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Day --
I've always wondered where Tucker is and what he's doing, now that he's gone.
What does he feel at this very moment as I'm writing this? Had he found himself peace? happiness? freedom?
Did he have any regrets, perhaps? Nonetheless, I just hope he's okay. Wherever he is right now.
Although, I can't lie. I feel a bit lonely sometimes without him by our side anymore.
The rest are great company but there's just so many things special about Tucker that makes me miss him a lot.
I miss his laugh. The way you can see that small fang of his when he does... It's so contagious.
I miss the way foot taps when he thinks of something and then his eyes start to glisten when he comes up with something successful.
Either it being a way to steal good quality food from the cafeteria meant for staff-only or what he plans to do once we'd escaped.
If only he survived, those dreams of his would've come true.
I miss the surprise hugs he gives, the way he startles me from behind and laughs it off... god
I miss it when he ruffles my hair whenever I throw a fit, I miss it when he calls me "Mord",
I miss it when he hums it, either if it's meant for teasing or just to grab my attention.
And god.. do I miss seeing that unbeaten smile even at the worst times.
I miss Tucker.