Chapter 1: Isn't this...?
Summary:
Our hero arrives... again.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
‘Where am I?’
Kat groaned as she cracked her eyes open.
Everything around her was dim. Barely lit by soft yellow light, a faint rattling shaking her skull. Her senses were muffled by a headache and the grogginess of sleep. Paper rustled on her lap as she shifted. Everything ached. Did she pass out somewhere again?
'Justice is gonna chew me out,’ She thought with another tired groan, 'Logan too .'
Kat had a bad habit of working late at night, and both men were damn tired of finding her passed out in random spots around town. Having to look for an insomniac at 3 a.m. during the cold desert nights… It got annoying. Especially to Logan after he had found her the last time.
She grimaced slightly as she remembered that argument. She'd worked herself into exhaustion that day and passed out. Right in the middle of some ruins, in the middle of the night, just before a wicked sandstorm was set to hit town. Basically, a worst-case scenario. Worried that she wasn't home yet Logan had gone searching and found her face down and nearly unresponsive.
Which had really struck a nerve with him…
Kat's eyes popped wide open. Memories flooding back. She had been exploring some ruins before she passed out this time and something had gone wrong. Her eyes were blinded by pain as she tried to recall what had happened.
She could remember being in terrible pain. Feeling her body go cold. Watching as her hands dissolved into blue light as she felt like she was being unraveled like a ball of human yarn.
‘Did I die?’ The thought shook Kat.
From what little she could recall it had felt like death, but try as she might she couldn’t remember what exactly happened. Or what had caused it. Whatever it was had at least been enough to knock her out.
Just then dazzling sunlight stabbed her eyes forcing them shut. Her senses had come back and she could hear murmurs of conversation almost drowned out by the chugging and rattling of a train. 'Wait… a train?' When she opened her eyes again she found herself staring out a window as the sandstone cliffs around the Highwind Pass flew by. This was the rail line that connected the city of Highwind to Sandrock.
Glancing around she could see she was on the Atara Express. She was in a mostly empty train car, filled only with the quiet murmurs of the only two tourists going to Sandrock. The paper on her lap was the builder's wanted ad that had lured her to Sandrock in the first place. Its words promise reward and adventure to anyone willing to work as a builder knowing the dangers of the Eufaula. It was the kind of gig that Kat had been looking for. The day she’d arrived on the train to Sandrock she couldn’t stop rereading that flyer, buzzing with excitement about the ‘adventure’ aspect.
Everything was a perfect replica of the day she arrived.
Even the clothes she had on were ones she hadn't worn for years since she arrived in Sandrock. A cactus t-shirt that had been a ridiculous impulse purchase just before she moved to the desert and some khaki shorts that highlighted how ridiculously scrawny her legs were. Even her perfume was the same, which was strange because it was discontinued just a month after she moved.
“Next stop; Sandrock! We're arriving at Sandrock!" The announcement pulled Kat's attention away from her thoughts. A sense of déjà vu hit her and she knew she’d been here before; this was the train she came to town on. No doubt about it.
‘Was it all a dream?’
Kat couldn't fathom the thought. All the battles she'd fought, the friends she'd had, the achievements she’d made, the Geeglers, Duvos, Logan and the gang, a dream? Was none of it real? Could dreams even be so realistic?
She had heard of near-death experiences where people dreamed up what their lives could have been like. Sure she was achy, and she remembered being in excruciating pain, but she felt okay now. Definitely not on Death's Door. None of it felt like a dream.
The train's brakes screeched as it approached the familiar wooden platform. Kat couldn't shake the strange feeling in her chest as she grabbed her bags and headed towards the door. The desert air was as welcoming as she remembered. Sunshine beat down on the rocky terrain around the town from a cloudless blue sky. The air shimmered with the summer heat and the silence of the desert was only broken by the soft churr of distant bugs on the wind and the bustle of the train’s scant passengers. The sense of déjà vu grew stronger as her eyes wandered across the familiar form of the small town she once called home. Everything was exactly the way it was.
It was almost like she had restarted her time in Sandrock.
"Hey there!" A friendly voice pulled Kat out of her thoughts, greeting her with a familiar sight. Mi-an stood exactly where she had three years ago. Long black hair with warm honey-brown eyes, a teal green shirt under her overalls, and carrying the same sign with Kat's name on it. The builder from Tallsky. Kat's first and best friend in Sandrock who'd been right alongside her whenever anything went down in town.
'I can't just dream up a person I never met, right?'
"I'm Mi-an, the other new builder! I arrived just a week before you. It's nice to finally meet you, Kathrine." The Tallsky builder smiled as she shook Kat's hand.
Kat smiled back, Mi-an's enthusiasm was infectious. She had never really understood how the goggle-wearing builder had so much energy in the morning given the fact she never drank more than a single cup of coffee every day. Either way, it was incredibly endearing.
So much so that it had always bothered Kat when the rest of the commerce guild took advantage of the Tallsky builder. Half of their friendship was initially sparked by Kat's need to protect this ray of sunshine turned human. They'd been close-knit ever since. If she could make at least one friend from her previous life- or was it 'previous timeline?' Either way, she was glad it would be Mi-an.
"Of course! I look forward to working with you and, please, my friends call me Kat."
Though near impossible, Mi-an's smile brightened further at the offer of friendship. Finally letting go of Kat's hand she waved for her to follow as she turned towards the town. An extra spring in her step. "Come on, follow me! I'm supposed to take you to meet the Commissioner."
Kat was barely able to keep her smile from dropping. In the previous timeline, it had been almost a year since she'd worked under Yan. The hatred that had stewed for years working under his blasé attitude and narcissistic behavior bubbled to the surface. She longed for her past- or was it future- any life or time without Yan, really. He was insufferable but had an unfortunate amount of power over her job.
If he was here maybe she really had died and gone to hell.
Thankfully, Mi-an was already sprinting far enough ahead that she didn't catch the look of disgust on Kat’s face.
This was going to be a struggle. If things repeated themselves the way they did before, she had to tell Mi-an. They'd gone through so much together; danger, disasters, celebrations, even the abuse from the Commissioner. Kat couldn't leave her in the dark about it.
Plus, if anyone could help her figure out what was going on it would be Mi-an. She was extremely reliable as a builder and damn good at keeping secrets as a friend. Even if she was too enthusiastic of a detective.
Following the other builder off the train station platform. Kat spotted 'President' Yan and the retiring builder, Mason, waiting by the commerce building. Yan, rocking on his heels and smoothing the front of his coat in a somehow self-important manner, greeted the two younger builders with a look midway between a smirk and a sneer. His villainy emphasized by a bushy mustache and bowler hat.
"Well, well, well, nice to finally meet ya, newbie! I'm Yan, your new boss, and President of this here Commerce Guild. But don't let that intimidate you. We're all going to be working here to improve Sandrock after all!" Yan turned his crooked grin on Kat and gestured to the older builder. "This is Mason. The retiring builder you, Kat, are replacing!"
Grunting in reply to Yan's sharp elbowing, Mason met Kat's eyes. "That workshop across the tracks is the one you'll be taking… May you bring telesis to the land." The look in the old redhead's eyes was loud and clear; good luck, you poor, poor soul.
Kat did her best to plaster on a thin smile as the retiree shuffled off towards the saloon. Just as bitter as she remembered.
"Well… he was never one for socializing anyways." Yan turned back to the new builders. "All right, I want to see some proof of your skills. Round up some materials and make a pick hammer. I want you to report back by noon with the tools. Oh, and build a recycler, too. You'll be needing that. Now scoot, commissions don't do themselves!"
Yan waved Kat and Mi-an off, turning on his heel and striding quickly towards the Commerce Guild. Kat let out a long sigh. Letting go of the pretend smile she turned to look balefully at the small shack that stood where her dream house should have been.
It had been a mansion; every machine a builder could desire and a lovely home that Kat readily shared with friends and family. The designs for the garden alone took her months. Now? Her little slice of paradise in the desert had evaporated like a mirage. Of all the things to resent losing, the house she'd built with her own blood, sweat, and tears was the biggest hit.
Yet another memory to lament.
'Well,' Kat thought, ' I've made Sandrock her home once before, I can do it again.'
"Hah, well… why don't we go take a little look around? I'm sure it might be nicer than it looks. I can at least help you get settled…" Mi-an wrung her hands nervously as she saw the disappointment clear on Kat's face.
The Highwind builder felt a spark of guilt. Mi-an didn't deserve any ire. Heck, she'd even offered a solution that'd kill two birds with one stone. They could chat while they worked.
"Yeah, that'd be nice, I need some time to talk to you anyway."
"So you're telling me that you've come from the future?"
Mi-an was clearly struggling to make sense of what she'd been told, massaging her temples. They both sat on the shack floor, having given up on trying to clean anything while talking. It had taken the better part of three hours to explain everything Kat knew. Even then it still sounded convoluted. How else do you explain a mass double conspiracy engineered by a hostile foreign nation being thwarted by an alliance spy, a monster-whisperer, two small-town lawmen, and the local bandit gang?
Talking through it had given Kat a better perspective on the situation, though. She figured she had somehow gone back to when she had first moved to Sandrock. Something had happened in the northern Space Center Ruins that'd sent her back, and she retained her memory for pretty much everything that had happened before that. It was still hard to believe it wasn't a dream.
Mi-an looked up at Kat.
"Lizard people are gonna destroy the bridge?"
"Yep. They're called Geeglers by the way."
"There are Duvos spies in the town?"
"Yep. The church."
"And the 'bad guys' are actually good?"
"Yep. Logan and Haru aren’t really bandits."
"We fought off an invasion?"
"Well, we mostly built stuff. I did fight them in the ruins though."
"Are you crazy?"
"Jury is still out on that one…"
Mi-an closed her eyes again and leaned her head back. She looked ready to give up.
Kat grabbed her hand. "Look, if you don't believe me, just watch. What I said will happen, should happen, right?" She pleaded. "As soon as I register my workshop, Rocky is gonna try to beat up Yan over the lift commission, then a sandstorm is going to ruin Mason's retirement party. Just don't call me crazy until then, please?"
Mi-an's eyes opened again and she gave Kat a wry smile. "Alright, We'll have to see."
Propping herself back up, Mi-an's expression changed from concern to somewhere between curious and excited. "I gotta admit, though it's hard to believe, it's kind of exciting. This is like an adventure straight out of a book. Like, what even happened with you going back in time? What's the blue light? And you were friends with Logan? Ooo, wait" Mi-an's smile turned impish- "You talked about him a lot, let me guess, you like him?"
"No!" Kat blushed hard, completely spoiling her denial.
She did have- or had in the previous timeline- a massive, albeit mostly secret, crush on the bandit-turned-hero. Having joined his gang and fought alongside him to save Sandrock from a Duvos invasion… they’d spent a lot of time together. Even more so afterward as she rebuilt the town. She learned how goofy, kind, and passionate he was. Plus he was there for her when she was overwhelmed by everything that’d happened. One of the few she didn’t push away.
It also didn't help that he was classically handsome; striking white hair, sky blue eyes, a chiseled jawline highlighted by well-kept scruff, and a rumbling voice to match. She had it bad for that man.
Mi-an had figured it out before too. Ever the detective.
"Just promise me; if we're wrong, you need to write a book." Mi-an laughed, before looking around the dusty little workshop. "We gotta get your shop registered first, though. You still have to make your pick hammer to take to Yan."
Kat slumped back and groaned. She really didn't want to deal with the nitwit Commissioner… or deal with the fact she had to start over. That was almost as bad. "Eh screw it and screw Yan. He's gonna complain no matter what."
"How about we work together then? They can't fire both new builders, right?" Mi-an gave Kat a sly look. "If he is as bad as you say, a little collusion might go a long way for this ‘dying town.’"
A matching mischievous grin overtook Kat's face. This was the best friend she remembered. Even if she was wrong about time repeating itself she knew she'd at least get along with Mi-an. That was a big comfort to her.
It was the two of them against the odds again.
Notes:
Been nervous to post but I'm honestly enjoying writing. Hope y'all like it too! I plan to post once a week.
Chapter 2: We Meet Again
Summary:
Familiar faces... and familiar foes.
Chapter Text
Kat felt like she was a celebrity.
She and Mi-an were on their way to the town hall to register her workshop and had been stopped several times on their way up Main Street. It wasn't every day that a new person moved into town. Thus everyone was eager to meet the new builder who’d just moved in across the tracks.
There was Owen, the tall broad-shouldered owner of the Blue Moon Saloon. With sparkling blue eyes that contrasted with his sun-tanned skin and streaks of gray in his dark hair. He waved the builders down, introduced himself, and gave the builders some extra snacks with a wink. Still as generous as Kat remembered.
Next, they met Grandma Vivi at her tailor shop. A kindly old black woman with a twinkle in her eyes and a few curls of her white hair hanging loose on her forehead. When she spotted them she hurried over, stuffing the tape measure she was using in the pocket of her apron. She fretted over the two builders like a mother hen. Giving Kat a warm welcome and making sure she knew the nights would get cold in the desert, and even sending her along with a brand-new scarf.
Kat hugged her new scarf close. Grandma Vivi was always a calming presence. She's the town's oldest matriarch, as well as one of the more reasonable residents in Sandrock. The Highwind builder had never had the chance to meet her grandparents. They’d both died before she was born, so she never really knew what they were like. On top of that, moving to Sandrock was the first time Kat had lived alone. So Grandma Vivi had always made her home open to the young girl, always letting her know she was a part of the Sandrock family. It was one of the few things that had kept her going through even the toughest times when she’d thought about quitting building.
Finally, as the two builders reached Martle's Square a tall figure riding a horse was waving at them from across the square. His dreadlocks were slightly frayed by the heat and a bright smile lit up his mocha features, laugh lines and crow's feet highlighted his eyes as the only indicators of his age. "You must be the other new builder! Well! Justice is my name, and Justice is my game. I'm the Sheriff 'round these parts, head of the local Civil Corp!" He leaned down to shake her hand.
"Nice to meet you, Sheriff! I'm Kat. Just got here this morning. We were just about to register my shop."
“It’s a pleasure to meet ya too, Kat!” Justice smiled down at her warmly. “You have no idea jus’ how desperate we were gettin’ dealing with Yan and Ol’ Mason. And, desperation for builders aside, it’s certainly nice to see more fresh faces joinin’ us out here in the desert. Been too long with people movin’ out not in.”
“Well, we’re hoping to change that then!” Kat beamed at him with confidence only a person who knows the future could have.
The Sheriff chuckled. "I won't hold you up then! I’ve gotta get back to my patrols. I'm looking forward to whatever y'all get to building 'round here. If you ever need my help you can head to the Civil Corp office just down the road there, by the tracks." Justice waved as he turned his horse towards Main Street, trotting slowly down the direction the builders just came from.
Kat couldn't help but smile. Having to reintroduce herself felt more nostalgic than she’d expected. It was comforting to know everyone was pretty much the same.
It also soothed her anxiety about seeing Minister Matilda again.
She'd been debating how to act around the church-folk. The Minister was the acting mayor while the real one, Mayor Trudy, was out on a research trip in the desert. Matilda had been kind enough during the time Kat knew her but it turned out that she was one of the spies trying to destroy Sandrock. Out of all of the troubles she’d expected to have starting her building business in a dying town, the interference of a hostile foreign government wasn’t one she was prepared for.
Saying she was 'Worried' was a sore understatement.
Mi-an offered to join her after Kat told her about how nervous she was to face the church group again. She would act as a mediator so that Kat didn't step on any toes… or get herself killed. Which might have been more likely given the situation. With her around Kat found it easier to stop and chat with people. Plus, all the warm welcomes she got were comforting.
She felt at peace.
Until her thoughts were interrupted at the steps of City Hall.
"Halt! Who goes there?!"
Kat had forgotten about how she met the insufferable 'Church Enforcer.' Right up to the moment he’d landed in her personal space with his ridiculous spiky gelled hair and gaudy armor. None other than Pen himself.
She instinctively punched him.
It was strong enough to stun him but unfortunately not enough to knock him out. He loomed back into Kat’s personal bubble. A vicious grin spread across his face. "Hahaha! I've never met someone with such skinny arms who could throw such a mean punch!" He peered closer at her, eyes narrowing. "You know it's rude to attack someone out of nowhere like that, right?"
"Hey now, man, you scared her first!" Justice, whose attention was drawn back by the commotion, called from his side of Martle's Square. "I've been tellin' ya to stop scaring folks!"
"I don't see how that's relevant, my good man, I’m just doing my job." Pen feigned innocence.
Kat was shaking, lost in her past. At one point she'd considered this oaf her friend.
Hell, she had dated him.
She'd even found his self-important idiocy endearing, thinking that he was just another meathead. He was dishonest and a narcissist, she knew that, but the fact she'd dismissed him as harmless and loved him when in reality he was a murderer and absolute sociopath had ruined her trust in everyone. She didn't even trust herself.
Not when she made decisions like that.
Mi-an wrapped an arm around Kat's shoulders. She tried to steer her around Pen toward city hall as the man was distracted arguing with the Sheriff. Glancing at them, irritated, Pen stepped back in their way.
"Listen, the desert is unforgiving! It eats skinny arms like you for breakfast." Pen paused, leering at both builders. "I, as the mighty protector of Sandrock, shall offer my services… with combat lessons!"
Pen grinned at the cowering women. The smile never reached his eyes as he looked Kat up and down. He was clearly ignoring their discomfort. Amused by how weak they were. Mi-an started mumbling some excuses when Justice forced his way in between the builders and the church enforcer.
"Back off." The Sheriff's hard tone made Pen flinch. "You're really scaring them, man."
The enforcer quickly hid his reaction and stepped back. Pulling himself back up to his usual bravado. "Alright, alright… don't come to me when they're halfway down a geegler's gullet. I was just trying to help." Pen turned with a flick of his cape and sauntered off.
Shaking his head, Justice turned to the two women. "I'm sorry ‘bout that. He ain't- he ain’t normally that insufferable." Glancing at Kat he realized she was pale and shaking. "Come on, let's get you inside. You were ‘bout to register your workshop right?"
Justice herded the two builders into the town hall, babbling assurances to them along the way. As they made their way inside Matilda looked up at them in surprise. It was quite the scene; two builders clinging to each other as though their lives depended on it, one nearly in hysterics, with the Sheriff ushering them along.
"My goodness, what happened?" The Minister hurried around her desk.
"Pen's bullying folks again." Justice didn't take his eyes off Kat’s face, she looked like she'd pass out any moment. "This is the new builder, she uh- well she didn't like him much."
Kat was just desperately trying to keep her cool.
She had a peaceful childhood back in Highwind. Hell, there hadn't even been any schoolyard drama in her life. Even in those troublesome teenage and adolescent years. Just peace and building. So when she arrived in Sandrock she was none the wiser.
As the newcomer Kat had desperately tried to befriend everyone. The folks at the church had been some of the first to be so openly welcoming to her. Matilda was benevolent and kind, Pen had taught her how to fight, and Miguel, for how often she argued with him, was a good moral guide. She had looked up to them. They were pillars of the community, often the reason things had got done, and she’d even felt comfortable enough to share some of her personal woes with them.
In hindsight, Kat had realized just how much they were using her. Both her skills and reputation had been an invaluable, although unintentional, champion to their cause. Every bit of kindness and overture of friendship like the bell to Pavlov's dogs.
Their betrayal had cut deep.
But it was a weakness she also couldn’t afford to show. ‘Act brave, cry later.’ She told herself.
Summoning what strength she had Kat put on a wavering smile and looked up at Matilda. "I'm sorry. I've had… bad experiences with people like that in my- uh- in the past. It’s… not pleasant." Straightening out her shaky legs she extended a hand to Matilda. "My name is Kathrine, though my friends call me Kat."
"Well! It's certainly a pleasure to make your acquaintance, Kat, I'm sorry about Pen. He's a church enforcer and takes his job… relatively seriously. I'll make sure to have a talk with him, can't have him chasing off our new builders just yet, hm?" Matilda shook Kat’s hand, warmth radiating from her kind smile.
Kat’s stomach twisted. She wanted to curl up and cry. The Minister’s presence wasn’t much more assuring, despite her ‘kindly old lady’ facade she knew how to manipulate a crowd. Kat had seen it in action before. Her thoughts spiraled a little, thinking about all the ways the Minister could turn her friends against her.
Mi-an squeezed Kat's arm reassuringly. Grounding her in reality. Taking deep breaths the Highwind builder straightened her shoulders and stepped towards the desk. Justice and Mi-an followed every little movement anxiously.
"Thank you, Minister, it's appreciated. I do need to register my workshop." Kat squeezed Mi-an’s hand back.
“Of course! Of course. We’ll get it registered and you’ll be a bonafide Sandrocker, hm?” Matilda picked up one of the pens from the desk. “I just need to see your license and a name for your workshop.”
“Right.” Kat pulled out the folded paper from her waist bag. “And the name is going to be BuilderBox Workshop.”
Matilda let out a light laugh. “Well, that certainly rolls off the tongue. Won’t be too hard to remember!”
Shuffling papers into order the Minister scrawled the name on the paper and stamped it with a decisive thud. "Oh! And on behalf of the Church of Light; Welcome to Sandrock, Kat. I'm certain you'll do great things."
Kat, Mi-an, and Justice all sat at the bar in the Blue Moon. The Sheriff had insisted on buying the builders lunch as yet another apology for Pen's behavior. Kat was reluctant at first but she was still far too shaky to do anything on her own.
Free food did a lot to soothe the tension though. If she just ignored the whole ‘reset’ thing, it felt like any other day when she’d hang out with friends.
"So, I meant to ask earlier but what did you mean when you said you'd had bad experiences with 'people like Pen'?" Justice spoke around a mouthful of food.
His question hit the lighter atmosphere like a train. Mi-an and Kat froze. Owen, who was just coming from the kitchen with fresh drinks, tutted disapprovingly at the Sheriff's table manners.
"It's rude to pry, Justice." He admonished the Sheriff, seeing how uncomfortable Kat was.
Justice held his hands up. "I jus' want to make sure that she's alright.” He turned back to the builder. “You had a pretty bad reaction to him. People don’t usually act like that around someone they’d just met."
"Who’d she meet? Is that the new builder?"
All three diners jumped as a pale blond materialized from behind them, mirth sparkling in her blue eyes at their reaction. They hadn't heard the door open. Grace, the Blue Moon waitress, had snuck up on them. An amazing feat too, considering she wore a bright red top and had a noticeable air of confidence. Owen shook his head at her, it was a bad day for manners apparently.
"Grace! It ain't nice to sneak up on customers."
"Sorry." Grace was definitely not sorry. "Just curious is all."
The blond reached over to shake Kat's hand. "We haven't had the chance to meet yet. I'm Grace, waitress at the saloon and student chef. It's nice to finally have more help arrive."
"Nice to meet you, I'm Kat." The Highwind builder withered a little under Grace's appraising stare. She knew the waitress was actually an undercover Alliance Central Intelligence spy. While she was someone Kat could trust she couldn't help but be nervous around the agent. Grace was generally friendly but always had an air of caution and calculation.
The blond narrowed her eyes at Kat before quickly rearranging her features in a friendly expression. "So, who is it we're talking about? Must have been pretty scary considering you're clearly still anxious."
"She nearly fainted when Pen jumped in front of them." The Sheriff butted in around another mouthful of food.
Kat glared at Justice. "Announce it to the world, why don't ya." She grumbled.
Grace tilted her head curiously. Glancing between the two of them. "I will admit he is pretty annoying, he’s always going on about himself. But I dunno what you’re seeing, he's generally absorbed in his own muscles."
"I just know from experience that people like that are bad news." Kat tried to shrug nonchalantly. She wasn't going to outright tell Grace about her 'time travel.' At least not until she had definitive proof for herself that that is what happened and that it wasn’t just a crazy dream.
Unfortunately for Kat, her explanation only seemed to make Grace suspicious, her eyes briefly narrowing as she picked up on the builder’s avoidance.
Fortunately, but also unfortunately because of who it was, Yan burst through the saloon doors before Grace could say anything.
"Newbies!" He rushed over and threw his arms over Mi-an and Kat's shoulders. Making them both uncomfortable since he was sweating nervously. "Listen, I need a favor from you-"
"Get back here you lazy mopstick!" Rocky’s voice boomed as he burst through the same door, which was now hanging onto its hinges for its dear door-life.
The Eufaula Salvage boss, who was intimidatingly large with a tank top showing off his considerably bulky arms, grabbed Yan by the scruff of his neck dragging him away from the two builders. Kat winced as his nails scraped her arm, desperately trying to cling to her and Mi-an to escape the large man's wrath. "First it was the turtle. Then I learn there ain't any turtle! My boys don’t got a lift and I'm losing money! I’m tired of waiting! This beat down has been a long time coming, pal, courtesy of company policy." Rocky raised his fist and everyone at the bar tensed, waiting for the inevitable violence.
"Wait- wait- waiiit! Rocky ol' buddy, ol' pal, I was just about to put these to lovely builders to work on your new lifts!" Yan thrashed, trying to break free. "They'll do it! They'll have it done in a jiffy too! Right, newbies?!"
Kat and Mi-an exchanged bemused glances.
"Well, that is what we're here for!" Mi-an said cheerily. "Our first big job too! What do you think, Kat?"
"As curious as I am about what this 'company policy' is like. I suppose we should." Kat shrugged. Rocky was a good ally to have, anger issues aside. Most of his anger came from his protective spirit over his wife and toddler. He cooled off significantly after Yan’s arrest in the previous timeline and he eventually turned into the town’s friendliest family man. Plus- “The scrapyard is an invaluable resource for all of us. It’ll be an important partnership for us as builders.” Kat added.
Rocky looked at the two women with a relieved smile. Which looked a little weird as he still had Yan by the throat. “Thank goodness someone recognizes that. I was beginning to think nothin’d get done around here!”
"See, pal? I'm a good manager, the commission just got thrown through a loop when Mason decided to retire." Yan chuckled nervously, his voice strained by the crushing pressure on his windpipe.
Yan’s simpering wiped the smile from Rocky’s face, "You ain't my pal."
With that Rocky let go of Yan. The Commissioner crumpled to the floor like a sack of sad, whiny, potatoes. Turning his attention to the two builders, the salvage yard boss pulled out some papers.
"Sorry for dragging you two into this. But me 'n my boys need lifts to help with reaching the mines down in the ruins below the salvage yard. It’ll be how we haul up any good scrap we find. I've already got the diagrams from Qi and everything, we just need them built and installed." Handing the two younger builders the diagrams Rocky reached into his tool belt and produced two tickets as well. "Here. I can also give ya a free one-week pass for the salvage yard. You'd normally have to pay for a weekly pass but since I need you guys to install the lifts I'm willing to waive the fee for this week. Anything that’d get it done faster."
Kat slung an arm over Mi-an's shoulder and gave the big guy a winning smile. Their first mission on the quest to figure out what the heck was going on in this town had just begun.
"You can count on us, Rocky."
Chapter 3: Late to a Robbery
Summary:
Waking up late is such a trouble.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was a few days after they built the salvage yard’s lifts that a powerful Sandstorm hit.
'Right on cue, too' Kat thought to herself. She was sitting at her scrappy little desk that she'd salvaged from Rocky's scrap yard, the crude chair digging into her thighs. There wasn’t much in the way of furniture in her house so the desk doubled as a dining table and the chair Arvio, the general store owner, had given her doubled as a guest chair.
So far it's been a long, mildly uncomfortable, morning.
Which, unfortunately, started with a brief and unpleasant visit from Pen, who'd tried to give her Sandgear 'courtesy of the Church.'
Kat had bought some gear from Grandma Vivi just the day before. So she declined the gear under the pretext that someone could need it more. In reality, she just wanted an excuse to shut the door on Pen, cutting his peacocking about fighting dangerous monsters during the sandstorm short. 'He can deal with that raging overgrown yakmel himself' Kat thought viciously.
She did have to admit that interaction was quite funny because he adamantly refused to wear any protective gear himself, meaning his eyes were streaming with tears despite his nonchalant overly proud demeanor. Only Pen could think he's stronger than a literal force of nature. Kat shook her head.
Other than that she had battened down the hatches at her workshop before the storm hit and had warned Mi-an to do the same. That meant she would have free time during the storm itself. She wouldn't have to run around trying to keep things from flying off.
There were benefits to traveling back in time.
The only task left that morning consisted of running around her tiny shack and desperately shoving rags into all the cracks that leaked in copious amounts of sand and dust. She had pretty well plugged all of the worst holes and had settled down as the wind continued to shake the entire house. Such a storm had been petrifying the first time around but Kat knew now that the shack wouldn't collapse on her. It wasn't a comfortable house but it sure was stubbornly sturdy.
Banging on the front door startled Kat out of her thoughts.
It was definitely a person slamming on the door, frantically at that. As she approached the door Kat could hear a voice vaguely drowned out by the wind. Mi-an's voice specifically.
Opening the door brought in a terrified Mi-an alongside a deluge of sand.
"OkaysoIwilladmitIthoughtyouweremostlyjokingatfirstbutyouarescarilygoodatpredictingthefutureso-" Mi-an spoke so fast that she couldn't understand her.
"Woah, woah! Slow down Mi-an, deep breaths." Kat grabbed the other builder's hands. "Try to calm yourself- here let me get you some water."
She turned to her small kitchenette as Mi-an shakily removed her sandgear. “It’s insane out there! I know you said this sandstorm would be a doozy, but I'm pretty sure I heard a building getting torn apart as I walked over here!" Mi-an continued a little breathlessly.
"That was probably Owen's stage. Poor thing probably got torn apart… again. He’s a nice fellow, tries to pay directly so that Yan can't cheat us as much." Kat poured two glasses of water. She chuckled as she turned and saw Mian shuffling her hair wildly sending sand cascading down creating some mini dunes where she stood.
“The fact that you know so much is both disturbing and useful.” Mi-an finished dusting herself off before plopping down at the small rickety table.
“Well, I may have experience.” Kat paused peering over at the other builder. “Wait, you said you didn’t believe me?”
“Er- not exactly,” Mi-an replied, “I just thought it was weird at first. Then I wanted to know more about you. Then it was like you were predicting the future. You’ve gotta admit, if we haven’t been gathering evidence, time travel would be really hard to believe.”
“Hah, believe me, I’ve been looking for every reason it might all be in my head.”
“So what’s next then? Geegler attack? Bandit kidnapping? I feel like I should have taken notes." Mi-an sighed.
"Well, other than rebuilding the stage for Mason's retirement party… There's the train hijacking."
"Are you planning on being there?"
“I’m honestly not sure yet. I’d have to set my alarm a few hours earlier.” Kat reached over to her desk yanking a calendar planner and pencil towards her. “So if we get the stage rebuilt in about four days, Mason’s party is the next day, and after that-” Kat circled a day nearly a week away from the current date, writing ‘Train Heist’ on it- “Logan’s train heist will happen almost a week from now. I’ll set my alarm and see if I can get in contact with him… or at least see him.” Kat chewed on her pencil.
Mi-an watched Kat thinking, a Cheshire smile spreading across her face. Her soft giggle startled the other builder out of her thoughts. She’d been mercilessly teasing Kat about her crush recently. As a big fan of crappy romance novels, she loved the idea of watching one play out in person.
“Ahem,” Kat cleared her throat, “I don’t think you need to do much for this one. Other than working together on the stage and fixing the train, there’s not much either of us can do, really. Early days and all that.”
“Hm, the stage is two parts, right? Foundation and backdrop. Which would you wanna do?” Mi-an’s knowing smile didn't leave, even as she let the subject change.
“Ah- the foundation I think?”
“Should we draw up diagrams?”
“Heidi has some already, we’ll get them tomorrow morning when we meet by the wrecked stage.” Kat turned to the Tallsky builder, curious. “You’ve been ragging me about my crush, how about you? Anyone caught your eye?”
“Hm, good question. Is it just me or is Sandrock full of hot men?” Mi-an tapped her lips in thought.
“Yeah. Pretty sure I had some passing crushes on three different guys when I first came here.”
“Owen and Justice have some charm to them… Director Qi is adorable…” Mi-an listed off her fingers.
“Hah! Don't let Qi hear you say that.”
Mi-an grinned at her. “He’s the only person I think is more workaholic than I am.”
“It’s still hard to believe you had- er- have no hobbies outside of builder work.” Kat flopped on her bed, kicking her feet.
“Well, what you mentioned about gardening does sound interesting.” Mi-an leaned back, sighing. “It’s just difficult to put down the hammer, you know?”
“Yeah, I get that. I remember spending my first few weeks running my feet off.” Kat patted the other builder’s hand, “You’ve gotta take time to yourself, even if it's just ten minutes to visit with friends. Elsie’s also good at dragging us around to do things too, though she can be a bit much.”
“We should make sandstorm sleepovers a thing, can’t work much on days like this anyways.” Mi-an giggled. “And yeah, I’ll take time for myself. Helping out at the moisture farm and gardening sounds like my kinda thing; still productive but restful.”
“Good. As long as you're looking out for yourself. If Yan ever bothers you come to me, I’ll give him a talking to.”
“It’s nice to have someone look out for me. I should have said this sooner, but you’ve really made the past few days easier to bear. Yan’s been on my case from day one but hasn’t been as unbearable recently.” Mi-an leaned back against the bed. “It’s nice to not have him breathing down our necks.”
Kat raised a brow at her friend. “You’re getting sappy on me.” She teased, sitting up and looking at the other builder in the eyes. “I just want to do right by everyone this time around, I got a second chance… might as well use it. Y’know?” She admitted.
Mi-an raised her water glass with a warm smile. “Cheers to that!"
Kat grinned and bumped the glass with her knuckle.
"Cheers!"
Kat’s eyes opened blearily, her blaring alarm waking her. Glancing over she could see the time, 5 AM. ‘ Why on Earth?’ She slapped it off the nightstand. Sweet silence.
‘The train robbery.’
Her eyes snapped open. Sunlight was already flooding through the window. Scrambling out of bed she tripped over her alarm clock on the floor. 7 AM. ‘Shit.’ Quickly throwing on clothing. She hobbled to the door, flinging it open.
Outside she could see the train stopped at the station and Justice herding a small crowd of passengers away from the station. Kat’s heart dropped. She’d missed everything. Even after planning a week ahead and going to bed earlier the night before, Kat had missed everything. Lost her chance to change the course of history. Cursing herself, she straightened out her clothes and stepped outside.
Trotting over to the crowd she could see the stress lines forming on Justice’s forehead.
“-none of y’all saw him take anything?” The sheriff pinched the bridge of his nose. It was already shaping up to be a long day for the poor guy. “Nobody got robbed?”
“Excuse me, Captain, sir?” A familiar blond clad in a purple sweater piped up. “Ernest, Atara Times. Do you have time for an interview?”
“What? No. Plus I’m the Sheriff ‘round here. Captain’s the cat. I’ve got way too much to do for the investigation now anyways.” Justice sighed turning back to the group. “Alright, y’all are free to go. If any of y’all think of anything at all that could help catch Logan, head on over to the Civil Corp, double time!”
The small crowd dispersed, Ernest walking off with a slightly sour look on his face.
“Justice! Wait up.” Kat called out to the Sheriff.
“Oh, Kat. Hey.” Justice turned towards her, a troubled look on his face. “You’ve heard about Logan, right?”
“...Yeah, local bandit, causing problems. Blew up a building cause his pa was sick… something or other.” Kat winced at the incredulous look on the Sheriff’s face. She wasn’t hiding her knowledge on the topic well.
“You a bounty hunter or somethin’? How do ya know all that?” Justice asked.
“Er- something like that… Current events and all that. Plus, I live here too. Safety’s important...”
Justice stared at her hard for a moment. Then let out a hearty laugh, clapping Kat on the back. “Looks like we got a hero in the making!” He shook her shoulder. “Tell ya what; get yourself some combat training first, Kat, and I’ll let ya help. Don’t be afraid to ask Unsuur an’ me for training. We could definitely use more hands in the Civil Corps…” Justice rubbed his chin, thinking. “Oh and before I forget. Logan robbed- er- hijacked the train this mornin’. So far Jensen and the passengers say he didn’t steal anything. Real head scratcher that one. Why would he stop the train and not take anything?”
“Huh.” Kat did her best to feign ignorance. She already knew. “Good question.”
“Well, I’d better get back to it. Lots of paperwork to do. You stay safe builder! Don’t forget that combat training.” Justice clapped her shoulder again before walking back up Main Street.
Suddenly, in his absence, Kat got the feeling she was being watched.
Grace stood on the porch of the Blue Moon, holding a broom but clearly not sweeping. Noticing she’d been spotted the blond waved at Kat before slipping back inside the saloon. Turning around towards the Commerce Guild she immediately came face to face with her second watcher. Clad in purple and carrying a notepad.
Ernest, the writer from Atara.
“Oop, sorry. Didn’t mean to sneak up on you.” He spoke before she could say anything. “I couldn't help but notice you’re familiar with the Sheriff and seem to know about the bandit ‘Logan,’ do you have time for an interview?”
Kat sighed internally. Ernest was a decent fellow but his job as a reporter meant he was naturally nosy. He had a knack for ‘noticing’ when he really was just eavesdropping. She remembered how he had pestered her an Logan after the Northern Ruins fight. “I’ve got a few minutes but I also have to get back to work, you can tag along as I pick up commissions, but that’s it.” She said firmly. A few answers would get him off her back at least.
Ernest brightened. “I’ll take any time you’re willing to give.” He stepped out of her path. “Please, lead the way.”
"Nosy," Kat grumbled to herself bushing past him towards the Commerce Guild. "And before you ask, no, I don't know much about the train robbery this morning."
“Hmm, alright. Let me start with this; Do you personally know Logan?” Ernest turned his attention towards his notepad as Kat held the door for him. “How long have you lived here?”
Kat snorted. Easy. “First off, no. Secondly, I've only been here a few weeks, just a few days short of a month.” She could list those off easily, they were at least technically true.
“Alright,” Ernest noted her answers as she browsed the commission board. “Tell me what he looks like. The posters around here do nothing! I mean, I get that he wears a bandana now, but he lived here didn't he? They couldn’t have found a picture of his face? Wait, have you seen his face?”
That got Kat thinking about the first time Logan had shown her his full face. It was a touching moment; he’d trusted her enough that he felt he could remove his mask, a wall he put up out of grief and regret.
‘I can’t face the world until I know my Pa is at peace.’
“He’s certainly something,” Kat murmured softly to herself. Staring at the Guild's Commission Board, lost in the memory.
“What.”
“What.” Kat was startled out of her thoughts. “Oh, right. No, I’ve never laid eyes on him. Why would I know what he looks like?” She tried to casually cover for herself. She had not meant to say that out loud.
“Hmm,” Ernest narrowed his eyes at the builder, “What was it you said before that? I heard you mumble something.”
“Nothing. Just talking to myself about commissions.” She plucked a paper off the board and waved it in his face.
“Alright, fine.” He sighed, clearly dissatisfied with the answer. “Next question; What do you know about his accomplice?”
“That would be, Haru. His oldest friend… so I’m told.” Kat folded the commission stuffing it into a pocket on her toolbelt. She turned back to the reporter. Time to cut this short. “Is that all?”
Ernest sighed again, looking over his notes. “I suppose that's all I can ask for now, seeing as you don’t have more time. I get the feeling this isn’t everything you know but I’ll stop by your workshop if I think of anyth-”
As if summoned like a demon out of hell, Yan shoved himself between Kat and Ernest. Chest puffed out. Irritated by the sight of one of his underlings not working.
“Excuse me, sir. But I certainly hope you aren't wasting our dear builder’s time! We run a very tight ship here at the Sandrock Commerce Guild, veerrry tight! Or are you here for a discount? We don’t give discounts! Fill out a commission form and leave the rest to us. You’ll pay full price no matter the sob story, alright bub?”
Kat took the opportunity to escape.
She felt a little guilty leaving the reporter with a ranting Yan but she needed to get away from his interview. Kat was a terrible liar. Having spent years building relations with the townsfolk in Sandrock in her previous timeline took its toll on her ability to lie. The people here had a usually blunt and honest attitude, with a few notable exceptions. Hell, she’d only ever successfully kept one secret in her time here, the one about her crush, and that was because he was a close friend. So, other than her best friend Mi-an, she didn’t tell anyone.
It hasn’t even been a month and all this lying was already getting tiring.
Notes:
Not as happy with the dialogue in this one. I can't figure out why but the pacing feels weird in these first few chapters.
Chapter 4: Meanwhile...
Summary:
Little POV from Grace.
Chapter Text
Alliance Central Intelligence HQ had given clear orders to Grace; Keep an eye out for Duvos spy activity in Sandrock and investigate the bandit Logan’s connection to them. Sandrock was more important to the Alliance of Free Cities then most people realized. Losing the town would mean losing the connection between Atara and Highwind, which meant it was basically the heart of the Alliance. She even had some suspects.
Namely Kat, that new builder that just arrived this month.
She clearly had to have some kind of attachment to Logan’s gang, Grace had found hard evidence of that.
The spy had snuck into the builder’s workshop while she was out ruin-diving and had found some pretty damning stuff. Including a planner that clearly marked out the date and time that Logan and Haru had hijacked the train. It even had the words; ‘Meet up?’ Scrawled right next to it. Plus, from the way the builder had acted that morning, she knew more than she let on about who the bandits were. Her conversation with Justice that morning was suspicious too.
This morning, however, Owen had asked her to look after the saloon.
Part of her undercover identity was that she worked as a waitress at the Blue Moon. Paying off tuition for Atara University. Which meant she actually had to work when Owen asked.
Stepping out of her apartment Grace was stopped by the sound of hushed voices in the common area. One she recognized as the builder. The other sounded like a distressed man, that Ataran writer who’d just moved in, presumably. She crept down the stairs, peering around the corner down the hallway, two figures were standing in the lounge area in the apartment foyer.
“-I swear to the Light if you publish that I will have your head, Ernest,” Kat growled, holding the reporter in a headlock and giving him a vicious noogie that would have made Pen jealous.
“Ow, ow, ow! Okay! I'll rewrite it! Lemme go!” The writer thrashed, unable to break the builder’s iron grip.
Grace stepped out of the stairwell, clearing her throat. Kat let go of Ernest and both stared at her sheepishly, like children who were caught fighting. The builder even hid her hands behind her back. Grace raised a brow. “Am I interrupting?”
“Nope. I was just leaving!” Kat replied hastily. Turning on her heel a little too quickly.
Grace narrowed her eyes. ‘I did interrupt something then.’ The builder paused at the door, looked back at Ernest and made an ‘ I got my eye on you’ gesture. Ernest, for his part, nodded sulkily and scurried back into his apartment. Slamming the door.
It was one thing to investigate a pretty obvious suspect. It was an entirely different kind of luck to have a lead dropped practically at her doorstep. Grace was beginning to wonder if this was some kind of misdirection tactic. But Kat had acted suspiciously since they'd met… She had no reason to not investigate, even if it was just out of pure curiosity.
Stepping up to Ernest’s door she knocked lightly. The door opened a crack and his untrusting green eyes peered at her.
“Hey, I just wanted to check on ya,” She said, “Is the builder giving you trouble?”
Ernest opened the door wider for a moment, glancing around behind Grace before moving to usher her in. “Sort of. I could use your opinion.” Moving over to his desk he picked up a paper from one of the stacks. “I’d rather thought Kat and I were getting along. She’d even built me some new furniture when I moved in and encouraged me to write! But she took issue with this article. She says it's 'oversharing' and 'I don’t have the right.' Then she grabbed me and… ah, well, you saw the noogie.” Ernest handed Grace the paper.
From a glance, it looked like a draft for a newspaper article. With the title Ne’er-do-well Nabs Nada hastily scratched out. Other than the description of the events of the train robbery Ernest had included some quotes. One from Justice, one from a fellow passenger, and one from the builder.
'‘He’s certainly something.’ -Kat, Sandrock Builder. It appears, dear readers, that Sandrock’s mysterious bandit has a fanbase, even in town.'
That made Grace’s eyebrows rise incredulously. “Seriously.”
“Yeah, I interviewed her a few days ago,” Ernest shrugged, “She didn’t have much more useful information than the Sheriff did. She’s also a newcomer. However, my reporter instincts say there’s more to the story between her and Logan. The way she answered those questions, no doubt about it; she’s at least had a run-in with him.” He took back the paper, scribbling on it. “But that's just a hunch.”
“So she was mad because you were about to publish that she has a crush on someone she supposedly never met… based on a hunch .” Grace put her hands on her hips. She apparently wasn’t the only one picking up on Kat’s suspicious behavior. But surely Ernest wasn’t so dense he couldn't see how this would offend the builder.
“...Yes.” Apparently he was.
“Ernest, even if it’s true, outing that to the whole town, let alone in a newspaper article for the Atara Times …” She sighed, “She has good reason to be mad at you. At minimum that’s defamation. You could make her lose her job.”
“Ah, I hadn’t thought about that…” He scuffed his feet, shamefacedly. Ernest tilted his head slightly as a thought struck him. “Do you think she would be mad if I wrote a novel instead? Names changed of course.” He rubbed his chin. “I was originally thinking of an adaptation of Logan’s story anyways. What if she’s like a femme fatale? Or would that be offensive too? Should I write her as a hero?”
Grace just sighed. He wasn’t listening anymore, lost in the kind of fantasy headspace that only a writer knows. She clapped, startling Ernest out of his thoughts. “How would you feel about investigating together? I got the same suspicions about her.”
He just watched her for a moment, confused. “That wouldn’t hurt… you do get a lot more info at the saloon than I do. But why would you help me though? I thought you were a waitress. Do you write too?”
“I am a waitress,” Grace nodded, “But I am also a university student and just a generally nosy person. I have to live here for a while, so I might as well know everything about the town and its inhabitants, no? Plus gossip is a valuable resource at the Saloon.”
“Hmm. Well alright, I won’t turn down the opportunity, but wouldn't it be better to leave ‘investigating’ to the Civil Corp?”
“Well, let me put it like this, Ernest; how much have you learned so far about Logan from the townsfolk?” Grace’s question put a sour look on the reporter’s face.
“Not much. Everyone here just clams up. Kat and the Sheriff are the only ones that gave me info, and most of what Justice gave me were the public records I nagged him about,” He replied, then tilted his head curiously. “You’ll really help me? I probably won't be of much use, I’ll be working on the novel.”
“Look, I’ll do most of the leg work. I just need you to befriend Kat.” Grace tapped her chin, thinking through her plan. The builder didn’t trust her but she could use the reporter as a proxy.
“You do realize that she threatened to behead me, right?” Ernest looked affronted. “How on Earth do I befriend her?”
“Well, you mentioned you were getting along before the argument about the article. Just rewrite it and apologize. Simple.” Grace shrugged. “More importantly; she’s willing to talk to you. Kat’s been avoiding direct conversations with me, she knows I have a knack for interrogating people. Especially after that kitchen explosion…” The waitress shook her head. “She’s definitely hiding something.” She poked Ernest’s chest. “So, if we’re going to make any headway in this investigation. You need to befriend her.”
“Fine. I suppose I should start rewriting the article then.”
“You do that. I’ll check in with you when I have more info, I’ve got to get to work.”
Grace got the full story on Logan from Owen rather quickly. The saloon owner was extremely reluctant when she’d interrogated him, though. He, and apparently a lot of the other townsfolk, actually felt guilty about what’d happened. Logan was one of their own and they felt betrayed.
It started when Logan’s pa, Howlett, was found ill from an old-world virus he’d picked up in some ruins. The church pastor, Miguel, had quarantined him in the church. Logan had evidently gone mad, claiming that there was no way his pa could be so careless and prowling around the church looking for a way to get him out. Eventually, he and his old friend, Haru, formulated a plan to bomb the church to break Howlett out. However, the plan went awry resulting in the collapse of the chapel and Howlett’s death.
Since then Logan and Haru have been on the run and laying low… until now.
Later that same day Grace spotted Ernest and the builder in the saloon around lunchtime. Kat still looked mildly annoyed but the two of them were at least talking. The writer had offered to pay for lunch and, apparently, free food was enough to lighten the builder’s soured mood.
Grace’s theory so far was that Kat was planted in Sandrock so Logan’s gang would have an insider in town. The job advertisements were sent out to all the Free Cities so it wouldn’t have been hard to find someone to take the contract. Considering how much Sandrock treasured its builders as they were practically the town’s only lifelines… Grace had to admit it was a clever plan on Logan’s part. He could not only know about the town’s plans but had an ear practically in the heart of Sandrock’s business. The Commerce Guild would have as much info going through it as a place like the Saloon would. Possibly more since the townsfolk went to the guild for almost everything. From construction jobs to raw resources and even food and ingredients, most requests went through the guild.
She kept an eye on Kat and Ernest as they sat to eat but nothing interesting happened other than the noticeable dispersal of the builder’s stormy mood.
The day seemed to stretch on. Grace was relegated to bar duties for the rest of the afternoon after she’d accidentally started another stove fire.
She felt genuinely guilty about those mishaps. Owen was trying his best to teach her to cook but Grace was a little too busy with her other occupation. She was never really a good student either. So, it was waitressing and dish cleaning for the evening. She could only hope that Ernest got some info from the builder.
When Grace followed up with Ernest the next day the reporter had something exciting to… well… report.
"She did see his face!" He was giddily bouncing around his apartment, occasionally stopping to note a thought on the notebook on his desk. "They'd had a run-in near the Shonash Bridge! She said she thought he was a ghost at first. Oh, he is clever for having a giant goat as a mount. That's how he escapes! Goats are notorious for climbing sheer cliff faces. Oh, this is a juicy story…"
Grace couldn't get a word in. The reporter did have plenty of interesting info though. She now knew to look for goat tracks and that Logan had a mount capable of traversing steep terrain. She’d need to get her hands on climbing gear, some weapons, and an excuse to leave town for a bit. Prior to the lead with the builder Grace had been surveying the land while out ‘gathering ingredients for cooking.’ She did notice an unusual amount of activity near the Badlands, disturbances on the cliffside that would likely match the coming and going of a goat-riding bandit. So even if the builder didn’t yield any more leads, Grace still stood a good chance of finding their hideout.
“Wait, wait. You’re going to have to explain. They’d met?” Grace tried to steer Ernest back on track. “But she’s not working with him or something?”
“No, no. She said that’s why she didn’t report it. Being the new person in town, she was scared that’s what people would’ve thought. Makes sense why she was so apprehensive... anyways-” He waved a hand, “She apparently startled him as much as he scared her. It was just a passing moment, she didn’t even have time to scream before he ran away.” Ernest paused his exuberant pacing a gleam in his eye. “She also gave me permission to write about her in my novel! Er- well- as long as I don't make it obvious that it's her and if I let her read it first. But I’d say that’s a win for me! I’m glad you encouraged me to talk to her.”
So, Grace couldn’t trust the builder’s words at face value. She’s a liar. That was also useful information.
“By the way, did you learn anything about Logan himself?”
“Oh right.” Grace shook off her thought and pulled a folder of papers out from her backpack. “Here. This is what I’d learned about him. Most of this info I got from Owen and Mort. A few public reports too.”
Ernest grabbed the folder eagerly, flipping the pages with a grin. “This is wonderful, thank you! We’ve got to work together more often, this partnership worked out so much better than the interviews I was doing.”
Grace laughed. “While I appreciate that your reporter skills are direct and honest, you sometimes have to use a little bit of subterfuge to learn what people don't want you to know.”
Ernest didn’t respond, already absorbed in the contents of the papers he’d been handed. Shaking her head Grace made her exit. It wasn’t likely that she’d get much more information within the town. Secretly, she hoped that Logan’s case wasn’t related to the Duvos spy. From what she’d seen the whole town actually still cared deeply for the two bandits, even after everything they’d done. If they weren’t Duvos then she could bring them back to the town for the sake of those who knew them. After all the care they’d shown her…Well, Grace was never good with emotions. So that would be the least she could do for Sandrock.
Either way, it was time to talk with the man himself.
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Logan sat next to a woman he’d never seen before. A mop of brown hair framed her freckled face and her wide smile lit up her hazel eyes. Her fair skin was tanned, a badge earned from all the hours she'd worked in the desert. She threw her head back and laughed at something he said. The sound sent warmth through him. He reached out, catching a stray lock of hair and tucking it behind her ear, marveling at how soft it was. She leaned against him with a contented hum. For some reason, she was so familiar to him. Those hazel eyes met his again and she opened her mouth to speak-
Logan sat up groggily. Some strange sense disturbing his slumber. The allure of sleep clouded his mind and mixed with his confusion over the dream he was having.
Ever since the temple incident he'd been having nightmares; running through town not recognizing anyone's face, reliving losing his pa, and one particularly bad nightmare where the whole town was set ablaze, bodies scattered about.
Plus, that was just the rare occasion that he had dreams. Most days Logan worked himself to exhaustion just to avoid them.
That made this dream all the more confusing, the woman was someone he'd never met, yet she was somehow achingly familiar to him. The peace he'd felt… It left a hollow space in his chest. Neither he nor Haru have had any semblance of peace in the last few seasons.
'Protect Sandrock… Duvos…' His pa's last words had stolen any sleep the two could get.
The thought that his beloved little desert town had been infiltrated by foreign hostiles had torn his world apart. Not only that, he was sure it had something to do with his pa’s death.
Logan blamed himself for his irrationality, of course, that had played a major role in the tragedy. He’d just wanted to free his pa from quarantine and take him to a better doctor. But now all he had left was memories, a bounty, and a looming threat.
But it didn’t take long for him to connect at least a few dots. His pa was never one to take unnecessary risks. There was no way he would’ve just gotten sick from ruin diving, he was more cautious than that. After hearing his last words… Duvos must have something to do with it. For his pa to mention them and saving Sandrock with his dying breath-
A tiny 'ahem' cut through the fog in Logan’s head.
As the sleep cleared from his eyes, he could see the familiar cavern hideout they called home. Except this time a blond woman he didn't recognize stood at the foot of the raised sleeping platform that marked the bandits' bed area. He squinted for a second. Was that the thing that woke him up? 'Am I still dreaming?'
She raised a brow and chuckled lightly at Logan’s clear befuddlement. “You guys certainly sleep well, I was wondering if I’d be here all night.”
Logan scrambled for the weapons on his nightstand- which were missing. The woman held up his belt, with his knife and gun still strapped to it. “Looking for these?”
“Who the Hell are you? Give those back!” Logan barked.
“Whazzat?” Logan’s shout broke through Haru’s rock-like slumber. “Whozzat?” The sleepy chemist mumbled, barely awake enough to register the threat.
Logan silently cursed himself.
They’d gotten too complacent, comfortable in the thought that no one in Sandrock could find their hideout. Now, that comfort put them in danger. Logan watched the woman tensely. Ready to fight tooth and nail.
“Why don't we have a civil talk first, Logan?” The woman tilted her head. “I’ve got a few questions to ask you and I’d rather not get into a fight. I have to go back to work in the morning.”
“Give that back,” Logan snarled again.
“I’d rather have the upper hand until I know you guys are good.”
“Then I won’t talk.”
“Look, we may share a mutual interest. I have a Duvos problem and apparently so do you.”
That caught their attention.
“You know about that?” Haru finally spoke up, well awake now.
“More than you think. Also, you guys left your plans in plain sight.” She gestured across the cavern to the board where they’d pinned up their notes.
Logan huffed in irritation, finally taking the time to pull on a shirt. Keeping a wary eye on the unwelcome guest. “Well, we thought this cavern was well hidden.”
“Ah, well. You’re not wrong; It is well hidden.” The woman laughed. “I’m just above average when it comes to tracking people down. You’re still good to stay here, by the way. I won’t rat you out just yet.” She crossed her heart. “So? Willing to talk or not?” She asked as she swung Logan’s belt in her hand lazily.
"We already are." Logan was starting to lose his patience with her.
“I suppose I should’ve started with introductions.” She pulled a badge from her pocket flipping it open to reveal an ACI, Alliance Central Intelligence, seal. “I’m Grace, an agent from the ACI. I’ve been sent here because we’ve intercepted Duvos spy activity in Sandrock.”
Both bandits blinked at her. Haru hopped up and padded over to her, taking a closer look at the badge she was presenting. Logan was still processing the info.
It’d been just under a week since the train hijacking.
They’d gone through with that plan to get the Alliance’s attention but he almost couldn’t believe their luck. There was already an Alliance agent in town? And she was investigating the Duvos presence?
The relief he felt almost outweighed his caution of her.
“If ya are Alliance, why don’t y’all drive out the spies then?” Logan asked. “The Alliance has the manpower for it, that’s why Haru n’ me went through all this trouble.”
“Well, we can’t exactly arrest someone when we don’t know who it is.” Grace shrugged. “Plus, up until now, our suspicions were on you .”
Logan’s brow furrowed in anger. “Like hell, I would work for those bastards.” He growled, offended at the implication. “I ain’t betraying my Pa.”
“Yeah, like I said. Your plans made clear that wasn’t the case.” The blond nodded. “I think you need to start with what happened at the Temple; I’ve only got one side of the story.”
“So, from the sounds of it, your Pa knew who the spy was.”
Logan only nodded. Lost in the memory of a catastrophic explosion. They wouldn’t be in this mess if he’d stopped to think of a measured approach, if he’d at least tried something, anything, else.
A hand on his shoulder drew him out of his spiraling thoughts.
Looking up he saw the sadness and understanding in Haru’s eyes. His best friend always seemed to be able to read his mind. The chemist glanced back at Grace.
“Then we need to find who this spy is too. Do you at least have any leads?” Haru asked.
“Unfortunately, we’ve only got vague notions that a spy named ‘Tiger’ is executing a plan in Sandrock. We’ve kept our ear to the ground but there’s been radio silence for a while.” Grace shook her head. “Other than you and that builder of yours I had no other leads.”
“Builder o’ mine?” Logan looked up at her, confused.
“Yeah… the new builder in town, took over Mason’s old workshop? Wait- She isn’t working with you?” Grace’s voice rose incredulously. “I thought that was a clever plan. Having a builder who could spy on the town for you…” She clasped her hands in front of her face. “Your wanted posters are pretty but I didn’t think they were that great…” The blond snorted a laugh.
“The hell you talkin’ about?”
“Well, either she has a massive crush on you just because people think your poster makes you look hot or…” Grace trailed off, her expression turning serious. “Huh… maybe we do have a lead after all…”
She paused, thinking to herself. Both bandits sat silently in confusion for a moment. ‘She has a crush on me ‘cause of what now? That's the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard.’ Logan wasn’t unfamiliar with the misguided infatuation of strangers. He’d had his fair share of tourists being uncomfortably flirty when he was in town, mostly attracted to the fact he was strong. Though he never put up with any of it. He preferred to focus on training and hunting.
“I don’t think either of us have met or even seen her.” Haru answered for them. Logan nodded in agreement.
“She’s definitely a suspicious one, then. She seems to know a lot about you two…” Grace tapped her chin in thought. “On top of that, the day her train arrived in Sandrock there was a town-wide blackout. It was only for a minute or two, but the electrical disturbance was even detected in Vega 5. If she is the Duvos spy she’s not great at hiding it at all. That’s one heck of an entrance to make. I have my doubts though.”
“Why have doubts? Sounds like enough to me.” Logan huffed. “I say arrest her and get this whole thing over with.”
“That's the thing, Logan. It isn’t concrete enough and we don’t know if she’s the only one. She just arrived and we’ve been intercepting messages from the Duvos spy for way longer than that.” Grace caught Logan's eye. “Plus, she’s a terrible liar. That's why I thought she was working for you guys.”
“Still a better lead than nothing. What d’ya need us to do?”
“Right now? Just keep training and keep an eye out on the outskirts of town.”
Logan groaned. At this point, he was feeling pent up enough that he wanted to tear apart the whole desert to find the spy. There was only so long that he could stand staying in this cave. Even the patrols they’d go on were short and generally hidden. They couldn’t stay out long when the Civil Corp were patrolling. He just needed something to do, he hated to admit it but the training he’d been doing hadn’t been enough to stretch his legs, he needed sunshine on his back again.
‘Was this what it was like during the age of darkness? How did people ever survive living underground?’ Logan thought to himself.
“Look there isn’t much you two can do without raising an alarm in town,” Grace said pointedly. “You’ve lasted this long out here, you can stand a little longer.”
“Maybe you can find him some books or toys when you go back to town.” Haru spoke up, mirth in his eyes. “It’s like living with a giant kid out here.”
“Hey!” The bigger man turned an offended glare at his friend. “Like you don’t make a racket when you’re testing your bombs!”
“I don’t pace circles around you while you train. Some of us have delicate work to do.”
“Alright! That's enough bickering you two.” Grace cut off Logan’s retort. “I’ll see what I can get for you guys. I’ve gotta get back now anyways. Lay low for a while, wait until I contact you.”
Notes:
Welp, these are the first five chapters. I think I'm going to try to post one chapter a week. See y'all next week!
Chapter 6: A Gaggle of Geeglers
Summary:
The lizardfolk enter stage right.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat was having a bad day.
One among many in a bad week.
It was mostly thanks to the strange mutant Lizard folk known only as 'the Geeglers.' Kat had been expecting it for obvious reasons but that didn’t make it any more tolerable. Between them terrorizing Burgess, the oasis water manager, and trashing Martle’s Oasis, the town’s only source of water, the Highwind builder was beginning to really resent the ‘semi-intelligent’ lizards.
This morning was no exception either.
On this day in her previous timeline, Matilda had shown up at Kat’s door telling her to go learn desert farming from the local horticulturalist Zeke. When she had arrived at the Moisture Farm a pack of Geeglers was there tearing everything apart. After which, the vital majority of the work fell on Kat. She was, by providence apparently, always present whenever something major went down in Sandrock.
So she’d set her alarm and got ready before Matilda arrived. Even preparing the day before by telling Sheriff Justice that patrols around the Moisture Farm should be upped because it was ‘isolated and easily accessible from the Shonash bridge.’ It had taken some convincing but Justice promised he would check in with Zeke this morning.
Kat strapped her dagger to her hip and opened the front door. Matilda stood on the other side, surprise crossing her face, her hand frozen just before she knocked.
“Oh! Kat!” The Minister put her hand over her heart. “Having an early mornin’ huh?”
“Morning Minister,” Kat kept her voice carefully neutral, “I was just about to head out to the Moisture Farm. Heard I could pick up gardening supplies there.”
“Ah, what a coincidence! I was just about to tell you; I talked with Zeke and we agreed it would be beneficial to introduce you to desert farming.” Matilda smiled sweetly at Kat. “Gardening is a little different out here…Ah, well, Zeke will be able to tell you more.” She waved a hand. “I must say, you’ve got impeccable timing!” Her eyes narrowed.
“Mysterious ways and all that.” Kat tried to feign nonchalance. She was stressed enough today, she didn’t need to deal with Matilda. “I really should be going.”
“Well, you have fun learnin’ then.” The minister stood aside, watching the builder brush past with a gleam in her eye. Her tone was sickeningly sweet. The warm smile on her face never reached her eyes.
Racing away, Kat tried to shake off the goosebumps she got. She was always getting chills or feeling queasy every time she encountered Matilda these days. Always hearing the double edge in her words. Getting the feeling that the Minister knew more than she let on. The builder even had a horrible feeling that she already knew about the Geegler's plans this morning and was just trying to feed her to them. Why else would an enemy of Sandrock want Kat to learn farming, or anything beneficial to the town?
It left a sinking feeling in Kat’s stomach.
As she crested the ridge near the farm her sinking feeling only got worse. Smoke was already rising from the glass-domed building. Distantly she could see Justice engaged with a group of Geeglers outside the entrance to the Moisture Farm. The door to the farm itself was already hanging off of its hinges and smoke billowed out from inside.
A Geegler broke off from the pack to try and flank Justice.
Breaking into a full sprint Kat yanked her dagger free from its sheath slamming into the side of the Geegler, jamming the blade into its gut. It collapsed without another sound. Justice launched another Geegler over the cliffside with a swing of his oversized battle hammer. Glancing over his shoulder the Sheriff nodded his thanks at Kat.
“I’ve got the ones out here! There’s more inside, you gotta help Zeke!” He grunted as he blocked another Geegler’s blade.
Without any argument Kat sprinted towards the door, leaping through the smoke.
Inside several smaller Geeglers ran amok waving torches and lighting crops on fire. They tore at anything they could reach and, most concerningly, there were two larger ones bashing away at the Hydrogel in the center of the farm.
Kat’s heart leapt into her mouth.
That machine was the only reliable source of water for the crops as well as the only temperature regulation in the building. Without it, the farm would die. Sandrock would be without a stable food source. It almost happened in her past life, when she was new. It’d taken her nearly two weeks to build the replacement, struggling to cobble together enough machines to churn out the resources. The whole town almost starved.
One of the smaller Geeglers noticed the builder. He charged, swinging his torch at her with an angry hiss.
Catching it with her blade, Kat let out her own hiss as embers from the flame bit the skin of her hand. Slamming the heel of her boot into its leg she brought her dagger around slicing the beast’s throat. It crumpled with a gargled scream as its legs gave out. The noise attracting the attention of the rest of the lizard mutants.
Brandishing her knife at them she snarled a wordless challenge.
The two nearest to her charged, aiming to bash her with their torches as well. Dodging the first she slammed her fist against its scaly jaw. As it staggered back the second one landed a blow against Kat’s shoulder, she screamed in rage as the flame seared through her shirt, branding her shoulder. Stumbling forward onto her knees she turned to face her attacker. Painfully aware she was outnumbered and outmatched.
That’s when she heard one of the Geeglers screech behind her.
A green blur sailed over her head as a Geegler was launched with astonishing speed through the glass ceiling of the farm. A hulking figure had emerged from the smoke, a silent snarl written on his weathered features. Dragging another unconscious Geegler behind him.
It was Zeke, the horticulturalist and resident giant of Sandrock.
With lightning-quick hands, he launched one Geegler after another through the glass ceiling. A feat which made Kat eternally thankful for the man’s generally friendly, if aloof, nature. She stood as he tore away her attackers, sending them after their brethren. With a quick dusting of his hands, he turned towards the builder. Peering down at her from under his wide-brim straw hat.
“Are you alright?” He nodded towards her. His voice was laced with genuine concern as the builder stood, holding her wounded shoulder.
“About as well as can be, all things considered-” Kat’s voice cut off in a hiss of pain as she moved. “Just a flesh wound…” Her attempt at an assuring smile came out as more of a grimace.
She glanced around the smoldering farm taking in all the destruction, already her mind was calculating what she’d need to do for repairs. The fires would need to be put out first. Kat’s eyes landed on the fire extinguisher by the entrance she started towards it. Hefting it as well as she could with one arm.
Large hands stopped her gently, taking the extinguisher from her hands. Zeke put a gentle oversized palm on her head. “I appreciate the thought, little one, but you’re hurt. You should visit Doctor Fang first, I’m sure we’ll still be needing help later anyway.”
Kat opened her mouth to argue when they both heard a shuffling noise just outside the door, tensing for another fight.
Instead of another Geegler, Justice appeared through the thick smoke that still clouded the entrance, with Unsuur, the deputy-in-training, not far behind. Both ready for combat. When the Sheriff saw that Kat and Zeke were the only ones inside the Moisture Farm he set the hammer down and leaned on it, exhausted. Unsuur brushed past him, taking the extinguisher from Zeke and rushing to douse the fires.
“Damn! You were right Kat.” The sheriff wheezed out after catching a breath. “I didn’t think the Geeglers were organized enough for an attack like this.”
With the adrenaline draining out of her system, Kat could only grunt numbly.
The pain in her shoulder was becoming more prominent with each passing second. But her mind fixated on one problem; whether or not they’d managed to save the Hydrogel. It needed to be alright, it was not only Sandrock’s only food source but would be proof that Kat could change the future. It would mean that her knowledge was of use, even if she didn’t share it with anyone but Mi-an.
“Ah, that’s the Hydrogel.” Zeke watched the builder with concern. “You’re really not going to listen to me about that shoulder, are you?”
Turning to the horticulturalist Kat opened her mouth again to speak. I’m a builder damn it, I’m supposed to help.
But before any of her words could get out the machine groaned as the front panel ripped free. Landing in a smoldering heap. The machinery inside looked untouched, save for the parts that were torn free by the falling panel.
Kat stood frozen staring at the mess, her heart sinking.
She wasn’t sure if it was caused by the unmitigated pain of an open burn wound but she now felt extremely guilty about not doing more to prevent the attack. It nearly took her spilling the beans about the time reset just to convince Justice to patrol closer to the farm this morning. Evidently, that wasn’t enough to stop the Geeglers. The Hydrogel was still damaged.
What was the point in knowing the future if she couldn’t change it in her favor?
Would anyone even believe her?
“Hey, Kat,” Justice spoke gently, cutting through Kat’s pain-hazed thoughts. He put a hand on her good shoulder, smiling sympathetically. “We’ll get everything handled here and round up you n’ Mi-an when we figure out what needs rebuilding. Something tells me this isn't the last we’ve seen of these light-damned lizard folk either. So go get patched up in the meantime. You did good.”
Kat nodded numbly. She wasn’t in a state to argue, she was ready to just fall back into bed. Strange, considering it was only nine in the morning. Turning to leave she stumbled away from Justice and Zeke, barely just aware of them exchanging concerned glances.
Stepping out of the broken door her feet shuffled through the sand until it turned to cobbled pavement. Stumbling towards High Noon Square where the clinic was. She didn’t stop until she heard the familiar rustle of feathers and felt a gentle breeze over her head.
“Whoa! That’s gotta hurt.” A familiar corvid voice pierced the air, flapping his wings as he examined the builder. It was X, the pet raven of the local doctor, Fang. A rather smart bird with a penchant for shiny things and talking, though he did have a bit of an attitude.
“Hey X. Yeah, I got whacked by a Geegler… do you know if Fang is in?”
“Of course dear!” The raven sang in a feminine voice. He flew the short distance towards the clinic. Perching on top of the door to watch as Kat walked towards it.
“Come on in!” He cooed, hopping down onto her good shoulder as she made her way in.
As soon as she reached the main room the raven took flight and announced her presence. Settling on a railing at the top of a staircase to Kat’s left and screaming at the top of his little lungs.
“The new builder! Squawk! New test subject! Fang!”
Kat stifled a tired laugh at that.
Doctor Fang often worked with experimental medicines. A lot of old-world medicines were lost to time, especially after the Calamity, So Sandrock’s only doctor had to rely on the herbs native to the Eufaula desert. Some of his experiments even proved to be more effective than the scant medicine they’d import from bigger cities like Atara or Highwind.
So Kat had chosen to be one of his test subjects.
She smiled fondly, remembering those early days. The clinical trials had always been somewhere between helpful to mildly annoying to downright hilarious. Fang was always careful. The worst his experiments did was knock her out or make her stomach betray her. One particularly memorable time she’d turned blue.
That had caused quite the hoot at the Saloon.
As Kat was lost in thought the door at the top of the staircase, leading to the doctor’s residence, opened.
Doctor Fang entered the room eyeing the builder warily. She gestured to her lame shoulder the best she could, too tired for words. He hurried down the stairs and ushered the builder to sit on one of the cots. Looking closer at the burn before rushing to his medicine cabinet.
“Sit still. Ow! That stings!” X hopped around in the bed next to Kat, babbling his usual birdy bedside manners. The only one in the room with enough energy to speak.
The doctor returned to the bedside with a tray full of medical supplies alongside a mortar with a pungent blob of mashed herbs. He gestured to her shoulder without a word. She lifted her shirt to expose the wound. Having been a frequent patient in her past life, Kat was familiar with Fang’s non-verbal way of communicating. Thinking back it was astonishing just how much had changed in her previous time-line. Not just the town and its greenery. But the people too.
Both Zeke and Fang had been her friends. Or they were at least comfortable in her presence. Whatever the case, Kat knew them pretty well and was happy to watch them flourish.
Zeke had come out of his shell, able to share his plant knowledge with everyone. Especially after their success with replanting a forest in the Eufaula Outback and reviving his Ma’s tree. It was hard not to notice how much more the Horticulturalist smiled. It was always subtle but it meant he was genuinely happy.
Doctor Fang often struggled to talk. When Kat had befriended him X had asked her to teach Fang to speak and, after a little bit, the doctor eventually agreed with the raven. While not a therapist, the builder did her best to help him socialize. She at least wanted to give him a safe space to try... and try he did. Eventually, he was able to hold conversations on his own, without Kat or X to help.
It hit Kat just how much was lost in the few years that had been reset.
Not just how they pulled the town out of poverty but the experiences they’d had that helped everyone grow. Every moment that had changed their lives. The times- good and bad- that made them grow as people.
All the hardships they’d faced together, the celebrations they’d had… she couldn’t even share it for fear of rejection, or worse, death. She knew them but they didn’t know her. It was like being on the other side of a one-way window.
Strangely enough, it was a sense of isolation that Kat wasn’t unfamiliar with.
For the longest while in the previous timeline, she’d been known as the builder who was friendly with the Church of Light. A strange irony considering the anti-tech ideals of the church directly conflicted with Kat’s livelihood as a builder who used relic tech. Plus, she dated Pen. That fact alone had been enough for the whole town to be wary of her after the invasion… and after Pen was found to be a murderer and war criminal.
She wasn’t really rejected. Kat was hailed as a hero after she’d been crucial in freeing the town from the invasion force. A title that was only further cemented by her work with the ‘Greenifying the Desert’ team. Turning Sandrock’s Oasis back into the Jewel of the Eufaula.
Everyone was simply weary of upsetting her. They all knew what she went through.
Her isolation had come from her building walls around herself. A habit she picked up after being so deeply betrayed. Built from her own self-hatred and mistrust. An annoying voice in her brain telling her that she couldn’t trust her own choices.
Between the stress of fighting for her life and coping with the aftermath, she eventually realized she was pushing her friends away.
“Done.” A gentle tap on her shoulder drew Kat out of her thoughts. Doctor Fang had finished bandaging her shoulder.
“Rest it for a little while, Darling.” X cooed flying off to his usual perch.
The builder smiled and thanked the doctor. As she paid for the treatment he handed her some extra medicine and bandages before quickly disappearing back up the stairs without another word. Reminding her that everything was the same as it was back then, she was the only one that wasn’t. She’d changed so much that things might never be the same.
As she stepped outside, the clinic door shut behind her and she leaned back against the building’s wall. She tilted her head up, feeling the sun on her face as the remnant scent of acrid smoke still permeated the air. Her chest felt hollow with loneliness.
Kat was the only one to know how the future looked, but for some reason, she felt like she was left behind.
Notes:
Howdy, y'all! I'm back with more chapters. I didn't get the chance to respond to the comments this past week but I can't thank y'all enough for the support! Words don't express how much y'alls encouragement meant to me.
Sappy stuff aside, I've got a couple more chapters for ya this week!
Chapter 7: Training Day
Summary:
Everyone prepares for Gecko Station. The builders learn to shoot.
Chapter Text
Just as he’d promised, Sheriff Justice rounded up Mi-an and Kat that afternoon.
A full assessment of the Moisture Farm and the Hydrogel had been done by the time Kat got back to the Moisture Farm and they were ready to put the builders to work. Aside from repairing the holes in the glass ceiling and replanting the lost crops, there was less work repairing the farm than they’d originally thought. As for the Hydrogel-
“We’re lucky,” Justice grinned, “It’s not as badly damaged as you worried about, Kat. The panel door and its attachments need to be replaced but the main machine is fine! Just needs a little tune-up.”
Lucky indeed. While they hadn’t prevented the attack it wasn’t a total disaster.
It was a little bit of a thrill for Kat. Despite her earlier misgivings, she had managed to change the course of fate. Even if just by a hair.
On the other hand, there was still the Geegler threat.
It’s one thing to deal with a human threat but mutant lizards that are on average twice your size? Kat’s encounters with them weren’t exactly pleasant in the previous timeline either. They had intelligence but were, at this point in time, brutes. The other mutants- the moles and the bandirat princess Lumi- were much nicer in comparison.
Kat started a little when she realized she hadn’t been paying attention.
“-This kind of direct attack calls for action, Sheriff.” Minister Matilda sighed. “I’m not fond of the thought, but it’s high time you and the Civil Corp scrounge up a plan to drive them off.”
“That’ll be where the builders and I come in, Minister.” Heidi, the local architect, chimed in. She rifled through the bursting folders she had with her pulling out the designs for a suspended tram cart. “Justice had me examine the bridge after the Geeglers were also spotted taking pieces from its structural supports. Unfortunately, I had to declare it unstable and send out emergency telegrams to Atara to halt all trains that would cross that bridge. That also means we can’t walk across it.”
“And the Geeglers reside in Gecko Station, right across it.” Justice cut in.
“Right.” Heidi shot a look at the Sheriff for interrupting. “Thus Justice had me retrieve these diagrams from Qi’s archives. There's an old suspended trolly system that spans the canyon and connects right to the top of Gecko Station. They’ll need the builders to fix the trolley’s motors inside of the station, but these manual trams should get them across first.”
Justice nodded. “Plus, being on top of Gecko Station means we can get the drop on them.”
“Wait, we’ll be dropping in with you into Gecko Station? Should we do some combat training first?” Mi-an picked at her fingers nervously. “Is that safe?”
Justice frowned. “Well, we’d just be on the roof with the two of ya. Once we get the trams working we’ll gather up a posse to clear out the Geeglers. We don’t know how many are down there so it’s better if we have strength and numbers on our side.”
“If we do train, that’ll be two more pairs of hands for the posse, Justice.” Kat hooked an arm over Mi-an’s shoulders. “Plus, we’re builders, part of what we do is fight monsters in ruins.”
“I’ve only ever fought rocket roosters and bumble ants though…” Mi-an mumbled.
“And rocket roosters are firework-wielding chickens, Mi-an. You’re stronger than you think you are.” Kat patted her shoulder.
“Hmmm…” Justice rubbed his chin thoughtfully for a moment. “We could teach ya to shoot. I’ve noticed you’re not bad with your daggers, but maybe it wouldn’t hurt to have a ranged option.”
Mi-an’s eyes widened. “L- like shoot a gun; shoot?”
“Yes, guns shoot.” Unsuur agreed. “That's what guns do.”
“Not helping,” Justice shook his head at his fellow officer. “But yeah, it’s a good idea for us to take a couple of days to train y’all. Whether or not you’ll be joining us. I’d feel better going into this knowing y’all’re capable.”
“It seems like y’all have this covered.” The Minister interrupted. “I’ll announce it at the next town meeting as well. This emergency meeting is adjourned. The sooner we get those Geeglers gone and get the bridge fixed, the sooner things can get back to normal.”
With that Matilda, Heidi, and Unsuur left. The Sheriff stayed behind for a second, addressing the builders.
“Meet us at the arena at Eight o’clock sharp tomorrow. We’ll get an early morning in and see how well y’all do.”
Kat's shoulders were sore.
Fang’s medicine did wonders, healing her burn practically overnight, though it definitely scarred. But now they felt like they were set ablaze again. This time by training.
They’d spent all morning practicing melee in the High Noon arena and neither Justice nor Unsuur held back. Which hurt, even with the practice weapons. Finally, once the Sheriff deemed that ‘enough time’ had passed he had them meet at the shooting range behind the Civil Corp office.
Unfortunately for the new trainees, Justice had pretty high standards for shooting. So they'd be there a few hours.
“Alright, do either of you know even the basics of gun safety?” Justice looked between the two builders.
Kat raised her hand and Mi-an shook her head sheepishly.
“Oookay then.” Justice scratched his chin. “Kat, I gotta admit that’s a bit of a surprise. I thought Highwind didn’t approve of civilians using guns?”
The Highwind builder shrugged. She, of course, hadn’t learned to shoot in Highwind. In the previous timeline, Justice had given her on-the-fly lessons when they were both forced to face down the Geeglers in Gecko Station alone.
They had followed along with roughly the same plans that they had hatched up during the meeting yesterday. The bridge was unstable, so they crossed using the suspended tram cars. Only, predictably, the decades-old suspension line had snapped under the weight of the tram that the Sheriff and Kat were in. Luckily for them, the cable had whipped around wildly before coming fully loose whipping their tram car at the exposed wall of Gecko Station rather than dumping them directly down into the Shonash canyon. But they were basically thrown into the heart of the Geegler’s home, hence why Justice gave her a gun.
The Sheriff had given her some extra pointers on gun safety back then, but not much else.
Logan was the one who actually taught Kat how to shoot. Being a professional monster hunter he’d always insisted that shooting was as important for survival as any other type of fighting. After they had driven off the Duvos invasion he was also especially adamant about more people training to fight.
Justice waited fruitlessly for Kat to elaborate. With a sigh, he realized she wasn’t going to. “Alright then, I’ll just go over the basics anyways. For Mi-an’s sake.”
He pulled his pistol out of its holster. Framing his stance and pointing it down the range. “First things first, there are three basic rules to gun safety. One; never, and I mean never, point the gun at anythin’ you don’t intend to shoot. Two; keep your finger off the trigger until you’re ready to fire. That's an absolute. Three; treat all guns as loaded, even if they’re not.”
Unsuur pulled a lever next to the range table. Gears began humming as the targets down range whirred to life. Firing off five shots Justice nailed four of the targets, knocking them down with a clang.
“The guns we use have pretty strong recoil. You want to hold the gun with a firm two-handed grip and have a solid stance.” Justice holstered his gun and turned to the builders. “This may seem contrary to what we were working on with hand-to-hand combat but when shooting your accuracy is better the less you move around. Stand still, aim, and fire. It’s easier to hit targets that way. It also means you should save your shots until you know you can aim and shoot.”
Justice reached under the table, pulling out two training pistols. Handing one to each builder he had them stand side by side facing down range. “Alright, let’s see how y’all do. Start with your stances. Remember; keep your finger off the trigger.”
Kat took a slow breath. Firm stance, remember your shoulders- no, don’t lock your legs like that. A quiet memory guided Kat with a familiar voice. Taking her stance, she held the pistol aloft in a ready grip.
“Nice stance.” Unsuur apparated next to Kat causing her to jump. “Oop, didn’t mean to startle you. Sorry.”
She lowered her pistol and glanced over, the deputy-in-training was observing them diligently as Justice fussed over Mi-an’s poor stance. Kat surmised that he was not only here to help, but was told by Justice to ‘watch and learn.’ Unsuur was always one to take his superior’s orders seriously. Even metaphors and figures of speech.
“Are you good at shooting?” Kat asked.
“About as good as I can be. I’m not as good as Justice, though.” Unsuur glanced at her. A thought crossed his face. “Oh, I suppose we never really got properly introduced, huh?”
“I suppose we didn’t.” Kat didn’t like admitting she had forgotten someone. But with all her latest troubles she hadn’t been reaching out to all the people she had considered friends in the previous life. Unsuur was one of them.
Sandrock is a small town, so she considered almost everyone here her friend. Some people she was closer to than others, of course. But now it was kind of obvious that she wasn’t trying as hard to be everyone’s friend. Whether that was because she kept forgetting that no one else remembered the previous timeline or because of the time she’d spent withdrawn…
It’d been too long since Kat had been that happy-go-lucky girl who moved to Sandrock in search of adventure.
“Well, my name is Unsuur. Age: Going on thirty. Occupation: Civil Corp Deputy in training. Born in autumn.” He listed things off like he was taking a survey.
Kat’s lip twitched with a repressed laugh. While Justice was the Sheriff and leader of the only two Civil Corp members in town, aside from Captain the Cat of course, Kat always considered Unsuur the more serious one. Between his rather blunt nature and startling moments of wisdom, he was quite the character. Even though everyone considered him weird, his honest nature was what won Kat over. He wasn’t one to lie- or at least he was terrible at it- and that was something she admired about him.
Unsuur had even admitted to having a crush on her- or at least she assumed that’s what it was… He’d written some ‘secret admirer’ letters but instead of asking her out romantically, he had simply asked her to be one of his best friends. It was a whole thing. She wasn’t sure he understood what a crush was. But he was a good friend, he knew how to find the fun in everyday mundanity.
Plus, he was an interesting philosopher.
“It’s nice to meet you, Unsuur. I’m sure we’ll be working together plenty.”
The deputy in training gave her a rare smile. Though it was not much more than a small uptick on the corners of his lips, she knew it was his version of a warm grin.
“Alright, Kat- I didn’t get to see your stance” Justice had finished adjusting every error in Mi-an’s stance and was watching Kat impatiently.
“Right.” She resumed the stance she had earlier.
“Not bad. You’ve definitely had some training.” Justice nodded appreciatively as he examined her posture. Satisfied that he didn’t have to correct her, he waved for her to relax. “We can move on to shootin’. Don't try to focus solely on the target or your gun, get a full sight picture. Alright, we’ll start with you, Mi-an, take a shot.”
Mi-an pulled the trigger and squeaked as the recoil shook her arms. The gun almost flew from her hands despite her firm grip. She stumbled back and Justice put a hand out to steady her.
“Careful! You need to not be scared of your own gun. It’s good to respect it but you’ll just hurt yourself if ya keep doing that .” The Sheriff admonished Mi-an gently as he put her back into position. Mi-an blushed furiously in embarrassment.
“Alright, you’ll need more practice. Holster it for now.” Justice patted her shoulder before turning to the other builder. “Your turn, Kat.”
Kat readied herself once more. Holding the gun aloft, Logan’s voice sprung to her head again. Remember yer breathin’. Don’t stress yourself when shootin’ there’ll be plenty o’ that in an actual fight.
She shot and the clang of the target drew her out of her trance. Bullseye.
“Great shot, pardner!” Justice clapped a hand on her shoulder, grinning. “You’re gonna have to tell me how ya learned to shoot sometime.”
“It’s a long story… I might tell you eventually.” Kat holstered the gun, a matching genuine smile on her face.
The time reset had affected her strength. She wasn’t as fit as she was in her previous life. Which was jarring. Not being able to lift the things she used to be able to heft easily had really thrown her off. So, it was nice to know that it was only physical ability that was affected. She still retained some trained skills.
“I suppose it makes sense, though. You did say you were an aspiring bounty hunter, right?” Justice tilted his head at her, scratching his chin.
“What!? Why haven't I heard of this?” Mi-an exclaimed.
“‘Cause it’s more of a passing interest.” Kat tried to shrug it off, shooting Mi-an an ‘ I’ll tell you later’ look. She hadn’t had the chance to tell Mi-an about the whole fiasco after the train robbery. Everything was happening fast and she’d kind of forgot that Justice came to the conclusion that she was interested in bounty hunting.
That man made wild assumptions sometimes.
“You sure ya only came here for building, Kat?” Justice laughed. “We could always use more Civil Corp members.”
“I’m under contract, Justice. Can’t leave the workshop behind.” Kat shook her head, an easy grin on her face. “But I’ll consider it if building doesn't work out.
She knew she’d eventually get caught up in all of the Civil Corp’s business anyway. With everything repeating itself? It’s inevitable.
“Nice to know you’re multi-talented,” the Sheriff shook his head. “Let’s see if you can do that again. You could also probably help us get Mi-an up to snuff as well.”
“Maybe Kat can do the shooting and I’ll just stick to daggers…” Mi-an looked at her gun with distaste.
“Well, you gotta account for the times where ya don’t got any back-up.” Justice turned to her. “I get not liking guns, but with the monsters and bandits we got out here… It’s for the best. Trust me.”
Kat laughed at Mi-an’s pout. She nudged her fellow builder’s arm with her elbow, giving her a reassuring smile. “He’s not wrong. It’s a good idea to learn now rather than later.”
Mi-an huffed.
“Doesn't mean I have to like it.”
Justice had them practice shooting for the rest of the afternoon. By the end of their training session, Mi-an was actually hitting the target more than she was missing and Kat managed three more bullseye shots. They ended off with a little shooting competition between the four of them. Justice won by just one more point than Kat, who took second, and Unsuur was a decent shooter, unfortunately leaving Mi-an firmly in last place.
Exhausted and hungry for dinner, Kat suggested they head to the Blue Moon. She still had a fair bit of money left from the lift commission she and Mi-an did for Rocky and the Salvage Yard. Seemed only fair to treat the Civil Corp after they’d spent all day training the two builders.
“-she’s got a natural talent!” Justice was catching Owen up on the competition. “Mi-an’s not too bad either. She’s at least no longer scared of the gun!”
The Tallsky builder smacked his shoulder. All of them were jovial after a few rounds of drinks.
“So, where’d Kat learn before this then? Have you ever trained before?” Grace had wandered over mid-conversation, listening to Justice praise her shooting.
Kat had realized that the waitress-spy was probably suspicious of her now. Guns were rarer in Highwind. So the blond had been not-so-subtly interrogating the builder for the past ten minutes.
Thankfully, a tipsy Justice unknowingly saved the night. “She’s training to be a bounty hunter apparently! Got a knack for it too!” He grabbed and shook the builder’s shoulder.
She sent silent thanks to the powers that be that the Sheriff had a habit of exaggerating and drawing conclusions. It was a convenient lie if nothing else, and it would line up with whatever Grace could dig up about Kat’s family. “Yeah, sort of… While I was in Builder school I also did some training with the Highwind Civil Corp, my Mom was a Corpswoman. Gun training was rare but she insisted on teaching me while I studied for my license. Highwind may be bigger than Sandrock but that doesn’t mean the ruins are any safer.”
Grace nodded with an understanding look. Building is a dangerous job- even with the Civil Corps branches established in each city-state- accidents and tragedies happen often. Everyone knew that.
“Bounty hunting though?” Grace tilted her head curiously.
“A craving for adventure I suppose.” Kat scratched the back of her neck. She’d never bounty hunted a day in her life. Never would either.
In fact, the last bounty hunter she met; Bronco the Kid, had really made her averse to it. He was downright insane. Though in a more annoying way rather than dangerous.
Plus this was a half-truth, her mother did train her.
“Ah, I see.” Amusement curled in Grace’s voice. “Hoping to catch the big bad bandit then? I hear he’s got a pretty hefty bounty.”
Kat shook her head vehemently before she’d even finished speaking.
“I- I think I’ll hold off on that idea, I still got my butt handed to me in the sparring ring.” Kat stuttered. “Plus, isn’t he a powerful fighter? I don’t think I’m quite on that level yet.”
“He is, yeah,” Justice spoke up, suddenly sobered by the change in topic. “I once asked him if he wanted to be Deputy… he and his pa were some of the best fighters in Sandrock. Kept all the monsters an’ mutants away. Never seen any better fighters than those two.” He took a sip of his drink with a grimace. “He declined, of course, said he preferred to be a ‘free agent.’ Never understood the mercenary mindset, only fightin’ for the highest bidder. Ain’t right.”
“That’s probably why the Geeglers are making their move now too.” Owen chimed in, idly wiping an already clean glass. “They pretty much stayed away when Howlett was alive. He always kept the lizardfolk in check.”
Silence fell over the group as the two older men remembered their lost friends somberly.
“Bah, forget it.” Justice shook himself out of his mood. “We’re supposed to be celebrating. With the two of ya, builders, we’ll drive off the Geeglers ourselves!”
“Cheers, sir.” Unsuur raised his glass and Justice mimicked the gesture.
The Sheriff turned to the two builders, “How long do y’all need to make the trams? We can train y’all more when ya ain't workin’.”
“A week maybe?” Kat tilted her head, thinking. “I talked with Heidi and we agreed it would be best to replace the suspension cables, too. So, it’ll take longer.”
“Is that safe? Won’t the Geeglers notice that?” Owen asked.
“Well, they haven’t been spotted on top of Gecko Station where the tram engines are. It should be safe enough.” She thought over the plans. “We’ll be replacing them from our side and running them through using the old cable. It’ll be simple.”
It was the perfect plan; fix the trams and prevent the disaster from the previous timeline while training up to kick some Geegler butt in the meantime.
What could go wrong?
Chapter 8: How it Went Wrong
Summary:
Things went wrong... Kat's not having a good time.
(WARNING: Descriptions of a broken limb. It's not super graphic, but just in case you would like to skip this chapter there is a summary of important points in the end notes.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Everyone stood together on the tram platform. Mi-an was putting the finishing touches on her cart as Justice deliberated how to split up their teams. They had a lot of equipment going with them so they could fix the tram engines on the other side.
“We should go across with just us first. That way Unsuur and I can make sure the Station stays clear while y’all work. You an’ Mi-an can look at the engines and come back to grab whatever you need.” Justice leaned against his war hammer as he watched Kat shuffle through her diagrams.
“Sounds like a plan, sir.” Unsuur nodded. “Will Captain be coming with us?”
The fluffy tuxedo cat blinked up at them from the Deputy-in-training’s arms. “Mrrr.”
“If he wants to come along I suppose.”
Kat smirked. Not only did both men treat the cat as a valuable member of their forces but in her own experience the little guy was a very capable fighter. When she and Justice went through Gecko Station in the prior timeline, Captain had saved their lives by doing as all cats do; pressing buttons at random. Which resulted in a large exhaust fan turning on and sweeping away most of the Geegler’s army.
If nothing else, that cat was good luck. He earned Deputy for a reason.
“He’s our bravest fighter too.” Kat leaned over to scratch under Captain’s chin.
The cat purred. Snuggling deeper into Unsuur’s arms with a happy sigh.
“I think we have just about everything covered!” Mi-an called from her spot above them. Wriggling her way down from the tram’s roof.
“How’s the suspension line looking?”
“Sturdy as ever!” The Tallsky builder chirped. “Looking at that old cable, I’m glad you suggested we replace it, Kat.”
The Sheriff glanced at the rusted cables they’d shoved to the other side of the station. It’d taken a whole team of eight just to move those. They had to go around town recruiting the strongest people just to move them. “Can’t be too cautious, Heidi did say that the left one would have snapped on the way across…” He murmured.
Kat nodded. That had made them all tense when the purple-haired architect appraised the cables. “Minimizing Accident Potential, that’s what they always taught us in builder school.”
“Handy, that.”
“It saves lives, Justice.”
“Yeah, I wouldn’t argue that.” The Sheriff turned to examine the trams with a critical eye. “So, we’re ready then?”
“Right!” Mi-an chirped.
“Okay, We’ll split up. Unsuur, go with Mi-an. I’ll go with Kat.”
“Yessir!”
Mi-an and Unsuur loaded onto the right tram. Before long the loud creak of the manual crank punctuated their departure. Justice turned to Kat.
“Got your weapons?”
“Daggers and gun.” Kat nodded.
Stepping onto their own tram, Justice took hold of the manual crank and the cart shuddered as it left the station. Once in the open air above the canyon, a slight breeze swung them gently. Kat stepped over to the far side of the tram, looking at the view over the canyon. It was a breathtaking sight; the yawning cliffs, larger than any man-made structure, carved through the ground like a giant’s sandcastle.
As they passed the midpoint of the canyon Kat watched how the sunlight danced along the cliff faces. Clear lines between light and shadow in the gaping void. Then she heard it; distant shouting.
“Shit, Kat look!” Justice shouted.
Running to the front of the tram she could see that Unsuur and Mi-an had made it to Gecko Station.
Unfortunately, they’d also made it into the arms of a small army of Geeglers as well. They were fending the mutant lizardfolk off pretty well but that wasn’t why they were shouting. Around the end of the cable line holding up Justice and Kat’s tram was a team of Geeglers armed with a massive crude saw.
They felt the whole suspension line shudder as the saw’s teeth caught in the cable.
“Shit, shit, shit!” Kat stumbled back from the front of the cart. “Justice go faster!”
“This is about as fast as I can!” He shouted back desperately.
He was using both hands to turn the crank, both of them aware of how precarious their situation now was. The tram shuddered and swayed harder as the Geegler’s sawing loosened the cable.
Kat hurried to Justice’s side putting both hands on the crank adding her strength to his.
On the other side, Unsuur and Mi-an hacked desperately at the horde that surrounded them. Trying to get close enough to the Geeglers on the saw. Gunshots rang out as Mi-an drew her gun to aim at the sawing Geeglers. One went down and the other milled in confusion as their sawing stopped.
“Mi-an! Look out!” Kat screamed hopelessly, her voice swallowed by the distance between them.
A Geegler snuck up behind the Tallsky builder as her attention was on the saw, slamming the pommel of its weapon against her skull. She fell limp. Unsuur turned and struck down the Geegler that’d hit her. He held his own for only a few more seconds before he was also overwhelmed by the horde.
“No!” Kat lost track of the two as Geeglers dragged their unconscious bodies out of sight.
Their tram shuddered violently again as the Geeglers continued sawing. “Almost!” Justice grunted out from between clenched teeth.
The cable gave way as their tram was mere meters away from the station. Spilling them into the canyon.
“JUMP!” Justice grabbed Kat’s hand and lept over the cart rail towards the cliff as the tram slipped backward into empty space.
They slammed against the rough concrete exterior of the station. Justice grunted in pain as his left hand caught a narrow ledge, their full weight wrenching his shoulder. Dangling precariously over the cliffside.
The tram cart below them hit the rocks at the bottom with a resounding crunch.
“K- Kat, look for a hole in the station,” Justice grit out, his body shaking with effort. “Or maybe a ledge. I- I can't hold on long.”
It was hard to not let the dizzying height of the drop below them take over. “Down there! There’s a hole with a rock ledge. Can you swing us right?”
Justice risked a glance down. The ledge she was talking about was less than a meter to their right but was a little over two stories down. “I’ve got us, swing your legs. It’s going to be a hard drop.”
Kicking her legs slightly Kat started swaying them both Justice matched her pace, swinging his arm. The Sheriff silently counted time before finally letting go of the ledge. Kat’s stomach rose in her chest as they fell through the air for what felt like an eternity. She felt a jolt as her legs connected with the rock ledge pushing forward and trying to tuck her shoulders in to soften the impact. Justice’s body slammed into hers, throwing them both through the hole and into the station.
Kat heard an awful crunch and a brief scream of pain from Justice.
His left leg had caught against the rocky edge of the opening, twisting it and snapping his lower leg.
They both lay there a moment, gasping in pain.
Pushing herself up, Kat glanced over to where Justice lay. His leg stuck out at an awkward angle. He made no move to get up.
“Shit, Justice your leg is broken.”
“Y’ think?” He growled out between gritted teeth.
Stumbling over to him the builder rummaged through her waist packs pulling out what medical supplies she had. It was more than most would carry, but in the face of their situation felt like nowhere near enough. They’d need a splint too.
Glancing around her eyes fell on some smashed crates lining the far wall. ‘That’ll have to do.’
“Just stay there, I’ll set it.” Kat winced at her own word choice. There was no way he could move.
“Not planning on going anywhere.” The Sheriff grunted.
Throwing dusty and broken planks aside she eventually found two pieces that were just long enough. She flattened the jagged edges with a quick pass of her dagger and hauled her find back over to Justice. Kneeling beside him she examined his leg, she’d need to align the bone.
“Here bite this.” She handed him a rag from her toolbelt.
Already it would be difficult for her to straighten the leg. The fact that she was working alone would make it harder, and unfortunately more painful. “Hold your leg, we need to straighten it.”
Putting the rag in his mouth, Justice placed both hands on his broken leg, just above the knee. Holding it steady. Grabbing the lower part of his leg Kat began pulling it straight. She could feel the bone slowly move back into place, a muffled scream of pain ripping through the man.
Working as quickly as she could, she set the wood planks to the sides of his leg. Running a piece of torn cloth around his leg and a second around the splint. She unbuckled her belt and glanced around for some cloth or something she could use to cinch the splint in place.
“Here,” Justice’s voice was strained and laced with weak humor as he shifted to remove one of the two belts he wore. “I always knew a second belt would be useful on our uniforms.”
He handed Kat the belt and she secured the splint.
“Do you think you’ll be able to move?” Kat rummaged through her emergency kit, pulling out painkillers.
Justice grunted affirmatively, gulping the pills with a quick swig from his canteen. “Kat,” He looked at the builder seriously, “You’ve got to go ahead, I’ll only slow you down, and those bastards have Mi-an and Unsuur.”
“I’m not leaving you behind!” The builder looked at Justice in alarm, it sounded like he was sure he was done for.
The Sheriff waved her off. “I’m in no state to be doing any proper fightin’ but I’ll follow you as quickly as I can. I’ve still got my gun. So, I ain’t totally defenseless.” His lips pressed into a hard line. “We gotta prioritize gettin’ to the others. The longer we wait the greater chance they'll be-” Justice looked away, shaking his head. “I’ll be fine, save them.”
Kat didn’t have time to answer when two Geeglers burst into the room.
Bang!
Justice reacted first and one Geegler went down. The second lept to the side, hissing a challenge. Rushing forward Kat sliced at the beast with her dagger, gashing its arm. It swung at her clumsily before-
Bang!
A second shot from Justice’s gun sent the Geegler to the floor.
The builder glanced back at the Sheriff, exchanging a nod. “Be safe, Justice.”
She hesitated a moment longer before stepping out the door, briefly stopping to ensure there weren't any nearby Geeglers. The corridor was clear. If memory served her correctly she’d have to go deeper into the heart of the station to find the Geegler’s meeting spot. It was the only exit last time, and now that they had captured Unsuur and Mi-an, it was where they most likely were taken.
A right, through a door, another right, down some stairs.
Having cleared these ruins previously meant that she knew them well. Her mental map guided her past familiar corridors. This time, however, she and Justice had landed on a lower level. She recognized this floor as the one she frequented for iron ore. Aside from the occasional straggler, there weren’t many Geeglers roaming the halls.
‘They probably all gathered together.’ Kat realized. They caught Unsuur and Mi-an and were probably gathering for their invasion plan on Sandrock.
She could hear the hissing throughout the station. A foreboding sound as she hurried onward.
Though she had to double back twice, it wasn't long before she found herself in the main atrium. Crude train tracks attached to the main rails of the station and an ominous-looking modified train sat near the center of the room. She saw her initial assumption was correct, the whole Geegler army was massed in the room. Nearly twice the numbers they’d had in the previous timeline.
She was now in the heart of the lizard folk’s home.
Standing just behind the corner that led to the stairwell, Kat could see the mass of Geeglers listening to their leader give a speech.
From what she remembered from the last timeline, the Geeglers had built a war train to invade Sandrock with the intention of using the town as a platform for ‘global domination.’
This time however they were gathered around a big campfire in the center of the room. With Mi-an and Unsuur tied up, unconscious, next to it. Kat’s heart leapt into her throat at the sight. The only reassurance she had was that she could see they were still breathing, just barely shaking awake.
“Geeglers! For too long we have slithered underfoot! Abandoned! Forgotten! Now these humans invade our home! They lie and conspire, even against their own! They are not fit to rule!” Upon a scrap throne near the train sat the Geegler leader. A massive purple mutant lizard. “We will do as our Holy Book demands, we will take the surface! One city at a time! And rule as they could not!”
Kat shook her head sadly.
Another thing she had learned was that the Geeglers at this point in time were misguided. Their ‘Holy Book’ was just a torn-up old-world employee handbook.
If anything its words just spoke to the greedy nature of corporations in the Age of Corruption. The depressing nature of a world so overwhelmed with tech and dishonesty. It was a little hard for Kat to comprehend how anyone could be as evil as they were back then.
So, it was easily understandable why the Geeglers had misinterpreted the text.
The Geegler army hissed with approval with their leader’s words. Whipped into a frenzy.
The builder watched, nerve-wracked, as Unsuur and Mi-an were stuck in the middle of them. Last time she and Justice only had to fight the Geegler leader because the rest of the army had been blown away by the massive fans in the back of the room. Kat could see the button from where she stood, but that wasn’t an option, not while her friends were in the line of fire. She didn’t have Justice to help her fight either.
She needed a plan…
“Our conquest starts with these intruders!” The Geegler president roared, lifting his massive blade to point it at them. Giving Kat no time to think.
“Wait!” Kat stepped out from her hiding spot. She needed to stall. At this point, words were her last ridiculously desperate hope. “You can’t!”
The builder’s sudden appearance shocked the Geeglers. The leader seemed to consider her words a moment, at least out of surprise or confusion. “And why not, tiny human?”
Kat chewed her lip. She knew the Geeglers were smart, not quite human smart, plus a weird sense of logic, but intelligent enough to communicate. She remembered something from when she'd met the Geegler President- no, when she met Larry, the reformed Geegler President, a second time. He was one of the Geeglers smart enough to negotiate with. Perhaps he would listen.
It was a long shot, but-
"What about your agreement with Howlett?" She asked. Invoking a name well known among man and monsters alike.
"Don't you dare speak his name!" The President hissed.
"Why? So you can go back on your word to him?! Did his friendship mean that little to you?" Kat challenged. She knew how much Larry had respected the old monster hunter, he'd told her as much himself. Howlett's death had affected the Geegler Leader badly.
"He’s gone! He was the only one who talked to us, who cared. When he died none of the other man-creatures bothered to ask us what we wanted or what we needed. While everyone else benefited from the peace agreement we were left forgotten!" The president sounded angry. Hurt by betrayal, and hurt that he’d lost a friend. "Without Howlett, there is no contract."
"Then what about the peace he tried to build? He believed Geeglers could live alongside humans! He saw the good in you!" The builder tried to reason with him. "I’m sure if you just asked nicely the people of Sandrock would be willing to help. We don’t have to fight!"
The Geegler President fell silent, his fellows quieting with him.
"He saw in us what we didn’t see in ourselves..." The sadness in the President's deep raspy voice was clear. His face hardened again, hiding all traces of his emotions. "Howlett was the only one to treat us as equals. I’m sorry tiny human, but I will not sit by when our Holy Book demands we live as rulers of the surface… especially after the wounds we've received from you humans." The large Geegler’s pale yellow eyes regarded Kat with cautious respect. "But in his honor, I can perhaps let you live. You and your friends. If you respect us the same way he did, there’s hope yet."
He raised a meaty paw with a hiss. Two Geeglers standing near Mi-an and Unsuur grabbed their arms, hauling the tied-up prisoners beside the President's throne. Kat felt herself finally relax. They were at least out of immediate danger. Maybe this could be solved peacefully.
Then all hell broke loose.
As soon as Mi-an and Unsuur were next to the train the exhaust fans on the far side of the room roared to life. Scattering Geeglers like bowling pins. Most were sucked away into the unknown depths of the station's ventilation system. Others fled in confusion and terror. The army dissolving in a matter of seconds.
Eventually, the din died down as the fans sputtered to a stop, their ancient motors falling apart.
The Geegler President looked on in shock. His face twisted with rage. He raised his sword over his head aiming for the two hapless hostages, a snarl on his lips.
Kat sprinted for them. Even though there was likely no way she could stop the half-ton Geegler from squishing her friends. Instinct took over. Everything seemed to move in slow motion like a nightmare where she struggled to move.
A familiar yowl pierced the air as a furry black and white blur descended from above like a feline angel from the heavens.
Landing square on the Geegler President's face, Captain the cat sank his claws in and screeched as he went berserk on the lizard mutant. The President dropped his cleaver and stumbled backward with a roar of pain. Unsuur, now fully awake, did his best to wiggle both himself and Mi-an away from danger. Earning them a few precious inches.
"Kat!" The builder's head whipped around to see Justice leaning against the button console. "Get them out of there!"
With the threat of the army gone and the President distracted Kat ran towards Mi-an and Unsuur. Sliding to a stop beside them she drew her dagger and started to saw through the ropes. Snapping through them as quickly as she could.
Before she could free them the Geegler President pulled Captain off his face. He threw the cat at the Sheriff. Both hit the ground with a heavy thud.
"You!" The massive Geegler growled. Turning and grabbing the small builder by the waist with one large hand. "You tricked me! I will make an example out of you!"
Writhing in his painful grip, Kat heard another roar. This time the roar of an engine stirring to life. With a massive leap, the Geegler President landed on the roof of the armored train. It lurched forward, the engine chugging loudly as it picked up speed.
"Kat!" The anguished cries of her friends echoed behind them as the train disappeared from sight.
Her hair whipped in the wind as the locomotive sped onward, the walls of the station tunnel roaring with the near-deafening sound of the engine. As the train crashed through the barriers at the station exit the cacophony of sound lessened. Kat could hear the giddy laugh rumbling through the Geegler President. She also knew that laughter wouldn’t last long.
The bridge would collapse under the weight of the armored train.
It’s why they’d halted all trains from Atara and why they had put together the suspended tram carts.
The Geeglers had been stealing parts of the supports for the Shonash Bridge for a while now. They also, unfortunately, had no common sense as their plan was to ride their scrap metal train contraption over said weakened bridge.
“Larry! You’ve got to listen to me!” The builder shouted desperately at the massive Geegler. “The bridge will collapse! We can’t stay on the train, we’ll fall in the canyon!”
Hearing his own name seemed to give the Geegler pause. With a slow blink at Kat, he processed the idea of cause and effect. “And why would you warn me of this puny human? Trying to lie for your own skin again?” He snarled.
Kat watched nervously as the doomed bridge loomed closer. “No, that thing will collapse! Your employees have been taking parts off the supports. Somewhere deep down you know I’m right. Please, I’m trying to save you, too!”
Larry blinked at her again. Glancing behind him he saw how close they were to the bridge. Turning back to Kat his reptilian eyes met hers for a long moment, a flash of recognition appearing in them. A look of acceptance crossed his face before he hefted the builder up.
“Whatever happens… this is farewell, tiny human. You did your best.”
Before she could protest he threw Kat off the train just as the armored train crossed the threshold of the bridge.
As she flew through the air she heard the bone-chilling sound of rending metal. Followed by a deep scream of fear.
Kat had a moment of sudden calm to reflect on her failures.
Her plan to replace the cable almost got Mi-an, Unsuur, and Justice killed and she failed to talk things out with Larry. In that moment her knowledge of the future felt like a curse disguised as a blessing. The bridge was gone again, history was repeating itself.
Then she hit the sand and everything went dark.
Notes:
Only three chapters this week. I have up to chapter ten already written, editing just takes a while. See y'all next week!
Summary for those who wanted to skip this chapter:
The team repaired the tram carts and replaced the suspension line. The Geeglers attacked Unsuur and Mi-an and cut the cable holding up Justice and Kat's tram. As they fell into the station Justice broke his leg. Kat goes into the heart of Gecko Station alone. She tries to negotiate with the Geegler President by mentioning Howlett's peace agreement. That plan fails and Kat gets thrown off the train before the bridge collapses. She feels like she failed pretty badly.
Chapter 9: A Brief Debrief (Also Bad Omelets)
Summary:
Grace shares some info and questionable cooking with the bandits
Chapter Text
Logan let out an irritated huff. This was the third time this week that he’d knocked the head off his training dummy.
It was all well and good that he was training. But without access to the commerce guild or a decent builder he had to make and repair these dummies himself. Which would be fine… if it didn’t require sewing. He hated sewing. His Pa had taught him how to because everyone should know how to mend their equipment.
But every time he pricked his finger his temper flared.
He was never one for patience. Howlett was always admonishing him for it despite the fact that he acted the same on occasion. ‘Patience is a valuable skill for a monster hunter, son!’ He would say. ‘Gotta know when to wait and when to strike.’
Ever since he died Logan couldn’t help but turn over every word his Pa had said. Maybe if he’d listened better…
Logan shook his head. ‘Don’t dwell too much on the bad things.’ That was another lesson his pa had taught him. He’d already spent too much time moping over the past few seasons. Better to focus on the mission, on getting stronger-
He swore as he pricked his finger yet again.
Sticking the injured appendage in his mouth he glared at the stupid button eyes of the dummy.
Maybe he should just make the dummies out of wood instead of straw and padding. It would spare his fingers and their diminishing supply of cloth. They’d need what few rags they got anyway. Their clothes were getting worn and neither Logan nor Haru were talented at repairs.
Grimacing at the thought of the raggedy clothes, he missed being in town.
Granny Vivi always used to fix up their clothes. Insisted on giving a discount every time even though she and his Pa would get into an argument about that. Howlett never won of course, but he’d always at least have to try. Vivi had always doted on the two of them, practically adopting them when Logan’s ma had left.
‘You’re always welcome here, you two. Family looks out for their own.’
Logan smiled fondly at the memory.
He’d been thinking more and more about the folks in town. With each passing day, he understood why people said distance makes the heart grow fonder. It was like everything he did or anything he looked at reminded him of someone back home. His family.
“Why’re you smiling at a decapitated dummy?” Grace’s voice cut through Logan’s thoughts.
He looked up and frowned at the blond. She’d materialized out of nowhere, the skill of a trained spy no doubt, which was kind of terrifying. Logan didn’t like that she could catch him unaware, ally or not. Stealth just felt like too underhanded of a tactic to him. Too wily, not enough honesty.
Also probably wasn’t great to be caught smiling down at the decapitated head in his lap. Not by the newest member of the gang. Logan wanted to at least look professional.
He stood with a grunt, tossing the dummy aside. “What’re you here for, Grace? Got news?”
“Yep, a little bad news and a little good news about the spy, plus some interesting updates on Sandrock.” Grace set her things down on the old rickety table, organizing her thoughts.
Logan glanced at the bag, intrigued. It was definitely new. “Haru! Get in here! Grace is here!” He called out to his best friend. Better three heads than one. Plus, Haru was always the ideas guy.
“News?” The chemist poked his head in from the offshoot cavern that housed his laboratory.
“Yeah, the bridge is out and the Ge- ah, I should probably start with the news about the spy first. It explains why she helped us out…”
“You mean the builder?” Haru puffed out as he reached them.
The blond nodded. “Yeah. I picked apart every avenue I could, she’s definitely not the spy-”
Logan’s head snapped up, an incredulous look on his face. Being back on square one was not the news he wanted to hear. Wasn’t the builder suspicious as hell? Why isn’t she the spy? Why couldn’t all this spy junk be simpler?
Grace held up a finger, shushing him before he could interrupt. “Let me finish-” She began digging through her pack. “I got some info back from HQ on her. First, she is a full Highwind native. Second, she’s the daughter of a Civil Corps member known as Mama Maria.”
“Maria?” The big man recognized the name, he tried to recall where he’d heard of her. “I think my Pa mentioned her once. A… fellow hunter I think?”
“I wouldn’t be surprised. If he’d been anywhere near Highwind the last thirty years he probably worked with her. Maria’s a pretty famous Civil Corps member there. Worked as their own kind of monster hunter specialist. Retired years ago though.” Grace pulled out the files she’d received, handing them to the two. “Kat’s her only child.”
“And?”
Grace gave him a look. “Aaaand it is unlikely she’s the spy because of that. Both of their lives are practically public record- It’s kinda a part of being a Civil Corps member… and fame.”
“Wait, what about the power surge?” Haru cut in, his brow furrowed as he read the reports.
“Coincidence apparently." She shrugged. "We’re still thinking that event is connected somehow. The timing was just… very weird.”
Logan sighed to himself. Feeling that familiar level of frustration and impatience rising again. They were back to square one. No leads, no progress. Perhaps it was a little bit selfish wanting the one outsider in town to be the one causing their problems. He didn’t like the idea that anyone he knew could betray Sandrock. Already he’d felt a bit hopeless when they’d learned it was Duvos, the largest empire in the world, the slow progress of this investigation was really just the cherry on top of a crap sundae.
“Hey.” Grace put a hand on the big man’s shoulder as if reading his thoughts. “We did manage to catch one lead. I brought it over fresh off the press, too.”
She flipped through her papers as both bandits looked back up at her curiously.
“We just intercepted another telegram from the spy here in Sandrock.” She pulled a slip of paper out of the stack, passing it to Logan.
‘The Water Tower is ready. The water in town has been successfully hidden.’
"Th' water?" Logan tilted his head. Rereading the paper again, as though he could decipher a new meaning. It seemed plain as day though. "They're trying to dry up Martle's Oasis?"
"That's the thing, we're not exactly sure." Grace took the note back. "It'd make sense they want to take out Sandrock. That would sever the connection between Atara and Highwind. Plus leave the rest of the Eufaula open to attack. However, it seems just too… simple for Duvos. We think they may be after resources in the desert. Especially considering all of the relic-rich ruins around Sandrock."
Logan felt a snarl creep up his face. Like hell he’d let them hurt his town.
“What are we waiting for, then?” He turned to grab his weapons from where they hung on the chair behind him. He was ready to saddle up Rambo and race into town.
“Woah. Slow down.” Grace grabbed his arm to stop him. “You can’t just yet, unfortunately. Civil Corps are still on triple patrols, they’ve even got Pen, Cooper, and Hugo helping out. Even Zeke’s being vigilant. You’ll get caught for sure.”
Logan glanced back at her in confusion. “It’s been more than a month since the train… they still riled ‘bout that?”
Grace shook her head. “No, it’s because of the Geeglers.”
Haru and Logan exchanged a look. The lizard folks?
“That’s the second bit of news you had, isn’t it?” Haru asked. “What did they do? There’s supposed to be a peace treaty in place, isn’t there?”
Grace looked at him, surprised. “That part I dunno about. But they attacked the town multiple times.”
“What?!?” Logan’s mind went to instant rage again. “They broke the agreement?!!”
He was about ready to run out of the cave yet again. To confront the Geeglers, confront Larry the Geegler President, about going back on their word. As if dealing with Duvos spies wasn’t enough…
“Relax! Justice and the Civil Corp already dealt with it.” Grace tightened her grip on his arm in an effort to keep him from storming out.
Logan looked at her with silent questions in his stormy eyes.
“Sit down, let me tell you what happened.” Grace dragged him over to their small dining table with a surprising amount of strength. Plopping the bigger man down in one of the chairs.
“Basically,” She started, “The Geeglers have been harassing the town. They trashed the Oasis, lit the Moisture Farm on fire, and stole parts from the Shonash Canyon Bridge. Justice decided to use the cable cars on top of Gecko Station to get the drop on them. The Geeglers were building a secret war train… then the big purple one ended up getting himself- and the train- dropped into the canyon. They apparently didn’t realize that the bridge would be unstable…” Grace tapped her chin, trying to recall anything she missed. “Oh! That’s also part of why Kat isn’t Duvos too. She helped out the Civil Corp and, according to Justice, is an amateur bounty hunter. Apparently, she takes after her mother.”
The two men exchanged glances again. A builder bounty hunter? That was new.
“Should we be worried about her coming after us?” Haru over to Grace. It would certainly throw a wrench in their plans if a bounty hunter was after them.
“Nah, like I said; amateur.” Grace shook her head. “She’s getting better at fighting, mainly shooting, but she wouldn’t be much more of a threat than the Civil Corp.” The blond tilted her head. “Though I would like to know how she predicted you guy’s train heist plan. That’s still a mystery. I'll keep an eye on her because she's fascinating if nothing else…”
“Larry got himself dropped down the Shonash?” Logan interrupted, still processing all the new information.
“I’m sorry, who?”
“Larry, the big purple geegler, the President they call ‘im,” Logan recalled what his Pa told him about the lizard folk’s leader. “Is he really gone?”
“Ah,” Grace nodded, “Yeah, we haven’t seen hide nor scale of any Geelgers since he took the plunge.”
Logan shook his head sadly. He and his Pa had many run-ins with the lizard folks around Sandrock. They were… admittedly quite smart for mutants, but still more than a little dumb and a lot aggressive. He still remembered how proud his Pa was to make peace with them. ‘Diplomacy. That’s the key to a better future, Logan.’
He’d have to check in with the Geeglers now that there was a power vacuum. Larry was the one willing to make peace. So Logan would have to make sure that the big geegler’s successor was the same. Try to mediate like his Pa did.
“What about the water tower?” Haru’s voice cut through Logan’s thoughts. “Can’t you check on it?”
“Uh, sort of.” Grace scratched the back of her neck sheepishly. “As far as I’ve seen there doesn’t seem to be anything unusual… but I can’t look closely because… well…”
“‘Well’ what?” Logan frowned at her hesitance.
“I can’t exactly go anywhere around that side of town without Justice breathing down my neck.” She admitted ashamedly. “I pissed him off one too many times by diving the Breach without permission. Now he won’t let me on that side of town without a Civil Corp escort…”
“Seriously?” Haru’s voice was tinged with laughter.
“Seriously.” Grace nodded with a frustrated sigh, completely missing his laughter. “I can’t exactly tell him ‘Hey, I’m a highly trained spy from the Alliance, no need to worry about me ruin diving!’ That would compromise my mission. He thinks a fry cook isn’t qualified for hazardous ruins.”
Logan let out a barely contained bark of a laugh, quickly covering his mouth to mime coughing. Grace turned an icy glare on him, also sparing a cutting glance at Haru who wasn’t hiding his smirk. This was the first time either of them had seen the spy so flustered.
“Look. We’ll check it out as soon as we can, but we have to wait for the buzz to die down a bit.” The blond woman huffed, pushing down her indignation. "It might still take a few months. Maybe once the bridge is rebuilt."
“Oh.” Haru’s voice softened. “We’ll… we’ll have to look for supplies again.” His smile faded. He glanced over at Logan whose good humor also died down. “We only have a few days' worth.”
“Yeah.” The bigger man turned his head away.
Most of their supplies, since they’ve been on the run, were ill-gotten. They’ve had to unfortunately live up to the bandit name a few times just to get by. Which was distasteful in the extreme.
Grace seemed to pick up on what they’d meant. Triumph melted away her previous sour mood. “Hang on now, I do have something for you guys. It’s only food and water for now, but I can also see about getting any supplies you guys might need.” She rummaged around in her pack, pulling out two to-go boxes. “Owen usually lets me take home some of the extra food I’ve cooked. These are still warm, too. I got this insulated pack from the builders to help transport fresh to-go orders to nearby villages.”
The two bandits exchanged brightened looks. They wouldn’t have to rob anyone and they could have some food from back home. The thought alone was elating. Eagerly accepting the containers they settled in to eat. The smell of eggs and spices set off some stomach rumbling.
Grace watched with amusement as she continued to pull out supplies from the pack. Canned and preserved foods, a bag of rice, a few pastries, and even a little collection of spices. Enough to get them through several days. “This is all I can sneak out to you guys, unfortunately. Between the threat to the Moisture Farm and the expected increase in water prices, everyone’s been keeping a close eye on all the food stocks in town. I can’t take much more without raising suspicion.”
“This is more than enough, Grace. We can’t thank you enough.” Logan thanked her warmly, trying to emphasize their gratitude. She was a literal saving grace. “This’ll hold us over-”
“Blech.” Haru’s barely muffled gag cut him off.
Glancing over with a frown he could see the chemist pulling a face, a half bite taken out of a forkful of omelet. He was desperately trying to keep the food in his mouth, but his watering eyes spoke volumes about what he was really feeling.
Whatever was in that omelet was apparently malevolent.
“Ah, oops.” Grace grimaced at Haru’s reaction. “I suppose I should have warned you, I’m not a great chef according to… pretty much everyone in town. Maybe I should have had Owen cook the to-go orders.”
Logan looked down curiously at his own food. It was a similar-looking omelet. Which didn’t look outwardly displeasing. Picking up his fork he decided to try a bite at least. Determined to show his gratitude…
It was indeed terrible.
He tried to speak between bouts of coughing out whatever abstract horror had gotten in his mouth. “Grace, you know ‘sand omelet’ is just a joke name, right? You-” He spat out a mouthful of earthy tasting grit. “-you ain’t supposed to put actual sand in ‘em.”
“Why’th it th’o spicy…” Haru’s words came out strangled.
“It’s not sand, I probably overcooked that one, and Haru’s is probably the one I made with the new Duvos Pepper spice mix Owen made… I guess I put a little too much in, Sorry.” Grace looked back and forth between the two bandits. Her expression was a mix of amusement and embarrassment.
His gratitude decidedly dampened Logan set down his fork still picking grains out from his teeth. He could relate to not being a great cook. When out on the trail he normally just charred everything over the campfire. Vegetables, meat, big bugs on occasion, it all tasted the same when roasted to a crisp. Same way his Pa did it too. Food was food after all.
This, however, was beyond the burnt food levels of bad cooking.
“Man, you could use this stuff to smoke out the spy. They’d probably run back to Duvos after a taste o’ this.”
Grace crossed her arms, her face now beet red. “Look, I haven’t had much time to learn how to cook, okay?”
Logan plopped a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “Hey, it happens to the best of us. Maybe just leave some supplies with us and we’ll do the cooking.”
“I second that.” Haru rasped out hoarsely. “Between your cooking and Logan’s pacing, you two’ll kill me ‘fore Duvos ever gets the chance.”
Spy and bandit alike shared offended looks.
Chapter 10: Revelations
Summary:
Kat has a rather painful dream.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat turned the heart-knot bracelet in her hands nervously. Sitting on a ledge of the Northern Plateau overlooking the town. The distant canyons and rock formations reflecting the early morning sunlight. She was ready to bare her heart. Strangely enough, it felt more like marching onto a battlefield.
More than a year of keeping to herself. A year of loneliness. Sure, she'd won the praise of everyone in town. Sure, people revered the ground she walked upon.
But her heart was shattered.
She'd thrown herself into her work, turning the desert into a forest, building livelihoods for the people of Sandrock, and even turning scraps into lofty flying machines. But her achievements felt hollow. The one person in town she had tricked herself into loving turned out to be a murderous sociopath.
It didn't help that people walked on eggshells around her after Pen's arrest. No one dared approach her without some kind of job to do. Like she would snap if they tried to be friendly with her again.
It’s not like it was a wrong assessment. She pushed them away.
But here she sat, another heart knot in her hands.
Kat realized a while ago that she'd given her heart out again- much to Mi-an's delight- to a man Kat had shared many battles with. She shook her head, cursing her wayward heart for wandering to yet another fighting man when she'd sworn she'd look for someone more settled. For stability.
Even as she admonished herself her heart whispered its counters to every argument her mind had. Reminding her of all the times he stuck by her side loyally. Every glimpse of a fatherly spirit she'd seen as he looked after his adopted son. How deeply he cared about everything and everyone. He was different.
She wasn't a settling girl, she knew. Adventure called her. It was why she moved here despite everyone telling her the desert would eat her alive.
But her heart wanted roots.
She needed someone who’d keep up with her, but with whom she could have a family to call her own. The kind of life that she’d first prepared to have when she first settled into town.
The kind that he'd shown her after he'd come back to Sandrock.
"Hey," Logan's familiar horned hat peaked above the ledge behind Kat. She hastily shoved the bracelet in her pocket. "Enjoying the view?"
He hopped up the rock to join her on the ledge. His height and long legs made the action more graceful than the mad scramble Kat had done earlier. The soft clicks of his gear broke the muffled morning silence as he sat down next to her. Watching the sunrise light up the landscape.
Kat felt a familiar sense of peace wash over her. An ease that only ever appeared in Logan’s presence, encouraged by his own air of calm and confidence. "Sunrise always makes being up early worth it. It’s peaceful."
A low rumbling chuckle escaped him. “Trying to excuse why yer up at such odd hours again?”
“No, it's just a good routine.” Kat hummed. She wasn’t about to bring up the fact she was only awake at sunrise because she never slept. He already knew. They’d already had quite a few arguments about that and he’d only just let up on giving her a curfew after the last incident.
“Hmmm… yer havin’ trouble sleeping again.” He said it as a statement, not a question.
Kat flinched and looked down at her lap.
They’d both shared their issues with sleeping, he had his nightmares and she had her insomnia. Unlike him, though, she couldn’t really blame trauma. Sure, the past couple of years had far too many close encounters with death. For some reason, aside from a few sticking points, she was able to let all that roll off her shoulders. They’d won the battle after all.
But her mind kept her up. Its constant chatter slowly driving her to insanity.
A large warm hand on her back pulled her from her thoughts. Clear blue eyes pierced hers with a look of understanding and warmth.
“You ready to head into the ruins?” She chose to deflect. Plenty of time to work on her issues later. Kat had bigger problems to worry about.
Logan’s eyes lingered on hers a bit longer as he tried to read her thoughts before he turned and nodded. “‘Bout as ready as I’ll ever be. These ruins’ve been cleared by the Council Guards once before. So there’ll be nothing we can’t handle in there… if anything at all.”
Director Qi, the sole researcher in Sandrock’s Research Center, had requested that Kat examine and bring back a few machines that he’d seen in one of the farthest wings of the Space Center ruins. She’d decided to ask Logan along to have a chance to spend time with him. Also, to figure out how to confess her feelings for him… though maybe she’d invite him over to the Saloon or something afterward. The ruins didn’t seem like the most romantic location.
Logan offered her a hand up. “C’mon, Sunrise is pretty but time’s a wastin’.”
Taking his hand he hauled her to her feet. Picking their way down the rocky slope they made their way to the ruins entrance. The elevator inside made its way down the floors at a snail's pace. Logan hummed along as elevator music crackled out of the speakers above them. A quiet comradery settling over them.
“So, we’re exploring a new wing, huh?” Logan kicked a rock as they stepped off the elevator.
“Well… not necessarily new. The Director poked around there before, but he said this is the kind of salvage job best handled by the delicate touch of a builder.” Kat huffed out a laugh as she pried open the door to the new area. “If you ask me, that’s just code for ‘he can’t be bothered to do heavy lifting.’ And you already know how he is about sending the Civil Corps.”
"Is that why I'm here?" He turned to her, a smirk on his lips. "Y’ needed a pack yakmel to carry stuff?"
Kat puffed her cheeks out with a sheepish laugh. “Ha, no, not really. I just wanted-” She physically balked when she realized what she was about to say out loud. Having to bite her tongue to keep the truth from spilling out. The silence stretched on between them as they ambled down the hall towards another set of doors. At least until curiosity got the better of Logan.
"Wanted what?" Logan held open the second door to the main atrium of the new wing, watching Kat with a curious look.
“Er- Uhhm-” The builder’s own eyes wandered the various machines around the room as her brain searched for an excuse. A lie to delay the inevitable-
But what would be the point? Honesty was the best policy, right?
“This really isn’t how I wanted to do this…” Kat fidgeted with the heart knot in her pocket before pulling it out and holding it in front of her. She couldn’t meet his eyes, filled with a new kind of anxiety. “I- I’ve been thinking about this for a while- its-” She let out a frustrated sigh. She’d really over-thought all this and now she was stuck in an awkward confession.
“I like you.” She finished simply.
After several beats of unbearable silence, Kat risked a glance up. Her heart sank. She didn’t know what reaction she was hoping for. But his usual apathy towards all things romantic would have hurt less than this. His face was a mix of emotions; regret, pain, and-
Guilt.
“I- I’m sorry Kat. I don’t- I can’t-” He stumbled over his words. She could see his panic as he tried to formulate them in the least painful way possible. Unfortunately, there was just no way to make this gentle. Especially for someone as honest as Logan. “I can’t accept this.”
Kat nodded silently, blinking back tears and stuffing the knot back into her pocket. She wasn’t going to cry here, no sense in making him feel more guilty. “It- it’s okay. Let’s just- uh- I’m gonna go look at the machines.” She turned away to hide her watery eyes.
Logan nodded, doing his best to snap back into work mode despite the guilt still written on his face. “Right, I- I’ll do a sweep of the perimeter. Make sure there’s no rogue AIs or monsters.”
He turned away, taking quick strides to put distance between them. Kat stared at the floor as his footsteps faded. Finally lifting her gaze she glanced around at the machines surrounding her. At least she had work to distract herself.
Hefting her pickhammer she made her way to the central machine. It towered above the rest and was the only one still glowing with energy. Dull curiosity prickled in Kat’s mind. It was always interesting to see how power sources still worked in these old-world machines. Even after nearly four hundred years buried underground. As she approached the console at the center of the machine the hair on her arms stood on end, crackling with static electricity. The air around her hummed with energy.
Curious now, she walked around the machine. It was quite large, though clearly built to be mobile. She could see it had a completely smooth surface apart from the console. The surface of it had veins of geometric light running throughout the metal. With a closer look, she could see little rivulets of glowing liquid running through the veins like neon blood. A light tap of her finger upon the unblemished surface yielded no results either. She couldn’t even begin to guess the material used to create it.
She set down her pickhammer, this was something they should take back to town intact.
Returning to the console she examined the buttons. They were flush to the surface and blank. No indication of their purpose. In the center of the buttons was a large smooth surface with the glowing projection of a handprint. She matched her hand to it, laying it gently on the console. An electric tingle tickled her fingertips.
Pain ripped through her hand, drawing a scream from her throat.
Her hand was stuck to the machine like it was glued in place. Unable to rip it away Kat screamed louder again, fear mixing with pain.. Electricity crackled down the machine reaching where her hand touched it. It shot up her arm rippling across her body. With a final crack, her whole body was launched across the room, slamming against the side of a metal crate and sliding to the floor. Her body twitching in agony.
Trying to push herself up she could see the blue energy of the machine now radiating from her hand, the edges of her fingers dissolving into light. The machine across the room was now making a distant shrill noise. As Kat collapsed against the ground again she could hear the thumping of boots coming towards her.
“Kat!” Logan appeared in front of her. His face was filled with panic as he scooped her limp body into his arms. “What happened?”
He examined her hand, his panic worsening as the crackling energy worked its way up her forearm. “No, no, no!” Fear and grief warred in his eyes. “Shit!”
The only noise she could get out was a pained whimper.
“Hang in there, Kat.” He tried to comfort her as he lifted her limp body into his arms. “I’ll get you out of here, don’t worry.”
Why did it hurt so much?
Kat’s world was narrowing down until all she could see was his face. She felt him clutch her closer. A distant comfort. Pain blinded what was left of her sight, her mind sinking farther and farther away from conscious thought. Her eyes closed.
“Kat? Hey, stay with me! You can’t go, please!” Logan’s panicked voice was the last thing to pierce through her consciousness.
“Kat!”
Kat woke with a gasp. The familiar surroundings of Doctor Fang’s clinic came into view. Her eyes watered with the memory of pain. Trying to sit up she grunted in real pain.
Ow.
“Woah, hey!” Justice’s voice rang out from somewhere to her right. “Yo, Doc! She’s awake.”
The builder let out another groan, giving up on trying to sit up. Her head throbbed. With intense effort, she slowly creaked her head to the side. Trying to see where Justice was. A shadow appeared in her vision blocking her view as the Doctor loomed over her.
“Hold… still.” He ordered, rearranging the pillow under her head. "Try… not to move. Slightly concussed. Bad bruises."
"How long…?" Kat managed to get out. Stopping because her throat tore with dryness.
"You've been out just shy of a day." Justice’s voice called out. Kat tried to turn her head again, getting caught by the doctor's gentle hand. Fang turned a cutting glare towards where Justice was. "Sorry, doc."
"Both need… rest… have medicine." He propped her head up gently, holding a small cup of liquid to her lips.
Kat couldn't help but make a face at the bitter taste. When she finished the medicine Doctor Fang exchanged the little container for a cup of water. After a couple of sips soothed her parched throat Kat could feel her pain dull until she felt almost nothing.
"Wow," She rasped out, "that's some strong stuff."
Fang nodded. "New… Recipe. You helped."
Her eyes widened a little as it struck her what he meant. "That's the stuff from Wednesday?!"
The Wednesday before Gecko Station she'd gone to one of Fang’s medical trials. The potion he'd given her then had just made her whole face numb.
Apparently, he'd refined it.
The doctor nodded again, putting the glasses away. "Numbness… no pain. Good for… treatment. You can… sit up. Slowly. Try to… stay awake for a little while."
He fixed the back of her hospital bed into a sitting position, guiding her slowly as she adjusted to a sitting position. Glancing around she now had a clearer view of the clinic. Justice was sitting on a bed a couple of meters to her right. His left leg was in a proper cast, propped up on several pillows. He waved when Kat looked over.
“Little birdie’s awake?” X the raven cooed from atop the cabinet to Kat’s left. He drifted down, landing on Kat’s head preening her tangled hair. Letting out agitated little birdy huffs as he made his worry known. "Morning sweetie!"
"X! Not on… patients!" Fang exclaimed. He reached up letting the raven hop off Kat's head onto his hand.
Kat let out a weakened laugh. X was a smart bird, capable of speech and everything, but he was still a bird. He was worried about his favorite shiny and snack giver.
As the raven settled on his shoulder the doctor turned apologetically to Kat. “Sorry…”
“It’s alright,” the builder smiled at him. “It’s nice to know he cares.”
“Need to… ask a few questions…” He grabbed a small clipboard from her bedside, picking up the pen to write. “What… do you remember?”
“I remember Gecko Station… I remember hitting the ground. My head is a little fuzzy. I don’t remember anything about getting back to town.”
Fang made a note on the board. “Little to no memory loss?” He prompted.
“Well, I seem to remember everything that happened…” And more. “So, yeah.”
“You… will be alright, then. No permanent… damage. Just rest.”
With a nod, the doctor returned the clipboard to its place and moved to his desk on the other side of the room dividers, the only signs of his presence being the occasional shuffle of paper or clattering of containers. Leaving the patients to rest. After a few moments of somewhat comfortable silence, the Sheriff spoke up.
“Soooo, Kat? You mind if I ask a few million questions?” He fiddled with his hands, eyes betraying a killer curiosity.
“Uh- I suppose?” Kat would’ve tilted her head curiously but a twinge of pain stopped her. “What about?”
“Well first; how did’ya get off that train? Second; how the heck did’ya know all that stuff about Howlett and the Geeglers? Third; you were hollerin’ in your sleep last night, were you havin’ a nightmare?” Justice asked rapid-fire.
Oh boy, another interview. Though it was more like an interrogation this time considering he is the Sheriff. She really should have been more prepared for questions by now… unfortunately she wasn't. Kat was silent for a moment, thinking up answers.
“Well, first; the Geegler leader threw me off the train. Saved my life but bumped my head pretty badly.”
Justice nodded. “We honestly thought we lost you when we saw the bridge. Whole thing’s gone.” A shadow crossed his face as he thought back to that moment. “I was just ‘bout ready to climb down that cliff, leg be damned. But Unsuur spotted you lyin’ in the dunes nearby. Wasn’t able to relax ‘till we found you still had a heartbeat.”
Kat grimaced. “This stiff neck is saying it’d rather be dead.”
The Sheriff let out a short laugh. “Well, I, for one, am glad you’re alright. Even the doc was a little freaked that something might’a broken. Er- well, as freaked out as he can be anyways.”
Another moment of silence passed between them before Justice spoke up again.
“So, what about the other things?”
“Hm?” Kat startled out of her thoughts. “Oh, right.”
More silence passed as they stared at each other.
“Kat?” Worry crossed Justice’s face.
“Sorry, sorry. I’m just trying to think about how to answer.” Kat admitted. “It’s a bit- a bit difficult to explain…”
It took several moments for the builder to think up fitting lies. ‘Difficult to explain’ was an understatement. She couldn’t tell him about why she knew about Howlett’s peace treaty. That would expose all the time-travel shenanigans. Also, she was absolutely not going to mention that she had a nightmare about getting rejected and then dying. Let alone that the rejection was by a man who was currently a wanted criminal.
Kat’s heart twinged.
On the plus side, Justice was a little too easy to lie to. She honestly felt bad about it. The man’s deductive reasoning really needed work, he was too trusting for his own good. Though, lying to him now felt worse knowing she’d nearly gotten them all killed in Gecko Station. Part of her wondered if it was really right for her to push them away from all this too. It affected them all as well, didn’t it?
“So, uh-” She did have a half-truth she could rely on. It’d make her feel less guilty anyway. “You know how you assumed that I was a wannabe bounty hunter?”
“Yeah?” He looked at her curiously.
“Well, that was to cover for the fact that my mom is a Civil Corp member. Uh- she- she was famous. Her name’s Mama Maria. I knew about that monster-hunting stuff with Howlett because she taught me about him. Said he was a good example of working with monsters rather than only ever fighting them.” Kat glanced over at Justice, trying to gauge his reaction.
Justice looked confused. “Okay, I think I’ve heard about your ma. But I ain’t from Highwind so I can’t say for sure.”
Kat breathed a sigh of relief. “People in Highwind were kind of disappointed I didn’t turn out like her. She made sure to train me, at least a little. But she was proud I became a builder instead. Didn’t know if people here would think the same. Folks like their heroic dynasties and all that.”
“Eh, out here you’d be more of a hero just for being a builder. We kinda need y’all.” Justice assured her. “Lotta stuff makes sense now though. With your mom bein’ Civil Corp.” He paused and chuckled to himself. “I was honestly excited to be workin’ with an up-and-comin’ bounty hunter though. Ya think your heroic bloodline will ever awaken?” He threw a teasing grin at the builder.
“I fell off a train. I think ‘bounty hunting’ is out of the question. Especially once my mom finds out.” Kat said dryly. “I’ll probably be put in heroic time-out instead.”
Justice let out a loud enough snort to make Fang stick his head around the divider and glare at them.
Notes:
Logan later on: "I swear can explain!"
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I've only got two chapters for y'all this week. The holiday has been kinda busy for me. However, I can promise that next week's update will be F A T. I've got four rather hefty chapters in the works. Hope y'all had a good holiday. See ya next week!
Chapter 11: A Familiar Fear
Summary:
Kat faces down a frightfully familiar foe.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Sweat cascaded down Kat's brows like a gross river as she set a new furnace down.
After several days resting and healing up under doctor's orders she had finally been cleared for work. Yan, her boss, had decided that her injuries were her fault and that her absence was unacceptable. Taking especially long to shout her ears off about how many backed-up commissions they had.
Though it was more of how many backed-up commissions he had because he never did a second of actual work.
He embezzled money from every workshop in his jurisdiction, hers included. So occasionally asking him to spar and beating his cowardly butt had been effective in keeping him away from her earnings. Unfortunately, it did nothing for his incorrigible attitude.
The Highwind builder had also advised Mi-an to do the same but she wasn't sure the girl had the gumption for it at first. She'd never seen the Tallsky builder raise her voice before. Let alone argue.
Mi-an found her own way to be intimidating though.
She still wasn't willing to step all the way up to throwing hands or even threatening him, no surprise there, but wearing her daggers prominently on her belt every morning she went to pick up a commission had at least stopped his incessant bullying in its tracks. Although Mi-an said she was still sure that he was embezzling her gols and points. It was at least an improvement not having him breathe down her neck.
The Highwind builder made a mental note to have a ‘talk’ with Yan about Mi-an’s missing money.
Now, though, Kat was rearranging the machines in her yard.
She'd have to mass produce all sorts of metals, bolts, beams, and the like as the Commerce Guild and Heidi, the sole owner and worker of the town’s only architecture firm and construction company, geared up to rebuild the Shonash Canyon Bridge. A vital, time-sensitive, project as their little desert town was now cut off from its imported water supply. Kat hefted one of the ends of a processor, scooting it closer to her assembly station.
"Hey, Skinny arms!" An unwelcome voice caused Kat to drop the machine she was lugging.
Pen.
Her light mood was instantly killed.
She turned to him warily. He watched her with unbearably icy eyes, his seemingly Cheshire smile never warming them. His proud visage ever the same. The man she once loved, someone who once claimed to love her, standing lifetimes apart…
And also just a few feet away from her.
Despite the autumnal desert heat, a familiar wave of cold jail cell air brushed Kat’s shoulders. That same look on his face as he purred triumphantly about her little visit. Gloating that she’d come back to him the day after he’d dared to lay hands on her.
Amused as she stood meekly before him, even though she’d won the fight.
‘Love is a shackle, Kat. We won’t ever see each other again but you’ll never be rid of me.’
Every touch she’d let him have in the past burned against her skin.
"You'll wanna be careful hauling those things! Can't have our precious builders break any more bones." His voice was filled with mockingly sweet concern.
"It was Justice that broke his leg. And I didn't see you anywhere when we were all risking our lives." The builder retorted coldly.
He laughed. Entertained by the way she bristled. “You know Skinny, if I didn't know better I’d say you hated me.”
“Because I do .” She spat. “I told you to leave me alone.” With a sinking feeling, she knew he never would. It took a lot for a man like him to accept a ‘no.’
“Now, now Skinny, I know it's hard to not be jealous of such human perfection. But it really isn’t a good look on you.” Pen brushed off her indignation. “Besides, I'm here to invite you to train with me!”
“What.” Kat stared at him. Trying to figure out how on Earth he thought she would agree to that.
"Well, after the whole Geegler incident, the Town Hall agrees that our builders should be professionally trained!" Pen beamed at her, a savage grin on his face. "Since the Sheriff is currently out of commission, the duty has fallen to me! The mighty Protector of Sandrock."
Kat scowled at him. "What about Unsuur? It would be better for an official Civil Corps member to handle our training. That was the arrangement we had before anyways.”
Pen dismissed the argument with a flippant wave. “Nonsense! I wouldn’t want to speak bad about our dear Corpsmen buuuut… Well, why have them do the job when I can do it sooo much better.”
She was not about to give in when Pen pulled out his trump card.
“Your other builder friend’s already waiting for us.” He purred.
Kat tensed at the undertone in his voice. If you don’t cooperate she’s going to be the one to suffer, not you. Cold fury seeped through her chest. This bastard was threatening Mi-an.
“Fine.” The Highwind builder seethed. “But on one condition.”
“Very well, ask away Skinny! Whatever do you need?”
“That the Civil Corps is at least present.”
That cracked his facade a little. “You certainly know how to wound, Skinny. Are you implying I would do anything to harm our beloved builders?” Pen’s voice came out with barely restrained frustration.
She narrowed her eyes at him. ‘Absolutely I am.’ She thought. Kat didn’t know why he was trying to get them both alone but she sure as hell wouldn’t allow it.
If the workshop’s front door wasn’t just across the tracks from the Oasis, right in view of Burgess and a small group of tourists, she was sure he would have attacked her there and then. She recognized that look on his face. A chilling void of emotions masking a violent tendency that she’d seen too many times in her life.
“Go find the Civil Corps then, don’t keep me waiting.” His voice was cold and devoid of his usual bravado. Kat had to repress a shiver of fear. She watched as he turned and sauntered back to town.
This was a murderer.
Someone who didn’t care who they hurt.
Pen threatening her was one thing, but she was dealing with a man willing to kill people close to her. Just to rub it in her face. Kat shuddered as she remembered the look on his face when he taunted Logan about killing Howlett. The gleam of psychotic glee in his eyes.
As the sight of Pen’s cape disappeared around the corner of Main Street Kat sprinted out of her yard. Taking a hard left and following the train tracks down to the Civil Corp office.
She needed to find Justice.
“That's the third time!” Justice shouted in frustration. “I told you, man! You gotta knock that off!”
The Sheriff was in a heated argument with Pen.
He’d agreed to chaperone the builders’ training session. Since his leg was broken Unsuur was covering for all patrols. So he had quite a surprising amount of free time. Kat had actually found him so bored out of his skull that he was doing paperwork for fun despite his known hatred for it.
Unfortunately, so far things were going poorly.
They’d barely gotten any training done since Pen was being obstinate about not holding back when sparring against the girls. Something Justice was taking issue with. The Enforcer argued that they wouldn’t be encouraged to get stronger if he held back. The Sheriff argued back that they couldn’t get stronger if he ended up putting the girls in a hospital bed.
It was a bit hypocritical of Justice considering he and Unsuur didn’t really hold back much when they’d sparred before Gecko Station, but Kat knew it was born out of concern. When she’d gone to get him the Sheriff had actually expressed his worries about the fact that the Church Enforcer was acting so aggressively towards them. He especially expressed frustration with the fact he couldn’t do much to intervene while his leg healed.
“It was orders from Matilda. While I appreciate her keeping us afloat while Trudy is out in the desert, she’s quite… controlling. I made my feelings clear on this but since Unsuur’s the only official Corpsmember who can do patrols until my leg’s outta this damn cast… Pen’s the only one who can train y’all.” Justice had told her. “Don’t worry though, I’ve got a few folks- not Pen - helping out with patrols. We’re keeping an eye on your workshop, too. Lotta folks worry ‘bout you, especially since you're just outside of town. If anything gets too dangerous, or if anyone bothers you, just shout.”
Sandrock was always a tight-knit community. It was one of those habits that came from living in a small town. Kat found it comforting to know almost everyone was on her side.
But that also made things more complicated.
As her previous encounters proved, her knowledge of the future didn’t mean she could totally rewrite history. Intervening so far had ranged between beneficial, like partially saving the Hydrogel, and near catastrophic, like Gecko Station. So there was no way to predictably change the outcomes of each event.
Kat would have to worry about who got hurt whenever she messed with the course of major events.
If she’d gotten her friends hurt or worse, killed, it would be solely her fault as the one who knew the future. It hurt to sit back knowing the struggles and hardships that everyone would face. But did she even have the right to take that experience away from them?
On top of that, the murderers were standing among them in Sandrock.
If the situation became untenable there was no telling how many people Pen would kill before they had the chance to stop him. There was almost no way to warn the town without tripping their alarms either. The church had their butts in the only seats of power. Matilda ran city hall and Miguel handled the imported water. They already had a vice grip on the town.
It gave Kat a stress headache.
“Look, we’ll just call this training off for a little while,” Justice growled in frustration. Cutting off Pen's latest ridiculous argument. “The builders are decent fighters anyways, that's my final say as Sheriff here.”
Pen snorted with derision. “Fine then, tell that to Matilda. Tell it to her when they're eaten by a Tunnel Worm or gunned down by Logan.” He spat.
Before the Sheriff could retort Pen lept out of the sparring ring and sauntered away towards the path up the hill. Justice let out a frustrated sigh. All the tension was carving new wrinkles in his forehead.
“That man, I swear… It’s like he’s itchin’ to cause trouble… as if we don’t have enough…” He muttered to himself angrily.
“He hasn’t always been like this, has he?” Mi-an asked tentatively.
Looking over at her, Justice shook his head. “No, he was annoying but he wasn’t this irritating. It’s like…” The Sheriff trailed off when he realized something.
“Like what?” Kat prompted.
“Well… I hate to say it, but he only started actin’ like this since he saw you the first day you were here Kat.” Justice glanced at her, a worried gleam in his eyes. “I’m worried he might become a bit obsessive. He ain’t the halfway type of guy.”
The Highwind builder stiffened at that.
She knew exactly the type of guy he was. When his attention was on someone he could bully or hurt… he didn’t lose interest easily. It was one of the signs Kat had constantly cursed herself for missing in the previous timeline. Pen constantly abused and gaslit Burgess. She was a bystander for some of it, which was something she still felt incredibly guilty for.
The Enforcer never really had friends or lovers.
Just play things.
Mi-an slung an arm around Kat, the Highwind builder’s worries mirrored on her friend’s face.
“Hey now,” Justice put a hand on her shoulder. “We ain’t gonna let anythin’ happen to you. Alright?”
“We could technically still train if Kat and I sparred… You could watch and give us pointers, Justice.” Mi-an suggested. “I might not want him to teach us. But learning to defend ourselves is starting to look extremely necessary.”
The Sheriff nodded then looked at Kat. “What do you think, Kat?”
Kat let out a shuddering breath, regaining her composure. “I think it’s a good idea…but I just want to get back to my workshop for today. I need to start preparing for the bridge repairs anyways.”
“Oh, right!” Mi-an jolted, remembering that the build would start in the morning. “Let me walk back with you. Maybe we can see about working together… or I could rent some space from you, I don’t think my workshop is big enough for such a build anyways.”
The Highwind builder looked up at her with a thankful look. “We can work together. Forget rent. The whole town has their eyes on this project so Yan can’t argue with us on that.”
“I’ll walk with y’all too.” Justice’s crutch clacked against the cobbles as he moved.
“Justice, we should be the ones walking you back to the Civil Corps, your leg’s still healing…” Kat frowned at the Sheriff in concern.
“It’s just a broken leg, I ain’t crippled. Even if I was, well, the Sheriff before me never let that stop him, I won't let it stop me."
“Uh- Even if the leg doesn't stop you, Fang might.” Mi-an pointed out. Kat had told her about the spectacle that happened when the doctor caught Justice hobbling around the clinic the first day after Gecko Station. It was fascinating to watch a man be cowed by an ornery bird.
“I’m sure he’d understand given the circumstances.” Justice shook his head, his lips pressed in a determined line. “Even if he doesn’t, I ain’t leaving when someone’s made threats to a friend of mine.”
Notes:
Howdy again y'all! Bit late this week, sorry. It's been really hectic for me.
Funny story about this week's chapters; The day I wrote these I hopped into the game and got that glitch where Pen follows you around after one of his missions. Needless to say, I was a little freaked out. I actually had to shut the game down because I was like 'Oh God, he knows.'
Good times, good times.
Chapter 12: Honesty
Summary:
Time for a serious talk.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The builders had quite the busy week.
With Mi-an working at Kat’s workshop on the bridge pieces and the townsfolk occasionally keeping them company Kat had little time to think about… anything really. A relief considering she was stressed about many things like that weird blue machine or the fact that Pen was being… scary.
It also meant she had no time to think about how she was rejected before the whole time reset.
As if she didn’t have enough on her plate her mind would often betray her by replaying the events, the look on Logan’s face, and reminding her that that was the last thing to happen before she ‘died.’ It got to her a little. As much as she tried to ignore it in favor of worrying about them all getting killed, it still really hurt.
It was why, between the bridge and the battle at Gecko Station, she was grateful for how invasive people in Sandrock were.
For the past few days while Kat and Mi-an worked on the bridge, they got a visitor almost every other hour. Owen and Mrs. Mabel would drop by with food. Burgess would bring them barrels of water and give them surveys. Arvio stopped by to offer them a free chair despite the fact that they were both builders who could just make their own chairs. Justice limped over pretty often to chat much to Doctor Fang’s disapproval. Fang himself had dropped off some teas that helped with sleep and energy.
Even the newly deputized Captain the Cat stopped by once to drop a Sandfish nearly the same size as himself into Kat’s lap while she worked.
On top of that Owen and the Church even decided to organize a combination Dance Competition Food-Drive in order to keep morale up and to help spread rations around to those who weren’t fortunate enough to keep up with the rising cost of food and water. In exchange for donations people would be entered into a dance competition. The day itself was less a competition and more of an excuse to party.
In the previous timeline, this Food Drive happened after the Moisture Farm incident when supplies were scarce because the farm itself was dying.
Admittedly, Kat had completely forgotten about this festival but was happy to see it happen again. She wasn’t much for dancing but it was a town favorite and a start of a new tradition in Sandrock. A good thing rising out of the bad as well as another distraction from her troubles.
Particularly one trouble that was fond of following her around town.
A few folks had ‘noticed’ Pen’s behavior towards the builders.
The Highwind builder was sure it was actually Justice spilling the beans. He’d vented to Owen who, ever the town champion of good, recruited a small army of townsfolk to watch after them. Meaning half the town now knew and were chaperoning them.
Kat was left with very little time for herself.
“What’cha thinkin’ about bestie?” Mi-an’s voice broke through Kat’s thoughts.
They were working side-by-side as they had been the past few days. Alternating between working the forges and using the construction platform to put together the different supports that would be set for the bridge. Kat was assigned to work on the Trusses and Mi-an was working on the base supports. All while cranking out the basic materials needed by Heidi’s construction team.
"Stuff…" Kat replied vaguely.
"Time travel stuff or romance stuff?" Mi-an's voice curled with amusement.
Kat winced. Both were constantly on her mind, as much of a misfortune as that was, she just didn’t want to acknowledge it.
It must have shown on her face because Mi-an gave her fellow builder a concerned look. “Oh. It’s bad, huh?”
“Uh…,” Kat mumbled, “I sort of remembered more about what happened. Before the reset…”
That got Mi-an’s attention. “You mean you know why you were sent back in time now!?” The Tallsky builder nearly bounced with excitement until she saw the troubled look on Kat’s face. “It’s something really bad isn’t it?”
“Y- yeah, it was… well… I’m pretty sure I died.”
Mi-an’s face fell, she stepped closer and hugged Kat. “I’m so sorry, I- that must be hard…”
“What’s worse is I don’t exactly know what happened. I touched a machine, it zapped me, I died. Without knowing what the hell that thing is I won’t have any answers about what's going to happen.” Having started speaking Kat found herself unable to stop. Unloading her worries. “I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t change anything… I almost- We all got hurt in Gecko Station- We nearly died…”
The Tallsky builder squeezed Kat in a tighter hug. “Kat, that wasn’t your fault.”
“I know, I just-” Kat squeezed her back, trembling. “It’s like for the first time in my life- I’m actually scared of dying… Like after so many times charging into the unknown… I- I’m just so weak.”
That was the crux of the matter.
Suddenly, somewhere along the way, death had become a real threat. She’d faced off against the Duvos army, killer robots, and a sociopathic murderous ex, but after experiencing what could only be described as the closest thing to death and knowing that it happened in the future…
Her whole world wasn’t safe anymore.
“Kat… I think you really need to talk to someone, Doctor Fang, or Justice, or heck… talk to me. Even if it’s not about that machine or all this time-travel-Duvos-spy stuff, you’re stressing about being alone when you're not.” Mi-an spoke gently, worry lacing her voice.
The Highwind builder looked up at her fellow in mild surprise.
“Hah, and I thought I’d be the one giving the words of wisdom. Being from the future and all…” Kat tried to sniff back her welling tears. Being told she needed help felt both vindicating but incredibly… sad. She was supposed to be a picture of strength and prowess. It was the image of herself she’d built during and after the Duvos incident. Having someone acknowledge her weakness was so disarming.
“I know, I’m trying to be more like you.” Mi-an smiled gently at her. “Let us- let me help you. Alright? You trusted me for a reason.”
Kat smiled weakly back. Mi-an is her best friend, in the last life and in this one. They were always together throughout their time in Sandrock, building, fighting, and celebrating. Through struggle and strife. Kat was there to support Mi-an when she was overworked and bullied to the brink of quitting and Mi-an was there to support Kat when she’d been injured in battle and had her heart irreparably broken…
It was a bond forged in fire.
Sure this Mi-an remembered none of that, but after Gecko Station and with all the stress placed on both of them what they had now wasn’t far off.
“Can I admit something?” Kat’s voice rasped quietly.
Mi-an leaned closer, her head cocked.
“He rejected me.” Tears welled in Kat’s eyes. It felt like she was originally repressing all the distress she had. Tears flowed as she let out a short hysterical laugh. “I- I don’t even know why I keep thinking about that. I’ve been stressed about dying, getting someone killed- I- I should be worried about everything else…”
The Tallsky builder’s eyes widened in surprise. She patted Kat’s shoulder in sympathy. “It's like the straw that broke the camel’s back. I get it, that must hurt… I- uh, sorry about all the teasing.” Mi-an apologized, shame reddening her cheeks.
Kat shook her head. “Ah, It’s- it’s fine. If anything it’s a good distraction from certain death. At least I didn’t have to live through anything too awkward…”
“Wait, what?”
“O- Oh, right. Uh, I was exploring some ruins with L- uh, him, and I confessed before I touched that machine and got sent back.” Kat stumbled through her explanation. “It was like less than ten minutes…”
“It happened right before that?! Geez, talk about bad luck.” Mi-an froze, glancing back at Kat. “Er- sorry…”
Kat laughed, a genuine non-hysterical laugh this time.
“No, It’s okay. It kinda feels like one of Ernest’s novels, just comically bad…”
Mi-an laughed too. “I suppose that's one way to look at it.” Turning her head she looked over the work they’d done so far. “How, ‘bout we take a break? We’ve made good progress today, we could go for some drinks at the Blue Moon. Try to de-stress a little.”
The Highwind builder nodded, wiping her face. “That sounds good, let me go wash up a little first.”
“That’s a good idea, I’ll run back to my workshop and clean up a little too.” Mi-an laughed, waving the sweat-drenched collar of her shirt.
“Meet you there!”
Kat didn’t make it far outside her door when she spotted Pen watching her. He was leaning against the oasis fence on the other side of the tracks plainly watching her front door. The look on his face was trained and carefully neutral.
“We need to talk, Skinny.” He called to the builder.
She watched him wearily, making no move past her yard’s gate. One thing she could appreciate about the location of her house were the clear lines of sight from the Oasis and Train Station to her front door. It was just far enough from the train tracks and Main Street to be private, but it was also public enough to deter the less savory kinds of interactions. Something that had saved her many times from overly interested tourists.
Now it would work in her favor as a thin dusty line of defense against potential murderers.
“Look-” Pen spread his hands, “We’re in public, surely you can at least trust me to not do anything to tarnish my reputation where people can see.”
“What do you want, Pen?” Kat still refused to get closer to the man.
“To just talk. Look you’ve made clear you have some kind of ire with me. Yet for the life of me, I can’t seem to think what has you in such a twist!” Pen narrowed his eyes. “I don’t normally let such superfluous feelings get to me, but you’re an exception for some reason, Skinny.”
The church enforcer stalked forward his eyes fixing Kat to her spot. They lacked any emotion that would indicate a modicum of humanity. Standing a mere inches from her he leaned over her, his face barely a hair away from her own.
“Ever since I first saw you I feel like I should’ve somehow known you. Anytime you see me you run the other way. It makes me feel like you know what I’m talking about.” Pen’s breath made Kat flinch. “Tell me; where ever could we have met, hm?”
Kat tried to muster what courage she could, Light help her if she was about to die today. The ghost of bruises from a past long left behind ached. “I’ve seen men like you before,” Her voice wavered, “You’re a monster plain and simple. Whatever happens, I won’t let you hurt Sandrock.”
A wicked grin split the protector’s face. The cold predatory look made Kat stumble back in fear. “You’re certainly entertaining, Builder.” Pen’s voice was feather soft, dropping his usual act. His tone more terrifying than his usual booming bravado. “I’d like to keep you.”
“Kat!”
Mi-an’s nervous voice warbled from over Pen’s shoulder. When the church enforcer turned Kat could see her and the ranch family’s daughter, Elsie, standing several meters behind the man. Mi-an’s face was written with fear while Elsie puffed up standing slightly between the Tallsky builder and the enforcer.
Pen watched them a moment before backing away from Kat. “See you around, Skinny.” His usual voice returned in full force, like a switch. As he walked away back towards town the two girls edged around him before breaking into a sprint towards Kat.
“Kat! Are you okay-?” "Did that big palooka hurt ya-?” "What did he want-?” Mi-an and Elsie spoke over each other, worriedly looking the Highwind builder over for any signs of injury.
She let out a quiet breath of relief. “Yeah, yeah… I’m okay guys, I’m alright. He didn’t touch me.”
Elsie ran a shaking hand through her hair, readjusting her cap and losing what composure she’d feigned in front of Pen. “I knew that guy was no good! He’s come into town and acted like he owned the place ever since, ‘Protector of Sandrock’ my foot! He ain’t the protector of nothin’ out here. I oughta-”
“Elsie!” Kat put a hand on the redhead’s shoulder. She was fond of the younger girl, like a rowdy little sister, but she was often as full of hot air as her pa; the infamous Cooper. As fun as it was to see, Kat wasn’t in the mood for a filibuster right now. “I’m alright, I just wanna get out of here.”
The redhead deflated a little, more out of relief than disappointment. “Well, y’all jus' got here an' now he's muckin' it up and tryin' ta drive y’all away. I don't wanna lose my only friends in this dusty backwoods town…”
“C’mon.” Mi-an wrapped a shaky arm around Kat’s shoulders. “To the Blue Moon. You need some company tonight.”
Kat let herself be guided towards the doors of the Saloon. It was a Saturday evening meaning the place would be packed for Owen’s weekly story night, even this early in the evening, as people would come in just to try to get good seats. As the fear-fueled adrenaline left Kat’s veins, she felt her energy drain with it. Though the thought of forcing herself to socialize felt unbearable in her current state, the thought of going back to her quiet, lonely workshop was even less desirable.
Once inside they spotted Unsuur and Justice seated at the bar chatting with Owen, the Corpsmen waved them over when they saw the girls.
“Hey Else, wanna join the Corps Crew for the evening?” Justice sat up, shifting around until his casted leg thunked against the bar.
Owen cast a skeptical look at his old friend. “Corps Crew? Really?”
“What? We need a team name.” The Sheriff responded defensively.
"Couldn't have picked something a little cooler?" The barkeep needled. "That's no better than calling it the 'Crew Crew.'"
“I thought it was cool, sir,” Unsuur spoke without looking at his superior, his focus entirely on making a small stack of pebbles on the bar.
Justice looked back and forth between the deputy-in-training and the saloon owner, miffed that his idea had been shot down by his best friend.
The three girls took up the remaining seats at the bar. Scooting closer to join the two officers. “Wouldn’t that technically be lying though? Kat and I aren't in the Civil Corps.” Mi-an piped up.
“Oh, yeah. We shouldn’t lie.” A furrow appeared on Unsuur’s brow.
“I kinda wish we could have y’all on the Corps, even just part-time.” Justice mused, returning his attention to the builders. “We could use y'alls building expertise and ya've come so far with your fighting too.”
“We kind of need them to build, Justice. They basically have the biggest job in town.” Owen poured some water for the new arrivals. “Anything I can get y’all by the way?”
“Something strong and sweet, please. Emphasis on strong.” Kat sighed heavily as she plopped down into one of the chairs.
Owen raised a brow at that but turned to make her drink.
“I’d say congrats but it sounds like you’re drownin’ something not celebrating.” Justice tipped his drink at Kat.
Elsie shot up from her seat, slamming her hands on the counter and startling everyone. “It’s ‘cause of Pen! You gotta do something about him, Justice!” She blurted. “That meathead’s a menace!”
That caught their attention and broke the mood, Owen froze midway through pouring, Justice’s eyes snapped wide open, and Unsuur accidentally toppled his pebbles finally looking up. Concern all over their faces. The Sheriff hadn’t exactly been quiet around the other two when it came to the Church Enforcer’s actions towards the builders. They’d never seen Pen act like that before and after being betrayed by someone they’d all trusted before, they were more cautious towards such a dangerous change in personality.
“What’d he do now?” Justice’s voice was strained with worry.
“It’s fine.” Kat put a hand on Elsie’s shoulder, forcing the girl to sit. “He didn’t touch me, he just came by to jeer at me again.”
“I- uh, dunno if this is the right time to say this Kat, but I’ve seen him staring at your workshop all hours of the day.” Owen set the drink he’d poured in front of Kat. Worry lined the tone of his words.
“What?!” Justice looked at the barkeep in alarm. “Why didn’t ya tell me?”
“I was going to, just before they came in.” Owen held his hands up defensively. "Anyways, Kat, I can't imagine it feels good staying in that workshop by yourself. I've got a room up in the hotel I haven't rented out for a few days. You could stay here for a little while, free of charge, 'till he learns to back off."
"Oh I couldn't impose, Owen. It wouldn’t be right.”
“No, it’s-”
“We could have a sleepover! She’d want ‘ta be in her own home, so we’ll just stay with her!” Elsie popped out of her chair again.
“Elsie, my workshop is tiny.”
“I’ll sleep on the floor!”
“Or you could stay at the saloon. Really. It’s no trouble.”
“Guys, please. I’d rather not-”
Justice cleared his throat to get the girls’ attention. Their bickering died out as they all turned to the Sheriff. “Look Kat, I know it ain’t an ideal situation, and I’m gonna have a talk with both Pen and the rest of the church about his behavior, but I’d recommend not bein’ alone until we get this solved. Have someone sleep over or take up Owen’s offer, please.” He looked her in the eyes. The builder could see the lines of stress in his face and concern in his eyes. “I’m not just sayin’ this as the Sheriff or as Civil Corps but as yer friend.”
“I- alright, I’ll get something figured out…” Kat focused on her drink, taking a big gulp.
The Sheriff nodded a little tension easing from his shoulders. Owen looked at him, his head tilted curiously.
“It’s kind of strange, isn’t it? He’s always been annoying but it’s like something switched when Kat moved here. Like he’s got a whole different personality now.” The barkeep kept his voice low so no one in the crowd could hear.
“It’s been a bad few years for such things apparently.” Justice muttered darkly.
Elsie puffed indignantly at him, catching his meaning. “Logan hasn’t been around since the train thingy. He ain’t like that! Logan is nothing like Pen! I'd never believe he's a bad guy!”
“Elsie, we had witnesses… I saw him myself. He was the one waving the gun.” The Sheriff shook his head at the girl. “Look. I get it, we’re all hopin’ he comes back to his senses. But sometimes people change for the worse.” He knocked back the rest of his drink.
The redhead deflated at his admonishment. She still looked fit to argue but the low mood of everyone else at the bar stopped her. Owen set down more drinks in front of them, a whisky for Mi-an, a cold beer for Justice, and a glass of sandberry juice for Elsie.
“I’m old enough to drink.” The ranch hand scowled at the barkeep.
“No, you aren’t. Especially not when your pa’s in here too.” Owen nodded towards the table where Cooper was chattering Hugo and Mabel’s ears off.
The redhead turned her scowl back to her drink before noticing that Mi-an was sipping whisky. She did a double-take. Justice was also watching the Tallsky builder, a brow raised.
Kat smiled to herself, happy to be distracted from her problems by a fond memory.
Mi-an’s food and drink preferences had been a long-standing topic between them. The Highwind builder preferred the sweetest drinks, no alcoholic taste, the Tallsky builder on the other hand liked the taste of straight liquors. Same thing with spicy and sour foods. It always puts them at odds for parties.
“Never figured you’d like liquor, Mi-an.” Justice's statement sounded more like a question.
“Yeah, most people don’t expect it.” Mi-an chuckled. “I kinda started because I thought it would make people take me more seriously, but then I figured out I like my drinks dry.”
“It’s why I never let her pick when she stays over.” Kat shook her head, shooting her friend a mirthful glance. Mi-an stuck her tongue out.
“You just don’t know good flavor.”
“I prefer to not drink something that tastes like you could sanitize a table with it.” Kat shot back.
“Well if we’re gonna be having sleepovers, I’m going to change that.” Mi-an blew a raspberry at her.
“If you’re planning on sleeping over at my place, we’re drinking what I want. That or go sleep in your own house!”
“Oo-” Elsie grabbed Kat’s arm and shook it. “Does that mean you'll let us stay over?! I can finally get away from m’ pa for a night!”
“Elsie, I never said-” Kat sighed.
“Pleeeeease?” The ranch hand gave her the biggest puppy eyes she could. “Pretty pleeease!”
Kat sighed again. She felt that Owen and Justice were right, staying at her remote workshop by herself wasn't safe.
Even if it meant she got less alone time having guests over, at least for tonight, was her best option. Though she wished she had a little more space than her old shack provided. A guest room at least.
“Alright, fine. Girls’ night. But just this once.”
Elsie leapt out of her chair with a whoop.
Notes:
Mi-an's a good friend.
Also, I love/hate Pen.
I absolutely love how he's written in the game (and the voice acting is incredibly fun) but man do I get DARVO alarms in the few missions he interacts with Burgess. Dude's definitely a narcissist. Then there's the betrayal stuff... Pathea really knows how to make loveable-hateable characters.
Chapter 13: Banishing Doubt
Summary:
Kat makes a plan.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat sighed as she listened to the other two girls snoring.
She always had issues with insomnia. It’s why she was never fond of sleepovers, she was always worried she’d accidentally wake everybody up. Her perpetual lack of sleep was always worsened by the anxiety.
Something extra was keeping her up tonight, though.
After Elsie had gone to bed and slept like the dead, Mi-an pulled Kat to the other side of the room to drunkenly whisper to her. ‘If Logan was with you when that machine thingy went off, maybe he does remember something.’
It was a possibility the Highwind builder hadn’t considered.
If she was being honest, she also slightly hoped that it wasn’t the case.
But as much as that gnawed at the back of her mind, she also could see what Mi-an was saying. He might know more about the thing that killed her. Kat wasn’t sure why she hadn’t considered it either. From what she remembered, that machine was affecting its surroundings. It did something to her so maybe if he was in close enough proximity…
‘I’m being a fool.’ The sudden thought caused Kat to jolt.
She was surrounded by friends.
All concerned for her safety, all in danger themselves, and she wasn’t simply asking for help.
Even though the invasion hadn’t happened yet, even though she had avoided Pen, even though she had originally made plans to change things, even though she hadn't even encountered that machine yet. She was still treating this life like it was the last one where she’d been betrayed and left behind like a wounded animal. Pushing her friends away.
Failed relationships, stalkers, spies, and time machines be damned. This is her home, her life.
Standing up as silently as she could, Kat crept across the room and sat at her table desk. Rustling a few papers she pulled out several blank sheets and her calendar. A small envelope caught her eye. Its familiar pink wax seal standing out against the manila-colored paper.
Nia’s latest letter.
Back in Highwind, Nia had been her closest friend. They’d grown up together and had a pretty tight bond before Kat moved. After taking the job in Sandrock, Kat just kind of drifted apart from Nia. Even after she had moved to Sandrock to work as a botanist their friendship wasn't the same. Kat hadn't really let anyone back into her life after Pen's betrayal. They did still have a pretty close bond held together by Mi-an’s insistence and the fact they were working as a team to grow a forest out of a desert. If she were here…
Another thought struck Kat.
Letters.
Flipping open her calendar she began noting important dates. Finishing the trusses, Qi’s robot and the Paradise Lost adventure, the bridge’s opening ceremony, Burgess’s survey, Catori’s doomed Sandsledding venture, the water tower. She’d need a little time set aside to make sure her letters could go out, time to talk and plan with Mi-an, and to make some preparations and gear.
If she could make it to the day of the water tower explosion, Kat would have another chance to talk to Logan. Do what she’d meant to the day of the train hijacking.
She scribbled furiously. Planning out day after day. Writing out letter after letter. One to Mi-an, one to Nia, one to Justice, one to Grace, one to Elsie, and a message for her mother back in Highwind. Every outcome needed a plan. If Logan knew something and believed her, good, go with plan A. If she fails to make contact, plan B. If she got caught or killed by Pen, plan C.
Kat paused for a moment. ‘Grace has probably already made contact with Logan. Why don’t I talk to her? Can I trust her?’ If Logan had known something about the time reset, why didn’t he tell her? Why was Kat even questioning this?
With a muted sigh, she knew why.
It was selfish. Simply for the sake of her own piece of mind. She wanted to be the one to talk to Logan directly. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust Grace, she just trusted him more.
Plus, if she was going to spill the beans on the whole Duvos operation… Well, Logan should be the first to know. A lot of it is related to his Pa’s death.
She didn't set her pencil down until nearly three in the morning.
"Hey!” Elsie shook Kat awake. “Were you workin’ all night?!? You guys are hopeless! How’er you supposed to build a bridge if ya don’t get proper sleep?!”
Kat blinked blearily up at the ranch hand. The side of her head ached where it laid flat against the hardwood of the table, her eyes scratchy with sleep crust. Looking around she remembered filing away all her plans and letters before promptly passing out in the chair.
Right. The plans.
She’d need to talk to Mi-an alone sometime today.
With any luck, she can set her machinations into motion. It all hinged on help from the Tallsky builder. She needed to know where the letters were, when and where to send them, and what she should do to protect herself.
Though Kat wasn’t fond of the idea of bringing her best friend into the line of fire with her, this wasn’t something she couldn’t do alone. In the previous life, she had the help of nearly half the town. She needed to build that network again.
“Hellooooo?” Elsie snapped her fingers in front of Kat’s face. “Earth to Kat! Anyone home?”
The builder jolted. She’d been staring into the abyss for at least the last minute. “Huh? What is it?”
“I said we should go to the Game Center! Y’all clearly need a day off from all this work stuff.” The redhead planted her hands on her hips. “I swear, if it weren’t for me, y’all’d’ve worked yourselves to death!”
“Elsieeeee,” Mi-an groaned, rubbing her temples. Woken by the redhead’s noise, she sat up from her sleeping bag and clung to the side of Kat's bed looking like she was half dead. “Can you pipe down a little, we’re literally right next to you. You don’t need to shout.”
“I ain’t shouting!” She said, scarcely quieter than a shout.
‘Oh, she’s hungover.’ Kat realized. "Lemme- I'll get you some meds, Mi-an.” She stumbled out of her chair. If she were being honest, she probably needed some painkillers herself. Even though her own hangover wasn’t as bad, sleeping in a chair hadn’t been her best decision. Her aching neck told her that.
Elsie made a face. “Now I’m kinda glad Owen didn’t let me drink, doesn't seem as fun when you get all sick in the mornin’.”
“Well, it’s more fun when you’ve got proper self-control.” Mi-an scrubbed at her eyes. “But yes, don’t drink… or whatever. It’s most often not worth it.” The Tallsky builder let out a jaw-cracking yawn.
“So? Are we gonna head out?” Elsie bounced impatiently on her heels.
Kat nearly fumbled the glass she was holding, still too groggy to be doing much. “Elsie, we’re probably going to chill for the morning then get back to work. You know, as everyone does, how important this bridge is.”
The redhead pouted. “Awwww, You guys are always busy! When’s the bridge going to be done!?”
“Just a little while.” Kat tried to reassure her. “Look we can all hang out together again once we’re done. I’ve almost got the trusses done and Heidi’s construction team has made decent progress with the supports…” They hadn’t unfortunately, but with Qi cooking up his Team Robot scheme it wasn’t too much of a lie.
“Fiiine. Imma go to the Game Center m’self then. Y’all know where to find me when ya wanna hang out.” Elsie barely finished speaking before she was out the door.
Kat shook her head in amusement. That girl ran around as much as Mi-an. The only difference being that Mi-an runs around for work while Elsie was always running around chasing after every thought that crossed her mind and any critters that crossed her path. She had eventually grown out of it. Training to be a monster hunter did wonders for turning her energy into productivity.
But she still managed to run circles around the rest of them from time to time.
"So, did you get some thinking done while we slept?" Mi-an turned her still bleary eyes to Kat. "Thought about what I said?"
"Yeah, I actually need to talk to you about all that."
The Tallsky builder lifted her head curiously. Then immediately gave up when the weak dawn sunlight touched her eyes. "I could probably use those meds first."
Kat nodded with a chuckle. "And a big glass of water too. I've got some pickle juice in the fridge too if you want that."
Mi-an wrinkled her nose. "Like just a jar of pickle juice, no pickles? Why?"
"It's good for the hotter days, helps rehydrate me after sweating so much… also happens to be a 'hangover cure.'" Kat passed Mi-an the painkillers and a glass of water. "I asked Fang about that once. He said it's because of the salt or something."
"Mmm," Mi-an drained her cup in nearly one gulp. "Do- oh, what did you need to talk about? Can we talk over breakfast at the Moon? I need something greasy…"
"Ah well, it's better to talk to you here in private first since you know, secret stuff…" Kat rubbed her hands together nervously. "But I'll buy you breakfast after."
"I'm going to hold you to that."
The Highwind builder scooted her desk chair around so she could face Mi-an. Sitting down with a heavy sigh. She leaned over and pulled her notes from last night back out. "Right, so, I stayed up last night, writing all these out. I probably need to reread them so they aren't illegible, cause I was kinda tipsy… But-" She flipped open her calendar. "I made some plans. We need to go over the important days and what I need you to do if things go… wrong… on my end."
Mi-an glanced up from the notes at Kat, noticing the serious look settling on her face. "Light… You really think something might happen to you?"
Kat sighed. “Unfortunately, it is a possibility… Just because I know the future, doesn't mean that I’m immortal.”
The Tallsky builder swallowed hard, her mood decidedly dampening. “Just please promise me you won’t do anything too risky.”
“Everything is risky, Mi-an… This is effectively a war front.” Kat shook her head sadly. “Part of all this is I need your help. Hell, right now I’m asking you to risk your life. If anything I should be asking you to stay safe.”
Kat clasped Mi-an’s hands in her own.
“Look, I will do what I can. But the important thing is keeping us all safe. If that means risking my life, that's what I’m going to do.”
Mi-an squeezed her hands back. By the Light, it’s way too early in the morning to be talking about death…” The Tallsky builder looked up, resolute in helping her friend. “What do you need me to do then? We’re in this together.”
With a deep breath, Kat let go and picked up her stack of letters.
“I’ve mapped out the different events that are going to happen over the next few weeks.” She tapped the notes in her calendar. “If you’re right about Logan knowing something about the time reset... I should have one more chance to talk to him if I go to the water tower the morning it gets blown up.”
“Are you going to be okay seeing him?” Mi-an tilted her head in concern.
Kat puffed out a hollow laugh. “Well, aside from possible awkward reunion conversations I think he’d understand that we’ve got more important things to talk about.”
“Right.”
“So, in case something goes wrong I’ve got all these letters. I wrote down who they go to and the information they contain.” The Highwind builder pulled out the letter to Mi-an. “This one’s for you. I- I only want you to open it if I’m killed or captured.”
Mi-an took the letter tentatively. “Captured? You really think Pen would do that?”
“You’ve seen how he’s been behaving lately. I’d wager he’s more likely to kill me, so I’m categorizing ‘capture’ in that same vein.” Kat sank in her chair a little. She’d be lying if the thought didn’t scare her, knowing what kind of things the man had done before… It wouldn’t be a pleasant death. “The most important thing is that you gather everyone together before Duvos gets the chance to invade.”
The Tallsky builder furrowed her brows. Looking at the names on the letters. “Don’t assume we wouldn't mount a rescue operation. Everyone here would.”
“Yeah, I know.” Kat smiled at her. “I’m just over-preparing for any possibility. Assuming I’m able to meet Logan, things should go relatively smoothly.”
“Okay, so… seem solid but…” Mi-an flipped through the schedule Kat gave her. “We’re going to have to add in several hours of training and arming you to the teeth.”
“Ah, we can’t be too conspicuous, you know…”
Mi-an looked up at Kat. “Well, we could use what happened in Gecko Station as an excuse for it. Pen got Matilda to agree to that whole training thing. With the whole town putting pressure on City Hall it wouldn’t be too hard for us to convince everyone that we want to be prepared for any situation like that. Just… without Pen’s presence. I’m pretty sure Justice has already told half the town.”
Kat blinked at her before breaking out in a grin. “This is why I need to run all my plans by you. You’ve got a fresh perspective.”
“Then give me those papers and let’s get this over with so I can get my breakfast.” Mi-an held her hand out with a matching grin.
Notes:
I really hope these chapters aren't too slow. I'm starting to realize putting all the relevant information into words is kinda hard. I wrote these while overworked and I think it shows a little.
Chapter 14: Of Evil and Good
Summary:
A dual POV chapter. A look through the enemy's eyes and a chat about dreams.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Pen watched as the builder ran around her workshop.
He could see the shop from across the Oasis at Burgess’s little water shop. A lucky break since they were both a part of the Church he could hang around there frequently with the excuse that he was making sure things ‘ran smoothly.’ He could watch the builder and her other builder friend running around without raising suspicion.
He'd already been reprimanded once because his behavior was ‘drawing too much attention.’
A flash of warm green clothing and tanned skin caught his eye.
The builder from Highwind was crossing the tracks, running into town on one of her countless errands. Kat was her name if he remembered correctly. The other one was… eh, he didn’t care enough to remember. He only bothered to remember the important one.
Something familiar about the builder from Highwind had prickled at the back of his mind since he first spotted her in front of the town hall. Like he knew her already. He'd even had weird dreams connected to her. Flashes of devastating battles and the bitter sense of failure rolled through his mind like fading memories.
It frustrated him to no end.
She was significantly more plain than any girl he’d taken interest in before. With a skinny frame, a freckled face, and no eye-pleasing curves. Hardly anything interesting about her. Certainly nothing that would have caught the attention of a man like him… except maybe her arms. He couldn’t figure out why his mind fixated on that.
But his instincts were always sharp.
When they told him to watch someone, he listened. Her aversion to his presence only served to further spur his interest. Telling him there was something important about her.
It didn't take long to be proven right either.
The Sheriff was so proud, sharing how she handled herself training for Gecko Station. That she was good with a gun, that she was raised by a Civil Corps member, that she was knowledgeable about Sandrock’s history, so on and so forth. It almost made the Church Enforcer thankful for Justice’s constantly running mouth.
She'd already made a name for herself.
Between stopping the Geegler attack on the Moisture Farm and taking on their army in Gecko Station she was being praised as a hero. Going above and beyond not only as a builder but as a fighter. They said she was brave and lucky.
They didn’t see what Pen could.
Every move she made was calculated. Despite her weak visage, she used knowledge to her advantage. Her tactical acumen was sharper than any sword.
At times it was almost like she could predict the future.
He noticed how much care she and the other builder put into crafting weapons. How much combat training they were doing under the guise of stress from Gecko Station. Their diligence in increasing Sandrock’s defenses. As though she could sense how close her enemies were.
Pen couldn’t help but notice all the friends she was making as well.
Already she had the Civil Corp in her pocket, and just a day after their last encounter she began befriending everyone in town but him. Like she was taunting him with her presence... Or lack thereof. She avoided the Church like the plague. Only talking with Burgess and Dan-bi when they hung around the Oasis.
The farmer, the ranchers, the ranchers’ daughter, the Saloon owner, the town doctor, that insufferable Ataran reporter, the tailor… every new bond Pen watched her forge put bitter contempt in his mouth.
He wasn’t dumb, he knew she was avoiding him.
No one avoided him.
The itch in the back of his mind told him she was his. Like a trophy constantly out of his clutches. It was a level of irritation he hadn’t felt since his training days when the old fogies in command wouldn’t let him onto the battlefield because he ‘wasn’t ready.’
The fact that she wouldn’t talk to him- that she wouldn’t ever be in the same room- irked him.
A small, smarter, portion of his mind told him it was entirely possible that she knew he was a Duvos operative. Or that she was at the very least suspicious of it. What she said before… ‘ I won’t let you hurt Sandrock.’ At the very least meant she knew he didn’t really have the town’s best interests at heart.
As he ascended the stairs back towards the Church, done watching the builders run around like headless rocket roosters, he grinned viciously to himself.
Pen could still recall the last time someone said those exact words to him. When they’d nearly been caught by Sandrock’s older monster hunter. Such bravery. He especially loved remembering the look of bitterness and despair in those blue eyes.
Kat had that same spitfire in her.
It was hidden behind a facade of cowardice and she definitely didn't have the same fighting skills. But it was there and Pen couldn't wait for the day he would squeeze it out of her. There was no feeling quite like breaking such resilient spirits.
Maybe he would have to convince Matilda to let him bring that builder along when they left this Light-forsaken desert.
A token of his victory.
It likely wouldn’t be hard either. Matilda was wary of Kat at first but that quickly changed after they all saw the robot that she’d built for the man at the Research Center. The Minister had said that they should try to convert the builder to their side, but the Enforcer was sure she’d be easily swayed to the side of ‘non-voluntary relocation.' After all, Duvos was only interested in how these people could be exploited.
He couldn’t wait to see how despair looked in her eyes.
Logan sat astride Rambo, his faithful giant goat. The open desert surrounded them. His muscles were stretched and tired, satisfied with the day of adventure he'd had.
He wasn't alone on his ride back to Sandrock this time though.
A small woman sat in the saddle in front of him. The scent of raspberries hung around her petite frame. Alluring warmth radiated from her body as the cold winter air nipped at them both.
His builder.
The yakboy shook his head trying to banish the thought. He had no right to think like that, or about how the delicate lines of her back pressed against his chest… or the way her butt was seated against his hips in the saddle…
He would have to admit he hadn't had the purest of intentions when he'd offered her a ride back to town.
It was an excuse to hold her close.
To feel her body against his.
Despite Logan’s usual disinterest in romance, he was just a regular old red-blooded Sandrock man. He wasn't completely above taking the chance to hold a pretty woman. It was probably the closest he'd get to her anyways.
He shook his head again with a huff.
"Something wrong?"
Her voice startled Logan out of his thoughts. When he looked down her head was tilted to the side so she could look at him, a hint of a bemused smile on her lips. Hazel eyes shining like pools of honey waiting to drown an unsuspecting bumble ant.
Only she could make a poet out of a man like him.
"It's nothin', jus' my thoughts," Logan replied. He had to bite his tongue to avoid adding 'darling' to the end of his sentence.
She wouldn’t want him.
Hell, after everything that's happened to her, he wouldn't be surprised if she swore off relationships entirely. Logan was a witness to her whole world shattering. He’d been too caught up in his own grief and rage to notice at the time… But he’d seen the anguish on her face. It only made sense later when Justice had told him what’d happened.
His heart ached for her.
She had monsters following her and for once he didn't know how to save her.
"Alright then." She hummed quietly, accepting his vague answer. The sound of her voice vibrating against his chest pleasantly.
He'd seen how she reacted every time a man flirted with her. The utter disdain in her eyes. Logan was one of the few lucky enough to still be trusted by her, to be a part of her life. The one thing he feared the most was seeing those baleful eyes turned on him, the sting of rejection, or worse, to see the pain in those eyes again. To be the same kind of monster that'd hurt her in the first place. To ever be comparable to…
No.
She needed someone better.
Someone who wouldn’t become a monster.
With a sigh she leaned her head back, basking in the warmth of the winter sun. Her back pressed fully against his chest. Logan's breath stuttered-
His eyes snapped open.
The dark corners of the hideout coming into view. He was dreaming again. About that woman. The edges of his dream faded as he stepped out of bed as quietly as he could.
Rummaging in his things he looked for his journal.
He wasn't as good of an artist as his Pa but he'd been practicing when he could force himself to sit still. The trick Howlett had taught him was to draw when you could see the beast, or when its image was still fresh in your mind. That way you could best capture how it looks.
Was it rude to call the woman a beast?
Logan paused.
Yes, but she'd been haunting his dreams.
He didn't consider himself a smart man, clever maybe, but smart was Haru’s thing. Complex problem-solving wasn't really his forte. So it was better to look at it from a position he understood best; monster hunting.
His pencil touched the paper. He took his time sketching her face, trying to capture every little detail he remembered from his dream. A heart-shaped face, short loosely curled hair pulled back in a small bun, and round eyes that darted around curiously.
As his drawing took shape a shuffle of feet made him glance around.
Haru had woken up.
"Can't sleep?" The chemist mumbled, rubbing his eyes as he approached.
The hunter sighed. "No.” Haru looked at him with concern and Logan hastily added. “It's different this time."
Haru tilted his head, glancing at the drawing. "So… not a nightmare?" He sounded relieved. The amount of sleep Logan had lost previously due to his night terrors had really concerned his friend.
"Yeah. It's… I honestly don't know how to explain this…" Logan looked back down at his journal. The frustratingly familiar face of the mysterious woman smiling up at him.
"Who's she?"
"I-" Logan tried to recall what he knew from the dream, but other than her face he couldn't remember why he'd been so agitated or what her name was. "-don't know…"
His best friend raised a brow, waiting for him to elaborate.
"I've been having dreams about bein' back in Sandrock." The hunter admitted. "Everyone's there, Duvos is gone and…" he tapped the sketch, "she's there pretty often too. But I don't know who she even is ."
"Maybe she's a tourist we've seen before?" Haru suggested. "She kinda does look familiar…"
"Hmmm…" Logan continued drawing, declining to answer. He doubted that explanation, she felt more familiar than a tourist.
"Oookay… So why're you fixated on her?"
The hunter's head snapped up at that. "I'm not fixated."
Haru watched him with patient but skeptical eyes. Ever able to read his friend. "You're up at what has to be roughly two in the morning drawing a stranger. You’ve been having dreams. There’s something you’re fixated on even if it isn’t her."
Logan huffed but didn't argue. Haru wasn't wrong. He was always more perceptive…
"Are there any other details of the dream you can remember?" The chemist asked.
"Well… You're there, Grace too… and I think I also had a kid? A son, I think." Logan admitted.
“Maybe you’re hopeful about getting back to Sandrock, you told me you’ve been thinking about them lately..." Haru tapped his chin. "Or maybe you just want to settle down, thinking about whether or not we’ll have a life after… all this.” He gestured vaguely. “Wouldn’t surprise me. Ever since Grace showed up, you’ve been getting more and more... agitated."
“I’m ‘agitated’ because this all is taking too damn long. Slow ain’t the pace I like.” Logan grumbled accidentally breaking the tip of his pencil. “Dammnit.”
“You’re not going to argue the part about settling down? I thought you didn’t like the idea of romance.”
“What can I say? Maybe I changed my mind.” The hunter sighed, tossing the journal and pencil onto the desk. He looked up at his best friend, his brother, curiously. “Have you thought about what you’d do? If we live, I mean?”
The two of them had no misgivings about the threat looming over their lives, but it was undeniable that since Grace’s arrival, things weren’t looking as bleak as it was before.
Logan knew if he himself was thinking about the future, his friend likely already had it planned out. Haru was always three steps ahead, even when they’d first met and he’d lived in a small backwater village with no school his whole life. He’d absorbed every book he got his hands on. Even made his own lucrative business while living with Logan and Howlett. A natural talent for learning.
One that Logan felt incredibly guilty about wasting away in a dank cave like this one.
"I actually kinda have, yeah," Haru admitted. “I’ve been thinking I’d try to get into a University… You and Howlett always talked about me getting an education. I just kinda thought I’d be nice to honor that dream.” The chemist rubbed the back of his neck. “Y’know, if we live.”
The hunter stood, pulling Haru into a hug.
“We’ll make it back, Brother. Come hell or high water. Then I’m gonna throw your ass on that train to the nearest school.”
Haru laughed. “I know. I know. I’d do the same for you…” He patted the bigger man’s shoulder before pulling away. “Did’ja say a kid by the way?”
“I did.” Logan scratched his chin. He tried to remember more of the dreams he’d had but all he could recall was the vague notion of a mischievous child. “I dunno, I guess it seems like somethin' I'd do.”
"What, being a dad? Was it with the woman or…?"
"It was a dream, Haru. I honestly don't remember… I don't think so?" The hunter closed the journal, pushing it to the corner of the desk. Maybe if he had another dream he could draw his 'son's' face too.
It felt weird dreaming up a life he never lived-
"Oh good, you're up."
Grace's voice made both men jump like startled Thorny Jumpers.
"Grace!” Logan snapped. “Can you not sneak up on us for once!"
She was walking towards them from the direction of the secret entrance. How she managed to open it and make her way down the steep tunnel would likely forever baffle the two bandits. No doubt with her lording it over them as ‘super secret spy skills.’
"Sorry, sorry." The blond held her hands up apologetically. "I figured you guys would want to know that it's go-time."
"You mean to investigate the Water Tower?" Haru leaned forward curiously.
"Yeah, things are finally winding down a bit… er, mostly. But yes, we have an opportunity now."
"What'd'ya mean 'mostly?' Is it safe or not?" Logan interjected.
"Well… It's a bit of gossip in town… Pen’s been acting strange and- uh- stalking the new builder." The spy shook her head. "It's weird. I've been keeping an eye on that, as have most of the town..." She waved her hand. "But we've got more important things to worry about right now. The Civil Corps isn't patrolling as much." Grace tilted her head. "Er- I guess it was just Unsuur patrolling, Justice has been out of commission because of a broken leg... I mean that the extra 'volunteer' patrols have lessened.”
"So you want us to check it out?" Haru asked.
"It's a good opportunity." Grace nodded. “They just celebrated the bridge opening so everyone's relaxed and sleeping in after a late party."
"I'll go.” Logan stepped towards his equipment stash. “You stay here Haru, no sense in risking us both if we're just scouting."
The chemist opened his mouth to argue when Grace cut him off. "One person is less noticeable than two. He's right about not risking both of you."
Haru shut his mouth with a sigh. "Alright, be safe then. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t."
"You know I will."
It didn't take long for Logan to throw on his equipment and saddle up Rambo. Especially with Grace harrying him. He was out of the hideout and halfway to town less than thirty minutes later. Though he did have to slow a little to navigate Rambo through the darker shadows of the unlit early morning.
He paused as Sandrock came into view.
Painted with the pre-dawn haze and silent save for the gentle symphony of crickets. The sight was breathtaking. Even more so now out of all the times he made a journey like this. If he didn't know better it would almost feel like returning home. Logan turned his gaze towards the Water Tower on the far side of the Oasis.
With any luck, he wouldn’t disrupt the peace.
Notes:
Last chapter for this week. I've got the writing fever, so next week will be fun! It's been hectic the past couple of weeks but I'll have more free time since the semester's out.
See y'all next week!
Chapter 15: A Game of Kat and Bandit
Summary:
Fates cross paths.
(This chapter swaps back and forth between two perspectives; Kat and Logan.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It’s now or never.
Kat sighed as she splashed cold water on her face.
Geared up, plans in place, every possible talk had. It was very early morning right now and the lack of sleep was showing on her face. Instead of risking sleeping through her alarm Kat had stayed up through the night.
It was the morning that the water tower would be attacked.
Mi-an had set up a little ‘encouragement’ party under the guise of pre-opening celebrations for the builder’s work on Catori’s Sandsledding attraction. The Tallsky builder had hugged Kat tight. Both of them knew what would happen and how unpredictable their interference would be. In a way, this celebration was also a last hurrah.
Now, her sword and shield strapped to her back and her pistol on her hip, she was ready to face whatever was going to happen.
Stepping out into the darkness of the early morning, Kat followed down the tracks down towards the far end of Martle’s Oasis. Leaping over where the low Oasis fence met the taller water tower fence she snuck through the bushes towards the space underneath the deck of Burgess’s water store. She’d be able to see somewhat clearly around the fence and, hopefully, intercept Logan before Pen catches him.
If memory served her correctly the bandit would arrive somewhere around dawn.
She was in for a long few hours of waiting…
And more waiting…
The town was bathed in pink pre-dawn light when Kat finally heard a noise. The slow thumping of boots.
He’s here.
Logan approached the water tower cautiously, staying as low as his lumbering form could be.
This was it. Hopefully, he’d find evidence of the spy. Or at the very least foil whatever plan they had for the water tower.
Stepping towards the stairs of the deck he would have to climb to access the fenced-off area around the tower. He was barely a few steps from the shadows of the fence when a hand shot out from underneath the deck. It latched onto his collar and dragged him sideways.
He let out a stifled yelp.
As soon as she saw him step clear of the fence Kat grabbed his collar and yanked with all her might. Trying to drag him into the safety of the shadows under the deck before anyone saw him. He let out a strangled squawk which threw Kat off for a second.
She’d seen this man hurt, surprised, and in all forms of combat, but she’d never heard him make a sound like that.
He recovered first taking advantage of her momentary hesitation and using their momentum against her. Wrapping a larger hand around her shoulder and throwing her to the ground. Pinning her hips with his knees and pressing a forearm across her throat. His significantly heavier weight making escape impossible.
“Wait!” She managed to croak out.
Logan stared at the body underneath him in utter shock.
The woman.
Familiar hazel eyes stared up at him with trepidation and… hope?
He steeled himself with caution. No matter what his heart said, Grace warned him to be wary of anyone who may be around the water tower. That telegram was sent by the spy after all. He needed to figure out what the hell was going on.
“Who’re you?” His voice came out gruff as he tried to keep as quiet as possible. “Why’re you here?”
Kat’s heart sank as she saw his expression harden, his surprise melting into anger and contempt.
She saw a brief flash of recognition in his eyes but his words told her he didn’t know who she was. Not really anyways. Now he was regarding her as a potential enemy.
His arm pressed harder against her throat.
“Wait, wait!” She choked out in a harsh whisper. “I’m Kat, t- the new builder. Please… you have to listen to me.”
Logan felt immensely guilty as he saw the fear in her eyes.
This was the builder Grace was talking about? She’s so… small.
He tried to push down his feelings. Right now, she was a potential enemy of Sandrock. It didn’t matter how small and unassuming she was… or how often she appeared in his dreams. He had to-
“I know what happened to Howlett.” She gasped out.
WHAT.
The bandit stared down at Kat with wide eyes.
His expression was almost unreadable but she could see pain and anger still burning in his eyes. It was a desperate gamble.
She needed to get him to listen.
Seeing the mistrust on his face hurt more than she ever could have imagined. She had to remind herself that he knew nothing. This Logan wasn’t the one she made a pact of trust with, the one who’d let her cry on his shoulder, or the one who fought viciously to protect her.
Tears welled in her eyes.
Even so, she needed to earn his trust again.
The war in his eyes lingered. She had to say something. Anything that would win him over, or at least buy her time to explain. Whatever the case, she had to figure out what to do and fast. It wouldn’t be long before people woke up. They’d be found.
Heavy footsteps shook the planks above them causing them both to tense.
Pen.
There was no one else it could be.
Logan moved his hand to cover the builder’s mouth. Pressing a finger to his lips in a shushing motion his eyes burning with a warning glare. Kat’s breathing turned shallow, struggling to contain her panic.
Several strained moments passed as the Enforcer patrolled around the water tower. The deck thumped as he moved around above them. The rush of blood roared in Kat’s ears, fear settling deep in her chest. Pen’s footsteps paused directly above them and for one horrible moment, she thought he could hear her heartbeat.
“Hellooooo. Is anyone there?” The Enforcer's voice rang out softly.
The builder felt Logan shift on top of her, his eyes fixed on the opening to the street. She grabbed his wrist and when he looked down at her she shook her head. Praying to the Light that he could understand the message in her eyes.
The footsteps above them continued on. Thudding down the wooden steps and stomping onto the cobbles. Headed in the direction of the stairs leading to the church.
Kat let out a silent sigh of relief. Her body shuddered slightly with repressed fear.
Blue eyes watched her through narrowed lids. The mask barring her from knowing his thoughts. He still hadn’t removed his hand from her mouth. She was a little lost on what to do. Getting him to trust her was clearly going to be harder than she thought. It was either tell him everything now or somehow convince him to meet her later. How she would manage either when he wouldn’t let her speak, she wasn’t sure.
The bandit made a decision for her.
With one swift movement, he stood, hauling her over his shoulder and sprinting from cover. She barely stopped herself from squeaking in surprise.
“Hey!” She heard Pen’s voice.
Panic spiked in her again, what’s going on?
A familiar crackle of charging energy echoed in the distance, the relic weapon Pen carried.
BOOM!
The ground shook, fire rained around them.
Kat’s lungs constricted. Unable to contain her panic anymore. She would have screamed if her throat hadn’t closed over. Logan dodged the debris that fell around them and whipped out his gun, firing off a few warning shots at the Enforcer. “Damn, DAMN!” She heard his voice distantly. The Water Tower creaked as the ruined supports gave way dumping the whole structure straight down, crushing the fence. More shots fired from the bandit’s gun as he leapt away from the burning structure.
Despite the commotion around her, the builder couldn’t even bring herself to lift her head. Her ears were deafened by the memory of monstrous laughter, her body ached with the memory of large hands on her. Squeezing her bones until they cracked as she was dragged away towards an ominous line of soldiers. The nightmares of the Northern Ruins flashed before her eyes.
Kat’s world descended into darkness and panic. Fear ruled her world.
“Hey!”
As Logan left the safety of the space underneath the deck he turned to see Pen lingering on the stairs to the church. The Enforcer lifted his hands and crackling energy gathered in his palms. A relic weapon! The hunter leapt out of the way.
The bolt of energy missed, passing a few feet above his head. His skin prickled from the heat of it. It blasted through the supports of the water tower behind him sending shrapnel flying.
“Damn, DAMN!” The hunter grunted out as he dodged the scraps of burning metal raining around them. How powerful could one weapon be if it burned metal?!
Whipping out his gun Logan fired at the Enforcer, forcing him to stumble. Unbalanced, Pen’s feet tangled against the steps. A loud metallic groan caused Logan to look up. With the supports blown and partially melted the water tower was going to fall.
With one massive leap, he pulled himself and the builder out of the way just in time for the water tank to crash against the fence, splintering into burning shards of wood and metal. With barely any water in the tower, there wasn’t anything to quell the flames. The heat nipped at everything around them.
He heard commotion as more people arrived on scene. Pen made no move to use the relic again as Justice had finally stumbled out of his home. Shock and horror on the Sheriff’s face.
“Logan!?” Justice shouted in disbelief. His eyes widened when he saw who the bandit was carrying. “KAT!”
The Sheriff stumbled off his porch, the cast on his broken leg caught awkwardly against the cobbles of the street causing the man to tumble forward, face first, onto the street. Logan felt another spark of guilt seeing his old friend’s panic and pain. Yet another sin for the bandit to bear.
“Kat!” Logan heard another voice behind him. It was Unsuur, the other corpsman, running towards them.
Turning his gun Logan shot wide, aiming to miss but close enough to stop the Corpsman’s rush. Forcing him to leap away. More shouts echoed from down the street and Pen was rushing towards him too.
It was time to get back to Rambo.
Breaking into a sprint he dodged past Unsuur’s desperate lunge, the limp weight of the builder on his shoulder nearly causing the bandit to stumble. With a swift kick, he sent the officer onto his back. Leaving a large dusty boot print square on his stomach. Turning on his heel and sprinting towards the train tracks Logan let out a piercing whistle.
'Aaahhp!'
Hoofbeats clattered to a stop as his trusty goat skidded to a stop in front of him. He threw the builder over the saddle and leapt on. Spurring the large goat down the tracks. Risking a glance over his shoulder he could see that Pen and Unsuur were pursuing on foot. The Enforcer was surprisingly fast, gaining on them despite Rambo’s speed.
The blast of a train horn pulled his eyes ahead of him.
It was barreling down the tracks at them.
With a sharp knee, he guided Rambo to the right just in the nick of time. The locomotive blasted past him. He heard distant shouts of surprise as the two men pursuing the bandit leapt to the other side of the tracks, blocked off by the train as it screeched to a halt.
Taking advantage of their predicament, Logan spurred Rambo on faster. Putting enough distance between them until he was sure they couldn't see him.
With a click of his tongue, he directed the goat towards the path along the cliffside. They'd eventually go nearly vertical down the cliff to where the hideout was. But he'd have to secure the builder first.
He looked down at her with a slight frown.
She hadn't moved or fought since he picked her up… and with a hand on her back he could feel that she was barely breathing either. Every muscle in her body was tense. He could practically feel her erratic heartbeat under his palm.
"Ya still with me, builder?" Logan shook her gently.
No response.
Concern bloomed in his chest. Sure, he didn't trust her but that didn't mean he wanted to hurt her. Hitching her closer in the saddle he turned Rambo towards the secret path to the hideout, making sure to keep a firm grip on the builder as the goat ambled onto the treacherous terrain.
Instead of leaving Rambo at the entrance of the ruin as he usually did, Logan dismounted to open the secret back door to the hideout. He didn’t want to risk carrying the builder down on his own. The track was too steep.
As the surefooted giant goat picked his way down the stacked ruins in the tunnel the best he could do was make sure that she wasn’t jostled from the saddle.
A task that was made more difficult because of how stiff her body was.
Once in the main chamber of the hideout, he led Rambo over to the pen where they kept the goats. Merle, Haru’s goat, blinked at them with curiosity. Lifting the builder off the saddle he patted Rambo’s side.
“I’ll get the saddle off later, ‘Bo. Gotta take care of her first.” Logan gestured as best he could with his arms full.
The goat sneezed in displeasure but obediently took his place in the pen.
Logan made his way towards their bedding area. Looking down at the builder he realized she wasn’t unconscious like he’d thought. Her eyes were open but they were glazed over. Each shallow breath wheezed out of her chest. It’s like she wasn’t really seeing what was around her. ‘ Is she sick or something?’ Logan wondered to himself.
“Haru! Get in here and bring the medkit!” The hunter hollered.
He heard the distant hurried shuffle of feet as he sat the builder gently on the edge of his bed. Logan looked over her for any possible wounds. Maybe he hadn't noticed her get hit by any of the debris from the water tower…
But as he looked he couldn’t see any visible wounds. No bruises either.
“Who’s-?” Haru appeared next to them. He glanced at the woman’s face and his eyes widened as he sucked in a surprised breath. “Is that-? That’s her.”
“She’s apparently the new builder Grace was talking about.” Logan nodded. “Gimme that.” He pulled the medkit out of the chemist’s hands. “I can’t figure out what's wrong with her. She ain’t injured, I don’t think…”
Haru stepped closer, looking at her. “Logan… I think she's just panicked. I’ve- I read about this before.” He sat next to the builder, lightly rubbing her back to try and comfort her. “A… panic attack or something. It can make a person shut down completely.”
“How do we fix it?” The hunter fidgets nervously with the medkit.
He was starting to realize he really hadn’t thought this plan through. Despite his reputation as a bandit, kidnapping a builder had not been on his agenda. But between recognizing her from his dreams and what she said…
‘I know what happened to Howlett.’
His body acted before his mind could, picking her up and fleeing the scene.
“Hey!” Haru snapped. “Are you even listening?!”
Logan jumped. “Ah… what?”
The chemist pinched the bridge of his nose. “I said there’s not much we can do but try to calm her down. Though it’s no wonder why she’s terrified… What in Peach’s name possessed you to kidnap someone!” The usually calm chemist exploded with anger.
“I-”
“And don’t start with that dream shit. You could have asked Grace about her!” Haru seethed. “This is why I usually have to come along, man! You’re reckless!”
“She jumped me first!” Logan noticed the builder flinch at their raised voices. He paused to wrangle his emotions, lowering his voice. “She said-” His voice cracked a little. “She said she knows what happened to my Pa.”
That wiped the anger off of Haru’s face.
He glanced at the near-catatonic builder. With a sigh, he picked up a blanket from the bed and wrapped it around her shoulders. She finally moved, instinctively curling into the blanket.
"Hey, can you hear me?" The chemist spoke softly, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder.
A soft wheeze was the only noise that escaped her as she turned clouded hazel eyes towards him.
"Easy, we're not going to hurt you. We just want to talk." He comforted her.
Her eyes fell slightly before she looked up and met Logan's eyes. "He's going to kill me…" Her voice filled with despair.
The look of sheer hopelessness and terror in her eyes cracked something in Logan's chest. Like all she could see was her own death. He knew this whole bandit thing was terrifying to normal folks but this…
Uncertainty about whether or not she was an enemy be damned. Despite every ounce of logic in him saying she could be a threat, his heart longed to scoop her up and hug her until she felt safe again. To do anything to wipe away that look in her eyes.
Logan had never wanted to scare someone like this.
He never would again.
"L- look, I ain't gonna hurt ya. I didn't mean to scare ya that bad." The hunter tried to pour as much warmth and honesty into his voice as he could. To prove to her he wasn't like that.
"N- no." The builder's voice choked out in a sob. Her eyes looked past him clouded with fearful tears. "P- Pen.” Her body shook as she broke down hysterically. “I don't- I don’t want to die!" She wailed.
The hunter stood awkwardly as Haru pulled the builder into a hug, comforting her with soft-spoken words as she cried.
Pen.
He had a relic weapon. Seeing the explosion must have been what scared her.
It was a hollow relief to Logan, knowing she wasn't scared of him but rather the Enforcer. That didn't stop him from wanting to banish those fears. The look of terror on her face still prickled at his heart and every instinct told him he should comfort her. To show her she was protected from evil.
A habit he'd picked up being a monster hunter, he supposed.
After a few minutes, the builder quieted down. Falling into an exhausted sleep. One that, judging by the look of the bags under her eyes, she wouldn't wake from for a while.
Haru stood letting the builder stretch out on the bed as she dozed.
"C'mon, I think you need to tell me what happened." The chemist strode off towards the old rickety dining table which was now the unofficially designated meeting table.
"Wait- what about her?"
"Let her rest. There's no way she's in any state to talk. Not anytime soon anyways."
Logan glanced back at the woman still wrapped in the blanket like a frightened child.
Reluctantly, he followed his friend. For once he appreciated the lack of privacy in the open cavern. He could keep an eye on her from afar.
"Right," Haru sat on the edge of the table, "Start from the beginning. What the hell happened out there?"
"LOGAN!"
Grace's wrath-filled shout startled both men out of their conversation.
The hunter barely had a chance to turn and see the woman stalking towards him before stars exploded across his vision from her stinging slap.
He actually would have taken the time to marvel at her strength if it didn’t hurt so much. She had a mean right arm. Logan hadn't been slapped like that since he was twenty and was emphatically rejected by an attractive tourist.
"Hey!" Haru leapt out of his chair, ready to protect his friend.
"Blowing up the water tower was one thing but kidnapping Kat?!?" The spy growled. "Do you even know how long it took Matilda and Justice to convince the whole town to not march into the desert with pitchforks and torches?! You better have a damn good explanation for what you did before I drag your sorry ass straight to the Alliance Council myself!" She jammed a finger right under Logan's nose forcing him to flinch back. "Explain." She hissed.
Haru wedged himself between the seething woman and his best friend. Pushing the two apart before she threw hands at the bigger man again. "It wasn't Logan that blew up the tower, it was Pen."
The blond paused, turning her burning gaze to the chemist. “Alright. If I believe that, what's his excuse with-” Grace glanced around. “Wait. Where is she?”
Logan pointed at the bundle of blankets on his bed rising and falling ever so slightly as the builder slept. “She’s there. Seemed too frightened to talk.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “As for th’ reason; she found me first. Said she knows what happened to my Pa.”
Grace’s eyes snapped back to the bandit’s face. “What did she say, exactly?”
“Uh- just that. Only said she knows what happened… Pen kinda interrupted us.”
“Alright, alright...” Grace scrubbed a hand over her face before pausing. “How did Pen blow up the tower?”
“He had a relic weapon.”
The spy looked back and forth between the two men. Her earlier anger drained from her with a sigh. “I never would have guessed. I knew there was no way he could normally be as strong as he is, but I thought it was drugs, not a relic weapon… He must be really good at hiding it.” Looking back at Logan her eyes fixed on the reddening mark on his face. “Sorry.”
The larger man touched his cheek, wincing from the sting. “S'all right. I kinda deserved it.”
“What do you think we should do, Grace?” Haru stepped out from between the two, satisfied that no more violence would occur.
“Well, we need to learn what she knows first.” The blond glanced back over to where the builder was. “I would be lying if I said I wasn’t curious about what she knows about your father, Logan.” The blond’s eyes narrowed. “You said she came to you at the Water Tower?”
“Gave me a fright, too.” The bandit admitted with a sheepish shrug. “She was waiting for me.”
“Hmmm…” Grace hummed to herself.
“Pen shot at them both… You think she might be a defector?” Haru tilted his head curiously.
The other two looked at him.
“It would make sense.” The blond spy thought for a second. “We’ll interrogate her, but since she’s already here I want you two to keep an eye on her for a few days. The town is far too dangerous for her now and we need to know if we can trust her.”
“We barely have more than a week's supply between the two of us, Grace,” Logan interjected. “You said yourself there’s a limit to how much you can bring out to us.”
“You worked as a hunter before, didn't you? Make use of that or steal some supplies.” Grace shook her head. “Figure out something for now. I’ll see what I can do on my end but we all have to lay low either way. We can’t risk her being found and silenced.”
The spy met the bandit’s eye.
“She stays here.”
Notes:
We're in Act II of our story now BABY! The timelines are diverging!
Only one chapter for this week, sorry folks. I'm trying to avoid burning out and I really want to make sure that the second act chapters get the TLC that they deserve. Hope y'all enjoyed this exciting chapter though.
Have fun and I'll see y'all next week!
Chapter 16: Out of the Frying Pan...
Summary:
Mi-an's on her own.
Chapter Text
To say Mi-an was panicking would be an understatement.
She and Kat had not planned for this.
They'd thought out plans for death, injury, and possible capture or invasion by Duvos. But Kat getting kidnapped by Logan ?!? It really gave the Tallsky builder a lot of misgivings about the bandit.
Did this count as capture? Kat had given a letter to open. 'I only want you to open it if I am killed or captured.' This has to count… right?
Mi-an was digging through the plans and letters she and Kat had made together.
Of all the times to be dealing with the disorganized mess that was Kat's workshop…
They’d recently remodeled. From the front door, there was now a common area, complete with a dining table and a kitchen with plenty of windows for sunlight. The doors to the two new bedrooms were to the left, one for Kat, closer to the front door, and one for guests, as well as a few smaller quality-of-life improvements to the shack such as structural reinforcements and an attached full bathroom that wasn’t the old outhouse in the corner of the yard.
It was honestly a miracle that the Highwind builder lived without indoor plumbing for a couple of months…
But the remodel meant that all of the important stuff had been hastily moved and reorganized. Finding a single letter among the stacks of commission papers, notes, and other letters, was like looking for a needle in a stack of needles. Dang near impossible.
Oh, wait. There it is.
She pulled the envelope from its hiding spot triumphantly.
The Tallsky builder froze, The letter felt like a lead weight in her hands. It struck her just how serious this whole situation was. She hadn't been this anxious since she took her licensing test- Wait, no. This was a whole other level of stress.
Her friend’s life hung in the balance.
A knock on the door caused Mi-an to jump, dropping the letter from trembling fingers. “Mi-an! I know you’re in there!” Elsie’s voice came through the door. “I need your help!”
With a groan the builder picked up the letter she dropped, placing it back on the desk before leaving Kat’s bedroom and striding over to answer the door.
“Elsie, I’m a little busy right now…” Mi-an sighed.
The ranch hand pushed past her and closed the door behind her. “I know, I know. You’re worried about Kat too, right?”
“She was just kidnapped by a bandit, Elsie.” The Tallsky builder stressed. “Everyone's more than a little worried about her.”
“That’s why I need your help, Mi-an! I wanna break into Logan’s old house, there’s gotta be some explanation for what he’s doin’!” Elsie grabbed her hand. “The Logan I know would never do somethin’ like this… there’s gotta be something more we don’t know! Or maybe we can find a clue to his hideout!”
She tried to drag the builder along out the door.
“Elsie, wait!” Mi-an pulled her arm back. “We can’t just go barging around town-”
“We have to though!” Elsie turned on her heel, her eyes glimmering with frustrated tears. “I can’t believe that he’d just change like this. When we were younger he was the goodie-two-shoes! There’s gotta be a reason… he wouldn’t hurt Kat. Right?” Her voice cracked with her question.
Ah. Logan and Elsie lived their whole lives in Sandrock. Elsie saw him as family. It must be turning her whole world upside down thinking that someone that close to her had hurt one of her friends.
“Look, Elsie. You’re not wrong.” Mi-an squeezed her hand. “Kat and I suspected something, too. We’ve been looking into it… but there isn’t much to look at in his house anyways.”
Curious eyes turned towards her, the storm of tears dissipating almost instantly.
“What’d'ya mean by that?” The ranch hand tilted her head, a look of confusion on her face.
“I- er-” Mi-an realized she just admitted to doing a crime. “Look, We maaay have broken into his house before. Don’t tell anyone.”
It was a little out of character but Mi-an couldn’t help her curiosity when Kat had first told her about all the time travel stuff. She lives right next to his house. How could she not pop in for a look around? It was so easy to just remove the door knob from the front door and walk right in.
There really wasn’t much evidence there, though.
“By the Light, Mi-an! I didn’t know you had it in ya!” Elsie laughed loudly, clapping an arm over the builder’s shoulders. “I shoulda come to ya sooner… uh- did you really not find anything?” The redhead pulled back, her amusement instantly melting to disappointment.
“I didn’t.” Mi-an shook her head. “At least not anything that doesn't prove what we already know.”
Elsie slumped.
“But-!” The Tallsky builder hurried to add. “Kat was onto something before… all this. There is something more to what’s going on. It’s why she was there when Logan was at the Water Tower.”
“Well don’t keep me hanging! What did she say?” The redhead gained back her enthusiasm, bouncing with anticipation. Boy did she have a lot of energy.
Wait.
How was Mi-an supposed to explain all this? She hadn’t read Kat’s letter yet. Should she tell the truth? How did Kat do it?
Improvise.
“I- well- uh…” You can do this Mi-an, you’ve got this. “She didn’t tell me much about her latest lead.” Good, pleading ignorance always works… let’s add a little truth. “We think it has something to do with his father.”
“Well duh.” Elsie rolled her eyes with a huff. “Everyone in town knows he went on the run because Howlett died in the Church explosion.” Her expression turned somber. “He’s gotta be hurtin’, he loved his Pa.”
“That’s the thing, Elsie. We think Howlett told him something before he died.”
The redhead’s eyes snapped to Mi-an’s. A look of realization dawning in her eyes.
“You think he had unfinished business? That's why Logan’s doin’ all this?” A rare look of calculation crossed Elsie’s face. “Why would he be attackin’ Sandrock though? Both of ‘em loved this town…”
“I dunno, Else. Presumably, only Howlett and Logan knew that.”
Elsie leapt up suddenly, clapping her hands together and startling the builder.
“I know! His Pa had written some books- journals- and I think they’re still in the library at City Hall! Maybe those have some answers.” With that the redhead was back out the door running off towards Main Street, not even pausing long enough to close the door behind her properly.
Wow, Elsie was easily distracted. Mi-an shook her head, shutting the door. It was a bit of a relief for her though she couldn’t help but feel a little bit of worry. That girl had a knack for getting into trouble. Kat had said she was integral to the plans to defeat Duvos but Mi-an just couldn’t see it. Elsie was just too… immature.
Picking up the letter from where she left it the Tallsky builder settled in to read, her leg shaking with anticipation.
‘If you’re reading this, Mi-an, I am probably dead.’
Well, that’s not a comforting start. Thanks, Kat.
‘At the very least, I’m not there to help you with our plans to stop Duvos. If that’s the case you already know I want you to send out the letters we wrote together. The most important one to send first is the one to my friend Nia and my Mom back in Highwind.’
Okay, that made sense. They’d gone over their plans before, the letters contained info about the Duvos plots, both the water siphoning and the excavation in the Northern Ruins. Mi-an just had to go around and talk to them.
‘After that, you’ll want to talk to Grace. Give her the letter I wrote for her and tell her what I told you about the Duvos spies. Don’t be afraid to tell her that it was me who told you. She’s generally suspicious of everything and everyone. She’ll warm up to you though.’
Right. Grace was an Alliance spy. It was kind of baffling to know that the debate team champion and menace of the kitchen at the Blue Moon was a spy. But weirder things have happened. Mi-an could only hope she didn’t get in trouble.
‘You’re my closest friend in this life and I wouldn’t have it any other way, Mi-an. Whatever course you take when I’m gone please be safe. More than anything I want you to make it out alive.’
‘Good luck,’
‘Kat.’
Mi-an let out a shaky breath.
Though she knew it was more of a precaution, she hated that it was written as a death letter.
Kat was like the sister Mi-an never had. Heck, she’d even fit right in considering everyone in her whole family were builders. It hurt to think about her being gone. Even if it was entirely theoretical and she was just 'kidnapped' not dead.
Sure, Kat had never talked bad about Logan. Told her about how good, how heroic, of a person he was. But right now… he really seemed like the bandit everyone had warned Mi-an about.
She just wanted Kat back home and safe.
With another sigh, she sorted through the rest of the letters on the table. Looking for the one addressed to Nia. She’d need to pay Jensen an expedite fee to get it onto a train by tonight.
Stepping out the door she scanned her surroundings, thinking.
The first thing she needed to do was send the letter, then look for Grace.
That seemed like a simple enough start to her plans. After that, she’d be a little swamped with the work to rebuild the Water Tower. Yan had charged her with completing the whole thing by herself. ‘The way I see it newbie, you now have two workshops to use. You should be able to produce twice as much. We’ll see how great of a builder you really are.’ He had sneered at her.
If the town didn’t need her so desperately right now she would’ve quit right then and there.
Mi-an grumbled to herself as she crossed the tracks, her boots thumping onto the rattling station stairs. Maybe she could bring that up with City Hall. Unfortunately, she didn’t trust Matilda to actually do anything, she was one of the Duvos agents after all.
“Howdy, Miss Mi-an! How can I help you?” Jensen’s warm voice rang from across the platform.
“Hi Jensen! I was wondering if I could get this letter onto the late train to Highwind.” Mi-an smiled up at the train conductor. “I need it to go out by tonight.”
“Ah, is that a letter to Miss Kat’s family?” A somber look crossed the older man’s face.
“Yeah, it- it is.” The builder’s smile faltered.
It was barely noon yet and everyone had already heard about what had happened that morning. There was a near mutiny when the Civil Corp broke the news to everyone gathered around the ruined Water Tower. Miguel, the local pastor, only further whipped them into a frenzy by ranting about the incompetence of their Sheriff and the absent Mayor Trudy. Pushing for Matilda to use town funds to hire a bounty hunter. Between Justice and Matilda it took the better part of two hours to finally calm everyone down.
After that, the mood around town felt too much like a funeral.
“I’ll make sure it gets to Highwind posthaste.” Jensen nodded solemnly. He stopped her when she reached for her wallet. “No, need for that. The station will handle the fees. You do what you need to.”
“Thank you, Jensen.” Mi-an smiled at him before making her way off the platform.
Time to hit the Saloon.
It wasn’t likely that anyone would be in there today. Everyone had hidden away in their houses after the explosion. No one was in the mood to chat or eat considering they’d been stabbed in the back by someone they still considered one of their own.
She hoped the Blue Moon was still open. Otherwise, she’d have to track down Grace on her own. Mi-an wouldn’t even know where to start looking, the blond was rather elusive when she wasn’t at the Saloon.
Thankfully the door opened.
Inside was empty though.
“Hello?” Mi-an called out as she approached the counter. It was eerie seeing the usually bustling bar empty.
“Mi-an?” Owen poked his head out from the kitchen. “Everything alright?”
“Oh, hey Owen. Yeah, I’m looking for Grace.”
The Saloon owner sucked in a breath through his teeth. “Oh, I gave her the day off today. Didn’t figure many folks would be comin’ in…”
The builder groaned. “Do you at least know where she is?”
“Well, she lives in the apartments… Though she doesn't spend much time there.” Owen tilted his head. “What do you need her for? I can let her know you’re lookin’ for her if I see her.”
“Ah, well. It’s about a thing…” Think up a better reason, Mi-an, c’mon. “She- uh- had a commission for her University project. I just wanted to talk about some things with her before I end up too busy with the Water Tower…”
That’s a better excuse.
“Alright, I’ll let her know if I see her.” Owen nodded.
Mi-an turned to leave- “Wait-” The Saloon owner called out.
The builder turned back, a questioning look in her eyes as the big man moved to stand closer.
“Are- are ya doin’ okay?”
“What do you mean?” She tilted her head, confused.
“Well, You and Kat were really close… I just wanted to make sure you’re alright, since y’know… what happened.”
“I appreciate the concern but I wasn’t the one kidnapped.” Mi-an reminded him heavily.
“It’s just- It can’t feel good losing someone like that.” Owen rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. “If you need someone to talk to-”
“Don’t talk about her like she’s dead.” She snapped.
Seeing the man flinch she felt bad. He was trying to be kind and here she was getting snippy with him. At the very least she could be polite back.
“Sorry, sorry.” Mi-an shook her head. “Yeah, it’s been a rather stressful morning… It doesn't help that President Yan gave me the whole dang Water Tower commission when all I want to do is help Justice and Unsuur look for Kat.” She let a little of her frustration spill out.
“Whoa, wait. The whole tower? Can he even do that?” Owen balked at the thought of how much work was loaded on the one builder. “That commission is an emergency for the town too, it should be split up among all the builders around Sandrock.”
“I know. I wanted to dispute it but he wouldn’t hear me out…” Mi-an whined, her usual energy draining from her whole body. “I don’t even have the time to talk to anyone about it.”
The Saloon owner plopped a massive hand down on the builder’s shoulder. “Let me handle that, Darlin’. You’ve been through enough, I’ll make sure you get a team to work with.”
She gave him a beaming smile. “I’d owe you my life, Owen.”
“It’s no problem, you go find Grace- and don’t be afraid to ask me, or anyone in town, for help! Ya hear?”
—
Mi-an unfortunately did not find Grace.
She searched high and low all afternoon. Checking each apartment. Asking around town. Even scaling the cliff above the entrance to the Breach and scanning the whole town and beyond. But the blond was nowhere to be found.
The Tallsky builder couldn’t help but watch the sunset with a sinking feeling.
She’d failed to find Grace and thus failed to get Kat help.
It felt like she’d let down her friend.
The Civil Corp had been out all day searching and when they came back that evening it was clear they hadn’t found them. The Sheriff had a dark look on his face and Unsuur looked distressed. There would be little chance of finding either the builder or bandit as the trail got colder with each passing day.
Tomorrow would be the first day that Mi-an would have to figure things out without guidance. The first day in months she wasn’t backed by Kat’s seemingly endless knowledge or confidence. It was more daunting than when she’d first moved to Sandrock.
As the sun sank below the horizon Mi-an could only cling to the hope that Logan was as good of a person as Kat thought he was.
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Chapter 17: ...Into the Fire
Summary:
The gang interrogates their new friend.
(CW: Minor mentions of Stalking and SA. Non-graphic but take caution anyways.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat woke slowly from a surprisingly restful sleep. The world around her was shockingly cozy and warm. With a sigh she snuggled deeper into the covers, marveling at how soft the bed was and how safe she finally felt. Finally, peace.
Wait.
Her eyes snapped open, tense as a coiled snake.
The last thing she could remember was the explosion at the Water Tower. Her mind was fuzzy with fear and panic after that. She couldn’t even remember where or when she fell asleep.
She also didn’t have the weapons she so clearly remembered strapping to herself.
Blinking, she lowered the covers from her face and didn’t recognize where she was. Outside of the comfort of the bed, the air was cold and dusty. Hazy afternoon sunlight lit the cave around her in a soft orange light. Her whole body tensed again as she glanced around- wait- she did recognize this place.
It was Logan’s old hideout.
‘I was kidnapped.’ Kat realized with dismay.
“Ah. You’re awake, builder.” The builder heard a familiar soft voice from nearby.
Her eyes focused a little and she could see a slightly built man with bluish-black hair and a dark mask covering the lower half of his face sitting to her right. She relaxed as she recognized him. It was Haru.
He looked up and waved, gesturing for someone, presumably Logan, to come over.
“We’ve got a few questions to ask you.” The chemist looked back down at the builder.
Sitting up in the bed Kat saw Logan striding towards them, a rope in his hands. Really? They were definitely taking this whole kidnapping thing seriously. The Highwind builder didn’t know if she should feel touched or slightly annoyed.
“Is that really necessary? I may be a good shot, but I don’t have my pistol and you both are twice my size.”
The bandits seemed a little taken aback by her lack of fear.
“Alright. But if ya start actin’ up I ain’t afraid of tying you up, missy.” Logan’s voice was unusually gruff.
'He’s using his bandit voice.' Kat had to bite the inside of her cheek in an effort to not laugh.
Haru had told her that he had always had a flair for the dramatic as a kid and that it lent well to their whole ‘bandit shtick’ while they were on the run. She’d only seen it once herself. When they’d first recruited her into the gang to help investigate the Duvos spy in the previous timeline.
Being on the receiving end of his act was kind of cute considering she knew what a friendly goofball the big hunter really was.
“Take me out to dinner first.” She scoffed under her breath.
Glancing back up at him she opened her mouth to speak when she realized they’d heard her. Neither bandit could meet her eyes. Logan looked mortified, crimson was spread across the bits of his nose and cheeks that peaked out from under his mask. Haru, on the other hand, was stifling a laugh.
Kat cleared her throat, trying to ignore the awkwardness she created. Logan moved next to her, plopping the rope down on the nightstand between the two beds. He avoided eye contact for a few seconds longer as he fought to get his embarrassment in check.
When he finally met her eyes again she could see curiosity burning in sky blue.
"I think we need to have a talk, builder." He tilted his head.
"Yeah," Kat spoke hesitantly.
It was easy to banter with them. To pretend that this was like any other time when she’d known them. That her life had not been reset and that they were her friends.
But she was a stranger in their eyes.
Somehow she doubted that they'd be as easy to convince about the whole time reset thing as Mi-an was.
“This might sound crazy… but I’m from the future.” She started nervously. “I know you won’t believe me but you already know Sandrock’s in danger. It’s worse than you think.”
When the builder looked back up she saw the two bandits exchange skeptical glances.
“Well,” Haru took a seat back on the stool next to the bed. “Why don’t you start with what you know about Duvos.”
He spoke gently, like he was talking with a child… or a crazy person.
Kat sighed.
“You don’t believe me.”
“Whether or not we believe you is up to us, Builder. Just tell us what you know.” Logan’s voice rumbled with impatience.
“Is Grace here, at least?” The builder met his eyes again. “It’d save us the trouble of having to explain this a second time…”
The bandit tensed, his eyes briefly flickered to a wooden dressing screen sitting inconspicuously in the corner. Kat glanced over to it as well. ‘I should have guessed.’ “You want to hear from the horse’s mouth, Grace?”
A hand appeared from behind the screen, sweeping it to the side to reveal the blond spy. She cut a glare at Logan. “You know you shouldn’t look at something that's hidden, right?” Her gaze turned towards the Highwind builder. “As for you, I suppose I should have expected you to know I was working with them. Is that why you avoid me?”
Kat winced, a little guilty. “Well, not exactly. You being an ACI agent is a little intimidating but I mainly didn’t want to get thrown in the loony bin if I couldn’t prove the time travel thing…”
Grace raised a brow at that. “You really believe that you came from the future.”
“Well, yeah. How else would I have known to find Logan at the Water Tower?” The builder spoke matter of factly.
“You could be the spy,” Logan replied.
That made Kat balk.
“I hadn’t thought of that…” She really wished she had. “Uh- I don’t know if it’ll help much but Mi-an can vouch for me. I told her everything from the start.”
“Hm… Why don’t you tell me what you know about the Duvos spy in Sandrock then?” Grace regarded her calculatingly. “I’ll fact-check it, then maybe I’ll believe you.”
The Highwind builder nodded. If anything, she could at least trust Grace to investigate thoroughly. With any luck, she could at least help them deal with the spy problem.
“I know Logan and Haru only went rogue because Howlett warned them about Duvos in Sandrock.” Both bandits looked at her in surprise. “Right now you guys probably believe that their plan is to drive people out of Sandrock by slowly draining Martle’s Oasis. You’re not entirely wrong either.” She paused, gathering her thoughts. “But it’s a scapegoat plot- a cover- for their real operations in the Northern Ruins.”
“There’s more than one of them? Is Pen one?” Logan interrupted curiously.
Kat glanced back up at him. “Yeah, uh- Pen is one of the worst ones actually… It’s him, Matilda, and Miguel-” She tilted her head, thinking. “Though, Miguel doesn’t know about Matilda… he’s not innocent but he is being manipulated by Duvos. There's also Yan, though that's because they needed a builder for the piping under the Oasis. He doesn't know much, they just pay him a lot.”
“That’s nearly the entire Church plus the Commerce Guild...” Haru looked horrified.
“And Matilda’s running City Hall…” Grace rubbed her head in concern. “If you’re right they’ve got full control of Sandrock.”
“And an entire army in the Northern Ruins,” Kat added.
All three looked at her in surprise.
“An army?”
“Yeah, They had- er, I guess it’s have now- a whole airship ready to invade Sandrock if their spies get found.” Kat glanced back at Grace.
“A whole damn invasion…” Logan rubbed a hand over his face. “Shit.”
Kat nodded. “I- I should have come to you sooner, Grace. But these people aren’t afraid of hurting civilians, they are full-on ready to go to war over those ruins.”
“What’s even in there?” The blond looked at her.
“Mainly? Starship engines.” Kat replied. “Though there’s more to those ruins than just the Olympia space tech. That’s where the machine that sent me back in time is.”
“Hmm…” Grace looked skeptical. “I’ll look into it then.” The spy’s eye softened momentarily. “Either way, don’t apologize for coming forward with this info. Considering how aggressive Pen has been around you, I’m not surprised you were terrified. Though I’ll admit I thought he was trying to-'' She noticed Kat flinch and cleared her throat. “Ah, maybe best to not dwell on that … Do you know where I can find any concrete proof of what you’re talking about?”
“Well, other than the Northern Ruins there’s the Water thieving operation right underneath the Oasis… we could access it from the locked door in the Water Storage room underneath the Temple, which would require some key schematics that Yan has stowed in his house somewhere. There’s also a secret trapdoor underneath Burgess’s water shop that leads directly to the relic they’re using to steal the water.” Kat met the spy’s eyes again, hopeful. “That would be a good place to start.”
“Alright. But there is no we. I’m investigating this on my own.” She shook her head. “You’re going to be staying here with Logan and Haru for now. We will figure out what to do after I get some solid evidence.”
“I’m- you- you’re holding me captive?!” Kat looked between all three of them, dismayed.
“Think of it as a ‘non-voluntary’ vacation, builder.” Logan shrugged a slight glint of amusement in his eyes. “I heard through the grapevine that you an’ yer friend ain’t great at taking breaks.”
“This is serious, Logan.” She snapped at the bigger man. “Keeping me here just puts you two in danger.”
Grace placed a gentle hand on the builder’s shoulder. “That's a risk we’re willing to take, Kat. Think of it as insurance. If you’re lying, we still have you here to talk, if you’re not lying, your life is in danger. Either way, I’m not taking that risk.”
Kat deflated a little. It did make sense, she just wasn’t happy about it. Especially knowing that both Mi-an and Justice were probably freaking out back home.
“Fine.”
—
Grace, Haru, and Logan stood around the hideout’s meeting table. Just far enough to be out of earshot from the builder who’d decided to catch up on more sleep. Soft snores punctuated the tense quiet air.
"So," Grace started, "Aside from the time travel nonsense… Yan’s working with the Duvos spies, and those spies are the church… and there's a Duvos base in the Northern Ruins? What do you guys make of it?"
"I'm inclined to trust her," Logan spoke immediately.
The spy looked at him, a brow raised.
"The- uh- the time travel nonsense might not be nonsense." Logan felt a little sheepish with what he was about to admit. He picked up his journal off the table, flipping to the page where he'd drawn the builder's face.
Grace’s eyes widened a little with surprise before hardening with suspicion. "Have you been going near town?"
"No. I've never met or seen her before. But I've been having dreams about her." The bandit shook his head. “They’re detailed dreams too. Like memories. So, unless Duvos has some weird dream-based brain ray machine… she might not be lying.”
“There’s also that power surge that happened when she arrived,” Haru interjected. “You said the epicenter was Sandrock. Could be those machines she was talking about in the Northern Ruins.”
“Hm,” Grace hummed uncertainly to herself. “It is too much to be a coincidence… How about this? I’ll check out the Water Storage like she suggested. You two build rapport with her, get her to talk. I don’t think I could rightly call myself an Intelligence Agent if we didn’t investigate that too.”
Both bandits nodded.
“Hey Grace,” Haru piped up, “What did you mean when you were talking about Pen? You thought he was trying to- what?”
The blond flinched at that. “Well- He was…” She cleared her throat. “Justice was really worried that he might try to- uh- force himself on her. It skeeves me out just thinking about it… Even with the fact that she knows about him being a Duvos agent, he’s unusually obsessed with her.” Grace ran a hand through her hair, looking intensely uncomfortable. “Practically everyone in town was worried about that situation, but Matilda wouldn’t do much more than verbally reprimand him. Justice was incredibly frustrated because he couldn’t arrest Pen since he hadn't committed any crimes yet .” She shook her head with a sigh. “It’s been a little bit of a shit show in town lately…”
Logan shook his head sadly. Sandrock really had gone to hell since he’d been gone. He felt a little guilty that he wasn't there to stop it.
A thought struck him. Oh. “I forgot to ask what happened to my Pa.”
It was the first time in a long time that he was entirely focused on the mission and the safety of Sandrock without thinking about Howlett’s death. Whether because he was distracted by the builder or the situation at hand, he was finally focused on the here and now. Not the mistakes of his past.
That thought was somehow disconcerting and comforting at the same time.
“Well, include that in the list of things to ask her about.” Grace gave him a look of understanding, as though she could sense what he was thinking. “Try to see if you can get more information about the ‘from the future’ thing too. If she isn’t lying… well, I would certainly be interested in learning what the future is going to be like.”
Logan nodded, then glanced over at their dwindling supplies. “I… suppose I should probably head out to rustle up some grub for us. We’ve got about four days' supply now that we’re three.”
“Oh! I can help with that. I won’t be able to bring you guys some more supplies anytime soon. But-” Grace continued, pulling a small map out from the pocket of her apron. “If you guys need supplies, or something to do so you don’t go crazy, I’ve made a map of some wagon routes and some monster sightings from the nearby villages.”
She tapped a circled area far west from Sandrock. “I’ve also heard there’s a particularly nasty monster here. The village folk are having trouble finding someone to take it down and it’s claimed one of the local watering holes.” She looked up meaningfully at Logan. “A little might go a long way to repair your reputation, even if we haven’t cleared your name yet.”
The hunter brightened at the thought of finally getting out of the hideout for once.
He was glad to have a chance at some sense of normalcy. Monster hunting wasn’t something he’d ever give up, bandit or not. Plus, with any luck, he could also find one of the many wild yakmel herds that traveled the desert. They could do with some fresh meat.
“Thanks, Grace. This means a lot.”
With a nod, Grace turned to leave.
“You guys take care of yourselves, we’re in the homestretch now.” She called over her shoulder before disappearing around the corner.
Logan snatched up the map from the table. It was evening now but he wasn’t sure he’d be able to sleep with how excited he was. He was more than ready to jump back into the field.
Haru snorted a soft laugh at his friend’s energy, clapping a hand against his shoulder. “While I’m glad to see you excited for a hunt again man, we probably need to figure out a sleeping arrangement for ya.”
The bigger man glanced up. Oh, right. The builder was sleeping in his bed.
“I’m pretty sure we’ve got some wood n’ blankets, we can whip up a sleepin’ area for her tomorrow.” He scratched his head. “Could probably rope her into helpin’ out too. Since she’s a builder.”
“Yeah,” The chemist nodded, “I meant for tonight though. You can’t exactly share the bed.”
Logan gave the man a long-suffering look. They both knew about his preference for super soft beds. With his own occupied, he only had a blanket and the floor to make do with.
“Thank you for reminding me.” He retorted dryly.
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Notes:
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Mi-an stumbled out of bed confused.
She wasn’t in her house.
As she blinked the sleep from her eyes, the alarm clock blaring annoyingly on the nightstand, she realized she was in the guest room at Kat’s workshop. The Builderbox Workshop. She had chosen to stay there so it would be easier to start work on the new Water Tower.
Shaking her head to clear the last of her sleepy fog, she sighed.
An all too familiar invisible weight seemed to materialize on her shoulders. The weight of expectations and stress. She knew those too well.
“Coffee.” Mi-an announced to the empty room.
Now wasn’t the time to get mopey. She’d been studying hard and had been building for five-odd years now. She spent most of her career in the protective wings of her family. The whole reason she’d moved to Sandrock was to help the town and be the best builder she could.
To be her own builder.
As she set the small kettle on the stove she hummed to herself. A small ditty that'd been stuck in her head since she heard it on an old record player at her parent's workshop. It was a self-calming technique that her mother taught her.
She likely wouldn’t be relaxing anytime soon. Especially once she set her eyes upon the diagrams for the Water Tower. So, she could at least enjoy one quiet moment with a cup of coffee before all the chaos found her.
Unfortunately, she knew she wouldn’t really relax if she didn’t have something to focus on.
It was why gardening suited her as a hobby. She had a way to be productive without overworking herself. Now, though, she’d probably just have to head out and grab the diagrams and look over them while having her coffee. As much as she wanted to retreat to the Moisture Farm and spend all day planting with Zeke…
Well, a builder’s work waited for no one.
Mi-an turned the stove off and trudged to the front door. With her luck, and Yan as her boss, she’d probably have to run all the way over to her own workshop to pick up the diagrams. Even though she explicitly told the cursed commissioner that she’d be staying at the Builderbox Workshop.
Outside the door, however, she was greeted by a surprising sight.
A few people were gathered around the mailbox at the gate to the Workshop’s yard. Two of the builders that lived outside of town, Slack and Wang Jr., were standing near the workshop’s fence gate. They were deep in conversation with two of Rocky’s crew as well, Venti and Fei.
"Heya!" Venti shouted enthusiastically, nearly stumbling right into the fence in her haste to greet Mi-an.
"Mornin', Jack!" Slack called out. "Slack and the boys are here to help, we got your back."
"You- wha-?" Mi-an was struggling to comprehend what was going on. "Help?"
“Yeah! We overheard Boss talkin’ with Owen n’ he said that old mopstick of a boss you got is overworkin’ ya an’ didn’t let anyone help ya on the Water Tower.” Venti spoke a mile a minute. “We figured you could use an extra hand, or eight.” She grabbed Mi-an’s hand and shook it vigorously.
“The Commiss- er- President Yan sent us.” Wang Jr. interjected. “The Minister came in early this morning to get a team assigned to the Water Tower build. He didn’t look too happy about it…”
The Tallsky builder stood, open mouth shocked for a few moments longer. She knew Owen had said he would help her get a team, but having them arrive the next day? The man worked fast apparently.
“Yan approved this?” Mi-an still couldn’t get over that part. The fraudster ‘Commissioner’ hated her with a passion. It was surprising to think that he’d let this slide.
“Well, he didn’t have much choice, he would’ve been smacked.” Slack nodded. “The fact he tried to leave us out was just wack.”
A grin spread across Mi-an’s face.
The weight of the morning lifted from her shoulders.
“So, where do we start?” She clapped her hands together, looking expectantly around the group.
They all stared blankly at her.
“O- okay,” That dampened the Tallsky builder’s enthusiasm a little. It looked like she'd be taking the lead in this project. A little intimidating, but nothing she wasn’t prepared to handle. “Do we at least have the diagrams?”
“Oh! Right here!” Wang Jr. pulled the diagrams out of his toolbelt.
Grabbing them from him she looked over them. The Main Tank, the Water Main, the Pumping Station, the Frame, and the Water Filter. They could divide up the labor…
“I’ll need some time to look over these and come up with a plan.” Mi-an looked up at the team, her team, and smiled. “Would you guys like some coffee?”
—
It didn’t take long to devise a plan that put everyone to work. In fact, they’d all had some extra time to finish their cups of coffee before they started. Mi-an and Slack worked on building and welding the structures, Wang Jr. was sorting the materials based on which part they’d be used for, Venti handled supplying the machines and furnaces, and Fei handled the scrap recyclers.
By noon they already had half of the piping for the Water Main done and the frame for the Main Tank built.
The sun was beating down on them and Mi-an could tell their work was starting to slow. Even Venti’s admirably boundless energy was waning. Finishing the last weld she was working on she turned and stepped up to the rail of the build lift.
“Alright, everybody!” Mi-an called out. “Let’s break for Lunch! Meet back here at one!”
She pulled her goggles off as she descended the ladder of the platform. Wincing at the way her sweat-soaked shirt collar stuck to her chest. Even though the air was now much cooler as late winter settled in, they'd still be sweating like crazy at least for the next few days. Even away from the intense heat of the furnaces the labor they were doing kept them uncomfortably warm.
It was worth it though.
Mi-an looked around the yard with a satisfied grin.
If they could keep up with this pace they’d have the Water Tower complete in less than a week. Maybe even less than five days.
A little pride sparked in her chest.
She never considered herself a leader. Even when she’d left home and moved to Sandrock, she had only listened to Yan’s instructions or blindly followed Kat’s footsteps. Now she had proof, however little, that she could lead a team. That she could do something herself.
Compared to the stress she was feeling just last night, the power of control was kind of addicting. She could see why people wanted to be Commissioners now. If they could just get Yan out of-
‘Baby steps, Mi-an.’ The Tallsky builder shook her head. ‘It’s only been half a day.’
For now, it was Lunchtime. Everyone else had already headed out, the two salvagers returned to the salvage yard and the other two builders headed to the Blue Moon. Too tired to make her own lunch, Mi-an decided to follow suit with her fellow builders.
Patting her waist she realized she’d left her wallet in the house.
Crossing the yard she heard a thunk from inside the house. Concern froze her to the spot. She’d left the door unlocked, did someone sneak in while they weren’t looking? Or maybe one of the crew forgot something like she did…
Mi-an glanced over her shoulder. Unsuur was following his usual patrol route and was surveying next to Hugo’s smithy shop. If she needed help she could just shout.
Stepping into the house she could hear shuffling coming from Kat’s room.
For one elating moment, she thought that maybe Kat had gotten back. That she’d escaped from the bandit, or that he had let her go, and she’d made it home. Hurrying excitedly to the door she flung it open. Only to be greeted by the second unexpected sight of the day.
Grace digging through the papers on Kat’s desk.
Both women froze. Staring at each other like cornered cats. After a split second Grace straightened, hiding her hands behind her back and giving one of her best customer service smiles to the builder.
“Uh-” Mi-an started dumbly.
“Ahem, I was just looking around for… um-” Grace looked around for a second. “A… Commission! I was looking for a commission that got lost. Yan told me that Kat probably had it. The door was unlocked and you guys seemed a bit busy…”
The Tallsky builder would have probably believed her if she didn’t know that the blond was an Alliance agent. Several commissions had to be transferred when Kat got kidnapped. Mi-an just hadn't gotten around to organizing those papers and returning them to the Guild since the commission for the Water Tower took precedence.
But she knew what Grace was really here for.
“You’re looking for evidence about Kat’s time travel and the Duvos stuff, right?” Mi-an tilted her head. “Where were you yesterday? I was looking all over for you- Oooh, wait, you were probably at the hideout. Is Kat alright?”
The blond stared at the builder like she grew a second head, her nonchalance throwing the spy off a little.
“Wait. You know?” She questioned.
“W- well yeah. Kat and I are best friends.” Mi-an replied with a shrug. “I didn’t believe her at first either, but she predicted things like the sandstorm ruining Mason’s retirement party and Logan robbing the train weeks before those things happened.”
Grace stared at the Tallsky builder harder. “Are you sure?”
“Well assuming you’re working with Logan now, and he doesn't know anything about Kat…” The builder trailed off, a troubled look on her face. “But yeah- er, yes. She predicted a lot of stuff with scary accuracy, even the thing with the Geeglers. I’m sure.”
“Oookay…” The spy was definitely thrown off by the Tallsky builder’s calm. “Where’s the ‘evidence’ you were talking about?”
“Well, I have a letter to give you. I’d also be happy to let you look over the other letters too, since you’re a spy and are probably better at detective-ing than me.” Mi-an shuffled past the blond, pulling the letters out of the nook where they were well hidden. “Oh, I already sent the letter to Nia, though.”
“Nia?”
“Oh, She’s Kat’s old childhood friend from Highwind.” The builder tilted her head at Grace. “Though I don’t exactly know how a botanist is supposed to help us fight Duvos…”
Grace gave her a look. “How many people did Kat tell exactly?”
“Well, assuming they’ve already gotten the letter in Highwind… It’s just Me, Nia, and Kat’s mom. Oh, you and the gang too presumably.”
The spy sighed, grabbing the letters from Mi-an’s hands and shuffling through them. Her brows rose as she read each name on the letters. Stopping with the one with her own name on it.
“Okay, Mine, Justice’s, her mom and friend, and yours I understand… why did she write one to Elsie ?” Grace didn’t exactly have a high opinion of the young prankster.
“Eh. I had the same thoughts.”
With a shrug, the spy sat on the edge of the bed and opened her letter. Her expression carefully neutral the entire time. Mi-an shuffled nervously. That letter contained pretty much all the same stuff that Kat had explained to the Tallsky builder about the situation they were all in. But if Grace didn’t believe them, she wasn’t sure how she would ever gain the blond’s trust.
Grace sighed, setting down the letter. “It’s all the same stuff she told us.”
Mi-an perked up at that. “You mean she is still with Logan, you’ve seen her?! Is she okay?!” Her voice rose with a little excitement.
“Yeah, yeah. Logan and Haru are looking after her for me.” The spy ran a hand over her face. “And it looks like I need to keep an eye on you too.”
The Tallsky builder tilted her head. “You guys are keeping her prisoner? You think she’s suspicious? You think we’re suspicious?!” She couldn’t keep the worry out of her voice.
The blond had the grace to look a little guilty at making Mi-an worry. “You’ve got to look at it from my perspective, Mi-an. I can’t just go around trusting anyone who says they're from the ‘future.’ Kat’s in good hands though, those guys won’t let anything happen to her.”
“Well, I’ll find some way to prove her right,” Mi-an replied, relieved that her friend was okay. “What do you need me to do?”
“Hm, other than rebuild the Water Tower you mean?” Grace thought for a moment. “Has Kat told you about the secret room underneath the Oasis?”
“Uh- yeah… I haven't seen it though. It’s dangerous.” The Tallsky builder tilted her head. “She did tell me about the secret entrance underneath the deck of the Water Shop though. Said It would be easier to go through there, rather than risk the guarded entrance underneath the Temple.”
“You think you’d be able to meet me there?” The blond tilted her head, eyes glittering with a calculating look.
A bright grin lit Mi-an’s face. “You need an investigation buddy?”
Grace let out a chuckle at the builder’s enthusiasm. “It helps to have help. Plus, you did pretty good when you broke into Logan’s house.”
“O- oh, you heard about that?” Mi-an turned a little bashful.
The spy snorted. “No, I saw you.” She tilted her head. “I tend to be out and about a lot.”
“You were gonna break in too, weren't you?” The builder smiled at her slyly.
“Maybe.”
“So what should we do now?” Mi-an looked at Grace with a mix of excitement and trepidation.
“Well, I have to read through all these first. You should probably eat lunch and be ready to get back to work with your team…” The blond tilted her head. “I’ll bring over food from time to time so we can work on this…” She tapped the edge of the envelope against her chin in thought. “How long will the Water Tower take?”
“With how fast we’re working currently? A week.” The Tallsky builder puffed up proudly.
“Great, we can plan on investigating once you’re done with that. Getting it built is kind of an emergency priority.” Grace shook her head. “I also need some time to figure out how to interrupt Miguel’s plan to hire a bounty hunter…”
Mi-an looked up in surprise. “They’re actually going through with that?!”
“Unfortunately, yes.” Grace nodded. “It’s easy enough to deal with Justice and Unsuur, I don’t know if we could handle a wildcard in the mix.”
The builder worried her lip between her teeth.
If they got a bounty hunter and that bounty hunter then found the Bandits while Kat was with them… Well, bounty hunters weren’t known for their ability to bring people back alive. In fact, they most often did the opposite.
The blond placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
“We’ll figure something out, don’t worry about that for now. I just want you to do what you do best for now, builder." She smiled.
—
Notes:
Mi-an and Grace are two of my favorite characters in this game. Mostly because I relate a little too much to Mi-an's workaholic mentality... I do hope I'm doing them justice in this story.
Chapter 19: A Goat Kind of Day
Summary:
Rambo's havin' fun.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan woke with a soft grunt.
Something hit him. Then a gentle weight pressed against his chest. After a second he heard a squeak of surprise and the shuffling of blankets.
Glaring up through barely parted eyelids he saw a face peek over the edge of the bed above him. Already thoroughly grumpy from the discomfort of sleeping on the floor and being woken up suddenly he grunted again. She at least had the decency to look apologetic.
"Sorry." The builder whispered. "Didn't mean to step on you- I didn't know you were there…"
The hunter nearly grunted again but chose instead to speak instead of trying to communicate like an irritated caveman. "What're ya up fer?"
"I need the bathroom…" She trailed off nervously.
Ah, yes. The problems of looking after a living person. He felt far too tired for it, he didn't even know what time it was.
"Th' bathroom up near th' lab. Ask Haru if he's still awake."
Then Logan promptly rolled over and fell back asleep.
—
He woke a little later, bright morning light filtering through the open cavern.
As Logan’s brain began to work two thoughts drifted into his consciousness like a train; The builder had woken up during the night and he didn't watch her. She's supposed to be their prisoner. What's to stop her from leaving while he slept? Also, why didn't Haru wake Logan? They had agreed to take turns keeping watch during the night so that the builder didn’t run away. Did something happen?
He sat bolt upright from his spot on the floor.
Both beds were empty. So both Haru and the builder were awake. The hunter groaned as he hefted himself to his feet, looking around blearily. His body was making its protests about sleeping on the floor known when a soft giggle from across the cavern drew his attention.
The builder stood in the goat pen with Rambo and Merle, playing with them.
It shocked him to see how gentle the beasts were with the small woman. Rambo was relatively smart and less aggressive, he knew, but Merle was a hot head and generally only amicable to Haru. Getting the white goat to even tolerate Logan’s presence had taken plenty of treats and training.
He felt something melt in his chest at the sight.
His Pa always taught him to look at how people treated critters. Animals were excellent judges of character. If someone was good and kind the animals would be the same to them.
Or at least domestic animals would, monsters not so much… That was a distinction that Howlett had made very clear after Logan had mistaken a Rockenyaroll for a puppy when he was really little.
He watched the builder play with them a few seconds longer before remembering that the goats were the only way up and down the cliffside.
That was probably why Haru didn’t wake him last night. Without the goats, the builder couldn’t leave the hideout. So they probably didn’t want her to be too comfortable with them if the bandits intended to keep her there.
The hunter sighed as he crossed the cavern, loathing to break up such a peaceful moment.
“What’re you doin’, builder?” Her head whipped around at Logan’s voice.
“Oh, Logan! I was just playing with the goats.” She smiled before looking at her feet. “I hope that’s okay…”
“As long as you’re not hurting them and they ain’t hurting you, it’s fine. But I don’t want you gettin’ too cozy with our mounts either.” The hunter leaned over, looping a large hand around her upper arm.
He felt surprised again at how small she was. Logan was used to being on the taller side compared to everyone else, but he was also fairly certain she was shorter than average. Their height difference felt a little comedic. The hunter shook his head. Focus .
The builder didn’t protest as he pulled her away.
But someone else did.
“AAAPP!!”
A short loud bleat was the only warning he got before a pair of horns and a gray-furred head slammed square against his chest, throwing him onto his back in the hay-strewn dirt. He lay winded for a moment when it clicked in his head what had just happened. Rambo , his trusty steed.
Looking up from where he lay he could see the big gray ram standing between him and the builder. The goat let out a soft snort in challenge. A betrayal made all the more surprising since he hadn’t rebelled like this since Logan first started training him.
“Traitor.”
“ Aap !” Rambo stamped his hoof.
The builder moved forward hesitantly, patting Rambo’s head. “It’s okay boy, your dad just wants to talk with me.” She murmured assuringly to the goat.
Logan let out a sigh as he heaved himself to his feet. “Don’t pet him after that, you’ll only encourage him.”
“Aw. He wouldn’t. Would you, Rambo?” She spoke in a teasing baby voice, scratching the spot behind the goat’s horn that he absolutely loved.
It had taken Logan months to learn that. How did-?
“How did ya know his favorite spot?” He blurted.
The builder froze. She stopped petting Rambo, which earned Logan another glare from the goat. Her eyes were glued to her feet again.
“You taught me.” Her voice was so quiet the hunter nearly didn’t hear what she’d said.
“I-?” Right, she was talking about being from the future. If she lived in Sandrock they’d probably known each other. “We should probably talk… about that.”
His words only seemed to make her more nervous.
“Uh- y- yeah.” She mumbled, not meeting his eyes. “Uhmm… I- b- breakfast is ready by the way. We can talk while you eat.” The builder pointed towards the still smoldering cooking fire near the unofficial-meeting-dining table.
Oh, right.
Logan’s stomach grumbled, reminding him that he did just wake up.
“Alright. Breakfast it is.”
The builder hurried away from him, Her anxious energy following her. Rambo turned his big intelligent eyes back towards Logan. 'Be careful with her, or I won’t forgive you.' He could practically hear the words in the goat’s look.
“Yeah, yeah. Yer new friend ain’t going anywhere, don’t get yer britches in a twist.” He muttered back before following.
As he approached she puttered nervously around the table. Grabbing a plate and serving himself from the hanging cast iron pot he kept an eye on her. From what he could tell his presence made her uncomfortable.
Maybe she was still resentful about being kidnapped? She didn’t seem quite as scared as she should be if that was the case. If anything every time she looked at him he could see sadness in her eyes. A look that was reminiscent of some kind of grief or heartache.
“So, builder-”
“Kat.”
He glanced up at her interruption. “What?”
“My name is Kat.” Logan could see hurt in her eyes. She glanced away, trying to hide it.
“Right. Sorry, Kat.” He set his plate down on the table and gestured for her to sit next to him. “So, uh-” Light , how was he supposed to start making friends with her? He already offended her apparently. Grace seriously overestimated his social skills.
"Did ya find the bathroom okay last night?" What kinda question is that?!
He had never had a filter on his mouth before- at least not one more intensive than making sure he never swore when his Pa was in earshot. Now, though, he wished he had more thoughts between his words and his brain.
Logan was startled out of cursing himself by a snort of laughter.
When he looked up Kat had a hand over her mouth, unsuccessfully stifling her giggles. She met his eyes and managed to school her face into a neutral look. Though she didn't manage to kill the slight smile. “Sorry, the look on your face… It’s funny.” She smothered another laugh.
The hunter relaxed. At least he seemed to manage to break some of the tension.
Kat cleared her throat. "I- uh, I already knew where it was… I just didn't mean to wake you." She looked down in slight embarrassment. "I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. Didn't really need the bathroom…"
He looked at her sideways. “So what were you doing?”
“Eh, just had a look around. Chatted with Haru a little before he went to bed and helped with breakfast when he woke up.” She shrugged. “Started playing with the goats while waiting for you to get up. I usually just do work when I can’t sleep but I don’t exactly have my tools with me.”
“Huh. Well, I can show you where we keep some of our tools. We could use a builder’s hand around the hideout.” Logan shoveled a spoonful of porridge in his mouth.
She smiled gratefully at him and his heart fluttered slightly at the warm look.
No, Logan. Focus. He swallowed. Trying to think about how to steer the conversation towards the right topic. “So… Were we good friends in this future of yours?”
Kat looked away again, her smile fading a little.
“I’d say we were, yeah.” She spoke quietly.
He tilted his head, waiting for her to elaborate.
"Well, you did kinda owe me after you got me thrown off a cliff." She snorted. "Even a hero needs a builder’s help apparently."
"I'm gonna need you to explain more of that, darlin'."
The tips of her ears burned a little red. "I was helping Justice and Unsuur look for you… uh- Ged told us how to lure out your goat but Lumi warned you about the plan. You told me yourself that you had Rambo to bring me here."
Logan opened his mouth to protest coming up with such a hair-brained idea then promptly shut it. "Yeah… that does sound like something I'd do. He's a smart goat, I'm sure you weren't in any danger."
“My bruised ribs would’ve disagreed with you.” She looked at him, amused.
The hunter let out a low chuckle. “Ya got me there… Lumi an’ the Moles helped? You knew ‘em?”
“Yeah… uh. Long story.” She shook her head. “Let’s just say that getting caught up in mutant rodent political conflicts was an interesting adventure on its own.”
“You’ll have to tell me that story sometime… How’d you help us? Did ya know something back then too?” Logan tilted his head at her.
“Ah, No. The main thing was I helped you with smoking out the spy.” Kat looked at her hands, lost in memory. “It wasn’t much. I went with Grace to the secret base under the Oasis and we basically just learned the exact same stuff that I told you guys about. After we drove out Duvos- well, I am a builder.” She smiled sheepishly. “People needed stuff rebuilt.”
He nodded thoughtfully as he ate another mouthful.
The fact that she knew about the mole people and Lumi was another coincidence they couldn’t ignore. She also seemed pretty confident they could defeat Duvos. That there was a future beyond this mess…
"So you really believe you're from the future…" Logan mused aloud thoughtlessly.
The heartbroken look returned to her eyes a little. A pleasant warmth that was building between them died out and he felt horrible for saying it out loud. She looked so unsure of herself.
“S- sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. It’s clearly hard on ya.” His hand found hers on the table, rubbing his thumb in gentle circles against the back of her hand.
“I'll be alright,” she murmured more to herself rather than him, her eyes fixed on their linked hands sadly. “You guys are at least giving me the benefit of the doubt. That’s all I can ask for.”
They sat in silence, breakfast all but forgotten.
It wasn’t hard for him to understand why she would be sad. She’d effectively lost everyone she knew. That was a kind of grief he was all too familiar with right now.
Ah, maybe he should get some of the more… difficult questions out of the way right now.
He took a deep breath. “One thing I do want to know, Kat… You said you knew what happened to my Pa.” The hunter squeezed her hand lightly. “I- I’d like to know what you meant.”
Hazel eyes snapped up to meet his.
“That’s-” She cut herself off, a troubled look on her face. “Just… promise me you won’t do anything rash.”
“I promise.”
She let out another soft, shuddering breath. “You aren’t responsible for your Pa’s death… He- he discovered what Duvos was doing in the Northern Ruins. Pen attacked him, injected him with that virus… then when you tried to free him from the temple he used the relic weapon to worsen the explosion-”
Blood roared in Logan’s ears, he didn’t hear the rest of what she said. He could scarcely believe what he did hear. Pen killed Howlett. Rage constricted his chest, turning his breath ragged. He didn’t even realize he’d jumped to his feet until he felt Kat’s weight on his arm. She clung to him with both hands, a desperate look on her face.
“You can’t… please- he’ll just kill you too! I- I can’t lose you…”
Reality hit him like a bucket of freezing water.
His anger had to wait. Revenge had to wait. Sandrock was in danger and acting irrationally would only make things worse. Just like it had at the Temple.
He sat heavily, running his hands over his face. “I’m gonna kill them all.” His own voice sounded hollow and distant. Torn by unshed tears.
A small warm hand rubbed his shoulder gently.
"You don’t have to face them alone, Logan. We’ll be there with you." Kat’s voice soothed him.
Logan glanced up and was met with a look of understanding, sadness, and warmth. A connection he'd only had with Haru over the past few seasons after they'd both lost everything. The kind of look that spoke of a bond that was forged through shared experience.
He pulled her into a hug.
Yet again every instinct in him told him she was someone to have by his side. He and Haru had been so isolated after they'd effectively lost everything they had in the span of a night. Not knowing who would be on their side… the threat of a spy making them tense around even those they grew up with.
Just being able to trust someone… It was a feeling Logan had so desperately missed. One among many things he’d lost that night.
He missed having a family.
Missed feeling safe.
“Is everything alright?” Haru’s concerned voice echoed around the chamber, startling the two. “I heard a shout…”
The chemist made his way down the rocky ramp. He glanced between the builder and the hunter, his eyes lingering on the latter as he sheepishly let Kat out of the hug. Haru’s face showed a mix of concern and amusement.
‘Do I need to ask?’ His eyes asked Logan.
‘Drop it, it’s not like that.’ The hunter shook his head ever so slightly.
“Grab a chair, Haru. You need to hear this.”
—
The goats were making it hard to have a serious talk.
Rambo especially.
They’d managed to catch Haru up to what they’d discussed so far with Kat giving more details about Howlett’s death and Pen’s involvement. Even asking for a pencil and paper to draw the monster hunter symbol that Logan’s Pa had left in the Northern Ruins. But as the discussion got more serious the builder was startled by a surprisingly stealthy large gray goat nibbling the hair on the back of her head.
Her squeal had been equal parts startling and amusing.
“Rambo! Back to the pen! Back!” No amount of Logan commanding seemed to move the stubborn beast. Though the hunter could see the conflict of interest in Rambo’s eyes. Years of training fought with the strong instinctual obstinance that came with being a goat.
“AAAAAaaap!” The goat stamped his hoof as his master shoved at him fruitlessly.
“I don’t think I’ve seen them take to someone this quickly…” Haru mused, pushing Merle, who seemed to be following Rambo’s example of disobedience, away from chewing on his apron. “They haven’t acted like this since we got ‘em.”
“They didn’t act like this before either…” Kat rubbed her neck sheepishly. “Mostly anyways, Rambo would visit my workshop from time to time when he was free roaming. I had to keep locks on all my storage.”
“Hm, is that so?” The chemist glanced sideways at her before shooting a curious glance at Logan.
The builder didn’t notice Haru’s look. “Sorry… I didn’t mean to cause trouble. I shouldn't have played with them…”
“Yer fine, builder.” Logan shook his head, giving Rambo another shove in a futile attempt to push the goat back towards their pen. “They’re just excited to meet someone new.”
Rambo headbutted the hunter again, much gentler than earlier but still defiantly. Merle wandered away from Haru and back towards the builder, nuzzling her face. Kat tried to back away from the white goat but ended up cornered by Rambo.
“Alright, enough you two,” Kat grumbled as she pushed the goat’s head. “Go back.” She commanded sternly.
Merle listened immediately, trotting back towards the pen. Rambo hesitated longer, his tail wagging as he stared at the builder. With a sigh, she started walking towards the pen waving for the goat to follow. Which Rambo happily did.
Both men stared in surprise at Kat.
The goats misbehaving wasn’t unusual, but them listening to a stranger was weird.
“Maybe they remember her like you do,” Haru muttered to Logan. “That or she’s worked with goats before…”
“Maybe…” Logan echoed as he watched Rambo prance around Kat excitedly.
“Do you like her?” The chemist’s question made the hunter jump.
“What?!” Logan’s surprised shout drew the builder’s attention. He waved her off and she shrugged, turning her attention back to the gray goat harassing her. Lowering his voice, Logan turned a hard look at Haru. “What do you mean?”
“You know as well as I do that Rambo only bothers people you like. For him to go nuts like this you like like her.”
“He does not.” Logan tried to ignore that last bit.
Haru looked at him, a skeptical brow raised. The memories of several ruined experiments came to mind. A fair few of them were wrecked by a curious goat harassing the chemist in a similar manner.
"Okay, maybe he does and maybe I do. So what?" The hunter challenged defensively.
Sure she was pretty, and sure he liked her, but he also remembered why they were all there. They had more important matters to think about. Like worrying about whether or not she was a spy-
"It means I'm more inclined to trust her." Haru shook his head, amused by his friend's agitation. "You might be a bit dense but I trust your judgment when it comes to people. You're at least better at it than I am."
“I ain’t-”
“Either way she knows way too much for it to be a coincidence. You saw her draw your Pa’s hunter symbol.” The chemist cut him off. “We won’t really know until Grace gets back… but I think we can trust Kat.”
Logan considered Haru’s words.
In the hunter’s experience, it was Haru who had the better judgment of people. He very seldom let people into his life and had a rather quiet gut. It was how he became Logan’s best friend and practically an adopted son to Howlett. If the chemist said he trusted her, then he probably thought it through more than Logan ever did.
Either way, Logan was inclined to agree. If only they could investigate the Northern Ruins… Then they’d have answers.
Before he could reply Kat returned to the two bandits, more than a little winded from Rambo’s antics.
"Did we actually need to get anything done today?" She put her hands on her knees, trying to steady her breathing. “Other than playing with the goats and talking- I mean, I am a builder. I can do some repair work for you guys.”
“Oh. You don’t have to, Kat.” Logan tried to wave her off. “You ain’t exactly here of your own free will.”
“Hey, you promised to show me where the tools are.” Kat crossed her arms. “You aren’t going to let me go home and I refuse to die of boredom in a dingy cave. You owe me that much, Yakboy .”
“We might as well make use of a bad situation…” Haru interjected a little sheepishly. “There's only so long that my patchwork repairs are going to last.” He gestured at an open tear in his pant leg. “It’d help to have an extra pair of hands that aren’t as clumsy as yours, Logan.”
Logan gave him a hard look. The chemist wasn’t wrong but he really didn’t want to make it look like they’d kidnapped a builder for free work. “We’ll repay her when we get back into town.” He insisted firmly.
Kat grinned at him. “You can pay me back by saving Sandrock, all right?”
—
Notes:
I remember seeing a few people complain when Logan's mount was changed from a regular horse to Rambo the goat... Honestly, I can't see Logan without his goat. Rambo's like an integral part of the character now. Sure as heck better than any generic horse.
Chapter 20: Little Talks in the Night
Summary:
Logan learns he ain't the only one with problems.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan stood listlessly in the middle of his old house.
The air felt too still, almost stagnant, despite the warm familiarity of being home. Like the ominous stillness that came before a storm. Dread settled in the hunter’s bones.
Something was wrong.
"What are ya just standing there for?" Howlett’s voice startled Logan out of his thoughts.
He turned and there stood his pa. Packing gear for a hunt. An amused twinkle in his eyes.
Not this again. Logan couldn't do this again.
"Something's wrong, Pa." He tried to voice what he felt.
He couldn't. The curse of being trapped in a dream. His legs wouldn't work, his voice wasn't his own.
The foot that he’d broken when the temple exploded started to ache. Bones ground against each other as pain seeped up the limb and the memory of pain and death lingered in the peripherals of his mind. This wasn’t right, he couldn’t lose him again.
Howlett shook his head with a chuckle. "Well, 'course there's a problem. Some Rockenyarolls have been getting at Cooper's herd again. Ain't nothing we can't handle."
"No that's-" Logan's voice constricted again. Frustration and panic consumed him. A phantom hand choked out his words, closing his throat and holding his head still so that he’d have to watch again.
The older hunter chuckled again. Patting his son's shoulder before crossing the room to the gear closet. "It's good to keep on yer toes before a hunt. You've got that down at least." He paused by the window near the front door, turning to look at Logan. "You can stay behind this time if you want. I won't force ya on a hunt with me."
Before Logan could reply Hell tore the house apart with a deafening roar.
An explosion ripped through the windows, flames engulfing the world around him. He would have screamed as his Pa disappeared from sight but the heat stole the air from his lungs. His skin crackled as the yellow and orange tongues of fire lapped at it.
Logan woke with a gasp, his lung stung with the sudden intake of air.
The sheets of his bed tangled around his sweat-covered body making his skin prickle with the memory of burning. His foot ached again, reminding him of the night he broke it. The night he killed his Pa…
No, the night he was murdered by Pen.
That distinction did little to comfort the hunter. It only twisted his torment into rage. Knowing that the monster who killed Howlett walked free among everyone in Sandrock… that he was still among their friends and family.
Logan wanted nothing more than to ride into town and kill him. Like any other monster he’d hunted before. He knew it wouldn’t end well but it felt like it would be better than giving Pen another chance to kill the people he cared about.
Part of him ached with guilt.
Guilt for not recognizing the threat in town sooner. Guilt for the pure anger and hatred he felt for another human being despite everything his Pa told him about giving their enemies grace and not wasting thoughts on those who anger him. Guilt for not being able to save everyone. For not being able to save his Pa and for not being able to do more to protect everyone who was still in danger.
The weight of responsibility would’ve brought him to his knees if he weren’t still sitting in his bed.
Shucking off his blankets Logan stumbled out of bed. Haru was already asleep but the hunter didn’t worry about waking him, the chemist slept like the dead. A fact that had been useful when Logan kept waking up from nightmares every night. Otherwise, he’d have felt more guilt keeping his friend awake too.
He limped as his foot complained about weight being put on it.
Looking up he noticed Kat sitting at the table, her head turned to watch the moonlight stream through the canyon side opening in the cavern. A steaming cup was clasped in her hands and the gentle pale light lit the edges of her silhouette with a ghostly halo. The hunter paused in his tracks at the sight. It felt right seeing her there. Like she’d been a part of their lives for a lot longer than just three days, like she was a comforting constant in his life.
As though she sensed someone watching her she glanced around and met Logan’s eyes.
A kind smile lit her face, gentle with understanding like she already knew why he was up. “Can’t sleep either?” She called softly.
Logan shook his head, limping over to the table. He slumped into the chair next to Kat curiously eyeing her drink and the pot she’d made it in. Tea, from what he could guess.
“Tea,” She confirmed, “Fang usually gives me a special blend for sleeping but just making tea is calming. Helps me think.” The builder grabs a second cup from the trey, pouring more tea and hands it to him. “Here."
He took the cup gratefully, warming his now chilled hands.
"Why’re ya up so late?" Logan's voice rumbled low with that peculiar post-sleep haze.
"I… have trouble sleeping." She looked down at her drink. An air of tiredness hung around her, evidenced by the shadows forming under her eyes.
"Nightmares?" The hunter ventured. Is she like me?
Kat shook her head with a sigh. "No. I wish I had some kind of explanation for it but I don't. For nightmares to keep me up, I'd have to be getting sleep in the first place." She played with a lock of hair, twisting it around her finger. "It's more like… I just can't sleep. No matter how hard I try."
“Hm,” Logan took a sip of the tea. He knew that nightmares were generally helped by talking about them, that’s what Haru said anyways. But not knowing why she couldn’t sleep? He wasn’t sure that was something he could help with.
The hunter grimaced as he shifted in his seat, the ache in his foot reminding him it was still there.
“Your foot hurts again?” The builder noticed his look.
“It just flares up from time to time…” Logan winced as he flexed the throbbing appendage. “The cold doesn't help.”
“Here.” Kat shifted and patted her lap.
Logan tilted his head confused.
“I know how to help.”
Curiously he lifted his foot, laying it on her lap. Her hands were firm yet gentle as she massaged soft circles along where the break was. The effect was almost immediate as the throbbing pain dulled away, the entire limb relaxing.
“That's-” The hunter let out a relieved sigh. “That’s good. How’d ya-?”
He glanced up at the builder’s face and saw a sad but patient smile on her face. Oh, right. The future stuff… It made sense, but why did she know how to treat his old wounds? Were they close? If they were, why was she so nervous around him?
“We were closer than just friends, huh?” Logan met her eyes. Kat froze. He continued hesitantly. “It would be the only explanation about why you know so much about me- about Haru and I.”
She closed her eyes briefly, a small flash of pain on her face before she returned her focus to her hands. “One of the gang and all that…” She murmured quietly. “I- I came to you because I was hoping you’d remember me. When that thing sent me back-” The builder paused and dashed her eyes with the back of her hand. “You- you were with me when I… when I died.”
Logan put his foot down. Reaching a hand out to grab hers. “You died?” He asked gently, his heart hammering in his chest.
She nodded silently and a chill burned through Logan’s chest.
Even though he didn’t know her well- at least not in the same way she knew him- the thought of witnessing someone die in front of him again… It was a fear he didn’t know how to deal with. A monster he couldn’t fight.
He took a steadying breath.
There was one thing he could think to do, though.
“Wait here.” He stood and shuffled over to his desk, grabbing his journal.
He did remember her. Only bits and pieces through the dreams he’d been having. But it felt like enough to him.
Enough for them to trust each other.
Flipping the journal open to the page where he’d sketched her face he held the book out to her. “I- I do remember a little, I think.” He admitted. “Dreams mainly. Just bits and pieces that ain’t too coherent. But I know we were close.”
Kat took the journal, wide-eyed.
He sat in the chair again. “I’d like to know more about us… If you’re comfortable with that. I want to know what we had.”
The builder met his eyes again, sadness warred with hope in her eyes, though the forlorn looks she’d given him previously had disappeared. She ran her thumb gently over the rough paper of the journal. Taking a second to gather her thoughts.
“We were more comrades at first, both just fighting for the sake of Sandrock. After a while, we got to know each other more. Especially considering that Andy declared me a part of the gang.” She smiled fondly at the memory.
“Andy?”
“Oh uh…” Kat tilted her head. “Your adopted son. You and Haru found him while on the run… I hope he’s okay.” She worried.
“The mischievous child.” Logan scratched his chin in thought, remembering his dream.
She looked up at him and smiled. “Yeah. Smart kid… gave us no end of trouble.”
“I’ll keep an eye out for him.” The hunter smiled back. “We were like a little family then?”
“Y- yeah.” Kat nodded, a little sadness flitted across her face again. “Honestly I wasn’t really interested at first, I just wanted to be sure Andy was okay. I thought you were a little intimidating and kind of rude, but I eventually realized you were just honest. It was easier to be around you because you never lied. That was something I needed after…”
She trailed off, a dark look taking over her face.
“After what?” Logan took her hand, he wanted to know more.
“I used to be involved with Pen.” Kat admitted quietly, shame and fear in her eyes.
The implications of her words made Logan freeze. She dated Pen.
“I- I thought he loved me…” She shook, curling her lip with a little disgust. “And maybe he did- but it was in the same way a person might like a trophy or a tool. I was just a thing to him… Something to use.” Her voice shrank, quiet, as though mentioning any of this would summon wrath upon her. “I tried to break it off after he betrayed us the first time… He didn’t accept it and when we fought him in the Northern Ruins he trapped me, said I would be going back to Duvos with him. That- that was the first and last time I ever had a nightmare.”
Hatred burned in Logan’s chest again. Bad enough that Pen was a murderer. What kind of monster laid hands on someone they’re supposed to love?
The broken look in her eyes told him enough.
Logan wanted to help her. He wasn’t in her shoes, didn't know fully what she went through, but he recognized those feelings. He’d seen them often in the mirror often after his Pa died.
Loneliness and fear.
She felt as isolated as he did.
It made him want to be stronger. As much for his own sake as much as hers. So that neither of them would be alone with their problems anymore.
The hunter squeezed her hand gently.
“I won’t let him anywhere near ya and I sure as hell ain’t gonna let you die.” Hazel eyes met his. He smiled reassuringly. “Remember what you said this morning? We ain’t facing ‘em alone anymore, Kat.”
Her eyes shone with unshed tears. Wordlessly she hugged him. He could feel the dampness of those tears against his chest. Wrapping his arms around her he held her close, glad that he had company for yet another sleepless night.
They stayed like that for a while, Logan running a hand gently over her hair until she began to yawn. Putting an arm under her legs he lifted her up, carefully letting her doze in his arms. As he carried her to her bed he smiled to himself.
He may not know how exactly to help her with everything that haunts her right now, but at least he helped her finally get some sleep.
The rest of their problems could wait until morning.
—
Notes:
Last chapter for this week folks! Next one comes after New Year's (and ironically has a New Year's chapter in it. Wasn't planned but the timing is nice.)
The holidays have been more hellish than they should have been so I hope that hasn't affected the quality of these chapters. (It definitely affected my schedule.) They're a bit chatty but these characters seem to have a lot to say. I'm feeling happy with them but do let me know what y'all think! (I aim to get better from here.)
See y'all next week and Happy New Year's!
Chapter 21: How to Work a Crowd
Summary:
A new challenger enters the court of public opinion.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Miss Mi-an!”
The Tallsky builder’s head whipped around at the call, nearly flinging the welding mask right off her face. She shut off the welding torch and pulled the errant mask off her head. Glancing over to where the voice was coming from she could see a blond woman standing by the Workshop’s gate.
She had nearly platinum blond hair and what Mi-an could only describe as a stereotypical ‘girly’ outfit. A white top with a blue shoulder cover and a pink skirt with knee-high socks. A cute bunny pouch was strapped to her hip and a pink leopard print suitcase sat next to her feet.
Mi-an actually felt a little envious for a second, it was the kind of outfit the Tallsky builder had only dreamed of wearing since it was extremely unsuited to builder work, plus the blond pulled off the look really well…
The builder shook off the feeling.
She was already pretty happy with how she looked. If she ever wanted to try the girly look she could probably ask Granny Vivi anyways. Between her and Pablo she had no shortage of people to go to for a makeover. Though it would be nice if Pablo stopped pestering her about her long hair…
“I need to speak to Mi-an.” The blond woman called out again, meeting Mi-an’s eyes.
“That would be me!” The Tallsky builder waved. “I’ll be right down, just give me a second!”
She scrambled down the ladder, shucking her dirty welding gloves off as she went. As she approached the woman let herself through the gate. Stepping primly up to the builder and enthusiastically shaking her hand.
“It’s so nice to meet you, Miss Mi-an! I’m Nia, Kat’s best friend.” She smiled impossibly wide.
Mi-an blinked in surprise. While she had been expecting the Highwinder, she hadn’t expected her so soon. It’d only been a few days since she sent the letter. Express shipping was fast, sure, but the passenger trains traveled slower. The builder figured it would have been at least a week or more before she saw the blond.
She shook Nia’s hand, smiling in return. “Hey! It's nice to meet you. Kat told me about you, said you were one of the ones we should contact in case something happened to her.”
Nia pouted.
“Yeah, I’m actually here to talk about what happened…” She pulled Kat’s letter out of her belt pouch. “She said I’m supposed to help?” Nia lowered her voice, glancing over the builder’s shoulder at the others in the yard.
“Ah- right… Well, Grace won’t be here till around lunch…” Mi-an hummed. “Would you like to come inside to wait? I still have to work till our lunch break.”
The Tallsky builder led the blond towards the house. Pushing open the door she gestured for her to make herself at home.
“Wow, I knew Sandrock wouldn’t be as luxurious as Highwind, but this? It’s… quaint, I suppose.” Nia sniffed looking around at the scant decor, clearly unimpressed.
Mi-an felt a little offended.
Sure it was more practical, almost spartan compared to the workshops in Tallsky and probably Highwind, but Kat was quite proud of the improvements they made to her house. The Highwind builder even said that she was proud of it simply because it was something she did outside of Highwind. Mi-an would have thought that any friend of Kat’s would be understanding of the situation in Sandrock.
The blond noticed Mi-an’s look. “Oh! Sorry. I suppose it just takes some getting used to.” She pouted a little. “I was kinda mad when that contract offer took Kat away from Highwind, I just would have liked it if she left for some actually greener pastures. Wanted the best for my girl and all that.”
Her bubbly smile didn’t reach her eyes.
“R- right. I’ll uh- leave you to it.” The Tallsky builder hurriedly shuffled back out the door.
Clearly, the botanist blamed Sandrock for taking her friend away. Which felt unfair to Mi-an. Considering where Kat was now, she could hardly blame the Highwinder. But she shouldn’t take that out on people who had no control over the situation… Her introduction to Kat’s childhood friend felt unfortunately frosty.
‘Deep breaths, Mi-an.’ She shook her head to clear it. ‘You can’t judge someone you just met.’
The builder wasn’t looking forward to lunch.
—
Grace’s eyebrows were nearly touching her hairline as she read Kat’s letter to Nia.
It was wildly different to the letters she’d written to the rest of them. There was the plea for help. Acknowledging their past as childhood friends and their knowledge of one another. But an interesting section was dedicated to a message that she’d had Nia relay to her mother.
‘Bene sum. Exspecta donec finis.’
“It’s Latin.”
“What?” Mi-an tilted her head at the spy.
“Latin. An ancient dead language, and I mean dead, since it died out before the Age of Corruption… It was occasionally used by academics and archeologists in the old world though. Still is used sometimes now, too.” Grace hummed thoughtfully. “I dunno what it says though.”
“I thought you were an archeology student?” The builder’s brow furrowed.
“That’s just a cover story, Mi-an.”
“Oh.”
Nia cleared her throat. “You could just ask me. Y’know, being Kat’s friend and all…”
Both the builder and the spy looked at her.
“ Do you know what it says?”
“No, but I did talk with her Ma.” The botanist shook her head. “She said that it meant Kat was telling her not to ‘intervene.’ Mrs. Maria is still Civil Corps, even if she’s retired. That woman would fight tooth and nail for her daughter, she even talked about coming down to Sandrock to ‘give the Sheriff a piece of her mind.’” She giggled. "But, yeah. Kat told her Ma to stay in Highwind."
Grace furrowed her brows at Nia. "What I want to know is why Kat thinks you can help and not her Civil Corps mother."
“Because I’m special.” The botanist huffed.
“Then what does the letter mean by ‘ We both know why I left Highwind. You know how to help?’ ” The spy narrowed her eyes at Nia. The letter itself had vague implications but it was clear the botanist knew what it meant.
Nia pouted, a slight anger flashing across the bubbly facade before being completely replaced by pain and regret. She flopped down in one of the dining chairs. Almost like she was sobering up from her high-energy personality.
“Exactly what you think it means.” She sighed. “Kat left Highwind for many reasons. I was one of them.” Nia smoothed her skirt, lost in thought. “I don’t know exactly what she means- we’d need to ask Kat herself- but I do have a good guess.”
Mi-an exchanged a concerned look with Grace.
“I was a bit of a… possessive friend. It hurts to be told that straight up, but well… she wanted to be more than just ‘Nia’s friend’ or ‘Maria’s Daughter’ and she couldn’t do that in Highwind.” The botanist shook her head. “After she left I realized that distance is what we needed from each other. We were what my therapist said was ‘unhealthily codependent.’”
“Seriously?” Grace looked down at the letter again. “Does she just attract people like that?”
The botanist looked up sharply. “What do you mean?”
“She had- er- has- a stalker here too.” The spy ran a frustrated hand over her face.
Nia looked offended. “Okay, first I didn’t stalk her. We were practically raised together, it’s codependency not obsession. Second, you’re kinda not wrong… My therapist mentioned that Kat might want to do therapy too because she sounds like she has that kind of susceptibility to manipulation that does attract people like that. She’s a bit of a people pleaser.” She tapped her chin, looking at the notes and letters on the table. “Though all this definitely shows that she’s learned more than when she left Highwind.”
“Oh, that's great at least.” Grace sighed sarcastically. “So basically you’re just here to help prove her story?”
“No,” Nia snorted, “I completely get why you doubt the time travel stuff, I do too. But we need her back to figure all that out… I’m here because you all need someone who can work a crowd. People skills. ” She leaned towards the other two. “You mentioned that they’ve got the whole church in their pocket? I can counter that.”
“How?” Mi-an looked at her curiously.
“Well, for starters, we can be friends.” Nia smiled at the builder. “More specifically; friends joining together to help a mutual friend in crisis. As the closest people in town to her we could speak on her behalf- All you really need to turn a crowd is Ethos and Pathos.”
“Who and who?” The Tallsky builder tilted her head, confused.
“Authority and Emotion.” Grace nodded thoughtfully, considering her plans. “By being Kat’s closest friends you two could use the relationships, trust, and authority that she’s garnered with everyone on top of using their emotions to sway opinions. Smart.” The spy looked at the botanist with newfound respect.
“I’m a natural empath.” Nia looked a little smug. “It’s worked in my and Kat’s favor a lot .”
“O- kay…” Mi-an didn’t like the idea of manipulating anyone. “Should we at least get the rest of these letters out?” She glanced down at the papers hopefully.
“I want to be sure that the info we have is right first.” Grace shook her head. “I know you don’t like the subterfuge, Mi-an. But we need to take this slow or we’ll alert the spies.”
The builder deflated.
Grace patted her shoulder reassuringly. “I do know one thing we can start on though- other than completing the Water Tower… Matilda and Miguel mentioned that they’re going to have the town meeting to discuss the bounty hunter they intend to hire tomorrow afternoon.” She grinned at the other two women. “We’re gonna wreck that plan.”
—
An air of malcontent ran around Martle’s Square, making Mi-an’s skin prickle.
Just let Nia take the lead… She tried to shake off her nerves. They were there to make sure that none of Town Hall’s funding went towards a bounty hunter. According to Grace, the town itself was split. Many of them have fully lost trust in Logan after he took Kat.
So they likely had a long argument ahead of them.
“Simmer down, y’all! Simmer down!” The Minister called out. “I’m sure y’all know why we’re here.”
The anxious murmurs of the townsfolk died out, leaving just the faint whispering of desert winds.
“We’re all here to address the Logan situation. Previously we gave him the benefit of the doubt because we respected his Pa.” Matilda held a sad hand over her heart. “But now… he’s gone too far. Logan has kidnapped one of our own and directly attacked the town.” She looked around the square, meeting everyone’s eyes. “That is not something we can overlook. Pastor Miguel here wanted to put forward an idea for how we can get this situation resolved.”
The Pastor nodded at the Minister. “Thank you, Matilda.” He turned to the crowd. “As you all know, our Civil Corps has been having… difficulties tracking down and capturing Logan. I propose that we rearrange the city budget and hire a ‘specialist.’ This way our Civil Corps can prioritize their duties and we all can rest assured that someone is working tirelessly to stop Logan’s reign of terror.”
Frantic whispers broke out across the crown.
“He wants to hire a bounty hunter?!”
“They could bring Kat back.”
“He’s not wrong.”
“They’re dangerous though. Violent people…”
Everyone was divided. Some were reasoning that hiring help for the Civil Corps was reasonable, others were worried about the rather nasty reputation that came with hiring such loose cannons. The only thing they seemed to agree on was that Logan needed to go down.
“Alright, everyone!” Matilda’s voice rang out. “I know these decisions need to be agreed upon by the whole town, the reputation of specialists ain’t exactly good. But I think we can all agree that we need help. What do you think, Sheriff?”
Justice jolted at being called out.
Mi-an’s heart sank when she looked at the man. His eyes were sunken and, though his leg was finally out of the cast, he still had a crutch since he slightly re-injured his leg the morning of the Water Tower incident. The Sheriff looked exhausted.
“I ain’t proud to admit it,” He sighed heavily, rubbing at the bags under his eyes. “But this kidnapping has been more than Me an’ Unsuur can handle. We’ve been doing all we can, we’re just spread thin.”
"Sounds like agreement." Miguel lifted his chin smugly.
"Hold on now," Matilda butt in. "We've heard the Sheriff, but we need to hear out the rest of the town."
Strangely enough, despite the impassioned speech she started this meeting with, Mi-an got the feeling the Minister wanted to slow down this bounty hunter plan as much as they did. Her concern was evident on her face, which could be chalked up to good acting, but she wasn’t trying to sway the crowd’s favor. Why would…?
Oh.
A bounty hunter would jeopardize the Duvos spy’s plans as much as it would Logan. Especially if they went poking around the Sandrock Water Storage, or worse the Northern Ruins… The Duvos activity would be exposed to the whole town.
The Tallsky builder found it a little weird that they were on the same side as literal hostile foreign agents in regard to small-town politics but she wasn’t about to complain.
Less fuel for this particular fire at least.
“Why should we wait?!” Cooper’s angry voice rose above the general noise of the disquieted square. “The Civil Corps can’t even find my dang runaway of a daughter! Why in tarnation should we trust them with our lives?!”
Elsie’s missing? Mi-an felt her heart sink.
Looking around the crowd she realized that the redhead was nowhere to be seen. The ranch couple stood close together, Mrs. Mabel’s arm in a sling and her husband holding her close. Somber looks on their faces made their worry plain to everyone.
The ranch hand usually hung around the builders in her spare time, but with Kat gone and the urgent work rebuilding the Water Tower Mi-an had hardly noticed her absence. Evidently, something serious had happened with Elsie and the builder had missed it. Losing yet another friend to the unknown.
Mi-an burned with guilt.
“W- well…” Burgess spoke up nervously, “We still need to deal with the destruction Logan caused here, we can’t really put up a unified front if the town is crippled. If we rearrange the budget now, that’d only slow down rebuilding the Water Tower.”
“Burgess.” Miguel looked down at the man with an admonishing tone. “Are you really valuing the Water Tower over Kat’s safety? Over all our safety?”
“N- no…” The Safety Inspector looked down shamefacedly as the crowd began muttering again.
Looking around the square Mi-an realized that everyone looked stressed and exhausted. The destruction of the Water Tower and the loss of one of their own had taken its toll on them. Most of them ready to accept whatever plans that simply promise to bring them peace.
“Excuse me!” Nia raised her hand, waving to get everyone’s attention. “I’d like to speak if that’s all right.”
The whole crowd turned, almost like a spotlight had been shone on the woman.
“I know I’m not from this town, I can’t even begin to fathom what you all are going through.” The botanist shook her head. “But if there is someone I do know, it’s Kat. We were raised together… She’d want you to worry about the town first. If we want to bring her home we need a home for her to come back to.”
Several people hesitantly nodded.
Owen’s voice rang out, “I mean, I am all for the idea of getting help to save Kat, but we can’t save anyone if we need saving ourselves.”
The volume of agreement rose as people voiced their worries as well, their confidence bolstered by the fact that someone else had spoken first.
“This plan is an attempt to salvage what little safety we have left, Owen.” The Pastor’s voice rose to silence them before turning his gaze towards the blond woman. “As for you, you’re right about not knowing our situation. Logan is the one who is putting our lives in danger.”
“That may be.” Nia challenged. “But Burgess and Owen are right.” She nodded at the two men. “The town is crippled right now. If we don’t focus on rebuilding now there won’t be a town.”
Miguel’s jaw twitched. “We have enough water rations to get by. I ensured it myself.”
Mi-an’s head snapped up, she read those ration reports as she worked on the Water Tower… He’s lying. “With all due respect, Pastor. I read your reports and those rations would only get us by until the Water Tower is complete.” She spoke up, startling the people closest to her. “Which by my best estimates is a few more days from now. We’ll already be scraping by just to get the Tower completed. It doesn’t account for delays.”
The look on the Pastor’s face darkened.
“Pah! What do you know, Newbie?” Yan scoffed. “If you’re unable to build that Tower on time even with a few cutbacks, then maybe I should have assigned it to someone else.”
Several angry glares were turned on the Commerce Guild ‘President.’ His absence among the builders working on the Water Tower had not gone unnoticed in town. Plus the news had spread that Yan had attempted to load all the work onto Mi-an alone.
His words only served to unite everyone in Martle’s Square against him.
“I know enough that you broke several Guild codes regarding the distribution of major city projects and the codes regarding emergency builds, President Yan.” Mi-an spat with enough vitriol that several Sandrockers looked at her in surprise.
“She’s right, we can’t ignore the Water Tower…”
“They seriously want us to dehydrate?!”
“Yan’s at it again…”
“We should be working together!”
Chatter broke out among the different groups. All of them now focused on the danger of losing access to their only water supply.
“Wait-” Justice called out again, shame and concern on his face. “I wasn’t lying when I said the Civil Corps is struggling… We still need to figure out something.”
“We can help you like we were doing after the Geeglers attacked.” Hugo the blacksmith clapped the Sheriff's shoulder, smiling reassuringly at him. “Put up a united front and all that. Logan may be strong, but I’m willing to bet he’s relying on us not fighting back against one of our own. I say we prove him wrong.”
“What about how he hasn't been able to do anything recently, Huh?” Cooper’s petulant voice rang out.
“Cooper!” Mable hissed, smacking him with her good arm. “The man was injured on duty! You sure as heck can’t blame him for how you chased your own daughter off. I’ve got half a mind to volunteer you to do the Sheriff’s patrols for a month.”
“I’d volunteer as well!” Catori interjected. “Logan’s already chased off any customers I mighta had. May as well pay him back for that.”
“Same here.” Owen agreed. “Er- minus the payback. I’m fine with just bringing him to justice.”
The Sheriff looked around at his fellows, eyes misting a little.
“Are you all mad?” Miguel snarled with frustration. “Can’t you see that this is exactly why-”
“Pastor Miguel!” The Minister interrupted him, sharply. “Let the people decide. You’ve made your proposal and they have spoken.” She turned back to the crowd. “So if we’re all in agreement, Town Hall and the Civil Corps can arrange a volunteer program for those who want to help protect the town while our dear builders focus on rebuilding the Water Tower. We can revisit the idea of a ‘specialist’ if we haven’t found Logan by the time it’s done.”
The townsfolk voiced their consent.
“This concludes this emergency fireside then. Remember folks-”
“Conserve water!” The crowd echoed dutifully.
—
Notes:
Hoo boy, writing crowds feels hard.
Chapter 22: Breaking and Entering and New Years
Summary:
New Year, New Crimes.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It'd been nearly two weeks since Kat had joined the bandits in the hideout.
After their late-night talk she’d been chattier with them and, eventually , less nervous. Taking to the gang like a sandfish to quicksand… or a builder to a workshop.
Rather quickly they learned that she liked to get things done almost as immediately as they came up. Puttering around the cave, constantly looking for something to do.
With all the work the builder had done around the hideout, the two bandits felt less like they were on the run and more like they had a proper base of operations. It almost reminded Logan of the old days when his Pa would take him to the outpost for a hunt. They’d spend weeks out there with only the occasional visit from Haru… The nostalgia was both heartwarming and melancholic.
Despite the positive outcome, Logan couldn't help but worry about Kat.
She’d often stay up incredibly late working on whatever project she'd gotten her hands on, only for the bandits to find her sleeping in a random spot around the cave when they woke. One morning he’d found her curled around the base of a new sparring dummy, another morning he’d found her stowed away on top of the old carousel in the cavern that they’d designated as the ‘guest room.’ It’d become like a slightly stressful game of hide and seek.
This morning he’d found her snuggled up with Rambo.
The goat was lying on his side, his hooves carefully tucked under him while Kat snored away, her face buried in Rambo’s soft belly fur. He was chewing on her shirt when Logan approached. Only stopping to snort his displeasure when the hunter scooped the builder up into his arms.
“She ain’t gonna be happy you put a hole in her shirt y’know.” Logan quietly admonished the goat, earning a disdained bleat in reply.
He let out a gentle chuckle as Rambo stomped off towards the pen where Merle was already eating the goats’ breakfast. It was surprising that the ram let the builder sleep on him even when Haru brought out their morning feed. Rambo rarely missed a meal if he could help it.
Kat snuggled deeper into Logan’s arms distracting him.
Seeing her comfortable in his arms made him grateful that he wore a mask and was alone in the cavern, otherwise the tomato-red blush on his cheeks and ears would be the topic of gossip for weeks. He’d already gotten way too many smug knowing looks from Haru in the past couple of days. Even though Logan had already stressed to the chemist that it wasn’t a full-blown crush, he was just curious because of the weird circumstances surrounding the builder.
It wasn’t like she was interested either…
She shied away from the topic of romance, or any flirting. Something the hunter understood considering what she had confided in him about her past relationship… That bastard. He shook his head, banishing the unwelcome presence from his mind.
Tucking her into her bed he made a mental checklist of everything he needed to do today.
It was the end of the year, deep winter now. If he intended to go hunting for food they’d have to pack for a trip farther out from Sandrock to find where one of the wild yakmel herds had settled to wait for spring. There was one herd that stayed near Sandrock year round, but given their situation… it would be far too risky to get that close to town.
He needed to dig up that map that Grace had given him.
—
Lunch rolled around rather quickly.
Logan didn’t even notice until the smell of cooking food set off his stomach. Glancing up from his maps he saw Haru stoking the cooking fire, hanging a large cast iron pot on the spit. Meat stew with rice again most likely. With how low they were on rations it was the most filling meal the chemist could make.
Not that the repetitiveness deterred Logan, he wasn’t a picky eater.
At least not when he was away from town, ordering at the Blue Moon was a different deal. He’d be as picky as he wanted when he was paying for it. But they didn’t have that luxury now, so whatever filled his belly was good enough.
Haru looked up as Logan approached, a grin on his face when he saw his friend’s focus on the pot.
“It isn’t done yet.” The chemist laughed. “Just a few more minutes though, enough time for you to go find Kat.”
Glancing around the hunter realized the builder was probably still in bed in the adjacent cavern. A little weird considering she was usually up and about by now. Though he wouldn’t begrudge the builder getting a proper amount of sleep.
Stepping past the goat pen he entered the smaller cave, the bright colors of the carousel dazzling his eyes for a moment before he glanced to where the builder’s bed was.
The first thing he noticed was her scar.
It took a second for him to register what he was looking at, but that was definitely a burn scar. The lighter pink ripple of skin standing out against the tan color of her shoulders. A wild impulse in the hunter made him want to run his finger over it, to examine it closer. Though a nagging sense restrained him.
“That’s a nasty scar ya got there.” Logan said finally.
Kat shrieked at the sound of his voice. Both of them startled violently.
Logan’s brain finally registered what was wrong; she was shirtless, her dignity only spared by a tight sports bra. The hunter nearly smacked himself in the face with how quickly he covered his eyes, stuttering out hasty apologies. That was the nagging sense in his mind. Why was she shirtless?!
A smack of damp fabric hit his face and it took a moment to realize it was the shirt she had been wearing.
Risking a glance up he saw her perched on her bed, her disgruntled face poking out from the wraps of her blanket.
“W- why-?” He started.
“Your dang goat chewed through my only shirt!” She huffed. “It’s bad enough that I don’t have a clean set! I’m not a tailor, I can’t make a new one!”
“Why don’t you just change-?”
Oh, wait.
“I didn’t exactly have the chance to pack for this vacation, Logan .” Kat hissed pithily, her eyes narrowed at the bandit.
“A- ah, right…” He rubbed the back of his head sheepishly.
This was a dilemma. Did they need to raid a caravan for clothes? She was smaller than both bandits so they couldn’t exactly share… He noticed the builder shiver, hunkering down deeper in the blankets.
“Wait here.” Logan turned on his heel.
Striding back into the main cavern he headed straight for their sleeping area. Haru watched him, confusion and concern on his face.
“Did something happen?” The chemist called.
“Yeah, uh- Rambo ate the builder’s shirt.” Logan rifled through his stash of clothes.
He paused to glare at Haru when he began cackling.
“Ha! That sounds like ‘em.” Haru wiped a tear from his eye. “ Peach , you look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“This is serious, Haru.” The hunter grumbled. “Do ya got any spare shirts? Yer closer to her size than I am.”
The chemist nodded, stifling another snicker.
Turning back to his own pack of clothes he dumped it out on his bed. He needed something specific… It was getting cold and there was no way he was letting the builder wander around in the cave with just loose-fitting clothes and rags to keep her warm.
Ah.
Logan held up an old cream-colored cloak he’d had stowed away at the bottom of his pack.
It was a sentimental thing. The cloak hadn’t fit him since he was nineteen when Grandma Vivi had first given it to him. But he’d been saving it for this exact reason.
To give to someone who needed to keep warm.
Haru handed him a spare red turtleneck and a pair of loose sweatpants with a frayed drawstring. “That’s the best I have unfortunately.”
“It’ll have to work.”
The hunter took the bundle of clothes. Hurrying back across the cave to where the builder sulked in bed.
“You know I keep the back window of my workshop unlocked.” Kat nodded thanks as she took the clothes from him.
“What’d ya mean?” Logan turned around to give her privacy.
“Well, If I’m staying here for an extended period of time, I could use a change of clothes or two. My workshop is pretty secluded, so it’d be easy to sneak in and out of the house through that window.”
“So you want me to break into your house?” He tilted his head, listening to her shuffle around.
“Is it really breaking in if you're technically invited by the homeowner?”
“Eh- semantics.”
He felt a tap on his shoulder and he turned to face her, his heart stuttering at the sight.
The cloak was slightly oversized, covering all the way down to her thighs. She fiddled with the collar of the turtleneck which was tucked right underneath her chin. The pants were hitched up as high as she could get it with the loose cuffs stuffed into her boots. She looked like she was drowning in the clothes.
Once again Logan felt grateful for the mask covering the blush on his face.
“At least these are warmer than what I had.” Kat giggled, noticing his stare. “I uh- don’t suppose you’d need help breaking into my workshop?”
“N- no. You’re staying here.” The hunter shook his head, closing his eyes to try to break his stare. “I’ll head up after lunch… I owe ya a change of clothes thanks to my idiot goat anyways.”
—
It was nearly evening by the time that Logan made it to the boulders behind Kat’s workshop.
The situation around town was rather hair-raising as it seemed like more than half the town were patrolling the city limits. He’d even had to send Rambo back to the hideout when he’d gotten past the entrance to the Valley of Whispers. Forced to sneak on foot to avoid being spotted.
Everyone he’d seen had been armed with some kind of weapon, some even had guns.
It was unsurprising that Cooper had his shotgun with him, the man loved that gun. But it was surprising that Owen, who was patrolling the fence of the ranch alongside Cooper, had a pistol strapped to his hip. A shocking sight to the hunter who’d known the Saloon Owner to be the gentlest of the giants in Sandrock.
It hurt Logan a little to know that they were doing this because of him. That it was his presence that they feared. But the rational side of him recognized that it was important that they looked after their own safety.
At least it meant they’d be more ready whenever the situation with the Duvos spies boiled over.
Now, though, he was crouched behind the builder’s workshop. Hidden among the boulders while waiting for the last of Rocky’s crew to leave the salvage yard before making his move.
Logan could see the window that Kat had mentioned and he couldn’t help but feel the creeping sense of concern, seeing how close the unlocked window was to the back fence line. How easily someone could break into the builder’s house and ambush her… It set off every protective instinct that Logan had learned from living in Sandrock.
‘Unless she was only leaving it unlocked so that I could visit…’ The thought nearly made Logan lose his concentration. That was a dangerous thought.
Finally, the air stilled as the last woman left the Salvage Yard and scurried into town, making a beeline for the Saloon.
Standing up the bandit leapt the fence easily. The window looked a little smaller than he’d anticipated when he got up close. Wedging himself through it would definitely be less graceful than he would’ve liked.
Opening it as quietly as he could he pushed his head and shoulders through first. With a little finagling he managed to get both his arms through and shoved against the wall to push the rest of his torso through. A little more wiggling and he’d be inside.
Unfortunately, without his legs underneath him, his face was introduced to the floor as the rest of his body followed him through the window.
Logan lay on the floor for a second, more out of embarrassment rather than injury. Pushing himself to his feet he closed the window behind him, making sure to shut the curtains. At least it was short-lived. No one would know he was here, he needed to find those clothes and get out.
Glancing around he took in his surroundings.
A small kitchen and dining area that doubled as a living room, two women standing at the kitchen counter staring at him, two doors to the right that were probably the bedrooms that Kat had mentioned, an open door that clearly led to the bathroom-
Wait.
He froze, his gaze snapping back to the two women standing in the kitchen with him.
One was a builder, clad with goggles and soot-stained overalls and paused mid-sip from a water cup. The other was a petite blond with a wicked smile on her face. All three of them were still, staring at each other for what seemed like an eternity.
After a moment the blond broke the silence by leaning over to the builder and whispering something that made her snort into the cup, doubling over as the water she had in her mouth came through her nose. The bandit remained frozen, staring at them dumbfounded as the blond covered her giggles with her hand and the builder struggled to recover.
“I thought Kat lived alone.” He said a little dumbly. After sneaking past so many people on high alert it was a little disarming that these two seemed more entertained by his entrance rather than concerned by his presence.
“She did.” The goggled builder said between coughs. “I moved in after she was kidnapped.”
“Oh.”
For once Logan’s fight or flight instincts were confused. He now understood why people used phrases like ‘a yakmel caught in headlights.’ He sure felt like a yakmel now.
The blond cleared her throat. “So, to what do we owe the pleasure of a visit from Mr. Notorious?”
“Uh- clothes.”
Both women looked at him quizzically.
“I- er- Kat needed a change of clothes.” He elaborated.
They glanced at each other before the blond nodded.
“Alright, Mi-an, chat with him a bit. I’ll getcha a bag of Kat’s clothes.” She walked off into one of the rooms before Logan could reply.
That left Logan standing confused with the goggle-wearing builder, Mi-an he presumed, and wondering what he’d just gotten himself into.
“We have pickle juice.”
“...What?” The hunter looked at her.
“I- uh- I mean did you want a drink or something… We’ve got water, uh- yeah. Just mainly water… or pickle juice if you want.”
“Why would I want to drink pickle juice?” Logan furrowed a brow. The builder at least looked as confused as he was.
“I dunno, I’ve never had to play host to a bandit before.” Mi-an admitted sheepishly.
“You don’t have to, it's fine.”
“Oh, okay.”
They stood in awkward silence for a minute until Logan couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Why do y’all have pickle juice? Do you have pickles too or-?”
“Eh, hydration or something, you’d have to ask Kat. It’s her fridge.” She shrugged.
He turned to the builder, now thoroughly perturbed by the weird nervous chill that she had. “Why are ya so calm? You ain’t concerned that a bandit broke in? Or that I kidnapped yer friend?”
The builder just shrugged again. “I already know about your innocence and the Duvos stuff. Plus, Grace told me that Kat was safe with you. I’m just trying to keep the peace.”
“Huh,” That would explain it. “How many of ya did Kat tell, exactly?”
“Just Me and Nia,” She gestured to the room where the blond, Nia, was. “Grace too, though she was with you guys for that.”
“That’s… a lot.”
“Well, Kat did mention it took almost the entire town to defeat the Duvos invasion sooo…”
Logan swallowed hard. That reminder sat like a stone in his stomach. The thought of everyone in town being in danger didn’t sit well with him.
“Alrighty!” Nia startled both of them, a near-bursting overnight bag in her hands. “I packed everything I think she’ll need while she's out with you guys.”
She shoved the stuffed bag into his hands.
“Uh- thanks.”
“No problem. Just make sure you take care of Kat,” She jammed a finger at his face. “I don’t wanna hear that you’ve caused her too much trouble, alright?”
He nodded hastily, withering slightly under Nia’s unwavering glare. Turning back towards the dastardly window, he prepared to make a quick exit. He’d gotten what he needed so the sooner he was gone the less danger they’d be in… and the sooner he could be away from this awkward situation.
A hand on his arm stopped him.
“W- wait, uhm.” Mi-an hummed nervously. “Do you think you could take Kat to the Grand Mesa tomorrow night? To see the fireworks for the New Year?”
He tilted his head, he’d almost forgotten about the winter celebrations.
“It’s her birthday.” Nia cut in. “We usually celebrate with the Hotpot in Highwind but, being ‘kidnapped,’ the New Year’s fireworks here should do fine. Everyone’s planning on going all out in the hopes that ‘she’ll see it.’”
The bandit balked, she never told them her birthday was coming up…
“Give her this too.” Nia plucked her rabbit pouch from her belt. “Tell her we said Happy Birthday and New Year.”
Before he knew it the two women were shoving him back out the window, sending him on his merry way. Thankful that the sun had finally set so that he could stumble back to the hideout a little dumbly without getting caught.
It’s her birthday.
—
Logan didn’t know why he was so nervous.
The plan was simple. Eat meat stew, watch fireworks, give Kat her friend’s gift, and say happy birthday. There was no reason to be nervous.
Haru was quick to agree to the plan after a quick chat when Logan had gotten back.
They both felt bad about keeping her away from celebrating with friends and family.
‘Maybe I’m nervous because her birthday is like mine? They’re both close to a holiday… Or maybe ‘cause Haru an’ I haven’t celebrated anything recently?’ Logan hummed discontentedly to himself as Rambo ambled forward underneath him. ‘Or maybe I’m nervous because it’s the first birthday she’s spending with us .’
He shook his head. Logan didn’t want to admit that he wanted to impress her. They didn’t really have the means to anyways…
The builder shifted in the saddle behind him. Peaking her head around his shoulder curiously.
“Where are we going?” Her low voice sounded thunderous in the quiet night air.
“T’ a spot just under th’ Mesa.” The hunter tried to keep his voice low too. “I’ll tell ya why once we’re there.”
Kat hummed contentedly, resting her head against his back.
After a few more minutes of silence, they passed an old decrepit fence gate and finally reached the spot Logan was looking for.
It was relatively flat, hidden by boulders and scrubby plants, free of stray rocket roosters, and with a clear view of Sandrock.
Perfect for a picnic.
“Here.” He dismounted, helping the builder off the goat.
“It’s the Solstice,” Kat murmured quietly, her eyes fixed on the distant bonfire with the silhouettes of people dancing around it.
“Yeah,” Logan glanced over at Haru who was unpacking their food from Merle’s saddlebags. “And your birthday.”
Her head snapped back to him, her eyes wide. “How did…?”
“Yer friends told me.” He admitted. “The ones at the workshop.”
“Mi-an and Nia.” Her eyes softened, her hand patting the bunny pouch he’d passed on to her the previous night.
Logan nodded. “They asked us to take you to see the fireworks. We don’t got much in the way of birthday cake, but we do have meat stew.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “I hope that’s alright…”
She smiled brightly at him. “It’s wonderful, thank you.”
“Happy Birthday, Kat.” He smiled back, his heart warming at the happy look on her face.
A couple of stray fireworks caught their attention. Logan scrambled to pull an old blanket from Rambo’s saddlebags, hastily shaking it out so they could sit on it instead of on the dirt. The cascade of fireworks picked up as Haru passed around the bowls of still-warm food.
They watched as a torrent of brilliant colors filled the sky and the silhouettes of the townsfolk partied below.
The anxiety and fear that had become a staple to their lives began to melt away, replaced by the simple joy of company. Dazzling light shining down on those who celebrated their companions and loved ones, both the present and the missing, as the new year began.
After spending more than a year away it was strangely soothing to see them celebrate as they always had.
With a happy sigh, Kat leaned her head against his shoulder, her eyes dancing with each firework. Unbidden his arm wrapped around her waist. Glancing over at Haru he could see the chemist grinning, he returned the smile. Both of them taking comfort in celebrating something for the first time since their exile. Even being apart from everyone else Logan felt as close as ever to the town he loved, and to the people he loved.
It felt like he’d finally found a piece of himself that he’d lost.
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Notes:
Last chapter for this week. My schedule is still a little off, forgive my truancy.
It was fun writing these ones, it's satisfying putting the scenes in my head into words. Next week will only be one chapter but it'll be a good one, I promise.Weirdly, I have a habit of making builders with late winter birthdays. I guess I just like winter.
Anyways, see y'all next week!
Chapter 23: Sugar to Catch a Fly
Summary:
Another dual POV chapter Pen then Grace. Discovery is all around.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The machine crackled with energy. Just touching it burned Pen’s fingers.
This was what Tiger was looking for.
Months ago, after a weird burst of energy within the ruins had shut down the power around Sandrock, Matilda had ordered the soldiers to dig through the remaining branches of the Space Center they were in. They were to look for the cause since it was clear that there were more relics in this ruin than they initially thought. Plus, for it to cause a citywide blackout, it must have been something powerful.
There were many pointless rooms to check and countless arbitrary machines with no use. The soldiers almost gave up trying to find the cause of the surge. Commander Lefu and his men had started getting frustrated being forced to dig. They’d thought that the starship engines were the most important thing they’d find down there.
But this.
It was unlike any relic they’d ever seen.
A blue glow emitted from the numerous lines along its unnaturally smooth surface. The heat that radiated from it kept the weaklings away. Several were already nursing burns from getting too close. Its center console was lit with an almost ethereal light. The buttons did nothing but in the center of the console was a picture with words.
That was what caught Pen's attention.
It was a picture of Kat, the builder, her eyes fixed on the machine with her hand flat against the console. Almost like the machine itself had taken a picture of her. The words alongside it read out her name, age, and a date that was a couple of years in the future.
Pen grinned viciously, he loved being right.
Kat was an important player in the events to come. She’d be the key to victory. The answer to the visions he’d been having.
“Did they finally find it?” Matilda’s voice pulled Pen out of his thoughts.
“See for yourself,” He swept his hand in a flourish at the machine.
The ‘Tiger’ looked unimpressed, tapping the side of the machine with her cane. “Have we figured out what it does?”
“No, Ma’am.” One of the guards spoke up.
“Look at the screen, Tiger.” The enforcer pointed. “Look who’s on it.”
Her green eyes slid over the screen, a light of calculating burning in them as she read the words. She reached out and touched the console. The picture flickered and new words appeared over it.
‘NEW USER DETECTED. PLEASE CONFIRM.’
Matilda tapped it again.
‘PLEASE WAIT. CALCULATING…’
The machine whirred, the heat radiating off of it making the rest of the guards stand further away. Weary eyes glued to the contraption.
Matilda tapped her nails restlessly against the console. “What do you think it might be?”
“A time machine,” Pen answered without hesitation, ever sure of himself.
When Matilda looked at him skeptically he continued.
“You saw the picture of the builder, and the date in the future.” He gestured at the console. “You’ve seen what she's capable of and how she acts around us. It could only be because she knows something. She’s just a regular Highwinder, the only way she could know something is if this thing sent her back in time. Perhaps in a desperate attempt to stop us.”
“Hm,” The fake Minister looked back at the machine. “A wild assumption. If this thing has a picture of her she probably broke into our operation here… HQ also warned us that an Alliance spy has been dispatched to Sandrock.” She gave the enforcer a sharp look. “That would be more sensible reasoning, Pen.”
“You don’t think the timeframe is suspicious? She arrived the same day that the blackout occurred. There’s no way that she made it from here to the train station so quick.” He insisted.
“That’s no proof that this is a time machine. Let alone that the builder was anything more than an intruder.”
“I’ve been telling you, there’s something special about her,” Pen growled in frustration. “She’s been predicting the future, she predicted that one sandstorm, she predicted the Geegler’s attacks, she predicted our plans, she’s-”
“Pen!” Matilda cut him off with a sharp tone. “Your obsession with this woman is getting out of line-”
She cut herself off when a new picture popped up on the console.
‘SCAN COMPLETE.’
It was a picture of a younger Matilda at a ceremony. The uniforms and quarters of the Duvosian military intelligence recognizable in the background. A smile plastered on her face as a man Pen didn’t recognize pinned a medal to her uniform. Underneath the picture was another date, this time from the past.
‘SAVE POINT LOCATED. INITIATE LOAD?’
‘CONFIRM / DENY.’
Matilda stood dumbfounded, a surprised look on her face. Her hand hovered over the console as she looked longingly at the photo. After a moment's hesitation, she hit confirm. The machine whirred to life again making more noise and flashing red as more text popped up.
‘ERROR; CURRENT USER DETECTED.’
‘REQUIRE INPUT FROM PREVIOUS USER’
A glowing hand popped up. Matilda placed her hand against it but the whole screen flashed red again.
‘ERROR; INCORRECT USER. REQUIRE INPUT FROM PREVIOUS USER.’
‘CANCELING ACTION.’
The picture disappeared along with the red text leaving behind the original picture of the builder.
Matilda’s mouth thinned into a line. A hungry curiosity burned in her eyes.
“You there!” She barked at a nearby soldier, “Inform Lefu that I want someone studying this machine, we must learn more about it.” The fake minister turned to Pen begrudgingly. “Perhaps you’re right… Whatever the case, we need the builder here.”
The vicious grin returned to his face. “I’m always right.” Smugness oozed out of his words. Now he’d get what he wanted.
“You forget that said builder is currently missing.”
The enforcer’s self-satisfied grin melted into a glare. He’d already been reamed out by Miguel about letting Logan escape that day. Being reminded of his failure hurt.
“That wouldn’t be as much of an issue if you let the Pastor hire that bounty hunter.” He snapped accusingly.
When they had all gathered to vote on the hiring of the bounty hunter, Matilda had told him to stay out of it. During the meeting itself, she intended to find a way to sway the crowd against the idea. Only, she didn’t have to intervene as it was pretty clear that the other unimportant builder and her new blond friend had a similar agenda.
“A bounty hunter would jeopardize our operations. We can’t risk another person finding this place, we can't have another incident like what happened with Howlett. You almost blew our cover then too!” Matilda shot back. “I was looking out for our interests. Something you need to keep in mind more.”
A snarl crept up Pen’s face. All this back-and-forth nonsense… Why did they have to wait in the shadows when they should be conquering? Why couldn’t that coward of a yakboy meet him face-to-face like his father did? Did he really consider himself a proud fighter running away like this?
“I’ll hunt him down myself.” He growled. “I’ll drag her here myself.”
“You won’t need to.” The fake minister soothed the irritated man, her voice filled with her usual fake sweetness. “She’ll come back to us on her own.”
The enforcer shook his head in frustration. “I don’t know about you, but she seems pretty loyal to these peasants.”
Matilda turned a smile towards Pen. The kind that could be mistaken for a friendly look but one that the enforcer was familiar enough with to recognize as the grin of a predator. A master manipulator at work.
“That’s exactly why she’ll return to us. Both the builder and Logan are loyal to a fault- Loyal to the town.” She leaned on the cane staring intently at the machine’s console. “We simply need to wait and watch.”
“Ugh,” Pen deflated. “First you yell at me for watching her, now you want me to watch her… Which is it, woman?”
The fake minister tutted at the enforcer. “You never change, Pen… What we need is information about her. Who is she closest to, the people she listens to, those that she is willing to talk to… who is her weakness?”
She turned away from the machine with a clack of her cane.
“If we want to catch our fly, we need to find out what kind of sugar to use.”
—
The scrapes and bruises on her body compared nothing to the sheer amount of fear in Grace’s chest.
It’d taken her almost a day to travel to get to the top of the plateau. Even using the hidden routes she’d gleaned from Logan’s collected notes about the Eufaula landscape. Between the need to stay hidden and the hostile terrain and living hazards she’d barely managed more than a snail’s pace for the last few hours.
When she reached the top she realized that the plateau was like a giant crater, the edges giving way to cliffs that led down to the top of a ruin. Poking out of the dust like a mechanical lid to a volcano. The climb down closer to the ruins proved to be equally as difficult as the climb up with rocks that threatened to give underneath her every step.
At the end of all that struggle she made the greatest and most terrifying discovery in her career.
Kat was right.
The Northern Ruins were crawling with Duvosians.
Not that she’d have known that at first. It was completely desolate when she got there. By some stroke of luck, or possibly by some divine sixth sense, she’d chosen to stake out the entrance. Sitting in an outcropping of rocks above the massive ruin site.
Eventually a buzz started, almost like a hornet’s nest had been kicked. An army flooded out of the entrance. Hundreds of soldiers lined the clearing, standing guard and coming to attention when Pen and Matilda exited the ruins.
From the way the soldiers saluted them, they were top dogs.
A shiver ran down Grace’s spine.
This was a much bigger operation than the ACI ever thought it would be. It was a whole damn invasion force. A threat that Sandrock was woefully underprepared for.
Whatever was in that ruin, Duvos was ready to go to war over it.
She needed to warn Alliance HQ. They needed an army of their own if they ever hoped to fend off this many soldiers… Hell, she’d feel better just telling anyone about this threat. At least then there’d be a chance that help was on the way.
Pen’s eyes snapped to where Grace was, their eyes meeting.
Years of training froze her body. The constant drills ringing in her ears that stillness was the key to stealth. Flinching, trying to hide, or even just dropping her gaze would expose her. Having faith in her instinctive ability to blend into her surroundings was the only thing she could rely on now.
Though his eyes were little pinpricks at this distance, it felt like they were boring into her own. Like a battle of wills on who would look away first. Her skin crawled as her fight-or-flight instinct screamed at her to run. A growing dread that surely he knew she was there and would come over. The worst-case scenario considering just how exhausting the climb up the plateau was.
After what felt like an eternity a clatter of rocks behind her nearly made Grace flinch.
A black and white shape waddled past her peripheral vision, rolling forward onto its belly to slide slowly down the rocky slope. A pensky, thank Peach. Grace would’ve sighed in relief if she wasn’t currently locked into a staring contest with the Duvosian down below.
Thankfully his eyes had latched onto the pensky instead, watching as it slid lazily through the sand.
Matilda turned back to him, her head tilted. She asked him a question and Pen turned back to her and shook his head. They both turned away and continued on their way. Presumably to return to town before anyone questioned the Minister’s absence.
Grace took a shaky breath, willing her heart to calm down.
She waited a while longer watching as the soldiers disappeared back into the ruin, removing almost every trace that they were there. The sun began to sink towards the horizon, throwing deep shadows over the rim of the plateau. Darkness gave her a meager comfort as she knew it meant she could finally leave.
Sweat clung to her despite the chilly air stealing what little warmth she had. She wriggled back away from her hiding spot, unsure of how long she’d lay there. Grace was grateful that Owen had granted her two consecutive days off. The man was generous and she was fairly certain that her journey back into town would take until well past midnight.
The most important thing right now was warning the Alliance, as well as Logan and Haru… and Mi-an… and Justice.
Grace huffed. There were so many moving parts to this operation. They needed to get Kat back into town and use her knowledge to start planning on how they’d take down the Duvosian spies… and defend Sandrock from an all-out invasion.
Whatever the case, they were now at war.
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Notes:
Howdy y'all! Only chapter this week. Though I've already got most of next week's chapters written too (There'll be two of them). I just gotta give 'em some good editing. To say I am excited is an understatement, I feel like a writing machine! We got some good stuff comin' up!
See y'all next week!
Chapter 24: The Chemist and The Builder
Summary:
Poor Kat is so confused.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat swayed in the saddle.
Exhaustion was taking its toll on her motor functions. Loosening the muscles in her body, her head nodding to the rhythm of Rambo’s hooves. Struggling to stay awake.
Only Logan’s arms around her kept her in the saddle.
She would have been blushing in embarrassment if she wasn't half asleep. He seemed pretty comfortable cuddling up with her. Weird considering the rather animated discussion he’d had with Haru about who she'd ride with when they were saddling the goats. She would have eavesdropped if she wasn't already passing out at that point.
As she dozed her mind couldn't help but linger on that thought…
Logan has been pretty affectionate with her lately.
It was all kinds of confusing. Especially considering his reaction to her admitting her feelings in the previous timeline. Was something different? He started being nicer to her after he got back from her workshop… Did Nia tell him something, or yell at him? Kat loved that woman like a sister but she packed a bikini in the bag of 'essentials' that she gave Logan, she didn't quite trust her fellow Highwinder to not meddle in her love life.
…maybe the hunter was just always this handsy? He was always pretty tactile with his friends. Hugs were basically a form of greeting for him.
A gust of wind chilled her face and she snuggled down into the warmth of her cloak, slipping further into unconsciousness.
—
The Highwind builder woke a little while later, confused about when she’d laid down.
She was curled up like a cat in a blanket. Rambo had settled beside her, blocking the cold wind with his body and chewing at a nearby yakthorn bush. The heat and nearby crackling of fire let her know that the bandits had set up a camp while she slept.
Poking her head out of the folds of the cloak she peered around the campsite owlishly.
They’d left the hideout two days after New Year’s. Logan mentioned the need to hunt for food, as well as hunt a monster that Grace had told him about. Kat didn’t mind the change in routine, all three of them were appreciative of the fresh air and bright sunlight.
“Afternoon, Sleepy.” Haru smiled kindly at her from where he sat, poking the campfire with a stick.
Kat grumbled to herself.
She hadn’t meant to sleep that long but being jostled around in a saddle while dozing didn’t exactly make for great quality sleep… Kat really needed to fix her sleeping schedule.
“Saved ya some food by the way, we had some brunch.” The chemist held out a small bowl of soup. “It’s a bit less than usual, we’re running out of supplies. I’ll cook the last of what we got for dinner tonight and breakfast tomorrow. Logan’s planning to do some scouting, then hunt in the morning.”
“This is more than enough, thanks. I don’t usually eat breakfast.” The builder accepted the bowl, letting the warmth of it seep into her fingers before digging in.
Haru tilted his head at her, a slight frown tugging at his face. “You don’t? I usually see you nibble on something.”
“Eh, that’s more to stop you two from worrying.” Kat swallowed a mouthful. “I tried skipping once and Logan ended up giving me double helpings to eat.” She smiled wanly at the chemist. “The sentiment is nice and all, but I think my stomach’s just not awake in the mornings.”
He chortled. “Kinda like how you aren’t.”
Kat snorted as she ate another bite. “Sleeping isn’t my strong suit.”
“It ain’t Logan’s either.” Haru nodded. “I’d guess all of us have issues with it really. Though I don’t find myself at the extremes that you two are at.”
She looked up at him, a little embarrassed. “Sorry if I keep you awake…”
The chemist waved his hand dismissively. “You don’t. Heck, it’s been a while since Logan’s night terrors have woken me too. I ‘ sleep like the dead ’ as Howlett used to call it.” He smiled at the builder again. “I’m just glad you two have each other. I know from experience that it’s lonely at night.”
“You sure don’t have trouble sleeping?”
“Nah, I’m just a night owl.” Haru shook his head. “I get distracted and forget to sleep sometimes, but I get a proper amount.”
The builder sighed, she envied the ability to just sleep. It seemed unnatural to her that someone could just lie down and doze instantly. Haru chortled again.
“I’m blessed.” He smirked before tilting his head curiously. “What do you guys talk about that late anyways?”
"The future mainly. He's been asking about how Sandrock fares."
That lit curiosity in Haru’s eyes. Almost as though several ideas popped up in his mind at once. He picked up his canteen, formulating a question.
"So what happened after the battle? I don't think I've heard you talk much about it."
"Yeah…" Kat set her bowl down. "Well, the town pretty much settled down… Zeke and Trudy finally figured out how to replant the trees, a road to Portia was built, er- Catori built a rather successful theme park."
Haru choked on a swig of water. "Ahem- sorry, a theme park?! All the way out here?."
"Yeah, that's what I thought too. But she managed it pretty well! I got back more than triple my initial investment after a couple of months too." Kat nodded.
"Seems like a risky gamble."
"I… didn't really have anywhere else to spend the money. Burgess and Town Hall put limits on donations because of Mi-an and I. Didn't have any family expenses either, so I felt like a little too much of a dragon just sitting on all those gols." She traced her fingers through the sand idly. "After the road to Portia opened the demand for builder work tripled alongside the pay."
"You didn't have a family?" The chemist froze embarrassment at his own tactless question reddening his cheeks.
Kat smiled sadly at him. "No. Any hopes for… that… seemed to die with me, sadly."
"What about-" Haru’s eyes followed the embers of the fire, his brow furrowed as he thought through his words carefully. "We were at least friends?" His tone was uncertain like he wanted to ask a different question.
The builder chuckled. “Of course. Though Logan and I had to conspire a thousand different ways to get you to accept our help while you were in Atara.”
“Atara-? Oh, school.” Haru realized before rubbing the back of his head sheepishly. “I mean, I intend to go for scholarships… It’s not like I wouldn’t be able to make it work.” He mumbled more to himself. Noticing the smile on her face he cut off her reply with another question. “What about you and Logan?”
That made Kat jump a little. "Er- w- what about us?"
Haru raised a brow at her, amusement in his eyes. “I mean what were you two doing after the invasion?”
“Oh,” Kat internally sighed in relief. “Well, I already said I still worked as a builder. Didn’t do much else… I was rather reclusive after… everything.” She glanced away, lost in thought for a moment before looking back at the chemist with a small smile. “Logan went right back to monster hunting of course. Said there wasn’t anything else he wanted to do.”
He smiled with a nod. That wasn’t too unpredictable, Logan simply didn’t know any other life.
“So…” Haru tilted his head. “You two hung out a lot?” He prodded.
He knows. Kat felt a spark of panic. It’d been a while since she’d had to hide her feelings for Logan, clearly she wasn’t doing a good enough job. How in Peach’s name was she supposed to explain to him that she’d been rejected?
The chemist was watching her with amusement dancing in his eyes.
“I- I mean yeah. I had to.” Kat tried to hide her panic with a huff. “If you’d been there you’d agree the poor man needed help raising Andy.”
She looked down at the swirls she’d drawn in the sand, her mock indignance melting into a smile as the memories resurfaced. “He was doing pretty well for the two of them, but he was terrible at asking for help. The first time Andy caught a cold, it took the kid insisting that I visit for him to come over and actually ask .” Looking back up at Haru she saw a matching soft smile on his face. “After that, I just kind of swung around every so often. It was easier for him to ask if I was already there to support him, y’know?”
Haru grinned at her.
“I know what you mean.” He huffed out a laugh. “Howlett used to chew him out for trying to go it alone too often, even though the old man used to do the same. He always said the pack should stick together when it can.” Haru shook his head, eyes lost in distant memory. “Like father like son I suppose. They were both pretty independent people… though I think Howlett was more accepting of help since Gran Vivi insisted on helping him when he was trying to raise Logan on his own.”
They fell into amicable silence, caught up in memories until a cool afternoon breeze knocked over the leftover pieces of wood in the campfire. Haru reached behind him grabbing another log and shoving it into the dying coals. Poking them together to get it burning again.
“I suppose I should have been more specific with my earlier question though.”
Panic flared in Kat’s chest again as she looked back up at him.
“What do you think- or rather, what did you think about Logan?” Haru schooled his features into a carefully neutral look save for the curiosity burning in his eyes. “Do you like him?”
Crap.
Kat stared at the campfire blankly for a moment. Haru knew how to keep a secret. She could probably trust him… right?
“Yeah… Who didn’t though?” She smiled thinly at Haru. “He was the hero of Sandrock, enigmatic and good-looking. Kinda made him the most eligible bachelor.”
“Did he ever show interest in anyone?” The chemist frowned slightly.
“Not that I’d ever seen.” Kat chewed her lip, a thought struck her and a mischievous light lit her eyes. “Why? You asking if you have a chance with him?” She teased with a smirk.
“Wh- no.” Haru immediately reddened. “I mean- I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t be curious…” He scratched the back of his head, his blush spreading to his ears. “We were practically raised as brothers though, it’d get too weird pretty quick… he’s not my type either-” His words tumbled out in a clumsy defense.
The builder laughed lightheartedly. “Suave budding businessmen more your type?”
The chemist spluttered, thoroughly flustered. “I- I don’t have a crush on Arvio.”
“I never mentioned him.” Kat grinned at him.
His eyes narrowed with cautious respect. “I would have thought future-me would have kept that pretty well secret…”
"You did. It took me a little bit to figure it out.” Kat preened a little, proud that she was right. That was something she never got the chance to ask him about before he left for Atara. She’d sensed a subtle vibe of flirting between the two the few times she saw them together. “You aren’t the only one who can play detective.”
“Touché.” Haru went back to poking at the campfire. “Do you think you would have ever considered it though? Dating Logan?”
Kat’s lips pressed into a thin line.
It was hard to figure out what was going on between her and the hunter. He rejected her heart knot, that much she was sure of. Between all the troubles she'd had with time travel and romance… She didn’t want to hold out any kind of hope.
Didn’t want to be hurt again.
“Probably not… I don’t think I was ready for a relationship, not sure I ever will be all things considered.” She smiled at him a little sadly.
The chemist nodded, his eyes softening with understanding. After she had told Logan about her past with Pen she'd been more open with the both of them about how that man had hurt her. Hell, talking with them made her realize that she had more hang-ups about that whole situation than she realized. All three of them were painfully aware of the toll it'd taken on her.
“If you ever need to talk… Well, we’re all kinda stuck together for the foreseeable future.”
Kat nodded with sincere gratitude. Both bandits were understanding and kind. Even if romance wasn’t in the cards for her she felt more at home now than she had in years.
“Just being around you guys… being a part of Sandrock, having a place here. That’s enough for me.” She pulled the cloak tighter around her. “I don’t know if it’s selfish, but all I want is to keep that little bit of happiness… at least till the end.”
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Notes:
Haru: *Desperately trying to fix the holes in this ship*
Chapter 25: The Hunter and The Kid
Summary:
Here comes the boy.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan was getting unusually distracted while scouting.
He wanted to at least get a glimpse of the monster that was supposedly trampling around the nearby watering hole. But more often than not he found himself staring off into nothing while his mind wandered elsewhere. Three times now he had to shake off a fog and rescan the area around him.
A huff escaped his lips at his own absent-mindedness. The hunter was already quite aware of what was distracting him, he just didn’t want to admit it. It felt unbearably embarrassing that a woman was making him fawn like a schoolboy. That kind of thing hadn’t interested him before, why does it now?
The ride out had been fine.
Even with her sitting in the saddle in front of him, and even though Logan had to hold her tight to keep her from falling off, he was fine. Great even! They were on the road; fresh air, warm sunlight, a hunt to look forward to.
But when he realized that her head was at the perfect height for him to rest his chin on while they rode… his mind spiraled out of control a little.
He started noticing the little things about her.
She smelled like the cactus flower soaps that Haru makes. Her hazel eyes had an almost mossy green hue when they were in shadow. The cloak he'd given her had become a part of her daily outfit… and when they stopped to make camp she curled into the oversized piece of cloth like an armadillo. Her odd snoring occasionally drawing a laugh out of the two bandits.
It was like the more he denied his crush, the more his brain betrayed him.
Logan felt a little guilty too. There was no guarantee that any of them would make it through the Duvos situation unscathed. He felt like it was a bit of a betrayal to their mission, to his Pa’s last wish, that he was so distracted by this.
‘When the battle’s over,’ The hunter reassured himself, shaking off his thoughts. ‘Then I can see if this’d go anywhere.’
Glancing up he scanned the horizon, his body instinctively went still as he sensed something watching him. The air was still, the small hum of little critters had gone quiet. The sure sign of a nearby monster.
He looked around, tense.
There should be some kind of sound or movement. Bigger monsters can’t move quietly.
Where-?
The hunter lept out of the way as the brush behind him exploded, the roaring low of an enraged alpha yakmel tearing through the air. It was triple the size of a usual alpha, and the red gleam in its eyes told Logan it found his existence unacceptable. The beast pawed at the ground with its hoof.
This monster was looking for a fight.
Briefly, the hunter cursed himself for letting it sneak up on him, he was sorely underprepared for a fight.
It barreled towards Logan, launching away a fallen tree between them like a twig. Sweeping its horns back and forth in deadly arcs. The hunter threw himself to the left, letting the beast rush past him. It skidded past, crashing into the rocks behind him.
The oversized yakmel turned its head towards him with a slow menace. More annoyed than hurt by the collision with solid stone. It charged again as Logan leapt up onto a boulder, using the extra height to launch himself onto the back of the beast. The beast threw its head around, confused that he was no longer in front of it.
With a snort, it realized he was on its back and began to buck.
With little else to hold on to, Logan grabbed a handful of the beast’s shaggy mane and stabbed his knife into its shoulder. The beast roared again, rearing in pain. It kicked up its back legs flailing Logan around helplessly as he clung on for dear life.
His legs found no purchase on the monster’s back. Swinging around almost uselessly as Logan shifted his weight around in an attempt to stay on. Praying to whatever greater powers that may be watching over him that the beast didn’t realize it could just roll over and squish him.
After nearly a minute of thrashing the yakmel slowed, trying to catch its breath.
Logan took the opportunity to crawl up its back, yanking the knife free and stabbing it into the back of the beast’s skull.
Which only enraged it further.
Before he could shove the knife in deeper, the beast bucked again, nearly throwing Logan completely. A last-minute grab against its side saving him from reuniting with the ground. His body slamming against the beast’s side.
The hunter found himself staring eye-to-eye with the beast. One of his hands hanging from its horn, the other clinging desperately to its fur. As its gaze met his it let out a low, angry huff. Logan let out a small, sheepish ‘heh.’
Gathering its haunches underneath itself the yakmel launched itself impressively high into the air for a beast of its size. The hunter’s arms shook with the effort of holding on while avoiding the monster’s horn. It landed with a crash, lashing its head around and spinning them in circles as it tried to flay him.
What ensued was an awkward game of keep away as Logan pushed away the yakmel’s horn and dodged its hooves until it finally landed its first blow on the hunter. Gashing his back with a flailing front hoof. He grunted in pain, loosening his hold as the beast bore down on him.
Sensing his grip lighten the beast reared on its hind legs with all its might, launching the hunter off and up into the air above it.
It stomped its hooves down with a self-satisfied huff.
Time seemed to slow as his body ascended then descended. The shine of the blade still lodged in the monster’s skull caught his eye. Twisting his fall he aimed his foot, bringing the heel down on the butt of the handle as the force of his fall shoved the blade deeper into the beast’s skull.
The monster collapsed with one last weak roar as Logan hit the ground hard, the force shocking his bones.
Laying winded he could already feel the bruises forming. His ankle already protesting that last maneuver, not enjoying his full weight coming down on it. The wound on his back stung as he felt blood ooze from it.
That was a close call.
“H- hey, Mister? A- are you okay…?”
A quiet, sniffling voice startled Logan.
Scrambling into a sitting position he glanced around, his eyes landing on a young blond boy. He’d clearly been crying, his face splotchy red and undried tears and snot running down it, though he visibly brightened when the hunter sat up. The kid looked stunned, impressed, and a little concerned.
“Uh, hey there Kiddo…” A sense of familiarity struck Logan. Was this…? “What are you doin’ here? What’s yer name?”
“I- I saw you beat that thing! That’s so cool! Are you a hunter?” The kid bounced up to the dead monster, looking like a little bumble ant compared to the size of the beast. "It's been tearing things up around here, it ran off a whole posse last week."
"Woah, alright little man." Logan groaned as he pushed himself to his feet. "Don't get too close to it."
"Why? It's dead."
“Because I said so, just- stay back a lil’. It ain’t safe.” Logan limped over to the yakmel’s head, attempting to wrestle the knife free from its skill.
The kid didn’t listen, lingering over the hunter’s shoulder like a curious ghost.
Logan sighed internally. He kinda wished that he’d asked Kat more about that kid. What was his name-? Andy. If he recalled correctly. She didn’t seem to know when the two bandits met the kid, just that he turned up as part of the gang after a little while… and that Logan had found him while on a monster hunt.
“So, you ain’t answered my question yet, son. What’s yer name?”
“Oh, I’m Andy!” The kid gave him a toothy grin.
‘I was right.’ Logan looked at the boy. His eyes were still red-rimmed from crying and he had a nervous fidget in his stance despite his reverence. “Why’re you out here all alone?”
The boy struggled to maintain his smile, tears welling in his maroon eyes.
Logan stood a little dumbfounded as Andy began blubbering a little. The kid swiped at his face desperately trying to hide his tears from the hunter as his smile crumbled. Even though he wanted to comfort him, Logan wasn’t sure how to do so. Was he lost? How long had this kid been out here on his own? Glancing at Andy’s face another concern struck him- He could see his slightly sunken cheeks.
When was the last time this kid had a decent meal?
“I uh- didn’t mean to upset ya.” He put a hand on the kid’s shoulder, patting it as the kid sobbed incoherently. “Hey, if you want, M’ gang’s set up a camp nearby. We don’t got much but you look like you could use a warm meal.”
Andy looked up at the hunter, sniffling and still pawing at his tear-streaked face. “G- gang? You- you’re like a bandit…?” Childish curiosity brightened his face again, warming Logan’s worried heart.
“Yeah,” He grinned at the kid, “The fiercest monster-hunting bandits this side of the Eufaula. Neither man nor beast can bring us down, and you’re welcome to tag along.”
An awestruck look replaced the dejection on Andy’s face. Logan made a mental note to ask the kid how long he’d been lost and where he got separated from his people. If the kid was from one of the Eufaula caravans, that’d make finding them all the more difficult… and time-sensitive. Those people were constantly moving and would more often than not write off missing members as ‘lost to the desert.’
The kid practically clung to his leg as he stood, the promise of food and the curiosity about bandit life lending strength to his grip.
Logan cleaned the knife on his pant leg before sheathing it again. “Y’know it’s gonna be hard for me to walk if ya cling like that.”
“Don’t leave me.” Worry filled the boy’s voice again.
“I ain’t, I just need t' be able to walk.” He ruffled Andy’s hair. “I might need to lean on ya anyhow, that beast took its fair share of fight outta me.”
Andy let go and watched the hunter’s masked face uncertainly. Logan held out his hand for the kid to hold onto. Hope and adoration replaced the fear in the kid’s eyes.
“C’mon. Let’s get to camp.”
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Logan lost track of time until they finally spotted the campfire and the goats. They’d cut it a little too close to sundown for his liking. But he was injured and had to stop for a haphazard patch job… Making it back in one piece was enough.
“Logan!” Both Haru and Kat exclaimed at the same time as the hunter stepped into the firelight, their anxiousness about his late return melting with relief.
Startled by the two new people Andy hid behind his legs nervously. Peering at them with wide eyes. Perhaps realizing that he had willingly walked into a bandit camp.
“Who’s that?” Haru tilted his head, trying to get a better look at the kid.
“This is Andy,” Logan patted the boy’s head, trying to assure him they were safe. “Gang, this is Andy. Andy, meet the gang.” He gestured to both of them. “That’s Haru, he’s our group’s smart man and our chemist. And this is Kat, our builder, she does repairs and crafting.”
Haru nodded and Kat smiled encouragingly. The kid’s eyes darted between the two before a gust of wind brought the smell of cooking over to him from the campfire. The hungry look on his face was punctuated by the noisy grumble of his stomach.
With a soft chuckle, the chemist set about fixing a plate for the boy.
"Go on." Logan pushed Andy's shoulder gently.
He settled next to Haru, eagerly accepting the bowl of stew. The hunter watched with a tired smile as the boy began pestering the other two with the questions he’d been hurling at him during their trek back to camp. Between bites of food he switched between recounting Logan’s fight with the wild alpha yakmel and questions about what they did as bandits. Andy’s energy almost made him appreciate being in a ‘gang.’ Even if they weren’t really bandits, the kid’s excitement made it feel a little exciting. It was a good distraction from their troubles.
Logan felt bone-tired as the aches from his bruises seeped into his consciousness. He watched as Haru began portioning out the rest of their dinners, frowning at the meager servings they had left.
Right, low supplies.
“I’ll skip the eating tonight, that yakmel shook me up a little too much. M’ stomach’s unsettled.” He could practically hear his Pa’s voice in his own words.
Howlett did his damned best to keep himself and Logan afloat, but after the relic rush passed there were as many lean times for the older hunter as there were for the whole town. Some days he’d skip meals with a similar excuse. All while insisting that little Logan needed to eat his fill at every meal, the tiny tot unaware of the food scares that drove folks away from Sandrock.
When Logan figured out what his Pa was doing, he was a teenager. It was one of the few times he fully realized everything his father gave up just to raise him. That was also why he started insisting on helping with hunts the day he turned fifteen.
So that no one else he loved would have to skip a meal again.
The hunter crossed the camp, pulling his bedroll from Rambo’s saddle pack. Haru frowned at him but chose not to argue, he knew Logan’s reasoning. Kat, while still having a look of understanding, looked at him with concentrated concern. Clearly not willing to let it go.
As he settled his sleeping spot near his goat she approached him, a medkit in one hand and a bowl of stew in the other.
“At least let me patch you up.” She pleaded with him softly.
Logan withered under her warm gaze a little. The thought of her touching him made his heart hammer. Not that he was opposed, or that it wasn’t necessary considering he was sure he could feel the wound oozing again, he just really didn't want to make a fool of himself in front of her.
He took a deep breath. May as well lay her worries to rest. "Okay."
Sitting on his bed roll she knelt beside him. She brushed his cape out of the way, her finger tracing along the tear in his shirt. The prickle of goosebumps on his skin followed her touch. She made a noise of concerned surprise.
"Logan! This is really close to your spine!" Kat settled closer to him, setting aside her bowl and ripping open the medkit. "Get your shirt off."
"Wh-" Logan shut his mouth at her stern look.
The agitation in her eyes brooked no argument. It'd been a while since he'd seen someone this worried about him. He was used to patching himself up, especially in the past few years since he’d insisted on hunting on his own like his pa did. While he was secretly glad she felt some kind of worry for him, he didn’t mean to cause her this much distress. The wound on his back was small since both his leather vest and his cape took the brunt of the impact. It stung pretty bad, sure, but it mostly hurt because it was surrounded by a whole lot of bruising.
A bit of antiseptic and a gauze pad and he’d be fine.
Kat let out a barely audible sigh of relief when he finally dropped his shirt, revealing the wound. It was a shallow scrape, though it was bleeding a lot, and it was offset to the left side of his lower back.
“It’s just a flesh wound, could use a little salve, but I’ll be fine. Nothin’ I ain’t dealt with before.” Logan assured her gently.
“Spinal injuries are no joke, Logan.” She spread the antiseptic paste against the wound, making the hunter flinch slightly. “Even if it doesn't break skin, you could’ve been paralyzed.”
The worry in her voice and her fingers on his back made him blush slightly, he adjusted the mask to hide it.
“Y’ don’t gotta worry about me.” He rumbled quietly.
“I do though, I-” She lowered her voice again, Logan almost couldn’t hear her. “ We need you, Logan, need you to come back…”
Blood rushed in Logan’s ears. He was aware of how reckless he tended to be, his pa- well everyone in Sandrock really- scolded him for it often when he was younger. Worrying about him spending too much time on his own. Logan himself was more concerned with being a free agent, able to roam wherever his whims took him.
But her plea struck his heart a little.
To have a family to come back to, to have a reason to live…
He felt her press the gauze pad against the wound, making sure it held before turning away. The cold night air seeped in to replace where her hands were moments ago. Kat closed the medkit and moved to sit next to him, picking up her bowl. Logan noticed for the first time since they’d sat down that it had two spoons in it. She held it up to him.
“Please,” She looked at him with pleading hazel eyes, “We can at least split it.”
‘We need you.’
Logan swallowed hard. A warm feeling almost unknown and completely indescribable to him beat through his chest. Something that felt stronger than any flight of fancy he'd had in the past. Almost like a longing for every day of the future he’d get to spend with them… with her.
He would have kissed her right there and then but the chafing of the mask he wore against his lips reminded him of where he was.
Now wasn’t the time for that.
A loud burp saved the blushing hunter from Kat’s attention. Across the campfire, Haru was stifling laughter as Andy patted his stomach. The kid set down his bowl and stretched with a jaw-cracking yawn.
“‘Scuse me.” He mumbled sleepily.
Grateful for the distraction, Logan accepted the bowl Kat offered. Setting it on his knee so they both could reach it. She shot a pleased look at him.
“Sounds like you need some rest, kiddo.” He chuckled, taking a bite of stew.
“Nah,” Andy spoke through another yawn. “I could stay up all night.”
Haru ruffled his hair. “That wouldn’t work for us buddy, we gotta be up and going early. If you don’t wake up on time, you're gonna be eating a cold breakfast.” He chuckled.
“Aw,” The kid grumbled. “I don't like mornin’s. Too early.”
Logan chuckled.
They had an early start ahead of them indeed. Now that the local monster problem was dealt with he needed to hunt for food, they had four mouths to feed. Plus, they needed to look for Andy’s caravan. It was going to be a busy day. Possibly a busy season. They might not make it back to the hideout until spring depending on how the yakmel herds move.
But watching as Haru tucked Andy in for the night while sharing a bowl of stew with Kat-
The hunter felt right at home.
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Notes:
Last chapter for this week. Editing and posting has easily become one of my favorite hobbies on the weekend. Thank y'all for the positivity in the comments by the way, I don't get the chance to reply to 'em all but I do read them and it makes my day! Honestly makes sitting down and writing feel like a good journey.
Anywho, I'll see y'all next week!
Chapter 26: Girl's Night
Summary:
Mean while under the Oasis...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The start to the morning was unbearably chipper.
More specifically, Mi-an’s new roommate was unbearably chipper. Especially considering it was one in the morning and they were going to investigate a dangerous secret base. She didn't really see the Highwinder's reasoning for being so dang bubbly.
Having met and lived with Nia for more than a week now made Mi-an understand why people used to get a little annoyed at her own cheeriness when they first met her. Though she hoped that she wasn't that overbearing…
She was also probably a little bit biased right now too considering she'd just been woken up way too early.
It just felt so… extra.
As for why she was up and about at such an unholy hour; Grace had come back from a trip out a couple of days ago. She was urgent- near panicked- as she explained the army she saw in the Northern Ruins. Mi-an felt her fear. It was arguably scarier since she'd never even seen the blond spy flinch, let alone pale and shaking.
Now she wanted to examine the secret base underneath the Oasis.
She wanted Mi-an there as a building expert. Nia overheard and insisted on coming along as… well, Nia. They didn’t really have a need for a botanist on this excursion but the Highwinder didn’t back down. She’d insisted that the more witnesses they had to corroborate their findings the better case they could make.
Neither Grace nor Mi-an really felt like arguing with the botanist.
“You ready to go?”
Grace’s voice broke Mi-an out of her sleepy stupor.
“No, not really.” The builder rubbed her eyes. “But it’s not like I have the luxury of not going.”
Nia scoffed, picking up on the slight jab. “Grace said we can bring Kat back to Sandrock after this. The sooner we can do that, the sooner I can go back to Highwind, and the sooner you guys can bust the baddies.”
“You’re gonna go back to Highwind?” Mi-an tilted her head in confusion.
“Yeah, I’m still in school. If I miss a semester then I won’t graduate which means I won’t be able to move here by next year!” The botanist crossed her arms.
“Oh, so you're planning to go back to Highwind so you could leave Highwind permanently.”
“Yes, but Kat is clearly putting down roots here in Sandrock. I want to do the same.”
“Seems counterproductive to what your therapist said about your codependency.” Grace pointed out, a brow raised at Nia.
The botanist huffed. “It’d make me more worldly. I haven’t lived outside of Highwind, my therapist recommended I at least try that for a year or two as well.”
“Right.” The spy responded flatly, visibly tired from stress. “Anyway… Are we ready to go or not? Dawn isn’t going to wait for us.”
The builder and the botanist nodded.
“Should I wear a mask or something? Do we need disguises?” Mi-an tilted her head.
“Well, the whole point of a secret mission is to not be seen at all. So no.” Grace pulled out her map, setting it on the dining table. “We’re going to split up and take separate routes to the secret entrance underneath Burgess’s water shop.” She traced her finger along the map. “I’ll be taking the step stones across the Oasis. Nia you’re following the train tracks then hopping the fence and going around Martle’s Oasis. Mi-an, you’ve got the longest route, going through Main Street and down the steps by Grandma Vivi’s shop. We’ll all meet underneath the deck. If you're caught just think of an excuse, like you’re on a night walk or something.”
Mi-an chewed her lip and nodded. This was a serious mission, it felt kind of terrifying knowing she won't have anyone to guide her. Sure, it was just a walk through town… but the added stress of a secret mission made the darkened street more terrifying.
"Alright, see you two there." Grace folded her map, stuffing it in her pocket. "Don't die out there."
With that vote of confidence, the blond slipped out the door and into the darkness.
Great.
They're on their own now.
The botanist and the builder stared at each other for a moment. A silent debate about who should leave first passed between them. For the first time since she’d insisted on coming along, Nia’s mask of bravery cracked a little.
“I suppose I’ll head out now…” The botanist’s voice wobbled a little.
She too slipped out the door before Mi-an could reply. Despite their earlier banter, none of them were in the mood for talking now. The tension in the room was apparently enough to stifle even the most energetic of natures.
Mi-an waited a few minutes. Nervous about the possibility of being watched… or caught.
At the very least she could give the other two a chance to ghost off into the night before she left.
Stepping tentatively out the door the cloying darkness surrounded the builder like a shroud. A cold comfort and a nerve-wracking feeling in one. Even the dim light of the moon and the soft orange of the streetlights couldn't seem to banish the bone-chilling shadows.
She hurried down the street. Fear lending speed to her feet.
Past the Guild. Past the Blue Moon. Past Grandma Vivi's.
As each landmark passed by, Mi-an's shoulders relaxed. The walk felt easier and the feeling of being watched melted away. There really was no one out and about at this hour. Her pace slowed, her heart finally calming-
"Hey, Mi-an."
Justice's voice rang out, loud as a gunshot in the night despite his quiet tone.
The builder nearly lept out of her skin. Her body nearly collided with the planters in front of Granny Vivi’s shop as she fell onto her butt. The strength in her knees dissipating in her fright.
“Whoa. Sorry, didn’t mean to scare ya.” A warm hand looped around her arm as the Sheriff hauled her to her feet. “Why’re you out so late?”
She stared at him in shock. Her whole body frozen at being caught by her friend.
“Mi-an?” Worry crossed Justice’s face.
“W- what are you doing out?” Mi-an finally managed to stammer out in reply.
The Sheriff gave her a rueful smile. She noticed the bags under his eyes and the general disheveled state of his hair and uniform. Despite all the aid that he’d been given by the townsfolk, Justice looked just as exhausted as he had the last time she saw him… Possibly more.
Mi-an felt a strike of guilt.
She’d been so caught up in everything she was doing to repair the town and investigate the spies with Grace she hadn’t checked in with all their friends. Before Kat got kidnapped she and Mi-an always hung out with the Civil Corps, their little crew often training together and sharing meals at the Blue Moon. Without Kat here their little band got… unofficially disbanded.
The builder suspected that the Sheriff was lonelier than he let on.
Perhaps he was blaming himself for not being able to save Kat. He’d been withdrawn and almost hopeless since the kidnapping, doing nothing but restlessly following his patrol routes. The crutch he had punctuating his presence with a sharp clack.
For once though, he didn’t have his crutch. Did Fang finally clear him?
“I- I was just going to the Oasis, can’t sleep.” The builder smiled warmly at the man, she didn’t want to just leave things as they were. The Sheriff was her friend. She could at least ask if he was alright… “Wanna join me?”
Justice stared at her for a moment before nodding.
“Yeah, it’d be safer to stick together this late.”
She took his hand, leading the way down the stairs and across the dock. His hesitant footsteps followed behind her clumsily. Mi-an beelined for the stairs down to the shore of the oasis dragging the Sheriff over to the rocks under the tree right next to the water.
“Sit.”
The Sheriff obeyed stiffly, confused by Mi-an’s sudden authority. She sat next to him watching him with concern. He wasn’t just tired, his cheeks were slightly sunken and his eyes couldn’t hold her gaze.
The confident man that Justice was seemed to have been replaced by weariness and depression.
“What’s going on, Justice? Why are you out so late? You don't usually patrol at this hour.” The builder pressed.
His mouth pressed into a hard line. The last vestiges of strength seemed to leave him.
“I can’t sleep… I feel like a failure.” The Sheriff sighed heavily. “Every night I can’t help but think about what I could have done… How stupidly helpless I was. That if I hadn’t insisted on that dumb plan at Gecko Station, if I hadn’t broken my damned leg. Or if I had set patrols earlier, or never stopped the volunteer patrols until we caught Logan…” Justice ran a shaking hand down his face, rubbing at the ghost of tears in his reddening eyes.
Mi-an swallowed hard.
Justice didn’t have the same comforts of knowing what she did about Logan and the future. He didn’t know anything about-
“I’ve also been having nightmares,” He admitted quietly. “Not just about the kidnapping, but like… Duvos. That they invade the town and… I dunno, do the terrifying stuff they do up in their own country.” The Sheriff hung his head a little. “It’s been keeping me up. How am I supposed to protect anyone from shit like that if I can’t protect my friends from one bandit…?”
He’s been having dreams?
Grace had mentioned that Logan talked about having dreams too. Dreams about the future- or past that’s actually the future- whatever it was… That was a new piece of information. Maybe the dreams had nothing to do with who was closest to the machine.
The Tallsky builder herself hadn’t had any of these dreams… Though she never usually had dreams anyways. She slept too soundly for that.
If proximity to the machine wasn’t the trigger, what was the common denominator? Was it the machine… or Kat? Was it something else entirely?
Kat had mentioned that Justice was in the Northern Ruins when they stopped Duvos. Pen too, which would explain his weird behavior… But then why wouldn’t the other Duvosians like Matilda know about it? Or was she just that good of an actor?
“Sorry for dumping all of this on you, Mi-an.” Justice’s voice brought the builder back to the present and the tired Sheriff sitting across from her. “I- I haven’t even told Owen about those dreams. They’re so…” He waved his hand uncertainly. “...weird. In some of them, I’m fighting right alongside Kat and Logan. And Pen is like… one of the bad guys.” He sighed again. “I guess I just want my friends back or something.”
Huh… so maybe it does have something to do with those ruins. Mi-an would have to talk to Grace about this.
She shook off her hesitation. Save the detective-ing for later.
“Justice, you don’t have to apologize. In fact, never apologize for coming to me for help. Everyone needs someone who’ll listen and I’m more than happy to be that someone.” The Tallsky builder grabbed his hand, desperately trying to think of every assurance that wouldn't compromise their mission. "Whatever these dreams mean… I don't know. I do know that good things should happen soon. Kat's tough. I doubt they'd hurt her if it was builder work they were after. Maybe she'll be able to break through to Logan, too. If he used to be as good as everyone says… I think she will."
The Sheriff's eyes brightened a little. "Y- yeah, their gear has gotta be wearing out by now. They won't hurt her if she's got value to 'em." He turned to the builder with a thin smile. "Thanks, Mi-an."
It hurt every fiber of Mi-an's being to not tell him the whole truth. She wanted to put his fears fully to rest. To tell him the truth about Logan and the Duvos spies.
The only thing stopping her was Grace’s orders, the spy already begrudged Nia knowing about the mission. She didn't want Justice in the loop until they were ready. The spy said she'd tell the Sheriff herself.
For now, as Justice looked at her with dying hope, she'd have to settle for vague platitudes.
"I suppose we should be headed home. Did ya want an escort back to your place?" Justice pushed himself to his feet, reaching down to help the builder up.
Mi-an looked up at him and shook her head.
"I think I'm going to stay here a little longer… I just want to enjoy the view." She gestured at the Oasis, the moonlight and starlight reflecting perfectly on its still surface.
For a moment Justice looked like he wanted to protest, worried about the builder putting herself in danger. He hesitated glancing at the water then at the newly built Water Tower. The crushing weight of reality killed his words. With a nod he left, disappearing back up the steps they came from.
The Tallsky builder watched the Oasis quietly, listening as the Sheriff’s footsteps faded away in the night.
Once she judged that he was far enough she stood, taking in her surroundings. No one else was around. Perfect.
She darted for the shadows underneath the deck of the water shop.
The other two were waiting impatiently for her, lounging on some suspiciously stacked barrels and bales of hay.
“Took you long enough,” Grace huffed. “What did he want?”
“He’s just lonely,” Mi-an frowned at the spy. “And worried. You sure we can't tell him?”
“Look. If we find what I think we’ll find down here, I’ll go straight to him before we bring Kat back to town.” Grace jumped to her feet, pushing away the hay bales to reveal the corner of a trapdoor. “We’ll need his help revealing all this. Especially considering he’s the one with the authority to arrest people.”
“You can’t?” Nia tilted her head. “I thought you were an Alliance agent.”
“I am. The higher-ups would just prefer that my identity remains uncompromised.”
“Oh.”
“Are you guys going to help or just sit and watch?” The spy grunted as she pushed another bale.
The builder and the botanist scrambled to help. After a few seconds, they’d managed to move enough of the hay bales and barrels to pry open the trap door. The dark damp gloom looming in an ominous void at their feet.
“Well, after you.” Nia looked back up at the other two.
Wordlessly Grace mounted the ladder, descending into the opaque darkness. Mi-an followed. Her eyes strained to see the spy below her, trying to avoid stepping on her head. She imagined that might annoy Grace.
The absurdity of the thought nearly made the builder giggle.
Her nerves were on high alert, sensing every drop of water and drift of dust around her. She could simultaneously hear everything and nothing over the rush of blood in her ears. The anxiety in her chest was tightening continuously until her feet met the ground.
As she stepped away from the ladder she noticed that the walls around them had shifted from natural stone to metal, the sign of an old world structure. Dim light seeped through the cracks along the wall across from the ladder. The air wasn’t as musty as Mi-an would’ve expected for an old-world ruin.
Which means this place is either well-ventilated or often visited.
Walking forward it seemed like the room at the bottom of the ladder had only stairs and a blue corrugated metal wall. A dead end. Though upon closer inspection the metal wall appeared to be the other side of a hidden door, gears ran along a track at its base that would move nearly the whole thing sideways. Behind it they could faintly hear the hum of machinery. Remarkably quiet, likely old-world, machinery. Plus a distant bubbling noise, like the gurgling of the oversized fish tank that Mi-an once saw in a fancy museum in Atara.
Grace pushed open the door, revealing an atrium with a sandstone ceiling slowly creeping in stalactites down the concrete and metal structure. The walls worn with the years of being buried. Crates and furniture, both old and new, sat strewn about the cavernous room.
In the center surrounded by a deep chasm was an old-world relic, a strange bubbling tank of water.
From what Mi-an could see, the tank looked old-world while a mess of piping and the valve leading out of it looked new, likely made within the last ten or twenty years. Plastered on a nearby wall were the schematics of the valve and pipework. It indicated that the pipe network led directly into the base of the Peach statue, set to be able to drain or fill Martle’s Oasis as they pleased.
Shaking off her distracted examination, Mi-an looked for Grace. The spy was in a smaller offshoot room, focusing solely on a pile of ash on the ground. Letters, mostly burned and barely readable. A patchwork of words made of what were definitely spy codes.
“I just looked over the schematics they have, the tank is some old-world water storage I think.” The builder spoke up, startling the spy out of her concentration. “The pipes were made to control the Oasis water level. I think they’re draining it.”
“Sounds about right,” Grace nodded, “These are some letter exchanges between the spies too I’m pretty sure…” She gestured at the ashes. “They wanted to cover their tracks, it seems. Do you have the camera I asked you to bring?”
“Of course.” Mi-an unstrapped the compact device from her belt.
It felt weirdly meaningful that her camera was about to become a central piece of evidence in this whole debacle.
That camera was one that Kat had given her. They’d both found bits and pieces of cameras in the ruins, but finding one with a working lens was rare. So when her fellow builder had found enough to make them both working cameras, photography quickly became a treasured hobby of theirs. Especially once they started sharing the photos with Mort.
Having tea and trading stories with the old gentleman was one of Mi-an’s favorite things to do on the weekend.
Grace snapped a photo of the pieces of burnt letters. Hurrying back to the main chamber she snapped several more, the water tank and valves, the schematics, and a rather condemning book and diagram that were clearly written by Yan.
Looking around, Mi-an realized Nia wasn’t with them.
They’d all wandered separately when Grace had pried open the secret door. But the botanist had never left the room the ladder was in. Why-?
The spy grabbed the builder’s arm, dragging her back towards the secret door.
“Wh-?”
“Shhh!” Grace hissed. “Someone’s coming.”
Running behind the door the spy heaved it closed, leaving barely a crack to peek through. The rhythmic thump of boots got closer, and Mi-an could hear that it was at least two people. They were talking, their voices echoing around the cavernous room.
Two men. Miguel and Pen.
"This is too extreme." The Pastor hissed. "This whole operation could be compromised."
"Uh-huh." Pen sounded supremely uninterested.
"Pen, This is serious. If Howlett had told Logan anything, our plan is in danger! Now that he has that builder with him… he must be planning something. We can’t go through with this until he’s caught.”
“Oh- puh-lease!” The Enforcer scoffed. “For all we know he just saw a pretty woman. You really think that fool is capable of planning?”
“That’s rich coming from you…” Miguel muttered darkly. “If you’d stopped him at the Water Tower. I wouldn’t need to worry now would I?”
A sneer appeared on Pen’s face, despite the distance and the fact they were hidden the girls could feel the anger radiating off of the Enforcer.
“Oh, poor you! Your plan to force these people out of house and home isn’t going smoothly? Shame. Just a pity. I guess we’ll just have to tell the big guys that we failed!” He leaned in, towering over the older man. “Just do your part old man, and I’ll do mine.”
The soft click of the camera nearly startled Mi-an as Grace took a photo of the two.
“Besides,” Pen continued. “This will draw him out. If Logan sees the town drying up, he won’t hesitate to show his hand… and this time I won’t miss.”
Even the Pastor seemed disturbed by the man’s vicious aura. As the Enforcer turned away and stomped off he turned to the diagrams on the wall, a haunted sigh leaving him. Miguel began to alter some of the notes before turning towards the water tank, walking with a world-weary purpose.
Grace grabbed Mi-an’s arm and jerked her head towards the ladder Nia was already climbing, there was nothing more for them there.
Not while the pastor was around.
As they ascended the builder somehow felt more anxious than when they’d climbed down. Every creak and groan in the old ladder sends sparks of anxiety up her spine. The fear of getting caught lent to the quiet haste of all three.
Mi-an collapsed in the comforting glow of the moonlight streaming through the planks of the deck, crawling slightly away from the terrifying ladder. She heard the other two moving restlessly as Nia paced and Grace made quick work closing and covering the trap door behind them. The intensity of their silence was palpable.
“Grace, here. You’re gonna want to read this.” Nia puffed out after catching her breath, pulling a folded paper out of her waist pouch. “There was a letter at the bottom of the ladder…”
The spy looked up at the botanist, grabbing the paper out of her hands. “What’s with all the letters…” She grumbled grumpily, her eyes already darting back and forth as she skimmed the words. Her brow rose as she read. “So even Mason was in on it…” Grace passed the letter to Mi-an. “This just keeps on getting better.”
Skimming the letter herself Mi-an couldn’t help but feel anger and contempt for the old retired builder. Every man has his price…?! Regret or not the old man never did the right thing. Never helped the dying town he was supposed to be loyal to. Never sought justice for those who were hurt- for those who were killed- by the Duvosians! Surely he would have known something about Howlett’s death too. What person could turn a blind eye to that?
Pity bled into her heart after a moment, cooling her anger.
Mason must have had one hell of a sad life to do all that. If they’d taken advantage of the old builder’s naivety or vulnerability… No wonder he always looked depressed in Mort’s old photos. She handed the letter back to Grace.
Mi-an could take comfort in one fact now; They had hard evidence.
These Duvos monsters were going down.
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Notes:
Howdy!
Only one chapter this week. I meant to have more but I was thrown off by a hard drive dying on me and nearly losing years worth of work. That was not fun. Should hopefully have a better schedule this next week and get more done. Hope you all enjoy this chapter, we're making progress!
See y'all next week!
Chapter 27: Coming Home, Coming Storms
Summary:
Homecoming isn't as settling as it seems.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
This was it. They were home.
It'd been a long winter, a cold snap ensuring that spring was late this year. The herds of yakmel settled far outside of Sandrock for the winter which had forced the gang to camp in the desert for a while. Once they started migrating again Logan deemed it close enough to spring that they wouldn't be lacking for food.
Hunting had been easy enough, they had plenty of meat throughout winter. They dried whatever they couldn't eat and had packed away plenty of jerky for the ride home. So they were eating better than Logan had initially worried about.
Andy turned out to be excellent at foraging too.
The boy was eager to prove his worth and would drag Kat or Haru off to help him. Often coming back proudly with armfuls of desert vegetables and fruits. He even knew where to find plenty of sandberries and would present them with a beaming smile to Kat, who he learned quite likes the sweet taste of the fruits.
He often gave several handfuls of the berries to Logan with a wink. Making extra sure to tell the hunter they were for the builder. Andy did it so often that Logan couldn't help but wonder if Haru had said something to the kid or if he figured it out on his own.
Logan didn’t mind either way.
The days where the kid found sandberries became its own little celebration at camp. Kat often dried and candied the berries, making a sweet snack for the whole gang to enjoy. Andy would of course end up eating the lion’s share of the sweets but even the hunter found himself liking them.
Aside from hunting for food, they’d also spent several weeks searching for Andy’s lost caravan.
They'd even sent Kat with Andy into some of the surrounding villages to ask around. Trying to reunite the kid with his folks. But the trail had already seemed to be cold, no one claimed the boy and they couldn’t find anyone he recognized.
After a while, Andy lost interest in leaving the gang. Instead insisting that they stuck together now since his caravan left him behind. Andy did still cry from time to time but said that he'd rather stay with this family. He was here to stay and never going back.
Quite a few tears were shed that night.
It became Logan’s new normal. Traveling together, eating together, setting up camp together. Even sleeping all together.
On several of the colder mornings, Logan woke in the middle of a dog pile, cuddled up against the goats with the other three snuggled against him. Because he was the warmest of the four he always ended up as the pillow. Andy on one arm, Haru on the other, and Kat on his lap. Usually a haphazard tangle.
It was one of the coziest ways to stay warm during the cold desert nights, that’s for sure.
Logan almost regretted finally returning to the hideout. They all had their own bed spaces now- well almost, they still had to set one up for Andy since he was sharing with Kat for now. But the shelter of the cave would mean they could spread out.
At least they were all still together.
“You going to make me wait all day, Yakboy?”
Ah, right.
Kat stood across from him in their makeshift sparring ring.
He’d sworn to himself that he’d teach both Kat and Andy how to defend themselves. They were both good at evasion and escaping, which worked for Andy since he was just a kid. But Kat needed extra help with her hand-to-hand. She was a rather shy fighter. Which seemed a little like a waste to Logan considering she had the ridiculous super-human body strength that most builders seemed to have.
The builder launched herself across the ring, her speed nearly outmatched the hunter’s thanks to her smaller frame. Their wooden practice daggers clacked together. Matching blow for blow, parry for parry. He’d be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy sparring with her, he even let her drag out the fights when he could have easily won. The light in her eyes matched the flames in his own chest.
It felt like a dance.
Or at least the closest thing to a dance that Logan could do. He wasn’t much of a dancer, barely able to do much more than an awkward simple two-step much to his Pa’s chagrin. Logan just felt too awkward for that, it took several drinks just to get him to stand close to the edge of any dance floor let alone step on one. Dancing itself felt like a lesser, ungainly version of sparring.
It just never came naturally to him… though maybe that was because Logan had never found the right partner.
Today’s spar felt like an intense tango. Kat’s whole body staying close to his as she sought a way past his defense. Her blade flickering like a deadly snake’s tongue. Their feet swept across the ring as they swayed back and forth.
Their dance lasted a minute longer when he heard her breath wheezing, the exertion wearing her out.
His blade deflected her’s yet again, flicking it downward away from its intended path toward his stomach. He forced himself closer, voluntarily closing the gap between them as his own practice dagger came to a rest against the pulse of her neck. The delicate skin flinching gently as he pressed it against the artery.
“You need to keep your defense up, darlin’” Logan practically purred in her ear, his voice roughed by self-restraint. “Otherwise you might be swept up by a mean ol’ bandit.”
To his great pleasure a flush spread across her face, his words hitting their intended mark. Being able to pull that kind of reaction from her really stoked his pride. The hunter had always been told his looks and his rugged personality were attractive, but seeing it work on someone he actually liked felt like he’d struck gold.
She remained still, her breath caught in her throat and heat in her eyes. “A victory for you, sure, but it would’ve been a costly one,” Kat whispered back, flicking her gaze down meaningfully.
Logan spluttered when he looked down to find her blade stopped just an inch from his family jewels. Smug amusement replaced the blush on her face.
Clever and cruel, the most dangerous yet beautiful beast he’d ever faced.
A loud cackle from the side of the sparring ring drew their attention. Andy, watching from the sidelines, was clearly entertained by the fact that the builder finally got one over the hunter. A rare, if minor, victory for the small woman.
"She got ya good!" The boy howled through another fit of giggles. "The look on yer face!"
Kat blushed fiercer than before. "You- uh-" She backed away and glanced apologetically at Logan. Clearly worried that the kid might try to repeat that trick.
The hunter laughed, at least she had the decency to look embarrassed for using such a low blow. "That's a move you only use if yer in real danger, alright son?" He walked over to the kid, ruffling his hair.
"’Specially if they’re strangers. I know, I know." Andy looked up at him with a toothy grin.
Vicious and smart.
Logan couldn’t be prouder of his gang.
Perhaps it was a little bit tactless to relish in the whole ‘bandit’ aspect of their lives, but they’d given Logan an escape from his loneliness. Filling the familial hole left in his and Haru’s lives. If that meant being in a gang, then, by the Light, he’d do anything for his gang.
“LOGAN!”
His head snapped up at the sound of Grace’s furious voice. What’d he do this time?
The blond spy was marching across the cavern towards him dragging poor Haru by his apron. Her intimidating aura radiating around her like a furnace. Andy immediately ducked behind the hunter’s legs.
“Hey, Grace.” Kat waved.
“Where the hell have you all been?” The blond hissed, letting go of the chemist. “I’ve been looking all over for you guys.”
“We were out hunting.” Logan furrowed his brow at her. “Winter made it harder to find food around town. Didn’t you find the note?”
Grace pinched the bridge of her nose. “I did. I just didn’t expect you guys to stay out all winter. You were gone for two months. ”
“W- who’s she?” Andy’s voice trembled as he peeked out from his hiding spot.
The spy’s gaze snapped to the boy, making him duck behind Logan again.
“She’s a part of the gang, Andy. It’s alright.” The hunter frowned, patting his head. If Grace could back off on the aggression a little-
“You have a kid? Logan, we’re at war here, why do you have a kid?” She sighed.
"He was lost, Grace. We were trying to find his caravan and couldn't. I wasn't gonna leave a kid alone in the desert." He squeezed Andy’s shoulder as the boy latched onto his leg. “He’s one of us.”
"Right, right. Whatever." Grace threw her hands up. Now that he got the chance to look at her closer he realized how stressed and tired she was. The spy met his gaze. "Look, I'm going to cut to the chase. We're going to bring Kat back to town and expose the water thieves.”
“Did you check out the Northern Ruins?” Kat interjected hopefully.
“Yes,” The spy nodded, “And yeah before you ask, I do believe you now. There’s an army there. I couldn’t get any closer, though I would have at least liked to see what they were doing down there...”
Logan tensed at that. The army in the Northern Ruins. They’re real… and a real bad sign for Sandrock.
“That’s part of why I want you in town, and why we’re going to take their bait plan.” Grace looked at Kat.
“Bait plan?” The hunter tilted his head, glancing at Haru who moved to stand beside him still looking decidedly disgruntled.
“The water stealing is a misdirection for the excavation in the Northern Ruins. Might also be a ruse to lure out any Alliance spies in Sandrock.” Haru reminded him under his breath before turning back to Grace. “Why the water thieves first? Wouldn’t it be better to call in the Alliance army?”
“I already have.” Grace shook her head. “It, unfortunately, takes them a little longer than you might think to mobilize. Also, HQ wants to see if we can arrest the perpetrators before they launch an invasion. They want to minimize the chances of this turning into an all-out war.”
“So by ‘taking the bait’ you mean that exposing the water theft would give you enough reason to arrest the spies.” Kat nodded. “What about Matilda though? She’s the ‘Tiger’ but the water plot only implicates Pen and Miguel.”
“Well, I’ll talk to Justice, but there should be enough circumstantial evidence to detain the whole church group until the investigation is complete. I’ll call in the Alliance once we’ve done that.” The spy sighed. “Honestly, it’s also our best bet for preventing that invasion too.”
“Alright, so we drop Kat back at her workshop and expose these Duvos bugs?” Warmth spread in Logan’s chest. If they got rid of Duvos, he and Haru could finally settle back in Sandrock and give Andy a proper home… and he could maybe work up the courage to ask Kat on a date.
“No, not quite.” Grace’s disagreement felt like a cold bucket of water on Logan’s excitement. Great more trickery and guile, that was just dandy.
“We have to catch them by surprise. They’re more than ready to invade at any given moment and I don’t know exactly how close they’ve been in contact. If they catch wind of our plans, we’re more than likely to end up neck-deep in Duvosians.”
The spy pulled out a folded paper from her waist pouch.
“I want to keep you guys out of suspicion too, just in case. So, we're going to have a hostage exchange with the Civil Corps.” She passed the paper to Logan. “This is the plan I have so far, but I need you to write the ransom note. The plan is to use that old cave in the outback so that you and Haru have the means to ‘escape.’”
The hunter raised his brow as he read the note. This was just getting worse. “Grace, I ain’t robbing Sandrock of ten thousand gols! Hell, I’d be surprised if Town Hall had much more than a thousand .”
“That’s what makes the whole ‘bandit’ charade seem real.” Grace tutted at him. “Besides, the water reports are what’s more important.” She tapped the paper. “It’ll give Justice a credible reason to ‘investigate’ the water thievery.”
Haru read over Logan’s shoulder. “So, exchange Kat for gols and the water usage reports… Then you’re going to have Justice investigate. What about us? Do we just wait until the investigation is over?”
“Yeah, pretty much.” Logan hated this plan.
“I’ll have Justice and the Alliance clear your names once everything is said and done… but you guys might want to lay low again.” Grace rubbed the back of her neck. “Since more reports of sightings of you two came in from the surrounding villages, Miguel’s been pressuring Mayor Trudy to hire a bounty hunter, again.”
“Trudes is finally back?” Haru perked up. “Matilda’s not the acting mayor anymore?”
“Yep. They’ve got less of a grip on town now. Unfortunately, she’s a little too easy for Miguel and Matilda to push around…” The spy shook her head and sighed. “They’re trying to flush you guys out.” She admitted. “Miguel’s resorted to drying up the Oasis faster and Pen is hell-bent on hunting you down, Logan. It’s why we’re doing the hostage exchange. If they think we’re falling for their plans, the quicker we can take them down.”
“But why do we gotta hand Kat over to the cops?” Andy piped up, startling everyone. “We’re the most feared gang out here! We don’t barter, we demand!”
The hunter felt a little guilty for forgetting that the boy was still there with them. These discussions were no place for a child.
“Ah, why don't you go to your room and play, Andy?” Logan nudged the kid’s shoulder gently.
“No! I wanna help with the plans.” Andy refused to let go of the hunter’s leg, pouting petulantly.
“Andy-”
“No!”
Logan sighed, the kid was stubborn as all get out. Now that he’s determined to be a part of the discussion, he’s not likely to let go. Even though they’d told him many times that their mission as a gang was to be good guys, Andy still loved playing the part of bandit.
He also hadn’t told him that Kat was technically their prisoner, the hunter wanted to be gentler about explaining everything to him.
“Andy, why don’t you help me make some food for everyone? It’s better to discuss these things with a full belly anyways.” Kat stepped up to them, holding out a hand out to him. “C’mon, I’ll let you have some more of those candied sandberries, too.”
The boy’s eyes widened at her offer, the temptation of sugar winning him over.
He grabbed her hand and started dragging her towards the cooking fire, eager for the promised treat. Kat lagged behind him a little, turning her head to Logan. ‘Keep me in the loop.’ She mouthed silently to him.
The hunter nodded back. Hoping she could see the gratitude in his eyes.
Grace cleared her throat pointedly, staring at Logan with a brow raised.
Right, back to business.
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They hashed out the plans pretty quickly. Logan would write the note, Grace would deliver it to Town Hall, they’d bring Kat to the Outback cave and make the trade with Justice. They would set the stipulation that only the Civil Corps could arrive but would also make arrangements should Pen or any of the townsfolk become involved. Logan was sure that this whole plan would cause a riot. Sandrock wasn’t the kind of town that took kindly to those who messed with its people.
Andy didn’t take the news well, unfortunately.
He threw a fit harder than they’d seen from him before, refusing to let go of Kat and upset about the gang splitting up. The boy had understandably grown attached to the builder. Separating them stung worse because they knew that he'd already lost his family once.
The hunter didn’t entirely disagree with the kid either. Putting Kat back in town meant she’d be in proximity to Pen without their protection. Hell, the hunter himself was half tempted to sneak into town and stay at the builder’s workshop just so he could be close to her.
Kat again saved the day, calming the boy down and eventually convincing him to go to bed.
Logan watched as she led the upset and now exhausted Andy to the other cavern where they'd made his bed, promising to read him a story as the boy still cried. He didn't miss the change in the builder's mood. While she still smiled around them and comforted Andy, her warmth faded in the wake of the growing anxiety in her eyes. She was worried.
Worried about going back to town, worried about leaving Andy and the others behind.
"You should talk to her." Haru’s voice startled Logan out of his thoughts.
The chemist was watching him with an understanding look in his eyes. Ever able to read his best friend's mood. Both of them were understandably nervous about Kat being put in such proximity to the Duvos spies, Pen especially.
They already lost a loved one, they were weary of losing another.
Despite Grace's assurances that Kat would have people looking after her, Logan couldn't help but have a bad feeling about this whole plan. Like a sick sense of dread that reminded him of everything he's already lost and how much more he has to lose now. That the stakes were much higher than they were just a few months ago when he had no one else but Haru.
Logan just wanted to spirit away his little family back into the desert, finding safety in the sandy vastness from Duvosians and Alliance alike.
He just nodded to Haru after a moment. Setting off for the cavern she shared with Andy. For now, he had to set aside his own worries and comfort her.
However bad he was feeling, Kat likely felt ten times worse.
As he passed the goat pen he spotted her tucking Andy into her bed. The little boy wrapped up warm in the quilts, bunkered down for the night. Kat stood as he drifted off to sleep, murmuring a quiet promise to return and planting a gentle kiss on his forehead. Logan froze in his tracks, his heart squeezing.
I don't want to lose her.
His own thoughts startled him. The ache of possessiveness cramping his chest. Logan really didn't want to lose her, he wanted her right by his side at all times… but that level of jealousy was the exact opposite of what she needed. She was tired of being an object, of being someone else's. What Kat wanted was people she could trust.
Logan needed to be someone she could trust.
He shook the thoughts away as she looked up at him, a soft sad smile on her lips. With a quick jerk of his head, he beckoned her over, not wanting to wake Andy.
"Hey." Kat's voice was quiet and a little despondent as she approached him.
"Hey." The hunter mulled over what to say as they both settled on the stack of hay bales they kept near the pen. "How're you holdin' up?"
"Nervous." She admitted in a small voice. "I… I don't want to leave you guys. Andy’s especially upset about it too."
The hunter put a gentle hand on her back and she leaned in, resting her head against his shoulder. His breath shuddered slightly as she settled. Her warmth soaked through his shirt like a welcoming beam of sunlight on a chilly day.
“I can’t say I disagree with him…” Logan sighed, resting his chin against her head and basking in her presence. “You’ll be missed ‘round here.”
“If Grace wants me back in town, then I suppose I’m going back to town.” She sighed. “...Maybe I can sneak you guys some supplies. Leave them at the top of the cliff for you guys or attach it to Rambo’s saddle bags… you did teach me how to whistle for him.”
“The path there goes through Rockenyaroll territory, darlin’. I don’t want you putting yourself in danger for our sakes.” The hunter rumbled. “You don’t have a mount neither. It's too dangerous to make that trek on foot.”
“I miss Doodles.”
“Who?”
“Doodles, my yakmel from the previous timeline.” The smile on her face juxtaposed the sadness in her eyes. “Raised him from a calf since Elsie thought it would be a brilliant idea to give the newcomer a baby yakmel.”
Right. She remembered an entirely different life. Logan couldn’t even begin to imagine everything she lost because of the reset.
“Sounds like somethin’ Else would do, yeah.”
Kat giggled, the light sound reverberating pleasantly against his chest. It was a little selfish but Logan was glad that they did get this chance to know each other. He didn’t know too much about what their relationship was like in that previous timeline. She talked about how they were friends and how often they hung out, their adventures together, but avoided the subject of what they were to each other. Logan couldn’t help but feel a little bit of worry.
Was his future-past self too much of an idiot or a coward to not confess his feelings, or did he do something stupid?
Whatever the case, he could just appreciate being near her. The gentle tickle of her hair under his chin and the warmth of her body next to him. This was nice.
“At least you’ll get the chance to sleep in a nice cozy workshop now, an’ I imagine yer tools miles fancier than the scraps we got in the hideout.” Logan nuzzled her hair, the soft locks tickling the part of his cheek not hidden under the mask.
She leaned into him again, small hands snaking around his waist to hug him and she buried her face against the collar of his cloak.
“It won’t feel the same.” Her voice broke a little. “Too empty.”
“You’ll have Grace with ya, an’ that other builder- what’s her name? Mia?”
“Mi-an,” Kat snorted a laugh, “Though Grace did say my friend Nia is there too.”
“There you go, you have your builder buddies. Won’t be too lonely without us.” Logan rubbed her back comfortingly.
The builder let out another short bark of laughter. “‘Builder Buddies’ sounds like a cheese workshop name. Somehow worse than mine.”
“Really?” The hunter glanced at her surprised. He hadn’t really seen the front of her workshop so he didn’t know what she’d named it. “I’m sure it ain't that bad.”
“Builderbox Workshop.”
“At least it rolls off the tongue. Ain’t that a thing with businesses? You gotta name ‘em something memorable, that's memorable.”
Kat grinned at him. “I’m glad you think so. It was kinda dumb when I came up with it, but it’s sentimental now.”
“Ain’t dumb if it works- wait, how did you come up with that?”
“Well, when I first arrived in Sandrock, the workshop I was given, Mason’s old place, didn’t even really look like a shack or a workshop, let alone a house. So I started calling it my little cardboard box for a while.” She chuffed at the memory. “Cardboard box wasn’t exactly professional so… Builder’s Box it was. It just snowballed from there, especially after Nia reminded me of an old world toyshop we’d seen in some ruins that had a similar name.”
“Quite the tale,” Logan chuckled. “It's cute, too. Have you always wanted to be a builder?"
She looked up at him, amusement in her eyes and a brow raised. "Interrogating me now? Why? Have you always wanted to be a monster hunter?"
The hunter grinned at her. She already knew the answer, that was one of the first things people ever learned about Logan. He never shut up about wanting to be a hunter since he was little. "I've always wanted to be a monster hunter since I was little, but I'm curious 'coz I've heard most people don' actually chase their childhood dreams. My Pa used to say those were the ones who lost their awe with th' world. That too many people do that." The hunter couldn’t help but wonder if he’d ever told her the story of his first ‘hunt.’ “That was actually one of the things he told me when I decided to be a monster hunter.”
"Sounds like you got a story to tell there, Yakboy." Kat poked him playfully. "Care to share? Trade story for story?"
Logan loved those kinds of trades. Especially with her, she was a constant source of curiosity. "Sure thing, darlin'"
He tilted his head, gathering his thoughts. "I can actually remember the day I set my heart on monster hunting. Back when I just turned ten my Pa took me along on a hunt, Grandma Vivi was busy that week and there was a herd of wild yakmel trampling some farmers' fields closer to Portia's side of the Eufaula." Logan scratched the stubble on his chin, remembering seeing the rolling fields of golden yellow wheat and the sudden intense green that lay just across that valley.
"It was more northwest of Portia I think, but to a desert kid it was the prettiest damn thing I'd ever seen." Present company exempted of course. But he kept that thought to himself. "There was a point while he was scouting that he turned away for a few minutes and I ended up wandering a little. 'Fore I knew it I'm face to face with the biggest ol' alpha yakmel I'd ever seen. Staring eye to eye."
Kat let out a small gasp, hands over her mouth as she listened intently.
"Yeah, my Pa told me later that he damn near jumped outta his skin when he saw me standing in front of that beast." He chuckled a little. "Strangely enough, that yakmel was gentler with me than a butterfly on a flower. I, being a rather dumb kid, was happily playing with that big ol' softie. Pulling its fur, hanging on its horns, hugging it with all my kiddie might. Most yakmel got a quick temper, don't take too kindly to loud and pokey people, and loud and pokey I was that day. It never got angry though… I think it knew I was just a kid.”
“When I looked into its eyes I saw the same kindness I always saw in my Pa's." He paused as his voice shook a little, the memories of warm smiles and deep laughs flooding over him. "He told me later that some beasts are like that… they're smarter than people think, an' when you look into their eyes you'll see yourself, your true self, ‘cause they got a purity that people don’t anymore, and through that, they can guide your way if you're ever lost.”
Logan quickly dashed a misty tear from his eye, letting out a small laugh. “‘Course younger me didn’t really care much about all that spiritual nonsense and wisdom stuff. I see it more n’ more now that I’m older, but back then what got me was how cool seein’ it up close was. Helped that my Pa came over and started directing me how to properly handle a yakmel… but since then I had my heart set on monster hunting.”
He tilted his head slightly. “The more I did it the more I found reasons to keep pursuing that dream. Like the beasts were guiding me…” The hunter let out a chuff. “Though I mighta taken that wisdom too literally, I think I’ve spent more time among the wild things than I have people. It’s rusted my manners terribly.”
The builder let out a laugh. “I always found it a little funny when you make an ass of yourself. You’re at least self-aware enough to apologize properly, most people are too proud for that.”
“What about your story then? Did’ja stare into the eyes of a yakmel n’ decide to become a builder?”
Kat snorted. “Peach no, my Ma would’ve had a heart attack if that ever happened. She kinda sheltered me a lot.”
“Is that so?” Logan tilted his head, it would explain a little about how skittish and gentle she always was. Most Sandrockers didn’t have the luxury of being ‘sheltered.’ So the only people like that he’d met were tourists and they were usually either pushy or easily pushed around.
“Yeah, she was in the Civil Corps and she constantly worried about people coming after me and my Pa. Especially since she was instrumental in taking down one of the long-running gangs in Highwind.” The builder nodded.
“Oof, I don’t imagine she’d like me much.”
“Eh, maybe at first… I dunno.” Kat giggled. “She used to talk about your Pa. They both did similar work and she admired his way with monsters, and said learning about them was a hell of a lot better than the culling and fighting they were doing with the Civil Corps in Highwind.”
Logan looked at her in surprise and she smiled back.
“She was a very worldly person. Mama always did her research on people who helped defend the Alliance, lone monster hunters included.” The builder leaned against him again. “I think she’d come around, especially if she knew you were working to fight off Duvos.”
“I’m amazed she ain’t out here hunting me down.”
“I sent her a message through Nia. Told her to wait until the uh- ‘storm’ passes, so to speak.” Kat admitted a little sheepishly. “Otherwise she probably would be here raising hell and dragging Justice around the desert by his ear.”
The hunter let out a surprised snort. That was quite a vivid image.
“She’s actually also the reason I wanted to become a builder.”
“Oh?”
“The Civil Corps and builders work together quite closely right?” Logan nodded and she continued. “Well, my Ma was no different. She worked closely with one of the local workshops and would bring me along and leave me at their shop for long periods of time.” Kat fidgeted with the hem of her cloak. “One day I was really bored. I was wandering around the work yard and one of the apprentice builders noticed I had nothing to do. So she built me a toy. It was just two bolts glued to the side of a cup with marker-drawn eyebrows, but I loved that little cup. I wanted to build Cuppy some friends and… well you can probably guess where that led me.”
Kat met his eyes again, her smile finally back to its usual warmth.
“I wanted to become a builder because I wanted to make people smile, to help others like how she helped me that day. My Ma was my biggest supporter. She was so proud when I took the Sandrock contract.”
“That’s a fitting back story for ya.” Logan chuckled. “It’s cute. You’re cute.”
Logan felt her tense slightly against his side, her eyes darting away from his with a blush. The warmth in his chest felt almost unbearable now. She was sweet, kind, selfless, pretty, just a generally good and admirable person… He liked her.
Aw, what the hell.
Why shouldn’t he tell her? Haru’s already been on his case for hiding his feelings. Plus, it might be a while before they see each other again. Better to get it out of the way now so he could enjoy the rest of their time together in peace.
“Hey.”
She looked up at him and he nearly lost his last nerve.
“I- uh- know this may not be the best time to be askin’ this kinda thing but… I was wondering if you’d want to…” His tongue felt like it was stuck in his throat. Why did having feelings have to feel so scary? “If you’d like to go on a date- a proper date, when all this is said an’ done.”
Her eyes widened. A strange look of joy mixed with hurt crossed her face. Why did she look hurt?
Worry sank deep into Logan’s chest. “You don’t have to-”
“No! I mean- It’s okay I’m just… that’s a bit of a surprise.” Kat tried to rearrange the look on her face, smiling again.
But the mixed emotions in her eyes remained.
“It might take a while, Logan.” She looked down. “Even if we get through everything with Duvos, we still have to figure out what's going on with me and that weird machine…”
“I’m willing to wait. If you want to save anything like that for after, I can wait.” The hunter cringed a little at the slight desperation in his voice. More than anything he just wanted to know if he at least had a snowball’s chance in hell.
Kat wrapped her arms around his waist again, burying her face against his chest.
“Alright, once everything’s done… we’ll try.” Her voice was quiet, muffled by his vest.
Relief spread through his chest like one of Fang’s soothing teas. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close, reveling in his newfound freedom to show affection. Logan would fight his hardest to stay alive, to pull them all through whatever hell Duvos intended to throw at them, because now he really had something to look forward to.
She’s willing to try.
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Notes:
Grace is slowly becoming the sole harbinger of bad news.
Only one chapter this week since this one kinda got away from me... I generally try to stick to 2000 to 3000 words per chapter, but these new ones have been getting progressively longer.
More shenanigans shall come next week, see y'all then!
Chapter 28: Justice's No Good, Very Bad Day
Summary:
The poor Sheriff is having a rough time.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Justice was stressed beyond belief.
Hell, he was ready to March down to the graveyard and ask Mort to bury him right alongside old Howlett.
The Sheriff failed him, failed Sandrock, in every way possible. He failed to save the hunter from a tragic fate, failed to be there for someone he considered a good friend after a tragedy, and failed to prevent Howlett's only son from going down the wrong path… Justice had always looked up to the old hunter, he'd even fought alongside the man, so Logan becoming a bandit felt like the worst possible betrayal.
More so with the kidnapping.
The builders had brought a lot of life back into Sandrock. If Logan’s aim was to hurt the town. He succeeded.
It hurt Justice especially since the two builders were like the little sisters he never had. He taught them how to shoot, they teased him for making the cat a Deputy, they'd all get drinks at the Blue Moon and gossip with Owen. Hell, Kat survived Gecko Station with him. He still owed her for saving his leg, which Doctor Fang said he could have lost if it wasn't cleaned and set properly like she did.
As content as he was with his life before they moved in, those two working together made the whole town, and subsequently his life, something special.
With them around he felt like he was worth something as a Sheriff. Like he was actually serving the town he was fighting for. He'd even had an easier time getting along with and training Unsuur to be a Deputy.
Justice knew that his compatriot felt the same about the girls. Heck, he wouldn't be surprised if the deputy-in-training had a crush on one of them considering how invested he was in their friendship. The day of the kidnapping was the most emotional the Sheriff had ever seen Unsuur.
Neither of the Civil Corpsmen were the same after that if he were being honest.
Despite Mi-an’s reassurances that Logan probably kidnapped Kat because they needed a builder, his mind couldn't help but worry about the worst. She was already stressed out by having a stalker in town. If those two hurt her or…
No.
Justice shook off the thought. He had to hold onto at least one scrap of hope that Logan was still a decent man. Howlett’s memory was owed at least that until they were proven otherwise.
Reports and rumors had started coming in a couple of months ago, just after the new year.
Logan's gang had been spotted skulking around the villages surrounding Sandrock. According to the written statements and Owen’s saloon gossip, not only were the two notorious bandits spotted, but they also had a petite woman and a small boy with them. It was a relief to know that Kat was still with them, it meant she was alive, but where did they get a kid? And why?
On top of that mystery, there were all the weird rumors about what they were doing out there.
Travelers and reports alike said that Logan was apparently continuing his work as a monster hunter. He'd garnered back some faith and reputation among the villages since he took out several problem-causing monsters, like a crazed alpha yakmel that was terrorizing a watering hole. They never even robbed someone while they were out there.
Which was an unusual deviation from the two bandit’s M.O.
It was around that time that Justice was starting to feel that Mi-an was right about Kat talking down Logan. It would also explain why, despite apparently being free to wander in and out of villages with the little boy, she never tried to run from the bandit or get help. The Sheriff even felt some hope that Logan would peacefully return Kat and turn himself in.
But now he's stuck with this.
A note.
A ransom note.
‘Bring 10,000 gols and Miguel’s water reports to the old camping cave in the Eufaula Outback if you want to see your builder again. Only send Justice.
-L’
Fate, or the Light, or whatever deity watched over Justice, really liked punching him in the guts whenever he even had the thought of hoping apparently.
Sure, this could theoretically be the peaceful exchange he'd hoped for, minus Logan turning himself in, but he was pretty sure that there wasn't more than a thousand gols in Sandrock. Let alone ten thousand.
At least not in the form of money they could hand over to the bandit.
They'd need to have an emergency meeting with the whole town and ask for donations. Something that he really didn’t hold out hope on considering they barely scraped together any donations for the Shonash Bridge repairs, which was a vital need for the whole damn town. It ended up being Owen, Heidi, and the two builders who funded Sandrock’s portion of the bridge costs. If Mr. Musa and some of his Ataran investors hadn’t stepped in, Sandrock wouldn’t have lasted long.
Didn’t help that Justice was one of the ones who didn’t donate, it just felt redundant considering his wage was paid by City Hall.
Now though, he'd forgo food for months and live in the Civil Corps office if it meant he'd have enough for the ransom.
Beyond Kat being one of his closest friends, this was someone's life they were negotiating for. This wasn't like whatever stupid game the two bandits were playing at when they hijacked the train… This felt more like the night Howlett died. Except they could all see the coming disaster.
He could only hope Logan had learned from his mistakes.
“What do you need us to do, Sheriff?” Mayor Trudy’s wavering voice brought Justice out of his thoughts.
Right.
Matilda, Miguel, Trudy, Owen, Yan, and Zeke stared back at him.
Owen and Zeke found out about the situation accidentally when the Sheriff went to the Blue Moon to find Miguel tutoring Jasmine. Once they heard about what was going on, they insisted on joining the emergency meeting. Justice didn’t mind either way, the more heads they had to figure it out the better.
“Well, I think we need to sort out the ransom first.” He sighed.
“Are you really planning on negotiating with this cretin?” Miguel huffed. “Your job is to capture him and, barring that, kill him.”
“Miguel, we’re here to figure out how to bring Kat back home safely.” Matilda chided the Pastor. “I think we can all understand your worries but this is a delicate situation.”
“The Church has enough to cover part of the ransom at least, right?” Zeke glanced at them. “Y’all still get regular donations.”
“Yes, but it’s less than a quarter of the ransom.” The Pastor retorted. “We unfortunately have a tighter budget this year considering how much more water we’ve needed to buy. That’s another thing, why does he want the water reports?”
Justice shrugged. “Maybe he’s noticed the increase in imports from Portia. At this point, the only thing I expect from him is something unusual and violent.”
“But you’ll be able to bring the builder back in one piece, right Sheriff?” Matilda glanced at him before turning a stern look at Miguel. “I’m sure the church can at least scrape together half of the ransom.”
Miguel sighed as Owen cut in. “I can cover a fair amount of the ransom too. I’d need a chance to go through our budgets but I’m sure I can.”
The Sheriff nodded thanks. “Once we get the whole ransom together, and the reports, I’ll head out tomorrow afternoon an’ have Unsuur and Pen tail me, I know which cave they’re talking about. With any luck I can talk him down… don’t hold out hope that I can capture him,” He glanced at Miguel, “M’ main focus is just getting Kat back unharmed.”
“Right,” Trudy rubbed her hands together nervously, “I’ll call everyone together for an emergency town meeting this evening, Matilda, I’m going to need your help. We’ll announce your plan and make sure we have everything prepared for tomorrow. Meeting adjourned.”
They all went their separate ways almost silently.
Warm spring air greeted Justice as he stepped out of City Hall, the usually happy sunlight felt stifling. His feet shuffled for the stairs by the general store. There wasn’t really much reason for him to check the Oasis, he knew the situation would still be the same, but he couldn’t help but be lured towards the clear reflective pool.
Something about Logan asking for the water reports didn’t sit right with him.
The bandit had gone from being seemingly hell-bent on destroying Sandrock to being downright unpredictable. It almost made Director Qi’s theory of sudden onset schizophrenia seem believable. Did Logan finally take notice of how poorly the town’s doing? Will handing over the reports be used to destroy the town, or will the bandit keep up with this weird streak of sudden good-heartedness?
Justice was in a limbo of believing that the man had a good heart and the pessimism of knowing how many things had gone wrong so far.
As his feet hit the wooden boards that made the decks above the Oasis his whole body was dragged sideways. It was an overwhelming strength. He was pulled towards the shadows of the stairs, his back slamming against the stone.
A forearm pressed against his throat as a pair of frosty blue eyes stared him down.
Grace pinned Justice against the wall. Little more than a small grunt of surprise escaped the Sheriff.
“Shhhh!” The sharp sound hissed between her teeth like an angry Desert Viper.
His mouth snapped shut, his eyes wide.
What the hell? What did she think she was doing?! Attacking a Civil Corps member was highly illegal. Did he piss her off that much? Was she finally fed up with his pestering her about getting too close to the Breach?
Or maybe… she was interested in him?
He thought he would’ve noticed something like that.
Since when was Grace interested in him? Sure, he admired her. She tended to be a little… intense. Never did anything halfway. Which was something Justice felt really resonated with the Sandrock spirit despite the fact she’d only moved here just over a year ago. But he kept his thoughts to himself since he knew she didn’t appreciate any Saloon patrons flirting with her at work.
Light, he didn’t know if he was ready for a date- or if he was really in the mood for-
“I need you to come with me to Kat’s workshop. We need to talk about the ransom.” Grace let him go, stepping back and watching him wearily.
Oh, so this wasn’t- Well now he just felt silly, He shouldn’t have assumed-
Justice blinked slowly as her words fully registered with him. Hang on a sec-
“How’d you know about the ransom? I jus’ found that this morning.”
Grace glanced around worriedly. “Keep your voice down, I’ll tell you more later. Right here isn’t a good place to discuss this.”
With that, she stepped past him, walking quickly down the deck towards the path across the Oasis. Presumably headed towards the workshop. Giving Justice no choice but to follow.
She does work for Owen, maybe he said something?
The Sheriff shook his head as he picked his way across the stepping stones. It’s unlikely considering he’d gone to the emergency meeting before Grace got to work and he wasn’t one to leak info in the middle of town square. Curiosity burned his chest.
“Just go on through the door.” Grace held open the workshop gate for Justice. “I’ll be in, in a minute.”
With a nod, he made his way across the yard. It was hard to not slow and admire the yard itself, before the kidnapping Mi-an and Kat had taken to planting a full garden in front of the house. All manner of vegetables, fruits, ornamentals, and even a few Coffee Tea trees.
Clearly, Mi-an has been taking good care of the garden despite the circumstances.
Pushing open the door to the house he was surprised to find it unlocked. It would’ve been safer to keep it locked all things considered. Especially considering they were on the edge of town…
He was even more surprised when he saw Mi-an lying face down on the carpet by the dining table.
“Mi-an!” Justice rushed over, kneeling beside her. “Are you okay!?”
The only thing more amazing than the speed at which the builder jumped up and hugged the Sheriff was the strength with which she squeezed the air out of the poor man's lungs. She started babbling near incomprehensibly about it having been ‘two months’ and ‘working non-stop’ and ‘being tired of packing bullets?!’ What in Peach’s name was she talking about?
“Woah, woah, woah. Slow down, Mi-an! I can hardly understand you.” Justice put his hands gently on her shoulders. “What'd'ya mean you've been packing bullets? You preparing for an attack or something?”
The soft clinking of a spoon stirring a cup caught his attention as a tired-looking Nia, Kat’s friend, stepped through the doorway of one of the side rooms carrying a cup of tea. “Oh. Hey, Justice. Grace finally decided to bring you into the loop?”
“The loop?”
“Yeah, Mi-an’s been unbearably stressed because we weren’t allowed to tell you.”
“Allowed to tell me?” Justice couldn’t be more confused.
“Yes, what I’m about to tell you is imperative that you keep quiet.” Grace’s voice cut off Nia’s reply as she slipped inside, shutting the open door behind her. “It’s a matter of national security.”
Justice’s head snapped up. NATIONAL SECURITY?!
The blond waitress pulled a badge out of her pocket, flipping it open, and handing it to the dumbfounded Sheriff. ACI stood out to him in big bold letters. The badge identifying Grace as an Alliance agent.
Wow, he was really wrong about not being able to be more confused.
“You… what?”
“Here, help me get Mi-an off the floor. We need to talk and I’d prefer to do so sitting at the table.” Grace grabbed one of the builder’s arms, gently tugging her to her feet.
The Sheriff helped her along, standing up himself, and immediately plopped her into one of the chairs. Mi-an looked absolutely exhausted, like she was almost as tired as he was. In fact, all three women looked like they were suffering from varying levels of sleep deprivation.
Sitting down in one of the chairs Justice felt like he was about to get a second helping of surprising bad news.
“What’s goin’ on then? What is the Alliance doin’ in Sandrock?” He decided to start with asking Grace. Out of the three, she looked the most ready to answer.
“You promised you would tell him soon, ya know!” Mi-an burst out, glaring at Grace.
“Hey, don’t be mad at me.” The waitress- no, the spy, threw her hands up in exasperation. “If anything you should be mad at Logan. He’s the one that took two months to come back.” She sighed.
“Whoa, wait. What’s this about Logan? Do you all know about the ransom already?” The Sheriff leaned forward.
“Well, yeah. This might be a bit of a surprise, but Logan isn’t a bad guy. He’s working with me.” Grace rested her chin on her fist, meeting Justice’s eyes. “I’m here because HQ intercepted messages from a Duvos spy in Sandrock. He’s been helping me because we have reason to believe that Howlett was killed by them.”
Justice’s eyes widened. A Duvos spy!? And they killed Howlett?!
“I have several notes here as well as a written confession from the old builder Mason. There’s more evidence in a secret bunker underneath Martle’s Oasis too if you need that.” The blond continued, either oblivious or uncaring of the man's increasing turmoil. “Kat's fine too. She's helping as well.”
“So… the exchange tomorrow is a farce?” Justice asked a little numbly, he needed a nap and a chance to think.
“Oh, you set it for tomorrow? Hm… It'll be cutting it close, but I can work with that.” Grace tapped her chin in thought. “Oh, yes, the whole bandit-hostage-ransom thing is a charade. Kat has some important info and I need her back in town to talk to the Alliance once they arrive.”
“O- kay.”
“I should also give you a heads up that there is a whole Duvos invasion force in the ruins on the Northern Plateau.”
The Sheriff put his head in his hands.
A pounding headache felt like it was crushing his skull. An enemy army in his town, spies running around doing Peach knows what, the one guy he was certain was a bad guy is actually a good guy… What else had he missed!? Justice couldn’t help but imagine that B3, the Sheriff before him and his mentor, would have been severely disappointed in how many things he’d let go right under his nose.
“What was all that that Mi-an was talkin’ about?” He sighed out.
“We’ve been making preparations to defend Sandrock. She’s been pushing herself with all the weapons and ammo she’s been making. We now have enough to equip the whole town if necessary. I also swiped a few diagrams from Qi’s collection, so we have the means to set up several air cannons that can help with crowd control.” The spy chuffed to herself. “That man’s got quite the arsenal of theoretical defensive weapon designs for Sandrock. I guess we got kind of lucky he’s obsessed with that old-world robot show.”
Justice put his hands down, looking at Grace seriously. “So we’re preparing for an all-out war an’ you didn’t talk to me.”
“HQ didn’t want my cover compromised.” She shrugged apologetically. “We didn’t know who the spy was so I had to treat everyone with suspicion.”
“Who is the spy?”
“We’ve confirmed that not only is there an invasion force, but the head Duvos agents appear to be Pen and Matilda. They also have Miguel on their side too, but I don’t think he knows about Matilda or the invasion. He’s just a part of the water theft plan.”
That was nearly the whole church. They were the people everyone- even Justice himself- trusted to pull the town out of danger! How could-
“Wait, water theft?”
“Yeah,” Grace nodded, pulling out a paper and pencil and drawing two overlapping circles, “From what I have found so far, there are two Duvos operations in Sandrock.” She tapped one circle, “They’re drying up the Oasis in town to try and drive people away, Miguel and Pen are handling this.” The spy tapped the other circle. “The second one is an excavation in the Northern Ruins, headed by Matilda and Pen. They’ve apparently found a valuable enough relic there to warrant a full-scale operation and a possible invasion.”
With a deep breath, Justice sank back in his chair. At this point he had no choice but to put his faith in the Alliance. Grace specifically. He glanced around at the three women with him, they all looked exhausted… but determined.
“Alright, just let me know how I can help… I can’t believe the nightmares I’ve been having are comin’ true.” He sighed, rubbing his eyes.
“Nightmares?” Grace exchanged an unreadable look with Mi-an.
“It’s what I was telling you about! That has to have some correlation with the time reset and that relic Kat was talking about.” Mi-an stressed. “I just can’t figure out what the connection is .”
“Okay, woah. What? Time-reset?” Justice glanced at the Tallsky builder.
Grace sighed. “It’s still hard to believe but… we think that there is some kind of relic in the Northern Ruins that can mess with time. Specifically, we believe it may have sent Kat- possibly all of us- back in time. Kat is the one who remembers the most about this ‘reset’ and she’s the reason we know about the spies now. You’re not the only one having dreams about the previous ‘timeline.’”
“So… fighting alongside Logan against Pen and Matilda, that’s not just some weird dream? It actually happened?” The Sheriff paused. It would certainly explain the vividness of those dreams- but damn, time travel?! Just how much more world-ending old-world junk was lying about in the ruins around Sandrock, first the spies and now this?!
Light give him strength.
“We’re not sure yet.” Nia chimed in from her corner of the room. “We all have a lot of questions.”
“Have y’all had any of these dreams?” Justice asked curiously.
“No,” Grace grumbled flatly. “That’s why we’re not sure how this thing works.”
“I have.” Nia huffed.
Mi-an and Grace turned to her incredulously.
“And you hadn’t thought to tell us!?” The Tallsky builder slapped her hands on the table.
“I thought they were day-dreams! Besides, most of them included you and Kat, Mi-an.” The botanist huffed again. “We turned the desert green and all that. A girl can dream, y’know.”
“So, all your dreams are different…” Grace muttered mostly to herself. “Justice dreamed about the battle, Nia dreamed about the future, and Logan dreamed about Kat. What’s the connection…?”
“I’m sorry what-? Logan what now?” The Sheriff turned to the spy.
She waved him off. “All of you guys dreamed about the future. Logan told me he had dreams where he knew Kat. I thought since she was the original person ‘sent back in time’ the dreams would center around her. Apparently not.”
“Great. Cool. Time machines and weird dreams and spies.” Justice rubbed his temples. “What's next? Aliens? Ghosts? Ghost-aliens?”
“Oo, my money's on underground old-world mutant zombies.” Nia chimed in unhelpfully.
Grace shot a glare at the other blond. The words ‘not helping’ were clear in her eyes. She turned to the Sheriff. “Let's just deal with the spies first. The rest of that we can figure out when we don't have foreign hostiles in the middle of our town.”
Justice sighed.
It's gonna be a long day.
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Notes:
Justice is the living embodiment of that one 'Hang in there!' cat poster.
Chapter 29: Bad Moon Rising
Summary:
Yeah, I was listening to Creedence Clearwater Revival while writing this one.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The Outback cave where they were holding the hostage exchange felt dank and oppressive.
It was smaller and less open air than Logan’s hideout, with significantly less sunlight since this cavern was nearly fully buried in the cliffside. Plus without the smell of a cooking fire… or Andy’s laughter… or the soft clinking of Haru working away in his lab… or the loud thuds of Logan training with his new sparring dummy... It just didn't feel right.
There was a tense air between all of them since they arrived at the Outback cave.
Kat couldn't remember a time in her life where she felt more conflicted, which was an incredible feat considering the fact that she dated Pen, and she didn't fully understand why she felt this way. Well… she did, but it was difficult to rationalize.
The one person she hoped would love her back the most had practically confessed his feelings for her. Yet she felt like she couldn’t accept it.
What was different this time? Where between their shared secrets and joint adventures did she scare him off in the previous timeline? Why did he love her now and not then? Would he change his mind if he knew?
It stung.
The Highwind builder couldn’t help but pick apart every little detail about herself. Questioning, doubting, hurting...
She did her best to not let it show around the others but Andy was very sensitive to her mood. Compounded with the fact he was upset she was leaving, the boy hadn’t left her side for the past forty-eight hours making both his and her problems known to the other two.
Logan wasn't helping the situation. If Kat thought he was affectionate before, he'd been extra huggy over the past day. Acting nearly as clingy as Andy was.
There was a look in his eyes that she recognized, she’d seen that same gleam when he was on hunts.
His mind was set on something.
Almost as though he could sense her turmoil, he was doing everything he could to win her over and assuage her fears.
Whether he thought she was worried about returning to Sandrock or if he somehow knew about her misgivings in accepting his feelings Kat wasn’t sure. He had extremely sharp intuition at times. Even with emotions, which surprised most people considering he was a very impulsive and unfiltered man.
She appreciated his efforts but it turned into a never-ending cycle of emotional misery for her.
Kat would worry about the whole time travel thing and whether or not it was okay to accept his affection, which would lead to Logan comforting her, which in turn made her feel guilty about enjoying his attention, which would make her shy away, which then made her feel more guilty when she saw the hurt in his eyes, which would make her worry even more, which led to Logan trying to comfort her again, which-
The builder shook her head, trying to break away from her spiraling thoughts.
It made her feel worse that she was also definitely leaning on his support because she really was terrified of leaving.
There was a certain level of safety and familiarity she’d gotten used to, having been on the road with the bandits for a while. Knowing she was about to lose all that, even for a short while, made every minute more tortuous than the last. She didn’t want to leave Andy and Haru behind, she didn’t want to walk away from the unresolved feelings with Logan, and she especially did not want to be in the same town as Pen.
“You alright, Darlin’?” A pair of large hands snaked around the builder’s waist, pulling her against a warm chest.
“Y- yeah.” She turned, practically melting into his arms as he wrapped her into a tighter hug. “Just nervous.”
Logan hummed acknowledgment as he ran a soothing hand across her back.
They were waiting for the Sheriff in the main chamber of the cave. The escape route was to their left where Haru rigged some small explosives to collapse the tunnel behind them and was standing guard. Beyond the escape tunnel, Andy waited with the goats. Ready for a quick getaway.
The boy had almost thrown another fit when both Logan and Kat suggested he stay back with Haru. He wanted to be where the action was. It wasn't until Logan asked him to look after Rambo that they were able to redirect Andy’s attention and keep him far away from the danger. That solved two problems in one as the goats had their own little rebellions once they picked up on their companion's low moods. Though it also felt like they could smell the doom coming.
It had only taken them two- rather rushed- hours to set up, mostly in tense silence.
Grace’s communication was also frustratingly sparse. She’d told them that the hostage exchange would be this afternoon, but other than telling them to get ready she never gave them any specifics. Leaving them to stew in anticipation.
The hunter loosened his hug, looking down at Kat with warmth and worry.
He’d been fretting over her for the past few hours since they’d been more or less left alone together. Even offering to let her take a nap on him while he kept watch. It was tempting, Logan was surprisingly comfortable as a pillow, but Kat wasn’t sure she wouldn’t have nightmares considering how anxious she was.
“Remember, darlin’, the gun’s not loaded. I won’t let anything hurt you.” His arms squeezed her waist gently, the conflict clear in his eyes.
If the rest of them didn’t like this plan, Logan hated it.
He found the idea of threatening Kat, even fakely, appalling. He’d already shown her the gun’s empty barrel and chamber three times and promised her he wouldn’t even think about putting any other weapons near her.
Kat hummed quiet acknowledgment.
Before either of them could talk further, gunshots from the front entrance of the cave rang out, alongside the yapping of angry Rockenyarolls.
Logan cursed under his breath. “Shoulda cleared out the front of the cave. Didn’t even think ‘bout that.”
“Justice can hold his own,” Kat assured him, picking up the ropes they’d discarded earlier. “Uh, we… probably want to make this look like an actual hostage situation…” She gestured with her wrists together.
He stared at her like a yakmel caught in headlights. With the sounds of gunfire getting closer, she hastily wound the rope around her wrists. Struggling with the knot until the hunter finally snapped out of his surprise and tied it, his expression having morphed from worry to something Kat couldn’t quite read.
She stumbled to sit in a nearby chair. Logan pulled his unloaded gun and took up his position just behind her, his free hand on her shoulder.
Justice finally burst into the cavern, his own gun drawn as well.
“Justice.” The hunter's voice was full of menace, snapping smoothly into his bandit persona despite his earlier fumble.
“Put down the gun, Logan.” The Sheriff's own voice was stern.
“Only if ya got the ransom.” Logan pressed the gun against the side of her neck, his hand tightening on her shoulder.
Tension sat thick in the air, both men regarding each other with the level of caution that comes naturally with years of life-threatening situations.
After a terse moment, Justice slowly holstered his gun. He held his hands up, never taking his eyes off of Logan. More specifically, the gun he held to Kat. She could practically see the tightness of the muscles in his jaw as he forced himself to meet Logan’s eyes.
“Alright, man. We don't got long, Pen and Unsuur are about ten minutes behind me.” He glanced behind himself. “Grace said you’re actually one of the good guys. Now I’m taking a serious gamble here, trusting you, but we do need to talk.”
Kat glanced up at Logan.
If the Sheriff knows that would make this whole thing a hell of a lot easier.
The hunter relaxed, holstering his weapon as well. “I take it you know about th’ Duvos spies in town then?”
“Yeah, and I ain’t too happy with myself over that.” The tension melted out of Justice and he grinned ruefully. “I’m just glad that Grace was right and we were wrong about ya, pardner.”
“You an’ me both.” Logan sighed. “I ain’t ever considered kidnapping someone before.”
“Uh, you alright Kat?” The Sheriff glanced down at the builder, a flicker of worry crossed his face.
“I’m not too particularly thrilled that Pen is coming,” She replied quietly, giving the Sheriff a wry grin. “But otherwise fine… was a pleasant life actually. I’ll miss it.”
“Is that so?” Justice glanced curiously at the hunter, he clearly had questions.
Logan shook his head, though Kat could see a slight blush on his ears. “We don’t got the time right now. You can hang onto the ransom, do you have the water reports?”
“Uh, right.” The Sheriff shrugged a small pack off his shoulder. Rifling through it until he pulled out a thick folder. “These are the recent documents, the whole thing was a massive book. We couldn’t copy the entire thing in time, but uh- yeah. Miguel is pretty meticulous at covering his tracks.”
The hunter barely got halfway across the cave towards Justice when a shout interrupted them.
“SIR! We’re here!” Unsuur’s voice rang through the cavern as the deputy-in-training burst in behind Justice, his gun drawn. They arrived early.
Before Logan could retreat a blue, red, and gold blur shot out towards him, landing a devastating punch that threw the hunter back several feet. Kat gasped before she could stop herself. It was easy for her to play the part of hapless hostage now, familiar terror seeped into her bones as she watched Pen tower over the prone hunter. Her wrists strained against the rope bonds as she stumbled to her feet. An overwhelming desire to help Logan surpassing her logical sense.
Pen’s eyes snapped up to her.
Stepping over the hunter he strode over to her, his confident sneer at odds with the burning hostility in his eyes. Kat stumbled back, fear overpowering her.
Unsuur rushed past Justice, pulling out a pair of handcuffs to restrain Logan.
Just as the deputy-in-training reached the hunter, Pen grabbed the builder’s arm, the bruising strength of his grip forcing a squeak of pain out of her. At the sound Logan erupted. Kicking Unsuur’s legs out from under him as he threw himself to his feet.
With little hesitation, the hunter launched himself at the enforcer, his knife drawn and a murderous look in his eyes.
“Let her go!” He roared.
Pen dragged Kat around by her arm as he fended off Logan’s attacks, deflecting and attacking with the reinforced armor on his glove. Their fight was frustratingly slow, with the hunter being forced to hold back out of fear of hitting the builder, and the Enforcer slowed by his grip on her.
After a few moments, a commotion from the entrance of the cave drew their attention, as a posse of townsfolk appeared behind the Civil Corpsmen. Some were armed with makeshift weapons, others armed with guns. Led jointly by Mayor Trudy and Miguel. Kat would have found it touching to see the town coming together for her sake if it wasn’t at the worst possible time for them all.
Logan hesitated, backing away from the fight towards the escape route. His eyes met Kat’s for the briefest of moments, a whirlwind of emotions swirling in sky-blue eyes.
The builder shook her head ever so slightly. Save yourself. She hoped he could hear her mental plea.
“Logan! We gotta go!” Haru appeared behind the hunter, grabbing his arm and trying to drag him along.
As a few more townsfolk poured into the cave the two bandits disappeared down the tunnel towards their escape route.
In a flash Pen followed, dragging Kat along with him again.
As they entered the secondary cavern, Kat’s heart nearly stopped. Just ahead, in the narrow escape route stood Andy, his eyes wild with panic and fear as he saw the two fleeing bandits and the builder held captive by the enforcer.
The eerie sound of electric charging seemed to slow down time as a scream ripped itself from Kat’s throat. The relic weapon, Pen’s going to fire the relic weapon.
“NO! ANDY, RUN!”
Logan hauled the boy into his arms as the blast shook the cave. The choking dust blinded the builder, obscuring her little family from view.
Kat thrashed in Pen’s grip as he pulled her closer. Desperate to know if they were alive. Pain, panic, and grief clouding the last of her sensible thoughts. She had to get to them.
“If you tell anyone,” The enforcer growled in her ear. “Your beloved town is next. Behave, and I’ll let them live.”
Tears blurred her eyes, the fight draining out of her with a choked sob.
The only hope she could cling to was that she saw Logan picking up Andy and Haru igniting the bombs above the escape tunnel. If they’d gotten far enough down the tunnel maybe they’d escaped the blast, if Haru’s explosives went off in time maybe the falling rubble saved them from the relic weapon’s blast, maybe they were okay-
What if they’re gone?
The thought drew a broken cry from her. Despair threatening to consume her.
Her body was limp as she was dragged back towards the posse of townsfolk, her legs unable to support the lead weight that had made its home in her body. It felt like her soul had been ripped out from her, as though all her hope and joy had been suddenly snuffed. She felt nothing but numbness as she was surrounded by her friends, Justice pulling her from Pen’s grip.
She couldn’t even hear the harsh words that the Sheriff snarled at the Church Enforcer, for once she found herself not caring about Pen’s presence.
Justice wrapped a comforting arm around her shoulders, doing his best to pull her to her feet. The voices of the townsfolk sounded little more than a cacophony to her as they all tried to talk to Kat, trying to assure her she was ‘safe’ as she was forced to stumble across the cavern towards the exit.
All of their words fell on deaf ears as she clung to the Sheriff. There was no comfort for her until she knew for sure what’d happened to the gang, to her family. It didn’t matter what they said.
Eventually getting fed up with the crowd Justice ordered everyone aside.
The builder listened numbly as he commanded Unsuur to follow him and instructed the remaining townsfolk to search the cave for anything related to Logan and his gang. Her mind was still under the pile of rubble and rocks at the back of the cavern.
Burgess, in his ever-endearing yet unfortunately harmful innocence, spoke up with a question that pierced through the fog in her ears.
“Who’s Andy?”
Kat collapsed. The pain in her chest destroyed what little energy and will she had left. She couldn’t even hear her own sobs as the world narrowed to the ropes still on her wrists and the fear and grief in her chest.
Her worst possible fears were coming true.
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Notes:
~♪ I see the bad moon arising! I see trouble on the way! I see earthquakes an’ lightnin’! I see bad times today! Don’t go ‘round tonight, it’s bound to take your life! There’s a bad moon on the rise! ♪~
Last chapter for the week! This might be the last time I post more than one chapter per week, life's just been busy and I got a serious case of artist's block. (It's been killing my will to draw too, though I'll still probably post more than one chapter any chance I get. It's just too tempting.) Either way, I hope y'all enjoyed these ones, the rollercoaster is just getting started! ;)
See y'all next week!
Chapter 30: Wolves Among the Sheep
Summary:
A heart in the right place, a heart in the wrong place.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Andy couldn’t understand why they didn't just go back to save Kat.
He could see that Logan and Haru really wanted to. Especially with how tense they were over that muscley mean guy who took her.
It just didn't make sense.
No one in the gang would ever be left behind. That's what they always told him. But now…
Now, both of ‘em were breaking their own promises.
He'd heard Logan talking to her, assuring her she'd be alright. Sweet talking her ever since Grace visited. The bigger bandit even promised Andy he wouldn't let anything happen to their builder. He lied. Andy wasn't proud of it, but he bawled his eyes out for hours after Logan had dragged him away from the explosion in the cave.
Admittedly, he thought Kat had died and… he couldn't handle that.
Even after Logan assured him that she was just with the people in Sandrock now, it took a while for the boy to calm himself. He didn't want to lose anyone else anymore. The gang was there for him after the worst days of his life wandering the desert all on his lonesome. They cared for him.
Spoiled him even.
All out of the kindness of their own hearts.
Not all people were like that, Andy knew. While on the road with his people he was always taught to be self-sufficient. Caravans had no place for slackers, especially in an environment as hostile as the Eufaula. It was why he did his darndest to contribute to the gang when they took him in. Finding food, herbs, and tracking animals for Logan… and they appreciated it too!
But they also let him be a kid. Let him play around and let him rest. Even gave him toys and would play with him!
They never threatened to leave him behind…
He wasn’t so sure about that anymore though.
Andy had seen the look on Kat’s face. He knew what she was feeling because he felt the exact same when he couldn’t find his caravan.
They’d betrayed her by leaving her.
The boy had made his feelings very clear to Logan and Haru. He’d even thrown punches with all his might. But both of the adults just looked at him with worry and pity. He didn’t want pity, he wanted to rescue Kat.
They were his family, she was a part of his family. Logan was the cool, strong, and leader-y one, Haru was the smart one who taught him so many things, but Kat was the one that kept them all together. She was kind, made him candies and comforted him when he had nightmares, patched up Logan whenever he came back hurt, chatted sciency stuff with Haru while they cooked meals for everyone…
It was why Andy couldn’t understand why they didn’t go back. Logan said this was a matter for the adults, which frustrated the boy. He was a part of the gang too! Yet they left him out and treated him like a kid, even sending him away while they worked on their plans for the gang.
Grace had visited earlier to let them know the situation in town. When she told Logan that Kat was settled back into town his shoulders visibly sagged with relief, then he sent Andy to bed so they could talk.
Andy tried to protest of course.
He wanted to put his two cents into the plans but Logan said that his earlier outburst proved he wasn’t ready. It stung, the boy looked up to the big bandit like a fatherly figure. The fact that Logan didn’t listen hurt.
If they weren’t going to do it, he’d just have to do it himself.
He sat up in the bed where he’d been sulking. That was a brilliant plan. If Andy could rescue Kat he’d not only get everyone back together, he’d prove to Logan that he could handle himself. Then maybe they'd listen to him more.
Hopping out of bed Andy crept over to the main cavern. Logan and Haru were still arguing with each other, something about moving from the hideout again… and a bounty hunter? That must mean he had to act fast, if they were moving again that would mean he needed to sneak into town tonight.
Both of the bandits were too focused on their discussion to notice Andy sneaking over to the table. He smirked to himself, he practiced his stealthiness good.
Peaking over the top of the table he saw maps and papers scattered about. A photo caught his eye, a weird-looking short redheaded man with the words ‘Bronco the Kid’ scrawled on it. That must be the bounty hunter.
Andy snatched the photo, absconding as quietly as he could back to his part of the caves.
He was sure he had a wig and fake mustache that looked just like the man in the photo. If he paired it with his sand goggles and the set of overalls that Kat had bought him in one of the outer villages, he could pass as the bounty hunter. It’d be the perfect opportunity to break Kat outta that place!
Throwing his pack together Andy grabbed the last handful of candied sandberries he had. Rambo was as fond as the rest of them for the treats, the boy could bribe him for a ride close to town.
Then Operation Rescue Kat would begin.
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Justice was enjoying a drink in the Blue Moon.
It’d been the first time in a while that he allowed himself to relax. They’d gotten Kat back just a couple of days ago and they’d all been working on a plan to reveal the water theft operation at the next fireside.
Miguel had been no help to his investigation, though that was not surprising considering he was the head of the whole operation. The pastor instead spent the past two days hounding Trudy about hiring a ‘specialist’ to hunt down Logan. He unfortunately had the backing of the entire town after the posse had gotten back to town with an inconsolable Kat.
Once they got away from the rest of the townsfolk the Sheriff figured out that Kat was actually freaking out about the disastrous explosion in the cave and whether or not it could have killed Logan and the rest of his gang. She had practically considered the boy with them, Andy, as her own child. So Justice could understand her meltdown when she thought they were dead. Kat only calmed down somewhat when Grace got back to them with the news that the bandits and the kid with them were unharmed.
It was then that they also informed Justice about the relic weapon that Pen had.
A light-damned relic weapon! One that could explode entire buildings too!
Thankfully he convinced Matilda to restrict Pen to church grounds because of how he acted during the hostage exchange, but he was damn sure he didn’t want the man in his town anymore. Not only did he kill Howlett but he aimed and fired that weapon at a kid!
Sure he was trying to kill Logan, but the bandit was holding the kid.
The Sheriff couldn’t imagine being heartless enough to risk killing a kid, regardless of whether or not the boy was theoretically a part of a criminal gang. Even considering the fact that the ‘Church Enforcer’ was a Duvos agent, Justice still couldn't imagine what purpose, even in a damn war, killing a child could serve.
Thankfully, he now had everything set up.
He’d documented as much evidence as he could, set up all the arrest warrants, and even stocked up on weapons and ammo from Mi-an’s ever-growing stockpile. It was unfortunate that arresting the whole church included Burgess and Dan-bi, but all the evidence proves their innocence. So once the Alliance arrived they should be fine.
Finally, he could relax.
Just sitting at the bar and drinking while chatting with Owen felt like a vacation.
It was shaping up to be a peaceful afternoon. Justice found it remarkable just how restorative one day to himself had been so far. Maybe he’d even ask the Doc about that Seesai acupuncture stuff he does when the Sheriff inevitably has to go for a check-up on his leg. Owen usually praised the Doc’s skills, saying it’s surprisingly relaxing. Justice wasn’t sure how, considering it was getting poked by a bunch of needles, but maybe he’d give it a shot.
The Sheriff was considering anything that supposedly helped with stress relief at this point.
“Sheriff!”
Unsuur’s voice broke through Justice’s reverie.
Snapping his head up he could see the Deputy-in-training breathing hard as though he ran across town to find the Sheriff.
“The bounty hunter Mayor Trudy hired has arrived. He’s asking to speak to you and Kat.” Unsuur puffed out as he caught his breath. “Asked me to find you double-time.”
The bounty hunter’s already here?!
Justice knew that Miguel had pushed Trudy to hire one. But he had expected it to take a couple of days to find one, let alone for them to arrive. These ‘specialists’ always tended to go by their own schedules, blowing into town long after they’re needed.
If he was already here, that would throw their plans through a loop a little.
The Sheriff rose from his seat with an unhappy sigh, dropping some gols for his tab and reluctantly leaving his half-unfinished drink. At least it was early enough that he wasn’t having anything too alcoholic, he usually saved that for later in the evening.
So he was at least sober.
“Go get Kat and escort her.” Justice waved off the deputy-in-training, “Don’t leave her side until we’ve cleared this ‘specialist.’
Unsuur took off at a run as the Sheriff turned to make his way towards Town Hall.
Considering everything that was happening he wasn’t about to trust some new fella, especially not when they were demanding to see Kat. They had no way of knowing if Miguel managed to hire another Duvosian spy.
He shuddered.
This whole situation has made him a little paranoid. It was no wonder that Logan seemed a little bit insane when he ran off. The Sheriff wouldn’t be surprised if the bandit was in the same stressed state of mind he was.
Cresting the hill into Martle’s Square, the first thing that caught Justice’s eye was a mop of bright red hair. The flash of color sitting atop the shortest man he’d ever seen. He was talking to the Mayor in front of Town Hall, his travel pack parked on the bench nearby. The height difference between him and Trudy was funny to look at since the man was nearly half a foot shorter than the already short five-foot-one Mayor.
Trudy had mentioned that the bounty hunter she hired was ‘shorter than usual’ but this seemed a little ridiculous. Justice didn’t know adults could be so small.
The Sheriff shrugged off the thought. Time to meet this guy.
“Well howdy there!” The redhead’s voice sounded unnatural, it sounded more like an actor exaggerating a character. “You must be Sheriff Justice!”
He stuck his hand out to the Sheriff.
As Justice shook his hand Mayor Trudy gave him her usual wavering smile. “Justice, this is Bronco the Kid, he’s the best bandit-hunting specialist the town could afford.”
“It’s good to meet ya, pardner.” He nodded at the shorter man. “I look forward to working with you.”
It was almost uncanny how young the bounty hunter looked underneath his goggles and mustache. Heck, if it wasn’t for the facial hair obscuring most of his face Justice would have assumed he was a kid.
“You look kinda young for this kinda job, man.” The Sheriff tilted his head, narrowing his eyes at the man.
He got the nagging feeling that he was right about this not being their specialist, but now he was also starting to doubt that this guy was a Duvosian either. A huckster maybe…
“I don’t like what you’re tryin’ to imply there, pardner.” The small… definitely looked more like a child. Familiar looking too, almost to the point of Deja Vu for Justice. “I’m Bronco the Kid an’ I ain’t gonna play around when it comes to bringin’ those hunkish highwaymen to justice!”
Hunkish…?
No, this guy’s definitely a kid. Justice was even starting to notice blond hair peeking out from under what he was sure was a wig.
Was this Andy? What the hell was he doing in town? Did Logan send him?
Before the Sheriff could open his mouth to speak the boy squeaked, trying to back away as a blur darted past him snatching the kid up by the collar.
The Church Enforcer had come out of nowhere, the Pastor not far behind him.
Justice frowned. Even if the kid was only pretending to be the bounty hunter, the Sheriff didn’t want the Church meddling in official Civil Corps business anymore. Especially not with how unpredictable Pen has been.
“Lemme go!” The boy dangled in Pen’s grip, trying to throw punches at him.
“This is the kid that was with Logan’s gang, Sheriff.” The Enforcer sneered at the child in his grip. “He’s disguised himself, probably to spy on us for Logan.”
At this point, the kid had given up all pretenses and was making the feral noises that upset children tend to make when they’ve been caught. As they watched, Pen reached out and yanked the wig, mustache, and goggles from the boy’s head, making him yelp with pain.
“Hey, man! Chill!” The words spilled out of Justice before he could stop it.
He didn’t like the look of contempt on the large man’s face. It was clear that the Enforcer didn’t care that this was a kid he was handling.
“Get offa me! Logan ain't gonna let you off easy once he hears how ya treated me!” The boy shouted, flailing as Pen held him off the ground.
The crowd that had gathered around the commotion in the square let out a collective gasp as his declaration confirmed the Enforcer’s accusation. The mere thought of the bandit recruiting a child set off mutterings of disappointment and disapproval, especially from the older folk who've had kids of their own. Pen hefted the boy in the Sheriff’s direction, a brow raised. As though he expected him to arrest the kid.
“That enough evidence for you?” He smirked.
“Pen, please. Put the boy down. You’ve already caught him, there's no reason to hurt him.”
Trudy startled them all with the sudden tone of command in her voice, her usual warble covered by a cold steel.
Right, she has a kid of her own.
Even in the face of the frequent sandstorms plaguing Sandrock and her dangerous trips into the desert to find a way to help Sandrock’s forest regrow, the only thing that really made Mayor Trudy tick was seeing innocent people, especially innocent children, getting hurt. She was, after all, still one of the three matriarchs of Sandrock. Plus, while she didn’t have the confidence of Grandma Vivi nor the frying-pan-based violence of Mrs Mable, she was the only one of the three who carried a gun and she was a damn fine shot with it too.
She’d also been peeved lately.
Between returning home to a hostage situation and having nearly the whole Church group hounding her, her normally meek patience was running thin.
Either Pen was aware of that or he was cowed by the crowd that had gathered as he reluctantly let the boy down.
They didn't even have a moment to relax as the boy immediately turned and punched the man square in the crotch.
Everyone gasped as the Enforcer crumpled to his knees. A cacophony of shouts broke out as the crowd reacted like someone dropped a spider in the middle of the group. Justice was just about to grab the fleeing boy when the loudest shout he'd ever heard rang out from behind them.
“ANDY!”
Kat was running towards them at full tilt, her focus solely on the boy.
Upon spotting her, he veered and would have knocked her over with a tackling hug if he wasn't half her size. The builder immediately scooped him up in her arms, taking a defensive stance and glaring the meanest glare her usually friendly face could produce at the Enforcer. Her aura of radiating anger and protectiveness making everyone near her back away.
“You know this child, Kat?” Miguel spoke up, barely restrained disapproval in his voice.
Kat didn’t respond for a moment, simply turning her piercing glare onto the Pastor.
“He was with me while I was with Logan. They found him alone in the desert and took him in.” She snapped. “I helped look after him.”
“From the way he’s acting; lying to and attacking people, it seems more like they indoctrinated him.” The Pastor sniffed disdainfully. “No offense to you, Builder. But I doubt you were able to raise him well as a prisoner to bandits. Though perhaps you were more attached to your captors than we thought.”
The builder bristled when Pen, who amazingly was able to stand back up, cut in.
“Perhaps there is a solution,” The Enforcer gritted out, his attempt at his usual smile coming out somewhere between a grimace and a snarl. “Miguel’s been working on a new criminal reform program. Surely that would be better than simply letting him go? I'd normally vote for harsher punishment but clearly the people want a compromise since he is a child.”
Justice’s eyes snapped to the Enforcer. He was being unusually level-headed considering his pride had just been attacked. That kind of character development would have been a blessing in the Sheriff's eyes if he didn't know that the man was a murderous war criminal.
What are they planning?
Miguel smiled at the Enforcer. Something that looked unnatural to Justice considering the fact that the man rarely smiled and Pen was usually abrasive.
“For once you’re actually thinking with your head… That could work. Proper schooling, Sunday school especially, and several days of grueling community service should set the boy on the straight and narrow.” The Pastor turned to the crowd. “Clearly Logan has corrupted the boy and used the poor child to manipulate the Builder,” He turned a fake sad smile towards her, as the crowd murmured uncertainly, their eyes lingering on the builder with pity.
They were all vaguely aware of what'd happened in the cave, and most of them knew at least the cover story about who Andy was. The whole town had been almost aggressively kind to Kat, having had barely more than a full day to fuss over her recent return.
She even admitted to Justice that it felt like they were practically babying her against her will.
Kat clutched the boy closer, the dismay on her face turning to near panic.
“The Church can take the boy in.”
“Absolutely not.”
“You're still recovering from a traumatic experience Kat… and your workshop is hardly a proper environment to raise a child. It's crowded with people and machines.”
“No.”
Much to the Sheriff’s dismay, the townsfolk started to mutter partial agreement with the Pastor.
“ She's in no state to care for a child right now…”
“The Church can provide for him until she's ready to take him home, they're kind.”
“...Can't even imagine what that bandit did to them. Poor things.”
The builder's eyes were wide as a cornered cat's. She clung to the boy until he wriggled uncomfortably in her arms, though he looked no more enthused than her about the situation. The both of them looked ready to flee into the desert.
Just as Justice opened his mouth the silence the crowd and defend Kat, another voice rose up out of the crowd.
“Surely you're not going to separate them? You’re going to be taking him away from someone who cared enough to be his mom.” The crowd turned, revealing a pale blond standing arm in arm with the Tallsky builder. “Plus, Logan was already cruel enough to separate them once. You're going to do that to her again?” Nia looked straight at the Pastor with unmitigated disgust.
The few in the crowd who'd spoken looked down at their feet. Justice couldn't blame them, their blind trust in the Pastor and the Church as a whole in this town had gone unchallenged for decades. Hell, he was ashamed to say he was the same up until a few days ago. They'd been so reliant on one another for survival in this dying town that they'd unfortunately started following wolves in sheep's clothing.
The voice of an outsider being reasonable was like a bucket of cold water thrown over a drunkard. It was shocking just how quickly it silenced the mob. Almost painfully jarring.
Mi-an chimed in with her two cents as well. “Nia and I are also moving out of Kats workshop. She's already arranged a room at the Blue Moon and I've got my own house.” She glanced at Kat with a genuine smile. “That means she still has a spare room, and we can help her arrange the yard safely so the boy has room to play.”
“Having his own space to grow would be a hell of a lot better than some stuffy old Church dorm.” Nia sniffed.
The tide of opinions turned nearly instantly. Latching onto the idea of helping a poor single mother, a martyr for them to sanctify.
Justice almost shuddered as the clamors of support rolled from the crowd. The court of public opinion felt way too fickle in his opinion. Being aware of the full situation felt like a weird curse.
Hopefully, he'd only have to deal with this case a few days more.
“Alright, alright. I see everyone has made their opinion known. Trudy, you're the Mayor. What's your verdict on this case?” Miguel relented, almost unbothered that he'd lost the crowd. “Perhaps we can all forget this as a little mishap in our day?”
The Mayor glanced at Justice, silently asking his opinion.
“Hey, don't look at me. The last time I saw a look like that,” He gestured towards Kat, “I made the mistake of climbing up a cliff straight into a Rockenyaroll's cub den. I lost that fight and I ain't keen on repeating that. She was distraught enough when we rescued her, I'm sure we can all come together to help her now.”
With a nod of finality, Trudy turned back towards Kat. “Alright, the boy can stay with you, Kat. I won't say he can go totally unpunished however. I'd like to talk with you in private about arranging for proper schooling and some community service. It'll help him settle with the town as well.”
As the crowd dispersed, satisfied that the scene was over, Kat made to follow Mayor Trudy towards Town Hall. The smaller woman waved her off.
“Go ahead and take him home.” Trudy smiled warmly at the builder, “Rest, Peach knows you both probably need it.”
With a nod Kat turned down Main Street towards her workshop, stopping to turn a grateful smile towards Justice as Mi-an and Nia caught up with her, spiriting her away towards home.
As he relaxed, happy to see a good resolution for his friend, the Sheriff couldn't help but steal a glance at the two Church men. They were unusually cooperative in all this. He would have thought that at least Pen would pitch a fit.
What he saw instead chilled him to the bone. Miguel had already turned away, making his way back to the Church.
Pen on the other hand was watching the builder walking away. The dark look on his face resembled a wolf that’d spotted a lone sheep. Like he’d already had his prey cornered and he would feast.
Justice shuddered.
The Enforcer was planning something. Probably something really bad.
It was just two more days until he’d reveal the traitors at the weekly town meeting, and the Sheriff was practically counting down the hours. They just needed to hold out a little longer.
For now, he’d just have to up the patrols near the workshop.
—
Notes:
Kat and Andy have reunited after only a chapter! (Did ya really think I would keep em' heartbroken too long?) Unfortunately, the meathead is using his brain.
The chapter lengths are getting steadily longer, I hope that's alright. I don't know entirely if I'll switch to longer chapters or go back to splitting them up into more, smaller chapters. I am contemplating a two-chapter update for next week regardless since we'll be getting into some more action of the violent butt-kicking variety. Let me know what y'all think!
See y'all then!
Chapter 31: A Cornered Kat
Summary:
Memories and fitting in... it just never seems to work, does it?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat was worried about Andy.
He’d been unusually quiet after the whole confrontation in Martle’s Square. Not even gaining back his usual energy after he slept.
It was almost like the cheerful boy she knew was replaced by a ghost.
She did manage to get him a little excited about decorating his new room, picking brightly colored quilts for his bed and a nice toy box with all the bells and whistles, but the builder could still see the storm clouds of uncertainty hanging over the young boy. A terrible mood that followed him after he’d been caught. It’d barely been more than a day since and something more than just fear was lingering around Andy.
When Kat had talked with Mayor Trudy the morning after, they agreed that the builder would supervise his community service time. She thankfully talked Trudy into avoiding any sort of Church service as a part of his punishment, instead having him help sort the archives in Town Hall and pick up litter around Martle’s Oasis. The Mayor was rather lenient in that regard as long as the boy was doing something.
The one unfortunate thing they couldn’t agree on was sending Andy to Sunday School.
Mayor Trudy insisted that the boy also had a proper schooling schedule and since the only school in town had been destroyed, that was one thing that could only be provided by the Church of Light. She was understanding that Kat had misgivings about the Church, especially considering the fiasco the other day, but insisted that he’d be fine since her own daughter, Jasmine, was already attending. Kat only relented when Trudy agreed that she could sit in with Andy.
Kat couldn’t help but wonder if that was why Andy was feeling down.
As far as she knew the boy was never forced to go to school before he was adopted by Logan, so maybe he was upset about having to go to lessons now.
He was also pretty shaken up about being caught… Maybe he was distraught he couldn’t return to the hideout.
She remembered when he first came to Sandrock in the first timeline, he’d gone undercover as Bronco the Kid that time too. Though he had more success bamboozling the whole town then. It’d taken a day for Kat herself to uncover who he really was since he came by her workshop asking for her to forge some weapons and shields.
He was frustrated about getting caught, though more petulant at first rather than morose. Kat couldn’t help but shudder slightly as she remembered how fine she was back then with the boy being taken in by the Church. It was before she knew what traitors they were, but she couldn’t help but blame herself anyways.
A little while after he was caught she’d spotted him talking with Logan on the outskirts of town.
The bandit had left before she could catch up to him, leaving the boy behind as well. When she approached the distraught Andy he bawled as he told her he’d been kicked out of the gang. She’d spent the rest of that afternoon comforting the crying child as he talked about how the bandits had looked after him after he’d lost his parents and his caravan and how he hated how Miguel always told him that Logan was an evil person.
Kat found it kind of cruel that the Pastor would say such a thing to a child about the only people the boy saw as family but she’d had her own misgivings about the bandits then too.
She couldn’t help but resent the man she’d witnessed abandon the boy.
In hindsight, Logan was doing Andy a favor by effectively giving him over to the people of Sandrock, who the bandit knew would adopt the boy as one of their own. She just didn’t know until way later that Logan actually had good intentions.
It also ended up being the reason that Kat got to know the hunter-turned-bandit so well.
Despite having fought alongside the man, and learning that he was a hero, she couldn’t help but worry that he wouldn’t be able to handle raising Andy on his own. So she frequently visited the boy and his adoptive father. Resulting in the two becoming fast friends.
Logan was already pretty amicable towards her… mainly because they’d fought together against the Duvosians. But he was still rather resistant, not wanting to accept her help.
He eventually relented one night when he’d been injured during a hunt, admitting to Kat that he was overwhelmed by the debts he owed to the city for being a bandit and was worried that they might take Andy from him. Logan practically believed he had to carry the world on his shoulders just to keep what he had… It was the first time she’d seen the hunter break down like that, the stress finally destroying the walls he’d put up.
After that, they both basically became co-parents to Andy. Working like a team almost in the same way they did while out on a hunt together.
The boy did have a generally stronger bond with Logan though.
He looked up to the man, both as a hero and a father figure. Although Andy never said it aloud, as though speaking it would will it into reality, Kat knew the boy was afraid of losing Logan. Always anxious when the hunter left on long treks into the ever-dangerous desert
Being apart from his adoptive family was likely the source of his stress now.
Kat hummed to herself. It wouldn't be the first time she'd dealt with his separation anxiety. She just needed to keep him busy and assure him everything would be okay… and maybe stop by the Blue Moon as a treat.
Peach knows they both could use the pick-me-up.
She shoved the last book in a small pack. Heidi and Trudy had been kind enough to share the notes that Andy would need to get started in school. Though the boy would likely complain about the mundanity of it considering all the experimental sciences and engineering she and Haru had been teaching him.
It got a little chaotic when a builder and a chemist came together to teach about their respective areas of expertise.
“Andy! You ready, hon?” Kat tapped her knuckle against the door to his room softly.
The builder heard him shuffle around a moment, hurrying to get ready. It was a little less than a minute when his door opened and Andy stepped out, puffy-faced and red-eyed from crying.
She ruffled his hair gently, her concern gripping her throat like a vice. “Hey, kiddo.” Kat tilted her head, trying to think of the kindest way to approach the issue. “You wanna talk about what’s bothering you?”
Andy looked up at her, fresh tears beginning to well in the corners of his eyes. His lip wobbled as he wiped at his face trying to hold in his cries.
“Is- is what they said true? Were… were you actually Logan’s prisoner? You didn't want ta be there?” His voice wobbled worse with each question, his face crumbling. “I wanted to go back for you, b- but Logan said no. He- we left you. ” Quiet sobs racked his body. “The Pastor said Logan was using you too… were we never really a family?”
Mournful maroon eyes met hers and she mentally kicked herself.
They'd avoided telling him about how she came to be ‘a part of the gang’ because they were worried about what the boy might think. Now, as she watched the boy’s trust in Logan shatter, Kat realized just how bad of an idea that was.
Not to mention the fact that Miguel would definitely be preaching at the boy about the ‘evil bandit.’
“C’mere,” Kat crouched, hugging Andy tightly in her arms. “Yes, Miguel wasn’t wrong about how Logan and I met.” She felt the boy tense, “But he wasn’t entirely right either. There’s some dangerous things going on in town right now and he took me away to keep me safe. We’ve been keeping it a secret because of that danger.”
Andy relaxed a little in her arms, looking up at her with a mix of confusion and hope. “If it was so dangerous w- why couldn’t we come back for you? Logan an’ Haru wouldn’t listen to me when I said we had to go back…”
“Because I’m here to help Grace with the spy stuff. I’m undercover.” She smiled at him. At least that wasn’t a lie. It was something she knew she could trust Andy to know since he did actually know everything in the previous timeline as well. The boy was pretty good at keeping a secret. “Logan and Haru couldn’t come back because they’re wanted in town, so I’m here on their behalf.”
His eyes grew wide as saucers, awe crossing his face. “C- can I help? IswearIcankeepasecret-” Andy’s words jumbled together as he tried to convince her to let him help.
“You can, hon.” Kat ruffled his hair, relieved that she could dispel his doubts so easily. “Just remember; it’s a secret. We gotta act like we're a part of society now.”
She stood up and grabbed the book bag from the table, slinging it over her shoulder as she held a hand out to Andy.
The boy made a face. “Aw, that means going to school, huh?”
“Unfortunately so.” The builder chuckled. “Now, c’mon. We’re already late.”
—
Sunday School with Miguel was hellish for Kat, it was no wonder why Andy hated the idea of school.
The Pastor did not hold back on the snide remarks. Kat nearly snapped at him several times, wanting to remind him that he shouldn’t be insulting a literal child for being adopted by bandits, until Andy himself tapped her leg and jerked his head towards the door. She could practically read the message in his eyes; I can handle this on my own, you can wait outside.
After several more silent suggestions and even a hastily scribbled note from the boy Kat had enough assurance that he’d be fine and excused herself before she could rip the Pastor’s head off.
She’d forgotten what an ass Miguel was before Duvos betrayed him and he had his epiphany in jail.
But Kat also trusted Andy’s wits. He was still a boy, sure, but he had a level of maturity that was hard-earned by being through so much for someone so young. It was the least she could do to have faith in him.
Leaning back with a sigh she let herself relax a little. She was sitting at the covered Yakmel Cart stop just outside the Temple’s doors. It was a bitter pity that such a beautiful spot was associated with such terrible betrayals and secrets.
Well-kept planter boxes filled with gorgeous Hyacinth Orchids and Mountain Roses lined every corner of the elevated courtyard surrounding the Temple. The Temple itself was on top of the tallest hill in town with a clear overlook of the whole town. ‘The place in town closest to the Light.' So people say. With its bell tower looming over the desert like a beacon, only overshadowed by the sheer height of the cliffside where the old world ruin they called ‘The Breach’ sat.
Churches of the Light were always placed in the spots where they’d get the most sunlight, which likely made cooling them absolutely hellish in the summer, but was the most befitting of people who literally worshiped the light of the sun itself.
Kat liked to consider herself at least respectfully religious.
Sure, the Church of the Light basically opposed everything she did as a career builder, namely using old-world tech, but she did still believe in some of the ideals of peace and unity. Builder’s school may have taught her that the sun was a burning ball of gas millions of kilometers away from the Earth, but she still reveled in the miracle that is their existence. Director Qi at the research center once told her the calculations of all the chances and possibilities that had come before each person was born basically meant that everyone’s existence was a near total zero percentile chance of happening.
It was his long-winded way of saying he appreciated her friendship, but it stuck with her because of how impossible it seemed.
If anything it just made her believe more in the idea that everything has its reasons and led her to the same conclusion that the Church’s teachings did; life should be cherished.
Sometimes though, a worm of doubt would sit in the back of her mind. If everything had its reasons, why did bad things have to happen to good people?
Like Howlett. From everything Logan and the other Sandrockers told her, the man never did anything but sacrifice for others. Selflessly trading his life away to keep people safe and raise a good son. Even brokering peace between Civilization and the Wild. A man that anyone could believe was near saintly from the reverence with which people, even his own son, spoke of him.
Yet here she sat, mere meters away from where he was murdered by a cruel and selfish monster.
It was a thought that made the pleasant warm breeze feel like a hollow chill. A lingering sense of anxiety and fear that seemed to summon trouble with it.
Trouble in the form of an all too familiar shadow falling over the builder.
Pen’s shadow.
Kat's eyes snapped up, shrinking back against the bench at the sight of the Enforcer towering over her. Blue-gray eyes so shadowed they almost looked black practically piercing through her own.
His face was devoid of emotions, much like it had been any time she disobeyed him in her past life. A terrifying calm that used to have her scrambling to placate him in any way she could. Her chest tightened as her hand drifted towards the gun on her hip. Every instinct in her told her to run, to hide or fight, to do something to protect herself.
“You’re not supposed to be near me.” Kat practically hissed at him.
“You’re the one near me.” Pen sniffed disdainfully. “Matilda and Miguel restricted me to Church grounds, which you are on currently.”
“Leave me alone.”
“I think we both know that’s not an option for me.” He grinned at her humorlessly.
“Then what the hell do you want?” She bared her teeth right back, bristling as her hand fiddled with the safety strap on her holster.
Pen tilted his head, regarding her with cold calculation.
“I think you already know what this all is about, we’ve seen that machine too.” His voice was a soft and buttery coo. “If you agree to come with us we can leave Sandrock peacefully.”
Kat tensed, the time machine, they’ve found it.
“You care for these people, for that boy.” He purred. “It would be safer for them all if you surrendered yourself. Matilda has already given the order for your capture, so it will happen sooner or later.”
The builder shivered, staring at the Enforcer with unhidden fear.
In the previous timeline, the Duvosians had constantly tried to pitch their country’s propaganda to her, thinking that promises of fortune and luxury would buy her loyalty away from Sandrock. Hell, that one Commander that never took off his mask and helmet had tried to wine and dine her. What was his name again? Commander Lettuce? No wait, he was just obsessed with cabbage… Either way, they’d all, even Matilda, tried to recruit her for Duvos.
It wasn’t until the battle in the ruins that any of them threatened to kidnap her.
Of course, it was Pen. He’d forced her into a corner, ordering his men to hold her until they were ready to leave for Duvos. The man considered her his lover, his prize, his right.
He never considered how he’d hurt her.
“Well?” The Enforcer leaned over her, his eyes glittering with malice. “Do you care about them enough to ensure they won’t get hurt? There won’t have to be any bloodshed if you come quietly.”
Any retort she had died in her throat. He’s lying, they’ll never go peacefully.
Even as she thought it she couldn’t help but think about all the worries she’d had over the past year. She couldn’t stand the thought of any of them getting hurt. Despite what drivel Matilda had told them about not harming the people of Sandrock, these were still soldiers, murderers, and war criminals they were dealing with. If the Duvosians were coming after her…
That’d mean there was a battle coming, regardless of what she chose.
The Duvosians might not give up easily, but the Sandrockers never gave up. Even in the face of invasion and hostile occupation, they never backed down. For as much as Kat wanted to protect and fight for them, they’d do the same for her.
Whether she went willingly with Duvos or not, they’d always fight for her.
“Never.” The word spilled from her mouth in a venomous spit.
She’d honor the people of Sandrock; Logan, Haru, Andy, Justice, Trudy, Mi-an, Unsuur, everyone, by standing up for herself as well. To honor their wish to protect her as much as she wanted to protect them. To stand together.
A dark look crossed Pen’s face, anger and contempt at her disobedience, before it was quickly replaced by cold calm.
“You know where to find me if you change your mind.” The Enforcer’s voice was nearly drowned out by the Church bells ringing in the hour. “Let’s hope you don’t come to regret this decision.”
Andy burst out the Church doors freezing as he saw Pen turning away from Kat. He ran over, nearly knocking over one of the Church’s planters in a mad scramble to stand between her and the retreating form of the Enforcer. The boy bristled, glancing back and forth between Pen and Kat with intense worry in his eyes.
“Are you okay!? What’d he do to ya?” His voice warbled slightly as he scanned her for wounds.
Letting out a breath she didn’t know she was holding, Kat ruffled Andy’s hair. “Yeah, I’m fine. How was class?”
The boy wrinkled his nose, the disdain not quite quelling the worry on his face. “Well, Pastor Miguel just preached about the journey of Peach a lot… Jasmine was asking the Pastor so. Many. Questions. I kinda zoned out until I heard the bell.”
Kat chuckled. “That’s one way to get through school I suppose. You should at least try to learn some things though.”
He pouted at her. “I’d rather be runnin’ free with you and the gang. I learned way more doin’ that! Like how to make soap an’ pack bullets, or how plants eat with photo-sentences!”
“Photosynthesis,” Kat corrected him with a slight wince.
She’d forgotten that Logan thought that making ammunition and cleaning weapons were good bonding activities. Granted, he learned that kind of stuff from his Pa at the same age as Andy. It just seemed like a bit… much to the builder. Though she supposed that making soap had its own dangers too.
Perhaps the wilderness wasn’t the best place for a child to learn.
“At least let me help you with your homework, alright? If you want to start helping me, you can start by absorbing a little more knowledge.”
“Fiiine.” The boy groaned. “Can we go to the Saloon first? The stories were cool.” He looked up at her with the largest puppy eyes he could muster.
The builder shook her head with a small smile. “Owen has story nights on Saturdays only, sorry kiddo. We can hit up the Saloon after you finish your community service today though.”
Andy groaned louder, throwing his whole head back for dramatic effect. “This town’s gonna work me to death, I swear!”
—
Today they had to work with Burgess to clean litter around the Oasis. Andy thankfully got along pretty well with the ever-chipper Water Safety Inspector. Because the man was one of the only two good Church members in town, Kat felt a whole lot safer leaving Andy in his hands.
She didn’t go much farther than the benches on the Oasis deck though.
From there she could see Andy making faces as he pulled soggy newspapers out of the water and watch as Burgess wrung water out of an old pair of jeans. Who dumps jeans in an Oasis? It was a curiosity that Kat always had. People tossed a lot of perfectly fine materials as litter all the time. She’d even started collecting paper scraps and recycled them into sketchbook paper and watercolor canvases. Something that earned her a lot of favor with Heidi and the rest of the artist community in Sandrock.
Not many tourists had to take recycling as seriously as the people who lived here she supposed.
What a hassle…
“Is your boy settling in alright?” A warm voice startled Kat.
Grandma Vivi had managed to sneak up on her, out on her usual evening walk around the Oasis. Mirth twinkled in her eyes as she settled next to Kat on the bench, watching as Burgess nearly fell into the Oasis trying to fish a piece of floating trash out. Andy came to the Safety Inspector's rescue as he hauled the man backwards by a belt loop with all his might.
“I know it's only been a day, but Jas has been excited to have someone her age around now.” Vivi turned her warm look back towards Kat. “Though I imagine that city life ain't as exciting for him as running with bandits.”
Kat looked at Grandma Vivi in surprise.
So far everyone in town has avoided the subject of the bandits when she was around. Minus Ernest and Burgess who came to check on Kat at her workshop.
Fortunately, Heidi had installed a Sandwall around Kat's yard while she was away. That neat little gizmo turned her cute waist-high white fence into a seven-foot wood and steel fortress of a fence with the push of a button. Unfortunately, that did not stop Ernest, who chose to then stand on Burgess to peek over the fence.
It wasn't until she assured Burgess she was fine and promised Ernest her first interview when she felt better that they'd left.
Everyone else seemed content to have her back, giving her space and not questioning her about the men who kidnapped her.
Grandma Vivi smiled. “I know most everyone don’t want to ask you what happened out there, but I have a hunch Logan treated you a lot kinder than what they’re worryin’ about.” She fixed the collar of the cloak, Logan’s cloak, that Kat was wearing. “That pup has always been sentimental, he holds people he considers family close. He must have really doted on you.”
“How did-?” Kat bit her tongue. The builder thought she was keeping her feelings a secret pretty well. Aside from adopting Andy, she didn’t really let anyone in on the- whatever it was that was going on between her and Logan. She couldn’t help but wonder if anyone else had noticed too.
“I’ve been a tailor for a lifetime now, honey. Even then I can still remember every important piece that left my shop. This one?” Vivi patted Kat’s cloak. “Why, I still remember the day that I wrapped it around the shoulders of a stressed young man. He was getting his own cape repaired and couldn’t stop fretting over the fact that his Pa hadn’t been home in a couple days.” The older woman smiled fondly. “He never parted with it after that. Always swore he was keeping it just in case he met someone who needed it more. I knew better though. It was a comfort to him, something to remind him he always had family in Sandrock.”
Her eyes gleamed with knowing warmth as she looked back up at the builder. “You an’ Andy must be real important to him.”
Kat fiddled with the hem of the cloak, feeling a faint blush burning her cheeks.
She had no idea it meant that much to him.
When he’d given it to her he hadn’t made much of a fuss. She even felt a little guilty for keeping it after she’d gotten a change of clothes. Reasoning to herself that it was because it was comfortable and warm… and that he’d never asked for it back…
In reality, Kat knew it was because it felt like a piece of his kindness she could keep close when she’d thought her feelings would go unrequited.
She felt a lot less guilty now that she knew how he felt. With all the uncertainty she was facing now, she was glad to have the cloak. It was practically a memento to all the possibilities between them and a reason to fight for her future, wayward time machine or not.
It'd only been three days and they didn’t really have a definition for what they were to each other… but she already missed him.
The builder smiled hesitantly back at Vivi. “Yeah, he was kind and sweet. I know everyone’s been angry with him lately, but he does have good reasons for why he’s doing all this... I can’t say much more, but he needed my help. We- we got pretty close.” She admitted, glancing up at the elderly matriarch.
“I’m glad to hear our pup’s well.” Vivi sighed happily. “Whatever the reason, I just want to see him home safe.”
“I wonder if the rest of the town would feel the same.” A deep voice from behind made both women tense.
Kat turned to see Miguel watching her, eyes glittering with derision.
“How interesting, Kat. I seem to recall that you told the Civil Corps you knew nothing.”
—
Notes:
Ain't no rest for the wicked.
Chapter 32: Blood in the Water
Summary:
Everything hits the fan.
Dual POV chapter; Logan and Kat.
(Chapter title is based on the song Blood//Water by grandson)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When he figured out where Andy went Logan was ready to march into town, bounty hunters and law enforcement be damned.
In fact, both he and Haru were saddling up the goats when Grace popped in to let them know that Kat had taken Andy in. Logan was equal parts relieved and upset. He’d already let go of Kat, at least temporarily, now he had to deal without Andy too. It was lonely.
The cave felt too quiet, like they were waiting for the other shoe to drop.
The hunter couldn’t help but feel intense guilt. He was so stressed about how the hostage exchange went that he’d pushed away Andy. To the point that the boy ran away. Likely causing problems for Kat and terrorizing the townsfolk…
He kind of wished that they’d stayed in the desert. Then he’d be the one comforting Kat and dealing with Andy’s antics.
Logan wanted his little family back.
Wanted to be the one there for them. Keeping them company, having adventures, and eating at the Blue Moon together on the weekends. Just… being together.
Perhaps it was kind of clingy to be missing someone after just under three days apart but with the situation they were dealing with and the fact that he’d lost both of them suddenly, especially with who it was that had taken Kat…
Even the ever level-headed Haru was antsy.
Both of them were getting to the point that they were ready to ride into Sandrock again, regardless of what Grace had said about staying put.
The chemist had been puttering around his lab nearly as much as Logan was moving around the cave. Often grumbling to himself and causing the whole cavern to be filled with the clattering of equipment and the occasional fwooosh of flames. A sure sign that Haru was just as bothered as the hunter was.
It felt like the two of them were just doing things to fill the silence. As though the both of them had some internal agreement to make up for the noise the kid and the builder used to make.
As Logan completed his fiftieth lap pacing around the cave he noticed Haru packing and saddling Merle. Among the things were his personal effects and enough supplies to last a couple of days. The kind of pack someone who wasn't planning on coming back would do. What's he doing?
Haru wasn't one to make rash decisions… was he leaving too?
“No, we're going back to Sandrock.” He replied.
The hunter blinked, he didn't realize he'd walked over and asked that last question aloud. The only thing more surprising than his own subconscious actions was the fact that Haru had basically issued an order.
“We are?”
The chemist looked up at him. “Well, neither of us can sit still. You've practically dug a new trench with all the pacing you're doing.” He hefted another saddlebag onto Merle’s back. “...and you heard what Grace said. Today is the day they're going to arrest the spies. Between that and losing Kat and Andy, I don't want to wait anymore. The whole point of all this was so we could save Sandrock and return home.”
He patted Merle’s muzzle as the white goat nuzzled his gloves, looking for treats.
“I think it's time to return home.”
Logan nodded. “I’ll need a few minutes to saddle Rambo.”
“Of course. I still need to pack the last of the bombs I made.”
The hunter raised his brow at that. Haru had spent the past day mechanically making all his bombs, smoke bombs, and explosive flasks out of stress. ‘You can never be too ready for a fight.’ He’d replied with a shrug when Logan asked. He would have thought they were finally at the end of the fight, ready to relax after over two years on the run. Yet his best friend clearly thought differently.
“Is that a good idea? I thought we were surrendering.”
“I’ve… got a bad feeling,” Haru admitted with a tilt of his head. “It’s part of why I want to get back to Sandrock. I know Grace said the Alliance would be moving in soon, but I just wanna be there to make sure.”
Ah, so that was why he was worried. Logan was used to being the ‘emotional’ one, but it was unusual for the chemist to be similarly stressed and agitated. His reasoning was something the hunter was familiar with though.
Howlett had taught them both it was better to see things done yourself. Better safe than sorry.
“Right. It’s not a bad idea t’ be prepared.” Logan nodded again. “Let me throw some things together, too.”
—
The noise of the gathered crowd was at a near-fever pitch.
Muttering and protesting loudly as Kat was dragged up the steps of Town Hall’s porch in handcuffs.
Panicked blood rushed in her ears, nearly drowning out the voices around her. She’d been caught talking about Logan. Damn her lonely heart.
The situation wasn’t helped by the fact that a larger than usual crowd had gathered at Town Hall for the Sunday meeting, the meeting where they were planning to out the spies. Their attention was drawn by the sudden noise, Vivi’s protests, and Andy’s screams.
She’d seen a flash of Grace’s golden hair dashing away and the horrified look on Justice’s face. So it was at least assuring that her friends were nearby.
“Miguel! What is the meaning of this?!?” Mayor Trudy’s voice rose above the din of the crowd, bringing it to silence.
The Pastor shoved the builder forward with a half snarl on his face. “Do you want to tell them or shall I?”
Kat pressed her lips together. She needed to stall. Just long enough for Justice or Grace to do something.
With a sneer, Miguel turned towards the crowd. “The builder has admitted to aiding and abetting Logan’s crimes while with him!” A gasp rang out from the crowd. “Both myself and Mrs Vivi have heard her saying this.”
“I heard no such thing.” The matriarch shook her head, her jaw squared with anger. “What I’ve seen is our beloved Pastor harassing this poor young woman.”
“Then you’re a co-conspirator.” The Pastor wrinkled his nose at her. “I know what I heard, the builder knows more about Logan than she told the Civil Corps.”
He turned his eyes glittering with malice as he looked at Kat. “Well? If you tell us more, we might be more inclined to be lenient about your transgressions.”
The builder opened her mouth to snap at the man, the desire to out their damned plan stronger than ever. But a sight in the corner of her eye made her stop, killing the words in her throat; Pen standing close behind Grandma Vivi and Andy. An empty look on his face sent shivers down her spine.
“Miguel!” Mayor Trudy spoke up again, her voice sharper this time. “What’s gotten into you?! Are you just going to accuse everyone in this town of conspiring with Logan?”
“Yeah! Who’s next on yer list?” Cooper thundered. The hot-headed man thankfully appeared to be on the builder’s side. “Th’ no-talk doc? Th’ Minister? Me? Y’ know, back when I was younger, we stuck to blamin’ the criminal for the crime, ain’t no conspiracy-ma-tors.”
“She was at the Water Tower with the bandit when it exploded. Are you telling me a builder, a builder who knows how to make bombs, had nothing to do with that?” Miguel snarled.
“Woah, hol’ on now! I was there!” The Sheriff interjected. “So was Pen! You saying we’re all under suspicion because of that?”
“N- no.” The Pastor seemed thrown, realizing most of the crowd was already against him. Their disapproving scowls showing how much the man’s aggression had worn them thin. “But she’s-”
“We’ve all known for a while that Haru’s pretty capable of making bombs too! He used to do so all the time for ol’ Howlett and the Civil Corps! Even then, I have my doubts that Logan was the one to do all that in the first place!” Justice pressed on, stalking towards the stage, stopping on the steps to address the people. “One thing I’d like you to answer for Pastor is why all of your Water Reports have been falsified.”
Miguel’s eyes widened as the crowd’s murmurs reached another roar, the tension reaching an unbearable height.
Kat tried to catch the Sheriff’s eye, desperately trying to point out the enforcer that lingered behind Andy and Vivi. The cold grin on Pen’s face gripped her heart with terror. He should be upset that their plans are getting revealed…
“I- I don’t know what you’re talking about Sheriff, what nonsense slander have you heard?” The Pastor tried to cover his shock with indignation. “Are you telling me that you’ve fallen to the same madness that Logan has? The man is trying to turn us against each other!”
“Then explain the pipe network and the relic underneath the Oasis, or the written confession from ol’ Mason implicating y’all.” Justice drew himself to his full height, staring down Miguel as the Pastor’s eyes darted around, looking for some sort of out. The Sheriff turned to the crowd, raising his voice in announcement. “If everyone would turn their attention to the Peach statue… UNSUUR NOW!”
Kat couldn’t see what was going on by Martle’s Oasis from where she stood on the steps of the Town Hall, both the crowd and the buildings blocking her view. But Justice seemed confident in what was happening. As people gathered at the far end of the square their gasps were punctuated by a loud crash and the roar of spewing water. For a brief moment, the builder could see the faint shimmer of a rainbow in spraying water over their heads. Unsuur pulled down the Peach statue.
It was how Logan revealed the water thieves in the previous timeline.
“W- was everything a lie, Miguel?” Mayor Trudy turned back towards the Pastor. The crowd turned towards him, uncertainty, anger, and betrayal clear on their faces.
“No! They’re framing me!” Miguel shouted desperately, turning his enraged gaze onto the builder. “She was there with them!” He pointed a trembling finger at her. “She’s the one who put those there!”
“Then what about the water reports?” Justice demanded. “The careful accounts of every drop of water in town that you were so proud of keeping? The ones you never let anyone else touch?”
The Pastor stumbled like he was punched, fury crossing his face.
“You’re corrupt! YOU’RE ALL CORRUPT! I’m trying to save you, and yet you turn on me!” Miguel snarled, practically spitting with vehemence.
“Yeah?!” The Sheriff spat back. “Is that why you’re working for Duvos?!”
“They’re right, the only righteous path!” The Pastor raged. “THEY UNDERSTAND JUST HOW MUCH ORDER MATTERS TO HUMANITY.”
Another shocked gasp rose out of the crowd, cries of fear and betrayal.
In a frenzy, Miguel withdrew a pistol from his robe, screams echoing across Martle’s Square as he pointed it at the builder.
Kat couldn’t care less.
She saw Pen reaching for Andy.
A scream left her throat, her bound hands desperately reaching for her son.
Justice was caught between two choices, his own gun in his hand already. His eyes barely having more than a moment to dart between the gun to the builder’s head and the Enforcer reaching for the small child.
“AAAAAAAPPPPPPPP!” A mighty- goaty- warcry rang out from Mainstreet.
Twin white and gray blurs burst onto the scene.
Merle’s head collided full force with the armed Pastor, sending the man down the Town Hall steps into the crowd, the gun flying out of his hands. Rambo threw himself full-bodied against Pen, the ram’s head and massive horns hitting the Enforcer like- well… a battering ram. Sending the man flying as Logan hauled Andy into the saddle in front of him.
“Logan!” The gathered crowd cried almost with one voice.
“Your time is up, Miguel and Pen!” The bandit roared, his deep rumble filling Martle’s Square with his voice. “Give up! I ain’t goin’ to let you hurt anyone else in Sandrock. Not after what you did to my Pa!”
—
The only thing that compared to the sheer terror Logan had felt when he saw the Temple’s fiery collapse when his Pa was still inside, was the horrified chill he got when he and Haru met a panicked Grace on their way to town.
After a quick babble from her where the only thing the bandit could hear was ‘Kat had been arrested by Miguel and Pen.'
They’d taken off at top speed.
He wasn’t sure he’d ever felt Rambo run faster than he had in that moment, barely pausing by the Saloon to drop off Grace as they raced towards Martle’s Square as he’d heard Kat’s scream.
It was nearly disastrous as he saw both the builder and Andy in trouble.
Logan’s mind was torn between wanting to protect both of them when the goats acted nearly of their own volition. As though they already had a plan. Haru’s goat Merle, leaping the porch rail easily to defend Kat from the dastardly Pastor, as Rambo charged forward, slamming Pen with all the force his nearly half-ton muscled body could produce.
The bandit could barely hear his own roaring voice over the rushing of blood in his ears, pure adrenaline running him.
“Logan! Andy!” Kat’s near-sobbing cries pulled his head out of the fog.
He turned to see the builder stumbling towards them, nearly falling down the Town Hall steps as her hands were still bound in handcuffs. The boy squirmed in the saddle, reaching for the builder with a scared whine.
The bandit hefted the boy off the saddle as easily as he hauled him up onto it. His heart warmed for a moment as he watched Andy scramble over to hug Kat.
Then the Enforcer got up. An uproarious laugh spilling from his large frame.
“Aw, you finally figured it out didn’t you?” Pen’s voice was mockingly sweet. All pretenses of good given up as a psychotic light gleamed in his eyes. “Put up a hell of a fight too, your old man did.”
The townsfolk backed away from the Enforcer, eyes wide with fear and despair as they realized what he meant. Logan’s blood boiled. Oh how he’d been waiting for this chance to avenge his Pa.
He hopped down from Rambo’s saddle, his face fixed in a snarl underneath the mask.
“Ah, yes! He made that exact same face if I recall.” Pen sneered. “Like a cornered animal.”
“W- what are you talking about, Pen?!” The Pastor was starting to push himself to his feet, horror creeping onto his face. “The Temple… that- it was Logan who-”
“-who you thought blew up the Temple, yeah, yeah. We’ve all heard the story, you old codger. But those firecrackers? Hah. Paltry. Logan’s plan to break Howlett out that night would have worked if I hadn’t done something.” The Enforcer laughed cruelly at the look on Miguel’s face. “What? You're rethinking the fact you’ve sold your soul to an empire that was ready to raze this town like that monster did to your precious Doss?”
The Pastor looked like he was going to vomit.
The townsfolk began to bristle. Justice turned his gun from Miguel to Pen, and Logan and Mayor Trudy did the same.
Pen simply smiled. “Aw, not even going to give me a fair fight?”
“Not with the relic weapon you used to blow up the Water Tower, Pen.” Logan spat.
“Shame.” The Enforcer shrugged.
Putting his hands together Logan could see the familiar ominous sparking light of the weapon charging, the shrill sound of electricity filling the air.
“Let me show you the real meaning of Light!” Pen roared.
Logan lunged forward. Firing two shots that knocked the Enforcer back as he dragged his dagger out of its sheath, trying desperately to cut at the relic weapon on the man’s hands.
Pen shoved back, his armored fists hitting the hunter like angry yakmels. He grabbed the hunter’s arm and swung around, practically tossing the man over his shoulder. Logan rolled to the side just as a flash of electric light scorched the spot on the ground where his head had been.
The back of the hands, there’s a computer chip there, that’s the weak spot on the relic. Kat’s voice whispered in his mind. One of many memories of the late nights they’d stayed up together.
The hunter lunged again, sending a flurry of cuts that forced Pen to desperately block each attack. Stabbing, slashing, cutting, aiming for the Enforcer’s hands each time. He was going to disable that relic no matter what.
With a grunt Pen managed to shove a palm between them, a bright flash followed by a crackle of electricity through his body sent Logan flying back.
Pain making him blackout for a split second.
The Enforcer snarled in triumph, cupping his palms together again, light gathering between them. “You’re too weak, I’m going to finish thi-”
Searing sparks flew from Pen’s left glove, the powering attack fizzling out as the relic sputtered and crackled. The Enforcer swore loudly, grasping at his hand as the malfunctioning weapon branded his hand with electricity.
“It’s over, Pen! Surrender.” Logan snarled, standing shakily as he unholstered his gun again.
Pen looked up at the hunter with a cold, triumphant smile. As though he’d won.
“I think you’re overestimating your position here.” His voice was devoid of its usual boisterous tone.
Logan opened his mouth to retort when screams from across the Square, near Main Street, made his heart sink.
Looking up from the Enforcer, his blood ran cold.
Minister Matilda held Kat by her hair, a gun in her hand pressed to the builder’s head. A line of Duvosian soldiers behind her cornering the townsfolk in the square. They’re here. Why’re they here?!
“I suggest you put down your weapon, Logan,” Matilda spoke softly, almost serene, as though she wasn’t one twitch away from taking someone’s life. “You too, Sheriff, Trudy.” She nodded at the other two. “Make no hasty moves and no one has to be hurt.”
The hunter hesitated a moment. His eyes met Kat’s scared gaze.
Pen lunged at him, sinking his fist into Logan’s stomach, punching the breath out of the hunter.
The Enforcer towered over him as he collapsed to his knees.
“Come along, Pen. We’ve gotten what we came for.” The Minister’s voice chided the man. “As for the rest of you, I suggest you stay put so you don’t get hurt.” She turned to the crowd. “The Duvos army has Sandrock surrounded and all telegraph lines jammed. Cooperate with us, and we can cooperate with you, alright?” She smiled sweetly, like she was talking with children, or during a sermon.
“Matilda… you too?” Mayor Trudy’s voice wavered as the townsfolk backed away from the Duvosian line.
“Sorry, dear.” Matilda smiled venomously at the Mayor. “Sometimes we have to do things for our own people. You do what you can for Sandrock, I do what I can for my children. There's no reason this has to get violent for either of us, okay?”
“The Alliance won’t let you get away with this…” Anger steeled Trudy’s voice.
Before the Mayor could continue a couple of soldiers burst out of Town Hall dragging Grace by her shirt and throwing her into the Square with the rest of the townsfolk. “Tiger! We found this one trying to send a telegraph.”
“ The Alliance doesn't know we’re here yet.” The Minister turned back to Trudy and laughed. “And by the time they do, we’ll be long gone. Kat is coming with us as insurance. Behave and we may let her go.” She glanced down at Logan, the threat clear in her tone.
She turned away, dragging Kat with her as the other Duvosian soldier fell in line. Pen spat at the hunter beneath him before turning to follow.
They’re taking Kat.
Bile rose in Logan’s throat as he watched the retreating forms of the Duvosians. The gun never straying from Kat’s head.
The whole town seemed to stand stock still as they watched the traitors and their soldiers leave. Time ticking by with each heartbeat and each marching step.
All at once, several people launched into action. Logan threw himself to his feet, scrambling to confront the Duvosians. Justice followed suit, picking back up his gun and nodding to his fellows. As well as the Mayor. A moment of steely assurance passed between them and everyone in the square that this affront would not be forgiven.
Quickest out of all of them was Haru, who was still mounted on Merle, as he whipped out a bomb from his pack, one of his concussive stun grenades. Lighting it and throwing it at the far end of the Duvosian line.
The explosion threw them into disarray. Sending the soldiers running.
Logan ran across Martle’s Square, his heart sinking as he saw a small airship waiting at the end of Main Street. Its ominous form casting its shadow over the Saloon.
“Stop them!” The hunter fired at the soldiers. “Everyone else get in’ta Town Hall!” He snapped over his shoulder.
Matilda handed Kat over to Pen as she turned back to glare at the attackers.
Haru spurred Merle forward, lobbing another grenade at the soldiers, scattering them further before they could return fire.
The moment of triumph and rebellion turned to a moment of horror as Logan saw Matilda take aim. Her gun pointed straight at-
A near-soundless cry ripped from Logan’s throat. Time seemed to slow as the hunter’s voice and legs couldn’t seem to move fast enough. His best friend slipped limply from Merle’s saddle, tumbling in the street as the panicked goat veered away from the gunfire.
“HARU!”
—
Notes:
My sincerest apologies for yet another cliffhanger. (Muahahahaha!)
This is the last chapter for this week, I told y'all there'd be two this week! I am currently furiously typing out the next chapter as we speak.Anywho, I hope y'all enjoyed these ones! See y'all next week!
Chapter 33: Hands of the Darkness
Summary:
One nightmare after another for poor Kat.
(TW: Descriptions of violence, trauma, and abuse. Mild and Implied but I will put a short summary at the bottom of the chapter if anyone wants to skip.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat shivered despite the numerous hands holding her.
It was as though even the warmth of the desert sun couldn't penetrate this deep into the ruins, or this deep into the heart of evil.
She’d begged him, pleaded with him to stop. Clinging to the meager hope that, somehow, the ‘Protector of Sandrock’ she’d fallen in love with wasn’t the monster she saw in front of her. That the past two years of her life hadn’t been a lie.
When he’d been arrested alongside Miguel she’d still held out hope that he could choose to be a good person. He’d done bad things, sure, but at least he wasn’t flat-out evil, just selfish…
Or so Kat had hoped.
She held out despite the side-eyes she got from the rest of the townsfolk. Held out despite the intervention that Grace and Owen organized. Held out despite the worried glances both Justice and Unsuur shot her way every time she visited the jail. Despite Logan calling her ‘insane’ right to her face.
It was bad enough that his only response to her pleas, to her saying ‘I still love you,’ was just a callous and smug ‘I know.’ Bad enough she stood by him when the whole town thought of him as a traitor. Or that she followed his beck and call like a dog.
But this…
Kat had felt sicker with every step that took her deeper into the Northern Ruins. As the pieces of his true betrayal fell into place, seeing him standing proud as a Duvosian Knight and not some random mercenary like they’d thought and learning just how deep their plots and schemes ran. It was like her body was rejecting all the times she’d let him touch her. Rejecting every kiss he’d stolen from her, and every waking moment she’d spent with him. Like her gut wanted to purge all the feelings she’d ever had.
She’d barely held it together when they found Howlett’s journal, the only thing keeping her from breaking down was focusing on helping the old monster hunter’s enraged son.
All this time…
All this time she’d stood by a monster.
Believed that the monster had somehow loved her back.
It had clicked like a spark igniting the fog that had clouded her judgment, burning away the clouds until the light could shine through again. The memory of enchanting smiles melting into enraged scowls, sweetly whispered words turning into bitter rebukes and poisonous coercion. All the nights she’d spent reasoning away the ways he hurt her and the moments where he never seemed to truly care about her.
Perhaps he did love her in his own perverse way…
She fit into his narcissistic idea of love anyways.
She’d been in love with the idea of love- with the idea that she could be loved by him specifically. Enraptured by the fact that she had his attention, that he only acted like that with her.
Perhaps it was why he’d grabbed her during the fight. Hauling her away towards the Duvosian soldiers, instructing them to hold her so he could ‘finish swatting the annoying flies that had wandered in.’ Forcing her to watch as he prepared to destroy and take her away from everything and everyone she’d grown to love.
Several realizations hit Kat at once. That wasn’t love. She’d been blinded by the fear of being alone. Her real love was for the town that’d taken her in like family.
Most of all; she was scared.
Scared of and for the future, scared that she didn’t really understand who she wanted to be, scared of losing what little she’d managed for herself in her young life, scared that she’d never really been forced to be alone before, scared of how reliant she was on others… and scared for her life.
…and perhaps it was the terror of that realization that made her cling to Howlett’s shotgun as the Duvosians tried to pry it from her.
Her skin crawled with all the hands touching her. Trying to pin her down. Uncaring of the suffering they caused.
She struggled, screaming as though their hands seared her skin like fire. Vulnerable, alone, terrified out of her mind. Every sense overwhelmed by the stench of burning electricity and smoke, the sight of gray and green, and the terrible chill in the air that stifled any warmth. If she lost now this fear would be the rest of her life.
How apt that she held a monster hunter’s weapon as the faces around her looked more monstrous than human.
Blind panic had fueled her through that fight.
A clawing need for survival that lashed out at the world around her. Forcing her to hurt other people in a way she’d never had to in her life.
In a way, she’d hope to never have to again.
It wasn’t until she caught herself unintentionally turning the barrel of the gun towards Logan in that same lashing panic that she remembered where she was. Her senses returned and the boiling in her gut reached a fever pitch as nausea overtook the feelings of fear. She fell to her knees and emptied her stomach. Flinching harshly when the hunter touched her, instinctively raising the weapon again in a flighty sense of self-preservation.
He’d pinned her to the ground, holding the shotgun down and away from him, a much kinder- and sadder- look in his eyes than the men that had held her just moments prior. She would have broken down inconsolably right there had they not still had a hard fight ahead of them, the starship engines that the Duvosians intended to steal still attached to the lift that led to their airship and a mech-suit piloting Matilda directing the remnants of the Duvosian army.
After that battle though, both Logan and Justice were much kinder towards her.
The only remaining witnesses to an innocent life forever altered by the cruelty of the monsters they’d faced.
—
Kat woke up tense.
Everything around her was cold and overwhelmingly bright, the harsh other-worldly glow of ancient old-world ruin lights shining through her closed eyelids. She cracked her eyes open to see she was curled into her cloak, a throbbing ache on the back of her head making itself known. Where-?
The memory of the confrontation at Martle’s Square flooded back to her.
Matilda holding a gun to her head. The look of fear in Logan’s eyes. Being dragged away towards a transport airship. Haru being shot.
She shivered, remembering the scream that escaped her when she saw the chemist fall limp from his goat. In the scuffle she'd tried to wrench herself free from Pen’s grasp, managing to drop to the ground. Then a sharp hit to her head knocked her out. Whether that was accidental or intentional on the Duvosian's part, she wasn't sure…
“Oh good, you’re awake.” A strangely familiar placid voice startled her.
The heart-sinking sight of a Duvosian uniform filled her sight.
Kat kicked at the man.
“Whoa, Hey! Easy!” The man stumbled back a little, almost falling on his butt since he was crouching.
His voice gave the builder pause. It was eerily familiar.
“See? That's better.” He sighed. “I'm Stev, I was appointed to, well… look after you, I guess. Like a warden.”
Her spark of hope was dashed by his words. She did remember him from the previous timeline.
He was her ‘warden’ back then too. When Duvos temporarily occupied Sandrock after the invasion. This Duvosian was actually quite nice, very polite for a ‘violent captor.’ Though it was rather easy to give this guy the slip since Logan and his mole buddies were really good at distracting him.
Talking with him, both during the occupation and later during the time he spent in the Sandrock jail before they were shipped off to the Alliance headquarters in Atara for trial, had really given her some perspective about the supposedly ‘evil’ people of Duvos. Especially after her experiences with their horrid commanders.
The soldiers were just people too. Some of them were nice. It had been a weird comfort for Kat.
Stev was nice, and also kind of fascinating to talk to, but that wouldn't help her-
He reached for her. She reacted instinctively, kicking and flailing again. This time though, the Duvosian didn't back off.
“Hey! Stop! Please?” He pleaded as he struggled to grab her. “Look the Commander wants you moved into the room with the relic machine for transport, I've got no say in- Ow!” He yanked his hand away from the near-feral builder, “You bit me!?” His exclamation sounded more like confusion than rebuke. As though he was just more surprised that she'd think to bite him rather than angry that she actually did.
The Duvosian stared at her, their scuffle coming to an impasse.
“Look,” He held his hands out in front of him, “I really don't want to have to hurt anyone. I don't like this arrangement any more than you do, but I've got orders to follow or the Commanders won't be kind to either of us, okay? I'm trying to help.”
Kat could barely make out the man's eyes through the green goggles that covered most of his face, an earnest look of sympathy written on what she could see.
The tentative formations of a plan started to swirl in her head, a slight pang of guilt hitting her as she knew she'd have to take advantage of this poor guy's trust. Stev is nice- and she could probably use that little bit of humanity to give herself a chance.
Maybe she'd put a good word in with the Alliance for him… if she made it out of this alive.
“If you can stand on your own and follow me, then I don't have to touch you. If that's what you don't like.” The Duvosian watched her wearily, a little relieved that she wasn't still trying to bite him.
“Okay.” She nodded.
Stev sighed in relief, stepping back to give the builder room.
Glancing around as she pushed herself to her feet she could see they were in one of the entrance rooms to the Northern Ruins. The blinding glow of the space center lights displaying all of the bustling Duvosian soldiers and Relic AIs walking in and out of the rooms like a disturbed ant’s nest. The sight made Kat shiver again.
“Yeah, if I’m being honest. The Commander and Tiger kind of dropped you here unceremoniously.” Her Duvosian escort rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. “Something about important communications to get to. Trying to transport the engines and the time-”
He stiffened and glanced sideways at the builder. “Ah, I don’t think I was supposed to tell you that- forget I said anything.”
She just nodded, letting him lead the way.
The ruins were just as cold as she remembered, shadows lingered despite the bright lights. It all brought back bad memories. As they made their way through the winding maze, Kat could feel her heart sink lower and lower. They were going deep into the ruins.
Kat almost stopped when she recognized the path they were taking.
It was the exact path she’d taken with Logan the day she was sent back.
She swallowed nervously. Phantom pain crackled along her hands where she’d touched that machine.
With everything that was happening, she almost wished that day never happened.
Her hand brushed the edge of her cloak gently. The cream-colored fabric felt like the only semblance of warmth in this whole place.
Almost…
At least she had some good memories to accompany her.
“Look who finally decided to join us.” An unpleasant booming voice drove the little calm she had left out of her.
Pen.
Looking up she saw the time machine, glowing ominously, giving the monstrous form of the Duvosian an eerie backlight.
The room had gone from bone-chillingly cold to unbearably hot like she’d stepped out from the shadows of limbo straight into the fires of hell. She didn’t even realize she’d been backing away until her back hit the shocking cold metal wall beside the door.
“Aw, you’ve got nowhere else to go, skinny.” Pen stalked closer to her, leaning down with his face bare inches from hers. “You’re staying put like a good little builder this time.”
He grabbed her by the throat, forcing her to meet his eyes. A triumphant grin spread across his face as he took in her cowering form and the terror on her face. Stev, and even some of the other Duvosian soldiers, looked immensely uncomfortable, throwing disapproving glances at the commander.
“Don’t worry, you’ll come to love Duvos. Like I said before, cooperate, and you’ll be rewarded.” Pen purred, grinning at her like a life of imprisonment was some immense kindness he could grant her.
As though they weren't going to work her until she died, or experiment on her until she barely resembled a human anymore. Unlike Stev, all the Duvosians higher in the chain of command seemed to think that the Empire was some Light-given gift to the wretched of the Earth. A gross propaganda-fueled ego that would nearly make Kat laugh considering how she’d seen these people treat their own men.
She spat in his face.
Pen flinched, the grin vanishing from his face.
His grip around her throat tightened, slamming her to the floor. Barely more than a mewling gasp was able to leave her constricted windpipe. Near bone-crushing pain shooting throughout her body as it collided with the ground.
“I’d recommend you start listening, sweetheart.” He snarled at her. “Or we’ll have to kill more than just your one little bomb-making bandit buddy.”
Haru.
She stared up at him wide-eyed, horror creeping up her spine. No. There’s no way. Please.
The Duvosian commander smiled cruelly down at her, clicking his tongue in disappointment. “I did warn you. If you came peacefully with us, none of that would have had to happen.” He shook his head as he chuckled, letting go of her throat. “You should've seen the look on your stupid yakboy’s face. Poor man’s eyes were practically bugging out of his skull. It's a shame I couldn’t see the rest of his face.”
Kat curled against the floor. Please no… A sob escaped her. Haru can’t be dead. Please…
Her silent prayers came out as body-wracking shivers. Grief and guilt threatening to tear her apart.
Pen crouched down, a mockingly sweet tone to his voice as he patted her shaking back. “There, there. After today you don’t have to worry about anything outside these walls and then the walls of whatever testing facility Duvos decides to put this machine in.”
He stood, a laugh escaping him. “I will have to find some way to thank you for that by the way, skinny. After this mission, I’ll be able to retire in absolute luxury. Maybe the Empire will even let me keep you once they’re done with you.”
The Duvosian commander looked down at her, thoroughly enjoying the pain clear on her face.
“Commander Pen.” A soldier entered the room, drawing his attention away from Kat. “Tiger asked to speak with you.”
With a shrug, Pen turned fully away, throwing one last sharp look over his shoulder. “Stay. Put.” He ordered like he was talking to a disobedient dog.
The builder lay there, the throbbing pain of bruises barely grounding her in reality as the pain of regret and self-condemnation threatened to drown her. Her spiraling thoughts consumed her as she wracked her mind for something, anything she could have done differently to save the chemist’s life. Desperate for some kind of relief from the burning pain of grief.
She flinched when another hand touched her.
“Ah, sorry miss.” Stev retracted his hand.
The Duvosian soldier chewed his lip as Kat stared at him dully. Clearly worried about her.
Now would be a great time to put an escape plan into action…
Should she even try to escape? The hollow space in Kat’s chest sucked out nearly all hope she’d had. She’d seen Haru get shot but some part of her had clung to the hope that he’d survived. Now, though…
It felt like she’d killed him herself.
Some part of her knew that Pen had only said that to try to break her. Another still defiant part of her wanted to believe that he was lying. Haru was as tough as Logan, he wouldn’t die so easily.
But grief and fear paralyzed her.
Light, what must Logan be thinking right now?
She’d come into his life asking for protection and it cost him what he had left of his family. Everything she’d done until now to avoid the dangers of the future had only made it worse. How stupid was she that she really believed that one stupid little girl could change the course of history itself?
How stupid was she for risking the little family she had built?
Tears streamed down her face.
“H- hey, uh- Why don’t you come over here.” Stev tried to pick her up as gently as he could. “We’ve got a cot set up for you, it’s- it’ll be more comfortable than the floor.”
Kat let herself be half-carried half-dragged by the soldier.
Even if…
Even if she did give up, Logan never would.
Especially if they’d killed Haru… Vengeance would be coming for all the Duvosians here. Logan wasn’t the peaceful type and Haru typically acted as his self-control. There’d be hell to pay regardless of what they did to Kat.
Perhaps it was the least she could do to honor the chemist’s memory to try and escape.
Dull motivation warmed her chest a little.
She could kill two birds with one stone…
If she was going to die here, or be shipped off to be experimented on in Duvos, she owed some final words to their little bandit gang. Owed it to Haru to give them some semblance of peace about her, owed it to Andy to know how much she cared… Owed it to Logan to tell him the full truth about her feelings.
She started this whole journey with some letters, may as well end it with some.
Plus, it would be enough to distract the ever-placid Duvosian guard that was assigned to her too. Kat would just have to wait for the right moment.
“Stev.”
“Yeah?” The Duvosian stopped dragging her, his brow furrowed.
“Can I write some letters to my family?”
His jaw twitched a little as he contemplated her question.
“Please?” She begged, her voice still wreaked from grief and pain. “I have a son.”
That seemed to do it. The look on Stev's face softened, sympathy in his eyes. A slight comfort to her, knowing that at least one person here was human.
“Alright. I'll have to talk to the commander about getting them sent… but for now, I think I can at least get you some paper and a pencil.”
—
Notes:
(Summary: Kat has a nightmare about the first time she faced off against Pen in the Northern Ruins. Remembering how horribly it altered her life. Unfortunately, she wakes up to find herself still in the clutches of the Duvosians. She meets Stev again and starts to hope for escape when Pen tells her that Haru was killed in the shootout. In her despair, Kat decides to write letters to the gang as a possible final goodbye before she attempts to escape.)
Howdy y'all, the chapter of the week is here! It's quite a bit more somber than I'm used to writing, (I was listening to the 'The Last Agni Kai' the whole time writing this one) so get yourselves some ice cream or a nice treat. Don't want anyone too distressed. (I'm enjoying some Olive Garden mint chocolates myself.) Next week's is more than half-written and quite the doozy if I do say so myself! Slight fun fact: I spent two hours doing research on steam and diesel engine trains for the next chapter.
See y'all then!
Chapter 34: Ataran Express
Summary:
Strap in y'all, this one's looooong!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Haru’s consciousness flickered like a light snapping on and off at the flip of a switch.
It was like he could see flashes of things happening around him playing on repeat. The first thing that his brain registered was pain, then the tang of blood in his mouth, then the sunlight, Logan’s panicked face, and then the loud cracks of gunfire. Plus the pain of being dragged by the arms as his best friend hauled him out of the line of fire.
He knew getting hurt would hurt. The chemist wasn’t a crybaby, but he also definitely didn’t have the mental fortitude that he’d seen from Howlett and Logan. Haru had patched enough wounds that he’d swore he’d never put himself in a position to get hurt like that. Even being extra cautious with his experiments. More to make sure that the hunters had someone who could patch them up, but also to avoid having to deal with this.
Charging into battle just wasn't his style.
That went out the window when he’d seen his friend getting dragged around by the Duvosians and the town he loved being invaded by soldiers. Haru couldn’t remember a time when he’d lost his cool like that, it was weird not being rational for once. It just felt like a white-hot rage.
Peach, everything hurts.
It made no sense. The bullet made one hole in his body. Why couldn’t the pain also be limited to that too?
The chemist could remember seeing Logan trying to speak to him but he couldn’t hear anything over the ringing in his ears. It was really hard to breathe, too. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see some of the other townsfolk gathering around him, horror and fear on their faces. Haru’s head lolled slightly as he looked at them, unconsciously holding up a shaky, mildly bloody, thumbs up.
He blacked out.
—
Eerie quietness seeped through to his consciousness and forced him to alertness.
His mind woke slower this time, clawing for a firmer grasp of reality as his eyes adjusted to the soft lights of the enclosed room. The first two things he registered were the night sky out of the window above him and a raven, Doctor Fang’s companion, staring intently at him.
“Wakey wakey, wakey wakey! Aw, look at the poor bird!” The bird cooed as the chemist shifted his head to look at him.
Were they in the Town Hall? This was one of the archival offices, wasn’t it?
Haru would have expected to be in the clinic, not Town Hall.
He felt a hand on his chest as he tried to sit up. Glancing down at it, he saw the hand was attached to Fang… who was wearing a rather stern look.
“Don’t.” The Doctor pushed him back down.
The chemist strained against him for a moment, wanting to look around more. The memory of the fight going on down Main Street filling his chest with anxiety.
He unfortunately lost the struggle with the Doctor, and pretty easily too, as whatever medication he'd been given still sapped his energy. Haru marveled for a moment at the fact he could barely feel his fingertips or legs. The doc gave him the good stuff. It was strong enough that he couldn't even feel the hole the bullet had left in his gut.
“You're… lucky. Bullet missed vitals, just barely missed organs… a lot of blood.” Doctor Fang shook his head, mouth set in a grim line. “Too much.”
A chill crawled down Haru’s spine.
Traumatic abdominal injuries can bleed profusely, leading to a quick death by hypovolemic shock. The patient has anywhere between thirty minutes to a few seconds before they bleed out. That was something he’d seen in those old medical books that Logan had scrounged up. He'd had a brush with death.
“Seems I owe you my life, doc.” Haru managed to croak out.
“He’s awake?!” A familiar hopeful voice cried out from somewhere beyond Fang’s shoulder, reacting to the chemist’s voice.
Arvio’s smiling face appeared next to the Doctor, relief and joy radiating from his face. “Oh thank the Light! Haru!” The salesman grabbed the chemist’s hand with both of his. “You’re alive!”
Haru was captivated by his friend's brilliant smile for a moment.
Memories of the good days before they'd gone on the run flooded back with the warm look. It'd been so long since they'd seen each other. It was almost surreal to be back among the Sandrockers without handcuffs on his wrists or jail bars around him.
When Kat and Andy had joined them out in the desert Haru realized just how much he’d missed this. Missed being surrounded by people he trusted. Missed the day-to-day monotony of socialization, and even missed worrying about who liked who.
Which was a little weird since the chemist wasn’t much of a gossip.
He wasn’t one to have a massive social circle or be the most outgoing, mostly interacting with people when it was pertinent to his life. Haru liked to think he wasn’t as reclusive as Director Qi or Doctor Fang, but he also wasn't one for the spotlight. Preferring to be the champion of the background, hiding his presence behind the captivating sight of fireworks and brilliant actors like a stagehand to a play.
That was why he was so attached to outwardly confident and expressive people like Logan.
Or why he was so attracted to Arvio like a moth to flames, despite the man’s ridiculous, often reckless, business plans.
The chemist frowned when he noticed the bandages along Arvio's arms, the sight breaking him out of his momentary reverie. He traced his thumb along the edge of one that lined the back of the salesman's hand.
This-
This wasn’t supposed to happen. Duvos’ invasion was never supposed to happen. They had plans and everything, Grace was supposed to stop the spies- no one was supposed to be hurt.
Anger at the Duvosians flooded back and he tried to sit up again, much to the Doctor's dismay.
“You're hurt-” Haru’s words were clipped by a cough as his lungs struggled to circulate what little moisture they had left in them.
“Woah, hey. Take it easy.” Arvio hastily helped Fang adjust the chemist into a sitting position against the wall, holding him ever so gently as though to not hurt him. “You don't have to worry about me, it's just some scratches! Nothing compared to almost losing you, my friend.” He settled next to Haru, giving him a worried, and heavily tired, smile.
Doctor Fang handed the chemist a flask of water, a soft sigh leaving him as he prodded the bandages on Haru’s stomach carefully. “Fighting all evening… many injured. None as bad as yours… None fatal… yet.”
Haru’s heart clenched as he swished the water through his dried mouth. He was glad his case was the worst but the thought that anyone could've died worried, and surprisingly angered, him.
He could have lost everything he cared about yet again.
For all the battle prep that they'd done, they’d failed miserably to avoid the worst possible outcome. An all-out fight that was likely to wreck, if not outright destroy, the whole town. Where was the damn Alliance when you needed them?
“What happened, exactly?” He put down the flask shakily. “After I got shot, I mean.”
“Well,” Arvio hummed uncertainly, “After you went down, Logan ran out to drag you out of the way. It was a long shootout but we managed to drive the Duvosians back to the edges of town… but not before Matilda and Pen took off in that airship with Kat.” The salesman hung his head. “So soon after we got her back, too…”
The chemist’s fist clenched. Damn it.
“Where's Logan?” Worry flickered in his mind.
If his best friend wasn't here waiting for him to wake up then surely he'd gone after the Duvosians. That'd be a suicide mission-
“He's out in the main hall with the Sheriff,” Arvio assured him with a pat on the shoulder. “They're making plans now actually-”
Haru tried to push himself to his feet. Both Arvio and Doctor Fang scrambled to hold him down. “Whoa! Wait, Haru, you're still hurt!”
“I don't care. I- nngh.” The chemist stumbled, falling to his knees. “I've gotta- help-”
Fang grunted in frustration and Arvio pleaded with him, both of them failing to restrain him.
“Haru, please!”
“No! I didn't spend months out in the Light-damned desert just to end up useless. They've hurt Kat, they hurt Logan, and they've even hurt you.” The chemist gripped Arvio's hand tightly, the emotions that had been stewing all this time finally spilling out. “I need to help.”
The salesman met Haru’s gaze wide-eyed and blushing slightly.
He’d lost everything he held dear once. The night Howlett died had changed the chemist. Months of blame and self-hatred honing his desire to do something, anything, to protect what he had left. To fight just as hard as Logan, Kat, and Grace- as hard as everyone around him was.
A look of recognition and sadness sparked in Arvio’s eyes. The recognition that the friend he’d known before that fateful night had gone and the sadness that he’d been left behind in his friend’s life.
Doctor Fang sighed, breaking the moment between the two with the reminder that another person was there.
“Don’t move as much… your wound… is healing well. We’ll help you move…” The Doctor grumbled resignedly as he slung one of the chemist’s arms over his shoulder and nodded at Arvio to do the same. “Carry you… to them.”
Haru nodded his thanks to the Doctor as he and Arvio hauled the chemist to his feet. Walking painfully slow towards the door of the office they were in.
As they moved Haru noticed that the office was acting as a makeshift clinic. The walls lined with the other injured that Fang had mentioned. Most were dozing or asleep except for a few like Owen, who was sitting upright with his arm in a sling. The Saloon owner nodded to the chemist as they passed.
Despite the relief of knowing no one else was as badly injured as he was, it was a disheartening sight.
Their town was under siege. Sandrock was at war.
Things got a little awkward as the trio had to figure out how to fit through the door. Despite the wider frame of the door, they still had to shuffle sideways to fit through without jostling Haru too much. As they entered the main hall Haru noticed the gathered townsfolk mingling about and the Sheriff, the Mayor, and a few others gathered around the Mayor's work desk like a war table.
“Haru, good to see you're up!” Grace waved the trio over.
The chemist’s skin prickled as several pairs of eyes turned to him. It still unnerved him to be the center of attention.
“Haru, What are you doin’ up?! You’re injured!” Logan’s concerned voice drew the chemist’s attention to the other side of the desk.
He almost had to do a double take as he noticed that not only was the hunter in handcuffs but his torso was tied down to the chair he sat in with a length of rope. Andy was sat in the chair next to him but instead of handcuffs, the boy’s arms were simply tied to his sides with a rope that wound around his chest. It looked almost like those old yakboy comics where the captured party were practically mummified with rope.
“Why are you-?”
“Andy tried to sneak off and Logan’s tied up so he won’t go and get his head blown off by the Duvosians.” The Sheriff cut him off with a heavy sigh. “He wanted to take the fight to them after you went down.”
“They have Kat!” Logan looked back at Justice, snarling as he strained against the ropes. “We have every reason to go after them!”
“But we don’t have the means to, Logan.” Grace huffed. “You’re not going to help her much if you’re gunned down the moment you show your face out there.”
Mayor Trudy pulled a chair over for the Doctor and Arvio to set Haru down before chiming in herself. “Yes. You’re one of our best fighters, Logan, but even you can’t get through the blockades on your own.”
“Blockades?” Haru tilted his head at Trudy.
“Yeah,” Grace answered for the Mayor. “The Duvosians have set up blockades on the far side of the Shonash Bridge and on the cliffs between the ranch and the Highwind Pass Bridge. We managed to push them out of town and ended up in a little bit of a standoff before the ceasefire for the night, but we’re effectively trapped in town.” The blond spy glanced at Logan. “And even if we could break through, they’ve taken Kat to the Northern Ruins. We have no way of reaching up there without an airship or plane of some kind… or at least no way that wouldn’t also get us killed.”
“If you an’ the Alliance weren’t so damn hesitant, we wouldn’t be in this situation.” The hunter spat at Grace, the unrestrained anger in his voice making the spy flinch.
“Wait, where is the Alliance? I thought you said they’d be here soon.” Haru turned his own hardened gaze towards the spy. Were they really stuck here without aid on the way?
Grace hung her head a little. “Unfortunately, they were waiting for me to contact them once the spies were arrested. Duvos has been jamming our telegraph communications- have been for more than a day now I think… But basically; no, the Alliance isn’t coming.”
Haru closed his eyes with a sigh. He’d had pretty low expectations of the Alliance ever since they failed to provide any aid to Sandrock at all since the end of the relic rush and the slow descent of the city to a ghost town, but he’d held out hope they wouldn’t fail them this hard considering this was a direct conflict with Duvos…
The chemist took a deep breath and opened his eyes, staring hard at the wood grain underneath his feet. So what could they do now? How could he fix this?
He needed to think.
His eyes landed on a pale blond sitting curled in on herself against the side of the Mayor’s desk. Her head drooped against her arms as she sobbed quietly. The chemist frowned, she seemed familiar… yet he was pretty sure he didn’t know her.
“Who’s she?”
Justice glanced over. “That’s Nia, Kat’s friend from Highwind. She was one of the passengers we rescued from the stranded Ataran Express train at the station. Had to sneak ‘em out once the sun went down.”
That's where he’d seen her. There’d been people boarding and leaving a train. He remembered that fact registering momentarily in his brain when he and Logan raced back into town on the goats to stop the confrontation. The crowd gawking at the infamous bandits thundering by.
Wait.
There’s a train at the station.
The chemist’s brain was moving a mile a minute.
Planning was something he could do, even with the painkillers in his system addling him slightly. Ideas were second nature to him.
This would be better than nothing.
“Does it have fuel?”
“What?” The Sheriff shot him a confused look.
“The train. Is it fueled?” Haru could see Grace and Trudy catching on.
“Yeah,” The Mayor nodded. “They were boarding when the Duvosians attacked.”
“We’d have to get past some of the soldiers though. The ones guarding the Highwind Pass tracks would notice us rather quickly.” Grace interjected.
Haru nodded. “The train would have to head back towards Atara, we need to let the Alliance know what’s going on.” The chemist leaned towards the desk, grabbing a loose pencil and a scrap of paper. “If the Duvosian blockade is on the far side of the Shonash Bridge, we could get the train running full-steam ahead and run it down. Not much their guns are going to do against a several-ton, metal-bodied, engine-powered machine.” He sketched the train and the bridge, writing rough calculations for the time and fuel needed to hit the bridge with full power. “We’d need cover to get to the train, then a distraction so that we can get it running.”
“It’d have to be a hell of a good distraction, I don’t wanna see anyone else shot.” Justice watched the chemist’s calculations curiously.
“Did you guys manage to catch Merle? I’ve got enough bombs to arm the entire town…” Haru hummed idly before realizing the entire table, minus Logan who already knew that fact, was staring at him wide-eyed.
“You what, pardner?” The Sheriff’s brow was furrowed with concern.
The chemist cleared his throat sheepishly. “Er… Let’s just say that it was fortunate that the bullet hit me and not my saddlebags.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “I had a bad feeling about what was going on in town, so I packed a full arsenal. Regular bombs, timer bombs, stun bombs, and lots and lots of smoke bombs.”
Justice let out a low whistle of appreciation. “Yeah, those could work. We’d be in for a helluva fight, but that’d give us an advantage.” He tilted his head. “We haven’t seen yer goat since it ran off when you got shot, though.”
“Merle will come if I whistle. The goats are smart enough to avoid the Duvosians.” Haru assured the Sheriff.
“You sound real confident in that.” Grace looked at him with a raised brow.
“Well yeah, how do you think we’ve given Justice the slip for so long?” Logan snorted before glancing at the Sheriff. “Uh- No hard feelin’s.”
The Sheriff smiled wryly at him. “It was probably for th’ better all things considered.”
“So we need to decide who'll be going and who'll be fighting.” Mayor Trudy glanced around the group, her mouth pressed in a thin line.
“I'll go with the train team.” Haru offered instantly.
Logan's head snapped back towards him, instantly against the idea. “No, you're not.”
Haru opened his mouth to argue, the familiar sparks of an argument brewing between the bandits, but Trudy’s voice cut them off.
“He might have to.”
The hunter turned in surprise to the Mayor. Conflict on his face and the rebuttal that he'd go instead of the wounded chemist clearly on the tip of his tongue.
Mayor Trudy shook her head to silence Logan. “It's what makes the most sense strategically. We'd need you and every other able-bodied person to fight the Duvosians. Those that are injured, especially as badly as Haru is, would need to stay back or join them on the train to Atara.” Everyone looked at her in surprise.
“Think about it this way;” Trudy continued. “We can treat the train as not only a chance to get the word out to Atara about the situation here, but as a preliminary evacuation of those that are heavily injured or unable to defend themselves. It'll help us conserve what supplies Doctor Fang has and they'll be able to get immediate care in Atara.”
Everyone nodded, even Logan.
Trudy may have been a wavering, shy woman for most of her mayorship. But the one thing she did not lack was sensibility in battle. She carried a gun for a reason.
Haru was even willing to bet even Justice would lose a shooting contest to her, if she ever actually considered shooting for sport rather than for self-defense. Trudy had dealt with gangs of sand bandits and a few monsters back when her husband was still alive, repeatedly proving she was made of true Sandrock steel. It was one of the reasons most Sandrockers voted for her to take over the role of Mayor when he’d passed.
Plus something about her radiated the energy of a seasoned war leader. Almost as if they'd been through this kind of situation before.
Considering everything that was happening with Kat, the likelihood was high…
“That plan is all well and good, but how's Haru supposed to operate a train on his own?” Arvio piped up, glancing at the chemist with worry. “He can barely stand on his own.”
“He won't be alone.” A voice from behind startled them all.
Haru struggled to turn and look. Spotting Jensen, Sandrock’s train conductor, and Owen walking towards them. Fang glanced at the Saloon owner, a little annoyed that another one of his recovering patients wasn't staying put.
Sandrockers are notoriously stubborn.
“If we're evacuating the injured folks then we'll have enough to handle the train and Jensen can direct us.” Owen nodded at the older man. “Most of us have at least one good hand.” He waved his one unbroken arm.
“We're in luck too,” Jensen spoke up, an excited spark in his eye. “The train currently in the station is a diesel-powered engine. Nice and streamlined. If we're in luck and Duvos didn't shut off the engines, we'll be able to depart as soon as everyone's on board. Even if they have turned them off, it’ll only be between ten and twenty minutes to get the engine hot again. And it really only needs one person to drive it.”
Trudy smiled at the two. “So we finally have a plan?” Hope rose in her voice, reflecting the rising spirits among the group as they finally had direction.
“You betcha,” Jensen nodded vigorously. “Plus it gives me a reason to run those suckers down like a train bat outta heck!”
“I'll make the announcement now, then. We'll sort out who's staying and who's evacuating,” Mayor Trudy looked between all their faces then out at the awaiting crowd of townsfolk. “...and it- it'll give everyone the chance to say their goodbyes.”
—
Haru stood awkwardly with Logan and Andy in the foyer of the Town Hall.
They'd already witnessed many heart-wrenching goodbyes.
Tears were shed as the reality of their situation set in fully. Knowing that some of them may never see each other again after tonight was overwhelming.
Dan-bi wailed as Ri-an told her he was staying behind to fight and that she should go since she was pregnant with their child. Old man Mort moved Zeke to tears as he refused to leave, unwilling to not only leave his town behind but unwilling to leave Zeke who'd chosen to stay and fight. Trudy shared one last trembling hug with Jasmine as she asked Owen to look after her.
The sheer amount of emotion in the room making the hair rise on the chemist’s arms.
Doctor Fang had given Haru just enough medicine that he could stand on his own. The sharp ache of the bullet hole keeping the chemist alert.
Andy clung to his hand as the boy refused to look Logan in the eyes.
“Y- you'll come find us though, right?” Tears streamed down his face as he refused to acknowledge any of it. “With Kat, too?”
“That's the plan, son.” Logan reached down to the boy, ruffling his hair gently. “It's why you can't stay either. I need to be able to focus, and I can't if you ain’t safe. This is one of those situations where the pack needs to split up. I can’t say for certain what’ll happen, but I promise I won’t give up till we’re all back together, alright?”
The boy sniffed hard, his watery eyes finally turning up to look at the hunter. “You promise? You p- promise you'll come back with her?”
“’course I will.” Logan smiled at Andy reassuringly. “Then we can settle down for a while, spend time together as a gang. Jus' like we used to out in th’ desert.”
“I- I'm gonna hold you to that!” Andy let go of Haru’s hand, latching onto the hunter's leg and hugging the man for all he was worth.
Logan looked up at Haru, a sad smile on his face. “You take care out there too, okay? I ain't fixin’ to lose any more of my family.”
Haru followed Andy’s suit and hugged the hunter tightly. “I could say the same to you, brother.”
They held together like that for what felt like an eternity, unwilling, almost scared, to let go just yet.
The chemist couldn’t help but feel a missing presence in their little family like a gaping hole. A missing assuring smile. The second voice of reason that could talk down the sibling spats that broke out between the two bandits and that patiently guided Andy when he'd gotten in trouble. The one that felt just as much of a sister to him as Logan was his brother.
A missing puzzle piece to their mismatched little troupe.
That made the goodbye that much harder to handle. Even while they held out what little hope they could, it still stung to be split up further. To potentially lose one another.
To possibly be lonely again the way Haru had before he left his village for Sandrock…
Logan glanced up over the chemist’s shoulder, gently breaking the hug between them. “Looks like someone else wants to say goodbye, too.”
Haru’s heart jumped a little as he turned, seeing Arvio standing a few paces away shifting nervously from foot to foot as he watched the bandits. The salesman had immediately left to talk to his sister once the train evacuation plan was announced and the two of them hadn’t really had the chance to speak since they’d left the temporary infirmary.
Glancing back he noted that the hunter had turned his full attention to Andy. With a gesture he beckoned Arvio to follow and stood further from the crowd, trying to afford them a small semblance of privacy.
“I- I guess this is goodbye… again.” The salesman began quietly. “I spoke with Amira and we both agreed on staying and fighting…” He rubbed his arm nervously, watching Haru’s face for any disapproval.
The chemist felt his heart sink a little.
Ultimately, he knew it would have been selfish of him to ask Arvio to run with him when the town desperately needed every able-bodied person they could find. Even more so considering he’d already accepted Logan staying behind. But part of him had secretly hoped that he wouldn’t have to risk losing anyone else he cared about.
However, a look of mutual understanding passed between them.
Just the same as Haru didn’t want to feel useless laying about wounded, Arvio didn’t want to abandon the people who’d taken him and his sister in like family. They had obligations to fulfill, not just as residents of Sandrock, but as moral people. People who had something to care about.
It was a sign they’d both matured, he supposed.
Haru slid his hand into Arvio’s, squeezing gently and hoping it could convey everything he felt without words. It felt too selfish to speak that out loud at this point.
“Just promise me you’ll be safe.” He smiled sadly at the salesman. It was all he could ask.
Arvio nodded, for once he was nearly too overwhelmed for words. “Only if you promise the same.”
The chemist nodded back as Mayor Trudy stood on top of her desk to address the town.
“Alright, everyone! We've gotten a census on who's staying and who's evacuating, those who're going to fight and those among the designated evacuees meet with Sheriff Justice to pick up your weapons.” She nodded to the Sheriff. “Remember what team you're with and follow the plan. The evacuees will head towards the train in three groups. The fighting team will give them cover and provide a long enough distraction for the train to depart.” Trudy glanced around the hall, her jaw set with determination. “May the Light be with you all.”
With one last squeeze, Arvio let go of Haru’s hand and joined the crowd gathering around Justice.
Logan walked up to the chemist again, setting his hand on his shoulder. “I picked up one for you as well.” The hunter held up a holstered pistol for him. “It doesn't have as strong of a kickback as mine but it'll knock those sobs on their asses. It'd be a great comfort to know you have it.”
Haru took the gun, running his fingers over the worn leather of the holster. It’s from the monster hunters’ arsenal.
The hunter must have slipped out to grab it from their old home at some point.
He nodded his thanks. Attaching it to his belt carefully.
Its weight was both unfamiliar yet comforting. Haru had used to carry one when he and Logan had to be real bandits. He hadn't had to since Kat had joined them, usually preferring diplomacy and, barring that, smoke bombs.
However, peace was no longer an option.
Not with what the Duvosians had done.
“First evacuation team and fighters! C’mon with me!” Justice called out, making his way towards the front doors.
With one last clap on the shoulder, Logan left Haru to join the fighting team.
“Andy?” Haru glanced around, looking for the kid. “Stay close to me, alright?”
The boy nodded his usual rambunctious nature silenced by the intensity of the moment. He took the chemist’s hand as they followed the departing group.
Everyone was silent as they gathered on the Town Hall’s porch. The cold dark air of the night seeping through their bones as they left their last bastion of safety.
With a nod to each team, the Sheriff signaled to each team what direction they'd be going.
The fighting team would be going up the stairs next to town hall and following the path to the tunnel that would put them right next to Cooper’s ranch. The evacuees would be going down the stairs to the Oasis and sneaking around the dock to follow the train tracks to the station.
Nothing but the soft clinking of equipment and the shuffling of feet broke the night air.
Haru held Andy’s hand tighter as the fighting team disappeared from sight. Their own team making their way down the stone steps towards Martle’s Oasis. The cool croaking of night bugs in the scant foliage did little to calm his nerves.
In total their team was him, Owen, Jensen, Andy, Jasmine, and Hugo.
They’d secure the train, then help the other evacuees board as they arrived.
It was a little bit of a relief to have both Owen and Hugo with them, even if one of Owen’s arms was out of commission and Hugo had a twisted ankle. The blacksmith had rather renowned strength, particularly with punches, and the Saloon owner kept himself fighting fit on both principle and because he was best friends with Sheriff Justice. Having both of them to back Haru up was a comfort.
Once they reached the end of the dock they moved slower, crouching so as to not be seen by the Duvosians near the ranch.
The chemist cursed under his breath once they reached the train tracks, signaling for the rest to stop.
There were Duvosians on the Train Station platform. They looked to be standing outside the train but there was no way Haru could see them sneaking past them. They’ll have to wait until the diversion starts-
BOOOM!
An explosion shot smoke out of the tunnel in front of the ranch, startling the soldiers and obscuring the battlefield.
Several of the men standing closer were dragged into the smoke by unseen hands as the rest of the soldiers scrambled away. Raising their guns but holding their fire for fear of hitting their own.
Haru could see several silhouettes dart out of the smoke and into cover along the porch of the ranch and the cliffside nearby. Another bomb sailed out of the fog, landing among the Duvosians. The chemist barely had time to warn the others and look away himself as a bright flash and concussive FOOM lit the night sky, throwing several soldiers and scattering the others.
Several cracks rang out as the gunfire started.
The chemist saw the Duvosians on the station platform running to join the fray, returning fire towards the Sandrockers shooting at them.
“C’mon!” Haru snapped over his shoulder. Leading the evacuation team towards the platform in a sprint.
The gun on his hip left its holster almost instantaneously as he fired at the remaining Duvosian on the station. The man stumbled and fell over the side of the platform, with no other sign the soldiers noticed the chemist and the other evacuees come up from behind. Haru turned, gun still in hand as he boarded the train.
The front passenger car was empty, the way to the engine clear.
“What do you want us to do?” Andy whispered quietly to Haru.
Haru glanced back. “Get down and hide under a table ‘till we tell you to-”
A Duvosian launched out of the shadows near the door to the train engine. Slamming his body into the chemist’s.
“HARU!” He heard Andy scream.
With a grunt, the chemist found himself pinned between the soldier and one of the passenger booths, his own gun dropping and skittering off under the table.
He has a gun.
The chemist grabbed the Duvosian’s arm as he tried to aim at his head. Pushing it away with all his might.
It’s not enough! Haru’s arms trembled with the effort as the soldier leaned in, putting the strength of both his arms behind the weapon, his finger on the trigger. The man was taller and had at least twenty pounds more muscle than the chemist. There was no way he could out-compete the soldier in a test of strength.
Every nerve in the chemist’s body burned with pain as he felt the strain on his wound from the struggle, the stitches pulling taut. Each millimeter that the barrel of the gun crept closer to his head the slower time seemed to move. Haru could see the kids out of the corner of his eye, clinging to each other in terror.
Haru was about to shout at them to run when Owen shoulder-checked the Duvosian, crushing the man against the wall of the train with his whole body.
“You alright?” The Saloon owner huffed as the soldier slumped to the floor unconscious.
“Ye- yeah.” The chemist winced as he straightened himself, he was pretty sure he could feel his wound dripping again. “We should probably haul him off the train, though.”
Hugo came up from behind and patted his shoulder. “Don’t worry. We’ve got this guy.”
The chemist nodded, watching as the train conductor hurried past. “Jas, Andy, head up front with Jensen.”
The kids shuffled past the two men dragging the Duvosian, Andy stopped to stick his tongue out at the unconscious man before scurrying to join Jasmine.
“Good news fellas!” Jensen hollered back to them. “Engine’s hot! We’ll be riding outta here like a bullet in no time!”
Haru sighed internally with relief.
It would have been a tense half-hour if the engine had gone cold.
“Bad news though.” The Train conductor reappeared in the doorway. “We need someone to close and unhook the fuel lines from the Highwind side of the train before we can leave.” He scratched his beard. “It’s helpful to have the extra fuel but we’re no longer goin’ that direction… I guess Duvos were too busy fighting to unhook it.”
“Hugo and I will get it.” Haru stooped to look for his gun. “Just make sure that the train’s ready to go.”
The train conductor disappeared back into the engine.
Seeing the pistol gleaming out from under the bench, the chemist snatched it up and hurried to the door. Catching the two men returning from dumping the Duvosian off of the platform.
“Hugo, I need your help removing the fuel lines.” The chemist puffed out. “They’re on the back of the train.” He pointed towards the far end of the platform, the back end of the train lit up by the flames spreading from the explosives.
“I can go with him.” Owen looked at Haru with concern. The chemist guessed he must look half-dead.
Haru shook his head. “No, I’m the better shot,” He glanced over the bigger man’s shoulder, spotting the second group coming up from the Oasis. “And I need you to direct the rest of the evacuees.” He nodded towards them, the authority in his own voice surprising him.
The Saloon owner’s mouth thinned but didn’t protest, he turned and ran to the edge of the platform to wave them over.
The chemist and the blacksmith turned back towards the far end of the platform, the Highwind side of the train.
Gunfire still rang out from the ranch, and a bright blaze ran along the fence and the far side of the stable bathing the whole area in light. As far as Haru could tell, the Duvosians had been driven farther back along the cliffside along the tracks. Thankfully, all of the still forms that littered the ground looked to be in Duvosian uniforms.
Running quickly across the platform, the chemist felt more tense as they were lit up by the firelight. It almost felt like an eternity of exposure until they finally got to the far end of the platform, far too close to the fighting.
Hopping down, Haru pressed himself against the side of the platform, gesturing to the fuel lines hooked up to the engine.
“Hey!”
Shit.
Haru saw a Duvosian step clear of the bushes near the burning stable, gun raised in their direction.
With no time to dive for cover, the chemist shot in his direction. With how shaky his hands were at this point, he couldn’t hope to hit the man, just scare him off.
It didn’t work.
A bullet narrowly missed Haru, sending up a small spray of dust and rock shards as it hit the stone foundation beside him.
“Shit!” The chemist flinched away, trying desperately to still his shaking hands.
BOOM!
Another explosion blew the roof off of the stable, collapsing the back wall and throwing the Duvosian off his feet. Before Haru could react a silhouette leapt out of the uneven shadows cast by the firelight. A towering form with a horned hat and flowing cape slammed into the soldier, throwing him clear across the tracks and away from the chemist.
The silhouette, Logan, stopped and turned, giving the slightest of perceivable nods to Haru before darting down the tracks towards the rest of the Duvosian troops. His presence alone scattering the demoralized troops.
Yet another round of gunfire broke out, closer this time, when Hugo grabbed the chemist’s arm, startling the younger man.
“C’mon! I got the train unhooked!”
They scrambled back, unceremoniously dragging themselves up the side of the platform and booking it as fast as Hugo’s twisted ankle would allow the man to limp.
They reached the train car as the final group of the evacuees thundered up the steps to the platform.
“Everyone inside! Let's move!” Haru skid to a stop, holstering his gun and waving them on.
Once the last person was on board, the chemist followed, brushing past all the evacuees settling in.
“Alright, stay low and avoid the windows!” The authority in Haru’s voice felt foreign to him. He was used to following the lead, not leading.
Things sure have changed.
“Don’t poke your heads up until I or Jensen give the all-clear!”
He made his way towards the engine. Slipping through the door, he nodded to Jensen. “We’re all boarded.”
The train conductor grinned at the younger man. “Better hang onto your hat, Mr. Bandit!”
With that, Jensen threw a few levers forward and the train lurched, bucking like a spurred yakmel. The churning of the engine growing exponentially louder with each beat. Andy and Jasmine huddled together under the console for protection as Haru braced himself against the sudden speed at which the train leapt out of the station.
Astonishingly it took just over a minute for the train to hit the target speed.
Nearly twice as fast as a galloping horse and more than enough forward momentum to hopefully crash through whatever barricade the Duvosians set up.
It roared forward as they hit the downward slope towards the bridge, gravity aiding the churning engine, and Haru could see a few errant Duvosian soldiers who’d ventured past their barricades on the far side of the bridge to investigate the fighting in the town.
They panicked as they saw the train bearing down on them, some leaping out of the way, others freezing and shooting at the thundering machine. He flinched as he heard the bullets ricocheting off of the metal shell of the engine. One managed to pierce the glass, disappearing into the wall behind him pulling an inaudible string of curses out of his mouth.
Unfortunately for the Duvosians, the bullets did little to stop the train.
A few of the soldiers managed to leap out of the way but Haru winced as he saw one poor soul bounce off the front of the train and slam into the cliffside.
As the train hit the bridge he could see the silhouettes of soldiers scattering from the blockade. The meager fort of scrap metal and wood coming into view, definitely not enough to stop the several-ton machine.
“Brace yourselves!” Jensen shouted a second before the train smashed through the barricade with a resounding crack and crunch of wood and metal.
The train jolted worryingly as the barricade kicked up sand and reared around them like startled horses. Haru could hear more bullets raining down on the train's metal shell, the sound of shattering glass behind him sending a spike of worry through him.
They roared onward as the remnants of the barricade disappeared among the sands behind them, the worst of the debris flung away by the cowcatcher.
“You guys alright?” The chemist shouted over the roaring wind filling the train as he stumbled back into the passenger car, glancing around the passengers worriedly. He could see everyone huddled together looking up at him, some were bloodied and, worryingly, glass lay all over the car.
“Some scrapes and bruises!” Owen shouted back. “Glass cut some folks up, we’ll handle it!”
Haru nodded, glancing over everyone before turning back. Thankfully, aside from the glass, there didn’t seem to be too many holes in the metal parts of the car’s walls. So not many bullets could’ve reached the evacuees.
Limping back to the front, he glanced at the door to the outside walkway of the engine. The urge to look back at Sandrock struck like lightning.
“I’m going to check for any damage.” The chemist announced, walking out the door without waiting for a response from the conductor.
His body shook as he clung to the rail, the wind ripping at his clothes as the adrenaline slowly leaked from his body.
They’d made it.
He could feel his wound trickling and they’d have to see about clearing some of the glass in the passenger car, but they were safe now. That was all that mattered.
Sandrock rapidly disappeared over the horizon, slipping into the shadows of the night as the train sped down the tracks. The glow of fire and explosives the only lingering sign of the town’s life, lighting up the Breach and the cliffs that curled around it like a giant’s hand.
The only thing left for him to do was to alert the Alliance and hope no one in Sandrock died.
For the first time since the collapse of the temple almost two years ago, Haru closed his eyes and prayed.
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Notes:
Haru's train hijacking hijinks.
That boy's at it again!This chapter absolutely takes the cake for the longest I've written (though it might be neck and neck with the next chapter!) It just didn't feel right trying to chop it up.
Anywho, I hope y'all enjoyed and will see you next week. More action shall follow!
Chapter 35: The Monster at the End of This Book
Summary:
Another long chapter. One with swapping POVs (Logan and Kat).
Sandrock Strikes Back!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When they weren't actively fighting off the waves of Duvosian soldiers, Logan sat perched at the top of the Temple’s bell tower.
It was the perfect spot to keep an eye on the Duvosian warship hovering over the Northern Plateau. The tower had an unobstructed view of the Northern Plateau as it rose above the rocky cliffs that surrounded the town. Only the cliff that Breach ruins were set into overshadowed the Temple’s tower, and that sat to the west side of town, out of the way.
Of course that meant he also had to look out for oncoming attacks, it was an obligation to keep an eye on their enemies so they’d have ample warning.
But if he could, he'd spend every second fixated on that ominous silhouette on the horizon.
Every hour that crept by slowly increased his dread of seeing it depart.
Of watching it fly away with Kat.
So his every spare moment was spent watching the monstrous machine. Even when his eyes felt gritty and heavy. Or when he desperately ached for sleep.
Pure frustration and hatred kept him awake.
It'd been roughly two days since the Ataran Express successfully escaped the blockade. In that time the Duvosians had tried to retake the town five times.
They’d managed to drive the soldiers out of the town and even freed the Shonash Bridge. But they, unfortunately, couldn't send them away completely as they’d sustained a few more injuries and had run out of the bombs Haru stockpiled.
Mi-an was working on replicating them, but without the chemist’s recipes, it was a long shot.
Fortunately, though, they did have access to the workshops, which meant that the builder could still help by churning out ammunition and weapons endlessly. She’d even built an air cannon designed by Director Qi, which saved their asses when the Duvosians had nearly overrun Town Hall the day prior.
It's not the same without Kat.
The little voice in Logan’s head sent a stab of pain through his chest. Startling him as he tried to shake off the resentment.
None of the others would let him go save her.
It was reasonable, he knew. There was no way to get to the top of the plateau without getting killed and they needed everyone to defend the town from the attacks. The Duvosian army sat on the Highwind Pass, with a seemingly endless supply of men and weapons. Threat of death and capture hung over the Sandrockers’ heads like a looming sandstorm.
Until the Alliance armies arrived they were effectively trapped.
Despite that, the hunter’s heart was still stuck up in the Northern Ruins.
He was initially worried that the Duvosians would kill Kat to punish the Sandrocker's rebellion. That was what Matilda had threatened them with after all…
Miguel made that fear into something much worse.
Grace had originally theorized that they somehow knew about the time machine that the builder was connected to. Maybe they’d taken her because they needed her to understand how that thing worked. Or at least intended to use her as some form of human experiment.
But Miguel, after he finally snapped out of his shell-shocked catatonia, had a much less savory theory.
‘Pen’s been obsessed with her since the beginning. It was… disturbing… to see.’ He'd told them. ‘Even if they didn't need her, he wouldn't let her die… not until he's satisfied his fixation.’
It was hard for Logan to not strangle the Pastor.
Even knowing the man was seriously misled and used by the Duvosians, the hunter just couldn’t rid himself of the image of Miguel pulling a gun on Kat. He felt like the Pastor was far too complicit in everything, manipulation or not.
Just knowing that he’d willingly worked with Duvos, with the man who killed Logan’s Pa, even if Miguel didn’t know the full truth behind all that, Well… if the Pastor hadn’t willingly surrendered to the Sheriff, the hunter might have ended up in the jail himself.
Part of that anger, Logan knew, was because his already short fuse was even shorter since they were all under duress. Everyone else in town, people who were all used to living together in the city, felt trapped. Logan, who was used to the open wilderness, felt like a cornered animal.
On top of that, he nearly watched Haru die in his arms much the same way his Pa did. Thankfully, Doctor Fang had been among the crowd gathered and could attend to the wounded chemist immediately, but that whole ordeal had left a bitter taste in his mouth.
So he self-isolated in the temple bell tower.
The hunter didn’t need to alienate himself further by lashing out constantly at everyone.
Grace couldn’t meet his eyes, likely lost in self-blame. Justice only came to fetch him to help with fending off attacks, both Corpsmen acting more weary around him than when he was a bandit. The rest of the town all walked on eggshells around him…
While they all didn’t know the full extent of his feelings, or why he was so upset about the loss of Kat, they could definitely sense that he was a danger to be around.
Really the only people who were confident enough to talk to Logan were Mayor Trudy, with her newfound role as a war leader, and, shockingly, Doctor Fang.
The doc had been on the hunter’s case about injuries, especially considering his gripe with Haru leading an escape mission while injured. Fang had accepted the necessity of the situation. But it had riled the doctor up to see Haru and several other patients of his jeopardizing their recoveries, even if he had agreed that evacuating them to the doctors in Atara was the safest option.
‘Bomb-man spent too much time with you.’ Fang had complained to Logan, ‘Should’ve rested after… bullet wound. Could’ve killed him.’
Logan wasn’t sure if that last part was a warning about the chemist’s condition or a threat from the doc himself, but Doctor Fang wasn’t wrong about the two bandits either. Being on the run for nearly two years after a tragic loss really wore down their sense of self-preservation. The hunter’s own idea of field medicine, rest, and wound treatment had horrified the normally mute doctor over the past two days as well.
His health looked like it would be an ongoing dispute between him and Fang.
The hunter had been getting rest in short bursts though. Quick two-hour naps when his eyes couldn’t stay open. Making sure to take stock of his injuries and letting his stress out by punching Duvos bastards.
The one thing he knew for certain was that he'd need to be in top fighting shape if he hoped to join the Alliance in rescuing Kat. He was going to make damn sure he was on the front lines there. Logan wouldn’t relax until he had her in his arms again.
He was pretty sure that and the constant need to fight off the soldiers were the only things keeping him sane at this point.
Otherwise he might-
“Hey, Logan!”
Justice’s shout broke the hunter out of his thoughts.
He glanced down to see the Sheriff mounted on his horse.
“Can ya check the Highwind Pass bridge? We spotted a large dust cloud that way! Possibly a lot of soldiers movin’ in!”
Right. He’d gotten too distracted, he was supposed to be a lookout, yet here he was with his head in the clouds…
Damn.
There was a large dark mass moving across the bridge in unison, approaching the town fast. A few towering figures that Logan could only surmise were AI machines weaponized by the Duvosian army among them. That was a larger group than any they've faced so far.
“There's a helluva lot of ‘em headed this way! It looks like they've got robots with ‘em!” The hunter shouted down to Justice as he scrambled to gather his things.
He nodded to Burgess, who poked his head up into the bell tower, and scrambled down the tower’s outer platform, opting to hop over the rail instead of taking the cramped stairs inside. As he slid down the sloped roof he let out a piercing whistle.
“AAAAPP!” Rambo appeared underneath the hunter, catching him in the saddle as he jumped off the edge of the roof.
“C’mon ‘bo. To Town Hall.” He clapped his heels into the goat’s side.
They raced down the hill, following the Sheriff’s dust trail as he hollered to rally everyone for the attack, the bell tower ringing the alarm behind them.
Barricades and sniper spots already lined Main Street, a funnel leading to their central defensive position where the air cannon was mounted on the Town Hall’s porch.
The hunter was one of the last in the line of defense along the Square, stationed to protect the cannon and its operator against any Duvosians that managed to slip past the Civil Corpsmen and the rest of the defenders. As they managed so far, the front lines did well dealing with the soldiers as they were scattered by the blasts from the cannon, leaving Logan as little more than ranged backup since he was the sharpest shooter among them.
Swinging down from the saddle Logan clapped a hand against the goat’s side, urging the animal to flee to safety.
“ Fthpth.” The goat sneezed at his master, unwilling to leave.
“Things are ‘bout to get ugly, Rambo. You can't stay.” The hunter sighed. “Go on, git.”
The goat simply huffed, the look in his eye clear. Someone's gotta protect your dumbass an’ Haru ain't here to do it.
The hunter shrugged. He didn't have time to argue.
He took his station by the air cannon, shooting a quick glance at the ragged but determined-looking Tallsky builder, Mi-an. The ominous line of Duvosians growing closer down Main Street.
Gunfire rang out from the forward sniper posts, the sharp cracks of rifles and the echoing boom of Cooper’s shotgun.
The Duvosian line slammed into the barricades like a tidal wave, the massive AI machines leading the forward charge, deflecting bullets and smashing away anything that blocked their paths. At nearly twice the size of a full-grown man and protected by thick rounded metal shells nothing the Sandrockers did seemed to slow the steady march of the machines down.
Desperate shouts echoed from the rooftops as the forward guard of townsfolk immediately retreated towards Martle’s Square.
Logan’s gun leapt from his hip into his hand as he shot down the few soldiers that made the mistake of rushing forward to grab at the fleeing Sandrockers. With very few targets to pick off from his position, he then turned his gun towards the first of the machines. Each round that he dumped into it barely making much more than a dent in their outer shells.
As he watched it bore down on the Civil Corpsmen trying to hold the barricade along Main Street. With a swing of its fist, it sent Justice clear across the square and trapped Unsuur under the rubble of their meager fort. Blasts from Mi-an’s air cannon only seemed to bounce off of the steely surface as it turned its glaring red ‘eye’ towards the town hall.
Great.
Every time they invaded they had something new to throw at the Sandrockers. Now the Duvosians had even found something that could take out their only advantage.
The hunter centered his shots on the glowing ‘eye’ as it ambled towards them, its fists raised.
Finally, a resounding crack froze the machine in place, the red glow going dark as a bullet pierced through to the circuitry behind. The husk of the machine stood in eerie silence as the battlefield seemed to still for a moment.
“The eyes!” Logan roared to the other Sandrockers. “Aim for the eyes!”
He leapt forward off of the deck, yanking his knife free of its sheath. Slamming into the nearest machine like an attack dog let free from its cage. His knife crunched through the glass lens like a fork through a leaf of lettuce.
A scream behind him sank his heart as he heard a strangled metallic crunching noise. With a glance back he saw the air cannon overrun and destroyed by a bunch of Duvosian soldiers, Mi-an thrashing as they restrained her. Crap.
Two more AIs forced their way onto the Square as Logan slammed and threw Duvosians left and right, desperately trying to thin the horde.
The first stepped forward, confronting the hunter head-on.
It swung a heavy arm down towards the hunter, aiming to squash him with one hit.
“AAAAAAA!”
A screaming gray blur shot past him, slamming into the machine and leaving a near-perfect indent of the goat’s head and horns.
The AI teetered for a moment then fell, the sheer force of the headbutt tipping it backward with a resounding crash. Its arms flailed as it struggled to right itself, rocking back and forth like a turtle.
“I guess knocking them over works too.” Logan muttered under his breath.
Rambo pranced away with an angry bleat as more soldiers surged towards the hunter and the goat. Several of them were lashed by flailing hooves and the rest were stuck facing down the seemingly unstoppable Sandrock Monster Hunter.
The tide of the attack turned in their favor. As Logan held back the soldiers and Rambo dodged and baited the second AI machine, Justice managed to free Unsuur from the rubble, and Ri-an and Trudy drove off the soldiers that had overrun Mi-an’s position. With the added pushback from more Sandrockers joining the fray, they managed to push the Duvosians back towards Main Street.
They managed to push the soldiers halfway down Main Street, bottlenecking them between the raised porch of the Blue Moon and Grandma Vivi’s tailor shop.
Unfortunately, the fight took yet another turn as the last AI machine suddenly lost interest in the evasive goat and turned nearly on a dime to strike at the nearby Sandrockers.
Trudy was thankfully able to dodge it but it hit Unsuur square in the chest, flinging him over the rail of the Tailor Shop’s porch.
It forced the Sandrockers back, the threat of being squashed flat scattering them.
The Duvosians surged forward again, managing to grab Mi-an and the Mayor.
Justice leapt towards them in an attempt to save them, only to be forced to retreat by the AI as it tried to throw him in the same direction as Unsuur.
Both the hunter and the Sheriff stumbled back towards Main Street. The AI separating them from their friends. Soldiers flanking them as the remaining Sandrockers went down, injured or captured.
It eventually narrowed down to just Logan and Justice. The former outlaw and the Sheriff fighting practically back-to-back.
“I take the AI, you get the soldiers?” Logan gritted out over his shoulder to Justice.
The Sheriff grimaced as he knocked another Duvosian away with his war hammer. “Sounds like suicide.”
“Wouldn’t be the first time I’ve jumped off a bridge with a friend.”
Justice snorted a laugh. He blocked another strike from another soldier with the handle of his hammer, kicking the man in the chest and sending him careening down the stairs next to the Tailor shop. “Ah, t’ hell with it! Ready when you are!”
The hunter turned towards the AI machine as the Sheriff hefted his hammer up, ready for one last charge-
Salvation descended from the heavens upon the back of a large, rather angry, duck.
It landed with a resounding thump on top of the AI machine. Knocking it over like a toy and pinning it underneath the duck's massive body. As it landed several uniformed soldiers dropped from the sides of its saddle, their colors marking them as the Alliance's own Council Guard.
The remaining Duvosians didn’t hesitate to surrender. Finally faced with a real army, and an angry, monstrous-sized, duck.
That's a Martle Duck. The Monster Hunter in Logan’s mind chimed in quietly as the carnage around them slowed to a stop. It reminded him of the sketches his Pa had shown him; a fluffy duck that was nearly the size of a building. A living myth that had always been a little too fantastical in Logan’s mind.
“Hey, y’all!” A familiar redhead waved to Logan from atop the duck. “Got here jus’ in the nick of time, huh!?” She grinned fiercely as the elite Alliance fighters quickly subdued the remaining Duvosians, directed by a golden blond man with a green cape.
“Elsie?!” Justice laughed out in disbelief as the roar of engines flew overhead, Alliance fighter planes heading towards the Duvosian airship. The sound of cannons and gunfire announcing their arrival.
What about Kat?
Logan found himself equal parts relieved, and equal parts horrified. Haru made it to Atara. That was a relief. But were they just going to drive the Duvosians off? What about the rescue mission? For several moments the hunter’s body was giving his mind mixed signals.
“How’s that for an entrance!” Elsie hooted joyfully as she slipped from the saddle. She slammed into Logan with a crushing hug.
Logan would have taken more time to marvel over how much little Elsie, the younger sister that he’d always known, had changed. It sure was a hell of an entrance for her to make! But the hunter was stuck staring shell shocked at the sky.
“W- what about-” He stuttered. The words not coming easily to him for once as the feeling of nearly losing a battle bled slowly out of his bones.
Elsie leaned back, her brow furrowed slightly in concern at her old friend. After a moment of thought her face cleared as though she could divine what was on his mind. “C’mere.”
She looped her arm through his, dragging him towards the Alliance soldiers. “Justice, you too! C’mon!” The yakgirl shouted over her shoulder.
“Commander!” Elsie waved furiously at the man with the green cape. “Commander Avery!”
The man turned, golden amber eyes piercing through them as he sized up the hunter and the Sheriff.
“What is it?” He turned his attention to the redhead.
“This is Logan and Sheriff Justice. The guys that Haru recommended you talk to.” Elsie turned to scan the ranks of Sandrockers now gathering to help arrest the surrendering Duvosians. “Uh- Grace should be somewhere around here too.”
Commander Avery nodded, turning burning golden eyes back towards Logan. “Your compatriot apprised us of the situation. They’re holding a builder hostage?”
“Y- yeah.” The hunter managed to snap himself out of his daze a little. “She's-”
“We also have reason to believe that they intend to take her back to Duvos.” Grace interrupted, seeming to materialize out of thin air and startling everyone except the Commander. “She has important knowledge about the relics in that ruin.”
“I’ll be leading a mission to the plateau using this duck,” Logan had no clue how Commander Avery managed to say that with a completely straight face, “It’s not likely that the airship will be driven off while they’re still trying to extract whatever relics are down there and we need to put a stop to that. Your compatriot told us that there are powerful starship relics down there, and we cannot let that stay in Duvos’ hands.”
“I’m going along.” Logan volunteered instantly, the exhaustion burning away from his bones instantly.
Justice glanced at him worriedly. “You sure about that, pardner? We're all kinda banged up-”
“I’m going along.”
The Sheriff backed off while Commander Avery raised a brow appreciatively, both clearly sensing the anger radiating off of the hunter.
“If Sandrock can spare any more good fighters, we’ll need every hand we can get to clear out the Duvosians. Our pilots will provide a distraction and try to keep the warship from leaving until we successfully secure the ruin.” The Commander turned back to Justice.
“Have any volunteers meet at the ranch in fifteen minutes.”
—
Kat found it amazing just how easy it was to equate the movements of the Duvosians to a hive of bumble ants… or hornets.
In less than thirty seconds the soldiers had gone from moving around lazily to swarming around and moving things with efficiency. She only overheard snippets about what was going on; ‘the Alliance is attacking our ship-’ and ‘move all relics aboard the ship ASAP!’
Most curiously she’d overheard that they couldn’t figure out how to move the time machine.
Over the past few hours- or was it days at this point? Kat had watched the Duvosians make several attempts at moving it. It went disastrously each time. The surface of the machine was so hot that it burned through ropes and heated chains to the point of snapping. It was too heavy for the smaller AIs, electrocuted one of the larger AIs, and even set one poor Duvosian’s uniform on fire when he got too close.
Now that they were under pressure from the Alliance arriving, they were desperately doing everything short of melting their own hands off.
On the bright side; this chaos was just what Kat needed.
“Hey, Kat.” Stev’s voice startled the builder.
She’d been befriending the Duvosian soldier and he’d been calling her by her name rather than just ‘builder.’ He even told her a little bit about his life in Duvos, just enthused by the fact he actually had someone willing to listen to him.
It was a little heartbreaking, almost like they could've been friends in a different timeline.
“The Commander wants us to move you to the airship now.” Stev leaned over, grabbing her arm gently with an apologetic look.
“O-oh.” Oh shit.
He tried to pull her along but she froze. She can’t go on that ship, she’d never see Sandrock again if she did.
“Wait. Stev.” Kat pulled back, the soldier turning to her with a furrowed brow. “The letters. Can I send the letters?”
She picked up the scraps of paper from her cot, looking at the Duvosian with the most pleading look that she could muster.
“Now’s probably not the time for that-”
“Please.” The builder grabbed his hand, holding the letters against it. “You know as well as I do that if they take me to Duvos these letters will never make it home.”
A shadow crossed Stev’s face. He did know that. If anyone knew the harshness of the Empire it would be the low-down people like him.
He took the letters gingerly, slight resignation on his face as though he could sense her plans. His sense of morality winning out over his sense of duty.
“Stay here, builder.” He sighed. “I'll talk with the Commander.”
The Duvosian hurried out of the room, leaving only the distracted hauling team to look after her. A mistake considering they were running around trying to extinguish another fire.
Kat wasted no time slinking out of the room like a shadow.
—
The duck’s landing on the plateau was a little rough.
Aside from Logan and the Sheriff, Grace, Unsuur, and Elsie decided to tag along on the rescue mission. On top of four soldiers and Commander Avery himself, that made ten people riding on the duck and its makeshift carry basket.
Which meant that the duck, Daisy, as Elsie named her, couldn’t stay in the air very long at all.
A couple of the Alliance soldiers took a rough fall from the saddle and they all witnessed Justice catch a face full of dirt, but they came out mostly unscathed.
Shaken, but unscathed.
“You guys go on ahead, Elsie and I will see about disabling the airship!” Grace called down to them, urging Daisy to fly off without waiting for a response.
“Stubborn woman.” The Commander grumbled darkly.
Logan wasn’t sure who outranked who between those two, considering Grace’s status as a spy, but they evidently disagreed with each other over who had authority.
They’d argued about whether or not to split their team and have some of them land on the ship to check if they were keeping Kat there, something which Logan thought was a good idea, but Commander Avery did not want to split up their group citing that their first and foremost mission was to clear the Northern Ruins of the Duvosian army.
The Commander let out a sigh.
“Logan, Sheriff, you’re with me. Jamie, Wan, you take the rear guard. Martin, Unsuur, Adrien, guard the entrance. Capture anyone trying to escape.” Avery ordered.
The Alliance soldiers saluted and Logan found himself shifting from foot to foot with impatience.
There were so many things he wanted to do.
Find Kat namely.
But also maybe kill Pen and punish each and every Duvosian who made the mistake of setting foot on Sandrock soil.
Following the Commander into the ruins the first thing they discovered was that they were remarkably intact. Specifically, the security systems were amazingly, and very annoyingly, intact.
The moment they set foot past the entryway they were beset by lasers.
For the most part, they were easy to dodge and easy to snipe. Getting zapped by them hurt worse than all get out though. Logan was thankfully only grazed by one of them, but it still felt like every sunburn he'd ever gotten concentrated in one spot.
Aside from those nuisances, they found that the ruins were swarming with Duvosians.
None of them were nearly as skilled at fighting as the Alliance Commander or either Sandrocker. If anything, Logan suspected they might be slightly malnourished since they’d found that the soldier’s rations consisted almost exclusively of canned cabbages. The hunter could easily fling the Duvosians around with one arm.
They practically waded through the Duvosians’ defenses until the Commander signaled for Logan and Justice to stop and be quiet.
A couple of soldiers were chatting casually just around the corner, oblivious to the carnage just down the hall from them.
“...did ya hear though? Apparently, there's more than just the Starship engines. They've got a time machine!”
“Really? I always thought that kind of thing was an old-world fantasy!”
“Yeah, me too! But Tiger even caught a time traveler living among the people in Sandrock.”
“No wonder they want that thing more than the Olympia engines… Imagine how many things you could do with a relic like that!”
Justice exchanged an alarmed look with Logan. Grace was right, they do know about the time machine.
“A time traveler?” Commander Avery muttered under his breath, confusion on his face.
“Kat. The builder they kidnapped.” Logan answered quietly.
The Commander's eyes widened, understanding dawning on his face as he realized a little about why the Sandrocker was so desperate to bring Kat back. Logan unfortunately didn't have time to elaborate as the Duvosians, escorted by another one of those large AI lifter robots, turned the corner and spotted them.
“Hey!”
“Intruders! Capture them!”
The AI lumbered forward with surprising speed, raising its arms to crush them.
Avery leapt out of the way as it shattered the floor where he'd been standing. Justice swung wide with his hammer leaving a sizable dent in the machine's armor, staggering it as it tried to lift its fists again clumsily.
The Duvosian soldiers charged, one pulling a measly combat knife while the other two pulled out metal batons. Logan flung the knife-wielder across the room. The other two tried to flank Justice when Commander Avery drew his own sword.
They weren’t particularly hard to put the soldiers out of the fight.
One collapsed with a scream as Avery slashed his leg and Logan tackled the other, knocking him out against the floor.
The AI was harder to handle.
Justice evaded its hits nimbly, making deeper and deeper dents in its shell with his hammer. But the machine was unfazed, the strikes doing little more than aesthetic damage to it.
“Hit the eye!” Logan dodged another swing, the metal whooshing over his head. “That’s the weak spot!”
“You don’t think I’m trying?!” The Sheriff huffed out, backing away again as his hammer bounced off the machine.
Like a gold-and-green shadow, Commander Avery shot forward, sliding under the AI’s arm and stabbing the point of his blade nearly to the hilt into the ‘eye’ of the machine. It froze in place, the loud humming from its joints dying with little more than a metallic whine.
Pulling his sword free he jerked his head in the direction the Duvosians came from. “Come on. We’ve wasted enough time.”
The short stretch of hallway led to a locked door and an entryway to the main atrium of the space center. A massive machine sat in the center of a cylindrical room, the marking ‘ Olympia Number 06 ’ clear on the side. The ceiling of the room led all the way to the surface where they could see the Duvosian airship hovering above a massive opening to the ruin, ropes hung all the way down into the dizzying depths of the ruins below them.
“O- lym- pi- a… that’s the starship they were talking about, huh?” Justice shook his head, eyes wide at all the new things around them. “And there were six of these things? Who knew this stuff was here…”
“Look.” Commander Avery pointed to a spot just over the railing to where a massive engine sat suspended by some of the ropes around the machine. “They’re hauling the engines to the airship.” His voice was troubled, the steaks of their mission a lot clearer than before. “Though I don’t see that time machine that they mentioned…”
“We’ll have to keep an eye out, we don’t know what it looks like.” Logan’s heartbeat thrummed in his ears. Plus, it was likely that they were keeping Kat alongside the time machine.
If they found it, they would likely find her.
Making their way back into the hall they couldn’t go through the locked door as it requested a key card. With no other place to go, they continued down the hall to what looked like a dead-end room with two Duvosian guards.
Yet again the soldiers were not difficult to defeat. Hell, having to snipe the security lasers off of the walls were more of an issue to Logan. It was almost a pity they were so weak. He just wished there weren't so many of them…
As he plucked the key card off of one of their unconscious bodies, he noticed a familiar mark on the wall. A splash of red paint that looked almost out of place within the neat walls of the old-world ruins. His Pa’s mark.
It was the symbol that Howlett used to mark ruins that had monsters in them.
Logan’s fingers brushed over the mark almost reverently. He was here.
Even with what Kat had told him about what happened to his Pa… It hurt to know that his last days alive were spent alone among so many enemies. His loss still burning like a fresh wound.
“What’s that?” Justice asked over the hunter’s shoulder.
“My Pa’s hunter mark.” Logan pulled his hand away. “Kat told me that he was captured by the Duvosians in these ruins… That Pen injected him with that virus here.” He practically spat the Duvosian’s name.
“The time traveler.” Commander Avery glanced up at them from where he was tying up the Duvosians. “How much did she know?”
“Practically everything. She lived through all this shit in her previous timeline.” The hunter shook his head sadly. “We almost didn’t believe her until Grace dug up all of that stuff under the Oasis.”
The Commander hissed through his teeth quietly. “We should’ve been here sooner. The ACI agent reported everything but the Council wasted so much time arguing-” He paused for a breath, a storm brewing on his face. “There may be Duvos spies within the Alliance Council’s ranks too,” Avery admitted almost ashamedly. “The fact that we’ve fallen short here in Sandrock despite all the warnings we’d been given… It’s almost like the bureaucracy was doing it on purpose.”
The hunter and the Sheriff looked at Commander Avery in alarm.
If that really was the case it was no wonder bad things just seemed to keep happening.
“Come on.” The Commander straightened, turning on his heel back towards where the locked door was. “We need to put a stop to this… and with any luck, we can prevent this from becoming a worse disaster.”
—
Between Commander Avery’s revelation, the grindingly slow old-world elevator transit, finding another of Howlett’s old hunting marks, and the fact that they had to snipe all of the damned old-world lasers that were trying to chip away at them… Logan’s nerves were on edge.
So much so that when they finally reached the end of the transit system he was ready to crack some skulls open.
“...It’s just some letters, Commander Lefu.”
They could hear more voices down the stairs in front of them.
“Your job is to look after the builder, Soldier. You should have never left your station.” A low voice snapped. “I don’t care if they’re letters to her family or letters to the Emperor himself. She’s a prisoner, she has no authority to send them!”
“But sir-”
“Don’t make me repeat myself, Soldier.”
Logan’s feet were moving before his mind caught up with his plan.
He launched himself over the railing and landed in front of the two Duvosians standing next to a telegraph station. One of them wore a more elaborate uniform than the others they’d seen, the Commander presumably, and the other held letters in his hands. The hunter zeroed in on that one.
Kat’s letters.
With all the wrath his body could muster, Logan slammed the Duvosian Commander into the wall, a crunch telling him that the man wasn’t likely to get up any time soon.
The other soldier squeaked, dropping the letters as he clawed at the weapon on his belt.
The hunter grabbed him by the neck, pinning the Duvosian to the wall with one hand and ripping away his weapon with the other.
“WHERE IS SHE?” Logan roared in the man’s face.
“Woah, Logan!” Justice called from above, where he’d left the Sheriff and Alliance Commander behind. Both of them looked at him with slight concern.
“He knows where Kat is!” The hunter snapped back up at them. “He has letters from her!”
“And he won't be able to tell you where she is if you choke him to death.” Commander Avery pointed out mildly.
The Duvosian soldier’s face was turning red from lack of oxygen, clutching desperately at the hunter’s grip. As angry as he was he felt a little guilt at the fear he saw in the smaller man’s eyes. He was probably getting a little too unhinged for his own good…
Logan let go and the soldier slumped to the floor, gasping for air.
“You’re going to take us to her.” He growled out at the man.
The Duvosian swallowed and nodded uneasily.
Finally, they’d find her.
—
Kat had made excellent progress in escaping. She’d managed to get roughly halfway up the ruin’s levels and it was a relief to be farther from the burning room where the time machine was. She was so close to the elevators that would take her to the surface.
So close to going home.
She was slinking around the edge of one of the rooms when a booming voice froze her in place.
The room below the catwalk where she stood was brimming with Duvosian soldiers.
“Well? What’s the hold-up?” Pen snarled at a group of soldiers.
“W- we can’t figure out how to move the machine, it burns through anything we use. Even the steel chains.” One of the men stammered out.
“Tell Tiger that we might need the battle mech to move it then.” The Duvosian Commander hissed with frustration. “Really, you guys cannot be this stupid. Especially with the Alliance ready to wring all our necks.”
“We- uh, we also have more bad news, sir.”
“What is it?” Pen’s voice was bitterly cold, “What else could you guys muck up?”
“The builder is missing and we can't find Private Stev anywhere.” The nearest soldier squeaked out, his voice cracking a little with fear. “And- uh… Several Alliance soldiers and Sandrock soldiers have breached the premises-”
The man didn’t even get the chance to finish his sentence when Pen grabbed him by the skull and slammed him into the floor. Leaving the poor soul crumpled unconscious, and very likely injured, against the concrete.
“Captain.”
“Y- yes sir.” One of the men responded, eyes fixed on the soldier on the floor.
“Take your men to stop the Sandrockers, and bring that builder back to me.” The Duvosian Commander spoke with a level of calm that was belied by what he’d just done less than a moment ago.
“Yes, sir!”
Pen turned away and headed out the door that led to the main atrium. That was where they had the cables to haul the starship engines.
A thought struck the builder. Those engines were just as dangerous in the Duvosian’s hands…
It was a bad idea.
Kat knew it was a bad idea.
Especially with how close she was to freedom…
But she needed to stop the Duvosians from getting those engines too.
Time machine or not, those engines alone could spell a new kind of disaster for the whole Alliance should Duvos use them to create a weapon.
Slinking around the edge of the room she found a tall stack of crates she could use to cover her descent from the catwalk. Scrambling down the stack she hid in one of the open crates filled to the brim with weaponry.
A familiar red metal gleam caught her eye.
A weapon that she was very familiar with, yet refused to use after the one time she was forced to; Howlett’s Shotgun.
She’d forgotten that this was where she’d found it.
It was almost amazing that the Duvosians hadn’t thought to move it or stow it away.
Strapping it to her back she also nabbed the extra shotgun shells and a pair of daggers. Kat would need everything she could find to fight this uphill battle.
With a steadying breath, she peeked up out of the crate. The room was surprisingly devoid of Duvosians. The builder could only hope that Logan, Justice, and whatever Alliance soldiers were with them could fend off that many soldiers.
Hopping out of the crate she crept towards the hall that led to the main chamber of the ruins. The Olympia launch chute.
The height of the glass and metal walkway was almost dizzying. Almost made worse by the fact there was no cover to hide behind here.
It felt like a death trap.
Kat spotted the harness where they were hauling the engine up. The ropes strained heavily against the weight of the massive relic. All she needed to do was cut them and let it fall.
Glancing around, the coast seemed clear. The atrium was devoid of all signs of life. Duvosian or Alliance.
She sprinted for the relic, drawing one of the daggers to cut the ropes.
A strike from behind knocked the breath out of Kat, her dagger skittering away from her hand as she fell to the ground. Baleful laughter rang in her ears as she tried to get her bearings.
Pen.
He’d waited in ambush, where was he waiting?
She’d forgotten how high and far the man could jump. He was inhumanly fast.
How did he know she’d come back here?
“Well, well, well.” He purred. “You just couldn’t listen, could you?”
Kat bristled, thrashing in his grip as he swung her around to face him. Holding her tight by her collar.
“You just love playing the hero don’t you?” He hauled her to the edge of the platform, holding her over the precarious edge. “Are you so desperate to throw your life away for this dying town?”
His eyes glittered with malice as he watched her struggle.
Pen leaned in close, brushing his lips against her ear. “I could make that easier for you. I could even be… gentle.” Her skin crawled as he cackled again.
“Don’t worry, Tiger commanded that you’re taken alive. Whatever happens, they need you…”
He pulled away, predatory excitement in his eyes as he hauled her closer to himself, away from the ledge. The Duvosian moved his hand from her cloak to her throat, squeezing hard enough to choke. Reigniting the pain from the bruises she still had and undoubtedly creating new ones.
“Though they didn’t say you needed to be able to walk.”
The builder’s blood ran cold.
She crept her hands as slowly as she could towards the dagger she still had left on her hip, every nightmare she’d had about that horrible day in the previous timeline making themselves fresh in her mind.
Fear burned her down to her soul like frostbite. That all-consuming feeling of panic returning in full force.
A loud crash from behind drew Pen’s attention.
“PEN!” Logan’s voice roared, the familiar sound melting the ice in Kat’s veins.
The Duvosian turned, letting Kat see the hunter flanked by Justice and… was that Commander Avery? The hunter was holding a defeated Stev by the collar of his uniform. All three of them looked battered and burned, having had to fight nearly an entire army to get here.
Despite looking exhausted Logan’s rage radiated off of him like a violent aura.
He tossed the Duvosian soldier aside and snarled at Pen. “Let. Her. Go.”
“Oh?” Pen held her out at arm's length over the ledge again. “Are you sure that’s what you want?”
The hunter paled slightly but showed no other signs of fear, his eyes fixed on the Duvosian.
“You’re bluffing, I know you’ve got orders to bring her in alive.” Logan’s voice was cold and sharp, a hollowness in it that Kat hadn’t ever heard before. Something’s not right.
“Ah, shame.” Pen threw her down on the walkway behind him and she gasped for air as she could finally breathe properly again. “Looks like we’ll have to settle this the hard way again.”
He glanced down at the builder with a cold smile. “Watch this, love, I’ll kill your precious boy toy. Then you won’t have any reason to fight anymore, right?"
Logan launched himself at the Duvosian with a wordless cry.
As easily as swatting a fly, Pen batted the hunter away. The sluggishness in the hunter’s movements was apparent- even the Sheriff and the Alliance Commander were moving slow. They were exhausted after having to fight through an entire army with only three people. Every soldier, robotic AI, and security turret having worked away at them until they were ragged and pained while facing down an unstoppable enemy.
Pen was rested and charged for a fight while Logan and the others were unfortunately worn down by attrition and injury.
No.
No. No. No.
Memories flooded her over every moment Pen had hurt the people she cared about. The threats he’d made to Sandrock, the explosion in the Outback cave when she feared that Andy and the gang got hurt, the moment she saw him reach for Andy again during the confrontation in Martle’s Square… Haru’s body falling in the street, and the enraged look on Logan’s face as he met Pen’s eyes.
By Peach… with everything that's been taken from Logan…
The pain that she’d felt when Pen told her that Haru died gripped her lungs. Sending a lance of fear through her heart with every blow the Duvosian landed on the hunter and squeezing her throat with an icy grip every time she saw Logan’s dulled, tired-eyed look.
What if he throws his life away?
What if he can’t win?
What if he dies?
How many more people would Pen take from her?
Was this her punishment for flying too close to the sun?
Fear gripped Kat in a way it only had once before.
That same clawing instinct that was desperate for survival, this time not for herself but for the people she cared about.
For Logan.
Pen dodged yet another attack easily and grabbed the Alliance Commander’s tattered cloak. He flung him at the Sheriff, knocking both men across the threshold of one of the doorways across the platform. The eerie shrill of the Duvosian’s relic weapon pierced the air as he shot the door controls, triggering the forcefield and trapping the two behind it.
No.
The distinctive beep of one of the ruin’s laser turrets echoes from above, its red gleam lighting up the hunter’s back.
No.
A scream ripped out of Logan as it hit him square on the shoulders, forcing him to his knees.
No!
The rising shrill of Pen’s relic weapon stabbed at Kat’s ears as maniacal laughter filled the seemingly endless ruin around them.
No! No! No!
Kat let out her own screeching war cry, her last dagger leaving her hip as she grabbed at the Duvosian Commander’s arm. Hauling back with all her might, Pen's energy bolt shot wide, flying across the cavern and exploding the starship engine with a heat that drove nearly all the oxygen out of the room. The burning wreck fell, cinders flying up the atrium as though the launch center had been turned into one giant rocket stove.
Still not done, the builder raised her dagger, driving it with all her might through the back of the Duvosian’s hand sending sparks flying from the relic. She barely heard his roar of pain over the thundering in her ears as she grappled with the struggling man. Trying to steer him over the edge of the walkway-
Pen ripped Kat off of his shoulder with his good hand, pure unadulterated rage replacing any semblance of composure the Duvosian had.
With little more than a swing of his arm, he threw her over the ledge like a sack of trash. The only thing she could focus on as they disappeared above her was the look of fear in Logan’s eyes.
The depth of the room was dizzying as the void whipped past her ears, the increasing distance between her and Logan being the only measurement her mind could focus on as she fell.
I have to protect him.
That was the last thought to run through her head before she felt the awful crunch.
—
Notes:
Oops, another cliffhanger...
This is a bit of a late-night update for me. Sorry for the delay. I spent *way* too much time debating if I needed to chop this into two different chapters, plus the pacing had me in a Duvosian chokehold. I ended up keeping the chapter together but do let me know what y'all think! Is it noticeable?
Anywho, y'all tune in next week to see if I end up jumping the shark with this story!
Chapter 36: A Gal and A Shotgun
Summary:
(Warning: Descriptions of injury and bloody violence.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Blinding rage was all Logan could feel.
Like an animal lost in a swirl of primal emotion. The last thing he could remember was terrified hazel eyes disappearing over the ledge. As though half his mind fell down into the void with her.
It wasn't until Justice caught his bloodied fist that he snapped back to reality for a moment.
The hunter was perched on top of an unconscious Pen, senselessly beating the man with his fists.
Everything was a mess. He couldn't tell if the blood on his hands was from his split knuckles or what was left of the Duvosian’s face. Logan couldn't even remember how he took Pen down. Just the unrelenting boiling feeling in his veins screaming for violence.
Some small, sane, part of his mind was terrified of this new feeling.
He was an emotional man- impulsive as Haru called it- but he’d never lost control like this. Especially not during a fight.
It was exhilarating to be able to take down what was an unbeatable opponent just moments ago with such ease. But at the same time, it was horrifying to realize he was capable of beating another human being within an inch of their life out of pure anger alone.
Even if that man was the monster who took everything from him-
His blood boiled again, the animalistic parts of his mind demanding its pound of flesh.
Logan struggled against the Sheriff’s grip until his words broke the hunter out of his rage.
“C'mon! We have to get down there and find her, man!”
Kat.
He needed to get to Kat.
The Sheriff kept a firm grip on his arm as he dragged the hunter away from the unconscious Duvosian.
Across the room, Commander Avery stood with the two Alliance soldiers that he’d originally told to be the rear guard. Evidently, they’d caught up.
“This looks like the way down.” The Commander gestured to the doorway next to them. “We only have one more level of the ruin to secure.”
Through the door was another elevator. A shorter one thankfully. Followed by an exit back to the main atrium that led to the space underneath the rocket.
But what they saw made it clear that they were still in for a long fight.
The space was lit by embers and flames. It looked like the burning wreck of the first starship engine had landed on the second one, destroying both and scattering fire and debris across the floor. Smoke would’ve filled the room had it not had space to rise up skyward through the launch chute. The shadows of Duvosians darted around in the smog, no doubt trying to salvage what was left of the relics. Across the room Logan’s eyes snapped to the broken form of Kat laying on the ground, the white of her cloak like a beacon in the hazy gray and orange that surrounded them.
A massive mech stood over her, the painted colors on it marking it as a Duvosian weapon. Its back was turned to them as it reached down a massive hand to nudge at the builder’s still body.
“Hey!” The shout ripped out of Logan before he could stop it, his heart hammering in his chest.
The mechanical monster turned to face them revealing Matilda in the glass dome of the pilot's seat, a scowl on her face.
Despite his earlier outburst of energy, Logan felt tired.
He forced himself to square up for another fight, but a gnawing feeling in the back of his head told him he wouldn’t be much help. The weight of his own limbs felt like too much to hold up.
“Well.” The old- fake- Minister crooned softly. “Look where you’ve gotten yourself, young man.”
Logan’s hand trembled on the grip of his pistol, Justice and Avery tensing beside him.
“You know- we intended to keep her alive.” Matilda sighed softly. “Kat is imperative to our mission… ah, I guess that’s was now. A fall from that height? She doesn't have long.” She shook her head. “Whatever you did, you’ve basically killed her.”
It felt like the breath was punched out of the hunter. As much as he blamed Pen, it was Logan’s life that she had jumped in to save… His weakness that she had thrown her life away for.
“You’re the ones invading Alliance territory and killing innocent people, Duvosian.” Commander Avery spat back, snapping Logan out of his mental spiral.
The mech whirred as it straightened, energy shields on its wrists and torso activating as it loomed to its full height.
“Oh? And aren't you the ones who arrived too late to properly save anyone, Commander?” Matilda snorted. “Wasn’t it the Alliance who failed Sandrock for the past fifty or so years?” Avery showed no reaction to her words and she turned her gaze back towards the two Sandrockers. “Are you sure you two want to fight us? We’ve done nothing but help while everyone else sat on their thumbs.”
“Don’t you fucking dare.” Logan growled out, hackles raised with false confidence fueled by hate alone. “Pen is the one who killed my Pa, the one who hurt Kat. You are the one who stood aside knowing what he did, YOU are the one standing in my way.” He drew his pistol with a shaking hand. “I’m going to kill you.”
“Have it your way.”
The mech raised its hand and several Duvosian soldiers hustled forward from the corners of the room behind it. Logan’s heart sank. He needed to get to Kat. But there were too many of them.
Exhausted as he was, he’d be lucky to take down a few of the soldiers with him.
Beyond that, how on Earth would they get past Matilda’s mech suit? The damn thing glowed orange and red, standing proud as though it knew it was impenetrable.
It stomped towards them, its glowing center brightening as it charged.
CRACK!
A familiar boom echoed around the ruin, along with the shattering of glass and the acrid smell of gunpowder and electricity. Matilda’s machine stumbled and collapsed to its knees mid-step. Its joints whining in protest against the sudden stop.
The mech practically froze in place, its lights flickering and alarms buzzing out warnings.
“What?!?” Matilda shrieked. “What’s happened?!”
“Heavy damage identified. Emergency mode engaged…” The mech chirped in a chipper AI voice. Bolts of electricity shot out of the back of the machine, and the soldiers scrambled to get away from it as searing sparks filled the air.
Logan’s eyes sought out the source of the boom, of the gunshot, and a familiar flash of metallic red caught his attention.
Kat held up his Pa’s shotgun from where she lay, her arms trembling with the effort of keeping the weapon aloft. After a moment she dropped it, her arms falling limp.
“Work you stupid thing!” The Duvosian woman slammed the controls inside the machine desperately. “Work!”
The mech swayed as it came back on, the lights in the cockpit snapping back to life at the press of a button. Matilda’s panic turned to smug triumph with a chuckle. She grabbed the controls as the machine stood up once again. The whirring of machinery growing louder.
“Emergency egress mode, engaged.”
All the color left the woman's face, her smile dropping instantly. “Emergency what-!?”
“Three, two, one-”
Before, she could do anything the limbs shot off of the mech. Rockets ignited on the back of the cockpit launching the whole thing up the silo. It slipped through the opening high above them in the ruin, continuing skyward seemingly endlessly. Leaving nothing but stunned silence in its wake.
Chaos broke out as the few remaining Duvosians scattered into the corners of the ruins, likely hoping to evade capture.
“We'll handle the remaining soldiers. You go help the builder.” Commander Avery signaled to his men, disappearing into the smog after the errant soldiers.
Logan didn't need to be told twice he was off like an arrow, sliding to his knees next to Kat. Laying a gentle hand on hers.
She's breathing.
His own breath was shallow. The builder’s body looked so small and broken, several joints looked out of place and she was deathly pale. Too much blood staining her clothes. As soon as she felt his hand her eyes fluttered open. Hazel meeting his-
Kat was looking at him like he was made of sunlight.
The warmth and love in her eyes nearly made him sob, as though his presence alone was enough to put her at peace despite her shattered bones. Like the pain was nothing as long as she could look at him. The hunter did everything he could to choke back his own tears.
“Hey, darlin’.” Logan’s voice cracked as he spoke softly, “I jus’ need you ta hang in there for me, okay? We’re going to get you out of here.”
Little more than a soft breath left her throat as her eyes flicked across his face, a small smile wobbled across her lips.
As the hunter slid his arms underneath her body gently her eyelids drooped.
“Stay with me darlin’.” Logan felt his heart in his throat, he didn’t want her falling unconscious now… “Jus’ try to stay awake.”
Kat’s eyes flicked to meet his again, sadness mixing with the warmth. Like she had already accepted that she wouldn’t make it.
Logan’s stomach swooped as he lifted her fully into his arms. Everything felt wrong… too loose- and limp, like her body didn’t work anymore. Her eyes drifted closed and the hunter nearly stopped breathing, the temptation to shake her awake stopped by the stabbing fear of hurting her.
The journey back to the surface went by in a blur, with the hunter moving just under a dead run as he tried not to jostle the builder. But it still felt too slow.
Like one of those nightmares where his legs just won't work.
Each step Logan took was followed with his soft assurances and pain-filled pleas, each passing second broken with quiet stay-with-mes and you’ll-be-okays. False promises to fill the unnerving silence that had fallen over Kat and desperate attempts to assure himself that she wasn’t gone. The booms of the Alliance planes attacking and the roar of the fleeing Duvos airship barely broke through the ringing in his ears.
The sunlight and open air only seemed to highlight how pale Kat was.
Elsie and Grace only needed a glance at the look on Logan’s face when they landed. They wasted no words, waiting silently as Logan climbed into the basket.
They turned the duck towards the clinic, the flight itself short and simple now that the airship was gone. Logan felt himself wince slightly as the whole basket jolted when the duck landed.
Doctor Fang was waiting outside his clinic already, his already grim face turning grimmer as he saw Kat in the hunter’s arms.
He ushered them inside, directing him to set the builder down on one of the hospital beds. Logan set her down as gingerly as he could as the Doctor rushed around pulling supplies off the shelves and creating a pile of tools and medicine on the bedside table.
Then he tried to pull the hunter away from the bedside.
Logan tensed, yanking his arm from the Doctor’s grasp. With a frustrated sigh, Fang pointed at one of the empty beds. “You’re hurt too.” The Doc explained gently, “I need you out of the way… for her sake.” He added with a tilt of his head.
The hunter relented, he could at least see her from there.
Sitting on the bed he felt the adrenaline draining out of his limbs, days of grit and exhaustion burning his eyes. Doctor Fang handed him a small vial of clear liquid. Medicine.
He tried to hand it back, a mumble along the lines of; ‘treat her first’ rumbling out of him. Fang shook his head.
“Pain meds, you need to rest… I’ll help her.” He pushed the medicine back towards the hunter. Watching patiently as the hunter downed it in one gulp.
The effect was almost immediate.
His eyes drooped and his vision blurred, unconsciousness slowly consuming him like a wave. Logan tried to fight it, willing his body to protest, but he only slumped forward with a soft whimper. The Doctor caught him before he could fall out of the bed. Laying the hunter on his side.
As darkness overtook his vision Logan kept his eyes fixed on where Kat lay.
It was almost cruel.
Her hair was fanned out like a halo, her face peaceful. As though she was simply asleep. Logan could almost believe that she was just sleeping if it weren't for all the blood.
Darkness fogged the last of his sight as Doctor Fang pulled the privacy screen between them.
—
The hunter woke much later, a little belligerent and in a lot of pain.
When he’d woken up, he’d found all his wounds treated, stitched, and bandaged. Though that did nothing for the searing pain that was the laser burn wound on his back. It sent shards of pain up and down his spine nearly any time he moved.
Despite that he’d made a fuss, trying to get the Doctor to let him see Kat.
He wasn’t in any state to force his way through as he was on a hell of a lot of painkillers, making him sluggish and clumsy. It felt like every last ounce of strength he’d had was sapped away by some unseen power. Even their arguments were little more than a question from Logan followed by a firm shut-down by Fang.
Perhaps it was because of their past experience with what happened to Howlett, or the fact that Logan had pretty much proven he can’t be trusted to look after himself while injured, but the Doctor was significantly more aggressive with him.
Now he was sitting in a makeshift waiting area.
Out of all the injured people he was the only one that chose to stay in the clinic instead of returning home.
Strangely enough, he was the only one who the Doc was perfectly fine with staying for some reason, in spite of the arguing.
It’d always been hard to tell what the quiet man was thinking-
“Hey, Logan.”
The hunter jolted. He hadn’t heard Justice stroll in.
“I- uh, I don’t know if you wanted this-” The Sheriff stammered out a little sheepishly. “I picked it up when you took Kat.”
He held out a red shotgun, the dull gleam of gunmetal all too familiar to Logan.
His Pa’s shotgun.
Logan hadn’t thought to grab it despite the fact that it was lying next to Kat, he was far too focused on getting her back to Sandrock. His stomach turned as he took the gun silently. It felt cold and heavy in his hands…
“Has there been any news?” Justice glanced at the privacy screen where Fang was keeping Kat.
“No.” Logan replied flatly. “He's had to do multiple surgeries, an’ that's all I could figure out by watching. He won't talk.”
“Mind if I sit with ya?”
The hunter only grunted in reply. It didn't look like the Sheriff was going to accept ‘no.’
Justice settled next to Logan, silence stretching between them.
After a long few minutes, they heard a commotion. Fang’s bird, X, flew overhead and landed on his perch, grumbling irritably. The raven normally had a genial and mischievous presence, but now he sat like a gloomy shadow glaring at the men. His black feathers ruffled in agitation.
With a puff of his feathers, X let out a caterwauling cry, sounding more like a raven than he ever had in the years that the Doctor and his bird had lived in Sandrock.
Loud, low wails that seemed to shatter the air with their mournfulness.
It made the blood freeze in Logan’s veins. No, no, no, nonono.
“X! Silence!” Doctor Fang’s harsh voice silenced the bird as he stepped out from behind the privacy screen.
The bird stopped his ruckus, though he still let out barely stifled croaks of sadness.
Logan was on his feet before the Doc could say anything else. His face was grim, more so than when he told the hunter that his Pa was ill and he couldn’t cure it. It was a look that only bore bad news. The worst news a Doctor could bear.
Their eyes met and that pain flooded back anew.
“Please…” Was all Logan could wheeze out despite his soul screaming out for some kind of miracle.
Fang shook his head.
“She’s dead…?” Justice croaked out, his head falling into his hands.
The hunter fell to his knees, the Sheriff’s question crushing him like the whole weight of the sky itself bore down on him. Yet another bright light in his life snuffed out as though the world didn’t want him to have a reason to live-
“Not… quite…” The Doctor’s pained and halting voice broke through the fog of pain. “Still… alive.”
Logan’s head snapped up, as did Justice’s, the Doctor’s words seizing the attention of both men.
“What do you mean not quite?” Logan demanded, though his voice couldn’t muster anger through the wave of grief.
“She’s… alive. Close call… but stable condition.” Fang looked down miserably. “But the… damage… is too much. Brain injury… spine injury… Not even old-world tech could fix it. Kat is… asleep… but she can’t wake up.”
A coma…?
“So it’s like she’s dead then?” The Sheriff spoke flatly as he ran a hand over his face.
“I won’t… give up.” Fang shook his head. “But yes.”
Silence fell over them, loss clouding the air like fog. None of them knew what to say. Really, there was nothing to be said.
Nothing that could be done.
“I- I’ll go inform everyone.” Justice managed to speak around the tears he was holding back, hurrying to leave before the dam could break. Leaving the other two to their own devices.
Doctor Fang refused to look up, the tension between him and the hunter unbearable. The situation all too familiar to the both of them.
Fang turned away, back towards the privacy screen.
“Wait-” Logan struggled to his feet. “Can… can I see her?” His voice shook.
He wasn’t entirely sure he could handle seeing her like that, but he needed to be by her. Needed to be there for every possibility, for any chance that she might wake or any chance she might die. He needed her.
The Doctor hesitated before nodding. “Let me clean… first.” He answered gently, a look of understanding and concern on his face. At the very least he wasn’t going to let the distressed hunter see her in a bloody, messy, post-surgery state.
With that, he disappeared back behind the screen. Only the gentle clatter of tidying and the feelings of grief were left to accompany Logan.
His chest felt hollow, like it would pop like a bubble at any moment.
Turning back to the chair he’d been sitting on, his foot hit something with a metallic clatter. Looking down-
The shotgun.
An electric bolt of pain shot through his chest as he knelt down to pick it up. Inexplicable anger burned in his chest.
Anger towards Pen, towards Duvos, and strangely enough… this gun.
It was a soft simmer underneath his skin. Like a need to see it all destroyed.
Like he wanted to see this thing melted down and thrown into the sea.
As a weapon it was meant to protect them- to protect Howlett and Kat- but it failed miserably. They were gone. Logan had lost two people and this damned gun hadn’t helped either one of them.
It had one job and it failed.
He had failed.
Realization hit him like a runaway train. It wasn’t the gun he was angry at, that was just a placeholder…
He was angry at himself. He was the one that failed to protect them. Failed to be there in their hours of need. Failed them. Logan had no one to blame but himself. For not being stronger, for not having their backs, for not being able to save them.
They were gone because of Logan.
The hunter slumped down, practically cradling the gun to himself, a silent scream shaking his whole body.
—
Notes:
Oh, the cost of victory sucks. (Worry not as we're not done yet.)
I have two chapters that I wanted to post today. Though the second one will be posted sometime today or tomorrow as it is still in the works. For now, though, have this little chunk of suffering.
See y'all real soon!
Chapter 37: Should've, Could've, Would've
Summary:
Grief ain't just one emotion...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Time flew by in a dull blur.
Once Fang let Logan be by Kat’s side, he never left. Only eating or sleeping when one of the townsfolk or the Doc were bothered enough to force him to. Doctor Fang was even kind enough to let the hunter use the clinic’s bath to wash up, insisting that he needed to keep himself clean so that the burn wound on his back would heal properly.
Other than that, Logan had been sitting in a silent vigil. Dutifully waiting for any sign of Kat waking up.
The world around them seemed to move on. According to Justice, Alliance troops have moved in and even made camp at the Northern Ruins to ensure no Duvosian soldiers were left behind. The town was busy rebuilding, especially since the fires from the explosives destroyed parts of the buildings along Main Street and half the Wandering Y Ranch.
Most of Kat’s closest friends visited her at some point throughout the days.
Mi-an came by pretty often, sitting with Logan quietly until the needs of the townsfolk called her away again after just a few short moments. Nia came by once with the Tallsky builder but was barely able to contain her sobbing. Justice and Owen came by pretty often, bringing food for Logan and sitting in silent shock with him. Unsuur came by once as well, showing more emotions than Logan had ever seen from him with silent tears as he stared at the empty space in front of him.
The rest of the townsfolk visited in small groups, mourning the loss of the builder who’d done so much for Sandrock. None of them spoke it out loud for fear of hurting the hunter who sat so loyally by her side. But they were basically holding a funeral for Kat. They were already moving on.
It all passed him by.
Logan couldn't care if they rebuilt or razed Sandrock.
He wasn't the savior that he wanted to be…
Or the savior that anyone wanted him to be, considering the shoes his Pa left behind to fill.
Thankfully, no one asked him to do any saving. No one tried to pry him away from her side, nor did they ask any questions. None of them tried to even speak to him, really. The pain on his face apparently spoke for him every time someone visited.
For once Logan kind of understood why Doctor Fang was always so quiet. What was there to be said when the only person who’d listen wasn’t there anymore?
So they all left him to his vigil.
Almost three days passed just like that; in silence.
Until Justice came in with Commander Avery.
Up until that point Logan didn’t bother responding to anyone. But Avery said something that caught his attention.
“The Duvos prisoners will be shipped out to Atara to face trial soon, including the war criminal Pen.”
The hunter turned piercing eyes towards the Commander. Just the name of that monster boiled his blood. He wasn’t normally one to advocate for capital punishment but in this particular situation, the hunter wouldn’t be opposed to slitting Pen’s throat himself.
He opened his mouth to say as much when he was interrupted by Mi-an’s quiet rage-filled voice.
“Make sure he never sees the light of day again.” She trembled in the chair where she sat holding Kat’s hand. The look in her eyes clearly mirrored what Logan was feeling.
Commander Avery’s mouth pressed into a thin line. “Of course. I intend to testify against him and we will be taking whatever written statements and testimony that the Sandrockers are willing to give.”
“You’re giving him a day in court?” Logan growled out softly. “Just kill him and be done with it.”
“Unfortunately Alliance law requires us to give prisoners of war a certain amount of grace despite whatever they may have done.” The Commander shook his head. “I understand why you hate him, but we cannot let ourselves fall to their level.”
The hunter huffed, turning away and laying his head back down beside Kat’s arm.
“The Alliance Council has also agreed to have the builder buried with the highest honors for her contribution to the battle.” Avery changed the subject. “We will be getting in contact with her family and-”
Logan was on his feet before he even registered what he was doing. His fist connected with the Commander’s jaw, knocking him back.
“Whoa! Hey!” Justice scrambled to hold him back.
“You can tell the Council they can go to hell!” The hunter spat. “They did jack shit while Duvos took over the town! They let an innocent woman die for the sake of ‘preventing a war!’”
He felt that rage again, trembling with emotions that had nowhere to go. This time his anger was directed at the government that was supposed to protect them but failed spectacularly. How dare they talk about honor when she’d had to sacrifice herself for their sake?! When anyone else had to die for their own shortcomings?!
The Alliance soldiers standing with the Commander drew their weapons, ready to protect their superior from the enraged hunter.
Commander Avery raised his hand, signaling for his soldiers to stand down as he rubbed his jaw.
A few moments of tension passed between them as Justice tried to babble out excuses and apologies on behalf of their wayward friend. The Commander’s eyes flicked away from Logan’s towards where Kat lay. A crack appeared in the normally steely look that the golden-eyed man usually had. Sorrow and regret flickering across his face, empathy in his eyes as a little bit of humanity escaped the ethereal mask he wore.
“I’ll let that go this once.” He spoke firmly. His tone belying his emotions.
Silence stretched between them again as the anger slowly bled out of the hunter, guilt for lashing out replacing it.
“We will send more information to everyone associated with Kat, and keep in contact with your Doctor on her condition.” The Commander turned to leave, his soldiers following close behind.
He paused, turning back just before they left and meeting the hunter’s eyes.
“For what it’s worth… I’m sorry for your loss.”
Logan collapsed to the floor as the Sheriff and Mi-an tried to hold him upright, the ringing in his ears muffling the sound of the door closing behind the Commander.
Loss.
—
The fourth day was worse.
Haru and Andy had finally come back from Atara alongside a few of the others that’d left on the Ataran Express. Trudy had received a telegram that informed them of the Sandrock refugee’s return and, as much as Logan wanted to be there to greet them alongside the rest of the town, he couldn’t bring himself to leave Kat’s side.
He knew it was a betrayal to the two, but he just couldn’t face them.
Not until they came and found him in the Clinic, pacing around the waiting area like a caged lion.
“Logan!” Andy screeched, startling the hunter and earning a disgruntled squawk from X, who roosted nearby.
The boy swept into the Clinic like a flurry, tears already dripping down his face as he slammed into a hug against Logan. “Youweren’tatthestationandwecamebackand-”
Logan picked Andy up and crushed him in a hug, pain stinging his heart.
How was he supposed to tell Andy about Kat?
“Are you alright, man?” Haru’s soft voice interrupted the hunter’s thought. “Justice told us you were in the Clinic. We thought you’d been hurt.”
The chemist’s eyes were full of worry and Andy wriggled back to peer up at Logan. Their looks of curiosity and concern stabbing guilt through his heart.
“Yeah- uh…” He started numbly.
They must have sensed something wrong. Haru reached out a hand like he was concerned the hunter would shatter in front of them. Andy stepped back to look harder at Logan, sensing something off about his father figure-
“Where’s Kat?” The boy’s question made the hunter flinch.
That was the worst response he could’ve had.
He could see Andy’s world shattering in his eyes. Pain and betrayal on the boy’s face as every assurance Logan had made to the boy became yet another lie that pierced his little heart.
“Where is she?” He insisted, his young voice cracking.
Logan glanced over his shoulder to the privacy screen behind which Kat lay, his heart in his throat. “She’s-”
Andy tried to dart past him. Reflex was the only thing that helped Logan catch the boy before he could get more than a few steps away. He couldn’t let Andy see her yet. Not like that.
“Let me go! I want to see her!” He thrashed in the hunter’s grasp.
“Andy please-”
“No!”
“Listen to me!” Logan hissed, kneeling down and holding the squirming boy.
“No- Kat! MA!” Andy screeched out, shocking the hunter into letting him go. “Ma! Please!”
The boy scrambled out of Logan’s grip disappearing behind the screen.
The hunter sat numbly for a moment. He called her Ma.
He stumbled to his feet, hurrying after the crying boy with Haru hot on his tail. Andy grasped Kat’s hand, full-blown waterworks streaming down his face as he shook the builder’s arm. Desperate to see her awake and attentive like she used to be.
“Please- wake up! You gotta wake up!” Andy sobbed out.
“Andy, stop!” The hunter tried to pull the boy away, his heart in his throat. “You’ll hurt her!”
Andy let her go, staring wide-eyed up at Logan. “W- why won't she wake up?”
The hunter knelt down pulling the boy into a hug, gentler this time, holding him as he teared up. Hoping beyond all hope he could provide even the littlest of comfort to Andy.
“She's hurt bad, Andy.” Logan’s voice wavered, trying to hold back the tears in his own eyes. “The Doc said she’s not likely to- to wake up anytime soon.”
“B- but she will wake up. R- right?” Andy clung to the hunter, trembling like a mini-earthquake.
Logan's heart stung. It was so tempting to say yes. To just tell him that she won't be gone forever, that she will wake up and they just needed to wait for her. So tempting to protect him from the truth.
Hell, it had been tempting to believe that himself.
But he'd be lying.
Making another promise he couldn't keep. Hurting the boy further when he inevitably realized that she wasn’t waking up.
He couldn’t. Not to Andy, the boy who’d already lost his whole family once… and who now had to face losing yet another family member. He was whip-smart, he’d figure it out pretty quick. It would just be cruel to get his hopes up now…
“No, Andy. We don't know if she'll ever wake up…” The hunter tried to keep his voice steady. “The Doc said it’s not… not likely-”
“Liar!” Andy spat, startling Logan.
The boy pulled back like he'd been stung. His maroon eyes stared up at Logan with fury and betrayal, swiping his blotchy red face with balled fists as he struggled to look angry through his tears.
“Andy…” Logan tried to reach out to him.
He smacked the hunter’s hand away with vitriol. “You said you’d come back with her! You said we’d be a family again!” Andy hiccuped.
A bitter taste rose in the back of Logan’s throat as his words came back to haunt him. It felt like his heart was sinking into his stomach. What was he supposed to say?
Andy threw his fists at the hunter, his punches bouncing weakly off his chest as the boy openly sobbed. His grief spilling over into anger, yet also dimming the heat behind his attacks. Lashing out with raw emotion.
The hunter sat there and let him. He didn’t know how to comfort the boy. Hell, Logan felt the same way about himself. The only thing he could think to do was let Andy channel all his anger towards something. Even if that was against him.
Once the fight drained out of him Andy turned and tried to run.
Logan caught him by the arm and the boy collapsed to the floor in a crying heap, refusing to look at the hunter. Kneeling down Logan scooped Andy into his arms. Holding the boy as he cried into his shirt.
He sat there trying to swallow down the lump in his throat as he comforted his son. It felt like his family was shattering all over again.
Eventually, Andy’s sobs slowed to soft hiccups then an exhausted sleep, unconsciously clinging to the hunter despite his earlier outburst. Logan lifted the boy and gingerly laid him down on the cot that the hunter had set up next to Kat's bed.
His heart stung again watching his son’s troubled sleeping face.
She was supposed to be here.
Kat was meant to be there with them. To help him comfort Andy. Or better yet celebrate with them at the Saloon… and then rebuild Sandrock. Maybe even figure out all those sappy romantic feelings Logan was having and helping him raise Andy properly.
There were so many things they should've done together. So many experiences they could've had. So much time they would've shared.
What would he do now that those chances weren't there anymore?
Drained by emotion the hunter glanced around, a thought striking him. Haru’s been awfully silent.
His eyes landed on the chemist sitting in the chairs across Kat as he held what looked like a letter, his face pallid with a hand over his mouth. Barely restrained tears rolling down his cheeks.
As though Haru sensed Logan’s eyes on him, he looked up.
“Have you read these?” He held up the paper. “They're from Kat.”
Logan shook his head. He had been ignoring the whole world the past few days.
He recalled that an Alliance soldier had brought them by, saying they'd found them in the ruins and that one of the captured Duvosians told them they were letters from the builder.
The hunter had barely registered the man's presence at the time, too wound up in the thought that everything was his fault.
Haru handed a letter to Logan with a trembling hand.
His eyes blurred for a moment as his eyes caught sight of the hastily written script. Evidence of her dire situation while imprisoned clear in the messy lettering. He was about to read her last words to him.
‘Dear Logan,
If you’re somehow reading this I have a lot to say. We haven't had the chance to know each other too well, at least not in this lifetime, but I wanted to tell you the truth before anything happens.
I love you.
In this life and the last.
I never thought that I would ever tell you that. In fact, I was pretty content with just existing around you in this life as you had turned me down in our past life.’
What.
It felt like Logan had been punched twice. Kat was in love with him and future-past him had sabotaged his chances?
All the moments she had shied away from his touch, guarded her emotions, and why she looked hurt when he’d asked her for a chance at a date started to make sense. Kat was protecting herself from a choice he’d made. Logan didn’t know whether to laugh hysterically at the horrid irony or cry uncontrollably at the unfairness of it all. It was yet another thing he’d done wrong to hurt her.
…and now he had no chance of correcting that mistake nor any of the others he’d made.
‘I know I was more hesitant this time even though you were the one to ask me out first. I should have told you about what happened. In hindsight, I was selfish, prideful, and took away that choice from you. I don’t know what changed and I worry that it is some kind of effect of the time machine.
But whatever the case, I wanted you to know how I felt.
I love you.
Light, that feels good to get off my chest.
In case I don’t make it, look after Andy for me. I know you already do, but worrying about the little rascal is the whole reason I ended up knowing you well enough to love you. You’re the good parent that the kid needs.’
Logan swallowed hard and glanced to where Andy was sleeping, tossing and turning fitfully as Haru tried unsuccessfully to comfort him.
Was he going to look after his son? Yes. Kat didn’t even need to ask him to.
But it felt unfair when the boy was equally attached to Kat.
Sure, Logan had taught the kid fighting skills and discipline, but Kat was the one who taught him the things he enjoyed, like mechanics, diagrams, and the method of scrap recycling that was the foundation of Sandrock’s survival.
Andy had spent more time practically glued to her side when she was doing builder work with Haru. Her method of teaching sometimes seemed like the only thing that could hold the boy’s attention. He only ever broke away from the builder and the chemist to excitedly try to impress the hunter with his latest inventions.
Logan couldn’t help but wonder if this was the kind of pain his Pa felt when his Ma skipped town.
Grief and anger at everything…
He dashed the mist from his eyes as he looked back down at the letter in his hands. Thankfully, since he wasn’t sure his heart could bear any more grief, there only seemed to be a few lines left to read.
‘I’ll hopefully see you soon Yakboy,
-Kat
P.S. If you can as well, please figure out how to disable that time machine. It’s caused nothing but grief and I don’t want anyone else going through that.’
Staring a hole at the paper in his hands Logan wasn’t sure what to do now.
It was over. Their fight was over and there was nothing.
He’d had something to look forward to while Kat was around. Before he knew her all he did was keep moving forward with the vague notion of future grandeur. Once he knew her… Building a life seemed to have its own excitement. Having a home to return to after a long adventure, a partner by his side and little ones to tell his and his Pa’s tales and adventures to. For once, the future had this kind of allure to it that made Logan think.
But that was while Kat was with them…
Should he just wait until the end of time for her to wake up?
How would he look after Andy while doing that?
A familiar thought crept into his head as he stared at the paper, fueled by the scrawled words ‘time machine.’ Despite his promise that he would never act on impulse again, traitorous sparks of ideas and hopes ignited a fire in his chest. The same fire he’d felt when he’d cooked up the plan to bomb the Temple that fateful night.
Fang said he couldn’t fix what was wrong. But who’s to say there isn’t someone, or something, that has a solution?
This wasn’t like the old-world virus that Howlett was inflicted with, that could’ve at least been cured by old-world tech, or medicine. The Doc said that Kat’s injury was one that old-world medicine couldn’t.
But that was from a medical tech standpoint.
Old-world technology reached far beyond medicine alone…
The rusty gears in the rarely used calculating part of his mind creaked together with the same desperation he’d felt when Fang had told him his Pa was dying.
Old-world tech.
The time machine.
He could use the time machine.
—
Notes:
Uh-oh, he's using his head!
Second part of the two chapters for this week (Apologies for the delay)! Writing these parts have been a little hard, getting into the right headspace takes a bit of time. I can't thank y'all enough for the kind comments, even on the darker chapters. It's blown me away how nice y'all are! I can't express my thanks enough for the encouragement.
Tune in next week to see how Logan intends to bull-head his way through this situation!
Chapter 38: Heart Conditions
Summary:
Serious talks and weirdly energetic researchers.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Qi was absolutely buzzing with energy.
His symptoms mirrored that of an excessive dose of caffeine. Something he was all too familiar with after the whole Express Tea Maker fiasco where Doctor Fang had told him to ‘lower his intake of caffeinated beverages.’
The Director did have to admit that his notes were… illegible… despite the inspiration and increased productivity that the concentrated tea offered.
But what Qi was feeling now was a whole different kind of inspiration.
A time machine!
Something that could mess with temporal continuity and had already done so!
He couldn’t believe that it had flown under his radar. More so knowing that his alternate-timeline self hadn’t found it and thoroughly examined it before a builder could get to it…
It was thrilling when the Alliance Commander and Mayor Trudy had told him that the ruin was the Olympia launch site. But the Bandit-but-not-really ruffian standing in front of him had nearly given Qi heart palpitations once the Director figured out what it was that he was trying to articulate. Especially when the hunter-bandit-hero mentioned that he was going to bring the Director right to the relic.
“So let me get this straight.” Qi clasped his hands together to keep them from shaking as he addressed the wild-eyed man. “There’s a time machine in the Northern Ruins?”
“Yeah.”
“And you want me to investigate it and figure out how to send someone back in time?”
“Yes.”
“And you then want to use that ability to save the builder from her near-fatal injuries?”
“Uh-huh.”
“And you expect me to go along with this because it’s an old-world time machine relic in the Starship ruins that have been the entire focus of my life’s work and a major dream come true for any researcher from here to Vega 5?”
“...y- yeah?”
Qi stared. His eyes blank as a million different thoughts ran through his head.
Was this unethical or law-breaking considering the technological regulations within the Alliance of Free Cities, and specifically the laws of Sandrock?
Probably.
Has Qi disregarded those same regulations repeatedly over the entire course of his career?
Absolutely. He had to ask Trudy for retroactive amnesty regarding the technological crimes he’d committed over the past seven years because they came in handy when fending off Duvos last week.
Would it be ethical to ignore those regulations in regard to the time machine and the infinite potential it had to advance his research despite the hunter’s desire to use it for personal gain…?
Eh, Qi never cared about ethics.
Plus, Kat had been his friend too.
She was the one who helped him build his actually functional Gungam Mobile Suit when pretty much everyone else had laughed at him. On top of the fact that she was the builder who consistently brought him hundreds of relics and data disks… The Director’s research had accelerated a lot since the Highwind Builder had moved in.
Also, despite the improbability of it, he valued their friendship equally, if not somehow more, than just the mutual working and professional benefits their cordial relationship afforded him.
It would be for selfish reasons, but reviving her and examining the effect of the relic far outweighed any legal or moral repercussions Qi could think of.
Compounded with all that…
When was he ever going to get a chance like this again?
Already the feral mad scientist that lurked in the corner of his mind was ready to live the rest of his days in the Olympia Starship ruins. But when would he ever get the chance to work with a real actual time machine without the interference of an ethics committee or political power again?
Even the rational parts of his mind were pointing and screeching like excited children.
“Director?” The white-haired hunter eyed Qi wearily.
The Director blinked. Ah, he must have gotten lost in thought again.
“Allow me to gather some equipment together, we can head out tonight. I’d rather not delay this opportunity.”
The hunter perked up, clearly relieved. “D’ya need any help carrying things?”
Qi frowned at him. “No, no. You wait outside, I need to concentrate on figuring out what to bring and the diagnostics equipment is quite delicate. I will not have a brute handling it… No offense.”
—
Logan was pacing impatiently outside the Research Center.
He wasn’t sure if it was the stress of the situation or if the Director was actually just really slow, but it felt like it’d been hours since Qi sent him outside. Realistically it’d been like twenty minutes, they were just planning on doing something illegal.
Intense urgency made his skin itch.
The rational parts of his brain were reminding him what happened when he'd acted on impulse when his Pa was quarantined by the Church. Even if that wasn't his fault it still led to Howlett’s death.
What was worse was that he’d had to sneak out of the house because he was worried that Haru would try to stop him… or insist on joining him.
Already the chemist had sensed that something was off about the hunter’s mood. They'd been best friends for far too long, he could practically read Logan’s mind.
While it was nice to have someone to share his burdens with, the hunter felt guilty for putting so much weight on Haru. He’d already gotten the chemist dragged into the whole banditry thing, it didn't seem fair for him to drag him along any further. Especially not when it meant putting yet another family member's life on the line.
That was something Logan wasn’t willing to do anymore, Sandrock, Alliance, and Duvos be damned.
“What are you doing?”
As though the devil was summoned by his thoughts, Haru’s soft voice nearly made the hunter jump out of his skin. The chemist was standing near the corner of Mi-an’s house. His hair still clearly tousled from sleep, his dark eyes full of concern.
Logan just stared at him in guilty silence. He didn’t doubt that they both knew what the hunter was doing.
The chemist let out a soft sigh.
“I- Andy and I can't lose you too, Logan.” Haru ran a hand down his face slowly. Even with the distance between them the moonlight only seemed to highlight redness in his eyes from crying. “Whatever it is that you’re planning, you need to tell me.”
The hunter shook his head. “I can’t.”
“Why?”
“I just can’t.” The hunter snapped, his anger surprising them both.
Hurt twisted Haru’s face. Logan hadn’t pushed his friend away in years- practically since they were children. Lances of guilt cut Logan’s heart as he watched the chemist lean back, eyes closed, with a heavy sigh.
“Kat was my friend too, Logan.” Haru’s voice wobbled with barely restrained grief. “Just as much as I consider you my brother and as much as I considered Howlett my father,” Logan flinched as the chemist continued, “I understand. Hell, I don’t blame you for pushing everyone else away. Don’t do the same to me like I don’t know what you’re going through- because you’re not the only one who’s lost family here. ”
His dark eyes felt like they were piercing through the hunter’s soul, his words hanging between them with the weight of pain and betrayal.
“If you don’t want me along, fine.” Haru looked away with disappointment. “At least tell me what you’re doing.” He ordered flatly.
Logan’s eyes were glued to his feet, the shame chewing at him. This was Haru, the man who’d given up the chance at a normal life to help Logan try to save Sandrock. Someone who was by his side when his Pa died and he couldn’t even attend his funeral nor grieve properly. His chosen kin who willfully stood against the world with the hunter.
The memory of a line from Kat’s letter struck him. ‘I should have told you… I was selfish, prideful, and took that choice away from you.’ To throw away their bond over something like fear just didn’t feel fair. He couldn’t deny his best friend, his brother.
Especially not when Logan had already made so many choices that’d hurt everyone else. If Haru wanted to stand alongside him, who was he to take away that choice?
“I asked Qi to help me investigate the time machine that Kat was talking about…” The hunter swallowed hard. “If- if we can use it to set time back, she wouldn’t be hurt.”
Haru glanced back up at him, relief and gratitude breaking the tension on his face slightly as he acknowledged his friend’s relenting. “That… that might not actually be a bad idea.” The chemist murmured softly, almost to himself. His eyes darkened in the way that they usually did when he was imagining a new plan or invention.
The hunter looked at him in surprise. Even he had thought this idea was irrational, but having the ever-thinking and planning Haru agree with a half-baked plan? That was new.
“We might end up having to fight like hell again.”
“You sound like you’re trying to talk yourself out of it.” Haru snorted then shook his head. “There’s no one I’d ‘fight like hell’ for more than you guys. Even if it’s for the rest of eternity.”
Logan stood in slight awe. He owed the chemist so much good in his life, for all his forgiveness, companionship, and loyalty… his eyes misted slightly.
“Plus, if you can set the machine so that you and Kat remember what happened… We’ll have an even better advantage this time around…” Haru hummed to himself slightly, his mind already working through the plan.
The hunter cut the chemist off with a bear hug.
Haru hugged him back, squeezing his shoulder slightly. “Whatever Kat wanted… I know it wasn’t this- she wouldn't have wanted the gang torn apart. Whether or not what you’re doing works, don’t you even dare think about trying to push us away again. For her sake.”
“I’m sorry.” Logan’s voice broke.
“It’s alright. Peach knows we’ve all been through way too much the past couple of years.”
There was so much that the hunter didn’t know how to say.
He didn’t know if there was ever going to be a way for him to express his gratitude to Haru. For everything they’d been through he’d been loyal. Logan felt a little guilty again as he remembered how he was going to still leave the chemist behind for this mission. There was pretty much no one else he’d trust to have his back more than Haru and yet…
“Are you ready to go?”
Qi’s voice interrupted them before Logan could start to say anything. The hunter turned to see the Director with a ridiculously overstuffed backpack slung over his back, its bottom nearly touching the ground with how heavy it was.
“Oh, Haru. Are you coming along too?” Qi tilted his head as he saw the chemist. “We’re headed off to examine a time machine according to Logan.”
Haru glanced at Logan who shook his head. “No, I have to stay to look after Andy. You guys be safe.”
“Very well.” The Director glanced at Logan. “Shall we go?”
—
Their walk to the clinic was quiet but certainly energized.
Almost to the point that Logan was almost frustrated with the Director. Qi had wanted to bolt straight to the ruins. Even when Logan had explained to him why they needed to grab Kat first.
The hunter had to admit once Director Qi had a goal, he certainly focused on it with single-minded devotion.
It was a little bit of a confidence boost since he had one of the smartest minds in Sandrock ready to help him figure out the complicated doohickeys of the time machine. The Director had even listened with extreme interest when Logan explained how Kat was sent back in time with all her memories but her body and the world around her was reset. As well as the dreams the hunter had been having about the past timeline.
“There’s likely imperfections in how the time machine works.” The Qi babbled as they walked through the threshold of the clinic. “Though I do find it interesting that it put her consciousness back in a younger version of her body rather than sending her as a whole back in time… Perhaps it was to prevent a doppelganger situation…?”
Logan glanced up with a weary smile at the Director.
While he appreciated the enthusiasm, the hunter wished that Qi could be a little quieter. They were basically there to kidnap Kat out from under Doctor Fang’s supervision and he knew from experience that the Doc’s raven was a nosy and vengeful little corvid.
He glanced over Kat again, the familiar sting of his heart as he took in how peaceful she looked despite the tubes, casts, and bandages covering her body.
Figuring out how to carry the builder was going to be an issue too.
The hunter didn’t want to hurt her or tear any stitches. Plus, he’d have to figure out how to juggle carrying her and the IV and monitors that were attached to her. It seemed like too much to do.
Every time he shifted her slightly the machines beeped at him angrily.
He let out a soft groan of frustration as he knew they were wasting precious time.
X the raven’s soft growling was the only warning the two got as Doctor Fang appeared from upstairs. A dark look on his normally impassive face.
“What are you doing?”
Crap.
Qi and Logan stared at the Doctor wide-eyed. Even the socially oblivious Director could sense the irritation radiating off of him. Something which was a bad sign since neither of them had ever seen the mute Doctor be angry.
“Why are you… messing with her?” Fang fixed sharp gray-blue eyes on Logan.
“I have a plan…”
“Like last time?” The Doctor’s cold voice made the hunter flinch.
“No.” Slight rage flickered and mixed with the guilt Logan felt. It hurt to have that accusation being thrown at him, especially from him.
The last thing he needed was another argument with Fang. If anything, he was grateful to the Doctor for doing his best for both Howlett and Kat, and himself considering Fang put up with his presence the last few days. He’d even seen it for himself in the Doctor’s eyes and action; the looks of self-condemnation that came with failure and the compassion he’d shown the hunter over his grief. He knew he owed Fang nothing but gratitude and respect.
But this was something Logan was willing to fight over. They have a chance to save her.
Impulsive or not, he would take chances over nothing at all.
He needed something to keep him grounded.
“Kat told me about a relic that saved her before. It could save her again…” Logan met the Doctor’s gaze unwaveringly. “There’s at least some chance to fix this. We’re taking that chance regardless of what you think.”
The hunter didn’t even realize his voice was rising in fury until he noticed that the Doctor’s raven took to hiding against Fang’s neck, puffed and cowed with fear. The Doctor himself looked tired. As though he’d expected something like this. He probably was.
Logan felt a prickle against his skin. The cloying reminder of his Pa’s death and the similarity of the situations…
“Look-”
“I have one condition.” Fang’s voice cut it, not quite as cold as before. “I… want to help her too. But if… you are taking her. I'll go along… and look at this… machine too. I can help if things… go wrong.”
That stunned Logan. He couldn’t help but wonder if things would’ve been different if the doctor had been along that night too.
Qi, who was looking back and forth between both men like he was watching an intense match, chose that moment to interject. “It would be useful to have the opinion of a Doctor on the effects of the time machine on Kat’s body. That could help us extrapolate on the functions and the uh- glitch- in the time traveling system.”
Of course that would be logical- Plus, they’d need the Doctor’s help getting Kat there without harm in the first place…
“I owe you that much.” The sincerity in Fang’s words surprised Logan. “...For last time.”
The hunter's expression softened. The Doctor felt guilty too. They were more alike than he'd thought…
“Thank you. Though, for the record, I technically owe you. You did yer best and never gave up on ‘em, that's all I can ask.” Logan glanced back down at Kat looking at all the cords attached to her. “Er- I could use help carryin’ all this stuff though… I dunno if-”
“You can… disconnect them.” The doctor brushed past him, flicking a few switches on the monitor and silencing the beeps.
“Wh- wait, doesn't she need ‘em?”
Fang shook his head with mild annoyance and a little amusement. “You didn't listen to me yesterday… or the day before. I told you about it.”
“Uh-” Logan had only been vaguely aware of the Doctor speaking as he tended to Kat over the past few days, he kind of had other things on his mind. It was a weird juxtaposition going from ready to argue to feeling like a kid getting called out for not paying attention in class.
“Her condition is stable… She can live without help. This… is just a heart monitor.”
“Oh.”
“Just mind… her wounds.”
—
Notes:
A hunter, a Doctor, and a researcher walk into a ruin... Wow, this sounds like a bad joke.
This is the first chapter for the week. My writing time got cut down by other obligations this week so that's the reason behind these two-day updates. It just takes time to hammer out the thoughts correctly. I should be able to get the second chapter up tomorrow or the day after. Keep an eye out for it, it should be interesting!
See y'all real soon!
Chapter 39: A Time Traveler's Field Day
Summary:
Let's mess with time yo!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Halt! Who goes there?!?”
Logan cursed himself quietly.
They’d been incredibly cautious so far. Mainly because Fang insisted on going slow and keeping a close eye on Kat as she hung limp in the cradle of Logan’s arms. But also because the hunter wanted to avoid any other Sandrocker that might try to talk the trio out of their little plan.
That didn’t stop them from landing headfirst in the middle of their first roadblock.
He, Fang, and Qi had loaded up onto Daisy with Kat and flew over to the Northern Ruins. Straight into the Alliance Council Guards that were encamped at the entrance of the ruin.
It was a little funny watching the alarmed soldiers scattering at the sight of the monstrous-sized duck, but he did have to shout down and identify themselves as Sandrockers before they got blasted down by Alliance cannons.
That was almost a disaster.
Now, though, they had to explain to a small army of disgruntled elite Alliance fighters why three men and an unconscious injured woman just descended from the sky on the back of a giant Martle Duck. The soldiers were edging closer, braver despite Daisy giving them a warning hiss. Tension sat thick in the air as Logan could count no less than ten guns pointed at them.
Honestly, if he’d sat and thought through this plan a little longer he might have thought to remember that the Alliance hadn’t quite left yet.
They were still in the process of packing up and transporting the prisoners, just a day or two of patience and they wouldn’t have any guns pointed at them…
“State your business, Sandrockers!” The same soldier shouted again, earning another angry hiss from Daisy.
“At ease Lieutenant.” A familiar flash of blond made Logan’s heart sink. “Sandrock is a part of the Alliance, they’re allowed to be here.”
The men parted as Commander Avery strode up to the massive duck, his face carefully impassive. It was hard for Logan to not feel a spark of guilt and a little bit of fear as he saw the bright purple bruise on the Alliance Commander’s jaw. He couldn’t help but wonder if the man was going to try to stop them, or worse, arrest them out of spite.
Golden eyes met the hunter’s blue ones. “It would be best if we spoke in private.” He jerked his head towards one of the tents, turning on his heel and striding away.
Logan sat frozen, watching the Commander walk away until he felt Qi attempting to dismount. Several soldiers hurried forward to stop the Director from falling face-first with the heavy pack on top. They were already apparently familiar with the eccentric researcher and his overzealous equipment packing.
Hopping down from Daisy, Logan hurried to the basket where Doctor Fang held Kat secure for the flight.
He could see a few of the Alliance soldiers raise a brow as he lifted the unconscious builder from the Doctor’s arms. But he couldn’t care less, doing his best to avoid knocking her legs against the side of the basket. The hunter could at least focus on that and not the gnawing fear that he’d have to fight the damn Alliance to go through with their plan.
As Fang climbed out of the basket himself Qi led the way after Avery, the researcher plodding along like he had no care in the world.
The hunter couldn’t tell if he was oblivious to the danger or was just that focused on getting to the time machine.
At least he held the tent flap open for them.
Inside Commander Avery was leaning against a table with maps strewn all over it, a glass of amber liquid in his hand, probably something alcoholic, and a vexed look replacing the normally stoic one. Silence stretched between them as the three men stood across from him. The noises of the soldiers settling back down for the night slowly dying out outside of the tent.
Logan opened his mouth to speak- only to be stopped by Avery with a raised hand.
“I’m going to stop you right there,” He sipped his drink, nodding towards the builder in the hunter’s arms. “I’m assuming the less I know the better off we’ll all be.”
“Probably,” Logan replied flatly.
Silence again.
“You need access to the ruins.”
“Yes.”
The Commander set his drink down with a harsh clack. More silence, it was almost deafening.
The hunter could practically feel the tension rolling off his companions, almost as much as he could feel the tightness in his own muscles. Perhaps if he took the brunt of the blame they let the others-
“We currently have the Duvosian who was her warden in the interrogation tent.” Avery’s words startled the hunter. “He should be able to lead you through the ruins and I can turn his custody over to you temporarily.”
“Wh- what?”
“Well, I’m assuming you don’t want to be wandering around the ruins for several hours with an injured builder in your arms.” The Commander tilted his head. “Plus, like I said, I assume the less we know, the better.”
Tension bled out of the hunter. He’d been fully prepared to argue with and even outright fight Avery, especially considering they hadn’t exactly been friendly the last time they talked. But this was a surprise. He was actually offering to help them outside of his duties to the Alliance...
“Why would you help us?” Qi asked what Logan was thinking.
“Because you’re not the only ones displeased with what happened here.” Avery shook his head regretfully. “Even if you don’t trust me,” The Commander looked pointedly at Logan, “Consider this as me ‘clearing my conscience.’”
Huh, he does have a heart then.
In a few brief moments of eye contact, the hunter could sense Avery’s sincerity. However uptight and annoying Logan may have found the Commander to be in the short time they knew each other, he at least was honest about wanting to make things right.
“You think the Duvosian is really going to help us?”
Avery nodded. “He’s the only one who asked about her and expressed remorse over what happened. Seems she’d left a strong impression on him.”
A thought struck Logan and he deflated a little. “...That’s the guy I choked, isn’t it?”
“Yeah. Though that would just be more incentive for him to cooperate.” The Commander shrugged.
He made his way past them, gesturing for them to follow.
As they left the tent Logan took in the camp around them without all the bristling soldiers about. It was bare bones with the exception of what he assumed was the soldiers’ barracks and the prisoners’ barracks, which was closely guarded by a night watch, and a small tent set off to one side that Logan guessed was the interrogation room considering Avery made a beeline for it.
Inside was a table with two chairs, one occupied by the prisoner, and a lantern sitting in between providing a bright yellowed light around the whole tent. Two guards stood on either side of the table and came to attention as the Commander entered. Avery dismissed them with a gesture of his hand and they hurried around the hunter, eager to get to bed after a long shift.
As Logan’s eyes met the Duvosian’s, the prisoner nearly fell out of his seat.
Now that he wasn’t in a Duvos Army uniform anymore the faded bruising around his neck wasn’t hidden at all. The hunter couldn’t help but wonder if it was some kind of sign he was being confronted with all the reckless choices he’d made.
The Duvosian’s eyes widened as they landed on the builder cradled in Logan’s arms. A shadow of pain and sorrow crossing his face.
“Stev,” The prisoner glanced up as the Commander addressed him, “I’m sure you’re already familiar with Logan. If you can, we need you to guide them through the ruins.”
“I- can. Uh… what are we doing, exactly?”
“They'll fill you in once you're in the ruins.” Avery waved him off. “Just help them however you can. Then we'll see to it that your cooperation is considered during your trial.”
The Duvosian, Stev, chewed his lip as he watched the hunter wearily.
“Are we going now?”
“You are, yes.”
“In the middle of the night?”
“As soon as possible, yes. They want to depart immediately and I want to be able to go to bed.”
Stev’s eyes snapped up. “You’re leaving me with them?”
“The Sandrockers will be responsible for your custody until their mission is done.”
“Is this an execution?” The Duvosian slumped down in his seat. “I- I was just doing my job, man…”
Ah. He probably thought that they- that Logan- wanted vengeance for what happened to Kat. Granted, less than a day ago he probably would’ve wanted that. Now, though, he didn’t want anything other than getting Kat back.
Perhaps he was maturing as a person- or so incredibly scarred that he’s numb to his emotions- but the rage and grief that he’d felt was replaced with nothing but determination and purpose. He was trying to right his own wrong…
“It ain’t.” The hunter tried to meet Stev’s eye. “We genuinely need help, th’ Commander said you can help. If you want some leniency, prove you’re repentant.”
Stev glanced at Kat again, resigned, and nodded.
Avery stepped forward to unlock the handcuffs that chained him to the table. The mismatched group left the tent without any more words spoken between them. The Commander took point leading the way towards the entrance, nodding to the guards as they brushed past.
Cold metal surrounded them once more, the walls of this ruin far more familiar to Logan than he’d ever want them to be. Their footsteps thumped against the floor, the strange metal seeming to amplify the differences in their gaits, the sharp stomps of Logan and Avery’s boots, the weighted thumps of Qi’s sneakers struggling against the extra weight he carried, the soft plods of the simple shoes that Doctor Fang and Stev wore.
Logan wasn’t sure if it was just his nerves, but it felt like he could see, hear, and feel everything. An overwhelming cacophony of sensations as his nerves peaked at the evocation that the Starship ruins brought.
“This is where I leave you guys.” Avery’s voice sounded sharp in the echoing hall. He halted suddenly at the threshold of a doorway leading deeper into the ruins, turning back to the group. “I’ll make sure no one enters the ruins again until sunrise… and we need the prisoner back by sundown tomorrow, if possible.”
“We'll do our best, can’t make any promises we’ll be exactly on time though. Ain't much sunlight down there.” Logan snorted, tipping his head in thanks to the Commander as he strode by. “-and Avery?”
“Hm?” Golden eyes turned towards the hunter.
“Thanks.”
The Commander gave him a small, rare, smile then started back down the way he came, perfect stride and the air of confidence back in full force.
As his footsteps receded in the echoing hall Fang let out a soft sigh of relief.
“You people are too… intense.” The Doctor shook his head as he moved to check over Kat.
“Yeah, Commander Avery is notably stoic and warlike. Fitting for his position I suppose.” Qi shrugged his pack higher on his shoulder and glanced at the Duvosian. “If we could continue please?”
“Where did you guys need to go, exactly?” Stev glanced at the researcher.
“The time machine.”
The Duvosian’s attention snapped to the hunter, surprised.
“You know what I'm talking about.”
“I do, yeah. I already told the Alliance about what I know though?” Stev tilted his head. “Is that why you brought the builder?”
“Yeah… sort of.” Logan nodded. “What did you tell them?”
“Tiger ordered for her to be captured specifically because she seems to be the key to that machine.” He shook his head. “We couldn’t move the machine at all- almost couldn’t stand near it either, it kept burning everything- and it would only ask for ‘previous user input.’ The higher-ups didn’t want to risk testing it here in the Alliance though.”
So they saw her as yet another human guinea pig for the Empire… the thought made Logan seethe.
“Bastards.” The hunter muttered darkly under his breath.
Stev winced.
“We weren’t supposed to hurt anyone.” The Duvosian sighed as he walked along, waving for the group to follow. “They told us it was an extraction mission… I- I should have expected something to go wrong.”
“You’re a soldier invading a foreign country, what did you expect?”’ Qi shook his head at Stev.
He returned a sad smile to the Director. “There’s a reason I wasn’t smart or skilled enough for any other job, I guess.”
“Oh.”
“There’s really not much choice in Duvos, at least the Army feeds us. Everyone’s just… forced to make do.”
Damn.
They quieted as they followed the Duvosian through the ruin.
Logan hadn’t expected to feel pity or sympathy for someone from Duvos but he hadn’t expected any conversation with one of them to be so… introspective. Stev was definitely, and painfully, aware of the failings of his nation. The hunter sent silent thanks to the Light and his late Pa for the fact he was born in Sandrock.
Sure it was a dying town by the time he was born, but at least he was free to do what he wanted.
…and had plenty of sunlight.
He’d heard that Duvos rarely got sunlight through the thick clouds that covered most of the Empire. That must have been hell to grow up in…
“Ah, this way.” Stev waved them through the elevator door, “We have to go to one of the lower levels.”
—
The room felt horrifically warm when they entered it.
Which was a significant feat since Logan had grown up in the desert, which was known for its horrifically homicidal heat.
It made their wait all the more irritating.
Director Qi had all his equipment set up. Stev even helped out, listening with slightly confused fascination as the researcher babbled on about all his sciency stuff. They were surrounded by whirring machines and beeping monitors as the Director danced around the room like a manic butterfly. Tapping away at each different machine, accidentally burning his hand on the time machine, pulling out and inserting data disks every which way.
Logan did find it interesting that the Director was able to pack so many delicate things into one backpack without breaking anything. But other than that they just had to wait for him to examine the relic.
The hunter couldn’t help but focus on the time machine too.
His proximity to it made the back of his mind crawl and itch with some kind of subconscious anxiety. As though he knew he’d seen this thing before and had some kind of bad experience with it.
Eerie blue glowing liquid flowed in little drops and bubbles through geometric white veins along the impossibly smooth surface of the relic. Its heat was painful yet almost called to Logan like a tempting void. Like his very essence was drawn to the machine itself. Every time he closed his eyes flashes of a scene played behind his eyelids, tidbits of memory that his mind couldn’t comprehend nor remember when he opened his eyes.
Twice Doctor Fang grabbed his arm and pulled him back when he’d taken too many steps closer to the relic.
The Doctor’s concern helped ground him as they made a little pallet out of leftover blankets to lay Kat on and waited for the Director to finish his study. The hunter was grateful he had something there to distract him since his mind was slowly devolving into a churning mess.
Even Stev didn’t seem too particularly fond of being in the presence of the time machine, settling down a little ways from where they’d laid Kat and watching Qi work with an unsettled look.
As he puttered around the room the Director let out a constant string of ‘Fascinatings’. Filling the heavy air with the slowly rising manic excitement of a mad scientist on a roll, leading right up to a startlingly loud “I’VE GOT IT!”
“Got what?” Logan stood as the Director poked a button on the machine, causing a small data disk to pop out of the smooth surface of the console.
Qi hurried over to them. “I know how to use the machine!”
Logan’s heart rate spiked. Finally.
“First, You and the Duvosian were right.” The Director pointed at Stev. “We do need Kat’s presence. Specifically, her hand.”
“Alright, and?”
“Well, in order to activate the time machine we need you to input a date, then scan the builder’s hand on the machine. After that, the relic should do what its namesake implies.” Qi held out the little disk in his hand. “I also need you to hold onto this. Put it into one of your belt pouches- er, somewhere safe. If I’ve set this up correctly, it should send that data disk back with you. Give it to the me in the past that you meet and I’ll be able to figure it out from there. That knowledge should help us regardless of what situation we end up in…” The Director adjusted his glasses and glanced back at the machine, clearing his throat. “I believe we’ve got everything ready.”
“You’re sending him back?” Stev tilted his head at the Director. “What’s going to happen to us?”
Qi shook his head. “That’s one of the unknowns, unfortunately.”
Both Fang and the Duvosian frowned at the Director. Logan didn’t blame them, this seemed… crazy.
He knew it was his idea but… damn, it’s scary.
“Well, we’ll never know if we don’t get started.” Logan sighed, stuffing the disk in the pouch next to his holster.
The hunter leaned down and scooped Kat back up into his arms, the warmth of her body calming his heart a little. Just hang in there a little longer, love. Logan squeezed her gently, hoping against all hope that she could somehow sense his thoughts.
Doctor Fang and Stev flanked him with nervous curiosity as they approached the machine.
A glowing white handprint filled the center console. Ominous and enticing in equal measure.
Shifting the builder in his arms the hunter pressed his hand against the console. The screen flickered, showing a picture of Kat staring intently at the machine. Text popped up underneath Logan’s hand.
‘PLEASE WAIT. SCANNING…’
The relic started humming noticeably louder, the dots on the screen swirling in perpetual motion.
A new picture popped up, a faded shot of Sandrock. It was slightly blurry but Logan recognized it as one of the windows in his old room. The one that led to the alleyway behind the house he and his Pa used to live in.
‘SAVE POINT LOCATED. INITIATE LOAD’
‘CONFIRM / DENY’
The hunter glanced at Qi, who nodded.
He hit confirm and flashing red text popped up.
‘ERROR; CURRENT USER DETECTED.’
‘REQUIRE INPUT FROM PREVIOUS USER.’
Again the glowing hand popped up.
“This is where you put Kat’s hand.” Qi encouraged, pointing to her hand.
Logan lifted her free arm as gingerly as he could, wincing as her hand slapped gracelessly against the smooth material. After a second the console glowed green.
‘CONFIRMED.’
A heartbeat passed.
He woke up on the floor.
Oh Holy Light, shit, fuck, damn!
The worst searing pain he’d ever experienced burned through his entire being. He writhed against the ground as though he was trying to escape his own body, the sounds of his companion’s panic were muffled by the overwhelming agony he was feeling.
An old memory surfaced in his mind.
Back when the hunter was eight, he’d watched his Pa peel some potatoes. With every peel Howlett would flick the skins across the kitchen into the trash can, never missing despite there being at least seven feet between him and the bin.
‘Pa, do you think the potatoes can feel their skin being peeled off?’ Little Logan asked.
‘Uh-’ Howlett narrowly missed skinning his own finger, startled. ‘That’s… a bit of a morbid question, don’t ya think?’ He smiled patiently at his son.
‘I’d certainly hope they don’t.’ Little Logan pouted. ‘I like eating potatoes. The skin is gross, though.’
Logan wasn’t sure he’d ever look at potatoes the same way again. It felt like every part of him was being pulled apart, unraveled and skinned. Naked like a potato. Pain filling every nook and cranny of his body.
“Oh, interesting.”
Qi’s voice was the last thing the hunter heard before he mercifully passed out.
—
“Miss, are you alright?”
Kat woke with a gentle start. The piercing brightness of sunlight beating down on her almost seemed to light up her entire skull despite the fact her eyes were closed.
She let out a slight groan as rough fingers pressed against her neck. Checking her pulse. The not-so-gentle feeling of the start of sunburn nipping at the parts of her exposed to the harsh desert rays.
A shadow fell across her eyelids as the rough hand retracted and shook her shoulder.
“Hey, sleepin’ here ain’t a good idea. Try an’ stay with me.” The low richly warm voice spoke again.
The builder tried her best to force her eyes open, groaning with the effort. She caught a quick glimpse of familiar Eufaula sky blue eyes before the harsh brightness forced her eyes shut again.
“Logan…?” She managed to whimper out through a sandpaper-dry throat.
That seemed to startle the voice. She heard them shuffle slightly, the sunlight over her eyelids returning as their shadow moved earning another pained whimper from her.
“You know my son?”
Kat couldn’t remain conscious anymore, her brain was overloading. Even the slight ache in her back and the sting of violent sunlight couldn’t force her to full awareness. Inky blackness took over senses and thoughts as she sank back down into the comfort of unconsciousness.
“...Miss?”
—
Notes:
We're in the Endgame now!
This is the last chapter for the week (apologies for the tardiness again). I know it's April Fools today, but the only fool is me... and the joke is my schedule (both sleeping and upload schedule). It has been a rollercoaster to try to write this past week! Regardless, I hope you all enjoyed. Now go make merry and mischief, I'll have some more adventure for you next (technically this) week!
See y'all then!
Chapter 40: ...Where We Came In?
Summary:
The other side of the coin.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The pink morning sky hung brilliantly above Logan’s head.
It was a pretty perfect morning. Cool breeze, the distant chirps of birds and bugs, Sandrock looking like an emerald and sapphire jewel below him. He stood on the Northern Plateau, the horizon spreading near infinitely around him.
For as many bad memories he had about the Starship ruins here… Logan sure didn’t mind the view.
Especially when it was enhanced by the silhouette of a certain petite yet powerful builder who’d saved his whole world, changed the course of nature, and showed him the horizon, sitting up on the raised rock ledge in front of him.
He chuffed to himself quietly.
Logan had never waxed poetic about a woman before. Neither prose nor romance had been an interest of his.
Now, though, he was contemplating both on a daily basis.
Kat was hunched slightly, her back to the hunter and her eyes fixed on the sunrise. At first he thought about sneaking up on her but quickly discarded that idea. There were ledges all around them.
“Hey,” The builder startled slightly at the hunter’s voice. “Enjoying the view?”
She relaxed and smiled easily at the sight of him.
It was a reaction that both washed him with serenity and lit a fire in him.
Logan had seen how intense and guarded the builder was. The rest of the townsfolk told him about how kind and carefree she used to be before… everything with the Duvos spies happened… and that the betrayal had changed her personality practically beyond recognition.
They didn’t have to tell him that. It was his shoulder she cried on when she’d been pushed to the brink of insanity by the Duvosians and her traitorous ex-lover.
To see how relaxed she was now, how she could express herself so freely in his presence, and how much she trusted him… Logan couldn’t help but want to be worthy of that trust. As much as she expressed how much he helped her, he couldn't help but feel that she made him a better man too.
At the very least he was striving to be a better man, for both her and Andy.
His lip twitched with a slight smile at the thought as he climbed up to join her. Sometimes it felt like the Light or the Universe or some other great power had sent the two to guide him after his Pa died. Hell, he and Kat had got along at first because she constantly fretted over Andy. Constantly bringing them food and making sure the boy had everything he needed as the reformed bandits settled back into town.
“Sunrise always makes being up early worth it. It’s peaceful.” She replied as he settled next to her.
“Trying to excuse why yer up at such odd hours again?” He joked.
“No, it’s just a good routine.” She hummed quietly, glancing at him with a knowing warmth. She knew that he knew.
Logan spied the shadows under her eyes. Sleeplessness was an issue they both had. For him it was nightmares, the haunts of his past waking him up in the middle of the night. But both Kat, and Doctor Fang when the hunter brought up his concerns during a checkup, told him that the builder’s issue was with her brain. ‘Insomnia,’ the Doc had said.
It still worried him.
Especially when he thought about all the times he'd come across her unconscious in random spots in the early mornings. He'd even made a habit of checking on her throughout the night to make sure she didn't pass out around any of her machines or forges. It was like she was putting herself in danger on purpose.
There was one especially terrifying night where he couldn’t find her and nearly tore apart every ruin around Sandrock looking.
When he’d found her then, it was terrifying.
She was face down, unconscious, in an old abandoned ruin. He'd rushed her back to town only for Fang to tell him she collapsed from exhaustion. They’d had a nasty argument that morning when she woke up. Logan couldn’t help it, that situation had freaked him out pretty bad. It brought back every horrible feeling he’d had when Miguel had told him that his Pa was found unconscious and dying in a ruin.
Sure, Logan knew the truth now, but knowing never took away the pain. Nor the trauma.
She might be good at maintaining a cheery facade but the exhaustion in her eyes didn’t lie to him.
“Hmmm… yer havin’ trouble sleeping again.” Kat flinched at his words, unable to meet the hunter’s eyes.
He reached out, laying a gentle hand on her back in reassurance. She was likely thinking of their argument. Logan didn’t mean to bring that up again, they’d promised to never yell like that again. He wasn’t particularly tactful with his words. It’d gotten him in trouble before. But the hunter also didn’t know how to express his worry without overstepping the boundaries of their friendship.
Kat met his eyes again, the conflict and guilt on her face.
“You ready to head into the ruins?” She deflected.
Logan felt a small prickle of disappointment. She wasn’t ready to talk about it. He might have put a greater rift into their friendship than he’d thought when they’d argued.
No sense in pushing it he supposed.
“‘Bout as ready as I’ll ever be. These ruins’ve been cleared by the Council Guards once before. So there’ll be nothing we can’t handle in there… if anything at all.” He shrugged, reaching a hand down. “C’mon, Sunrise is pretty but time’s a wastin’.”
As they picked their way down to the ruins the hunter reflected on how this was the first time he’d be setting foot in these ruins since the day they’d fought Duvos, Pen, and Matilda together.
If he was being truthful, he didn’t like the Starship Ruins. He avoided any hunting commissions that required him to come up here. It was where Pen attacked Howlett, injecting him with the virus that’d put him in a coma, and it was where that same monster had tried to kill Logan and kidnap Kat.
As they stepped into the elevator that’d take them to the lower levels the hunter hummed along with the music to try and soothe his nerves.
The elevator shuddered to a stop at their floor and Kat pulled out a small map to navigate them.
She’d told him that this was a request from Director Qi who’d practically lived in these ruins for a little while after they were discovered. Something about a new area in the ruins that the Director wanted them to look at.
“So, we're exploring a new wing, huh?” He asked as he followed her lead.
She chuckled as she folded her map, stuffing it back in her pocket. “Well… not necessarily new. The Director poked around there before, but he said this is the kind of job best handled by the delicate touch of a builder.” Kat rolled her eyes good-naturedly. “If ask me, that's just code for ‘He can't be bothered to do heavy lifting.’ And you already know how he is about sending the Civil Corps.”
Logan was indeed aware of the Director's habit.
Any time Qi actually bothered to commission the hunter or the Corpsmen he either insisted on going along or on them taking Kat along. He didn't trust them to bring back the correct components or items that he wanted.
Most often the Director just commissioned them when he needed a brute for backup or as a personal beast of burden.
“Is that why I'm here?” Logan smirked at her. “Y’ needed a pack yakmel to carry stuff?”
Of course that wasn't the reason, he knew. She'd personally asked him along. It wasn't out of necessity since she was ridiculously strong herself. He suspected it was more because she didn't want to be alone.
The hunter was more than happy to oblige.
“Ha, no, not really.” She chortled. “I just wanted to-”
Kat stopped mid-step, as though she'd been physically hit. A look like a yakmel in headlights as she forced herself to continue down the hall wordlessly. Logan couldn't stop a slight frown from twitching at the corners of his lips. That was a weird reaction for the builder to have. She wanted to- what? Hang out with him?
She'd never been shy about asking him for company before…
Curiosity got the best of him as he held open the door to what looked like another atrium for her.
“Wanted what?” He prompted curiously.
“Er- Uhhm-” Her eyes flicked across the room, taking in every machine and discarded pieces of furniture. Her hand drifted into her pocket.
The builder’s eyes slid down to a point between their feet and Logan could help but feel mounting concern. Even in the moments she was most vulnerable with him she was still certain. Still strong. What could make her so… scared?
“This really isn’t how I wanted to do this…” Kat pulled something small, pinkish-red out of her pocket, still not meeting his eyes. “I- I’ve been thinking about this for a while- its-”
It’s a heart knot. It took a moment for Logan’s mind to process what it was, but the woven red strands were unmistakable.
“I like you.”
Every emotion crashed through the hunter at once. Panic namely. But also things like regret and, shockingly, guilt.
What was he supposed to think?
What was he supposed to do?
For as long as he spent denying himself, telling himself that he would never get what he wanted. That he’d never have her. Here she was presenting everything he wanted upon her palm.
Guilt hit him like a truck.
He didn’t want to hurt her. They were so close already, each other's companion in suffering and in contentment. Was she in love with him or did she just like what they had?
Did he even have a right to all that when he was so desperately lost with how to help her with all her troubles?
Peach above, she had troubles. Monsters that he couldn’t fight for her and times when her own mind betrayed her. He had them too. Yet the hunter wouldn’t even know where to start despite all the time he’s spent trying.
Fear was the one thing keeping his heart in check.
Logan never dispensed much thought towards love. He’d always thought he’d just keep good people by his side and be content with that. To him, love was something that hurt. Just like it hurt his Pa when his Ma ran off… and just like it hurt to have his Pa die in his arms.
He couldn’t stand to lose anyone else.
Couldn’t stand the anxiety that possibly pushing away one of the most important people in his life brought about.
Nor the thought that Kat of all people might run from his life like his Ma did.
What if they couldn’t handle their own problems together?
“I- I’m sorry Kat.” His voice sounded distant and hollow, the traitorous words burning his throat as they left his mouth.
“I don’t-”
Don’t what?
“I can’t-”
Can’t what?
“I can’t accept this.”
Coward. Traitor.
The words seared his mind. Doubly so as her face fell. Pain and hurt carefully tamped down with a builder’s precision crossed her face and she looked away. No doubt to hide tears.
How could he trust himself to love her if he hurt her like this?
Kat turned away, stammering about looking at the machines.
Logan found himself nodding. Returning some listless reply about checking the perimeter. His legs burning to run from the mess he’d just made.
His boots thumped clumsily against the floor. Putting as much space between Logan and Kat as quickly as they could. His blood roaring and his breath shallow. It felt like he’d torn his own heart out and was walking away from where it lay.
As soon as he was out of sight he practically collapsed against the wall, the metal surface the only thing keeping him on his feet.
Why, why, WHY?
Why did he run?!
The hunter ran trembling hands through his hair, loosening the short ponytail he usually kept his white locks in.
Everything that just happened played through his mind on loop.
He was in love with her. Why did he do that? What was he trying to save her from? Himself?
The memory of the look of pain on her face appeared every time he blinked. Jabbing him like a rusty needle torturously slow. One thing he’d always promised himself- promised her- was that he’d never hurt her.
It was why he kept his feelings to himself.
Why he was so afraid of her rejection.
Why… did he run when she was openly telling him she wouldn’t reject him?
Why was he being the coward here?
A memory leapt forward in his mind unbidden. The day they’d spent together going after the two idiots who were using Logan’s name to try and rob folks.
It was those idiot brothers Donkey and Mule of course. As the resident duo troublemakers from the same village as Haru, that wasn’t surprising. What was surprising was the fact that they’d trapped a Mega Tunnel Worm in the cave and had also apparently set up several clever traps.
Including a crossbow trap that had shot a poisoned arrow straight at Kat.
He’d reacted on instinct back then. Complete emotion over logic. In that moment the hunter couldn’t care less if he died, he just couldn’t stand the thought of her being hurt, or worse, killed.
Logan woke up later that day, drenched in sweat and the horrid taste of Fang’s antidote in his mouth. As well as the unpleasant feeling of a hole in his shoulder like he'd been turned into a pincushion by a porcupine.
He was in his house again. Though he couldn’t remember how he got there. The hunter could remember the ruins… and then nothing. Maybe some bits and pieces of Fang and Kat talking while the Doctor worked on Logan’s wounds, but the poison and the pain did quite a number on his awareness at the time.
One thing he remembered vividly, for some reason, was the warmth of Kat’s cheek resting in the palm of his hand.
She’d been sitting at his bedside, waiting for him to wake up.
The hunter realized almost instantly that she must have dragged him out of that cave and back into town on her own. Which struck him harder than it should have.
Logan had always tried to be the strong one. Handling everything on his own, powering through by himself. Ever since Haru left for college, the hunter did his best to shoulder his load alone. So sure that he needed to be strong. Unbeatable. The Sandrock hero.
He believed for so long that he was the last line of defense, that if he was ever weak he’d be the sacrifice to keep everyone safe.
Yet she helped him.
Not only that, he was alive because of her.
It was then he realized how much Kat meant to him. How much he needed her.
Every day, starting that very next morning, he’d found all the little reasons to fall for her harder. When she’d come to check on him, just after Andy had finished helping the hunter with his bandages, she’d actually scolded him for trying to handle his injury on his own. He’d even heard her mutter ‘I could have helped’ under her breath with a cute little pout.
Granted, the builder did agree with him that Andy could stand to learn about wound treatment and medicine. But she still insisted that he needed an adult’s help, and that someone needed to babysit the hunter so he didn’t strain himself or open his wound while his son was in school. She worried about him. Cared for him.
Logan didn’t protest too much, he enjoyed her company.
Hell, he had loved the feeling of having a little family again-
Cold rushed over him, draining all his emotions down to his feet. Blanketing him with grounded reality as he stared blankly at the cold metal wall across from him.
He had to go back to her. To tell her.
He’d beg for forgiveness if he had to- and wear that damned heart knot every day if it meant seeing her smile.
Regardless of whether or not he was scared of her problems, and how he'd cope with his own, he’d love nothing more than to know she was with him. To have that feeling again because he knew- he knew- she was the one who’d stay by him. Who’d love him whether he was saving her life or acting like a whiny toddler in time-out because he tore a stitch trying to climb into Rambo’s saddle.
She’d told him she liked him, and damn would he do anything to earn her love.
The hunter had gotten barely two steps towards where Kat was when a metallic shrill, followed by a crack, a crash, and a bloodcurdling scream sent him running.
Fear gripped his heart, different this time, colder, like he’d felt only once before.
Skidding around the corner he saw her writhing on the ground next to a metal crate, the blue glowing machine in the middle of the room letting out a shrill squeal as the air seemed to charge with electricity.
“Kat!” He slid to the ground next to her, his heart in his throat. “What happened?”
The hunter scooped her up, the builder’s pained whimpers tearing at his heart. He noticed a creeping crackle of blue energy climbing her arm, part of her hand crumbling into light. “No, no, no!” He screamed, futilely trying to brush the energy off of her. “Shit!”
She let out a louder whimper and Logan pulled her up against him. “Hang in there, Kat.” His heart betrayed all the fear he felt, panic pushed down only by the need to comfort her. “I’ll get you out of here, don’t worry.”
He squeezed her tightly as her eyes started to drift closed.
“Kat? Hey, stay with me!” The hunter gasped out. Tears streaming freely down his face.
He can’t lose her now! He couldn’t!
“You can’t go, please!” He screamed as her eyes closed, her body going limp.
“KAT!” Her name tore from his lips like a desperate shouted prayer.
He shook her. Frantically trying again to push the blue glow, which had reached her shoulder. Babbling out pleas and assurances.
She couldn’t die here… She had to live.
Sobs wracked the hunter’s body.
“Please, please, please! I love you Kat! I love you!” Logan wailed, clutching her to his chest.
He couldn’t lose her like this. It was cruel that she’d die without knowing how he truly felt. That he’d never get the chance to make things right. Never get the chance to spend what time they could’ve had together.
“I love you…” A hoarse sob escaped him.
Blinding white light engulfed him. A feeling that was somehow simultaneously chillingly hot and scorchingly cold rolling over his whole body.
Then, nothing.
—
Logan woke choking on a mix between a scream and a sob.
He thrashed, the tangle of blankets only worsening his panic. The hunter fell out of the bed with a thump, scrambling to his feet as he fought off both the sheets and wires clinging to his body and the fog that clouded the edges of his vision.
As he got his footing a shape loomed towards him through the haze in the corner of his eye.
He punched it instinctively and the heart monitor fell over with a plaintive beep. Logan ripped at the cords still attaching him to the machine. Adrenaline making his hands tremble like an elderly man's.
“Logan!” A hauntingly familiar voice broke through the fog.
Gentle hands grabbed at the hunter, trying to steady him. Blue eyes that mirrored his own and tawny brown hair entered his vision. Logan stared in disbelief, like a ghost or some cruel hallucination was standing before him.
“You're alright, son. Yer safe. It's all right.” Howlett’s voice was as calming to the younger hunter as it had been when he was little. “Ya gave me a nasty scare y’ know.”
He smiled warmly.
Logan reached out a tentative hand, scared that the image in front of him would shatter at the slightest touch. It met a solid, warm shoulder.
After that instant his last shred of sanity snapped as he grasped at the older hunter’s arms desperately, his eyes focusing just enough to take in the details of his father's face. Tears welled in his eyes. Pa.
Howlett pulled him in for a tight hug and the younger hunter’s knees gave out, dragging them both to the floor as he clung to his Pa. Choking on tears as the impossible just suddenly became the very real. All the pain and sorrow he’d endured weighing his bones down.
“Whoa, hey! It's alright, stay with me, Logan. You're gonna be alright.”
The old hunter held his son in his arms as Logan cried in a way he hadn't since he was ten.
—
Notes:
Poor Logan. Traumatized in every timeline...
You guys have no idea just how hyped I am to finally get to use the chapter title. I've waited ~FORTY~ chapters for this moment. Bliss.
There's only one chapter this week. Next week's is gonna be beefy and thus I need the time to write it. We're finally gonna unravel some of the mystery of time travel.See y'all next week!
Chapter 41: The Father
Summary:
A new challenger enters the arena!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Howlett held his crying son for a while. Letting the younger man wail against his shirt until Doctor Fang finally came by, jabbing Logan with some kind of sedative medicine.
‘Hysterical.’ Was the only answer that the shaken-looking Doctor gave when he asked what was wrong.
The old hunter got the feeling that there was more to it. Especially since that was the first time the Doc had spoken to him since all this started…
It'd been weird in Sandrock the past few days.
Ever since Howlett returned early from his hunt, He’d noticed that everyone in town seemed to be in a daze. Following their usual habits but… almost robotic. Like they couldn’t control themselves properly.
Just a few nights ago, while he was out, it felt like the whole desert was being shaken by an earthquake.
He’d been following the trail of a pack of Rockyenarolls, the ones that attacked Cooper’s herd of yakmel and were likely a threat to the town if not handled. The old hunter figured that they were led by an Alpha and, according to their trail and what he knew about the wild dog’s love for rough terrain, were likely headed up the Northern Heights.
Once he’d crossed the Highwind Pass and was getting ready to climb to the Plateau he’d spotted her, dark hair fluttering in the breeze backdropped by a light blue shirt.
A woman.
Initially, he’d been worried that the Rockyenarolls might have attacked her, any pack wouldn’t mind picking easy prey like a lone wanderer, but he saw no wounds on her. Aside from the fact she was unconscious and starting to sunburn, she was unharmed.
Then the woman really surprised him.
She woke just barely, murmuring Logan’s name just before passing out again.
Of course, he couldn’t be sure if she was asking for his son or for someone who’d coincidentally had the same name but… When her eyes flicked open and met his for a brief moment, she seemed to recognize him- Or mistake him for his son. A lot of folks always mentioned how his son had inherited his eyes and face.
Either way, it seemed like she knew Logan.
Howlett had decided to drop his hunt then and carry the woman back to town. It was what he was going to do anyway, saving someone’s life took priority over tracking down those Rockynearolls.
But once he got back to town he’d noticed everyone seemed different.
Well actually… At first, he didn’t notice. Howlett had brought the woman straight to Fang’s Clinic when he got into town. The Doctor wasn’t one for idle chit-chat anyways so the old hunter figured that this was normal.
It wasn’t until Haru rode back into town with an unconscious Logan that the old hunter realized something was off.
The two of them had been down south working on a hunt for the Civil Corp. Scouting a ruin while also taking care of the unprecedented number of desert vipers that the recent rains brought out. So when they arrived, Howlett almost couldn’t contain his panic.
His boy wasn’t waking up.
The thought that Logan may have been bitten by a viper was what initially made him worry, but there was no bite wound and Logan always heeded Howlett’s warning about carrying antidotes. He couldn’t tell whether or not it was a relief that hadn’t been poisoned or a nightmare that he didn’t know what was wrong with his son.
When the old hunter had tried to get more information out of the chemist he noticed the look in the younger man’s eyes.
It was like he wanted to say something but he couldn’t. No amount of prompting from Howlett could get him to respond. Haru's face just remained mostly blank, with dazed panic in his eyes.
Then the chemist walked off.
Howlett followed after him, worried that something might be really wrong. But the chemist just walked straight back to the home he shared with the two hunters, up into his own room, and sat at his work desk staring blankly at the wall.
Thoroughly confused, and now scared, the old hunter returned to the Clinic.
He checked on Logan then decided he’d ask the Doc…
Who was in the same state.
Blank stare, robotic movements… Hell, after the first day, Howlett realized they were all following specific schedules too. Like they’d been replaced by machines and were statically mimicking what they do on a daily basis.
Everyone in Sandrock was affected.
The Ranch, the Church, the Saloon- even the Civil Corps. Howlett had tried to broach the subject with Sheriff Justice and only got a blank stare in return. Same thing with Mayor Trudy.
He wasn’t sure if he needed to contact some Doctor in Atara for the whole town or for himself. It felt like he was going mad.
It’d been a few days since they’d all started like this and the old hunter had settled into a routine. Make two patrol rounds per day, one morning one evening, and check on every person in town who was affected by this… whatever the hell this was… then spend the rest of the day in the Clinic and keeping tabs on everyone.
He would’ve left to find help by now if he wasn’t so worried about one of the townsfolk wandering off and getting hurt.
Then, by the grace of the Light, Logan finally woke up.
It was as the older hunter was returning from one of his patrols, despairing over no change yet, when he heard a loud crash and incoherent shouts.
Rounding the corner he saw his son punch the heart monitor.
Howlett had to rush forward to stop Logan from hurting himself as he tried to fight the monitor wires that were still stuck to his chest. Despite himself, he couldn't help but smile in relief at his son. Glad to see him awake even if the younger hunter was trying to throw haymakers at Fang’s innocent medical equipment.
Logan had stared at him in disbelief, reaching out gingerly like he'd thought that Howlett was going to disappear. Clinging to him the same way he used to as a child.
What concerned him the most was the look the younger hunter had on his face. An ashen and empty expression that reminded Howlett of when he was younger, on a hunt near the Peripheries with another hunter, and had to tell a woman that her entire family had been killed by a monster. It was a hollow kind of grief that Howlett wouldn't wish on anyone, that horrible shell shock that came with witnessing the deaths of everyone you loved.
Logan wasn't the happy-go-lucky man that Howlett had said goodbye to just days ago anymore.
The older hunter had tried to get his son to tell him what was wrong but Logan could only let out terrible body-shaking screams and sobs that tore at Howlett’s heart. Suffering the kind of pain that no physical wound could make.
Then Fang came over with the sedatives, refused to give much more than a one-word answer, told the old hunter to keep an eye on Logan as he should wake in an hour or so, and refused to make eye contact whatsoever before retreating to his personal apartment upstairs.
Which led to now. With Howlett sitting and watching over his sedated son.
“Nng..” A soft groan from his son snapped the old hunter’s thoughts back to the present.
Hazy bloodshot blue eyes opened a crack. A sluggish with a medicated fog that Howlett had seen, and experienced, a few times before.
“Pa…?” Logan’s voice was weak and uncertain.
“Hey, son. How’re you feelin’?” The old hunter ruffled his white hair gently.
Tears welled in the young hunter’s eyes. “I think I died…”
Howlett raised a brow at that. Seems a bit dramatic. “No. You gave me a mighty bad scare, but yer alive.”
Logan blinked, trying to look at the older hunter clearer. “Is it really you?” He croaked out, more tears streaming from his eyes. “D- did we really go that far…?”
What is he talking about…? Howlett tilted his head, continuing to pat his son’s hair comfortingly. “Yeah, it’s really me. I’m here an’ you made it back to Sandrock. You’re gonna be alright- I dunno how far south you an’ Haru went though.”
A heavy sigh left Logan as his eyes drooped again. He struggled to keep his eyes open, still trying to focus on Howlett. “Where… is Haru?”
A thought struck the older hunter. “Oh, He was acting strange once y’all got back into town too. Everyone had been actin’ a bit weird the last few days…”
The younger hunter’s eyes focused sharper for a moment. “Weird…?”
“Yeah, I think there might be some kinda illness goin’ around.” Howlett furrowed his brow in thought. “No one’s been talkin’ neither. Like somethin’s wrong with ‘em but they can’t speak.” He shook his head. “We’ll figure that out later, right now-”
A flicker of worry across Logan’s face was the only warning the older hunter got before he tried to stumble out of the bed.
“Whoa, hey!” Howlett tried to stop his son. “The meds are still wearing off Logan, you need to rest!”
The younger hunter ignored him, pushing back against him. “We- we gotta warn everyone, Pa! Duvos is in the Northern Ruins and they’ve taken over the Church. I- I saw it. In the future, they attack Sandrock.” He babbled as he struggled against his Pa.
Howlett’s eyebrows would’ve shot into space had they not been attached to his head. Duvos? This far south of the border? In the future?
His mouth twitched with a worried frown. Maybe Logan had been bitten by a Desert Viper, some of them had venom potent enough to cause hallucinations. That or he’d drank from the wrong kind of cactus again.
Or he was affected by whatever was happening to everyone else…
“Logan.” The old hunter tried patiently. “I think you need to sit and wait until the Doctor comes back.” He tried to gently push his son back down onto the hospital bed.
Logan stopped when he caught his Pa’s tone, looking at him offended. “You think I’m crazy.”
Well damn.
“A little maybe. You’ve been under duress. I dunno if one of the snakes got ya or whatever’s goin’ on…”
“I’m not crazy!”
“Alright! I'll handle it, but you need to rest. I'll see if I can't talk to Justice or Pen and maybe-”
The younger hunter gripped Howlett’s arms painfully tight. “NO! You can't! Not him- he- he's one of them!”
Howlett was starting to understand what the word hysterical meant. He's never seen the younger hunter so frantic. He tried to get a tighter grip on his struggling son. “Damn it, Logan! Stop! You're gonna hurt yourself.”
They struggled for a bit. Logan was still fairly powerful, even while drugged.
Though Howlett had always been quite proud that his son was as strong- if not stronger- than he was, it was times like this where he was reminded that the younger hunter was equally as bullheaded and, occasionally, frustrating.
“You're awake.”
Doctor Fang’s soft voice made them both freeze. The older hunter glanced over his shoulder, seeing the disheveled-looking Doctor staring at Logan intently.
“Uh- a little help, Doc? He's freaking out.” Howlett glanced back at Logan, whose breathing was still erratic. His eyes were also fixed on the Doctor, some of the uncertainty clearing from his face.
“He has… good reason. But… try deep breaths.” The Doctor stepped forward, placing a hand on the younger hunter’s back. “How much do… you remember?”
“How much do you remember?” Logan watched the Doc wearily.
“Everything.”
Howlett saw his son's eyes widen.
“Both timelines? Like me?”
“Yes.” Fang nodded then glanced at Howlett, a strange mixture of regret and sorrow in his eyes. “And you remember nothing…?”
The older hunter narrowed his eyes in frustration. “If you two could stop bein’ mysterious- I just remember getting back to town and everyone was actin’ strange. What’s goin’ on?”
“Not for me to explain…” The Doc shook his head, looking back at Logan. “I talked… to Qi. You need to speak with him… too.” He hesitated. “Something went… wrong.”
Logan winced.
Still confused, Howlett looked back and forth between the two. He’d missed something, he hated being out of the loop. The old hunter was at least thankful that Logan seemed to calm down- Or at least wasn’t thrashing around anymore, but he was still painfully lost. What did this have anything to do with the Research Director?
“Okay.” Howlett leaned back, putting his hands on his hips. “Would either of you care to catch me up, or do I need to holler my questions?”
“Er- sorry, Pa. Didn’t mean to ignore ya.” Logan glanced at him apologetically then looked at Fang.
“You… tell him.” The Doc huffed. “It was… your hare-brained idea. I'm just here if you're ill.”
He fidgeted nervously as the old hunter looked at him expectantly.
“Uh… I might have… messedwithatimemachineandfuckedthingsup-”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” Howlett grabbed his shoulders. “Slowly. You did… what?”
Logan took a deep breath, letting it out slowly. His nervousness reminded the older hunter of every time his boy had come to him when he was younger to admit when he’d done something wrong or had gotten in trouble with his teacher again.
Though this time the look in Logan’s eyes was amplified by… sorrow- or grief?
There was a light of both joy and pain in the younger man’s eyes that was inexplicable to Howlett. ‘Is it really you?’ He couldn’t shake the feeling that the only explanation would be devastating- to both of them.
“This… would probably be easier to explain with the Director’s help.” Logan sighed. “Uh- simply put… I think I time traveled.” He glanced at Doctor Fang again. “Er- we both- and maybe Qi- time traveled.”
Howlett shot a curious look at the Doc, who was nodding solemnly.
“O- kay…” The older hunter tilted his head curiously. “And how’d ya manage that?”
“A relic in the Northern Ruins…” Logan's face pinched slightly. “It wasn't pleasant.”
“It may… also explain his condition.” Fang nodded. “And… the weirdness. Should talk to Qi.”
“I guess we’re talking with the good Director then. Is he alright to walk?” Howlett jabbed a thumb at Logan. “I can go on my own if need be.”
The Doctor tilted his head. “The… medicine is wearing off. He should… be fine. Just… make sure he doesn't… fall on his face.”
—
Their walk- or stumble rather- to the Research Center was anything but quiet despite the evening darkness.
Logan seemed to be lost in his own thoughts, a gleam of tempered hope in his eyes had long since burned away whatever suffering that’d hung over him since he woke. He was babbling- mostly to himself but also to Howlett. Jumbled plans, stuff about Duvos and Pen, Miguel, and Matilda being traitors, how they needed to defend Sandrock, and some names that Howlett didn't recognize.
Strangely enough, the younger hunter even mentioned needing to go to Highwind.
It'd been a while since his son had mentioned wanting to go to any other city in the Alliance when it wasn't monster hunting related. But Logan kept rambling about ‘needing to make things right.’
On top of that, Howlett noticed his son kept looking at him like he couldn’t believe that he was really there. Glancing at him and reaching out to pat his arm like he wasn’t entirely sure his Pa wouldn’t disappear as soon as he was out of sight.
As they approached the door of the Research Center it swung open with startling force revealing Director Qi, who nearly walked face-first into Howlett.
“Oh!” The Director backed up, looking up at the old hunter in confusion. “Uh-” He noticed Logan wobbling next to him. “Ah! There you are! Come on, I’ve figured out some things about that time machine and you might not like it.” Qi grabbed the younger hunter’s wrist and dragged him towards the open door. He called over his shoulder to Howlett as he turned. “You too! Come inside real quick, we need to talk.”
The Director practically hauled Logan up the stairwell inside the door with Howlett following hesitantly after.
Once on the main level of the Research Center Qi turned on his heel, letting go of the younger hunter’s wrist. He nearly fell face first as Howlett scrambled to grab him, hauling one of his son’s arms over his shoulders to support him. The Director circled them for a moment.
He stared hard at Howlett like he’d suddenly found a complex, yet fascinating, problem to solve. It was a look that made the older hunter’s skin prickle slightly with embarrassment and discomfort.
“So, Howlett. Do you remember anything?” Qi poked the older hunter’s shoulder like he thought his hand would pass right through. “Are you experiencing any symptoms? What did the Doctor say?” He poked him a few more times, still circling like he was a fascinating relic on display at a museum.
“First off, quit pokin’ me.” Howlett smacked the Director’s hand away with his free hand. “Second, I barely know anythin’ about what y’all are gabbin’ about. I just want to know what the hell happened to Logan an’ the rest of the town.”
“Ah right. Well, the simple answer is that your son used a relic time machine in a desperate attempt to save Kat from her injuries and it would seem we not only overshot when we went back to, but have also encountered some… ah, unintended side effects.”
Howlett raised a brow. He couldn't tell if the Director was referring to him as the ‘unintended side effect’ or the experience he’d been having over the past few days. It was a relief to know it wasn’t some kind of disease, but he didn’t know if he was alright with his son being mixed up in some kind of relic-based disaster.
That kind of thing was best left to the Alliance Council and their little adventurer’s guilds like the Flying Pigs.
Logan straightened at the Director’s words, standing unsteadily free from his Pa’s grip. Worry scrunching his face. “What ‘unintended side effects’ exactly?”
“It’s kind of hard to explain… let me grab something.” Director Qi scurried away to his desk.
Silence passed between them as the Director shuffled through the mess scattered across his workstation. Curiosity quickly got the better of the older hunter as they waited. He hated not knowing things.
“Who's Kat-?”
His question was cut off as the door slammed open and Sheriff Justice came bounding up the steps, nearly out of breath.
“Director! We need your help, everyone’s-” The Sheriff stopped when he spotted Logan. He stormed over and grabbed his collar and nearly hauled him off his feet. Tension and accusation in every line of his body. “You! What the hell did you do?!?”
“Whoa, hey!” Howlett grabbed Justice’s arm. “Back off Sheriff, that’s what we’re trying to figure out too.”
The Sheriff did a double take letting go of Logan, his eyes going wide at the sight of the older hunter. He looked at the younger hunter, anger replaced with fear and concern. “What devil did you sell your soul to man?”
“I did it for Kat.” Logan snapped defensively.
“Well, now Pen and Matilda are runnin’ lose and we’ve got a whole army to fight!” The Sheriff shook his head in frustration. “An’ it didn’t even help Kat!”
“What do you mean…?”
“Weren't you at Fang’s? She’s still there and she ain’t awake.”
Distress returned to Logan’s face, he leaned back heavily against the rail. “H- how is she here… I thought she was in Highwind?”
The older hunter glanced back and forth between the two. There was no one else at the Clinic. Unless he meant-
“Wait, is Kat a short gal? Brown hair with freckles?” Howlett interjected.
The Sheriff glanced at him with a hesitant look. “Yeah. How did you-?”
“I found her near the Northern Heights, I was about to climb up to the plateau.”
“So you’re the one who brought her back?” Justice tilted his head. “What was she doing there?”
“Not sure. She was unconscious when I found her.” The older hunter glanced at his son. “She woke for a moment though, she asked for you by name.”
Logan’s eyes snapped up to meet his, hopeful again. “She did? She woke up?”
“Yeah, though she passed out again. I couldn’t exactly figure out what was wrong since no one was talking to me- speaking of-” Howlett looked back at Justice. “We’re y’all just ignoring me or were y’all ill?”
“What?”
“The past few days, none of y'all were actin’ normal. Or I guess you guys were acting normal, but like you couldn’t do things on your own. It was like…” The older hunter gestured with his hand, not sure how to explain what had happened.
“Robots?” Logan supplied.
Howlett nodded. “Or like livin’ ghosts or something. Y’all weren’t talking. Whole town seemed dead.”
“I- I can’t even remember the past few days clearly…” Justice admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. “That's why I’m here. Me an’ Trudy were trying to figure out what was goin’ on when Haru told us about what Logan was getting up to.”
“What we were getting up to. No offense to the monster hunter, but he'd have gotten nowhere without my help.” Qi butted in as he returned to the group. “That machine was as fine-tuned as they come. It needed a delicate hand. Something you might not understand.”
“Alright, I'll make sure to put that in the arrest report.” The Sheriff snorted sarcastically.
The Director stared at him, miffed. “Do you want this information or not?”
“Ignore the both of ‘em.” Howlett shook his head at the younger men. “Tell us what's going on, Director.”
Qi held out the notebook he retrieved. “So we already know that the time machine can mess with temporal continuity. It would seem it sent pretty much everyone in Sandrock- Howlett exempted- back in time.”
“So you guys remember both timelines? How did that happen? It didn’t the first time.” Logan grabbed the notebook, his brows raising as he looked at it. “Qi this is scribbles.”
Howlett took it from his son. The page the Director had turned it to was covered in a nearly senseless scrawl, smudged and shaky like the hand that wrote it wasn’t fully in control. The only clear word was ‘help’ etched into the page by the blunted pencil. It was even partially torn by the rough treatment, like a madman’s journal.
“It is scribbles, but what is more important is the contents. Howlett, you mentioned everyone was ignoring you right?” The older hunter nodded at the Director’s words. “It wasn’t so much that we were ignoring you, it was that we were trapped in our own bodies. Unable to fully control our actions or speak.”
“That… sounds horrifying.”
“Yes… it wasn’t pleasant. Presumably, the whole process wasn’t pleasant considering how much Logan screamed when he activated the time machine… Oh, to answer your question, Logan, it would seem that every time the machine is used the more we remember what had happened in previous timelines.” Director Qi adjusted his glasses. “Basically our former selves and our present selves were merged together and as a result temporarily trapped us until you, as the current focus subject, had been properly transported into the past. The machine itself is imperfect- unfortunately- which means that such matters will only get worse as we’re all forcibly merged with our alternate selves. It’s likely that it is causing massive temporal degeneration, effectively destabilizing the very fabric of our reality. In an attempt to achieve restabilization, it appears that it will have a negative effect on everyone present in the machine’s effective range, namely Sandrock- or at least anyone present in Sandrock at both times that the machine was activated.”
The other three stared at the Director, trying to digest what he’d said.
“Ah, in layman’s terms and to answer all the questions; One, Kat is in Sandrock this time because the destabilization appears to have affected her whole body, transporting her here. Whether or not she will be alright depends entirely on how much the time machine merged her current and alternate timeline selves… Two, the machine is faulty making us all suffer its effects. Three; most of Sandrock has been stuck in a slightly altered mimicry of what we did in the previous two timelines right up until you woke, Logan. Giving proof to my final point; the time machine works like a save system or a bookmarking system, transporting the person back in time to a major event in their life.”
“A major event…?” Logan’s eyes widened as he looked at Howlett. “What’s the date?”
“Summer, Year 96. Why?” The older hunter tilted his head as all the color seemed to drain from the younger man’s face. Both Justice and Qi seemed to catch what Logan was thinking.
“That may have been a more shocking revelation than I meant it to be, sorry.” The Director glanced back and forth between the two hunters.
“So the time machine chose the day Logan got sick on a hunt?” Howlett tilted his head, the gnawing ache of his gut telling him it was something worse. That it had something to do with why Logan couldn’t believe he was really there, and why the older hunter couldn’t remember the previous timelines like they could.
“No- it… it can’t be,” Justice put a hand over his mouth. “It really is, isn’t it?”
“What happened?” Howlett turned a sharp look at them. He could already guess, but he wanted to hear it. Just to be sure.
Logan looked at his father, a haunted look on his face.
“Tonight’s the night that you died, Pa.”
—
Notes:
Existential crisis time! *awkward disco dance*
I had to chop this week's update into two chapters. The second one should be up in a day or two. I hope y'all enjoy!
See y'all soon!
Chapter 42: Reunion
Summary:
The dead walks among the living again.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Learning he died was… Well, he didn’t really have a way to digest that properly.
Howlett had learned many surprising things in his long years. Especially living in a desert as hostile as the Eufaula.
Respecting the balance of life and death, and particularly fearing death as any living being should. The old hunter figured he had a pretty decent grasp on the concept and could accept his own death amicably.
But damn.
He wasn't sure if he was angrier that he was murdered or that it appears to have hurt Logan so terribly.
Sure, monster hunting was dangerous and Howlett wasn't exactly a young man anymore. He'd always pointed out the danger and unpredictability of the job to his son. Trying to prepare him for the inevitability of the older hunter’s retirement or death.
Because this job could absolutely result in his death.
But the fact that he'd died at the hands of a Duvosian? That was a hell of a lot more… tragic than he would have wanted.
Honestly, he would've preferred to go out from old age surrounded by as many friends and family as possible. Barring that maybe at least see his son settle down or make his mark in the world. The usual kind of fulfilled life things the old hunter assumed that most people would want.
Even without that… he was supposed to die today?
If he hadn’t stopped to bring that unconscious woman, Kat, back to Sandrock he would’ve been ambushed by Pen and killed.
The older hunter hadn’t ever had the heebie-jeebies this bad before.
“Well, alright then.” He looked back up at the other three.
At least he had other priorities to focus on other than the existential dread of learning about his own death. Howlett was pretty sure that Qi mentioned something about the time machine being dangerous to Sandrock… On top of the fact there were apparently Duvosians still on the loose.
“‘Alright then?’” Justice stared at the old hunter. “That’s your only reaction?”
“What? Do you want me to tear my hair out in despair or somethin’?” Howlett sighed. “If tonight was the night I was supposed to die I think it's a good sign that I ain’t dead again. It means I’ve got time to have a crisis later, we should focus on the fact that Duvos invaded and the possible apocalyptic time machine.”
The Sheriff was taken aback. Apparently what Qi said had flown over his head.
“Apocalyptic? Is it really that bad?”
“In theory.” The Director nodded. “I’m glad you caught that, by the way.” He glanced at the older hunter gratefully. “I kind of forgot that would be overshadowed by the- uh- news of your death.”
“Are you sure you’re okay, Pa?” Logan spoke up, searching the older hunter’s eyes worriedly.
Howlett smiled at him reassuringly. “I’m still trying to wrap my head around all the time-traveling stuff. Accepting the fact I died might get a little rough… Either way, we got a comin’ fight to focus on. I’d rather be thinking about that.”
“I’m starting to see where Logan gets it from...” Justice grumbled. “As for the Duvosians, we think they’re probably holing up in the Northern Ruins. We’re planning to rally for defense in case they are aiming to attack but judging from what Miguel told us that doesn't seem likely.”
Logan’s head snapped up, a sharp glare in his eyes. “Miguel’s out too? He’s one of ‘em.”
Justice held his hand up “He remembers the past too and he surrendered amicably. We can deal with him later.”
Miguel’s one of them…?
“Wait, who all is involved with Duvos?” Howlett asked the Sheriff.
“Just the three we already mentioned… oh wait, Mason too technically. But the main perps are Pen and Matilda.” Justice eyed the grumpy look on Logan’s face. “And didn’t you actually forgive Miguel at one point, man? Said that Sandrock gave you a second chance, so you wouldn’t deny it for another?”
“That was before he tried to kill Kat.” Logan hissed back pithily. “Trying to kill me is one thing. That is going to be harder to forgive.”
What.
“None of us remembered the past then, pardner. Just… don’t do anything rash. We all made mistakes.”
Logan huffed, turning away from the Sheriff. The older hunter shook his head at them. Clearly, he’d need to interrogate one or both of them on what’d happened in his… absence. They all seemed different, older and more mature, than when Howlett had left. It was such an abrupt change in less than two weeks.
“So, any chance we can talk with th’ Mayor?” Howlett changed the subject, uncomfortable with the tension in the air.
“Oh, right. Most everyone’s gathered in Town Hall.” Justice looked over the older hunter.
“I suppose we should let them know about you.”
—
To Howlett’s amazement, the inside of the Town Hall had been rearranged into a war room.
Mayor Trudy stood with her back to the door, an air of authority in her voice and small frame that the older hunter hadn’t seen in her since Theodore died. The faces around the table were grim but determined. Zeke, Owen, Cooper, Hugo, Justice’s newer Corpsman, Haru, that boy from the General Store, Miguel, and- oddly enough- Grandma Vivi were all gathered around the table with Trudy.
It was heartwarming to see all these familiar faces coming together in the wake of adversity.
This was the Sandrock that Howlett knew.
Also, it was a relief to see them back to their normal selves after the several days the older hunter spent living among zombies.
Vivi looked up as the door shut behind the newcomers, her hands flew to her mouth when she spotted them.
“By Peach!”
The whole table turned wide eyes towards Howlett. Gasps filling the room. Trudy whipped around, her eyes growing as wide as saucers.
“H- Howlett?!” Trudy covered her mouth, reaching out a trembling hand not unlike how Logan had reacted earlier. “Is- is it really you?”
Howlett smiled. He kind of understood what they were going through. Here was a dead man standing before them as though nothing had happened. Mainly because nothing had happened, he didn’t die this time around. But according to Qi they all clearly remembered his death.
The older hunter grabbed the Mayor’s hand and squeezed gently.
“In the flesh, Trudes.”
His words seemed to break the dam of emotions in the room. Trudy threw her arms around him in as big of a bear hug as her pint-sized frame could manage while the rest of the townsfolk around the table rushed to greet the beloved monster hunter. Resulting in a slightly crushing group hug.
All at once everyone was babbling in confusion and joy.
Trudy stepped back, her eyes shining as she craned her neck to look up at him.
“How is this possible?”
“Beats me. I just learned less than an hour ago that I was supposed to die tonight.” Howlett shrugged.
That put a little confusion on their faces. “What?”
“Ahem.” Director Qi stepped forward. “I believe a few explanations are in order.”
“Right!” Trudy straightened, glancing at all four of them. “Come on.”
Everyone shuffled back to their places at the table, adjusting for the newcomers. Across the table was a detailed map of Sandrock, one that Howlett recognized as he tended to base his patrol maps and annotated maps of monster territories off of copies of it. A few rocks stood in for the figurines that were usually scattered across war tables like this.
“So, I assume Justice at least partially caught you all up with what we’re doing here?” Trudy tilted her head at the older hunter.
“Yeah, the general gist of it.” Howlett nodded. “Duvos is up on the Plateau and Logan got y’all sent back in time.”
Logan flinched as most of the table turned to look at him in disbelief, reminded of the predicament outside of the foreign invaders.
“I wanted to help Kat.” He admitted to them defensively.
That seemed to soothe any ruffled feathers. Though Howlett noted several looks of pity and despair from the others. Not for the first time the older hunter couldn’t help but wonder about his son’s relationship with that woman. It looked like everyone but him knew.
“And due to that, we’ve now learned several things about this time machine- other than the fact that the Duvosians are willing to kill us for it-” Qi interjected, then glanced at Howlett. “Ah, do you want to tell them about…?”
“Yeah.” The older hunter nodded. “The past few days y’all’ve been in some kinda trance. Even Pen an’ Matilda. I also found that gal Logan was talkin’ about, Kat, just outside of town. Just at the end of the Highwind Pass.”
A few of the folks exchanged glances.
“That’s where the whole ‘time travel’ situation takes effect.” Qi cut in. “It selects a major event in a person’s life to transport them back to. As it was Logan who activated the time machine… the night his father died, tonight, was that point. We’ve all traveled back in time almost two years.”
“An’ now we’re all stuck with Duvosians up North and a hell of a headache to deal with! The past couple’a days have been hellish!” Cooper huffed. “Why’d we git dragged along with ‘im?”
“That was another point I needed to address. The effect is most evident in Kat’s case, she was transported to where Howlett found her and she hasn’t woken up-” A few despaired cries rose from the group. “We were ‘in a trance’ because the time machine was in the process of merging our alternate timeline selves. Which is also why we remember everything.” He chewed his lip. “The- uh- bad news with that is that the machine is broken.”
“That explains some things… and I’m sorry to hear about Kat, but what does that have to do with fighting off Duvos?” Zeke asked, glancing at their war map.
“Well,” The Director tilted his head. “If they use it, it could- at best- kill us all. Anyone who’s been affected by these prior two incidents would be in danger. At worst, though, it could destroy the whole world.”
That got everyone murmuring.
“Knowing them they wouldn’t hesitate, even if it killed their own men,” Miguel muttered darkly.
“Man,” Owen shook his head. “First it was Duvos invading, now it’s the end of the world. It just seems like all this keeps escalating.”
“We’ve fought for our lives twice before. Against the same people no less.” Grandma Vivi spoke up with a shrug. “What’s one more time?”
If eyebrows could gain muscles Howlett’s would be world-class weightlifting champions by this point with how much he’d raised them in surprise the last twenty-four hours. Everyone nodded in agreement with the matriarch’s statement. They fought this same battle twice?!
The older hunter sighed. “I can’t believe I missed all that.”
“It weren’t all that easy but your boy did ya proud, Howlett!” Cooper grinned at him. “We all thought at first he’d went mad, y’know, bein’ a bandit and all. But he really came through for us!”
Logan stiffened beside him.
“I’m sorry, what.” Howlett furrowed his brow. Bandit?
The grin wiped off the rancher’s face. “Oh, did he not tell ya? We thought he n’ Haru was the ones who killed ya at fir-”
Grandma Vivi smacked him. “Hush, you! The man just came back from the dead. Don’t rush ‘em!”
Howlett glanced at his son, whose face was a flurry of emotion. They thought he-?! Now the older hunter was starting to regret not asking for the details of his own death. His son couldn’t meet his eyes, shame written all over his face. When he thought back to how Logan reacted when he first woke up, crying hysterically like that…
It started to make a little more sense. He really needed to have a serious talk with his son.
“I… think I still need to be caught up on a few things.” The older hunter waved his hand, trying to spare Logan the unwanted attention. “That can happen later. What's the plan for dealin’ with the Duvosians? I’m assuming we’re planning to go on the attack since they're bunkering down?”
“R- right.” Mayor Trudy tore her eyes away from them and looked down at the map. “We know that they have an airship and a small army in the Northern Ruins. If we’re now also dealing with a dangerous relic, Qi I want you to focus on how to counter it.” She straightened, snapping smoothly back into the role of leader. “We’ve already got everyone divided up into groups to fortify Sandrock. Unfortunately, without Kat and Mi-an we don’t have the efficient builders we used to have. So Hugo will cover the weapons while everyone else prioritizes fortifications.”
“Yan and Mason won’t help?” Howlett asked. Though it wasn’t a hard question to answer. Yan was a greedy coward and Mason was apathetic about pretty much everything. They’d both given the older hunter a bad feeling from the beginning.
“Both of them were in cahoots with the Duvosians. They helped cause the water crisis.” Zeke answered. “We already checked their houses… we’re pretty sure they’ve both made a run for it.”
“They at least left behind the machines in their workshop.” Trudy sighed. “That's at least something.”
“What do you need us to do Trudes?” The older hunter gritted his teeth. The very idea that anyone could betray Sandrock irritated him beyond belief.
“Since you and Logan are our best fighters, we just need you to remain on standby.” The Mayor smiled reassuringly at him. “Make ammunition and help a little with weapons training if you can as well. Aside from keeping an eye on the Northern Plateau, I’m trying to get in touch with a trusted contact in Atara. We’ll wait for Qi to handle the risk of the time machine and we’ll hopefully have help from the Council too.”
“You’re trying to contact Grace, right?” Logan chimed in. “Or Avery?”
Mayor Trudy nodded. “Yes. Unfortunately, if I remember correctly from the- uh- first timeline, there are Duvos spies in the Alliance Council’s telegraph network. They figured that out after the Rogue Knight incident in Portia and it’s likely how they isolated us during the invasion too.” She wrung her hands. “So the process will be a bit slow.”
“Speakin’ of telegraphs,” Justice spoke up. “The Civil Corps in Highwind put out a missing persons report for Kat. Miss Maria is worried for her daughter. We need to let them know she’s here and what her condition is.”
“Maria?” Howlett queried with a tilt of his head. Did he mean-? “You mean Mama Maria? Does Kat stand for Kathrine?”
“Yeah!” The Sheriff looked at him, surprised. “Wait- you know her?”
“Mean lookin’ short woman with an eye patch? Yeah, I helped her an’ the Highwind Corps with a hunt ten or so years ago.” Howlett smiled as Justice gave him a surprised look. “I’ve only ever seen Kathrine’s baby photos though. I didn’t recognize her all grown up, she must’ve taken after her Pa.”
“Do you reckon Miss Maria could help us with our predicament?” The Sheriff’s eyes lit up as the older hunter nodded.
“I think she’s retired, but she’s a Corpswoman through and through. Havin’ her along wouldn’t hurt.”
Trudy looked back and forth between the two then gave a firm nod. “Do that as soon as you can then, Sheriff. The more help we can get the better. Just… keep any mention of Duvos out of it, tell her about her daughter’s condition and ask her to come.” She turned back to everyone. “Other than that we can probably disband for the night, Burgess is on night watch up at the temple, Owen, you’re his relief. We’ll have everyone gather for an emergency fireside in the morning.” She turned a broad smile towards Howlett. “We’ll also give you a proper welcome back, Howlett. Everyone will be so glad to see you again.”
With that, they dispersed. Either towards their battle stations or their beds.
On their way out, pretty much everyone stopped to give Howlett another hug or a slap on the back, expressing their joy to have him back among the living.
It was such an absurd feeling to have everyone welcoming him back from something he had no memory of. Though he didn’t doubt that it was a bigger deal to them than it was to him. He simply smiled and assured them that, yes, he was real and, no, he wouldn’t be dying tonight. Patiently waving them off as their amazement likely wouldn’t peter out anytime soon.
Right now, it was time for a family chat.
Logan waited with him and out of the corner of his eye he could see Haru hanging back with the General Store owner, watching the hunters nervously.
Although it was not official Howlett had always thought of the chemist as one of his own, he’d always been like a brother to Logan. To the point they shared their home with him so Haru could live in Sandrock and get a proper education outside of the dusty little village he was born into.
Despite that, the chemist always needed a little assurance that they saw him as family. Of course he was open with Logan, the two of them were practically joined at the hip when they were younger, but he’d always been a bit shy around the older hunter. Even after he’d expressed that he saw Howlett as a father figure.
The older hunter gestured for him and that seemed to snap the chemist out of his apprehension.
Haru rushed forward, hugging him tightly.
“I’m sorry.” The young man’s voice was thick with emotion as Howlett patted his back. “I- I should have realized something was wrong back then, should’ve done something.”
“You ain’t gotta apologize for anything,” Howlett assured him. “Neither of you do. I don’t know what happened but it hasn’t happened this time and we won’t let it happen again.”
Haru let go of the older hunter stepping back and watching him with misty eyes.
“I think we owe you a long explanation.”
“Yeah, that might be useful.”
The chemist turned to the General Store owner, who stood a few paces behind him. “You don’t have to wait up for me Arvio, I’ll catch up with you in the morning.” The young man nodded, giving the chemist a lingering hug before following the rest of the townsfolk out the door of the Town Hall.
Howlett stood patiently as the two younger men faced him, unsure where to start.
“So, I know that I was murdered by Pen and that it was because I discovered the Duvosians in the Northern Ruins… but what happened exactly? ”
Logan took a deep breath, steeling himself to recount their pain.
“We didn't know what'd happened or what you found until after we fought with Duvos. At the start all Haru n I knew was you were sick an’ in a coma, it was an old-world virus that Fang couldn't treat. Miguel put you in a forced quarantine and wouldn't let us see you. I came up with a plan to break you out an’ take you to a Doctor in Atara but… Pen caught wind of it an’ set it up to look like our plan got you killed.”
He closed his eyes, his face riddled with guilt and pain from the memory.
“He did a damn good job of coverin’ it up too, I was convinced it was my fault… By the time we found you in the rubble, you were on your last breaths, Pa. The last thing you said to us was to protect Sandrock from Duvos…” The younger hunter’s voice cracked.
I died in his arms.
It was a strange kind of pain, something that was not quite grief but not quite empathy either. A mix of both, along with the intense desire to lift this burden from his sons’ shoulders. Especially with how much he could see it weighing on the two of them.
Howlett dragged them both into a hug, tears prickling the corners of his eyes.
“Pen framed you then?” He leaned back, worry on his face.
“Yeah, we fled town that night and everyone assumed we'd…” Logan's eyes drifted away from Howlett’s in shame again. “My foot got broken in the explosion so we had to lay low. By the time we dared to poke our heads outta hidin’ there were wanted posters everywhere. We had to… live up to the title just to get by. They all thought we were monsters… and for a while, we were.”
Pain lanced through Howlett. His love for Sandrock crumbled slightly under the gravity of what’d happened to his sons- the only remaining family the old hunter had. He desperately tried not to judge the other townsfolk too harshly, he barely understood what’d happened considering the whole death day thing, but it still wounded him to know just how much his boys had suffered.
That they’d been forced to live that life.
The younger hunter shook his head with a teary huff. “I- I let you down, Haru too, by draggin’ him into all that…”
“Logan,” Howlett put a hand on his son’s cheek, forcing him to meet his eyes. “You were doin’ what you needed to do to survive. Everything you did, you had good intentions at heart. Fought to do what was right even… even when people turned their backs on ya. I couldn’t be prouder of you.”
He reached over and grabbed Haru, dragging them both into another hug. Holding close the two people dearest to him.
“I don’t want either of you to ever think you let me down. Not when you did it all for the sake of others.” Howlett could feel his voice vibrating against their heads as he held them. “I love you both.”
Logan shook with silent sobs and Haru did his best to stifle his sniffling. After a moment they parted from the hug. The younger hunter dashed tears away from his eyes as he smiled his first fully genuine smile since he woke.
“Thanks, Pa. Things… have been rather rough lately.”
Howlett smiled back. “I gathered that, yeah. Considering what’s going on we all could use a little rest, why don’t we head home?”
Haru nodded, wiping away the last of his tears and letting out a jaw-cracking yawn. “It’s gonna be nice to sleep in a house for once.”
“You two go on ahead, I’ve got to get back to th’ Clinic.” Logan waved them off.
The older hunter looked at his son. Right. He still had to ask Logan about his relationship with the girl- Kat, or Kathrine as Howlett knew her. It was clear from the look on the younger man’s face that it was going to be just as serious a subject as his own death. Likely to do with whatever reason he had that drove him to mess with time itself.
“Logan, out of the three of us you’re the one that needs rest the most.” The older hunter pointed out. “At the very least you should probably get something to eat… and bathe.”
He opened his mouth to argue only to shut it and give himself a quick sniff, wincing as he realized his Pa was right.
“If it’s that important to ya, I’ll wait in the Clinic with Kathrine while you look after yourself.” Howlett figured he could interrogate Logan about her once the younger hunter had a chance to freshen up too.
It’d also give him time to digest everything he’d been told. The older hunter could do with a little thinking time.
The thought that his Pa would be there to watch over Kat seemed to convince Logan to agree, albeit reluctantly.
“I’ll be quick as I can.”
—
Howlett sat leaning back far enough to stare up at the ceiling.
It’d been nearly an hour and he felt like he was slowly going mad. If it wasn’t for the fact that everyone else was on the same page about this whole time travel thing, he’d be absolutely certain that he was being messed with. The constant creeping feeling Howlett got every time he thought about his own death just felt like too much.
Despite that he hoped that Logan had decided to get some sleep too.
As soon as he got into the Clinic Fang told him that nothing had changed with Kathrine’s condition. Or at least nothing he could tell for certain. So it seemed like they’d be waiting for the foreseeable future.
Having had the chance to look at Kat closer the older hunter could see the resemblance to her mother, Maria. Kathrine’s face was rounder with a more pointed chin and freckles. But they had similarly set faces, and slightly curled hair.
He smiled as he remembered the Highwind Corpswoman.
She was just a few years younger than the old hunter and rather spitfire. Immensely proud and absolutely dedicated to protecting others, a good person to fight alongside.
They'd lost touch after he returned to Sandrock.
Granted that was more his fault since he didn't tell them much about himself and never bothered to reconnect after ten years. But he was fairly certain that Maria remembered him. She said herself that she owed Howlett a favor for his help…
Kathrine coming to Sandrock as a builder seemed too coincidental, the old hunter couldn't help but wonder if the Civil Corpswoman sent her daughter here on purpose.
A soft cough pulled the old hunter out of his thoughts.
He lifted his head, his neck aching slightly from the awkward position. Soft hazel eyes met his as she stared around herself. She’s awake.
The older hunter felt his spirits lift rapidly. He may not know the young woman well but he figured out pretty easily that she was important to Logan and to the whole of Sandrock. Anyone who endeared themselves to the town was dear to Howlett as well.
“You're not Logan.” Her voice croaked weakly.
“No,” Howlett smiled at her patiently. “I'm his Pa.”
She blinked at him slowly.
“Why?”
That threw him off slightly, he thought she’d be more curious about what had happened.
“I… don't rightly know how to answer that. Are you asking why am I his Pa? Or why am I here?”
She didn't reply. Sitting up and watching the old hunter owlishly.
“You're not dead if that's what you're worried about,” Howlett added. “Logan was worried about the same thing when he woke up.”
More silent staring.
“Kathrine, you're scarin’ me.”
She continued to stare, the blank look transitioning to open suspicion.
“How do you know my name?” Her eyes narrowed wearily.
Despite the fact she just woken up, her small frame was wired with nervous energy. Oh, she probably knows about the Duvos situation. He was glad to see that she had the good sense to be wary. Caution was the habit that saved lives.
Before Howlett could reply, the door to the Clinic practically slammed open.
“You still here, Pa?” Logan’s voice rang out, making the older hunter wince at the lack of manners.
Kat’s eyes snapped towards the screen that blocked her view of the Clinic’s entryway. Her face brightened considerably at the sound of Logan’s voice.
The younger hunter froze for a moment as he rounded the divider and saw Kat awake and smiling. In a heartbeat, he crossed the room practically scooping the young woman up from the hospital bed in a hug that audibly squeezed the breath out of her.
“Kat…” Logan’s voice warbled slightly as he leaned back to look at her. “You’re awake.”
He brushed some loose hair from her face and she pressed her cheek against his palm. Both looking at each other as though they were the sun breaking through the darkness.
Ah. They’re in love with each other.
That answered at least some of the questions Howlett had. It also sparked a fair few new questions in the older hunter’s mind, namely the kind that any parent would have when meeting their child’s partner for the first time.
Logan noticed the curious look and beamed at his Pa.
“Pa, I'd like you to meet Kat.” He glanced down at Kathrine. “Kat, this is my Pa. Howlett.”
The woman's head turned towards the older hunter, curiosity replacing the look of suspicion she'd had.
“He really is your Pa?” She looked up at Logan.
“Yeah. It's a long story- You got hurt an’ I used the time machine to make it right-”
“You what?!” She cut him off. Curiosity morphing into horror and alarm. “Logan, I told you to destroy that thing, not use it!”
“I-”
The Clinic door burst open again. From the other side of the privacy screen, the three heard Sheriff Justice’s voice.
“Hey Howlett, Logan… Haru said y’all were here lookin’ after Kat. I contacted Highwind about her missing person’s case, they said Mrs. Maria is already on a train headed for Sandrock-” The Sheriff glanced up as he stepped past the divider, his eyes widening as they landed on Kat. A relieved grin lit up his face. “Kat! You're awake!”
Juxtaposing Justice’s delight, Kat wore a look of utter mortification.
“She's WHAT?!”
—
Notes:
Them: Howlett you died.
Howlett: *Thinking really hard*
Howlett: Sorry, I won't do that again.Sorry for the late update. Been having some issues in real life and it might delay my usual update schedule. I also just ended up biting off more than I could chew with these last two chapters, the outline I wrote is messy as all hell. Writing is fun and a good escape for me though, so don't worry.
Anywho, I'll see y'all whenever I get next week's chapter uploaded! Mama's comin' to town!
Chapter 43: Meet the Parents
Summary:
They gon' heckle them silly kids.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan felt like his heart might burst from joy.
His two favorite people, who he thought would never get the chance to meet, were both standing in the same room as him alive and well. Howlett was watching with bemusement as Kat puttered around their little corner of the Clinic while giving Logan a well-deserved verbal lashing. Her ire over Logan ignoring her instructions to destroy the time machine seemed like a small price to pay to have them both back.
Now they just needed Haru, Grace, and Andy. Then they'd have the whole gang together.
A troubled thought flitted across his mind.
If Kat was transported… Where were Grace and Andy? Were they transported too…? He wished he asked Qi to elaborate on that, the hunter had been too distracted by the fact that his Pa was alive again.
Since the whole town remembered everything they could probably set up a search party. They’d need to look for Andy first, he’s a young kid in the desert and they couldn’t just leave him…
“Are you even listening to me?”
Kat's sharp tone cracked through his thoughts like a whip.
“S- sorry.” His eyes snapped to hers, full of innocence and love. “I was thinkin’ about Andy.”
She deflated slightly as the energy behind her irritation melted out of her. For the fifth time in the last ten minutes the builder wandered over to the hunter and fixed the collar of his shirt. An affectionate sigh leaving her.
“It’s hard to stay mad at you.” Kat grumbled.
Logan wrapped his arms around her, pulling her into a tight hug. “You should be resting darlin’. Town's not gonna let you be once Justice tells ‘em yer up n’ about.”
Kat pouted against his chest.
After Justice had given them the news about Kat’s mother coming to town, he’d left in a hurry to spread the good news of the builder’s recovery. Knowing how the townsfolk in Sandrock were, they’d be babying her over the next few days. Their hearts are usually in the right place but Logan was all too familiar with how stressful that kind of unintentional house arrest was, especially for people who have trouble sitting still like Kat does.
“I can’t believe Justice said my Ma’s coming.” She lifted her head up, meeting Logan’s eyes again. “Do you think she remembers?”
“Probably not,” Howlett interjected before he could respond. “Qi said the effect seems to be localized to everyone who was in Sandrock when the machine went off. You seem to be the only one who was uniquely affected.”
The builder startled slightly, as though she just remembered that the older hunter was there. “Oh, okay…” She tilted her head at him, examining him both critically and curiously like she was trying to solve a puzzle. “What year is it…?”
“Ninety–six.”
Her eyes went round, instant understanding dawning on her face. “We went back to when you died, didn’t we?”
Howlett gave her an easy smile then glanced up at his son. “She’s a quick one.”
Logan grinned back. “Certainly faster than me. Kat saved my hide more times than I can count because of it. I’m just glad the two of ya can finally meet.”
The builder glanced back and forth between the two hunters, her brow furrowed as she took in the warmth and joy on the younger hunter’s face. Any last traces of doubt left her face and she stepped away from Logan’s arms, much to his disappointment, and strode towards Howlett with a hand outstretched.
“Sorry, I haven’t greeted you properly.” She smiled sheepishly. “I got a little distracted by someone’s recklessness.”
“It’s no problem, Miss.” The older hunter shook her hand. “Actually saves me the trouble of chewin’ him out m’self. His heart’s in the right place, he just doesn't do much thinkin’. Though that’s probably my fault… You already know this- but I'm Howlett.”
“It's an honor to meet you, Logan and Haru told me a lot about you.”
Howlett chuckled, well aware of his son’s habit of aggrandizing his Pa. “Good things I hope.”
“Of course. Even my Ma had good things to say about you. You’re practically a legend.”
He tilted his head curiously at the builder. “If I may, you seemed a bit upset when Justice said Maria’s coming to Sandrock. D' you have a good relationship with your Ma or…?”
“Huh?” Kat looked confused. “Oh! No, it's okay. I love her dearly, I was just worried… she- uh- wasn't exactly fond of Logan or Justice the first time she visited me in Sandrock.”
“Really?” The older hunter looked up at Logan with a brow raised.
The younger hunter winced.
It was faint due to the time travel, but he could certainly remember when the living typhoon named Maria came to Sandrock. To say she wasn't fond of him was an understatement. Her main gripe with Justice was his shortcomings as a Civil Corpsman… But Kat's Ma hated Logan.
Logan was pretty sure she only tolerated his existence because Kat had told her that he'd saved her life.
“She didn't like the bandit thing?” Howlett tilted his head.
“Yeah.” The builder nodded. “She's… not fond of gangs.”
“I'm not surprised considering that her last encounter with a bandit forced her to retire.”
Kat and Logan looked at the older hunter in surprise.
“I keep up with the news.” Howlett shrugged. “It was quite the surprise too. Maria usually handled monster hunts for the Highwind Civil Corps- or at least that's what she told me. Things change when you don't talk for more‘n ten years, though.”
“This is the first I'm hearin’ of it.” Logan grumbled, shooting a look at the rather sheepish-looking Kat.
He figured that she didn’t like his criminal record but knowing that… At least Logan could understand more about why she didn’t like him being anywhere near her daughter.
On top of the whole nearly-got-Kat-killed-multiple-times thing.
“She made me swear not to tell you. At first, it was 'cus she didn't like you... but later on it was more because she liked watching you squirm in her presence.” Kat rubbed the back of her head. “Ma just liked heckling you.”
Logan raised a brow at her. “Felt more like she hated me.”
“Aw,” Kat wandered back over to Logan, fiddling with his collar again and staring up at him fondly. “She couldn’t hate you, ‘Specially not after everything you’ve done for me. She just didn’t like you.”
Looking at her face Logan could see a mixture of guilt and longing. He could read the message in her eyes, the reason behind why she was so nervous about her Ma coming into town. I want her to like you, though.
Meeting the family already…
The hunter wanted to make a good impression too, even if they hadn’t figured out where their relationship stood quite yet.
Light, with her looking up at him like that… he wanted to kiss her.
Kat turned away covering her mouth with her arm as a heavy cough shook her whole body.
Concern shot through Logan. That sounded nasty, like the kind of cough a person got when they had pneumonia. A noise that sounded deep in her chest and seemed to rattle her bones.
“Easy darlin’. You need to rest.” He pushed her gently towards the bed, holding her as she wheezed so hard tears welled in her eyes.
“I'm okay, I'm okay…” Kat wheezed out, sitting down heavily.
“You’re shivering.”
“It’s just a little c- cold.”
Worried, Logan pressed his palm against her forehead. Instead of being feverishly hot and clammy, Kat was alarmingly cold. Almost frigid for a living person.
He picked up the blanket from behind her, his hands shaking as he wrapped her tightly.
“I’ll go get th’ Doc.” Howlett’s voice was full of concern. “Logan, why don’t you see if you can find something warmer for her to wear.”
The hunters nodded to each other as the older man turned to leave. Logan laid Kat down, burritoed in the blanket. He was reluctant to leave her alone. She wasn’t as pale and injured as she was before, but his heart still ached with anxiety.
“Do you have my- er, the cloak you gave me?” Her hazel eyes shone hopefully up at him.
He was almost surprised, he figured that she wore that thing out of convenience…
Logan nodded with a slight smile. “Gotten attached to it Darlin’?”
“A- a little. It’s also really warm.” She blushed. “Please?”
“I will, I will.” He patted her hair reassuringly. “I’ll be right back.”
Reluctantly, he left.
—
The walk to their house was both familiar and strangely off-putting, like a strange headache that split two ways. He could clearly remember being on the run, not having been home for seasons… yet he could also remember the year or so he’d spent back in Sandrock. Raising Andy, hanging out with Kat- finally getting to mourn his Pa after more than two years on the run…
He had two distinct memories and they clashed harshly with one another. If he thought too hard it felt like his head would split.
This must be what everyone else was experiencing.
The door creaked loudly as he walked in. Their house was unchanged, exactly the way it was before Howlett died.
His throat tightened.
He’s back. He really came back.
That was yet another thought that threatened to break his mind. Just being able to hear his Pa’s voice again after so long. To hug him and know he was real. Having him back almost miraculously.
Logan wasn’t quite over that yet.
“You’re back early.” Haru’s voice echoed from the second-floor landing.
The chemist was leaning against the banister, a slight frown on his face.
“I was expecting you back- uh, well actually I wasn’t. I thought you’d be staying with Kat.” He tilted his head. “Is everything alright…?”
“Oh, did Justice not tell you yet? Kat’s awake.” The hunter grinned up at his friend.
Matching delight spread across Haru’s face. “She is? That’s wonderful.”
“Yeah, I came to get her cloak- something warmer for her to wear.” He grabbed his riding pack from their gear closet, tossing it onto one of the armchairs, as Haru descended the stairs.
“Ah, her clothes didn’t exactly transport with her, huh?”
“Hah, no…” Logan shook his head, furrowing his brow as he focused on digging through the pack. “I dunno, her situation is weird… It makes me kind of worried for Andy an’ Grace- y’know, if they got transported too. I was thinking we’d probably need to send out a search party-”
“Logan,” Haru cut off the hunter’s ramble with an interjection. “I talked with Qi. Kat was the only one affected like that because she was the first one to use the time machine. Grace is probably somewhere in Atara and Andy is likely back with his caravan… if not his parents.”
“Oh.”
“You weren't the only one worried about them.” Haru chuckled.
“It makes sense I guess… I hope Andy’s doin’ alright.” Knowing that soothed him a little. They knew very little about the boy’s life until they found him, but they knew for sure that he hadn’t been abandoned until a few days before they’d met. Which was nearly two years in the future now…
Perhaps his Pa could help them look when the time came. The thought of Andy finally getting to meet Howlett made the hunter feel warm and fuzzy. Like all the puzzle pieces were finally coming back together.
Logan finally pulled the cloak out of the bottom of the pack with a triumphant ‘hah!’
He shook it out, ready to head back to the Clinic, when the door opened again revealing Howlett. The older hunter glanced at the two, noticing the cloak in Logan’s hands.
“Fang’s lookin’ after Kat. He said we can’t come back until the morning.” He closed the door behind him.
“What!?”
“Well, he specifically said that she needed to rest and that we were ‘too loud.’ So he sent me away.”
“He let me stay with her before.” Logan huffed.
“Apparently that's why he wanted us to go away.” Howlett regarded his son curiously. “You must've pestered him somethin’ fierce… that or he didn't take too kindly to you attacking his equipment when you woke up.”
“Damn consequences of my actions…” Logan grumbled under his breath, folding the cloak and tossing it over the armchair.
“So…” The older hunter eyed the piece of clothing with a gleam in his eyes. “When are you gonna tell me about what's goin’ on between you and Kathrine?”
The younger hunter froze.
Crap.
They'd acted so affectionate with each other in front of Howlett but they’d never actually had the chance to discuss whether or not they were together together. Especially considering what he’d done in the first timeline…
He’d hurt her. That much he could be sure about. But they were still close, the way she was looking at him… he was sure that she loved him. He just wanted to know that he’d earned it and that she was okay with it.
“She’s my…” She's my what? My girlfriend? The girl who I love then broke her heart?
“...friend.”
That wasn't quite right either.
Howlett raised a brow at him. A look that Logan was all too familiar with growing up. Parental doubt, a gentle yet incredulous look that practically said ‘I know you’re not telling me everything.’
“Yakshit!” Haru spat, throwing down one of his work gloves with a loud slap, startling both hunters. “I did not take a bullet for this family and let you mess with time just for you to get cowardly on us!” The chemist raged in frustration.
“You took a bullet?” Confusion warred with the startled look on Howlett’s face. The two hunters had never seen the quiet young man so worked up before.
“Look, Logan. I’ve talked with her a lot while we were all on the run together. She loves you- for however dumb and detrimental that seems to be- Kat is in love with you!” Haru threw his hands up. “For Light’s sake, it’s beyond frustrating to see you two so damn afraid to just talk about it!” He turned to Howlett, “Two and a half months! I’ve had to deal with this for two and a half months!”
“She loved me in the first lifetime too.” The younger hunter looked at his feet. “I- I think I broke her heart then too.”
Haru let out an infuriated hiss like an enraged cat.
“Woah, okay.” Howlett stepped forward, putting a hand on the chemist’s shoulder. “First off, cool it Haru. Secondly,” The older hunter turned to his son, taking in his shamefaced and hurt look. “I think we need to hear this. Why do you think you broke her heart?”
Logan couldn’t meet either of their eyes, the memory was not just painful it felt… unforgivable.
“I… we were exploring the Northern Ruins. It was just before the time machine sent her back the first time.” The words tumbled out of him like a confession, his eyes misting a little. “Kat- she confessed to me, heart knot and everythin’, an’ I just… ran away.” His voice cracked, the shame almost palpable.
“W- did you not like her back then?” Haru’s voice was surprisingly gentle, all the fight gone despite his earlier outburst.
“No, I- I did like her I just-” Logan stared at his hands. “I got scared.”
He finally looked up, expecting judgment, only to see worry and sympathy. Genuine care and concern in place of where he’d thought he’d get hatred and rebuke.
“Why were you scared?” Howlett put a comforting hand on the younger hunter’s shoulder.
“I- don’t entirely know… I was worried I’d hurt her somehow. We both had a hell of a lot of problems and I didn’t want to lose her if we couldn’t handle it…” Logan shook his head. “I wanted to go back but by the time I got to her-”
“The time machine killed her.” Haru sighed quietly with a shake of his head. “Shit. Sorry I shouted.”
“I kinda deserved it. If anyone’s aware of how much past me mucked this up- It’s me.” The younger hunter smiled mirthlessly. “I’m worried… I don't know if I need to tell her and apologize- or if I need to- I just worry I destroyed what we had beyond repair.” He ran a hand over his face. “She trusted me and I did that.”
“Hm… That is quite the mess.” Howlett nodded solemnly. “One question.”
Logan glanced up, meeting his Pa’s eyes curiously.
“Would you run again?”
The younger hunter blinked in confusion. “Huh?”
“If that were to happen again, regardless of whether or not you knew about what you did then… Would you run again?”
“No.” Logan squared his jaw. “I love her. I’m sure of it.”
Howlett nodded. “I can’t say that there is any one answer to your problem, but as long as you’re willing to face it- even if it is a bit late- there’s a chance for you to work through it. It might be painful to bring up, but you need to talk to her either way.”
The thought that he had a chance made Logan perk up a little- only to deflate immediately as he remembered that he wasn’t allowed to visit her anymore for the night.
“I’m apparently not allowed to talk to her tonight though…” The younger hunter grumbled.
His Pa snorted a laugh.
“O- kay. I know you like to get things done, Logan, but you gotta give this kind of thing some time. Try and think a little about what you’re gonna do and say.” He shook his head at his son. “Overthinking doesn't help, but neither does rushin’ in. Plus, once you get past that whole thing, you still gotta deal with Miss Maria. Kat seemed pretty worried about the impression you’d make on her Ma.”
Logan groaned.
“Is there any chance we can skip tellin’ her about the banditry?”
“I know you ain’t askin’ me to lie to a friend.”
Haru cleared his throat in confusion. “Uh- who’s Maria?”
“Kat’s Ma- Do you not remember?” The younger hunter glanced at the chemist. “The lady with the eye patch? She gave ya hell too y’know.”
“Was this in the first timeline…?” The chemist inquired.
“Yeah.”
“Logan, I don’t remember the first timeline.”
Both hunter’s eyes snapped to him.
“That’s why I was talking with Qi earlier…” Haru scratched his chin a little sheepishly. “ He filled me in on what he’s figured out about the relic so far. Apparently, because I was in Atara the first time the machine was set off I can only remember the second timeline.”
“So you don’t remember meeting Mama Maria.” Logan searched the chemist’s eyes. “Why didn’t you say anythin’ sooner?”
“I wanted to be sure that I wasn’t going crazy.” Haru shrugged.
“Hm.” Several thoughts ran through the hunter’s head. “So the same would presumably apply to the Duvosians and the Council Guards that were here...”
“Yeah.”
Logan chewed his lip. That was interesting.
It’d make this fight a little more unpredictable.
“Wait, you guys mean the Alliance Council Guard?” Howlett interjected curiously.
The two younger men nodded.
“As long as they don’t assume that they’re going crazy, help might already be on the way.” Haru grinned.
The older hunter whistled appreciatively “That’s good to know. Havin’ those guys around might make this more of a breeze!”
“Assumin’ that Commander Avery doesn't resent me too…” Logan grinned ruefully, remembering how exasperated the man was with him.
Howlett shot him a look.
“How many people did’ya piss off?!”
The younger hunter balked and Haru snorted.
“In my defense, he was a little bit of an ass.” He huffed.
“Logan’s been on a mean streak lately.” The chemist tried to contain his amusement unsuccessfully. “I don’t think he’s actually made many enemies… except for Pen and the Duvos army. Though I heard from Justice that he punched the Commander.”
He shot Haru a sour look as Howlett pinched the bridge of his nose.
“Well, you guys were at least on the same side… right?”
“Yeah.”
The older hunter let out a sigh that sounded a little like ‘I’m too old for this.’ “Let’s just focus on that then.” He stretched. “We need to get to bed anyways, we’ve got an early mornin’. We’re supposed to meet Kat’s Ma at the train station an’ then attend the emergency fireside.”
The heavy feeling of sleepiness weighed Logan’s shoulders heavily as soon as rest was suggested. They split off to do their night-time routines at Howlett’s dismissal and he was out like a candle as soon as his head hit the pillow.
—
Having slept off the remaining effects of Fang’s sedatives, Logan felt amazingly refreshed. It was the best sleep he’d had in a while.
Unfortunately, the bright morning was dampened by the fact that Kat wasn’t feeling the same.
She looked worse for wear when the hunters had gone to fetch her from the Clinic. Tired and coughing. Logan had almost insisted on carrying her to the train station when the fiery little builder snapped at him that she was going to use her own two feet come hell or- well… they were in a desert that was currently having a water crisis, highwater wasn’t an option here.
Either way, Logan could tell she was in pain, which broke his heart.
Doctor Fang had told them that she wasn’t fully recovered. Considering they didn’t know exactly how much the time machine had merged her with her previous two selves, it was entirely possible she was still suffering from her injuries.
Seeing her limping and trying to hide her wheezing set off every protective instinct in him.
Kat seemed determined to be the one to welcome her mother to Sandrock though. Perhaps hoping to give her mother a better opinion of them than what she’d had before.
She paced the length of the platform, pulling her cloak as tightly as she could around her arms, glancing at the hunter for reassurance.
Logan smiled back. Frankly, he found it amazing that Kat’s mom was already arriving. The trip between Highwind and Sandrock was usually at least a two-day trip. Sometimes three. Apparently, Mama Maria was already on her way to Sandrock when Justice had responded to the missing person’s report.
He couldn’t help but feel curious if she’d had some kind of gut sense about where Kat was or if she’d had a time-travel-related premonition like Logan had when he was a bandit…
That thought made him a little nervous.
The hunter was fairly sure that Kat’s Ma wouldn’t like him either way, but the possibility of her remembering the bandit stuff… Sure, they were going to have to address it eventually- especially considering he had every intention to date her daughter- he just wasn’t looking forward to the intense third-degree he’d be getting from the fierce little woman.
He reminisced slightly about the first time they’d met…
Miss Maria shoved his face in the dirt.
At first, he’d thought she’d been one of the ones who still thought he was a bandit despite that whole debacle being resolved, and him serving a jail sentence, but no. She just didn’t want the ex-outlaw anywhere near her daughter.
Not until Kat spoke to her Ma and got her to tolerate him.
They’d only met a scant few times after that but that woman knew how to put the fear of Light in him with just a look.
An incredible feat since Mama Maria was, almost miraculously in the hunter’s eyes, shorter than Mayor Trudy.
Logan knew better than to associate small size with weakness because of Trudy and her own feats of ferocity, of course, but at the same time, it blew his mind that people could be so… tiny.
Before then he’d thought that Trudes was one-of-a-kind.
Eh- he supposed she still is considering she’s much, much, nicer than Mama Maria.
The two got on like two peas in a pod though. In fact, Maria may have encouraged Trudy’s rise to confidence considering the fact that Kat told him they became Telegraph Pals after the whole green-people-Musa-incident.
Whatever that meant…
“I can put in a good word for ya, if you want.” Howlett’s voice startled Logan out of his thoughts. “She owes me a favor anyways.”
The younger hunter glanced at his Pa, whose eyes were full of mirth as though he knew what his son was thinking about. Logan shook his head.
“Please don’t…” He wouldn’t be able to handle the embarrassment.
Howlett shrugged with an amused grin as the train screeched to a halt in the station.
Kat started bouncing on her heels, her energy was palpable.
The train doors parted, admitting only one figure…
“HOWLETT! You son of a gun!”
The figure that stood before them seemed to draw attention without trying. Stout, proud, and unusually small with skin that was a shade darker than Kat’s. A white cotton eye patch sat over a jagged scar across her right eye, standing out against her short, dark, and curly hair. Her one blue-green eye darted around the trio waiting to welcome her.
Mama Maria stepped off the train. She smiled with relief at Kat, pulling her daughter into a loving hug before turning her attention to the older hunter.
“It’s been a decade ya old lout!” The diminutive woman declared as she pulled the older hunter into a hug. She lifted Howlett off the ground, squeezing the breath out of him despite being half the hunter’s size.
“Good to see ya too, Maria.” The older hunter managed to wheeze out.
She let him down grinning as he sucked in a breath. “I take it you’re the one I have to thank for finding Kat?” The older woman glanced at Kat with another warm look.
Howlett chuckled as he rubbed his bruised ribs gingerly. “Sort of, but not quite. You didn’t get the Sheriff’s telegraph to Highwind?”
“No, I didn’t.” She tilted her head at him. “Kat had been missing for a while, my comrades in Highwind couldn’t find her, so I figured I’d come here to call on your help… again. Though it looks like you were two steps ahead as always.” Maria shook her head with a grin.
Logan glanced back and forth between the two, there was a strong air of familiarity between the two.
Maria reached up to ruffle Kat’s hair idly before turning a mischievous look towards Logan, eyeing him curiously. “And I take it you’re Howlett’s little boy? Logan, right?”
“Yes, Ma’am.”
Maria let out a cackle. “Hah! ‘Ma’am?’ Light, Howlett. You raised him a lot more polite than you were way back!”
“Hey, I was polite as I could be.” The older hunter huffed with mock indignance. “I seem to recall I was dealin’ with two monsters durin’ that hunt. Quite the ordeal, even if one of them was on our side.”
“Bah, you’d be grumpy too if a monster tried to eat your adorably soft husband.”
Howlett let out a bark of laughter. “I pray for that man’s health, he’s stronger than the rest of us.”
The two older folks grinned at each other, their easy banter baffling their children.
“Guess we haven't changed too much with age then.” The older woman laughed. She peered up at Howlett curiously. “So what did you mean when you said you ‘sort of’ found Kat? As far as I care I’m deeper in debt to you than before.”
“Well, that’s somethin’ we all need to talk about together, Maria.” The smile faded slightly from Howlett’s face. “I kinda need to call in that favor- for the sake of Sandrock.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, we uh- might need your other expertise from the Civil Corps.”
Other expertise? Isn't she a hunter…?
The mirth completely vanished from Mama Maria’s face in an instant. Her eye narrowed warily. “While I do owe you a lot, Howlett- you’re asking a rather hefty price there…”
“At least hear us out.” The older hunter pleaded.
Mama Maria stared hard at him for a long moment. The seriousness on her face was unlike anything Logan had seen before.
She let out a sigh. “Alright. Let me send Kat home first, I don’t want her involved.”
Wait what? Logan snapped to attention at that. Kat was as much a part of this as the rest of them- beyond that he couldn’t fathom Sandrock without her. The thought that her own mother wanted to bench her in another city felt like an insult.
Before he could speak, Kat interjected.
“Ma, I’m already involved… It’s how I ended up here.” The builder shook her head sadly. “I’m not planning on leaving either.”
Maria’s eye darted between her and Howlett, her face turning grim. “You’d better have a good reason for involving my daughter.”
“Well I was dead, so I didn’t really have a say.”
The small woman blinked in confusion at the blunt-toned statement.
“It’s… a long story.” Howlett shook his head. “There's an emergency town meeting this morning, we can fill you in there.”
She stared at the older hunter for a long moment before letting out a reluctant sigh.
“Fine.” She put a hand on Kat's shoulder, pushing her towards Logan. “You kids go on ahead, I need to talk to Howlett.”
Logan blinked in confusion and glanced at his Pa, who nodded his encouragement. It'd been years since he'd been dismissed like a child…
Ah, well. He could only hope that Howlett knew how to handle that woman.
The younger hunter looped an arm around Kat’s shoulders, guiding her away from the station as their parents watched. She leaned against him heavily as they made their way towards Main Street. He could practically feel Miss Maria's gaze burning his back.
“She's not fond of letting me go on adventures like this…” Kat puffed out.
“Hm?”
“My Ma. She's protective.”
“Yeah, I gathered that…” Logan glanced down at her. “Do you know much about what they were talkin’ about back there?”
Kat shook her head. “No. I knew that they'd worked on a hunt together in the past… and that she admired his work. But she didn't tell me much beyond that. She rarely talked about her work while I was growing up.”
“What was that about ‘other expertise?’ Your Ma was a hunter… wasn't she?”
“For a while, she worked with bounty hunters to take down a notorious gang in Highwind… then she retired and we moved to my Pa's farm.” The builder paused. “He might've been referring to that. She never talks about it though, never even let her fellows or my Pa talk about it around me, either. Like I said, she rarely talked about it while I was growing up.”
“Hmm.” Logan hummed, mulling it over as they crept their way up Main Street.
At least they were out of their parents' view. It was unnerving to see that level of seriousness on Mama Maria’s face…
In fact, now that he thought about it, the only time he'd seen that look on her face was when they'd first met. When she'd thought that the hunter was a threat to Kat. Every time after that, Maria’s face was always filled with some kind of mirth or mischief, even when she was intimidating Logan.
Kat paused to catch her breath, soft wheezes leaving her as she leant against the wall next to the Saloon.
“You alright, Darlin’?” Logan squeezed her hand gently.
“Yeah, it's just… hard to breathe-”
She cut herself off with a deep hacking cough.
Logan frowned, holding the builder’s shoulders as she shook. Her cough was starting to sound worse. Deep and wet like her lungs were trying to clear out some fluids.
“I- I'm okay…” She gasped through a shaky breath, her voice gargled slightly.
“Darlin’ that don’t sound okay-”
He froze, staring in horror as she looked up at him.
Her arm and lips were stained with splatters of blood.
—
Notes:
There's always something huh...?
I'm not dead! Sincerest apologies for the delay! I'm still trying to get everything back on track after being sick for a week. I'll hopefully be able to post on my regular schedule in the coming weeks. Stay tuned to see how Mama reacts to our beloved hunters!
See y'all soon!
Chapter Text
Maria watched their kids walk away, Kat cuddled closely against Logan’s side, with the same curiosity that Howlett knew he had when he’d first watched the two young’uns interacting with each other. Her eye stayed fixed on them until they disappeared up Main Street.
She shook her head, clearly filing that information away for later.
“Level with me, Howie.”
The Highwinder’s piercing turquoise eye turned towards him, a cold stoic look that Howlett hadn’t seen in a long time. “What the hell is going on? Is someone trying to start up a gang again? Did One-eyed Bonnie get out or something?”
Howlett shook his head.
“No, it’s- it’s not bandits… It’s worse.” He scratched his beard. “It’s Duvos. They’ve got spies here... and throughout the Free Cities.”
She stared at him in surprise.
“Ppfff- Hah!” Maria let out an incredulous bark of laughter.
“Quit pulling my leg, man!” She smacked his shoulder. “Just tell me what’s going on, I can handle another gang. Especially if they’re threatening my daughter.”
The old hunter just looked at her, straight-faced.
It was going to be an uphill battle to convince Maria of what was happening… It’d be even worse considering how confusing it was to Howlett too. Duvos? In Sandrock of all places? It was apparently more likely than anyone had thought.
Hell, he’d probably be happier if it was just another gang of sand bandits they were dealing with. At least they don’t get creative with how they killed people like the Duvosians apparently did. Bandits just shoot people not inject them with a virus then systematically terrorize a town culminating in an all-out battle that resulted in the injury of someone important enough to force his son to mess with time itself.
…Honestly, it’d probably be nice to have an outside perspective, if nothing more than to know that he wasn’t the only one who thought all of this sounded downright insane.
She blinked at him as he said nothing, the smile slowly melting off her face. “Y- you're not joking… are you?”
He shook his head.
“Why then? What about the treaty?”
“Relics. They’ve found a treasure trove here in Sandrock an’ they’ve been raiding it for the past few years.”
“Right under your noses?”
“Unfortunately. There were traitors among us, some of the Commerce Guild and the heads of the Church.” Howlett pursed his lips. “I’ve been having a hard time believing all that but that’s not quite the worst of the situation either.”
Maria stared at him hard. “What, pray tell, could possibly be worse than a plot of international intrigue and warfare?”
“Well, they apparently found a relic that can mess with time and there’s a high likelihood that it’ll kill everyone in Sandrock, your daughter included.”
“...and you expect me to believe that?” She squared her jaw at him, annoyance on her face. “Howlett, I'm not an idiot.”
“And I’m not a liar.”
They stared at each other, a long uncomfortable silence passing between them.
The old hunter let out a sigh.
“Look. I know it’s unbelievable. The only reason I’m going along with it is because it did something to Logan.” He looked away. “It involved Kat too. I did find her out in the desert and that relic is the cause. Like I said; It’s been weird in Sandrock lately.”
The Highwinder tilted her head, trying to meet his eyes again.
“What happened? To you and Logan, I mean.”
“I was out on a hunt when I found Kathrine- didn’t know who she was if I’m bein’ honest- and when I came back to town with her everyone was actin’ strange. Robotic explains it best I think.” He glanced back up at her. “Logan an’ Haru were out on a hunt but they came back to town in similar conditions- well, Logan was unconscious like Kat was- and when he woke he freaked out. You can ask Kat yourself, but it’s like they experienced different lifetimes.”
Maria chewed her lip.
“So what’s the plan now?” She shook her head. “If it’s that serious the town must have something to go off of.”
Howlett nodded.
“Our Research Director got his hands on that machine once before. He’s workin’ on a way to counteract its effects… Other than that, it’s just going to be an all-out fight between us n’ the Duvosians- Though Trudes is tryin’ to contact some folks in the Alliance.”
“Let me guess, trouble with spies there too? Is that why Sandrock went radio silent?”
“Yeah.”
A little bit of the fire left Maria in an exasperated sigh. “I'm too old for this.”
“Me too.”
She let out another cynical bark of laughter. “We're what? Fifty-something now? Light, I figured I'd washed my hands of shit like this.”
“I figured I'd either go down fighting monsters or with the slow death of Sandrock.” Howlett shrugged. “Barring that, maybe have the chance to die a cool grandpa.”
“Heh. That’s a hell of a goal to have.”
“Let’s just say I’m starting to see the value of retirement.”
Maria snorted, looking away wistfully. “I learned that lesson years ago…”
The old hunter regarded her curiously. “If ya don’t mind me askin’- What happened? I thought you said you’d never retire.”
A shadow crossed the Highwinder’s face. She looked back at him and tapped a finger against her eye patch.
“Well, you already know how I got this. On the record, I retired because of compounded injuries… Off the record? They threatened my family. It’s why we moved to my husband’s farm in the outskirts. T- there was a point where they broke into our house… Dan and I weren’t home but Kathrine just got out of school…” Pain crossed her face. “She was oblivious to it- still doesn't know much about it...”
She let out a choked noise halfway between a bitter laugh and a sob. “Thankfully, our Captain caught wind of it just in the nick of time and dragged those bastards out of there. Kat was in the other room, just feet away… I couldn’t comfortably return to duty after that.”
Howlett nodded solemnly.
He couldn’t imagine nearly losing Logan like that… Even as monster hunters, he’d always done what he could to ensure that the younger hunter was not only stronger but made safer choices than Howlett did when he was Logan’s age. Constantly instilling that there’s no shame in running, that living is more honorable than becoming mince meat.
It was mainly out of selfishness, he knew- Hell, Howlett himself had that same streak of recklessness that he’d tried to train out of Logan.
But to nearly lose his own child? Let alone to actually lose his son?
That would kill him.
Made sense then why she hated bandits so much…
A slight frown twitched the old hunter’s lip. Hopefully, she’d be more understanding of Logan’s situation.
Maybe Kat’s own testimony would go a long way for swaying her opinion.
“I suppose we’re not getting any younger. We have an emergency meeting to attend, you said?” Maria swiped the mist out of her eye. “It'll probably give me the chance to judge whether or not you're crazy too.”
The old hunter chuckled.
—
Walking into Martle’s Square felt like he was the second coming of Peach.
Townsfolk stared with wide eyes and awestruck whispers. The small but dense crowd parted like curtains as he made his way forward, staying just close enough that they could reach out and touch him just to confirm to themselves that he was real.
Trudy beamed at him when she saw him.
“I forgot you mentioned you died.” Maria muttered to the old hunter under her breath.
“To be fair, I don't even remember it.” He pointed out, glancing at her with amusement.
The Mayor hurried down the Town Hall steps towards the two. Reaching out a small hand to the Highwind woman.
“Miss Maria!” Trudes smiled wide. “It's so wonderful to see you- ah,” She faltered, glancing at Howlett. “I don't suppose you remember anything about the past timelines?”
“So far, all I've been told is that it's Duvos’ fault and that there's some weird happenings… happening.” Maria grabbed and shook the Mayor's hand with a warm smile. “Not understanding the situation aside, I'm more than willing to help the folks who rescued and helped Kathrine.”
“Ah well, it's more like we're in debt to Kat.” Trudy chuckled. “She's done- er, will do… incredible things for Sandrock.” She let out an exasperated huff. “This whole timeline thing is still difficult to wrap my head around…”
Maria grinned proudly. “Heroism runs in the family I suppose.”
“Speakin’ of-” Howlett glanced around. “Where is Kat… and Logan for that matter?”
There was no sign of his son nor Maria’s daughter.
I swear to Peach if he’s-
“Your boy kidnapped the builder again?” Cooper chortled. “I swear Howlett, since that pup turned bandit he’s done taken leave of all the manners you taught him.”
Oh no. Not like this. Please.
“Wait. Again? You mean Logan was a bandit and he kidnapped Kat?” Maria’s voice had a sharp, dangerous, edge to it that the Rancher seemed oblivious to.
“Well, yeah!” He shook his head with a tut. “I can understand feelin’ that strong about romantical things, but that boy could barely keep his hands to himself ‘round that lass! An’ hoo boy! That second go-round on the time machine?! Boy straight up snatched her from town while he was runnin’ wild with his gang-”
As Howlett tried to glare a warning at the obnoxiously oblivious rancher Mabel nabbed her husband’s ear mid-sentence, cutting the man’s words off with a quiet hiss of matriarchal anger.
The old hunter let out a grumbling sigh, refusing to meet the Highwind woman’s eye as he felt her stare a hole in the side of his head.
“Logan and I still have a few things to talk about apparently. I missed a lot.”
“So has anyone seen where they went?” Maria shook her head.
“I saw them heading towards the Clinic.” Haru’s soft voice piped up from the edge of the crowd.
Howlett’s head snapped up, looking at the chemist. “What happened?”
“Kat was coughing again. I didn’t get the chance to ask though, they were in a rush.”
That seemed to soothe Maria a little, though there was still worry on her face. “Kat was coughing? Does that have something to do with the time machine?”
“We think so…” Trudy wrung her hands worriedly. “Our Director caught us up to speed on that thing- and it seems to be affecting Kat the worst. Especially considering how-” She cleared her throat nervously. “-how the Duvosians hurt her.”
Maria turned back to the Mayor, her jaw squared with determination and the light of war gleaming in her eye. The same sparkle of anger that Howlett had seen when she’d laid eyes on the monster that tried to eat her husband all those years ago. He felt intense admiration for the woman. She was called Mama Maria by most of Highwind for a reason- and it looked like the Duvosians were about to learn why too.
“Tell me everything.”
—
Howlett thought he was angry before when his boy had told him about how the Duvosians got Sandrock to turn their backs on him.
But hearing how Matilda had tried to tear apart the town and how Pen tried to kill Logan and abused Kat. Hearing how much they’d suffered… He was ready to fight a whole damn war alongside Maria.
Nothing short of total retribution would satisfy the wrath they both shared.
Duvos had messed with the two people they loved the most. They were ready to take the fight to the Empire itself if necessary.
The plan was fairly simple.
They were in the midst of fortifying Sandrock.
Then, when they had the means to access the Northern Plateau, they’d launch a full-scale assault on the Duvosians.
Apparently, Elsie had managed to tame a Martle Duck named Daisy and that was how they’d managed to reach the Ruins last time. They’d send the young ranch hand off to find said Martle Duck again. Barring that they might need to wait for the Alliance to send some planes or airships-
“Howlett.”
A low voice startled the older hunter out of his thoughts.
Miguel.
He felt mixed about the Pastor.
On the one hand, Miguel had helped the Duvosians with slowly starving- or dehydrating- Sandrock out. On the other hand, the man seemed more like a victim to the hunter. Someone who was vulnerable and alone- someone who just happened to turn to the wrong people for company. Extremism, like what Duvos teaches, was poisonous like that.
Howlett knew what that kind of headspace was like.
When Logan’s Ma had left he’d been in a dark place. Even among friends and family like he was, he’d felt so hopelessly alone. Loneliness slowly boiled into anger, which turned into wrath.
The only thing that’d pulled him back from that brink was the fact he still had to raise Logan.
It was why- despite Grandma Vivi’s objections- he’d chosen to take his son on hunts with him when Logan turned ten. Having a family, even if it was just the two of them, made the world that much more bearable.
The Pastor wasn’t much younger than the old hunter.
He couldn’t help but wonder if he would have followed a similar path if he didn’t have Logan or the family he’d found in Sandrock.
“What is it, Miguel?”
“I just wanted to apologize to you.” The man’s voice wavered unsteadily. “Just the thought that my actions had led to someone’s death…” He took a breath. “There’s no excuse for what I’ve done-”
Howlett held up a hand to stop the Pastor.
“Miguel, I don’t remember any of that. If you owe anyone an apology, it should be those who lived with your actions.” The older hunter scratched the back of his neck, trying to sort his thoughts. “Hearin’ how everything went down… Don’t take this the wrong way but; I don’t blame you much more than I see you as another victim of Duvos. Sure it was willful for a while, but you were doin’ what you genuinely thought was right.”
“I don’t think we’ll ever be on totally friendly terms, what you did hurt Logan severely, but I don't blame you either. You didn’t kill me, Pen did.” The hunter shook his head. “An’ now you’re doin’ the right thing by facing what you did. Keep doin’ right is all I ask.”
The Pastor nodded, the guilt never really leaving his eyes.
“Mr. Miguel?” Maria spoke up from where she stood quietly by the hunter’s side, nearly startling both men.
“Yes, Ma’am?”
“You knew this Pen fellow well, right?” The Highwinder regarded the Pastor with neutral curiosity.
“Too well and not well enough, unfortunately.” He nodded gravely. “For as arrogant and hostile as he was, and even knowing he was Duvosian, I never thought he could do what he did to Kat.”
Maria’s eye hardened. “We’ll talk later then. I want to know everything about that man. Especially what’ll hurt him the most.”
Miguel looked a little perturbed but understanding at the small woman’s radiating anger. “Of course. You can find me at the Temple when you need me.”
He nodded a farewell to the two as he was called away by Burgess.
“I can’t imagine what it must feel like facing down someone you think you killed.” Howlett shook his head as he watched the Pastor walk away. “If everyone’s been lookin’ at me like I’m a ghost, he must’ve thought I was a devil.”
The Highwind woman chuckled mirthlessly. “At least he seems sincere.”
Howlett nodded as he glanced around.
By this point everyone had dispersed, all of them focused on their assignments for the war effort. Only the two parents were left standing around in the Square. Trudy had, correctly, assumed that they’d want to check on their children first before handling any assignments.
‘It’s not like there’s much I can do before the fight either.’
His jaw clenched.
That was an unpleasant thought that he didn’t want to face.
Sure, he could help with weapons maintenance. But since this wasn’t some kind of monster they were facing, he didn’t really have any expertise that could be helpful. It was why he’d encouraged Trudes and the Sheriff to invite Mama Maria here. He knew she’d had experience fighting people and that connection was really the only help he could offer on that front.
On top of that, he still knew very little about their current situation.
He was more or less left behind. Unable to do much.
It was hard to ignore the fact his son- both their kids- were at the center of this mess. Logan had been his whole world for more than twenty years and the thought that their lives were at risk from something that the old hunter could do almost nothing about…
The old hunter cracked his knuckles, his hands strangely itchy from the idleness.
Time to check on the kids.
“Let’s go see what happened with the young’uns.”
Without another word Howlett led the way across Martle’s Square, barely just remembering to not run for the sake of Maria’s shorter legs.
They were mostly silent as they walked. Right up till they got to the High Noon Square just in sight of the Clinic.
The hunter slowed down when he heard the Highwinder’s puffing breath behind him. Glancing back he almost made the mistake of chuckling seeing how fast her legs had to move just to keep up with him.
“Your legs are too long, Yakboy.” She scowled at him.
“Sorry, I had something on my mind.” Howlett did his best to school his face, trying to not antagonize his friend with his amusement.
“Just let me catch my breath.” Maria huffed, leaning against one of the fence posts on the sparring ring.
She watched him curiously as she got her breathing under control, seeming to be deciding whether or not to say something- or possibly trying to figure out which subject to broach first.
The hunter didn’t blame her.
There was a lot of information to take in. So a couple of questions and a little bit of discussion should be expected-
“You already knew about Logan being a bandit, didn’t you?”
Ah.
He was both surprised and unsurprised by her question. It made sense that that was the first thing she fixed on.
“Since yesterday pretty much.”
Maria stared at him with an intensely critical look. “...And what do you think about that?”
“Well, you heard the same stuff I did. He was more or less forced into it.” Howlett replied evenly. “I’m proud of him for focusing on saving Sandrock despite his circumstances. I like to think I taught him well.”
There wasn’t much he could say. He understood why she’d be apprehensive of that subject, but he also wholeheartedly believed that Logan was in the right- paternal bias or not. Howlett knew he couldn’t change her opinion with his word alone, it just wasn’t going to stop him from defending his son either.
She nodded, seeming to accept that answer.
Her eye drifted over his shoulder, sudden mirth filling them as a wicked grin lit up her whole face.
“Taught him very well I see…”
Howlett turned to look at what she found so funny-
“LOGAN! That’s not how you carry a lady!”
His idiot son was carrying Kat over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes.
For as much as Howlett was exasperated with Cooper’s constantly running mouth, the old rancher was right about his boy taking leave of his manners…
The younger hunter froze like a yakmel in headlights as the Clinic door clicked shut behind him. His eyes, already wide from being shouted at by his Pa, went even wider when Maria stepped out from behind the older hunter.
“I- uh-”
“It’s okay Mr. Howlett. I’m kind of used to it at this point.” Kat’s voice echoed from behind Logan’s shoulder.
Mortification turned the younger hunter’s face bright red as he carefully set the young woman down, unable to meet their eyes.
“What’re you thinkin’?” Howlett hissed at his son.
“I- W- we-” Logan stammered out, worry and humiliation warring on his face. He looked at Kat and Howlett recognized the look of fear in his eyes.
“I was coughing up a little blood.” Kat interjected. “Logan freaked out.”
Both parents looked at the young woman with immediate alarm. She said it rather calmly, like coughing up blood wasn’t a reason to freak out.
“What?! What did the Doctor say?” Maria took her daughter's face in her hands, the brink of panic in her voice.
“He said we need to talk to Qi.” Kat smiled reassuringly at her Ma. “Fang also gave me medication to help. So far it’s treatable, it’s not even really dangerous… but we’re fairly certain it has to do with the time machine.”
“Fang thinks that the relic might be causing her past injuries to reappear.” Logan blurted out.
They all looked at him, alarmed.
“Looks like we’re talking to Qi, then.”
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Notes:
Howlett: Damn Cooper and his big mouth...
Also Howlett: Damnit Logan, stop proving Cooper right!Uploads may be a bit sporadic since I'm still trying to refine my outlines, but I'm still aiming for posting on the weekends. Beyond that, I can't believe we're getting into the endgame/third act of my outline. I certainly hope y'all are enjoying them, I can't thank you guys enough for the support you've shown along the way! (Don't worry it's not ending yet, I'm just getting sentimental a little early. I almost don't want it to end.)
See y'all next week!
Chapter 45: The Judges and The Lovers
Summary:
Logan tries to explain himself.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They were on a time limit now.
Well- maybe not. Logan knew he was being a little paranoid, but just seeing the blood on Kat’s face had sent him into a panic. He had scooped her up and sprinted towards the Clinic. All thoughts of their parents and the emergency fireside forgotten.
Thankfully, despite Logan’s overbearing presence, Doctor Fang told them it wasn’t quite as serious as the hunter feared.
He gave her some medication that helped suppress the cough, stop the bleeding, and had her hold her face over a steaming bowl of herbal water to help her clear her lungs. Eventually, her breathing eased, and after listening to Kat’s chest for a bit, the Doctor declared that she was healing but that she needed a daily check-up.
Fang then pulled the hunter to the side.
“Listen to her breathing… if she wheezes too hard, bring her… back. Her injuries… are coming back.”
He left them to their own devices after that bomb. It wasn't assuring at all. Logan was still trying to process his words when Kat tried to walk out of the Clinic.
…Which got them into an argument.
Kat insisted on trying to attend the emergency meeting. Logan insisted that she needed to rest. Things got a little heated.
Logan’s frustration was fueled by the fear that she didn’t trust him anymore. She was always the kind to insist she was alright. To avoid talking about her issues. But he knew so much- she let him help before, telling him about her life and the things that bothered her. Things like why she struggled to sleep or the times she’d forget to eat. The hunter felt almost insulted that Kat thought she could get away with telling him to not worry this time.
So they argued until they were both pretty much blue in the face. Beyond frustrated and unwilling to let up.
It only ended when the builder tried to stomp off, only to be swiftly captured and manhandled by the hunter. He scooped her up, threw her over his shoulder, and set out to bring her to his house so that he and Haru could take turns as jail guards like they’d done so long ago. That seemed like the only way he could get her to rest properly.
But the moment he stepped out of the Clinic he got shouted at by his Pa.
He knew he wasn’t exactly… gentlemanly… towards Kat, which was a cardinal sin for a Sandrock man to do with a woman he intended to court, but he couldn’t help it either. Between the fear he felt and his frustration with her. Logan hadn't really been thinking about manners when he'd thrown her over his shoulder.
Thankfully, he'd managed to communicate his concern through his awkward babbling to their parents.
Kat, who was at first amused by Howlett admonishing Logan like a child, was now safely- if discontentedly- curled in the younger hunter's arms. Properly this time, in a bridal style carry, with both parents flanking just behind him and staring daggers at their kids.
After hearing about her coughing up blood they were also on Logan’s side, the builder could protest all she wanted but she was overruled three to one.
Logan got the feeling that it was mainly Miss Maria’s presence that kept Kat in line. She might be able to argue with the hunters- or escape from them- However, Maria wasn’t only her mother but also a retired Civil Corpswoman with twenty years of experience wrangling her own daughter. He could sense an intense silent conversation going on between the Highwind women as they all headed towards the Research Center.
Judging by her facial expressions Kat was rehashing the argument she’d had with him earlier with her mother.
An argument that she was also losing.
She rolled her eyes with an exasperated sigh, switching to glaring up fondly at the hunter holding her instead. He smiled back apologetically. It was because Kat was scared that she argued with them, Logan could sympathize. Since she’d started her life as one of Sandrock’s builders she’d always been the one saving people. She hated not being able to do anything about her situation.
Leaning against his shoulder she grumbled with quiet reluctant acceptance. “Maybe you’re right… I’m a little tired.”
“You’ve been wheezin’ all morning. Of course I’m right.”
Howlett cleared his throat pointedly, making Logan wince.
“Er- sorry for the roughhousing, though.”
Kat chuckled, the amusement on her face warming his heart.
They stopped outside the door to the Research Center, Logan hesitating as he tried to figure out how to open the door with his hands full. His Pa got it instead, ushering all of them inside and up the stairs hurriedly. The main room was empty, all of Qi’s equipment churning away as they normally did. Logan poked his head around the corner where the stairs up to the Director’s apartment were.
“Qi? You in here?” He called up the steps.
A disheveled head peered over the rail at the top of the stairs. The Director had a paper stuck to his head and severe bags under his eyes that the hunter could see from where he stood. Looking like he’d just woken up.
“Yes! Just give me ten minutes.”
With that, he disappeared again, a loud clatter following several clumsy steps.
The younger hunter turned back towards the two older folks, watching as Miss Maria ambled around the room curiously. She watched one of Qi's experiments curiously before turning a sharp eye towards Logan.
“So… bandit?” She tilted her head at him, regarding him with the same curiosity that she'd looked at the experiments. “What'd'ya have to say for yourself about the whole ‘kidnapping Kat thing?’”
Logan jolted slightly with alarm, glancing at his Pa. She knows already?
Howlett shrugged apologetically. “Cooper.” He said simply.
“Oh.”
Crap.
“I'm kinda curious about that too.” The older hunter glanced down at the builder with a raised brow. “What… happened? You never mention that specific detail.”
“We uh…”
“I snuck up on him.” Kat interrupted with a yawn, the smug look on her face cutely ruined by her sleepiness. “He was still hunting for the Duvos spy and he didn't remember me. I was safer with him though, Pen was creeping on me… Logan was much nicer to me, I kinda liked being a gang…”
Her voice trailed off as she dozed, the adrenaline from the morning wore off and whatever medication Fang had given her finally caught up with her. Maria smiled warmly at her sleeping daughter, her face betrayed the relief she felt that her daughter was safe. The younger hunter felt the same. It was nice to see Kat finally getting rest, even if it was out of dead exhaustion.
“You guys didn’t remember in the second timeline?” Howlett lowered his voice as though he was worried he’d wake her.
Logan shook his head. “I was havin’ weird dreams but Kat was the only one who really knew what’d happened. Part of the whole ‘deterioration of reality’ or whatever Qi said, presumably.”
“And you started dating while on the run?” The older Highwind woman’s blue-green eye snapped up, boring into his and radiating judgment.
“Uh-” The younger hunter glanced down as the builder let out a soft snore. “We haven't had the chance to… talk… ‘bout that. Not exactly datin’ but not exactly… not datin’.”
“That's comforting.” Miss Maria snorted sarcastically.
“The kids were havin’ a rough time, Maria.” Howlett interjected. “Have a little mercy on ‘im.”
She turned a skeptical look towards the older hunter.
“He messed with time, Howie.”
“Yeah, it was reckless. But he saved Kat an’ I.”
Howie? Since when did his Pa let anyone call him that?
The younger hunter glanced back and forth between the two, feeling the all too familiar feeling of standing before a jury.
Strangely enough, he felt more judged here than he did during the public trial he and Haru had faced for their banditry. Even if his Pa was on his side this time. It felt odd to have their parents debating whether or not his prior actions deserved leniency.
Before he could open his mouth to speak the Director finally stumbled down the stairs.
“Ah, good. You're still here.” Qi straightened himself, plopping down a stack of papers with a light thud onto his desk. “I've made progress on my understanding of the time machine and how it functions. Thanks to the fact that I'd studied it while I had the chance, I could replicate some of the mathematical models it seems to use- as well as connect one of my computers with the frequency that the machine appears to be emitting.”
The Director babbled on, ambling over to a large monitor embedded in one of the large consoles that took up most of the room in his lab.
“Come on, I have something you guys need to see.”
They gathered around the console, Logan had to squeeze Kat against himself to fit into the crowded space. The screen that Qi tapped away at was full of static. A low hum from the machinery vibrating the air.
The static faded for a moment, showing a nearly clear picture that startled the younger hunter.
It was the first night he and Kat talked honestly to each other at the hideout.
The night she’d told him that she had died in the previous timeline and the night she’d admitted her fears about Pen.
His heart twinged with the memory.
He was glad she was snoring peacefully in his arms instead of seeing this. All it did was remind Logan of the promise he failed to keep.
I won’t let him anywhere near ya…
Logan clutched her sleeping form impossibly closer to his chest.
“Do you recognize this Logan?” Qi turned to him.
“Y- yeah. How did-?”
“It’s been hazy but it shows clear images from time to time. As far as I can tell it’s showing things that had happened in the second timeline. Specifically from your perspective.” The Director tapped the screen as the static returned, clouding the picture. He turned back to the hunter. “Oh! It’s a part of the frequencies that the relic is emitting. As far as I can tell it’s trying to reconcile the different timelines into one stable timeline. Thus projecting these er- memories. As well as causing the weird effects we've noticed over the past few days.”
Weird effects… Logan's brain shouted a reminder at him.
“Fang said Kat’s injuries seem to be reappearing.”
Qi’s face fell. The self-assured confidence fading from him in a soft sigh.
“That’s what I was afraid of…” He shook his head. “I mean… I guess I kind of predicted it- but that would mean we’re on a time limit that we cannot predict.”
“What do you mean?” Maria turned a sharp, alarmed, look at Qi.
“Well, It means that Kat is on borrowed time.” The Director sighed. “As you said; her injuries are reappearing. If I am correct, that will be at random. Kat’s health will change from day to day. Her two reality selves are being merged to a midpoint between her near-fatal injuries in the second timeline and how ever she was doing when she activated the relic in the first timeline.”
“…So she could end up in a coma again.” Logan spoke barely above a whisper, his heart dropping.
He looked down at her face again. She looked so peaceful. Why did this damned relic seem to condemn her in every timeline…?
“Is there anythin’ you can do about it, Director?” Howlett urged with a renewed sense of concern.
“I- I think if I can create a counter program correctly I can reverse most of the negative effects of the Time Machine… I’d need direct access to it though.” Qi chewed his lip anxiously. “Or at least a copy of its programming. It could take me months to replicate properly…”
A thought struck Logan at that. The little disk.
He didn’t think to look for it earlier but he was wearing his regular gear now…
Shifting Kat around in his arms and earning a sideways glance from the other three, he patted his belt until he managed to wiggle a hand into the pouch he knew he’d stored it in. His fingers touched cold material and his heart beat faster.
As he pulled his prize carefully from its hiding place Qi’s eyes widened.
The Director leapt to his feet, an excited laugh leaving him.
“Hah! I didn’t think that’d worked!” He snatched the disk out of the hunter’s hand.
Logan stared at the giddy Director in disbelief. He was the one who’d told the younger hunter it was important. “W- Why did you tell me to hold onto it then?!”
Qi waved a dismissive hand. “Well, we had no clue that everyone would actually remember the previous timelines. I had to do something to give you incentive to talk to me about the time machine. Otherwise, knowing your simple ways, you might never have bothered.”
“Simple?!”
“Can that thing help?” Howlett cut off his son’s indignant reply.
“Oh yes indeed.” The Director nodded vigorously. “This disk contains data from the Time Machine itself! This’ll shorten the required development time from months to days.”
“So you think we’ll be able to save Kat?” Maria grabbed the Director’s arm desperately, forcing him to look at her.
“Of course! With this, I can reverse all of the effects of the relic. We’d just need to be able to plug in the injection code into the machine itself… Uhm…” He paused and looked at the two hunters apologetically. “This’ll mean that you guys still need to fight the Duvosians though.”
“Eh, we were already expecting that part.” Howlett shrugged.
“Right!” Qi brightened again. “You guys let Trudy know that I should have everything ready in five days or so. Also, probably look after Kat so she doesn't die before we can save her.”
With that, he extricated himself from Miss Maria’s grasp and bolted back up the stairs, muttering to himself the whole way like a madman. The Highwinder turned back to the hunters, intense worry on her face.
“Do you guys actually trust him?” She tilted her head. “He looked… disheveled. I don't think he attended the emergency meeting earlier either.”
“He normally looks like that,” Howlett replied, “And we also know better than to disturb his work.”
“Director Qi was the one who helped me figure out the machine when Kat was injured.” Logan nodded. “He’s weird but reliable.”
Maria frowned. Her look at Kat betrayed everything that she was feeling. Bravado or not, nitpicking or not, she was scared for her daughter. Who wouldn’t be when they were essentially told that their loved one was dying? Logan glanced at his Pa... he knew that feeling all too well.
“Do you know a good place here that we can stay?” She sighed, her shoulder sagging.
“You could stay with us, our house is down the road.” “The Saloon has rooms open.”
Both hunters answered at the same time.
Howlett shot a look at his son.
“Logan, we ain’t got enough beds for five people. I hope you ain’t plannin’ to tell anyone to sleep on the couches.”
The younger hunter’s mouth opened- then promptly snapped shut.
His first instinct was to have everyone he considered his family under one roof, but his Pa was right. They didn’t have room. It wouldn’t be prudent to expect them to sleep in makeshift beds when there were real options available.
Plus, the sharp look from Howlett and the teasing look on Mama Maria’s face told him it was an improper suggestion to make.
Oh. Right.
It’d probably be a source of gossip if two women stayed in the same house as three unmarried men.
He deflated a little. If there was one thing in life Logan wished he could completely ignore in his life it was gossip and rumors.
“I can cover the cost of the room. It’s the least I can do for causin’ all these problems.” The younger hunter offered.
Maria smiled at him with some warmth, like she could read his reasoning from his face. “I appreciate the offer.”
“C’mon.” Howlett moved to the street-level door across the room, holding it open for them. “Logan an’ I have got to go meet with Trudes anyways.”
—
The walk to the Saloon was short and quiet. A strained mix of anxiety hung between the three of them, only broken by the builder’s soft snores.
It felt a little surprising that Kat was able to sleep so easily, especially with all the talking they did back there.
Logan actually felt a little pride that she was that comfortable with him. He’d noticed it while they were on the run too… she seemed to be able to doze easier when she was close to the hunter.
As they pushed through the front doors though, his confidence fled him, a fair few townsfolk were hanging out in the Saloon. Even Haru was there at the bar, grinning knowingly as every eye in the whole establishment turned to watch the hunter carrying the sleeping builder.
So much for avoiding rumors.
“Everything alright?” He glanced at Kat who was busy drooling slightly on Logan’s vest. He lowered his voice, which was a moot point since practically the whole Saloon quieted to listen in. “Is Kat okay? What happened?”
“Her injuries are comin’ back. It’s treatable so far but we’re goin’ to make a plan to move as soon as we can.” Logan adjusted his grip on the builder slightly as the chemist frowned. “She's fine right now. Just resting… and medicated.”
“So it's through the gauntlet as usual then.” Haru sighed, giving his friend a rueful smile.
“You know it. Where's Owen-?” The hunter glanced around.
As though summoned by his name the Saloon owner pushed out of the kitchen door, looking a little confused at the near silence in the usually lively Saloon. His confusion immediately let up once he spotted the newcomers. Ever the good innkeeper, he'd already been expecting them and pulled a room key from behind the counter where he kept his check-in book.
“It's the first room on the left.” He offered the key to the small Highwind woman, grinning at the surprised look on her face.
Maria smiled and accepted the keys. “How much-?”
“No charge, considering the circumstances.” He nodded to Kat with a sympathetic look.
The Highwinder nodded her thanks. No doubt making a mental note to repay him later on.
She turned to the hunters sharing a look with Howlett before gesturing to Logan. “C'mon yakboy, let's put Kat to bed.”
The younger hunter glanced at his Pa who took a seat next to Haru. He waved them on with an encouraging smile making no move to follow. Seeing the older hunter’s actions it felt like the whole room held its breath.
Logan couldn't help but feel like he was being left to the wolves- or Mama Wolf in this case.
As they climbed the stairs he could again feel everyone’s stares like they were watching a convict walk to the gallows. Miss Maria held the room door open as she let Logan past.
He beelined for the nearest bed. Putting down the builder as gingerly as he could.
“Mmm- muh?” Sleepy hazel eyes flickered for a moment as he felt her hands grasp at his shirt.
Anxiety melted away from his chest.
“It's alright, go back to sleep Darlin’.”
Even with Miss Maria's eye on him he couldn't help but tuck her in. Pulling the blanket over her and brushing his fingers against her cheek. She sighed happily curling up under the covers and pressing her face against his hand as she sank back into unconsciousness.
This was what made it all worth it.
He knew it was dangerously selfish, but he was glad he'd used the time machine. It'd given him another chance to fight for the one person he loved the most.
A chance that he wasn't going to lose this time.
“Kat's never slept this soundly before. Even on medication.” Miss Maria's voice startled Logan from his thoughts. “She used to be a rather light sleeper… if she ever slept at all.”
“Insomnia. Yeah, she told me. I'd reckon it's Fang’s medicine helpin’.”
The older Highwinder shook her head. “No, even on the strongest meds she was still fussy.”
“She's been on strong stuff before?” Logan glanced at her Ma.
“Yeah. She broke her arm once. Couldn't sleep a wink nearly the entire time she was recovering.” Maria’s eyes clouded with the memory. “That's not to mention everything we've tried for the insomnia.”
She looked lost in thought. Significantly more subdued than the scolding that Logan had been initially worried he was in for-
“You're a comfort to her, I think. She loves you, if I'm not mistaken.” The Highwinder’s turquoise eye regarded him with a much softer look than Logan could ever remember her giving him. “And despite your earlier… recklessness… I think you're good with her.”
Logan’s eyes snapped to hers with surprise.
“Don't get me wrong.” She huffed. “I'm still not fond of the whole ‘bandit’ thing. But your father and I talked with the rest of the townsfolk and after hearing what-” Her voice cracked slightly. “After hearing what that man did to her… and how you saved her.”
Maria let out a sigh. Pulling over a chair so she could sit by her daughter’s bed.
She gently brushed a few strands of hair behind Kat's ear. Worry plain on her face as she watched her daughter sleep.
“Thank you for that. For saving her.”
The Highwinder waved him off and with a nod Logan turned to leave. He paused at the door, his gaze lingering on the bittersweet scene behind him.
“We'll save her again.” The words stumbled out of him before he could stop them. “I promise.”
Her sad smile was the last he saw of them as he shut the door behind him.
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Notes:
Mama Maria approves!
We're back baby! The week flew by before I could even think. I'm getting back into the swing of things and it's lovely! I hope yall are enjoying yourselves as much as I am.
I'll see y’all next week!
Chapter 46: Family and Raisin'
Summary:
More shenanigans before the storm!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The last day and a half for Howlett consisted of guard duty and chatting.
Mainly because he was worried about Maria as she was acting unusually subdued…
She still quipped with her daughter and mercilessly ribbed Logan for the whole bandit thing. But there was a certain amount of stillness to her usual spitfire that bothered Howlett. He didn’t doubt that the news that her daughter’s life was in danger, and that Kat was outright dying, had hurt her.
Speaking of her…
Logan was continuously anxious whenever he wasn't around the younger Highwinder. He'd practically fallen down the stairs rushing to greet them when they’d visited the next morning. Then bolted out of the door this morning and headed straight for the Saloon, almost forgetting his usual gear in the process.
Both hunters ended up spending their waking hours with the Highwinders.
Haru had turned their whole house into a bomb factory anyways. While Howlett didn't usually mind the stench of gunpowder… everything in the house started smelling slightly sulfuric.
They'd even had to leave the front door open and unlatch every window they could reach during the night.
So getting fresh air seemed to do them good.
Kat was recovering well. She had an easier time breathing and even insisted on helping out as a builder with the defense efforts around town- much to everyone's chagrin.
Thankfully, they'd convinced her to sit down at the Saloon to have lunch.
Howlett knew that Sandrock was protective of their own. He was pretty sure that was why they'd let Logan run around as a bandit for as long as he did.
He had never seen them quite as protective as the way they were around Kat though.
Of course, they all remembered nearly losing her. She was the pride of Sandrock and the best builder in the Alliance. His fellow Sandrockers were the kind to cherish hard workers like her- hyper-aware that people like Kat were the lifeblood of this town- and thus were incensed by the fact they'd nearly lost her to the Duvosians twice. So they went out of their way to make sure she wasn’t doing anything too hard or dangerous. Even conspiring with one another to ‘put her in time out’ when she got too stubborn by having Grandma Vivi bring her into the tailor shop for a fitting.
That was the ‘guard duty’ part of the hunter’s jobs; babysitting.
It was an unofficial assignment of course. The older hunter knew from what Logan told him that Kat would take extreme offense to being babysat. They all had a silent agreement that the monster hunters were her protection detail though.
Maria said the same thing but still helped them with their little bodyguard detail.
Not like the older Highwinder didn't benefit from this arrangement. They relaxed in the Saloon as Owen proudly presented the women with a royal Sandrock feast. He brought out plate after plate and always stopped to talk with them, giving the Highwinders his winning smile and bantering like an excellent host.
The older hunter found the whole scene almost funny, he could feel Logan bristle with jealousy beside him every time Owen and Kat chattered.
It was just friendly, they could tell that pretty easily, and the younger hunter was doing well concealing his tension. But between the stress of nearly losing her and the fact that Logan hadn't yet sorted out the relationship between them… He was likely more jealous of how relaxed the two were with each other. Logan was just being unnecessarily protective.
The younger hunter was the type to hold his loved ones close.
He’d experienced being abandoned when he was really little… Though Logan didn’t remember it, Howlett could remember just how much it’d affected his infant son back then. How he’d gone from a bubbly, constantly babbling baby to a near-constant silence only broken when he was held by his Pa.
Knowing that Logan had lost Howlett at one point and almost lost Kat… It was pretty much a given that he’d be hovering and jealous.
At least Kat seemed happy to have him around.
Almost too happy…
Howlett had seen the shadows of worry on the younger Highwinder’s face.
Part of him realized that her insistence on helping and spending time with everyone she could was likely a final hurrah for her. She’d taken the news of her health troubles far too lightly for all this to not be a kind of goodbye.
He also noticed the longing looks she’d been giving Logan. She wanted to talk to the younger hunter but couldn’t do so with both parents around…
“Well!” Maria clapped her hands, breaking off their conversation and startling Howlett out of his thoughts. “I suppose it’s time I take Kat to her appointment with the Doc. You boys go on ahead with whatever you need to do. We'll catch up for the afternoon meeting with Trudes.”
She smiled at the hunters. ‘I need to talk to my daughter alone.’ The look in her eye told Howlett.
He gave the slightest perceivable nod before dragging Logan out of the booth.
“Wait- We could-” The younger hunter started to protest.
“Elsie is settin’ up to leave this Afternoon.” Howlett cut him off. “I wanna go check that she’s ready to handle that Martle Duck properly.”
Logan grumbled, catching the tone of his Pa’s voice and letting himself be dragged away.
“Elsie’s pretty good with that duck… I’ve worked with her on hunts before, I don’ see why we gotta go check now.” The younger hunter complained as they stepped off the Saloon’s porch into the sunlight. Grumpy that he’d been forced to leave his love behind.
Howlett chuckled. “We got dismissed by her Ma, Logan. She wanted to talk to her daughter alone. If you want to date Kat, you gotta learn when to step back. ‘Specially around her parents.”
He glanced at the older hunter curiously.
“When ya marry anyone, you marry their family.” Howlett shrugged.
“I guess I’m just used to it bein’ the three of us…”
“Three?” The older hunter shot his son a confused look as they crossed the clearing towards the Ranch. “I thought you said Haru went to Atara?”
“He did. I meant me, Kat, and Andy.”
Howlett paused. He’d heard that name several times now and he’d hadn’t had the chance to ask, he just figured it may have been someone who joined them while they were on the run. It was what it sounded like with everything they all had told him about Logan's gang. But with how Logan talked about him…
“Andy is…?”
“My son.” Logan answered without hesitation, a fond look crossing his face.
That caught the older hunter’s attention.
“Er- my adopted son.” The younger hunter rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. “Haru n’ I found him while on the run. I ended up adoptin’ him when we moved back into town.”
“I shoulda asked sooner then. I thought he was just another of the gang.”
“Ah, well- He was the one we kept up the whole ‘gang’ thing for after our names were cleared.” Logan laughed. “We won’t get to meet ‘im till some time next year…” He shook his head sadly. “I want you to meet him Pa, you’d love him. Smart as a whip and a little hellion to boot.”
“So, a lot like you when you were little?” Howlett grinned.
“Well, I won't say I was as smart as Andy is, but I’ve got a lot more appreciation for all you did for me.”
The older hunter patted his son’s shoulder. He could barely believe he was a grandpa, it warmed his heart indescribably to be alive to see it. More so as he took in the fondness and joy he could see on Logan’s face.
They had a family together-
“Wait- You said Kat helped you with raising Andy?” Howlett turned a pointed look at the younger hunter. “And you thought she wasn’t interested…?”
“She was lookin’ after him when he ended up in town while Haru an’ I were still on the run…” Logan ducked his head embarrassedly. “I uh- wanted Andy to have some sense of normalcy- didn’t want my feelin’s to ruin what good we had.”
Howlett nodded with a sigh. “I suppose that makes sense.” He looked back up at his son. “You know she’s waitin’ to talk to you alone, right?”
“I- guess…?” The younger hunter tilted his head, a nervous look crossing his face. “I don’t think Miss Maria will let that happen though, she was hoverin’ close yesterday.”
“Eh, something tells me you'll get that chance once they've talked. Might be forced to, dependin’ on what Kat tells her.”
The older hunter smiled with amusement at the worried look on Logan’s face. Here they were, facing the threat of war, and yet the younger hunter was worried about his relationship with Kat and her Mother’s opinion of him.
Howlett crossed the remaining distance towards the door of the ranch house with Logan following close behind. He rapped his knuckles against the wood of the door before opening it.
Inside, Mabel was pottering around their kitchen. She’d been cooking as restlessly as Owen was, trying to ensure that everyone was fed as they worked on the defense effort. Her eyes lit up as she saw the two hunters enter, she hastily dried her hands and threw a hug around the older hunter.
“Howlett! Logan! It’s good to see you two.” She stepped back primly with a wide grin. “Y’all need some food? I’ve got a casserole in the oven and a stew on the stove.”
“Thanks for offerin’ but we just ate.” The older hunter shook his head. “We just came to see Elsie off.”
“Oh! She an’ Coop are out back making sure she's all packed an’ ready. They'll be back in a second.’ll be back in a couple’a minutes. Have a seat, make yourselves comfortable! I don’t mind the company none.” The ranch matriarch turned back to the cooking she’d been tending. “Jus’ give me a second an’ I can fetch y’all a drink while you wait.”
The older hunter nodded, hanging his hat on the rack near the door and settling in at the dining table. Logan followed suit.
“It’s so good to have you back, Howlett.” Mable huffed as she set some glasses of water down in front of the hunters. “Y’know, Coop an’ Hugo were starting to get a little unruly without havin’ the voice of reason around.”
“I’m pretty sure that those two rile each other up anyhow. I don’t do much beyond damage control.”
“Aw, you sell yourself too short!” She waved a rag at him before laying it on her shoulder. “You’re a pillar of this town. Cooper and I have you to thank for gettin’ Elsie to grow up, too. An’ that happened after you died!”
Howlett tilted his head, confused. He glanced at Logan for an explanation.
“She decided to become a monster hunter after she read your books.” The younger hunter clarified. “It’s why she’s so familiar with Daisy- er, the Martle Duck. I wasn’t there, but it was apparently a whole fiasco on its own.”
“I take it you helped train her?”
“Nah,” Logan shook his head “I was still on the run- I mean, I did once I got back to town- but most of it she learned herself or from some hunters with the caravans.”
“Huh. I’ll have to ask her for that story then.”
They fell into a comfortable silence as Mable finished chopping some potatoes for the stew. As she dumped the vegetables into the pot she shot a look over her shoulder at Howlett. A sparkling look in her eyes that he and Hugo were all too familiar with getting, being a divorcee and a widow respectively.
It was the look Mable got when she was cooking up a matchmaking scheme.
“So, Howlett,” She spoke with an unusual nonchalance as she set about slicing up some rutabaga. “You an’ Miss Maria seem to get along nicely…”
Oh. That’s where this is going.
“I’m gonna stop you right there, Mable.” The old hunter held his hands up. “She’s happily married and I ain’t interested.”
The ranch matriarch deflated a little.
Logan was glancing back and forth between the two older folks, his eyes wide as he hid the rest of his expression behind his water glass.
“Well, Heidi was telling me about this thing called a ‘lonely hearts ad’ maybe-”
She’s really not going to let this go…
“I’m not particularly interested in my own love life,” Howlett cut her off, standing up and patting a hand on Logan’s shoulder, “buuuut I do know Logan is pretty interested in Kat, plans on askin’ her out. He could use a little bit of a refresher on proper courtin’ though… y’know, with what Coop was sayin’ about banditry doin’ a number on his manners.”
Mable let out a muffled squeal of excitement as her attention shifted from the older hunter to the younger one.
The look of betrayal on Logan’s face would haunt Howlett for quite a while, he was sure of it, but anything was better than being caught up in another of Mable and Vivi’s matchmaking schemes. Having the local matriarchs pester him about his love life was one of the only downsides of being a single man in a small town.
He slipped out the door, snatching his hat from the rack as Mable all but abandoned her cooking to sink her claws into the younger hunter as he stared in dismay after his Pa.
A flash of familiar red hair near the Ranch’s stables caught Howlett’s attention.
Cooper and Elsie were loading up one of their yakmels with supplies, cinching the saddle and strapping down the packs.
From what he could see, Elsie was carrying herself with all of the confidence he’d seen any hunter have.
Howlett knew that Elsie was not only excellent with critters and beasts alike from her time growing up on the Wandering Y Ranch, but she was also resourceful. He’d always figured she’d follow her parent’s footsteps in ranching. Knowing she’d made the choice to take up a career as harrowing as monster hunting both gladdened him and worried him. She always had the potential, picking up tricks here and there from following Logan around like a little duckling… pun intended.
At least it meant that Logan wasn’t alone on hunts, especially with Haru going off to Atara and Kat being a builder. Plus, the redhead’s animal-loving nature might help balance out his son’s head-first gung-ho attitude…
“Hey!” Elsie waved as she spotted Howlett.
“Howdy, Else!” The older hunter grinned at the young woman. “Heard you’re takin’ on the mantle of monster hunter.”
“Well- Monster Whisperer is what I prefer… I tend to leave the real huntin’ to Logan.” She admitted modestly. “He kinda prefers it that way too. Less logistics to work out for ‘im, more chance to save some critters for me.”
The older hunter smiled. That sounded about right knowing Logan.
“Either way, thanks for watchin’ Logan’s back.”
She grinned back at him. “Someone’s gotta make sure that he gets home for Kat an’ Andy’s sake. Rambo can only do so much keepin’ him alive.” The redhead frowned slightly as she glanced around. “Where is he- and the rest of yer entourage by the way? I thought the four of y’all would be joined at the hip for the rest of time.”
“Kat had a doctor’s appointment and yer Ma got her hands on Logan.”
The redhead peered at him curiously from the strap she was tightening.
“An’ he’d do well to learn from ‘er too!” Cooper chimed in. “That boy ain’t got any finesse with the womenfolk. Amazin’ that he’d hadn’t yet chased that gal off, I tell ya, Howlett.”
“Yeah, that’s what I’m starting to realize.”
“Have you tried settin’ them up?” Elsie tilted her head curiously. “I’d originally thought they were dating already… she was helpin’ him with Andy. But like, he’s frustratingly dense.”
“As far as I can tell, they just need to have a proper sit-down an’ talk. They’re technically datin’ already, he’s just not used to everythin’ that entails. Messed up in some ways…”
Elsie groaned.
“I thought love was supposed to be a natural thing! My Ma an’ Pa get along just fine- gross as it is- He don’t have to make it so complicated!”
“Ah well,” Howlett winced. “He didn’t exactly have the best example for that growin’ up.”
“Shucks, Howlett.” Cooper waved his hands dramatically, nearly startling the yakmel they were loading. “Jus’ cause his Ma couldn’t see how good a man ya are don’t mean you ain’t the best example of a man for the boy!”
The rancher let out a huff. “Considerin’ how he took in that little boy as his own, and saved the whole dang town to boot, he’s had the best example to follow! I’d be almost jealous if Elsie weren’t just as bright. You ain’t seen the future yet, be we did good with these ‘uns! I would know! My folks did good wit’ me an’ all!”
Howlett just chuckled as Cooper ran out of steam. Despite the boisterous attitude, he could pick out that the hot-aired redhead was getting choked up at the thought of their kids all grown up.
It was likely the only subject that could ever get Cooper to voluntarily shut up.
The soft sound of equipment jingling drew their attention away from the conversation. A disgruntled-looking Logan appeared around the corner of the stable, his hair perfectly parted and combed down like a schoolboy ready for Church on Sunday.
Elsie couldn’t contain her laughter. She nearly dropped to the stable floor with a guffaw. He scowled at the redhead and mussed his hair, pulling it back into the signature short ponytail that he usually wore it in before topping it off with his hat. The sour look on his face switched from Elsie towards his own Pa.
“Why’d you leave me with her?” His tone was accusatory.
“Why were you carryin’ Kat like a caveman the other day?” Howlett shot back, earning another giggle fit from Elsie.
“I said sorry!”
The older hunter couldn’t keep a straight face any longer, letting out a loud laugh himself. “Sorry, sorry. I’ll admit I jus’ didn’t want to deal with more of Mable’s antics. She an’ Gran’ Vivi have been houndin’ me about findin’ someone since you turned five… figured it was your turn for it. I wasn’t much for that stuff anyway, even when I was datin’ yer Ma.”
Logan turned a confused look on him. “Why’d you always insist on manners n’ stuff then?!”
“Because I wanted you to be better than me, Logan.” Howlett confessed. “I wanted to raise you properly, like I never was.”
The younger hunter blinked in surprise at the sincerity of his Pa’s words.
It was the truth of the matter, and Howlett wanted his boy to know it. Logan might never believe that he’d surpass his Pa, but it was the very thing the older hunter had been training him to do all his life. Despite all the shortcomings in their life, especially in regards to Howlett’s own marriage and the fact Sandrock was in decline most of Logan’s life, he couldn’t be happier with the fact that he’d given more to his son than he’d gotten in his own youth.
Nor could he be prouder of the man he’d raised.
“If we’re done havin’ heart-to-hearts this yakmel’s ready to hit the road.” Cooper butted in expectantly.
“Ah, right.” Howlett turned back to Elsie. “You sure you can handle this on your own?”
“‘Course!” She beamed at him. “I’ve had excellent teachers.” She gestured to the two hunters. “Daisy an’ I are real close too. She’ll recognize me, I’m sure of it.”
The old Rancher pulled his daughter into a hug.
“You come back safe, ya hear?”
“I will Pa, I promise.”
With that, she hopped up into the saddle. The two hunters followed her and Cooper out of the stable, away from the Ranch, and towards the train station where they stopped as she set the yakmel towards the path across the Shonash Canyon.
They watched as Elsie and her yakmel disappeared steadily down the slope and towards the horizon.
Without much else left to do the hunters nodded a farewell to the rancher, whose eyes remained fixed on the horizon his daughter headed towards, and turned back towards the town. Heading towards the Town Hall meeting that Trudy had called.
Their walk was amicably quiet, Howlett was pleased to see that Logan seemed more contemplative rather than anxious like he was that morning.
Without much to think- or talk- about, his mind turned to the coming meeting… There hadn’t been much change to their plans. Trudy was well aware of the fact that Elsie was leaving this afternoon. So he couldn’t figure out why she’d called them together so suddenly…
Unless there was a change in the Duvosian’s tactics.
Worry made Howlett hesitate as he and Logan reached the door to Town Hall-
The younger hunter pushed through the door as the older hunter felt a gut sense of danger, almost like his hackles raised.
“Logan, wai-”
Howlett’s heart dropped as his son was grabbed and thrown by someone waiting behind the door, slamming into the ground as a tall, blond man perched on top of him with a snarl on his face.
The older hunter reacted instinctively, his hand, with the knowing sense that he wasn’t carrying his trusty shotgun, whipped his pistol lightning-fast from his hip. “Let. Him. Go.” His voice thundered dangerously as the man’s golden amber eyes stared wide-eyed down the barrel of his weapon.
Howlett could see the intensity in the lines of the younger man’s body. He looked to be about Logan’s age, with a sharp face and serious eyes. His clothing was plain but his grace and strength betrayed his soldier’s training.
Golden eyes regarded the older hunter cautiously, weighing the danger of the pistol pointed at his head. He let go of Logan, raising his hands and stepping back so the younger hunter could push to his feet as Howlett kept the gun trained on him.
“H- Howlett! It’s okay!” Mayor Trudy interjected, her voice warbling more than usual. “He’s with us!”
The old hunter risked a glance at her, a question in his eyes. Before he could ask Logan turned and let out a grunt of surprise.
“Avery?!”
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Notes:
Suprise hostile friend! The best kind of friend!
Bit of a late-night post for me. I should be getting more free time soon... so more time to write! I'm pretty stoked about the next few chapters. Things are gonna ramp up real soon...
Also, the yakboy and builder will kiss before the end, I promise. I wasn't kidding when I called this slow burn.
See y'all next week!
Chapter 47: Bickering
Summary:
Moooooom! The boys are fighting again!
Dual POV chapter (Maria, Howlett)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Maria stared at her daughter perplexed.
The Doctor's visit didn't take long at all. In fact, the Doc's funny little raven friend did a happy dance around Kat as the mute Doctor himself affirmed that she was well. The Highwind duo then returned to their room at the Saloon. Then Maria sat her daughter down and demanded answers.
They’d already talked extensively about the whole time travel thing, somehow that was less of a confusing mess than what the older Highwinder really wanted to know about.
Relationships.
Specifically; what was going on between her and a certain young monster hunter and why in Peach’s name they were dancing around each other so much. Knowing practically everything they’d gone through together… How Kat had practically gotten herself killed to protect him. How Logan had reset time to save her. It just made no sense why they were so wishy-washy about whether or not they were dating.
Kat spilled every detail.
Her doubts, regrets, the terrors that came from her previous failed relationship… and how Logan broke her heart.
With a deep breath, Maria steepled her fingers underneath her chin, her eye meeting Kat’s gravely. Here was her precious daughter, her beloved little builder, the same little girl who loved adventure and who never shied away from someone she liked, nervous.
Nervous and heartbroken.
“I’m gonna kill him.”
Kat’s head snapped up. “Ma, no. It’s not that bad, he- he’s…”
“He’s an idiot, that's what he is. Have you not seen how he looks at you?” The older Highwinder shook her head with exasperation. “And he just…?” She waved vaguely with a frustrated hand.
On top of having to worry about Kat’s health and the fact that she might die…
She’d thought that Howlett’s son would be good enough to comfort Kat- give her some last good memories of family and love should their attempt to save her fail- They seemed to be in love with each other, what with all the heroics and grief and resetting time for another chance between them. It was why Maria was willing to let go of the bandit thing, hell, she was willing to hold back on raking Logan over the coals for kidnapping Kat as a first date.
But damn…
“You know he remembers, right?” Maria turned a serious look on her daughter. “He knows that he rejected you.”
“Yeah…” Kat looked down at her shoes. “We just haven't talked about it, haven’t had the chance to.”
“If killing him is off the table, I’m going to drag him here by his ear.”
“Ma…”
“Hey, that’s how I met your Pa.” The older Highwinder held her hands up. “If anything, it’s clear you two need to talk. Be direct. Ask why the hell he ran away.” She huffed. “Never figured that a monster hunter could be a coward, but hey, I guess anything can happen.”
“He’s not a coward.” Kat protested with a scowl. “Logan is a good friend and an amazing person.”
“An amazing person who gave you mixed signals by rejecting you and then asking you to date. Even knowing what you’d been through!”
“He didn't know the second time! It was two separate timelines… I- I don't know why he changed his mind…”
“All the more reason to talk to him.”
“Can we at least skip the maternal violence? And I want to talk to him alone.”
“...”
“Please.”
Maria deflated with a sigh.
She was going to make them talk regardless. Her need for violence could be easily reserved for Kat’s ex, that bastard Pen.
Either way, she was pretty sure that she could intimidate the younger hunter into being honest with Kat with or without her being there. He was plenty respectful and well taught by his father. Maria was reluctant because she was also painfully curious about what Logan had to say for himself, but if Kat wanted to talk alone...
“Fine. I won’t haze him.”
Kat beamed at her.
Light. She'd do anything for her daughter. All the feelings Maria felt when she and Dan had come home to see the door smashed in and her fellow Civil Corpsmen swarming their old home in Highwind came back.
Realistically, she couldn't protect Kat forever. She'd encouraged her daughter to take up the Sandrock contract not just because she knew the young builder would be safe in the same town that Howlett was in, especially if the older hunter had learned whose daughter she was, but because Maria knew she had to let go of her daughter at some point.
She couldn't be prouder of the selfless, accomplished woman she'd raised, but she also couldn't let go of the indescribable pain she felt knowing just how much Kat had been through.
All the doubts, sleepless nights, and abuse.
Even now, Kat was being selfless in ignoring the danger her own life was in. Maria could only hope that her faith in the Sandrockers’ ability and will to save Kat. As much as she hated to admit it, part of Maria’s reason to squabble with her daughter over her choice of boyfriend was because she felt so helpless over what was happening to her daughter now…
A knock at the door interrupted them. They looked over as Owen poked his head in, a smile on his face.
“Hey! I hope I’m not interrupting.”
“You’re not.” Maria smiled at the innkeeper. She was starting to appreciate how damn polite everyone in this town was. “What is it?”
“Kat’s got a visitor.”
He pushed the door open wider, revealing a dark-haired, goggle-wearing woman standing next to him.
“Mi-an!” Kat let out a joy-filled cry.
She leapt up and rushed to meet her. They threw their arms around each other hopping like excited cotton llamas.
Ah, this is Kat’s builder friend from Tallsky. She had told her Ma how Mi-an helped her figure out what was going on with the time machine when she was sent back the first time. Their bond was close enough that Mi-an was the first person and one of the only few outside of Logan’s gang that Kat had told about the time machine.
“It’s so good to see you! How are you here?! Aren't you supposed to be at your apprenticeship? What about your builder license?” Kat pulled back as she barraged her friend with questions.
“Aw, I could say the same for you! Last I knew, you were in a coma!” Mi-an huffed. “You think I’m going to ignore the fact that Sandrock is in danger? I barely even know what happened! I wake up one morning, confused, and with the memories of two lifetimes. Apparently, I was in a kind of waking coma. I wouldn’t have gotten any answers if my parents hadn’t sent me to Atara to be looked at by a top doctor... Ernest and I bumped into each other and we pieced a few things together.” She started and rambled sheepishly. “Oh, I hope you don’t mind that I told him about the time machine thing… then we found- or rather we were hunted down by Grace.”
Kat perked up. “Grace is with you?”
“Yeah! Grace, Me, Ernest, and that one Alliance Commander. We arrived on the Atara-Sandrock train early this morning, before the sun was up.”
Maria exchanged glances with her daughter. An Alliance Commander? Did Mayor Trudy finally figure out how to contact the Council without a spy intercepting it?
“That’s what the meeting with Trudy is about then.”
Mi-an did a double take, realizing that Kat’s Ma was there as well. “Miss Maria! Hi! Are you here to help too?”
“Sort of. I was a bit concerned when Kat went missing.”
“Huh?”
Kat put her hand on her friend’s shoulder.
“We’ve… got a lot to catch up on. It is time machine related though.”
Maria pushed herself to her feet. It was getting close to the time when they’d have to go to the Town Hall, but if Kat’s friend was here…
“Kat, why don’t you stay here and catch up with Mi-an?”
Her daughter puffed up indignantly, ready to protest. “Ma…”
“Look you need time to rest, your friend is here, and I already spoke to Owen about not letting you leave the Saloon to do any builder work.” Maria put her hands on her hips, laying down the law to the young builder.
Kat’s eyes snapped over to the Saloon owner, scandalized and betrayed as he looked anywhere but her.
Half the town was agreeable to the whole ‘protecting Kat’ movement. It was why both the monster hunters were spending so much time around them too. Not only had they caught on to Maria’s protective streak of her daughter, but they all clearly considered her a part of their small-town family.
It reminded her of when they’d moved into the little community that surrounded her husband’s farm on the outskirts of Highwind.
A comfort in the face of possibly losing her…
“I could help out with the builder stuff if you’re benched, Kat.” Mi-an patted the indignant Highwinder’s shoulder. “I’ll even let you pass me the tools from the toolbox.”
She turned a long-suffering look towards her friend. “You too?”
“Like I said. Last time I saw you, you were in a coma. Plus, your Mom is scary.”
Maria let out a loud snort of laughter, drawing Kat’s ire-filled look back towards her Mother. “Look, I know the Doc said you were doing well, Kat. But you're still recovering, we can't afford to jeopardize that.”
“I'll be fine.”
“I know you will. That part of what we're all fighting for.” The older Highwinder patted her daughter's cheek primly. “I’ll make sure Logan comes and finds you after the meeting.”
Kat’s face reddened as Mi-an and Owen shared a knowing look.
“Ma I’m twenty-five. I can handle my own relationships.”
“You might be able to sweetie. Your boyfriend on the other hand… leaves a little to be desired.” Maria grumbled.
Owen couldn’t hold back a snicker at that and Kat shot the Saloon owner a look.
“Aren’t you supposed to be his friend?”
“Kat, I grew up with him. She’s not wrong… Logan kind of picked up on his Pa’s awkwardness about dating. Sure he got the Ol’ Sandrock courtship lessons, and Howlett did his best, but I’ve been told by some of the older folks that they’re both similarly ah- self-doubtful- when it comes to love.” Owen shook his head. “Like father, like son and all that.”
“Remind me to quiz you about Howie and his son later.” Maria pointed a finger at the Saloon owner. “I wanna know everything you know.”
“Yes, Ma’am.” He straightened his posture.
The older Highwinder plucked her overshirt from the bed where she was sitting, slipping it over her shoulders as she brushed past Owen. “The meeting will likely be over in an hour or so.” She tilted her head with a smile at Mi-an. “I know I’m biased as her mother, so I’ll leave it up to you guy’s discretion if Kat is well enough to help out… you know more about builder work than I do.”
“Yes, Ma’am!” She gave the Highwinder a mock salute.
As she turned to leave, headed towards the stairs down to the main floor of the Saloon, she could hear the Tallsky builder start to chatter excitedly at Kat. Grilling her with a flurry of questions about ‘who, what, and where was going on?!’ Maria could barely contain a snort as Mi-an’s questions immediately swerved to interrogate her about Logan.
She waved to Owen from the bottom of the stairs before pushing out the front door.
Speak of the devils.
At the top of the hill, she could see the backs of the hunters entering Martle’s Square. Logan leading the way as Howlett seemed strangely hesitant.
Maria jogged as quickly as her short legs could carry her to catch up.
Maybe Kat is right. She puffed as she reached the Square. Having a boyfriend with long legs who was willing to carry you around would make life easier. It'd at least be more convenient in this heat.
Maybe she was just too used to the cool breeze and relaxed atmosphere of their Highwind farm. It'd been way too long since she'd had to do active duty.
…Or physical training.
The older Highwinder heaved a quiet sigh as she climbed the steps behind the hunters. She missed her husband.
“Logan, wai-”
Maria’s eyes snapped up at the intensity in Howlett’s voice. His whole body was tense as Logan pushed the Town Hall door open.
In a split second, a hand shot out from behind the door, grabbing Logan’s wrist, yanking him through and throwing him to the ground. Howlett’s gun leapt from his hip to his hand as he shouldered the doors out of the way revealing a young blond man perched on top of the younger hunter.
Howlett aimed the gun at the man’s head and roared.
“Let. Him. Go.”
Several tense heartbeats passed as the young man’s amber golden eyes regarded the older hunter calculatingly. He raised his hands and rose off of Logan’s back, stepping away and keeping his eyes on the gun trained on him.
“H- Howlett!” Mayor Trudy’s voice warbled from somewhere inside the building, Maria couldn’t see her past the scene in the doorway. “He’s with us!”
The older hunter’s gaze darted over to the Mayor, drawing breath when Logan turned to look at his attacker. His eyes widened with recognition as they regarded each other.
“Avery?!”
—
Avery? Howlett tried to place where he’d heard the name.
“Logan.” The blond man replied icily.
His eyes seemed to fill the air with an unnerving amount of righteous malice.
Trudy cleared her throat nervously. “A- hem. Howlett, this is Commander Avery. He helped us with the Duvos invasion before. Commander Avery, this is Howlett. Logan’s Pa and the local monster hunter I was talking about.”
“Wait- you mean… How is he here? I thought he was killed by Pen?” A blond woman standing behind Trudy interjected.
Logan’s head snapped over in surprise. “Grace?!”
“Yeah, hi Logan.” She waved at him before approaching the older hunter curiously. “Hm. I know we went back in time… but how are…?”
“It was like I was trying to explain.” Trudy spread her hands a little haplessly. “We went back far enough that that never happened. Pen and Matilda left town before they even saw him I’m fairly sure.”
“Hmm.” The woman, Grace, peered closer at him. That same curious-calculating look that Qi had when the Director had learned that he’d ‘come back from the dead.’
“What was it like being dead?” Yet another blond man stepped forward, this one clad in a purple sweater and carrying a reporter’s notebook. A look of child-like excitement on his face.
Where did all these blondes come from?
Howlett couldn’t keep the confusion off of his face.
“Ah, sorry. I’m Ernest.” He stuck his pencil behind his ear and held out a hand to the older hunter. “I’m a reporter from Atara.”
The hunter stared blankly at the man.
“Why’d you bring a reporter?” Maria’s voice made everyone jump.
Howlett turned, spotting the Highwinder’s short frame behind him. She was still standing outside the Town Hall’s door, tense. The commotion had put her on high alert too.
“You’re not a Sandrocker.” Commander Avery regarded her with suspicion.
“Neither are you.” She pointed out mildly before holding out a cautious yet friendly hand. “Mama Maria, Retired Highwind Civil Corps.”
“Ah, I’ve heard your name. The Highwind builder’s mother, right?” The Commander relaxed a little as he recognized her name. He shook Maria’s hand. “Commander Avery. Nice to meet you.”
That’s where he’d heard the name before!
“You’re the guy Logan punched.” Howlett finally holstered his pistol.
This was the guy who’d helped Logan and everyone else drive out the Duvosians in the previous two timelines.
Golden eyes hardened with slight annoyance and distaste as Avery turned back to the hunters. Howlett got the sense that this guy didn’t show many emotions beyond annoyance, anger, and apathy. Like a perpetually annoyed cat.
“With all due respect, sir. Your son is an idiot.” Avery huffed. “He messed with a high-level relic-”
“Hey, I seem to recall someone helped me against his own orders!” Logan spat at the Commander indignantly, staring at him like a kid who’d been tattled on. “I wasn’t the only one making bad decisions.”
Avery’s eyes snapped to the younger hunter. “I thought you’d use the machine to save the builder, not get us all sent back in time! You knocked out nearly the entirety of the Council Guard for weeks!”
“So you remember the other timelines?” Howlett tilted his head at the Commander curiously.
“Other-? There’s more than one-?!”
“No, he doesn't remember.” Grace shook her head. “He and some of the other Council Guards only remember the second timeline. They weren’t here for the first one.”
“The secon…?” The blond man’s impassive face betrayed his dismay, he turned to Logan. “Just how reckless are you?”
“I didn’t set it off the first time!”
“Right.”
“I didn’t.”
“Boys, you can argue later.” Grace snapped at them, then turned back to Howlett. “What about you…?”
“I don’t remember a thing.” He admitted. “Everyone has been tellin’ me I died but all I remember is everyone becomin’ robotic zombies for a worryin’ while there.”
The soft sound of scribbling in the silence that stretched between them drew everyone’s attention back to the Ataran reporter. He glanced up and noticed the stares.
“Oop. Just pretend I’m not here.”
Logan cleared his throat pointedly at the Commander. “You still haven’t explained why you brought the reporter.”
“We brought him because he and that Tallsky builder were blabbering all over Atara.” Avery rubbed his temple in agitation. “They nearly compromised the mission before we knew what was going on. Bringing them along was the only way to ensure their silence.”
“I’m right here, man.” Ernest shrunk back a little warily.
“So the Council Guard is here too?” Maria piped up.
Avery winced. “Ah, no… not yet anyway.” He shifted a little uncomfortably. “Just getting the four of us out here was a little… troublesome.” The Commander sighed. “The General wasn't entirely convinced I was in my right mind considering the whole… robot zombie effect. They're still scrambling to put the prices together and figure out what happened... There’s also the matter of the Duvos moles in our telegraph stations. I did let them know that Sandrock is the epicenter but we had to leave a little early-”
“What he means to say,” Grace cut the rambling Commander off, “Is that we're AWOL and the Council Guard should just be a day or two behind us. Though whether or not they're coming here to arrest us or help take out the Duvosians depends on if the Commander's little note reaches the right desk.” She shook her head with a frustrated sigh. “He’s not wrong about the Duvosian spies. They’re everywhere. It’s why we basically had to go rogue.”
Her blunt admission made Avery wince again, a bit of shame crossing his face.
Man, Duvos was really pushing everyone to fight outside of the rule book.
“Wow, an’ you called me reckless.” Logan snorted a little smugly.
Before Howlett could reprimand him the Commander retorted with a barely restrained fury. “At least I didn’t nearly destroy the world for a woman I’m too afraid to ask out.”
Oof. Low blow.
“Shut up. Like you could’ve done any better.”
“Maybe not with the time machine, but I think I could’ve done better in service of the builder.” Avery glared at him, a spiteful gleam in his eyes. “In fact, maybe I should ask her out. Any sane man would jump at the chance to have attention from such an exalted woman. Or have you not noticed half the town mooning over her?”
The younger hunter and the Commander stared at each other, bristling like dogs with their hackles raised. Electric hostility filling the air between them.
Uncomfortable silence lingered over every other person in the room. Their eyes darted back and forth between the two like they were watching an intense tennis match, waiting for one or the other to snap. Howlett, hopelessly lost on why they were so angry with each other, glanced at Maria.
“Don’t look at me,” She muttered under her breath to the older hunter, “I’m just glad Kat’s got options.”
She regarded the two young men with amusement. Howlett got the sense the Highwinder would be eating from a popcorn bucket if she had one.
“Also,” Maria added, “She banned me from hazing Logan. I’m just enjoying watching someone else do it.”
Howlett let out an imperceptible sigh.
As much as he wanted to side with Logan, he knew his son was as much an instigator as the Commander was… though this seemed to be an unnecessary amount of hostility for just being punched in the face.
“That's enough, you two.” Mayor Trudy butted in. Her voice was shockingly stern, snapping the young men out of their little match. “Logan, stop letting Avery rile you up. Commander, you're here to help us, not antagonize my citizens.”
“Sorry, Ma'am.” Avery straightened, snapping a professional facade over his hostility.
“‘M sorry, Trudes.” Logan grumbled.
The Mayor huffed, gesturing to the war table. “Let's get down to business, please.”
With hesitant nods of agreement, the group shuffled away from the entrance, shutting the doors behind them. A pointed look from Trudy directed the Commander and Logan to stand on opposite sides.
“I've already caught up our friends from Atara, at least as much as I could while waiting for y'all.” The Mayor started.
She glanced up at the hunters. “I'm assuming you already saw Elsie off?”
“Yeah.” Howlett nodded. “Left not too long ago.”
“If I’m not mistaken, that duck can only carry around ten people.” Avery tilted his head.
“Indeed.” Trudy hummed, tapping her map. “That’s why we’ll send in a strike team first. We’re certain that they have the airship grounded, hiding it since they’re sure we’re not going to attack.”
She drew a line along the Plateau on the map. “From what I’ve gathered from Howlett’s maps- and what we know about the ruins- there is a path up the Northern Plateau that’ll be mostly hidden from sight up top. If we can get a team to the top-”
Trudy marked an X at the top of the Northern Plateau.
“We can disable the Airship’s engines and cannons. Ensuring that when we launch our own attack they won’t be able to shoot Daisy out of the sky. We’ll be able to send attack teams in groups of ten, starting with our strongest fighters and with whatever countermeasure Director Qi comes up with for the time machine.”
“Which we need to disable for the safety of the world.” Avery tilted his head. “Has your Director yet come up with a solution?”
“Not quite. He said there are quite a few issues to work around so that it won’t kill everyone who’s currently affected by it.”
“Has Qi at least given you guys a timeline?” Grace questioned.
“He said it should take him around five days- er, that was roughly two days ago, so three or so.” Logan answered, then paused. “Give or take whatever time he might pass out for, Qi looked pretty exhausted the last time we saw him.”
A frown creased Mayor Trudy’s face.
“We should send someone to check on him…”
“I’ll do it.” Howlett responded immediately.
Everyone looked at him.
“What? I have a vested interest in not seein’ my town die.”
Trudy nodded. “Right. Just make sure to report back to me on any progress he’s made.”
She looked around at everyone.
“We’ll start with discussing who will be going on the stealth mission and what team assignments we’ll announce to everyone for the raid.”
—
Howlett sighed to himself as he stepped onto the porch of the Town Hall.
They’d made tentative plans for the mission to disable the Duvos Airship and for the following raid on the Northern Ruins.
Grace would lead the stealth mission. As the one who’d boarded and disabled the ship in the previous two timelines, she was the most qualified to lead the mission to do so again. Alongside her; Haru, the builder named Mi-an, Mama Maria, and Howlett would be the ones to go on the mission.
Only Grace, Haru, and the builder would be the ones to sneak onto the airship. Howlett was there as a guide and Maria was there as a backup since she mentioned that she had brought a sniper rifle from Highwind and was well trained in sniping.
Again and again, the older hunter found himself impressed with the retired Civil Corpswoman. It was a pity she had to retire as early as she did.
The only person who wasn’t happy with the arrangement was-
“Are you sure y’ don’t need me along?” Logan asked for the third time in a row.
“They’re already takin’ a risk bringin’ me, Logan.” Howlett sighed. “This kinda stealth is a lot different from what we do on hunts-”
“I know, I know…” The younger hunter grumbled. “But I could tag along jus’ in case. I don’t have to go on the ship- just- stay back, like you an’ Miss Maria.”
Howlett shook his head and opened his mouth to speak, but before he could-
“I’m expecting you to stay back and watch over Kat.”
Maria’s voice made the hunters startle slightly. She had slipped out of the Town Hall after them.
“You gotta stop sneakin’ up on us, Maria.” Howlett complained. “We got a reputation to uphold.”
The older Highwinder just smirked at him before turning a serious look towards Logan. She lifted her eye patch and glared hard at the younger hunter. The milky white scarred eye made her piercing blue-green gaze a new level of unnerving.
“I hope I’m not misplacing my trust by asking you to look after Kat.” She started. “She’s told me everything and I’m not best pleased with you, young man.” She jabbed a finger at him. “You’re going to go back to the Saloon, right now, and make things right with her, got it?”
“I- uh-”
“Ahp, ahp, ahp-! I don’t want to hear any ‘ifs, ands, or buts’ and I don’t want to hear any excuses either. You broke her heart and- as much as I want to wring the reason out of you myself- you owe that explanation to her first.” She jammed her finger just under his nose, “Got. It?”
Logan nodded silently.
She stepped back, making a shooing motion. With one last glance at his Pa, the younger hunter left. Clearly displeased about being shooed twice in one day.
Howlett looked at Maria as she resettled her eyepatch, a brow raised. “What was that about?”
“I think you know damn well what that was about.”
Indeed he did.
It was high time the two lovebirds had a chat.
“I gotta admit- as much as I’ve supported Logan so far- I’m surprised how chill you are with him. All the… bandit things considered.”
Maria’s shoulders sagged slightly.
She stared after the younger hunter. The shadow of worry darkened her eye. Her lighthearted mean-streak seemed to drain out of her all at once leaving a hollow, haunted shell of a woman.
“Wouldn’t you do the same for Logan if you learned he was dying?”
The older hunter blinked in surprise. Partly at the sudden question but mainly at the grim nature of the question and the sudden loss of her bright attitude.
Of course he would. Without a second thought.
Peach’s ghost. Just trying to think how he’d feel to be told his son was dying…
In a way, he could see how both Mother and Daughter were handling the situation similarly.
Kat was desperately doing everything to help, distracting herself from the news with the company she kept. Maria was sort of doing the same. Distracting herself by fixating on Kat’s relationship issues. Avoiding thinking about the possibility of-
“I’m here if ya need to talk.” Howlett offered.
The Highwinder simply shook her head. “I appreciate it, Howie. But I’d… rather not. Even if it’s unhealthy, I’m putting all my cards on being able to save her. Doc said she's doing alright today. I’ll just focus on that.”
Howlett nodded sympathetically.
Logan just barely disappeared out of their sight down Main Street when the Town Hall’s door opened behind them, admitting Commander Avery. He gave the two a curt nod before walking off after the younger hunter. His stride was quick enough to betray his intention to catch up to Logan.
His impassive face, though, gave no hint of why.
The older hunter couldn’t help but frown out of concern.
Sure, both young men seemed to have calmed down from their earlier quarrel. But he couldn’t be entirely sure that the Commander had let go of the grudge. Frankly, it still concerned him that he didn’t know the reason Avery was so hostile to each other in the first place… Though he could understand why it got so heated. They both were hitting below the belt with what they said.
He stepped forward to intercept the Commander when Maria’s hand on his arm stopped him.
“They’re grown men, let them figure it out.” The older Highwinder chuffed good-naturedly. “Have a little faith in how you raised your son, too.”
Howlett looked sideways at her.
“Okay. Fair point.” She corrected herself. “Still, have faith. Also, that guy wouldn’t be an Alliance Commander if he was one to pick petty fights that easily. I think it was a case of wounded pride.”
An amused snort left the older hunter. He could remember when pride mattered as a young man.
It could make men do dumb things.
She was right in that it was a matter for them to sort out on their own. Intervening might actually make it worse.
“Well, I’ve got a Mad Scientist to check on.” Howlett chuckled. “Wanna come along?”
Maria shook her head. “You go do that, I’m going to see if I can’t learn more about the stealth mission from Grace and Trudes.” She glanced over her shoulder through the window of the Town Hall. “I’m pretty sure they’re still hashing out the details in there.”
“See ya later then. Or in a while. Depends on the mood Qi is in.” He gave her a quick farewell.
She slipped back inside the building as he descended the steps of the porch, heading straight for the stone stairs that led to the higher street where the Research Center was.
Howlett stopped a few times to nod greetings to passing townsfolk. The streets were bustling as people double- and triple-checked the defenses they set and others followed the patrols that Sheriff Justice had set them.
Sandrock had always been a bustling city. Despite the dwindling population, there was always activity if you looked for it. Especially during the holidays when everyone came out to be together.
This though... This was different.
It was like a hive of Bumble Ants. The once-unseen branches of the community working harder than ever to bring the proud city to life. Unerring determination that echoed the never-ending will of Martle, the city founder, and their stand against unforgiving odds. The strong spirit that had won his heart and convinced the once-nomadic monster hunter to settle here.
The older hunter couldn’t help but stop and bask in the warmth that came with seeing the town he loved working together.
He was so distracted by the thought that he nearly ran straight into Qi as the disheveled Director came flying out of the Research Center’s door.
“Whoa, hey!” Howlett held out both hands to steady the man.
The Director swayed as his glazed eyes focused on him. “Ah! Good. I’vegotnewsandIneedtotell-”
“Slow down- and- uh-” The older hunter took in the Director’s deathly exhausted appearance. “You might want to put on some pants.”
Qi looked down at himself, starting as he realized that he had his shirt on backward and was wearing nothing but boxers below that.
He looked beyond sleep-deprived. The Director’s face was pale and gaunt, almost haunted. The bags under his eyes highlighted how deep they’d sunken into his head. Concern shot through Howlett. This looked less like lack of sleep and more like mental distress.
Maybe they should have checked on him sooner…
“Er- yeah. Pants might be wise.” Qi hummed anxiously, fidgeting with his hands.
After another moment of swaying, he seemed to realize who it was visiting him.
The Director blinked, his eyes focusing on Howlett’s face. A strange look took residence as he met the hunter’s eyes. A mix of distress and… sorrow. Like he wanted to say something.
“I need to talk with you specifically, Howlett.”
—
Notes:
Avery and Logan are bein' asses to each other...
I remember when Avery was first introduced. I didn't originally like him because he was rude to Justice and Grace... but man, he grew on me during the Summit missions. He's like a cat. A mildly grumpy one.
Anyways, there might be a slight interruption in my schedule the week after next week. We're going on vacation so I might see about posting a chapter in advance.
I'll see y'all next week!
Chapter 48: It's About Time!
Summary:
They finally talk!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan sighed to himself.
The sun beat down on his back as he made his way down Main Street. Dismissed. Again. Like a child.
It'd been a rough day.
First Maria shooed him and his Pa away, then Howlett left him in Mable’s clutches for a courtship lesson, and then he got thrown around by Commander Avery.
He bristled a little as he recalled Avery’s words.
Like Kat would be interested in a man like that.
…
She might.
Considering the fact that Logan and Pen are both tall and fit fighters with vaguely similar bull-headed personalities- Pen being an egotistical abusive ass of a Duvosian aside- It struck him that Kat might have a type…
Plus, Logan had to begrudgingly admit to himself that Avery was a very attractive man.
The younger hunter scowled, now he was just hurting his own feelings.
Aside from the… rejecting her mishap… Logan was fairly sure she still felt the same about him. Their shared experience- every meal, laugh, cry, and fight they'd been through together- It had to mean something to her.
…Right?
Logan stopped. A disturbing amount of anxiety struck his chest.
What if it doesn't-?
“Logan.”
He tensed as he heard Commander Avery’s voice behind him. The blond man striding towards him, face dispassionate as ever. Logan watched him warily.
He didn’t need another fight right now. Especially not with him.
Avery wasn’t someone he knew very well. Even in the first timeline. The extent of their interactions had been when the Commander had arrived in Sandrock with the Council Guard and rounded up the remaining Duvos soldiers. They’d raised a toast together during the celebration that Owen threw in the Saloon afterwards, then after that they’d just nod at each other if they ever passed by one another again.
They weren’t friends.
The Commander stopped a respectable distance away from the hunter, holding his hands up placatingly. “I just wanted to apologize for my earlier behavior. It was inappropriate.”
The younger hunter stared at him.
“This situation… It's been stressful. I’m used to open battlefields, not this- not… deceit and espionage.” Avery looked down in shame, a slight crack appearing in his stony facade. “Perhaps it’s a bit stereotypical of me, but I prefer doing things by the book. How you ever managed to deal with all this on the run…”
Golden eyes pierced Logan’s with a hint of cautious respect.
“I’m starting to see all this from a new perspective and it’s not… fully pleasant. Especially with some of the things I’ve realized about the Alliance itself.” He shook his head ruefully. “I’ve heard of soldiers becoming disillusioned about the military on the battlefield- I never expected it to happen to me on our own turf.”
Logan relaxed slightly.
That was something the hunter could sympathize with. He’d had the illusion of safety in his own little world shattered the night his Pa died.
Knowing the extent to which Duvos was willing to harm them- and the occasional blind eye that the Council turned towards their plights…
In the first timeline, a little while after they’d successfully thrown Duvos out of Sandrock, they’d learned that the Alliance had accepted Duvos’s claim that the invasion in the desert town was done by rogue agents. Despite the fact that the spies and their army were obviously there on the orders of the Empire. Logan had been somewhat indifferent to the news. Pen was thrown into an Ataran prison and left to rot for the rest of his life, the invaders were all given their own trials and either sent on their way back to Duvos for punishment, and Matilda was stuck in outer space somewhere due to that mech malfunction. If Duvos ever knocked on Sandrock's door again, he'd be more than pleased to reintroduce them to the bottom of his boot and the business end of his pistol.
Still felt a little disappointing that their so-called ‘representatives’ in Atara weren’t up in arms about making Duvos pay.
It was a little presumptuous to expect the Alliance to go to all-out war on account of their dusty little city, he knew. The Sandrockers had been fighting against the odds on their own for as long as he could remember.
But they could have at least done a show-of-arms, or something- anything really, to prove the other cities still saw Sandrock as a part of the Alliance.
Those nose-in-the-air politicians were just interested in the relics of the Northern Ruins and in possibly poaching Kat since she won that prestigious Builder award at that ‘Quill-ennial’- or whatever they called it- Alliance Summit. It pissed Logan off.
He had no illusions about the nature of politics, even within the Alliance.
“I ‘preciate the apology an’ I get it, pardner.” The younger hunter nodded at the Commander. “I haven’t been known to be the smoothest talker when I’m stressed an’ angry either.”
“If ever.”
Logan shot him an aggrieved look. Of course he couldn’t resist a little quip.
“You punched me the second time we met.” Avery pointed out with a raised brow.
“Like I said, not a smooth-talker.” The hunter huffed.
Silence fell between them and he took a moment to examine the Commander.
Folks had always told Logan that he was attractive because his white hair and striking blue eyes could draw a whole room’s attention. He figured that Avery was similar.
The Commander was dressed down, little more than a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. No embellishments. Yet he still had the air of strength and authority he’d had as a soldier. On top of that he had that same kind of ‘draw’ with burning golden eyes and golden-blond hair which, combined with his sharp face, made the Commander look like a gilded statue of a hero.
The twinge of anxiety and jealousy struck the hunter again, nagging at his mind.
“It’s weird seein’ you out of uniform, Commander.”
Avery just looked at him. “It’s a stealth mission. Even if I could keep my uniform, it’d make me stand out too much. Agent Grace said I need to look more like a civilian.”
The Commander spoke with a gravely serious face and Logan couldn’t tell if he was being sarcastic. There’s no way Avery didn’t know. The man looked like a soldier regardless of what he was wearing, even if he could hide that there's no way that he’d not stand out- has he not seen a mirror?
“You think you don’t look conspicuous?”
“Of course, I’m in civvies and I used a different name.” The Commander looked at Logan perplexed.
“Did Grace tell you it’d work?”
“The Agent insisted that we use back alleys and the cover of darkness.” Avery rubbed his neck. “She never commented on my… disguise.”
“With all due respect Commander, you look like you were specifically designed to be an Alliance hero. Beyond that, the way you walk kinda gives away your training.” Logan shook his head in amusement. “Guys like us ain’t really built for undercover missions.”
“Damn it.” The blond man grumbled. “That’s the last time I trust an agent’s opinion on clothes- Wait, guys like us…?”
Avery trailed off in confusion as he examined the hunter for a moment, trying to interpret his words.
His eyes widened. “Good looks are a curse.” He muttered darkly with the utmost disgust that the hunter ever heard.
Logan couldn’t help but let out a fit of laughter.
The absurdity of his statement mixed with the grave seriousness on Avery’s face caught the hunter off guard. That was certainly… one way to look at it. Logan had been referring to the fact that they were both trained, a monster hunter and a soldier respectively. But he knew that looks could also attract attention.
“I meant that we’re both fighters, but it’s nice to know you think I’m good lookin’” The hunter couldn’t keep the smugness out of his voice.
The Commander huffed. “You’re also insufferable, you're lucky that you've got looks. Is this because of what I said about the builder? Is that why you’re asking about my outfit?”
“Kat. Her name is Kat.” Logan corrected him. “Also, yes. This is a little bit about that.”
“I was just saying that to piss you off. It was a lowly thing to do and I would never go after a taken woman. My apologies again.”
“That's a relief.” The hunter grumbled, watching him curiously. “So you don’t like her?”
“Oh. No, I stand by what I said as far as that goes.” Avery scoffed. “She’s a hero and a brilliant builder, I’d likely be one of many to ‘shoot my shot’ should you fumble it. I don’t envy you defending your position by her side honestly. The buil- ah, Kat, has a lot going for her.” He shook his head. “She’s just also madly in love with you, or so Grace tells me.”
The hunter side-eyed the Commander and Avery shrugged in return, having at least enough decency to look vaguely apologetic.
“It’s a bit of an… opportunistic outlook, I know. But having heard from the Mayor and everyone else about what Kat is capable of, and having seen her heroics myself- She’s rightfully won the admiration of many.” Golden eyes regarded Logan with amusement. “You’d do well to make her happy.”
“You really know how to give a motivating speech, don’cha?” Logan snorted sarcastically.
“Believe it or not, I'm rooting for you.” Avery tilted his head. “From what I’ve seen, you two are already close. I believe that's why Miss Maria allowed you to continue to exist around her daughter. She has quite the reputation in Highwind for hating bandits.”
“I’ve been made aware, yeah. She’s an intimidating woman. The first time I met her was at that Alliance Summit thing, it… didn't go well.”
“Ah, right. The first timeline.” The Commander hummed. “How exactly did we get reset if you all were successful in driving out the invasion? Did they come back?”
Logan shook his head. “It was accidental. We were exploring the ruins when Kat accidentally set it off. She didn’t know what it was and it uh- well, I thought it killed her, but then we- or rather she- was sent back in time. Long story short; that's why she ended up in her current condition.”
“The old world truly has some terrible surprises, doesn't it?”
“You're preachin’ to the choir here, pardner.”
“I take it you're going to visit the builder now?”
Logan tensed.
“Relax. I'm not going along,” Avery held up his hand with a slight smile. “I just want to know how she’s doing.”
“She’s… doin’ alright. Like Trudes said, we learned that her life is in danger. So far, though, it’s been treatable.” The hunter let out a hesitant puff. “Kat’s been optimistic, but I’m worried ‘bout her. She- Well, you’ve seen what she’s willing to sacrifice… an’ she ain't the type to make a fuss about it either.”
Avery nodded soberly.
“Give her my well wishes…” He studied the troubled look on Logan’s face. “...and good luck.”
“Right, I will… uhm, thanks.”
Satisfied, the Commander turned on his heel, marching back up the street and leaving Logan to wave an awkward goodbye.
The hunter watched him go, that same knot of anxiety returning in the absence of distraction. He felt it was rather ominous that Avery thought he needed luck. It didn’t help that the Commander had also basically just given him a warning about the unscrupulous thoughts of others towards his relationship either.
He’d been told repeatedly in the past few days he’d been a little bit… dumb… when it came to love.
The thought that some folks would prey on his failure didn’t sit well with him.
Logan took a deep breath and turned back to the Saloon. The rest of his walk was short and sweet, leaving him standing uncertainly in the street staring at the familiar establishment. Looking up at the blue crescent-shaped sign, he sent a quick prayer.
He could only hope that the ‘Blue Moon’ really did have the luck of its namesake.
Pushing inside he was hit with the mouthwatering scent of cooking meat and rich spices. At the bar near the kitchen Kat sat on a bar stool, her head down on the countertop as Mi-an patted her back reassuringly a sheepish smile on the Tallsky builder’s face.
At the sound of the door, Kat perked up, sitting up straighter and smiling warmly when she met Logan’s eyes.
The sight melted the ice of uncertainty in his chest.
He would have stopped and stared had he not been drawn closer by her enticing aura like a moth to the flame. She stood to meet him and as soon as Logan reached her he pulled her into his arms, squeezing the builder in a hug so tight that it elicited a soft squeak from her. Her arms snuck around his waist trying to mirror at least a fraction of the power with which he held her.
They could have stayed like that all day for all he cared but she started wriggling in his grasp.
When Logan loosened his hug, not quite letting her out of his arms yet, she looked up at him sucking back in the air he’d squished out of her. Her eyes danced with adoration and amusement.
“Long day?”
Kat’s voice vibrated against his chest pleasantly.
“Something like that.” The hunter leaned down to nuzzle against the top of her head, the rough scruff on his face earning another squeak from Kat.
Just holding her seemed to warm his soul, it felt almost like the relief he got from returning home after a long journey. The kind of comfort that came with stretching out his sore muscles at the threshold as he stowed his gear.
Without thinking he slipped a hand lower down her back, tightening his hold to pull her body flush against his.
“Logan! We have an audience.” She protested, a laugh threatening to break through her admonishment.
He looked up, noticing the mischievous grin on Mi-an’s face and Owen poking his head out of the kitchen… as well as several patrons seated in the dining room in his peripheral vision. All either staring or poorly feigning disinterest.
“Y’all see nothing.”
“You two are disgustingly cute.” Mi-an shook her head.
The hunter let out a wordless rumble, leaning back to look down at the woman in his arms.
“I’d like to talk to you alone, Darlin’” He cupped her cheek gingerly in his hand.
Her eyes widened and his face reddened as the awareness of the implications of his request hit him, especially considering he asked in front of so many people. “Uh- if that’s all right?”
Kat blinked up at him in surprise. “Oh! Of course. We- My Ma and I have a room upstairs.”
She took his hand, her own face quickly flushing as she led him towards the stairs, away from all the gawking.
They both hurriedly- and quite clumsily- climbed the steps.
—
The warmth in his face reached his ears as they got to the room, reddening them as well as he closed the door behind them. Pushing it softly as though gentleness would somehow make up for the captivated audience they’d both had just moments ago. He turned back to Kat, noticing her ears glowing with a similar blush.
“Uh…” Logan spoke smartly, embarrassment stealing his intelligent thoughts.
This was not how he’d meant to start their chat. He forgot that the Saloon was a bit of a hotspot, especially nowadays.
“I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean t' put you on the spot like that-”
Kat shook slightly facing away from him, unable- or unwilling- to meet the hunter’s eyes. Concern stabbed at Logan as he stepped towards her. Placing a hand cautiously on her back.
“Darlin’...?”
A bright laugh erupted out of the builder. An uncontainable fit of giggling and snorts that both startled and relieved Logan. She grasped at her sides as she fell against his chest, gasping as another fit of laughter tore through her.
He wrapped his arms around her again, a chuckle escaping his own lips.
“So much for the 'sneaking around' phase of dating, huh?” She brushed mirthful tears from her eyes, looking up at him fondly.
Logan let out a snort. “It’s a small town, Darlin’. Any plan of that sort would be doomed from the start.”
“Yeah, I figured as much. I just didn’t think it’d be that public. You know the Ranchers and Pablo’s tea society were down there, right?” Kat sighed. “That’s both of the major gossip circles in town. Everyone’s going to know by dinner time.” She let out another giggle. “And that’s if Cooper doesn't decide to announce it from the rooftops.”
“Ah, well…” The hunter smiled at her sheepishly. “I suppose that’s all the more reason for us to sort things out. Though I never thought folks would be so invested in our relationship.”
“Oh, what?” She pulled back a little. “You didn’t think that Sandrock would be concerned with whatever relationship their heroic golden boy chose?”
“Golden boy? You sure you ain’t talkin’ ‘bout Owen there?”
“Owen isn’t the one walking around with a ‘Hero of Sandrock’ medal.”
“Ah, so you mean Justice then.”
Kat smacked his chest playfully, fake pouting at him. “He isn’t the dumb heroic yakboy I fell in love with.”
His own laugh surprised him, it felt like it’d been ages since he could relax like this. No time machine, no Duvos, just the two of them and all the time in the world. A moment just like all the little moments they’d had before while on the run with the gang, and like the moments long before that in the first timeline. His partner in their little family.
“You love me?” Logan grinned cheekily, his heart thundering.
She looked up at him, the warmth in her eyes nearly inexplicable yet so familiar. A look that Logan realized he spent far too long not recognizing.
“I do, yeah.” Kat smiled easily back at him.
They basked in each other's presence until a momentary flicker of uncertainty crossed her face, breaking the spell and dimming the flame that’d sparked in Logan’s chest slightly.
“Uhm, w- we do need to talk though.” Kat pulled his hand leading him towards the beds.
Plopping down on the cushion she gestured for him to sit as well.
Hesitantly Logan settled next to her, still holding her hand. Nearly a thousand different thoughts ran through his mind. Where to start? Did he destroy what they had before it could even begin? Would she forgive him?
Kat took his other hand, pulling them both into her lap and tracing her thumb along his calloused knuckles.
“Why’d you change your mind?” Her voice was so soft he almost didn’t hear her.
“H- huh?”
“The… first time, when I gave you a heart knot… you said no. I- what changed in the second timeline? Did I do something wrong?” Worry filled Kat’s hazel eyes, her focus entirely on his hands. “...Was it because of Pen?” Her voice shrank further, hardly above a whisper.
Logan tensed. Where in the world did she get that assumption-?!
He pulled his hands from hers, reaching up to cup her cheeks and tilting her head so she would meet his eyes.
“First things first, Darlin’, I don’t want you to ever think it’s because of that bastard. He’s taken enough from us- from both of us-” He leaned his forehead against hers. “I would never let him take this from us too.”
She melted against his touch with a soft sigh, some of the tension leaving her body.
“I was a damned fool, that’s what happened.” Logan continued. “In some ways… it’s almost like I wasn’t ready for you. I wasn’t the man you’d thought I was- at least not in that moment.”
He shifted back, staring deep into her eyes as he could, trying to convey what his words couldn’t. “I realized that back then too, Kat, if that damned thing hadn’t gone off…” Her eyes widened at his admission. “I should be the one beggin’ for forgiveness.”
“B- but…”
“Nothing changed, I loved you then just as much as I admitted to lovin’ you now. Only difference was how much of a coward I was.”
“I scared you?” The uncertainty remained in her eyes.
“Not so much that-” Logan shook his head. “I- I was scared of our problems… It was a bit of a dumb thing, a big part of buildin’ a relationship with someone is working through things together.” He rubbed his thumb lovingly over her cheek, swiping at the moisture starting to gather under her eye.
“My greatest fear was that you’d love me only to realize I couldn’t be the man you needed. That I couldn’t be the man who could fix all your problems.” A mournful sigh left the hunter. “I didn’t want to lose you but I ended up losin’ you anyways…”
His voice trailed off, his eyes drifting away from hers as his throat tightened.
A quiet sniffle was the only warning he got when soft lips crashed against his with surprising force.
Logan, startled at first, pressed into the kiss eagerly. He could taste the sweetness of the sandberry milk tea she usually drank mixed with the addicting warmth that radiated off of her. His hands found her waist, dragging her closer. It still didn’t feel close enough-
As quickly as it began she pulled back, breaking the kiss.
He chased after her, not quite ready to quit. A small gentle hand stopped him as their eyes met again.
“Logan…” Her voice was breathless. “You’ve been helping me this whole time.”
Hazel eyes shone with emotion, love and warmth burning away the uncertainty that once clouded them.
“You think you weren’t the man I needed, but you were the entire reason I could trust- that I could love- again.” Kat squeezed his hand. “I didn’t need someone to fix everything, I’m a builder, that part’s my job. What I needed, you’d been giving to me this whole time. Company. Love. Time.”
She pressed her palm against his chest, right where he was sure she could feel his heart beating through its cage.
“If you’ll have me… what I need is you, Logan.”
The hunter swallowed thickly, almost dizzy with happiness. “O- Of course, you’ll have me-”
He leaned in once more, pressing his lips against hers. Gentler this time, almost delicately. Like a silent prayer of thanks to whatever power oversaw his life.
“I- I need you too, Kat. I love you too.” Logan whispered against her lips. “Light only knows how I’ve ever made it this far without ya.”
She scooted closer, finally closing the gap between them. So close that Logan almost swore he could feel her heartbeat too. With a soft growl, the hunter pulled her onto his lap, wrapping her tightly in his arms.
“Wish we could’ve gotten to this sooner.” He huffed, nuzzling the side of her neck.
“We probably could have, but I kinda learned the hard way that you need a big neon sign to notice when someone’s into you. After that… ah, I guess it’s still my fault for not telling you about your rejection…”
Right. She didn’t tell him about all this in the second timeline. Though she had pretty good reason to not tell him Logan couldn’t stand the thought that she’d keep her hurt feelings secret. Impulse shot through him like a bolt of fire. Kat gasped as he nipped at the tip of her ear.
“I can’t exactly right my wrongs when you don’t tell me ‘bout ‘em.” He purred, eyeing her with a look of fond reproach.
“S- sorry.”
“From now on, you tell me straight when I’ve done somethin’ wrong. Alright, Darlin’?” He squeezed her gently. “I wanna have the chance to right my wrongs… without the time travel.”
“Right. I promise.” She wriggled loose from his arms, turning to slip her arms around him and bury her face against the crook of his neck. “No more secrets.”
Logan hummed happily, enjoying the warmth of her body pressed against his.
Just holding her felt heavenly. Like he could sit here until the world ended and be satisfied with his life. It almost felt a little too indulgent. He finally had everything… Well, almost everything. They still needed to find Andy and kick the ever-living Light out of the Duvosians.
He couldn’t stop thinking about it though. Coming home to a full house, bringing a meal from the Blue Moon, watching Andy play while he stood arm in arm with Kat, having Haru come over while on break from college, and Howlett getting to meet his grandkids…
Peach. They’ve barely started their relationship and he was dreaming about a family.
“So,” Logan struggled to keep the huskiness out of his voice. “This means we're datin’ now, yeah?”
“Well, I’m pretty sure I promised you a chance a while back and I already admitted to loving you…” Kat giggled, her voice buzzing against the column of his throat. “So yeah, I'd say it does.”
The hunter tried desperately to swallow down the rise of emotions in his chest, a pleased rumble managing to escape his lungs. Every feeling threatened to overwhelm him. Love, joy, warmth, but most of all… hunger. Deep and unfamiliar, almost terrifying like a long-neglected need.
“Oh!” Kat pulled away a little, earning a complaintive groan from the hunter. “Mi-an said that Grace and the Commander arrived this morning too.”
Logan let out another groan.
“Please don’t talk about that man while I’m holdin’ ya.” His voice came out gruffer than he intended.
She shot him with a bemused, curious look. But her question died in her throat as Logan silenced her with another kiss. Letting out little more than a quiet squeak of protest before melting against him.
He pulled her impossibly closer, savoring how velvety her lips were and the gentle puff of her shallow breaths against his face, when a loud growl stopped them.
It was coming from his stomach this time, reminding him it was getting close to dinner time and that he was also the regular kind of hungry. The hunter had only picked at his lunch and the kitchen downstairs was wafting the scents of its delectable temptations to them. Letting them know that the prep for the meal rush had begun.
A sly grin crossed Kat’s face as Logan’s stomach announced its demand louder.
“Aww… Someone’s hungry.” She chuffed.
“It can wait.” He grimaced as a gnawing pang made itself known in his gut.
He wasn't looking forward to returning to the gawking spectators that surely awaited them in the Saloon. Especially not with how comfortable he felt here.
“No, no, no. You can't tell me to take care of myself and then not do the same.” Kat climbed out of his lap, much to his disappointment.
She turned around to face him, pulling on his arm insistently. “We've fed enough rumors for the day, anyways. You need to be fed too. C’mon.”
It felt like the universe was conspiring to interrupt them.
Logan cursed his traitorous stomach.
He let her drag him up off the bed and out of the room. Resigning himself to the inevitable humiliation that awaited them both.
—
That feeling of embarrassment struck them instantly as the nearly full dining room went quiet, roughly two dozen pairs of eyes turning to peer at the couple making their way down the stairs. Some had looks of envy, others had amusement, and Logan was pretty sure he saw a few bets exchange hands. His skin prickled at all the stares directed at him.
The hunter was about ready to run back up to the room when Kat slipped her hand into his, squeezing it reassuringly.
As though that was some kind of signal everyone turned back to their conversations, sparing little more than quick furtive glances towards the pair. Logan took the lead. Heading straight for a secluded empty booth by the stage.
They could eat quickly, then leave.
Preferably somewhere where they didn't have a nosy small-town audience.
He flopped down on the cushioned seat and, before Kat could move to sit across from him, he caught her waist and dragged her onto the seat next to him.
Kat glanced up at him, scandalized, but her protest died off as he tucked her against his side. Secreted away from the fleeting glances of the crowd. A look of gratitude lit her eyes as she snuggled closer, practically purring.
“So!” Haru slid into the booth across from them a wide mischievous grin splitting his face as he interrupted them. “Are congratulations in order? When's the wedding?”
Logan opened his mouth to retort scathingly when a flood of unwelcome guests followed the chemist’s suit and crowded the table. Their clamor and curiosity overwhelming.
“Ooo, a wedding?!” Arvio nearly crushed Haru with how fast he slid into the booth beside him. “‘Mirah and I have excellent connections in Walnut Groove, we could make it extravagant! With flowers and tapestries- Oh, and the dress-!”
“You back off the dresses you con man!” Pablo, the local stylist, barked as he slammed his hands on the table. “ I have dibs on the dress and suit, this is too important of an event for them to be wearing some common peddler's drab!”
“Proper floral arrangements would take about three or more months to grow in the greenhouse,” Zeke's low booming voice cut through the cacophony unintentionally. “Uh- just so you know.”
The hunter shot Haru with a withering glare. The chemist, however, remained decidedly unwithered, his knowing grin growing wider as he reveled in the chaos he caused. He might claim to be an introvert- bad at socializing or whatever- but Haru damn well knew the folks around Sandrock.
Specifically, he knew they'd pounce as soon as someone else approached the new couple first.
Kat buried her face in her hands, beet red.
“We just started dating…” She groaned.
“Well, honey, that might be more believable if y'all two haven't been actin’ like an ol’ married couple when Logan moved back to town!” Grandma Vivi chided them mildly. “We're all just happy y'all've finally pulled your heads out of the sand.”
“Honestly, I thought it'd be a more… explosive declaration,” Heidi interjected. “I mean- more like the day he kidnapped her, y'know? I can't be the only one who's seen him chase off her other admirers.”
“He's hopeless. We all already knew that, Darling.” Pablo waved a dismissive hand, seizing up the pair as they wilted in their seats. “What I wanna know is when she fell, I'm dying for the details. Was it slow? Sudden? Passionate?”
As the crowd clamored for details Owen brushed past, setting down an appetizer of steamed buns and a large dark bottle with two glasses. One that Logan recognized as an expensive imported Seesaian wine.
The kind that the Saloon owner only broke out for celebrations.
“Owen, you know we ain't actually gettin’ married!” Logan protested, before adding hesitantly. “…yet.”
“I know,” He clapped a hand on the hunter’s shoulder. “I'd say it's a pretty special occasion though!”
Logan raised a brow.
“Damn straight!” Justice hollered from the table over, raising his glass and startling Unsuur. “If you two think you were bein’ subtle then y'all need to go back to school! We were gettin’ worried y'all didn't trust us enough to tell us you were together. We're just happy to see y'all happy!”
He grinned cheekily at the rest of the gathered spectators. “Everyone's been thinkin’-"
“It's about time!”
A collective cheer rose up from the whole dining room as Kat and Logan’s faces turned matching shades of red.
—
Notes:
Haru: *Sees best friends trying to be subtle and self-conscious about their new relationship*
Haru: I'm gonna do what's called a pro-gamer move.It's been a long time coming! They're together!
As I said last week, I'll be going on vacation in the coming days so I may not be able to post an update next weekend. I will try to but it may be uploaded later in the week. For now, I hope this upbeat chapter will tide y'all over. (Sidenote: Does some of this chapter count as Fluff? I'm still trying to figure out the lingo of tags.)See y'all next/later in the week!
Chapter 49: Madness
Summary:
Dual POV (Pen/Howlett)
One spirals into it, and the other embraces it.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“I'LL KILL THEM ALL!”
Pen roared as he sent another table crashing into the wall. The room around him was torn apart as though sandstorm winds had blown through it. The soldiers that Matilda had assigned to him were cowering somewhere out of his sight.
Assigned to him.
No.
It was babysitting duty. They were forced to look after the Knight Commander when he’d thrown a fit over the two of them being pulled out of the town.
Matilda was the leader of this mission and she forced the both of them to flee town once he'd told her about the time reset. She hadn't known. She'd been away from that machine when it went off. Lost in space or something. So she didn’t have a good grasp on what was truly going on. Evacuation was just the safer option in Matilda’s eyes.
Especially once she realized everyone else in Sandrock remembered the time reset too.
Cowards, all of them.
The Duvosian Commander was in a rage. He wanted blood. He wanted revenge. He wanted what was rightfully his.
Every ounce of muscle on his body was made for this, molded for victory, yet it was torn from his hands by that tiny brat of a woman and that Light-forsaken yakboy.
He was a Commander- he was a damned Knight of the Duvos Empire.
His efforts did not take him this far just for them to deny him. For either the Alliance or the Empire to take it from him.
Pen snarled as the glove in his hand charged up a white-hot bolt. He flung it across the room, splintering a chair into millions of burning pieces. The burning embers only fuel the fire within him.
Nothing seemed to ebb his wrath.
Nothing short of squeezing the life out of Logan could cure his rage.
He clenched his hands, the soft creak of the glove's leather soothing his ire minimally. At this point his anger had muddied the images in his head, the blood of Sandrockers and Duvosians alike staining the ground as people trembled before him. The victory he was so desperate for, that he'd spent decades training for, within his grasp. Everything he wanted, everything he deserved. His imagination was his only solace in this Light-forsaken ruin.
However, one image in his mind bothered him terribly. Every time he closed his eyes. Like a taunt.
Kat.
Shaking like a leaf. Her small form beneath him, eyes wide with despair and pain.
Though the very thought once brought Pen satisfaction, it now burned underneath his skin. Irritating him to no end.
Why?
Why the hell should he care now?
There had to be more to it… There had to be a timeline before the last one, right? That was why her picture was on that damned time machine. This was their third time going through
He'd lost twice-
No, he'd lost three times.
Pen was sure of it.
Kat had loved him, then he'd lost that… She had gone from doting to outright hatred. He could remember her hatred so clearly in the past timeline. When did she stop loving him? Why did she stop…? He was perfect. When had those hazel eyes gone from looking at him like he was the hero he made himself out to be to looking at him with disgust?
Was it because of Logan?
That mutt of a hunter. He was always getting in Pen’s way.
Did he turn her against Pen? What was so great about him? Logan was scruffy, idiotic, scarred, and damaged. What did she see in him that Pen didn’t already have?
It’s your fault. You lost.
His teeth grated audibly as he clenched them.
Memories itched at the back of his skull, the static of the time machine that ran throughout the ruins thrumming in his ears like the most painful kind of torture. It nagged at him. He lost again and again.
Worst of all, his heart ached like something was wrong. The knight was tempted to rip it out of his chest.
He couldn't make sense of it.
That infernal time machine-
“Seems like you've made enough of a mess of this place.” Matilda’s irritatingly sweet voice interrupted Pen's thoughts. “You're worrying us, Commander.”
He whirled on her. She regarded him icily in return. Annoyingly unaffected by the madness that seemed to be consuming all those who'd had the misfortune of being close to the time machine.
“Cut the bullshit, Tiger.” If his aggression really was worrying her, she didn't show it. “You wouldn't like being caged either. We should be out there slaughtering the ones who stand against us!”
Matilda’s eyes narrowed. “You mean you want to kill Logan.”
Pen glared back silently. That hunter was one of many he wanted to kill.
“I get it, I really do, Pen.” She shook her head admonishingly “He and the builder seem to be the crux of our problems. But you need to get a hold of yourself-”
His temper flared. Why did she think there was something wrong with him?!
“WHAT WE NEED IS TO GET BACK OUT THERE.”
“Commander! Your behavior has not been befitting of the Duvos Empire. You've killed three of our men!”
Pen's lip curled. He remembered those men, he caught them stealing and packing supplies for the trek off of the Plateau and into the desert. They were trying to run.
If the Knight was trapped here why shouldn't they be as well?
They remembered just as much as him. They remembered the losing battle they’d fought. The time machine’s static affected them as much as it did him. They were weak- worthless- they didn’t deserve to live in his world.
“They were defectors! I only dealt with them how the Empire would deal with them!” He snarled back, flinging another chair into the wall. “They were cowards!”
Matilda flinched as the chair splintered with a loud crack. Leaning away from the enraged Knight. A small, savage part of him relished in the fact he scared the supposedly unflappable Duvos agent. Good, the old coot would learn not to mess with him too.
“That’s enough.” The cold commanding tone was like a whip crack against Pen’s psyche.
The two Duvosians stared at each other. A thin line of respect for rank and militaristic order kept the Commander-Knight from lunging at her. Like an attack dog staring down its hated master.
“You know that they’ll attack eventually, right?” Matilda cooed softly, trying to redirect the Knight's anger. “Our scouts spotted the ranch girl leaving town, it's likely their only hope of reaching us is with that damn duck of hers.”
She regarded Pen with a bitter, restrained smile. “You're welcome to patrol the surface of the Plateau. If any of the Sandrockers show their faces up here… well, I'm sure you'll be willing to give them that warm Sandrock welcome they're always talking about.”
Pen could feel his body trembling with rage. How dare she think her honeyed words would work on him?
They were trapped here together. Stuck in the middle of the desert, given an impossible task by their country, and surrounded by enemies coming after them.
A sinking ship with no water to drown in.
Matilda was just playing the long game, desperate to keep herself alive long enough to escape.
“You’re stuck here as much as I am, Tiger.” Pen spat over his shoulder as he stalked past her, heading for the door. “Don’t think your stupid tricks and words can save you forever. After I’m done with them, your neck is next.”
He didn’t bother looking back, feeling the electric glare the old woman gave him on his shoulders.
Let it all burn.
Soldiers scattered as he made his way out of the ruins, his aura like a black miasma in the air around him.
He couldn’t care less about his ‘fellows.’ The knight wasn’t delusional enough to believe that the Empire would care for any of them beyond the success of their mission. Not even Matilda, the high and mighty Tiger, would be an exception to the callous nature of Duvos. They were the villains.
The monsters.
Monsters for doing what they could to come out on top. To survive and thrive in a cold, harsh world that never cared for him nor anyone else. The monsters for being the ones to lose the fight. To lose the war that no one was willing to call a war.
It left a bitter taste in his mouth.
Fresh air did nothing for his mood, though the lessening of that damned static did. His feet carried him further, his mind focused on one thing and one thing only. Everything in the ruins and on the Plateau passed by him in a blur until he stood on the ledge that overlooked Sandrock.
Glittering lights were the only sign of the people within.
It was like a beacon in the moonlight-bathed desert, as though a sunbeam had shattered into hundreds of pieces and was nestled in the crook of the cliffs below. Defiant and undying despite its desperate, sorry state. The embers of a light Pen never believed in refusing to be extinguished.
Despite that, he could see that those lights were dimmed as the Sandrockers tried to hide their nighttime movements from the Duvosian threat that lingered above them. As though aware of the eyes upon them.
They're hiding from him…
Scared of him…
“Heh,” A soft giggle left his lips, startling him as an uncontrollable fit of emotion bubbled forth. Seizing him in an overwhelming grasp.
“Heh heh heh ha ha- HA HA HA HEH HA HA HA HAHAHAHAH!”
Pen’s mad cackles rung off of the cliffside, his hands flying to his face as he tried to push his crumbling veneer of perfection back into place. It slipped through his grasp. Just like the victory he should have had. Just like his understanding of why he lost her-
Some small, sane part of him was terrified. This wasn’t how this was supposed to go. He wasn’t supposed to be the madman. A villain- a monster- he could accept. But this…? Disgraceful. He should know better, he was the one who gambled on this victory- the one who gambled with his own heart- No matter how trapped he felt, how angry he was… nor how sad… He had to deal with it like a man. Like a Knight.
“Heh he heh ha…” His breaths wheezed out of him like the gasps of a dying animal.
None of it mattered. Pen didn’t matter.
He would have to make himself matter.
To them all.
—
The cold night air on Howlett’s face pulled a sigh from his lungs.
Every sensation felt like dull prickles against his consciousness. The buzzing of the machines inside the Research Center didn’t seem to leave his ears as he stepped out of the building. Nor did the words Qi said-
He held his hand out in front of him.
It seemed to be more gray and ashen than it was just a few days ago.
Howlett couldn’t help but wonder if the time machine was affecting him too in some way- he wasn’t supposed to be here after all… It was his death that was tampered with- more so than Kat’s. Would it not make sense that some debt was owed for that?
The older hunter had avoided even thinking about his death for the past few days. It’d been rather easy, it felt like nothing more than a game. A little tidbit he could ignore.
Guilt prickled at him.
But was that healthy?
It had initially bothered him purely because it had caused Logan and Haru terrible distress. But once he soothed them… He just ignored it.
Didn’t think about it.
Distracted himself with the immediate danger to his sons, Kat, and Sandrock as a whole.
He’d been so focused on solving the problem that he hadn’t stopped to think about the consequences his death had on himself.
Hadn't thought about what it would mean for the future.
Part of the reason he didn’t think about it was because he was sure it would drive him mad. The older hunter would have lost himself to the worries for the people he left behind- for when he left Logan behind…
Light.
Every way he looked at it, he was sorely unprepared for this-
With a shake of his head, the older hunter willed his legs to move. To carry himself away from the Research Center. Briskly walking past their house and straight for the Saloon.
Perhaps he needed a drink. Something to keep him from losing his mind.
Or a distraction.
Even from outside the Blue Moon, he could hear the hubbub. Noise washed over him as Howlett stepped inside. The cheery atmosphere and crowded room were a strangely soothing balm to his troubled mind.
There seemed to be an extra layer of excited buzz to the usual cacophony of patrons in the dining room.
All the usual suspects were there. A throng of Sandrockers gathered in one of the corners of the room, practically hounding one table.
At the center sat a disgruntled-looking Logan with a red-faced Kat buried against his side. Owen was serving top-shelf drinks, Pablo and Arvio were pestering the couple, the group of older folks were giving them unwarranted ‘advice’- mainly just gossip and old embarrassing tales- and Haru was sitting in the booth across from them with the biggest grin Howlett had ever seen on the chemist’s face.
Both hunter’s eyes met as the older one made his way towards them and Howlett couldn’t hold back his laughter.
Logan looked like fondness and sourness were fighting a war on his face.
“What’s goin’ on here then?” The older hunter slid into the booth next to Haru.
The chemist’s grin turned towards him, a familiar conspiratory mischievous look that Howlett only used to see as a precursor to some new experimental fireworks going off and startling everyone.
“They made it official and everyone’s planning their wedding.” Haru chuckled as Logan glared daggers at him.
“Official?” Howlett glanced curiously at his son. Were they really planning a wedding?
He was glad that they'd worked things out- but this seemed a little too quick to be thinking about marriage… Then again, this was Logan they were talking about. The older hunter knew his son wasn't exactly the exemplar of patience. He probably wouldn't win a patience participation award either-
“We’re just datin’” The younger hunter responded firmly. “I haven’t proposed…”
He hesitated, glancing down at the builder tucked against his side, his look relaxing into something fond and warm. Loving.
“...yet.”
That word got her to stir, nuzzling her face against him like she wanted to shrink further into the seat.
“Mpph mpmph mmh mmph mm mpmph mhpn mmph.”
Kat’s voice was muffled against Logan’s shoulder, inaudible because of the younger hunter’s cloak and the din around them.
“Uh- we can’t hear ya darlin’.” Logan tilted his head at her.
She lifted her head up to look up at him, her face crimson red. “Not until we’ve been on at least one date. You can’t just jump straight to marriage.”
Kat stared at him with a serious pout adding to her admonishment, “The kidnapping doesn't count either. A proper date.”
Howlett and Haru broke down laughing as Logan sputtered out assurances that he'd take her out on plenty of dates. Their exchange only further fueling the energetic chatter of the crowd. More advice from Grandma Vivi and Mable. Another cheers from the Civil Corps. Plus an odd trio composed of Pablo, Arvio, and Owen debating on what counted as a good date.
In the face of a situation where they should have been distressed, hopeless, and despaired, they were here making future plans, bonding together, and celebrating.
Many would've called the Sandrockers mad- many people have told them they were mad. Insane for living in a dying town in the most hostile desert in the known world, insane for facing down even a fraction of the world's most powerful army… Insane for moving on when all their lives hung in the balance because of a damned time machine.
This was the madness the older hunter was used to. The kind he wanted to be surrounded by.
If it meant being present, grinning until his face hurt, chattering about their collective futures… maybe it was alright to ignore his troubles a little longer. Time machine or not.
His death meant that his time here was valuable. He'd been given a chance to speak with Logan again, to meet Kat- who'd saved Sandrock from enemy and natural disaster alike- and a chance to spend his days fighting for the town he loved like he always had.
He'd found what would keep him from losing his mind. It was selfish, Howlett knew, but he saw no sense in rocking the boat.
At least not yet.
—
Notes:
I'm back! Thoroughly sun-toasted, sea-salted, and ready to drag y'all on a rollercoaster ride!
Sorry for missing last week. As it turns out, Paradise does not have an internet connection! But now I'm back and absolutely BUZZING with ideas! Hope y'all are looking forward to the continuation of this story and the start of some new ones. Chapters should be coming out on the regular schedule again.
See y'all next week!
Chapter 50: The Plateau
Summary:
Stelth. *Cue Mission Impossible theme*
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“We could be a rear guard.”
Maria had to stifle a chuckle. It was the same argument he had yesterday. Logan looked like a petulant child, pleading to go along on their mission.
She knew he had his reasons. The poor boy was worried for his father’s safety. Howlett and Haru were the only close family that the younger hunter ever knew- his relationship with Kat aside of course- and he’d lost his Pa once already, so risking both of them was likely driving the poor boy up the wall.
That was why she knew to keep her amusement to herself in this matter.
The Highwinder was confident in their capabilities though.
According to what Maria learned from that church man, Miguel, Pen didn’t technically win the fight against Howlett on his own. He ambushed then poisoned him. Using underhanded, dishonorable methods to kill the older hunter.
But that was when Howlett was by himself, surrounded by enemies.
He wouldn’t be alone this time. They’d put together a crack team to take out the airship.
The prior evening Maria had stayed back with Trudy, Grace, and- once he got back from whatever he was doing- Avery, to iron out all the plans they could. Even consulting with their explosives expert, an adorable young man named Haru, to figure out how to disable the engines of the Duvosian airship.
That had been a whole hilarious fiasco.
When Howlett hadn’t come back from the Research Center, Mayor Trudy had sent Maria to tell Haru and Kat about their meeting this morning. She ended up walking into basically the entire town celebrating and planning Logan and Kat’s wedding.
Evidently, their talk about their relationship was successful, though they had a few more spectators than they’d wanted…
The chaos was partly caused by Haru.
Maria was already fond of the boy, he had the same kind of penchant for mischief that she did. It just took a couple of words from Haru to set the hounds on the new couple. After watching the younger hunter and her daughter be so indecisive for just a few days, it was refreshing to know that she wasn’t the only one frustrated with them.
In fact, it’d been going on long enough for them to accrue a sizable betting pool on which one would crack first.
Something that Maria found hysterical.
When she arrived at the Saloon, the chemist was just sitting back basking in the glory of the chaos. Perfectly exacted revenge for the fact he’d had to spend quite a while as an awkward third wheel to a non-relationship relationship.
That boy was clever, it was like he could pull machinations out of thin air.
Explosive machinations mainly.
In fact, they were able to make their mission plan outright better due to the chemist’s involvement.
Thanks to his- admittedly excessive- forward thinking, he’d spent the past few days making a military's worth of explosive ordinance. Even Commander Avery was impressed.
Their original plan had been to sabotage the airship’s engines and cannons by messing with the wiring. In hindsight, that was a risky plan since they had no way of telling if the Duvosians would find the sabotage and fix it before the Sandrocker’s planned attack.
Now they could simply plan on blowing up the airship beyond repair.
They would set the explosive charges throughout the ship then use a timed fuse to set them all off. Hopefully, after they’d left the top of the Plateau… but there was a reason they were all armed with guns. They couldn’t be sure everything would go to plan.
They could do their best to have an airtight plan though.
Kat was able to sketch out a rough map of the airship since she’d been privy to the schematics that Grace had stolen in the first timeline.
Hearing that her daughter had participated in making a whole damn airship for Sandrock and the Alliance was just a whole other level of pride for Maria. Any worry she’d ever had about Kat struggling to find her own path was certainly squashed. No prouder mother could be found in the Free Cities.
The only hiccup with their plan was that Logan was upset about being excluded.
So was Kat, but she was at least being pragmatic about it, accepting that she might hold them back in her condition. Logan, on the other hand, was being difficult. Between his stubborn attitude and his need to be helpful, they just couldn’t reason with him.
“Logan! That’s enough!” Howlett snapped. “This ain’t something we can take more risk than necessary on.”
The younger hunter flinched, eyes downcast. Maria couldn’t help but feel a twinge of sympathy. The older hunter seemed uncharacteristically irritable.
“We can’t risk either you or Kat, Logan.” Grace shook her head at him. “Qi just told us that we need both of you to deactivate the time machine. While I appreciate your concern, it quite literally could doom us all.”
Mayor Trudy held a tired hand to her temple. “Remind me again how that works, Director?”
“We already know that the time machine was activated once by Kat and again by Logan. Since they are both prior users, the-” Qi glanced nervously at the monster hunters. “The shut-down program I’ve made will get rejected by the relic… Its security system is based entirely on who used it first- plus a few flaws related to user data storage… So having them both authorize it at the machine’s terminal is the easiest way to bypass it.”
“And that will… stabilize the realities?” Maria tilted her head.
“Yes.” The Director nodded entirely too quickly.
“That means the sooner we get this done the sooner life goes back to normal.” Howlett interjected. “Our best chance is heading out tonight, then camping out at the base of the Plateau until the morning. The few times I've been to the top of that Plateau it took me until nightfall to reach the top.”
Maria glanced at him. “So pack today, leave tonight. What about the plan with Elsie?”
“Else seemed to believe she'd be back in just a few days… It’s a big reason I want to take care of this now.” The older hunter insisted. “So we can launch our reverse invasion as soon as she gets back.”
The Mayor chewed her lip hesitantly, she may have gotten better at direct action but she was still working on being decisive. Such a forward and fast-paced approach made her hesitant.
“Alliance support could be days if not weeks away from coming.” Commander Avery pointed out. “Duvos could've made off with the relics or Kat could be dead. Grounding their airship is a number one priority regardless of whether or not we attack or wait.”
“I know that…” Trudy hummed nervously. “We can't avoid a direct conflict, I can accept that. I'm just worried about risking some of our best people, this could be a costly gamble. Especially so soon after…” She paused, not quite able to hide her glance at Howlett.
So soon after they just got him back… and so soon after they remembered him dying.
These people really didn't care about whether or not the Duvosians stole relics. That was just what the Empire did most of the time anyways. It was why the rest of the world from Seesai to the Alliance had beef with them.
More than anything the Sandrockers just wanted to protect their own-
“I know you're worried, Mayor Trudy.” Grace's voice cut through Maria’s thoughts. “But I'm confident in our abilities. Everyone on this team has experience pertinent to the mission. Letting the airship stay intact will only leave us with more potential casualties. Howlett’s right. The sooner we do this, the better.”
“Alright, alright.” Trudy nodded. “Let me at least get some folks together to help you pack.”
—
Evening came far too quickly for all of them.
Everyone in the group had dark spots under their eyes, having not made it to their camping spot until past midnight. Maria, Grace, and Howlett were the least affected- used to the demanding schedule of their jobs, Haru looked grim, and Mi-an looked ready to pass out.
They had a goodbye party in the afternoon.
It wasn’t too different from the dinner gatherings the townsfolk had been doing since this whole situation began- Grace actually instructed them to keep it that way and to say their farewells then too.
The spy was certain that the Duvosians likely had lookouts on the edge of the Northern Plateau.
That meant no well-wishers when they left, no change in the townsfolk’s daily schedule, their packing had to be hidden among the buildings, and the group wouldn’t get much sleep since they had to be ready to go under the cover of night.
So they set out at an ungodly dark hour, crossed the bridge with no light- which had been pretty hair-raising- and camped out beneath an outcropping right underneath the Plateau.
Luckily though, it was a spot that Howlett had set up as a base camp during his monster hunts. A surprisingly cozy little nook hidden in a deep alcove hidden from sight by several boulders.
They settled in and the older hunter set about starting a small fire.
It was a neat little setup, no more than a couple of holes in the ground, but it would give them good heat and a warm breakfast with little to no smoke or light to alert the Duvosians on the Plateau above them. Grace was skeptical at first until the campfire was lit and the warmth of it filled the alcove.
Soon enough the Alliance spy and Mi-an were dozing off, catching up on what precious sleep they could.
Haru and Howlett decided to sit around the fire for a spell, the younger man sitting what Maria thought was far too close to the flames. His hands were hanging just above the pit. Practically touching it.
“You alright, kiddo?” Maria sat across from them.
He responded with a strained smile. “Nervous mostly.” His fingers traced lines in the air above the fire. Silent calculations. “It’s the first time since-”
The chemist tensed.
“Ah- the first time in a while that my-” He cleared his throat uneasily and looked away. “My work has been important for a mission.”
Maria tilted her head at him.
His work?
She knew he was referring to the bombs he made. But he seemed like a confident, brilliant young man. Both Howlett and Logan talked up his skills a ton. Emphasizing the fact that Haru had done all this with his own hands and what few books and what little education Sandrock could provide them.
“Haru…” Howlett had a pained expression on his face.
Oh.
Trudy had mentioned to Maria that Howlett’s death happened when Logan had tried to blow a hole in the Temple’s wall to help his Pa escape. But because of Pen, the explosion was bigger than it should have been. Causing the whole side of the Temple to collapse on top of the older hunter.
It was Haru’s bombs that Logan originally used.
Haru thought that it was his mistake that got Howlett killed.
“I- I know it’s not logical. It wasn’t…” The chemist let out a shuddering breath. “It wasn’t my fault. It’s just… easy to make mistakes with this kind of thing.” He clenched his hands. “I’m self-taught- have the scars to prove it too. Even just thinking that I’d somehow made a mistake that caused… that… ”
He glanced over at the packs they were all carrying, filled to the brim with his creations.
“It’s hard to not have some misgivings. Irrational or not.” His dark eyes seemed to burn in the dim firelight, suppressed self-doubt eating him away on the inside.
Howlett’s own eyes reflected guilt as he watched the young man sadly. Likely thinking about how it was his death that caused their pain.
They all blame themselves.
Maria let out a soft empathetic huff. It was the nature of good people to feel guilty for things out of their control apparently. Especially with this family.
“I wouldn't say it's irrational.”
The young chemist looked up at the Highwinder curiously.
“You all have been through a lot.” She shook her head. “Lives hang in the balance, I’d be more worried if you didn’t have doubts.”
“It’s not very assuring for everyone else though…” He ducked his head sheepishly.
Maria chuckled. “You don't gotta worry about us, kiddo- Mi-an, maybe, but she seems like a sensible girl. We're all aware of the danger.” She patted his shoulder. “Worry about yourself, alright? Do what you gotta to make sure you're focused.”
“If you want, jus’ show me the plans an’ I could go into the airship instead-” Howlett offered.
“NO!”
Haru startled himself with his own shout, his eyes snapping to the older hunter in alarm. He cleared his throat.
“N- no. I need to do this myself.”
Howlett nodded, plastering an assuring smile on his face despite the shadows of doubt and worry in his eyes. Uneasy silence settled over them again. The chemist fidgeted nervously, unable to meet the older hunter’s concerned gaze.
“I just… don't know how you guys do this kinda thing for a living- I mean, there was what Logan and I went through but…” He cracked his knuckles. “I wasn’t the one constantly fighting, I always had someone to stand behind- at least ‘till I got shot…”
The Highwinder blinked in surprise.
Kat did mention that Haru getting shot really freaked her out- and that it was part of the reason she’d sacrificed herself at the starship ruins. She had thought he died. They were at war here, it shouldn’t be surprising to her that someone got shot… but it seemed a little wrong that such a gentle, mild-mannered young man was the one who got shot.
“I really thought I’d feel more ready for anything at this point.” Haru sighed sheepishly. “If it wasn’t for everyone else… I feel like I would’ve just run away at this point.”
Maria let out a quiet chuckle. She reached into the pocket of her jacket, pulling out a folded photograph that she’d kept on her when she first left Highwind in search of her missing daughter. It was a more recent one, from when Kat was freshly graduated from builder’s school- or rather it was just after her finals. They hadn’t gotten the results yet but Maria just couldn’t fathom her brilliant daughter failing the licensing test.
She’d originally brought it so she could ask around if anyone had seen her daughter, but it was also fairly sentimental.
There was just an extra childlike brightness in Kat’s smile that Maria hadn’t seen in her daughter recently- an innocence that she’d lost when she faced down death again and again.
It was both a reminder of good times, but also a reminder of how far they've come.
“That’s exactly what we feel, Haru. Every time we fight,” She held the photograph out to him, “It’s always for the sake of someone else. Never when we’re ready, sometimes when we want to run.”
Haru took the picture, looking at it with a small smile.
“If you really don’t want to fight, son…” Howlett spoke up.
The chemist shook his head, cutting the older hunter off. “No. I need to do this. Besides-” He turned his smile towards Howlett. “I can handle a pistol, but you brought your shotgun. It’s better that you’re the one using it because it’ll be… helpful… if something goes wrong.”
“What’s with you tonight, Howie?” Maria turned her attention to Howlett. “I know Logan got his impulsiveness from somewhere, but I didn’t think you’d be so insistent about throwing yourself on the fire.”
The older hunter ducked his head, not meeting her eyes.
“I’ve got m’ own worries.” He mumbled quietly to himself.
Maria raised a brow at him. Again, it felt like something was off about him. The hunter clearly had something on his mind… but he wasn’t elaborating-
Wasn’t talking.
“Well!” Howlett stood abruptly. “I’ll take the first watch and keep the fire going, you two get what rest you can.”
He turned and strode to the edge of the alcove, settling with his back to them. Leaving Maria and Haru to exchange equally confused and concerned glances. Something was definitely not right.
She just hoped he’d open up before it was too late.
—
The hike up the Northern Plateau was a lot more hellish than Maria thought it would be.
Evidently everyone but Howlett were having trouble with the trek.
It was steep, rocky- poor Mi-an nearly twisted her ankle twice- and there were an unfortunate amount of little scorpsters and spiders hiding in the cracks of the rocks. Twice Maria heard Grace mumble something about swearing off rock climbing and hating that this path was apparently ‘easier’ than the first time she’d climbed the Plateau.
Maria herself couldn’t keep her eyes off the back of Howlett’s head- at least when she wasn’t forced to look at where she was putting her hands and feet.
He was avoiding looking at her.
Even with Haru, he kept his words short and positive. Avoiding having drawn-out conversations with either of them.
The hunter was avoiding talking to them.
Knowing him, Maria figured it was because he knew he wouldn’t be able to avoid talking about whatever it was that was bothering him. When they’d been on a hunt together years ago he was a very straightforward, honest man. Sometimes even letting slip what he was thinking about before he meant to.
The Highwinder couldn’t help but smirk at the memory.
That hunt hadn’t been the best time of her life. A large, and alarmingly toothy monster had crossed the border of the Peripheries and managed to dodge the Alliance Rangers until it found their little farm in the outskirts of Highwind.
It’d gone after her husband as he’d been tending the fields.
After that, the Highwind Civil Corps went all out on their behalf to hunt down the monster. Even calling in a few favors around the Free Cities, looking for a monster-hunting expert.
When Howlett had come to town, they’d actually ended up butting heads because he wanted to use her husband, the one who nearly just got eaten, as bait for the monster. He hadn’t meant to tell her, but he’d let it slip one day-
‘These kinds of monsters are smart! It’d be more interested in eating him because it would recognize him as a meal that got away!’
He’d been right of course- despite how much Maria argued with him- he was right.
As it turned out, giant mutant dog-lizard monsters had photographic memories… and a taste for mild-mannered farmer men. She just didn't like the truth.
She let out a soft huff.
As soon as they stopped for any reason- long enough to get him to talk to her- she was sure she could get him to spill what was wrong. It was his nature to be honest, just the same as he’d taught his son.
Maria couldn’t stop a slight frown from pricking at her lips.
He started acting off after he’d left to check on Director Qi… It wasn’t like him to wander off after doing something, yet he’d forgotten about the meeting with Grace and Trudy that evening. She had found Howlett at the Blue Moon when she’d gone to let Kat and Haru know about the meeting they’d had before they left on this mission…
It had to be something that Qi told him.
Something serious enough that he wanted to pretend it didn’t exist.
Her eyes were drawn back to the head of tawny brown hair ahead of her. The sun was reaching its peak and the mix of gray against brown in his hair seemed to shimmer in the harsh daylight.
Nothing seemed to perturb the man- at least nothing short of the potential deaths of the people he cared about- not even his own death seemed to-
Wait-
Death…?
“We can stop here for a minute.” His voice interrupted her thoughts. “Catch our breaths and go over the plan.”
He led them to another alcove in the side of the Plateau, this one hidden by a fissure in the rockface. Pulling a map from one of his belt pouches he settled on a flat rock, spreading the paper out so they all could see it.
“We’ll reach the top by sundown, we can take the last few hours of daylight to scout the area.” He tapped a point on the edge of the Plateau close to the Sandrock side. “On the path we’re taking we’ll end up here, It’ll hopefully be high enough that we can see the whole area. If not there’s a path just to the left here-” He slid his finger along the ledge. “Where we’re going to set up Maria’s sniper nest. That will definitely be high enough.”
“Does the ‘path’ get any easier?” Mi-an puffed out as she slid down against the rock wall.
“No.”
“It gets more vertical.”
Both Grace and Howlett responded at the same time, making the Tallsky builder groan. The hunter glanced sideways at the spy.
“You’ve done this climb before?”
“Once.” The blond shrugged casually. “I had to verify that Duvos was up there. I took a look at some of your maps but… It wasn’t exactly fun. I didn't take the ‘easy’ path.”
Howlett winced in sympathy. “Did’ja at least manage to avoid the Rockenyaroll dens?”
“Yeah. Those were the one thing I memorized from the map.”
“We’re going to have to deal with Rockenyarolls?” Mi-an squeaked out.
“Not as long as we follow the trail we’re on.” The older hunter shook his head. “The Rockenyarolls stay on slopes near their dens.”
Maria took a sip from her canteen, eyeing the map before switching her gaze back to the hunter. If he noticed her attention he was actively ignoring her. Stubborn yakboy.
Before she could say anything he glanced at Haru- “What about the plans for the airship?”
The young chemist startled. “O- oh, yeah. One sec.”
He shuffled through his own toolbelt, shaking out the scribbled schematic that Kat had given him. Five spots were circled along the ship. Two in the back near the engines, two in the front where the cannons were, and one in the center.
“This one-” Haru pointed to the circle in the center, “Is the control center for the ship. It’s the point where Grace will plant her charges. These-” He tapped the two on the back of the ship. “Will be handled by Mi-an.”
“What about the cannons?” Howlett couldn’t keep the concern out of his voice.
“I’ll be handling those.” Haru sighed. “Since it’s the weapon bays, I’ll have to be extra careful as the explosions here could be… uh- catastrophic. There’ll likely be a chain reaction no matter how we do this.”
“An’ you’re sure you wanna do this?”
Haru looked up at the older hunter with a determined face. “I have to. Between trying to prevent an accidental reaction with whatever weapons they’re keeping and having to lay down the fuse before we escape- It needs to be me.”
Howlett nodded with a sigh.
“What’s your contingency- you don’t have a gun.” Maria tilted her head at the young man. “How are you going to fight?”
He looked up at her, his face a picture of calm wrath.
“Preferably we won’t.” He said simply. “But if it comes down to it, I have my bombs. Plus a few rather… nasty throwable flasks.”
Maria could see the fire in the young man’s eyes. It both scared and awed her. He’d take the Duvosians with him if it came to that. The look of a man committed to his mission- committed to winning this war.
“We want you back in one piece though.” The older hunter protested.
“I don’t intend on dying.” Haru shrugged. “It’s just a precaution.”
Howlett looked like he wanted to argue when Grace interjected.
“We should probably get going. The top of the Plateau isn’t getting any closer.”
—
They had a perfect view of the Plateau from where they were.
The trail they took put them closer to the sniping spot that Howlett had picked out. There was a sloped path just below them leading nearly straight down into the crater where the old-world ruins sat.
In the center- practically right on top of what little of the ruin poked out of the ground- was the grounded airship, sitting in the crater with its sides peaking just over the rim of the Northern Plateau like a gigantic black and gray duck. An evil gigantic black and gray duck.
Luckily, it seemed like most of the Duvosians were in the ruins below.
Little more than a skeleton crew manned the airship. Some sleepy-looking patrolmen and one or two maintenance personnel. It would be simple enough to avoid them.
Soon enough the nearly moonless night swallowed the whole Plateau in darkness, driving the last of the Duvosians inside the ship.
She didn’t blame them. If she didn’t have her scope with her- and decades of training- she wouldn’t be able to see a thing either.
Grace, Mi-an, and Haru had already disappeared inside a little while ago. There hadn’t even been a guard at the entrance to the airship. The Duvosians apparently saw no point in defending against the dark, bug-noisy night.
This was almost too easy.
Maria sighed.
It was just her and Howlett left.
The older hunter kept an intense gaze locked on the airship. She could practically see the minutes counting in his eyes.
“They’ve been in there too long.”
His whisper was the first thing to break the silence.
“They haven’t even been in there thirty minutes, Howie. Have some faith.”
“I am.” His voice was tight with worry. “Haru was sure they’d be out in twenty.”
“Estimates don’t equate to the real thing.” Maria shook her head. “Give them some time.”
Howlett grumbled softly, his fingers drumming against his leg incessantly. The sound of bugs filled in the space again. It almost got repetitive as the anxiety radiating off of the hunter started to seep into the Highwinder’s consciousness.
It almost felt worse than sitting in a quiet room with a loud clock.
“I’m going in.” Howlett moved to get up.
“Wh-?” Maria’s eyes snapped up from her scope. “No, you are not!”
She hastily grabbed his arm, dragging him forcefully back down behind their cover. Chagrined blue eyes met hers.
“What the hell is going on with you, Howlett?” Her voice was little more than a strained whisper. “You never used to throw yourself to the damn hounds, never used to snap at people- You're a far cry from the level-headed hunter I knew.”
“I-” His eyes darted away, his voice barely audible. “I can’t.”
“Why not? We’re all fighting for our lives here. Why are you so eager to die?” She hissed. “Because if you do die you at least owe Logan and Haru an explanation.”
He flinched. Shame and pain raw on his face.
“It’s not that simple Maria-”
“The hell it’s not! Why?” She demanded again. “Tell me something!”
The older hunter sagged against the rocks, the shadows on his face seeming to deepen in the lightless night. A haunted look. Pain, loss, and… fear.
“Because I’m scared, alright?!” His voice gritted out. “I’m terrified and-” His voice dropped below a whisper. “...and there isn’t anything I can do about it.”
Maria stared at him, slack-jawed. He- the fearless Howlett, hunter of all beasts great and small- was scared?
The look on his face was heartbreaking. Forlorn and pained. His eyes, once bright with fight and fire, were now dull and listless, shimmering slightly with tears. Hopeless.
Skktt.
Gravel scraped as footsteps scrambled up the slope towards them. Making them both tense, Maria’s hands flew to her sniper as Howlett tightened his grip on his shotgun.
A familiar pair of goggles and a head of blond hair appeared over the rocks, soft panicked breathing and gasps of fear accompanying the two women over the rough terrain. They looked mostly unharmed but shaken. Mi-an’s overalls were torn and both of them had scrapes on their faces and arms.
Most notably; Haru wasn’t with them.
“Are you girls alright?” Howlett surged to his feet, holding a hand out to steady them.
“N- yeah, we- we’re f- f- fine.” Mi-an managed to stutter out. “It’s-”
Grace grabbed the older hunter’s arm, her face pale. “Haru was lighting the fuse- it’s gonna go soon, but Pen got him.” She wavered, her breath wheezing out. “I- I wanted to go back, but he-”
“COME OUT, COME OUT, WHEREVER YOU ARE!”
Booming words echoed through the still night air. A voice none of them were eager to hear.
The color drained from Howlett’s face as their eyes snapped toward the airship. Pen held Haru aloft from the ground by his neck, the chemist clutching uselessly at the armored hand choking him. The young man’s face twisted with pain.
“What?” The Duvosian laughed harshly. “Are you all just going to let your little stray die?!”
He grinned viciously as Haru struggled, watching the smaller man’s desperate gasps for air with perverse satisfaction.
“And here I thought Sandrockers stuck together.”
Howlett started forward when Maria’s hand on his arm stopped him.
Blue eyes met a green one.
“I can’t let him die too.”
His arm slipped from her grasp as he hurtled down the slope.
Pen’s gaze snapped to the silhouette, a bright light charging in the palm of his free hand. The Duvosian flung it and the bolt shot out, straight towards the older hunter.
At the last moment, Howlett threw himself out of the way. Rolling behind a boulder as the blast melted the rocks where he’d been standing just milliseconds before.
Pen charged up another bolt of light in his hand when a bright floodlight from the airship snapped on. The brilliant light blinded them all as it burned away the darkness of the night. Even all the way up to their sniper spot.
Maria dragged Mi-an and Grace behind the rocks, shoving them down and out of the line of sight before grabbing her gun again.
The Duvosian thankfully didn’t see them.
He didn’t even really seem to care as his eyes remained fixed on the rock that Howlett had leapt behind. A maniacal grin on his face.
The charge in his hand started to sizzle, whistling like a heated tea kettle.
As the bolt left Pen’s hand towards the rock the older hunter leapt away, rolling as the blast swept him off his feet in a hailstorm of rocky shrapnel. Howlett stood shakily. His piercing glare meeting the Duvosian Knight’s shocked face as he held his shotgun aloft.
The sight of the hunter seemed to give Pen pause.
“Heh,” Another manic grin spread across his face and his grip loosened slightly on Haru’s neck, allowing the poor boy to finally gulp in some air.
“Heh heh heh, HA HAH HA HA HAH HA!” The Duvosian Knight flung his arms open wide. “What. A. BLESSING! I knew there must have been something keeping that mutt of yours on a short leash! He wouldn't have stayed away this long, not after what I did to Kat.” He shook the flailing chemist in his hand. “This one is too weak to stop him. Especially in regards to that little hussy.”
“I guess that runs in your family though, doesn’t it? Chasing after women you shouldn’t. Like father, like son.” Pen grinned devilishly at the hunter. “Is that why you brought this one and not your favorite? Rather risk the spare and not your precious bastard?”
“Let. Him. Go. Or I swear to Peach, I will put a hole through yer gut.” Howlett growled out, leveling his gun at the Duvosian.
Haru’s eyes widened. He desperately tried to shake his head, waving at the hunter to run.
Maria’s heart tightened with pain as she watched the pain and fear on the young man's face through her scope. If only she could get a clear shot…
“Ah, ah, ah!” Pen tightened his grip on the chemist’s neck. The glove started glowing, charging up, and earning a strangled cry of pain from the young man. “I wouldn’t move a muscle if I were you. Not unless-” He tilted his head with a mock pout. “You don’t really care about your little stray here.”
Howlett froze, his eyes fixed on the glove burning Haru’s neck.
The Duvosian let out a dark chuckle, the glove in his free hand igniting again. “That’s right.” He tilted his head, regarding the hunter with a predatory stare. “I think… We’ll make your death better this time- I’ll keep your head and give it to Logan. He’d love that.”
Pen stretched out his hand, aiming the relic glove at the older hunter. Cackling like a madman.
He’s not going to move.
Maria’s heart sank as Howlett stayed frozen in place, staring down death. Haru thrashed, letting out choked protests begging the hunter to save himself.
The hand.
It was outstretched. It would be one hell of a shot, especially since she was now one-eyed…
The Highwind woman hauled her weapon up. Lining up the scope as hastily as she could. Hands trembling and heart beating as the cold metal of the sniper touched her cheek.
Breathe.
“Farewell again, Howlett. I certainly won’t miss you.”
Aim.
“R- run! Pl- please!” Haru’s screams tore through her heart.
Breathe.
Don’t miss.
Fire.
CK- CRACK!
As the shrill screech of the Duvosian Knight’s glove reached a crescendo the sniper fired. A mix of electricity and blood sprayed out from Pen’s hand. His scream was the only thing louder than the crackling roar of the glove’s unstable discharge.
He dropped Haru, who crumpled to the ground, and staggered back. Trying desperately to tear the broken relic from his ruined hand.
Everything began to shake, the whole Plateau shuddering with an increasing magnitude. It took a moment for Maria to register what it was-
The bombs.
“HOWLETT! HARU!” She screamed, frantically pointing at the airship. Not caring that she was now standing exposed.
The older hunter’s head snapped over to the ship. Understanding and horror dawning on his face.
He lunged towards Haru-
KA-BOOOOOOOOOOOM!
Air vibrated as brilliant flames turned the night sky into day. Flashing in a chain reaction as everything flammable caught fire and everything explosive went off. The sheer force of the shock nearly sent the Highwind woman flying back as shrapnel rained in all directions. Its sound was so thunderous that after a moment her ears rang with nothing but a muffled tone.
Then silence.
Horrifyingly cacophonous silence.
—
Notes:
Bomb-tastic!
Who's alive? Who knows!I was torn between onomatopoeia and descriptions of sound while writing this chapter... I think I like the mix of both! Trying to transcribe loud and specific sounds and feelings is ~quite~ the writing exercise.
See y'all next week!
Chapter 51: Aftermath
Summary:
Remember to say your prayers.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“HARU!”
Haru could barely stifle a groan. Everything hurt.
“HARU!”
Rough hands shook the chemist.
Fingers pressed against the pulse point in his neck earning a sharp hiss of pain as the burns stung like thousands of pinpricks. His arm was tucked uncomfortably underneath him and his body was complaining about being in contact with the cold rocky ground. It protested painfully as the hands rolled the chemist on his side.
Haru blinked blearily up at blue eyes almost filled with tears.
“Lo…?” No, wait. The chemist blinked to clear his eyes. “Howlett?”
“Oh, thank Peach!” The older hunter scooped Haru up in a hug, cradling his head gently against his shoulder. “I thought I lost ya, son.”
A soft grunt left the chemist at the sudden movement. He tried to speak again but his voice grated too much against the searing agony in his throat. Unable to do more than whimper.
“Ah! Sorry.” Howlett loosened his grip on Haru, checking over his injuries.
The older hunter's eyes fixed on the burn that wrapped around the chemist’s neck.
“Do ya think you can walk?” He shifted to help Haru off the ground.
Another grunt, this time affirmative.
“Alright, up you come.”
Howlett pulled the chemist up off the ground, nearly hefting the younger man over his shoulder. Haru’s legs scrambled to hold him upright as his eyes watered with pain.
As they stood the older hunter’s leg nearly gave out, a large gash on his thigh oozing ominously.
They were both peppered with wounds, Haru could feel the trickle of blood under his own shirt. Gashes from the shrapnel… He could feel shreds of metal stuck in his body. They hadn’t gotten far enough from the ship when the bombs detonated. Peach, how on Earth were they alive?
The both of them were leaning against each other, nearly unable to stand on their own. Shuffling awkwardly away from the burning wreckage.
Haru's eyes wandered to the disaster surrounding them.
He’d underestimated just how explosive the Duvosian weapons were. Even now the ground still shook as the artillery shells left inside the ship cooked off. Just a little ways from them he spotted Pen crumpled underneath a pile of debris.
Whether he was dead or not, Haru couldn’t tell.
…Or care.
“Hey!”
A voice rang out from the ruins behind them.
Crap. A Soldier.
Howlett nearly dropped Haru as he tried to grab his shotgun from his back.
There were two Duvosians running towards them, weapons at the ready. Several more soldiers in the smoke and fire behind them.
Just as they got within arms reach of the two-
BANG!
A thunderous shot rang out and the closer soldier lurched back, collapsing almost in slow motion.
His comrade to one look at his fallen friend before throwing himself to the side-
BANG!
A bullet whizzed through the air where he’d once stood, sending up a spray of dirt when it hit the ground. “Sniper!” Haru heard one of them shout. They all dove for cover as- BANG! Another shot rang out.
The older hunter hauled the chemist closer again, desperately trying to put distance between them and the soldiers. As they got to the slope they stumbled. Haru was struggling to breathe and Howlett’s gammy leg wasn’t doing them any favors.
A skittering of gravel ahead of them made both tense.
“C’mon boys, we have to make it back!” Grace’s shaky voice was a welcome relief.
She and Mi-an linked arms with the hunter and the chemist, practically dragging them up the slope. More shots rang out from the sniper nest as Maria kept the Duvosians back.
As they got closer to the ridge some of the soldiers managed to get off a few bullets in retaliation. Dirt sprayed up around them. Grace let out a yelp, faltering for a second and nearly collapsing.
They scrambled the rest of the way, pushing hard and opening a few wounds as four of them lunged for the cover of the rocks.
“Grace, you okay?” Howlett managed to wheeze out.
“It’s fine. Just my shoulder.” The spy grit out.
Maria- without looking up from her gun- ripped the medkit from around her waist and tossed it towards them. “Patch yourselves up, we’ve gotta move before we’re swarmed.”
Howlett pulled it open, handing a roll of gauze and a pot of salve to Mi-an.
“Help Grace stop her bleeding.”
The builder nodded shakily and the hunter turned towards Haru, opening another salve.
Is he…? The chemist furrowed his brows. Surely Howlett was going to treat his leg first. How else were they going to make it if he could barely move?
Howlett leaned over, reaching out to apply the salve to the burn wounds on Haru.
He smacked the hunter’s hand away, earning a surprised and chagrined look.
“Your leg.” Haru managed to rasp out, gesturing limply at the terrifyingly dark stain that ran along Howlett’s leg.
“R- right.”
The hunter turned his attention to the gash, a slightly guilty look on his face.
Haru couldn’t help but stare at the older hunter. As long as the chemist had known him, he’d never been this self-destructive.
Of course, there were the impulsive tendencies. All those stories of staying awake for five days straight and treating a broken hand with nothing but some wet dirt and cobwebs. Howlett would never admit it, but he and Logan were similar in that department.
Somewhat reckless.
But the older hunter was more cautious in his old age- at least more so than the stories he’d told them about his youth- likely because he had to worry about raising Logan after his wife left them both behind. That was when Haru had met them.
Now, though, he seemed to have forgotten all those years of care and caution- forgotten all the lessons about living that he’d taught the two boys.
What was it that Maria said? Throwing himself on the fire?
The chemist swallowed thickly.
Something was wrong with Howlett, he was sure of it. To see the older man- someone he’d always looked up to alongside Logan- struggle with whatever it was alone broke his heart.
It felt like the years Haru had spent as a part of the hunter’s family were for nothing if Howlett didn’t trust them enough to speak.
A light tap on his cheek snapped the chemist awake.
He didn’t realize he’d blacked out mid-thought. Shit.
“Stay with me, Haru. I can’t lose ya.” Howlett’s voice wavered as he started applying the medicinal salve to the burn wounds on Haru’s neck.
He couldn’t hold back a wince as the paste reignited the searing pain. Damn, he was hurt worse than he thought. Above the static in his ears, he could vaguely hear the older hunter murmuring choked apologies and assurances.
Haru couldn’t find the energy to speak again. He couldn’t tell if the pain in his chest was broken ribs or the concern he was feeling for the hunter.
“We’ve gotta move.” Maria stood up from her sniper, risking a glance at the group. “Howlett, we’re going to need that shotgun at the ready. Mi-an and I will carry Haru.”
The Highwinder moved next to the semi-conscious chemist, pulling one of his arms over her shoulder and gesturing for the builder to do the same.
They hauled him upright, that odd dizziness that occasionally came with standing suddenly nearly making him black out again. Distantly he could hear the boom of the shotgun and the cracks of a pistol. Grace and Howlett were escorting them from behind as they scrambled towards the path they’d climbed up.
We might die here.
The thought washed over him like ice water, his skin prickling with the ghostly sensation of goosebumps.
How were they going to haul the half-dead chemist down the nearly vertical parts of the trail? Especially while the Duvosians were chasing them… Should he tell them to leave him?
Howlett would never allow that.
His head lolled back, the muscles in Haru’s neck barely capable of holding his head steady as he looked up at the dim stars in the sky. They were dim compared to the fires that still lit up the whole Plateau. That’s what light pollution is.
He felt almost drunk from the pain. His brain switching to running through all the little tidbits of knowledge that he’d remembered reading from textbooks under yellowed lamplight. Curiosity being a comforting distraction and something that always messed with his sleep schedule.
Late nights were a comfort to him.
As the chemist watched the sky something registered with his eyes that didn’t seem to register with his conscious thoughts.
Haru’s legs stumbled to a stop, nearly causing the two carrying him to trip down the rocky slope they were on. Precariously perched between the edge of the path leading away from the top and the void beyond the Northern Plateau.
“Hey, hey! Don’t stop!” Maria tried to drag the chemist along as she caught her footing. “C’mon!”
“Duck.”
“What?”
“Duck.” Haru repeated himself.
The Highwind woman stared in confusion until a mass of downy white and blue feathers descended in front of them.
Hands reached down for the chemist as hands from behind lifted him up. He felt momentarily weightless, drifting skyward. His face met with soft fluff and his stomach against cold leather as he was unceremoniously draped over an enormous saddle.
This is like a Deus ex machina.
That was the last coherent thought to run through his head as his consciousness slipped, a mix of pain and waning adrenaline lulling him into another void.
—
Logan sighed as he buried his face against Kat’s hair.
They sat on the bench outside of the Clinic, the cold predawn air doing nothing for the anxiety coursing in his veins.
Even though it couldn’t have been more than five minutes, it felt like hours since Elsie and the Civil Corps left on Daisy to rescue everyone from the Northern Plateau.
She’d returned in the middle of the night. Logan hadn’t been able to sleep, so he’d been the first one to spot her. They- Logan, Kat, Elsie, Commander Avery, and the Civil Corps- had gathered together with the duck rider and were debating flying up to the Plateau to ‘extract’ the bomb team after their mission.
Mid-conversation the top of the Plateau erupted.
It’d been bright enough that it lit the sky like daylight and shook the ground hard enough to nearly knock them off their feet. Endlessly loud too, with one explosion after another going off in a chain reaction. Even from Sandrock they’d felt the pressure wave of the explosion. Hell, Logan wouldn’t be surprised if they found some cracked windows in the morning.
The younger hunter had read in books about a dangerous type of mountain known as a volcano before… he’d never seen one before but he figured that this was a pretty close approximation to what it’d be like.
That thought didn’t calm his nerves.
What if they didn’t get away in time?
His leg practically vibrated the bench with how quickly it was bouncing.
He hated that they didn’t let him go on the duck. Elsie claimed they’d need to travel light and only took Unsuur and Justice-
“They’ll be fine, Logan.” Kat murmured reassuringly.
She pressed closer to him, turning as much as she could in the cage of his arms to rub her face against his. He squeezed her waist slightly, a soft rumble leaving him.
“I know.” Logan sighed. “I just… want to see it for myself.”
He closed his eyes, listening to her quiet hum of agreement and the gentle whistle of shifting winds.
It shouldn’t be more than a few minutes now. Daisy was a fast-flying giant duck. The trip back and forth from the Plateau should only take ten minutes- give or take however long it takes for Elsie to find them.
Approaching flaps alerted them to the return of the Martle Duck.
Logan nearly dumped Kat out of his lap as he jumped to his feet. The beast landed in the clearing next to the Highnoon Arena, as close to the Clinic door as it could.
“Quickly now!”
Harsh hushed whispers passed between them. Elsie hopped down from the saddle and rushed over to hold the door open. The younger hunter crept closer, his pulse spiking as they lowered someone down from the duck’s back.
Howlett broke away from the group, limping heavily as he beelined for the Clinic. His pant leg was covered in an ominous dark stain and in his arms-
Haru was dangling limp in the older hunter’s arms.
Logan’s heart dropped into his stomach.
The chemist’s neck was dark- blackened and burned- and his shirt was peppered with tears. He couldn’t even see if his brother was breathing, still as a corpse, his face ghostly pale save for the smears of soot and blood. Bile rose with the panic in the younger hunter’s throat.
“Pa! Haru!” Logan sprinted towards them.
“Woah, hey!” Justice caught the hunter by the shoulders, stopping him as Howlett disappeared inside the Clinic. “We gotta stay out the way, man.”
“Let me go!”
“You need to calm down, Logan!” The Sheriff struggled to get a better grip on him. “Look, th’ Doc doesn't need us in the way!”
“What happened?” Kat’s firm voice snapped through the panic fogging Logan’s mind.
She looped an arm around the hunter’s waist, the warmth of her small body a gentle assurance in the face of what was going on.
“Apparently Pen got a hold of Haru just as he lit the fuses.” Justice leaned back wearily, watching Logan for any signs of bolting. “They didn’t manage to get away from the airship before it blew up.”
Pen.
Logan grit his teeth as he watched Mi-an help an injured Grace through the door of the Clinic.
Of course that monster did this.
Waves of heated anger rolled through him. He should’ve insisted on coming along- should’ve gone in their place- so that he could have dealt with Pen himself. Should’ve never given that monster a chance to lay his hands on the hunter’s family again.
He wasn’t aware that his body was trembling until Kat’s arm squeezed gently.
Her hazel eyes were filled with understanding and worry. Logan tried to relax, trying the breathing exercises he’d learned a while ago to help with anxiety.
There was no sense in working himself up if all it was going to do was cause trouble. Especially if all it did was worry everyone else when they should be focusing on the injured.
“They’re welcome to stay in the waiting area.” Miss Maria’s strained voice startled them.
She was holding a cut on her arm, a tired smile on her face.
Justice hesitated. Sheer worry held him in place, they'd all seen the state that Haru was in and Logan wasn't known for being rational when his family got hurt.
“Mi-an and I could use the company while waiting.” Maria insisted, a firm tone in her voice. “Plus, you need to go inform Mayor Trudy and that Alliance Commander.”
The Sheriff nodded slowly, stepping out of the way as Kat guided a numb Logan towards the Clinic.
They nearly ran into Elsie and Unsuur as they exited the building themselves, both tense and shaking as well. The Civil Corpsman nodded to them before setting off after his boss but the ranch hand hesitated a moment.
“You guys keep us in the loop, ya hear? An’ I don't want any bad news!” Her voice wobbled. “We can't have no more bad happenin’ round here!”
Elsie dashed off before they could reply, scrubbing furiously at the tears falling on her face.
They watched her go, Logan’s heart thundering at the thought of what they might see inside.
On the one hand, he wanted nothing more than to burst into the Clinic and check on Haru and Howlett- to assure himself they were still alive- but the other half of him was terrified.
How many times had he stood on this threshold only to receive terrible, heartbreaking, life-destroying news?
How much more could he take?
Kat’s gentle tug on his arm brought him inside, the air a lot quieter than the rush of blood in his ears would have made him believe. He wasn't sure what to expect. Blood? Wailing?
Instead, it was quiet.
Mi-an sat in the writing area with her head in her hands. The soft sounds of shuffling and the clatter of metal were the only signs of the patients that Fang was treating behind the privacy screen. More waiting.
Logan swallowed the lump in his throat. Almost mechanically he moved to sit.
Startled by their approach, Mi-an leapt to her feet, throwing her arms around Kat. The Tallsky builder trembling with soft sobs. Poor girl was terrified.
Who wouldn’t be?
The hunter felt his shoulders sag with weariness. He hadn’t slept in nearly two days and his emotional bank was empty. It was like he was hollow.
After a moment- once she was done comforting Mi-an- Kat settled next to him. Her hand on his arm drawing his eyes back to her once again.
It wasn’t fair.
He pulled her into a tight hug.
Time felt soupy as he held her. The pain of nearly losing Kat was just as fresh as when it happened. It felt like he was being forced to choose. Every path they took seemed to be eager to take his family from him.
As if history would repeat itself… or take its price.
He recalled Haru telling him something interesting about chemistry once… the Law of Conservation of Mass. That energy couldn’t be created or destroyed. They’d been talking about it because of Howlett’s death and how the chemist had been coping with it.
It’d been a little bit of a comfort back then, thinking about how his Pa- or at least the energy that was him- would never truly be gone.
Now he couldn’t help but wonder if that same rule applied to time and life and death. To souls.
Did that mean he never had a chance to save any of them to begin with? That the ‘timeline’ would never allow itself to be altered so much? A lance of pain struck his heart as his mind wandered to the two times Kat died.
That was what started all this… was that part of what couldn’t change too?
He wasn’t sure how much time passed when a clatter drew their attention back to the privacy screen.
Doctor Fang pushed it aside, peering at the group in the waiting room. His clothes were smeared with blood. Logan held his breath as he waited for the news again. Tensing for the inevitable pain-
“You, come on.” The Doctor pointed at Maria when his eyes landed on her injured arm.
His held breath wheezed out partially as Logan stood up faster than he probably should have. Desperation in veins.
“Doc-”
Fang glanced at him.
“W- how’s…?”
He gestured for them to follow. Pushing the screen aside to reveal Haru laying in one of the beds, Howlett by his bedside leaning heavily on a crutch.
Logan stumbled forward, his throat closing over.
“He’s… going to be ok.” The Doc spoke gently. “Loss of blood… Low pain tolerance, and cracked ribs… Worst of it is the burns. Had to… pull out shrapnel.”
All of the weight seemed to drain out of the younger hunter at once, causing him to collapse next to the chemist’s bedside. His hands on the rail of the hospital cot barely kept him upright with white knuckles.
“He’ll be okay…?” Logan’s words were as much a relieved sigh as they were a question.
“Yes.” Fang nodded, hurrying to prep Miss Maria for treatment. He paused, regarding the hunter. “He might have trouble… speaking. Just needs… to rest.”
The Doctor turned back to what he was doing, leaving the younger hunter to droop to the floor in relief.
Kat kneeled next to Logan, trying gently to lift her boyfriend off of the ground. An amusing sight considering she was practically half his size. Soft clacks rounded the bed as Howlett hobbled over to his son, grabbing his other arm and helping the diminutive builder pull the younger hunter to his feet.
“Have ya gotten any sleep, son?” The older hunter’s voice was quiet and a little hoarse.
He shook his head, too tired to speak now that his anxiety wasn’t keeping him up. They tried to guide him back towards the waiting area but he resisted, not wanting to leave Haru’s bedside. Instead, the two helped him stumble to the wall next to it.
As he sunk down against it Kat sat next to him pulling on his shoulder gently so that his head rested on her lap, his back against the wall.
“We’ll wake you when Haru wakes up.” The builder murmured to him softly, running her fingers through his hair in a way that had his eyes drooping against his will. Howlett watched from where he stood, giving his son a reassuring smile when he noticed him looking.
It struck Logan, as he drifted off, that it was odd that having them around- knowing they would be okay- was a much greater comfort to him than any cozy bed or soft pillow could be.
—
Maria winced as the Doctor finished the last stitch.
She hoped that was the last time that she had to have a chunk of metal pulled out of her. Pretty much all of them ended up with shrapnel in them. At first, it didn’t bother her- she was more worried about Haru- but once they touched down back in Sandrock… it really hurt.
At least she had some distractions from the pain.
Watching Howlett pace around with a suspiciously troubled- and guilty- look on his face kept the Highwinder distracted from her wounds.
Kat and Logan had long since dozed off on the floor, Grace was sleeping off the surgery that Fang had done to remove the bullet from her shoulder, Mi-an had gone home after getting an all-clear- lucky girl got away with just a few scrapes and bruises, and Haru was still unconscious.
Howlett, on the other hand, was restless despite the good news that none of them were dying.
Even after being chided by the Doc three times- five if she included the Doc’s pet raven’s chattering- the older hunter wasn’t willing to calm down. She knew he felt guilty about not being able to save Haru from harm.
She’d believe that was all that was bothering him if she didn’t remember the conversation they’d had on the Plateau.
‘Because I’m scared…’
The older hunter shut her down every time she’d tried to broach the subject, even when the kids fell asleep and the Doctor left.
Maria chewed on the inside of her cheek, she hated seeing him like this. Howlett wasn’t in this weird mood when she’d arrived on the train. In fact, he seemed jovial. More concerned about pulling everyone through the Duvos situation, keeping up morale, and looking after his sons. What changed…?
Qi.
He had been acting odd since he went to check on the Director.
The Highwinder hopped off of her hospital bed. At least her legs hadn’t been injured, she could come and go as she pleased.
Howlett glanced over at her curiously.
“I just need to get some fresh air.” She waved him off and stretched, careful to not pull on the stitches.
He nodded and turned back to his pacing, earning one last concerned look from Maria as she headed for the door.
She practically ran for the Research Center, barely giving herself enough time to remember how early in the morning it was and the fact that it might be closed. She paused with her hand on the door. Right, the Director might be asleep… or at Town Hall considering there's no way that the explosion didn’t wake everyone.
Thankfully the door clicked open, even if Qi wasn’t currently in the Research Center she could wait for him to return.
She huffed as she climbed the stairs, the incline reminding her that her legs were still somewhat sore from the trek up the Plateau.
At the top of the stairs, a weird sight awaited her.
The Director was sitting at his desk disheveled as usual and… was he praying?
“Don’t think I’ve ever heard of a religious researcher before. You guys don’t usually get along with the Church of Light’s anti-tech ideals.”
Maria’s voice startled Qi, making him flinch as his knees slammed against the underside of his desk. He scooted his chair around, looking at the Highwinder with a mix of worry and exhaustion.
“Ah, Miss… Maria?” He tilted his head at her. “Why are you-? Er, I’m guessing the mission was successful?”
The Highwinder nodded. “We’ve got a few injuries but we’ll recover.”
“Glad to hear it.”
He turned back to his desk, tense.
The Highwinder sighed. These people were experts at avoiding talking about their issues.
“I wanted to ask you what you told Howlett.”
Qi threw a wary glance over his shoulder at her. “I already told you all what I discovered at the meeting-”
“No, there’s something he’s not saying and something you are keeping secret. You were twitchy as all get out during that meeting.”
“I’m not allowed to talk about it.” He shook his head with faked dismissiveness. Trying to blow her off like it didn’t matter.
Maria stalked forward, causing the Director to flinch and shrink back against the desk. He fell out of his chair, his head bouncing off the edge of the desk leaving him slightly dazed. The Highwinder reached down and grabbed the collar of his shirt.
“Tell. Me.”
“L- look, he told me to keep it quiet.” Qi stuttered. “I don’t want to upset him. Even if he is fine with it, his son isn’t as kind- eep-!”
She hauled him up by his collar, jostling his glasses as his frightened eyes met her one cold, stern one. Her teeth practically bared.
“I think out of all of us I’m the bigger threat to you right now.” Maria growled.
All of this avoidance was really starting to tick her off. Especially when it was affecting someone she cared about this much. She wasn’t going to let this go. Even if it meant roughing up a poor disheveled researcher.
“Tell me exactly what you told Howlett.”
—
Notes:
Qi: *Kicked puppy look* Everyone keeps bullying me...
Also; Deus ex Elsie. That gal is putting in the work!
Next update may be delayed depending on some IRL events that will be happening. Beyond that, I hope y'all enjoyed this fake-out of a chapter it was a rollercoaster to write! More drama coming soon. ;)
I'll see y'all next week!
Chapter 52: In Sickness and Health
Summary:
Hospital time.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A muffled cough woke Logan with an unpleasant jolt.
The comfortable warm pillow underneath his cheek shook as he blinked up at Kat. His head was still in her lap, her fingers tangled in his hair. Her face was buried in her other arm, trying to stifle the noise of her coughs- a futile effort since her whole body shook with the force of them.
She sighed as they finally subsided, glancing down at her lap and noticing Logan was awake.
“S- sorry,” The builder tried to clear her throat quietly, “I didn’t mean to wake you.”
Her hand started to massage his scalp the same way she was doing when he’d fallen asleep.
“You’re coughing again.” The younger hunter sat up unsteadily, blinking the sleepy fog out of his eyes.
“I… Yeah.” Her eyes dropped away from him, her face pinched with pain.
A bolt of worry and guilt ran through him. Why did she sleep on the floor with him? She should be resting properly. It was a matter of life and death for her.
Logan leaned forward, carefully scooping her up into his arms.
“Ya could’ve slept on one of the beds. You didn’t have to stay on the floor on my account-”
“Logan,” The builder cut him off with a soft smile, the love in her eyes nearly stealing his breath away. “If I have to put up with you coddling me, then you can put up with me wanting to do the same for you.”
She cuddled her face against his shoulder as he held her, a soft happy sigh leaving her.
“Besides, last night was… scary. I think we just all needed to be around each other.”
“Yeah…” Logan glanced up at Haru’s sleeping form, the sight of his brother’s chest rising and falling steadily melting some of the cold that squeezed his chest at the mention of the night’s events.
He huffed, struggling to his feet and squeezing Kat to his chest gently. As he peered around the Clinic he could see a couple of vacant beds, Haru and Grace were still asleep… Mi-an, Miss Maria, and Howlett were missing.
Evidently, they’d left in the middle of the night.
Was it still night?
Logan glanced up at the window, the foggy grayness outside telling him almost nothing about the time.
“I wonder what time it is…?” He muttered to himself as he made his way to the nearest empty bed- the one just next to Haru’s- depositing Kat on the mattress as gingerly as he could.
“I dunno, I fell asleep too,” The builder murmured, pulling on the hunter’s arm. “By the time I woke up everyone else had left.”
“Th’ bed’s small darlin’, we can’t really share.” Logan chuffed quietly at Kat’s insistent tugging.
“Hold me? Please?”
The hunter huffed. How could he deny her when she was looking at him with those hazel puppy eyes?
He loosened his boots, kicking them off before scooping her up and climbing into the bed with her. It took a little shuffling but he was able to fit the both of them, with her small frame cradled against his chest.
Her warmth against his side had his eyes drooping again.
The soft puffs of her breath against his neck made his heart thump, the weight of her body in his arms felt just right. This was a comfort he could look forward to for the rest of his life-
That was if they made it that far of course-
But damn if this didn’t make him feel like all the pain was worth it. Like this was what he was meant to fight for.
Why shouldn’t he bask a little in the relief of having his family together?
After all he’s been through he felt like maybe, just maybe, he deserved a little peace-
Of course, there was the small matter of beating the ever-living Light out of Pen and the rest of the Duvosians. That was at the top of his to-do list now. Just for the sake of Logan’s peace of mind- and as proper vengeance for everything the Duvosians had done to them.
But that didn’t take away from the fact that he had his whole family with him now. Kat, Haru, his Pa- They were alright.
They’re alright.
—
Tap.
“Nghh.” Something bounced off Logan’s face, waking him slightly.
Tap. Tap.
A soft, repeated pat against his back woke the younger hunter, his brain barely registering the direction it came from. Hazy morning light filtering through the windows did the rest of the job pulling him out of his slumber. Definitely morning now.
His eyes fluttered open just as a crumpled paper sailed over his head, landing on the other side of the bed with another quiet tap.
Looking sluggishly around the room, a pair of dark eyes met his.
Haru was awake.
The hunter’s head snapped up at full alert. Haru’s awake!
Logan tried carefully to extricate himself from underneath his girlfriend’s body, the chemist chuckling at his best friend’s attempt to keep himself from flailing like a puppy waking excitedly from a nap.
Once his feet touched the floor he paused to tuck Kat in before bounding to Haru’s side.
The chemist was sitting up in his bed, a notepad partially torn in his lap. His blanket was pooled around his waist revealing the extent of the wounds across his body, he looked practically mummified with the bandages wrapped all the way up to his jawline from his chest. His arms were similarly bound and the lower half of his torso was covered in patches.
Despite his injuries, Haru was grinning. His face a little dopey but full of amusement.
The hunter couldn’t stop himself from scooping the chemist up in a big yet careful bear hug. Haru chuckled again at his enthusiasm, patting Logan’s back with one of his awkwardly trapped hands.
“You’re awake!” Logan could barely keep his voice contained to a harsh excited whisper. “How’re ya feelin’? Can you speak? Do-?”
Haru held up a hand, silencing the hunter. Pulling a pencil out of his sheets and scribbling on the notepad.
“I’m fine. Doc changed my bandages this morning. Got pain meds and notepad for speaking. Shouldn’t talk.”
“Is…?” Logan’s heart clenched as he read that last part. What if the damage is permanent? Would the chemist ever be able to speak again? Was he mute now-?
As though he could read his friend’s mind, Haru pulled the paper back and wrote again. “I can talk. Doc said worst of it would be scarring. Shouldn’t talk because it helps healing.”
“Oh, ok.”
Logan stared for a moment longer.
It still hurt to see his brother so severely injured.
“I want soup.” The chemist tapped his writing paper.
“Soup?”
Haru nodded vigorously.
“Can’t eat solid. Didn’t want to wake you but no one else is here. Doc left to gather herbs.”
“So you’re sending me on a breakfast run?” The hunter scrubbed the morning sleep out of his eyes. He wanted nothing more than to crawl back into the bed with Kat. It was cozy.
“Please?”
“Alright, alright…” The younger hunter nodded with a sigh. They all could probably use some food…
A thought struck Logan like a flashing warning. A strange sense he’d been getting recently…
“Have you seen where Pa went?”
The chemist frowned, a troubled look crossing his face. “No. He hasn’t come back. It upset the Doc.”
The younger hunter sighed. It was unusual for Howlett to avoid the Clinic, especially when one of the injured was his own family.
Something seemed off about the older hunter in the past day or so…
Logan couldn’t quite put his finger on what it was. Hell, it wasn’t much more than a hunch or a feeling.
But the father-son duo had been on enough hunts that people often joked about them being near telepathic when it came to communicating thoughts and feelings. Similar to what the younger hunter had with Haru too. They could more or less talk nonverbally.
Not being able to figure out what was wrong was a little off-putting.
“You should find him.”
Haru looked at the hunter meaningfully. The two of them were at least on the same page about this…
“...And get ya some soup apparently.” Logan nodded. “I’ll bring back something for everyone. Keep an eye on Kat for me, will ya?”
The chemist gave him an enthusiastic double thumbs up.
—
Logan could hear a commotion outside of the Blue Moon as he got closer.
An oddly familiar raspy booming voice that could only be coming from one massive lizard man.
There, just in front of the Blue Moon, stood a massive purple Geegler. Larry, the Geegler President. He was talking animatedly with Owen on the front porch, a toothy grin on his pug-nosed reptilian face.
“Hey, Larry!” The hunter called out with a grin.
“Ah! Yakboy Human! It is good to see you.” The Geegler’s piercing yellow eyes turned from the Saloon Owner to him. “Cooking Boss was just telling me about the disaster that has befallen us all.”
Logan glanced at Owen with a raised brow.
“I was trying to catch him up on the ‘time travel’ situation.” The Saloon Owner shook his head. “It affected the Geeglers too. He remembers the previous timelines.”
“Huh… I mean I guess I should’ve expected it to affect all livin’ things ‘round town. ‘Specially with how Rambo’s been actin’...” The hunter hummed curiously. “I wonder if Ged and th’ moles were affected too…”
They learned something new about that machine each day it seemed.
“So you remember the past?” Logan turned back to Larry. “Like when ya joined Sandrock?”
“Indeed I do.” The massive Geegler nodded, a shadow crossing his face. “It’s… like an odd dream. I also remember… betraying Sandrock- and the Tiny-but-Strong Human. She was kind to us, even when I insisted on our misguided ways…”
Logan blinked in surprise at him.
Right. The Geegler President likely remembered how he was hellbent on attacking Sandrock in the second timeline. Kat had told him about how she’d tried to talk him down.
“If ya don’t mind me askin’ how much do you remember? Both timelines?”
“Time… lines…? I’m not sure about lines, but I remember settling in Sandrock with Xena. We were prepping our abode for raising our offspring,” Larry rumbled uncertainly, “Then we were suddenly back in Gecko Station… and it was like my memories were taken. All I could remember was glimpses of our life here… and being told that Howlett was murdered.”
The massive Geegler looked down in shame. “I was… convinced that we were driven from the surface by you humans. That we had somehow been betrayed. But remembering it all now… It hurts knowing we attacked those who helped us… again.”
“Everything's been weird, Larry.” Logan reached up to pat the Geegler President’s arm. “We don’t blame ya.”
Larry looked down at the hunter curiously.
“What are the ‘timelines?’ I assume you aren’t talking about some kind of company project…”
“N- no. It’s about why there was an odd relapse in your memories. There’s a relic in the Northern Ruins that’s been messing with time. Making us relive the past coupla’ years and messing with our minds.” Logan shook his head. “It’s been makin’ life hell for us- with a few exceptions of course-”
The massive Geegler let out a hiss. “Then let me rally the Geeglers that will still follow me and we shall destroy this infernal machine! It has made enemies with the wrong town!”
“I thought you gave up leading the Geeglers, Larry.” Owen tilted his head curiously at the Geegler President. “You mentioned that they’ve broken into factions.”
Larry turned his bright reptilian eyes back to the Saloon owner. “Indeed they have. I will only, unfortunately, be able to lead a small fraction of the army I once commanded; only those who chose to stay close and follow Xena and I’s example. But we can still help! Geeglers excel in violence!”
“We don’t doubt you can, Larry.” Logan laughed. “I know I wouldn’t mind havin’ y’all on our side! You’d probably have to talk to Trudes an’ the rest though. We’ve got a plan in place.”
“Talk with the Ruling Human? Is this similar to what we did at our ‘Headquarters?’”
“Th’ Dead Sea labs? No.” The hunter shook his head. “Remember how we told you about our fight with Duvos?”
The Geegler President curled his lip, revealing his pointed teeth in a snarl. “The evil ones? Are they back?”
“Yeah-” Logan nodded.
“Then that means the Strong Human’s Forbidden One is back!” Larry interrupted, shaking his fist with a vicious grin. “Their battle will be legendary!”
Logan blinked slowly at the massive Geegler in confusion.
He knew ‘Strong Human’ referred to Kat; that's what Larry called her because she was ridiculously strong even if she wasn’t good- or graceful- with melee combat. Builders were ridiculously strong just from their job alone, and Kat in particular had put on a lot of muscle back then too.
Just how much she’d changed between when he’d laid eyes on her at the Water Tower and when they’d fought in his hideout in their first timeline…
But what did he mean by ‘Forbidden One?’
Was he talking about Pen…?
“Larry?”
Howlett’s low voice startled all three of them.
They turned to see him standing by the corner of the Saloon looking up at the massive Geegler with a cautiously delighted face. It looked like he'd probably been back at their old home to freshen up. His hair was still damp and he had a clean set of clothes on but the bags under his eyes betrayed a sleepless night.
“H- Howlett?!” Larry’s voice rose an octave with incredulity. “How are- wh- what trickery is this?!”
“No trickery, Larry.” The older hunter smiled up at him, stepping close. “It’s really me.”
“This is one of the effects of the relic we were talkin’ about.” Logan nodded to his Pa. “It wasn’t all bad things.”
The massive Geegler poked Howlett a few times- a reaction that the older hunter had been getting a lot recently- then without warning scooped the hunter up with both hands, crushing him in a massive scaly hug.
“I can’t believe this!” Larry laughed loudly. He held Howlett out at arm’s length like he was an overgrown toddler. “Even death bows to you!”
He set the older hunter down, disbelief and elation warring on the Geegler’s face.
“We have much to catch up on, old friend!”
“I imagine we do.” Howlett regarded his reptilian friend with a smile. “What’re ya doin’ in town? I never figured you an’ Xena would be the kind to join the city.”
Larry let out a low rumble. “We weren’t initially… after you were gone we wanted to-” The massive Geegler cleared his throat sheepishly. “Uh- go ahead with the world domination plans.”
The older hunter looked up at the Geegler sternly but before he could speak Larry held up his hand.
“I know, I know. I broke my promise… Your spawn’s mate, the Tiny-but-Strong Human, put me in my place so to speak. Then the two of them and the Ruling Human showed me kindness when Xena went missing. I’ve had many realizations in the past years… things I realized that you were trying to teach us before you died.” The geegler leaned back a little, closing his eyes in remembrance. “It has been a long road of reflection.”
He looked back down at Howlett. “But you’re here now! We have made our peace with Sandrock again and you are here to see it… You would’ve been proud to see how your spawn took after you. Yakboy Human has done much to broker peace with the wilds since his return!”
Howlett let out a chuckle as Logan blushed at the Geegler’s praise. He was just trying to honor his Pa’s memory…
“Wait- How’d ya know about me an’ Kat, Larry?” The younger hunter looked up, confused. “You weren’t here for that.”
The massive Geegler looked confused right back.
“Was that not why you helped her fight the Forbidden One?” He hummed. “I apologize for assuming but you were always doing the same kind of posturing around Strong Human that the Waiting Human told me was the kind of mating rituals that she found annoying. I figured since Strong Human didn’t thrash you like Waiting Human does to unwanted suitors that you two were mates.”
“Waiting Huma- you mean Grace?” Logan pinched his nose. “Was I that obvious…?”
Howlett snorted a laugh.
“Your fight with her Forbidden One was legendary around town too! It reminded me of how I wooed Xena.” Larry continued, sighing dreamily. “The rivals I had to crush beneath my foot for her partnership… There is nothing like fighting for your love!”
“You mean Pen? Why do you keep calling him the ‘Forbidden One?’”
“Because Tiny-but-Strong Human forbade us from uttering his name or memory in her presence.” The massive Geegler shook his head. “I thought you fought him for the same reason I had to fight my cousin Gary.”
“You had a falling out with Gary?” Howlett looked at Larry in surprise.
“Things kind of fell apart when I fell down the canyon.”
It was the older hunter’s turn to look confused.
“It’s a long story, Pa.” Logan interjected. “Their ‘world domination plans’ were stopped when his train collapsed the Shonash Bridge. Then Gary tried to steal his wife.”
That explanation only served to raise Howlett’s brow higher.
“I hate to interrupt but…” Owen started, “How is Haru? I’m assuming y’all are here for some breakfast right?”
“Oh! Right.” Logan turned back to the Saloon owner.
Now that he had found his Pa, he still needed to get Haru some soup. He’d gone out for two things and immediately got distracted…
“He’s fine, he just can’t eat solid food right now. So we need some soup. Other than that, just our usuals.”
The Saloon owner nodded, turning to go inside the Blue Moon. “I’ll have it all delivered directly to the Clinic, y’all don’t gotta wait around.” He chuckled. “I’m sure you’re gonna get a lot of visitors soon anyways.”
With that, he swept through the door leaving the two hunters and the Geegler President behind.
“I suppose I must also take a leave, I need to find Ruling Human so that I may join in on your war planning.” Larry rumbled, giving a nod to the hunters. “We will catch up more soon, Howlett. I promise you that.”
They watched as he wandered down Main Street, the massive Geegler’s steps shaking the ground.
It would probably be helpful to have the Geeglers on Sandrock’s side. They still had to face down what remained of the Duvos army in the Northern Ruins.
“So,” Howlett turned to his son. “Haru’s awake now? Did the Doc say anything about how he’s healing?”
“Uh- yeah, he’s good. Doc said the worst of the damage will be scarring an’ he shouldn’t talk to help healing. He was a little doped up when I left, so he’s on the strong stuff.” Logan glanced at his Pa worriedly. “You disappeared, by the way, Haru said th’ Doc was mad about that. Are you feelin’ alright?”
The older hunter sighed, his shoulder sagging. A pained and haunted look that Logan had not seen in a long time.
“It was a rough night, Logan.” Howlett shook his head. “For a moment there I thought we lost Haru.”
He looked like he wanted to say more but decided against it, shaking his head again.
“C’mon, let’s get back t’ the others.”
Howlett stepped off the Saloon’s porch, not waiting for Logan’s reply.
The younger hunter frowned after him for a moment before following.
Odd.
As they wandered back towards the Clinic Logan kept a side eye on his Pa. More than ever, the sense that something wasn’t right was prickling at him.
It wasn’t long ago that he couldn’t believe that Howlett was alive again.
Couldn’t believe that one of his- admittedly impulsive and downright dangerous- plans had worked in their favor to this extent. Now that the airship was disabled and Haru was on the mend. Everything was going well. Better than well knowing that Qi could finally destroy that time machine too.
For the first time, everything was going in their favor. It was an odd feeling.
In fact, he was so unused to things going in his favor that it was hard to accept that there was no cost to this.
…And it was that thought that made him anxious.
It was annoyingly painful to have his emotions lurch back and forth between the relief that he had his Pa back and that everyone was okay for now to the agonizing anxiety-induced spirals that he’d been having since he saw Haru’s limp body the night prior.
“Logan,” Howlett’s voice startled the younger hunter out of his thoughts. “I’ve got something I’ve been meanin’ to give ya.”
The older hunter stopped in front of the Clinic, fishing one of his old red kerchiefs out of his pocket. He handed it to Logan, a gentle, sad look in his eyes but a soft smile on his face.
Taking the kerchief it didn’t take long for the younger hunter to realize it was wrapped around something.
Pulling it open revealed a simple gold ring with a small emerald embedded in an engraved leaf pattern-
“I know I don’t got the best reputation when it comes to… romance… but I’ve been thinkin’ lately.” Howlett rubbed his neck. “I don’t want the only things I leave behind for you to be some weapons and a bunch of dusty books.”
Logan looked back up at him sharply- only to be stopped when the older hunter held up a hand.
“Let me finish,” Howlett continued, “I’m well aware of how much you love those books ‘n guns, monster huntin’s a part of who we are.” He chuckled with a rueful look. “Sometimes it seems like the only thing I successfully taught ya was how to hunt…”
“Pa…”
“I just wanted to tell ya I’m glad you found someone. She’s a wonderful woman.” The older hunter smiled- genuinely this time- at Logan. “There’s a lot I couldn’t teach ya an’ that worried me, I won’t be around forever. Just hearin’ about what you did for Sandrock- everythin’ you sacrificed… I’m proud of you, don’t get me wrong, but more than anything I wanted to see ya happy.”
“Things are really fucked right now.” He huffed. “But I at least got the chance to see I was worried for nothing, ya found someone who has stuck by you- hell an’ high water accounted for. So I wanted to do something to show my support.”
Howlett cleared his throat, his voice trailing as his speech lost steam. “So… yeah.”
The younger hunter looked down at the cloth, the ring, in his hands.
“This is…?”
“When your Ma and I got engaged I couldn’t afford an engagement ring, so I was going to give this to her on our anniversary.” The older hunter shook his head. “I actually had Hugo help me make it. Ain’t anything fancy- Dunno why I kept it, but I was too stubborn to let go of something I’d put work into. I figured it’s better if it gets put to use, even if ya just sell it.”
Logan curled his fingers protectively around the ring, carefully rewrapping the kerchief around it.
“I won’t sell it.”
Howlett raised a brow at him.
“It’s something you made, that makes it more important t’ me. Thanks, Pa.” Logan stuffed the bundle in his belt pouch.
The older hunter let out a chuff. “I’m glad you think so. I ain’t great with sentimental things… ‘cept maybe photos an’ journals, but I got that from Mort I think.”
“I’m glad I was right about you liking Kat.” The younger hunter smiled back.
“Someone who’d do so much for Sandrock? For you? There was never any question about that.”
“One thing though,” Logan furrowed his brow, mentally running through some lists he and Haru had made ages ago. “I don’t think I ever saw this ring while Haru an’ I were goin’ through your stuff, Pa. When we had to clean the house after… you were gone I mean.”
“Ha!” Howlett let out a short bark of laughter. “I’d imagine not, that old house has got more than a few secrets. That one was behind a loose brick in the weapons closet- Remind me to show you all the hiding spots in there, it’s about time you learned them.”
Logan blinked in surprise at him. He was so sure they’d gone through everything in the house.
They’d even found some weapon stashes under the floorboards!
“Hey, I didn’t just hide things from the Sheriff. I had to worry ‘bout you an’ Haru as well. Now c’mon.” The older hunter patted his son’s shoulder. “Let’s go keep him company.”
He stepped through the door of the Clinic. Logan followed close behind, still trying to figure out why he’d never found any of the hidey-holes in their house.
The chatter of several voices startled the both of them out of their thoughts.
For once, the usually silent Clinic was bustling with all sorts of noise. Grace was finally awake, Mayor Trudy and Commander Avery were chatting with her about the mission, Mi-an was sitting in the bed with a still-sleeping Kat, Burgess and Dan-bi were puttering around arranging and rearranging things, Cooper was arguing with Justice over whether or not gelatin was a good food for Haru- who was happily eating some banana orange gelatin courtesy of Miss Mabel- and Doctor Fang stood in the corner scowling at all the loiterers, his raven as agitated as he was.
As soon as he spotted the hunters Haru perked up, waving his spoon at them with a smile.
His eyes were clearer than when Logan had left the Clinic but he was still visibly loopy, barely able to keep the gelatin on his plate when he wasn’t looking at it. At least he seems more aware of his surroundings.
“Hey Haru, how ya feelin’?” Howlett’s smile wavered slightly at the chemist, taking in the sight of all the bandages.
Haru took another bite of gelatin, nodding vigorously.
“He’s… fine.” The Doc spoke for him, turning his scowl onto the hunters. “Good pain medicine… Just needs to heal.”
Fang approached, fixing Howlett with a glare. Displeasure radiating off of both man and bird.
“You disappeared.” He snapped. “Need to… look at your leg.”
The older hunter withered under the Doctor’s withering stare, his hand subconsciously rubbing over where his pants hid the wound on his leg- as though he could wipe away the evidence of his transgressions.
“‘S not bad Doc. I cleaned it this mornin’ and it looked fine…”
“RAWWRK! Don’t make me tap the sign! No back-talk!” X screeched, jolting forward to nip at the older hunter. “Listen to the Doctor!”
“I still… need to see it.” Fang shook his head, gesturing to another privacy screen.
Howlett sighed, dodging the angry lunges of the raven as he went.
It was amazing how the Doctor could reprimand someone so stubborn with so few words. Logan shook his head with a chuckle, that was a lesson he’d had to learn the hard way too. X had a really sharp beak.
“So where were y’all this mornin'? I was surprised you left Kat an’ Haru alone.” Justice abandoned his conversation with the rambling Rancher. “‘Specially Kat, you’ve been glued to her side since we got her back.”
“Haru wanted some breakfast and no one else was around.” Logan glanced at where his girlfriend was still sleeping, cuddling her best friend. “I figured I’d be back before she woke up anyways.”
“That wouldn’t have been hard, she barely woke up enough to drag Mi-an into a hug before fallin’ back asleep.” The Sheriff laughed.
Logan couldn’t help but feel a twinge of jealousy. If only he didn’t have to get up earlier...
“So I’m assumin’ that Owen is gonna swing by with the food?”
“Yup.” The younger hunter nodded, looking back at Justice. “We met Larry there by the way.”
“Larry the Geegler?! That Larry?!” The Sheriff’s voice rose with incredulity.
Justice’s jaw snapped shut when Doctor Fang emerged from behind the privacy screen, turning his glare on the Sheriff for being loud.
“That Larry, yes.” Howlett answered for him, following behind the Doc and moving to sit in the chairs set between Kat and Haru’s beds.
Logan raised a brow at Fang in silent question. How’s the wound?
Fang shrugged. He was right, it’s healing fine.
“I’m amazed. I was trying to help the Geeglers get along with Sandrock, but I never figured the President himself would move peacefully into town.” The older hunter continued, unaware of the silent conversation.
“Eh… ‘peacefully’ is debatable. Kat an’ I had to fight him in Gecko Station… Falling down a cliff and losing everything did a lot to humble him.”
The older hunter chuckled. “Yeah, Geeglers only respect those who can beat ‘em in combat. Larry seemed to be pretty reverent of Kat.”
“It was a hell of a fight man, you should’ve seen it! She’s a crack shot with a gun. Knocked him down by shooting the ropes off of some crates then held her sword to ‘im, askin’ him to surrender. Even chased him onto that war train they built!” Justice shook his head. “She wasn’t really that ‘Strong’ back then, but she was sure as heck an amazing fighter.”
“Takes after her Ma then. That's not a surprise.” Howlett nodded. “You say she was good with guns?” He tilted his head curiously.
“More than good with guns, she’s a damn fine gunsmith too.” Logan grinned. “Justice an’ I only ever put our orders through her after the Duvos incident.”
Howlett huffed. “Damn! I wish I was there. Would’ve been nice to have a pro fixin’ our things. No wonder you like her so much.”
“That… wasn’t the only reason.” Logan rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly. He did frequently use that as an excuse to see her though…
Haru snorted loudly, rolling his eyes exaggeratedly as he scribbled on his notepad. “You pranced circles around her like an excited puppy when you found that out. You pulled your gun out every chance you got while we were on the run.”
The older hunter chortled as Logan's mouth flapped, desperately grasping for a snappy response.
Why’d he have to phrase it like that!?
“Logan…?”
Kat’s soft, pain-filled voice made everyone freeze.
The younger hunter was by her side in an instant, gently lifting her from the Tallsky builder’s arms. “What is it, love?”
“I- I can’t feel my arms.” Her hazel eyes were fogged and teary.
Logan tensed. What?!
Doctor Fang pushed his way closer, pulling the Highwind builder from the hunter’s arms, shooing him and Mi-an away from the bed, and laying her down. Picking up one of her hands he pulled a needle from his bag, pricking a spot on her finger.
“Can you… feel that?”
“N- no.” The panic in her voice wrenched at Logan’s heart.
“Now?” The Doc pricked higher up on her arm.
“Sort of…?”
“Can you sit up? With your back to me?”
Kat nodded hesitantly, pushing herself up shakily and shifting to face away from him. As she did so, Fang pushed her shirt up and poked the needle on a point along her back earning a yelp from her.
“Is- is she alright?” Logan almost stepped forward only to be stopped by his father’s hand on his shoulder.
He knew it was better to stay out of the way but damn did it hurt to see that look on her face.
“It is… nerve damage maybe…?” The Doctor hummed, pressing his fingers along the notches of her spine forcing out another pained whimper from the builder.
She lifted her arm, her hand shaking uncontrollably before dropping again. A shadow of pain crossed her face. The physical torment of unseen wounds mixing with the terror of losing control of her own body.
Logan reached out taking her hand with both of his. A wavering reassuring smile crossed her face as she met the younger hunter’s worried eyes.
She’s scared… but she’s still trying to spare me.
“I’ll get some… medicine. We can try acupuncture…” The Doctor stepped back with a heavy sigh. “There is not much… we can do… for treatment.”
Logan looked up at him sharply. “What do you mean we can’t do anything?”
Fang shook his head, shame and sorrow on his face. “It’s the damage she experienced… before. Damage to nerves… I can’t do much, just pain management.”
In the silence as he shuffled off to his cabinet, Grace, Trudy, and Avery wandered over, concern marring their faces too.
“So that is the effect of the time machine that you were talking about…” The Commander murmured quietly.
“It’s not so bad…” Kat turned her plastered smile to them too, the tremors in her body disproving her words. “Just… tingly.”
“Still.” Howlett spoke up, his face grim. “It’s a bad sign, we can’t afford to waste time taking out that relic. Not with your life at risk.”
The Mayor let out a sigh. “After last night I was hoping we could all rest until the Alliance came…”
“If her condition is this volatile… we may not have a choice.” Commander Avery shook his head. “We don’t know when that is. Whatever Duvos is using to jam telegraph lines wasn’t on the airship… We’re still cut off.”
“What the hell would be taking them so long?” Logan growled.
“I already told you, the time reset threw the whole guard into disarray!” Avery snapped back.
“Enough!” Mayor Trudy put her hand on the Commander’s arm, nodding towards Kat. “Mind your tones here. We’re dealing with enough as it is.”
Avery looked down in shame, muttering an apology as Logan turned his attention back to the Highwind builder. Her eyes were still glazed, the misery she was feeling spilling in tears on her cheeks.
Wiping the droplets as they came felt like the only thing he could do until Fang returned with a vial of clear liquid and a needle. She pulled Logan closer, burying her face against the hunter’s chest as the Doctor injected the medicine into her arm.
“We will… wait until after she eats… for acupuncture.” Fang applied a bandage to the puncture. “Eat light.”
Kat nodded, her body relaxing a little more as the painkiller did its work.
Logan cradled her body.
It had barely been more than an hour and already the hope he’d woken up with was crushed. They were all still in danger. His Pa was right when he’d insisted on them being more aggressive in their warfare. Lives were at stake.
She was at stake.
“Food has arrived!” Owen announced his entrance to the Clinic loudly, startling all out of their somber silence.
He made his way over to them, a tall stack of to-go boxes nearly covering his view. Grace rushed forward to help him. The distraction was a welcome respite from the tense atmosphere. Even Kat perked up at the smell of food.
As they were passing the boxes around, the Saloon owner picked up on the mood in the Clinic. His hushed whispers with the spy and Mayor Trudy the only noise that punctuated their quiet rustling.
“HOWLETT!!”
Everyone jumped.
A loud slam rattled the walls around them as the stormy, retired Highwind Civil Corpswoman burst through the Clinic’s door.
Haru dropped his now empty gelatin plate, Owen’s tower of precariously stacked food lost a few boxes spilling some fried rice and soup, and X launched himself off of Fang’s shoulder adding to the ruckus with his own screeching and frantic flapping.
Logan’s eyes darted to meet his Pa’s, but the older hunter was staring wide-eyed at the Highwinder. What the hell did he do to piss her off this badly?
“Bad bird, Bad bird! Skwwwark! No back-talk!” X’s screams followed him out the open window as he flew off.
The only one lucky enough to be able to flee the older woman’s wrath.
Maria stormed into their midst dragging a distressed-looking Qi by his collar. Her eye red and her cheeks tear-stained.
As soon as she spotted Howlett she let go of the Director allowing him to drop to the floor like a wilting leaf. She launched herself at the older hunter, grabbing the front of his shirt and dragging him down face-to-face with her. The most hostile snarl Logan had ever seen on her face
“Wh- Hey!”
The younger hunter snapped out of his shock first, ready to separate their parents before it came to blows. Light, he’d never seen her so angry-
“WHEN WERE YOU GOING TO TELL US?!”
Her roar cut the noise in the Clinic like a dropping guillotine as she shook the hunter, fresh tears spilling down her cheek.
“WHEN WERE YOU GOING TO TELL US THIS PLAN WOULD KILL YOU?!”
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Notes:
Heck of a way to come back, eh?
I'm back! Thanks for all your patience with this chapter, you can probably tell why I didn't want to write these when I wasn't ready. Summer has been one hell of a time for me, both good and bad, but I should be getting back to my regular schedule!
Enjoy this chapter and I'll see y'all next week!
Chapter 53: Father's Lament
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“What…?”
Kat felt Logan’s breath turn shallow, his voice so quiet that she was sure she was the only one who’d heard him.
This plan was going to what?
“ANSWER ME!” Kat’s ma shook Howlett again.
The older hunter grit his teeth, not meeting the older Highwinder’s glare.
“W- what is the meaning of this Maria? What’s going on?” Mayor Trudy stepped in, laying a hand on the raging woman’s arm.
Maria let go of Howlett’s shirt, turning her reddened eye onto the Director who was still cowering on the floor among boxes of spilled food. She pointed with an accusatory finger, her voice thick with held-back tears and anguish.
“He told me that the plan to destroy the time machine would reset the timelines back to the way they were before the time machine went off.” Her head snapped back towards the older hunter.
“Back to when you died.” She spat.
All eyes in the room turned to Howlett. The muscles in his jaw jumped as he chewed over his response, unable to muster the same level of indignation. His shoulders sagged with the weight of the world on them.
“Well?!”
A heavy sigh left him as he closed his eyes, acceptance was the only semblance of peace on his face.
“I’d go back to bein’ dead, yeah.”
A soft pained noise escaped Logan. The older hunter met his gaze, despair and guilt plain on his face as his gaze shifted from the younger hunter to the frail young woman sitting on the bed next to him.
Reality crashed down on her. He was protecting them. He was sacrificing himself for them.
“Why wouldn’t you tell us?!” Kat’s Ma growled again.
Howlett broke the eye contact with his son, shaking his head. Unable- or unwilling to speak his thoughts out loud.
The older Highwinder grabbed his shirt again.
“Were you just going to let us find out you died?! Disappear just like that!?” She trembled as she weakly shook him. “Were you even going to give us the chance to say goodbye?! You stupid man!”
Howlett grabbed her hand gently as she dissolved into sobs, anger melting instantly into grief.
Kat stood unsteadily, tears pricking her own eyes as she stumbled forward to hug her mother. Everyone else stood frozen. Barely able to comprehend the news they’d been given. Even Logan stood stock still, his face blank and pale.
Maria shook off her daughter’s arms, a fresh wave of fury on her face as she shoved at the older hunter half-heartedly.
“You kept this secret! How could you do that to us?!” Her voice wavered between a shout and a wail. “How could you do that to your son?!”
“What do you want me to say?!” Howlett snapped, irritability conflicting with the melancholy on his face. “Do you think I want to die? That I ain’t as scared as anyone else!?”
He took a steadying breath, his own anger fading as quickly as it came up.
“Qi looked into it…” His voice broke. “We’ve exhausted every possible solution we could think of. Everything. This relic… with how much damage it’s done… It’s either my life or the entirety of Sandrock, my son and your daughter included.”
An exhausted sigh left him. “Forgive me if I thought that the future of everyone I’d ever known was worth one old man’s life. Forgive me if I also wanted to spend these last days living in peace alongside everyone.”
“Howlett…”
“If I’d been given a chance for a last wish when I’d died… I think this would be it. To have one last day with my family.” Howlett choked, his words thick with restrained emotion. “I know I’m not going to be here- not going to see the future that you all do- that’s why I didn’t speak up.”
Silent tears left trails down Kat’s cheeks as she clutched her mother close.
It’d only been a few days since she’d known the older hunter but she’d come to view him as family. Logan had always told her about him, and his excitement for her to meet him had been equally joyous and heart-rending when she’d first woken. More so now knowing they’d never get the chance to know one another better. That he’d never get the chance to meet Andy too- or see the family that Logan had built…
Light, what must Logan be going through?
Her eyes snapped to her boyfriend. His face had barely changed- except for the tears now cascading down it- and his breaths were so shallow it was hard to tell if he was actually still breathing. Even when Kat took his hand and squeezed, trying to pull him in for a hug, he didn’t move.
Glued in place by shock.
“There has to be something we can do…” Justice’s hoarse voice broke the silence.
“There isn’t.” Howlett shook his head. “None of what we could do would leave Kat- or Sandrock intact.”
“Oh Howlett…” Trudy reached out to the hunter, her whole small frame shaking harder than Kat had ever seen. The older hunter took her hand with his, giving her a sad smile.
“W- when were you going to tell us?” Maria managed to gasp out between breaths.
Her question made Howlett flinch, his eyes sliding back down to a point on the floor.
“I wasn’t.”
It was at that Logan finally moved, bolting for the door faster than Kat had ever seen the younger hunter move. His face was scrunched with pain and panic, a look that the Highwind builder was familiar with seeing in the mirror after she’d been betrayed. One that she knew only appeared on him after the nightmares he’d have after his Pa had died.
Abandoning the group, Kat followed.
Logan needed her.
—
He wasn’t sure why he’d run, just that he needed to get away.
His chest heaved, desperate for the oxygen he’d been depriving himself of since Miss Maria burst into the Clinic with the worst news he’d ever heard. It felt like he had an iron band clamping against his lungs. An immense pressure that seemed to drive his breath from him as soon as it entered.
Logan wasn’t even sure where he was going, at least not till the fog cleared from his eyes.
The graveyard.
The spot where his Pa was buried all those years ago.
What had once been a comforting place to the younger hunter now bore down on him like a train. Uncaring and brutal towards the life that would be ended.
He collapsed against the fence.
It felt like he was the one dying- he couldn’t breathe.
He couldn’t breathe.
He’s dying.
No, Pa’s dying.
It hurts.
Why am I dying?
I’m dying.
His heart was hammering. Like a trapped canary desperate to escape the cage that doomed it. Every muscle in his body felt like it was vibrating.
“Logan!”
Small hands grabbed him, pulling him off of the fence towards a warm chest. The momentary shock allowed him one full breath as they both sank down against the sandy ground. He shuddered as he clutched at Kat. Almost convulsing with distress.
It hurts.
“Breathe, Logan. Breathe.” Her voice pleaded with him, her hands squeezing him gently with a slow rhythm. “I’m here.”
His breath shuddered out then stuttered as he tried to take a fuller breath.
Kat’s cloak was soft against his cheek, her breath rustling his hair as she nuzzled against the crown of his head, the sunlight warmed his back, and the sand beneath them was coarse but pliant, giving way with the lightest shifts of their bodies.
Logan’s breath shuddered out again.
She’s here.
Another breath in, steadier this time.
One of her hands moved up to massage his scalp, her fingers loosening the hair tie and allowing the longer locks of his hair to cascade down his face around his neck. Tickling his cheeks and shading his eyes like white curtains.
Another breath out.
I’m not dying.
Tears flowed down his face, dripping from his scruffy chin against the light cream-colored fabric his face was buried against. The droplets darkened the cloth slightly as they soaked in.
Another breath in.
I'm okay.
I'm okay but…
Pa’s dying.
His body shuddered again, this time with unrestrained sobs. Grief, pain, and all the repressed memories of guilt and loneliness he'd had neatly stored away spilling out.
He couldn't do this.
Not again.
Another breath out, wreaked by his cries.
It’s not fair.
Why couldn’t he be the one sacrificing himself? Why was it always his loved ones and not Logan himself?!
Between all the issues with the time machine relic, the Duvosians threatening his town, and all the death and injury he’d been surrounded by, the only constant seemed to be Logan. His continued survival at the expense of everyone around him…
Everything he did to try and save them just led to further loss. More suffering.
Another breath in, choked by snot.
It’s my fault.
His whole body shuddered again, the tightness in his chest returning as he struggled for air again. How would he go on? How did he ever go on…?
“Hey. Hey! Stay with me Logan, keep breathing!” Kat tightened her grip on him again, pleading with him desperately.
He couldn’t. It all hurt too much.
It hurt.
He couldn’t stop it.
“Logan!”
Another body thumped down to the ground next to them. Kat shifted herself and Logan towards them the best she could with the younger hunter practically sprawled on the ground. A pair of hands- just as warm but larger and rougher than hers- helped her haul him upright from the sand. They moved to cup the younger hunter’s cheeks, forcing him to look up.
Eyes blue as the Eufaula sky, framed by a sharpness he’d seen in childhood- and later when he was tall enough to look in the mirror- met his, brimming with tears and worry.
“Logan, I’m sorry.” His voice rumbled softly, a gentle tone that used to chase away the nightmares. “I'm sorry.”
It calmed him. As Howlett’s voice always had.
What child wouldn't be comforted by the presence of a loving parent? Let alone one as caring and unbeatable as the older hunter was.
The world just felt safer with him in it- and yet…
Fresh tears flowed down the younger hunter’s face.
Losing Howlett had been the worst day of Logan’s life. Watching his father die in his arms had taken all peace from his world and launched him into a world of constant paranoia and danger. Years of nightmares, of fighting for his life, and struggling to trust anyone, had haunted him.
Leaving behind nothing but the fear of being left behind.
How could he ever feel safe again?
“...on’t leave me too, Pa…”
Howlett made a noise like he’d been punched.
The younger hunter wasn’t even aware he’d said anything until he looked up at his Pa. Regret plain on the older hunter’s face. An unspoken pain between the two.
“I- I’m sorry… I never meant t’ hurt you like this, Logan.” The older hunter brushed the tears from his son’s face.
It felt selfish, but he couldn’t stop the hurt- The sense of betrayal.
“I can’t lose you again…” Logan wheezed out.
“We don’t really got a choice.”
The younger hunter ripped his head back at that, struggling in Howlett’s grip.
“You had a choice! You could’ve told us- we could’ve figured something out! Could’ve done somethin-!”
His voice cracked- the hurt look on his Pa’s face ripping the rest of his words away.
He knew.
Neither of them wanted this. The older hunter had sworn ages ago. He wouldn’t abandon his son. This wasn’t that… He wasn’t like his Ma. It was unfair for Logan’s mind to even go there. He would never abandon his son willingly.
Howlett grabbed him again, pulling him in and pressing their foreheads together.
“You don’t think I woulda thought of that…? I don’t want to leave you, Logan. I want to see ya two get married. I want to meet Andy. To get old an’ tired chasin’ you an’ your little hellions around th’ house.” His voice was tight, riddled with guilt and longing.
He closed his eyes. Logan could feel the older hunter shake, fear and pain of his own spilling out in tears down his weathered cheeks. He’s scared too.
The realization hit the younger hunter hard. Death never used to scare Howlett.
“It won’t happen. I won’t get to see that… Not in this life at least-” The older hunter’s words cracked. “But I can at least ensure that you do.”
Logan trembled.
Everything he’d gained he’d lose again. All of his fighting was for nothing if he couldn’t protect them when he had the chance.
Here, his Pa sat in front of him, alive again, and he still couldn’t save him.
It’s not fair.
“It’s not fair…”
“Life rarely is, son.” The older hunter pulled back, reddened eyes searching the younger’s with all the love a father could have. “At least this time I get the chance to say goodbye.”
Another wail burst from Logan. Body shaking sobs that he couldn’t control, like a child having a fit. His Pa hugged him tight. Letting him weep into his shoulder the same as he’d done for years before.
The younger hunter’s fists balled against his father’s shirt, clutching at him as though he was about to disappear.
He is about to disappear.
Logan was about to lose his Pa again.
How could he go on?
The older hunter shifted, lifting a hand away momentarily to drag another- two others- into the hug. Kat and Haru- who Logan didn’t notice had followed them too- both weeping and holding the hunters tight. Ignoring their own pains in favor of being there for the two.
A small shaking hand wrapped around his waist and a bandaged hand grasped his arm, melting the knot that’d been lodged in his chest.
“It’s you three that’ve been getting me through.” The timbre of Howlett’s voice rumbled against the crown of the younger’s head. “Despite it all, it’s you three that give me hope. Hope that even when the sun sets on me it’ll still rise for you.” He squeezed, trying to put what he couldn’t say in words into the hug. “Knowin’ you’ve got a life after all this, Logan… That’s what tells me my efforts in this life weren’t for nothin’. Ya’ve got people to love you when I’m gone.”
Howlett's weeping dampened the top of Logan’s head.
“Light knows this ain’t the way I would’ve chosen to say goodbye.”
“W- why didn’t you tell us…?” The younger hunter managed to rasp out. “You were just going to let yourself die.”
“I was bein’ foolish- an’ selfish…” Howlett shook his head. “I’m jus’ old, not infallible.”
Logan pulled back, hiccuping as he tried to control his breathing again. Stifling his tears.
The older hunter watched him, fear and love warring in his eyes as he hesitantly loosened his hold on his son. Letting them meet eye to eye.
All the emotion on his face felt like a punch to Logan.
Here he was- a figure larger than life- yet so painfully human.
It felt like that night all over again. Watching someone so impossible to kill die in his arms. Seeing someone who’d never faltered before crumble before him-
“I got caught up in seein’ everyone so happy, seein’ Sandrock come together despite everything…” Howlett dashed his tears with the back of his hand and glanced at the chemist and the builder. Kat’s shoulders shaking and Haru’s face blotchy from crying. “It felt better to jus’ ignore it in favor of seein’ y’all goof off together.”
The younger hunter hung his head, a squeezing pain in his throat and burning tears threatening to take over again as he sniffled.
The older hunter had shown vulnerability with his son before- some hunts were harder than others- but to see him actually afraid, to see him scared of dying and missing out on the life he would’ve seen alongside the rest of them, hurt.
Worse still was knowing Howlett had kept it to himself because they were so busy worrying about the lives of everyone else.
Guilt prickled against Logan’s conscience. The older hunter was willing to sacrifice everything for their sake- for Logan’s sake- yet here he was throwing a tantrum like those times that Howlett had left a younger Logan at Granny Vivi’s to go on hunts.
He couldn’t help but wonder why he couldn’t seem to take their places, take the brunt of pain and sacrifice-
“None of that.” The older hunter dragged his son back into the group hug, as though he could sense the self-blame and doubt bubbling forth in the younger hunter. “I don’t expect you to be fine with it- I doubt you’ll feel fine for a long while- so don’t hate yourself for feelin’ that pain. You’ve lived without me once, you can do it again. It’ll just take time.”
Logan’s eyes drifted to the hands of the other two with them- his girlfriend and his brother- and their quiet attempts to comfort both hunters when they were suffering too.
His Pa was right, there was a time he had lived without him before.
He'd found reasons to live and it gradually made it easier to bear the pain- the grief- he'd had. More for their sake than anything. It'd taken a while… but the hurt had eventually healed. Scarred but healed.
Now that old wound is fresh.
He broke, incoherent sobs taking over again.
It hurts.
It’s not fair.
He’s dying.
Pa is dying.
It’s not fair.
Not again.
I can’t lose him again.
“Take your time, I promise I won’t go jus’ yet. Not until you can stand an’ not until we’ve had a proper goodbye. Alright? Let it all out. I’ll still be here.”
It hurt.
He couldn't stop it.
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Notes:
If y'all want to cry some more I recommend the songs 'Father's Lament' by Poor Man's Poison and 'Fog on the pond and a whistle in the wind' by Sugadaisy, those two were some of my inspiration to write Howlett. They get me weepy every time.
Logan talking about his Pa always struck a chord with me because I've got a similar bond to my own dad (minus the monster hunting). This chapter was rough to write. Hope y'all enjoy it nonetheless!
See y'all next week!
Chapter 54: Past and Future, Words and Spirits
Summary:
The aftermath of emotions is never easy.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Maria sank down against the wall with her head in her hands. A stifled flurry of activity in the Clinic around her as they tried to clean the mess, Trudy’s hand on her arm the only thing keeping her from chasing down Howlett and his family.
Part of her felt guilty.
Kat was a part of that family now… and the look on her and Logan’s faces as they left told the older Highwinder that she should have confronted the older hunter away from everyone else. Should’ve kept it a little quieter so that the revelation would have been less traumatic for the kids.
… and maybe should’ve had a better reaction than screaming in Howlett’s face and having a meltdown too.
She groaned in shame, pulling her knees to her chest and burying her head in her arms.
Qi’s revelation had sent her into a rage. Initially, she’d dragged him to his machines and demanded a solution- but when he’d shown her there wasn’t one… Well, she embarrassed herself by losing it.
It felt unfair that someone as giving as Howlett would be sacrificed for the sake of the town.
Unfair that after all they’d suffered, he’d be forced to miss the rest of the life he could’ve had. That he’d miss out on retiring, growing old, and seeing the town he’d spoken so highly of flourish like he’d always dreamed.
The older Highwinder sniffled.
She owed so much to the older hunter. He’d saved her husband and her daughter. He’d taught her what she knew about hunting and showed her how to be less reckless for the sake of her family.
He was the reason she still had a family.
So the fact that they all were going to lose him…
It felt hypocritical.
Howlett had kept his oncoming death a secret. He shouldn’t have tried to shoulder that burden alone. Shouldn’t have to deal with it alone.
“You really did a number on the Director.” Trudy’s wavering voice broke the silence.
“Sorry.” Maria sank her head deeper against her arms.
“You probably want to say that to Qi, not me.”
“I can’t face him right now, I’ll get angry again.”
“We’ll save that for later then.” The Mayor settled next to her, kindness in her eyes. “You must care a lot.”
“I… shouldn’t have yelled at him.” The Highwinder sighed. “Shouldn’t have made it so… public. I hurt them.”
“Ah well, we needed to know all that.” The Mayor patted the Highwinder’s shoulder. “I don’t know how well you know Howlett but… he’s a stubborn man. Especially when it comes to his family. I think he knew too- how much it would hurt I mean.”
“Was he always… like this…?” Maria tilted her head towards the Sandrocker.
Trudy smiled at her wistfully. “The first time any of us met him, he’d limped into town after fighting off a whole mess of Geeglers.”
The Highwinder’s eyes widened.
“Even while injured he put himself between us and the rest of the ones that were still attacking us. It was also the first time we’d seen those lizard folk actually run from a fight.”
The Mayor shook her head with a chuckle.
“Once they ran off he turned to ask Theo and B3 if everyone was alright before passing out. We didn’t even get his name until the next morning when he was patched up. You could’ve asked anyone there back then and they’d tell you that he would’ve given his life to protect us without us ever knowing who he was or what he was going through…” Her smile faded a little. “He’s always been giving. Concerningly so. The only times we’ve seen him be selfish, it was for Logan’s sake… Or related to his family in some way- protecting them the only ways he knew how.”
“I guess we know where his son got it from.” Maria grumbled, tucking her head back in her arms. “Stupid man should’ve said something.”
“He’s only human, Maria. As are most of us.” Trudy let out a soft sigh of her own. “If anything, we’ve learned the hard way that it’s those who pretend to be perfect who cause the problems.”
The Duvosians…
They were the ones who’d killed Howlett in the first place. If she’d been thinking straight she would’ve marched back up the Plateau to rip them apart.
Peach, what must Howlett have been through? What had they all been through?
“How- how did I react when I learned about his death the first time?”
“Well we were talking over telegraph so I don’t know exactly… but from what Mort told me later, you screamed and wept at his grave in the same way when you and Dan visited Sandrock to see Kat.” The Mayor picked a noodle off her shoe. “You even wrote to the Alliance Council demanding capital punishment for Pen.”
“Hmph. Future me should’ve just hunted him down.”
Trudy chuckled. “Considering that and what he did to Kat, he was lucky that the Alliance Guard transferred him to an Ataran prison before the both of you came to Sandrock.”
“Dan has been training to use a shotgun… He was inspired by the last time we met Howlett.” Maria let out a low growl. “If that Duvos freak survived the explosion I’m putting the next bullet through his skull.”
“You’d be lining up to do it.” Justice’s voice echoed from nearby where he was busy mopping up spilled soup. “‘Specially if the whole of Sandrock is headed up that way.”
The Highwinder looked up at him, a frown twitching her lips as she saw the mess. What was supposed to be breakfast all over the floor mixed with raven feathers and broken plates. Maria could even feel the side eyes they were giving her.
She didn’t blame them. She’d been level-headed so far- even when faced with the possible injury or death of her only child- only to lose her cool in the worst way possible and attack the most beloved hero in the whole town.
It looked like the Highwinder had interrupted a relatively decent morning…
“Let me help.” She pushed herself to her feet.
Justice handed her the mop, turning to help pick up the remaining boxes instead. Everyone was still tense. They all wanted to talk about the confrontation but none of them wanted to speak first. Silently cleaning up the mess that she had made.
“Do you know?”
Doctor Fang’s voice startled her.
“Know about…?” She turned to the taciturn Doctor, a brow raised.
He looked grim but she could guess he wasn't talking about Howlett- she was the one to drop that bit of bad news in their laps-
“Kat's condition progressed… this morning… before you came in. Her hands… she can't feel them.”
Her eyes snapped to him. What?
“She suffered a spinal injury… The nerve damage… is returning.” The Doctor continued. “It will progress from lack of feeling… to paralysis… and possibly coma.”
The older Highwinder stood frozen mid-swipe with the mop.
Of all the worst times she could’ve had an outburst- in front of the kids no less- Her actions were more than something to feel guilty or embarrassed about. It was unforgivable.
Howlett is dying, Logan and Haru were losing their father, he’d hidden that fact from them… and she dumped all of that on them when they were already struggling to cope with what was happening to Kat.
She felt like a horrible friend and an even worse mother.
Should’ve kept a reign on her emotions like she’d done so many times before.
“Someone should go bring them back… right?” Mi-an chimed in nervously. “Haru’s pretty badly injured too.”
No one volunteered to go find the hunters and their family. None of them looked even remotely ready to face that reality, nor the weight of the grief their friends were feeling.
“No.” Fang spoke up again. “Give them… space. Logan will… need it. I will… make a house call.”
The Doctor shuffled away towards his medicine cabinet, leaving a few of the Sandrockers blinking in surprise as that was the first some of them had heard him say the hunter’s name instead of the usual yakboy or hunter moniker. Gathering his kit with a solemn look.
As he left, Trudy stood and knelt down next to Qi.
“We’re also going to need to figure out what to do.” She put a hand on his shoulder assuringly. “I think… we need to hear more about this situation.”
A repressed sob escaped her with a sigh.
“We need to know how much time he has left…”
—
Howlett was starting to regret keeping his death secret.
It felt like the worst betrayal he could’ve committed.
Especially as he sat in the graveyard, his arms curled protectively around his little family. His son weeping so openly against his shoulder. A ceaseless cycle of fear, regret, and grief surging through the older hunter. Grieving not his own death but the loss of the life he could’ve had.
Sunlight prickled against the back of his neck, warning him of the start of some burns.
There was nothing to say, nothing he could say. Howlett would die just the same. Logan would feel hurt either way. They would have to say goodbye.
His only worry now was seeing to it that they were safe.
That was all he could ask for.
It wasn’t until he shifted his head that he noticed that Logan had passed out. Exhaustion just barely smoothing the lines that his grief had carved into his face. The sun was barely creeping towards noon but they’d all been suffering since last night, the fever pitch of emotions sapping away the last strength the younger hunter had.
Judging by the looks on their faces, Haru and Kat were headed in the same direction too. The pain and weariness on their faces tore at the older hunter’s heart.
What he wouldn’t do to wipe that look away…
He just had to get them to safety for now. Then he’d fetch the Doc. There was no need to bring them all back to prying eyes when they were all in such a terrible state.
Home.
It was the only place they could go. The only place that Howlett’s heart felt was safe enough to shelter them. That was the home that he’d raised Logan in, and the one that they’d welcomed Haru to Sandrock in when the chemist had chosen to leave his village.
The very same place the older hunter used to limp back to every evening to lick his wounds from hunts gone awry and where he’d endured the pain of his own irreparable heartbreak.
They would be safe there.
Dragging Logan there was an ordeal on its own though, even with Kat and Haru’s limited help.
Between the younger hunter being barely conscious and collapsing back into uncontrollable sobs whenever he was awake enough to stand it took countless agonizing minutes for them to stumble their way out of the graveyard and down the road. All three kids hanging onto Howlett as much as they hung onto each other. Holding them was the only thing he really could do to comfort them, words being beyond useless at this point.
He was determined to never utter another lie, at least not in his last few days now that they knew.
So stumbling they went. Just thankful for the usually empty backstreet.
Reprieve came in the form of Doctor Fang, jogging up behind them and silently taking up Logan’s other arm. Helping carry the younger hunter the rest of the way.
As soon as they got through the door they managed to get Logan up the stairs and over to his old bedroom. The Doc shooed Haru to his room to rest while Howlett and Kat stayed by the younger hunter’s side. Returning minutes later with a steaming pot of tea that permeated the room with a strong yet pleasant herbal scent.
To Howlett’s surprise, the tea wasn’t for Haru or Kat.
Instead, Fang brought it over to Logan and insisted that he drink. The effect almost immediate as the younger hunter relaxed and drifted into a deeper sleep. Though he still clung to his father like a frightened child clutching their blanket.
“What was that stuff?” Howlett tried to disentangle himself from his son’s ridiculously strong unconscious grip.
“Medicine tea… for stress. It should… help clear his head. I left more …in the kitchen.” The Doc avoided the older hunter’s eyes as he set the empty glass and the pot on the nightstand. “I… know what it is like to see someone you love… slowly die. Rest helps… reprieve.”
Right. Old Mort mentioned once before that the young Doctor had made a small grave and buried some trinkets in the graveyard when he’d first moved to Sandrock. He’d probably lost a parent at some point too.
Almost everyone in Sandrock had someone they’d lost.
“Thanks… for lookin’ out for him- For ‘em all.”
Fang gave a wordless nod as he left the room.
Howlett managed to pry Logan’s hands off his shirt, but the younger hunter fussed in his sleep. Tears streaming out even as he dreamed.
Looking up, the older hunter noticed that Kat was sitting at the foot of the bed. Her head down and crying.
“You alright, Kat…? You weren’t in top shape this mornin’ either.”
She lifted her eyes slowly, a vacant lost look on her face.
“I- I’m sorry… This- this is my fault…”
The older hunter sighed. “Kat…”
“If I hadn’t… we wouldn’t have to choose between you and me. I- should've just stayed-”
“Kathrine.” Howlett dropped a heavy hand on her head.
“You've been spendin’ too much time with Logan. Don’t blame yourself. I ain’t dying just because of you, Qi said there’s more to it than that.” The older hunter ruffled her hair. “Bad things happen to good people. Them’s the breaks. It’s all we can do to make sure that this doesn't hurt anyone else, alright?”
Kat sniffled, nodding as she swiped at her own tears.
A grumble from Logan drew their attention back to him. The younger hunter started to thrash a little in his sleep, the perturbed look turning into anguish. Kat scooted closer, reaching over to take one of her boyfriend’s hands.
“Ya mind lookin’ after Logan while I step out for a bit?”
She looked up at Howlett, still worried.
“I just need to set things straight with everyone else. I owe Sandrock- an’ yer Ma- that.”
Her eyes softened and she nodded, turning her attention back to the younger hunter rubbing the back of his hand with her thumb.
“Okay-”
The Highwind builder let out a surprised squeak as Logan’s hand dragged her closer, flipping her onto the far side of the bed and curling protectively around her in an inescapable embrace- all while still unconscious. With that, the younger hunter finally settled. The look on his face easing into something more peaceful as he began to snore, Kat's muffled protests fading soon after.
Howlett chuckled. They’re in good hands with each other.
He turned to leave, the house quiet now. His footsteps habitually silent as he descended the stairs and crossed the foyer. An almost incorporeal presence among the sunlight and dust motes in his own home.
The outside air was starting to vibrate with the heat of the day. A stringent reminder that it was late summer.
Smoke was still visible roiling off of the Northern Plateau like a massive silent omen.
“You should have told him.”
Howlett nearly jumped out of his skin at the sound of Doctor Fang’s voice.
The Doctor was waiting on the bench near the entrance to the hunter’s home. His bag dropped in the dust as he patted the bench in indication that he wanted the older hunter to sit.
“I shoulda, yeah. I'm aware.”
“Is…” Fang hesitated, his eyes searching Howlett’s face. “Is there really… nothing… to be done…?”
Howlett shook his head.
A sour look crossed the Doctor’s face. Filled with bitter defeat and pain.
“I’m… sorry.”
The older hunter huffed. “I just told Kat to not blame herself. You’re not allowed to start either, you did what you could. You all did.”
Fang shook his head. “It is not… that. I learned long ago… that blame helps… no one.”
He looked up at the sky, examining the drifting smoke with a thoughtful gaze. “I… just wish I could help… them more. That pain… grief… It hurts more than… medicine can heal. Tea won’t… do much.”
His eyes drifted back down, meeting the hunter’s again.
The older hunter knew that in larger cities like Atara there were doctors who dealt with emotions- mental health as they called it. In Sandrock, they were so focused on survival that they didn’t really have doctors who could do more than patch someone’s body back together. The only counselors they had were associated with the Church and Light knows that Logan would probably avoid setting foot in that Temple again…
“Yeah… I figure they- Logan - might need to see a shrink or somethin’ when all’s said and done.” Howlett chuckled mirthlessly. It stung knowing that his death would leave his son hurt in that way. “Maybe ride to Atara or Highwind for one-”
“You’re hurting too… You don't want to leave them.”
Howlett blinked in surprise.
This was the most that he’d ever really seen the Doctor talk. The earnest look on his face speaking of personal experience… and depths of grief and guilt that he bore. It was compassion born from empathy.
It sparked a little bit of curiosity in the older hunter.
Sure, Howlett was someone the Doc couldn’t save back in the timelines where he’d been injected with an old-world virus by Pen. But why would his case bother the Doctor like this? Was he looking to start practicing psychology too…?
“Howlett.”
Maria’s voice made them both flinch- even though it was much more subdued this time.
The older Highwinder approached, picking nervously at her fingers. Significantly less angry than this morning and looking more like a guilty child apologizing to the class. Though that didn’t do much to assuage their weariness of her. As she got closer Fang stood hurriedly
“Oh… Doc, we got the Clinic cleaned. Uhm… sorry about the mess.”
He mumbled a near silent thank you as he quickly gathered his bag from the ground and nodded to Howlett. Setting off back towards his Clinic with a harried pace. Giving a wide berth to the Highwind woman as he passed her.
He paused mid-stride, turning back to the hunter for a moment. “Come see me… if you feel unwell.”
With a final nod to both of them, he resumed his tactical retreat. Getting clear of the presumed fallout.
“I don’t suppose you’re here to shake me up some more?” Howlett turned his eyes towards Maria, raising a brow.
“N- no.” She winced, shame burning her face. “I should never have… I should’ve been more…”
Her voice trailed off, her face screwed with frustration.
He would’ve thought it rare to see the haughty Civil Corpswoman look like a petulant child if he didn’t know what Maria was like when Kat was little. Despite her composure, Maria was a hothead- and she hated crying in front of people.
“Do ya need a hug too?”
The older Highwinder shook her head with a huff, unceremoniously shoving Howlett to the newly vacant side of the bench to plop down next to him. Scrubbing her hands over her face.
They were silent as she sat, trying to organize her thoughts.
“You’re a hypocrite. You know that?”
Howlett nodded.
“It’s better to live for their sake. That’s what you said to me.”
He nodded again.
“That’s why you were scared, huh?”
The hunter looked at her.
“You told me you were scared… up on the Plateau. For the first time, you can’t live for their sakes. That’s what scares you.” A startling green eye met his blue ones. “What I don’t get is why you’re so eager to die… surely you’re seeing what that’s doing to Logan?”
His heart cracked a little. Yeah, he did.
“I don’t know if you all will come back if you die. Qi said it was likely but… I don’t want to see anyone killed in my last days. I want to be able to protect them for as long as I have left.” He blinked the welling of tears away from his eyes. “I never meant to hurt him like this… I just… didn’t know what else I could do.”
“I don’t blame you. I didn’t deal with it any better… clearly.”
Howlett let out a snort of laughter. “I think there’s a little bit of mutual responsibility there. I shoulda known that you’d never let sleeping dogs lie, not the spitfire Highwind Corpswoman I knew. You’re the reason your Captain had gray hair in his twenties after all...”
With a mock indignant huff, she smacked his arm.
“Troublemaker.” He smirked at her.
Maria stared at him a little longer, the pout on her face melting away into a smile. She bumped her forehead against his shoulder. Roughly affectionate. “There’s some of the light you’d lost.” She murmured mostly to herself.
“Hm…?”
“When we were on the Plateau, the thing that scared me just as much as losing sight of you and Haru in the explosion… was the fact that you looked so hopeless.” A shudder shook her small frame. “Fear, I get. That’s a necessity for life. But the great Howlett hopeless?”
Maria lifted her head, swiping at her eye. “I was mad because you tried to deal with that alone… Howlett, if we have to accept your death- don’t force us to watch you suffer.”
He nodded. “Fang said the same thing… or at least I think he was tryin’ to before you scared him off.”
“That Doctor of yours is pretty smart for someone so young.”
“They all are.” Howlett agreed warmly.
“How’s Kat, by the way?”
The hunter glanced at the door. “Oh, she’s taking care of Logan for me. They’re… all a bit tired. Doc looked over them- he seemed kinda pissed that Haru was on his feet at all. ”
“That boy was a walking mummy. I’d be pissed if I worked that hard on those bandages too.”
Howlett shook his head, his grin fading a little. It was indeed a miracle that all of that hadn’t come loose. The older hunter had just been so focused on getting them home…
He just wanted to protect them.
“Hey Maria?”
“Yeah?”
“You mind lookin’ after them when I’m gone?”
She followed his gaze, over her shoulder and still fixed on the door.
“Of course, Howie.”
They sat in another moment of silence. A simple promise holding more weight than any oath they could’ve taken hanging between them.
Another comfort to him.
Maria was a reliable person. Fiercely loyal and more than capable of protecting Logan, Kat, and Haru the same way that Howlett would. He just had to have faith.
“How did everyone else react?” Howlett looked back down at Maria. “Trudes an’ the rest I mean.”
“They're having a meeting now. I got kicked out for the Director’s sake.” She grimaced.
Howlett stood, only to be stopped by the Highwinder’s hand.
“You don’t have to attend just yet. Qi’s with them and he won’t sugarcoat the situation or give them false hope.” She sighed grimly. “They’ll be plenty ready to bother you later.”
“I guess I’ll just take a walk then. Clear my head. What about you?”
“I’m gonna make myself scarce. At least until I’ve got the strength to apologize to the kids.” Maria stood, dusting herself off. “Maybe do something so I don’t… freak out again.”
They parted silently, so much to say but not in the right mind to say it.
She left down towards the back alley that led to the Saloon and Howlett found himself wandering in the opposite direction. Crossing underneath the stone archway next to the hunters’ home and meandering along the upper street. His thoughts drifting much the same.
His own death he could make peace with.
But Maria was right. He had admitted that the thought of death scared him.
Years of being unbeatable, of disregarding rules for the greater good and throwing himself at death… It’d taken years for him to break out of that reckless mindset- and it was more for Logan’s sake than any love Howlett had for his own well-being.
What bothered him more was the fact that there would be so much that he’d miss. So many happy memories and time that he’d never get to have with his sons or with the family that they would build. That there'd be so many joys and troubles that he’d never be able to see Logan have. So many words he hasn’t said…
He almost wished there was a way he could reach into the future-
“Mr. Howlett!” A blond man- the Ataran journalist- stumbled down from the deck chairs set up on the raised porch next to the apartments. Waving his hand frantically with an excited grin.
At least someone seems happy this morning.
“Mr… Ernest, right?”
“Right! You’ve got a good memory!” He grabbed Howlett’s hand and shook it enthusiastically, beaming about being remembered.
“What can I do for ya?” The hunter regarded him wearily. According to what Logan had told him, this was the guy who’d written an exaggerated novel based on his bandit days.
An author pestering him to write about his life was the last thing he needed right now…
“I was wondering if you’d be willing to do a short interview? Maybe more later… but just one for now. I’m a huge fan of you and your son’s work. I mean, it’s incredible! A man who’s survived death… The legendary father of Sandrock’s greatest hero. I bet you’ve got a lot of stories to tell.” His eyes shone like a puppy dog’s. “More so with that explosion last night! You guys are awe-inspiring.”
City kids.
He supposed he couldn’t blame the guy. Everyone likes a good story.
“Even if it’s just some advice you like to share, I’d take anything!” Ernest insisted. “With you living in Sandrock again, people would love hearing from-”
He doesn’t know.
“Ernest, I take it you haven’t heard the news.”
The purple-clad writer balked at the grim look. “What news?”
Howlett sighed heavily. “Director Qi and Miss Maria told everyone this morning I won’t survive when they destroy the time machine. I won’t be ‘living in Sandrock again.’”
“O- oh.” Ernest’s voice shrank, a barely audible embarrassed stammer. “I- I’m so sorry to hear that- I didn’t mean to bother you-”
“Breathe.” The hunter held up a hand to stop his verbal cascade. “You're fine. You didn’t know.”
“Do you have long…? I mean, it can’t be very fun knowing you might die in the next few days.” The writer continued his ramble regardless of Howlett’s interruption. “That means you won’t see Logan and Kat get married- Or even know if Sandrock survives… Peach, that’s devastating.”
“I’ve spent all day thinking about that, so yeah, it is.”
Ernest clapped a hand over his mouth. “Sorry, I’m not great at c- comforting the dying.”
“I suppose that's why you're a writer.” Howlett snorted sarcastically. “Yer fine.”
He hummed as a thought struck him. “That interview… might not be a bad idea. Leave some final words behind for everyone…” His eyes misted a little. “Might help Logan…”
The Ataran writer chewed his lip as he examined the hunter standing before him. Weighing something behind his eyes.
“I- uhm… Forgive me if I’m stepping out of line here… but why can’t you just leave some letters for him?”
Howlett’s eyes met the writer’s again, surprised.
“My Pa had a good friend who was dying a couple of years back, I was friends with her daughter too. The Doctors said it was some kind of lump growing inside her skull…” Ernest swallowed hard. “Before she passed she wrote countless letters- one for each life milestone she’d miss with her daughter. Major birthdays, her wedding, first kid… My friend told me it always felt like she still had her mother’s spirit with her. Maybe you could do something like that...?”
“Hm…” The older hunter hummed. “That’s… not a bad idea.”
Qi mentioned that- while unpredictable- objects could be transferred back to the original timeline. It was why he’d given that old ring to Logan. So doing the same with letters…
Perhaps writing would be the key to saying everything he felt he needed to before he died. If he couldn’t be there in person, he’d sure as hell want to be there in spirit.
He’d need help to get them done in the time they had left though.
“If I agree to the interview, would you mind helping me write letters for Logan?”
Ernest beamed at Howlett, his childish excitement battling with his sense of polite sympathy.
“I’d be honored to, sir!”
—
Notes:
Ernest swooping in with the sympathy of a normal human and the irreverence of a big-city author. He always struck me as a little socially dense.
Thanks for y'alls patience on this week's chapter. Between prepping for the start of a semester and the pacing of this chapter constantly fighting me, it took time. >_> And I talked so boldly about 'staying on schedule.' Oh well. 'Good art comes from the heart' as Ernest would say. I hope y'all enjoy!
See y'all next week!
Chapter 55: The Sons
Summary:
Lost in thought, loss for words.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Logan stared at the wall.
He wasn’t sure how long he’d been awake. His head was pounding and the skin around his eyes stung. At some point he’d been asleep, he was sure of it since he could barely remember the walk home from the graveyard. When he’d woken, the house was dead quiet. The sun was still high enough in the sky that the diffuse light from the alleyway window lit the whole room, though it slowly turned gold as the day crept towards the afternoon.
The younger hunter laid still as Kat slept soundly against his chest.
Whatever was in that tea that Fang had given him had helped him calm down, at least enough to avoid crying hysterically, though tears would still roll down his cheeks at random.
His arms clutched his girlfriend tighter. It was hard to do anything other than focus on the details around him. Any time Logan let his thoughts wander his breath would catch and the lump in his throat would return.
Whether it was the whorls of the wood grain or the tickle of hair underneath his chin or even straining his ears when the breeze gently rattled the windows to the alleyway, anything was better than thinking about his Pa’s inevitable death.
Dammit.
Logan's eyes prickled again.
It felt like the whole world was bearing down on his chest, like he wasn’t sure tomorrow would even come.
How did he ever make peace with it the last time?
He didn’t.
All that he did was accept what he couldn’t change.
The younger hunter had never really made peace with his Pa’s death. It was abrupt- murder- and had sent him on a years-long journey to out the spies in Sandrock and ended with him discovering and apprehending the very man that had murdered Howlett.
Back then, he’d just had something else to focus on rather than grief.
After that… Well, he was more concerned with re-integrating into society and paying his dues.
Doing everything he could for the people he felt he’d let down.
It’d gotten to the point that Kat had held a one woman intervention for him, reprimanding him for taking on increasingly dangerous bounties alone and rushing headlong into fights and getting injured. She’d forcibly reminded him- as she patched a new burn he’d gotten from a tussle with a nest of tripions- that he had Andy to think of. Her too, though neither of them had said that part aloud.
Logan had been punishing himself. In most of Sandrock’s eyes- and Kat’s specifically- he was doing so for no reason.
But to him, it had purpose.
At first as penance sure, but after a while he recognized that he was really just pushing himself to fill his father’s shoes. Between being a bandit and losing trust around the Free Cities and the fact that his Pa had been a well-renowned monster hunter- who’d even taken on the horrors of the Peripheries.
It never felt like Logan was doing enough.
Never enough to fill the void that Howlett’s death had left behind.
Now he had to face the man himself and promise to do enough. Had to prove to his Pa that he wouldn’t let him down even when he was gone.
Despite the fact that Logan never felt like he could keep that promise.
“Oof.”
Kat shifted in his arms, elbowing Logan in the gut as she flipped over. This bed was really not made for two. Hazel eyes blinked up at him, bleary and confused before snapping wide open.
“Sorry!” She yelped, trying to draw back only to be stopped by the wall.
“‘S’okay, Bed’s small.”
She squirmed around, loosening the younger hunter’s grip as she sat up.
“How are you feeling…?” The Highwind builder brushed some stray hairs from Logan’s face as he stared up at her. “How long have you been awake?”
“Dunno.” Logan’s voice was hoarse, hours of crying and dehydration ripping it apart like paper. “A lil’ while I guess.”
The builder frowned at him, reaching over him to pour another cup of the now cold tea. He grunted again as she clambered over him. Despite himself, a tiny feral part of Logan’s mind was happy to be sharing a bed with her. The same way it had that morning.
“Sorry.” Kat murmured again, holding the cup with both hands as she nudged him with her knee. “C’mon, sit up. You need to drink.”
“Mm. I think I’d need somethin’ stronger than tea.”
She pouted and nudged him again, more insistently, forcing him to sit up as she offered him the cup.
Logan eyed it wearily.
Little specks of shredded herbs and medicine swirled in the amber liquid. The same stuff that had helped him pass out earlier…
“I don’t want to sleep again.”
“It’s not that kind of medicine Logan. I’m pretty sure it’s Fang’s chamomile mix, good for soothing stress. It’s what he gives to patients for anxiety.”
With a sigh, the younger hunter accepted the cup.
He’d forgotten just how much stress could exhaust him. Logan had been so troubled and tired recently that anything even slightly relaxing basically had the same effect as tranquilizer.
Kat watched expectantly as he sipped, the herbal sweetness undercut by the cold flavor of mint. Though it didn't do much for the weight that'd settled in his chest it helped soothe his sore throat. He drained the cup with a longer swig and poured himself more.
Logan was thirstier than he realized.
When he finally set the cup back down he noticed the look on the builder's face. Worry, guilt, grief… practically a mirror to what he was feeling.
She chewed her lip, unsure what to say.
Or do.
Even without words, it was enough for him that she wanted to help him. Or comfort him. Or that she cared at all.
Bland platitudes and questions about his well-being were all he got when he’d returned to town in the first timeline. The people of Sandrock were kind, they meant well, but Kat seemed to be the only one who wouldn’t pester him about his grief.
She’d always silently supported him.
Taking care of him and Andy. Helping them look forward from their devastating pasts by doing the same herself. Leaning on each other.
Reminding him that he had to take care of himself so that he could be there for Haru and Andy…
Carrying on was the only way he could cope and she seemed to understand that.
He pulled her back into his lap.
Burying his face against her neck he tried to focus. Trying to reason with his grief.
A soft knock on the door interrupted them as a pair of dark eyes peered into the room. Haru poked his head through the doorway, weary of interrupting the couple.
“Get in here.” Logan’s older brother instinct kicked in almost immediately as he reached a hand out towards his best friend. His words coming out as more of a command than he meant them to.
The chemist moved forward, wrapping his arms around the other two and nestling his head against them. The hunter wrapped his free arm carefully around him. Trying to avoid putting pressure on Haru’s bandages.
Logan still had to look after them.
He wasn’t sure how he could deal with Howlett’s death. Hell, he wasn’t even sure that Sandrock would make it through this whole time travel situation… But he had to look after his family.
“Food’s ready.” Haru rasped out.
“Hm…?”
He pulled back, watching as the chemist stood tugging on their arms insistently.
“Owen… brought some food… by. It’s still… warm.” He managed to get out, a soft smile somewhere between a grimace and grin on his cracked lips. His voice like sandpaper. “We should… eat.”
“Oh. Right.”
Missing breakfast- and probably lunch- might explain a little bit of the pain in his chest. Though it was hard to tell when his emotions were still incredibly raw.
Kat crawled out of Logan’s lap, following Haru’s promise of food as the chemist listed off everything that they had to eat. A feast of all their favorites it sounded like.
Logan himself lingered, staring at the room around him.
The entire house was the way it was before Howlett had died. He could practically pick out all the changes they'd made. When he, Andy, and Haru had come back to town there’d been a lot of dust and broken pieces they had to pick up. Literally and emotionally.
This room had been transitioned from being Logan and Howlett’s shared room into Andy’s room.
They’d kept the extra bed for whenever Haru visited from Atara, of course, but Logan had felt the need to completely switch up their living situation back then. To look to the future and rebuild the lives they'd lost. Andy needed his own space to grow up in, Haru was going to college…
He swallowed a lump in his throat.
‘You lived without me once, you can do it again.’
—
Haru watched Logan enter the kitchen from the corner of his eye.
“So where’d Pa go when I was out?”
The younger hunter’s tone was faux casual, the weight in his eyes all too familiar to the chemist. It was a look that he’d worn often as they traveled from camp to camp while they were on the run. A haunted gaze that lingered on every detail around them. Every sign of life that Howlett had left behind like a lingering ghost.
Now that his head was cleared from the drugs he’d been given, Haru had a pretty decent grasp on the situation.
He slurped his soup slowly.
They were losing Howlett again. There was nothing they could do. Everyone was crying their eyes out, him included. It sucked.
It’d actually taken a while for him to get back up out of bed- and the chemist only did so because he’d heard Owen knocking at the door- because he’d been crying once the medicine wore off and the full weight of what was happening hit him.
“He said he was going to clear the air with everyone… Uh- also probably to stop my Ma’s rampage.” Kat mumbled that last part at her lap.
Logan sighed as he sank down into a chair, his eyes picking over the food laid out on the table. “Mama Maria… should’ve been Menace Maria…” The younger hunter grumbled under his breath.
There wasn’t any heat behind his words.
He was trying to be strong like he did back when they’d first lost Howlett. Haru had thought it was his fault that the older hunter had died and spiraled pretty hard. Logan did everything he could to just take care of them.
Including repressing his grief in favor of saving Sandrock and caring for the gang.
Haru wasn’t in a much better state, so they did what they could… they survived.
It was why Kat and Andy were like little blessings when Haru had met them. They’d arrived and it felt like he could finally breathe- breathe and live, not just survive. Like pieces of the absolution he’d been seeking while they were on the run.
He and Logan no longer had to struggle and scrape-
Well, they did struggle a little with feeding the whole gang… but it was easier to share their burdens.
Especially when Kat had revealed Pen as the real murderer and told them about Sandrock’s fortunate future. Both alleviating their guilt and exciting them with the fact that their little desert town literally blossomed into a beautiful oasis.
The amount of time they’d spent discussing things like the pH of dirt was a little ridiculous…
He couldn’t help but wonder if he’d felt the same about the builder in the first timeline. It was probably less than half a year that he’d known her, yet he felt like he’d found a long-lost sibling.
Haru had felt just as thrilled as Logan did to have Howlett back. More so knowing that Kat- the newest addition to their little family aside from Andy- would get to know the man that he and the younger hunter looked up to immensely.
He was grateful that they had one more person to share Howlett’s legacy with.
The older hunter was beloved by Sandrock, but only Logan and Haru really knew the man.
To the town he was a local hero, the man who had brokered peace between the Geeglers and the people, best monster hunter this side of the Eufaula- and probably within the Free Cities- It was a reputation well earned. He was exactly the kind of man that people would say ‘beware the old man in a career where most die young.’
To Haru, though, Howlett was the man who’d opened up his home to a young dirt poor villager. He was the one who had a penchant for crappy puns and dad jokes, much to the chagrin of his sons. Someone whose hands were always working for the sake of others.
The man who had a plethora of tales and lessons to share- someone who had an infinite capacity for kindness and compassion because he’d seen so much…
The chemist blinked the prickle of tears out of his eyes.
He wished his throat wasn’t burned, there was so much he had to say. Especially to Howlett.
A low thud shook the walls, the gentle reverberations of the front door opening and closing alerting them that someone had just come inside. The familiar thump of boots on the stairs letting them know who exactly it was.
It's mid to late afternoon now, so by Haru’s estimation he’d been away for several hours while the trio slept off the morning’s troubles. Owen had taken the liberty of dropping off a second batch of food once he realized that they’d missed both breakfast and lunch- apologizing profusely to Haru since the new pot of soup took more than an hour to cook.
“Oh good, yer already eating.” Howlett poked his head into the kitchen, spotting the trio picking idly at their food.
Logan was out of his seat in an instant, his arms wrapped tightly around the older hunter.
“Sorry, son. I meant to come back before you woke.” He squeezed Logan’s shoulders. “Kinda got sidetracked…”
“‘S fine.” The younger hunter pulled back, practically dragging his Pa towards the chair he just vacated. His face laser-focused on not crying.
“Whoa, whoa- hey.” Howlett grabbed Logan’s hand, stopping him. “I might die soon but I ain’t crippled or sick.”
The younger hunter winced, dropping his gaze.
“Ah, sorry. Not the best word choice…” The older hunter grimaced. It really wasn’t considering how he died… “I’m fine. Honest.”
The two hunters settled down at the table, Howlett pulling over an unused seat and settling between Logan and Haru. Glancing around at their grim faces.
“How are you three holdin’ up then?”
Haru pushed a floating vegetable around his bowl idly, waiting for Logan to answer first. The older hunter was only asking because he was worried about them, all of them were aware of exactly how they were ‘holding up.’ The answer was; ‘by a damned thread.’
When silence filled the air the chemist glanced up. The younger hunter’s head was hung low, Kat gently rubbing his arm with a worried look.
“We’re… keepin’ on.” He answered finally. “How’s th’ town…?”
“They’re holdin’ it together too.” Howlett sighed. “I didn’t stick around there much more than what it took to catch up with ‘em an’ make sure no one was freaking out- I had other things I wanted to get done anyways.”
“Do you know how long you’ve got, Pa…?” Logan finally met the older hunter’s eyes, his voice trailing uncertainly.
Howlett shook his head. “No. At least not exactly. Elsie scouted the Northern Plateau with Daisy an’ it was dead quiet. So we don’t gotta rush too much now that the Duvosians are grounded. The time machine is still unstable though. It's getting worse over time and…” He glanced at Kat. “We probably don’t want to find out what might happen.”
He dropped his gaze, clenching his hands.
“We can’t linger more than a day or two most likely. That’s the only way we can minimize the damage to Sandrock.”
Haru reached out, squeezing the older hunter’s arm. A silent gesture of comfort. Howlett looked up and smiled.
“I’m plannin’ on stickin’ around here, spend as much time as I got left with you three. Trudes will come an' find us if they need us.” He continued. “I know it won’t make up for much, but I wasn’t kiddin’ when I said I’d rather spend it with y’all instead of lookin’ for some non-existent miracle.”
“What-?” Logan choked back a watery sob, his eyes brimming with tears again. “What… should we do? What do you want to…?”
Howlett pulled the younger hunter into a side hug, holding him as he trembled.
“Eat this food. Then talk a little.” He murmured into his son’s hair. “I asked Owen to bring some desserts by too when he told me he left some food for y’all. So I think… jus’ talkin’ is what I wanna do. I’ve heard about what it was like in the future- I’d like to hear some from you three. Just… talk about life an’ all that.”
“It wasn’t the… same without you.” Haru managed to croak quietly.
“Yeah… I’d imagine.” The older hunter regarded the chemist sadly. “Do you need a notepad? Your voice…”
“I’m… fine. I want to… speak. I need to.” He had to. There was no injury short of death that would keep him from sharing some final words with the older hunter.
Howlett simply nodded, understanding in his eyes.
“Where do we start…?” Kat murmured quietly. “What did you want to talk about?”
“How about how you two met? Or what Andy’s like?” The older hunter turned a soft smile towards the builder. “I heard that ya also helped turn Sandrock green. I think I'd like to hear about that too.”
Logan pulled back, a miserable look on his face.
“You'd've loved ‘im. Andy woulda loved you too. I told him a couple of yer stories an’ he never stopped begging to know more.” The younger hunter sniffed. “He even took to callin’ ya Grampa Howlett.”
The older hunter chuckled quietly. “An’ I wish I coulda met him… Did’ja tell him the one about th’ Boxing Jack an’ the Pensky pack?”
“Practically had to have him on a leash every time I took him to the outpost after that one. He wanted a pensky army.” Logan let out a small laugh, a little humor breaking through the tears. “At least ‘till he managed to convince Kat to adopt a pensky at her workshop. Dunno how he did that.”
The builder shrugged. “Kid’s persuasive- and smart. I made a promise to him that if he managed to get good grades in school I’d let him keep a pet at the workshop… I didn’t expect him to score a perfect hundred and demand a pensky. Haru did a good job teaching him while on the run.”
Haru smiled, remembering the blond boy’s penchant for chaos. He couldn’t speak for the first timeline but he knew Andy was a sponge for anything he could use for mischief while they were on the road.
Like stink bombs and booby traps.
“You… helped.” The chemist took another sip of soup. “I wasn’t… the one who taught him blueprinting and physics.”
“Who am I to stop the pursuit of education? He even picked up basic algebra!”
“Smart menaces… At least I knew who to blame when he kept tryin’ to pull the wool over m’ eyes.” Logan shook his head in mock admonishment at Kat before turning his smile to Howlett. “It ain’t as fun bein’ on the receivin’ end of an eight year old’s tricks.”
“Now you know how I felt.” The older hunter grinned back. “It’s a right of passage.”
“Y’ know, one time he kicked a beehive-” Logan started.
A muffled knock interrupted them. The front door opened again and they could hear the hushed bustle of what sounded like both Mable and Owen arguing as quietly as they could, alongside Cooper- who never could be quiet. From the footsteps though… Haru could pick out the sounds of at least three more people.
More food arrived- and brought a posse with it.
Logan frowned at the noise, irritation flickering across his face. “I’ll go handle them. Y’all wait here.”
He stood and Kat grabbed his wrist, hurrying to stand herself.
“I’ll go with you.”
The younger hunter turned a worried look at her. “You should be relaxin’ Kat. I can handle them.”
She rolled her eyes. “Yeah, right. I know what this town’s like when they’ve found someone to fuss over. You’ve got better odds when it’s two against six. Otherwise, we won’t get peace and quiet tonight.”
A silent argument passed between the two. Quick flicks of their eyes until Logan’s shoulders sagged in defeat and he muttered a quiet “Fine…”
Howlett stood. “I’ll come along, it’s me they’re probably lookin’-”
“No.” Both the younger hunter and builder replied simultaneously.
“Pa, if ya go down there now they’ll just swarm ya. I think havin’ one last family dinner before they start makin’ a martyr outta ya is more than fair for us.” Logan grit his teeth. A plea in his face masked by the clench of his jaw.
“I’m sure Sandrock can wait until tomorrow.” Kat nodded in agreement.
The older hunter looked back and forth between the two before finally acquiescing.
“Fair ‘nough. Jus’ holler if they sink their claws in ya, Haru an’ I will figure out a rescue plan.”
The couple were out the kitchen door in a flash quickly intercepting Cooper, who’d already started climbing the stairs. Shooing the unwanted guests back down to the foyer.
Howlett let out a soft- almost inaudible- sigh as he shook his head. A sad smile on his face again as he shot an amused look at Haru. As much as they loved the people of Sandrock… the chemist could see why the older hunter wanted to keep his death secret.
This really was one of the last nights they could all have dinner together.
The sting of moisture in his eyes surprised Haru again.
Knowing they had a limited time left with Howlett made his chest tighten with anxiety. It felt like watching a train crash in slow motion. Like a deadline more terrifying than the times he'd faced down the barrel of a gun.
“Hey.” The older hunter spoke softly, a reassuring hand landing on the chemist’s shoulder. “You’re gonna be alright, son. Ya scared me th’ other night, but you’ll be fine.”
Haru’s eyes met Howlett’s.
The cerulean gray-blue eyes pierced into his own, filled with understanding and warmth.
It felt like his throat was burning all over again. Like it was being held closed even as he tried to scream.
The chemist never was good at expressing himself. Most often he was fine with it- but at times like this, it felt like something was wrong with him. For all the smarts he had- for everything he learned- he just couldn’t find the words to say goodbye.
One last meal together.
How would he ever get the right words out…?
He surged up out of the chair, throwing his arms around Howlett as tears rolled down his face again.
The older hunter squeezed him back.
“I know, Haru. I know.” His low voice shook the chemist. “You ain’t good with words. I ain’t either t’ be honest.”
He ruffled the younger man’s hair as he spoke softly.
“You’ll be fine. You’re brilliant- an’ knowing you're going to have a chance at something greater…?” Howlett chuckled. “I’m glad I got to be a part of yer life.”
Haru hugged the older hunter tighter, burying his face in his shoulder as soundless sobs left him.
He wasn’t ready to say goodbye.
—
Notes:
What I wouldn't do to have a last meal with some of the people I've lost...
Sorry for the late chapter folks! Between AO3 going down and the start of the semester, I haven't had much chance to work on this fic. Especially now that we're getting to some heavier chapters. Hope y'all don't mind the lack of schedule while I work out the details. In the meantime grab some ice cream and enjoy the hurt!
Next chapter should be out soon too. See y'all then!
Chapter 56: Last Day on Earth
Summary:
CW: Some discussion and description of vomiting and nausea. Very mild but heads up just in case.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Time seemed to pass by at racing speed and yet moved slower than molasses.
After their dinner, they spent the night camping out in the foyer. Trading stories, building makeshift blanket tents, crying, laughing, reminiscing, and- oddly enough- having a tour of some of the hidden compartments in the house that had even Logan, who lived in this house his whole life, shocked by the amount of things that were hidden.
“Dunno why you’re so surprised, Logan. I learned the hard way on the road how important a little privacy is.” Howlett chuckled as they descended the stairs, arms laden with more drinks and some of the leftovers from their dinner. “‘Specially needed some once Haru moved in.”
Logan shook his head as they reached their little living room camp. “...and I thought the guns under the floorboard were a bit much.” He shook his head. “There’s more in the weapon closet too? Here I thought I was paranoid since I was the one who’d fought spies.”
Kat was relieved to see a small- but genuine- smile on Logan’s face again.
Several times the builder had to drag Haru away from his desk so he wouldn’t accidentally build literal tear-filled bombs and sit with Logan as he stared blankly into the space in front of him. They were dealing with a rehash of one of the most traumatic moments of their lives and she felt a little useless. More than useless-
She still felt partially responsible for their situation…
Ultimately Kat knew that it was unreasonable for her to feel that way. She had no control over the fact that she was injured in the previous timeline- she had to save Logan, she would never regret that decision- nor did she have control over the time machine and everything it's done. No one was placing the blame on her either, not even Howlett himself.
But… seeing Logan in so much pain hurt her.
He’d had to deal with losing his Pa once, then nearly losing Kat herself- twice technically- and now losing his Pa again all while having to fight for his life and the lives of everyone around them. She was amazed that he hadn’t gone fully catatonic. He still put on a brave face for the rest of them and only occasionally stopped to break down and cry.
The stiffness in his movements and the dullness in his eyes broke her heart.
Howlett seemed to be the only one who was able to snap them out of it.
Slowly over dinner, after Kat and Logan had managed to shoo the rest of Sandrock out of the hunters’ living room. Then all at once as they built their little blanket camp. The boys occasionally managing to laugh and cry at the same time as they chatted.
“Here.” Logan passed her one of the to-go boxes he carried, the light sweet scent of melon mousse reaching her. “Got you some more sandberry juice too.”
“This is the third one, Logan.” Kat smiled up at him. “Are you trying to fatten me up?”
She still accepted it. He had a habit of doting when he was down oftentimes comforting himself by caring for the people he loved.
“We can share it, it’s the last one anyways-” His eyes glittered with amusement. “An’ I’ve never seen ya turn down a sweet.”
Kat didn’t respond, already stuffing a bite of the treat into her mouth. He wasn’t wrong. She practically had a second stomach for dessert. It was just as well that her job usually kept her active.
“Sweet-tooth.” Logan huffed affectionately, swiping one of the berries that decorated the top of the mousse.
“I don’t think I remember Owen makin’ those before.” Howlett eyed the sweet curiously, sipping his tea. “Is that one o’ Mable’s recipes?”
The builder shook her head. “It’s one I learned from Venti- one of Rocky’s crew- it’s not on the Saloon’s regular menu but Owen begged for the recipe when I brought some to the sandrunning tournament. He knows it’s a favorite of mine.”
The older hunter nodded sagely. Everyone knew the Saloon owner wasn’t opposed to making special orders for his friends. In fact, it was something the chef usually insisted on doing.
“Sandrunning?” He frowned.
“Sand sledding. It’s a festival that the lady at the Golden Goose came up with.” Logan clarified. “She called it ‘sandrunning’ since that would apparently catch on better with the tourists.”
Haru looked up from his drink and let out an excessively loud judgemental snort and Howlett hummed in agreement with the chemist’s wordless assessment.
“Well, I’m glad city folk can learn to like our traditions, even if they gotta rename it for some reason. Can’t say I’m too fond of tourists though…”
Kat looked at him in surprise.
Since they couldn’t grow many crops in Sandrock it didn’t have much in the way of exports. There was the relic rush but that had died out a long time ago. So tourists were a much-needed source of income for the town.
“Really?”
“Yeah…” The older hunter shook his head. “I get that they bring money with ‘em- which is good for Sandrock- they’re just also litter-bugs… and they sometimes throw fits when I tell ‘em they can’t feed the monsters ‘round th’ town, no matter how cute they are. Like the penskies.”
“Oh! Right. Logan’s complained about that before too.” Kat looked down at her dessert. The heat of embarrassment tinged her ears slightly red. She’d had the same complaints about littering- but the thing with monsters…
“It encourages some of the nastier critters to get too close to town… While some animals are fine- Heck, you can even tame some of ‘em!” He gestured vaguely with his drink. “Most folks don’t get that an adult rockenyaroll doesn't see you sharing food as ‘sharing.’ They just see it as a reason to bully people for free food. ‘Food-habituated’ is what old world hunters called it, stupid is what I call it.”
“Kat learned that one the hard way.” Logan chuckled.
Her eyes snapped to her boyfriend, a slight look of betrayal in her eyes.
“Oh yeah…?” Howlett glanced between them, thoroughly entertained by yet another silent debate going on between the builder and younger hunter. “Considerin’ how reverent folks are of ya, it’d be interesting to hear that story. You seem so well versed in desert survival- It’s hard to imagine you’d make a mistake like that.”
Logan glanced at Kat one last time, a question in his eyes.
She let out a soft incomprehensible grumble before nodding. Might as well get the embarrassment over with.
“She ended up startin’ a war between the rockenyarolls and the rocket roosters ‘cause of meatballs.” Logan smirked. “Jus’ about tore down her workshop’s fence too.”
The older hunter’s eyes glimmered with questions.
“Rocket roosters already nest near my workshop so I was pretty used to handling them… but the rockenyarolls?” Kat puffed out a breath sheepishly before continuing. “I’m only used to fighting the wild dogs. When I was trying to help Catori keep the entrance to her theme park safe she made it clear that she wanted to avoid scaring tourists off with guns and knives… So I tried to lure them away from town with some meatballs I cooked…”
Snirrk.
Howlett tried to poorly disguise his laughter as a cough, giving up halfway through and letting out a hearty laugh.
“An’ they followed ya home instead, didn’t they? Right to where the roosters roost.” The older hunter grinned at the builder. “Ya know, unlike most monsters, we let the rocket roosters stay near the city limits to prevent that, right? Those dogs don’t like their fur gettin’ singed by the bird’s fireworks. Gettin’ popped once or twice by a little firecracker is jus’ the price we pay.”
“Okay… that I did not know.” Kat admitted. “I just thought the roosters liked nesting up in the cliffs.”
“That does help keep ‘em there, darlin’” Logan ruffled her hair. “But that’s why Justice an’ I don’t just drive ‘em off- no matter how many complaints we get from tourists.”
“Just as well I’m dating a hulking monster hunter.” The builder batted his hand away. “I’ll just use you as my firework shield. Serves you right if you won’t let me live that down.”
“I’m just glad I was around t’ see it, darlin’. Yer cute when yer riled-up, chasin’ monsters and well-meanin’ Civil Corps around in yer pajamas.”
Kat bristled at the smug look on his face for a moment before mischief crossed her mind. If they were telling embarrassing stories two can play at that game.
She summoned the most saccharine tone she could, faux innocence lacing her voice-
“Is that why you had Rambo throw me off a cliff when we first met, then?”
Logan froze, his eyes going as wide as saucers. Haru choked on his drink and Howlett turned a laser eye onto his son.
“You did what?” The chemist wheezed out. “Was this… while we were on the run? Did I approve of that?!”
The older hunter patted Haru’s back as he coughed out the rest of what he was choking on. His face a mix of emotions that were best described as; ‘a bemused and horrified father who is unfortunately resigned to knowing what his son was like.’
“It was the first timeline and… sort of…?” Logan answered defensively. “That wasn’t the first time we met though, it’s more of the first time we got to… talk…”
Kat delighted in the fact that he was the one now cherry red with embarrassment.
“The plan was foolproof! It saved me a trip into town to kidnap her!” The younger hunter bit his tongue in his haste to speak. “Ack.”
The builder decided to spare her boyfriend from his Pa’s withering glare. As entertaining as this was, she did instigate a little bit back then…
“I will admit, he’s right it’s not the first time we met- that was when he kidnapped Matilda and I was the one who came in swinging.” She chuckled. “We first talked because Grace gave the go-ahead to bring me into the gang and… while I would have preferred to not fall off a cliff- Justice and I cooked up a plan to lure Rambo out with food and having the goat do the work was probably the safest bet.”
Howlett deflated slightly, more accepting of that defense.
“I can’t believe I’d approve of that.” Haru rasped out, his eyes fixed on his best friend.
“Well…” Logan scratched the back of his head. “I just kinda told ya the day that it happened.” The younger hunter hurried to continue when the chemist furrowed his brow. “You said it was more efficient that way! I wasn’t happy about the situation we were in either!”
“Was the ‘fight her to test if she’s strong’ just your idea, Logan?” Kat tilted her head curiously at her boyfriend. “I do know you were the most eager to fight me.”
“Eh. Mostly mine. Grace encouraged it a bit.” Logan chewed his lip before glancing at Haru. “You weren’t as gungho about fightin’, Haru. From what ya told me she kinda snuck up on ya when you were putting the finishing touches on some contraptions in your lab.”
The older hunter ran a hand down his face with a resigned chuckle.
“You’ve got a hell of a way of meeting women, Logan.” He grumbled at his son.
The younger hunter slipped an arm around Kat, recovering from his mortification with a sheepish chuckle. Turning a loving smile towards the builder tucked against his side. “It worked out though.”
Haru nodded sagely and the look on Howlett’s face softened.
“You’re lucky it did, I woulda haunted ya for actin’ a fool.” The older hunter chuffed, watching them warmly.
An amicable silence fell over them. Kat grabbed the remains of her decimated melon mousse and settled comfortably against Logan’s side.
It finally felt less like the end of the world and more like a comfortable night in with family.
“So,” The older hunter started, a musing look playing on his lips. “You said Catori built a theme park? In rockenyaroll territory?”
“Oh! Yeah, that’s a long story…”
The four of them continued on talking into the night. Meandering through various topics, swapping stories, Haru interjecting with dry quips whenever he felt like, and Howlett sharing embarrassing tales of his own.
Eventually, they all dozed off on the floor, a little closer to peace…
—
…Only to be woken by the arrival of the breakfast posse.
It was chaos.
Kat had her hands full just defending the hunters’ house from the well-meaning but invasive well-wishers.
They didn’t seem to understand the meaning of ‘we need space’ and despite her, Logan, and Haru’s best efforts Howlett ended up getting pulled around, helping with weapons prep and training fighters while stopping often to let people speak their peace with him. Constantly interrupted and on the move.
The only exception was a short while when the older hunter disappeared with Ernest- Willingly this time.
From the look on his face, Kat chose not to ask. He seemed more at peace- which felt odd because it was Ernest that he was with- and he would likely tell them if it was something he deemed important enough.
The older hunter had sworn to them that he'd keep no more secrets.
Other than that, they hadn’t heard anything about what plans they were making for the attack on the Northern Plateau either. Mayor Trudy just shook her head when the builder tried to ask, Kat’s Ma was MIA, Grace and Justice were running off their feet coordinating weapon stocks and training, and Commander Avery always made a quick retreat whenever he spotted her. Everyone else either didn’t know or wouldn’t say.
It didn’t help that the numbness in her hands had spread up her arms, her shoulders were aching constantly now and she had an occasional twinge in her back.
That didn’t stop her from helping Mi-an with building various supplies though. Bullets, guns, daggers, swords, and the saddle-mounted basket that Daisy would use to carry Sandrock’s fighters up to the Northern Plateau. She even helped the Tallsky builder put together some sets of a new headgear that Qi had developed- though what they were for she wasn’t sure yet.
Basically, she worked on whatever she could get her hands on without leaving the vicinity of the hunters’ house.
The constant work kept her mind off of the guilt and pain.
Pain especially.
“Done welding that side Kat?” Mi-an’s voice pulled Kat out of her thoughts.
She’d been staring at the side of the finished basket for a while now. Distracted from her distraction.
“Yeah.” The Highwind builder nodded, sitting back on her haunches.
“Are we gonna talk about it?”
Kat glanced up, Mi-an’s worried gaze meeting hers from where the Tallsky builder leaned against the basket.
“I know you probably don’t want to, but we’ve been friends long enough I think I know when you’re in your own head, Kat.” Mi-an smiled gently. “You’re brilliant at solving building problems but you’ve got to get it into your thick skull that not everything is your fault.”
“That’s not-!”
The Tallsky builder shook her head. “I still remember how you blamed yourself for what happened at Gecko Station with Larry. Logan’s Pa is going to die and there’s no way that that isn’t affecting you too. You share their burdens and all that…”
“Really, Mi-an. I’m not blaming-” Kat winced. “I mean, I do blame myself a teeny bit. But-!” She hurried to continue when a knowing pout crossed the Tallsky builder’s face. “I’m aware that it’s not my fault. I just feel useless.”
She sighed.
“Logan and Haru are hurting, we can’t save Howlett because of my own stupid injuries, and no one is telling me what’s going on.”
A frown tugged at Mi-an’s lips, her eyes darting away guiltily.
“Right. I guess everyone’s been running off their feet, huh?” The Tallsky builder scratched her head. “They- ah, we, I guess- were kinda avoiding the situation. Qi told us we have like… three days to get all this done.” She patted the side of the basket. “Everyone’s been busying themselves so that they don’t have to think about it.”
“Three days?” Kat’s head snapped up.
“W- well…” Mi-an’s voice shrank. “That’s the maximum, apparently. He said that the time machine would be too unstable for us to get near it after that. Like… we wouldn’t even be able to stand near that thing.”
Kat grimaced. “I guess that's why Howlett was so insistent that we don’t wait for the Alliance.”
“If it makes you feel any better it’s not just because of your injuries. The whole town really is in danger.”
“Thanks, Mi-an. That makes me feel so much better.” The Highwind builder grumbled dryly.
Mi-an gave her a half-hearted chuckle. “Sorry. You have to admit, this is a pretty serious and absurd situation- even for Sandrock.”
“I hope it's the last.” Kat grumbled. “Could use some quiet.”
“According to the Commander, Atara's gonna be gummed up enough that you might get that quiet for several months if not years while they figure things out.” The Tallsky builder huffed. “At least they will once we solve our own problems. I think the Commander still blames himself for not bringing the whole army with him.”
“Speaking of-” Kat looked back up at her best friend. “I never asked how you ended up in Atara. I know that you and Ernest caught a ride with Grace and Avery… But you lived in Tallsky before you came to Sandrock- and you only arrived like a week or two before I did.”
“Ah well,” The Tallsky builder shrugged simply. “All I remembered was going to bed heartbroken, thinking we’d lost you. Then I woke up in the hospital in Tallsky and they told me we were years in the past. Remembering both timelines was a bit… painful, but I figured if I had a second chance to help you and Sandrock…”
Mi-an smiled warmly at her best friend.
“I snuck off on the bus to Atara as soon as I could.”
Kat grinned back.
It sure didn’t hurt to have her best friend by her side.
“I’m glad you’re here.”
As she stood from where she was crouching a twinge in Kat’s spine sent her back to her knees. Her face slammed into the side of the basket as she could barely move her arms to catch herself.
“Kat!” Mi-an yelped, scrambling to catch the Highwind builder.
She blinked to try and clear some of the blur from her eyes. Her shoulders protested as she clung to the basket, unexpectedly testing the fresh welds. The pain was getting worse.
“I’m okay, I’m okay…” Kat gasped out.
The wooden deck of Mi-an’s workshop shifted in an out of focus, heavy nausea keeping her from standing.
Damn it, just when she was finally getting back on her feet too.
“I- I’ll go get Fang, you're still… Oh, I shouldn’t have asked you to help!” Mi-an fretted.
“Mi-an!” The Highwind builder grabbed her hand. “I’ll be alright. Just… help me up.”
The Tallsky builder shifted, hauling Kat’s arm over her shoulders as she prepared to lift her up. Though she seemed undecided on whether she needed to drag her to the nearest seat and run to find the Doctor or if it would be more efficient to take her friend directly to the Clinic.
“Y’all okay?!” Howlett’s voice startled them.
He had rounded the corner between Mi-an’s house and the Research Center, closely followed by an out-of-breath Maria. Both of them with matching looks of alarm when they spotted how Kat was slumped.
“We- we heard a shout.” Kat’s Ma managed to gasp out as she approached, still catching her breath as she cupped her daughter’s face. Tracing a finger along where her face had collided with the basket. “Are you okay, what happened?!”
“She just collapsed.” Mi-an answered before Kat could. “I thought she’d be able to handle this but-”
“I said I'm fine.” Kat hissed through gritted teeth.
She turned a cutting glare towards the older hunter who'd moved closer to scoop her up, stopping him in his tracks before he could. The look in his eyes eerily similar to one she'd seen in Logan’s.
The same look that indicated that the hunter was about to start acting like a frantic mother hen.
Honestly, Kat wasn't fine- but she was damn tired of everyone coddling her.
Ever since she’d returned to town after her ‘kidnapping’ she hadn’t really had a moment to herself. She’d had a brief moment of peace living with Andy, then she ended up with Duvosians and Sandrockers breathing down her neck.
While she was grateful for the assistance, she didn’t like feeling helpless or useless.
That plus the fact that everything hurt now…
Kat wasn’t in the best of moods.
“At least let us get you out of the sun.” Howlett held his hands palm up, placatingly. “We can get ya back to the house an’ go fetch the Doc.”
The Highwind builder sagged against Mi-an. It doesn't help anyone to be grumpy.
“Just… help me walk.” She sighed. “I’m a little… dizzy.”
She shifted her feet under herself as Howlett took her other arm, supporting Kat between himself and the Tallsky builder. Although she was dizzy and wobbly she could still stand.
“I’ll go get Fang, you guys get her settled.” Maria spoke over her shoulder as she darted away, already in a hurry.
The three of them wobbled back towards the hunters’ house, completely skipping Mi-an’s door despite it being closer. Keeping the family together under one roof was apparently a habit for the older hunter. Enough so that the Tallsky builder didn’t even question where they were carrying her.
As they made their way inside they were greeted by a scene that broke Kat’s heart.
Logan was sitting in the remains of their little blanket campsite from the night prior, staring blankly at a new scuff he’d scrubbed into his boot as he had mindlessly cleaned it. A lost look on his face.
He’d always hated damaging his equipment.
“Logan…” Kat stumbled free of Mi-an and Howlett’s grips, momentarily forgetting her own fatigue to reach for her beloved.
His lightning-quick reflexes were all that kept her from face-planting a second time this morning. The brush he was holding clattered loudly as it hit the floor, kicked away as he lunged to catch her.
She held on, her face buried against his chest as he hauled her upright. Her cheeks burned with embarrassment. She’d wanted to help him, not worry him.
“Hey…” The younger hunter’s voice was hoarse. “You alright?”
His calloused fingers scraped her ear as he cupped her head gently, lifting her face so he could look at her. The blank look was replaced by one of concern.
He traced his thumb along the still-red welt on her face. A frown forming on his lips.
“What happened?”
“She fell while they were workin’ on the saddle basket- Miss Maria’s goin’ to get Fang.” Howlett answered for her.
The muscles in Logan’s jaws twitched. “Ya should be resting darlin’.”
He half-carried half-guided Kat in his arms towards the arm chairs. As soon as he sat her down he grabbed one of the nearby blankets, swaddling her faster than she could react.
“H- hey!”
Kat wriggled, trying to at least get her hands free from her cocoon prison. Logan frowned again and grabbed her hands. Trying to tuck her in tighter.
This kind of thing was exactly what she was trying to avoid.
“Logan, stop it!” She snapped.
He froze, his eyes burning with conflict.
She used his momentary hesitation to slip out of the confines of the blanket. The nausea kept her from standing again- and Logan was still standing in the way- so she opted to wrap the blanket around her shoulders instead.
“I might not be okay, but that doesn't mean you’re allowed to hold me hostage!” Kat glared at her boyfriend.
“Kat…”
“I’m not helpless-!”
“But your condition is getting worse, Kat.” Howlett interrupted his son’s response. “I know when someone’s hidin’ their pain and he's got a damn good reason to be worried.”
Frustration bubbled in her chest and tears welled in her eyes.
They shouldn’t be worried about her.
Logan and Haru were grieving and Howlett was dying. This was one of the last days they had together. They shouldn't be worried about her.
Useless. She was more than useless.
…and scared.
“Darlin’.” Logan crouched down in front of her. “I ‘preciate your concern for us but you promised to tell me when somethin's wrong. We need to rely on each other right now- an’ I can’t do that if you're workin’ yourself sick or pushin’ me away.”
Kat glanced up, their eyes meeting with a slight spark.
He was right. She wasn’t helping anyone- especially not Logan- if she was just beating herself up.
“We also need to keep you on your feet- unless you want Logan to have to carry you into battle.” Howlett added. “That’s kinda important too.”
“R- right, sorry.”
“Ya don’t gotta apologize. I don’t imagine you’re feelin’ particularly happy either- ‘Specially not when yer hurtin’.” Logan hunter cupped her face, his eyes gentle as he leaned in to peck her lips. “We’ll get ya feelin’ better, Love.”
She squeezed his hand. Damn. She wasn’t sure she’d ever get used to the way he made her heart flutter.
“I lov- hurrk.”
Kat’s hands flew to her mouth. A renewed wave of nausea clawed a hole in her chest and gripped her stomach. Her eyes squeezed shut, willing desperately to not puke on her boyfriend.
“Kat?” The younger hunter stared, startled.
Luckily, Mi-an leapt to her rescue. Scooping up a nearby empty trash can, pulling Logan away, and shoving it into her arms before the Highwind builder lost her breakfast. Kat tried the best she could to cover her face, humiliation the only thing other than queasiness she could feel. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Logan try to subtly check his breath.
“I didn’t think I smelled that bad.” He muttered under his breath.
“It’s… not- ugh.” Kat’s head drooped, unable to speak without her stomach rising to her throat.
Howlett patted Logan’s shoulder. “She means to say; It’s not you. She was already a little green ‘round the gills when she fell earlier. I reckon that might be what took her down.”
“Oh.”
Logan watched her with a worried look. A question formed on his lips but before the younger hunter could voice it the door burst open and a harried-looking Doctor Fang was rushed into the room by Kat’s Ma. Both were wheezing out of breath.
They must have run the whole way back from the Clinic.
“Where’s…?” The Doctor’s eyes met Kat’s over the trash can.
She gave a weak wave before promptly losing the battle with her stomach again. Retching as nothing was left in her stomach.
Fang moved to kneel next to her, giving her a cursory once over before shuffling through his bag for some medicine. Her situation seemed obvious enough to him.
“Nausea… and vomiting?” Fang glanced at her for affirmation.
“Y- yeah.”
A frown pricked at the Doctor’s passive face. With a nod, he pulled a vile of brown liquid from his bag and handed it to her before turning suspicious narrowed eyes towards Logan. A look somewhere between a question and a silent accusation clear on his face.
Kat almost choked on the bitter medicine when she realized why. Fang didn’t even have to speak the question aloud to cause a commotion.
“Logan…” Howlett started disapprovingly.
“I did nothing!” The younger hunter held his hands up, eyes wide like a yakmel in headlights.
“I can't believe you, young lady! You’ve only been dating three days- that's incredibly irresponsible!” Maria snapped at her daughter.
“I’m not-! We haven’t even-!” Kat started stammering simultaneously.
“She hit her head when she fell while we were working on the saddle basket if that helps.” Mi-an added unhelpfully. “Maybe she’s got a concussion…?”
The room went silent as everyone turned to stare at the Tallsky builder incredulously. She looked more confused than anything, an innocent look on her face that told them she had no clue what they were actually talking about.
“What?” Mi-an blinked slowly at them.
“Hon,” The older Highwinder spoke gently. “We're yelling at them because we think Logan might have gotten Kat preg-”
“MA!”
Kat’s screech cut Maria off.
The Highwinders stared at each other. Hazel stared down electric green as she willed her mother to believe her.
“First off; Logan and I haven’t done anything like that.” Kat’s cheeks burned crimson. “Secondly; I fell because I’ve been in pain all morning-” Her head sank lower as another wave of nausea, barely repressed by the medicine, washed over her. Sapping what little wind her sheer embarrassment had given her. “…and I think… hitting my head really didn’t help.”
“Hmmm… You’ve been in… pain?” Fang touched the mark on her face for the first time, the admonishing look on his face darkening into something more serious. “ What happened?”
“I tried to stand and my legs gave out, ended up breaking my fall with my face.”
The Doctor gave a small grunt, pulling a small pot of salve from his bag. “And…?”
Kat flinched as he smeared the cold cream on the forming bruise. The seriousness on his face was a worrying juxtaposition to the air of flippancy the rest of them had just seconds ago.
“My back has been twinging a lot today…” She continued hesitantly.
“The… dizziness, nausea is common for… head injury. Vomiting…” Doctor Fang wiped his hand clean, eyeing her with a worried look. “It means it’s worse. Not just a fall… Might be your old injuries. I need to check… your back.”
“My… back?”
He nodded, he leaned over to pull the back of her collar down. Shifting her hair to expose the nape of her neck. A gentle poke of his finger sent a shock of pain down her back, earning a quiet wordless apology from him.
“You landed… on your back and it caused… severe bruises. The visual damage… is reappearing.” His normally level voice was strained with worry. “It’s… the best way to keep track of… your condition’s progress.”
The builder nodded, lifting her shirt slightly-
Only to be stopped by an alarmed grunt.
“W- what? What is it?” Kat looked back at the Doctor as he dove into his bag with renewed vigor.
Maria shuffled forward leaning over her daughter to look too, Mi-an and the hunters watching her with wide eyes. She drew a hiss of air through her teeth as she saw what the Doctor was looking at.
“Oh shit.” The older Highwinder’s voice wavered.
“Wait, what is it?” Kat tried to twist as if she could see her own back.
“Do you… not feel it?” Fang prodded a spot along her spine.
“Sort of?” The builder shifted again, the twinges returning a little now that her stomach had settled. “At least I wasn’t feeling it over the- uh- vomiting-”
She yelped and nearly jolted out of her seat when she felt a needle stab her, the sudden movement setting off a fresh round of pain and queasiness that nearly sent her to the floor. Her Ma’s hands stopped her mid-lurch. Guiding her back into the chair.
The feeling almost reminded her of one of Haru’s homemade stun grenades.
As the ringing cleared from her ears she could see Logan being held back by his Pa, snarling something at the Doctor-
“-It’s medicine.” Fang’s voice was as soothing as it could be since it was laced with stress. “A special mix to try and… revive her… if her condition worsened.”
Everyone stiffened. Acutely aware of the fact they’d been warned that this could- and likely would- have happened to the Highwind builder at some point.
If he had to use that-
“She has a day… maybe less.”
The silence that filled the room was deafening.
“A… day?” Logan choked out.
All Kat could hear was her own heartbeat. She didn’t know what to make of that diagnosis- Hell, it didn’t seem possible.
“I don’t feel like I’m dying.” Kat stammered.
In fact, whatever was in that concoction was nothing short of a miracle. Every ache and pain that’d been bothering her had all but gone. Her stomach still clenched and her throat was still raw, but she was actually starting to feel alright for once.
She tried to stand only to be stopped by the Doctor.
“The medicine will help… for a short while.” His voice shook. “Keep you on your feet… long enough to…”
Fang let his words trail off.
“To finish the fight.” Howlett finished his sentence for him, the hunter’s shoulder sagging in defeat.
Logan looked at his Pa in alarm. “W- But that would mean-”
“Yeah. We have to leave for the Northern Ruins as soon as we can.” The older hunter looked away. “We’d have to say goodbye.”
The younger hunter glanced at Kat, his face twisted with pain and fear. Though there were only a few feet between them, it felt like an uncrossable chasm.
Everything felt… unfair.
Almost cruel that he was forced to choose between her and his Pa.
Her eyes slid away.
‘Qi told us we have three days…’
‘She has a day…’
At first none of the whole ‘she’s dying’ felt real to Kat. Even the pain she was feeling. Like it was just something to keep in mind, not something that actively threatened her life.
But now she could literally count the hours until she died…
She was terrified.
“When… H- how soon?” Logan’s voice was soft, choked.
“As soon as Mi-an can finish the saddle basket.”
Kat’s head shot up at the sound of Howlett’s voice. He was looking at the Tallsky builder with a question on his lips.
The basket-
“It’s already done.” Mi-an’s voice was tiny, replying before he could ask. “That’s what Kat and I were doing before she collapsed.”
“Then we’re leaving as soon as we can get everyone together.” Howlett squared his shoulders, steel and ice taking the place of shock and surprise. “Fang, Maria, get Kat to the Saloon. Logan, Mi-an, split up. Tell everyone to get to the Blue Moon.”
The younger hunter opened his mouth to speak- only to close it again, searching his Pa’s eyes before nodding silently. Pain tucked away with fierce determination.
“Sandrock’s going to war.”
—
The Saloon was slowly filling up.
More and more Sandrockers poured in, armed to the teeth, and grimmer than Kat had ever seen them. A bristling air of determination and righteous anger mixed with heavy grief. Almost like a funeral.
Strange for a town of normally easy-going, almost sunshiney people.
When she, Maria, and Fang had arrived at the Saloon, they’d been swarmed. Haru- who’d managed to escape the hunter’s house without any of them noticing- had leapt up from the booth he shared with Arvio to rush over to them. Guiding the trio to the seat he just vacated.
As soon as her daughter was settled Maria alerted everyone there that they were preparing for the attack, then she was off like an arrow. Sprinting off to help round up the last stragglers.
Owen and the rest of the townsfolk took it upon themselves to totally coddle the builder- even though Fang’s medicine had given her practically all her strength back- once the Doctor had informed them of her near-death status. Even managing to do what Logan could not; trapping her in a blanket burrito so that she couldn’t stand if she wanted to. They’d even moved their table and booth into the middle of the room so that everyone could keep an eye on her like some kind of weird swaddle trophy.
Aside from that, everyone was silent as they gathered, the quiet only occasionally broken by the clink of equipment and the rasp of blade sharpening.
By now they all knew that they'd be losing Howlett again- that the older hunter was sacrificing his life for Sandrock again- and it left a bitter taste in their mouths.
It wasn't until the hunters returned with Maria and the Commander that the tension broke.
They swarmed forward, yet stayed a respectful distance from the older hunter. Parting around them like a sea of people, flowing as they made their way towards Owen's storytelling stage.
Howlett hopped up, turning to face the Sandrockers as they gathered close.
He gestured for the leaders to join him on the stage. Mayor Trudy, Commander Avery, Logan, and Justice all flanking the older hunter.
“People of Sandrock.” His deep voice filled the room. “Tonight we launch our final attack on the Duvos encampment on the Northern Plateau.”
Murmurs broke out among the crowd.
“We’ve already discussed the plan; all fighters will be formed into teams and flown up to the plateau by Daisy. The first team will be me, Logan, Kat, Haru, the Commander, the Sheriff, and Maria.” He gestured to them as he spoke. “Larry and his Geeglers are scaling the Plateau now and will join us in the fight as backup. As the first team landed, we’ll clear a landing space for the rest of the teams before proceeding into the ruins to capture the time machine.”
The older hunter pointed towards Director Qi who was wearing and holding up one of the headsets that Kat and Mi-an had been building earlier.
“From what we’ve seen and from the Director’s research, we think the Plateau will be an unstable place. The relic itself is creating an aura that might affect our minds.” Howlett continued. “Qi has managed to make headsets that should mostly negate that effect. Each fighting team will be outfitted with one for every fighter and one extra emergency pair. They’ll be given to ya when you reach Daisy’s landing spot.”
So that’s what those were for.
Kat could only hope she and Mi-an made enough.
“One last thing.” All eyes in the room turned back to the older hunter. “I know many of you have already heard that this will be the last fight I will be able to join y’all for.”
The crowd broke out in uproar, a mix of mournful cries and vehement protests.
Grandma Vivi wailed, Mort and Zeke bowed their heads, Haru shuddered and buried his face against Arvio’s shoulder, even those standing on the stage with Howlett couldn’t hide their reactions. Tears streaked Trudy’s face, Justice tried to blink his eyes clear, and Logan had his hands clenched white-knuckled at his sides. All of them bristled at the thought of losing Howlett again.
“Y’all will be alright.” The older hunter held his hands up, quieting the crowd. “If I were to pick the way I went down, I consider it an honor t’ go down fightin’ for Sandrock- fightin’ beside all of you. I’m glad I got to see y’all one last time-” He met their eyes one by one. “I couldn't ask for a finer farewell.”
Howlett chuckled.
“What matters now is that we give those Duvos yellow bellies an asskickin’ to remember.” The older hunter raised his fist. “We’re gonna show ‘em they messed with the wrong town!”
Kat wasn't sure if it started with one person or if by some miracle they'd all managed to psychically coordinate- perhaps it was the weight of Howlett’s words or the sheer aura of strength and guidance radiating off of him, an almost supernatural ability to draw the best out of those around him- but the whole room swelled with a unanimous roar-
“For Sandrock!”
The older hunter smiled at them.
“Get to your teams, everyone. Elsie and Burgess will be helping coordinate the flights. We leave as soon as we're ready.”
With that, he hopped off the stage, flanked by Logan and Justice as he waded his way through the dispersing crowd to where Kat and Haru sat. As soon as he got close the chemist shot out of his seat- almost knocking over the whole table in his haste to throw his arms around Howlett.
“Hey.” The older hunter squeezed the injured young man’s shoulders gently as Haru shook with silent sobs. “I know you're gonna be okay Haru.” He smirked over the chemist’s shoulder at Arvio, whose face was now just barely flushed red. “Y’ don’t just have Logan an’ Kat to look after ya- you’re doin’ just fine lookin’ after yourself.”
Howlett leaned back, holding Haru by the shoulders as he looked at him. “C’mon, we need to get goin’”
He looked down at Kat- starting slightly as he noticed her state of immobility. “Uh-”
Logan noticed at the same time. “How’d they get ya to…? Did ya let them do that?”
The younger hunter shuffled to her side of the booth and pulled her free of her blanket prison. Kat made a face at him, stretching her numb arms and legs as they were finally let out of their restriction.
“What do you think?” She grumbled.
“I think Sandrock got a hold o’ ya.” Howlett chortled at the grumpy look on the builder’s face. “I should probably apologize. They ain’t happy to be losin’ someone again, so they’ll be like this for a lil’ while.”
Kat’s face softened, her eyes meeting his. “You don’t have to apologize… I should be the one-”
The older hunter held his hand up, stopping her. “I already told you, it ain’t your fault. None of us are to blame for the yakshit left behind by the old world, nor the fact that Duvos is full of assholes.”
He paused, nodding to Kat’s Ma, Mayor Trudy, and Commander Avery as they joined the group. Rounding out the first team that would be flying to the Northern Plateau.
“Y’all ready to go?” Trudy’s voice shook slightly, her certainty and emotions warring in her words.
“We are.” Howlett glanced around their group, taking in the grim nods of everyone.
“I- I know this isn’t really goodbye just yet, but you take care of yourself Howlett…” Trudy reached out, taking his hand and squeezing. The older hunter pulled her in, crouching slightly so he could hug her significantly shorter frame.
“Only if ya do the same for yerselves, Trudes.”
“I’m going up with the second team.” Her voice trembled as she let the hunter go, nodding with a determined huff. “We’ll see you up top.”
She scurried off to her team; Grace, Zeke, Owen, Unsuur, and Hugo. If Kat had thought her and Logan’s height difference was enormous, seeing Trudy and Zeke on the same fighting team seemed almost comical.
“We don’t have to leave right away.” Commander Avery spoke up. “The sun is still up and a surprise attack would work better in the evening or night.”
Howlett shook his head. “No time, unfortunately. We don’t know how long Kat has.”
He looked over the Saloon one last time, his eyes lingering sadly over each group of townsfolk.
“Let’s get going.”
—
The flight to the Northern Plateau was dead silent, none of them dared to speak as they approached enemy territory.
Smoke rolled off of the still-burning wreckage of the Duvosian airship, a bright crackling reminder of the level of destruction that’d happened not even forty-eight hours ago. Thanks to a northerly wind they could see the ruins fairly clearly.
It was eerily devoid of life.
No soldiers trying to shoot them out of the sky, no salvaged cannons turned towards them, no Pen with his relic weapon, not even a lookout to shout warnings.
The whole Plateau seemed abandoned.
If they’d expected a fight- or any kind of resistance as they approached- they got none. Aside from the wreck, there were no signs of the Duvosian army.
“I suppose it’d be too much to hope that they’ve all run off…?” Justice hummed, his eyes darting around the clearing nervously.
“Possibly.” Commander Avery replied, the same level of nervousness radiating off of him. “-but we should stay on our toes.”
Kat couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong.
She could feel the pressure in the air against her ears. The headset the only barrier against it. It was no wonder that Qi asked us to make these things.
The air seemed to crawl across her skin like a swarm of bees, making an itch that reached all the way into the back of her mind and tried to claw memories from the depths of her soul. If she thought too hard she could see flashes of the other two timelines behind her eyes. Flashes of violence and peace. Kat wouldn’t be surprised if the Duvosians had either fled or been incapacitated by whatever the hell this was-
If not outright driven insane by it.
“Howie,” Mama Maria turned towards the older hunter. “Avery, Justice, and I can secure the perimeter. I think you and Logan should stay and help Haru clear a better landing spot.”
“Right.” The older hunter nodded. He glanced around at all the debris and fire. It was a sound plan since they hadn’t been attacked yet. They’d had to jump from Daisy’s saddle when they’d arrived because of how dangerous it was for her to land. “Shout or use a flare if ya come across anyone.”
The older Highwinder nodded, turning to stalk her way through the smoke and fire cautiously followed by the Commander and Sheriff.
“Kat, you can find a place to sit.” Howlett cracked his knuckles, eyeing the nearest chunk of metal they needed to move. “Logan, help me with this one.”
“I can help too.” The builder huffed.
All three of them looked at her in surprise, Logan opening his mouth to protest.
“We don’t know how long that medicine will last ya, Darlin’. We also don’t know if we’ll need to fight, you should save your energy.”
Kat palmed the small old-world-designed emergency syringe that Fang had given her when they’d left the Saloon, holding it up for them to see. “Fang gave me an extra dose to keep on hand. He said I should be fine until the medicine starts wearing off, so I can help.”
She marched over to the debris that the hunters had been eyeing. It was nearly twice her size but as she pushed against it with both hands it slid through the sand like an egg on a buttered frying pan.
“No stopping her, huh?” Howlett snorted a laugh at the shocked expression on Logan’s face. “You picked a good one.”
With all four of them, it only took minutes to clear a large duck-sized clearing in the wreck. When they were done, the two hunters poked around the ruin entrance. Not daring to step inside but still peering through the opening curiously.
“What now?” Logan hummed nervously as they returned to the landing site.
“We wait for Maria and the rest to get back and we go inside. Larry should be here soon to help Haru guard the entrance anyways.” Howlett shrugged. “With any luck, Duvos is gone and we just stroll on through.”
“I could… still go along.” Haru rasped.
Howlett ruffled the chemist’s dark hair fondly. “You’re a nightmare and a half with your flasks and bombs- an’ I trust that Logan got ya up to snuff with a pistol- so we need ya to guard the landing spot. You’re the only one we can spare to do it.”
Haru swiped at his eyes as they watered again, trying desperately to suppress his tears. “I don’t want to say goodbye.” His voice was barely a whisper, almost inaudible.
The older hunter smiled sadly at him. “Y’ don’t have to.”
Both Logan and Haru looked at him in surprise.
He chuckled to himself. “I’ll be damned if I go to the other side before seein’ my boys grow up. Whether it’s in spirit or jus’ in yer memory, I’ll stick around for you two. That I promise.”
The chemist sniffed noisily and nodded, letting out a quiet, wet laugh. “Y’ think the people at Atara U would be opposed to me believing in ghosts?”
“Bah, you said once that chemistry is like magic with reason. Maybe you can learn what the magic behind ghosts is.” Howlett smiled at Haru. “‘Sides, since when did I ever let hoity-toity Atarans decide what I can and can’t do? I’ll haunt ‘em too.”
Logan let out a laugh of his own. Haunting Ataran researchers just to spite their science sounds like something the hunter would do.
“If things go wrong here, I’ll join ya. Sounds fun.”
Howlett shook his head in mock admonishment, still grinning. “Don’t plan on it. I don’t want to see ya joinin’ me ‘till you’re older an’ wrinklier than I am.”
“Howlett!”
The four of them were startled. Maria stood waving to them from the entrance to the ruin with Avery and Justice, waiting expectantly for the rest of their team. Howlett waved back in acknowledgement and they turned to enter the ruin. Disappearing into the shadows through the doorway.
This is it.
“Time to go.” The older hunter sighed.
He looked back at the two young men, his eyes filled with a mix of sorrow and warmth. Grabbing their heads he pulled them into one last hug, cradling them against his shoulders.
“Whatever happens in there, I couldn’t be prouder of you- both of you.” Howlett pulled back and cupped both of their faces with his hands, fondness replacing sorrow. “I might be dyin’ today, but I’m dyin’ the happiest man on this earth.”
With one last smile, he turned back towards the entrance to the ruin.
Kat and Logan followed as they strode to the cement and metal maw that marked the start of their final battle. Its rusty automatic door grating on their nerves as it slid open.
The builder couldn't help but let her eyes linger on the chemist they left behind, his head bowed, his face crumpled with pain as he wept openly, staring at his bandaged hands. It looked like such a sorrowful scene. A young man losing the only father figure he had in his life, watching as the older hunter walked into his doom, unable to help much himself.
It was the last she saw of Haru as the doors slid shut behind them.
—
Notes:
Quite the rollercoaster with this one!
Howdy y'all, I'm back again! Sincerest apologies for disappearing without warning. I'm taking capstone classes this semester and they've unfortunately got me by the throat. I hope it's not showing too much in the writing. We're in some of the most important chapters now too, so I'll be taking the time to make sure they're done right.
Thank y'all for reading and see ya soon!
Chapter 57: As Above, So Below
Summary:
Once more unto the breach.
(TW: Descriptions of injury, gore, and death. Proceed with caution.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The air inside the ruin was significantly warmer than everyone had told Howlett it was.
Cloyingly frigid was what he expected, yet it was almost painfully hot as soon as they stepped foot inside. Sweat broke out on his brow as the air clung to his skin. It was more unbearable than the hottest summer days in the Eufaula.
He'd heard stories about infernos and hells that evil would suffer- old-world superstitions about the afterlife- and he imagined that this is what that would feel like.
Scorching.
It’d been hot outside due to the fires, maybe it was the same thing here.
“Peach,” Maria huffed as the hunters and Kat caught up to them, “I thought you kids said this ruin was cold.”
“It’s supposed to be.” Logan wiped his forehead, his face also already starting to glisten with sweat. “The only room that was this hot was the one with the time machine in it.”
“Are ya sure we’re even gonna be able to get near that thing?” Justice shook his head. “We shoulda brought some heat suits or something.”
“Well, it’s a bit late to think about that now…” Howlett’s senses were working overtime, the creeping feeling of being watched crawling up his neck and unfortunately mingling with the dripping of sweat. He was already regretting not wearing a darker shirt. There would absolutely be pit stains after just a few minutes.
“We should head on before it starts to wear us out.” Commander Avery beckoned them towards the door on the other side of the room. “If it only gets worse from here then we need to work fast.”
Everyone nodded, forming a tight group as they passed through the doorway.
It was clearly not the fires and explosions outside that had caused the heat. Even as they went deeper each room was equally as empty and uncomfortably hot. If not somehow more so as they could feel the heat rising up from the ground itself.
Beyond the startling heat, Howlett’s heart sank as they took in their surroundings.
There were still signs of life; abandoned meals, scattered gear, bullet holes, scorch marks- and splattered blood.
No bodies though.
There were the trails that were presumably the Duvosians dragging their wounded in from the airship explosion but as far as the older hunter could tell there was a fight and whoever fled did so in a hurry-
Deeper into the ruin too.
Like whatever was attacking was in the ruin with them, stopping them from escaping.
“This doesn't seem right.” Howlett traced a finger along one of the scorch marks on the wall, it was deep- as though the metal and concrete had been slightly melted. “Did they try to salvage some of the weapons up top or something?”
“No.” Kat’s voice wavered. “There’s only one kind of weapon I’ve seen make these marks.”
“Pen.”
Logan spat out the name with boiling venom, trembling with barely repressed rage.
Despite the heat, Howlett could feel the chill crawl down his back. The younger hunter didn’t need to explain what he meant. Pen’s relic weapon. He'd faced it directly in his attempt to save Haru and the crackling shriek had haunted his mind since. It was the very weapon that’d hurt both of his sons.
“So that bastard survived.” Maria snarled.
“And attacked his own men. The ones who presumably saved him.” Justice shook his head, eyeing the blood stains with a mix of worry and disgust. “He’s lost his mind.”
“I thought you said you'd shot the relic?” Commander Avery tilted his head at Maria.
“Only one of them, I guess he's still able to use the other.”
“He won't be at full power, he'd need both gloves functional to amplify the energy attacks, but that relic is still powerful with just one.” Kat shuddered. “Each of those gloves has enough firepower to destroy a whole building.”
The whole group turned to her.
“I stole them from him when we beat him in the first timeline,” She admitted, “Ended up wasting days taking them apart and putting them back together.”
“Why?” Justice asked incredulously.
“I wanted to see if I could make something useful out of them.” The builder shrugged.
“Other than weapons?” Avery raised a brow at her.
“Yeah. It's the kind of weapon better left out of anyone's hands, I think I just ended up leaving them dismantled.” Kat sighed as she brushed past him, making their way further into the ruin. “If nothing else the internal components are a pretty impressive display of micro engineering. Precision was the only thing that the old world seemed good for.”
Her mother chuckled. “At least we know how those things work-”
Be-beep!
Maria’s words were cut off in a yelp as Howlett hauled her backward, dragging her behind some cover. A laser zapped where she was standing less than a split second later leaving behind a smoldering soot mark.
The older hunter had darted forward- faster than anyone else- only alerted by the red dot that’d appeared between the Highwinder’s feet.
“What the hell?!” She gasped.
“The laser turrets!” Justice smacked his forehead as they gathered behind the debris out of the turret's line of sight. “Those are what nearly got us last time!”
Logan’s eyes widened, subconsciously touching his shoulder with a wince. “We have to get those shut off before the others get here. Those things’ll tear ‘em apart!”
Howlett nodded, peeking around the corner only to dart back the moment the red dot appeared.
The younger hunter had explained how painful these things were- and that they could only focus on one target at a time. They were fairly accurate but could be shot down. The only issue they’d have is if there is more than one in a single area.
“I’ll run out an’ distract it.” The older hunter turned to his son. “The moment you see the red dot followin’ me, step out an’ shoot it.”
Logan nodded.
Howlett took a breath and sprinted, another quiet be-beep warning him that the turret was taking aim.
BANG!
The impact of the bullet nearly tore the head of the turret off, shattering the focusing lens inside with an almost graceful crackle of glass. Howlett turned and quickly scanned the long curved hall for any more threats Duvosian or turret alike.
“Looks like more of the same carnage out here,” Kat muttered as the rest of the group followed the older hunter further into the hall.
All around them were the same signs of a fight, more burn marks and more turrets- some clearly melted by the same weapon that had melted the walls. Scattered around was more wreckage too; makeshift barricades it looked like.
More blood stains too.
“You’d think there’d be more bodies.” Maria glanced around at the carnage warily.
“They either buried them or took them along.” The Commander replied, “Either way, that likely means there are some Duvosians still alive down here.”
That thought only served to make everyone grimace.
The older hunter wasn’t sure what he would’ve preferred; knowing that the Duvosians were bunkered down here waiting and rearing for a fight, or knowing that they’d been seriously injured in a battle against their own and likely just fighting for their lives.
Learning it was the latter wasn’t comforting.
His eyes lingered on a particularly gruesome stain. One that he instinctively knew indicated someone’s death.
Especially knowing that they’d had to share space with their dead countrymen because they couldn’t bury them and couldn’t leave the ruin for risk of fighting the Sandrockers.
Facing down injured and scared men- enemies of Sandrock or not- didn’t sit well with Howlett.
“Looks like there’s more turrets up ahead.” Commander Avery had wandered further down the curved hall, peeking cautiously around the cover of some convenient debris for more turrets.
Howlett tore his eyes away from the mess. “How many?”
“Two. You should be able to shoot them from here though- looks like they’re relatively short range.”
He was right. Perched above a doorway on the far end of the hall were two more turrets. Even standing clear from their cover the sentries didn’t seem to notice the hunters as they took aim.
Two more turrets down.
Two out of what seemed to be dozens or hundreds as they made their way further into the ruin.
There was one around every corner, interrupting their near-silent march through the ruin with increasingly annoying be-beeps! The noise grated on their nerves as they passed by more destruction. Despite the relatively peaceful stroll they’ve had through the first floor of the ruin Howlett could sense how perturbed everyone was.
They’d come prepared for a fight only to find the aftermath.
Eventually, they came up to an elevator, equally as messy- though curiously not destroyed enough to not work.
“They had a whole army down here- you’d think we’d’ve run into someone by now…” Justice broke their uneasy silence, looking around nervously as the elevator floor shuddered suspiciously underneath their feet.
“I don’t think anyone would be in a fighting mood after experiencing this, Sheriff.” Maria gestured vaguely around them.
The Sheriff swallowed and nodded, his eyes fixed on a smear of blood at his feet. The hell analogy that Howlett had thought of earlier was starting to feel a little too literal now.
“He’s a monster.” Kat’s voice was quiet. “It’s terrifying enough that you lose hope mid-battle.”
Howlett glanced back at the builder as Logan pulled her into a protective hug. Her eyes barely focused on anything, a shattered and scared look. If the scene around them was disheartening to them now… he could hardly imagine actually being there during the fight.
A pang of sympathy hit the older hunter.
Part of him was thankful he couldn't remember the first timeline where he died. Where he'd fought Pen alone and surrounded by enemies.
Only having faced the Duvosian Knight down once when he'd gotten ahold of Haru had been horrific enough- Kat wasn't wrong about losing hope mid-fight. Howlett had frozen in place when he realized he could do nothing to save the chemist. He wouldn't still be here in one piece if it weren't for Maria's sharpshooting.
It was almost like the blood-freezing violent presence that the older hunter had seen some monsters from the Peripheries have.
Everyone tensed as the elevator hit the bottom of the shaft, spinning and shifting to move sideways through an automated hallway. Gates swung open with grating hisses and a garbled voice sputtered out of the platform’s console, a barely comprehensible tour guide voice on what had to be the worst tour on the planet.
“Look alive everyone. This stretch had the most turrets and guards.” The Sheriff warned.
Their platform stuttered along, grinding to a stop between the first set of four turrets.
It was madness.
With no cover from the lasers, it was all they could do to run around like headless rocket roosters. Doing everything they could to not get hit by the searing beams.
Avery managed to hit one as it aimed for Maria, Kat managed to distract two of them at the same time which were then taken out by Logan and Justice with vicious prejudice, and Howlett aimed for the last one as it aimed at him-
When a massive security AI- covered in Duvosian markings- slammed down from an opening in the ceiling right in the middle of the platform between the older hunter and the turret.
“Look out!”
Howlett rolled as the mechanical monstrosity slammed its fist into the ground where he’d stood.
“There’s still a turret!” He shouted as the red dot moved from the AI’s back and aimed towards the others.
The platform underneath them shuddered to life once again, shuttling them further down the terrible tunnel of turrets. Howlett stumbled to his feet- nearly falling over the side as the ground moved and the AI’s one gleaming red ‘eye’ turned towards him.
“Aim for the eye, Pa!” Logan darted towards the machine, jamming one of his daggers in its elbow joint in an attempt to draw its attention. “That’s the weak spot!"
It spun, grabbing at the younger hunter as he ducked behind it.
Regaining his footing from its precarious situation, Howlett shrugged his shotgun off his back and into his hands. Charging forward as the AI swung back around, jamming the barrel of the weapon right up against the glass lens as it reached for his son once again.
The gun kicked as he fired, the shell of the AI seeming to amplify the crack of glass and boom of the shotgun to an ear-shattering degree.
He staggered back as the machine slowly tipped over, collapsing with a resounding crash- Yet he couldn’t catch his breath as the ceiling deposited two more AI and more turrets crept into range.
A small hand grabbed his arm, hauling him out of the way of one of the lasers with surprising strength.
Kat locked her arm around the older hunter’s and spun him in an odd game of keep away as she shot the turrets targeting him. Taking down two in a row before dragging them both out of the way as one of the AIs swung at them again. It staggered as its fists passed through air.
“Help me with this!” The builder shoved her weight against the back of the machine.
Catching on instantly- despite his disorientation- Howlett threw his weight behind hers, toppling the robot into the oblivion of grinding gears below the moving platform.
Just as they turned back to the fray Logan and Avery teamed up to take down the last AI- the Commander stabbing his sword under a joint in its back armor as Logan distracted it- and Justice managed to shoot the last turret as it searched for a target.
“Is that the last of them?” The older hunter eyed a turn in the hallway that the platform was approaching slowly.
“Well, unless they’ve added some fun new surprises…” The sheriff huffed as he holstered his pistol.
“Please don't jinx it.” Logan groaned.
It shuddered again as the whole platform slowed to a halt at the corner and shifted sideways- revealing a gruesome sight awaiting them.
A landing platform and a stairway lined with bodies- covered in sheets and what scraps of cloth that the Duvosians could find- but the unmistakable metallic scent of blood and the smell of burnt flesh made clear what the prone shapes were.
A lone Duvosian soldier was covering another body with a bloodstained sheet.
His head shot up at the sound of the approaching platform, shock written all over his bruised face. Peach, he barely looked twenty- practically still a kid.
Before they got any closer the soldier bolted, disappearing up the stairs with no more noise than the sound of his running feet hitting the metal catwalk.
Howlett couldn't help but let out a silent sigh of relief.
Perhaps he really was getting too old for this kind of thing. The older hunter wasn't sure he could stand having to kill someone younger than his own son. A chill ran through him as the elevator platform ground to a halt at the landing.
And yet they were surrounded by the dead…
Commander Avery was the first to shake off the shock and step off the platform. Tense and on high alert.
“Stay close together.” He snapped over his shoulder, startling the rest of them into following along.
Thankfully most of the bodies seemed to be stacked on the landing platform. Once they reached the top of the stairway, the path was clear. Further down the sounds of equipment clanking and voices shouting rose up to them.
Ahead of them was a ledge and some railing, a stairwell to their left leading down into a lower room that sounded like it was full of people.
“We know you’re up there.” A booming voice snarled from below. Must be their Commander.
A bullet clanged off the railing forcing them to duck as it ricocheted into the concrete ceiling, showering them with dust. Howlett could hear a short scuffle and some harsh whispered words. Using a gun in such an enclosed space would be a danger to them all- Whoever shot must have lost their nerve.
“Why don’t y’all make this easier for us and surrender?” Justice called back hopefully, unholstering his own pistol again.
“To you savages?! Never!”
Several pairs of boots tramped up the stairs in a rush. Justice grumbled about ‘negotiating never working’ as they flattened themselves against the cover of the wall. Faces appeared over the ledge- thankfully covered by the big goggles that the Duvosian troops wore over their faces to obscure their identities. At least they wouldn’t have to look them in the eyes.
There was a momentary hesitation as the Duvosians reached the top of the stairs, regarding the Sandrockers wearily- clearly not wanting to start the fight.
Howlett tried to meet the eyes of the lead soldier through his goggles. A dying spark of hope that they’d be too discouraged to fight. “You don’t gotta do this, son. That guy doesn't care about y’all.”
With a twitch of his jaw, the soldier drew his weapon- only to be dropped by a shot from Commander Avery.
Hell broke out with a wordless roar from both sides as they charged.
More Duvosians went down as both the Commander and Justice fired at them, a few were taken down by Logan’s blade, and Howlett himself slung both his pistol and his dagger around- aiming mainly to disable. Slashing legs, shooting feet and arms, slamming an unfortunate soul into the concrete wall hard enough to knock them out.
The Sandrock team held a tight formation as they pushed towards the stairs, causing several soldiers to topple over the rail or fall back down the narrow staircase.
At the top of the stairs, the older hunter met eyes with the Duvosian Commander.
His pompous uniform was torn, the right side of the once intimidating mask he wore cracked- the glass lens that covered his eye shattered- and a permanent scowl on what little of his furious reddened face they could see. He was barking orders that Howlett couldn't hear over the commotion.
The soldiers put up enough of a fight though they didn't do so enthusiastically. Their movements were sluggish, almost pained as they fought. Robotic too- almost as though they were only following the orders out of habit rather than because they wanted or needed to.
If they could take their commander out, Howlett was sure they'd lose cohesion.
Possibly even stop fighting altogether.
The older hunter vaulted the rest of the way down the stairs, slamming into two of the Duvosian soldiers to cushion his landing and shoulder-checking a third. He waded his way through them, Logan hot on his heels.
Their fighting pushed further back into the room. The Commander backed towards an open entryway into the main atrium of the ruin, his eyes fixed on the approaching hunters.
“What are you fools doing?! Stop them!” He snarled, pushing his compatriots in front of him.
Logan lunged, tackling one and tripping another making a gap just large enough for Howlett to break through the defensive line.
Cornered by the older hunter the Duvosian Commander finally pulled his own weapon, backing towards the open ledge of the glass gangway. “I'll kill you, then we'll take care of those traitors.”
Howlett clicked his tongue.
“And you call us savages.”
“Yes!” The man practically screeched. “It's your fault that the Knight Commander went mad! If you people would have just surrendered like you were supposed to, we wouldn't be here!”
The man raised his knife with a snarl.
“Pen turned on us, he slaughtered us- and if that wasn't enough- half of our men betray us as soon as we trap the Knight Commander on the lower levels and that stupid low-life grunt thinks he can lead them!” He seethed.
“Well now you have a chance to surrender- save the rest of your men!” Howlett insisted, matching the other man’s snarl. “You don’t have to fight us!”
The older hunter stalked towards the Duvosian Commander.
A cruel and rueful smile crept across the other man’s face, the manic expression slightly widening the crack in his helmet.
“No. We have to.” The Commander sneered. “If anyone understands, it’s you. Twice I’ve seen them carrying your corpse out of these ruins. You’ve been fighting- dying- just the same for your wretched patch of desert. It’s what we owe.”
With a soft sigh of acceptance, Howlett lunged-
BE-beep!
“Damn!” The older hunter swore, diving to his right as the turret zapped where he’d stood.
Two of them. Just above the doorway.
The Duvosian Commander let out a cackle, his eyes glittering with malice.
“Tiger and the Knight aren’t the only ones with tricks.” He bared his teeth at the hunter.
Before Howlett could move again, more soldiers descended on him. Grabbing his arms and trying to wrestle his weapons away from him. Forcing him to struggle as the turrets charged again.
“Pa!” Logan roared.
The younger hunter was swarmed as he tried to reach his father, staggering- yet amazingly still able to move- under the weight of five men. Wading his way to the glass walkway- and into danger.
“Logan! Turrets!” Howlett thrashed, watching with despair as one of the turrets aimed for his son too.
Beaming red light lit up against the older hunter’s face, the shrill sound of the laser charging raising every hair on his body. Watching the movement of the turret until the light of it started to sear his eyes.
BE-beep-!
The turrets froze simultaneously.
A near unnoticeable pause in their movements before the red dots moved from the hunters to the Duvosian Commander. The man barely had a moment to register what happened.
“Wha-?!”
BE-beep!
Both shots hit the Commander square in the chest, the acrid smell of burning cloth and flesh making Howlett flinch. He and the Duvosian soldiers holding him froze. Watching in horror as the Duvosian Commander staggered back from the shots howling in pain- and slipped off the edge of the platform. His screams fading fast behind him.
“The Commander is gone!” The older hunter heard one of the soldiers shout.
Just as he expected, the soldiers lost cohesion immediately.
Most simply dropped their weapons, others immediately disengaged from the Sandrockers and backed themselves into the corners of the room. All of them immediately losing the will to fight.
Howlett watched them for any signs of a fight when the soldier standing next to him yelped.
The turrets- which had first turned on the Commander- started raining shots down on the other Duvosian soldiers. It appeared to be at a considerably lower power than what they hit the other man with.
However, that was still enough to stagger the soldier and nearly cause him to tumble off the platform too.
Luckily the older hunter caught him by his collar and hauled him back up.
Be-beep!
The onslaught of the turrets sent the soldiers on the gangway scrambling back into the room. Some unfortunate few were taken down by the lasers, cowering and whimpering with pain.
Howlett tossed the Duvosian in his hand back through the doorway, out of the turret’s range. Logan did the same, dragging the now-injured soldiers back to safety as Justice and Commander Avery rounded up the rest.
Thankfully the soldier seemed significantly more cooperative now. Tending their own injuries and their comrades and pulling away the few that… didn’t make it.
“How’d ya do that?” The younger hunter turned wide eyes towards Kat as they finished hauling the injured back into the room.
“Do what?” The builder glanced at him confused.
“Switch the turrets. They stopped shootin’ us.”
The older hunter glanced at them. Right. They’d switched the targets on the turrets before, something about adding and removing specifications from the security terminal-
“I didn’t.” Kat’s brow furrowed further, confusion morphing to worry. “The security terminal is through there-” She pointed to the sealed door to one side of the room. “It’s not only locked, but they changed the passcode. Whoever changed the turrets isn't one of us.”
“So a Duvosian rebel?” Commander Avery tilted his head at the builder, his eyes showing a mix of skepticism and curiosity. ”Is there some way we can communicate with them through the door?”
Kat shrugged.
She didn’t know.
The Commander glanced at the Duvosians around them, about to ask the nearest one when he noticed they all seemed to be dazed or unconscious. A few collapsed either from exhaustion, heat, or the dizzying aura that seemed to permeate the ruins- likely some combination of the three.
Just then the sealed doors hissed open and they all tensed for a fight-
A lone figure staggered out from the passageway, his uniform torn and bloodied, green Duvosian goggles shattered revealing warm dark eyes and a shockingly friendly face. He appeared dazed- in a similar state to his fellow countrymen, but more able to stand on his own.
“Stev?!”
Kat pushed past Logan despite the younger hunter’s wordless protest. The soldier’s eyes managed to focus enough to look at the builder coming towards him, a relieved grin lighting up his face.
“You guys finally made it.”
He collapsed, smiling the whole way down.
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Notes:
Stev: :D
Everyone else: (ಠ_ಠ)It the boi! The man on the inside! He's back!
Thank y'all for your patience with me and these chapters. I'm having a blast right now, and despite how busy life has been, I'm getting back into the groove of writing! Hope this one wasn't too bloody- we'll be hitting on some rather serious subjects from here on out. Just a heads up for folks who don't like that kind of thing!Enjoy for now and I'll see y'all real soon!
Chapter 58: Sandrock Strikes Back
Summary:
An unusual- but not unexpected- team up.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kat ripped the spare protective headset from her belt, rushing to the crumpled Duvosian's side.
She hauled Stev’s head into her lap, pulled his goggles off, and shakily slid the headset over his ears- hoping against hope that it would somehow revive him- or help him. He’d just saved them, she felt they owed him a return in kind.
The others crept closer and Logan crouched next to her. Fixated on the unconscious Duvosian.
“Is that the guy who helped us?” Howlett peered curiously over the builder’s shoulder.
“Presumably.” She hummed, gently patting the man’s cheek in an attempt to wake him.
Looking down the corridor Stev had arrived from, she could see more Duvosian soldiers limping out cautiously- regarding the Sandrockers with an equal amount of skepticism and hope. “Could’ve been one of them too.”
Both sides of the Duvosians bristled at each other.
At least until both the Sheriff and the Alliance Commander drew themselves up, glaring them down with a silent threat. Seeing that, the soldiers seemed to deflate. Returning to the meek state that they were in as soon as their Commander fell. Some moved to help their injured compatriots and others collapsed against the walls in exhaustion.
Avery let out a dissatisfied hum. His eyes wandered among the Duvosians with trepidation. “They're practically dropping like flies…”
“Probably running out of adrenaline now that they ain't forcin’ themselves to fight for their lives.” Howlett looked around at them sympathetically. “Either the heat or whatever effects these- ” He tapped the side of his own headset. “-are protecting us from.”
The blond nodded. “For as informal and reckless as your Research Director is, he is impressively thorough in his investigations.”
“Well, he had extra incentive to be thorough- ‘specially if you include the homicidal Highwinder that held him hostage.” The older hunter pointed out earning a light smack on his shoulder from Kat’s Ma. “Discoverin’ these things was more of a side effect of… y'know.”
“Oh, right.”
Stev stirred with a groan, drawing Kat’s attention back to him. Dark eyes blinked up at her in confusion. They were clearer than before, the pain and exhaustion slowly melting from his face as he looked at her.
His hand came up, touching the headset gingerly.
“Easy, Stev.” The builder grabbed his hand. “That headset is protecting you right now. How are you feeling?”
He blinked slowly, still trying to process what was going on.
“A lot better than I have been in the past few days…” The Duvosian stared around at the Sandrockers as he came to his senses.
“What’s wrong with all your friends?” Justice interrupted, his eyes still fixed on the collapsed soldiers around them. “Are they alright?”
“It’s the time machine… At first, it was just mild headaches but in the last two days it’s felt like we were being- unraveled- if that makes sense.” Stev mumbled out. He touched the headset again with a grimace. “Is it just me or is it really quiet in here?”
Kat let out a hum, pressing a gentle hand against his forehead. Their reaction didn’t seem as extreme as the one she had when she’d first touched that relic but his description of what they were feeling; unraveling, was pretty apt for what the builder had felt back then too.
Must have been hellish.
It would certainly explain how Logan and Howlett had basically managed to dive head-first into an armed crowd of soldiers without getting injured- At least up until the turrets almost got them. The Duvosians could still function, but they were basically fighting blindfolded.
She felt a pang of guilt as she swept some sweat-soaked hair from Stev’s forehead.
A soft blush crossed his face as he looked back up at the builder. “I- uh…”
Logan let out a low growl.
It was almost inaudible but it was enough to catch Kat’s attention. When she looked up she could see the stony look on his face. He was clearly holding himself back, the rigid lines of his body exuding his feelings. Jealous.
Jealous of the man being cradled by the hunter’s girlfriend.
“Logan.” She tutted. “He's injured.”
The hunter let out a huff and crossed his arms petulantly. Stev glanced up at him, confused before realization crossed his face. He got up, hurriedly leaving the builder’s lap with a look of restrained terror.
“S- sorry.” He mumbled. “Uh- thank you for the help again, builder.”
“It’s no problem. I sort of owe you after what happened in the last timeline.” Kat patted his shoulder.
“How do y'all know each other?” Howlett glanced between the two skeptically.
“Stev was my warden when Duvos occupied Sandrock.” The Duvosian winced as Kat answered rather frankly. “And again when Matilda and Pen kidnapped me here- but he’s one of the good ones.”
The older hunter glanced at his son who- begrudgingly- nodded in agreement with Kat.
“He also helped me find the time machine when I was tryin’ to save Kat.” The younger hunter admitted. “I don’t fully trust ‘im, but Kat’s right about him being one of the good ones.”
“That last timeline he was forced to help as a prisoner of the Alliance.” Commander Avery’s voice made Stev flinch again, the man’s golden eyes regarding the Duvos soldier with cold calculation. “Why are you helping us now?”
“It's for our own sake.” The Duvosian replied softly, his face growing somber as he looked around at his fallen comrades. “We were getting killed by Pen, then Commander Lefu left half of our men behind when we managed to trap him on the lower levels. The time machine has been driving everyone insane- me included…” He took a shuddering breath. “All I could figure out was that you guys can help.”
“So you led a rebellion?”
Stev shook his head looking back up at the Alliance Commander. “Not exactly. I just suggested that we wait and surrender to the Alliance. Some of the others agreed with me but the Commander didn't take too kindly to that… They turned on us- we were kind of stuck between a rock and a hard place. I did what I could.” He glanced at Kat. “I should actually thank you for that… I remembered some of the lessons you gave me about the terminals.”
The builder smiled back at him. At least one good thing came of her imprisonment in the Northern Ruin.
Howlett hummed. “Do you know what happened to Pen? Your Commander mentioned that you all trapped him on the lower level.”
The Duvosian shook his head again.
The older hunter chewed his lip. “That's going to be a problem.”
“Why?”
“‘Cause we're going back down to the time machine,” Logan answered, causing Stev's eyes to widen. “We have a way to shut that thing off- it’ll even undo all the damage that’s been done, we just need to get there.”
He stared at the hunter for a moment, his face shifting between hope and despair in equal parts.
“Shit.”
Kat blinked in surprise at the Duvosian.
He was so mild-mannered- to the point he apologized when they were fighting- she had assumed that he didn't know any cuss words. Then again, she also hadn’t figured he’d be the type to cause a rebellion, even accidentally.
So there was certainly a lot she didn’t know about Stev.
“Let me come with you.” His jaw clenched with determination- or possibly stubbornness- A sign that Sandrock really had rubbed off on the Duvosian. “Some of our people are still down there. If I could just get a chance to talk to them… Maybe I can help in some way.”
“If your Commander trapped them down there, there's a chance your countrymen won’t be as reasonable… if they’re even somehow still alive.” Avery pointed out. “Are you sure you want to make this your fight? Can you fight them?”
Stev stood, meeting the Alliance Commander’s eyes solemnly. “Yes. This all has gone too far. If you guys can really reverse all of this, it’s what's best.”
Avery nodded, turning back to the rest of the soldiers- at least those still standing- “Listen up, all of you.” Several pairs of eyes turned towards him. “We have a way of reversing all this madness and we need to get further down the ruin to do it. Any of you who can still fight are more than welcome to join us, as for the rest of you- more Sandrock fighters will be coming down this way. If you value your lives, stay out of their way.”
The eyes turned to Stev curiously.
“I’ll be going with them.” He spoke softly to one of his fellows. “We’ve been betrayed and used for long enough. We now have a chance to save everyone. I’m taking that chance.”
The soldier’s lips pressed into a thin line- as if mulling the decision over.
Quiet mutters spread between them. Some turned back to helping their downed comrades and nursing their own wounds, the small handful who were still able to stand and fight formed up around Stev. With a sharp nod, he reached up and ripped the Duvosian insignia off of the front of his uniform. Dropping it with a clink on the ground.
Slowly the others followed suit, ridding themselves of the symbols of their devotion to the Empire. Sluggish but determined to put an end to this mess.
“Well,” Maria chuckled, “we're glad to have you boys on board.”
“Never thought I'd be fightin’ side by side with ‘em.” Justice huffed to himself. “So which way do we need to go?”
“Through the security room and the sealed blast doors for the main launch room.” Stev turned back to Avery. “We'll have to be ready once we unlock those doors. He's gone silent now- but Pen was viciously attacking them about ten minutes before you guys arrived.”
“We’ll take the lead then.” Avery signaled for the Sandrockers to follow him. “Back us up if we get outnumbered.”
They headed for the door that Stev and the other Duvosians came through, making their way towards the security control room and through to the atrium that had been used as a meeting room in the prior timelines.
Kat shuddered as she remembered the battle she, Justice, and Logan had gone through here- she’d bragged for weeks that she’d taken on six soldiers in one fight. It was this one and the fight with the Mech piloting Matilda- Mechtilda- that were the only fights with Duvos that Kat ever talked about. She never felt comfortable even thinking about their clash with Pen-
…and now she would probably never be comfortable talking about the Sandrock-Duvos clash again after all this.
Stev paused for a moment at one of the terminals.
As the Duvosian tapped on the buttons the sealed doors in the hall across the room hissed open. The walls seemed to shudder as if protesting the freedom of the monster they were about to unleash upon themselves. Every last nerve in Kat’s body stood on end with every footstep. The heat clawed at her skin and the crawling sensation she felt at the top of the ruins felt like it was digging its way into her skin.
These walls were so familiar- they’ve been her tomb more than once.
A rough hand slid into hers, dragging her eyes away from the dull gray ancient walls towards comforting Eufaula sky blue eyes.
Logan squeezed her hand, a quiet assurance yet one she so desperately needed. They were there together. She wasn’t facing this alone- Hell, they even had former enemies fighting side by side with them. They had one last chance to get this right and they’d give it their all.
One last- thankfully shorter- elevator ride down and they stood in front of the blast doors, the cold metal towering over them ominously.
They slid open as the mixed Sandrock and reformed Duvosian group approached.
Everyone braced themselves.
On the other side of the door was a horror show- blood and soot. Everywhere. Smears and stains obscured the glass and metal pathway underneath their feet, making it all precariously slippery.
Kat could feel her stomach squirm as her eyes darted around the atrium.
There were still some survivors- more than any of them thought there’d be…
At least fifty pairs of glassy eyes turned towards the entryway, dispassionate and guarded. Before they could even think to speak, the bloodied Duvosians attacked. Snarling wordlessly as they threw themselves at the newcomers.
Almost none of them carried weapons and most were injured, but they didn’t seem to care. Clawing at their enemies with animalistic intent.
“W- wait!” Kat barely heard Stev’s desperate voice over the din, his pleas falling on deaf ears. “We don't have to fight!”
“I don't think that's going to work, man!” Justice shouldered one away as they lunged. “They ain't listenin’!”
More swarmed, the Sandrockers outnumbered more than five to one. Kat ended up almost back to back with Logan, desperately trying to avoid being grappled or slipping on the blood-soaked floor as they pushed back against the soldier.
She nearly gagged as she saw another Duvosian slip over the edge of the platform out of the corner of her eye.
Guilt crawled down the ghostly injuries along Kat’s spine. In the last timelines, the Duvosians at least had some fire in their eyes. They were proud even if they were in the wrong…
Seeing them so hollow and feral felt horrifying, like they were fighting dead men.
She had taken down two of them, guarding Logan’s back, when a hand grabbed her arm and forced her to turn. The soldier who’d grabbed her had his teeth bared and a shard of glass in his hand.
Kat writhed- slamming the butt of her pistol against his face.
He staggered but didn’t let go, slashing at the builder. The glass shard swished past her face by bare millimeters and the soldier slipped as they struggled, nearly dragging Kat to the floor with him. He dropped the shard in favor of grabbing at her.
Panicking, Kat shoved back hard, trying to wedge the pistol between them-
The soldier grabbed her hair, ripping the protective headset from her head along with a chunk of hair. Crushing it in the struggle.
With a scream, the builder collapsed.
It was an instant- deafening- pain. A splitting headache. The horrible feeling of being unraveled like a spool of string. Every inch of her body burning and dying at the same time. She couldn’t stop herself from crumpling defencelessly.
“KAT!” Logan’s cry sounded distant and muffled like he was screaming through water.
Not again.
—
The scream tore from Logan’s throat the moment he turned around and saw Kat on the ground.
He’d taken down three of the attacking soldiers and Kat had been at his back for most of that, he was sure of it. Then- the moment he focused more on the fight he heard a scream behind him.
He had his back turned for five seconds!
The Duvosian that’d taken her down was kneeling over her, her own dagger in his hand-
Poised to kill.
Before the hunter could lunge at him a shadow loomed over them. Stev, with a stony look on his face, hauled the soldier away from Kat. Wrenching the dagger from his hands and throwing his countryman against the wall with surprising bone-cracking strength.
The rest of the friendly Duvosians- it would take a while for Logan to accept that thought- surged forward with the Sandrockers. Tackling their former fellows to the ground in an attempt to stop the fighting.
Shaking off his own shock Logan scrambled to Kat’s side as she lay on the floor twitching violently. Her headset is broken. His heart sank in his chest. Qi had stressed to them that the time machine would affect her the worst.
The hunter reached for his own headset- at the very least he could do this for her-
“Well, well, well, what do we have here?” A haunting voice drifted up to them, echoing as though it was projected from behind glass.
The hunter froze.
Two mech hands slammed into the side of the walkway hauling the body of the machine up behind it. Matilda’s manic smile was barely visible through the glass dome. Her malevolent eyes fixed on the builder.
Mech-tilda.
The stupid name that Justice had come up with so long ago for the mechanical monstrosity piloted by the fake minister was the only thing Logan could think of as it towered over their heads. Almost moving in slow motion with how fast the hunter’s heart was beating.
“How kind the light is to give us the opportunity to squash our enemies.” The fake minister swung the mech's arms, aiming to swat the couple.
Logan scooped Kat under one arm darting out of the way of the strike as it shook the walkway.
Everyone stumbled, the shaking of the ground mixed with already slippery glass underneath the hunter’s boots causing him to fall. Sliding to a stop only a few meters away from the mechanical monstrosity.
Damn!
“Tiger!” Stev stumbled towards the mech. “Leave them alone! They have a way to fix all this!”
“Stev, no!” Logan shouted at the man.
Matilda fixed her cold gaze on the soldier, her lip curled in disgust as she noticed he wore no Duvosian insignias.
“They have a way to fix all this!” He continued. “To reverse the effects of the time machine! We just need to let them through.”
“And why should I listen to you, traitor?!” The mech’s hand launched up, grabbing for the former Duvosian.
“Because I’m trying to do right by everyone here!” Stev spat, dodging the mech and jamming Kat’s dagger in the finger joint, sending sparks flying. “I’m trying to survive! Don’t you want to see your kids again?!”
“Don’t you dare!” Matilda shrieked.
She swung the fists around again, the damaged fingers sending searing sparks across the walkway. Stev continued to dodge the enraged attacks but it was clear he was outmatched, both in skill and in equipment as the only weapon he’d had was still lodged in Mech-tilda’s hand.
He pulled away, darting in and out of the mech’s range like a harrying dog nipping at the ankles of an enraged bull.
He’s not fighting her, he’s distracting her. Logan realized. Keeping her away from the others.
“Go help him.” Maria’s voice startled Logan. “I’ve got Kat.”
The Highwinder pulled her daughter’s shivering body off of the hunter. Logan stumbled to his feet, his senses taking in the situation again.
Several of the former Duvosians were helping Howlett and Avery protect their tenuous position in the room. Justice broke away from their line to try and help Stev distract Mech-tilda. They were caught between two fronts and quickly losing footing.
Logan threw himself forward, yanking Kat’s dagger from the mechanical hand with dangerous finesse as it swooshed by him. With a leap- fueled by rage and desperation- he launched himself at the glass dome covering the pilot seat, slamming the dagger hilt deep into it with a resounding crack!
“Traitors and fools! ALL OF YOU!” The fake minister howled.
The mech hand batted at the dome smashing the glass open while brushing Logan off and slamming him against the wall.
“What do you all know about what is right?! What gives you people the sole right to decide what to do with that relic?!” Matilda pulled the mech hand back, catching the hunter by the waist before he could fall to the floor and cinching the mechanical vice tighter until he could feel his ribs on the verge of cracking. “You are messing with powers beyond your understanding- beyond what you idiot peasants deserve!”
She raised the fist one last time, ready to splatter the younger hunter like a bug.
“For Sandrock!”
A warbling warcry sounded from further up the atrium. One gunshot rang out and Logan saw Matilda flinch, her eyes widening as red spread ominously from the center of her gray uniform.
“For Sandrock!” Dozens of voices echoed the initial cry, a chorus of comfortingly familiar voices and loud, lizard-like, hisses.
As Logan's eyes blurred from the bars around his chest, a purple blur dropped down on top of the mech. Clawed hands wrenched the mechanical hand open depositing the hunter unceremoniously on the floor.
Lying on his back and gasping for air he could finally see what’d happened.
Sandrock happened.
His town had arrived.
High above, on the platform where they’d fought the Duvosian Commander, Mayor Trudy stood on the ledge- or rather hung off of the ledge as a nervous-looking Zeke held the Mayor back from falling by her belt- her pistol in steady hands. More Sandrockers rappelled down from the platform with ropes, dropping down on top of the enemy Duvosians. The Geeglers, for their part, dropped down with reckless abandon, their claws more adept at gripping the smooth metal walls to slow their falls.
Larry grappled with the still-standing Mech-tilda, bodily shoving the mech towards the ledge until it tipped over the edge, falling down the starship launch chute with several resounding clangs that ended with a roaring boom and more heat.
Just as Logan was about to sit up, Howlett appeared above him. The older hunter wore a look of genuine fear.
“Are you alright?!” He barely kept the panic out of his voice, shaky hands cradling the younger hunter’s head.
“Y- yeah, I’m fine Pa.” Logan sat up with a wince, adjusting the headset as it jammed his ear slightly-
The headset.
“Kat.” He gasped.
The hunter whipped around scanning the tangle of bodies and throngs of fighting for any signs of the builder and her mother-
There-
A throng of people gathered around Kat and Maria amidst the dying fight. She was still shaking violently.
—
Kat woke with a quiet gasp, a pair of hands pressing a new headset against her ears.
Silence. Finally.
She glanced up to see who saved her expecting to see familiar Eufaula blue- only to be met with pained dark eyes and a kind unfamiliar smile. Stev gave her the spare headset back. His eyes were starting to cloud again, the aura of the time machine starting to affect him instantly.
“Kat!” Logan stumbled down next to her, Howlett steading him before the younger hunter slipped and fell on top of them.
He hauled her into a hug but the builder couldn’t stop staring at the Duvosian over her shoulder, worry gripping her heart. She can’t have condemned another person for her own weaknesses.
“Stev, the headset- you’ll-”
He held a hand up. “You need it more. I’m used to the pain at this point.”
Tears welled in her eyes.
“Besides, this may be my fight but you guys are the heroes here. It’s not my story.”
Stev slumped back against the wall, satisfied with everything he’d done. Kat buried her face in Logan’s shoulder. The horrible sense that these next few hours would be more of this. More sacrifices to end all this.
More deaths.
It left a horrible taste in her mouth.
Even if destroying the time machine would reverse everything that happened, would it bring back those who died? Would they have to suffer these losses like they have to lose Howlett?
Could she live with the suffering that’d happened here? For all of them?
“We have spares, you know.”
Qi’s voice startled them all as the Director shoved his spare set on the former Duvosian’s head. Stev jolted, quickly adjusting it over his ears. Relief filling his eyes.
“O- oh, thank you.”
“It is interesting that the relic seems to be affecting you similarly to how it would affect those of us who’ve been transported back in time twice- even though you’ve only done so once.” The Director continued, rambling. “Probably because you were in the room with us when we set it off the second time-”
“Qi.” Both monster hunters spoke up at once, admonishing the researcher with a look.
“Right. More important things. Sorry.”
Kat looked around, the fighting seemed to be calming down once again with the last of the opposing Duvosians being cornered by Geeglers on the other side of the glass walkway- Except-
The builder narrowed her eyes as she recognized a few of the Duvosians as the ones who helped them.
“Wait- some of them helped-”
“Shall I toss this one over the edge too?” Larry’s growling voice interrupted her as his shadow fell over them, his massive clawed hand pointing an accusatory finger at Stev. “He has the colors of an enemy.”
The former Duvosian shrank back against the wall, his momentary calm quickly melting into terror as that yellow glare sized him up.
“N- no!” Howlett stood up, pushing the big Geegler’s hand away. “No. He’s a friend. Some of the Duvosians chose to help us.”
Larry hummed, unimpressed. “We can’t kill him now? So what… Do we eat him later? After a tribunal? Or perhaps a little maiming for vengeance?”
“No, Larry, we don’t eat him at all. Humans frown on that. Cannibalism is illegal.”
The big Geegler huffed, letting out a series of hisses to his fellows as they rounded up the other Duvosians. Relaying the info.
Stev’s eyes darted back and forth between the older hunter and the Geegler. “Why is cannibalism all that you’re worried about?” His voice cracked a little.
Kat patted his shoulder reassuringly. It’d taken her a while to warm up to the Geegler’s aggressive culture so she didn’t blame him for being at least a little scared of Larry- despite the fact that the big Geegler that she had come to know was the scaly lizard equivalent of a giant teddy bear.
“Geeglers are naturally violent. You’ll be fine.”
He opened his mouth to reply when a few massive explosions shook the whole ruin, a roar somewhere between man and beast screaming with uncontained rage echoing from deeper in the ruin to them, cutting Stev off.
The air vibrated with an all too familiar ferocity. One that almost everyone there recognized.
Pen.
Kat shuddered.
Nothing about that sounded human anymore…
“Still one last fight to win,” Howlett muttered, his low voice loud in the ensuing silence.
His eyes met Logan’s… then Kat’s. ‘ Y’all up for it?’ The look spoke silently.
They all knew what had to be done. No sense in speaking it out loud.
“We should probably go to the fight before he comes to us.” Logan croaked out, the only sign of actual fear in the face of a fight that Kat had heard from him in a while.
Possibly the first ever.
Kat stood shakily, with both Logan and Maria’s help, as more of the Sandrockers gathered around. All of them grim-faced and ready.
“We’ll need some people to stay back and keep an eye on these Duvosians,” Justice spoke up as he approached the crowd alongside Trudy. “The ones upstairs are still cooperative but these ones might come after us if we turn our backs.” He gestured to where the Geeglers still had the enemy Duvosians corralled.
Logan nodded before looking up at Larry, gesturing at the doorway across the atrium. “The tunnels we have to go through from here to the time machine are too narrow for ya, Larry. You mind helping to look after these- uh-” He shot a sideways glance at Stev, biting back the 'bastards' he almost called them. “Folks.”
“Without the eating,” Howlett added.
Larry nodded. “Of course, they shall not disturb your glorious fight.” He hissed with a toothy grin before pausing and looking at Howlett seriously, his smile melting into a sincere, teary, look. At least as much as a lizard could cry. “And this is where we go our separate ways, old friend… It has been an honor fighting alongside you again Howlett.”
The big Geegler reached down, engulfing the older hunter’s hand in a massive scaly handshake. He marched around the group of Sandrockers, nodding to his fellow Geeglers as they shooed the captives farther from the path forward.
All eyes turned back towards the hunters.
“What now? Stick together?” Trudy asked.
Howlett shook his head.
“We’ll need to keep some distance between us all,” He sighed, “That relic weapon could wipe out an entire group- wipe out all of us- in one shot. So it would be safer to travel down in the groups we’ve established already. Spaced out.”
Everyone nodded, forming back up with their companions.
“We’ll follow you down in five-minute intervals.” The Mayor replied, glancing around for affirmation from the rest. “That way you won’t be fighting him by yourselves for long.”
With that, the hunter’s group, plus Stev, formed up.
The older hunter glanced at the former Duvosian before shrugging. Kat tilted her head at him and he merely smiled back in return. Still seeing it through to the end. She wished they could’ve been friends in all their timelines.
He would’ve fit in well with Sandrock.
They ducked into the corridor that would lead to the time machine. It was one that Kat was less familiar with but according to Logan and Stev, it was the faster route- or at least it was the more direct route they’d taken in the second timeline when she was unconscious.
The ruin itself was basically several massive rings stacked on top of each other, so she didn’t question it.
Old-world buildings always seemed kind of labyrinthian in nature anyways.
Kat felt like there was something odd about the direction they were going when she realized; they’d finally reached a point where there were no more bloodstains. The walls were still burned- but the signs of gore and fighting were long behind them, leaving nothing but soot and ash marring the once pristine metal walls.
The halls were silent again too. Eerily so considering the explosion earlier.
As though the ruin itself was holding its breath.
Finally, the room came into sight. That familiar doorway seemed somehow more towering than the first time she saw it, when Logan had held it open for her all that time ago- that day.
Now, it stood before them again. Partially melted and smoldering.
A haze hung in the air, choking their line of sight into the room. An intense blue glow from the center of the room turning everything within an odd monochrome color. The air itself seemed to burn and chill Kat’s skin, her ears ringing with each step that brought her closer to the time machine.
They crept forward cautiously until they found a clearing in the smog, a lone figure sitting on a pile of rubble in front of the machine. Soot and ash settling around him.
It looked almost like he’d tried to destroy the machine himself.
Scorch marks stained every surface around it and patches on the ground glowed with molten bits of stone and metal.
Pen twitched, hearing the approaching group despite their attempts to be quiet. Howlett hefted his shotgun the moment he saw the Duvosian Knight move, lining up a shot instinctively. Finger on the trigger.
The man turned and Kat’s throat closed.
He looked nothing like the man she remembered. All the bravado and pride gone- even the cold malice he used to have was no longer there- replaced by a look of fear and hatred she’d never seen on Pen’s face before. Like a cornered rabid animal, driven by nothing but pain and terror.
Some small, shriveled, part of her wanted to cry at the sight.
To cry at how far the man had fallen- Cry at what the relic’s unstable aura had done to him.
Not out of the love she once had for Pen, nor the hatred for the traitor and psychopath she’d learned he was- but out of primal sympathy for a human so far gone in the throes of madness to have lost all sense of dignity. To have lost his humanity itself.
This wasn’t a fight- it was a mercy killing.
Though who would die remained to be seen.
The Duvosian Knight’s lips curled, his face was bloodied and wild, stained by the deaths of enemies and comrades alike. A soft- hate-filled- rasp escaping him with a gurgling hiss.
“You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for this.”
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Notes:
Thus the final battle begins! Place your bets now, who do you think will live?!
This week kicked my ass a little. I had three massive projects due within three days of each other- it was a mess. So it looks like a biweekly update is the new norm for this fic! At least for now- there's only a few chapters left for me to write anyways. I hope y'all enjoyed this week's update, I'm still blazing with inspiration! I just need the time to write.
Thank y'all for reading and see ya soon!
Chapter 59: Unkillable
Summary:
Is it an uphill battle if the floor is flat?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Boom!
Howlett took the first shot- nailing the Duvosian Knight square in the chest before he could draw another breath. He flew back from the force of it, slamming into the ground with a solid thud!
Everyone startled, staring at the older hunter wide-eyed until Pen threw himself back to his feet with a roar, lunging at them with his relic weapon shrieking as it charged.
They scattered. Howlett darted to the Knight’s left, drawing his oncoming attack away from the rest.
Pen snarled as he grabbed for the older hunter, his blackened hand reeking of burnt flesh.
Just as he suspected.
Since Maria shot the Knight’s hand, he wasn’t able to move as quickly on that side. In fact- half of his body appeared to be burned underneath his armor. As though the broken glove had discharged directly into the side of Pen’s body instead of externally when it was damaged.
It was almost amazing that the Knight still had his hand- and that he could still move his burnt arm.
Now they just needed to destroy the other glove.
Pen was still a strong fighter but without that relic he shouldn’t be able to outmatch both monster hunters on his own.
Howlett dived behind a metal crate as the Knight unleashed a wave of purple fire. Wincing as he could feel all his hair sizzling. The hunter darted from his hiding spot as soon as the flames died down, the soles of his boots melting as he crossed the heated metal floor. He slam-fired two more rounds at Pen as he passed.
The Knight roared- more with frustration than pain, staggering as Howlett slipped by again.
He grabbed a chunk of debris from behind himself and hurled it at the older hunter- missing by a hairbreadth- and pulling the air from Howlett’s lungs as he felt the wind of its passing.
Gunshots rang out from behind the Knight.
Logan distracted Pen with a few bullets to the back- which only seemed to enrage him more. The Knight turned, his glove screeching as it charged another blast. The younger hunter holstered his gun and grabbed his dagger, lunging for Pen’s gloved hand having come to the same conclusion about the relic that Howlett did.
Unfortunately, the Knight was faster than either of them predicted, despite his injuries he curled his body protectively around his relic and slammed his shoulder into Logan's chest.
As the hunter stumbled Pen grabbed him by his collar and flung him at the time machine. Logan screamed as his body slammed into the super-heated metal, the scent of burning cloth and flesh immediately permeating the air.
Pen stood over him, his lip curled as the electricity in his palm crackled. Howlett’s heart raced. He needed to get him out of there.
“Pen!” Kat dashed from her cover, snarling a challenge and pulling the Knight’s attention away from the younger hunter.
He hurled himself at the builder, his hands clawing for her.
She dodged his clumsy movements. Her daggers skating off of his armor harmlessly as she drew him away from the hunters.
Howlett ran to Logan’s side, hauling his son up off of the searing floor with a wince. Thankfully his clothes hadn’t been burned through, which protected most of his body. Though he had some very serious blisters on his hands and a large patch of scruff and a part of his eyebrow missing from his face.
“‘M fine.” The younger hunter shook him off, standing unsteadily and glaring at the Knight.
Just as Pen’s hand landed on the builder’s cloak Avery leapt from his cover, slamming full-bodied into the Knight- knocking him off balance- and slashing at him with his sword. Backing him away from Kat as she fled back towards the hunters.
“We need to destroy that relic,” Howlett muttered to Logan, “But it seems he’s learned his lesson from the last one.”
“He’s not fighting the same way as he used to.” Kat panted as she skidded to a halt next to them. “Pen’s being more erratic, its- its like…” She trailed off, her eyes fixed on the fight.
The older hunter glanced over at the builder. He knew she was afraid of the Duvosian Knight- who wouldn’t be after what he did to her- but there was also a different kind of look in her eyes. She was shaking, despite the determined stand she took the disbelief and horror in her eyes betrayed what she was really feeling.
He couldn’t blame her either, they were fighting a practically zombified and charbroiled version of her tormentor-slash-ex-lover. This was someone she’d had a connection to. As much as Howlett despised his would-be murderer this whole thing had to be horrifying to her on some level.
They could only hope that Kat could hold herself together while having to face him head-on.
Keeping both her and Logan back from the fighting would be most important now that they were this close to the time machine. They couldn’t afford to lose either right now. In fact- If they could-
“The rest of us will keep him occupied,” Howlett nodded at the massive glowing relic. “You two should get to work.”
Kat’s eyes widened and Logan looked fit to protest-
At least until their attention was drawn back across the room as Pen punched his relic glove against Avery’s chest, launching the Alliance Commander across the room with a half-charged electric blast. He slammed against the wall with a grunt and crashed to the floor twitching.
Howlett raised his shotgun again as the Knight turned back towards them.
Before he could attack two figures jumped out of the shadows. Maria landed on Pen’s back, crossing her arms in a stiff choke hold as Stev tackled the Knight’s arm trying to rip the glove off of his hand. Howlett merely tossed a nod over his shoulder to Kat and Logan before running to rejoin the fray.
He had to trust they knew what to do.
Pen seemed unbothered by the small Highwinder’s weight and grabbed the former Duvosian instead, smashing him against the floor repeatedly before shaking like a bucking yakmel in an attempt to dislodge the unwelcome rider. His glove crackled again as he reached for Maria with it.
The older hunter hit his jaw with a right hook, the whole weight of his body and a full-tilt run behind the strike.
It barely even stunned him, though it did help Maria get a better grip on the Knight.
Hateful eyes turned on the hunter, a red glare that Howlett had only ever seen in cornered monsters before. Ones enraged and determined to not just win but absolutely destroy all threats to themselves and their territories. The most dangerous kind of monsters to fight.
He holstered his shotgun and ripped his dagger from its sheath. Bullets only seemed to piss Pen off, so a more direct approach seemed apt.
Still, it seemed wrong to stab a man who was being restrained-
A wild fist wooshed past the older hunter’s face reminding him that the Knight was barely even bothered by the significantly smaller Highwinder- and very much a threat. There was no sense in wasting sympathy now.
The hunter lunged, slashing at Pen’s arms as he struggled.
Even while being choked he was a top fighter, never letting the dagger close to the relic as it charged. The Knight swung around with a wordless snarl, crashing Maria into Howlett and knocking the wind out of her. With her grip loosened from the blow, he ripped her free from his back and threw her at the hunter.
The two tumbled away as Pen turned to the couple huddled around the time machine’s console.
Howlett could feel a little frustration in his chest as he scrambled to detangle himself from Maria. They had the advantage of numbers and have been jumping the Knight from the get-go but they were barely holding their own against him. The kids had warned them that there were rumors that Pen had been experimentally enhanced by the Duvos army but he didn’t think such a thing would’ve made him this much stronger than the rest of them.
Logan noticed Pen’s movements and scooped Kat over his shoulder, dragging her away from the relic and diving behind cover as the Knight unleashed another wave of purple flame through the room.
As it died down Pen stalked towards them. Suddenly switching tactics, the Knight slowly cornered his prey with low sweeps of flickering orange fire. Breaking out into a maddened cackle as he drove Logan further and further back into the room- away from the time machine- and away from the others.
“Hey!” The older hunter shouted in challenge, trying to draw the Knight’s attention back.
Pen seemed to know that those two were the only ones that mattered in this fight. He didn't even spare a glance backward, focused on his quarrel with a demented obsession. What few hits Logan managed to land either with his dagger or well-placed shot of his pistol seemed to do nothing to the Duvosian Knight. As though Pen were some kind of unstoppable beast.
Damn!
Before the Howlett could move a chunk of debris bounced off of the Knight, finally knocking him off guard with its weight.
On the other side of the room, Avery was on his feet again, what looked like a shiny piece of torn cloth wrapped around his arm like a makeshift bullfighter's cape. Using his imposing height to full advantage as he glared a challenge at Pen.
The Knight whipped around as the Alliance Commander charged.
He slammed into Pen like a battering ram, pushing him away from Logan and Kat once again. Every blast of fire that the Knight threw seemed to roll off of the sheet that Avery had grabbed. Soot blackened the shiny material but the heat didn't seem to bother the man behind it as they clashed.
It was fireproof.
Haru had told Howlett about advanced old-world clothing that would not only not catch on fire but would entirely block the transfer of heat. It was protective gear that would be used by astronauts and firefighters. The young chemist had described the material and begged the monster hunters to keep an eye out for it on their ruin dives since it was rare and highly useful.
Where did the Commander find a whole sheet of it?!
Starship ruins.
There was probably more in here somewhere-
Howlett glanced around wildly when a hand grabbed him, just barely stopping himself from decking Stev. The former Duvosian had a slightly smaller sheet of the material hastily wrapped around his arm too.
“We can hold him down if you two get the relic.” He gestured at Pen. “I'll get you close, stay behind me.”
Maria and Howlett exchanged glances.
It's the best plan they had right now. Commander Avery was holding his own against the Knight’s relic now that he had insulation from the flames. They had a chance to win.
They huddled up behind the former Duvosian, Maria following behind Howlett.
Pen was entirely focused on Avery. His cackles have long melted into feral growls, abandoning his tactic of low flames for throwing himself full-bodied against his opponent- trying to blast him with partially-charged explosive shots from his glove. As they got closer the Knight whipped a fireball over his shoulder at them and while Stev managed to block most of it the searing sparks rolling over their skin was enough to make Howlett flinch.
With a roar of defiance, Pen turned away from the Alliance Commander and grappled with Stev instead. His strength severely outweighing the smaller man’s abilities- fire protection or not. He shoved him back, almost knocking the former Duvosian into the hunter.
Stepping out from behind the former Duvosian, Howlett caught one of Pen’s punches- wrenching the man sideways with all his might causing him to stumble.
The Knight turned, another snarl escaping him as his eyes met the older hunter’s.
“YOU.” He spat. “You should have stayed dead old man!”
“Couldn’t,” The older hunter smirked mirthlessly at him. “We’ve got a score to settle.”
Pen lunged for Howlett.
“I’ll kill you and that mutt of yours!” He roared. “This is all your fault! All of this! Everything I’ve lost!”
“Everything you’ve lost?” Howlett snapped back, dodging another wild swing. “How about this being retribution for what you’ve done? For everyone you hurt?” The older hunter threw punches of his own, punctuating each question with a strike. “What about as retribution for hurting the woman you were supposed to love?” He bit out. “You did this to yourself.”
An inhuman noise left the Knight as he charged clumsily- his hands curled to strangle- all composure lost.
Howlett grunted as Pen’s full weight crashed into him. All semblance of strategy or planning was thrown out the window as they grappled, almost like they’d both forgotten that he even had a relic weapon.
Taking advantage of his distraction with the older hunter, Avery stepped forward and slashed his sword against the Knight’s back. Pen’s grip loosened and he staggered slightly. Some semblance of pain finally breaking through the madness that’d seemed to fuel him.
Using the moment of respite Howlett changed his grip on his opponent and threw him to the ground.
The Knight grunted as he hit the floor, stunning him momentarily. Stev and Avery took the chance to dog pile on him, each man pinning one of his arms. Finally immobilizing the seemingly unstoppable force.
A piercing shriek filled the air again as Pen’s glove started charging.
How he’d managed to activate it while trapped Howlett wasn’t sure. Those relics were unpredictable unless someone specifically trained with them like the Knight clearly had. All he knew was they needed to disable it now.
The older hunter scooped his dagger up from where he’d dropped it in the tussle.
As he pressed the blade to the glove- intending to cut it off if he couldn’t pry it from Pen’s hand- and the Knight’s growls turned to unhinged screams as he fought against them, his thrashing becoming increasingly desperate. The struggle making it that much harder to remove the glove cleanly.
Several things seemed to happen simultaneously as Howlett’s dagger finally sliced into the relic’s padding- damaging the circuitry-
A soft ‘ha!’ pulled the older hunter’s attention towards the time machine where Kat and Logan stood, a beaming- relieved- smile on the builder’s face aimed at the younger hunter as the relic’s screen flickered with whatever it was they were doing. Scarcely a second later, with a final roaring scream, Pen ripped his hand free from Stev, headbutted Howlett, his gloved hand reaching for Avery.
The blood splatter covered all of them, horror stunning the older hunter for a long breathless moment as the Alliance Commander fell back- an equally stunned look on his face and his right arm with most of the shoulder missing in a mess of gore and searing sparks. All of the unstable energy of the relic weapon having blasted outwards- their own plan backfiring in the worst way possible.
Without even glancing at them- or looking at his newly messed up hand- the Knight threw himself to his feet and snatched a jagged piece of metal from the ground.
He rushed the time machine- barely giving any of them the chance to shout a warning as Pen descended on the couple. At the last second, Logan sensed the threat and shoved Kat out of the way, turning to intercept the attack- but she wasn’t the target-
The twisted end of the piece of metal in the Knight’s hands sank into the younger hunter’s stomach, blood spurting from the wound as he was pinned against the time machine.
Kat’s shriek rang in Howlett’s ears, his eyes unable to look away from the scene. Logan’s breaths were shallow- if at all present and not a hopeful hallucination- compared to Pen’s heaving, the acrid stench of burning filling the air once again- and too much blood dripping everywhere.
Just the sight of his son’s still form clawed at the older hunter’s throat as every ounce of pain, horror, and fear ripped through him at once.
“LOGAN!”
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Notes:
More like really killable, amirite? They probably don't need those limbs... or blood.
Guess who has two thumbs and caught a nasty cold the week before a final project checkpoint was due and ended up delaying ~everything~? (Hint: It's not any of the characters, it's the author. (Double Hint: It was me. I got sick.)) This chapter turned out slightly shorter than usual but I swear there'll be no more cliffhangers after this.
See y'all soon as I can!
Chapter 60: With You
Summary:
All good things come to an end...
Notes:
Hey y'all!
Author's note before the chapter starts because I didn't want to put it after such a serious chapter; I'm not dead! Though November did its best... (So much for celebrating a fic anniversary >_>) If y'all have been waiting, I can't thank you enough for your patience. I should be able to get the final chapters out for the holiday season so y'all can look forward to that!
For now; Enjoy and I'll see y'all soon!
Chapter Text
Barely any noise could break through the static filling Logan's ears as he stared down the vacant eyes glaring at him.
The time machine behind him beeped distantly as it tried to remind them of its existence. Its screen flashing and demanding input as they were interrupted halfway through uploading Qi’s shutdown sequence. Screams echoed around him but he couldn't differentiate between what was in his head and the shouts of everyone around him.
Everything was muffled- his body shutting down to the bare essentials as he went into shock.
He hardly registered when Kat crashed into Pen’s side, her dagger slipping into a weak spot just underneath his breastplate. The builder shoved the Duvosian Knight away from her boyfriend with a shocking strength for her smaller frame. Their fight soon moving out from the narrow tunnel of sight he had left.
Even the searing heat from the relic he was pinned to felt like a faint prickle against his back.
All the younger hunter could really feel was the waves of nauseating pain radiating from the shred of metal piercing his gut. It hurt bad.
Logan has been injured plenty of times in his life. He’d broken bones, he'd been shot with a crossbow bolt and poisoned- it had sucked to be down and out for a couple of weeks when that'd happened, he was so restless- he’s been cut, stabbed, zapped, and he's of course been bitten, clawed, and stung by various monsters over the years.
None of it really compared to this.
He slid to the floor clutching at the twisted piece of metal, unsure whether or not he should remove it or leave it. The burning pain prevented him from remembering anything about wound treatment.
All this time Logan had been surrounded by everyone else getting hurt- much to his frustration- but now that it was his turn he could hardly even begin to figure out how to get himself out of this mess.
For a man- a Monster Hunter- who prided himself on his confidence, be it staring down the barrel of a gun or running like a madman from the gnashing teeth of a monster, it felt terrifying to have his mind go blank. To not know instantly what to do.
To not be able to help anymore-
Even back when he'd been poisoned by that bolt he'd taken in Kat’s place- Peach, that felt like a lifetime ago now- He'd still been able to help her fight off that Mega Tunnel Worm.
Logan had still been able to fight even if there was a high likelihood of him dying.
He didn't want to die without at least knowing everyone else would be alright.
A screech finally managed to draw his attention out of the fog it was in.
As he looked up Pen grabbed Kat with both hands- the builder looking impossibly tiny in the Knight’s grasp- and, despite the blood loss, Logan could feel his veins heating with rage. A deep simmering feeling that made his body surge with energy.
Pen’s grip tightened on the builder’s throat, cutting her enraged screams off with a choked gasp as he lifted her off the ground. Behind him Maria lunged, clawing at the Knight in an attempt to break her daughter free. The rest of them were stunned in shock- Howlett’s eyes fixed on Logan and Stev’s eyes fixed on Avery who was lying still in an ominously growing pool of dark red.
Another gasping screech erupted from Kat as she thrashed in the Knight’s grip, her face twisted with fury and pain. A look he knew she only had on her face when his life was in danger.
The same kind of look she wore when she attacked Pen- just before the Knight had thrown her over the ledge to her doom.
Logan staggered to his feet, blood-tinged spit leaking from the corners of his snarl.
He'd sworn to Kat that he wouldn't let Pen hurt her again- he hadn’t been able to keep that promise before- and now it was all he could focus on.
The edges of his vision warped as he tore the chunk of metal free from his gut.
Rage numbed the pain as he let it fall to the floor with a wet clatter. His dagger leaping from its sheath into his hand. Even if it meant dying, Logan would drag Pen to hell with him.
He was only three steps towards the fight when a blur of tan, orange, and silver struck the Knight.
Justice.
The Sheriff appeared from somewhere beyond Logan’s peripheral vision, the heavy end of his hammer sinking into Pen’s gut just below where his breastplate ended. At the same time a loud sparkling crackle filled the room as the Knight was blasted back by purple light- A bomb- the sooty remnants of which were still haphazardly attached to Justice’s hammer.
As Pen staggered back and dropped Kat, the Sheriff whipped out another bomb from his belt and hucked it at the Knight. Almost launching him off his feet-
Logan recognized those bombs.
They were a part of some of the AIs found in these ruins- the stupid little scuttle-y ones that reminded the hunter of giant metal ticks.
He was only familiar with them because they’d not only had to fight those things but because he’d brought the pieces of them back to Haru for examination. Those bombs were the kinds that the AIs would lay on the ground as traps during a fight, they were volatile, so how Justice got a hold of some without being blasted to smithereens was more than Logan could comprehend at the moment.
It took more than a second longer for it to register with the younger hunter that Justice had disappeared at some point during the fight with Pen- Actually at the start of the fight pretty much.
The Sheriff had apparently been busy figuring out his own plan.
Pen stumbled back as Justice rained down a mix of hammer blows and bombs against the Knight.
With one last definitive clang, the Sheriff was out of steam- and bombs- having succeeded in pushing him across the room.
For one ominous moment, Justice’s attacks seemed to have done nothing as the Knight drew himself up to his full height. His bloodstained face contorted with fury and his breath wheezed out of him in grunting laughs, his eyes still glassy- It struck Logan that the look in Pen’s eyes seemed off, different from every other time they'd fought him.
As though where a once proud man stood was a hollow shell- Trapped.
Trapped in the defeat looming in front of him, one he couldn't avoid no matter the timeline.
The Knight swayed-
Slowly, like an ancient tree being felled, he collapsed. His knees gave out first, hitting the floor with a resounding thud. The rest of his body followed- almost in slow motion- as Pen tipped over face-first onto the ground. Still as the grave.
After a beat of silence, Justice edged forward and nudged the Knight with the end of his hammer.
Nothing.
It didn't even look like Pen was breathing. Let alone able to fight.
“Well,” Maria’s voice rasped out in the silence, “I don't know about you guys, but that seemed a little anticlimactic.”
Logan collapsed to his knees, just barely able to keep himself upright as his eyes shifted from the fallen Knight to the gash in his stomach. Every last ounce of adrenaline and energy seemed to drain from his body at once.
They'd won.
They'd won- but now he was dying.
He couldn't stop the incredulous bubble of laughter in his throat. It was always one of them getting fatally wounded, wasn't it?
Two bodies thumped down beside him. Two sets of eyes- blue and hazel green- met his. Kat and Howlett. Both of them reached for him with trembling hands, their eyes brimming with tears.
Everyone spoke almost at once.
“Jus’ hang in there, Logan.” Howlett’s normally steady voice broke. “We’re so close now, we can’t lose ya.”
“I'm going to go get Fang.” Justice rushed past them, beelining for the door of the room.
“Logan…” Kat's voice was quiet, full of fear that he wanted nothing more than to get rid of.
“D- do we put pressure on it? Pack the wound or something?” Maria put a hand over her mouth. “Peach, he's been gutted.”
The older hunter tried to get the younger to lay down- only to be stopped by Logan grasping his hands and shaking his head-
“If I go down now… I ain't gettin’ back up.” He managed to croak out.
Howlett’s eyes darted up to Logan’s again, pain and understanding in them. He glanced behind his son- the blue light of the machine seemed to make the color of his eyes that much more ethereal. Like fate itself towered over them.
Quiet beeps reminded them of why they were there, the machine purring away far more comfortably than Logan had ever heard it.
“Get it over with.” A thready voice spoke up.
Logan managed to drag his blurry eyes over his Pa’s shoulder to a pale bloodied Avery on the ground. Stev kneeled over the Alliance Commander, using what was left of his torn uniform to try and staunch the blood pouring out of the blond man's missing shoulder.
“Finish… the mission.” Avery’s eyes glazed as he forced the words out. “That's… the only… way to… save us…”
He went limp as the former Duvosian looked up at them helplessly.
Finish the mission.
The younger hunter tried to push himself to his feet, his legs almost giving out as he stood. Pain shot through every limb like lightning.
“Whoa, Logan!” Kat caught his arm, steadying him with a mortified look. “Take it easy, you- you’re…”
He gave her what he hoped was a reassuring smile and not a thin-lipped grimace. “The Commander’s right darlin’, no ‘takin’ it easy’ will fix this.”
Again he tried- and partially succeeded- in pushing himself to his feet. Clutching his shirt and vest closed around the wound in hopes of preventing anything more important than blood from spilling out from his wound.
Kat followed him the whole way, her face twisted with horror and worry. The same kind of fear he was sure he himself wore when it was her injured. Her hands cupped his face gently and he could feel the way her hands shook. She was right to be scared, even standing on his own two feet he was half hunched over. Close to collapsing again.
Her trembling lips brought the world into focus for him, like his dying eyes would only let the fog clear enough to just see her.
The blue light made her mossy hazel eyes look like the most beautiful emerald he’d ever seen. More green than anything he’d ever seen in his lowly sandy desert life.
It's going to be okay.
He wanted nothing more than to comfort her- maybe because he could use a little comforting himself right now- and wipe that fear off her face. Assure her that he wasn’t injured, that it barely hurt anymore.
The warmth in his chest was distracting.
Despite their situation, a small- admittedly selfish- part of him was pleased to see proof that she cared about him as much as he cared about her. It was nice to be fretted about. She looked cute when she was fretting.
Howlett catching him by the shoulder was the only thing that prevented Logan from falling over and crushing Kat in an embarrassing attempt to kiss her.
He was really starting to get delirious.
“C’mon.”
The older hunter pulled his son’s arm over his shoulder, supporting the younger hunter so he wasn’t draped over the builder. Half-limping and half-dragging themselves over to the time machine’s console.
Its glow was a lot softer now- and Logan wasn’t sure if it was the blood loss or if the machine was finally under control now that Qi’s doodad had started the shutdown process- but the heat in the room was finally letting up. It felt less like searing hellfire and more like a Sandrock summer afternoon.
The still mildly uncomfortable warmth was comforting.
Like those slow lazy days when he was eighteen and patrolling on his own for the first time. Yawning out of boredom since the younger hunter hadn't learned yet back then that long stretches of peace and quiet- of quiet observation and maintenance- were not only commonplace but what monster hunters were supposed to be working for.
It felt strange that he understood his Pa’s lessons more now than when the older hunter was actually teaching them to him.
“What's left to do?” Howlett prompted them gently as Kat sidled against Logan's other side.
Both of them were trembling, the only thing keeping them from scrambling being the younger hunter’s injuries. As though moving any faster would kill him instantly.
“I think the data transfer is complete.” The builder tapped the screen. “We just need to…”
‘ENGAGE SHUTDOWN PROTOCOL?’
‘YES / NO.’
She hesitated as the screen displayed its options, glancing up at the hunters as her fingers hovered over the ‘yes.’
Logan felt his blood freeze in his veins as he realized what it meant.
His eyes snapped to Howlett’s. Eufaula sky blue, just the same as the younger hunter saw in the mirror every morning. Just the same as he’d keep seeing long after the older hunter was gone-
This would be the last time.
The last time they could look each other in the eyes. The last time he would ever see his Pa again.
“You’ll be alright.” The older hunter’s voice was quietly reassuring, a much more comforting warmth than the heat around them.
“How?” Logan croaked out.
“You'll cry, then you'll find reasons to keep going.” Howlett’s eyes flicked from his to Kat’s. “You’ll learn that you’ve got good folks with ya, and- even if you have a hard time feelin’ like it- I’ll still be there with ya. Just not in the way you're used to.”
The older hunter’s hand squeezed his shoulder and Kat’s hand slipped into his.
‘You lived without me once, you can do it again.’
His words sunk in as he stared at the relic in front of him.
He was surrounded by two people he trusted blindly. Two of the only people in the world he could really say that about. Two of the four people that had managed to make his life feel like it was worth it.
If they thought he would be okay… Maybe he really would be.
Logan’s eyes slid shut against the onslaught of tears and he nodded, not able to trust himself to speak.
For their sake.
He looked back down at Kat as she tugged his hand gently, both of their hands hovering over the screen. Hazel eyes glanced up at him-
“Together?”
The hunter nodded silently again and the builder gripped his hand tighter. Underneath their hands, the screen flickered as they pressed ‘yes’ switching to a white silhouette of a palm print.
‘ERROR; CURRENT USER DETECTED.’
‘REQUIRE INPUT FROM PREVIOUS USER(S)’
He pressed their hands down against it, her palm underneath his with their fingers intertwined.
‘CONFIRMED.’
A soft hum filled the air.
The room faded around them as the machine’s blue light bled into a blinding white, isolating them in its ethereal glow. Hot and cold melted away into an indecipherable prickle along his skin. Even the wound in his gut seemed to disappear into nothingness, like it was never real to begin with.
His heart pounded, even Kat seemed to phase out of existence beside him, leaving him and Howlett.
Without thought he turned and threw his arms around the older hunter one last time, tears flowing freely down his face. Howlett hugged him back tightly. Like he was the only thing left in the world.
“Take care of Sandrock for me.” Howlett’s voice seemed to fill the air, the soft rumble shaking Logan apart further. There was nothing he could bring himself to say in reply, desperate to commit every last word he heard from his father’s voice to memory.
His eyes blurred with tears and light until he couldn’t see. Until Eufaula sky blue melded into white. Until he couldn’t tell whether or not he was even awake or alive.
“See you on the other side, son.”
—
Chapter Text
He was surrounded by warmth. The smiles of family all around him. Peaceful. As it should be.
Kat napped with a small smile on her face, Logan grinned in a way he hadn’t in a long time, and Andy’s maniacal cackle echoed from one of the other rooms. No doubt cooking up some new mischief that would have the adults running around- well, at least Logan would be running around, Kat and Haru were better at negotiating with the kid. A sense of belonging hung around them and it felt well deserved.
Especially after all they’d lost-
Haru’s head shot off his desk, his latest lab report stuck to his cheek with a spot of drool.
For a long horrible moment, he tried to remember what just happened to him. His brain scrambling to retain what was real and what was a dream-
The time machine.
Memories crowded his skull like seagulls on an unattended sandwich. His head pounded as though someone had stuck lit firecrackers way up his nose. The battle for Sandrock, explosions left and right, the two timelines, a white light engulfing the world, Howlett’s back as he walked into the ruin that had put him in his grave.
His hand flew to his throat. The bandages were gone…
He knocked over his chair scrambling to his feet, nearly tripping over it as he rushed to the bathroom mirror. Flicking the lights-
Nothing.
Not even a scar.
“Huh.” The chemist hummed gently.
His voice didn't grate against his throat either. He could remember being hurt- he could remember clearly just how much it’d hurt too- but there were no signs of injury, not even bruising… Aside from the headache, it was like he'd never been injured in the first place.
Haru’s heart sank.
Was none of it real?
The thought hurt, but he’d just woken up. It could’ve been a dream. A huge part of him hoped it wasn't but the possibility was real enough to hurt. Given all the evidence he had right now, it was the most logical conclusion.
But he wanted to believe it had happened.
Wanted to believe that they had really gone back in time, they'd won the fight against Duvos three times, and he and Logan had gotten to see Howlett one last time.
That they'd been able to say a proper goodbye.
If it was a dream that would be the cruelest joke the universe could pull on him-
A knock on his room door shook Haru from his thoughts, his roommate stuck his head in cautiously.
“You good, man?” The other man peered at the chemist over the rim of his reading glasses, glancing at the mess leading from the desk to the bathroom with a mildly annoyed frown.
“Y- yeah…” Haru waved him off. “I just… startled myself.”
His roommate raised a brow but said nothing, shrugging as he turned away. The man had never shown much concern whatsoever since the chemist moved in. Haru was used to it by this point, though his callousness stung a little more than usual considering… whatever the hell it was he’d just gone through.
It couldn't have just been a dream.
The memories felt incredibly distinct from what little hazy dreams he could remember. The chemist wasn’t the kind to have vivid dreams- or at least he couldn’t remember ever having such vivid dreams. This somehow felt different.
Haru pursed his lips.
He needed proof.
Some way to prove to himself that it all was real. Evidence, news, maybe a witness- he needed to check on Logan and Kat.
A soft steadying breath left him.
One step at a time.
Turning towards his dresser he dug around-
Ah.
It'd been too long since he'd worn his old gear. Months of disuse wrinkling the leather apron along the folds, his hat hanging in the closet collecting dust as he studied, and the hole in his old jeans only getting worse from the occasional moth.
Nearly two years in Atara, the University's dress code, and his sweater vest-wearing roommate had all severely affected his wardrobe. It'd been all button-up undershirts, ties, and vests since he’d left Sandrock. The change to a more formal dressing style had felt like a nice change of pace after a couple of years on the run.
Now though, Haru had the strongest urge to feel like a Sandrocker again.
“I'm heading out!” The chemist called over his shoulder, a distant grumble being the only response as Haru plonked his hat on his head.
Central Square first then the train station.
He could stop by the Ataran Times building. If anyone had heard anything from Sandrock it would be them.
For as much as he thought Ernest was an airhead, at least the Ataran-turned-Sandrocker was always keeping his editor up to date on the Eufaulan city-state. If Haru could find that man- Eduardo if he remembered the name correctly- he could ask about Sandrock.
—
Useless.
There’d been no recent news. At least not stuff that Haru didn’t already know about like Kat’s work with the Alliance to build an airship or the fact that Mayor Trudy and Zeke’s efforts to reforest the desert around Sandrock had been quite successful. Plus all of the stories on Logan and Haru-
Nothing about any relic time machines and time travel.
Nothing in the past couple of days.
While the people at the Atara Times were nice, they spent more time hounding him for interviews about his time on the run rather than helping him. Logan’s right-hand man. That’d been all the reporters were interested in.
“Well… sorry we didn’t have what you were looking for Mr. Haru.” One of the reporters trailed the chemist as he made his way out of the building. “And if you do change your mind about modeling… I know quite a few magazines would love to do a photoshoot with Logan’s- I mean- with you.”
Haru barely managed to hold back his sigh.
He’d been able to use his former bandit reputation to get into the newspaper building to ask about Sandrock- but now there was no doubt he’d be visited by the occasional aspiring reporter sniffing for a story. If the chemist had thought that Ernest was nosy, he’d just walked right into a hornet's nest of Ernests. They'd barely paused their questions at him long enough for the chemist to ask about news from Sandrock.
Which was ultimately useless since there was none.
He supposed that could mean things were good- there wasn’t any news about Sandrock being destroyed- but he really wanted to know whether or not the other timelines were real. The fact that the Ataran Times knew nothing about that didn't bode well.
On top of that, his detour had taken a lot longer than he wanted it to. Looking out the window at the sky he could guess that it was about mid-afternoon now. Atarans knew how to talk fast enough that you’d forget the time, droning on to the point that Cooper would've been green with envy over the hot air they had.
At least if he hurried he could still catch one of the afternoon trains to Sandrock. The chemist nodded a silent goodbye to the reporter as he swept out the door, ready to sprint for the station-
Only to slam face-first into a uniform-clad chest.
A pair of gloved hands snatched Haru’s overalls as he nearly fell backwards and hauled him up, the chemist’s dark eyes meeting the color of molten gold.
He knew that uniform, he knew that face.
“You.” Commander Avery’s icy cold voice froze the chemist in place.
Haru could do nothing but stare as the Commander scrutinized him, the barest hint of a snarl crinkling the blond man’s nose.
Several heartbeats passed in silence. Not only was the chemist familiar with Commander Avery from what few times they’d talked during both the Duvos invasion and the time machine situation, but he was aware of the reputation that the Commander had among Atarans. An Alliance protege, the golden-eyed man, the Eagle of Atara.
It was almost ironic that a man who looked like he was carved from pure sunlight could give off such a glacial aura.
“You’re the bomb-maker from Sandrock.” Commander Avery gripped him as though he wasn't sure that Haru wouldn't somehow vanish from in front of him. “We need to talk.”
He turned on his heel, dragging the chemist along by the scruff like a misbehaving pup.
A lot of heads turned as a renowned Council Guard Commander- Avery of all people- hauled a ruffled-looking Sandrock yakboy across one of Atara’s most populous plazas. Whispers and giggles echoed from around the square, following them as Avery quickly darted onto one of the many sidestreets. Only slowing down when they reached a secluded park; a single tree and a few benches in a small faux courtyard between buildings.
Avery shoved the chemist onto one of the benches, glaring down at him.
“So- uh…” Haru cleared his throat nervously.
He could fight. The chemist knew he could at least defend himself and hijack trains- he got way too good at hijacking trains- but being able to fight an extremely angry military man who was also twice his size was out of the question. That was why he originally started hanging around Logan; two-in-one best friend and bodyguard.
“What do you remember about any recent events in Sandrock?” Avery’s gruff voice cut through Haru's anxious thoughts. “Have you experienced anything weird? Any repeating memories? Or lost time…?”
Haru blinked at him.
He's not angry, he's stressed.
Avery had the same confusion and fear that the chemist had felt earlier reflected in golden eyes. It just didn't help that the Commander didn't seem to have many emotions beyond perpetually aloof or pissed.
“You're talking about the time machine.” It wasn't a question, but a statement.
Relief flooded Avery’s eyes, softening his look from angry to mild discontent. “So it all did happen.”
“Yeah.”
A soft breath left the Commander. “Very few of the guardsmen remember, though they've all felt the effects... I thought I was going mad reliving the same years three times.”
Haru let out a sigh of relief. “I was worried it wasn't real, I woke up at my desk like nothing happened.”
The Commander let out a soft hiss. “I wish I could say the same for myself, I woke up in the middle of a training exercise- it was nearly disastrous.”
Haru raised a brow at him.
“I wasn't kidding when I said the reset affected the whole guard. Some of us ‘blacked out’ while we were training newer pilots- none of the others besides those who had blackouts seem to remember the other timelines though.” Avery shook his head. “The higher-ups suspect some kind of tampering or poisoning. I got permission to leave to investigate since I was the lead during the Sandrock-Duvos situation and this is clearly connected.”
“Well, if you remember all of it then Logan and Kat should probably-”
The chemist stiffened.
Logan and Kat.
He needed to check in with them. He got his proof from the Commander that it was all real. They’d been successful in resetting the timeline and- possibly- saving Sandrock. But Peach only knows what his friends were going through back home…
Light. If they really had lost Howlett again, what must Logan be going through?
Haru shot off the bench, nearly slamming his face against Avery again. His heart thundering again as the thought of the older monster hunter crossed his mind. He needed to get home now.
“I was headed to the train station, I've gotta catch the train!”
The Commander's eyes widened at him before glancing up at the sky. Between the sun sinking towards the horizon and the fact that Sandrock was a more popular destination now- especially with the new theme park and resort- they'd be hard-pressed to catch a train that wasn't sold out.
Even the late trains.
Avery glanced back down at the chemist, coming to a decision with a sharp nod.
“Then we run.”
—
Longer legs meant that Commander Avery outpaced Haru the whole way to the train station.
The chemist quietly cursed Catori's theme park the whole run.
While it was a blessing to Sandrock in pretty much every way economically, the increased tourism meant that Haru had been having a harder time catching any of the trains to Sandrock whenever he had days free from university work. All tickets basically had to be booked days if not weeks in advance. Time which he usually didn’t have between classes and internships.
Thankfully, while they ended up only managing to catch the last night train on the schedule, the star-struck ticket booth attendant- who apparently knew all about Avery- had managed to upgrade them to a first-class cabin with two beds.
Something Haru was grateful for as he stretched his legs, luxuriating in the plush mattress and cushions that lined his bed.
He could lie down or move about without bumping into the Commander accidentally. It meant they could sleep in peace for the night and a half they'd be spending on the train together. They wouldn’t be stuck in cramped seats around strangers for a couple days of travel.
Comfy beds and warm meals.
Haru dozed again, letting his thoughts drift…
Shouldn't be long now until they arrive in Sandrock. Based on how late the train left Atara it should be somewhere around nine in the morning when the train would pull into the station.
A gentle tap at the cabin door jolted both men awake, bright desert sunlight replacing the dark that Haru had closed his eyes to moments ago.
An apologetic-looking porter stuck his head into the room and glanced between the men. “We'll be arriving in Sandrock in about two hours, breakfast service has started and meals are available early in the dining car for any passengers who will be disembarking at the station-”
“We'll have breakfast in here,” Avery’s tone made clear it was a command and not a request, “and bring some coffee if it's available.”
The porter’s mouth snapped shut and he nodded, ducking back out of the room without another word. Haru eyed Avery with curiosity, the Commander was clearly more experienced in taking advantage of the train’s luxuries than the chemist was.
“We should talk before we arrive.” Avery stood, ambling towards the small table.
Haru glanced at him, the serious look on the Commander’s face gave nothing away. He’d been practically silent outside of quiet requests or informing the chemist when he was going to the dining car for meals.
“Yeah, uh- any reason I’ve been getting the cold shoulder?”
Avery shook his head. “My apologies. I wasn’t ignoring you on purpose, I was just trying to sort my thoughts. Things have been… chaotic.”
“That’s one word for it.” Haru huffed. “I don’t blame you, honestly. I remember standing guard outside the ruins. Then… I’m not even sure what happened since I wasn’t down there with you guys. Some kind of white light? I just remember waking up.”
“Right. I almost forgot you weren't with us.” Avery touched his shoulder unconsciously, an odd look on his face. “The fight with Pen was rather disastrous…”
The Commander’s words trailed off and Haru tilted his head at him. Fear. That’s what the odd look was. Uncertainty, too. Like he didn’t know what to think about what had happened.
“Kat and Logan made it to the time machine and managed to do… whatever the hell it was they needed to do. That's all that matters.” Avery avoided meeting the chemist’s eyes.
So it was that bad.
He’d probably have to get the details out of Logan once they got there. Apparently, whatever happened in the fight against Pen, it’d shaken Avery enough that he didn’t even want to think about it.
“We’ll find out what happened once we get there.” The chemist tried to smile. It felt weird trying to comfort someone he barely knew-
“Logan was fatally injured.”
Haru snapped to attention. “What?!”
“Pen managed to stab him…” The Commander chewed over his words for a moment, a small light of guilt in his eyes. “I'm not entirely sure what happened after that, I wasn't in much better condition. It's possible I died considering the amount of blood, but as far as I’m aware they were successful in resetting the timeline.”
The chemist stared at him.
“You could’ve told me that a little sooner.”
The Commander glared back with a flat look. “If you and I are unharmed,” He pointed at the chemist’s neck. “Then they’re likely fine too.”
“That’s not going to stop me from worrying. That just makes it worse!” Haru hissed. “It’s not like that relic has been wholly helpful or predictable this entire time.”
Avery shrugged. “Your Director seemed to know what he was doing.”
Their conversation petered out into silent tension as the porter returned with a service cart, presenting them with a steaming hot breakfast.
The food was excellent but it still tasted ashy to the chemist. All the luxury around them suddenly felt stale as Haru was practically counting the minutes as they approached Sandrock.
Every sort of scenario played through his mind. What if Sandrock didn’t get reset? What if Kat or Logan retained their injuries like they did in the last timeline? What if the relic destroyed the whole town? The editor at Atara Times did mention that they haven't gotten any news from Sandrock in more than a day or so…
Anxiety tightened his chest.
“Next stop; Sandrock! We’re arriving at Sandrock!”
Haru was on his feet as soon as the announcement rang out, the desert outside their window looked unchanged in the morning light. He wove through the crowd as they were gathering their things to stand first in line at the train door.
He hopped from foot to foot as the train gradually slowed.
Avery put a hand on his shoulder and leaned in. “Try to stay close,” he whispered, “We don’t know what the situation is.”
The chemist glanced over his shoulder, meeting the serious look on the Commander’s face. He’s right. Even if Haru wanted nothing more than to sprint home and find Logan- he only knew that Avery remembered the last timeline like he did.
Nodding, Haru turned back to the doors as the train crept to a stop at the station.
Jensen isn’t at his post.
That was more than unusual for the diligent train conductor. He was never one to miss an arrival. A quick glance around the station showed no sign of life aside from the disembarking passengers. There were no Sandrockers around-
“At least the town looks like it’s intact.” Avery hummed.
There were no signs of the Duvos invasion-
Actually…
Now that he thought about it, Haru marveled at how well Mi-an and Kat rebuilt the town after the invasion. After having seen the town torn apart by war three times now he could appreciate the fact that their star builders had not only fixed it all up in the first timeline but had thought to blend all the repairs with the already present weathering that came with years of desert life.
Even being a native he couldn’t pick out what was new and what was old-
“Are you just going to stand there?” The Commander stared up at him from the bottom of the station’s steps.
“Right. Sorry.”
He scurried down the stairs, marching up the oddly empty Main Street.
By now Grace or Owen should be on the Saloon’s porch welcoming the brunch crowd.
Just as they passed the Blue Moon the Commerce Guild’s door crashed open admitting a rushed-looking Arvio carrying a small crate. From a quick look, the shopkeeper didn’t seem injured or in distress- he had his usual bright smile stretched across his face.
The relief the chemist felt was indescribable.
“Yeah!” The shopkeeper shouted over his shoulder. “I’ll be back again in an hour!”
He got barely three steps off the Guild’s porch when he locked eyes with Haru. The box slipped from his hands, landing with a muffled glass crunch on the cobbled street.
“H-! Oh, blast.” Arvio kicked the crate aside with a slightly soured look before beaming at the chemist. “HARU!”
The shopkeeper tackled him with a hug.
“You’re okay! I was so worried! How’s your neck?” He leaned back, eyes shining as he brushed his fingers against the chemist’s throat.
“I- I’m fine.” Haru’s cheeks burned red as he caught the shopkeeper’s hands. He remembers too.
A quiet cough drew his attention back to the Commander- who was keeping a suspiciously straight face as he pointedly avoided looking at them. He looked a lot more relaxed than Haru had seen him in the last twenty-four hours- clearly having come to the same conclusion as the chemist did- but Avery still had an air of impatience.
Haru cleared his throat, turning back to the shopkeeper. “Arvio, where is everyone?”
“Oh! Everyone's at the Clinic.” Arvio pulled back, eyes warm. “Fang hasn’t let Kat or Logan leave yet so we’ve been keeping them company- ah, except for those of us who’re preparing for the party.”
“Party?” The Commander looked down at the shopkeeper, confused.
Arvio startled, as if fully noticing Avery for the first time. “Uh, hello, sir. Yeah, we’re throwing a victory party. To celebrate that we won.”
“So the relic…?”
“It’s gone. No signs of Duvos either.” The shopkeeper nodded. “Logan and Kat said it was nothing but melted scraps left in the Northern Ruins.”
“...and how are they…?” Haru gripped Arvio’s hand tighter.
“Well, come see for yourself.” The shopkeeper’s grin widened, he tugged on the chemist’s hand. “They’re fine, but I think Logan would be more than glad to see you. He's been a bit grouchy.”
Arvio led the way, the chemist and Commander trailing behind them as they made their way up the alley next to the Saloon.
They’d be going past the way to the hunter’s home.
“If you don’t mind,” The chemist spoke up, “I’d like to stop by the house before meeting up with everyone. I didn’t exactly have time to pack a change of clothes.”
He gestured to the state of his clothes, rumpled by two nights of being slept in. Plus, he just wanted to see home again. Have a moment to breathe and take it all in before facing the reality of what’d happened to them.
“Oh! Of course.” Arvio switched course instantly with Haru in tow.
Avery followed them silently and the chemist threw a quick side glance at him.
Haru couldn’t help but feel a little jealous at how unruffled the Commander seemed- especially now that they weren’t worried about the state of Sandrock. Even his uniform wasn’t in as rough shape as the chemist’s clothes were, pristine white like a cartoon character that never got dirty, even though they’d both left Atara in a rush.
Part of that jealousy was born from the fact Haru wished he could be as detached and unaffected as Avery was.
Nothing had changed about Sandrock, but it still felt like his whole life had changed- and whether or not that was for the better or the worse he couldn’t decide yet.
As they approached the door Haru pulled his key from his belt. It was a spare that Howlett had given him when the chemist first moved in. The same one that Logan refused to take back when he’d left for University in Atara. ‘You’re welcome back home anytime. This house is yours as much as ours.’ Both monster hunters had told Haru.
His chest clenched at the thought again as he pushed open the door.
A loud crash startled them as they stepped through the door.
The sound of things falling echoed from the weapons closet, along with a familiar voice letting out a string of curses.
“Logan?” Haru stuck his head through the doorway, only to be greeted by the sight of the hunter’s legs sticking out from under one of the shelves. Gear scattered about as the shelf shifted.
Thunk.
The whole shelf shook again as Logan hit his head against it, sending another small cascade of armor pieces falling around him.
“Light dammit.” The hunter winced, rubbing the back of his head as he retreated from under the shelf.
The anxious knot that had settled in the chemist’s chest finally unraveled as blue eyes met his. A slow switch from confusion to realization so obvious on the hunter’s face that the chemist didn’t bother trying to stifle his cackle.
At least until the breath was crushed out of him by a bear hug.
“You’re home!” Logan squeezed Haru tighter. “I was worried ya didn’t remember what happened.”
The chemist patted his back the best he could with trapped arms, a relieved grin on his own face. “I don’t blame you, I thought it all was a dream at first. Wouldn't have known it was real if I hadn't run into Commander Avery.”
“How are you by the way?” The hunter leaned back, holding Haru at arm's length as he peered closer at him. Searching for wounds like Arvio had earlier. “How's your throat?”
Haru tugged the collar of his turtleneck, showing off that his wounds were gone.
“Like nothing happened.”
A shadow crossed Logan’s face before he grinned again, sadness lingering in his eyes. It was quick enough that if Haru didn't know the hunter as well as he did he would've missed it. But they knew each other too well.
‘Like nothing happened.’
That was a poor choice of words.
Even though things should have returned to a state where literally nothing had happened- or mostly hadn’t happened- everything had changed for them. Those were the exact same unsettled thoughts Haru was having just as they’d arrived. No time had passed yet it’d felt like they’d lived more years than they really had.
Just the fact they’d gotten to see Howlett...
Haru opened his mouth- but before he could figure out what to say Arvio and Avery stuck their heads in, curious looks on their faces.
“Ah, Howdy. Arvio. Avery.” Logan nodded to each. “How’s the arm?”
“It's fine.” The Commander subconsciously touched his shoulder again, a dour look crossing his face. “Although the injury is gone, the memory isn't pleasant.”
“I know how ya feel.” Logan patted his gut with a look of sympathy.
Avery regarded him coolly. “It's good to see you intact, Logan. I assume- since you're here- that Kat is well too?”
“Yeah. The doc is just bein’ extra cautious this time around, wouldn’t let her leave the Clinic until she’s absolutely a hundred percent… I'd prolly do the same if I knew anything about medicine.”
“I should probably speak to your Mayor and Sheriff then. No one outside of those transported by the time machine remembers the repeated timelines, the Alliance Council needs to be informed about the situation.” The Commander glanced at Arvio with a raised brow. “I take it that they're at the Clinic too?”
Logan made a sour face. “Yeah, though I doubt they'd appreciate you dumping more paperwork on them right now.”
“It's more than just paperwork.” Avery turned back to the hunter, his face full of seriousness once again. “There's a chance that the relic affected more than just Sandrockers. If Haru and I remember what happened, the Duvosians that were present might too.”
The three Sandrocker’s heads snapped to attention at that.
“L- like all of them…?”
“Pen and Matilda most likely. St-” Avery hesitated. “...Ah, some of the soldiers too. It depends.”
He had that uncertain look in his eyes again. Same as when the Commander had talked about it earlier. Like he had mixed feelings about the Duvosians. It almost seemed like he was about to say a third name.
Haru glanced at Logan who was giving Avery an odd look. He noticed too.
He really needed to ask the hunter more about what happened in the ruins, the Commander was intentionally leaving things out.
“I need you guys in Sandrock as witnesses first- and I need any remnants of the relic that you’ve found as proof- then the Council will let me interrogate the Duvosian prisoners that were present too.” The Commander looked back up at them. “I don’t doubt that Duvos will hear about this incident and, one way or another, they won’t leave it alone.”
“So this isn’t over?” Logan huffed.
“No.”
The hunter shook his head with a grumble. “An’ here I thought we’d finally get some peace.”
Avery snorted before the hunter’s fidgeting hands caught his attention, amusement softening the stern look in his eyes. “All the more reason for me to get this over with. Once we get the reports done, it should be handled by the Alliance. You’ll have your peace.”
He turned on his heel and headed back to the main room, a small smirk the only break in his serious mask.
Arvio trailed after the Commander, a concerned furrow on his brow and a few babbled questions following him.
“Shall we?” Logan gestured for Haru to go ahead.
“I was supposed to grab a change of clothes.” The chemist looked down at himself, still a mess from a rather stressful journey back home.
“We can wait for ya.”
Haru shook his head. “I might not be as impatient as Avery but I’d like to see that everyone’s okay with my own eyes.”
“Might wanna rethink that. We’ve got time an’... I might’ve spent a lil too much time spoiled at home 'cause you smell… well-traveled.” Logan chortled at his response.
The chemist shot his brother a half-hearted glare before surreptitiously sniffing himself.
Ouch.
It was usually Haru telling Logan he smelled from long nights on the road, not the other way around. He at least doesn't smell like burnt flesh anymore but the hunter wasn’t wrong- a shower wouldn’t go amiss.
—
Noon sunlight warmed his still-damp hair as they made their way down the street towards the High Noon plaza.
Showering had been the right call, it had washed off the icky feeling of stress. It made their arrival in Sandrock feel more like a homecoming. Like he’d gotten some time off from school to visit.
He should’ve probably left a note with the Administration about leaving.
Haru shrugged to himself as he watched the other three walk ahead of him down the slope towards the High Noon arena. Avery led, of course, with Arvio practically skipping along behind him and Logan- was walking lost in thought the same as the chemist was, turning something over in his hand as he stared out into the middle distance in the direction of the moisture farm and the-
As they crossed the plaza Haru stopped in his tracks.
The gleam of sunlight off of gray stone had drawn his attention to the graveyard. Stone in a position he was all too familiar with. One that had been conspicuously absent until the reset. A sight that made his throat close, faint prickles and the memory of burning- Of loss- Like he couldn't breathe.
Howlett’s grave.
It was a reality that hit harder than he thought it would.
The older hunter was gone. He’d sacrificed himself for them…
A hand lacing finger with his startled Haru out of his trance, a breath finally escaping past his lips. Arvio’s soft brown eyes met his. The shopkeeper's gaze flicked back and forth from the graveyard to the chemist's face, worry and empathy mixing in the color of honey as he squeezed his hand.
“He’s gone.” Logan’s voice was whisper quiet. “I even looked for him. He’s really gone this time.”
Haru closed his eyes. The warmth of the sunlight remained but it did nothing for the weight in his chest. He searched.
The chemist knew that Logan would've held out hope. Deep down he did too. Even as they’d accepted Howlett’s death as he spoke to them, there’d been the hope that the time machine might have pulled one last miracle. That they’d in some way get to keep the older hunter with them.
But if Logan had really looked…
It was only the memories they had left now. Howlett was gone.
Logan cleared his throat glancing at Arvio and the Commander. “We’ll… catch up with you two in a bit.”
Though it sounded like a statement, they all understood the underlying plea. The brothers were grieving. They needed space.
Arvio squeezed Haru’s hand one last time before trailing after the Commander.
He watched them go. Unwilling to turn his eyes back towards the graveyard, he looked up at Logan instead. The pain on the hunter’s face was almost as heartbreaking as the sight of the grave.
“Logan…?” The chemist put a hand on Logan’s shoulder.
The hunter looked down at him, the corners of his eyes shining with unshed tears. Desperate to be stoic.
“I’m alright.” His voice was rough, though he gave a thin smile. One that looked more like a grimace. “Or at least I will be.”
He rolled something in his hand, his eyes fixed on his father’s gravestone. Both of them were fixed to the ground where they stood. Silence between them- There wasn’t really anything else to say.
They’d known this was coming. Now it was all they could do to accept it.
“What is that?” The chemist zeroed in on what the hunter was fidgeting with, seeking distraction with the subtle flash of metal in his brother’s hands.
Logan held out his hand and a small ring gleamed up at Haru. Very clearly an engagement ring with a Eufaulan emerald embedded in the center of a carved gold design. The chemist looked up at the hunter in surprise.
“Pa gave it t’ me for Kat before…” He trailed off, curling his hand delicately back over the ring. “Y’know… to propose… whenever I decide it’s time to do that.”
“That’s why you were digging around.” A small smile crept up Haru’s face.
“Y- yeah, I thought it would’ve traveled with me- lots o’ stuff got moved around when the reset happened, people too.” Logan rubbed his neck. “Almost panicked when I couldn’t find it- an’ Fang wouldn’t let me out until today… It was ‘specially hard to keep cool in front of Kat.”
“Stuff got moved?”
The hunter nodded. “Misplaced things, bullets n’ weapons, even some scorch marks and damage to th’ buildings.”
“I can’t say I noticed.” The chemist glanced around the buildings in sight.
“Ah well, everyone’s been a bit worked up. Barely slept since the reset just to get things in order.” Logan let out a quiet laugh. “I wasn’t the only one looking for something.”
Haru chuckled. “So it was in one of Howlett’s stashes?”
“He told me it was behind a brick,” The hunter huffed, “Jus’ didn’t specify which brick. Took me a little while to find the right one.”
“You're getting married then?”
“I- uh,” Logan stuttered nervously, “N-no, not quite yet. Uh, might be better to wait and deal with th’ stuff that the Commander was talking about first.”
The hunter pulled a red kerchief from his pocket and wrapped the ring carefully before shoving it into his belt pouch. “Right now it’s more a reminder for me to think of the future- Like Pa wanted.”
Haru couldn’t help but steal a glance at the gravestone again.
More than anything he was worried about how Logan would’ve reacted to the loss- worried that it would be just like the night the temple collapsed.
Instead, while he was absolutely still mourning, there was an air of peace about him.
One that the chemist understood but also a feeling of peace that he wasn’t sure he had.
Despite their hope that Howlett would’ve survived, just the fact that they’d gotten to see him again one last time eased the pain of his loss. He’d had the chance to see how his boys had grown up. He was proud of them.
It would never not hurt- Hell, in a way Haru felt the pain was worse since he’d gotten to acknowledge the adopted bond he’d formed with the older hunter- but at least they hadn’t lost him as abruptly as they did the first time.
At least they’d gotten the chance to say goodbye.
…and now they had to think of the future.
The chemist swallowed hard.
He’d been so sure that he knew what he’d wanted when he went to Atara University but the thought of moving forward was daunting. More daunting than leaving in the first place was. Especially now that he knew that the older hunter wanted them to keep moving forward.
It was the same feeling of being adrift that he’d felt when they first went on the run. A sense of loss he wasn’t quite ready to comprehend yet.
There was no more guiding guardian to help him.
Haru had support, of course, Logan would never let him bear any troubles alone. But there was no one now to guide him. Howlett had given them all the direction and purpose that he could- and now the chemist had to figure out what that meant for himself.
He wasn’t a monster hunter, though he’d find no end of things to do knowing that he could help Logan. But that wasn’t Haru’s purpose in life.
‘A chance at something greater.’
That’s what Howlett had said and it felt both wonderful and intimidating. More so now that Haru would never get the chance to ask him what that meant.
Never get the chance to talk about any of it with him.
“I can practically hear ya thinkin’.” Logan patted the chemist’s shoulder.
Their eyes met. Pain and understanding. The loss they’d both felt at the start of it all- that they felt now more than ever.
“I think… I'm just coming to terms with everything.” Haru croaked out.
The younger hunter pulled him into another hug, holding tight.
“Me too.” His voice was low and watery, a sign of pain that Logan rarely let anyone but Haru or Kat witness. “I’m glad yer home, brother. It’s-” The hunter tried to choke back a few tears. “It’s going to be rough for a little while. We’ll make it through. For his sake.”
Haru’s tears stained the shoulder of Logan’s shirt. An overwhelming amount of grief kept him from looking back up out of fear he’d look towards the graveyard again. Tears streamed as he let himself feel the pain he’d repressed.
“Ready to go face th’ town?” The hunter asked when the chemist managed to pull himself together enough to step back.
“No. Not really.” Haru ran a hand through his hair, eyes downcast. “But it’s better to do it now.”
Logan nodded and turned, heading towards the Clinic. The chemist followed without looking back. He couldn’t look back without breaking down.
So forward it was.
As they got closer he could hear the unmistakable sound of the whole city of Sandrock, making the Clinic- likely much to Fang’s chagrin- an involuntary meeting spot for the townsfolk. How Avery and Arvio had managed to keep them from rushing out to crowd Haru with a welcome back he would never know.
Inside was almost impossibly crowded. Fierce chatter, laughter, and genial warmth clashed with every feeling that’d been piercing the chemist’s heart. The hunter slipped towards the epicenter of the bedlam where Kat sat on the edge of a cot grinning at them as Andy clung to her.
He was home- they were finally home- and it hurt.
—
Notes:
Hey y'all!
Thanks for being patient as I work out these last chapters (Just one left!) and I should have the final chapter out this next week too. (So much for finishing the fic over the holidays haha!)
I'll include a slightly longer author's note in the next chapter and will probably add an extra chapter for some artwork I've made as well as some afterwords. I cannot express my gratitude enough for everyone who has read along this far and appreciated the work.
Thanks again and see y'all next week!
Chapter 62: Time
Notes:
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Chapter Text
“Hey, Pa.”
Logan sat down in front of the worn gravestone, the grey rock polished by a couple of decades’ worth of sunshine and sand and cleaning.
Fresh marigolds lined the base of the stone, brought by family, friends, and admirers alike. Tokens of honor for a man who sacrificed more than anyone outside of Sandrock knew. Both the grave keeper and weekly visitors kept it tidy with the exception of a new fine layer of sand, coating it all.
The last reminder of the weak dust storm they'd had just that morning.
“Sorry I'm late again. Kat wanted me to wait till the storm died down even though the sky was clear by mid-day.” The hunter chuckled. “It’s like she remembers the sandstorms almost better than most o’ us who grew up with them.”
He reached out, brushing away the piles of sand that collected in the carved letters. Reverently tracing the name.
“I don’t blame her t’ be honest. She got anxious after we had the kids- Worried we’d lose ‘em in the storms despite the fact that the winds have been getting weaker over the years.” Logan sighed. “Practically nothin’ more than some dusty drifts nowadays.”
The hunter stared into the space in front of him.
It was almost hard to remember the days when the desert threatened Sandrock. Between the success of the greenification effort and the water generator that now filled Martle’s Oasis, most sandstorms died before they even started. Plus Sandrock had more rain these past few years than it’d had in quite a few decades.
Heat still got the occasional wayward tourist of course. The Eufaula was still a desert and those who didn’t respect that usually ended up in the Clinic with some nasty scars- But they at least hadn't lost anyone before they got old in quite a while.
It was… nice.
A kind of peace that they weren’t really used to but one that they more than appreciated. Plus it laid the foundation for Logan to expand his operations. Bigger monsters, longer adventures, and a loving home to run back to once his job was done.
“You'd almost think that because the weather's nicer now th’ monsters would be a little calmer but they just ended up angrier than ever. Still as riled as when we were young…” Logan tilted his head. “Almost dunno if we were rising to the challenge or if the challenge was risin’ to meet us. Th’ guild an’ I had to expand our patrols...”
He blinked at the headstone, a shocking sting of tears welling.
Light, the guild.
Howlett’s Hunters was the Alliance’s first formal guild of monster hunters.
It was one of many things he wished his Pa could’ve seen. Logan always felt emotional about it every time he brought it up at the grave. Like it was a connection he still had with his Pa long after he’d lost him.
The older hunter had always talked about banding together with other monster hunters and solidifying their status in the Free Cities and thanks to a successful- but all together way too close of a call- hunt, Logan had been able to build and open a proper guild in the Alliance.
Initially, it had been an idea with no form- a listlessness with the peace in Sandrock that he felt guilty about until Haru had mentioned the guild system to him when they’d visited after the Red-eye hunt.
Then it clicked into place; the future he wanted to build and a way to honor his father’s legacy.
“Y’ know about the guild already. I told ya about it, Pa. I started it in yer name an’... I couldn’t be prouder of how it turned out. We’ve done a lotta good. Kept up with the monsters out an’ about- Even gave the Flying Pigs a run for their money with periphery monsters.” He grinned.
“Kat insisted on helping too...” The hunter admitted sheepishly. “Kinda demanded it. I… didn’t tell ya ‘bout it, but I gave her a scare on a hunt an’ I owed it to her to make amends- Light, you woulda smacked me hard for that whole thing. ‘Two steps forward one fall backwards’ as ya woulda said.”
Logan hesitated a moment.
He was amazed that Kat had stayed with him after that. The hunter had risked everything on a whim- even going back on his word to her that he wouldn't recklessly risk his life like that- and as soon as the bandages came off and he’d recovered from his injuries she had been all snarls and teeth.
She had let him know he’d messed up.
Thankfully, she was more than forgiving.
Kat made it clear that she just didn’t want to see him hurt like that again. She didn’t even hesitate to support him when he’d told her about his idea for a guild.
Heck, she oversaw the building of it. Taking every measure to make sure the building would last the tests of time. Making sure he remembered his wife and their family with everything he did as a monster hunter. Reminded him of why he fought and to come home at the end of the day.
Nowadays it was hard to ever not be thinking of his wife.
Everything they’d done together just further cemented their bond. They became one of the most well-known power couples in the Alliance; the best monster hunter and the best builder.
Co-founders of the Alliance’s greatest monster-hunting guild.
“I’ve had to step back a lil recently.” Bittersweet fondness bloomed in his chest, a feeling he was too familiar with these days. “Not cause o’ injury thankfully, but because Kat asked me ta. For her an’ the kids, since I ain’t gettin’ any younger and monster huntin’ is dangerous…”
Even with his passion- and even with the occasional itch to be in the wild- every moment away from his family had magnified his need to be home. Sure he often brought home with him- Kat and the kids taking trips with him on hunts in the cities and settlements- but that too became strenuous.
Eventually, he just had to admit he wasn’t keeping up like he used to.
“I’m trainin’ newer hunters in the guild now an’ I’ve been patrollin’ Sandrock like we used to all those years ago.” He traced the patrol lines in the sand in front of him, an idle habit he’d picked up. “It’s got wider boundaries now. Lots more to see since the city expanded.” A soft chuckle left him. “Won’t be idle for long though- Can’t stand that- so Kat an’ I are planning on doing some more adventuring once our youngest grows up. Nothin’ too dangerous, prolly bring some of the trainees along an’ study monsters in their habitats- an’ test the hunter’s skills ‘fore I turn ‘em loose on the world.”
He hummed to himself, lost in a thought.
“Speakin’ of- The kids are doin’ well. Practically bouncin’ off the walls an’ eager to strike it out in the world like you an’ I did. Andy is already an apprentice researcher now and our youngest started askin’ Haru about university…” A rueful smile settled on Logan’s face.
“They’re growin’ too fast.”
A spike of sadness lanced his chest.
Every moment he remembers just how much time has passed he couldn’t help but mourn all of the moments Howlett had missed with them. Mourn all the time that they’d lost and- despite the joy it has been- mourn the days that seem to go by quicker as everyone got older. As his kids got older.
He couldn’t help but wonder if his Pa felt the same watching Logan grow up. Did he mourn that his own parents, Logan’s grandparents, never got to meet his son? Mourn the loss of his boy as he grew into a man? Or mourn the passage of time?
“I’m as old as you were, Pa.”
His eyes searched the stone as if he’d find answers written in the dust.
“It’s my birthday, I’ve gotten old- an’ yet it still feels like we saw you yesterday.” His voice cracked. “We- we lived well, like you wanted.”
‘You lived without me once, you can do it again.’
He did. By the Light, he did.
Logan rubbed the stubble along his jaw, trying to hold back the tears that always threatened to drown him whenever this time of year came around. His knees started to protest at sitting on the ground for longer than a moment. A reminder of his old age.
So much had happened. Life had gone on.
More than anything he wanted to share that with him.
“I wish you coulda seen it. I- I think you did in a sense, there were times I thought you were there- Watchin’ over us like you promised…” He swallowed hard, fighting hard against the emotions that tried to close his throat. “I’m glad but I wish you coulda seen it all. Not just Kat an’ I, but how well everyone’s doin’.”
The hunter looked up at the gravestone again. He knew there would be no response, but it still felt like it was necessary to make sure Howlett knew.
To make sure that the older hunter knew the impact he’d had and the life he’d given them. So that he knew his loss wasn’t for nothing and that the memories of their last moments together weren’t lost to time. Weren’t forgotten by anyone.
“Haru struggled a little more than I did when we lost ya again- more so when he graduated. Crisis of youth is what Kat called it, said she’d felt the same when she got outta builder school.” He let out a small huff. “Now he’s got contacts all over the Alliance. Gets a letter from pretty much every city askin’ for consults or business partnerships. Still all about chemistry stuff. Between beauty products, doing research with Highwind an’ Atara, and even helping Kat and the Commerce Guild- he ain’t running out of anything to do anytime soon.”
Despite the chemist’s initial worries, Haru had more than forged a path for himself.
“He’s found love too- I'll let ‘im tell ya himself- but he’s happy.” The hunter smiled again, warmer this time. “I think he felt the way I did… wanted ya to know he made it too, I mean. On his own no less.”
Logan’s words trailed off.
Most of what Haru had done he knew with certainty that the chemist would share, or already has shared, with the older hunter. He was as much a son to Howlett as Logan was after all. The hunter already knew that his brother would visit the grave often too, though they mourned together they both knew they had things they wanted to speak to their late father alone about.
So Logan gave Haru space and let him speak for himself. It would be the Day of Memories tomorrow anyways and he had no doubt that the whole family would catch up together.
Strangely enough, despite not having words to speak, the hunter couldn’t bear to leave just yet.
How many times had he talked to his Pa’s grave? Yet this day, this moment, felt so monumental. Like he had to make it last like he was grasping at the sands of time.
Logan is as old as Howlett was now.
It felt like some kind of odd milestone to acknowledge. Perhaps a worry that he wouldn’t live beyond the years his father got- Or maybe the dread of knowing he would. But whatever it was- no matter how much of his life he’d told his Pa about- it felt like he needed to say more. To really tell the older hunter about the life he lived.
Even though he’d already spoken about all of it while it was happening.
What else? What else happened through the years? What else could he share?
The Monster Hunting Guild, Haru, Kat and the kids… Duvos? It’d been a long while since the time travel incident but that sure as hell wasn’t the last time they saw the Empire meddling in the Alliance. Grace had been part of a massive uprooting of Duvos spies within the Free Cities, both Sheriff Justice and Mayor Trudy had been called alongside Logan and Kat to give advice during war councils against the Empire, and the northern settlements saw more clashes with hostile agents just two years after the invasion of Sandrock.
“Commander Avery wasn’t wrong about Duvos either.” Logan growled with an exasperated sigh. “We beat their asses multiple times an’ they still don’t learn their lesson.”
It boiled his blood remembering their blatant disrespect.
“It was mostly to the north, near the new settlements, but they were definitely stalking Sandrock again too.” A rueful laugh escaped him. “Beat ‘em back again an’ again… Oh! You remember that Duvos kid- the rogue soldier- that helped us in the ruins? He defected to the Alliance. Lives up north too. He an’ Avery did more than their fair share of fightin’- both each other and Duvos cause of the whole time travel thing…”
He shook his head with a grin. Their story was definitely one of the more interesting ones that the hunter had heard but as much as he wanted to delay leaving, it wouldn't be long before his family came looking for him. It was a long story that he didn’t have time to recite.
“I finally managed to pester the details outta them so I’ll tell ya when I get th’ chance, but that’s a story for another time.”
Logan stared into space again. Time to go.
One last thought struck him before he stood up.
“I got your letters, Pa.” He spoke softly, the subject reverent to him. “Damn near broke down Ernest’s door when he sent the first one. Dunno why ya had t' pick him of all people to deliver ‘em.” Logan snorted. “He used to give me an’ Kat no end o' trouble tryin’ to write his bandit novel.”
He glanced back at the etching on the stone in front of him.
“I dunno, I think I should give the kid a break. He mellowed out with the whole letters thing…” The hunter continued, “He never said it to me but I think bein' entrusted with something like that changed him for the better.”
He paused for a moment.
By now they’d already opened and read all of them.
There’d been dozens. Some were multiple-page writings but most were short notes with barely a paragraph on them. Some were more eloquent than others, some just simple reminders or admonishments for things Howlett knew about his sons. Words about everything. Advice on proposing, marriage, first kid, a few letters for the kids, their first days of school, graduation letters, a letter to Kat, a couple for Haru, and one letter that had strict instructions for Logan to never open it unless he and Kat had a major fight.
That last one had been both interesting and terrifying. Though it did work out in the end.
“Thank you, Pa.” The younger hunter’s voice wavered. “Fer everything. Even dead you only ever thought of us an’... I dunno where I’d’ve been without ya.”
Logan lingered a moment longer finally allowing a few tears to fall.
It was the eve of the Day of Memories after all. He was allowed to cry.
Especially knowing how much he’d sacrificed for the rest of them. How much he had done to still be there for those he left behind.
A gentle silence filled the air and the hunter didn’t know how long he wept until a loud scuffle and the snarling noises of a small ten-year-old broke out from just beyond the gate of the graveyard. Turning to look, Logan saw a now adult Andy wrangling his little sister as he approached the gate.
“Hey, Pa- Ow! No biting! We're a gang o’ monster hunters, not monsters!” The lanky blond yanked his hand out of the tiny terror's mouth before unceremoniously slinging her over his shoulder, her shrieks of laughter nearly drowning out Andy’s words. “Ma sent us to find ya. You can't be late for yer own party, she'll be mad if ya let yer birthday dinner go cold. Again.”
Logan waved in acknowledgment, a small smile returning to his face. “Yeah, yeah. I know.”
Missing a random birthday due to an emergency hunt was one thing, but when he had a warm meal and a loving family waiting for him- he was no fool, there wasn’t any good reason to miss this. It felt especially important to be with them this time.
He stood, brushing sand from his pants as he did.
The little girl, upon spotting her Pa, wriggled free from her older brother's grasp and launched herself through the old gate- making both Logan and Andy wince at the loud crash- and threw herself full force against the hunter’s legs, pale hazel eyes staring wide-eyed up at him. With a chuckle, Logan scooped her up and turned to the gravestone.
“Gotta get goin’, Pa. Duty calls.” The low rumble of his voice made his daughter giggle. “I’ll bring th’ kids by tomorrow ta visit.”
“See ya tomorrow, Grandpa Howie.” His ten-year-old waved at the stone.
The hunter hugged his daughter tighter and turned to the gate, his heart lighter than it had been. Lighter than it usually was this time of year.
Some sixth sense made him hesitate midstep.
Decades of monster hunting had honed his intuition to the point he could always feel when he was being watched. Like a prickle on the back of his neck.
Behind them at the grave stood a figure, shimmering between the hazy lines of head and motes of drifting dust. Glimpses of tawny brown hair and Eufaula sky blue eyes with a grin so big that it wore lines into the corners of his eyes. A look so full of warmth and love that Logan could almost believe it was really him standing there waving even as his existence flickered between rays of sunlight.
One more farewell, but not the last.
“Love ya too, Pa. We’ll see ya soon.”
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Notes:
We've reached the end! Three cheers for Sandrock!
It's been a long and wild ride (Both in the story and in real life lol). After more than a year's worth of writing- with some hiatus- and a lot of love and sleepless nights writing I've finally finished Time After Time! I certainly hope y'all have enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it. I’ve read every single comment and all of the support I've received over the past year has meant more to me than y'all know! In times when I struggled to write or in times when it was easy they were encouragement to finish the longest project I’ve ever worked on in my life. From the deepest part of my heart; thank you, it’s been wonderful!
I will likely be taking a loooong break from writing, just to give my crunchy little knuckles a break, but I do intend to return! As you might have gathered from this chapter, I intend to write some follow-up fics for TAT; a slice-of-life series for the aftermath of the time travel incident and a (tentative) plan for an Evershine-based expansion of the story. I just want more time to write them out and won't likely post those until they're more than 50% done (Or closer to 90% done) just so I can avoid having my posting schedule thrown off like these last few chapters have been.
On top of that, I will figure out- eventually- how to add pictures to AO3 so that I can include a bonus chapter for the Time After Time artworks that I've made as I wrote this story.
Thanks again for reading, much love, and I'll see y'all soon!
Chapter 63: Bonus Art Chapter
Summary:
Art for the story and a very short afterword.
Notes:
Hi y'all! Sorry for the delay with the art update! Here is all the art I have drawn for Time After Time so far (A lot of them are old and were made as I wrote the fic). It will likely be rarer for me to post more artworks on AO3 so if you'd like to keep up to date on the art I've made (And any updates about new fics) you can find me on Bluesky:
@miraflameglade.bsky.social
That is the one I update the most often with the exception of those who also know me on Discord.Thank you all for your patience and for following my works, I'll be posting more very soon! ;)
(ALSO HEADS UP! Some of these drawings have blood in them, nothing too graphic, but do keep that in mind!)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Cover Art:
Cover Art without text:
Chapter 2: We Meet Again...
The (re)meeting between Kat and Pen.
Chapter 27: Coming Home, Coming Storms
The Logan Gang Cuddle pile.
Chapter 33: Hands of the Darkness
These were inspired by a comment by A_Somebody who mentioned Logan going 'Liam Neeson Taken' on Duvos' asses.
Grace said no.
Chapter 34: Ataran Express
Both Andy and Logan got trussed up. XD
Haru dramatically steals a train.
Chapter 47: Bickering
Logan and Avery Bickering.
Chapter 50: The Plateau
The photo that Mama Maria shows Haru and Howlett. A photo of Kat and Maria.
Notes:
After note:
Thank y'all a bunch for reading and taking the time to look at these. I may add a few more artworks to this chapter in the future (I still have a few scenes I want to draw), but other than that, this is the final stamp of farewell on Time After Time (At least until I start posting the follow-up series)! It has been an honor to share this story and even more of an honor to see how many people enjoyed it.Safe journeys and see y'all soon!
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