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"What's a soulmate?" - Lily

"It's uh...Well, it's like a best friend but more. It's the one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else...

A soulmate is someone who you carry with you forever...

And no matter what happens, you'll always love them. Nothing can ever change that." - Dawson

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*Christmas Eve - Present Time*

Rhaenyra Targaryen is relaxing in the comfort of her home during the holiday at this time of night. She is drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows while flipping through a family photo album.

As she flips through the pages, she stops at one of her and Alicent during their youth. The blonde smiles fondly as warmth fills her heart, as she gazes at the photo of the two of them smiling brightly.

Her thoughts are interrupted by the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs. She looks up and spots her kids coming down the stairs. Immediately, she smiles brightly as she places her mug down on the table.

"What are ya'll doing up at this time of night? I thought you'd be sleeping", Rhaenyra says curiously

Helaena and Jacaerys came into the living room as they walk to their mom and sat down next to her on the couch. Helaena is wearing a green and white pajama set with the Grinch, while Jace is wearing a red and black pajama set with Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer. The kids look down at the photo album as they notice a picture of two young girls hugging each other and smiling brightly. Helaena stares at it intently, while Jace is very curious.

"Is that a photo of you and mom?", Jace asked

"Yes", Rhaenyra answers simply with a soft smile

"You looked so much like Helaena when you were younger", Jace says in amazement as Rhaenyra laughs quietly

"Very much so", Rhaenyra says smiling before turning to look at Helaena who continues to stare at more photos quietly

Rhaenyra went to softly caress Helaena's long, blonde hair, but the young girl moved away slightly. Rhaenyra sighed as she has long come to acceptance that her daughter is not like most children. She is very reserved yet incredibly intelligent, like how Alicent was at her age. She and her wife, Alicent have realized earlier on that their daughter doesn't like to be touched.

Yet unlike Alicent, Helaena has a fascination with bugs and has a collection. Although Alicent has a hard time connecting with their daughter in that sense, Rhaenyra can as she has a pet lizard named Syrax since she was little. She even bought Helaena and Jace their own pet lizards for their respective birthdays. Helaena named hers Dreamfyre, while Jace named his Vermax.

"So, you couldn't sleep? Is that why ya'll up at this time?", Rhaenyra asked her children again

"Yeah. I'm too excited for Christmas tomorrow morning. I can't wait to open up my presents", Jace says eagerly with a smile

"Of course, you are. And what about you, sweetie?", Rhaenyra asked her daughter next

"I had a dream", Helaena says as Rhaenyra looks at her curiously

"Oh? About what?"

"Of blue eyes and fair hair. Two souls bring forth another life", Helaena answered

Rhaenyra stares at her daughter observantly as she's not sure what to make of her dream yet has a feeling what it could mean. She knows her family has a history of dreamers that goes back to her late ancestor, Aegon the 1st. Before Rhaenyra could question her daughter any further, Jace spoke up.

"What's a soulmate?", Jace asked his mother

Rhaenyra looks at him caught off guard before answering "Well, um, it's hard to say, really. I guess I would a soulmate is someone you have a deep, profound connection with. Whether it's platonic or romantic"

Helaena and Jace look at her as they listen.

"A bond between two people that can never be broken. Regardless of time or circumstance, you will always be connected to this person, no matter what. And it's a love that is all-consuming. It stays with you forever", Rhaenyra says thinking of her love for Alicent

"A love that you can set fire to", Helaena replies poetically while Rhaenyra looks blown away

"Yeah, something like that. Love can be complicated yet it can also be beautiful. As many relationships are", Rhaenyra replies back

"Is that how you see in mom? Do you see her as your soulmate?", Jace asked

Rhaenyra chuckles lightly as her cheeks redden a little "Yeah. I consider your mom to be my soulmate"

"Speaking of your mother, is she still sleeping?", Rhaenyra asked

"Yes", Helaena and Jace said in unison

"I figure that after the long day she had", Rhaenyra says before looking down at the photo album again. "I was just looking through our family photo album"

The kids look at some photos. One of them when they were younger, one of their grandparents, Viserys and Aemma, one with the whole family posing together on Christmas Day three years ago. Then they spotted a photo of their parents on their wedding day. Rhaenyra was wearing a black velvet suit with a white buttoned shirt, a red satin vest with a dragon design, a black satin necktie and a red satin handkerchief with same dragon design. Her blonde hair was in a ponytail. While Alicent was wearing a gorgeous white, off-the shoulder, floor length, chiffon wedding dress with lace. Her brown hair was styled elegantly in waves with a floral crown on her head. She was holding a bouquet of red and white roses. They were posing together smiling happily in the photo.

"That was the happiest day of my life. As well as the day that you two were born", Rhaenyra says with a fond smile laced with love and affection

"Can you tell us the story of how you met our mother?", Jace asked excitedly with a smile

Helaena stayed silent but smiled softly as she already knows of how they met.

Rhaenyra smiles widely as Jace draws closer to her on one side while Helaena sat on the other side of her.

"Okay. It's a long story. But here it goes. It all began...", Rhaenyra says as she begins to tell the story how she met their mother

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*King's Landing - 25 Years Ago*

It is the age of eight when Rhaenyra Targaryen first meets Alicent Hightower. She is playing outside sitting on a swing, kicking her feet back and forth, as she swings up high. The young tomboy then hears her mother calling out to her.

"Rhaenyra!", Aemma yells out as Rhaenyra stops swinging

"Your father and I are expecting company. Please, clean yourself up and dress accordingly."

"Aww, do I have to?", Rhaenyra pouted adorably using her puppy dog eyes

"Yes. And that won't work on me, sweetie. Not this time", Aemma playfully warned "If you do as you're told, you can have cake for dessert"

Rhaenyra's eyes lit up as she quickly rushed inside the mansion, as Aemma shook her head amusingly.

"Works like a charm everytime", Aemma says to herself

"Rhaenyra, did you finish your homework?", she asked as she stepped inside as Rhaenyra halts at the staircase

"Uh...", Rhaenyra trailed off knowing if she lied her mother would know instantly "No?", she says like a question

"Rhaenyra...", Aemma sighed

"I know, I know. I'll do my homework later. Besides, I have all weekend. It's only Friday", Rhaenyra reasoned

"Okay. I'll let you slide for tonight since we're having company over", she says as her expression softens

"Thank you, mom", Rhaenyra says

"Come here", Aemma says extending her arms as Rhaenyra went to give her a hug "I love you"

"I love you, too", Rhaenyra responds back

"Okay, now go upstairs and take a shower. You've been playing all day and now you smell", Aemma says as Rhaenyra pulls away

"Okay, mom", Rhaenyra says as she looks down at her clothes which are covered in dirt

"Don't worry, I'll put those in the washing machine and dryer"

"Thanks, mom", Rhaenyra says before rushing upstairs

"Easy --", Aemma warned but Rhaenyra didn't hear her "Children", she sighed

She then walked into the living room and finds her husband, Viserys, talking on the phone in the middle of a business call. He sees her and holds his finger up as she nodded.

"Yes? Yes, okay. Thanks for telling me. I'm going to have to call you back another time. Keep me posted", he says before hanging up

"Everything okay?", Aemma asks concerned

"Business matters. Nothing I can't handle", Viserys says seriously before his expression softened as she holds her close by the waist

"You are a sight for sore eyes, my love. I've had a long day but seeing you makes it all better", he says sincerely

"Is that so?", she says with a smile

"Very much so", he smiles affectionately as they share a kiss

"As you know, my good friend, Otto Hightower, is coming over for dinner with his wife, Alenna, and their daughter. I figure this would be a good way to bond" Viserys says

"That's good. It would be my first time meeting Otto's wife and we could get to know each other", Aemma replies back with a smile "And their daughter...is she around Rhaenyra's age?"

"Yes", Viserys answered

"That's great. Who knows? Maybe they can become friends", Aemma smiled warmly

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It is sometime in the evening around 7pm when the Hightower family pulled up arrived at the Targaryen mansion, as Otto drove down a long road once the front gates opened.

A young Alicent Hightower, sitting in the backseat of her father's 1970s silver Rolls-Royce car. She observed her surroundings in awe, as she realized the Targaryen estate is bigger than her family home, which is grand in itself.

She sees two symmetrical statues opposite one another on fresh, cut grass. There is a huge water fountain as Otto drives around the circle. Alicent continues to stared wide-eyed and in awe.

When they finally arrived in front of the mansion, Alicent let out a gasp, as she stares at it, once she and her parents step out of the car.

"It's bigger than my father's mansion", she thought

Alicent almost forgets her formalities until her father speaks.

"Alicent. You must be on your best behavior. Don't forget your manners", he says firmly

"Yes, father", she says bashfully before pulling at her light blue dress

She then anxiously digs her nails into her cuticles, a habit she picked up at the age of six. Now, at the age of 8, she is to act a certain way to maintain appearances, for her father's sake, as he can be a very serious man. Rarely smiles or laughs unless in the presence of her mother, who has a calming influence on him.

"It's okay, sweetie. Just be yourself", Alenna says encouragingly with a soft smile holding her daughter's hand and gently squeezed it

Alicent smiles back at her mother, as she relaxes somewhat.

The door opens as Alicent looks up as a man and woman with blonde hair appear at the door.

"It's good for you to join us", Viserys smiles as he greets them at the door "Come on in"

Otto, Alenna and Alicent enter the mansion as the young brunette noticed a young girl with long blonde hair wearing a red and black floral dress with a white short sleeve shirt underneath and flats. The blonde girl who looks to be her age or perhaps a year younger.

"My name is Viserys and this is my wife, Aemma", he introduced to Alenna who shook their hands politely

"Very nice to meet you. My name is Alenna. And this is our lovely daughter, Alicent", she introduced with a warm smile

"It's very nice to meet you...Mr. and Mrs. Targaryen", Alicent responds back politely yet bashfully

Viserys and Aemma smiled at her, as the latter spoke.

"You're more than welcome to spend time with our daughter after dinner. If you get bored", Aemma says kindly

"I'm sure y'all don't want to stay around and listen to grown people talk", she lightly joked hoping to break the young girl out of her shell a bit

Alicent smiled feeling at ease over Mrs. Targaryen making her feel welcomed. She looks up at her mom, who smiles affectionately at her. Alicent turns to look at the blonde-haired girl who held out her hand.

"Hi, my name is Rhaenyra", she says with a warm smile

Alicent reaches out to hold her hand shook it. "It's nice to meet you", she says in a shy tone before smiling

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After they have dinner, Rhaenyra turns to her mom eagerly.

"Can we have cake now?", she asked hopefully

"Yes, you may. And don't cut too many slices. You don't want to be too hyper as you will have trouble going to sleep", Aemma advised

"Okay, mom. Come on, I'll grab you a slice and then I can show you around", Rhaenyra says to Alicent who simply nodded as she follows her

As they walk to the kitchen, Rhaenyra greets the chef.

"Good evening", she smiles at the chef

"Good evening, Rhaenyra. What would it be?", she questions with a smile seeing her look at the different cakes

"I'll have chocolate cake with vanilla icing. What would you like, Alicent?", she asks her

"Um, I'll have a lemon cake please", Alicent says politely

"You heard the young lady", Rhaenyra says with a wide grin as the chef smiled amusingly

After the chef passed them their cakes, Rhaenyra and Alicent thanked the chef as they grab two small cartons of milk with them.

Alicent follows Rhaenyra outside on the terrace. They have the perfect view of the backyard which is huge. They sat down at a round glass table in their chairs. While they're eating in silence, Rhaenyra noticed Alicent is eating slowly.

"Are you okay?", Rhaenyra asked in gentle concern

Alicent looks up surprised before swallowing.

"Y-Yeah... I'm sorry I'm just...", she trails off feeling embarrassed

"Shy?", Rhaenyra guessed as Alicent nodded silently before lowering her gaze

"It's okay to be shy. I mean, it's only natural. I wouldn't know as I'm quite the opposite", Rhaenyra shrugged before quirking a grin while Alicent smiles to herself

"Can I tell you a secret?", Rhaenyra says as Alicent looks up at her before nodding

"I don't have that many friends", Rhaenyra admits in a rare, shy tone

Alicent looks surprised before replying "But you're so outgoing, nice and fun to be around. I can't imagine you not having many friends", she says honestly

"I know. The truth is...many kids my age are either mean or pretenders. They either judge me or act 'nice' because they want something", Rhaenyra says

"Because you come from a wealthy family", Alicent says as she can relate

"Exactly. And well, because of my family's history...", Rhaenyra trails off feeling awkward sharing personal details

Alicent sees her unease before speaking "Well, they don't know you. I mean, I just met you. And I think you're really nice and fun to be around. I... I like you", she admits bashfully as her cheeks redden a little

Rhaenyra looks at her before smiling "I like you, too. And I happen to think you're great as you are", she says sincerely

Both girls smile bashfully as they go back to eating cake and drinking milk.

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The two girls are in Rhaenyra's bedroom, which is big yet cozy. Her bed covers are red, grey and navy blue stripes. She has a poster of a dragon on her wall. A bookcase with many novels. She also has a video game system underneath her TV.

"What would you like to do? We could watch TV or play videogames or perhaps a board game", Rhaenyra suggested

"How about a board game?", Alicent says as Rhaenyra nodded

"Board game it is. I have Monopoly, checkers, chess, Jenga...", Rhaenyra listed off

"Jenga is fun to play", Alicent smiles

"Awesome. And afterwards, we can play Monopoly", Rhaenyra grins delighted "I have to warn you... I play to win"

Alicent raised her chin up as Rhaenyra playfully stares her down. "Is that a challenge?"

"Uh, yeah", Rhaenyra says with an amused grin

"Well then, I don't intend to lose. Game on", Alicent says feeling more relaxed as they share a laugh

It's sometime after 9pm as the two girls are so into the game. They've been at it back and forth for a while as they lost time. Rhaenyra slowly removes one of the blocks from the high tower, feeling nervous as her heart beats fast. It's a very close game. Neither has folded yet. She sighs in relief when it doesn't fall.

Alicent goes next again as she slowly removes the next block from the upper level. Luckily, it doesn't collapse either.

"Your turn", Alicent says with a playful smile as Rhaenyra groaned as the brunette giggles

"Geez, you're really good at this", Rhaenyra says shaking her head

Rhaenyra then goes again as she slowly tries to remove a block but it's stuck. She tries another block and wiggles it slowly. She begins to sweat as the nerves kick in and in the process, the whole tower collapse.

"Yes! I win", Alicent says victoriously with a beaming smile

"I can't believe you won. I want a do-over", Rhaenyra says stubbornly before pouting

"Nope. I won fair and square. You're just a sore loser", Alicent says sticking her tongue out

"I'll show you sore loser", Rhaenyra says before starting to tickle her

"Oh my God! R-Rhaenyra!", Alicent shrieked loudly as she tries to get away from her

"Say I'm the Queen of the world!", Rhaenyra commands while laughing as she tickles her relentlessly

"N-No! Oh, my God! Hahaha!!", Alicent laughs loudly as she squirms under Rhaenyra "S-Stop!", she protested yet she continues to laugh heartily

"You give up?!", Rhaenyra questioned as she laughs gleefully as Alicent's laughter is infectious and music to her ears

"Y-Yes! Y-Yes!", Alicent yells breathlessly as Rhaenyra stopped tickling her

Alicent's face is bright red as she turns to look at Rhaenyra whose face is just as red. They look at each other before giggling. A moment later, their mothers enter as Aemma opened the door. The girls quickly straighten up as they stood up.

"Looks like y'all having a fun", Aemma says noticing the Jenga blocks on the floor

"I'll h-help her clean up", Alicent says nervously

"Non-sense. You're our guest. Rhaenyra can take care of that", Aemma playfully teased her daughter

"Aww man", Rhaenyra pouts adorably as she crossed her arms as Alicent giggles

"Alicent, I'd hate to interrupt as I know you two are having fun, but it's getting late", Alenna says in a sympathetic tone

Alicent looks sad "Oh..."

"I know, sweetie. Your father has to be at work early tomorrow", Alenna explains before turning to Aemma

"But I've spoken with Aemma and she says you're more than welcome to come back again", she says with a smile as she turns to her daughter again

Alicent and Rhaenyra are smiling again.

"Really?", Alicent asked hopefully as her mother nodded

"Can Alicent come back over tomorrow?", Rhaenyra asked her mom excitedly as Aemma and Alenna share a laugh

"We'll see", Aemma answered

"I have errands in the morning but I can bring Alicent over tomorrow afternoon and pick her up later during the evening", Alenna says

Rhaenyra's smile brightened as she gives Alicent a hug. The brunette is taken aback, before returning the hug as she smiles widely. Their mothers look on with a fond smile, seeing their daughters become very close already.

When they come downstairs, Viserys and Otto finished talking business privately as the former runs his family business and is CEO while the latter works for him as COO at Targaryen Enterprises.

"We'll discuss more tomorrow morning", Viserys says

"Most definitely", Otto responds before seeing his wife and daughter "You'll ready now?"

"Yes", Alenna answered

"Thank you for coming over", Viserys smiles as he and Aemma walk the Hightower family to the door as he opens it

"Thank you for having us. The dinner was delicious", Alenna says with a smile before turning to look at Aemma

"It was wonderful meeting you. You and your husband have a lovely home", Alenna says warmly

"Likewise. And thank you. We should do this again soon", Aemma smiled back

"Goodnight, Alicent", Rhaenyra waved to her smiling

"Goodnight, Rhaenyra", Alicent waved back with a smile of her own

As the Targaryen family stands by the door watching the Hightower family get in their car, Rhaenyra looks at Alicent is sits by the window in the backseat. They waved to one another once more with a smile, knowing that they'll see each other again. As Otto drove off, Rhaenyra sighed.

"Looks like you've made a new friend", Aemma says to her daughter smiling affectionately

"Yeah", Rhaenyra replies before smiling back as she thinks of the Hightower girl

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A year has passed since Rhaenyra and Alicent first met. The two girls became really close since and formed a beautiful friendship. Although they are very different as Rhaenyra is more outgoing, confident and has an adventurous side to her, while Alicent is shy, timid and tends to follow the rules, they get along really well.

One Friday afternoon, a 9 year old, Alicent is riding her green bike with Rhaenyra, whose riding her red one, after school. They're riding together down the block as the blonde tomboy is once again trying to persuade her best friend into sleeping over.

"Come on, Ali. It would be fun. Besides it's the weekend. Who says we can't do what we want?", Rhaenyra questioned

"Well, my father, sadly. He's so strict. He thinks I'll get distracted from my studies", Alicent answered looking disappointed

"Your father is too strict if you ask me. Besides, he acts like you're going to King's Landing University or something", Rhaenyra says rolling her eyes

"We're only in the 4th grade for God's sake. You've been sleeping over at my mansion since we first became friends. I don't see what's the problem", she replied in frustration

"I know. And I-I wish I can stay over but -", Alicent says starting to feel anxious

"But what? If you're worried how he'll react, don't. We can call your mom and talk it over with mine. They'll understand. As long as we'll do our homework before having fun, it'll be okay", Rhaenyra says in a reassuring tone

Alicent's expression softens a little.

"Don't worry so much, Ali", the blonde tomboy says with an encouraging smile

"Okay", Alicent says with a soft smile of her own

"Come on. I'll race ya. Bet you can't beat me", Rhaenyra challenged with a wide grin

Alicent's smile widen at that. "Yes, I can"

The two girls raced each other down the street as their laughter can be heard.

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When Rhaenyra and Alicent made it back to the mansion, they ran into Aemma inside the mansion.

"Whoa, easy, Rhaenyra. What did I tell you about running in the mansion?", Aemma scolds her daughter

"Sorry, mom", Rhaenyra apologizes as she lowers her gaze

Aemma's expression softens seeing Alicent anxiously picking at her fingers. Rhaenyra noticed instantly as well as she holds her hand in hers.

"Are you sleeping over for the weekend, Alicent?", Aemma asked her in a gentle tone

"Um, yeah, Mrs. Targaryen", she answers bashfully yet in a formal tone

"Alicent, what have I told you? You can call me Aemma. You and Rhaenyra have been friends for a year now. You're always welcomed", Aemma smiled at her

Alicent smiled genuinely "Thank you, M- I mean Aemma", she says blushing slightly

"You're welcome", Aemma smiled back "Does your parents know you're staying over?"

"Um, no. I-I was hoping maybe you can call my mom? My father is not so understanding. But Rhaenyra and I promise to do our homework. If that's okay?", Alicent says nervously

If it had not been for Rhaenyra still holding her hand, she would be anxiously picking at her cuticles. Since she's known Rhaenyra, her friend has been a calming presence for her. Whenever she becomes wrecked with anxiety and gives into her unhealthy habit, Rhaenyra would always grab her hand and holds it.

"Yeah, of course it's okay, sweetie. I'll call your mother and you can ask her", Aemma says caressing Alicent's cheek in a maternal way

Alicent's eyes glisten with unshed tears before nodding. "Thank you", she says in a soft tone

When Aemma calls Alenna over the phone, she waits a couple of rings before getting a hold of her.

"Hello?", the soft, feminine voice answered

"Alenna. Hi, it's Aemma", she replied with a smile

"Aemma, hi. It's lovely to hear from you. I was actually planning to call you, funny enough"

"Really? That's ironic", the blonde, older woman chuckles as the brunette laughs over the phone

"Yeah. I was actually calling about my daughter. Alicent hasn't come home from school and I had a feeling --"

"Right. Actually, she's here at my mansion. That's why I called you. She and Rhaenyra want to have a sleepover. She was worried but I said it was okay as long as she spoke with you", Aemma explains

"Oh, thank God. I had a feeling Alicent is with Rhaenyra but I wanted to make sure because you never know", Alenna sighs in relief

"Oh, I know. You can't be too careful nowadays. As parents, we want to make sure our children are safe"

"I agree. Thank you for telling me. I would like to speak with my daughter for a moment", Alenna says

"You're welcome. And of course", Aemma replies back before handing the phone to Alicent

"Your mother wants to speak with you", she says as Alicent nodded

"Mom?"

"Alicent. I was worried about you when you didn't come home after school"

"I know. I'm sorry, mom. Am I in trouble?", Alicent questions nervously as she bit her lower lip

"No, sweetie. But I would like you to let me know in advance beforehand. I'm just glad you're okay", Alenna sighs in relief once more

"So, is it okay for me to sleepover at Rhaenyra's? I promise to do my homework", Alicent asked in a hopeful tone

"Of course, it's okay. And if you're worried about what your father will say, don't worry. I'll talk to him. You've always been responsible. Just have fun", Alenna says in a sweet tone while smiling

"Thank you, mom", Alicent's smile brightens as does Rhaenyra's seeing her smile

"You're welcome. I'll talk to later, sweetie. You girls have fun, okay?"

"Okay. I love you, mom"

"I love you, too"

After the phone conversation ended, Alicent passed the phone to Aemma.

"You see? You had nothing to worry about", Aemma says to Alicent

Alicent sighed in relief "Thank you", she says politely with a smile

"You're welcome. Now, how about you girls do your homework? And then afterwards, you can enjoy the rest of the evening and have fun. I'll call you when dinner is ready", Aemma says

"Okay, mom", Rhaenyra replied back "Come on. Let's go upstairs to my room"

Alicent smiled as she and Rhaenyra went upstairs to do their homework.

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On a Saturday afternoon, Rhaenyra and Alicent spend the day hanging out at their special place at Godswood Garden. They lay underneath the big weirwood tree next to each other. The blonde tomboy dressed in a red and white striped shirt with black jeans and red converse sneakers while the brunette is wearing a white shirt with pink and blue stripes underneath a blue dress and pink low top converse sneakers.

Rhaenyra is lying on the grass on way, while Alicent is lying the opposite way, as her head is close to the brunette's. They're gazing up at the clear blue sky while guessing what the clouds look like.

"That cloud looks like a dragon", Rhaenyra says out loud

"Nyra! You're jesting", Alicent says with a giggle as Rhaenyra laughs as well

"I'm not!", Rhaenyra protests but couldn't keep a straight face before giving into a fit of giggles once more as Alicent laughs as well

"What about that one? What does that look like to you?", Rhaenyra asked pointing up at a particular cloud

Alicent stares up curiously at the strange looking cloud as her eyebrows furrow.

"I think...that looks like...a puppy?", she says like a question

Rhaenyra snorted in amusement. "Now whose jesting"

Alicent playfully rolled her eyes before smiling "I'm not. Besides it's hard to see upside down. In case you've forgotten, my vision is different from yours from this view"

"I haven't forgotten. Okay, you got a point there" Rhaenyra says as Alicent playfully sticks her tongue out at her sideways

Rhaenyra laughs before ripping a small sunflower from the grass and carefully placed it in Alicent's brown hair.

"For you, my lady", Rhaenyra says with a wide grin

Alicent looking at Rhaenyra from upside down, giggles as she touched the sunflower in her hair.

"Why thank you, kind Ser", Alicent smiled brightly as they share a laugh

Alicent giggles with her eyes closed when Rhaenyra pecked her nose. They continued lying on the grass as Rhaenyra reaches out to hold Alicent's hand and softly caressed it. She holds her hand up to observe it as she lightly traces over the red cuts on her fingers.

"Does it hurt?", Rhaenyra asked in a gentle, caring tone

"A little. Sometimes.", Alicent whispers

"I know you've told me why you do it but... I don't like when you hurt yourself, Ali", the blonde whispers

"I know. It's an unhealthy habit. I-I wish I didn't but...it helps when you hold my hand", Alicent admits bashfully

Rhaenyra lightly trace the cuts in a gentle manner, before doing something she's never done before. She tenderly kisses her fingers as Alicent gasped.

"So, you'll feel better", Rhaenyra says in an innocent tone not thinking anything of it

Alicent looks at Rhaenyra from upside down, as the blonde tomboy gazes back at her. The brunette's cheeks redden a little.

"If you ever feel anxious, you know you can come to me about anything, right?", Rhaenyra says as Alicent nodded

"No matter what, I'm here for you", Rhaenyra says sincerely

"Thank you, Nyra", Alicent smiles softly

"What are friends for?", Rhaenyra says with a smile before holding her pinky out "So, pinky promise? We'll tell each other whatever that's bothering us?"

Alicent smiles back before linking her pinky finger with Rhaenyra's. "Pinky promise"

"Good", Rhaenyra says as they share a smile at one another

They go back to staring up at the clouds while still holding hands.

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*One Year Later*

It's the day of Rhaenyra's tenth birthday as her family and friends gather outside at the Targaryen mansion. The blonde Targaryen girl is dressed up in a red, white and black sleeveless plaid hoodie with a white shirt underneath, blue jeans and red, white and black Nike sneakers.

The birthday girl is surrounded by her loved ones, including her cousins Laena and Laenor, who she is really close with, especially the former. Alicent has always became close with the Velaryon siblings over the past two years since Rhaenyra first introduced them to her. The four kids always hang out together at school or outside of school.

"To the birthday girl from your favorite uncle", Daemon says with a grin giving Rhaenyra her gift

"My only uncle, well from our side of the family anyway", Rhaenyra says with an amused grin

"Thank you, uncle Daemon", she says hugging him

"You're welcome", Daemon smiled before pulling away

As the day went on, Rhaenyra enjoyed playing with Alicent, Laena and Laenor outside on the swings. They also played games including "Dungeons and Dragons". The birthday girl is having a good time with her friends and family, while also playing with her pet lizard, Syrax, as Alicent, Laena and Laenor watch.

"Hey, Ali. Would you like to pet her?", Rhaenyra asked as always does

"Oh, no, thank you", Alicent politely turns down her offer as usual

"That's what you always say", Rhaenyra playfully rolled her eyes but didn't took any offense as she laughs

"I'll pet her", Laena says with wide-eyed excitement

Rhaenyra smiles as Laena pets Syrax as Alicent and Laenor watched. Syrax relaxes under Laena's touch.

"She likes you", Rhaenyra says with a beaming smile

For some reason, Alicent feels a bit envious but she doesn't know why. Although she has always turned down to pet Syrax as reptiles always freaked her out, there's a part of her that's been curious. And she's used to Rhaenyra always asking her to pet Syrax. In a sense, it warms her heart that Rhaenyra trusts her around her lizard, as she usually doesn't around anyone else unless it's her family. But when she sees Laena petting Syrax with no problem and the lizard likes her, she can't help but feel a little green with envy.

"Stop being foolish, Alicent", she scolds herself internally

"I want to pet her now", Laenor says with excitement

"Yeah, go ahead", Rhaenyra says with a smile

Laenor starts to pet Syrax who sticks her tongue out. He laughs as they all joined in.

"That tickles", Laenor says with a chuckle as Syrax's tongue tickles his hand

After he finish petting Syrax, Viserys calls out the kids.

"Rhaenyra! Time for the cake!"

Rhaenyra immediately rushed over to her father with her friends following behind her.

"Why don't you put Syrax back in her tank? After you wash your hands, come back outside", Viserys says to his daughter with a smile

"Okay, father", she says

Rhaenyra, Alicent, Laena and Laenor quickly went inside. Rhaenyra puts away Syrax in her tank before she and the others wash their hands. After they finish, they came back outside.

The birthday girl stands in front of the ice cream cake which had ten candles on it. Her family and friends stand by as they began singing "Happy Birthday" to her. After they finished, Aemma spoke.

"Make a wish, Rhaenyra", she says with a smile

Rhaenyra closed her eyes and made a silent wish before opening her eyes again as she blew out the candles. Everyone claps as the birthday girls beams happily.

When the chef cuts the ice cream cake, she passes the first piece to the birthday girl, who eagerly began eating hungrily. Then she quickly drank her chocolate milk.

"Rhaenyra. Slow down before you get a brain freeze", her mother scolded

"Oh, please. I'm a dragon. I don't get a brain freeze", Rhaenyra says puffing her chest out as everyone laughs except Otto Hightower who remains as serious as ever

"Ahh, my niece born in the year of the dragon. You heard that right. She is a fiery one indeed", Daemon says proudly in a humorous tone as Rhaenyra laughs

As everyone enjoys the party, eventually the day has come to an end, as Rhaenyra and Alicent are hanging out in the treehouse in the big backyard. Rhaenyra decides to finally open Alicent's gift last. When she opened it, she looks up in surprise.

"I know you're not much of a book reader as I am. But I know you enjoy reading fantasy books, so I thought this one you might like", Alicent says somewhat bashfully

Rhaenyra looks amazed as she looks at the cover of the fantasy book, which has a dragon on it.

"And I know how much you love dragons. It's a story based in medieval time period and it has adventure, fantasy and drama. It has dragons in it and knights and fair maidens and all", Alicent rambled adorably as Rhaenyra listens with a wide grin

"I-I hope you like it", Alicent stutters out nervously

"I don't", Rhaenyra says as Alicent lowers her gaze "I love it"

Alicent looks at her friend again "Y-You do? Really?"

"I do. This is the most thoughtful gift I've ever received. Thank you, Ali", Rhaenyra whispers with a soft smile

Alicent smiles back genuinely. "You're welcome", she whispers back

Rhaenyra hugs Alicent as the brunette returns it happily. After pulling away, Alicent tucked a strand of her brown locks behind her ear.

"So, what did you wish for?", she asked curiously

"I can't tell you. Otherwise it won't come true", Rhaenyra says

"Aww come on. Please?", Alicent pouts adorably as Rhaenyra groans

"Ugh, no fair. You know I can't say no to you when you do that", Rhaenyra says pouting as well

Alicent continues pouting before Rhaenyra finally gives in.

"Aww okay", Rhaenyra says as Alicent smiles widely

"I... I wish to fly with you someday and see the great wonders across the Narrow Sea and eat only cake", Rhaenyra admits in a rare, shy tone while blushing

Alicent looks surprised before speaking. "You mean out of everything you could ever wish for...but why me?", she asked curiously

"Because you're my favorite person, Ali. You're my best friend in the whole world", Rhaenyra answered sincerely as Alicent felt touched by her words

"I want us to travel together and see the world. When we're older. There's loads to do and see. And I want to share it with you", Rhaenyra says honestly

Alicent smiles fondly as her heart swelled. "I would like that very much, Nyra"

Rhaenyra beams happily as she smiles widely, while Alicent smiles back. They continue hanging out inside Rhaenyra's treehouse as they gaze at the stars in the night sky.

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*One Year Later*

It is now the final year in elementary school, as 11 year old, Rhaenyra Targaryen spends her final year with her friends, Alicent Hightower, and her cousins, Laena and Laenor Velaryon. The four kids are in their 6th grade classroom as their teacher carries on with his lesson.

Most students aren't paying attention except Alicent, who remains hardworking as ever as she focuses on her studies and is willing to learn. Rhaenyra looks bored as she props her hand on her head while her elbow is on her desk. Luckily, Alicent helps her focus on their work throughout the year, or else she would've flunked and wouldn't be able to graduate.

It's the end of May as the prom is next month, as well as graduation. Many of their classmates as well as students in the other 6th grade classes have talked about prom. Rhaenyra couldn't help but notice that the boys in her class are interested in Alicent and Laena, who both have received invitations. She has received a few herself, although most boys are intimidated by her and too afraid to ask her out.

Not that she cares as she could care less if a boy asked her out. She doesn't see what the big deal is anyway. Although the other girls in her class are excited over going to prom and have expressed interest in going out with Billy, who is the most popular boy in their 6th grade aside from her cousin, Laenor, who has many girls interested in him as well. But from what she can tell, her cousin looks even less interested in going to prom.

"Now that I think about it. Laenor hasn't so much as looked at any of these girls who are smitten with him", Rhaenyra thought as she observed her cousin

Rhaenyra then noticed boys passing notes to girls in the classroom while the teacher remains as oblivious as well. She rolled her eyes while inwardly smirking.

However, her amusement is gone when she sees Billy pass a note to Alicent from behind. The brunette girl opens the note curiously as the blonde-haired boy waits for a response. Alicent reads his note and blushes slightly yet feels awkward about how to respond back.

Rhaenyra looks at Alicent as she wonders her response will be. She imagines Billy has asked Alicent out and she hopes she'll turn him down. She can't suppress this feeling she has about Billy, who on the outside is cute. Yet he seems to be...well she can't think of anything bad about him. She's not sure why the thought of Billy asking her best friend out bothers her.

Rhaenyra sees Alicent writing him back and passing him the note. She looks at his response and immediately knows the answer as he smiles happily. The blonde tomboy looks at Alicent who lowers her gaze as she focuses on her work.

After class is over and it's time for lunch, Rhaenyra sits at their usual table waiting for Alicent, Laena and Laenor. She is deep in thought. She sees Alicent first holding a tray with her lunch and immediately waves to her with a smile, as the brunette smiles back.

Alicent walks to their table and sat down next to Rhaenyra. The brunette has a ham and cheese sandwich, vegetables, an apple and an apple juice in a carton. The blonde has a cheeseburger with fries and chocolate milk. She also has a cold yet soft peanut butter and jelly cracker sandwich which is in a blue and silver wrapping paper. Alicent looks at Rhaenyra who eats her food like she hasn't ate in months. She is used to the Targaryen girl's unhealthy eating habits.

"What?", Rhaenyra asked innocently as ketchup is on her chin

Alicent holds in her laughter and points. "You have... ketchup on your chin"

Rhaenyra's eyes widen before she shrugs as she goes back to eating. Alicent made a face.

"Rhaenyra. Chew your food slowly", she scolds as Rhaenyra playfully rolled her eyes

"Okay, mom", Rhaenyra jokes as Alicent rolls her eyes this time

Laena and Laenor joins them at the table as they sat across from Rhaenyra and Alicent. Laena begins speaking while holding her peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

"So, are y'all going to prom next month?", she asked curiously

At that, Alicent's cheeks redden slightly as she distracts from the conversation eating her sandwich. Rhaenyra looks annoyed at the topic before answering.

"Honestly, I don't know. I could care less about prom or who ask me out", Rhaenyra answered

"I don't blame you. To be honest I'm not sure either. I rather hang out with you guys and play Dungeons and Dragons than go to prom with a boy", Laena says honestly as Rhaenyra high fives her

"I'm not interested either to be honest", Laenor says shrugging as he lowers his gaze as the topic makes him uncomfortable

Laena looks at he brother and senses his unease and decides to shift the focus to Alicent.

"What about you, Alicent?"

"Um, well, I've been asked out", Alicent answers in a shy tone

"Oh. Well, that's cool. Was it Billy? I couldn't help but notice him passing you a note during class", Laena responds

"Um, yeah", Alicent admits audibly still not looking up as she plays with vegetables with the fork

"He's cute", Laena admits before shrugging "I didn't know you like him"

"I-I don't. I mean, he's nice and cute I guess. He's popular and rich", Alicent answered feeling a bit unease

"Well, then why did you accepted his invitation to prom if you don't like him that way?", Laena asked curiously

Rhaenyra whose been surprisingly quiet throughout the conversation looks between Alicent and Laena while listening. She looks down at her tray of food before stuffing a fry on her mouth.

"I-I don't know", Alicent shrugs "I guess because it seemed logical. Prom being a big deal and all. Billy being the most popular boy in school aside from Laenor"

Laenor looks at Alicent and smiles bashfully as he listens to her explanation.

"And well, many girls would dream of being asked out by the most popular boy in school", Alicent continues

"But you're not one of them?", Laena asked knowingly

"I-I guess not. He's cute I guess and he's nice. But I guess I said yes because...well...what girl wouldn't say yes?", Alicent says before shrugging

"You should just be honest. If you don't like him that way, then you shouldn't force yourself to. It's okay to say no", Laenor says honestly as he could relate as many girls are interested in him yet he's not

"Yeah, Laenor is right. If you don't like Billy that way or even want to go prom at all, then you should be honest", Rhaenyra says finally speaking up

"I agree", Laena chimed in

Alicent looks at her friends before smiling in relief "Thanks you guys"

"What are friends for?", Laena says with a smile as Alicent smiled back

The four friends go back to eating as Rhaenyra shared her peanut butter and jelly cracker sandwich with Alicent. Laena and Laenor look on in surprise as Rhaenyra doesn't share her food or dessert with anyone. But it seems Alicent is a rare exception.

"Thank you, Nyra", Alicent smiles sweetly at her

Rhaenyra simply shrugged before smiling widely.

Later during the day as school ended, Billy runs up to Alicent outside out of breath.

"Alicent- hi, um, I just want to say I'm glad you're going with me to prom", he says somewhat bashfully as his cheeks redden

Alicent looks at him before lowering her gaze as she nervously picks at her cuticles as anxiety takes over. Rhaenyra watches from afar as she stands by her bike.

"I really like you", Billy admits with a smile

Alicent looks up at him as she begins tearing at her skin, as it begins to bleed.

"Billy, I-I I'm...", she trails off uncertainly looking away from him

"What's wrong?", he asked in concern

"I-I think you're nice and sweet...", she trails off again

Billy's smile widened at that and before she can get a word in, he speaks up as he grabs her hands in his.

"And I think you're really pretty. And smart and kind. I've had a crush on you since...well, for a long time", he admits as he blushed

Alicent gets really nervous.

"That's sweet of you to say but --"

"And now that you agreed to go out with me, that makes us boyfriend and girlfriend", he says cutting her off

"W-What?", she asked shocked as her eyes widen

"Yes. And I can only think of one way to seal the deal", he says completely oblivious to her anxious feelings and thoughts

When he closed his eyes as he slowly leans in with his lips puckered, Alicent looks moments away from panicking. She remains frozen. Rhaenyra immediately rushed in to her rescue as she pulls her behind her. The blonde tomboy pushed the smitten boy away with her hand. Billy opened his eyes in surprise and confusion.

"Hey!", he looks upset

Rhaenyra stares him down. "Hate to break it to you, but Alicent already has plans on prom night"

Billy looks confused as he turns to look at Alicent who anxiously dug her nails into her cuticles. Rhaenyra sensed it and holds her hand in hers. Billy sees Rhaenyra holding Alicent's hand and looks between them two, wondering what's going on.

"I'm confused", he says

"Geez, do I need to draw you a picture? She's hanging out with me", Rhaenyra says

"You mean...you two are going to prom together?!", he asked in shock "But that's --"

"No, we're not. And if you finish that sentence the way I think you are, I'll introduce you to my knuckle sandwich", Rhaenyra says balling her fist and raised it making her point

Billy gets nervous as he backs away from her. "I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to --"

"I'm sorry, Billy. I know I should've been honest. I mean I like you. But not in that way. I just didn't know how to say it", Alicent apologized

"It's okay. I mean, it sucks. I really like you. But I understand", he replied somewhat hurt

Alicent feels bad but doesn't know what else to say.

"Could we at least be friends?", he asked

At this, she smiled genuinely. "Yeah. I would like that", she says holding her hand out

Billy looks at it and grabbed her hand as he shook it. They share a smile before letting go. They waved each other goodbye.

"I guess that went well", Rhaenyra says

"Thank you, Nyra"

"It's no problem. I will always stand up for you no matter what", Rhaenyra says sincerely

"My knight in shining armor", Alicent smiles fondly

Rhaenyra smiled back and kissed her hand. "Only for you, my lady", she says part jokingly, part affectionately

Alicent giggled as Rhaenyra grins brightly. They got on their bikes as they ride off together heading home.

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One month later, the girls have graduated from 6th grade as they make plans for junior high. They are currently sitting on the grass at Godswood Garden underneath the weirwood tree. Both are thinking of the unknown. About life, about adolescence, about the future in general.

"Do you think what our future will be like? If we meet new friends at junior high. Or perhaps meet someone special someday?", Alicent asks audibly

"You mean like dating?", Rhaenyra asked for using on the last question

Alicent nodded as she looks at Rhaenyra.

"I mean...I guess. I don't know. What about you?"

"I guess. My father wants me to marry a handsome, rich boy when I'm older. But I don't know", Alicent answers lowering her gaze

"Well, what do you want?", Rhaenyra asked "Do you want to marry a handsome, rich boy? What are your hopes and dreams?"

Alicent looks at her friend with a look of surprise. She's never thought about what she wants, let alone anyone asking her about her hopes and dreams. The only person whose ever been supportive of her aside from Rhaenyra is her mom.

"I... I guess I never really thought about it, you know? I-I don't know if I want to marry a boy my father would try to match me with", she admits

"Maybe someday I want to meet that special someone when I'm older. Maybe fall in love... except I don't know what that means. I've never been in love before", Alicent says honestly

Rhaenyra looks at Alicent as she listens.

"Besides, I'm only eleven years old. I never even had my first kiss yet. As for my hopes and dreams... I think I could see myself being a writer perhaps", the brunette says audibly biting her lower lip

"A writer?", Rhaenyra says with a smile as Alicent nodded bashfully "I could see it. You love reading. You're very intelligent and you love poetry and literature"

Alicent smiled. "You really think so?"

"I know so. You can be whomever you want to be. Never let anyone tell you otherwise", Rhaenyra says encouragingly

Alicent smiled before ducking her head bashfully. "You're a true friend, Rhaenyra", she says holding her gaze again

"And the same goes to you. You are very smart no matter what others think. And you're brave and strong. I want you to follow your hopes and dreams", Alicent says genuinely as Rhaenyra stares at her in awe

"I know that someday you're going to change the world. Make a difference. And someday, you're going to meet someone. And that person will be the luckiest. Because they have you", the brunette says with heartfelt sincerity

Rhaenyra felt her breath stolen as she gazes back at Alicent under the moonlight. Her heart swells over her words.

"Thank you, Ali. And I know that someday you'll meet that special someone as well. And that person will be the luckiest person in the entire world. The entire galaxy. Because they have you", Rhaenyra whispers as Alicent smiles fondly

"Thank you, Nyra", she whispers

Rhaenyra sees Alicent shivering slightly as she takes off her red varsity jacket and silently wraps it around Alicent's shoulders to keep her warm. Alicent smiles softly in gratitude as Rhaenyra smiles back. They go back to gazing up at the stars in comfortable silence until Rhaenyra breaks it.

"You know... I've never kissed anyone either", Rhaenyra whispers audibly

Alicent looks at her giving Rhaenyra her undivided attention.

"I mean... I've thought about it I guess. But I've never wanted to kiss anyone. I wouldn't know what it's like", the blonde tomboy admitted with a shrug

"Me neither. I know girls in our class talked about it. Kissing a boy at prom but... I've never thought about it", Alicent chimed in

"Yeah...", Rhaenyra trails off

The two girls are silent for a while lost in thought. Eventually, Rhaenyra breaks the silence.

"Maybe we should try it", Rhaenyra suggested

Alicent's eyes widen. "You mean kiss? Each other?" she asked as Rhaenyra nodded

"Yeah, I mean. Just to see what it's like. I mean only if you're okay with it", Rhaenyra says somewhat bashfully

"But would that complicate things? I mean we're best friends and not to mention...well, you know...", Alicent trails off as she gets flustered

"You mean because I'm a girl", Rhaenyra says knowingly as Alicent nodded turning crimson red

"Yeah, I know", the blonde tomboy says like it's no big deal

Alicent looks surprised as Rhaenyra doesn't seem bothered by it. As for her, she's been taught at a young age since she was six that romantic and sexual relationships between the same sex is considered a sin.

Since her family goes to church every Sunday, her father is very strict in his beliefs and religious upbringing. Her mother is a believer of the Seven as well, but not as strict in her beliefs as her father. She's more close with her mother who gives her love and affection. She thinks maybe her mom might be more accepting but she doesn't know.

"I don't want to make you uncomfortable or do anything you don't want to do", Rhaenyra says holding her hand

"No matter what, it won't change anything. We'll always be the best of friends. I promise", she continues sincerely as Alicent's heart swells

"I believe you. And I trust you", Alicent whispers

Rhaenyra smiles softly as Alicent returns it.

"You're my favorite person, Nyra. My best friend. And I-I would like you to be my first kiss", she whispers audibly

"Are you sure?", Rhaenyra asked for consent

"I'm sure. I trust you more than anyone else", the brunette says honestly

"Ditto", Rhaenyra whispers as they share a smile before it faded as they locked gazes

Rhaenyra gazes into Alicent's warm, brown eyes before lowering her blue ones onto her lips, which looked soft. She wonders if it feels as soft as it looks. She locked eyes with Alicent's once more, as their hearts are beating fast.

Rhaenyra is the first to lean in slowly as Alicent does the same. They share a tender, innocent kiss underneath the tree, as time stood still. After a long moment, they pull away slowly. They look into each other's eyes and share a bashful smile before hugging each other close.

By the end of the night, they decided to carve their initials inside a heart on the weirwood tree. Rhaenyra once told her a story three years ago after they first became friends about how many people throughout the years have carved their names or initials on the tree as a symbol of love and affection.

"I thought this would be a symbol of our love and friendship. That way we can look back on this years from now as a reminder that we'll always be together", Rhaenyra says with a smile

"Friends forever", Alicent says with a smile of her own

"Friends forever", Rhaenyra replied as well in agreement

Rhaenyra takes out her pocket knife as Alicent gets nervous.

"My uncle Daemon gave it to me as a gift. Just don't tell anyone", Rhaenyra says as Alicent nodded silently before swallowing

Rhaenyra begins to carve a heart on the tree. Then she carved an A + R and then she writes forever underneath their initials inside the heart. After finishing, Rhaenyra and Alicent stare at it before smiling. This will always be their special place and a beautiful reminder of their bond. It's forever.

"It's getting late. We should head back home", Alicent says

"Yeah. Luckily, you're sleeping over at my mansion again", Rhaenyra says with a wide grin as Alicent smiled back

They grab their bikes which are lying on the grass. Once they leave the Godswood Garden, they began riding their bikes down the street heading home which fortunately is nearby.

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*Three Years Later*

It is now freshman year as 14 year old, Rhaenyra Targaryen is starting her first day at King's Landing High School. To say, she is nervous yet excited is an understatement. This is a new chapter in her life for many reasons.

Her parents are having a baby soon. After her mother had a miscarriage before a few years ago as she and her father grieved over the loss, they decided to try again when Aemma felt ready. It turns out they're having a boy.

As for her friendship with Alicent, it has only grown deeper over the last three years. However, if she is honest, she began to notice Alicent differently. Her friend has grown to be even more beautiful over the years. She's gotten to be taller than her. One thing hasn't changed is that Alicent is still as feminine as ever. A "girly girl" she would say while she is more of a tomboy.

Alicent has gotten attention from guys as usual during their junior high years and she imagines that won't change now that they're starting high school. She hasn't seen her best friend since graduating junior high as they both went away on summer vacation. She traveled to Driftmark to visit her cousins while Alicent went back to her childhood home in Oldtown. Now that they're back, she is excited to see her again.

As Rhaenyra rode her bike to school, she gazes at the teenagers standing outside walking while others are laughing with their friends. She parked her bike and then locked it with a chain next to the other bikes. She could've taken the school bus but she decided not to.

As the blonde tomboy carrying her bookbag on her back gazes at the beautiful girls outside while walking by, her heart speeds up a little seeing them stare back at her. One of them has red hair with green eyes, the other is a brunette with tanned complexion and hazel eyes and the third girl has long, blonde hair and blue eyes like her. She sees the red head eyeing her up and down as if checking her out. Rhaenyra simply grins at her but kept walking.

Since becoming a teenager, she realized changes about herself. She realized she's taken a fancy to beautiful girls. She finds some guys cute, attractive even. But nothing compared to raging hormones she experiences when in the presence of girls. It has only become more obvious and harder, pun intended, with having a cock.

Of course, no one knows about her secret except her family and her friend, Alicent, whom she shared her secret with at the age of 9. There's only been few females in the Targaryen family who were known to have a cock. Visenya and Rhaena, both women who were way before her time. She's the third and only other female in their family to have a cock, which is rare.

Now as she walks into the hallways of King's Landing High School, she looks at the paper to see what classes she has. The first class being English 1. While distracted she accidentally bumps into someone.

"Whoa, I'm so --", Rhaenyra stops short when she realized she bumped into her cousin, Laena

"Oh my God. Laena!", she yells happily as she hugs her

"Rhaenyra! Funny, bumping into you. I'm so happy to see you", she smiles before pulling away

"So good to see you too", Rhaenyra grins widely "where's Laenor?", she asked looking around

"He went to the restroom. But afterwards we're heading to our first class. What do you have?", Laena asked as she checks her cousin's list

"I have English 1 as my first class", the blonde answers

"Really? Awesome. We have the same class for first period", she smiled in excitement

"Really? Thank God. Now I won't be surrounded by total strangers", Rhaenyra sighs in relief

"Hey, Rhaenyra", a familiar voice greeted her as she sees Laenor approaching

"Laenor! Hey, it's so good to see you", Rhaenyra smiled as she hugged her cousin

Laenor happily returns it affectionately before releasing her.

"I'm glad that you visited us for summer vacation. We missed you", he says

"Ditto. Luckily, we're going to the same school again. Laena and I are actually heading to our first class together", she explains

"Great. By the way, have you seen Alicent yet? It's been a long time since Laena and I have seen her", he asked

"No, I haven't yet. I haven't seen Ali since after we graduated and we went away for summer vacation", Rhaenyra answers as her heart unexpectedly skips a beat at the mention of their friend

Then a moment later, Laena looks behind Rhaenyra as a smile formed on her face.

"Well, speaking of which, look who finally arrived at school", Laena says

Both Rhaenyra and Laenor turned in the direction where Laena is looking as they see Alicent entering the school. The brunette is wearing a cute light purple tank top with a blue denim skirt and light purple low top converse sneakers. Her brown hair is long and wavy. She's carrying a book bag on her back.

Rhaenyra felt her breath stolen for a moment and time stop seeing Alicent again, whose gotten to be more beautiful than last time she saw her. If she is honest, she thinks she began to like her after they shared their first kiss at Godswood Garden, which they haven't talked about. It was a sweet and innocent moment they shared that Rhaenyra thinks on fondly.

Rhaenyra wasn't sure what her feelings for Alicent meant back then but as she got older, she began to realize her feelings run deeper than friendship. She realized it during the 8th grade back in junior high and those feelings grew after graduation as the blonde found herself missing Alicent during summer vacation.

Now as she sees Alicent, her heart races as the brunette noticed her and their friends as Alicent smiles brightly at her. Rhaenyra returns it as she found herself approaching her best friend in the middle of the hallway. The blond tomboy rushes up to the brunette and lifts Alicent up and spun her around in her arms. Alicent squeals before laughing happily as Rhaenyra laughs in return. After putting her down, they pull away as they smile at one another.

"Aren't you a sight for sore eyes? It's so good to see you. You...you look great", Rhaenyra says with a grin

Alicent blushes slightly as she smiled back. "Thank you. And so do you. I've missed you dearly"

Rhaenyra blushes in return as Alicent looks at her outfit before gazing at her fondly. The Targaryen girl is wearing a black fitted shirt with a sleeveless grey denim jacket, black jeans and grey converse sneakers.

"You're welcome. And thanks. I've missed you, too", Rhaenyra says with a smile as she continues to gaze at Alicent

The two girls almost forget they're in the middle of the school hallway until Laena clears her throat. Alicent notices Laena who waves to her amusingly with a smile.

"Hi, sorry to break up the happy reunion, but we don't want to be late to class on our first day of school", Laena says

"God, I almost forgot. And Laena, it's so good to see you and Laenor again. It's been so long", Alicent hugs her friend who returns it

"Likewise", Laena responds back with a smile

After pulling away, Alicent hugs Laenor next as they share a laugh when the teenage boy playfully lifts her off the ground. As soon as he puts her back down, the first bell rings.

"Fuck, we got to get to class", Rhaenyra says

"Yeah, what a way to make a first impression", Laenor chimed in

With that, the four friends head to their first class together.

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During the day, it is time for lunch as Rhaenyra, Alicent, Laena and Laenor are on line as the cafeteria lady serves them. After they finish getting their lunch, they look around the cafeteria as it's crowded with teenagers.

"Maybe we should go outside. There are tables out there and I see some students eating their lunch", Laena suggested

"Yeah and not to mention it's really nice outside today. I rather eat outside than in this stuffy cafeteria", Rhaenyra replied

The four teenagers walk outside as they see other ninth graders sitting at tables eating their lunch while others are chatting within cliques. As the four friends found an empty table, they walked to it and sat down.

Alicent sits next to Rhaenyra while Laena and Laenor sat across from them. They placed their trays on the table. Rhaenyra immediately eats her lunch as she has a Philly cheese steak with french fries, a bag of chips and soda, the last item which she bought using her money.

Alicent has a turkey and white cheese on a roll with lettuce, tomato and mayonnaise. She also has kettle chips, an apple and a bottle of water.

Laena is eating ham and cheese on a roll with lettuce, tomato and mayonnaise. She has cherry jello and a bottle of water. While her brother, Laenor has a similar lunch as Rhaenyra.

As they eat in silence, Alicent observes the different cliques outside. One group looks to be preppy and rich. Another group are gothic wearing black clothes and dark eyeliner and long or spiky hair with red or purple streaks. And another group are the book smart nerds, which she finds cool seeing four friends playing chess.

Then they hear loud, obnoxious laughter as Rhaenyra, Alicent, Laena and Laenor look up and see popular teenage guys who look to be sophomore wearing varsity jackets. Clearly jocks. On the back of the red varsity jackets says "King's Landing High School Knights". Rhaenyra looks curious as she recognizes the team name and logo. They play for the football team.

"Yo, man, I just saw the hottest girls today in history class", one jock with short spiky brown hair said to his teammates

"Yeah? Well, I saw one in my math class. She looks to be the book smart and quiet type. Just the way I like them", another jock with long dark hair and blue eyes says with a laugh

The four jocks sat at a table as they continue their conversation while placing their trays down.

"I bet she's a virgin. You know my last girlfriend is one but sadly she wouldn't give it up", the third jock with short dark blonde hair with side bangs chimed in

"And you found another girl to score with", the fourth jock with red hair says with a laugh as he high fives his teammate

"Hey, what can I say? The chicks love me", the blonde teenage jock laughs as the rest of friends joined in

"Ugh, what a creep", Laena says with disgust

"All of them all. Such fucking cunts", Rhaenyra says boldly and unapologetically

Usually Alicent would gasp or scold Rhaenyra over such language but she doesn't have it in her to respond as she agrees with her friend. Hearing those jocks talk about girls in such vile language repulses her.

"Sadly, there are guys who have no respect for girls and women in general", Laenor chimed in with a look of anger and disgust

Although Laenor has long come to realize he's gay and came to terms with his sexuality in junior high but hasn't fully come out yet for personal reasons, he has respect for females and knows he would never treat them horribly. He was taught at a young age by his mother to treat females with respect. And he values friendship above all. He's thankful for his friendship with his sister, Laena, his cousin, Rhaenyra and Alicent.

"Sadly, you're right. And there are not too many guys like you, Laenor. You're kind, charming and fun to be around. You have respect for girls", Alicent says honestly to her friend who smiles softly

"Well, my mother taught me to treat females with respect at a young age", he responds

"Yeah, our mother is great. She taught us so much. And our father maybe a bit strict and serious but he's always been there for us. He's taught us a lot as well to be independent, respectful and strong", Laena chimed in

"I know what you mean. My mother has always been there for me and supportive. But my father... he's a complicated man", Alicent speaks up as her friends listen

"I love him but...he can be very strict and doesn't understand the language of girls", Alicent says audibly with a frown

The silence becomes awkward somewhat until Rhaenyra reaches over to hold Alicent's hand and softly caressed it. Alicent looks at Rhaenyra who smiles gently with reassurance and affection as the brunette smiles back softly, feeling a calmness wash over her.

When they all go back to eating this time in comfortable silence, it's ruined a few moments later when one of the jocks come over to their table. They look up and see the guy with blonde hair smiling and looking at Alicent in a way that makes her uncomfortable.

"Hey, there. I couldn't help but notice you from my table. Are you new to this school?", he asked

"Um, yeah", she answered shyly before looking away from him

"I figured as much. I think I would know someone as beautiful as you if I've seen you around", he tries to turn on the charm

Laena rolls her eyes at the lame ass attempt of a pickup line. Laenor stares at the jock angrily as he's in protective mode over his friend. Alicent looks even more uncomfortable by the jock's blatant flirting.

"Um, thanks", Alicent says but doesn't mean as she goes back to eating

The jock looks surprised yet annoyed over this girl ignoring him. He continues hitting on her, hoping to get her attention.

"I mean, what girl turns me down?", he thought smirking inwardly

"Well, since you're new to this school, perhaps I can show you around?", he offered while trying to appear 'nice'

Alicent looks uncomfortable and definitely annoyed.

"No, thank you. I have my friends to help me out", she says silently patting herself on the back for not stuttering

When Alicent ignores him again, the jock looks rather insulted and becomes frustrated. He tries again to gain her attention, this time rudely cutting in between Alicent and Rhaenyra by placing his hand on the table.

Rhaenyra is feeling different emotions: amusement over this lame ass dude trying and failing to capture Alicent's attention, disgust over him refusing to take no for an answer and anger most of all for being disrespectful towards Alicent.

"Listen, what is your problem? I'm trying to be nice here but you're ignoring me. What's your deal?", he asked angrily

"My problem is I-I don't feel comfortable and you're refusing to take no for an answer. So, will you please leave me alone?", Alicent says part nervously, part frustration

"Geez, you're such an uptight bi --", he says angrily before getting cut off by Rhaenyra who stood up and pushed him away

"Hey! Watch your filthy mouth!", she says furiously getting protective as she glares up at him

By now, many teenagers witness the argument and are all ears. A security guard sees it and steps in before a fight breaks out.

"Hey. Break it up", he says pushing the jock away while Rhaenyra balls her fists and looks seconds away from pummeling the jock

"Yeah, yeah, whatever", the blonde jock says with annoyance

However, just when the guard walks away, the jock smirks before pushing Rhaenyra's buttons further.

"That's right. Sit back down like the coward you are", he says as his friends laugh

"Excuse me?", Rhaenyra says in a low, dangerous tone as she glares heatedly at him

"Rhaenyra, don't. He's not worth it", Alicent pleads as she stands up holding her friend back

Rhaenyra's expression softens somewhat seeing the vulnerability in Alicent's warm, caring brown eyes. The anger is still there but she tries to compose herself for Alicent's sake.

"Yeah, Rhaenyra. Fuck that douchebag. He's not worth getting detention over", Laena chimed in

"Hey, stay out of this!", the blonde jock yells at Laena

"Oh, no, you didn't!", Laena stands up angrily as Laenor holds her back who also looks seconds away from exploding

The jocks laugh at the table. The blonde jock whose the captain of the football team smirks seeing Rhaenyra riled up as Alicent holds her back.

"Aww, looks like your dyke girlfriend is upset. Hey, babe, call me when you want a real man", the blonde jock says disgustingly to Alicent before winking at her

At this, Rhaenyra snaps as she quickly grabs him by the arm and spun him back around before decking him in the face. A fight breaks out as teenagers yell and chant "Fight! Fight! Fight!".

The other jocks jumped in to help their friend out as Rhaenyra got hit in the face.

"Rhaenyra!", Alicent yells in worry as Laena also looks worried yet pissed off

Laenor jumps in to help his cousin as he decks one of the jocks who falls onto the ground. Rhaenyra gets into a fight with one of the other jocks who takes a swing at her. Although she's hurt, the rage outweighs everything else as she blocks his fist before punching him with an uppercut. She and Laenor fight the last two jocks the latter punches the one with long dark hair while Rhaenyra fights the blonde jock.

Rhaenyra gets hit in the face again but then blocks his second attempt before punching him. Her rage kicks in as she tackles him to the ground and continues punching him repeatedly. Three security guards come out to break up the fight as Rhaenyra is pulled off of the jock while two other guards intervene between Laenor and one of the jocks.

To say things get from bad to worse is an understatement as Rhaenyra and Laenor get detention on their first day along with the four jocks. After they were treated by the nurse, they were called into the principal's office, which led to detention for the rest of the day. And of course, their parents were called in after the principal told them what happened.

By the end of the day, Viserys and Aemma showed up to the school along with Corlys and Rhaenys. To say, Rhaenyra and Laenor's parents were upset, especially their fathers were an understatement.

"What the hell were you thinking?", Corlys questions his son angrily as soon as they got outside

"I'm sorry, father. But -"

"No buts. I thought I raised you better than that. You and your cousin get into a fight with the jocks on your first day of school!", he yells furiously

"You're lucky you and Rhaenyra didn't get suspended and got off on a warning. But you received detention on your first day", Rhaenys says in disappointment

"I know, mom. I'm sorry", Laenor apologizes lowering his gaze while Laena feels bad

"Mom. Dad. Laenor was just defending Rhaenyra, who stood up for Alicent. One of the jocks was harassing her and Rhaenyra defended her", Laena spoke out

"Is that true?", Rhaenys asked Alicent who nodded

"Yes. Rhaenyra and Laenor were just looking out for me. And also they were defending Laena. Rhaenyra got into a fight with the captain of the football team. The other jocks attacked Rhaenyra and that's when Laenor stepped in. A fight broke out", Alicent explained

"Well, it's understandable why you got upset and were looking after your friends. But it's still doesn't excuse your behavior, Rhaenyra", Aemma says with a look of disappointment

"I know, mom", Rhaenyra says looking away

"Is that all you have to say for yourself?", Viserys says upset with his daughter

"If you want me to apologize, I won't. I'm not going to apologize for standing up for Alicent and Laena", Rhaenyra says angrily

"I taught you better than this! To act responsibly and rationally. But you refuse to follow the rules. I have given you a pass many times before but not this time. You're grounded", Viserys says upset

"What?!", Rhaenyra yelled in disbelief and anger

"You heard me. For a month", he continues while Rhaenyra is stunned speechless "you will go to school and come back home"

"You can't be serious! Father --", Rhaenyra tries to reason with him until her mother spoke

"Rhaenyra. Just please, do as you're told. Think about your actions", Aemma says reasonably

Rhaenyra looks at her pregnant mother and realizes she's right. Her actions have consequences. She also doesn't want to cause her mother any stress, especially for the baby's sake.

"Okay", Rhaenyra whispers

Then another car pulled up as they all look and notice Otto and Alenna Hightower step out of the car. Alenna looks concerned as she hugs Alicent while Otto looks less than pleased and upset. Alicent sees her father's disapproving expression as he glares at Rhaenyra before turning his attention to her. She holds her mother closer to prevent from giving into her intense and unhealthy coping methods to deal with her anxiety.

"It's time to go home", Otto says leaving no room for further argument

Alicent lowers her gaze as she walks to her father's car. Her friends look at her sadly, especially Rhaenyra who feels her heart ache painfully. Alicent turns to look at Rhaenyra who stares back at her silently. The brunette looks away sadly as she enters the car and sat in the backseat.

While Otto speaks with Viserys briefly, Rhaenyra continues looking at Alicent wistfully, wishing to comfort her yet silently kicking herself for messing things up. Alicent turns to look at her friends again from the backseat. Laena and Laenor look on sadly while Rhaenyra does her best to hold back her emotions but inwardly her her heart is filled with sorrow and longing.

"I'll see you at work tomorrow. We'll discuss this another time", Otto says to Viserys who nods

As Otto walks to his car, Alenna hugs Aemma goodbye before heading to the car as well. As they got in the car, Rhaenyra watches helplessly as Alicent placed her hand against the window while staring back at her with sadness. As soon as Otto drives off, Rhaenyra feels her heart has been ripped from her chest.

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When the Hightowers arrive home, Alicent didn't get a chance to rush upstairs as Otto spoke up angrily.

"Alicent, you're not allowed to go over to Rhaenyra's for a month", he says

"W-What?", she stuttered out in shock

"She is a bad influence. You can see her in school but not after school. No sleepovers, no hanging out", Otto says putting his foot down

"B-But she's my best friend. S-She was just standing up for me", she says nervously while trying to defend her as she anxiously tears at her cuticles

Otto sees what she's doing and grabs her hands to stop her.

"Stop it. Why do you destroy yourself?", he questioned with disappointment and anger as she blink back tears

"Otto, stop it", Alenna says firmly "you're upsetting her"

Otto let's Alicent go as he turns to his wife.

"Our daughter needs to learn that actions have consequences. Rhaenyra is a terrible influence and she can't keep defending her", he says angrily

"Yes and she knows that. But you shouldn't punish our daughter for it. She did nothing wrong", Alenna responds upset

"Alicent, go to bed honey. We'll talk about this tomorrow", Alenna says in a soft, caring tone

Alicent silently nodded with tears before rushing upstairs. As she heads to her bedroom and closed the door, she hears her parents arguing loudly for the next couple of minutes. She silently cries as she tries to block it out.

She takes out her phone and is tempted to call Rhaenyra. At the last moment, she changes her mind. She puts her phone down. Alicent then looks at the picture frame and stares at the photo of her and Rhaenyra. It was taken last year when they were thirteen. Both holding each other close while smiling happily in the photo. Alicent gazes at it as tears fell.

Meanwhile, Rhaenyra is also in her bedroom gazing up at the night sky, thinking of Alicent. She misses her already and wishes to see her. Her heart aches painfully yet she holds onto the only positive side that she'll see her tomorrow along with Laena and Laenor at school. She then looks at the picture frame on her nightstand with the photo of her and Alicent taken from last year. She walks over and grabs the picture and stares at it longingly. She sighs deeply.

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The next day at school, Rhaenyra is at her locker putting a textbook away. She is distracted and lost in her thoughts until her familiar voice spoke up.

"Rhaenyra", Alicent says in a soft, caring tone

Rhaenyra turns to look at her as her heart skipped a beat. She closes her locker and locked it before turning to her friend once more.

"Alicent...how are you?"

"Alright but managing", Alicent whispers as Rhaenyra sees she's struggling

"Actually, I'm not okay. It's a long story but after we got home yesterday...well, you can imagine how my father reacted", the brunette says audibly

"Ali, I'm- I'm so sorry", Rhaenyra apologizes

"Don't be. It's okay", Alicent whispers

"No, it's not. It's my fault. I was so fucking angry and I couldn't control my temper. The way that jock disrespected you and Laena... I lost it. And because of me --"

"Because of you, that jerk won't bother me or Laena anymore. You and Laenor stood up for us. You're true friends. I can never fault you for that", Alicent says honestly

Rhaenyra looks at her as Alicent's expression is filled with concern noticing her bruised eye and a cut on her lower lip. Although Alicent imagines the captain of the football team look worse as Rhaenyra beat him up badly. When Alicent went to reach out to touch her face, the blonde tomboy pulls back slightly out of vulnerability, not wanting the brunette to see her like this.

"Does it hurt?", Alicent asked in gentle concern

"No. Just a little bruise and cut. Nothing I can't handle", Rhaenyra grins slightly to put up a front but then winced as she touched her lower lip

"Come on", Alicent grabs her hand as Rhaenyra has no choice but to follow her

As they went to the ladies room, Rhaenyra spoke.

"Ali, I'm fine really"

"Nyra, you're not. Please, let me help you"

Rhaenyra sighs before giving in. She could never say no to her. "Okay"

Alicent sighed in relief. Fortunately, they have a free period right now. Right now, she would be at the library studying and working on her assignment for history, but instead she wants to tend to Rhaenyra. She takes her bookbag off and unzips it as she takes out a small first aid kit.

"You brought a first aid kit with you to school?", she questions in surprise

"Yeah. I came prepared", Alicent answers with a light smile before turning serious

Alicent begins dabbing the cut on Rhaenyra's bottom lip with a wet small paper towel with water. The blonde winces slightly.

"Sorry", the brunette apologizes

When she finishes, she tends to the cut above her eyebrow which is still fresh. Alicent uses the alcohol pad and gently dabs the cut. Rhaenyra holds her breath as her heart races from the close proximity and the lavender scent from Alicent, which drives her crazy. She visibly swallows trying to compose her emotions.

Alicent cleans the cut and places a bandaid over it. She then places a cold block of ice from her plastic cup she got from the cafeteria a couple of minutes ago during her free period. The cup of filled up with other ice cubes as she places in her bookbag after placing the top back on.

When she covers the ice with a paper towel, she places it over Rhaenyra's bruised eye, as the blonde winces from the pain but also the coldness of the ice. Alicent apologized again.

"It's okay", Rhaenyra whispers with a soft smile "you make a fine nurse"

Alicent looks at her and blushes slightly. "You're jesting"

"I'm not. Not when it comes to you", Rhaenyra whispers seriously

Alicent gasped slightly as she looks at Rhaenyra, who stares back at her. The brunette feels conflicting emotions before ducking her head bashfully. She quickly represses those emotions as she's not sure what to make of it. She pulls away as Rhaenyra holds the ice against her eye.

"All finished", Alicent whispers shyly before putting the first aid kit back in her bookbag

"Thank you", Rhaenyra whispers

"Oh, it was nothing", the brunette waves it off

"No, I mean. Not just for this but for everything. For being a true friend", Rhaenyra says genuinely

Alicent's expression softens. "Well, it goes both ways. You've always been there for me as well"

They shared a smile at one another. Alicent then turned serious.

"What's wrong?", Rhaenyra asks in concern

"Oh, it's nothing"

"Ali, it's not nothing. You know you can talk to me about anything, right?"

Alicent nods silently as Rhaenyra reaches out to hold her hand and softly caressed it.

"Remember our pinkie promise years ago? We promised we would always tell each other anything whenever something is bothering us", the blonde brought up as Alicent smiled in remembrance

"I remember. And you're right. It's... it's my father. He was upset last night and doesn't want me hanging out with you for a while outside of school", Alicent admits audibly

Rhaenyra holds her gaze but inwardly feels her heart ache over the thought of not seeing Alicent outside of school for a while. She also feels anger toward Alicent's father. Her uncle Daemon has never liked him and she can see why. She also doesn't like that he puts so much pressure on Alicent to the point that her friend internalizes her anxiety in an unhealthy way.

"My parents got into a huge argument and I-I wanted to call you but...", Alicent trails off as she looks away painfully

Rhaenyra couldn't hold back anymore as she took Alicent in her arms. The brunette holds her tightly in return as she feels the tears forming in her eyes.

"It's going to be okay. I'm here now", Rhaenyra whispers

Alicent sighs as she releases the breath she's holding, as Rhaenyra consoles her.

"No matter what, I'll always be here for you", the blonde whispers reassuringly

"You promise?", Alicent whispers in the crook of her neck

"I promise", Rhaenyra says sincerely

The heartfelt moment is broken when two teenage girls enter the restroom. Alicent quickly pulls away and wipes away her tears, as her cheeks redden. Rhaenyra looks disappointed by the interruption but figures someone would eventually come into the ladies room.

The two girls stare at Rhaenyra and Alicent wondering what they walked in on. Alicent grabbed her book bag and quickly rushed out as Rhaenyra chased after her.

"Ali"

Alicent stops and turns back around.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah. Or actually, I will be. Thank you", Alicent spoke sincerely as Rhaenyra nodded

The bell rings soon after.

"I got to go. See you around?", the brunette says hopefully

"Yeah. See you around", Rhaenyra answers as they share a smile

Rhaenyra watches Alicent walk away heading to her next class, before the blonde heads off to hers in a separate direction.

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*One Month Later*

Aemma finally gave birth to a healthy baby boy as the Targaryen family celebrates. She and her husband, Viserys, named him Baelon. A day has gone by since as now the family visits the happy parents with their newborn son.

Rhaenyra smiles happily as she stares at her baby brother, who looks up with beautiful blue eyes. Daemon also looked on with a smile. Although he and his brother often clash and have their differences, he's happy for him and his sister-in-law.

"You did great brother. You and Aemma have a healthy baby boy", Daemon says proudly

"Thank you, Daemon. Strange coming from you but thank you", Viserys says as everyone laughs

"My son is going to be strong as his father yet with a warm, generous spirit as his mother", Viserys says with affection

Aemma smiles with tears of joy as she looks at Viserys, as they share a tender kiss before pulling away. They go back to doting on their beautiful son as Aemma holds him while Viserys helps her sitting by her bedside.

Corlys, Rhaenys and their teenage son and daughter, Laenor and Laena smile as they look at the baby who is resting comfortably in his mother's arms as he falls back asleep.

As Rhaenyra watches the heartwarming scene before her seeing her parents finally have a son, she knows this will be one of the most meaningful and important moments of her life.

"Someday if I have a child of my own or two, I promise to love and protect them", she thought with a fond smile

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A few months later, Alicent's fifteen birthday approached as she is surrounded by her friends, her mother and Rhaenyra's mother, who decided to have the party at the Targaryen mansion.

Alicent's father was away on a business trip with Viserys. The birthday girl is saddened yet not surprised her father couldn't make it for her special day. However, her mother more than makes up for it as she's never missed an opportunity to celebrate her daughter's birthday since the day she was first born.

The Hightower girl was surprised when she and her mother showed up at the Targaryen mansion only to realize Rhaenyra threw a surprise party just for her. It wasn't anything major or over the top but it was meaningful as Alicent is surrounded by the people she loves most.

"I still can't believe you did all this", Alicent says in awe staring at Rhaenyra

"Well, I wanted to. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you. Happy Birthday, Ali", Rhaenyra whispers

Alicent is moved beyond words as she throws her arms around her, as Rhaenyra hugged her in return.

"Happy Birthday, Alicent!", Laena says with a bright smile

Alicent pulls out of Rhaenyra's warm embrace and gives Laena a hug.

"Thank you, Laena", she replies with a wide smile

"Got room for one more?", Laenor asked with a playful grin

Alicent laughs as she gives him a hug next, as Laenor returns it affectionately.

Alenna and Aemma look on with a smile seeing their daughters happy and hanging out with their friends on Alicent's birthday.

"Thank you for doing this for Alicent. After these last few months, I've never seen her happier", Alenna says with gratitude and joy

"You don't have to thank me. It was all Rhaenyra's idea", Aemma responds back

"Well, I'm just glad to see my daughter. Rhaenyra is a true friend to Alicent. They're been through a lot together over the years", the older brunette says

"Yeah, they have. And Alicent has been a good influence on Rhaenyra. I know my daughter can be rebellious but since knowing Alicent, she is really happy. And Alicent gets her to focus on her homework", the blonde says the last in good humor as they share a laugh

"Seriously though, you've raised a wonderful daughter. And I consider her as part of this family. As well as you", Aemma says sincerely

"That means a lot more than you can imagine", Alenna smiles feeling close to tears

They go back to looking at their daughters who are sharing a laugh with their friends.

Throughout the evening, Alicent watched a comedy movie with Rhaenyra, Laena and Laenor. Then they played board games and by the end of the night, everyone sung "Happy Birthday" to her.

"Make a wish!", Rhaenyra says with a bright smile

Alicent smiles back as she then closed her eyes and made a silent wish before opening it again and blew out the candles. Everyone clapped as they celebrated.

"Time to cut the cake", Aemma says as her daughter did a fist pump in excitement as everyone laughs

"Now, now, Rhaenyra. Remember you don't get the first slice. That honor goes to the birthday girl", Aemma playfully teased her in good humor

Rhaenyra pouted adorably as Alicent giggles. When Alicent pulls her in a side hug, Rhaenyra smiles as she returns it affectionately.

"Let's take a picture of the two of you", Alenna says as she holds her phone up

Alicent and Rhaenyra held each other close while smiling happily at the camera. When Alenna takes the photo, Rhaenyra speaks up.

"Laena and Laenor. Join us so we can all take a photo together"

"That's a great idea", Alicent smiles warmly

Laena stood next to Rhaenyra while Laenor stood beside Alicent. Rhaenyra and Alicent stood next to each other in the middle, as the four long-time friends lose together with smiles on their faces. Alenna takes the picture as the camera flashed from her phone.

Lastly, Aemma agreed to take a photo of Alicent and Alenna, as they pose together while smiling.

Later that night, after the party ended, Alicent spends the night at Rhaenyra's. It's been months since last year since Alicent last had a sleepover at her best friend's mansion. While they're in Rhaenyra's bedroom, Alicent finally opens her gift. As she opened the small box, Rhaenyra waited for a response while feeling nervous.

"Rhaenyra, this...", Alicent is speechless

"I um, well I wanted to give you something meaningful", Rhaenyra says referring to the charm bracelet

"You see the charms represent your family sigil as well as mine. The watchtower and the dragon", Rhaenyra explains

"And the color gemstones as well. Emerald and Ruby. And the bracelet is silver", Alicent whispers in awe

"Yeah. I um, I got you something else", the blonde admits

"Rhaenyra, you didn't have to do all this for me", Alicent says amazed and overwhelmed

"I know but I wanted to", she says sincerely before handing her the other gift

Alicent's hand trembles as she opens her second gift. She sees a beautiful book with blank pages. The cover has a green and gold design on it. She looks up with a look of awe.

"I remember you telling me how you thought about possibly wanting to be a writer as you get older. I thought this would be a good way to get started", Rhaenyra explained

Alicent is stunned speechless as she swallows.

"You remember that?"

"Of course, I do. I remember everything you tell me", Rhaenyra whispers the last part

Alicent felt her eyes began to tear up as she is moved beyond words.

"I thought perhaps you could write whatever you want. It's a great way to express your feelings and use that as a creative outlet for your inspiration", the blonde girl says insightfully

"Rhaenyra, I -- I don't even know what to say", she says honestly completely overwhelmed

"Well, I hope that's a good thing", Rhaenyra says with a playful grin as Alicent laughs

"Oh, it is", Alicent smiles tearfully before hugging her "Thank you", she whispers

Rhaenyra sighed deeply with her eyes closed, as her heart swells with warmth and affection. The familiar lavender scent floods her entire being as Rhaenyra feels like she could stay in Alicent's arms forever and never let go.

"These are the most thoughtful and beautiful gifts anyone could ever give me", Alicent whispers into the crook of her neck as Rhaenyra shivers with want as her body reacts

Rhaenyra pulls away abruptly as she tries to compose her emotions and hopes Alicent doesn't notice that she's painfully hard. The Hightower girl, although very smart, remains as oblivious as ever to Rhaenyra's inner conflict and intense feelings. Alicent looks at her in concern.

"Are you okay?", the brunette asks in concern

"Yeah. I'm okay", Rhaenyra forces a smile while repressing her feelings

Alicent looks like she doesn't believe her but doesn't push her into opening up. She nods silently.

Late at night, as the teenage girls lie in bed, Alicent is sleeping while Rhaenyra lays next to her. She watches her sleep as her mind races with many thoughts while her heart feels like it's going to explode.

"God, she's so beautiful", Rhaenyra thought in awe

Rhaenyra slowly reaches out to move a strand of Alicent's brown hair behind her ear. The birthday girl sleeps peacefully, as Rhaenyra's heart swells with affection, warmth and another emotion that's been building for a long time but she wasn't sure what it meant until now.

"I'm in love with her", she thought as the realization hits her like a ton of bricks

Rhaenyra feels her heart pounding as she lays on her back while staring up at the ceiling. She swallows thickly as the emotions taking over her are so intense that she finds it hard to breathe. She knows she won't get much sleep tonight.

"Oh, fuck me", she thought knowing she's a goner

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A couple of months later, their sophomore year began. A lot has happened since Rhaenyra came back from summer vacation with a clear perspective. She has realized that she's interested in guys and girls.

The first guy, or should she say a young man, she shown a bit of interest in is Criston Cole. He's the new bodyguard that her father hired. He has a military background and served in the Army. Currently, he's a secret service agent, whom her father decided to hire for security reasons to watch over her.

She doesn't know why but she figures her father must have powerful enemies, especially since he runs a multi-million business empire. He has has other businesses around the world, including night clubs and of course, their family has founded King's Landing University. Her family is the richest family in Westeros aside from the Velaryons. The Hightowers are incredibly wealthy as well, with Oldtown being one of the oldest and largest cities in Westeros.

That being said, though she finds Agent Criston Cole attractive, her feelings for Alicent Hightower haven't faded. If anything it has only grew stronger now that she realized she's in love with her.

As Rhaenyra steps out of the black SUV which Agent Cole is driving, he speaks out to her.

"Hey, don't forget to stay out of trouble", he says

Rhaenyra rolled her eyes before speaking. "Haven't you heard? Trouble is my middle name", she replied back

"I can take care of myself", she says with finality as he sighs heavily

"Yes, I got the message loud and clear from your father. You're very stubborn indeed as well as hot headed", he says as she snorts in amusement knowing it's true

"Later", Rhaenyra says as she walks away heading into school.

As she enters, she gains attention from guys and girls alike. The Targaryen girl, who is now fifteen years old, walks by with a look of confidence. She's wearing a sleeveless leather biker jacket with a white fitted shirt, black faded jeans and black converse sneakers. Her blonde hair is long and parted in the middle.

One girl who looks to be sixteen is checking her out. She has long dark hair and brown eyes and very feminine. She's not going to lie. The girl is very attractive and beautiful. She grins to herself but kept walking.

Although she may find many girls to be attractive, including that brunette who was checking her out, there's only one girl who has her heart: Alicent Hightower.

As she's walking to her locker, she stops short when she sees the person she has longed to see. Her heart stops for a moment, as Alicent is talking to another girl, who she recognized from their biology class last year. For a moment, Rhaenyra feels jealously take over.

But then, her heart aches painfully when she sees a guy come up behind Alicent, wrapping his arms around her. Rhaenyra watches the scene unfold while frozen as the mystery guy she's never seen before getting cozy with the girl she loves. Rhaenyra doesn't stay any longer, as she slams her locker and walked away, heading to her first class.

If she stayed she would've noticed Alicent pulling away from the mystery guy. Unbeknownst to Rhaenyra, Alicent catches the sight of her at the last second as she spots the blonde tomboy from behind before turning the corner down the hallway. Alicent sighs internally, as she feels conflicted.

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Throughout the week, Rhaenyra has been distant with Alicent as she struggles with her feelings for her. Her best friend hasn't confronted her yet. She figures either Alicent is respecting her need for space or she's too nervous to approach her outright. Although she knows Alicent has always been naturally shy, she also knows she is honest and would talk to her if she felt it was truly important.

Still, she knows her best friend better than anyone and that Alicent usually represses her feelings and internalizes her anxiety. She wonders if Alicent is not telling her something. She wonders about that guy who hugged her close, which seemed rather intimate.

"Does Alicent have a boyfriend?", she pondered

If she does, it's truly surprising. Out of all the years she's known Alicent and she's known her for seven years now, she has never seen her best friend since childhood take an interest in a guy. It's truly puzzling. She wonders if maybe Alicent could be gay.

It is sometime during free period when Rhaenyra finds Alicent in a library, sitting alone reading a book while studying. The blonde gazes at her from afar with a look of longing. She takes a deep breath before gathering her courage as she walks over to Alicent.

"Alicent", she whispers as the brunette looks up at her with surprise in her eyes

"Can I join you?", Rhaenyra asked as Alicent nodded after a moment

Rhaenyra sits across from her as Alicent looks nervous while fiddling with her fingers. The blonde sees it before reaching out to grab her hand like she always does whenever Alicent is very anxious. The brunette stares down at the familiar and warm contact before reluctantly pulling away, which is a first.

Rhaenyra looks surprised yet puzzled, wondering what's bothering Alicent. She's never seen her friend pull away from her whenever she offers comfort. And now, Alicent seems really nervous as she fiddles with her hands, as it trembles slightly. Her brown eyes which usually sparkles with warmth is empty of happiness.

"Alicent... what's wrong? Did I do something to upset you?"

Alicent looks up at her in surprise. "What? No. I thought I did something to upset you. You've been rather distant lately"

Rhaenyra's eyes widen slightly before she sighs in defeat.

"No, you haven't done anything to upset me. I-I have been going through some things lately. It's complicated", Rhaenyra says truthfully but doesn't tell her the reason for her distance

"Oh...", Alicent trails off uncertainly before lowering her gaze

"It doesn't mean that I don't care. I... I've missed you", Rhaenyra admits audibly

Alicent looks up at her again before smiling wistfully. "I've missed you, too", she whispers

Rhaenyra's heart is filled with longing as she couldn't help but reach out again to hold Alicent's hand. This time, Alicent doesn't pull away but stares at the contact while looking conflicted.

"Whatever it is you're going through, I promise I would never judge you or think of you any less", Rhaenyra says audibly as Alicent looks at her again

"And I would understand if you're not ready to talk. But if you ever do, I'll listen. I want you to know I'm here for you, Ali", she whispers with heartfelt sincerity

Alicent smiles genuinely this time yet her eyes glisten with unshed tears. "I know. I could always count on you"

Rhaenyra smiles softly as Alicent returns it.

"I um, a lot has happened over summer vacation. You see...my father introduced me to...his business associate's son", Alicent began to open up as Rhaenyra felt her heart stop for a moment

"He's from an incredibly wealthy family", Alicent continues in an audible tone

Rhaenyra knows where this is going and swallows the lump forming in her throat.

"Is he...your boyfriend?", Rhaenyra dared to ask not having the heart to look into Alicent's beautiful eyes without breaking

Alicent's silence is all the answer she needs. Rhaenyra feels her heart slowly breaking.

"Is this...is this...what you want?", the blonde questions next carefully trying to keep her emotions under check

"It doesn't matter what I want", Alicent says audibly in a vulnerable tone

At this, Rhaenyra looks up with burning intensity.

"Of course it matters. How can you say that? Your feelings matter, Alicent"

Alicent felt the familiar tears before lowering her gaze.

"Your father put you up to this", Rhaenyra says knowing how he operates

Alicent looks up at her again in surprise. Rhaenyra stares back at her intensely.

"He set you up on an arrangement to date someone of his choice and standards without any regard to your feelings", Rhaenyra says seething with anger

"Rhaenyra --"

"No. Your father is controlling. When has he ever cared about your feelings? About your desires? About your hopes and dreams?", the blonde questions further as her words get to Alicent

"Alicent, you deserve to be happy. You deserve the best out of life. To live freely and to make your own choices"

Alicent looks away painfully as she tries to repress her emotions and thoughts that aren't considered appropriate. She has been wrestling with complicated feelings over the last couple of months. Probably longer if she's honest. An echo in the back of her mind taunting her.

"No, it's not right. You must block out those thoughts and bury these feelings", she thought with guilt

"You deserve to be with someone who makes you feel alive. You deserve real love", Rhaenyra whispers

"And who do you think could make me feel that way?", Alicent questions as she looks at Rhaenyra

Rhaenyra stays silent as she yearns to say it. Scream it out loud. The one word burning on the tip of her tongue but doesn't verbalize: ME.

The silence reaches on as Alicent stares into Rhaenyra's eyes before looking away sadly.

"Alicent --", Rhaenyra says her name with longing but doesn't get to finish when the bell rings

The two teenage girls stare at one another with a look of regret before sighing. Alicent stands up and gathered her book and clutched it tightly. Rhaenyra stares up at her holding her gaze. The brunette breaks the silence.

"I have to go. I'm sorry", she whispers mournfully before leaving in a rush

Rhaenyra watches her leave and feels a part of her heart die slowly.

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The following week, Alicent kept thinking over Rhaenyra's words after their deep conversation at the library at school. Right now, she's on her date with Thomas, who seems like the perfect match on paper: handsome, charming, rich, intelligent. Right up her father's alley.

Yet she doesn't feel that spark or passion she's supposed to feel. The kind that gives her butterflies or sets her heart aflame with yearning and desire. There's a little voice in her head that knows the reason yet she's not ready to acknowledge it.

"No, don't go there. It's just all in your head. These feelings will go away. You can't feel this way, it's wrong", she scolds herself internally

Alicent tries to convince herself while focusing on her date, who seems nice enough. Easy on the eye. She forces a smile when he grins at her charmingly.

The date seems to be going alright until he wraps his arm around her. She tenses up a bit, starting to feel uncomfortable. She tries to shake it off. Thomas took her to a cliff side where they have the perfect view of King's Landing. They're in his car. Although it seems like a romantic location, she feels anxiety resurface thinking he brought her here alone for a specific reason.

"Just try to relax", he whispers leaning in to kiss her

She froze as she tensed up again. She tries to relax but it's futile. As she closes her eyes, while kissing him back, the sparks she's supposed to feel are non-existent. No fireworks as cliche as it sounds. No passion that sets her on fire. She feels nothing.

However, panic begins to set in when Thomas tries to grope her while seeking entrance at the same time. She gasps unexpectedly. When he tries to deepen the kiss, she quickly pushes him away as she blinks back tears.

"No. I-I don't want to do this. Please take me home", she says shakily

Thomas looked frustrated and annoyed as he starts the engine. For the whole ride, Alicent is silent as she lost in her thoughts. When she finally arrived home, she rushed out of the car and quickly went inside as her date looks pissed off before driving off.

Alicent rushed upstairs as her father calls out to her.

"Alicent!"

"I-I don't want to talk about it! Just please --", her voice broke before she rushed to her bedroom

Alicent falls onto her bed and sobs as she clutches the pillow. Her mother walks into her room and closed the door. When she sits down next to her, she reaches out to her daughter who sat up and fell into her mother's loving embrace.

"Shh, it's okay", Alenna whispers kissing her daughter's head affectionately offering her comfort

"It- it h-hurts so much", Alicent's voice trembles as she cries

"I know. I know", her mother whispers

"I-I don't want to d-date him. I-I just want --", Alicent didn't finish as she continues crying

"You don't have to, okay? Shh, just do what makes you happy", her mother says in a soothing tone as she consoles

"What would make you happy?", Alenna asked in a gentle tone

Alicent is silent as she stops crying. Her mother raised her chin up to look at her as she wipes her tears away.

"What would make you happy, sweetie?", she asks again

Alicent stares back at her with a look of hope. The answer forming on her tongue yet she doesn't know it truly means. She feels confused and conflicted. Her mind tells her it's wrong but her heart tells her Rhaenyra would make her happy.

"But does that mean I miss her as a friend? Or does it mean I want more?", she thought

Her mother looks at her and smiles with tears in her eyes with a look of understanding, acceptance and love.

"It's okay", Alenna whispers

Alicent looks at her confused before clarity sets in. Her eyes began to tear up again for another reason. She falls into her mother's comforting arms once more.

"Shh, I'm right here. No matter what. I love you as you are", Alenna whispers before kissing her daughter's head affectionately again

Alicent let's it all out as she seeks solace in her mother's arms.

When Alicent eventually fell asleep after changing into her pajamas, Alenna places a phone call to Rhaenyra privately.

"Hello?", Rhaenyra answers

"Rhaenyra, it's Mrs. Hightower. I apologize for calling at this time of night", she says checking the clock as it's 9:30

"No, it's okay. Is everything okay? How's Alicent?", she asked in concern and worry

"That's why I'm calling. She came home really upset. I stayed with her and comforted her until she fell asleep", Alenna explains

Rhaenyra swallowed thickly as she listens.

"I hope it's not any trouble but I was wondering if you could pay her a visit tomorrow. Since it's the weekend. I think she could use a friend", Alenna says

"Of course. And I could take her out to enjoy the day. It's been a while since we've hung out", Rhaenyra replied back

"Yeah, she would love that. It would cheer her up. Thank you for being a true friend to my daughter" Alenna smiles

"It's no problem. If anything, I'm the lucky one for having a true friend in her", Rhaenyra says sincerely

"You have a good night"

"You too", Rhaenyra responds back

After hanging up, the blonde is left to her thoughts. Eventually her heart wins out as she quickly gets dressed. Although she knows Alicent's mother wouldn't mind, her father is a different matter entirely.

Rhaenyra is wearing her black shirt, blue jeans, black leather jacket and boots as she places pillows under her covers. She also placed a stuffed dummy in her bed and placed the covers over it. After watching "Ferris Bueller's Day Off", she believes this stunt will work.

She quietly sneaks out of her bedroom. Fortunately, her parents are sleeping in their master bedroom with her little brother. She manages to sneak out of the mansion and locked the door.

After managing to convince Agent Cole to open the front gates for her as she told him she wanted to be there for her best friend, she rode her bike down the street as she heads to Alicent's home. Agent Cole was reluctant at first for good reason but ends up having sympathy after seeing Rhaenyra distressed and worried about her friend.

As Rhaenyra rode down the street at night, her heart is racing as she thinks about Alicent. She can't help but be worried about her. When she finally arrived, she parked her bike on the side. The Hightowers have moved into a different home over the years. Before they lived in a mansion in King's Landing but now they live in a big house.

She found a ladder on the side and began climbing. When she made it to the roof, she found Alicent's window. She sees her lying in bed. Rhaenyra lightly tapped the window three times until Alicent woke up in a daze. When she blinked her eyes and looks towards her window, she thought she was imagining things, before her eyes widen in surprise.

"Oh my God. Nyra?", she says audibly getting off her bed and walked to her window

When she quietly opened it, Rhaenyra let's herself in and tries her best to be quiet. She falls by accident inside Alicent's bedroom.

"Ouch", she mumbled under her breath

"That's what you get for sneaking up here. What were you thinking?", Alicent whispers harshly before closing her window

"I know but I had to see you. I wanted to make sure you're alright", Rhaenyra whispers back as she stood up

Alicent's expression softens as she puts the pieces together.

"My mom called you"

"Yeah. She doesn't know I'm here though. We talked and I was planning on coming over tomorrow to take you out so we could hang out", Rhaenyra explains in a soft tone

"You...you didn't have to do that", the brunette whispers

"I know but I wanted to. But I was worried about you and I couldn't stay away. So, that's why I'm here", the blonde says with a smile as Alicent smiled back

Alicent is about to say something when she hears footsteps coming towards her room. She panics and quickly pushes Rhaenyra in her closet. Then she jumps into her bed and pretends she's sleeping. The door cracks as Otto looks into her room and finds his daughter sleeping. He looks suspicious for a moment but eventually leaving her room and closed the door.

Alicent waits a few seconds longer making sure the coast is clear before quietly getting out of bed. She opens her closet as Rhaenyra comes out.

"Sorry about that", Alicent apologizes sheepily

"It's okay", Rhaenyra whispers "that was a close call"

"Yeah. It's late. Now that you're here, you can sleep in my bed"

Alicent pulls back the covers and then opens her dresser and looks for fresh pair of pajamas Rhaenyra could borrow. She passes her red and blue plaid pants and a plain grey t-shirt. The brunette sees her friend changing in front of her and quickly turns around to give her privacy, as she blushes madly.

When Rhaenyra finishes, she gets in bed as Alicent joins in. They both lie down facing each other. Both are silent as their hearts are racing. Eventually, Rhaenyra extends her arms offering comfort as Alicent fell into her welcoming embrace. Alicent sighs in contentment as she rests her head against Rhaenyra's chest, listening to the sound of her heartbeat, which calms her. The blonde holds her close while caressing her soft, brown hair.

"Goodnight, Nyra", she whispers with her eyes closed

"Goodnight, Ali", she whispers back

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The next day on a Saturday afternoon, Rhaenyra and Alicent went back to their special place at Godswood Garden. They are lying on the blanket enjoying the sunshine as Rhaenyra sat down as Alicent lies on her lap with her eyes closed as the blonde reads to her while caressing her brown hair. Alicent sighs peacefully with a smile.

"And the knight and fair maiden lived happily ever happily", Rhaenyra finishes the story closing the book

Alicent opens her eyes as Rhaenyra looks down at her. They share a smile.

"Thank you, Nyra. For not just today. For everything. I don't know what I would do without you"

"Well, you'll never have to worry. I'm here for you. Always", Rhaenyra says with conviction

Alicent's mood brighten. She and Rhaenyra enjoyed the day riding their bikes, eating ice cream, relaxing at the park and reading each other stories.

Rhaenyra then shifts as she feels a familiar sensation in her lower region. She flushes scarlet hoping Alicent won't feel her hardness.

"I'm uh... I'm sorry. Can we switch places?", Rhaenyra suggested as Alicent lifted her head

"Are you okay?"

"Um yeah. It's just...long story"

Alicent looks confused before looking down and noticed her member poking noticeably through Rhaenyra's jeans. The brunette flushes madly as well.

"Oh...um, I'm sorry", she apologizes

"It's okay. It happens sometimes", Rhaenyra says waving it off

They switch places as Rhaenyra lays on Alicent's lap. As the brunette caresses Rhaenyra's beautiful blonde hair as her friend relaxed, Alicent stares down at her.

"Remember the day we first met?", Alicent asked in a hushed tone

Rhaenyra smiled in remembrance with her eyes closed.

"How can I forget? One of the best nights of my life"

"Me too", Alicent smiled "meeting you and knowing you has changed my life"

Rhaenyra opens her eyes and gaze up at her.

"I'll never forget everything we've been through together. The promises we made. Our special place. Those memories are precious and timeless", Alicent whispers

"I know what you mean. It stays with you forever. More than anything I cherish our friendship"

"Me too", Alicent whispers "Rhaenyra?"

"Hmm?"

"No matter what, you will always be my first", Alicent whispers as both are thinking of their first kiss a few years ago

Rhaenyra smiles softly in remembrance. "As you are mine"

They continue lying in peaceful silence while enjoying the beautiful day. Although Rhaenyra and Alicent have not spoken on their true feelings, they hold their friendship dear and promise to always be there for one another.

Chapter Text

It is now junior year as 16 year old, Alicent Hightower, returns to King's Landing High School after coming back from summer vacation. After spending her vacation with her mother who took her to Highgarden , she feels it's a fresh start.

Although her relationship with her father remains complicated as ever, she hopes to focus more on positive things. This year she plans to focus on her writing as it's been something she's passionate about. The last two years, she joined the high school newspaper writing different articles ranging from pop culture to the daily happenings at the school. This year she wants to write meaningful material that truly pushes the envelope. That speaks out the students.

As Alicent is walking to "The Inferno" newspaper editorial room, she gathers whatever courage she has despite the intense anxiety she feels. She is tempted to give into her impulses and internalize her anxiety as she usually does but instead kept her fists balled up as she walks into the editorial room. The Editor-in-chief looks up at her as he smiles.

"Hightower, it's good to have you back. You look great. How was your summer vacation?" he asked while gathering a stack of papers

"Thank you, Andrew. It's good to be back. And my vacation was lovely. How was yours?"

"Ahh, it was good. I didn't do anything major but it was nice to get away."

Alicent nods as she gathers her courage to approach the topic at hand.

"So, I was wondering if perhaps I can work on a different topic this year."

The 18 year old young editor with light brown hair and blue eyes looks at her curiously.

"Really? Any topic you have in mind?" he asked while walking over to the copy machine while she follows behind him

Many students and fellow staff are busy working at "The Inferno" this time of the day at King's Landing High School as they're working on different columns for the newspaper or working on other responsibilities.

"I am interested in writing about editorial and opinion pieces. Like social issues. Or self-help articles helping students overcome their struggles." Alicent answered honestly yet nervously begins digging her nails into her cuticles

Her Editor-in-chief notices as he speaks out.

"Would you be one of those students in particular with these struggles?" he asked knowingly as he pointed to her hands

She quickly stopped anxiously picking with her hands and stuttered out a reply.

"Well, no, I mean yes but --"

"Hightower, I think you're a fine reporter. A great writer. But --"

"No, please, if you just hear me out and give me a chance to prove what I can do, I won't let you down."

Andrew looks at her with hesitation and waits for her to continue.

"I know I have intense anxiety and I'm working on it. But it doesn't mean I'm not up to the task. I'm a hard worker, I'm responsible and I'm great at my job." she says with a bit more confidence as he listens

"If you give me a chance, I will work twice as hard."

Andrew nods before making his decision. "Okay"

"Okay? You mean..."

"You want the assignment, you got it. Starting today. Do you know which article you want to write about?"

"Yes. I want to write an article tackling on social issues and how students can overcome their struggles.", she answers directly

"Okay. Well, get to work, Hightower." Andrew spoke with authority yet with humor in his voice before smiling

"Right on it, boss." she says seriously yet jokingly as she playfully salutes which got him to laugh

Alicent's mood brightens as she sighs in relief before getting to work on her article.

Later during the day, Alicent stayed at school during after hours, working hard. She already called her mom telling her she'll be home sometime before 5 o clock. She also called Rhaenyra letting her know.

The only people at the school are four of fellow peers and colleagues who are also working on their assignments along with the co-editor who stayed behind as Andrew left for the day. When Alicent finally finished her article, she approaches the co-editor, Elizabeth.

"Elizabeth, I've finished the article."

The brown, wavy haired senior with glasses looks at Alicent as she checks her article and reads it. She nodded before smiling.

"This is really deep stuff. Very out there yet inspiring."

"You like it?" Alicent asked hopefully

"I do. I think it's impressive work. The best you've done for this paper. First thing tomorrow, it will be posted. Good work, Alicent."

"Thank you." Alicent says with a smile as Elizabeth smiled back

"You've has a long day in between classes. Head home and enjoy the rest of your evening." Elizabeth suggested

"Okay. I'll see you and everyone else tomorrow. You have a good day."

"You too."

After Alicent waved goodbye to her and her fellow colleagues and peers, she left for the day. As she walks out of the school, she is surprised to see Rhaenyra, dressed up in her red varsity jacket.

"Rhaenyra. What are you doing here? I thought you would have left." she says with a smile as she approaches her

"Yeah but I decided to stay around and wait for you."

Alicent looks surprised before smiling widely. "You didn't have to do that. But I'm glad. I missed seeing you all day."

"I know. I've figured since you've been busy working on your article and in-between classes on your other assignments, you wouldn't have time."

Rhaenyra, who is leaning against her classic 1968 Red Chevrolet Camaro RS, walks closer to Alicent standing in front of her.

"But now that you're free, would it be forward of me to ask you to go out and get something to eat? I don't know about you but I'm starving." the blonde says with a grin as Alicent laughs when Rhaenyra's stomach growls

"Hmm, let me think." the brunette pretends to ponder "Yes, I would like to go out with you to get something to eat. As a matter of fact, I haven't ate since lunch and I'm a bit hungry myself."

"Fantastic. I know just the place. Burgers and milkshake and bonus, you'll get the pleasure of my company." Rhaenyra grins before winking as Alicent smiles

"How does that sound?"

"It sounds wonderful." Alicent says with smile

Just as Alicent is about to open the door, Rhaenyra stops her as she opens the car door for her.

"After you my Lady." Rhaenyra says with a charming grin as she playfully bowed

Alicent giggles at their familiar playful banter. It takes her back to their childhood when Rhaenyra would call her "my Lady" or "my Queen" while she responds back with "my Knight" or "my Princess".

"Why thank you, kind Ser." Alicent playfully responded in a posh accent as they share a laugh

Alicent enters Rhaenyra's car in the passenger seat as Rhaenyra closes the door. She walks to the other side and got inside the driver's seat. After closing the car door, they buckled up.

She turns on the radio as music began to play. Alicent decided to flip through the stations before landing on one that plays pop/rock/mainstream music. Rhaenyra and Alicent share a wide grin before the former started the engine and drove off while jamming to the upbeat music. Alicent smiled widely as the wind blows through her hair, feeling alive and free with the top down as Rhaenyra drives her Camaro.

When they arrive at Aegon's Burger Palace, they sat down in a booth as they look through their menus. This burger joint is as ancient as Rhaenyra's late ancestor which is named after. It remains one of the oldest and most popular burger joints in Westeros. Many folks come here often.

A waiter approached them taking out his pad. The two teenage girls are still looking through their menus when the waiter spoke.

"What will it be today?" he asked with a smile as Rhaenyra and Alicent are regular customers

"Ahh, you know me. The usual." the blonde teenager answered

"The Dracarys Special. Got it." he says writing it down

For Rhaenyra, she always gets the Dracarys Special, which is a double bacon cheeseburger deluxe with spicy bbq sauce, white cheese, lettuce, tomato and fried red onions on a seeded bun with seasoned curly fries and a large chocolate milkshake.

"And what will you have?" the waiter asked Alicent

"Um, I'll have... a veggie burger with lettuce, tomato and mayonnaise. Mild curly fries and a strawberry milkshake."

"Coming right up." he says writing it down

"Thank you." Rhaenyra says before he left to place their orders

Rhaenyra looks at Alicent who looks beautiful as always, as the shy teenager fiddles with her hands out of habit. Rhaenyra reaches over to hold her hands across the table. Alicent stares down at the familiar warm contact which always gives her comfort. The brunette is feeling many conflicting emotions which she represses before looking up into Rhaenyra's eyes.

"Hey, are you okay?" the blonde asked in gentle concern as she softly caresses her knuckles

Alicent feels her heart flutter and the butterflies in her stomach as she tries to push her feelings down but it proves hard as she stares into Rhaenyra's calming yet intense blue eyes.

"Yeah. I'm okay." she answers

Although Rhaenyra wants to press further as they promised to always be honest about their feelings and whatever that's bothering them, she feels it's not the time and place for it. Instead, she decides to brighten up Alicent's mood.

"You know you've mentioned about that article you worked on? How was it?"

At this, Alicent's mood brightens as she smiles which got Rhaenyra to smile in return.

"It's great. I was nervous at first asking my editor to work on the assignment. I wanted to do something different and challenge my skills as a writer." she explains as Rhaenyra listens intently

"Fortunately, I stuck to my guns and fought for the opportunity. The article turned out great and the co-editor read it and loved it." Alicent says with a smile

"That's wonderful to hear. I can't wait to read your article. I know you did an amazing job. You're a talented writer, Ali. I always knew you got potential." Rhaenyra says sincerely as Alicent's heart swelled

"Really?"

"Really. I've always believed in you. You know that." the blonde tomboy says earnestly

Alicent ducked her head and smiled bashfully as her heart reacted over her words. She looks up at Rhaenyra who smiles at her.

"Thank you, Nyra." she whispers

The two teenage girls lock eye contact while Rhaenyra is still holding Alicent's hands. Alicent remembers herself as she looks down at their hands before speaking up again, breaking the charged moment.

"So, um, how was practice? I'm surprised you're trying out for the football team this year."

"It was good. Of course, Adam gave me a hard time. Nothing new there." Rhaenyra spoke of the captain of the football team who she got into a fight with two years ago during her freshman year

"God, I'm sorry to hear that. He's always been a jerk." Alicent says remembering the time he tried hitting on her and harassed her during her first day at the high school

"He's a fucking cunt." Rhaenyra says unapologetically

"Rhaenyra." she gasped at her language as she looks around at the other customers

"What? It's true. You can't argue with that."

"No, you're right." Alicent admits with a light amused grin before covering her face as Rhaenyra chuckled

"But I'm glad your practice went well. I know you loved playing on the basketball team the last two years. I'm just surprised you decided to try out for the football team."

"Yeah. I know. As much as I can't stand dickwad and his posse --" Rhaenyra says before cutting herself off as she and Alicent laughs

"Dickwad and his posse? Nyra, you're too much." Alicent laughs quietly as they talk about Adam and his jock friends

"I couldn't resist." Rhaenyra says laughing "But seriously, I enjoy football and I always wanted to play for the King's Landing Knights. Also, Laenor decided to join the team with me."

"Really? Wow, that's surprising. But I'm glad you and Laenor will be on the same team."

"Yeah. And I'm thinking of playing for the King's Landing Dragons when we graduate and enter the university." Rhaenyra says with an excited grin referring to the football team at King's Landing University

"You sound so sure of yourself." the brunette says with a playful smile

"Oh but I am." the blonde tomboy says confidently

"Right. Just as long as you stay out of trouble and get good grades." Alicent says knowingly with a playful glare before softening her expression

"But I know you'll succeed. You're incredibly talented and smart. I know how much this has always meant to you. I'm proud of you, Nyra."

Rhaenyra smiles back at her and before she can reply, the waiter came back with their orders.

"Here you go. The Dracarys Special for you, Rhaenyra and the veggie burger special for you, Alicent."

"Thank you." Rhaenyra and Alicent said in unison

After the waiter left, they began eating. Rhaenyra moaned as the spicy, juicy flavor of the burger hits her taste buds. Alicent swallows as she watches her. The sound doing things to her before she focuses her attention on her food.

"Get a grip, Alicent." she mentally scolds herself as she blushes

Rhaenyra is oblivious as she is busy stuffing her face with curly fries.

As they enjoy their meal while sitting in comfortable silence for the rest of the evening, Alicent sneaks glances at Rhaenyra who eventually catches her gaze. The blonde grins at her as Alicent smiles bashfully before lowering her gaze. Rhaenyra smirks to herself.

"You know. You look rather cute today. I love your outfit." Rhaenyra says honestly yet is flirting with her

Immediately, Alicent's cheeks redden as she becomes flustered.

"I-I do not not. You're jesting." Alicent stutters out before scolding herself over her response

Rhaenyra simply laughs and Alicent feels like digging her grave as she turns bright red.

"Really though. I really like your outfit. You look great." Rhaenyra says sincerely yet holding back from saying her true feelings

Alicent is wearing a black, white and olive green argyle patterned sweater vest with a white buttoned shirt underneath, olive green corduroy pants and black flats shoes. Her brown hair is wavy. The look is preppy and slightly tomboyish by Alicent's standards yet still manages to carry a feminine look with the light makeup and strawberry lip gloss. She is also wearing the charm bracelet Rhaenyra gave to her for her 15th birthday last year.

"Thank you." Alicent whispers before smiling while gently biting her lower lip "you look great as well."

Rhaenyra is wearing a black and white plaid shirt with a white fitted shirt underneath, black jeans and black, grey and white Nike sneakers. To top off her look, she is wearing her red varsity jacket with King's Landing High School on the back with the logo of two swords.

Rhaenyra and Alicent locked gazes before smiling at one another. They enjoy the rest of the evening until Rhaenyra drove Alicent home.

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A couple of months later, Rhaenyra and Alicent enjoy their junior year as they focus on their studies while also their extracurricular activities. Rhaenyra continues playing for the King's Landing Knights with a big game coming up. While Alicent continues working for the highschool newspaper at "The Inferno".

Laenor is also playing for the football team as he and Rhaenyra continue to hang out after school practicing while also discussing game tactics for the upcoming big game on Friday night. Laena is on the cheerleading team working with the other girls as they prepare for their routine practicing for the big game.

The coach talks to Rhaenyra right before practice after school in his office.

"You wanted to talk to me coach."

"Yes. I just want to say I think you're doing a good job. Although I've had my doubts at first, you have proven to be a valuable asset to this team." he says folding his hands

"Thank you, coach." she says and doesn't question his initial doubts

She knows it's because she's a girl that everyone including her coach was hesitant about her joint the football team. Fortunately, her father had an open yet private discussion with the coach. Whatever her father said worked in her favor. Although she was upset about getting a possible free pass due to favoritism or perhaps pity, she pushed those feelings aside and worked twice as hard to prove her worth. That she's just as good and even better than most of her teammates.

"The big game is coming up this Friday. So, I want you to continue practicing. I need you to put aside your differences with Adam. Do I make myself clear?"

"Yes, coach.", she nodded while keeping her hands folded behind her

"Good. You can go now."

Rhaenyra nods before taking her leave as she heads back outside on the football field. As she meets up with her teammates including Laenor, she is already in her football uniform. The team's official colors are red, white and black. Their helmets have the logo of the two swords. Her football jersey has the number 25 on it with her last name Targaryen on the back. While Laenor has his last name Velaryon on the back with the number 11 on his jersey.

"Hey, everything cool?" Laenor asked his cousin

"Yeah. Everything's cool. Just had a talk with coach. It's all good." Rhaenyra answers

Laenor nods before turning his head as he catches the sight of their fellow teammate, Joffrey Lonmouth. The 16 year old teen with reddish-brown long hair senses his gaze. Joffrey smiles at Laenor as the latter smiles back before looking away bashfully.

Rhaenyra catches those looks between her cousin and their fellow teammate. She smirks before playfully teasing her cousin.

"You and Joffrey huh?" Rhaenyra whispers as she grins while nudging him as Laenor shook his head amusingly

"Nothing's going on." Laenor says shrugging it off but holds back a grin

"Sure Jan. If you say so." Rhaenyra says with a dead pan expression before they laugh

"Okay. Maybe there is. I don't know. We're not together if that's what you're asking." Laenor whispers as they talk privately away from the team

"I believe you. But you like him." she says knowingly

"Yeah. I really like him. And I think he likes me but I'm not sure."

"Oh come on. It's so obvious. Even Ray Charles could sense the tension from a mile away." the blonde tomboy says seriously which got Laenor to laugh

"I'm serious."

"Oh, that's a first. Like you never jest." he says with a playful grin as they share a laugh

"Touche. But I'm serious. I know you have your doubts considering which is understandable. But if you really like him, just give it a shot." she says

"Easy for you to say. Can you honestly say your parents would be okay with you being out in the open?" Laenor questions

Rhaenyra stayed silent before answering. "Okay you got a point there. I mean I know your parents, well particularly your father probably wouldn't take it well."

"No, he definitely wouldn't."

Rhaenyra looks at her cousin with empathy. "As for my parents...well, my mother would be supportive but my father is a different matter entirely."

"Our family is unconventional and well my late ancestor, Rhaena, I've heard tales of her being involved with a woman." she continues before sighing

"So, I understand your reluctance. Just know no matter what I support you."

"Thanks Rhaenyra." he says with a soft smile as she smiled back

"And what about you? Are you ever going to have the courage to tell Alicent how you feel?"

Rhaenyra looks at him surprised.

"Don't look so surprised. You're not entirely subtle. It's pretty common knowledge to my sister and I." he says smirking

Rhaenyra blushes slightly as he playfully teased her. He nudges her as they share a laugh.

"You know I got your back. Whatever you decide, I'll support you."

"Thanks, Laenor."

The two fist bumped each other before the coach comes out as practice starts. As they along with their teammates practice for the big game, the cheerleaders practice their routine near the bleachers as Laena is the captain of the cheerleading squad.

Alicent finally finished working on her assignment at "The Inferno" as she left the editorial room and came to the football practice. She sat on the bleachers as she waved to Laena who waves back with a smile.

"Let's go Knights, let's go!" Laena yells as she leads the dance routine while her fellow cheerleaders follow along

Alicent watches the cheerleading squad before watching the football players on the field. She looks for Rhaenyra and eventually spots her. Her heart stops for a moment as she swallows thickly. She gazes at Rhaenyra from afar watching her practice on the field. She recognized her number 25 on her jersey.

As the shy brunette continues watching her best friend play out there, she feels her heart pounding seeing the blonde Targaryen girl work up a sweat. Those toned arms, those shoulder pads underneath her jersey, her abs flexing underneath, those strong legs. Alicent feels her blood rushing and her face turning scarlet red as it feels hot.

Then her expression changes as her father's voice ringing in her head, taunting and scolding her. She starts to feel immense guilt resurface a long with the self-loathing.

"No, you shouldn't be having these thoughts. It's inappropriate. It's wrong. It's blasphemous." she inwardly reminds her

"You can't. You shouldn't be feeling this way for another girl. Especially your best friend." she thought as the painful reality washes over her

Alicent represses her conflicting feelings and thoughts as she begins picking at her fingers anxiously. She begins tearing at her skin and soon enough it bleeds. Shame, guilt and disgust takes over her as she lowers her gaze.

Meanwhile, Rhaenyra is busy practicing but then spots Alicent. Her heart stops as it always does when she sees her. She swallows but then sensed something is wrong. She can tell Alicent is distressed about something judging by her gaze lowered to the ground and she's picking at her fingers again anxiously. Rhaenyra's heart aches as she wants to console her.

However in her distraction, she gets tackled by one of the teammates as she hits the ground hard. She groans in pain as everyone including Alicent noticed and looks on in worry. The coach blows his whistle.

"Time out!" he yells

Alicent stood up on from the bleachers looking on in worry as Laenor and Joffrey check on Rhaenyra who manages to stand up while holding her abdomen.

"I'm fine! Really! I'm okay!" Rhaenyra insisted as she walks pushing down her pain

"Are you sure, Targaryen?" the coach questions

"Yes. I'm okay coach."

While Alicent and Laena look on concerned, Rhaenyra's teammate Adam and his jock friends are laughing to themselves at her expense.

"Careful, Targaryen. You don't want to break a leg before Friday's big game." the captain of the football team laughs

Rhaenyra glares at him as she composes her anger. When Adam continues to laugh at her along with his friends, she loses her cool and is about to tackle him until Laenor and Joffrey hold her back.

"Oooooh, I'm scared." Adam says before laughing

"Fuck you!" Rhaenyra yells angrily as she is seconds away from kicking his ass while Laenor and Joffrey struggle to hold her back

"Enough! Connors, off the field now!" the coach yells angrily to his main player

"What?! B-But coach --" Adam stutters out in disbelief

"No buts. Do as I say or else I'm pulling you from the game on Friday and Targaryen can take your place as quarterback." the coach says seriously

Immediately, Adam looks pissed off as he glares at Rhaenyra who glares back. He marched off angrily off the field.

"Fuck this shit!" Adam yells angrily kicking the cooler off the bench knocking down the sports drinks

"That's it! Detention on Friday! And you're pulled from the big game! Targaryen will take your place as quarterback!" the coach yells as Adam stopped walking

"What?! You can't do this! I'm the star quarterback! Targaryen is a nobody!" Adam yells furiously

"I just did! And Targaryen is a talented player and highly driven. Always comes to practice and works hard. She's got fire, passion and more balls than than the entire team. Now, hit the shower!" the coach yells angrily

Rhaenyra smirks seeing Adam march off the field with a tail between his legs. She turns to Laenor and Joffrey who grins amusingly.

Eventually, football practice ends after Rhaenyra led the team and got in a couple of good throws as Laenor, who got to be receiver today made a couple touchdowns. The two cousins fist bump each other as they head off the field.

Rhaenyra took off her helmet showing off her blonde hair. She looks up at Alicent who waves to her with a smile as Rhaenyra smiles back widely. Before she can approach Alicent she is stopped by one of the cheerleaders. The beautiful petite brunette with long black hair and hazel eyes smiles at Rhaenyra, who remembers her from sophomore year.

"Hey, Rhaenyra. You were great out there." Samantha says while twirling her hair

"Hi, Samantha. And it was nothing." Rhaenyra says waving it off with a grin

"Oh, I beg to differ. And you looked terrific out there practicing" Samantha says while subtly looking her up and down

Rhaenyra catches it and looks away smiling as she blushes slightly. While she and Samantha are chatting, Alicent watches from the bleachers. She feels an intense emotion that surprises her: jealousy. And it rears it's ugly head. She tries to bury the conflicting emotions within her as she watches Samantha flirting with Rhaenyra but it proves futile.

Laena also noticed her teammate flirting with her cousin and although it should surprise her it doesn't. She's been well aware of Samantha's crush on Rhaenyra since last year as her friend and fellow teammate openly spoke about her and asked if her cousin is single. Now, it seems Samantha decided to ask Rhaenyra out.

She then looks at Alicent curiously who continues watching her cousin with Samantha. Although Alicent has never admitted or acknowledged her feelings for Rhaenyra, Laena could tell as it was obvious though not as obvious as her cousin's feelings for their mutual friend.

Whereas Alicent is more subtle, reserved and doesn't show her feelings easily, Rhaenyra is more bold, outspoken and a passionate person by nature. That being said, even though Rhaenyra shows affection towards Alicent she hasn't had the courage to tell her of her true feelings.

Laena continues looking at Alicent and sees the hint of hurt and jealousy before the shy brunette manages to repress those feelings as she looks away. Laena feels her heart go out to Alicent as she walks over to her dear friend and sat beside her.

"Hey" Laena says in a soft tone

"Hey" Alicent replies back with a soft smile before it faded as she lowers her gaze again

"Are you okay?" Laena asked in gentle concern

Alicent looks up at her and smiles again before turning serious.

"No. But I'm hanging in there." she answers honestly

"If you ever want to talk, I'm here for you."

"I know. And if you need anything, I'm here for you as well." Alicent says sincerely with a gentle smile as Laena smiled back

"So, are you coming to Friday's big game?" Laena asked

"Of course. I wouldn't want to miss it." Alicent says smiling genuinely as she and Laena stood up

A moment later, Rhaenyra approaches them as she jogged up to them in her football uniform while holding her helmet.

"Hey, what y'all talking about?" Rhaenyra asked with a wide grin

"The upcoming football game." Laena answers with a playful grin of her own

"Really? You don't say? Well, Alicent Hightower, do I have the pleasure of seeing you at Friday's game?" Rhaenyra asked hopefully

Alicent smiles while looking away as she tries but fails to stop herself from blushing.

"Maybe." Alicent says with a playful gleam in her eyes teasing her

"Ugh, Ali, you wound me." Rhaenyra clutches her chest where her heart is

Both Alicent and Laena laugh at her antics.

"God, you're so dramatic." Laena says playfully rolling her eyes as Rhaenyra laughs as well Alicent

The fun exchange between the three friends is ruined a moment later.

"Rhaenyra!" Samantha calls out to her holding her gym bag as Rhaenyra along with her friends look at her

"Can't wait for our date on Friday night after the big game"

"Right. I'm looking forward to it." Rhaenyra says with a smile as Samantha smiles back

"See you tomorrow, Laena!" Samantha says waving goodbye to her

"Likewise!" Laena waved goodbye to her

Rhaenyra turns to her friends as Laenor approaches them standing to his cousin.

"So, what was that about? Samantha asked you out on Friday?" Laenor asked Rhaenyra

Alicent is noticeably quiet while she and Laena also wait for a response.

"Um, yeah. Kind of surprising I know." Rhaenyra answers rubbing the back of her neck

"Well, do you like her?" Laena asked

"I do. I mean she's attractive, funny and smart. Has a great personality. What's not to like?" Rhaenyra says honestly before shrugging

Laena and Laenor exchange glances as Rhaenyra's explanation didn't seem entirely convincing. They're both aware of her strong feelings for Alicent. Although they believe Rhaenyra likes Samantha and obviously finds her attractive, what she feels for Alicent is deeper on an emotional level.

"Well, she is very beautiful. I can see why you like her." Alicent spoke in a shy tone forcing a smile as Rhaenyra looks at her

"I um, I have to head back home. I have an important paper I need to work on." Alicent says part truthfully but more like making an excuse to leave

"Oh...well, do you need a ride home?" Rhaenyra offered

"No, it's okay. My mom is actually picking me up." Alicent rushed out a reply while forcing a smile

"You need to get a car, girl." Laena says jokingly to ease the tension

Alicent laughs genuinely before replying. "I know. I'm planning to get one this year before summer starts."

"Cool. Well, I guess we'll see you tomorrow." Laenor says giving Alicent a hug as she returns it

Laena hugs her next. "Take care of yourself. If you ever want to talk, just call me." she whispers

"I will." Alicent whispers back

After they pull away, Alicent looks at Rhaenyra as they stand there in awkward silence, which is a first. Rhaenyra approaches her and gives her a hug. The hug lasts longer before they reluctantly pull away. They locked gazes before Alicent bashfully tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.

"See you around?" Rhaenyra asked hopefully

"Yeah. See you around." Alicent smiles softly as Rhaenyra returns it

Alicent leaves as Rhaenyra watches her, as they both feel their hearts ache painfully.

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A month later, the school year is almost coming to a close. Alicent's feelings for Rhaenyra continues to grow as she struggles with self-denial given her religious beliefs or following her heart. Although she's been very jealous of seeing her best friend dating Samantha, she eventually found out from Rhaenyra that it wasn't serious as they went out a couple times.

Later during the evening after Alicent arrives at home, her mother approached her.

"How was your day, sweetie?"

"It was okay. A long day but okay." Alicent answered

Alenna sees her daughter struggling as if she wants to say something but is holding back.

"What is it, Alicent? What's troubling you?" she asked in a soft, caring tone

"Is father home?" Alicent asked vulnerably

"No. He's at the office working late."

Alicent sighs in relief.

"Is there anything you want to talk about?"

Alicent looks at her mother and takes a long pause. She swallows as she gathers her courage.

"There's something I need to confess. Something I've... I've been struggling with for a long time. And it took me a long time to admit to to myself." Alicent spoke audibly as she anxiously fiddles with her hand

Alenna gently took her hands in hers and held it. Alicent takes a shaky breath as she gathers strength from her mother.

"And I... I have been wrestling with these feelings. Feelings I think I shouldn't have. But I-I can't help it. It's eating away at me inside. And it hurts so much."

Alicent sheds a single tear as her mother wipes it away.

"I know." Alenna whispers as Alicent looks confused "I've known for a long time." she confessed

"Mom? You mean..."

"Your feelings are your own. The heart wants what it wants. You love her, don't you?" Alenna asked in a sympathetic, understanding tone

Alicent felt tears resurface as she exhaled before nodding. "Yes. I-I love her. So much it hurts." she finally confessed

Alenna smiles tearfully and wipes her her daughter's tears.

"I-I think deep down it was always there beneath the surface. But it took seeing her with someone else for me to acknowledge it." she says with a pained expression

"I wish I... I wish I've only known it then. How I feel about Rhaenyra." she whispers before lowering her gaze as she tries to hold back the tears

"Come here." Alenna whispers as she holds her daughter consoling her

"You... you're not...ashamed of me?" Alicent chokes out emotionally as tears roll down her cheek

"No. I could never be ashamed of you, sweetie. I love you. As you are." Alenna whispers before kissing the crown of her head

Immediately, Alicent breaks down as years of emotional repression is finally released as she cries into her mother's arms.

"Shh, it's okay. You're going to be okay. I'm right here." her mother whispers soothingly

Alicent seeks solace in her mother's warm, loving embrace as her worries and fears slowly diminish.

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The day of the decades themed dance finally arrived as students from the 11th grade all enter the high school gym dressed up fashionably from different time periods. Some students are dressed up in eighties outfits while others from the 60s.

Laena shows up with her date, Maya, as they're dressed up wearing beautiful dresses from the 40s. Laenor and Joffrey are dressed in suits from the 50s.

Rhaenyra is wearing an outfit from the Victorian time period. She is dressed up looking sharp in a black three-piece suit with a white buttoned shirt and a red satin necktie. She decided to go solo.

Music is blasting from the speakers as a upbeat classic rock song from the 50s come on as students dance.

"I wonder where Alicent is." Laena says speaking up

"Yeah, I hope she makes it to the dance." Laenor chimed in

"Me too." Rhaenyra whispers as she looks for her

Joffrey is the first to notice Alicent who finally arrived at the dance.

"Looks like she came after all."

The gang turns in the direction of the entrance as Alicent walks into the gym. The brunette is wearing a gorgeous green gown from what looks like the medieval time period. The gown showing off her shoulders with long sleeves and has a train on the back of her gown as she lifts up the dress slightly before walking. Her hair is styled in an elegant bun.

Rhaenyra feels her breath stolen as if time stopped and there's no one else in the room. Alicent looking absolutely radiant, commanding attention from many suitors and looking like a queen.

Laena and Laenor approach Alicent giving her a hug as the friends greet one another with a bright smile.

The blonde tomboy sighs as she continues to stare at Alicent. Then the brunette catches her gaze as they stare at one another from across the gym.

Rhaenyra feels her breath stolen once more as time stood still. Alicent gazes back at her longingly as "Wild Heart of the Young" by Karla Bonoff begins to play from the speakers. As the two teenagers stare at one another, the memories from their childhood hits them as everything they've been through has been leading up to this one defining moment.

These days when I take a look behind
I think about you and all that time
We were as one
Kids on the run

Rhaenyra slowly walks up to Alicent and extended her hand. "May I have this dance?" she asked in a hopeful tone yet feeling nervous

You spoke of the dream we made come true
I remember how I looked up to you
It was there in your touch
You knew so much

"Yes" Alicent whispers before smiling softly as she takes her hand

Their friends watch with a smile as they walk to the center of the dance floor. Rhaenyra holds Alicent's waist while holding her hand with the other. Alicent rests one hand on Rhaenyra's shoulder as they began to slow dance to this classic romantic ballad from "The Wonders Years", which they used to watch together when they were children.

I loved you like I'll never love another
With the wild heart of the young
But it took until now to uncover
Oh, if I'd only known it then

Rhaenyra and Alicent gaze into each other's eyes as they are lost in the moment.

Well, they watched while you broke all the rules
And everyone thought I was your fool
But I paid the price
Never even thought twice

I loved you like I'll never love another
With the wild heart of the young
But it took until now to uncover
Oh, if I'd only known it then
Oh, if I'd only known it then

(Instrumental music)

As Rhaenyra and Alicent continue to slow dance, so much is left unsaid as they are caught in the moment yet holding back from expressing their feelings. Eventually, Alicent speaks up.

"I'm sorry, Rhaenyra." Alicent spoke

"For what?" the blonde asked curiously as she gazes into her warm brown eyes

"For everything. For being distant. These past few weeks has been hard. And I've... I've missed you." Alicent admits

Rhaenyra's expression softens as her heart swells with affection, longing and love.

"Don't be. You needed time to sort out your feelings. And for what it's worth... I've missed you too." Rhaenyra whispers

If I thought about all the loves I knew
I know they'd all fade except for you
And someday you'll see how much you taught me

"More than you could possibly know. Alicent I..." Rhaenyra trails off as she gazes into her eyes while Alicent felt her heart began to race

"I love you." Rhaenyra finally confessed as Alicent looks at her before her eyes widen

"I have loved you since forever." the blonde admits as Alicent felt her eyes glisten with tears

Alicent caressed her face before smiling tearfully. "I love you too"

Rhaenyra is stunned speechless before she and Alicent smile at one another. Rhaenyra closes the gap and kisses her with heartfelt emotion as Alicent returns it.

I loved you like I'll never love another
With the wild heart of the young
But it took until now to uncover
Oh, if I'd only known it then
Oh, if I'd only known it then

They continue to kiss each other slowly yet intimately as years of longing and unspoken feelings comes pouring out of them. They held each other close as the music begins fade. In this moment no one else exist but the two of them.

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*One Year Later*

Since the night of the dance, Rhaenyra and Alicent began dating throughout their senior year but kept their relationship a secret from Otto. The two are blissfully as they spend the whole day together. First they went to a movie theater and ate dinner afterwards and then stopped at Godswood Garden last.

It is nighttime as they're sitting under the weirwood tree on a blanket holding hands. The stars are out tonight as they enjoy their remaining time together before summer vacation.

"I could stay like this in your arms forever." Alicent sighs in contentment

"Me too. Being with you, getting to hold you and kiss you, is everything I never thought would happen." Rhaenyra admits as Alicent lifts her head to gaze at her

"And now that we're together, I can't imagine being with anyone else."

"Really?" Alicent asked in a surprised tone

"Yeah. You're my best friend. My favorite person. Yet you're so much more. You're my one true constant." Rhaenyra whispers sincerely

Alicent felt her heart skip a beat. "As you are mine." she whispers back

Rhaenyra and Alicent kiss one another chastely before the latter slowly deepens it pulling her closer as they kiss each other passionately. Things get pretty heated as Rhaenyra feels a familiar throbbing as she becomes painfully hard. Rhaenyra moans deeply as Alicent moans in response before the former pulls away breathlessly.

"We um, we should stop." Rhaenyra says panting as Alicent breathes hard as well

"Y-You're right. Um, it's getting late anyway." Alicent says in a bashful tone as she blushes deeply

Although they have shared many intimate and passionate moments since dating and felt tempted, they never went all the way yet as Rhaenyra wanted Alicent to feel comfortable and ready. While Alicent openly expressed it should be a mutual choice when they're both ready. They both agreed to wait at least until after they graduate from high school.

Rhaenyra stands up as she helps Alicent like a gentlewoman. They stood by the tree and stare at their initials "A+R Forever" engraved inside a heart as a symbol of their love and friendship. Here they are seven years later. They smiled at one another while holding hands before leaving as they walk to Rhaenyra's car.

It seems like everything is going well for the happy couple until one day Otto discovered their secret relationship. When Otto confronts his daughter at home after she came back home one night, she felt like her world crashed and burned.

"When were you going to tell me that you're seeing Rhaenyra?" he questioned in calm yet low dangerous tone

Alicent froze as she stutters out a reply. "I-I don't know."

"You don't know? Do you take me for a fool, child?" he questioned angrily

"No, I--"

Otto cuts her off. "This is an abomination. It's a sin. It's blasphemous." he says with anger and disgust as she blinks back tears

"I thought I raised you better than that. Instead you're out there hooking up with...with that delinquent. She has corrupted you!" he yells furiously

"No! She didn't! We...we love each other. She loves me and I love --"

"Enough!!!" he yelled as she flinched in fear "I forbid you from seeing her! You're not allowed to see her again!"

"What?! But father --"

"This is the end of the discussion!"

"No! You can't make me stop seeing her! I love Rhaenyra and there is nothing you can do to change that!" she yells emotionally

Otto looks shocked that she stood up to him. Her heart began to race as panic sets in her she held her ground. A moment later, her mom finally arrived back home. Alicent sighs in relief while Otto still looks furious. Alenna senses the tension as if she just walked into a middle of an argument. She puts her purse down.

"What's going on here?" she asked cautiously as she looks between her daughter and husband

"Mom --"

"Your daughter has been carrying on in a secret relationship with Rhaenyra. An intimate relationship. It needs to end now." he cuts her off immediately

"Otto, our daughter is a young woman. She is eighteen. She can make her own choices." Alenna says firmly

Otto look like he got the wind knocked out of him. He stares at his wife in disbelief.

"Have you gone mad? What you're suggesting is immoral. It's blasphemous. How can you be okay with this?"

"Because I love her. And I accept her for who she is. Her happiness comes first. And I would watch that attitude if I were you." she says angrily

"I think not! Our daughter will not see Rhaenyra again! It's forbidden!" he yells angrily

Alicent begins to cry as Alenna becomes livid.

"Rhaenyra makes our daughter happy! And what right do you have to take that away from her?! If you do this, she is only going to resent you! I will not force her into hiding who she is and drive her into a deep depression!" Alenna yells standing up for her daughter

"Alicent, you're forbidden from seeing Rhaenyra! Do I make myself clear?" he says angrily

"No, I-I love her! You can't force me to stop seeing her!" she yells emotionally as tears fall

"Alicent, go to your room. We'll talk about this tomorrow okay?" Alenna says in a soft, caring tone caressing her hair as Alicent nodded sadly

Alenna hugs her daughter who clings to her tightly before pulling away. Alicent rushed upstairs to her bedroom. While her parents are arguing loudly downstairs, she breaks down and cries in bed clutching her pillow.

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A week has gone by as Rhaenyra has not received any calls from Alicent. Everytime she tries to call her, it goes to voicemail. One night, she drives her car to the Hightower residence as she snuck on the roof like she used to. As she spots Alicent by the window, she sees her girlfriend lying in bed.

Alicent sensed her presence as she turns her head and sees Rhaenyra. Her eyes began to tear up before she smiles gently. Rhaenyra felt her heart react seeing her again but in such a vulnerable state.

"I love you" Rhaenyra whispers outside the window

Alicent reading her lips smiles tearfully before replying. "I love you too"

Rhaenyra smiles as she opens the window and quietly stepped inside. She closes the window and took off her sneakers. Luckily she already came to Alicent's home wearing pajamas as she got in bed and cuddles her girlfriend who relaxed into her warm, protective arms. No words are exchanged as Rhaenyra provides Alicent comfort before they slowly fell asleep.

Alenna eventually went to check on her daughter only to find her sleeping in Rhaenyra's arms. Alenna smiles at the heartwarming sight before quietly letting herself out and closed the door.

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*One Month Later*

The senior year is coming to a close as the four friends make plans for college while enjoying the remainder of their final year. Rhaenyra is the captain of the football team while Alicent is editor of the literary column writing articles while also giving assignments to freshmen.

Laena is still head cheerleader while Laenor is the receiver of the football team. The King's Landing Knights have a successful year winning major games against rival high school teams such as Dorne Spearheads, Winterfell Wolves and Casterly Rock Lions to name a few. Rhaenyra continues to lead the King's Landing Knights as the star quarterback as they're on their way to the big game in a few weeks.

Rhaenyra and Alicent's relationship has deepened despite Otto's interference. One day, Alicent came home from work as her mother gave her the news that she's divorcing her father. To say, Alicent was stunned yet relieved was an understatement as Otto moved out of the house.

Currently, a month away from senior prom and graduation as the four friends make plans for for the future.

"I've applied to King's Landing University earlier this year. As well as other universities in Westeros including Driftmark." Laena says as she drinks her water

"Same here. I'm also hoping to get a scholarship in football. And I'm interested in looking into different classes for the fall." Laenor chimed in

"That's awesome. I hope you both get in." Rhaenyra says genuinely

"Yeah, me too. It would be great if we all go the same university this fall." Alicent added with a smile

"Hopefully. I can't for senior prom. I've already bought my dress." Laena says in excitement

"Yeah. With the end of senior year, let's cherish these moments. What I'm most thankful for your friendship." Rhaenyra says sincerely to her cousin's before looking at Alicent

"And for love." she whispers as Alicent smiles before leaning in to kiss her chastely

They pull away blushing as Laena says "aww" while Laenor pretends to gag. Rhaenyra threw a french fry at him as they all laugh.

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It's the day of senior prom as the four friends got ready. Rhaenyra is dressed up in a red velvet blazer jacket with a black satin vest and a white buttoned shirt with a black, red and silver satin necktie. Her blonde hair is flowing down.

Meanwhile, her girlfriend, Alicent is wearing a gorgeous red dress with heels. Her brown hair is styled elegantly in waves giving it a retro look. She's wearing light makeup.

"You look so beautiful." Rhaenyra whispers in awe as she sees her in her family's colors

"Thank you. And you look handsome." Alicent says in an affectionate tone

Rhaenyra kisses her hand as Alicent blushes as she smiles widely.

"Okay. Time for a picture." Viserys says holding the camera

Rhaenyra and Alicent pose together while smiling as their family look on with a smile. Aemma is holding her four old son, Baelon, while Daemon looks on with a playful grin as his niece and her girlfriend take funny photos before taking their last one holding each other while smiling happily. Alenna looks on with a smile as her eyes tear up.

"You girls enjoy your prom." Aemma says with a smile

"We will. And goodbye little one. I'll be back later." Rhaenyra says in a hushed tone to Baelon as she kisses her baby brother's forehead as he giggled

"Nyra" he says with an adorable smile as Rhaenyra and Alicent melted at the sight

"So cute" Alicent gushed as Rhaenyra grins widely while turning ten shades red

The family waved goodbye to them as they head out and got into the white limo. As the limo driver left, he picked up their friends along the way as they head to their prom.

When they finally arrived, everyone is there dancing and partying. Rhaenyra and Alicent took pictures as a couple and then with their friends. Laenor and Joffrey posed together while Laena posed with her girlfriend, Maya.

As the six friends enjoy their evening dancing while laughing, eventually the time comes for Homecoming King and Queen.

"Good evening seniors! It's time to announce this year's King and Queen." the teacher says as everyone cheered excitedly

As the teacher opens up the envelope, she reads it out loud.

"This year's homecoming king is...Laenor Velaryon!"

Everyone cheered with his friends and boyfriend cheering the loudest. Laenor got up on stage as he accepted the crown. He grins widely as his Rhaenyra whistles while clapping and his boyfriend cheers and then winks at him. Laenor blushes as he smiles back at Joffrey.

"Now it's time to announce this year's homecoming queen..." the teacher opens the envelope and reads it

"Alicent Hightower!"

Everyone cheers with Rhaenyra bring the loudest. Alicent blushes while looking surprised as she goes on stage to accept her crown. She looks at her friends and her girlfriend as they continue cheering for her. Rhaenyra smiles brightly as Alicent returns it. She turns to Laenor as they smile at one another.

When the time came for the King and Queen to dance, Laenor stepped aside as he decided to give his crown temporarily to Rhaenyra.

"I thought it would be fitting if you have this last dance with your queen." he says with a smile

Rhaenyra smiles at her cousin and gave him a hug while Alicent kisses his cheek as he smiled back before letting his friends have the dance floor.

Laenor stands next to his boyfriend, Joffrey, while his sister, Laena stands beside her brother and girlfriend.

Rhaenyra and Alicent began to slow dance as a romantic slow ballad plays from the speakers. They hold each other close while gazing into each other's eyes.

"How did I get so lucky?" Alicent whispers

"I ask myself the same thing." Rhaenyra whispers as she stares at her girlfriend with love and affection

"Who would've thought after all this time, we would find ourselves here?" Alicent says in amazement thinking back on the years since she's met Rhaenyra

"And here we are. Our bond has only grown stronger. As our love. It's forever." Rhaenyra whispers

Alicent is reminded of their special place and the engraving on the tree with their initials and the word "forever".

"Forever." Alicent whispers as well

The two young women share a tender, slow and heartfelt kiss as the love song continues to play.

Chapter Text

It's the first day of freshman year at King's Landing University as eighteen-year-old, Rhaenyra, steps out of Agent Cole's black SUV. Her bodyguard, whose been working for her father for three years now, is dressed in his black and white suit with a black necktie.

"Try to stay out trouble." Criston says as it's become an inside joke between them as he's grown accustomed to her rebellious nature

"Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say. Don't worry, I'll try my best to be on my best behavior." Rhaenyra says seriously yet with a playful gleam in her eye as she smirked

Criston simply shook his head as he grins slightly. "You have a good first day. And enjoy your first semester while you're here." he says sincerely

"Thank you. And I will. I'll keep in touch with my family as much as I can." she says as she's going to living in the dorm at King's Landing University

"I'm sure your parents will love for you to visit for the holidays on break." Criston smiles before playfully joking "Go on, before you miss your first class."

"Whatever you say, Ser Criston." Rhaenyra playfully joked as she saluted to him as they share a laugh

Over the last three years, Rhaenyra has developed a close friendship with her bodyguard as they would get into a playful banter or simply talk as he shares stories of his childhood and his military background before joining the secret service as an agent in his adulthood. Rhaenyra would playfully call him "Ser Criston" as she is a fan of medieval fantasy. He would simply laugh it off in good humor.

"I'm a former soldier, not a knight." he smirked before smiling "Take care."

"You too, Agent Cole." she said formally with a smile as he waved to her before he drives off

Rhaenyra sighs as she turns around and stares at the huge campus. Many students walking inside as she enters as well.

It's a new chapter for the young Targaryen woman as she's starting her first semester at the university. She has a new haircut. It's a different look yet she feels it suits her. Her relationship with Alicent is going pretty well. She's not sure how things will turn out now that they'll be living busy schedules but she hopes they can find time for each other.

After she got everything she needed for her first day, including her class schedule, she headed to her dorm room after checking what room she's staying in. When she entered, she was surprised by who her roommate is.

"Bloody hell. Laena?" she says in surprise before grinning

"Oh my goodness. Rhaenyra, I can't believe we're going to be roommates." Laena smiled as she gives her cousin a hug

"It's so good to see you. You look great. Cute outfit you're wearing." Rhaenyra says after pulling away

"Thank you. And I love your new haircut. It looks good on you." Laena smiled

"Thank you. I thought a change would be good. New school year, new experience, new look." the blonde says as her cousin nodded

"Well, now that we're going to King's Landing University, we have lots to experience and learn." Laena says as they share a smile

Before they head to their first class, they hung up their posters on the wall and decided to finish decorating later after their classes. Laena hung up a Beyonce poster and another one with a dragon while Rhaenyra hung up a Harry Potter poster and one with a dragon as well on her side of the room.

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Meanwhile, Alicent entered her dorm room and met her new roommate, Tegan, who is very friendly and dare she say incredibly beautiful. Her long dark hair, blueish-green eyes and smile is what she noticed immediately. That said, she's very much in love with Rhaenyra. But she could see herself becoming friends with her new roommate.

"It's very nice to meet you. My name is Alicent." she greeted kindly shaking her hand

"Alicent. That's a beautiful name." Tegan says with genuinely with a smile

Alicent blushes a little before smiling back. "Thank you."

As Tegan hangs up her Doctor Who poster as well as Avril Lavigne on her wall, Alicent hangs up her Taylor Swift poster as well as a poster of a watchtower on her wall on her side of the room.

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Throughout the day, Rhaenyra went to a couple of her classes. It wasn't until her history class where she unexpectedly bumped into a familiar face accidentally in a rush. Books fell on the floor.

"Oh my God. I'm so sorry." Alicent apologized as she didn't notice who she bumped into yet as she rushed to pick up her books

Rhaenyra recognized that voice instantly as she looked up. "Alicent?" she says in surprise before smiling widely

Alicent looks up in surprise as well as she sees her girlfriend. "Rhaenyra. Oh my goodness, hey!" she smiled back with excitement as she stands up

Rhaenyra stands up and immediately hugs Alicent as she lifts her off the ground. The brunette squealed with laughter. After putting her back on the ground, they smile at one another.

"It's so good to see you. I've missed you." Rhaenyra says as she helps Alicent pick up her books

"Thank you. And I've missed you, too." Alicent says before realizing

"I almost forgot. I have to be in class. I don't want to be late." she says in a rush as she and Rhaenyra began to pace walk

"What class you have now?" Rhaenyra asked

"History."

"What a coincidence. So do I."

"You're jesting." Alicent says as she checks her girlfriend's schedule "Wow, we have the same class."

Rhaenyra and Alicent share a smile as they quickly rush to class. As they enter, they found many students seated already. They look around to see what seats are available and eventually spots two in the middle row.

"Wow, looks like we all have the same class." Laenor spoke with a smile as his sister is sitting behind him

"I can't believe our luck. It's so good to see you." Alicent says as she sat down next to Laenor while Rhaenyra sat behind her and next to Laena

"Yeah, it's been a while." Laena chimed in

A moment later, their professor came into the class room.

"Good afternoon, student! My name is Professor Smith." he announced as he quickly wrote on the chalkboard

As the professor who looks to be in his early-mid 30s spoke, he went in front of the desk and leaned against it with his arms crossed. As Rhaenyra observed him in his purple frock coat, black vest, white buttoned shirt, dark purple bowtie, black pants and black shoes, she couldn't help but think he's giving off Professor Plum vibes from the board game, "Clue". He also is wearing glasses and has brown hair.

"Now, for this year, we will be discussing Westeros and Essos history. This week's assignment and for the next three months, you all will be studying "The Dawn Age." he says as everyone looks intrigued

"Now can someone tell me who were the First Men and what time period this major event took place?"

A couple of students raised their hands including Alicent. Professor Smith noticed the young woman with brown wavy hair wearing green.

"The young lady in the middle row." he pointed to her

"The First Men were an ethnic group from Essos who invaded Westeros by crossing the Arm of Dorne. The time period was approximately 12,000 BC." Alicent answered

"Excellent. For today's assignment, I want you all to open your textbook to page 5."

Throughout the class, the professor wrote on the chalkboard while discussing the topic very fast, as mostly everyone had a hard time keeping up. Alicent, the ever hardworking and dutiful student, made sure to pay attention as she wrote down notes while listening.

Eventually time went by as class came to an end. As everyone gathered their things, the professor gave them homework for the week as they have to read chapters 1-3 and write an essay.

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The next few months, Alicent and Rhaenyra have been very busy with school as they haven't had much time to spend quality time together like they hoped.

For Rhaenyra, she's been doing her best to focus on her studies after going to a few parties during the first two weeks after school started. She's also joined the football team as she's playing for the King's Landing Dragons.

For Alicent, she's been working hard and hasn't gotten much sleep. However, between her studies and working for the editorial paper in journalism, she's been feeling very stressed. To deal with her intense anxiety, she's been reading the Bible and praying daily.

Currently, she's trying to study in her dorm room as she has to finish her term paper for the weekend and turn it in next week. And with an exam coming up before the holidays, she's feeling in edge.

However, as she's trying to type on her laptop, she has trouble concentrating with the loud music blasting across the hall. It's been going on for the last ten minutes and eventually her patience and tolerance wears thin.

Alicent groans in frustration as she leaves her dorm room and walks across the hall from her. She knocks on the door repeatedly.

"Excuse me! Excuse me!" she yells as knocks

The door swung open as two guys appeared.

"Excuse me! But can you please turn your music down?! I'm trying to study!" she speaks loudly as she can hardly hear herself over the music

"Sure" the guy with long black hair spoke as Alicent sighed in relief "On one condition!"

Alicent sighed tiredly as she should've known there was a catch. "What is it?"

The guy doesn't answer as he and his friend stared at her up and down suggestively. Alicent immediately feels a wave of disgust and anger as she crossed her arms over her chest, feeling uncomfortable.

"How about you join us?" the other guy with short light brown hair asked with a flirty grin

"No thank you. I'm seeing someone. And even if I wasn't, I wouldn't give you the time of day. I'd rather join a convent." she says seriously

The two guys look upset before one of them spoke. "Then you're wasting our time. Get the fuck out of here!" he slams the door in her face

Alicent groans in frustration before banging on the door again. The guy angrily opens the door.

"What?!"

"Can you please turn your music down?!"

"Hmm, let me think." he pretended to ponder "No." he says before slamming the door

At this, Alicent gets upset as she heads back to her dorm room. She closes her door. She starts to feel her anxiety coming on as she stares at her laptop as her term paper is nowhere near finished. Books and papers are scattered all over her bed.

She starts to anxiously dig her nails into her bloodied cuticles as negative thoughts resurface. She can hear her father scolding her for her weakness.

Alicent sits on the floor as she tries to block out the loud voices in her head as well as the loud music blasting across the hall. Everything is all so overwhelming as she covers her ears. The stress from the heavy workload and the feeling of trying to be perfect becomes too much. The feeling like she's never enough in her father's eyes.

"Please God. Make it stop. Please." she pleaded as tears fall while anxiously rocking back and forth

A few minutes later, her roommate came back and finds Alicent in the floor in such a vulnerable state and an emotional wreck.

"Alicent? Alicent, what's wrong?" Tegan asked in a concerned tone while hearing the loud music across the hall

"Jesus Christ. Can't they turn that fucking music down?" she spoke angrily to one one before turning her attention back to Alicent

"Alicent. Hey, what's wrong? Talk to me." she says gently as she reaches out but Alicent flinched somewhat

Tegan starts to get worried as she pulled her hand back. "It's okay. I promise not to touch you. I'm sorry."

Alicent doesn't look at her but kept her head low and covered her ears as she cries silently.

"Hey... what's wrong?" Tegan bends down but kept her distance

"I... I can't --" Alicent choked out "it's too much. I-I can't f-focus." she says in a shaky tone

Tegan notices the books and papers scattered as well as Alicent's laptop open with her work unfinished. And seeing Alicent in such a vulnerable state as she's struggling, she realizes what's going on.

"Fuck. Stay here for a moment. I'll take care of this. I'll be right back."

As Tegan matches over across the hall, she angrily bangs on the door repeatedly. The guy opened the door angrily.

"What the fuck is your problem?!"

"My fucking problem is you and your mates! My roommate is trying to study but she can't concentrate with you blasting that damn music!" Tegan yells furiously

"Oh yeah? What the hell are you're going to do about it?"

"I'll report you to the guard outside. Or better yet, I'll give my roommate's girlfriend a call. Does Rhaenyra Targaryen sound familiar to you?" Tegan questions

Immediately the guy got nervous. "W-Wait a second. You're saying your roommate is dating Rhaenyra Targaryen?"

He's very aware of her reputation back in King's Landing High School. He's also aware of her family who have a history of madness. He remembers reading up on Maegor Targaryen, infamously known as Maegor the Cruel for a reason. He was the head of a major crime organization and had a long record of violent crimes.

"Yes." Tegan says with a smirk as she crossed her arms

"On second thought, I-I don't want any trouble." he stuttered out nervously

"Hey, turn that music off!" he yelled to his roommate

"Why?!"

"Just do as I say, man! The girl who complained about the music earlier is dating Rhaenyra Targaryen. We don't want any fucking problems." he explained

"Fuck." the roommate quickly turns off the music as he gets worried as well as the other guys in the dorm room

"We're s-sorry. It won't happen again." he says to Tegan who nods

"Good." she says before walking back to her dorm room

As she walks back in her dorm room and closed the door, she turns her attention to Alicent.

"It's taken care of. I told them that Rhaenyra is your girlfriend and needless to say they got the message." Tegan explained with a light grin before her expression softens

"Do you need anything? Do you want me to call Rhaenyra?"

At the mention of her girlfriend's name, Alicent has a reaction. "N-Nyra..." her eyes tear up

"Do you want me to call her?" she asks again in soft tone

After a moment, Alicent nodded silently.

Tegan finds Alicent's phone and goes through her contact list. She dials Rhaenyra as it rings three times before she gets an answer.

"Ali?"

"No, it's Tegan. Her roommate."

"Tegan? What are you doing with her phone?" she asked in confusion before concern takes over "Wait, is Alicent okay?"

"That's why I'm calling. She's in a very vulnerable state. It's a long story but she needs you now."

"I'm on my way." Rhaenyra says before hanging up

"Is Alicent okay?" Laena asked in concern and worry

"I don't know. But her roommate says she's in a vulnerable state and she needs me. I'm heading over there." Rhaenyra says in a rush as she grabs her black leather jacket and puts it on

"Call me if you need anything." Laena says sincerely

"I will."

After Rhaenyra leaves, she heads over to Alicent's dorm room. When she arrived, she found her girlfriend sitting on the floor rocking back and forth.

"Ali..." Rhaenyra says with a pained expression as she walks over to her

However, Alicent flinched somewhat as Rhaenyra pulled back.

"Hey, it's me. It's Nyra." she says in a soft, caring tone

Alicent looks up with teary eyes. "Nyra?" she says in a vulnerable tone

Rhaenyra silently sat down and held her arms out as Alicent falls into her loving embrace as tears fall.

"I'll give you two some privacy." Tegan says

"Tegan? Thank you." Rhaenyra says sincerely as Tegan simply smiled

After she left and closed the door, Rhaenyra and Alicent are left alone. The blonde consoles her as Alicent continues to cry.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm here now. I'm not going anywhere." Rhaenyra whispers before kissing the crown of her head

Alicent seeks her girlfriend's warmth and comfort as she finds herself slowly relaxing. Eventually, she stops crying but doesn't let go of Rhaenyra who continues to hold her as they sat on the floor by her bed.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Rhaenyra asked patiently

Alicent waits for a moment before speaking. "I... I had trouble concentrating on my work. I've been so stressed out lately." she says audibly as Rhaenyra softly caresses her hair

"And I-I feel it's all so overwhelming. The workload. And my anxiety came on."

Rhaenyra looks down at Alicent's fingers and saw her bloodied cuticles. Her heart aches as she holds her hands to examine it.

"I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I'm sorry." Alicent apologized as she felt disgusted with herself

"No, don't apologize. You can't help how you feel. It just pains me to see you hurting." Rhaenyra whispers

"I-I should finish my work. It needs to be turned in and my exam is coming up." Alicent says worriedly

"Don't worry about that now, okay? Your health comes first. Try not to put so much pressure on yourself." Rhaenyra says as she softly caresses her knuckles

Alicent still looks conflicted but as she looks into Rhaenyra's calming blue eyes, she finds strength in her.

"I know it's hard and university is stressful. And I know we haven't been able to make time for each other. But I'm here now. And if you need someone to lean on, you can lean on me." Rhaenyra says as Alicent looks at her tearfully

"Remember the pinky promise we made when we were children? We promise to confide in one another. No matter what." the blonde says

"I remember." Alicent whispers with a soft smile in fond memory before her expression turns serious

"When things become too much, I feel like I'm losing control. My mind sometimes take me to a dark place. M-My father is in my head...scolding me...and I'm scared of not being enough."

Rhaenyra swallows thickly as her eyes glisten with tears but waits till Alicent is finished expressing her feelings.

"And I know that..." Alicent lowers her gaze "it's considered a sin in the eyes of God to be with a woman. And I've struggled to come to terms with it. Feeling like he wouldn't forgive me."

Alicent looks up and stares at Rhaenyra with teary eyes.

"But the more I've tried to deny my feelings for you, it grew stronger. And I couldn't deny it anymore." she admits

Rhaenyra waits before speaking. "Listen to me, okay? I may not be religious but what I do know is that no one is perfect. You're only human, Ali."

Alicent lowers her gaze before Rhaenyra gently lifts her chin to hold eye contact.

"Having feelings doesn't make you weak. And your feelings matter, no matter what your father says." Rhaenyra says with conviction as Alicent felt her heart tighten in her chest

"You're a good person with a big heart. And you're fiercely strong and brave more than you give yourself credit for."

Alicent smiles tearfully as Rhaenyra's words move her.

"No matter what you're going through, I'm here for you, Ali. " Rhaenyra promised

Alicent throws her arms around her as Rhaenyra holds her close.

"Can you stay with me tonight? I want to feel your arms around me." the brunette whispers after pulling away

Rhaenyra nodded as she takes off her leather jacket off. She then took off her boots and jeans as she kept her boxers and university shirt on to sleep in. After Alicent put her books and papers away, she got in bed and pulled the covers up. Rhaenyra got under the covers with her after turning off the light. Alicent cuddled close against Rhaenyra as the blonde holds her.

As they slowly fall asleep, Tegan eventually came back to find them in bed. She softly smiles at the heartwarming sight before taking off her clothes and put her pajamas on as she got in her bed.

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Over the next couple of months, Rhaenyra and Alicent have been incredibly busy as the former continues to go to football practice while doing her best to keep her grades up while the latter has been working hard but hasn't gotten much sleep.

It was sometime during exam week when Alicent had a panic attack as the stress and anxiety got to her. Since then, she's doing her best to focus on her health. Her mother has been trying to encourage her to get therapy but she hasn't felt ready to go. Instead, she continues to pray and read the Bible.

Rhaenyra has also been struggling. It also doesn't help that her father continues pestering her about her responsibilities and hoping she joins the company. She just wants to forget everything.

One night, she showed up at Alicent's dorm asking her to join her on a night out with their friends. At first Alicent was reluctant but eventually gave in. Her roommate, Tegan, was hanging out with her friend.

When Rhaenyra and Alicent met up with Laena, Laenor and Joffrey, they all went to Aegon's Pub for a couple of drinks. After grabbing a table, they sat down.

"It's good to finally get out." Laena says

"Absolutely." Rhaenyra agreed

"What are y'all in the mood for?" Laenor asked as she and Joffrey look at the menu

"I don't know." Alicent says she's not much of a drinker "To be honest, I still feel hesitant. I mean we're not of legal age." she whispers

"Hey, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, you don't have to buy alcohol." Rhaenyra says

"I'll have a non alcoholic drink." Alicent replies back

After they all decided their orders, they all enjoy the evening talking and laughing over drinks. However, things took a turn when Jason Lannister and his jock friends from Casterly Rock University football team walked into the pub.

"Fuck, look who walked in." Rhaenyra says in annoyance

The others looked and noticed Jason laughing with his friends at a table.

"Fantastic. If it isn't Jason and his loser friends." Laena replies sipping her drink

"Forget about them. It's not worth it." Alicent says hoping this night doesn't end in drama

"Yeah, fuck that. Let's just have a good time." Laenor agreed

"Sure thing. Besides, we'll end up kicking their asses in the big game next month." Joffrey says as he high fives his boyfriend and then Rhaenyra as they share a laugh

They decided to focus on having a good time. It wasn't Alicent decided she has to use the restroom when all hell broke loose. After she used the restroom and left, Jason stopped her as he grabbed her arm.

"Hey, looks like my lucky night." he grins flirty

"Actually, it's not. Now, if you excuse me." she says before trying to leave but he refused to let go

"Hey, where do you think you're going? Come on, lighten up." Jason says laughing refusing to take no for an answer as he stood up

Rhaenyra sees Jason putting his hands on Alicent and immediately gets upset.

"Let me go." Alicent says firmly in a low dangerous tone

However, Jason refuses to let her go.

"I said, let me go." Alicent says kneeing him in the groin as he groaned in pain

As Alicent turn to leave again, Jason grabs her arm again angrily. Rhaenyra immediately sees red and stood up as she marches over to them.

"Shit, I have a bad feeling about this." Laena speaks up as she, her brother and Joffrey watched

"What the fuck is your problem?" he yells pissed off

"Hey! Let her go." Rhaenyra says pushing Jason away from Alicent

"Mind your fucking business!" Jason yells pushing Rhaenyra which was a big mistake as she decked him in the face knocking him down

Jason grabbed his jaw as he is bleeding from the mouth. From there all hell broke loose, as Jason's teammates jumped in and one of them punches Rhaenyra.

"Rhaenyra!" Alicent yells in worry

"Fuck!" Laenor yelled out as he and Joffrey go to help his cousin as Laena watched in worry

Rhaenyra fights Jason as Laenor and Joffrey take on the two other jocks. Rhaenyra traded blows with Jason before the rage kicked in as she tackles him to the ground and starts punching him. The bartenders intervenes pulling them apart.

The night ended with Jason and his jock friends being thrown out along with Rhaenyra, her girlfriend and friends. As they're outside, Laena lashes out.

"What the fuck were you thinking, Rhaenyra?"

"What? Was I supposed to stand back and let Jason Lannister harass Alicent?!" Rhaenyra questions angrily

"No. But you could've handled it differently. You could've just walked away." Laena says upset

Before Rhaenyra could argue, Alicent spoke up.

"Stop it! Please stop arguing. Can we please just go back to the dorm? The hour has grown late." Alicent says tiredly running her temples

Rhaenyra feels bad, as well as everyone else.

"You're right. Let's head back." Rhaenyra says

After Laenor calls a taxi, they eventually head back to the campus. After being dropped off, Rhaenyra senses the tension and call Alicent is upset.

"Alicent? Ali, can we please talk?"

Alicent sighed as stopped walking. She looks at their friends.

"We'll talk to y'all tomorrow." Laenor says as he and Joffrey waved to them while they waved back

"I'll meet you back at the dorm." Rhaenyra says to Laena who silently nodded

Laena gives Alicent a hug before heading inside. As Rhaenyra turns to look at Alicent, she looks at her with regret.

"I know I should've handled things differently back there. And I've realized I took it too far. I'm sorry." Rhaenyra apologizes

Alicent looks at her with a pained expression.

"Rhaenyra... I get why you were angry. You were looking out for me. But sometimes you don't think about your actions. You could've been arrested."

"I know. I just... I fucking lost it. I saw red. I know there is no excuse but..." Rhaenyra trails off

Alicent looks away painfully. "I think...we need some time apart."

"What?" Rhaenyra says in disbelief and hurt "But Ali...you can't mean that."

Alicent looks at her tearfully. "Nyra... we both have been through a lot this year. I think some time and space would be good for us."

Rhaenyra felt her eyes tear up but she does her best to hold it back.

"It doesn't mean that I don't love you. It just means that... I need some time to figure things out. I need --"

"You need to find yourself." Rhaenyra finishes her sentence

Alicent looks at her as she feels her heart breaking. Suddenly, it started to rain as they're caught in it. Rhaenyra stares back at her as she swallows thickly.

"I hope you can understand." Alicent says

"I do. I mean it hurts like hell. But I understand. More than anything, I-I just want you to be happy." the blonde says with raw emotion

Alicent felt her tears roll down her face as Rhaenyra reaches out to wipe them away.

"I love you, Ali. And if it takes giving you some time and space for you to figure things out, then I'll respect your choice."

Alicent couldn't help but lean her forehead against Rhaenyra's, as they stand in the pouring rain.

"And I love you, Nyra. I always will. Nothing could ever change that." she whispers

Rhaenyra and Alicent share an emotional kiss in the rain, holding each other tightly before slowly pulling away. Alicent tearfully walks away as she heads back inside, heading to her dorm. Rhaenyra watches her leave, as she sheds a single tear.

When Rhaenyra makes it back to her dorm room, Laena sits up in bed.

"How is Alicent?" she asks in concern

Rhaenyra looks at her with unshed tears. Laena looks at her and whatever anger she felt towards her cousin shifted to compassion.

"I'm sorry, Rhaenyra."

"Don't be. It's not your fault. Ali and I... we didn't exactly breakup but... she says she needs some time and space to sort things out." Rhaenyra explains

Laena doesn't know what to say to that at first.

"I um, I'm going to take a shower before heading to bed." Rhaenyra says

"Rhaenyra...for what it's worth... I believe things will work out for you and Alicent. Just give her some time." Laena says encouragingly

Rhaenyra nodded "Thanks. And for what it's worth, I'm sorry." she says before heading to the bathroom

Laena lowers her gaze before lying back in bed to go to sleep.

As Rhaenyra is taking a warm shower and washing with vanilla body wash and soap, she relaxed somewhat. After taking a shower for a while, she turns it off and steps out. She dries off with a towel before combing her short, wet hair before blow drying it.

After coming back to her room, she puts her boxers on and a grey shirt before getting under the covers in bed after turning the light off. She then grabs her phone as she stares at a picture of her and Alicent during happier times. They were holding each other close while smiling happily in the photo after taking a selfie.

Rhaenyra was wearing a white shirt and blue jeans while Alicent was wearing one of her plaid shirts she let her borrowed. She smiles wistfully at the photo before deciding to listen to music on her playlist. She relaxed as "Grow As We Go" by Ben Platt.

You say there's so much you don't know
You need to go and find yourself
You say you'd rather be alone
'Cause you think you won't find it tied to someone else

Ooh, who said t's true
That the growing only happens on your own?
They don't know me and you

I don't think you have to leave
If to change is what you need
You can change right next to me
When you're high, I'll take the lows
You can ebb and I can flow
And we'll take it slow
And grow as we go
Grow as we go

You won't be the only one
I am unfinished, I've got so much left to learn
I don't know how this river runs
But I'd like the company through every twist and turn

Ooh, who said it's true
That the growing only happens on your own?
They don't know me and you

You don't ever have to leave
If to change is what you need
You can change right next to me
When you're high, I'll take the lows
You can ebb and I can flow
And we'll take it slow
And grow as we go
Grow as we go
Grow as we go
Grow as we go

As Rhaenyra continues to listen to the song, she felt a tear roll down her face, as she relives the memories of her relationship with Alicent. From their friendship to their romance to their "breakup". Everything hits her all at once as she finds herself missing her already.

Although it hurts like hell, she knows it would be good for them in the long run. They both time some time and space to figure things out. And when the time is right, they'll find their way back together and their relationship will be stronger for it.

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It is the end of the school year as summer vacation starts. After spending some time apart for a month, Alicent meets up with Rhaenyra at the airport as the blonde is taking a much needed trip to Dragonstone.

"So, you're going to staying with your uncle." Alicent says

"Yeah. And Laena and Laenor plans to visit." Rhaenyra answers as Alicent nodded

"I'm glad to hear that." Alicent smiles softly

"What about you?"

"I'm going to spending my vacation in Oldtown. My mom and I are heading back home for the summer. And um, I'm also seeking therapy." Alicent says

"That's good. I'm glad you're getting away. I know how much you missed Oldtown. And I'm glad you're getting therapy." Rhaenyra says sincerely

Alicent smiles before speaking up. "Nyra... I had much time to process everything. This last month has given me a fresh perspective."

"I just want you to know that..." Alicent trails off as Rhaenyra looks at her expectantly

"That I --" Alicent didn't get a chance to finish before Rhaenyra's flight is announced for Dragonstone

They share a look and realizes their time is up. So much is left unsaid. Rhaenyra pulls Alicent into a loving embrace as the brunette returns it.

"Whatever it is you wanted to say... I know." Rhaenyra whispers as Alicent sighs into the neck

"I love you, Ali." she whispered

"I love you, Nyra." she whispered back

They pull away as Rhaenyra caressed her cheek and smiles at her encouragingly as Alicent smiles back.

"This isn't goodbye."

"I know." Alicent whispers

"Take care of yourself." Rhaenyra says

"I will. If you promise to do the same." Alicent says as Rhaenyra smiles

"I promise. Maybe someday you'll take me on my offer to fly with me across the Narrow Seas." she says with a playful grin as Alicent laughs with tears in her eyes

"Maybe. Go on, you don't want to miss your flight." Alicent says in a teasing tone

"As my lady commands." Rhaenyra jests as she playfully bowed like old times as Alicent laughs

Alicent waves goodbye to her with a smile as Rhaenyra waves back before leaving through the gate.

Alicent doesn't know how things will turn out, but she knows that no matter how much time goes by and how far apart they are, she and Rhaenyra will always be connected. And that they have a lifelong bond. She believes things will work itself out in the end.

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It's the first week of senior year at King's Landing University as students are back including 21-year-old Rhaenyra Targaryen for her final year. A lot has changed in the few years since she and Alicent were "on a break". After their sophomore year began, she and Alicent didn't officially get back together. Instead, they focused on their studies while working on themselves personally, especially Alicent. When Rhaenyra realized they wouldn't get back together, she took it hard yet respected Alicent's choice. It was then she promised herself to never fall in love again with anyone.

It was towards the end of sophomore year when the blonde Targaryen became a playgirl and decided to have casual hookups and one-night stands only. She doesn't do commitment and has received quite a reputation at the university and in Westeros. Her friends have become all familiar with her playgirl reputation, including her ex-girlfriend, Alicent, whom she is still friends with, although it's a bit awkward at times given their history.

Although, they still hang out with their friends whenever they can. Sometimes they all hang out at Aegon's Pub for drinks on a Friday night whenever they're not busy studying for exams. After Rhaenyra's brawl with Jason Lannister at the pub three years ago, she apologized to the owner and even worked there briefly for three months during sophomore year to make up for the damage she caused.

Since then, she and her friends are regular customers as the pub has become their hangout spot. They also go to Aegon's Burger Palace for the weekends sometimes and Visenya's Cafe for a good cup of coffee or latte in the morning. Even though Rhaenyra's romantic relationship with Alicent has ended two years ago, she is grateful that they remain friends and they still are very close with Laena, Laenor and Joffrey.

As Rhaenyra walk down the hallways of the university, wearing a white, grey and black plaid shirt unbuttoned with a black fitted shirt underneath, grey ripped jeans, black converse sneakers and a black leather jacket, she sees many beautiful young seniors looking her way as they check her out, including one of the cheerleaders from the football team she plays for. The beautiful cheerleader with black hair and hazel eyes smiles at her as she stands by her locker with two other cheerleaders, who look her way. Rhaenyra grins before winking at the brunette as she kept walking by.

"She is so hot." one of the cheerleaders with brown hair says twirling her hair

"Right? I don't know what Alicent was thinking." the blonde cheerleader spoke

"It's her loss. I've had my eye on Rhaenyra since sophomore year and I plan to go for it." the brunette with black hair spoke boldly before shutting her locker

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Meanwhile, 21-year-old Alicent Hightower has been busy over the last two years. She has been focusing on her studies while also going to therapy. She has been diagnosed with major depression and has been taking medication for her anxiety as well. Over the last two years, she focused on wanting to have a positive outlook on life, not just mentally but also emotionally and spiritually. She still reads the Bible and prays often.

As for her love life, she felt she wasn't in a good place to enter another serious relationship after she ended things with Rhaenyra. For one, she still deeply loved Rhaenyra and held strong feelings for her and secondly, she had a lot of things to sort out emotionally at the time. It wasn't until towards the end of sophomore year when she felt ready to be with Rhaenyra again when she realized she was too late.

She remembered walking through the halls of the Red Keep heading to Rhaenyra's dorm room one night in the beginning of May. It was raining that night. After her talk with Laenor, who encouraged her to take another chance and finally admit she still loved Rhaenyra, she gathered her courage and felt hopeful of a possible reunion. Only for her heart to break as whatever hope she had died when she spotted a beautiful young woman coming out of her ex-girlfriend's dorm room late at night.

She remembered hiding from behind a wall and sneaked a glance after Rhaenyra stepped out wearing a wifebeater and boxers as she and the young woman who looked to be a junior sharing a brief yet passionate kiss by the door. Soon after, the woman left and walked away in a different direction. Rhaenyra didn't notice her as Alicent quickly walked away heading back to her dorm room in tears. It didn't take a genius to realize that Rhaenyra had sex with that woman.

Since then, she has stood on the sidelines as Rhaenyra has grown quite a reputation as her ex has her share of casual hookups, one-night stands and would flirt with different women and even some guys, including Harwin Strong, whom they all met at Aegon's Pub during junior year. Harwin, who is a couple of years older than Rhaenyra, is surprisingly not like most guys and she hates to admit is very charming and not a complete jerk. It turns out that he served in the army with Agent Criston Cole years ago and is in the Secret Service. Although he and Criston don't really get along. She found herself very jealous of Harwin, who Rhaenyra had a brief fling with, yet they remained very close friends since his father and Rhaenyra's are close allies professionally.

Outside of her friendship with Laena, Laenor, Joffrey and her roommate, Tegan, she unexpectedly built a friendship with Agent Criston Cole. It was sometime during a NYE party two years ago Alicent was invited to by Rhaenyra as the Targaryen family celebrated the holidays together with the Velaryon and Hightower families. She wore a green dress that year as the festivities were held inside the ballroom. Agent Criston was dressed up in his black suit with a black necktie as he stood guard like he usually does.

She remembered when a huge argument broke out unexpectedly yet not surprisingly between Daemon and Criston. Things got chaotic when Daemon, who was drunk and ever so reckless, shoved Criston hard knocking her down. She remembers Rhaenyra rushing over to her to help her up. One thing led to another as Daemon and Criston got into a major brawl, which led to Viserys throwing his brother out and firing Criston.

To say, Rhaenyra was upset was putting it lightly as she got into a huge argument with her father privately. Alicent had followed Agent Criston outside at night, as the former bodyguard was very distressed and upset over what happened. She found him at his most vulnerable state, as he talked about how much working for the Targaryen family meant to him and that he is a man of honor and duty and takes his vows seriously. She will never forget his words he spoke to her that night.

*Flashback*

"Daemon Targaryen threatened to take away everything I have. He spread lies and accusations against me that I broke my vows. Viserys took his word for it and believed his brother. And now, I'm paying the price for it." Criston said in anger and despair as Alicent looks at him with confusion yet sorrow

"What accusations might I ask, Agent Criston?" she questioned nervously

Criston looks at her before speaking.

"That I have committed a horrible sin. Daemon saw something a month ago that may be interpreted as intimate, but I swear to you, nothing happened. God as my witness, I never broke my vows."

Alicent swallows thickly. "And what is the sin that you're alluding to?"

"That I slept with Rhaenyra." he confessed

Alicent looks stunned speechless as many emotions displayed over her features ranging from shock to disbelief to heartbreak. She quickly turned away from him as she wiped away her tears.

"You have to believe me. I never slept with my boss's daughter. Her virginity remains intact as well as her virtue. But Daemon has twisted this for his own advantage and now because of his lies, I have been fired." Criston says upset before anguish takes over as she turns to look at him again

"I have lost my job. My reputation and my honor will be questioned and shrouded in darkness, tainted by lies and deception. I have dedicated my life to serving for my country, first as a soldier then as a secret service agent. And then working for the Targaryen family as a bodyguard, protecting Rhaenyra, has been my duty for the last few years."

Alicent looks at him with a pained expression as she witnesses a broken young man before her.

"Without my honor, what do I have to my name?" he questioned in despair as tears resurfaced "What do I have left?"

Alicent approached him and gently rested her hand on his shoulder. "You still have Father on your side. For His Word is true and He is righteous. You're not alone, Agent Criston."

Criston looks at Alicent tearfully as she offers him words of comfort and encouragement.

"I believe you still have a purpose and a calling to serve, for it is God's Will. Hope is not lost." Alicent says with a teary smile

"You really believe that?" he asked

"I do. Because despite everything I have been through, I still have faith. And without faith, it's meaningless." she says honestly

Criston looks at her and can tell she is sincere in her convictions and beliefs. He nods, feeling hopeful for the first time. "Thank you." he whispers

*End of flashback*

Alicent is in a daze as she thinks about that night often. Since then, she has developed a close bond with Agent Criston, who has been hired by her mother, Alenna Hightower. After her parents got a divorce years ago, her mother has accomplished many things for herself including running Hightower Corporation as CEO. Her father, Otto, was very upset and furious when she won a legal battle in court. Her mother hired Agent Criston as a personal bodyguard to watch over her as he is now serving for the Hightower family.

She then thinks back on the day she confronted Rhaenyra about her close relationship with Agent Criston. A strong part of her believed that Rhaenyra wouldn't sleep with him, and that Agent Criston was being truthful with her. She also believed that Daemon has his own agenda and would very likely spread false information. She knows that he wants to be heir to the family company, but with Viserys having named Rhaenyra as his heir, that changes things.

But another part of her couldn't help but feel extremely jealous thinking of Rhaenyra possibly being with Agent Criston in that way, or anyone for that matter, as hypocritical as it sounds. She thinks back to her confrontation with Rhaenyra during Sophomore year when they had a Winter break.

*Flashback*

"Alicent, what did you want to see me about?" Rhaenyra asked her at Godswood Garden as they're alone

"There has been a horrible accusation against you. And I need you to be honest with me." Alicent speaks in a direct tone yet inwardly is anything but calm

Rhaenyra looks at Alicent with furrowed eyebrows before speaking. "Well, whatever it is, I can assure you that --"

"Did you sleep with him?" Alicent cuts her off with a single question as Rhaenyra looks at her speechlessly

"What?" Rhaenyra finally spoke in a shocked yet puzzled tone

"Did you fuck Agent Criston?" Alicent questions in a tone filled with venom which shocks Rhaenyra even more

"Whoa, whoa, wait a second." Rhaenyra says in a hurry before taking a moment to collect herself "What in the bloody hell gave you that idea?"

"Your uncle threw out an accusation against Agent Criston last night at the party before they got into a fight. Agent Criston told me and swore that nothing happened between you."

"Okay, well, then you must know nothing happened." the blonde says seriously

"Well, your uncle clearly has an agenda. And he will use this to paint you in a negative light. He's out for one thing only." Alicent says firmly

"Oh, come on, Alicent. I don't believe that. I don't believe my uncle would do something like that against me." Rhaenyra spoke angrily

"Why? Because he's your family?"

"Yes!" Rhaenyra says heatedly in defense

"Rhaenyra, I get it, okay? You want to believe the best in your uncle, because you love him. And I know how much you look up to him." Alicent says in an empathetic tone

"I understand because I love my father, even though we have a complicated relationship." Alicent continued

"That's different." the blonde says stubbornly

"How?" Alicent challenged her

"I-I don't know." Rhaenyra answers honestly "Look, why are we arguing about this? If you trust Agent Criston's word, then why are you questioning me?" she questions in a tone of hurt and anger

"Because your word means more to me!" Alicent yells emotionally without meaning to

Rhaenyra stares at her speechless again, as she searches for a deeper implication to her confession. Alicent has tears in her eyes.

"Because you are my best friend. We've known each other since we were eight years old. And you were my first love. Although, we're not together anymore, I-I still care for you deeply, Nyra." Alicent says as tears fell

Rhaenyra swallowed as her own eyes glisten, but she holds back the tears. She curses herself for still hoping.

"Ali..." Rhaenyra whispers as she wipes away Alicent's tears. "I give you my word that nothing happened between Agent Criston and me. We never slept together. I swear this to you." she says with conviction

"Do you believe me?" Rhaenyra asked in a hopeful tone

Alicent looks at her tearfully and sees the truth in her blue eyes, which held sincerity. "Yes. I believe you." she whispers and not a moment later Rhaenyra quickly kisses her cheek before pulling her into her arms

Alicent sighs into Rhaenyra's warm, loving embrace as she closed her eyes. They stayed like that for a while before slowly pulling away. Alicent finds herself staring into Rhaenyra's eyes, as they are in close proximity. Her heart is racing as she breathes heavily. She sees Rhaenyra shifting her eyes to her lips for a moment before holding eye contact again. They find themselves in a vulnerable yet intimate moment, as they slowly lean in at the same time. However, before their lips could touch, Alicent pulls away as she is flooded with so many emotions.

"Ali..." Rhaenyra trails off as her heart aches feeling the distance between them again

"I'm sorry. I-I shouldn't have. I-I have to go." Alicent stuttered out in a shaky tone before running away

"Ali, wait!" Rhaenyra yells out but it fell on deaf ears

*End of flashback*

Alicent broke out of her thoughts when the editor of the university newspaper called out to her. She looks up at him in a daze, as he chuckles amusingly.

"Hightower, you look like a million miles away. Penny for your thoughts?" he questioned

"Yeah, you can say that." she says rubbing her neck while smiling bashfully somewhat "What can I do for you?" she asked immediately getting into work mode

"Well, I have an assignment for you. I need you to write an article. It has to be in sometime tomorrow."

"I got it covered." she says getting straight to work

"Excellent." he says clapping his hands together

She smiled as she watched him walk away before turning back to her laptop as she begins typing. If there's one thing she feels most at ease at, it's writing. It's something she's always passionate about. Other than working for the newspaper at the university, she's been working on her first story as a side project. Since the end of sophomore year two years ago, she channeled her energy into her work. She has been working on her first book, a fantasy story based in a medieval time period, on and off for the past two years. It's still in progress. She also writes poetry in her notebook.

During her final year in university, she is majoring in Creative Writing and looking to get a bachelor's degree. She is also studying Journalism, English and Business, the latter which she feels could be beneficial since her mother approached her with the possibility of working for her family's company down the road after graduation.

She definitely wants to pursue a career in writing and hopes to be an author/poet someday, but she also knows it's highly likely she will need a job immediately after graduating as it will take time to write her first book and publish it. She definitely doesn't want to be hired for nepotism due to her family name and their influence, but for her hardworking abilities and ambition.

In the meantime, Alicent focuses on her assignment as she types her article.

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During the first month of the school year, Rhaenyra has been focusing on her educational studies while also playing for the football team. Currently, she is on the football field during practice as she's the captain of the King's Landing Dragons. It is sometime in the late afternoon when she and her teams are working hard while their coach has been busting their asses. Rhaenyra throws the football to her cousin, Laenor, who is the receiver of their team. Laenor runs as he moves swiftly around the other players before being tackled by two fellow jocks. The coach blows his whistle.

"Velaryon get your head in the game!" he yelled out

Laenor groaned a bit before standing up as Joffrey walks towards him.

"Are you're okay?" he asked in concern

"Yeah, I'm okay." Leanor answered before shaking it off as he and his boyfriend got back into their positions

While the practice is still going on, Laena, who is the captain of the cheerleading squad, is in charge of the dance routine as she and the rest of the cheerleaders prepare for the first big game coming up in a couple of weeks. The King's Landing Dragons will be facing off against the Storm's End Stags. They have to travel to the University of Storm's End. The captain of their football team over there is Borros Baratheon.

As Laena and the cheerleaders continue to do their routine, Alicent came to the football practice after finishing her courses for the day as she sat on the bleachers. She watches her dear friend cheerleading as she smiles before turning her attention to the players on the football field. She looks out for Rhaenyra, Laenor and Joffrey. She spots Joffrey first who has number 3 on his football jersey. She then spots Laenor who stands by his boyfriend as they're talking. He has number 11 on his jersey. And then lastly, she spots Rhaenyra, who has number 25 on her jersey.

The King's Landing Dragons signature colors are black, red and white. Currently, they're in their white jerseys, but once they travel to Storm's End for the big game, they will be likely wearing their black or red jerseys. Alicent sees Rhaenyra wearing her black football helmet with the red three-headed dragon as the sigil. She watches as her ex-girlfriend work up a sweat during practice. Her arms are flexing and glistening in sweat as Alicent felt herself staring at Rhaenyra, before swallowing thickly. God help her for the thoughts that are running through her mind right now.

"Fuck", she mentally thought and inwardly scolds herself as she looks away

"Why do I still feel this way? You know why." Alicent thought but could never admit out loud to anyone except her therapist and her friend, Laenor

Laenor has tried to convince her to tell Rhaenyra how she feels but proves unsuccessful. And when that didn't work, he encouraged her to start dating again. She will admit she has gone on a few dates here and there during junior year but nothing major. Laenor thought it would be good for her to explore her sexuality now that she is slowly coming to terms and has grown comfortable in her skin somewhat.

After struggling with religious guilt for years and being emotionally repressed, especially after her breakup with Rhaenyra, she has been seeking therapy and has been going to an LGBTQ+ group that her friend/roommate, Tegan, recommended to her. She goes to the group on Friday nights sometimes with Tegan, who identifies as a lesbian. The support she's received has been very helpful.

Alicent continues watching her friends practice for the upcoming game. She smiles to herself as Rhaenyra successfully throws the football to Laenor, who scores a touchdown. She cheers from the bleachers as Rhaenyra and her fellow teammates spot her. As Alicent waved to her with a smile, Rhaenyra couldn't help but smile back as she felt her heart skip a beat at the sight of her ex. One of the cheerleaders noticed the looks between them and is filled with jealousy. She has been attracted to Rhaenyra for a long time, but it seems the charming quarterback still is drawn to the Hightower girl.

When football practice ends, Rhaenyra high fives Laenor and Joffrey before jogging over to Laena. She took off her helmet and placed it down, before giving her cousin a hug. Laena pulled away immediately, as she grimaced.

"Eww, you're all sweaty." Laena says in disgust as Rhaenyra laughed

"Oh, come on. You know you love me." Rhaenyra playfully teased

"Yes, I do, but I swear if you don't go and take a shower --" Laena warned

However, when Rhaenyra kisses her cheek, Laena tries to get away from her as they share a laugh.

"Rhaenyra, you play too much!" Laena pushes her away laughing as her cousin grins amusingly

Alicent chuckles from where she is sitting as she watches their interaction. However, her smile faded when she sees one of the cheerleaders approaching Rhaenyra.

"Rhaenyra" the cheerleader with black hair spoke as Rhaenyra turned to look at her "You were really great out there on the field."

"Thank you, Jenny." Rhaenyra smiles at the cheerleader

Alicent's mood darkens when she sees Jenny giving Rhaenyra a look she knows all too well, as the cheerleader twirls a strand of her hair while checking her out.

"In fact, I would say you worked up quite a sweat." Jenny says with a flirty smile while tracing Rhaenyra's toned arms with her hand

"Is she flirting with Nyra right in front of me?" Alicent thought as the familiar emotion of jealousy rises to the surface

Laena and the rest of the cheerleaders notice this interaction, as she rolled her eyes at how hard her teammate is trying to get her cousin's attention. But knowing Rhaenyra, she is sure she doesn't mind the attention she's getting, as her cousin has turned into quite the playgirl around campus these last two years after her breakup with Alicent. However, she also knows that none of these girls Rhaenyra has hooked up with mean anything to her, as she keeps it strictly casual with no strings attached. Deep down, she knows Rhaenyra keeps her heart guarded for one reason only: she still loves Alicent.

"And I see you've been working out too." Jenny flirts shamelessly as Rhaenyra simply smirks

Alicent is fuming as she is seconds away from getting off the bleachers and knocking Jenny down. However, Laena saves her the trouble as she clears her throat and interrupts as Jenny looks annoyed and Alicent looks relieved.

"Rhaenyra, your teammates are heading back inside to the locker room." Laena says pointing out while playfully glaring at her

"Right. I guess that's my cue." Rhaenyra holds her hands up in defense while grinning as she backs away

After Rhaenyra jogged off to meet up with her teammates, Laena turned to Jenny.

"What were you doing?" she questioned but already knew

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Jenny questioned as she avoids answering as she grabbed her sports bag

"Jenny, cut the bullshit. If you're looking to score with my cousin, save yourself the trouble. Rhaenyra doesn't do commitment and would clearly use you as nothing more than a hookup." Laena says cutting to the chase

"Well, lucky for me, I don't mind being used." Jenny says before turning to look at Alicent who stared her down

Jenny smirks at the Hightower girl before walking off with her posse, as the three cheerleaders giggle to themselves. Laena rolled her eyes again before turning to Alicent, who walked up to her.

"That girl is annoying as fuck." Laena says

"Tell me about it." Alicent replies back as she wanted to say something else but held her tongue

"Girl, you know you don't have to pretend with me. Whatever thoughts you have of her, I'm sure I'll agree with you." Laena says as she and Alicent share a laugh as they leave together

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The following week, Rhaenyra is walking down the hallways at the university wearing a red varsity jacket when she spots Alicent at her locker. The blonde stops short as she felt her heart began to race at the sight of her, looking beautiful as always. Her ex-girlfriend is wearing a green/white/black argyle patterned sweater vest, a white buttoned shirt, a black skirt and green low-top converse sneakers. Her soft, brown hair is wavy and long.

Rhaenyra continues to gaze at her longingly. Even after all this time, her heart still yearns for her deeply. She has hooked up with many women, flirted with a couple of guys and even hooked up with Harwin Strong a few months back, but there's only one person who truly has her heart: Alicent Hightower. Even now, she still has a hold on her, and it drives her mad. There were many times she wanted to say, 'fuck it' and tell Alicent she still loves her and kiss her with the fire that burns in her heart.

But something has always held her back, especially after Alicent's reaction to their almost kiss two years ago. It is mainly fear of rejection. But it is also her stubborn pride, that is holding her back, as she is emotionally guarded. Since their breakup, Rhaenyra has turned into a playgirl and doesn't do commitment. She has that whole "I don't believe in love" attitude. However, when it comes to Alicent, she can't help the way her heart reacts.

As she continues to gaze at Alicent, who puts away her books in her locker, she feels an urge to walk over to her. However, just when she has the courage to approach her, she stops short when she sees someone approach her ex. She recognizes the person, as the beautiful young woman is a fellow classmate of theirs from Advanced History and Politics. In their class, their professor discusses Westeros and Essos History and Politics, as their current assignment they're working on for the next three months is the catastrophic event known as the Doom of Valyria.

Rhaenyra continues looking at Alicent talking to Casey, as she feels jealousy rising to the surface, seeing the red head make her ex-girlfriend smile. She feels her heart ache painfully, before she walks off in the opposite direction. Alicent senses something from the corner of her eye, as she turns and notices a familiar blonde wearing a red varsity jacket walk off as she turns the corner down the hallway. The brunette furrowed her eyebrows in confusion, which Casey noticed.

"Alicent, are you okay?" Casey asked with concern

"Hmm? Oh, um, yeah. I'm okay. I just thought I saw someone I recognized." Alicent says turning back to her

Casey nodded before speaking again.

"Well, I was wondering if you're not busy, would you mind coming to my show this Friday night? My band and I will be performing at Aegon's Bar." she says passing her a flyer

"Wow. Yeah, sure. I would love to be there." Alicent says with a smile

"Awesome. I'll look forward to seeing you." Casey smiled back

As Alicent watches Casey walk away, she is left alone to her thoughts, before staring at the flyer. She's not sure if Casey asked her simply as a friend, or if she is romantically interested in her. She quickly shook away those thoughts before heading off to her next class.

Meanwhile, Rhaenyra releases her sexual frustration and jealousy after seeing Alicent with their classmate by shacking up with Jenny in a storage closet. After bumping into the cheerleader, who obviously has the hots for her, she quickly grabbed her arm and took her straight to the storage closet. Jenny doesn't have time to respond as Rhaenyra roughly slams her against the wall and sucks on her neck hard. The brunette gasped unexpectedly before moaning deeply. Jenny quickly takes off Rhaenyra's varsity jacket and proceeds to kiss her before being held back by the blonde jock.

"No kissing. Only fucking. Those are the rules." Rhaenyra says seriously

"Whatever you want." Jenny says seductively before unbuckling Rhaenyra's belt

Rhaenyra is pent up with raw lust, as she needs a release. For her, it's only sex and nothing more. After seeing Alicent with their classmate, Casey, she is driven by jealousy as the thought of the woman she loves with anyone else sends her into a blinding fury. The blonde jock quickly lifts the cheerleader up as Jenny wraps her legs around her waist, as she takes her throbbing cock and enters her. Jenny moans deeply and soon Rhaenyra begins to fuck her against the wall.

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When Friday arrived, Alicent gets ready to go to Aegon's Bar, as her roommate, Tegan, is all dressed up as well.

"So, is this like a date or something?" Tegan asked curiously

"No. Actually, I don't know to be honest. But Casey asked me to come to Aegon's Pub to watch her and her band perform tonight. It should be fun." Alicent says shrugging before fixing her hair as she looks in the mirror

"Well, it's great that you're going out. It's been a while. Although, to be honest, I think Casey really likes you." Tegan says

"What makes you think that?" Alicent asked turning to look at her friend

"Oh, come on, Alicent. You can't be that oblivious. I see the way she looks at you in History class. And is it so hard to believe that you would gain attention from potential suitors around campus? Particularly attractive women?" Tegan questions knowingly

"Okay, maybe I do get attention. Although I wouldn't recognize the signs since I'm not as experienced as you are. I don't have good gaydar." Alicent states the obvious as her roommate chuckles in amusement

"Yeah, you can say that again." the dark-haired brunette spoke before her expression softens "Alicent, I know you took it hard after your breakup with Rhaenyra two years ago. And I know that deep down you still love her."

"Who says I still love her?" Alicent questions in denial as Tegan looks at her seeing through her facade

Alicent sighs heavily before lowering her gaze "You're right. After everything, I still love her. I know that I was the one who broke up with her. Because I felt like my heart wasn't in the right place to be in a serious relationship at the time."

"And now?" Tegan questions in a compassionate tone

"Now, a lot has changed in the last two years. Rhaenyra and I are still friends, but...I don't know. We're not the same people we were back in freshmen year, let alone sophomore year." Alicent says honestly

"But I like to think I've grown emotionally these last few years since our breakup. I'm still going to therapy and the support I've received at the LGBTQ+ group has been really helpful. For years, I've struggled with religious guilt and thinking God wouldn't forgive me for being attracted to women. For being in love with my childhood best friend I grew up with." she continued as she opens up about her struggles

"I'm sorry. This all sounds depressing." Alicent says wiping away her tears

"No, don't apologize. You're expressing your feelings, which is perfectly understandable. You've been repressing those emotions for a long time. But you're allowing yourself to process your feelings and open up since you've been seeking therapy and going to the LGBTQ+ group. That's growth." Tegan says reaching out to hold her hand as she offers support

"I may not be religious as you are, but I admire you, Alicent. Your faith is different from anyone else's. There is a sincerity about it. Your passion and devotion to serving God, in helping others. But most of all, you have a caring heart." she smiles softly

"And I believe that God will love you no matter what. Because His love is unconditional. And love covers a multitude of sins. You taught me that, remember?" Tegan says offering her encouragement and reminding Alicent of her faith

"What truly matters is what lies in the heart. You're not a bad person, Alicent, for loving another woman. No one is perfect. But it's how we live our lives and how we treat others that make a difference. God sees you, Alicent. He knows who you are and what you've been through." Tegan says with conviction as Alicent felt her eyes tear up

"Remember that, okay? You are who you are." she says smiling with a hint of tears of her own

Alicent nodded tearfully "I am who I am."

They share a smile at one another before hugging each other.

"Thank you, Tegan. For reminding me. For being supportive and for being a true friend." Alicent whispers after pulling away

"What are friends for?" Tegan smiles "Now, how about we head out of here and have a good time?"

Alicent smiles brightly at that, as she loops her arm with Tegan's, as they head out for the night.

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At Aegon's Pub, Alicent arrives with Tegan, as they grabbed a table and ordered drinks. As they relax while talking as they waited for the show to start, things took an unexpected turn when Rhaenyra and Laena showed up at the bar. Alicent is unaware at first as she's sharing a laugh with Tegan over drinks.

"Fuck, Laena, why did you drag me here?" Rhaenyra complained

"Oh, come on, Rhaenyra, lighten up a bit. I dragged you here so we can have a good time instead of you moping over -" Laena says before getting cut off

"I was not moping." Rhaenyra says crossing her arms as Laena looks at her "Okay, maybe I was a little. But fuck, can you blame me?"

"No. I understand. But I think going out will do you some good." Laena says trying to cheer her up

"Oh, please, I do go out to have a good time." the blonde says stubbornly

"Right. You go to parties, fuck some random girl, flirt with a guy here and there, get drunk off your ass. No, I'm talking a real good time and I don't mean shacking up with the next girl you see who you don't bother calling back." Laena says putting her hands on her waist

Rhaenyra rolled her eyes before giving in to her cousin's demands. "Okay, okay. Point taken." she says before noticing an attractive black woman who looks to be in her early 20s

The gorgeous brunette with short, black hair and soft brown skin is sitting at her table with another woman with a dark brown hair and tanned complexion. Her friend is clearly checking her out while the woman with short, black hair notices Rhaenyra, but then looks away as she goes back to talking with her friend. Both women are attractive, but the one who catches Rhaenyra's eye is the beautiful, brown-skinned woman who has a strong resemblance to Kat Graham from The Vampire Diaries. Laena knows THAT look Rhaenyra has all too well.

"I know that look, Rhaenyra." Laena says with a smirk

"What? Fuck, can you blame me? She's gorgeous." Rhaenyra says continuing to stare at the beautiful brunette at the table

"No, I don't. I mean, you have excellent taste. In fact, I might have to fight you on this one, cause homegirl looks fine as hell." Laena says as she and Rhaenyra share a laugh

It is then when Alicent hears that familiar laughter, as she quickly turns around and sees Rhaenyra and Laena at the bar sharing a laugh. Her eyes widen, before she quickly turns back around.

"Oh, my God." Alicent says audibly

"What?" Tegan questions

"Rhaenyra is here with Laena." Alicent whispers as Tegan turns around and notices them

"Oh, shit." Tegan says before smirking "Things just got interesting. Maybe I should call them over." she says in a playful tone wanting to stir the pot

"Tegan, what are you doing?" Alicent whispers in a panicked tone as her eyes widen

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Tegan questions 'innocently' but is enjoying seeing Alicent blush furiously

Alicent is seconds away from having a gay panic as she thinks of different scenarios of how this could turn out.

"Y-You just want them to come over because you have a thing for Laena." Alicent says hoping to turn the tables on her which worked as her friend blushes "Oh, my God, you really do like her." she says playfully teasing her

"I do not." Tegan says lying out of her ass as Alicent giggles

However, things quickly shifted when Tegan notices Rhaenyra staring at another woman and speaks up.

"It looks like Rhaenyra has spotted another woman and is clearly checking her out. And whew, she's drop dead gorgeous." Tegan says as she finds herself staring at her as well

"What?" Alicent says quickly turning around and spots Rhaenyra checking out a beautiful black woman

Alicent is feeling different emotions, but the strongest of all is envy and it rears it's ugly head. Tegan notices this and decides to take matters into her hands.

"Hey, Rhaenyra! Laena!" Tegan called out to them and waved as they look in her direction

"What are you doing?" Alicent questions nervously under her breath

"Taking matters into my own hands. You'll thank me later." Tegan says with a playful grin

"I'm going to kill you." Alicent says but doesn't mean as she panics seeing Rhaenyra looking in her direction

"You know you love me." Tegan says chuckling under her breath as Alicent blushes harder when Rhaenyra and Laena approach their table

"Hey, Alicent. Tegan. Fancy, bumping into ya'll here." Laena spoke up

"Oh, well, Alicent was invited by Casey, who is performing tonight with her band. I decided to tag along." Tegan replied with a smile as she subtly checks out Laena who caught her gaze before smiling back

"Would you care to join us?" Tegan asked pulling the chair out

Before Laena could answer, Rhaenyra spoke up immediately. "Oh, we would love to." she says pulling her chair out and sat down as Laena eventually sat down as well

Alicent glares at Tegan, who pays it no mind, as her friend seems to enjoy stirring the pot. Tegan, simply smirked, as she can see her plan is working. Rhaenyra obviously is jealous as fuck, after she mentioned that Casey invited Alicent to watch her live performance. She knows if Rhaenyra sees another woman show romantic interest in Alicent, this could get a reaction out of her.

"If this doesn't get Rhaenyra to admit her true feelings for Alicent, what will?" Tegan thought

Eventually, the show started as Casey and her all-female band who are introduced as "The Renegades", got on stage as everyone applauded.

"Is everyone having a good time tonight?" Casey asks excitedly hyping up the crowd "Awesome. We're glad to be here tonight."

As The Renegades began to play their song for tonight, Alicent watches as Casey began to sing while playing her guitar. The song is upbeat and catchy as the band's genre of music has an 80s rock vibe while some of their other songs are mellow and meaningful, as Casey writes her own songs.

Rhaenyra watches the show but sneaks glances at Alicent, who is oblivious. The blonde is very jealous as she notices the way Casey is looking at Alicent while performing. She feels herself boiling as she tries to compose her emotions.

"Keep your temper in check, Rhaenyra. You're dating anymore, remember?" she inwardly scolded herself

Eventually, the live performance ended as people applauded, including Rhaenyra, although a bit reluctantly. Casey and her band got off stage as they headed in the back.

"That was a great performance." Alicent says with a smile

"Yeah, it really was." Tegan chimed in

Rhaenyra stayed silent as she drinks her beer. She doesn't want to say something she'll regret as she pushes down her jealousy. However, she feels her jealousy growing when Casey comes back out and approaches Alicent, who stood up to greet her.

"Hey, I'm really glad you could make it." the red head says with a smile

"Thanks for inviting me. I had a really great time. You and your band were great up there." Alicent smiled back

"Yeah?" Casey asked in a hopeful tone

"Yeah." Alicent says sincerely

"Awesome." Casey smiles brightly "I was wondering if you would like to go out sometime. Like go out and see a movie, perhaps?" she asked

"You mean like a date?" Alicent asked wanting to be sure

Casey laughs before nodding "Yeah, a date. If that's okay?"

Rhaenyra witnesses their interaction and hears everything. Her heart is screaming in jealousy and longing. She's not religious as Alicent, but in this moment, she silently prays that Alicent politely turns down Casey, as selfish as it sounds. However, her prayer falls on deaf ears.

"Yeah, that's okay. I would like to go out with you and see a movie." Alicent answers after a moment

"Great." Casey smiles as Alicent smiled back

Rhaenyra feels her heart break slowly as she watches Casey exchange numbers with Alicent. Laena looks at her cousin sympathetically as her heart goes out to her. Rhaenyra quickly steels her expression and buried the pain and jealousy she feels like an armor around her heart.

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*One Month Later*

Rhaenyra puts all of all her focus on her studies surprisingly, as she wants to graduate. It's been a month since Alicent has been dating Casey, although nothing serious. Although it hurts like hell, Rhaenyra does her best to not let it bother her. It's almost Winter break again and time for the holidays, as her family will have the traditional Christmas and NYE parties. Her father has been persistent that she will take over the company when he ever retires someday. They often get into arguments about her future career prospects, with her mother being the voice of reason.

Every now and then, Rhaenyra would hook up with a random stranger or a fellow senior around campus. It was just last week when she fucked a classmate of hers under the bleachers by the football field late at night.

Aside from her studies, she focuses on football and hopes to lead her team to win the Championship Final by the end of the year. They have been practicing hard and will be facing against the Casterly Rock Lions, sometime after Winter break. She looks forward to crushing Jason Lannister and his team.

However, she imagines it will be tough competition this year as word has it that the Winterfell Wolves' team captain, Rickon Stark, has been working hard and they haven't lost a match yet. In fact, the Winterfell Wolves have been undefeated so far and won the finals last year. If she and her team make it to the finals, it's possible they will be facing off against the Winterfell Wolves for the Championship.

Rhaenyra is heading to class when she bumps into someone. Books fell on the floor, as she goes to help pick them up.

"I'm sorry. Let me help you with -" Rhaenyra stops short when she notices the person she bumped into is the beautiful black woman she saw at Aegon's Pub last month

"It's you." Rhaenyra says in awe as she stands up

"Yeah, I can see that. Who else would I be?" she questions in slight amusement "You can pass me my books now."

"Oh, sorry about that." Rhaenyra passes her books and mentally scolded herself

"Thank you." she smiled softly before walking away to her locker

Rhaenyra quickly snaps out of her daze as she follows her. She walks the girl to her locker.

"What's your name?" Rhaenyra asks her

"Jasmine." she answers as she stops by her locker and opens it

"Jasmine. A beautiful name for a beautiful woman." Rhaenyra says turning on the charm as she leans against the other locker while smiling

Jasmine turns to look at Rhaenyra "Are you flirting with me?" she asked the obvious with a playful grin

"Is it working?" Rhaenyra says without missing a beat as Jasmine laughs

"Girl, you will have to try harder to impress me because your lines will not work. I know how you operate." Jasmine replied yet subtly checked her out "No matter how cute you think you are."

"So, you think I'm cute. And don't pretend like I didn't notice." Rhaenyra says grinning as she actually finds herself enjoying their conversation

"If you say so." the brunette says with a wink before shutting her locker as she walks away

Rhaenyra is speechless for a second time before calling out to her. "When can I see you again?"

Jasmine simply turns around while playfully shrugging with a smile before heading to class. Rhaenyra stands there at a loss for words before smiling to herself. This is the first time anyone has ever turned her down and didn't respond back to her advances like most women do. She realizes that Jasmine will be hard to crack. Her thoughts are interrupted by the sound of the bell ringing, as she realizes she's late for class.

"Fuck." Rhaenyra says under her breath

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It is sometime before the holidays when Alicent is with her female therapist for a monthly session. She opened up about school, her plans for the holiday before the conversation shifted.

"And how are things with your family?" Dr. Stevens asked

"Things are alright. My mom and I are still keeping in touch. We videochat. I'm happy to see her again for the holidays. We always go to the Christmas and NYE parties that the Targaryen family have. It's a yearly tradition." Alicent answered

"And how are things with your father?" she asked next

Alicent pauses for a moment as this is always a complicated question for her. "Honestly? Complicated. Since my parents divorced a couple years ago, my father and I don't talk much. But I imagine he will be at the Christmas party."

Her therapist nodded as she types down her notes for their session, before turning to her again.

"Does your father still have a hard time accepting who you are?" she asked next as this something they talked about before

Alicent looks away painfully as she feels the tears resurfacing but does her best to keep them at bay.

"He um, he still does. He hasn't accepted me since finding out I was in a romantic relationship with Rhaenyra years ago. And it hurts because he's my father. And I wish he could embrace who I am instead of looking at me with shame and disgust." Alicent says in a tone of sadness

"There are times when I feel guilty for being attracted to women. But then I remind myself that it doesn't matter what he thinks. My mother accepts me for who I am, and so does my friends." Alicent says bravely as it's taken her a long time to process this

"And what about you? Are you in a good place in your life now? Do you feel confident with who you are?" her therapist asked

Alicent takes a moment to answer "Yeah. I think I am. I still have my struggles, but I feel like I'm in a better place now than I was two years ago. And I've slowly came to acceptance with embracing my sexuality. I feel a bit confident with who I am."

Her therapist listens as Alicent lets out her feelings.

"I don't carry this self-loathing and unforgiveness towards myself. Thinking that God wouldn't forgive me for being attracted to women. It was hard because I've wrestled with that guilt for years. I felt trapped." Alicent admits

"And do you believe that God will forgive you?" she asked in a patient tone

Alicent takes a moment before answering. "I believe He will. Because He is a forgiving God. And He loves me flaws and all." she answers

Her therapist looks at her with a soft smile before speaking. "You've come a long way, Alicent. I know you have struggled with this as you have opened up about your struggles in the past and your religious guilt. You have made a great deal of progress."

"Thank you." Alicent says with a smile feeling like a huge weight has been lifted

"Well, that's all for today. I would like to make another appointment with you next month." Dr. Stevens says

"Okay. You have a wonderful holiday." Alicent replied

"Likewise." Dr. Stevens replied back

Alicent left her office before making another appointment at the front desk.

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During Winter break, Rhaenyra returned with her family for Christmas, as well as the Velaryons and the Hightowers. She and her family are wearing red while the Hightowers are wearing green for the holidays. Rhaenyra witnesses Agent Criston standing guard near Alenna and Alicent, as he works for Mrs. Hightower now. Alicent's mother has hired him to be Alicent's bodyguard. As Rhaenyra looks at her former bodyguard, she notices him wearing a black suit with a white dress shirt and a satin green necktie. She imagines Mrs. Hightower bought him that suit. She looks around and notices that cunt, Otto Hightower, talking with her father.

The party goes on, as everyone mingled, although there is tension in the room, as conflict remains between Daemon and Criston, who both locked eyes before looking away. There is also conflict between Daemon and Otto, as there is no love lost between them. Everyone has long been aware of the two men despising each other for years. There is also tension between Otto and his ex-wife, Alenna, who don't bother looking at each other. Rhaenyra senses the tension from everyone including her father, who seems unease and looks pale. He also looks a bit tired and frustrated.

"I want to play." Baelon, who is now seven years old, whined to his father

"Another time, my son." Viserys replied

"But you always say that." Baelon pouted

"Baelon, I'm sorry, but I don't feel up to it." Viserys says tiredly

Baelon feels close to tears before running upstairs.

Viserys throws down his fork on the table as Aemma looks concerned about their son. She is about to stand up, when Rhaenyra intervenes.

"I got it covered, mom. Don't worry." Rhaenyra says offering to play with her little brother

"Are you sure?" Aemma asked

"Yeah. I miss playing with him." Rhaenyra says with a soft smile

"Thank you, Rhaenyra." Aemma says relieved

Alicent watches Rhaenyra go upstairs as she is left alone to her thoughts. The Christmas party continues on as Corlys talks with Viserys while her Rhaenys is chatting with Aemma and her mother. She then watches Laenor and Laena, talking as they share a laugh. Eventually, she decides to walk upstairs to check on Rhaenyra and Baelon.

As she walks by Rhaenyra's bedroom, she finds her playing Monopoly Junior with Baelon. She stands by the door and smiles softly seeing them play the boardgame, as she thinks back to when she and Rhaenyra first met. They were playing Jenga back then. Many late afternoons, she used to go over to Nyra's mansion to play boardgames with her as the young girls became inseparable and formed a beautiful friendship. Her thoughts are interrupted by the sound of Baelon yelling excitedly.

"Yes! You owe me five bucks. Time to pay up Nyra." Baelon says proudly

"Oh, darn." Rhaenyra snaps her fingers as she sighs in a faux dramatic way "Here you go, buddy."

Alicent giggles at Rhaenyra's antics and Baelon looking victorious. Rhaenyra and Baelon turn in her direction, as the latter lights up like a Christmas tree.

"Ali! Come play with us!" he says with excitement

Alicent looks at Rhaenyra for permission before looking Baelon.

"Please?" he asked hopefully as he pouted adorably

Alicent melted on the spot. "Well, how can I say no to that? Of course. I would love to play with you and Nyra." she smiles

"Yes!" Baelon yells happily as Alicent and Rhaenyra laughs

They all began to play the game after Alicent joined in. As the night went on, Laenor and Laena eventually joined them in Rhaenyra's bedroom. Laena decided to play with the others while Laenor sat and watched. They lost track of time for a while as they're all having a good time until Aemma comes upstairs and knocks on the door. They all looked in her direction.

"Sorry to intrude. I can see you're all having fun." Aemma smiled

"Is something the matter, mom?" Rhaenyra asked concerned

"Oh, no. The party has ended. Laena and Laenor, your parents are about to head home as it's late."

"Okay. I guess we're hang out another time, Rhaenyra." Laenor says standing up

"Yeah. Ya'll coming for the NYE party, right?" Rhaenyra asked but knew they would

"Of course. We wouldn't miss it." Laena answers giving her cousin a hug

Rhaenyra then gave Laenor a fist bump.

"Goodnight, Alicent." Laenor says giving her a hug as she returned it

"Goodnight, Laenor. And Merry Christmas." Alicent smiles warmly after pulling away

Alicent then gave Laena a hug. "Merry Christmas, Laena."

"Merry Christmas, Alicent." Laena smiles as she returns the hug before pulling away

Baelon then gave Laena and Laenor a big hug, as they laugh affectionately.

"Merry Christmas!" he says happily

"Aww, Merry Christmas, Baelon." Laena smiles warmly at him

"Yeah, I hope you love the presents we got you." Laenor says playfully tapping his nose as Baelon giggled

"I do! Thank you so much!" Baelon says excitedly of his new Spyro the Dragon video game as well as Pokemon cards

"Anytime, little guy." Laenor winks at him

Everyone smiles seeing Baelon look so happy. After Laenor and Laena leave with their parents, Alicent and Rhaenyra help their mothers clean up. When they finally finish, Alicent notices her father has already left for the evening.

"Father left?" Alicent asked her mother

"Yes. He and Viserys were discussing a business matter before he took off." Alenna explained

"Thank you for helping me clean up." Aemma spoke to Alenna

"It's no problem." Alenna responds kindly "And thank you for having us over."

"Of course. I consider you and Alicent to be family." Aemma says sincerely

The two older women share a hug. Meanwhile, Rhaenyra and Alicent are standing on the balcony upstairs staring up at the stars. After a moment, Alicent spoke up.

"I had a wonderful time tonight." Alicent says with a soft smile as Rhaenyra turns her gaze back to her

"Me too." Rhaenyra smiled back as her eyes turn wistful for a moment "When we played Monopoly Junior with my little brother, it reminded me when we used to play boardgames together when we were children."

Alicent smiles fondly at those childhood memories. "I know what you mean. I remember the day we first met. I was very shy, and you treated me with kindness. You showed me around the mansion, we ate cake together and then played Jenga in your bedroom."

"Yeah. And since then, we became inseparable. We always had sleepovers together. We would ride our bikes afterschool and hang out at Godswood Garden." Rhaenyra says in nostalgia as she and Alicent share a smile

"And you would always ask me to pet your lizard, Syrax." Alicent laughs as Rhaenyra joined in

"And if I recall, your answer always remained the same. You would politely turn down my offer." Rhaenyra chuckles as she and Alicent lock eyes for a moment

"That was so long ago and yet --" Alicent starts out

"Felt like only yesterday." Rhaenyra finished her sentence

Alicent smiles wistfully for a moment as she and Rhaenyra share a lingering gaze, before the brunette looks away.

"Those were simpler times." Alicent says with a sigh

Rhaenyra stares at Alicent before looking back up at the starry night sky. "Yeah, it was."

They are silent for a long moment staring at the night sky before Rhaenyra speaks up again. "But I have no regrets." she says as Alicent turns to look at her again

"No matter what, I will forever cherish those memories. Everything we have been through together." Rhaenyra says sincerely

Alicent smiles fondly with unshed tears. "Ditto."

They share a smile at one another as Alicent speaks up again. "More than anything, I just want you to be happy, Nyra." she whispers

Rhaenyra smiles wistfully. "I know. And I want the same for you, Ali."

They share a heartwarming hug with their eyes closed and sighed. After a moment, they pulled back when they felt snow falling on them. They look up at the night sky and sees that it is indeed snowing outside, which is rare in King's Landing. Alicent smiles widely as snow falls onto her face. She giggles as Rhaenyra smiles as she looks at her. When Rhaenyra wipes the snow off of Alicent's cheek, they smile at one another as they share a laugh.

"Merry Christmas, Ali." Rhaenyra whispers

"Merry Christmas, Nyra." Alicent whispers back

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On New Year's Eve, the Targaryens have their yearly gala at the castle, as everyone is all dressed up. Most men are wearing their black and white tuxedos, with Viserys wearing a red handkerchief in his breast pocket. His wife, Aemma, is wearing a beautiful red ball gown. Corlys Velaryon is wearing a black and white tuxedo with a sea green handkerchief in his breast pocket while his wife, Rhaenys, is wearing a beautiful sea green ball gown.

Otto Hightower is wearing a long black Victorian suit jacket with a green puff tie. Alenna is wearing a dark green ball gown. The former husband and wife remain on opposite corners as they refuse to talk to one another. Agent Criston stands guard watching over Alenna and Alicent as always, as he is dressed up wearing a black and white tuxedo with a green bowtie.

Rhaenyra is dressed up wearing a black and white tuxedo with a red satin vest underneath and a black bowtie. She drinks a glass of champagne as she watches her uncle Daemon flirting with an attractive, petite woman with dark brown hair, a tanned complexion and brown eyes. She has to say the woman is very beautiful and for some reason bares a strong resemblance to Jenna Coleman from BBC's Doctor Who and Victoria.

Rhaenyra then turns her gaze around the ballroom and eventually it lands on Alicent, who looks absolutely stunning in her sleeveless green ball gown. Her long brown hair is pulled back in an elegant bun with her soft curls in the front. She has light makeup on. Rhaenyra stares at Alicent speechless as she feels her breath stolen. She then spots Laenor approaching Alicent as the two friends share a hug. She continues to watch as Laena approaches her a moment later.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Laena asked seeing Rhaenyra stare at Alicent

"You can say that." Rhaenyra answers as she drinks her champagne in one shot before turning to look at her "You look wonderful tonight." she says with a soft smile

Laena is wearing a gorgeous blue ball gown. "Thank you. You don't look so bad yourself." she smirked as Rhaenyra laughs

They stood in comfortable silence as they go back to watching Laenor and Alicent, who are now slow dancing.

"Why don't you go over to talk to her?" Laena suggested

Rhaenyra continues to gaze at Alicent. Her heart flutters seeing Alicent's radiant smile, as Laenor says something to make her laugh. When Rhaenyra doesn't answer, Laena speaks up again, as she sees the way her cousin looks at Alicent.

"You still love her." Laena says with a sad smile as her heart goes out to Rhaenyra

Rhaenyra turns to look at her cousin and dear friend, before looking away as she tries to keep the armor around her heart. However, Laena sees right through her.

"There's nothing wrong with admitting how you feel, Rhaenyra. Or possibly opening up your heart again." Laena says offering support

"I don't believe in love." Rhaenyra says as an automatic response

"Yes, I know. I've heard it all before. And I get it, but I call that bullshit." Laena says seriously as Rhaenyra turns to look at her again

"Rhaenyra, you have been shutting off your emotions since your breakup with Alicent over two years ago. You pretend like you don't care but deep down, I know you still do. Otherwise, it wouldn't hurt so much." Laena says

"Laena, what else is there to say? Alicent broke up with me. I respected her choice even though it killed me. I'm handling it the only way I know how. If I let myself care, all I feel is pain." Rhaenyra responds with a hint of emotion

"You don't know what it's like seeing the person you --" Rhaenyra stops herself from saying the word love "the person you care for most with someone else."

"Alicent is dating Casey now. She has moved on."

"You really believe that? That Alicent has moved on?" Laena questions as she can't believe Rhaenyra doesn't see it "Rhaenyra, you really don't see it, do you?"

"See what?" Rhaenyra questions

Laena pauses for a moment as she wonders if she should answer. She feels it's not her place to say it as it needs to be Alicent to admit her true feelings. She does know it's complicated given that Alicent is dating Casey now, but she doesn't think it's serious, as her friend admitted that she and Casey are taking things slow.

"You should talk to Alicent." Laena suggested as Rhaenyra looks at her

Later during the night, Rhaenyra is conflicted as she thinks over Laena's advice. She eventually gathers her courage after drinking another glass of champagne, before walking over to Alicent, who is talking with Laena.

"May I cut in?" Rhaenyra asked with a charming grin as the booze courses through her system

Laena holds back an amused grin before walking away as Rhaenyra is left alone with Alicent, who stares at her.

"Would it be too forward of me to ask you for a dance?" Rhaenyra asked next as she extends her hand out

Alicent blushes slightly before answering. "No, it's not. I would love to." she answers

They moved to the center of the ballroom as they began to slow dance. Rhaenyra leads as she holds Alicent's hand while placing the other hand by her waist. Alicent places her other hand on Rhaenyra's shoulder as they waltz to classical music. Rhaenyra locks eyes with Alicent, who felt her heart speeding up. The blonde then spun her around before pulling Alicent back to her, as the brunette smiled widely.

"I forgot how good of a dancer you are." Alicent breathed out

"You make it easy." Rhaenyra says with a smile as Alicent blushes again "Has anyone told you how beautiful you look tonight?"

Alicent holds her gaze before looking away as she turns crimson red. "You're just saying that."

"I'm not. I would never jest, nor lie about that, especially when it comes to you." Rhaenyra admits seriously as she intertwined their fingers and placed her other hand lower on Alicent's waist as they continued to slow dance

Alicent feels her breath stolen as she stares into Rhaenyra's eyes. "Nyra..." she whispers

Rhaenyra felt her heart racing as she stares back into Alicent's eyes. They found themselves back in familiar territory as they're caught in an intense gaze. Rhaenyra lowers her gaze to Alicent's lips, as the brunette felt her heart pounding. Alicent finds herself drawn to Rhaenyra and vice versa, like magnets, as they slowly lean in. However, once again, Alicent unexpectedly pulls back as she remembers herself. Guilt sinks in as she thinks of Casey. Rhaenyra sees Alicent looking nervous as her heart aches painfully.

"Ali..." she trails off

"W-We shouldn't. You're drunk and I-I am dating Casey. It's wrong." Alicent stuttered out "I shouldn't have let it get this far. I'm sorry."

Alicent rushes off in tears as Rhaenyra feels her heart slowly ripped out. She sees Agent Criston following behind Alicent, as he does his duty to watch over her as her bodyguard. Rhaenyra is about to follow after her to apologize until Otto stops her.

"Stay the hell away from my daughter." Otto warned angrily

Rhaenyra immediately is filled with anger. "That's not for you to decide. Your daughter is an adult and can make her own decisions."

"You have been nothing but trouble for my family. My daughter has been blind to your recklessness. You are just like that rogue uncle of yours, who does as he pleases as well and will surely burn everything he touches." Otto says in a tone of venom as Rhaenyra fills her blood boiling

"You will be the downfall of your family's legacy."

"Is that what drives you mad? That my father named me as heir to the company." Rhaenyra says testing Otto "Don't think I don't know what you've been up to?"

"What are you implying?" Otto questions

"That you have been secretly working behind the scenes, plotting to take control of my father's company." Rhaenyra answers in a fiery tone

Otto looks stunned for a moment before smirking sinisterly. "I don't know what you're talking about."

"Is that how you want to play it?" Rhaenyra questions angrily

"You're playing a very dangerous game. It's not wise to make false accusations without any knowledge or proof." Otto says in a cool and collected tone yet narrows his gaze sharply at her

"And you're playing with fire. I know what you did. You've been trying to undermine my claim, as well as lying to my father for years. You have been strategically working to take control of Targaryen Enterprises." Rhaenyra says finally confronting Otto with the truth

"You know nothing." Otto says darkly

"I know everything." Rhaenyra says not backing down

Otto is inwardly seething before smirking, as he uses his final card to play. "And what happens when I tell Alicent about the sin you've committed?"

"What are you implying?" Rhaenyra questions hotly

"That you were seen with your uncle at a brothel one night two years ago, participating in sinful acts with each other." Otto says clearly lying through his teeth but sent a spy to watch them

Rhaenyra stares at him as she is filled with many emotions ranging from shock, disbelief, disgust and rage. She remembers that night, as her uncle took her to the brothel to get drunk and seek pleasure with a prostitute. Although it is true, she got drunk with her uncle and made out with a prostitute, she didn't have sex with her. It didn't feel right, as she changed her mind. She was still hurting over her breakup with Alicent then. As much as she wanted to fuck someone that night, she changed her mind and left the brothel. That same night, she bumped into Agent Criston two years ago and the two shared a tender moment, that may seem intimate. But nothing happened. She didn't sleep with Agent Criston.

"Could it be that my uncle followed me that night and saw me with Criston? Was that his plan all along? To ruin my reputation and weakening my position in the hopes of strengthening his chances of becoming heir?" Rhaenyra thought as she thinks back to what Alicent said as she warned her about Daemon back then

"It's such a shame. What my daughter would think of you now? My, my, my. Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." Otto smirks evilly as he pushes Rhaenyra's buttons

Rhaenyra sees red as she fucking loses it, as she grabs Otto roughly by the collar and shoves him hard against the wall nearby. Everyone sees the heated argument including Viserys and Aemma who look worried. Alenna is caught off guard. And Daemon smirks as he watches on, seeing that miserable cunt's smug smile wiped away as his niece is seconds away from tearing off Otto's head.

"You lying, deceitful, smug son of a bitch! You mess with the wrong person. If you ever go near Alicent or hurt her again, I will rip your fucking heart out." Rhaenyra threatened as she is filled with blind rage

Otto is nervous yet doesn't let it show, as he laughs while mocking her. "Go ahead. Do it. Unless you don't have the guts. You're a spineless, foolish girl who knows nothing. Pathetic." he says provoking her

"Rhaenyra, that's enough!" Viserys yelled out as Rhaenyra has lost her shit but it falls on deaf ears

"Rhaenyra!" Alicent yells out which got her attention as the blonde looks at her with wide eyes

Rhaenyra is pulled away from Otto by Criston, as she struggles against him. Otto gasps out as he rubs his neck.

"Otto, meet me upstairs now." Viserys says in a firm, angry tone

Otto stares at everyone, including his ex-wife, who consoles their daughter, as Alicent looks at him with teary eyes. After Otto follows Viserys upstairs to a private room where they can speak, Aemma apologizes to everyone before calling off the party as mostly everyone left except the Velaryons and the Hightowers. Rhaenyra walks over to Alicent. The blonde looks at her with a concerned expression.

"Are you okay?" she asked in a gentle tone

"No. But I will be." Alicent whispers before hugging Rhaenyra who comforts her

Meanwhile, Viserys is confronting Otto upstairs in a private room in his castle.

"That scene that you created with my daughter was uncalled for." Viserys says angrily

"You're right. My apologies. It won't happen again." Otto says keeping a calm composure

"You damn right, it won't. Because after tonight, you will be stripped of your duties as COO and will hand in your walking papers."

Otto looks stunned for a moment before speaking. "With all due respect, but if this is about my argument with your daughter, I --"

"Actually, it has a lot more to with what has been brought to my attention. Something I've been foolish to see for myself if not for Rhaenyra." Viserys says cutting him off as he takes out a tape recorder and and presses play

Otto is stunned silent as he hears his conversation with an associate of his, which Rhaenyra must've recorded in secret.

"Do you have the documents?" Otto questioned his associate on the tape recorder

"Yes, sir. Everything you've asked for." his associate answered

"Excellent." Otto replies

"Are you sure this is going to work?"

"Of course, it will. I have worked too hard to see my plans go up in smoke. Viserys will never know that I have been plotting to steal his company from him. With enough shares and loyal allies on my side, I will not only remove his daughter as heir, but I will also remove Viserys as CEO." Otto confessed

After listening to their whole conversation, Viserys presses stop after having enough information that will seal Otto's fate.

"Not only you have betrayed me, but you have also tried to undermine my daughter and weaken her position in the hopes of obtaining power for yourself." Viserys says seething in rage as Otto realizes he overplayed his hand as Rhaenyra caught his confession on tape

"Oh, and best believe that your associate and allies are going down with you, as I have a lawsuit." Viserys says seriously

"You can't do this." Otto seethes in fury

"I just did. I will personally see you in court. You're fired! Now, get the bloody hell out of here!" Viserys roared in rage

Otto is stunned as he looks at Viserys.

"GET OUT!!!" Viserys screams furiously

Otto follows his command as he walks out. Viserys feels a dizzy spell, as he holds his head and falls back in his chair. He has been feeling unwell for the last couple of months. No one in the family knows except his wife, who has repeatedly tried to convince him to see a doctor.

Alicent sees her father rushing out of the castle as she follows him.

"Father, what happened?" she questioned

"I have been fired. That's what happened." Otto answers

Alicent looks stunned for a moment.

"You have Rhaenyra to thank for that." Otto says angrily

"What?"

"You heard me. Rhaenyra has spread false accusations against me." Otto answers

"No, I don't believe that. Rhaenyra wouldn't do something like that." Alicent says immediately coming to her defense

"You're still standing up for her. Foolish child. She has not only defiled you, but she has also manipulated you onto her side." Otto says angrily as Alicent felt her eyes tear up

"No, she hasn't! She never defiled me, nor manipulated me. She never once took advantage me. God, you're so blinded by your resentment and anger, because you can't accept that I care about her!" Alicent yells emotionally

"She will ruin you, Alicent. You have given away your innocence and your faith has been tarnished because you refuse to see her for who she is. Someday, you will realize and when you do, it will be too late." Otto says turning to walk away

"Why can't you accept me for who I am?" Alicent questions sadly in a tone of anguish as tears fell

Otto stops short as he turned back to look at her.

"I am your daughter. And if I matter to you, you would love me anyway." she says as Otto looks away painfully

"Rhaenyra is important to me, father. There is nothing you can do or say to change that." Alicent says with conviction

"You chose Rhaenyra." Otto says approaching her "You chose to believe your childhood companion over your own father."

"I know her, father. I know she would never lie to me. I believe her." she says tearfully

Otto then stood in front of her. "I hope that someday you will take everything I have taught you. It's a cruel world out there. You must be prepared."

"Where are you going?" Alicent asked

"Back to Oldtown." Otto says before caressing his daughter's face in a rare, paternal way "You may hate me and I know I have failed you as a father, but someday you will thank me for all I have done for you."

Alicent cries as Otto pulls her into a hug.

"Take care of your mother." Otto says before leaving

Alicent stands there crying silently, as she watches her father drive away in his car. Agent Criston, who stood back and watched their goodbye, walks up to Alicent and wrapped her coat around her shoulders. Alicent looks up at him tearfully, as he then hands her tissue.

"Thank you." she whispers as she wipes away her tears with the tissue

"It's no problem." Criston says with a soft smile as she returns it

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*One Month Later*

It is sometime close to Valentine's Day, as many students are roaming around campus at the university. Rhaenyra and her team have an upcoming game later this month against the Casterly Rock Lions. She has been busy with football practice, as well as focusing on her studies. She's also finally decided to go to therapy. Her mother and friends have tried to convince her for years without any success. But recently, after coming back from Winter break, she realizes she wants to make real progress in her life. She decided to stop having casual meaningless hookups, as she feels it's important to focus on herself.

Although she and Alicent have maintained their friendship, she decided to distance herself from her a bit, as seeing her with Casey hurts deeply. If she ever decides to date again, she doesn't want to enter in a serious relationship right away. But instead, just get the know the person and take things slow.

As she walks down the hallway as she is currently on break, she stops short when she sees Jasmine putting away her books in her locker. Rhaenyra stands there for a moment and is about to head straight for class, before turning back around and gathers her courage. She approaches Jasmine.

"Hey." Rhaenyra greets her with a smile

Jasmine looks at her before smiling softly. "Hi, yourself."

"How was your weekend?" Rhaenyra asked making small talk

"It was good. And yours?"

"It was alright." Rhaenyra answers as Jasmine nodded

Rhaenyra then laughs as she rubs her neck. "Okay, this is a bit awkward. I'm just going to cut to the chase. Would you like to go out with me this weekend?"

Jasmine looks surprised "I'm busy."

"Okay, then what about Valentine's Day?" Rhaenyra asked not letting that phase her

"I thought you don't do dates." Jasmine says staring at her as she is aware of her reputation

"That was then. I'm turning over a new leaf." Rhaenyra says honestly

"Okay. I will only accept under one condition."

"Name it."

"That we go out to have a good time. I'm not looking for a serious relationship." Jasmine answers

Rhaenyra looks at her curiously.

"I recently got out of a serious relationship a few months ago." Jasmine explains

"Okay. I understand. Well, it goes both ways because I'm not looking for a serious relationship either." Rhaenyra says in an empathetic tone "I know I have a reputation around campus and you heard many things about me."

"But I'm looking for a fresh start. I'm not looking for meaningless hookups anymore." she says truthfully as Jasmine looks surprised

"I'm not asking for anything more or less. All I ask is for a chance. I just want to get to know you. We can go out and see a movie and grab something to eat afterwards." Rhaenyra suggested

Jasmine stares at her before smiling softly. "Yeah, I would like that."

"Yeah?" Rhaenyra says in a hopeful tone as she smiles back

"Yeah." Jasmine confirms with a beaming smile

While they're talking by Jasmine's locker, Alicent is walking down the hallway and stops short as she spots Rhaenyra talking with Jasmine. She sees them Rhaenyra smiling while leaning against the locker, as she says something to make Jasmine laugh. Alicent couldn't help but feel her heart ache painfully and inwardly scolds herself.

She's dating Casey, who she really likes. And more than anything, she wants Rhaenyra to be happy. Yet this feels different. There's something in the way Rhaenyra is looking at Jasmine. She's used to her ex flirting with many women around campus, but it's meaningless as Rhaenyra wasn't interested in dating any of them, except to hook up. Rhaenyra has made it known she doesn't do relationships or commitment.

But there is something different about the way Rhaenyra is looking at Jasmine. She hasn't seen that look in years. A look of warmth and affection. The only time it's been directed at was her when they used to date. As Alicent watches Rhaenyra flirting with Jasmine while smiling widely, she realizes how selfish she's been. Rhaenyra deserves to be happy. And she realizes she's not being fair to Casey, who she genuinely likes. But she still has deep feelings for Rhaenyra.

Alicent eventually walks off in the opposite direction. Unbeknownst to her, Rhaenyra catches the sight of her from behind as she turned the corner. The blonde furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

"Are you okay?" Jasmine asked

"Hmm? Yeah, um, I thought I saw someone I recognized." Rhaenyra answers snapping out of her daze as she turns to her "So, we're on for our date?"

"Yeah." Jasmine says as she then exchanged numbers with Rhaenyra "Call me." she says before walking off

Rhaenyra watches her leave as she smiles to herself, before walking away in the opposite direction.

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Over the next few weeks, Rhaenyra and Jasmine have gone on a couple of dates, as they get to know each other. Currently, they're at the movie theater, waiting on line as Rhaenyra is about to buy a large bucket of popcorn and two medium drinks. Like a gentlewoman, she offered to pay.

"Yeah, I would like a large popcorn and two medium drinks." Rhaenyra spoke as the worker at the concession stand took her order

"Rhaenyra, you didn't have to do that." Jasmine says

"I know but I want to." Rhaenyra says holding her hand as she and Jasmine share a smile

Rhaenyra then hears a familiar voice.

"Rhaenyra?" Alicent says in a surprised tone

Rhaenyra turns around and sees Alicent on a date with Casey.

"Alicent. Fancy bumping into you and Casey." Rhaenyra says surprised as well

The four women stand in awkward silence before the concession worker spoke.

"Your order is ready." he says to Rhaenyra

"Oh, thank you." Rhaenyra says grabbing the large bucket of popcorn while Jasmine grabs the two drinks

"I guess I'll see you around." the blonde says to Alicent who simply smiled in response

Rhaenyra walks away with Jasmine as they go to get their seats before the movie starts. Alicent and Casey order popcorn and two drinks before heading to give their tickets to the collector. After being pointed in the direction where the showing is, they walk off as they go to find their seats. As they sat down in the middle row, they place their drinks in the empty slots by their seats before placing Casey places the popcorn on her lap. They share a look as they smile at one another, before turning their attention to the big screen. When the movie eventually starts, Alicent is focused on it as she and Casey eat their popcorn. Then Alicent's eyes shifted as she spotted Rhaenyra with Jasmine two rows down. Her heart reacts before she shifts her focus back on the movie.

However, as the night goes on and somewhere in the middle of the movie, Alicent's gaze shifts to Rhaenyra again and felt her heart drop as she spots her kissing Jasmine. No, full-on snogging as they make out in the movie theater. Alicent feels different emotions: sadness, jealousy and heartbreak. She tries to not let it bother her and inwardly scolds herself, but it proves futile.

"I um, I'm going to head to restroom." Alicent whispers to Casey who watches her stand up as she rushes off

Casey sat there for a moment before chasing after her. She finds Alicent in the restroom, hovering over the sink, silently crying. Casey spoke up.

"What's wrong?" Casey questions

"Casey..." Alicent trails off as she wipes away her tears "It's nothing. I'm fine."

"Oh, come on, Alicent. Don't lie to me. I know what's bothering you. I've known it for a while but I tried to pretend like the truth wasn't staring me in the face." Casey says seriously

"You still love her." Casey says finally acknowledging it

Alicent stares at her speechless before lowering her gaze painfully. The silence speaks volumes.

"I guess I have my answer." Casey says before walking away

"Casey, wait." Alicent says chasing after her all the way outside of the movie theater

Alicent calls out to Casey again, as the red head stopped as she turns around to look at her.

"I never meant to hurt you." Alicent says in an apologetic tone filled with sadness

"Right. Actually, I think it's best if we end things now." Casey says sparing herself any further heartbreak

"I'm sorry." Alicent whispers audibly

"Me too." Casey says before walking away as she gets in her car and drives off

Since Alicent came with Casey and doesn't have a ride now, she decides it's best to go back to the dorm as she leaves the movie theater in a taxi. When she arrives back to her dorm, she finds Tegan, who looks up at her with concern.

"What's wrong?" Tegan asked as she stands up

"Casey broke up with me. And truthfully, I don't blame her." Alicent answers sadly

Tegan doesn't question her further as she already draws her own conclusions for the reason behind the breakup. Instead, she hugs Alicent and offers her friend comfort.

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Over the next couple of months, senior year is almost coming to a close. Everyone is preparing for final exams, as they are busy studying. Rhaenyra is also preparing for the upcoming Championship Final, as the King's Landing Dragons will be facing off against the Winterfell Wolves. She and her team have been hard at work during football practice. Rhaenyra and her friends are looking forward to graduation.

She and Jasmine have decided to remain friends after dating briefly for a while. Both came to an agreement that they weren't looking for anything serious, as Jasmine also still held lingering feelings for her ex-girlfriend, which Rhaenyra understood and could relate to.

As Rhaenyra is hanging out with Alicent, Laenor, Laena, Joffrey and Tegan as they have lunch outside, they talk about future prospects with graduation coming up.

"So, you have any plans after you graduate?" Laenor asked Rhaenyra

"Yeah. I'm going to working for my father's company." Rhaenyra answers

"Yeah, I figure that." Laenor says

"And what about you?" Alicent asked Laenor

"I'm planning to join the Secret Intelligence Service after I gain the experience and skills." Laenor answers

"Wow, like Agent Criston." Alicent says in awe

"And Agent Harwin." Rhaenyra chimed in as Harwin Strong works for her father currently as a bodyguard while his father, Lyonel Strong, is COO for Targaryen Enterprises

"Yes. And I'm also planning to join MI6 as well." Joffrey added

"That's awesome." Laena says with a smile as she is sitting next to Tegan, who she is currently dating

"What about you, Laena?" Alicent asked curiously

"I'm planning to get into the fashion industry. But in the meantime, I'm going to be working for my father's company in Driftmark." she answers as her father has named her heir to Velaryon Industries

"Yeah, I know what you mean. While I'm in the process of writing my fantasy book, I'm going to be working at my mother's company. I think it would be beneficial to get as much experience as possible. I'm still interested in being a writer though." Alicent says

"I can't wait to read your book when it gets published. I always knew you can do it." Rhaenyra says with a smile

"Thanks, Nyra." Alicent smiles back

The six friends enjoy their afternoon as they talk and eat their lunch.

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The next few weeks, graduation is around the corner while the big football game is tonight. Rhaenyra has prepared for exam week, as well as her friends. Alicent, who struggled during exam weeks in the past, especially during Freshman and Sophomore Year has been majorly prepared as she studied.

By the end of the week, everyone completed their exams, as Rhaenyra and Alicent feel relieved and hopeful they passed. With the upcoming big football game tonight, Rhaenyra puts her focus on winning the Championship as she and her team hopes to beat the Winterfell Wolves and take the big trophy home.

Alicent finished her last assignment for the school paper after turning in her article. The topic is the upcoming football game and the header: The Dragons on the Road to Victory. The Championship game against the rival team is the hot topic on campus.

"I'm really going to miss you here, Hightower." the editor says

"I'm going to miss you, too." Alicent responds back sincerely

After Alicent waves goodbye to her colleagues, she gets ready for the big game tonight.

When the football game starts a couple of hours later, Alicent and Tegan are sitting on the bleachers along with their fellow peers as they cheer for the King's Landing Dragons. Rhaenyra and her team are wearing white jerseys and black helmets with a red three-headed dragon as their sigil, at their home territory. While Rickon Stark and his team are wearing black jerseys and white helmets with a grey direwolf as their sigil. Rickon has the number 10 on his jersey while Rhaenyra has number 25 on hers.

When Rhaenyra and Rickon go the center of the field, the former chose tails while the latter chose heads, as the referee flips a coin and tosses it in the air. It lands on heads as Rickon and his team go first. As Rickon starts out the first play, he gives out his command before throwing the football to his teammate, who is the wide receiver as he catches it. He runs down the field and quickly dodges his rival players before being tackled by Laenor and Joffrey.

The game goes on as Laena and her fellow cheerleading squad do their routine while chanting out "Let's go Dragons, let's go!" as the crowd gets hyped up and cheers for their team. The Dragons have a tough battle against the Wolves as the score is very close. 12-18 with the Wolves leading as Rickon and his team scored many touchdowns. Soon, the rain began to pour yet the game continues.

Rhaenyra is in position as she gives out her command before looking for an opening. She quickly dodges her rival player who tries tackle her, before she threw the football to Joffrey, who is the running back. Joffrey runs as he quickly dodges the other players. However, he ends up being tackled before he could make touchdown.

Rhaenyra looks at the timer as it's 7:00 minutes. She and her team get back into position as the game continued on. After giving out her command, she holds the football and looks for an opening, as she quickly dodges Rickon and another player, as she runs. She eventually spots Laenor running far down the field before throwing it, right before she gets tackled hard. Alicent looks concerned as she watches from the bleachers, wondering if Rhaenyra is alright.

Meanwhile, Laenor has caught the ball as she runs fast. The other players try to catch him but outruns them and makes a touchdown. The crowd goes wild as they cheer. Joffrey and the other players on their team hugs Laenor as the Dragons are now tied with the Wolves 18-18.

The coach for the Wolves blew his whistle as he called for a timeout, as his team walks off the field to discuss their plan. Rickon, who is the star player, leads them as his teammates follow along. When they get back on the field, Rickon and his team get into position before he gives out a command. He then looks for an opening, as he dodges Rhaenyra before throwing the ball to the running back, who quickly runs. However, he eventually gets tackled by Joffrey.

The game continues on as they all play in the pouring rain. The scores are very close and neck and neck, as both teams are now tied again at 24-24. Rhaenyra looks at the timer, which is at 1:30. She has only one shot at this. She gets into position as she has to make a field goal to break the tie. She looks toward the crowd and looks for a sign. She spots Alicent, who cheers her on from the stands.

Rhaenyra felt the burst of encouragement she needed, as she focuses back on the game. As her teammate waits for her to kick the ball, the referee gives his signal as Rhaenyra kicks the ball. Everyone holds their breath, including Alicent, who silently prays. The timer is going down fast. Rhaenyta watches on with holding her breath, as the football makes it over and between the crossbars.

"Goal!"

The crowd stands up and cheers as Rhaenyra scored her team a huge victory in the nick of time as the timer went down to zero, The score is 27-24. Rhaenyra is caught in a hug as her teammates rush to her before lifting her up in the air as everyone cheers Rhaenyra's name. Alicent stands up clapping with a huge smile on her face.

"The Dragons have won the championship! The Dragons have won the championship!" one of the commentators yells out excitedly

By the end of the night, Rhaenyra is holding up the trophy with her teammates and coach as their photo is taken. When Rhaenyra eventually approaches Alicent after taking off her helmet, Alicent greets her with a big hug.

"You did it. I'm so happy for you." Alicent says proudly as Rhaenyra beams while returning the hug

After pulling away, Rhaenyra apologizes as she's all wet and muddy to which Alicent responds with "I don't care" as she waves it off. The two share a lingering look as it continues to rain. Rhaenyra is caught off guard when Alicent gently moves her short, wet blonde hair out of face, before caressing her cheek as she looks at her affectionately. The two locked gazes before the moment is interrupted by Daemon, who approaches them.

"Rhaenyra." Daemon calls out to her

"Uncle, I didn't know you would be here." Rhaenyra says surprised before smiling "We won. My team and I won the championship." she says excitedly except he doesn't smile back which she noticed

"What's wrong?" Rhaenyra asked seriously as she has a bad feeling

"Your father is hospitalized." Daemon confessed "Your mother tried to reach you, but she figured you have your phone on silent."

Rhaenyra felt speechless as Alicent gasped as she covers her mouth with trembling hands.

"It's very serious but you should come to the hospital. Your mother will explain everything when you get there." Daemon says

"Okay. I'll hit the locker room first and take a shower. And then I'll meet you there." Rhaenyra says as Daemon nodded before he leaves

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When Rhaenyra and her friends finally arrive at the hospital, the blonde approaches her mom, who hugs her. Aemma is crying while Rhaenyra holds back the tears as she sees her father lying in the hospital bed, very pale and looks unwell as he's sleeping.

"Mom, what happened?" Rhaenyra asked

Aemma walks her daughter out of the hospital room, as Alicent along with Laena, Laenor, Joffrey and Tegan, look worried. Daemon is sitting by Viserys' bedside, lost in thought, as he watches over his brother. He hasn't removed from his spot since returning back to the hospital.

"Your father has been very sick for the past couple of months. He didn't want to worry you and neither did I. I finally convinced him to see a doctor sometime in January. And we discovered that..." Aemma trails off as tears resurfaced

"What?" Rhaenyra asked with worry and fear

"He has cancer." Aemma confesses in an audible tone as Rhaenyra felt her world stopped

Rhaenyra looks away painfully as she processes this information. Aemma continues speaking.

"He has been taking tests regularly every month and has been seeing his doctor for the past couple of months. But unexpectedly, this afternoon, he collapsed. I called an ambulance, and he was rushed into the emergency room. If it wasn't for Agent Harwin being quick on his feet and doing CPR, as your father stopped breathing, I-I don't even want to think about it." Aemma says as she begins to cry again

Rhaenyra consoles her mother, as she felt her own eyes tear up. "Father is going to make it, okay?" she says reassuringly as she does her best to be strong for her mother

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Over the next three months, Rhaenyra has been visiting her father while being there for her mother at the hospital. Her father is getting chemotherapy, as his doctor advised him to stay at the hospital to receive treatment.

Alicent has been Rhaenyra's rock during this emotional period, as she offers support and has been by her side at the hospital. One evening, she takes Rhaenyra to her church as the priest welcomes them. Mostly everyone left after Bible study and finishing their nightly prayers. Alicent suggested that prayer is helpful during times like these.

"Kneel with me." Alicent says as she's already on her knees and folded her hands in prayer

Rhaenyra kneels right next to her. Candles are lit inside the church.

"What do I say?" Rhaenyra asked uncertainly

"Whatever you wish. It's only for you and God to know." Alicent answers

As Rhaenyra and Alicent pray silent, the former begins to cry as the latter opens her eyes and sees her struggling. Alicent reaches out to hold her hand and offers her comfort in the only way she could.

"I-I can't lose him, Ali. No matter how frustrated I get with him at times, he is still my father." Rhaenyra says tearfully as she finally lets out her emotions

"You won't lose him." Alicent says with a pained expression

"You don't know that." Rhaenyra says expressing her fears

"You're right. I don't. I don't know what could happen. But what I can say is I'm here for you. If you ever need me. I'm not going anywhere." Alicent says with heartfelt sincerity

Rhaenyra smiles tearfully. "Thank you." she whispers laying her land on top of Alicent's before the brunette pulls her into a hug

Rhaenyra lets the tears fall, as she leans on Alicent for strength and comfort, as they hold each other tightly inside the church.

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It is sometime in November when Alicent is lying down in bed at her house. It's been a few months since she's graduated and she's back at home. She and Rhaenyra have grown closer as she continues to offer emotional support. Rhaenyra has also been going to therapy.

Over the last couple of months, her feelings for Rhaenyra have grown stronger and it's intense as ever before. She has done her best to give Rhaenyra the time and space she needs, whenever Rhaenyra doesn't feel up to talking. But she has reached out to her.

She finds herself staring at an old photo of her and Rhaenyra on her phone. It was during the time they were dating back then. In the photo, Rhaenyra was wearing a white shirt with blue jeans, while she was wearing Rhaenyra's plaid shirt that her then-girlfriend let her borrow back then. They were hugging each other tightly with their faces pressed against each other, as Rhaenyra had her eyes closed smiling contently, while wrapping her arms around Alicent's neck. Alicent was smiling at the camera while holding Rhaenyra around her back.

Alicent smiles wistfully in nostalgia as she thinks back to that day and many moments they shared throughout the years. It is now in this moment, she can no longer deny her true feelings she has repressed for years. She is still very much in love with Rhaenyra. And she knows she always will. Alicent then exited the photo gallery and began to play music on her playlist.

She turned to "Foolish Beat" by Debbie Gibson. The song fit the mood she's in, as she thinks back to their breakup three years ago. It is something she will always regret. Like that night, it's pouring outside as the rain can be heard on the roof and outside her window. She closes her eyes as she finds herself lost in the memory of her first love, as she listens to the song playing on her phone with the earphones in her ears.

There was a time when

Broken hearts and broken dreams were over

There was a place where

All you can do was

Wish on a four leaf clover

But now is a new time

There is a new place

Where dreams just can't come true

It started the day when I left you, oh

I could never love again

The way I loved you, oh

I could never cry again

Like I did when I left you

And when we said goodbye

Oh, the look in your eyes

Just left me beside myself

Without your heart

I could never love again

Now that we're apart

When I was sorry

It was too late to turn around

And tell you so

There was no reason

There was no reason

Just a foolish beat of my heart, oh

I could never love again

The way I loved you, oh

I could never cry again

Like I did when I left you

And when we said goodbye

Oh, the look in your eyes

Just left me beside myself

Without your heart

I could never love again

Now that we're apart

As Alicent continues listening to the song, silent tears roll down her face as her heart yearns for Rhaenyra.

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The following week, Alicent decided to finally tell Rhaenyra how she truly feels, even if it doesn't change anything. No matter what, she is willing wait for her because she knows in her heart they belong together. She is planning to go to the Targaryen mansion later that night, but on the way, she decided to get something to eat at Aegon's Burger Palace.

However, as soon as she enters the fast-food joint, she stops short when she spots Rhaenyra sitting at a booth with Jasmine. Alicent is stunned speechless as she thought they broke up months ago. She can hear the sound of her heart breaking slowly, as she looks at them. Rhaenyra senses her gaze, as she looks up and sees her standing there. The blonde's eyes widen in surprise. Alicent felt frozen as she couldn't move as tears formed in her eyes. Jasmine sees Alicent, who looks away embarrassed and conflicted.

"You should talk to her." Jasmine suggests standing up

"Are you sure?" Rhaenyra asks standing up as well

"I'm sure. Besides, I've already planned to meet up with my girlfriend at her place later tonight." Jasmine says with a smile before her expression softens

"Take care of yourself, Rhaenyra." she says giving her a hug before leaving

Rhaenyra stares at Alicent, who feels emotionally exposed. The brunette not wanting her ex to see her in tears, quickly rushes off as she leaves the burger joint. Rhaenyra quickly chases after her and caught up to her, as she gently grabbed her arm to spin her around.

"Alicent, I am not letting you walk away until you tell me what's wrong." Rhaenyra says firmly

She and Alicent stand in the middle of the parking lot outside Aegon's Burger Palace.

Many people walk past them, while others are sitting in the cars, as waitresses come out in their roller skates delivering the customers orders. Rhaenyra doesn't pay any attention to her surroundings as she and Alicent get in a heated and emotional confrontation.

"Fine! You want to know what's wrong? What's bothering me?" Alicent questions emotionally

"Yes! I want to know!" Rhaenyra yells riled up

"Seeing you with her! With anyone!" Alicent yells back in frustration as tears fall

Rhaenyra is stunned speechless for a moment before speaking. "I am not dating Jasmine anymore. We broke up months ago. We were just hanging out as friends."

Alicent stands there at a loss for words this time and inwardly kicks herself for being selfish and jealous.

"Besides, why do you care? Why do you care whom I'm with?" Rhaenyra questions angrily as she challenges Alicent to be truthful with her

"Because --" Alicent struggles to get the words out

"Because what?" Rhaenyra questions in frustration

"Because I still love you!" Alicent declares out loud in the heat of the moment as Rhaenyra stares back speechless

"God, help me, I still love you, Nyra." she finally admits after all this time "I-I know I hurt you. And I know I blew my chance and I should've told you years ago."

Rhaenyra stares at her as she swallows, as her eyes glisten with tears. Alicent stares back tearfully, as she pours her heart out to her.

"But I'm finally having the courage to say it now. And I will wait however long it takes. Whether it's a month, or another couple of years, or forever. I will wait for you, Nyra. Because I love --"

"No, don't. Please don't say it." Rhaenyra says in a shaky tone as Alicent stops short "Do you have any idea how much it hurt when you broke up with me?

"It killed me. I have tried so hard to get over you. I shut off my heart because I didn't want to feel that pain." the blonde says in a tone of hurt and anger

Alicent stares at her tearfully, as she is filled with regret for hurting her.

"But no matter what, I could never cut you out of my life because you still matter to me. And God help me, every time I try to move on, it's like something always draws me back to you." Rhaenyra confesses

"I could never seem to shake you. I could never stop thinking of you because you're all I ever think about, Ali." she admits as long buried feelings come pouring out

Alicent stares at her with wide eyes filled with surprise.

"It's you. It's always been you. And maybe I should walk away to protect my heart, but I can't fucking do it anymore." Rhaenyra says emotionally tired of burying her feelings

Alicent felt her heart race as she looks at Rhaenyra with longing.

"You're the only woman I ever truly wanted. You're the only one I have ever truly loved. You're the only one I will ever --" Rhaenyra's passionate speech is cut off by Alicent who unexpectedly kisses her with heartfelt emotion

Rhaenyra gasped before returning it as she wraps her arms around her waist and pulls her closer, while Alicent wraps her around her neck. They continue to kiss passionately, as a spark ignited into a burning flame, as they finally give into their feelings.

Memories rush over them as they remember every moment they shared from their first meeting to their childhood years to their first kiss when they were eleven to their adolescent years as they became more than friends experiencing first love and first heartbreak. Many highs and lows along the way throughout the years, all leading up to this moment.

Rhaenyra and Alicent continue to kiss each other deeply, completely tuning out their surroundings, as they stand in the middle of parking lot at night.

Later that night, Rhaenyra and Alicent are in the blonde's bedroom, as they kiss one another deeply making up for lost time. Rhaenyra's mom is at the hospital while Rhaenys and Corlys are babysitting her little brother for the night.

She and Alicent continue to kiss each other as the brunette moans softly in pleasure, while the blonde moans back. Alicent pulls back with a gasp. They stare at one another intensely as their chests rise and fall,

"Make love to me." Alicent whispers

"Are you sure?" Rhaenyra asks for consent as she doesn't want Alicent to feel like she's rushing into anything

"I've never been surer of anything more in my life." Alicent says with conviction "I've wanted this for so long."

"Me too." Rhaenyra whispers as she caresses her cheek as Alicent sighs with her eyes closed "I just want you to be certain. I could wait as long as you need until you're ready."

Alicent opens her eyes again as she takes Rhaenyra's hand and gently kissed her knuckles. "I'm certain of this. Us. And I've waited a long time to be with you. I don't want to waste another precious moment." she says honestly

"I trust you, Nyra. And I want you to be my first." she whispers

Rhaenyra felt her eyes glisten with unshed tears before tenderly kissing Alicent's forehead before pressing her own against it. She holds Alicent's face with both hands.

"As you are mine." Rhaenyra whispers back

Alicent pulls back slightly to gaze into Rhaenyra's eyes, which held affection, desire and unconditional love. For Rhaenyra, she considers Alicent to be first everything. Her first kiss, her first love, her first heartbreak. And although she's been with many women and even Harwin, they were nothing more than casual hookups. Although she and Harwin have remained close friends. But with Alicent, it would be special. In a way, she will be the first in the truest and most meaningful sense, because it's not based on lust but on real love. She will be giving Alicent her body, heart and soul. As Alicent looks into Rhaenyra's eyes, she caught the deeper meaning of what she said.

"I am yours and you are mine. Now, always and forever." Alicent says in a heartfelt tone filled with love and conviction

Rhaenyra's heart reacted at those words as she pulls Alicent into a passionate kiss, as the brunette quickly returns it eagerly. They gasp in between kisses, before Alicent lifts up Rhaenyra's red shirt over her head. Rhaenyra then trails kisses over Alicent's chest, as she pulls down the straps to her blue and white floral dress, after removing her black cardigan. Alicent sighs in pleasure as her dress drops to the floor and Rhaenyra kisses down her body, as she falls to her knees.

"Oh, Nyra."

Rhaenyra sees how wet Alicent is as her underwear is soaked. She is overcome with desire, as she stands back up and lifts Alicent in her strong arms and carries her to her bed. She lays her down gently. Alicent sits up as she moves to the edge of the bed.

"Allow me." Alicent whispers in a tone of desire as she slowly unbuckles Rhaenyra's belt

Rhaenyra stares down at her intensely, as Alicent gently bites her lower lip before locking eyes with her again. As Alicent unbuttons Rhaenyra's jeans and unzips, the blonde quickly removes it along with her sports bra and boxers. Rhaenyra then removes Alicent out of her bra and underwear as their clothes are discarded somewhere on the floor.

The two women are completely nude as Rhaenyra is on top of Alicent, as they kiss one another intimately yet passionately while touching each other. Alicent's hands are caressing her lover's back, while Rhaenyra is touching her legs. Alicent moans deeply when Rhaenyra begins sucking on her neck. This goes on for a while before Rhaenyra begins placing wet, hot kisses down her chest while massaging her breast, as Alicent sighs with her eyes closed.

When she takes a nipple into her mouth, Alicent gasps before moaning. Rhaenyra smirks while continuing to suck her nipple while massaging her other breast. She then gives the same treatment to her other nipple, as Alicent arches her back, giving her access while tugging Rhaenyra's short blonde hair.

"Nyra...more, please."

Rhaenyra trails her fingers down to her private area and teases her wet folds, both moan in pleasure.

"Fuck, you're so wet." Rhaenyra moans in surprise

"Only for you." Alicent moans

Rhaenyra becomes feral as she groans at her lover's words as she is filled with a desperate need and desire to claim Alicent as hers. To pleasure her in ways no one else will and to make her feel good. She then trails kisses down her body as Alicent watches with hooded eyes laced with desire and longing.

Alicent pants heavily as her chest rises and falls when Rhaenyra kisses her inner thighs before getting closer to her most private place. She's never touched herself down there, as much as she was tempted to, especially when she thought of Rhaenyra during late nights. She felt it was sinful to be thinking and acting on her desires, even alone in her bedroom. When Rhaenyra places her mouth down there, Alicent immediately gripped the sheets as she moans loudly.

"Ungh!"

"Mmm, you taste so fucking good, baby. So warm and wet for me." Rhaenyra moaned as she continues sucking her pussy

Alicent is shaking as she is overwhelmed with intense pleasure like never before, as tears form in her eyes, as Rhaenyra continues going down on her. Rhaenyra encourages Alicent to lose control, as she reaches for her hand and placed it on her blond locks.

"Look at me." Rhaenyra commanded huskily as Alicent does her best to keep her eyes open

Alicent watches with hooded eyes, as Rhaenyra proceeds to eat her out while staring back at her intensely. The brunette is so turned on, as she grinds against Nyra's face while holding her head, seeking for release. Rhaenyra groans in response as she sucks harder while flicking her tongue deeper inside her warm, tight cunt as Alicent grows wetter. Alicent's cries of pleasure can be heard in the bedroom.

"Yesss! Just like that!"

Rhaenyra moans deeply as she then uses her fingers to enter into her wet folds, while pleasuring her with her tongue at the same time. Alicent's moans grow louder.

"Oh, Nyra! Fuck!"

Rhaenyra's member throbs painfully as she becomes hard as a rock, while immediately turned on by Alicent's moans and the profanity falling from her lips. Alicent, who is prim and proper, hardly curses. She wonders how many times she can get Alicent to fall apart tonight. As she continues eating her out, Alicent pants heavily while her words become incoherent. She knows Alicent is close. When she hits her special place with her tongue, Alicent tenses up as she comes apart as an intense orgasm washes over her. She cries out Rhaenyra's name in ecstasy as the blonde moans while sucking her juices.

Alicent pants heavily as her mind is blown while looking dazed. Rhaenyra grins as she kisses her way up before Alicent pulls her into a sensual kiss, as they both moan from the taste. As they make out, Rhaenyra becomes painfully hard as Alicent feels her cock poking her stomach. Alicent pulls back with a gasp as she stares at Rhaenyra with hooded eyes, before staring down at her throbbing member.

The brunette pushes Rhaenyra down on the bed, as the blonde looks at her curiously yet intensely as her blue eyes darkened. Alicent slowly reaches out to see what it feels like as she touches Rhaenyra's cock. She must've done did something right because Rhaenyra moans softly with her eyes closed. Alicent felt intrigued and curious yet unexperienced, as she hesitantly stroke her cock, before Rhaenyra helps her out by placing her hand over hers.

"Like that. Slowly yet firmly." Rhaenyra instructs in a husky tone filled with want

As Alicent follows along to what Rhaenyra is doing, she strokes Rhaenyra's shaft slowly yet firmly, as her lover moans deeply.

"Fuck, Ali. That feels so good."

Alicent felt her heart race as she continues stroking her and soon her confidence builds up. Curiosity gets the best of her, as well as a desperate need, as she lowers her mouth to the tip as a loud moan fell from Rhaenyra's lips. Alicent moans in response, as she slowly begins to suck her lover's cock, before taking it in fully. She has no idea what she's doing, but it seems it has a strong effect on Rhaenyra, who gasps and moans. Alicent gags slightly as she tries to take it all in, before pulling away with a gasp. She eventually goes back to sucking Rhaenyra's cock again, as the blonde moans in pleasure.

"Fuck, if you keep going, I won't last long." Rhaenyra warned as she reluctantly pulls Alicent's head away

Alicent wiped her mouth as her face is a deep scarlet red.

"I want this to be about you. I want this to be special for you." Rhaenyra whispers affectionately as she sits up as she kisses Alicent's lips tenderly

They kiss one another slowly and intimately, as Rhaenyra gently rolls Alicent onto her back as she lays on top of her. They continue kissing before pulling away breathlessly. Alicent caresses her face, as she stares into Rhaenyra's eyes.

"Are you sure?" Rhaenyra asks her again for consent in a patient and loving tone

"I'm sure. I want you, Nyra."

Rhaenyra kisses her again briefly yet passionately, before slowly positioning in between her legs, as she takes her cock and enter her. Alicent gasped as she closes her eyes. Rhaenyra freezes as she doesn't want to hurt her.

"It's okay. Go ahead." Alicent gasps out as she opens her eyes again

"I don't want to hurt you." Rhaenyra says

Alicent caresses her face again before tenderly kissing her lips. "You won't hurt me. I trust you."

Rhaenyra's expression softens as she nods silently. She pushes in slowly, as Alicent gasps in pain and at the tightness, as Rhaenyra feels huge. Rhaenyra kisses away her tears, as she does her best to comfort her. When she fully entered her. she pauses for a long moment, wanting Alicent to feel comfortable. She kisses her tear-stained cheeks, then her forehead tenderly with affection, before kissing her lips softly, as Alicent returns it.

"I love you." Rhaenyra whispers against her lips as Alicent teared up for a different reason this time

"I love you, too." Alicent smiles tearfully as Rhaenyra smiled back

"I promise to be gentle." Rhaenyra whispers as Alicent nodded

Rhaenyra slowly moves her hips as she rocks into her, as Alicent holds her close. They began kissing one another tenderly, as they slowly build momentum. Eventually, Alicent's pain faded as pleasure took over her, as she meets Rhaenyra's thrusts.

"Faster." Alicent commanded

Rhaenyra groaned as she then lifts Alicent's legs high around her waist, as the brunette wrapped them tightly. This gives Rhaenyra a better angle, as she begins pounding into her faster. They made tender and passionate love throughout the night, as the sounds of loud moaning, skin slapping and the bedframe slamming against the wall echos in the bedroom and outside of it. Alicent's cries of pleasure and moaning grow louder, as Rhaenyra grunts and pants heavily as their bodies connect over and over. Rhaenyra begins sucking her neck while still thrusting into her as Alicent scratches her back. The blonde groaned in pain and pleasure.

"Fuck, Ali! God, you're so tight. You feel so good."

"Ungh!" Alicent moans loudly as when Rhaenyra touches her clit and rubs it "Oh, fuck, I--"

Alicent closes her eyes tightly as she digs her nails into Rhaenyra's shoulders, as she feels an intense pleasure rock her to her core.

"Come for me." Rhaenyra commanded huskily

Alicent arches her back as her toes curl as another mind-blowing orgasm hits her full force. "NYRAAA!!!!" she screams in pleasure

Rheanyra continues pounding into Alicent as she seeks her release as well. When she hits her G-Spot, Alicent is tumbling into ecstasy as she falls apart once again as her eyes roll back into her head with Rhaenyra following soon after as she moans Ali's name in pleasure.

After their intense and passionate lovemaking, Rhaenyra rolls off of Alicent as they lie down breathing heavily.

"T-That was..." Alicent is at a loss for words as her mind is blown

"Yeah..." Rhaenyra breathes out as she can't form words either

Rhaenyra and Alicent turn to look at one another before laughing joyfully. Alicent's body shakes as she laughs hard with her eyes closed while Rhaenyra joins in a fit of uncontrollable laughter. Eventually, they calmed down as they stare at one another with a smile. Alicent's eyes crinkle with happiness as she giggles when Rhaenyra pecks her nose affectionately with her lips. They hold each other close and cuddle as Alicent lies on Rhaenyra's chest, while the blonde softly caresses her brown wavy hair. Alicent sighs contently with her eyes closed.

"I could stay like this forever in your arms." Alicent whispers sleepily

"Ditto." Rhaenyra whispers back before gently kissing the crown of her head

As Alicent falls asleep in Rhaenyra's arms, the blonde gazes down at her as she is filled with such warmth in her heart. She eventually falls asleep. As the two lovers found their way back together and having sweet dreams for the first time in a long time, they would later discover down the road what this night would bring. Alicent would become pregnant and give birth to their first child, Helaena, nine months later.

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*Three Years Later*

It's been a few years since Rhaenyra and Alicent graduating from King's Landing University and reconciled. Although they had their struggles throughout the years personally and professionally, as they adjust to parenthood and their careers, it has only strengthened their bond. They have fought hard to get to where they are now. Their daughter, Helaena, is now two years old, in her terrible twos stage, as she's been screaming and crying a lot.

Rhaenyra helps Alicent massively with parenting Helaena, as being a first-time parent isn't easy. But they love their daughter very much to the moon and back. Rhaenyra has spoiled her with gifts such as toys for two-year-olds and a children's book, as she would read to her during bedtime. She would often play peek-a-boo with her as Alicent would watch with a smile, as their daughter giggles and claps her hands happily.

Rhaenyra has been working for Targaryen Enterprises as she is learning a great deal about how business works. Her father has survived cancer as their prayers have been answered. Although, he is following doctor's orders, as her mother makes sure he keeps a steady and healthy routine. As he is getting old in age, the family makes sure he gets his exercise in. He has been eating nutritious foods with fiber and protein. And he also has private caretakers looking after him.

Viserys, being stubborn and not wanting to feel useless, always comes to work, but doesn't stress himself with long hours like he used to. Her mother, Aemma, has also been working for the family company and has been instrumental in it's success. Her little brother, Baelon, is now ten years old and is about to turn eleven soon. He is going to a private school at King's Landing Academy, receiving the best education and learning.

Rhaenyra has been making emotional progress, as she still goes to therapy. She focuses on maintaining positive relationships and having a better outlook on life. She and her uncle, Daemon, have put aside their differences for the sake of their family. He is now living in Pentos with Laena and have been happily married for a year now. Laena is pregnant as she and Daemon are expecting twin daughters. It was sometime after graduating university when Laena and Tegan broke up, as their paths headed in different directions. The two kept in touch and remained good friends, as Tegan is currently in a serious relationship with another woman.

It is also sometime a year after graduating from university when Laenor and Joffrey broke up. Although, it was a painful split, the two have a good working relationship, as they work for the MI6. Both have remained single as their work schedules are hectic but also didn't feel ready to enter in another serious relationship with anyone. Although Joffrey has done on a few dates here and there and some casual hookups. Laenor, on the other hand, has mainly focused on his work and keeps in touch with his friends and family.

Meanwhile, Alicent has worked on her fantasy book on and off for about five to six years. She has finally finished it after much hard work and effort, as she has poured her heart and soul into it. Her book will be published soon. It's about a love story between a dragon knight and a fair lady in a tower. The story features romance, fantasy, adventure and drama in a medieval time period. There are many mythical creatures including dragons. Aside from her writing, she has been working at her mother's company, Hightower Corporation. She feels it's not only helpful as she has the skills and experience in business and politics, but also financially wise, as she is able to make a living and provide for her family.

She is still very passionate about her future prospects as a writer/poet, as she has many ideas. She wants to work on a fantasy series based on the story she crafted, perhaps a three-part arc. She wants to write two more books following the first one. She also has written many poems since high school and plans to publish a poetry collection book soon. Her mother, Alenna, has been running the family company and doing a fine job. Agent Criston still works for her and has served faithfully as her bodyguard. The two have maintained a unique friendship. In a sense, Alicent has found a kindred spirit in Criston as they have similar values and views on life and the world. They both take their vows and duties seriously. She considers him family in a true sense.

It is sometime during Rhaenyra and Alicent's anniversary when the blonde plans a surprise for her. The two took a week off from work, as they wanted to spend quality time together as a family, but also make time for themselves as a couple. Rhaenyra holds Helaena's hand as she has been teaching her daughter to walk. However, right now, she made sure Helaena gets to a special spot as the toddler sits down on a blanket.

"Stay right here, okay?" Rhaenyra says to Heleana who simply looks at her before playing with the stuffed baby dragon to keep her occupied

"Nyra? Where are we?" Alicent asks as she's blindfolded

"I'm coming. I'm right here. You'll see soon enough." Rhaenyra answers as she rushes to her side

Rhaenyra's black Mercedes Benz SUV is parked. Since having a child, she bought a new vehicle that is appropriate and family friendly, but also safe for children. She still has her classic red Chevrolet Camaro parked at home in the garage, while Alicent has a shiny, dark blue Lexus. She and Alicent have bought a beautiful home that is spacious yet kid friendly.

Rhaenyra walks with Alicent, holding her hand gently as she leads her while her partner is blindfolded. She comes to a stop as she steps back from her.

"Okay, you can take off your blindfold now." Rhaenyra instructed

Alicent takes off her blindfold and gasped as she sees where they are: Godswood Garden. She also notices a blanket with a basket on top of it, while their daughter is playing with her stuffed baby dragon. The brunette turns to look at her girlfriend, smiling fondly at her.

"Do you like your surprise?" Rhaenyra asked hopefully "I know it's nothing major, and we couldn't find a sitter on time, especially with our relatives being busy. I wanted to make this special and --"

Alicent cuts off Rhaenyra's nervous and adorable rambling as she kisses her briefly yet passionately, before pulling away.

"It's perfect." Alicent whispers as Rhaenyra blushes while smiling

They then walk and sat down on the huge blanket near their daughter, who is occupied and surprisingly quiet for the time being. Alicent sighs in relief and feels relaxed, as she and Rhaenyra sat at their usual spot underneath the weirwood tree on a sunny day.

"What do you have?" Alicent asked with a smile

"All of your favorites." Rhaenyra answers

She pulls out their lunch, dessert and two bottles of water from the picnic basket. She also took out their daughter's lunch to eat for the day from the bag she carried, as well as 100% nutritional juice in moderation and water to drink. Rhaenyra made sure to pack Helaena's fresh fruits and carrot sticks along with her healthy lunch.

Alicent grabs her Greek Yogurt Chicken Salad Sandwich on 100% wheat bread and with protein-rich Greek yogurt. While Rhaenyra has a ham and cheese on a roll with lettuce, tomato, lots of mayo, black pepper, oil and vinegar. For dessert, they have red and green seedless grapes.

They ate their lunch, as Alicent feeds Helaena as well. After they finished digesting their food for a couple of minutes, they relaxed as Rhaenyra plays with Helaena, as she gently bounces her on her lap while Alicent watched with a smile.

"Peek--a-boo." Rhaenyra says with a wide smile as Helaena giggled

Helaena grabs her mom's hands to cover her eyes again.

"Peek-a-boo." Rhaenyra says again with a beaming smile as her daughter giggles loudly

At this stage, their daughter is still teething, as Alicent would use a teething ring to ease the discomfort and soothe Helaena's gums.

"You're a natural with her." Alicent whispers

Rhaenyra turns to look at Alicent with a smile. "I do my best. I love kids. I remember playing with Baelon when he was Helaena's age back then."

"Yeah, I remember." Alicent added with fond memory

They enjoyed the rest of the afternoon reminiscing about their childhood memories.

"Remember those times I kept asking you to pet Syrax?" Rhaenyra questions with an amused grin as Alicent playfully rolled her eyes

"How can I forget? You would bug me every time." Alicent says

"And the answer always remained the same. Seriously, Ali, we've known each other for nearly twenty years --"

"Seventeen years to be exact." Alicent cuts in

"And you've never once pet Syrax." Rhaenyra finishes where Alicent left off

"Because reptiles freak me out, Nyra." Alicent pouted

"It's a lizard." Rhaenyra says like it's no big deal

"Yes, I know, but it still freaks me out." Alicent says honestly

They bicker like an old married couple or perhaps arguing back and forth like they used to when they were children, as this discussion goes on for a while. Eventually, Rhaenyra shifts the conversation into a humorous one.

"Hmm, maybe one day I'll buy a pet lizard for Helaena when she's a bit older for her birthday." Rhaenyra says part seriously, part jokingly wanting to get a reaction out of Alicent which worked

"Rhaenyra!" she gasped in horror before her expression turns serious.

"I swear to God, if you get our daughter a pet lizard, you will be sleeping on the couch for a month and there will be no sex." Alicent says while covering her daughter's ears

Rhaenyra laughs in response before speaking. "I was just jesting." she says

"I'm being serious." Alicent says before melting on the spot when Rhaenyra kisses her

After Rhaenyra pulls away, she caresses her soft, wavy hair. "I remember the time when we had our first kiss. Right at this very spot." she whispers in a tone of affection

Alicent blushes before smiling fondly, as she drops her hands from Helaena's ears. "We were eleven years old. It was special as I remember it. And then you carved our initials on the weirwood tree inside the heart."

"A + R Forever." Rhaenyra says without having to look at it as it is imprinted in her memory as well as her heart. "A lifelong promise of the bond we share. A symbol of our love and friendship."

Alicent smiles softly as Rhaenyra holds her hand.

"I um, I got you a gift." Rhaenyra says in a surprising bashful tone "I want to not only celebrate you finally finishing your book, but I also wanted give you something special for our anniversary."

Alicent tucks the strand of her hair as she looks curiously at the gift Rhaenyra takes out which is wrapped in red paper. She feels a wave of excitement as she opens the gift wrapping and realizes it's a book. But it's a plain one.

Alicent looks up at her curiously, clearly puzzled.

"Open it." Rhaenyra says with a soft smile

Alicent raises her eyebrow before chuckling under her breath, as she opens the book. She lets out a stunned gasp, as inside the empty pages is a sparkling emerald ring in the middle. Alicent shakily takes out the ring and holds it, as the emerald gemstone and diamonds sparkle brightly. She looks up at Rhaenyra as her eyes began to tear up.

"I um, I have known you for most of my life. And I can't remember a time when I didn't love you." Rhaenyra admits as Alicent felt her heart skip a beat

Rhaenyra reaches out to hold one of her hands in hers, as she sees the faded scars around Alicent's fingers. She softly caresses her knuckles before holding her gaze again.

"We have been through so much together. You are my best friend, my lover, my partner, the mother of our beautiful little girl. But most of all, you are my home." Rhaenyra says with heartfelt conviction as tears roll down Alicent's cheeks

Rhaenyra gently wipes away Alicent's tears with her other hand.

"I want to grow old with you and share many new memories with you and our daughter. And maybe bring another child in the future, perhaps." the blonde says as Alicent laughs through her tears

"I love you with all my heart and I want to spend forever with you." Rhaenyra says with teary eyes "Alicent Hightower, will you marry me?"

Alicent nodded tearfully before giving her answer out loud. "Yes" she whispers with emotion "Yes! I'll marry you."

Rhaenyra smiles as Alicent smiles back with tears of joy as the blonde takes the ring and slides on her finger. They look at one another before Rhaenyra kisses her affectionately, as Alicent returns it. They smile in between kissing as their hearts are filled with joy, before pulling away.

"I love you." Alicent whispers

"I love you, too." Rhaenyra whispers back

"Your gift is back at home." Alicent mentioned as Rhaenyra smiles

"I can't wait to open my gift. Can you tell me what it is?" the blonde asked with a playful gleam in her eyes

"No. It will ruin the surprise." the brunette laughs as Rhaenyra pouts adorably

Alicent leans in to kiss her chastely before pulling away. They sat in comfortable silence before she speaks again. "Thank you. I mean it, truly. I don't just mean for all of this, but for everything else. You have been there for me throughout the hardest times of my life."

"You have stood by me when I needed you the most. You've been patient, encouraging and supportive when I felt at my lowest." she says thinking about her past trauma and the intense anxiety she's had over the years since childhood

Alicent lowers her gaze to her hands, where she sees the faded scars around her fingers and cuticles. She doesn't turn to self-harm and tear into her skin till it bleeds anymore. Instead, she deals with her anxiety in a healthier way. She continues to go to therapy and take her medication. She also continues to pray and focuses on having a positive outlook on life and herself. Rhaenyra softly caresses Alicent's hand in a soothing manner. Alicent looks up at her with unshed tears.

"Thank you." Alicent whispers once more

Rhaenyra simply smiled gently in response before holding Alicent close, as the brunette rested her head against her shoulder. The blonde kisses the crown of her girlfriend's head before resting hers against it. They play with their daughter as they enjoy the rest of the day at Godswood Garden as a family. For Rhaenyra and Alicent, it is a new beginning and a whole new chapter in their lives.

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*Eight Months Later*

It's been eight months since Rhaenyra proposed to Alicent. After months of planning for their wedding, the big day has finally arrived. They decided to have their wedding on Valentine's Day. Rhaenyra chose Laenor to be her best man while Alicent chose Laena to be her matron of honor. The wedding is being inside the castle while the reception party will be held outside. The wedding theme colors are red, white and black.

Inside the castle, Rhaenyra is dressed up in a black velvet suit with a white buttoned shirt, a red satin vest with a dragon design, a black satin necktie and black shiny dress shoes. She also has a red satin handkerchief with the same dragon design inside her breast pocket and a white rose boutonniere pinned to her suit jacket lapel. She grew her blonde hair long again as it's in a ponytail.

Her best man, Laenor, is dressed up in a black suit with a white buttoned shirt, a black satin necktie and black dress shoes. He has a red rose boutonniere pinned to his suit jacket lapel. Baelon, who is now eleven years old, is the ringbearer. He is dressed up in a black suit with a white buttoned shirt, a red satin necktie and a red rose boutonniere pinned to his jacket lapel.

Meanwhile, Alicent is getting ready in one of the other guestrooms. She is wearing a gorgeous white, off-the-shoulder, floor length, chiffon wedding dress with lace. Her long brown hair is styled elegantly in waves with a floral crown on her head.

Her matron of honor, Laena, is dressed in a beautiful Queen Anne neckline red chiffon dress. Her daughter, Helaena, who is now three years old, is the flower girl. She is wearing a cute red dress with a black bow on the waist, a black headband and red shoes. Her long blonde hair is wavy. As Laena and Helaena are waiting for Alicent to come out, Alenna and Aemma walk inside the room.

"How is Alicent?" Alenna asked Laena

"She's fine. She's almost ready." Laena answered

A moment later, Alicent comes out in her wedding dress as they all look at her speechless. Her mother has tears in her eyes as she approaches her.

"You look so beautiful." Alenna says with a smile

Alicent smiles back as she glows radiantly. She turns to look at her dear friend, Laena, who smiles back.

"Your mother is right." Laena says

"You look pretty, mommy." Helaena says with a smile

Alicent's heart melted as her eyes tear up a little. "Well, not as pretty as you, my sweet Helaena."

Heleana smiles bashfully as she then lowers her gaze to the floor. Aemma and Alenna then grabbed their granddaughter's hands on each side.

"How about we let your mother finish up while Laena helps her, okay, sweetie?" Aemma says in an affectionate as Helaena nodded silently

Heleana then waves to her mother, as Alicent waved back with a smile. Aemma and Alenna walk with Helaena hand in hand as they leave the guestroom. Laena turns to look at Alicent as she helps her finish getting ready.

"Are you excited?" Laena asked with a wide smile

"Yeah. And a little nervous. I still can't believe I'm marrying Rhaenyra." Alicent says in awe before she smiles widely as her eyes tear up again

"Well, better believe it, girl." Laena says as they share a laugh

"Thank you. For being here. I know it can't be easy being away from Baela and Rhaena -"

"It's no problem. I do miss my babies, but fortunately, Corlys and Rhaenys are babysitting them. They couldn't be here, but they wish you and Rhaenyra a lifetime of happiness." Laena says as Alicent smiled

"And I am honored that you asked me to stand up for you on this day. You're my best friend and I've long considered you as family. Now that you and Rhaenyra are getting married, it makes it official."

"Thank you. It truly means a lot. And I couldn't asked for a better person to be my matron of friend." Alicent smiles as she and Laena hold hands

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Meanwhile, Rhaenyra is making sure everything is ready and prepared as friends and family gather for the wedding. Many people are sitting down. There are red, white and green flower arrangements everywhere. As Rhaenyra is talking with a woman who is officiating the wedding, Agent Criston and Agent Harwin are doing their duties as they are standing guard on opposite ends. The former is dressed up in a black suit and black necktie with green stripes. While the former is wearing an all-black suit and necktie.

Alicent's uncle, Hobert Hightower, and her brother, Gwayne Hightower showed up for the wedding. They came to support Alicent as Hobert is dressed up wearing a black suit with a green bowtie while Gwayne is wearing a green velvet three-piece suit with a white buttoned shirt, a black satin bowtie and handkerchief. They are talking with Alenna, who gave them both a hug as she greeted them. Afterwards, Hobert decided to greet Alicent in the guestroom she's in, since he's going to be the one to walk her down the aisle. Her father, Otto, wasn't invited to the wedding and surely never intended to come anyway.

Daemon Targaryen, who is dressed up wearing a red velvet three-piece suit with a silver chain on the vest, a black satin buttoned shirt and a satin black/red striped bowtie with a handkerchief to match. His blonde hair is short and slicked back.

Viserys, who is walking with his cane as he is slightly tired, stumbles slightly. His brother, Daemon, helps Aemma hold him up as Viserys leans on his brother and wife for support. Viserys sat down with Aemma on the front row.

Soon, the wedding starts as Rhaenyra stands at the altar with Laenor by her side, as everyone turns around to the front entrance. They watch as Laena walks down the aisle first, as Daemon smiles softly with a look of affection seeing his wife and the mother of his daughters. Laena sees Daemon sitting in the front row as she smiles back at him. Then Baelon walks down the aisle with Helaena, as the former holds the pillow with the rings on it while the latter is carrying flowers and drops petals down the aisle. Everyone smiles at the adorable scene. When they finish, Baelon gives the rings to Laenor and Laena before sitting down with his parents, while Helaena sat down with her grandmother, Alenna.

Then the time came for the bride to come out as everyone watched Alicent in her wedding dress, as her uncle, Hobert, walks with her down aisle. Rhaenyra sees her and feels like time stood still. She feels her breath taken away as she's never seen anyone look more beautiful. Alicent sees Rhaenyra, as she beams brightly, while the blonde smiles widely in return. As they get to the altar, Hobert kisses his niece's cheek before sitting down next to his nephew, Gwayne.

Rhaenyra stood before Alicent as they holds while looking into each other's eyes.

"You look so breathtaking. So beautiful." Rhaenyra whispers

"And you look so handsome." Alicent whispers back as they share a smile at one another

Soon, the female officiant starts the ceremony.

"We gather here today to celebrate the union between Rhaenyra Targaryen and Alicent Hightower. These two women who have been through their share of highs and lows. But through it all, their love prevailed."

Rhaenyra and Alicent continue to gaze into each other's eyes as the officiant began her sermon. She then chose to speak a certain verse from a particular scripture in the Bible.

"From 1 Corinthians 13. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

As the officiant continues to talk, eventually she gets to the "Speak Now or Forever Hold Your Peace" part. Everyone looks around, as some held their breath, expecting someone to interrupt the wedding, most likely Otto Hightower, if he unexpectedly showed up to crash it. But when no one interrupts, the wedding continues as Rhaenyra and Alicent breathed a sigh of relief.

Then eventually, it was time for the vows to be exchanged.

"We would like to say our own vows." Rhaenyra says as the officiant nodded with a smile

As Rhaenyra turns to look at Alicent, they wonder who wanted to go first.

"You go first." Alicent says

"Okay." Rhaenyra smiled as she felt the nerves kick in but gathers her courage

"Alicent...where do I even begin?" Rhaenyra says with a laugh as Alicent joins in

"The day you came into my life is something I'll never forget. And since then, you have made such a profound impact on my life in ways I can't imagine." Rhaenyra says honestly as Alicent felt her eyes began to tear up a little

"If someone asked me when I first knew I loved you, I would say there is a defining moment that stood out. But the truth is, I can't imagine a time when I didn't love you. Because I have loved you for each and every moment of my life." Rhaenyra spoke with heartfelt sincerity as Alicent swallowed as a single tear rolled down her cheek

"You complete me, Alicent. You give my life meaning. You have given me the greatest gift. Our beautiful little girl." she says tearing up as well

"You are my best friend, my lover, my partner. You are my soulmate. And I promise to love, honor and protect you. Now, always and forever." Rhaenyra finishes her vows

When she finished speaking her vows, mostly everyone teared up at her heartfelt speech, especially Alicent, who is filled with such love and joy. She then begins her vows.

"Rhaenyra...I've thought about what I wanted to say to you. I even wrote a whole speech." Alicent says with a teary laugh as Rhaenyra laughs as well "But I decided to speak from the heart."

"Ever since I was a young girl, I used to wonder what my life would be like when I got older. I didn't truly understand what it meant to find that special someone. But then I met you." Alicent says honestly

"You have changed my life completely. The memories we shared, the love and friendship we have, the trust that we have built over the years. That kind of bond stays with you forever."

"You are a part of me, Rhaenyra. You are my north star, my sun, my home. You are my soulmate. You and our beautiful little girl are my whole world." Alicent says with heartfelt emotion as Rhaenyra felt her eyes tear up

"I want to grow old with you and make new memories as a family. I promise to love, honor and protect you. Now, always and forever." she finished her vows

Then the officiant instructs Rhaenyra and Alicent to light the unity candles. After they lit the candles, the officiant ask them to exchange rings.

Rhaenyra turned to Laenor, who passed her the ring. Laena gave the ring to Alicent. When Rhaenyra and Alicent turned to each other, the officiant spoke.

"Repeat after me. I, Rhaenyra Targaryen, take thee, Alicent Hightower, to be my lawful wedded wife."

"I, Rhaenyra Targaryen, take thee, Alicent Hightower, to be my lawful wedded wife." Rhaenyra recites as she slides the emerald ring on Alicent's finger

"Now, repeat after me. I, Alicent Hightower, take thee, Rhaenyra Targaryen, to be my lawful wedded wife." the officiant says

"I, Alicent Hightower, take thee, Rhaenyra Targaryen, to be my lawful wedded wife." Alicent recites as she slides the Celtic dragon wedding band on Rhaenyra's finger

"Now, by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you wife and wife. You may now kiss your bride." the officiant says with a smile

"Gladly." Rhaenyra says with a wide smile as she lifts up the veil before kissing Alicent intimately

Everyone stood up and applauded as the wedding music starts. Rhaenyra and Alicent pull away smiling as they walk down the aisle while everyone claps. They're officially married.

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During the wedding reception party outside, the best man and matron of honor make their speeches while everyone sat down at tables. There are beautiful floral arrangements and crystal lights outside at night.

"Rhaenyra is not my family, she is my best friend. We grew up together as children. For anyone who knows her personally, knows that she has a fiery personality. Stubborn as hell. Can't tell her anything." Laenor says the last part humorously as people laughed including Rhaenyra

"But when it matters most, she has your back. And I can't think of a better person to share her life with than Alicent, whom I've known since we were children as well. And I consider her as family." he says sincerely as Rhaenyra and Alicent smile while holding hands

"I wish you both a lifetime of happiness and love. To Rhaenyra and Alicent." he toasted as everyone raised their glasses

When it is time for Laena to speak, she stood up.

"Like my brother, I have known Alicent since we were children. I would say she is one of the kindest and most loyal people I know. She is incredibly giving and selfless, especially in her beliefs and convictions in helping others." Laena spoke from the heart

"I consider her as family and I'm so happy that you and my cousin have found happiness with each other. It took you long enough." she says the last part jokingly as Rhaenyra and Alicent laugh

"To Rhaenyra and Alicent. May you have many beautiful years together." she toasted as everyone else raised their glasses to them

Throughout the party, everyone enjoyed the evening as some mingled while others ate dinner. Alicent is talking with her brother as the two share a hug.

"Thank you for coming. You and uncle. It really means a lot." Alicent says with a smile

"Of course. We wanted to support you. You may be married to a Targaryen now, but you'll always be a Hightower." Gwayne says part jokingly, part seriously as Alicent smiled amusingly

"Why of course." she says with a playful grin before her expression softens "One day, I'll come visit you and the rest of the family."

"That will be great. And please, bring my niece to Oldtown." Gwayne says with a smile as she nodded

"I will." she smiled back

Meanwhile, Rhaenyra is sharing a laugh with Harwin and Laenor. Eventually, the conversation shifted.

"Hey, so when are you get back on the field again?" Harwin asked Laenor

"You mean dating again?" Laenor asked

"Yes. You never know what could happen." Harwin says encouragingly as he patted his friend on the back

"Yeah, he has a point. In fact, I see someone right now looking your way." Rhaenyra says nodding behind him

Laenor turns around and sees a handsome guy with short, dark hair surely looking his way. Laenor turns back to Rhaenyra and Harwin, who gave him thumbs up as he laughs. He then walked over to the handsome stranger.

"Hi, my name is Laenor Velaryon." he greets as he hold out his hand

"I know." he smiled knowingly before shaking his hand "The name is Qarl Correy."

The two men share a smile.

"Would you care for a drink?" Laenor offered

"Yeah. Lead the way." Qarl says as the two began to hit it off

Meanwhile, Daemon and Laena are slow dancing.

"How have I mentioned already how beautiful you look tonight, love?" Daemon says with a charming grin to his wife

"I believe you have. Although it doesn't hurt to hear it again." Laena says as the two share a laugh "You don't look so bad yourself." she says with a flirty grin

"Oh, I know." Daemon says as they continue to slow dance

As the evening went on, eventually it was time for the married couple to share a dance as everyone watched.

"May I have this dance, Mrs. Targaryen?" Rhaenyra says with a charming grin

"Yes, you may." Alicent smiled widely

They went to the middle of the dance floor as Rhaenyra held her close by the waist while Alicent wrapped her arms around her neck, as they began to slow dance to "And That's Why I Love You" by Johannes Kotschy.

You found my heart
You saw right through
You changed my life
And that's why I love you

I used to live
In a world that no one knew
You brought me home
And that's why I love you

Tell me how did you know
How could you see
Oh, you were the one for me
With everything gone
I was just holding on
When you pulled me through
And that's why I love you

I live for you
With every breath I breathe
That's all I need
For as long as you're with me

Tell me how did you know
How could you see
Oh, you were the one for me
With everything gone
I was just holding on
When you pulled me through
And that's why I love you

Rhaenyra and Alicent continue to slow dance, as they gaze lovingly into each other's eyes.

"How did I get so lucky?" Alicent asked in awe

"If anyone is the lucky one, it's me. I love you so much." Rhaenyra whispers

"I love you, too." Alicent whispers back

They share a tender kiss before pulling away as they held each other close. They continue to slow dance as the song plays from the speakers.

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When the time came for Rhaenyra and Alicent to go on their honeymoon, they gave a kiss to their daughter and said goodbye to their family and friends. For their honeymoon, they traveled on the plane across the Narrow Sea, heading for Essos. It was a long flight as they got plenty of rest on the plane during their travel.

When they finally arrived to Pentos, they stayed at a luxury villa for a vacation rental where they have the perfect view of the ocean. There is also a beautiful garden outside, many trees including one with lemons. A master bedroom with a balcony upstairs. 4 guest rooms, 2 bathrooms, a fancy kitchen. There is also a jacuzzi outside.

As they went inside, they did a tour around the villa as Rhaenyra and Alicent look in awe.

"This place is huge." Alicent says

"Fuck yes." Rhaenyra says in excitement "And we have it all to ourselves for our honeymoon."

Alicent wraps her arms around Rhaenyra's neck as she grins. "Yeah? What do you have in mind?" she playfully teases

"Oh, I can think of a lot of things." Rhaenyra plays along as she has a one track mind

Before Rhaenyra could kiss her, Alicent moved away with an amused grin.

"As much as I would love to shag you senseless, I need to take a shower first." Alicent says as she walks upstairs leaving Rhaenyra hanging

"Oh, come on!" Rhaenyra whined and pouted adorably as Alicent laughs heartily

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The following evening, Rhaenyra and Alicent are having a romantic candlelit dinner outside, where they have the perfect view of the starry night sky. They are eating food from Essos and drinking red wine. Alicent is wearing a black, red and white floral dress while Rhaenyra is wearing a white V-neck shirt underneath a black pinstriped vest with grey pants and black shoes. The two are enjoying their honeymoon so far. After their dinner, they have lemon cake for dessert.

"This is so good." Alicent says with a delightful moan

"The best cake I've had in a while. It's so delicious." Rhaenyra says taking another bite

"It's so beautiful out here. I feel at peace and relaxed." the brunette says with a content smile

"Yeah, it really is." Rhaenyra says before gazing at Alicent

"What?" Alicent asked curiously before smiling

"My wish finally came true. I finally got to fly with you, see the great wonders across the Narrow Sea and eat only cake." Rhaenyra says with a smile

Alicent smiled back as she remembered the birthday wish Rhaenyra made when they were children. Her heart swells with so much love. Instead of saying anything, she leans in as she kisses Rhaenyra under the stars, as the blonde returns it.

By the end of the night, the two women are in their master bedroom undressing one another as they kiss one another passionately, before breaking apart for air. After their clothes are removed, they take each other in.

"You are so beautiful. So fucking perfect." Rhaenyra whispers as she caresses her face

"As are you, my love." Alicent whispers back

They kiss again with heartfelt emotion as Rhaenyra slowly lays Alicent gently on the bed. She gets on top of her, as they moan in pleasure when their naked bodies come in contact. They kiss each other slowly yet passionately as they become familiar with each other's bodies all over again.

Rhaenyra kisses her way down Alicent's neck, as the brunette sighed with pleasure. Alicent then gasps and then moaned, when her lover gently bites her neck before sucking. Rhaenyra begins kissing her all over, as Alicent is breathing hard, begging for more. The blonde smirks as she then takes a nipple into her mouth as Alicent cries out.

"Ohhh, yesss."

"Mmm, you taste so good, baby."

Rhaenyra sucks her nipple before giving the same treatment to the other one while massaging her breast. This goes on for a while, as Alicent becomes painfully aroused as she grows wetter.

"Nyra, please. I-I need you."

"Tell me what you need." Rhaenyra says in a husky tone

"I...fuck...please stop teasing me." Alicent actually begs as Rhaenyra chuckles

"As my lady commands." Rhaenyra says with a grin

When Rhaenyra plants wet, hot kisses down her body, she finds herself right at Alicent's private place, as she licks her lips. When she places her mouth when Alicent wants most, a loud moan falls from her lips.

"Oh, fuck!"

Rhaenyra moans at the familiar taste of her wife and is immediately turned on by Alicent cursing. She knows that her lover rarely curses, but only when she's pissed off or during their activities in the bedroom. And it never fails to turn her on.

"Baby, I can't get enough of you." Rhaenyra moans as she continues sucking her wet, warm cunt "Fuck, you're so wet for me."

Alicent holds Rhaenyra's blonde hair and grinds against her face, as Rhaenyra groans in pleasure at the rough treatment.

"Yesss! Just like that!"

Alicent's loud moans are music to Rhaenyra's ears, as she also becomes very aroused and painfully hard. She then enters two fingers inside Alicent's dripping, wet cunt. When she begins pleasuring her with her tongue and fingers, Alicent's moans grow louder as her mouth drops open in pleasure. Rhaenyra continues going down on as she sucks hard and deep. Alicent immediately falls apart as she feels her eyes roll back into her head and is rocked with an earth-shattering orgasm.

"Oh my God." Alicent thought over and over as her mind is completely blown

Rhaenyra sucks her juices as she moans deeply from the taste. She takes it all in. When she finished, she kisses her way up. Rhaenyra and Alicent began kissing again, as they moan. They kiss each other deeply, before Alicent flips Rhaenyra on her back.

"My turn." Alicent whispers as Rhaenyra is incredibly turned on

They began kissing each other again with newfound passion as throughout the night they make love to one another. Sounds of loud moaning, heavy breathing, grunting and skin slapping can be heard when Alicent is riding Rhaenyra, who holds her by the waist.

"Ungh!" Alicent moans in pleasure

"Fuck, yess, Ali. You feel so tight around me." Rhaenyra moans as she moves Alicent up and down on her cock "Ungh, feel so good."

"F-Faster!" Alicent commanded breathlessly

Rhaenyra groans as she pounds into her faster and deeper, as their moans grow louder. She then sat up and sucked her nipples, as Alicent cried out while grabbing Rhaenyra's head closer. Her mouth drops open in pleasure as she continues riding her aggressively.

"F-Fuck!" Rhaenyra moans before flipping Alicent on her back again

Rhaenyra wraps Alicent's legs around her waist which gave her better access as she hits her deeper. The bed shakes with the force of Rhaenyra's thrusts as their bodies connect over and over again. Alicent cries out in pleasure when Rhaenyra grabs the headboard with one hand, while slamming into her repeatedly.

"UNGHH!!!"

"Fuck, baby, you're so tight." Rhaenyra moaned

When Rhaenyra began sucking Alicent's neck and then circling her clit with her fingers at the same while pounding into her, Alicent cries tears of pleasure.

"N-Nyra, I- Fuck, I'm gonna come."

"Come for me, baby."

Alicent tensed up as she closed her eyes while arching her back off the bed. She dug her nails into Rhaenyra's back as she is hit with another mind-blowing orgasm of the night and the biggest one yet.

"NYRRRAAAA!!!!"

Rhaenyra continues pounding into her before crying out Alicent's name in pleasure as a massive orgasm hits her full force. After their mind-blowing passionate lovemaking, they lie in bed, as Rhaenyra holds Alicent close in her arms. Eventually, they fell asleep.

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The following morning, they woke up in each other's arms, as the sun rose. Alicent smiles sleepily as her eyes crinkle while Rhaenyra gently pecks her nose before softly kissing her neck, as Alicent's smile widen.

"Good Morning." Alicent whispers

"Good Morning, indeed. Am I dreaming? If I am, I don't want to wake up." Rhaenyra whispers as Alicent giggles

"If you are, then I guess I am as well." Alicent jokes as they share a laugh

They began to cuddle each other as they stay in bed throughout the morning. Eventually, they had breakfast in bed, as they fed each other strawberries and whipped cream. They then drank fresh orange juice and water.

As they continue to enjoy their honeymoon, eventually they went outside later during the day as Rhaenyra stood behind Alicent and held her close. They gaze at the beautiful sea as the wind blows. They sigh in contentment.

"Do you think you want to have another kid someday in the future?" Rhaenyra couldn't help but ask

"I don't know. I think I would. And you?" Alicent asked as she slightly turned her head to gaze at her wife

"Yeah. I would love to have another kid someday. Helaena could be a loving, supportive older sister. Whether we have a boy or another girl, I know our child will be loved." Rhaenyra says with a smile

Alicent smiles as she wrapped her arms around Rhaenyra's neck as she fully turned around to face her. "It's perfect." she whispers before kissing her

Rhaenyra returns it as she holds Alicent close as they kiss each other slowly yet deeply. It is sometime down the road when their hopes are answered as Jacaerys Targaryen is born nine months later. Rhaenyra and Alicent decided to name their son in honor of Laenor and Laena.

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"I love you, and I will love you until I die, and if there is life after that, I'll love you then." - Jace ("City of Glass" by Cassandra Clare)

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*Christmas Eve - Present Time*

"And that is the story of how I met your mother." Rhaenyra finishes

"Wow, you weren't kidding when you said it was a long story." Jace says as Rhaenyra chuckles

"I told you so." Rhaenyra says before smiling warmly at both of her children "Your mother and I shared so many memories. The good, the bad and everything in between. But when it's real, you fight for it. You never give up."

Unbeknownst to Rhaenyra, Alicent is already awake and overheard her telling the story to their children. Most of it anyway. She is standing on the stairs with a look of fondness on her face as she smiles gently. Now at the age of 33, Alicent feels truly blessed of the life she has built with her wife and the family they have. She lays her hand on her stomach as she comes down the stairs.

Rhaenyra and the kids look up as they see Alicent awake. The blonde lit up at the sight of her wife as well as Jace, who rushes to his mom and gave her a hug. Helaena smiles to herself.

"Mommy, you're awake. Come sit with us. Mom was just telling us a story of she met you." Jace says excitedly as he tugs Alicent by the hand

"Careful, Jace." Helaena says

"Yeah, take it easy." Rhaenyra says with a light chuckle

As Alicent sat down on the couch next to Helaena, Jace sat back down next to his sister and his other mother. Rhaenyra affectionately rubs Jace's dark hair. Alicent sees the photo album open as she looks at many photos her wife and kids were looking at. As a family, they all look through the photo album. They look at one picture of the four of them posing together with Aemma and Alenna on Christmas a year ago. Another picture of a young Rhaenyra posing with Alicent, Laenor and Laena in their teenage years. Then a photo of Alicent posing with Criston and the kids. Another of Rhaenyra posing with the Targaryen family.

Then they all smiled when they spot a picture of 18-year-olds, Rhaenyra and Alicent sitting on a throne. It was taken at a medieval theme park during Spring Break. Alicent was sitting on Rhaenyra's lap laughing while the blonde, whose hair was cut short back then, had her arm around her smiling. And lastly, a photo of a young Rhaenyra and Alicent at the age of eight posing at Godswood Garden with their arms wrapped around each other as they're smiling brightly.

"You look so young in the photo." Jace spoke

"Yeah, we did. That was when your mother and I first became friends. We were eight years old back then." Alicent smiles fondly

"Those were the days. When we used to hang out at our special place." Rhaenyra spoke in nostalgia

Helaena stares at the photo curiously. She thinks with amazement how much her mom looks like her when she was a young girl. Eventually, the conversation shifted when Alicent spoke.

"I heard you by the way." Alicent says as Rhaenyra looks at her curiously.

"I overheard you telling the kids of how we met. Well, most of it anyway." Alicent confesses as Rhaenyra looked surprised

"Oh. Well, Helaena and Jace told me you were sleeping. You must've been really tired." Rhaenyra says

"I was. I had a long day. Earlier I went do a couple of errands and then I came home with Helaena and Jace." the brunette explained

"Uncle Criston drove us." Helaena added

"He did?" Rhaenyra asked but is not completely surprised as he spends a lot of time with her wife and kids

"Yeah, Helaena and I waited in the SUV with him while mommy had to do some errands." Jace chimed in

Rhaenyra looks at Alicent, who blushes slightly, before deciding to speak.

"Yeah. Remember how I haven't been feeling well lately?" Alicent brought up as Rhaenyra nodded "Well, I went to see my doctor recently to get a checkup. And I found out something."

"What is it?" Rhaenyra asked with concern and worry in her voice

"Oh, it's nothing bad. I um, I wanted to be sure so...today I went to the pharmacy." Alicent says as Rhaenyra's eyes widen in clarity

"And?" Rhaenyra asked next as she held her breath

Helaena smiles knowingly as she already had a dream about this.

Alicent pauses as she looks at her wife. "I'm pregnant." she confessed

Rhaenyra felt time stood still for a moment before a smile slowly forms on her face. "Really? You're pregnant?" she asked with hope

Alicent lets out a sigh of relief seeing Rhaenyra's reaction before smiling back. "Yes. I'm a few weeks along. My doctor told me and confirmed. But I wanted to make sure, so I took a pregnancy test, and it came back positive."

Rhaenyra smiles before covering her mouth as she processes this news. "I can't believe it. We're going to have a baby. We're going to have another child."

Rhaenyra's expression then changed as she remembered something. Her gaze shifted to her daughter, who doesn't look surprised.

"You knew. What you said earlier about having a dream. Of blue eyes and fair hair. Two --" Rhaenyra starts out before Helaena cut in

"Souls bring forth another life." Helaena finished her sentence "I already knew that you and mother are having another baby."

Alicent looks taken aback as she looks between her daughter and her wife. She knew her daughter has often spoke in riddles or said things she couldn't fully understand. As she looks at Rhaenyra, she realizes her wife long suspected that their daughter is a dreamer and can foresee into the future.

"You have prophetic dreams. It runs in my family. My late ancestor, Aegon I, was a dreamer as well." Rhaenyra says in awe as she stares at her daughter

"You mean Helaena is psychic?" Jace asked in part intrigue, part shock

Rhaenyra and Alicent look at one another before the former spoke.

"In a way. It's a complicated story." Rhaenyra explained briefly

Helaena is aware of Aegon's prophecy. She keeps her thoughts to herself. Eventually, the topic shifted back to Alicent's baby.

"So, do we know when we'll found out about our baby's gender?" Rhaenyra asked

"My doctor says about 14 weeks." Alicent answers

"So, four months? Okay." Rhaenyra says processing this as she and her wife been here twice before

"And I was thinking. If it's a boy or girl, I want to name our baby after you." Alicent says as she gently bites her lip

Rhaenyra looks at her surprised as she waits for Alicent to continue.

"How does Rhaenerys sound?" Alicent asked in a hopeful tone

Rhaenyra felt her eyes tear up a little, as she slowly nodded.

"It's perfect. Absolutely perfect." she whispers before smiling

Alicent smiles as Rhaenyra walks over to her and gently raised her off the couch as she holds her hands. Their kids look on.

"Our child, whether it's a boy or girl, will be beautiful no matter what." Rhaenyra says starting to get emotional as she then takes her hand and gently touched her wife's stomach

Alicent starts to get teary-eyed seeing her wife connect with their unborn baby, as Rhaenyra got on her knees and pressed her ear to her stomach.

"Hi, there, Rhaenerys. It's your mom. You are going to be the luckiest because you will have a family who loves you very much." Rhaenyra talks to the baby as her eyes glisten with tears

As Rhaenyra stood back up, she and Alicent exchange a warm look before sharing a tender kiss. They then heard Jace speaking.

"Mom and mommy! It's snowing outside!" he says happily as he rushed to stand by the window

Helaena walked by the window as well and stood next to her little brother as they watch the snow fall. Rhaenyra and Alicent stood behind them, as the former lifts Jace up in her arms, so he could see the view better. Alicent stood by Helaena. The all watch the snow falling on this Christmas Eve night as they smile in wonder.

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*Three Years Later*

So much has happened in the few years since that Christmas Eve night. Rhaenyra and Alicent celebrate the birth of their third child, Rhaenerys Targaryen. The two-year-old boy is a spitting image of his mother, Rhaenyra, as he has blue eyes and blonde hair. Their two oldest children, Helaena and Jace, are now fourteen and eleven respectively.

Rhaenyra is currently CEO of Targaryen Enterprises after her father passed away in his sleep a year ago. She is doing the best she can under circumstances, as she works hard to build a lasting legacy. Her mother, Aemma, and many of the Targaryen family, all work for the company including Corlys and Rhaenys Velaryon. Agent Harwin Strong continues to work and serve as Rhaenyra's bodyguard. Rhaenyra's younger brother, Baelon, is now twenty-two years old and has graduated from King's Landing University with a bachelor's degree. He is currently working for the company, as Rhaenyra teaches him everything he needs to know.

Alicent is a best-selling author/poet and has released a three-part fantasy series about the dragon knight and the fair lady in the tower. Three books have been published, as well a poetry collection book, two romance literature novels. And most recently, a best-selling autobiography of her life. That day in the bookstore, she had an autograph session signing books to customers while her bodyguard, Agent Criston, stood by wearing a black leather jacket and a green shirt. Her mother, Alenna, continues to serve as CEO of Hightower Corporation.

Daemon and Laena are still married while raising their daughters, Baela and Rhaena. Their daughters became close friends with Helaena and Jace, as they often hang out with them. Laena is now a successful fashion designer while Daemon works for Targaryen Enterprises.

Laenor is currently working as an agent for MI6. He is traveled all over the world but mostly takes cases in Westeros. He is currently in a serious relationship with Qarl, who is also an agent.

It is sometime during a beautiful afternoon when Rhaenyra and Alicent decided to spend the day with their kids at Godswood Garden. Rhaenyra is showing their kids the weirwood tree as she tells them the story of how it's tradition for the Targaryens and their mates to carve their initials as a symbol of their love to one another.

"Here are the initials of Elissa Farman and Rhaena Targaryen." Rhaenyra pointed to the carving on the tree where it says 'E + R' written inside a heart

"They were lovers." Helaena says

"Very much so." Rhaenyra confirmed

Then the Targaryen-Hightower family look at more carvings on the tree and eventually stopped at the one Rhaenyra carved of her and Alicent's initials inside a heart when they were eleven years old. Alicent rested her hand over the words: A + R Forever.

"I can't believe it's been twenty-five years ago since then." Alicent says in shock as time goes by so fast

"I know. We were eleven back then. It was also when we shared our first kiss underneath this tree." Rhaenyra says in fond memory as she and her wife share a smile at one another

"That's such a long time ago." Jace says in awe

Helaena traced her hand over her parents initials on the tree.

"A lifetime ago yet felt like only yesterday." Rhaenyra says truthfully

"An epic love story for the history books." Helaena adds insightfully

Rhaenyra and Alicent look at their daughter with a smile before turning back to the tree.

"This is where it all began. Our special place." Alicent whispers with a gentle smile

"And it's forever." Rhaenyra says with conviction

"Forever." Alicent says with a smile

They turned to look at one another and share a kiss underneath the tree like it's the first time all over again before pulling away. For the rest of the day, Rhaenyra and Alicent spend quality time with their kids as the former chases after Jace and Helaena around as laughter fills the air while the latter holds their youngest, Rhaenerys, in her arms as she watches them. It's moments like these, when they feel at home.

                         THE END