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If heartbreak is a person, what will they look like?

Taehyung often wonders. And his mind answers the same name every single time.

Jungkook .

If heartbreak is a person, Taehyung thinks, it must be beautiful and cruel, with eyes that sparkle like diamonds and a smile that cuts like a knife. 

And he knows it is none other than Jungkook and he'll never be able to escape Jungkook’s grasp on him.

How should Omegas feel when all their dreams are shattered?

Taehyung doesn’t need to look far for the answers.

Taehyung himself is a walking example of an Omega with broken dreams, broken bonds and a broken life.

What should an Omega do if the very same Alpha who is supposed to protect them hurts them the most?

One look into Jungkook’s eyes and Taehyung knows that the Alpha can never be his.

Soulmate.. Rejection.. Bond.. Breaking.. Love.. Hurt..

The words keep ringing in Taehyung's mind.

These words might be simple but put together in the context of an Omega's world, they are the most traumatizing things any Omega ever wants to experience.

And Taehyung is one such unfortunate Omega who has been hurting because his Alpha, Jungkook doesn’t want him.

But right now Taehyung cannot afford to pine for his lost love. Taehyung is at work and he needs money to survive. 

Life for rejected Omegas are tough anyways. So he has to lock his pain in the deepest corner of his heart and smile for the customers. 

Taehyung is a server in a small bar and that's what servers are supposed to do, be cordial with the customers. At least this is what the bartender Yoongi has told Taehyung. 

Alpha Yoongi belongs to the same pack as Taehyung, so when Taehyung had nowhere to go, Yoongi had given shelter and a job to Taehyung.

That's how Taehyung has ended up being a server in this bar.

Taehyung felt fortunate enough to come across Yoongi. But they say every fortune comes with a price of unfortune.

Fortunately or Unfortunately, Taehyung is a server in the same bar where Jungkook performs as a singer every night. 

Yes, Taehyung has to see the face of this Alpha every single night. 

The very same Alpha who has rejected Taehyung as his soulmate.

The very same Alpha who has broken the bond with Taehyung.

The very same Alpha who has abandoned Taehyung to survive on his own.

The very same Alpha due to whom Taehyung has ended up working in this bar in the first place.

Taehyung’s bond with Jungkook might have been broken but somehow his fate is still tied with Jungkook.

Taehyung is stuck here with Jungkook.

The sound of guitar strings drags Taehyung's attention towards the dimly lit stage. Taehyung doesn’t want full lights on to know who is standing at the stage.

Jungkook, Taehyung’s heart whispers the name without even looking towards the Alpha.

Taehyung’s inner Omega can recognize Jungkook’s presence from a mile away. Their bond is long gone but Taehyung's Omega can still sense Jungkook’s inner Alpha.

Taehyung is not sure if Jungkook could feel Taehyung’s presence too.

If Jungkook had felt any connection with you, he wouldn’t have broken your soulmate bond.

Every time Taehyung feels any doubts on Jungkook’s hidden feelings towards him, Taheyung’s mind screams this reality like a mantra to him.

Taehyung takes a sigh and looks at Jungkook.

Jungkook is looking devilishly handsome while setting up his guitar for the night show.

MINE. Taehyung’s inner Omega silently screeches with a painful pang in his hurt.

Taehyung feels a sharp pain in his chest as he watches Jungkook laugh and joke with his friends at the stage. 

Taehyung knows he should move on, find someone who will love him and treat him right. But every time he tries, his heart pulls him back to Jungkook, like a moth to a flame.

Taehyung gracefully ignores the callings of his inner Omega.

Jungkook has rejected Taehyung and that is the truth Taehyung has to live with for the rest of his life.

So there is no point for Taehyung in thinking about anything else towards Jungkook.

Taehyung takes another deep sigh and walks towards Jungkook with a drink on his tray.

Jungkook is standing all by himself now at this dimly lit stage.

“Here, your usual complimentary drink before your performance,” Taehyung offers the drink to Jungkook.

Jungkook ignores Taehyung and keeps adjusting his guitar strings.

“If you want any other drink, I can ask Yoongi to make it for you,” Taehyung tries to keep the conversation going as he is not sure what else to do until Jungkook takes the drink from him.

Jungkook turns his back towards Taehyung and moves to set up the mic.

Taehyung doesn’t react as he is used to this cold behavior from Jungkook. 

Taehyung is just standing there, watching Jungkook turn his back on him, his heart felt like it was breaking all over again.

“Is there anything else you need, Jungkook?” Taehyung clears his throat trying to restart the conversation.

Taehyung is trying his best to keep his voice steady. Taehyung’s cheeks are burning with embarrassment and anger. He hates the way Jungkook treats him. But more than that Taehyung hates himself for caring about Jungkook despite everything.

Sometimes Taehyung wonders if Jungkook’s inner Alpha is really this cold or he is pretending to be tough in front of Taehyung only.

“Where is Haze?” Jungkook asks, still keeping his back turned towards Taehyung.

There comes the answer to Taehyung’s silent question. 

Jungkook’s behavior is only cold towards Taehyung. 

Jungkook is fine with everyone else and maybe extra cordial towards Haze.

Haze is another Omega server in the bar who caters to Jungkook’s drinks and maybe his other Alpha centric needs too.

Taehyung feels nauseated upon thinking about Jungkook spending his time with Haze.

Taehyung feels dizzy upon thinking about Haze being Jungkook’s sole desire, when Taehyung should be the only Omega to satisfy the needs of Jungkook’s inner Alpha.

“Please take your drink so that I can go back to my work,” Taehyung ignores the bile of jealousy bubbling up in his stomach due the chemistry between Jungkook and Haze.

Taehyung ignores Jungkook's question about Haze.

Taehyung avoids talking about Haze.

“Leave me alone,” Jungkook is keeping himself occupied in setting up his equipment and not even sparing a side glance to Taehyung.

“But Yoongi hyung told me…” Taehyung tries to muster the courage to speak up to Jungkook as if he is trying to justify his presence in Jungkook’s space.

“I had clearly told Yoongi that I don’t want you anywhere around me, then what the hell are you doing here?” Jungkook turns around to face Taehyung and bursts his outrage at Taehyung.

Taehyung could see red rims of anger forming around Jungkook’s eyes. Taehyung could clearly sense the irritation coming from Jungkook. Jungkook’s scent is radiating frustration.

Taehyung’s inner Omega shivers. 

Angry Jungkook is not a good sight to look at.

Taehyung looks around in panic for help but everyone else in the bar is busy doing their own work oblivious to Jungkook’s anger. 

Am I the only one who can sense his fuming rage? 

Taehyung wonders if only he can sense it because the anger is redirected towards him or if still some traces of soulmate bond left between them due to which he can still smell Jungkook’s scent.

Or maybe everyone else is tolerating Jungkook’s wrath because this Alpha is popular among every other Omegas, Alphas and Betas.

Taehyung’s thoughts are brought to a halt by Jungkook's voice.

“If you are going to ignore my questions then you should get out of my face and send Haze.”  Jungkook takes a step closer towards Taehyung and grips one of Taehyung’s arms.

Taehyung should feel more frustration radiating from Jungkook. But he feels all together a  different vibe coming from Jungkook in this dim lit stage.

At this moment Jungkook is not looking angry, rather Jungkook is looking hot and sexy.

The sexual tension between them is palpable, and maybe all of it is Taehyung’s delusion and it only makes the pain sharper. 

Taehyung couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like to run his fingers through Jungkook's hair, to trace his lips with his own, to feel the Alpha's rough hands on his skin.

But Taehyung knows that it’s all just a fantasy, one that would never come true. 

Jungkook has made that abundantly clear when he broke their bond, shattered their dreams, and abandoned him to this life of servitude. 

And yet, Taehyung couldn't help but yearn for him, to ache for him, to want him in ways that are both beautiful and hurting.

Taehyung takes a deep breath and tries to focus on the present, on the job that he needs to do.

“Haze has taken a day off today, that is why Yoongi hyung sent me,” Taehyung says, jutting his chin out but still holding his position.

“Is that so or are you just finding a way to come close to me?” Jungkook lets a sarcastic scoff escape his lips.

“Go and ask Yoongi hyung yourself, if you don’t believe me.” Taehyung tries to mask the shade of hurt that is written all over his tear glazed eyes.

Jungkook grabs the glass and takes a sip from it. Without leaving his eyes from Taehyung, Jungkook places the glass at the side table.

“Here I took that stupid drink of yours,” Jungkook is now leaning closer to Taehyung’s face.

Taehyung can feel Jungkook’s breath mixed with mixed whiskey right on his face. Taehyung’s inner Omega is now tingling from head to toe due to this close proximity from Jungkook’s Alpha.

“Are you happy, now that I have done what you asked me to do?” Jungkook is looking straight into Taehyung’s eyes and their noses are almost brushing to each other.

Taehyung’s inner Omega is screaming at him to close the distance between them and lock his lips with Jungkook’s.

Taehyung has always wondered what it would feel like to stand this close to Jungkook. But Jungkook has never given him the chance to be anywhere around him.

And now seeing Jungkook mere inches away from him, looking more than handsome, is doing all kinds of things to Taehyung’s body.

Jungkook’s scent is lingering in the small gap of air between their body and Taehyung’s mind is drawn towards indulgence.

The smell of alcohol is making Taehyung intoxicated. At least this is what Taehyungn is blaming on, for his feelings right now.

Jungkook is angry and drunk. Otherwise he will never breathe the same air as you.

Taehyung is trying to find the reasons to control the racing of his heart. He doesn’t care about the logic that one sip of whiskey will never make anyone drunk, certainly not Jungkook.

“My task here is done, I should get back to work,” Taehyung tries to take a step back, breaking the intense gaze that Jungkook has imposed on him. He clears his throat, trying to regain his composure, but his heart is racing too fast.

Taehyung wants to get away from Jungkook as fast as possible. The rising heat in his body due to Jungkook’s presence is not good for him at all.

But in his haste of moving away from Jungkook, in his rush of taking steps backwards, Taehyung fails to see the web of wires on the floor and trips against one of them.

Before Taehyung could take the hit on the floor, Jungkook quickly wraps his hands around Taehyung’s waist and pulls Taehyung towards him, saving Taehyung from falling.

During this whole act Jungkook has not moved his eyes away from Taehyung, not even for a split second.

“Careful..” Jungkook says almost in a hushed whisper.

Taehyung is sure that he has just seen a flash of worry on Jungkook's face.

Taehyung is sure about this because his eyes never left Jungkook’s either.

Taehyung’s whole attention has been fixated on Jungkook, rather than worrying about his own safety.

“Thanks for saving me from the fall,” Taehyung replies in an instant response to Jungkook’s action, his voice still a bit shaky.

And Taehyung now realizes that he is standing closer to Jungkook than ever and Jungkook’s hands are on the small of his back.

Taehyung’s breath hitches and he looks at Jungkook with a hopeful gaze.

But Jungkook’s expression changes back to the stoic cold one at lightning speed.

“You should stay away from me, how many times should I remind you?” The bitterness in Jungkook’s eyes is coming back again.

“Trust me, I am talking to you only because of my job. I am trying to keep my distance from you as much as possible.” Taehyung wants to sound confident but he knows that he is lying to both Jungkook and himself.

“Yet you are standing here, this close to me.” Jungkook whispers while still holding Taehyung close to him by his waist.

Yet he is standing here this close to Jungkook. Taehyung wonders, he knows the reason, he knows the results yet he is doing nothing to stop his longings for Jungkook.

“You’ll get nothing but hurt from me. Don’t try to get close to me.” Jungkook’s voice now has a pleading tone but his words are still harsh to Taehyung’s frail heart.

“Nothing can hurt me anymore. I am already numb,” Taehyung frees himself and turns around to walk away from Jungkook as fast as possible.

Taehyung knows that Jungkook’s eyes might or might not still be following his back. 

Taehyung doesn’t dare to look back at Jungkook to test his theories.

Taehyung doesn’t want to build up his false hope in case Jungkook is still pinning his gaze at him, as if there is still something left between them, as if Taehyung somehow matters to Jungkook.

Taehyung doesn’t have the strength to see his hope crumpling down all over again in case Jungkook has gone back to doing his work , as if this moment is nothing for him, as if Taehyung is nobody for Jungkook.

Taehyung rushes to the restroom to splash some cold water on his flushed face. 

Taehyung doesn’t want to weigh in the facts that whether his heart is racing due to Jungkook physically coming this close to Taehyung or his heart shattering due to Jungkook never accepting him as his soulmate.

Jungkook has broken the bond a long time ago.

Their soulmate bond is long gone. There is no physical pull between them because of the bond. There is no emotional desire for them to be near each other all the time. They are not hurting anymore due to the effects or breaking of the bond.

But Taehyung knows his heart still hurts, his soul will never stop pining for Jungkook.

Taehyung knows that his love for Jungkook still burns like an eternal flame,  his heart will never fade from this feeling for Jungkook.

Taehyung knows that his love for Jungkook has grown beyond the soulmates bond, he will never fall out of his love for Jungkook.

Taehyung's love is like a rose in the snow, fragile yet beautiful, and it would continue to bloom even in the harshest of winters.

Why do I still love you, Jungkook? 

This is the question Taehyung asks every passing moment of his life since Jungkook broke their bond, since Jungkook broke Taehyung’s heart, since Jungkook broke Taehyung all apart.

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Taehyung is now standing behind the bar, watching Jungkook perform on the stage. 

Taehyung’s heart is aching for the love that could never be his. 

With each passing note that Jungkook is taking, Taehyung feels like an ice cold dagger is piercing through his heart.

With each stroke of guitar strings that Jungkook is hitting, Taehyung is reminded of this unattainable love he so desperately craved for.

From where Taehyung is looking at Jungkook, Jungkook looks like a star who is shining brightly and effortlessly while Taehyung remains hooked to the earth.

Taehyung knows Jungkook is the fish upon the sky, whom he would never be able to catch.

Jungkook is the constant in Taehyung’s life who is impossible to be reached let alone to be loved by Taehyung.

Yet, Taehyung couldn’t help but feel drawn to Jungkook, like a moth to a flame.

Taehyung is watching Jungkook from a distance, silently suffering as he witnesses Jungkook charm the audience with his melodious voice and gorgeous smile.

Taehyung is perfectly content with these fleeting moments with Jungkook, like a parched man savoring every drop of water in the desert.

Taehyung still doesn’t want to acknowledge the fact whether he still loves Jungkook or not. It is too painful for him to come to terms with his feelings for Jungkook. May be more painful than having the wounds of the broken bond.

But despite everything Taehyung cannot help himself from thinking about Jungkook, from desiring Jungkook during those cold lonely nights, from dreaming about Jungkook in a happily ever after.

The bond is long gone. Neither Jungkook nor Taehyung should feel anything about each other. Taehyung is sure that Jungkook doesn’t have any feelings for him, Jungkook never has. 

But Taehyung is not so sure about his own affections for Jungkook. 

Sometimes Taehyung reasons that these are the residual effects post a broken bond and will fade away with time. That is how Taehyung braces his pacing heart beats whenever Jungkook is in his vicinity. 

Jungkook will always be the bittersweet melody that echoes through Taehyung’s soul.

Jungkook will always be the epicenter of Taehyung’s aches that has awakened his whole being.

Jungkook will always be the hurting yet beautiful truth of feelings in Taehyung’s life.

Jungkook will always be someone that would never belong to Taehyung yet Taehyung could never get rid of those feelings.

Jungkook has initiated this chain of desire, passion and longing within Taehyung, that Taehyung has never known existed.

But every time Jungkook speaks to Taehyung, Taehyung is dragged back to reality.

Jungkook is the reality check that Taehyung needs from time to time to come out of his dreamland.

Jungkook’s harsh behavior towards Taehyung is a constant reminder that Jungkook will never ever love Taehyung.

Taehyung braces his heart for more such cold treatment from Jungkook, as he watches Jungkook walking towards the bar.

Jungkook has just finished his performance and the audience is cheering and applauding for him. Some of them are hugging and taking photos with Jungkook as he is making his way down the stage.

Jungkook is a star here. The locals love to hear his voice and watch him performing. The staff adore him. Jungkook also loves all the attention he gets.

The only attention that triggers Jungkook’s irritation is from Taehyung. Everyone knows that Jungkook hates the sight of Taehyung. Jungkook has made it clear with so many words and clear actions.

Taehyung also doesn’t want to look like a lovesick, shameless Omega who craves for his Alpha’s proximity. So almost all the time Taehyung tries to keep himself away from Jungkook’s vision.

But today is not a lucky day for Taehyung.

Jungkook has already thrown a tiff about Taehyung serving him the drinks at the stage a few hours back. Taehyung is not sure what Jungkook is going to do when Jungkook sees him at the bar.

“What the hell are you doing at the bar?” Jungkook frowns when Taehyung clearly appears in Jungkook’s vision line.

“Umm.. making drinks for the customers,” Taehyung keeps his face calm.

“As far as I remember, you are just a low level server here. You are not the bartender.” Jungkook leans on the bar counter, his voice full of disdain towards Taehyung.

Taehyung finches a bit upon this harsh comment from Jungkook but as usual decides to ignore engaging with Jungkook.

“Where is Yoongi?” Jungkook pokes further, his voice is a bit authoritative now, clearly annoyed with Taehyung avoiding him. 

“Yoongi hyung is at the back sorting the inventory for tomorrow. That is why I am here attending the bar,” Taehyung busies himself in preparing the drink for another customer, trying his best to avoid the piercing gaze from Jungkook.

“I know what Yoongi is doing at the back. I know what he does with Jimin in the name of sorting inventory,” Jungkook smirks, making an air quote while mentioning Jimin.

“That’s their personal matter. It’s none of my business to talk about them.” Taehyung says without meeting Jungkook’s eyes and still focusing on mixing drinks for other customers.

“Yeah you only make it your business when the matter is about me,” Jungkook taunts putting his weight further on the bar counter.

“What do you mean?” Taehyung looks sharp at Jungkook, his voice mixed with a little bit of anger and hurt.

“Nevermind, I am here to collect my pay for the day,” Jungkook states while sitting on the bar stool.

Taehyung slides the drink to the other customer sitting at the corner of the bar and then grabs an envelope from the cash drawer.

“Yes, Yoongi hyung told me to give this to you, “ Taehyung passes the envelope towards Jungkook.

Jungkook places the envelope in the inner pocket of his leather jacket.

Taehyung expects Jungkook to leave as soon as he gets the money but he is surprised that Jungkook is still sitting at the bar stool.

“What? I can sit here as long as I want,” Jungkook flashes a devilish smile as if answering Taehyung's silent question.

Taehyung is about to leave Jungkook alone and get himself busy with work when he hears a voice. The voice that he hates more than anything in this world. Voice of a certain Omega, Taehyung can’t stand the sight of.

Taehyung watches Haze walking straight to Jungkook and wrapping her arms around Jungkook’s neck.

“I thought you were having a day off today,” Jungkook says by placing his hands on Haze’s waist and pulling her a bit close to himself.

Furry of jealousy runs through Taehyung’s entire body but he stands there silently, pretending not to pay any attention to the couple.

“I was but then I missed you way too much today, so here I am,” Haze replies in her honey glazed voice and places a quick kiss on Jungkook’s right cheek.

Taehyung notices the mark of lipstick on Jungkook's cheek, his blood boiling with rage towards haze. Yet he is trying his best to maintain a cool demeanor. 

Taehyung is used to this act. This is not the first time Jungkook and Haze are getting cozy and displaying their affection in public. 

Yet it hurts Taehyung every single time, like a knife twisting in his chest.

“Then what do you say, let’s get out of this shitty place baby and have some fun?” Jungkook pulls Haze closer and whispers in her ears.

The words and actions of Jungkook are only for Haze to hear and react to, but Taehyung could clearly hear and see what Jungkook is saying and doing.

Taehyung is frozen in his place, his vision blurry and eyes stinging with the pooling of tears. 

But Taehyung doesn’t want his tears to flow, he doesn’t want them to be seen by Jungkook. Hell, he doesn’t want to waste anymore of his tears on Jungkook. 

He has done enough of it in the past and it’s pointless to cry over someone who was never yours to begin with.

Taehyung takes a deep sigh to calm himself down while Jungkook is shamelessly flirting with Haze.

When Taehyung is about to turn around and give the couple some space and privacy, he hears Jungkook calling him.

“But before we leave, we want to have some shots, to get the night going.” Jungkook says without even looking at Taehyung. 

Jungkook’s eyes are too busy, basking in the beauty of Haze and his fingers caressing her soft cheeks.

Taehyung has longed for Jungkook, yearning for his touch, and his voice, his smile and his laugh. All of which, Jungkook is keeping reserved for Haze. All of which, Jungkook will never give to Taehyung.

Those moments of Taehyung’s fantasy are gone and  replaced by a bitter reality where they are no longer soulmates.

As ordered, Taehyung places two shot glasses in front of the couple trying to avoid seeing what they are doing right now.

Taehyung accidentally lifts his gaze and notices that Haze is now sitting at Jungkook’s lap and saying something in Jungkook’s ears. This earns Haze a sweet laugh from Jungkook. 

The first thing that Taehyung realizes is that Jungkook is looking devilishly handsome.

The second thing that Taehyung realizes is that Jungkook’s whole attention is on Haze and only on Haze.

The last and final thing that Taehyung realizes is that he will never be at the receiving end of Jungkook’s affection no matter what.

Jungkook is forced to tear his gaze from Haze and looks towards the sound of shattering glass.

Taehyung has apparently squeezed the shot glass too tight in his hand, resulting in the smashing and sharp pieces piercing the inner side of his palm, causing it to bleed.

Once again everything is a blur to Taehyung. For the second time in a day, Jungkook has rushed to Taehyung’s aid. Everything is happening so fast that Taehyung has not realized that Jungkook has dragged him towards the sink area.

Jungkook is still holding Taehyung's hand and putting it under water to wash off the oozing blood.

Jungkook is now grabbing the first aid kit from the upper cabinet and cleaning the wound with antiseptic liquid.

“Thank god, the shards of glass are out now and none of them have pierced too deep,” Jungkook says while examining Taehyung’s inner palm and dabbing it with a cotton ball.

“Ah,” Taehyung flinches due to the sting of the antiseptic on the wound.

“Sorry, it will hurt a bit.” Jungkook replies eyes still focus on dressing the wound on Taehyung’s palm.

I am numb to the hurt. It doesn’t matter anymore. Why are you so concerned? It’s none of your business.

Taehyung wants to scream all of it to Jungkook but he stands silent. Too shocked at Jungkook’s reactions and response at a situation like this.

“Jeez what were you thinking Taehyung? You have to be more attentive and careful while working. You can’t afford any negligence in this line of work. You may end up hurting more if you continue working absentmindedly like this.” Jungkook keeps blabbering about the safety rules at work while finishing the knot on Taehyung’s bandage.

Taehyung is quietly staring at Jungkook trying to find any traces of care or worry in Jungkook’s expression.

Finding any signs of positive reaction about Taehyung on Jungkook’s face, voice or action is like a treasure hunt. It is a rare sight and even if you manage to see a small ounce of care from Jungkook, it vanishes at lightning speed.

Right now Taehyung is in no position to deduce the intention behind these chain of actions from Jungkook.

Taehyung’s mind is too tired to figure something out from Jungkook's kind gestures towards him. These gestures are almost too rare like the sight of an extinct species and right after such incidents, Jungkook says something too harsh that stabs right at Taehyung’s heart.

“I told you to stay miles away from me but your thick brain is not able to ingest my words. Every time, you come across even my peripheral vision, you will end up hurting yourself. Need I remind you this, every time you get hurt?” Jungkook’s stoic face is back again.

If Jungkook has been carrying any worry for Taehyung, that is long gone without any traces of it left in Jungkook’s voice or on his face or through his touch.

“And I have already told you that I am numb, Nothing can hurt me anymore. You need not to remind me of anything.”  Taehyung slowly retracts his hand from Jungkook’s hold and rushes towards the restroom.

Taehyung locked himself in the restroom to hide his emotions from Jungkook, for the second time in the day.

Taehyung couldn’t protect himself from the hurt from Jungkook, for the second time in the day.

Taehyung couldn’t stop himself from crying for his lost love from Jungkook, for the second time in the day.

Taehyung clears his tears and walks slowly out of the restroom. 

As Taehyung watches Jungkook walking away with Haze out of the bar, he realizes that destiny is nothing but a fickle mistress.

Seeing Jungkook daily is a constant reminder of Taehyung's pain but he has to endure it, as the Omega doesn’t have anywhere else to go.

But there is one more reason why Taehyung doesn’t want to move out of this place.

The reason that Taehyung has been knowing all along but trying to suppress it.

Taehyung still loves Jungkook.

Taehyung is still stuck with Jungkook. No matter how hard Taehyung keeps trying, he is not able to move on from Jungkook.

No matter how much Taehyung pines for Jungkook, he very well understands that the Alpha doesn’t want to do anything with him.

It hurts Taehyung to see Jungkook every single day but not be able to stand by his side.

It hurts Taehyung to be this close to Jungkook every single day but not be able to talk to him.

It hurts Taehyung to see the rejection in Jungkook’s eyes every single day but not be able to do anything about it.

Taehyung loves Jungkook but Jungkook doesn't love him back.

This fact is as simple as this. But it is the hardest thing for Taehyung’s inner Omega to go through.

Taehyung has to stay in this bar to endure this agony.

Maybe because he needs this job to survive.

Or

Maybe because his inner Omega doesn’t want to let go of his Alpha soulmate Jungkook. 

For Taehyung, love isn't just a bond, it is a force that transcends all boundaries, including the soulmate bond. 

He loves Jungkook beyond the constraints of fate, beyond the limits of what they have been told is possible. 

And even as he mourns the loss of their bond every single day, he holds onto the hope that their love will one day be reunited, a beautiful, hurting love that will endure the test of time.

Or

He just hopes to travel through time, change this cruelty of his fate and bring back the glory of his destiny.

I wish I could go back in time and try my best to change everything to stop you from breaking us apart.

I wish I could go back in time and do everything in my power to stop you from breaking our bond,

I wish I could go back in time and convince you with all my feelings to stop you from breaking my heart.

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FLASHBACK - 1 YEAR AGO

Today is the most special day for Taehyung.

Today is the day for which every Omega awaits since the day they are presented.

Today is the day when Taehyung found out that Jungkook is his soulmate.

Sitting at the backyard of his small cottage, Taehyung has been daydreaming about his future life with Jungkook.

Taehyung doesn’t know Jungkook that well. 

The only thing he knows about his newly found soulmate is that Jungkook and his family had left their pack in the woods a long time ago and had moved to the city.

Taehyung has no idea why Jungkook has left their pack, not many Alphas do so. 

But right now Taehyung can only make guesses about Jungkook.

At the same time Taehyung cannot stay with his pack any longer awaiting Jungkook to return to the pack and mate him.

Taehyung is an orphan Omega who has been living with his cousin Alpha Namjoon and his Omega husband Jin. Both Namjoon and Jin had welcomed Taehyung with open arms but that doesn’t mean Taehyung is going to overstay with them. 

Especially now when Taehyung has his own Alpha soulmate, who can take care of him. This is how it has been going on in the pack for centuries. The Alphas take full responsibility of their Omegas and the Omegas fulfill all desires of their Alphas.

Now that Taehyung has Jungkook in his life, he needs to be with Jungkook going forward.

Taehyung somewhat sensed that after spending so many years in the city, Jungkook might not want to settle with the pack. So Taehyung decides that it's him who needs to make the move.

Taehyung is terribly scared with the idea of moving to a new place all by himself where everything is different and everyone is unknown to him. 

But the thought of having his soulmate Jungkook beside him all the time, always calms Taehyung’s jittery nerves.

I'll be fine in the new place among strangers. I'll be fine because that place is going to be my safe place, my home forever. I'll be fine because my soulmate will keep the sense of familiarity and hold my hand among the crowd of strangers.

A few days have passed since Taehyung has known that Jungkook is his soulmate.

But strangely Jungkook has not contacted him regarding this. Taehyung is sure that Jungkook must have been experiencing the pull of a soulmate bond like he is. Taehyung is sure that even if they are miles apart, this attraction is impossible to ignore.

So Taehyung keeps wondering, why hasn’t Jungkook reached out to Taehyung yet.

Various kinds of thoughts are circling in Taehyung’s head.

What if Jungkook doesn’t like Taehyung? But Jungkook doesn't know him that well. So how come Jungkook can even hate him at this moment?

What if Jungkook has someone else in his life? But another pack member, Yoongi, who works with Jungkook in the city, has confirmed that Jungkook is not seeing anyone. So why is Jungkook still not coming to Taehyung?

What if Jungkook comes and rejects Taehyung as his mate?

Taehyung immediately shuts his mind the moment this thought arises.

Taehyung has always hoped to have a beautiful and happy life with his soulmate. Namjoon and Jin are his source of inspiration. Taehyung wants to have the kind of relationship Namjoon shares with Jin.

Taehyung cannot afford to be an Omega rejected and stranded by his mate. He will immediately be branded as an outcast. He knows Namjoon and Jin will go against the pack rules to keep Taehyung safe with them. But Taehyung cannot bring trouble to his loved ones.

So with each passing day Taehyung keeps getting more and more anxious when he hears no news from Jungkook’s end.

Namjoon keeps assuring Taehyung that Jungkook might be taking some time to get used to the idea of a soulmate. Afterall, Taehyung is a complete stranger to Jungkook.

Namjoon has suggested to Taehyung to give Jungkook some time to adjust to this situation.

But it has passed beyond the adjusting phase. Days have turned into months and Taehyung still hasn't heard from Jungkook.

Taehyung knows if Jungkook doesn’t come to accept Taehyung, Namjoon would willingly keep Taehyung under his protection as his brother. But Taehyung doesn’t want to be a burden on Namjoon anymore.

That's not the only reason Taehyung is eagerly waiting for Jungkook. The bond of a soulmate has its own charm and pain. 

Taehyung’s body craves to be with Jungkook. The sooner they mate the better they both feel. 

This whole deal of Taehyung staying far away from his soulmate is causing him a lot of physical pain. Sometimes Taehyung keeps screaming in his sleep due to this unbearable pain.

Taehyung knows that Jungkook must be going through similar hurt and suffering from a lot of physical distress. 

So Taehyung is unable to comprehend why Jungkook is willing to endure something this painful rather than come and talk to Taehyung.

Taehyung has pleaded with Namjoon to check with Yoongi about Jungkook’s whereabouts. Taehyung is too shy to talk to any other Alpha. But no news from Yoongi is making Taehyung too impatient.

Jin suggested Taehyung to talk to Jungkook directly, to take matters of his life in his own hands. They are living in the modern age and gone are the days where Omegas used to wait for their Alphas to accept them.

Taehyung is an Omega of the new era and he shouldn't hesitate to take the first step when it's about his future.

So pumped up from Jin’s pep talk, Taehyung takes the first bus to the city. Namjoon has already informed Yoongi and Yoongi is going to take Taehyung to meet Jungkook.

Yoongi has picked up Taehyung at the city bus stop. On the way to meet Jungkook, Yoongi explains Taehyung about the city culture, about his bar and other things.

But all Taehyung is interested in is to learn more about Jungkook. Rest all things Jungkook will help with anyways.

Taehyung enters the bar with Yoongi helping him with his bag. It’s almost evening so everyone is busy preparing for customers. 

The sign outside still shows "closed", so Yoongi tells Taehyung that he can talk to Jungkook in the meantime. Once the bar opens, Jungkook would be busy performing on stage for the rest of the night.

Taehyung takes slow steps towards the dimly lit stage.

Taehyung can see someone sitting at a stool adjusting his guitar. 

Taehyung could sense Jungkook without even looking at him. The soulmate bond is screaming Jungkook’s name in Taehyung’s mind.

"Hey," Taehyung utters the words in a small whisper.

Jungkook has his back turned towards Taehyung.

"Umm.. Hi," Taehyung tries again after clearing his throat.

Jungkook turns around to face Taehyung.

Taehyung’s heart skips to beat for a second upon seeing Jungkook. 

Jungkook is gorgeous. No scratch that. Jungkook is heavenly handsome. No scratch that. Jungkook is out of this world.

Taehyung is mesmerized by Jungkook’s looks. He knows that he is bound to like his soulmate but Jungkook is beyond his imagination. Taehyung is just speechless.

Taehyung is gaping at Jungkook with his mouth wide open without even realizing.

"You might want to close your mouth, you seem like you are about to drool." Jungkook states casually while putting his guitar down.

"I.. um.. I am sorry," Taehyung flusters and quickly tries to hide his blush from Jungkook.

Taehyung can see a hint of smirk on Jungkook’s face from the corner of his eyes.

"Can I offer you a drink?" Jungkook smiles at Taehyung to ease the Omega's nervousness.

"I don't drink," Taehyung shakes his head quickly, "I mean I get drunk easily, so I avoid alcohol."

"You are cute," Jungkook flashes his charming grin.

This makes Taehyung blush even more.

"So can I get you anything else?" Jungkook asks politely.

"Thanks but I am good," Taehyung replies in a soft cotton like voice.

"The show will take some time to start. You can sit there." Jungkook points Taehyung towards an empty table.

"Umm.. I am not here for the show," Taehyung says hesitantly.

"Then what are you here for?" Jungkook is in the mood of flirting now.

"I am here for you," Taehyung blurts out instantly.

Jungkook raises an eyebrow and pins Taehyung under his sultry gaze.

"I mean, I am Taehyung," Taehyung clarifies.

"So??" Jungkook’s expression suddenly changes from flirty to annoyed.

Taehyung is confused. Jungkook should have sensed Taehyung because of their soulmate bond.

But still Taehyung doesn’t want to assume anything, so he tries again to introduce himself, this time more properly. "I am Taehyung. I am your soulmate."

"Hmm," is all Jungkook has managed to utter.

"Didn't you recognize me due to our bond?" Taehyung asks in surprise.

"I am taking bond blocking pills," Jungkook says in an icy cold tone.

The Alpha Jungkook who was flirting with Taehyung is long gone now.

Taehyung is not sure what hit him more. The fact that Jungkook didn't recognize him, or Jungkook’s expression totally changed once he knew who Taehyung is or Jungkook is taking pills to block Taehyung from his life.

Taehyung flinches a bit but tries to keep his calm, "I don't understand.."

"I don't want to do anything with my soulmate bond. I am taking pills to block the instincts of the bond." Jungkook has always been straight forward. He never believes in beating around the bush.

"But.." Taehyung is trying to comprehend Jungkook’s words.

"I don't want you Taehyung, why don't you understand such a simple thing." Jungkook knows that he is too rude to Taehyung but he doesn’t care. He needs Taehyung to get away from him. 

Somehow the bond is stronger than the pills when Taehyung is standing this close to him.

Jungkook can feel the crumpling of his heart especially when he notices tears pooling around Taehyung’s eyes.

You don't even know him. His tears should have no effect on you. He is a complete stranger. You are feeling his hurt just because of this stupid soulmate bond. Nothing else. 

Jungkook tries to calm down his heart which is anxious upon seeing Taehyung’s sad face.

Just a few minutes ago Taehyung was blushing like a blooming flower and now his face has fallen like a dry petal.

Jungkook is suddenly having this urge to close the gap between them and lock Taehyung in a tight hug. Jungkook wants to take all the pain away from Taehyung.

But ironically Jungkook right now is the reason for Taehyung's sorrow.

But Jungkook at this moment doesn’t want to ponder on his guilt or his feelings for Taehyung. 

"You should leave," Jungkook looks straight into Taehyung’s eyes and expresses his harsh words to Taehyung.

Taehyung is not able to control his tears. Hot streams start rolling down his cheek.

"Did I do anything wrong?" Taehyung asks while wiping his nose.

"Your entire being feels wrong to me," Jungkook tries to maintain his cold demeanor but Taehyung’s tears are breaking him apart.

Jungkook again blames these fluctuating feelings on the stupid soulmate bond.

"Is there anyone else in your life?" Taehyung wants to run away from here before he hears the answer.

But Taehyung still dares to ask such a question to his Alpha soulmate. 

The hurt Jungkook is causing Taehyung right now is not enough for him to leave his soulmate. Taehyung wants more pain to force himself out of Jungkook’s life.

For a second Jungkook remains silent and for a second a bubble of hope rises in Taehyung’s heart.

But then Jungkook speaks.

"Yes, that Omega who is serving drinks over there is my girlfriend." Jungkook points to a beautiful Omega who is flashing her pretty smile to a customer.

That's it. 

This is the kind of pain Taehyung has been expecting to experience. 

This is the kind of pain Taehyung has been seeking to force himself out of Jungkook’s life.

This is the kind of pain Taehyung has been desiring to forget Jungkook once and for all.

But Taehyung is still standing in front of Jungkook, barely holding the pieces of his broken heart.

Taehyung is still staring at Jungkook, with flooding eyes and hot streams of fresh tears rolling down his face.

Taehyung is still staying there with Jungkook, his entire body being frozen and unable to move.

Jungkook then walks towards the other Omega and wraps his arms around her, right in front of Taehyung.

Taehyung is not sure if he can take this hurt anymore or his knees are giving up on him.

Had Yoongi not come for Taehyung’s rescue, Taehyung might have collapsed on the ground or might have accidentally hit his head on the edge of the table.

Taehyung has no idea how Yoongi has dragged him from that dimly lit stage to his office at the backside of the bar.

Taehyung has no idea when Yoongi has given a glass full of ice water to him and he has chugged it in one gulp.

Taehyung has no idea what Yoongi has been saying to calm him down and bring him back to normalcy.

But Taehyung’s life is not going to be normal again.

Taehyung can never go back to his old life again.

Taehyung can never be his old self again.

Life for an Omega is always tough but life for a rejected Omega is a disaster.

That is why when Yoongi has suggested Taehyung to go back to his pack, Taehyung has denied the option right away.

Taehyung knows Namjoon and Jin will never let him lead the life of an outcast and Taehyung doesn’t want to drag his loved ones to his downfall. 

That is why Taehyung has requested Yoongi upfront to help him out as he has nowhere else to go.

Yoongi couldn’t say no to Taehyung straight on his face.

And that is how Taehyung has ended up working in Yoongi's bar.

But that is not why Taehyung has chosen to work in Yoongi's bar.

Although Jungkook has rejected Taehyung right on his face, their soulmate bond is still intact.

With their bond, the hope of having Jungkook to himself is also intact in Taehyung’s heart.

Taehyung can’t give up on his soulmate without trying.

Taehyung is going to fight for his Alpha even if it is painful for him.

Painful for getting rejected by Jungkook.

Getting rejected by Jungkook every single day over and over again. 

Taehyung has to endure this pain of heartbreak to try to make Jungkook’s heart whole again.

But the pain of heartbreak is not the only pain Taehyung has been going through.

The more you stay away from your soulmate, the more physical pain you will receive.

Taehyung’s agony is not unnoticed by Jungkook as well.

Jungkook can clearly see Taehyung's fragile and pale body. He doesn’t need his soulmate senses to know the kind of pain Taehyung is going through.

Jungkook is on blocker pills but Taehyung is not. 

And Jungkook wonders why.

Jungkook has indirectly sent the suggestion of taking pills to Taehyung through Yoongi, many times. But everytime Taehyung has said no to blocker pills.

Jungkook still doesn’t understand Taehyung’s rejection towards blocking pills. It certainly helps with physical pain.

And Taehyung’s condition is getting worse day by day.

Yoongi has advised Taehyung to take days off if the pain is too much to bear.

But Taehyung cannot afford to lose a single day of work. He is surviving on his daily wages. Taehyung knows that Yoongi would still pay him if he calls in sick but Taehyung doesn’t want to be a freeloader.

Also Taehyung doesn’t want to miss a chance of seeing Jungkook at the bar. This is the only time Taehyung feels closer to his soulmate and he is not going to miss it for anything.

Taehyung tries to stay close to Jungkook all the time only to be rejected by him every single time.

It breaks Taehyung's heart everytime Jungkook passes by without even sparing a glance at him.

It breaks Taehyung's body everytime Jungkook ignores Taehyung and stays as distant as possible from him.

It breaks Taehyung's soul everytime Jungkook flirts with every single Omega at the bar but refuses to even talk properly to him. 

But Taehyung endures all this in hope of things to get better between them, after All they are soulmates.

Taehyung has grown up with the stories of soulmate bond being above any other relationship or any kind of connection.

Yet Taehyung is unaware that hope is a very dangerous thing.

Taehyung can dream all he wants but dreams break the moment you get out of your sleep.

Taehyung can wish for the impossible from the bottom of his true heart but wishes don't come true all the time. 

Even if the prayers are from the purest intentions, life is unfair like this to ignore Taehyung’s longings.

Jungkook also tries his best to ignore Taehyung’s whole being but somehow he is not able to get past Taehyung’s suffering.

"Taehyung.." Jungkook rushes towards the Omega when he sees him stumbling at the table near his stage.

Jungkook supports Taehyung trying to help him stand stable.

"You should be more careful towards your health," Jungkook’s voice is dipped with genuine concern and worry.

But Taehyung is not in the right state of mind  to reflect on Jungkook’s care and kindness.

Taehyung’s head is still spinning due to weakness. Taehyung is holding Jungkook with his one hand for support and Taehyung’s other hand is on his own temple trying to stop the throbbing ache in his head.

"Here, take a seat," Jungkook pulls the chair and helps Taehyung settle on it.

Taehyung tries to open his mouth to say thanks but his voice is too dry from all this exhaustion.

"Drink this," Jungkook pours some water in the glass and helps Taehyung to drink it.

At this moment Jungkook is not trying to bother about his physical proximity with Taehyung.

At this moment Jungkook is not trying to reason why he is so much worried about Taehyung.

At this moment Jungkook is not trying to blame all his feelings for Taehyung on this stupid soulmate bond.

At this moment Jungkook is not trying to feel guilty about caring for Taehyung.

At this moment Jungkook is not trying to think about anything else but Taehyung.

Taehyung seems to be a bit better after settling down for a few minutes.

"You should have taken a day off and get some rest at home." Jungkook takes out his handkerchief and dabs the drops of sweat on Taehyung’s forehead.

"I can't burden Yoongi hyung," Taehyung barely manages to talk as he is still feeling dizzy.

The physical distance from his soulmate is causing a toll on Taehyung’s body and Jungkook can clearly see that.

Jungkook wants to tell Taehyung to take the blocker pills but somehow he decides not to bring the topic.

It's visible to Jungkook that even after multiple tries from Yoongi, Taehyung has refused to take the pills.

And Jungkook right now doesn’t want to cause more distress to Taehyung by bringing up the topic of blocking pills or the word soulmate itself.

Ironically this entire soulmate thing is the main reason for Taehyung's pain and Jungkook understands that very well. But Jungkook is helpless to help Taehyung in this.

"If you feel sick again, you can tell me and I'll help you at work." Jungkook whispers in a soft voice.

Taehyung’s eyes widen upon hearing these words from Jungkook. Taehyung couldn't believe his own ears.

"Umm.. it's the least I could do to help you." Jungkook softly pats Taehyung's head.

A sphere of warmth engulfs Taehyung. Taehyung is almost lost in Jungkook’s smell. Jungkook is on blockers but Taehyung is not. So Taehyung can sense each action from Jungkook.

This sudden change in Jungkook’s behavior is overwhelming for Taehyung but who is Taehyung to complain to?

As always Taehyung is ready to take whatever love he is getting from Jungkook. 

It doesn't matter what for Jungkook is returning his care for Taehyung.

All it matters for Taehyung is that Jungkook cares for him.

"It’s alright, I don't want to burden you," Taehyung tries to be modest with Jungkook.

"I am part of the reason you are going through all this. So I should be the one to help you." Jungkook looks straight into Taehyung’s eyes.

Taehyung wants to say a lot of comforting words to Jungkook. 

Taehyung wants to express his feelings to Jungkook all over again. 

Taehyung wants to freeze this moment forever.

But right now Taehyung is lost in the charm of Jungkook’s deep doe eyes. 

Taehyung is mesmerized by Jungkook’s honey combed voice. 

Taehyung is bewitched with Jungkook’s soft smile.

"I gotta go and set up for today's performance. See you around later." Jungkook clears his throat and walks out towards the stage.

Jungkook, true to his words, has been around Taehyung to help him during the next few days.

Whenever Taehyung feels dizzy or weak, Jungkook immediately walks up to him to help with the heavy lifting work.

Whenever Taehyung feels nauseated, Jungkook is there holding a glass of lime juice for Taehyung to drink.

Whenever Taehyung gets a throbbing headache, Jungkook suddenly appears with a balm to massage Taehyung's temples.

None of these are a permanent cure of Taehyung’s condition but at least they give Taehyung some momentarily relief.

Jungkook knows this is not a solution, Jungkook knows the only way to help Taehyung is to accept him as his soulmate.

But Jungkook also knows that he cannot give Taehyung what he really deserves.

There are situations when Taehyung’s condition is so bad that even physical proximity with Jungkook also doesn’t work.

There are times when Taehyung keeps burning up with high fever and Jungkook cannot do anything other than sitting next to Taehyung and holding his hands.

There are times when Taehyung throws up blood clots and Jungkook stands outside the washroom holding clean towels for Taehyung.

Jungkook is drowning in his own guilt.

Sometimes he could feel the pain that Taehyung is going through.

As always he blames Taehyung’s condition and his empathy towards Taehyung on this stupid soulmate bond.

Jungkook feels like a failure here, he knows cannot do anything to win against this soulmate bond, he knows he cannot do anything to bring Taehyung out of this misery.

Jungkook feels guilty for putting Taehyung in this state, Jungkook feels miserable upon seeing Taehyung struggling for his life, Jungkook feels like a monster for rejecting Taehyung again and again.

But Jungkook knows this hurt and pain is still bearable than the life long consequences that comes with the soulmate bond.

But Jungkook also knows that this intermittent hurt is not something that someone so innocent like Taehyung should go through.

So Jungkook has to find a way to get out of this guilt and bring Taehyung out of this misery for once and for all.

So Jungkook has to find a way to stop all this agony and sufferings for both of them for once and for all.

So Jungkook has to find a way to end this meaningless yet hurtful connection between him and Taehyung for once and for all.

So Jungkook has to find a way to break this stupid soulmate bond with Taehyung for once and for all.

On the other side Taehyung is weaving his hopes of getting back together with Jungkook.

What Jungkook has been doing for Taehyung in the last few days, is certainly raising the bubble of hope in Taehyung’s heart for their bright future.

Amidst all this physical pain, Taehyung can still feel the warmth of Jungkook’s love. 

Yes, Taehyung has started mapping these feelings of Jungkook to love. 

It can’t be anything but Love.

It has to be Love.

Else why would Jungkook even care for me.

All these emotions are building up inside Taehyung and giving him courage to dream about a life ahead with Jungkook.

But somehow Taehyung could sense that Jungkook might be shy about his feelings, so Taehyung might need to take the first step in the journey of their love.

So that night sitting in their respective rooms, both Taehyung and Jungkook make a promise to themselves.

Taehyung to amend his bond with Jungkook and Jungkook to break his bond with Taehyung.

Taehyung trying to save Jungkook with his love and Jungkook trying to save Taehyung from heartbreak.

“I’ll confess my love to Jungkook with everything I have.” Taehyung asserts himself by confidently talking to his mirror reflection.

“I have to break my bond with Taehyung, I can’t take it anymore.” Jungkook says out loud in the empty room to no one but himself.

But they don’t know that neither Jungkook can save Taehyung from breaking apart into pieces nor can Taehyung make Jungkook whole with his true love and affection.

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FLASHBACK Continues

It’s a monday evening and the bar is not that much crowded. Still Taehyung is keeping himself busy to distract his mind away from Jungkook.

Usually Jungkook is backstage around this time but today there is no sign of him. Taehyung’s mind keeps wandering towards his soulmate.

Jungkook has not shown much affection to Taehyung nor has there been any drastic change in his behavior towards Taehyung. But Jungkook surely has not been rude to Taehyung in the last few days and to Taehyung that counts as something.

Moreover Jungkook has been kinder to Taehyung whenever Taehyung felt sick due to staying away from the bond.

Taehyung is waiting anxiously for Jungkook. Taehyung has made up his mind that he will talk to Jungkook about his feelings. It’s either go big or go home for Taehyung.

“I know you act all tough but there is a kind heart inside you. I know you feel something for me, Jungkook, I can see it in your eyes.” Taehyung’s lips stretch into an automatic smile upon thinking about Jungkook.

Though Jungkook is not there in front of Taehyung yet, Taehyung could feel that he is talking to the real self of Jungkook.

Taehyung has been having so many conversations with Jungkook in his imagination that now it feels almost real to him. 

Some might say that Taehyung has gone crazy. And Taehyung is crazy. 

Crazy to care for Jungkook without any conditions. Crazy to hope for a lifetime with Jungkook despite Jungkook not wanting anything with him. Crazy to be in love with Jungkook beyond all the barriers of reality.

Taehyung takes a quick look at his reflection in the mirror at the back room of the bar. 

“I don’t know how you will react, Jungkook, but I need to try talking to you. I am doing this for myself, for you and for us.” Taehyung takes a deep breath in front of the mirror, mustering all the courage he has.

Courage is something that Taehyung is going to need a lot today. It is not going to be an easy conversation with Jungkook.

But Jungkook has also shown his kinder side to you. Until you talk to him, you will never know what he feels.

The Omega inside Taehyung is doing everything to boost him. And this is all Taehyung needs to hear in his mind.

“It’s almost time. Jungkook should be at the stage setting up for the show.” Taehyung checks his watch and murmurs to himself.

With one last look at the mirror, Taehyung steps outside of the room and walks towards the stage.

As Taehyung takes the slow steps towards the stage, he feels a weird sensation in his heart. He dismisses it thinking it is just his nervousness and nothing else.

But with each step, Taehyung could feel the air around him getting heavier, making it difficult to breathe. Taehyung again rejects the idea that anything is wrong around him and blames it on his anxiety to talk to Jungkook.

Taehyung gets a pang of hurt in his stomach as if someone has kicked him hard right there. It feels like his insides are churning out of his body. He immediately collapses on the ground pressing hard on his stomach. 

And then comes another shot of sharp pain right in his heart. It feels like somebody has stabbed right at the core of his heart with a knife. Taehyung lets a scream out of his mouth clutching his heart with his hands. 

Yoongi and a few of the staff rush towards Taehyung. 

“Taehyung-ah, what’s wrong? Are you hurt?” Yoongi scoots over to Taehyung lying on the ground.

Taehyung is getting paler with each passing second. His vision is getting blurry. All the people talking around him are barely audible. He knows that Yoongi is right beside him but he is losing his sense of focus. He is feeling dizzy and it is getting hard to keep his eyes open. His head is buzzing with a constant throbbing ache.

Then suddenly a strong realization dawns upon Taehyung.

A splash of panic splashes on Taehyung’s face. 

“Jungkook broke our soulmate bond,” Taehyung manages to mumble the words, barely audible to anyone but Yoongi.

And then everything goes blank for Taehyung.

“Taehyung-ah.. Tae.. open your eyes,” Yoongi is trying to wake up Taehyung by shaking his body.

But no response from Taehyung. He is lying almost lifeless on the floor, minutely breathing.

Jimin comes to Yoongi’s aid and helps to control the situation. Taheyung has never understood Jimin’s place in Yoongi’s life. Jimin doesn’t work at the bar but he is always around Yoongi. The Omega is not Yoongi’s mate but Taehyung could sense their intimacy even from a distance. Yoongi doesn’t talk to Jimin in a way a lover should but what Taehyung could see is Yoongi cares about this Omega.

Jimin has always been nice to Taehyung, so Jimin’s presence has never bothered him. And who is Taehyung to judge Yoongi and Jimin’s relationship? As long as they are happy, Taehyung doesn’t care much.

Jimin is arranging for the ambulance to take Taehyung to the hospital.

But Taehyung is not able to sense any of this. He is almost motionless.

Taehyung feels so betrayed by Jungkook yet he doesn’t know how to blame Jungkook for any of this.

Taehyung wants to hold the grudge on Jungkook yet he doesn’t know how to keep hating Jungkook for any of this,

Taehyung realizes that Jungkook hates him, yet he doesn’t know how to forget him.

Taehyung is confused by Jungkooks’s actions yet he is willing to forgive him.

But right now Taehyung is losing his remaining bare minimal consciousness.

If someone asks Taehyung’s wishes right now, he would say that he would like to stay like this for a little longer.

Taehyung would like to stay away from the outer world for a while until his heart and soul is healed from the wounds caused by Jungkook’s actions.

Taehyung would like to take a deep sleep for now and would drift to the world of emptiness until he is ready to face the consequences of Jungkook’s action,

Taehyung is not planning to remain unconscious for a lifetime but he is not ready to face the real world. 

Not just yet.

Not until his love for Jungkook is still blooming inside despite Jungkook breaking all the ties with him. 

Not until he is still wanting for Jungkook’s love despite Jungkook rejecting him for good.  

Not until he is still caring for Jungkook’s well being despite Jungkook breaking their bond beyond repair.

If you never wanted anything to do with me, then in the past few days, Why Were You So Kind To Me? 

With this last thought in his mind Taehyung slumbers into a deep void.

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FLASHBACK Continues

Meanwhile at the other corner of the city, Jungkook wakes up feeling a little weak in the hospital room.

The doctors have advised him that the soulmate bond breaking procedure might cause some physical discomfort. But Jungkook has mentally prepared himself for the after effects of this.

The Procedure is done.

The Bond is gone now.

Jungkook has not taken the blocking pills and yet he is not feeling any connection with Taehyung. That means he has successfully managed to break his soulmate bond with Taehyung.

That means they are not bound to each other in this forceful bond which has been thrown on them without their own will.

Jungkook has never been a fan of the soulmate concept and now both him and Taehyung are free from this unwanted relationship.

Sometimes Jungkook could see that Taehyung wants Jungkook as his mate, as a lover. But he knows that all these things that Taehyung has been feeling are nothing but the effects of soulmate bond. 

Jungkook is not going to get fooled by the charms of the soulmate bond again.

“It’s good that I have broken this bond. Now Taehyung will not get any pain due to our physical distance. Now Taehyung will not suffer anymore because he is my soulmate and I couldn’t accept the bond.” Jungkook takes a deep sigh while murmuring to himself in the empty hospital room.

“Now Taehyung will be free to live his life. Now Taehyung need not belong to some Alpha who doesn’t believe in his soulmate bonds.” Jungkook asserts himself while rubbing his temples feeling a mild headache trying getting up from the hospital bed.

“Now Taehyung can restart his life with someone he deserves. Taehyung could be with someone who loves him for who he is, not because of some stupid soulmate bond.” Jungkook mumbles to himself and  is trying his best to accept this new reality for Taehyung.

But somehow Jungkook feels this jolt of new kind of jealousy upon thinking of the idea of Taehyung being with someone else. 

Ignoring the conflicts in his mind, Jungkook moves to step outside of the room.

Since Jungkook has not shown any major side effects after the soulmate bond breaking procedure, the doctors have approved his discharge from the hospital.

Yet Jungkook somehow feels a heaviness in his heart, his legs are wobbly with each step he takes towards the corridor of the hospital.

Jungkook is ready to endure any pain that is going to come after breaking the bond.

It is a million times better than to make Taehyung get hurt by keeping the bond.

It is a million times better than to see Taehyung go through this physical pain by not consummating the bond.

It is a million times better than to see Taehyung break his heart again and again in the hope of getting together with Jungkook.

“I can now stop worrying about Taehyung and re-focus on my own life,” Jungkook mutters to himself while entering the main lobby of the hospital. 

But the moment Jungkook enters the lobby, he freezes at the sight in front of him.

Taehyung is being rushed to the emergency room lying on a stretcher.

Taehyung’s face is loosening its color like a withering flower.

Taehyung’s body seems almost lifeless as a fallen leaf in winter.

And that's when Jungkook realizes what real pain is.

Jungkook feels like someone has just kicked hard right at his stomach.

Jungkook feels like someone has wrenched his gut from inside out.

Jungkook feels like someone has squeezed his heart and is trying to drain all his blood.

At this moment Jungkook has forgotten everything.

Jungkook has forgotten that he doesn't love Taehyung.

Jungkook has forgotten that he shouldn't feel anything for Taehyung.

Jungkook has forgotten that he has broken his soulmate bond with Taehyung.

All Jungkook can think right now is if Taehyung is going to be alright.

Jungkook sprints behind the crowd of doctors and nurses, who are assisting Taehyung’s unresponsive body towards the ICU.

Jungkook is stopped right at the door by hospital staff. Non medical staff are not allowed in there while they are going to treat Taehyung.

Jungkook complies silently and slowly takes a step back.

Jungkook doesn’t want to cause chaos and distract attention from Taehyung’s treatment.

Jungkook gets to see the last glimpse of Taehyung’s sunken face, before the nurse closes the doors of the ICU.

Jungkook’s body is completely numb to any physical senses right now.

Jungkook’s heart is beating so slow and is barely keeping him alive right now.

Jungkook’s mind is a blank canvas right now not able to feel or think about any damn thing.

Jungkook is not even sure if he has any soul left.

Jungkook hardly remembers what he used to feel about Taehyung in the past. Only thing he remembers is that, at this moment, he is not happy seeing Taehyung like this.

Jungkook sparsely remembers how he used to blame all his connections with Taehyung towards the stupid soulmate bond. Only thing he remembers is that, at this moment, he can blame himself for putting Taehyung in this condition.

Jungkook’s knees feel weak and his lungs need the gasp of air.

But Jungkook cannot leave his place, not until he sees Taehyung getting well by his own eyes.

Jungkook suddenly slumps down on the bench in front of the ICU. He closes his eyes and rubs his palms over his face, trying to stop the tears pooling out of his eyes.

Jungkook’s brain is a mess right now. He is not able to think straight. But one thing he is sure of, that he is not a monster.

Even in his darkest dreams, Jungkook has never thought that something like this would ever happen to Taehyung.

Jungkook has never dared to wish upon any ill thoughts towards Taehyung’s well-being.

Jungkook never wanted this soulmate bond with Taehyung but that never meant he would cause any harm to Taehyung.

If you really didn't want to hurt him, then how did he end up in the hospital?

If you really wanted his well-being in the first place, then why the hell is he battling for his life?

If you really wanted to break the soulmate bond with him, then what are you doing here, crying for him?

Jungkook’s mind keeps asking these questions in a loop.

Jungkook’s chain of thoughts are jolted by hand placed firmly on Jungkook’s shoulder.

Jungkook lifts his gaze to see Yoongi sitting right next to him.

Jungkook has no idea when Yoongi has reached here. Has he just arrived or has he been here since the beginning? Is he the one who has brought Taehyung to the hospital or someone has called him because he is Taehyung’s emergency contact? 

A pang arises in Jungkook’s heart thinking he should have been there for Taehyung when it all had happened.

Another pang arises in Jungkook’s heart, thinking this wouldn't have happened to Taehyung if he had been careful.

"Jungkook," Yoongi gives a soft nudge on Jungkook’s shoulder.

Jungkook has been expecting anger from Yoongi. Jungkook knows Yoongi treats Taehyung as his own family member. 

Jungkook has been expecting a series of questions from Yoongi asking why he had done this. Jungkook knows Yoongi cares about Taehyung as his brother.

Jungkook has been expecting disdain in Yoongi's eyes for what he had done. Jungkook knows Yoongi feels responsible towards Taehyung.

But Jungkook doesn't receive any such reactions from Yoongi. All he can see is empathy for Jungkook in those calm eyes of Yoongi.

Jungkook is not able to hold his guilt anymore and he bursts into tears.

"I didn't know hyung.. I didn’t know he would be like this." Jungkook tries to speak in between his sobs.

"They told me it would have some discomfort but they never mentioned that Taehyung’s condition could be this drastic." Jungkook’s entire body is shaking right now.

"The bond breaking procedure is more dangerous for Omegas than the Alphas. It's difficult for them to endure such rejection." Yoongi tries to explain.

"If I had known this before I would have never taken this step," Jungkook keeps clarifying more to himself than to Yoongi.

"I know, you would never hurt Taehyung. I have known you long enough to trust you on this." Yoongi tries to console Jungkook.

"But look what have I done.. Ultimately I did hurt Taehyung and now he is struggling for his life just because of me." Jungkook keeps drowning in his own regrets.

"Sssh.. It's not your fault, you didn't know. Don't blame yourself." Yoongi hugs Jungkook to give him some comfort.

Both Yoongi and Jungkook’s attention is drawn towards the chaos of doctors and nurses running in and out of the treatment room.

In panic Jungkook tries to catch hold of one of the nurses with Yoongi right behind him.

"We are not able to stabilize Taehyung’s pulses. At this rate, it is nearly impossible for us to save Taehyung," the nurse quickly explains upon asking.

Jungkook feels the ground shaking beneath him upon hearing about Taehyung’s condition.

He manages to look at Taehyung through the small glass window of the ICU room.

Taehyung is surrounded by doctors and nurses, who are trying their best to save him.

Taehyung’s body is suddenly shaking, causing the loud beeping of the machines tagged to him.

"Please.. please.. please god, please save Taehyung.. please don't let anything happen to him.. hurt me all you want but please don't cause any pain to Taehyung.." hot streams of tears are falling through Jungkook’s eyes while he keeps sending his prayers for Taehyung.

Jungkook is not sure how long it has passed since he has been standing like this, praying continuously for Taehyung’s life.

Jungkook is not sure how long it has passed since he has been watching Taehyung struggling for his life.

Jungkook is not sure how long it has passed since he has been looking at the doctors trying to save Taehyung’s life.

All Jungkook wants is just one miracle that will bring Taehyung back to his world.

Jungkook is wishing for Taehyung’s life with all the goodwill he has.

Jungkook is just waiting to hear those magic words from the doctor that Taehyung is out of danger now.

And like they say, if you wish for something with the purest intentions of your heart, God will be gracious enough to grant you that wish.

Jungkook’s prayers have been answered by the almighty.

Jungkook got to hear the magical words he has been waiting for.

"Taehyung is stable now," the doctor walks out of the treatment room and gives the good news to Jungkook.

Jungkook’s body is still in shock and he wants to be sure that it's true and he is not imagining things.

"Taehyung is out of danger now," the doctor repeats to ensure Jungkook. "It’s a miracle."

It indeed is a miracle for Jungkook.

Jungkook’s heart is now exploding with joy.

Jungkook is finally at ease now. He doesn’t care if he dies at this moment. He will die knowing that Taehyung is going to live a healthy life going forward. And that is enough for Jungkook to die happily in peace.

"But.." the doctor hesitates before completing his next sentence.

"But what?" Jungkook’s panic is resurfacing again.

Is it too soon for him to celebrate Taehyung’s recovery?

Is Taehyung’s life still in danger?

Is Jungkook still going to lose Taehyung forever?

The questions are again clouding Jungkook’s focus.

God cannot be this cruel to him. Jungkook starts doing silent prayers in his mind again for Taehyung.

"But Taehyung is still unconscious," the doctor speaks after a small pause.

"But he will wake up soon, right?" Jungkook’s anxiety is totally visible on his face.

"He might.. actually in such serious medical conditions, a soulmate's physical proximity helps sometimes.. You are his soulmate right.." the doctor asks.

"Yes.." Jungkook doesn’t even blink twice before answering to the doctor.

But then the reality dawns upon him.

"Actually I was.. I broke the bond with Taehyung and now Taehyung is here all because of me." Jungkook’s voice cracks while accepting the truth to himself.

"I know but sometimes strange things happen that are beyond science and mythology," the doctor simply states.

"What do you mean?" Jungkook’s voice echoes with curiosity.

"It was almost impossible for us to save Taehyung but the moment you stood at this window, Taehyung’s condition started to improve slowly," the doctor explains further.

"But I am not his soulmate anymore, how is that even possible?" Jungkook is relieved that Taehyung is all right but he is still confused about his role in all of this.

"Like I said, some things are beyond explanation. The only suggestion I can give is that you should stay closer to Taehyung until he heals. We can just try and watch at this moment," the doctor pats Jungkook’s arms showing his empathy and trying to keep him hopeful.

"Sure, I'll do anything to bring Taehyung to consciousness." Jungkook immediately nods in affirmation.

Taehyung has now moved to the normal room and the doctor has allowed Jungkook to stay the night with Taehyung.

Jungkook enters the room and takes the chair next to Taehyung’s bed.

Taehyung is lying unconscious on the bed with many machines tagged to his body through numerous needles.

Jungkook winces at the sight. 

Jungkook knows Taehyung hates needles. He remembers how one time all the staff in the bar were supposed to get the flu shots and Taehyung cried like a baby. Yoongi and Jimin had to take Taehyung out for lunch to take his mind off.

Jungkook hates himself upon thinking about that incident. He was Taehyung’s soulmate, he was Taehyung’s Alpha, he should be the one comforting Taehyung.

But Jungkook was never there for Taehyung even when Taehyung needed him the most.

More likely one way or another Jungkook was the reason for all of Taehyung’s sorrows for most of the time.

Jungkook rubs the bridge of his nose trying not to cry. He needs to focus on Taehyung’s well-being right now. He cannot afford to drown himself in guilt at this moment.

Jungkook carefully takes Taehyung’s hand in his own hands, trying not to hurt Taehyung any further.

Taehyung is unconscious but Jungkook is not sure if Taehyung can feel anything or not. So Jungkook doesn’t want to take any chances and try not to hurt Taehyung accidentally.

Jungkook has done enough damage to Taehyung and doesn't want to cause anymore pain to Taehyung.

Taehyung’s hand feels cold like freezing ice to Jungkook.

Jungkook suddenly misses the warmth of Taehyung’s palms. He still remembers the first time Tahyeung offered his hand to Jungkook for a shakehand. Jungkook was on the blocking pills so he didn't experience the bolting current the soulmates usually feel at the first touch. 

But Jungkook somehow remembers the warmth of Taehyung’s touch. It was like the soft ray of sunlight on a snowy day.

Jungkook feels the heavy stone of sadness in heart.

"I am so sorry," Jungkook tries to clear the lump in his throat and talk to unconscious Taehyung lying in the hospital bed.

"I am so so sorry that you had to go through this because of me," Jungkook speaks in a mere whisper and leans closer to Taehyung’s face, as if Taehyung could hear better like this.

"You deserve better Taehyung, I shouldn’t be chosen as your soulmate in the first place." Jungkook joins his forehead slowly with Taehyung’s.

"But please don’t punish me like this," Jungkook says in a soft voice.

"Please come to this world and you can hurt me as much as you want.. please come to this world and you can hate me as much as you want.. please come back to this world and you can.." tears start falling from Jungkook’s eyes.

"Please Taehyung.. please.. I'll do everything in my power to see you happy and healthy.. just come back to me once.." tears are dropping from Jungkook’s wet eyelashes and falling on Taehyung’s face.

Jungkook keeps whispering pleading words to Teahyung as if he is trying to convince Taehyung to break his sleep and come back to this world, come  back to his world.

Today might be a lucky day for Jungkook, as God keeps granting his wishes.

"uhmmm.." Taehyung slowly winces and moves his fingers.

Jungkook instantly notices Taehyung’s movement and calls the doctor.

"You are completely out of danger now, Taehyung," the doctor smiles at Taehyung after doing a thorough check up on him.

"Thanks.." Taehyung lets a small word escape from his lips in response.

"We need to keep you here for a few more days and then you are good to go back to your home," the doctor assures Taehyung and leaves.

Home…

Taehyung thinks about the word and realizes he has no place to call his home anymore.

His Alpha has broken their bond. Taehyung clearly remembers that. He has no future to look forward to.

Taehyung doesn’t want to burden Namjoon and Jin. He has now no past to return to.

Taehyung doesn’t know how to carry on with his life as a rejected Omega. He has no present to hold on to.

Taehyung is juggling with his thoughts when a familiar voice draws his attention.

"Tae.." Jungkook, who has been standing silently in the corner of the room, takes a step towards Taehyung’s bed.

Taehyung could see a glimpse of pain in Jungkook’s eyes which are all swollen and the rims have all reddened.

But Taehyung is not sure what to expect from Jungkook at this moment.

Taehyung keeps staring at Jungkook with blank eyes.

"I hope you are feeling better now,"  Jungkook tries to keep a stable voice but is quivering from inside.

Taehyung could sense Jungkook’s care for him even if their bond is broken.

But Taehyung has no energy left to argue with his inner Omega whether Jungkook has feelings for him or not.

"Did you ever feel anything for me.. did you ever care about me.. did you ever love me?" Taehyung decides to be blunt and direct with Jungkook for the first time.

For some reason Jungkook’s heart wrenches on seeing Taehyung’s agony.

But he can’t keep misleading Taehyung showing his care and concerns.

Jungkook has already broken the bond and the sooner Taehyung accepts the reality the better it's for both of them.

Taehyung is fine now, so there is no need for Jungkook to show his affection for Taehyung.

Taehyung is going to be okay now, so there is no need for Jungkook to worry about Taehyung.

Taehyung is no longer Jungkook’s soulmate now, so there is no need for Jungkook to stay here for Taehyung.

So Jungkook is back to his indifferent state with Taehyung.

"I don't have any reasons to love you," Alpha Jungkook has always been direct while speaking.

"But we are soulmates," Omega Taehyung tries to argue in a meek voice.

"We WERE.. I broke our bond, remember?" Jungkook's voice is colder than ice.

"NO.. You broke ME first." Taehyung cries in a mere whisper.

"I am SORRY.." was all Jungkook could utter at this moment.

"That's it.. I know you are here because you are sorry for me.. you are here not because you care about me.." Taehyung cries out loud, unable to control his tears, "...but because  sorry for me.. "

"Taehyung calm down, you are not well.." Jungkook takes a step further towards Taehyung.

Jungkook is trying hard to maintain his cold demeanor.

Jungkook is trying hard not to lose his pretense in front of Taehyung.

Jungkook is trying hard not to show his caring side to Taehyung.

Jungkook is trying hard not to display any emotions to Taehyung.

"Don’t come near me.." Taehyung turns his face to the opposite side.

Jungkook can't see Taehyung's face anymore but he is certain that Taehyung is still crying.

"You have broken our bond.. You don't need me.. I get that.. I accept your rejection and you can leave now.." Taehyung blurts out, still turning his face opposite to Jungkook.

This time it's Jungkook’s turn to be at the receiving end of the rejection.

Taehyung has accepted Jungkook’s rejection, this is what Jungkook has been wanting.

Taehyung has rejected Jungkook’s presence, Jungkook is free now.

But why is he not feeling happy about it?

Taehyung is heartbroken and he has every right to lash out his anger on Jungkook. Jungkook is okay with this.

But Jungkook somehow is not feeling okay with Taehyung shutting him out like this.

Taehyung is out of danger and Jungkook’s work here is done now.

But somehow Jungkook is not willing to leave Taehyung alone.

"Jungkook please, leave me alone.. it's hurting me too much right now," Taehyung takes a deep sigh.

Taehyung closes his eyes to stop his tears from falling and drops of tears start flowing from Jungkook’s eyes.

Probably now it is Jungkook’s turn to bear the burden of a rejected heart..

It’s Jungkook’s turn to wander with all the WHY’s..

It’s turn to hurt his empty heart..

Jungkook is not going to wish for anything else anymore now. Because sometimes your worst wishes come true and it hurts. And when it hurts, it hurts so bad.

Jungkook cannot help Taehyung anymore, Jungkook cannot be the reason for Taehyung's smile anymore, Jungkook cannot stay by Taehyung’s side anymore.

And somehow all this agonizes Jungkook’s heart without him understanding the reasons.

Why Do I Care About You So Much?

Jungkook finally leaves Taehyung’s side with this question in his heavy heart.

Jungkook leaves Taehyung so that Taehyung can move on with a content heart.

Jungkook leaves Taehyung so that Taehyung can heal even if the crack deepens in his own heart.

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PRESENT DAY

Jungkook reaches the bar a little early today. 

He keeps saying to himself that he needs some extra time to set up the new drums on stage.

He keeps saying to himself that he has been getting bored at home and has nothing to do anything better.

He keeps saying to himself that he has hundreds of reasons to go to the bar a little early and there is nothing special about it.

But he keeps ignoring the voice in his head that he might be here at the bar to steal some glances of Taehyung.

He keeps avoiding the reasons for his heart beats that might be due to Taehyung’s intoxicated smile.

He keeps averting the gazes of his eyes that might be shining because of Taehyung’s mesmerizing face.

Jungkook knows better. He has no right to think about Taehyung. 

Taehyung was his soulmate once upon a time.  But their story ends in this sentence. There is no happily ever after for them.

And it's all Jungkook’s fault.

He has shamelessly broken their bond and now he should keep his distance from Taehyung. He should keep his inner Alpha in limits.

Jungkook is okay to live with the guilt of this fault for the rest of his life.

This bond was a burden to both of them and Jungkook is glad to release Taehyung from this unwanted relationship. 

Soulmate bonds have never caused happiness to anyone. Jungkook has learned this at a very early stage of his life. 

So no regrets here. 

Taehyung is free now. He can move on now. Taehyung will be happy with someone else now.

But why does this thought burn his insides?

Why can't he bear the sight of Taehyung softly smiling at another Alpha, even if that Alpha is just a customer at the bar?

Why is it causing so much pain when Taehyung looks happy chatting with someone else?

Some random Alpha has asked for Taehyung’s number and it's boiling Jungkook’s blood.

Jungkook shouldn't feel jealous. 

Jungkook shouldn't feel anything for Taehyung at all. 

Their soulmate bond is long gone and Jungkook is free from feeling anything towards Taehyung.

But right now Jungkook’s rage is at another level when he sees Taehyung shyly responding to that random Alpha.

"That’s it.. I  need to show that Alpha his place." Jungkook gets up from the stage and walks towards the bar where that random Alpha is flirting with Taehyung.

"So how about I'll give you a call sometime later and let's say we catch up over drinks?" The random Alpha is whispering to Taehyung in his honey glazed tone.

But Jungkook could feel the bitter taste of the random Alpha’s voice in his entire body.

Jungkook sits at the bar stool next to this random Alpha and waits for Taehyung to get his order.

"Umm.. sure, I'll be free after 7:00 pm tonight," Taehyung replies back in response to the random Alpha’s offer.

Jungkook hits his fist at the bar counter and this earns him Taehyung’s attention.

Taehyung looks confused at Jungkook’s behavior but Jungkook doesn't care at this moment. 

All Jungkook cares about is to get rid of this random Alpha from Taehyung’s vicinity.

"Yoongi Hyung is not paying you to flirt with customers. You should focus on your work. You can shamelessly flirt around with any Alpha you want when you are not working. " Jungkook talks to Taehyung, slightly pointing his head towards the random Alpha.

Taehyung flinches upon such comments from Jungkook.

Jungkook has said many harsh things to Taehyung  but he has never made any remarks on his character.

Jungkook’s heart clenches upon seeing Taehyung’s reaction.

Maybe he is being too harsh on Taehyung.

Maybe he shouldn't be insulting Taehyung like this.

Maybe it's none of his business if Taehyung smiles back at anyone who is not Jungkook.

But all of Jungkook's concerns vanish when he hears the annoying voice of that random Alpha again.

"Deal, I'll meet you here after 7 then," the random Alpha smiles at Taehyung with a wink.

"You are forgetting, there are other customers waiting here." Jungkook raises his voice a little too high to break the conversation between the random Alpha and Taehyung.

Before Taehyung could reply back to Jungkook, the random Alpha chimes in.

"I don't see anyone else here at the bar. If I am not mistaken you also work here , so you don't count as a customer." The random Alpha smirks at Jungkook.

"Don’t you dare talk to me like this.." Jungkook is about to stand up and grab the random Alpha by his collar.

"Jungkook please.. don't create a scene here.." Taehyung pleads with a trembling voice.

Something makes Jungkook stop in his tracks.

Taehyung’s soft voice acts as a dam to the flooding anger of Jungkook.

Taehyung’s plea acts as cooling ice to the boiling blood of Jungkook.

Suddenly Jungkook’s burning rage calms down.

"Do you think you will talk to me like this and I'll spare you," the random Alpha is now retaliating to Jungkook’s words.

And now Jungkook’s inner Alpha is furious again.

Jungkook wants to throw a punch right at that random Alpha’s face.

Jungkook wants to break the random Alpha’s nose.

Jungkook wants to strangle the random Alpha’s throat so that he can never dare to come close to Taehyung again.

But again Taehyung’s innocent voice breaks Jungkook’s fuming thoughts towards the random Alpha.

"Umm.. I need to get back to work, I'll see you around 7, okay?" Taehyung hesitantly talks to the random Alpha.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha snaps upon seeing Taehyung responding to someone else rather than to Jungkook.

Jungkook clenches his fist but is trying his best to control himself for Taehyung’s sake.

Taehyung has requested Jungkook not to create a scene here and Jungkook is going to honor Taehyung’s words.

"Sure babe, I'll see you in the evening." The random Alpha blows a flying kiss towards Taehyung and leaves the bar.

Jungkook is staring at the back of the random Alpha as if trying to burn him with his glares.

"What do you want, Jungkook?" Taehyung sighs as if he is too tired to deal with Jungkook right now.

"You seemed pretty cozy to that guy, why are you annoyed at me right now?" Jungkook shrugs.

"He is a customer, I have to talk nicely to him.." Taehyung tries to explain.

Before Taehyung could finish his statement, Jungkook fires another harsh remark, "exactly.. he is a customer and you have no right to flirt with him while working."

"Oh really.. and what right do you have to comment on me?" Taehyung snaps at Jungkook.

Jungkook is a little taken aback. 

Taehyung has never talked to him in this tone. 

Not even when Jungkook has not been paying any attention to Taehyung and when Taehyung has been desperately craving for Jungkook’s one glance.

Not even when Jungkook has broken Taehyung’s heart endless times in the past by not accepting their bond.

Not even when Jungkook has broken their soulmate bond and hurt Taehyung beyond repair.

But Jungkook is not going to sit silent and let some random Alpha take advantage of Taehyung’s innocence.

"I am worried.." Jungkook tries to find the words in his mouth.

"You are worried about what.. Jungkook? Taehyung takes a step closer and folds his arms over his chest.

"Well I am worried your meaningless flirting with customers will bring bad reputation to Yoongi hyung's bar," Jungkook averts his gaze from Taehyung.

"If Yoongi hyung has any problems with me, I'll sort it out with him. You don't need to butt in." Taehyung turns around and walks towards the inventory room at the back.

"You don't know anything about that Alpha you were flirting with. How could you be so casual about it?" Jungkook follows Taehyung to the inventory room.

"You don't need to worry about my safety. I'm not your responsibility anymore," Taehyung says while checking the inventory sheet.

"He could be dangerous for God's sake," Jungkook grabs Taehyung's elbow and turns Taehyung to face him.

"Like I said, it's none of your business.." Taehyung tries to release his arm from Jungkook’s grip.

"How could you be so careless for your safety.." Jungkook grabs Taehyung by both arms and shakes Taehyung’s body little too aggressively.

"And why do you care this much about me? Did you forget that you have broken our bond? Did you forget that you are no longer my Alpha? Did you forget that now I can go out with anyone I want?" Taehyung tries to hide the lump forming in his throat.

"Are you so desperate for love that you are ready to sleep with any random Alpha?" Jungkook pushes Taehyung a little bit, still grabbing him by his arms.

Taehyung’s back hits the wall while Jungkook is hovering in front of him. 

"Jungkook.." Taehyung’s voice echoes in the empty inventory room.

Jungkook can see tears pooling around Taehyung’s eyes,  Jungkook wants to calm down.

Jungkook can see the pain on Taehyung’s face, Jungkook wants to control his anger.

Jungkook can feel the tremble in Taehyung’s voice, Jungkook wants to pace his fuming breath.

But he is an Alpha and he cannot bear the thought of Taehyung…

Well he doesn’t know what cannot he bear right now, he doesn’t know why he is so angry, he doesn’t know exactly is he feeling right now.

"You shouldn't go out with that Alpha," Jungkook whispers while leaning closer towards Taehyung’s face.

Jungkook at this moment is standing too close to Taehyung. 

They have literally a gap of thin air between them.

Jungkook could feel Taehyung’s hot breath right on his face.

Taehyung smells like strawberry to Jungkook. 

It's the first time Jungkook realizes Taehyung’s smell, the blocking pills have always kept these senses locked for Jungkook.

It's the first time Jungkook realizes that Taehyung’s smell is sweet, it's intoxicating Jungkook with feelings he never thought he had for Taehyung.

It's the first time Jungkook realizes that Taehyung’s smell can excite his inner Alpha, even when their bond is long gone.

Jungkook’s lips are hovering over Taehyung’s.

Jungkook’s eyes are closing with all kinds of sensations ticking in his entire body due to Taehyung’s proximity.

Jungkook is about to touch Taehyung’s soft lips when his trance is broken by Taehyung’s voice.

"It’s my life and I can choose whoever I want," Taehyung uses all his will to push Jungkook.

Jungkook stumbles backwards, causing him to release Taehyung’s arms.

"Why are you so eager about going out with him?" Jungkook raises his voice to shadow his own bubbling ego.

Taehyung is looking silently at Jungkook.

"Come on tell me.. what is so special about that Alpha, that you are not even ready to check his background first?" Jungkook throws his hands in the air out of frustration.

Taehyung is standing still like a statue.

"Why can't you wait to make your silly dating plans.. Why don't you worry about your safety? Why are you okay to flirt around with any random Alpha? Tell me dammit.. why why why?" Jungkook has raised his voice to the highest pitch and his shoulders are heaving in anger.

"Because I am trying to move on from you.." Taehyung shouts to match Jungkook’s high pitch voice.

Now it's Jungkook’s turn to stay still in front of Taehyung.

"Because I want to move on from you as soon as I can.." Taehyung’s voice is choking in his cries.

Jungkook is looking mumb at Taehyung.

"Because I want to forget everything about you and if that requires going out with someone else then be it.. I am willing to date someone.. I am fine to flirt with someone who is not you Jungkook.." Taehyung wipes the streams of tears from his face and tries to walk past Jungkook.

"Taehyung.." Jungkook holds Taehyung’s wrist softly and stops Taehyung on his tracks, ".. that Alpha seems dangerous.. stay away from him."

Taehyung turns his face sideways to look into Jungkook’s pleading eyes.

It's not red with anger anymore but it has a shade of gray which holds all the worry for Taehyung.

Jungkook’s breath is not fuming with rage anymore but it is breathing softly showing all the care towards Taehyung.

Jungkook’s voice is not furious with jealousy anymore but it is laced with endless pleas for all the well-being of Taehyung.

"You have lost the right to think about me.. I can survive.. I don’t need you to protect me anymore," Taehyung looks straight at Jungkook’s eyes, trying to hold his own tears.

Jungkook lowers his head in shame and guilt.

"You need to let me go now Jungkook.." Taehyung tries to loosen his wrist from Jungkook’s hold, "I have finally moved on from you."

Jungkook releases Taehyung’s wrist without uttering a single word. 

Jungkook can hear the sound of Taehyung’s heels leaving the room.

Jungkook could feel Taehyung walking away from him but he doesn’t have the strength to look up.

Jungkook doesn’t have the guts to lift his head and see Taehyung going away from him.

Jungkook never thought he would feel this much helpless around Taehyung.

"I know you have moved on from me," Jungkook says to his lonely self in the room.

But why can't I move on from you?

Jungkook looks towards the door and  he can still feel Taehyung’s trace fading slowly leaving him all alone.

Chapter Text

As promised, that random Alpha shows up again at Taehyung’s bar to pick him for their date.

The random Alpha symbolizes the figure of confidence and allure, ready to sweep Taehyung off his feet.

Taehyung can very well feel Jungkook’s glares digging at the random Alpha.

But Taehyung doesn’t dare to look at Jungkook.

It took a lot for Taehyung to collect all his courage and say yes to this date.

It took a lot for Taehyung to gather the pieces of his broken heart and decide to move on.

It took a lot for Taehyung to ignore the concerns and pleas of Jungkook and walk away from him.

“Ready to leave babe?” The random Alpha leans at the bar flashing his flirty grin.

“Yes, totally ready..” Taehyung tries to flirt back awkwardly.

Taehyung can feel Jungkook’s gazes at the back of his neck but he decides to ignore Jungkook’s presence.

Despite the electric tension emanating from Jungkook's direction, Taehyung chooses to focus solely on the present moment, pushing aside any lingering doubts or regrets.

“Then what are waiting for, let’s get out of this place,” the random Alpha offers his hand to Taehyung.

“Sure, let's go..” Taehyung slips his hand into the hand of the random Alpha, with a tinge of hesitation.

Taehyung starts walking towards the exit with the random Alpha.

A rush of conflicting emotions start to surge within Taehyung.

It's a monumental decision for Taehyung to forge ahead into the unknown.

It's a difficult choice for Taehyung to explore the possibility of a new connection.

It's a hard step for Taehyung to leave Jungkook behind and not to look back.

Yet Taehyung couldn’t resist himself.

So Taehyung pauses for a microsecond.

And makes a side glance in Jungkook’s direction.

Taehyung doesn’t know what he was thinking while stealing a fleeting glance at Jungkook.

Taehyung doesn’t know what he was hoping for while looking at Jungkook.

Taehyung doesn’t know trying to find in Jungkook’s familiar eyes.

Taehyung doesn’t know what he was expecting from Jungkook at all.

Taehyung doesn’t know what exactly wanted from Jungkook at this moment.

Taehyung has no idea what he wants from all of this.

Perhaps Taehyung wants to feel the sense of longing from Jungkook? 

Perhaps Taehyung wants to seek regret in Jungkook’s big doe eyes? 

Or perhaps Taehyung just wants a shred of acknowledgement from Jungkook’s heart?

But upon looking at Jungkook, Taehyung surely gets hit by a pang of disappointment.

Jungkook appears to be preoccupied and is busy packing up his guitar.

Jungkook seems totally indifferent to Taehyung’s departure.

A wave of discontent washes down Taehyung’s face.

Why would Jungkook bother about my date with someone else?

Why would Jungkook get jealous upon seeing me with someone else?

Why would Jungkook care about me at all?

It doesn't matter to Jungkook whether I stay here all night working or roam around the streets with someone else?

All those talks about my safety, all those worries, all those concerns were maybe just a hoax..

Maybe Jungkook was just worried about me as a colleague..

or 

Maybe Jungkook was only worried about Yoongi hyung’s business 

Yes, that might be the possible reasons for Jungkook, stopping me to go out

Train of thoughts start clouding Taehyung’s mind.

“Babe, I can't wait to spend time with you,” the random Alpha whispers in Taehyung’s ears, bringing Taehyung back from his thoughts.

“I am looking forward to our date as well,” Taehyung pretends to give a shy smile and forces a fake enthusiasm.

But in reality Taehyung is not feeling shy.

In reality Taehyung is not feeling enthusiastic.

In reality Taehyung is not feeling anything at all.

Omegas of his age always get excited when an Alpha asks them out.

But Taehyung has no such emotions.

Taehyung is feeling uninterested.

Omegas of his age blushes into deep red when an Alpha flirts out with them.

But Taehyung has no such emotions.

Taehyung is feeling shallow.

Omegas of his age feel lucky about themselves when the Alpha around them is handsome. 

But Taehyung has no such emotions. 

Taehyung is feeling numb.

Honestly,  that random Alpha is quite good looking. 

But he is doing nothing for Taehyung’s eyes. 

That random Alpha is doing nothing to entice Taehyung’s emotions.

That random Alpha is doing nothing to bring passion to Taehyung’s soul.

That random Alpha is doing nothing to ignite Taehyung’s desires.

The random Alpha may have possessed physical allure, but he paled in comparison to the one who held Taehyung's heart captive.

Taehyung has eyes for only one.

All of Taehyung’s emotions, passion and desires are tied to one and one person only.

ALPHA JUNGKOOK

Right now, Taehyung’s inner Omega is screaming Jungkook’s name in bold, italics and caps, all at once.

Taehyung suppresses the callings of his inner Omega and intertwines his fingers with that random Alpha.

Taehyung suppresses those yearnings and turns around to look at that random Alpha.

Taehyung suppresses the painful longings of the past caused by Jungkook and looks forward to the promising fulfillment of the future with that random Alpha.

Taehyung takes a deep breath. 

And with that random Alpha, Taehyung simply walks out of the bar, walks out of Jungkook’s life and walks out of his love for Jungkook.

Meanwhile from the other corner of the bar, Jungkook looks at Taehyung walking towards the exit.

Jungkook looks at Taehyung walking towards the exit and moving away from him.

Jungkook looks at Taehyung moving away from him with someone else.

Each step Taehyung takes towards the exit, it's carrying him further away from Jungkook’s reach.

Each step Taehyung takes away from the bar, it's taking him farther from Jungkook’s life.

With each step Taehyung is getting farther and further away from any probability and possibility of a second chance with Jungkook.

The sight of Taehyung moving on, hand in hand with another Alpha is painful for Jungkook’s eyes.

The thought of Taehyung smiling, having a good time with another Alpha,

feels like pressing on a heavy stone on Jungkook’s chest.

The thought of Taehyung being touched by another Alpha, is burning Jungkook’s soul at this moment.

Yet, Jungkook forces himself to stay calm.

Jungkook is keeping himself busy with packing up his instruments at the stage.

Jungkook is trying to keep himself distracted from thinking about Taehyung’s date with that random Alpha.

Jungkook is trying not to glance at Taehyung holding hands of that random Alpha. 

But deep down Jungkook is hoping that Taehyung will cancel his date with that random Alpha.

You should let him move on.

Jungkook’s mind suggests but his anxiously beating heart is going on altogether a different path.

Deep down Jungkook is hoping that Taehyung will reject the offer of that random Alpha.

You had already rejected him, he can accept anyone he wants now.

Jungkook’s conscience reasons with him while his inner Alpha still wants to claim Taehyung for some reasons beyond Jungkook’s understanding.

Deep down Jungkook is hoping that Taehyung will look back at him one last time before walking out of the bar.

If he doesn’t look back then you should run at him, hold his hand, look straight into his eyes and stop him from going away with someone else.

Jungkook’s heart and his inner Alpha are making the same plea.

Jungkook is about to take a step towards Taehyung’s direction but stops himself. 

Can't you see Taehyung is finally moving on from you?

Can't you see Taehyung is finally happy without you?

Can't you see Taehyung is finally choosing someone else over you?

A voice inside Jungkook’s head starts throwing all these questions.

Jungkook’s mind is getting clouded with doubts.

Jungkook’s mind is getting conflicted with reasons.

Jungkook’s mind is getting churned with the sense of good and bad.

Jungkook has done enough wrongs to Taehyung and now he only wants to do right by him.

If Taehyung is happy with seeing other people then I'll let him be.

If Taehyung is happy going out with someone else then I'll never stop him.

If Taehyung is happy without me then I'll never come in the way of his happiness. 

I'll never block his path..

I'll never say anything to him..

I'll never come across him..

I'll never talk to him..

I'll never show him my face..

Never Ever Again I'll be the reason for Taehyung's sorrow. 

Never Ever Again I'll snatch Taehyung’s chances of being happy.

Never Ever Again I'll do anything in my life that would and could hurt Taehyung.

Making these promises to himself Jungkook grabs his jacket and makes way towards the exit of the bar.

But not to follow Taehyung or cause any nuisance during his date but to head home and drink through the lonely night.

Right at that moment Jungkook’s cell phone buzzes with a text from the Omega Haze:

“Can you please come to my place? I need you..”

Jungkook keeps staring at his phone screen, contemplating on what to reply.

But at this moment,  Taehyung is the only Omega he wants to talk to.

But Jungkook knows very well that this is not possible.

At this moment, Taehyung is the only Omega he wants to meet with.

Jungkook knows very well that Taehyung is with someone else now.

At this moment, Taehyung is the only Omega he wants to spend his time with.

Jungkook knows very well that he has lost Taehyung for good now.

But he doesn't want to go home to his loneliness.

And he doesn't want to spend the night all alone by himself.

Or he doesn't want to think about Taehyung and his date with that random Alpha. 

Jungkook brings his phone closer and types:

“Okay”

Jungkook hits the send button and starts walking outside.

Chapter Text

As Taehyung steps outside, the arms of the random Alpha brushes lightly with Taehyung’s. 

This Alpha is trying to get closer to me.

This Alpha likes me.

But Jungkook never liked me.

I never knew someone could like me.

But why am I not still happy?

Taehyung is supposed to feel the warmth of the random Alpha on his skin, but it's a mere touch to him.

The random Alpha leads Taehyung towards his car by holding his hand.

This Alpha wants to hold my hands.

This Alpha wants to touch me.

But Jungkook has always flinched at my accidental touches.

I never knew someone would want to touch me.

But why am I not still happy?

Taehyung is supposed to feel the touch of the random Alpha, but he is simply following like a zombie.

The random Alpha opens the passenger door of his black luxury car parked at the curb and politely gestures to Taehyung to enter.

This Alpha is paying attention to me.

This Alpha cares about me.

But Jungkook never even looked at me.

I never knew someone could be interested in me.

But why am I not still happy?

Taehyung is supposed to feel special as no one has been this much chivalrous to him, but he is just not interested in any of these.

But still, Taehyung obliges and slides into the leather seat. The random Alpha helps Taehyung in fastening his seatbelt flashing his charming grin.

Taehyung is supposed to feel giddy inside his heart as no one has paid this much attention to him before, but his inner Omega is showing no response to all of this.

“I know a really nice restaurant which is just a few blocks away, I am sure you're going to like it.” The random Alpha states while turning in the key.

“Sure..” Taehyung tries to say something more but finds himself at the loss of words, so he simply smiles.

As they drive through the bustling streets of the city, Taehyung puts all his energy to focus on the present moment. 

But Taehyung’s mind keeps going back to Jungkook. 

Taehyung listens politely as the random Alpha recounts anecdotes from his day, his voice blending into the background noise of the city.

But Taehyung wonders what Jungkook is doing right now – if he's still at the bar, if he's thinking about Taehyung, if he's feeling as conflicted as Taehyung is.

Lost in his thoughts, Taehyung barely registers when the random Alpha pulls up outside a trendy restaurant.

“Here we are.” The random Alpha jumps out of the car, rounding the vehicle to open Taehyung's door with a charming smile. 

Taehyung feels a hint of guilt for not being attentive to the random Alpha.

He has been so kind to me and I am not even listening to him properly. 

No more thoughts of Jungkook anymore.. 

Well at least no more thoughts of Jungkook while I am here with this Alpha..

Taehyung promises himself and accepts the random Alpha’s hand, allowing the Alpha to lead him inside the restaurant.

The restaurant is dimly lit, the air heavy with the aroma of spices and sizzling food. They're ushered to a secluded corner table, where candles flicker softly, casting shadows across Taehyung's face.

“I didn't say earlier, but you are looking really pretty today,” the random Alpha compliments in husky voice.

“Thanks,” Taehyung responds genuinely.

No one has ever complimented Taehyung about his looks before. Usually Omegas are showered with such nice words by their Alphas from time to time.

But with Jungkook showing no interest in Taehyung, Taehyung has started thinking that he is ugly.

“Here, I got some flowers and chocolate strawberries for you,” the random Alpha hands over the bouquet and gift box to Taehyung. 

“That’s so nice of you,” Taehyung nods while accepting the gifts. 

Taehyung had never received flowers or chocolates before. These are supposed to be romantic gifts and an Omega is supposed to get them from their Alphas while courting them.

But the only gift Taehyung has received from Jungkook was his rejection. Taehyung has started to believe that he doesn't deserve any such things in his life.

“I have planned a surprise menu for you, hope you will like it,” the random Alpha announces in a low whisper.

“Great, I am looking forward to it,” Taehyung tries to sound sincere.

Taehyung has never received any pleasant surprises before. Omegas get such lovely surprises from their Alphas all the time.

But the only time Jungkook has surprised Taehyung was when he broke their soulmate bond. Taehyung has stopped believing that could ever be happy in this life again.

I can't live my whole life feeling sad about myself.. 

There are people out there who think I am worthy of their time..

Someone nice and kind is ready to give his undivided attention to me..

I should respect this gesture and try to focus on him..

I should try to forget everything about Jungkook as soon as possible..

With these positive thoughts in his mind, Taehyung tries his best to engage in conversation with the random Alpha. He laughs at the Alpha's jokes, nods along to his stories, and even shares a few anecdotes of his own. 

But with each passing moment, Taehyung can't shake the feeling of emptiness gnawing at his heart.

Taehyung’s mind keeps on wandering towards random thoughts about Jungkook.

Taehyung catches glimpses of couples around them – laughing, smiling, leaning in close – and feels a pang of envy. 

Taehyung longs for that connection, that intimacy, that spark that he has felt with Jungkook.

Taehyung remembers all those times when Jungkook has been slightly kind towards him.

Taehyung remembers all those times when Jungkook briefly took his shield down for Taehyung. 

Taehyung remembers all those times when Jungkook has cared for him.

Taehyung remembers all those times when Jungkook was nice to him.

Jungkook never came closer to you but he was always there to help you whenever you needed him.

Jungkook never cared about you but he was always there to attend to you whenever you got sick, got hurt or was in severe pain.

Jungkook never wanted to be with you but he was always there to protect you whenever he sensed that you might be in danger.

Jungkook broke the soulmate bond with you but he stayed the whole night at the hospital with you worrying about your well being. 

Jungkook broke all his ties with you but he was still worried about your safety with this random Alpha.

Taehyung’s inner Omega reminds him about his connection with Jungkook.

“I think you are not enjoying our evening together,” the random Alpha speaks, his voice laced with a little bit of annoyance.

“I.. umm.. sorry my mind is all over the place today,” Taehyung jumps out of his thoughts and tries to cover up the situation.

“Well if you are preoccupied with something else, we can end our date here,” the random Alpha's Voice is a bit stern.

Taehyung can feel that the Alpha is not happy.

To Taehyung the Alpha seems a bit angry too.

But Taehyung doesn’t consider this as unusual.

So far this Alpha has been nothing but patient with Taehyung. 

It's Taehyung who is now blaming himself for this situation.

It's Taehyung who has been thinking about someone else while on a date with this Alpha.

It's Taehyung who is not feeling any connection despite all the romantic gestures from this Alpha.

“I feel like you are not interested in me,” the random Alpha prompts again with a hint of rudeness.

Taehyung panics in his mind.

The Alpha sounds upset..

The Alpha looks upset..

The Alpha is upset because of me..

“I think we should call it a night,” the random Alpha shows his disappointment in Taehyung.

No no no..

Taehyung’s mind screams.

He's my only way to get over with Jungkook..

Taehyung reminds himself.

He's my only chance to move on from Jungkook..

Taehyung reasons with himself.

He is the only Alpha who thinks I am beautiful, who thinks I am good enough to be taken on a date, who likes me and is not repulsed by me..

Taehyung tries to keep his insecurities at bay.

I can't let him go..

I need to please him..

I need to give my attention to him..

I need to keep him happy..

I need to do whatever he says..

“I am sorry I was not able to focus on us,” Taehyung tries to talk politely.

“I promise this won't happen again, please don't be upset,” Taehyung places his hand softly over the random Alpha’s hand on the table.

Taehyung is desperate at this moment.

Taehyung finally got a chance to move on from Jungkook and he is not going to give up on that.

Taehyung will do anything to get himself out of his hopeless feelings for Jungkook.

“I'll do anything to make it up to you,” Taehyung makes another desperate plea to please this Alpha.

“Anything?” The random Alpha has a mischievous glint in his eyes.

“Yes, anything, tell me what could I do to make you happy..” Taehyung asks nervously.

At this moment Taehyung is not thinking too much.

At this moment all Taehyung wants is to bring his date back on track.

At this moment Taehyung doesn’t want to let go of this Alpha, as he seems decent enough to Taehyung and he has been nice with Taehyung through the entire evening.

“Then how about we continue this evening at my place?” The random Alpha rubs the back of Taehyung’s hand in a slow seductive motion.

Taehyung freezes for a second upon hearing this Alpha.

Taehyung is naive but not stupid.

Taehyung is innocent but not ignorant.

Taehyung is inexperienced but not a fool to not understand what this means.

“If you don't want that then I can leave by myself,” the random Alpha prods with a smug face.

When Taehyung has suggested that he will do anything, he didn't mean this.

But Taehyung is running out of time.

Taehyung has to give his answer to this Alpha.

And it's not  like this Alpha is forcing Taehyung.

And what other options does Taehyung have?

Taehyung knows how difficult it is for a rejected Omega to find a decent Alpha.

Taehyung knows what kind of hardships an abandoned Omega faces while finding someone nice to even talk to.

Taehyung knows it is almost next to impossible for broken bond Omegas like him to find their second chances.

Omegas like Taehyung are considered as outcasts, not fit for good Alpha’s, only good for hookups and so on.

And here someone has been kind enough to take Taehyung out on a date, showing nice gestures and even asking for Taehyung’s consent.

But the main reason Taehyung wants to consider this option is because of Jungkook.

Taehyung is sick and tired of pining for Jungkook.

Taehyung is exhausted from his one sided love for Jungkook.

Taehyung wants to kill all his hopeless feelings for Jungkook all at once.

“Sure, let's go to your place..” Taehyung plasters a smile on his face.

With this, Taehyung gives consent to the only option he thinks is right.

With this, Taehyung gives consent to get himself over Jungkook.

With this, Taehyung gives consent more to himself than to this Alpha.

I want to end all my hopeless feelings for Jungkook for once and for all.

Chapter Text

Jungkook gets to his motorcycle parked at the corner of the parking zone.

His mind is fazed with numerous thoughts.

Thoughts that Jungkook has suppressed for a longer time than he has realized.

Thoughts about his broken bond.

Thoughts about his feelings for Taehyung.

Thoughts about everything from his childhood that has made him like this.

Jungkook puts on his helmet while pushing back his thoughts to the corner of his mind once again. 

What's done is done and he cannot go back in time to change anything. 

He cannot recreate his soulmate bond with Taehyung even if he wants to.

He cannot bring Taehyung back into his life even if he wants to.

He cannot simply stop Thoughts from moving on with someone else.

But you can.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha prompts.

Off recently Jungkook has been ignoring the voice of his inner Alpha, eventually shutting it down.

But right now, Jungkook decides to give in to the voice.

You can bring Taehyung back, there is still time.

You can explain your thoughts to Taehyung, he will understand.

You can express your feelings to Taehyung, he will believe.

Go and talk to him, you might get a second chance.

Go and beg for your second chance, you might have your forever.

Go and fight for your forever, you might get your redemption.

With the determination in his mind to try one last time with Taehyung, Jungkook plugs his keys onto the motorcycle.

Jungkook decides to chase after Taehyung instead of chasing a life of misery and guilt.

Jungkook decides to take a chance with Taehyung instead of living a life full of regrets and what ifs.

Jungkook decides to try with Taehyung instead of living a loveless life forever. 

Jungkook brings up his phone and texts back to Haze:

“Sorry, can't come tonight.”

But a moment of panic surges through Jungkook’s mind when he wonders where he would find Taehyung.

Jungkook doesn’t know anything about Taehyung’s date with the random Alpha, so how the hell is he going to know where Taehyung is right now.

Jungkook doesn’t know if he could ask any of Taehyung’s friends about his current location, because Taehyung doesn’t have any friends.

A pang of guilt mixed with self disappointment hits hard at Jungkook’s heart.

Taehyung has left his pack, his home, his family and moved into this new city just for Jungkook. 

Taehyung has adopted this altogether different lifestyle just to be with Jungkook. 

Taehyung has started living among strangers just to stay closer to Jungkook. 

But what did Jungkook do to Taehyung in return?

Jungkook kept ignoring until it hurt Taehyung the most.

Jungkook kept pretending to flirt with other Omegas until Taehyung’s eyes were stung with tears.

Jungkook just kept doing things until it broke Taehyung beyond repair.

Streams of hot tears start falling from Jungkook’s eyes under his helmet.

Jungkook has his own reasons for not accepting this bond but that doesn’t give him any rights to break Taehyung’s heart.

Jungkook could have handled the situation differently.

Jungkook could have talked to Taehyung and made him understand his reasons.

Jungkook could have done so many things in a much better way. 

But it's not too late.

Jungkook inner Alpha nudges him before Jungkook could give up on Taehyung under the influence of his guilt and remorse.

Some people might say that Jungkook doesn’t deserve his second chance with Taehyung. 

Some people might think that Taehyung should forget Jungkook and move on with someone else.

But Jungkook can't let that happen without explaining his side of the story to Taehyung.

Jungkook cannot let Taehyung go away from him without talking to him at least once.

Jungkook cannot let Taehyung’s love slip away from him without begging for one last chance.

Then it's Taehyung’s decision whether he still wants to choose Jungkook or move away with someone else.

Jungkook knows that it will not be easy for Taehyung to forget and forgive.

But Jungkook cannot simply give up.

Jungkook needs to try his best with Taehyung.

Jungkook doesn’t want to reason with himself that his feelings for Taehyung are not true. 

Jungkook doesn’t want to have any conflicting thoughts about his feelings for Taehyung. 

Whether it's love or not, Jungkook is sure that whatever he is feeling for Taehyung is true to his heart.

Jungkook doesn’t want to know why he cares about Taehyung even after breaking the bond.

Jungkook belongs to Taehyung with or without their bond.

Jungkook loves Taehyung with or without their bond.

Jungkook wants a forever with Taehyung with or without bond.

How he fell in love with Taehyung..

At what point of time he started having feelings for Taehyung.. 

Why he wants to be with Taehyung..

These are some questions Jungkook doesn’t want to find the answers to.

Sometimes there is simply no reason to fall in love with someone.

Sometimes you just want to be with that person no matter what.

Sometimes you can't stop your feelings for that person even if you try harder.

Closing his eyes, Jungkook makes a silent prayer to the moon goddess seeking for some signs around Taehyung’s whereabouts.

Jungkook’s pleas are sincere and Jungkook believes that the moon goddess will help him this one time.

Jungkook has never asked anything to the goddess before.

Jungkook has never prayed for himself before. 

Jungkook has never seeked any help from the almighty before. 

Not even when Jungkook’s mother had left him all alone when he was five. 

Not when Jungkook’s father chose alcohol over Jungkook when he was five.

Not when Jungkook was abandoned by the two people he was supposed to trust the most when he was five.

And suddenly Jungkook remembers a vague conversation between that random Alpha and one of the bar staff.

Jungkook remembers hearing the random Alpha bragging about the restaurant he has chosen for his date with Taehyung.

Jungkook remembers storming out of the place that time because he was boiling with jealousy. 

But luck was on Jungkook’s side, he managed to hear the name of the restaurant before leaving the conversation between the random Alpha and the bar staff.

Jungkook thanks the moon goddess for answering his prayer.

See.. luck is on your side.

Believe it or not but you are destined to be with Taehyung.

Now go and get him.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha gives him all the strength of encouragement.

I'll do anything in this world to seek Taehyung’s forgiveness.

I'll explain him everything about my past to get Taehyung’s acceptance

I'll try all the possibilities in my power to bring Taehyung back to me.

Jungkook makes these vows to himself.

With a faint smile on his lips and determination in heart, Jungkook turns his motorcycle towards the restaurant. 

This time Jungkook allows only one thought to cloud his mind. 

I love Taehyung.

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Jungkook’s heart beats faster with each step he takes towards the door of the restaurant.

Jungkook is not sure what he is expecting to see.

Maybe Thursday is getting bored on  his date..

or

Maybe Taehyung is having one of the best times of his life.

Taehyung might be smiling at that random Alpha..

or

Taehyung might be holding the random Alpha’s hands.

Jungkook's heart stops beating for a second upon imagining the romantic situation between that random Alpha and Taehyung.

But Jungkook cannot turn his back now.

After a lot of struggle,  Jungkook has finally mustered the courage to accept his own feelings for Taehyung. 

Jungkook has finally reached here to express his feelings to Taehyung and he cannot miss this chance now.

Taehyung deserves to know what Jungkook feels about him.

Taehyung deserves to hear Jungkook’s side of the story. 

Taehyung deserves to listen to the reasons Jungkook had for not accepting their bond.

After that if Taehyung decides to let go of Jungkook, then Jungkook will leave Taehyung alone and will never look back at him.

If Taehyung decides to move on from Jungkook, then Jungkook will accept his fate and silently pray for Taehyung’s happiness. 

If Taehyung decides to be happy without Jungkook, then Jungkook will let him be.

The moment Jungkook enters the restaurant, his eyes scan through the room to look for Taehyung.

Jungkook wants to find Taehyung as soon as possible.

Jungkook cannot wait any longer to confess his feelings to Taehyung.

Jungkook might have to patiently wait for Taehyung’s answers though.

Jungkook needs to respect Taehyung’s decisions as well.

But as a starter, Jungkook has to tell everything clearly to Taehyung.

So Jungkook starts looking for Taehyung.

Don't worry you will find Taehyung.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha motivates him.

But what if Taehyung doesn’t want to see me?

Jungkook questions his confidence while still searching for Taehyung.

Taehyung can never ignore you for a long time.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha is trying to keep his morale high.

But luck doesn't seem to be on Jungkook’s side today. 

It has been some time and Jungkook has not yet found any traces of Taehyung. This restaurant is not even that big.

Jungkook has checked everywhere inside but Taehyung is nowhere to be found.

Waves of panic start to emerge inside Jungkook’s heart.

Jungkook takes another swipe of the restaurant to double check for Taehyung.

He checks each and every table inside the restaurant just to be sure that he hasn't missed Taehyung in the first attempt of his search.

But deep down in his heart Jungkook knows that it is practically impossible for him to miss the sight of Taehyung.

Jungkook’s Alpha can literally sense Taehyung from hundreds of miles away with his eyes closed.

That's the kind of connection Jungkook currently shares with Taehyung through their broken bond. 

That's the kind of connection Jungkook feels with Taehyung even if their bond is broken.

But Jungkook doesn't want to take any chances, so he keeps looking for Taehyung again and again inside the restaurant.

Jungkook has basically looked everywhere,  the tables, the bar, the outdoor lounge area, rooftop sitting area, restroom. Jungkook even checks the smoking zone though he knows very well that Taehyung doesn’t smoke but still just in case.

Jungkook doesn’t like the growing feeling inside his guts.

Maybe it's fate.

I rejected Taehyung.

And now destiny is rejecting me for Taehyung.

The thoughts are making Jungkook’s inner Alpha more anxious.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha has been really calm till now, but now it's losing control.

And Jungkook knows that it’s not a good sign.

Usually Jungkook is not the kind of a person who believes in good and bad omen, but when it comes to Taehyung Jungkook can't help from being superstitious.

Jungkook’s hunches are screaming at him that something is not right but Jungkook refuses to give up.

Jungkook takes slow deep breaths and walks towards the bar of the restaurant one more time.

“Hey Ming, what's up?” Jungkook greets the bartender.

“Hey Jungkook, long time man?” Ming smiles with surprise.

“Yeah, I didn't get a chance to catch up with you,  since you left working at Yoongi Hyung’s bar.” Jungkook says awkwardly.

“No stress man.. we were not that close anyways..” Ming replies nonchalantly.

Jungkook doesn’t know what to answer.

Jungkook has never been very social.

Jungkook has never found himself good at small talk.

Jungkook usually hates talking to people around him.

But right now Jungkook needs to make an exception in his rulebook if he wants to know anything about Taehyung’s whereabouts.

“Umm.. by any chance did you see Taehyung here tonight?” Jungkook frames his words slowly and carefully trying not to sound too desperate.

Well Jungkook doesn’t care at this moment if he sounds desperate or even sounds like a fool, but he doesn’t want people to gossip about Taehyung later.

Rumors spread quicker than fire in this city, especially if the rumor is about a single Omega who has been rejected by his Alpha and stranded to live all alone by himself. 

“Ah Taehyung..the Omega waiter at Yoongi’s bar who used to look at you all the time with his big puppy eyes full of love for you..” Ming teases Jungkook.

“Yeah the same one.. have you seen him around tonight?” Jungkook is a bit irritated now.

Jungkook is in no mood for jokes.

Ming might not know that Taehyung is Jungkook’s rejected soulmate but he still has no right to go ahead and tease Jungkook with Taehyung. 

It's none of his business whether Taehyung used to like Jungkook or not.

It's none of anyone's business.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha is getting more and more impatient with the passing of each second without any news about Taehyung.

Jungkook has no clue about Taehyung right now and that is making him anxious at this moment.

“Yeah he seemed to be on a date  with someone.. from what I could see the date was really going well..” Ming flashes his smug smile.

“When did it end? When did he leave?” Jungkook’s voice is now sounding totally urgent.

Jungkook is thinking about catching up with Taehyung on the way or maybe talking to him at his home.

Jungkook doesn’t know where Taehyung lives but he can surely get Taehyung’s address from Yoongi hyung.  Yoongi will help him with Taehyung no matter what. But if Yoongi doesn't, Jungkook will figure something out on the way.

“Well they left around 10 minutes back.. but I don't think their date has ended.. not yet,” Ming winks mischievously at Jungkook.

“What do you mean?” Jungkook does not like the idea of hearing what comes next out of Ming's mouth. 

But Jungkook braces himself for the worst.

“Well I overheard that random Alpha inviting Taehyung to his place..” Mings leans forward to whisper to Jungkook.

Jungkook very well understands what it means, he is not a kid.

Jungkook could feel the taste of rising biles in his mouth. 

But Jungkook needs to listen till the end of it from Taehyung’s perspective.

Jungkook needs to know what happened next for his and for Taehyung’s sake.

Jungkook needs to muster his courage and sit through calmly to know what Taehyung will do next.

“And what did Taehyung say?” Jungkook knows that he will not like Taehyung’s response but he still wants to hear just to eliminate any confusion.

“What would Taehyung say?” Ming scoffs, “Of course he said yes.. I mean Taehyung is single and who would deny such an offer from a good looking Alpha.. you know how life can get lonely for Omegas in such big cities..” Ming keeps talking.

But Jungkook is not in a position to listen to Ming any longer.

Jungkook’s feet are dragging him outside the restaurant not knowing what Jungkook would or should do next.

No no no.. this can't be happening..

Jungkook’s mind is racing with numerous horrible scenarios, none of which ending up in his favor.

Taehyung can’t go with that Alpha…

Jungkook is struggling to breathe and looking for fresh air.

Taehyung can’t leave me without giving me a chance..

Jungkook’s body is forced to step outside of the restaurant with his mind still reeling about the thoughts of Taehyung.

The moment Jungkook steps outside of the restaurant, he stands at one corner taking the support of the street lamppost.

They might be on their way and you can still chase them and stop Taehyung.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha suggests.

But Taehyung has agreed to be with the Alpha out of his own will.

Jungkook counters his inner Alpha in silence.

But Taehyung might have taken this decision under pressure.

Jungkook inner Alpha argues.

Taehyung gave his consent, no one can force you for such things.

Jungkook justifies himself with a broken heart.

But Taehyung might not be happy right now.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha prods further.

Taehyung can only be happy when he is away from me.

Jungkook accepts this painful truth.

But accepting the truth and feeling the pain of it are two different things.

Jungkook hates himself for making all those stupid mistakes.

Jungkook hates himself for not accepting Taehyung a long time ago.

Jungkook hates himself for letting Taehyung go.

Jungkook’s eyes sting with tears.

This time Jungkook doesn’t hold back his tears, he simply lets them flow down his cheeks.

Jungkook very well understands the agony of losing someone.

It's not the first time that Jungkook has been left all alone with his broken heart.

The only difference is this time it was Jungkook’s fault but last time it was his bad fortune.

No it has always been the fault of that stupid soulmate bond.

It's becoming too much for Jungkook to bear the pain of the present and remember the hurt of the past.

The reminiscence of his childhood is now looping in his mind like a reminder of the bad decisions he has recently made with Taehyung.

Each time Jungkook’s mind takes Taehyung’s name, his heart clenches making the pain unbearable for him.

Jungkook can feel the air around him a lot thicker. His throat is getting dry making him unable to speak. His whole body is trembling, no longer able to stand.

Jungkook hits the ground trying to take small spans of breath.

Jungkook knows exactly what to do in situations like this. After all, it's not the first panic attack that Jungkook is having.

Jungkook has been getting these since he was 5.

Since Jungkook was abandoned by his parents.

Since Jungkook was left all alone in this big bad world.

But this time Jungkook has no will left to get out of his panic attack.

“I have lost you Taehyung…” Jungkook cries out loud ignoring the throbbing pain in his throat.

“It’s all my fault..” Jungkook looks at the sky as if confessing his sins to the moon goddess.

“You wanted to be with me Taehyung but I kept pushing you away..” Jungkook's cries are getting louder and louder in the lonely corner outside the restaurant.

Jungkook is thankful that it's almost dark and no one is around here to disturb him. He can pour his heart out peacefully.

“You wanted to love me Taehyung..” Jungkook gasps in between his cries, unable to continue anymore, “.. but I kept rejecting you..” 

The sounds of thunder in the background is making it easier for Jungkook to mask his cries of remorse, regret and repent.

It seems like the moon goddess wants Jungkook to suffer without any interpretation.

And Jungkook himself wants his agony to drown him in deep sorrow.

“You wanted to spend forever with me Taehyung but I went ahead and broke our bond..” Jungkook’s entire body is shaking heavily.

Streams of hot tears keep falling through his eyes.

“I didn't just break our bond, I Broke You First..” Jungkook’s throat is getting as dry as a desert.

Jungkook starts breathing heavily but is not able to control his broken emotions.

“I lost you Taehyung.. I lost you forever.. I lost you forever for my own fault..” Jungkook has nothing left but to curse himself for losing Taehyung.

“No I didn't lose you Taehyung.. I have lost myself.. I'll never be able to find my way back to myself…” Jungkook has now covered his face with his palms and his cries are now reduced to a mere muffled voice.

Jungkook doesn’t care if he freezes in this cold.

Jungkook has no will left to get up and start walking towards his motorcycle.

Jungkook feels weak and is fine feeling like this for the first time.

But Jungkook knows one thing that he cannot die like this.

Not before Jungkook explains his side of the story to Taehyung.

Jungkook knows that Taehyung has moved on and after tonight he will never take back Jungkook.

But at least Jungkook owes Taehyung an explanation.

Taehyung shouldn't continue living, thinking he was never wanted by anyone. 

Taehyung shouldn't feel that he was meant to be rejected. 

Taehyung shouldn't lose the hope and dreams of true love.

And Jungkook cannot die like this leaving a life full of guilt and what ifs to Taehyung.

Jungkook hugs himself and closes his eyes. Jungkook takes slow deep breaths trying to control his heart rate. Jungkook blanks his mind about everything. 

Jungkook now tries to focus on the origin of his pain. As they say, finding the root cause of your pain is the only way to go through it.

So in his mind Jungkook goes back to the person with whom it all started.

The person who once loved Jungkook still left him.

The person who is still causing so much pain to Jungkook and not here to heal him.

And no, that person is not TAEHYUNG.

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Jungkook is suddenly transported back in time when he was 5 years old.

FLASHBACK

Jungkook is turning and tossing on his bed.

It's almost midnight and way past Jungkook’s bedtime.

But Jungkook cannot contain his excitement.

Tomorrow is Jungkook’s birthday.

Tomorrow Jungkook is turning 5.

Jungkook is anxiously waiting in his bedroom for the sound of the giant clock in the corridor to turn 12.

It is easier to pretend to be asleep when no one else is there in his bedroom.

The darkness in the room is giving him perfect coverage to lie on bed and act like he is sleeping.

Jungkook hears some muffled voices from the living room.

Maybe Mom & Dad are decorating the house for my surprise birthday party tomorrow.

Jungkook can't help smiling at this thought.

Jungkook knows that his parents adore him and must be planning to throw a great party for Jungkook’s 5th birthday.

Jungkook can't wait to have fun with his friends.

Jungkook is looking forward to cutting the cake with his parents, playing games with his friends, and dancing with his cousins at the party.

Jungkook steps out of his bed, slowly walks towards the door, careful enough to not to alert his parents.

Jungkook just wants to take a peek at his birthday decorations.

Jungkook wants to see if the balloons in the room are purple or not, because he loves the color.

Jungkook wants to check if his parents are wrapping all the gifts or not, it will be so much fun to open the wrapped gifts later tomorrow.

Jungkook has been a good boy throughout the year. He is hoping that his parents will get him his favorite iron man action figure set along with the video games that he has been nagging his Dad for so long. 

Jungkook has been a single child and the youngest kid in his entire family. So everyone in his family just loves him to the moon & back.

Jungkook’s parents have never said no to any of his demands.

Whatever Jungkook has asked for, he has got it.

So it is natural for Jungkook to think of a special birthday party and lots of gifts for this birthday.

After all he is turning 5 and Jungkook thinks he will be old enough to be a big kid. He will not be treated like a baby anymore. And that seems to be kind of an accomplishment to Jungkook’s little mind.

With a cute smile plastered on his lips, little Jungkook tip toes on his feet to reach the door knob. He manages to crack open the door and peek through the small gap.

Jungkook can clearly see the sight of his parents standing in the living room downstairs.

But when Jungkook’s eyes swipe around the living room from the tiny gap of his own bedroom door, he doesn’t see any decorations for his birthday.

Jungkook’s little heart is a bit disappointed.

It's my 5th birthday, how come Mom & Dad forgot about it?

Then Jungkook notices that his parents are talking to each other animitadely.

Ooh maybe they are planning for the party.

Rays of hope start to shine inside Jungkook’s big doe eyes.

Jungkook tries to hear what his parents are talking about. 

Sorry moon goddess, I know eavesdropping is wrong but I want to know about my surprise birthday party. 

Jungkook whispers a small prayer to the moon goddess and positions his ears at the door in order to hear more clearly.

At first Jungkook is not able to hear anything clearly but then his parents voices start reaching to his ears loud and clear.

Jungkook is horrified upon hearing their words.

“I am sorry, I can't stay with you any longer..” Jungkook’s Mom states.

“No.. no.. no… you can't leave me..” Jungkook’s Dad pleads.

“I love someone else, I can't keep going with you now.” Jungkook’s Mom tries to convince.

“But you are my soulmate, you have to stay with me..” Jungkook’s Dad argues.

“Just because we are soulmates, that doesn't mean I'm in love with you. I have met the person I love and I am going to spend the rest of my life with him.” Jungkook’s Mom holds the suitcase and turns around towards the main door.

“But what about Jungkook?” Jungkook’s Dad prompts her back in one last attempt of saving his marriage.

Jungkook’s Mom takes a pause.

“I am sure Jungkook will understand that living with a soulmate and loving him are two different things. Jungkook will understand that having a soulmate is not enough.” Jungkook's Mom walks out of the door without sparing a single glance at his Dad.

At this moment it is difficult for little Jungkook what does it mean by “ Having a soulmate is not enough.”

The only thing Jungkook’s little mind is able to comprehend is that their parents had a fight,  his Mom has left their home and his Dad is sobbing like a child.

Jungkook has never seen his parents like this before. They have always been a happy family. So now Jungkook is not sure what to do other than keep staring at his distressed Dad from a distance.

Then suddenly Jungkook’s heart drops at the sounds of shattering glasses from the living room.

Jungkook could see that his Dad is now breaking each and every photo frame in the living room.

His Dad is hitting every frame like a mad man. 

Jungkook can see his Dad's eyes are red with anger.

Jungkook has never been this scared before.

Jungkook quickly closes the door of his room and rushes back to his bed. He hides himself under the sheets.

Jungkook is young but still he is old enough to feel sad about his parents.

His Mom seemed to be happy with his Dad. But now she has left him for good.

His Dad used to love his Mom. But now he has destroyed all the memories of their happy moments in a split second.

Jungkook suddenly feels his heart racing fast. Jungkook suddenly feels the need to take fast and short breaths. Jungkook is suddenly feeling hot and sweaty in spite of the cool air gushing through the window.

The clock starts ringing as it hits 12.

And at the age of five Jungkook gets the first taste of panic attack without even knowing what exactly it means.

Trying to calm himself down, little Jungkook quickly closes his eyes.

Please moon goddess, make everything right. 

Please bring back my Mom. Please make my Dad happy again.

I promise I'll be a good boy. I don't want a birthday party tomorrow..

I want my parents back..

With these prayers through his teary eyes Jungkook falls asleep relaxing his body & mind from all the exhaustion.

But who would tell a 5 year old that some prayers are left unanswered.

Who would explain to a 5 year old that some problems are left unsolved.

How would Jungkook know at the age of 5 that his family will stay broken.

But as time passes and Jungkook starts growing up, he realizes the weightage of this unspoken truth.

Jungkook is now 10 years old. Today is his 10th birthday.

But he has stopped celebrating his birthday since the day his Mom left their house.

And who will celebrate his birthday anyways.

His Mom has left them and never looked back. She must be happy in her new home, in her new life with new husband and new family.

His Dad has been staying with Jungkook but his presence in Jungkook’s life is negligent. He has decided to drown his sorrows in alcohol. So in a way he is around but never there for Jungkook.

When it all happened, Jungkook was too young to understand anything.

At the age of 10, Jungkook is still young but life has made him way more mature than he is supposed to be.

Kids at his age go to school, play with their friends,  go out with their family. 

But Jungkook barely manages to keep up with studies, help with chores because his father passes out from heavy drinking most of the time.

Jungkook’s life is nothing like the life of other kids of his age.

By the age of 10, Jungkook has realized that they will sleep hungry if Jungkook doesn’t go to the kitchen and cook whatever meal he could for himself and his Dad.

The first time Jungkook went to the kitchen he almost burnt the whole house.  Thankfully he had the quick sense of turning off the gas on time. 

Jungkook doesn’t even remember the number of times he has accidentally cut himself while chopping off the vegetables. 

The number of times spices have got into his eyes when he has tried to stand on the kitchen stool and tried to pull the jars from the upper cabinet.

By the age of 10, Jungkook has realized the harsh truth that in times of despair no friends or family will come to support you.

Jungkook clearly remembers the time when he saw his Dad passing out of alcohol for the first time. 

Jungkook was barely 6 at the time and he was so scared at the sight. For a moment he thought his Dad was dead. 

On the cold snowy night, Jungkook ran to his neighbor. Jungkook kept knocking on the door standing out in the cold for god knows how many hours but no one opened. 

Those were the people whom his parents used to call friends.

Jungkook’s extended family was also no different than his neighbors.

By the age of 10, Jungkook has learned the hard way of managing everything all alone by himself. 

No one has ever come to their help and none ever will.

Jungkook knows his life is not going to get easy any further, the only thing he is still praying to the moon goddess is to have a little less struggle. 

But it seems that the moon goddess has never been on Jungkook’s side.

Jungkook is now 15 years old.

And now Jungkook has lost all his hopes with the moon goddess. 

Jungkook has stopped praying to the moon goddess as he knows nothing good will come out of it.

Jungkook has stopped wishing for any changes to his situation, he has slowly made peace with his destiny. 

At the age of 15, Jungkook now is working at various part time jobs to keep up with the bills.

His Dad has stopped going to work, since the time his Mom left them.

They were hardly surviving with the savings money in their bank account. They used to be one of the richest families in the neighborhood.

But now they have barely any money left thanks to his Dad's drinking problem.

Jungkook has to step up and be the man of the family at this very young age.

It's not easy for Jungkook to go to school in the morning and then do 10 odd jobs in the evening to keep a roof over their head, keep food on their table and have warm clothes to wear.

Whatever Jungkook is earning is hardly enough for himself but still he takes care of his Dad too.

There are times when his Dad begs Jungkook for extra money for his alcohol. But when Jungkook refuses to give a single penny, his Dad usually steals it when Jungkook is sleeping.

But there are times worse than this,  when Jungkook’s Dad beats him to forcefully snatch the money and spend it all on Alcohol. 

At the age of 15, Jungkook is not sure how long he can bear with his Dad.

But still Jungkook cannot leave his Dad all alone. 

Jungkook cannot let his Dad pass out from over drinking and lie on the cold streets at night.

Jungkook still needs to take care of his Dad whether he wants it or not.

Jungkook still cannot abandon his Dad.

I am not my mother and I'll never reject people around me. 

I am not my mother and I'll always care for people in my life.

At the age of 15, Jungkook keeps on making these promises everytime life throws hardships at him, everytime life tests his tolerance and everytime life makes him doubt his loved ones.

But 15 years old Jungkook doesn’t know that life is way more tougher than it seems and these are the promises he will never be able to keep.

Jungkook is now 18 years old.

Jungkook is now officially an adult.

If Jungkook’s wants he can leave this house, his Dad and this city for good.

But Jungkook can't.

Jungkook has made a promise to himself that he will not act like his Mom.

Jungkook will not be selfish to leave others helpless.

Jungkook will not do that to his Dad.

Anyways, at the age of 18, Jungkook is now big enough to not let his Dad steal his hard earned money for alcohol.

At the age of 18, Jungkook is now strong enough to protect himself from his Dad's beating. 

At the age of 18, Jungkook is now capable enough to stop his Dad from acting foolish under the influence of alcohol.

Jungkook has now learned to cope up with his situation pretty well. At least this is what Jungkook thinks.

What worse can my life get anyways?

But when Jungkook starts to think what more worse can his life get than his current situation, fate decides to show its ugly side to Jungkook once again.

One evening Jungkook is returning home from one of his part time jobs.

Jungkook has not been presented yet but he is not thinking about it at this moment. He doesn’t have time to think about whether he is going to be an Apple,  an Omega or a Beta. He doesn’t care about it either.

Jungkook has other things to worry about on his plate.

Jungkook has recently found out that his Dad has taken a huge loan from some street gangs to satisfy his alcohol addiction.

At this moment Jungkook has no idea how he is going to repay the debt.

The amount is huge and with Jungkook’s current jobs it will take him ages to pay the sum.

And Jungkook knows how dangerous these gangs can be when it comes to recovery of their money.

So at the age of 18, Jungkook now has a huge debt to pay to some of the most powerful and dangerous people in the city, all thanks to his alcoholic Dad.

Upon reaching home, Jungkook finds the goons sitting at his living room while his Dad is lying at one corner drinking his sorrows away like always.

There are six of them.

“What are you doing here?” Jungkook tries to keep his voice cool, showing no sign of fear.

“We are here to collect our debt,” one of the goons smirks.

“I have told you, I'll pay it in parts.” Jungkook is not liking the look in the goons’ eyes.

“No need.. Your Dad has settled a deal with us,” now another goon speaks with arrogance.

“What kind of deal?” Jungkook is getting anxious now.

“YOU..” the leader of the goons now speaks. “Your Dad has sold you to us in order to repay his debt and save his own life.”

“What?” Jungkook can't believe his own ears. Jungkook looks at his Dad hoping there might be a misunderstanding, “Is this true?”

His Dad doesn't meet Jungkook’s eyes and busies himself pouring another glass of drink.

“You are ours now.. let's go baby boy..” the goons laugh at Jungkook. 

“You can't do this, I'm an adult and you can't take me out of my will..” Jungkook’s words are rushed, his brain not able to process the situation.

How could Dad do this to me.. 

Dad has no right to sell me off to save his own life..

After everything I had put up with him, how could he treat me like a nobody..

But Jungkook has no time to feel disappointed in his good for nothing, nonexistent, alcoholic Dad.

The situation is getting more and more dangerous with each passing second.

“Oh you have no idea what we can do..” one of the goons says and they all stands up from the couch.

“Let’s show the baby boy a little teaser here only,” the other goon suggests while all of them are walking towards Jungkook.

Jungkook’s brain starts to think of possibilities of escape.

Jungkook could see a flash of orange and red in their eyes, the color of lust for any Alpha.

Jungkook cannot fight them. There are six of them. That too all Alphas. They are way more stronger than Jungkook currently is. 

Jungkook hasn't been presented yet and has not risen to his optimal power. At this moment Jungkook regrets not having his inner power with him.

Jungkook cancels the idea of fighting them.

Then the only possible solution left for Jungkook is to run away.

But Jungkook realizes that it's too late for now. He is surrounded in a circle by six Alpha goons who are filled with lusty thoughts for Jungkook.

Before Jungkook could react, two of them were holding Jungkook’s arms and the other two his legs. Within a split second Jungkook is lying on the ground with the rest of the two Alpha’s hovering over him.

“Dad please.. help me” Jungkook knows that it is useless to call his Dad for help but he was Jungkook’s last resort.

His Dad simply turns away and shows his back to Jungkook, now drinking alcohol straight from the bottle.

At the age of 18, Jungkook’s heart breaks into pieces which he has managed to keep glued over all these years.

Jungkook’s mind blocks all the chatter from the Alpha's, his body still trying to resist their touches.

Jungkook closes his eyes, giving up on all his hopes to rescue himself.

Jungkook has no one left who could save him.

He lost faith in the moon goddess a long ago.

Today he lost faith in his Dad too.

But before the Alpha goons can try anything obscene, Jungkook feels a surge of power within him.

Jungkook feels the awakening of his inner Alpha.

Jungkook right away kicks his legs at the two Alphas holding his legs and starts throwing punches at the rest of them.

All six of them are now taken by surprise.

Before they could regain their strength and realize that Jungkook has presented into an Alpha and is in full power now, Jungkook starts hitting them until they give up and run.

Jungkook takes a couple of breaths and looks at the running silhouettes of the six cowards.

Jungkook wipes the drops of blood from the cut at the corner of his lower lips and steps out of his house without sparing a single glance at his Dad.

Jungkook keeps walking away from his house, his Dad, his life.

Jungkook finally decides to lose the hope of saving his Dad.

For the first time Jungkook decides to choose himself over his Dad.

Jungkook decides to break his promise to himself,  become selfish like his mother and abandon everything he once held dear to himself.

Jungkook decides to leave everything behind and never look back.

Jungkook's feet have dragged him to the train station. 

It's raining but Jungkook keeps standing outside waiting for the train. 

Jungkook lets himself soaked with rain trying to cool down his inner Alpha still raging with anger.

As happened during distressed situations before, Jungkook feels it difficult to breathe once again.

The air feels heavy in Jungkook’s chest and his whole body is shaking vigorously.

As usual Jungkook is having another panic attack.

But Jungkook cannot go inside and take some rest.

Jungkook cannot miss this train.

Jungkook needs to get out of this place as soon as he can.

So Jungkook keeps standing in the rain, bracing his body.

Finally once the train arrives, Jungkook manages to get on to his seat.

As the train starts moving forward, Jungkook's mind takes him backward on the memory lane.

And everything in Jungkook’s thoughts stops at that one night. 

That one night when Jungkook was 5, when Jungkook lost both his parents and when Jungkook lost himself.

That one night that has totally changed everything in Jungkook’s life.

That one night that has made Jungkook completely abandoned by both his parents.

That one night that has made Jungkook eventually believe that “Having a soulmate is not enough.”

Now Jungkook fully understands the implications of the statement by his Mom.

Having a soulmate is not enough..

Look what it did to Dad.. Look what it did to me..

I'll never accept my soulmate.. I'll save both of us from the years of agony, despair and self-destruction..

I'll reject my soulmate the moment I meet them.. I'll break my soulmate bond the moment it is formed..

Having a soulmate is not enough..

With these new promises to himself, at the age of 18, Alpha Jungkook sets out on a journey to a new place to start a new life among new strangers.

Chapter Text

PRESENT MOMENT 

Taehyung reaches the random Alpha’s house. His heart is pounding fast while entering the door. 

But it's not due to any romantic feelings or excitement.

Taehyung at this moment is far from such feelings. 

Taehyung is not able to pinpoint on what exactly he is feeling right now. 

But whatever Taehyung is feeling, he surely is not happy about it.

Taehyung closes his eyes and takes a deep breath to push all his emotions to the deep dark corner of his heart.

The random Alpha pind Taehyung against the wall and leans closer to him.

Taehyung could feel the Alpha's breath on his skin. But all he could think about is how Jungkook's hot breath used to tingle his skin during those rare moments of proximity with Jungkook.

“Did I tell you that you look gorgeous..” the random Alpha whispers in a husky voice.

And Taehyung imagines what it would feel to hear these words in Jungkook’s voice.

“I have been wanting to touch you for so long,” the random Alpha grazes his thumbs on Taehyung’s cheeks.

And Taehyung imagines what it would feel like to be touched by Jungkook.

“Can I kiss you?” The random Alpha hovers his lips over Taehyung’s.

And Taehyung imagines what it would feel to have Jungkook’s lips over his own.

But Taehyung is not with Jungkook right now.

Taehyung doesn’t want to remember Jungkook right now.

Taehyung wants to move on from Jungkook right now.

So for Taehyung, the only way of forgetting Jungkook is to accept the offerings of this random Alpha.

Taehyung tilts his head closer to the random Alpha giving his silent consent for the kiss.

Taking on Taehyung’s hint, the random Alpha locks his lips with Taehyung’s.

The passion with which the random Alpha is devouring Taehyung’s lips, Taehyung should feel a burning desire in his entire body.

But Taehyung is feeling anything.

The only thing burning is Taehyung’s inner Omega seeking for Jungkook’s presence.

Taehyung could feel the hunger in the kisses from the random Alpha but all Taehyung is craving for is Jungkook’s soft lips on all over his body.

The random Alpha starts roaming his hands under Taehyung’s shirt and instead of shivering from the hot touches, Taehyung's body goes numb for any reaction.

Taehyung’s legs are supposed to get wobbly from all this making out but here Taehyung is standing stiff like a statue.

Taehyung’s heart is supposed to race with excitement but it's pining more and more for Jungkook.

Taehyung’s mind is supposed to get foggy from all this making out, but the image of one person is clearly clouding his thoughts.

Jungkook Jungkook Jungkook..

His inner Omega keeps screaming Jungkook’s name sending all kinds of blocker to Taehyung’s body.

Streams of hot tears start streaming from Taehyung’s eyes.

Taehyung feels pathetic about himself.

Why can't he forget Jungkook and move on like other Omegas of his age?

The random Alpha keeps kissing Taehyung. And Taehyung feels disgusted.

The random Alpha keeps touching Taehyung all over his body. And Taehyung feels shameful for himself.

Taehyung knows he cannot do this. He cannot keep continuing this. 

Taehyung knows he has to stop himself before it's too late. Taehyung has to stop before he hates himself. 

Taehyung cannot make out with someone without any feelings and desires just because he cannot have Jungkook.

Taehyung doesn’t want to be kissed and touched by someone just because he wants to forget about Jungkook.

“Stop..” Taehyung lightly pushes the random Alpha, making some distance between them.

The Alpha keeps looking at Taehyung with hungry eyes.

Suddenly Taehyung feels uncomfortable from the random Alpha’s lusty gazes.

“I can't do this, I'm sorry..” Taehyung tries to move past the random Alpha.

“Where do you think you are going?” The random Alpha grabs Taehyung by his wrist stopping Taehyung from moving away from him.

Taehyung flinches in pain as the nails of the random Alpha are digging into his skin.

The random Alpha drags Taehyung back and pins him against the wall once again.

“What.. are.. you.. doing..” Taehyung stutters in panic. 

“I am trying to take what's mine..” the random Alpha hisses while forcefully squeezing Taehyung’s cheeks with his other hand.

“I said I don't want to do this..” Taehyung tries to show his stronger side while understanding the brutality of the situation.

“I am done with your games baby.. I know you want me too.. you are just playing hard to get.” The random Alpha is still grabbing Taehyung with both his hands and now trying to kiss Taehyung forcefully.

Panic surges through Taehyung’s body but he cannot get weak if he wants to stay safe.

Taehyung needs to keep his mind clear if he wants to focus on his escape plan.

“No I don't want you..” Taehyung moves his face sideways to avoid contact of the random Alpha’s lips over his own.

The random Alpha tries to hit Taehyung on his face but before that Taehyung places a hard kick on the random Alpha’s stomach.

The random Alpha falls back on the ground, clutching his stomach and crying out loud in pain.

Taehyung gathers all his strength and without wasting a split second, Taehyung starts running from the place.

Taehyung doesn’t know if the random Alpha is still following him, but he doesn’t dare to look back.

Taehyung’s feet are hurting but he doesn’t dare to take a pause.

Taehyung finds it difficult to breathe but he keeps running.

Taehyung keeps running on the street until he is sure that he is far away from the random Alpha’s place, until he is sure that the random Alpha won't be able to catch him, until he is sure that he is safe from the evil intentions of the random Alpha.

Taehyung finds a bench at the corner of the street and slumps down on it.

Taehyung is heaving trying to catch his breath.

After a few seconds, realization starts dawning upon Taehyung one by one.

I was so desperate to get away from Jungkook that I didn't even think twice before trusting a stranger.

I am such a fool..

I thought if I let someone else touch me and kiss me then I won't crave for Jungkook anymore. 

I am a total loser..

I am still in love with Jungkook yet I thought losing myself to someone should solve my problem.

I am truly miserable..

I thought sleeping with someone else would make me forget Jungkook.

I am so pathetic..

Taehyung starts crying out loud.

Taehyung looks at the angry red bruise on his wrist and feels miserable at his helpless situation.

Taehyung understands his mistakes of taking hasty decisions in order to stop loving Jungkook.

And in all this I never thought about my safety.

It never occurred to me that jumping onto the first stranger I meet might put me into a dangerous situation.

Taehyung realizes that he has been wrong and it's his fault for not thinking through the consequences of his actions.

People in this world are waiting like a predator to prey on others' vulnerabilities.

Moving on with someone new is not always the solution to burn down the old flames of past love.

Taehyung winces in pain as he touches his jaw where the Alpha had forcefully grabbed him.

Enough is Enough.. 

I cannot keep crying about my misfortunes..

Taehyung promises himself and wipes off the tears from his eyes with his bare fingers.

It's freezing cold outside at this time of night but Taehyung doesn’t care much.

Taehyung’s body is burning with agony which is enough to keep him warm.

Taehyung places his hands over his heart and makes another series of futile promises to himself.

I'll leave this place for good..

I can't stop loving Jungkook but I'll leave him forever..

I'll never find my happiness ever again..

Because I am broken beyond repair.

But the more Taehyung tries to stay away from Jungkook, the more the universe pulls Taehyung towards Jungkook.

It's like Taehyung is still connected to Jungkook beyond their soulmate bond.

So once again when Taehyung stands up from the bench to move out of this city, a text from Yoongi flashes on Taehyung’s screen.

Taehyung doesn’t understand if it's fate or some evil plan of destiny to screw up his life once again.

Taehyung doesn’t understand if it's his good luck to keep tied back to Jungkook or he is supposed to bear the pain of his broken heart for the rest of his life.

But Taehyung doesn’t have time to think about the games moon goddess is playing with his misfortune.

Because Taehyung is in shock upon reading Yoongi’s text.

“Jungkook is having a nervous breakdown and he is mumbling your name unconsciously. Come to the hospital immediately.”

Chapter Text

Taehyung enters the hospital with trembling feet.

The text from Yoongi is flashing in front of his eyes throughout the whole way to the hospital.

Taehyung doesn’t know why Jungkook suddenly got a nervous breakdown but he surely can't stop himself from worrying sick for Jungkook.

Taehyung’s mind has been running all kinds of scenarios for Jungkook’s current situation but he won't know until he sees Jungkook with his own eyes.

Taehyung doesn’t have the strength to go through any further calculations about Jungkook’s recovery.

It has been a long day for Taehyung and all he wants is for Jungkook to be alright.

Taehyung reaches in front of Jungkook’s treatment room but he is not allowed to go inside.

Jungkook is lying barely conscious on the bed and the doctor is checking him up.

Taehyung could faintly hear Jungkook mumbling his name.

Taehyung's heart clenches upon seeing Jungkook in this condition. 

Taehyung would never wish such a situation for his enemy let alone for Jungkook who is the love of his life.

Taehyung is not sure how to react.

Should he feel some hope that Jungkook is recalling him despite being sick or should he feel guilty for not being able to soothe Jungkook’s pain.

Taehyung wants to rush to Jungkook and hold his hand.

Taehyung wants to rush to Jungkook and wipe off the sweat from his forehead.

Taehyung wants to rush to Jungkook and whisper calming words to comfort him.

Taehyung wants to do all things possible to ease Jungkook’s ache.

Bond or no bond, Taehyung cannot bear to see Jungkook in this severe pain.

It's like Taehyung can still feel the cracking of each and every nerve inside Jungkook’s body.

Taehyung can feel the ache rising through Jungkook’s entire body as his own.

Taehyung can’t hold himself anymore.

I have to stay by Jungkook’s side even if he doesn't want me.

I have to help Jungkook through his pain even if our soulmate bond is long gone.

I have to be with Jungkook even if he is no longer my mate.

Before Taehyung can enter inside Jungkook’s treatment room, a pair of hands are placed on his shoulders from behind.

Taehyung stops in tracks and turns around to see who the other person is.

“Yoongi Hyung..” Taehyung whispers his acknowledgement trying not to be too loud to disturb Jungkook and the doctor inside the treatment room.

“Let’s go outside,” Yoongi directs Taehyung to a few steps away from Jungkook’s room.

“What happened to Jungkook? He seemed perfectly fine in the evening when I left the bar,” Taehyung expresses his concern while following Yoongi and still keeping his voice low.

“Don’t know, he was found having a panic attack outside the restaurant around the block by one of our ex-staff.” Yoongi shrugs, tension for Jungkook is clearly visible on his face.

Upon hearing about the restaurant, Taehyung realizes that it was the same one where he went for his date, a few hours ago.

What was Jungkook doing at the place of your date?

Taehyung’s inner Omega, who has been silent up until now, is suddenly raising his doubts.

Taehyung ignores the voice of his inner Omega for a moment.

This is not the time for raising his hopes for Jungkook once again. Right now Jungkook’s health is of utmost importance.

“Is he going to be alright?” Taehyung asks but all he wants to hear is a positive response.

“We don't know, the doctor is checking him.. Jungkook has been like this since they brought him here.” Yoongi clarifies though he is also equally worried about Jungkook.

Before Taehyung can ask anything further about Jungkook, they can now hear a commotion from Jungkook’s room.

Both of them rush towards the door of the room.

Jungkook’s body is shaking heavily and he is now mumbling Taehyung’s name louder and louder.

The nurses are trying to hold Jungkook’s body and the doctor is now injecting sedatives to control Jungkook’s convulsions. 

All the monitors attached to Jungkook’s body are now beeping exponentially.

The entire situation feels ominous to Taehyung.

Taehyung is not able to hold himself away from Jungkook.

Taehyung’s inner Omega is urging him to go to Jungkook immediately.

But once again Taehyung is stopped by Yoongi.

“We can't go in there,” Yoongi grabs Taehyung's arms.

“But why not.. can't you see.. Jungkook is screaming my name.. he needs me..” Taehyung mutters in a rush, his whole focus is still on Jungkook’s unconscious body surrounded amidst this chaos.

“We are not his official emerging contact.. we are not allowed to visit him at this moment.. only his emergency contact can be with him inside the room.” Yoongi tries to explain Taehyung finding it difficult to hold Taehyung’s body away from Jungkook.

“If you are not his emergency contact, then who the hell is?” Taehyung hisses in surprise while feeling anxious due to this urgent pull from Jungkook and unable to be with him right at this instance. 

“I am Jungkook’s emergency contact “ an Omega's voice comes from a step away from the door.

“Haze??” Taehyung turns his face towards the voice.

“Yes.. I'll explain everything later but first let me get inside the room.. I need to see if the doctor needs anything for Jungkook,” Haze moves past Yoongi and Taehyung.

Taehyung stands still at his position at the edge of the door, while Haze, who is apparently Jungkook’s emergency, is now standing next to Jungkook.

Everything goes silent around Taehyung.

The sounds the monitors are now back to low sound level beeping at constant regular frequency.

The doctor and the nurses are all now calmed down and settled into the routine mode of checking Jungkook’s vitals.

Jungkook is resting peacefully on the bed, his chest rising and expanding in a rhythm with each breath, his heartbeat now having a stabilized pace.

But Taehyung’s eyes cannot focus on anything other than the figure of Haze standing by Jungkook’s side.

Taehyung’s eyes sting with the piercing view. 

Taehyung has thought that by now he would have been numb to any pain caused by Jungkook.

But Taehyung was wrong.

Somehow while lying unconscious on the hospital bed, Jungkook still has the capability of hurting him the most.

But he is not the same Taehyung anymore.

Taehyung doesn't need to stay here and hurt himself further.

Yes, Taehyung still cared for Jungkook and couldn't stop himself from rushing to the hospital for Jungkook.

Taehyung wanted to check on Jungkook.

Taehyung was worried about Jungkook’s well-being.

But it doesn’t mean that now Taehyung has to stay here and see someone else being close to Jungkook and taking care of him.

Taehyung doesn’t need to see that someone else has so easily replaced his place in Jungkook’s life.

Taehyung doesn’t need the reality check again and again that he holds no right in Jungkook’s life and now that right is given to someone else.

Taehyung turns around and walks past Yoongi towards the hospital corridor.

Hot streams of tears start flowing from his eyes but he still keeps walking while hugging himself.

Taehyung has been rejected by Jungkook so many times but every time when Jungkook needs him, he rushes towards Jungkook like a fool in love.

Taehyung has been disappointed due to Jungkook so many times but every time when Jungkook seeks him, he goes to Jungkook with a new bouquet of hopes.

Taehyung has been hurt because of Jungkook so many times but every time it feels like a fresh stab from sharp glass shards.

Taehyung is about to take the elevator but he is stopped by Haze.

“I need to talk to you,” Haze hesitantly says.

“Sorry I'm in a bit of a rush, I have to be somewhere,” Taehyung blurts out the first excuse that comes to his mind. 

Taehyung needs to get out of here as soon as possible.

Taehyung cannot let his heart raise the hope of affection from Jungkook once again and let it shattered into a million pieces once again.

Taehyung will not allow his emotions for Jungkook to fool himself for the hundredth time.

“Taehyung, please, it's important. It's about Jungkook and you must hear what I am going to say.” Haze pleads.

“Okay, tell me what do you want to talk about?” Taehyung replies reluctantly while crossing his hands over his chest.

“Um.. you might want to sit down for this. It's a lot to take in and it's going to take a while.” Haze suggests walking over the nearby bench at the house corridor right next to Jungkook’s room.

“Are you sure you have time? Don't you have to be with Jungkook?” Taehyung wants to avoid spending too much time talking to Haze so he uses Jungkook’s excuse to cut short their time.

Yet Taehyung could feel the bile rising in his stomach upon thinking of Haze taking care of Jungkook. His Jungkook.

Taehyung sits down at the bench along with Haze to continue their conversation.

“Jungkook is stable right now and taking rest. He won't need me right now and once you hear my side of the story, I am hoping he will not need me ever.” Haze smiles fondly at Taehyung.

Taehyung looks at Haze with a confused expression.

“Because then, Jungkook will have you, Taehyung, to take care of him,” Haze places her hand over Taehyung's, expressing her empathy.

Taehyung listens to Haze, bracing his heart when Haze starts talking about Jungkook’s story right from the beginning, from where it all had started.

Taehyung feels sad about 5 years old Jungkook who lost his whole family all at once.

Taehyung sympathizes with 10 years old Jungkook who is forced to grow up sooner because of his cruel destiny. 

Taehyung is proud of teenage Jungkook for not giving up and going on the wrong path.

Taehyung’s heart almost stopped beating upon hearing about Jungkook’s encounter with the Alpha goons. How could a father be so brutal to his own son?

Taehyung’s heart tugs for Jungkook.

Taehyung can feel his own breathing hitches upon knowing about all the instances of Jungkook’s panic attacks from the past.

Jungkook’s history of pain and panic is squeezing every ounce of blood from Taehyung’s heart.

Poor Jungkook, he has to endure so much from a very young age.

Taehyung’s inner Omega is now sobbing hard for Jungkook.

Bond or no Bond, Taehyung still has a connection with Jungkook.

Taehyung could literally feel the agony and ache while listening to Jungkook’s backstory. 

As if Taehyung’s own soul is reliving the past through Jungkook's body.

Taehyung could feel the goosebumps on his entire body upon thinking of all the mental stress little Jungkook had to endure throughout his childhood.

Taehyung can now somewhat understand the reasons for Jungkook's action. 

Jungkook didn't hate me, he just hated our soulmate bond.

Jungkook didn't reject me, he rejected our soulmate bond.

Taehyung might have done the same if he had been in Jungkook’s place.

All those things that Jungkook had gone through in the past will make anyone a nonbeliever to this whole concept of soulmate bond and its power.

Jungkook doesn't hate me, but that doesn’t mean he loves me.

Jungkook doesn’t reject me, but that doesn’t mean he wants me.

Doubts on love and belongingness start clouding Taehyung’s heart once again.

Taehyung remembers all those times Jungkook flirted with Haze, the nights Jungkook spent with Haze, their talks and their closeness.

Jungkook always had Haze, why would he like someone like me?

Taehyung silently argues with his inner Omega who is still in favor of Taehyung getting back together with Jungkook.

“Me and Jungkook were never together, we were just good friends.” Haze interrupts Taehyung’s train of thoughts, noticing the change of expressions on Taehyung’s face.

“But Jungkook used to spend..” Taehyung stops mid sentence trying not to offend Haze by his inference. 

What kind of relationship Haze shares with Jungkook is none of Taehyung’s business and he shouldn't be the one pointing fingers on someone's character. 

Taehyung has no right to judge their actions in their personal life.

“Yes.. Jungkook used to spend nights at my place but it's not like what you are thinking.” Haze clears her throat.

Taehyung is now looking at Haze with a more confusing expression.

“Sometimes when I have shifts at odd hours and I cannot find a sitter for my kid, Jungkook helps me watch my 7 year old over while I am out at work.” Haze clarifies.

“So that is why Jungkook used to rush to your place whenever he gets your call or text..” realization dawns upon Taehyung.

“I am a single mother trying to raise my son on my own. It's very difficult for abandoned Omegas like me. Jungkook not only helps in babysitting but many times he has protected me & my son from my abusive ex.” Haze adds further to clear out Taehyung’s doubts.

“But what about all that flirting in the bar?” Taehyung cannot erase those painful memories out of his mind.

“That was just us pretending to fool you..” Haze chuckles softly trying to lighten Taehyung’s mood.

“To fool me? But why would he want to do that?” Taehyung frowns.

“Because Jungkook is an idiot.. an idiot who is in love.. with you..” Haze smiles fondly at Taehyung.

“Jungkook was in love with me?” The words sound foreign to Taehyung’s ears.

“Jungkook never wanted to hurt you because of his beliefs from his past. He thought if he can pretend to like someone else maybe it will help you move on easily. He was never happy seeing your sad and longing eyes but he would never admit that he has feelings for you. Jungkook thought he was saving you from himself. “ Haze's eyes go soft upon thinking about both Jungkook and Taehyung.

This is a lot to take in for Taehyung.

Taehyung doesn’t know what to think anymore. 

Jungkook has done all of this because he was thinking he was protecting me from getting hurt..

How stupid of him..

Jungkook might have feelings for me for real but he himself was suppressing his emotions to protect me from getting  hurt..

He surely was a fool..

Taehyung can’t help but laugh painfully for their bad luck. 

Taehyung's life has become a mockery because of this whole misunderstanding. 

Taehyung's story is like one of those tragic romances straight from the great novels. 

Before Taehyung's inner Omega can put some sense into Taehyung, they hear another set of commotions from Jungkook’s room.

Taehyung rushes towards Jungkook’s room, his heart beating faster than ever.

Taehyung can see Jungkook is having another set of convulsions and the medical staff is trying their best to bring him out of this.

Taehyung’s heart sinks upon seeing Jungkook like this.

Taehyung hears someone saying Jungkook might go into a coma if he doesn't wake up.

Taehyung rushes towards Jungkook’s side.

Taehyung doesn’t care if it is against the protocol.

Taehyung doesn’t care that he is not Jungkook’s emergency contact.

Taehyung doesn’t care that he is not allowed in this room.

Taehyung will think about the consequences later. Right now Jungkook’s well being is all that matters to him.

While the medical team is hovering around Jungkook, trying to stabilize his vitals, Taehyung has managed to get into the small gap and is now standing next to Jungkook’s bed.

“Jungkook, please , you have to come back to me.” Taehyung tries to whisper to Jungkook while holding his hands softly.

Jungkook’s heart rate is beeping fast as per the small monitor attached to his body.

“There are so many things we have to talk about.. there are so many misunderstandings between us that we still need to clear..” Taehyung pleads while his tears are falling on Jungkook’s cheeks.

Jungkook is breathing heavily, the medical staff trying to control his oxygen level.

“Please.. please..please.. you can't leave me like this all alone once again.. you can't reject my pleas once again.. you can't break me like this once again.. you have to wake up..” Taehyung cries hard.

Taehyung doesn’t know if Jungkook is listening to him or not. But Taehyung cannot give up on Jungkook. 

Not when Taehyung knows all the truth behind Jungkook’s lies.

“I am sorry,” is the first thing Jungkook utters while slowly opening his eyes.

Jungkook’s voice is dry and coarse inside the oxygen mask and he is too weak to keep his consciousness.

But still Jungkook pulls all his strength to focus on one person around him.

Taehyung.. His Taehyung.. His & only his Taehyung.

After ensuring that Jungkook’s condition is out of danger now, the medical staff has left the room.

Jungkook is lying on the bed in a comfortable position and Taehyung is sitting on a chair next to his bed.

The air in the room is silent, only the sound of monitors humming at a low frequency echoes in the room.

Jungkook turns his face sideways to look at Taehyung and his heart clenches upon seeing Taehyung’s red rimmed eyes.

Jungkook’s eyes sting upon seeing Taehyung’s red blotchy nose due to all of the crying.

Guilt surfaces on Jungkook’s face upon seeing the pale and exhausted body of Taehyung.

“I am sorry for making you cry again,” Jungkook apologizes.

“Sssh.. try to take a rest. The doctor said not to stress too much,” Taehyung swipes his palm over Jungkook’s forehead to ease the creases. 

“How can I rest knowing I have hurt you so much.” Jungkook brushes his fingers on Taehyung’s cheeks. 

Taehyung closes his eyes at the soft feather-like touch of Jungkook on his skin.

“And see I am still hurting you. You are still crying because of me.” Jungkook wipes the tears from Taehyung’s cheeks with the back of his hand.

“I am crying because I am relieved that you are fine. You have no idea how scared I was upon seeing you like this.” Taehyung takes Jungkook’s hand from his cheek and gently squeezes it.

“I know I have hurt you a lot and there are no excuses for what I have done to you. But will you be able to forgive me?” Jungkook’s voice is full of regrets and remorse.

“I am not angry at you Jungkook, I never truly was. And if it makes you feel better then let me tell you that I have already forgiven you.” Taehyung tries to smile for Jungkook’s sake.

“I want to tell you everything, Taehyung. The fears of my past, the ghosts of my childhood, my doubts over our bond, my faith in our future..” Jungkook coughs while trying to speak in a hurry.

Jungkook feels an urgency to tell everything to Taehyung at once.

Jungkook has already wasted so much time due to his stupid decisions and now he feels like time is slipping through his hands.

“Easy..” Taehyung helps Jungkook with a glass of water.

“Can you give me another chance?” Jungkook looks into Taehyung’s eyes.

Jungkook waits for Taehyung to answer but Taehyung simply averts his gaze.

“Taehyung, please, I am begging you.. can you please give US a second chance?” Jungkook pleads again, his vision getting blurry due to tears pooling around the corner of his eyes.

Jungkook keeps looking at Taehyung expectantly, his inner Alpha getting anxious with each passing second.

“I promise you I'll never hurt you again.. I promise you I'll keep you happy.. I promise you an always and forever till the end of your lifetime or till the end of my lifetime. Trust me Taehyung, please trust me this one time..” Jungkook can feel the lump on his throat but he still keeps going as this is his one and only chance to have Taehyung back in his life.

“It’s not that I don’t trust you, Jungkook..” Taehyung finally breaks his silence. 

Jungkook blinks his teary wet eyelashes to properly see Taehyung's face.

“A lot has happened to us, there is too much pain between us..” Taehyung takes a deep sigh.

“Then let me be the one who takes this pain away from you and re-fill your life with dreams and hopes. Let me make the amends to your shattered heart.. let me mend the cracks in your broken soul.. let me repair our broken love.” Jungkook shares the series of assurance with a glint of silver lining to his otherwise sad ending. 

“We both are broken beyond repair, Jungkook.” Taehyung’s eyes are now sadder than ever. “We cannot cleanse our past, we cannot undo all that hurt, we cannot simply let go of all those painful memories.”

“Then let's do a reset & start over?” Jungkook eagerly suggests, trying his best to win Taehyung’s heart all over again. 

Jungkook knows what he has done was wrong at so many levels. 

Jungkook is also not trying to use his past as an excuse for his actions.

Jungkook is ready for any kind of redemption if Taehyung wishes to give him a chance.

Jungkook is ready to keep trying for the rest of his life if that is what it takes for Taehyung to heal.

Jungkook’s mind was once clouded due to his beliefs in the soulmate bond and somehow he understood his true faith only after releasing his soulmate bond.

Jungkook has made the biggest mistake of his life for not realizing his feelings for Taehyung but he is not going to make the same mistake again by letting Taehyung go without even trying to win his heart all over again.

Jungkook doesn’t know when, how or why he fell in love with Taehyung but he knows that he is deeply, madly and truly in love with Taehyung.

Love seeks no reason and Jungkook is keeping it like that from now on.

Taehyung is the one and only for Jungkook.

So Jungkook now is ready to give the rest of his life to Taehyung.

But Jungkook needs Taehyung’s consent to keep trying.

Jungkook doesn’t want to hurt Taehyung anymore by imposing himself on Taehyung.

So now Jungkook has put his fate in Taehyung’s hands.

It's Taehyung’s wish for what redemption he chooses for Jungkook.

Jungkook is waiting patiently for Taehyung’s reply.

Taehyung looks into Jungkook’s intense gaze and drowns into the pool of emotions that Jungkook is holding for him now.

There are only a few people who get a second chance to mend the invisible thread of their broken bond. 

And who is Taehyung to deny this offer from his destiny. 

Taehyung has loved Jungkook with all his sincerity and it's only fair for Jungkook to have his turn to show his love to Taehyung. 

Taehyung doesn’t know the outcome of Jungkook’s suggestion but Taehyung is ready to take this risk. 

Taehyung is not doing this for Jungkook but for his own self. 

Taehyung wants to take control of his life for once and doesn't want to depend on his destiny for his happiness. 

Taehyung wants to eliminate the possibilities of all what ifs from his future. 

Taehyung is still in love with Jungkook and he is willing to take his chances to see the end of it with Jungkook.

“A reset & start over, sounds good to me.” Taehyung smiles lovingly at Jungkook.

They both join their foreheads together, letting their tears of relief,  hope and happiness freely flowing down their cheeks. 

They both close their eyes together, knitting the dreams of the future ahead of them.

They both simply put their faith, trust and love into each other.

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Jungkook is pacing back and forth in Yoongi's bar. It's still early so no one is here yet.

But Jungkook is nervous. Taehyung will be here by any moment and Jungkook hasn't even decided where to take Taehyung on their first date.

They have decided to start over their relationship again, hence Jungkook is thinking all ways possible to impress Taehyung.

Jungkook cannot mess this up.

Jungkook doesn’t want to.

After everything, Jungkook has put Taehyung through, it's Jungkook’s turn now to make up for his mistakes.

It's Jungkook’s turn to convert all those tears of Taehyung from the past into the laughter of the present.

It's Jungkook’s turn to sew back Taehyung’s dreams and hopes that he had torn down once upon a time.

Taehyung has given Jungkook a second chance and Jungkook doesn’t want to blow it up at any cost. 

Jungkook is ready to bring back the light in Taehyung’s otherwise gloomy eyes, at any cost. 

Jungkook is prepared to mend Taehyung’s broken heart, no matter whatever it takes.

Jungkook has promised himself to bring back the smile on Taehyung’s lips even if it takes forever for him. He will keep trying to give Taehyung the happy ending he deserves.

Jungkook is too confused on what to plan for their first date. Jungkook wants to keep it simple trying not to make Taehyung uncomfortable yet he wants Taehyung to remember it for the rest of his life.

That is the specialty of the first date, it always holds a permanent place in your heart.

But right now Jungkook has no clue on how to make it special and memorable for Taehyung.

It's not like Jungkook is completely an alien to the concept of dating. Though Jungkook himself has never been on dates, he has heard enough stories from people around him.

Jungkook has seen his fair share of romantic movies, to know exactly how romantic these dates should be.

It's one thing to hear stories about dating and it's totally different to experience it on your own.

It's his first time falling in love with someone and Jungkook is nervous to his core for the first time in his entire life.

Jungkook’s train of thoughts comes to a halt when Taehyung’s figure entering the bar comes in the line of his vision.

An automatic smile tugs to Jungkook’s lips.

“Hey..” Taehyung says in a soft voice while taking slow steps towards Jungkook. 

“Hey..” Jungkook’s heart is beating way too fast for his own good.

Gosh why am I behaving like a teenager boy seeing his first love?

Jungkook mentally slaps himself.

But Taehyung is your first love.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha reasons enthusiastically. 

“Umm.. how are you?” Jungkook asks not knowing how to start the conversation. 

He is still new to the idea of being a couple and how usually couples behave. 

Well couples in love like to kiss each other, so why don't you start from there?

Jungkook’s ears turn red upon hearing the thoughts of his inner Alpha.

Well he surely likes the idea of kissing Taehyung but he is not sure if this will sit right with Taehyung.

They should try to get to know each other first. 

Jungkook wants to take things slowly.

Jungkook wants to give Taehyung time to heal and feel for him.

“I am fine..” Taehyung responds with a shy smile.

Taehyung’s inner Omega is super excited to have a normal conversation with Jungkook for the first time.

But Taehyung is suddenly feeling shy the way Jungkook’s gaze is falling on his lips.

As a natural response Taehyung lightly licks his dry lips and immediately scolds his inner Omega for being so horny for Jungkook. 

They are going to date and there will come a time in their relationship when they will want to take it to the next level.

But now is not the time to desperately desire Jungkook’s lips.

“I missed you..” Jungkook’s voice is husky as he takes a step closer to Taehyung.

Jungkook doesn’t care if they are at work or if anyone is watching them.

He has lost so much time making efforts to stay away from Taehyung that now he doesn’t want to waste a single moment to be with his Taehyung. 

His Taehyung. 

The thought itself is making Jungkook’s heart to do a full series of somersaults.

Jungkook never knew what “having butterflies in stomach” means, but now he knows what it feels like when you are around someone you love.

Taehyung is surfacing all kinds of emotions in him which he never knew existed within him. 

Jungkook might have buried all his urges deep inside his heart, but now because of Taehyung, Jungkook has started to feel like a human once again. 

Jungkook is feeling alive after a long long time and Jungkook wants to hold on to this feeling for the rest of his life.

“We just met last night only when you were being discharged from the hospital,” Taehyung chuckles softly.

“It was one hell of a long whole night without you by my side.” Jungkook blurts out whatever is coming to his heart.

Jungkook has decided that going forward he will always be true to Taehyung, he'll always express his thoughts and feelings to Taehyung.

Jungkook doesn’t want to keep any space for any kind of misunderstanding between him and Taehyung.

Taehyung blushes at Jungkook’s sudden confession.

“I got you breakfast,” Jungkook nods towards the package sitting on the table near them.

Taehyung moves towards the table, his heart beating in anticipation.

Jungkook follows Taehyung’s lead, eagerly waiting for Taehyung's reaction.

“Wow, you got me strawberries and chocolates.” Taehyung’s voice is extra chirpy when he opens the package on the table.

“I know, it's your favorite,” Jungkook flashes his charming smile to Taehyung.

“How do you know?” Taehyung asks in surprise.

“I have seen how you used to react when Yoongi hyung or Jimin used to get you this.” Jungkook simply shrugs.

“You noticed?” Taehyung is surprised again. “And most importantly you remembered?”

“I have noticed and remembered everything about you, Taehyung.” Jungkook’s looks at Taehyung intensely.

Taehyung cannot tear his eyes from Jungkook.

Jungkook's gaze holds so much affection for Taehyung, that Taehyung doesn’t want to let this moment slip away.

“I know you might not believe my words after how I treated you but trust me you were always in my mind. Maybe it was subconsciously and I didn't want to admit that time, but I always noticed you and remembered each of your likes and dislikes.” Jungkook takes a step closer, his voice going husky with each passing word.

Taehyung’s breath hitches at Jungkook’s close proximity. 

What Jungkook has just said is nothing fancy or sexy. Jungkook has expressed his thoughts in simple words.

Yet it is undoing a lot of feelings inside Taehyung.

Sometimes love can be just as simple as this.

Taehyung finally averts his focus from Jungkook after what feels like an eternity of staring into Jungkook’s big doe eyes.

How can someone look so fierce yet so innocent at the same time. Taehyung often wonders this when he looks into Jungkook’s eyes.

Not able to hide the goosebumps under his skin that Jungkook’s gazes are causing, Taehyung decides to focus on the breakfast.

“Mmm.. this is really yummy..” Taehyung cannot help from moaning softly upon taking the first bite of the strawberry dipped in chocolate sauce.

This is what food does to Taehyung. Maybe food is Taehyung’s second love after Jungkook. 

So Taehyung is devouring his favorite food brought by his favorite person.

And Taehyung is going to cherish each bite like it's the only thing that matters to him, not caring about the sounds escaping his lips.

Taehyung is just too happy that Jungkook thought about his favorites. 

Taehyung can feel Jungkook’s gaze on him and slowly lifts his face to meet Jungkook’s eyes. 

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Taehyung asks slowly, unsure of Jungkook’s reactions. 

“Umm..” Jungkook is not able to remove his eyes from Taehyung’s lips. 

Jungkook tries to form words but is not able to concentrate.

“There is some chocolate around your lips.” Jungkook manages to speak, the chocolate smeared on Taehyung’s lips looks just so delicious and Jungkook has this uncontrollable urge to taste it from Taehyung’s lips. 

“Oh, I am sorry I can be messy like this sometimes.” Taehyung giggles awkwardly hiding his embarrassment.

“Let me get you some tissues,” Jungkook tries not to lose his thoughts in the wild directions.

“Mmm.. but this is so delicious,” Taehyung moans again while taking another bite of his favorite food. 

Jungkook can't help but keep looking at Taehyung with his untamed imaginations.

Taehyung's eyes are closed and he is ravishing each bite and enjoying the taste of the strawberries to its core. The chocolate around his lips is still smudged. Taehyung is looking beautiful.

Taehyung has always seemed beautiful to Jungkook. Jungkook has no doubt about that.

But right now Taehyung just looks like someone landed straight out of heaven. Someone who is innocent yet looks sexy at the same time.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha is itching to corrupt this fallen angel.

Jungkook is trying hard not to lose control and do something that might startle Taehyung.

But those soft moans from Taehyung’s lips is just not helping Jungkook to keep his urges under check. 

Jungkook slowly moves his hand towards Taehyung’s lips and his thumb grazes the corner right where the chocolate is glazed.

Taehyung’s eyes flutter open at the sudden sensation from Jungkook’s touch. 

Taehyung’s body goes still, under the soft touches of Jungkook’s thumb around his lips.

But Taehyung dares not to say anything. He is too weak to break the trance. His inner Omega is enjoying whatever feelings Jungkook is causing inside him.

The chocolate has been completely wiped out from the area long ago but Jungkook doesn't care.

Jungkook has now moved his thumb to Taehyung’s lower lips, feeling its softness under his calloused thumb. 

Taehyung shudders and his lips tremble.

Jungkook places his fingers under Taehyung’s chin giving his face that needed support and still brushing his thumb lightly over Taehyung’s lips.

Taehyung parts his lips slightly in response to Jungkook’s feather-like touches.

It's Jungkook’s turn to hitch a breath upon feeling the slight parting of Taehyung’s pink luscious lips against his thumb.

A very low groan escapes Jungkook’s throat but he keeps grazing Taehyung’s soft supple lips while his eyes are locked with Taehyung’s. 

Neither Taehyung says anything to stop Jungkook, getting immersed in the moment a little too much. 

Nor Jungkook does anything to stop himself, quite enjoying the subtle response from Taehyung’s body.

Other staff start slowly bustling inside the bar and both Taehyung & Jungkook are forced to put some distance between them being aware of their surroundings.

Not that Jungkook cares about anyone but he cares about Taehyung and respects his privacy.

Taehyung can still feel the heat flashing from head to toe of his body. He is sure that his face looks like a tomato.

“The pink color on your cheeks looks good on you,” Jungkook leans forward  towards Taehyung and whispers in Taehyung’s ears after ensuring no one is looking in their direction.

Taehyung blushes more.

“I..I'll see in evening post work,” Taehyung says and hurriedly moves towards the kitchen area.

Jungkook chuckles seeing Taehyung’s reaction. 

He loves teasing Taehyung, he loves to see Taehyung's face flushed with a tint of rosy pink. 

Taehyung looks cute and Jungkook cannot stop himself from adoring Taehyung more.

We can't wait for the evening.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha echoes Jungkook’s thoughts.

As promised, after finishing his work Taehyung walks outside towards the parking area where Jungkook usually parks his motorcycle.

Jungkook is leaning against his motorcycle and his hands are stuffed in his pockets.

The world around Taehyung ceases to exist upon seeing Jungkook like this. Jungkook is looking breathtakingly handsome in his black leather biker jacket.

Taehyung walks to Jungkook flashing his boxy smile, “I hope I didn't keep you waiting for long.”

“I'll wait for an eon for you,” Jungkook smiles.

Taehyung blushes hard. Taehyung never knew how easy it was for Jungkook to make him blush. All Jungkook ever has to do is smile fondly at him and Taehyung’s cheeks can turn into a shade of crimson red within seconds. 

“Ready for the ride?” Jungkook offers the spare helmet to Taehyung. 

“Umm..” Taehyung takes the helmet hesitantly.

“What’s wrong?” Jungkook is suddenly worried upon Taehyung’s reaction.

“Actually I have never rode a motorcycle before,” Taehyung says sheepishly.

“Ah..” Jungkook is much more relaxed now. “Don’t worry I'll never let you fall.” 

Jungkook holds Taehyung’s gaze with so much conviction, that even these simple words from him are enough to make Taehyung’s heart melt.

“Okay, can you help me put this on then?” Taehyung clears his throat and signals towards the helmet in his hands.

“Sure,” Jungkook straightens and moves to help Taehyung wearing his helmet.

“Is this too tight?” Jungkook checks if the straps are secured properly without hurting Taehyung.

“Nah it's fine,” Taehyung replies with a shrug, thankful to the helmet straps covering the hot flashes on his cheeks.

Jungkook’s fingers linger a little longer on Taehyung’s cheeks.

“Hop on,” Jungkook turns around to get on the motorcycle, putting a pause on his thoughts on doing more with Taehyung in this empty parking lot. 

Taehyung shyly sits on the bike behind Jungkook.

Taehyung is not sure where to put his hands on, so he hesitantly clutches Jungkook’s jacket from both sides.

Taehyung’s body jerks forward and his chest hits Jungkook’s back, when Jungkook suddenly grabs Taehyung hands and wraps them tightly around his waist.

Taehyung’s heart is now beating fast and he is thankful that Jungkook cannot see his face.

“You need to hold me tightly” Jungkook gives Taehyung a side glance. 

Taehyung tightens his grip around Jungkook’s body like hugging him closer from behind, his legs aligned closer with Jungkook’s.

Upon Taehyung’s confirmation, Jungkook starts motorcycle and speeds it on the road.

“Where are we going by the way?” Taehyung shouts near Jungkook’s ears over the helmet, wind gushing through his face and he is holding Jungkook as his life depends on Jungkook.

“You'll know when we get there. It's a surprise,” Jungkook replies playfully, turning his slight left to be closer to Taehyung’s face.

Jungkook again focuses back on the road ahead and Taehyung’s mind roams to various places.

Jungkook never thought Jungkook was someone who would plan surprise dates for him. 

But Taehyung is not complaining. 

Taehyung is happy to go anywhere with Jungkook, surprise or no surprise.

Jungkook caring about him is enough for Taehyung. Taehyung doesn’t ask for anything more, he is happy where they are now in this relationship.

Taehyung has almost given up on the hope of being together with Jungkook, so now sitting behind Jungkook on the motorcycle to their surprise date is more than his expectations. 

Jungkook stops his motorcycle at the side of the hilltop, “We are here.”

“It’s too dark here, I can't see anything or anyone around,” Taehyung hops off the motorcycle cycle while wondering where they are.

“We have to walk a few steps to reach the spot,” Jungkook clarifies while helping Taehyung removing his helmet.

Taehyung relaxes a bit as Jungkook smoothens the stray hair strands on Taehyung’s forehead flying in all directions due the wind and helmet.

“Let’s go,” Jungkook intertwines his hand with Taehyung’s and leads him forward.

Taehyung is still not able to see anything as it's pitch black, but the warranty from Jungkook’s hand is keeping his anxiety in check.

Taehyung trusts Jungkook and knows that Jungkook will never let anything bad happen to him. Still the darkness of the night is making his nerves tickle.

“Let’s sit there,” Jungkook points toward a bench with the flashlight of his mobile phone.

“We are at the hill cliff but I still cannot see anything from here, maybe we should have come here during the day to enjoy the view,” Taehyung sounds confused while sitting on the bench.

“The view is not in front of us, it is above us.” Jungkook softly squeezes Taehyung’s hand while sitting close to him.

Taehyung lifts his face upwards slowly to understand what Jungkook is referring to.

“Oh my god..” Taehyung screams enthusiastically not believing the sight his eyes are seeing. “The sky is full of stars, it's so beautiful.” 

“It indeed is,” Jungkook whispers while looking at Taehyung.

Jungkook’s hand still holding Taehyung’s and their legs touching each other's.

“I have never seen these many stars since I left my pack in the forest. I never knew one can still view them from the city,” Taehyung is still in awe at the sight of millions of stars twinkling through the midnight blue sky.

“I have heard you many times talking about how you missed gazing at the stars from back home, how you still miss your family and how you often miss your pack, the forest and your home.” Jungkook leans sideways touching his shoulders.

“I never thought you of all people would know I become homesick when things get too lonely in here for me,” Taehyung dares not look at Jungkook and sound weak in front of him.

“That is why I thought of bringing you here. I know I won't be able to replace the gap in your heart for your family, your pack or your home.” Jungkook looks at Taehyung's face brightening from the starry night. 

Taehyung is still looking at the stars but his ears are now focusing on Jungkook’s words.

“But I wanted to fill the small crack by bringing you to something familiar to your old memories. I wanted you to feel like home” Jungkook says in the softest tone ever.

“Thanks,” is all Taehyung could manage to say right now.

Taehyung is too emotional at this moment. 

No one has thought to make him feel like home in this strange city.

No has ever given any thoughts to fulfill his minor wishes.

No one has ever given any attention to what his heart wants.

No one but Jungkook.

Jungkook is suddenly showering care on Taehyung through these simple gestures and now Taehyung is not able to contain his emotions.

Taehyung is getting consumed in love more and more with each and every action of Jungkook.

Taehyung is too overwhelmed right now.

But Taehyung keeps staring at the sky, though his vision is getting blurry due to the tears pooling around his eye. 

Taehyung refuses to look at Jungkook. 

If he looks at Jungkook now then he is not sure whether he would be able to hold the gate of the dam of his emotions. 

Taehyung’s feelings are just waiting to break that dam to flood through his tears. 

So Taehyung keeps looking at the sky and squeezes Jungkook’s hand softly.

“I know, you might be thinking that I should have taken you to a fancy restaurant for a romantic candle light dinner and all.” Jungkook starts upon sensing Taehyung’s silence unaware of what Taehyung is exactly feeling right now.

Taehyung turns his face slowly to look at Jungkook.

“And here I am, bringing you to stargazing in the middle of nowhere for our first date. I hope you are okay with this?” Jungkook chuckles nervously.

“Okay with this?” Taehyung cups both sides of Jungkook’s cheeks in palms. “I am more than okay with this Jungkook.”

Relief  washes through Jungkook’s face, his muscles relaxing a bit upon feeling the warmth of Taehyung’s hands on his cold face.

“No one had ever thought about my small silly wishes but you seem to care about each one of them,” Taehyung takes a deep breath holding his tears back.

“None of your wishes are small or silly.” Jungkook interrupts Taehyung.

Taehyung looks intensely into Jungkook’s eyes, giving him access to Jungkook’s true feelings about him.

Jungkook’s words are so plain yet they are able to bring out all kinds of raw emotions which Taehyung has buried deep down his heart.

 “As long as they are your wishes  they will always hold the utmost importance to me.” Jungkook leans forward to join his forehead with Taehyung’s.

Taehyung closes his eyes letting all his emotions flow freely through his tears.

“I promise, I'll always fulfill each one of your wishes no matter how small or how silly they are.” Jungkook talks in a mere whisper.

“Always?” Taehyung is barely able to speak.

“Always..” Jungkook ensures in his raspy voice.

And then neither of them knows who has leaned first, who has brushed the other's lips first and who has initiated the kiss first.

The kiss at the beginning is slow and soft as if both of them are taking their own sweet time in savoring it. 

After all, it's their first kiss. 

It feels like the first drop of rain in the scorching heat.

It tastes like soft snow falling onto the tip of their tongues on a winter night. 

They are cherishing the touch of each other's lips, devouring the soft flavor of their desires.

Neither of them are in a rush.

After a lot of struggle and misunderstandings, they have finally found their way back to each other.

They are going to embrace each second while they're at it, swiftly kissing each other.

Taehyung parts his lips allowing Jungkook to insert his tongue into Taehyung’s mouth.

A soft moan escapes Taehyung’s lips and Jungkook groans under his breath.

Taehyung’s tongue is now dancing perfectly with Jungkook’s inside his mouth.

Jungkook pulls Taehyung closer by placing his hand on the back of Taehyung’s nape.

Taehyung finds himself breathing faster than usual and his heart beating at the rate of highest possible for any Omega.

But Taehyung doesn’t care about anything at this moment. 

He wants to feel Jungkook on his lips, he wants Jungkook to feel his lips. 

He wants to keep kissing Jungkook like this is his first kiss and he wants Jungkook to keep kissing him like it's Jungkook’s last.

Taehyung weaves his fingers through Jungkook’s hair and gently tugs Jungkook’s head closer to his mouth as if any distance is still left between them.

Jungkook carases his fingers at the side of Taehyung’s bare neck, feeling each throbbing pulse from Taehyung.

Jungkook softly nibbles the corner of Taehyung’s lips, earning him another set of hushed moans from Taehyung.

Taehyung's tongue teases Jungkook’s and in turn  giving Jungkook more access into his mouth.

They keep cherishing each other's lips, their tongues playing with each other in perfect harmony.

After a long session of passionately kissing each other, they break apart to catch their breath.

Their hands are still on each other's neck, their foreheads still joined and they are still breathing heavily.

“I love you,” Jungkook breaks the silence, still trying to stabilize his breathing.

“I love you too,” Taehyung simply replies without thinking about any ifs and buts.

They stay there gazing at the stars for a little longer.

Jungkook is now lying on the grass, eyes closed with his arms wrapped around Taehyung’s waist.

Taehyung is resting his head on Jungkook’s chest and happily gazing at the stars in the warmth of Jungkook’s arms.

Jungkook could feel the heat radiating through Taehyung’s body, keeping him warm and fuzzy in this chilly night.

And Taehyung could feel the steady heaving of Jungkook’s breath, sending shots of calms to his entire body.

It all feels like a dream to Jungkook.

But when he feels the dip of the small of Taehyung’s back under his palms, then only he believes that this is nothing but the truth.

Jungkook takes a sigh of relief and pulls Taehyung closer to him and places a soft kiss on top of Taehyung’s hair.

“I love you,” Jungkook whispers once again, still keeping his eyes closed and squeezing Taehyung in a tighter hug.

“I love you too,” Taehyung replies almost immediately.

Love is as simple as this for Taehyung.

Taehyung doesn’t want to weigh the hurts of the past or hold anything against Jungkook.

What happened has happened. Taehyung cannot change his past. Taehyung has no control over his past.

Taehyung might have no guarantee for his future as well.

But Taehyung has a choice in his present. 

Choice of choosing the love of the person he had always loved with his whole heart.

Choice of giving himself and Jungkook a chance to see where their journey leads them to.

Choice of owning his decisions and living a regret free life.

Some people might say that Jungkook doesn’t deserve Taehyung because Jungkook has hurt him in the past, some might say that Taehyung should find someone better than Jungkook.

But Taehyung doesn’t want anyone other than Jungkook.

Taehyung wants only Jungkook.

His Jungkook.

Love is as simple as this for Taehyung.

Jungkook might have hurt him in the past, but it was not easy for Jungkook either. 

Jungkook might have made his life miserable but it was an intentional effort to keep both of them safe from the heartbreak of the future. 

Taehyung might have gone through the terrible pain of heartbreak but life was never fair with Jungkook either.

Jungkook had his own share of brutalities.

But still for Taehyung’s love, Jungkook fought with everything inside him and broke his own beliefs that had shaped him for years. 

For Taehyung’s love, Jungkook overcame each and every conflict that bubbled inside him for years.

For Taehyung’s love Jungkook wiped out all the reasons and memories of his painful past.

Jungkook forgot everything and anything he once believed true and came out strong, just to love Taehyung beyond any limits and boundaries.

Love is as simple as this for Taehyung and he has made it as simple as this for Jungkook too.

Taehyung closes his eyes, wishing upon the stars for a happily ever after with Jungkook.

“I love you, Jungkook.” Taehyung snuggles closer to Jungkook.

“I love you too, Taehyung,” Jungkook smiles through his closed eyes.

Taehyung can now clearly feel Jungkook’s heart beating in sync with his own, a homely and cozy feeling settles inside Taehyung’s heart.

Jungkook takes a deep breath, soaking in Taehyung’s scent, which will forever remind him of strawberries, chocolate and a starry night.

Love is as simple as this for Taehyung and Jungkook.

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1 Week Later

Taehyung cannot believe that it's almost a week…

Since they went stargazing on their first date.

Since they confessed their feelings properly to each other for the first time.

Since they had their first kiss under the starlit sky.

A soft blush appears on Taehyung’s cheeks upon thinking about their kiss.

It was simple yet special to Taehyung. Taehyung will cherish that memory for the rest of his life.

Taehyung is thankful to the dim light in the bar that nobody is able to see him blushing like a fool in love. 

But Taehyung is a fool in love. 

He is in so much love with Jungkook that sometimes it's difficult for him to contain all the emotions. 

But the world doesn't need to know how Taehyung feels about Jungkook all the time. Taehyung likes to keep this feeling close to his heart.

Right now there are not many people around the bar as it's almost closing time.

Jungkook has just finished his last song and is now putting his instruments in the tiny room behind the stage.

Taehyung walks towards the stage area and finds Jungkook’s guitar resting on his stool.

Taehyung looks around for Jungkook but fails to get a sight of him.

“He must be putting back the rest of the instruments.” Taehyung pouts while picking up the guitar.

Taehyung has never played guitar in his life but the image of Jungkook playing guitar has been etched in his mind.

Taehyung holds the guitar like Jungkook usually does while singing. 

Taehyung roams his fingers lightly over the strings, he can still feel the warmth of Jungkook’s touch on it.

Taehyung closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, he can still feel Jungkook’s fresh scent on it.

“What do you think you are doing?” Jungkook whispers in a husky voice from behind Taehyung.

“I.. um.. just checking the guitar..” Taehyung startles at the sudden presence of Jungkook behind him.

Taehyung is about to put the guitar aside to move around but Jungkook wraps his hands over Taehyung’s on the guitar, locking Taehyung in his embrace from behind. 

“You touched something of mine without my permission.. you shall be punished.” Jungkook’s lips brushes the back of Taehyung’s earlobe.

“Wha.. What punishment are you talking about?” Taehyung knows exactly what Jungkook means, a shiver runs through the back of his spine.

“How about we start with this..” Jungkook snakes his arm around Taehyung's stomach and pulls him closer.

Taehyung’s back softly hits Jungkook’s firm chest. 

Taehyung’s heart is beating faster as if it will explode from his chest.

It's not like Taehyung is getting this close to Jungkook for the first time or for the second time since their date under the stars.

But to Taehyung, it always feels like something new with Jungkook.

Yes, Jungkook has that kind of effect on Taehyung.

“And this..” Jungkook places a long kiss on Taehyung’s right cheek, still holding him from behind.

“Jungkook.. there are still a few people around.. what if they see us” Taehyung shyly squirms in Jungkook’s arms but not putting too much effort to get out of them.

“So what? I am kissing my official boyfriend.. I don’t care what anyone sees or thinks.” Jungkook smirks a little too loud. 

Yes, they made their relationship public. 

Taehyung still remembers their conversation from last week.

“I know I can't bring our bond back but I would like to make our relationship official. I would like to hold your hands in public, kiss your cheeks while passing by and call you my boyfriend to whoever is concerned about us.” Jungkook told Taehyung.

Taehyung kept staring at Jungkook with blinking eyes. He couldn't believe his ears.

Taehyung knew that eventually they would announce their relationship to the public but Taehyung never knew that Jungkook would want to make it official so soon.

After everything Jungkook had gone through, Taehyung thought that Jungkook would need some time.

But here Jungkook was standing in front of him and asking his permission.

“I hope you are okay with us dating in public?” Jungkook held Taehyung's hands in his and looked at him with expectant eyes.

“Yes of course.. I am totally okay with that,” without waiting a single second, Taehyung threw himself into Jungkook’s arms.

Jungkook tightened his arms around Taehyung’s back and dipped his face in the crook of Taehyung's Neck. 

They both released the breath of their sigh which they had been holding subconsciously.

“You are mine and I am not afraid of anything or anyone as long as you want me as yours.” Jungkook's lips hover on the sides of Taehyung’s neck bringing Taehyung back to the present.

A soft moan escapes from Taehyung’s mouth showing he doesn’t care about the world either.

“So do you accept me as yours Taehyung?” Jungkook slightly turns Taehyung’s face back in his direction by firmly placing his fingers on Taehyung’s chin.

Jungkook’s other hand is still holding Taehyung strongly in his position from behind.

“Yes you are mine..” Taehyung barely manages to stand, his knees getting weak on him.

“And??” Jungkook traces Taehyung’s jawline with his lips.

“And I am yours..” Taehyung’s mind is foggy but he lets his consent ring through Jungkook’s ear.

Jungkook’s inner Alpha cannot be happier upon hearing these words from Taehyung.

Without waiting any further, Jungkook turns Taehyung around and locks his lips with Taehyung’s.

The guitar slips down from Taehyung’s hands and he wraps his arms around Jungkook’s neck for the needed support.

Taehyung is thankful to the dim light at the stage for not giving anyone the view of them senselessly kissing each other.

Not that Taehyung cares but it's always good to have such moments private to each other.

Jungkook deepens his kiss and Taehyung loses himself in those kisses not thinking about anything else.

Taehyung cannot feel any prying eyes on them and he knows everyone must have left as it's way beyond closing time.

“If anyone was here, they might have long gone without bothering too much about PDA.” Jungkook talks in between the kisses as if reading Taehyung’s mind.

Taehyung kisses Jungkook back, stopping him from talking any further.

At this moment all Taehyung wants to think about is Jungkook’s lips on his and Jungkook is happily complying to Taehyung’s demands.

A few moments later, after madly and passionately kissing each other, they finally break their kiss.

“You look gorgeous..” Jungkook looks lovingly at Taehyung. 

Taehyung’s lips are swollen, cheeks are flushed, hair is disheveled and he is panting heavily for his breath.

Jungkook is devouring this sight of Taehyung by gazing at him from top to bottom.

A fresh pop of pink colors Taehyung’s cheeks and Taehyung’s tries to hide the goosebumps under his arms.

“And you look shameless..” Taehyung flusters with a content sigh.

“Come on, let's get you home,” Jungkook grins and offers his hand to Taehyung and Taehyung slips his hand in Jungkook’s.

They walk hand in hand towards the parking spot where Jungkook’s motorcycle is parked.

“You know, you don't need to drop me home every night. I can go by myself.” Taehyung chuckles softly.

Yes, Jungkook has been picking Taehyung up for work and dropping him home daily.

“I know, I don't need to and I fully understand that you are totally capable of taking care of yourself.. but..” Jungkook’s fingers hover on Taehyung’s cheeks while strapping the helmet.

“But what.. Jungkook?” Taehyung pouts in frustration.

“But I want to do this..” Jungkook shrugs with a soft voice.

“You live in the opposite direction, picking and dropping me daily is a lot,” Taehyung tries to reason.

“It doesn't matter, I'll do anything to keep you safe.” Jungkook hops on his motorcycle. 

“We are not staying in some forest pack. I am completely safe here.” Taehyung stares at Jungkook, still not ready to give up on the argument. 

“Maybe it's safe but I can't take any risks when it comes to you.” Jungkook simply states. 

“It’s not like I'll be going home alone for the first time. You were not there earlier for me.” Taehyung stomps his foot and sits behind Jungkook reluctantly.

Jungkook’s body stiffens.

Taehyung could feel the air between them going too cold and then suddenly Taehyung realizes how his last words might have hurt Jungkook.

“Jungkook.. I am so sorry, I didn't mean..” Taehyung is not sure how to make it right now.

“It’s okay..” Jungkook clears his throat without glancing back at Taehyung. 

Taehyung is not able to see Jungkook’s face or his expression but he can definitely feel Jungkook’s body getting tense when he wraps his arms around Jungkook’s waist. 

“Let’s go.” Jungkook starts his bike.

Taehyung can definitely feel the hurt and pain in Jungkook’s voice.

Taehyung didn't mean to hurt Jungkook, the words just left his mouth. 

Taehyung never blamed Jungkook for anything that happened between them in the past.

Taehyung has left the past in the past.

What he said today was just something out of context. Never ever not even for a single second he has held Jungkook guilty for any of the things in the past.

But knowing Jungkook, Taehyung knows that right now Jungkook is not mad at Taehyung but he must be mad at himself.

Though Jungkook has never accepted Taehyung’s love out of guilt or charity, he still sometimes curses himself for all the pain he has caused Taehyung.

Jungkook is madly and deeply in love with Taehyung,  there is no doubt about that. But he still holds himself responsible for Taehyung’s heartbreak. 

“You know I didn't mean that.. you know I love you..” Taehyung tries to hide the lump in his throat.

“I know.. I love you too..” Jungkook’s voice sounds sad.

As Jungkook’s motorcycle races through the streets, the silence between them grows with each passing distance.

Not knowing what to do next, Taehyung simply rests his head on the back of Jungkook’s shoulder.

Taehyung simply squeezes his arms tightly around Jungkook’s waist as if Jungkook will slip away from him if he doesn’t hold on to Jungkook.

Taehyung then tries to hide his sniffles under the sound of gushing wind.

Taehyung doesn’t understand how having a romantic moment a few minutes ago has taken them to this stage of argument.

It's not like their first fight since their confessions. They have had their sweetest moments and then fought like crazy as well.

Taehyung knows it's usual for couples to be mad at each other. They can't always have it rosy romantic between them.

So yes,  they have had romantic moments, they have had some crazy arguments and they have made up like nothing matters. All in the span of 7 days.

When Taehyung gets angry it's mostly Jungkook who says sorry first. And when Jungkook throws a tantrum, Taehyung is always there to make it up to him.

But this time it seems a bit more serious. Jungkook hasn't expressed in so many words, but he surely is sad right now. And Taehyung knows he is the reason behind it, maybe unintentionally.

Jungkook suddenly hits the brakes of the motorcycle and Taehyung jerks out his trail of thoughts. 

“Is something wrong with the motorcycle?” Taehyung hops off while checking Jungkook with concern.

“Just wait for me here for a second,” Jungkook quickly removes his helmet and sprints towards the shop at the corner.

Taehyung looks at the moving silhouette of Jungkook with a confused expression.

Not knowing what else to do, Taehyung also removes his helmet and puts it aside on the motorcycle seat right next to Jungkook’s.

And then Taehyung simply waits for Jungkook. 

“Here, your favorite ice-cream..” Jungkook returns back with a silly grin on his face.

“You stopped here to get me an ice-cream?” Taehyung frowns in confusion.

“How could I let you go to bed all sad and cranky?” Jungkook places the ice-cream cup on Taehyung’s hand. “I had to replace your mood with some sweetness, hence the ice-cream as the best remedy.”

“Why are you so sweet like this..” a few drops of tears start escaping Taehyung's eyes.

“Hey hey hey..” Jungkook's fingers immediately move to wipe away the tears from the corner of Taehyung’s eyes.

Taehyung's body relaxes under Jungkook’s soft touches.

“I had promised you that I'll never let tears come in your eyes, and here I am, making you cry every now and then.” Jungkook says softly, his palms cupping Taehyung’s cheeks.

“I am crying because you are so so nice.. I had upset you yet you are thinking about uplifting my mood,” Taehyung’s voice is moist with these overwhelming emotions.

“You didn't upset me Taehyung.. you never can.. I just got frustrated about myself for not taking care of you before..” Jungkook starts slowly feeding the ice-cream to Taehyung.

“The past was not your fault Jungkook.. not entirely and you know that.. we need to stop thinking about that and start living in our present.” Taehyung talks while eating the spoon full of ice-cream from Jungkook’s hand.

“Yes you are right.. let's look forward to our present and a happy future..” Jungkook smiles charmingly at Taehyung. 

Taehyung smiles back. 

“Are you sure you don't want to taste the ice-cream? It's the last bite.” Taehyung is back to playfully teasing Jungkook.

“There are other ways for me to taste the ice-cream.” Jungkook intensely holds Taehyung’s gaze.

Taehyung is suddenly speechless and the intensity of Jungkook’s gaze sends a hot shiver to Taehyung’s entire body.

Without wasting a single second, Jungkook closes the gap between them and dips his lips to Taehyung’s. 

Taehyung grabs Jungkook’s shoulders for support while his tongue finds his way to Jungkook’s mouth.

Jungkook devours the leftover ice-cream from Taehyung’s lips and Taehyung tastes like vanilla mixed with sugar and milk.

This is Jungkook’s new favorite flavor now.

Jungkook can still feel the cold traces on the corner of Taehyung’s lips but he is working his way in to keep those luscious lips of Taehyung’s as warm as possible.

Taehyung’s body is completely relaxed now while Jungkook is getting his fair share of ice-cream through Taehyung’s lips.

And Taehyung is not at all complaining about Jungkook’s way of sharing the dessert.

Taehyung is aware now that no matter how much bitterness spreads in their life, they will always end up filling it with sweetness for each other.

Taehyung is confident now that no matter how much they fight, they will always make up with each other. 

Taehyung is sure now that no matter how much they grow apart, they will always find their way back to each other.

Chapter Text

1 Month Later

Taehyung has been sitting on the couch at Jungkook’s small apartment and staring blankly at the flat TV screen.

Taehyung has been to all kinds of dates with Jungkook so far.

From having a simple evening walk in the park to having a full fledged picnic by the lake on a bright afternoon.

From watching the sunset at the beach to dancing the moonlight at the rooftop of their bar.

From strolling in the art galleries during the day while holding each other's hands to singing their hearts out at their karaoke nights.

They have gone from endless romantic candle light dinners at some of the best restaurants around the corner to a simple home cooked meal prepared by Jungkook at his place.

Yes, this is not the first time Tahyeung has been in Jungkook’s place.

But what has happened a few moments is surely enough to make Taehyung’s neck blush with a hue of pink. 

Taehyung’s fingers linger at the pendant that Jungkook has just got for him.

Taehyung can’t  believe it's already their one month anniversary shyly remembering the beautiful moments shared between the two just a few hours ago.

The candlelight casted a soft, golden glow across the room, shadows dancing on the walls as the flames flickered. 

Jungkook had gone all out for their one-month anniversary, wanting to make it a night neither of them would forget. 

Soft music played in the background, the melody weaving through the air like a gentle caress. The scent of roses lingered, a sweet reminder of the love that blossomed between them.

Taehyung stood by the window, his gaze fixed on the city lights below. 

Silently, Jungkook approached, wrapping his arms around Taehyung's waist from behind. The Omega leaned back into the embrace, a sigh of contentment escaping his lips.

"Happy anniversary, Tae," Jungkook murmured, his breath warm against Taehyung's ear.

Taehyung turned within the circle of Jungkook's arms, his eyes shimmering with a light that mirrored the stars outside. "I can't believe it's been a month already," he said softly, his voice carrying a note of wonder. "It feels like just yesterday we confessed our feelings.”

Jungkook chuckled, his fingers brushing a stray lock of hair from Taehyung's forehead. "Time flies when you're in love," he replied, his voice rich with emotion.

Taehyung smiled, his eyes twinkling with affection.

 “I was terrified you'd reject me.” Jungkook’s eyes flinched just for a few seconds from the pain of the past.

Taehyung reached up, cupping Jungkook's cheek. "I could never reject you," he said softly. "You mean everything to me.”

Jungkook's heart melted at Taehyung's words. 

Jungkook brought a half moon pendant from his pocket and leaned forward to wrap it on Taehyung’s neck. “This is my anniversary gift to you.”

“Thanks,” Taehyung’s gaze fell on Jungkook’s neck, noticing a similar pendant on Jungkook’s neck.

“I have the other half on me,” Jungkook quickly explained the unsaid question from Taehyung. “This signifies that we are the better halves of one another and we really complete one another in all true senses, with or without our active soulmate bond.”

“It’s really beautiful Jungkook. Not just the pendant, but the thought behind it.” Taehyung’s eyes moistened with happy tears.

Jungkook’s fingers were already brushing away the tears from the corner of Taehyung’s eyes. Jungkook just hated to see any kind of tears on Taehyung’s eyes.

“But I didn't get you anything,” Taehyung frowned in a cute pout.

Jungkook couldn't resist himself from placing a quick kiss on Taehyung’s pout. “You are all I ever need.”

Taehyung looked up at Jungkook with a fond smile.

Jungkook steadied Taehyung’s face by putting his fingers under Taehyung’s chin and whispered, “I only want to see you happy in your life, Taehyung. I don't want another gift from you. You mean everything to me, Taehyung.”

“I am happy with you Jungkook.” Taehyung whispered back with a content smile.

Jungkook leaned in to capture Taehyung's lips in a kiss. It started softly, tenderly, their lips moving in perfect harmony. But the kiss deepened quickly, fueled by the passion that simmered just beneath the surface.

Jungkook's hands roamed over Taehyung's back, pulling him closer, deepening the kiss. 

Taehyung's fingers tangled in Jungkook's hair, a soft moan escaping him as the kiss grew more passionate. 

They pulled apart, breathless, their foreheads resting against each other.

"I love you," Jungkook whispered, his voice raw with emotion.

It had become a norm for Jungkook to whisper ‘I love yous’ to Taehyung every then and now.

Jungkook can't get enough of expressing his love to Taehyung.

If it was within Jungkook’s reach, he would have stood on the top of the tallest building in the city, screaming his heart out to Taehyung every morning.

But that might be a tad bit too much, even for Jungkook. 

So Jungkook decided to take every opportunity he would get to whisper these sweet nothings to Taehyung.

It's not like Jungkook needed to remind himself or to Taehyung for that matter about his love.

But it always felt good to tell Taehyung how he feels about him.

And it always felt good to see Taehyung's reaction over these 3 magical words from Jungkook.

"I love you too," Taehyung replied, his cheeks turning into a huge shade of red.

Jungkook kissed Taehyung’s blush away, his lips trailing down Taehyung's cheek to his jawline.

Taehyung tilted his head back, granting Jungkook better access, a shiver running down his spine at the Alpha's touch.

"Jungkook," Taehyung breathed, his voice a plea.

Jungkook's hands moved to Taehyung's hips, lifting him effortlessly. 

Taehyung wrapped his legs around Jungkook's waist, their lips meeting in a searing kiss. 

Jungkook carried him to the couch, laying him down gently, his body hovering over Taehyung's, their breaths mingling.

Taehyung's fingers traced the contours of Jungkook's face, his eyes filled with adoration. "You're so beautiful," he whispered, his voice barely audible.

Jungkook smiled, his heart swelling with love. "Not as beautiful as you," he replied, capturing Taehyung's lips once more.

Their kisses grew more intense, more urgent, as they lost themselves in each other. 

Jungkook's hands roamed over Taehyung's body, exploring every inch, memorizing every curve. 

Taehyung's breath hitched as Jungkook's fingers brushed against sensitive spots, his body arching into the Alpha's touch.

"Jungkook," Taehyung gasped, his voice trembling with need.

Jungkook pulled back slightly, his eyes dark with desire. "Tell me what you want, Tae," he said, his voice husky.

"I want you," Taehyung replied without hesitation. "I want to feel you, all of you.”

Jungkook's heart raced at Taehyung's words. "Are you sure?" he asked, needing to be absolutely certain.

Taehyung nodded, his eyes shining with trust and love. "I'm sure, Jungkook. I want this, I want you.”

The world outside ceased to exist as they lost themselves in each other. Every touch, every kiss, every whispered word was a testament to the bond they shared. 

Jungkook's hands moved with reverence, exploring Taehyung's body as if it were a sacred temple, eliciting gasps and moans of pleasure. 

Taehyung's fingers traced the lines of Jungkook's muscles, feeling the power and strength of his Alpha.

Their kisses grew more frantic, more desperate, as they neared the point of no return. 

Jungkook's heart pounded in his chest, his body aching with need. But even in the haze of desire, he was mindful of Taehyung's comfort, his every touch filled with love and care.

"Jungkook," Taehyung moaned, his voice a plea.

Jungkook's eyes met Taehyung's, his gaze filled with unspoken emotion. "I love you," he whispered, his voice breaking.

"I love you too," Taehyung replied, his eyes brimming with tears of joy.

Jungkook's heart swelled at Taehyung's words, and he cupped Taehyung's face in his hands, his thumbs gently brushing away the tears. "You're so precious to me," he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.

Jungkook's hands slid from Taehyung's face down to his shoulders, tracing the line of his collarbone before moving to the small of his back. 

He pulled Taehyung closer, their bodies pressing together, the heat between them intensifying. 

Taehyung responded eagerly, his hands roaming over Jungkook's chest, feeling the strong, steady heartbeat beneath his fingertips.

Taehyung's breath hitched as Jungkook's lips left a trail of kisses down his neck, his tongue flicking out to taste the sensitive skin. 

He moaned softly, his fingers tangling in Jungkook's hair, pulling him closer, urging him on. 

Jungkook's hands moved to Taehyung's hips, gripping them firmly as he kissed his way back up to Taehyung's mouth.

Taehyung arched against Jungkook, his body trembling with need. 

Jungkook's hands roamed over Taehyung's body, exploring every inch, memorizing every curve. He marveled at the softness of Taehyung's skin, the way his muscles tensed and relaxed under his touch.

Taehyung's hands were just as eager, mapping out the planes of Jungkook's body, feeling the strength and power in every muscle. 

He shivered as Jungkook's fingers brushed against his sensitive spots, his body responding instinctively to the Alpha's touch. 

"Jungkook," Taehyung gasped, his voice trembling with need. "I need you.”

Jungkook's eyes darkened with desire, his gaze locking with Taehyung's. "Tell me what you want, Tae," he said, his voice husky and filled with longing.

“I want you to touch every inch of my body.. I want you to kiss all of me.." Taehyung replied without hesitation. "I want to you to cherish me.. devour me.. ”

Jungkook's heart raced at Taehyung's words.

His hands moved to the hem of Taehyung's shirt, lifting it slowly, his fingers grazing the smooth skin beneath. 

Taehyung lifted his arms, allowing Jungkook to pull the shirt over his head and toss it aside.

Jungkook took a moment to admire Taehyung, his eyes drinking in the sight of him. "You're so beautiful," he murmured, his voice filled with awe.

Taehyung blushed under the intensity of Jungkook's gaze, but he didn't look away. 

Instead, he reached for Jungkook's shirt, pulling it off with eager hands. "So are you," he whispered, his eyes roaming over Jungkook's body, taking in the strong lines and contours.

Jungkook lowered Taehyung onto the couch, their bodies moving together with a grace born of familiarity and deep connection. 

Taehyung's hands roamed over Jungkook's back, his nails lightly scratching the surface, eliciting a growl of pleasure from the Alpha. 

Jungkook's hands explored Taehyung's body, tracing the lines of his muscles, feeling the heat radiating from his skin.

With a final, tender kiss, they gave in to their desires, their bodies moving in perfect harmony. The world around them faded away, leaving only the two of them, lost in their love. 

Taehyung’s attention is teared back to the present when his fingers grazes Jungkook’s love bites on his neck. 

They are not the mating marks. As their bond has already been broken,  Taehyung is not sure if they will ever be able to create the mating marks on each other.

But nonetheless, these are special to Taehyung as the mating marks would have been. 

These marks are proof of the love growing stronger between them. Not that their love needs any validation but Jungkook’s etching on his soft skin feels good to Taehyung.

Even though they will fade in a few days, Taehyung is not worried about it.  

Jungkook & his inner Alpha will keep finding interesting ways of creating these beautiful marks on our body, claiming us to be theirs.

Taehyung’s inner Omega bounces full of passion & desire, causing Taehyung to blush some more.

“What’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Jungkook sits next to Taehyung while kissing his temple.

They both have changed clothes and are now sitting on the couch wearing matching pjs.

Taehyung has once casually joked about wearing couple outfits when they are at home and to his surprise Jungkook has happily obliged Taehyung’s wish.

Taehyung has never thought Jungkook to be the kind of Alpha who will agree to wear matching pjs with him.

“Nothing, I guess I didn't wish earlier.. Happy one month anniversary my love,” Taehyung cups Jungkook’s face in his arms and places soft kisses on Jungkook’s cheeks, one at a time.

“Maybe you can compensate me with round two.” Jungkook leans in, his breath warm against Taehyung's ear, his voice dripping with desire.

Taehyung's heart skips a beat, his body reacting instantly to Jungkook's words. "Round two?" he echoes, his voice trembling in happy anticipation.

Jungkook's lips brush against Taehyung's ear, sending shivers down his spine. "Mhm," he hums. "I want to feel you again, Tae. I want to hear you moan my name, see you come undone beneath me.”

Taehyung's breath hitches, his cheeks burning with a mix of embarrassment and excitement. "Jungkook..." he whispers, his voice barely audible.

Jungkook pulls back slightly, his eyes locking with Taehyung's. "What's wrong, baby?" he asks, his tone softening. "Too much?”

Taehyung bit his lip, his eyes darting away. "I just... It's just..." he stammered, struggling to find the right words.

Jungkook's hand comes up to cup Taehyung's cheek, gently turning his face back to meet his gaze. "You can tell me, Tae," he says, his voice reassuring.

Taehyung's eyes softened, his cheeks still tinged with pink. "It's just... you make me feel so much," he confesses. "Sometimes it's overwhelming.”

Jungkook's expression melts into one of pure adoration. "That's because we have something special," he says softly. "But if it's too much, we can take it slow."

Taehyung shakes his head quickly. "No, it's not that," he said. "I just... I get shy sometimes."

Jungkook's lips curve into a gentle smile. "You're adorable when you're shy," he teases, his thumb brushing over Taehyung's bottom lip.

Taehyung's blush deepens, and in an effort to distract himself—and Jungkook—he reaches for the remote control. "How about we watch a movie?" he suggests, his voice slightly higher than usual.

Jungkook chuckles, clearly amused by Taehyung's sudden change of topic. "A movie, huh?" he says, raising an eyebrow.

Taehyung nods, pressing the power button and scrolling through the options on the screen. "Yeah, a movie," he insists, his eyes fixed on the screen, even as he felt Jungkook's gaze burning into him.

Jungkook settles back on the couch, his arm draping over the backrest behind Taehyung. "Alright, Tae," he says, a hint of laughter in his voice. "What do you want to watch?”

Taehyung quickly selects a romantic comedy, hoping the lighthearted film would ease the tension between them. "How about this one?" he asks, glancing at Jungkook for approval.

Jungkook smiles, his eyes soft with affection. "Sounds perfect," he agrees, pulling Taehyung closer so that he is nestled against his side.

Jungkook wraps a cozy blanket around  them and snuggles with Taehyung under the blanket. 

As the movie begins, Taehyung feels the tension in his body slowly melting away. 

Jungkook's fingers trace lazy patterns on his arm, his touch gentle and comforting. 

They watch in companionable silence, the earlier intensity replaced by a warm, fuzzy feeling.

About halfway through the movie, Jungkook leans in, his lips brushing against Taehyung's ear. "You know," he whispers, his voice low and teasing, "we can still have that round two after the movie."

Taehyung's breath is caught in his throat, and he turns to look at Jungkook, his eyes wide. "Jungkook," he says, a mixture of exasperation and amusement in his voice.

Jungkook chuckles, pressing a kiss on top of Taehyung's head and ruffling his hair. "Just saying," he murmurs, his tone playful. "No rush, though. I'm happy just being here with you."

Taehyung's heart swells with love, and he smiles, his earlier shyness fading. "I'm happy too," he said softly, resting his head against Jungkook's shoulder.

They return their attention to the movie, their hands intertwined, the warmth of their connection providing a perfect backdrop to the story unfolding on the screen. 

At this point everything feels so normal. It's a Friday night and Taehyung is spending quality time with his boyfriend Jungkook at his place watching their favorite movie, like any other couple.

And Taehyung is Happy with this new normal.

Happiness is the new normal for Taehyung and Jungkook.

Taehyung steals a side glance at Jungkook while Jungkook is still immersed in the movie. Though Jungkook’s fingers are now softly threading through Taehyung’s hair.

Everything is just perfect.

Jungkook has now become Taehyung’s safe place and Taehyung has become Jungkook’s most trusted confidant.

Once they both were broken beyond repair.

But now they both are slowly picking up the shattered pieces of their hearts bit by bit and mending it with utmost love and care for each other.

If love is a person, what will they look like?

If Taehyung thinks about this question now, then his mind instantly answers the same name without even waiting for a split second.

Jungkook .

“You Broke me first but you Healed me now,” Taehyung whispers lovingly to Jungkook and goes back to resting his head on Jungkook’s shoulder.

“Thanks for giving me a second chance to love you,” Jungkook pulls Taehyung closer, while a single drop of tear escapes Jungkook’s eyes.

THE END

Chapter Text

6 Months Later

Taehyung strolls through the amusement park holding hand in hand with Jungkook.

Being in a relationship with Jungkook for the last 6 months has been blissful to Taehyung.

Taehyung has never been this happy ever in his entire life.

The sun is beginning to set, casting a warm golden glow over the park, and the air is filled with the laughter of children and the cheerful tunes of carnival music. 

Jungkook's heart races with anticipation, the small velvet box tucked securely in his pocket weighing heavily on his mind.

"Jungkook, this place is amazing!" Taehyung exclaims, his eyes wide with excitement as he takes in the sights around them. "I haven't been to an amusement park in years!”

Jungkook smiles, his heart swelling with affection at Taehyung's enthusiasm. "I'm glad you like it, Tae," he says, squeezing Taehyung's hand. "I wanted tonight to be special.”

Taehyung turns to Jungkook, his expression softening. "Every moment with you is special," he says sincerely, his eyes shining with love.

Jungkook feels a lump forming in his throat, and he swallows hard, trying to keep his emotions in check. "Come on, there's something I want to show you," he says, leading Taehyung toward the giant Ferris wheel that looms in the distance, its brightly colored lights twinkling like stars against the darkening sky.

As they approach the Ferris wheel, Taehyung's eyes widen in awe. "It's so beautiful," he breathed, his voice filled with wonder.

Jungkook nods, his heart pounding. "I thought it would be the perfect place for us to see the city lights," he says, his voice steady despite the nervous fluttering in his chest.

They board the Ferris wheel, settling into their private box. The operator secures the door, and with a gentle jolt, they begin their ascent. 

Taehyung leans against the window, his eyes are now fixed on the view below, a soft smile playing on his lips.

"This is incredible," Taehyung says, his voice still filled with awe. "I can see the whole park from up here."

Jungkook smiles, his eyes never leaving Taehyung's face. "Just wait until we get to the top," he simply squeezes Taehyung’s hand while placing a quick kiss on his cheek.

Taehyung blushes into deep red.

They have been dating for long enough for Taehyung to get used to Jungkook’s ways of showing affection.

Yet every single time when Jungkook kisses Taehyung, Taehyung feels the same butterflies as he had during their first kiss.

It never gets old for Taehyung.

Jungkook still has the same effect as he had when they met for the first time.

Jungkook still is able to make Taehyung’s heart race by a mere whisper in his ear, by a simple brush of fingers on his skin, by a small peck of kisses on his cheeks.

As they climb higher, the sounds of the park below grow fainter and are replaced by the gentle creaking of the Ferris wheel and the soft hum of the city in the distance. 

The sky has now turned into a deep shade of indigo, and the first stars were beginning to appear, twinkling like diamonds against the velvet backdrop.

When they reach the top, their box comes to a gentle stop, and Taehyung's breath is caught in his throat. 

The view is breathtaking. The city lights are spread out below them like a sea of sparkling jewels, each one twinkling with its own unique brilliance.

"Jungkook, this is... it's magical," Taehyung whispers, his eyes wide with wonder.

Jungkook's heart is swelled with love, and he takes a deep breath, steeling himself for what he is about to do. "Tae," he says softly, his voice trembling with emotion.

Taehyung turns to him, his expression curious. "What is it, Jungkook?"

Jungkook reaches out, gently taking Taehyung's hands in his own. "I brought you here tonight because there's something I need to tell you," he begins, his voice shaking slightly.

Taehyung's eyes search Jungkook's face, his expression filled with concern. "What is it, Jungkook? You're scaring me," his voice now tinged with worry.

Jungkook squeezes Taehyung's hands, offering him a reassuring smile. "It's nothing bad, I promise," he speaks softly. "I just... I need you to know how much you mean to me."

Taehyung's eyes soften, and he nods, urging Jungkook to continue.

Jungkook takes a deep breath, his heart pounding in his chest. "Tae, these past six months have been the happiest of my life," his voice filled with emotion. "Every moment with you has been a gift, and I can't imagine my life without you.”

Taehyung's eyes are now filled with tears, and he reaches up to cup Jungkook's cheek. "Jungkook, I feel the same way. You've brought so much joy and love into my life. I can't imagine being without you either."

Jungkook's reaches into his pocket, his fingers closing around the small velvet box. "Tae, there's something I've been wanting to ask you," his voice trembling.

Taehyung's eyes widen as Jungkook pulled out the box, his breath catching in his throat. "Jungkook…”

Jungkook opens the box, revealing a beautiful ring that sparkles in the dim light. "Taehyung, will you marry me?" he asks, his voice filled with hope and love.

Taehyung covers his mouth with his hands, his body trembling with emotion. "Jungkook... I..." he stammers, his voice breaking.

Jungkook's heart pounding in his chest, as he waits, holding his breath, “you are not going to reject me.. are you?”

Tears stream down Taehyung's cheeks, and he nods, his voice choked with emotion. "Yes..”

Jungkook’s face seems to get tense.

Upon realizing the confusion, Taehyung quickly corrects himself, “No.. Yes..I mean..”

Jungkook is still staring at Taehyung holding his breath waiting patiently to hear clearly.

“Oh gosh.. why do I have to be such a clutz and ruin this perfect moment?” Taehyung closes his eyes in frustration.

“You can never ruin anything for me Tae, your mere presence is perfect enough for me,” Jungkook’s sweet voice fills the air between them.

Taehyung slowly opens his eyes, inhales deeply as in soaking in each word from Jungkook and cups Jungkook’s face in his palms “Jungkook, yes! I will marry you!".

Jungkook's heart soars, and he slips the ring onto Taehyung's finger, his hands trembling with happiness. "I love you, Tae," he whispers, still not able to reel his emotions.

Taehyung throws his arms around Jungkook, pulling him into a tight embrace. "I love you too, Jungkook,".

Jungkook tightens his arms around Taehyung’s back.

"More than words can say.” Taehyung whispers in Jungkook’s ears, while burying his head in the crook of Jungkook’s neck.

Jungkook's inner Alpha is finally feeling the sense of peace while Taehyung’s inner Omega is rolling with excitement.

They hold each other close, the world around them fading away as they lose themselves in their love. 

The Ferris wheel begins to move again, gently carrying them back down to the ground, but neither of them notice. They are too lost in each other, their hearts overflowing with happiness and love.

Taehyung has heard that people come to you for a reason, season or a lifetime.

But Jungkook is all three of them.

Jungkook is Taehyung’s reason to be happy and healthy.

Jungkook is Taehyung’s season full of colors and laughter.

And Jungkook is Taehyung’s lifetime of love and cherished memories.

Chapter Text

1 Year Later

It has been a year since Taehyung and Jungkook have tied the knot, and their love has only grown stronger with each passing day. 

It's a sunny Sunday afternoon, and their home is filled with laughter and the smell of a delicious brunch that Jungkook has cooked. 

Taehyung, Jungkook, and their friend Haze's son, Minjun, are sprawled across the living room floor, engaged in a fierce video game battle.

Yes, Taehyung is now friends with Haze.

After knowing the truth that Haze and Jungkook were only good friends and there was nothing going between them, Taehyung has come closer to Haze as a friend. 

Taehyung’s respect for Jungkook has doubled when he got to know that Jungkook has been helping Haze by watching out for her son when Haze used to be busy working and Jungkook has also been protecting Haze and her son from Haze’s abusive ex.

Taehyung and Minjun, a lively eight-year-old with an infectious laugh, are on one team, their video game characters dominating the screen. Jungkook, on the other hand, is sulking adorably as his character keeps getting knocked out.

"Come on, Jungkook, you can do better than that!" Taehyung teases, his eyes sparkling with mischief.

Minjun giggles, his little fingers flying over the controller. "Yeah, Uncle Kook! You're supposed to be good at this!”

Jungkook pouts, his brows are now furrowing in concentration as he tries to make a comeback. 

"You two are teaming up against me! It's not fair!" Jungkook protests, though his tone is playful.

Taehyung leans over and kisses Jungkook's cheek. 

"All's fair in love and video games," Taehyung says with a grin.

With a final flurry of button presses, Taehyung and Minjun's characters deliver the finishing blow to Jungkook's avatar. The screen flashes with the words "Victory!" and Minjun jumps up, throwing his arms around Taehyung.

"We did it! We won!" Minjun cheers, his face lighting up with pure joy.

Jungkook sighs dramatically, flopping back against the couch. "Alright, alright, you win," he concedes, unable to keep the smile off his face as he watches Taehyung and Minjun celebrate.

"You were a good opponent, Uncle Kook," Minjun says magnanimously, giving Jungkook a pat on the shoulder.

"Thanks, buddy," Jungkook replies, ruffling Minjun's hair. "I'll get you next time.”

After their intense gaming session, Minjun starts to yawn, his earlier excitement giving way to drowsiness. 

Taehyung and Jungkook guide him to the guest room, tucking him in for an afternoon nap. 

Once Minjun is settled, they return to the living room, savoring the rare quiet moment.

Taehyung is nestled against Jungkook on the couch, his head resting on Jungkook's shoulder. The sunlight streams through the windows, casting a warm glow over the room.

"It's so peaceful," Taehyung murmurs, his fingers intertwining with Jungkook's.

"Yeah," Jungkook agrees, his thumb gently caressing the back of Taehyung's hand. "I love moments like this.”

They sit in comfortable silence for a few minutes, just enjoying each other's presence. 

Taehyung takes a deep breath, feeling the weight of the news he is about to share. He turns to face Jungkook, his eyes shining with a mixture of excitement and nervousness.

"Kook," Taehyung begins softly, his voice trembling slightly. "There's something I need to tell you."

Jungkook immediately senses the seriousness in Taehyung's tone and shifts his full attention to him. "What is it, Tae?" he asks, concern lacing his voice.

Taehyung takes Jungkook's hands in his, squeezing them gently. "I'm pregnant," he says, his voice filled with emotion. "We're going to have a baby."

For a moment, Jungkook just stares at Taehyung, his mind struggling to process the words. Then, a myriad of emotions flicker across his face—surprise, joy, and finally, a flicker of worry.

"Pregnant?" Jungkook repeats, his voice barely above a whisper. "We're going to have a baby?"

Taehyung nods, tears of happiness welling up in his eyes. "Yes, Kook. We're going to be parents."

Jungkook pulls Taehyung into a tight embrace, his heart pounding with a mix of overwhelming love and anxiety. "Tae, this is amazing," he whispers, his voice choked with emotion. "I can't believe it.”

Taehyung hugs him back just as tightly, feeling Jungkook's heart beating rapidly against his chest. "I know," he says softly. "It's a lot to take in."

Jungkook pulls back slightly, his eyes are filled with a mix of joy and fear. 

All those moments from his terrible childhood memories flash in front of Jungkook.

What if he is going to be a terrible father like his Dad.

What if he will end up not caring for his child either.

Or worse, what if he will not be able to protect his child and be just a bystander in his child's life just like his own father. 

"Tae, what if I'm not a good father?" his voice trembling. "What if I end up like my dad?”

Taehyung cups Jungkook's face in his hands, looking into his eyes with unwavering love and reassurance. "Jungkook, you are nothing like your father," he says firmly. 

Jungkook still looks at Taehyung with doubtful eyes.

"You are kind, loving, and selfless. Look at how you take care of Minjun and how much he loves you. You're already an amazing role model.” Taehyung looks at Jungkook lovingly.

Jungkook's eyes soften, but the worry doesn't completely leave his face. "But what if I make mistakes? What if I can't protect our child?”

Taehyung leans in, pressing a gentle kiss to Jungkook's lips. "We'll make mistakes, Kook. Every parent does. But we'll learn together, and we'll love our child with all our hearts. And I know you'll protect our baby, just like you've protected me and Haze and Minjun.”

Jungkook's eyes fill with tears, and he nods, pulling Taehyung into another embrace. "I love you so much, Tae," he whispers. "Thank you for believing in me.”

"I love you too, Kook," Taehyung replies, his voice filled with emotion. "And I know you're going to be the best father.”

They sit there, holding each other, their hearts filled with hope and love for the future. The weight of their news settled in, but with it has come with a sense of excitement and anticipation for the new chapter they are about to begin.

After a while, Taehyung pulls back slightly, a playful smile tugging at his lips. "So, do you want to start thinking about baby names?" he asks, his eyes twinkling with mischief.

Jungkook chuckles, the tension easing from his shoulders. "We have plenty of time for that," he says, his voice warm with affection. "But I do have a few ideas.”

Taehyung's smile widens, and he leans in to kiss Jungkook softly. "I can't wait to hear them," he murmurs against Jungkook's lips.

They spend the next few hours talking about their dreams for their future family, their plans for the nursery, and the kind of parents they want to be. 

Laughter fills the room as they share their hopes and fears, their bond growing even stronger with each passing moment.

Then a few hours later, Minjun wakes up from his nap, he wanders into the living room, rubbing his eyes sleepily. "Uncle Tae, Uncle Kook, are we still playing?" he asks, his voice filled with childlike innocence.

Taehyung and Jungkook exchange a smile, their hearts filled with love for the little boy.

"Of course, Minjun," Taehyung says, scooping him up into his arms. "What do you want to play next?"

Minjun's eyes light up, and he wriggles out of Taehyung's arms to grab his favorite board game. "This one!" he exclaims, holding it up for them to see.

Jungkook laughs, getting up to join them on the floor. "Alright, let's do it," he says, his earlier worries momentarily forgotten in the face of Minjun's enthusiasm.

They spend the rest of the afternoon playing games and enjoying each other's company, the warmth and love in their home a testament to the beautiful family they are creating. 

As the sun begins to set, casting a golden glow over the room, Taehyung and Jungkook share a quiet look, their hearts filled with a profound sense of gratitude and joy.

Later that evening, after Haze has picked up Minjun, Taehyung and Jungkook sit on the couch, their hands intertwined. The house is quiet, the only sound is the soft hum of the city outside their windows.

"Today was perfect," Taehyung says softly, resting his head on Jungkook's shoulder.

Jungkook nods, his fingers gently stroking Taehyung's hair. "It was," he agrees. "And I can't wait for all the perfect days we have ahead of us."

Taehyung looks up at Jungkook, his eyes filled with love. "We're going to be okay, Kook. We're going to be a great family.”

Jungkook smiles, his heart swelling with love and gratitude. "I know we will, Tae, because we have each other."

They sit there in the quiet comfort of their home, their hearts filled with love and hope for the future. 

As they hold each other close, they know that no matter what challenges lay ahead, they will face them together, their love and commitment to each other stronger than ever.

And as the stars begin to twinkle in the night sky, Taehyung and Jungkook dream of the beautiful life they are about to build together, a life filled with love, laughter, and the promise of forever.

Chapter Text

1 Year 6 Months Later 

The early morning sunlight filters through the curtains, casting a gentle glow over the bedroom. 

Jungkook wakes up to the sound of Taehyung's soft breathing beside him. 

Jungkook turns to his side, smiling as he takes in the sight of his pregnant Omega, who is now six months along with their twins. 

Taehyung looks serene, one hand resting protectively over his rounded belly. 

Jungkook's heart swells with love and tenderness.

Jungkook carefully slips out of bed, not wanting to wake Taehyung just yet. 

Quietly, Jungkook heads to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. 

Jungkook remembers Taehyung's recent cravings and decides to make his favorite: strawberry pancakes with a side of a fresh fruit salad and a topping of honey glazed whipped cream.

Jungkook hums softly as he works in the kitchen, savoring the domesticity of the moment.

As the smell of pancakes fills the air, Jungkook hears the gentle shuffle of Taehyung's footsteps approaching. He turns to see Taehyung standing in the doorway, rubbing his eyes and yawning.

"Good morning, love," Jungkook greets, his voice warm and loving. "How did you sleep?”

Taehyung smiles sleepily, making his way to the kitchen table. "I slept well, but I had the weirdest dream," he says, sitting down with a contented sigh. "I dreamt that our twins were dancing inside my belly.”

Jungkook chuckles, placing a plate of pancakes in front of Taehyung. "Maybe they're practicing for their first dance recital," he teases, pressing a kiss to Taehyung's forehead. "How are you feeling this morning?”

"A bit tired," Taehyung admits, his hand moving to rub his belly. "But I'm also really hungry.”

Jungkook's eyes soften as he watches Taehyung eat with gusto. "I'm glad you're eating well. You've got to keep your strength up for our little dancers," he says, sitting down beside Taehyung and starting on his own breakfast.

They eat together in comfortable silence, the occasional sound of Taehyung's contented hum or Jungkook's soft chuckle filling the room. 

After breakfast, Jungkook clears the table and washes the dishes, insisting that Taehyung should relax.

"Go sit on the couch, Tae. I'll bring you some tea," Jungkook says, his tone gentle but firm.

Taehyung doesn't protest, knowing how much Jungkook loves taking care of him. He moves to the living room, sinking into the plush cushions of the couch. 

Jungkook soon joins him with a steaming mug of chamomile tea, placing it on the coffee table within easy reach.

"Here you go, love," Jungkook says, handing Taehyung a soft, fluffy blanket. "Get cozy."

Taehyung wraps himself in the blanket, feeling a wave of affection for his thoughtful husband. "You're spoiling me, Kook," he says, though his eyes shine with gratitude.

"You deserve it," Jungkook replies, sitting down beside Taehyung and gently rubbing his back. "How's your back today? Any pain?"

Taehyung leans into Jungkook's touch, closing his eyes. "A little sore, but not too bad," he admits. "It helps when you do that.”

Jungkook continues to massage Taehyung's back, his fingers moving in soothing circles. "Let me know if it gets worse, okay? I'll get the heating pad if you need it."

"Okay," Taehyung murmurs, feeling the tension in his back slowly melt away. "Thank you, Kook. You always know how to make me feel better.”

Jungkook's heart warms at Taehyung's words. "I just want to take care of you and our babies," he says softly. "You mean everything to me, Tae."

Tears well up in Taehyung's eyes, his pregnancy hormones making him more emotional than usual. "I love you so much, Jungkook," he whispers, his voice thick with emotion.

Jungkook leans in, pressing a tender kiss to Taehyung's lips. "I love you too, Tae. More than anything."

They sit together for a while, just enjoying the quiet intimacy of the moment. 

Jungkook's hand moves to Taehyung's belly, feeling the slight movements of their twins inside. "Hey there, little ones," he whispers, his voice filled with awe. "Dad's here.”

Taehyung smiles, placing his hand over Jungkook's. "They know you're here," he says softly. "They always move more when you talk to them."

Jungkook's eyes shine with love and wonder. "I can't wait to meet them," he says, his voice filled with anticipation.

"Me too," Taehyung agrees, his heart swelling with happiness.

As the morning progresses, Jungkook helps Taehyung with various tasks around the house.

Jungkook makes sure Taehyung stays hydrated, frequently bringing him water and making sure he takes his prenatal vitamins. He also sets up a foot spa in the living room, knowing how much Taehyung's feet have been aching lately.

"Sit back and relax, love," Jungkook says, guiding Taehyung to a comfortable chair and helping him settle his feet into the warm, bubbling water.

Taehyung sighs with relief, feeling the soothing heat and gentle massage of the foot spa. "This feels amazing, Kook. Thank you.”

Jungkook smiles, sitting beside him and gently massaging Taehyung's shoulders. "Anything for you, Tae," he says softly. "I want you to be as comfortable as possible.”

They spend the rest of the morning in a cozy bubble of domestic bliss. 

Jungkook reads to Taehyung from a parenting book, his voice calm and reassuring. 

Taehyung listens with rapt attention, occasionally asking questions or sharing his thoughts.

As lunchtime approaches, Jungkook prepares a light, nutritious meal for them. 

Jungkook makes a colorful salad with grilled chicken, avocado, and a variety of fresh vegetables, knowing how much Taehyung loves it. He also prepares a side of sweet potato fries, a recent craving of Taehyung's.

"Here you go, love," Jungkook says, placing the plates on the table. "I hope you like it.”

Taehyung's eyes light up at the sight of the food. "It looks delicious, Kook. Thank you."

They eat together, enjoying the meal and each other's company. 

Jungkook makes sure Taehyung eats slowly and takes small bites, knowing how difficult it can be for him to eat larger meals now that his belly is growing.

After lunch, they move to the nursery, which they have been gradually setting up over the past few months. 

Jungkook helps Taehyung organize the baby clothes, folding tiny onesies and arranging them neatly in the drawers. 

Taehyung's eyes sparkle with excitement as he holds up a pair of tiny socks.

"Can you believe our babies will be wearing these soon?" Taehyung asks, his voice filled with wonder.

Jungkook smiles, his heart swelling with love. "It's hard to believe," he admits, taking the socks from Taehyung and holding them up. "They're so small.”

Taehyung laughs softly. "Everything is so small. I can't wait to see them in all these cute outfits."

They spend the afternoon in the nursery, talking about their hopes and dreams for their future family. 

Jungkook listens attentively to Taehyung's ideas, offering his own thoughts and making sure Taehyung feels heard and supported.

As the day goes on, Taehyung starts to feel tired. 

Jungkook notices the fatigue in his eyes and gently guides him back to the living room. "Why don't you take a nap, love?" he suggests, his voice filled with concern.

Taehyung nods, unable to suppress a yawn. "I think I will," he agrees, settling onto the couch and pulling the blanket over himself.

Jungkook sits beside Taehyung, stroking his hair and humming a soft lullaby. 

Taehyung's eyes flutter closed, and he drifts off to sleep, feeling safe and loved in Jungkook's care.

While Taehyung naps, Jungkook quietly tidies up the house and prepares dinner. 

Jungkook makes a hearty vegetable soup with homemade bread, knowing how much Taehyung enjoys it. Jungkook also prepares a batch of Taehyung's favorite cookies, hoping to surprise him when he wakes up.

As the sun begins to set, Jungkook lights a few candles around the living room, creating a warm and cozy atmosphere. He sets the table for dinner, placing a vase of fresh flowers in the center. He wants everything to be perfect for Taehyung.

When Taehyung wakes up, he is greeted by the delicious aroma of dinner and the soft glow of candlelight. 

Taehyung smiles, feeling a rush of love for his thoughtful husband. "Kook, this is beautiful," he says, sitting up and stretching.

Jungkook helps Taehyung to his feet, leading him to the dining table. "I wanted to make tonight special," he says, his voice filled with love. "How are you feeling?"

"Much better after that nap," Taehyung replies, his eyes shining with gratitude. "Thank you for everything, Kook."

Jungkook presses a kiss to Taehyung's forehead. "Anything for you, love," he says softly.

They sit down to dinner, enjoying the delicious soup and freshly baked bread. Taehyung takes a bite and closes his eyes in delight. "This is amazing, Kook. You always know exactly what I need."

Jungkook beams, reaching across the table to squeeze Taehyung's hand. "I'm glad you like it. You and our babies deserve the best.”

Taehyung's heart swells with emotion. "You've been so wonderful through all of this. I don't know what I would do without you."

Jungkook smiles warmly. "You're the one doing the hard work, Tae. Carrying our twins, taking care of yourself, and still managing to be the most beautiful person I know.”

Taehyung's eyes glisten with tears. "Hormones," he laughs, wiping at his eyes. "I'm just so grateful for you."

Jungkook gets up and walks around the table, kneeling next to Taehyung's chair. 

Jungkook takes Taehyung's face in his hands and kisses him softly. "I love you, Tae. And I can't wait to meet our little ones.”

They finish their meal, chatting about their future and the excitement of becoming parents. 

After dinner, Jungkook brings out the surprise dessert—Taehyung's favorite cookies, fresh from the oven.

Taehyung's face lights up. "Cookies! You remembered!"

"Of course I did," Jungkook says, placing the plate in front of him. "You deserve a treat.”

Taehyung takes a bite, moaning in pleasure. "These are perfect, Kook. Thank you."

Jungkook watches him with a loving smile. "Anything for you.”

After dessert, Jungkook helps Taehyung to the bathroom, where he's already drawn a warm bath. "A relaxing bath will help with any soreness," he says, gently guiding Taehyung to sit on the edge of the tub. "I'll be right here if you need me."

Taehyung smiles, touched by Jungkook's thoughtfulness. "You're the best, Kook.”

Jungkook blushes slightly. "Just want to make sure you're comfortable, love."

While Taehyung relaxes in the bath, Jungkook sets up the bedroom for a cozy night. 

Jungkook arranges extra pillows on Taehyung's side of the bed to support his back and belly, and sets up the humidifier to keep the air comfortable.

When Taehyung finishes his bath, Jungkook helps him dry off and get into his most comfortable pajamas. "Ready for bed?" he asks, guiding Taehyung to the bedroom.

Taehyung nods, feeling relaxed and content. "Yes, I think a good night's sleep sounds perfect."

Jungkook helps Taehyung settle into bed, making sure he's comfortable with all the pillows arranged just right. "How's that?" he asks, his voice filled with concern.

"Perfect," Taehyung replies, reaching out to hold Jungkook's hand. "Thank you for taking such good care of me."

Jungkook smiles and climbs into bed beside him, wrapping an arm around Taehyung and resting his hand on Taehyung's belly. "I love you, Tae. And I love our babies.”

Taehyung places his hand over Jungkook's, feeling a sense of complete peace. "I love you too, Kook. More than anything.”

As they lie in bed, Taehyung feels a slight flutter in his belly. He giggles softly. "They're moving," he says, guiding Jungkook's hand to where he felt the movement.

Jungkook's eyes widen in wonder as he feels the tiny kicks. "Wow, they really are practicing their dance moves," he whispers, his voice filled with awe.

Taehyung laughs, the sound filled with joy. "They must be excited to meet you."

"And I can't wait to meet them," Jungkook replies, his voice tender. "I hope they know how much we love them already.”

Taehyung nods, tears of happiness filling his eyes again. "They will. Because we have so much love to give."

They lie there in the quiet, feeling the gentle movements of their babies and the warmth of their love surrounding them. 

Jungkook continues to talk softly to Taehyung's belly, sharing his hopes and dreams for their family.

"You're going to be the best dad," Taehyung whispers, his voice filled with certainty.

Jungkook looks up, his eyes shining with emotion. "And you're going to be the most amazing dad as well. Our babies are so lucky to have you."

Taehyung smiles, feeling a sense of overwhelming happiness. "We're all lucky to have each other.”

"We're going to be the best parents," Jungkook whispers, his voice filled with certainty.

Taehyung smiles, feeling a sense of overwhelming happiness. "Yes, we are. Because we have each other."

As they drift off to sleep, their hearts are filled with love and hope for the future. 

They know that no matter what challenges lie ahead, they will face them together, their love and commitment to each other stronger than ever. 

And with their twins on the way, their family is growing in.

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1 Year 7 Months Later

Jungkook gently brushes a stray lock of hair from Taehyung's forehead, his heart swelling with love and gratitude, while Taehyung sleeping peacefully right next to him.

Taehyung stirs, slowly waking up to find Jungkook gazing at him with adoration. "Good morning, Kook," he murmurs, his voice still heavy with sleep.

"Good morning, love," Jungkook replies, pressing a soft kiss to Taehyung's forehead. "How did you sleep?"

"Better, thanks to you," Taehyung says, smiling warmly. "Those extra pillows have really been helpful.”

"I'm glad," Jungkook says, his eyes shining with relief. "How are our little ones doing this morning?"

Taehyung places a hand on his belly, feeling the gentle movements of their twins. "They're active as always," he replies with a chuckle. "It's like they're having a party in there.”

Jungkook laughs softly. 

Jungkook helps Taehyung out of bed and into the bathroom, where he assists him with his morning routine. He makes sure Taehyung brushes his teeth and washes his face, then helps him change into comfortable clothes.

Once they're ready, Jungkook guides Taehyung to the kitchen and sits him at the table. 

Jungkook glances over his shoulder, grinning. "Just want to make sure you and our babies are happy and healthy."

For breakfast, Jungkook prepares a nutritious spread: oatmeal topped with fresh berries and honey, scrambled eggs with spinach, and a side of whole wheat toast. He also makes sure to include a smoothie packed with all the vitamins and nutrients Taehyung needs.

As they eat, they talk about their plans for the day. Jungkook suggests they take a short walk in the park, knowing how much Taehyung enjoys being outdoors. "The fresh air will do us all good," he says, taking Taehyung's hand in his.

Taehyung nods, his eyes bright with excitement. "I love that idea. It's been a while since we've been to the park.”

After breakfast, Jungkook helps Taehyung get ready for their walk. He makes sure Taehyung wears comfortable shoes and a light jacket, then grabs a bottle of water and some snacks just in case.

They head to the nearby park, enjoying the warm spring weather and the sight of blooming flowers. Jungkook holds Taehyung's hand, guiding him along the paths at a leisurely pace.

"This is perfect," Taehyung says, taking a deep breath of the fresh air. "I love spending time with you like this."

"Me too," Jungkook replies, his voice filled with warmth. "It's moments like these that make me realize how lucky we are.”

As they walk, they come across a small pond with a bench nearby. 

Jungkook suggests they sit for a while, and Taehyung gratefully agrees, feeling the weight of his belly making it a bit tiring to walk for long.

They sit on the bench, watching the ducks swim in the pond and talking about their hopes and dreams for their family. 

Jungkook wraps an arm around Taehyung, holding him protectively.

Taehyung rested his head on Jungkook's shoulder, his fingers playing with the ring on his finger.

"I still can't believe this is real," Taehyung says softly, his voice filled with wonder. "We're going to be parents soon."

Jungkook presses a kiss to Taehyung's temple, his heart swelling with love. "It's real, Tae," he whispers. "And I promise to spend every day making our lives happier."

Taehyung looks up at Jungkook, his eyes filled with love and adoration. "You already do," he says softly. "You make me happier than I ever thought possible.”

Jungkook smiles, his heart overflowing with emotion. "I love you so much, Taehyung," he says, his voice trembling with sincerity. "I can't wait to start this new chapter of our lives together."

Taehyung's eyes fill with tears, and he cups Jungkook's face in his hands, his touch gentle and loving. "I love you too, Jungkook," he whispers. "With all my heart.”

They kiss, slow and tender, their lips moving in perfect harmony. 

As they pull apart, Taehyung rests his forehead against Jungkook's, their breaths mingling in the cool night air. "Thank you for taking care of me during all these months," Taehyung says softly. "It's been perfect.”

Jungkook smiles, his heart swelling with happiness. "I'm glad," he says. "I wanted this journey to be special for you."

"It has been more than special," Taehyungrepliesd, his eyes shining with love. "It has been a magical ride."

"You know, I think our twins are going to love this park," Jungkook says, after a while, trying to lighten Taehyung’s emotional hormones.

Taehyung is now smiling at the thought. "We'll bring them here for picnics and playdates."

Jungkook’s eyes sparkle with joy. "I can't wait for that. They're going to have the best childhood.”

They sit there for some more time, feeling the gentle movements of their babies and the warmth of their love surrounding them. 

With their twins on the way, their hearts are overflowing with love and anticipation.

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1 Year 9 Months Later 

It’s early in the morning when Taehyung wakes up with a sharp pain in his lower abdomen. He winces and takes a deep breath, trying to calm himself. The pain doesn't subside, and instead, it grows more intense. 

Taehyung nudges Jungkook, who is sound asleep beside him.

“Kook, wake up,” Taehyung whispers urgently, his voice trembling. “I think... I think it's time.”

Jungkook’s eyes fly open, and he sits up immediately, his heart pounding. “Tae? Are you sure?”

Taehyung nods, clutching his belly. “Yes, the contractions... they're really strong.”

Jungkook’s panic is evident, but he quickly gets into action. He helps Taehyung out of bed and grabs the pre-packed hospital bag. “Okay, let’s get to the hospital. Breathe, love, just breathe.”

They manage to get into the car, Jungkook driving as fast as he dares while keeping one hand on Taehyung’s to comfort him. 

Taehyung's breaths are shallow and rapid, his face contorted in pain.

“You're doing great, Tae. We’re almost there,” Jungkook says, his voice trembling with anxiety.

Taehyung squeezes his hand, trying to offer some reassurance despite the pain. “I’m scared, Kook.”

Jungkook glances over at him, his eyes filled with concern. “I know, love. But we’re in this together. You’re the strongest person I know.”

They arrive at the hospital, and Jungkook helps Taehyung inside, where a nurse quickly assists them. They’re rushed to the maternity ward, and Taehyung is settled into a bed. Jungkook stays by his side, holding his hand tightly.

The contractions grow more intense, and Taehyung’s face is pale and covered in sweat. 

Jungkook wipes Taehyung’s forehead with a damp cloth, his own heart racing with fear and anticipation.

“You’re doing amazing, Tae. Just a little longer,” Jungkook murmurs, his voice shaking.

The doctor checks Taehyung and nods. “It’s time. You’re ready to start pushing, Taehyung.”

Taehyung nods weekly, tears of pain and fear in his eyes. “Kook...”

“I’m right here,” Jungkook says, kissing his forehead. “You can do this.”

Taehyung begins to push, gripping Jungkook’s hand with all his strength. The pain is overwhelming, and he screams, tears streaming down his face. 

Jungkook feels helpless, his heartbreaking to see Taehyung in so much pain, but he stays by his side, whispering words of encouragement and love.

After what feels like an eternity, the first baby’s cry fills the room. 

Taehyung collapses back against the bed, exhausted but relieved. 

The doctor places a tiny, wriggling baby on Taehyung’s chest, and he looks down in awe, tears of joy mingling with his sweat.

“It’s a boy,” the doctor announces, smiling.

Taehyung and Jungkook share a look of pure love and joy. “Our baby boy,” Taehyung whispers, gently touching the baby’s tiny hand.

Jungkook kisses Taehyung’s forehead, his own eyes filled with tears. “You did it, Tae. He’s perfect.”

But it’s not over yet. Taehyung has to push again for the second baby. The pain is just as intense, but he finds strength in the presence of his newborn son and Jungkook’s unwavering support.

Finally, the second baby is born, and another cry fills the room. The doctor places the baby on Taehyung’s chest, and he looks down at their second child with awe.

“It’s a girl,” the doctor says, smiling at the happy parents.

Taehyung’s tears flow freely as he holds both babies, one in each arm. “We have a son and a daughter, Kook,” he says, his voice choking with emotion.

Jungkook kisses him tenderly. “They’re beautiful, Tae. You’re amazing.”

After the initial chaos, they have a moment of peace. 

Jungkook sits beside Taehyung on the hospital bed, holding their son while Taehyung cradles their daughter. They gaze at their newborns, overwhelmed with love and joy.

“What should we name them?” Taehyung asks, his voice soft and filled with wonder.

Jungkook thinks for a moment, then smiles. “How about Jungsu for our boy? It means wisdom and intelligence.”

Taehyung smiles, nodding. “I love it. And for our daughter... How about Taeri? It means reason & logic.”

Jungkook’s eyes light up. “Jungsu and Taeri. Perfect names for our perfect babies.”

They take turns holding their twins, marveling at their tiny fingers and toes, their soft, downy hair, and their beautiful, innocent faces. 

Jungkook can’t stop smiling, his heart overflowing with love for his new family.

“You’re going to be the best dad, Kook,” Taehyung says, watching Jungkook interact with their babies.

Jungkook looks up, his eyes shining. “And you’re going to be the best dad too, Tae. We’re in this together.”

The reality of what they’ve just experienced starts to sink in, and both of them are overcome with emotion. 

Taehyung looks at Jungkook, his eyes filled with gratitude and love. “Thank you for being here, for everything. I couldn’t have done this without you.”

Jungkook squeezes his hand, his voice thick with emotion. “I wouldn’t be anywhere else, Tae. I love you so much.”

They sit there, holding their twins, feeling the weight of the moment. The fear and pain of labor are already fading into the background, replaced by an overwhelming sense of love and happiness.

“We’re a family now,” Taehyung whispers, his heart full.

Jungkook nods, tears of joy streaming down his face. “Yes, we are. And I promise to love and protect you and our babies with everything I have.”

As they cuddle their newborns, Taehyung feels a deep sense of peace. 

The journey has been long and challenging, but looking at Jungkook and their twins, he knows it has all been worth it. 

Their love has created something beautiful, and their future as a family is bright and filled with endless possibilities.

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2 Years Later 

The twins are now three months old, and life in the Jeon household has become a whirlwind of sleepless nights, diaper changes, and baby laughter. 

Taehyung and Jungkook, like all new parents, are navigating the challenges and joys of parenthood together. 

It’s 2 AM, and the peaceful silence of the night is shattered by the cries of the twins, Jungsu and Taeri. 

Jungkook wakes with a start, his heart pounding. He’s become used to the nocturnal schedule, but it doesn’t make it any less exhausting.

“Got it,” he whispers to Taehyung, who is groggily trying to sit up.

“No, let me,” Taehyung insists, rubbing his eyes.

“We can do this together,” Jungkook replies, getting up and heading to the crib where Jungsu is wailing. 

Taehyung follows him, picking up Taeri who has joined her brother in the chorus of cries.

They take turns rocking the babies, humming lullabies, and whispering words of comfort. The exhaustion is evident on their faces, but so is the love. Despite the bags under their eyes and the constant fatigue, their gazes soften when they look at their children.

“I think he’s hungry,” Jungkook says, gently bouncing Jungsu in his arms.

Taehyung nods, cradling Taeri. “Let’s get them fed.”

In the dim light of the nursery, they settle into the rocking chairs, feeding the twins. The room is filled with the sounds of soft coos and contented gulps. Taehyung looks at Jungkook, his eyes filled with love.

“We’re really doing this,” Taehyung whispers.

Jungkook smiles, though tired. “Yeah, we are. And we’re doing great.”

Morning comes too quickly. The sun peeks through the curtains, and the day begins anew. 

Jungkook is in the kitchen, trying to make breakfast with one hand while holding a fussy Jungsu in the other.

“Need help?” Taehyung asks, entering the kitchen with Taeri in his arms.

“Yes, please,” Jungkook sighs. “I swear, I’ve forgotten what a full night’s sleep feels like.”

Taehyung laughs softly, switching Taeri to his other arm. “I think we both have.”

They manage to juggle making breakfast and feeding the babies. Between bites of toast and sips of coffee, they share smiles and the occasional chuckle at their own disheveled appearances.

“Remember when we thought this would be easy?” Taehyung says, giving Jungsu a spoonful of mashed banana.

Jungkook laughs, shaking his head. “We were so naive. But I wouldn’t trade this for anything.”

After breakfast, they try to tackle the mountain of laundry that’s accumulated. Taehyung sorts the tiny clothes while Jungkook folds them, Jungsu and Taeri watching from their play mats.

“Look at them, so innocent,” Jungkook says, smiling at the twins. “They have no idea how much work they are.”

Taehyung chuckles. “And yet, we love every minute of it.”

In the afternoon, they take the twins for a walk in the park. The fresh air and change of scenery are good for everyone. Taehyung pushes the double stroller while Jungkook carries a diaper bag, ready for any emergencies.

“Look at them, Kook. They’re so fascinated by everything,” Taehyung says, watching the twins’ wide eyes taking in the world around them.

Jungkook smiles, walking beside him. “It’s amazing, isn’t it? Seeing the world through their eyes.”

They find a quiet spot and lay out a blanket, placing the twins on it. 

Jungsu grabs at the grass with tiny fingers while Taeri watches the leaves rustling in the breeze.

“I never thought I’d enjoy something as simple as this so much,” Jungkook says, lying back on the blanket and watching the clouds.

Taehyung lies beside him, resting his head on Jungkook’s shoulder. “It’s the little moments that make it all worth it.”

Evening comes, and it’s time for the bedtime routine. Baths, stories, and lullabies fill the hours before the twins finally settle down to sleep. 

Taehyung and Jungkook collapse on the couch, exhausted but content.

“Do you think they’ll sleep through the night?” Taehyung asks, resting his head on Jungkook’s lap.

Jungkook strokes his hair gently. “We can hope. But even if they don’t, we’ll handle it. Together.”

Taehyung smiles, closing his eyes. “I couldn’t do this without you, Kook.”

Jungkook leans down to kiss Taehyung’s forehead. “We’re a team, Tae. And we’re doing our best.”

As they sit there, the house finally quiet, they reflect on the past three months. The sleepless nights, the endless feedings, the diaper changes, the moments of doubt and fear – all of it has brought them closer together.

“It’s crazy how much life has changed,” Taehyung says softly. “But I wouldn’t trade it for anything.”

Jungkook nods, his eyes shining with love. “Me neither. These little ones, they’re our world now.”

Taehyung looks up at Jungkook, his heart full. “We’re doing okay, right? We’re good parents?”

Jungkook smiles, his hand still gently stroking Taehyung’s hair. “We’re more than okay, Tae. We’re amazing parents. And our babies are lucky to have you.”

Taehyung’s eyes fill with tears, but they’re tears of happiness. “They’re lucky to have you too, Kook. I couldn’t ask for a better partner.”

They sit in comfortable silence for a while, the love they share evident in every glance and touch. The journey of parenthood is challenging, but it’s also the most rewarding experience of their lives. 

As they finally head to bed, Taehyung looks at the crib where Jungsu and Taeri sleep peacefully. He feels a sense of fulfillment and joy that he never imagined possible.

“We’ve got a long road ahead,” Taehyung whispers, slipping into bed beside Jungkook.

Jungkook wraps an arm around him, pulling him close. “We do. But we’ll face it together. One day at a time.”

Taehyung nods, closing his eyes. “I love you, Kook. More than anything.”

“I love you too, Tae. Forever,” Jungkook murmurs, kissing Taehyung softly.

As they drift off to sleep, they know that no matter what challenges come their way, they have each other. 

And that’s all they need to navigate the beautiful chaos of parenthood.

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5 Years Later

Jungkook and Taehyung watch with smiles as their 3 years old twins, Jungsu and Taeri, run ahead on the sandy shore, their laughter filling the air like music. 

It’s a perfect day for a beach picnic, the sun shining brightly overhead and a gentle breeze rustling through the palm trees.

As they reach the perfect spot, Taehyung spreads out a colorful beach blanket while Jungkook unloads the picnic basket filled with sandwiches, fruits, and snacks. 

“Are you excited, babies?” Taehyung asks, kneeling down to their level.

Jungsu nods enthusiastically, his eyes sparkling with anticipation. “Yes, Daddy! Can we build a sandcastle?”

Taeri claps her hands, her curls bouncing with excitement. “Sandcastle! Sandcastle!”

Jungkook grins, ruffling Jungsu’s hair. “Of course, buddy. But first, let’s have some lunch.”

They all settle down on the blanket, enjoying the simple pleasure of sharing a meal together by the sea. 

The twins chatter excitedly, their little voices blending with the sound of the waves crashing on the shore.

After lunch, they gather buckets and shovels, ready to tackle the task of building the grandest sandcastle the beach has ever seen. 

Taehyung and Jungkook work together, shaping turrets and digging moats, while Jungsu and Taeri eagerly help by filling buckets with sand and decorating their masterpiece with seashells and driftwood.

“Look, Papa, Daddy! Our sandcastle is the best!” Jungsu exclaims proudly, his face smeared with sand and sunscreen.

Taehyung and Jungkook exchange a glance, their hearts swelling with pride. “It’s amazing, buddy,” Jungkook says, tousling Jungsu’s hair.

Taeri claps her hands, her face beaming with joy. “Pretty castle!”

As they admire their handiwork, Taehyung takes out his phone and snaps a photo, capturing the moment forever.

With the sandcastle complete, it’s time for some fun in the sun. 

Taehyung and Jungkook take turns splashing in the shallow waves with the twins, their laughter echoing across the beach.

“Come on, Taeri, let’s catch some waves!” Jungsu shouts, grabbing his sister’s hand and running towards the water.

Taehyung and Jungkook watch them with fond smiles, feeling grateful for these precious moments as a family. 

“Do you remember when they were just babies?” Taehyung asks, his eyes shining with nostalgia.

Jungkook nods, his heart overflowing with love. “It feels like just yesterday. But look at them now, growing up so fast.”

After a refreshing swim, they play beach games, running races and flying kites against the backdrop of the endless blue sky. 

Taehyung and Jungkook cheer on their little ones, their hearts bursting with pride at their boundless energy and enthusiasm.

“Daddy, watch me!” Taeri squeals, running towards Jungkook with outstretched arms.

Jungkook scoops her up, spinning her around and showering her with kisses. “You’re amazing, Taeri!”

Meanwhile, Jungsu is busy building sand sculptures, his imagination running wild as he creates intricate designs inspired by the sea.

“Look, Papa, I made a seahorse!” Jungsu calls out, grinning proudly.

Taehyung gasps in delight, admiring his son’s creativity. “It’s beautiful, Jungsu! You’re so talented.”

As the sun begins to dip below the horizon, casting a warm golden glow over the beach, they gather around a crackling bonfire. 

Taehyung and Jungkook roast marshmallows while the twins snuggle close, their eyes wide with wonder as they watch the flames dance.

“This has been the best day ever,” Taehyung says, leaning against Jungkook’s side.

Jungkook nods, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s temple. “I couldn’t agree more, Tae. I’m so grateful for our family.”

They sit in comfortable silence, the crackling of the fire and the sound of the waves providing the perfect soundtrack to their evening. 

As the stars twinkle overhead and the twins drift off to sleep in their arms, Taehyung and Jungkook feel a deep sense of peace and contentment.

As they pack up their belongings and head back home, Taehyung and Jungkook exchange smiles, knowing that they’ve made memories today that they’ll cherish forever. 

The laughter, the love, and the simple joys of being together as a family – these are the moments that make life truly special.

“We should do this more often,” Jungkook says, squeezing Taehyung’s hand.

Taehyung nods, his heart full. “Definitely. Let’s make every day an adventure.”

With their twins sleeping soundly in the backseat, Taehyung and Jungkook drive home, their hearts overflowing with love and gratitude for the beautiful life they’ve created together. 

And as they look ahead to the future, they know that the best is yet to come.

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8 Years Later  

Jungkook and Taehyung’s twins, Jungsu and Taeri, are now six years old. Jungsu is a ball of energy, always on the move, while Taeri is a chatterbox, never running out of stories to tell. 

Jungkook and Taehyung find their hands full raising their kids, but they are not complaining. 

They love the chaos of chasing around little Jungsu and listening to Taeri’s animated talks. 

This little whirlwind of activity brings them immense joy and contentment.

Jungkook has recently decided to sing professionally in concerts in addition to his regular gigs at Yoongi’s bar.

Although they are doing fine financially, Jungkook wants to save more for the future, for rainy days. 

Today, Jungkook is performing at one such concert, and as always, Taehyung is his biggest supporter, cheering from the front row like a crazy fan.

The concert is a success, as usual, and the moment it ends, Taehyung rushes backstage. 

He can't wait to see Jungkook. 

Despite seeing each other every day, the responsibilities of the kids and their hectic work schedules often keep them too busy to spend quality time together. 

Now that the concert is over, Taehyung is looking forward to some quiet moments with Jungkook before they dive back into their daily hustle.

Taehyung feels a surge of pride as he watches Jungkook interact with the crew. 

Jungkook is not only an amazing father and husband but also a dedicated performer. 

Taehyung wants to remind Jungkook of how awesome he is and how much Taehyung loves him. 

However, Taehyung’s steps falter when he sees an Omega girl flirting with Jungkook backstage.

"You're such an amazing singer, Jungkook," the girl says, her voice dripping with admiration. "I bet you have all the fans swooning over you."

Jungkook smiles politely, taking a small step back. "Thank you, but I only have eyes for one person."

"Oh?" The girl tilts her head, batting her eyelashes. "And who might that be?"

Taehyung’s body rings with jealousy, his fists clenching at his sides. He takes a deep breath, trying to keep his emotions in check.

"I love my husband, Taehyung," Jungkook replies firmly, his voice unwavering. "Too much to think about anyone else."

The girl’s eyes widen in surprise. "Who is Taehyung?"

But then, a smile forms on Taehyung’s lips. This is his cue.

“That would be me,” Taehyung says, stepping forward. His voice is calm but carries a hint of possessiveness. “I’m his husband.”

The girl’s face falls, and she quickly excuses herself, clearly upset. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize. I'll leave you two alone."

Jungkook turns to Taehyung, concern flickering in his eyes. "Are you okay, Tae?"

Taehyung lets out a sigh, his shoulders relaxing. "I'm fine. I just… I didn’t like seeing someone else trying to get close to you. I'm sorry I got carried away."

Jungkook steps closer, wrapping his arms around Taehyung’s waist. "You never need to apologize for claiming me as yours," he murmurs, pressing a kiss to Taehyung’s forehead. "I will forever be yours. And honestly, I find this jealous side of you way too hot."

Taehyung feels his cheeks heat up. "Kook…"

Jungkook chuckles softly, leaning in to press a kiss to Taehyung’s lips. “You know you’re the only one for me, right?”

Taehyung nods, his heart swelling with love. “I know. And you’re the only one for me.”

Jungkook chuckles softly, leaning in to press another kiss to Taehyung’s lips. 

It’s gentle at first, a soft brush that quickly turns into something deeper, more urgent. When they pull apart, both are breathless.

“We need to pick up the twins from Yoongi and Jimin’s place,” Taehyung says, trying to distract himself from the heat pooling in his stomach.

“Let the kids stay with them for a few more hours,” Jungkook whispers, his voice husky.

Taehyung’s eyes widen slightly. “What are you planning to do in these few more hours?”

Jungkook doesn’t answer with words. 

Instead, he cups Taehyung’s face and kisses him again, harder this time. 

His hands roam down Taehyung’s body, and Taehyung feels a shiver of anticipation. 

The excitement of being with Jungkook after a long time, especially here in public, sends a thrill through him. The thought of getting caught adds an edge to his desire.

Jungkook lifts Taehyung effortlessly and places him on the dressing table. He looks into Taehyung’s eyes, his gaze burning with need. “I want you, Tae. Right here, right now.”

Taehyung’s breath hitches. “Someone might walk in…”

“Let them,” Jungkook growls, capturing Taehyung’s lips again. His hands are everywhere, pulling at clothes, caressing skin. 

Taehyung clings to Jungkook, his mind a whirlwind of sensations.

Jungkook’s touch is firm and demanding, his kisses bruising. 

Taehyung’s hands find purchase in Jungkook’s hair, tugging him closer. 

Their moans fill the room, mingling with the sounds of their hurried movements. 

Taehyung feels alive, every nerve ending on fire as Jungkook’s lips trail down his neck, his teeth grazing sensitive skin.

“Jungkook,” Taehyung gasps, arching into his touch. “Please…”

Jungkook’s response is a low, guttural sound that sends a thrill through Taehyung. He fumbles with Taehyung’s pants, pushing them down, and Taehyung’s breath catches as cool air hits his heated skin. Jungkook’s fingers are deft, his touch electrifying.

“God, you’re beautiful,” Jungkook murmurs, his voice rough with desire. He leans in, kissing Taehyung deeply, swallowing his moans. 

Taehyung feels dizzy with want, his body thrumming with need.

Jungkook’s hands grip Taehyung’s hips, pulling him closer. “I love you, Tae. So much.”

“I love you too, Kook,” Taehyung breathes, his voice trembling with emotion and desire. “I need you.”

Jungkook doesn’t need any more encouragement. He moves with a sense of urgency, their bodies fitting together perfectly. The room fills with the sounds of their passion, each gasp and moan a testament to their love.

When they finally reach their peak, it’s like the world shatters around them. 

Taehyung clings to Jungkook, his body trembling with the intensity of his release. 

Jungkook holds him close, whispering sweet nothings into his ear.

They stay like that for a while, catching their breath, their foreheads pressed together. 

Taehyung feels a deep sense of contentment wash over him. This is what he’s missed, the closeness, the intimacy. He looks into Jungkook’s eyes and sees the same emotions reflected back at him.

“Let’s fix ourselves up,” Jungkook says softly, a playful smile tugging at his lips. “Can’t have anyone suspecting what we’ve been up to.”

Taehyung laughs, the sound light and carefree. 

They help each other adjust their clothes and fix their hair, stealing kisses and touches in between. 

When they’re finally presentable, they walk hand in hand towards the car.

As they drive to Yoongi and Jimin’s place to pick up their little munchkins, Taehyung rests his head on Jungkook’s shoulder. 

“I’m so proud of you, Kook. You’re an amazing father and an amazing husband.”

Jungkook squeezes his hand. “And you’re my rock, Tae. I couldn’t do any of this without you.”

Taehyung smiles, feeling a warm glow in his chest. 

They’ve come a long way, and no matter how chaotic their lives get, they’ll always have each other.

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10 Years Later

It’s been ten years since Taehyung and Jungkook got married, and their twins, Jungsu and Taeri, are now eight years old. 

Life in their household is often a whirlwind of activity, filled with laughter, love, and, like any other family, occasional arguments.

This morning starts off like any other, with the family gathered around the breakfast table. 

Jungsu is enthusiastically discussing his plans for the day at school, while Taeri is animatedly talking about her upcoming art project. 

Jungkook is busy flipping pancakes, and Taehyung is pouring juice for the kids.

“Jungkook, you forgot to add blueberries to the pancakes again,” Taehyung points out, his tone slightly exasperated.

Jungkook sighs, turning to face him. “I didn’t forget, Tae. We ran out of blueberries. Remember?”

Taehyung frowns, a little miffed. “You could have told me. I would have picked some up yesterday.”

Jungkook shrugs, clearly not in the mood for a debate. “It slipped my mind. It’s not a big deal.”

“It is to me,” Taehyung retorts, crossing his arms. “You know how much the kids love blueberry pancakes.”

Jungkook rolls his eyes. “They’ll survive one morning without them, Tae.”

Jungsu and Taeri exchange glances, sensing the tension. 

They’ve seen their parents argue before, but it usually blows over quickly. 

This time, however, the argument seems to linger.

Throughout the day, the bickering continues over little things. 

Taehyung gets annoyed when Jungkook leaves his shoes in the hallway, and Jungkook snaps at Taehyung for leaving the bathroom light on. 

The tension escalates when Taehyung comments on Jungkook’s habit of leaving dirty dishes in the sink instead of putting them in the dishwasher.

"Seriously, Jungkook, how hard is it to rinse a plate and put it in the dishwasher?" Taehyung says, exasperated, as he stands in front of the sink piled with dishes.

Jungkook throws his hands up in frustration. "I’m sorry I didn’t have time to do that, Tae. I’ve been busy dealing with the laundry you forgot to fold."

Taehyung's eyes narrow. "Well, maybe if you didn’t leave your socks all over the house, I wouldn’t have so much laundry to do!"

Jungkook shakes his head, his voice rising. "Oh, so it’s my fault now? You always have to find something to blame on me."

Their voices carry through the house, the irritation palpable. 

Jungsu and Taeri, playing in the living room, pause and listen to their parents’ heated exchange.

“This is getting out of hand,” Jungsu whispers to Taeri. “They’re arguing about everything today.”

The bickering continues as Taehyung criticizes Jungkook for not taking out the trash, and Jungkook retorts by pointing out that Taehyung forgot to water the plants. 

Each small grievance adds fuel to the fire, their tempers flaring with every exchanged word.

It’s a series of small, petty grievances that add up, creating an atmosphere of irritation.

By the time evening rolls around, the kids have had enough. Jungsu pulls Taeri aside..

“We need to do something to help them make up,” Jungsu whispers.

Taeri nods, her eyes wide with determination. “What should we do?”

Jungsu thinks for a moment, then grins. “We’ll come up with a plan to get them to spend some time together. They always seem to be happy when they do.”

The twins put their heads together, concocting a plan. They decide to create a special night for their parents, one that will remind them of how much they love each other.

After dinner, Jungsu and Taeri approach their parents, who are sitting in the living room, still somewhat distant from each other.

“Um, Dad? Papa?” Taeri starts, looking up at them with innocent eyes.

Taehyung looks over, his irritation softening at the sight of his daughter. “Yes, sweetie?”

“We made something for you,” Jungsu adds, holding up a handmade card. “Can you come to the balcony?”

Jungkook and Taehyung exchange curious glances before following their children. 

When they enter the balcony, they find it transformed. The table is set with candles, flowers, and a delicious-looking cake in the center.

“What’s all this?” Jungkook asks, a smile tugging at his lips despite the lingering annoyance.

“It’s a date night for you two,” Taeri explains proudly. 

“When you guys went to the market and uncle Jimin was watching us, he helped us with the cake and set everything up.” Both Jungsu and Taeri speak in unison.

Taehyung’s heart melts at the sight. “You asked uncle Jimin to do all this for us?”

Jungsu nods eagerly. “We want you to be happy and remember how much you love each other.”

Jungkook and Taehyung share a look, the tension between them dissipating. 

They both kneel down to hug their children, gratitude and love shining in their eyes.

“Thank you, guys,” Jungkook says, his voice choked with emotion. “This means a lot to us.”

The kids beam, satisfied with their efforts. “Now, you two sit down and enjoy,” Taeri commands, her tone mimicking that of her parents.

Jungkook and Taehyung laugh, taking their seats at the table. 

The kids scamper off, leaving their parents alone. 

The candlelight casts a warm glow over them, creating an intimate atmosphere.

Taehyung reaches across the table, taking Jungkook’s hand in his. “I’m sorry for being so snappy today.”

Jungkook squeezes his hand. “I’m sorry too. I shouldn’t have been so dismissive.”

They sit in comfortable silence for a moment, enjoying the peace and each other’s company. 

Taehyung cuts a slice of the cake and feeds Jungkook a bite, smiling as he watches his husband’s face light up.

“This is really good,” Jungkook says, savoring the taste. 

Taehyung nods. “Yeah, they wanted to do something special for us. It’s their way of showing us how much they care.”

Jungkook looks into Taehyung’s eyes, his expression softening. “We’re really lucky, you know? To have each other and our kids.”

Taehyung smiles, feeling a rush of love for his family. “Yes, we are.”

As they finish their cake, Jungsu and Taeri return, unable to contain their excitement. 

“Did you like it?” Taeri asks, bouncing on her toes.

“It was perfect,” Taehyung replies, pulling them into a hug. 

“Thank you for reminding us of what really matters.”Jungkook joins the hug, wrapping his arms around his family. 

“We love you both so much.” Taehyung and Jungkook speak together.

“We love you too,” the twins reply in unison, their voices full of joy.

The rest of the evening is filled with laughter and love as they play games, tell stories, and simply enjoy being together. 

The earlier arguments are forgotten, replaced by the warmth of their bond.

Later that night, after the kids are tucked into bed, Jungkook and Taehyung sit on the couch, cuddling under a blanket.

“Today was a reminder of how much we’ve been through together,” Jungkook says softly, his fingers tracing patterns on Taehyung’s arm.

Taehyung nods, leaning into his touch. “We’ve had our ups and downs, but we always come back to each other.”

Jungkook kisses the top of Taehyung’s head. “Because we love each other. And we always will.”

Taehyung lifts his head to look into Jungkook’s eyes. “Here’s to many more years together, with all the love, laughter, and even the silly arguments.”

Jungkook smiles, his heart full. “Here’s to us.”

They share a tender kiss, sealing their promise to each other. 

As they hold each other close, they know that no matter what challenges come their way, they will face them together, as a family.

The next morning, the sun rises on a happy household. 

Jungsu and Taeri wake up to find their parents in the kitchen, laughing and making breakfast together. 

The atmosphere is warm and filled with love, a testament to their strong bond.

As they sit down to eat, Taehyung looks around the table, his heart swelling with gratitude. 

“I love you all,” Taehyung says, his voice full of emotion.

“We love you too,” Jungkook, Jungsu, and Taeri echo, their faces bright with smiles.

In that moment, surrounded by his family, Taehyung knows that no matter what life throws at them, they will always have each other. 

And that was all that mattered, through this decade their love, that has been filled with joy and laughter.

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12 YEARS LATER  

The late afternoon sun filters through the sheer curtains, casting a warm, golden glow over the living room. 

Taehyung sits on the plush, overstuffed couch with a large, leather-bound wedding album sprawled across his lap. 

His eyes crinkle in delight as he flips through the pages, and he gestures for Jungsu and Taeri to join him.

“Come here, my loves,” Taehyung calls out, his voice rich and inviting.

Jungsu and Taeri, the lively ten-year-old twins, bound over to their father, their curiosity piqued. 

They clamber onto the couch, each taking a spot on either side of Taehyung. 

Jungkook, standing in the kitchen, pauses his cake-baking endeavors to watch the scene unfold. 

His heart swells with affection as he sees the three of them huddled together.

“Is this your wedding album, Daddy?” Taeri asks, her eyes wide with wonder.

“Yes, it is,” Taehyung replies, smoothing a hand over the glossy cover. 

“Today is our 12th wedding anniversary. Your Appa and I got married twelve years ago, and it was one of the most beautiful days of our lives.” Taehyung continues, his eyes filled with sweet memories of the day.

Jungsu’s eyes light up with excitement. “Can we see the pictures? Tell us about it!”

Taehyung grins and opens the album, revealing a picture of him and Jungkook, hand in hand, gazing lovingly at each other. 

“This is us, on our wedding day,” Taehyung begins. “It was a day filled with love, laughter, and so many wonderful memories.”

Taeri points at the picture of a small boy carrying a pillow with rings. “Who is that, Daddy?”

“That’s Haze’s son,” Taehyung explains. “He was our ring bearer. He did such a great job, even though he was a little nervous.”

Jungkook, still watching from the kitchen, chuckles. “He was adorable. He kept asking if he could keep the rings as toys.”

The twins giggle, and Taehyung flips to the next page. This one shows a tearful Namjoon and Jin standing beside him. “Uncle Namjoon and Uncle Jin were very emotional. They were so happy for us.”

Jungsu leans closer, examining the photo. “Why were they crying, Daddy?”

“They were just really happy,” Taehyung says, a soft smile playing on his lips. “Sometimes, when you’re really happy, you cry. It’s a way of showing how much you care.”

Taeri’s eyes sparkle with mischief as she spots another picture. “What about Uncle Yoongi and Uncle Jimin? Why do they look like they’re laughing at Appa?”

Taehyung laughs, shaking his head. “They were teasing your Appa. They’ve always loved to tease him, especially on important days like our wedding.”

Jungkook interjects from the kitchen, “They were saying that I would trip over my own feet walking down the aisle. Spoiler alert, I didn’t!”

The room fills with laughter, the sound rich and warm. 

Taehyung turns to another page, revealing a breathtaking photo of the ceremony. The sun sets in the background, casting a golden glow over the entire scene. 

Jungkook makes his way over to join his family, a smear of flour on his cheek and a tender look in his eyes.

“This is when we took our vows,” Taehyung says softly. “It was such a special moment. Your Appa and I wrote our own vows.”

“Can we hear them?” Jungsu asks, his voice filled with anticipation.

Taehyung and Jungkook exchange a nostalgic glance. 

Taehyung nods, and Jungkook begins. 

“I’ll start with mine,” Jungkook says, his voice deep and warm. He clears his throat, and the memory takes him back to that day.

“Taehyung,” Jungkook begins, his voice trembling with emotion, “from the moment I met you, I knew my life would never be the same. You bring light and joy into my world, and I promise to cherish you, support you, and love you unconditionally. I vow to be your partner, your confidant, and your biggest fan, for all the days of our lives.”

Taehyung’s eyes glisten with unshed tears as he remembers his own vows. 

Taehyung takes a deep breath and continues, “Jungkook, you are my best friend, my rock, and my greatest adventure. I promise to stand by your side, through every challenge and triumph. I vow to laugh with you, cry with you, and grow old with you. You are my heart and my home, and I will love you forever.”

The twins are silent for a moment, absorbing the depth of their parents’ words. 

Then, Taeri speaks up, her voice soft. “That’s so beautiful, Daddy. Appa, you really love each other a lot.”

“We do,” Jungkook says, his voice thick with emotion. “We really, really do.”

Taehyung pulls his family closer, hugging Jungsu and Taeri tightly. “We’re so lucky to have each other, and to have you two in our lives. You make everything even more special.”

Jungkook smiles and stands, brushing the flour from his hands. “Now, how about we go see if the cake is ready? We need to celebrate this wonderful day.”

The twins cheer and jump up, following Jungkook into the kitchen. 

Taehyung watches them, his heart full. 

Taehyung takes a moment to look back at the album, flipping to the last page, which shows a picture of him and Jungkook, surrounded by their friends and family, everyone beaming with joy.

It’s a reminder of the love and support that has carried them through twelve years of marriage, and the many more to come. 

With a contented sigh, Taehyung closes the album and joins his family in the kitchen, ready to celebrate their love and the beautiful life they’ve built together.

In the kitchen, the scent of vanilla and sugar wafts through the air. 

Jungkook is carefully icing the cake, while Jungsu and Taeri eagerly watch, their eyes wide with anticipation. 

Taehyung steps in and places a gentle hand on Jungkook’s back, peeking over his shoulder.

“Looks amazing, Kook,” Taehyung says, pressing a light kiss to his husband’s cheek.

Jungkook blushes, still as susceptible to Taehyung’s affection as he was twelve years ago. “Thanks, Tae. I hope it tastes as good as it looks.”

Jungsu and Taeri can’t contain their excitement. “Can we have a piece now?” they plead in unison.

“Not just yet,” Jungkook says with a laugh. “First, we need to sing the anniversary song and make a wish.”

The family gathers around the kitchen island, the twins bouncing on their toes. 

Jungkook lights the candles atop the cake, their small flames flickering warmly.

“Happy anniversary to us,” the family sings, their voices blending harmoniously. 

It’s a simple, sweet moment, filled with love and togetherness.

As the song ends, Taehyung and Jungkook close their eyes, silently making a wish. 

When they open their eyes, they find the twins looking at them expectantly.

“What did you wish for, Daddy?” Taeri asks, her eyes sparkling with curiosity.

“If I tell you, it might not come true,” Taehyung says with a wink. “But I can tell you that it’s something very special.”

Jungkook cuts the cake, and they each take a piece, savoring the rich, sweet flavor. 

It’s a perfect moment, one that encapsulates the warmth and love of their family.

As they enjoy their cake, Taehyung looks around at his loved ones. The memories of their wedding day, the joy, the love, and the vows they made to each other all come rushing back. 

It’s been a beautiful journey, one filled with ups and downs, but through it all, their love has only grown stronger.

Jungkook catches Taehyung’s eye and smiles, a silent understanding passing between them. 

They’ve built a wonderful life together, and they’re surrounded by the love of their children. It’s everything they ever dreamed of and more.

“Here’s to many more years of love and happiness,” Taehyung says, raising his glass of milk in a toast.

“To many more years,” Jungkook echoes, clinking his glass against Taehyung’s.

The twins join in, their laughter ringing through the kitchen. 

It’s a perfect anniversary, filled with love, laughter, and the promise of many more beautiful moments to come.

After the twins settle in their room at night, Jungkook and Taehyung walls over the balcony to continue the celebration.

Jungkook pulls Taehyung close, his eyes shining with love. "I can't wait to grow old while spending the rest of my life with you.”

Taehyung smiles, his eyes filled with tears of joy. "Me neither," he simply replies.

They sit there for a while longer, wrapped in each other's arms, the world around them fading away with their hearts still beating in sync for each other.