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Jeongguk never questioned where his mother got her harvests from. He just assumed, as every other family in the pack did, she went to the communal garden and picked them all herself. He’s too busy with work of his own to think about where these things came from. He was just grateful each night that a meal was prepared and he was lucky enough to have a seat at his mother’s table. Tonight, however, is different than every other night, because when Jeongguk walks in after his workout, the seat he normally takes is already taken. He’s confused at first, but he recognizes the omega immediately. His brow raises though at his mother who is already scowling at him, “just pick another chair, boy.” 

It’s not like he really cared that Taehyung was in his seat anyway, he was just startled. But what’s more startling is how close his little brother’s chair is to the omega’s. His little leg is practically on top of Taehyung’s as he works at his coloring book. “Jules, don’t you think you could give our guest some space?” 

Taehyung’s eyes lift as he smiles brightly at Jeongguk, “It’s okay, I’m used to it. The kids cling to me all day like this.” 

“That should make it even more annoying.” Jeongguk chuckles to himself but takes his seat anyway. He doesn’t have much to say and he feels a little awkward, but thankfully his father starts asking him about work immediately. Which serves as a good distraction away from the omega. Jeongguk has seen Taehyung a thousand times in his life by now, but he’s still always a little bit stunned. It’s no secret to anyone in the pack that Taehyung is gorgeous. It’s kind of annoying, if anything , how handsome he is and he doesn’t even seem to realize it. 

Julian doesn’t stop clinging to Taehyung the entire dinner and Jeongguk just knows that if Taehyung didn’t have an excuse to leave, there would be no way to detach his brother from him. Annoying little shit . But Jeongguk can’t blame Taehyung for giving into whatever he wants because Julian is too damn cute with his big round eyes. He’s had Jeongguk wrapped around his finger from day one, so he’s not surprised to see the way he has Taehyung wrapped around it too. 

Jeongguk is in the middle of washing their dishes from the meal when he hears his mom stop Taehyung by the door. “I can’t thank you enough for always bringing in crops for me. Please let me repay you in some way. You do too much for me and for Julian.” 

“I really don’t mind, Ms. Jeon. I bring harvest baskets this way for my own parents, it takes me no time at all to stop one off for you when I drop Julian from daycare.” 

Jeongguk peaks his head around the corner and sees the way his mother gently holds onto the omega’s face, “You’re such an angel. Please be careful walking home.” 

He doesn’t hear whatever is said next, but he does think about it the entire time he finishes up the dishes. What does Taehyung get out of being so nice to his family? Whatever it is, Jeongguk is going to get to the bottom of it. 

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“Holy fuck” Taehyung flops backwards onto his mattress and faces Namjoon who is already laughing. “What took you so long to get home? I thought you were just walking Julian.” 

“I was, but when I gave Mrs. Jeon her harvest basket she begged me to stay for dinner.” 

“Soooo, what’s the holy fuck, for?” 

“Has Jeon Jeongguk always been so infuriatingly sexy?” 

Genuinely, Taehyung is in shock. He remembers Jeongguk when they were younger. All awkward and goofy and always making everyone laugh. They don’t see each other as often as they did when they were still in school but heavens , Taehyung really didn’t realize just how much he’s changed into adulthood. Namjoon’s fingers snap a few times to regain Taehyung’s focus, “Does Mr. ‘I'm going to be single my entire life because everyone sucks ’ have a crush?” 

“No!” If he wanted to feign nonchalance, his sudden scent spiking doesn’t help him at all. “What the hell, hyung. I don’t have a crush because he’s attractive. I’m objectively speaking here. I simply have eyes and those eyes thoroughly enjoyed the sight of him.” 

“Well it’s probably better that way, I’m pretty sure he’s dating Yuno.” 

“Wait, seriously? I mean. I’m all for alpha to alpha relations but I thought Yuno was courting Minsuk?” Namjoon shrugs, the carelessness in his words makes Taehyung a tiny bit irritated. Obviously he doesn't care. Taehyung doesn’t care either. At the end of the day, it's not like he is seriously interested in Jeongguk just because he’s gorgeous… of course not . 

Taehyung isn’t that shallow. 

Really, truly, he’s not. 

It takes much more than pretty round eyes and a sweet smile and a crazy out of this world body to make Taehyung interested in someone. 

Except one week later, when Julian spends all day talking about how he gets to leave daycare early to go to the beach with his big brother, Taehyung has been guiltily watching the door. Just after lunch time when that beautiful hunk of an alpha knocks politely, he wants to scream. Thankfully, he keeps himself together. Julian fell asleep on his lap instead of on his cot like all of the other pups so Taehyung stands slowly. Carries him over and meets Jeongguk’s eyes with a warm smile, “do you want to take him like this or wake him?” 

“He can sleep while we walk, just hand him to me.” and so Taehyung does. He doesn't think at all about the way he could slightly feel Jeongguk’s muscular biceps as they made the switch. Jeongguk tries to reach into Julian’s cube for his backpack but Taehyung steps in front of it with a smile. Noticing that the alpha already has a large beach bag on his back, Taehyung speaks softly, “I can drop it to your mom on my way home. don’t worry.” 

“You don’t need to do that, it’s fine.” 

“Really, I insist.” The omega doesn’t budge from blocking the cube and his heart only skips a few beats at the way Jeongguk’s eyes crinkle when he smiles. “Alright, I guess I have no choice but to let you. Thank you so much.” 

When the day is over and Jeongguk has finished getting his brother ready for bed, Julian is visibly excited. He’s bouncing around the bathroom and he tucks himself right up to his pillow, making it easy for Jungkook to put the blanket over his little body and under his shoulders. “Did you have that much fun at the beach today Jules?” 

The little boy giggles and kicks his feet. “I did have fun at the beach hyungie but I get to see Taetae tomorrow.” 

Jeongguk takes a hand to his chest and dramatically stumbles backwards, “What is going on, I can’t believe my little brother doesn’t love me anymore.” 

“I will always love you hyungie, but Taetae is sooooooo ” he sighs all wistfully. As if he’s imagining Taehyung were in front of him right now. “Taetae is going to be my wife when I grow up.” He doesn’t mean to snort in laughter, he just can’t help it. “You mean your husband?” 

“Whatever the word is!” His little eyes roll, “Taetae is going to marry me and it’ll be the bestest marriage ever. Where we get to color all day and eat yummy foods and lots of cuddles, for sure.” 

“I hope you get your wish little one.” He probably shouldn’t be encouraging Julian’s hopeless dream, but he’s only five. He’ll understand when he’s older why exactly he can’t marry Taehyung, so Jeongguk can let him dream. 

His father is at the dining table still, coffee cup in hand which it is way too late in the night for. “What’s on your mind dad?” 

“I have to go away in a few weeks and I’m stressed about leaving you guys.” 

Jeongguk’s father being the head of their security squad, means that him having to leave is never a good sign, “Is something going on?” 

“Nothing major, it’s just a precaution. But I don’t like leaving when I won’t be close enough to be here in an instant if I need to.” 

“You don’t have to worry about us, you know I’ve got mom and Julian protected.” 

His father reaches across the table and squeezes his hand, “I know that. But that doesn’t leave anyone to protect my first baby does it?” 

“I’m not a baby.” If he could see the pout on his own lips right now he’d understand why his father begs to differ. “Just help mom as much as you can, okay? I know it’s hard with you guys being busy at work…but she gets so overwhelmed trying to take care of the house and dinners and—“ 

“Don’t worry. I promise I’ll help her in every way that I can.” Jeongguk doesn’t know why his brain momentarily slips to Taehyung. It shouldn’t. But he does wonder if Taehyung’s father is going too. Since he is on the same squadron after all. Snaps himself out of it “When do you leave?” 

“In a few hours.” 

“You better go spend time with mom then. I’ll clean up dishes again.” 

“It’s not your night to do them son, go to bed. You took care of your brother all day for us.” 

“And it’ll only take me a few minutes to do this too. Go .” 

Jeongguk thinks as his father goes off, that when the day comes that he moves out into his own place, his parents will be such a mess without him. 

And he wonders where Taehyung is living nowadays.

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It’s a very weird feeling. Jeongguk’s in the middle of helping Jimin and Yoongi mix up more cement for the new path way they’re building when all of the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. His gut twists and he just knows something is wrong. He’s always questioned why he’s so linked with his little brother in this way. But he’s always had a sixth sense when it comes to Julian. Right now being no different, as he rushes down the path and turning onto the short one that houses the day care. As soon as he is close enough to smell him, he hears Julian crying. But he can’t see him. Not until he hears, ‘Taehyungie, I’ve already called for the med squad to bring something to help us’ . 

“He’s in a tree, Kora, not dying. I can literally get him myself.” 

“It’s not safe and it’s against the day care rules! We have to rely on the med squad for incidents!” 

Jeongguk watches from a distance as Taehyung shakes off the girls wrist and nearly growls at her. “Yeah let’s sit and wait until he panics to the point of passing out and falling and then we really need the medics—“ The omega stands beneath the tall tree and calls out softly. “Hey buddy, what are you doing up there?”

Julian looks down from where he’s clutching with all of his might to the base of the tree. “Sara said I wasn’t a strong enough alpha to climb a tree! But…but I can’t get back down! Taetae m’gonna fall!” 

“No, you’re not gonna fall baby. Stay right where you’re at okay? I’m going to help you get down.” Watching Taehyung try to figure out the best way to help Julian down is what springs Jungkook to action. Jogging right up to Taehyung and grabbing the cloth tarp from his work bag. “Hey, use this to wrap around him, so you can climb down without holding him.” 

“Jeongguk, hi” Taehyung blinks a few times, clearly shocked to see him. But he nods and takes the tarp anyway. “I’ll stay down here. So if you lose your footing, I’ll break your fall.” 

“Hyungie, I’m up here!! I’m up here!! can you please please help me!” Julian tries to wave at Jeongguk and it causes the pup to lose his balance. Falling backwards and making everyone watching scream. Taehyung and Jeongguk both take hold of the tarp without a single word, and use themselves to catch Julian, just before he hits the ground. The three of them tumble hard, but Jeongguk is so relieved when he hears Julian’s crying stop and now he’s just breathing rapidly. It takes a second for them to catch their breath before they all lean up and Julian is holding around Taehyung’s shoulders so tight. “I’m sorry Taetae. I’m sorry. I’ll never climb the tree again, I promise.” 

“Shhhh.” Taehyung only rocks him in place. Pressing a soft kiss to his fluffy hair and holding him close. “It’s okay, now you know. And you proved that you’re a big strong alpha huh?”

Julian leans back and smiles so brightly. His nose scrunches and he faces Jeongguk who’s simply watching them both. “Yeah! I’m the strongest alpha like my hyungie!” Jeongguk’s face should not be flushed over something so silly. But it only gets worse when Taehyung smiles at him too, “Yep, just like your hyung.” 

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They get Julian home unscathed, thankfully. So they’re able to genuinely laugh as they share the story with Jeongguk’s mother. When Taehyung goes to leave, Jeongguk can’t help but to follow after him. “Thanks for today. And really, I guess thanks for every day. Julian really loves you a lot.” 

“I love him too.” Taehyung’s smile is just soooooo pretty. Jeongguk definitely understands why his baby brother goes all dreamy and heart eyed at the thought of him. The omega’s continuation interrupts his thoughts, “And don’t thank me, it’s our fault he got up there in the first place.” 

“He’s so quick. You guys aren’t at fault. Pups will be pups, I know I did worse shit when I was a kid. My poor parents.” 

Taehyung giggles kind of loudly, arms crossed as he recalls, “Wasn’t it you and Seokjin who tied a rope over the river but didn’t tie it tight enough so you fell in?” 

Jeongguk turns around and lifts up his t-shirt, “Yep, still have the scar to prove it. Damn hyung promised he knew how to tie a knot.” 

“Our parents didn’t let us play down by the river for months because of you two.” 

The alpha is now laughing too and he honestly can’t believe Taehyung remembers something like that. “I have no regrets, that day was a lot of fun.” 

Taehyung pauses for a bit before turning to face him, “What were you doing by the daycare anyway?” 

“Oh, we were working up down the path. I had a bad feeling, I don’t know why. So I went to check it out and heard all of the commotion.” 

“Well I’m glad you were there. That little tarp of yours broke his fall perfectly.” 

“Hey don’t forget about our rib cages, we’ll be bruised for a few days.” He was being funny. But he wasn’t expecting for Taehyung’s eyes to go all round and concerned. “Are you hurt? I only hurt a little from the fall, but my ribs are fine. You should go make sure nothing is broken.” 

“I’m okay, really. It was a joke.” Jeongguk is in trouble . He needs to remove himself from this situation, immediately. Taehyung can’t look at him like that and expect him to be sane. “Be safe walking home. Thanks again for not letting my brother bust open his skull.” 

“Thank you too, for helping.” The omega gives a small wave before turning and walking away. Leaving Jeongguk no choice but to watch him until he’s out of sight. 

He’s got it so damn bad.  

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Jeongguk has been a mess every single moment of the last month since he and Taehyung saved Julian together. A mess because all he can think about is that beautiful omega. How he’s so sweet and loving and the fierce way he put his foot down when it came to protecting Julian. Is this what it feels like to have a very unhinged crush on someone? Because Jeongguk has half the nerve to find the omega and demand they go on a date. Which is rude and unnecessary and a bit dramatic. He shouldn’t . They probably don’t even like the same things. Let alone be compatible partners. 

“Jeongguk, I’m going to need you to sleep in Julian’s room tonight. He will sleep with me.” 

Lifts his head from his breakfast plate to look at his mom, “Why?” 

“The Sloan’s place was damaged in the wind storm last night. Yuno and his mother will be staying until the repairs to their roof are finished. I’m giving his mother the guest room and Yuno your room.” 

Respectfully, Jeongguk can’t stand Yuno. He’s so fucking irritating. But his mother has never been able to say no to the Sloans. Which means he can never say no to the Sloans. 

On his way to work Jeongguk can’t help but notice a certain Omega hanging out by the garden. It’s that time of week where Taehyung normally shows up with a harvest basket and Jeongguk figures this is as good of an opportunity as he is going to get to talk to him without Julian clinging to his leg. 

Any anxiety he felt building up in his chest all but evaporates when Taehyung stands up from where he was pulling veggies and smiles. “Goodmorning, Jeongguk” 

It’s embarrassing how much of a goner he is, smile reaching his eyes immediately, “Goodmorning, Taehyung.” 

“Whatcha doin over here?” 

The alpha’s face is on fire but he has to at least not make a fool out of himself, “Heading to work and saw you, so I wanted to say hello.”

“Oh.” Taehyung’s smile stretches even wider “Is that so?” 

“Yes. It is, so.” Jeongguk snorts and shakes his head. He feels so comfortable with Taehyung, it’s weird. How can a person be comfort all on their own? “I was wondering, maybe, if you wanted to hangout sometime.” 

“I—“ Taehyung giggles so much he has to bite onto his lip to stop it. Shifting his weight from the tips of his toes to his heels as he sighs sweetly, “That sounds nice, I’d like to hangout with you. Yes.” 

“Great! I mean, it’s great that you want to. Um, are you free tomorrow night? My dad will be back and we have guests so it’ll be nice to get out of the house.” 

Taehyung gasps, pointing a carrot at the alpha’s chest, “Are you using me just to get away from your guests, Jeongguk?”

“Of course not.” he grabs the carrot and bites the end of it obnoxiously. Making Taehyung laugh all over again, “I’m putting that one in your mother’s basket.” 

Jeongguk takes another bite before dropping it into the basket at Taehyung’s feet, “Perfect, you can let her know I was in charge of quality control.” 

As he starts to walk away, Jeongguk almost stumbles over a tiny rock. Taehyung can't help but find it adorable the way he tried to pretend nothing happened. This damn alpha is very quickly becoming detrimental to his heart health.

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Namjoon knew something was going on with Taehyung from the moment he woke up this morning. The way he was humming while getting ready and skipping around their entire place. But it wasn’t until his brother came out of the room dressed in clothes Namjoon didn’t even know he had, that it clicked. “Do you have a date? A real date?” 

“Not a date!” Taehyung’s face is as red as the silk shirt he’s wearing when he shakes his head. “But I am hanging out with a friend this evening.” 

“Who?” 

The omega’s eyes roll so obnoxiously that Namjoon can’t help but laugh at the ridiculousness of his actions. Even more so when Taehyung says, “You know  we moved out of mom and dad’s so we didn’t have to be nagged anymore.” 

“I’m not nagging you, I’m just curious. How am I supposed to protect my little brother if I don’t know who you’re going out with?” 

“I don’t need protection, I can take plenty of care of myself.” Taehyung flops onto the edge of the bed with a groan. Falling backwards and rolling until he buries his face in the pillow. “I’m hanging out with Jeongguk today.” 

“I know.” Namjoon winks, pinches his side before leaving him alone to blush in peace. “Have fun, okay?” 

Taehyung will have fun! He hopes. There’s a tiny part of himself that’s nervous because what if he finds out today that Jeongguk is an asshole, or boring, or someone so insufferable Taehyung can’t possibly stand to be around him. No matter how flawless he looks. Upon arriving near the village center that they agreed to meet on, Taehyung can see Jeongguk is carrying a pretty large basket. He doesn’t know what he’s signed himself up for, but he’s almost positive it’s going to be a great time. 

Jeongguk’s stomach swirls and his ears burn as he lswings the basket in his hand…what was confident excitement turning into viciously doubt. In fact, he’s contemplated just throwing this basket away at every trash bin they’ve passed. But it was Jimin who gave him the advice to do this and Jimin has known Taehyung closely for a long time. So he’s going to blindly trust him and pray that he didn’t set the alpha up for failure. 

When they reach a spot good enough, Jeongguk lightly pulls on the omega’s wrist to stop him from walking any further. “Come over here.” Taehyung continues telling his story about how he ended up working at the day care all while Jeongguk sets up the blanket he brought. He hears the omega’s voice come to an abrupt stop as he gasps, “Did you bring…painting supplies?”

Jeongguk wants to crawl into a hole and die, right now. He’s never done anything like this before and he doesn’t really know what he’s doing but he desperately wants to impress Taehyung and he’s so terrified that he’s not going to. Looks up at him and ndos with a soft smile, “Is that okay? We don’t have to…I thought it would be fun and give us something to do while I get to know you better.” 

“I—“ 

“If you hate it, Jimin is the one who told me you like to paint!” 

Taehyung’s smile spreads into the biggest, widest grin Jeongguk has ever seen in his life. “He told you correctly. I love to paint.” The alpha breathes out in relief and spreads out the blanket for taehyung to sit down. Not expecting the way Taehyung lightly grabs his hand once he’s sitting, “This feels an awful lot like a date, Jeongguk.” 

“Is that something you want? A date..I mean, with me ?” 

The omega leans into the basket and grabs one of the grapes from the bowl inside, “Yeah. I think I do.” 

Jeongguk admittedly is not making much progress at all on his painting. Mostly because he’s so lost in paying attention to everything Taehyung says. The omega is intently focused on his own painting so Jeongguk gets away with staring at him. His long lashes and the perfect slope of his nose. Who has a perfect nose? Taehyung does. That’s who.  

“Well since I completely bored you with talk about the daycare, what exactly is it that you do for work?” The omega looks up at him then. Eyes sharp through his lashes as he smirks, “Maybe then you can stop staring at me.”

“I—“ Jeongguk huffs and smiles “I’m sorry. This is new. I’m not used to having someone so beautiful in front of me. Kind of don’t know how to act.” 

“Oh come on..” Taehyung pretends he’s annoyed in hopes that Jeongguk can’t see just how flushed he feels. Maybe his scent isn’t blooming as much as he feels his insides going haywire.  “Tell me about you. How are we supposed to get to know each other if I’m doing all of the talking?”

“Well I work with Jimin and Yoongi for the head alpha’s office. We do whatever we need to, most of the time it’s physical labor. Like right now we’re working on the new pathways and park. There’s not really much to tell you about it, other than that I like getting my hands dirty which is why I agreed when Seokjin asked us to work there.” 

Taehyung gets an idea…and he really shouldn’t even think of it. Because it’s so mean when Jeongguk planned such a lovely date for them. But it’s really his fault because he’s the one who said he likes to get his hands dirty… so Taehyung doesn’t say a word. Reaches for the alpha’s hand and turns it over in his lap. “What are you—“ 

“Shhhh.” Taehyung paints purple all over his palm, making sure not to leave any skin unpainted and then guides it to his canvas. Pressing gently and smiling as if he didn’t do anything at all when he returns Jeongguk’s palm to himself. “You said you like getting your hands dirty and I wanted something on my painting to commemorate our first date, so.. hey!”  The alpha uses his paint covered hand to grab Taehyung’s in return, tugging him until he has no choice but to scoot across the blanket so that he can do the same. Choosing the green that compliments the colors he’s already used, and covering Taehyung’s hand with it. Although some of the purple bleeds into his palm so it isn’t as clean of a print that gets left behind, but Jeongguk kind of likes it that way. Smiling so brightly when his eyes found Taehyung’s, “Now we both have something to remember this date by.” 

What Jeongguk wasn’t expecting is the way the omega’s lips turn into the most adorable pout, “But now I have dirty hands”. To which he takes upon himself to guide Taehyung just a few steps down to the river and washes his hand for him. It’s crazy how much he enjoys the feeling of holding Taehyung’s hand in his own. Uses his shirt to dry him off and rubs his thumbs over the back of Taehyung’s hand before letting it fall, voice soft and a little shaky upon realizing how close they’re standing, “All better?” Taehyung nods slowly and Jeongguk can see the way his breath stutters. He definitely would never be so forward as to try to get a kiss on the first date but damn Taehyung makes him want to throw any restraints to the wind. 

He doesn’t get to even contemplate if he should do something or not, because just when Taehyung opens his mouth to speak they hear footsteps and a loud voice. “Jeongguk-ah!” The sight of Yuno immediately pisses him off. “ Oh, hi Taehyung. I wasn’t expecting to see you.” 

“Hello” The omega speaks softly. He takes a few steps away from Jeongguk and the alpha really wants to pull him right back where he was, but that would definitely be out of line. So he groans in annoyance, “Can I help you?” 

“Your father is home and asking for you.” 

He’s so irritated and it only makes things worse that Taehyung has now walked away and returned to the blanket. Whatever little moment they were in the middle of possibly having is completely gone.  “It couldn’t have waited another hour?” 

“I’m sorry…don’t shoot the messenger.” Yuno wraps his arms around himself and sighs. “I’ll see you at home.” 

Jeongguk isn’t stupid. He knows damn well what Yuno was doing and he also knows that his father doesn’t need anything important. Likely brought home gifts as he always does. Which makes this little interruption even more annoying. Because Yuno clearly wanted an excuse to be nosey. Jeongguk knows that their parents have been kind of shoving the idea of each other down their throats since they were kids. But he’s done everything in his power to make it clear he’s not interested. Yet the only person who seems to not get the memo is Yuno himself. 

As soon as the other alpha is out of sight, Jeongguk turns to Taehyung who seems to be cleaning up their mess. “I’m sorry.. I wasn’t ready for our date to end.” The omega smiles at him softly, “It’s alright. You seem to be wanted at home.” 

“Yeah, my dad’s been gone for a few weeks. I forgot that even the age of twenty five isn’t old enough to get my parents off my back.” He tries to laugh and get Taehyung’s smile to come back as bright as it was before. “He always brings gifts. But it definitely could’ve waited, I don’t know why Yuno is like that.” Jeongguk can tell that Taehyung has something to say but ultimately the omega decides to keep it to himself. Because once everything is put away in the basket he just starts to walk back towards the village center. Their walk back is quiet…Jeongguk has all of those knots and turns and vicious movements in his stomach again because he hates the way their mood did a complete 180. He doesn’t know how to get them back to where they were before the interruption. “Are you busy next weekend? I’d love to see you again.” 

“I am. I have plans with my brother.” Taehyung’s hands are tied behind his back when he twists on his heels to face Jeongguk, “I’ll see you at some point when I come by your place, inevitably…so we can plan something then.” 

“Yeah…” Jeongguk sighs “Hopefully sooner than later..” 

The omega nods with a tight lipped grin, “Have a good night, Jeongguk.” 

“You too, Taehyung.” He waits and watches as the omega heads towards the path of his own place. There’s a small part of Jeongguk that feels the urge to chase after him and make sure everything is okay. However, the part of him that doesn’t want to be annoying or seem like one of those alpha’s who can’t take no for an answer, is the part that wins the mental battle this time. So he heads home and realizes only once he’s reached the front door that Taehyung left his painting in the basket. 

Everything is definitely not okay. 

Jeongguk doesn’t stop in the dining room where everyone is gathered, his plan was to just lock himself in his own room until Julian comes barreling into his legs. “Hyungie!!!!!!!” 

“Hey Jules. Hyung is tired, we can play tomorrow, okay?” 

“No! I don’t want to play!” The little boy huffs and takes a big sniff of Jungkook’s leg “You smell like my Taetae!!!! Did you go to school and see him without me?!” 

Damn tiny alpha and his sensitive nose. “I did see Taetae today. But it was an adults only day so you had to stay home, I’m sorry.” 

Julian gasps and shoves Jeongguk’s leg but it doesn’t make him move at all, “That’s not fair! You aren’t supposed to hangout with my taetae!!!” 

“go to bed Jules.” Jeongguk goes into his room and closes the door. Dropping the basket and huffing as he falls to his mattress. “it’s probably never going to happen again so who fucking cares.”

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Now Taehyung feels like he’s being a bit ridiculous. Throwing a tantrum, if you will, he’s so unbelievably irritated that Namjoon’s thoughts were right. He knew that some people date before settling down with their mates, but he didn’t think Jeongguk was that type of guy. How did the guy that was so sweet and thoughtful to talk to Jimin and plan a lovely date, right out of Taehyung’s dream date catalog, end up being the kind of guy to have someone to go home to? Yuno literally said ‘see you at home’. Just the memory makes the hair on the back of Taehyung’s neck stand up. 

The worst part is that he didn’t even get to keep his cute painting because he was so angry…and why would he want a painting of the alpha’s stupid hand anyway. Taehyung is not going to be someone’s side action. No way in fucking hell. 

Namjoon comes to the door a few hours later and brings a big bowl of noodles and a concerned frown, “You okay? You’re kind of reeking up the house with your sadness.” 

Taehyung takes the food eagerly and just groans as he takes his first bite. “I’m fine. Sorry.” 

“That doesn’t sound fine… tell hyung what happened, you were so excited when you left.” 

When his brother crouches beside where Taehyung is seated at his desk, he can’t help but lean his head on his shoulder and cry a little bit. He just feels so stupid . “You were right about Yuno. I looked like a complete idiot today.” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Jeongguk set up this elaborate painting date. Hyung it was the loveliest thing anyone has ever done for me. Found us a spot by the river, with a blanket and snacks and…it was so nice. But then after we finished painting, he was helping me wash my hands and Yuno showed up. Telling him he was needed at ‘home ’” Taehyung’s air quotes are so obnoxious they make Namjoon giggle. “Taehyungie, that doesn’t make sense. Why would Jeongguk go through all of that to set up a date for the two of you, which is rather perfect for your taste, if he had a mate at home?” 

“Ugh!” Taehyung’s fist slams on his desk and almost makes broth spill out of his bowl “That’s my point!! Why would he do that to me?” He sighs a little and feels so embarrassed the way his cheeks burn hot, “I really was already starting to like him and this date made it worse…so now I’m devastated and confused. I should’ve stuck to my motto.” 

Namjoon shakes his head and sighs, “I think you should talk to him. It sounds like there’s a misunderstanding of some kind. Jeongguk does not seem like the type of guy to be cheating on his mate and Yuno is not the kind of alpha to be okay with sharing.” 

“Oh, I got that vibe for sure. He looked like he wanted to catch me on fire with his eyes hyung.” 

Once Taehyung has finished eating, he feels a lot better. Hearing about Namjoon making an absolute mess in front of Hoseok today made him feel a little less mopey. 

But as soon as his brother says goodnight and dips away to his own room Taehyung is back to feeling sad… and really wishing he would’ve kept his painting. 

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“Jeongguk, do you want to go with me—“ 

“No.” The dining room table goes awkwardly silent following his curt response. Yuno kind of gapes when Jeongguk puts his silverware down and sighs. “Why did you come after me yesterday?” He faces his mom with sad eyes “And why didn’t you tell Yuno I was out with Taehyung? It’s so frustrating that I’m a grown adult and can’t even go on a date without being interrupted.” 

“A date?” Yuno’s face twists in disgust. But its Jeongguk’s mother who speaks up first, “I didn’t know it was a date, baby. I’m sorry. It's not like anyone had deliberate intentions of ruining it. I only told Yuno to find you so you could see dad before bed.” 

Jeongguk’s father clears his throat and faces Jeongguk warmly, “This all seems like it’s my fault, so don’t be upset with Yuno or mom. I’m sure Taehyung will understand.” 

It is at this moment that Julian comes stumbling into the room, rubbing his eyes and climbing right into Jeongguk’s lap. “What about Taetae?” 

“Nothing buddy, eat your breakfast so we can go to school.” 

Jeongguk goes into his own room to get clothes after getting Julian dressed and finds Yuno sitting on his mattress with both paintings in his hand. “These are cute.” 

“What do you want?” 

“I didn’t know you were dating that omega. Or that you were interested in dating anyone.” 

“It was a new thing…” Jeongguk does feel a little bad about raging at everyone so he smiles softly. “I’m sorry for getting irritated with you. I just really like him and I think he got the wrong idea yesterday because of the way you spoke. So now I have to explain everything and—“ 

“It’s okay. Honestly, it’s my fault. When I saw you both by the river I could’ve put two and two together, but I chose not to. I’m sorry, Guk. Genuinely. I hope Taehyung lets you make it up to him.” 

Grabs his clothes and his work bag with a determined huff, “I hope so too.” 

When they reach the daycare, Jeongguk lingers a bit too long at the door to Julian’s class room, before the other worker comes up with a smile, “sorry, Taehyungie is running late today.” 

“Oh…I—“ shit. “Okay, I’ll talk to him this afternoon then, thank you.” 

At least this gives Jeongguk the entire day to think about what he wants to say. 

“Taetaeeee!” Julian groans and flops across Taehyung’s lap instead of joining the other kids to play outside. “Yes, little one?”

“Why did you do a date with my hyungie, you’re not supposed to!” Taehyung’s face is bright red when he can see Kora giving him a knowing smirk. “I’m so sorry. It won’t happen again.” He stands up to walk the little boy out with everyone else. Already knowing she would come up immediately after. “Why won’t it happen again? He was here this morning waiting for you.” 

“I’m not trying to be anyone’s hookup on the side. He’s with Yuno.” 

Her brow raises and she starts cackling, “No, he’s not. Who told you that?” 

“I heard them talking about going home. I’m not dumb, Kora.” 

“Taehyung, the Sloans are staying with them right now because their home was damaged in the storm last weekend. Not because they’re involved romantically. Besides, Jeongguk isn’t interested in Yuno. Trust me, Yuno has vented to Minsuk about it a million times. Which leads to my brother crying and venting to me because he’s head over heels for Yuno.” 

The omega gnaws on his lip and tries not to seem too intrigued. He’s still not completely sold…but he can’t lie and pretend his heart isn’t beating a little bit quicker at the thought of it not all being ruined. “Minsuk is into Yuno? What the hell is this love triangle.” 

“Apparently, it’s a love square. Talk to Jeongguk, Taehyungie and don’t be so sad.” 

“I’m not sad…I just—“ 

She ruffles his hair before standing up from the bench with a goofy smile, “You guys are super cute together.” 

“We aren’t together!” Taehyung shouts over his shoulder. “It was only one stupid date that got ruined , might I add.” 

“Ouch.” The omega startles at the sound of Jeongguk’s voice coming from behind him. Turning to see the alpha with his hands tucked behind his back. “It was that bad, huh? I thought we had a great time.” 

Taehyung exhales rather breathlessly, “Jeongguk…hi” 

“Sorry…I knew you guys come outside at this time and I couldn’t wait until this afternoon to talk to you.” he puts a small bundle of flowers, that so clearly were picked on his walk over here in Taehyung’s hand with the most adorable pout Taehyung’s ever seen. “I’m sorry Yuno interrupted our date and I really hope you didn’t get the wrong idea. He’s not—we’re definitely not…I would never… ”

The omega stands up from the bench and takes a couple steps closer to Jeongguk, “I did get the wrong idea…but that’s not your fault. I got in my own head and honestly, it was kind of childish the way I acted after you planned such a perfect date for us.” 

“Perfect?” The alpha can’t even hide his smile. Big and bright and making his eyes turn into little crescents when he reaches out for Taehyung’s wrist. Thumb brushing against his smooth skin, “So you don’t hate me and never want to see me again?” 

“No…of course not.” Taehyung feels as if his skin was struck by lightning the way it burns under Jeongguk’s touch, in the kind of way that makes his stomach do millions of flips. “I would actually really love to see you again.” 

“That’s great..because I was thinking that we could—“ 

A loud gasp followed by a tiny body shoving itself between Jeongguk and Taehyung interrupts his words. Making him giggle at the way Julian reaches for Taehyung to pick him up. “Hyungie…I already told you that I’M going to marry Taetae. Not you. So stop trying to love him!!” 

There’s a lot of things Jeongguk would like to say, but for now he just presses a kiss to the back of his little brother’s head, “You’re right, I’m so sorry Jules.” His eyes find Taehyung’s over the little boy’s shoulder and he sends a wink that earns him a wide smile and pink cheeks. “I’ll see you later?” 

Taehyung nods and reaches down to the bench to pick up the flowers Jeongguk brought him. “I hope so.” Then he turns away listening to Julian rant about all of the ways he’d be a better alpha…but guiltily all he can think about is that he can’t wait to see Jeongguk later.

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Their opportunity to go on another proper date doesn’t come until nearly a month later. When Jeongguk had to beg Seokjin to cover his slack with Jimin and Yoongi so that he could actually have a day off. He felt guilty because their work is so close to completion but if he has to wait any longer to see Taehyung he might just end up burning it all down. 

Not literally of course…he’s only going a little crazy okay? Seeing the omega for a few minutes every morning and afternoon isn’t enough. Not when Taehyung just gets flirtier and flirtier. The way he reached with his pretty hand to tuck Jeongguk’s hair behind his ear yesterday, the alpha simply cannot wait anymore. So when he’s dressed, he doesn’t even bother to wait for their meeting time. 

Luckily for him, Taehyung is already there too. Talking to a few other members of their village when he must smell Jeongguk because he turns around to face him instantly. Smile spreading as soon as he spots him. He waves to the people he was talking to and meets Jeongguk halfway, “You’re early.” 

“So are you.” 

“I had business…” but the way he grins and his eyes twinkle tell Jeongguk that he indeed did not have business. But the omega wraps a hand around Jeongguk’s bicep and steps closer to him as they walk, “Sooo, what’s on the agenda for our second date?” 

“I’ve got to be honest…I don’t really have much planned. I had an idea of something to show you but I’m terrified you’re going to get the wrong idea again.” 

“I won’t, what did you want to show me?” 

Jeongguk has been working on this on his very few off days for the last six months. He finally finished all of the furnishings and is prepared to break the news to his parents tomorrow. But he’s just incredibly excited. Which is why he thought it would be a perfect way to get some alone time with Taehyung and kind of show off a little bit on what he’s capable of…so he wiggles his arm. Causing the omega’s hand to drop, only so that he can glide his hand down until their fingers loosely intertwine. “Well, my goal for this year was to have my own place finished by my birthday, and I finished it a few months sooner than planned.” 

Taehyung genuinely looks shocked, “What do you mean have it done? Like…you built it? By yourself?” 

He nods and feels the way his chest swells up even thought he tries to stop it. But the way Taehyung’s voice raises with intrigue makes him feel a bit too proud of himself. “Yeah…it was a personal challenge I guess and I honestly didn’t think I’d complete it a lot of times, but I did. Seokjin helped me a lot with the foundation and stuff.”

Taehyung has no clue what he expected honestly. But they pass Jeongguk’s parents home and turn onto a small path that Taehyung’s never paid any attention to before. But at the end of it is the cutest little home, with beautiful flowers outside of it that look just like the ones Jeongguk picked for him a couple weeks ago. “Wow. I can’t believe you built this. It’s so nice, Jeongguk.” 

“It's small. There’s only one bedroom and the necessities but it’s perfect for me so…” his palms are sweaty so he very reluctantly lets go of Taehyung’s hand “But yeah, that’s why I didn’t want you to get the wrong idea. I’m really proud of it…and wanted to not risk any interruptions this time.” 

“Well…” Taehyung nudges his arm and smiles a little mischievously, “Are we going to stare at the door all evening or will you take me inside?” 

Jeongguk was nervous to take him inside but once there and they start talking, he’s reminded once again of just how easy things seem to come with Taehyung. Absolutely effortless to sit here in close proximity and talk for hours. Which is definitely to blame for how quickly he has felt himself falling over these months since they really started to know each other again.. 

“You know, your scent is very subtle…but it’s very strong in here. I guess because no one else has really been here? All I smell is you.” 

“Oh..yeah, ever since I finished the inside noone’s been here. I have candles, do you want me to burn one?” 

“No.” Taehyung scoots a bit closer on the couch and lets his head fall to Jeongguk’s shoulder, “I like the way you smell. It’s cozy.” 

Jeongguk feels like he’s imagining all of this. Imagining how close Taehyung is sitting with him right now. Imagining the way those long fingers trace against his arm as they talk. Imagining the way Taehyung giggles into his neck when Jeongguk says something funny. He’s had crushes on a few people in his life but if he’s being completely honest, no one has ever completely taken him the way the omega next to him does. He was clearly too lost in his thoughts because Taehyung pokes his cheek with a frown, “why are you staring at me?” 

“I just don’t know what I did to get to go on a date with someone like you. You’re really so…” 

Taehyung blinks a few times. Jeongguk can see the way his chest heaves slowly and he’s definitely not crazy when he notices the way the omegas eyes fall to his lips. Murmuring softly, “I’m soo, what?”

“Amazing.” Jeongguk speaks softly. Very cautious as he lets his arm that was stretched across the back of the couch wrap around Taehyung instead. “Beautiful.” Lets his other hand rise to hold onto Taehyung’s face and dares to let his own eyes trail down to those pretty lips that are dangerously close to his own. “Driving me crazy” 

It may have been Taehyung that leaned in first but Jeongguk was only a split second behind him. Holding onto that gorgeous face so delicately when their lips brush for the first time and it’s embarrassing the way he quite literally feels sparks from the touch. Especially when Taehyung’s hand gently curls into the sleeve of his shirt. Tugging for stability because the kiss is so gentle. When he pulls away, the omega catches Jeongguk’s bottom lip with his teeth. Not letting him get too far before kissing the alpha again and knocking all of the air out of his lungs. 

“You’re driving me crazy too.” Taehyung speaks hardly above a whisper when their lips part but they’re still close enough that their noses touch softly “been thinking about kissing you since you brought me those flowers.” 

“You could’ve.” Jeongguk feels his face burn and the need to keep Taehyung from seeing it, is dire, so he kisses him again. A tiny bit more urgency but still soft and not going too far when he feels the omega smile into it. “Kiss me. I mean..you could’ve then.” 

“Would’ve, could’ve, should’ve..” Taehyung’s hand slips up from his shirt sleeve to instead bunch up in the alpha’s collar to tug him closer. “Just keep kissing me now.” And Jeongguk is going to go crazy. Actually, Taehyung is the one who is making him crazy. Because he tugs at Jeongguk’s shirt so hard that the force causes him to kind of lean over the omega’s body. Taehyung leaned back against the side of the sofa with Jeongguk’s hand braced right beside his head. This is absolutely what he was scared Taehyung would think he wanted, but damn if the omega is the one pulling him closer, why the hell would Jeongguk ever say no? 

So he gets a little lost, a little too quickly. Especially when Taehyung’s lips part with a gasp and he takes the opportunity to taste him further and fuckkk he shouldn’t have done that. Because Taehyung groaning into the feeling of their tongues brushing has Jeongguk’s hand clinging to the omega’s waist instantly. Gripping him too tight and it’s awkward and definitely not comfortable on this couch…but he doesn’t want to say it…it’s too much. Too bold. But then Taehyung pulls away from the kiss with swollen lips and really dark eyes that Jeongguk is just drowning in. “I’m seriously, so so into you, Jeongguk. I …I don’t know, it’s insane. I don’t know why it feels so right being with you like this.” 

“You have no idea…I’ve been telling all of my hyungs that I think I’m crazy because I can’t get you out of my head. I want you, Taehyung. In every way.” 

“Every way?” Taehyung’s head tilts to the side, that little twinkle is right back in those dark eyes when he says “ like what ?” and Jeongguk is so certain they’re on the same page. But it’s not until he can quite literally feel the way Taehyung’s arousal is suffocating the air around him that he feels confident enough to say it, “You want me to tell you? Or show you?”

The omega himself must not have been expecting Jeongguk to put the option on the table so simply because he gasps and his hands tighten where they were resting lazily against his shoulders, “Show me. Definitely, show me.” 

When Jeongguk lets his hands glide down Taehyung’s body to wrap around his legs, he presses a gentle kiss to his ear, “C’mon then, I need to get you off of this couch if I’m going to show you properly.” 

As soon as the door to his bedroom is shut, Jeongguk can feel the way Taehyungs hands start to tremble. “Jeongguk…wait…” 

Everything he felt burning, fizzles out instantly. Places Taehyung on the edge of the bed that he’s never even lay in himself with such care, “We don’t have to do anything. I’m sorry...I shouldn’t have gotten so carried away, I really really like you Taehyung. I’m not trying to—“ 

“Stop!” Taehyung holds onto his face with both palms and shakes his head “That’s not…I said to wait because I’ve never been with anyone before. I don’t know what the hell I’m doing and it’s embarrassing. But I really like you too…so you can’t ghost me if I suck at this.” 

“I don’t really know what I’m doing either” Jeongguk gently lays Taehyung backwards. Pushing his thigh between his legs and smiling sinfully when they part for him. Making it easier to get closer. Hands gentle as they guide the omega’s arms to relax above his head and kisses along his jawline, “But we can figure it out easily. Not going anywhere, don’t worry.” Jeongguk’s mouth is ravenous. The way he presses his lips over every bit of honeyed skin he can reach before meeting Taehyung for a kiss that’s so much more certain than any of the others. 

Everyone explains what it feels like when you know you’ve met the person meant for you, but damn they don’t do any justice to the way Jeongguk’s stomach swoops and swirls with every little noise that falls from Taehyung’s lips.

 “Oh, hell” Taehyung groans when he squeezes his legs to bring Jeongguk closer. It’s quite shameless the way he ruts down against the alpha’s thigh as Jeongguk licks into his mouth. None of this was included on his mental itinerary of their date. Taehyung had zero thoughts of doing anything other than finally getting a kiss of those sweet lips. But Taehyung can’t be bothered to have any shame. Not when Jeongguk tastes like heaven and smells so good and feels so right. 

Jeongguk applies pressure in his kiss that he presses against the softest part of Taehyung’s throat. It renders him speechless and the hand that flies into the alpha’s long locks of hair can’t be tamed. Grips tight and opens up the access so easily for Jeongguk to kiss and bite wherever he pleases. Matters only getting worse when he can feel the way the alpha scents him before each kiss. Leaving a trail of goosebumps and his own sweet pine fragrance behind, Taehyung’s going to be a puddle on this mattress before Jeongguk is done with him. There’s no recovering from the sweet way Jeongguk holds onto his face and looks right into his eyes, “you feeling okay?” 

“Never felt better in my entire life” 

Jeongguk is impossibly gentle when he hooks fingers onto Taehyung’s waist band before tugging them down until they’re tight around his thighs. At first he thinks something is wrong because the alpha stops. But when he glances down he sees Jeongguk watching the way the fabric of his shorts dig into the plush of Taehyung’s thighs with his mouth quite literally watering. “ Guk—“ 

“You’re so damn hot, Tae, fuck. ” Takes ahold of his waist with both palms and it’s rather unconscious the way he grinds against him before rubbing his fingers over the band of his underwear. “Is it alright if I take these off of you too?” Taehyung doesn’t trust himself to say anything that isn’t completely ridiculous so he nods. Eyes focused on the way Jeongguk’s hands look against his own skin. Quickly diverting focus to just how hard the alpha already is when he gets himself undressed, because fuck. Jeongguk gives his cock a few lazy strokes that have Taehyung leaning up immediately, brow raised and bottom lip caught between his teeth. “May I?”  

And What else is Jeongguk supposed to do when someone as gorgeous as Taehyung is eye level with his dick and asking for it. “Whatever you want, just take it.” He was so eager to see Taehyung’s hands wrapped around his own length that he didn’t even fathom the possibility of the omega licking up the side of his cock before sucking it all into his mouth in one go. Takes it until he gags and doesn’t hesitate to keep going. Jeongguk’s head lulls back and he would honestly probably fall over if not for the careful grip he has on Taehyung’s hair. “Oh Tae, that feels so fucking good.” Jeongguk doesn’t mean to fuck into his mouth but the way Taehyung moans when he does encourages him to do it again. Thrusting cautiously into the wet warmth of Taehyung’s mouth, he’s on the verge of finishing just like this. But thankfully Taehyung has enough mercy on him to pull off with his spit slicked lips and sexy little smile, that has the alpha putting him on his back. 

Takes rather greedy handfuls of Taehyung’s ass before gliding his index finger over his rim and moaning when he’s met with so much slick he might faint. “ Fucking’fuck , you’re dripping.” The omega’s face is so bright red that Jeongguk can’t help but chuckle a little bit at how impossibly adorable he is. Leans in to press a gentle kiss to his lips as he presses the first finger in and swallows the moan that escapes Taehyung’s lips, “ can’t wait to feel that all around me, baby, fuck. ” 

“Guk, please ,” Taehyung arches into it and Jeongguk himself is so desperate to sink his cock into him. But he still kisses Taehyung again and makes sure to add another finger with such delicacy, “I know. Need you to feel good.” Curls them both until he finds the right spot to make Taehyung whine into his neck. Gorgeous body writhing beautifully beneath him, he has to savor this. “We only get one first time at this, gotta make it count.” 

“It already counts…it’s with the alpha of my dreams, of course it counts.” Taehyung is begging at this point. Dripping all over his fingers and making it that even adding in another finger he’s met with almost no resistance. “ Jeongguk please, want to feel you inside of me so bad.” Taehyung begging Jeongguk to fuck him is enough to have the alpha lining up the head of his cock and sinking into that wet heat eagerly. Mouths pressed together but they’re just breathing hotly and moaning at the feeling. Jeongguk slides his arms up underneath Taehyung’s back, to pull him closer until their chests are flush so that when he finally pushes in, he can reach all the way. Groaning with a hushed curse because nothing could’ve prepared him for how excruciatingly good Taehyung would feel around his cock. 

Only getting worse with every roll of his hips because the omega’s moans continue to get louder.. deeper .. a low growl almost against his ear that’s combined with the feeling of long fingers using his hair for grip. Taehyung grinds into it too. Jeongguk immediately has thoughts of  how good  the omega would be at riding him but that’s an advanced thought for another day. Not for right now, when he’s got Taehyung whimpering into his ear, “Want more of you, Guk. Can’t get enough.” 

There’s no hesitation on his end. Breathing rough as he fucks into him ruthlessly. They’re feeling good and Taehyung’s taking him so well, that he doesn’t feel worried of being too much. Maybe he should. Maybe they shouldn’t be so easily connected, but he’s completely engulfed in the warm flowery scent that is taehyung and he can feel it being pressed into his skin even more as the omega scents him throughout ever thrust of his cock inside of him. He’s dizzy and going crazy and seconds from coming when Taehyung kisses him sweetly. The most plush kiss against his own lips that Taehyung sighs into as Jeongguk sinks into him even more. “Gonna be addicted to you after this, Jeongguk. Can’t get enough.” Then Taehyung kisses him harder and Jeongguk’s snapping his hips until he’s filling the omega entirely. Watching as he releases between them and makes a mess of it in his hand as he keeps stroking him through it. Taking each sweet kiss that follows Taehyung’s heavy breaths and gasps. “Fuck, Tae. That…you…ugh ” 

“ So good. ” Taehyung finishes the sentence and falls back onto the mattress as soon as Jeongguk’s pulled out. There’s a few beats of silence and catching their breaths before Taehyung bursts into hysterical laughter. Making the alpha lean up from where he was laying to look at him, “Why are you laughing at me?” 

“I just can’t believe we… and you…I told myself no but then ” Taehyung shakes his head and covers his face with both hands “Ahh, I promise I’m not… this isn’t something I do or—“

“I know” Jeongguk says softly and pushes Taehyung’s messy bangs back,  “I felt everything you did, so don't worry about any of that.”

A lot of talking and cleaning later finds Taehyung leaning against the open door frame with the side of Jeongguk’s shirt bunched up in his palm. completely lost in the sensation that comes with each sweet kiss the alpha presses to his lips. “I’ll see you on monday.” The omega nods but doesn’t say anything other than a muffled hum. Taking in as much as he can, only a little sad when the kisses stop but then Jeongguk’s nuzzling into his skin and leaving even more of his scent behind and maybe Taehyung really likes the idea of others being able to smell the alpha on him. 

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What Taehyung didn’t take into consideration, in the midst of them being all over each other, is the fact that Julian will recognize his brother’s scent immediately. And the tiny alpha does. He tries to climb into Taehyung’s lap for naptime and whines as soon as he does. “Ugh, I knew IT”

“knew what, bub?” 

“I knew hyungie smelled like you and he wouldn’t tell me . and now you .. you don't even smell like all the good stuff anymore Taetae.” 

Taehyung glares at Kora who is giggling from the other side of the room. Sighing as he runs a hand through Julian’s hair “Y’know, I really like your hyungie a lot. and I will hopefully be spending a lot more time with him.” 

“GREAT!!” the little alpha huffs and hops off of Taehyung’s lap. sits himself on his cot and brings his knees to his chest. The omega really didn’t think he would be so upset but it’s clear that this needs to be addressed so he follows him. crouching right beside him with a sweet smile, “You know what it means if I spend more time with your hyungie?” 

“That you hate me!!” 

“Noooo” Taehyung laughs and pinches the boys cheek “It means you’ll get to see me even more. won’t that be so fun? we get to hangout at school and away from school.” 

He can quite literally see the cog wheels turning in Julian’s head when his eyes round out from the sharp glare he had. “You promise??” 

“Of course!” When Taehyung gets up to return to his desk, he has to fight to hide his smile when he can see Julian following him out of his peripheral vision. feels him climb back into his lap and hugs him tight when he flops across Taehyung’s chest. “Sorry for being mean Taetae” 

The omega whispers softly, “Don’t be sorry.” as he watches Julian’s little eyes flutter closed. Thinking that he can’t wait to tell Jeongguk about this. 

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Yoongi had been giving Jeongguk side eyes all day at work but it wasn’t until Jimin arrived at the end of the day that he finally gets called out, “I knew this would happen as soon as you guys really met, but witnessing it is a wild experience.” Jimin slaps the back of his neck with a cackle “How’s the little one feeling about you stealing his future ‘ wife’ ”. They all snort as Jeongguk finishes cleaning up his things. 

“Honestly, it’s been kind of rough. Jules has never been angry with me before. I mean…I knew he was obsessed with Taehyung but I guess I didn’t realize how much he meant all of those things. He’s only a kid, how was I supposed to know his little heart would be broken?” 

“It won’t be broken for long..” Jimin smiles with certainty, “as soon as he realizes this means he will get to see Taehyung way more, he’ll be over the moon about it. Just explain it to him in baby language.” 

“That’s my plan tonight. My mom invited Taehyung to come over for dinner when she took Julian to daycare today…so hopefully I’ll get to win my little brother back and spend some time with Tae..” he didn’t realize exactly how excited he sounded until Yoongi chuckled and patted his shoulder gently. “This is a new side to you Guk…but I think I like it. I hope it all goes well.”

It does.  

In fact, it goes so well that when they’ve all finished eating dinner, Julian doesn’t throw a fit at all when Jeongguk leaves to walk Taehyung home. He only gives them both big hugs and makes Taehyung promise to come over lots and lots. To which the omega smiles with bright red cheeks in Jeongguk's direction, “I plan to, little one.” 

Holding Taehyung’s hand is one thing. But holding Taehyung’s hand and feeling the gentle way the omega rubs his thumb over Jeongguk’s fingers as they walk makes all of the wildest monsoon waves rage in the alpha’s stomach. To the point that when they finally get close enough to Taehyung’s place he doesn’t let go. Only uses the grip to pull him closer, desperate to feel more of those rushing waves when he holds onto the side of Taehyung’s face with the biggest smile. “I swear facing Julian was more intimidating than asking you out in the first place.” 

“Well that’s not fair, you already knew I was into you.” 

“No I didn’t, how would I have possibly known that?” But the truth is that he did kind of know. Not that he knew but more so that he was certain whatever was pulling him towards Taehyung was legitimate enough that he felt courageous to take the chance. Taehyung doesn’t answer his question though, he only leans in to press a sweet kiss to his lips that Jeongguk returns eagerly. Stepping into it until Taehyung has his back against the door and his hand holding onto the alpha’s shirt to keep steady. “Do you um…want to have dinner together, tomorrow?” 

Jeongguk nods into the kiss and Taehyung feels the way the alpha moves to remove the bag from his back without missing a beat of their lips combining rather sloppily. He stops their kiss and Taehyung gasps softly when he sees Jeongguk pulling the canvas from their first date out of the bag. “I meant to give this back to you on our second date…but you distracted me a little bit.” 

“I’ve been to nervous to ask for it..” Taehyung holds the canvas close to his chest and feels so much warmth. “I was worried you threw it away because of my tantrum.” 

“No, I would never.” The alpha kisses him again, gently and so impossibly languid that Taehyung thinks he could fall apart just from this alone. “But I was hopeful I’d get the chance to make it all up to you, it’s not fair for me to be the only one with the good part of our first date.” 

“Everything about the first date was the ‘good part’ ” Taehyung says matter of factly. Reluctant as he sinks back against his door and grabs the handle behind his back “because even the misunderstanding just made us clear things up sooner. So I think in a way it helped us in the end. Don’t you?” 

“As long as I get to keep you, I agree.” 

“How am I supposed to stop kissing you, when you keep saying such sweet things? I just want to suffocate you with kisses.” 

“If that is the way I die, I’d die such a happy alpha.” 

“Shut up!” Taehyung giggles. Pressing one more kiss to Jeongguk’s lips. “Goodnight, Jeonggukkie. Can’t wait for dinner tomorrow.” 

Walking away from Taehyung’s place just leaves Jeongguk to think about all of the things he’s learned so far about the omega…and how he can’t wait to learn everything else. 

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Finally mating with Taehyung was something Jeongguk looked forward to the entire year that they saw each other in the courting phase. He never thought himself to be the possessive type, hindsight would assure him that he is, he just never had anything that was his. Before Taehyung. but Taehyung isn’t his, literally. He isn’t a belonging…of course not. except for the fact that he does belong right here in this home with Jeongguk’s arms wrapping around him. and it is Jeongguk’s mark that sits pretty and proud on his shoulder. still…he’s tried so hard to keep it cool. chill. be the perfect mate. He never wants Taehyung to regret this little thing they’ve built over time.

Jeongguk’s perfect cozy bubble of sunshine with his omega comes crumbling down, slowly. It starts when a new teacher is assigned to the school. An alpha. Which is a first in the history of their village. But the man, Hyoshin, is brilliant with the pups. He’s artistic and funny and alllll of the omegas in the village adore him. Including Taehyung. Taehyung who is currently forty minutes later than he usually would be getting home. 

Taehyung who Jeongguk is about to run out looking for, if not for the way he comes barreling into the house with the biggest smile on your face. The biggest smile that couldn't be because of— “Hi, baby”—what was Jeongguk worried about before? He forgets entirely when that sweet voice speaks against his lips with the softest kiss between the greeting. Hands taking hold of Taehyung’s waist to extend the kiss from one peck to dozens. walking the omega backwards until he’s leaned against their dining table and the alpha can feel those fingers slip up into the hairs at the back of his neck. “Sorry for being late, Julian threw a tantrum in Hyoshin’s class. So I stayed to talk with him and your mom. We lost track of time.” 

Jeongguk will pretend he isn’t proud of his little brother…always a team player. so he feigns disappointment, “Why did he throw a tantrum?” 

“He won’t give us a straight answer…I think it’s because of me? He apparently started his attitude problem after I dropped a lunch sack on Hyoshin's desk one day and it’s spiraled from there.” Taehyung shrugs, pressing a kiss to Jeongguk’s cheek before getting out of his grasp and making way to the stove. “Maybe you can talk to him again? It was cute before but as Julian is getting older he needs to learn that alpha’s don’t get to just stake their own claim on things, especially, not people.” 

and Taehyung’s right. but Jeongguk can’t even think about how right Taehyung is because his chest is thumping so rapidly he can’t think straight. “You delivered lunch to the new alpha teacher? Was Gia not available?” 

If Taehyung is irritated by the question, he doesn’t show it. Only begins making Jeongguk’s favorite soup as he speaks, “Gia is on a very strict diet due to her pregnancy, if you must know. I went to the new cafe for lunch a couple of weeks ago and decided to treat my new coworker because I am a nice person. Is that alright with you?” The glare he sends over his shoulder doesn’t go unnoticed by the alpha. Who makes his way over to the table with his metaphorical tail between his legs. Sitting down sideways on the chair that he’s pulled out. Legs extended and arms just hanging by his sides. Waiting.

waiting.

waiting. 

until Taehyung’s eyes roll. placing the lid on the pot to simmer before he moves to drape himself right across Jeongguk’s lap. Straddling him just as he knew the alpha wanted. face already nuzzling into Jeongguk’s neck before he’s even managed to slip his hands into Taehyung’s back pockets like he loves to do. There’s a smirk that Taehyung can’t force away when Jeongguk’s subtle attitude seeps through, “It was only a question, Taehyung.” 

“Sounded like an accusation, Jeongguk.” He sounds bored and agitated, but the tone of his voice doesn’t match at all with the way he scents the alpha like crazy. nose trailing all over his shoulder. beneath the collar of his shirt. up his neck. Leaving a few sweet pecks right against the scent gland that drives him the most crazy. Continues his path up until his lips ghost behind his ear. pressing a kiss to the lobe before nipping at it playfully. Jeongguk uses this glorious moment of being scented by his mate to take proper hold of Taehyung’s ass. Loving the way the omega teases him, canting his hips forward just enough that he feels it but not enough to make him moan. and okay…maybe Jeongguk was feeling a little petty…but truly, he can look past all of that. He’s fine. Brushes off the attitude that was there before, with a giggle that he breathes right into Taehyung's lips, “never, baby. you’re all mine. I know that.” 

The feeling of Taehyung’s lips pressing softly against his own never fails to make Jeongguk weak in the knees. It also never fails to make him desperate for more when Taehyung catches the alpha’s bottom lip with his teeth. Slowly pulling it back as he glides off of his lap to return to the stove. Jeongguk’s hands reach out to catch his wrist but he just barely misses him. Taehyung’s laugh is paired with teasing eyes over his shoulder, “I’ll still be here after we eat, babe.” 

“I’m going with my dad in two days…I need as much attention as possible before I leave.” Jeongguk knows that he is pouting and probably looks ridiculous. But if there’s one way to get Taehyung to drop what he’s doing and pamper the alpha with love, it’s by rounding out his eyes and pouting his lips. So that’s exactly what he plans to do. But Taehyung only tsks. Head shaking as he brings two bowls to their table, “Is it supposed to be my fault that you are going on a vacation without me?” 

They’ve talked about this trip since last year, they’re going to take Julian out for his first shift and Julian demanded his ‘super awesomest strongest alpha hyungie’ be the one to teach him how to be a ‘super awesome strongest alpha’. So even though Jeongguk knows that Taehyung isn’t upset in the slightest about it….it still feels weird going somewhere without him. It’s been a little more than a year and a half since they officially began seeing each other. Only being mates for less than four months…but ever since Taehyung moved in with him, those four months ago, Jeongguk has gotten so accustomed to this little life that they live together. He’s not sure how he is going to feel not seeing Taehyung for a weekend. No sweet kisses in the morning, no hauling around harvest baskets so that Taehyung can take his time picking the best fruits and vegetables to put in them, no walking him to work every morning and hearing the kids giggle and coo when he kisses his cheek. Okay, so maybe he’s being a little dramatic over this whole thing, so what—he’s going to miss him. That’s not a crime. “No, it’s not your fault, but that doesn’t make me want to see you less. Are you even sad that I’m going?” 

Taehyung giggles. Which…Jeongguk was not expecting. In fact…he’s kind of….offended?? What’s so damn funny? And then it gets worse because the omega shrugs while bringing a spoonful to his mouth, “It’s like three days, baby. You’ll be home before I even have time to miss you.” 

Jeongguk would fall out of this chair if he weren’t thoroughly enjoying his meal. It’s like a punch to the jugular. A knife to his heart. Taehyung isn’t going to miss him?? At all?? In three whole days?? Jeongguk thinks that’s rather shitty…Taehyung always misses him. Or at least, that’s what he used to say before they lived together…even twelve hours would have the omega scenting him like crazy and demanding a new sweatshirt to take home and cover himself with. But now…suddenly there is a new alpha in Taehyung’s life…three days isn’t even enough time to miss him? This is ridiculous. Jeongguk can feel a mini version of himself sitting on his shoulder and smacking him repeatedly, but he doesn't care. Finishes his food, because he is still respectful of the fact that Taehyung cooked for them in the first place….but then he’s standing up. The chair scrapes a bit on the floor, causing the omega to raise an eyebrow at the way Jeongguk stomps around. Angrily cleaning out his bowl and the pot Taehyung used. “Jeonggukkie? What’s wrong?” 

“Nothing.” 

“You’re making a mess with the water. Splashing soap all over the floor.” 

“Yeah well…the water pressure has always been too high in this damn place.” Cuts the water off and grips the edge of the counter. He doesn’t want to fight. He knows that he’s being insane right now. Taehyung was just being cute. Because he’s always cute and teasing and playful. But Jeongguk’s been feeling some type of way and it just gets so much worse when Taehyung says, “I’ll be holed up the entire time you’re gone anyway. I think my heat will be coming soon.” 

Oh. 

So not only will he not miss the alpha for three days…but he doesn’t even want him here for his heat?? Despite it being the first one since they mated…okay. Fine. Jeongguk just goes straight to their bedroom. Because not saying anything at all is better than saying all of the things he wants to say right now. When he gets himself into the shower and scrubs at his skin so hard he could break through it, he hears the door open and light shuffling. It makes him feel so sad to say what he does. But he lets the words fall out anyway. “I don’t want you to join my shower tonight.” 

“I…what.” Taehyung comes up to grab the curtain, but Jeongguk is quicker. Pulling it taut and immovable. “I’m almost done then you can shower.” 

“What is wrong? Why are you so angry with me?” 

“I’m not angry with you, Taehyung. I just want to shower alone.” 

“Since fucking when? You never take a shower without me, if I’m around.” 

“Well there’s a first time for everything.” 

“You know what? I’m not doing this with you. If you want to throw a fit over something, I don’t even know what, fine, do that. But don’t bother walking me to work in the morning. I can walk by my damn self.” The bathroom door rattles the walls the way it slams. They’re fighting. That’s great. Their first real fight. What are they fighting over again?? Jeongguk can’t even think clearly. His chest is just heaving and he can’t feel the water that’s pummeling into his skin. Surely whatever twisted feelings he’s having right now aren’t worth fighting with Taehyung. And yet…he can’t bring himself to apologize. When he exits the shower, the omega is sitting at the edge of their bed. Knees curled into his chest, sharp eyes looking right into the alpha’s. As if he’s waiting for them to talk. But Jeongguk only gestures with an arm to the opened bathroom door before slipping on briefs and climbing into bed without a word. 

Maybe they’ve just been overdue for some time apart. 

That’s it. 

Three nights may not be long enough for Taehyung to miss him, so maybe throwing in a fourth will do the trick. Or at least that’s what Jeongguk tells himself to cope with the way his heart cracks down the middle when Taehyung doesn’t crawl into their bed after his shower. The subtle burnt cinnamon seeping through the hallway makes him want to run after his mate. Drag Taehyung into this bed and kiss him until the sweet ropes of vanilla cover his scent again…but he doesn’t. 

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Taehyung had briefly mentioned feeling more irritable than normal, to Jeongguk’s mother when he dropped off a harvest basket one week ago. When she told him that she occasionally has heats that make her skin crawl and even the sounds of her family's breathing is annoying—he didn’t feel so bad for the itchy feeling creeping up the last few days. But he knows that whatever the fuck happened last night was not his fault. Jeongguk was throwing a temper tantrum and he doesn’t even know why. What was he so triggered by? The fact that Taehyung was home a little late? The omega drops his work bag to his desk with a groan, kind of a growl. And it catches the attention of the woman who stopped by to bring him breakfast, “I see my instincts were correct in telling me to bring you some of my freshly made chocolate chip muffins.” Jeongguk’s mother is so impossibly sweet. It makes Taehyung feel a little guilty for the way he was just cursing Jeongguk in his mind. “I think that’s exactly what I need right now.” He takes the small box eagerly. Opening it without hesitation and sighing when he tastes the first bite of fluffy chocolatey goodness. 

“What’s wrong, hm? You can’t be that angry over the boys leaving early.” She giggles, unknowingly. Munching on her own muffin as kids start to filter in for the day. Including Julian who barrels into Taehyung’s legs. “Goodmorning Taetae.” Hyoshin is at the door two seconds later, head shaking and arms crossed, though he has a soft smile on, “Julian, you can’t run out before signing in for the day. I have to be able to keep track of you all.” The tiny alpha huffs, squeezing Taehyung a little tighter before letting go, “I gotta go…” Taehyung ruffles his hair and breaks the muffin in half, placing it in Julian’s hand with a smile “I’m walking you home after school today, don’t worry.” 

Julian punches a fist in the air in excitement before running past Hyoshin, who lingers a bit in the doorway before waving to Taehyung and following after him. Jeongguk’s mother looks between the now empty door and Taehyung a few times before crossing her arms, “he’s handsome. Is that the new teacher all of the omega’s go crazy over?” 

Taehyung nods, not really thinking about what she said…that is until his mind finally realizes what she said a few minutes ago and he gasps. Facing her with round eyes, “what do you mean, leaving early?” 

“Well they weren’t going to leave until Saturday morning, but they decided to head out tomorrow instead and take an extra day. I’m not sure why, Jeongguk came by this morning to ask if his father wanted to…” her unsure smile turns into a frown “..you didn’t know?”

 Taehyung sighs when the last two students enter his classroom. “…It’s okay, I’ll talk to him later, thank you for the breakfast.” 

“Anytime, my love.” Her hand is warm on his cheek before she turns to leave. Taehyung’s mind is so far removed from class today. Was Jeongguk really that upset? He went from wanting as much of Taehyung’s attention as possible, to avoiding him all night and now leaving an entire day early? Now he’s concerned. And his stomach hurts. Whether from the preheat or the knowledge that his mate is upset—either way it’s uncomfortable. And it never goes away, not even when he’s eating lunch. Opting to eat alone in his classroom today, not feeling sociable and not feeling like answering any of Gia’s questions. But then there’s a soft knock on his door and Hyoshin is standing there with two drinks in hand. “I went by the cafe, I figured I would return the favor from before.” 

As relieved as Taehyung feels to get some caffeine…anyone that isn’t Jeongguk approaching him right now leaves a sour taste in his mouth. But what can he do? He still has an entire half a day of work before he gets to go home. So he answers the questions Hyoshin has about an issue with two students. Sipping on his drink and allowing himself not to be wallowed in pity for five minutes. Which clearly wasn’t a good idea, because just seconds later he hears footsteps…though they never reach his door. Not until a familiar scent wafts into the room, great. 

Looks like they will be fighting again tonight. 

When Taehyung gets home after dropping Julian, he was fully prepared to be met with a jealous angry alpha yelling at him. He wasn’t prepared to be met with an empty home entirely. A plate of dinner wrapped on the table for him. Jeongguk’s weekend bag and favorite stompers are no longer by the front door. He left without saying goodbye? Really?

There is a part of him that really wants to chase after the alpha. Call him a jerk and apologize for the misunderstanding and kiss him stupid until it’s time for him to go. But the part of Taehyung that wins is that part that refuses to apologize when Jeongguk refuses to tell him what’s wrong. 

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Julian learns how to shift within the very first hour of them reaching the campgrounds. Which is great…really great, beyond impressive actually, Jeongguk is so proud of how brilliant his little brother is. But all that means is now he has no reason not to think about how he left without even kissing Taehyung goodbye. So much regret is beginning to seep in. He knows that he was overthinking and overreacting, but he’s already done it and now he just feels so impossibly hopeless. Seeing Taehyung with that new stupid alpha teacher made his blood boil. Even if he heard every last word of their, very clearly about work, conversation. Even if he knows regardless that Taehyung loves him and would never be unfaithful. His stupid fucking brain would not shut up. Now he’s here, in the middle of the woods, two hours away from home, and all he wants is to see Taehyung. He’s desperate for it, actually. 

After his father prepares three plates for them to have a meal together, he walks right up to his oldest son and hugs him, taking him by surprise and chuckling at how tight Jeongguk hugs him in return, “what did you do, son?”

“I’m an idiot.” 

“Yeah, most of us are. But that didn’t answer my question.” He holds onto Jeongguk’s cheek and despite the fact that his son is radiating so much sadness and frustration out into these woods—it warms his heart to see those round eyes and puffed out cheeks, just like when he was a pup. Just like Julian does. 

“There’s a new teacher at the preschool, an alpha. And it’s been messing with my head. I was a dick to Taehyung for no reason…and then I asked to leave a day early to be even more of an asshole and now I’m regretting it.” 

“Ahhh…jealousy is cruel on freshly mated couples.” Jeongguk wants to growl when his dad ruffles his hair and laughs at him. It’s not funny! Taehyung is the love of his life and he’s just over here casually fucking it all up. What is funny about that? But then the elder alpha sighs, “you know, when your mom was pregnant with you, there was this alpha, Paulo.” He scoffs even now. Jeongguk can see the way his father’s nostrils flare “Paulo was visiting on research from a neighboring continent and he took such a fascination to your mother because he had never been around a pregnant omega before. The continent he was from, they’re mostly all humans. So the concept of everything that we are intrigued him. He wanted to study the habits of pregnant omegas and compare them to the habits of pregnant females back on his continent.”

“So mom and I were like, a test subject???” 

His father laughs, “pretty much…well for about two weeks, before I lost my shit and scared the fuck out of him. He’s never been back since i bared my teeth and chased him out of the village.” 

“You what” 

“Yeah, not my best moment. In fact, I thought your mother was going to leave me. She was so upset at how I treated him. And she had every right. I was being a complete bafoon. Acting like a petulant child who didn’t want to share my toys. Kind of like—”

“Me—i know.” He snarls but his father shakes his head. Gesturing at Julian who has shifted again and is running in circles. “I was going to say, like Julian. The way he was so obsessive over Taehyung those first two years of preschool. Even now, do you know how he’s been treating his poor teacher, the alpha?”

“Taehyung mentioned it…but we started fighting shortly after, so I didn’t get to hear too much.” 

“Julian is acting out, worse than anything. He won’t do his assignments. He talks back to everything Hyoshin says. Calls him names and refuses to eat at lunchtime if he can’t join ‘Taetae’s class’.” 

“I don’t understand though…he’s been really good about it until now. He doesn’t even cling to Taehyung like he used to.” Jeongguk watches his little brother. Noticing the way the tiny wolf has run out of energy. Flopped onto the ground with his ears and tail sprawled out. Panting heavily. “Yeah…thankfully Hyoshin is really gracious with him. He’s had every right to suspend him from classes. But he goes along with as much as he can. He sends home extra credit assignments every single week that your mom works on with Julian pretending it’s just practice.” 

Jeongguk hates this. Why is his father making him feel guilty for disliking the guy?! 

“I think you should talk to Taehyung, when you get home. Apologize, first of all, and secondly, if you are having insecurities or doubts regarding Hyoshin, express them in a normal way. Let your mate comfort you and reassure you.” 

“But that’s the thing—“ Jeongguk huffs “—Taehyung said he won’t even miss me while I’m gone this weekend. Not exactly comforting and reassuring is it?” 

“Did he look you in the eyes and say ‘jeongguk i can’t wait for you to leave so i can be home alone to sleep with another alpha’” 

“Dad!” 

“What!” He snorts and stands. Going towards Julian who has shifted back to human form and seemingly fell asleep without even putting clothes back on. “C’mon Jeongguk, we all now how much Taehyung loves you. He was probably just teasing you but you saw red because you’re already feeling some type of way.” 

Jeongguk helps his father slip clothes onto Julian’s body and carry him into their cabin for the weekend. The sun is probably setting in an hour or so and it’s killing him that he has three more nights to be away from Taehyung. Once he’s showered and comfortable for bed, his father peaks into the room where Julian is cuddled up against Jeongguk’s chest, “why don’t you go home for a few hours…just long enough to make things right. So then you can be the big brother you came here to be this weekend?” 

“Jules…what if he wakes up—“ Jeongguk is practically buzzing with the urgency he feels to leave immediately. But his heart twinges thinking about Julian being upset that he left. “He’s exhausted…you slept for fourteen hours after your first shift, he’s going to be fine. Just be back before breakfast tomorrow alright?” He’s so cautious as he climbs out of bed. Putting a pillow where he was and smiling at the way Julian curls into it. “Are you sure?” 

“Of course I am.” His father ruffles his hair again and smiles “go be the alpha your mother raised you to be, not like me. We really love Taehyung, so you can’t mess things up with him.” 

“I really love him too.” Jeongguk hugs his dad because he feels so overwhelmingly grateful. “Thank you.” 

And then he’s off. 

Thank the heavens because he wasn’t sure how he would survive an entire weekend without any sleep. 

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Taehyung is so uncomfortable he can’t see straight. Nothing is right. No matter how he arranges the clothes and blankets and pillows, when he lays down he’s too frustrated. He can’t even try to close his eyes because it’s not enough. He did laundry too recently and Jeongguk hasn’t slept in their bed in 48 hours. His scent is not potent enough and Taehyung thinks he might die of heartbreak. The omega is desperate for that warm woodsy fragrance that normally holds him tight. Wants to feel the way it tangles with his own scent so well. His own personal blanket of comfort. 

This heat is so difficult. He’s not horny or hungry. He’s just ache-y and sad. He misses Jeongguk so much it hurts. There’s no way he is going to survive this weekend. And whatever feelings he had during his preheat of irritability and a need to be alone are completely gone. There is nothing he wants more than for his alpha to cling to his body. Wants to press his scent over every last spot on Jeongguk’s body until he completely reeks of Taehyung. 

Twisting and turning into the failed nest he’s made, he can’t take it. His chest heaves and Taehyung begins to sob. Buries his face in the hood of Jeongguk’s sweatshirt and cries some more. He didn’t mean to hurt the alpha’s feelings when he said three days wasn’t enough time to miss him. He was just being cheeky. If he had known it would’ve led Jeongguk to feel so upset, he never would’ve said it. He would’ve told the alpha how he always misses him. Even when he wants nothing more than to be alone in the garden, he misses him. Because he’ll see young pups running by, with their parents not far behind…and it just makes him think how much he loves being a part of Jeongguk’s and Julian’s life. Thinks that maybe…just maybe…they could be that couple with the rambunctious kids to chase around. But then his heart just hurts even more when he thinks about how sad Jeongguk looked the other night. 

The way he refused to let Taehyung into his shower. The way he clearly felt insecure about Hyoshin and Taehyung did nothing to make that insecurity go away. Despite the fact that Jeongguk has done nothing but make Taehyung feel safe and secure…he fucked up. He knows he did. And now he’s left to spend this miserable heat alone in this awful nest that just reeks of his own sadness. 

Taehyung has never felt so homesick in his life, as he does right now. 

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Jeongguk has never felt nervous to enter the house that he built before today. But being face to face with that door, knowing that Taehyung is on the other side of it, makes his stomach twist. He’s not sure what the omega will have to say to him, but he can’t wait any longer to figure this all out. He just loves him so much. When he enters, the first thing he notices is that Taehyung barely touched the dinner Jeongguk prepared for him last night. 

Immediately, his chest aches. 

Protect, provide. 

It’s annoying the way his instincts work and how he instantly wants to start preparing a meal and force his mate to sit down and eat. But before any of that…Jeongguk needs to hold him. He’s desperate for it. So he calls out softly, “Taehyungie, baby are you home?” 

When he doesn’t get a response, there is a momentary flicker of doubt. He certainly should be home..it’s late. He shakes off the worry immediately. No. It was that line of thinking that got him in this mess in the first place. So without another pause, he barges into their bedroom. Nearly falling to his knees at the sight of Taehyung tangled up in all of his clothes. An attempt at a nest is clearly what it was, but when Jeongguk steps closer and comes face to face with puffy eyelids and tear stained cheeks. He can tell immediately that Taehyung was not satiated at all by this. If anything, it probably made it worse. Jeongguk can barely even smell himself. and while the alpha would love to fall asleep in a nest of vanilla cinnamon…he knows that his omega needs something else. Something only jeongguk can give. He’s slow and quiet as he wiggles out of his clothes. Draping his sweatshirt over Taehyung’s body and tucking the shorts he was wearing against the back of his head. He doesn’t want to wake him…not if he was upset and finally managed to fall asleep, so he tries to be discreet. Running gentle fingers through Taehyung’s sweaty hair, brushing it out of his face, so that he can press a warm kiss to his forehead. But the fingers that curl around his wrist and hold his hand in place are like electricity. Shooting all the way up his veins as Taehyung turns his face to nuzzle the alpha’s palm. 

Eyes still closed, just rubbing his face all over the alpha’s hand. Until his eyes do flutter open, tears immediately falling when he’s met with Jeongguk’s bright round eyes and sweet lips barely curled up into a smile. “Hi baby, feeling okay?” 

Taehyung shakes his head, he seems to hesitate. Almost acting like he wants to move but he stays right there. tugging Jeongguk’s arm until the alpha has no choice but to scoot into the nest with him. Rests their foreheads together and presses a soft kiss to Taehyung’s nose, “why were you crying, hm?” 

“Am I hallucinating? shouldn’t you be with Jules?” 

“He’s worn out after running around all day. And I needed to come see you and make sure you’re okay.” he smiles at the way Taehyung wiggles closer. Face burrowing against the alpha’s shoulder, “missed you so much, Jeonggukkie. needed you.” 

“I thought three days wasn’t even long enough to miss me, hm?” Pinches beneath Taehyung’s chin, lifting his head until their lips brush. “But my baby always misses me, no matter how long I’m gone.” 

“You didn’t even kiss me goodbye…and…we didn’t sleep in the same bed the other night…” Taehyung starts sniffling and it’s clear the emotions of his heat are still running rampant. Jeongguk kicks a bit of the nest around, allowing himself to fully align their bodies where they lay. Easy access to roll Taehyung onto his back and wedge himself between the omega’s legs. Presses his lips beneath each eye, the tip of his nose, stopping once their lips brush gently before pulling away and letting their eyes meet, “I’m sorry for the way I treated you. I was completely out of line, getting upset like that over absolutely nothing…I can’t believe I let myself do that.” 

“No…” Taehyung shakes his head with a warm smile, “I’m sorry too. I..it was clear that you felt uncomfortable and I should’ve at least tried to give you some kind of reassurance. That’s my job as your mate…to make sure you feel as safe and loved as you make me feel.” 

Jeongguk wipes away the tear that trails down Taehyung’s cheek with a scoff, “I’m sure doing a great job of that, aren’t I?” 

“Always!” Taehyung insists. Fingers digging into Jeongguk’s bare sides and tugging his body to be flush with his own, “I’ve never felt more safe and loved than I have since being with you. I’m just…still learning…you’re the first person I’ve ever done this relationship thingy with. It’s overwhelming sometimes.” 

“’Relationship thingy’” Jeongguk snorts. Can’t even help the way he presses into Taehyung. Kissing him fervently. He’s so fucking adorable. He’ll never know what he did to be so lucky. He’s going to owe Julian for the rest of his life for being so obsessed with Taehyung and leaving Jeongguk no choice but to see him more often. Who knows what type of nasty alpha would’ve ended up with their hands on his baby. He doesn’t even realize that he’s revitalizing his mark until Taehyung’s fingers dig into the back of his neck and the omega moans so shamelessly against his ear. “Can’t make the mark anymore visible than it is, Guk—everyone knows I belong to you anyway.” 

Jeongguk hates how much he loves that. Taehyung isn’t a belonging…he’s not something to own. But fuck does it drive Jeongguk crazy to know that everyone thinks that anyway. Drives him crazy to the point that he can’t help the way arousal is buzzing. Thanks the heavens that he can feel Taehyung against his thigh. Nips at his neck and smirks as he feels the omega scenting him, “everyone knows you belong to me?” 

“Yes.” Taehyung’s gentle hand grabs his cheek and pulls until their lips meet, “everyone. Including all of my coworkers.” 

“Fuck yes they do.” Jeongguk’s hands are greedy the way they grip Taehyung’s thighs, tugging them both until those legs wrap around his waist, the omega tightening the grip until their bodies have no choice but to grind together with every sloppy pressing of their mouths. “Mine. All mine.” 

Taehyung loves scenting Jeongguk. Because as much as he loves being Jeongguk’s, he loves even more that the alpha is his. His. His. His. This gorgeous, at times petty, but always impossibly sweet, alpha, is only his. His to cuddle, his to scent, his to build a nest out of his clothes, his to come home to, his to get a hand beneath those tight briefs and circle around that fucking glorious dick. That same dick that’s so hard it must be painful as Jeongguk grinds into the omega’s palm. Fuck, Taehyung could finish just like this. With the feeling of Jeongguk’s tight body pressed against his own, hot breaths and sexy groans breathed into his mouth, he fucking loves it. 

“You’re mine too, aren’t you alpha? Just mine.” 

“Course I am.” Jeongguk is smooth, the way he lifts up, only to get Taehyung’s bottoms off in one sweep. Impossibly gentle the way he glides his own sweatshirt off of the omega’s body. Dropping it unceremoniously, in favor of getting his mouth all over that chest. Nipping at the raised buds that he knows is going to drive Taehyung crazy. Absolutely loves it when he takes handfuls of Jeongguk’s hair, using it as an anchor to hold him in place while the alpha leaves his marks all over that golden skin. No patch of skin is safe from the pinch of Jeongguk’s teeth and the hot pressing of his lips. “I love you so much, Taehyung. Please don’t ever forget that. Loving you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” 

“Guk—“ Taehyung’s eyes glisten with tears and it makes Jeongguk smile so big. “I don’t remember you being this emotional on your last heat baby…” 

“I don’t know why I’m like this-ugh, yes..oh my god.” 

Jeongguk smirks against Taehyung’s shoulder. He didn’t mean to cut him off…of course not. But the thing is that his poor baby was leaking, dripping slick all over his nest…and Jeongguk just wants to help him make as little of a mess as possible. Only innocent intentions when his first finger slipped past the tight muscle so easily. The growl that comes out is uncontrollable, especially when Taehyung grinds down into his hand. Making it impossible for Jeongguk to not add in another finger. Of course. It’s just what his mate wants. And nothing at all to do with the fact that his own cock is so hard with the need to feel Taehyung around him. “More, guk—I’m ready for it all. Don’t want your fingers right now..just need you.”

“Mmm, is that right?” Jeongguk glides his dick through the mess of slick, eyes rolling back at the sound of Taehyung whimpering, fucking hell he’s such a blessed man. Teasing at the rim as he leans down to seal his mouth over those pretty lips that can’t seem to stop moaning. “Need me to fill you up?” 

“Need it so bad.” Taehyung makes it so easy for Jeongguk to glide into the hilt. He takes the stretch so well. As if he couldn’t wait another second to feel the way the alpha fills him entirely. “Fuck, how was I supposed to last all weekend without you, Guk. Feels so good.” 

“Can’t get enough of you baby, fuck.” He’s trying to take his time. Just a slow rolling of his hips into the tight heat that wraps around his cock beautifully, but then Taehyung’s tongue glides along the seam of his lips. Coaxing Jeongguk to kiss him deeper and he just gets so insatiable when Taehyung kisses him like this. All whiny and sloppy. So much fucking saliva exchanged between their mouths and he loves it. Can’t even focus on that fact that he’s fucking taehyung so brutally. Has him near release without paying any attention to his own length that sits tight between their bodies. He notices though, the way Taehyung shifts his hips. Allowing his dick to glide against the alpha’s abs. A guilty pleasure that Jeongguk never calls him out on but damn does it do things to his ego. The way Taehyung’s eyes roll back and he can’t even focus on their kiss anymore. He’s just a mess of incoherent words and moans, thighs trembling where they’re wrapped around Jeongguk’s body. “Guk..baby, I’m gonna cum..I can’t—I’m almost—“ 

“It’s okay love, I want you to cum for me. Let me fill you up.” 

“Will you…will you knot—“ Taehyung gasps at himself. He doesn’t know why he asked that. But the words are too much for Jeongguk to stop it. Hand tight on the side of Taehyung’s throat as he kisses him hotly, “y’want me to knot you, pup? Stretch you open with this dick? That it?” 

“Fuck..” Taehyung’s voice drops so deep it makes Jeongguk’s body catch fire. “please, want it so bad. Want all of you.” 

Before he can bring himself down from the high Taehyung’s got him in, they’re both making a mess. Taehyung’s nest covered in the omega’s sweat and release. Meanwhile Jeongguk’s knot is stretching Taehyung so much he can barely breathe. Nails break skin against Jeongguk’s chest, but he doesn’t care. Taehyung can drag his nails across every bit of him, as long as he gets to stay connected to Taehyung like this, because fuck, Jeongguk didn’t know it would feel so good. He’ll worry about the potential consequences of what they’ve just done in the morning. Only thing he’s concerned about right now is pressing soft kisses all over his omega’s face. Staring right into those warm eyes that meet him with more love than any one man deserves, but he’ll gladly take it all anyway.

“You feeling okay, baby?” 

“Mhm.” Taehyung giggles into his neck. Holding Jeongguk in place and scenting him unconsciously. Just absolutely covering the alpha in everything that he is. Chills erupt in the wake of every swipe of Taehyung’s nose and lips. Only stopping when Jeongguk’s swelling has gone down and he’s able to pull out, against all pouty protests Taehyung puts on. 

Cleaned and satiated, Jeongguk takes Taehyung into the kitchen. Immediately preparing him some meats they had leftover while the other starts to prepare some noodles. It’s so peaceful…and this is how their night should’ve been two days ago. If he wouldn’t have been such an ass. “I hope you know that I meant my apology, Taehyung. I am really so sorry. You’ve given me no reason to act the way that I did. You deserve better than a hot head alpha.” 

“Guk—“ 

“But I hope you still choose me anyway.” Jeongguk’s smile is so beautifully sweet when he leans over to kiss Taehyung’s cheek “no one's gonna love you better than I do.” 

“I meant mine too. You are the only person who’s comfort matters to me. Making sure you feel okay at all times is more important to me than anything else. I’m sorry I brushed it off like it was a joke.” 

They sit down on their sofa together. Enjoying the quick meal they made while Jeongguk tells Taehyung all about Julian’s quick learning. How his dad made an ass of himself when his mom was pregnant. How his heart was pounding while he ran here…praying Taehyung wouldn’t turn him away. 

Once they’ve finished eating, Taehyung climbs into Jeongguk’s lap. Shameless in the way he’s so obsessed with scenting him. Purring against his ear when Jeongguk scents him in return. The feeling is so unbelievably good, he could cry. Content being wrapped up in the alpha’s arms and basking in each other’s presence, it makes him happier than anything in the world. 

“I’m going to stay until you fall asleep, then I have to head back, okay? I’m sorry this fell on the same weekend as your heat.” 

“It’s okay, don’t worry.” Taehyung kisses him sweetly, giggling when those strong arms brace beneath his ass. Lifting him up and carrying them both into their bedroom. “I’ll have plenty of heats…Julian only goes through this one time. You need to be there for him.” 

Jeongguk just stares at him. In complete awe of the fact that an omega so beautiful, so loving, so understanding, was chosen to be the one Jeongguk spends the rest of his life with, “I love you more than you’ll ever know, Taehyung.” 

Taehyung’s eyes are so brilliantly glossy. Staring right into the bright eyes above him. In disbelief that an alpha so gorgeous, so patient, so unbelievably wonderful, was chosen to be the one he spends the rest of his life with. He tangles their fingers together with the brightest smile “and I love you more than that, Jeongguk.”