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Summary:

If you asked Na Jaemin who his crush was, he'd laugh in your face- then tell you it's Jeno. Ask the latter, and he'll probably just blink.

Or in which Jaemin plays hard to get and Jeno's just oblivious.

Notes:

moon taeil is in this fic, as it was written before the news of his investigation released.

fourth written third

side ships:
- luten
- henyang
- johnmark

- ships2go playlist.
- original wattpad book.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: -- ; who are the characters?

Chapter Text

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇNa Jaemin
ᴅᴏʙ: 08/13
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: min_tothejae
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: He's... gotta be something.
ꜱ/ᴏ: Has a crush on Jeno
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Scholar
Sings "Take a Hint" from Victorious in the shower.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Lee Jeno
ᴅᴏʙ04/23
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: jjjjjjjjjjjno
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪʏ: Straight
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Sports
Stares quite a bit.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Mark Lee (Lee Minhyung)
ᴅᴏʙ: 08/02
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: onyourspiderm__ark
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪʏ: Straight... or something
ꜱ/ᴏ: Johnny (well, isn't that new?)
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Thinks girls are cute. Also thinks his boyfriend is hot. There's no in-between.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Huang Renjun
ᴅᴏʙ: 03/23
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: dead_moonmin
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Gay
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Scholar
Doesn't like anything. At all. Ever.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Lee Donghyuck, "Haechan"
ᴅᴏʙ: 06/06
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: fullsun_hyuck
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Gay
ꜱ/ᴏ: Has a (desperate) crush on Renjun
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Can't run for more than ten seconds.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Zhong Chenle
ᴅᴏʙ: 11/22
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: chelele
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Pansexual
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Theatre kid.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Park Jisung
ᴅᴏʙ: 02/05
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: jwisung_p
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Bisexual
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Sports
Believes in Gatorade and protein shakes.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇKim Dongyoung, "Doyoung"
ᴅᴏʙ: 02/01
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: doie_wuz_here
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Gray-Panromantic Homosexual
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
We don't talk about how he figured out his identity.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Jeong Yunoh, "Jaehyun"
ᴅᴏʙ: 02/14
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: peach.boii
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Asexual Biromantic
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Sports
He's a runner, he's a track star.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Johnny Suh (Seo Youngho)
ᴅᴏʙ: 02/09
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: johnnyjsus
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Bisexual Homoromantic
ꜱ/ᴏ: Mark
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Sports
Still riding the high of pulling Mark.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul, "Ten"
ᴅᴏʙ: 02/27
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: iam10vely
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Gay
ꜱ/ᴏ: Lucas
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Homosexual cat lady.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Moon Taeil
ᴅᴏʙ: 06/14
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: themoonstail
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Aromantic Asexual (AroAce)
ꜱ/ᴏ: ...are you seriously asking that?
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Makes little stickers during art class. Otherwise insane. Avoid at all times.

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Xiao Dejun
ᴅᴏʙ: 08/08
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: xiaodj
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Gay
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Scholar
Self-proclaimed "gay Harry Potter".

ꜰᴜʟʟ ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Lee Taeyong
ᴅᴏʙ: 07/01
ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴜꜱᴇʀ: tytrack
ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ: Demi-Gay
ꜱ/ᴏ: None
ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ: Fine Arts
Loves it when gay people "be who they areee for their priiiiide".

ᴍᴏɴʜ: ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴍʙᴇʀ

ᴏᴛʜʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ (ɪɴꜱᴛᴀ ᴜꜱᴇʀꜱ + ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ):
Yuta (osaka.prince, Sports), Kun (qkun, Scholar), Sicheng (siwincheng, Fine Arts), Jungwoo (ooh_woo, Fine Arts), Lucas (heywong.yyukhei, Sports), Kunhang (hend1zzle, Sports), Yangyang (yangxyang, Sports), Shotaro (tarosaki, Fine Arts), Sungchan (make_v, Sports)

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴀ ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ?
A sector is a system at their high school where students are able to narrow their options more. For example, the Scholar sector has classes like Visual Communications, a second language, Inquiry, or Leadership, the Fine Arts sector has things like Dance, Art, Photography, and Film Studies, while the Sports sector is basically just Sports Performance. Alongside that, you can choose the options in your sector, like a Fine Arts student could take Drama and Film Studies but not Art.

ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ʟɪꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇᴄᴛᴏʀꜱ:

Fine Arts
• Taeil
• Taeyong
• Ten
• Sicheng
• Jungwoo
• Mark
• Donghyuck
• Shotaro
• Chenle

Scholar
• Kun
• Doyoung
• Dejun
• Renjun
• Jaemin

Sports
• Johnny
• Yuta
• Jaehyun
• Lucas
• Kunhang
• Jeno
• Yangyang
• Sungchan
• Jisung

Chapter 2: 00 ; who wants to go insane?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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min_tothejae

👤 doie_wuz_here
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min_tothejae where is mother⁉️ COME ON DOYOUNG

- doie_wuz_here Why
» min_tothejae just cuz

- onyourspiderm__ark jaemin please you don't even know doyoung
» min_tothejae then what's this picture

- chelele do you rest
» min_tothejae quite well actually
»» jwisung_p we'll make it easier for us to as well

jjjjjjjjjjjno

view like count
jjjjjjjjjjjno sail sail sail 🚢

- yangxyang let him cook‼️🔥🔥
» jjjjjjjjjjjno my number one supporter for real

- doie_wuz_here There are minors simping over you jeno please stop being insta famous
» jjjjjjjjjjjno i'm not famous >:(
»» johnnyjsus tell that to your 30k followers!!
»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno shut

- fullsun_hyuck that weather is too nice for december
» jjjjjjjjjjjno this is from summer im just tryna pretend it wont get cold

*

Doyoung stared at Jaemin. Now that they were seated on the bench together, the older could see that Jaemin was on his phone. Doing what? Doyoung heard a small "if only he were gay" from the younger and figured it was high time to investigate. "What are you looking at?"

"Nothing," Jaemin sung back, a smile on his face that proved he was lying.

"Okay, let me repeat myself. Who are you looking at?"

"Nobody."

"The smile on your face says otherwise."

Jaemin rolled his eyes. "I'm looking at my crush. Now leave me alone."

Doyoung started up his critical thinking. He wasn't in the scholar sector for nothing, after all. The fact was that Jaemin only really hung out with the Dreamies. The only two straight Dreamies were Mark (to a certain degree— Doyoung did catch him and Johnny making out just a day ago) and Jeno. "I'm sorry, but Jeno doesn't like anyone right now. Also, he's straight."

Jaemin seemed to freeze. "How'd you know?"

"You wished he was gay, and we know damn well that Mark has always been last place for any of your friends you would like. Him getting in a relationship just lowers him more. As for Jeno, he just makes the most sense overall."

That was true. Everything Doyoung said, in fact. Jeno was straight, as much as Jaemin hated to admit, so he'd just have to learn to move on eventually.

"Okay," Jaemin said. "Can I just let myself like him for the rest of the month? I'll go into the New Year with no Lee Jeno on my mind as anything more than a friend."

"I can't tell you what to d—"

"You're my mother."

Doyoung sighed. "If it helps you sleep at night, who am I to stop you?"

"That settles it." Jaemin grinned. "New Year, No Jeno."

"Alright."

"..."

"What?"

"I will be treating him with more affection, though."

"Alright then. Have fun being crazy for the next 30 days."

Notes:

OOPS I WAS SUPPOSED TO UPDATE ON WEDNESDAY
also yes jeno is insta famous and yes i threw in an el dorado reference TRY AND STOP ME

Chapter 3: 01 ; who is (desperately trying to be) a rizzler?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jaemin was the first one at the table during lunch, and Jeno followed soon after. Though all of the seats were open, Jeno sat next to  him.  Yes, that was normal, but it affected Jaemin a little more now that he had decided that would show his love to Jeno.

As the others started arriving, Jaemin made sure that he was subtle. He slowly snaked an arm around Jeno, his hand moving every once in a while to scratch the older's nape. Sure, eating a sandwich was damn near impossible with one hand, but this was a part of Jaemin's process. As much as he didn't want to admit, he would have to move on from Jeno eventually. The latter was straight, after all.

"Jaemin!"

Jaemin turned at the sudden, highly aggressive call of his name, finding that Renjun, Chenle, and Jisung were staring at him. "Um, hi."

"You were spacing out," Chenle said, as if it was't obvious before.

Jaemin looked around the table, finally paying attention. "Where's Mark?"

"You really weren't paying attention, huh?" Donghyuck nodded his head towards the 127 table. "He's sitting with his boyfriend."

"How fun." Jaemin looked down at his lunch, scratching at Jeno's nape once more. "Let me go get some tissues."

Jaemin left his seat to go hunt some down. Once he'd finally located them, he turned around to find Renjun was right behind him. "Oh , hi."

"You're acting weird."

"I am?"

"You're..." Renjun tilted his head, as though he was trying to figure out a way to say things properly. "...extra clingy. To Jeno."

"What? We've been best friends since forever. It's normal."

"It's really not. What's up?"

"It's..." Jaemin didn't know if he should tell Renjun. There were 29 more days of his suffering, so he might as well just let the older know. "Um, okay, don't tell anyone this..."

"That is the exact same thing that Lucas, Yangyang, and Mark said to me before telling me they had a crush."

"Well..."

Renjun eyes widened. "Don't tell me you have a crush on..." Jaemin slowly nodded, confirming Renjun's suspicions. "Jaemin, he's straight."

"Yeah, I know." Now Jaemin had to explain his whole setup for the month. "But just for the rest of the month! I'm going to go into the New Year without a crush on a straight guy."

"Jaemin." Renjun's tone was so condescending, as though he was disappointed. Of course he was. "Giving him more affection isn't going to help you get over him."

"I'll start getting over him during the break. Then I won't see him."

Renjun slowly nodded, still processing what Jaemin had said. "Okay... okay. Let's go."

Notes:

i am so sorry for using the word rizz

Chapter 4: 02 ; who is making bad decisions?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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min_tothejae

view like count
min_tothejae life is fucking me in the ass when i should be sucking some ass
or dick
or pussy idk i don't really care

- onyourspiderm__ark DIGITAL FOOTPRINT
» min_tothejae don't carreeee

- dead_moonmin honestly after what you told me true
» min_tothejae RENJUN THATS A SECRET
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno you told renjun a secret but not mE? YOUR BEST FRIEND???
»»» min_tothejae REBECCA ITS NOT WHAT YOU THINK
»»» dead_moonmin fuck off
»»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno likewise
» jwisung_p what huh what
»» dead_moonmin i am sworn to secrecy

jjjjjjjjjjjno

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jjjjjjjjjjjno 🎧

- doie_wuz_here Nice to know that you can be cute every once in a while
» min_tothejae pretty sure i just saw an edit of him to bruno mars' part of wake up in the sky
»» doie_wuz_here And i think i can have a good day when all of a sudden, i hear this agitating, grating voice

- chelele i want to study your brain chemistry
» jjjjjjjjjjjno why
»» chelele don't even worry about that

onyourspiderm__ark

👤 johnnyjsus
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onyourspiderm__ark dear god i love this man

- fullsun_hyuck after you got with this man god stopped listening
» onyourspiderm__ark NOW WHY WOULD YOU SAY THATJEJFHKD
» johnnyjsus damn hyuck you were my favourite too

- dead_moonmin our favourite hetero 😍
» onyourspiderm__ark oh and fuck you
»» johnnyjsus idk mark that's kinda gay
»»» onyourspiderm__ark whats gay is actually renjun
»»»» dead_moonmin NOW WHAT DID I DO
»»»»» onyourspiderm__ark you're just mad that you can't be mad cause i'm right
»»»»»» dead_moonmin DAMN

- chelele now what is johnny doing in a fursuit 😐
» onyourspiderm__ark costume party
»» chelele in december?
»»» onyourspiderm__ark no you fucking idiot from halloween
» jwisung_p as if you don't have one
»» chelele kindly fuck off 😊

min_tothejae

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min_tothejae gna text him

- dead_moonmin please don't
» doie_wuz_here Oh you know too huh
»» dead_moonmin unfortunately

- fullsun_hyuck there's a mystery going on and i'm gonna solve it
» min_tothejae god, please don't let this man open this closet
»» jwisung_p both of you have been out for months

chelele

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chelele who tryna hang out

- jwisung_p 🫡
» chelele that's the word sarge
»» fullsun_hyuck and if i say you were separated at birth IM THE VILLAIN
»»» jwisung_p bro thinks he's an xdinary heroes stan 😹

Notes:

this is my reminder that this series started off as just a chenji book that was meant to be unserious from day one

Chapter 5: 03 ; who needs to be kept in check?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Check."

"Man, fuck you." Mark shoved the board, moving the pieces slightly.

Jaemin quickly fixed the pieces, gesturing for Mark to continue. "Your turn."

Mark just pushed a pawn forwards, and Jaemin's queen slid in to trap his king. "And... checkmate."

"I hope you choke on your own shit and die."

"You don't mean that." Jaemin grinned, happy that he'd won again. "Another round?"

Renjun entered Jaemin's room, back from the kitchen with a cup of tea in his hands. "I think you've destroyed his soul, Jaemin." He set the tea down on Jaemin's desk. "We've got to talk about someone else who needs to keep himself in check."

"Not this again." Jaemin sighed, leaning back onto his elbows. "I'm not going to go feral when I see him."

"I can never be sure with you."

Mark looked between the two of them, confusion written all over his face. "Who are we talking about?"

"Shit, I forgot you were here." Renjun shook his head. "It doesn't concern you." He then turned back to Jaemin. "You're not going too overboard, you hear me?"

"Aye-aye, captain."

*

Jaemin invited Jeno over the next day, just the two of them, as always. Jeno always enjoyed spending his weekends with the younger, a small habit that they had kept up since the dawn on time. They were always affectionate with each other, being as close as they were.

Jeno found it a little weird that everyone in his friend group had a little bit of gay in them. Mark didn't count as straight at this point, and even Jaemin, who was just queer, liked guys. Doyoung, in all of his complicated identity, still liked guys. Unpacking everything, it seems as though the only person that Jeno knew who didn't like men in some way was Taeil, but Taeil was aroace.

Anyways, moving on from Jeno's "does surrounding myself with homosexuality make me gay????" pipeline, he sat down on Jaemin's bed next to the him.

"Oh, there's this new music video that just came out..." Jaemin popped open his laptop, focused eyes darting across the screen. It was common practice for Jeno to watch as things like this happened, his mind always curious, but he found himself looking at Jaemin rather than the laptop. His long eyelashes, the perfectly round curve of his nose, the permanent smile that he had on around Jeno adorning his lips. Jeno always stared at the homies, truth be told, but he always thought of it as him observing the people he loved around him. After all, what if one of them were to be kidnapped and he had to describe them? He could correctly place all of Donghyuck's moles, count the brushstrokes needed to make Mark's eyebrows, and perfectly imitate Jisung's voice if need be. A little staring didn't matter!

Still, Jeno noticed that looking at Jaemin felt different from any time he'd watch Johnny change (just in case, you might need to clock in someone's dick size!). He felt warm in his chest. He felt really happy. It was a feeling that he hadn't felt in a while, of course, but he knew the feeling all too well. That was how he felt when he liked someone... but he was straight.

Obviously, this was just Jeno thinking about a girl. Right? He just happened to be spacing out to think about a girl while looking at Jaemin. Yes! That had to be it! Sexuality crisis averted!

Wait, what sexuality crisis? Jeno was straight. As far as he was concerned, he was straight.

"Jeno!"

"Huh?"

Jaemin tsked. "Pay attention! I wanna show the people I like the music I like."

As Jaemin snaked an arm around Jeno, the latter blushed. Surely, Jaemin just meant that he wanted to show the people he liked to be around the music he liked. Obviously. The blush was probably because it was hot in Jaemin's room. Obviously. And Jaemin could hold him close, they had been friends for years! As close as he wanted. Fuck, that sounded wrong.

Jeno was friends with Jaemin. That was his point.

Notes:

jeno:

Chapter 6: 04 ; who needs support?

Chapter Text

dreamies 🥺
jjjjjjjjjjjno, dead_moonmin, and 4 others are active

hiya friends

jneo 😋
wsg

h u a n g r e n j u n
not surprised he replied
first

chenle zhong
now what are you
going on abt

h u a n g r e n j u n
dont worry about it

renjun.
i told you that for a
very specific reason

h u a n g r e n j u n
HOW DID YOU KNOW

i always know
anyways
so i'm in a bit of a
sticky pickle
a crisis if you may

andy park jisung 🫡
that doesn't sound good

it isn't
so i'm not going to say
much
but
i'm just gonna try going
by they/them for like
a week
just as an experiment

☀️
okay main slayer
whatever you say

marklee
damn jaemin figuring out
their identity at lightning
speeds

h u a n g r e n j u n
mark you're just a
homosexual

marklee
i've liked ONE man

☀️
so you finally
acknowledge it

marklee
no i just

mark please you're
⛏️ your own 🪦

marklee
go die friends

jneo 😋
mark
just accept that you
like men a little bit

andy park jisung 🫡
you're one to talk

chenle zhong
JISUNG BEHAVE

☀️
no he's kinda cooking

marklee
no wait he's got a point

jneo 😋
y'all i'm agreeing with
you not coming out

h u a n g r e n j u n
so then when are you
coming out

jneo 😋
y'all i'm straight
i'm heterosexual
i'm feeding into
heteronormativity
i'm just a really good
ally

☀️
ngl i didn't think you
knew how to spell
heteronormativity

jneo 😋
i don't
it was autocorrect

chenle zhong
jeno that's always how
it starts
you just start off as a
reeeeeally good ally and
next thing you know you'll
be making out with your
boyfriend

chenle you speak as
if you have experience

chenle zhong
yknow the funny thing
is that the only one here
with experience is mark

marklee
fuck off

mark you can't just
say that every time
something doesn't go
your way unfortunately

andy park jisung 🫡
isn't mark christian

marklee
i can be christian AND
a very good ally!

h u a n g r e n j u n
ok go tell your boyfriend
that you're an ally

marklee
i'm not leaving this chat
to do that

☀️
you don't have to tho
i know you're at
johnny's house

mark is like the opposite
of those "is it gay to
(straight thing)"

chenle zhong
fellas is it gay to have
a boyfriend

marklee
LET ME LIVE
JENO DEFEND ME
YOU'RE STRAIGHT

jneo 😋
WHAT DO YOU WANT
ME TO DO

☀️
i think that's my daily
fix of terrorizing mark
down so toodles

oh he's a certified
homosexual

marklee
🖕

h u a n g r e n j u n
BITCH THIS ISN'T
EVEN ABOUT YOU

marklee
i know
but
me personally

andy park jisung 🫡
BRO'S ONTO
NOTHING 🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️

chenle zhong
WHO LET HIM
TALK 🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️

marklee
and fuck y'all too

stay mad mark lee
xoxo

Chapter 7: 05 ; who is questioning his sexuality?

Chapter Text

Jeno jogged back into the locker room alongside his classmates, sweat dripping down his forehead. He was at his sector afternoon class, of course, and they had been working on endurance the entire time. He was glad that things were over again.

As he unlocked his locker, the others around him started changing. It was nothing out of the blue, of course, and Jeno started his usual rounds of stealing glances at everyone while pretending to get his things ready to hop into the shower.

Well, not pretend! Why would he be pretending to not be focused on getting rid of the layer of sweat on his skin? Why would he be staring at men anyways?

"Jeno."

Jeno snapped his head around, nearly giving himself whiplash in the process. It's Jisung talking to him, an eyebrow raised in suspicion. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Why are you looking at everyone else like that?"

"Well, we're in a locker room." Jeno tugs off his shirt and shoves it into his locker. "It's not my fault if I catch a glance."

"There's a difference between glancing and looking, Jeno." Jisung looked him up and down, and Jeno would've made a statement about things being the other way around if Jisung wasn't right. "And you do it every time. I saw you staring at Johnny's dick last week."

"How would you know?"

"Because I was going to talk to you, but you seemed preoccupied. And I know where Johnny's locker is, so I know where you were looking. Don't make excuses."

"Oh." Maybe Chenle had been right. Jeno was too good of an ally. But he wasn't going to tell Jisung that. "Weird."

"What do you mean 'weird'?" Jisung gave him one last look. "I've got an eye on you, Jeno."

Jeno nodded, watching Jisung walk away. He'd been staring at Jaemin too. And when he looked at Jaemin, he got that warm feeling in his chest. If all of his voluntary staring wasn't just staring but more interest... did that mean that he liked Jaemin?

He thought back to that girl in his class that tried to ask him out last month. He thought she was cute and all (as he did with some of his friends, truth be told), but the happiness in his body didn't kick in. It seemed like Jaemin was the only one who made him feel like that.

God, Jeno really was a really good ally, and it wasn't working in his mental benefit.

Chapter 8: 06 ; who even likes you lmao

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jwisung_p

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jwisung_p and when the weekend comes
we'll do the things we do
you and i feel the vibe through the night
(late night walk 🌃)

- min_tothejae GO INSIDE BABY IT'S COLD
» jwisung_p but it's so nice outside
»» min_tothejae don't care go home
»»» jwisung_p well i was just walking to the corner store so yeah i want home

- chelele WITHOUT ME???
» jwisung_p we can go together next time
»» chelele we fucking better

- fullsun_hyuck me and who
» jwisung_p no this is just you because notice how you're single
»» fullsun_hyuck so are you
»»» onyourspiderm__ark i'm sorry hyuck this isn't the burn you think this is

dead_moonmin

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dead_moonmin slaving away doing this french homework just to say je déteste les hommes

- fullsun_hyuck bro i know some french too oui oui baguette
» dead_moonmin be serious
»» fullsun_hyuck d'accord je t'aime
»»» dead_moonmin heh très drôle
»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno oh he's crazy
»»»» dead_moonmin il est fou et un taré

- xiaodj scholar work literally railing me in the ass
» dead_moonmin ...
»» xiaodj you text that all the time but when i do it now i'm the villain

themoonstail

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themoonstail i arise from the darkness to ask you this question

- johnnyjsus i'm kinda scared ngl
» themoonstail you should be

- tytrack I adore your Instagram posts
» themoonstail i adore your love for the rainbow people #taeyongnumber1acesupporter
»» tytrack Ofc loves <3
»»» themoonstail you're my favourite demi (even if you're the only one i know atm)

- peach.boii yknow if i never saw you at school i'd assume you never left your house
» themoonstail well at least i'm doing something right
»» osaka.prince someone needs to move his ass
»»» themoonstail well nobody likes you fuck off
» themoonstail anyways jaehyun sending love

- onyourspiderm__ark i think i'm the only person who could nail the laugh at the end
» themoonstail omg make a video of you trying rn
»» onyourspiderm__ark no
»»» themoonstail getting my hopes up for nothing smh

jjjjjjjjjjjno

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jjjjjjjjjjjno vinyl 💿

- fullsun_hyuck vinyl what?
» jjjjjjjjjjjno cd the fuck
»» fullsun_hyuck CDZ NUTS IN YO MOUTH‼️‼️🤣🤣
»» dead_moonmin jeno unblock me please i'm sorry -☀️

- jwisung_p classic jeno dub
» jjjjjjjjjjjno you guys hype me up so strangely
»» chelele hype nonetheless

- min_tothejae okay she kinda ate!
» jjjjjjjjjjjno you finally commented omg
»» min_tothejae of course

min_tothejae

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min_tothejae i'm actually so hot desirable and sexy how has nobody just dropped everything and made out with me like me personally if i saw myself i would pin myself to a wall and start making out with myself because

- dead_moonmin YAWN
» min_tothejae fuck off renjun
»» dead_moonmin well if this is a sign i doubt it'll work
»»» min_tothejae i can DREAM

- fullsun_hyuck you're just like me
» min_tothejae yeah but you're annoying and not as hot or sexy

- jjjjjjjjjjjno nice
» min_tothejae wow all mr. thirst traps has to say is "nice"

*

andy park jisung 🫡
active now

hey jisung

what's poppin

fuck you

WHAT DID I DO?
JENO??
JENO WHAT DID I???
ANSWER ME
oh you fucker

Chapter 9: 07 ; who is in a glass closet?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jaemin had one earbud in, the other in Renjun's ear. The two of them were watching a live stage of their favourite group during lunch, stuck in their own world while whatever went on around them. It was quieter at their table, mainly because Mark and Donghyuck had joined 127 while Chenle left Renjun to go do some TMSDT, so it was completely out of the ordinary.

Jaemin sighed dreamily. "God, I want him so bad. I want him to see my infinite hotness. I want him to want me."

On their right, they could feel someone leaning in close to them. Jaemin turned slightly, looking at Jeno's face as he watched the screen.

Jeno sat up straight again, clearing his throat. "He's pretty hot."

Renjun paused the video. Jaemin turned their head all the way. Jisung put down his sandwich.

Jeno just looked at the them, confused. "What did I do?"

"No fucking way." Jaemin leaned over towards the 127 table, needed to inform Mark and Donghyuck about what Jeno just said. They could see Jisung doing the same with Chenle. Within moments, all of the Dreamies were seated, looking at Jeno.

"What?" Jeno repeated. "Guys complimenting other guys has been a thing since forever."

"You don't call people hot."

"I have before." Jeno looked down at his lunch, not as fazed as the rest of the group. "It's literally not a big deal."

"Yes it is," Donghyuck said, a finger on the table.

As the two of them argued, Renjun turned to Jaemin, a certain look in his eyes. Jaemin could tell what he was trying to say. Is this a sign? Jaemin could only shrug. I don't know.

"Jeno." Jisung narrowed his eyes. "Don't even... I know what you've been thinking about."

Jeno's eyes widened. Jaemin wondered what Jisung knew that they didn't. The older quickly narrowed his eyes back, glaring at Jisung. "You don't know jack shit."

Jisung raised an eyebrow, not saying anything else. It was clear that he nor anybody else at the table believed anything that Jeno was saying. Jeno continued talking, however, glad that he wasn't being interrupted. "You guys must be crazy or something."

"This fucker is in a closet made of fucking glass, huh," Renjun whispered under his breath. Jaemin, sitting directly next to him, could hear this. Jeno was definitely implying something based on the way he had reacted to Jisung's slight accusation.

Closet made of glass. One lighthearted comment didn't make Jeno not straight or anything, but he hadn't reiterated his heterosexuality yet. Usually, when something like this happened, he would mention it. Hell, it had just happened last week.

Jaemin sighed, hoping for their sake that what Jeno said was what they hoped it was.

Notes:

yesterday was my 1000 days with nct and 1000 days being mark biased so smooches to my king

Chapter 10: 08 ; who is reaching peak homosexuality?

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dreamies 🥺
jjjjjjjjjjjno, dead_moonmin, and 4 others are active

hey friendss

chenle zhong
oh god
what's happening now

relax chenle
i'm JUST changing my
pronouns back to he/him
they/them was a strong
soldier

h u a n g r e n j u n
alr jaem

☀️
i think you were more
horny in your they/them
era ngl

andy park jisung 🫡
i think hyuck's right

jneo 😋
aha
i also have an
announcement to make

oh?

jneo 😋
ahahahaha
um
i think i'm bi
well
i'm bi

andy park jisung 🫡
knew it

jneo 😋
fuck you

*

h u a n g r e n j u n
active now

OH MY FUCKING
GOD!!!

OH MY GODD

*

dreamies 🥺
jjjjjjjjjjjno, dead_moonmin, and 4 others are active

cool

h u a n g r e n j u n
good for you
but when we called you
out for looking at a man

jneo 😋
MY POINT THERE
STILL STANDS

*

h u a n g r e n j u n
active now

we're telling them

what

we're telling the others
about my severe crush

oh

we're making an
operation

what happened to
no jeno new year

SHUT UP i have a
chance now

sigh
fine

well i didn't need your
agreement anyways!!

*

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min_tothejae renamed the group chat
" operation : nomin "
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chenle zhong
what
WHAT

도이 🧩🧚‍♀️✨
Jaemin...
We talked about this

ITS FINE
ITS GOOD
HE'S BI

marklee
he just came out

unlike you

marklee
FUCK YOU

andy park jisung 🫡
well
i mean
he does a lot of staring
honestly i saw it coming
from miles away

i have the slightest bit
of a chance now
no more no jeno new
year
we have work to do
boys

☀️
...

h u a n g r e n j u n
well
sure
good for you

shut it
this is my moment

Chapter 11: 09 ; who wants cake?

Chapter Text

"Guys, I've brought you a friendship gift!"

The Dreamies narrowed their eyes at Jaemin, who rolled his. "Don't look at me like that. Who wants cake?"

Jaemin set down the three containers in front of the group, and everyone scrambled for to share one. Mark, Renjun, and Jisung grabbed the largest to split it between the three of them, Donghyuck and Chenle shared another, and Jeno and Jaemin took the last.

Jeno opened the container, handing Jaemin a fork. "Where did you get this?"

"I baked it."

"It's pretty good," Chenle noted, almost done with his half of the cake already.

Jaemin nodded. "Thank you."

Jeno took a bite of their cake first, at Jaemin's request, eyes crinkling at the edges in happiness when the flavour hit his tongue. "Woah, Jaemin, this tastes awesome!"

"You think?" Jaemin was practically glowing the moment that Jeno complimented him, in contrast to Chenle. He caught the look that the rest of the Dreamies shared, but Jaemin seemed to either not notice it or disregard it completely.

"Yeah," Jeno croaked out quietly. "It's really good."

Jeno appreciated the glow that surrounded Jaemin now. It wasn't like the younger hadn't already been extremely happy, but an idea planted itself in his mind. Was Jaemin happier because... of him? It definitely wasn't true, but Jeno could dream.

Why did he want to be the one making Jaemin happy anyways? His staring from just over a week ago entered his mind again. Did... did he like Jaemin?

"Are you just not going to eat any more?"

The moment Jeno saw the smallest bit of a pout on Jaemin's face, he dug his fork back into the cake. The idea of Jaemin feeling fulfilled was something that Jeno wanted to contribute to as much as he could.

Yeah, he didn't think that he could dig himself out of this one. He'd just have to accept it.

Jeno liked Jaemin.

Chapter 12: 10 ; who asked fr

Chapter Text

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yurt

h u a n g r e n j u n
jaemin
i hate to say this
but we could be in a
possible stalemate

NO RENJUN
DONT SAY THAT
TRUST

chenle zhong
honestly i think i can
did you see jeno's face
when you asked if he
wasn't going to eat any
more cake

no???

andy park jisung 🫡
REALLY?
chenle don't tell him

marklee
that's like cruel and
unjust punishment or
something

chenle zhong
shut it with ur wannabe
scholar sector ass
but anyways
i don't even know how
to describe it

well how does that help
me?
fuck me right?

h u a n g r e n j u n
i know exactly what
they're trying to say
jeno looked at you like
you were the reason that
the sun showed it's face
in the morning, and if he
didn't take another bite
of cake then he'd never
see the light of day

marklee
it wasn't that serious
translation: he looked
afraid of disappointing
you

oh.

chenle zhong
you sound
disappointed

did i ask?
i'm sorry
i didn't order a glass of
you opinion

h u a n g r e n j u n
NONE OF YOU ARE
WORDING THIS RIGHT
he wanted to make you
happy jaem

oh
OH

andy park jisung 🫡
so now it starts clicking

shut up
you guys are all idiots
anyways

h u a n g r e n j u n
are you kidding
after all i've done for
you

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dead_moonmin

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- min_tothejae renjun it's literally not that serious
» dead_moonmin oh, but it is
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno what did he do?
»»» min_tothejae it was a huge misunderstanding
»»»» dead_moonmin ummm pretty sure he replied to my comment not yours

*

h u a n g r e n j u n
active now

i'm sorry renjun
thank you for keeping
me self aware

clearly not enough

YOU REPLIED!

🙄
don't get your hopes
too high jaemin
and that's a double
entendre

okay so don't wish
to have sex with jeno
got it

WHERE THE HELL DID
THAT COME FROM

well apparently a double
entendre is meant to
have an indecent meaning

NO
NO INDECENCY
fuck you

ew

oh my god

sending all my love
rn ❤️❤️❤️❤️

i don't want it
give it to jeno

i'm TRYING

Chapter 13: 11 ; who is running out of time?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jeno knew damn well that it was a TMSDT day, yet he couldn't be bothered to not talk to Renjun. He walked up to the WayV table, garnering attention. "Renjun, I need to talk to you."

Renjun looked confused, but he slid out of his chair and stood up. Jeno led him out of the lunchroom and into the library, where he turned around to see that Renjun had his arms crossed. "What?"

"Okay. I, um," Jeno sighed. "I have a crush on–"

"Jeno, I know I'm irresistible, but you aren't my type."

"You didn't let me finish!" Jeno crinkled his nose. "And no, I don't like you. Ew."

"I know, calm down. This is about Jaemin, isn't it?"

Renjun already knew? Jeno hadn't said anything to anyone, so was he just that obvious? "You know?"

"I had a hunch." Renjun leaned against the bookshelf, not minding that one of them fell off of it. Jeno glanced at the book cover. Love in Twos. Of course they had stopped in the romance section at a time like this.

"Oh, are you looking at this?" Renjun picked the book up. "It's a really good descriptor for your current situation."

"You've read it?"

"What can I say? I'm a hopeless hopeless romantic." Renjun shelved the book, leaning against the shelf again and hearing it fall down again.

Jeno wanted to point out that Renjun's romantic life wasn't exactly hopeless, but he decided not to. After all, this conversation started because of him. "I don't... what do I do?"

"Confess." Renjun shrugged, knocking another book over. "The worst thing he can say is no."

"Maybe that's the worst thing he can say, but far from the worst he can do."

Renjun snapped a finger in Jeno's face, the movement of his arm knocking another two books onto the ground. "Jeno, have I ever told you my life motto?"

Jeno wanted to pick up the books, but there was no point. "No...?"

"Take risks. Fuck life. Fuck your lifeline."

"What do–"

"In other words: take risks. Fuck life. Fuck the love of your life."

Jeno shook his head. "Wait, and what is this supposed to do for me?"

"Have you not heard a single word that I've said?" Renjun leaned down to start shelving the books, but he shoved them into their spots with so much force that they knocked a few more off. "There are two days until we're off for break. If you dont make a move now, Jaemin might be feeling different when you see each other next year."

"Are you saying he likes me?"

"I'm saying he could and you're wasting an opportunity. So, Jeno, do whatever you wish to. Do what you think is right."

Renjun leaned down to shelf the books again, and Jeno started to help him. The last one he put up was Love in Twos, because of course it was.

Out of curiousity from Renjun mentioning it earlier, Jeno flipped it over. He scanned the back of the book, finding the synopsis relatively mainstream.

Author Park Sang Young delivers a beautiful requited unrequited romance, all the while...

Requited unrequited? Jeno had to guess what that meant. Maybe both parties think the love is... unrequited?

Jeno wanted to ask Renjun, but the older was gone once he looked up.

Notes:

sang young park is a real author! i just googled "korean romance books" and took one of the first authors i saw

Chapter 14: 12 ; who likes me?

Chapter Text

Jeno spent the next two days trying to think of ways to confess. Could he could maybe buy flowers? That felt too... basic. Making anything was off the table– he was dogshit at baking and cooking, and all he knew (how to crack an egg) was thanks to Jaemin. He didn't want to be boring, but there was nothing drastic he could do.

Renjun nudged Jeno in the side. "Stop overthinking. You have, like, two hours. There's no time to get anything else."

Right. It was lunch on Friday, and this was Jeno's last chance to tell Jaemin anything. Well, not exactly, but Jeno was sure that he wasn't going to be able to rebuild the amount of confidence he'd been accumulating this entire time.

"Then what?"

"I don't know, speak your mind?"

"Yo." Mark poked Renjun in the side. "What're you two whispering about."

"Why the fuck do you think we're whispering?" Renjun flicked his forehead. "Jeno, my motto."

Jeno hummed, continuing to eat his lunch. He still didn't know what he was going to say to Jaemin. He'd been pondering it for what felt like forever. And what if Jaemin didn't even like him? What was he supposed to do then?

After lunch, Jeno was thankful that he didn't have a complete Sports Sector itinerary to do. He turned in his sports therapy research project and spent the rest of the class sitting in the back corner searching up ways to confess. Nothing seemed right.

Once school ended, Jeno returned to his locker, which was right next to Jaemin's as they had picked. He wanted to say something. He wanted to do something. But what exactly?

"Well, I'll be leaving." Jaemin wrapped his arms around Jeno. "See you in the New Year."

No! Jeno's mind started screaming at him. Don't let him go!

Jaemin started retreating down the hallway. Jeno's throat went dry. 

"Jaemin!"

Jaemin turned around. "Hm?"

Jeno didn't know if he wanted to punch himself in the face or thank himself. Jaemin started walking closer, ready to hear whatever Jeno was about to say.

What was Jeno about to say? He stared at Jaemin's face. The same long eyelashes, rounded nose, and cherry lips that he had been staring at for as long as he remembered. How he came to the conclusion of liking Jaemin so late was beyond him.

Jaemin blinked at him. "Are you just–"

"Ilikeyou," Jeno interrupted, squeezing his eyes shut as he felt his face heat up. He took a breath and opened his eyes.

Jaemin's face was blank. "What?"

Jeno pressed his lips together. "I like you, Jaemin."

Any previous worries that Jeno had based on Jaemin's initial reactions immediately cleared his mind when Jaemin's face lit up. He smiled widely, almost giddy. It was a complete 180. "Really?"

"I... I mean, I said it twice," Jeno mumbled.

"Oh my god, this is the best day of my life." Jaemin closed the space between them, pressing his palms against Jeno's cheeks and kissing him.

Jeno blinked. Jaemin likes me back. JAEMIN LIKES ME BACK. JAEMIN LIKES ME BACK!

Before Jeno could do anything, Jaemin pulled back with a grin. Granted, they were still in the middle of the hallway. "I can't believe you like me."

"You think?" Jeno could feel the pink on his cheeks. Jaemin had a bit of a blush as well, but it complimented his hair. Jeno already wanted to kiss him again.

He leaned in for a little peck, watching the smile on Jaemin's face grow. "You can only imagine," the latter hummed. "Hurry up so we can leave."

Jeno quickly finished packing up his things. He closed his locker door, taking Jaemin's hand. "Let's go."

"Whatever you say, boyfriend."

Jeno blushed. "Okay, boyfriend."

It sounded just about right.

Chapter 15: 13 ; who is on winter break?

Chapter Text

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guys
pals
homosexuals
pansexuals
bisexuals
queers
and doyoung

도이 🧩🧚♀️✨
Gray-panromantic
homosexual

a lot of damn words
so
uh

min_tothejae added jjjjjjjjjjjno to operation : nomin

we're a thing!!
wahoo!!

h u a n g r e n j u n
wow
and i didn't believe in
you

and YOU DIDNT
BELIEVE IN ME
look at me now renjun!!

jneo 😋
what.

zhong chenle
you're telling me that
jeno unstraighted himself
and next thing i know
he's dating jaemin like
we are moving really fast

i mean i liked him
before he came out

도이 🧩🧚♀️✨
Don't remind me.

andy park jisung 🫡
WE ARE MOVING SO
FAST HUH

jneo 😋
jisung don't act innocent

andy park jisung 🫡
how long would it have
taken you to figure it
out on your own

h u a n g r e n j u n
jaemin literally said he'd
get over you in the new
year so i think you should
thank jisung

marklee
that's new

h u a n g r e n j u n
i KNOW!
even i'm surprised

☀️
congratulations you two

thank you :)
literally none of you
trusted me

zhong chenle
just don't become insufferable

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h u a n g r e n j u n
jisung
shouldn't you follow
your bestie

andy park jisung 🫡
huh

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도이 🧩🧚♀️✨
Let's leave them to their
homosexuality

jneo 😋
to our WHAT

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jneo 😋
so uh
you were going to get
over me in the new year?

well.
you were straight
so uh
i figured i should stop
crushing on someone
who would never like me
but now that i know you do...

jneo 😋
it's fine?

yeah
now i'm really happy

jneo 😋
you are?

of course
we're together now
the only sad thing is
that we're on winter break

jneo 😋
well about that

jjjjjjjjjjjno left operation : nomin

WAIT JENO
WhAT

min_tothejae left operation : nomin

Chapter 16: 14 ; who are facetiming each other?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jaemin stared down at his phone, figuring that he would find out what Jeno meant sooner or later. What he didn't predict was that Jeno would video call him at the moment that Jaemin was trying to click at something else on his phone, accidentally picking up the call.

Jaemin's eyes widened, and he dropped his phone flat on its back. It faced the roof, and Jaemin made sure that he wasn't in frame before he started panicking. He was still wearing a face mask which, in the grand scheme of things, shouldn't have been a big deal given that he'd posted himself with one on before, but this was different.

"Uh, Jaemin?"

"Hi," Jaemin exhaled, staring at the mirror in his room while carefully peeling off the mask. "Sorry, I wasn't ready."

"Jaemin, I've seen you at your worst."

"But–"

"I want to see your face, baby," Jeno whined.

Jaemin froze, the mask dangling off his cheeks. Jeno just– and his–

He reached for his phone, propping it up against his pencil holder just so he could stare at Jeno. "Did you just call me baby– no, wait, did you just use aegyo on me?"

Jeno was clearly already in bed at 5pm (me too, Jaemin thought), his Cinnamoroll cap lightly taming his clear bed head. "You look fine."

"There's a face mask dangling off my face."

"I've never liked you more."

Jaemin flushed, thankful for the mask shielding it. He continued to peel it off. "Stop flirting with me."

Jeno sat up in his bed, his hat rolling off onto his pillow. "Let me do it! I have some catching up to do."

Jaemin finished peeling the mask off, bringing his phone with him to the bathroom so he could peel it off. "We should do something before Chenle's Christmas party."

"We should," Jeno hummed. "I will say that I am so happy that Chenle's friends are all my friends."

"Why?"

"We were at his house for his birthday. You saw how big the place is. He could fit so many more people in there."

"Sometimes I forget you're an introvert, Mr. I-have-30K-Instagram-followers-and-I-post-thirst-traps."

Jeno rolled his eyes, sighing heavily. "Oh, come on, name one time I posted a thirst trap."

Jaemin quirked an eyebrow.

"Okay, nevermind, don't. I don't like people that I can see. Except for you."

"Hm, 6/10." Jaemin splashed some water on his face, drying it with one of his towels.

"You're rating them now?"

"Uh, yeah, duh!" Jaemin walked back to his bedroom. "I started all the flirting. I should get a say."

Jeno laughed lightly at that. Jaemin wanted to hear it again. "If it's first dibs, then I think Donghyuck comes before you."

"Don't even get me started on that idiot." Jaemin chose to lay down in his bed this time as he'd been doing before, on his stomach. He held himself up on his forearms, letting his legs kick and swing behind him. "So, about going out. Jeno?"

Jeno turned with a soft hum, his eyes clearly not initially focused on Jaemin.

Jaemin laughed when he realized what Jeno could be looking out. "You were checking yourself out in the little rectangle, weren't you?"

Jeno's face heated up, countering the protests he started to spit out. His reaction was enough for Jaemin to come to a conclusion.

"I can't really blame you," he said slowly, staring at Jeno's (flushed) face.

"...10/10."

"I knew I was the master at this!"

Notes:

jeno is this richie

Chapter 17: 15 ; who plans the party to end all parties this year? (quite literally)

Chapter Text

dreamies 🥺
jjjjjjjjjjjno, chelele, and 4 others are active

chenle zhong
friends
we're having our little
christmas get together
and all
but
what about new years

andy park jisung 🫡
what ABOUT new years

chenle zhong
i mean
we should probably
do something for that too

h u a n g r e n j u n
i think ten wanted to
throw something
together for that

jneo 😋
the idea of going to a
party at ten's house
scares me

☀️
ten's chill tho

this is like chenle's
irrational fear of johnny

marklee
fr fr

chenle zhong
I AM NOT SCARED
OF JOHNNY
HES JUST LARGE
like 😟

marklee
can confirm

that doesn't sound very
straight to me mark lee

marklee
oh shut it

andy park jisung 🫡
he's literally just some
guy
and he's nice too
you have an irrational
fear.

chenle zhong
NO ITS VALID
PLEASE
ITS VALID

h u a n g r e n j u n
wah wah wah
anyways
i've asked ten but he
hasn't replied so he's
either drawing or shoving
his boyfriend's

jneo 😋
please stop.

marklee
anyways
chenle
if im your child that
makes you scared of
your son in law

chenle zhong
nah that man is so
terrifying i will cry

his ass is terrified 💀
anyways rj hit us up
whenever ten starts
replying

h u a n g r e n j u n
roger that 🫡
yes queen!

☀️
OH MY GOD WHY DID
I FORGET ABOUT OUR
CHRISTMAS PARTY

jneo 😋
sit ur ass down hyuck
what do you think we've
been talking about

andy park jisung 🫡
oh my god how many
fucking times do we
have to do this
wear pjs and be ready to
SLEEP
that's abt it
rj you still on fruit

h u a n g r e n j u n
and ice cream
i'm cultured like that

chenle zhong
THANK YOUUU 🙏
zhiyuan came over
yesterday and finished it
like the bitchass fucker he
is and i don't want to
leave the house because
it is FUCKING COLD OUT

andy park jisung 🫡
i think i like zhiyuan more
than you

jneo 😋
i second that

third

chenle zhong
ok well fuck you you're
all uninvited

andy park jisung 🫡
chenle i literally helped
you plan this

chenle zhong
well
fine
i ununinvite you
i reinvite you

andy park jisung 🫡
i invite jaemin and jeno

chenle zhong
oh fuck off

h u a n g r e n j u n
im surprised hyuck
didn't say anything

☀️
i can stand back from the
chaos once in a while
i'm literally a role model

h u a n g r e n j u n
boy bye

jneo 😋
boy bi - mad tsai

chenle zhong
jeno

jneo 😋
what?
this is a free space

chelele left dreamies 🥺
jjjjjjjjjjjno added chelele to dreamies 🥺
chelele removed jjjjjjjjjjjno from dreamies 🥺
min_tothejae added jjjjjjjjjjjno to dreamies 🥺

let's move on girlies‼️
and by that i just mean
jeno we have a date to plan

marklee
ok well damn

chenle zhong
😴

jneo 😋
oh WAH WAH WAAAH

Chapter 18: 16 ; who got asked out?

Chapter Text

Jaemin sipped on his drink, linking arms with Jeno. "This is nice."

"Yeah." They were about to tuck themselves into the corner of the coffee shop, away from all of the people around them. The coffee shop was already quite empty, and going into the corner where they'd go unnoticed was basically like sitting in an empty room together.

It was nice, Jaemin decided. Emptier areas had always been in his favour, and it seemed as though Jeno also enjoyed having the space to himself.

The couple settled into the booth, talking aimlessly while also keeping a comfortable silence.

"Excuse me?"

Jeno and Jaemin both turn their heads towards the voice, which belongs to a girl who Jaemin could recognize from Bio, which was a class he had with Jeno. She had her eyes on Jeno, clearly nervous as she spoke to him.

Jaemin shouldn't have been surprised. For one, Jeno was still Instagram famous (with 31k now!) and lots of people from their school followed him. Jaemin always saw them in his comment section simping over him. The other thing was that Jeno was still presumed single, especially because he'd have to do the whole coming out thing. He also knew that Jaemin never liked having attention drawn to himself.

"Hi," Jeno said, lightly smiling.

"Hi," the girl exhaled. Jaemin couldn't remember her name for the life of him. "I was just wondering if, um, we could go on a date sometime?"

Jeno froze. It wasn't obvious, but Jaemin could tell. They obviously hadn't been viewed as being on a date because they were always together anyways. To the girl (Yeolie? Yaena? Jaemin really needed to work on names), they just looked like friends that were out.

Jeno scratched at the back of his neck, his mind in overdrive trying to think of something to say. The girl's confidence visbility diminished with every passing second.

"I should go, shouldn't I?" She turned to leave.

"No, Yoonah, I..." Jeno interrupted. "It's not that. It's not that I'm not interested– no, that came out wrong. Um–"

"He's in a relationship," Jaemin said simply, figuring Jeno would never find the words himself at the rate they were going at. "He's dating someone."

Jeno didn't look tense anymore. "Yeah. That."

"Oh." The girl didn't even cast Jaemin a spare glance. "Sorry, then. I wish you and your girlfriend the best."

As she walked away, Jeno sighed. "Girlfriend feels weird."

"Well, you don't have one." Jaemin toyed with Jeno's nape, adoring how long the hair there was starting to get. If Jeno had a mullet, he'd simply just pass away. "Neither do I."

"I guess nobody actually knows that we're dating yet, right?"

"Right." Jaemin rested his head against Jeno's shoulder. "Do you... want to go public?"

Jeno slowly started running his fingers through Jaemin's head. "I'm fine with whatever you want. I know it's going to be a big thing."

"Yeah."

"I know you still have yet to tell 127 and WayV and all, but..." Jeno took a sip of his drink, clearly nervous for whatever he was about to say, "do you want me to post you?"

Jaemin paused, thinking about it for a moment. Jeno could always just say he was taken and Jaemin could have his little reveal post without anything happening. But there was a part of him, a tiny part, that wanted everyone to know that Jeno was his and he was Jeno's.

"Yeah," he settled on, exhaling the word out along with all of his thoughts. "One day."

Chapter 19: 17 ; who is throwing a christmas party?

Chapter Text

"Your mom is a life saver," Jaemin sighed, staring down at the bunny slippers in his grasps. He was wearing sneakers now, but he'd be kicking them off the moment they got into the house. "I think I'd pass away if I wore this on public transit."

"It really wasn't a problem." Jeno adjusted the matching bowed headbands they were wearing. "We live closer to each other than Chenle and Jisung do anyways."

"I guess."

Jaemin was the first one up the steps, ringing the doorbell and immediately being greeted by Chenle in his pink Sanrio pajamas. "You two are the second last ones to get here."

Jeno tapped his chin for a moment. "Renjun?"

"Yup. Mr. I've-got-the-food is late." Chenle crossed his arms for a brief moment before ushering Jaemin and Jeno inside. "Come on, we have the projector set up in the basement already. We're going to start with music video bingage."

Jaemin was about to step into the house, but he pauesed. "And Produce stages?"

"Do I look like a madman? Of course!"

Jaemin dragged Jeno inside with him.

The two of them settled in downstairs with everyone else. Much to Renjun's dismay, he arrived with the only free seat being next to Donghyuck. Jeno rested his head on Jaemin's shoulder, not as into the idolsphere as the rest of the group was. Mark sat staring at his phone, clearly texting Johnny. Chenle and Jisung practically sat on top of each other, their legs entangled as Chenle navigated around on his laptop.

They had somehow moved on from the music videos and live performances to passing around the laptop to play shitty free online games when none other than Zhong Zhiyuan walked in.

"Zhiyuan!" Chenle huffed, clearly angry about something. "We have no more ice cream for you. This is ours, thank you very much."

"Chenle," Zhiyuan countered, his eyes hovering over the group spread out across the floor, draped in blankets and pillows. "I really can't drop by here without you saying anything, huh?"

"Speaking of saying things, I'll need you two to shut up before I accidentally die," Renjun, who's turn it was on the projector of gamerability, interrupted, glaring at both siblings before turning his eyes back to the screen.

Dnoghyuck patted his hair aimlessly. "Calm down, Renjun," he soothed, his assume all has gone wrong if Renjun and Chenle are speaking in Mandarin agenda actually working for once.

Renjun also shot him a quick glare. "Let go of me."

"Of course."

Jeno rolled his eyes at the two of them, turning to Jaemin as Zhiyuan and Chenle continued bickering, just in Korean this time. "They're quite the siblings, aren't they?"

"Something like that," Jaemin whispered back. "Chenle, maybe you shoud stop trying to fight Zhiyuan. We can spare another root beer float."

Zhiyuan visibly lit up. "You were always my favourite, Jaemin."

"Fuck off," Chenle muttered under his breath, reaching for the ice cream tub. "But go for it."

Once Zhiyuan had gotten what he wanted (to bother Chenle and find some food), the group started a movie to end off the night. Jeno kept his eyes on the screen, calmed by the whispers he could hear from around the group every once in a while.

"Jaemin," he muttered, looking down at his lap. Jaemin had long since settled his head into Jeno's lap, and he was now fully asleep. Jeno's fingers combing through his hair had most likely lulled him to sleep. Jeno couldn't help but smile when he looked down at Jaemin's face.

He pressed a kiss to the tip of Jaemin's nose, reforming the smile that had previously adorned his face. "Sleep well."

Looking around, Jeno could see that the same thing was happening with the rest of the group. Renjun was yawning, leaning into Donghyuck's side, Mark was nodding off every so often, and Chenle was already knocked out in Jisung's lap. 

Jeno decided it was time to settle down, leaning back until his head was resting on the pillow behind him. He kept his eyes trained on the projector screen as long as he could before he drifted off to sleep.

Chapter 20: 18 ; who woke up?

Chapter Text

Jaemin woke up with his head against Jeno's chest, blinking to let his eyes adjust to the darkness. He stared up at the ceiling first before he started looking around the room. Chenle was still on top of Jisung, both of them asleep, and Renjun and Donghyuck were curled up together on the floor. Mark was also out cold, though the phone on his chest indicated that he had been up for a little while before dozing off again.

He looked at Jeno last, surprised to find that the older was staring down at him. "Morning," Jeno whispered in his raspy morning voice that basically made Jaemin decide to call Jeno first thing in the morning every once in a while. "Sleep well?"

Jaemin nodded, the rise and fall of Jeno's chest already making his eyes want to close again. "You're a comfortable pillow."

"That's, like, a boyfriend requirement."

"Well, you pass with flying colours."

Jeno chuckled, patting Jaemin's hair slowly. It was like he was trying to make Jaemin fall asleep again. "Do you want to listen to some msuic to stay awake or just sleep again?"

Jaemin reached for his (Jeno's, actually) phone, looking at the time. It was 11:07 in the morning, meaning that the group had just passed what was about their 7th hour of sleep. Jaemin was already starting to wake up, so he helped Jeno search for one of their pairs of headphones.

The next person to wake up was Mark, who barely spared Jeno and Jaemin a glance before turning back to his phone, the light illuminating his face and showing that he was all-too-excited to be talking to someone (Johnny) in the morning.

Next was Donghyuck, who nearly sat up before noticing the way that Renjun was curled into his side. He stopped himself, resting a hand on the older's back while mouth a celebratory I win!!! to Jeno and Jaemin.

Jisung was next, followed shortly by Chenle. Well, sort of, as Chenle continuously woke up and fell asleep in Jisung's lap. Jisung just sighed everytime Chenle's body slumped against him and stroked the older's hair.

Renjun fully awoke before Chenle could, immediately moving away from Donghyuck the moment he was sentient enough to do so. He rolled his eyes at the pout Donghyuck cast him, yawning loudly and getting up to turn on the lights.

Turning on the lights is what got Chenle to stir fully awake, still slumping against Jisung once he'd realized that everyone else was awake. "What time is it?" he grumbled into Jisung's neck.

"Past 12 now," Jaemin answered, finally pausing the music that he and Jeno had been listeningt to. "12:20."

"Later than I expected." Renjun rubbed his eyes, actually looking around the room and glancing at Mark. "Mark, are you going to sit in that corner the entire day and text Johnny or..."

"I'm here," Mark replied, breaking his eyes away from the screen (which Jaemin honestly thought he was unable to do until now). "I had nothing better to do."

"Uh-huh." Jisung attempted to shrug Chenle off of his shoulders, but the latter refused to budge. "Chenle, are you going to feed us or should we just fend for ourselves?"

With a groan, Chenle rolled off of Jisung. "Who's hungry?"

"Me," Donghyuck answered immediately, already on his feet. "Chenle, feed us before we go home. And Merry Christmas Eve!"

"Fuck you," Chenle murmured, standing up. "I think we're supposed to have waffles."

"Your mom's waffles are the shit."

"Shut up, Donghyuck."

"Well now if I compliment someone's cooking I'm the problem?"

"Wouldn't making a waffle from scratch be closer to baking?"

"..."

"Mark, you have said so much dumb shit, you make absolutely no sense."

"I'll take that as a compliment, Renjun."

Chapter 21: 19 ; who is having the happiest holidays?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

themoonstail

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themoonstail MERRY CHRISTMAS GAYSSS!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU YOU ARE SEEN IN THIS HOMONORMATIVE HOUSEHOLD 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

- doie_wuz_here Taeil and taeyong the #1 lgbtq supporters i think
» tytrack Honestly Taeil is doing better than me
»» themoonstail don't worry taeyong we can support the gays together!

- ooh_woo funny of you to use the word love
» themoonstail ok well fuck you

- fullsun_hyuck love u too hyung 🫶
» themoonstail at least you're still a trooper through all of this 🫶
»» dead_moonmin 🤨
»»» fullsun_hyuck what are YOU doing
»»»» dead_moonmin something is 🐟y
»»»»» themoonstail no hyuck doesn't like me and if he did i'd smack him upside the head because i'm idk AROACE and there's no way i'm demi because i think i'm emotionally bonded to everyone enough by now

- osaka.prince NORMALIZE HOMONORMATIVITY 😤💪
» themoonstail THATS WHAT IM SAYING I SUPPORT YOU 💪💪🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
»» onyourspiderm__ark behaviour so strange i should call it queer
»»» johnnyjsus like you?
»»»» onyourspiderm__ark okay wait that was good 😭

dead_moonmin

👤 jwisung_p
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dead_moonmin jisung🫶😭🐤🌟 (throwback to last year)

- fullsun_hyuck blud is on the snow app
» dead_moonmin FUCKINGHDUK
» jwisung_p @min_tothejae DEFEND ME
»» min_tothejae he's right

- yangxyang do you want PARK JISUNG to be the one you put hears in the caption for? 🧐🤔
» dead_moonmin no bc you've got a point there
» jwisung_p YANGYANG I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU
»» yangxyang this isn't targeted... 🤨
»»» jwisung_p DAMN FUCK YOU

- chelele the way everyone's calling jisung a loser 🤭
» jwisung_p well no more christmas party help for you
»» chelele 🫢

min_tothejae

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min_tothejae date flashbacks ❤️

- dead_moonmin ORGASM WHAT
» dead_moonmin @onyourspiderm__ark can't believe you wouldn't say anything before jaemin made this purchase
»» onyourspiderm__ark it's also like three times his size so jaemin's the problem for buying it even after that
»»» onyouspiderm__ark the real question is why did he somehow babygirlify it
»»»» chelele BRO IS MAKING INQUIRIES ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

- doie_wuz_here Date with who 👀
» min_tothejae omg staph it's a SECRET
»» ooh_woo jaemin tell me trust we're like 🤞
»»» tytrack No me too
»»»» min_tothejae guys i capitalized SECRET

- jwisung_p i need a minute to think about this
» min_tothejae MY LITTLE ORGASM DONOR YOURE HERE 🥹🫶🫶
»» jwisung_p not anymore

- jjjjjjjjjjjno how did you casually walk around like this
» min_tothejae i had the confidence from the person next to me, who was in fact someone id donate orgasms to
»» onyourspiderm__ark JAEMIN 😟
»» dead_moonmin DIGITAL FOOTPRINT???

- min_tothejae i'm winning the idgaf war
» fullsun_hyuck is this a situation where that's GOOD???

johnnyjsus

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johnnyjsus merry christmas or whatever

- min_tothejae now THAT is babygirl. if you put us side by side he's the babygirl. every day i strive to be more like johnny suh
» johnnyjsus you guys really flatter me
» johnnyjsus but yes i know with my sweater paws and clothes that drown my body in layers along with beautiful eyes that compliment my almost natural smile, i am the epitome of babygirl. i am the blueprint
»» iam10vely being humble is important!

- onyourspiderm__ark awe 🫶
» johnnyjsus yk you've got me out here like ☺️🥹😄😍🫠🤭🫣😽🙈🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🖤🩶🤍🤎‼️‼️🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈‼️🫶🫶🫠 right?
»» onyourspiderm__ark mutual
»» hend1zzle me when i'm in a downbad competition and my opponent is johnny
»»» johnnyjsus you don't even know me

hend1zzle

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hend1zzle "you don't even know me" my ASS 😒 bc WHATS THIS THEN 🤨 you're too busy simping to remember me is that it? HUH JOHNNY SUH?? @johnnyjsus SPEAK UP 🗣️‼️

- johnnyjsus okay but did i join my least favourite sector for a boy? no!
» yangxyang made his ass look foolish 😭 preposterous behaviour
»» hend1zzle ...
»» hend1zzle yang arent you MY boyfriend and therefore supposed to be on MY side??? also that was your fault now you're out here saying words like "preposterous" because your ass was supposed to be sat in scholar sector
»»» yangxyang 😦
»»»» xiaodj you are not bouncing back from this yangyang
»»»»» yangxyang never back down never give up 😞

qkun

👤 yangxyang, xiaodj, iam10vely, siwincheng, heywong.yyukhei, hend1zzle
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qkun wayv christmas i fear

- iam10vely look we look like we love each other!
» iam10vely to make this clear i only love lucas
»» heywong.yyukhei 🥹

- chelele there are three twinks in this picture
» qkun CHENLE
»» iam10vely but winwin's a power bottom :(((
»»» chelele ofc he is. the twinks are you yangyang and xiaojun
»»»» xiaodj 😧
»»»»» chelele don't deny it loser
»»»»»» xiaodj you're also a twink
»»»»»»» chelele i have never been in a relationship with a man
»»»»»»»» iam10vely as head tmsdt twink he is completely correct

hend1zzle

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hend1zzle throwback post because i'm not bothered though to steal kun's phone to airdrop the new ones

- qkun i... can just send them to you
» hend1zzle no it's better this way
»» qkun you live next door when do you steal it
»»» hend1zzle well that's a SECRET

- dead_moonmin why are you in suits
» hend1zzle because we have free will fuck you
»» dead_moonmin HENDERY.

jwisung_p

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jwisung_p me catching all the gay people in my phone in 4k like

- chelele be nice also if that's the statue's nose then where's the mouth
» jwisung_p ...

- fullsun_hyuck THAT'S MEEEE 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈
» jwisung_p unfortunately
»» fullsun_hyuck do you ever choose kindness

- jjjjjjjjjjjno ✌️
» jwisung_p coming out made you more annoying. stfu
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno okay girl fuck you stay upset hope your day actually gets worse like actually

chelele

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chelele baby jisung pics because he's being rude and needs to be publicly humiliated in order to remember his roots

- jwisung_p humiliation does nothing to me i'm not donghyuck
» fullsun_hyuck FUCK OFF FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU KILOYARDS PER SECOND
»» onyourspiderm__ark where did the yards come from
»»» fullsun_hyuck well if i say kilometres per second then it's km/s but kiloyards makes it ky/s i think
»»»» dead_moonmin someone definitely isn't getting into the scholar sector any time soon! einstein rolling in his grave!

- min_tothejae pookie... what happened
» jwisung_p nothing happened i am still as cute as ever
»» chelele 👀 that's 🧢

jjjjjjjjjjjno

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jjjjjjjjjjjno 🎄❤️

- min_tothejae I WNAT HIM
» dead_moonmin ...
»» min_tothejae ...i want him a normal amount
»»» dead_moonmin ...
»»»» min_tothejae i want him a healthy amount
»»»»» chelele you're morphing in with the rest of the delulu jaem
»»»»»» min_tothejae sigh looks like i'll be sitting here with little to no hope!!
»»»»»»» chelele who taught you to make jokes
»»»»»»»» min_tothejae who taught you to be a bitch ass hater
»»»»»»»»» chelele DAMN

- doie_wuz_here Can you be nice and wholesome on christmas at least taeyong is going to have a whole field day
» jjjjjjjjjjjno let him

- yangxyang ANOTHER GOATED POST I FEAR 🫡🫡🫡🔥🔥
» jjjjjjjjjjjno you are many things but a hater is not one of them
»» chelele but a twink is
»»» yangxyang CHENLEHRIDK

Notes:

jaemin:

Chapter 22: 20 ; who is experiencing healthy communication?

Chapter Text

Jaemin liked days like this. Days like this where he and Jeno got to lay on each other and enjoy each other's presence, whether that's in words or in silence. He moved slightly on Jeno's chest, staring up at the ceiling.

"Baby."

Jaemin hummed.

"Babygirl."

Jaemin blushed. "Where did that come from?"

"I just wanted to see something." Jeno poked Jaemin's cheek. "I think I want to come out."

"This is a sitting up conversation." Jaemin pulled himself off of Jeno's chest, turning to face him before pulling him up as well. "You want to come out?"

Jeno shrugged. "It's more of a I want-to-post-you situation. Y'know, pull a Nick Nelson."

"You're going to pull a move from Heartstopper?"

"The show was cute!" Jeno argued. "I also watched it with you, so it's like a cute little reference. And if I do it now, people have, like, a week of break to get over it."

That, Jaemin had to admit, was smart. Deep down, he was excited to know that Jeno wanted to hard launch him to his however many followers with no warning and come out to them at the same time. Still, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous. He'd made a few light jokes about it– did Jeno feel the need to post because of him? "You really want to?"

"I really like you, Jaemin." Jeno held one of Jaemin's hands in each of his own, staring down at them intertwined before looking back up at Jaemin. "The first step to showing that is letting everyone know I'm taken. Especially after what happened last week on our date."

"Right." Jaemin chewed on his lip for a moment. "How about we tell all our friends at Ten's party? Then after that we can post."

"I like that idea." Jeno leaned in close, pecking Jaemin on the lips. Jaemin's heart jumped for joy. His eyes crinkled at the edges, showcasing his smile. "I can't wait to let everyone know you're mine."

Chapter 23: 21 ; who is at the ending all of this year's parties party?

Chapter Text

Jaemin and Jeno walked up the steps to Ten's door, the latter pausing before ringing the doorbell. "Are you ready?"

"Are you?" Jaemin asked, grazing his fingers over the back of Jeno's hand.

Jeno nodded, staring at the door again. "Yeah. It's just our friends, after all." He held onto Jaemin's hand briefly, squeezing it.

"Okay, lovebirds." The couple turned around to see Chenle and Jisung walking up behind them. "Pack it up, guys. You have to do the announcement before you hold hands."

"Do we?" Jeno intertwined his and Jaemin's fingers, ringing the doorbell.

Jisung only scoffed at them, with the door opening before he could say anything. Johnny was the one who answered, Mark dangling off of his arm. "You two look young, queer, and in love."

"I guess you could say that." Jeno smiled. "I could say the same about you."

Johnny chuckled lightly, casing a glance at Mark. Mark caught his eye, pecking him on the lips briefly.

Jaemin looked between the two of them. "Okay, bi king and random straight guy."

"Shut up," Mark whined.

"Are you guys going to move anytime soon?" an impatient Jisung asked from behind the group, reminding them of his and Chenle's presence.

"Right." Johnny stepped aside, urging Jaemin and Jeno to enter, followed closely by Jisung and Chenle.

Mark trailed behind the first couple. "Your grand announcement will have to wait for a little bit. I already told Ten you had something to say. You as in Jeno, by the way."

"How great," Jeno groaned.

Jaemin caught this quickly, concern settling over his face. "Do you... not want to do this anymore? We don't have to if you don't want to."

"No," Jeno said, pressing his lips together. "No, I want to do this. Remember what I told you?"

Jaemin nodded. It still rang in his head. Jeno wanted people to know that Jaemin was his. What Jeno seemed to have not accounted for in the "people" is how many he actually knew.

Much like Chenle's slumber party, Ten's party was being held in his basement. Jeno and Jaemin descended the stairs after a brief pep talk to each other, not knowing what to expect.

"There they are!" Ten cheered, turning all the heads in the room to the two of them. God, Jaemin sometimes forgot how flamboyant Ten was. "The men of the hour."

Everyone was accounted for; Jeno made sure to count everyone. He dropped Jaemin's hands to wipe his sweaty palms off on his jeans. "Um, I wasn't expecting this."

"Might as well get it over with," Johnny said from where he suddenly was in the crowd, shrugging.

It was a little too quiet for both Jeno and Jaemin's liking. Nevertheless, they had an opportunity. "Okay," Jeno exhaled. "I had something that I wanted to post about, but I figured– we figured we should tell you guys first because... y'know, you're all our friends."

"Though the Dreamies already know," Jaemin murmured.

Eyebrows rose on many faces, awaiting the words. Jeno locked on to the face in the front of the clump. Mark, Johnny, Kun, Ten, Lucas, Kunhang, Yangyang, Dejun, Chenle, and Jisung. Maybe he didn't know all of them well, but he still considered all of them friends, whether some be closer than others. These were people he could trust. Besides, after tonight, the secret would be out anyways.

"Right." Jeno sighed. "Um, I'm bi, and I'm dating Jaemin."

Ten snorted. "Tell us some real news."

Kun smacked Ten on the arm, and the younger hissed. "Ow! What?"

"Be nice," Kun whispered.

"I am being nice! But I'm just saying that we shoul– Kun do not pout at me it makes me feel uncomfortable– why are you still pouting I swear to god if you start doing aegy– Kun that is so disgusting you need to lea–"

"Do you get my point?"

"Unfortunately." Ten couldn't help but get in one last jab. "But they did walk in holding hands, so what else was I supposed to know?"

"Ten!"

The slightly serious atmosphere dissipated at that, pulling the spotlight off of Jaemin and Jeno. The former sighed, resting his head against his boyfriend's shoulder.

"And that was the easier part," he muttered.

"Sort of," Jeno sighed, stumbling down the remaining steps. "Somehow I thought that would be worse."

Jaemin crossed his arms, standing up straight. "We're in a room of queer people. Everyone in this room likes boys in some way, minus Taeil."

"Yeah," Jeno accepted. "There's nothing to be afraid of."

"Well, if anything, the online response."

"Right."

If anything, Jeno was afraid of that.

Chapter 24: 22 ; who loves me?

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Despite the nerves still coursing through Jeno, he felt more at ease now that he could throw an arm around Jaemin and kiss him freely without it being noted at something big.

"You know what I just realized?" Jaemin suddenly asked as he and Jeno swayed to the music playing.

"What?"

Jaemin pulled Jeno in closely, kissing his cheek with the corner of his mouth coming to Jeno's. "You're gonna be my New Year's kiss."

Jeno could feel his cheeks start to heat up. It was still kind of unbelievable he and Jaemin had gotten together so easily, shared a first kiss easily, and were now slow dancing together in Ten's basement as Johnny performed the greatest transition from NCT 127's Summer 127 to SHINee's View in his DJ set.

Jeno glanced around the room, wrapping a hand around Jaemin's waist. Doyoung, Taeyong, and Taeil were in a corner, talking to each other, and Jaehyun, Jungwoo, Yuta, and Haechan (and Renjun, who clearly wanted to leave) camped by the speaker. WayV had all lumped into the centre of the room, while Mark was standing right next to Johnny's table. Chenle and Jisung were camping by the punch table.

Finally, Jeno's eyes looked up to the clock. 11:58.

Johnny faded out of View, ending the set for the moment. "Guys, it's almost time!"

Everyone now clumped around Jeno and Jaemin, who were standing by the clock. Jeno's eyes, curious as ever, travelled around the group. Ten was already cupping Lucas' face, Johnny looked like he was about to kiss Mark a minute early, and Kunhang and Yangyang's fingers kept brushing against each other as if they weren't going to kiss at the same time as every other couple.

In note of the non-couples, Chenle and Jisung held up their cups of punch, ready to toast their 26th refill, and Taeil stood off to the side, body already angled away from anyone who might kiss. Yuta wrapped his arms around Sicheng, already about to squeeze him into a tighter hug.

"10!"

Jeno turned to face Jaemin again.

"9!"

Jaemin smiled.

"8!"

Jeno smiled back.

"7!"

"Are you ready?" Jaemin whispered.

"6!"

Jeno took a deep breath.

"5!"

Jeno pulled Jaemin the tiniest bit closer. "As ready as I'll ever be."

"4!"

"Good." Jaemin threw his arms around Jeno's shoulders.

"3!"

Jeno cupped Jaemin's face.

"2!"

He pressed their foreheads together.

"1!"

They leaned in.

"Happy New Year!"

It felt kind of weird to be kissing Jaemin in front of all their friends, but it was also New Year's. Jeno knew that his heart would never stop beating as hard as it had the first time Jaemin had kissed him.

Jeno didn't know how long he should've kissed Jaemin for, unsure if he was even suposed to kiss him or just peck, but he pulled back when the timing felt right.

"So," Jeno whispered after a moment, "is there any chance of your "new year, no Jeno" agenda?"

"No," Jaemin whispered back as the music faded back in. "Never think about it."

*

min_tothejae

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min_tothejae my jenjen 🥹🫶❤️

- dead_moonmin didn't you almost pass out on this bike ride
» min_tothejae shhhh nobody needs to know that

- doie_wuz_here oh so you're hard launching him
» min_tothejae you already knew about this
»» doie_wuz_here but you're HARD LAUNCHING this is big
»»» min_tothejae yes i am because i love him to the moon and back!! 🤭

- chelele since when were you an athlete
» chelele also this picture is so old
»» min_tothejae CRY ABOUT IT CHENLE!! and i never said i was an athlete but im stuck with a man in the sports sector

jjjjjjjjjjjno we should bike again
» min_tothejae ahaha we should!! (I MIGHT PASS OUT FOR REAL)
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno ❤️

jjjjjjjjjjjno

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jjjjjjjjjjjno hey guys.
i know i normally don't add real words to my caption because i'm essentially an ulzzang but hey! announcement!
ive been debating sharing this or not, but i've come to decide that i should. i've learned a lot about myself recently, and a lot of things in my life have changed. so, those changes are as follows:
i'm bisexual. i'm a bi man and i have a boyfriend now and i love him a lot.
do with this information what you will. unfollow me if you wish. but hey, this is the happiest i've been in a long, long time.

- yangxyang why are all the hot people gay 💔
» hend1zzle he wrote this while sitting on my lap btw
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno LMAO
» xiaodj didn't olivia rodrigo sing a song abt this
»» yangxyang STOPPP
»» jjjjjjjjjjjno every guy i like is gay fr

- fullsun_hyuck coming out better than mark
» jjjjjjjjjjjno fr fr
»» onyourspiderm__ark THIS ISNT EVEN ABOUT ME

- jwisung_p oh the big boy pants are on i fear
» jjjjjjjjjjjno why are you so surprised we talked about this
»» jwisung_p you just told 31k people that youre a silly little gay boy with a boyfriend
»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno and what about it!!

- min_tothejae since when did you have this
» jjjjjjjjjjjno stole your phone and airdropped it to myself
» chelele jaemin how does it feel to by the man that took lee jeno
»» min_tothejae so much time passed but it all paid off in the end <3
»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno oh i love you
»»»» min_tothejae i love you more
»»»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno that's impossible
»»»»»» chelele get a room guys 🤮 
»»»»»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno no.
»»» jjjjjjjjjjjno anyways i love you!
»»»» min_tothejae i love you too <3

Notes:

and they lived happily ever after

psst— i’ll see you on october 4th for the next instalment, which is dojae for february in “to you”

Notes:

started: 23/05/09, p:23/06/07―23/09/17, e:23/09/16

(carrd)

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