowers that covered it dead and withered away
no no no
patches of grass within a radius of the house all a deep brown as if the life was sucked out of them
no no no no NO NO
a house—not a house anymore—that was one a place of joy and peace gone gone gone
please no please please
you—not you—digging and digging and digging and digging through the rubble
they’re okay they’re okay it’s okay i can save them i can i can i
your hands—not your hands it’s not—covered in red so much red all over the rocks and rubble and
not them not them please not them too please please PLEASE
crushed to a pulp like tomatoes
they’re just
pulp in your hands—not your hands it’s not your hands—
no no no NO NO NO NO NO
WHY WHY THEM WHY THEM TOO PLEASE NO NO NO
drip drip drip goes the blood from your hands—it’s not your hands don’t lose yourself but the emotions are too strong though it’s too hard—
i couldn’t save them i couldn’t i couldn’t save them i
drip drip drip goes the tears down your cheeks—not your cheeks stop stop it’s not you—
my fault it’s it’s my fault it’s all my fault all my fault
a scream that doesn’t come from you—not you it’s not it’s not—but from the distance
eyes wet with tears ripping away from the crushed pulp in the shattered memories
and coming towards you—not you not you it’s not you —a familiar blur of white fur
another familiar figure of blue fur and a golden mane—
A voice calls your name, the sound akin to the boom of thunder.
You gasp, sucking in as much air as you could with a throat closed up. You cough, your hands flailing and grabbing at the first thing you come in contact with. Soft fabric bunches in your tightly clenched hands. Someone else’s hands on your face—calloused and warm and gentle and familiar —coaxing you to look into the sunrise of red and gold.
“Breathe. You’re not there. You’re not in the vision.”
You inhale and hold it, then exhale. You reach out, grabbing at a face—Wukong’s face, it's his face, it's Wukong.
You feel the fur along the side of his cheeks. It’s surprisingly soft. You hear the wind chimes ching-ching-chingling outside. You see his eyes, his face, calm with just the hint of worry, the hint of something else hidden that you can’t pinpoint right now.
You breathe again.
You lower your head and close your eyes.
I’m not there. I’m not there. I’m here. That wasn’t me.
You inhale, hold it, then exhale. You focus on the warmth from his hands. You focus on the softness of his fur. You focus on the wind chimes outside.
I’m here. I’m here with Wukong.
You nod. “I’m okay. I’m—I’m okay. I’m sorry— fuck —I’m so sorry—I didn’t mean to—”
“No, no, no, no, don’t you start that shit with me.” Sun Wukong places his thumb under your chin and makes you look at his face. “Your visions are still very unpredictable. You’re still getting used to them. They can and will react to the tiniest thing.” His brows furrow, a firm frown on his face.
You nod again. “Right—right—” you breathe again, your shoulders trembling. “I’m okay, Wukong. I’m fine.” You pull your hands away, but he takes them in his own, still looking over your eyes for any traces of the premonition left.
He stares at you, and you stare back at him. Both of you trying to read into the other’s thoughts, the other's feelings. Eyes searching and roaming and trying to take a peek at something else.
“I’m sorry you had to see that—” he laughs suddenly, his thumbs tracing your knuckles. His words make you shake your head in shock and give him an incredulous look.
Is this son of a bitch being serious??
He clears his throat, his gaze finally averting away. “It ah—”
“Don’t you dare,” you say, the firmness of your voice silencing him. “I told you—I’ve seen some fucked up shit in my life. I did fucked up shit in my life.” You take his hands now and give him a hard stare, enticing him to look at you again. “I told you I’m not going anywhere and I meant it. It's just—” you sigh “—we won’t linger on this subject for too long if you don’t want to. Just— hear me out, okay?”
Sun Wukong nods slowly, staring and staring and staring at you. Usually you would hate having someone looking so intensely at you. With Wukong, you find yourself not minding all too much.
You take a small breath, pausing for a moment to think. This was a sensitive thing you were touching. So sensitive that even the slightest wrong move could ruin it. You need to play your cards carefully or else he’ll just shrink away and try to deflect. He doesn’t like when the more serious side of him is shown—he prefers to keep it goofy because that’s what others have expected of him.
“I’m sorry,” you say quietly, “I’m sorry for what happened to them. That you lost them in such a horrible way.” You turn your hands over to grip his own, keeping it firm, grounding. Your thumbs lightly run over his callouses. You speak up again, “But it was not your fault. What happened to them—their death—that shit is not on you, no matter what others say or what your own head says.
“These people had no right to shove these impossible expectations that you being powerful meant you could do anything. You could save everyone. Well, I’m here to tell you, Sun Wukong, you can’t.” Your grip on his hands tighten, your brows furrowing as your voice grows more firm, “You can’t save everyone, and that’s okay. You shouldn’t expect yourself to be, and no one should expect you to either. That’s not fair to you.
“You could make a billion clones, and you still wouldn’t be able to save everyone. And that is okay. You’re not perfect. You’re not some—mystic monkey who’s capable of making everything better with a wave of his hand,” you scoff at the end, making him sputter out a laugh. His head lowers somewhat, his ears twitching and perking up. He squeezes your hands. You squeeze back.
He’s still listening, still here, not shying away to deflect. Good, good.
I wonder if it’s with Uncle’s help that he’s not so quick to try to shy away from this.
You recall his words from when you had first met him. The sheer tenderness in his voice when he said those words to you, a clear sign he spoke from experience.
“You’re right… it never gets easier when you lose someone close to you,” you say softly. “And you lost more than you ever deserved to lose.” You scoot closer, reaching out to put a hand to his cheek and coax him to look at you. “You may be Sun Wukong, the Monkey King; the Great Sage, Equal to Heaven… but you’re still just one monkey. You are not perfect, and no one should expect you to be—especially not yourself.”
His eyes glisten and shine, like they were brimming over.
You reach with your other hand to cradle his face, your thumbs slowly, gently running underneath his eyes. That was enough to make the tears slowly building up in them finally spill out. You brush your thumbs along his cheeks a second time to properly wipe them away.
You place your hands on Wukong’s shoulders and pull him closer. Your touch was gentle enough where he could pull away if he wanted, but he didn’t. He let you bring him closer to you. He let you wrap your arms around him in a tight and secure hug. He let you place one hand on his back, the other on his head to gently comb his soft fur.
You hear him suck in a quiet breath, shaky and watery. You feel him bury his face into your shoulder, his arms quickly wrapping around you and holding you closer. His hands hold on, desperate and tight, as if terrified you’ll vanish if he lets go. You feel your shirt getting wetter where his face was buried. You don’t say anything, simply keeping your hold on him tight, secure, comforting.
You keep combing the fur on his head with one hand. You keep rubbing his back with the other.
The wind chimes outside gently ching-ching-ching.
Wukong’s little brothers and sisters gather around your feet. Some climb onto the sofa to start rubbing at Wukong’s back as well to comfort their big brother. They all chirp softly, cooing in a soothing manner.
Zhihao’s death clearly left a heavy effect on Wukong. Another burden just like the rest—but one so heavy it was making him drag his feet. How long ago did Zhihao die? How long has he carried this burden—this belief their death was on him? It only told you just how close the two were before Zhihao eventually died.
That protective fire that’s burned in your chest for him only flares and roars, causing you to hold onto him tighter.
He’s not just some god—some immortal monkey with all these powers and abilities.
He’s another person with his own broken pieces he’s lived with for far too long.
“You’re safe here, Wukong,” you say softly, continuing to rub his back up and down, up and down. “You said I won’t be alone to pick up my broken pieces anymore…” You tuck your head into the crook of his neck and sigh, the scent of peaches and pine filling your nose. “Well I’m telling you that you won’t be alone to pick up your broken pieces anymore. I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.”
He doesn’t say anything, but you hear his breathing stutter heavily, your shirt getting more wet. Then he laughs. “Softy,” he whispers, his voice sounding as wet as your shirt.
“You’re one to talk,” you bite back, but you’re smiling, and it doesn’t really have a lot of bite to it at all.
Wukong takes a final breath, then pulls away, quickly wiping at his eyes. You snicker softly, causing him to blink and look at you confused. You grab a tissue and pass it to him. “Your face is covered in snot.”
“Bwuh—” His cheeks flush a deep red, quickly grabbing at the tissue and wiping his nose. “Come on, firecracker…”
“You did the same thing to me,” you lightly flick his forehead. He flicks you back, a soft smile on his face.
Several of his little brothers and sisters clamor into his lap now, chirping softly while others climb onto his shoulders and pat at his wet cheeks.
You laugh, “I think they’re worried about you.”
“Yeah, yeah…” He chirps to them, nuzzling the ones on his shoulders and giving the others around him pats on the head. “They’re little worrywarts, aren’t they?”
“A little, but understandable,” you pull a few up onto the sofa so they could sit in your lap and simultaneously be closer to Wukong. You look at him now, taking his hand in yours. “How are you feeling?”
“Me? I’m fine!” He laughs, but he’s still blowing his nose. It takes you a minute to realize that he’s just doing the same thing you do. A reflexive thing to say to people asking about your state of mind. You patiently wait for him to speak his true feelings, gently running your thumb along his knuckles.
His smile falters, his eyes not daring to look at you. He grabs at your hand now, feeling your palm. “I—ah—no one’s… ever told me that before,” he laughs, his eyes glistening again. “Especially with Zhihao… It was always pushed onto me—my fault. Like everything else. You’re, uh, the first person to ever tell me it’s not my fault.”
“Because it isn’t,” you say, plain and simple. “I said it before, and I’ll say it again. I’ll remind you every fucking day if I have to.” You squeeze his hand. He squeezes back. You say, “I’m not perfect at this—but I’ll do my best. You deserve to have someone there for you as well, Wukong. Not just you being there for everyone else. I’ll be here. I promise.”
His smile, though sad, was soft and bright. His eyes shined for a different reason now, and he looks at you in a way you can’t really describe. He just looked—happy. Overjoyed, even. It’s the only thing you could garner from how his eyes shined.
You tilt your head slightly, running your thumb along his knuckles. “Did you want to talk about it further? About Zhihao?” There’s a small pause before you say, “You don’t have to—it doesn’t even have to be now. It’s mostly just—MK’s training still doesn’t start for a few hours, so we have time—but you’re not obligated.”
You gently pat the back of Sun Guo who had crawled up your chest to get comfy there, the little baby monkey clinging onto you now. You say, “We can talk about something else. Like… your favorite color, even.”
Wukong sputters a small laugh. “Never thought about it. I’m fine with most colors. Except for… hmm… I guess like—a deep blue?”
You tilt your head. “Oh—why is that? Does it have to do with the ocean?”
It was an innocent enough question. You knew from texts and Wukong’s own stories that he hated fighting on or in water. Whether he could swim didn’t matter—he just sinks straight to the bottom. Probably due to him being a stone monkey, and other weird magical reasons. You just safely assumed it was why he didn’t like the color.
Despite the innocence of the question, the atmosphere shifted almost immediately. Wukong’s shoulders squared, his eyes staring down at your joined hands, not meeting your gaze. His grip on your hand had tightened slightly, but it wasn’t painful.
You patiently wait, not wanting to push him.
“Haha—” he sucks in a breath “—not really. Ah—this is—hard.” He swallows. Whispers, “I’ve never said it out loud. I only had someone—there with me. For some of it.”
“Who was it?” You ask, equally quiet. You tighten your grip on his hand to remind him you’re still here, still with him. You see his shoulders relaxing—but just barely.
“Azure,” he says, “Azure Lion. But he—wasn’t there for most of it. He, ah, had his own stuff—to deal with.”
You scoot closer until your knee bumps his. You stop patting Sun Guo’s back to reach for his arm and gently rub it. You give him an offering, soft, almost a whisper, “I’m listening, Wukong. I’m here. And like you told me—if you change your mind at any point, just say so, and I won’t make you mention it again.”
He breathes. In, then out.
It’s silent for a long, long time. Like Wukong was having a war in his head on whether to talk about it. Or to say even just a single word regarding it. You patiently wait for him to decide, not daring to say a word. You don’t want to risk him shying away if you try pushing further, so you wait.
Eventually, he scoots himself to be next to you properly, his side pressing against yours. You shift your arm to wrap it around his shoulders, which makes him lean closer to you, having to bend down slightly to properly rest his head on your shoulder. Though you’re quickly reaching a limit of physical touch, you push it aside for now. You’re willing to set aside your own needs for him.
He needs this. This is the least I can do for him.
He breathes again. In, then out.
He starts talking, “Zhihao was—someone I met with Master during our Journey. Before we had Zhu Bajie and Sha Wujing with us. They were just another person who Master had begged for food and shelter, and they gave it to us.
“They were different from the other humans we met along the way. They were kind, wise. Heh—they always had a quip for what I had to say. At first, it was so annoying, and I didn’t want to deal with them. But… I guess it was their quick wit that kept me coming back to them. Just—talking with them.
“Eventually, I introduced them to Macaque. To Azure Lion. To Bull King. Even to Mama.” His smile turns more sad. You rub his back, a silent reminder you were here. He takes a shaky breath. He keeps talking, “It took a bit—but they warmed up to Zhihao eventually. They were… haha, they were practically just—our younger sibling in our little broken Brotherhood…”
He sniffs, quickly wiping at his eyes. You don’t speak, continuing to rub his back gently. He nuzzles his cheek against yours, his head lowering.
He keeps talking, “Macaque… he and I visited Zhihao often. Sometimes together, sometimes on our own. I know he got super attached to them—haha—I can’t blame him. I did, too. There was—a lot of problems we were—ah—dealing with. I guess just… stuff he didn’t want to say to me. Stuff that I… I couldn’t say to him, even if I tried.
“…
“…
“Haha—this is—this is a lot harder than I thought.
“…
“So many people would visit them because of their visions. And their wisdom. It was unrivaled. Enough to make ol’ Yellowtusk jealous, haha… I know Peng and Yellowtusk would’ve loved them. Despite being heaven blessed, they were always kind to everyone. Always welcoming, no matter the background, no matter what you were.
“…
“…
“Despite all the bullshit we were going through—despite all the issues… Azure and them kept us all together. Kept things peaceful. As peaceful as they could be considering—
“Considering…
“…
“I was blamed for so much. For Peng’s death. For Yellowtusk’s death. For Flower Fruit being ruined. For everyone dying there. For the torture I went through in the Celestial Realm. I was blamed for it all. Reminded constantly that it was my fault.
“Until eventually—I started believing it. I started believing it was my fault. Believing that—all those deaths were on me. I was the Monkey King. I was the Great Sage. If I could do all these things—why couldn’t I prevent these deaths? Why couldn’t I just— escape and go fix everything while I was locked away? Why couldn’t I break free—fight back?
“As if I didn’t try. As if they weren’t prepared for it. As if I wasn’t punished ten times worse for trying to escape to see my brothers and my mate—
“…
“…
“…
“…”
He breathes, stuttery and wet. His eyes glimmer and fill to the brim.
“I believed all of it was my fault.
“Zhihao… they worked so hard to try to tell me otherwise. They tried. They did. Azure did what he could, too. But—
“…
“They just—they did what they could. But it wasn’t enough. The damage was done. Everything was my fault. Everything is my fault. Especially—
“…
“…
“Especially Zhihao’s death,” he chokes out the words. More tears trickle from his eyes. “I should have seen it coming. I should have seen it coming, but I didn’t.
“I was just—on the Journey. With Master. With Zhu Bajie and Sha Wujing and Bai Long Ma—or, well, Ao Lie was his actual name before the Journey. We were—maybe over halfway done. And—I had this feeling. A horrific pit in my gut that just—told me I needed to see Zhihao. And so I went to go see them.
“And—
“…
“I was too late.
“They were just—
“They were pulp in my hands. Crushed.
“Macaque and Azure—I don’t know why they were there too—maybe Macaque heard trouble, or maybe he and Azure had the same gut feeling I had. But they showed up to see the damage was already done.
“And—
“…
“Fuck—
“…
“Azure—
“…
“Azure and Zhihao… they were together. They fell for one another. You could look at them and you just—you know —they loved each other more than anything.
“He was going to propose to them… and then that happened…”
There’s a certain shine to his eyes. Something you couldn’t pinpoint. Knowing that he and Macaque were once partners, you wonder if he was envious of the love Zhihao and Azure Lion had. Something he no longer had between Macaque and himself.
To lose a lover… I can’t imagine the pain Azure Lion experienced… no wonder Wukong blames himself so much.
It just keeps getting deeper. But how far does it go? How did Macaque and Wukong fall out in the first place?
Wukong keeps talking about how people were blaming him for everything. It couldn’t have just been the celestials.
I don’t know about Azure Lion, since I don’t know him or Bull King very well… but…
Was it… was Macaque blaming him for it, too? Given what he’s said so far… about how Wukong has “so much to pay for,” it’d make sense. But why would he do such a thing to his own partner?
Too many questions with not enough time to figure it out. Nor do you have the time to do so at the moment. That’ll be for another day, another time. For now, you keep paying attention to Wukong.
He takes a breath. Then he continues, “Some, ah, some shit happened. Bad shit. Macaque was—he—he was heartbroken. So was I. But Azure? He was ruined.
“…
“Zhihao was the person keeping us together. Keeping us… stable. As stable as we could be. With them gone—it just—fell apart.
“It was the last time I saw Macaque before—before our fight.
“And… during that time… I was—
“I was so fucked, firecracker. I was so—so upset. So hurt. So angry.
“I went on a fucking blood hunt to find out who killed them. I didn’t care about the why. I just cared about finding their murderer and making them suffer.
“I was so tired of losing people—losing family—I just—saw red.
“I guess—that was why I—was just so—mad—when Macaque—did what he did and—our fight—I—
“…
“…
“…
“I, ah, found out who killed Zhihao, eventually… afterward…” He stops there, his eyes and face wet, and he’s practically laying on you now with how much he’s leaning against you. You grab the tissue box and place it in his lap. He takes it and blows his nose.
The wind gently blows outside, the wind chimes ching-ching-chingling. The air within the room felt heavy, not so much as suffocating but more heavy with regret. Heavy with despair.
Is this the first time he’s ever talked about it?
You can’t blame him, having never spoken about the things you went through in America. This has to be one of the hardest things he’s ever done. Though you’re sure Uncle would’ve handled this better, you’re just happy he’s letting this out. And you can’t help but feel honored he trusts you with this.
You lean in, brushing your cheek against his. “I’m here,” you remind him, your voice quiet, gentle, “I’m not going anywhere.”
He nods. Wipes his eyes. He breathes, in, then out.
He asks you a question, “Do you know the Lady Bone Demon?”
You blink—
Hair white as bone skin pale as a ghost
Eyes red red red
Voice like that of a whisper, “I require your services, Zhao Zhihao.”
—trying to mask the look on your face.
“I had a vision of her at one point,” you say honestly. “But I don’t know who she is exactly.”
“She was a powerful necromancer,” Wukong says, his arm now wrapping around you and holding you close against his side. It felt as if he wanted to keep you close, safe, just from the gesture alone. As if he were acting like a protective shield.
“She had some—sick, twisted desire for something. Didn’t know what it was. Didn’t care either. All I knew and cared about was that she killed Zhihao. She—” he purses his lips, his grip on you tightening somewhat. He takes a breath.
“Azure helped me fight her. I—ah—I would’ve caused… a lot more damage if he wasn’t there to keep me calm. Well—calmer, haha. We were going to do it. Kill her. Avenge Zhihao’s death and free their soul and all the other souls she had trapped.
“But—Master—he—” He lets out a sigh, frustrated, his tail whipping and thumping against the sofa. His brows furrow, lips pressing into a tight line. “Master didn’t want that. Just as history says, he sealed her—locked her away in a tomb in her dead kingdom. He said he wanted her to see the error of her ways. That she—like everyone—deserves a chance to be redeemed.”
You couldn’t hold back your own sigh if you tried. You’re not surprised to hear such a thing, considering how naive the Great Monk was during that time. Thankfully, Tang doesn’t seem that naive.
“So, technically, she’s still out there?” You ask him, looking over his face. You already knew the answer, but wanted to ask, anyway.
He doesn't look at you, his gaze averted. “Yes and no. She’s alive—just locked up. Knowing her—she won’t ever come out with a fresh new perspective and changed ways. She, and all the souls she’s taken—Zhihao included—are just—trapped.”
You suddenly recall what Red Son had told you just a few days ago when going to the Undercity with him. How a demon—powerful and feared—siphoned the power of thousands of clairvoyants. How it’s because of that demon they can’t reincarnate.
It had to be her, especially now that you’ve heard Wukong’s story.
“There’s no way to free them?” You ask softly.
He shakes his head. “The only thing that can free them is killing her. And Master was the only one who knew how to open that tomb of hers, so all those souls are just—gonna stay that way.
“That’s… that’s why I don’t like that color. Blue. Or deep blue. It reminds me of her. It reminds me of what she did to Zhihao. Blue—to me—is death.”
You look down as he rests his head on your shoulder. Taking a quick moment to check your phone, you note you have maybe two hours before training with MK officially begins. You set your phone aside and shift, tugging Wukong into another hug.
His face buries into the crook of your neck. You gently comb his fur, whispering to him, “Thank you.” You say, “Thank you for telling me this. For trusting me with it.” He doesn’t answer, still quiet and trying to control his breathing. You feel his tears getting your neck wet and soaking down into your shirt. You add on a final note, “I don’t see you differently for this.”
That pulls a small reaction out of him. Another breath, shuddering and wet and his hands that were shaking hold onto you.
“Thank you,” he chokes out.
“You’re safe, Wukong,” you say with a firm voice. “And I’m not going anywhere. I’m here. I won’t see you differently because of the shit you’ve been through.”
You didn’t see me differently. I would never do the same to you.
Sun Wukong breathes in, then out. He pulls back, laughing, wiping his eyes. He looks at you, his fur shimmering in the light that leaks through the window. It really does make it look like a sunset color when the light hits it right. He says, “You gotta have some empathy magic or something—haha.”
You raise a brow, making him elaborate, “You—heh—I feel… light. Better. You got some other magic I don’t know about, firecracker?”
His question makes you snort and roll your eyes. “No, you dumb monkey.” You lightly punch his arm. “Trust me, if I had some kind of empathy magic—I’d be much better at this.” You lean back against the sofa, Wukong’s siblings clamoring around you both as he leans back with you. “I still make mistakes. I still have my limits. I still let my emotions get to me.”
You stare up at the ceiling, then say, “But I try. And I’ll keep trying. For you, for Uncle, MK… for myself, especially.” You close your eyes and take a slow, deep breath.
You feel his tail slowly coiling around your ankle, his head resting on your shoulder. “Well,” he says, “I’d say you’re doing a pretty good job so far, firecracker.” The smile he had on his face was the most true and real smiles you’ve ever seen him have. His eyes half-lidded, his hand holding yours with his thumb gently stroking your knuckles.
This is the most relaxed I’ve ever seen him.
He must feel a lot of relief finally letting out something he’s held close to him for so long.
He yawns, his body slumping more against the sofa. “Man—now I can see why you passed out so fast after that one talk. I’m tired.”
You snicker, gently jostling his head with your shoulder. “Take a nap. I’ll wake you when it’s time for MK’s training. Unless—you wanna take today off—?”
“No, no, no, I promised the kid we’d do some more clone training today. He’s been looking forward to it,” he waves his hand, yawning again. “You don’t mind being used as a pillow, do you?”
“Do I have a choice in the matter?”
“Not really.”
“Mhm.”
…
“Firecracker…?”
“Hmm?”
You feel him nuzzle his cheek against yours before relaxing against you again.
He whispers, “Thanks.”
Your chest feels light, your smile small but genuine. You rest your cheek on his head.
“Anytime, Wukong.”
You’re here for me.
I’ll be here for you.
I’m not going anywhere.
I swear it.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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//sips from cup labeled "my readers tears"
I cried writing this. I made Verdy cry proof-reading this for me.
My plan is to drag all you fuckers with me.WE FINALLY REACHIN THE GOOD HURT AND COMFORT OF THIS FUCKING FIC MMMMMM
I have been wanting to finally have Wukong just touch a piece of the shit that he's experienced
I cannot wait to further touch on it
It's gonna be the good hurt :)And next chapter... oh my sweet chicken nuggets. Next chapter, we get to meet a very special someone :3c
Until them, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 27: Another Teacher
Chapter Text
Wukong slept for the full two hours before it was time for MK’s training. Wukong’s younger siblings had also used you as a bed and pillow—including their big brother himself. Several monkey cubs climbed into your lap, several of the older ones climbing onto Wukong. Practically all of them surround you and coo softly before they get comfortable and sleep with him.
You also learned Wukong snores in his sleep. It’s a soft sound, almost breathy. It was… kind of endearing, knowing that the great, fabled Monkey King had such a soft snore. You expected the house to start shaking, honestly.
Either way, with him and his siblings effectively using you as their bed and pillow, you didn’t have a lot of room to move around. Especially since he was clinging very tightly to you. Meaning you weren’t able to actually read the scroll he gave you until he woke up. So instead, you spent that time tapping away on your phone, making reminders for yourself as well as a small to-do list of things you plan to research and practice.
With this new information, you certainly had a long list of things you needed to do. One of the main things being looking more into Zhihao’s past and further researching the scroll. Looking into Zhihao’s past will be… slightly difficult. Especially with all the thoughts running rampant in your mind. One wrong move, and it could trigger a completely different premonition.
All you have to do, though, is just recall what Wukong told you. Premonitions are like wards—something you’re very used to making. All you have to do is apply that type of thinking into your visions, and you’ll be okay. But there was still the issue of actually getting the visions.
You do recall how Uncle described them to you. You remember him telling you that having a vision is like following a fish through a pond. You have to be careful not to scare off the fish, or you’ll lose the vision. But you also have to be careful while walking through the pond and not let yourself sink too deep, or else you’ll be lost in the vision.
Just like how you got lost in the feelings of Wukong and Macaque when seeing their past.
Sigh.
It’s a lot of work, but at least it’s something to do. The monotony of transcribing work was making you bored, and while you didn’t mind helping Uncle Zan with his deliveries—they were few and far between. You won’t deny you’ve been wanting some change to the routine, and this certainly was a nice change. It’ll keep your schedule busy, that’s for sure.
Adding onto the training you’ll soon get from Macaque? You’re fully welcoming this change.
For now, you decide to make a list. First, you need to find out if Auntie is in town—and when she’ll be in town if not. Once that’s discovered, you’ll see if you can get any information from her about Lady Bone Demon. Whatever details necessary, at this point anything is valuable information.
If she doesn’t know anything, then Erlang will be next. Getting in contact with him will definitely be more difficult… you’re not exactly sure how you could accomplish it aside from saying a prayer and hoping he’ll hear it.
Even so, with both Auntie and Erlang being very old individuals, they have to know something, right?
After (hopefully) getting information from them, you’ll have to tug at some visions to see when Lady Bone Demon returns. Both so Macaque will have time to prepare for that, and so Wukong and everyone else can, too. There’s a feeling in your gut telling you that there’s no way to stop her return. It will happen, and the most you’ll be able to do is stall.
Even so, stalling is better than nothing—allowing you all time to get ready for it.
You still had to talk to Miss Lihua about the whole thing between Macaque and Wukong, too. You hardly spoke to her since getting her number from MK—which you know she’s understanding of, given how busy it’s been these past few weeks. She’s no doubt been busy herself.
So much to do…
Once the two hours were finally up, you were faced with the biggest challenge yet. Actually waking up Wukong. You were expecting him to be a heavy sleeper, but not this heavy. Several of his siblings were already awake after your jostling and had clamored off of you. But waking the Monkey King himself? You might as well be trying to be fitting the ocean into a cup.
“Wukong—wake up!” You shake him some more, making him grumble and nuzzle his face into your neck, holding onto you tighter. “No! Ugh—”
“Sib??”
Oh perfect.
“MK, please do not assume anything based on what you see right now,” you rub your face, leaning your head back to look over the sofa towards the front door. “Oh—hey, Mei. Same goes for you.” You pause, staring at her. “Delete that photo.”
“No way!” She snickers, tapping on her phone. “I won’t share it, but just—this is way too cute! Look at him!!” She coos, leaning over from behind the couch to poke at his cheek. “He’s like a lil’ babyyyyy! He’s clinging to you like you’re a giant teddy bear!”
“Yeah—he’s a baby who won’t get off,” you groan. “I’ve been trying to wake him up for the last twenty minutes.”
“Oh, I know what to do!” MK grins, walking over to you and Wukong. “He takes naps on nimbus sometimes during training. I learned the perfect way to wake him up.”
“He’s been taking naps during your training?” You ask, your eyes sharpening to a knife’s point.
MK’s shoulders hunch up, his eyes widening as he lets out a nervous laugh. “Well—I mean—sometimes I just—take a little while to get a technique he’s trying to teach me and—ah—” his shoulders slump “—I’m gonna stop talking. I'm just painting him in a worse light.”
“You’re fine, MK. This just tells me I’ll have to sit in on more of your training sessions,” you sigh, making sure to note that for later. “Can you just—get him off me, please?”
“Yeah, yeah!!” MK leans over the back of the couch and sucks in a breath, but before he could do anything, Wukong’s tail slapped against his mouth. He shakes his head, yanking himself back and letting out a disgusting noise. “Eugh! I got fur in my mouth!!”
Wukong was still dead asleep.
“Why not just give him a wet willy?” Mei asks, already getting her pinky wet and slinking over to Wukong. Before she could do it, MK grabbed her arm and pulled her back.
“No, no, no!! I did that once already and—haha—he kinda—almost punched me in the face,” he laughs nervously.
“Wow. He’s ready for almost any prank, huh?” Mei hums, tilting her head down at Wukong.
“He is a trickster god, technically,” you say, staring up at the ceiling while contemplating your life choices.
How am I going to get this dead to the world monkey off of me?
Would Miss Lihua know? I could just text her.
You look over at Mei and MK, blinking in surprise. Mei, currently having the most focused look you’ve ever seen her have, was coaxing a small blob of water to float over to Wukong. She looks at you and gives a big grin, then sticks her tongue out as she concentrates on getting the blob closer to his ear.
“Long distance wet willyyyyyyy, hehehehe,” she hisses with a giggle.
“Is this a good idea—?” MK whispers, but it’s too late. She’s already dropped the water into Wukong’s ear.
“WUH?!” Wukong’s fist flew up to punch at the air—just as MK said he would—and flails about for a second, accidentally elbowing you in your side. He sits up abruptly, rubbing at his ear. “Gross! Who—?!” He looks around, his tail whipping and angrily thumping against the sofa while his fur bristled up. It takes him a minute to register you and the kids before he finally calms down.
“Man—what the hell? I was having a good nap—”
You flick his nose, your other hand nursing your side where he elbowed you. “Nap time’s over, Wukong. MK’s here for training.”
His nose wiggles at the gesture and he huffs. “Oh! Right, right. Wait a second—” he looks over at MK and Mei, his eyes squinting. His ear that had water dropped into it flicks to get the excess liquid out. “Why’re you here, kiddo?” He asks, pointing at Mei. “You wanna watch? Bored at home?”
“Nope and nope!” Mei puffs out her chest and strikes a ridiculous pose, pointing at Wukong. “I want you to train me, monkey man!!”
Huh?
“Hah!” He bursts into laughter, his hand holding onto the backrest to stop himself from falling over. “No way!”
Her face instantly falls and she crosses her arms. “Wha—why not??”
“No offense, kid, but I already have my book full with just MK,” Wukong does a full body shiver as he finally gets the last of the water out of his ear. “I don’t know half of what your magic can do and—again, no offense—don’t feel like researching what it can do to help you.”
“What—but—you—” Mei’s face went into a full pout, clearly upset with things not going how she expected them to go.
MK rubs her back, whispering to her, “We’ll find you a teacher, sis, it’s okay!”
“Why not just ask your parents to find a teacher for you?” You ask, pushing Wukong off of you.
Mei rolls her eyes, her lips pulling up into a small sneer. “They don’t want me to learn how to fight! They say it’s ‘too dangerous’ for a ‘ growing young lady’ like myself. It’s so dumb!” She stomps her foot and huffs, some mist puffing out of her mouth as she does so.
“Hey now! Just because I said I wouldn’t teach you don't mean you won’t be taught!” Wukong holds up his finger, then hums as he taps his chin. He hops to his feet, walking around the sofa and beginning to pace. “I miiiiight know just the person who would be a great teacher for you, little dragon…”
“Oh??” She perks up, a hopeful expression now donning her features. You stand from the sofa as well, stretching until you feel your back pop.
“Yeah!” Wukong chuckles, grinning at Mei as he leans back, balancing on his tail. “I gotta go have a chat with ‘em first, see if he’ll actually agree to doing this.”
“He???” Mei leans closer to him, her eyes shining. “Who is he??”
He laughs, poking her forehead with a finger and gently pushing her back. “I’ll let that stay a surprise. It’s also best not to get your hopes up anyway, in case he says no. But I’m pretty confident he’ll say yes,” he taps his chin thoughtfully, his grin still present on his face. “Hey, bud, you don’t mind waiting an hour or so while I go chat with him, do you?”
MK blinks, pointing at himself. “Oh, me? I don’t mind at all! I can do my stretches and practice some other stuff while we wait.”
Wukong ruffles his hair, wrapping an arm around his shoulders with a grin. “That’s my boy! Don’t worry—it’ll be an hour tops!” He nuzzles his cheek against MK’s, then pulls you over to do the same to you. “Be right back!”
Before you could say anything, he was already out the door, hopping onto his nimbus after whistling for it and flying into the sky.
He really does that cheek nuzzling thing a lot. I guess it’s just a sign of affection for monkeys?
You blink, letting out a breath. “That was… so much at once…” You rub your face, turning to Mei. “Why do you suddenly wanna learn to fight so badly? If you don’t mind me asking.”
She shrugs and flops onto the sofa. “I mean, I was kinda talkin’ to Sandy the other week—when we were still in the Undercity. I just—I dunno—I kinda felt… not good?” She plays with her hair, fixing up her buns as she keeps talking, “I felt like I didn’t really do anything to help. I was kinda—just—in the way, I guess. I barely know anything about fighting. I barely know anything about my magic. And—I don’t wanna be in the way anymore.”
You and MK sit on either side of her, MK wrapping his arm around her shoulders and hugging her against his side. You pat her knee, saying gently, “Knowing you, Mei, you’ll learn. You have the determination and drive. All you need is patience.”
“Uuuuugh—patience isn’t in my forte,” Mei grumbles, “I just wanna learn to punch shit good.”
“In order to learn to punch shit good, you gotta learn when it’s a good time to punch shit,” you say back to her with a small chuckle. “Even if Wukong can’t get the person he’s mentioning, we can always ask around or even just do some research together.”
“Yeah!” MK gives her shoulder a small shake, nuzzling his cheek against hers. “We can go to the library in your house and get some research done—find out what your ancestors could do—and see if you can do it!"
Mmm, definitely a sign of affection—considering MK’s started it, too.
“Research?” She groans, throwing her head back dramatically. “No one ever said anything about research!”
You can’t help but sigh in slight annoyance at her words. “How else are you going to learn what you can do, if you don’t even know your own magic?”
MK’s smile was a bit more strained, but he keeps his tone upbeat as he talks, “Sib has a point, sis. Besides—we already promised we’d both sit in on Mr. Tang and sib’s lecture. We can add in an extra bit of finding out more about your ancestors and finding out what kind of powers they had!”
“It shouldn’t be too difficult,” you say, “From what I know, at least, most of the powers dragon’s have been relatively the same here in China.”
“Are they different in America?” Mei asks, looking at you now.
“Oh, absolutely. They’re different in all parts of the world,” you huff with a small smile. “European dragons are the most famous for having the four legs, wings, and breathing fire rather than water for Chinese dragons. That’s how history writes them—but there are plenty of different types. Even fey dragons exist.”
“Woah! Really??” Now both MK and Mei are perked up and looking at you with wide eyes. “How do you know that?”
You can’t help but laugh at their enthusiasm. Even if their combined energies were a bit much, you didn’t mind it for now. “I’ve met a lot of people in America. Remember that one fey I told you about MK? Smiler?”
“Oh, yeah, yeah!”
“He told me a lot about the fey, and even told me about fey dragons. Wanna hear about them?”
Both the kids nod enthusiastically, eyes wide and attention fully on you. You clear your throat, sputtering a tiny laugh. Some old habits never die, you suppose. And the habit of your nerves getting the better of you when all this attention was on you is certainly going to die hard.
“Alright, alright… calm down, you two.” You get comfortable on the sofa, a few of Wukong’s siblings coming around you three to listen in on the story as well. Sun Guo was back in your arms—seems he found a new favorite human—clinging to your shirt, while several monkeys were clinging to MK, and a few even on Mei.
“So, fey dragons are very different from any other type of dragon…”
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Light.
Wukong felt so light.
Man. Wow.
Firecracker really was something else, weren’t they?
I feel like I don’t even deserve their friendship—haha.
Knowing if they heard me say that, they’d probably slap me upside the head.
He can clearly picture it in his mind too. The way their nose would scrunch up, their lips pressing into a tight line, instantly scolding him afterward.
Hehe… adorable.
…
Man, he really shouldn’t be thinking these things.
He knows what happens when these feelings come back up. He knows how it ends every single time.
It’s not the first time he’s fallen for a mortal, after all.
So easily seduced nowadays, Wukong, Macaque’s ghost teases with a cruel laugh. What happened to loyalty, huh?
That was ripped away when you started treating me less as a mate and more as a punching bag, he thinks back. It’s not bitter, nor is it sad. It’s just… a thought.
Sun Wukong shakes his head with a small sigh.
He knows he shouldn’t fall so easily for people when they’re just… kind to him. But after centuries and centuries—he can’t help it!
He doesn’t have an excuse, and he doesn’t want to make one. He just—falls easily nowadays. In and out of love over and over again. He could go after the reincarnations of the previous people he’s dated and cared for, but… none of them have felt right, he supposes.
No one’s ever been able to fill that hole in his chest left behind by Macaque.
…
Hmm… except for Firecracker. It’s not a complete fill, but… a half-filling?
Wukong can’t put it into proper wording. It just felt… right being with them. Talking to them, hanging around them.
As if he were playing a song for so long on his own after Macaque left him. And suddenly, they come into his life. With their own music, but it somehow manages to harmonize with his own. Their melodies blend together in a near perfect harmony, creating a captivating symphony. Their presence was like a warm embrace, where every moment spent together felt like coming home.
They’re a comfort and a mystery all at once… and something in their eyes just— beckons him to know them more. He wanted to know their story, their past, their future. He wanted his days and nights filled with tales of them, their adventures, their experiences.
And yet…
And yet…
It didn’t feel like enough.
Despite the way his heart sang for them, it still felt like something was missing.
The piece that Macaque had yanked away. The song he’s stopped playing, no longer in harmony with Wukong’s.
What’s the point of a heartsong when you only have half of the song, while the other is silenced forever?
…
…
Maybe he should stop thinking about such things. At least for now. It’s a little too gloomy for his liking. Besides, he should be focusing on the “now,” not the “then.”
He’ll figure out what to do with these newly found feelings for Firecracker later, too.
He’ll focus on that light feeling in his chest. That feeling of relief, of safety that Firecracker gave him. He feels like he should repay them somehow. Maybe with a gift? Yeah! Definitely! He’ll get a great gift for them as thanks! An amazing gift!!
…
But what did they like?
Hmmmmm…
Meh, he’ll figure it out later. Right now, he has a little brother to visit!!
The Heavenly Realm is as awe-inspiring and beautiful as he remembers. Radiant skies adorned by a golden sun during the day and a silver moon at night with countless stars.
Sun Wukong can make out the divine palaces off in the distance, grand and gaudy as ever. And further still he can see the stables where he’d play and take care of the celestial horses. Before he realized such a position was an insult, of course. But playing with the horses was fun! He wonders if they remember him after all this time.
He soars past the palaces and buildings, his cloud taking him deeper into the realm. He flies past the lush gardens, the orchards, the alchemy lab. Towards a familiar home. Several celestial guards who recognize him give a wave while others ignore him. Some go as far as to try to scold him for flying about recklessly.
Yeah, that’s to be expected.
For a split second he catches a familiar sight of a god walking along one of the many illuminated pathways that makes him falter in his flight. His face scrunches up and he sighs.
Ugh…
It’s bad enough he has to talk to the guy weekly , but… it’s better to check if his little brother’s home so his time isn’t wasted. Wukong makes his nimbus dart over to Erlang Shen and stops short in front of him, staying seated on his cloud.
Erlang stops in his tracks, blinking at Wukong.
“Sun Wukong,” he says slowly, his face neutral, but he slightly bows his head in greeting.
Huh, that’s a new one. Usually he’d just tell me to get out of his way and ignore me.
“Erlang Shen.” Wukong rests his elbow on his knee, his cheek in his hand, his eyes half-lidded as he looks Erlang up and down. His ceremonial armor glimmered in the sun, his white cape bearing an iridescent shine to it as it flowed behind him. His black hair was tied up into the topknot and decorated with a fiery shaped hairpiece.
Yup, just as extravagant as Wukong remembers. Guess the casual wear is only for when Erlang is in the Mortal Realm.
He notes he doesn’t see Xiaotian Quan, so he asks, “Where’s your pup, bud?”
“She is currently trying to catch beetles in the gardens,” Erlang responds, then asks, “For what reason do you approach?”
“Always so formal! Pssssh!” He waves his hand and rolls his eyes. “C’mon, bud. We know each other very intimately at this point—why the formalities?”
The comment makes Erlang’s eye twitch. Wukong smiles. He closes his eyes (even his third one) and takes a deep breath. “If this is about the boy again—”
“No, no, no!” He laughs, but he’s showing too many teeth for it to be friendly. “But since you mentioned him—”
“The contract will not be broken, Sun Wukong,” Erlang opens his eyes to look at Wukong now, his brows furrowed. “The Heavenly Realm will not interfere with his life, as we agreed—unless he were to do something that you had done in the past. I am only coming to the Mortal Realm for our weekly discussions on his progress, and no reason further than that. We uphold our end of contracts, Monkey King. You know this.”
“Just wanted to make sure,” is all Wukong says in response, his tone low with a thickly laid threat. He won’t deny he’s being a bit of an ass. But he doesn’t really care. Not when this guy was the one who made the contract in the first place. He can still remember it like it was yesterday.
To him—
“Should the boy do as Monkey King did in the past, then he shall get the golden fillet, just as Monkey King had. Does this satisfy the court?”
“Fine, fine, fine… But don’t you dare interfere with his life. Or touch anyone he considers family. If you do… then even the Buddha himself won’t be able to stop me. And trust me—I’ll make sure there’s nothing left in your precious Heavenly Realm when I’m done.”
—it might as well have been.
“Did you wish to stop my walk to simply remind me of our contract?” Erlang asks, crossing his arms. “You never stop to speak with me when you come here unless there’s a reason.”
Well, he’s right about that. Wukong does kinda avoid Erlang for several reasons. Not just the contract he had offered, but also a few other reasons Wukong doesn’t like remembering.
“Alright, alright,” he holds his hands up and shrugs. “I’ll leave ya to your lil’ walk, but a question first—is Nezha home?”
“The Lotus Prince?” Erlang hums, averting his gaze momentarily as he thinks. “He should be. He finished patrols of the outer gates not too long ago, and has the rest of the day off.”
“Great! Perfect!” Wukong gets comfy on his nimbus again, his tail wagging with excitement. “Welp, see ya—!”
Before he could fly off, Erlang shot his arm out and stopped Wukong. That makes his tail flick and twitch with annoyance. Why was Erlang stopping him? What does he want?
“A moment, if you will, Monkey King,” he says softly, clearing his throat. His eyes remain downcast, as if he’s thinking of what to say. He lifts his gaze to Wukong now, roaming his figure.
Wukong raises a brow, tilting his head, a grin slowly forming on his features. “Like what you see, Erlie?”
“What—you—” Erlang sighs, shaking his head. He pinches at the bridge of his brow, then looks at Wukong again. He says, “I was simply going to say… you look well. As if your spirits have been lifted.”
…
Hah?
“Just wished to say that, is all,” Erlang walks past him. “Until our next encounter, Sun Wukong.”
“What—” Wukong whirls around to ask him what he’s trying to get at with such a comment, but he’s already gone. The only thing left behind was a soft shimmer of light where his footsteps were, soaring off into the sky.
That was… odd. And also the nicest thing he’s ever said to Wukong. Then again, it’s not like Wukong ever lingers for longer than a minute to let Erlang get more than a few words in.
Hmm…
Wukong flies off towards Nezha’s home.
He won’t deny his biased dislike for Erlang Shen. Wukong had several reasons not to like the warrior god, but something was definitely going on with him. He seems… different, now that Wukong’s taking a moment to think about it. Usually Erlang’s shoulders would be more squared, his gaze harsher and more piercing. His tone as well, always sharp in a way that commanded respect and attention, seemed… softer?
Sun Wukong didn’t think it was possible for Erlang Shen’s voice to have a tone that wasn’t one that was like the crack of thunder. Not to mention the surprising level of decency he’s been showing in the weekly check-ins he’s had to do. Even when Firecracker wasn’t around, he was just… decent. It’s weird.
He’s certainly got some things going on, and it’s certainly making Wukong more curious. But he doesn’t have time to snoop on that right now. Maybe another day, when he remembers to care enough to do so.
Right now, he has a little brother to visit.
Nestled deep within the Heavenly Realm, Wukong approaches Nezha’s abode. Perched on a mountaintop, the Lotus Palace emanates an ethereal radiance that illuminates the surrounding landscape. The architectural design reflects both heavenly splendor and the valorous spirit of its inhabitant. The structure itself resembles a blooming lotus while the outer walls are adorned with intricate patterns that mimic unfolding petals, giving an ethereal aura that radiates tranquility and beauty.
Such grace, such purity. He really loves hiding that chaotic side of his, doesn’t he?
Wukong can’t help but tease his sweet little brother. As a fellow trickster and Nezha’s senior, it’s technically his job to do so.
The first place he checks is the meditation room. He peeks in through the stained-glass windows, eyeing up the lotus-shaped cushions and incense burners.
Nope. No Nezha.
He checks the training grounds next. The expansive courtyard with lines of weapon racks (pristine and organized, as always) lay untouched and empty.
Hmmm… where is the lil bugger?
He starts flying around the gardens surrounding the palace next. Waterfalls and rivers flowing all about the place, with giant lily pads acting as steps and leaves and vines acting as walkways. The gardens, just as Wukong recalls, bloom with vibrant flowers of several different kinds, filling the air with a delicate fragrance.
Still no Nezha, though…
He doesn’t feel like searching the entire palace. That’ll waste more time. Welp, if he can’t go to Nezha, then Nezha will just have to come to him! And he knows just the thing to bring Nezha out.
He hops off his nimbus, landing on the leafy path. He sucks in a deep breath, then shouts, “LITTLE BROOOOOTHEEEERRRRRRRR!!!”
He waits maybe five minutes before he catches the familiar figure of Nezha hopping from lily pad to lily pad towards him.
Hehe, works every time.
Rather than wearing his typical armor, Nezha was donned in a ruqun hanfu. The upper garment was a soft pink color, the collar and cuffs a deeper shade of pink to make it pop more. Meanwhile his waist skirt and main skirt were a more gentle green, designed to look like lotus leaves, elegantly flowing with each step he takes. His armillary sash is secured around his waist, finalizing the outfit’s appearance as a whole.
Wukong spots lotus hair clips in his buns, causing a small smile to curl upwards.
Awwww, he kept them!
Nezha stops in front of Wukong, his hands folded behind him, raising a brow. “What do you want now, Wukong?”
“You kept the hair clips I got you!” He coos instead of answering Nezha, reaching out and poking them gently.
“Ah—stop that!!” Nezha quickly slaps at his hands and huffs, his cheeks already having a light pink shade to them. “Of course I kept them. Do you expect me to throw away gifts?”
“I didn’t expect you to wear them!” He laughs, “You looked so embarrassed when I gave them to you as a gift for your promotion~”
“Ugh,” Nezha makes a disgruntled noise, rolling his eyes. “Are you here just to tease me or is there a reason for your abrupt visit?”
Sun Wukong snickers, his smile brightening. It really has been way too long since he last spoke to Nezha, just one on one. Sure, their initial meeting and pairing up was… well, rough is the nicest way to put it. But! They got better! Now he’s Wukong’s sweet little brother, and he doesn’t plan to let Nezha forget anytime soon.
Besides, Wukong knows Nezha secretly likes being called such a thing—as much as he’ll outwardly say he hates it.
“Well, I got a proposition for you!” Sun Wukong gives a big, bright smile, planting his hands on his hips. “How’d you like to be a teacher?”
…
…
“What?” Nezha’s serious demeanor falters for a moment, his face contorting into genuine confusion. “A teacher? For who? Xiaotian?”
“What—no, no, no! His friend, Long Xiaojiao!” Wukong props himself on his tail, crossing his legs and grinning wider. “She’s lookin’ for a teacher—her parents won’t let her learn how to fight—so she asked me. I already got my hands full training the cub, and I honestly don’t feel like taking another kid under my wing, sooooo I thought you’d be the best candidate for her!”
“Why me specifically?” Nezha crosses his arms with a huff. “Why not just go talk to Azure Lion and ask him? You are still in contact with him, are you not?”
“Ah, hehe… not really…” He scratches at his cheek, looking away. His ears twitch, lowering.
I really, really, can’t bear to talk to him after everything that’s happened. Not right now, at least. Maybe… maybe later.
He quickly recovers and laughs, “Besides! You’re the perfect fit! Trust me when I say she is a bundle of chaos. Just like you!” He reaches out and pokes Nezha’s cheek. Nezha slaps his hand away.
Nezha’s face falls to a frown, his eyes roaming Wukong’s features. His gaze, sharp and observant as ever, most likely took note of the momentary waver in Wukong’s posture. But he (thankfully) makes no mention of it. Instead he just closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.
“Long Xiaojiao… Ah, the descendant of Ao Ji?”
“The very same!” Wukong keeps smiling, kicking his feet slightly. He remains balanced on his tail while Nezha has a more thoughtful expression. “Unless you don’t wanna train her.”
“I never said I did not wish to,” he huffs, his brows knitting downward. “I am thinking, Wukong. Something you clearly do not like to do sometimes, hmm?”
“Wha—hey! I think plenty!!”
He catches the slightest smirk on Nezha’s face, a hint of mischief gleaming in his eyes.
Little shit.
“Mmm… let me meet her and speak with her,” he says while stroking his chin. “If she is as chaotic as you say she is, and is in desperate need of help as you say she is—I will consider it.” He glances around the garden with a slightly bored expression. “Things have gotten… monotonous lately. A change would be nice.”
Hook, line, and sinker. Hehehe.
“Perfect! And you’ll finally get to meet the kid in person—haha!” Wukong lightly elbow’s Nezha’s side and whistles for his cloud again. “C’mon!”
He hops onto Wukong’s cloud, the two soaring away from the Lotus Palace and back to the Earthly Realm.
“You’ll love her, little brother! Trust me! You’ll get sooooo many flashbacks of your younger days—hahaha!” Wukong laughs over the roaring winds while Nezha just sits on the cloud. Despite the harsh winds whipping at his clothes and hair, he still looks graceful and proper.
Who knows, maybe she’ll bring that chaotic side back outta you.
“We will see about that, Wukong,” is all Nezha says with a slight roll of his eyes. “Like I said—I am considering it.”
Wukong’s known Nezha long enough to already know “considering it” meant he was absolutely going to go through with it, he just wanted to be dramatic.
“Of course! Of course!!”
The flight back to the shame temple was mostly quiet, filled with idle chatter here and there. Mostly Wukong checking in on Nezha to see how he was doing—
“Just fine, Wukong.”
—and how Mama Yin was—
“Ask her yourself, brother. She has invited you for tea several times now.”
“Wait, she did?!” He gasps as the temple comes into sight. “I never got it! She sent it to Flower Fruit, right??”
“She did. Perhaps you tossed it with the rest of the invitations you get over the years, hmm?”
“I totally didn’t!”
He totally did.
And Nezha absolutely knows so, given the look in his eye. Listen—he can’t help but toss any celestial invitations he finds, okay? Any time he smells that heavenly scent, it’s just a reactionary thing!!
Maybe that’s why he’s never gotten invitations from Mama, either… ugh. So many complications.
…
He’ll start checking it for Mama Yin and Mama. He really does love having tea time with both of them. Mama Yin was always a nice lady. Loving, caring. Nezha was a lucky kid to have her as a mother.
“How is Xiaotian’s training?” Nezha suddenly asks. “The heavens are still in quite a stir after what you did, you know. Even Lord Erlang’s involvement has not calmed them.”
“Meh, let them be in a tiffy!” Wukong waves his hand nonchalantly. “So long as they don’t try anything, we won’t have a problem!”
Nezha knew the poorly hidden threat, but he made no comment on it. Wukong continues to say, “The kid’s training is going great! He learns differently from how mango—ah— Macaque and I learned, but he’s getting there! Already mastered his golden eyes, his control on the staff is getting better, and he’s almost done with his clone training.”
“Mmm.” His little brother hums. He knows for a fact Nezha noticed the slip, but he didn’t make any mention of it, either. Something Wukong is grateful for. He’s still reeling after the talk about Zhihao with Firecracker. He didn’t really want to deal with that topic for a while. Or ever, really. “And your assistant is helpful, I am to assume?”
“Very!” Wukong laughs. “They’re great, so organized and insightful. Everything you expect a clairvoyant to be.”
There’s some kind of look on Nezha’s face, but before Wukong could take a gander, whatever expression his little brother had was gone.
Then, Nezha asks, “Did you tell Xiaotian?”
The abrupt question has Sun Wukong faltering in his flight for a split second. He coughs and forces a laugh. “Haha—tell him?”
“You know what I mean by that, brother,” Nezha frowns, elbowing Wukong’s side. “Did you tell the boy of his origins or not?”
“Ah—well—not yet—”
“And when are you going to tell him?”
“C’mon, little brother,” Wukong pushes him away, his ears twitching as his tail curls around his waist with his increasing discomfort. “He’s still just a kid! Let him be a kid for a bit longer—”
“The world is not going to wait for him to be ready,” Nezha insists. He puts his hand on Wukong’s shoulder, a small frown on his face. “His powers will not wait for him to be ready. You know what will happen the moment he becomes more in tune with them. Let him be ready for when it happens, rather than it being another bomb dropped on him. He deserves to know his origins.”
“He will know his origins, alright?” Wukong pushes Nezha’s hand off his shoulder and heaves a sigh. “He will. I’m prepared for it! Xiang and Shen—we made sure to be ready for when something happens to them.”
“When?” Nezha asks, “When do you plan to tell him?”
“Eventually,” Wukong says, his tone clearly stating the conversation was done. It makes Nezha sigh, but says nothing else concerning the subject.
It’s not like Wukong doesn’t want MK to know about how he came to be. It’s just… he’s still just a little cub. He deserves to keep some happiness and innocence in his life before it all comes crashing down.
I already failed him once when Xiang and Shen died. I can’t fail him again with this.
He’ll tell the kid soon. Maybe. Ugh. He’ll tell MK later! His head is still too full of other thoughts and emotions to even begin thinking on how to plan such a talk.
Speaking of…
Wukong catches sight of MK, Mei, and Firecracker hanging out on the training grounds of the temple. His ears twitch, his grin getting impossibly bigger when he sees the small smile on Firecracker’s face.
Cute…
Looks like MK was practicing his stances while simultaneously listening to the conversation between Mei and Firecracker. Good, good. Glad to see the kid’s keeping that up.
“So, Major Arcana reflects big parts of life—and Minor Arcana are the itty bitty parts?” Wukong hears Mei ask, watching her scratching at her head.
“Mhm,” Firecracker taps their phone while Mei peeks over their shoulder. “The other big difference is Minor Arcana also have their own suits. Each one represents specific things, such as—”
The wind lightly tussles MK’s hair, making him blink and look up. He grins, waving up at Wukong.
“Oh, Teacher!! Hey!”
“Heya, kiddo!” Wukong flies his cloud down in front of MK, hopping off with Nezha behind him. “How long was I gone?”
“About…” MK thinks. “A little under an hour?”
“Sweet—even faster than expected!” He ruffles MK’s hair, smiling brightly at Firecracker and Mei as they approach. “So, Mei, you ready to meet your potential teacher?”
Mei tilts her head. She, Firecracker, and MK now all register Nezha standing beside Wukong. His arms remain folded behind him as he glances over each of them. Wukong notes how Nezha’s eyes linger over Firecracker, his nostrils flaring momentarily before relaxing.
Oh yeah, it must've been a while since he’s met a clairvoyant.
“Are you talkin’ about the kid?” Mei asks, pointing at Nezha. “He’s like—what—fourteen? What can he teach me?”
“Mei!” Firecracker lightly slaps her shoulder. “That’s not some kid— that’s Nezha, the Lotus Prince!”
“Who?” Both Mei and MK ask at the same time.
Not a second later, both Firecracker and Nezha shoot Wukong a look, making him snicker and avoid their stares.
Not my fault they never learned about him.
“Did you never learn about the Lotus Prince? At all??” Firecracker asks, pinching at the bridge of their brow.
“Uh—no? History ain’t my thing,” Mei shrugs, folding her arms behind her head. “What—is he famous?”
Nezha’s eye twitches.
Wukong covers his mouth, trying so hard not to burst into laughter. His lips press into a hard line, his shoulders trembling.
MK tilts his head and thinks. “He sounds familiar, but… I don’t really remember??”
“He’s a god, you two—I—okay—” Firecracker points at Wukong now. “Three days from now, we’re changing the lesson with Tang to be about the other gods—starting with the Lotus Prince.”
“Wha—but—” his protests die at the sheer intensity of their stare, and he groans, “Fiiiiiiine.”
It was gonna come sooner or later… might as well get it over with.
Firecracker sighs and rubs at their temple. “I’ll send Tang a text about the changes, later…”
“Oracle,” Nezha finally speaks up, making Firecracker jump. “What is your relationship regarding these children and Wukong, if I may ask? I was informed you are his assistant. Is that correct?”
They blink, looking between the kids and then Wukong, then say, “Ah, well—in relation to them, I’m their friend and… semi-teacher to MK. In relation to Wukong, I’m also his friend, as well as his assistant in training MK.”
“I see,” Nezha nods with a hum, his eyes flickering over their face and posture. It makes them fidget uncomfortably, but he drops it as quickly as he brought the topic up.
What was that about?
Does he know something I don’t??
Nezha looks at Wukong now with furrowed brows. “The fact you still managed to get a clairvoyant as an assistant is baffling to me, brother.”
“Why is that such a surprise?!” Wukong smoothly walks over to Firecracker, throwing his arm around their shoulders. “They’re great, thank you very much! Like I said before, them being a clairvoyant is just an added bonus!”
“I think ‘babysitter’ might be the better term, rather than assistant,” Firecracker says with a flat tone.
“Hey!”
Nezha stares at him with a deadpan expression, then points at Firecracker, “You should be the one teaching the boy—” he points at Wukong “—and you should be the assistant.”
The sound that comes out of Wukong is equivalent to a dying seagull. Firecracker snorts, covering their mouth while MK breaks into a fit of giggles and Mei just straight up laughs. Nezha’s mouth twitches, quirking up into a smirk as his eyes shine as if to say, Payback.
The little shithead. Love him, though.
Firecracker is quick to recover, coughing quietly and saying, “You honor me, Lotus Prince. There’s only so much I can teach MK before it’s up to Wukong. I’m just—happy to help wherever I can.” They then bow to him. “It’s also an honor to meet you.”
“The feeling is mutual, oracle,” Nezha bows as well, then straightens himself and looks at MK and Mei. “Good to meet you as well, Xiaotian. Xiaojiao.”
MK doesn’t say anything back, his eyes wide and filled with bewilderment. “Wait—how’d you know my name??” He asks. “Sib called me ‘MK’ not ‘Xiaotian’.”
“Ah—” Nezha’s words catch in his throat and Wukong snorts.
Nice slip up, dummy.
His little brother quickly glances over to him, his eyes clearly asking for help. But Wukong offers a shrug and a smug smile. The look on his face said, Fix it yourself. You did this.
Nezha makes a face, then sighs. “I—uh—you, ah…” He coughs, looking off to the side. “The, ah, lotus blanket you have. That was a gift. From me.”
“Wait— WHAT?!”
“You got a gift from a god?!” Mei yells, grabbing at MK’s shoulders and shaking him. “How many gods do you have favor from?!”
Just a few. At least the ones I knew who wouldn’t fuck with his life, Wukong almost says, but manages to stop himself.
“Your parents had sent a prayer on your hundredth day celebration. I heard the prayer, and—” he coughs again, a small blush on his cheeks “—I gifted the blanket. It… comes from the softest petals of the lotuses from my garden.”
“Wait, so, you knew my parents?” MK blinks, his eyes getting even wider.
“I did. They were powerful heaven-blessed,” Nezha says, his voice gentle, “And I can sense the power in you as well, child. Especially now that you have a certain someone’s … blessing.”
The pointed stare he gives to Wukong makes the monkey in question cough and laugh. Yeah… yeah. Wukong is definitely going to need to up the training soon to make sure MK doesn’t lose control of his powers. Especially considering how much he has in him.
“Wooooow… thank you!” MK grins, completely missing the glare Nezha was giving his own teacher. “I still have it! It’s so soft and—and it still looks just as pretty as it did when I was little!”
“That is good to hear.” Nezha nods, his face going neutral once again when he regards the cub. “Keep taking care of it. It carries the love of your mother and father in it.”
MK’s smile couldn’t have gotten any bigger, his eyes shining. He bows before Nezha. “Thank you, sir! I will!”
Though his expression remained neutral, Wukong could catch his eyes softening.
He always had a weak spot for kids.
“So, wait, how do you know my real name, then?” Mei’s face scrunches, her arms crossing over her chest. “Glowstick called me ‘Mei’!”
“Ah, that is because Wukong introduced you by your full name,” says Nezha, rolling his shoulders back and clearing his throat. “Would you prefer me to call you Mei?”
“Well, yeah. Hearing someone call me Xiaojiao just makes me think I’m in trouble.”
He nods. “Noted. Now—let us not get too off-topic. My purpose for being here is quite simple,” he says, looking at Mei now. “Long Xiao—” he coughs “—Long Mei, Sun Wukong tells me of your desire to learn to fight.”
“Oh, oh!” Mei nods, smiling as her hands shake in front of her. “Yes! Will you teach me???”
Firecracker looks at Wukong now, gently pushing his arm off their shoulders. They lean closer to whisper, “The Lotus Prince?”
He just smiles at them, pumping his shoulder against theirs. He whispers back, “Trust me, he’s the perfect pick for her.”
They just nod, looking back over to watch the interaction.
Nezha’s face hardens now, his shoulders squaring and standing straight with his arms remaining behind his back. Even in his hanfu, he always looks ready for a fight. “What is your reason for wishing to learn?” He asks, causing Mei’s smile to fall into a more confused expression. He elaborates, “Everyone has a reason to fight. What is yours?”
“Uh—well…” She plays with her hair, twirling it around her finger. “I just—don’t wanna be in the way. I wanna, like, help my bro—my friends—whenever a fight happens. Not just sit on the sidelines and watch and, like, become some hostage, you know?”
“So your reason behind fighting is to not be a burden?” Nezha asks with a raised brow.
“Well—I guess?”
“You guess?” He repeats. “You need to be firm with your beliefs and desires. I will ask you again one last time: What is your reason for wishing to learn?” Before Mei could go off, he held up a hand to say, “Take a moment to think about this. Do not answer with emotion.”
She huffs, crossing her arms and tapping her foot as she thinks. Slowly, her hunched shoulders relax, and she uncrosses her arms to play with her hair. She runs her fingers through her side bangs, combing it and combing it as she thinks.
“I don’t wanna be a burden,” she finally says, her eyes still downcast. “I want to be able to protect my friends, too. I don’t—I don’t want just MK going out there in a fight and being alone. I don’t want to watch him or anyone else I care about be hurt when I can do something about it.” She looks up at Nezha now, her voice firm as she says, “I wanna learn to fight, so I don’t just—stand on the sidelines anymore. So I can help, so I can protect my friends—my family.”
Nezha nods slowly. “A noble reason behind wishing to learn,” he says, his tone not softening, nor hardening, but remaining neutral. “Are you willing to go through all forms of training to achieve this goal?”
Mei nods. “Yes! I wanna learn!”
He raises a brow now, stepping forward and leaning closer to her. If a stranger were to see this interaction, they’d just assume some random rich kid was trying to challenge Mei to something. They’d definitely not think said child was a several thousand-year-old god.
Nezha says, “I will ask one more time: Are you willing to go through all forms of training? Meditation? Research? Stance practice? Not just sparring?”
Mei makes a face and huffs. “How many times are you gonna ask me, kid? Yes! Even the boring bits, I’ll learn it all!”
“Hm,” he hums. He leans back, crossing his arms across his chest now. “We will add learning to respect your superiors and elders to the list of things you must learn. But first—” he gestures to her “—tell me what you’re able to do. Your abilities, your skills, I wish to know the level we are starting at.”
“Uuuuhhh…” Mei blinks, tilting her head now. “I mean—I can kinda control water? Aaaand I got my dragon form, but it’s not that great. Oh—I’m a super good mechanic though!” She grins, stuffing her hands into her pockets.
“Hm,” he hums again. “Superior tech skills but lacking in magical skills. Are you aware of all the powers you carry in you, child?”
“Uh—no?” She blinks again, her face contorting into confusion. “Why should I?”
“How else will you learn to fight to protect your friends and family?” Is Nezha’s harsh response, his voice like the crack of a whip. “How else will you learn to not stand on the sidelines? To not be a burden?” He starts pacing, making gestures with his hand as he says, “You expect yourself to learn all these things—but hold no knowledge of your own abilities?”
Mei’s shoulders hunch up, her head lowering as she starts to close herself off via crossing her arms. “I’m sorry, okay? I—I don’t know—”
MK steps closer, rubbing her back in a soothing manner. “Ah—maybe we can—”
Firecracker grabs his arm and gently pulls the kid away. They whisper to him, “Let him do this. I think—this is something Mei needs to hear.”
“I—Isn’t it a bit harsh?” He asks, wringing his hands together as he looks back to Mei and Nezha. “I dunno, I just—feel like this is a bit much.”
Wukong wraps his arm around MK’s shoulder, tugging him close and giving him a gentle shake. “This is how a lot of the celestial guys are. But Nezha? Trust me—he’s the one to help her grow, bud. Just watch.”
MK clearly doesn’t look happy about it, not wanting to watch someone he considers his sister practically be hounded. But he nods and stays silent as he watches. Wukong can’t blame the kid. He certainly wouldn’t like seeing it if it was his own family or mate. But this is something necessary for the girl.
She’s got the heart, the drive, but she doesn’t have the control. Being a descendant from such a powerful lineage, it’s something she needs. And this isn’t something that can be spoon-fed to her. No, the truth needs to be laid out to her, cold and hard.
Wukong knows for a fact things are about to get ugly in a minute here. Nezha really did have a habit of poking and prodding at the places where it hurts most. With the best intentions, mind. He’s also sure Nezha is testing the limits of Mei’s own temper to see how much he can poke before she starts to try to bite.
“You do not know what?” Nezha stops in front of Mei now, looking at her. “What do you not know?”
“About my powers, duh?” She huffs, her eyes turning to slits and smoke coming out of her mouth. “I thought that was obvious.”
“And why do you not know anything about your powers?”
“Because I never looked into it!”
“Why?”
“BECAUSE I DIDN’T CARE!!” She shouts, scalding water spilling from her mouth. It sizzles onto the ground. “Why should I care about some stupid dead ancestors who never saw me as anything but some weak link?! I make my own path and I make my own way!”
Nezha looks about as impressed as a hammer in a room full of windows. “What do your ancestors have to do with your powers?” He asks, his tone dry.
“Well—they—they belong to my stupid great-great-thousand times great grandpa!” She makes a wild gesture, lightning arching off her hands that grow more scales. “What do you not get about that?!” The little sparks fly off her hands and explode on the stone ground, leaving behind smudges of soot.
There’s the gentlest rrrrmmmble of thunder that Wukong’s sharp ears catch.
Yup, there it is. Even the weather’s starting to react to her.
Nezha waves his hand, the lightning that were on her jacket and in her hair and rolling along her mouth now elegantly swirling away. The green colors slowly fade to pink, gathering into a little ball that now floats in Nezha’s hand. Tiny arcs of lightning connect to the tips of his fingers, the ball floating in the center of his hand.
“Breathe. Control,” he says then, studying her face, “Your previous ancestors have nothing to do with your powers. Nothing to do with who you are today.” He tosses the little ball of lightning aside, leaving a scorch mark on the training grounds.
That’s gonna be a pain to get out.
Nezha keeps talking, “These powers you hold do not belong to him anymore. To your ancestors. They belong to you. They are yours to do with as you see fit. However, that leaves the issue of your emotions…”
“What—you don’t like me being emotional? Huh? I have every right to be mad at you!” Mei pokes at his chest angrily.
“Yes, you do. But you do not have the right to put people in danger because you lost your temper.” He then points to Wukong, MK, and Firecracker. “Look at your friends.”
Mei’s head whips around, her eyes wide as she slowly looks over the faces of each of them. MK wrings his hands together, scratching at his arm until Wukong has to stop him. Firecracker’s arms were crossed tightly over their chest, their face unreadable, but their eyes were downcast.
“If you lost your temper more than you did, you could have brought serious harm to them.” Nezha asks, “Do you wish to harm your friends? Your family?”
“What—no! O—Of course I don’t!!” She looks at him now. Almost instantly, the anger in her was doused by a bucket of cold water and all that’s left is the weak smoke lingering behind. Her brows furrow and she bites at her lip. “I would never want to hurt them! You just—”
“You will end up doing so, no matter what you desire, if you let your emotions control you how they did just a moment ago,” Nezha says, his tone sharp, “You will hurt them. You will even kill them if you do not learn control.”
There’s the bomb he wanted to drop.
Mei’s face fell in horror, looking at Firecracker, then MK. “But—But I—”
MK’s teeth dig into his lip, his scratching getting worse. His eyes were darting from side to side, wide and slowly filling with tears. His breathing came quicker, shorter, as if he were about to start panicking. Wukong quickly brings his tail to the kid’s hands, letting him pet the fur as a distraction. He lets out a shaky breath, his breathing slowly calming as he whispers, “Thank you.”
Wukong just gives him a side hug.
This isn’t easy for anyone right now. Watching it is never fun—he can see the distress on both MK and Mei’s face. Mei’s realization that she could possibly hurt her friends or family with her own magic. Given the talk he and Firecracker had with MK just the other day? Yeah, it’s still a sore spot for the poor cub.
MK wanted to comfort Mei, but it can’t happen yet. Even Firecracker’s looking a bit uncomfortable by it all, their shoulders hunched and head lowered, eyes averted to avoid looking at the scene. Wukong brushes his free hand against theirs. They step closer, taking his hand and running their thumb along his palm, his callouses.
He can tell Nezha doesn’t like pulling this card. Even with that neutral face, Wukong can see the shine in his little brother’s eyes. The tiniest hint of grief—coming from his soft spot for kids—but he doesn’t relent. Sometimes harsh lessons are the only way to learn. And Wukong really hopes the girl will learn.
“Your magic is powerful,” Nezha says. Even as his face remains neutral, his tone went just a tad softer than before, “You, Long Mei, are too powerful to allow them loose if you get too angry, too upset. And if you do not learn to control it, to accept it—you will end up hurting the ones you love most.”
“I—I…” Her chest hitches. Tears well in her eyes, her breath breaks again as she says, “I don’t wanna hurt anyone!”
Wukong’s grip tightens slightly on MK’s shoulder, stopping the cub from going to comfort his friend. He whispers, “Not yet, bud. Patience.”
MK takes a breath, lowering his head and continuing to pet the fur on Wukong’s tail. “I don’t like this—I don’t—I don’t like it—I don’t like it—”
“I know, I know,” he says quietly, hugging him closer. “It’s gonna be alright. She’s a tough cookie, tougher than anyone really gives her credit for. She'll be fine.” That seems to be what MK needed to hear, as he calms down a bit more and nods, keeping his head low.
“The first step you can take is to stop thinking that you are a weak link in this lineage,” says Nezha. “You are a descendant of Ao Ji. Your lineage is a long line of not just noble dragons but powerful ones.”
He steps closer, placing a hand on her shoulder. “This magic—even though it is dangerous—is yours to use as you will.” He places his hand under her chin, coaxing her to look at him. “Cease these thoughts of believing you are a weak link. I look into your eyes and I see potential.”
Her eyes well with more tears at his words. She sniffs and hiccups. “But—what if—” she wipes her eyes “—what if I do what you just said? Hurt them? What if I can’t control it? What if I get too angry and—and—”
“You, child, are capable of many things. But the flame that can light a candle is equally capable of starting a forest fire. And if you do not want one of those things to be harming your loved ones…” He leans back, his hand on her shoulder again and squeezing it. “Then you must learn control. You must learn discipline. You must learn to hone your anger in a way that allows you to direct it to something else rather than let it blaze wildly and threaten to hurt others.”
He pauses to allow her to process his words. Her breathing hitches, sputters. She wipes her eyes again and again.
Nezha asks, his voice much, much softer, “Do you wish to learn?”
She looks at him. She sniffs. She wipes her eyes a final time.
“Yes,” she says, her voice so firm it reminded Wukong of Ao Lie for a split second.
“Do you wish to learn how to fight?”
“Yes.”
“Do you wish to learn how to use your magic?”
“Yes.”
“And how to meditate? To learn patience?”
Her face falls and she pouts. “Yes… I don’t—I don’t wanna hurt anyone. Not my friends or—or my family—or anyone.”
“Good.” Nezha leans back now, folding his arms behind him. “Then from here on out, I shall be your teacher.”
“Wha—really??” She sniffs again, looking at him with wide eyes. They shined with hope, a hint of joy. “You will???”
He nods. “You will refer to me as either teacher or master. And I will teach you the ways of your magic and how best to hone it.”
“Awwww yeeeaaah!!” She jumps in the air, throwing her fist up and laughing. She throws her arms around Nezha into a hug. “Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!”
Nezha’s cheeks instantly flare a deep red, and he clears his throat, patting her head. “Th—There is no need to thank me, child.”
Hehehe, softy.
Mei pulls back, wiping at her eyes again and laughing, “Man—that was—so tense—”
“Your first task as my student will be to research your ancestors. Specifically that of Ao Ji. Learn his origins, his magical prowess, and what he was capable of. You have three days to compile a list.”
“A list?! Wait—what—you— three days???” Mei groans, “But—”
“Three days,” he says again, his tone sharper this time. “After, you will be attending the history lesson with Xiaotian—or—MK is what you prefer to be referred to as, boy?” He looks at MK now, his head tilted slightly.
MK fidgets with Wukong’s tail, his cheeks lightly flushed. He’s still looking at his feet, speaking softly, “Oh, uh, y—yeah! It’s just a nickname—you don’t gotta—”
“If it is a nickname most refer to you as, I shall do so as well,” Nezha interrupts, then turns back to Mei. “You will attend the history lesson with MK to learn of the gods. Is that clear?”
Mei grumbles, crossing her arms. She wipes her eyes again. “Fine, fine. I was gonna anyway. When do I get to learn about fighting?”
“When I say you are able to,” he says, his tone unwavering and expression remaining neutral. He raises a single brow. “Patience will be your first lesson, child.”
“Uuuugh, okaaaaay…” She huffs.
“Address your teacher properly.”
“UUUUUUGH,” she groans louder, “Yes Master Nezha. Happy?”
“I will be when I see your notes three days from now.”
“I’m startin’ to feel like you pissed me off on purpose.” Her face scrunches up, eyeing Nezha suspiciously.
“How else were you going to learn your power is much stronger than you think it is?” He asks with a raised brow.
“Wha—you mean—you did do it on purpose?!”
With the atmosphere finally at a calmer state, Wukong lets MK go. The kid doesn’t wait a second before he’s by Mei’s side, nuzzling his cheek against hers and checking to make sure she’s okay. The sudden attention from her brother figure almost instantly calms the growing annoyance she had towards her new teacher.
Nezha, wishing to grant them a moment, steps to the side towards Wukong and Firecracker.
“Harsh but true as always, little brother,” Wukong says with a soft laugh.
“It is what was necessary. She will learn. Whether it is through the easy way or the hard way remains to be seen.” Nezha side-glances the kids as they talk to one another in hushed whispers. “I sense her potential. Once she stops being so rebellious to everything she will be able to unlock that potential.”
“You can thank her parents for that,” Firecracker sighs, crossing their arms. “They treat her like a caged bird, essentially. This is the first time she’s actually thinking for herself and forming her own thoughts. So you might end up butting heads with her a lot.”
“Interesting,” says Nezha, a certain look in his eyes. “I will remember that. Thank you, oracle.”
Firecracker nods. Judging from the look on their own face, that certainly wasn’t a small slip up. That was on purpose.
Man, now I’m curious about the drama with the Long family going on here…
“Soooo, excited to be a teacher?” Wukong elbows Nezha’s side and laughs. “You softy—”
“Shut up, Wukong,” He hisses through his teeth. “If anyone is the softy it is you.”
“Whaaaaat? Me? No way!” He elbows Firecracker now. “Tell him, firecracker! I ain’t a softy!”
Nezha makes a point to stare at Wukong and Firecracker’s joined hands. Wukong, out of sheer stubbornness (and because Firecracker’s hand feels nice) doesn’t let go. It doesn’t help his case one bit.
“You absolutely are, Wukong,” they deadpan, staring at him with a raised brow. “Need I remind you that time you fell for MK’s— mmpf!”
His tail slaps against their mouth as he laughs loudly, “Hahahaha! Wow, you sure got some weird stuff to say, huh?!”
“For the boy’s what, exactly?” Nezha hums. “It’s rude to do such a thing to someone, Wukong. Especially a heaven-blessed. Let them speak.” He grabs Wukong’s tail, yanking it away—he really would be the only person here able to do that aside from MK.
“Firecracker—”
“Puppy eyes.” They spit and cough, “Ugh—I got your fur in my mouth!”
“You still fall for that, brother?”
Firecracker looks at Wukong, bewildered. “What does he mean still?!”
“Well, oracle, I could—”
His tail slaps on Nezha’s mouth now. “Man, you two really do love talking, don’t you?” Wukong laughs, his cheeks a deep red. He clears his throat and tugs at Firecracker’s hand, which he still hasn’t let go of. “Wow, look, the kids are done talking! Let’s go focus on that! Or something else! Anything that’s not this!!”
There’s a certain look in Nezha’s eyes that said, We’re not done with this.
Firecracker had the same look.
It’s making Wukong already somewhat regret choosing his little brother to help train Mei. Somewhat.
On the plus side—the girl gets her teacher and Wukong gets to see Nezha more often!
On the downside—Nezha knows… so many stories…
So many embarrassing stories…
That he will absolutely tell MK and Firecracker…
…
…
When he glances over at Nezha, it seems his little brother had the same thought, that certain chaotic shine in his eyes with the tiniest hint of a smirk.
Okay, no, Wukong is regretting this a bit more.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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A little note, if you will: I'm well aware that Nezha in LMK is intended to be an adult, but I also love the little goblin too much to see him as one LOL
So in my fic, he's kinda in the middle, looking more like a very young teen (essentially 13 or 14) instead of a child or an adult.
For reference, this is how he's essentially going to appear (art courtesy of Verdy~).With that out of the way--NEZHA IS HEEEEEERE
You don't understand how long I've been waiting to have him fucking show up. Cuddles and I have been gushing about his entrance since like chapter 12 and I'm fucking feral I love my little trash goblin boy
AND FUN LIL CAMEO OF ERLANG SHEN HUEHUEHUE~he's toooootally not gonna show up again later def notGod I just--have so many feelings for this chapter man I can't even begin to describe it but MMMMMM
And next chapter is CERTAINLY gonna be fun, too~~ ;)
Until next time, my little chicken nuggets ♥
Chapter 28: Lesson Number Two
Notes:
Macaque is confronted, and MK learns about confronting.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Your stance is all wrong. I could easily knock you down with one swipe of my tail.”
“Then maybe show me what the actual stance is?”
“Ugh, like this. Jeez, I thought you knew this stuff already?”
You huff. “You’re showing me offensive fighting. I only know a bit of defensive fighting, and even then, it’s been a while.”
“You spent all these years on your own and never once learned how to fight offensively?” Macaque sighs, rubbing at his temples. “You’re not exactly making this easy, spitfire.”
You scoff and roll your eyes. “My years in America were spent surviving by using subterfuge and stealth. Not throwing punches.” You cross your arms, leaning back against the wall and raising a brow at him. “So sorry it’s not making it easier for you, oh wise master,” you say the last bit with biting sarcasm.
It’s easy to say that the first day with Macaque as your teacher is going about as well as expected. His expectations are unrealistic, and he seems to get annoyed easily with the little amount of knowledge you had. Whether it’s because it’s only more work on his part, or it’s just going to take longer to make sure you can properly defend yourself, you’re not sure. Either way, neither of you were happy with how things were going at the moment for different reasons.
Currently, you were in his little dojo—which is more of a repurposed warehouse connected to the small home he’s squatting in, just down a flight of stairs. Whatever was previously in this warehouse was completely cleaned out. Various posters or paintings he most likely put up to make the place feel less empty were on the walls. Lanterns powered by magic hung from the ceiling, leaving behind tiny particles of light to add extra ambiance to the area.
Weapon racks holding various swords and polearms lined one wall, while the other wall had freestanding punching bags and a wing chun dummy. The stone floor was bare aside from some mats placed down for sparring.
You poke at a guandao that was on his weapon rack, saying, “Look—if you’re just gonna be an ass this entire time, we can cut this deal short, and I can find another teacher—”
“No, no,” Macaque groans. His tail whips behind him, the clear sign of his growing frustration. “You’re not gonna find another teacher that’ll give you good advice.”
“I’m certainly not finding one here,” you retort. “Unless you call insulting my lack of knowledge giving me good advice.”
His tail slaps against the floor and his lips press into a hard line, his frown deepening. “What—you gonna ask Wukong to help you?” He asks with a scoff. “As if he’d do better than I could.” You hold his gaze with a frown of your own, your brows furrowed and arms tightly crossed over your chest.
“At least he wouldn’t fucking mock my lack of knowledge every thirty seconds.” You say back with an angry sigh.
“Hah! You don’t understand him as well as you think, spitfire.” Macaque rolls his eyes and says, “He did the exact same shit with the trainees back on Flower Fruit.”
Something you wouldn’t doubt for a second, but after months of watching Wukong train MK, you can tell there’s a piece he’s missing. Wukong and Macaque no doubt had very similar training regimens back on Flower Fruit, but they were still completely different. If Macaque had a lack of empathy today, he certainly did back then, too.
He and Wukong may do the same thing when it comes to training, but Macaque is much harsher with his words. To people who aren’t used to such a thing, it’s what drives them away.
“Yeah, however, you’re forgetting one important detail.” You make a ‘look at that’ gesture with an exaggerated expression. “Wukong has a little something you lack called empathy. He teases, but follows right after with a joke to make sure the mood stays light, and he doesn’t discourage his student.”
You click your tongue and say, “I’m not saying to coddle me, because that’s just gonna piss me off more. I’m also not saying to do it like how Wukong did, because that’s gonna piss you off. I’m just saying—be realistic with me, okay?” You run your fingers through your hair, making a gesture with your other hand.
“I don’t know much about proper fighting,” you say. “And you being an asshole with unrealistic expectations isn’t helping. It’s not convincing me to give up on fighting, mind—it’s only convincing me to not have you teach me.”
He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. He rubs his face, pinching at the bridge of his nose. He takes another breath. He says, “Ugh… I’m used to training younger warriors. Not adults. The—” he stops for a moment, his eyes lowering, slightly glazed as if he were remembering something “—the marshals… and Wukong… they usually trained the adults. The generals and I trained the kids until they were ready to move up.”
Just as Wukong said a while back, Macaque really was the one who trained the younger warriors… huh…
Six-Eared Macaque’s not looking at you when you give him a confused expression. His ears flatten against his head, his lips pressed together. He sighs and says, “Training kids and teenagers is different from adults. Especially with monkeys. I don’t know how you humans do it, so I just went with how I remember Wukong and the marshals training the adults.”
It’s your turn to sigh with a small shake of your head. “Well, clearly, that’s not working out for either of us. So just—why not train me like how you would the monkeys from your tribe? Instead of just trying to copy someone else?” you offer. “Without treating me like a child, of course but—it’s worth a shot?”
That makes him laugh. “I’m not sure if you can even do some of the training those cubs could.”
“No shit, Macaque,” you deadpan. “With some liberties taken, obviously.”
His tail flicks in the air, his lopsided grin returning and his eyes shimmering with mischief. “Alright then, little student of mine. We’ll see if you can handle my way.” He approaches you now, saying, “First thing’s first, now that I’ve seen your stances, we’re gonna get you some proper clothes to start training.”
“I’m not gonna have a uniform on all the time, you know.” You raise a brow as he forms a shadow portal and reaches into it. “Wouldn’t it be better to learn in my normal clothes?”
“That’ll come later. For now, you need to get used to the movements first without restrictions,” he says. He pulls out a uniform and tosses it to you. “That should fit you well enough. We’ll make adjustments after you change if they’re too big or too small.” He nods to the stairs. “Go change. I’ll be waiting.”
You go upstairs to his home, changing in the bathroom. The uniform itself fits you well enough. It’s a lot looser than what you’re used to, but it’s comfortable, at least. The only issue is the lack of sleeves on it. Your lips tug downward into a small frown as you look over the scars on your arms, your thumb tracing one of the more prominent ones.
You didn’t want to wear this if it meant showing these off—especially not to Macaque. You may be willing to give him a chance after your talk with him, but words he’s said to you still linger in your mind, no matter if it was a month ago. You weren’t ready or willing to let him see these. Not after what he said.
Your eyes trail down to the binding mark, looking it over. The appearance was simple, as all binding marks were. This one bore the appearance of a fish swimming around… what looks to be the moon?
I remember Miss Lihua calling him ‘little star’ in the visions, and his fur used to be white, so… makes sense, I suppose.
“Macaque,” you finally say with a huff, knowing he can hear you. “Do you not have any other uniforms I can wear?”
Not a second later, you hear a voice on the other side of the door. Given his tone, he’s getting annoyed again. “What’s wrong with the one I gave you? I told you we can make adjustments to it—”
“It’s not that,” you groan, finally opening the door and crossing your arms tightly over your chest. “Do you have one with sleeves?”
Six-Eared Macaque blinks, giving you a look that says, really? That’s the issue?
“And what exactly is wrong with it being sleeveless?” He makes a gesture to the tunic he gave you.
“Holding in all those sad emotions of yours, refusing to let anyone too close, refusing to let anyone see how damaged you are—” you hold up your arm “—how broken you are?”
His eyes widen in reaction to you quoting his words. He looks away suddenly, his face scrunching into something akin to a mixture of embarrassment and… dare you say, shame. You didn’t think shame was possible for him, or even a word in his vocabulary.
You cross your arms again, your shoulders hunching up. You open your mouth to say something, but he speaks up first, “Those scars don’t mean you’re broken.” He turns his head towards you, his eyes lingering on your arms. “They mean you survived.”
Macaque scratches at his neck, closing his eyes as he sighs. He forms another shadow portal, reaching into it and pulling out a new tunic, this time with long sleeves. He holds the tunic in his hand, looking over the stitch work, before finally holding it out to you. The silent gesture spoke louder than any words ever could.
He fucked up and he’s trying. You know this, you see it, but it’s this moment that makes you realize you have to remind yourself that he’s trying. This is most likely the first time he’s ever admitted to being the one in the wrong, the one who caused the problem, instead of using someone else as a scapegoat to justify his actions. This process is going to be slow, and you doing this isn’t going to help.
He’s not used to doing things like this.
He’s gonna be sloppy and we’re definitely gonna butt heads.
But… I shouldn’t shove my own unrealistic expectations on him.
You take the tunic, nodding to him in a quiet thanks. He steps back, allowing you to shut the door to change into the new shirt. You look at yourself in the dirty mirror as you make the adjustments necessary, looking at your arms. You pull the sleeve back, your thumb tracing the old manacle scars encircling your wrists.
“They mean you survived.”
…
Maybe this won’t be so bad.
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“Move your foot here, and lower yourself more. Remember, if your legs are too straight, you’ll get knocked on your ass. If you’re too low to the ground, you’ll get knocked on your ass.”
“Something tells me I’m going to become very acquainted with the floor.”
“I didn’t know you were using your little oracle magic, spitfire! Either that, or you catch on quick.”
“I don’t need clairvoyance to read the fucking room, Macaque.”
“Hah! Touché. Now, come at me.”
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“Oof!”
“Stop focusing on defending and start focusing on attacking. Again.”
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“Augh!”
“Better, but you’re still too stiff. Your movements need to be more fluid. Watch me, and follow my movements.”
“Shouldn’t I be practicing on the punching bag instead of you?”
“Where’s the fun in that? Besides, this will give me a good idea on what you need to focus on when we move to the immobile targets; starting with the punching bag, then the wing chun dummy.”
“But I’m already practicing on the only dummy in the room.”
“I dunno, I don’t think the floor is a great dummy to practice on.”
…
“Sounds to me like you’re not very acquainted with the floor, then.”
“Snrk! Alright. Enough stalling. Follow my movements.”
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A day passes.
“Alright, today we’re moving to the punching bag. We’re going to focus on your form with your punches and kicks, starting with the basics before we move to the next step.
“Get into stance, and put these on, so your knuckles don’t get torn up. Now—start with punches.”
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Huff…
Huff…
“You’re putting too much power into each hit, that’s why you’re getting tired so quickly. You need to regulate how much you’re going to put into each punch, to make sure you last as long as possible in a fight.”
“Huff… okay.”
“Endurance, not power, is everything in a fight. Remember that. Take a break and try again in a bit.”
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Two days pass.
“Your kicks are better than your punches, I’ll give you that.”
“Wow, thanks, oh wise and powerful teacher.”
“Can’t take a compliment, can you?”
“That was a compliment? You know what—it suits you. Very backhanded.”
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Three days pass.
“I’ll be back. Keep practicing your kicks and punches while I’m gone.”
“Where are you going?”
“To meet with the cub. His training starts tomorrow.”
…
“Wait… you’re training MK now?”
“Just for the next two weeks, to help him catch up on the things Wukong overlooked. In fact… I think I have a way to make things work out…”
“What are you planning now, Macaque.”
“So suspicious, my student! Don’t worry, I just thought of a way to hit two birds with one stone.”
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You know, I’m not really surprised at all by this development, you muse to yourself as you sit on the floor off to the side. You were busy getting the wraps on your hands while simultaneously watching Macaque—currently disguised as the shadow demon named Yingyue—teaching MK the various ways he could use his healing magic.
If anything, you expected Macaque to have started training MK in secret under Wukong’s nose sooner, given his not so subtle ways of saying how “garbage Wukong’s training regimen is.” The only thing you didn’t expect was him to do a two-in-one training session of him working on both you and MK’s training at the same time. Then again, if he could train an entire gaggle of rambunctious monkey children and teenagers, one human adult and a human teenager would be more than doable for him.
Macaque tosses a ripped up shirt to MK, telling him, “Today we’re gonna start on a smaller scale of healing with you fixing up inanimate objects before we move to the next step. Start with the smaller tears on that and work your way up to the larger ones, before trying to reattach the sleeve onto it.”
MK nods along to Macaque’s instructions. “Okay!” He gives both Macaque and then you a bright smile before he hurries over to a corner of the dojo to sit down. His face fell to one of pure concentration, taking slow and deep breaths before trailing his fingers along one of the smaller tears on the shirt.
“Spitfire,” Macaque gestures for you to come to him and brings you over to the punching bag. “Get your stretches and warmups done, then move on to your punching techniques. I’ll be doing them with you, so be sure to see how I do it and try to copy that.”
You nod. “Okay.”
“Oh, oh! Can I join??” MK asks, already moving to stand up.
“No,” Macaque makes a gesture to him to sit back down. “You’re training your healing, not your fighting. Focus on your own lesson, cub.”
His face falls to a small frown, looking at you for help, but you just give him a weak shrug. “I’m not his assistant, MK. I’m also his student in this position, so I don’t have a say. And besides—learning your healing magic will be good for you for the future.” You can’t help but huff and smile at the disappointed pout he now has.
“You’re at a more advanced stage in fighting than they are anyway, cub,” Macaque sighs and pinches at his brow. “It won’t be beneficial to you to join a beginner’s lesson when you’re already several stages ahead.”
“Yes, Master,” MK mumbles, playing with the frayed ends of the torn shirt. “I’m sorry.”
You tap your chin while Macaque waves a dismissive hand. You look at him, then at MK. “How about putting your music on, MK? It might be distracting hearing my own training—and it can help you focus on what you’re trying to do.”
“Oh—right! I have them upstairs—hold on, hold on.” MK scrambles back to his feet to hurry up the stairs, vanishing to the other part of the house.
Macaque rests his arm on your shoulder, using it as an armrest as he leans over to you and says, “You’re still acting like you’re his teacher here, spitfire. I’m the teacher in this scenario.”
“I get it, but he’s going to get distracted if he doesn’t have something to help him focus while you’re helping me hone my techniques,” you argue, shoving his arm off your shoulder. “And that’s just going to waste time.”
He scoffs. “Unlike Wukong, I know what I’m doing.”
You sigh, sitting down by the punching bag to begin your stretches. “Whatever you say, teach,” you say before you start stretching, effectively dropping the conversation. Whatever he would’ve said back to you is stopped the moment MK is hurrying back down the stairs, headphones in hands.
So instead, he joins you on the floor and goes through the stretches with you.
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It feels like it only gets worse as the days go by with MK added to the equation of training. More often than not you overhear Macaque’s not very subtle drag on Wukong whenever MK reveals he hasn’t learned something just yet.
“No surprise Wukong hasn’t taught you that yet, considering his head is so full of air,” he’d say before showing MK the correct movement in a technique.
And each time, you’d have to harshly elbow Macaque to get him to stop doing that.
It’s going about as well as expected. And it’s only making you more annoyed that he won’t just drop his animosity for ten fucking minutes to focus on training.
“Can you take your own advice and focus? Aren’t you supposed to be training us and not act like the angry ex?” You ask him one day while MK had his headphones in.
Obviously it was something he didn’t like hearing, his face contorting to a look of pure anger and his tail slapping so hard against the floor it had drawn MK’s attention towards you both.
“Is everything okay?” He asks after tugging his headphones off, glancing between you and Macaque.
“Everything’s fine, cub,” Macaque says, his smile all teeth and his tail whipping behind him. “C’mon. I wanna see how you fight. Maybe my other student here can actually learn a thing or two from watching us.”
MK frowns, looking at you, then back at Macaque. “Uh—okay…”
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A week has passed since MK joined the training sessions.
And it’s been nothing but—
“Wukong didn’t teach you that? Eh, not your fault he’s a negligent teacher, cub.”
Or…
“Huh, I would've thought you’d learn that by now. But when you have a teacher like Wukong, what can you do?”
Suffice to say, you were getting fucking tired of this. You could tell MK wasn’t liking hearing it either given the uncomfortable looks on his face, but just doesn’t know how to say it. Unfortunately, with your limit being met with all of this, your anger was making it more difficult to hold your tongue—especially in front of MK.
“I didn’t know we were taking this time to shit talk Wukong instead of—oh, I dunno—training like we’re supposed to?” You bite back at Macaque.
“It’s called ‘chatting and training,’ little student. Now get to your kicks.”
I’m gonna kick him in the jaw if he says one more fucking thing.
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“Ugh—” Macaque shakes his head, looking over a slip of paper. “You didn’t even teach the cub to fight on various terrains? What have you been doing these past months?” He mumbles, stuffing the paper into his tunic. “How fucking typical of you, Wukong…”
Okay, that’s it.
“Do you have to trash talk him every ten seconds?” You ask suddenly, facing him now after wrapping your hands in the bandages. Thankfully, MK was busy with deliveries so he wasn’t here at the moment—and hopefully won’t walk in on an argument between you and Macaque.
“Aww, getting protective over him?” He asks with a teasing tone, giving you a sly grin. “How cute~”
“No, it just makes me think you’re not even remotely close to being over him,” you retort, turning away from him.
You hear a soft thump! from his tail slapping against the floor. “Not even remotely close to being over him?” He laughs, slithering around to stand in front of you. His lips pulled back into a scowl, showing off his sharp teeth. “Hah! I am beyond over him—”
“You say that, and yet all you have done this entire fucking week is insult him at every turn!” You cut in, making a wild, aggressive gesture as you do. “You are literally subjecting not just me but MK to your stupid animosity towards Wukong—something you promised and made a fucking contract over that you wouldn’t do!”
“I said I wouldn’t drag him into it,” Macaque says, his tail slapping against the floor. He stands taller now, the shadows within the room shifting and shivering in response to his own growing anger. “And I’m not. I’m just making sure he’s aware that his teacher is a fucking hack.”
“That’s the same god-damn thing!” You groan and rub your face. “These stupid backhanded comments are making MK be in the middle of your dumb quarrel with Wukong via secondhand!” You point to the stairs and shout at him, “That is not fair to MK! And also not fair to me, who is Wukong’s fucking friend—”
“I am doing what Wukong isn’t and helping that cub be ready for what’s to come!” Macaque yells back, stepping forward as the shadows swirl around him in response. He looms over you, the air within the room getting significantly colder. “You can’t even begin to fathom what’s coming and what that kid is going to be part of. He needs to be ready—”
“And you think insulting his other teacher is going to help him be ready?!” You don’t back down despite his increasingly intimidating appearance. You were much too used to other demons trying to scare you into submission, and some thousand-year-old monkey not over his dumbass of an ex-husband won’t start threatening you now.
“You’re being such a child over this—”
“A child over this?” Macaque steps closer, his chest bumping yours. “You think I’m acting like a child over him killing me?”
“When the hell did that subject come up?!” You demand, shoving at his chest to make him back off. A low ringing sound starts to resonate throughout the room, growing in intensity with the whispers of the shadows. “You just keep insulting his teaching techniques! You never once make a backhand comment of your death! This has nothing to do with your death! This has to do with you being petty just to be petty!”
The tension within the room rose and grew thicker as your words hung in the air. The anger between you both was palpable. Macaque’s eyes narrow, his chest rising and falling with each breath. The shadows dance around him, mirroring the rage he’s barely holding back. The ringing doesn’t let up, growing louder and louder and making your head spin.
“You think I’m being petty?” He hisses through clenched teeth.
“Yes!” You hiss back, baring your own teeth at him and keeping his gaze. “You’re literally digging for any reason to hate him as much as you possibly can. You’re actively searching for things to make jabs at him! You’re being petty and downright toxic, and you know it.”
Macaque scoffs, his eyes narrowing. “You call me toxic when you’re blindly defending that arrogant, self-righteous, pathetic excuse for a teacher? You’re following him like a lost puppy!” He leans closer, his breath hot against your face as he whispers, “But you’re used to following people, aren’t you, little oracle?”
You knew he was just jabbing at you to get a reaction, but the taunting tone struck a nerve in you. The anger that had been simmering beneath the surface is beginning to boil over. Your eyes flashed with a mixture of anger and hurt pride.
“I am not some fucking lost puppy. And you of all monkeys should know I don’t blindly follow anything or anyone!” You let out a huff, leaning back and crossing your arms. “But I guess it’s easier for you to belittle and insult me and Wukong rather than confront your own issues.”
His face twists into a mocking grin. He says, his voice dripping with venomous sarcasm, “Ah, yes, playing the victim. How foolish of me to forget that you love doing that, don’t you? Always making it about you, huh?”
You clench your fists, your patience wearing thin. You remind yourself to breathe, breathe. Calm down and think. “This isn’t about me, Macaque! It’s about you projecting your own resentment onto everyone else, especially a young and impressionable boy like MK!” You meet his gaze, your breathing still heavy and thick with anger despite your careful breaths you’ve been taking.
And then a question comes to mind, and you ask him, “Do you even care about MK?”
The sudden question you ask him has him freezing up. The shadows abruptly stop their movement, seemingly frozen in time, just like their master. The silence hangs just as heavy as the tension, like a thick smog slowly suffocating you both.
Then, all at once, the rage returns to his face, more intense than before. “How dare you think I don’t care about him,” he says, his voice low and brimming with anger. “I have watched after that cub since his birth. I watched him grow and protected him from demons who smelled the celestial blessing on him. Don’t you ever question my care for my little—for the cub again.”
Watched him since birth…?
Why would he watch after a kid that Wukong has only watched for a few months at best before giving his blessing?
He said “little” as if… he was about to say “little brother…”
Just what is MK to Wukong and Macaque???
He laughs a laugh that’s all teeth, ripping you from your thoughts. “You think you know everything, don’t you? But you have no idea what’s at stake, what dangers lie ahead. And now here I am, training him to prepare him for a storm that will be coming, which none of you can even begin to comprehend.”
His tail whips and slaps at the ground, his ears flaring out as he continues to say, “He’s not ready and Wukong is doing jack shit to make sure he is. You don’t understand the gravity of what’s at stake here. Wukong is taking it too lax, too slow. The cub needs to be pushed so he can be ready.”
He’s talking about Lady Bone Demon… he has to be.
“And does Wukong even know about the storm that’s coming?” You retort, refusing to back down despite the tension being so thick it could be cut with a knife. You say, “You’re being completely and wholly unfair to Wukong—who probably doesn’t even know about this storm you’re mentioning. And now you’re being even more unfair to MK by making him sit through you insulting his own teacher.
“You don’t need to insult Wukong just to teach MK. Your end result is just making him uncomfortable, but you’re too busy talking shit about Wukong to even think about that, aren’t you?”
Macaque’s jaw clenches, a flicker of frustration crossing his eyes and something else hidden underneath. The whispers from the shadows calm with the ringing noise. The two of you stand toe to toe, both taking breaths to quell the rage still lingering inside of you both. Finally, Macaque is the one to step back, the shadows receding around him slightly. His eyes dart to the ground, his ears flaring, flattening against his head.
You inhale, then exhale, closing your eyes. You cross your arms, turning away from him and eyeing up the wall decor. The anger still pulses through your veins, the fires difficult to calm, but they’ve become more manageable at least. You inhale, then exhale. You hear Macaque do the same.
The shadows begin to settle, returning to their dormant state as if to mirror Macaque’s slowly increasing calm. You glance at him, watching his eyes looking at various things in the room. His brows furrow, lips pressing into a thin line.
How many thoughts and unspoken emotions swirl in him, making a strange mystery meat of complicated feelings?
You take another breath.
He does the same.
The fire in you calms to the gentle flicker of a candle, no longer the roaring wildfires it was prior. At this moment of silence between you, you take the time to look back, to think. In the week that Macaque has trained MK, he clearly shows he cares for the kid. He’s been diligent and thorough with his teaching, even if he provides tough love, he was never too harsh with it to discourage MK but more to encourage him.
Not to mention, his slip of almost calling MK “little brother” definitely told you so much more than he most likely intended to. This rabbit hole is so deep there’s sub tunnels to the main tunnel, and sub sub tunnels to that, too. If anything… it’d make sense why Wukong gets so lackadaisical in his training sometimes. You’ve noticed it, he’s treated MK more like a brother than an actual student.
Hmm…
Maybe Miss Lihua would know something about it, but that’s absolutely for another day. You can’t just ignore what’s going on right now to get lost in your thoughts.
Macaque… he doesn’t show his care the same way others do. He likes keeping his emotions close to his chest rather than on his sleeve. He and Wukong are so alike in that manner, but instead of hiding it behind jokes and smiles like Wukong, Macaque chooses to hide it behind biting remarks and action.
It’s just like he said when you and him talked—to him, words are just empty promises, while actions hold the truth behind everything. It’s through recalling his actions and observing it through a different lens that you can see he really does have a huge soft spot for MK. For what reason you don’t yet know.
You take another breath.
This is so stupid.
I want to go home.
I’m so tired of hearing this shit.
…
But it needs to get solved now before it gets worse later.
You choose to break the silence, “Macaque…” You turn to face him now. His tail flicks, one of his six ears twitching to indicate he hears you, but doesn’t acknowledge you further. “Can you look at me?”
…
…
A breath.
…
He faces you, his arms crossed and his good eye resembling more of a fire that turns the skies red rather than a sunset. Though he’s significantly calmer than before, there was still the lingering rage inside him.
You say, “I see it. I see how much you care about MK in the way you train him. But you’re so fixated on your own grudge to Wukong that you can’t see the bigger picture.” You rub your face and sigh. “There’s more to preparing MK than just physical training. Mental and emotional well-being matter, too. He needs support, encouragement, and understanding. Your bitter resentment is just damaging him further, and he doesn’t deserve that.”
Macaque’s eyes flash with anger again, but quickly calm. He exhales through his nose, his bristled fur settling down. He crosses his arms, his tail flicking in the air and whipping behind him. “He doesn’t,” he says in quiet agreement. “The cub deserves better than that.” He rubs his face with a quiet, frustrated groan.
“Obviously I’m not saying to baby him,” you say, your voice gentler now. Your hunched shoulders relax, the fires of rage in you burning away to nothing. “Just—leave Wukong out of this. It’s making an unhealthy environment for him and you.”
Slowly but surely, the tension in the air dissipates, with only a hint of it lingering behind. Macaque snorts, raising a brow at you. “For me as well? I didn’t know you cared so much, spitfire~”
Oh my god—
You know and understand it’s his own way of coping, but you could actually punch him right now.
“I’m trying to be nice to you, you unbelievable ass,” you huff and shake your head. “And I’m serious. But—just—ugh—” you scratch at your temple, gently massaging it “—can we… not mention Wukong at all during training?”
He huffs with a smug grin. He closes his eyes, massaging at the crease in his brow. “Yeah, yeah… I’ll restrain myself.”
You wish he’d drop it entirely, but you know that won’t be something easy for him to do. Not with the history between him and Wukong. You’re just happy he won’t shit talk MK’s other teacher in front of him or you anymore. Maybe one day Macaque can finally just let go of the past and move on, just as Wukong’s trying to do. For now, you’ll take what you can get.
“How did you know?” Macaque asks suddenly, causing you to look at him in confusion.
“Know what?”
“Wukong and I were married,” He eyes you now, suspicion clear in his gaze. “That was never mentioned before.”
A small frown tugs your lips, but you keep your face neutral. He definitely doesn’t know about your private chat with Erlang or Uncle, best to keep it that way for now. “In my vision… where I saw Flower Fruit… you know—” you shrug, looking off to the side “—I saw it through your eyes, heard your thoughts. You called him ‘my love’ and ‘my peach’ a lot, so I just—assumed. Sorry.”
“Mmm…” A pause, and then, “Don’t apologize. It’s fine, just asking.” Another pause, lasting just as long, with the same amount of awkward tension. Then, he finally speaks up again, “The cub’s on his way.” He waves his hand and putting his shadowy disguise on. The previous conversation is effectively ended. “He’ll be here soon.”
You nod. You’re beyond happy MK didn’t walk in on that horrific argument between you and Macaque. The kid’s already dealing with enough, he doesn’t deserve to be caught in the middle of something like that a second time—
RRRRRGGGGGLLL
…
…
…
Macaque stares at you while you stare at the ground, eyes wide and face turning a deep red.
Then you hear, “Pffk!”
You punch at his arm to silence his snickering. It didn’t work. “Shut up! I didn’t eat yet today, okay?” You were planning to eat after training. But apparently your stomach was not liking that idea one bit and had to make that known. Traitorous organ.
“Didn’t eat? And you were planning to train?” Macaque shakes his head, his smile still plastered on his stupid face. “I’m disappointed, my little student. Don’t you know it’s important to have a balanced meal—”
RRRRRMMMMBBBLLL
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…
…
“Snrrk!” It’s your turn to snort. “Oh yes, a balanced meal, you say? Sounds like you should actually practice what you preach, teach.”
“Hah!” Macaque shoves at your shoulder, his grin growing larger. “I had something to eat, at least, unlike you, it sounds like.”
“A single mango doesn’t count. Your stomach made the same noise as mine!”
“Yours sounded like a dying whale. Mine was more like a… suffering lion.”
“They sounded the exact same—”
Macaque interrupts your sentence by making the same noise your stomach had made. It’s ten different types of horrible. But it makes you burst into a fit of laughter either way.
“It did not sound like that!”
“It did.”
“Oh yeah? Then yours sounded like this!” You try and fail horrifically to imitate the same sounds his own stomach had made, too busy laughing. Your sad attempts at imitation were extremely amusing to Macaque, it seems, as it makes him break into a fit of laughter with you.
The tension and anger completely fades away to the sound of your conjoined giggle fits and chortles. Even the room seemed to be brighter, too. You and Macaque had fallen into a contest of who could make the best imitation, but both of you kept failing from how hard you were both snickering at one another, which only made you laugh harder.
Unbeknownst to either of you, MK had finally arrived, carrying a bag of noodles with him. He watches you both with your fits of laughter and playful shoves at one another, a relieved smile forming on his face before he hops down the stairs.
“Hey sib! Hey Master! Sorry for being late—what’s so funny?”
—————
One week and a few days ago (give or take), before two individuals succumbed to an explosion of emotions and anger, a particular cub sat in his room.
In the solace of his room, window shut with curtains drawn and door locked (just in case someone (Mei) tried to bust in), he doodled away while his phone sat upon his phone stand. And on his phone screen was the face of a boy who always succeeded at making his own heart soar.
“So the plant is supposed to act as a guard dog, essentially?” MK asks, glancing up at his phone screen as Red Son types at his computer.
“Essentially. It will also carry draining properties on it where it can suck out the very vitality of its victim.” He pauses, then says, “Or at least it’s power. That’s why I’m studying the Louxia Hongshi. I wish to see if I can copy the artifacts' abilities to drain and store power, and transfer.”
As if remembering who he’s talking to—he glares at MK, slamming his hand on his desk and pointing at the screen. “Don’t you think you can do anything with this information! Infiltrating my family’s home is a death wish—”
“I won't, I won't!” MK holds up his hands at the screen with a small laugh. “I promise. I’m just curious, I don’t have any plans to sell the information or use it against you or anything like that.”
Red Son sits back down in his chair and huffs, blowing a stray strand of hair from his face. “Good. It’d be foolish to do so anyway.” He goes back to typing on his computer while MK continues to doodle. Occasionally, he glances up at the screen before back down at his paper, his face blank, but eyes intensely focused on what he’s drawing.
“How’s the research on the other thing, by the way?” MK asks suddenly, leaning back in his chair to look over the drawing.
“The other thing?”
“The stuff with the Six-Eared Macaque.”
Adjusting his glasses, Red Son looks back into the camera with a raised brow. “Aren’t I supposed to be asking you that?”
MK sputters, his cheeks turning a soft pink as he laughs. “Ah—I’ve been a bit busy—sorry, I haven’t been able to ask Mr. Tang or sib about it yet…”
His schedule’s been so backlogged because of Big Brother Yiran coming to visit in two weeks that he hasn’t been able to make mention of it to either of them yet. Dad wants the place spotless (even though Big Brother never cared what state the house was in), and MK’s been making plans for the visit. Movies, games, visiting hotspots, going to the beach—
He’s just a little excited to see his brother again after such a long time. He’s happy Teacher’s been understanding and put training sessions to only be one time this week and next week before Big Brother Yiran comes. Master on the other hand… hasn’t been the most understanding, but MK gets it. Since Master only has two weeks himself to train MK as per the favor, he wouldn’t want to skip out on any days to make sure as much training fits into the weeks as possible.
It’s okay, though. MK can make it work. He’s gotten way better at delegating his workload and Dad’s even gotten to putting up hiring posters to get another delivery driver for when MK can’t work! It’ll be fine. All great. He can’t wait to see Big Brother Yiran again, and he’ll make sure this visit is amazing!
Suffice to say, he hasn’t had time to take care of his part of the favor for Red Son.
The boy in question sighs and shakes his head. “I suppose delivering noodles is a busy job then, no?” He hums as he taps his chin with his pen, looking over some papers MK can’t see.
“Oh, uh, sometimes but not really.” MK plays with Xiaoyun, the plushie nestled comfortably in his lap, and says, “I’ve been preparing for my big brother to visit, so it’s been a bit hectic.” He laughs, scratching at his cheek.
Red Son hums again, a quiet indication he heard MK but doesn’t have anything to say in response.
“Have you been able to make any headway with the research, though?” MK asks, making Red Son pause.
“Ugh,” he crosses his arms, his fingers tapping on his sleeve. “Yes and no. I wished to discuss things with Mother Lihua, but she’s been busy with her own errands, and Fengshe has been no help at all, which is no surprise.”
MK snickers, but doesn’t comment. He doesn’t really know Fengshe very well aside from the initial meeting with him. Seems like a cool guy to hang out with. MK wonders if he’ll be able to get Fengshe’s number to chat later. Oooh, he’d love to use Fengshe as a model, too! Especially with that really cool bladed hat!
“Can I ask a question about that, actually?” MK suddenly asks, glancing at the screen to Red Son. “Why are Mama Lihua and Big Brother Fengshe living with you guys? I’m not bothered by it or anything! I’m just curious, more so.”
“You’re curious about everything, it seems,” Red Son scoffs, but continues to speak, making a gesture as he talks. “Both of them have lived with my family since…” He doesn’t finish the sentence for a moment, as if he were remembering something. He shakes his head, then says, “Since Flower Fruit burned. She was the one who helped me research Monkey King’s power, so I could remove the staff and free Father.”
…
Flower Fruit burned…?
MK doesn’t remember hearing about that in the books he’s read. Nothing in the Journey to the West novels he’s read have mentioned such a thing…
“Wait—” he blinks, looking down at his doodles, then back at Red Son “—Flower Fruit burned? When did that happen??”
“The fact that you of all people don’t know is actually shocking.” It’s not an insult, it’s a genuine comment. Red Son was probably expecting MK to already know, but he really didn’t.
He shakes his head. “I didn’t. I read, like, all the Journey to the West books front to back a hundred times, and Mr. Tang told me so many stories, but—I never read or heard mention…”
“It’s possible that particular part of history wasn’t written or spoken about, then…” Red Son hums, his mouth tugging down into a frown. “But whether it was Sun Wukong who erased that, or the Celestials is up for debate…”
Man, even when he’s frowning like that, he looks so elegant and sophisticated.
Red Son then looks at MK now. “Well—after Monkey King was apprehended, the Celestial Army attacked Flower Fruit. A final act of pettiness to the Brotherhood for rebelling against them…
“…from what Father has told me…
“…they tried to save the survivors…
“…the Golden-Wing Peng had sacrificed themselves…
“…and then Yellowtusk the Wise…”
…
…
…
MK can’t believe what he’s hearing.
He can, but he can’t.
He knew the Heavenly Realm never liked demons. From the stories alone, he could sense the not-so-subtle animosity and biased dislike for anyone that’s different. If anything, MK can’t help but wonder if they even care about heaven-blessed people like Sib or Uncle Zan. Are they the exception, or are they just another thing the Celestials want to hold power over?
It’s not fair.
Why did they have to do that?!
Why kill so many people—so many innocent people—
Just because they were different.
Just because of hurt pride.
Not fair.
It’s not fair.
It’s not FAIR—
Snap!
“What was that?” Red Son jumps from his chair, looking around his lab.
MK looks down at his hand and the ink that was spilled all over it.
Ah. He broke his pen. Oops.
“That was me. Sorry. Sorry.” His skin felt hot, as if he had dunked his entire body into a pot of boiling water. He can hear the wind picking up outside in response to his increasing anger.
Breathe. Focus on the thing that didn’t get you mad.
He pets Xiaoyun with his not-inky hand (thank the stars he didn’t get any ink on his plushie). He stares at his doodles. All of them were of the various faces Red Son had been making during their call. Some of them were ruined because of the ink splattering everywhere, but it’s fine. It’s fine.
He gets up to clean his hand, focusing on the feel of the water on his skin as he watches the ink slide off. He’ll worry about getting the sink itself clean later.
He breathes. In, one two three, out.
He grabs a bottle of rubbing alcohol and pours some onto a tissue, wiping his hand to get the remaining ink off. He focuses on the pungent and sharp aroma that suddenly cuts through the room.
He breathes. In, one two three, out.
The wind calms down outside. His blood simmered down and no longer boiled with rage.
“I’m sorry,” he says, sitting back down in his chair. “I, uh, broke my pen, haha.” He laughs it off, finishing getting his hand clean before he clears his throat. “I—I don’t even have words for all of that. Everything that comes to mind—it doesn’t feel right to say.”
Red Son doesn’t say anything back, shockingly quiet. The only thing that lets MK know the video call is still going was the gentle hum of machinery on Red Son’s side as well as the sight of red on his phone screen.
“Why are you upset about such a thing?” Red Son asks, making him shoot his head up in shock.
“Wha—why wouldn’t I be??” Is MK’s response. “So many people were wrongly killed! Innocents! Even—Even children were murdered just because of what? They were butt hurt over the fact Monkey King had humiliated them? That he and the Brotherhood wanted something better and decided to rightfully rebel??”
He looks at Xiaoyun, petting the plushie to calm himself as he feels his anger growing again. “It’s not right. It’s not fair that demons or—or heaven-blessed or even just regular humans are treated so unfairly. Everyone deserves to be treated with respect.”
“Like your little golden rule instates?” Red Son asks with a slight scoff, but it was much lighter than his usual harsh snorts.
“I guess,” MK laughs. It’s weak, but it felt real. “Why should they make all the rules and be the ones allowed to break them? That’s not fair at all. If you make rules, you have to make sure they’re fair to everyone, not just beneficial to yourself. And then you gotta make sure everyone—especially yourself—are following them.”
He cleans up the remainder of the mess on his desk. The doodles were a lost cause, but at least some of them were still intact. Hopefully MK can have more video calls with Red Son to replace these doodles. Drawing his hair is fun.
And his eyes. And his nose. His entire face, actually—
Aaaah, I shouldn’t be thinking about this stuff right now!!
MK says, “It’s—something Dad taught me, actually. Since he owns a business and everything, he’s pretty strict on the rules. But he doesn’t really just make everyone follow them while he slacks, you know? He’s strict on it with everyone, including himself.” He looks to the camera finally, finding Red Son with a strange look on his face. Somewhere between thoughtful and befuddled.
“You have such a strange mind, noodle boy,” he mutters, shaking his head. “I do not understand how—”
He quickly silences himself when a knock is at MK’s door. MK scrambles in his chair to grab at his phone while Red Son turns the camera off. “Yeah?”
“MK!” Dad calls out. “You busy, son? You have a visitor.”
A visitor??
“Uh?” MK looks at his phone, then back at the door. “Uh—I’m actually just finishing up some chores! I’ll be down in a minute.”
“Alright! Don’t keep your visitor waiting now, my boy. She’s been waiting to see you.”
She?
Can’t be Mei. She’d be trying to climb in through the window…
“Sorry,” he whispers to the phone. “We can talk more later.”
“Next time we stay focused and on topic, you hear me?” Red Son’s voice says on the other end. “No more distractions!”
He snickers. He really did get off-topic a lot, didn’t he? He can’t help it when his head runs around with so many thoughts.
“Right, right, I promise!”
Especially when Red Son himself is a distraction.
“And make sure to talk to the oracle!!”
“Right!” MK gets to his feet and puts on his jacket. “I’ll make sure to mention it to them, promise! See ya.” He hangs up the phone after and pockets it.
He really, really likes talking to Red Son. He’s even happier that he can have semiregular calls. Granted, Red Son does it to get an update on the information MK is supposed to be gathering, buuuuuut… MK can’t help but shift the conversation to something else. Just for a bit. Just to have the talk last a little bit longer.
Either Red Son doesn’t mind the conversation shift, or doesn’t even notice it. MK’s not sure. He does know for a fact that the guy loves talking about his experiments. It makes MK think that he doesn’t have a lot of people to talk about his experiments with. Well, even if MK doesn’t understand most of the fancy wording Red Son uses, he’s happy to listen.
Anything to hear his voice.
…
Ugh, I got it bad, don’t I?
He’s sure Mei would tease him relentlessly if she knew he had Red Son’s number. And also try to steal his phone to copy said number. MK should probably change the contact name so it’s not suspicious. That’s a good idea, actually! He’ll do it later.
He fixes up his headband and hurries down the stairs. As always, his nostrils are filled with the strong smell of the various ingredients in the kitchen, as well as the delicious scent of meat being cooked. His enhanced sense of smell is a blessing and a curse, he thinks. Never mind the bad smells he hates being stronger, the good ones—such as Dad’s cooking—just makes him even hungrier when he smells it.
“Dad?” He calls out, looking into the kitchen. “Where’s the visitor—?”
“SNEAK ATTACK!!”
He’s suddenly tackled—but not knocked off his feet—by a very familiar little girl who clings to his waist, laughing.
Instantly, his face lights up with a bright smile, and he pulls her into a hug. The familiar scent of flowers mixed with the savory scent of bulgogi enters his nose. He lets out a happy laugh, nuzzling his cheek against hers. “Qiqi!!”
“Xiaoxiao!!” She giggles, reaching up and purposefully messing up his hair. “Guess who’s here for the next year?!”
“Whaaat?” He easily picks her up—he swears she weighs as much as a bag of grapes does. Maybe it’s because he’s getting stronger every day. “Really? Your mom said it was okay?”
“Yeah!” She clings to his side as he lifts her, her legs wrapping around his waist and her arms around his neck. “Mama and Papa made an agreement that instead of month long visits, I can do three month long visits,” she explains as she throws her hands up triumphantly. “So now you gotta deal with me for three whole months! Hahaha!”
“Oh no! What am I gonna do?” He sets Qiqi down, putting his hand to his head. “To be haunted by you for the next three months. How will I recover from this?”
“You won’t,” she states very plainly with a sage-like nod. “You will suffer while I’m here.”
“Surely, I’ll suffer greatly.”
“Very greatly.” She grins, her tusks more prominent as she does. “I missed you, though, Xiaoxiao. And I missed Meimei too!”
“We both missed you! ” MK ruffles her hair, giving her a tight hug. “So am I expecting your dad to ask me to babysit you?”
“You know it!” Qiqi puffs her chest out proudly. “It’s your duty as babysitter to watch after me whenever Papa needs you to!”
“I’ll always look after you, Qiqi,” he says with a grin.
Man, I missed her.
Qiqi was the little sister MK always wanted and never had. So much energy in such a tiny ten-year-old. But he loved it, and he loved her.
She gives a big grin, twirling her body while keeping her legs still. “I know you will, Xiaoxiao.” She puts her hands on her hips and lifts her chin. “Because if you don’t, it’s a thirty thousand yuan fine!”
He can already tell the next year is going to be very interesting with Qiqi in the fray now. He wonders if Teacher would be okay with meeting her. He’s sure Uncle Zan and Sib would love her, but he doesn’t know how Teacher is with younger kids.
Oh, and Mama Lihua!! She’s definitely gotta meet Qiqi.
“It’s a good thing I’ve been saving up, then!” MK laughs. “Hey, I got a bunch of new drawings, you wanna see them?”
“Yes, yes, yes! I’ve been practicing my drawing, too!!” She rapidly stamps her feet—something she does when getting very excited—as her boar-like ears flap to further signify her excitement. “Papa said I can stay until it gets dark, then I gotta go home. So I can stay all day!!”
“Then what are we waiting for?” MK scoops her up. “To the art cave!”
“To the art cave!!” Qiqi yells, punching her fist into the air. “By the way, when did you get so strong, Xiaoxiao??”
“Oh man, Qiqi, I have one heck of a story to tell you!”
○ ○ ○
A day passes.
“Did you talk to the clairvoyant yet, noodle boy?”
“Not yet. They seem pretty busy with something, so I haven’t been able to talk to them.”
“Not even making mention of it to them through a text message?”
“Ah—I feel like mentioning what I wanna try to research will make them wanna help with that, and kinda—forget the things they need to do first. I don’t wanna add to their workload, you know?”
“Ugh… fine, fine.”
“What about Mama Lihua?”
“She’s not home at the moment, unfortunately. She’s checking on the Black Winds Palace to make sure it’s still intact before returning here. I already sent a text to her informing her I wish to speak on matters concerning Monkey King and Uncle Six once she returns. She… has not responded, however.”
“That’s not normal for her, I’m guessing?”
“No. She’s fairly quick to respond, but has yet to say anything—but I know she read it.”
“Huh… maybe she’s thinking about it?”
“I’m unsure. I can only hope she’ll be willing to speak once she returns.”
…
…
“How are you feeling, Red Son?”
“Why are you asking, noodle boy?”
“Just—I’m not trying to assume, but—you look—concerned. Is everything okay?”
“Everything is fine, thank you. That’s all you need to know.”
“Okay, okay. I won’t push. But—if you wanna talk—I’m free!”
“Ugh—are you trying to butter me up, again?”
“No! I mean it. It’s better to let it out than hold it in, you know? If you need a listening ear and don’t have one at your home, I’m here. No strings attached and no ulterior motives!”
…
“I’ll… keep it in mind.”
Yes!!
○ ○ ○
Two days pass.
“Xiaoxiao, why do you have so many drawings of this one guy with fiery hair?”
“UUHHH—h—he’s a—a new character I made! Yeah! He—ah—is made of fire—and—uhm… stuff?”
…
“You’re still a really bad liar, Xiaoxiao.”
“I know.”
“Soooo? Who is he??”
“Ah, well, he uh…”
“Is he your new boytoy?”
“WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT TERM?!”
“Meimei.”
“…Yeah, that checks out.”
“Soooo… is he?”
“No he is not!”
“Is he your new boyfriend, then?”
“N—No, he’s not…”
One day. Maybe. I hope.
“Is he single?”
“Probably not, now that I think about it…”
He probably has so many suitors.
I bet he’s already taken by now.
Or even in some arranged marriage.
“You don’t know that! Ask if he’s single!”
“I—I can’t just do that, Qiqi! If he doesn’t wanna talk about his private life, that’s none of my business!”
“Are you serious with him?”
“I—I mean, no, but—”
“Then why are you drawing him so much?”
“Well—”
“And why are you doing video calls with him?”
Wait—
“How—How’d you know that??”
“You may have locked your door, but I hear all. I overheard one of your phone calls with him. Not for long, though. He has a funny voice.”
“Qiqi, that’s an invasion of privacy—you can’t just listen in on people’s conversations. Also—please don’t tell Mei…”
“Only if you take me to the candy store tomorrow.”
“Deal.”
“Buuuuut… are you serious with fire boy?”
“I—well—you see—I ah…
“…
“I’d like to be.”
“Then how is he gonna be your maybe future boyfriend if you don’t ask if he’s single?”
“Well—I—I just—wait until he makes a mention, and if he doesn’t, then—I guess I can just make a move?”
“Do both!!”
“Both?”
“Yeah, yeah! Ask if he’s single. And if he says yes, you hold his hand and say, ‘not anymore’.”
“PFFFT! Where did you learn that?”
“I thought of it on my own, thank you very much!”
There’s no way that’ll work on Red Son.
He’s way too cool to fall for such a thing.
…
Unless…
“It’s worth a shot…”
“Then go ask him! Right now!”
“Right now is drawing time, not asking time! I’ll ask him later.”
“If you chicken out, it’s a fifty thousand yuan fine.”
“I—I won’t chicken out!”
“You better not.”
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Three days pass.
MK had just returned from taking Qiqi to the candy store—as per the bribe—and took her home to Mr. Boar. Of course, her father had That Look when MK brought her back with a big bag full of candy, but thankfully didn’t enter a scolding session. With Qiqi dropped off at home, and the rest of the day to himself, he could spend that time getting his room clean—
“Cub.”
“AUGH—!” MK screams, jumping at least three feet in the air before landing on his bed, eyes wide and body tense and ready for a fight. He takes in the familiar sight of the shadow demon Yingyue and lets out a breath. “M—Master! Hi!”
“Good reflexes,” he notes with a chuckle. “Care for a chat?”
“Uh—”
“MK?” Dad calls from the other side of the bedroom door, knocking twice on it. “You okay in there, my boy? I heard you scream.”
“O—Oh, yeah, yeah! I thought I saw a spider, b—but it was just some string!” MK laughs. “I’m okay, Dad!”
“Alright. Lunch’ll be ready in ten, so be sure to wash up.”
“Got it, thanks!”
MK waits for Dad’s footsteps to disappear back downstairs before letting out a breath. He slides off his bed, looking back at Master. The shadow demon in question has a sly grin on his features (what little features can be seen, at least).
“Nice save,” he comments, looking around the room. “So—your training starts tomorrow…” He crosses his arms, leaning against the wall as his tail flicks in the air, leaving behind wisps of darkness. “And I just thought of a way to hit two birds with one stone.”
Tilting his head, MK asks, “What do you mean?”
“Your sibling has become my student as well,” Master says with a small hand gesture. “Though on a more permanent basis, I’ll be combining your training sessions together to both save time and ensure proper training can be done for both of you.”
He’s training sib??
MK never knew Sib wanted to learn how to fight. He wonders why… Either way, he’s just happy they won’t be in too much danger anymore.
“Oh—I don’t mind! Will that be doable for you, Master?”
“Hah! You and spitfire aren’t the first people I’ve trained.” Master laughs, reaching out to ruffle MK’s hair. He strolls around the room, eyeing up the decor and the state of his bedroom, while MK’s cheeks turn a soft red in embarrassment. His room really did need to get picked up—getting ready for Big Brother Yiran’s visit has left his own room in a small state of disarray.
He’s happy Master doesn’t make a comment on it.
“It won’t be an issue,” Master says. “If anything, it’ll make it easier to have you both in the same room. That way I can keep an eye on both of you during your training while not wasting any time with the two weeks I got with you.”
He nods along to Master’s explanation. “It makes sense to me!” It works out well in his favor anyway, since he’ll be able to make mention to Sib what he plans to do with Red Son. “So—where should we meet for training tomorrow?”
“Head over to the industrial district of the city tomorrow morning. I’ll meet you there and take you to my dojo.”
“Yes, Master!!”
○ ○ ○
Okay…
So…
MK has to be honest—he’s—kinda regretting this decision. Master is teaching him a lot! And he’s happy he gets to spend some time with Sib, too! Granted, both he and Sib are too busy with their own personal training, but he’s still enjoying it.
The only thing he isn’t enjoying is—
“No surprise Wukong hasn’t taught you that yet, considering his head is so full of air.”
…
Yeah. That. He doesn’t like it. He really doesn’t like it.
I know Teacher isn’t perfect, but he’s doing his best.
I just want to train and get better.
I don’t want this.
He can already tell just from two days training under Master that he hates Teacher. Not just his training regimen, but him in general. Each insult on Teacher makes MK further believe that it’s not just about training anymore, but something personal.
Master did mention that they were friends at one point, but… he’s not sure. There’s just so much charged emotion behind Master’s insults. It’s suspicious to MK.
There’s more to it than meets the eye, and now he’s wanting to get to the bottom of it so it can stop. Because as the days progress, he can certainly tell Sib’s annoyance with it is growing, too.
He’s just hoping this doesn’t blow up. He’s hoping Master stops soon.
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It doesn’t stop.
If anything, it gets worse.
Sib’s anger is growing with each day.
And, at this point, so is MK’s.
Stop being so cruel to him.
Stop it.
I just wanna train.
He’s actually kind of happy most of his training is focusing on little things such as getting better at his healing. It means he can just tune out most of the words with his music.
Or just pretend he’s tuning it out, wanting to listen in on anything that could be said between Sib and Master. Especially if it breaks into an argument. But it also means he gets to hear very interesting things.
People certainly feel more confident to say things when they think you’re not listening or can’t hear them.
For example, one day he heard Sib asking Master, “Can you take your own advice and focus? Aren’t you supposed to be training us and not act like the angry ex?”
The angry ex…?
MK doesn’t remember any kind of mention of Teacher dating a shadow demon… either Sib was just making some comparison of Master being bitter, or he was genuinely an ex-boyfriend of Teacher. It would definitely explain why a lot of the words Master says feels personal to an uncomfortable level.
He should ask Teacher about it when he’s able to.
Maybe…
Maybe he should also confront Master about how much he trash talks Teacher. But how should he go about it? Confrontation is something he’s still not the best with. He should probably ask someone for advice…
But who?
…
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MK:
Hey dad? Can I ask something?
ԅ[ •́ ﹏├┬┴┬┴
Dadsy:
Sure, son. Is something wrong?
MK:
Kinda…
So, you know how I got training and stuff, right?
It’s not with Teacher, but someone who knows Teacher
He’s that shadow demon I told you about
Dadsy:
His name was… Yingyue?
MK:
Yeah! Him!
So like he’s been training me for a few days
But like
He kiiiinda…
Has been insulting Teacher a lot?
Like trash talking his teaching skills
And I get Teacher isn’t perfect, he makes mistakes and stuff
But like, these insults also feel weirdly personal, you know?
And… it’s getting really annoying
And uncomfortable
I don’t like it
But I don’t know how to just
Ask him to stop
Dadsy:
What you need to do, my boy, is go up to him and just say it.
Firm and strong, “Stop trash talking Monkey King. You’re supposed to teach me, not gossip about my other teacher and talk shit behind his back.”
Stand your ground and don’t let him make you back down.
Your education in fighting is important, especially if you’re gonna be throwing yourself headfirst into danger more often than you already do.
MK:
(╥╯⌒╰╥๑)
I knooooow
I’m being more careful, I promise
Dadsy:
I know, my boy.
Nonetheless, this is the same as setting your boundaries. You need to be firm, and make it known you don’t like what’s going on and give him a strong “Stop.”
You understand?
MK:
Okay
(ミ〒﹏〒ミ)
I’ll try
Dadsy:
If you need help with practicing, son, you can just ask, okay?
Your comfort is just as important as anyone else’s.
MK:
I know, thanks Dad <3
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“Confrontation?” Red Son looks up from his clipboard to look at the phone, raising a brow.
“Y—Yeah,” MK sighs, slipping some gloves on. It was time to tackle these dishes in his room before Dad saw his shame pile.
(He definitely wasn’t using it as an excuse to have another video call with Red Son. It just happens to work that way, okay?)
“I guess I was just kinda wondering how… you would react to someone—well—uh—trash talking your teacher?”
For a moment, Red Son doesn’t say anything, his eyes glued to the phone as he’s eyeing up MK on the other side. His ear flicks, before he looks back at his clipboard. “So—someone is speaking ill of Monkey King?” He snorts. “Who isn’t?”
“I—” he sighs “—I get he doesn’t have the best reputation with demons, but… it’s just—these insults feel so personal. It’s weird. Especially since it kinda just, like, disrupts what we’re supposed to be doing?” He shrugs noncommittally, beginning to wash his dishes. “I understand that Teacher should be held accountable for the mistakes he made, just like anyone else should. But, like I said, it…
“We’re supposed to be training. My other teacher… he said he’d help me train as part of that favor for a favor thing. And I agreed, because, you know, more training! But, like, almost every day has been insult after insult.
“I wouldn’t usually mind, but it’s—so often. And each one feels… weirdly personal.” He scrubs at a particularly stubborn stain on a plate, continuing to say, “I—I know I’m kinda going in circles, I’m just—I’m not sure how to go about it? Especially since it feels like there’s a history between Master and Teacher. My dad said to just be firm and stand my ground, but I… don’t really know how to do that, haha…”
“Mmm,” Red Son hums. “Your father has a point. If you don’t want to be walked all over, or have your boundaries tested, you must be firm with them.” He then looks at the phone screen, his tail flicking into view of the camera and slinking out of sight.
“If my mother or father were being insulted to my face, I would challenge the insulter to a battle to the death.” He clenches his fist as he finishes his sentence, a plume of garnet flames bursting from his hand as emphasis.
“BWUH—”
MK almost drops the plate onto the floor but manages to catch it at the last second. He stares at Red Son through his phone with wide eyes, before he bursts into laughter.
“A—A battle to the death??”
“I’m serious!” He huffs, blowing smoke out of his nostrils in annoyance. “To insult my family is a death sentence. And I wouldn't let such a thing pass so easily.” He raises a brow at MK. “I would never subject myself to such a situation for long. The fact you have dealt with it for a week already is baffling.”
“I just—” MK sighs, his gaze lowering as he plays with the sponge in his hands. “I’m—not really good at confrontation. Not right now. I wanna get better. It’s just hard to, like, be firm without being mean?”
Red Son shakes his head in disapproval. “Please— being ‘mean’? Even when you wish to establish boundaries, you worry about others. Absolutely perplexing.” He massages the crease in his brow. “They didn’t care about your comfort when consistently insulting Monkey King when you clearly didn’t like it. Why should you care about their own comfort when they obviously didn’t care about yours?”
MK takes the moment of silence to mull over Red Son’s words, his body moving on autopilot to get the dishes done. All his life, he’s always thought about others and worried over them. His emotions, his thoughts, his own comfort… always kind of came second. It’s not because people didn’t care, of course! They did! For MK, though… his own thoughts and feelings were just—on the back burner.
Thinking about it, he was practically already following Teacher’s advice of “feel it out later,” but rather than with just his anger, it was all his other emotions. Think first, feel later. He doesn’t know when he gained such a mentality, but it’s stuck with him for a long, long time. To the point that it’s second nature to think about others before himself.
Maybe that’s why he’s struggling so much with this situation, and with setting and keeping his boundaries. It’s one of the rare times he’s actually thought about himself first, rather than others. It’s… weird.
He snaps out of his trance when he hears Red Son speaking up again, “You know, noodle boy…” He sets his clipboard aside, grabbing a slab of meat to toss to the plant experiment (MK named it Xiao Shi but hasn’t told Red Son yet). He says, “I find it beyond mystifying how you hesitate to step forward with this when you were practically out for blood when the oracle got injured.”
MK sputters over his words, stammering out, “Th—That’s totally d—different, though! I—I was, like, super, super angry and—and—”
Red Son cuts in by asking, “Are you not angry now that your teacher, your idol is being insulted right in front of you?”
…
“I… I mean… yeah, but—”
“Then use that anger like how you did back in Spider queen’s lair and destroy your enemies!” He exclaims, his fist erupting into flames once more along with his hair.
I dunno if that’s a good idea…
“I—I dunno—” MK manages to get halfway through the dishes before his alarm goes off, indicating he has to clock in for work soon. He sets aside the clean dishes to dry and takes his rubber gloves off. “I don’t wanna fight Master, just… tell him to, you know, stop being a dick?”
“Ugh—have you never—” Red Son groans and rubs his face. “Honing your anger isn’t just for fighting, you know! You can use it in a battle of wits—of words. Ever heard of that, noodle brain?”
Oh.
Huh.
That makes a lot of sense.
“Huh,” MK says. “I never thought of that.”
“Of course you didn’t,” he huffs with a roll of his eyes. “Your mind is the same as your room—completely cluttered and disorganized.”
“Haha—I—I’m trying to get it clean—”
“Yes, yes, I know.” He waves a dismissive hand, grabbing at his clipboard again. “Since you’re clearly desperate for my advice—”
Among other things.
“—then here it is: Follow what your own father says. Stand your ground. Hone that anger you feel for the sake of your teacher and use it to tell your Master to silence his insults.” He pauses, tilting his head in thought, then adds, “You can also add a threat of not being his student anymore if he doesn’t stop.”
Hmm… MK did use that tactic back when Teacher and Sib first fought…
Would it even work on Master?
It’s worth a try.
Either way, MK was thinking about no longer being Master’s student if he didn’t stop insulting Teacher.
“Okay,” he says, smiling at the camera. “Thank you, Red Son. I—I really appreciate your advice.”
There’s a split second where MK can see Red Son’s face turning a soft red before he turns away and huffs. “Consider yourself lucky, noodle boy. Not many are graced with the wisdom of I, Red Son.”
I consider myself very lucky to get to talk to you as often as I do, he wants to say, but doesn’t. Instead, he just breaks into a fit of giggles and says, “Yeah! Which is why I’m so thankful!” He sighs, then says, “I should get going, that sound earlier was my alarm for work…”
He trails off when he notices something happening in the background of Red Son’s camera. Smoke was slowly pouring out from the door and rapidly spreading. “Uh—R—Red Son? Is something on fire??”
“What—” Red Son swivels around in his chair, his ears perked up and his tail whipping. Though MK can’t see his face, he does notice how Red Son’s shoulders slump and hears him mutter, “Oh, blast it all—”
“Hey, little brother,” a familiar voice rings out on Red Son’s end.
“Fengshe!” Shouts Red Son. “How did you bypass the wards?!”
“You made them too easy to dispel,” is Fengshe’s simple response.
Suddenly, the screen moves and MK now sees the face of a monkey staring back at him, hanging upside down from the lab ceiling. “Who ya talkin’ to?”
“Oh, hey there, cub,” he says with a grin. “Long time no see.”
“Hey! Haha, it has been a minute.”
A small pause. Fengshe hums, looking down (up since they’re upside down??) to Red Son, who can be heard shouting off-screen. “You’re chattin’ with little MK, huh?”
“Fengshe! Give me back my phone this instant before I blast you into bits!!”
“And what if I wanna talk to your new boyfriend?”
Both MK and Red Son choke at his words.
“He is not my boyfriend!” MK hears Red Son shout off-screen. “Now give it back!”
“Fine, fine.” Fengshe drops from the ceiling, giving the phone back to Red Son. MK hears him say, “Would’ve been funny if he was your boyfriend—”
The call ends before MK can find out what else was going to happen.
Well then… that was… a thing.
…
Aw, dammit! I forgot to ask for Fengshe’s phone number!!
Ah, I’ll just ask Red Son for it, next time.
Hopefully Red Son can get whatever information he was looking to acquire from Mama Lihua and MK can hear about it later. He’ll have to make sure to mention his plan to Sib today as well after doing his deliveries. Even as his curiosity grows to want to hear what Mama Lihua has to say in person, he keeps it in. He has so many questions, too many, but he’ll save it for later.
One thing at a time now, MK. One thing at a time.
He hurries to get himself ready for work, slipping his “Pigsy’s Noodles” shirt on before doing a check of everything. Keys, check. Phone, check. Headphones, check. Xiaoyun… hmm… should he bring Xiaoyun? Nah, he doesn’t want his plushie getting dirtier than he already is. He’ll make sure to throw Xiaoyun into the wash tonight after training.
He hurries down the stairs to clock in, a goal in mind, with the determination filling him to achieve it.
He just… really hopes it doesn’t end badly.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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How many OC's can I fit into a fic, you ask?
My answer: Yes.So many things, man. SO MANY THINGS IN THIS CHAPTER THAT WERE DELICIOUSLY FUN TO WRITE
I'm so excited and happy that I can finally introduce these things because MMMM
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All of them
Secret tools for later ;)Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 29: Discussions
Chapter Text
Water, lightning, and cloud manipulation… shapeshifting… weather manipulation…
She has at least got a decent list on Ao Ji’s abilities. I will commend her for actually doing some proper research, but it still leaves some to be desired.
Nezha places the papers down and looks at Mei, who is currently on her phone, most likely texting Xiaotian—or, well, MK as he likes to be called nowadays.
I wonder why the boy likes being called MK.
It certainly cannot be because of a specific monkey.
He really shouldn’t judge his big brother, especially when Nezha was… sort of the one who had implanted the idea in the first place.
Sigh. I still have not heard the end of it from several gods because of it. Ah well, as Wukong says, they will get over it eventually.
“Sooooo,” Mei starts, still tapping at her phone. She and Nezha currently sit by a lake deep within the wilderness outside of Megapolis. The history lesson with the new reincarnation of the Golden Cicada went about as expected. Wukong was no help at all while the oracle and Golden Cicada—ah, Tang being his name—lead the session.
Xiaotian— MK seemed enraptured by most of the lesson while Mei, as Nezha expected, scarcely listened to a word. Several times he had to reprimand her for not paying attention and MK had to be stopped from comforting her.
It is good that the boy is empathetic to others, but he needs to tone it down.
Hopefully the oracle and Wukong can touch on that sooner rather than later.
Nonetheless, Nezha is quickly learning that the oracle’s words rang true. Mei is acting extremely rebellious to any authoritative figure in her life currently. Even the oracle has issues with speaking to her from time to time, the frustration clear on their face. Thankfully, Tang and MK helped keep things on track instead of it falling out into an argument.
Now, the day after the history lesson, Nezha calls her here, looking over the notes she wrote during said lesson and during her study session of her ancestors' powers.
She asks, “What exactly are we doing here?”
“Learning patience,” is his simple answer. “You carry a confidence not many your age have—but it is melting away into arrogance.”
“Hey!” She huffs. “I’ll show you arrogant—”
“You, child, are impulsive, aggressive, and hyperactive,” Nezha stands and dusts off his hanfu. “You would be capable of more if you would simply slow down and think. You do not yet know when is a good time to take action, and when is a good time to take caution.”
“Pssh,” she hops to her feet and stretches. “Why would I wanna take caution when I can just beat ‘em up good?”
“Because it is not as simple as ‘beating them up good’ and then going home as if it was a normal human work day,” he states simply. “Remember what I said about control. That is where caution comes from. If you only ever take action, then you will be under threat of losing control of your powers.”
He looks at her now, raising a brow. “Or need I remind you what happens should you lose control of your powers?”
Mei’s cocky grin falls to a frown, averting her gaze as she looks out to the lake. Ah, how quickly she falters when Nezha reminds her of what she’s truly capable of.
She is young, and still finding herself. It is going to be an uphill battle with her, but not a losing one—it will simply take some time.
He lets out a small breath, reaching out and placing a hand on her shoulder. “You will learn, child. But remember, first you must—”
“Learn patience, I get it,” she huffs, crossing her arms. “Fine, so—how exactly am I going to learn that out here in the middle of nowhere?”
Nezha reaches into his hanfu and pulls out a fishing rod, tossing it to her. “By fishing.”
“Fishing?!” She fumbles for the rod and looks it over. It’s a simple thing, made from bamboo. One he’s had for a long, long time—ever since his own teacher had given it to him. “How is that supposed to teach me?”
“Fishing is an art of patience, and it teaches the value of waiting,” he says as he walks towards the edge of the lake. “It is the quietude of waiting that character is forged, and the virtues of fortitude.” He pauses a moment to stare at Mei, to ensure she’s listening. “Fishing is a silent teacher, and reminds us that life’s bounties are not always swift, but are more fulfilling when they’re earned through unwavering patience.”
He turns away, tapping his chin with a hum. “How about a challenge, to make it more interesting?” He hears her perk up, and a small smile pulls at his lips. He says, “Catch a fish, and I will teach you a small hint of fire magic for you so we can cook it.”
“Really??” Mei jumps in front of him, grinning wide. “Wait—is it safe to eat fish in this lake?”
“It is. Also—no jumping into the lake to catch it, or using magic. You have to use the rod to catch it.”
“Awww!”
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“Why aren’t they biting yeeeeeet?”
“They will not if you keep making noise and scaring them.”
“Uuuugh…”
“You are also in too shallow waters. Cast it again.”
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“UGH! Stupid fish—I’m gonna—!”
“Breathe. In, and then out. You will electrocute the fish.”
“Uuuugh…”
“Watch the volume of your voice. It will scare the fish away.”
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“Oh, come on, I had it!!”
“Almost. You must pull at the right moment.”
“How will I know when it’s the right moment?”
“Pay attention to the fish’s behavior.”
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“What the hell?! It snapped the line!!”
“That will happen if you yank too hard while the fish fights back. Come, I have a new line.”
“Man, this is so much harder than I thought…”
“It is a difficult hobby to master. But one you can and will master.”
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“Dammit!!”
“Breathe, child.”
“Ugh— But I was doing so good!”
“Sometimes you can try your hardest, and still fail. It does not mean that you are weak, however—that is simply how life is.”
“It just—it doesn’t feel good. Messing up and just—failing. I thought I was doing better…”
“If you view failure as an enemy, you relinquish your potential for growth. Rather than viewing it as an enemy, view it as a second teacher.”
“…Okay…”
“Come, try again.”
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“Ugh!!”
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“Fuck!”
…
Huff…
“Again…”
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“Almost, you stupid lil’ shit…”
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The sky had long gone from its bright and vibrant blue to the gentle hue of twilight—pink and orange slowly overtake the sky. Mei had been surprisingly quiet for the last hour, until—
“WOOOOO!!”
He hears her cheering. He almost scolds her for yelling so loud.
“Master! Masteeeerrrrr!!!”
Nezha looks up from his scroll. “Yes?”
Mei gives him a wide grin, bouncing on her feet as she laughs. “Look what I got!” She holds up a fish triumphantly, laughing. “Hahaha! Now you gotta teach me fire magic!”
A small smile pulls at his lips.
Not bad, hatchling.
“First, I will show you how to properly descale and gut a fish. Then we can move to fire magic.”
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A day passes.
“How many times do I gotta catch fish?”
“Until you learn to wait for the right time to strike. Come, I am sure you will not tire of having fish for lunch, will you?”
“What? Never!”
“Then go catch us a fish, or there will be no lunch.”
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Three days of fishing pass from there, and Nezha thinks it's time to move to a different step of learning some patience and calming one’s mind. Of course, as he expected, his student wasn’t having any of it.
“Do we have to do meditation? My legs keep falling asleep.”
“Because you do not have proper posture, and you also do not sit properly either.” Nezha shows her the correct sitting position and makes a gesture to her. “Sit. I will show you a common way to meditate.”
“Uuuuugh.” She sits beside him and crosses her arm. “Mr. Tang already tried this with me. It’s just so boring, I’m gonna fall asleeeeep. Aren’t there other ways to meditate?””
Nezha sighs. “At least try to learn this version first, and then we can search for a way that suits you best. Do not abandon something simply because it does not work out immediately.”
“But I just fall asleep—”
“If you fall asleep, then I will put spiders in your hair.”
“EWWW!” She laughs, shoving at his shoulder. “No way—” she pauses, tilting her head. “Wait—why does that sound so familiar?” She taps her chin. “Wait a minute—I heard uncle man say that before!!” She looks him over with a suspicious eye. “Are you in cahoots with glowstick’s uncle? Huh??”
Glowstick?
“I… beg your pardon?” Nezha opens one eye to look at her, tilting his head in question. “Who is this ‘glowstick’?”
Mei says a name, but it’s not familiar to Nezha. Their surname however… “The Zhao family…” He hums. “Ah—you mean the oracle assisting Wukong?”
“Yeah! Duh! Their uncle man, Zan—he said the same thing to me!” She huffs and crosses her arms, looking him up and down. “Sure soundin’ like you’re in cahoots with him, Mister Master.”
Wait—hold on a second… it cannot be. It would be far too coincidental…
Then again, he always kept his name in every incarnation and married into the Zhao family…
Nezha looks at Mei now. “Describe their uncle for me, please.”
“Uh… okay…” She tilts her head. “Hair kinda long, all silvery, wears glasses and has this, like, smile on his face as if he knows what you're thinking.” She nods along as she talks, rubbing her chin. “Oh—he also loves talking in these weird phrases. Like, word magic. One time, he told me that I needed to buy a vase to fix some stuff that happened between me and glowstick.”
“You… mean analogies?”
“Yeah! That! Word magic!!”
That is the Zan I am thinking of, alright.
Hmm… I wonder…
It never hurts to have too many teachers. And Mei certainly seems like a mixture of ‘trial by fire’ and ‘learn by example.’ Zan was a good candidate to help with that. Goodness, when was the last time he’s even spoken to Zan? It’s had to have been several centuries at least. Especially since—
…
Hmm… Nezha shouldn’t think about that particular thing.
No, he believes Zan will be a good secondary teacher to Mei. Should the man be willing, that is.
He stands, gesturing for Mei to do so as well. “Could you take me to where he lives, if you do not mind?”
—————
“I just wanted to protect the people I cared about. To be strong enough to accomplish it. And I wanted my people to not just be protected, but also respected. Just because they weren't some god or being living in the celestial realm doesn't mean they're lesser.
“…
“…
“I wanted them to have a home where, no matter what, they would belong. Demon, human, celestial, heaven-blessed, and anything between that. They belonged on Flower Fruit. They belonged with us.
“And me? I was the king—the Monkey King. I was the seven times immortal monkey who couldn't be defeated by anyone. I was meant to keep my people, my brothers, my mate safe from anyone who would ruin our paradise we made for ourselves.”
Zan remains silent as he listens to Sun Wukong talk. Through the weeks following Wukong accepting this offer for weekly check-ins (as Wukong likes to put them), it’s been a very slow uphill battle. Vulnerability was not something in this monkey’s vocabulary. In either monkey’s vocabulary, really.
He already knows why Macaque doesn’t like showing such a thing, but Wukong? His suspicions were more than proven through several long, long talks with Sun Wukong that this monkey carries a weight on his shoulders no one has ever seen. Not Macaque, and not even Wukong’s own mother.
A king bearing so much power, so much responsibility. Someone like him especially would never wish to have his husband or Sworn Brothers or his subjects see the weight he carries.
No… Sun Wukong would never want such a thing. Not when he carried so many expectations, and continues to carry them to this day.
Zan knows that showing such a sensitive side to someone is an incredibly dangerous thing. If shown to the wrong person, it could be tossed to the side, broken, taken advantage of. Wukong has most likely learned to keep all his issues to himself through such things happening to him. And it’s through this careful, delicate observation that Zan learned outward reassurance helps relax Wukong into talking more.
Reminding him that he was being not only listened to, but heard. Reminding him that he is not alone, that you were still here, with him. Physical touch was another thing that acted as an anchor for him. Many times he coiled his tail around Zan’s leg or hand or wrist to be reminded that Zan was still sitting with him, still here and not a ghost.
He refills the tea for both of them as Wukong mulls over the next words he wishes to say. Wukong taps his fingers on the table.
Zan says, quiet, soft, inviting, “I am here, Wukong. I am listening.” He feels Wukong’s tail snaking around his leg and asks, “Are you alright with being touched?”
“Heh—sure—” he laughs, but it was much too forced to be a real one. His eyes filled to the brim, nearly spilling over. Zan reaches, placing a hand on his shoulder and giving it a reassuring squeeze.
Wukong keeps talking, “In our rebellion against the Heavenly Realm… in our desire to just make everyone just—be treated fairly… I was the one who ensured the safety of my people. I was the one who was everywhere all at once. Protecting my soldiers, my brothers, my mate. Heh, even the Jade Emperor himself had trouble fighting me, let alone his nephew. And it took them appealing to the Buddha to finally defeat us—defeat me.
“I knew what the celestials had planned. I remembered what they wanted to do to me after I had my fit at the stables, after I crashed their stupid banquet. They would want a punishment a thousand times worse.
“And—the thought of my brothers, my mate—being tortured and executed —
“…
“…
“…
“Fuck—Uncle, I—
“…
“I couldn't do it.
“I couldn't bear the thought for even a second.
“So I did what a king and a war leader does best—I thought fast and put my people first.
“I took the punishments, the torture, the executions meant for them. I took it all. I was the one who was seven times immortal—not them. I could take it.
“I could take it.
“…
“I had to take it. For them.
“…
“…
“Haha—this is—so hard—I—
“…”
A breath.
“I never thought—I didn’t think—
“…”
“It’s alright,” Zan says, still gentle and quiet. “I’m still here. I am not going anywhere.”
“…
“I didn't think about how it would affect them.
“I didn't think about the celestials going further than just taking me in as their prisoner. And that was my mistake.
“I should've thought about the repercussions of me choosing to sacrifice myself like that.
“I should've consulted my brothers. My mate. My mother and father.
“I should have…
“…
“…
“…
“…
“I should have… but I didn't.
“And now, many, many lifetimes worth of mistakes later… all I have left is a broken kingdom, the living brothers wanting nothing to do with me, and a mother who wants to mend what—just—can’t be mended… and she has too much to worry about, anyway.”
Zan wordlessly places a box of tissues in front of Wukong. He allows a moment of silence to pass to let everything settle in and to allow Wukong time to recuperate.
He put everyone before himself. His people, his love, his brothers. He never once thought about what he wanted.
And from what Zan gathers from taking glimpses into the past—
A broken battlefield. A more broken monkey, kneeling on the ground and panting, wheezing. Tears filled his eyes but none fell. Not yet. Not yet. Pain filling his chest and his heart and his head.
Stupid Master stupid stupid how could you she doesn’t DESERVE IT
A clawed hand on his shoulder. An equally broken brother, kneeling beside him. Just as tired, just as battle worn and beaten and broken. Blood seeps from a wound on his head and forcing one eye closed. His armor, dented in places and broken in others. His mane, once a bright and regal gold now dulled and filthy with blood and dirt.
Sun Wukong and Azure Lion kneel in this battlefield of a broken kingdom that once belonged to the Lady Bone Demon. Now her kingdom is gone, her warriors destroyed, and she was sealed away for eternity.
He can still hear the whispers of the dead begging and crying, wanting so badly to be free.
I can do something I can fix this I can help them I can—
“Go home, brother,” Azure said, quiet, his voice cracking. “Go back to Flower Fruit Mountain. Go and… think about what you want, for once.”
—it wasn’t until Azure Lion himself had told Wukong to do so.
A being who scarcely thought of what he wanted, always putting others before him, finally able to think of what he truly desired. What he craved. Every action he has taken, though outwardly seen as selfish, was truly just for his people, his brothers, his lover, his family.
The cudgel was so he could have a weapon that suits him and won’t break on the battlefield while protecting his people.
The havoc in heaven was to teach the celestials a lesson that respect is earned, not just given.
And so much more…
“Would you like to hear what I have to say, Wukong?” Zan asks, as he always does. An offering he gives after every talk with his clients.
“Haha, sure,” Wukong clears his throat. Wipes his eyes. He takes a breath, his red and gold eyes meeting Zan’s.
“At that time,” Zan says, “You did what you could. You were one monkey against everything. Invaders of your home, the peace of your people, and the celestials.” He hums, then asks, “Do you know of Atlas, from Greek Mythology?”
“Uh…” Wukong sniffs, not looking at Zan as he wipes his nose. “Not really? I didn’t dive deep into other culture’s mythologies.”
“He was a powerful titan who held up the celestial spheres—specifically the sky or heavens—on his shoulders or back. Nowadays, his name has become synonymous with the act of carrying a great burden or responsibility,” Zan explains with a small gesture of his hand. “And you, my friend, bore that same weight on your shoulders.
“Every burden, every responsibility… it piled upon you like a mountain of boulders, forming an insurmountable load that threatened to crush you and your spirit. Just like Atlas straining under the weight of the celestial spheres—you, too, felt the strain of the numerous burdens and obligations you carried as king. You held the weight of expectations, obligations, and worries. You were trapped in a never-ending cycle of shouldering the burdens of others.”
He pauses a moment to allow the words to sink in. Wukong is thoughtful, staring at his cup of tea as his tail slowly uncurls around Zan’s leg to sway at an even pace.
Zan says, gently, “But… an important part of Atlas’s story, is that he did eventually find relief from his eternal struggle, by seeking support and finding a respite.” He squeezes Wukong’s shoulder. Both as reassurance and a reminder that he wasn’t going anywhere. “And just like Atlas, you can find help in others to offer assistance and lighten the load. You have carried these burdens alone for far too long, my friend. It is time you allow yourself to put them down, to delegate them to others so the burden does not feel so heavy.
“Your mother may not wish to just mend a broken bond, but also help alleviate the weight you carry. Your brothers, though your relationship with them is haggard at best, can still be touched on and healed with time. They, too, can assist in helping you lift this burden off your shoulders.”
Wukong takes a breath. Another. Wipes his eyes. Chugs the rest of the tea from his cup. Zan says one final thing, a question, “You have done so much for others, you have taken care of so many, you have worked so hard to protect everyone… But what have you done for yourself? Who will take care of you? And who will protect you?”
He laughs at that, at Zan’s question. “I don’t need protection, or someone to take care of me. I can do that myself.”
Could have fooled me.
And, in turn, Zan chuckles. He fully suspected such an answer, and he already prepared a rebuttal, “Even the strongest of us need help sometimes, Sun Wukong. And since you are the strongest, you need support sometimes as well.” He offers his hand to Wukong. “You are allowed to have others support you. Your mother wishes to do with for you. Not just her, but I wish to do that for you, too. And Nibby.”
Wukong doesn’t take the offered hand immediately. It’s not until a long moment of hesitation passes that he places his hand over Zan’s.
“Allow me to ask one more question.” He asks, “At this moment, what do you want most?”
Startled by the question, Wukong blinks. He leans forward in his chair, his ears perking up, lowering. His eyes stare holes into a spot on the wooden floors of Zan’s office. A moment passes. He leans back, speaking slowly, “I want to help the cub be ready for what’s to come. To help Mama not worry so much. To help firecracker with their own hurt—”
“That’s not what I meant,” Zan cuts in.
You foolish monkey with a heart much too big.
He speaks in a more firm tone, but keeps the gentleness there, too. “Put aside the needs and woes of others. What do you want most for yourself?”
Wukong is even more startled by such a question, as if no one has ever asked him such a thing. Given his track record, Zan is positive that’s completely true.
“I—” he hesitates for a moment. Two minutes. Three. And then, “I… want my brothers back,” he speaks barely above a whisper. Zan can see his eyes glazing over, flashing with memories of the past. Of happier times. Of simpler times. “I want my people. My kingdom. My papa. My mate—” he stops himself, his eyes squeezing shut. The tears brimming within his eyes once again trickle down his cheeks.
He sucks in a breath and lets it out.
“I miss them,” he says, his voice wet. “I want them back. I want my people back. I want—
“…
“I always gave everyone a safe place… I—
“I…
“I want one too.” He swallows more tears and says, “I want a safe place. I want to be safe. I want—”
His chest hitches. His breathing stutters. His head lowers and he wipes his eyes with his sleeve. Zan reaches out, his touch gentle as he wraps an arm around Wukong’s shoulders and lets him lean into Zan’s side.
“I will do what I can to provide that to you,” he says. He gently squeezes Wukong’s shoulder. “You have shouldered too many burdens alone for much too long. You have made so many people feel safe. It is time you are repaid the favor, my friend.”
In order for him to finally feel safe and find his safe place, he must start focusing on himself.
I have just the thing in mind…
Zan pats Wukong’s shoulder to indicate he was getting up. Wukong scoots and lets Zan stand to step towards his desk. He hums as he rummages through it momentarily before grabbing two scrolls, and returns to sit beside his client. “For you, Wukong,” he says, handing the scrolls to him.
“What’s this?” Wukong looks over the scrolls, opening them up to find them empty.
“You could call this homework, if you so desire. Whenever you do something for someone else, write it down in this scroll—” Zan taps the scroll in his left hand “—and whenever you do something for yourself, write it in this one,” he taps the one in Wukong’s right hand. “This is so you can keep an eye on your actions, and act as a visual to allow yourself to see just how much or how little you do for yourself or for others.
“The scrolls themselves are enchanted—they won’t show the full length until they are completely filled. So all you have to do is write in them until one or the other is filled, and we can compare the lists.” Zan smiles and says, “The little buds on the side of the scrolls will bloom when one is filled, so you won’t know when you’re finished writing in the scroll until then. However, I should also note that helping others to help yourself still counts as helping others.”
“Whaaaaat?” Wukong laughs, tucking the scrolls away into his tunic. “No fair, Uncle, c’mon, cut me some slack!”
“Unfortunately, Great Sage or not, I am unable to cut any slack for anyone in this line of work,” Zan chuckles, his smile shining in his eyes. “Now, was there anything else you wished to discuss, my friend?”
○ ○ ○
Sun Wukong left the session with a lighter step in his stride. Though his shoulders were still sunken, Zan could see how his eyes shined with a hint of relief, a hint of joy.
A successful step forward to help him relieve the burdens of his past he so desperately clings to.
Though it’ll still take time for him to successfully move forward, Zan is confident that he’ll be alright. The scrolls will help him see just how much he does for others versus how much he does for himself. And that can be the firm wake-up call that he needs to see and understand just how little he’s looked after himself.
A small push to talk more to his mother and attempt reconnecting with Azure and Bull King should be helpful, too.
Given the small hints Zan has caught, he’s sure Wukong has spoken to Nibby more than once about topics stuck in his mind, as well. And he’s sure Nibby has been slightly more successful than Zan has. He’s not upset by the fact, far from it. He’s actually quite happy Wukong has someone else he can confide in. Zan simply understands that his method versus Nibby’s differ greatly, and Wukong simply prefers how Nibby does it.
Unlike Zan, they were much more open about their feelings towards a situation. From what he has gathered, Wukong likes knowing what the other is thinking and feeling. Zan is always careful to keep his emotions out of the equation when talking to his clients. For someone like Wukong, that can leave him to be cautious. Nibby on the other hand, is more open with how they’re feeling, even if it’s subconscious. Though Nibby still has issues with their temper, it seems they were reaching a balance of showing emotion without showing too much.
Of course, there’s the added bias of that little crush he has on Nibby.
Either way, so long as he has a support group without relying too much on them to feel better, he’ll be alright.
Oh, yes, Zan absolutely knows about Wukong’s crush on Nibby. He’s not subtle with it at all. Nibby, however, is completely clueless to these romantic feelings he has for them. Alas, they’ll figure it out eventually. Either way, crush or no crush, Zan is happy—both for Nibby and Wukong—that they find solace in one another.
With time, their past hurts will heal and scar over and be nothing more than a distant memory. The same goes for Macaque, even if his own healing will take a different route, the end result shall be the same.
Zan takes this alone time to brew himself a cup of coffee and write down his notes for how the session went with Wukong. Currently, Nibby was busy with their newly added training sessions with Macaque—something he’s quite happy about and can finally start sleeping easier for. Contracts aside, there’s only so much his associates can do to ensure Nibby’s safety before it’s up to them to protect themselves. It’ll be up to Macaque to help them awaken that little fighter spirit of theirs.
Who knows, perhaps it’ll also be a nice little bonding experience for them both—
Knock, knock!
Ah, never a moment’s rest, hmm?
Zan puts his notes away in his office and strolls to the front door. He peeks through the peephole first, finding himself pleasantly surprised to find Mei and someone else familiar yet not familiar to him.
He opens the door, offering a warm smile to them both. “Good day to you both. Come in, come in,” he steps aside to let both of them in, waiting for them to remove their shoes before he guides them to his kitchen.
He sets up the kettle to brew tea before looking towards Mei, then over to her newly appointed teacher—Nezha, who has stared at him unblinkingly since the door opened. He won’t deny he was quite surprised to discover from Nibby that the Lotus Prince himself was going to be training Mei. Then again, given Nezha’s history, he feels that the lad will be a perfect teacher to her.
“Hey, hey, uncle man!” Mei giggles, already reaching into the fruit basket to snatch up a mango.
“How is your training so far, Mei?” Zan asks as he grabs the teacups.
“I meeeeeean it’s okay so far. Master made me fish to learn patience and whatever—but I guess the good part is free fish for lunch,” she hums along, giving a shrug and a wide grin. “But, but! He taught me some fire magic, hehe~”
“Fishing is a wonderful way to learn patience, dear girl,” he says, placing the cups on the table. “It’s a silent teacher—”
“No, no, no! Not you too!” She interjects, slapping at his arm repeatedly. “Master already went on a whole ass lecture about that—I don’t wanna hear it again!”
Zan laughs, adjusting his sleeves and fixing up his glasses. “Then I shall refrain from doing so. Either way, patience will be a valuable tool for you, dear girl. Trust not just in your teacher, but yourself.” He pats her head reassuringly, plucking a stray leaf that got stuck there. “But I digress. To what do I owe the pleasure of hosting the Lotus Prince and his pupil?”
“Well,” Mei side-eyes Nezha, who’s been quietly sitting at the table the entire time, taking in the appearance of the kitchen and connected living room. His nostrils flare as he takes in the cent of the house. There was a look in his eye that told Zan many thoughts were swirling in his head. Whatever it was, however, Zan is unable to discern for the time being.
Mei continues to say, “Master wanted to see you after lookin’ like he knew you. He even said the exact same thing about putting spiders in my hair if I fall asleep during meditation!” She huffs, taking a bite of the mango. “Are you two in cahoots or somethin’? Or even boyfriends? Ex-boyfriends??”
“No.”
“Absolutely not.”
Nezha and Zan speak at the same time.
Zan coughs, laughs off the awkwardness, and says, “Mei, I do not wish to speak for the Lotus Prince—”
“You liked to all the time back in the day,” Nezha cuts in now, raising a brow. “It has been a few centuries, so I’m sure you do not remember completely just yet. However, you were not too unlike Mei here in that particular incarnation we had met.”
…
…
Ah—
“Wait, what?” Mei looks between Zan and Nezha, blinking owlishly at him. “Previous incarnation? How many times have you reincarnated??”
Zan chuckles. “I have been around for a very long time, child. Though I don’t recall all my previous incarnations, I vaguely recall the one you speak of, Lotus Prince—”
“We are past formalities,” Nezha waves a hand. “Just call me Nezha.”
“Haha, very well. I vaguely recall the incarnation, but I can remember… pieces. I was quite reckless in that life,” he clears his throat. “I believe the reason behind me not remembering much is that I died pretty young in that life.”
Zan remembers feelings more than actual events at the moment, but he’s sure certain core memories will come back to him in time. The most prominent thing he can feel is the sense of safety and familiarity with Nezha, clearly indicating a past friendship they had.
“Are you sure you weren’t ex-boyfriends?” Mei asks, squinting as she looks over both Nezha and Zan with a suspicious eye.
“I am uninterested in any form of romantic relationship,” Nezha deadpans.
“And it would be quite awkward with Nezha looking the way he does in a romantic relationship with someone looking like how I do,” Zan adds in.
“Then… are you single, uncle man?” Mei asks. There’s a particularly mischievous shine in her eyes that makes him laugh.
Zan says with the utmost confidence, “Oh, my dear girl, I am a temptation no one can ever have.”
The bold and blunt statement has her bursting into laughter, nearly falling out of her chair.
“Granted, I do have a particular taste, but it’s a difficult space to fill,” he says with a soft chuckle. Sandy used to fill that space, once upon a time. But not anymore; now he’s just a dear friend.
“Whaaaaaat?” She gasps, leaning closer. “What is it, what is it??”
“Now, why tell you?” His eyes glimmer with joy and just a tad bit of his own mischief. Given the look on Nezha’s face, it gives him the idea that Nezha certainly knows. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out on your own, Mei. Now—we’ve gotten off-topic—was there a particular reason you both wished to visit? A reunion, or just checking in?”
“A mixture of both,” Nezha says. “I wish to make a proposition, Zan.”
Zan pours tea for both Mei and Nezha, before sitting at the table with his coffee. “A proposition?”
“If your schedule allows it, I would like you to assist me in training Mei.” He says, making a gesture to her. “There are things you know that can be a valuable lesson to her, and I believe you are a good example when it comes to certain techniques she can use.”
Mei blinks, looking at Zan, then Nezha. “Another teacher? Really?? Am I that much of a handful to you?” She huffs, crossing her arms and leaning back in her chair.
That rebellious side of hers is certainly shining true, just as Nibby said it would. I wonder why Nezha wishes for my assistance in the matter… perhaps as another person to help reiterate lessons? Or simply learn by example?
“Far from it,” Nezha says. “Wukong had multiple teachers in the past, and remember—MK has two teachers, through a technicality with the oracle being Wukong’s assistant.” He sips the tea, not breaking eye contact with her while Zan watches the conversation. “Zan has extensive knowledge that can be valuable to you. Teaching not only via trial by fire, but also teaching by example.”
Ah, just as I suspected.
Zan offers a smile. “Though my schedule is quite busy, I wouldn’t mind offering assistance and words of wisdom on occasion, should my schedule allow it. And if you’ll both have me.”
“Are you gonna put spiders in my hair, too?” Mei slumps in her chair, making a pouting face at him.
He chuckles, “Only if you fall asleep during meditation, child.”
“Your assistance will be appreciated, and you will be compensated for it as well.” Nezha holds out a hand for him to shake, but Zan simply shakes his head.
“No need. Though I can’t remember much now, I do recall feelings of camaraderie with you. We can simply call this a mixture of catching up with an old friend, and calling upon a favor from one as well.”
He’s sure the training sessions Nezha has in store for Mei will certainly be interesting. He won’t deny he’s curious about the teaching methods Nezha has. Especially towards someone who so closely resembles him in his younger days.
Nezha nods. “I will keep in touch, then.” He looks at Mei. “You will treat Zan with the same respect that you treat your teacher. Remember—it is an omen to not only deny a celestial blessing, but especially to ignore the advice of an oracle.”
“You mean like how Mom and Dad did?” Mei snickers, sipping at her tea.
That makes Nezha’s brow raise. “What.”
He looks to Zan for confirmation, who simply sighs, saying, “Unfortunately, she is correct.”
He proceeds to spend the next few minutes explaining to Nezha of what transpired just a month ago. Which, in turn, included him needing to provide the context and telling Nezha what transpired to cause such a conversation to be needed. Mei listens intently to every word, which he can’t blame her for. Given how her parents are, she most likely only received a biased view of how the short conversation had gone.
Nezha on the other hand… his calm expression slowly devolved into one of pure annoyance. His eyes narrowed, his eyebrow twitching, his grip on his teacup tightening just a fraction. “Interesting,” is all he says, sipping his tea. “I will be sure to remember that.”
“Are you gonna yell at my parents?” Mei asks suddenly, tilting her head as she glances between the two of them.
“I do not yell,” Nezha says. He pauses, then adds, “Much.” He finishes his tea with a thoughtful hum. “I will simply have a strongly worded conversation with them. And ensure they understand the mistake they have made and the apologies they will need to give.”
“I doubt they’ll do it,” she snickers. “Mom and Dad are soooo prideful. They’re gonna think they’re in the right because they were ‘protecting’ me from the big, mean oracles.”
“Worry not, child. I have my ways of making people see the truth,” is his response. He nods to Zan in thanks. “Nonetheless, your assistance in training will be appreciated, Zan. I will be sure to keep in touch, old friend.” He stands from the table, his expression falling to something more thoughtful.
His fingers trail along the edge of the table as Mei also gets up and gives Zan a goodbye hug. His nostrils flare again, as if he was taking in the scent in the air. Then he says, “A moment, Zan. I wish to speak with you in private about something. Please, wait for me at the door, Mei.”
“Oh, uh, okay?” Mei tilts her head. “Are you gonna yell at him?”
“Far from it. I simply need to discuss something in private. It has nothing to do with you, child,” Nezha reassures with a pat on her shoulder.
“I see no trouble with a quick moment of privacy,” Zan hums, a brow raising thoughtfully.
Seems he wishes to say whatever’s on his mind, now.
Once Zan places the teacups by the sink, he guides Nezha to his office. The moment the door is shut, Nezha takes a second to check every nook and cranny of the room, all while placing silencing seals up to ensure no one is listening in. Zan stands there, arms folded behind him, watching as Nezha does this.
Satisfied, Nezha turns to Zan, his expression hardened and eyes sharper than a knife’s point. “What are you hiding, Zhao Zan?”
Zan tilts his head, his lips slowly pulling into a smile. Instead of answering directly as Nezha wished, he asks, “What am I not hiding, Lotus Prince?”
“I am in no mood to play these games right now,” Nezha says, his tone finalist and holding no room for argument or coyness. “You and your nibbling carry the scent of someone who is supposed to be dead. It has permeated within the very recesses of this house.” He steps closer, his eyes narrowing. “I suspected such a thing after smelling it on your nibbling upon first meeting them, but now my suspicions are further confirmed. Wukong may be too cowardly to confront either of you about it, but I am not.”
Hmm. So he is not afraid to confront Macaque’s lingering scent. Somehow I find myself unsurprised.
It’s both expected and unexpected. Zan was preparing for some form of confrontation about him and Nibby carrying Macaque’s scent on them—given how often he visits the house and spends time around them both. He certainly wasn’t expecting Nezha to be the one to confront him about it. Then again, if Lord Erlang was quick to confront Nibby about it, then Zan should’ve expected Nezha to be the same.
With how much of a sore spot the topic of Macaque is for Wukong, it’s possible he doesn’t want to consider the thought of Macaque being alive. Hence, why he hasn’t confronted either of us yet—that and his crush on Nibby could possibly add an extra bias.
Zan can already feel the tingling sensation from the binding mark made from his first deal with Macaque. He smiles at Nezha, though his eyes remain calculating and cautious. He says, “Someone who is supposed to be dead? I’m afraid I don’t follow, old friend.”
Nezha lifts his chin, his arms crossing over his chest. “You forget that I have known you for several reincarnations. I know your play, Zan. Do not insult me by playing stupid.”
If you’ve known me for several reincarnations, then you’ll soon know what I’m hinting at.
Zan keeps his arms folded behind him, a light chuckle resonating from his chest. “Nezha, my friend, I’m sure you’re unaware, but within this incarnation—I am a therapist.”
A therapist along with several other smaller, less… legal jobs on the side, but he doesn’t need to know about that.
He makes a small gesture as he says, “And as a therapist, I get many, many clients that require help and guidance to achieve their best self.” His eyes squint with his smile as he meets Nezha’s gaze. “I’m sure the scent you’re catching is simply one of my clients. One who requires more sessions to achieve their better self and move past the hurts they’ve gone through.”
Nezha’s eyes narrow with suspicion, looking as if he’s about to start accusing. But as he takes the time to let Zan’s words settle, his eyes slowly widen. Realization shines in them, and now he looks at Zan with pure disbelief. “You—he—” he shakes his head, as if he can’t believe such a thought.
Now you get it, old friend.
“You—I cannot believe—” Nezha takes a breath and claps his hands together. A gesture that is both familiar and unfamiliar to Zan, which only makes his smile grow. “You are giving him therapy?”
“I’m not sure who this ‘he’ is you’re talking about, friend,” Zan laughs, “But I’m sure whomever it is you’re smelling on me or my nibbling is most likely one of my clients. And, of course, as a therapist I am sworn to not say who any of them are for the privacy of my clients.”
A look of pure disbelief overtakes Nezha’s features at those words. Zan truly can’t blame his old friend. Given the history between Wukong and Macaque, it’s hard to believe either monkey would ever accept help—let alone help such as therapy.
“How did you—” He stops himself, holding up a hand. “Nevermind. This is you we are talking about. If anything, I would be surprised if you did not have Wukong as your client at this point.”
Zan’s smile grows bigger, a small chuckle escaping him.
Nezha stares at him. “You cannot be serious.”
“Am I ever not serious?”
“Would you like me to compile a list for you?”
“Of course. Chronological, if that would please you.”
“That is going to make an obnoxiously long list.”
“Then best to save that energy for training Mei, hmm?” Zan laughs.
Nezha shakes his head with a heavy sigh. “All these incarnations and you have scarcely changed. Next thing I hear, you will have the Jade Emperor himself as your client. Or even his nephew.”
They were on my list, actually, Zan almost says, but doesn’t. He just smiles and chuckles. “A therapist can dream.”
Nezha crosses his arms, his fingers tapping against his sleeve. “Zan…” He says, “You do realize the backlash this is going to cause when Wukong finds out, do you not?” He looks at Zan now. “And it is not an if, it is a when.”
He knows. Oh, he knows. He can tell Wukong’s growing more suspicious by the day, but his fear of the past and the heavy denial he’s clouded himself in is what’s making him silent. The more Macaque’s scent lingers within the home and on himself and Nibby, the more Wukong’s head will start to think, “what if he is alive?”
Something Zan has spent preparing for since the day he made the deal with Macaque. He’s worked with plenty of clients who’ve had angry outbursts. Plenty of clients who thought Zan had betrayed them. And while Wukong isn’t just any client, he knows how the monkey will react when he feels betrayed.
“I am well aware of what will happen when a bomb inevitably goes off,” Zan confirms with a small nod. “And I assure you, I am very prepared for anything that is to come.”
“And your nibbling?” Nezha asks.
“I am working to ensure they are also prepared. Worry not, my friend. We will face the storm that comes when discoveries are made,” he says.
Nezha doesn’t respond, his eyes roaming and searching for any reason to disprove or disbelieve Zan’s words. He won’t find anything but the truth, Zan is afraid. He is fully prepared for when Wukong eventually discovers Macaque is alive, and plans to ensure Nibby is ready as well. He only hasn’t done anything yet because they only just began their training with Macaque. He wishes to give them some time to adjust to this new schedule of theirs before discussing things with them.
“Do you know what happens when Wukong feels he has been betrayed by someone?” Is Nezha’s next question. “Or when his heart is broken?”
“I do.”
“Then you know how bad this will go if you are not ready to face it.”
“Trust me, my friend. I am very ready to face it.” Zan says with a reassuring smile. “And I am working to ensure nibby is ready as well, in their own way.”
Sooner would be better than later, however… perhaps during a time I’m assisting in teaching them how the Oracle Cards work would be a good moment to speak with them.
Finally, Nezha relents with a heavy sigh. “I am choosing to trust you, as I have always done, Zan. I will never understand how you manage to always make plans work out the way you wish for them to.” He walks to the door, pausing before he opens it to turn his head towards Zan. “I will not tell Wukong about this… client of yours. However, if he tries to do anything to Wukong or Xiaotian…”
Zan nods in understanding. “I am only in control of my own actions, not that of others. Should certain events come to pass because of how others wish to act, that is completely out of my hands.” He smiles, patting Nezha’s shoulder. “I believe you won’t have any need to worry, however. It is a slow progress, but progress nonetheless.”
He nods slowly, waving a hand to release the silencing seals within the room and opening the door to exit the office. He steps out with Zan, glancing at him to whisper, “I hope you know what you are doing, Zan.”
“Don’t I always?”
“Do not have me answer that truthfully.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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I just...... I love writing Zan and Nezha...... they're so great....
And of course, Wukong ;v; our wonderful king
He's doin his bestWe're getting ever so closer, everyone
Closer to a certain discovery being made :)
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Chapter 30: Concealed Knowledge
Notes:
A room filled with elephants hidden under blankets.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Today seemed to be a normal day of delivering noodles, thankfully. MK got to stop by a lot of regular’s houses or apartments to both say hello and deliver their food. More than once, however, the grandmothers or grandfathers he delivered to have tried to get him to stay a while and chat. Some have even attempted to make him something to eat (“You’re skin and bone!” Granny Baolan would say, despite MK growing more muscle by the day, it’s just hidden behind his jacket).
After a busy rush of going back and forth picking up orders and delivering them, MK was finally able to take a small break. Currently parked by the cheese tea stalls, he looks through his phone while mulling over the previous conversations he’s had.
Both Dad and Red Son say to stand his ground when telling Master not to talk so bad about Teacher and to just—you know—focus on actual training. While it’s a lot easier said than done, he already has a small game plan on how to approach the situation. It really depends on the mood of the room when he gets there, though.
He still can’t help but wonder what the relationship between Master and Teacher was prior to their falling out. Were they actually ex-boyfriends, or just really close friends? MK can’t help but feel like there’s more to this than meets the eye, but he’s not sure. Should he ask Teacher while he’s free, or try to probe Master?
Hmm…
He wonders if his cards would have an answer for him. Or at least be able to provide a hint… it’s worth a shot before he does some super secret investigating later. Whilst resting on his scooter, he reaches into his pack and finds his tarot cards.
“Let’s see here…” He murmurs to himself. “Knock on it, ask a question…” He holds the deck in his hand and gently taps his knuckles onto the top of it. “Can you give me some insight on the relationship between my two teachers?”
And then start shuffling.
He wasn’t the best at shuffling cards, but after playing so many games with Mei, he’s definitely gotten better. He might have shuffled them a little too fast, however, as two cards flew out and landed by the pedals of his scooter.
“Ah—oops—” he reaches down to pick them up, but pauses mid-way.
I never asked about what happens when a card falls out while shuffling.
Is it a sign—some kinda message? Or am I just overthinking this??
Hmmm…
Better safe than sorry, he might as well ask before anything.
He pulls out his phone, thinking about who he could ask. He could ask Sib, but they’re definitely at training with Master right now… he doesn’t wanna bother them, so instead he sends a text to Uncle Zan.
MK:
┻┳|・ω・)ノ
Hey, uncle? Can I ask something?
Uncle Zan:
ヽ(
・ω・
├┬┴┬┴
Of course, lad!
What do you need?
I love that he uses emotes, too.
MK:
Well, I was actually wondering…
What does it mean when one of your tarot cards fall out of your deck while shuffling?
Uncle Zan:
「(゚ペ)
It can mean a variety of things, depending on what you asked.
It could mean the cards want to tell you something important—carrying a particular message that needs attention.
Or perhaps, taking the more spiritual approach, a message from the Universe, wanting to guide your attention to an important aspect of the reading.
And, of course, it can also just be a random occurrence that has no significant meaning.
┐(´~`)┌
As I said, it all depends on the reading, and your own point of view, lad.
MK:
Interesting
Okay! Thanks a bunch, uncle!
Uncle Zan:
May I ask what is the reading you’re attempting to do?
I’d be happy to assist should you need it, since I know nibby is busy at the moment.
MK:
Oh oh that’d be awesome!! (⁀ᗢ⁀)
Hold on hold on
MK picks up the two cards that fell and looks them over, before he quickly types the bare bones of what’s going on with Master. He looks over the cards, taking note of The Moon and the Five of Cups, before he continues to shuffle the cards and pulls out the final one. In his pulling of the final card, another one falls out after it.
Jeez, they have a lot to say about this, don’t they?
The Seven of Swords and The Hanged Man… hmm…
He looks at his phone now, reading Uncle Zan’s message.
Uncle Zan:
Ah, I recall nibby explaining such a situation to me.
Though, nibby was much more passionate and mad about it on your behalf.
MK:
Aaaah they don’t gotta worry!!
I’m okay, really
Well, I will be
Uncle Zan:
If you're available, lad, would you like to have a call and talk about it, as well as the cards you pulled?
MK:
If that’s okay??
Uncle Zan:
Of course, my boy! I had just finished speaking with an old friend, and am free for the day.
(b^_^)b
MK answers the incoming call from Uncle and lets out a small sigh. “Hey!”
“Hello, dear child,” Uncle Zan says on the other end, his voice light as if he were smiling. “How are you feeling about this situation?”
“Ah—” MK laughs, though it’s a bit forced “—I promise I’ll be okay. I actually talked to Dad about it just the other day, and he gave some good advice. It’s mostly just—uh—actually doing it, you know?”
“Of course, of course,” he says on the other end. “It’s always easier said than done, especially since I’m assuming this is one of the first times you’ve had to do this before?”
“Y—Yeah… and since this kinda just—I dunno—it feels so… T.M.I., you know? Like, I shouldn’t need to know how bad it is between Master and Teacher, but I do.” MK sighs, placing his phone on the dashboard. He says, “It’s not my business, but it’s like he’s trying to make it my business, even if it’s unintentional.”
MK can’t see it, but he’s sure Uncle Zan is nodding along, given how he hums. “Such things can happen, especially when issues are unresolved between others. Your master most likely needs a wake-up call of knowing your discomfort with this, so that he may realize the negative toll it’s taking on you.”
“I hope so,” MK places the cards on the dashboard, looking them over. “Okay, so, the cards I got were… The Moon, Five of Cups, Seven of Swords, and The Hanged Man. All upright.”
“Hmm… what an interesting set, yet not surprising,” Uncle Zan muses quietly. “But before anything, I’ll let you try on your own first.”
“Okay,” MK hums as he looks over the cards. He grabs his booklet for the cards and looks them over.
The Moon—illusion, fear, anxiety, subconscious, intuition…
The Moon comes out when you’re projecting your fear into your present and future, based on past experiences. So, is it possible something happened in the past that has Master afraid?
Five of Cups—regret, failure, disappointment, pessimism…
This card appears when a situation hasn’t turned out the way you expected, and you’re sad, regretful, or disappointed. Whatever happened left Master upset—maybe even regretful of how things went?
Seven of Swords—betrayal, deception, getting away with something, acting strategically…
The Seven of Swords indicates theft, betrayal, deception, and trickery. You may be trying to get away with something and are sneaking around behind other people’s backs, hoping to go undetected. That’s probably talking about Master trying to get away with shit talking Teacher.
The Hanged Man—pause, surrender, letting go, new perspective…
The Hanged Man reminds you that sometimes you have to put everything on hold before you can take the next step, or the Universe will do it on your behalf—and it may not always be at the most convenient time. It’s… suggesting that Master needs to take a pause, maybe? A break from it all to think about things?
MK tilts his head, saying, “So—I’m thinking this is talking about how Master hasn’t let go of what happened in the past and is letting it control him now. Whatever happened left him afraid of something today, maybe? He’s—possibly regretful of how things went, or just angry? And he’s—you know—kinda being toxic as a result of it. Ah—I’m not too sure what The Hanged Man is trying to convey, other than, like, taking a break to reevaluate the situation as a whole.”
Uncle Zan makes a humming sound as if he approves of what MK had said. “Very close, MK! Very close! Would you like to hear what I have to say?”
He sure says that a lot before speaking his mind… maybe I should try that.
“Sure! I'd love to hear it.” MK sits more comfortably in his seat, smiling as he listens intently.
“Well, to start things off…” Uncle Zan clears his throat and begins to talk, “The Moon represents the hidden emotions and subconscious fears. Your master has most likely experienced unresolved emotions and fears related to the end of whatever relationship he had with Wukong. It’s suggesting that he’s still holding onto these feelings—making it difficult for him to let go and move forward.”
Huh, that actually makes a lot of sense.
“Now,” he continues, “the Five of Cups symbolizes disappointment, loss, and grief. In the present, your master is stuck in the sadness and regrets of his past. He’s focusing on what he’s lost rather than recognizing the opportunities for healing and growth—which leads to fueling his toxic behavior towards Wukong.
“As for the Seven of Swords… that is associated with themes of deception, betrayal, and dishonesty. In this current context, it’s suggesting that the toxic behavior towards Wukong is driven by feelings of betrayal or perceived deception from this past relationship. Your master might feel wronged, and this leads to this desire to speak negatively about his ex-friend as a way to cope with his emotions.
“Additionally, it’s possible that he’s engaging in self-deception. He may be avoiding facing his own role in the relationship’s end or is refusing to take responsibility for his actions—which could be contributing to his inability to move on.”
Wow, Uncle’s really good at this. I wonder if he’ll teach me more about tarot cards later??
“What about The Hanged Man?” MK asks.
“Well, lad,” Uncle says, a smile in his tone, “The Hanged Man is a card that represents a need to gain new perspectives and surrender to the present. In order for your master to move on, he must stop for a moment and reevaluate his current mindset and behavior regarding his past relations with Wukong. By letting go of the need to control the situation and open himself to a new way of thinking, he can begin to see his past relationship with Wukong in a different light. In turn, it can allow him to heal and understand.
“And the card represents a moment of self-reflection and introspection. He must look inward and understand the root causes of his attachment and toxic behavior—using this time of contemplation to find closure and grow.”
“So… basically, the spread is saying he’s not letting go of the past, and is forcing others into his issues?” MK hums, looking over the cards. He picks them up, putting them back into the deck, and then places his deck back into its little bag. “And in order to stop doing that, Master has to take time to reflect and find a different way to cope with the rotten ending to… whatever relationship he had with Teacher.”
“Essentially, yes,” Uncle chuckles on the other end of the phone.
“I don’t get it, though… If it was so long ago—why would he still hold such a nasty grudge?”
“Years work very differently for demons than for humans, my boy.” There’s a slight rummaging noise on Uncle Zan’s end, before it quiets down, and he keeps talking, “Most demons do not die of old age, and those that can’t die from old age can be killed—such is evident in Wukong’s Journey with the Great Monk. We don’t know how old your master is, but it can safely be assumed that he’s quite old and had a close friendship with Wukong.
“We can only speculate on the relationship they had, but let me ask you a question, MK… If you spent several hundred, even thousands of years with someone as a close friend, and that relationship ended very nastily—would you be well enough to move on after just a few decades or centuries apart from them?”
…
“I… I guess not…” MK frowns, looking over his phone screen. He never really thought about that… he forgot demons are so similar yet also so different from humans. Given their way longer lifespan, they would certainly view things very differently from how humans do.
“There’s no need to sound so glum. Not many humans think about such things when it comes to demons, so your ignorance is nothing bad,” Uncle Zan says, his voice gentle. “You’re still learning, MK. As your knowledge grows, so too will your wisdom.”
But if I’m just human, will I even have time to do it all? Or does Teacher’s blessing prolong my own lifespan…?
Does that mean I’m gonna watch people like Mr. Tang or Mei die while I’m still alive?
Has… Teacher been dealing with the same thing as well? Watching his friends who die of old age just… wither away?
No wonder he’s so lonely.
…
Wow, that’s way too dark a thought right now.
“Okay,” he says, lifting his chin and smiling. “So—hmm—how should I go about this now, with what I know?” He strokes his chin, his brows scrunching as he thinks.
“It’s highly possible your master is completely unaware of what’s going on or the effect it has on you or nibby or even himself when he pulls stunts like these,” Uncle muses softly. “If you already had a plan before this, there’s no need to change it, lad. Or do, if you so wish. I trust you will know what to do. You’re much smarter than you give yourself credit for.”
MK’s really happy the camera isn’t on, as the praise causes a deep reddening blush to spread across his cheeks. He laughs, scratching at his neck. He does have an idea on what he can do with this whole situation now. Especially now that he has this extra information. Maybe he can try (gently) pushing Master into the direction of evaluating his behavior.
It’s worth a try, at least.
“Thanks a bunch for the help, Uncle,” MK picks up his phone, noticing he got a notification telling him his break was almost over. “I’ll take it all to mind. I gotta get going back to work, though.”
“Of course, lad. I’m always available should you ever need help. Or if you’d simply like to chat.”
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MK takes a breath as he stares at the doors leading to Master’s apartment. He won’t deny he’s definitely getting cold feet at the last second. He won’t deny he’d rather clean the entirety of Master’s apartment (because oh gods above it was worse than when MK forgets to clean his own room) than actually say something.
It’s kinda why he’s running a little late right now. He’s been stalling. Because holy shit being confrontational is hard and kinda scary.
But he knows he has to speak up, or this’ll just continue.
Either that, or Sib will be the one to say something, and… well, MK won’t deny that when Sib’s anger gets to them, they kinda don’t think before speaking. He doesn’t want it to end in a fight. He really hopes it didn’t end in a fight while he was gone. At least he had the good idea to bring noodles with him—courtesy of Dad and himself, of course—because he knows for a fact everyone is always more agreeable when they have a full stomach.
So he takes a breath and takes the bag of noodles, hopping up the stairs to go inside, before turning immediately to the door that leads to the dojo. He pauses momentarily when he hears noises on the other end, pressing his ear to the door to listen in.
That sounds like… laughter? And some other kind of noise.
Like a dying whale. What’s going on?
He slowly opens the door and peeks inside, then fully steps in when he finds Master and Sib doubled over in laughter. They’re both playfully shoving at one another and making weird noises that just makes them laugh even harder.
He couldn’t hold back the relieved smile if he tried.
Thank the stars they’re not fighting…
He hops down the steps, calling out to them, “Hey sib! Hey Master! Sorry for being late—what’s so funny?”
Sib snorts, harshly elbowing Master’s side—he doesn’t look bothered by it—before turning to MK. “Your stupid master here has no idea what a hungry stomach sounds like—”
“I know exactly what it sounds like,” Master interjects, smoothly rising to his feet and placing a hand to his chest. “The hunger is clearly getting to spitfire’s head. They’ve reached the level of delusion, the poor thing.”
Rising to their feet as well, Sib elbows him again with a huff. “As if.” Then they look at MK, wiping some tears from their eyes and still chuckling. “It’s okay for being late, MK. We barely got anything done before you got here.”
“If you’re hungry, I have some noodles!” MK presents the bags with a bright smile. “Dad and I made some for you guys. I—I didn’t know what you liked, Master, but I have some guilin rice noodles and lanzhou beef.”
“I’m not picky,” Master says with a shrug. He grabs one of the bags and starts rummaging through it while Sib approaches MK.
“How was work, little brother?” They ask, ruffling MK’s hair and taking the offered noodle bag.
“The usual, not so bad,” he laughs, though it’s more forced than it should sound. He can’t help but scratch at his hand with his growing nerves, but he takes a breath and glances at Master—who’s already eating the noodles. Goodness, he’s eating like he hasn’t eaten in a month.
Sib brushes MK’s hair from his face, leaning to the side somewhat to look at his features better. “You doing okay?”
“Y—Yeah, just… got some stuff on my mind, you know?” MK swallows the forming lump in his throat and breathes. He glances at Sib with a reassuring smile. “I’ll be okay. I just—ah—guess I’m gonna do something I hardly do, and am kinda nervous??”
They follow his gaze towards Master. They nod knowingly, as if understanding what he’s getting at, and pat his back. “If you need to do something, then just do it and don’t stall more than you have, okay?”
“Yeah. Yeah.” He breathes again. Puffs up his chest. Then he steps past Sib and approaches Master. “Uh—Master? Can we… talk?”
“Mm,” he hums, slurping up the noodles and turning his head towards MK.
“Ah—uhm—” he glances at Sib, who’s getting their own noodles together, and then looks back at Master “—in private?”
Master raises a brow, then shrugs and flicks MK’s nose with his tail. For a moment, MK feels that chill going down his spine, and he’s enveloped in darkness. Next thing, he’s landing on the dusty armchair that causes a cloud of dust to kick up. He coughs, waving it away while Master smoothly sits on the raggedy sofa across from him.
“What’s up, cub?” Master looks at MK with a slight tilt of his head. He’s already finished the noodles and placed them on the dusty coffee table.
This place needs a serious cleaning session…
But—don’t think about that right now, MK! You gotta do this. You can do this!
Remember what Dad said, stand your ground and be firm.
Remember what Red Son said, harness your anger to destroy your enemies! With words!!
Even if Master isn’t my enemy and I don’t really wanna destroy him, more just—
“Cub.”
MK jumps at the feel of something flicking at his forehead. He rubs the spot, looking up and noticing a shadow hand slinking away back to the darkness.
“Ah—sorry, sorry—”
“You’re getting lost in your head, again. Just say what you want to say,” Master says, leaning back on the sofa and propping his feet on the coffee table.
MK inhales, then exhales.
You can do this. You can do this.
“I…” He starts, then stops himself, fidgeting with the sleeve of his jacket. He wishes he had Xiaoyun with him. He really wished he had his plushie right now. He’s already scratching at his hand nervously, and he forgot to get fidget toys to put in his jacket and—
Something soft brushes his hand, and he subconsciously grabs at it and pets it. It’s kinda cold and wispy, but not unpleasant. It’s soft, if a bit scraggly, and MK likes how it feels between his fingers. It takes him a full minute to realize that the thing in his hand was a tail. It was Master’s tail.
He glances at Master, who’s not looking at him, but he does notice a tiny shadow portal where his tail was in, and coming out right next to MK.
“Ah—thanks…” He whispers, petting the tail some more. With his nerves much calmer than before, he speaks with more confidence. “So… I wanted to talk about the stuff with Teacher…”
“I figured,” Master hums and pulls a pipe out of his tunic. He lights it, taking a long drag and blowing smoke off to the side. “Well?”
“Well—” MK takes another breath. Pets the tail. Remembers what Dad and Red Son told him. Another breath. He musters the strength and anger he felt when Master would talk smack about Teacher at any given turn. He musters the will to speak his mind, to set his boundaries and keep them firm.
He says, “I want you to stop talking shit about my teacher.” And wow, he’s surprised at just how unfaltering he was able to say that. When Master doesn’t say anything, he decides to keep talking, “I get that you don’t like Teacher. I may not know the details of your falling out, but I get it happened, and it sucked, and you’re not happy. But—it’s… it’s seriously uncomfortable just listening to you take any chance you have to throw him into the trash.
“I’m not—saying to like Teacher. You don’t have to like him. He made mistakes that hurt people that he has to face and take accountability for. But… you doing this—talking bad about him at every turn—it’s… hurting me. And it—it just makes me not want to learn from you anymore, if this is all that’s gonna come from it.”
MK finally musters the courage to lift his gaze from the tail in his hands to look at Master. He’s been so quiet the entire time. His face, which was already difficult to read, was completely blank, but his shadowy ears were perked in MK’s direction as a silent indicator he was still listening.
Master then shrugs, leaning forward and resting his arms on his knees. He takes a drag of the pipe, then sighs, the smoke coming out of his mouth in puffs. He says, “You’re right. I don’t need to insult Wukong to teach you.” He stands up, tugging his tail free momentarily, to walk over to the window. When he’s close enough, his tail rests within MK’s hands again.
He’s agreeing to it so quickly? That’s odd… did he and Sib already have a talk about it?
MK watches Master stare out the window, taking quiet drags from his pipe. He groans in annoyance, shaking his head, saying, “Your sibling had quite a bit to say about it. And… they’re right. And so are you.” He flicks MK’s nose with his tail before resting it in MK’s hands again. “You’re a young and impressionable cub, and you shouldn’t be yanked into the middle of a spat between me and Wukong.”
So Sib did have a chat with Master already… I hope it wasn’t a yelling contest between them.
Instead of prying about the talk Master had with them, though, MK decides to stand up and take a spot beside him. He lets Master’s tail go to play with the zipper on his jacket. He mulls over how to say the next few words, before saying, “Thanks for understanding, Master. It’s… not just for me. I—I don’t think it’s healthy for you, either.”
He side-glances Master, who lets out a huff and a smile, but it looks much too bitter to seem like a real smile. Master reaches out and ruffles MK’s hair. It’s rougher than how Sib or Teacher or even Uncle does it, but the gesture still held a familiar fondness to it. Master says, “You shouldn’t have to worry about my shit, cub. Worry about your training.”
He can’t help but laugh and push at Master’s hand. “I’m serious, Master.”
“I am, too.”
“Just—I mean—it’s just a suggestion, but…” MK plays with the sleeve of his jacket, looking away, then faces Master again. “Maybe… you could take some time to yourself? To, like, meditate on this issue you have with Teacher?” He quickly holds up his hands at the suspicious look Master throws at him and says, “L—Like I said—I’m not saying to forgive him or like him or anything like that! I’m just saying… maybe find a different way to cope with it?”
He rubs his arm, lowering his gaze and says, “Shit talking and all that stuff, it doesn’t—really help if you do it just to talk down on someone rather than let out your anger. It just keeps you bitter about it all.” He looks out the window to the industrial district. A question comes to mind, so he asks it, “Can I ask… how long you two were friends?”
Master doesn’t answer immediately, taking a long drag from the pipe and slowly exhaling the smoke out. His tail whips behind him, curling around his ankle.
“Long enough,” he finally says. Something about his tone… there was some form of underlying somberness to it. Like he was remembering all the happy times with Teacher… and the sad ones, too.
MK nods, still looking out the window. Then he asks, “Is… that why it’s so hard to let go?”
“Let’s not have this talk, cub,” Master says, the harsh inflection in his voice making MK flinch.
“S—Sorry. Sorry,” he says quickly, his nails digging into his hand.
Stupid stupid stupid
I pushed too much, I shouldn’t have said that—
A hand claps onto the top of his head, tearing him from his thoughts before they could spiral. Master says, “Don’t worry about it so much.” His voice was lower, almost… gentle. Maybe even sad if MK were to be daring to guess such a thing. Even his touch is almost tender. It’s certainly heavier, as if he were trying to keep MK grounded. MK looks at him as he continues to stare out the window. “It’s not something you should get involved in.”
“B—But—” MK stammers, his words catching in his throat before Master interrupts him again.
“No buts.” He harshly ruffles MK’s hair again, nearly making him fall over. He says, “You have other things to worry about. Not the shit between me and Wukong. I’ll never understand that selflessness you have,” he mumbles the last part, but MK still catches every word.
“I… I just like helping people,” MK laughs, reaching up and fixing his hair. “But… I also won’t force myself into an issue if you don’t want me to. Uh, is it okay if I say one more thing before we drop it, though?”
Master sighs, his head lowering and eyes closing. His shoulders slump, and he wearily rubs at his temple. “If it’s to put me and him in the same room to ‘talk it out,’ forget about it.”
“N—No, no! It’s not that, I promise!”
Even though it’d probably help if you did just talk it out instead of keeping it in—like you’re doing right now.
MK takes a deep breath. He gently strokes the scratch marks on his hand, now reddened from anxiety. “It’s more of, like, going back to taking the time to meditate and look back on your issues with Teacher. Not only looking at what his contributions were to the fallout, but… your own as well, you know? It could help you look at it in a different light. And, of course, to find a, ah, better way to help you cope with the situation.”
Master doesn’t say anything back for a moment, his expression falling to something more contemplative. He stares out the window, the tobacco in his pipe long gone, but he keeps holding it, as if he didn’t want his hand empty. His tail flicks, curling and swaying behind him, reflecting the thoughts that storm in his mind.
His face is so blank, but his tail is so expressive.
“I’ll think about it,” Master finally says, tapping the tobacco out of his pipe onto the floor, before he tucks it away into his tunic again.
MK makes a face at the pile of ash on the carpet, chewing at his lip to physically stop himself from saying something about the slob attitude Master had when it came to his own living space.
How can he live in this filth? Better yet, why is his dojo so much cleaner than his own living space??
“Done judging?” Master asks, a light lilt in his tone. His lips quirked up into a smirk, raising a brow at MK, who stammers and tries to find a response.
“I—I wasn’t—!”
“Your face gave it away, cub,” he snorts, shaking his head. His tail moved at a more relaxed pace, signifying his calmer demeanor. “Now, let’s not keep spitfire waiting any longer, yeah?” His tail pokes at MK’s back, a silent sign to head back to the dojo, which MK nods.
“Yes, Master! So—what are we learning today?”
—————
“The Shadow Lantern has a wide variety of abilities,” Tang hums, sipping his tea before glancing over the rim of his glasses to you. “What made you so curious about it?”
Both of you currently sat in Pigsy’s Noodles, several days after your… ahem, talk with Macaque. Things went on as normal after MK had his own chat as well—and bless that boy for bringing noodles, you didn’t even realize how hungry you were until you smelt the food. The first thing you did after eating was stretches, then some lighter training for the three of you—especially you and Macaque—after eating.
Of course, that’s all for another day. With a day off given to both you and MK, you decided to spend it at Mr. Pigsy’s restaurant to both say hi to Mr. Pigsy himself, and to finally discuss certain topics with Tang.
I swear, it’s like one thing after another that leaves me barely able to get research done.
“I saw it when I was reading your texts on the Six-Eared Macaque,” you say, leaning forward in your seat and poking at the open book. “It was just a small list of the artifacts he stole, but the Shadow Lantern caught my eye. I guess you could say it was… intuition.” You can’t help but snort at the last part, but Tang seems to understand what you’re getting at.
“I see! Well, hmm…” He adjusts his glasses, squinting at the text. “The artifact itself—from what I know—was crafted by a very powerful shadow demon. I’m not sure of all the abilities it has, but what I do know is it can enhance shadow magic—be it from a shadow demon themselves, or someone who knows the ancient art of such magic.”
He sips his tea again, setting it aside and tapping his pen against the table. A tick you realized he had early on whenever he got deep in thought and ended up rambling. “Some theorize that it could absorb light to create darkness, making its user invisible or able to hide in the shadows… but whether that’s true, your guess is as good as mine.”
“Interesting,” you hum, resting your cheek in your hand as you look over the text. “What about summoning? Stuff like that?”
“Oh, yes! I can say with confidence that the lantern is actually capable of absorbing the shadow of a potential victim—which will essentially turn said victim into the user's puppet.” Tang sets his pen aside to flip through a few pages, showing you a picture example in the book. The general style of it reminds you of MK’s art style.
Did he commission MK to draw some of these? That’s adorable.
“Huh…” You look over the image, then look back at Tang and ask, “Is the victim conscious during such a thing?”
“I’m actually not sure,” he says honestly, cleaning off his glasses after finding a speck on them. “Shadow demons have always been under the radar for all species—even the celestials. It’s a miracle they got their hands on such an artifact, and an even bigger miracle that the Six-Eared Macaque had successfully stolen it.” He gives a helpless shrug and a sorrowful smile. “So there’s not much that’s known about the Shadow Lantern itself, especially its abilities. So your guesses are as good as mine, I’m afraid.”
You hum, finishing up your cup of tea before sighing. “I figured as much, but it was worth a shot to ask.” You offer a small smile to Tang, bowing your head in thanks. “Your extensive knowledge—no matter how much or how little you know—is always helpful, Tang.”
Almost instantly, his face becomes a dark shade of red, and he’s covering the bottom half of his face with his scarf. “W—Well, I just—you know—I only provide what knowledge I have. It’s not much—”
“Quit being so humble and just take the compliment,” you deadpan, but you’re still smiling for it to have any true bite behind it. You flick an unused napkin at him, letting out a soft chuckle in amusement.
“Ah—I—” Tang huffs, placing the napkin aside and closing his books. “Th—Thank you.”
“That wasn’t so hard, was it?”
“Hey!”
You snort, lowering your gaze to your notebook and continue writing. Wukong has given you a small task of what to do when you, him, and MK travel to Flower Fruit. For some reason (that he won’t tell you because when will he ever tell you his plans?) Wukong has other matters to attend to for the next few days, so he’s fucked off to who knows where. While you can still text him, it certainly would be a lot easier if you were just sitting down with him.
Well… not much can really be done about that now, unfortunately. You’ll just have to work with what you got—which is really no different from how you usually work anyway. You had a small list down of what kind of training could be done already, most of which were inspired from watching Macaque train MK during the two weeks he was Macaque’s student.
And, obviously, Macaque wasn’t happy to learn you’re going to be taken to Flower Fruit for several days—leaving him to have to find ways to still train you under Wukong’s nose. He’ll just have to deal with it and find a different way to occupy his time, as you’re sure it’s going to be a very eventful time back on Flower Fruit. You, meanwhile, can utilize that time to chat with several people while there.
That meant, however, that you were going to be training a lot more during this time that MK’s brother was visiting.
…
Yeah, apparently MK had a brother? That you only just found out about yesterday??
Qi Yiran was his name, and he apparently is just this known wanderer who travels across China, going on weird adventures, and visits MK on occasion. MK himself had completely forgotten to mention it to you (which you don’t blame him for) and proceeded to hastily invite you and Uncle Zan to the hotpot (which you both happily accepted). You won’t deny you’re curious about this Yiran fellow, given you’ve only heard of him in recent passing.
You don’t know much about MK’s own story aside from he was adopted by Mr. Pigsy when he was very young, and something happened to his parents, but you’re not sure what. Looking into the past and finding out yourself has been tempting, but with how big your to-do list is already for the premonitions you need to have, that one’s kind of on the bottom of the list. It’s more to sate curiosity than to use the information for anything important, so you don’t need to worry about it for now.
For now, you’re just going to focus on what’s at the top of your list, such as—
You feel a finger lightly tap your hand, drawing your attention away from your notebook to Tang. “Oh, uh, sorry,” you clear your throat, straightening yourself and giving him your full attention. “What’s up?”
“I was just about to ask you the very same,” he chuckles, leaning forward and resting his arms on the table. “You just looked like you had a lot on your mind. Is everything alright?”
“Mmm,” you tap at your cheek with your pen, glancing at your notebook, then back at Tang. “For now, yeah. It’s just a lot of planning and thinking to do.”
“You know, if you ever need help, you needn’t hesitate to ask,” Tang says, reaching out and offering his hand to you. He smiles, soft and sincere. “You don’t have to shoulder so many burdens alone.”
You take his offered hand with a laugh and squeeze it. He squeezes back. You say, “It’s appreciated, Tang. Trust me, though, I’ll be fine. It’s not necessarily the workload that’s getting me, more of just what the work is.” You wave your other hand nonchalantly as you continue to say, “Training, planning, other things, the usual life that I now lead, you know?”
He snickers, pulling his hand back and playing with his scarf. “Well, should you ever need assistance in anything, I’m not here just for MK or Mei, you know.”
“I know, Tang. Thanks—”
thump thump THUMP THUMP THUMP—
Like a rabbit on the run from its predator, MK bolts down the stairs and slides along the floor, crashing into the closet and causing several things to fall.
“I’m okay!” He yells.
Tang fixes his glasses, looking at you with a raised brow. “I think he’s excited his brother is visiting.”
“You think?” You can't help but laugh at his playfully sarcastic tone. “Speaking of, actually, what’s his brother like?”
He hums as MK hurriedly cleans up the mess he made. Tang says, “I’ve only met him a few times on and off, and they were very brief before MK had pulled him to go have that ‘brother bonding time.’ But in my brief meetings with Yiran, he seems to be an alright fellow. He cares a lot for MK.”
“How often does he visit?” You ask, glancing over at MK—who is currently fighting with the vacuum, trying to shove it back into the closet. You bite back a snort, giving Tang your attention again.
“As often as he can. From what I know, he lives a very active lifestyle, and never let MK come with him because—in his words—they were far too dangerous for the lad,” Tang shrugs and says, “I’m not sure how successful he’ll be in convincing MK he can’t come along this time—considering the training he’s gotten from Monkey King.”
“It’s gonna be so great!!” MK runs over to the table, bouncing on his feet and giggling. His hands can’t seem to sit still for more than a few seconds, flapping in front of him or rapidly swinging at his sides. More than once he’s had to physically stop himself from hitting his head.
“W—Woah, careful, MK,” you say, reaching and pulling his hands away from his head.
“Sorry, sorry, I can’t help it when I get excited. Hold on, hold on, hold on—” MK hurries back up the stairs, coming back down in ten seconds flat with his monkey plushie. He slaps at the head of the plushie instead, saving his own from getting a migraine later.
“How long has it been since you saw your brother?” You ask, leaning back in the seat.
“Uh… maybe four or five months?” MK hums thoughtfully. “Around the time that this whole stuff started—with me getting Teacher’s blessing and stuff. Big Brother was on a really long cave adventure beforehand, lost phone service, and got it back recently.” He bounces on his feet again, his face scrunching into a big grin. “And and I’m just so excited to see him again! So much happened, and I don’t even know if I’ll have enough time to tell him all the stories and stuff we did, but I can’t wait to introduce him to you and Uncle Zan, he’s so cool—”
“Of course I’m cool!” Another voice says as the bell to the restaurant jingles softly. You glance over with Tang and MK, catching sight of a man—looking to be in his mid-forties with fiery red hair and a splash of freckles across his cheeks—enters with a big grin. “I’m the coolest big brother ever!!”
Something about him feels… familiar? Have I met him before??
“BIG BROTHEEEERRR!!” MK takes a running start and jumps to Yiran, clinging to his torso. “I missed you so much oh my god hi how are you how was the flight—”
“Holy shit, you nearly knocked me off my feet!” He laughs, but hugs MK all the same, ruffling his hair and nuzzling his cheek on the top of MK’s head. “The flight was fine, bumpy as always, and I’m great! Better now that I get to see my favorite and only baby bro!” He pulls back, taking a moment to look over MK’s face and body, his smile softening. “And I missed you too, bud.”
Bud…
You and Tang stand from your seats, but don’t interrupt the family reunion just yet. You cross your arms, your brows furrowing in thought as you look over the man before you. Something about him felt familiar. Especially with the way he called MK “bud.” Yet… you can’t place your finger on it. Not yet.
I swear I’ve seen his face before. But where?
“Well, look who it is!” Mr. Pigsy comes out from the back office, just finishing tying his apron on, before he plants his hands on his hips. “Yiran finally decides to show up, huh?”
“Hah! C’mon, Papa Mr. Pigsy, cut me some slack,” Yiran laughs, walking over to give Mr. Pigsy a hug, too. “I know you missed me either way, c’mere!”
“Augh—stop—you—!” Mr. Pigsy tries to fight back, before he sighs and gives up, returning the hug. “Ah, dammit, Yiran. Fine, fine. I missed ya too, ya brain-dead moron.” He pats Yiran’s back before they pull away and share a smile. “You had a safe flight here, right?”
“Of course I did! Service could’ve been better, but what can ya do?” He shrugs, sharing a snicker with MK.
“It’s good to see you again, Yiran!” Tang steps forward, extending a hand. “I’m sure you barely remember me, but—”
“What? How could I forget you, Mr. Tang?!” Yiran grabs Tang’s hand, giving it a strong shake, before pulling him into a one-armed hug. “You’ve been practically the number one teacher to my baby brother! Short meetings or no, I don’t forget people who were good to him!” He pulls back, clapping a hand onto Tang’s back and nearly making the guy topple over.
Tang fixes his glasses, sputtering out a laugh and tugging his scarf over his nose. “Ah—well—I only do what I can to help educate—”
“Ah, there ya go again, bein’ too damn humble,” it’s Mr. Pigsy’s turn to shove at Tang and roll his eyes. “I swear, someone should teach you to take a compliment.”
“I—I mean—I guess I am kinda being taught to take compliments…” Tang clears his throat, glancing at you now with a look that says, please help me get out of this.
You, however, were much too busy staring at Yiran.
The minute he walked within five feet of you, you saw it. The golden aura radiating from him, little flecks of light dancing around his body, with an outline revealing his true form.
And yet, as you stare at Wukong donning his human disguise, you can only think one thing.
His disguise is beyond uncreative, it looks almost exactly like him but just human— how has MK not connected the dots yet?!
“Oh—shit—hey! Sorry—haha—didn’t see you standin’ there,” Yiran— Wukong offers a grin to you as he approaches, extending his hand. “You look awful familiar… have we met before?”
Play along. I’ll explain in a minute. Please?? You hear him say in your head.
You accept the extended hand and shake it. “I did a transcription commission for you. Just a few months back, before your little cave adventure that MK mentioned, remember?” You offer with a raised brow.
You have five minutes before I drag you by the ear, you think back to him.
“Oh yeah, yeah!” Wukong laughs, releasing your hand and scratching at his head. “Man, I’m surprised you still remember—a few months feels like forever, huh?”
“I don’t often forget faces,” you say, tucking your hands into your pockets. “I didn’t know you were MK’s brother, though. That’s a surprise.”
Can you tone down the sarcasm, firecracker? Wukong pleads in your mind. Your stare remains unwavering.
MK scoots beside you, bumping your shoulder with his. “Is something up?” He leans closer to whisper, “You kinda sound… annoyed? Did Big Brother do something bad?”
You shake your head, giving MK a small reassuring smile and patting his shoulder. “No, little brother. Just find it odd how an airhead like Yiran has such a smart brother like you.”
“Hey! I’m plenty smart!” Wukong huffs, puffing his chest out and lifting his chin indignantly.
Debatable.
“Says the guy who got lost in a cave foooor how many months, now?” Mr. Pigsy retorts, stepping through the curtain that leads to the kitchen. He leans forward, raising a brow with a sly smile towards Wukong.
“Hey now, that wasn’t my fault, and I will stick with that to my grave,” he says back, crossing his arms as his lower lip pokes out into a pout. “Anyway! Onto a topic that’s not this. Papa Pigsy, you mind if we have a quick chat in the back room?” He looks at you now. “You can come, too! I’d love to discuss a new commission idea, too.”
“Eh? Sure, sure,” Mr. Pigsy comes back. “Make it quick, though, I got a few interviews coming up.”
You nod. “I don’t mind a quick chat before we part ways.” You glance at MK. “You don’t mind waiting on your brother for a minute?”
“I waited four months and three weeks to see him again,” he says with a warm smile. “I can wait just a few more minutes.” Then he turns to Tang and asks, “Can you tell me more about what you learned from that water demon while we wait??”
“Of course! Why not start up a new cup of tea, and I’ll get my notes together?” Tang shoots you a smile, before he goes to sit back at the booth you two were sharing.
You follow Mr. Pigsy and Wukong to the back of the house, all the way to Mr. Pigsy’s office. Once the door is shut, Mr. Pigsy sits back in his office chair and waves to Wukong, saying, “Alright, Yiran, what’s happening? What’d you need to chat about?”
“Weeeeell…” Wukong clears his throat as you take your place by Mr. Pigsy and lean back against the wall with your arms crossed. “Just—one sec.” He presses his hand on the door, a soft, golden light emitting from his palm. Then he pulls his hand away and faces you both. He says, “Just making sure they can’t hear us. So, haha… okay, so… don’t freak out with what I’m about to reveal to you, okay?”
Mr. Pigsy didn’t seem bothered… has he already seen Wukong use magic while disguised as Yiran?
Mr. Pigsy rubs his temples, already looking beyond done with Wukong. “If this is you getting in trouble with another demon gang again, you can forget it. And don’t you even think of bringing MK into it—”
“Oh, no, no, no, no!” He waves a hand, laughing, then says, “It’s not anything like that, I promise. It’s more… I need to… reveal something.” His playful demeanor sheds away into something that’s a mix between somber and serious, maybe even somewhat regretful.
The sudden shift makes Mr. Pigsy’s slumped shoulders tense. He squares up, leans forward to rest his arms on his knees, and makes a gesture for Wukong to go ahead.
“Just—don’t freak out, okay?” Wukong sighs, then with a wave of his hand, the glamour disguise fades away—the golden aura surrounding him gone, and his monkey form on full display. As you expected, he was just wearing his casual (though still somewhat regal) Monkey King garb, leaving his scale armor back at the temple.
His tail curls around his ankle, his ears lowered and fur standing on end as he shrugs, offering a weak grin to Mr. Pigsy, saying, “Surpriiiiiise…”
Mr. Pigsy—who watched the disguise fall from a human man he’d no doubt known since MK was just a toddler, to the very monkey his adopted son idolized— just stared. His jaw went slack, eyes slowly widening and sitting up straighter. He doesn’t say anything for a long minute.
Judging from the look on his face, hundreds of questions swirled in his head.
Maybe even a few accusations, or demands.
“Explain,” he says.
Definitely a few demands, given his low tone and gritted teeth.
“Explain. Now,” he says again, harshly poking his finger against his knee. “Who are you to MK, really? And don’t give me that ‘his teacher’ bullshit. You… you tell me everything. Right here, right now. I don’t care how long it takes. You better explain it all.”
Wukong slowly exhales, grabbing the spare chair and perching on it. His tail sways behind him, the movements quick and jittery to signify his growing anxiety. He curls his tail around the chair cylinder and sighs.
He says, “In the kid’s eyes, I am his teacher. His idol. But… to me? That’s my brother. My baby bro. I’ve—okay, look—I—” he rubs his face, groaning and mumbling to himself, “Man, I was so prepared to have this talk later, but wasn’t expecting firecracker to be here…” He massages the bridge of his nose, then sits up. He looks between you and Mr. Pigsy, then lowers his gaze to the floor.
Sun Wukong leans forward, lacing his fingers together. He closes his eyes and takes a slow, deliberate breath. When he opens them and looks at you both, it’s like you’ve witnessed a transformation. The air around him shifts, his fur smooths out and no longer ruffles with casual abandon. His ears stand tall, no longer hiding against his head, and his expression becomes poised and controlled.
This… isn’t the Wukong you’re used to seeing.
The sudden change leaves you momentarily stunned, your eyes widening in disbelief. You even need to blink and double-check that this is really Sun Wukong and not some trick of the eye.
But this was no trick. This was really him.
At this moment, you realize that you’re no longer facing the playful companion who used you as a pillow and even drooled a little onto your shirt.
This is the air of a king. Of the Monkey King.
Wukong says, “I’ve watched after MK for a long time… I was there when he was born, when Xiang and Shen named him, all of it. I gave him my blessing while he was being thought up—er, developed… I had to, so my magic wouldn’t destroy him from the inside out if I just suddenly gave it to him when he was older.” He runs his fingers through his fur, taking another breath to keep his composure.
That slip wasn’t on purpose. He didn’t mean to say ‘thought up.’ What could he mean by that?
“I took on the disguise of Yiran because—” he huffs a frustrated sigh “—because he grew on me. I watched him initially to make sure the magic wouldn’t hurt him, and… the cub wormed his way into this stone heart of mine, and I just—couldn’t leave for long. So I watched after him, visited, and did what I could to make sure he was protected.”
You look at Mr. Pigsy to gauge his reaction. Shockingly, he looks almost… serene? His face was like the surface of a tranquil ocean, unmoving and a picture of composure. In his eyes, however, were the churning currents of a hidden storm, fierce and turbulent with anger. A part of you understands the anger, learning that the man who’s cared for MK all these years was the very monkey who gave him the blessing in the first place. Yet another piece of you can’t understand it; the true reason remains obscured beneath the surface.
The atmosphere of the room hangs heavy with tension. The poised calm from Wukong, and the silent anger from Mr. Pigsy. You shift uncomfortably from one foot to the other, feeling like you shouldn’t be here. But when you look at Wukong and his gaze meets yours, you can hear the softest ping in your mind. His voice, a quiet whisper, a request.
Stay. Please.
So you stay put.
“Why him?” Mr. Pigsy finally asks, his voice low and filled with barely contained anger. “Why—out of everyone—did you pick my boy?”
“That…” Wukong closes his eyes. “That’s complicated, Mr. Pigsy—”
“Then start explaining.” He’s unwavering in his stare, keeping Wukong’s gaze. “You’ll tell me right now why you decided to let my son be thrown into the fray and be the target of demons who hate you, and will hate him by proxy.”
“Because he is going to be the start of this new chapter,” Wukong says, his tone holding the authority of a king that demands to be heard. “He is what this world needs. He is going to be the person who can help guide this generation down the correct path to something better than how it was when I was young, when you were young.
“MK… Xiaotian… he’s still a kid, yes. He’s naive and has a lot of wishful thinking and that—that innocence we don’t have anymore.” He takes a breath, closing his eyes as he does so, before he meets Mr. Pigsy’s gaze once more. He says, “But it’s exactly that naive innocence and wishful thinking that can help this world stop being so shitty, don’t you think?”
Mr. Pigsy doesn’t answer the question, instead leaning forward with his hand resting on his knee. The initial anger that shined in his eyes faded away to something more calm, more thoughtful. He rubs his face with his other hand, pinching at his brow and sighing. “That innocence won’t last forever, Monkey King… who’s to say this journey for him won’t make him as jaded as us?”
“Because he has people— good people—with him to help him along the way,” Wukong responds, his eyes flickering to you for a second. At that moment, his gaze softens, a small smile of appreciation tugging at his lips. You won’t deny it makes a small hint of pride swell in your chest, and you find yourself returning the smile.
When Wukong looks back at Mr. Pigsy, he says, “I already know you don’t like that he’s in danger a lot more often now, either. But trust in him, Pigsy. He’ll be fine. He has a lot of people on his side.” He sighs, the breath sputtering into a shy laugh. “I know I probably should’ve said something sooner about me being Yiran the whole time… but—shit, man—how can you tell that to someone? Especially the kid who’s looked up to you for his entire life?”
Mr. Pigsy shakes his head and lets out a small groan of frustration. “Initially, I wanted to punch you in the jaw. But… you’re right. There isn’t a good way to reveal such a thing without it feeling like some bomb that just got dropped.”
You finally choose to speak up, saying quietly, “There’s a high possibility… that he would have thought—or might even think—that it just makes him even more important. That he needs to take on more responsibility.” You look at Wukong, silently asking if you were right.
“Yeah,” he says, his shoulders relaxing. The regal air about him relaxes, for only a brief moment. There’s still a hint of the poised and poignancy in how he holds himself, just less tense. “That kid already feels like he needs to take on everything since he’s my successor. If… when he finds out that I’ve been watching him since birth? It’s just gonna double down in his head that he’s needed to be some kind of savior, when that’s not what he needs to be.”
“He just needs to be MK,” Mr. Pigsy says, letting out a huff of a laugh. It almost sounds like a scoff. “That soft-hearted kid will worm his way into anyone, I bet. Demon, human, celestial, whatever.” He looks at Wukong, his stare hardening for a moment as he speaks in a more authoritative tone, “Is that it? You just wanted to tell me you’ve been Yiran this entire time?”
Wukong scratches his neck, averting his gaze and sucking in through his teeth. “Yyyyeees and no.” He reaches into his tunic, pulling out a small case with a CD inside and holding it out to Mr. Pigsy. “I wanted to give this to you, too. It’s a… compressed series of videos I made with Xiang and Shen. Both as memories of his parents, but also for—when he starts to change.”
“Change?” He asks as he takes the offered CD. He looks it over, then meets Wukong’s gaze again. “Change how?”
“Change as in… when he starts to become more in tune with his magic, it’s going to make alterations to him. His body. His sense of smell is already getting stronger—so as time passes, he’ll be getting more changes down the line,” Wukong explains, his tail swishing behind him.
He says, “The CD… keep it safe and hold onto it, and when the changes happen, he can watch it.” He shifts in his sitting position, now crouching in the chair and resting his arms on his knees.
“Are you gonna tell him yourself?” You ask him. “Or… is this gonna be one of those ‘wait until it happens, then tell him’ kind of deal?”
“I’m planning on telling him, don’t worry,” he laughs, though it feels too forced to feel real, too many of his teeth being shown. The question you asked had his fur bristling slightly. Whether he was annoyed at the assumed lack of faith in him, or some other reason, you’re not sure. He says, “I’m just trying to pick a time.”
“It should be soon,” Mr. Pigsy says, his voice holding a small sternness to it. “No lies, no secrets. This ain’t some trivial matter. This has to do with the kid’s life, his way of living, his very being. He deserves to know. The sooner, the better.”
Wukong nods, his expression falling into a mixture of something between serious and slightly annoyed.
Why annoyed? Has he heard this before from someone else? Has he been telling himself this?
“I know,” he says quietly, his voice breaking into a small growl, but he quickly coughs to mask it. He says again, “I know. Guess I’m just—worried how he’ll take it. It’ll be a lot for him to process.”
You step forward, reaching out and placing a hand on his arm. His fur bristles momentarily, but when he glances at your face, his hardened stare softens. You step closer when he relaxes—a quiet sign of permission. You say, speaking gently, gently, “And that’s why we’re gonna be there for him.” You squeeze his shoulder. “He’s a strong kid. Stronger than anyone gives him credit for—soft-hearted or not.”
Mr. Pigsy gets up now, fixing his apron and stepping forward to clap a hand on Wukong’s knee. “Monkey King—I can tell now, lookin’ at you, that you care for MK as much as I do. Ya love him as much as I do.” He meets Wukong’s eyes, his voice stern, firm, grounding. “And now, knowing you’re the big brother that’s watched after my boy, that brought him to me when Xiang and Shen died, I know you have his best interest in mind.”
Brought him to Mr. Pigsy when his parents died…? Just what happened to MK’s parents??
“I trusted you to take care of him and teach him right when this all started, and I’ll keep trusting you to watch after him in ways that I can’t.” He looks at you now, saying, “And I trust you to make sure the heads of these two knuckleheaded boys stay straight.”
You snort a laugh, bowing your head slightly. “Don’t worry, Mr. Pigsy. I’m doing what I can to offer whatever help is necessary.”
“They’re doin’ a pretty good job of it, too,” Wukong says now, his hand reaching up and grasping yours. His tone held a strange softness to it, you’ve never heard from him before, making Mr. Pigsy raise a brow and glance between you two. After a shared glance between you and Wukong, he releases your hand, and you release his shoulder.
“Well…” Mr. Pigsy clears his throat, pulling away. “If that’s all for now, I think one of my interviews is already here waiting. I’ll leave you two to it.” He pats Wukong’s knee one last time, then gives you a pat on the back, and steps out of the office.
You look at Wukong, your eyes roaming his face. His eyes were glazed over, his expression akin to someone lost in a sea of fog desperately trying to find their way home.
“Wukong?” You ask, reaching out, your fingers brushing the top of his hand.
Your vision ripples
like water
And you’re standing in a doorway.
The stench of death and dark magic invading your nose. The smell is so strong it makes your stomach churn.
No no what happened what happened
Xiang Shen Xiaoxiao where are you
The sound of a child crying making your chest twist with fear and rage that wasn’t your own.
The cub the cub is he okay where is he
Xiaoxiao where where is he where
A child—no older than six—weeping on the floor and hugging a familiar looking monkey plushie close to him.
His eyes, big and filled with fat tears rolling down his cheeks. “Big Brother,” he cries, running and clinging to your legs—not your legs. It’s not you. It’s Wukong.
“Big Beother,” the child—MK—Xiaotian cries and cries. “Mama and Baba won’t wake up!”
No no no no not again not again I can’t take this please
“They won’t wake up! Help them, Big Brother!”
like water
your vision ripples.
And the memory is only that. A memory.
You look at Wukong, finding his gaze locked with yours, but your vision is warped, blurry. It takes you a minute to realize you were crying, feeling the tears slowly roll down your cheeks. You wipe them away, taking a breath.
“Not a fun one?” Wukong asks, his voice quiet.
“No,” you say, your voice equally soft. “But when are they ever fun ones?”
The sarcastic lilt in your tone has him almost laugh. You wipe your eyes, then take his hand. Not a word is spoken about the vision you had. Whether Wukong already has an idea on what it was, or doesn’t feel like asking, you’re not sure. In truth, you weren’t in the right mood or mindset to talk about it. Not right now.
Instead, you choose to ask a question, “Wukong… what… exactly is going to happen to MK?” You look at the CD left on Mr. Pigsy’s desk. “You made an entire—what—feature length movie for him regarding this change… that’s not something small. So, what’s gonna happen? And when?”
“It’s not gonna be a small change, no,” he says, his gaze lowering to the floor. “I don’t know when it’s gonna happen, or how. If it’ll be overnight or over a few days, but—it’s gonna be big.” He stands up, sighing. “The CD is a mixture of things. Explanations, expectations, but… also a memory of his parents.”
You look at his face, noting how he won’t fully look at you, his fur bristling slightly at the insistent stare you give him. His tail curls and flicks with his growing agitation.
Just what is MK going to become?
You decide to voice that thought, asking him, “What’s MK going to become? What—Wukong—” you grab his hand, standing in his way to make him look at you. You squeeze his hand, prompting his eyes to meet yours. “Wukong, Lord Erlang stated that you made a successor. You said yourself you gave MK your blessing while he was being thought up, don’t think I didn’t notice that slip.”
Wukong looks away again, his face contorting, his expression a pool of mixed emotions. Shame, annoyance, and—dare you say it—fear. “Yeah… of course you noticed it…” He sighs. He doesn’t sound angry. Just tired.
“Wukong…” You reach up, your fingers grazing the line of his jaw. It prompts him to look at you once more, his eyes a glimmering sunrise over the ocean. “Just what is MK? Is he human? Some kind of hybrid? What?”
“What is he?” He snorts, his lips curling up into a bitter smile. “C’mon, firecracker, you’re smarter than that. The answer’s right there. Just barely out of reach.”
You blink, your hand falling away to your side as your expression turns into one of confusion. “What are you talking about…?”
He lowers his head, heaving a sigh. It’s a sigh that bears the weight of a thousand untold secrets and hidden elephants in a room. He leans back and lifts his chin, the bitter smile returning. “Well, here’s a hint, firecracker.” He leans closer to your face, his forehead brushing against yours, his sunrise colored eyes meeting yours.
He says one thing, “MK’s the only one in his family to have freckles.” Before he leans back and gently bumps you with his shoulder. “Have fun with that.”
“Wait a minute—”
He’s already out the door, once more donning his glamour disguise and looking like Qi Yiran.
What… in the world…?
Your mind swirls with a thousand thoughts and questions after such an encounter, yet only one comes to the forefront of your mind at this moment.
“What the fuck kind of hint is that?”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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I'm an absolute buffoon. I deleted this chapter and the next one when doing edits and organizing the others and I'M SO UPSET
But it's fine
IT'S FIIIIIINE
//lays down and sobs
Chapter 31: Treading Water
Chapter Text
“You are late,” Nezha says, facing Mei. She’s red in the face, huffing and puffing whilst bent over with her hands on her knees.
She looks like she ran several miles to get here. What happened to her bike?
“Huff —ugh— huff —I was held up by my parents,” She straightens her back, cracking it in several places as she stretches. “They found out I stole the Dragon Sword during the Spider Queen bullshit and grounded me. So I had to sneak out.”
A single brow raises, Nezha’s face remaining as neutral as ever. “Are you not already in the age of adulthood for humans?”
“I mean, yeah, but that doesn’t matter to my parents since they still kinda support me in the stuff I do,” Mei huffs, fixing up her hair. “Honestly, even if I was self-supporting, I’m pretty sure they’d still just treat me like their precious little baby. They won’t see me as an adult anytime soon and will still just treat me like a kid.”
Mm, Nezha can understand that. His mother still dotes on him as if he were still just freshly born.
(Never mind the special cases revolving around his birth.)
“Perhaps there is another piece at play in this game,” he says, approaching her and pressing a finger to her forehead. “You still act like a child.” He flicks her forehead, making her flinch back and rub at the spot.
“Hey!” She whines, her lip poking into a pout.
“My point exactly,” says Nezha, strolling past her. “There is no shame with having the free spirit of a young child and wild side either, but when you are trying to prove you are an adult to someone such as your parents, they will only see the negatives rather than the positives.”
“Well, that’s stupid,” Mei says plainly, following behind him. “Besides, why prove to my parents I’m an adult when they’re obviously not gonna pay attention to it no matter what I do? I can be the most responsible person in Megapolis but—oh no! I did one dumb thing, and suddenly I’m still a kid.” She kicks at a rock, blowing some smoke from her mouth.
“Oh, I never said you would need to prove to your parents you are an adult. It was simply a saying,” he says back to her. “It is a waste of time and breath to try and help the ignorant see past said ignorance. Therefore, our time will not be wasted with it when we have more important things to do.”
“Like training patience?” says Mei miserably.
“Alas, yes, but it is important for you. Today, however, will be different.”
“Oh?” She perks up, skipping in her step to meet him more evenly and offering an excited smile. “Yeah, yeah?? What is it?”
So easily excited. I wonder how long that will last once I tell her.
“Empathy will be part of your patience training this week,” he says, watching her face fall in confusion. He holds up a finger before she can ask so he can explain, “To enhance your tolerance for different situations, you must seek to understand others’ perspectives and challenges. Patience comes not just on the battlefield, but off of it as well. Cultivating your empathy will allow you to discern whether to use fists or reason.”
“Whaaat? I have great empathy! I’m like, the most empathetic person in the city!” Mei scoffs, folding her hands behind her head. “Besides, why would I need to use empathy on dudes who are clearly just being dicks?”
“And how do you know they are ‘being dicks,’ as you so eloquently put it, when you know nothing about them?” He challenges with a raise of his brow.
“Uuuh, because dicks don’t go around stealing shit? Duh?”
“A scenario for you then, if you will indulge me.” Nezha gestures for her listening ear, only continuing to speak when she nods, “You are pursuing a demon who has kidnapped a maiden. Once you arrive at their lair, what do you do?”
“Uh, beat the demon dude up and rescue the maiden, obviously? They kidnapped someone!” Mei rolls her eyes, crossing her arms in defiance. “What’s this scenario supposed to prove?”
Just as expected.
“In defeating the demon, you have also rid the sole provider for their family, leaving said family to starve,” Nezha says plainly, “The maiden—who was rumored to have been kidnapped but never fully proven—was meant to help teach the demon how to cook and forage from the land.”
“Wha—buh—you never said that!”
“You never asked,” he says with a deadpan tone. He then asks with a tilt of his head, “What happened to all of that empathy you were mentioning a moment ago?”
“That’s so dumb, though!” Mei complains, throwing her arms up in the air. “How was I supposed to know when I was never told?”
“And how will you know if you never ask?” He combats, his voice remaining as deadpan as ever.
Stubborn child. Too much like myself when I was younger.
“Xiaotian—MK is the most empathetic within the city, not you,” Nezha tells her. “It can be argued that he is the most empathetic boy in all of China. Your empathy, on the other hand, is lacking and uncontrolled—evident in your altercation regarding the oracle.”
Her face falls into a frown, her arms crossing tightly over her chest. “We fixed that, though. Why bring that up again?”
“Because it brings forth an important lesson,” says Nezha, jumping over a fallen log and continuing down the dirt path. Mei follows close behind as he continues, “Just because the issue is solved does not mean it should be left within the cupboard to be forgotten. You must remember past transgressions, not as a form of punishment for your wrongdoings, but as an example of what not to do in a complicated situation such as that.”
He pauses momentarily to wait for her to catch up. He says once she’s beside him, “Granted, given my knowledge of the situation, emotions were already volatile. It is still a good example to remember, however. As for other situations, you must know this; no situation is as simple as it seems. There is no such thing as black and white. And everyone has a reason for the things they do.”
“What if the reason is really dumb?” Mei asks, stuffing her hands into her pockets. She follows beside him, glancing around them whilst they walk along the path. She’s staring at a cicada on a nearby tree. “What if the reason they wanna, like, I dunno—destroy China or the world is because they just wanna see if they can?”
“It is a reason,” Nezha answers simply. “Whether you agree with it or don’t, everyone has a reason. With patience, questioning, and empathy, you will be able to discern whether an adversary is worth defeating or assisting.”
She makes a face when she looks at him. Like a scrunched up raisin. “This is way too complicated. Why do I gotta do all this work when my job is gonna be helping MK beat up bad guys?”
“Your job is to keep peace and balance,” he corrects with a flick to her forehead. “Not to ‘beat up bad guys.’ This is not a storybook or video game—”
“I’m surprised you know what video games are.”
Ignoring her jab, he continues, “This is real life where even the most infamous demons can turn a new leaf and become something better.” He crosses his arms, making a small gesture and says, “Take Sandy, for example. If you met him in the past, when he was known to cause trouble on purpose just because he could—would you befriend him still?”
“But he’s my friend right now—”
He cuts her off, his voice stern, “Ignore that fact. Remove the Sandy you know and place yourself in the past. A man who has hurt, even killed others, and spilled much blood. His sole reasoning was finding someone who could be a formidable opponent to him—possibly even defeat him in a fight. What would you do?”
“I mean…” Mei looks down now, kicking at a stray rock. It clatters off the path, the cicadas buzzing away as they continue walking. She finally speaks up after several moments of silence, “I wouldn’t really be his friend, I guess. He hurt people! Why would I wanna be friends with that? Especially if it was just because he wanted someone to kick his ass. That doesn’t make sense.”
“Indeed, it is an odd reason behind what he did,” he says. “But it was his reason nonetheless. Now, would you fight him? Would you try to defeat him?”
“Yeah, I’d try to beat him up! Someone’s gotta knock him down a peg for hurting others!” She punches her fist into her hand, grinning.
“And what would you do when he is on his knees, defeated, and waiting for the finishing blow?” He asks suddenly, making her face fall. “Would you strike him down?”
“I—” Mei chews her lip, looking away. She doesn’t answer for a long time, her gaze low and face contemplative. “I don’t know,” she finally says, quiet but truthful. “Like, I don’t—think I would?”
“And why is that?” asks Nezha.
“I dunno!” She blows a raspberry. “I can’t put it to words. It just—feels weird? Wrong? To just, like, kill a dude despite all he’s done? You can’t take it back if you kill someone, I know that much. So, like… I dunno.”
“Then what would you do instead?”
She shrugs sheepishly. “Slap him in the face and make him change his ways? If that doesn’t work then, I dunno, I guess just, like, lock him up?”
The comment turned question makes the ghost of a smile form on his face. She is slowly starting to understand, he muses to himself. She will learn later on that it cannot be that way for all.
He says, “Better.” He gently pats her head, plucking a stray leaf from one of her buns. “As I said, we will take this week to hone your empathy and problem-solving skills. First, however, we must attend to different matters.”
Mei tilts her head as the two start walking down the path again. “Different matters? What are we doing?”
“It is more of what I will be doing,” he says, his eyes remaining focused on the path ahead. “And what I will be doing is having a chat with your mother and father.”
“Are you gonna yell at them?”
Why does she sound so eager about that?
“I said before I do not yell,” Nezha says.
“You said you didn’t yell much,” she corrects with a sly grin. She swings her arms at her sides, giggling at the way he rolls his eyes. “Soooo are you gonna?”
“Only if I need to,” he concedes with a sigh. “Time is precious, and we cannot afford to lose said precious time if they are going to pull such tactics on you.” He briefly pauses, glancing at Mei. His gaze momentarily softens at the innocent curiosity shining in her eyes, reaching out and patting her head. “Your life is your own to make, hatchling. As your master, I will not allow your progress to be impeded, just as you should ensure it is not impeded.”
Her face slowly brightens up into a smile. “Hehe… thanks,” she rubs her arm, averting her gaze and offering a small shrug. “You and MK are kinda the only people who believe that.”
“You have a bigger support group than you think,” he says. “The oracle and Tang also offer their own help, but you must remember to respect the fact they are taking time from their schedule to help you.”
She huffs, blowing a stray hair from her face. “Yeah, yeah… it’s just hard to focus when I’m not interested in it!”
“Perhaps we can discover a way to get you interested, hmm?” He asks, tilting his head as he folds his arms behind his back once more. “But we will save this discussion for another day. For now, let us embark towards your family home.”
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“Young miss, what are you doing coming through the front entrance??” Yuhang quickly steps forward to shield Mei from the other servants scrolling about the main courtyard. “If your parents find out—”
“Let them!” Mei blows a raspberry. “I know all the secret ways out and the blind spots to the cameras. They can’t keep me contained for long.”
“That doesn’t mean they won’t try,” Yuhang sighs and shakes their head. Though they wearily rub their temple, their smile remains fond of Mei.
It is good to see Yuhang is still here even if the West Long family is experiencing a disastrous generation…
“No, it is alright,” Nezha steps forward, standing beside Mei now. “Let them know they will be having a guest.”
“L—Lotus Prince!” Immediately they bow before him. “What in the name of the Buddha are you doing here?”
“Ensuring my student is not sabotaged in her growth,” he says plainly. Then he tilts his head, bowing it respectfully to them. “It has been a while, Yuhang. Given what I have heard of the state of this household, I am surprised you didn’t try moving to Ao Guang’s palace.”
Yuhang laughs, their scales shimmering in the sunlight as they do. “I have been loyal to this family for many generations. It can’t be swayed so easily by… difficult parents.”
Good. They and their brother can always be counted on to look after the West descendants.
“You two know each other?!” Mei gasps, grabbing at Yuhang’s arm and shaking it. The look on her face is one of complete and utter betrayal, as if she was left out of a huge load of juicy gossip. “Why didn’t you tell me?!”
“You never asked, young miss,” they chuckle, tenderly patting her head. “I know quite a few people, the Lotus Prince is simply someone I met in my line of work as a servant to the West descendants.”
“Though we are not particularly close,” says Nezha, “They are a wonderful brewer of tea. And can also be an excellent teacher for you, hatchling. But that is for another day.” He meets Yuhang’s gaze, his face falling blank and eyes sharpening. “I require an audience with her parents.”
“Ah,” they sigh. It seems they already know what he’s planning to do or say. “Of course, Lotus Prince, right this way.”
They gesture for him to follow. He does, Mei trailing along behind them. The West Long family manor has undergone several different renovations, it looks like. Certain aspects of the ancient home remain, while others are completely gone, and the rest integrated to mingle with the more modern build of today. As he walks through the halls, he can see certain damages still under repair, causing him to raise a curious brow and shoot a questioning look to Yuhang.
They just offer a weak smile and a look that says, I’ll tell you later.
Seems like an interesting story, yet Nezha has an inkling of what the damage is from.
Just another note for the parents to be overprotective of Mei…
Over half of the servants who see and recognize Nezha stand out of the way and bow respectfully to him, whilst others who didn’t recognize him quietly gossip to one another.
“Who’s the lad with the young miss?”
“A friend of hers?”
“He’s so young! He can’t be any older than thirteen or fourteen.”
“He looks so mature for his age.”
“His hanfu is of beautiful make, and looks so expensive! What family is he from?”
Nothing new whenever he’s seen by mortals who don’t immediately recognize him. Granted, he could put up his glamour disguise to make himself look older, but what’s the point?
(It’s also a little funny to see the look on their faces when they find out just how old he actually is—and that he’s a god.)
Nezha and Mei are taken to the tearoom, where Yuhang asks for them to wait. So they do. Mei sits at the table while Nezha explores the room and observes the decor.
“Sooooo…” Mei starts, playing with her hair. “What are ya gonna say to them?”
He answers her question with a question, “Why spoil the surprise?” He looks at her now, saying, “If they are as controlling as I am hearing they are, they will try to have you leave the room. I will advocate for you to stay and hear this, as it is important for everyone—even their own daughter—to hear what I need to say.”
“Even if they made me leave the room, I’d just listen in,” she says nonchalantly with a shrug and a grin. “I have pretty good ears~”
The fact she eavesdrops on their conversations only further tells of the issues they have.
“Noted.”
They wait.
“Do you think they’re gonna try to stop you from training me?”
“They can certainly try, and they will certainly fail.”
And wait.
“They’re not gonna listen to you, you know.”
“They will if they know what is good for them.”
“That sounds kinda like a threat, Master.”
“It is.”
And wait.
Finally, after several minutes, Yuhang opens the door and two individuals enter. Nezha can see the immediate resemblance of Mei with her mother—Long Xin, from the curve of the cheekbone to the hook in her nose. Yet she had the shape of her father—Long Qing’s eyes, and the shape of his chin.
Mei stands. “Mom, Dad…”
Nezha’s sharp eyes pick up her shift in demeanor. The change was immediate, tense shoulders and strained smile. All finished off with a furrowed brow and eyes that burned with a quiet rebellion that could burst at any second.
He steps closer to her, keeping his arms folded behind him. His close presence does little to ease the tension, but he notices the tiniest shift in her shoulders.
“Yuhang tells us that you wish to speak with us, boy,” says Qing, adjusting his glasses.
They are bold to call me such a thing, Nezha thinks, staring at Qing. Out of the corner of his eye, he can see Yuhang flinching at the slight. Qing and Xin sit at the table whilst Yuhang and another servant set it up with tea and snacks. Nezha waits for Mei to sit before he does.
Tea is poured and snacks are distributed. Nezha doesn’t drink, his eyes glued to Mei’s parents to gauge them.
Qing outwardly appears stoic, but Nezha can see the hint of annoyance shining in Qing’s eyes, his sharp ears catching the insistent tapping of Qing’s fingers on his knees. He’s irritated by something. Be it by Nezha’s presence or something else, he’s not sure. He recalls how Zan had a chat with Mei’s parents and how horrifically it ended due to their blockheadedness. Perhaps Qing is expecting a repeat.
Oh, how sorely disappointed he’s going to become, because Nezha is nothing like Zan.
Xin, meanwhile, was much better at hiding her true feelings. No fidgeting, no bounding of her leg or insistent fixing her hair. The eyes, however, always give away true feelings. She’s just as irritated as her husband, staring hard at Nezha as he sits next to Mei.
Both are equally overprotective, but the mother is more so. Noted.
“Young man,” Qing speaks up, “What is the reason—”
“You will address me properly,” Nezha says, his voice like the crack of a whip. “Yuhang should have informed you of who I am and what I am. My appearance is that of a boy, but I am far from it. You will refer to me as the Lotus Prince, and nothing more.”
He certainly didn’t like being interrupted, especially in such a way, and in front of his own daughter. He clears his throat, his eyes slowly turning towards Mei. “Xiaojiao, leave us so we may discuss.”
“Uh, no?” Mei says, taking her teacup and sipping it. “I’m staying.”
“Young lady,” Xin speaks up now, sounding like she’s about to scold her daughter for the next ten minutes. “Your father and I must have a private discussion with this boy—with this Lotus Prince—” Nezha can see Yuhang’s lips press into a line “—and it is not meant for your ears.”
“Why?” She asks, plain and simple.
Before Xin can give an excuse, Nezha says, his tone finalist, “She stays.”
“I must request that you do not intervene in a conversation between mother and child,” Xin says to him now, her sharp gaze meeting him. He remains unwavering, raising a brow and extremely unimpressed.
Mother and Princess Iron Fan and Lady Lihua have a better stink eye than this woman.
He gives a short and to the point explanation, “This conversation concerns her.” Then he says a second time, “She stays.”
Mei slowly sips her tea, reaching for a snack and munching on it. She glances between Nezha and her parents, her eyes slowly widening as she watches her mother relent with a huff.
“And what is this concern regarding our daughter?” Qing asks, placing a hand on his wife’s knee to calm her.
“The fact that you are the very obstacle stopping her from reaching adulthood.”
The reaction was almost immediate after Nezha’s blunt statement. Mei choked on her tea, masking her laugh with coughing. Yuhang turned their head away, covering their mouth, but Nezha can see the faintest smile on their lips. Qing and Xin, on the other hand, look as if he had killed their daughter right in front of them.
“You—!” Xin’s harsh stare became more heated, now full on glaring at Nezha as if he weren’t a several thousand-year-old god. “How dare you assume such a thing!”
“I never assume,” he says bluntly. “I do not need to spend even a full day observing your parental tactics to know that you are the reason she is not growing.”
The silence within the room is most likely suffocating for everyone. To Nezha, however, he is very much used to settings like this. Too many meetings within the Celestial Court, too many heated arguments and tense silences in a room full of powerful gods have left him unfazed by the silence of mortals.
His gaze remains unwavering as he stares at Qing and Xin, his stern tone unapologetic as he says, “You have sheltered her from a world where she can learn and grow, wrapped her in layers of restrictions, and stifled her every attempt at independent thought.” He takes the teacup now, holding it to his lips and staring over the rim of the cup at them.
“We know what is best for our daughter,” Xin says through clenched teeth, her face reddening with anger.
“Debatableeee,” Mei mutters under her breath.
“Long Xiaojiao!” Qing reprimands. “Don’t speak to your mother that way!”
She just scoffs, her eyes lowered to the table.
“Lotus Prince,” he looks at Nezha now. “We have raised our daughter with the best intentions any parent could have, and have only protected her from the harsh realities of the world.”
“Protected, or confined?” Nezha asks, “Would you rather her live in a fantasy than in reality, if that is the case?” His eyes shine with a silent challenge that said, I dare you to argue with me.
It seems Qing is willing to take the dare. “She is young and impressionable and does not understand how the world works—”
“And she’s right here!” Mei interjects, waving her hand. “Look—I get it—I shrink up sometimes when I get scolded. But, like, I’m not some delicate flower?? Who likes being scolded anyway? Who wouldn’t shrivel a little bit if they’re being scolded by parents or someone they trust?”
Nezha places a hand on her shoulder. Not to silence her, but as a quiet act of comfort. He says, “You two have turned her into a caged bird, unable to stretch her wings and explore her potential and to learn from her own experiences. Your best intentions have only hurt your child and deprived her of learning how to think for herself and craft an identity of her own.”
Xin’s fists clenched, her voice trembling with a mixture of anger and disbelief. A clear sign she’s not used to having someone talk to her in such a way. “You dare come here and criticize our parenting? It doesn’t matter who you are, we know her best as her parents—”
“As her teacher, it is my job to know what she needs as well,” he cuts in, his words like a sharp knife slicing away her rebuttal. “And as her teacher, I know what she does not need, is either of you treating her like a delicate doll.”
“Her teacher?” Qing scoffs, his eyes shining with judgment now as he looks over Nezha. “Is that why she’s been leaving at the crack of dawn and sneaking out despite being grounded?”
It is astounding he believes grounding to be a valid statement for his argument.
“How the hell did they know I was sneaking out??” Mei whispers to herself, suddenly pulling her phone out and tapping through it. “Did they bug my phone again?!”
Again?
Qing crosses his arms, looking Nezha up and down. “I don’t recall asking you to teach our daughter.”
“Because you did not. Sun Wukong did,” Nezha says plainly. “Mei wishes to learn how to fight. You rejected her. So she went to other sources.”
“You went behind our backs to acquire a fighting instructor?!” Xin now turns her heated glare to Mei, making her flinch and shrink. “Long Xiaojiao, we taught you better than that—”
“I want to learn how to fight, so I can learn how to protect my friends and family!” Mei shouts, slamming her hands on the table. “MK is gonna be out there fighting and putting his life in danger, and you don’t see his dad caging him up!”
“Mr. Pigsy’s parenting methods are…” Xin hums, fiddling with her necklace. “Curious.”
And yet he was able to raise a kind and knowledgeable boy.
Nezha even says so, “And yet, Pigsy has raised a wonderful child beloved by nearly half the city, if not over half of it.” He finally sips the tea, his gaze remaining harder than stone. “Mei is not some porcelain doll who will break at the smallest pebble in her path. She is not meant to be shielded from this world. She is a person with her own thoughts, feelings, and potential.
“Treating her in such a way—hiding her from the dark truths of the world and acting as her shield whenever she makes a mistake—will hinder her growth, not help it. She will learn, and she will grow, with or without your help.”
“We forbid you from taking her into danger!” Qing now slams his hand on the table, the tiniest hint of smoke erupting from his mouth. “The life that her friend leads is not one for her! It is too dangerous, too reckless—”
“It’s my life! If I wanna do it, then I’m gonna do it!” Mei shouts. “I’m not eight anymore, guys! Come on, just—let me make my own decisions—”
“You can when you learn to take responsibility—”
“Maybe if you actually fucking taught me how to be responsible—”
“Young lady—”
“Enough,” Nezha says, raising the inflection of his voice and causing the room to shake slightly. It forces everyone to silence. He places a hand on Mei’s shoulder. “Breathe. Control.”
Mei, whose skin had slowly given away to scales, her hands turning to claws and teeth sharpening, takes a deep breath. Most and scalding water billows out of her mouth and drips down her chin with each exhale. The scales don’t go away, but she’s relaxing slightly.
Disgraceful parents. Mother would have a field day with these two.
I will not allow them to further harm this hatchling's growth.
“Can we—” her breath hitches, her eyes glistening “—can we just go? Like, right now? I wanna go. I wanna leave.”
…
Nezha sighs quietly.
Perhaps it is for the best. Especially for her.
She is not yet used to such stressful situations.
He stands. Mei follows. She walks to the door, but he lingers, his eyes remaining on her parents.
“Xiaojiao, running away now will only prove you’re not ready for responsibility—”
“Walking away from a situation that has been deemed useless to fight is not irresponsible,” Nezha cuts off Xin, standing in their line of sight to block Mei out of it. “Leaving a situation when her emotions are too volatile is responsible. Perhaps you should make use of your library and research what that word actually means.”
He raises his chin, his eyes narrowing. “You are a disgrace to actual parents. Instead of being stuck in your head, open your eyes and look at what your daughter is doing.” He folds his arms behind him, saying, “I will train her and teach her discipline, resilience, strength, and empathy. Several things you two clearly lack. And if you wish to stop me…”
His expression darkens slightly, his eyes shining a brighter pink from the fire burning within him. “You are welcome to try.”
The room falls back to a tense silence aside from the quiet sniffs coming from Mei. The truth, raw and undeniable, remains hanging in the air.
Nezha says one final thing, “You have smothered her flames. It is time for her to break free from these self-imposed limitations. She deserves to grow beyond the confines you’ve set for her.”
Without waiting for their rebuttal, he turns and approaches Mei, placing a hand on her shoulder. “Come, hatchling,” he says, his voice gentle when speaking to her.
She wordlessly follows him as he guides her out of the room.
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“The cards themselves act as a focus for our powers,” Uncle Zan says as he chops the scallions. You stand by the stove, occasionally stirring the congee so it doesn’t clump up whilst watching him. He continues to say, “Its main purpose is to act as a protector for its user, summoning a shield or a wall, but a creative mind can do much with that.”
Once the scallions are chopped, he takes a glance at the dough he had sitting off to the side, before deciding it was time to knead it.
You take the chance to check on the chicken dumplings. Almost, but not quite ready yet. “That’s pretty much what happened with Spider Queen. It looked almost like an ocean wave that was swirling around me and MK,” you say, stirring the congee once again. “Do we still have some kimchi left?”
“We have an entire jar in the fridge untouched,” Uncle says, stepping away from rolling the dough to grab said giant jar of kimchi. “Aside from protection, however—” he places the jar aside and continues to roll out the dough “—it can also act as a way to enhance our premonitions. To reach farther than we ever could, and to even project said premonitions for others to see.”
Once he’s finished, you help spread the filling mixture over the dough, and then he sprinkles the scallions on top. He rolls it up, then starts cutting it into sections. “Granted, projection of a premonition is very difficult and not recommended for you right now, nibby. Not while you’re trying to get them under better control.”
“Yeah, that’s what I was thinking,” you huff, grabbing a skillet and placing it on the stove. “So it’s pretty much a magical projector of visions?”
“Only of ones you’re currently having,” he says, flattening out the sections whilst you pour oil into the skillet. “It can project the premonition anyway you wish. On a wall, like a normal projector; in the form of a sphere, like a crystal ball; or even take over an entire room, changing the environment itself into the world of the premonition. That, however, is the most difficult to do.”
“Definitely not doing that, then,” you snort, stepping aside to let him take over cooking the scallion pancakes. You go back to the congee, stirring it before you start setting up the table. “Okay, so the plan is to practice with activating them for defense right now, and then work on the premonition stuff later?”
“Yup!” Uncle Zan places a lid over the skillet before turning to help you set the table up. “We’ll focus on such things after your trip to Flower Fruit with MK and Wukong. For now, you can just continue your normal training with Macaque.”
“Mmm,” you hum, a small frown playing your lips. While Uncle finishes up the scallion pancakes, you get the tea and coffee ready before setting the food out on the table. Your mind, a swirling vortex of thoughts, can’t stop thinking about both Wukong’s words to you just yesterday and the ever deeper hole being dug the longer this whole thing goes.
How much longer until Wukong finds out? Whatever the falling out, it was horrific, especially if it pushed Wukong to kill Macaque. That’s not something easily forgotten—if ever. And both monkeys have rotten feelings about it, making it even more complicated than before.
You’ve been racking your brain to try and think of a way to make this work, to make it so these two could find some kind of peace being in the same room without choking one another. Yet each time, you’ve come up blank. It felt like trying to catch a shooting star with a butterfly net, an endeavor destined to slip through your fingers no matter how hard you try.
“Nibby?” Uncle Zan places a hand on your shoulder, coaxing you out of the storm that was your mind. He asks, gently, “What are you thinking about?”
You press your lips into a tight frown, placing the crispy tofu on the table as he takes the chicken dumplings—now ready for eating—and plates them. You heave a sigh, shaking your head and grabbing the pot filled with congee, placing it at the center atop a cloth. “This whole thing with Wukong and Macaque,” you finally say. “I’m trying to make sure we’re prepared for the whole thing for when—and it’s definitely gonna be a when—it blows up in our faces. I know you said you had it all planned out, but… what is the plan?”
Uncle doesn’t speak at first, his own expression a thoughtful one. He plates the kimchi now, placing it upon the table. “You’ve met Miss Lihua, yes?”
You blink. “Wait—you know her?” After a second, you shake your head. “Never mind, actually. That’s a stupid question. I think the better question is who you don’t know, at this point.”
Uncle Zan snickers, his eyes crinkling as he smiles. He pats your head, saying in an amused tone, “It was through my connected friend that I met her. The one who gave me the Blue Cat’s Eye persona to keep us both safe.”
“I see…” You hum, thumbing at the gemstone around your neck. “So—what about Miss Lihua?”
“She will be the key to assisting us,” says Uncle. Once the coffee and tea are finished, you place the two pots on the table as well atop a cloth. Uncle continues to say, “From what I know, Miss Lihua has been making her own plan on the sidelines for if things with Wukong get out of hand.”
There’s no way she knows about Macaque… does she??
You look around, then at Uncle and point at your ear. He smiles, leaning in to whisper, “He’s sleeping right now, and I ensured to use silencing sigils on the bedroom so he can’t hear us for as long as he’s in there.”
“Damn, you really do think of everything,” you can’t help but snicker. He does seem so prepared for every last thing that could happen. With his reassurance, you ask now, “Does… she know? About Macaque…?”
Your only answer is a shrug. “Your guess is as good as mine, Nibby. If she does or does not, she never revealed it to me, and I have yet to reveal it to her. Perhaps, in the coming week, we can discuss it over tea.”
You nod, pulling at your lower lip again in thought. A habit you got from spending so much time around Wukong. He always does it when he’s thinking, and you just picked it up from him.
It’s highly likely she doesn’t know Macaque’s alive. If she knew, then things would be so different. There’s no way she’d be quiet about her ex-son-in-law actually being alive. Yet you wonder just what is Miss Lihua planning. Could the ‘should things get out of hand’ bit revolve around something to do with MK, or something else?
If she does know about Macaque living and is keeping it quiet, should you start to involve her in these talks?? Ugh, you really need to text her and get a meeting together. Not only to talk about this whole ordeal, but to get a better understanding of how Macaque and Wukong fell out. You have a small inkling already, but… maybe hearing from someone who was there, a witness to most of it, might help you paint the bigger picture.
During your rumination, Uncle Zan finished the scallion pancakes and is placing them upon the table. You grab a cup to pour yourself some coffee. “So… what is the plan?”
“See where the situation goes, and see if there’s something we can do to ensure it doesn’t fall to another fight between Wukong and Macaque,” he answers, brushing your hair from your face. “Should the need arise, however, I have the means with which to contact her. From there, we let her take over.”
“…That’s it?” You don’t know why you expected more from such a thing. Uncle was always an improviser.
“Why so disappointed?” He puts his hand on his hips. “I’m sure you can agree that there’s only so much that individuals like us can do before we must step away for our own safety. Be it physical or emotional.”
“You always sound like you have at least twenty backup plans hidden in your sleeve,” you argue with a small laugh. “Can you blame me?”
“I suppose not.” He smiles, his eyes twinkling with mischief. “With how this particular situation is, however, the best we can do is observe, and react accordingly. Now, come, sit at the table.”
“Uh, yeah, speaking of…” You look over said dining table, staring at the sheer amount of food that’s been placed on it. The scallion pancakes, congee, chicken dumplings, kimchi, crispy tofu, even some garlic green beans and thinly sliced roasted pork all adorned it. “We have enough food here to feed—what—ten people? Is there some kind of special occasion?”
“Not necessarily,” he gestures for you to sit, so you do. Rather than sit in his chair, he moves away and walks up the stairs. You shift in your seat, leaning to the side as you watch him vanish upstairs.
What’s he doing…?
You hear a shhk —the resounding sound of the shutters being opened, and then a loud THMP!
…
Oh, right. I almost forgot he was sleeping upstairs.
Uncle Zan walks down the steps and sits at the table, a smug smile on his face and a twinkle in his eye as he winks at you. You bite back a snicker and pour tea for him, then coffee for yourself. You contemplate for a moment, before deciding to pour coffee in the extra cup Uncle placed at the table.
Not a minute later, you hear heavy footsteps coming down the stairs, and are not shocked at all to find Macaque stepping around the corner towards the kitchen. Rubbing his face, still half-awake probably, and wearing just a loose pair of worn down trousers.
Not much of a morning person, is he?
“Macaque! So lovely of you to join us,” Uncle Zan says with a bright smile, the mischief in his eye still there.
Macaque grumbles, his tail flicking in annoyance as he brushes by you both straight to the fruit bowl. “There a reason you woke me up this damn early?”
“It’s almost noon,” you point out. If anything, this was a late breakfast.
“Exactly. Early.” He grabs a mango, facing you both and leaning against the island. He eyes up the food, his nostrils flaring as he takes in the scent of the freshly cooked meals and raises a brow. “You two hosting a party or something?” He jeers with a snort.
“We’re hosting you, Macaque,” Uncle responds in a matter of fact tone, gesturing to the empty chair. “This food is for us, but also for you.”
The statement has Macaque faltering for a moment, stopping mid-bite of the mango and eyeing up the food again, then looking at you both. His tail twitches, whipping behind him. Why so suspicious all of a sudden? Is it really that hard to believe that someone decided to cook for him?
“What do you want me to do for you,” he deadpans.
Okay, it is that hard to believe someone would just cook for him.
You can’t even blame him, either. You’re skeptical of acts of kindness from people you scarcely knew or trust. Hell, anytime Macaque was showing his weird acts of kindness to you, you reacted close to the same way.
“The only thing I require from you is to help restock what we used to make this meal,” says Uncle Zan. “Otherwise, it is for you to enjoy.”
Macaque doesn’t move, his eyes narrowing at the table. His nostrils flare again, taking in the savory smell of everything.
“Well, if you don’t want any of it,” you hum, shrugging and turning around to start loading your plate. “More for us.”
“I never said I didn’t want it,” he says quickly before stopping himself. His tail thumps against the island as he lets out a low growl of annoyance.
Gotcha.
“Then join us,” you meet his gaze again, raising a brow and gesturing to the empty chair.
…
…
…
Macaque sits in the chair, looking at the cup of coffee you poured him and sniffing it. He makes a face. Sips it. The reaction that came after was immediate. Thrusting the cup away in a dramatic fashion and audibly gagging. “UGH! What is this?!”
“Coffee?” You snicker, spooning some congee into a bowl and placing it beside your plate. “You’ve never had coffee before?”
“Didn’t exist in my time,” he mutters, glaring at the dark liquid as if it had offended him.
Old man.
He asks, “You enjoy drinking this bitter shit?”
“It’s better with cream and sugar added,” Uncle chuckles whilst offering said items to him. “Try adding a little of each and see how you like it after.”
Macaque does so, his ears flattened against his head with a look of skepticism. He sips the coffee again, looking slightly less disgusted than before. More cream, a bit more sugar, and a sip. Seeming satisfied with the not so bitter taste of the coffee, he finally starts loading up his plate.
You, in the meanwhile, couldn’t help but stare at his chest—more specifically at the large scar adorning it, and the tattoo placed right where his heart was. It looked almost like… a butterfly, flower, and face, all mixed into one? Except… it didn’t necessarily feel like a tattoo. Maybe it was your gut feeling. Maybe it was something else.
Whatever it was, it was telling you—
A hand reaching out in offering
A voice, gentle yet commanding
“Do you agree to the terms of this contract, my champion?”
Another hand with fur the color of starlight grasping hers
“I agree to the terms of this contract.”
—not to jump to conclusions just yet.
You look away to focus on your food. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice both Macaque and Uncle Zan staring your way. Uncle doesn’t press your staring, though Macaque looks like he was about to. At the last minute, as if making a decision in his mind, he decides against it.
“You know,” Macaque muses aloud, his plate absolutely loaded with pretty much a little bit of everything. “I could get used to you two cooking all of this just for little ol’ me.”
“Don’t,” you and Uncle say at the same time.
“This cost so much of our stock,” you say after swallowing a bite of your food. “You’re the reason I need to make another run to the markets tomorrow when I just did so the other day.”
“Actually, nibby…” Uncle Zan smiles, his eyes twinkling. “I did say Macaque will need to restock what we used to make all of this. So when you go to the markets, take him with you. I’m sure he’ll be happy to help pay for it. And to ensure to keep us stocked up on groceries so we can keep feeding him.”
“And not only eating mangoes every day,” you point out.
“Of course, of course.”
Macaque rolls his eyes. “Fine, jeez. Fair’s fair, I suppose. We’ll go before your training tomorrow.” He picks at his teeth with one of his claws, before taking his now empty plate and beginning to load it a second time.
How has he already finished his plate and loading up again?? How much does this monkey eat?!
Does Wukong eat this much, too?
As if reading your mind, you hear Macaque say, “More muscle means more food is needed to upkeep the energy.” He side-glances you, raising a brow. “You were staring again, spitfire.”
Rather than deny it like last time, you just say, “This only further confirms that if you want this much food on a regular basis, you need to make sure we’re stocked.”
“Yeah, yeah.”
A silence falls over you three as you eat breakfast. It’s not uncomfortable. Just a bit odd. Of all the situations you expected to find yourself in, this was definitely not one of them. Hosting a powerful stone monkey like Macaque, having him sit at your table. It’s just like when he had spoken to you—him coming over and hanging out as if you’re neighbors. It’s certainly… unusual, when time is taken to actually think about it.
Given the look on his face, he most likely feels the same way. His muscles were still tense, and he looked as if he was ready for someone (probably Wukong) to burst through the door or the window or something. His ears remained flared out, listening intently to everything you and Uncle Zan couldn’t hear. His eyes occasionally dart to the front door, or the window within the kitchen.
Always on edge. Always ready for anything.
Jeez… he and I really are a lot alike, aren’t we?
You remember being the exact same way during your first year here. Hell, sometimes the old habit of checking the windows and doors still linger, even after knowing that this was a safe haven from any danger outside. There are moments that still feel so surreal. After years and years on the streets back in America and suddenly having a home and family help you… yeah, you still have a lot of your own adjusting to do.
You’re sure most of this would take even longer if Zan wasn’t here to help you—and especially if he wasn’t such a great therapist.
“What are your plans to train my nibbling today, Macaque, if I may ask?” Uncle asks suddenly, sipping his tea.
“Endurance and reading your opponent,” he says after swallowing an entire chicken dumpling. “You’re a fast learner with stances and movement, so we’re gonna move on to the next step in a minute. Most of the fighting you’ll learn better with an actual sparring partner anyway.”
“Mmm,” you hum. “And when do we start?”
He looks at you now, his lips curling up into a sly grin. “We can start as early as after breakfast, spitfire~ Since your uncle was oh so kind to wake me up early.”
You don’t know why, but you feel like today’s training is really going to test your patience.
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He’s absolutely testing your patience today. Given how many times you’ve met the floor and he’s taunted you.
“You can do better than that, spitfire,” he’d say, standing over you while you lay on the ground and stare at the ceiling.
“And you can be less of a dick,” you’d retort, pushing yourself up and groaning.
“How else are you gonna learn? Get back into stance and try to hit me.”
You won’t deny that you half expected Macaque’s fighting style to be close to Wukong’s. That was quickly thrown into the trash whilst you gave yourself a quick internal reprimand. The two may have a lot in common, but they’re nothing alike. Wukong focused on power while Macaque focused on speed.
A bit of the bias is still there. It’s gonna take a bit to fully kill it off.
One thing you will say that the two monkeys do the same way is their banter. With Macaque not trying to copy how Wukong trained others, you realize that Macaque’s own smack talk can be just as playful, but he has a certain coyness to it. You’re sure he’s hammering it down further with you because of your reactions, given the stupid shit-eating grin he has every time you bite back.
“Stop putting so much power into your attacks,” he says as he catches your foot and twists it, making you tumble and fall flat on your back again.
“Oof!”
“I told you, you’re looking to last in a fight, not pass out halfway through.” He sighs, planting his hands on his hips and standing over you again. He bends forward somewhat and offers his hand, making you hesitate. You blink up at him, unable to stop yourself from trying to read too deep into a simple action of helping you to your feet.
Taking notice of your hesitance, he moves to pull his hand away, but you reach out and take it. A silent acceptance that neither of you further acknowledge aside from a locking of the eyes. Macaque pulls you up, immediately releasing your hand and crossing his arms to both give and get space. You take note of his tail whipping about this way and that, his ears flat against his head.
This whole thing may seem resolved, but all of this is still gonna take a while to get used to. For both of us.
You take a small step back, clearing your throat. “You were saying?” You ask, quietly offering to move the topic away from that moment. Seems it was certainly something he desired, given the subtle sigh and slight slump of his shoulders.
“Endurance,” he says. “Remember that endurance is everything. Not power. Your enemy can be ten times stronger than you, but if you’re able to last in the fight, it doesn’t matter how strong they are. They’ll be the first to fall because they exhausted themselves.” He steps away several paces before falling back into his stance.
“Again.”
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You lean back against the wall, heaving a sigh. You wipe the sweat from your brow, grabbing at your water bottle and taking several large gulps from it. You glance over at Macaque, who doesn’t look tired in the slightest, currently reorganizing the weapons on the rack.
Despite the fact that part of this place is covered in dust and filth, I was not expecting him to be such a neat freak.
While you rest and catch your breath, you idly watch him as he walks around the dojo, making sure everything’s in order and in its place. There’s a certain calculative look in his eye that you haven’t seen before, the kind someone has when they’re in deep thought. Either organizing things is his way of meditation, or he genuinely just wants to fix up the dojo. You’re not sure.
You momentarily check your phone, noticing several texts from MK with pictures attached to them. Nearly all of them were selfies with him and “Big Brother Yiran” in several different locations of Megapolis, saying you should join them whenever you’re able. You take a moment to reply to his texts, unable to stop yourself from smiling.
Such an adorable kid.
Your eyes linger on one particular photo where both MK and Wukong were grinning at the camera. You might as well be staring at two suns in this photo with how bright their smiles were. It’s such a simple thing, a simple photo, yet it conveys so much from Wukong about just how much he cares about MK. Remembering the talk involving him and Mr. Pigsy and yourself further solidifies it.
And yet it just brings about more questions than answers. In Wukong’s words, he gave MK his blessing while he was in development. He knew MK’s parents personally. You knew both he and Macaque had a soft spot for kids, and no doubt MK wormed his way into Wukong’s heart very quickly after being born, yet… something just felt off.
If MK is human… Why choose a human boy to give his blessing? Why not just choose a demon to take under his wing, or some other long-life species? Even so, what’s the limit to MK’s tolerance of all that magic in him before it becomes too much and ultimately destroys him?
Then again, if MK isn’t human… What did Wukong do? You can’t stop thinking about how Erlang worded it as ‘made a successor’ and how Wukong worded MK’s development as ‘being thought of.’ As if he were some kind of art project being planned out.
You want to trust Wukong. You want to believe he wouldn’t be this reckless, reputation or not. He may be impulsive and hasty in his decision-making, but if he’s been thinking about getting a successor for a while now, this certainly wouldn’t be something he’d rush. Not counting the moment he rushed MK into a fight he wasn’t ready for. At least he learned from that.
You recall your question to Wukong when it was just the two of you, when you had asked him what would happen to MK, what he was.
His hint—if it could even be called that.
“MK’s the only one in his family to have freckles.”
Not exactly the most helpful, but it’s all he’ll give you even after your insistent texting to him.
Your eyes graze over the picture again as you think. You’ve never seen actual photos of MK’s parents, or anyone else in his family, really. You trust Wukong wouldn’t lie about such a thing, though. But now that you’re taking a moment to really look over MK’s features, you notice how the freckles splattered across his cheeks really do stand out to the rest of his appearance.
Then you glance at Wukong's human appearance in the photo.
…
Wait a minute—
“Spitfire.”
You jump, looking up at Macaque. He raises a brow, his arms crossed. “Break time’s over. We’re moving to the next lesson.”
“Ah—right…” You take one final look at your phone, eyeing up Wukong’s freckles, before placing your phone back into your bag and standing up.
MK’s freckles are almost the same as Wukong’s…
That could mean a multitude of things, but I shouldn’t jump to conclusions just yet.
I’ll see if I can’t get some information from Miss Lihua.
From what I know, she’ll be back in Megapolis tomorrow. If she knows about Macaque, then… does she know anything about MK?
Putting that thought aside for another day, you join Macaque at the training mat. You stretch your arms with a quiet groan. “So, oh wise teacher, what is it now?”
“Finding your opponent's weakness,” he says with a grin, his tail flicking and lazily swaying behind him. “We’re gonna spar, as we have been, but you’re gonna have to find out what my weakness is.”
You give him a once-over, your eyes roaming his figure. Your gaze lingers on his cloudy right eye, where the scarring is the worst. You click your tongue and enter your stance. “Okay.”
He holds a hand out, making a gesture for you to come at him.
So you do.
As expected, despite being blind in his right eye, he was fully prepared for any attack towards that side. Each attack was anticipated and either deflected or left you falling to the floor for the upteenth time. You’ve attempted to find a weak spot on him from behind, and met the floor again. You tried his side. Once more, you get to become very acquainted with the floor.
And, of fucking course, each time Macaque has something to say about your attempts.
“You really think I wouldn’t expect that?
“Try again, spitfire.
“Ooooh, almost! Well, not really.
“I know you can do better than that. Are you getting desperate?”
“Desperate for you to shut the fuck up,” you groan, wiping some sweat from your brow.
Macaque smirks. In a swift movement, the wind is knocked out of you and your world is spinning. You blink rapidly, very quickly taking notice of how uncomfortably close he was. His hands tightly grasped your wrists, pinning them on either side of your head with the rest of your body pressed against the wall.
“You want me to shut up?” He asks, his tail flicking against your ankle. “Then find my weakness and make me.”
Immediately, your knee shoots up to hit him right in the crotch. It was a low blow, but you really didn’t care. Especially not with the position you were in. His tail catches your leg before you could hit him where the sun don’t shine, unfortunately. Upon looking at him, you notice the slight widening of his eyes and how he let out a breath.
Was he seriously not expecting you to try such a thing?
As if it never happened, his tail forces your leg away from his crotch and his cocky smirk is back. “Cute,” he snorts, his tail flicking at your nose. “But that isn’t my weakness.”
“It’s one of them,” you retort, tugging at your wrists. His grip remains firm, refusing to let go. If anything, he tightens his grip further, causing a somewhat painful wave to shoot through your arms.
“But not my actual weakness,” he says, leaning closer. His breath tickles your ear as he whispers, “You’re a smart oracle, spitfire. C’mon, I know you can do better than this. Where’s that creative, survivalist spirit, huh?”
Is he flirting or just being an obnoxious dick?
Your face scrunches up into a mixture of annoyance and loathing. He had to be getting this close just to further rile you up and aggravate you. The thing that irritated you more was that it was working. You hated how close he was. You wanted space.
I hate this.
Get away.
Let go.
Let me GO.
You yank again, but that only makes his grip tighten.
“Remember your breathing, spitfire,” he reminds you, the playful lilt in his voice gone.
You inhale, then exhale. Again.
Calm down. Calm down.
He’s doing this on purpose. He has to be.
Just another test.
You huff, leaning back against the wall and staring at the ceiling. Of course, it was another test. Not only were you finding his weakness, he was making you face your own—your anger. Though it wasn’t anything compared to his own or Wukong’s, your anger certainly can get the best of you at the worst of times. Like right now.
Rather than make me learn the hard way, he’s probably using these tactics to teach me patience on the battlefield.
It always goes back to patience, doesn’t it? It seems to be tested a lot more in recent times. Then again, you did live most of your life alone with very little social interaction. Looks like it’s just finally catching up to you.
“Feel better?” He snickers, still annoyingly close to you as he takes on the impish tone once more.
It’s also too bad that Macaque loves to test said patience all the damn time.
“Bite me,” you deadpan.
“Nah, not in the mood right now,” he laughs, his breath brushing against your ear.
Still too close.
Get away.
You side-eye him, narrowing your gaze. He wasn’t going to back off until you found his stupid weakness. Or until you gave up, which you were way too stubborn to do. Your eyes flicker to his ears, raising a brow as an idea crosses your mind.
No one ever really liked having someone blow in their ear. Animals less so. Wukong certainly hated it happening to him, based on what MK told you. You wonder, given the sheer sensitivity of Macaque’s own ears…
“What’s wrong, spitfire?” Macaque whispers to you, his tone all but mocking. “Are you giving up? I don’t blame you—”
You don’t let him finish his sentence as you abruptly turn your head and harshly blow into his ears.
His body violently flinched, head tucking down and exclaiming, “AUGH —what the fuck?!”
The minute you feel his grip on you slacking, you bring your knee up a second time. This time, with him much too distracted by the sudden assault, your knee was able to collide very harshly against his crotch. He sucks in a breath, gritting his teeth and letting out a low groan in pain.
You hook your heel onto his calf and shove all your weight forward. You both go tumbling to the ground with you on top of Macaque. Utilizing his slow recovery of both his sensitive ears and family jewels being assaulted, you grab at his wrists and slam them on either side of his head. Your legs trap his own, and you press your foot onto his tail.
You both remain in that position, staring at one another, the air thick with tension. Macaque’s eyes were wide with shock, his ears flat against his head and looking you over. You, meanwhile, allow yourself to have a triumphant smirk. You won’t deny you feel a slight (okay, more than slight) satisfaction from finally making the arrogant ass speechless. You’re allowed to revel in it for just a minute.
“What’s wrong, Macaque?” You ask, carrying the same mocking tone he had just a moment ago. “Oracle got your tongue?”
There’s a pregnant silence that overtakes the room as Macaque stares up at you. And then, just as quick as the shock was there, it’s gone. Replaced by a spark in his eye. A hint of something you can’t name, as well as… respect. Macaque scoffs and grins. “Not bad, spitfire. I’ll give that one to you.”
His leg easily breaks free from your own trying to pin him. With a swift kick, you’re now on the floor, and he’s got you under him. “Glad to see you’re not afraid to take cheap shots.”
“The taser wasn’t any clue to that?” You ask with a raised brow, earning a chuckle from him.
He gets off of you and pulls you to your feet. “We’ll say you pass that lesson for now. We’ll be going back to endurance for the rest of the session, and tomorrow…” He taps his chin thoughtfully, before a sly grin crawls onto his features. “Well—I’ll leave that as a fun surprise.”
In the short time knowing him, you can already tell it’s going to be something he’ll enjoy while you’ll hate. You huff, blowing some stray hairs from your face and rolling your shoulders. “You and I have very different definitions of ‘fun,’ you know that, right?”
“You have the more boring definition,” he states with a flick of his tail against your nose. “Now, take a quick break. We’ll get back into endurance training afterward.”
“Of course, oh wise teacher.”
You go to sit back down, heaving a sigh and rubbing your face. Your mind swirls with endless questions and theories—all revolving around the stuff going on with MK and the Lady Bone Demon’s return. Yet despite it all, you force yourself to focus on the here and now. While you’re not sure when this is all going to come to pass (and was definitely on your to-do list to find out), you shouldn’t waste your time fretting over it.
One thing at a time.
Focus on the now. You’ll figure out the rest later.
Notes:
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Chapter 32: Confluence
Notes:
Slowly, ever so slowly, the chips fall where they must.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Seems everything has kept up well while I was gone…
But that’s only on the outside.
Servants always do their job to care for the palace.
The true upkeep lies with the family itself.
Time to do a check-in.
Lihua strolls through grand halls lit by enchanted lantern light, nodding and waving to those who greet her. She doesn’t go straight for the workroom, where she knows Red Son is currently hidden away. No, first she’s on the search for that son of hers that’s gotten much too good at staying under the radar. With what little plant life resides within the palace, it certainly makes it harder to detect him, never mind that smoke magic he picked up some century or two ago.
Even so, a mother knows her son best. She knows for a fact he would have first gone to Red Son to say hi to him (and bug the boy) before returning to his room to unpack like he’s been stalling for the last month. And, sure enough, as her silent footsteps approach the door leading to Fengshe’s room, she hears the soft rustling of him moving about.
He tries to be unpredictable, but he certainly has the same need for routine like his father.
Lihua knocks twice. “Little cub, may I come in?”
“Yes, Mother.”
She steps in, a soft smile pulling at her lips as she observes Fengshe tossing his clothes unceremoniously out of his pack and into a pile. Ah, some things never change. “You know Chen Yu will not be happy to see that pile.”
“Hence why I’m going to be organizing it once it’s all out of my bag before she sees it,” he responds in a matter-of-fact tone, placing a hand on his chest and offering a smug smirk. His hat tilts and falls over his eyes, making his smile fall, and he has to take a moment to adjust it back in place. “Stupid oversized thing…”
“You’ll grow into it, my cub.” She steps forward, reaching out and fixing it up for him after gently slapping his hands away. “Your father was able to grow into it, you will too.”
“Would’ve been nice to have instructions on how to retract the blades on them,” he hums, lightly flicking at one of the blades in question. Alas, only Liu knew how to do such a thing… The trade secret of how that hat turned to weapon worked was buried along with his body back on Flower Fruit.
She fixes some stray fur, picking out a bug she finds and snacking on it. “Knowing the inquisitive mind of my two boys?” She pinches his cheek now and smiles. “Either one of you could figure it out in time.”
“Hah! As if I’d let the hothead touch this,” Fengshe snorts, returning to tossing his clothes out of his pack and into a pile. “He’ll sooner turn it to ash than figure out how to make the blades retract.”
“You know it’s fireproof, cub.”
“He doesn’t, though.”
Ah, you little shit, she thinks, a smile of endearment crossing her features. You’re so much like your elder brother.
She laughs nonetheless, stepping over to the plant residing in his room. She holds a hand out, the plant responding to her magic and wrapping vines around her fingers in a happy greeting. Its little voice rings in her mind as flowers bloom from the plant, saying, hello, hello, hello!
“So cruel to your nephew,” she comments, checking in on the plant with a tilt of her head and a gentle coaxing. Happy and healthy. Fengshe’s been doing a good job taking care of it. She says, “You should be nicer to him.”
“Only when he starts being nicer to me,” he says back with a shrug. “I greet him and get to meet his boyfriend, and all he does is scream and shout and threaten to burn me to ashes. He really does like forgetting I’m resistant to fire, huh?”
Boyfriend?
“Boyfriend?” She asks aloud, turning to him now. Thankfully, true to his word, he began organizing the messy pile of his clothes. Deciding to offer a hand, she steps over to finish unpacking the rest of his things acquired from visiting Lord Azure. “He’s courting someone?”
“Probably,” he says, being as vague and unhelpful as ever. “Both he and the cub sputtered like a bull clone on the fritz when I mentioned it, so maybe they are, or maybe they haven’t figured it out yet.” He glances her way with a sly smile.
The cub…?
He couldn’t possibly mean…
“Xiaotian?” Asks Lihua, her brows raising. What an interesting choice… surely, she was not suspecting such a thing. With the “feud” (and she uses quotes because it’s really only one-sided) between Wukong and Lord Ox, she would’ve guessed that Red Son kept his distance from the lad, Spider Queen situation notwithstanding.
“The very same,” Fengshe confirms. “Was planning to look deeper into him right about now, actually.” He stretches, his tail curling behind him before falling into a relaxed sway. “We don’t know much about him aside from the obvious, and his adoptive dad’s putting up help wanted posters.”
“Oh, for the deliveries?” Lihua can’t help but smile. How cute that this is how Fengshe wishes to gather information. It fits for him, however. “What about getting in contact with the little fish?”
“Just like a fish, they’re a lot more slippery than I originally thought,” he’s loath to admit it, she can tell, but his grin is another show that he loves the challenge. “So I figured I’d get two birds with one stone by keeping an eye on the kid, and also catching the oracle in the process—since they’re helping train him from what you told me. It’s just a plus that I get free employee meals over at the noodle place.”
“You’ll be doing that after you put your trinkets away that you acquired when visiting Camel Ridge, I assume?” Lihua asks with a raised brow, tilting her head at him.
“I thought I’d leave the servants for that.” He adjusts his hat again, his eyes shining and his grin turning more mischievous. “That’s what they’re for, right?”
“Excuse me?”
“Wait—did you think I was being serious?” He laughs at the look on her face.
She reaches for him, yanking his hat over his eyes. “Of course not, because I know I raised my son to not make an ass of himself in such a way.” She crosses her arms and smiles whilst he fixes up his hat. “Besides, if I don’t reprimand you, Chen Yu certainly will.”
“The whole palace will shake under the ferocity of her shouts. Uncle Ox won’t have anything on her.” His statement has her laughing now, too. With a wave of his hand, smoke billows from his sleeves and swirls around the trinkets. Out pops little miniature monkeys made of smoke that gather around and start carrying his trinkets away towards a shelf.
Said shelf was filled with even more random gadgets and gizmos he’s collected over the years. Including props or outfits he’s stolen from sets in the operas he’s acted in.
A true hoarder, just like Wukong.
At least Fengshe knows to organize it all.
Lihua steps closer to him, placing a kiss on his forehead and nuzzling her cheek against his. Though he grumbles and his cheeks flush in embarrassment, he returns the affectionate gesture. She asks, “Let me know what you find out about the boy, when you look into him, yes?”
He smiles, that mischievous shine taking over his eyes once more. She already knows that smile means he'll be looking very close into that boy's past and present. Most likely to the point of learning some embarrassing traits of Xiaotian—ah, right, he prefers MK—to harass the poor lad.
Rather than reprimand him, knowing it’s just how he works, she lightly tugs his ear and says, "Be nice to him, cub. Technically, he’s your little brother, too."
“Of course, Mother, of course,” he says back quickly. “See you at dinner~” And then his body breaks down into a cloud of smoke to allow an easier escape and relief for his poor ear.
With a sigh and a shake of her head, she strolls out of his quarters and heads for the western side of the palace. No doubt Fengshe’s just excited to have a true little brother to play around with, what with how he was the youngest of her children until recently. Hence, why she can’t truly blame him, nor will she try to stop him.
She strolls down opulent halls and grand tapestries, her fingers grazing along what little plant life resides within. Her mind wanders as she walks, jumping between the topics in her head like a bumblebee buzzing between flowers, dutifully collecting pollen. Except, her pollen is information.
First came the thoughts that never truly left her; thoughts of her eldest son. So many questions lingered behind like a footprint left in the overgrowth. How was he doing? Was he taking care of himself? Was he cooking meals rather than just snacking or ordering take-out all the time?
Next came thoughts about her newest boy; dearest little MK. In truth, she never expected Wukong to make a successor, let alone leave the boy to be raised by heaven-blessed humans. Lord Azure was just as shocked to hear the news. As sad as it sounds, both he and Lihua fully expected Wukong to simply remain isolated on Flower Fruit after what happened with both Macaque and the Bone Demon.
Ah, she remembers how the heavens shook when they realized what her eldest son had done… She remembers staying up for weeks, anxious and angry, waiting to hear the news from Lord Azure about what happened, and what was going to be done. The last time she was in such a state was… when everything fell apart.
But, alas, she shouldn’t allow her mind to wander too far, or else she’ll run out of stamina to fly between flowers, and plummet into the grass. She turns her thoughts back to MK, her youngest boy, Wukong’s successor.
If Wukong is taking on a successor… it’s highly possible he’ll finally, finally retire from working from the Heavenly Court if he hadn’t already. Such a thing could mean an abundance of possibilities. Either he’ll (at last) come visit Lord Azure and catch up, make amends with Lord Ox after their altercation, or even just remain in hiding on Flower Fruit, never to be seen again. Her eldest son loved to be unpredictable like that, never allowing too many to understand what his inner mind was thinking.
Too bad for him, his mother knows him like the back of her hand.
It’s highly possible he’ll be facing several ghosts and demons, both physical and mental. He was never one to wallow for long—at least back in the day. So many years have passed since she last saw him before that fateful day she was called to the Court. The only difference between how he was back then and how he is now is… how tired he looks. So, so tired.
How she wishes she could pull him into her lap and sing lullabies like how she used to when he was younger, petting his fur and letting him snore up a storm. She wonders if he snores more quietly now, or if it can still shake the very foundations of a building.
Perhaps I can check in on him tomorrow, see how he’s doing. Perhaps… I can attempt to coax him and Lord Ox to finally reestablish harmony between each other.
It’s an extremely ambitious thing, she knows this. Lady Iron hasn’t been the same since her husband was sealed, and poor Red Son suffered for it. But Lihua, much like her eldest, is a stubborn monkey herself, and isn’t one to give up so quickly. This garden may have been trampled and damaged, but it can be healed and blossom once more with care and hard work.
Contract with the Celestials notwithstanding, she won’t allow this family to be torn apart from the inside, especially from Lord Ox’s bullheadedness (pun half intended).
Ah, but there she goes, allowing her mind to wander once more. What else was she thinking about… Yes, yes, the clairvoyant, Bluebell being the nickname she’s so lovingly chosen for them (aside from little fish, of course).
Such a quiet and polite one they are. They and their uncle are so alike, yet so different. Bluebell always carried a cautious look about them, unless they were truly comfortable, while Zan always had that smile on his face that said he knew more than you did. Where Bluebell spoke their mind, Zan kept quiet and waited.
Yet she can certainly see the similarities—their observant eye, their careful choosing of words (when Bluebell isn’t lost in their temper), their playful banter. Lihua certainly sees other similarities too, to that of Zhihao, but that’s for another day.
The only thing she can really hope for them is that they’re taking care of themselves. She’s so often seen and heard them taking care of others, that she worries they’re picking up nasty habits from her eldest son. If she finds that she’s right, they’ll both get a good ear pinching.
However… she knows she must contact Bluebell and Zan, soon. She smelled the scent of her second son (yes, even if he and Wukong are no longer together, Macaque will always be her boy) on Bluebell the minute she stepped into Fengshe’s safe house to heal them. She smelled the shadow magic radiating from their back. Now they’re approaching Lihua with questions, carefully chosen to show curiosity, but she hasn’t lived this long to not know what information gathering is.
Wukong finding out Macaque is alive will come a lot sooner rather than later, and that’s something she’s wholly prepared for. She can only hope that Zan and Bluebell are, as well. Hence, why she’s debating on contacting them to reveal she does know.
Then comes Red Son, asking the same questions in the same careful manner. Wanting to know the relationship between Wukong and Macaque, to understand their falling out. Slowly but surely, everything is coming together, tiny streams finding their way to the main river that’ll eventually reach the ocean.
Lihua slowly inhales, closing her eyes, then exhales.
One step at a time. She can’t spread herself too thin. Right now, she must focus on the Bull Family, then she can focus on Macaque and Wukong. For the time being, she’ll simply respond to Nibby’s inquiry about meeting up to discuss things, and go from there. With Red Son, she’ll simply see if he wishes to discuss the matter now or later, and do the same.
Afterward, she’ll continue her slow but sure progress in getting into the thick, thick skull of Lord Ox. Then, hopefully—oh, hopefully—she can plant a seed that will blossom into an idea, a desire more so, for reconciliation between Wukong and Lord Ox.
I truly, truly hope that another reconciliation can happen, but the other party needs to finally come out of hiding, first.
It’s an attempt, at least, to try to make some form of peace between what remains of the Brotherhood. Lihua already knows Lord Ox grieves for Macaque’s “passing” (it’s the… tamest way she can think of putting it), and that he still holds very sour feelings for Wukong sealing him away.
Destroying several villages filled with innocent mortals and demons alike wasn’t the best way to handle things… But he and my eldest certainly had a lot in common when it comes to their emotions.
Perhaps in this time that she’s playing catch up and seed planting with Wukong, she might find the opportunity to see Bluebell and speak to them sooner. Besides, she’s curious about their relationship with Wukong, as they’ve seemed quite close in these past few weeks. If she’s to assume, at the very least. Especially since the last time she spoke to Bluebell, they still referred to Wukong as “Great Sage,” but now they’re simply calling him “Wukong.”
Curious, curious…
So many questions, but they are questions she’ll leave for the future. Either when she goes to find out herself, or when Fengshe tells her if he finds out before her. For now, she’ll simply focus on what’s in front of her. Such as checking in on her second family.
Her feet made nary a sound against the carpeted floors as she approached Red Son’s room. One ear twitches, catching the end of a conversation he was having.
“Stop forgetting to speak to the oracle! This is the seventh time it’s happened,” She hears him say, making her pause at his door. “Do I need to go out there and find them myself??”
He’s trying to get in contact with Bluebell…?
I wonder if it’s the same reason as his desire to talk to me…
“I know, I know, I’m sorry!” Another voice says back, sounding like it was over the phone. She never forgets a voice, and that’s how she can instantly tell it's MK he’s talking to. “I’ll be seeing them in a few days for that hotpot I was mentioning. So I’ll definitely ask them, then!” A small pause, and then she hears, “And, uh, well, if you—if you wanted—you can come, too—”
“Absolutely not. I will not fraternize with such lowly peasants.”
Ah, yes, the hotpot…
MK invited Lihua and Fengshe to the gathering as well, which they both happily accepted. It’s a shame Red Son declined, it would’ve made for a very interesting gathering—especially with Wukong needing to use a clone to keep up the deception of Yiran.
Oh, yes, Lihua knows that too. Does one really expect a mother to not know what her son has been up to? She may not know the finer details, but she knows enough, for now.
She hears a happy, “Goodbye!” From MK, indicating the conversation was over. She then hears Red Son muttering under his breath about needing to do something, but it was too quiet for her to make out.
Lihua waits twenty more seconds, before gently knocking on the door and calling out, “Little fire? May I come in?”
Red Son on the other side of the door trips over something, judging from the sounds of stumbling and a quiet, “Blast it—” from him. Then the door opens, and he’s standing before her, adjusting his glasses. “ Ahem… Hello, Mother Lihua.”
“Is now not a good time?” She asks with a small smile, only stepping into his room when he gestures for her to.
“No, no,” he says quickly. “If anything, it’s perfect timing. If you don’t mind, Mother Lihua, could you assist me in looking after Experiment-384? That blasted pile of fertilizer won’t listen to a thing I say, and you always manage to make it obey you.”
“Of course, little torch. I’d be more than happy to help you.” She follows him into his laboratory, putting a hand on his shoulder and planting a soft kiss atop his head. “How have you been recently?”
“Fine,” he mumbles, not pushing her affection away but begrudgingly accepting it. After they step into his lab, he adds on, “It’s been… eventful while you and Fengshe were checking on the Black Winds Palace. I’m sure it’ll be even more eventful now that you’re both home once more.”
“Oh?” She asks, stepping towards Experiment-384. The giant plant reacts almost immediately, a low gurgling noise erupting from it that sounds almost like a mock coo. She coos back, reaching out and letting its vines wrap around her hand and arm.
Hello hello hello, she hears it whispering to her. Hungry hungry food want food want to eat hungry give give food hungry HUNGRY
“Admittedly, I feel there will be much more chaos within the next week. Or even three days, knowing how Fengshe is,” he mutters the last part, but she catches it. It makes her chuckle.
“It’s hungry,” she tells him, still standing close to the plant experiment. “It wants to eat.”
“Wha—I already fed it earlier this morning! It has meat every three hours on the dot! I also feed it the proper sunlight it needs to grow, and magic it needs to remain sustained!” Red Son argues, slapping a hand on his clipboard for emphasis. Said clipboard had an extensive schedule on caring for Experiment-384, down to when the soil is to be changed and what kind of soil to use.
“Yes, but now that it’s much more mature, it’s able to properly feed off of what it's meant to feed off of,” she says matter-of-factly. The experiment at this point is laying mostly on her shoulders, its mouth making the rumbling coo in her ear. “It wants magic, little fire.”
“What?!” Red Son now looks over his notes, making wild gestures with his free hand as he goes off, “That’s impossible— I already fed it magic earlier this week! It shouldn’t need to feed off of higher quantities of magic for another month—!”
The experiment grumbles again, more insistently.
Hungry hungry want want more MORE give give
Its leaves tremble, vines wrapping tighter around Lihua and nuzzling at her cheek. She can already feel the thorns on its vines trying to pierce her skin to feast on her magic, while at the same time restraining itself to not hurt her. She shushes it, gently scratching under its “chin” to calm it down. “Hush now, little love. He’ll feed you.” That seems to help calm it as it relaxes again, and she looks at Red Son. “It needs to start feeding on higher levels now, little fire. Perhaps there was a miscalculation on how long the growth process would take?”
“Ugh—” he grumbles, taking a pen and starting to scribble several things down. “It looks like it. I’ll be sure to update the feeding schedule…” He groans and pinches at the bridge of his brow, muttering more things under his breath, before he steps aside and begins to search through a cabinet. He pulls out a vial, approaching Lihua and the experiment.
Hungry hungry give give yes yes give hungry HUNGRY
“You—stop that!” Red Son swats at the plant's vines as it greedily reaches for the vial.
“Gently, little torch,” she softly reminds him. “That’ll just agitate it. Come, it won’t hurt you.”
Letting out an annoyed noise, he steps closer, making a face at the vines now wrapping around his arms. “Ugh—stop being so greedy. I’m feeding you, aren’t I?” He chides the experiment, but it holds less bite than before. He uncorks the vial and adds it to the soil, eliciting a happy gurgling sound from Experiment-384.
Lihua shushes the experiment, petting its stem and letting it happily nuzzle against the two of them. “I think that’s enough. If it gets hungry again, you already know the signs.” She reaches over, tucking some fiery hair from his face behind his ear. “If you want it to obey you, you need to be nicer to it, silly little flame. It’s obedient enough to where it won’t hurt you, but it certainly won’t listen to you because of you insulting it so often.”
“Yes, yes…” He huffs, adjusting his glasses and looking over the plant. “I will… attempt to be ‘nicer’ to it.” He reaches for the stem where her hand is and gives it a small pat. It’s awkward and unsure, but he’s trying, so she can’t blame him for it.
Given the fact he almost never had actual pets, it’s understandable that he can’t see the experiment past that—an experiment. She’s confident in her little fire, though. He’s a fast learner. And also gets very attached to his experiments and inventions, though he’ll never admit such a thing aloud.
“Actually, Mother Lihua, are you free for the time being?” He asks now, stepping away from Experiment-384 and walking to his bedroom. Lihua whispers a farewell to the plant, before following him out. He removes his jacket, and she walks to his dresser to grab his brush.
“Come, sit,” she says, gesturing to his desk chair. “Your hair is a mess. Let me brush it.”
He makes a disgusted noise, “Ugh, Mother Lihua, please…” But he sits down anyway and doesn’t protest further. She positions herself behind him, removes the hair tie, and lets his hair cascade over the back of the chair. She takes a handful of his locks and begins to brush. Not even a minute into brushing his tangled flaming hair, his shoulders are slowly lowering and easing. His body leans back against the chair, a quiet sigh leaving him.
I suppose he missed it much more than he realized.
“I am indeed free for now. Though you have me curious when you say things have been quite eventful, little torch,” Lihua says, taking her time to brush his hair. “Just how eventful have they been?” Truly, it doesn’t take her long to finish brushing his hair—she’s done it so many times to both him and Lady Iron, she’s done before either of them know it. She wants to spend time with Red Son, however, so she plans to take her time with it.
(It’ll also be a good chance for her to gather information for herself.)
“Eventful was the only term I could think of using,” he says with a huff. His tail flicks and curls around his waist, the end of it resting in his hands. He picks idly at the fur, combing the flames at the end of his tail with his claws. “At least… somewhat. A little. It’s hard to put into words, but—just—the noodle boy, Monkey King’s successor… He’s—He’s an absolute enigma!”
“Oh, an enigma how?” She hums, gently tilting his head back into position when he starts to lean too forward.
“He’s— ugh, he’s just so blasted nice, Mother Lihua!” He makes a jerky gesture with his hand. “I’m sure you already know, having met him proper, but—I just—I have never met someone who puts others before himself so often, so easily, that he doesn’t even know how to properly confront an individual who’s infuriating him!”
Lihua smiles, but doesn’t say anything back, merely humming to indicate she’s listening. Oh, she knows about MK’s bleeding heart. Such a sweet lad, a wonderful boy. It’s obvious his human parents raised him well before they passed away, and that Pigsy has done a phenomenal job as well. No wonder Red Son is so baffled by someone like him.
Given what Red Son has told her, MK is a lot kinder than expected as well. A soft-hearted lad who doesn’t like it when he gets angry. Soft-spoken, learning to be assertive, yet also surprisingly observant. Pieces of him remind her of Wukong, while other pieces make her think of Macaque, and the final pieces make him into his own person.
Of course, all of this she already knew from meeting the boy in person, but it’s interesting to hear it from someone else’s perspective.
“My, that is quite the conundrum,” Lihua laughs, reaching around to pinch his cheek. She’s about halfway done brushing his hair now, having taken her sweet time to let Red Son enjoy the feeling and to give him time to ramble on. “Especially with having dearest MK forgetting to speak with the oracle.”
Given what Red Son’s told her, they’ve had multiple phone calls discussing a plan for him to get in contact with Bluebell through MK, but he seems to be “conveniently” forgetting. Lihua knows a crush when she sees one, especially when she’s informed that Red Son’s part of the favor is to just model for MK.
“It’s becoming excessively irritating having to remind him every blasted time,” Red Son grumbles, massaging the side of his temple.
“Well, I’ve been invited to a gathering by him, and I hear the oracle will be there,” she says. “Should you desire, I could let them know that you wish to get in contact with them.”
“Ugh—no need, the noodle boy already promised to do that very thing for me at his little hotpot.” He shakes his head, before reminding himself to remain still so she can properly brush his hair. “There’s no need to trouble you for such a menial task.”
“Nothing is ever menial for my wonderful little torch,” she laughs, leaning down to nuzzle her cheek against his.
The gesture causes Red Son’s face to flush a deep red, his hair reacting to his emotions and going fwoosh whilst he pushes her away. He sputters, “M—Mama Li— Mother Lihua— please! I’m not a child anymore!”
“Neither is Fengshe,” she points out with a smile. “But I still do it to him. No matter how old you both get, your mother and I will see you as our sweet little torch.” Rather than embarrass him further with more nuzzles, she places a kiss on the top of his head. “Now, I know you had questions regarding… certain matters, going off of your text. What exactly would you like to know?”
“Ugh…”
He still loves making those noises every few seconds, doesn’t he?
“Mmm, well…” He says after a moment’s pause. He’s much less open to speaking now, his hands fidgeting and adjusting his shirt. “I actually… wished to know something, Mother Lihua… concerning… Uncle Six.”
…
Ah…
“Yes, little torch?” She asks, her voice gentler now. She figured this talk would come soon, especially once Red Son was taken to the shrine room. Not only that, but she can only hope Lord Ox didn’t paint her eldest son in too horrible a light. Bias and grudges have a tendency to do that, you see.
Red Son sighs, his entire body slumping back against the chair again. “Father told me about what happened to Uncle Six… I wish to hear what you have to say about such a situation. You… you raised them both, after all, right? Perhaps, if you’ll allow me to ask, a question as well.”
“Of course, sweetheart.” Technically, she didn’t take Macaque in as her boy until he and Wukong started dating, but those are just tiny details. She brushes Red Son’s hair from his face and collects it, so she can properly brush out the tangles. “Why not ask your question first, and then we can go into what I think, yes?”
“Yes…” He exhales, pinching at the bridge of his nose. Rather than go right into it, like he had done when speaking about MK, he’s much more hesitant. She can’t bring herself to blame him, either. The talk of her other son is such a sensitive subject to many. Not just Lord Ox or Lord Azure, but her as well, and especially Wukong.
She still remembers it as if it were yesterday. Wukong coming in, coated in blood that’s not his, crying and crying and crying until his throat was raw and then crying some more. So many apologies falling from his lips, so much pain in his voice. And all she could do was hold him, her own heart clenched with agony that things ended the way they did.
Pushing the memories away for now, she pauses her brushing to put her hand on his shoulder and give it a reassuring squeeze. “Whatever is on your mind, my torch, you can ask. You know that I will answer any questions you have, no matter what they are.”
Red Son groans and rubs his face. “I know, I know.” He scratches at his chin, his eyes staring into space for a brief moment before he turns his head to look at her. Red meets amber as his eyes lock with hers. He asks, “Mother Lihua… do you know what happened with Uncle Six and Monkey King?”
Her smile, though still holding up, turns more sad. She’s the first to break eye contact to continue brushing his hair, getting out any leftover stubborn tangles.
She can still recall the day she found Wukong on the day of his birth. Such boisterous cries from such a tiny, tiny monkey. No one else wanted him, and some even wished to throw him into what’s now the Water Curtain Cave. Her dearest boy, her fiery little sun. And her, much too young to be considered a proper mother, but still choosing to take him in any way. No one else would, and she’d sooner be boiled alive than allow a child to suffer or die when she could do something about it.
She can still recall the day she met Macaque. Such a young cub, only considered a teen in human standards, yet so much pain and desperation behind his eyes. To experience a tragedy at such a tender age, she would never wish that upon anyone. She’ll never forget how stubborn Wukong was to try and make Macaque feel welcome in their kingdom that used to be so, so small. She’ll never forget watching their love blossom into something beautiful, before wilting and dying away…
If only I saw the signs earlier…
Ah, no, mustn’t think like that.
So much happened, and there was so little time to process it.
To lose so much in such quick succession… alas, how could she have noticed it, let alone do something about it, when she was so busy trying to pick up everyone’s broken pieces, including her own?
Lihua says, quiet, honest, somber, “I don’t. Not entirely, at least. Bits and pieces of them chatting with me about the other.” She inhales, slowly. She closes her eyes and counts to three. She exhales, placing the brush down and beginning to section off his hair. “What I do know… is that their love was like the most beautiful, enchanting flower one would ever find. One of a kind. I know… that they loved each other more than words could even describe.”
She pauses, her voice still somber as she says, “I know… that it had to have taken a lot of pushing, a lot of endless and consistent hits to Wukong… for him to have done something like that to the lover he’s known since he was just a freshly titled Monkey King.”
Her fingers move quickly and expertly, braiding his flaming hair as she continues to speak, “Contrary to popular belief, my eldest son does not just rush head first into things without thinking. Unless he were to get that excited or that angry, where no rational thought goes through his mind except for his goal.
“To have killed his own lover, something—or someone—had to have pushed him beyond the limit. I can say with confidence that he would never kill his own lover out in cold blood.” She finishes braiding his hair, securing it with a tie and tilting his chin to coax him to look at her. “Everyone has their limits, even him. And his limits… were met. But—I don’t know how it was. I don’t know the details of how their relationship soured—because it had to have soured for such a deadly battle to commence.”
She gives him a sad and apologetic smile, tucking a stray strand of hair behind his ear. “So, unfortunately, your guess is as good as mine when wondering about that. And all we can really do… is theorize what truly happened.” She steps around the chair and crouches down, turning to look at a hanging tapestry within his room. The design, as expected, was elegant and extravagant with its swirls and use of colors. Only the finest for a son of royalty.
She says, “As for what I think of the situation… I think it was a mess. An awful, awful mess that no one had control over—least of all my two boys. I think that both of them had gotten so stuck in their heads without bringing those thoughts out properly. I think that it caused them to stew and slowly rot like a bowl of peaches, until the entire bunch is infected with it. And by that point… it was already too late.”
Red Son is quiet as he listens to her talk, his face falling into a frown, his eyes staring at his feet. His arms remain crossed tightly over his chest, his tail whipping about.
In truth, I expected him to ask about what Macaque was like in life, not about my opinion of his death. What a curious thing to ask…
“May I ask why you’re curious about what transpired between them?” She inquires with a tilt of her head in his direction.
“No reason,” he answers. It came much too quickly in response to her question, making her unable to fully believe that there wasn’t any reason. Everyone has a reason for asking something or doing something. So what, she wonders, was his?
Knowing better than to push, however, she just nods and smiles. She waits for him to continue speaking, as sometimes he just needs a moment to gather his thoughts before he brings them to the table.
Sure enough, with patience, he begins to speak once more, “I… can’t explain why, Mother Lihua… It’s just this need I’ve always had. You know this. A need to simply know and understand why something is the way it is.”
Ah, yes. She remembers many times how he would ask questions to her in private. Questions he’s too shy to ask his own mother. Questions he’d sometimes even ask Fengshe when he’s not confident to ask either Lihua or Lady Iron. He always had an inquisitive mind that wished to understand how things worked—people, machines, name it, and he’ll want to know how it ticks.
Yet, for this particular subject, it felt as if there was more to it. Something past that innate desire he carries to understand how something works. Something that he can’t put a finger to, but perhaps—with some meditation—she could figure it out. If she could do it for her eldest son, she can certainly do so for her dear fire.
She nods. “I understand, little torch. Don’t you fret, I’m sure you’ll reach an understanding of the situation soon, no?”
“I can only hope!” He rolls his eyes, his mood somehow both lifting and souring at the same time. “I—ugh—” he rubs his face again, then looks at her “—please don’t tell Mother or Father that I’m doing this, but… I conscripted the noodle boy to assist me in this matter. Mainly to ensure that he can get me in contact with the oracle so that I can have them look into the past and find the answers I’m seeking.”
Ah, so it’s as I suspected…
He scratches at his cheek, his neck, looking away then back at her. His posture clearly speaks volumes with how closed off he’s making himself. Tense muscles, avoiding direct eye contact, a more troubled expression donning his features…
He feels guilty, but for what, exactly?
“Little torch, is everything alright?” She scoots closer, her tail brushing against his. “What troubles you so?”
“I—” he shakes his head “—it’s nothing, Mother Lihua, truly. Just… not wishing for Mother or Father to find out I’m doing this.”
“Why is that, if I may ask?” She asks gently, placing a hand on his knee. She says, “You know any secret is safe with me, sweet fire.”
“It’s nothing major, I assure you,” he says, rubbing his temple now. He inhales, closing his eyes, and exhales a small plume of smoke from his nostrils. “It’s just—you know, the… animosity between Father and Monkey King right now…”
Though the hesitation when he mentions said animosity felt suspicious, Lihua doesn’t think much of it. It’s been a sensitive subject ever since Lord Ox was sealed away. She knew it wouldn’t be any different after he was finally released from the mountain. Those feelings can’t and won’t just go away even after five hundred years, especially not if it’s what he’s been stewing in.
“I see,” she hums softly, “You’re not sure how your father would react if he were to find out you’re seeking help from the successor of someone he still has negative feelings towards. Am I correct in this assumption, sweet fire?”
A pause. Then a sigh. Rubbing his face again—he truly does that a lot when he’s feeling stressed. Then, finally, he meets her gaze. “Yes…”
“Well, you don’t need to worry,” she leans in to press a gentle kiss to his forehead. “Your secret is safe with me.”
“Thank you… I’d rather them not find out until much, much later. As Uncle Azure says; it’s easier to ask for forgiveness, than for permission.”
She chuckles, standing to her feet and crossing her arms. “Not always, but yes. It is easier.” She taps her chin thoughtfully, her smile turning less gentle and more sly. It’s always easier to end a serious topic with something more fun… and besides, she herself is quite curious.
“So—what is this relationship between you and dearest MK?”
The reaction was immediate—his braided fiery hair bursting and face flushing like a rose as he abruptly says, “Nothing! And whatever Fengshe told you—he’s a filthy liar!!”
“Your reaction says otherwise, my little torch,” she laughs, reaching over and patting his head. It does little to nothing to calm him down except make his cheeks puff out in a cute, pouty way. He doesn’t often do that unless he’s very flustered—which is extremely rare nowadays. Lihua takes a mental picture to look back fondly on later.
“My relationship with the noodle boy is strictly professional, nothing else!” Red Son exclaims as he stomps his foot for good measure, his arms crossing in a huff. Smoke billows from his nose. He turns away from her, lifting his chin in further defiance of the truth. “I need him to get to the oracle, and that’s all! Once contact has finally been made with them, I needn’t speak with him further!”
“But you will speak with him more, won’t you?” Lihua asks, which makes him sputter once again. She smiles, ever patient, and says, “My sweet little torch, a spark has been ignited in you, and those fires will be much more difficult to snuff out.”
“A spark? What are you on about, Mother Lihua?” He looks at her now, his brows furrowed. His tail whips about, causing small trails of flame to follow in its wake. He takes a deep breath, his fiery hair calming from its inferno to its more gentle flames. “There is no spark.”
“The way you speak of him is quite different from how you spoke about the oracle, or anyone else, for that matter,” she points out gently, still smiling. “Your voice holds a fondness to it that’s different from the fondness you carry for your mother and father. You also bumble like a fool when I tease you about him in particular.”
“I—” he stops, lowering his gaze and chewing on his lip. Surely he sees it, doesn’t he? Then again, having never been properly courted before, romance surely wasn’t something he’s familiar with. Given the situation as well, he most likely doesn’t want to entertain the idea out of fear of rocking the boat.
She steps closer and places a kiss on his forehead. “A piece of advice, little fire? You’re allowed to enjoy the company of whomever you wish. If you like his company, then there’s no shame in it. Enjoy his company, you never know how long you have until your chance is lost, you know.”
He gives her a confused look at her wink. “My chance? For what?”
Silly, clueless boy. I wonder if MK is the same way?
“Oh, you’ll find out soon enough,” Lihua laughs. “I’ll be leaving you to it. Call me if you need anything, alright?”
“Uh—of course, Mother Lihua.” There’s a brief pause, before he steps closer and bumps his head against her shoulder. An affectionate gesture he’s had since he was young, and one he’ll certainly not let go of anytime soon. “I wish you well.”
“You too, my little torch.” She places a final kiss to the top of his head and steps out of his bedroom. She sighs, turning and strolling down the halls of the palace once more. Several destinations in mind, several things she must do… She places her thumb and index finger to her chin thoughtfully.
I should go say hello to Lord Ox and Lady Iron first before checking in on everyone else…
She continues her stroll, new thoughts and new plans entering her mind like more frogs joining the pond, hopping between lily pad to lily pad.
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Bluebell:
Hello, Miss Lihua, I hope this finds you at a good time.
I just have some questions I was wondering if I could ask if that’s alright with you?
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Lihua:
There’s no need to be so formal with me, dearest little fish!
I’d be more than happy to answer whatever questions you have ^‿^
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Bluebell:
Ah, sorry. Force of habit.
Thank you, ma’am.
Would you be available to meet in person, or prefer to just keep talking over text?
Lihua:
Why not a mixture of both? Ask away, and I’ll answer what I can now
Should the need come for further elaboration, we can simply meet in person
Besides, I’d love to spend more time with you without my eldest trying to stop us
I have quite a few fun stories to tell regarding him ( •ॢ◡-ॢ)
Bluebell:
Haha, I’m sure he’d probably whine up a storm if he were present for said stories.
Anyway, the questions I have are… a bit personal, if that’s alright?
They mostly revolve around him and the relationship he had with Six-Eared Macaque.
To elaborate, I’ve just noticed that any time said monkey is mentioned, Wukong gets… a lot more apprehensive to talk.
I figured it was just a deep friendship between the two that turned sour and led to their deadly battle, and am trying to find a way to help Wukong move on from this past hurt.
I know, I know, it’s way easier said than done, especially since my knowledge only comes from history books, and those are never 100% accurate.
I also know I should approach Wukong about this, but the topic feels… way too delicate to randomly decide to approach him about it right now. At least, not without the proper context and information.
But… I still want to try. Both to understand, and to help him.
What a sweet little fish they are. And very good at masking their true knowledge and intentions over text. Lihua will certainly give them points for that.
Lihua:
Ah, I see…
Yes, that is indeed a very difficult thing to answer over text ( •́ ~ •̀)
The most that I can say at this very moment, is that yes, the history books are quite incorrect about the relationship between Wukong and Macaque
I think, for this topic, it would be best for us to meet up in person
Perhaps with your uncle, as well? I hear he’s quite the wise man
Bluebell:
Yeah, I figured you’d offer to have Uncle sit in on this, too.
That’s fine, and I know he won’t mind, either.
What time would be best to meet up?
Lihua:
Perhaps tomorrow morning?
I’ll bring some snacks for all of us
And all you’ll have to do is provide the tea(^ω^)
Bluebell:
Sounds like a plan.
I’ll see you then, ma’am.
Lihua:
I’ll see you then, little fish
Allow me to also say thank you
For looking after my eldest
I can tell from this alone that you care dearly for him, and are doing everything in your power to help him with his past wounds
As his mother, I’m grateful to know he has someone like you as his friend
Bluebell:
Ah, it’s nothing, really…
Lihua:
Tut, tut!
Take the compliment, dear, I won’t take a no or bashfulness for an answer
Bluebell:
Haha, I can see why Wukong crumbles so quickly.
Nonetheless, thank you.
I mean it, though. It’s nothing.
Wukong’s my friend, and… he helped me out, it wouldn’t really be a fair friendship if I didn’t try to do the same for him.
Lihua:
I’m sure my stubborn boy isn’t making it any easier, either
Bluebell:
He’s not.
Lihua:
Hahaha! Oh, trust me, I know the frustration
Worry not, dearest fish, all he needs is time, patience, and perhaps a tiny bit of pushing
We’ll talk more on the topic tomorrow, however
May your day be merciful with the tasks you need to fulfill
Bluebell:
You too, ma’am.
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“Darling, you know what will happen should she find out…”
…?
Lihua slows her steps as she approaches the doors leading to Lady Iron and Lord Ox’s chambers. Her brows furrow, ears twitching, and she silently steps closer and listen.
Who is this she? And what do they not want her to find out…?
They can’t be talking about me, can they?
She hears a voice, Lord Ox’s voice, speaking next, “It’s why we are ensuring that she doesn’t. Not right now. If she finds out after it’s done, then it doesn’t matter. As long as I can finally, finally make that blasted simian pay for everything he’s done… it’ll be easier to ask for her forgiveness than her permission, just as Brother Lion always says.”
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Lihua’s eyes narrow, so many dots that weren’t connected prior are slowly but surely connecting now.
Red Son’s sluggish decline in his lessons, his training…
Lady Iron less willing to discuss things to her…
Even the blasted decision to get territory here and to move here as well…
They’re trying to enact vengeance on Wukong, and are attempting to hide it from me.
Oh, oh Lihua is not happy. Disappointment and anger flares in her, the desire to burst through the door and give Lord Ox the ear pinching of the millennia is oh so tempting, but she resists. No, she knows how this works, and she knows exactly what she must do.
Do these fools forget who they’re trying to hide from?
Lihua did not spend all these centuries of her life dealing with overly secretive children (monkey, demon, and human alike) and adults to not know how to gather information. She was the one who taught Macaque how to do so, for Buddha’s sake! Oh, they’re about to be in for it when she’s done.
Granted, she normally doesn’t like spying on others when it comes to private matters, allowing them to naturally come to her. But this? This will not only ruin her work, but also destroy the Bull Family. The binding mark from her Celestial Contract weighed heavy on her, and every day is a constant reminder of what she needs to accomplish to avoid the Bull Family being torn apart.
She doesn’t care if she gets punished. There’s nothing they can do that’s worse than they already did in the past.
But she will not let anyone, the Celestial Realm or the Bull Family themselves, ruin anything.
Therefore, drastic (but necessary) measures must be taken.
She kneels down, coaxing the tiniest seed in her sleeve to grow roots and crawl under the door. She directs it to nestle in the corner of the room, well hidden behind the wardrobe. With that, she steps away, still as silent as ever, not wishing for either Lord or Lady to know she was there. For now, she’ll sit and wait, allowing the little seedling tucked away to give her the rundown of what those two are discussing.
Next, she’ll just have to start hiding smaller plants in other rooms.
Ah, just like that, so many new things have been added to her to-do list…
One thing at a time, though.
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You cannot believe that luck is actually on your side. It’s only been, what, four days since you and Mr. Pigsy found out that “Yiran” was Wukong the whole time? You had a bit of time before training with Macaque today, and decided to get some groceries that were forgotten on the list.
(In truth, you never expected Macaque to be so stingy with what produce to get. He’s a surprisingly good haggler, though.)
Right as you were about to head for the bus stop, you caught sight of two familiar demons. If their overly rambunctious roaring wasn’t sign enough it’s who you were waiting for, it’s definitely the trail of unhappy shopkeepers.
Groceries still in hand, you quickly slip through the crowd to approach the twins in question, calling out, “Yin! Jin!”
“Eh?” Yin’s the first to turn, making an exaggerated gesture of blocking the sun from his eyes and searching for you. You already know he’s spotted you, he’s just being an ass, as per usual. Thankfully, after all this time spent with Wukong and Macaque, you’re practically immune to assholery.
“Down here, Yin,” you roll your eyes. Those two certainly loved to remind you that they’re so damn tall.
“Oh, shit! Hey there, fishie!” Yin laughs, clamping his hand on your shoulder and giving you a small shake. “I almost missed you, you know! Good thing I have the eyes of a goose.”
“It’s ‘eyes of an eagle,’ Yin.”
“Same thing!”
It’s not, but you don’t have time to convince him otherwise.
Jin’s the next to finally notice when his brother wasn’t following after him, and you have to brace yourself for his hand clapping against your back to not topple over. That muscle-head never held back his strength. You’re actually glad for the harsh training from Macaque, or else you would’ve become well acquainted with the pavement.
The training is paying off, at least.
“Fishie!” Jin slips his hands under your arms and picks you up as if you weighed no more than a bag of cherries. “By the Buddha, it’s been so long!”
“Please put me down,” you request with a deadpan tone. So many people are already staring, and you hate it. Thankfully, Jin doesn’t stall like he usually does and puts you down. In the short times you’ve actually interacted with the twins, they always found every which reason to poke fun at your height, or something else. Jin usually teases at how little you weighed, being the strongest of the twins, while Yin—the most dexterous—never let you live down your lack of stamina.
Your stamina is just fine, thanks. It’s not your fault you didn’t have the stamina of a damn demon, but whatever.
“Yes, yes, it’s nice to see you both, too—” you sigh, brushing yourself off. “You’re not getting into trouble again, are you?”
“What?” The twins say at the same time.
“We would never get into trouble!” Yin scoffs, throwing his head back and crossing his arms.
“Never, ever!” Jin agrees with a nod. “We’re the picture-perfect representation of a model citizen, thank you!”
“Thank you very much!”
“Mhm,” you raise a brow, eyeing Yin’s pouch that seems to be thicker than they should be. You won’t reprimand them, having your own past of sticky fingers. Hell, you won’t deny you still sometimes swipe a fruit or treat here and there.
Nonetheless, you’re here on a mission. You wave for their attention, asking, “If you both are here, that means Auntie’s here too, right?”
“Of course she is! She just finished setting up shop at the usual spot,” Jin points with his thumb over his shoulder. “Want us to walk with you?”
“We’ll be your personal bodyguards,” Yin bends down and throws his arm over his shoulder. “For a modest fee, obviously!”
“A very modest fee,” Jin, once again, agrees. His eyes glimmer and shine with the desire for mischief.
“I can make it there myself, but your oh so kind gesture is appreciated.” You slap Yin’s hand away from your pack. “And how many times do I have to tell you? Don’t try to pick the pocket of a pickpocket.”
“Ah, man! I almost had ya,” Yin laughs, rubbing his neck. “In all seriousness, fishie, we were kinda headin’ back to Auntie since we was runnin’ errands for her. So, since we’re going in the same direction…” He makes various stupid gestures with his hands, raising his brows and making a face that said, eh? Eeeeh?
Another roll of your eyes, a sigh on your lips. “Fine, fine. Just don’t cause more chaos than you already have, please.” You don’t want more people staring at you. “For at least five minutes.”
“No trouble for five minutes, coming up!” Jin plants his hands on his hips and gives a big grin. “Now, c’mon! Let’s go! Auntie’ll be so happy to see you!”
Walking with the former Silver-Horned King and Gold-Horned King is… well, you didn’t expect it to be peaceful in the slightest. Those two are pranksters to the end, and nothing you do or say will ever change that, nor do you plan to try. The most you’ll attempt is for them to not cause so much trouble to avoid annoying Auntie.
I will never understand how she has the patience for people like Yin and Jin.
Then again, if Miss Lihua has the patience to deal with Wukong since he was a baby monkey, you’re sure there are plenty of others with the same level of fortitude.
Auntie’s shop in question is nothing too fancy on the outside. Simple, but quaint appearance, just enough to make people curious to go inside. And it’s the inside itself that really gets heads turning. Once stepping past the doors, everything appears so much larger than it did from the outside.
Rows and rows of various accessories—shawls, hair pins, umbrellas, bracelets, hanfu waist ornaments, rings, earrings… name it, and she most certainly has it. Each one teems with magic, each one bearing a different enchantment, a different purpose. Protection, concealment, binding, and so many more.
She’s an expert in the field of crafting such things, just as much as she’s an expert in necromancy.
“Aaaauuuntiiiieeeee!” Yin and Jin yell at the same time, ushering you towards the back. “We’re baaaaaack! And fishie’s here, too!”
“Oh, my sweet little fish has come to visit me?” The oh so familiar and smooth voice of Auntie rings in your ears. Just past the curtains leading to the back of the store—where all of her various magics are practiced and perfected—stands several undead thralls. All of which are disguised under glamour spells, but, of course, your true sight can make them out.
Auntie herself was no woman to turn your nose at. Her hair, reaching her lower back and having a subtle curl to it, was whiter than snow, bearing a faint highlight of purple. Icy blue eyes that always looked at and through you met your own, filling with joy. Her hanfu flows elegantly behind her, her fox tails unfurling and wrapping around you. She pulls you in for a hug, her cheek resting on your head.
You can never forget she’s relatively tall for a woman, at least here. Back in America, no one would bat an eye.
“Little fishie, my sweet fishie,” Auntie coos, nuzzling the top of your head. Yin and Jin had already stepped aside to count all the loot they swiped from their victims back in the market. Auntie leans back, her tails practically hoarding around you to keep you close to her. “Look at you! You’re so thin! Have you been eating enough?”
Aaaaand there’s the cheek pinching.
You do your best to ignore your discomfort from the closeness, and the tails, and the cheek pinching… It’s just how Auntie is. Besides, no one can ever escape her cheek pinches.
“I have, Auntie,” you say, though your voice sounds more warbly because of her practically squishing your face.
“Are you sure? I know that old Zan never eats quite enough, either. Both of you are so tiny! I could snap your bones in two with just my pinky!” She laughs, giving your cheeks one final squeeze before stepping away. Whilst nursing your sore face, she places a finger to her chin and tilts her head. Her fox ears perk up in your direction, a sign you had her undivided attention.
“You, however, never visit me alone, sweet little one,” that same finger by her chin is now placed under yours, lifting your gaze to meet hers. “You always come with your uncle. You must truly have something you wish from me to keep it from him, hmm?” Her smile turns more sly, her eyes shining with the chance to get something out of you.
You take a small step back, scratching at your chin where her finger was. “No, Auntie. I’m not keeping any secrets from him. More… he’s too busy to come with me. If anything, I just… have a few questions…”
“Mmm! How interesting,” Auntie’s smile only grows, her nostrils flaring. It’s so obvious she already caught the scent on you, and the look in her eye tells you she already knows at least ten things you don’t. “Very well, a game! I do so love games, and I know you do too!” She ushers you to come with her, leading you to a nearby table where a thrall pours tea for you both.
“What kind of game…?” You slowly ask, suddenly very aware that Yin and Jin had left, and it was just you, Auntie, and her thralls.
“Just a simple one, sweetling, nothing too serious.” She waves a dismissive hand, either not sensing your sudden tension or not mentioning it. “A question for a question, and an answer for an answer. You ask me something, and I’ll ask you something. Then, you answer me, and I answer you.”
“That’s it?” You raise a brow. There’s more to this than she’s letting on, you knew that much. Given how huli jing’s are, and how Auntie is as a person in general, you know for a fact it’s never as simple as she makes it out to be.
“That’s all~” She says in a sing-song voice. The table is loaded with snacks and treats, where she pushes a plate toward you. Said plate was loaded with steamed buns. “Eat, my little fish. You’re a twig! You must get some meat on those bones. How else will you find a man? Or perhaps a woman? Somewhere in between or neither?” She giggles at the look on your face.
“Ugh, Auntie…” Not this garbage again—you knew she would pull this. Every time you visited her with Uncle, she’d try to set you up with one of her clients or someone she knows. She loves trying to play matchmaker…
“Oh, I tease, sweet one, I tease!” Auntie’s laugh is louder now, her many tails swishing behind her and falling to rest. “But enough of that, shall we start our game?”
“We shall,” you say with a small nod. You take the offered steamed bun and bite into it—mm, filled with pork this time. Last time was beef. Still, it’s delicious as always. “Should I ask first, or…?”
“You may ask first, since you’re the one with all the questions.” She waves to you again, this time for you to go on and ask.
“Well, I was just curious about something,” you start, carefully choosing your words. It’s best not to mention anything about Lady Bone Demon just yet, especially if Macaque’s listening in (which you’ll always assume he is). The minute he catches on that you had a vision involving her, he won’t stop bugging you until you cave. At least, that’s what you’re safely assuming, given his insistence on both you and MK being prepared for a ‘coming storm.’
“You know a lot of people… and I was curious if you knew of anyone who could do what you do,” you say now, your eyes flickering to one of her thralls as the silent end of your question.
Do you know other necromancers?
“Who can do what I do…?” Her smile grows, the look in her eyes showing she knew exactly what you were asking. “What an interesting inquiry, my sweet one. Now, my question to you…” She laces her fingers, leaning in close. “How close are you to Sun Wukong?”
A question you were absolutely expecting, especially since you apparently reek of his scent. You blow some hair from your face and take another bite from the steamed bun. “Well… we’re relatively close, I can confidently and comfortably say we’re friends. He’s been good to me.”
There’s no reason to lie about such a thing. Besides, you feel if you did say something like he was hurting you, Auntie would probably go apeshit on him. Even if your uncle and her aren’t in a complete protection contract (said protection is more for the house and garden), Auntie’s practically adopted you and Uncle Zan into her family, and she’s very protective of family.
“Interesting… quite a bit has happened while I was gone, it looks like,” she hums, still smiling, before her fingers delicately wrap around her teacup, and she takes a long, long sip. “I know many others who bear the same capabilities as my own. I’ve even taught a few.”
Taught a few…
That can be taken in a lot of different ways.
So, it might be Lady Bone Demon… her being one of Auntie’s students would be genuinely surprising, though.
“Your next question?” Auntie asks you now, lacing her fingers together. “My curiosity has been piqued, but it’s stronger than ever, my sweet one. Go on, go on.”
“Mmm…” How to word this next question… You lower your gaze, thinking, thinking. It’s always a word game with Auntie. All you have to do is treat her like she’s a fae, and you should be fine. Should be. Never mind the fact that she’s older than time itself, if her words are true in that statement.
“Going off of your statement where you’ve taught others to do what you can do…” You speak slowly, your eyes flickering up to meet hers. “Who was the most memorable?”
The question makes Auntie’s smile grow, her eyes shining brightly in the light. Whether you just gave her a piece of a puzzle she’s been filling out or not, you can’t tell. She’s always been good at masking her true intentions, her true thoughts and feelings behind that fox smile of hers. She’s so much like Uncle in that standpoint, smiling to hide one’s true thoughts.
“My question to you, dearest…” Her head tilts, her ears flopping to the side with the gesture to feign innocence, despite the fact her eyes have the exact opposite effect. “Is if your question has to do with the thrall following you around. Are you trying to find their master?”
You blink, your shoulders subconsciously squaring. Your teeth dig into your cheek, not expecting her to just jump straight to that. You thought she’d play around a bit more rather than immediately pinning you with such a question. Does she know about Macaque, too?? She smelled Wukong’s scent on you, so she had to have smelled Macaque’s, and is just playing with you, now.
Rather than cave immediately, you decide to play along. “It does have to do with them, but I’m not trying to find their master,” you answer her question. “More so… I supposed trying to find information on said master.”
Auntie’s eyes crinkle with her growing grin, her sharpened teeth on full display. “How interesting…” She picks up a pineapple bun and takes a bite. A pause to eat it, then she says, “My most memorable student was a lonely girl with no name. I taught her my ways, gave her a name, and a warning in turn. She didn’t heed my warning, and nearly broke the world because of it.”
Nearly broke the world because of it…?
Okay, it’s highly likely it’s Lady Bone Demon. I can’t think of any other necromancer that “nearly broke the world.”
Hmm…
You blink, your brows furrowing. The confusion you had was clear, but she lets you have time to think it over. You look down, staring at the plate of steamed buns as you mull over her words. At the same time, Red Son’s words from weeks ago—back during the whole Spider Queen debacle—rings in your mind.
A demon—powerful and greatly feared—siphoned the power of thousands of clairvoyants to try to gain their power…
… she only managed to gain a fraction of the power your kind holds even after all of that…
…It was through that event alone that started the Age of Marrow…
The Age of Marrow…
It started with…
with…
…
…
…
All at once, pieces click into place.
All at once, your vision ripples—
—like water—
—and you’re watching a woman with pale hair and paler skin speak with someone you know, yet don’t know. You’ve never seen their face, yet their name comes to you instantly. Zhihao. This is Zhihao.
They’re talking to the woman—Lady Bone Demon—about… about something you can’t make out. Their words are warped, garbled, like talking through water. You strain your hearing, trying, trying to make out their words. It doesn’t take long for their voices to become easier to hear, to understand.
Zhihao’s expression is one of pain, of hesitation. Their hands rest on a table, eyes staring at one spot, before lifting to look at Lady Bone Demon. “White Lady…” They say slowly, cautiously, as if they were talking to a dangerous animal about to strike, “I’ve looked and looked and looked through so many different futures, and not a single one showed me you reuniting with your love. You must move on or this—this obsession will consume you.”
“Look. Again.” Lady Bone Demon’s voice is just as you remember from your last vision. Cold, inflexible, demanding whilst carrying the undertone of a threat. “The future is a river of possibilities. I know there is one—”
“There isn’t!” Zhihao stands up straight and holds their hands out to Lady Bone Demon. “The future is forever changing, yes, but there are certain things that will never change, and this is one of them. This path you have chosen has already set you for a future where you’ll never see them again—and you will meet your end. Auntie has warned you, and I am warning you again before it’s too late.”
Stepping around the table, they approach Lady Bone Demon, gently taking her hands in theirs. “Walk a different path. The desires you have are noble, and I understand the heartbreak you feel, but the actions you’re enacting aren’t noble.”
Lady Bone Demon slowly inhales, then exhales, her thumbs brushing against Zhihao’s knuckles. “I see…” She murmurs, her voice smooth, almost too smooth. “The future is such a fickle thing, isn’t it?” Her eyes, red as blood, raise to meet Zhihao’s. The look in her eyes told you that she had just reached some kind of conclusion.
Her grip on their hands tighten,
and tighten,
and tighten,
until the sickening crunch of bones rings in your ears. Next came the horrific scream of pure agony from Zhihao. Their knees buckle, crumbling to the floor, their face contorted in pain. All the while, the only thing you could do is watch in horror, unable to look away from the cold, cold, cold expression Lady Bone Demon bore.
She kneels down, still holding Zhihao’s broken hands, and leans in close.
“I’ll simply just have to take the future into my own hands, then.”
Once more your vision ripples—
—as if someone had thrown a rock into the water—
—and you’re back in Auntie’s shop, chest heaving with each breath you take, eyes blown wide, hands trembling. A warmth is enveloping you, hands in your hair, gentle, gentle. You blink, gulping down air and letting out just as heavy exhales.
Auntie. Auntie. I’m with Auntie.
It’s okay. It’s okay.
You’re safe.
You’re safe.
You close your eyes and turn your head, burying your face into Auntie’s shoulder. Her tails coil around you, the soft fur brushing against your skin. With hands still shaking, you reach and touch them, feeling them, letting their softness further ground you. You can’t yet tell if she’s talking or humming or just making noises to distract you—the crunching of bones still echoes in your mind, drowning out all sound.
You shut your eyes tight, focusing on Auntie’s voice. Focusing on the now. You breathe, yet it feels like you had swallowed glass, endless stabbing against your throat and lungs. You still force yourself to keep breathing, going as slow as you can.
Inhale.
Hold it.
Exhale.
Again.
You open your eyes and lean back, finally able to breathe properly. Auntie brushes your hair from your face, her touch gentle, truly gentle, not feigning a tenderness like Lady Bone Demon. She lifts your chin, looking into your eyes.
“Just as I suspected…” She hums softly. “It triggered a vision for you.”
“You… you knew that was going to happen?” You ask, brushing the sweat from your brow. Once she’s sure you’re fully here, fully cohesive, she gives you space and hands you a cup of water. Your hands still had a slight shakiness to them, but you were capable of drinking at the very least.
“Do you truly think you’re the first oracle to ask me questions like these?” She asks you in return, her smile unmoving. “I’ve witnessed enough fishies coming to me, asking me these carefully chosen words, and going through their own visions, to know this was going to happen.” She tucks a stray hair behind your ear and pats your head. “You’re feeling well, yes?”
“Y—Yeah… just—a lot to take in…” You sigh, leaning against the chair. You both scratch your head and comb your hair, gazing at a spot on the table, but you were more spacing out than anything.
The Age of Marrow… if you’re correct to guess about what your vision’s trying to tell you, it started with Zhihao. Given what Wukong’s said prior about Zhihao, they were someone that so many people visited for visions—as they were welcoming to all, even demons. It makes sense why Lady Bone Demon would go to them for insight on something, but the topic itself…
Reuniting with her lover…?
Not just that, but something else.
She had some kind of goal on top of finding her lover, but what could it have been?
It’s already obvious that she didn’t like Zhihao’s answer, leading to their death… from there, it most likely happened just as Red Son had explained it. She searched for more clairvoyants and killed them, too, siphoning their life force yet only managing to gain a small piece of their power—despite all the souls she’s taken. To go to such lengths because of this obsession…
You shudder at the thought, the memories of watching her crush Zhihao’s hands. You close your eyes and breathe once more.
“I, ah… I don’t have any more questions…” you decide to say.
“Worry not, my sweet one,” Auntie chuckles, sitting down in her chair once again. “Take all the time you need, I have no plans for obligations for today.”
You nod, sipping the water. “Okay. Thanks, Auntie.”
That vision was a heavy one, and you’re going to need some time to fully process it all. Not just here, but at home as well. You’ll definitely need to talk to Uncle about it, too. Maybe even Wukong or, honestly, Macaque. As much as you want to avoid that obnoxious shadow monkey’s pestering for information, you needed it just as much as he did.
If she’s still trying to obtain the same goal as before when she’s released from her prison, you might be able to find a way to stop her from achieving it.
Hell, you might even be able to locate that ex-lover of hers. Ugh… if only you had more information on who they were. Just a mention of the stranger won’t be enough. They could be demon, reincarnated human, or even a heaven blessed! The possibilities are as endless as the ocean. Once more, your to-do list is getting longer and longer.
This particular line of research and questioning will have to wait until later.
Gotta make sure to at least try getting this done one at a time.
First thing’s first; you now know Lady Bone Demon’s motivation, even if it’s just a piece. What her true goal is (aside from reuniting with her lover) will have to wait until later. Given the way her encounter with Wukong ended, it’s a no-brainer behind why she resurrected Macaque. Definitely hitting him where it hurts.
She knew she’d either die, or be sealed away, hence why she took such an action. You glance at the thralls in the room, moving about on their own schedule directed for them by Auntie. If Auntie can do such a thing for her own thralls, then Lady Bone Demon can do the same. Meaning she’ll be able to snatch Macaque’s free will away and turn him into a mindless slave, never thinking, and only doing as he’s told.
Therefore, having Macaque under her thumb would give her an upper hand against Wukong.
Using his own ex-husband against him…
That’s a whole new level of fucked up…
Shaking your head, you stand up. “I should get going—this was kind of a last minute decision to do, but I have plans of my own today.”
“Oh, of course, my sweet fish!” Auntie stands with you, walking you to the door. “Do come visit should you ever wish to play our little game again.” Her smile grows, eyes squinting. It told you that she certainly knew much more, and wanted to watch you scramble to put the puzzle pieces together.
Typical Auntie…
“Right… have a good day, Auntie. And good hunting, too.”
Hurrying out of the shop, you make your way down the street once more. Macaque’s gonna have a fit if you’re late for training—more than you’re suspecting he’ll already have one from what you just did.
Nonetheless, you got what you went to Auntie for—which proved to be way more fruitful than you were expecting, if you’re being honest. With that done, you can figure out Lady Bone Demon’s true motive, who her lover is, and when she’ll come back into the picture. All of that, however, is going to have to wait.
For now, though, you’ll keep your focus on the relationship between Macaque and Wukong. There’s an itchy feeling you’re getting in the back of your neck, as if your gut is trying to warn you that the “reunion” will be happening sooner rather than later. Your gut’s never been wrong, so you’ll have to push your to-do list regarding Lady Bone Demon aside to focus on the boys. While you’ll still try coaxing information out of both monkeys, perhaps it’d be best to try and ask Miss Lihua about it as well, at least from a third party perspective.
Besides, having raised Wukong from birth and knowing Macaque for a decent amount of time, she has to have an idea on both what happened, and what the boys’ mindsets were. From there, it’s the hardest part; getting them to finally move on from the past rather than lingering in it.
Ugh, you really have your work cut out for you…
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Back within the shop, an old, old huli jing hums along to a tune in her head whilst applying the finishing touches to a set of earrings. Her fingers dance expertly along the polished jade, weaving her magic into it and whispering the spell in an ancient tongue. Once finished, she places the set into their designated jewelry box, and hands it off to her thrall to put on the shelf.
Rather than continue, however, she pauses in her work. Her smile never falters, because she has no reason to frown. So many fun things just popped up right in front of her after being gone from Megapolis for so long! Sun Wukong befriending Fishie, Lihua asking to meet with her, questions about her old student… Why should she frown when there’s so much delicious potential for drama? She can’t wait to watch and see what happens.
Huyao is going to get so jealous when I tell him, she thinks with a happy giggle.
Her claws tap-tap-tap on the wood of her worktable, her eyes snapping to a darkened corner. Her smile grows bigger, ever bigger. “You have ten seconds to step out of those shadows before I rip you out of them, sweet thing.”
Nothing happens, as she fully expected. When she takes three steps toward the darkened corner, however, they shiver and warp. Her fingers graze her jaw thoughtfully, eyes squinting in glee as her newest guest steps out of them. “There you are, dearest…” She reaches out, grabbing at Six-Eared Macaque’s cheeks and squeezing them. “Don’t you think you can hide behind that glamour disguise from me!”
“Ugh—” he grumbles, dropping it almost immediately “—how in the underworld did you know?”
“You think I’d forget your delicious scent, little monkey?” She tuts, looking him over. “Goodness me, you let yourself go! So thin! Come, have some snacks… let’s talk.”
“I don’t have time for that, woman,” Six-Eared Macaque’s lips pull back into a scowl. “I just need to know if you still have the key, and didn’t toss it somewhere like I’m suspecting you did.”
“The key?” She daintily puts a finger to her chin, tilting her head in feigned innocent ignorance. “What key?” She hums, looking to the ceiling in mock thinking, before she snaps her fingers. “Ah! That key~” A giggle, and then she says, “Oh, my sweet monkey, that hasn’t been in my hands for decades.”
“… What?” He groans and rubs his face. “Why am I even surprised? I should’ve known better than to trust you to safekeep it—”
“Tut. Tut.” She snatches his chin and forces him to meet her gaze. “I warned you, just like how I warned my student.” She leans closer, her nose brushing against his. “I told you that I would keep it safe until the Fates tell me I should leave it somewhere else. With someone else. It is not my fault you didn’t listen.” Her grip loosens, claws combing matted fur and patting his head.
“Allow me to give you one final warning, one I’m hoping you’ll actually heed this time.” She steps back, granting him space to cross his arms. His six ears flare out, eyes narrowing in suspicion at her. “The deal you made with my old student won’t end in your favor. You’ll need to find a way to break that contract sooner rather than later, or else you can say goodbye to that free will of yours.”
“I’m working on it,” he growls. “Anything else?”
“You’re playing a dangerous game, fraternizing with that fishie,” she says now, circling around him, plucking twigs and pebbles off his clothes, out of his fur. The boy needs a bath, stat! But the fit he’ll throw will be one for the century. Besides, she’ll leave that to someone else to scold him for his hygiene. “You’re asking for Wukong to find you at that point.”
Rubbing his face, Six-Eared Macaque sighs. “It’s not like I have much choice, with them and the cub getting into the trouble they’re about to be in…” He pauses, then looks at her. “What do you mean by fraternizing?”
“You know exactly what I mean,” She coos, pinching his cheek. “Besides, you always have a choice, sweetheart.” She stops in front of him, her index finger tucking under his chin to lift his head. “At least, for now, until she returns. You know she’ll swiftly take that away when she realizes you’re not so easily leashed.”
A scoff. He lightly slaps her hand away. “Have you at least figured out how to break this damn contract?”
“Mmm…” Her fingers now trace along his chest, drawing out the binding mark left behind by her student. “Contracts like this can only be broken by the two who made it, or… by magic more powerful than it.” She pulls her hand away, face falling to something more thoughtful. “Though I can break it… will I?” She laughs at the look on his face. “You know there will be a price for it, my sweet monkey. So—best find out what other magic is powerful enough to burn that contract away, or agree to be under my thumb, instead.”
“Should’ve known better than to trust a damn huli jing to give a straight answer,” he huffs, shaking his head. “Nonetheless…” A pause, hesitance in his eyes. “Thank you… for keeping quiet about me as long as you have.”
Oh, the Six-Eared Macaque? Being thankful? She’ll revel in this for years to come.
“I don’t speak about it unless I’ve been asked, and no one’s been bold enough to ask me,” is her simple answer accompanied by a simpler shrug. “Besides, why give out the answer, when it’s more fun to watch them figure it out on their own?” She laughs, then waves him off. “Now, I’m getting quite hungry, so unless you’re willing to sate my appetite, I suggest you go off to fulfill your own little errands.”
He doesn’t need to be told twice to leave, knowing full well how ravenous a huli jing’s appetite can be. His quick exit causes her to laugh, and then she turns to make a swift exit herself.
Oh… this is going to be a very interesting time…
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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Auntie's appearance, for you lovelies~ AND ALSO Lihua's appearance and Fengshe's appearance, since I forgot to show off their designs back when they first showed up! Art for Lihua and Fengshe done by the wonderful Verdy~
Before you ask if Yin and Jin are going to be appearing more often, probably not X"D they're not vital to the plot, but they might have small showings here and there.
But OUUUUGH I've been WAITING to finish this chapter for way too long. I love Lihua, I love Auntie, I love everything. Slowly but surely, the puzzle pieces are revealed~~ ;)
Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 33: Ripples
Notes:
Feelings unexpected, unwanted(?), bubble to the surface.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Macaque catches Spitfire’s fist flying for his side. He yanks them closer, twists, and slams them into the nearby wall with their arm pinned behind them.
“Nnng!” They grit their teeth, their free hand bracing against the wall.
“C’mon, spitfire,” he hums, leaning close and resting his chin on their shoulder. A sly grin crawls onto his lips. “We’ve been through this before. What do you do next when in a position like this?”
His six ears twitch, hearing their heart beating rapidly. Their breaths came out heavy, slightly wheezed. The two of them have been at this on and off for the last hour or so. Spitfire wasn’t used to fighting for so long, while to Macaque this was just a light warm up.
Better than last week, at least. It was just sad watching them flail about.
While a lot was left to be desired in their progress, he’ll give them some credit. They were a fast learner and listened attentively to his advice, but that was about it. Most execution of the techniques he’d show them were… hmm. Sloppy at best. Watching a dying fish flop around on dry land at worst.
He feels their weight shift to one side, using their hip to create a modicum of space between their body and the wall. Macaque pushes just a bit more against their back, his lips lingering close to their ear. “Give up yet? There’s no shame in it, you know.”
“Fuck off,” they snarl, their free hand clenched into a fist. He just smiles, knowing they can’t properly punch at him in this position.
Was he being a bit harsh? Meh, who cares. They need to learn, and they need to learn now. Neither he nor they can waste any time dicking around and getting nothing done. If any of them were going to be even remotely ready for a certain bitch’s return—then he needs to make sure they can put up some kind of fight.
“If you want me to fuck off, then make me—” he’s unable to finish his mocking retort as they push off the wall with sudden swiftness. Their shoulder twists and drives into his chest, causing him to lose his balance momentarily.
He braces his feet on the mat, fully expecting them to try to turn to punch at him. Instead, they reach backwards with their foot and hook it around his ankle, yanking it forward while they shove against the wall. He stumbles back, his tail reacting quickly and catching him before his back could slam onto the mats.
While it failed in making him stumble to the ground, it did, however, cause his grip on Spitfire to loosen. They seize the opportunity to twist away, swift and agile as a cat, and tumble along the floor. They hurry to stand once they’re about three feet from Macaque, moving back into their stance.
Using his tail, he rights himself with a grin.
Not bad, spitfire…
He feels something in his chest. A palpitation. It makes his grin falter for a moment, but he’s quick to put it back in place. “Not bad. Certainly better than your last sad attempt at that,” he comments, crossing his arms and tilting his head. “Alright, that’s enough. Take a break.”
Spitfire blinks in confusion, standing up straight. “Done already?” Yet, despite their question, they don’t hesitate to sit down by their bag and gulp down their water. “Why are we stopping so soon?”
“I never said we were done,” he corrects with a smile. His tail twitches, curling behind him. “I said you’re taking a break. The next section of your training is going to be different.” He crosses his arms, watching them quietly as they catch their breath and lean back against the wall.
“You say that every time we move to the next segment of my training,” they retort with a huff, closing their eyes. “We’ll see if it’s actually different or not, oh wise master.”
The biting (though playful) sarcasm in their tone has him scoffing. It’s much too airy and light to be an actual scoff of annoyance. Someone could even argue it was a laugh.
He feels that feeling in his chest again. That stupid palpitation from that traitorous organ resting there. His smile falls as he turns away and runs his fingers through his fur. Again with this… it’s been happening since Spitfire—well—it’s been on and off. Bits and pieces. Them helping him not get lost in his memories, showing a modicum of kindness to him despite everything. Giving him an understanding that no one else had.
Then there was the moment they had… well, they surprised him in that one training session. Said surprise nearly crushing his family jewels. That idiotic grin on their face, the way their eyes twinkled like ocean waves on a bright, summer day.
He knows what these twists and leaps were. He knew why his heart was skipping a beat any time he saw that stupid smug smile on Spitfire’s stupid face. He knew exactly what it meant, because he’s already been through it once before. Many, many lifetimes ago. When everything felt more like a dream.
A happy dream that he woke up from.
Was he going to mention it to anyone? Fuck no, he wasn’t. Especially not to Zan, of all people. If anything, Macaque’s sure the guy will figure it out on his own within two weeks—given how fast he figured out Wukong’s crush on Spitfire.
(Then again, Wukong is never subtle with his crushes. Spitfire’s just blind.)
Auntie’s even worse. He knows she’s figured it out the second she smelled his scent on Spitfire. It doesn’t help she always loves to tease in such a way, or even attempt to get them together. Ugh, stupid fox always trying to play matchmaker.
Back on topic, though. Macaque absolutely refuses to acknowledge these feelings or make mention of them. Because there’s absolutely no way that the leaps and twists of his heart meant it was that, okay? It could easily mean he’s feeling pride for his student’s progress. It’s been a while since he’s actually taught someone—nearly a millennium, if he’s remembering correctly.
These feelings that are there? Easily brushed off as pride. Because that’s definitely what it is and nothing else.
Haha, you never did like being open with those feelings, huh? Wukong’s memory teases him. Macaque quickly snuffs it out before it could go any further.
It’s pride and it’s nothing else.
Besides, he’s just not used to others being decent to him after centuries of being treated like a criminal. Macaque rubs his face and takes a deep breath.
There’s nothing good that can be gained from allowing these feelings to take over. From jumping in the minute he gets those moments of his heart skipping a beat. He rushed in once, and it was great. Wonderful. Everything was right, until it wasn’t. Until Wukong abandoned him, Flower Fruit, the Brotherhood.
No…
Macaque knows better than to trust his heart to someone again without thought.
That’s ancient history. Been there, done that.
Focus… time to see how they do in a more open setting.
“So,” he says, turning to them now. They’re on that little phone of theirs again, tapping away with a small frown. Their brows furrow, a look of irritation on their features. Before Macaque could even say anything about it, they put the device away and sigh, looking at him now with their full attention.
“So?”
He raises a brow. He says with a teasing undertone, “You look like you’re having so much fun with that rectangle of yours.”
Spitfire scoffs and rolls their eyes. “It’s called a
phone,
old man. You know that.” He did, but their reactions were funny
and endearing
. They rise to their feet and stretch. “And it’s nothing. What’s this training session about?”
As much as Macaque wanted to poke and tease and prod, he decides not to. Not only to be… “decent” (ugh, still feels weird), but also because he doesn’t want to waste time. He needed to see how good they actually were with both chasing someone down and running away from them. He’s especially curious about that little skill of theirs he overheard…
So he says, “It still falls back into endurance, but I want to see just how good you are at free running in various environments.” His expression lifts into a sly smile. He slinks closer, wrapping an arm around their shoulders and whispering to them, “I heard your dear uncle mentioning your sticky fingers from back when you were in America. I also heard you mentioning to Yin that you, yourself, are a pickpocket.”
Spitfire shoves his face away, taking at least three steps back to make some distance. Touchy. “And? What about it?” They raise a brow in question, regarding him with skepticism and caution.
Still so paranoid.
“No need to look at me with such prudence, spitfire!” He laughs, flicking his hand and calling to the shadows. A small mote of darkness forms, floating in the palm of his hand. He shows it to them as the mote changes into a feather. A simple little feather, colored black with gentle specs of purple floating around it. “You’ll steal this from me,” he says, letting them take a moment to look it over. “Nothing special, but I wanna see how good you actually are.”
“How is this supposed to help my training in knowing how to fight?” They ask before taking another gulp of water. “I know how to pickpocket. Why show you?”
“Because, spitfire—” he steps closer, tucking the feather into his pocket and poking at their forehead “—sticky fingers can help you remove something from your opponent. A weapon, a vial of poison or healing substance, anything that could help them will end up helping you instead.”
He bends down to fully meet their gaze. “I need to see how good you are at pickpocketing to know where to start with showing you how to render your opponent weaker than when the battle started.” He grins, crossing his arms and waving at them. “Trust me when I say that a well-placed tug on certain pieces of armor can make them fall right off. Quite amusing to watch your opponent’s shock.”
“Mmm…” They nod. “Alright, fine. Where’s this happening?”
Macaque stands with them. “Not far from here—we’re staying in the industrial district for familiarity before moving to different environments. This will also help you get used to acting in said places so you can utilize the environment to your advantage in an actual fight.” When they give a nod, he waves his hand again, this time to allow the shadows to take them both outside.
“I won’t use all my abilities, and will muffle my ears somewhat to make it more of a fair game,” he says now, chuckling at the look on Spitfire’s face.
“I would hope so, considering that sneaking up on you would be close to impossible.” They roll their shoulders back and sigh.
“Not impossible, just very difficult,” he corrects them with a tiny wag of his finger. Nonetheless, he applies the muffle spell to his ears, the sounds of the city and the wind and the world quieting down just a tad—just a fraction. Considering Spitfire’s usual run in with demons, it’s best to keep his hearing slightly enhanced, at least comparable to that of a normal demon’s rather than his own.
I’ll stick to normal wind magic for now, instead of the shadow magic.
We’ll move onto their lessons in making anti-magic wards another day.
He takes ten steps back, his smile growing into a toothy grin. “Let’s get started, spitfire. Good luck.” Whatever they were going to say, he didn’t catch it, already launching into the air and letting the wind carry him up to the nearby roof A hop, skip, and a jump later, he’s lounging on an abandoned, dilapidated building, watching Spitfire from afar.
His fingers fidget, thumb brushing against his index finger. Despite needing to focus on the training to ensure he’s not snuck up on, his mind—a relentless spiral of thoughts attempting to dizzy him—kept moving.
Spitfire had a reason to go to Auntie and to ask the questions they did. He’s no idiot. They must have had a vision concerning Bone Demon prior, prompting said visit. Then their other vision… just what did they see? As much as he wants to prod for answers, he sees the signs. If they’re having more visions concerning her, then that means her return will be a lot sooner rather than later.
MK and Spitfire have to be ready for that. Spitfire can’t be a liability, and MK can’t be going in blind.
If only Wukong would actually tell the kid what he really is…
But no, of course not. Wukong has to stall and make excuses and wait until the very last minute to actually tell the truth. Macaque has half a mind to go do it himself, but… Sigh, the little “reunion” still needs time to stew.
Nonetheless, so long as the training was being taken more seriously for MK, then Macaque can focus on Spitfire. His ears twitched, the wind brushing against his fur. Though Spitfire’s tracking needs improvement, it’s not half bad for someone used to being the hunted and not the hunter. He slinks away, merging with the shadows, watching, waiting.
Aaaaand… there they are, climbing up the ladder and looking around, their brows furrowed and chest huffing. Their breathing slows, and they fix their jacket, feet spaced apart and body lower. Their eyes instantly land on several spots—various rubble never cleaned up and a broken piece of technology (some kind of giant box he’s seen on other buildings).
Not a lot of hiding spaces for Macaque, but that’s exactly what he’s sticking to for now. Keep it simple and easy, and then he’ll up the ante later.
He stays where he is, waiting for them to creep closer to his hiding spot. They walk as if they’re the one supposed to hide, not hunt. He’ll have to train that out of them later. Alas, that’s for later. He’ll certainly give them credit where it’s due, though. He expected their footsteps to be louder, but they’re barely noticeable over the sounds of the rest of the city.
(Of course, he’d catch them with his normal hearing, but they deserve some credit.)
Macaque slips away as Spitfire turns their back on him, moving towards the fire escape. He won’t lie, a game like this reminds him of the days on Flower Fruit, when he’d train the young warriors. A game of hide and seek, he’d call it, allowing them to try and hunt him down. Whoever catches him first would get the rest of the day off. No one ever succeeded at such a thing, but a few of the cubs came close.
He’s sure if he tried that on MK, the kid would’ve gotten very close to catching him.
He feels the wind shifting from behind him, a telltale sign someone was there. Twisting his hip away, he ducks with a laugh, “A good attempt, but you can do better than that.” His foot kicks out towards Spitfire’s ankles, catching one and yanking their leg toward him to make them fall over.
“Ah—!” Their other leg collapses under them, one hand failing to grab onto something. They grab the railing of the fire escape and right themselves. “Watch it!”
“Watch what?” Macaque scoffs, leisurely sauntering backwards. “Can’t take your target fighting back?”
“Not that, you ass.” His good eye catches their shaking legs, their gaze flickering to the fire escape and the ground below. “Just—” they shake their head “—never mind. Forget it. Let’s keep going…”
A frown tugs at his lips, his chest contracting. He saw that look in their eyes. The glazed look, the fear. His teeth dig into the inside of his lip, and he narrows his eyes. It’s not the fact he knocked them over. It’s the fact they almost fell off.
It’s only been, what? Two months? Ugh—dammit. He completely forgot about that whole debacle. They already talked it over, made amends. He had just pushed it away like it was an old bowl of fruits needing to be tossed out. They didn’t. They still held on.
Too close to home. Too much like the other times they were threatened by demons.
Well… he’ll just save this particular bit for another day.
He reaches for them. “Gimme your hand.” They don’t at first, hesitant. Always hesitant. Especially when it came to Macaque. He finds himself blaming them less and less for it. The pause lasted less than ten seconds, though, as their fingers brush against his. The shadows take them both away from the top of the building, down, down to the ground.
He pulls his hand away. “No climbing or high places. At least not yet.”
They nod, fingers fidgeting, tugging at their sleeve. An awkward silence passes them. Even with four of his six ears muffled, Macaque can still hear the wheels turning in their head. Their eyes meet his, mouth opening to whisper, “Thanks.”
Another twist in his chest. Not good, but not bad. Just odd. He has to hold back the reactive response—to shove away their thanks and move on from there. He has to will himself to accept their gratitude.
He’s trying. It’s weird and new and uncomfortable. Decency doesn’t come easy to him, not after so, so, so many centuries of hurting and killing. But he’s trying.
So he nods, hums in acknowledgement, and then takes a few steps back. “Now—where were we?”
○ ○ ○
Half the day goes by just like that. Ducking and weaving and chasing. Well, he’s the one being chased, technically. Macaque can’t lie, he’s… actually having fun. How long has it been since he could turn off that paranoia, that worry, that hatred in his heart? How long has it been since he felt the wind brushing through his fur in a way that pulled a visible grin.
Judging from Spitfire’s own expression, their time was a mixture between fun and frustration. Not used to going so long after a target. Not used to climbing or vaulting or crawling for prolonged periods. Maybe they’re just frustrated at Macaque, which he won’t blame them, really. He’s not making it easy (though he could certainly make it harder), but it’s not supposed to be easy. They have to learn, to be ready.
Besides, as he had said before, it always fell back to endurance. He’ll commend them for lasting this long, but even with his hearing muffled, he can still clearly tell their breathing is more labored. Exhaustion’s creeping up on them like shadows stretching across the land at dusk. He’ll have to end this session soon to let them get rest and start again tomorrow.
It’s getting closer to their stop point, anyhow, so… Macaque can give them one final chance to try and beat him (and probably fail) before calling it quits for the day.
They trail behind him into a warehouse filled with crates and storage containers and nets holding more crates. He scans the surroundings first, making sure if they fall from anything, it won’t be too bad—minor bruising at worst. Mmm, they’re still a fragile mortal, so he shouldn’t climb too high—
A brush of wind against his waist, and he’s launching into the air, landing on one of the many shipping containers. His good eye lands on Spitfire, their hand mere inches away from where his belt was, the feather dangling from it still secure. But the fact they came close to getting it from him brought a smile to his face. Real and true, one he has to quickly wipe away into something more smug.
“Gotta do better than that, spitfire!” His laughter echoes within the warehouse, only growing louder at the sheer look of annoyance on Spitfire’s face.
“I’ll make you eat your words, monkey man,” they huff, quiet, but Macaque heard it.
We’ll see about that.
The chase continues within the warehouse, Macaque closely observing them the entire time. Half of it was to make sure they wouldn’t collapse from exhaustion and fall from one of the containers. The other half was to watch the look on their face. It’s a hilarious look.
Cute, too.
He violently shoves that last thought away because it’s not cute, and he’s not feeling anything short of pride for a student of his that’s progressing at a decent pace. Nothing more, nothing less.
Macaque pauses one last time, eyeing the space between two shipping containers. It’s too wide for Spitfire to make the jump, but at least there’s netting down below in case they fall. He’ll make the last stand here, see how they handle it, and end it there. They’ve done this particular section of training long enough, and he’s starting to get hungry. He can only imagine what Spitfire’s stomach sounds like.
He turns just in time to see Spitfire climb onto the shipping container, red in the face and fury in their eyes. A lazy grin easily slides into place, his hands splayed out for them to see. “Finally decided to catch up?”
“Oh, bite me,” they huff, roughly wiping sweat from their brow. He already knows that they can tell he’s purposefully slowing down for them. He lets them take a moment to catch their breath, and plant their hands on their hips. “What, decided it’s too boring to watch me fumble?”
Making a lazy hand gesture, he shrugs. “I’d say it’s less fumbling and more… professional tumbling.”
“There’s no difference.”
“There is.” He grins, tail swishing behind him. “Session’s almost done, though. Might as well make the last bit of it fun before we end it for the day. So—” he twists his hip, tucks one arm behind his back and holds the other out to them “—come at me, spitfire. Try and take the feather.”
They don’t need to be told twice, rushing towards him with that same fury burning in their eyes. No doubt an intense desire to make him eat his own words. He doubts they’ll succeed, but they get points for their gusto. Extra points, actually, because he won’t deny it, he wasn’t expecting them to still be quick to the draw when they’re breathing so heavily.
In fact, he’s noticing they’re not breathing hard at all now. Their breaths are more even, controlled, and their movements quick and decisive.
Was their exhaustion a ploy to give him a false sense of security?
Mmm, no. Removing a hint of the muffle spell told him all he needed to know. Their heart still hammered in their chest. Their breathing may be quiet, but he can hear the stutters in between. While the exhaustion’s getting them, they’re doing a better job hiding it. Not to mention, they most likely conserved most of their energy for the “big stand-off” right now.
A pivot here, a shove there. Spitfire’s still an arm’s length away from him, but they’ve certainly gotten dangerously close to getting that feather from him. Another twist, and—
“Hggk!” His teeth grind against one another, pain shooting up from his tail. Spitfire stepped—no, stomped on it. That was no accident, that was purposeful. He can certainly tell from the smug look on their face, the ass. Still, it’s smart to fight dirty against one’s opponent.
He stumbles back when they release his tail, his foot catching air behind him. His hand shoots out, aiming to grab the nearby rope to stop his fall, but rather than feeling the roughness of a rope, he feels smooth skin instead. Spitfire’s hand clasps around his, their other holding onto said rope to ensure they didn’t tumble down with him. They grunt, pulling him back up with a huff.
“What was that about watching your surroundings?” They ask, their tone all but mocking.
Macaque barks out a laugh and tugs his hand free from theirs. “And who’s to say I didn’t do that on purpose?”
They press their hand against his chest, leaning in close, much too close. His mind short-circuits for half a second, the move from Spitfire wholly unexpected. They whisper, their breath brushing against his ears, “Because then you wouldn’t give me a chance to do this.”
With all the might they had left, they shoved him back, allowing him to fall off the shipping container and land right on the netting. In his scramble, his limbs got tangled in the netting, leaving him effectively stuck. He groans, slumping back. Well, shit. Out of all the moves he predicted they would use, that was certainly the last. They’re always so strict with personal space being respected, never allowing Macaque too close for comfort. Hell, they’re strict even with Wukong despite their close relationship.
A sound catches his ears. The sound of a bell gently ringing in the air, growing louder, louder. He blinks, his one good eye catching Spitfire still standing atop the shipping container. They’re hunched over, one hand over their chest and face scrunched. That bell is coming from them. They’re laughing.
They right themselves, gazing down at him with a grin, and triumphantly hold up the feather. He blinks, instinctively going for his belt, and finds nothing there.
“What’s wrong, teach?” They ask, their tone all but mocking. “Did the little mortal actually throw you for a spin?” Another ringing from them, their laugh soft but loud and true, and it’s towards him and for him and—
Thmp—thmp
Oh no.
Macaque detangles himself from the netting, jumping back up and standing before them. They continue to say, “Rule one to pickpocketing: never let them know you’re going to pickpocket them.” They hand the feather back to him. “Had to get you distracted somehow.”
“Uh huh…” He takes the feather, letting it melt away into shadow. He wants to hear that laugh again. He wants to see that smile again. The smile they had for him, small, teasing, friendly, cute—
Thmp—thmp
He shoves it away, stuffing his hands into his pockets and forcing a grin. “Well, I gotta say; congratulations, spitfire, you’re one of the rare few to catch the Six-Eared Macaque off guard,” he says with an overly dramatic bow and stands up straight again. “And with that, we’ll end training for the day. Same time, same place tomorrow.”
“Same time, same place,” they confirm with a nod. They walk out of the warehouse with him. “What’s tomorrow going to be?”
“What has it been this whole week, spitfire?” He snorts. The shadows take them back to his hideout, watching them gather their things into their pack. “Endurance, as always. You lasted longer than I expected in that free run. So we’ll be doing that again tomorrow, except this time I’ll be chasing you. Same rules, same setting.”
“To test my escape skills, I’m safely assuming?” They ask now.
He gives a hum of confirmation. “We’ll stay in the industrial district, but widen the area to give you more room to run around. No shadow magic for me, and my ears’ll remain muffled.”
“I would certainly hope so, or it’d be a short session.” They sling their pack over their shoulder and give him a look of skepticism.
“Such little faith in your teacher! I’m disappointed.” He gives their shoulder a shove. A playful gesture, making them snort. A pause. They shove him back.
Thmp—thmp
“Until tomorrow, spitfire.”
“Until tomorrow.”
He watches them leave, listens to their footsteps as they walk out of the industrial district, listens to their footsteps as they board the bus. Yet it all felt so far away, the thumping of his heart akin to war drums pounding in his ears.
He collapses onto the sofa and rubs his face, groaning loudly.
“You idiot…” He grumbles to himself. “You should’ve known better than to let this happen.”
Thmp—thmp
He’s so fucked.
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To coax out information would be like coaxing a flower out to bloom earlier than scheduled. One must be careful with such a task, or else the structure of the flower itself will be weakened, the lifespan shorter. But the risk must be taken, or the damage could be worse than a slightly weaker structure, should this information be kept.
Lihua knows this, all too well. It’s through painful, painful trial and error that she’s learned that sometimes, one must encourage the flower to open, up. Even if it means risking that bit of fragility, the clarity gained can allow her to ensure proper steps to healing are taken. For the steps Lord Ox is taking now? It will only take him further down a path that’ll bring more pain.
Short-lived gratification for long-lived agony. Foolish bull.
However, Lihua also knows better than to go to the source of it. Just like how Bluebell is playing it carefully, going to her rather than Wukong about the estranged relationship between him and Macaque; Lihua must go to other sources as well. The main source being Lady Iron.
The fury she feels inside could cause the Undercity to crumble under root and thorn. To think, all these years, Lady Iron and Red Son have been keeping this secret from her and Fengshe, not once thinking of the consequences that could come, the sheer repercussions. Lady Iron knew Lord Ox would still wish vengeance on Wukong, and not dare try to deter him.
Do they think this is a simple game of chess? Do they not realize that the very foundations of their family and home are being threatened, not by Wukong, but by the Celestial Realm?
She keeps her anger in check, allowing her breaths to calm her and keep her thoughts on the straight and narrow. Life is a two-way street, she must understand Lady Iron’s side of the road before Lihua can make any moves. Before she can tackle the hardest one of them all, Lord Ox.
Alas… that must wait for another day.
For today, she must discuss matters concerning her child of shadow and wind. For today, she shares a cup of tea with dearest Bluebell and Zan.
A home by the ocean… it brings memories to Flower Fruit, to the simple days when Wukong barely reached her knees, but he was still as bold and courageous as he is today. His little feet kicking up sand and running for the ocean, only to run back to cling to her leg because the water’s too cold.
Fondly does she remember that energetic little toddler, always so curious, looking at the crabs that would scuttle along the sand. Oh, how fondly does she remember the crabs attacking him for harassing them, one clamping onto his tail and not letting go until Lihua pried it off. Fondly does she remember him attempting to “destroy” the crabs with his stare alone. Not so fondly does she remember that being the day they both discovered he could shoot pure energy—lasers—from his eyes.
She’s quite happy he barely remembers he has those today, for he loved using them endlessly when he was younger. Ah… so many trees fell in those days. But Lihua mustn’t allow herself to get too caught up in the past. She must focus on the now. On the topic at hand.
The cup of tea is warm in her palms, the atmosphere of the house screaming comfort. Such a welcoming air lingers here, reminiscent of Flower Fruit’s golden days, and Camel Ridge. Both she and Zan had just finished placing the last of the sound-proofing wards to ensure Macaque couldn’t listen in, and went a step further to ensure he couldn’t read lips from the outside.
Not that he’d risk snooping so close, mind. Lihua would take that chance to snatch his ear and give him the tongue lashing of the millennia. But it’s better safe than sorry, especially with how risky he’s playing this game of hide and seek.
“So…” Bluebell starts, their fingers tap-tap-tapping against the teacup. They sigh and shake their head. “Okay, sorry, it’s just—awkward kind of sitting here waiting for someone to start talking, so I guess I’ll go ahead. Miss Lihua—what information can you give regarding Wukong’s relationship with Mac—Six-Eared Macaque?”
Her eyes shine, taking note of the slip. Seems they’ve been spending a lot of time with Macaque as well, going as far as referring to him by nickname. Interesting. She doesn’t voice that, however, instead she sips her tea and lets it linger on her taste buds for a moment. After swallowing, she says, “Strong. Stronger than any bond you could possibly imagine.”
She smiles a sad smile, her eyes downcast, her fingers tracing the rim of the cup. “Those two loved each other more than words could describe. And that’s why their tragedy is such a sad one.” Memories of Macaque crying and crying and crying in her arms, screaming how it’s not fair. Memories of Wukong crying and crying and crying in her arms, sobbing out apology after apology.
“I’m sure you’ve already reached this conclusion, but allow me to voice it anyhow. Contrary to how history portrays him, Wukong is not as headstrong as he makes himself out to be.” Lihua pauses to sip her tea, allowing herself to pick her words. “He’s brash, bold, and does rush in without thinking at times, but that’s fewer and farther between than led to believe. Many, many, many years ago, he wasn’t a monkey teaching a boy how to harness his power. He was a king, and more than that still. A strategist, a thinker; every thought he had was towards his people and how to keep them safe and happy.”
She lifts her gaze to gauge Zan and Bluebell’s expressions. Both are thoughtful, as expected, listening intently to every word she speaks. “His bouts of rage, of destruction, those were caused by his buttons being pushed and pushed and pushed ceaselessly, until he couldn’t take it anymore. And so, that caused him to act out of said rage.”
A sigh. More tea poured. Her fingers tap on the table. “And thus, that falls to his relationship with Macaque. I don’t know the details of their falling out. All I know is that… whatever led to their battle, it was Macaque pushing and pushing and pushing until Wukong couldn’t take it anymore and pushed back.”
Bluebell’s frowning now, their eyes holding a whirlpool of emotions. Their gaze lowers to their teacup, copying Lihua’s gesture of tracing the rim. Zan’s pinching his chin with his thumb and index finger, humming softly.
“Interesting…” He says slowly. “How interesting, indeed.”
Lihua smiles. “And what’s so interesting, hmm?”
Zan matches the smile with his own. “Perhaps you could tell us, Miss Lihua. What is interesting about the situation?”
The twinkle in his eyes is enough for her to confirm. If not for the sheer amount of mangoes in the house and his scent permeated into the floorboards, mixed with Wukong’s, the confirming smile on Zan’s face tells her all she needs to know.
“I think that history will repeat itself the moment Wukong and Macaque meet again,” she answers, sipping her tea momentarily. “If precautions aren’t set, then my eldest will react in pain, in anger, and—possibly—panic. This reaction will lead to another deadly fight, one ending with the second death of Macaque.”
A pause, amber eyes scanning the faces of the two clairvoyants. Neither look surprised, no doubt guessing Lihua either already knew or had an inkling at the least. Bluebell speaks first, asking, quiet, “How long have you known?”
“Years,” she confirms, smiling stronger. Such an answer causes confusion to fall over Bluebell’s face. Even Zan appears confused, brows lightly furrowed, a curious tilt of the head. “Allow me to elaborate.”
She shifts in her seat, tail swaying rhythmically behind her. “Many, many years ago, when Fengshe was just a boy who barely reached my knees, he was fascinated by theater. So, one day, I took him to a theater to watch an opera, and it only made his love for it grow.” She chuckles at the memories of the shine in his eyes, the look of pure wonder. Little to nothing would get his attention back in the day aside from his own mother. She’d never seen him so rapt in attention for the show, never once looking away.
She continues to speak, “Not long after that, he wanted to learn how to do that. Dance, sing, tell stories, perform like how the actors on stage did. Believe it or not, Fengshe was actually quite a shy lad.” Her gaze flickers down to her teacup. “Theater helped him grow in confidence, open up, but—of course—he had a particular teacher who truly kick-started it.”
Lifting her gaze, she gauges the reactions of Bluebell and Zan. They listen in polite silence, Zan the epitome of neutral calm, whilst Bluebell’s thoughtful expression was clear as day. Lihua says, “This particular teacher was a shadow demon, described by my son as odd and eccentric, and desiring private lessons at my permission. It only took one meeting with this shadow demon to know it was my boy.
“That foolish monkey thought his scent would be masked after learning shadow magic, after being revived. He even tried that scent canceling perfume a few times,” She laughs and shakes her head at the absurdity of it. “You should’ve seen how tense he was. He’s good at hiding it, but a mother knows her children best. And I am a mother that never forgets a voice, a scent, a face. Past that stench of chilling darkness and decay, I smelt the air of heaven, of earth, of wind and mangoes. I smelled Macaque.”
She lifts the teacup, not to drink, but to look at the liquid in the cup. “I’ve known for years that he was alive. I’ve known what he’s been up to—mostly. Whenever he’s around plant life, at least. And so, Fengshe and I have kept it to ourselves, for now. Waiting for the right moment to step in.” She sips the tea, letting it rest on her tongue for a moment.
Bluebell speaks, slowly, carefully, “And you never told Wukong…?”
She knows they’re not trying to blame her. The question is more out of curiosity. The caution behind their words is simply trying to convey their desire for knowledge, not a desire to push blame.
Lihua shakes her head. “Wukong was still going through so much pain, and still is. Though he’s at last taking steps to tend to the wounds of the past, he still needs time. Time to heal, to accept. The same can be said for Macaque.” She takes a breath, slowly inhaling, and then exhaling. “Those two reuniting prematurely would lead to utter disaster, both as collateral damage, and to their head and heart.”
“I understand.” Bluebell nods. “It’d just be salt in their wounds.”
“But it’s also inevitable,” says Zan now, gaze lowered and fingers stroking his chin. “I’ve had several premonitions pointing to their reunion happening much sooner than expected, when neither of them are ready for it. Though I’ve kept it to myself to avoid it becoming a prophecy, I feel it necessary to share this with you both.”
He breathes now, a small hum rumbling in his throat. “I can’t say what’s sure, where it’ll happen or when. Each vision was a different place, different scenario, and worrying about the exact time, date, and place will only drive us mad.”
“So the best course of action would be to just prepare for those two to be at each other’s throats,” Bluebell’s copying Zan’s posture now, stroking their chin in thought. Like uncle like nibbling. Though their expression showed more conflict to speak. Face scrunched with a deep set frown. “I… have also been getting visions of… well, something else. I don’t want that to become prophecy, but it’s big, and it’s coming. I don’t know when or how yet, but I just know it’s on the horizon, waiting.”
They look at Zan, then Lihua. “Wukong and Macaque can’t be at each other’s throats while this is going on. Especially not while MK is still being trained.”
“It’s not entirely hopeless, at least,” Zan says, his eyes twinkling. “Both of them have been my therapy clients for some time, and I see progress in them. So does nibby.” He pats their head, making them huff sheepishly, but nod.
“My first meeting with Macaque was… rough,” they say, fidgeting with their collar. “But—I see his progress. He’s getting better. More… tolerable, I suppose.”
Lihua laughs. “The joy this news brings me is insurmountable. Truly. Pray tell, I’d love to hear both of your insights on what would be the biggest threat to face when their reunion comes.”
“Pride,” Bluebell says with little hesitation. “Both of them are stubborn in their own way. For Macaque, he’s resistant towards accepting his faults. For Wukong, he’s too accepting towards his faults, and he’s also overprotective.”
“His last memory of Macaque would be their deadly battle, as well as several other memories of him also being treated as the verbal, emotional punching bag,” Zan chimes in, his sigh akin to a disappointed father. “His prime worry would be MK, nibby, myself, and several others. He’d wish to ensure we’re safe from Macaque first before taking care of the problem. At least, what he believes the problem to be.”
“When in reality, their actual problem is not letting go of the past,” Bluebell adds in, making small gestures with their hand. “Macaque will think he’s done nothing wrong, when he’s the one who instigated Wukong several different times. Wukong, meanwhile, will think he’s doing the right thing, when in reality, it’ll just hurt himself more.”
Lihua nods. How happy she is to know these two are taking care of her boys in their own ways. In ways she knows she can’t. “The reality is this… Wukong never wanted to kill Macaque. It was an accident, an awful, awful accident.” She frowns at the memory of blood and tears and apologies poured from the lips of her eldest. “But he himself might not even realize such a thing. Too wrapped in his guilt, in his grief for everything he’s already lost, to see that.
“And for Macaque, he’s too in his own head. Too in the belief he’s the true victim in this debacle. While he was the victim in the falling out between him and Wukong, he doesn’t realize that Wukong was also the victim, not just the aggressor. In their own ways, they both were aggressors, and victims.”
Bluebell groans, rubbing their face and running their fingers through their hair. “They’re not going to see it that way, though…”
“Not immediately.” Lihua reaches over and pats their knee in reassurance. “But in time, they will.”
They look about as convinced as a child pretending to enjoy their vegetables. “Is time something we even have?”
“It will be,” Zan promises. “But that can be something we worry about in the future. For now, how about we plan for when their reunion comes to our front door?”
A smile tugs at Lihua’s lips, her fingers lacing together and tail curling behind her. She leans in, a giddy feeling rising in her chest. Though many flowers in this garden required tending to, this can finally, finally get the attention it so desperately needed.
“What did you have in mind, Zan?”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Chapter 34: Deluge
Notes:
Too many questions. Too many variables. Too little time.
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Chapter Text
“Hey there, stranger.”
You turn, catching amber eyes glimmering with mischief. You blink, looking Fengshe up and down. Two days ago, you and Uncle talked to Miss Lihua about the plan for the coming “reunion,” and just yesterday, Erlang was requesting an update about the situation. Due to Wukong still playing as Yiran, he wasn’t available, so the discussion had to be made in secret, or else he’d blow a gasket. Especially given how he feels about Erlang being within five feet of you.
But now Fengshe’s over here, very much looking like he wants something from you as well. Curious.
“Fengshe,” you say with a bow of your head in greeting. In truth, you weren't expecting him to show up. You've never truly interacted with him aside from when Miss Lihua healed you, and that can barely count.
He tips his hat, smile easily falling in place. It reminds you of Macaque. “Mind if I join you?” He makes a gesture to the pathway. Since you just finished your private chat with Wukong about what to do for MK's training after “Yiran's” visit, you were on your way back to the bus stop. The amount of pestering you had to do to get that stubborn monkey to actually talk about it still leaves a slight headache. But at least there’s a plan on what to do once the “Yiran visit” is finally over.
Curious that Fengshe decides to show up when you're alone. To be fair, though, it most likely involves Macaque, so best to ensure Wukong doesn't overhear.
“Sure.” You continue to walk, him easily matching your pace. “Did you need something?”
“A few things,” he sighs. His hands fold behind his head, hat flopping over his eyes and needing to be fixed by his tail. “Some questions, a couple of suggestions, maybe a request or two.” Eyes the color of fire flicker towards you.
“<Do you speak English?>”
You blink, unable to hold back the shock on your face. First he knows Italian, now English? How many languages did this monkey learn? Nonetheless, you nod. “<I do.>”
He continues, smiling stronger, “<Figured you did, considering you lived in America, but it never hurts to ask. Old big bro Mac doesn't speak it, so we can talk freely.>”
A hum. “<I assumed it involved him. What questions and suggestions do you have?>”
Fengshe stops, eyeing up the monkey statue nearby. Some of the younger monkeys are already clinging to his legs or climbing his clothes. He pays them no mind. “<It doesn't involve just him. I know you talked to Mother already about your plan. She told me. My first few questions involve Uncle Ox. You know him better as Bull King.>”
Bull King? Huh… could it involve that vision you had for Red Son some weeks back? Nodding, you gesture for him to continue. He plucks a young monkey off his shoulder before it can grab the blades on his hat, placing it on the ground.
“<My questions are these; have you had any more visions concerning his possession, and when it happens?>” Once more, he looks at you. His posture doesn't give anything away. He's relaxed and unbothered, yet his tone was serious.
He holds pieces of both Wukong and Macaque in him. The smile, the glimmer in his eyes, the lazy sway in his tail. Given how Miss Lihua told you Macaque tutored him in theater, it's not that surprising.
Good at hiding true intentions, all behind his lax demeanor. Not only is he a theater kid, apparently very good at acting, but he was also raised by Sun Lihua. If she can hide the fact she knew Macaque was alive for years, then she must excel at hiding her own true intentions from others. No doubt Fengshe picked up on that.
You shake your head. “<No, I haven't.>” A pause. A baby monkey is chirping for your attention. You bend down and let it cling to you, gently rubbing its back. “<Are your requests involving that?>”
“<Sharp!>” He laughs. “<Yes and no. That's part of my request, and the other involves Big Brother Macaque. Think of this one as a request from me and Mother.>”
The pause is longer, allowing you to have the words sink in. Either that, or for dramatic effect. He says, “<No matter what happens, what he says or does, can you stay by his side when Big Brother Wukong finds him?>”
…
That's… an odd request…
You must've made a face because he's laughing again and elaborates, “<Chances are, you'll be with either Big Brother Wukong or Big Brother Macaque when it happens. When it does, can you stay by Big Brother Macaque’s side?>”
You almost ask why Macaque specifically, but stop yourself. Given his history, he'll fully expect you to side with Wukong while he's left to handle it on his own. That might lead to him running and hiding, the last thing anyone—especially Miss Lihua—wants. All these years, he hasn't had anyone on his side, so it's what he's bracing for, most likely. While you're more neutral on the standpoint that both Wukong and Macaque fucked up, you understand what Fengshe is asking of you.
Besides, it's best those two aren't left alone for too long or else history will definitely repeat itself.
Meeting his gaze, you nod. “<I can do that, sure. As for the visions, that might take me some time…>” You sigh, crossing your arms and stroking your chin. “<It’ll be a bit of a challenge, considering Macaque can just plop me anywhere with that stupid shadow magic, though…>”
He waves his hand. “<That's fine, as long as I can get the info. As for the shadow magic…>” He reaches into his sleeve and pulls out a small charm shaped like a cloud. Through your true sight, you can see the gentle glow of magic radiating off of it. “<This is a charm that will leave you immune to any kind of teleportation magic not made by you. That way, neither of my thick-headed brothers can forcibly teleport you away.>”
You take the charm, tucking it into your pack. “<Noted. Thanks.>”
“<Don’t thank me just yet,>” he continues to walk, and you meet his step. The bus stop is just a few blocks away, within view. “<You’ll also need anti-magic wards so they can’t just use magic to whisk you away, like Big Brother Macaque’s wind magic for example. If your uncle doesn’t know how to make them—though I’m sure he does—you can just ask Mother or myself.>”
“<Got it.>” You pause at the bus stop, staring out to Megapolis. To others, it may seem excessive to have all these precautions together, but they also wouldn’t know the sheer disaster it could become if Wukong and Macaque were alone during this “reunion” and let their emotions get the better of them. Knowing Wukong, he’d probably try to subdue Macaque and get you as far away from him as possible. Meanwhile, Macaque might try running, hiding, or something along those lines.
In truth, you’re not too sure what Macaque might do. You’re still learning how he works, so you don’t know his habits or tactics. The most you know is that he’s very quick to take on that victim mentality, so it’s possible that he’ll just use whatever Wukong says to get angry. Ugh, it’s a whole mess in itself, one that you don’t want to be in the middle of, but that can’t exactly be stopped. You’re in the middle of it whether you like it or not.
The bus arrives and Fengshe tips his hat to you again. “<Good luck, fish.>”
You feel like you’re going to need it. “<Thanks again, Fengshe.>”
“<Anytime. If you need me or Mother, just text us.>” And he’s gone in a puff of smoke. He says to text him or Miss Lihua, but you don’t even have his number—
…
…He slipped it into your pocket when you weren’t paying attention. A slippery little monkey to the end, just like his brothers.
You settle down on the bus seat and sigh, staring out the window. Even if you haven’t been having visions revolving around Macaque and Wukong’s “reunion” like Uncle, you can still feel it coming. Though others would claim it to be a coming storm, this felt more like the calm before the actual storm. Said storm being Lady Bone Demon’s return.
Not only do you have to make sure those two idiot monkeys don’t rip each other's throats out, but you need to try and get them to work together to train MK. Both of them have invaluable teaching and wisdom they could give to the lad, making him more prepared for her return or for any other impending threats.
Sigh. Don’t think about her right now. Think about Wukong and Macaque and what you can do. Wukong, as stated before, will try to keep you away from Macaque, but Macaque himself? You’re not yet sure what he’d do. He’s taunting, teasing, but also a monkey who’s starting to accept his past mistakes, bit by bit. It’s a slow, slow process that can’t be rushed, or it’ll just fuck up the progression.
This little “reunion” will definitely be the boulder thrown into that river of progression that might cause blockage, and it’ll be up to you and several others to remove said blockage. Macaque’s faults in his falling out with Wukong isn’t something he’s ready to face yet. He might still believe he’s the sole victim in what happened.
…
But what happened?
That’s the question you kept asking, but nothing ever came up. No hints, no visions, nothing. Macaque had said before that Wukong abandoned him and Flower Fruit. In the visions of Flower Fruit burning, he blamed Wukong for getting captured, as if that’d stop Erlang from giving the order.
Yet it never answers the details.
Macaque felt abandoned, alone, and that cut him deep. Did… Wukong make some kind of promise that he wouldn’t leave? Does Macaque have further past trauma involving abandonment?
You finally arrive home, throwing your pack onto your bed and sitting back in your desk chair with a groan.
Where does it start? Where will it end?
What, in the name of the Buddha, happened to these two?
Even Miss Lihua didn’t know the details, despite her being around the two their entire lives. And trying to get answers out of either monkey will be akin to pulling out teeth that are stuck to the gums. So the only way to get your answers would be…
You look at the clock. You have about an hour and a half before Macaque pesters you to come to your training. More endurance training to see how well you do in your little escape arts before going back to actual combat, and implementing your sticky fingers in the equation.
Mmm…
You shut the window, close the curtain, and settle on your bed. It’s been a hot minute since you’ve consulted your cards, so you might as well try to get a hint from them first. You take the pouch with your cards in them, removing one and gently tapping your knuckle on the bony surface.
Can you give me a hint of Macaque’s issue? Is it abandonment, or something else? I need some help, here.
A small pause, and then slowly, an image is burned into the card. A simple one; a heart stabbed by three swords.
Three of Swords, Upright… hmm…
The last time you tried to get a hint regarding Macaque, he also got a Swords Suit. Considering this particular Suit deals with the mind and mirrors the quality of mind present in thoughts or attitudes, it’s not surprising. They’re always double-edged, symbolizing the fine balance between intellect and power. Not to mention, the Suit’s associated with the element of Air. Also not surprising, given Macaque’s affiliation with wind magic.
The Three of Swords specifically, though… It can have several meanings. Emotional release being the more positive one, and heartbreak or sorrow and grief being the more negative. It can tell one that they’re becoming too absorbed in the emotions swirling around them that they lose sight of the need to let go and move on. Too focused on damage, when it should be on recovery.
You’ve gotten this card more than a few times when you’ve done previous readings for yourself, so you know it like the back of your hand.
But that’s also the issue of it being a Minor Arcana. They reflect day to day things, current issues that have temporary or minor influence. While the Swords card isn’t surprising, you were expecting a Major Arcana not Minor, since Major Arcana are more about bigger parts of one’s life. Karmic and spiritual lessons, and all that.
Then again, it could be taking into account Macaque’s longer lifespan. Either way, it helps you understand a piece of it, but not the whole picture, something you need. Asking your cards for a more specific answer won’t necessarily help, especially since you don’t know much about Macaque’s past.
But maybe you can find out…
You set aside your tarot cards, get into a comfortable position and close your eyes, inhaling deeply. Your visions may be a stubborn bunch, but too bad for them, you’re more stubborn. You just had to focus on one thing to avoid any surprise visions like last time.
In your mind’s eye, the pond rests before you. Hundreds of fish swim about, some too far, others closer enough for you to grab. You exhale, imagining yourself stepping into the pond and coaxing the more skittish fish to come to you.
Focus on Macaque. One question at a time.
What sorrow did Macaque experience?
Inhale. A fish comes closer to you. Exhale. It brushes along your hand, as if tempting you to snatch it. You remain still, swallowing your eagerness, waiting for it to come to you. Inhale. The fish stops in front of you, swaying, swaying in the water. Exhale. It turns and slowly swims deeper, coaxing you to follow.
And you do.
○ ○ ○
There’s a gentle humming resonating around you, the source unknown. It drowns out nearly all other noises, but it felt like nothing could drown out the crying of an infant.
You blink, squint, trying to make out the vision before you. The figures are so blurry and distorted, like trying to look through a window with frosted glass. You breathe, remembering to not rush into trying to make the vision clear, and wait.
The humming continues, a lullaby unknown to you. The crying continues, but quieter, quieter, and with it, the vision slowly becomes clearer. Once the crying finally stops only does the vision become apparent.
You’re standing on a mountain. Looking around, you see buildings build along a cliffside off in the distance, and a small house approximately a mile away. You didn’t even need to wonder, somehow knowing this was Flower Fruit before it gained its huge community. The source of the humming came from a woman, a wind demon specifically, clutching a small bundle of white fur. Nearby rests an egg made of stone, cracked in two, the inside resembling a glimmering geode of blues and whites.
You move, taking a tentative step closer to the demon woman, taking note of the human man next to her. You peek, gazing at the bundle of fur in her arms. You felt like you already knew who it was, but still had to make sure. When you see the six ears can you fully confirm it.
This was when Six-Eared Macaque was born.
The wind demon brushes Macaque’s fur aside, looking over his little face. You won’t deny it, Macaque was… actually kind of adorable when he was a baby. But that’s not what you’re here for. Focus.
“Six ears…” Whispers the woman, her thumb gentle brushing along the ears. A soft glow pulses around his ears, no doubt the very muffle magic he uses today to ensure this young monkey isn’t overwhelmed with all the noises he can hear. She looks at the human man, her brow etched with concern. “This can’t be anyone’s here… monkey’s—they don’t come from stone eggs, Yunan.”
“Trust me, Qinglan” says the man—Yunan, “I’ve helped birth enough monkeys to know that much. And six ears… that can only give us a fraction of an idea what this poor lad can hear.” He reaches out with gentle hands, petting the white fur. “He’s shivering.”
Away they walk, child in arms, to the little house not far. It’s small inside, cozy. Herbs and remedies line the windows and shelves. Healers, it looks like. The wind demon—Qinglan—bundles baby Macaque in a thick blanket and holds him close.
“Qinglan,” Yunan urges. “My love, we aren’t ready for a child.”
“I know.” She makes no move to remove Macaque from her arms.
“We don’t have the supplies to care for him.”
“I know.” She kisses his forehead. His tiny hand grabs at her shirt, not letting go.
“We can talk to the others—”
“And do what? Ask them to care for him?” She huffs, holding him closer now. No one can stop the maternal instincts… “The winds bid us to go find him, and find him we did. He was entrusted to us, be it by the heavens or something else working in the shadows.”
“That’s not a good enough excuse to keep him,” Yunan argues, massaging his brow. “We can at least try to talk to others. See if anyone would know, understand, or even care for him.” He sits next to her on the bed of leaves and furs, looking over Macaque’s sleeping face. “The last thing I want is for the wilds to take him—he’s just a child. But we can’t take care of him, not right now—”
“I know.” Qinglan frowns, taking her eyes off of Macaque to look at Yunan. “I know we said we’d start trying in a few years, when we’re ready. But—he needs us now.” She sighs, leaning over and resting her head on his shoulder.
A long, quiet exhale. Yunan wraps his arm around her shoulders. “Nothing can change your mind when it’s set, hmm?”
“Never.” Her smile is soft like a spring breeze. “We have a child, Yunan.”
“We maybe have a child.” He rubs his face, kissing her cheek. “Let’s get some rest, and we’ll talk to the troupe tomorrow.”
○ ○ ○
You won’t deny your shock to find out Macaque wasn’t raised by monkeys, but a human and a demon. It certainly explains the small habits you’ve noticed from him that don’t reflect monkey behavior. Appearing comforted by a passing breeze, preferring high places. You suspected he liked being high up to look down on others, but that might be a habit from his mother. Even his speech pattern is different from Wukong or even Miss Lihua at certain moments. It’s subtle, barely noticeable, but knowing this? You can see it clear as day, now.
The troupe in question were a superstitious, but accepting bunch. Though they made no move to take baby Macaque from Qinglan and Yunan, they all came together to give the two supplies to care for him, and visited often. They, too, believed him to be a gift from some kind of wind god or higher being blessing the couple with Macaque. Though there’s no particular reason they can find behind him born as a monkey, especially with six ears, they don’t question it too deeply.
The scene plays before you almost like a movie having multiple time-skips. His first time climbing a chair too big for him, but even at this young age, he was a bold monkey.
…
Him learning healing practices from his father—a heaven blessed. You’re somehow both shocked and not shocked to find out his father was one of those blessed with healing.
…
Learning to listen to the wind from his mother. Finding the perfect cliffs to let the breeze brush his fur. When he was alone, he even talked to the wind.
…
He had to have been equivalent to a teenager at this point when it happened. A gang of demons attacked, led by someone by the name of Vermilion Shadow. A tiger demon attempting to, in his words, take over the mountains, the caves, and all the land before him. Any who rejected him as their one true leader would perish.
Macaque and his family were one of those few who did, but there were already so many demons siding with Vermilion Shadow…
Your brows furrow, chest clenching, as you slowly, slowly watch this tragedy unfold.
“You are the fastest of all of us,” says Qinglan, her hands cradling Macaque’s cheeks. “Go, you heard it on the wind as well—a king on the other side of the mountain. He could help.”
“I’m not leaving without you and Papa!” Argues the teenager, holding her tight. “Come with me, Mama—I’m strong enough to carry both of you, I—”
“Not strong enough to carry us and outrun him and his gang. Do not argue with me,” She pushes a sack into his arms and ushers him out the backdoor. There’s a banging at the door, akin to the pounding of heavy drums. “Go, quick and silent, just like I taught you. We’ll be okay. I promise.”
You promised you PROMISED—
Shit shit—
You shut your eyes and breathe. Focus. Focus on the now. Focus on—
—running, running through the trees and letting the wind carry him, but he can still hear the fighting, the screaming—
—you watched them get in their car and go—
They promised they’d be right back—
Stop that stop stop—
—finally making it to a small village resting at the foot of the tallest mountain, climbing up, up, up to a waterfall—
—they were gone for so much longer than they said—
Liar liar you lied you knew—
Breathe. Focus—
—shoving past guards and jumping into the waterfall, rushing through twisting and winding caverns—
—a knock at the door, a police officer standing there—
You left me you left me all alone how could you—
“Hey—hey!!” A hand clamps on your shoulder, roughly shaking you.
A gasp rips your throat, your chest collapsing in on itself. Breathing becomes nigh impossible until another hand claps your back, and you break into a coughing fit. The traces of the vision are gone—the last thing you saw was the younger Macaque standing before a throne—then nothing.
No longer in the remnants of the past, but in the now. Now, in your room. Now, with Macaque—present Macaque—on your bed with you.
“Wha—” you cough again “—what the fuck was that for?!”
“You were freaking out,” he huffs, grabbing your chin and making you look at him. He observes, staring at your eyes to find any traces of the vision leftover. “It’s becoming a bad habit of yours to freak out in the middle of a premonition, spitfire.” Once satisfied that you’re present, he backs off.
You can never help but bite back, “It’s not my fault that my visions have been stress-inducing recently.” You rub your face, only realizing just now you were crying in the middle of your episode. Wiping your eyes, you reach for your water bottle, taking several gulps. “Ugh—what, was I gonna be late for training?”
“You were late,” he points out, tail flicking your nose. “Twenty minutes late. Usually, I don’t interrupt a clairvoyant in the middle of a vision, but when I heard you freaking out, and you were alone?” He shrugs. “It wouldn’t be fun to watch you have an episode, soooo—”
A snort and a roll of your eyes. “Wow, thank you so much for showing that you care for my wellbeing and not using it for entertainment.”
“Gotta have some form of revelry in my life, y’know?” You don’t see his grin, nor the twinkle in his eyes. You do see his face falling to a more neutral look, one brow arching up. “What was it?”
“Nothing—” you answer too quickly to not be suspicious. Now he’s staring dead at you while you’re sipping your water. “Nothing important, anyway,” you elaborate, just a bit. He’s still not convinced, and looks ready to pester you about the vision when you shake your head and say, “It has nothing to do with the future or anything that’s coming, you paranoid monkey. It was a vision of the past.”
A pause. It lasted only a few seconds, yet it felt like it lasted centuries. Your fingers fiddle with the clip attached to your water bottle. “Hit a bit too close to home for me, is all.”
“Mmm.” Macaque stands up from the bed, pushing the curtains aside to peek out. “You… wanna… talk about it, or something?”
…
What?
You look at him, but he’s refusing to meet your gaze, even with his blind eye. “Are you… concerned for me? Is that concern I’m hearing, Macaque? From you?”
“I—” he claps his hands, and then gestures to you with a clearly forced smile “—am being decent, like we agreed we’d be to each other.”
“Liar,” you press him, standing from the bed now and standing closer, planting your hands on your hips. He’s never checked on you before. Not so openly, at least. Usually it’d be curious glances, a raised brow. You can’t help but tease him for this new development. “You’re concerned for me and just wanna try and stay tough! I didn’t know the big and scary Six-Eared Macaque cared for the poor little oracle.”
He barks out a laugh. “And I didn’t know the poor little oracle had such backbone to attempt teasing! Which, by the way, is a pathetic attempt at best. I’ve seen better.”
“You just have thicker skin when it comes to teasing, Wukong doesn’t,” you point out.
“Wukong?” Another laugh from him. He goes as far as to flick your forehead. Ass. “He’s easy to tease. He pretends to have thick skin, but all it takes is one little, well-placed quip to have him turning into a puddle.”
He’s right.
“You’re right,” you concede with a shrug. A small pause, unsure how to continue the talk from there. From the passing glances, you can see he’s curious, but cautious, wanting to know but not wanting to push. He’s trying. He’s trying. And you see it.
He’s not such a bad guy. He just shows his concerns differently from others. A bit more like Uncle, kind of; subtle, but there.
You knew, however, that he’d have questions. Too many for you, ones you don’t feel like answering at this moment. What’s that analogy Uncle used a while back? Something about taking baked goods out of the oven prematurely can ruin the whole batch. Or something like that. It wouldn’t be good for either of you, Macaque especially, to talk about something like that too soon, especially if it concerns Wukong.
But when will be a good time to talk about it? Your thoughts persist, and that part of your head is right. Time won’t wait for either monkey to be ready to address this massive elephant in the room. Just like how time won’t wait for MK’s training to finish.
With a decision made, you say, “It’s… a bit of a sensitive subject. Concerning you… concerning me… concerning… Wukong.” You keep your hands in front of you, fidgeting with your fingers, gently twisting your pinky, then your ring finger, then your middle, then your index. Macaque’s quiet, both good and bad eye on you, watching, listening, waiting.
“But,” you sigh, “right now wouldn’t be a good time to talk about it. How about we get through the training session first, and then we talk about it?”
It’s an offer to let him know, at the very least. You decide to add in one more point before he decides, “It’ll just be to tell you of the vision I had, and… if you feel like talking about it further than that, it’s fine. If you don’t, that’s also fine. I’m not gonna rush you.”
Macaque nods, a slow, thoughtful gesture. His tail sways and curls behind him, an occasional flick to mirror the storm he no doubt has in his head. His shoulders slump as he exhales, relenting to the offer. “Alright, fine. You’ve piqued my curiosity, I’ll commend you for that. Otherwise…”
“I get it.” And you do. You really, really do. Thoughts of your parents leaving and never coming back still haunt you even after nearly a decade. What if’s lingering on occasion, showing you (im)possible scenarios on what could’ve been. For Macaque… it can’t be a fun subject for him, either. A small part of you wonders if he has those same scenarios playing in his head.
Another nod from him. For half a second, you swear you saw his eyes softening with an emotion you can’t pinpoint before he turned away.
“Let’s get started, then,” he says, holding a hand out to you. Not a second later, you take it, his callouses closing in on your hand, and his shadows take you away.
○ ○ ○
Truth be told, you haven’t had too many visions concerning Macaque’s future, as per the contract. Well, technically. The vision concerning Lady Bone Demon accusing him of breaking their contract was before your deal with him, so that doesn’t count. Any others after that? Most of them revolved around the Bone Demon herself, rather than Macaque.
…Mmm, recalling the details of the deal itself, you did say you’d tell him any vision that concerned him. Not just his future. It is part of the contract itself to tell him about it. Ugh, technicalities… it’s all such a headache. You’re sure Macaque forgot about that part, too, much too concerned with the future.
But—no time to think about that. You need to focus on the now. Because right now, you’re on the run from Macaque. As per the training instructions, you had to show him your skills in escaping and evading pursuers. Once again, he’s dumbed his hearing down for fairness and won’t be using his shadow magic, either. Next time, he promised with a grin, he’d use it.
You’re not looking forward to that, already imagining the annoying ass shenanigans he’ll pull from that. He most likely just wants to use his shadow magic to catch you easier and use it as an excuse to tease you, the jackass.
Either way, it’s a nice workout for you. It’s been too long since you’ve woven through alleys and ducked under debris. For a moment, you thought you’d forget all that you learned prior, but the moment Macaque said go, nearly everything clicked into place. Eyes darting for the best route, ensuring clothes aren’t too loose so they don’t snag, and more importantly—never. Stop. Moving.
The main name of the game was to last as long as possible, but the rules you both agreed on would be to run at least a lap around the designated area of the district without getting caught. After that, you had to make it back to his safe house without getting caught. If you managed that, you’d win. It wasn’t exactly specified what’d happen if you or Macaque won, but after a few hours of this? You’re glad no specifications were given.
Macaque, surprisingly, took some time to actually find you. Then, unsurprisingly, he’s hot on your heels. He caught you at least four times, and he’s definitely getting a kick out of it.
“You’re good, I’ll give you that,” he had said while you’re hanging upside down in front of him via wind magic. “But I know the little escape artist can do better than that.”
“Daaaamn, so close!” He laughed during your second attempt, his tail coiled around your waist and keeping your feet off the ground. “Juuuust missed it.”
Oh, how you’d love to wipe that stupid smile off his stupid face and make him eat his own words.
Unfortunately, that’s not what’s going to happen. Well… not exactly. The smile is wiped off his face, but certainly not how either of you expected.
“Oof!” The wind is knocked out of you as Macaque tackles you to the ground, pinning your arms behind you with a huff of a laugh. “Ugh—you’re such a dick—get off!” You roll around under him. He’s not moving. “You’re too heavy!”
“I’m not that heavy, spitfire. You hurt me—”
You hear the wind knock out of him, and even feel a breeze brush by you. Everything moves so quickly, you can barely register it all before it’s done. Macaque’s no longer on you, a tumble off to the side, and you're hurrying to your feet.
A small panic settles in your chest, the thought of—
Shit shit shit he found us in the middle of the city this is gonna be BAD
—Wukong being the culprit to tackling Macaque off of you running rampant. A thousand different words and calming sentences and demands hurry to your throat.
But—
“You get the fuck away from my sibling!”
—that’s (thankfully) not the case.
Instead, it’s MK who had tackled Macaque. It’s MK pinning him to the ground and baring his teeth and hissing the threat, but it’s quick to fall into pure and utter confusion. “W—Wha…?” He blinks once, twice, then turns to you, then back to Macaque. To you, then back to Macaque. Even the monkey in question is too shocked to move or even try to run and hide. Either that, or he knows better than to run when he’s caught. Maybe it’s both.
MK leans closer, looking over Macaque’s face, but especially his ears. “So—wait—is this some kind of prank where you’re pretending to be Six-Eared Macaque, or are you really Six-Eared Macaque?”
“This is a much calmer reaction than what I was expecting…” Macaque mutters, putting his hand on MK’s shoulder and ushering him off. He stands and dusts himself off, glancing at you, then MK. The look in his eyes… he’s not sure what to do, what to say. His posture, stiff and frozen, even his tail, shows he’s still trying to figure out if he should just high-tail it out of here or stay.
You decide to move and help him with that decision, standing by his side and grabbing at his arm. When his good eye meets your face, you shake your head.
Stay. You of all monkeys should know he’s an understanding kid, you think to him, hoping he’s got that telepathy channel or whatever it’s called open to hear that. If he’s telling the truth in watching MK since he was born, then Macaque would know that the kid won’t freak out.
Under your touch, you feel his tense muscles slowly relaxing, his shoulders slumping.
“What are you doing here, cub?” Macaque asks MK. He shrugs his shoulder, and you let go of his arm.
MK tilts his head, his brows furrowing. Puzzle pieces no doubt clicking into place for his side. The recognition shined in his eyes, especially when Macaque called him “cub”. A slip of the tongue that you can’t blame him for, especially since he always called MK that.
“I…” He shakes his head and stands straighter, looking between you and Macaque. “I was getting groceries, food for the big hotpot to send off Big Brother Yiran.” He points down the alley, showing the direction where his scooter was parked. “I—I dunno how to explain it, but… I heard something—sounded like someone getting tackled, and then I heard sib.”
He scratches his neck, eyes darting away. His feet shuffle. “I, ah, kinda panicked and thought they were in trouble… my body moved without thinking.” His gaze meets Macaque’s again, looking more akin to a child getting scolded than explaining how he got here.
Even Macaque can see that with the way he sighs and shakes his head. “Relax, kid. You’re not in trouble. Jeez…” He scratches at his neck, the gesture not too unlike MK’s just a moment ago. His tail whips around slapping at MK’s hand to stop him from scratching his hand. “What in the underworld makes you think you’d be in trouble?”
“Oh, it’s not that, it’s just—” he looks at you now “—he’s… been around for a while, hasn’t he?” He almost scratches his hand again, but stops himself, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a fidget toy. Looks familiar… did he get it from Uncle?? “My sense of smell has gotten stronger… I’ve been smelling him all over you, all over Uncle, all over your house…”
He's still looking at the fidget toy. Still turning it over and over and over in his hands. “You… you were Yingyue… weren’t you…? You smell just like him.”
Macaque doesn't answer, not at first. Then, a quiet, “Yeah. It was safer to be disguised.”
“So you were the one that hurt sib.” It wasn't a question, nor was it accusatory. Doesn't stop you and Macaque from cringing nonetheless, both for different reasons. MK has the grace not to say it but instead asks a simple question, “Why?”
“It—ugh—it’s complicated—” Macaque rubs his face, his tail whipping quicker behind him.
He's getting antsy… might want to move on.
You step in, telling MK, “It was a rough start. A very rough start for us, but we're fine now. We’re being… decent to one another.” Your elbow jabs Macaque’s side, eliciting a snort from him. A pause. He elbows you back.
“Decency… so unlike me,” he sighs, this time much more dramatically. His shoulders slacken some more. “But yeah, we’re fine now. I’m training them to fight.”
“This particular training session was endurance and escape, aaaand…” You shrug. “We quite literally didn’t see you coming.”
“But… I thought Six-Eared Macaque could—”
“Muffle magic, cub,” Macaque cuts him off, pointing to his ears. “So that way, it’s an even playing field. Most likely how you snuck up on us, especially me.”
“Oh.” MK nods. “Okay… so…” He looks at you now. “What now?”
That's a great question. What now?
“Well…” You say slowly, lowering your gaze to your shoes and crossing your arms. You fidget, tugging at your lower lip thoughtfully. “MK, I’m going to be frank with you, no one can know about this. Not Mr. Pigsy, not Tang or Mei or… Yiran… and especially not Wukong.”
“I understand,” says MK with little resistance or hesitation. That was quick. Your brows furrow in the silent question. Open-minded or not, you expected him to be more questioning towards it. With a small laugh, he elaborates. “I mean—well, I guess I have a confession to make, haha… I’ve kinda been in contact with Red Son ever since the incident with Spider Queen…” He’s fidgeting again, eyes on the ground.
“He told me about Teacher and Six-Eared Macaque’s relationship, and… about Flower Fruit…” He doesn't finish, but it's enough. “So I understand why it’d be best to keep quiet about it.”
You nod, silently grateful you don’t have to explain it all to MK (you didn’t have the energy for that). Given Macaque’s own posture, though still stiff, was much more loose than before, he must also be relieved.
“Thanks, MK—”
“But how long is this going to go?” He asks suddenly, looking at Macaque. “Are you still mad at Teacher…? Are you just going to stay hidden forever or—get revenge or vengeance or—”
“Now,” Macaque interrupts, “is not the time to ask those questions.”
MK frowns, and you join him. That statement alone told you he’s not ready for it, but he never will be. You knew as much, though you still didn’t like hearing it. You step closer, elbowing him again, but gentler. His good eye shifts, looking over your face.
“Macaque,” you say slowly, carefully. You're talking to a feral animal about to run or strike, and rushing in won't do any good for anyone. “He’s right, though… we can't keep quiet about this forever. Whether we like it or not… Wukong will find out.” You reach out, your fingers brushing against his hand. An offering, one you would give to Wukong should he need to hold something to ground him.
Things may still be rocky between you both, but he needs it.
…
…
…
He takes your hand. He grips tightly, but not too tightly to hurt you.
“We can plan,” you say, still speaking slowly, carefully. “We can prepare.” As if that wasn’t what you were already doing with Uncle and Miss Lihua. “At least to find… some kind of common ground for you two.”
Macaque doesn’t respond, his face twisted into several different emotions, ears flared out and listening.
You squeeze his hand. He doesn’t respond. “Macaque,” you say, quiet, gentle. “Can you look at me?”
He doesn’t, at first, too busy listening. No doubt paranoia slowly but surely engulfing him. “Macaque,” you urge, gently, gently now. “…Please look at me.” Finally, he does. His head turns, and you're met with a sunset half faded.
You have to be careful, so careful right now. He can run at any second and hide and vanish forever. What you have to do is give him some form of reassurance that he’ll be okay. You speak, still slow, still careful, but you speak the truth, “We worked it out, didn’t we? We found common ground, we’re working together.”
You step closer, bumping your shoulder against his. “Even if it’s a bit rocky here and there, we’re still decent to one another, no? I know it’s a lot easier said than done, but… it can be possible to do the same with Wukong.”
MK speaks up, quiet, almost unsure, “I… I still want you to teach me, too.” Fidget toy still in hand, he twists and twists and twists it. “When you were my teacher for those couple weeks, I learned things I didn’t know I could even do. Teacher is doing what he can, but it’s… a lot. And… I think I could learn a lot from the both of you.”
“At least think about it, yeah?” You squeeze Macaque’s hand again. After a second, he squeezes back, the silent indicator he heard both of you. “Believe it or not, you’ve reached friend status with me. At least, the beginnings of it. And that’s not an easy status to reach after the shit storm of an introduction we had.”
Macaque snorts, shaking his head. He tugs his hand free and presses his thumb to his palm. “You don’t know the things that happened between Wukong and I. Neither of you do.” You almost argue with him, but bite your tongue, letting him speak his mind. “It’s too much.”
For a moment, you blink, and Macaque’s fur is white and there’s black blood all over his hands and a body at his feet.
Another blink, and it’s gone.
“That’s why it’s baby steps, yeah?” You offer with a small shrug. “One thing at a time. Not all at once.”
“It’s a lot easier to look at it in… hmm… puzzle pieces!” MK grins. “Like, it’s a huge maybe five hundred-piece puzzle, and it’s super intimidating to think about doing because there’s so much, and it feels like it’d be super overwhelming, but taking it bit by bit, you’ll realize it’s not so bad! And by the time you finish the puzzle, you’re like ‘huh, that was a lot easier than I thought.’ You know?”
“I knew it,” Macaque groans, rubbing his face now. Your brows furrow in confusion, and so does MK’s, until Macaque says, “Zan’s analogies are infectious.”
A bubbly laugh erupts from MK’s throat, one hand coming up to cover his mouth. “I like his analogies. I think they’re fun.”
“They help you think of things in a simpler way, sometimes,” you say with a shrug. “Seriously, though. Give it some time to think, okay?” You bump Macaque again with your shoulder. “You have a support group, you stubborn ass of a monkey. You’re not alone.”
His gaze softens, if only for a moment, before he turns away and shakes his head. “When did you get so sentimental, huh?” He huffs, scratching at his nose. Deflecting to avoid his true feelings, but noticing his tail lazily circling around your feet, you like to think he’s silently thankful. Maybe.
He's trying. He's beyond awkward with it, but he's doing his best. You're genuinely shocked by the difference, even if it’s small.
“It’s getting late,” he says now before turning to MK. “Your father will worry if you take too long to get home, cub. And it’s close to the end of our training anyway, spitfire.”
“Mmm, I need to help uncle make dinner,” you mumble, looking up at the sky to gauge the time. Misty tendrils of pink and dark blues slowly take over the sky, shrouding it with the coming nighttime.
“I can give you a ride home, unless…” MK glances to Macaque in a quiet question.
Macaque waves. “Take ‘em. I’ll drop their stuff off in their room.”
“Okay.” You step over to stand next to MK. “Tomorrow, same time? We’ll also talk about… earlier today, too.”
A pregnant pause.
“Tomorrow, same time,” Macaque confirms. He takes a step back, and vanishes into the shadows.
You walk with MK back to his scooter, which was a lot farther than you thought it’d be. He heard you from this far? It had to be a few blocks at least. You get on his scooter with him and ask, “How’d you hear us from this far, kid?”
MK’s driving off before he says, “Well, it’s hard to put into words, but… I dunno, I just heard it? It felt like… almost like someone had recorded it, and brought it to me. Does that make sense?”
Kind of…
“I see…” You hum. Must be his powers kicking in again. You don’t think Wukong had hearing that good, though. That’s more Macaque’s style… “Don’t worry, it makes sense.”
“Okay, I was worried it’d sound weird,” he laughs nervously. “Do… you think he’ll be okay?”
“Macaque?” At his confirming nod, you sigh. “Right now? No. But later? I think so.” You don’t elaborate further, knowing certain things said are sensitive, especially since Macaque will be much more attentive to anything said regarding him and Wukong.
“Do you think Teacher and him will ever make up?” MK asks after arriving at a traffic stop. “I just—I dunno, I hope they do, but I understand if they don’t…”
“I’m not sure about that one, to be honest with you,” you say truthfully. “Their history runs a lot deeper than either of us can begin to comprehend. They lived for thousands of years. Given what I’ve learned, they were together for a huge portion of that time.”
You frown, lowering your gaze to the streets. “And the cuts that were done are deep. It’s not going to be easy, nor fast.” The light changes, and MK continues driving towards your house. “Neither of them are obligated to forgive each other, but the least they can do is—well, what Macaque and I are doing—and that’s being decent to one another.
“Both of them have invaluable teachings they could give to you. That’d be difficult to give if they’re at each other’s throats all the time.” You pat MK’s head. “I can’t say if they will or won’t make up. Maybe they will, but it’s likely they won’t. The only thing I want to influence is them not fucking fighting when this happens.”
MK laughs, but it’s weak. He stops in front of your house, leaning forward and lazily draping over the wheel. He’s quiet for a long time, even after you’ve stepped off the scooter.
“MK?” You ask, your hand laying on his shoulder. “What’s on your mind, little brother?”
“Just—” his frown deepens, brows furrowed “—I understand that—the cuts were deep, but… they were together for so long.” He sits up and meets your eyes. “A few centuries apart, of bad things… can’t undo the thousands they were together, of the good times. There had to be happy times, right?”
You don’t answer at first, especially not when you see that hopeful shine in his eyes. You had to remember that even if he’s Wukong’s successor, and a mature kid, he’s still just that. A kid. A hopeful one at that, wanting the best for everyone. He never cared for glory. All he wanted… was a story with a happy ending for all.
“There were,” you decide to say. “There always are happy times.” As much as you don’t want to crush his hope, you still want to be realistic. “But… sometimes, MK… it’s the happy memories that hurt the most.” You squeeze his shoulder and tell him, “I think, right now, what they both need is time. Time to actually look back, to think, to look at these… puzzle pieces as you said before, and tackle them bit by bit.”
You give his shoulder a small shake and offer a smile. “Who knows? Maybe they will make up.”
“I hope so,” MK mumbles. “Oh… I just realized—” his cheeks flush red “—he listened to all of this—he can hear it, oh god I forgot!” He slaps his cheeks and groans. “He heard so much—”
“He has the decency to not pay attention at times,” you reassure him with a laugh. “We’ll talk about this more later, okay? Go on home before Mr. Pigsy starts to fret.”
“Right, right…” He sighs and sits up. “I’ll see you later, sib.”
“See ya, little brother.” You enter your house and lean against the door with a huff. Standing straight, you head up to your room and, sure enough, your pack is there with your phone inside. You take it out and start texting the group chat with Uncle Zan and Miss Lihua.
You really had your work cut out for you now…
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You have a support group…
You’re not alone…
We’re friends.
…
…
Macaque lazes on the sofa in his safe house down, down in the Undercity. Spitfire’s words echo over and over and over in his head, repeating the same few sentences. It’s practically ingrained there at this point. His chest twists. Heat flaring in his face that he tries and fails to wipe away with an aggravated groan.
His fingers brush against his palm, the hand Spitfire held.
Soft… barely any callouses…
Ugh—stop that! He sits up and walks to the dusty old kitchen, making himself a cup of tea. There’s no time to think about their stupidly soft hands. He needs to think about—
“Whether we like it or not… Wukong will find out.”
—what to do. If Spitfire, a stupid clairvoyant is saying it, then it’s coming. Did they have any visions about it? No, that can’t be… their contract dictates that they tell him about it. Though they never said when they’d discuss said visions… they’re not dumb enough to keep it to themselves forever.
Hell, even Zan has been hinting at it, telling Macaque as per their contract about the visions he’s had. Flashes of Wukong and Macaque seeing one another again. Pieces of Wukong speaking to someone (probably Spitfire) about Macaque. He hates it. He hates that Spitfire’s right. It’s coming, a lot sooner than he wanted.
He’s not ready yet.
He—
“Your tea’s gonna burn.”
Macaque whips around, sliding into a fighting stance and baring his teeth at the intruder. Except the intruder was the absolute last person he ever wanted to be here.
Fengshe lazily lounges against the wall, smiling with a single raised brow. He nods to the teapot. “You gonna get that, big brother?”
Macaque can’t stand how his chest clenches at being called that. With a bit too much force, he takes the teapot and sets it aside, nearly cracking the poor object. There’s too much going on in his head, and now this? He can already feel a migraine coming, and massaging his temple isn’t going to help.
He pulls out his pipe and lights up a smoke for himself, puffing once, twice. Fengshe, in the meanwhile, remains where he’s standing, his tail swaying rhythmically. The calm demeanor tells Macaque that Fengshe knew he’s been here, alive, for a good long while. But too many questions flood his mind and bottleneck at his tongue. He can’t panic. Not now. So long as he doesn’t go to Lihua—
Unless…
She already knew too…
She had to, in order for Fengshe to know. But when did she find out? When did she tell him? Macaque’s head is already aching trying to think about it with everything else swirling in the tempest that is his thoughts.
If she already knew, why wouldn’t she tell Wukong?
She told Fengshe, but not him…
“You sure look like you got a lot of questions…” Fengshe pushes himself off the wall and walks closer, brushing past him to the teapot. “I could answer them… but you’d have to answer my questions as well. We could even make it into a game, hah!” He pours himself a cup of tea.
The smile on Fengshe’s face reminds Macaque way too much of Auntie, of Huyao. He narrows his eyes. “You’ve been hanging around those huli jing’s too much.”
A shrug from the younger monkey. “What can I say? Those two have been more like family to me than my actual family, so…” The low blow doesn’t go unmissed from Macaque, eliciting a small snarl and another puff of smoke from his pipe. Fengshe raises a brow, leaning in. “What’s wrong, big brother? I thought you liked below-the-belt quips. Thought that was your whole style.”
This kid…
“You can thank Wukong for that one,” Macaque responds. If Wukong were so great then Liu would still be here to raise Fengshe. He crosses his arms, smoke puffing from his pipe. “Besides, you and I aren’t family.”
“Aaahhh, I see. Going down the ‘Wukong and I aren’t married anymore, so I’m not your brother’ route,” Fengshe laughs again, but it’s more biting, mocking. “Always easiest to push away than to accept, huh?”
A scoff. “Enough dancing around the subject, boy. How long have you known?”
Fengshe holds up a finger. “Ah, ah, ah. We're going to do this the fun way. Let's go somewhere a bit more open, yeah?”
…
Macaque douses his pipe and tucks it away. A wave of his hand, and the shadows take the both of them away, far into the karst forest. “This open enough for you?”
“Perfect!” Fengshe plants his hands on his hips. “We both ask a question, and we spar. Whoever wins via pinning their opponent gets their question answered.” His smile grows, tail curling upward. “Anything goes, brother of mine.”
Macaque scoffs. “Then you better be ready to answer my questions, kid.” Lihua definitely hasn't humbled her boy enough, so it looks like it's up to Macaque—
SHHK!
He narrowly dodges the bladed hat that was thrown at him. It vanishes in smoke and is back on Fengshe’s head. Still smiling, he says, “My question; why did you hide behind a disguise, and not approach Mother all those years ago?”
It's something he expected, but it still makes his eyebrow twitch. He readies himself, and gestures for Fengshe to come at him.
It's just as the boy said, anything went. Shadow magic, wind magic, smokes and plants and illusions and low blows. Macaque knew Fengshe wouldn't be an easy opponent, given the fact he was trained by Moth—Lihua of all women. While he hasn’t completely integrated his hat into his fighting style, he’s certainly gotten used to it, Macaque notes.
Sometimes, he’ll blink, and he's not sparing with Fengshe, but Liu. Sometimes, he’ll blink, and he’s sparring with Mother—with Lihua or even Sister Iron.
Fengshe’s had the smoke magic for the better part of a few centuries, yet he handles it as if he was born with it. Macaque kicks at his feet, but they scatter about into plumes of smoke. Macaque’ll aim for a decisive blow to his jaw, only to whiff and hit at a silhouette of smoke, narrowly missing Fengshe’s face.
Meanwhile, the boy (as expected) isn’t holding back. No more smiles. No more jokes. Only quick, harsh, concise strikes. He’s good, Macaque will give him that. The only criticism Macaque will give him is that he dodges too much, but he’s still good.
Not good enough, though.
He aims a punch for Fengshe’s nose, and just as expected, he’s dodging, leaving behind a smoke copy. Macaque wraps his tail around Fengshe’s ankle and yanks, bringing the cub down, and he’s not far behind, pinning Fengshe to the ground.
“Yield,” he hisses, one hand keeping Fengshe’s arm twisted behind him, and the other digging into the dirt. As an extra precaution, he keeps the shadows ready, just in case the boy tries to escape in that smokescreen again.
With a groan, Fengshe slumps on the ground. “Fine, fiiiine. I yield.”
He doesn’t move, not immediately. But after a second, he stands, allowing Fengshe to get up on his own. “Answer my question.”
Standing up with him, Fengshe adjusts his hat and looks at Macaque. “Years,” he answers, “after that second lesson in theater? Mother told me.”
“She knew—the whole time—” Macaque runs his fingers through his fur, pacing back and forth.
“You really think she wouldn’t?” Fengshe laughs at him. The little shit. “This is Mother we’re talking about. Didn’t she teach you how to sneak around and spy on others?”
He’s right. She taught Macaque everything she knew in the art of spying. He may have picked up pieces on his own, but all of it came from her. It’s been years, though, and he smells so different now. She couldn’t have known from the beginning it was him…
You underestimate Mama, mangoes, the memory of Wukong chuckles playfully. She’s a sharp one!
Macaque shakes his head, pushing the memories and the voices away. He can’t get lost in his head. Not now. He has more questions.
“Did you tell anyone else?” He asks.
“Hmmm, did I? Did we?” Fengshe muses aloud, tapping his chin in a dramatic fashion. “My previous question still stands, by the way. Ready when you are.”
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Macaque won’t lie, he was not expecting Fengshe to win that time. He realized halfway through the spar that the previous round was just Fengshe testing him, learning his fighting style. He’s dodging less and countering more, catching flying fists and retaliating with swift kicks to Macaque’s ribs.
It wasn’t until he felt his own magic be silenced and stifled by a stupid slip of paper he never noticed that he’s pinned down and Fengshe’s grinning from ear to ear.
Anti-magic wards…
He can’t deny the swell of pride in his chest for the cub. His little brother. His damn good little brother that only took one round to learn and counter him. But he has to remind himself that he’s not Fengshe’s big brother. Not anymore.
The pride quickly dies away, though, since he knows things are about to get complicated. Fengshe gets off. Removes the ward that silenced his magic. He offers a hand to help Macaque up, but Macaque doesn’t take it. He stands on his own, dusting himself off.
“Not bad,” he comments, crossing his arms. “Ask your question.”
“Did two rounds make you forget already, old man?” Fengshe’s laugh isn’t teasing, but biting. He copies Macaque, crossing his arms, and arches a single brow at him. There’s nothing in his tone, no playfulness, no anger, but a still calmness that does nothing to ease Macaque’s already shot nerves. “Why didn’t you approach Mother? Why hide behind a disguise from her of all people?”
“It was a necessary precaution, in case she told Wukong,” Macaque answers simply. It’s true, but also not. In reality, he can’t explain why. Not… completely. All these talks with Zan, these “therapy sessions” have made him think, made him remember. Remember things from the past. Things he never wanted to recall, but…
But—
“What makes you think she would?” Fengshe’s next question comes with a scoff and a roll of his eyes. “This is Mother we’re talking about. The ultimate secret-keeper. You think she’d tell Big Brother Wukong, you’re just an idiot.”
His lips pull back into a scowl. “That counts as your question, boy. ”
“No it doesn’t, old man.” Fengshe’s unmoving, face blank but eyes burning hotter than a fire during the summer solstice. “Ask your question, and I’ll ask my real one.”
Macaque inhales. Holds it. Exhales. He does it a second time. Rage and shame and so many other emotions he thought he’d never feel broil inside. A pot bubbling and bubbling and threatening to spill over. He can’t even think of a question. At first, he wanted to ask if Fengshe would tell Wukong, but that’d be redundant and stupid. If the kid hasn’t told Wukong after all this time, he probably won’t.
But the paranoia can’t go away. He can’t let Wukong know. Not yet. Not until it’s time. MK already found out at the worst possible time, and now he can’t stop thinking of someone else finding out. That someone else being Wukong himself.
So, he does ask, “Are you going to tell him at any point in the future? Wukong?”
Fengshe tilts his head, his tail kicking up some dirt. “My question; what are you going to do if he finds out?”
The spar begins anew.
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Macaque won the round.
“Answer my question.”
“Fine, fine, get off,” Fengshe grumbles, pushing at him. He gets off, helping Fengshe stand. Dusting himself off, Fengshe says, “I’m not gonna tell him, but I’m not going to go out of my way to keep quiet about it. He’s never bothered to ask, so I never bothered to say.” He shrugs.
Such a simple answer for a complex question. It does very, very little to ease any kind of tension Macaque felt in his shoulders. If anything, all it does is increase the tension.
“Relax,” Fengshe punches his arm. He doesn’t relax. “Big Brother Wukong hasn’t spoken to me, like, at all. He said hi when I visited his temple with Mother, but that was it.” Another shrug. “It was awkward, and I didn’t want Mother to burst a muscle trying to carry everything between us, so I left. If he ever approaches me, which I doubt he will, and asks, I’m not gonna lie.”
The elaboration is… appreciated. Ugh, Macaque’s paranoia is getting the better of him. Of course Wukong wouldn’t ask such questions. He said so to Spitfire all those weeks ago, back during the Spider Queen fiasco. Wukong’s too coward to mention such things, to talk about them.
He just can’t bring himself to let his tense muscles ease up. Can he be blamed for his cautious behavior? Years and years and years of careful, elaborate planning and hiding. He’s so close, so close to—
…
To…
What, exactly…?
He doesn’t have much time to think, Fengshe’s voice, a smooth whisper of rustling leaves, pulls him away.
“Ready to answer my question, now?”
○ ○ ○
Fengshe won the next round.
“Well, big brother? What are you going to do if he finds out?”
…
“I’m going to make him pay for what he’s done to us.”
…
“And… what did he do, huh?”
The question is so ridiculous, that Macaque had to do a double take to make sure he heard right. Given the look on Fengshe’s face, he can confirm he certainly heard it correctly. Doesn’t make it any weirder to hear.
Yet… a piece of him wasn’t shocked to hear it. Not even ten minutes ago, he was wondering the very same, too. Not even ten minutes ago, he was trying to recall what exactly he was striving to do to Wukong.
Everything going on; the things with Spitfire and Zan and MK… All these “therapy” sessions and the training and—and all of it had distracted him from his true goal.
“He abandoned us. He abandoned his people, his brothers,” Macaque says, his voice lowering to a growl. He has to remember that; he has to remember Wukong had left them, left him. “Some so-called Great Sage, and yet he allowed his people to die, he allowed his brothers to die. And his actions made it clear he couldn’t care less about it. He deserves nothing less than a taste of his own medicine, and once that’s done, I’m gone. For good.”
Fengshe nods along, listening quietly to Macaque’s explanation. “Okay… aaaannnd you didn’t bother to think that maybe he just doesn’t show his regret like how you expect him to?” He suggests, throwing his arms up in a more exaggerated shrug.
Macaque scoffs at the notion, until—
I was blamed for so much… Reminded constantly that it was my fault…
Until eventually—I started believing it… If I could do all these things—why couldn’t I prevent these deaths? Why couldn’t I just—escape and go fix everything while I was locked away? Why couldn’t I break free—fight back?
As if I didn’t try… As if I wasn’t punished ten times worse for trying to escape to see my brothers and my mate…
—the wind brushes against his lower set of ears, reminding him gently, gently of what Wukong spoke so long ago. Back in a private setting between him and Spitfire.
Fengshe keeps talking, “I never met him properly. I never knew anything about him aside from stories from Mother, from Uncle Lion, from others on an outside view.” He brushes himself off, picking at dirt stuck in his fur. “So, let me ask you, big brother, who’s been by his side since you both fought the tiger demon.”
Smoldering orange locks with deep gold and pale, milky yellow.
“Have you ever bothered to lend one of those special six ears of yours to him to let his own hurt out?”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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LET'S GOOOOOO FENGSHE TRULY GETTING TO SHINE
//points at Fengshe
I love that little shit, your honor. I love him so much.WE'RE ALMOST THERE. NEXT CHAPTER BOYS. IT'S HAPPENING!
Chapter 35: Penumbra
Notes:
There's a time and a place for everything. Too bad the Fates couldn't care less about that.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Clouds as fluffy as cotton and softer than silk laze through the bright sky. Fascinating, the sky of the Mortal Realm. Never once will it look the same, unlike the sky within the Celestial Realm. Daytime bore a shimmering golden sun that lit every corner of the land, the sky painted a rose-gold with clouds bearing a pink hue. Meanwhile, the night sky held so many stars that surely only the Buddha himself knew the exact number. A moon of silver cast gentle light down on the buildings, laying the Realm under a blanket of peaceful slumber.
If Erlang were to choose which he preferred, he’d be daring to say he likes the Mortal Realm sky more. The colors in the sky are like nothing he’s seen before in all his years of life. Perhaps he should have his personal palace altered with a ceiling that can simulate the sky of the Mortal Realm…
Nonetheless, admiring the clouds and sky isn’t why he’s here. No, no, he’s here because the oracle came up with a solution to their current problem. These weekly check-ins have been difficult with Sun Wukong pretending to be Qi Xiaotian’s older brother. In truth, Erlang expected him to actually tell the boy some years ago, but Erlang supposes it’s not yet time. Or, at least Sun Wukong wants to believe it’s not yet time to tell him.
The Celestial Court has been placated for the time being with the oracle’s updates standing in, but now…
“Are you sure this will not cause more issues for you? Sun Wukong may be more inclined to deny the truth when it comes to Six-Eared Macaque, but if he were to catch my scent at your home…” He won’t pretend to be ignorant to Sun Wukong’s animus.
The oracle shakes their head. A small monkey with ebony fur climbs onto their shoulder as they say, “It can’t be helped. Macaque… something’s up with him. Not to mention my hands are tied right now, with that hotpot I mentioned being next week. On top of that I’m having regular meetings with Uncle and Miss Lihua, too…” They rub their temple, groaning to themselves. Having to juggle many, many things on his own as well, Erlang can understand it.
They say, “Because of all that, MK’s training is on hold until the whole ‘big brother Yiran’ visit is done. And… I can’t really give any proper update on Macaque’s side at the moment. So, my uncle would be the best person to ask.” They push the slip of paper into his hand, this time with more insistence. It’s their address, written neatly and plainly. Out of politeness (and knowing they would find a way to slip it into his pocket), he takes it.
Erlang looks over the address, then turns his gaze to the mountain village, admiring the monkey statues for a spell while he thinks. Though it’d be advantageous for them both to simply inquire the oracle’s uncle, he’s hesitant to bring yet another oracle into the dealings of the Celestial Court. Being caught between two stone monkeys is one thing, being caught between them and the Celestial Court is another.
“I cannot lie to the Court. If I am to inquire your uncle about this situation, including that of the boy’s progress, that will rope him into this situation as well,” he sighs, massaging his brow. “You needn’t take these necessary steps. The Court may fuss, but they’ve fussed over much, much more menial things. Trust me.”
“While I’ll take your word for it, this isn’t for the court, it’s for you,” they correct him. The ebony monkey now sits in their lap, and they comb its fur, much to its joy. Xiaotian Quan—who had been sitting by Erlang’s feet the entire time—looks about as jealous as a celestial dog could. He gives her a pet to satiate her desire for attention, if only for a moment.
“Please, elaborate.” He gestures for them to speak.
“I haven’t been giving very detailed updates on the situation because—well—it’s—” they groan and shake their head, rubbing their temple “—it’s been hectic. And that’s the best way I can describe it.” They look at their phone, then stand up, gently setting the monkey down. “Like I said—I don’t have a lot of time to explain in detail. I have a training session with Macaque soon.”
Erlang stands with them, walking them to the nearby bus stop. “Is your uncle alright with this?” He asks them now. “Did he show apprehension?”
“Mmm…” They pinch their chin, brows furrowing in deep contemplation. “If anything, he seemed… excited? As if this was something he was waiting to happen, you know?”
Interesting.
They shrug. “If you’re sure the Court won’t pop a vein over it, then that’s fine. But… maybe getting some insight from my uncle—who’s been giving Macaque therapy these past few months—could help.”
Their eyes scan his features, reminding him of everyone else who searches his face for a sign of emotion. Weakness. Years of meditation have taught him to mask it completely. Years within the Mortal Realm, visiting Azure Lion and seeing the survivors from Flower Fruit, have taught him to not so quickly reveal what he feels.
No longer is he a young warrior god wishing for battle and carnage and shackles on lesser beings. Still, it never stopped survivors of said battles from thinking such a thing about him. Something he doesn’t blame them for, truthfully.
The oracle, on the other hand, doesn’t look at him to find weakness, but more searching for something else. Something he can’t put a finger to. He glances to the side, catching sight of the incoming bus, and nods to them. “Is something on your mind?”
They tilt their head, arms crossed and shoulders rolled back. “Well, are you comfortable going? My uncle may not mind, but if you don’t want to, then we can go with your plan.” They turn, watching the bus slowly approach. “No one but a small handful of people know Macaque’s alive. Given his reputation, especially with the Celestial Realm, having as much evidence of his progress as possible could be beneficial.”
Once the bus arrives, they step on and spare him one final glance. “Think about it, at least.”
He nods. “I will. Thank you.” The bus departs, vanishing down the road back towards the grand city. Erlang takes his time to stroll through the village once more, contemplating the offer.
What the oracle had said was a true statement. Erlang’s inclined to agree. Though there are many who would celebrate the return of Six-Eared Macaque, the Celestial Realm isn’t part of those many. Yes, Six-Eared Macaque had paid (direly) for the crimes he committed, but Erlang knows the Court all too well. They’ll believe that the punishment of death wasn’t enough.
But if the court were to hear that his behavior had significantly improved after these therapy sessions… It would be advantageous for everyone.
Perhaps that’s why Erlang now strolls the harbor of Megapolis with Xiaotian Quan, his heavenly aura muted and casual garb donned. All it took was a simple blue cloth of silk to tie around his forehead and his third eye is gone. Now, most who can smell him will just assume he’s a lower-ranked Celestial. At least, those who don’t know his scent very well. Sun Wukong, on the other hand, could sniff him out in a heartbeat.
That isn’t Erlang’s main concern, however. His main concern is the oracle’s uncle. This supposed therapist. There’s only a small handful of other clairvoyants that he can think who would take Six-Eared Macaque in to help him. One of those clairvoyants is, unfortunately, trapped within the tombs of the White Bone Spirit. The other… well, who knows where he is.
Erlang knocks on the door, glancing at his pup as she suddenly starts barking and hopping around. Her tail wags at the speed of lightning, just as dangerous as when it strikes anything nearby. The only saving grace as that his legs are very used to her deadly tail wags. However, as excitable as she can get… it’s unusual to see her so happy when visiting someone.
Unless—
No, it couldn’t possibly be. That’d be far too coincidental.
“My, my, that’s quite the excitable pup you have, sir.” An all too familiar voice reaches Erlang’s ears. He lifts his gaze, making eye contact with none other than Zhao Zan.
Well… seems it can be that coincidental.
Erlang snaps his finger once, and Xiaotian Quan stills herself. Though her tail still wags to the point her butt can’t remain still on the ground. “She only gets this excited when she meets someone she’s fond of,” he says. “She remembers you well, Zhao Zan.”
“Please, just Zan is alright.” He waves his hand in nonchalance. “I’m glad to be in her good graces. I pity those who gain her ire.”
“Not many survive such a thing, no.”
“Do come in. I have tea.” Zan steps aside, allowing Erlang and his pup to step in. The inside is cozy, warm, and welcoming. As expected from someone like Zan, always wanting to welcome any and all. Knowing now that Six-Eared Macaque’s therapist is none other than Zan himself, it somehow makes much more sense. Though Erlang’s knowledge of who he is as a person is limited, what Erlang does know is that only he would have the patience to help Six-Eared Macaque.
Especially given Zan’s track record.
Erlang pauses when he catches a particular scent, or, more lack thereof. He glances over, scanning the area, until his eyes land on a particular candle. A scent-cancelling candle. That man truly has thought it all through. Perfumes are one thing, but a candle? That must’ve costed a fortune. He’ll be sure to compensate Zan for the trouble he’s going through to ensure Erlang’s scent doesn’t linger here.
“Nibby informed me of your reason for visiting,” Zan says, pouring a cup for Erlang first, and then himself. Erlang taps the table. Xiaotian Quan lays under the table, her tail gently thumping against the floorboards. “I must ask you something first, if you’ll indulge me.”
“Of course, Zhao—ahem—Zan, ask away.” He takes a seat at the table, holding the cup of tea but not drinking it just yet. He’s too busy watching the man before him, observing him, putting the Zan now to the Zan from his memories. In truth, there’s not too much difference. As expected from reincarnated heaven-blessed, appearances almost never change.
It seems, however, that Zan’s hair has already taken on a silver sheen to it. Judging by facial features, he couldn’t be any older than… somewhere in his early forties in mortal years. Hmm. He must have carried many a weight of others, not just Six-Eared Macaque’s. Looking on the outside, Zan doesn’t appear bothered by such a weight. But, as always, looks can be deceiving.
“So,” Zan starts, holding his teacup and smiling past the rim to Erlang, “my question… have we met in a previous life of mine? Your pup recognizes me, and there’s this air of familiarity between us.” He sets the cup down, gesturing to Erlang in a silent request to confirm or deny. “We’ve spoken before… about something important… no?”
“The fact that you remember me at all is…” Erlang huffs, the corners of his lips twitching up into a small, but genuine, smile, “very sweet.”
He meets Zan’s gaze, taking in the gentle blue of his eyes. “It’s been many, many centuries since we’ve last met. The most that I can say is you made a request, and I fulfilled it.” The smile is quick to vanish. “Unfortunately, I cannot give the details of it, as per the terms of your previous incarnation’s request to keep it to myself.”
“I see.” Zan doesn’t appear disappointed by such a thing, more so understanding. Something Erlang isn’t quite used to seeing. He half expected the clairvoyant to start trying to haggle out an answer or a hint, but perhaps Erlang should know better than to think Zan of all people would do such a thing. No… if anything, he is the only one who would understand the importance of keeping certain things under wraps, unless absolutely necessary to reveal.
“Well then, shall we move on to the topic at hand?” Zan nods to Erlang. “Nibby informed me of your regular meetings, of them informing you of Macaque’s progress.”
“Yes.” Erlang finally sips the tea. Perhaps he’s gotten too used to mortal tea, from all his time visiting Azure Lion over the years, but there’s something about this particular tea that outdoes any others. Is it the taste? The leaves used for the blend? He’ll have to ask Zan about it later. “Your nibling told me they would be too busy today to inform me of Six-Eared Macaque’s progress. They also hinted that the encounter between him and Sun Wukong is lingering closer than anyone would prefer…”
Xiaotian Quan lays her head on Erlang’s thigh, heaving a very big sigh and staring up at him with her big eyes. He pets her head, giving her a good scratch under her ear. Not a second later, she does the same thing to Zan, desperate for any kind of attention or snacks that she smells in the house. Zan, unsurprisingly, pets her as well, scratching at a spot under her chin that makes her happily kick her leg on the floor.
Erlang continues to say, “They told me that having multiple perspectives of others confirming Six-Eared Macaque’s progress to redemption would assist in the long run. Especially if I were to get the word of his very own therapist. Any and all information you’re willing to part with is invaluable to stay the hand of the Court, who are all too eager to enact punishments on others they deem as criminals.”
Zan nods along, one hand still petting his pup, the other sipping the tea. “I see… very well, then.” He stands up and steps around the table, prompting Erlang to stand as well. “Shall we take a walk and talk, then? The ocean air is quite nice this time of year, and I’ve been in need of visiting the local seamstress for a new coat.”
“A walk? Are you sure you would like such a thing?” Even as he asks that, Erlang follows him back to the front door, watching him put his shoes on, and so Erlang does the same. “I can put up protective seals to ensure no eavesdroppers, but I cannot promise my scent won’t permeate to you without—”
“Worry not,” Zan says with a dismissive wave of his hand. Not to be disrespectful, but to show he’s truly unbothered by it. “I lit the candle for your comfort and to test if it actually worked. To be honest with you, I truly don’t care if Macaque or Wukong discover that you’ve visited my home. What are they going to do about it, anyway?”
That smile and twinkle in Zan’s eye shows Erlang that he hasn’t changed much from his previous incarnations. Though less reckless, he’s still quite bold with his actions.
“Besides,” Zan continues, “it wouldn’t be very fun to discuss such topics while cooped up in my home. I’d much rather enjoy a walk with you.” To emphasize, he hooks his arm with Erlang’s, his grip firm.
Very bold with his actions.
“Not many would enjoy a walk with me,” Erlang says, his voice light with the hint of a smile. How long has it been since he’s smiled this often? “Are you sure you wouldn’t like some better company?”
“Are you implying that anyone can surpass your company?” Zan’s grip doesn’t falter. If anything, he’s squeezing Erlang’s bicep.
“I must say, this is quite unbecoming of a professional therapist, sir.” Erlang’s smile is stronger now, the hint of a laugh in his voice. Such actions reminded him of Sun Wukong in his early years, when Erlang was less tolerable of it. Despite being married, that monkey was always quick to flirt with others or write up poetry about them.
“You’re not speaking to Zan the therapist, my dear.” With a wag of his finger, Zan tuts and shakes his head, though his grin shows that he’s not serious. “You’re speaking to Zan the clairvoyant. Zan the man who needs to go shopping and would like the company of a handsome man to help him carry his things.”
Handsome?
“Ah, I see now. Was this all a ploy to enlist me to assist you with your shopping?”
Zan sighs in a dramatic fashion, though makes no move to step away from Erlang. He finds himself not minding the closeness. “Alas, I should’ve known the great Erlang Shen would’ve seen through my ruse.”
“I never said I wouldn’t assist,” he corrects, his honey-gold eyes shimmering with a feeling he hadn’t felt in a long time. His chest flutters, but he’s quick to push it down. No time for such feelings, no matter how nice they feel. He properly hooks his arm with Zan’s. “Besides, it’d be rude of me to deny assisting you when you’re taking time out of your day to assist me.”
The oracle whose eyes shine brighter than turquoise gems grins larger. His smile is quite nice, Erlang thinks.
A tug at his arm, and he’s following Zan out the door into the open ocean air.
—————
Something’s up with Macaque. Well—okay—something’s almost always up with him, but this time he’s antsier than ever. For the entire ten minutes you’ve been doing warm up stretches, he, in the meanwhile, has been pacing. His tail swished in increased agitation by every minute that passed. His face was scrunched up, the scowl practically stapled to his face.
You knew the run-in with MK was going to affect him, but… this much? Something else had to have happened to agitate him. What, though? Nothing immediately comes to mind, so it’s entirely possible he’s remembering things from the past he doesn’t want to. Memories that, after MK’s little run-in, have heavily affected him; and are now bubbling to the surface.
So, rather than let this very awkward silence continue, you speak up, “What’s wrong?”
No response. He keeps pacing. You move closer, reaching for him. “Macaque—”
He slaps your hand away. “What?” He hisses, his tail whipping behind him. “Are you finally done stretching? Then let’s get started.”
“What? No.” Seems he doesn’t want to be touched right now, so you’ll respect that. You wave for him to look at you. “What’s wrong?”
He scoffs. Turns away. “Nothing.”
Liar.
You fold your arms over your chest, a small frown tugging your lips. “Very convincing, Macaque. And here I thought you were a practiced liar.” The quip has him whipping around and snarling in your face. Rather than back down, which is most likely what he wanted from you, you stand your ground. “I’m not stupid, Macaque. You’re clearly distracted about something. So what’s up?”
A pregnant pause. “I told you that you’re not alone in this, and I meant it.” You reach your hand out, a small offering to him. “Talk to me. Otherwise, we’re not going to train today. You’re too distracted to properly teach.”
“I’m never too distracted to teach, spitfire,” he argues with a huff. “Just say you want to skip out today, it’s fine. I won’t reprimand you for it. Much.”
Your frown deepens. This monkey… “I’m serious, Macaque. I’m not the best with empathy, but I can tell when something’s bugging someone.” You gesture to his entire body, saying, “You’ve been pacing, looking agitated, and even when I just got here, you were snappy. So what’s up? Is it about MK—?”
“It’s. Nothing.”
Okay, so you can safely assume it is about MK. “Look, he meant what he said, he won’t say anything—”
“Why can’t you just drop the fucking subject?!” He shouts, his tail slamming against the hard concrete. “I said it’s nothing. So it’s nothing.”
“But it’s not nothing!” You press him still, poking your finger against his chest. He’s quick to slap your hand away. “Ever since the other night when we ran into MK, you’ve been acting as if someone shoved a stick up your ass! So if it’s not MK, then what is it?” He doesn’t answer immediately, looking between wanting to leave or hit you, or both. His chest heaves, tail swishing in increased anger. The shadows whisper, whisper, whisper, the sound ringing in your ears, in your head, in your very bones.
Your brows furrow, crossing your arms again and taking a small step back, granting him space. He breathes, closing his eyes. His tail slaps against the floor, the loud thud echoing in the room. “Do you want to talk about this right now?” You ask this time. “I’m sorry for pushing you, just—it’s concerning, okay?”
He finally meets your gaze, his good eye looking over your face. You ask him again, “Do you want to talk about this right now?”
He inhales slowly, heaving a sigh as he exhales. He brushes stray fur from his face, the swishing of his tail calming down. “No, I don’t,” he answers, his voice quiet, but firm.
“Okay, then we won’t talk about it right now. What do you want to talk about?” You ask, offering a brief distraction. For some reason, Macaque’s eyes widen in shock at your offer. You blink. “What?”
“What do you mean ‘what’?” He holds a mocking tone when he repeats you. “You’re not gonna just push me until I finally talk? You and your uncle usually love doing that.”
“Oh. That.” You shake your head and punch his arm. “No, I’m not going to force you to talk about it. In the past, we kinda had to shove your nose into it to make you see you were being a dick.” He snorts, and you offer a smile. “Let me ask you this, will you talk about it later?”
He looks like he was about to say ‘no,’ but stops himself. His gaze lowers, lips pursed in thought. He ends up saying, “Probably. Yeah.”
You nod. “So, we’ll talk about it all later, and find a distraction. That’s not training, because you’re still acting all irate.”
That only makes him frown. “Why?”
Why? Is he serious? You almost ask such a thing, wondering why he’d wonder such a dumb thing. You stop yourself, though, knowing that it’s not that simple. These past few months have been Macaque practically—as you had put it—having his nose shoved into his mistakes. He was forced to see his wrongdoings, even if it was necessary.
Now, however, he’s grown used to you or Uncle Zan forcing him to face the music. That’s… not exactly the desired outcome…
“Because it wouldn’t be healthy to always force you into talking,” you answer, keeping your voice steady, gentle. You tell him, “Thinking about it, Uncle kind of lets you figure it out on your own. It was more me making you look at it before figuring it out. It may have helped here and there, but it’s not good to always make you deal with something.”
You punch his other arm, offering a small smile, though your furrowed brows signify a hint of worry. “You set a boundary, saying you’re not ready to talk about this. I’m going to respect that, Macaque. You deserve that.”
Macaque scoffs, his ears twitching, flaring out, then flattening against his head. They fold over one another, making it seem like he only has two ears. He turns away, his eyes screaming conflict in his mind. His tail still swishes and thumps, but it’s less of a jagged movement and more fluid.
“Okay,” he finally says. “Then… let’s talk about something else.” His eyes meet yours. “Like about the vision you had.”
There it is…
“Are you sure?” You ask him, eyeing his expression. Your thumb presses into your hand, massaging your palm. “It’s… heavy. It has to do with… your past.” Looking for the slightest twitch of his brows. Searching for any signs that he might not like what he hears.
The tiniest movement of his mouth, his frown stretching deeper, deeper. But he doesn’t relent. “Yeah. I’m sure.”
“You’ll tell me if it’s too much, right?”
“Ugh— yes, spitfire, I’ll tell you.” He rolls his eyes. “I’m not a child needing to be babied.”
“It’s not being babied, it’s making sure you don’t have another panic attack,” you correct him, reaching out and pinching at his ear. It’s a movement you’ve done to Wukong before. A movement you’ve seen Miss Lihua do several times over. It’s practically second nature to do. You’ve even done it to MK once or twice.
Even so, the gesture has Macaque flinching back, staring at you in complete bewilderment. You may have not managed to grab his ear, but he’s still massaging as if you did. He huffs, almost a laugh and passes by you. “Nice try, spitfire.” His tail slaps at the back of your head, making you startle and rub at the spot. “C’mon. If we’re not training, we might as well get comfortable.”
“Mmm,” you hum in agreement, following him up the stairs back to the main floor of the building.
…
Huh… he actually did some cleaning around the place. Rather than comment on it, you decide to sit on the no longer dusty sofa.
Tea is made, and he settles down on the sofa beside you. You don’t drink, opting to hold the cup in your hands while you search for the right way to start this. Macaque, meanwhile, drinks the scorching hot drink while looking out the window. His ears remain pointing in your direction, the silent indicator that he’s listening.
“It was a vision… of your birth,” you end up saying, making his shoulders square and spine stiffen. “Of your parents…” Your finger fidgets, tracing the rim of the cup and refusing to look up. “The tiger demon… and you running to get Wukong’s help…”
“I see,” he says, his voice flat, even. Terrifyingly so. You feel his eyes on you, but you don’t look at him. “You said it hit too close to home.” There’s a hidden question in there, you can hear it in his voice.
Did you experience the same thing?
“Yeah,” you confirm, your throat closing up.
Fuck. Not now. Why now?
Your grip on the cup tightens.
“Not… in the exact same way, but… my parents—” you swallow, the gesture in itself feeling like an impossible task “—promised they’d be okay. Kinda like how yours did. And… they… weren’t okay.”
A big house meant for three becoming a house for none in the span of one night.
You can still see the look on Dad’s face. His smile, the confidence in his eyes. The relief.
“Once we get back, things will be different,” he had said.
“We’re moving again?” You guessed, sounding miserable. Always miserable. Tired of running. Tired of moving. Tired of visions.
Always so tired, tired, tired…
“Yes, but—this new place—it’s safe. The safest we could possibly be,” Mom told you. Even with her youthful appearance, she, too, looked exhausted. “We just need to finish one last errand.”
“We’ll be gone for only a week. After that, we’ll get going to our new, permanent, home.” Dad kissed your forehead. Mom did the same. “One week. Promise.”
They got in the car.
Never came back.
And—
You inhale, clearing your throat to mask how your breath stutters. Your eyes sting. Your vision blurs.
God dammit. Not now.
Worst possible time to do this.
Stop it stop it stop it don’t look at me please don’t look at me.
This wasn’t supposed to happen. Fuck. Fuck.
You exhale, forcing yourself to drink the tea to help open your throat again, but it’s still too tight. Still hurts to breathe properly.
Out of the corner of your eye, you see Macaque’s hand twitch. You see his hand move, hesitate, and rest at his side. You see him offer his hand to you. Finally, you look up. Finally, you look at him. He’s not meeting your gaze, staring, staring out the window, but his hand is still there. The silent offering. Your hand twitches. Moves. Hesitates.
You take the offering, closing your hand around his.
Like Wukong’s, it’s calloused. Unlike Wukong’s, his skin is cooler. Still warm. Still here. Just not the absolute furnace that is Wukong. You find yourself not minding all too much. Your thumb brushes against his knuckles. His grip tightens a fraction.
“Do you…” He pauses. Hesitates some more. “Want to… talk about that…? The… stuff with your parents?”
You don’t know. You didn’t even tell Uncle what happened. Not what really happened, at least. You… don’t even know what really happened, honestly. All you knew was what the police officer told you. Judging from the damages to the car and their bodies, it was no accident. It was purposeful.
Like they were targeted.
All Uncle knows is that they died. Clairvoyants… he said so himself that it’s not uncommon for your kind to have short lives. The oldest Uncle’s ever lived was sixty—to his memory, at least, but still. Mom and Dad, it was practically prophecy that it’d happen.
But… you’re not sure if you’re able to talk about that right now. Not with Macaque. He’s trying, he is, and while you genuinely appreciate it… you shouldn’t. His grip on your hand. His touch grounding you. It’s enough for now.
The first person you should tell is Uncle. Then… maybe… another day… you can tell others. But not now.
“Not—really,” you finally say, your voice hoarse. You feel his thumb brush your knuckles, prompting you to squeeze his hand. “Not right now.”
“Okay.” And that’s that.
He’s learning. He’s doing his best. He fucks up, but he’s doing what he can.
“Thanks,” you whisper. His response is squeezing your hand.
“Mmm.”
…
…
…
Think of something to change the subject. The swishing of his tail in your peripheral shows he’s trying to think of something, too.
…
…
…
“Hey, Macaque.”
“Mmm?”
“…When was the last time you ate?”
…
“Okay. The silence is telling enough for me.” You tug your hand free and stand up, dusting yourself off. “You have a tendency to get more antsy not only when this bullshit pops up, but also when you’re hungry.” You flick his forehead, making his face scrunch up.
Best not to linger on such heavy subjects. Move it to something lighter.
“C’mon. Let’s get something from the market. A friend back in America gave me a recipe for pancit canton a long time ago. We can make that.” He gives you a questioning look, and so you elaborate, “It’s a Filipino dish. It’s good. I… honestly don’t remember much from the recipe, but that’s what this is for.” You wave your phone for emphasis.
“Does it have meat?” He asks, finally standing with you.
“It’s mostly a noodle dish, but it can have, like, three different types of meat,” you answer, already tapping on your phone. You sense him behind you, peeking over your shoulder to watch you use your device. Even if he’s watching you use your phone, he’s not… completely disregarding personal space. You’ll give a small pass for this, circumstances considering.
“Usually it comes with pork, but we can mix some sausage and shrimp in there, too,” you hum, tugging at your lower lip thoughtfully. “I remember my friend telling me it’s best served with calamansi, but it might be expensive because we’re in a city, and they’re usually grown on the island to the south…”
“Well—” he’s standing beside you now, propping his arm onto your shoulder like you’re some kind of arm rest “—we don’t have to pay for it if it’s expensive.”
True.
“True,” you concede. “Let me guess, you’re going to make this into it’s own little training session to see just how sticky my fingers are.” You roll your eyes at the notion, looking to him for confirmation.
Yeah, the grin on his face was all you needed. But then he says, “I actually wasn’t, but thanks for the idea, spitfire.”
Dammit. You and your big mouth. You must’ve made a face, because now he’s laughing. “If you’re as good as you say you are, spitfire…” He slides away from you and saunters towards the front door. “Then it shouldn’t be a problem, no?” With a snap of his fingers, he dons his shadow demon disguise.
He’s not wrong, but you’re only grumpy that he’s turning this into more training. Training you don’t need, if you’d be so bold to say! It may have been a while, but you don’t need to touch up on any of your sleight of hand tricks. Muscle memory never forgets.
Whatever, you’ll play along so long as you don’t have to pay a ridiculous amount of yuan for some simple calamansi.
Grabbing your jacket, you follow him out the door. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever. You’re carrying everything, though.”
○ ○ ○
If you were to tell your past self that you’d be strolling through the market side by side with the very monkey who almost killed you… well, yeah, you’d think you’re insane. It’s such a strange thing to think about, how just a few months ago, you didn’t want anything to do with him. Yet here you are, marvelling at his haggling skills.
You’ll (begrudgingly) give credit where it’s due. Monkey knows how to haggle.
You browse the list of ingredients left over, quietly going through the steps in your head. Macaque’s currently haggling for the snap peas and carrots needed, and you just acquired the calamansi and cabbage. You have nearly everything, all that’s left is the noodles, chicken broth, oyster sauce, a small head of cabbage… you can stop by home to grab the garlic and pork slices… looks like that’s all that’s left.
Macaque approaches you, prompting you to look up. He holds up the bag filled with snap peas and carrots, performing an overly extravagant bow. “Vegetables acquired. After you, oh great guide.”
Dramatic ass.
Rolling your eyes, you lightly kick his ankle and walk ahead, while he peeks over your shoulder at your phone. He asks, “What else is left?”
“Oyster sauce, flour stick noodles, and some chicken broth. Oh, and a small head of cabbage. Everything else we have back at my place, so we can stop by to grab some.” Afterward, you can head back to Macaque’s place and start cooking. He says he replaced the stove, but you’ll truly see for yourself.
If anything, you’re more surprised that he’s cleaned that dump and replaced some things. Though… to be fair, Uncle did say that a cleaner space makes a healthy headspace. This is just sign that Macaque’s doing what he can, not just for the deal, but for himself. And… honestly? Good for him.
“Cabbage stand was a ways back,” Macaque says, snapping you out of your thoughts. Oh, yeah, you were kind of wandering while thinking. With a groan, you turn and start to walk back with him. “What’s got you so distracted, huh? Can’t stand being in my presence?”
“You caught me, shadow man, your presence is just so overwhelming, I find myself weak in the knees,” you say with a flat tone. It makes him snicker. You elbow him in the side, hard. It won’t hurt him much, but he sure makes a dramatic showing of it. “Quit whining, that didn’t hurt.”
“The damage was made to my poor, poor heart. I’ll never recover from the abuse,” he sighs, still keeping up the Thespian act. “I thought I could put my trust in you, spitfire. I suppose I was wrong.”
“And I thought you wouldn’t be an annoying dickhead during this shopping trip. So I guess we’re both wrong,” you retort with your own quip. You huff, shaking your head, but you’re smiling all the same. “Besides, it’s a good workout going through the markets. I thought you liked working out.”
“Working out is a necessity if I’m to stay on top of my game,” he responds, flicking your forehead. The gesture isn’t too unlike how you did it to him. “But it’s not the sole thing I like.”
While that was obvious, you can’t help but find yourself curious. You knew a lot of what Wukong liked, but you knew little about Macaque. Aside from mangos, but you don’t count that as knowing him. Sure, a lot can be said about a person’s favorite food, but that’s beside the point.
“Okay, so what do you like?” You ask, pocketing your phone and sparing him a glance. “You’re dramatic as all hells, so do you like theater?”
“You think everyone who acts dramatic likes theater? Way to profile me, spitfire. And here I thought you wouldn’t do that.” A pause. Your stare doesn’t relent, but he does. A cough from him. “Yes. I like theater.”
“Mhm,” you hum in a deadpan tone. “What kind of theater?”
He swipes a mango from the stall as you pass, tossing it in the air and catching it. His tail holds out a second mango to you. You take it, turning it over in your hand. He says, “I've got no particular taste, really. Now performing wise… I’ve done plenty of operas back in the day, puppetry, and more recently, shadow puppetry.” He glances down at you. “You’ve seen it, remember?”
Huh…?
…
Oh, right—
“Yeah, but I kinda had a vision in the middle of your performance,” you point out, biting into the mango. An explosion of sweetness fills your senses, the stone fruit having reached perfect ripeness. “So I wasn’t able to see the true majesty that was your shadow puppetry,” you add on with a dramatic flare of your own. It’s six different types of horrible, because now Macaque’s laughing at you.
“Well, then I’ll just have to reschedule a new performance, then, huh?” He gives you a Cheshire-like grin, moving to stand in front of you and taking a dramatic bow. “I’d never say no to show my theatrical talents to the ignorant.”
You snort, shoving at his shoulder and passing by him. “I’m not ignorant to theater, I just—” you bite into the mango, a small frown forming “—never really had a chance to properly enjoy it.”
Macaque meets your step again, his mango already finished and pit tossed aside. He doesn’t respond with a question or a quip. Something you’re silently grateful for. It’s an unspoken thing, one he already knows.
Visions. Always visions. Always getting in the way of wanting a normal life. You brush stray hair from your face, sighing. A “normal life” isn’t something that’s possible for you. Not in the past, and certainly not now. It’s better to stop being bitter about it and just accept it.
At least there were good things that happened, too, your thoughts remind you, and it’s true. The little friends you made in America are friends you won’t forget, even if you had to part ways for their safety.
Shaking your head, you look up at Macaque. “What else do you like?”
“Mm?” He’s picking at his teeth, glancing your way. “Can’t think of any off the top of my head… aside from theater, music… storms…”
“Really?” You both squeeze your way through a crowd, an easy endeavor for you two given your backgrounds. Macaque is just slightly faster at it than you. “I thought you wouldn’t like storms because of…” You gesture to your ears.
The action in itself makes him scoff, as if insulted. “Maybe, when I was a cub not in control of my power, but I’ve had, oh…” He waves his hand in a circular motion, mocking thinking. “A few thousand years to harness it and tune out the things I hear.” He looks up at the sky, his tail swishing gently behind him. For a moment, past the glamour, he looks… peaceful.
“Thunderstorms remind me of the beating of the drums,” he says, his tone taking a softer pitch. “The tanggu drums, specifically. The rain, like a mixture between the bangu drums and the yunluo.” He huffs, the hint of a smile on his lips. “So—no, thunderstorms don’t bother me. They haven’t for a long, long time. Same with fireworks. If anything, storms are… a form of meditation for me.”
“Huh,” is all you can really say. You hadn’t expected such a response from him. At least, nothing so… gentle. But the nostalgia is clear on his face. Talking about theater brings happier memories for him. “You performed in a lot of operas, I’m assuming?”
“Hah—I was the top performer.” Aaaaand there’s the show-off, again. “If I wasn’t leading in the opera itself, I was the one directing it.”
You roll your eyes. “Alright then, I’ve learned all I needed to about you,” you say idly, strolling by and stopping at the cabbage stand.
“Oh, and what did you learn?” He asks with a sly grin, leaning over your shoulder. You slap at his face, a move he easily dodges and slides to stand beside you.
“You’re an absolute show-off. Now shut up and help me pick a cabbage, or we’re not eating.” You finish your statement with an elbow into his side, making him grunt a laugh.
“Alright, alright. Watch and learn, spitfire.”
Show off.
Whatever. You won’t deny this is… actually kind of fun. The last time you took him shopping, he was so focused on the task that you barely spoke a word to each other aside from talking about what was needed on the list. Now… it feels like—well—a genuine bonding experience.
So weird… this was the last thing I expected to have with him.
As weird as it is, you won’t deny it’s… nice. He’s not so bad when he’s not being an insufferable asshole. Even as you think that, you know it’s not the same as how he was months ago. He doesn’t act obnoxious to annoy or make you mad, wanting a negative reaction out of you. He acts obnoxious now to still annoy you, obviously, but less to make you mad.
You glance at your phone again, marking off the cabbage you needed for the pancit canton while Macaque starts his haggling again. Alright, all that’s left is…
Is…
…
Why does it feel like someone’s staring at you?
Your brows furrow. You lift your head, turning to Macaque. He’s still talking to the owner, insistently trying to pay for the cabbage at a lower price and showing the reasons why—there’s only one brown spot on a single leaf, but you won’t point that out.
You glance to the side, not seeing anyone else looking at you. They’re all too busy doing their own thing, shopping and selling and watching their kids. Then… who? You look behind you now, searching through the crowd to see—
A pair of bright, bright golden eyes staring dead at you.
Fuck
For a moment, it felt as if time had slowed down. For a moment, your chest felt like it might collapse in on itself. For a moment, you felt true, genuine fear. Not fear of Macaque, but fear for him.
Fuck fuck why did it have to happen here of all places?!
Because those golden eyes— Wukong’s eyes—had flicked to the side, now staring holes into the back of Macaque’s head. You reach out, grabbing his wrist and lightly shaking it.
“Mac,” you whisper. “Macaque.”
Too many people here we have to go
“What?” He turns to you, cabbage bagged and sitting with the rest of the ingredients. “What’s wrong… with…” He follows your gaze, and his own question dies before it reaches his lips. He sucks in a breath, his tail coiling around your ankle, firm but not tight.
Wukong, in disguise as Yiran, is now approaching steadfast, eyes still locked onto Macaque.
Fuck fuck fuck we need to leave we—
A new voice rings in your mind, a low, low growl. Stay. Put.
Wukong’s voice. You’ve never heard him so… so angry. He’s ten paces away, now. You feel Macaque tug his wrist free, reaching in front of you and touching your waist. He ushers—more pushes you behind him. Just a fraction, but the action in itself speaks volumes.
But why is he trying to protect you from him? It should be the other way around.
Wukong’s eyes stay locked on Macaque, the glow gone, but he’s already seen it. Already seen past the illusion, the glamour spell. He reaches out, grabbing your arm and yanks you out from behind Macaque, his own glamour nearly falling apart in reaction to his anger.
You flinch as you feel his claws digging into your arm. “Ow—stop that—” you hiss, tugging at his grip, but it remains firm. “Control yourself. That hurts!”
Something seems to click in him, and his grip loosens, but he doesn’t let go. His breathing comes out heavy. Like he’s trying to calm his anger, his pain at seeing someone who should be dead, but each breath is a laborious action in itself. His teeth grit, the sharp canines flickering into view. A small hint of ashes gather around his mouth as he exhales.
His grip on your arm remains firm, and you can feel his body temperature slowly rising.
“What,” he finally says, “the fuck. Is this.”
You look at Macaque, who’s frozen in place. You feel his tail still coiled around your ankle, still holding tight, tight. Your mind won’t stop running—it can’t stop running. You need to find some kind of explanation. Anything that’ll avoid him literally exploding with rage in the middle of a crowded market.
No, no, you need to find the right words to say. Convince him to wait, to talk later. Especially because you can see MK approaching now, waving and calling out, “Hey! I didn’t know you were here, too!”
“H—Hey, MK,” you greet with a small wave, your gaze flickering to Wukong.
Wukong quickly releases your arm at the sound of MK’s voice, though his eyes won’t leave Macaque. The monkey in question is stiff, as if he were a corpse all over again going through rigor mortis.
MK, being none the wiser about Wukong being Yiran, notices Macaque in his own disguise. A flash of recognition, then it’s gone. He smiles and looks at Wukong—at “Yiran,” who still hasn’t looked away from “Yingyue.”
MK says, “Oh, big brother, this is our friend, Yingyue!” He gestures and continues to say, “Remember that other teacher I told you about, this is him!”
You notice a flash of something in Wukong’s eyes that’s gone in an instant. Something dangerous. Something beyond just the simple word “angry.”
Looking at Macaque now, his smile falls to a small frown. “Ah—are you okay, Master? You seem kinda stiff.”
You clear your throat, subtly elbowing Macaque. “Yeah, he’s fine, just not the best with crowds, so I’m accompanying him.” He doesn’t speak, but grunts in agreement. You say, “We were just getting ingredients to make pancit canton—a Filipino dish I learned from an old friend. What are… you guys doing here…?”
“What a coincidence—” Wukong laughs, though it’s a bit too forced, has a bit too many teeth showing, to be real “—we were also shopping. So… Yingyue, you new around here? Don’t think I remember ever seeing you before…”
Your lips press together, brows knitting down. Your thoughts run rampant, annoyed at how this idiot of a monkey is about to blow his own cover. Before you can stop yourself, you’re thinking, Can you please just calm down for two minutes—
Calm down? Wukong’s laugh in your mind is bitter, yet laced with a hint of pain. A hint of betrayal. With you as the betrayer. Even if it’s more complicated than that, it still makes it hurt. You want me to calm down when you’re the one who’s been hiding him?
Your chest tightens, your muscles pulling tighter against one another. Your legs scream for you to leave, to run, but they stay planted firmly in place.
I hate this I hate this
Macaque coughs and finally finds his voice. “I live in the Undercity. Don’t come topside much except to train these two.”
“These two?” Wukong’s eyes are on you now. It felt like burning coals were being pressed into your skin. “Didn’t know he was training you, as well.”
“Mm, just the basic self-defense stuff,” you mumble. Buddha above, this is somehow both so awkward and tense, you hate this. You hate this.
Stop looking at me like that stop stop it
What do I do without making MK suspicious
I don’t know I don’t I don’t know
Your hand subconsciously inches closer to Macaque’s, seeking a grounding source. His fingers brush against yours, linking your index and middle fingers together. You feel his callouses, his tail still around your ankle. Wukong’s eyes instantly land on your linked fingers, and the fire in his eyes intensify. You notice MK catching sight of it too, but his expression is more thoughtful than anything.
The game of telepathy between two became a three-way, with Macaque butting in, You want the cub to find out your little secret, Yiran? Then go ahead and throw a bigger bitch fit than you’re already having.
Wukong snarls, masking it with a small coughing fit. MK pats his back. “Ah—you okay, big brother?”
“Yeah, yeah, those free samples from earlier had a sudden kick!” His teeth bare at the end of his excuse, another growl masked for a small cough. He laughs, still forced, but lighter. Macaque may have been harsh with his words, but he’s right. Wukong’s too desperate to keep that secret from MK right now, and losing his cool will break the glamour, break the illusion that MK’s had a big brother looking after him and not his idol.
Macaque’s thumb brushes your knuckles. His eyes flicker over your face, then back to Wukong. Given the occasional tug against your ankle from his tail, you can safely guess he wants to leave this as soon as possible, too. You can’t blame him. You feel the same way. But you know running wouldn’t help.
Wukong coughs again and clears his throat, patting his chest. “Hoo! Anyway. I’m actually glad we ran into you, bud. You chill if we talk about that commission, if that's okay…?”
Come with me. This instant, his voice rings in your mind.
Given how Macaque hasn't tightened his grip on your hand, he didn’t hear it. He does say, however, “We were kind of in the middle of shopping to cook tonight, soooo… Not the best time.”
Wukong’s stare hardens.
MK pipes up, disappointment clear in his tone, “We were gonna get everything together to have dim sum at the hot pot, big brother…”
You bite the inside of your cheek, feeling stuck between several rocks and a hard place.
Don’t go, you can hear Macaque whispering in your head. If you were daring enough to assume, it almost sounded like he was pleading. Don’t. Go.
The rage is barely hidden in Wukong’s eyes. Macaque most likely thinks that he’ll take his anger out on you. And you, a “squishy mortal” as both of the monkeys liked to call you, wouldn’t survive even a sneeze of Wukong’s wrath.
I have to go… You think back to Macaque.
It’ll be worse if you do, he argues, his tail tightening around your ankle.
It’ll be worse if I don’t. You take his whole hand in yours and give it a small squeeze. He won’t hurt me. Just—if it makes you feel better, then listen in, linger, but let me handle it, okay?
He doesn’t let go. Not immediately, while you speak up, “It’s fine, really. It shouldn’t take longer than maybe an hour or so?” You glance at Wukong, raising a brow for confirmation.
“Well, there’s a lot to discuss,” he says, all but vague and unhelpful. “It’s a pretty big commission, you know?” Throwing an arm around MK’s shoulders, he asks, “You don’t mind, yeah? We can make it bright and early tomorrow, if you wanted to do it together!”
“I guess…” MK looks at you now. “You were also gonna cook, though. Is that okay?”
You nod. “Yeah, it’s fine. Yingyue can get it together, and I’ll just eat when we’re done chatting.” You turn to Macaque, asking, “You remember the rest of the ingredients needed, right?”
He’s yet to let go of your hand. “Yeah,” he answers, his voice more clipped than usual. “I do.”
“Theeeeeen there’s no issue!” Wukong ruffles MK’s hair, making the kid laugh and push him off.
“Big brother, c’mon!”
Wukong says, “I’ll probably be back late, so don’t stay up waiting for me, okay?”
“Okay, okay.” Fixing his hair, MK shoots you and Macaque a smile. “I’ll see you guys later?” He asks, his voice hopeful.
“Yeah, of course,” you say, forcing a smile for him. For MK. “I’ll see you around, little brother.”
Macaque nods. He finally lets go of your hand, his tail uncoiling around your ankle. I’ll be close by, he says to you in your head. You already suspected he wouldn’t let you go off alone with Wukong. Not in the volatile state he’s in. The powder keg would’ve exploded much earlier if they weren’t in a public area. If MK wasn’t around.
You’re not sure if you want to see that powder keg go off once you’re in the karst forest with him. You’re not sure if it’s a good idea for Macaque to even be close by when Wukong finally confronts you with this secret. History is too close to repeating itself.
If this situation isn’t handled delicately, Wukong—
rubble and smoke
villages filled with innocent bystanders
all gone in the collateral damage
—could get seriously hurt, and Macaque—
claws wrapped around his throat
punching and punching and punching until
until…
—could get killed.
Again.
It’ll be okay.
It’ll be okay.
Breathe.
Text Uncle and Miss Lihua when you can.
As soon as you can.
Breathe.
You fall in beside Wukong, waving at MK as he hurries off. Casting one final glance Macaque’s way, you follow Wukong through the crowd. Past the people none the wiser to the turmoil boiling inside your gut, to Wukong’s rage simmering just past the surface. Your chest feels tight. Like all the little monkeys back at his temple were laying on your chest. Like a boulder was rested there.
In, then out.
It’s okay. It’s fine.
He grabs your wrist and tugs you to a nearby alley, winding and weaving. With each step, his glamour spell falls away. Mist slowly oozes off his skin, his fur. Smoke pours from his mouth. His hand on your wrist burns hot, hot, too hot. Like you had touched the stove without realizing it was on.
You suck in through your teeth. “Wukong, your magic—it—”
He lets go before you finish your sentence, his chest heaving with each breath he takes. His canines are sharper than before, his red and gold eyes burning. akin to molten lava. He lets out a shrill whistle, and not a second later, his nimbus rests before him.
He says two words, “Get on.”
Knowing it’s better to just comply for now than to argue, you do. He sits in front of you, his tail coiling around your waist. He hasn’t looked at you since leading you here. Hasn’t even glanced your way. You’re not sure why, but your chest tightens painfully at that.
No time to think about it. What you needed to do was prepare for his questions, his anger. You thumb your phone, chewing and chewing and chewing the inside of your cheek as trembling fingers type a hasty message.
Hopefully, oh hopefully, this won’t end in utter disaster.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Chapter 36: Eclipse
Notes:
Anger, pented up, lashed at the one least deserving of it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Macaque’s here.
Don’t react.
Macaque’s alive.
Don’t react.
Macaque’s been alive.
This whole
fucking
time…
Don’t. React.
He can’t help it. Every wall he put up. Every little bit of denial he put in the cracks to run, to hide from the very thing that was shoved into his face months ago. It’s cracking, cracking, breaking through this hasty wall he created.
This whole time Macaque’s been alive.
This whole time the so-called “shadow demon” was him.
This whole fucking time Firecracker and Zan were hiding him from Wukong. Right under his nose. And he played dumb, both out of fear for the truth and trust for them.
Don’t react.
Control yourself.
Control.
He can’t help it. Memories upon memories flood back to him. Feelings he long hid away in jars on the shelf fracturing and shattering, leaving broken pieces all over the floor. He can’t help it he can’t he—
“Ow—stop that—” fuck fuck fuck— “Control yourself. That hurts!”
Control.
Control.
He’s hurting them. Hurting Firecracker. Something he never wanted to do. He has to control himself. MK is close by too. Can’t lose himself in the emotions, the memories, the pain.
Everything felt like it was moving through water. Through the deep, deep darkness of the ocean. Slowly yet methodically yet the pressure kept building and building and—
Don’t react.
“H—Hey, MK…”
Words spoken through a window. He can see but hearing is so hard. His ears can’t stop ringing. He can’t stop staring at Macaque. At the monkey who’s supposed to be buried back on Flower Fruit. The monkey who’s alive, reeking of necromancy and shadow magic. The monkey who took his heart and threw it to the ground and stomped on it over and over and over until there was nothing but—
pulp
—dirt left behind.
The same monkey whose scent permeated onto Firecracker. Onto Zan. Into their house. Now onto MK.
“Ah—are you okay, Master? You seem kinda stiff.”
Master?
The other teacher… it’s been him, too?
Does MK know as well? How long have they been hiding this—
No, no, no, it was only recent for MK. Firecracker and Zan, they’ve had Macaque’s scent on them for months. Did they lump MK in on it? What the fuck is going on?
But MK’s not tense. Not like Firecracker and Macaque. He’s relaxed, concerned. He has no idea that this “Master” before him is someone extremely dangerous.
“What a coincidence—” Wukong laughs, but it feels so forced. He’s baring his teeth too much. He’s trying, trying so hard not to punch Macaque’s face in “—we were also shopping. So… Yingyue, you new around here? Don’t think I remember ever seeing you before…”
He reaches into Firecracker’s mind, a demand right there at the cusp of his thoughts, but something from them causes him to pause.
Can you please just calm down for two minutes—
Calm down? They have the nerve to tell him to calm down when this whole time—all these months—they were hiding Macaque from him? Treating him like he’s some idiot who wouldn’t figure it out?
He is the idiot. He is. He won’t deny that. He wanted to find every excuse in the book to deny that the smell was Macaque. He should’ve seen it coming, but there was too much going on. Too much to do. Too much to even begin trying to accept the truth—
Calm down? He laughs in Firecracker’s mind, bitter and pained and wanting so badly not to think the worst of someone who’s helped him. But it hurts, it hurts. You want me to calm down when you’re the one who’s been hiding him?
Their face said it all. Their eyes said it all. Aching, hurting, wishing to talk, wishing it didn’t happen here.
Macaque’s talking, but it’s so different from what he expected. Macaque’s voice is controlled, stiff. Nothing like Wukong thought it would be after all this time. He expected a jab, a mocking shove to get him to react.
Then he saw it. Firecracker’s fingers linked with Macaque’s. Macaque’s tail around their ankle.
Don’t. React.
So, that’s it, huh? Playing that game, again, Macaque? No, no, no, Wukong can’t let Firecracker fall deeper into that hole. It’s already happened too many times before with others. Others he trusted, he cared about, all turned against him. All because of Macaque. Because of how he’d manipulate the situation, manipulate them—
You want the cub to find out your little secret, Yiran? Then go ahead and throw a bigger bitch fit than you’re already having.
He snarls, masking it with a small coughing fit. If MK wasn’t here—if Firecracker wasn’t right there— if there weren’t so many fucking people, oh, he would’ve loved to punch Macaque through ten mountains. He can’t, though. Not here. Not with all these people. These innocents. Too many times were they caught in the crossfire of their fighting before. He can’t let it happen.
Not again.
Never again.
Firecracker’s standing closer to Macaque. Wukong has to get them away from that monkey. To somewhere safe. Somewhere far. His temple was the first thought, but his mind instantly went to the karst forest. Where it started. Where Macaque originally took them to.
There has to be a reason. There has to.
Firecracker wouldn’t hide this from me.
Zan wouldn’t hide this from me.
Macaque had to have threatened them.
Something. Anything. There’s no way Firecracker would stand with the monkey who tried to kill them. Not unless that same monkey found a way to manipulate them. To make them pity Macaque and see him differently.
His hand snatches their wrist when they’re finally alone, dragging them behind him. His chest heaves, breathing in and out and trying, trying so hard to keep himself calm. But it’s too difficult. Too many feelings bubbling to the surface. Too many thoughts clouding his head. Too many—
Too hot too hot it’s too hot
“Wukong, your magic—it—”
He lets go, as if he were the one burned instead of them. His eyes flicker to their wrist. No blistering, no deformed skin, just a soft redness. Not awful, but his chest still aches. He lost control. He hurt them—again. The thing he never, ever, ever wanted to do. Not to them. Never to them.
Shit shit I’m sorry I’m so sorry
But the words can’t come out. They fizzle away like a droplet of water evaporating on a stove. A tiny piece of the logic remaining tells him now wouldn’t be a good time to talk about this, not while he’s in this state.
That tiny piece of logic is quickly snuffed out.
“Get on.”
He has to know. Has to hear it from their mouth what the truth is.
No more hiding behind walls.
No more making excuses.
No more lies.
—————
You:
He found out. Karst forest. ASAP.
Your fingers tremble as they type the hasty message into the group chat. Your entire body quivered, a light, subtle thing beneath your muscles. Every last bit of your instincts screamed at you to get as far away from this as you could. To run, to hide, yelling and practically begging you to not stay with Wukong.
He’s not safe.
He is safe, he’s just angry. Hurt.
He hurt you he’ll do it again.
He didn’t mean to.
How many others didn’t mean to, either?
You shut your eyes and breathe. Wukong is your safety. He is. He would never hurt you on purpose. He would never want to hurt you. Too many dominoes are falling, too many things happening at once. He can’t control the rage simmering inside him. It’s not towards you. It’s towards the situation, towards Macaque.
Memories upon memories spilling out when they needed more time to process. Now laid bare.
Wukong is your safety.
But you might no longer be his.
…
Breathe in. Hold it. Breathe out. Time can’t be rewound to try again. It always moves forward. Never stopping. Unforgiving. All you can do is try to ride with the current to find the best route to take that has the least amount of bloodshed or collateral damage.
It’ll be okay.
You got this.
Arriving at the karst forest took less than three minutes. Wukong landed near the base of one. The area was open, just a tree about twenty feet away and a bush of suspicious berries, leaving little places for Macaque to hide. Wukong’s fingers trace sigils in the air, creating the familiar bubble you’ve seen Erlang Shen make. The silencing ward to not let Macaque listen in.
“Talk,” he says, more snarls. His eyes burn, burn, burn into yours, two pools of molten lava that threaten to drown you.
You fidget, twisting your index finger until it pops, then your middle finger, then your ring finger. Words catch in your throat, an apology first, then an explanation, but you stop yourself. Apologies won’t fix this. Apologies will just anger him because it’ll make you look guilty.
The best thing you can do is try to tell him what’s going on, why this is happening. Give him some kind of reassurance. But where can you even start?
“I…” You frown, scrambling to figure out how to say this. Instead, you admit, “I don’t… really know how to start.”
“You can start by telling me why the fuck you’re hiding him,” Wukong hisses, his teeth bared and the air around him growing hotter. He steps closer, invading your space. “What did he do to you? What did he say to get you on his side?”
“His side?” You blink, looking over his freckled face. “He didn’t do anything—”
“Hah!” He barks a laugh, throwing his head back in a sharp, jerky motion. “Like how he didn’t throw you off the cliff?”
“That—Wukong—that was different—”
“Different how?!” Wukong’s coming closer, his face inches from yours. “He almost killed you! I know you’re not stupid enough to trust someone who does that.” He tilts his head one way, his voice bitter and accusatory, “Did he play one of his sob stories again? Convince you and Zan to take pity to help another wayward soul?”
“Okay, first of all—” you place your hand on his chest. Even past his shirt, he still felt hot to the touch. You shove him back, planting your feet firmly on the ground and meeting his stare head on. Despite the tight muscles leaving you with a slight tremble, your own anger for his accusations left you feeling a little braver. “Back off and maybe let me fucking talk like you want me to.”
“Then by all means, please, oh wise and powerful oracle!” He takes a bow towards you, the gesture all but mocking. All it did was frustrate you more, your teeth grinding together. “Go ahead and tell me what your no doubt brilliant thought process was.”
This guy… you know he’s just venting his anger and pain onto you, and that’s what makes you heated. “Do not talk to me like that,” you demand, jabbing a finger in his direction. “Don’t mock me. Don’t take your anger out on me. I will not be your punching bag, Sun Wukong. Now shut up and listen.”
The very ground trembles in rhythm with the growl that emits from Wukong. For half a second, you regret saying it because of the look of pure fury in his eyes. The regret is gone just as quickly, however. You’re not a doormat for him to spew his accusations at. And if you have to beat it into his thick skull, so be it.
“Macaque didn’t give any sob stories,” you say, keeping your voice even. “Uncle told you that a deal was made where he wouldn’t be allowed to hurt us—hurt me again.” Your arms fold over your chest, subconsciously keeping your distance. “I didn’t want anything to do with him. I avoided him like the plague for weeks until—”
You don’t finish, lowering your gaze. Memories of his panic flash through your mind’s eye. The way he curled in on himself, his broken breathing as if his lungs collapsed. Your teeth dig into your lip. It felt wrong to share such a… raw, private thing that happened with Wukong. Should you just be honest, or keep it to yourself?
…
Ultimately, you shake your head and sigh. “Something… happened, and… that was the spark that… pretty much convinced me he’s not what I thought he was.”
The look Wukong gave was so dry, it could’ve evaporated the entirety of the South and East seas of China.
“Really,” he deadpans. His tail swishes behind him, the movement jerky and erratic, the emotions inside him barely contained. “‘Something happened’ and now you think he’s a good guy?”
“What? No, obviously not.” You shake your head and groan. You mutter under your breath, “By the Buddha, you’re being so unreasonable right now—”
He, unfortunately, hears your mutter, because now he’s cutting you off again, “I’m being unreasonable?!” He barks out another laugh. His tail slaps against the ground, leaving a tiny crater in its wake. “Says the one who lied to me for months about whom this ‘shadow demon’ was that hurt you!”
“I didn’t lie—”
“But you did!” He argues, clapping his hands together. The sound is sharp, louder than normal, making your ears ring.
You shake your head. “Just let me explain—”
But he doesn’t. He just keeps going, “You lied to me. Straight and simple. You never once told me that he was the one who hurt you, he was the one who’s been Zan’s little ‘pet project’ for—whatever insane reason he thinks up!” He scratches his head and lets out a frustrated yell. “And I—I fell for it!”
“You didn’t fall for anything, Wukong!” You move closer and reach out to him, but he slaps your hand away before it could even make contact. “I never lied to you! I didn’t tell you it was Macaque, but I told you I was hurt—everything I said to you was true—”
“But you forgot one tiny little detail—” he makes a pinching motion to emphasize “—that the so-called ‘shadow demon’ was Macaque!”
“I promised I wouldn’t tell!” Now it’s your turn to scratch at your head. This isn’t working. You’re just going in circles with him.
Where the hell are Uncle and Miss Lihua?!
“Oh, oh, you promised!” Wukong slaps his forehead, as if hit with an epiphany. “Silly me! You promised to not tell me, so you play the lying game. Let’s see how long it takes for Wukong to find out, right?”
“Will you fucking stop that?!” Now you’re raising your voice. “I. Did. Not. Lie!” All too suddenly you remember the words Erlang and Uncle told you. The differences between lies and secrets, and what they really mean. It’s those exact memories that have you loudly proclaiming, “I kept a secret! I answered your questions, I was honest with you! I just kept one detail away, made him out as a shadow demon because I had to!”
“A secret,” he huffs, smoke billowing from his mouth like a furnace roaring to life. “Is a fucking lie.”
Boiling, boiling inside your veins, your very bones, the anger rises and threatens to tip over the lip of the pot. You meet his eyes, narrowing your gaze. You tell him a simple statement, “By that logic, you’re lying to MK with that whole ‘Yiran’ charade you’re still playing.”
If looks could kill, you most likely would’ve been turned to ash from the sheer intensity of Wukong’s glare. “That,” he hisses through clenched teeth. “Has nothing to do with this.”
“Oh, does it?” You ask, your tone now taking a mocking lilt to it. “You’re keeping a secret from MK because you think him finding out Yiran never existed would mess with his head. If me keeping Macaque a secret from you is a lie, then so is that.”
He steps closer, the wind growing restless, the ground rumbling, the air getting hotter, hotter, hotter. “There’s a difference between that… and what you did.”
You press him with a question, “What’s the difference, Wukong? Why not enlighten me, oh Victorious-in-Strife Buddha?”
It was a low blow, one that you shouldn’t have said. But the frustration of being consistently interrupted and accused made your rage want to give him a taste of his own medicine. A stupid thing to say, to do, when things are already getting way too heated.
The deed, however, unfortunately, has already been done.
“The difference,” Wukong breathes, ash and heat radiating from his mouth. It felt like you were standing in front of a heater on the highest setting. The wind whirls around him, tiny pebbles bouncing around your feet. “Is I’m not hiding a FUCKING MURDERER!!”
The sheer force of his shout causes a small shockwave of pure energy to erupt from him. It makes you stumble, fall, landing hard on your butt. All too quickly, the power that radiates from him violently reminds you of what he’s capable of. All too quickly, any fight in you to continue arguing against him dies.
Instead, you’re staring up at him, chest tight, eyes wide.
Not safe
At this moment, you’re… afraid.
Not safe
Afraid of Wukong.
Not safe here I’m not safe
Any other words you could think to say die in your throat, your breathing slightly panicked. Wukong, meanwhile, pants and pants, glaring at you, his teeth bared, and looking ready to do… something. Shout some more, maybe even, dare you assume, strike you.
That feeling dies in an instant once he registers the genuine fear in your eyes.
For a split second, you can see the immense regret washing over his face.
“I—” he steps closer, reaching out. You reactively flinch back, scrambling to your feet to put more distance between the two of you. It doesn’t help the turmoil in his eyes, but you can’t even begin to start focusing on that, too busy trying to control your own breathing.
Not safe not safe—
“Come on, Wukong,” a voice echoes around you. Your shadow shifts, warps. All too suddenly, you’re tugged, pushed behind Macaque as he steps out of your shadow. “Why bother playing this back and forth game with them, when we both know you want me?”
You can’t see Macaque’s face, but you can certainly see Wukong’s. The regret in his eyes vanishes in an instant, replaced with that same rage from before. He snarls, stepping closer, but Macaque pushes you backwards, ensuring five feet is kept between you two and him. His tail coils around your waist, securing you in your spot behind him.
His arms open out, and he asks in a goading tone, “What’s the matter? Don’t like being called out for your own behavior?” He snickers and shakes his head. “Ah, some things never change. You never did know how to… behave yourself when I wasn’t around.”
Your breath catches in your throat. Does this monkey have a death wish?! “Macaque,” you hiss, grabbing his arm and yanking him backwards. “What the hell are you doing?!”
“Shut it, and stay behind me,” he mutters back to you, pushing you out of Wukong’s direct sight again.
“Get away from them,” Wukong speaks up, his demand a low growl.
“Why?” Macaque picks at his lower left ear with his pinky. “So you can ‘talk’ some more? You may have made it so I can’t hear, but I can still read body language, Wukong…” He tilts his head one way, scoffing. “Some things never do change, do they? If anything, you’re the one who should stay away from them.”
“Macaque, this is not helping!” You tug at his tail still wrapped around your waist, and he lets out a chuff in response. “Don’t agitate him!”
“Agitate him?” He hums, tapping his chin in mock thought. “I didn’t realize he could be agitated by the truth. Then again, he never could handle it properly.” His gaze falls on Wukong again. “Could you, peaches?”
Wukong bares his teeth, a raspy hiss ripping his throat. His fur shimmers, briefly a bright gold. The air grows impossibly hotter.
This is not helping the situation what the hell is he thinking goading Wukong on like this?
“What’s wrong, Wukong?” Macaque keeps going, ignoring your protests, your shoves. He always ensures you’re behind him, his body blocking the path between you and Wukong. “Why not talk about it, huh? Oh, wait, there’s nothing to say!”
He laughs now. From your perspective, you can see his smile is more like bared teeth of his own. “But hey, I have an idea, we can talk about your little stunts as ‘Yiran’. Are you enjoying the fantasy? Pretending things are normal? Pretending that kid isn’t what he actually is?”
“Watch your tongue, Macaque,” Wukong steps closer again, the ground shivering in response to the sheer stomp of his foot against the gravel. “You can’t afford to anger me.”
“Why should I?” Macaque keeps going, like the idiot he is.
Was his whole plan an attempt to make Wukong the villain in all of this? Or to just push and push so his sights are on Macaque and not you? You don’t even know anymore, much too panicked that history will repeat itself. Much too busy trying to get these morons to stop.
“Stop it!” You shout, yanking at his arm. “Both of you, just listen—”
“How much longer are you going to pretend, Wukong? When are you going to tell the cub who he is? What he is?” Macaque continues to press Wukong, reaching behind him to keep you back.
“That’s none of your fucking concern!” Wukong yells, another shockwave erupting from his rage. Having braced for it already, you’re only pushed back a foot, while Macaque just a few inches. His tail around your waist ensures you don’t fall to the ground, again. Wukong’s eyes flicker to you, and his face falls.
“Is it?!” Macaque’s yelling now, his hackles raised. The shadows slowly close in, cold air mingling with the heat radiating from Wukong. “Given how he was made? It is my concern! You’ve hidden his origins from him for too long! So tell him the TRUTH!” The shadows shiver at the same time as his own angry shout. “Instead of hiding in your little fantasies! That this can be ignored until it explodes in his face! You owe him that much!”
Scratching at his head, Wukong roars and glares at Macaque again. Having seen enough and been ignored for long enough, you reach from behind Macaque and yank at his middle right ear. His head jerks, letting out a startled, “Augh!”
His tail loosens its grip on you, allowing you to stand in front of Macaque now. You place one hand on his chest, holding the other out towards Wukong, planting your feet so you’re between the two monkeys. You open your mouth, about to yell at the both of them to cease this idiotic madness, but something—no, someone else speaks up instead.
“Sun Wukong, Six-Eared Macaque, that is enough from the both of you.”
Panic washes away into relief. Your shoulders drop, the weight of the situation finally shared. From the closest tree, a doorway stood, with Miss Lihua stepping out. Uncle is close behind her. The doorway shuts the moment they’re both on the other side.
“Mama…?” Wukong breathes, disbelief overtaking his features. He looks between you, Uncle Zan, and her. “What—you—”
She’s by him in an instant. Her hands cradle his cheeks and she’s making him look at her, just her. “Pebble, how many times have I told you? Your anger will lead to regret if you let it puppet you around,” she tells him, her voice the most gentle you’ve ever heard from her.
Behind you, you hear Macaque moving. You turn and grab his hand, meeting his gaze. Stay, you mouth to him, squeezing his hand. He’s not looking at you, focused on Miss Lihua. Unreadable emotions wash through his face, like waves ebbing and flowing on the beach. First, the same disbelief that Wukong had, then a hint of fear, and then contemplation.
His canine digs into his lip. Finally, he looks at you. Stay, you mouth to him a second time. You haven’t let go of Macaque’s hand, and he made no move to break free.
“Mama,” you hear Wukong say behind you. “What—What the hell is going on? You knew, too?”
You turn, gazing at the scene before you. Wukong’s holding Miss Lihua’s hands whilst she still cradles his face. Much like Macaque, emotions flicker through his features. Emotions with no name. At least, no name that could give it the description it deserves. His brows knit together, mouth working. The heat in the air finally calmed, giving way to the slight chill from Macaque’s magic.
Miss Lihua, most likely knowing it’s better to just let the truth out, nods. “I did.” She brushes her thumbs against his cheeks. “And I know there’s a piece of you that is happy he is here, alive, with us again. Don’t you dare pretend it otherwise.”
Wukong doesn’t respond. You hear Macaque behind you breathing in a soft gasp. Wukong’s hands grasp hers, tugging away and lowering his gaze. His chest heaves, breathing heavier and heavier.
“Pebble,” says Miss Lihua, gently, so gently. “Please, my son, lend an ear. Listen to what we have to say.”
“I…” The way his voice cracks makes your chest clench in the worst way possible. How long has he sat in these emotions, untouched and unsaid, only to be ripped out before he’s ready to face them? How many years of denial? How many years of pain shouldered on his own? All because he thought it best that way?
He looks at you again. You bite your lip, holding your free hand, palm up, toward him. You don’t know what to say, any words you had long died after Wukong blew up at you. But it doesn’t mean you won’t try for him. For Macaque.
Wukong closes his eyes again and shakes his head. He steps back. He breathes, turning away, his fingers raking through his fur. He crouches, and in the next instance, launches into the air and soars far, far away.
“Wukong!” You call out to him, but Miss Lihua holds her hand up.
“Let him go,” she says, her voice still soft. “He’ll come back, once he’s ready. He will.” Knowing better than to argue with the woman who raised him, you nod. Satisfied, she comes over to you and Macaque. No doubt out of reflex, Macaque tugs at his hand, but you squeeze his, coaxing him to stay.
You feel another hand on your shoulder, and you turn towards Uncle. His other hand cups your cheek, brushing away stray dirt that had smeared there. “Are you alright, Nibby?” He asks, eyes searching your face. “We came as swiftly as we were allowed.”
“I’m fine, really,” you reassure him, giving a smile that’s not really convincing him. You haven’t let go of Macaque’s hand. At this point, you’re not sure if it’s for yourself or for him. “I wasn’t hurt, Uncle. Just… startled…”
Another understatement. For a moment there, you really did think Wukong was going to unintentionally hurt you. How quickly you forget that his anger is one that’s infamous. Stories upon stories were told just from his rage alone. Even so, it’s still… a bit scary to think about. That you were almost caught in the crossfire of it.
“We can talk about that, later,” he whispers to you, brushing stray hair from your face. “For now, let us allow them a moment, yes?” He nods over your shoulder, and you steal a glance.
Macaque has yet to let go of your hand. His eyes, however, are glued to Miss Lihua, and hers to him. You tug, and he doesn’t resist, letting you go. You and Uncle step away to give them space.
“Oh, my son.” Miss Lihua smiles. “Look how you’ve grown. No longer are you my little star, no?” She reaches out, pausing a moment, silently asking permission. He makes no move to confirm nor deny, so she reaches further and brushes her fingers along his fur. “My shadow now, you are. Oh, how time has flown.”
She steps closer, wrapping her arms around him, tugging him into a hug. His arms hang limply at his sides. His teeth dig into his lower lip. For the first time, you hear his voice shaking as he speaks, “How long… have you known?”
His only answer is a laugh, at first. She squeezes him. “Since you decided to take Fengshe under your wing to teach him theater. Silly boy, you think I don’t remember my own son’s scent?” She pulls back, reaching up and touching his cheek, her fingers grazing the scarring on the right side of his face. “That is… if you still wish to be my son.”
He almost says no. You can see his mouth forming the word, but he doesn’t voice it. Instead, he says, “I’m… not the same monkey you knew. You don’t know what I’ve been through—the things I’ve done—sacrificed—”
“Then tell me,” she cuts him off. “Tell me everything. And I can assure you, no matter what you tell me, I will always see you as my own. Nothing, no one, can ever change that.” She coaxes him to bend down, her forehead brushing his, her cheek nuzzling his.
His hand twitches.
“Oh, my dearest shadow,” she whispers. “I can only wonder what your world has been. The things you’ve suffered. And yet, I can see the strength you still hold inside you.” She meets his gaze, her smile growing, twinkling in her wet eyes. “Six hundred and twenty years I’ve waited to hold you again. To see you. Talk to you.”
There’s a light glisten in his eyes. “After everything I’ve done…” He swallows thickly. “You’d still embrace me as your own?”
“What kind of mother would I be if I didn’t?” Miss Lihua pulls him into another hug. “My son.” She tightens her hold. “Welcome home.”
Macaque swallows. He coughs, his tail twitching and swishing behind him. Slowly, oh so slowly, his arms move. Wrap around her smaller frame. He returns the hug, holding her tightly, securely. He lowers his head and buries it into her neck. His shoulders tremble.
You hear a barely audible, “Mother…”
You turn away, allowing them both a moment of privacy. Uncle Zan wraps an arm around your shoulders and tugs you into his side, half-embracing you. You lean against him, resting your head against his shoulder. You hate the tiny ember of jealousy that flickered in your chest. The wish in the back of your mind that this very scene before you was you with Mom and Dad. The same jealousy that flared months ago, when you witnessed Demon Bull King reuniting with his family.
Logically, you knew such a thing was impossible. It doesn’t mean you can’t yearn for it. Yearn for the very embrace that Macaque’s getting. Yearn for a reunion that’ll never happen. You close your eyes, turning and pushing your face into Uncle’s shoulder. It’s wrong. It’s dumb. You know this. You know it.
But knowing doesn’t stop the emotions from flowing through you like angry rapids.
Ugh, stop this.
Just be happy for them.
…
You hear Miss Lihua say, “There’s much that must be discussed.” It prompts you to lift your head and look at her. She and Macaque are no longer embraced, though you note he stands a hair closer to her side. He’s not looking at you or Uncle, head turned with a hand wiping at his face. You’re brave enough to assume they’re tears he doesn’t want you seeing. You don’t blame him, having done the same many times before.
“Yes, of course,” Uncle Zan says with a nod. “Shall we move elsewhere for this?”
“Somewhere more spacious, yes,” Miss Lihua agrees. She pats Macaque’s back. “I fear your home will be too small, Zan, and Wukong’s temple…”
“I’m not going there,” Macaque says plainly.
Uncle’s eyes shine, and you know that means he’s already planned for this. “Worry not, my friend. I know just the place.”
—————
Waves of fiery anger and pain and betrayal inside him. Swirling, swirling, swirling. Billowing. Rising. Hotter and hotter and hotter.
Wukong breathes. He has to keep breathing. To calm down. To—To think. But it’s so hard. Too many thoughts that are getting more tangled than a bowl of noodles from Pigsy’s restaurant. In his solitude, instead of gaining the chance to organize his thoughts, more just jumped on top.
Mama knew, too
How long has she known?
How long have they lied to you?
I hurt Firecracker I hurt them
I didn’t mean to I didn’t I didn’t
Did you see the look on their face?
An accident I lost control I’m sorry I’m sorry
Terrified of you
Fuck fuck fuck
Wukong’s fingers grab at gravel and dirt and grass, feeling the rough terrain under his palm, his nails. He sucks in a mouthful of air, tasting ash on his tongue. He forces his eyes open, staring and staring out to the vast expanse of the desert. Just past the mountains and karsts surrounding Megapolis. Just a bit more north is Bull King’s territory, his palace. To the east of where he sits, a few days drive, would be Camel Ridge.
He feels the cool wind tussling his fur. He smells the subtle scents of the oak and earth. He stares and stares at the desert.
He smells…
…
Inhaling slowly, Wukong exhales a sigh. He says, “Show yourself.” A pause. His head turns, just slightly, not fully looking behind him. “I know you’re watching me. Show yourself.”
For a moment, he hears nothing. He can still smell it, though. The lingering scent of smoke. Nothing natural, the undertone of that tingle of magic told him that much. He knows many, many smoke demons, but none carry the scent that his follower does. That hint of osmanthus flowers… a chill… the sour stench of lemons.
Finally, he hears footsteps. Out of the corner of his eye, he can see the lingering smoke coiling into the air, slowly dissipating as it reaches higher. “You truly were never one for hellos, huh?” He comments, his voice tired, so tired. The rage inside him still simmers quietly, but now, it’s slowly diminishing.
“I’m surprised you know that much about me, big brother,” Fengshe responds. He approaches Wukong, plopping down beside him. “Then again, we’re a lot alike, really. We both learned about each other secondhand. Though, I’d say I know more about you than you know about me.”
The jab doesn’t go unnoticed, adding to the turmoil inside Wukong, and he’s grunting an angry huff before he can stop himself. Fengshe shrugs, unbothered. “Just saying.”
He ignores it, instead asking, “What are you doing here?”
“Just checkin’ up on my big bro.” Another shrug. “Thought for a sec you’d run back to Flower Fruit after all that.”
“Have a bit more faith in me, will you?” Wukong roughly combs stray furs from his face. “I’m not going to run from this.”
As if you didn’t run from everything else? Macaque’s ghost hisses in his ear. Except it’s not a ghost anymore. It’s memories. Echoes of how Macaque used to act towards him. Echoes of words repeated to him over and over until he thought it truth.
Fengshe speaks up, ripping Wukong from his thoughts, “Okay. Then I’ll just keep you company.”
No argument, no further jabs, just a simply “okay” and that’s it. Wukong doesn’t know why he expected more. He’s heard from Mama how Fengshe can get. How the cub likes to poke and prod where it hurts the most, just like how Macaque did.
He’s your brother, the logical side of his head told him. He wouldn’t do that. Not to you.
The guilt in his chest returns tenfold. How could he think of his little brother like that? What’s wrong with him? Ugh. His head’s a mess. Everything’s a mess. Wukong runs his fingers through his fur, hunching forward and letting out a sigh that sounds more like a groan. Fengshe says nothing.
From the corner of his eye, Wukong can see Fengshe staring out to the landscape, his fingers weaving bits of smoke between each digit before letting it puff upwards into the sky. Ten minutes pass, and there’s still silence between them. Twenty, still nothing. Wukong’s not sure what’s going through Fengshe’s head—he hardly ever had a clue in the slim times that he’s actually talked to the cub.
Just like their mama, he’s good at masking it all. Good at hiding true intentions, true thoughts.
If Wukong were to be honest, he’s… a little envious of that fact. Sure, there are times when he can hide his own emotions, but it’s for a different reason entirely. Most times, his heart’s on his sleeve. Hiding emotions when being King of Flower Fruit was easy. Around his family, his friends? Not so much.
Finally, after thirty long minutes of dead silence, Wukong voices a question that’s been stewing since Mama had shown up, “How long have you known?”
He doesn’t need to elaborate the question, and Fengshe doesn’t coyly dodge the subject, either. His answer his short, simple, “Since I was a kid.” Something Wukong’s silently grateful for. Fengshe adds in, “Mother brought me to an opera one time, and it was the first time I was excited enough to wander away from her.”
Mama did say that Fengshe was much more shy when he was a little cub. Always clutching at her hanfu and hiding behind her. Ah… how time has flown. The longing to have been there; to see his sweet baby brother shyly hiding behind their mama whenever out in public, it washes over him. Such a thing wouldn’t be possible, of course. Time can’t be reversed, otherwise Wukong would’ve ensured none of these disasters happened.
Fengshe goes on to explain, “I wandered off, found someone working there, and boldly asked them to teach me how to do what they did.” He shrugs. A common thing he does to fill the silence. He says, “That worker was Big Brother Macaque in disguise—” Wukong doesn’t know why his chest clenches at hearing Fengshe call Macaque “big brother” “—and Mother had found out the second he asked permission to teach me.”
…Honestly? Wukong can see that.
“He didn’t—” his canine digs into his lip, chewing and chewing. “He didn’t do anything to either of you, did he?”
Fengshe says a simple, “No.” There’s a pause, lasting longer than Wukong wanted. Then Fengshe asks, “What makes you think he would?”
As if opening the dam that’s been holding back all the memories, all the emotions he felt nearly a half hour ago, Wukong finally looks at Fengshe. “Because he’s done it to me for centuries! It wouldn’t surprise me if he would do it to you, to Mama, to—” his voice forms Firecracker’s nickname, but the mere thought of them brings the imagery of them on the ground, staring, staring at him, afraid. He turns away, squeezing his eyes shut and pushing that memory far, far back into the recesses of his mind.
“Okay, so you think he’s gonna do that again?” Fengshe asks now. His takes the hat off and is idly playing with the blades on them, fidgeting and studying it. He’s growing into Papa’s old hat, he is. Still a bit too big in some places, but Wukong knows give or take an extra century he’ll fully grow into it. Maybe even learn how to retract the blades so he doesn’t accidentally cut someone.
Wukong doesn’t answer the question at first. He almost does, almost, but stops himself. His emotions are a hurricane inside, roaring and swirling and crashing into one another. He may be in the eye of it, but who knows how long it’ll take before it goes back to the heat, the anger, the desire to put Macaque back into the dirt before he does anything to Firecracker.
And…
And yet…
Mama’s words repeat in his head.
I know there’s a piece of you that is happy he is here, alive, with us again. Don’t you dare pretend it otherwise.
Is there a piece of him that’s happy? If so, then where? Where does he feel that flutter in his chest, that tension in his muscles easing? Where, oh where, is the relief in this knowledge that all this time, Macaque’s been alive and okay?
Because it’s replaced with—
An image flashes in his mind. Firecracker’s fear-filled eyes. Expecting something sharp, something cutting, and his chest fills with protective fire.
Too quickly does the next memory douse that fire down to billows of smoke.
Macaque standing there, one arm ushering Firecracker behind him, all eyes on Wukong. The sharp something that was so keen to cut, that had cut Firecracker, that nearly did worse, was Wukong.
—the anger and hurt and betrayal and—
He breathes.
He finally says, “I don’t know.” And he doesn’t. Not anymore, at least. He was so sure in the past. So sure that Macaque was manipulating it all. Threatening, hurting, plotting for worse. But now? Now Wukong really, really doesn’t know. It doesn’t make that feeling go away. The feeling of expecting the rug to get yanked under him. Expecting to go wrong, all over again.
Expecting it to end worse than it did when—
pulp in his hands they were pulp in his hands
sorry sorry i’m so sorry please please i’m sorry I’M SORRY
my fault this is my fault faster stronger could’ve stopped this should have I should have
—Zhihao died.
“You don’t have to forgive him, you know,” says Fengshe. He’s making little shapes with his smoke magic, allowing them to float higher, higher, higher, soaring up towards the clouds. “If you want to be pissed at him, then fine. Be pissed. I don’t know much of what he did, and you don’t even have to tell me.”
He weaves the summoned smoke like it were threads of silk, possibly to keep his hands busy. Crafting shapes vaguely resembling monkeys. “What I do know, though, is that whatever happened, he asked for it.”
Finally, Fengshe looks at Wukong. How quickly Wukong remembers that though this is his little brother, Fengshe’s not that little. Not anymore. For behind those eyes are a hidden wisdom he seldom allows to slip past his mask of indifference.
Fengshe speaks plain, his tone flat and blunt, “Big Brother Macaque stuck his hand into the monkey cage, expecting not to get bit just because he was your husband. Well, he got bit. He has no one to blame but himself.”
Wukong can’t stop himself from arguing, “He didn’t deserve to die for it—”
But he’s cut off. “There’s a common saying I’ve been hearing. It’s known as ‘fuck around and find out’. I’m sure you’ve heard of it.” He has, but before he can say anything, Fengshe keeps talking, “He fucked around. He found out. Stewing in it, dwelling on what could’ve happened instead, what should have happened won’t help. Maybe, instead of finding every excuse to blame yourself for what happened, you actually just accept that this is his fault. Not yours.”
…
…
Wukong doesn’t have any kind of rebuttal for that. Not one that… makes any logical sense, at least. Every rebuttal he thinks of, he can already think of a way to shoot it down. And if he can think of it, Fengshe’s most likely thought of ten more.
But did he really have to die for it? His thoughts stubbornly push. He was suffering—hurt—he—
Wukong shakes his head. Why—Why now is it that his head is trying to push Macaque as the victim, when he’s not? Or, maybe he is, but not completely. He’s… both? Both aggressor and victim? It’s weird. It feels weird. But he guesses those sessions sitting with Zan really have done something.
“What are you worried about?” Fengshe asks now, his tail brushes against Wukong’s leg, and Wukong’s tail slides over to coil around his. “Now that he’s in the picture again, what do you think he’s going to do?”
“I don’t know,” Wukong admits, his voice quiet. He shakes his head. “Even then—it’s not something you should concern yourself with.” Fengshe may be wise beyond his years but he’s still too young, that’s still his little brother—
“It doesn’t matter if I should or shouldn’t,” Fengshe states bluntly. He rests the hat in his lap and combs his fur. “It doesn’t matter, because it’s going to concern me—concern us anyway.” He looks out to the horizon, staring, staring at the shifting sands of the desert. “It’s going to especially concern Little Brother MK.”
The mere mention of MK makes Wukong tense, his teeth grinding together. Fengshe continues, “Whether you like it or not, big brother, he’s gonna get involved. Whether you like it or not, Mother and I are gonna get involved. The oracle and their uncle, too.” He turns, facing Wukong. “Because the last time it was left alone to the two of you it ended in utter fucking disaster.”
Wukong shakes his head. “If it ended up like that again, none of you would survive the aftermath if you got in the middle of it.” Especially not Firecracker or Uncle, he almost says, but chooses to keep that part to himself. The mere thought of either of them getting caught in the fray… he pushes it into the deepest recesses of his head before it could conjure less than savory images.
“There’s the key word,” Fengshe snaps his fingers and points at him. “If it ended up like that again. But, news flash, big brother, it won’t.”
The laugh that bubbles in Wukong’s throat was more bitter than it should’ve been, but he’s too tired to care. “Such confidence from you, little brother. Enlighten me.”
As Fengshe waves in the air, small tendrils of smoke follow his grand movements. With the utmost extravagance expected only of someone who was raised on theater, he declares, “Fate has entwined our destinies, dear brother. Not only Mother, but I, the oracle, and their venerable uncle—do you truly believe we shall stand idle and watch the wheel of tragedy turn once more?”
He snorts, the breath like a sharp blade slicing through stone. Wukong finds himself snickering at it, too. No bitterness laced behind it. For a second, his chest felt a tad less tight.
There’s a long, long pause, and Fengshe says, his voice uncharacteristically soft, “I only just got both my brothers back.” He leans forward, his fingers brushing against the cold steel of his hat. “Don’t make me watch either of you slip away because of your own reckless lunacy or idiotic pride.”
His words felt like a serrated blade stabbing into Wukong’s chest, digging and twisting in the worst ways possible. Worse than any other blade that cut into him, worse than any insult or hateful statement or—or anything Wukong’s experienced.
What kind of brother is he? Six hundred years Fengshe’s grown up alone. Without his brothers, without his father, without…
…
Shit…
Wukong sighs. He reaches out, his hand resting on Fengshe’s. “I can’t—” his lips twist, pulling into a scowl, then he says “—I can’t make a solemn promise that it won’t happen. I can’t even promise that I won’t tear into his throat the minute I see him again.” There’s a pause, brief, tense, until, “But I can promise that I’ll try. My very, very best. For Mama. For you, little brother.”
“And for Little Brother MK?” Fengshe asks now, leaning back on his elbows.
Wukong shakes his head, rubbing his face. “Ugh, that boy… he shouldn’t—”
“He’s gonna get involved in it whether you like it or not, big brother,” Fengshe cuts in, his tail flicking in the air to point at him. “Big Brother Macaque will also want to join in on the training. He can teach things to Little Brother MK that you can’t. Help prepare him for whatever shitstorm is coming.”
Sitting up, he props up a leg to rest his elbow on. “At least talk to the guy before making any final decisions. Even then, it’ll still be up to Little Brother MK if he wants to learn from Big Brother Macaque, too.”
“Alright, alright,” Wukong groans. He doesn’t want to talk to the guy. He wants nothing to do with that part of his past. He wants nothing more than to talk to Firecracker instead, apologize to them for his angry outburst, for hurting them, for nearly hurting them more.
A gentle breeze tussles his fur, making him open his eyes to turn towards Megapolis. Bright, neon lights greet him, a gentle buzz of noise from the life in the streets that bustle about even at this hour (even though it’s not very late). In the end, Wukong knows that Fengshe’s right. Macaque can teach MK invaluable things to help prepare the cub for whatever’s coming. Be it Heaven or otherwise.
It’s not just about you, anymore.
It’s about MK. About Firecracker.
…
Wukong inhales slowly, exhaling a final, small cloud of ashy smoke. He’s going to taste that for a few days. That’s the least of his worries, though.
“Okay,” Wukong says, quiet, calm. Not calm, actually, but… calmer, more so. “I’ll talk to him. Hear what he has to say. What Zan and firecracker have to say. What Mama has to say.”
“And here I was planning out several other things to get you to see reason,” Fengshe laughs. He only laughs louder at the sour look Wukong gives him. “I’m joking, big brother. Mostly. Who knows?” He winks. “I know you’re not that stupidly emotional. Just need a hit to the head once in a while, yeah?”
“Yeah, yeah.” Wukong reaches over, aggressively ruffling Fengshe’s fur. The action makes his little brother startle and slap at his hands in the most childish manner he’s seen Fengshe be. “You coming?”
“I’m not missing out on the delicious drama that’ll transpire between you two,” Fengshe answers bluntly. “That and the tension. Imagine that in an opera—”
“No.”
“Alas, a monkey can dream.”
Wukong whistles for his nimbus. He gets on with Fengshe in tow, and soars back towards the karst forest—only to be redirected towards the docks by Fengshe. They land right by Sandy’s ship, as per the directions. At first, Wukong was shocked that Sandy offered it, then again, he’s also reminded that this is Sandy they’re talking about.
A neutral ground for everyone. Zan’s house or my temple would feel too biased in one direction or the other.
That and, plainly, Zan’s house wouldn’t fit everyone in there. So Sandy’s boat has to do.
With a heavy sigh and a heavier heart, Wukong walks with his little brother up the ramp.
Let’s get this over with.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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Holy shit so much happened since December I can't even begin to describe it, captain.
For one, my birthday, for two, a BUNCH of stupid life-stuff such as getting wisdom teeth extracted and various fun dentist appointments.
And when I say I sped-wrote this chapter, I SPED-WROTE IT up until Fengshe showed up near the end, because he is literally the hardest character to write for me. I hit a major block and had to take a very long break from the chapter before finally hunkering down to finish it X"DBEFORE ANY OF YOU COMPLAIN THAT "THE FIGHT DIDN'T LAST THAT LONG"
SHUT THE FUCK UP
Like, seriously, shut up. Fights, in real life, such as the shouting match, don't last as long as you think they do. They feel like they last forever, but they don't. In reality, it's a few minutes at best. The aftermath is what lasts the longest.
Besides, fights only last a long time (and I say "fights" more so in the sense of "feuds") when shit's not resolved.The shit between Wukong and Macaque isn't resolved. It's not even CLOSE to that just yet.
ANYWAY I'm gonna go play Monster Hunter: Wilds and unwind.
Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 37: Acerbic
Notes:
Bitter feelings, bitter memories. Bitter, bitter, bitter...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-tap…
You sip the tea Sandy gives you, your eyes focused on an old stain on his coffee table. Several cats of various colors and sizes have already swarmed Macaque, sensing the anxiety that toils inside him. He's yet to make a move to pick any up.
Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-tap…
He has also yet to stop bouncing his knee or slap his tail against the side of the sofa.
Well, you think. At least he’s not running away from this. It took a lot of convincing from Miss Lihua, but he, thankfully, agreed to have this sit down with Wukong. You’re not sure what convinced him to stay rather than hide, nor are you going to ask. It might ruin this slim chance of a more peaceful resolution found between him and Wukong.
Uncle sits in the nearby armchair, outwardly calm, as if this were just a normal get-together. Miss Lihua, meanwhile, situated herself on the love-seat next to you. She checks her phone regularly, glances at Macaque, then side-eyes you. Her hand squeezes your shoulder, her smile reassuring.
It does little to ease the tension you feel in your own bones.
It’s only been—what—ten minutes since Wukong ran off? It felt like longer. The fight between you two felt longer, too. Even if, in reality, it only lasted a few minutes.
Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap-tap…
“Okay,” you say, standing up. You walk over to Macaque, plop down next to him, and slap your hand onto his knee to stop it from bouncing. “That is really annoying, so I’m going to politely but firmly ask you to stop that.”
Macaque uses his tail to push your hand away, his eyes still glued to the floor. More cats crowd around him, mewing for attention, pawing at his legs. He doesn’t move. You bend down, picking up a silver tabby, then place it in his lap. The action has him freezing up, his good eye looking over the cat that now peacefully lays there with no intent to move.
…
…
He places a hand on the cat’s back. It chirps softly, turning to get more comfortable. Finally, he starts to pet the cat. He breathes in, and then out, his eyes closing. You watch his shoulders, once hunched up and tense, slowly ease. He takes another breath, opening his eyes, then glances your way.
His voice enters your head, a low, hesitant grumble, Thanks.
You nod, leaning back on the sofa. Such an action caused another cat—a brown tabby and maine coon mix—to cuddle up on your lap, too. You open your mouth, close it, glance at Macaque. What can possibly be said in such a situation? All any of you can do is wait, and that’s the worst part. The waiting. It felt torturous. Waiting for Wukong to calm down, come back. Waiting for this talk to finally happen. The wondering was the second-worst part—wondering what will happen when the talk does come to fruition. Wondering how either monkey will react.
Wondering what’s going to happen once this is all done. With MK, with Macaque and Wukong, with you. Memories still flood your mind, threatening to pull you under. Memories, images, all of Wukong’s angry, angry stare. His fangs bared at you, his power causing the very ground to tremble. The look of pure, utter betrayal on his face.
You shake your head. There’s no point in dwelling on it. All you can do is let him cool off, give yourself time to cool off, and then—just—work it out. Somehow. After he and Macaque work something out, that is. So you lean back, pet the cat in your lap, and close your eyes. Deep breaths.
Yet, each time you do close your eyes, more images flash behind your eyelids. Showing you things you didn’t initially notice in the heat of the moment. The rage, the pain, painted all over his freckled features. The redness of his cheeks, how his hands trembled.
Ugh.
Rubbing your temple, you pour all focus into petting the cat in your lap. Of course, with a roaming mind like your own, it doesn't last long.
How could it have gotten that bad? What actions could you have taken to lessen the blow? It still would’ve been bad, and that’s a huge understatement, but… what could you have done to not make it such a shit-show?
Was it his worry for MK? For you and Uncle?
Was it because of how close we are? Your thoughts whisper, planting the seed that begins to rapidly grow.
No actions taken would’ve lessened the blow. No precautions, nothing, except… maybe you have been getting too chummy with Wukong. Would his blow up still be as catastrophic if you kept him at arms length and remained strictly professional, like it should’ve been? Would the betrayal he felt be as bad had you simply not gotten as close as you did?
Maybe. There’s no way to really tell. You do know, however, that this only proves your younger self right. Getting close to people is too dangerous. They still get hurt, you still get hurt. Maybe not physically, but the images of Wukong’s face felt worse than any knife or claws or teeth cutting at your skin. You half-wished he did strike you, to lessen the painful tightness in your chest. Physical pain you’re used to. This? Not so much.
Your fingers comb through the thick fur of the cat in your lap, grounding you in the present, the now. You’ve decided. You’ll still help him with MK’s training, but… it might be for the better if you—just—take a step back. It sucks, but you can’t find any other long-term solution. It leaves a horrific bitter taste in your mouth, the tiniest piece of you saying this won’t bode well for the future, but you stuff that piece of you away. You’ve already made the decision, there’s no point in second-guessing.
It sucks. It hurts to think about.
But it’s for the best. For all of us.
It’s for the best. You just have to remind yourself that it’s all for the best.
You’re not sure how much more time passed (twenty minutes). You do know when Wukong and Fengshe come, mainly because Macaque says so.
“They’re here.”
You hear Sandy next, up deck, “Mr. Monkey King! Mr. Fengshe! Welcome! Everyone else is downstairs, let me get some extra cups for you both. I have tea and snacks waiting for you!”
“You’re too kind,” you hear Wukong—you hear Great Sage say, his voice tired.
“More for me, then,” Fengshe chimes in, his voice as casual as ever.
“I never said I wouldn’t have any, little brother.”
“Ah, damn, here I was hoping it’d all be for me.”
Well, at least he sounds a bit more relaxed than before. The time to clear his head surely helped, yes? You still can’t help tensing the minute you catch sight of his fire colored fur. You feel Macaque’s tail coiling around your ankle. You’re not sure if it’s to keep you or himself grounded. Probably both.
Wukong—Great Sage’s eyes meet yours first. There’s this strange feeling in your chest that can’t be described as just tightness. Something where the word escapes you at this very moment, but it doesn’t feel good.
You nod to him. He nods back, taking his seat next to Miss Lihua. She pats his knee, coaxing him to look at her. He gives her a half-hearted smile that looks more like an exhausted grimace than anything, but it’s enough to convince her. Fengshe plops down on the spare seat next to you on the sofa, his hat off and leaning against the side. He’s already helped himself to at least four cookies on the plate.
“How are you feeling, Pebble?” Miss Lihua asks Great Sage.
“About as well as one can, considering the circumstances,” he replies.
“Little shadow?” She asks Macaque now. You feel his tail squeeze your ankle in response.
“Fine.” Short and sweet, even though you know for a fact he’s not fine. The cat in his lap has coiled up against his stomach, purring loudly, either unaware of his tension or unbothered. He’s still petting the silvery fur, his eyes refusing to meet anyone’s. Great Sage’s eyes met yours for the fraction of a second, before zeroing in on Macaque.
“Then I believe it’s time we addressed the very big elephant within the room, no?” Uncle speaks up now, his hands clapping together gently. “Of course, ground rules: what is said will remain here, with us. Should you wish to speak it with anyone, that will be up to you two.” He gestures to both Macaque and Great Sage. His gentle smile fell to something more neutral, his tone shifting to authoritative, “Don’t hold anything back, say what you desire, ask what you will. However, you will allow one another to finish what they must say. No interruptions, no rude comments under the breath, and no yelling. Is that clear?”
“Crystal,” Great Sage responds, bending forward to grab a teacup. Sandy, who lingered beside Zan, moves to pour him some, but Great Sage holds up a hand and pours it himself. The air about him changed, as well, you note. He still looks beyond exhausted (and that’s a generous description), but it’s a lot like when he had admitted to you and Pigsy about him being Yiran.
Donning his Monkey King persona. Possibly to lessen the pain he feels?
You’re not sure. He’s already started to mask himself to hide anything and everything that were his feelings. He didn’t look in your direction, focused wholly and solely on Macaque. It felt more like a trial you were bearing witness to, rather than some kind of mutual ground to meet an understanding.
“Understood,” Macaque says, finally lifting his gaze to meet Great Sage’s. His good eye seemed to shimmer with hundreds of emotions you could name off, but none gave it justice to what he felt. Terror was the obvious one, though you’re not so sure if that terror had to do with the situation at hand, the fact he’s only five feet across from the very monkey who killed him, or otherwise.
“Good,” says Uncle. “Now, who would like to speak first?”
“I have a few questions for you, Macaque,” Great Sage practically spits the name, as if undeserving to grace his tongue. “No lies, no coy dodges, I want straightforward answers from you. Think you can manage that?”
Miss Lihua looks about ready to pinch both his ears for the derisive tone he took, though she stops herself. Interjecting for every jab will get them nowhere, she most likely deduced. You certainly know that.
Macaque scoffs, rolling his eyes. “Only if you can manage to take the answers, Wukong.”
Oh my fucking… You rub your temple, suppressing a frustrated groan. You swear if these two start, you’ll pinch their ears yourself.
“I handled you for the better part of several centuries,” Great Sage responds. His voice practically exudes vitriol. “I think I can handle it.”
Macaque’s lips pull back into a snarl. You bump your heel into his shin in the silent interjection of hey, maybe don’t answer his taunt, but he full on ignores it. He opens his mouth, “You—”
“Ah, yes, one more thing I’d like to add in,” Uncle cuts into the tension, his smile tight. “If there are any below-the-belt quips, I will not hesitate to force you into the time-out corner.” He makes a show of gesturing to a single stool that rests in the corner of the room. “If you’re going to act like a child, then you will be treated like one.”
“We are here for a progressive discussion,” Miss Lihua says now. “I know I did not raise my boys to act so immaturely towards a serious situation that involves more than just the two of them.”
Both Great Sage and Macaque almost instantly deflate, muttering half-hearted sorry’s. More to Miss Lihua and Uncle Zan than to each other.
Shaking his head, Great Sage rolls his shoulders, sitting straight once more. “You’re alive because of necromancy magic, yes?”
Macaque doesn’t answer, not at first. His lips press together, one hand remaining on the cat while the other scratches at his neck. Finally, he says, “Yes.”
Great Sage breathes. “There are only… two people in this entire country—probably the entire world who have the power to actually revive someone like you,” he speaks slowly, wanting to lay it down in front of everyone. “One of them is somewhere in the city. The other is buried in her little tomb in her kingdom.”
He leans forward, his arms resting on his knees. He laces his fingers together, finally asking, “Which one was it?”
Nothing.
Macaque doesn’t answer because he can’t. In the brief, vague visions you’ve had of his contract with Lady Bone Demon, she’s made it abundantly clear that Macaque couldn’t say a word about his contract with her. Not even the fact that she’s the one who brought him back.
Either she’s really paranoid, or making sure all her bases are covered… probably both.
“Okay,” says Great Sage. Seems the silence was all the answer he needed. He then asks, “What are you planning?”
Macaque snorts, lifting his chin to look down his nose at Great Sage. “You’re gonna have to elaborate on that one.”
“With them.” He nods to you, making you flinch. “With MK. With whatever is going through your head. I want to know it.”
“Let’s make this a bit easier for everyone here,” Macaque says smoothly. He ushers the cat off his lap—much to its displeasure—to lean forward and lace his fingers together, copying the very posture Great Sage had. “You’re just asking if I plan to do anything… nefarious—” he wiggles his fingers to emphasize “—correct?”
“I’m merely asking if I need to keep an eye on you.” Great Sage raises a brow. “Given the track record, and past experiences, I think it’s a viable question to ask.”
For a split second, you see his eyes flicker to Sandy.
A scoff. Silence. You elbow Macaque’s side, making him chuff. “The only thing I’m planning is to continue training them—” he jabs his thumb in your direction which you hate because now Great Sage is staring at you “—to defend themselves better and not be a liability. Maybe I’ll ‘invite myself’ to help with the cub’s training too.”
“Absolutely fucking not,” Great Sage snarled.
Your lips press into a hard line. “That isn’t your decision to make,” you finally say, unable to sit back for this particular topic. As if your voice were some kind of awakening, Great Sage’s tense shoulders slump. His brows furrow, eyes on you again. Behind his eyes looked like a barely hidden storm that he was desperately trying to hold back.
Fengshe chimes in, “They’re right, you know.” He idly sips his tea, holding the cup with his tail while his hands are folded behind his head. “Remember, big brother? It’s up to Little Brother MK.”
Little Brother MK?
“It’s also up to me,” you add in. “Macaque—he’s not wrong. If I’m going to follow you or him or MK into frays where it’ll obviously be dangerous to someone like me, I need to know how to defend myself as well as I possibly can. And, after this, I’ll still be training under him. You don’t have the right to make that decision for me.”
Great Sage rubs his temple, groaning. “I could’ve—you could have asked me—”
“We’re not gonna talk about this topic right now,” you cut him off. Your shoulders felt tight, pulled up. You didn’t want the attention on you, it’s supposed to be about them, not you. “This isn’t about my training sessions or even MK’s training sessions. This is about you two idiot monkeys reaching some kind of even ground to make this work.”
“Yeah, good luck with that,” Macaque mutters under his breath.
“I would refrain from muttering, as I had said earlier,” says Uncle Zan, making Macaque’s spine stiffen. “Unless you wish to sit within the corner.”
An annoyed hiss whispers passed Macaque’s teeth, the fur along his tail poofing up in his growing annoyance. He says nothing further, crossing his arms before leaning back against the sofa.
Miss Lihua sighs, looking like a woman who’s dealt with more than her fair share of rambunctious, fighting children (especially monkeys) and has quite literally seen it all. “My boys, do not make your mother beg for you to behave.” Her voice is always gentle, yet you could sense her own hidden irritation in her tone. “Remember, this is a progressive discussion. And before you ask, no, no one is allowed to leave save for Sandy, Fengshe, or bluebell. Zan and I are here as mediators for you two; the other three are simply witnesses who do not have to stay if they don’t want to.”
Fengshe looked like he was about to say something that would not help the discussion. One look from Miss Lihua shuts him up fast, instead opting to eat yet another teacake.
“Well, I do have a few things I’d like to say,” says Sandy, taking a spare stool to sit beside Uncle Zan. “But it wouldn’t be fair for all of us to talk before Mr. Macaque can say his piece. So, ah, Mr. Monkey King, if you’d like to continue so he can have his turn?”
You’re so grateful that Uncle, Miss Lihua, and Sandy are here. You’re positive this would’ve turned into a horrific shouting match if those three weren’t here to both keep things on track and calm the tension.
“Right.” Great Sage rubs his face twice, breathing in slow, then exhaling. “Macaque,” he says, facing Macaque once more. “Is there…” He pauses, searching for the right wording, his teeth worrying his lower lip. Whatever’s going through his head, he must’ve decided against it. Instead, he asks, “Can I actually trust you to not repeat the past?” Without waiting for an answer, he continues to talk, “Can I trust you not to pull the kid into whatever schemes you have involving me. Not pull firecracker or Zan or Mama or anyone into it?”
Macaque’s face scrunches, clearly offended by the idea that’s been put in front of him. “What makes you think I’d drag them—”
“Answer the question. Yes or no?”
…
…
“I’m not going to bring anyone in on it,” he finally answers. He shifts, his tail around your ankle tightening for a second, then loosening. Words filled his head, his mouth, but when he opened his mouth to speak, the sentences die before they can leave. For a second, you’re not sure why both he and Macaque are so hesitant to speak in detail. You quickly discern several possible reasons, though.
Given the fact they’re the focus on this topic right now, surrounded by several people who are watching them like some spectacle, that can make one more tight-lipped. That, and, obviously, the wound is still freshly opened, trying to heal. They have things they want to say, but feel like they can’t say it because it’ll be brushed off. No amount of reassurance at this time will convince them otherwise.
The pause lasted only a few minutes, you glancing between Macaque and Great Sage as they stared at one another. Digging, searching, trying to figure one another out.
Finally, Great Sage says, “Fine. I’m satisfied with that.”
“Alright!” Sandy claps his hands, gesturing to Macaque. “And you, Mr. Macaque, is there anything you’d like to say?”
“Plenty,” he says with a scoff. “But nothing that’d be appropriate for the moment.” You elbow his side, making him elbow you back a bit rougher. Ouch. He has a surprisingly bony elbow. He says, “Instead, I’ll ask you one simple question.”
Macaque leans back, crossing his arms. He props his ankle on his knee. “Can you be trusted with the cub and spitfire?” He asks. Great Sage’s mouth twitches. Macaque cocks an eyebrow at him.
“More than you can be, that’s for sure,” Great Sage hisses.
Macaque snorts, like he was just told the stupidest joke in the world. “After the utter shit show I witnessed when you ‘talked’ to spitfire? Yeah, sure. You can definitely be trusted more than I can with them.” He sits up, his tail uncoiling around your ankle. He points his tail at Great Sage, saying, “Your paranoia about me made you lose your temper and nearly got them severely hurt, or worse, killed, in that little talk you had with them.”
You bite the inside of your cheek, glancing between Great Sage and Macaque. Great Sage’s face fell, his fang digging into his lip. His eyes flicker to you, his brows furrowed. Rather than hold his gaze, you look away, thumbing at a random scar on your arm.
You don’t see the ache in his eyes. Nor the way his face falls.
Macaque continues, “So, I ask again, can you be trusted with those two? Can you be trusted not to blow up a second time?”
The quiet that followed felt downright suffocating. Worse than feeling the pressure of the ocean. It felt more like you were swimming in tar rather than water. Thick and confined and heavy, weighing you down, making you sink further and further. You force yourself to drink the tea, needing to move, do anything than sit still.
A breath. From your peripheral, you can see him rubbing his face, his shoulders slumping. You hear Great Sage say, “I’m not going to let it happen again.” A pause. You peek past your eyelashes to look at him. “It was stupid to pull them aside the way I did. Shit, it was worse than stupid. I was senseless, shortsighted, blinded by the panic and anger and—” his voice cracks. He breathes.
You bite your lip, lifting your head to look at Macaque. He’s masking his expression as well, but you can see a flicker of something on his features. Whatever it was, it vanished as quickly as it came, leaving you unable to name it.
Great Sage says a second time, “I’m not going to let it happen again.”
…
Macaque nods. “Fine. I’ll take that.”
Another long, extremely awkward pause. You fidget, taking the offered teacake Fengshe passes to you. You nibble on it, glancing at Uncle, then Miss Lihua. Both had neutral expressions, but Miss Lihua is gently rubbing Great Sage’s shoulder.
Once sure that both had spoken their piece, Sandy steps in. “Okay, I think we’ve reached a form of understanding, yes?”
“Yeah,” says Macaque.
“Sure,” says Great Sage.
“Perfect! You don’t mind if I say a few things, right?” When both monkeys wave for him to go ahead, he does, “Well, I think we can all agree that there are a lot of unspoken things between you both. Things that, truly, should be said because it’s not wise to let things fester worse than they already have. But, of course, you don’t have to talk about it now. Or even with everyone here present. If you want to do it alone, then go ahead, but if you want a mediator or neutral ground, my ship is open to you both.”
He rests a hand on Great Sage’s shoulder, his other gesturing to Macaque. “The past is set in stone, it can’t be undone, but the future—it’s like clay! Malleable and interchangeable. You can make it however you desire it to be, but once that clay dries, you can’t undo it.”
“You’ve been spending too much time with Zan,” Macaque says in a deadpan tone. You cover your mouth to stifle a snicker. Miss Lihua does the same, hiding a giggle behind her sleeve. Uncle smiles. Fengshe snorts. Even Great Sage couldn’t hold back the tiny smirk from the quip.
Sandy laughs, loud and boisterous. “He is my therapist, too. And a dear friend, so of course his little habits will rub off on me, and vice versa. But either way, you can take my thoughts as you will, I just wanted to put that out there for you two.”
You chew and chew at your lip, opting to speak up, “Sandy’s right.” You lift your gaze to finally look over at Great Sage, then Macaque. “Whatever animosity lies between you two has to be put to rest. Maybe not now, but… at some point. I’m still going to train under Macaque, and MK will want to learn from the both of you. You two constantly at each other’s throats won’t help the situation, nor will it make anyone—especially MK—happy.”
The mention of MK has the both of them tensing, glancing at one another. Neither monkey liked the idea of working together, that much is obvious from the glares. But they’re paying attention to your words, at least. Small victories.
“In the end, it’s up to MK who he wants as his teachers. I know the kid enough to say with confidence he’ll want you both,” you say. An idea crosses your mind, so you say it out loud, “How about you two make it into a contract?” Now all eyes are on you, making you fidget more.
Please stop looking at me.
You clear your throat. “Make the conditions clear, concise, with no loopholes for anything. Add a collateral to make sure the contract is sealed and upheld, so neither of you pull a fast one on each other.”
“An excellent idea, nibby!” Uncle Zan smiles brightly. He fixes his glasses, turning his attention to Great Sage and Macaque. “It would be wise to seal this contract at once, rather than stall. So… if you wish for some privacy for this, all you need is to ask, but I will insist that either myself or Mrs. Lihua stays as witness and mediator.”
“Privacy would be best,” Macaque says. Just as you’re getting ready to stand, his hand grabs your shoulder, making you sit back down. “But they should stay, instead.” He shrugs, a quick jerk of his shoulders. “No offense to you or Mother, Zan, but they will be the one around us the most—considering they’ll still act as assistant to Wukong in training MK.”
“Fair enough!” Uncle’s smile grows stronger. You’re not sure why, but it felt like something he hoped would happen. He stands, as does Miss Lihua and Fengshe. Sandy, who was already standing, guides them out of the room, leaving you alone with Macaque and Great Sage.
—————
Wukong’s exhausted. Worse than exhausted. He’s not sure if there’s a word for just how utterly tired he is right now. He wants nothing more than to take a nap. Preferably a several hundred-year nap, but he knows that can’t be done. Too much to do, too much to say.
He needs to talk to Zan, to Firecracker. Separately, of course. And in private. But first, the terms of this contract.
He wishes Firecracker would look at him. He wishes he could pull them aside and apologize right now. The guilt still eats at his chest, worse than ever now that he can see the aftermath of his mistake.
They look so much more at ease sitting by Macaque than even looking at me.
I did this it’s my fault—
Wukong shakes his head. Focus.
“I think the first term of this contract is pretty obvious,” says Firecracker. “But I’ll still say it out loud. There will be absolutely, irrefutably, no arguing. Not in front of MK, not in front of me, not in front of anyone. That includes telepathic or otherwise.” They cross their arms, their brows knitting down. They really could look scary when they wanted to with that glare of theirs. Or maybe Wukong still feels absolutely rotten.
“If you want to talk, then talk. But if it falls into senseless arguing, you stop immediately, step back to collect your thoughts, and talk again later, when you’re more levelheaded.” They glance at Macaque, then Wukong. “Does that sound reasonable?”
“Reasonable enough, I guess,” Macaque comments, scratching at his jaw.
Wukong nods.
“Good.” Firecracker nods as well. “Do either of you want to contribute to this?”
“I got one,” says Macaque, leaning over to grab a cookie. “Don’t tell me how to train the cub, and I won’t tell you how to train him.” He waves the cookie in Wukong’s direction, taking a bite after. “No sabotage, no negative influencing, none of that. If he wants to learn from the both of us, then he can and will, with no outside interference.”
“Sounds fair,” Firecracker agrees, glancing Wukong’s way to see if he, too, thinks it’s a good contribution.
It is, but that doesn’t mean Wukong likes it. His bias tells him that Macaque will try to turn MK against him, but the logic tells him that if Macaque did do that, he’d violate his own term on the contract. Not to mention MK isn’t so easily manipulated. So, Wukong nods.
“Okay. Do you want to add anything?” Firecracker asks, gesturing for him to speak up.
Wukong thinks. There’s a lot that goes through his head. A lot of conditions, a lot of demands. All of them, unfortunately, contradict one another. All except for one…
“If they get caught between us again,” Wukong says slowly, his eyes flickering towards Firecracker. “No harm can come to them. Physical, emotional, anything.” He won’t let history repeat itself. He never wants to see that look on their face again. Ever.
“Fair enough,” Macaque says in agreement. He glances at Firecracker, who nods quietly. They weren’t looking at him (which he hates), and they keep fidgeting. Wukong wills himself not to look at them, believing that it’s his stare that makes them uncomfortable.
“Anything else?” He asks.
“In conjunction to that,” Firecracker chimes in. “Whatever happens between you two, stays that way. You cannot pull anyone else into it—including me—unless that person consents to being a mediator.”
“Fine,” says Macaque.
Wukong nods again.
Firecracker breathes, their shoulders hunched. He’s sure they’re tense from the whole situation. He hopes, oh he hopes, that after this, he can make it up to them. Take them to the markets and let them choose anything they want. Food always helps. He knows it won’t do much, but—it’s a start. Kind of. After he talks to them, obviously.
“Alright then.” Firecracker gestures to the two of them. “Go ahead and seal it up. As the eyewitness to this, the terms of this contract are fair, and—”
“You should be part of it, too,” Macaque cuts in. At the look both Wukong and Firecracker give him, he says, “Not as the babysitter, but as the witness and enforcer of the terms.”
…Wukong can agree with that. Perhaps it’s for the best.
“I won’t lie, it crossed my mind, considering how stupid you were back in the karst forest,” Firecracker says with a sigh, jabbing their elbow into Macaque’s side. “Fine, I’ll be part of this too.”
(He wishes it was him that Firecracker elbowed. They still won’t look at him for too long.)
“Your side of it can be to make sure we uphold our end of the bargain. The magic of a contract aside, we’re hardy monkeys, and sometimes we need a little knock on the noggin’ to remind us not to be a piece of shit,” Wukong says, a small huff of a laugh in his voice. The laugh was too forced.
“More than a ‘little knock’, probably,” Firecracker comments back. It makes his smile grow, but it falls quickly. Gotta stay serious. “Okay. I agree to this.” They pause, looking between him and Macaque. “So… how is this done? I’ve never done a contract between more than one person.”
“Put your hand in the center,” Wukong guides, holding his hand out. They do so. Macaque does the same. “And then it’s the same as always, agreeing to the terms.”
“Okay.” Firecracker breathes. There’s a small hummm in the air from the magic of the contract activating. “I agree to the terms of this contract.”
A warmth emanates from the palm of their hand, pressed against the top of Wukong’s. “I agree to the terms of this contract,” he says. The warmth transfers to the top of Macaque’s hand.
“I agree to the terms of this contract,” says Macaque last.
For the briefest of moments, Wukong can see an ocean. The sun shines in the sky, but the reflection is that of the moon. A golden fish swims around the moon. Another fish, amethyst in color, swims around the sun in the sky. Wukong sees a ripple. The fish in the ocean splashes the water, and the one in the sky does the same. The water droplets form into a chain, connecting the reflections of the sun and moon.
The image is gone just as quick.
He blinks, pulling his hand away. Underneath the fur, On the top of his hand, is the image of a sun and moon interconnected, and a fish wrapped around it. Macaque itches at his wrist, most likely at the area where his binding mark is, hiding beneath the fur. Firecracker rubs their shoulder, rolling it back.
“Okay,” they sigh, their shoulders slumping, relaxed. “This is… slightly off topic. It has to do with MK.” At last, they look at Wukong. He’s not sure if he likes the fact their expression seems more guarded when it’s fixated on him. “I think you should tell him about the whole ‘Yiran’ thing. It’s already gone for too long and he should have been told way sooner.”
“Seconded,” says Macaque.
Even though Wukong knows that they’re both right, he still chooses to ignore Macaque. He closes his eyes, taking a deep breath. “I know,” he says, quiet. His tail curls, flicking at the floor. A few of Sandy’s cats jump over to play with it. Subconsciously, he trails his tail around to let them chase it. Not like their claws or teeth would hurt him, anyway.
Firecracker’s voice draws his attention, “If you need, I could be there to help explain—”
“I don’t need help.” He didn’t intend for it to come out harshly, but it did.
Damn it.
Their face is like a stone that’s been eroded by water for years. Smooth, no readable cracks, nothing.
“Sorry, it’s just—” he clears his throat “—it’s been on my mind for a while. I… actually planned to tell him after the hot pot party, but—you’re right.” His thumb presses into his palm, digging his claw into the skin. “It’s gone on for too long, and he deserves to know.”
“He deserves to know the full truth,” Macaque cuts in, earning a swift and sharp elbow in his side from Firecracker.
“One thing at a time,” they say with a reprimanding glare. Macaque’s as unbothered by someone’s glare as ever, yet something’s different about his expression. Wukong can’t put a finger on it, not yet, but something about it looks… almost apologetic? That can’t be right, this is Macaque for crying out loud.
No matter if he said he has no “nefarious plans”, Wukong isn’t about to forget hundreds of years of Macaque’s trickery and manipulation. All just to get under his skin and then some.
Firecracker says, “Look—I don’t know what the hell you two are talking about with this ‘other truth’ that’s apparently huge, but if it’s a tough topic to talk about, then it’s best to start it slow.” They cross their arms. “MK will probably react weirdly to the truth about Yiran, anyway. Adding any further baggage won’t help.”
“It’s also better to just rip off the band-aid,” Macaque argues, throwing a hand into the air. “That secret has been hidden in the dark for years. I think the cub deserves to—”
Wukong cuts him off, “It’s not going to help. Learning I was Yiran the whole time is already going to mess with his head. Mentioning that on top of it is just like rubbing salt into the wound.” He couldn’t stop himself from saying, “I figured you would know all about that, mangoes.”
Macaque’s lips pull back, his throat letting out a hiss. Before he could retort, the sharp glare from Firecracker mixed with the ache of the binding mark makes him stop. And Wukong knows the binding mark is bothering Macaque because it’s bothering him, too.
“It hasn’t even been five fucking minutes since the contract was sealed,” they groan, rubbing their temple. “Do not make me put both of you in separate corners.” Neither say anything, so Firecracker goes on, “Macaque, if you’re so adamant about MK finding out this apparently super important secret, then how about you tell him?”
“Two reasons.” Macaque holds up one finger, “One, I doubt the cub would believe me, since I wasn’t present when this event happened. Two, it’s not my story to tell, but his.” He jabs his thumb in Wukong’s direction.
“If that’s the case.” Firecracker reaches, their reflexes faster than Wukong remembers them, and pinches at Macaque’s middle ear. “Then how about you keep that to yourself?”
“Augh—let go!” He bats at their hand, but they haven’t let go yet. “What the hell—”
“If it’s not your story to tell, then you shouldn’t force your opinion onto him,” Firecracker hisses. They pinch his ear harder before letting go. “He’ll tell MK later. Besides, the kid will need time to take in the truth about how there was never a Yiran in the first place. Like I had said, one thing at a time.”
“Fine, fine, jeez.” Macaque rubs his ear.
Wukong won’t deny that it felt good, more than good, to have Firecracker coming to his defense in such a way. That particular truth, that particular story, is one he’s dreaded telling MK for a while. He knows he should tell the cub soon, but… it’s hard to find the words to start it.
But it’ll be fine. Like Firecracker said. One thing at a time.
It’ll be fine.
“If that’s everything…” Firecracker stands up. “I’m hungry, and I know your grumpy ass is, too.” They point an accusatory finger at Macaque, making him hiss in displeasure. “So, let’s go make the pancit canton. I’ll make sure to text you later—”
“Actually,” Wukong quickly says, standing with them. “I’d—like to talk to you. In private. Just—two seconds.”
“Oh, uh…” They blink. “Okay. Sure.”
As much as Wukong wanted to take their hand, he doesn’t. As much as he’d love to touch their shoulder or their back like he always did when walking with them, he doesn’t. As much as he’d love to throw his arm around their shoulders, pull them close, and hold them until they get flustered from the hug, he doesn’t.
Instead, he takes them out to the top deck. Sandy, Uncle Zan, Mama, and Fengshe were on the captain’s deck, only returning to the makeshift tearoom when Firecracker gives the thumbs up. At first, Wukong doesn’t want to set up the ward, but he also doesn’t want Macaque listening in on it. So, Wukong puts up the wards anyway.
Firecracker crosses their arms, not commenting on his precaution, which he’s quietly grateful for. He inhales. Exhales. “About—what happened back there…” He trails off, his tail coiling around his ankle. They don’t say anything, so he continues, “I’m sorry. For everything that happened.” It could be argued he’s rushing this, but, in all honesty, he’d feel worse if he didn’t say anything right now.
“I let my emotions—my anger—get to me,” he says. “There’s nothing that can be said that won’t sound like an excuse. I should’ve taken more time to calm down, to listen to you, but—I—fuck—” he rakes his claws through his fur. “I didn’t and I let my pain and anger seep out—”
“Hey, stop,” Firecracker cuts in, holding their hand up to silence Wukong. They don’t move closer, but their brows are furrowed, their eyes worried. “It’s not solely your fault, you know. Yeah, sure, you were an ass that was being controlled by that anger, but I also let my own anger get to me. I kicked you below the belt when you were already in a volatile state.”
Wukong shakes his head. “It’s different, firecracker.”
“Different how?”
“Different because I could have killed you if I put more force behind just the shout alone!” He rubs his face, groaning in frustration. “I hurt you—twice—and I would have hurt you more if…” He doesn’t want to say it, but he does anyway, “If Macaque hadn’t stepped in when he did, I… genuinely don’t know if I would’ve had enough time to—reel my emotions back.”
Firecracker’s frown deepens the longer Wukong talks. He hates their frown. It’s a mixture of disappointment, sadness, and annoyance all in one. Before they get a chance to speak, he holds a hand out to them, that silent offering he always, always gave to them should they desire it. They don’t take his hand, not at first (it hurts), but they eventually place their hand on his.
Almost immediately he’s noticing a slight callous to their normally soft hands. They really have been training hard with Macaque to properly protect themselves. He can’t help but feel a swell of pride at that, but now’s not the time for such things.
“Firecracker, my rage… it can get bad,” he says slowly, his thumb pressing into the palm of their hand. “I’m not talking ‘wreck a room’ mad, but… level a mountain or three mad.”
“I’m well aware of that,” they say, copying the gesture of pressing their thumb against his hand. They squeeze. He squeezes back. They say, “I won’t lie that—sometimes—it does slip my mind. You act like such a dork that it’s hard to remember that side of you.”
The comment brings out a snort from him, the ghost of a smile on his lips. Firecracker says, “I’ll accept that this is different. That it’s a special case. What I won’t accept, however, is you taking full blame for it.” They sigh. “The situation sucked, the timing sucked. Everything about it fucking sucked, and it’s no one’s fault for how it happened.”
Their eyes shift, flickering up to meet his. “I’m sorry, too. I shouldn’t have lost my temper. I shouldn’t have talked to you that way.”
“Heh… alright. I’ll take that.” He chews on the inside of his lip. “I’m sorry, firecracker.”
“You already said that.”
“Well, I’m saying it again.”
“I’ll only take the first apology, not the second.”
“Awww, c’mon, cut me some slack,” he laughs, squeezing their hand again. “I can’t apologize more than once?”
“Not to me, no. You don’t need to.” To Wukong’s surprise, they don’t squeeze back. To his disappointment, they tug their hand free, crossing their arms over their chest. A stiff breeze makes them shiver. They roll their shoulders, rub their arms. “Nonetheless, I forgive you, Great Sage. No hard feelings.”
…
Great Sage?
Wukong blinks. “Great Sage?” He asks.
Firecracker blinks back. “Yeah…?”
“You’ve been calling me Wukong for months.” His chest hurts. “Why stop now? Hate me that much?” He laughs, but it feels so fake that even the most gullible person in the universe would believe him.
“What—no, of course not.” Their frown only deepens. Wukong already regrets wording it that way. They say, “It’s just—I think—it’d probably be best if we kept it… professional, you know?” They shrug, but their shoulders remain hunched up to their ears. “The situation was bad, but… it wouldn’t have been so bad if…”
Wukong knows what they’re going to say, but he doesn’t want to hear it. Even so, he still asks, “If…?”
“If… we weren’t as close as we are. I think we should keep it strictly professional, rather than… getting too close to one another…” Their eyes avert, refusing to meet his. “Makes things easier, yeah?”
CRSHH!
“Al Catone! No! Bad kitty!” Sandy shouts from below deck. Firecracker turned away, calling out if everything was okay.
To Wukong, it felt like it was planets away.
To Wukong, the shattering sound felt like his heart.
Wukong swallows some spit to wet his throat, but it felt like he was swallowing mouthfuls of sand. For that split second, his face fell to pure distress. His chest felt like it was about to cave in.
Control.
Put them in a jar.
Save it for later.
He breathes. In, then out. In, then out. He swallows again. Forces a small smile when Firecracker faces him again.
“Never a dull moment,” they mutter. Their eyes glance over his face, searching. Wukong makes sure nothing slips past the cracks aside from the fatigue of the whole talk.
“Never,” he agrees, breathing a fake laugh. “But—ah—yeah… makes things easier. Better to make sure that, ya know, no demon thinks we’re too buddy buddy, yeah?”
“Mmm…” They rub their arm. It looks like they’re pretty much physically holding themselves back from touching him. “Is that okay?”
“Oh, keeping the distance?”
Stop talking about this.
“Yeah… are… you fine with it?”
No.
“Yeah, totally! I get it, firecracker.”
I hate this I don’t want this I want us to stay close and cuddle and hold hands and—
I hate this I hate this—
Please don’t leave me.
“Okay…” They glance over their shoulder. Macaque’s standing at the doorway, leaning against the frame. He hasn’t stepped out onto the deck yet, but he’s watching them. He nods at Firecracker. They nod back. They turn to Wukong. “I should get going, though. We really were about to get some food.”
“Yeah, yeah, I get it!” Wukong’s smile hurts. His eyes sting. His chest ached. “Get some grub. We can talk more about it… the day after tomorrow, yeah? I’ll talk to MK, we can chat about some new regiment…”
“Maybe save that for after the hotpot?” They offer with a shrug. “I don’t—I don’t think it’d be good to rush into it.”
“Right. Yeah. Definitely. So… see you around?”
They nod. “I’ll text you the day after tomorrow.”
“Sounds good.” He waves for them to leave. “Go on. Get some food in you.”
They don’t walk away immediately. After some more ushering, they do, turning and walking over to Macaque. Macaque says something to them, but Wukong doesn’t bother trying to read his lips to find out what’s said. It doesn’t matter.
He feels numb.
Keep your distance.
He shouldn’t linger here.
I don’t want this.
He knows Mama and Uncle Zan would want to talk to him, but… not now.
Not now.
I hate this.
He needs—
them
—to be alone for a bit.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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This just in: Nibby and Wukong are FUCKING IDIOTS. More at 10.
Anyway, it's finally here! The fated talk!!!! Man this was a tense thing to write, but a fun one. We love Lihua and Zan, man, they're the fucking GOATS and are so dangerous together X"D
Also Sandy. Any chance I get to write him I will ALWAYS love it UGH he's such a breath of fresh, wholesome air.Ahh... I wonder what will happen now that distance has been put between Nibby and Wukong? :3c Only one way to find out....
Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 38: Hollow Reconciliation
Notes:
If it's all said and done, why does it still hurt so much?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Nezha hears the heavy breathing of his student behind him, feeling the vibrations of her feet against the earth. He sighs. “You are late.” He turns to face her. “Again—”
He stops himself from scolding her for her tardiness (which has happened more than once this week alone). He stops because he sees the splotchy redness around her cheeks, her eyes. He stops because he sees the river of tears flowing down her scale-covered cheeks.
Her chest heaves, steam flowing from her mouth. She wipes her eyes over and over again, but the tears continue to flow. “I—I—” she chokes on her tears, any words drowning and drifting away.
Nezha’s by her side in an instant. “Breathe, hatchling,” he says to her, his tone shifting to something more gentle. He puts one hand on her back, his other on her shoulder. “Look at me.”
He notes the backpack overflowing with items. He notes as well, the iridescent sheen of the sword from the West Long family. He says nothing of it, though. Not yet. He clocks it for later.
Mei squeezes her eyes shut, shakes her head. “Fuck—I—I’m so—”
“Focus on me,” he urges her a second time. She blinks, causing more rivulets of tears to trickle down the shimmering scales on her cheeks. She looks at him. “Good. Watch me, now. Breathe inward, as much as you can.” He slowly inhales. “Hold that breath and count to three.” He pauses for three seconds. “Then exhale.”
She follows the instructions, inhaling and holding it, but she breaks into a mix between a sob and a cough when she exhales. She does it a second time, smoother than before.
Nezha asks, “Better?”
Mei shakes her head.
“Can you at least speak?”
“I—I—” she hiccups. Wipes her eyes. “I think so.”
“Good. Sit.” He guides her to a nearby fallen tree, setting her down on the trunk. He sits beside her. He says, “Tell me what happened.” He has a feeling he knows what happened, but he also knows it’s good for her to say it out loud. To acknowledge it happened.
“Mom and Dad—” she wipes her eyes again. There’s an angry red shade around her eyes that are both from violently wiping at the tears, and the very tears that continue to fall. “You know how—how they are. So—stupid and—controlling and—and dumb!”
She screams into her hands, curling inward. Nezha rubs her back, allowing her the time to get every last emotion out. She sits up abruptly, her voice raising with her anger, “They think that you and MK and Mr. Pigsy and even glowstick and their uncle are—are—poisoning my head or some stupid shit!”
Her gestures grow wilder, scales crawling out from under her skin, her nails replaced with claws. “Saying the same shit they always say and never bothering to see the other side! I wanna fight! I wanna help MK! I wanna—” she scratches at her head so hard Nezha has to stop her. She might make herself bleed because of her claws.
“I wanna make things better,” she says, gentler this time. “I wanna—do things for people that—that MK can do. I… I’ve watched him for a while. Like, after our talk. About empathy and stuff.” She looks at her hands. The claws and scales remain, despite her much calmer disposition. She scratches at the top of her hand.
“MK is, like, actually really good at making people feel… good. Safe. Better than before. That’s what empathy does, right?”
“It is… more than just empathy to make someone feel safe,” Nezha corrects her. “But empathy is a major factor in it, yes.”
“Okay. Yeah. Like, so, I dunno, it’s just—” she sighs “—I guess I got, like, a little… jealous. That he could do that with people. Make them feel so, so comfy around him and stuff. It also made me feel bad because, like, I never noticed it before.” More tears fill her eyes, making them shimmer in the light.
Her voice cracked as she spoke, “I never noticed it. I never noticed that my—my best friend I’ve known since I was, like, I think eight? Nine? We’ve been friends for years! And I—I never noticed that he’s, like, so good at talking to others and, just, making them feel good and happy and, ya know, safe.
“I wanna learn how to do that, too. I know that—it’ll be a lot easier said than done, but—I still wanna do it. I wanna try. I wanna be someone where people can be, like, comfortable around me. I wanna make people feel safe the way MK does. The way that Mr. Pigsy does, and Uncle and glowstick.”
Mei sniffs. She takes the backpack off, placing it by her feet. “Mom and Dad didn’t want me to join MK on his, like, demon fighting days anymore. They just wanted me to focus on the studies they chose for me. Because of, well, all the times I’ve snuck out to train with you, they got more strict, and…”
She trails off, her fingers tugging at the zipper on her jacket. Her brows furrow, her mouth twisting between a grimace and a barely held sob. Finally, she says, “We got into a huge fight… Like, big. A lot of screaming—mostly from me—and, they… wanted to send me away to my auntie.”
Ah, yes. There it is. When the child becomes too rambunctious, simply send them away to a family member or somewhere else to “fix” them. Nezha has… several feelings towards such an action. It’s a slippery slope, where it can genuinely help some, while making it worse for others.
Such things matter not at this moment. No, his student needs his utmost attention.
“It’s not fair,” Mei says, slamming her fists onto her knees. “It’s not fair that my best friend—my fucking brother gets to do all that stuff by himself, and I can’t be there for him! Glowstick—no offense—can’t fight really well. Like, I know I can’t either, but, like, I…” She chews her lip. “I don’t want them to… to get hurt like that again.”
Nezha’s unsure what she means by “like that again”, but that’s a question for another day. Even if he can already guess it involves the oracle getting severely injured, the details are important.
Finally, he speaks up, asking her a simple question, “Is that why you are here with a pack full of items and your family’s sword?”
“Yeah…” She wipes her nose with her sleeve. “I’ve been hiding my stuff. Putting things away I know I need. Or, well, I looked it up on MK’s phone so my parents don’t see I wanted to run away.” She picks up her backpack, hugging it close to her chest. “Legal documents like my birth certificate, my passport, money that I made, clothes—obviously—and a bunch of other stuff.”
Mei reaches into a pouch on her pack to pull out a candy bar. Nezha raises a brow. “You packed snacks as well?”
“Well, duh, just in case…”
“In case of what?”
“In case I… was on the streets for a bit…?”
He inhales slowly, closing his eyes. “Hatchling,” he says slowly, carefully, “What in all the heavens and hells makes you think I would allow you to become homeless?”
“I—I dunno! Just in case you said, ‘no, fuck you, this was your bed, now sleep in it’—”
He holds up a hand to silence her. “I will stop you right there by telling you I would never say such things—”
“What, fuck you?”
“No.”
“This is your bed, now sleep in it?”
“…Technically, yes, I would say that. But not in this context.” He massages his brow. This girl… she really does remind him too much of his younger self. “The environment you have lived in was nothing short of dangerous to your mental health and growth. Because of how you were raised, you are much more… stunted. In several ways.”
He puts a hand on her shoulder, coaxing her to look at him. “I am not so cruel as to have my student live on the streets just to have her learn a lesson. Do you have living arrangements made?”
This time, Mei looks away, her face twisting up between a grimace and something apologetic. “Well… not… really…” She sighs. “It was so last minute, that… right after our fight, I kinda—waited until they were off to a business meeting to run away.”
“So,” Nezha asks, “Where will you go?”
Her face had a thousand words trapped in her mind. Words that only Nezha can speculate. He waits for her to continue speaking, rather than making idle guesses.
“I was… thinking—hoping, that…” She doesn’t finish, instead, saying, “I dunno. I wanna ask MK, but—I feel like that’s the first place that my parents would go. Mr. Tang also came to mind, but… I kinda… feel like I’d just bug him and his mom… same with Uncle man and glowstick…”
“Is that what you were hoping?” Asks Nezha. “To live with MK?”
“Well, not really, but—” she shrugs “—I realized it was kinda stupid, so…”
“I will be the judge of whether it is stupid or not.” He waves at her to continue.
“I mean, well, I was kinda…” Her fidgeting gets worse. “Kinda hoping that, like, I could… stay with… you? If—that’s okay? Is that stupid to ask? Like, you live in the—the Celestial Realm, yeah? So—”
He stops her. “It is not stupid. If anything, it will make training you much easier.”
“We’re gonna train every day?” Mei asks miserably.
“Not every day. It will, however, make you less likely to show up to your training sessions late,” he corrects her, flicking her forehead for good measure. There’s a ghost of a smile on his face, his voice much softer when he speaks, “This is a very difficult step you are taking, hatchling. Every move matters.”
He brushes stray hair from her eyes. “I am proud of you, Mei, for making this difficult decision. It is not easy for anyone to step away from a situation like this—from their family like this.”
“I just—” Mei sighs, hugging the pack closer “—am I making a mistake doing this? I dunno, I just, it feels like I’m being unreasonable, but—at the same time—it’s not what I want, it’s what my parents want, and, like, it’s my life. Why can’t I choose to do what I want?”
Nezha answers her question with a question, “Do you think you are making a mistake by doing this?”
“I mean…” Mei chews her lip. The scales on her hands receded back into her skin, her claws turning into nails once more. “I don’t think so? I don’t want to, like, think this is a mistake. I want to… I want to do this. I want to become better. For MK and everyone, and… and for myself.”
“If you do not think this is a mistake, then it is not,” he says plainly. “While you are right to think twice to ensure this is the choice you wish to make, you must not stay on that step of thinking twice. For that will stop you from ever taking the step to begin with.”
He stands, gesturing for her to follow. “Change is a difficult thing to accept.” Even more so for certain Celestials. “But it is a necessary thing if you so desire to better yourself.”
“Okay…” She breathes. “Okay.” She picks up the sword, placing it into its scabbard. “Then… can we go, like, now? I’ll text MK about it once we get there. But… I wanna go now.”
“Of course, hatchling.” He starts walking, and so does she. “We will skip today’s lesson to instead give you a tour of the palace.”
“Palace?”
“Yes. The Lotus Palace. Did you forget that I am the Lotus Prince?”
“No, I just—wow—moving into a whole palace.”
“There will be rules, you do realize.”
“I know, I know!”
—————
“And thus, Sun Wukong is now aware of Six-Eared Macaque’s presence?”
“Yes.”
“Hmm…” Erlang looks out to the distance, his eyes following the winding roads. Like a snake slithering along the horizon, leading to the city. The regular meetings with the oracle after the weekly check-ins came to a stop for a few days. Instead, Erlang would find himself in the company of their uncle, Zan.
Instead of talking about the situation involving Six-Eared Macaque, however, he’d find himself quite distracted by the (handsome) man who’s supposed to help him. Not that he’s complaining, mind. In truth, Erlang can’t remember the last time he enjoyed himself.
“Are you going to tell the Court?” Asks the oracle. Though he doesn’t look their way, throughout his years—especially recently—he’s grown accustomed to hearing unspoken questions.
Will either get in trouble?
There is no question that Six-Eared Macaque especially will get into some kind of trouble. His death wasn’t the sentence the Court wanted, nor was it expected. It came from Wukong’s anger, his broken heart, his pain. Now that it’s revealed he’s alive and bound via contract, the Court will demand answers and retribution for past sins long forgotten by many.
“I will not tell them,” he answers. From the corner of his eye, he can see their tense shoulders relaxing. He adds in, “yet.” Which causes them to hunch again. He says, “It cannot remain hidden forever, no. While I plan to inform the Court of this information, I have yet to acquire all the necessary information…”
His eyes shift, looking upon their face. “So, I am afraid that, without all the information in my hands, I cannot make a proper report, no?”
Without needing further hinting, they nod. “I see,” they say, turning away from him. He notes the circles under their eyes. He doesn’t need basic lessons in reading someone to know that this has taken a heavy toll on them. He’s also noticed that in this particular update, the oracle has referred to Sun Wukong as “Great Sage” rather than “Wukong”.
If he were his younger self, he would’ve dropped it at that and walked away. But he is no longer who he was many centuries ago. No longer is he the man who simply does as he’s told, gets the updates he needs, and leaves. No longer does he simply gloss over the emotions of others.
Now, he pauses, he observes, he thinks. And he notices.
So, he speaks up, “It is not my business to pry, nor are you under obligation to tell me…” He pauses momentarily so they can meet his gaze. He continues, “But if I may ask… is there tension between you and Sun Wukong?” They don’t answer immediately, already breaking eye-contact to stare at anything else but him.
Erlang says, “In my short time knowing you, you have referred to him as ‘Wukong’. You both seemed quite close, even. Now, after Six-Eared Macaque has been discovered alive, you refer to him as ‘Great Sage’ instead.”
“Yeah…” Their thumb rubs their arm. “I do.”
“May I ask why that is? If you do not wish to speak of it, simply say so, and I will not pry further.”
The oracle breathes in, slowly. They close their eyes, heaving a heavy sigh. “It’s… nothing, really. Even then, I wouldn’t want to burden you with something so trivial—”
“If I thought it trivial, I would have never asked,” Erlang tells them. “And if I may be so bold, I do not think it is simply ‘nothing’. Though I cannot read into others the same way your uncle can, I can still see inner turmoil inside you.” There’s a brief pause where he contemplates his next move. Then, slowly, so they can see, he places his hand on their shoulder.
As expected, they tense under his touch. He takes no offense.
“You need not tell me if you are not comfortable doing so,” he tells them. His voice used to always resemble the loud clap of thunder. Now, it’s more like the rumble in the distance. He was once proud of how he could make others—mortal or otherwise—tremble with just the sound of his voice. Now, he finds himself wanting to try the… gentler approach. He says, “But you should not shoulder what is clearly a heavy burden. Lighten your load by allowing another—or multiple others—to help you.”
Giving their shoulder a gentle squeeze, he removes his hand. “If I can see it has taken a toll on you, I am quite positive your uncle has noticed, as well.”
The oracle chuffs. Almost a laugh. Almost. They almost smile, too. Not quite, though. “It’s—” they bite at the inside of their cheek “—it’s more than just that, but… I am talking to Uncle about it. One topic at a time.”
“Of course.” Erlang nods. He doesn’t press further. He’s already given them a chance to speak, so he won’t try to make them talk if they don’t desire—
“How…” The oracle looks at their hands, rubbing the pad of their thumb and index finger together. “How… bad can his anger get…?”
…
Erlang’s brows knit downward. He doesn’t mean to, but he does a quick scan of their body, trying to catch a flinch, a twitch, to see if any part of them was harmed. He’s thankful to find nothing but the tension in their shoulders. He shifts in his sitting position, propping a leg onto the bench so he may properly face them.
Looking is one thing, but asking is another.
“Oracle,” he starts, slow, steady, so they may back out should they desire to. “Did he hurt you?”
Their response was just a second later, “No, he didn’t. He…” Their mouth forms the word ‘almost’, and that’s enough for him to know. Almost is bad enough, but he knew better than to step into something that’s, frankly, not his business. Even if the deepest recesses of his thoughts, his desires, screamed to march over to Sun Wukong’s temple and confront him for harming a human—a heaven blessed, no less—he doesn’t.
It will not help, his thoughts tell him, though he already knows. It will only make it worse.
So, he’ll remain on the sidelines. Watching. Waiting. Offering a hand. Just as Azure Lion taught him so many years ago. Too many years too late. He’s aware. But that old lion would argue it’s never too late to try now.
“Do you wish to talk about it?” He asks. Their face told a thousand different answers. Yes. No. Possibly. Not now. Right now. Not ever.
Their mouth works, trying to find the words to start talking. Eventually, they say, “We got into a fight… when he found out about Macaque…” They sit up, though their shoulders slouch. Strands of their hair fall over their face, their tired, tired eyes. “I tried—to—calm it down and explain to him, but… he just kept pushing and cutting me off and—pretty much just—letting his anger control him, that—”
They stop, rubbing their face and groaning. “I started to push back. I—my own anger isn’t the best… and I get annoyed really easily when I can’t get a word in.” Erlang can understand that, remembering many times in the Celestial Court how often he was cut off by arguing nobles. The oracle continues, “It ended up spiraling out of control to the point that he… blew up a little. Quite literally.”
“Blew up?” Erlang echoes.
“Just like—how to put it… a shockwave, of sorts. Nothing big. It just, kinda, knocked me down, but—it was…” They don’t finish, eyes glued to the pavement. They don’t need to finish.
He does for them, “It was enough to remind you of just how powerful he is?”
They nod. “He acts like an idiot most times that… it’s easy to forget…”
“Acting a fool can bring down the guard of many,” says Erlang. “It is… part of the reason why many within the Celestial Realm underestimated him.”
They ask, “And the other half?”
“The Court simply refused to believe a lowly primate could wield such power, forgetting that Master Subodhi trained him for the first portion of his and Six-Eared-Macaque’s life.” Erlang shrugs. A casual gesture for a not-so-casual talk. His own mentors would faint or rap at his knuckles at the sight of him acting such a way towards anyone, especially a heaven-blessed like the oracle.
“No offense, sir, but the Court seems to underestimate a lot of people,” they say plainly.
“I never made the assumption they properly estimated anyone,” he corrects them. For a second, he catches the tiniest twitch of their lips. A small huff through their nostrils. It’s close enough to a laugh that he’ll take it. He says gently, “Thank you for trusting me with this. You can further trust that I will tell no one.”
They quirk an eyebrow. “Not even my uncle?”
Hmm. It appears his attempts to subtly visit Zan more often didn’t go unnoticed by his nibling. While it’s not surprising, Erlang won’t deny that he’s unhappy with the minor jab, no matter how humorous.
“It is not my place to say,” he answers after swallowing his annoyance. He’s sure they’re trying to jest, and so he’ll take it as such. He started the casual air, after all. To react negatively will force them to close back up. As bad as he is at this, he’s not foolish enough to make someone regress further than they already are.
Erlang looks out to the road when he hears Xiaotian Quan barking. Something—someone is coming. He says, “If you wish to not tell your uncle, that is your choice to make. I will not disrespect that by telling him, oracle.” He can see a dot approaching, and with his enhanced vision, he can see who it is. “Time is short, and thus I will leave you with these parting words…”
He stands, and they follow. He whistles for his pup to his side, which she does, her tail thumping gleefully against the pavement, tongue lolled out the side of her mouth. He drops the ward within the same gesture. He says, “Sun Wukong’s anger is infamous, but what is equally famous is his ability to find his center and calm himself. I am sure he is filled with regret for how he acted towards you, for how he nearly brought harm to you.”
Already he can feel eyes burning into his back. Judging from the oracle’s expression, they just saw who’s approaching. “I would advise against—”
The oracle’s shadow darkens. Like a puppet on strings, they’re jerked back. In their place, a malleable form of darkness begins to materialize.
“Advise against what, exactly?” Asks Six-Eared-Macaque, standing within Erlang’s space as if it would intimidate the older god to back off. It doesn’t.
“Macaque—” the oracle grabs his arm. “Can you stop with that? Seriously—”
He’s ignoring the oracle, his good eye still on Erlang. “So, word on the street is cat’s out of the bag. Or monkey, more to speak. What do you plan to do about it, little nephew?”
“I plan to continue my investigation, Six-Eared-Macaque,” Erlang answers smoothly.
“Investigation, he says, and, do enlighten me, what exactly is that investigation?”
“It will be brought forth when it is necessary, I assure you.”
Six-Eared-Macaque is not convinced by it. Behind Erlang, he hears, “Guys, guys, c’mon, can we please not do this right now?” Qi Xiaotian approaches, passing Erlang to stand by the oracle. “We’re already late and I still gotta talk to Mei because apparently something happened at her home and—” he stops, looking at Erlang now. There’s a flicker of something in those honey-colored eyes.
The last time Erlang had even seen the boy was—
“This is an infant child—a boy! What sort of imminent threat does he pose that is so unavoidable?”
—a long time ago. In a moment of privacy with just his uncle. Blessedly so that it was only his uncle, for he knows the other gossips within the Celestial Realm would continue to speak of the Jade Emporer’s nephew losing his temper over that would still be whispered today.
Now that he’s older, Erlang can see traces of both monkeys in the lad. The shape of his eyes were like Sun Wukong’s. The curve of his cheek an exact copy of Six-Eared Macaque’s. Yet pieces of him resembled the two heaven-blessed that raised him, too. The hook of his nose, the corner of his mouth. His eyes felt like a mixture of it all.
Yet that flicker wasn’t too unlike the stare Sun Lihua gave him months ago, during her trial. Something akin to anger, yet collected. Uncertain, yet sure. It’s a look that tells Erlang the boy knows of his past transgressions back on Flower Fruit Mountain. Blessed be that he doesn’t make mention of it in front of the oracle or Six-Eared-Macaque.
Qi Xiaotian turns away to look at the oracle, who appeared as if they aged at least an extra five years. He finds sentiment in the feeling. The boy speaks, “Uh—hey—sib?”
“Yes, MK?” They massage their temple.
“What’s he doing here?” Qi Xiaotian points his thumb at the man in question. It felt more like emphasis than a spit in Erlang’s direction. He’ll take what he can get.
“Talking to me about Macaque,” they answer bluntly.
“Uh, okay, but… why…?”
“It’s—” they rub their face and groan “—it’s way too much to explain right now.” They look at their phone, cursing under their breath. “You’re right, though, we are late. I completely lost track of time.”
“My apologies for that, oracle,” Erlang tips his head in their direction, despite Six-Eared-Macaque’s attempts at hiding them behind him. “It seems our discussion lasted longer than intended.”
“No, no, it’s fine, just—” they slap the monkey’s arm, shouldering past him to stand between the two men. They face Six-Eared-Macaque, their hands on their hips, looking akin to a mother about to scold her petulant child. “Past animosity or not, I told you to not shove me with my shadow again unless necessary.”
“It was necessary,” argues Six-Eared-Macaque.
“It wasn’t.”
“Was.”
“What are you, fucking three?” The oracle groans, claps their hands, and breathes. “You know what? We’ll talk about this later. We’re not doing this right now.”
“I think right now is the perfect time to do this, actually.” His lips curl into a smile, clearly entertained by the oracle’s frustration. “We’re already late, what’s a few extra minutes?”
Without missing a beat, the oracle now faces Erlang. “Would it be possible for you to take me home, sir?” The look in their eyes said play along. They outwardly say, “It seems the air is filled with something that makes me feel quite faint. I think I need to rest for today.”
Erlang tries not to smile. His eyes certainly twinkle. He shouldn’t get mixed in with their squabble, but even he cannot help himself to having a little jest, “If you are unwell, it would honor me to ensure you make it home safely. I am sure your uncle would have the perfect remedy to ease your sudden illness.”
(He is serious, though. If the oracle wishes to return home, he would take them.)
“What?!” Six-Eared-Macaque grabs their shoulder, forcing them to turn and face him. “You are not going anywhere with him! Especially not alone!”
“Two things.” They brush his hand off their shoulder like it was a bug that misplaced itself. “One; you are not my father. You do not get to tell me who I can and can’t be with. Two; I know you know that I’ve been meeting him here for weeks and never bothered to confront me about it. Regardless, if you’re going to act this way, I’m going home and you can have fun explaining to Great Sage why I won’t be present during this meeting. Take your pick.”
Erlang, knowing better than to get more involved than he already is, simply pets Xiaotian Quan’s head. The pup is completely oblivious to any and all tension in the air, merely happy to be receiving her head pats. Qi Xiaotian, meanwhile, decided it best to simply let the adults squabble while he’s tapping at his phone.
Given his expression, Erlang is safe to assume it has to do with his aforementioned friend, Mei. Mei… hmm… he remembers hearing whispers of the Lotus Prince taking on an apprentice by the name of “Mei”. Though he wonders what happened to the girl at home, he knows better than to one; talk to the boy (as that would go against his contract with Sun Wukong) and two; step into something that is clearly not his business unless the door is opened for him.
Turning his attention back to the oracle and Six-Eared-Macaque, the monkey shakes his head. “By the stars, you’re a stubborn oracle. Fine, have it your way.”
“Thank you, I will.” The oracle turns to Erlang, giving him an apologetic look. He shakes his head, holding up a hand to quell their guilt. Satisfied by it, they then look in Qi Xiaotian’s direction. “MK? Let’s get going. Want me to drive so you can text Mei?”
“Huh? Uh, yeah, sure…” Qi Xiaotian hastily passes Erlang. He casts a passing glance the god’s way, but says nothing, more engrossed in speaking to his friend on his phone.
The oracle bows to Erlang, saying, “Sorry for that. And… thanks.”
“Of course. If there are further things you wish to discuss, you need only ask.” There’s a pause, glancing in the direction of Six-Eared-Macaque. He knows the monkey won’t leave them to have a private whisper, and even then, there is no whisper that is private when it comes to Six-Eared-Macaque.
Thus, he opens his mind into theirs, telling them, I would advise against this distance that was made between you and Sun Wukong. Forgive my forwardness, but I fear it would do more harm than good. They pass a glance his way, and he adds, Think on it, oracle.
Their eyes glance at Six-Eared-Macaque, then Qi Xiaotian. There’s the tiniest hint of their chin twitching. A nod, subtle, but Erlang catches it. Even if nothing comes from this, at least they heard him out.
Small victories.
—————
The drive up to Great Sage’s temple is just ten minutes from where you parted ways with Erlang.
“What exactly have you two been talking about these past weeks? Clearly about me.” Macaque hasn’t stopped pestering you to spill the beans the whole time. “And you realize what that man is capable of, yes? Or did you forget what I told you?”
You are very well aware, but you’re not going to allow him the privilege of agreeing with him. All things considered, the contract with you and Erlang is probably null and void at this point. But you’re mad at Macaque so you remain tight-lipped, solely focused on driving MK’s scooter up the hill. While you technically have a license (got it within the first year living here, which was a whole debacle in itself), you’re more used to motorbikes than commercial-use delivery scooters.
Macaque’s pestering continues for another minute, before ultimately giving up and sulking on his nimbus. It’s different from Great Sage’s. While Great Sage’s bore a golden appearance and an almost heavenly glow, Macaque’s looked more like a storm cloud with a dark purple hue.
MK, meanwhile, sat in the passenger seat, rapidly tapping at his phone. The entire time his brows remained knitted down, his lips pressed into a line. You’ve seen him worry before, but this felt like a strange combination of worry, anger, and uncertainty. He mentioned something happened with Mei back home… did she finally confront her parents? It’s about time, really, but you’re already suspecting it ended in disaster.
On top of that, from what you’ve heard, he took the truth about Yiran… well enough? Great Sage was vague in his text. You want to ask, but it feels like trying to start a fire in a room full of gunpowder. One stray spark will ignite everything. So, you remain in the dark, waiting for the right moment to bring it up to MK. Preferably in private.
You’re not sure why you agreed to have this meeting before the hotpot, even after insisting it happen after, but even Macaque said that it’d be best to get the regimen ready ahead of time. Something about getting started immediately instead of wasting time discussing. There are still a few days left until the big hotpot anyway, so might as well utilize the time to plan. You agree that it’s best to do something rather than twiddle your thumbs, but you worry about MK. So far, he seems fine, but… you’re not sure.
It’ll be fine, put some faith in him, your thoughts remind you. You sigh. You trust MK will say something if he’s truly bothered, you just worry. You always worry, especially when it comes to your little brother.
Arriving at the temple, you park MK’s scooter off by the gate’s door. You don’t immediately go inside, allowing MK to go in first so you can talk to Macaque. He hops off his nimbus, stretching, as if nothing was wrong.
You cross your arms, refusing to look his way. “I understand you don’t trust him—” Macaque scoffs. You ignore it. “—but that doesn’t mean you can force me to not talk to him.”
“Doesn’t mean I can’t try,” he mutters under his breath.
Finally, you face him. “You want to know who also thought that way when a certain incident happened?” You don’t even need to say who, because you both know it. Macaque’s lackadaisical and general dickish attitude instantly deflates. “He instantly smelled your scent on me the first time I met him. We made a pact where I’d give him weekly updates on your status and he wouldn’t tell anyone.”
“My ‘status’…” He snorts. “You make it sound like I’m a patient.”
“Ugh, that came out wrong.” Deciding it best to go inside, you start walking, albeit slowly. Macaque follows, sticking closer to you than normal. “He wanted to make sure you weren’t going to hurt anyone. If you did, I’d have to tell him immediately.” You give him a pointed look, silencing whatever scathing remark that was on the tip of his tongue. “That particular meeting with him was to tell him the update about Great Sage knowing you’re alive. He won’t tell the Court.”
“Now there’s a genuine surprise.” Macaque picks at his teeth with his claw, flicking away whatever got stuck between his gums. “Probably just a ploy. He can’t wait to tell the Court about me.”
You stop right at the top of the stairs, facing him. “Macaque, I get you hate the guy, but can you think for two seconds?”
“Oh, I’m thinking alright.” The air grew significantly colder, your shadow shivering in tandem. “I’m thinking of all the women and children he ordered dead. I’m thinking of the houses he burned and families he destroyed.”
Just as predicted, your own temper flares, your voice clipped as you bite back, “Just like how you killed the lives of others because of your anger towards Great Sage? In some sick way to get back at him?” The below-the-belt quip definitely isn’t unnoticed. Macaque’s in your face now, his teeth bared, his hiss tussling your hair.
For half a second, you blink, and it’s Great Sage’s angry face instead. Your feet stumble backwards. You blink again, and it’s Macaque. He realized with haste what his action had done, quickly sobering from his anger to give you arm’s length.
You purse your lips, your gaze flickering to your feet. “Sorry,” you mumble softly. “Too far. But—just—” you brush hair from your face “—look, he can’t take back what happened. Neither can you. In my free time, I’ve read about Erlang.” At his stare, you say, “I know the books hold little merit to real life, but it’s something. And going off of what I’ve seen in those books—portraying him as this huge, imposing, no-nonsense, extremely racist towards demons nephew of the Jade Emperor? He… doesn’t give that air.”
Your eyes meet his, quietly celebrating that he’s actually contemplating your words. “You noticed it, too. If he were truly how he was back then, he would’ve just gone straight to the Court to tell them you’re alive. He would’ve started fighting you the minute you appeared. But he didn’t.”
“It could all still be a ploy,” Macaque argues nonetheless. You don’t blame him for his bias. What was probably a few months ago was your own biased against Macaque himself.
You remind him, gently, carefully, “Do you really think the Erlang Shen is capable of being coy?”
That makes him snort. “Not one bit.”
“Then why would he play some kind of long game if it’s clearly not his style?”
He doesn’t answer, because he doesn’t have one. It’s something he’s considering, which is a victory in itself. He ends up saying, “I still don’t trust him.”
“I’m not asking you to trust him.” You tell him, “I’m asking you to trust me.”
“That’s quite the risky thing to ask of me, spitfire,” he says, casually folding his arms behind his head. He says nothing further of the topic, brushing past you to go inside. His tail flicks your nose, making you itch at it.
He didn’t say yes, nor did he say no. At this point, even him considering thinking about how Erlang is different from his past self is a victory you’ll take.
You follow him inside, avoiding Great Sage’s eyes as you walk in. Even if it’s only been two days since the whole talk, things felt so damn awkward between you two. Even more so with Macaque in the picture, not hiding in the shadows, now. Yesterday was just as awkward when helping Great Sage remove all the shadow-magic seals as a show of trust towards Macaque.
The silence felt deafening, his stare feeling like a thousand weights on your back. He wanted to say something, that much was obvious, but you don’t know what. Nor are you sure if you want to know. At least, not right now.
With MK’s feelings hidden under a mask, Great Sage clearly upset by something (probably (definitely) what happened between you two), and Macaque being… well, Macaque, and the hot pot literally three days away? It’s a lot to think about. Everyone who got the invitation and said yes will be there. Everyone being Sandy, Tang, Uncle Zan, Miss Lihua, Fengshe, Mei, Great Sage, Macaque, Mr. Pigsy (duh), MK (double-duh), and yourself. Oh, and a girl named Qiqi. You haven’t met her yet, but according to MK he would babysit her often whenever she visited her dad.
You’re genuinely shocked Macaque agreed to show up to the hotpot, but at the same time, there’s no need to keep up the charade of literally hiding in the shadows. That and you know Macaque isn’t the type to turn down free food. At least, you’re pretty confident he isn’t. He certainly seemed to like the idea of a huge assortment of food for him to feast on, even if it’s in the same room as Great Sage.
Speaking of, the monkey in question still won’t stop stealing glances your way. You’re not sure if it’s the nerves or something else at this point. You even looked at him to try and glean what he wants, but the minute your eyes met his, he’s averting his gaze. The already tense air was thickened with the awkwardness between you two, and between him and Macaque. While they’re being cordial enough with one another, sticking to the rules of the contract to not bicker—especially in front of MK—there’s still the looks they have that are a thousand words they want to say but can’t.
Although, you’re pretty sure MK wouldn’t even notice if the two started bickering until it fell to a shouting match. He’s been engrossed in his phone the entire meeting. Said meeting was simply discussing a new training regimen, no actual training today or the rest of the week, wanting to take the time to be ready for the upcoming hotpot and also, well, get used to Macaque not having to hide anymore.
You hate to say it, but… you’re kind of happy that the meeting ends early, having reached a consensus that Great Sage will train MK for two days, then get switched over to Macaque for the next two, and so on and so forth. You diligently took notes the entire time, despite the inner storm of your mind rumbling worse than a hurricane.
Macaque, even more mercifully, left via shadow transportation, granting you “alone” time (quotes because, well, it’s Macaque) with MK. After an equally awkward goodbye to Great Sage, of course.
“Hey, MK,” you glance his way while you drive. He’s still tapping at his phone, this time chewing on his nails or even scratching his head. “What’s up, little brother?”
“Huh? Ah, well, it’s—” he bites his lip, chewing and chewing “—it’s just, stuff with Mei…”
“You said something big happened back home. Is she okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, she’s fine.” He finally puts his phone away to look out towards the horizon. The sun was starting to set, painting the skies in hues of pink, orange, and yellow. “At least, she says she is.”
“So… is it okay if I ask what happened?”
“I was just asking her if I could tell you, actually,” he laughs, but it’s way too forced to be a proper one. The smile he tries to give to reassure looks more like a grimace. You’re thoroughly unconvinced. “Well, to put it bluntly, she… ran away from home.”
…
…
“Hm,” you hum. “About time.”
“Wha—” MK sputters. It’s kind of adorable, watching him switch from a bundle of nerves to completely shellshocked. “You knew it was gonna happen? Did you see it in a vision?”
“MK, I don’t need clairvoyance to know that controlling parents with a rambunctious girl going through her rebellious years would end with that,” you respond smoothly, though with a bit of a deadpan tone. “They were seriously hurting her mental growth, and in turn her mental health by acting the way they were.”
“Yeah… and, that’s fair.” He slumps back in the seat, seemingly much more lax than before. “She told me she’s moving in with her master, Mr. Nezha, in the Celestial Realm.”
“All the way there?” You pause, thinking. “Well, it wouldn’t be that far, really, considering magical transportation.”
“Mhm.”
“Did she get all her legal documentation?”
“I think so? I didn’t really ask. I was more worried if she was okay, what happened, and if she needed any help.”
“I’d say to double-check to make sure she has all that. She might be a legal adult, but I wouldn’t put it past her parents to withhold those documents if she forgot them as a way to force her to come home.” Though your parents would never do such a thing, you’ve heard of plenty of parents who were like that.
“That’s pretty messed up,” MK comments.
You nod. “It is. But, like I said, wouldn’t put it past them.”
“Oh, I wouldn’t either. I was just commenting that it’s messed up.” MK stretches as best he can while in an open-air scooter on a bumpy village road. “Is it bad that I don’t feel bad for her parents?”
You decide to answer his question with a question, “Why feel bad for them?”
“I dunno, really. Just, I guess it’d be hard to hear that your only child ran away from home?” He fidgets with the zipper of his jacket. “But, they’d probably just see it as her ‘acting up’ again and wait for her to get back eventually. I… never really liked her parents…”
“We’re alike in that sense, little brother,” you say, tone exuding bitterness. Then, a thought occurs to you. “You don’t think they’ll try to crash on the hotpot, do you?”
“Can I be honest? I kinda wanna see them do it.” MK even looks excited by the idea, his eyes twinkling in the light of the sunset. “Imagine the looks on their faces when they see Teacher and Master there. The Monkey King and Six-Eared Macaque.”
You snicker. Though you don’t say it, your face certainly did. You’d pay to see that. It’d be the light-hearted shenanigan needed to ease all the tension that’s built up.
And man, do you miss those light-hearted shenanigans.
You miss not needing to worry about every little thing. Demon Bull King’s possession still lingering in the back of your thoughts. The possibility of his eventual confrontation with Great Sage. The unresolved feelings of your parents. Lady Bone Demon’s return.
You miss simply allowing yourself a moment to relax.
You miss…
…
Your smile fades, eyes focused on the road ahead, even if there weren’t many obstacles to worry about until you reached the city.
You miss him.
It’s better this way, your thoughts remind you. Though, honestly, you’re not sure if that’s true anymore. Even just a couple of days after that shit show of a discussion (it doesn’t deserve to be called that), thinking about it makes your muscles tense and throat close up. You’ve been deliberately avoiding him this entire time. Yesterday was the first time you even saw him since that night, and…
And…
You miss the temple. You miss the afternoons taken up with talks about training that slowly fell into watching bad dramas. You miss the shared snacks. You miss the fleeting moments of leaning against him. You miss the warmth that radiated from him. You miss the monkeys, his little brothers and sisters, all clamoring around you both to get in on the cuddle session.
You miss Great Sage.
You miss Wukong.
And even if it’s a quiet admittance to yourself, it still makes your chest ache something fierce. It still makes your eyes sting, forcing you to quickly blink away any evidence of possible tears.
Notes:
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Chapter 39: Three of Swords, Reversed
Chapter Text
“It’s only been—what—three days? Four?” Fengshe waves a hand nonchalantly, as if he were merely talking about the weather. “You’re fretting, big brother.”
“I don’t fret,” Macaque clips back. Tea had been poured ten minutes ago, but his had gone long cold when he started his tirade about how abhorrently stupid Spitfire and Wukong are currently being. Does he care about Wukong? No. Absolutely not. Spitfire… is complicated. He’s loath to admit that, yes, he does care about that idiot clairvoyant.
Actually, no, what Macaque cares about is efficiency. He cares about MK getting the training he needs. After yesterday’s beyond awkward meeting about what the “schedule” will be for the kid’s training, Macaque was about ready to pull out several fistfuls of fur. Is it truly that hard to not blunder like a fool? Apparently, for Wukong and Spitfire, it is.
“Sure, sure.” Fengshe looks assiduously unconvinced. “So those ten minutes of ranting about how…” He clears his throat, proceeding to do a near-perfect Macaque impression as he says, “‘It would be so much easier if they stopped dancing around each other. Except it’s not even dancing, it’s stumbling with three left feet!’ All that meant nothing?”
Macaque doesn’t answer, too busy re-warming his tea. He refuses to drink cold tea. He may have had to give up a lot when going completely incognito, but he’ll never give up hot tea. When it’s sufficiently warmed, he finally sips it, already feeling a slight calmer.
If he were to be honest (for once), he never would’ve told Fengshe any of this. Tea has a way to make anyone and everyone loose-lipped, especially with an expensive brand like this one. At least, Macaque thinks it’s expensive. It certainly smells like it. Either Fengshe used his own funds to get it, or he pilfered it from the teashop in the markets.
Either way, Macaque can’t and won’t say no to free tea, even if it was part of his little brother’s plan to make him talk about what’s got him antsy. A blessing that he arrived after Macaque had finished cleaning up all the remaining dust within this sad excuse for a home, and replacing some of the furniture. Might as well so Spitfire doesn’t perpetually poke at him for living in a pig-sty.
He only needed this place to lie low and rest, but now with more frequent guests (mostly Spitfire and Fengshe, he’d sooner die a second death than let Mother see this place before it’s touched up), he might as well clean up. A little bit. Not by a lot. He’s already replaced the stove, but now he’ll need to replace that horrid oven contraption for something more old-fashioned. One he can use. It’s been too long since he—
“If it’s that bad,” says Fengshe, refilling Macaque’s cup, ripping the older monkey from his musings. “Then just say something. It’s that simple.”
“It never is with that oracle,” Macaque mutters, sipping his refilled teacup. “They’re stubborn to a fault and it’s like pulling fucking teeth to get them to see any other side.”
Fengshe never misses a beat to spit a quip, “Sounds a lot like a certain brother I know.”
…Okay, fine. He sees the kid’s point. But he’s not going to outwardly admit it.
“You’re also giving them less credit than they deserve,” his little brother points out. “I’ve heard nothing but praise for their open-mindedness from Mother and Big Brother Wukong and even Little Brother MK. You really think they won’t listen to you about this?”
“That’s not the issue,” Macaque corrects him, his tail flicking in the air. “The issue is they will listen, but I severely doubt they’ll actually say anything to Wukong.” He rubs his face, massaging his temple. “And I know Wukong won’t say anything to them. He’s just gonna keep it all inside until it destroys him.”
“Well, you got two options…” Fengshe smiles. Macaque has learned to hate that smile, because it means he’s got some stupid idea running in his stupid head. “Either you talk to them… or I do~”
He scoffs. “You say that as if it’s a threat.” He leans back on the sofa, slouching, taking up as much space, everything Mother would pinch his ear for. But she’s not here, so slouch he does. “If anything, you’re just going to do the hard work for me.”
“Am I? Because I was also going to mention how you were quite worried about them, too. Ranted about it for a solid ten minutes—”
He didn’t even hear what Fengshe was saying by the end. He was already out the door.
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Fengshe came with, because of course he did. “I can’t miss out on some delicious drama.” Macaque’ll let him come, so long as he keeps his mouth shut. The last thing he needs is that little snot-nosed brat humiliating him. It’s already bad enough that he spilled all that he did when talking to Fengshe. He refuses to let the kid say any falsities or make some kind of “dramatic reenactment” of what was said.
Finding Spitfire was easy. Getting them (mostly) alone even easier. In their bedroom, they took their chair, Macaque situated himself on the bed, and Fengshe chose to linger in the corner by their closet.
“So…” They glance between the two monkeys. “What exactly is going on here?”
“You need to talk to Wukong.” There’s no point beating around the bush. With the hotpot just a day away, he’d very much rather this get settled. Not for the hotpot, he couldn’t care less if that gathering is awkward. It’s already going to be since he and Wukong will be in the same room with everyone else, trying to “play nice” to each other. What he cares about is making sure the air is clear after the hotpot, when they finally get back to training.
“Uh—what?” Spitfire blinks, their brows furrowed in confusion. Even so, Macaque catches a glimmer in their eyes that told him they knew part of what he’s getting at.
“You two are acting more awkward towards each other than he and I are, and that’s saying something.” Macaque speaks plainly, “The minute the hotpot’s done, we’re going back to training. Both for MK and for you. I need you to have a clear mind so you can, oh I dunno, retain what I teach you, and I need Wukong to get his head out of his ass so he doesn’t muck up MK’s training.”
“I can assure you, wise teacher of mine,” they bite back, their voice clipped. “That my mind will be perfectly clear when we get back to training.”
“Oh, will it?”
“Yes.”
“Doubtful.”
They cross their arms. “And what makes it so doubtful?”
“You’ve been bouncing your leg the entire time.” Macaque nods to the traitorous limb in question. “Ever since I started this conversation. Not to mention, fun fact, I can hear your heartbeat.” He definitely caught their heart rate increasing at the mention of Wukong and returning to training. It only tells them that allowing them to continue will only hurt them and waste both of their time.
They force their leg to stop bouncing, their frown deep, causing slight lines to form. “There’s a lot going on, not just with Great Sage, you know.”
“I know there is. Didn’t you say we’d ‘tackle it one at a time’ back when the contract with him was made?” Macaque quirks an eyebrow at them. When they don’t relent, he sighs, shaking his head. “Spitfire, I’m—” he groans “—I’m not good at this shit. I shouldn’t even be telling you this. Your uncle or Mother or anyone else that isn’t Fengshe should be telling you this.”
“Why not Fengshe…?” They ask, hesitant, glancing at the monkey in question.
Fengshe only smiles. “My commentary isn’t wanted, unfortunately.”
Macaque snaps. “It isn’t.”
Spitfire doesn’t help. “I dunno, I kinda wanna know what he’d say.”
“Sorry, friend, I already promised I wouldn’t as long as he got to you first.” Fengshe shrugs, pointing his tail at Macaque.
“Anyway.” Ignoring Spitfire’s stare, Macaque says, “I should be the last monkey telling you that you’re repressing your emotions here, and it’s going to blow up in your face.”
And yet Spitfire chooses to argue rather than agree, “I’m not repressing anything, Macaque.” Looking beyond unconvinced by their statement, they continue, “Things are going to stay awkward for a little while. After something like… that it won’t get better by putting a band-aid on it and forgetting all about it. There’s lingering feelings that we’re both working on—”
“So you’re working on it by making distance rather than getting closer. Got it. Makes perfect sense.” Macaque nods along in a theatrical sense. He doesn’t believe this hogwash for a second. Given the flat line their mouth makes, he knows they’re aware of what he’s getting at. “Do you really think making that distance is helping?”
With growing frustration comes increased chances of snapping. “What the hell do you want from me, Macaque?” He fully expected it, especially considering all the things they have pent-up in their head. The months getting to know them and his “glimpses” into their past certainly told him a lot. Glimpses being more like pressing his ear to a door that lead to the past and allowing him to hear certain transgressions.
Not to mention he recalls their admittance to Wukong how they’re used to holding people at arm’s length.
“I want you to fix this mess you made before it gets worse,” Macaque tells them. He knows they want to. He’s heard enough hints of hitched breathing and heavy, wet sighs to know they’ve cried through sleep thinking about it. Either that or he’s making heavy assumptions right now, but given their closed-off stature, he’s willing to be bold with those assumptions.
Spitfire runs their fingers through their hair. “What mess are you getting at?!”
“I already said it!” Now he’s getting frustrated. Is it really that hard to see how stupid their current actions are?! “Talk. To. Him! You’re doing no favors to anyone, least of all your-fucking-self, by forcing this distance.” Rolling his eyes, his grievance speaks for him, "You'd think for someone who grew up with little to no friends, you'd want to actually keep the ones you have right now rather than actively sabotaging the relationship."
Silence.
Macaque hears their heart flutter, their breath—subtle as it may be, he always hears subtleties—sucking in through teeth. He sees their eyes turning glossy, filled with hurt and anger and a hint of betrayal. Since their argument concerning his jabs towards Wukong in front of MK, they hardly ever fought after. They bickered still, sure, but not to that extent in a while.
Fengshe was the first to break the silence, “A smooth talker as always, big brother.”
Macaque shoots him a scathing glare. Spitfire turns away to wipe their eyes. Fengshe shrugs, unbothered.
Macaque inhales through his nostrils, exhaling through his mouth. He massages the scar on his face, feeling at the pulled, almost leathery skin. He ignores the tightness of his own chest. The fluttering of his own heart. He ignores how bad it hurt to see that look in their eyes directed his way. He ignores the crawling guilt that bubbles in his throat.
…
…
“Sorry,” he finally says, a quiet mumble, but his voice held no jest. “Too far.”
Their eyes find his. Though their expression had cooled, their eyes held shock. He never openly apologized for anything. Of course this will be a moment to remember. Surely Fengshe or even Spitfire will commission someone to etch it into stone so no one forgets that the Six-Eared-Macaque said ‘sorry’ with no further quips or jabs.
Jokes aside, he takes a moment to breathe again, closing his eyes. His ears twitch, focusing on the lapping of waves out by the docks.
“You’re really bad at this,” Spitfire points out, their voice tight. But Macaque can tell they’re just trying to lighten the mood by poking fun at him.
“Atrocious, even,” Fengshe agrees. His tone was much lighter, more casual, feeding into the light-hearted jab. It at least makes Spitfire snicker.
“My expertise falls into the lines of other things, not… this,” he makes a vague gesture to the space between them. “Look, spitfire… just—” he sighs, rubbing his face again, more aggravated this time. “Fine, fine, you’re gonna make me say it, it’s destroying you keeping it in, and maybe I don’t want to see that happen.”
“Maybe?” Spitfire scoffs, though it sounds like a laugh more than anything.
“Maybe.” He still refuses to admit he cares. Not outwardly. Inwardly… yeah, fine. He does. He cares, and he hates it. Their life is finite, but so was Zhihao’s, and time with them felt like it could’ve lasted several lifetimes. Descendant or not, it doesn’t matter anymore. Spitfire, in their way, managed to weasel themselves into his shriveled excuse for a heart, and he doesn’t want to watch them destroy themselves.
Never will Macaque ever admit such things aloud. Especially not in front of Fengshe. Definitely not in front of Spitfire.
Spitfire’s face falls from their ghost of a smile to a frown, their eyes flickering to the window. He can hear their heartbeat calming, and part of him wishes he could actually hear their thoughts. Six ears and no way to hear what someone is thinking? A disservice to him.
But eventually, they say, “Okay… I’ll talk to him.”
“Thank you,” Macaque sighs, throwing his hands up in mock victory. “Here’s hoping the awkward air between you two is gone by the end of this.”
“I don’t think it’d be completely gone, mind.”
“At this point, I’ll take it.”
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Three of Swords, Reversed:
You’ve recently gone through a difficult patch where a relationship has ended or has been challenged, or you were hurt by a situation that affected you deeply. You’re in the process of mending a broken heart, released sorrow, or finding closure from emotional wounds. Though the time of this sorrow has passed, you’re not allowing yourself to move from this heartache. You still suffer, and must be willing to let go of lingering resentment, pain, or denial. Emotional honesty is key, and while it is good to allow yourself to experience the pain and give yourself the right to grieve, you must also give yourself the right to move forward.
The card had long gone back to normal after you pulled it from your bag. The bus hits a bump, jostling you slightly. Due to how little people take this line, there’s maybe… three other passengers here with you, all in different seating spaced away from one another. You lingered by the door, wanting to leave the minute the bus arrived at its stop.
It’s been much too long since you’ve consulted your cards, and you really must do it more often. Though you’re confident you can discover most things on your own, it never hurt to have a second opinion from your cards. Self-meditation is something you’ve shirked on for much too long, and in order to grow, you gotta do it more often.
You remember getting this card in the upright position—what—two weeks ago? Though it was for Macaque, it still felt close to home. Looks like both you and Macaque are Sword Suit havers until these issues get resolved.
Once the bus arrives, you nod your thanks to the driver and step off. As if waiting for you, several little monkeys eagerly hop to your side. One of the larger ones, gray fur with black around their hands, feet, and the tip of their tail, stands taller to take your hand as if to “guide” you, even though you know where you’re going. The smallest one—with earthly brown fur and gold around its face, has already nestled themselves against your chest, clinging with no intent to let go.
You can’t help but laugh. You already knew why they clamored around the bus stop. “I missed you guys, too.” You walk with them along the path, all of them chirping along as if conversing with you. Another smaller monkey has found purchase on your shoulders, grooming through your hair in search of finding bugs, though is thoroughly disappointed to not find any. It decides to try again with the smaller monkey still clinging to your chest.
Talk to him… You muse quietly. Yeah, easier said than done.
It’s not like you didn’t want to, but… you genuinely thought it was fine when making the distance. Great Sage even said it’d be fine. You knew there’d be some weird air between you for a while, but it’d eventually go away. He never made any indication he didn’t want this to happen, nor did he say anything.
You thought that he, of all monkeys, would’ve told you if he didn’t want something to happen between you two. Then again, maybe that’s exactly why he didn’t say anything. The incident rattled the both of you, reminding you that he’s akin to a god, and reminding him that you’re not invincible. If he had gotten just a mite angrier, you could’ve gotten seriously hurt.
And… maybe that’s why he agreed to this distancing, despite what he really wants. What you really want, you’re realizing. Thinking it’d be safer for you, safer for everyone. Now, he’s practically destroying himself by sacrificing what he wants for your sake. The same thing he did for everyone.
Gods above, you feel so stupid for not noticing sooner, but you… kind of had your own things to handle, too.
You already planned to have a talk with Uncle after the hotpot about what happened with Mom and Dad. You planned to tell him what you saw in your visions. Erlang was right, the weight shouldn’t be just yours, and even if you hand it over to one more person, you know you’ll feel leagues better than you do now.
What better person than Uncle Zan?
You rub your face, heaving a sigh. Old habits die hard. And in this case, handling most things alone—especially concerning your visions—will be a lot like mister seven-times-immortal Great Sage. Difficult to kill off and difficult to contain. But, as your cards stated, you gotta try to move forward.
Allow yourself to feel the emotions, but don’t get caught in it. It’s a lot like tar. If you linger for too long, you’ll get stuck, struggling to break free, but it’s only making you sink further and further until it swallows you whole. Maybe that’s why you never talked about your parents, afraid you’ll drown in the despair that lingers there, but… you trust Uncle with everything. He’s always pulled you out when you were near drowning in the sea of your emotions. He’ll do the same this time, too.
Move forward. No matter how bad it hurts. Allow the pain to pass through, and allow yourself to continue on.
You breathe. Great Sage’s temple is in view. Within ten minutes of walking, you’re at the front gates. Some of the other monkeys have already wandered off, their “escort mission” complete. A few others linger, patting along your arms and back and cheeks with soft coos as if sensing the storm of your emotions. You give them reassurance that you’re fine, which satisfies them enough to give you the privacy needed.
You push past the gates, and walk inside. Almost immediately, you catch sight of Great Sage peaking out of his temple. His eyes widen, clearly not expecting you. “Firecracker?” He calls out, by your side in a blink. “Hey—uh—I didn’t forget a meeting, did I?”
“No, you didn’t,” you reassure him. His attire this time around was a sort of one-sleeve-tunic, red in color for the torso with gold accents, and the sleeve itself over his right arm having a more black and gold brocade design to it. Part of his chest and left arm are left out in the open, giving you a view of the scars that linger along his torso. You even see the one from Sha Wujing he showed off to you what feels like ages ago. The rest of his ensemble bore simple red trousers, loose and wide, tied around his ankles, and a dark gray sash bearing gold filigree secured at his waist.
You say, “I… actually wanted to chat. If—that’s okay? I know I didn’t text you, but—”
He shakes his head, waving for you to stop. “No, no, it’s totally fine! You’re always welcome here.” You swear you heard his voice soften a fraction when he said that. He walks you inside, stepping towards the kitchen to prepare tea. You sit on the sofa, already feeling your shoulders lax.
Jeez, one huge fight really can make things super awkward. It’s only been a few weeks since you’ve actually sat here, yet it felt like it’s been ages. The biggest reason was mainly because Great Sage was playing as Yiran visiting MK, thus making the meetings unnecessary until after his “visit” was concluded post-hotpot.
Then, when the fight happened, it felt… almost wrong to come here. Like you were invading, unwanted.
Great Sage steps around the sofa, placing two cups on the coffee table and a pot. He pours your cup first. You tap the table with your index and middle finger out of habit, taking the cup to hold so you don’t end up fidgeting a storm. The tea smelled vaguely of peaches with a hint of some kind of unnamable spice. A plate of small treats is placed on the table—almond cookies, snowflake crisps, miniature steamed sponge cakes, and even a small plate of osmanthus jelly, one for each of you.
He sits on the sofa with you, arms length away, perched in a way so he can face you. “Soooooo,” he says, his signature (awkward) way of trying to start a conversation. “What’s up?”
You busy yourself with cooling your tea so you don’t burn your mouth trying to drink. Overall, you’re not exactly sure how to start this conversation. You both have been beating around the bush, dancing between one another, it’s leaving you both unsure of what to do or even say. Yet, you know that he, of all monkeys, appreciates complete honesty and bluntness.
So, you provide exactly that. “When you said it was fine making the distance between us, that was a lie, wasn’t it?”
Great Sage nearly chokes on his tea, coughing and sputtering and appearing very much not like a king at all. Your chest tightens, but not in a bad way. The dorky display was welcome, making the ghost of a smile appear. All this drama made you nearly forget how nice it was to see that side of him.
“Well—uh—I mean—” he desperately grapples for some kind of excuse, but you reach out and place a hand on his knee, silencing him.
“Yes or no,” you say, voice firm. “Was it a lie?”
He doesn’t look at you. He looks everywhere else but at you. He doesn’t move your hand from his leg, though.
Finally, he says, “Yeah.”
Okay, great, good to know. He probably did it just so you’d feel safer or something. He always thinks about others first before himself, the selfless idiot.
Still, you need to confirm if your assumptions are true. So you ask, “Why did you lie?”
Great Sage closes his eyes and sighs. He busies himself with a snowflake crisp, finding it much more important to eat three of those instead of saying anything. That, or maybe he’s just trying to find the words. You pull your hand away, allowing him the space to think. For a split second, you see his hand twitch, as if about to each out and grab yours, but he stops himself.
His tail flicks, twitches, thumps against the side of the couch while he thinks and thinks and thinks.
You don’t want to push him, but you don’t want this air to remain silent forever. So, you say, “Was it because of our fight?”
…
“Yeah,” he whispers, his voice slightly hoarse.
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
“I wanted to respect your decision.” He runs his claws through his fur, turning away from you. “You said it yourself, the situation wouldn’t have been so bad if we weren’t close. You wanted the distance, to keep it professional, and—I didn’t—want to push you into reconsidering.”
“So you chose to suffer in silence?” Looking at him now, you can see the toll it’s taken on him. He’s not bothering to mask it. You don’t think you’ve ever seen any circles under his eyes until now. His eyes appeared glossy, distant, like he’s remembering what happened, imagining what could have happened.
“Weeeeeell,” he sheepishly rubs at the back of his head. “Yeah?”
You rub your temple. “What—you—ugh…” You can’t even blame him too much, either. The signs were there and you didn’t see them. You should have seen it. He…
…
As badly as you wanted to try to keep your distance and maintain some kind of professionalism for safety, you still saw him as your friend. You still care about him. You still want him to be happy, to not be crushed under the weight he carries. All you did was just add more to it.
Even if, in fairness, you were dealing with your own shit, you should’ve pushed for more time to think instead of allowing him to address it so soon. Just a bunch of rotten timing piled atop one another.
“C’mon, firecracker, it’s not that bad, I’ve dealt with—”
“Don’t you dare say you’ve dealt with worse,” you stop him there, shooting him a glare so filled with anger and warning that he shuts up within a heartbeat. “You didn’t like hearing me say I’ve been through worse, what makes you think I want to hear that?”
“Ah—sorry,” he mumbles, thoroughly chastised. “You’re right, shouldn’t have said that.”
“Yeah.” You sigh. “Sorry for snapping, I—ugh… it’s a lot. There’s a lot going on. A lot on my mind. A lot on yours. And, this—” you gesture between the two of you “—this, frankly, was a fucking stupid idea.”
“You can’t go blaming yourself for it,” he says gently, facing you again. “You’re used to keeping others at arms length, remember?” His smile is bitter, sad. You hate this smile. You realize you like his other one a lot more. “Regression happens in more than one way, firecracker. Not just from a traumatic experience.”
He’s right. You know he is. It’s something you’ve done a hundred times over, whenever something akin to this happened. A fight with a friend, them getting hurt, you’re so used to pushing them away to save them—and yourself—from further heartache, it’s become practically second nature.
“I know that,” you say, hating how your throat closes up. “But—I don’t want that happening anymore.” You dare to scoot closer. You dare to reach out, to grab his hand. “Not to you.”
His red and gold eyes find yours. For a moment, you can see a wave of emotions flowing through those eyes. Pain, relief, uncertainty, and so many more that a simple word to describe them felt like an insult. His hand closes around yours, his thumb brushing against your knuckles.
“Well,” he hums softly, his lips twitching into a small smile. “What do you want, firecracker?”
“For this to not be an awkward dance around each other,” you huff, feeling a bit mad at his lighthearted tone, yet also happy that it’s there. You never realized how nice his smile was. Not the big, toothy, dorky grin, but his small, gentle smile. “You’re apparently too emotionally constipated to say anything, so I guess I’ll have to.”
That makes him bark out a laugh. “Whaaaaat? You hurt me!” He’s fully facing you again, smile stronger. “C’mon, gimme some credit here.”
“Okay, sure, you did a great job lasting as long as you did.”
“Pfft!” He rubs his face, clearing his throat. You hear a subtle wetness in that sound, clearly biting back tears. “I only did it because—shit, you’re really gonna make me say it out loud, huh?” He laughs again, but it felt like he was trying to mask a sob, if you’re daring to say it. He digs the palm of his hand into his eye.
“I did it because I didn’t want to see that look on your face again,” he finally admits. “I hated it. I hated every second of it. I meant what I said, though. I get it, and maybe that’s why I hated it so much. I understood the desire, the need, to keep your distance.” He covers his face, using his sleeve to wipe at his eyes.
You reach out with your free hand. “Great Sage…”
He keeps going, “I’ve done it before—I’m still doing it. It’s safer this way, to ensure no one uses you or anyone against me. To make sure you’re unharmed, and yet—”
“Great Sage—”
“—and yet here I am, doing the one thing I swore I’d never do again—”
“Wukong!” You snap, grabbing his arm and yanking it from his face. “Look at me.” He does. “Listen to me.” He gives you his rapt attention.
“You scared me,” you say slowly, making sure he hears and understands every word you say. “I did genuinely think you were going to hurt me. I was scared. But that doesn’t mean I’m going to stay scared. You already apologized for that, and I accepted it. I’m not gonna hold a grudge against you just because we were both being stupid. And I made the even stupider decision to push for us to keep it professional, have some distance, to try and make it so that doesn’t happen again. It was dumb—fuck—it was beyond dumb that there’s not even a word for how dumb it was!
“But this friendship between us isn’t just about me. Do you understand? It’s about you, too. If you want to question a decision, you can. I’m not gonna hate you for not liking it. If anything, I wish you told me sooner that you thought it was a bad decision. I wish I noticed sooner. I wish none of this happened the way it did, but wishing won’t do shit. It’s done, and all we can do is try to fix what got fucked up.”
You trail your hand down his arm to take his hand into yours. You press your thumbs into his palms, causing him to close his hands around yours. You squeeze. He squeezes back.
“Can I say then…” he clears his throat, but his voice still sounded tight. “That I, uh, really don’t like hearing you call me Great Sage? Haha, I… like it when you call me Wukong.”
“You can,” you tell him.
“Can I also tell you that it was dumb to push for distance?” He asks now.
“Of course you can.” You huff, shaking your head. “I’m… not very good with friendships. All of them ended either naturally or disastrously. I know how to set my boundaries, I… moderately know how to check my own feelings. I like to think I know how to check on my friends feelings, too, but… still working on that.” Your gaze falls to your joined hands, your thumbs feeling the callouses on his palms.
“You’re right, regression can happen in more than one way. But that doesn’t make the disappointment in myself go away.”
“Disappointment?” Great Sage—Wukong (it feels nice to call him that again) tilts his head curiously.
“I should’ve noticed it sooner, or said something rather than having someone else slap it in my face.” You huff, though you leave out the detail that the person who slapped it in your face was Macaque.
“Just like how I can’t do everything, like a wise oracle once told me,” he leans closer, his forehead brushing against yours. “Neither can you. Clairvoyant or not, you still have your own limits. If anyone faults you for that, just come to me and I’ll give them a piece of my mind.”
You snort, leaning into his warmth. You missed his warmth. “Not if I do, first.”
“Oof, now that’s even scarier.”
You both share a small laugh, lingering closer to one another now. It felt nice. “I distinctly remember a certain monkey telling me I’m not scary at all last year.”
“Wow, has it really been a year?” Wukong thinks on it. “Feels like just yesterday we were meeting on Flower Fruit.”
“Does it? Feels like forever ago.”
“Maybe because you’ve been dealing with a lot more. Which, can I just say, by the way, since we’re doing through the whole honesty thing—” he flicks your forehead gently, making you snicker “—you can talk to me, ya know. We’ve done a lot of me talking to you, but you’ve only ever chatted once about shit with yourself.”
“I know, I know, it’s—a lot—force of habit to keep it to myself. I haven’t even told Uncle some of the things I wanna say,” you sigh, rubbing your face. You lean forward, resting your forehead on Wukong’s shoulder. His bare shoulder. His fur tickles your cheeks and your nose. The smell of peaches and pines invade your senses, making your tense shoulders slump.
“So…” His hand rests on your back, further wrapping you in his warmth. “You don’t have to tell me, by the way, but—I’ve been wanting to ask—the whole thing with Macaque… and the karst forest…”
“All of it was true,” you tell him. “I meant what I said, the only detail I left out was that it was Macaque. No other detail was withheld.”
“Okay. And… the thing that changed your mind about him…?”
You hesitate for two reasons. One, because you wanted to make sure he wasn’t asking just to start something again. Two, because it was immensely personal to see Macaque in that state and you don’t want to say. You pull back to look at his face, searching, allowing you to conclude with confidence he wasn’t trying to start anything. You’re not sure what he’s trying to grasp. A reason to not hate Macaque, to give him a chance, something. You can’t say. You’re not a mind-reader. All you can do is theorize.
Your teeth dig into your lip, trying to find the right words without giving the full story. “Well… remember when I asked… if you knew about Flower Fruit?” You decide to say. At his slow nod, you tell him, “Macaque… was the one to tell me. It—wasn’t a happy memory for him. That’s all I’m comfortable saying.”
He seems satisfied by that. You both shift on the sofa, sitting closer together, your head continuing to rest on his shoulder, his tail coiled around your ankle. You take the time to relish in this warmth, to enjoy it, before things had to get back to being serious. Before you needed to talk to Uncle, to look into the future, to figure out what can be done to prevent these disasters coming.
“Whatever sessions he’s had with Uncle, too,” you decide to say, gaze focused on the TV (playing one of the soap operas). “They’ve certainly done wonders.”
“Really?” He sounds genuinely surprised by it.
“I meant it when I said I wanted nothing to do with that monkey after what happened,” you tell Wukong. “I don’t know what goes on during Uncle’s sessions. Patient confidentiality and all that, but… he definitely changed. A bit. He’s still a prick sometimes—” that makes Wukong snort in agreement “—but… there’s something else there, too.”
You lift your head to meet his eyes. “I’m not telling you to like him. I’m not telling you to make it go back to how it was, because how it was—from what I’m gleaning—was awful. But… you should at least give him a chance in the sense of, how to put it… being decent with one another.”
“Well, normally I’d say that’s stupid and you’re dumb for offering that suggestion,” Wukong responds plainly. He huffs, almost a laugh, shaking his head. “Normally, I’d argue. Say he’s just playing his sick, twisted manipulation games again. But… I trust you. I trust Uncle. I wasn’t happy to find out you’ve kept that secret from me, but… I understand why, now.”
It felt like he wanted to say more, but when he doesn’t, you don’t push him. You ask, “Well, what do you say now?”
He doesn’t answer at first, his thumb tracing a scar on your arm. He settles with, “I’ll think about it.”
And honestly? For now, that’s enough.
One step at a time.
Besides, given how he’s nuzzling his face into your neck, you’re pretty sure he’s more interested in catching up on a few week’s worth of missed cuddle time.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verrdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
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Friendships only fray and fall apart if nothing is ever said. If you remain stuck in your head and don't voice those thoughts, you'll never find an understanding, stuck in a whirlwind of assumptions that control your every move. Trust is something that can be hard to earn and easy to lose, but how are you ever going to trust if you don't at least try?
As short as this chapter is, I still adore it. I'll always adore Wukong and Nibby's heartfelt conversations together and VERY MUCH look forward to their future ones, too~
And Macaque, of course. God I love him. He's such a dick sometimes but he's trying and, honestly, sometimes that's enough.Until next chapter, my lovelies~♥
The hotpot is coming :3c
Chapter 40: The Gathering
Notes:
Long awaited. Long anticipated. Was it worth it?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
You decided to stay the night with Wukong. Not just to help clear out any leftover bad air from the talk, but also to give a form of reassurance that yes, everything is fine, stop worrying, silly monkey. Even when he was nuzzling into your neck, against your cheek, practically crushing you against his side, he kept asking if it was okay to do it. A part of you thinks he might be doing it to get Macaque’s scent off of you, which wouldn’t surprise you, really.
Even if he will think about it, You know it’ll take a while before he fully accepts Macaque back into the fold. You don’t expect them to get back together, absolutely not. Those two have way too much baggage to go through to even consider such a thing, and even then, you’re pretty sure there are a lot of issues the two of them (mostly Macaque) had that made the relationship a tragedy from the start.
Macaque losing his parents at such a young age, it’d make anyone desperate for some kind of connection. Forming a close bond with Wukong at that age as well… it was just a textbook co-dependent relationship. Macaque never had a true identity to start with and didn’t know how to properly think for himself—he was so young when it happened. Younger than you, you’re pretty sure, and even then, you were already pretty independent even before your own parents died.
But for Macaque, he had to have been… the equivalent of maybe a young teenager, thirteen or fourteen, maybe. Still relying on his parents. Still learning how to do things on his own. Not yet ready to be thrust into it. That can lead to anyone not having a sense of identity. When Wukong entered the picture, a clearly independent individual who naturally looked after others, Macaque practically clung to him.
Which is why… this is all pure conjecture on your end, but if your assumptions are right, when Wukong grew busier as both Monkey King and a war leader, that left Macaque feeling abandoned all over again. Thus, leaving him with the only thing he could think of doing—reacting with anger. With guilt-tripping. Building up an extremely unhealthy and downright toxic mindset and personality, where he was only happy when Wukong was by his side.
Wukong, on the other hand, from what you know, did quite literally everything for everyone, especially Macaque. He became stronger to protect his people. He was angry at the Heavenly Court for disrespecting him, his people, his mate. He, like the Brotherhood, wanted equal rights for demons, for humans, heaven-blessed, everyone. He just wanted everyone to be treated fairly.
To the bitter end, he thought like a king who well and truly loved his people.
But that was also the issue, wasn’t it? Every thought he had was for others and so very rarely did he think for himself. It was always about what they wanted.
It took him having to lose—
a pile of broken stone and broken wood and broken bones
empty chairs at empty tables in empty houses
empty empty empty
only whispers of ghosts of the past left
—everything to start thinking about what he wanted.
Even then, there are moments he’s still thinking about others. About you. Sacrificing his own desires, his own comfort, for you. While you’re glad this whole mess was settled, there’s still an underlying sadness, even a bit of anger, that he’s so willing to put his own feelings aside for others.
“Hey, Wukong…” You look over the couch, watching him mill about the kitchen to fix up some snacks for the both of you.
He doesn’t look at you, but his tail flicks in your direction, his ear twitching to face you. “‘Sup?”
“I know this was already said, but—” you stand up, walking to the kitchen, which prompts him to look at you “—I want to reiterate this.” You reach out, pause, then close the distance, brushing a stray fur from his eyes. “If I do or say anything that hurts you—anything that causes you to have to sacrifice your own feelings or desires, I want you to tell me, rather than just saying it’s fine.”
He blinks, clearly not expecting such a thing. His head cocks to the side, conveniently leaning into your hand that still lingered by his face. Closing his eyes, he turns so his nose and lips press into the palm of your hand. Your brows furrow, the intimate gesture not lost on you, but you just chalk it up to him being very touched starved right now.
“Of course, firecracker,” he finally says, his voice soft, his breath warm against your palm. “Where did this come from?”
“Just—” you stop yourself, opting to turn away. You knew if you looked at his eyes for too long, you’d spill the beans. You don’t know why, but it’s—something about that look. You find yourself nearly caving and telling him what you were thinking. Instead, you say, “I just wanted to make sure. I don’t want that happening again.”
“It won’t.” The conviction in his voice told you he wholeheartedly believed that. It made you believe him, too.
Finally, you tug your hand away. “Okay, good.” Choosing to move the topic to something lighter, you say, “Because if you kept it to yourself, I’d have to punish you, you know.”
“Oh? Punish me, you say?” Wukong bends down, waggling his eyebrows. It’s seven different types of horrible. “And what kind of punishment are we talking?”
Not getting the innuendo he was insinuating, you say with a deadpan tone, “Not watching your awful soap operas with you, obviously.”
He sputters, his tail slapping at a cabinet before coiling around his ankle. “Buh—wha—firecracker!” He whines. Actually whines. You’ve heard plenty of his complaining, but this made him look more like a child than a several thousand-year-old monkey. “We were just about to get to the finale of ‘A Thousand Words Beneath the Moon’! You can’t do that!!”
You reach out and flick his forehead. “Then you better make sure to practice proper communication, huh?”
“You are cruel. Awful. I can’t believe you would ever threaten such a thing.” His lower lip pokes out into a pout—something he vehemently denies that he does. Claiming that it’s unkingly to pout, and he doesn’t pout at all. You decide not to point that out, knowing it’ll fall into a miniature bicker-fest. Then he says, still pouting, “You could punish me with a kiss instead.”
You blink, raising a brow. That came out of nowhere. Given how his cheeks suddenly flare a soft pink, he probably didn’t realize the intention of the phrase, and is already trying to backpedal, “I—I mean, ah, haha—”
Cutting him off, you say, “You’ve done nothing to deserve a kiss.” If he wants to pull something out of left field, you’ll happily do the same. You turn, lightly elbowing his side. “Now, if you’re done acting like a child, then how about we get ready to go?”
“Go?” His brows furrow, then his eyes widen. “Oh—shit—the hotpot—”
“Yeah, the hotpot.” You start pointedly at the snacks he was preparing. “Just take them with us. I already know you, Macaque, MK, and Sandy will easily handle those and still be hungry after.”
Though the mention of Macaque makes his tail twitch and tap against the ground, he doesn’t say anything nasty. You take it as a small win. You help him pack up the snacks he prepared, then follow him outside.
“Aren’t we gonna be a bit early?” He asks, whistling for his nimbus nonetheless.
“What’s wrong with being early?” You ask in tandem, raising a brow. “Might as well help get the tables and stuff set up, you know?” You won’t say that this is also your chance to talk to MK to make sure he’s doing alright. Having to deal with your own stuff, you weren’t able to check in on him, especially after the situation with the whole Yiran business.
Whether Wukong made any indication he knew what your ulterior motives were, he didn’t show. All he did was smile, help you get up on the nimbus, and begin a leisure fly to Pigsy’s Noodles.
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You both took a subtle route through an alley to enter Pigsy’s Noodles through the back. Much safer that way than going through the front door, since Wukong claimed he didn’t feel like putting up his disguise just to walk down a block and through a door. The shutters will be closed, and with no windows, that means no one can look inside to snoop.
It does a lot on your nerves, at least. The dinner itself will be awkward, you’d rather not have it get further messed up by someone randomly spotting Wukong or even Macaque and causing a whole scene.
You greeted Mr. Pigsy when entering, instantly abandoning Wukong to help him set everything up (which caused a lot more whining from him), and hop up the stairs two at a time to the second floor. The restaurant isn’t huge, so it was easy to tell that MK wasn’t downstairs when you walked in. So, he has to be in his room.
“Death?!” You hear Mei cry from MK’s room. “Does that mean I’m gonna die or something?!”
“No, no! Hold on, I don’t remember it exactly…”
Ah, I think I know what this is about…
You approach the door to his room, knocking twice. “MK? It’s me.”
Almost immediately, the door swings open, MK’s bright, honey-gold eyes shining with relief. “Sib! Perfect timing!”
“MK did a Tarot reading for me and now I’m gonna die,” Mei calls out to you, lying on her stomach on the floor, kicking her legs in the air.
“You’re not gonna die, Mei,” you correct her. Giving a quick hug to MK, which he returns with a squeeze, you walk in with him. MK shuts the door, hastily sitting back down opposite of Mei. You settle between them. “What’s the reading?”
“MK told you I ran away, right?” Mei asks you. At your confirming nod, she says, “I wanted to do one of those little Tarot thingies you mentioned a while back. To see if, like, this was the right decision to make.”
“I can tell you easily that, with or without Tarot, this is the right decision,” you say, reaching over to flick at Mei’s forehead. “It’s good to think twice, but if you keep second-guessing yourself, you’ll never take that important step needed to better yourself and, in turn, your life.”
“Huh…” She sits up, settling cross-legged now. “Master said close to the same thing.”
“Then don’t worry too much about it, dummy,” you huff, lightly punching her arm. “You’ve already taken a huge leap by making this difficult decision for yourself. Have a bit more confidence, yeah?”
“Okay, okay. I just, like, didn’t want this to bite me or you or anyone else in the ass or something because I was being impulsive again.” Her shoulders slump, deflating for a moment. Before you or MK could say anything, she shakes herself and slaps her cheeks. “Ugh—no! Not gonna think that way! This is good!”
She points at the Tarot card on the floor. The very card you got last year, except this one was upright, rather than reversed. Mei asks, “What does this mean?! Is death in my future? Is someone or something gonna, like, perish or whatever?”
“Ah…” MK flips through the little booklet, making a face when he can’t find the card in a quick time. He looks at you. “The most I remember is that it has to do with… some kind of ending?”
You nod. “It does. In a sense, Mei, it is the death of something, but not what either of you think. Death in its upright position represents several things.” Counting on your fingers, you say, “Transformation, new beginnings, transition, and letting go. You remember what I said about Major Arcana, yeah?”
“They’re, like, big parts of your life?” Mei guesses.
“They signify big things going on, or even represent life lessons,” MK adds in.
“Exactly, they show up in a reading when something huge happens in a part of your life. Like how you got the Fool not too long before you become Wukong’s successor,” you say, gesturing towards MK. You note his eyebrows shooting up, but don’t comment on it right now. You turn to Mei, saying, “Believe it or not, Death is one of the most positive cards in the deck, despite the constant misconceptions around it because of its name.”
Mei hugs her legs, resting her cheek on her knee. “Oh. So… what does it mean?”
Instead, you look at MK. “You were the one giving the reading, wanna give it a go and I’ll fill in the blanks?”
“Ah, yes!” He looks back at the booklet, taking a second to find the page, and reads aloud, “‘The Death card has come to remind you to accept your current transition. New beginnings come at the end of a cycle, and renewal is headed your way. While the transformation may be uncomfortable, you may find yourself able to fly much more freely when you emerge from this cocoon.’”
He scratches at his head, looking at Mei, “Well, it’s pretty cut and dry with this entry. You’re transitioning from somewhere bad to somewhere good. I think it’s falling back to the whole, ya know, not second guessing yourself. I think the card is reassuring you that while this is gonna be a big change for you, you shouldn’t fight it.” MK puts the booklet down, offering her a smile. “So, while it’ll take a bit to get used to the new surroundings, in the end, it’ll be the perfect new beginning for you.”
You nod along, saying, “Exactly that.” Turning to Mei, you continue, “It may be difficult letting go of the past, but you’ll see the importance and promise of renewal soon. The Death card is also a sign that you need to learn or are learning to let go of unhealthy attachments in your life. In this case, your parents.” You lean back on the floor, offering her a smile of your own. “Death teaches you to let go of outworn and outgrown ways of life and to move forward from them. It’s pretty much the perfect card to break a bad habit or pattern of behavior.”
Sitting up, you reach over to give her hair a light ruffle, making her snort and try to fix her buns. “Sure, you’re still learning, but have a bit more confidence in yourself. This is something you need to do if you want to grow into the person you want to be.”
“Can… I be honest?” Mei unties her buns, making her hair fall down her back. MK offers her a brush, to which she begins brushing her hair, taking sections to pull back into the buns. “I don’t really know what I want to be. I just know I don’t want to be under my parents thumb anymore…”
“That’s good enough for now,” you tell her, giving her a reassuring pat on her shoulder. “Mei, you just turned nineteen a month or two ago. You may be legally an adult, but you have to remember that you’re at a whole different level from me or MK because of how you were raised.” You take the brush from her hand and start helping her brush her hair.
MK scoots over, taking her hair and beginning to style it into one of twin braided buns. “They didn’t help you learn how to live in the world like how Pigsy and Mr. Tang taught me. You had a late start, but that doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing. You can always learn, no matter how old you are!”
“I can certainly attest to that,” you mutter under your breath, vividly remembering several instances with Macaque. Looking at Mei now, you realize that… she is a little bit like him. Having little time to learn how to fend for herself—in this sense, her parents never let her—needing to learn on her own. She even latches onto MK at times, wanting to do what he does.
If both of them were left in the same position as younger Wukong and Macaque, you have a certainty that it would’ve ended in tragedy, just as those two.
But that’s not something you need to worry about with these kids. While they’re alike to those dumb monkeys in certain aspects, they’re still their own person (and learning to be, in Mei’s case). The past won’t repeat itself with these two, that you know.
A sudden shiver runs up your spine, and you huff. You’d just finished helping MK style Mei’s hair into twin braided buns, so at least he waited before interrupting. “Don’t you have anything better to do?” You ask, turning to look behind you.
Sure enough, there Macaque was. His torso is sticking out of your shadow, lazily lounging as if he were at the edge of a pool. “I couldn’t help but overhear how you’re attesting to certain things, spitfire,” he drolls on, lips pulled into a smarmy grin.
“There’s a lot I can attest to. Will you get out of my shadow, now?”
“Woah!” Mei peeks around you to look at Macaque, her eyes big. “So you’re the other monkey man MK told me about! Gnarly scar. Where’d you get it—”
“Mei,” you cut in, your tone like the crack of a whip. She quickly stops, turning to you now, her brows knitted downward. You say, “Too personal.”
“Oh. Uh…” She fidgets with the zipper of her jacket. “Sorry.”
Macaque makes no comment, merely pulling himself out of your shadow to stand. You get up, prompting both the teens to follow.
Mei says, “I just, like, thought it looked super cool, ya know? I thought—”
“The sentiment is noted, kid,” Macaque cuts her off, his tail whipping behind him.
MK coughs, wanting to say something, but Mei has another question that comes out first, “Can you see through that eye?”
“No.”
“Wow. Gnarly. So, like, six ears and all that, yeah?”
“Before you even ask, yes, I can hear everything that goes on in the world.” He leans down, his nose nearly touching hers. “And I do mean everything.”
“Whaaaaat, so you totally heard the conversation then!” Her cheeks puff out, lower lip poking outward to make a pout. It’s very reminiscent of the pout Wukong had earlier. “Not cool, monkey man. Shadow… monkey… man? I’ll think of something.”
“Just call me Macaque,” he waves her off, rolling his eyes. “And, just a note, while I do hear everything, I have the graces to pretend I didn’t hear anything.”
“Really? You do?” It’s your turn to face him now, crossing your arms. “You’re capable of that?”
“Oh, don’t give me that look, spitfire.” He leans real close to you, his grin returning. His tail circles around you, the tip tickling at your ankle. “There’s plenty I heard from little ol’ you that I pretended I didn’t hear. At least, unless I needed to step in, of course.”
“Wow, so thoughtful, Macaque. I’ll remember that next time I need some personal space.”
Mei and MK stand shoulder to shoulder, watching you two banter. MK looks at Mei. She looks back. Their gaze returns to the two of you. MK opens his mouth, closes it, his brows furrowed, scratching at his neck.
Mei asks point-blank, “Are you two dating?”
“What?” You and Macaque say at the same time.
“Absolutely not,” you scoff.
“I’m out of their league,” he laughs.
You make no comment on it, for you could not care any less about romance. Not to mention, you don’t even know or think you’d be interested in getting in a relationship with someone.
His tail has yet to move away from circling around your feet, however. Looks like both the kids notice, making them go, “Right.” At the same time. Mei smiles, a mischievous glint in her eye. “Just wondering~”
Your brows furrow, face scrunching in confusion. What was that all about? Glancing at Macaque does nothing, as he’s “busy” looking over his claws.
MK finally speaks up, “Ah, well, since we’ll just be waiting for everyone else, wanna come downstairs and help get everything set up?”
“Pretty sure Wukong already finished helping your dad,” you comment, stretching your back until you hear it pop. “But whatever they didn’t finish, we can help with.”
“Okay! Oh, uh, sib? Can I ask you something real quick, in private?” He glances at Macaque and Mei.
“Secrets, I see,” Mei whispers with a grin, wiggling her fingers for emphasis. “Fine, fine, I won’t listen in this time~”
Macaque waves his hand, finally stepping away from you. “C’mon, little dragon girl, let’s give them their privacy.”
With those two going downstairs, MK shuts the door and faces you. He plays with his jacket, biting at his lip. “So, uh… about you and Teacher…” He starts off, wringing his hands together.
You reach out, placing your hand over his to calm his anxious fidgeting. “I know you’ve noticed it, MK,” you tell him, keeping your voice soft and even. “A lot happened when Macaque was discovered by him. I don’t think talking about it right before the hotpot—something we should relax at—will do either of us any good.” You brush stray hairs from his face, lightly flicking at his nose. “All I’ll say is we talked the other day, and we’re fine now, okay?”
“Okay…” He doesn’t look too convinced, but doesn’t press the issue further.
Thinking of an offer, you say, “How about this… after the hotpot, during our training over at Flower Fruit, we give each other the very long needed update on everything. What happened with Macaque and Wukong, what happened with you with the whole Yiran business—” you notice a look in his eye, but you can’t name it “—and everything in-between. Sound good?”
“Yeah. Sounds good.” Finally, he smiles. “Okay. Because, just, there’s a lot that’s been on my mind, too, and I didn’t really know if you’d be okay to talk about it since it involved Teacher and when the whole thing happened where you were calling him Great Sage again—”
You clap a hand on his shoulder. “MK. You’re rambling.”
“Oh, ah, sorry, haha…”
“It’s fine, really,” you can’t help but chuckle. “We’ll pick a day when we’re at Flower Fruit where it’s quite literally just you and me, wandering wherever, and we can talk.”
His face lights up at the offer, nodding eagerly. “Yes! That sounds perfect, actually. Uh, you think Teacher and Master can…?”
You already know what he’s getting at, so you say, knowing full well Macaque was listening in, “Those two are adults and know better than to act like imprudent children. Besides, worse comes to worst, I have Miss Lihua’s number, so I can call her to set those two straight.” Shrugging one shoulder, you say, “That and Uncle’s coming with us so he can help train me with my cards.”
That seems to make him relax significantly. “Alright, as long as it works out where they’re not fighting or anything.” Standing straight, his smile shines brighter. “Okay! Well, here’s hoping the hotpot isn’t beyond awkward with both of them here.”
You snicker. “I don’t think that’s even feasibly possible, little brother, but the sentiment is there.”
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Sandy arrived with Uncle Zan in tow while you were talking with MK. In Uncle’s hands was a bottle of particularly expensive looking plum wine. The tables had already been set up, all of them pushed together to fit fourteen people, while Mr. Pigsy and Wukong started getting all the plates, bowls, and utensils brought together.
You and MK step in to help set up the food, while Uncle sauntered over to Macaque in assisting him getting the portable tabletop burners plugged in and ready. Mei was too busy teasing Macaque for not knowing how to use it to really help. Sandy, meanwhile, happily chatted away with Mr. Pigsy, making up for lost time between them.
Ten minutes later, in came Miss Lihua and Fengshe with Tang coming in not long after them.
Fengshe wasn’t wearing his signature bladed hat, most likely left at home, but he certainly decided to dress up for the occasion. While his tunic was plain in appearance, his loose jacket (he’s apparently always seen with one) looked akin to the sky during twilight, with the main color of the jacket a soft purple-blue color, fading to red, then to orange once reaching the tailcoat and sleeves.
Miss Lihua dressed up in a shirt and skirt hanfu combo, the top a soft white with pink trimming, while the skirt held a more green color to it, decorated with golden flowers. Even the longer sections and fringes of her fur were pulled back into a bun, styled with flowers—real flowers—that held a soft aroma as she passed by you. It reminded you of a spring day.
You nod your head in greeting to the both of them. They nod back, Fengshe lazily coming over to you, MK, and Mei while Miss Lihua checked in on both Wukong and Macaque. You didn’t even notice until now, but Macaque really cleaned up for this. His usual getup abandoned, he wore a cross-collar tunic, dark in color, but this time the ends of his sleeves were embroidered with red and gold designs. Even his pants were decorated—purple that faded into a deep red at the ends, and designed with a golden thread to make clouds.
Even Wukong had forgone his previous one-sleeved tunic with the old one you remember seeing back when Mei won the Great Wall Race—the red tunic with gold trimming and green embroidery flaring from the shoulders. You don’t even recall hearing him leave to change.
Wow, you’re feeling severely underdressed now, subconsciously picking at the hem of your shirt while looking over the elegantly dressed monkeys. Seemingly sensing it, Fengshe leans over to say, “We’re old-fashioned, fish.” He shrugs. “Get-togethers back in the day were always like this. Dressing up but not fully dressing up, you know?”
“Feels like I’m at one of my parents dumb parties,” Mei comments, blowing a stray stand of hair out of her face.
“I’m sure your parents would’ve enforced a stricter dress-code, though, Mei,” says Tang, pushing his glasses up. Looks like he stuck to his usual style of his red, gold, and white robes, though it seems like he left his scarf behind this time. “Besides, that is technically casual wear for them, just… a few dynasties back in the day.”
“Doesn’t feel any less weird,” you say back, but appreciate it nonetheless.
“It doesn’t.” Fengshe smiles, his eyes glinting in the light. You’ve seen that look in Mei, Wukong, and Macaque’s eyes well enough to know what’s about to happen. “Wanna bet how long it’ll take before those two—” he nods in the direction of Wukong and Macaque “—to make the air more tense than the soup broth?”
You snort, covering your mouth to hide your smile. You notice Macaque’s eye twitching. You say to Fengshe, “You know what? Sure, I’m game.”
Mei giggles. “Oh, oh, me too!”
His smile turns into a toothy grin, reaching into his sleeve for a banknote. “I’m putting a five-yuan note on under ten minutes.”
“How generous of you,” you comment, still reaching for your own wallet.
You both hear Wukong letting out a forced laugh at something Sandy had said, loud and sharp. Looks like he also heard what you and Fengshe were talking about. Your eyes meet Wukong’s, and you stick your tongue out at him, then check your wallet.
“I’ll put down a ten-yuan note on after Qiqi and her dad leave.” Even if they’re not allowed to outright fight in front of MK as per the contract, you’re sure they’ll find some kind of loophole to throw less than savory quips to one another.
Fengshe’s grin doesn’t let up. “Oh, that’s quite the bold assumption there. You have that much confidence in them?”
Tang anxiously tugs at his sleeve, letting out a quiet, nervous laugh. “Should we really be betting on something like this?”
You shrug. “If you’re not comfortable betting, Tang, then don’t bet. Also, Fengshe, those two have a soft spot for kids. They’d behave in front of one.”
You feel a breath tickling your ear. “And I wouldn’t behave regardless?” Wukong’s chin rests on your shoulder, frowning at you. “I’m so hurt, firecracker. I know how to behave!”
“There are a lot of things you know how to do,” you say back, lightly poking at his nose. “I dunno if behaving is one of them.”
“I bet a twenty-yuan note that Mr. Monkey Man is gonna start it,” Mei snickers, pointing at Wukong.
Wukong’s frown only deepens. He’s definitely not pouting. “Ouch. Reminder that I introduced you to your master, ya know.”
“Okay, and?” She blows a raspberry in his direction. “Better be on your super best behavior, then.”
“I’m glad to see that my own amazing student isn’t in the same boat as you three…” He trails off as his eyes land on MK, who had just finished counting how much money he had on his person. The look of complete and utter (playful) betrayal on Wukong’s face was something you wish you had your camera ready for to immortalize it.
MK scratches at his neck, stuttering, “Ah, well, I mean, it’s—kinda a fair assumption?? Even Mei can sense the animosity between you two. No offense, sis.”
“Meh, none taken.”
Wukong huffs, definitely not whining because he said so himself that he doesn’t whine, “I can’t believe this. Not only my baby brother, or my assistant, but my own student is betting that I would start it.”
“Oh, no, I was gonna bet that Master would start it,” MK corrects, pointing his thumb at the monkey in question. Macaque was talking with Miss Lihua, but given the fact of his calm expression quickly switching to mild annoyance, and a twitch of his eyebrow, he was definitely paying attention to the conversation.
Both you and Wukong share a snort of a laugh. “I can see it either way,” you say, shrugging him off your shoulder. “Doesn’t matter who starts it, I’m just betting it’ll start after Qiqi leaves.”
Speaking of Qiqi, the very girl in question burst through the front door, loudly shouting, “XIAOXIAO! MEIMEI!”
“Qiqi!!” MK and Mei say in unison, meeting the half-demon girl at the doorway to pick her up in a group hug. Trailing behind her is a large boar demon, maybe a head shorter than Sandy, definitely as buff as him. Much like a boar, his tusks jutted out of his mouth from his lower jaw with a well-maintained goatee sporting his chin. His outfit, thankfully, isn’t too different from yours, Mei’s, or MK’s. A simple dark shirt and pants.
Though you know the monkeys don’t mean to dress so “fancy” to this—just as Tang said, given their age, it was normal in their time—it’s still nice to have someone else dressing as casual as you and the kids.
Qiqi’s but a button high, even for a ten-year-old. She comes up to about your shoulder, give or take a few inches. She must’ve gotten that from her mother’s side, considering the absolute beast her father is. Her shoulder-length hair is styled in twin-braids with pink bows, her bangs helping frame her round face. Her own outfit for the occasion consisted of a white shirt with a picture of a cat on it, and a pink skirt.
The boar demon steps past the kids, clapping a hand on Mr. Pigsy’s shoulder. “Got ya a full house tonight, eh, Pigster?”
“Hah! You know it, especially considering the friends my boy likes to make.” The two share a laugh, making pleasantries while you take your place by Uncle Zan’s side. Even if you knew all these people, being in a room with so many already felt a bit draining in itself. Rather than try to force yourself to mingle and talk to everyone, you’ll simply sit by and let them come to you.
As if sensing it, Uncle gives you a reassuring smile and squeezes your shoulder. He bends down to whisper, “If you get too tired from all the people, just let me know, and we can go home early.”
“I know,” you whisper back, but you appreciate the reassurance nonetheless. “I’ll just take it easy and let most of them do the talking after introductions.”
And speaking of introductions, Mr. Pigsy goes around the room, telling both the boar demon and Qiqi, “These here are associates of my boy and I. You remember Sandy, yeah?”
“The very same Sandy who ate glass?” Qiqi gasps, completely awestruck by the giant of a man before her.
Sandy throws his head back and barks out a loud laugh, bending down to her level and giving her hair a gentle tussle to not mess up her braids. “The very same, but I left my glass chewing days behind me! Now I prefer the more peaceful life of making tea blends and ship deliveries.”
The small girl visibly deflates. “Aww, that’s lame.” She kicks at the ground, then says, “Papa gets your tea all the time, though! It’s really good.”
“Why, thank you! Should you ever want a particular blend, just ask me, sweetheart.”
Mr. Pigsy continues down the line of introductions, “This here is Zan and his nibling, Tang, Missus Lihua and her three boys; Fengshe, Wukong, and Macaque.”
“Pleasure to meet all of you.” The boar bows his head in greeting, to which you, Zan, and the monkeys bow in return. “You can call me Bao, and this bundle of energy is my daughter, Qiqi.” While Qiqi waves at them all, Mr. Bao adds in, “I apologize ahead of time for any uncomfortable questions she might ask.”
Miss Lihua laughs, waving her hand. “Trust me, Mr. Bao, there’s nothing she can ask I haven’t heard from my boys or other children I’ve looked after.”
“Trust me, she’ll surprise you.”
Her smile grows. “I very much look forward to being surprised, then.”
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With everyone here, the hotpot can officially begin. A soft plume of steam rose from the two divided copper pots resting atop the portable burners, one on one end of the table, another on the other. Inside both pots, one half bubbled with a deep red broth, where dried chillies and Sichuan peppercorns lazily drifted in the liquid. The other half held a golden-colored broth with goji berries and jujube floating inside.
You’ll give credit where it’s due, MK really knew how to set up the table. While you were just placing things at random, MK had artfully arranged it all in a specific way to make it easier for everyone to reach or pass over to their left or right in case someone couldn’t reach. Around the pots were porcelain platters with paper-thin slices of marbled beef, lamb shoulder, and pork belly with coils of enoki mushrooms, Napa cabbage, shrimp balls, lotus root slices, glass noodles that coiled like ribbons, and neatly stacked tofu skin akin to a miniature tower. As an added extra, there’s even quail eggs, fish balls, and crab sticks.
Next to each plate and bowl were matching small dipping sauce bowls and side plates, chopsticks of dark wood, and slotted hotpot spoon. In several spots on the conjoined tables are tongs for shared ingredient handling—especially for Qiqi, who’s much too short to reach the pot on her own. Resting on a nearby cart are several bottles, all of which were filled with soy sauce, sesame oil, hoisin sauce, garlic, scallions, fermented tofu, chopped cilantro, crushed peanuts, and black vinegar.
For the collection of appetizers, a very large arrangement of dim sum is placed on its own tray directly to your left behind you—technically behind Wukong, who insisted on sitting to your left. With the dim sum was the small arrangement of snacks he had made prior and didn’t have time to eat with you.
Finally, three fresh pots of tea in an elegantly painted porcelain pot rested on different sections of the table. Water was provided for everyone, while the plum wine was busy being chilled in the fridge. MK and Pigsy, as the hosts, poured everyone their teas before taking their respective seats.
At the head of the table, on one end of the table—to your left, sat Sandy and Uncle Zan. The other end of the table on your right sat Mr. Pigsy, Mr. Bao, and Qiqi. Your side of the table consisted of Wukong to your immediate left, Fengshe to the right, and Tang sitting next to Fengshe. Directly across from you was MK, with Mei sitting on his right, Macaque on his left, and Miss Lihua next to Macaque.
It’s certainly a crowd, but thankfully, with the tables already decently sized, no one’s crushed against anyone. Everyone has plenty of elbow room.
Mr. Pigsy clears his throat, nodding to MK. Taking the hint, he stands up. “Right, right! Sorry, this is my first time hosting such a big gathering, haha.” He scratches at his hand, then claps them. “Well, uh, nothing to say other than dig in!”
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Things started out silent, with the “designated pot monitors” working on the food. Wukong, MK, and Sandy handled most of the cooking, but you, Uncle Zan, and Mei contributed on occasion. On the other side Macaque, Mr. Bao, and Pigsy were the ones watching the food closest. Qiqi watched closely, listening to the soft instructions given to her by her father on how long which meat should cook.
Once the first set of plates and bowls were filled up, then came the chatter.
“Alright, forgive me for being so forward, but I have to ask,” says Mr. Bao, nodding in Wukong’s direction. “But when Pigster over here introduced you as Wukong, surely he didn’t mean Sun Wukong. The Monkey King?”
Wukong laughs. “He sure did! Don’t worry, you don’t have to act all formal with me, we’re all friends here!” Even as he said that, his gaze flicker to Macaque, smiling with a little too many teeth. Macaque just rolls his eyes.
Sure, you think with a huff. All friends.
“And you, lad, I can only safely assume those ears of yours tell me you’re the Six-Eared-Macaque?” Mr. Bao asks, now looking in Macaque’s direction.
“The very same,” he confirms before shoving a large portion of cooked lamb shoulder into his mouth.
As if activated, Qiqi sits up, looking over Miss Lihua towards Macaque. “The Six-Eared-Macaque?! Like, the monkey who can hear the past, present, and future? The monkey that can hear everything?!”
Macaque blinks, his good eye shifting towards the tiny girl who looks at him with wide-awestruck eyes. He nods.
Then came the questions.
“Can you really hear everything? I don’t think six ears is enough to hear everything that goes on around the world or in time,” says Qiqi, nodding along to her own sentence. “I find that very hard to believe.”
“Better start believing it, kiddo,” Macaque chuffs, his lips pulling into a small grin. “I certainly can hear everything. Including your heartbeat. Even the subtleties of your lungs when you breathe.”
“No way.”
“Yes way.”
Qiqi’s eyes narrow suspiciously. “Can you hear my thoughts?”
He shrugs, slurping up some noodles first. “I haven’t quite figured that one out, yet.”
“What about the past, present, and future stuff? Can you really hear all that?”
“I have to focus for that one, but yes.” He points to his lowest set of ears. “These hear the past.” His middle set of ears. “These hear the present.” His upper set of ears. “These hear the future.”
“Prove it!” She challenges him, finalizing it with a big bite of her beef.
Shrugging one shoulder, Macaque’s lower ears twitch, giving off a gentle glow, almost lavender in color. Then, he says, “You had braised beef brisket with daikon last week for dinner.” Then, his upper set of ears gave off that gentle glow. “Avoid having too much spice, tonight. You’ll get bad indigestion.”
“Glad to know that now,” Mr. Bao mumbles, quietly pouring some regular broth into Qiqi’s bowl to dilute the spice she asked for.
She was much too busy being amazed by Macaque’s ability to even notice. “Woooah! That’s so cool!!”
Wow, you muse, silently sipping at the broth in your bowl. He’s so lax around kids.
At Wukong’s request, you pass him a chicken foot braised in black bean sauce. In return, he gives you a shrimp dumpling. His expression remained cooled, calm, thus not giving you any insight on how he’s feeling. You gently elbow his side, raising a questioning brow when he looks at you. He shakes his head and smiles.
I’m fine, firecracker, really, he whispers in your mind. Though you’re not too convinced, you decide not to push it, giving him a nod.
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Mingling continued.
“Missus Lihua, you said all three of them were your boys?”
“I did, Mr. Bao.”
“I can only imagine how it was raising the Monkey King and Six-Eared Macaque.”
“Oh, it assuredly made life interesting, but they were… moderately good boys.”
“And Fengshe?”
“My youngest son, but no less rambunctious in his own way.”
“I’m hurt, Mother. I’m the peak example of a well-behaved boy.”
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More questions from Qiqi.
“Mr. Monkey King, I read that you can turn your fur into anything.”
“You can just call me Wukong, little one. But I absolutely can make it turn into anything!”
“Even stuff like food?”
“Even stuff like food.”
“Have you ever eaten it?”
“Hah! No, not me, but other people definitely did.”
“I wonder what it tastes like…”
“It tastes like fur, kiddo.”
“How do you know that, Mr. Six-Eared-Macaque?”
“Just Macaque is fine. And let’s just say I know from personal experience.”
Macaque sent a particular glare Wukong’s way, who’s much too interested in his bowl of pork belly to “notice”.
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“Zan, I’m curious, if you’ll indulge me.”
“Of course, Mr. Bao, what indulgence do you need?”
“Your face is familiar, but I can’t quite recall. Are you familiar with a fellow by the name of Huyao?”
“Oh, I am very acquainted with him and his family.”
“Even Auntie?”
There’s a certain shine in Uncle’s eyes when he smiles. “Especially Auntie.”
“Hah! Thought so. Huyao sometimes stops by for a bite, we trade in food, ingredients, or something that piques our interest. I think I remember seeing you with him and his daughter one time a while back.”
“Hmm… ah! Yes, I had errands to run, and he offered to walk me to the markets.”
“Let me guess, your wallet also happened to go missing?”
“Haha, oh no, his daughter learned the second time she met me to not pick my pocket.”
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“How are your studies going, Qiqi?”
“They’re good, Mr. Tang! Thank you for letting me borrow the books.”
“They’re not too difficult to understand, yes?”
“Mr. Tang, I am very smart.”
“Haha, yes, silly me, you are very smart. Well, I have a particular new volume of the history of snake demons that just came into my hands, should you ever wish to read up on that when you’re done with the other books I lent you.”
“Oh, yes, yes, please! Thank you, Mr. Tang!!”
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As a first ever hotpot experience (that you remember), this was somehow both productive and awkward. Qiqi led most of the conversations for a solid hour, asking all sorts of questions to both Macaque and Wukong, then to Fengshe since he’s the little brother to the two aforementioned monkeys. He proceeded to keep her entertained with using the steam rising from the pots to make little figures that dance around her in miniature performances.
Mr. Bao, in the meantime, made small talk to get to know you and Uncle Zan. Though Uncle was the one answering most of the questions, especially after your stiff responses to some of the questions. Mr. Bao took mercy in noticing your discomfort being in a room with so many people and kept most of his questions directed at Uncle Zan. Familiar to you or not, it’s exhausting, especially when no one knows if Macaque or Wukong will start fighting and are just sitting there quietly, like a powder keg about to explode.
Whether Mr. Bao took notice of the awkward silences between eating, he never showed. Qiqi certainly didn’t notice, more busy fawning over the flowers in Miss Lihua’s hair. Miss Lihua proceeded to show off her affinity to plants by summoning several blossoms to place into Qiqi’s hair, much to the young girl’s delight.
You noticed Mei’s face scrunching up at certain intervals, her not very subtle elbows to MK, who looked just as tense as you felt. As much fun as it was to make a bet on who would start the drama or when it would start, actually sitting here now felt very different. No one wanted anything to happen, especially not in front of Qiqi or Mr. Bao.
Wukong and Macaque made no indication of anything, coolly masking their discontent for each other. You did catch annoyed glances from Macaque or a quiet scoff from Wukong, but the moment you give them a harsh glare, they stop. What’s supposed to be a calm, hopefully fun get-together is very quickly turning into a babysitting job. The two toddlers being full grown adult monkeys who are trying not to bring a literal child into this.
To say it’s draining is an understatement. You barely touched your first bowl of food because you were so focused watching the two monkeys. You’re sure that if the factor of the contract and two unfamiliar guests weren’t present, those two would’ve started something a lot sooner.
You’re probably overexerting your energy on this, but what’s done is done. Might as well try to relax and enjoy yourself, but you didn’t really know what to talk about.
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You’re realizing now, nearly an hour and a half into the hotpot, that you’re not watching the monkeys more than you’re watching Qiqi and Mr. Bao. The way they interacted was reminiscent of your own father during dinner, when you were young and learning how to cook with him and your mother.
You played with your food more than you ate it after that realization, avoiding the worried stares from others at the table. You didn’t even look at Wukong when you felt his tail brush your ankle. Nor did you answer the silent inquiry in your head from Macaque.
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Thirty minutes after your revelation, thus making it two hours into the hotpot, Qiqi was yawning practically every ten seconds or so. She ate her fill, but was trying to eat more. You can’t blame her. Though you haven’t touched your food all too much, it was still delicious. If you weren’t feeling so tense, so jealous reminiscent, you would’ve probably had more.
Mr. Bao definitely took notice of his girl’s yawning, and took that as a sign. “Ah, it is past curfew for you, huh?”
“‘M not tired,” she mumbles, not sounding very convincing considering she’s leaning against his arm and trying to keep her eyes open. She’s not doing a good job of it.
“Of course you’re not,” he laughs, turning to Mr. Pigsy. “I should get her to bed. Thanks again for inviting us, Pigster.”
“You know you and your girl are welcome here any time, Bao.” Mr. Pigsy clasps his arm, giving it a small, friendly shake. “Go on, she’s practically falling asleep at the table.”
Laughing softly, Mr. Bao gathers Qiqi into his arms and stands up. He bows to everyone at the table. “Thank you all for making this an experience I know she’ll never forget.” He winks at Macaque, who actually smiled. No smarmy smirk or mischief in his eye.
“I thought she was about to ask for an autograph,” he comments with a small chuckle.
“If she were more awake, I’m sure she would have.” After another laugh, Mr. Bao nods to you and Uncle Zan. “It was a pleasure meeting you both, too.”
“Likewise, sir,” you say, bowing your head to him. “You’re a good father to her.”
There’s a certain shine of pride in his eyes at your compliment. In return, he says, “You’re a good nibling to your uncle.”
“They are,” says Uncle Zan, his smile growing a fraction, passing a look of pure tender love that you find yourself returning his smile with your own.
“Have a goodnight, Mr. Bao, it was a pleasure speaking with you.” Miss Lihua waves at him.
“It was a pleasure meeting all of you as well, and thank you for entertaining her questions, lads.” He nods at Macaque, Fengshe, and Wukong specifically.
“Always happy to entertain the kids, it comes with the theater job.” Fengshe shrugs, folding his hands behind his head. He’s about to lean back in his chair, but a sharp stare from Miss Lihua stops him.
With goodbyes said, Mr. Bao leaves with a fast asleep Qiqi in his arms.
But
something itches
at the back of your neck.
You don’t know why but you swear you—
a small girl standing before a kneeling Macaque
vaguely looking…
like a half-demon child
—saw her before…
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Ten minutes after Mr. Bao left with Qiqi, Mr. Pigsy went to grab the bottle of plum wine from the fridge. Two minutes after glasses were poured, Mei slams her hands on the table, abruptly standing up.
“Okay, fuck the wager we had earlier. This has been way too awkward for way too long! This is supposed to be, like, a fun time to hang out! I don’t care if you two are broken up or whatever—stop being so weird!” She points an accusatory finger at Wukong and Macaque.
Macaque rolls his eyes, sipping at the plum wine. “Nothing can be done about it—”
“Oh, wanna bet?” Mei grins, showing off all her teeth. Huh, when did her canines get sharper? “I can make it more awkward. And uncomfortable for both of you.”
“Please don’t,” Wukong mutters, massaging his brow. “This plum wine isn’t strong enough for me to get drunk off of and forget…”
Macaque, ignoring Wukong’s plea, snorts, “Hah! Go ahead and try, kid.”
You see a look on her face, knowing full well Macaque will come to regret challenging her.
“Okay. Who topped who when you fucked?”
A chorus of spitting and coughing erupted from the table. Tang’s immediately hiding his face in his bowl of noodles. Fengshe burst into laughter, nearly falling out of his chair. Pigsy was covering his face, somehow not surprised yet still disappointed that it happened. Uncle Zan and Miss Lihua covered their mouths, trying to restrain themselves from bursting into laughter as well. Sandy’s cheeks flared a deep blue hue of a blush. MK looked beyond mortified.
He is the first to shout, “Mei!!”
“What?! He bet on it! Answer the question, Mr. Six Monkey Man!” Mei is practically climbing over MK to get into Macaque’s face. “Who topped who?!”
“I am not answering that,” he says through gritted teeth. You swear you can see the tips of his ears turning red. Glancing at Wukong, even he’s blushing furiously.
“If you’re saying that, that means you were the bottom,” Mei retorts with little hesitation.
Macaque’s face scrunches into pure disgust. “Where the fuck are you getting this from?!”
Mei hollers, pointing aggressively at him, “YOU DIDN’T DENY IT!!!”
“Mei, my mother is right here! And my little brother!!” Wukong shouts, making wild gestures to the two monkeys in question.
“I know what sex is, big brother,” Fengshe drawls out, looking absolutely elated by the new air in the room.
Wukong’s face turns a deeper red. His voice reached a whole different pitch for a second as he yells, “That’s not the fucking point!!”
“Oh, come now, pebble, no need to shout.” Miss Lihua laughs. “You two were quite passionate when you were younger. It was adorable.” She reaches over to pinch Macaque’s cheek. Past the red marking on his face, you can now more clearly see he’s blushing just as badly as Wukong.
“Mamaaaa!” Wukong whines, hiding his red face behind his hands. You’d give him a comforting pat on his shoulder, but you’re too busy trying not to laugh at his and Macaque’s plight.
“Why so embarrassed, my son? Then again, I’d be embarrassed too, especially if the whole mountain heard everything.”
The noise that came from both Macaque and Wukong could only be described as a dying vacuum that got clogged up.
Macaque shakes his head, covering his face with one hand. “No…”
Wukong laughs nervously, “M—Mama, there’s no way everyone on the mountain—”
“Oh, they did.” Miss Lihua sips her drink. “You two were not quiet during those… passionate nights.”
“MAMAAA, PLEASE STOP!” Both Macaque and Wukong beg—actually beg. You never thought you’d hear not only Wukong but Macaque of all monkeys to beg in such a way. Not to mention, Macaque had always referred to Miss Lihua as “mother”. Hearing him call her “mama” is… honestly kind of adorable.
I didn’t think it was possible for them to get so flustered. Especially Macaque, you think, hiding your growing grin behind your cup. The air grew ten times warmer by Wukong, too. You’re sure that if he got any more embarrassed, steam would start pouring out of his ears.
Mei and Fengshe broke into joined laughter. Fengshe needed to use the table as support so he didn’t fall over, while Mei completely fell out of her chair and onto the floor. Even MK had broken into a fit of giggles.
“Uuuuuggghhhhh I hate thiiiiiis,” Wukong grumbles. “You’re horrible, Mei. An absolute menace to society.”
“For fairness,” says Uncle, swirling the wine in his cup. “The blame can’t be all on her.” You’ve seen the smug grin on his face before, but it’s a rare occurrence whenever he does smile that way. “She’s not wrong, the air was quite tense despite attempts made to ease it while Qiqi and Mr. Bao were present.” He makes a vague gesture about the table. “You’re not tense anymore, are you?”
“Don’t you try to use your oracle fancy speech on me!” Wukong’s pout is now pointed in Uncle Zan’s direction. “Ease the tension at the cost of my dignity?”
Uncle’s smile doesn’t let up. “Then change the subject, silly monkey.”
Wukong’s only response is a groan. You feel a sudden warmth against your skin. Glancing over, you give Wukong an unimpressed stare as he shoves his face into the crook of your neck to hide his practically steaming blush. Rolling your eyes, you pat the top of his head.
“Don’t be such a baby, Wukong,” you chide him, but don’t shove him off you. You don’t notice that practically everyone at the table was staring at you two, much too busy reprimanding a grown monkey. “Just talk about something else instead of your sex life.”
“Firecrackeeeerrr…” He props his chin on your shoulder now, giving you a horrific set of puppy eyes that only has you returning it with a deadpan stare. He glances behind you, his eyes widening a fraction, and he abruptly moves away from you. Somehow, the redness of his cheeks got worse.
You blink, brows knitting down, and turn to your right. Fengshe’s staring directly at you with the biggest, smuggest grin you’ve seen on the guy. Shooting him a questioning look, he merely shrugs and sips his wine. You notice him tapping at his phone with his free hand under the table. From across the way, Mei was also on her phone, rapidly tapping while giggling.
Deciding it best to finally move on from the subject, or maybe give mercy to the two thoroughly embarrassed monkeys, Tang coughs. “So, ah, anyway, haha…” He gestures at Macaque. “Ah, Mr. Macaque, I’ve been meaning to ask—”
“No.”
“Ah, no, really I promise it’s nothing like what Mei asked—”
“No.”
“Macaque, don’t be a dick,” you say to him, flicking a napkin at him. His face scrunches at you. “At least hear his question out before turning it down.”
He chuffs, flicking the napkin back at you. “Fine. Let’s hear it then, cicada.”
Clearing his throat, Tang fiddles with a noodle in his bowl, suddenly unable to maintain eye contact with the monkey who’s practically glaring at him. Mei had finally sobered up and took her seat back in her chair.
“Well, I was just curious about, uh…” Taking a moment to deliberate via slurping his noodles, Tang finally says, “When exactly did you get your shadow magic? You see, when I heard that you were, ya know, alive, I was pouring over texts—”
“Neeerrd,” Mei whispers to MK, making him snicker and shush her. Macaque’s lips twitch into a smirk.
“—but I couldn’t find anything that mentioned you having it.”
“I got my shadow magic after I came back.”
“I see. How interesting! Shadow magic is such a difficult school of magic to learn, though, how did you master it so well?”
Macaque leans in Tang’s direction, resting his chin on the top of his hand. “You sure you wanna hear the answer, or do you want to keep your dinner in your stomach?”
The implication was enough to tell pretty much everyone at the table how Macaque got his shadow magic. He devoured a shadow demon, gaining all their abilities. Considering the sheer power he wielded over it, either the shadow demon was powerful—a feat in itself that Macaque defeated them—or he’s spent centuries mastering it. Perhaps, you think, it’s both.
“Oh. I see.” Tang coughs. “Well, uh, never mind, then. Uhm… if I may ask… and don’t feel obligated to answer—!”
“Just ask it already.”
“Rude, little shadow.” Miss Lihua scolds him, lightly pinching his lower ear.
He grumbles, rubbing at the pinched appendage. “Go on, ask.”
“Well… how did you come back?”
All eyes were on Macaque, now. You and Uncle Zan were the only ones not looking at him. Casting a side-glance your uncle’s way, he shoots you a look that says he knows the method of Macaque’s revival as well. His smile fell to a neutral expression, almost thoughtful, as he nibbled on a piece of cabbage.
You busy yourself with cooking up some lamb shoulder to refill your now empty bowl. Macaque, very used to eyes on him, didn’t react. His expression became cooled, unreadable. Other than the closed-off body language, he made no physical indication of how he felt about the question.
“Well?” Mei presses, waving for him to go on. “I’m curious, too! I heard you died, but you’re here.”
“Mei,” Mr. Pigsy says to her. “I’m thinkin’ that’s a personal thing, kid. You don’t have to answer, Macaque.”
It’s not that he doesn’t want to answer. He can’t. You almost say that, but bite your tongue. It’s not your business to say, especially not if he doesn’t want to let anyone else know.
His eyes flicker to you, then back to Tang. “I think the answer is already pretty obvious. No point in being redundant,” he chooses to say.
“Whaaat? That’s lame,” Mei pouts. “I don’t know the answer!”
“Mei, c’mon,” Mr. Pigsy sighs. “He doesn’t want to say, so leave it at that, okay?”
“Why didn’t you just say you don’t wanna tell us?” She asks Macaque now.
“Why make it easy for you?” He retorts, giving her a pompous grin. “If you really wanna know, better study up on the different schools of magic, kid.”
She squints, slowly reaching over for her steam bun and taking a bite. “I’ll figure out your secrets before you know it, Mr. Six Monkey Man.”
“Good luck.”
“Oh, I know what to ask!” Sandy speaks up now, raising his hand as if he were in class. “I’d love to know what kind of tea you like, Mr. Macaque. Maybe I can make a blend for you?”
“Generous, blue man,” Macaque huffs, his tail curling up from behind him. “Aged pu’er. Think you can handle that blend?”
“Ooh, I haven’t made that in a while, but I think I can manage!” Behind his impressive beard, you’re sure that Sandy’s smiling just from his squinting eyes and light tone. “If you give me a couple of months to do some tests, I’d be more than happy to get you a cake or two.”
Macaque doesn’t say anything back, merely nodding his head. While he doesn’t outwardly say “thanks”, you can tell from his expression that he’s appreciative of the gesture. “Alright,” he says. “I’ll hold you up to that.”
Sandy then turns to Wukong, asking him, “And you, Mr. Monkey King? What’s your favorite tea?”
“White peony,” says Wukong with little hesitation. “But trust me, man, I got plenty of untouched tea cakes back home. You don’t gotta make me some.”
Hm, makes sense, considering he’s got quite the sweet tooth, you think to yourself.
Sandy laughs, “Haha, alright, if you insist, but the offer is still there.”
“Mama Lihua, I have a question for you!” Mei points across from MK and Macaque to Miss Lihua, now.
“Oh, my!” She giggles, waving her hand at Mei. “Do ask, sweet child. You have me curious.”
“What was it like raising these three?” Mei inquires, taking a second to point at Macaque, Wukong, then Fengshe.
“Why must you target my mother?” Wukong groans, covering his face in his hands again. You decide to give him a bit of comfort this time, out of mercy, and pat his back. You feel his tail coiling around your ankle.
Miss Lihua laughs, the flowers in her hair giving off a faint glow. “Oh, Wukong was a very energetic boy when he was a little cub—”
“Mamaaa…”
“—There was one time he discovered the ability to shoot lasers from his eyes and tried to fight off a hoard of crabs with said ability.”
“You have laser eyes?!” Mei shouts suddenly, turning to Wukong.
“Oh, right. I forgot I had that,” he hums, completely forgetting that his mother is about to tell embarrassing baby stories about him.
“How do you forget you have laser eyes?” Mr. Pigsy asks now, shaking his head with a hearty chortle.
Wukong joins in the laughter, rubbing at his neck. “When you have hundreds of abilities, you have a tendency to forget certain ones. For a solid decade I forgot that I could just breathe underwater.”
MK and Mei’s eyes widen in awe. MK grins his hands flailing in front of him. “Woah, so you can swim underwater all you want and never have to come up for air! That’s so cool!”
Macaque barks out of a laugh. “Hah! We can’t swim, kid.”
MK blinks. “Huh?”
“Stone monkey, remember?” Wukong shrugs. “Macaque, too. We just sink to the bottom.”
“I can hold my breath indefinitely, though,” Macaque points out.
Wukong waves his hand dismissively. “Meh, breathing underwater is cooler.”
“Wait, I wonder if that means I’ll sink now, since I have your powers,” MK muses aloud, pinching his chin with his thumb and index finger. You notice Macaque’s lips twitching, but he doesn’t say anything. You also notice Miss Lihua’s face falling somewhat, as if saddened by something. You attempt to glean their expressions by trying to meet either of their eyes, but they don’t.
Mei shakes her head. “You were always a pretty terrible swimmer, though, bro. Remember?”
“Aw, man. Yeah, you’re right.”
You look at MK. “Really? That’s a surprise. I remember you saying you love the beach. You never swam?”
“Oh, I've swum before. Or, well—” he makes air quotes “—’swum’, at least. I dunno why, but I can never stay afloat for long. Was like that even when I was a kid.”
“Tried everything, and no one could figure out what was up.” Mr. Pigsy shrugs. “So whenever we go swimmin’, he has to take floating gear with him.”
Interesting…
It could be because MK has Wukong’s powers now, but something didn’t feel right. The puzzle pieces were there, but you were still missing something, you just… don’t know what. Macaque, Wukong, and now apparently Miss Lihua, knew something that involved MK, but won’t say. It’s right there, just at your fingertips, but still out of reach.
Several theories float through your head, though none hold much merit without proof. Still, it doesn’t hurt to brainstorm.
“I’m curious, MK,” you say, wanting to test the waters. “How long has that been a thing?”
He takes a moment to think, tapping at his chin. “Well… pretty much forever? I only went to the beach once with Mom and Dad, but I was too small to swim. I only ever tried when Pigsy took me when I was… eight, I think?”
“You were seven,” Mr. Pigsy corrects. “Xiang and Shen only ever got small kiddie pools for you to sit in, remember?”
“Ooooh, yeah! I remember, now! Yeah, no, we kinda figured that out when I was seven, at the beach,” MK says to you.
“Interesting.”
The conversation flows to a different topic, but you stopped paying attention, much too busy thinking on what you just heard. You recall Wukong’s admittance to being present during MK’s birth. You recall Macaque mentioning he’s watched MK since he was born. You recall the very conversation Mr. Pigsy and Wukong had when he revealed he was Yiran.
“Change? Change how?”
“Change as in… when he starts to become more in tune with his magic, it’s going to make alterations to him. His body.”
Was there with him since he was born…
Watched him grow…
Is it possible that Wukong gave MK his blessing when the kid was just born?
It’s so much power, though, it’d completely destroy a human child, especially a newborn. Then again, you remember it’s possible for someone to seal magic away, allowing it to slowly trickle in rather than overwhelm the body.
How else can a normal boy wield all of Wukong’s power? He had to have given it to MK when he was born, sealed it up, and watched over him via the visits as Yiran to make sure it didn’t destroy his body. If the more in tune with magic MK gets, could the alterations of his body indicate… he’d turn into a stone monkey himself?
It makes sense, you muse to yourself, picking at your food. The conversation now shifted to some toddler stories about Wukong, happily told by Miss Lihua, but you’re barely listening.
Just like the alterations done to Macaque’s fur and magic from gaining his shadow abilities, MK’s own body could change too in response to wielding Wukong’s power. The more he trains, the more he practices his magic, the higher the chance he’ll start to change sooner rather than later.
You chew at the end of your chopstick. A horrid habit you thought once dead after chewing many pens to their grave, but being so deep in thought reawakens it. That can be why MK can’t swim very well. He’s always had Wukong’s power, since he was a newborn. Miss Lihua probably knows because Wukong told her what he did.
And like turning on a series of lights, the powers residing in MK slowly awakened one by one. Invincibility, speed, strength, his sense of smell, his hearing, his affinity for the elements. Any and all sense of logic on how that could possibly work is thrown out the window. Magic is a funny thing, not caring about logic, thus making it an explanation in itself in so many things.
Even so, you know it’s best to hear it from the monkey himself. Perhaps even both monkeys who were with MK since he was a baby.
What better place to ask than when you’re all planning to go on a “vacation” to Flower Fruit after this weekend?
As the assistant to Wukong, and MK’s appointed older sibling (by MK himself), you had a right to know what the hell was going to happen to him. And if both Macaque and Wukong try to keep their lips sealed? You’ll just take matters into your own hands.
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Another two hours pass before everyone starts to leave one by one. First it was Tang, profusely thanking Mr. Pigsy and MK for the food, then thanking Macaque and Wukong for insight on their powers. Sandy was next, promising to get the tea together for Macaque.
Next was Fengshe and Miss Lihua. Miss Lihua kissed both Wukong and Macaque on the cheeks, whispering something to the both of them that had them a mix between flustered and happy. Fengshe gave a half-hearted salute your way and winks, mouthing, good luck.
What does that mean? You wonder, though you have no chance to even ask him before he’s leaving with his mother.
Wukong pulled Uncle Zan and Mr. Pigsy aside to talk to them about… something. You’re not going to pry when you have too many other things to worry about.
If anything, you’re just glad that Mei’s parents didn’t crash the party. Things were already bad enough with the stuff going on between Macaque and Wukong. Those two causing more drama is not needed.
Macaque, meanwhile, lingered for a moment, standing by your side while MK and Mei conversed about her means of travel to Nezha’s palace. “You were looking awfully thoughtful earlier,” he points out, his good eye flickering over your face.
You choose not to answer immediately, merely watching MK. You don’t know if there’s anything different about it, about him, mainly because it’s so hard to tell. You’ve been with the kid nearly every day or every week for an entire year. Aside from his muscle growth, everything about him seemed to be a more internal change—such as his enhanced sense of smell and his growing prowess with magic.
Anything physical seems…
…
Were… the tips of MK’s ears always pointed? It’s such a subtle thing, you almost glanced over it. But now that you’re actively looking, even feeling your own ear, you can certainly tell there’s a slight point to his. It’s mostly covered by his hair, too, making it harder to notice unless he’s tying it all back.
“When did that happen…?” You whisper, more to yourself than to Macaque.
He sees it fit to answer, anyway, “About last month, if I’m recalling correctly.”
“So they were always like a normal human’s until recently?”
“Mmm.”
You face him now. “What else will change?”
He doesn’t look at you, staring dead at MK. For a moment, you swear you can see that same saddened look that Miss Lihua had in her eyes, only in Macaque’s this time.
He says one word, “Everything.”
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verrdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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HOOOOO BOY THE LONG AWAITED HOTPOT HAS FINALLY ARRIVED
RAAAAAAA
I HAVE WAITED FOR A LITERAL YEAR AND A HALF TO SHOW THIS FUCKING SCENE
Did it go exactly how I wanted? Not really, but I'm still very happy with the result. Verrdette and I had to brainstorm on several different areas to make it feel "realistic" in a sense, while not trying to throw too much in.
And before any of you try to be like "oh but why didn't [x] happen?" Motherfucker YOU try writing a scene with FOURTEEN PEOPLE IN IT I WAS EXHAUSTED BY THE END FUCK OFF
Anyway we love Mei she's the absolute GOAT of this chapter and a fucking menace bless her heart, and theories, theories, theories... the mystery only continues ;)Until next time, my lovelies~♥
Chapter 41: Wade Through What Remains
Notes:
What was left behind, when the ashes finally stopped falling?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Everything all packed?” Uncle asks, reading through several letters.
“Mhmm.” You turn to him. “All the bills paid for this month?”
“All done, all that’s left is writing a correspondence for a friend.” He’s already in the process of doing exactly that. “He’ll watch after the house while we’re gone. Ah, actually, speaking of—you have the cards, yes?”
“They never leave my bag, Uncle.” You walk over, sitting with him at the dining table. “Lost all trust in me to keep them safe?”
He laughs. “I merely want to ensure they’re on you, silly nibling.” He reaches over to pinch your cheek. “I can see a certain someone has had quite the influence on you.”
Your brows furrow in confusion. “What do you mean?”
“Spending more time with others tends to have an effect on one’s personality.” His smile turns sly, tapping his lower lip with his pen. “And you, my wonderful nibling, have been spending a lot of time with a particular monkey of shadows.”
…Huh? Were you really starting to adopt certain traits from Macaque? Noting your thoughtful gaze, Uncle Zan says, “It’s a natural thing, nothing to worry about.”
“I’m not really worried,” you tell him with a shake of your head. “I guess just, I dunno, I never noticed. It’s a bit weird, to realize that I guess I am changing a bit because of hanging out with Macaque more often.”
“You’ve adopted his teasing ways, morphed it into your own.” Uncle Zan points out, twirling his pen between his fingers.
“See, now that you say it, I’m more conscious of it.” Even as you tell him that, you’re still smiling. You suppose you have picked up pieces of Macaque’s personality, but you’ve definitely also picked up on Wukong’s. Normally, you’re never very touchy with others, but after a full year of seeing the monkey practically every day of every week, you not only don’t mind all the touching, but… sometimes crave it, yourself.
You remember just a few years back, first coming here, you always flinched when Uncle try to give any form of physical affection—or even pat you on the shoulder. You had a feeling it saddened him, but you also knew what saddened him more was the cause of your touch aversion. Now, after everything, you’ve welcomed his morning hugs, welcomed him ruffling your hair, welcomed him kissing your forehead.
You lean back in your chair, tracing patterns onto the table. You didn’t even realize you were tracing out a picture of The Star from your Tarot deck.
You will eventually find peace and love in your life, filled with calm energy and deep understanding of yourself and the surrounding others. In time, you’ll find and hold a new sense of self, and a new appreciation for the core of your Being.
As long as you keep going, you will be okay.
There are a great deal of changes you’ve undergone over the years, but this last year alone was wave after wave of experience, learning, changing, and most importantly, trusting. Trusting Tang, trusting Mr. Pigsy, trusting MK, trusting Mei, trusting Wukong, trusting Macaque.
While everyone has their own to-do list in their lives on how to achieve their best self, they still showed sides of themselves that told you they could be trusted, even a little. The last few months have been a busying time alone, what with the training from Macaque and Wukong’s secret of being Yiran now out in the open, and, of course, the whole confrontation between those two monkeys.
Though there are still plenty of messes that needed cleaning up, the best that can be done is one at a time. Bit by bit. Just like you told Wukong and Macaque.
And speaking of doing things one at a time…
“Hey, Uncle?” You look up, watching him swiftly write his correspondence.
“Yes, nibby?” He hums, not looking up.
“Maybe… in the next couple of days, after we’re done training with the cards, can we—talk?” You chew your lip, finding yourself unable to look at his face. Already you felt your eyes stinging, but you swallow it down. “About—what happened with, uh, Mom and Dad?”
The soft skritching sound of the pen ceases. You felt his eyes on you, but you don’t look. Your throat closes up, muscles tensing, eyes stinging, stinging, stinging.
“Of course, nibby,” he says, softly, gently, reaching out to tap his finger against your hand. “Anything you wish to talk about, you can always ask.”
“I know.” You finally meet his eyes. “I just, never really—knew how to, you know, start this conversation. Not to mention that, well, a lot of circumstances kinda made it difficult.”
“I think ‘circumstances’ is quite the understatement,” Uncle chuckles. A knock at the door interrupts your discussion.
“Expecting someone?” You ask, standing with him.
“Yes! The very person who will house-sit while we’re gone.” Stepping over to the front door, Uncle Zan opens it. “You know you are welcome to come in, you silly man.”
“Silly as I may be, I still find it polite to knock.”
You don’t even ask who’s at the door. The dog walking in like she owned the place, happily sniffing everything and nuzzling up against your side was all you needed. “Good morning, Erlang,” you call from your position, awkwardly patting Xiaotian Quan’s head.
Still not a dog person, sadly.
“Good morning, young one,” Erlang greets you, nodding in your direction as he slipped out of his shoes by the door.
“I left instructions on the care for each plant in the garden, and you’re more than welcome to help yourself to any fruits that ripen during your time here,” says Uncle, guiding Erlang into the house. “Use the kitchen as you see fit, so long as you restock anything that’s used and clean up after yourself.”
“Of course.”
“Not to sound rude, but…” You look between the two men in front of you, slowly lowering your stare to Uncle’s arm around Erlang’s. “You really asked Erlang Shen to house sit?”
“Why not?” Uncle’s smile is somewhere between self-satisfied and playful, his eyes bright in the light. “He was one of many I planned to ask, I just so happened to ask him first.”
Just so happened, sure. Your expression says you don’t believe him one bit, but all Uncle does is smile and wink at you. Rolling your eyes, you snicker, standing up. You’re not one to judge the friends Uncle makes. Not anymore, at least. During your first year here, you got into more than a few arguments with him about taking demons as his client.
Erlang reaches out to you with his free hand. “If you are not comfortable with my watching over your home—”
“Oh, no, I genuinely don’t mind,” you wave your hand, shaking your head. “I’m just, honestly, shocked you said yes. I thought you had… I dunno, official stuff to do in the Celestial Realm? And—what about those weekly check-ins with Wukong and I about MK’s training?”
Erlang hums. “Ah, yes, of course, but it seems I had more pressing matters to attend to.” You swear you heard a hint of playfulness in his tone. He says, “As for the check-ins, the court is aware of your leaving for Flower Fruit for more training, and are… somewhat satisfied with knowing you’ll be present. Though they will still want an update after you return, if that is plausible.”
“Yes, of course. I’ll make sure to write everything down,” you agree with a nod, still not looking away from Uncle holding onto Erlang’s arm. Finally, you flick your gaze up to meet Erlang’s. “And as long as you don’t mind, I don’t see a problem with you watching over the house. My room’s already tidied up, so there’s no need to worry about that.”
He nods. “Of course. The most I will be doing here is ensuring your uncle’s plants don’t die, and various cleaning to minimize dust buildup.”
You won’t lie, you can’t really imagine Erlang Shen doing house chores, but he offered, so might as well roll with it. At this point, while this was odd to see, you’re starting to just accept that odd things are going to happen to you and around you. And, if you’re really being honest, nothing will beat having to pretend to be Red Son’s servant when going into the Undercity.
“Thank you for accepting to house sit, then,” you say, bowing your head respectfully. You look at Uncle Zan. “Everything else should be all set, too.”
“Then we best not keep Wukong or Macaque waiting.” Removing his arm from around Erlang’s, Uncle walks to the table, folding his correspondence letter. Placing it into an envelope, he nicks his thumb to draw a symbol onto the paper. In an instant, the envelope catches fire and burns away, the ashes slowly drifting out the window.
You grab your suitcase, turning to Erlang while Uncle stepped away to go grab his in his room. “By the way…” You say, prompting Erlang to look at you. “Thanks. For the advice. We talked it out the other day.”
“And?” He coaxes with a gentle tone.
“We’re good now,” you confirm. “It’s… a bit of a mess, and that’s an understatement. What with Macaque being around now, past feelings will bubble up to the surface, especially considering they’ve never really, you know, talked it out themselves.” You sigh, rubbing your face. For a moment, you hesitate, chewing on the inside of your cheek.
Uncle Zan returns with his own suitcase, and you make a signal to your ears. You had something you wanted to ask without Macaque hearing. All it took was drawing a simple symbol in the air from Erlang for a small silencing ward to surround the three of you.
“What’s on your mind, nibby?” Uncle asks, by your side in an instant, one hand on your shoulder.
“Macaque and Wukong are under contract with me to ensure they don’t break out into a fight, especially not in front of everyone,” you tell them, looking at your hands. “I’m part of it as a sort of… mediator and enforcer, for lack of a better term. But… I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried this whole thing won’t turn into a disaster.” Finally, you face Uncle Zan, glancing Erlang’s way briefly. “It’s mostly just—what can we really do in this situation? There’s so much they have to talk through, and I don’t know if they ever will, or if it’ll even fix anything. Or, well, ‘fix’.” You add air quotes.
You heave a sigh, rubbing your face. “Sorry, it’s, a mess of things on my mind. Thinking more about being on Flower Fruit for two whole weeks with no one else there but you, me, MK, Macaque, and Wukong, I can’t help but think of these things.”
It’s on and off crossed your mind since after the hotpot, even if it’s only been a couple of days. They may have behaved during the hotpot, but you saw the looks on their faces. Saying they had much they wanted to tell one another is an understatement. You’re sure everything they want to say to each other could fill several textbooks.
“What exactly are you worried about, nibby?” Uncle Zan asks, gently hooking his fingers by your jaw to coax you to look at him.
“I… don’t know how to put it into words,” you sigh, rubbing your face. “Ugh. Sorry. I think I’m just rambling at this point.”
“It is alright, young one,” says Erlang. “Your worries speak volumes. You care for both Sun Wukong and Six-Eared-Macaque. If I may be bold to assume, are you fretting over whether they can let go of their past wrongdoings to each other? Perhaps, even, to forgive one another?”
You shake your head. “I dunno if forgiveness is even possible, but… I guess the first part, yeah.”
Erlang nods along, then turns away. His pup found it very important to do a smell test on everything before laying on the sofa. Very busy business, being a dog needing to smell everything. Erlang says, “It can be… difficult… to find the words to heal others.” He looks at you again. “So often the words and actions we choose carry consequences.” He lowers his gaze, rubbing the pads of his fingers against his thumb.
“Regret is easy to cultivate,” he says, his voice quiet, soft. “Because so much of it haunts the words we have said, the actions we have taken.”
“Forgiveness, in turn,” Uncle Zan chimes in, squeezing your shoulder. “Is something that is not earned. It is given. It can never be forced from anyone, and is given in an individual’s own time, and only when—or if—they are ready to do so.” Adjusting his glasses, he sighs. “Just as you have no obligation to forgive anyone for hurting you, Macaque and Wukong do not have to forgive each other for their falling out.”
“It does not undo what was done, nor does it make what was done right,” Erlang says to you. You already know, without even needing to see that glazed look in his eyes, that he speaks from his own past. “It cannot mend wounds. It cannot rid the scars.” He closes his eyes. “Too often, forgiveness is used as a bandage handed to the blade that caused the wound. But… mercy that is offered out of pressure is not healing—it’s surrender.”
He steps forward, reaching out to put his hand on your free shoulder. “It is not a debt. Not owed. Not earned. Never demanded. It is a release—for the one who gives it, not a pardon for the one who caused the pain.” He gives your shoulder a squeeze. “Sun Wukong has no obligation to forgive Six-Eared-Macaque, and vice versa.”
Uncle squeezes your other shoulder, saying, “It is not for the harm-doer, but the healer. But never is the healer required to ever give it, should they not wish to. Do you understand?”
You nod. “I do.” You inhale, the sigh leaving your lips causing your shoulders to slump. “I don’t think or expect them to forgive one another. I suppose what I want is to make sure they at least open the door to try rekindling a friendship, or something like it. Hell, I’d be fine with them just being properly decent to one another.” Massaging your temple, you groan. “They behaved well enough during the hotpot, sure, but if you were there, Erlang, you’d be able to tell that they had a lot of back-handed comments or quips they wanted to say to each other.”
“I can only imagine,” Erlang chuckles, removing his hand from your shoulder and standing straight. “Let my and your uncle’s words stay with you, young one. Meditate, and remember, you need not carry this weight alone.”
“That’s exactly why I wanted to make mention of it,” you say with a small laugh. Rubbing your temple, you breathe. “At least we have a backup plan if it does fall to fighting between them, but I guess I’m just fretting because I don’t want it to happen at all.”
“A noble desire to have, nibby, especially since they’re both your friends.” Uncle Zan wraps his arm around your shoulders, hugging you to his side. “Needless worrying will lead to a clouded mind, however, remember that. Come, let’s stop by the cheese tea stalls on our way to meet with the boys.”
“Alright. Thank you, Uncle. And thank you, sir,” you bow your head to Erlang, who returns the gesture. “I’ll meditate on it.”
As badly as you want this settled and done with so everyone can focus on what’s most important, you have to remind yourself that this isn’t your battle to conquer. It’s theirs. If they want you or Uncle or anyone to help mediate, they have to say something, first.
Besides, rushing between topics and issues won’t help anyone, especially not you.
Take it slow. One thing at a time.
Trust that they’ll handle it, and be ready if they don’t.
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The plan was this; stay at Flower Fruit for about two weeks to do some more intensive training with MK, since Wukong had a designated training area meant for people with more power—such as himself and Macaque, and now MK. Utilizing the arrangement that Wukong would take MK for a few days to train him in terms of fighting, while Macaque teaches him in terms of magic.
You, in the meantime, will still train with Macaque at the same time. Most of it involved him multitasking with teaching both you and MK at the same time. Having coached large groups of warriors before, you know he’s capable of it. With Wukong, you’d help him (and Macaque) keep track of what MK needs to work on in his progress and what is considered “done”. Massive quotes because there’s only so much training that can be done before MK can truly learn via real battles.
On top of that, you’d also practice with Uncle Zan. Namely involved crafting a more extensive “list” of your abilities as a clairvoyant, while also attempting to use them. Finally, training with Uncle also meant trying to use the oracle cards. The main focus revolved around actually activating them, then learning how to use them for defense, and finally how to enhance your visions.
That last factor, however, you already knew wouldn’t happen until much, much later.
For three days after the hotpot, Wukong went dark. He was completely unavailable and only giving the vague context of “needing to clean up” for you, Uncle, Macaque, and MK during your stay at Flower Fruit. Now, standing here, you can see why. It was way different from the last time you were here.
The stone path leading up the mountain to Water Curtain Cave had been completely cleaned up and fixed, brand-new stone paved into the ground for ease of walking up the steep path. The main entrance, the large, ample halls of the carved pathways within the mountain—nearly everything had been cleaned. Not everything everything, but it was enough to ensure a comfortable stay. Bridges were fixed up, holes in walls sealed. Even the shimmering crystals that provided light within the caverns where there was no natural light were polished to shine even brighter.
The throne room, you noticed, was one of the rooms not touched. The most that was done was some dusting and picking up of dead leaves or branches, but not much else. You recall that, to the right, was the little house Wukong crafted for himself—one you already suspected he made because he couldn’t bear to sleep in his old room after what happened with Macaque.
There was a hall to the left, leading even deeper into the mountain. Wukong took your group that way. MK stared, awestruck, at everything within the enormous, maze-like caverns. Though there was a small pause within the throne room, staring at the portrait, he didn’t stray far. Uncle Zan walked as if he had been here a hundred times before.
Macaque, on the other hand, was quiet. Slung over his shoulder was a small sack, probably filled with what little clothes he had while (homeless) in hiding. Everything you passed by he scrutinized with a critical eye. Much like Wukong, he didn’t even look at the portrait within the throne room.
Several tapestries that were old and dusty had a cleaning, too. The work of weavers always amazed you, but having only been here a few times, you never got the chance to truly appreciate the beauty of these decorations. Small alcoves within the halls held pottery, plants that were definitely replaced, and other knick-knacks to give the place some color.
You lightly bump your elbow against Macaque’s. His tail brushes your ankle. “You okay?” You whisper to him, noting the slight twitch of his lower ear.
“Peachy,” he mutters, which is enough to tell you he’s not having the best time.
You brush your fingers over the top of his hand. “Do you want to talk about it?”
He doesn’t react at first, but you still feel his tail tickling at your ankles to indicate he’s not done with the conversation. Finally, he says, “Later.”
Okay. You can do later. Though he never indicated what “later” meant, you’ll take it.
The living quarters of the palace—it might as well be called a palace instead of a cave, because that’s pretty much what it is—were down a series of stairs and halls filled with more decor along the walls. You’re pretty sure that Wukong didn’t clean the whole place, just the spots that mattered, but you still give him props for managing to get the place so clean in only three days.
Then again, he probably had the help of his clones to achieve it. Still, you’ll give credit where it’s due.
Each chamber meant for you, Uncle Zan, Macaque, and MK held simple comforts; a sturdy bed made from what smelled like freshly carved wood with deep crimson bedding, recently shaken out, though still sun-faded and threadbare at the corners. A brazier sits in each room, untouched, but wood rests nearby in case one needs to chase away the chill from the mountain. Low tables on the other side of the room bear porcelain cups and a pot waiting to hold tea, though tiny hints of dust show how long they’d gone untouched until now. The other furniture in the room is sparse, utilitarian, made of black lacquered wood with gold filigree that’s been worn down to a mere whisper of what it used to be.
What shocked you most was the fact each room had windows, but given how winding the caverns had been, it had most likely taken you all to a part of the palace to allow windows to be carved out. Curtains of deep blue and muted gold hang from the alcoves, thinned with age and gently stirring in the breeze that snakes in through vents in the rock. On either side of the window were shutters made from painted cedar wood—though the paint appears chipped and worn—to block out any wind if desired.
Lanterns hang from the ceiling, flickering with foxfire fungi, casting a soft shadow along the walls. It felt almost alive, like waking up after a long slumber. The doors themselves were made of carved bamboo panels, woven and reinforced, but light and made for easily sliding closed, with the handles hollowed out.
Your room was in-between MK’s (on your right) and Uncle Zan’s (on your left). Macaque’s was directly across from yours. Though you’re sure it looked much grander back in the day, there’s something about the effort of reawakening these spaces that once laid nearly forgotten, now carefully, clumsily—but lovingly—made ready, that… felt heartwarming.
The view from your window practically took your breath away. A blanket of greens and blues and pinks and yellows and so many colors as far as the eye could see. Stone buildings either carved from the mountain or built on thick, strong pine stilts embedded into stone foundations for support told of a life once lived. Old bridges connect pathways and switch-back stairs that line the edge of the smaller mountain across the way to even more homes.
“Thought you might like the view,” Wukong says behind you, making you startle. You were so lost taking it all in that you didn’t even hear him coming. He laughs, giving your back an apologetic pat. “Sorry, thought you heard me knock.”
“I didn’t say that I heard you, did I?” Despite your reprimand, you’re smiling all the same. You bump him with your shoulder. He bumps you back. “It’s beautiful,” you whisper, unable to look away from the view.
You don’t notice Wukong looking at you as he says, “Yeah. Beautiful.”
A thought comes to your mind suddenly, making you ask, “Have you ever considered bringing your subjects back?”
He leans against the wall, joining you in looking out to the endless expanse of the mountains and beyond. “Every day since they had to leave I’ve considered it,” he answers quietly.
“Can… I ask why they never came back?”
“At first… it was because the mountains were still healing.” He crosses his arms. “The memories were too fresh. Bodies that needed graves, needed funerals, needed rites read so they can live peacefully in Asuraville.”
You face him, brows furrowed. “Asuraville? I feel like I’ve heard of that place before…”
“A type of purgatory. Sometimes violent, depending on who’s sent there.” He brushes his fur out of his face. The sun setting makes the freckles on his cheeks more prominent, makes his fur almost glow. For half a second, you swear you saw a halo behind his head. “It’s where most souls go who can’t let go of the obsessions they had in life, or… have nowhere to go.”
“Right, I remember now… my mother told me about it…” You nod along, slowly but surely recalling what Mom told you years and years ago. “She told me about a famous story involving the legendary Green Snake being sent to Asuraville, how it’s a place of unresolved emotions or grudges.”
“Oh yeah, I remember her,” Wukong hums, tapping his chin. “She didn’t really like talking about Asuraville, though.”
“You’ve met Xiaoqing?” You’re not too shocked to hear that, but still, you remember the legends surrounding her and her sister. Also the fact that snake demons were always much more reclusive than others—even more so than shadow demons.
“Only a few times, really,” he answers, idly scratching at his neck. He picks out a bug that managed to sneak its way into his fur and pops it into his mouth. “Xiaoqing was the name her sister often called her, and what the scribes liked to write for her name. Her real name was Su Qinglian, gifted to her by Bai Suzhen after they became Sworn Sisters. Xiaoqing was the nickname that came from it.”
“Hmm, what are they like?”
“Exactly what you expect.” He laughs quietly. “Bai Suzhen is sweet, gentle. A loving mother and wife. Su Qinglian was a bit rougher around the edges, but loyal and devoted. She and I did not get along when we first met.”
“Really? I can only imagine why,” you drawl, making him laugh louder. “Oh, but—we’re getting off topic. So, your subjects… were sent to Asuraville?”
“Those whose names I erased from the Book of Life and Death,” he tells you. “Didn’t you read the books?” He teases you now.
You huff. “I was a teenager when my parents had me read them, so I don’t remember everything, just bits and pieces.”
He chuckles, leaning his shoulder against yours. “I’m just teasing, firecracker, honest. But, my people, when I learned about mortality, and how, eventually, we’d all die, you could say I… panicked a bit.” He shrugs sheepishly. “I was young—it wasn’t long after I…” He pauses, glancing at the doorway. Shaking his head, he looks back out the window.
“Not long after I first met Macaque,” he finally says. “Master Subhodi took us as his students, taught us nearly everything he knew. We learned that everyone, eventually, will die and be judged by the Kings of the Underworld to decide where they go.” There’s a small pause, his fingers twitching. He shifts, moving to stand behind you.
“Can I touch your hair?”
Already assuming he’s wanting to give you a little grooming, you nod. “Sure.”
His claws moved through your locks carefully, gently. Any brush against your scalp was tender, like you were getting some kind of massage of sorts. You close your eyes. It’s been a while since he asked to do this. You almost forgot how nice it felt.
Wukong continues to talk while he grooms your hair. “When I learned this, I panicked. I didn’t want my subjects to suffer judgment by the Kings. Even at that age, I already knew we wouldn’t be treated fairly because of what we were. So, I snuck into the Underworld and found the section of the Book of Life and Death that had our names.
“The stories tell of how I only erased my name from the book, but that’s not true. I erased everyone’s name. At least, everyone who was currently under my rule at that time. Macaque, Mama, Papa, my marshals, and generals, every monkey name I could think of. If they were born on the mountain, their names vanished from the scrolls, the book itself. I thought it was only fair, to share that blessing with my people.”
You give small hums here and there to indicate you’re listening, leaning into his touch as he continues running his claws through your hair.
Feels nice…
“All of that for your people?” You inquire softly. “I can certainly see it.”
You don’t see his smile fading into something more thoughtful, almost whimsical. “Everyone claims it was to cheat death. Sure, it can be assumed as that, but… it’s more, too.” His fingers gently brush your scalp. “I didn’t want any of us to be forgotten.”
You don’t speak. You don’t know what to say. You knew how he felt, knew the very feeling he had when he was younger and pulled that stunt. You know that, if you were in his shoes, you would’ve done the same thing for you and your small, small family.
He says, “After that, you already know the Kings of the Underworld put up big time security measures to make sure I couldn’t break in again. So, sadly, any new subjects that came to Flower Fruit after that didn’t get their names erased. Those that did, though…
“When they died, the Kings couldn’t judge them. Their souls had nowhere to go. So, they were sent to Asuraville. They can’t reincarnate. They can’t be revived unless someone uses necromancy to do so—and that’s the last thing I want to do to my people. The only way to bring them back is by appealing to the Kings of the Underworld. And…”
He stops there, pausing mid-grooming. You already knew what he was getting at, but you say it out loud anyway, “We both know they wouldn’t approve of anything for you.”
“No. And no one would vouch for me, either,” he confirms, his voice cracking slightly. “What friends I do have in the Celestial Court wouldn’t get approved, either. The Kings would know they were just trying to help me. So… they’re just—stuck there. But I know my martials, my generals, my Papa. They’d make a place for themselves there, but… it still wouldn’t be the same.”
Wukong resumes grooming your hair, combing through your locks. You’re pretty sure he finished a while ago, and is just wanting an excuse to run his fingers through your hair, to keep his hands busy.
Rather than continue standing, you decide to get comfortable, guiding him to the bed and sitting down, letting him nestle behind you to continue his fidgeting with your hair.
“And… the survivors?” You ask softly, keeping your gaze towards the window, watching the sky slowly bleed away from blue to gentle hues of orange and pink. “What about them?”
“It took the better part of two centuries for Flower Fruit to fully heal, even with Mama’s help. Even with the help of other demons that could speak to nature. By that point, nearly everyone had already settled down in Camel Ridge with Brother Lion—with… Azure…” He coughs, pulling his hands away from your hair. He sits beside you, his tail inching to circle around you.
Getting an idea, you move to kneel behind him on the bed. “Is, ah, touching okay?” You ask suddenly, your hands hovering near his head.
Wukong blinks, red and gold eyes wide. “Uh, yeah, sure. Do you even know how to groom, firecracker?” He asks you, a small laugh in his voice.
“No, but I figured now wouldn’t be a bad time to learn.” You start to gently comb your fingers through his fur, trying to remember how he did it when he’d groom your hair. It’s a bit awkward at first, admittedly. You’ve never done anything like this before, and it’s very obvious in your movements.
“You’re doing it wrong,” he says, a snicker in his voice, amused. “You’re just petting me like I’m a dog.”
“Oh, so sorry, my king,” you mutter, your fingers buried in the surprisingly thick fur on his neck. “I don’t have thousands of years of grooming experience. Now hold still.”
He laughs, louder this time, his tail flicking against your nose, making your face scrunch up. “It’s not just about picking bugs, firecracker. Part the fur. Look for little dry spots.” He waves his hand nonchalantly as he talks, “Use your fingers, not your nails—unless I’ve annoyed you, in which case, by all means.”
“Noted,” you say dryly. “Better not annoy me, then.” You adjusted your technique based on his instructions. He tilts his head forward a little, allowing more ease of access to the base of his head and his neck. For a brief moment, a quiet settled between you, broken only by the distance chirps of birds and Wukong’s soft hum of approval.
When was the last time he received any kind of grooming from someone else? You wonder, finding a small mite in his fur and plucking it out. You pass it to him, to which he snacks on it.
“You were saying?” You say, continuing your impromptu grooming session/lesson. “About… Camel Ridge?”
“Ah, right. Camel Ridge was this… old abandoned city by the outskirts of the Kingdom of Marrow,” he began, settling more comfortably between your hands. “Azure found it, rebuilt it—with some help of course—and made it into the thriving city it is today. By the time that… everything was settled and done, most had already rebuilt their lives over there. It felt, wrong, almost, to ask them to come back. And…”
He trails off, his head lowering. You pause, glancing over his shoulder.
You gently encourage him to continue, “And?”
“When… Lady Bitch Demon was sealed away, loose ends tied, Brother Ox—ah, Bull King locked up under the staff, everyone else from Flower Fruit had already gone through their mourning, their healing. They were able to move forward. Except for, well, one person,” he says, his voice quieter than you’ve ever heard it.
Already, you had a small inkling who he meant, but you also knew it was best for him to say it out loud, so he could hear himself say it. There’s always a difference between inwardly acknowledging something, and outwardly acknowledging something.
So, you ask, “Who?”
Wukong didn’t speak for a moment. The only sound was your fingers gently parting fur, moving with more confidence now. A gentle breeze tussled branches and leaves outside. Birdsong echoing amongst the valley of trees and flowers and fruits.
Finally, he says, his voice hoarse, wet, “Me.”
There’s a horrid clenching in your chest. Because it saddens you he never had a chance to properly mourn between each disaster that happened in his life. Because you understood all too well the inability to allow yourself time to process everything. Even to this day, you realize little things that show you’ve never truly moved forward, either. Not just from the death of your parents—though they’re a big factor—but every other death that you believe is because of you.
You move, sitting beside him. You tug his sleeve, urging him to lean closer and rest his head on your shoulder. His face turns, burying into the crook of your neck. He breathes, inhaling your scent, his tail wrapping around your waist. Your arms circle around his shoulders, fingers combing through his fur, more to comfort than to groom, now.
“Wukong, if you need time—”
“No, no.” He clears his throat. “Just, ah, need a second.”
You grant him that second, turning your head to tuck his under your chin.
He breathes again, sitting up. His voice still had a slight crack to it as he spoke, “I’d like to show you two something.” His fingers brush your hand, lacing them together.
Us two…?
Wukong doesn’t elaborate on whom the other person was, and you don’t push for him to. Considering there’s only three other people here, and you know Uncle Zan and MK wouldn’t eavesdrop on a conversation, unless absolutely necessary. Leaving only one other person who could hear everything spoken.
You follow Wukong, your hand in his, as he guides you down winding tunnels. You’re led to a vast garden, forgotten, touched only by time. Moss crawls along cracked stone paths, vines lazily creeping up the crumbling courtyard walls. Lanterns hang dim, some crooked, their paper skins faded to pale ghosts of their original color. Any and all flowers or bushes within this place had long since withered away into gnarled, tangled branches of dead leaves and decayed petals.
You’re led to the heart of the quiet garden, where a single tree stands towering, otherworldly, alive. It’s the size of a small house—its thick branches drooping under the sheer weight of thousands of weather-worn tags. Its bark shimmers faintly as you step closer with Wukong. Your fingers brush along the trunk, noting a warmth that doesn’t feel entirely of this world, making your skin tingle.
Standing so close to the tree, your true sight can make out a soft, white glow radiating from its bark. Some form of abjuration spell? Likely, if he wanted to keep it alive. Even with the lifespan of a tree like this one, it’d still eventually wither away. The spell Wukong placed on it would ensure it’d never wither, never age, never die.
Each tag, made from carved wood, bears a name, each tethered by threads of red and gold, vanishing into the leaves and branches of this massive tree. The threads braid and coil and come together, thickening, wrapping around the trunk, the branches, the whole tree itself. Nearly every tag looks so old that the names shouldn’t be readable, yet the names had been re-painted on them with fresh ink, very recently.
Everything within a ten-foot-radius of the tree is swept clean, the roots carefully uncovered, a shrine crafted from the naturally formed bend on the trunk itself. Your ears ring from the faint hum of magic in the air, soft, persistent.
“Here,” says Wukong. “Their names are kept alive. Even when their bearers aren’t.”
He plucks nine hairs, each one turning into incense sticks. He hands you three, keeps three for himself, and reaches past you with the last three. A shiver passes you, bidding you to glance over.
Macaque stands at your right, wordlessly taking the incense from Wukong. He pinches the tips with his thumb and forefinger, a quick spark igniting to light the incense. He does the same for your sticks while Wukong lights his.
The incense burns slowly, tendrils of smoke curling and weaving skyward. The scent—a mix between bitter sandalwood and aged pine—settles into the garden’s stillness. You hold the sticks in both hands out of respect, despite your uncertainty if your silence can truly honor the dead.
Wukong steps forward first, planting his incense into the stone basin at the tree’s roots. His hands linger, a hush falling over him. You can see the strained tremble in his hands.
The silence from him wasn’t—
hands covered in filth
shaking trembling hurting
dirt crusted under his claws
a mass grave dug by hand
each and every corpse carefully
lovingly
painfully
placed inside
—one of reverence, but restraint.
Macaque follows, his movements crisp, precise, if stiff. He kneels, arms length away from Wukong, laying his incense beside Wukong’s. The quick, jutting movement, felt like both an offering and accusation.
You step forward, the warmth from the incense seeping into your fingertips. You kneel between the two monkeys, pressing the sticks in the ash, much gentler than Macaque’s gesture.
Wukong’s head rests on your shoulder. You reach up, brushing the fur along his cheek. Your free hand touches Macaque’s, trailing against his scarred knuckles. His fingers twitch, gripping yours. Around you, the wind rustles the leaves, the wooden tags tapping gently together, creating a near haunting sound.
Silence stretches, none of you saying a word. Somehow both awkward, yet respectful.
Then, softly, Macaque murmurs, “They would’ve liked you.” His fingers lace with yours.
Wukong hums, a low rumble in his throat, agreeing. “They would’ve asked you to stay.”
Your hand tightens slightly in Macaque’s. His tail slithers around your waist. Your head leans against Wukong’s. His tail coils loosely around your ankle.
“I would’ve been happy to stay,” you say, voice barely above the whisper of the wind.
The incense burns on.
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Wukong asked if he could bunk with you that night.
You let him, your bodies tangled in the sheets of the old, but comfortable bed. His face buried into your neck, as if your scent was the boulder needed to keep him anchored in the ocean of his emotions.
You pretended you didn’t notice the tears that soaked into your shirt.
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A day passes, spent memorizing the grounds of the palace, memorizing where your rooms were, the kitchens, how to get to the training grounds, and so on.
Now, on the second day of your stay, you walk with MK along an old, old path leading away from the palace, out of the mountain, onto the switchback stairs that head down towards a set of houses.
“It was, just, really weird hearing that, ya know… my big brother who I knew since I was practically a baby was… the Monkey King, the whole time.” MK kicks a rock in his way. “I dunno how to word it aside from ‘weird’, but that feels like the wrong word to use. I don’t really know how to feel about it.” He pauses where wood meets moss and stone, turning to you.
“I feel like—” he hesitates “—it just, I dunno, it makes me feel, like, I’m… more important? I’m not trying to sound conceited, but, I mean, if Teacher was there since I was a baby, then—what else can that mean?”
“What do you think it means?” You ask him, walking with him along the path. The fencing that was meant to make this passage a bit safer had long broken, but thankfully it’s not too slippery or dangerous. Just had to watch your step from time to time.
He quietly admits, “Like I’m meant to do so much more than what I thought I was meant to do.” He rubs his arm, eyes downcast to the grass that brushes along his shoes.
“And what do you think you’re meant to do?”
“I dunno, really. Save people? Save China? The world?” MK shrugs helplessly, his shoulders slumping in the end. He kicks another rock in his way. “It’s just, it’s hard to put into words. Teacher said it was the only way to make sure my powers would, you know, come in naturally, but at the same time, why me? Why not some other person? Why not a demon? I guess my lifespan will increase the more in tune with my magic I get, but, still, demons can live for way longer than me.”
You don’t answer, mainly because you don’t have an answer for his rambling. Moss-covered ground is replaced with old cobblestone roads as you two trek through the long abandoned town on the side of the mountain. Houses made of pine and cypress wood with stone foundations surround you two, shaped by magic, if the lingering glow of an evocation spell can mean anything to your true sight.
“I can’t answer that for you, sadly,” you tell him apologetically. The two of you pass by a communal well where bamboo piping once carried fresh water from what looked like highland springs, far out of your sight from where you’re standing. You pause there, letting MK lean on the edge of the well to reflect some more. You say, “All I can do is theorize, and I might have a small idea…”
“Oh?” MK perks up, his big eyes immediately on you. “What theories?”
“A few, actually.” You hold up one finger. “One of the theories is why he chose you.” It’s something you’ve been thinking about for a while, but never had the chance to properly voice the thoughts or truly sit down to meditate on it. “What I’m saying is just pure speculation, so take it with a grain of salt, but… it’s highly possible that Wukong was just friends with your parents.”
You tug at your lower lip thoughtfully. “He may be random, but he told me he wanted a successor for a while. That means he’s been contemplating on it for probably the better part of a few centuries.” You look back at MK, saying, “Have your parents ever told any stories about your birth when you were younger, if you remember, that is?”
MK’s gaze flickers, thoughtful, trying hard to remember. “Vaguely… Mama would tell joke-stories about how I was born from an egg most times. Other times, she said that a god gave me a blessing.”
Born from an egg?
You don’t know why, but it… didn’t feel like a joke story, even if MK believed it as one.
It felt like his mother—
“Are you sure you two are okay with this? He won’t be like any other boy, he—”
“Monkey King—Wukong, you’ve given us something we’ve always wanted. We’ve always prayed for.”
“Whether he’s a monkey, human boy, or whatever, he’s our son.”
—wasn’t joking. But, you don’t want to jump to assumptions or conclusions.
You really needed to pull Macaque and Wukong aside to talk about this sometime before the two weeks are up.
“Hmm…” You hum, scratching at your jawline. “The god she could be mentioning is most likely Wukong. I mean, that kinda leads into my second theory.” You move over, standing beside MK to lean against the edge of the well with him. “He told you how long he’s been watching you?”
“Since I was born…”
“Exactly, so, think about it this way,” you make vague gestures as you speak, “I’ve been thinking about it, too, and I’m theorizing that he gave that blessing to you when you were born.” You cross your arms, fingers tapping against your upper arm. “It would make sense, no? I mean no offense when I say this, but all that power Wukong wields would have completely destroyed a human child, special or not, and especially if they were a newborn.”
“But, I don’t remember ever having any of his powers when I was growing up,” MK says quietly. Several hairs had fallen out of place, making him untie his headband to fix it. “I never really said this, but—my mom and dad—they were also heaven-blessed. I mean, I didn’t really know that when I was little, but Dad, Pigsy Dad, that is, he told me when I was… thirteen? Fourteen?”
“Really? What blessing did they carry?” You ask, looking his way.
“Healing,” he answers. “Both of them were healers, in the magical and practical sense. I remember—every time I hurt myself—my mom or dad would hold me and sing a song, and suddenly I’d feel better. I think that was their healing.” He reties his headband, tossing his bangs out of his eyes. “I… vaguely recall actually healing something one time when I was very little. I found a cat that was hurt, and I just, sang like they did, and the cat got better.”
“That certainly explains why healing comes way more naturally to you than most other magics,” you say thoughtfully. “Especially since healing is one of the harder schools to learn.”
“Wow, I didn’t know that. But, all that time growing up, I never felt… different, I suppose? I didn’t feel stronger or faster or anything, not until that time in the construction site.” MK copies your posture, crossing his arms, though his shoulders hunch and he’s pouting more than thinking.
“It’s also possible to seal someone’s magic away, remember?” You gently remind him. “Wukong probably did that for you to make sure it didn’t bring serious harm to your body, allowing a very slow, very tiny, almost unnoticeable trickle, until he thought your body could take him awakening the rest of the power he gave you.”
“I guess,” MK says, sounding more tired than you’ve ever heard him. “I dunno, I just—I still feel like—it’s this deeper meaning or something, and—”
“MK.” You reach out, your fingers touching his jaw. “Little brother, can you look at me?” Encouraging him to turn his gaze to you, you say, “You may have been given his power, his blessing, but that does not mean you should turn into some kind of… of messiah. It does not mean you should sacrifice your own desires, your own feelings, for the sake of everyone else.”
Your other hand comes up, cradling MK’s face in your own, despite him being taller than you. He has to be as tall as Macaque now, the kid was growing like a weed. “I can tell you for a fact that Wukong wouldn’t want you to follow his exact path. He’d want you to go your own way, make your own decisions. Him choosing you as his successor since you were a child, frankly, shouldn’t be a factor at all in any decision you make.”
You tug him closer, pressing your forehead against his. “Just. Be. You. Be Xiaotian, be MK. Don’t try to be something you're not. You may be the lead of this new chapter opening up to help the world not be so shitty, but that doesn’t mean you have to do it alone. In fact, if you do it alone, I’ll have more than a few choice words to say.”
MK sputters a laugh, his hands reaching up to take yours. He pulls them away from his face, turning his gaze elsewhere. The houses, the trees, anywhere that isn’t your eyes.
“I understand,” he whispers. “It’s what you and Teacher have been saying for the past year. It’s just—hard to take in, you know? I’ve… I’ve idolized Teacher my whole life, and finding out he’s watched over me since I was born, gave me his blessing at birth, it’s—a lot.”
“A lot is an understatement,” you say plainly, making him laugh again. “I understand, though, MK. It is this… extensive pile of shit that you’re going through, trying to understand. But, and I’ll keep saying this until my voice dies out, you don’t have to shoulder this alone. You may be the successor to him, but that doesn’t mean you have to walk the same path as he did.”
I’d really, really, really prefer you didn’t walk the same path as him.
“I know.” He squeezes your hands, slumping against the well’s side and sliding until he’s sitting in a small patch of soft moss. You join him in sitting, crossing your legs. “I think I just need some more time to think about it. So much happened so fast, and, I don’t really know what to think on all of it…”
“Take as much time as you need.” You pat his shoulder. He leans over, his head resting on your shoulder. Your arm wraps around him, hugging him against your side. “You’re only eighteen. Your birthday is literally next month. Like Mei, you still have more to learn, more to see, to truly decide what you’re going to do and how you’re going to do it.”
You give his shoulder a gentle shake. “But allow yourself the time to relax, to meditate, to think. And all you have to do is tell someone when you require that time to do so. I know Wukong and Macaque won’t mind if you tell them. Hell, I’m sure one of them would be more than happy to meditate with you.”
MK sighs. “Okay,” he says. “I’ll try.” Finally, he stands back up, helping you to your feet. “Thanks. I really, really do appreciate all that you’ve done to help.” He shrugs sheepishly. “Sometimes I… get stuck in my own head. It’s not fun.”
“It never is,” you agree, walking down the cobblestone path with him once more.
“By the way… is it okay to ask… what happened?” MK fidgets with his fingers, cracking each one and then rubbing at the top of his hand with his index finger. “Between… you and Teacher and Master?”
“Of course, just, bear with me, okay? It’s… a bit heavy.”
○ ○ ○
“…Macaque had gotten paranoid after you found out…
“…just wanted to go shopping for some ingredients…
“…don’t think I’ve ever seen Wukong so angry…
“…when that happened, that’s when Macaque came in…
“…they finally had a ‘talk’ of sorts, but there are still an abundance of unresolved feelings…
“…I made a very stupid decision to create distance, but… it just hurt more, in the end…”
○ ○ ○
“So, for now, they’re on… somewhat agreeable terms, because, as I said, there’s still countless things left unsaid between them.” You sigh. During that whole recap with MK, you had managed to travel down the mountainside back to the village you had seen when first coming to Flower Fruit. Not much changed, though there’s more growth of ivy and moss along the buildings than before.
“I see,” says MK, looking deep in thought. “Is… there anything we can do, or—”
“No.” You flick his forehead, making him flinch. “You already have enough to worry about. This is not something we should get in the middle of, not unless they ask, and no offense, but I don’t think they’re going to ask you.” You walk along the old pathway that leads to an even older port, maybe half a mile away from the village. “We already agreed via the contract that those two will only bring in a third party if that third party consents, and you’re not allowed to get in the middle of it.”
You turn to MK. “It’s noble wanting to help clear any bad air between them, but I don’t think it’d be a good idea.”
“I know, I know.” MK rubs at his neck, scratching for a moment before stopping himself. “I just… sorry. It’s kinda, second nature. I want them to be okay. I want them to, just, not have all these feelings left inside them. Festering and hurting.” He walks beside you along the docks. It looks like some old trade hub, still reaching over mist-veiled water. Waiting for ships that will never return.
The weathered wood groans with each step you two take. “It’s okay,” you tell MK, patting his shoulder. “It’s noble wanting to help them. But there’s only so much we can do before it’s up to them to actually try to find some kind of even ground with one another.” You both pause by a pile of ropes near a beam. They hang slack, frayed, the wood chipped away from years of no upkeep. Barnacles cling to the submerged beams, old crates filled with long rotted food lie scattered along the pier.
Your nose scrunches at the stench of salt mixing with wood and food rot. MK mirrors your expression. You both decide to continue walking, wanting to escape the smell as quickly as possible.
“And what about… Erlang Shen?” He asks.
“That…” You rub your face and sigh. “Was an impromptu deal I made. He smelled Macaque’s scent the second I met him for the first time, and confronted me about it. In private, because he didn’t want Wukong freaking out.” You chew on your thumbnail, eyes downcast. “I promised to tell him the second Macaque did anything to harm someone—me, my uncle, you, anybody—and he’d step in. In turn, he promised to keep that secret to himself.”
“Really?” MK sounds genuinely shocked by that notion, and you can’t blame him. “I didn’t… think he’d actually do something like that…”
“Based off of what you heard about the guy?” You suggest with a raised brow. At his nod, you let out a humorless chuckle. “Trust me, I understand. It’s still a bit odd to me that he’s so… calm. So kind. After everything.”
“I didn’t know it was possible for someone like him to be kind.” The tone in MK’s voice held a bitterness you never heard from him.
You face him, frowning. “You know about what he did, don’t you?”
MK bites his lip, not meeting your stare. He nods. “…Back… during the whole Spider Queen incident… I gave Red Son my number—” he fidgets with his sleeve, a deep blush dusting along his freckled cheeks “—and, well, it was mostly to just, ya know, try to make friends with him, and then, it might have gotten a bit deeper, and, well, uh—”
You blink. “And?”
“Uuuugh okay, okay, I’m crushing really hard on him and I don’t know what to do!” He scratches at his head, groaning in frustration. “I wanna help him, but I know he just wants to help his dad get revenge on Teacher, but I know that won’t help anyone, and it sounded like he was really starting to consider it the last time we talked and—”
“MK, bro, you’re rambling.”
“Aaaaaahh, sorry, sorry…”
“It’s fine,” you laugh. “You can ramble after you mention the whole Erlang thing.”
“Oh, right.” He sighs, scratching at the back of his neck. “Well… I never knew what happened on Flower Fruit. Red Son told me through a call, and… I just, I dunno, I got so mad thinking about it.” MK turns away, kicking at the sand. “The Celestial Realm was cruel for letting that happen, and even cruel feels like the wrong word to use.”
“Downright villainous,” you say, moving to stand on his left, looking out to the sea. The Flaming Mountains stretched on, yet, you can see a small opening. Most likely to allow ships to safely pass by and enter the docks. Or, well, that was the intended purpose.
“Even that doesn’t feel like a good description, but yeah.” MK looks on with you, watching the waves come in, then out. In, then out. “I know I wasn’t paying much attention because I was busy texting Mei, but… I did notice how—calm he sounded. I thought, ya know, since Master was around, he’d attack or something. I dunno.”
“I’m with you there, little brother.” You stuff your hands into your pockets, letting out a heavy sigh. “I’m not really sure what he went through over the years. What kind of revelation he had to change himself and his ways, but I can tell he’s definitely different from how he was back then.”
“I believe it.”
“Also, apparently, he’s been seeing my uncle quite often.”
MK looks at you now, eyes wide. “What? Really? Like, as a client, or…?”
“No, like, seeing him.”
Slowly, his eyes widen even further. “Are they dating?!”
You shrug helplessly. “I have no clue, but Uncle has been shamelessly flirting with the guy to the point that even I notice it.”
“Even you…?”
“Eh…” Making a vague hand gesture, you say, “I’m not the best at noticing flirtations between people. Especially if they’re directed towards me. So, trust me, it means something if I say that even I’m noticing Uncle’s flirting. And I think Erlang is flirting back, too.”
“But, you do realize that…” MK pauses, as if considering his next words. Going off his expression, he really wanted to say something. He ends up saying, “You realize that if they get married or something, Erlang Shen will be your uncle, too right?”
Even if it felt like that wasn’t what he wanted to say, you don’t push for the truth. If he didn’t want to say it, he won’t. “Trust me, I’ve been coming to that realization as well,” you say with a small laugh. “Imagine that. Me, the nibling of Erlang-Fucking-Shen.”
MK laughs too. “I sure hope he’s changed for the better, because I have a feeling just a few people wouldn’t approve of that notion.”
You raise a brow. “Oh, just a few?”
“Okay, a lot.” Sharing a snicker between you two, you turn to begin trekking back towards the palace. Looking out to the old, rotted docks, you pause, truly taking in the collapsed shack and destroyed cargo boxes. Suddenly, MK ponders aloud, “I wonder what this all used to be like… before, you know, everything happened, and, everyone left…”
Upon reaching the end of the docks, you pause. A set of stairs leading down to the sand awaits in front of you, where a new line of old, beached fishing boats lie like a graveyard of memories. You, too, wondered what it used to be like, but the idea that crosses your mind reminds you that you don’t have to wonder.
You can just look.
Turning to MK, you offer, “Would you like to see?”
Cocking his head to the side, his eyes widen, excitement shining in his eyes. “Can I? Yes! Yes, please! How do I do it?” He inches closer, his full attention on you now.
“You just need to hold my hand, and I’ll do all the work,” you tell him, reaching out. “You… do remember that you don’t have clairvoyance, right?” You ask now, a small snicker in your voice.
“Oh. Right. I actually kinda forgot for a second.” He scratches his cheek, an embarrassed laugh leaving him.
You laugh with him, taking his hand. “Just keep holding my hand. Admittedly, I’ve… only done this once before. With Wukong. It’s still new to me. A bit slippery. How would Uncle describe it…” You think for a moment, then say, “Kinda like, trying to guide someone through water. Except I don’t know how deep it goes.”
“Okay. Right.” He squeezes your hand. With your guidance, you both sit on the stairs, and his forehead presses against yours. “So… now what?”
“Close your eyes,” you instruct. He does, fingers tightening slightly around yours. “And when you feel the current, don’t fight it. Breathe with me.”
You breathe, and he follows.
A second time.
A third.
In your mind’s eye, there’s the pool. Next to you stands MK, hand still tightly clasped in yours. A fish—its scales a rainbow of colors—leisurely drifts towards the two of you, as if inviting you to come in. You step forward, guiding MK to follow.
You wade through the water with him, going up to your knees, your hips, your waist. Eventually, you both end up submerged in the water, but you don’t need to worry about breathing. You give MK’s hand a reassuring squeeze. He squeezes back.
Your eyes open. The light bends strangely, like looking at a town from above, between a layer of water. Slowly, ever so slowly, shapes form. Color floods in.
“MK,” you say softly. “Open your eyes.”
He does, gasping at the sight before him. Children—monkey, human, and demon alike—dart across the dock, where boats line the shore, not empty and rotted, but filled with people and cargo alike. From behind you, fishermen shout greetings. The breeze, rather than carrying a scent of rotted wood and food and salt water, now carries the scent of steamed dumplings, roasted fish, the sea.
“It’s—” MK’s grip on your hand tightens again “—like a dream…”
The vision ripples slightly, as if responding to his awe.
“Yeah” you whisper, keeping your focus steady. For a few moments, the two of you simply stand there, wrapped in the memory. Then, with a tug, you walk back down the docks with him. Despite knowing you both can just walk through the people of this vision, it’s the habit that has you and him weaving through the crowd, ducking under lifted crates and circling around fishermen.
It also felt wrong, almost, to simply step through a specter of the past, as if their memory didn’t matter.
“Wait—” MK stops, tugging you to do the same. “Isn’t that… Mama Lihua??”
Following where he’s pointing, your eyes widen a fraction. Just down the way, maybe twenty feet past an ocean of people, stood the woman herself. She’s laughing heartily with another monkey standing next to her, donned in armor that shines in the sunlight, his fur reminding you of obsidian, dark, yet shining in the sunlight.
Curiosity drives you and MK forward, wanting to know who she’s talking to.
Walking through the crowd, you come closer, ending up right behind them. A name enters your mind before you realize it, looking upon the face of the male monkey with her.
“Who’s that with her?” MK asks, looking over the monkey’s features. “He looks… familiar…”
“Liu,” you whisper. “Miss Lihua’s late husband.”
“Like—Marshal Liu??” His eyes widen a fraction, taking a moment to look over Liu’s features. His face is longer, sharper, but his eyes, the color of the sky, were gentle, despite the scars over his right eye. “Wow.” He watches Miss Lihua and Marshal Liu walk down the docks, chatting about everything and nothing all at once. You both follow.
MK stands closer to your side. “They look happy.”
“They do,” you whisper, your tone matching your deep frown.
You end up following the two monkeys for a spell. Their walk takes them from the docks, to the village that resided not far from the docks. What was once a pile of old stone and rotted wood overtaken by nature was now vibrant with life. Trees rustle with the sound of the village.
Houses made of stone with rooftops layered in wood and moss and flowers. Children race through the streets, dance around Marshal Liu and Miss Lihua, then continue their play fight with toy swords.
“Precious little lives, these children,” Miss Lihua laughs, accepting an offered flower from a small monkey child. She tucks the flower behind Marshal Liu’s ear.
“Indeed,” he says. His voice sounded akin to a distant rumble of thunder, if a little raspy. It was almost reminiscent of Fengshe. “Though I’m sure they shouldn’t be climbing the houses.”
As if activated, Miss Lihua’s eyes snap to the children in question. “Young ones! What did I tell you of climbing onto someone’s home? Trees only!”
“Yes, Auntie Lihua…” The kids grumble, but hop off the house onto a nearby tree.
You and MK step past the memory of Miss Lihua and Marshal Liu, taking in the sight of the village. Market stalls bustle with woven goods, fruits, steamed buns, and flowers, passed from hand to hand. Near the peach trees, you can hear someone playing a flute.
MK turns in a slow circle, his voice hushed, but amazed nevertheless. “It’s beautiful.”
“It is,” you agree, turning your head this way and that to take it all in. “They were happy here,” you say softly, watching an older demon walk with a small human child, their hands joined.
You guide MK further down the street, past where flower petals fall from trees and scatter along the ground. In the distance, you can hear singing. MK heard it too, because now he’s the one guiding you, wanting to find out who it was. Even though, deep down, you had a feeling you knew. You recognized that voice.
The vision ripples, beginning to dim. Right as you arrive to a clearing framed by trees shedding delicate and colorful blossoms, the vision ripples again—
—leaving behind the vague imagery of two monkeys sitting beneath a large peach tree.
The past fades away quickly after, leaving behind trees, once dead, now healed, shedding new flowers. The peach tree remains, and upon closer inspection, you make out a spot made for two people to sit.
MK reaches out, his fingers brushing along the tree’s trunk. “Do you think…” He pauses, swallows. He asks, “Do you think they remember it this way? Or—do you think they—only think of…”
He doesn’t finish, not wanting to say it out loud. You don’t answer, not at first.
“I think,” you finally say, “they want to. But, it probably hurts to remember right now.” You look at the peach tree. “Both of them lost so much. And… sometimes, the happier memories hurt more than the sad ones.”
MK remains quiet, looking back at the village—now just weathered stone and wood and wind.
—————
Wukong watches, quiet, from afar. His golden eyes can easily make out two figures wandering in a ruin filled with memories, even from his vantage point. His arms are crossed, body crouched on a tree branch, his expression unreadable. His gaze, however, remains steady, locked on MK and Firecracker, wading through a sea of ghosts, of memories.
He feels a stiff breeze behind him, in the darker shades of the tree he perches in.
“You really like watching from the sidelines, these days,” Macaque comments. Even his voice was somehow still, calm, little to no emotion. Only the tiniest edge gave away his disdain for being in proximity to Wukong.
Wukong doesn’t turn around. His tail sways behind him, lazily swinging side to side. “If this is going to turn into a lecture or something, I’m not in the mood.”
“I’m not here to lecture.”
A scoff. “Of course you’re not.”
The silence between them hangs worse than rotted meat. The wind moves through the leaves, tussling his fur.
Then, Macaque says, “You used to walk those streets. Before they burned.”
Wukong’s jaw tightens, his voice harsher than intended, “I don’t need the reminder that they burned.”
…
“Not trying to remind you,” Macaque says, quieter now. “Just saying… I remember it. I used to walk those streets, too.”
Finally, Wukong turns, glancing at Macaque. There’s a flicker in his gaze, wary, bitter, tired, yet longing. Longing for something gone. Longing for something impossible, so beyond impossible.
“And what do you want?” Wukong asks, voice clipped, tight. “More apologies? Admittance from me? Some kind of closure? Speak plainly, Macaque. Or leave me alone.”
Macaque lets out a humorless snort. Shrugs one shoulder. “You really think we can get something that clean? You really think we can get any kind of peace after all that you’ve done?”
Wukong snarls, the air growing hotter. The rage boils in him, threatening to tip over, to—
“After all… I’ve done…”
—but Macaque’s own confession has that rage fizzling out.
…
…
…
Wukong turns away, his back facing Macaque. He watches MK and Firecracker stroll through the old village, traveling between trees to the clearing he and Macaque used to frequent every day to practice, to sing, to—
He shakes his head. Silence, once more, but it doesn’t feel like sitting on a rotting tree, this time.
Macaque shifts behind him. The branch creaks from the movement. “…One day,” he says, “you and I are going to have to talk. Really talk.”
The statement shocks Wukong. Again, he turns, looking at Macaque, really, truly, looking at him. Never would the old Macaque say anything like the things he’s saying now. The old Macaque would deflect, manipulate, toy, lie, redirect.
The Macaque before him felt different. Old but new.
“I shouldn’t even be the one saying this.” Macaque turns away, not meeting Wukong’s stare. “But if we’re going to get the cub ready, spitfire’s right. Sandy’s right. We don’t have to like each other. But we should at least… be decent, I suppose.” He nods in the direction where Firecracker and MK walk and talk. “For their sake. Especially his.”
Wukong doesn’t answer right away. He just breathes, slow, controlled. He follows Macaque’s gaze to watch MK and Firecracker. Firecracker’s laugh catches the breeze, like a bell softly jingling in his ears.
“I’m not telling you to like him. I’m not telling you to make it go back to how it was, because how it was—from what I’m gleaning—was awful. But… you should at least give him a chance in the sense of, how to put it… being decent with one another.”
…
…
“…Later,” he finally says.
Macaque waits a brief moment, as if expecting more. But Wukong doesn’t give more. He has nothing left to give. So, Macaque backs off, fading into the shadows.
Wukong stays on the branch a while longer.
Notes:
A huge thank you to my wonderful sibling, Verrdette for proof-reading for me! Couldn't do this without your help, love! ♥
If you wanna chat or just have questions about the fic, feel free to pop over to my writing blog!
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WE'RE BACK BABYYYY!!!! So sorry to go on a sudden hiatus, Verrdette and I BOUGHT A HOUSE!! It's been a whole hectic process, but things have finally settled enough for me to work on the fic again and start posting!! Man I have SO MUCH to say about this chapter...
The biggest thing is my stance on forgiveness; quite literally how Erlang and Zan put it. I, personally, HATE when someone tries to force you to forgive someone who wronged you. You have no obligation to forgive or forget, but what you shouldn't do is hold a grudge, because THAT is what will destroy you. Doesn't matter if they're family, doesn't matter if they're friends. You never have to forgive them if it won't bring YOU peace.
I can't even compile the rest of my thoughts into coherent words other than just AAAUUUGGGHHH I've been waiting to get to this part for so long, its gonna be a fun one :)
Y'all ain't ready for the next chapter :)))

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