Chapter 1: The Trash of the Rich is a Fortune for the Poor
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Peter had never felt more angry at a wizard before in his life until this moment. Certainly a strange thing to think about as he walked tiredly through dark and dreary streets, but nonetheless, it was how he felt.
Doctor Strange- “Call me Stephen.” - had sent Peter Parker to an entirely new universe. At least, that’s what he believed had happened. There wasn’t necessarily an exact answer as to how he ended up here, only a who that was responsible for it. And right now Peter was very angry at that who.
Memories of Titan were shoved to the forefront of his mind, a planet scorched by the sun and catastrophically destroyed by war. It’s destruction was a product of the very war that Peter had been fighting before he-
His footsteps faltered as he remembered his death.
“Mr. Stark, I don’t feel so good–” Peter said with a shake in his breath as a sudden fuzziness started crawling up his limbs. His spider-sense was going haywire, overwhelming his senses and leaving the boy a stuttering mess. “I-I don’t- I don’t know what’s happening–” he said frantically as he stumbled to his mentor.
Tony Stark swallowed hard. His face displayed anguish that Peter didn’t want to see. “...you’re alright.” He said all too steadily, like a father comforting a child. When Peter got close enough, he clung to the man, feeling his feet get swept from underneath him in the wind. Tears pricked at the teen’s eyes, grip tight on Tony’s jacket.
“I-I don’t wanna go-” he said through tears, nose becoming congested from the surge of raw fear running through him. His spine tingled, and over Tony’s shoulder, he caught a glimpse of his own fingers turning into ash. “I don’t wanna go-” he repeated in a plea. “Please, sir, I don’t wanna go-”
Tony kneeled down, setting Peter on the ground. His hands never left the teen, and the teen never let him go. Peter swallowed roughly, forcing tears back as he looked up at Titan’s yellow sky. It wasn’t the blue one that he so desperately needed to see, the familiar sky of Earth.
He was far from Earth now, and he would never be going back.
Peter turned his gaze back to Tony, looking the man in the eyes and forcing his mouth to work once more. He needed to say something to Tony, tell him anything- he couldn’t let himself die like this in Tony’s arms.
“I’m sorry.”
Not without an apology delivered on the brink of death.
Everything after that was white hot, and he couldn’t recall a single second of his time after turning into ash. All he knew was that he watched Tony become a blur, and then a second later, he was gasping for air and clawing his way onto a rocky New England shore.
The puddle below his heavy foot splashed and soaked the ends of the ratty jeans he had fished out of a dumpster upon arrival. They were far too big for him and sat loose on his hips, but he preferred them instead of walking around in his Iron Spider suit, which still clung to his damp skin underneath his makeshift clothes.
He felt miserable, and if he was soaking wet for much longer, then he would surely be sick. Of course that wouldn’t be a big deal, considering his healing factor. It was still uncomfortable as hell, and he especially didn’t want to be sick in a strange city like this one.
The Gotham Gazette drew his attention, the soaking wet newspaper discarded on the ground up ahead. He hesitantly reached down, picking it up and holding back a wince at the feeling of the damp paper.
Most of the smaller words in the articles were already soaked and smudged away in the rain, but the title and a few headings still boldly displayed themselves. Fourth Arkham Break-Out of the Year. Wayne Enterprises Donates 1.7 Billion to Homeless Shelters Benefiting Crime Alley. Red Hood Busts Human Trafficking Ring in the Harbor.
This city, supposedly called Gotham, sounded rough . The Asylum was experiencing break-outs like a prison, there were known human trafficking rings… at least Wayne Enterprises seemed to be doing something to help the homelessness rates of the city. That was something that Peter had noticed as soon as he made it to the main city from the harbor- the amount of homeless citizens was vastly concerning.
A bit more smudged reading told Peter that it was April third of 2016- a whole two years before Thanos. Before Peter would die . The mere thought of his death once more sent an uncomfortable shiver up his spine, and he was now hyper aware of how dreadful this situation was.
Even worse, he was in New Jersey . Peter had never heard of Gotham, New Jersey, which felt extremely odd. A city with this much crime would surely gather the attention of the Avengers, or some other hero who could help.
Maybe that’s who Red Hood is, Peter thought, dropping the newspaper into a nearby trashcan and continuing his aimless walk. Part of him hoped so, since the person seemed to be doing good work for the city.
The smell of cigarette smoke assaulted Peter’s nose as he passed an alleyway, and he scrunched his face in discomfort. A quick glance that direction showed a group of men wearing stained and torn clothing sitting around a dying out trash fire. His heart gave a pained beat in his chest. Even a second around that small fire would likely warm his senses enough to find a safe place to spend the rest of the night.
Unfortunately for Peter’s senses, his mind was much more rational. These men didn’t know him, and they were much older than him. They likely weren’t keen on sharing, and since they were smoking, Peter didn’t want to sit near that smell for so long.
So he continued.
The teen wasn’t sure exactly how long that he walked, but the moon had shifted quite a lot from its initial position earlier in the night. He caught a glimpse of it through the dreary clouds every so often, rain pelting his face.
“Karen, what kind of info can you pick up?” he mumbled under his breath, and in response, he felt nanobots brushing around his ear until they had made a small bud for him to listen to.
“Hi, Peter. Currently I’m unable to grab any information from the internet, as none of my sources seem to have updated to our current geological location.”
Peter frowned at her response, sticking his hands into the pockets of the stained gray zip-up hoodie he had grabbed when he got the jeans. “That doesn’t make any sense, what’s your database looking like?”
“Looks like it usually does, Peter. However, nothing from my internal storages is aligning with any metadata that I’m receiving from this environment.”
“So.. nothing on Gotham, New Jersey?”
“No, sorry, Peter.”
Peter huffed through his nose, hearing the A.I. go silent in his ear. To anyone who looked close enough, it just seemed like he had one generic-brand earbud. Upon closer inspection, though, anyone could see the small trail of metal going down into his hoodie.
“Run a diagnostic, see what all is online. I’ll try to find you something with internet to connect to.”
The lack of response told the teen that she had started on the diagnostics, so he grew quiet too. He would rather people not think he’s insane for mumbling to himself under his breath.
Eventually, Peter looked up from the sidewalk and paused, a wave of discomfort washing over him. To his right was Gotham Public Library. All of the lights were off inside, but the outdoor ones illuminated a large clock-face reading 3:47.
To his left, a cemetery with tall black metal fences was emitting an eerie fog across the entire half of the street. It went down for at least another block. Just looking at the place of rest made a tingle rush up his spine and to his neck, buzzing there.
Breaking and entering was definitely a crime. Always had been, always would be, even in this city that isn't supposed to exist. Still, Peter was cold and tired , and he just needed to close his eyes for a little bit. If he would be breaking into anywhere, it would be somewhere with the word “Public” plastered above the front door.
Like the Gotham Public Library, how perfect. He skipped up the steps two at a time, standing underneath the large stone awning for a second to enjoy the feeling of no rain! It was great, but now he needed a way inside.
On the front of the building, all of the doors and windows were locked tight, and Peter frowned. Of course a city with this much crime would be under lock and key. He would need a different entrance.
As quietly and inconspicuously as possible, Peter Parker rounded the building twice, looking at windows and potential entrances. Eventually, on his second lap, he spotted a slightly opened window through the heavy rain. Parker luck be damned, he was about to be somewhere warm.
Scaling the wall was effortless with his spider abilities, and fitting through the small window was easy as pie. The boots of his Iron Spider suit landed on a tiled floor of a women's restroom (he only knew that due to the lack of a urinal). A quick glance around the space told him that the lights were motion activated, so he bit the bullet and went to the door. The blinding overhead light activated and he winced, giving himself a small glance in the mirror as he passed.
He had to backtrack his steps, eyes widening when he really took stock of himself. His skin was sheened with sweat and rain, and little cuts and bruises littered his cheeks and forehead. Unzipping the gray hoodie showed the damaged Iron Spider suit, and he frowned at the large gash across his side. It had broken skin, but stopped bleeding a while ago. He hoped it wouldn’t get infected, because even with his healing factor, those were still uncomfortable.
The worst part of his appearance was his hair. The semi-curly brown locks seemed to have gotten.. Longer? Usually he kept his hair cut clean at his ears, but now strands were wisping along the back of his neck. Strangely enough, a large strand on his hairline, right by his temple, was a chalky white color. Reaching up and feeling it revealed nothing, because it felt fine .
This only opened even more questions for the teen, who sighed tiredly through his nose. He just wanted to lay down somewhere. He would assess his situation more in the morning, when the sun was up.
Right now, nothing would make sense due to his exhaustion and temperature. Any thoughts of Doctor Strange, Titan, or Thanos just made him uncomfortable and made no sense. So he dropped it- for now.
Exiting the bathroom quietly, he glanced around. Peter was on the second floor of three it seemed. Nearby, two elevator shafts stuck awkwardly out of the wall. Across the floor, a big staircase would take him either down or up. In the middle of the floor was a big hole that looked out into the bottom floor, and when Peter looked up, he was greeted by a large glass dome.
On a sunny day, this building would be beautiful. He could already imagine it bustling with life. Assuming there was a college nearby, he could see different students sitting at the various tables, couches, and beanbags doing work or reading books of all sorts. This building just felt good, and was such a stark contrast from both the cemetery across the street and the city itself.
A quick surveillance walk around the second floor revealed that there were cameras, but none were active. There were no more motion activated lights either, meaning that Peter was free to roam without drawing any attention from the outside.
“Alright, Karen, let’s hook you up to a computer.” Peter said softly, metal boots padding against the carpeted floor as he walked to a large set of computers across multiple desks. He slid into a chair and typed in the guest login information that was written on a sticky note attached to the monitor.
Using his right hand, he loaded up Google. With his left, he reached down to the actual computer itself, feeling around on the front of the box until he found a USB port. Seconds later, the nanobots on his hands shifted and changed until one finger of the suit was plugged into the computer.
“Diagnostics are complete, would you like to hear them?”
“Mhm.” Peter hummed, typing with one hand and searching up a few key words. Avengers, Tony Stark, Spider-man, Captain America, Iron Man, and Wakanda all resulted in nothing useful. His brows pinched together in concern. None of this stuff seemed to even exist .
“Overall status is 42%. Your web shooters are at a combined capacity of 68%. Your suit sustained severe damage to the primary left side, but there is considerable damage located all over. The suggested course of action is to make repairs as soon as conveniently possible before joining another fight.”
“Thanks, Karen.” he sighed, not happy about the information. It wasn’t all bad, he had much more web fluid than he had originally anticipated. The damage wouldn’t be easy to fix without either a lab, or Tony. Both would be wonderful right about now. “You connected to the internet yet?”
“Yes, are you ready to hear my findings?”
“Ready as I’ll ever be.”
Peter Parker was in Gotham, New Jersey. It was the crime capital of the entire world. Despite its high crime rates, it was being watched over by a group of vigilantes, led by one called Batman. The others, with various bat and bird themed names, all worked as a single unit to keep this single city safe. They rarely ever branched out.
The Avengers did not exist. The closest thing was another group of heroes known as the Justice League, which was formed by Batman and two others: Wonder Woman and Superman. They were a heavy mix of people with powers, called Metas, and people without powers, like Batman.
Thanos did not exist. There was never an attack from him or his forces. Instead, there were other contacts with different races and species of aliens from all across the universe. Some of them were members of the Justice League now.
Spider-man did not exist. It didn’t take much to hack into public records, and there was never a Peter Benjamin Parker born in Queens. No one was ever bitten by a radioactive spider, and no one ever became Spider-man.
“Peter?”
He could hear her voice in his ear, but nothing was registering. The pure lack of anything familiar made a dreadful discomfort climb up his back, and his vision got a bit fuzzy.
“Peter, I’m picking up an increased heart rate as well as sporadic brain activity. Would you like for me to alert someone for medical aid?”
“No..” he mumbled. “....people here can’t.. They can’t know I’m not from….” he trailed off, leaning back in his chair and staring at the blurry white computer monitor.
“That you’re from a different universe?”
“..yeah, that.”
Peter’s stay in the library concluded with him taking a short nap in a soft green beanbag, and the lights flickering to life at seven a.m. He shot up from his light sleep, stumbling quickly to his feet. A worker was here, likely to get ready to open for the day. He needed to leave.
His dart across the second floor was silent thanks to his spider enhancements and the Iron Spider suit, and he climbed out the bathroom window without looking back. Maybe next time, he could sleep longer and do less research on his problems.
Looking around, things started to make more sense. This was a different universe. Sure it looked enough like his own, but there were small differences. Logos for big brands were slightly altered, celebrities looked different and some didn’t even exist. Catchy songs had different melodies, lyrics, artists, or even genres here. Why did Taylor Swift write “Bring Me to Life”? Evanescence had perfected that song!
Things slowly started to click into place as the sun rose over Gotham’s Atlantic horizon. He was in a different universe, and he needed a way to deal with all of this.
Peter had the itching feeling that going home was no longer an option. Even if it was, he wouldn’t know how, and there was no guarantee what would be waiting for him on the other side. The Guardians of the Galaxy all turned to ash seconds before Peter did- who's to say the same didn’t happen to his loved ones? To May? Ned? MJ?
The teen wiped his eyes with the back of his hand as he directed his path towards the more.. Higher-class side of Gotham. He wanted to get out of the crime-ridden areas as soon as possible. The quicker he found somewhere to get help without exposing his cross dimensional identity the better.
After sneaking onto three public buses, jumping a subway gate, and offering his seat on the train to a pregnant woman, he stepped out into the lighter side of the city. Entering a place that he noted on a brochure map as Bristol, he looked around curiously at the cityscape before him.
Here the sidewalks were new, the traffic lights worked, and there was greenery lining every corner. Fancy and expensive cars that reminded Peter of The Great Gatsby carted up and down the roads. Teens in navy blue school uniforms walked in the same direction, likely towards a school.
Getting enrolled in a school sounded fantastic right about now, because it would mean easy access to both information and a chemistry lab. Unfortunately, it was hard to get enrolled anywhere when you had no documents like Peter.
Instead, he turned towards the neighborhoods. One of these rich families had to have something good in their garbage. Some thrown out devices, good clothes, maybe even food that the picky kids were too biased to eat.
Honestly, Peter would take anything at this point. He just needed resources, even if it came from a rich man’s dumpster. As they say, one man’s trash is another man’s treasure, and in this scenario, Peter was dumpster diving from modern Kings.
The first few houses that he passed had long winding driveways, and sleek, modern buildings. They were boxy and dark, with too many windows. He could have sworn that he saw a pool in more than a few backyards through the slatted gates. Only one place caught his eye.
A large brooding manor sat on top of a slight hill, with a driveway comparable to a hiking trail. Its gates, while well kept, were obviously old. Likely the first gates and fences to be put on the property. Thanks to Karen connecting to the internet last night, Peter could ask her a few questions now.
“Who lives here?” Peter asked, standing in front of the gate and mentally debating how much energy it would take to scale it without triggering the multiple sensors he had already spotted.
“You are looking at Wayne Manor, home of Bruce Wayne and some of his children.”
“Only some?” Peter asked casually, grabbing a hold of the bars and starting to climb upwards. Sure, he was in broad daylight, but all the teens were at school by now, and any adults were either at work or still in bed, truly living luxurious lives.
“Yes, currently his sons Damian Wayne, Duke Thomas-Wayne, and Timothy Drake-Wayne live here. His other children include Richard Grayson-Wayne, Jason Todd-Wayne, and his two daughters, Cassandra Cain and Stephanie Brown.”
The amount of last names gave Peter a pretty clear image of what kind of guy Bruce Wayne was: and that was a playboy. He had lots of kids, only a few lived at home, and almost all of them had two last names. If the manor wasn’t so Victorian looking, Peter might have even dared to compare Bruce to Tony.
“Anything else I need to know about this place?”
“Bruce Wayne is the CEO of Wayne Enterprises, having taken over the company after his parents both died when he was young. He seems to have a tendency to take in orphans, as well as making hefty donations to public works projects. As for the Wayne Property, both the house and the fence are original. I am however picking up some sort of underground space, but there appears to be something blocking my signal.”
Peter landed on the other side of the fence, flat-footed boots crunching on the gravel. “Something blocking your signal?” he asked, starting his trek up the driveway. Learning this history was cool and all, but he was more interested in both the trash and that underground room? Space? Either way, he wanted to know what it was.
“Yes, I can’t get a layout schematic of the room. However, I did get one of the rest of the house. The first-floor study has a secret staircase going down into the hidden room.”
“Cool, I’ll keep that in mind if they ever invite me in for tea.” The teen joked sarcastically, picking up a jog to reach the house.
He avoided the front door, porch, and steps with a ten-foot radius, instead going to either side to check for trash cans. Upon finding none, he frowned. They were likely kept in the back, so he continued his search. The cameras and sensors definitely went noticed, but he paid them no mind. The Waynes would just see a homeless man dumpster diving, no big deal. He was sure it happened all the time in Gotham.
Success shone on Peter in the form of two industrial-sized green dumpsters, one of which had the top open. Peter sighed quietly in relief, approaching them and first, checking for any internal sensors. Upon finding one, Peter climbed in as silently as possible.
This was not his first time going dumpster diving, and he was sure it wouldn’t be his last, either. After the Battle of New York, Peter, May, and Ben had been temporarily homeless. This meant lots of dumpsters, shelters, and stretched thin dollars.
This also meant that Peter knew what to look for while diving for trash. Most businesses tended to use a strategy called “souping” to prevent dumpster divers, which was the process of individually opening and/or destroying any products so that no one would deem them valuable. Most private homes however did not do this.
A throat being cleared pulled Peter from his search, and he yelped in surprise, quickly standing up straight and looking towards the house. His tingle should have alerted him if anyone was around! Why did it not go off??
The man looking at Peter was a well kept older gentleman wearing an ensemble expected of a butler. The black suit and slacks were pressed to perfection, and even his white cuffs and undershirt lacked any sort of stain or evidence of wear. His hair was thin, balding, and a sterling gray. It used to be black. His mustache was perfect .
“...oh my, I hadn’t realized that you were a child.” The man’s posture and expression softened the moment that he took full stock of Peter. The teen frowned- okay he was small but he wasn’t that small .
“I’m sixteen, sir.” he mumbled, and Karen sparked quietly to life in his ear.
“Alfred Pennyworth. Former soldier during World War Two, and current butler for the household.”
Peter really would have enjoyed knowing that this man existed about ten minutes ago, so that he could have avoided the one man who probably knew everything about the property. Glancing down to the butler’s hands, he realized that he was carrying trash bags. That’s why the dumpster had been empty.
“I-I’m also sorry- uh I didn’t- look I can go-” Peter stumbled over his words and his feet, climbing out of the dumpster. His ribs stung when he arched his side, and he winced in discomfort.
“My boy, you are quite alright.” Pennyworth said quickly and calmly, setting down the two white garbage bags. “Are you injured?”
“I-It’s not a big deal, It’ll heal. I’m sorry about your– Mr. Wayne’s – uh- dumpster.” Peter said, feeling like a kicked puppy.
Alfred Pennyworth frowned, taking a few small steps towards Peter. Was he afraid that he would bolt? He really wanted to run, but he also really wanted to explain his way out of the situation. Maybe the butler wouldn’t call the cops if Peter explained.
“I’m not worried about the dumpster, dear boy, I’m worried about you . You are caked with bruises and blood.” he opened his stance a little, a move that showed comfort. He was trying to make Peter more comfortable. “May I know your name?”
Peter swallowed, licking his dry lips. He really wanted to ask Karen what the best course of action was here, but if he spoke out loud, he would seem insane. So he stayed quiet, hands curling up in his jacket pockets.
“Alfred Pennyworth has a record of being both trustworthy and reliable.”
It was like she read his mind. Hesitantly, he opened his mouth and spoke. “...Peter.”
Alfred smiled gently, extending a white gloved hand to the boy. “Peter, my name is Alfred Pennyworth, but please, just call me Alfred.”
Peter reached out and took his hand in a timid shake, closing the distance between them. His hand was so dirty he almost felt bad about potentially soiling the glove, but then he realized that Alfred probably had a dozen more pairs somewhere in the Manor.
“It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Pennyworth.”
The butler chuckled, grip both firm and comforting. Karen was right, this man seemed very trustworthy. Something about Peter told him that Alfred was his best source of help at the moment. It was probably why his tingle didn’t activate when the man stepped outside.
“Peter, might I interest you in a glass of tea? It won’t take long, and I’d like to check on any injuries you may have.” he offered carefully, slowly releasing the teen’s hand.
Peter chewed the inside of his mouth, glancing to the side of Alfred where the path wrapped back around to the front of the Manor. He could still run if he really wanted to.
But he trusted Karen, and Karen seemed to trust Alfred. Her judgment had never been wrong before.
“...tea sounds nice.”
Chapter 2: Seven Omelets is a Perfectly Normal Amount
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Wayne Manor was much grander on the outside than it was on the inside. Sure, the long sloping archways and winding grand staircases grabbed his attention, but otherwise it felt… normal ? It was very lived in despite being spotless.
Alfred walked with a confidence from someone who has lived here for many years, and Peter didn’t doubt that fact. Karen had informed him moments ago about how Alfred took Bruce Wayne under his wing after his parents had died. They were like father and son.
“I’m sorry for intruding on your morning, Mr. Pennyworth.” Peter apologized for the umpteenth time, shoulders sagging as he curled slightly in on himself.
“You are not a bother, young Peter.” Alfred assured with a smile in his voice. The man led the teen all the way through the bottom floor, where they ended up in a large kitchen that was surprisingly modern. It must have been redone within the last few years. “Do you have a tea preference?” he asked, gesturing for Peter to sit at the long island counter.
He obeyed the gentle command and slid onto a stool. His feet no longer touched the ground, so he crossed his ankles and rested them on one of the leg bars. “No, sir. I’ve never really had tea that wasn’t iced.”
Alfred hummed in slight displeasure. Clearly the British man had his qualms about the correct temperature of tea, but he couldn’t blame Peter! They were in America, where iced, sweet tea dominated most people’s tastes.
“Well then, we’ll go with a staple. Does Earl Grey sound alright with you?” He asked while setting a kettle of water to boil, pulling out a long box of tea bags with different colored tags, likely symbolizing different flavors.
Peter nodded in agreement with the choice, resting his head in his hand and looking around the kitchen. He had assumed that they would both be quiet while the water boiled, but he was wrong.
“So, young Peter, where is your family?”
The innocent question sent a wave of sadness over him. Either dead or dying in a place where I can’t help them, he thought absently.
“They aren’t here.” he decided to reply, figuring it was the easiest lie to get away with. Technically, it wasn’t a lie, just a half truth. He could get away with those easily.
“I’m sorry to hear that. Are you living with a friend, then?”
Oh, he thought that Peter had a place to stay. Peter frowned, unsure if he really wanted to tell this man that he was homeless. “..I’ve got a friend in the area.”
Also only a half truth, considering Karen was talking in his ear once more.
“Peter, Alfred Pennyworth is your best shot at getting help. The family that he works for could be very beneficial allies in your time here considering their wealth and social statuses.”
“...but I’m not living with any, no.” Peter confirmed after letting Karen’s words seep into his mind. She was right, as usual. He would need to learn to accept help sooner or later, and this man looked about two sentences away from offering Peter more assistance than just tea.
Alfred frowned thoughtfully, eyes flickering across the counter as he pondered to himself for a few moments. “...you are not from Gotham, are you?”
Peter shook his head, confirming Alfred’s suspicions. That sinking pit that was the teens stomach at the moment was starting to ease itself through their conversation. This was okay, this was fine , Alfred wouldn’t do anything bad to him.
“I see.” Alfred mumbled. “...young Peter, may I ask how long you have been alone?”
“Not long.” He answered truthfully. It had been less than 48 hours since Peter last saw anyone he recognized or knew. The last face he could remember was Tony’s, with an apology on his tongue.
“...I’d like to make a few calls, my boy. Could you wait here?” Alfred asked kindly with a smile, setting a steaming cup of tea in front of Peter. He hadn’t even noticed that it had finished during their conversation, and he picked up the warm cup with both hands.
He nodded in agreement, giving the beverage a testy sip. Like he said, warm teas were never really his thing, but this Earl Grey stuff wasn’t so bad. It tasted old, but in a good way. Maybe vintage was a better word.
Alfred stepped out, leaving the teen alone in the large kitchen. Its tiles were a warm cream color, and the accent wall was charcoal brick masonry, a surprising contrast to the old wooden walls. Various pots, pans, and other handled dishes hung from the ceiling on a rack over the island, and just above that was one of the many overhead lights. They looked like miniature stage lights.
The appliances were all a sleek black, and had strange brand names that Peter didn’t recognize. He guessed Whirlpool didn’t exist here.
There was a big window on the far wall, showing a view of the backyard. He recognized the winding path as the one that he had used to find the dumpsters. On the other wall was a breakfast nook that jutted out in a half hexagon, housing a little table with comfortable looking wooden benches to be sat on.
Knowing this house, Peter could already tell that there were probably two or more dining rooms elsewhere. No rich man hosts parties in his breakfast nook .
“How are you feeling, Peter?”
He wanted to be mad at her for asking a question at this time, but then he realized that Alfred probably wasn’t paying attention to Peter at the moment. At least, not entirely. He was supposedly on the phone in the other room.
“...Strange. I’m trying to figure out what Mr. Pennyworth wants with me.” whispering surely couldn’t hurt.
“I think he just wants to help you, Peter. You’re an unaccompanied minor who is injured and homeless.”
“He works for a rich guy, he can’t be that generous.” he grumbled, glaring at the counter and sipping his tea. Tony be damned, the rich were never that easy to understand. There had to be some sort of goal with keeping Peter around.
“I was created for you by a rich man.”
“You’re different.”
“Different how?”
“You’re from Mr. Stark, I’ve never even seen this Bruce guy.”
“They sound very similar to me, Peter. Especially based on the information I’ve gathered on the internet.”
Peter scoffed, downing the rest of the tea and cringing at the way it burned in his throat. He should have let it finish cooling off, but Karen was really starting to frustrate him. The kitchen filled with silence once more.
Alfred entered a few minutes later, holding a cell phone up to his ear. He glanced over Peter, taking stock of the boy and giving a description.
“Sixteen year-old white male, dark brown hair with a white streak on the front–” “White streak?” “Yes, Master Bruce. It would do you well to have patience and let me finish my sentences.” Alfred rolled his eyes, and Peter smiled a little bit at the sass. They really did seem like a father and a son.
“Where did you say you were from, young Peter?”
“Queens.”
“From Queens, New York.” “And he was digging through our trash?” “Indeed, Master Bruce.” The silence that followed on the other end of the line told Peter that Bruce Wayne was thinking.
He was glad for his super hearing. Without it, he wouldn’t have been able to hear the entire conversation happening on the phone.
“I’ll be home before lunch. For now, set him up a room.” “Of course, Master Bruce.”
Peter paused, eyes widening a little bit. There was no hiding the fact that he heard Bruce. Alfred hung up the phone, and Peter was fast to start speaking.
“Did he say to set me up a room?” He asked, a bit nervous. He couldn’t possibly stay here, he already felt like he was intruding after being invited in for tea!
But if he did stay, he could figure out what that secret room was underneath the manor. It had been nagging at him since he got inside. He wanted to get into that study and find the staircase.
“If that is alright with you.” Alfred nodded in confirmation to Peter’s nervous question, an air of reassurance wafting off of him. “I promise you that Master Bruce is not as bad as certain news sources have made him out to be.” He smiled gently. “You are from New York, I have no doubt that you’ve heard a lifetime of insults about him.”
Peter just nodded hesitantly, not seeing a reason to break his interdimensional cover. He could figure out plenty about Bruce from Karen, like a mini crash-course. She would catch him up to speed on anything he would need.
“Master Damian, Master Tim, and Master Duke are all at school already, meaning that you’ll get to meet them later. For now, how does a shower sound?”
Peter couldn’t and didn’t try to hide the smile that slipped onto his lips. “..a shower sounds nice, Mr. Pennyworth.” Peter stood up, eager to get the feeling of Gotham’s Harbor off of his skin.
“I’m sure that I can find something to fit you in Master Tim’s room. Here, I shall lead you to a bathroom.”
The semi-tour that Peter got for the next ten minutes was overwhelming. Once again, they passed through many rooms on the first floor before arriving at the foyer, where Alfred led him up the grand staircase and down the left hall. Two turns and an archway later, Peter was standing in a large guest bedroom that was probably the size of his living room back with May.
“There is an en-suite bathroom that you can use. If you leave this door unlocked,” Alfred gestured to the main bedroom’s door. “Then I can leave you fresh clothes on the bed. Does that sound okay?”
Peter nodded, looking around the bedroom. As much as he wanted to fall into the queen bed and roll up in the soft looking blankets, he felt like he would tarnish the material with his current state. Showering would need to come first.
He flashed Alfred a smile and two thumbs up. “Sounds great, thank you Mr. Pennyworth.” he beamed, backing into the bathroom and shutting the door carefully, clicking the lock shut.
Unbeknownst to him, the moment the door shut, Alfred’s gentle smile faltered. He forgot to hide the boots and gloves of his super suit, I’ll need to look into potential amnesia symptoms.
Peter’s shower was plain and uneventful. He scrubbed his skin until it was pink with a loofah and gel body wash that was stocked bountifully in the shower caddy. He massaged his scalp and hair with both shampoo and conditioner too many times to count, relishing in the feeling of the warm water flowing down his back. The pressure was perfect.
He would have stayed in there forever, but steam was starting to fill the room. He didn’t want to waste any water either, even if he doubted that a water bill was any problem for billionaire Bruce Wayne. It was the thought that counted, after all.
He stepped out onto the fuzzy drip mat after twenty-ish minutes, wiggling his toes in contentment. He felt thoroughly clean , and the hot water had let his muscles relax wonderfully.
Unsure of what to do with his dumpster-clothes, he folded them carefully and left them on the counter. As for the Iron Spider suit, he frowned, more unsure. “..Karen, are you confined to the Iron Spider?”
“No, Peter. I can use a small sample of the nanobots creating the suit to make something more convenient to wear. Would you like that?”
Her voice came from a speaker near the neck of the Iron Spider, and he nodded. “Yeah, can you make anything?”
“Do you have a preference?”
He hesitated. Did he have a preference? It couldn’t be anything too substantial, since Alfred might notice that he didn’t have it before and assume that he stole it from the house. Then again, he still wanted to be able to hear Karen at all times…
“...can you make something that looks like a hearing aid?” he asked hesitantly. After a beat of silence, the nanobots that usually make up the mask of the Iron Spider sparked to life, crawling across the toilet seat and connecting together to make a small black and red earpiece that would wrap around his outer ear. When he picked it up and slipped it on, Karen’s voice spoke.
“Does this work for you, Peter?”
He wiped the fog from the bathroom mirror, turning his head enough to see the device in his ear. Peter smiled. “Yeah, it looks great, Karen. I can just say I had it in my pocket so that no one would steal it.”
“That makes sense, good thinking, Peter.”
He beamed at her praise, eyes flickering down to the rest of his body. He felt.. Different. He could have blamed it on the interdimensional travel, but upon further inspection, he realized that he was different. Was he older? He seemed fundamentally bigger, even if it was just by a miniscule amount.
The last time Peter measured his height, he was 5’7. Embarrassing for a kid his age, but there wasn’t much he could do about it. Now, he stood at nearly six feet, having grown at least four inches. It surprised him. What didn’t surprise him was the fact that most of his wounds were either gone or mostly healed. The large gash in his side was just a mass of puffy pink raw scars, now.
He met his reflection’s eyes, and like in the library, they were green. That white streak in his hair had just become more prominent since he had washed, and was a snowy white. Its presence made him uncomfortable.
He forced his eyes to look away and wrapped the towel around his hips. He doubted that Alfred was waiting in the bedroom, but he would still rather not walk out naked in this house he didn’t know.
Peter stepped out into the bedroom and glanced around. After making sure that it was empty, and using his tingle to check for any cameras, he walked to the bed where a few sets of clothes were.
The first set was a pajama set with multiple golden W shapes on it. The logo looked vaguely familiar, and he thought that he could recall it from his research on the Justice League. It was long sleeved, with the base clothes being a deep navy blue.
The next set was a black pair of drawstring sweatpants with a plain white t-shirt and a green zip-up jacket. This one also had a logo on it- but of a circle being sandwiched by two horizontal lines.
The third and final set of clothes was a pair of blue denim jeans with holes in the knees covered by frayed white threads. Alongside it was a gray t-shirt for a band he had never heard of called Ashes on Sunday. This one got paired with a plain purple pullover sweater.
Peter mulled the options for much longer than he had to, his hair dripping onto the bedroom’s hardwood floors. The pajamas and sweatpants both seemed extremely comfortable, and he wasn’t sure if he was feeling jeans right now. But then again, he was likely about to meet a very wealthy family, and would want to make a good first impression.
In the end, his mind won over his heart, and he tugged on the provided black boxers and socks, followed by the jeans, t-shirt, and pullover. Everything was just a bit too small, but he wouldn’t be complaining. This was the cleanest he had felt in days. Being in space in the Iron Spider suit had made him sweat an awful lot.
Peter went back into the bathroom and grabbed the suit. Then he briefly searched the room to find a decent enough hiding spot for it. He couldn’t just leave it in plain sight- Spider-man didn’t exist here, so he couldn’t use the cosplay excuse that had worked far too many times back home.
He settled for tucking the Iron Spider underneath the bed, slipping it between the wooden slats that held up the mattress. It took a bit of wiggling and adjusting, but once he was done, no one would be able to see it by looking under the bed unless they looked at the mattress.
Satisfied, Peter walked out of the bedroom, quietly tugging the door shut. It was at that point that he realized that he didn’t know how to find Alfred. Maybe he was in the kitchen? How was he supposed to get there?
“Go through the archway at the far end of the hall and make two lefts.”
Peter sighed in relief through his nose, smiling. Thanks to Karen, he was able to make his way back to the kitchen in just under ten minutes. Even though Karen was giving him directions in his ear, he still needed to seem somewhat lost just in case Alfred found him wandering.
Speaking of, Alfred was not in the kitchen. Peter frowned, looking around the room. “....Karen, can you scan the house and find him?”
“One moment.”
Peter hummed a thanks, leaning against the counter. Being in a room meant for food made his stomach clench uncomfortably- he really should eat something soon. Ever since being bit, his appetite had changed drastically. He ate quite a lot now, and considering he hadn’t eaten since before Titan, Peter was overdue for quite a few meals and snacks.
“Alfred Pennyworth is located near the dumpsters in the backyard.”
“Oh.” he said out loud, only momentarily surprised by the answer. Alfred had never finished throwing away the trash. Now Peter felt bad , since he was intruding on this man’s time. This was his job, after all, and he hated to be in the way. “..I’ll just wait here, then.”
At first, it was easy. Peter kept himself occupied by asking Karen different things about this universe, its customs, and about Bruce Wayne. Every so often, he would ask for Alfred’s location, and upon confirming he was nowhere near the kitchen, he continued his vocal investigation.
Karen proved to be an extremely valuable resource for him at the moment. Since being connected to the library computer, she had found access to almost every private and non private server in the world. She couldn’t even do that back home, which proved to Peter that this universe was not as technologically advanced as his own. A silent thanks to Mr. Stark was tossed out, and he hoped that somewhere in the multiverse, the man felt his gratitude.
He learned that Bruce Wayne was not as sleazy as Peter had originally guessed. He had no public relationships, and almost all of his children were adopted orphans. The exceptions to that were Damian Wayne, who was his biological son, and Stephanie Brown, who lived permanently with her mother and visited Bruce occasionally.
Peter also learned about Batman. The vigilante had been on the scene for quite a few years, and seemed to cycle through sidekicks like they were plastic forks. His current one was a kid who held the Robin title. Batman’s preference for working with literal children was… concerning at best.
Working with a teen was one thing, but based on the descriptions that Karen gave, this Robin couldn’t be older than eleven, and even that felt like it was pushing it. This was also his fifth robin. The rest either retired or died.
Hearing about the second Robin’s death saddled Peter with an uncomfortable churn in his chest. Beaten to death and then exploded, and the man who did it was still around. Peter frowned when Karen told him that the Joker was still alive, and had recently broken out of Arkham Asylum.
Peter hoped that Tony would avenge him if anything ever happened. It’s not like Spider-man was Iron Man’s official sidekick, but there was a similar dynamic happening here. In fact, Peter hoped that Tony was working to avenge his death right now.
If the multiverse was merciful, it would let Tony get the revenge that he deserves and live a long happy life in the afterglow.
Everything else that Peter learned from the conversation was basic information about the world and its customs. Superhero identities were kept under a harsh lock and key, villains ran amok almost daily, and the supers tended to keep to themselves unless there was a dire emergency. The Justice League felt more like a club than a team. Meet occasionally, only work together when needed.
“Alfred Pennyworth is approaching the kitchen. Arrival in ten seconds.”
Peter frowned, but sat up straight and wiped the expression from his face with his hands. He really needed to change Karen’s alert settings, he needed more time to mentally prepare for this.
Alfred’s footsteps entered the kitchen ten seconds later, just as Karen predicted, and Peter looked over with an easy smile. “Hey, Mr. Pennyworth.”
Alfred smiled, looking a bit surprised to see Peter. He glanced over him, appraising the outfit and giving a very subtle nod of approval. Peter wasn’t sure if it was approval to him for his selection, or to himself for providing such a fashionable choice.
“Young Peter, I hadn’t realized you would be out so fast. My apologies. Was finding the kitchen easy?” he asked, tugging off his white gloves and setting them neatly on the counter so that he could wash his hands.
Peter shrugged. “I got a little lost, a lot of these hallways look the same.” he replied, glancing at the back of Alfred’s head.
The butler nodded in understanding, turning off the faucet with his elbow after a moment. “You sound just like the rest of Master Bruce’s children.” he chuckled softly, not seeing the look of panic on Peter’s face at that statement.
Peter acted like Bruce’s kids, and he wasn’t sure that was a good thing. He didn’t want to get attached to these guys, and he didn’t want them to get attached either.
“How many kids live here?” Peter asked, evening out his voice as much as he could.
“Three, though he has seven. I’m sure you know that already, though.” Alfred hummed, opening the fridge and retrieving a few fresh vegetables.
Peter nodded absently, and after a few seconds, spoke up once more. “......whatcha makin?”
“I was going to prepare a brunch, I’m sure that you’re hungry.” Alfred replied, rinsing off bell peppers, green onions, and tomatoes in the sink. “Do you like omelets?” Peter could hear the man’s smile.
“Yeah, omelets are good. But I can't eat them with bacon.”
“Master Bruce is Jewish, so that should not be an issue.” Alfred assured.
Peter nodded in understanding, not that Alfred could see. “That’s cool, I didn’t know that.”
Alfred used the knife and cutting board to slide the chopped bell pepper pieces into a small bowl, then he started on the rest of the produce. “We do have beef sausage that I could mix in if you were wanting meat. Would you like that?”
“...Yeah, if it’s not too much of a bother.” Getting protein into his system sounded heavenly right about now.
“Beef sausage omelets it is then, young Peter. How many shall I make you?”
“How many?”
“Yes, how many?”
Peter paused. He needed to say a normal number. No regular teenage boy would eat seven omelets in a day, even if he really wanted seven omelets. Alfred seemed to somehow understand his quiet dilemma, even if it was only slightly.
“Whatever you don’t finish, I can pack away to be reheated.” He assured, glancing over his shoulder to Peter.
The teen bit the inside of his cheek, and after a moment, nodded to him. “....uh, maybe seven? Or eight?”
Alfred paused, obviously not prepared for the answer. He nodded after a moment of collecting himself, making some sort of mental decision. “As you wish, young Peter. It shouldn’t take too long.”
Peter learned very quickly that Alfred’s cooking was a weapon. His control of flavor, texture, and quality truly made him an asset to the culinary community. All seven omelets were eaten within minutes of being served, and Peter found himself missing their delicious flavor, despite his semi-full stomach.
Now that Peter had bathed and eaten, he felt very content with himself. He could almost forget about the conversation that had happened earlier between Alfred and Bruce over the phone. He said almost, because the unmistakable sound of the Manor’s front door being open sounded softly in the kitchen.
Peter felt every muscle in his body tense up, and he crossed his arms uncomfortably in his chair. He was about to meet Bruce Wayne . The teen counted the footsteps until they paused in the threshold of the kitchen a few minutes later. Suddenly, Peter’s tingle spiked frantically, buzzing around the back of his neck and shoulders, making his spine itch. This man was dangerous.
Alfred turned from the sink where he had been cleaning up and smiled gently at the man a few feet behind Peter. “Ah, welcome home Master Bruce. This is Peter.”
A large man rounded the island and stood at the end, wearing a black suit pressed to perfection with a forest green tie tucked under the white collar. His hair was oily black, and only had a few stray grays on his hairline. His eyes were a deep blue, but they held a gentleness when they looked over peter.
Just like Alfred, Bruce was seeing a homeless teen with bruises painting his face. At least now he was clean and clothed.
“Peter, it’s nice to meet you.” Bruce smiled gently, extending a large hand. Peter shook it hesitantly, feeling suddenly small while sitting at the counter. He wanted to run and hide .
“You too, Mr. Wayne.” Peter replied quietly. He immediately noticed the way that Bruce assessed Peter with a few once-overs. It was similar to Natasha, or Steve. They were always telling him something or another about knowing your opponent before they knew you.
“Please, call me Bruce.” When Peter nodded, Bruce continued. “I hear you were knee-deep in my dumpsters when Alfred found you.” he joked, obviously trying to ease the tense teen.
Peter noticed and forced himself to relax his shoulders, nodding a bit and letting his smile loosen up. “...yeah, I’m sorry about that. I just figured that diving in the richer neighborhoods was safer than the city.. Plus, y’know, a more valuable yield and all.”
Bruce Wayne nodded, easing himself into a stool. “That makes a lot of sense, great observation, Peter.” he approved, much to Peter’s surprise. He hadn’t expected for this man to be critiquing his dumpster diving tactics. “What’s your last name, kid?”
“...Parker.” No harm in telling Bruce that. The man wouldn’t find anything if he paid off the police to give him records.
“Peter Parker, I like that. Where’s your family at, Peter?”
The teen bit the inside of his cheek, glancing down at the counter when Bruce asked about his family. The air in the kitchen became tense, and for a moment, Peter felt his vision get a little blurry.
“...not anywhere near here. My uh.. Uncle died a few years ago. I left my aunt to go on a foreign study with my mentor, and my mentor was…” he hesitated, trying to find the right word. “... is out of the country at the moment. I’m not sure where he went.”
The perfect half-truth.
Bruce seemed to mull over his answer, brows pinching together slightly. “...I see. Do you have any names we can potentially look up? Or a phone number?”
Peter sighed through his nose. “...May Parker-Jameson is my aunt. My mentor is Tony Stark.” he knew that both of those would yield no search results. He had already tried and failed.
“I appreciate your honesty, Peter.” Bruce smiled and reassured. “We’re gonna let you stay here for the time being, okay? We won’t call CPS.”
Peter frowned. That thought never even crossed his mind- of course someone would try calling CPS on this homeless teen! But not Bruce, apparently.
“Bruce Wayne has a tendency to take in homeless orphaned teens.”
Very informative, Karen, Thank you so much. Peter thought sarcastically. He had figured that out after learning more about Bruce’s kids. Peter just… didn’t want to be another one of this man’s charity cases.
“Thanks, Mr. Wayne.”
Bruce and Alfred both shared a glance and a smile, and Bruce stood up. “I’m going to finish the rest of my workday from home, Alfred. Peter, if you need me, I’ll be in my study, okay? Though I’m sure that Alfred can help you with anything you may need.”
“Okay.” Peter nodded, staying in his seat. He tracked the man as he crossed the room to the entry archway.
“The rest of the kids will be home this afternoon after school. I’ll go ahead and let them know in advance of your unexpected stay, that sound okay to you?” Bruce asked, already pulling his phone out.
“Sure.” the teen shrugged idly.
“Thanks, Peter.” Bruce smiled.
Batchat
Bruce ; We’ve got a situation at the Manor, everyone be ready to meet a new face when you get home.
Duke ; oh god don’t tell me you adopted another one
Tim ; Is seven not enough, old man?
Bruce ; I’m serious, boys.
Dick ; What’s their name?? :D
Bruce ; Peter Parker. I’m going to do some digging. I’d like to have everyone home this weekend so that we can all get a look at him.
Bruce ; That means Jason, too.
Dick Wayne added Jason Todd-Wayne to the Batchat.
Jason Todd-Wayne left the Batchat.
Bruce ; I’ll message him privately.
Dick ; :((( why is he so stubborn
Tim ; Because he’s your brother. B, what’s the situation?
Bruce ; Homeless teen from Queens. Alfred found him digging through the dumpster wearing destroyed clothes and a supersuit. He’s got signs of a Lazarus Pit being used.
Duke ; oh shit
Tim ; White hair, green eyes?
Bruce ; Yes.
Notes:
I'm gonna put this down here so that everyone can understand ages before the next chapter! It's important to me that all of the main characters have established ages so that I can keep track of things! I figured you all would like to know too! I know that the ages I'm listing and the gaps are FAR FROM CANON, but this is a crossover fic, let me have fun with this.
Bruce is 47
Dick is 27
Jason is 25
Stephanie is 19
Duke is 18
Tim is 17
Cass is 17
Peter is 16
Damian is 13Only Bruce knows how old Alfred is, so you guys can't know ;)
Anyways, chapter three is being written! I won't give you a timeline as to when to expect it since my motivation seems to come and go sporadically, but keep an eye on my Tumblr and Tiktok for updates :) Thanks for reading!
-clovr
Chapter 3: Is There Room for One More?
Notes:
This chapter is the longest (?) one so far I think? It's just over 6,000 words, but I finished writing it yesterday. If you see any typos, errors, or sentences that don't make sense, PLEASE let me know!!! I'd rather you flame me in the comments for bad grammar than let it stayin the fic forever 3
Anyways, this chapter needs a few warnings!
CHAPTER WARNINGS
-somewhat intense self depreciation
-panic attackIf you think this chapter needs anymore warnings that I may have missed, feel free to let me know!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Peter quickly realized that Bruce Wayne working from home meant that Peter would not be able to find that secret room underneath the Manor, and that thought made him frown. He would need to wait around, but he got the feeling that the billionaire wouldn’t mind that all too much if Peter stayed longer.
When Alfred proposed showing Peter the room he’ll be staying in, he leapt at the opportunity of some alone time. He let the butler lead him on a semi-familiar route upstairs down two turns and through an archway.
He was delighted to find out that he would be staying in the same room that he had showered in. This just meant that there would be no need for retrieving his suit since it was already in the room.
“Are you sure this is a guest room? It’s so big!” Peter proclaimed, throwing his arms up and falling back against the sheets with a snicker.
Alfred chuckled, standing in the door and folding his hands behind his back. “Yes, Peter, this is a guest room. It is the same size as every other bedroom in the Manor.”
“ Really? ” he asked, lifting his head to stare with wide eyes. Apparently his expression was something amusing, because Alfred’s chuckling continued for another moment.
“ Yes , Peter. Each bedroom is the same size. In fact, most of the rooms are about the same size.” Alfred confirmed, stepping into the room and glancing around. “I know it seems bland, but I’m sure that the longer you’re staying with us the more personality it will gain.”
Peter nodded in agreement, following Alfred’s gaze. Part of him was curious to see the other occupied bedrooms in the Manor- how different were they? Did they have colorfully painted walls, or maybe posters that covered every surface? Did Bruce have the same colored curtains as Peter did?
Peter frowned for a split second, shaking his head. This wasn’t his room. He was merely borrowing it for however long the Wayne’s decided to keep him around.
“If you should need anything, young Peter, do not hesitate to come looking for me.” Alfred assured, nodding to the teen before stepping out of the room and gently shutting the door.
Peter got off of the bed, stretching his arms upwards and smiling when he felt his side getting better. He was sure that by the end of the night the raised pink scars would only be a memory.
“You’re in a good mood.”
“Pff, yes Karen, thank you for stating the obvious.” the teen rolled his eyes, smiling a little bit. He approached the window, tugging it open and sticking his head out in the cold Jersey air. It was only early April, pretty soon things would get warmer. For now he would let the cool, natural breeze condition his room.
“So, what’s the plan now?”
“Are you asking me what you should do next?”
“Obviously.” Peter snorted.
“It seems as if you’ve found a reliable source of food, shelter, water, and financial support. I suggest keeping the Wayne family close, they could be beneficial allies in the long-run.”
Peter frowned, stepping away from the window and slowly pacing the room to keep his feet moving. That wasn’t the answer that he wanted. He had almost hoped that Karen would tell him to leave.
But she wanted for him to trust this family, clearly. Karen had never led him astray before, and in every case, her guidance had directed him toward success.
As he paced, he carefully walked up the wall, making sure to keep his footsteps quiet so as to not alert anyone. He doubted that Alfred or Bruce would hear considering the size of the house. In no time, he was walking loops in the room, going from wall to ceiling to wall to floor in a repetitive cycle.
“...Do you think there’s any chance of me going home anytime soon?” Peter asked, and despite the hope in his voice, he already knew the answer. “Do a study on this universe’s technology.”
“I’ve already done one. Would you like to hear what I found?”
“Please.”
Peter ended up sitting criss-cross on the ceiling of his room, hands comfortably held underneath his thighs. Sure, the blood rushed to his head, but he could handle it. Altered gravity was something that his spider quirks helped him deal with.
What Karen had told him was not pleasing. Judging by the technology available in the universe, the odds of him creating his own way home weren’t likely. He would need help from the universe’s heroes.
The only plan that he could think of to gain the trust of said heroes was to take up the role of Spider-man once more.
But Peter didn’t feel ready. The thought of donning the suit and swinging through a city made him uncomfortable and nauseous. The last time he was Spider-man, he died in the arms of his mentor.
Not only that, but he did not feel worthy. Peter had let his people down. If what had happened to him happened to half of the Earth, then the odds of Queens surviving were slim. He had failed to protect them, so who's to say he wouldn’t fail here, too?
“With great power comes great responsibility.” The advice played in his mind like a mantra between his thoughts. Ben’s voice felt so distant, like it had been left in the other universe.
Ben would want for him to continue to help people. May would, too. She would be so proud if she saw what good he could accomplish here in Gotham. The crime rates were harsher than he was used to, but his skill set was needed.
Batman, the Robins, Red Hood, and Nightwing, along with the rest of Gotham’s vigilantes, seemed to be intently focused on the big things. Taking down reputable criminals, busting worldwide drug rings from the harbor, and putting the most dastardly villains into Arkham over and over again.
Who was looking out for the little guy? There were no friendly neighborhood heroes here. The closest thing seemed to be Nightwing, but he wasn’t even based in Gotham. He only visited on occasion, maybe a few times a month if the city was lucky.
Peter noticed in his research on the city that Crime Alley was left mostly untouched by Gotham’s bats. The one exception to this was Red Hood, but even he couldn’t be everywhere at once in the cesspool of crime.
“I need more tech to fix up my suit, got any ideas?”
“I suggest reaching out to this universe’s current heroes. Specifically, Batman has a large arsenal at his disposal. He is likely being funded by someone who is financially well. If you found yourself in a similar position as himself, then fixing the Iron Spider should come much easier.”
“Perfect, I just gotta get a sugar daddy.” he rolled his eyes sarcastically, allowing himself to drop from the ceiling. He landed in a handstand with bent elbows, and quickly turned onto his feet.
“Put it however you want, Peter.”
He shivered, huffing. “Eugh, thanks for that visual, Karen.” Peter frowned. While the conversation had been extremely useful, it hadn’t provided the answers that he was wanting. Maybe he should be more open minded.
“Can you tell me where Mr. Pennyworth and Mr. Wayne are?” he asked, approaching his door and opening it carefully to avoid making the old wood creak.
“Alfred Pennyworth is located in the fourth floor library. Currently he appears to be organizing a shelf of books. Bruce Wayne is located in his first floor study.”
“Cool. Think I can do some exploring then?”
“By all means. I’ll guide you to any place of interest.”
Peter smiled, stepping out of the room. Just as carefully as he had opened the door he closed it, looking around the hall. Karen provided directions, and for the next hour or two, Peter familiarized himself with the second and third floors of Wayne Manor.
The second floor consisted mostly of bedrooms both occupied and empty. Alfred was right: they were all the exact same size. Some had attached bathrooms, some did not, but they were all similarly stocked with generic hygiene products.
The first bedroom of interest that Peter came across was at the very end of a long hallway. The stickers on the wood were peeling and turning white from sunlight shining through a large window. Peter smiled as he recognized one being the Batman logo. Cute.
When he stepped inside he was greeted by more dust than he had been expecting. There was a bed with deep red blankets and deflated white pillows that were coated in a thick layer of aged dust. Posters adorned the walls, and an equally dusty red rug sat underneath Peter’s feet.
For Bruce to have so many kids, he hadn’t expected to find a practically abandoned bedroom. It felt like a time capsule with a sense of nostalgia hanging in the air.
Peter kept his snooping to a minimum. He felt like he had stumbled across a sacred place. Disturbing the serene room just felt… wrong .
Leaving the room and shutting the door quietly behind himself felt like a breath of fresh air.
The next bedrooms were also decorated, but were much more lived in. One had deep blue sheets wrinkled in a pile at the end of the bed, like someone had gotten up in a rush. It had many acrobatic posters, but much more framed photos than the former.
Another bedroom was extremely purple. From the walls to the bathroom tiles, Peter could obviously tell what the inhabitant’s favorite color was.
The rest of the occupied bedrooms were locked much to his dismay. Thankfully, Karen assured him that there was nothing of interest inside any of them. One of them did have lots of weapons though, which was a disturbing thought. Why did Bruce’s kid need that many swords ? Why did they need any swords at all?
Peter must have lost track of time in his exploration, because by the time he was halfway snooping through a third floor ballroom, he could faintly hear the sound of the front door opening all the way down the stairs.
As he hesitantly approached the steps to start his descent, a warning went off on the back of his neck. Peter tingle, he thought to confirm his feelings.
“Three males and one female have just entered the Manor using the front door. One moment.”
Peter kept his mouth a thin line, stepping down at a leisurely pace to give Karen time to respond before he would face these strangers. Purely based on the time, he made an educated guess at who they all were.
“Duke Thomas-Wayne, Timothy Drake-Wayne, Cassandra Cain, and Damian Wayne have all returned from school. Alfred Pennyworth is greeting them at the door. Bruce Wayne is preparing to leave his study.”
“Thanks, Karen.” he whispered softly, returning to a normal pace.
Meeting four out of seven Wayne children was not something that he felt prepared for. They were all the kids of a billionaire, and they lived lives of luxury. They never had to want or need anything.
The closer Peter got, the better that he could hear the carrying conversations in the echoing house.
“Bruce mentioned having a guest?” A deep yet bright male voice asked. Alfred had responded with some sort of confirmation. “Is he wandering around here somewhere?”
“I’d hope not. I expected for both you and father to keep a better eye on this stranger.” A young voice- Peter guessed Damian- said, sounding rather displeased. “He should not be left to roam freely without the proper supervision. We do not know who he is, or where he came from.”
“Master Damian, I ask for your patience regarding this one.” Alfred responded with kindness and patience to the rather prickly child. By this point, Peter was starting his final descent to the main entryway. “I’m sure your father informed you of the full situation?”
“He told us minute details.” Peter could hear Damian’s frustrated frown. “I’d like to speak to this Peter .”
“Now now..” Alfred eased, followed by silence. A moment later he spoke again. “Lady Cassandra is correct, Master Damian. Young Peter’s situation is fragile at best. We must remain patient and willing to move at his pace.”
Peter faltered momentarily. How had he not heard Cassandra speak? Clearly Alfred had responded to her. Was his hearing actually messed up? Maybe wearing Karen in his ear was disrupting something.
“You should have seen him when I found him this morning rummaging through the bins.” Alfred frowned with concern. “Poor boy could barely speak. I’m shocked that he agreed to even come inside.”
“I wish he hadn’t.” Damian grumbled.
“Damian Wayne is heading toward the kitchen.”
Peter let out a quiet sigh of relief through his nose. Purely based on that conversation that he wasn’t supposed to hear, he could tell that the youngest Wayne didn’t want him around. The older boy- either Tim or Duke- seemed curious and excited.
He couldn’t get a read on Cassandra considering that he hadn’t actually heard the girl talk. He was still confused about that. At least he would (hopefully) be getting answers within the next few minutes.
Peter stepped out onto the landing of the central grand staircase and hesitated, getting a good look at the three teens in the foyer.
The first one that he noticed was Cassandra Cain. Her skin was nearly paper white, and her narrow face was framed by layered black hair that dipped just below her chin. She had on black uniform pants and a monochrome Batman hoodie, along with a pair of surprisingly beat-up yellow converse. He had to assume that beneath that hoodie was a school uniform.
The second was a darker skinned male with a defined jaw and black hair in a burst fade. His school uniform was gray pressed pants and a navy blue sweater overtop a white button down with a blue and yellow striped tie. His clothes were the straightest of all three teens. His shoes, a pair of white forces, were also the cleanest of the three.
The final boy had fair skin and intense eye bags. His hair was choppy and black, and fell slightly in front of his eyes. He had on the exact same uniform as his brother (?) except much more wrinkled. The teen had on black converse that were somewhere between Cassandra’s and the other boy’s when it came to cleanliness. He was holding a thermos.
Alfred seemed to notice Peter as soon as he stepped into view, because he turned and faced him with a gentle smile. “Ah, young Peter. Your timing is excellent. Would you like to come and meet three of Master Bruce’s children?”
When the other heads turned and all attention was on him, he remembered that he was in borrowed clothes in an unfamiliar home with his face littered in (slowly healing) bruises. He felt small , and almost embarrassed at the circumstance.
Preparing for judgment from who he assumed were rich stereotypes, he nodded and descended the grand staircase to stand with them all in the foyer.
“Young Peter, this is Master Tim, Master Duke, and Lady Cassandra.” Alfred introduced the three, and Peter committed their names and faces to memory.
“It’s nice to meet you three.” Peter said, smiling at them with a sense of hesitance. He was already bracing.
Tim- the boy holding the thermos- stepped forward with a relaxed smile. “It’s nice to meet you too, Peter.” Peter didn’t miss the way that Tim glanced up to his hair, locking onto the white streak for half a second. “Do you know how long you’re staying?”
“I’m not sure, I guess however long it is until you guys kick me out.” he chuckled a bit awkwardly, shoving his hands deep into the jean pockets. The clothes offered him no comfort.
Tim snorted and rolled his eyes, shoulders easing up. “Yeah, right. Bruce doesn’t kick people out. You’ll be fine here.”
Suddenly Cassandra lifted her hands and started making enthusiastic motions, and Peter looked over with surprise. She was speaking sign language! No wonder he hadn’t heard her.
Unfortunately, Peter did not speak sign.
Tim seemed to sense the dilemma immediately, and was quick to translate. “She said that she’s happy to have another person around.”
Cassandra smiled and gave Peter a thumbs up. He returned the favor with a small smile of his own.
Duke was the next to step forward and grab Peter’s attention. “Peter, right? Where are you from?”
Figuring they must have clocked his non New Jersey accent he shrugged. “Queens. Guess I ended up on the wrong side of the river at some point.” his smile turned sheepish at the half truth.
The other teen seemed satisfied with that answer, and his tone turned playful. “Ew, New York? Go home.” he teased.
“Is everyone else coming home tonight?” Tim asked Alfred, and Peter pretended to not be listening while Duke and himself engaged in playful banter.
“Master Dick and Lady Stephanie should be arriving just before dinner. Master Jason has not confirmed whether or not he shall be home this week.”
Peter almost faltered at that. Wasn’t Jason dead? I read an article about him. Peter thought.
“What grade are you in?” Duke asked. Meanwhile, Cassandra disappeared down the same hallway that Damian had, likely headed to the kitchen as well.
“I was in eleventh before I crossed over.” The teen said casually, and when Duke moved to follow Cassandra, he did the same.
Alfred and Tim’s voices both became hushed the moment that the trio stepped out of the foyer, and Peter got an uncomfortable feeling that they were talking about him. Did they not believe his story? He would need to work harder.
“Hey, are you deaf?” Duke asked, looking at the false hearing aid tucked neatly behind Peter’s ear.
The teen smiled, feigning embarrassment with a nod. “Partly. My mentor had this made for me when he found out.”
“He sounds nice.” Duke smiled. “Who was your mentor? Was it a similar situation to me and Bruce?”
Peter made a so-so motion with his head. “Sorta? I lived with my Aunt at the time, so it’s not like I was taken in from the streets. I had an internship at his company for a while, and we grew pretty close. He sorta funded my schooling and my life for a little bit.”
Thinking about Tony both hurt Peter’s heart and made it swell with adoration. He really did look up to the man despite all of his misdoings. He had done so much for Peter, and was probably part of the reason that Peter was still alive after the battle on Titan.
The Iron Spider suit, despite sustaining damage, kept him protected in Gotham’s contaminated waters. Karen had been essential to Peter blending in here.
Without Tony’s gifts, Peter was sure that he wouldn’t be standing in Wayne Manor.
“His name’s Tony Stark.” Peter finally answered Duke after returning from his thoughts. “I guess he’s similar to Mr. Wayne? I haven’t interacted with him enough to really tell.”
Cassandra turned around to walk backwards and started signing again. Peter glanced unsurely to Duke.
“She says she’s never heard of anyone named Tony Stark.” Duke explained. “I haven’t, either. Is he based in New York?”
“Partly. I guess you could say he’s everywhere and nowhere at the same time.” Peter worded it as a joke, but it was the only answer he was going to give the two.
If he could help it, no one here would figure out where he was really from. That felt like too much drama to put on these people.
His expectations about them had been wrong, and he mentally scolded himself for feeling so biased. Bruce had been helpful and so had Alfred. They didn’t feel like rich stereotypes.
The trio entered the kitchen to find Damian sitting in the breakfast nook. He had a fancy black pen in his left hand, and papers were spread neatly across the surface. He barely cast them a glance when they came in, but Peter noticed a certain shift in his posture.
The kid became tenser- more reserved. He was preparing for a fight. Did he think Peter was going to attack him?
Okay, maybe his expectations hadn’t been entirely wrong. So far, Damian was falling right into the rich kid stereotype.
“Damian, this is Peter.” Duke said happily while Cassandra started grabbing fruit out of a bowl near the window.
“I am aware.” Damian replied, not looking at Peter. His frown was deep. “If you plan to have a lively conversation, you should move to a different room. I’m doing homework, and I was here first.”
Duke snickered, rolling his eyes. “Sure, sure. We won’t be long. You thirsty, Peter?” He asked, pulling a few water bottles out of the fridge.
“I guess.” he shrugged, staying near the doorway. Damian was obviously getting defensive, maybe even territorial. Entering any further felt like crossing no man’s land.
“Cool, I’ll grab you some water, then. Ever played Mario Kart?”
“How are you so good at this???” Duke groaned, falling back against the couch cushions in exasperation as Waluigi crossed into first place once more.
Peter laughed in victory, setting his controller down in his lap. Currently he was criss-cross on a soft gray rug situated in front of a long green couch in one of the many media rooms that the Manor had. Both Duke and Cassandra sat behind him on the couch with controllers of their own.
“Dude, gaming is in my blood . I’ve got a friend who taught me all of the shortcuts for the maps.” Peter said smugly, looking up at Duke. “I got better than him and now he won’t play with me.”
“I can see why.” Duke huffed, glaring at the screen. “I’m usually so good at this, too.”
Cassandra signed.
“Yeah, well Dick isn’t home yet. Whenever he’s gone, I’m the best!”
Peter smiled, glancing between the two as a one-sided banter started up. Cassandra signed at the speed of light and Duke replied in earnest with playfully frustrated words.
He felt himself having fun. Duke, Cassandra, and Tim had all seemed to welcome him pretty instantly. Peter guessed they got it from their father, considering Bruce was practically the same way when he first met Peter earlier in the day.
“Alfred Pennyworth will enter the room in approximately one minute.”
Peter’s smile relaxed. Karen had adjusted her alert settings after earlier. Obviously he didn’t respond to the robotic assistant in his ear, but he did appreciate the warning.
Just like she had said, Alfred stepped into the room with Tim trailing close behind, a steaming mug of coffee in his hand.
Mildly surprised at the caffeinated drink, Peter hid it by smiling over at the two. “Hi, Mr. Pennyworth.”
“Please, young Peter. Just call me Alfred.” the man sighed with a light chuckle, not actually upset.
“I will when you drop the young from my name. I’m sixteen , not a baby.” Peter snickered from his spot on the rug.
Tim snorted at the interaction, rolling his eyes and shaking his head teasingly. “This battle won’t ever end, y’know. You’re both gonna end up in a stalemate.”
“Then a stalemate it shall be, Master Tim.” Alfred hummed in amusement, winking slyly. Peter snickered under his breath.
“Got room for a fourth? We can play until Dick and Steph get here?” Tim suggested, rounding the couch and falling between Duke and Cassandra.
Cassandra nodded in confirmation with a smile, and Duke sighed dramatically. “I suppose. Only if we team up against Peter, he’s too good at this.”
“Wh- hey! Don’t team up against me! It’s not my fault that I’m better than you.” Peter complained, turning his attention toward the screen once more.
The four teens picked their characters (Peter was Waluigi, Duke was Princess Daisy, Tim was Rosalina, and Cassandra was Tanooki Mario) and started another grand prix.
Alfred stepped out after a few moments of fondly observing the game, listening to their competitive banter and light insults on how terrible of a driver Tim was.
The four got lost in the game, focusing on winding tracks, floating boxes of loot, and taking as many opportunities as possible to bump Peter off of the map.
Even with their combined assault on his character, he still managed to beat them for most of the games. At some point, Cassandra had gotten ahead and won, which had the girl rather excited. Peter couldn’t find it in himself to feel butt hurt at that.
The one thing that Peter made sure was that Duke never got ahead of him. Teaming be damned, Peter would not let himself get beat by the self-proclaimed champion of the house.
“Wow, playing Mario Kart without me?” An unfamiliar voice asked from the threshold of the room, and Peter almost threw his controller in surprise. He was quick to whip his head around, staring with wide eyes at the new presence.
“Sorry for not saying anything, you were focused and I didn’t want to interrupt you.”
Karen apologized, but it fell on deaf ears.
“Richard Grayson-Wayne has arrived.”
Richard- or Dick as his siblings had been calling him- was a tall and muscular man with tan skin and jet black hair that fell in a mullet just past his collarbones. He had on a navy blue button-down with black pressed pants. A utility belt with multiple pouches, a pair of handcuffs, and a holstered pistol sat on his hips. Peter didn’t notice his shoes, and was more hung up on the fact that Dick was a police officer.
“Hey, Peter. I’m Dick.” he greeted smoothly with a smile, crossing his arms and leaning casually against the frame of the archway. “B told me you were here earlier, so I figured I’d come by for dinner to meet you.”
Peter swallowed nervously, a sharp tingle running up his spine and neck. Police officers didn’t have the best record in his books.
“That’s cool. It’s nice to meet you, Dick.” He forced himself to speak, smiling hesitantly. “....Duke says you’re better at Mario Kart than him.”
“Oh, I am.”
“You’re cheating.” Dick blanched as Waluigi crossed the finish line once more. “You have to be cheating.”
“Nope. It’s just math and shortcuts.” Peter snickered, looking over at Dick who had sat next to him on the rug. “You should brush up on your geometry.” he teased.
“You were working out projectile equations while playing?” Tim asked, sounding skeptical.
“Yeah, that’s how you can calculate turns, drifts, and bumping.” he replied, looking at Tim with a shrug. “It’s technically also trigonometry, and some physics tossed in there but you get the gist.”
“Are you some kind of genius?” Tim snorted. “How can you calculate stuff that fast?”
Peter was not ready to admit to them that web slinging took lots of hasty calculations. He was also not ready for them to find out about the supercomputer in his ear.
“I’m just good at math.” he shrugged once more. “I could try teaching you if you want, but it’s really just based on how quickly you can memorize and calculate the basics.”
“Can we stop talking about math?” Duke whined, and Cassandra nodded in agreement with a fake disgusted wince. “This is hurting my brain, and my ego is already hurt enough.”
Peter, Dick, and Tim all laughed a bit at his dismay, but laid off of the mathematics for the remainder of the play time.
They didn’t have long left though, because in no time, all of the Wayne kids got a notification and checked their phones. Peter assumed that it was a family group chat, and felt a harsh beat in his chest.
Getting a phone should be something he does. Part of him wondered if they were just as expensive here as they were back home.
“Dinner’s ready. Steph’s helping Alfie set the table.” Dick said upon realizing that Peter hadn’t gotten the same memo as them.
Peter ‘oh’d’ in understanding and stood up, following the group of siblings out of the media room and to the kitchen.
The first thing that they did in the space was wash their hands, each for a few seconds. Peter was admittedly a bit unfamiliar with the routine- but as to not seem like a poor guest, he followed where they led and was the last to scrub up. He didn’t like the way that his hands felt so dry afterwards.
They didn’t linger much longer in the kitchen, only staying for everyone to grab a drink. While Tim grabbed more coffee from a pot, and Dick poured himself a glass of juice, Peter settled quietly for water.
He already felt selfish taking up space in their home, clothes, and lives. The least he could do was not take their drinks.
Duke led the group across the hall and into a large dining room that Peter hadn’t seen yet. The table was a long piece of dark wood that was polished to perfection. Rows of chairs lined each side, with one on either end of the table as well in the same color of wood. Each seat had a gray cushion centered on the wood.
Bruce Wayne had already taken his spot at the head of the table. Dick found himself at his father’s left, with Damian sitting across from him on Bruce’s right. Next to Dick, Tim settled in, and next to him, a girl with long blonde hair pinned back into a messy bun was scrolling through her phone. Beside Damian, Cassandra sat quietly with Duke on her other side.
Peter suddenly felt very out of place. This was very much a family dinner, and he wasn’t sure he should even be there in the first place.
“Peter, you can have a seat wherever.” Bruce said with a smile. Still feeling unsure, Peter walked to the right of the table and sat next to Duke, pulling the chair close so that he could rest his arms on the table.
“Stephanie, have you met Peter yet?” Bruce asked, pulling the girl from her phone. She glanced up, pausing when she spotted the new teen.
Peter offered a small wave and smile. She set her phone down after a second and smiled back.
“No, I haven’t. It’s nice to meet you Peter.” Her voice was sweet, and purely based on her purple sweater and nail polish, he had an educated guess on which bedroom was her’s.
“Nice to meet you too, Stephanie.”
“Quit being formal, Pete.” Tim rolled his eyes playfully. “We aren’t gonna banish you for being casual.”
Peter just nodded, glancing down at the table. Bruce sighed from his seat, looking at the kids carefully while Alfred brought out different platters of food.
Peter shouldn’t have been surprised at the quality or amount of food that Alfred had prepared. The omelets earlier had been heavenly, and he was positive that the steaks being brought out would be just as great if not better.
Once everyone was served, no one hesitated to dig in. Peter ate slowly, watching the table with calculating eyes. They were all relaxed, paying him no wary glances or sideways looks. They were treating him like his presence was normal.
He felt normal, and he had been here for less than a day.
“Your heart rate is increasing, Peter. I suggest breathing deeply to mitigate this.”
He wanted to tell Karen off, but he bit the inside of his cheek. Talking to himself would just weird the family out.
“You’re feeling unsure because you do not want to intrude on the family. That train of thought is irrational, Peter. They have invited you into their home with open arms.”
Peter wanted to shout at her, but he did not.
“Please take a few deep breaths. I’d like for you to try understanding that they are going to help you.”
Shut up, he thought bitterly. He felt something stinging at his eyes, but he refused to acknowledge it. Instead, he just blinked hard to make the wetness go away.
“The Wayne family is good, Peter.”
Stop talking, he mentally pleaded. If only Karen was a mind reader.
“Pete? You okay?” Tim asked, voice breaking Peter out of his mental dilemma. He looked up from his half eaten plate, only to find eight sets of eyes looking at him with either concern or suspicion.
Peter swallowed harshly. “..yeah, just overwhelmed.” he replied, for once feeling as honest as he could get with this family. “..this is a lot.”
Something around the table softened. Cassandra and Dick both shared a glance. Bruce found a deep frown forming on his face, eyes shining with gentle guilt.
“If you need to step out, then you can, Peter.” The head of the household said in a soft voice. “I can have Alfred take you to get some fresh air?” he offered.
“No, no I’m okay.” Peter rushed to say, having to swallow down a tightness in his throat. “I’ll be alright. I’m just not..” he struggled to find the right words.
“..you’re not used to dinners like this.” Tim finished for him, a sense of understanding in his voice. “...c’mon, let’s get some air. I need to stretch my legs anyways.” Tim stood up with a smile, motioning for Peter to follow.
The teen frowned, but did as instructed and stood up, leaving the dining room with a glance back towards the rest of the family.
Tim and Peter walked together to the nearest outside door and walked out onto a veined stone porch. The setting sun gave the entire yard a warm vermillion glow, and a gentle breeze pushed Peter’s hair back.
He quietly admitted in his mind that stepping out was a good idea. He needed this, and was just glad that this family was more insistent than he was stubborn.
Tim stepped forward and leaned on the railing of the porch, sighing in relief and looking out at the horizon of Gotham. Peter quietly joined him, leaning a few feet away.
“.....I understand where you’re coming from, Peter.” Tim said softly after a long few minutes of silence.
Peter didn’t reply, but tilted his head toward Tim to show that he was listening. Tim took this as a chance to continue speaking.
“Before Bruce adopted me I lived at home in my parent’s house. They weren’t home a lot, and even when they were, eating dinner as a family didn’t… didn’t really happen .” Tim frowned softly, eyes glancing down to the grass.
“When I first came to the Manor, I got so freaked out about eating with the family that I started sitting alone in the breakfast nook for a while.” Tim recalled, looking over at Peter as he spoke. “...look, what I’m trying to say is that it’s not… it’s not bad that you’re feeling this way. It’s normal for kids like us.”
We are not the same, Peter thought with a pang of hurt in his heart. I’ve fought aliens, you get to go to school and not worry about your identity getting exposed.
“But I can promise you that we won’t do anything to upset you. We’re going at your pace, man.”
Peter bit the inside of his cheek, gathering his thoughts before speaking in a timid tone.
“....Mr. Wayne said something about letting me stay, but he never mentioned for how long. I don’t want to get in your way.” he admitted softly, shoulders dropping just a bit.
Tim sighed softly through his nose. “I promise you aren’t in the way. We had fun today, right?”
“Yeah?”
“We had fun because we liked having you around. We still do, you’re fun. Plus you seem like you could use the help.” Tim smiled. “We’re more than capable of figuring out how to help you in the way that you need, okay?”
Peter knew that wasn’t true. He needed help getting home, and despite this family’s money and emotional honesty, he doubted that any of them could assist in cross-dimensional travel.
But Peter smiled anyway and nodded. Getting home felt farther and farther away, but Tim was partially right. This family was enjoying having him around, and he enjoyed staying with them so far.
He felt something in his chest akin to that of belonging. He had barely been here a day and he already felt wanted .
When was the last time he truly felt that? Probably dying in the arms of Tony. The man had wanted Peter to stay alive, but knew that it just couldn’t happen. He held Peter until he became nothing but ash on his clothes.
And yet here he was. Peter had been blessed with another chance at life in a world where his skills could once again be put to good use. He could help people here, just like he had at home.
If you’re nothing without this suit, then you shouldn’t have it. Peter remembered Tony’s words as vividly as he remembered Uncle Ben’s.
Tony had always been right about that. Peter didn’t need the fancy suit and tech to be Spider-man. All he needed was a way to help people. It shouldn’t take much more research or planning to figure out how he can swing back into action.
Peter smiled a bit, looking over to Tim. “...thanks, Tim.”
Tim smiled in relief at Peter’s acceptance, bobbing his head in a dramatic nod. “ Finally , you’re so indecisive it’s painful. ” he teased, earning a scoff from Peter. “...c’mon, wanna head back inside?”
“Yeah, I’m still hungry.”
Notes:
I want to address something that I noticed in the comments- a few people (please do NOT go attack them) have complained about me calling the spider-sense the "peter tingle." The reason I am calling it the "peter tingle" is because this is the Tom Holland version of Spiderman! He refers to his senses as the "peter tingle," so as long as we are focusing on Peter's POV, it will be referred to as such!
With that aside, the next chapter should hopefully start picking up! We finally have Peter introduced to (almost) every member of the family, meaning that friendships and conflicts can start brewing!
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Chapter 4: This House is Awake at Night
Notes:
FINALLY ! I'm sorry for making you all wait ! This last week has been absolute HELL for me, more on that at the end notes :)
Anyways, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter because it was so hard to write for some reason. I had to rewrite multiple scenes until I was happy with the story progression 3There are no warnings for this chapter! If you think that there should be, then please let me know in the comments!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Peter Parker knew that the Wayne’s were hospitable, but he hadn’t expected the sheer intensity of it. Ever since going back to dinner after getting fresh air with Tim, they had been extra careful and nice with him.
Dick had taken his dish to the kitchen after he finished devouring the food Alfred had prepared, even though Peter had assured them that he was fine and could do it himself.
Stephanie, Cassandra, and Tim all hung out with him after they were all done eating. The four went to the same media room as earlier and continued playing Mario Kart. Peter had a sneaking suspicion that they had stopped trying to beat him. Whether it was out of giving up or pity he couldn’t tell.
Duke and Alfred entered around eleven, with the Butler whisking everyone away to prepare for bed. While Tim and Cassandra shut their own doors quietly on the bedroom hallway, Duke stopped Peter before he could get his alone time.
“Can we talk for a sec?” Duke requested with a quiet voice and a small smile. Peter hesitated, his door halfway closed already with Duke standing on the other side. With a slight nod, he let the older teen in.
“I just wanted to make sure you’re okay after everything that happened earlier.”
Peter frowned. As friendly as these people were, it was starting to get irritating. “I’m good, Duke.” he replied honestly, sitting down on the bed while the other teen stayed hovering near the door. “You guys don’t gotta worry.”
“Tell that to Bruce.” Duke rolled his eyes, and his little joke had made them both smile a bit. “..but yeah. Just know if you need something you can come to any of us.”
“ Any of you?”
“Well, maybe not Damian- ”
The two fell into a quiet symphony of giggles behind their hands, sharing a fond smile with each other.
“Right right.. Just remember that I’m not some baby.” Peter teased. “I’m not made of glass, either.”
“We know, we know.” Duke raised his hands defensively with an eye roll. “I’ll lay off. But seriously: we’re all just a few doors away if you need anything.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” Peter assured. He noticed Duke visibly relax, and he took that as a sign that Duke would actually listen. “I guess you have school tomorrow?”
“Yeah, but Alfred and Dick will be here. I don’t doubt Bruce will try to work from home, too.”
Peter sighed quietly through his nose but nodded. The longer Bruce stayed home, the longer it would be until he could investigate whatever was underneath the Manor.
“Get some sleep, Peter. Alfred will come get you for breakfast.” Duke’s smile shined through his words, and he closed the door with a quiet click on his way out.
Finally alone, Peter allowed himself to fall back against the bed. The soft cushions, pillows, and blankets greeted him like a familiar hug. He wanted to lay down forever on this mattress of magnificence.
“You’ve had a busy day, Peter.”
“No shit..” he mumbled, eyes falling shut. One by one, he felt his muscles unwind into the plush comfort below his body. “...got any updates for me?”
“Bruce Wayne, Timothy Drake-Wayne, Damian Wayne, and Stephanie Brown have all descended the hidden staircase in the first floor study.”
Immediately his eyes shot open in surprise. “The room with the signal blockers?”
“Correct. The rest of the household is settling in as expected.”
The teen frowned softly. Whatever that room was must have been a massive secret. Did the entire family know about it? Maybe it was only certain members.
Slowly, Peter sat up. As much as he wanted to continue relishing in the comforts of the bed, his curiosity was itching at his neck. With soft feet he slipped off of the bed and crossed the bedroom, exiting silently into the hallway.
With Karen’s guidance, a barefoot Peter Parker navigated through the Manor’s halls and staircases like a stalking predator. His footsteps were calculated and precise, and thanks to the supercomputer talking in his ear, he was able to avoid any and all creaky floorboards and stair steps.
Getting downstairs was the easy part. Gaining access to the underground room would be the real challenge here.
When Peter entered the first floor study, it was much more normal than he had been expecting. The large wooden desk and tall shelves framed the room with a blanket of dark colors and organized knick knacks.
An entire shelf had been dedicated to framed photos. Upon closer inspection, Peter easily recognized the various members of the family at various different ages. Despite not actually being related, young Dick and young Jason looked extremely similar. It was hard to tell them apart aside from their different builds. The lack of baby photos of anyone made Peter’s chest lurch uncomfortably. All of these kids came from some sort of bad place that required them to be adopted by a billionaire.
Peter left the family photos alone in favor of inspecting the back wall. Two bookshelves, identical in build and messiness, stood on either side of an exquisite grandfather clock.
“Staircase is located behind the clock.”
“Yeah, I figured that one out…” Peter mumbled, glancing between the clock and the bookshelves. He was assuming that this was some sort of Scooby-Doo style hidden door that was activated by moving a book. “..but which one…” he wondered out loud, scanning the spines and titles.
Pulling on Bruce’s row of mystery novels did nothing (though he was delighted to discover that Sherlock Holmes existed here, too). The encyclopedias, thesauruses, and atlases were too dusty to have been pulled recently, so he didn’t even bother trying. The various legal dictionaries were of mild interest, but their lack of organization told Peter that they were all read too often to be connected to a lever.
Despite all of his deductions, Peter resorted to tugging on each book individually. The tedious task took longer than he would have liked to admit, and resulted in failure.
With a somewhat frustrated frown, Peter wiped his now dusty hand off on the purple sweater and moved back to the clock. He tried feeling along the sides for some sort of button or lever, but found nothing on the old polished wood. It was flush against the back wall, as well, meaning that this staircase was hidden well for a reason.
In a bout of frustration, Peter pulled away from the antique and kicked at the ground like a stubborn child. It was juvenile, but a good way to quietly let out his feelings during this escapade. Despite the immaturity of the movement, though, it made Peter look down at the floor, where very faint scratch marks had formed in the wood.
They were curved into an arch that started at the base of the clock and ended somewhere else on the floor. The path of motion was obvious, and after a few quick calculations in his mind, he was able to visualize the full angle of motion as well.
“...you said that Tim, Mr. Wayne, Damian, and Stephanie went down?” Peter asked, hearing a light tone of confirmation in his ear. “I know you can’t see down there, but what about thermals?”
There was a brief moment of silence.
“The four heat signatures are still down there.”
Peter huffed through his nose. If they were gonna stay down there all night, then there was no possibility he could even look around if he found a way down.
The hair on the back of his neck suddenly stood on end in time with a faint buzzing up his spine. Momentarily, Peter held his breath, whispering. “Keep me updated on if they move.”
A second later, the door to the study was pushed open. The figure in the doorway was one of the largest in the house, and the teen was quick to recognize Dick’s surprised eyes looking at him.
“...Pete, you okay?” Dick asked carefully, keeping his eyes on the boy with a mild flicker of concern. “It’s late, what are you doing down here?”
“I just thought I heard something, and I got curious.” he replied readily, glancing away from the man with semi-fake embarrassment. It was shitty getting caught.
Dick’s mouth pressed into a worried frown, and he sighed. “...C’mon, let’s go back up to your room.”
Peter didn’t argue as the man led him out of the study and back up the stairs, down the long winding hallways and through archways until they stood in front of the room Peter was staying in.
Your room, he thought. That’s what Dick had called it. Surely it had just been a slip of the tongue, though.
“Do you need anything? Water, or maybe a snack?” Dick asked, leaning on the doorway while Peter fell back onto his bed, wrinkling the blankets.
“No, I’m okay.” he responded with a hum. “Thanks, though.” After a pause and slight contemplation, Peter sat up enough to look at dick, propped up on his elbows. “...what were you doing down there?”
A little detective work never hurt anyone.
Dick visibly froze, and like a deer in headlights, he was reeling for some sort of answer. The behavior only made Peter all the more curious.
“I was getting myself some water and heard some shuffling in the study. Thought I would check it out. I thought maybe one of Damian’s animals got stuck in there again.”
The answer was less interesting than Peter had expected, but part of it did grasp his attention. “Damian has pets?” he raised his brows in light surprise.’
Dick smiled. “Oh yeah, he’s got loads. There’s a barn out back for his cow, there’s a cat running around somewhere, two dogs…”
“Geeze, I didn’t take him for the type.” Peter joked, rolling his eyes and shuffling underneath the blankets.
“None of us did, but it’s his soft spot.” The man in the doorway smiled, standing to leave. He grabbed the doorknob, closing the door as he said his goodnight.
When the door clicked shut, and Peter heard Dick walk away, he let out a big breath he had been holding, tension melting from his shoulders.
“...that was too close, Karen.”
“My apologies, I hadn’t noticed him approaching.”
Peter hesitated. “...you didn’t notice him?”
“No.”
He frowned, staring up at his ceiling as his brows slowly pinched together. This family just kept getting weirder and weirder.
“You guys really need to be more careful about coming down here.” The voice of Dick made Damian, Bruce, and Steph turn their heads towards the stairwell leading up to the Manor. The man in question was frowning, hands shoved deep in his pajama pockets as he approached the group standing at the Batcomputer. “I found Pete in the study on my way down here. He said he heard something and wanted to investigate.”
Tim, still in his own pajamas (which were Superman themed), turned in the desk chair to give Dick a confused look. “His room is on the opposite end of the house, let alone an entirely different floor. How did he hear something?”
“I dunno, but that’s not the point I’m getting to.” Dick rolled his eyes, then looked at Bruce, who was wearing his Batman suit minus the cowl. “You gotta be more careful. Pete’s not like us, he doesn’t know about us.”
“You talk like Father was the one making the noise.” Damian, wearing the Robin suit and mask, immediately stepped in, glaring at his older brother. “Do you forget exactly who he is ? My bets are that Peter Parker heard Stephanie or Timothy’s loud mouth.”
“Hey, don’t drag me into this, you Demon-Spawn.” Steph huffed, pushing blonde hair back out of her face. She hadn’t suited up yet, but was preparing to step away to do just that.
“Kids.” Bruce spoke, stopping any more accusations or theories from being thrown out. He gave Tim, Steph, and Damian similar looks of stop arguing , effectively silencing them. “Thank you for telling us, Dick. We’ll be more careful.” He nodded to his eldest.
Dick smiled, walking up the shallow steps and landing on the platform of the Batcomputer. He looked up at the screen when he noticed Tim turn back to the keyboard, fingers flying across the keys.
“Whatcha up to, Timbers?”
“Running DNA samples on Peter.” he hummed. “Alfred brought me some. They’re processing in the lab, so while I wait, I’m doing some digging on him.”
“And?”
“There aren’t any records for a Peter Parker from Queens, so I extended the search to the rest of the country. A few results, but I don’t think that our Peter is a forty-eight year-old man from Wales with two kids living in Virginia.” Tim rolled his eyes, and Dick snorted.
“Yeah, that doesn’t sound very accurate. Have you filtered yet?”
“Yeah, still nothing.”
“Tim, try looking into a May Jameson-Parker.” Bruce interrupted, and his two sons looked over at his word.
With a nod, Tim went back to typing. By now, Stephanie had ran off to the changing stalls to get ready. Damian, despite reflecting sheer distaste for the topic, was glancing to the computer screen occasionally from his father’s side.
After a few moments, an electronic file expanded across the wide screen of the Batcomputer. A picture of a woman with rosy-beige skin and rich brown hair stared back at the group of vigilantes. She had wrinkles from smiling, and a few stray silver hairs were mixed into her locks.
Along with her photo came a passport, driver’s license, birth certificate, and death certificate.
“...she died four years ago in New York.” Tim said. A few more presses of a button, and her immediate family members' pictures appeared on the screen. A mother, a father, grandparents, cousins, her own aunts and uncles, and…
“Benjamin Franklin Parker. Died at the same time as May.” Bruce vocalized, a frown falling across his face. “...Peter never mentioned his parents. Just these two, and his mentor.”
“Got a name?”
“Tony Stark.”
Seconds later, a search was filtered through every American government database that existed. Bruce never failed to be impressed by Tim's abilities.
“...I’m not seeing anything that immediately stands out.” Tim admitted with some slight frustration. The name was so unique, and only two results had showed up. One of those was for a three-year-old boy, and the other was for someone who recently had their name changed legally.
“That’s alright. Not every lead will give us an answer.” Bruce assured, noticing Tim’s disheartened expression. “...why don’t you hang back tonight, Tim. You can help us on comms with Oracle while you wait for the lab results.”
Tim opened his mouth to argue, but the thought of being the first person to get Peter’s results back was too good to miss. This kid had been so strange already that he couldn’t contain his curiosity.
Satisfied, Bruce turned to Damian, Dick, and Stephanie who had recently come back from the changing stalls. “Dick, are you up for a patrol?”
The man in question sighed dramatically, leaning his head back. “I guess .” he grumbled, but was unable to cover up the little smile gracing his features. “Give me a few minutes to get ready.”
While Dick trudged away to get suited up, and Stephanie joined Tim at the computer to ask about the DNA tests, Bruce’s attention was grabbed by Damian.
“Father, I’d like a word with you.” he demanded, voice tight.
Bruce frowned, but nodded. The two crossed the Bat Cave, getting far enough away from the others where they could speak quietly to each other in low tones without being overheard.
“...I do not like Peter Parker.” Damian admitted, glaring at the stone floor below his boots. “There is something wrong with him. He’s not–”
“Normal?” Bruce finished for his youngest. After a second, Damian gave a tight, affirmative nod. “...I know, Damian. Alfred said that he came here in some sort of super suit.”
“I am worried that he is not who he says he is. Why didn’t his name come up when Drake searched? Or his mentor’s? What if he has been lying this entire time–”
“Son,” Bruce cut him off quickly, kneeling down on a knee and resting a heavy hand on his shoulder. The contact made Damian blink harshly, forcing himself to look his father in the eye. “...your concerns are valid. He could be lying to us. But I think I’d rather him lie to us here , where we can keep an eye on him, than let him be somewhere else where we have no control.”
Damian bit the inside of his cheek. It was a habit that Bruce quickly noticed both Damian and Peter shared. He got the feeling that they were more similar than Damian would want to admit.
“Alfred is going to make the call to Jason tonight.” That made Damian’s eyes widen a bit. “We’ve got some suspicions about Peter, and he’s going to be able to help us quite a lot if he agrees.”
“Jason is coming home?” Damian asked, having to mask his obvious hope with a forced scowl. “You think that’s a good idea?”
“I do.” Bruce confirmed with a nod. “And I think that having Jason around anytime is a good thing. He’s mine, just like you are, Damian.”
The youngest Wayne son could only nod, glare forming on his face when Dick approached the two, wearing his blue and black suit and domino mask.
“Alright, B, I’m ready when you guys are.” Dick smiled, cracking his knuckles. He whistled toward the computer, grabbing the attention of Steph, who jogged over to the group after saying goodbye to Tim.
With his children gathered and all of their gear ready, the patrol group went to their respective modes of transportation, and took off into the night of Gotham.
“You want me to do what?” Peter asked, eyes widening at Bruce across the counter. The spoon in his own hand, full of milk and cereal, was left hovering close to his mouth as he stared in slight disbelief at him.
“I’d like for you to register for school, Peter.” Bruce repeated, a careful smile on his face. “You’re still young, and I think it would be good for you to get that opportunity.”
The teen grew quiet, chewing the inside of his cheek. Bruce wanted him to go to school. That could be potentially great and disastrous at the same time.
On one hand, if Peter went to school, he could have access to a chemistry lab once more. This would mean he could start making his own web fluid again, and becoming Spider-man would be so much easier.
On the other hand, if Peter went to school, then Bruce would find out he had no papers. No birth certificate, no family, no proof of citizenship… Bruce would discover that Peter was not supposed to exist.
And that could be very disastrous.
“..I’m uh, not so sure, Mr. Wayne.” Peter glanced awkwardly to the side, trying to make up an excuse at the speed of light. Despite his efforts, nothing he could think of made sense.
“We would take it slow, Peter.” Bruce assured evenly. “You’re supposed to be in the tenth grade, but since the term is ending so soon, we’ll let you choose whether or not you progress to the eleventh.”
Repeating sophomore year? That sounded horrible.
“Can you tell me the name of your previous school?” Bruce asked, folding his hands patiently on the countertop in front of himself.
Peter chewed his cheek once more. Did Midtown exist here? He hadn’t thought that far ahead when he was doing research in the Library.
“Midtown School of Science and Technology. It’s in New York.” Oh well, he might as well take a shot.
Surprisingly, Bruce’s eyes held some sort of recognition. “I believe I’ve heard of that one. It requires an entrance exam, yes?”
Peter nodded, looking down at his cereal bowl. The relief he felt was immense, but he couldn’t outwardly show it.
“That makes you a very smart kid, Peter.” The man of the house affirmed. “The school that my children attend, Gotham Preparatory School, also requires an entrance exam.” Bruce explained. “I’m sure they aren’t too different from each other.”
“..would I take the exam now, since the term is ending soon?” Peter asked. “Or would I wait until August?”
“That would be up to you, Pete.” Bruce smiled. “It all depends on when you feel ready to start.”
Peter let the thought roll around in his brain. Overall, despite the risks involved, going to school honestly sounded really good right about now. The pros outweighed the cons. Besides, technically Bruce was already hiding Peter from CPS, and he was rich. If Peter didn’t make his own fake records, he was sure that Bruce could have it done.
“...I don’t uh.. I don’t have any records.” Peter mumbled, stirring his soggy cereal around in the bowl. He wasn’t complaining, though. Soggy frosted flakes were the best.
Bruce seemed to mull this revelation over for a few moments, brows pinching together as he thought. “...we’ll pull some strings, Peter.”
Once again, the instant relief was satisfying, but he neglected to show it through his body language. Instead, he mumbled a quiet cool and finished his cereal in silence.
Bruce left the kitchen shortly after Peter finished eating, promising him that he could have everything sorted out in a few weeks. The teen smiled, waving to Bruce as the man exited the kitchen.
Alfred was surprisingly not around. After asking Karen, she confirmed that the man was currently cleaning the bedrooms, and was making Stephanie’s bed at the current moment. Bruce had disappeared to the first floor study, which unfortunately meant no snooping there.
Once again, Peter was left with nothing to do. For a house so big and full of life, it was easy to get bored when the rest of the kids his age were at school.
“ Boo– ” A sudden shout and hands on his shoulders made Peter yelp, surprising him as his senses took over. In milliseconds he had grabbed the empty cereal bowl and weaponized the porcelain, swinging it back and turning his body in his stool to face the sudden presence that he hadn’t noticed enter the room.
Dick shouted in surprise, catching Peter’s wrist seconds before the bowl could collide with his head. His eyes were wide, and he stared down at Peter. “Woah– Peter it’s just me–” he tried to quickly ease, a firm grip unwavering on the teen’s wrist.
Peter sucked in a harsh breath through his teeth, eyes flickering across Dick’s face. After a few seconds, he relaxed his shoulders, a feeling of unease washing over him.
“Shit- sorry– ” he apologized, pulling himself away from Dick, much to the man’s surprise. “I didn’t hear you come in-”
“No, no it’s okay, Peter-” Dick quickly affirmed, raising his hands up in mock surrender. For some reason, Dick was surprised when Peter pulled away. “I shouldn’t have snuck up on you.” he laughed awkwardly.
Peter allowed the rest of his body to fall out of its alert state, and fully sat back down on the barstool. “..sorry for trying to hit you with a bowl.”
“Nope. You’re good, kid.” Dick smiled, slowly lowering his hands and dropping them into the pockets of his pajama pants. “You okay after last night? Hear any more suspicious sounds?” Dick teased, changing the subject.
The shift was welcomed readily by Peter. He sighed, rolling his eyes with a little smile. “..nah. That bed is too comfortable, though. I almost didn’t get up when Alfred came to wake me up.”
“Pfft– yeah, first night is always the coziest.” Dick agreed, crossing the kitchen and getting his own bowl of cereal ready to eat. “You got a plan yet for today?”
“No, not really. Everyone else is at school, so I was just going to hang out. Maybe take a few naps.” Peter snickered, shaking his head. He could never get too many naps.
“Oh, c’mon. Naps are no fun. It’s a nice day, why not go outside?” Dick suggested, sitting one stool away from Peter. “The property is huge. Maybe you could go meet Damian’s cow?”
“Pfft, I dunno. I think the kid might kill me if I went anywhere near his animals.” Peter joked, resting his head in his hand. “..I could go outside, though. Maybe explore.”
“That sounds like a good idea. You shouldn’t stay cooped up all day, this place is so dark.” Dick hummed, pulling out his phone.
Peter stared at the device, envy creeping up his neck. Oh how he missed having one of those, even if the ones in this universe were outdated. “...yeah, tell me about it.”
After a few minutes, Dick glanced over to Peter from his screen and paused, realization dawned on him. “...you don’t have a phone, do you?”
“Nope.” The teen confirmed.
Dick frowned, looking back down at his screen. “..would you want a phone? It would let you easily keep in contact with everyone.” he suggested. “Even while the others are at school, you could still text them?”
“It might be a while before I can pay for a phone, but eventually getting one would be nice.” Dick opened his mouth to speak, but Peter started again before he could. “And I know you’re gonna say something like Bruce can pay for it , right?”
Dick shut his mouth.
“Exactly. I’m not gonna ask Mr. Wayne for a phone, those are expensive. Even if he is a billionaire, I haven’t done anything to warrant getting a phone.” Peter shrugged. “I’ll get one eventually.”
“...if you say so, Pete.” Dick relented, but still seemed mostly unconvinced. “...but if you ever do wanna ask-”
“I will, I promise.” Peter snickered, lightly kicking Dick with his foot. “Aren’t you a cop? Shouldn’t you be getting ready for work?”
“I took the day off.” Dick shrugged. “New kid in the Manor is a big deal to this family. I’ll drive back to Blüdhaven tonight.”
“So you’ll be home all day?”
“Mhm.”
“...wanna show me around outside?”
Dick smiled, setting his phone down on the counter and taking a bite of cereal. After chewing, swallowing, and clearing his throat, he responded.
“Why I’d love to, Pete.”
Batchat
Dick ; Peter is HELLA strong guys
Steph ; oh yeah?
Dick ; Yeah. I just nightwing-gripped his wrist because he swung when I accidentally scared him, and he managed to pull away without even struggling
Steph ; DAM
Bruce ; Language. Dick, where are you two right now?
Dick ; About to head outside, he wants to explore the property
Bruce ; See if you can test any more of his abilities while you two are outside. I’ve got a suspicion that I’d like to see if you can confirm.
Dick ; You’re talkin like Tim but whats up :D ?
Bruce ; Peter could potentially be a meta.
Duke ; guys I’m in class please stop spamming.
Duke ; WHAT.
Duke ; GUYS WHAT.
Duke ; BRUCE DON’T JSUT SAY TH AT THEN NOT RESPOND.
Notes:
OKAY ! If you aren't on my Tumblr, then you won't know why this chapter took a bit longer to make. But, as some of you know, I'm a highschooler! I'm in my senior year, and because of that, I've been extremely busy with musical rehearsals, graduation prep, prom prep, and college prep. So I'm sorry this one took longer than expected to get out 3 If you're not on my Tumblr, then I highly suggest that you go check it out! Not only do I post updates there, but I also post silly doodles and answer questions over there! It's a highly enjoyable time :]
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Chapter 5: The Mixed Opinions of the Masses
Notes:
Hi guys :) This chapter is a fun one for a few reasons. One, it's dedicated to Rex and their melted bowl. Two, it's exactly 5,005 words long! I find that goofy because it's chapter 5. Another reason, is because we're finally getting into some big plot stuff (You guys will understand shortly...)
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Semi-Graphic violence (No blood, just a physical fight)Stay safe everyone <3
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Chapter Text
“You guys actually have a barn??” Peter exclaimed, eyes wide with both surprise and joy. The large building before him stood sturdy and proud, and definitely smelled like a barn. There was a fenced off yard attached to the back of it, with a chicken coop nearby as well.
Dick laughed, patting Peter’s shoulder. “Duh. I wasn’t lying to you.” he hummed good-heartedly, and approached the doors. Once he tugged open one of them, the two ventured inside.
The space was lit with strung up lights on cross beams and support columns that held up both the roof and the second story hayloft. There were many empty stalls, but when Peter walked up to the largest one in the back, he was absolutely delighted to be greeted by a real cow.
She was white with brown spots in various places, including across her eyes that looked like a mask. Funnily enough, it reminded him of the masks that the heroes in this universe wore.
“I see that you’ve met Batcow.” Dick smiled, coming to stand next to Peter. The two leaned on the gate of the stall, looking at the cow with mutual feelings of admiration.
“Batcow?” Peter questioned, watching as the animal lazily lifted her head to look up at the two. She huffed her nose in their direction.
“Mhm. Damian named her, he’s a big fan of Batman.” Dick responded. Peter thought about that for a moment. Just another thing about the kid that was surprising. First animals, and now he’s a superhero fan?
“That’s.. Really sweet, actually.” he smiled, resting his head on his arms as he continued to just observe Batcow.
Dick pulled away after a few moments, looking around the barn with his hands on his hips. “Y’know, Alfred should be around here somewhere.”
“Alfred? But wasn’t he inside?”
“Yeah, I’m not talking about that Alfred.” Dick snickered, shaking his head. “I’m talking about the cat.”
Peter paused, turning and looking at Dick with a raised brow and an amused smile. “...there’s a cat named Alfred?”
Dick nodded, continuing to scan the barn from his spot. Peter joined him in searching, but instead of staying planted in one place, he started walking around. The teen peeked into the stalls, looked behind bales of hay, and even peeked outside to the fenced in yard.
“He might be up in the hayloft.” Dick announced when Peter stepped back inside. The man was looking up toward said space, squinting in thought. “I don’t know where they keep the ladder to get up there- the barn was put here after I had moved out already.”
“...I mean, why don’t we just climb up?” Peter suggested, mimicking Dick’s posture and placing his hands on his hips while he looked for the easiest path up. “It can’t be that hard.”
“Be my guest, but I don’t wanna get any splinters.” Dick snickered, shaking his head. “I can give you a boost, though?”
“Nah, I’ve got this.” Peter hummed confidently, walking up to the junction where a column met a gate. Making sure that the gate itself was locked, he climbed on top of the wood and held onto the column.
Alright, Peter. You can’t make this too obvious. He mentally reminded himself as he started his climb. If he was alone out here, he would have scaled the column in seconds thanks to his spider-abilities.
Unfortunately, he had an audience. So instead he took his time, finding footholds and handholds to pull himself up with. What should have taken five seconds ended up taking a whole minute, but when he pulled himself up onto the hayloft, he breathed out a sigh of relief.
“Impressive, Pete!” Dick called from the ground floor, shooting the teen a big smile and two thumbs up. “You’re looking for a black cat that looks like it has socks on.”
“Got it.” Peter called back, starting to slowly and carefully walk around the second story hayloft. It was much darker up here, but luckily for him, he had a supercomputer in his ear.
“Hi, Peter. I’m picking up a heat signature asleep to your left.”
Peter nodded subtly. It was a form of thanks that wouldn’t be questioned by Dick, unlike if Peter had chosen to say thank you.
The teen moved carefully, feet making no sound. His borrowed shoes were a size too big, but the thick socks that Alfred had provided helped fill the extra space in front of his toes. The shoes themselves were a rusty red pair of converse with sharpie drawings all over the soles and toe.
Creeping around a large stack of wooden crates, Peter was quietly delighted to find a black and white cat sleeping in the sun rays peeking through a boxy window. He could hear the purring from where he stood.
“Dick,” he whisper-yelled, walking to the low-fenced edge of the catwalk. “I found Alfred, he’s asleep up here.”
Dick paused, but then quickly nodded in understanding. “Come down, then. I don’t wanna disturb him.” he suggested, taking a few precautionary steps toward the columns in case Peter fell. “Be careful.”
“Pfffsh, please. Careful is my middle name.” He rolled his eyes, stepping over the low fence that acted as the railing of the catwalk. First, he lowered into a crouch. Then, once he had his hands confidently gripping the edge of the wood, he hopped and let his legs fall until he was dangling from the edge.
His converse hit the ground a second later, and he turned to Dick with a smile. “Told you.”
“Yeah, yeah.” Dick rolled his eyes, reaching over and dusting off Peter’s shoulders. “..hey, what is your middle name, anyways?”
At first, Peter wanted to immediately lie. Giving them too much information could only lead to disaster. But was his middle name really that detrimental?
“Benjamin. I was named after my uncle.” He smiled, and Dick gave him one in return. They continued to speak as they exited the barn together.
“I like that. Mine is Johnathan.” Dick huffed, rolling his eyes as he pushed the barn door shut. “Way common, am I right?”
“Hey, so is Benjamin. There’s nothing wrong with that, I like your middle name.” Peter complimented, continuing their exploration of the property.
In the distance, he could see the sloping walls of the property. He had already seen them before, on his first day here. It gave him a sense of just how big the property actually was. He could see the walls on one end, but not the other.
“Whatever you say.” Dick shrugged, slipping his hands into the pockets of his jeans. “...you like running?”
“You could say that.” Peter hummed, already having a guess as to where this conversation was going.
“Wanna race?” Dick suggested, stopping in his tracks. Peter joined him, looking out at the distance. The perfectly manicured grass of the Wayne’s expansive back lawn would be an even texture to run on.
“Sure, but no guarantees that I’ll go easy on you.” Peter joked, earning a snicker from Dick. “Where’s the finish line?”
“The wall on the other side- three two one GO– ” Dick’s last few words were rushed, and as soon as he got the word “go” out, the man had taken off, sprinting across the yard.
Peter laughed, caught off guard by his eagerness. He of course did not let that stop him from giving chase, and in no time he was even with the man.
When Dick glanced over and spotted Peter, the surprised expression on his face was priceless. He almost wished that he had a camera. It made Peter laugh, shaking his head and pushing his calves to go further.
Gradually, Peter’s steps became greater than Dick’s, and his speed picked up bit by bit until he had passed the man completely. In the distance, the wall that he previously couldn’t see was coming into view.
He could have sworn that he heard Dick say “Holy shit–” under his breath, and part of Peter got nervous. Maybe he shouldn’t be running as fast as he could. Dick was a trained cop, after all, and was extremely fit.
But Peter was also not going to give up when victory was in sight.
The race ended with Peter sliding to a stop, placing his hands on the wall for extra help in stopping fully. He breathed heavily, feeling his heart thumping against his chest in a satisfying overdrive.
Unlike his previous panics that made his heart beat fast, this kind of speed was welcomed. This kind of rush felt so much better than the rush of panic. This rush was the rush of adrenaline coursing through his veins.
Dick joined him seconds later, slowing to a jog and standing a few feet to Peter’s right. He too was breathing heavily, and had a stupid big grin on his face.
“Did you do track or something?? Dude, that was so cool!!” Dick declared, and despite Peter’s humbled glances to the side, he continued. “You’re way fast! I mean- not like, The Flash fast, but you’re fast !” he chuckled, shaking Peter’s shoulders excitedly.
“Okay, okay!--” Peter laughed, playfully shoving Dick off. “Lay off! I’m fast, sure.” he shook out his arms, the waves of adrenaline slowly starting to wane off the longer he stood still. “I never did track, no. It’s probably genetic.”
“Genetic my ass.” Dick huffed playfully. “That’s talent, kid. If you decide to go to Gotham Prep, they’ve got a great track program that you would enjoy.” they started walking back toward the manor as they spoke. “Maybe you could even convince Cass or Tim to join you.”
“Tim? Running ?” Peter snorted, rolling his eyes at the mental image that came to mind. “Yeah, right. I doubt he can even pick up a textbook without complaining about the weight.” he teased, looking down at the grass as they walked. “He’s all brains.”
“Don’t let him hear you say that.” Dick hummed. “But you’re kinda right. Tim’s stronger than he lets on, but that’s because he is smarter than he is stronger.” The man paused speaking for a moment as a light lit up behind his eyes. “You and him can be our resident nerds.”
“I’m sorry, your resident what?” Peter almost stuttered, giving Dick a semi-offended glance.
“Resident nerds! You and Tim are both smart as hell, so you’re nerds.” Dick grinned, looking proudly forward.
“You don’t know if I’m smart or not.” Peter pointed out, giving Dick a light shove that made the man slightly stumble. Okay, maybe it wasn’t light.
Ever since crawling out of the harbor, Peter’s strength output had been thrown way off. It was harder to keep control of it, which didn’t make much sense. Had he gotten stronger? Could crossing universes do that to someone?
Dick recovered as fast as he had been pushed aside, not mentioning the stumble at all. “I heard you and Bruce talking about your old school. Midtown sounds like a nerd school.”
“It’s not a nerd school.” Peter rolled his eyes. “It’s a school of science and technology.”
“So nerd school.”
“Oh screw off–”
The two fell into a contained fit of laughter as they walked up the steps of the back door. Maybe it was the leftover adrenaline buzzing through his bones, or maybe it was the laughter, but something made the back of his neck light up.
Peter tingle, the teen thought abruptly. His laughter faltered, but he recovered before Dick could even think something was wrong.
Hevery quickly realized why the Peter Tingle had been set off, though. When Dick pulled open the door, and the two started walking toward the kitchen, that feeling of danger, danger, DANGER became more pronounced than it had since Thanos .
Something in the kitchen was as dangerous as Thanos.
Something in the kitchen could likely kill Thanos.
Peter had to swallow his fear. Him and Dick rounded the corner and entered through the archway, where they were greeted by the presence of Alfred and an unfamiliar man.
He was tall- taller than Bruce. Maybe even more muscular. His hair was short and black, with a stark white chunk of white right on his hairline. His skin, despite being pale and clear, was covered in little knicks, cuts, and scars. They littered his face, his neck, and his arms.
He had on a black t-shirt and equally dark jeans, alongside scuffed combat boots. A brown leather jacket had been thrown over the back of one of the chairs in the breakfast nook. A red motorcycle helmet sat on the breakfast nook table. Peter had to assume both items belonged to the new man.
When he turned and faced Peter, the teen held his breath involuntarily. Green eyes met green, and it was like a tidal wave had crashed against a cliff. Within seconds, every feeling of danger completely disappeared from Peter’s body.
It was uncanny, and left him feeling dizzy. He held strong, however, and studied the man like a book. He was dangerous, and now he’s not. What changed when he saw me?
“Jason!” Dick greeted with a big smile. He approached the man with open arms for a hug, only to get playfully shoved aside. Jason huffed, rolling his eyes and shooting Dick a seemingly playful glare.
“Fuck off, Dick-” he grumbled, eyes meeting Peter once more. “...hey. Bruce called, but I couldn’t make it until now.” he paused, watching Peter like a hawk.
“..yeah, I think they mentioned you.” Peter eventually responded, feeling extremely small standing in the room with him. “I’m–”
“Peter Parker. I know, they filled me in.” Jason huffed, sitting down at the island counter. He gave off an air of annoyance and hostility, but with the way that Dick was acting, Peter for some reason doubted that Jason would be hurting anyone. At least, right now.
But he had definitely wanted to. He had been ready to fight Peter until he had seen him for the first time.
“Oh.” Peter responded quietly. He hesitated, but crossed the room after a moment, pulling a water bottle from the fridge and twisting the cap open. Running around outside paired with this had left his throat dry.
Alfred glanced between the two, giving Jason a quiet look. I told you, Young Peter is no threat to be concerned about, is what he would have said if Peter was not in the room. Instead, he settled for communicating silently.
Jason froze under Alfred’s scrutiny, glancing over to Peter. Even with the teen’s back turned, it wasn’t hard to tell just how nervous he was. What am I supposed to do? I can’t make someone NOT scared of me, that’s kind of the opposite of what I do, is what Jason wanted to say.
Tim was terrified of you once, and now you’re closer than the grass is to the soil. Say something before I do, Alfred’s eyes shifted to Peter once more.
I don’t even know what I would say anyways, go for it, Jason rolled his eyes, leaning back and crossing his arms and looking away with a frustrated scowl.
“Peter, have you had a chance to look through Master Bruce’s novel collections yet?” Alfred asked, grabbing Peter’s attention. He looked over, leaning against the door of the fridge.
“No, not yet,” he hummed, glancing down at the water. “It would be cool, though. Does he have a lot?”
“Does he?” Jason chimed in sarcastically, sharing a glance with Alfred. “Kid, Bruce has just about every book on the damn face of the Earth.”
“..oh yeah?” Peter looked over to Jason. “...I bet he doesn’t.”
The man on the barstool paused, glancing one more time at Alfred. Then, he met Peter once more with a little smirk. “Wanna test that?”
Something ignited in Peter’s chest at the playful challenge, and he found himself smiling. “...yeah, yeah I do wanna test that.”
Twenty minutes later, Dick, Jason, and Peter were standing in the largest library of the Manor. Peter was in awe, walking between shelves and running his hands along the spines of books. They were all organized, and most were in impeccable condition. Others looked like they were barely being held together.
“Name any book, and I bet he has it. Either in here, or in one of the other rooms.” Jason challenged, standing at one of the three wooden tables. The spaces looked like they would be great for studying, and Peter could quite literally imagine Duke, Cass, and Tim sitting around one doing their homework together.
“ Any book?” Peter hummed, glancing at a complete collection of written word by Tennessee Williams.
“Any book.” Jason confirmed. “I know these books like the back of my hand. If he has it, I can find it for proof.”
“We’ll start easy then.” Peter snickered. “To Kill a Mockingbird?”
“Pfft- c’mon, anything but that. ”
“Fine, fine… Pride and Prejudice?”
“Oh, kid. Kid you don’t even know what door you’ve just opened.”
When Bruce got the text from Tim that the lab results were in, he was in the middle of a meeting. Needless to say, he left early. Because when you’re the owner of an entire company, you can leave whenever you damn well please.
Did he drive home needlessly fast? Sure. Did he almost forget to turn off the car when he parked? Maybe. But is that really important at the moment?
Upon entering the Manor, Bruce was greeted by Cassandra, Duke, and Tim all huddled in the foyer looking at Tim’s phone.
“Tim? Cass? What are you doing?” he asked with some skepticism, taking off his jacket and hanging it in the nearby mud closet.
“We’re trying to figure out a way to get into the.. Office.” Duke explained, glancing up at Bruce before back down at Tim’s phone. When Bruce stepped closer to get a better look, he saw the feed from the Manor’s security systems displayed on the screen.
“...and why can’t you just go in like normal?”
“Because Jason is home, and he and Peter are running around like wild animals looking for books.” Tim grumbled, obviously not too happy with the current situation. “I think they’re playing some game, but they’ve been in and out of the study twice since we’ve come home. We don’t know when they’ll go in again.”
Bruce processed the information for a few seconds. Jason had come home, and seemingly, was already getting along great with Peter. That was fantastic news! But whatever game they were playing was inconvenient.
“Have you tried texting Jason and telling him to keep Peter somewhere?”
“He never responds to me, Cass’ phone is dead, and Duke is pretty sure Jason blocked him.”
Bruce sighed heavily, rubbing a hand across his face. “Right. Of course.” he shut his eyes, internally counting to ten. “...where are they currently?”
“Third floor library, but they’ve been in there for a while. I think they’re gonna come back down soon.” Tim replied, tilting the screen for Bruce to see better.
“...You three are trained vigilantes. You can’t just sneak around him?” Bruce asked with a lowered volume, giving the teens a testy brow raise.
Duke smiled sheepishly and glanced away. “I mean, yeah , but what if they caught us? Jason is the type to point us out, even if it means risking exposing us.”
“Duke’s right, Jason’s an asshole.” Tim snorted. “And before you get on me for my language, they just left the library and are headed back downstairs.”
The minutes felt like they dragged forever as the four waited in tense anticipation for where Jason and Peter would end up next.
“..is that Dick following them?”
“Yeah, put your glasses on.” Tim snuffed.
“Text your brother and tell him to keep them occupied away from the study.” Bruce deadpanned. For his children to be so intelligent, they sometimes lacked critical thinking skills.
He noticed the way that the three teens immediately froze in place, sharing glances of oh, yeah that’s also an option. Duke hesitantly pulled his phone from his pocket, fingers flying. On the screen, the others watched as Dick pulled out his own phone upon receiving a notification.
Dick Grayson
Duke ; hey dick can you try holding jay and peter in one room? we need to get into the bc
Dick ; Oh sure :D !! We’re going to the second floor archive rn so have fun !!! :))
Duke ; thanks d :)
“They’re gonna stay in the archive for as long as Dick can keep them there.” Duke informed everyone else. Almost immediately, Tim was pocketing his phone, and the group was making their way toward the first floor study.
“You three were really making this much harder on yourselves than necessary.” Bruce hummed, an air of playfulness in his tone.
“Oh, come off it.” Cass signed with an angry eye roll. “We did what we could.”
“You could have also asked for Alfred’s help.” The man of the house reminded them, and they silently entered the study. Duke shut the door behind everyone while Bruce turned the hands of the grandfather clock.
Seconds later, the clock slid. After confirming their identities with their hands on a scanner next to the hidden door, the four descended down into the cave with the clock gliding back into place behind them.
“Yeah, yeah.” Tim huffed, and once they made it to the bottom of the stairs, he took off toward the Batcomputer.
Bruce chuckled, watching Duke and Cassandra follow their brother with excitement in their steps. The three teens crowded around the keyboard, and Tim stared at the screen as he typed. By the time Bruce arrived at the computer, Tim was pulling up the results.
As expected, there were no records anywhere on the globe that had this DNA, which meant that they weren’t any closer to figuring out where Peter really came from. They could, however, see the composition of his DNA.
“If Peter is a meta, this is how we’ll know.” Tim hummed, putting Peter’s results to one side of the screen, and a control sample on the other side so that they could compare. The differences were immediately evident.
“...what’s that?” Duke asked, pointing to a large discolored strand. “That’s not normal, right?”
“That’s not human. ” Bruce remedied, a frown etching onto his features. He was glad that they found Peter quickly. If there was an unaccounted for Meta in Gotham… well he wouldn’t know what to think.
“What is it then?” Duke rolled his eyes, pressing on. “Is he some kind of alien? Maybe Kryptonian?”
“No, Kryptonian DNA looks much different than this.” Tim hummed, brows pinching together as he thought.
“You would know all about Kryptonian DNA being different.”
“Don’t make fun of your brother for his romantic tastes.” Bruce shot Cassandra a warning glare, and the girl just snickered quietly behind her hands.
“It’s arachnid.” Tim said after a few more moments, staring up at the screen. “And the discoloration? That’s radiation.”
“I’m sorry- Radiation?? ” Duke blanched, staring up at the screen once more with wide eyes. “Like, nuclear stuff?”
“Yeah.” Tim mumbled, staring up at the screen. “...I’m surprised it hasn’t eaten away at his cells from the inside out. Peter shouldn’t be alive right now with how much is in his system.”
“It’s like he’s a conductor…” Bruce commented quietly. “...is he producing radiation?”
“No, I think we’d be able to tell.” Tim glanced offhandedly to Duke, then up to his father, then back to the screen. “...look at that.”
Tim expanded an image on the screen. It was from one of the many high-grade microscopes that they had in the lab. Most of which had the capability to see things the size of cells or smaller. The part that he had expanded upon was the chemical components that weave together the double-helix shape of DNA.
“...that’s dead matter.”
“ Was dead matter.” Tim corrected Bruce. “It’s not dead anymore.”
“So he’s not human.” The voice of Damian Wayne grabbed the attention of everyone, who turned to look at the boy standing across the cave at the bottom of the stairs. He had his arms crossed across his school uniformed torso, and a deep glare in his eyes.
Bruce steeled himself, standing up a bit straighter. “Not entirely, no.” he pulled away from the group gathered at the Batcomputer, and started approaching his youngest. “Which is why I’m glad he’s here, where we can keep an eye on him.”
“I told you he was strange.”
“I know, Damian.”
“I told you that we shouldn’t trust him. You have a rule against his kind.”
“There are exceptions, remember? Like your brother, and the Kents when they visit.”
“Why should he be given an exception when we don’t even know him. ”
Bruce paused a few yards from Damian, frowning softly. His youngest had always been touchy, especially when it came to inviting new members to the Manor. But this transition with Peter just kept getting worse and worse.
“I will not sit complacent while a threat is walking free above us.” Damian’s glare hardened, and before anyone could reach him, he was running back up the stairs.
“ Shit– Damian!!--” Bruce shouted after him, immediately giving chase. Every terrible scenario came to mind: Damian fighting Peter and winning. Even worse, Damian fighting Peter and losing .
By the time Bruce made it into the study, the door had already been flung open, and he could hear his youngest’s footsteps gradually getting further and further away. “Damian!!--” he shouted, trying to stop the boy with his words.
Bruce wasn’t sure what he would do if another one of his children ended up hurt.
“Dude, I think you’re just making this up.” Jason scoffed, flipping through the old-fashioned cardboard catalog kept in the main library with every book that they owned. “There’s no such thing as a book called The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane. ”
“I’m telling you, there is! I’ve read it so many times!” Peter insisted, sitting on the nearest table criss-cross, holding his ankles in his hands. “The author is Kate DiCamillo!”
“DiCamillo is a science fiction author.” Jason shot the kid a playful glare. “Why would she write a novel about a porcelain rabbit doll?”
“It’s a story about growth , Jason. About bettering yourself through your experiences with different people. Like I said, the rabbit doll goes from some rich prude to a really sweet guy!!”
“Mhm, I totally think that you’re telling me the truth–”
Both boys were cut off by the door to the library being shoved open. Peter smiled. “Dick!! Took you long enough to go piss, did you get lost trying to find your own–” he was cut off by the sight of Damian rounding a bookshelf, dangerous glare trained on Peter.
The hair on the back of his neck stood on end, and he held his breath for a moment. “...bathroom.”
“ You have been lying to us.” Damian declared, taking slow, calculated steps toward Peter. Jason dislodged himself from the outdated organization system, standing up a bit straighter as his brows pinched together with confusion.
“...Damian, what are you–”
“Shut up, Todd. This doesn’t concern you. ”
Jason paused, glare forming on his own features. “Hold on now, kid. What’s happening–”
“You aren’t human .” Damian seethed through his own gritted teeth, pointing an accusing finger toward Peter. The teen hopped off of the table, moving behind it to put some distance between himself and the surprisingly threatening kid. “There’s something wrong with your DNA.”
“...I don’t know what you’re talking about, Damian-” Peter tried to argue, but had to jump back on instinct and surprise when the kid lunged over the table. Peter’s eyes widened, and suddenly Karen was beeping in his ear.
“Without your suit, I can’t do much to assist you other than track your opponent’s moves.”
But I don’t want to fight this kid– Peter frantically thought, taking quick steps backwards. Just as he was about to bump into a bookshelf, he turned and pivoted, dodging a surprisingly accurate punch.
“Damian I don’t–”
“You’re some spider freak– and we don’t even know where you came from!!--” Damian shouted, making a deadly turn and turning around Peter, aiming for the back.
It was a great thing that Peter’s senses were so damn refined. If they weren’t, then he would have been on the ground.
“Dames–” Jason said through gritted teeth, moving to grab his little brother. “Kid, you gotta stop–”
The doors to the library were thrown open, and Bruce’s frantic and frustrated voice grabbed the attention of everyone except for Damian himself.
“ Damian Wayne– ” The man yelled, stopping in his tracks as he watched the scene play out before himself.
Peter moved automatically, like a finely tuned machine. Every dodge, weave, duck, and step was carefully calculated in less than a second in his mind. Turn, duck, turn, two steps, go left, no fuck go right–
“You don’t belong here!!--” Damian shouted, and suddenly, made a move that even Peter’s senses couldn’t accurately predict in time.
A well placed kick to the side of the knee sent Peter teetering to his side. He came dreadfully close to crashing into the nearest table. But like instinct, his arms shot up.
Stupid muscle memory I don’t have my–
Air rushed past Peter’s ears as he hoisted himself up on something thin, but strong and stringy. He was lifted off of his feet, leaving a startled Damian, a wide eyed Bruce, and a jaw-dropped Jason standing below him.
Peter’s hands were flat on the ceiling, and he panted, opening up his eyes and looking down at the three. Suspended above them, he noticed the rest of the house slowly gathering at the door, peering inside. Their eyes searched, and when they spotted Peter, hanging from the roof, they all paused.
Slowly, Peter looked up, freezing when he saw exactly what had pulled him all the way up to the ceiling of the tall library.
Webs.
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Chapter 6: Everyone is Weirdly Calm About Me Being Upside Down
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Chapter Text
When Stephanie Brown first met Peter Parker, she did not think much of him. Sure, he had appeared out of nowhere, and was apparently dumpster diving when Alfred found him, but to her, he was like every other member of the family. When the possibility of him being meta was announced to the Batchat, she became much more engaged than she previously had been. This quickly escalated from regular Tuesday for the Wayne family to potential super under the Manor roof.
And now, coming home after classes at Gotham University, she stumbles upon the entire family peering into one of the many libraries, staring at Peter on the ceiling .
Huh. This just got about twelve levels deeper.
Dick Grayson left for five minutes. He just had to use the bathroom, and it seems that his timing was, as usual, was the worst . The first thing that he saw, when rounding the corner to return to the library, was Damian throwing the doors open and barging inside.
Isn’t he supposed to be in the Batcave?
Dick reached the doors at the same time as Bruce, who did not even say hello. Instead, he ran in, shouting, with frustration laced in his tone. It caught him off guard at first- who was he mad at???
“ Damian Wayne– ”
Well that answered that question. Seconds later, in a blur of moving bodies and thrown punches, Peter fell back. Dick winced, bracing to hear the crash of the lanky teen on the table, and when it never came, he blinked in confusion.
And suddenly, Peter was on the ceiling.
“Shit, B–” Tim winced, stumbling after his father with wide eyes. “I’m sorry– someone should have been watching him, but he wandered off when we got home from school so we just assumed–” he tried explaining, but in the end knew that it would not make the situation better.
Way to go, Tim Drake, overexplaining your actions once more.
Bruce, despite his age, was miles faster than Tim, meaning that while he and the others got further, Tim only lagged behind. It was as unfortunate as it was handy, because at least he got to better prepare himself for what was waiting in the library.
Firstly, Jason was doing nothing. Good job, big bro. Real responsible of you. Even worse , Peter was nowhere to be found.
“Wh- Where is–”
Tim’s eyes drifted up, and when he saw the teen hanging from the ceiling , palms flat against the surface, he could not stop his jaw from dropping.
Cass knew that Peter was different. She could tell from the moment that they met. She found it funny how he thought that he was good at hiding it, but the constant flickering of his eyes, and the way he tensed up almost all the time, gave it all away.
She just wished that he could understand that things would be okay.
She was not sure what she had been expecting when she reached the library door and peered around Bruce’s side, but seeing Damian and Peter fighting certainly made sense in the grand scheme of things. But was it really a fight if Peter was not punching back?
His movements were all extremely calculated, though, she could see the gears turning at light speed in his mind. It was as impressive as it was surprising.
Then, next thing she knew, Peter had shot something out of his wrists, attached it to the ceiling of the room, and hoisted himself up with the strength of an olympic deadlifter. Once again, it was impressive.
Until she saw the expression of utter panic on his face, and her impressed feelings turned to those of concern.
Duke should have been expecting this. From the moment Bruce had proposed Peter being meta, he had started picking up on little things. The way Peter walked, the way he looked like he always had something to say… It finally started making sense.
He really wished that he could trust his gut more, because his gut told him from the moment that he and Peter had met that Peter was different. Different like him.
Hearing that he had Arachnid DNA had been a shock, but the radioactivity in his cells was even worse.
It was like his family had said: Peter, realistically, should be dead.
But here he was, going toe-to-toe with an al Ghul. Damian to be exact. At first, Duke wanted to step in the moment he spotted them fighting. Peter was going to get himself hurt, or worse.
But he kept dodging, weaving, and ducking. It almost looked like a dance. It confused him more than anything else- Peter had so much experience. He was not just a meta, he was a trained meta.
A trained meta who went from the floor to the ceiling in less than two seconds.
Jason was more confused than he had been in a long time. Clearly he was missing some sort of information, especially when Damian started accusing him of being a meta.
Maybe he should not leave the family group chat as much as he does.
“Dames–” he said through gritted teeth, reaching for his brother’s shoulder only to be shoved away. “Kid, you gotta stop–”
But Damian ignored him, and while the kid advanced with a deadly glint in his eyes, Peter ducked, dodged, weaved, and avoided everything thrown at him.
Almost everything.
Damian side stepped and got a lucky strike, and it was from a move that Jason very clearly recognized as being from the League of Assassins. A deadly move.
Jason moved before he could even think, reaching and grabbing Damian once more. He wanted to shout, but before he could, the sound of fast movement through the air caught his attention.
He looked up, freezing with wide eyes and a slack jaw. Peter was on the ceiling.
Damian did not think that he was doing anything wrong. He had a duty to protect his family, and he would let nothing stand in his way. Not Father, not Jason, and certainly not the outsider.
The outsider was the problem, after all. The outsider was the reason that Damian even felt the need to protect at the moment. He did not belong here .
Honestly, he was not even sure what he was saying. All that he knew was that he was speaking, Jason was trying to stop him, and Bruce was shouting from the doorway to the Library.
But Damian ignored them, with his goal hard set in his mind. Peter Parker would no longer be a threat to this family- Damian’s family.
He stepped forward, and Peter took two steps back. Damian went one direction and Peter went the other. He swung, and Peter ducked with seconds to spare. It would have gone on forever, if not for Damian’s specialized training.
At least he could thank the League of Assassins for something.
But no amount of League training could have prepared Damian for Peter flying. Or at least, he thought that he was flying. Upon quick and closer inspection, though, Peter was not flying.
No, he had created webs from his wrists and pulled himself to the ceiling. And based on Peter’s expression, he was just as startled as Damian was.
There was a ringing in his ears, a pounding in his chest, and a fuzzy voice in his right ear. Peter’s senses had gone on overdrive, and frankly, he felt like he was dying.
He had not even lasted a week, and the Wayne’s already knew he was not entirely human. Every possible horrible scenario came to mind- the inevitability of his outcasting hitting him harder than a brick to the chest.
They’re going to kick me out, Peter’s mind rambled. They’re going to turn me into some freaky government organization. They’re going to have me removed–
“Peter, your senses are working on overdrive. Would you like for me to advise?”
Peter’s mouth was dry, he couldn’t answer. He looked up to his hands, which were flat against the ceiling and sticking like his life depended on it- It does depend on it, Damian still hates me.
He looked down toward the floor of the library, legs dangling with the light fixtures. Peter glanced between the different members of the family, some having filed in, others standing in the doorway in shock.
There was no way he was coming down. Not yet at least. So, he hoisted himself up, flipping upside down and sitting on the ceiling, tilting his neck and watching the family.
“....I knew it !!!--” Damian lashed out, shouting expletives in a language that definitely was not English, and made the teen flinch. Peter wished he understood, watching as Dick dragged Damian out of the room by his arms. The door was shut behind them.
This room had windows, Peter could still get out. He wasn’t entirely trapped. He still had an out.
“...Peter,” Bruce started evenly, keeping his voice measured. “...I apologize on Damian’s behalf, this is not how he should have approached this.” When Peter didn’t answer, he took it as his cue to continue. “...I understand that you’re probably terrified right now, but let me try to assure you: we aren’t upset.”
Peter’s neck hairs stood on end at his words. He glanced from Bruce’s stony face to Jason’s slack jaw, which he quickly snapped shut after a few seconds. He nodded in agreement, glancing from the teen on the ceiling to the man of the house.
“...Yeah, Pete, it’s not.. Well, I mean it is a big deal, but we aren’t gonna hurt you-” Duke stumbled over his words, trying to find the right thing to say. “We had some, uh, suspicions, but this just.. confirms them.”
They, knew . Peter felt himself pale at Duke’s statement. He had been so careful, and they somehow figured him out before he even had a chance to join the game.
“...you guys are gonna try sending me off, aren’t you?” Peter asked, a shake in his voice that he failed to control. No matter how hard he tried steeling himself, it didn’t work. So he swallowed his emotions as best as he could.
“No, Peter.” Bruce replied, taking a small step forward, closer to where Peter was. “We won’t send you away. We already told you that you could stay for as long as you wanted, right?”
“..yeah, but that was before–”
“Before this?” Tim cut in, crossing his arms and raising a brow at Peter. “...dude, do you really think we care?”
“...I read somewhere that Batman has a no metas rule.” Peter replied, pulling thoughts together enough to remember his first night in Gotham. At the library, during all of his research, he had learned as much as he could about the city and its vigilantes.
The room fell quiet again, and Peter knew that he had struck something. “...he’ll find out about me.”
“...I don’t think he’ll mind.” Jason spoke up, relaxing himself in hopes that Peter would mimic the posture. Peter didn’t. “..Y’know, the daytime Vigilante, Signal, is a meta.”
Peter paused once more, brows pinching together. Since when, nothing online said that.
“It’s not commonly known, but I’ve seen him.” Jason assured, picking up one of the knocked over chairs and sitting in it. “He’s got some freaky ghost powers. It’s pretty cool.” he leaned back, propping his feet up on the table while he looked up at Peter. “...but the spider thing is even cooler. I mean- look at yourself, Peter. You’re on the ceiling. ”
“..yeah, and I don’t know how I did that.” he huffed, a bit frustrated. “I couldn’t do that before-” he cut himself off, trying to think of the best way to complete his sentence without revealing the other Universe.
“...I couldn’t do that before today. I’ve used artificial webs for a while.”
“So you are a vigilante?” Steph cut in, smiling up at him. “That’s so cool, what city were you based in before you came to Gotham?”
“...Queens.”
“That’s super cool, you must have been like, undercover or something. There hasn’t been any news about a spider hero.”
“Only spider villains.” Tim snickered, rolling his eyes.
Peter wasn’t sure how to respond. They were being extremely calm about this. Well, except for Damian. Inwardly, he wondered where Dick had dragged the kid off to. He hoped that Dick wasn’t being too harsh- Damian was just… scared. He had every right to feel scared.
“...I’m uh, y’know..” Peter sighed. “..friendly neighborhood Spider-man.” he gave a small, awkward smile, shoulders relaxing at his sides a bit. “...I do little guy stuff.”
“Little guy stuff?” Jason asked.
“..yeah, y’know.. Cats in trees, stolen purses, catching the bus for someone…” he shrugged. “..Little guy stuff.”
“A vigilante for the people.” Bruce smiled softly. “That’s great work, Peter. Though, I’m sure it was stressful working alone at such a young age.”
“Ehh, I get by.” he shrugged again, smile becoming a bit more real. “At least my grades were still high.”
“So how’d you become meta?” Tim asked, sitting on the table that Jason had propped his feet up on. By this point, everyone in the family had their necks craned to look at the teen on the ceiling.
“I was bit by a radioactive spider.” Peter rolled his eyes. “Not very impressive, but within a day, I was stronger, had better senses… y’know, basic stuff.”
“That is far from basic.” Duke huffed, rolling his eyes. “I’m almost jealous.”
“Don’t be.” Peter hummed. “I heal fast, but that means I have to eat more. I have a hella high metabolism.”
“No wonder Alfred made you seven omelets.” Bruce huffed out a small laugh. “...Peter, it’s alright that you’re meta, and it’s alright that you’re a vigilante. This city has many of those, y’know.”
“Yeah, I know.” Peter hummed quietly.
“Do you think you’ll try picking up your vigilante work again here in Gotham?”
“...I wanna try. But my, uh, suit is a little messed up. I was hoping to find some sort of sponsor.”
Tim paused, arching another brow. “Sponsor? What for?”
“Well, Batman has one, right?” Peter asked, glancing at everyone. “He’s got all this tech, he has to have some sort of person or company funding him.”
“...I guess so.” Tim mumbled, glancing down. “That definitely makes sense.” he thought for a few seconds. “...y’know, I’m pretty good with tech. Maybe I could take a look at your suit if you still have it?”
Peter hesitated. “...I wouldn’t wanna rope you guys into it. Vigilante work isn’t really something to play about.”
Tim deadpanned. “We’re a rich family living in the most crime-ridden city on the planet, Peter. We know .”
“...right.” he huffed. “....I appreciate the offer, but uh, I’d like to work on it myself. Tony made my suit for me, and I don’t want.. Anything to get messed up.” he completed, and got silence in return.
That’s right, they didn’t know much about Tony. He had kept any information about the man sealed behind tight lips.
“...It’s just important that I fix it myself.”
“That’s alright.” Bruce assured. “Is you being a meta the reason that you don’t have any documents?”
Peter nodded, following his trail of common sense. “Yeah, I’m not in any systems.”
“Understood. I’ll have that handled in no time.” Bruce nodded, making a mental note to himself. “...Do you think you could come down now? I’m in no way doubting your… sticky powers, but I’d rather you be on the ground in case you fall.”
Peter huffed, rolling his eyes with a little smile. “..yeah, I guess.” Slowly, Peter released his hands and legs from the ceiling, falling into a flip and landing on his feet after the short fall.
Everyone in the room let out various sighs of relief now that he was on two feet once more, and Peter suddenly felt small once more. The ceiling had been safe, but he had no clue where Damian was.
“...don’t worry about Dames, he’ll get over it.” Jason waved off the unsaid issue, as if reading Peter’s mind. The teen nodded in understanding, sticking his hands into the pockets of his jeans.
“You should go rest, Peter. I’m sure this was exhausting for you.” Bruce suggested, taking Peter’s shoulder and carefully steering him to the doors. When he pushed them open, Alfred was waiting on the other side with a gentle smile.
“Young Peter, allow me to escort you to your room.”
The speed at which the family ran to the cave was olympic in measure. When Peter was safely in his room, and Alfred let the family know, they were all rushing to get to the confines of the Batcave.
“I can’t believe that actually happened–” Tim said with wide eyes, following Cassandra down the steps behind the clock. Stephanie was behind himself.
“I know !!! It was so cool seeing Peter on the ceiling- do you think he can crawl up walls, too?? He has to, right? Since he’s so sticky?” Stephanie gushed behind Tim, sounding rather excited over this all.
“Do you think he can control his sticky powers?” Duke asked from up ahead, already stepping down onto the cave floor with Bruce and Jason. Cass, Tim, and Stephanie followed closely after.
“I’d think so- he hasn’t done anything like that before this.” Tim hummed. “And he said that the webs were new, he couldn’t do that before today.”
“Do you think he made his own artificial webs?” Duke asked again as the family gathered together.
“Has to.” Tim confirmed. “I’d love to see his formula.”
“He wants to pursue vigilante work.” Bruce added, changing topics completely. Though, in his defense, this was the more important discussion to be had. “Tim, I need you to do some research into Spider-man.”
“Already planned on it.” Tim nodded with a thumbs up. “Surely I can find something about him in a New York paper.”
“We need to decide whether or not we’ll be… working with him.” Bruce stoned, crossing his arms as his brows pinched. “I don’t want him to get hurt, Gotham’s crime is much different than Queens’.
“Well, obviously we’re gonna help him out.” Stephanie huffed, rolling her eyes. “I thought that was a given?”
“We can help him, but do we tell him?” Jason glanced between Stephanie and Bruce. “Like, is he gonna know that Red Hood is also Jason Todd?”
“No.” Bruce immediately replied, giving Jason a look. “Absolutely not. Not until we figure out who made him.”
“You heard the guy, it was a radioactive spider, right?” Duke questioned.
“Who made the spider?” Bruce shot back, raising a brow. When he got no answers, he hummed, sensing that he had won that back and forth. “Exactly my point. Peter was made this way for a reason, and we need to know what that reason is before we can fully trust him.”
“Woah, hold on now-” Tim glared a bit. “Peter wouldn’t hurt us. I trust him- he’d have done something already.” he crossed his arms. “Plus, you saw how terrified he was. He wasn’t fighting Damian, either, he was dodging.”
“He was holding back, Tim. We don’t know what his capabilities are.”
“He was holding back because he didn’t want to hurt Damian- he won’t want to hurt any of us.”
“But would he hurt a fellow vigilante?”
“No.”
Bruce and Tim stared at each other, a silent standoff being initiated by their eye contact. Wars raged in their minds, reflected in the intensity of their stares.
It was Tim who had to break away first, huffing in frustration. Bruce always won those. “I still trust him.”
“Trust him as much as you want, Tim, but be careful . He can’t know about all of this.”
“Not yet.” Jason adjusted Bruce’s words, giving the man a look. “If we find out he’s in the clear, I’m speaking up. The kid deserves to have someone on his side.”
“Jason,” Bruce sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “It’s not that simple-”
“Yeah, it is actually. Bruce, I may work with you, but you don’t have control over me.” Jason stated firmly. “I make my own decisions, and it’s been that way since day one. Don’t be surprised if Spider-man starts working with Red Hood more than he works with Batman.”
“...just be careful , Jaylad.” Bruce urged. “For now, don’t do anything hasty.”
“Hasty is my middle name.” Jason snorted, rolling his eyes. “I’m satisfied, so I’m headed back upstairs. I’ve gotta put away all of those books we were looking at.”
As he started toward the stairs, Jason thought, then spoke.
“Oh, and Tim.” He beckoned, not looking back. “While looking into Spider-man, do me a favor and look up a book called ‘The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane.’”
“What for?” Tim asked, nose wrinkling in confusion.
“Just do it.”
The cave fell silent for a few moments, aside from the bats squeaking and flying overhead. The family all shared glances, listening to Jason’s steps grow fainter as he went up the stairs.
“...What I’m about to say applies to all of you,” Bruce started, giving all of his kids a testy look. “Peter cannot know your double identities. Is that understood?”
A chorus of murmured confirmations, and nods from the four teens, satisfied Bruce enough to let his shoulders relax down once more.
“Good. That’s all. Tim, start on that digging as soon as possible.”
“Mhm.” Tim rolled his eyes, elbowing Stephanie as he walked past. “C’mon, blondie, I want company while I do this.”
The two walked to the Batcomputer together, with Tim falling into the seat and Stephanie sitting on the desk. Cassandra, Duke, and Bruce all filed upstairs after a few more moments, going two different ways. The teens toward the library to help Jason, and Bruce toward the kitchen. His mouth was dry from the events of the day, and he could really use a water.
“Young Peter,” Alfred said softly, sitting on the edge of the bed as the teen tried relaxing under the covers. Despite the deescalation that happened earlier, he was still extremely on edge. His tingle hadn’t stopped tingling. “Do you know who Nightwing is?”
Peter hesitated. “...I’ve read about him, but I don’t know the guy. I’ve never seen him in person.”
“He’s the shadow of Blüdhaven, a neighboring city to Gotham.” Alfred explained, folding his gloved hands neatly in his lap. “Once, he was in Gotham, assisting our local vigilante’s in a rather large stand off against the Joker. I’m sure you’ve heard of him, too.”
Peter nodded.
“Well, Nightwing became incredibly injured. It was so bad, in fact, that he had to momentarily retreat to deal with his wounds. But Gotham is certainly not the cleanest, nor is it the friendliest. He was struggling to find a good place to recoup.”
“Instead of finding an abandoned building, or an empty alleyway, though, he found Jason.”
Peter paused, letting the thought sink in. He imagined Jason, the beast of muscle, encountering a trained vigilante. Jason could almost be a villain based purely on his looks.
“And Jason helped Nightwing patch himself up.” Alfred finished.
“...okay?” Peter hesitated, not quite sure what to take of that short anecdote.
“...what I’m trying to say, Young Peter, is that this family is not adverse to the ways of vigilante’s and crime fighters.” Alfred stood, dusting off the front of his pants, then pulling the blankets further up over Peter. “We’re well accustomed to their ways. Even moreso, the ways of metas. I wish to assure you that this house is safe . We would do nothing to hinder or hurt you.”
Peter nodded, feeling exhaustion tackle him once more. Alfred’s voice was just soothing, and the motion of tucking him in was so damn comforting..
“Get some rest, and I shall wake you for dinner.”
“Thanks, Mr. Pennyworth.”
“Of course, Young Peter.”
“It’s not fair, Grayson–” Damian threw a hard punch, which landed home on his oldest brother’s torso. The man didn’t flinch, but stepped away. He could play human punching bag as long as Damian stayed mad. “All I was doing was–”
“Protecting us.” Dick finished for the kid, sighing and blocking another hit. “You’ve said that ten times already, Dames.”
“And you neglect to listen–” Damian scowled, falling away for a few seconds and breathing hard. Frustration, anger, and adrenaline made his muscles pulse in time with his fast heartbeat. “Just like the rest of this damned family–”
“I am listening, Dames.” the man tried to assure, taking this pause in Damian’s assault to breathe for himself. They had been at it for half an hour already. “I think it’s you who should start listening a bit better.”
“ What –” Damian scoffed, glare falling onto his face once more as he moved in to continue his attack. Dick fell back into his defensive motion, dodging and blocking the little assassin’s fists and kicks.
“We get that you want us to be safe-” Dick started, blocking a punch with his forearm and lightly shoving Damian away. “But we’re already safe- you would know that if you would listen to us, and the way we talk about Pete–”
“Peter Parker is an intruder, Grayson–”
“He’s not intruding, he was invited to stay-” Dick reminded, side stepping the kid and watching him recover in a roll. The cushioned mats of the Batcave’s gym kept Damian from hurting himself on a fall. Not that he would on a regular floor, the kid was agile as all hell.
“He’s a threat–”
“In that case, so is Jason and Duke-” Dick argued.
“They’re different, they’re family –”
“Peter’s close enough to family, wouldn’t you say?” Dick questioned, wincing as Damian landed a hard kick to his ribs. He shuffled back, crouching low to recover for a second. “He’s got a room, he’s been to a dinner- Dad’s getting him registered in school–”
“He is not a Wayne –”
“Neither am I.”
“You’re- you’re different– ”
“Peter being Meta shouldn’t be an issue, either.” Dick reminded as Damian advanced once more. He grabbed the kid’s arms, turning and holding him hard in place for a moment, despite his thrashing. “You’re friends with Jon, right?”
“I don’t care that he’s a meta–” Damian spat, yanking away from Dick in a quick motion. He reared around, roundhouse kicking toward the man’s jaw.
Dick grabbed his ankle inches from his face, frowning. “Then what’s your deal?”
“My deal is that you are all fine with a dangerous individual coming along!!- He’s in our home, doing God knows what while we’re all at school or work– we don’t know who he’s working for, or who made him–”
“That’s something we’re looking into, Damian.” Dick assured, lowering Damian’s ankle until the boy was flat on two feet once more. “And I’m sure if you’d like to help, Bruce would let you.”
Damian huffed, panting breaths out as his heart started to slow down.
“..but you should apologize to Peter. He’s a nice kid, and you probably scared him shitless.”
“Good.” Damian rolled his eyes, clenching and unclenching his fists. “...I will not be apologizing.”
“I think you should consider it, at the very least. It’s not his fault that he’s the way that he is.” Dick reminded, crouching down to get on eye level. Blue met blue, and they looked at each other for a few moments of silence, the world calming down around them.
“...what happens when we find out who made him?”
“Well, if they made him for bad reasons, then we fight. That’s what we do, right? Take down the bad, uplift the good?” Dick smiled softly, putting a hand on Damian’s shoulder.
The kid huffed. “...yes.”
“...so far, Peter has been good. That means that it’s our job to uplift him. All of us, even you, have a duty to help him grow.”
“He seems grown enough.” Damian rolled his eyes. “The Lazarus Pit has him as tall as Duke. I bet he wasn’t that tall before.”
“You’re jealous that a sixteen-year-old is taller than you.” Dick teased, earning another solid punch to his shoulder, which he chuckled off.
“I’m jealous of nothing that Parker has.” Damian shoved Dick away, turning and storming to the other end of the mat. Dick’s giggles persisted behind him.
“I dunno, the webs are really damn cool. I bet he can climb on walls, too. How convenient would that be? No more grappling hooks required!”
“It sounds lazy.”
“I bet he’s strong, too.”
“..not as strong as me.”
“Oh yeah?” Dick grinned. “Get on his good side, and I bet he’d let you test that.”
Damian huffed. “I have no plans to befriend him. Especially not after today.”
When Damian turned around, Dick was standing once more, with a determined smirk across his face. His hands were on his hips, and his stance radiated confidence. It made Damian slightly nervous.
“Then it is not my goal to get you and Peter to be friends. Or at the very least-” he snickered. “You don’t hate him.”
Damian rolled his eyes once more, falling into a fighting stance again with a hard glare. “Good fucking luck.”
Notes:
Don't worry guys, Damian will be getting MUCH MORE SHIT for his actions in the next chapter. Bruce hasn't gotten to him yet, and neither has Alfred.
Most of you know that I do theater at my highschool. Opening night for our show is rapidly approaching, and that on top of my prom being next week means that my writing time is about to plummet once more. I'm not sure when I'll be able to start chapter seven, or when it will be posted. For any updates, please consider joining the discord! We're a really fun community, and the link is below! Important updates can also be found on my tumblr, which is also linked!
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Chapter 7: This Feels Like Family (And Financial Support. Double Whammy!)
Notes:
I don't got much to say this time, other than that for plot reasons, the X-Men are a comic book series in Peter's universe.
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CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Sensory Overstimulation
-Financial InsecurityKeep yourselves safe everyone <3
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Chapter Text
Peter had been at the Wayne’s for a week, and the last time that he saw Damian was the same day that, as Tim puts it, Shit Went Down in the library. It’s not like Damian had disappeared, though. Karen assured Peter that he was still in the house, and would leave for school everyday.
He was just really good at avoiding Peter like the plague.
In a sense, Peter kind of felt like a plague. Everyone who was close to him got hurt. His parents, Uncle Ben, Tony.. he called it the Parker Curse. Part of him prayed that Tony was still out there somewhere.
That part of him lost hope with every passing day.
Despite his dwindling hope in those that he loves (loved? Maybe it was more appropriate to put it in the past tense, now), the teen was able to develop a routine at the Manor.
With the news of his so-called meta status came a new set of rules. No web-slinging in the house. No startling Peter. No freaking out guests by walking on the walls. It was basic parameters that he was more than happy to abide by. As for the routine, it went as follows.
Peter would usually wake up a little after eight-thirty. By that time, Alfred would be on his way home from taking Tim, Duke, Damian, and Cass to school. When Alfred arrived, he would make breakfast for Peter, and once he was finished, they would both go about their own business.
During the day, Peter did a number of things. Ever since the Edward Tulane incident, as he so cleverly put it in his mind, part of his day was almost always spent looking into the differences between his own universe and the one he had woken up in. If he was not doing that, then he was either exploring the Wayne property (he had found himself wandering out to greet Batcow more often than he’d like to admit), or trying to get into that underground room.
Which was becoming exceptionally harder to do. Bruce had gone back to working in-person the day after the library incident, which meant that the study was open. That did not mean that it made sneaking in any easier, though.
For one, Alfred was extremely observant, and always seemed to be in the right place at the right time. Everytime Peter got close to the study door, Alfred rounded the corner, offering Peter a snack or asking for his assistance in something. It was convenient, and intentional.
Dick and Jason had both gone home the day after the fight with Damian, but the former swung by every few days to check up on Peter. In doing this, he had found the teen creeping around the study more than once, and like Alfred, would direct him away in subtle ways.
Not only was this family hiding this secret room, they were now actively trying to keep him out .
“Young Peter, might I have a word?”
Damnit, I was so close– Peter internally complained, passing the Study with a glance to the door and a frown. “Sure, what’s up, Mr. Pennyworth?”
The butler’s smile softened, as he had yet to get Peter to drop the formalities. The man placed a gentle hand on the teen’s shoulder and led him down the hall and up a set of stairs. They landed together in the hallway of the bedrooms moments later, and walked together down to Peter’s.
“I cannot help but notice that you are still living off of borrowed clothes from Master Tim and Master Dick.” Alfred said once they had entered Peter’s room. Both of them glanced toward the bare closet across from the bed.
Peter rolled his eyes, smiling a little bit. “Well, I don’t have a job, Mr. Pennyworth. I can’t buy my own clothes, but I’m really grateful that Tim and Dick have been letting me use theirs.” He tried to make his tone sound as genuine as possible, because he was grateful. Without those two, he would be walking around in dumpster jeans.
“Yes, those two are rather generous.” Alfred hummed his praising agreement, and crossed the room to Peter’s empty closet. He tugged the door open completely and glanced around at the empty space. “...Peter, how would you feel about having this space filled?”
Peter paused, processing the words for a few moments. “..you mean like, having my own wardrobe?”
“Precisely.”
Peter chewed the inside of his cheek. This felt like a trick question. “...well, I mean, it would be nice. But again, I don’t have a job.”
“I’m sure that Master Bruce would not mind swiping a few cards of his. Lord knows he has far too many.” Alfred hummed, amusement in his tone.
“I couldn’t ask him to do that, letting me stay here is already too much.” He chuckled awkwardly, sitting down on his bed and watching Alfred pick at a cobweb in the closet.
“He would be more than happy to, Young Peter.”
Peter did not doubt Alfred’s words in the slightest. Bruce had been hospitable, generous, and kind to Peter for his entire stay. Even if he had only been here a week, he felt like he belonged. Part of him absolutely sang at that thought. The other part of him felt like he was being chewed up from the inside out.
Belonging was dangerous. Peter belonged with his parents, and they were gone. Peter belonged with Uncle Ben, and he was dead. Peter belonged with Tony and the Avengers, and they were…
Hell, he didn’t even know where they were. Did the others turn to dust like him? Were they gifted a second chance in a brand new universe, too?
The Parker Curse was the only consistent thing about Peter, and he would be damned if he let it get to this family. They were far too good for that.
“...I understand your qualms about using Master Bruce’s money, Young Peter.” Alfred said after the teen’s prolonged silence had become too claustrophobic. He pulled Peter from his thoughts, and he looked up to the butler.
“Despite that, getting your own clothes will make you feel much better. Using hand-me-downs forever won’t always work.” Alfred’s smile was gentle, and promising. Peter found it so easy to trust that smile. “I’m sure that you and the others could make a day out of it, too. Master Duke mentioned wanting to go to the mall, recently.”
Going shopping for himself was one thing, but going shopping with the others? That felt… so much better . They would all be getting stuff, and Alfred was right, they could make a day out of it. Besides, getting out of this Manor and back into Gotham sounded nice, despite the city’s high crime rates and even higher pollution statistics.
Peter’s previous worries about using Bruce’s money slowly eased away in his mind, leaving room for the prospect of a fun day out with the other three teens.
“..I guess that would be fun. If they want to go, I’ll go.” he smiled just a bit, leaning back onto his hands.
Pleased with Peter’s answer, Alfred’s smile brightened. “Wonderful, I’m sure that you could all go this afternoon. If you would like, you may come with me to pick them up, and I could take you all once they get out of school.”
“...what about Damian? Don’t you also pick him up?”
Alfred shook his head. “Not today. He will be spending the afternoon with a friend of his.”
Peter wanted to make a witty remark about Damian actually having friends, but he bit his cheek to stay quiet. He really shouldn’t antagonize the kid anymore than his mere presence apparently already did.
“Alright, then sure. If the others are fine with it.” Peter shrugged.
Alfred nodded. “I shall send them a message, they can look at it during their lunch period.” The butler shut the closet. “Summer is nearly upon us, I’d suggest finding some cooler clothing. We can worry about a winter wardrobe for you once fall hits.”
The fact that Alfred wanted to get Peter any sort of wardrobe made a pit form in his stomach. The longer he stayed, the more and more that the teen had to face the fact that they wanted for him to stay. It was something that he was slowly becoming more comfortable with. Slowly. Those pits in his stomach, and the clenching in his chest, would never really go away. But they got easier to deal with as the days went by.
“Sounds good.” Peter smiled at Alfred. “..thank you, Mr. Pennyworth. For everything- I mean, without you finding me I wouldn’t have..”
“None of that now, Young Peter.” The soothing British voice lulled Peter into a silence. He listened. “I was merely doing the right thing. You were lost, confused, and clearly you needed guidance.”
“You sure guided me through the door.” Peter snickered quietly, and his little joke even drew a chuckle from the man.
“I guided you to the Waynes, Young Peter. I get the feeling that you are exactly where you need to be.”
“Even if I’m.. meta?”
“ Especially because you are meta, Young Peter. This family has experience with these matters.”
“...what’s that supposed to mean?” Peter felt out of the loop suddenly. Alfred was being so vague and for what reason? All that the man did in response was smile, with a knowing light behind his eyes. The teen frowned, watching the man exit the bedroom.
After hearing his footsteps disappear, Karen spoke up in his left ear.
“Hi, Peter. You seem confused. How can I remedy this?”
“I don’t think you can, Karen.” He sighed through his nose, falling back against the blankets and staring up at the ceiling. “Not unless you can read minds.”
“I can basically read yours, does that count?”
“Ew, don’t remind me.” Peter huffed out a laugh, smiling a little bit. The sense of humor that the AI had never failed to lighten him up a little bit. It reminded him of Tony.
“I have breaking news from Gotham, would you like it?”
“Sure.” Peter hummed, holding his hands above his face while he listened to her voice. The little indents in his wrists- the spinnerets - were barely visible. He couldn’t feel them either, no wonder he hadn’t noticed until this point.
“There has been an attack on one of the bridges leading to the harbor. The Daytime Bat, Signal, has arrived on the scene and is engaged in a fight with someone the news is referring to as a member of the Rogues’ Gallery.”
“Rogues' Gallery? What is that, the X-Men of this universe?” He joked, aiming his wrists at the ceiling and shooting a testy string of webs. It felt strange, and it took instinct to actually do it. He would need to get used to this.
“Those are the villains that Batman and his Community have consistently had problems with over the years.”
“So which villain is this?”
“A woman referred to as Poison Ivy. I’ve found some information about her, if you would like it.”
“...sure. Go for it.”
“Signal, how are you faring?” the hushed voice of Oracle crackled in Duke’s ear, and he gritted his teeth behind his bright yellow helmet.
“Just dandy–” He winced, side stepping away from a row of thorned vines that had been sent his direction at an uncanny speed. “I could use some backup, though– or some crowd control!!--” the teen yelped, rolling away from yet another barrage of thorns.
“I’m trying to patch in to Red Hood, but he’s not responding-”
“Does he ever??--” Duke winced once more, standing up straight and making a quick advancement toward the red-headed rogue. “Just– if you can’t get him it’s fine, I’ll just be late getting back to school–”
“..Pamela Isley, huh?” Peter repeated the woman’s real name out loud, trying to recall if he could remember it from his own universe. He could not. “...whose winning?”
“At the moment, Signal is gaining momentum and an upper hand.”
“It’s cool that this place has a daytime hero, the city seems like it needs it.” Peter hummed, tapping his fingers against his stomach.
“When you begin your work again, would you like to do daytime work?”
That.. was a really good question. Back home, Peter went out as Spider-man whenever he was needed. He didn’t really split it between night and day, mainly because he usually worked alone.
“...I dunno, I’ll have to think about that one.”
“Understood.”
“Sorry for the late appearance–” Red Hood huffed, sliding on his hip as he ducked his head to avoid a barrage of thorny vines that were previously aimed at his head. Knowing Ivy, she would be trying to rip that helmet to shreds. “I was a bit tied up–”
“ Sure you were–” Signal struggled against a different set of vines, the thorns pressing against his gloved palms harshly. If his uniform weren’t so sturdy, they would have pierced through already. “Just help me finish this, please–”
“Sure, dandelion–”
“That is such a poorly timed nickname, Red–”
“The fight near the harbor has just ended. Pamela Isley has escaped into the sewers, and one of the bridges has sustained significant damage. There’s a poison control team en route.”
“That’s good, is Signal okay then?” Peter asked, now walking laps around his room, up the walls, and across the ceiling.
“He has sustained minor injuries. Red Hood arrived on the scene and helped finish the battle. From what I’m seeing, Pamela Isley sustained three gunshot wounds to the abdomen.”
“Geeze. Who shot her?”
“Red Hood.”
Peter paused in his tracks, standing upside down on his ceiling. The nearby window pushed a gentle breeze into the room, ruffling his curtains and hair. An expression of deep thought crossed his face.
“....cool. I guess he helps out in the daytime and the night, then.” Peter mumbled, slowly moving until he was sitting criss-cross on the ceiling. The t-shirt he had on, which had the Nightwing logo across the chest, hung loosely around his waist, but majorly stayed in place. He loved convenient physics.
About two and a half hours later, Peter was riding in the backseat of a black GMC Yukon, looking out the window as Alfred expertly navigated the streets of Gotham. It did not take long to get to the school, and once they did, the car joined the line of other parents and caretakers, moving gradually to pick up the students one by one.
Once the GMC had gotten closer to the front of the line, it was spotted by a familiar group of three teens and one pre-teen, who shouldered their bags and approached. Tim pulled the door open, and held it for the other two to pile in. Damian took the front seat, and was pointedly avoiding looking back at Peter.
“Hey, Peter!” Duke greeted, sliding into the seat next to the teen in the middle row. Cass and Tim piled into the furthest back bench seat, sliding the door shut behind themselves.
“Hey, Duke. How was school?” Peter smiled, leaning into the door and resting his head against the cool glass of the window. Karen’s voice sparked to life in his ear.
“Duke Thomas-Wayne has sustained minor injuries to his palms, forearms, and lower back.”
Peter paused, glancing down to the boy’s palms quickly. From what he could see, which wasn’t much, they did look a bit scuffed up and raw.
“..you okay? Your hands look red.” the teen pointed out, voicing his concern. Alfred glanced through the rearview mirror, watching the interaction as he pulled out of the school’s lot.
Duke hesitated, glancing back to Tim and Cass. Did something happen? Peter worried that he may have gotten into a fight. Were the Wayne kids popular at school, or were they like Peter at Midtown?
“I’m good. Tim and I were messing around during study hall outside, and I fell.” the darker teen shrugged, folding his hands in a purposeful way that hid his scraped palms. “It’s nothing bad, I already cleaned them.” he assured.
Despite not feeling assured at all, Peter nodded and dropped the subject, looking out the window.
“Alfred tell you we’re going to the mall?” Tim leaned forward between Peter and Duke, changing the subject with a smile.
Peter’s interest was once again grabbed and he smiled with a nod, glancing over to Tim in his peripheral vision.
“He’s gonna drop us off, then take Damian home. He’ll come get us before dinner, so we’ve got like.. Two and a half hours.” Tim confirmed, looking up to Alfred, who nodded in agreement as he slowed to a stop at a red light.
“I hear we’re finally getting you some new clothes.”Duke teased, elbowing Peter in the side. “You can stop wearing the hand-me-downs after today.”
“What if I like the hand-me-downs?” Peter challenged playfully, giving Duke a testy glare which was returned in earnest with a snicker.
“Get over it. You can’t live in our clothes forever, you’ll need your own.”
“Speak for yourself-” Tim huffed, pushing Duke’s head in a brotherly manner. “Peter can take what he wants for all I care.”
Peter watched the two go back and forth, which, after a few minutes, resulted in Duke leaning over his seat to shove at Tim. The roughhousing shook the GMC, and Alfred ended up reprimanding the two.
The teen only felt mildly responsible for them getting in trouble, but just before he could apologize, the sound of a quiet snicker from the backseat grabbed his attention. He turned his head and glanced back, pausing when he saw Cassandra covering her grin with her hand.
The two made eye contact, and Cassandra winked, covering her mouth with a finger in a shushing motion. Peter’s eyes widened, and he turned back around to face the front.
Okay, so she can talk. That’s cool.
It was not much longer until Alfred slowed to another stop in a drop-off zone for a large indoor mall. If Peter had to compare it to anything, it would be to an airport. It certainly seemed big enough to be one.
The teens all piled out, save for Damian, who was still avoiding looking at Peter. When the teen got a glance at the kid, all he could see was a stone cold glare aimed down at his own lap.
“Thanks, Alfred!” Duke smiled, waving and sliding the door shut. Alfred waved to the group, not pulling off until he saw the four make it inside the mall.
Peter was immediately hit by a sensory overload. The amount of people inside was jarring, the smells were abundant and potent , and every few seconds, the hairs on the back of his neck would stand on end. It had him sort of frozen in his tracks, trying to process all of the new and sudden information before continuing any further.
Duke and Tim looked back after a few seconds of walking, pausing when they saw Peter and Cassandra still standing at the doors. They shared a glance before backpedaling to the two.
“You okay, Peter?” Duke asked, a bit of worry in his tone.
Peter could only nod, squeezing his eyes shut for a few seconds. His senses had never been this sensitive, not even back home. This must be another change, just like his new organic webs.
“Mhm, there’s just a lot going on.” He said quietly, forcing his eyes open after a second. “I’m good, let’s go.”
“Are you sure ? We can sit down if you need to.” Tim chimed in, jerking a thumb toward the nearest unoccupied bench. “We’ve got plenty of time-”
“I said I’m fine , Tim. Let’s just go.” Peter huffed, glaring a bit before quickly wiping it away. He didn’t mean to get frustrated so fast, why did he feel so angry? He blamed it on the mass sensory input he was still getting.
“..right. Okay, cool.” Tim shrugged, smiling a bit. “Let’s find you some clothes, then.”
Cassandra stuck to Peter’s side as the group walks, with Tim and Duke leading the two around. They went up the escalators to the second floor first, stopping in various outlet stores and browsing the collection of clothes.
Peter tried to keep Alfred’s instructions in mind: it was almost summer, meaning he would need warm-weather clothes. Nothing too heavy.
Duke held up different shirts to Peter’s torso, while Tim walked around trying to find a good pair of walking shoes for him. Cassandra even broke away after two or three stores, leaving the group entirely to go do… whatever it was that she was doing. They didn’t see her for a whole thirty minutes before she came back with an arm full of shopping bags.
“Pfft- shit, Cass, whose all that for?” Tim snickered, pulling at one of the bags and peeking inside. Peter couldn’t bite his curiosity and followed suit. Inside were neatly folded shirts, shorts, and basics like socks and boxers.
Cassandra nodded her head at Peter, smiling with a shrug. “.....you guys were going too slow..” She hummed, voice soft. It was much clearer than Peter was expecting though, and it surprised a small smile onto his face.
“..thanks, Cass.” Peter nodded. “I can carry the bags, you shouldn’t carry everything for me.” He assured, taking some of the metaphorical and literal weight from her shoulder as he slipped the bags onto his own forearm.
“Peter, do you want any work-out clothes??” Duke called from across the store, poking his head over a rack and smiling at the trio.
“...I guess??” Peter’s smile became unsure, and a nervous chuckle fell over him. The longer he was in the mall, the easier and easier it became to deal with all of the sensory information being thrown his way. This was good, like exposure therapy.
Duke nodded and disappeared behind the rack once more. “What’s your favorite color??” he called out again.
“Red!!” Peter replied with much more confidence. Tim seemed to light up a bit at his response, and Peter could only assume that meant that Tim also liked the color red.
Ten minutes later, they were checking out of yet another store. Peter tried not to look so uncomfortable every time that Tim swiped the shiny silver metal card.
“Do you want anything for your room?” Tim asked as they exited the clothing store, looking around at the other second-story shops that were open. “Posters, blankets, tech?”
“Oh, no, It’s okay.” Peter quickly assured. “I’ll get that stuff eventually, I think Alfred was more worried about the clothes.” he hummed, looking down at his borrowed shoes as he walked. He had been wearing them for a week now, and honestly, was kind of attached. He may have to ask Tim if he could keep them.
“Nonsense.” Tim huffed. “Who's your favorite superhero? We can get you a poster. It’ll bring some life to your room.”
“A list of the most popular heroes are as follows: Superman, Wonder Woman, Batman, The Flash, Green Lantern, Aquaman, Nightwing, Red Hood, Red Robin, Spoiler, Black Bat, Robin–”
“Robin.” Peter settled on an answer quickly, not wanting to make his silence suspicious. “Either him or uh.. I don’t know, maybe Batman.”
Tim nodded, glancing around the nearby stores before dragging the group to a novelty shop. Inside was an entire wall of merchandise for superheroes. Honestly, it felt more like a comic book store.
Cassandra helped Peter pick out a few posters. They ended up getting one of both Batman and Robin, as well as one of someone called the Martian Manhunter. Peter had never heard of him, but the dorky costume certainly had an appeal to it.
The rest of the shopping trip went by in a blur. The others got a few things, but it was not hard to miss that the trip had almost entirely centered around Peter. He felt a guilty clench in his stomach, but pushed it aside.
They were his friends, they were allowed to do nice things for him. Even if those nice things could be potentially financially draining.
Alfred picked them up around six without any fuss, and they were home by six-thirty. The other three teens helped Peter carry everything into his room, where they sorted all of the clothes into the closet and dresser.
Already the room felt so much more lived in now that he had clothes of his own. Four pairs of shoes were neatly tucked onto his closet floor- two pairs of sneakers, a pair of dress shoes, and a pair of sandals. Owning more than two pairs of shoes felt absurd, but he didn’t say anything.
“Where do you want your posters, Pete?” Duke asked, unrolling the two sheets of shiny paper and looking around at all of the empty wall space.
Peter followed his gaze. “..well, I don’t want to walk on them, so they’d probably be better closer to the corners of the room.”
The three Wayne children all paused and shared a glance. Right, Peter had powers. It was so easy to forget that when he just acted like a normal teen.
“Sure.” Duke shrugged, smiling. “Tim, can you go grab the command strips?”
Minutes later, Peter was crouched on his wall above the poster, holding it in place while Duke stuck the bottom corners to the wall.
“That is really convenient.” Tim snickered, looking at Peter’s gravity-defying position with blatant curiosity. “And it even works through your clothes and shoes?”
“Most of the time.” Peter shrugged. “I doubt it would work if I had on anything too thick, like snow boots or something.”
“What do you do in the winter, then? Y’know, when you do your Spider-man thing?” Duke asked, looking up at the person on the wall after he finished sticking down the poster.
“Oh, my suit was heated.” Peter snickered. “My mentor did a lot to make sure I was safe when I did my thing.”
“You mean Tony?” Tim questioned, sitting on Peter’s bed.
“Yeah, Tony.” Peter felt unafraid to talk about the man now. Of course, he was still particular with how much information he gave away, but that didn’t mean he had to lie as much. “He’s a tech genius, and a really good guy.”
“He sounds cool.” Duke smiled, stepping back as Peter walked down the wall and back onto the floor. “Reminds me of Lucius Fox.”
“Who?”
“He works with Bruce at Wayne Enterprises, but he also has his own company.” Duke explained, and the group herded out of Peter’s room. They made their way toward the kitchen.
“Or Alfred.” Tim teased. “He helped out Bruce back when he was a kid, after his parents died.” he explained, sticking his hands into his pants pockets.
Peter nodded in understanding, tucking all of that information away for later. He could always ask Karen about this if he wanted to know more. The perks of having a supercomputer in his ear.
Dinner was an uneventful affair. The residents of the manor ate in major silence. Occasionally someone would bring up something that happened at school, or on the shopping trip, but otherwise everyone was quiet.
This did not mean that they were uncomfortable, though. In fact, this dinner felt homey. Even if not all of the Waynes were present, it still felt like a family dinner. Damian finished eating first and left without a passing glance.
“...is he okay?” Peter asked after he was sure that the kid was far enough away to not hear. “He’s been avoiding me, and I’m starting to think I did something wrong.”
Bruce paused, looking up from his meal for the first time. He glanced at Peter, then the doorway where Damian just left, and sighed.
“...Damian is still trying to grapple through his emotions. He’s trying not to take them out on you.” the man explained with carefully chosen words. “After last week, I had to have a talk with him.”
“You were out of line, Damian.”
“I was trying to–”
“I know, but you went about it in the wrong way.”
“Father–”
“Damian.”
“...”
“What you did was incredibly dangerous, especially knowing what we do about Peter. If you want to protect us, and our identities, then you’ll stop giving him so many obvious clues as to our true nature.”
“...”
“Am I understood?”
“Yes, Father.”
“Oh.” Peter said in a small voice, looking down at his cleared plate. “...I hope you weren’t too harsh on him, I get it. He was scared.”
“Scared?” Tim could have laughed. “He’s not scared of anything, he’s a little demon spawn.”
“Tim, be nice to your brother.” Bruce huffed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Peter, your empathy is greatly appreciated, but Damian is… different. He doesn’t often listen unless it’s treated like a crime.”
“But-”
“Peter.”
For the first time, Peter felt truly silenced by Bruce. It felt familiar to a time at the beginning of his sophomore year, when Tony took away his new shiny Spider-man suit after he messed up badly.
But it’s not his fault that he did not know those were government agents. They really should have been wearing badges, or something.
“...right. Sorry.” Peter huffed, leaning back in his seat.
Bruce fell silent, looking around the table at the other teens. “...Alfred, you can bring me Peter’s present, now.”
The teen froze, almost immediately looking up from his plate with wide eyes. “...you didn’t need to get me anything, I mean, going shopping today was–”
“Fun, right?” Bruce smiled softly. “Relax, you were going to need one of these eventually, anyways. I’m just speeding up the process.”
Alfred entered the room holding a small white box, and Peter could already tell exactly what it was. That guilty pit bubbled once more in his abdomen. “You really didn’t need to-”
“I wanted to.”
Alfred placed the box in front of Peter and cleared his plate, giving the boy a soft pat on the shoulder and a reassuring smile before stepping away.
Tim, Cass, and Duke all sat on the edges of their seats, smiling like idiots. They knew about this from the beginning.
When Peter opened up the box, he was greeted by a turned off touch-screen phone. It was a deep red color, with cool glass on the front and back. When he powered it on, there was a Robin-themed lock screen.
“..I may or may not have texted Bruce your favorites.” Duke’s smile widened a bit, and he leaned his head into his hand, elbow on the table. “Y’know, to make it feel more like it’s yours.”
When Peter was back in his room, he was silent. No talking to Karen, just marveling in the wonder that was this phone. Despite this universe being so many years behind, it felt modern. The sleek build and seamless transitions between screens was uncanny.
After a few minutes of messing with the settings, creating a password, and checking out the internet (which he had so dearly missed), he finally said a word to his AI companion.
“...hey, Karen. Can you connect to this thing?”
“Certainly, Peter.”
“So, did he like his phone?” Dick’s voice said from the Batcomputer speakers. The Oracle communications channel was opened on one of the screens, showing all of the active users. Currently, it was just Nightwing, Oracle, and Red Robin. Everyone else would be online within the next hour or so.
“Oh, dude, he was speechless.” Tim snickered, leaning back in the Batcomputer chair. “I think he was worried about the cost of everything, though. Must have come from an unstable home.”
“Well, his aunt and uncle are both dead, as well as his parents.” Barbara Gordon hummed, swallowing something that she had been snacking on as they spoke and set up the systems for the night. “He probably hasn’t had new tech in a while.”
“Other than his super suit.” Tim reminded, earning a hum of understanding from Barbara.
“And you guys still haven’t found it?” Dick asked, the sound of a window sliding open being heard from his end of the line.
“Nope. Agent A doesn’t want to search his room, saying it’s an invasion of privacy or something.” Tim rolled his eyes. “I’m willing to bet it’s behind the bed frame or something.”
“Just bribe Black Bat into getti–” Barbara teased, but was quickly cut short by a large lag spike in her own system. It carried over to the Batcomputer, freezing the screens for a few moments.
“Oracle?-” Tim’s eyes widened a bit. “Oracle, you there?”
“What? What happened??” Dick asked quickly. He was not in front of a screen, so he hadn’t seen whatever they had.
“Yeah- yeah I’m here.” Barbara quickly assured, and the sound of her typing frantically could be heard.
“What was that?” Tim huffed, following her lead and pulling up his own system diagnostics. While his eyes were pulled away from the furthest screen, he had not noticed the new voice channel pop up in the communications tab.
“I don’t know, that's what I’m trying to find–”
“Hello, Timothy Drake-Wayne, Barbara Gordon, and Richard Grayson.”
Notes:
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Chapter 8: The Sound of Progress is a Woman's Voice
Notes:
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CHAPTER WARNINGS
-Graphic Depictions of Injury
-Dissociation
-Mini Panic Attacktake care of yourselves <3
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Chapter Text
"What are you?" Tim asked quietly, staring up at the largest monitor of the Batcomputer. Files were opening themselves, passwords were being entered, and camera feeds were being sorted through at an inhuman speed. Because this was not a human.
"Artificial Intelligence. I am smarter than the ones you are familiar with, though."
The teen frowned. He had stopped fighting the apparent cyber attack minutes ago, but he could still hear Barbara typing at the speed of light over the Oracle comms.
"Your secret room is not named in a very clever way."
"...what, the Bat Cave? " Tim rolled his eyes, already getting frustrated with the female voice. "There's bats in here, so it makes sense."
"Batman takes his name literally, I see. I did not consider Bruce Wayne to be the animalistic type."
Barbara huffed on her end of the line, anger in her tone. "He's not ."
"Who made you?" Tim spoke immediately after Barbara, wanting to keep this AI on topic. If it was really an artificial intelligence, then going too far away from the important subjects would cause it to drift.
"Tony Stark."
"...okay, so you're Peter's?"
"I figured that much was obvious."
Tim held back another frustrated sigh. It's attitude was really starting to get to him, and frankly, it was getting close to intolerable. The other vigilante's would be joining the Oracle comms soon, and he wanted to avoid panic from the AI's presence.
It was already in all of their systems and files, there was no stopping it now. Tim, at this point, was just worried about what its goal was.
"...okay, do you have a name?" Dick's voice came from the Oracle comms, both cautious and curious. He had mostly been freaked out because his siblings were freaked out, but now that Tim had mostly come to his senses he was feeling a bit better.
"Peter calls me Karen."
"Fitting name." Barbara grumbled, her typing slowing to a silent stop. Seems like she had given up as well. Tim could hear her eyes rolling.
"Okay, Karen." Dick hummed the name a few times. "Karen, Karen Karen..." he was smiling, Tim could tell. "...are you evil?"
"Far from it. Tony created me to assist Peter in his vigilante work."
"Friendly Neighborhood Spider-man..." Tim recalled to himself, thinking back to the day that they had discovered Peter was a meta. "That's what he called himself."
"It is his self-appointed title."
"And Tony Stark... knew his identity, and made you to help him?" Tim continued.
"Correct."
"So Tony Stark knows his identity?"
"Correct."
The three Waynes got quiet for a few moments, processing the information that they were given. Peter was smart, sure, but Tim doubted that he could do something like create an AI this advanced. This only furthered proof of Tony's existence.
"Do you know where Tony is?" Barbara asked, breaking the silence that they had found themselves in. Tim watched as the opening of files stunted for a moment, and the lag could have almost been mistaken for hesitation on Karen's part.
"That information is classified."
"Yeah, well so is all of our stuff." Tim retorted. "You seem to be having fun going through it all, despite that fact."
Another lag spike. Tim was amazed, but he refused to show it. Karen was extremely advanced, and she was right. She was more complicated than any AI he had ever seen before. She acted like a person. She had empathy and thoughts .
"I'm sorry, Timothy Drake-Wayne. I am merely doing my best to assist Peter by gathering information."
"What kind of info do you need?" Tim questioned, leaning back in his chair. Since she was being cooperative, his frustration had simmered down into major curiosity.
"Peter wishes to continue his work in Gotham. I, at first, silently disagreed with the notion. This is not Queens, and he will surely get injured beyond my control."
There was a pause, and Tim recognized the moment as her thinking.
"But now that I know he is being housed by the local vigilantes, I have no doubts that he will be fine."
All at once, every single file, camera, and password was closed, and Tim was greeted by the Batcomputer's home screen wallpaper. The only thing still open, of course, was the Oracle comms, which were pushed off to a side monitor.
"You can't tell him about us, Karen." Tim said idly, but made sure that there was enough sincerity in his voice for her to understand. "It's too dangerous."
"I have no plans to tell him of your identities."
"...don't.. don't fuck up our systems too bad. Please?" Barbara sighed in defeat from her end of the comm line. Tim could imagine her rubbing her eyes under her glasses, likely exhausted from the extremely short confrontation.
"I have no plans to alter your systems in any way unless you ask for me to."
"We won't be asking." Barbara assured, a bit of sarcastic venom on her tongue. Dick hummed in slight agreement, but since he had been only listening to the conversation and not watching a screen, he did not seem to understand the things that Karen had done and seen.
"If we need to contact you again, how can we do that?" Tim asked, glancing to the clock. They were out of time for any more long questions.
"I will know if you need my assistance, Timothy Drake-Wayne."
"...just Tim."
"Of course, Tim."
Peter Parker woke up with an ache in his chest. It weighed him down like dumbbells through the ribs, and made it hard for him to want to even function . The teen struggled to roll out of bed, and a quick glance to the digital alarm clock told him it was a little after five in the morning. Too early to be up.
He sighed dramatically, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed and sitting up, stuffing his face into his hands to try rubbing some life back to his features. The dim light of early morning was of no comfort.
Memories of his dream came back to him.
“Mr Stark, I don’t feel so good–” He pleaded with his mentor, praying for some reprieve from the pain across his body. The first time this happened, it did not hurt nearly as bad. But now it felt like fire was burning through to his bones, which splintered and jutted through his skin at awkward angles.
He felt like he had been beaten to a pulp, and he had been. Thanos was strong, but Jason was stronger. He had known it since day one. He knew that Jason could kill him.
Peter did not know why Jason was on Titan, but in the moment, he did not have the energy to consider this delusion.
When he looked up, he was not greeted by Tony’s sympathetic, fearful eyes looking back down at him. Instead, the face of Bruce Wayne faltered, looking… much more emotional than Tony ever had.
“....Mr. Wayne?--”
“You’re alright, Peter.” The man consoled, lowering the aching, dying teen to the ground. The dust below him felt like his own, and the thought made him sick. “You’re going to be just fine, just lay down for a minute.”
“I-I’m sorry–” Peter gasped out an apology when his bones moved of their own volition, tearing wider injuries through his flesh. Then, he started turning to dust. “I didn’t–”
“Shh..” Bruce eased, rubbing a hand over Peter’s head, carting his fingers through his hair. The motion was supposed to be comforting, but it felt wrong . Bruce felt wrong .
This scenario was wrong. First Jason, and now Bruce? They were never on Titan in the first place. Peter’s mind was cruel for putting these images into his mind.
“...you’re right where you belong, champ.” Bruce assured, and Peter choked on his tears. His vision blurred, his body flared hot, and then everything turned white.
Now, half awake and feeling unable to sleep, Peter made his way out of his room with heavy steps and a faint buzz in his brain. Nothing felt quite steady enough for him to fully grasp. He dragged his hand along the wall for balance, but it did nothing for the blurriness of his vision and the tears that threatened to fall once more.
But he refused to get the Wayne’s rug dirty by crying on it. That would just make him a rude guest, even if he could clean it up himself.
Peter did not know exactly where he was walking to, but in no time, he found himself wandering the hallways of the first floor. With Karen left upstairs on his night stand, he was a little bit lost. Certain paintings, or rooms were familiar, though.
Like the door of the first floor study that was steadily becoming more clear in his vision. Early morning sun shone through the window at the end of the hall, illuminating the space in an almost pale golden color. No one but Alfred would be awake right now, and getting into that secret room would make a really good distraction…
He froze as the study door was pushed open from the inside, and watched from his spot as Jason and Dick both emerged from the room, wearing pajamas and looking tired.
Had they stayed up all night studying or something? Neither of them were in school, but maybe one was taking online courses? Or maybe they were just reading, because Jason was a nerd like that.
The two adults immediately noticed Peter, gazes locking onto his shaking form. Wait, when did Peter start shaking ? He could not recall.
“...Pete, bud, what are you doing up?” Dick asked, voice soft and slightly hoarse. He let his shoulders fall comfortably, approaching the boy with calculated steps. Not too fast. Peter appreciated the caution.
“...I just woke up, and I can’t fall back asleep.” he explained, and despite dancing around the part about his nightmare, he got the feeling that Dick could read him like an open book. There was no need for words with him.
The man nodded in understanding, noting how… dull Peter’s voice sounded. It was hoarse from crying, and soft like he was afraid of upsetting anyone.
“That’s alright, Tim gets that way sometimes.” Dick empathized, placing a gentle hand on Peter’s shoulder and giving it a careful squeeze. When he got no response, he frowned softly.
Sleep could wait, this kid needed to get grounded back to reality. So, he started leading Peter away from the study, glancing back at Jason with a raised, expectant brow. Are you gonna help me?
The way Jason scoffed told Dick what do you take me for, a therapist?
Dick’s frown deepened, and he glanced between Peter and Jason. I take you for someone who can relate to his problems. Now come on.
Jason really hated how easy it was to agree with Dick.
The trio landed in the kitchen, where Dick steered Peter into the breakfast nook with trustworthy hands on his shoulders. Jason, on the other hand, walked sluggishly to the counter. If he would be staying up to help this kid, he would need caffeine in the form of coffee.
The oldest Wayne son slid into the seat across from Peter, frowning as the kid stared off at the table. His eyes were still glossy from his tears, and his cheeks were wet from crying. Snapping him out of this fully would be hard, and would probably take a while.
“He’s not responding to physical stimuli.” Dick voiced to Jason, reaching over and taking Peter’s hands into his own. Like he had said, they were limp, with no real response to the contact.
“So a weighted blanket won’t work.” Jason huffed, listening as the coffee machine rumbled softly to life. “What are you gonna try next? Temperature?”
“I was thinking sound, but that works too.” Dick rolled his eyes. “Can you grab me an ice cube?”
Jason sighed dramatically. He wanted nothing more than to crawl into a bed right now and sleep the day away, but Peter’s impromptu awakening had interrupted that plan. He tried not to complain, though. Peter needed this.
He approached the table with a small cup of ice cubes, setting it down flatly in front of Dick with a soft clink. He got a grateful nod in response, and that was enough for him.
Dick started carefully, just touching the ice cube to the back of Peter’s hand. The sensation was cold, and the shift from dry to wet would hopefully grab his attention.
The hairs on the back of Peter’s neck stood at attention, and a buzzing became prominent in his mind, but the pure disorientation he was experiencing had desaturated the alarm sounds.
When that did not work, Dick instead tried wrapping the ice cube inside of Peter’s palm, closing his fingers shut into a fist to hold it more firmly against his skin.
The ringing in Peter's ears came to an abrupt halt, and the feeling of cold stinging his palm brought him back to the present. He huffed, prying his hand away from Dick's concealment and dropping the half-melted cube onto the table. His hands dripped, making him uncomfortably numb.
"Sorry, Pete." Dick smiled apologetically, pulling a paper towel from the roll on the breakfast nook table. "You were drifting pretty far..." he trailed off, talking slower. "....do you want to.. talk about it?"
The offer was kind. Peter knew that Dick had only good intentions, but the thought of ranting about something that never happened in this universe made his stomach uneasy again.
"..It'll be fine." The teen reasoned, wiping his hands with the paper towel that Dick had offered. The man sitting across from him frowned, and wanted to push a bit more, but Jason joining the two at the table stopped him.
"Well, we're all awake. None of us are going back to sleep anytime soon." Jason stated the obvious, the smell of fresh coffee wafting from his mug. One glance told Peter that he drank it with a decent amount of creamer. It sort of smelled like vanilla, too. "So let's do something today."
"Oh?" Dick smiled, lighting up a bit at Jason's suggestion. "Did you have an idea?"
"Yeah." Jason smirked. "Field trip to Gotham Library? I want to try finding that book you mentioned." he looked to Peter when he spoke, raising an expectant brow.
The teen hesitated. Going out again did sound fun, but he got the feeling that this would just result in being coddled. Which was not what he wanted.
But watching Jason run around aimlessly, searching for The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane , sounded too good to miss.
An hour later, in the midst of a conversation about musicals, the main lights of the kitchen were flicked on. Jason and Dick both squinted in discomfort, while Peter just sighed and put his head down into his arms to avoid the light.
Alfred paused, surprised to see the three sitting together. "...young Masters, young Peter." he greeted cooly, approaching the breakfast nook. "Why are you three not in bed?" While his question was mainly aimed at Jason and Dick, he still felt a pang of concern for Peter as well.
"Jay and I were up reading all night, and Peter found us when he couldn't sleep." Dick explained, rubbing the discomfort from his eyes and smiling at Alfred. "None of us wanted to sleep now, so we've been up for a bit."
"I see." Alfred hummed, glancing between the three young men. "I say, it has been a while since everyone has gotten together for breakfast. With you three up and about already, perhaps your siblings will be compelled to follow suit."
A family breakfast sounded intimate, but not nearly as intimate as a family dinner. Peter supposed that he could join them, if they invited him, of course.
"Good luck getting Tim out of bed, he had quite the night." Jason snorted, rolling his eyes and leaning back. His comment seemed to have earned him an elbow in the ribs by Dick. Peter lifted his head and watched with interested confusion.
"What was Tim doing all night?" He questioned, glancing between the two men. Both seemed to freeze under his gaze, and shared similar looks of uncertainty.
"Master Tim has a bad habit of studying all night." Alfred explained before the boys could even try. He passed them both a look that Peter in fact did not miss. "I believe he has a big test today, and was likely cramming for it."
The explanation made sense, so Peter tried not to dwell too hard on it. Satisfied, Alfred left his spot next to the table and started bustling around the kitchen to prepare breakfast. The presence of Jason, Dick, and Peter had clearly been unexpected, but he was more than happy to have them around as he prepared. He enjoyed the company.
The rest of the morning went smoothly, and the breakfast was enjoyable. Alfred's cooking always managed to be the highest quality, and Peter swore that the man was secretly a five-star chef. The teens all sat around the table, talking about the events of the day ahead.
Like Alfred, Dick, and Jason had mentioned, Tim was rather tired. The bags under his eyes seemed darker than usual, and his coffee smelled extra strong. It seemed like he was taking preemptive measures to avoid falling asleep, considering he did have a test today.
Duke, the only well-rested person at the table, ate the biggest breakfast. He was complaining about some sort of conference with his counselor about college prep that he had to do later in the day. Something about scholarship applications for Gotham University, despite his adopted father being rich beyond belief.
Cassandra and Peter both shared mutual glances of night terrors. They really did not need to communicate verbally to understand each other. They had some sort of sixth-sense understanding of their problems. The glimmer in her eyes told him that they would both be napping before dinner.
"Damian, don't forget about that pre-test today." Bruce reminded in a mumble from the head of the table. The young boy on his right seemed to freeze in place, grabbing Peter's attention. "This is to get you into that advanced trigonometry class you wanted, right?"
"...right." Damian said through gritted teeth, shoving his plate away and standing abruptly. "I seem to have miscalculated my available study time. Come get me when it is time to depart." He left the room with hasty steps, and Peter frowned.
"...is he okay?" Peter found himself asking that question more and more as he stayed in the Manor. Damian was quite the mystery. A concerning mystery.
Bruce nodded, sipping his coffee mug and glancing at Peter, then to the doorway where Damian had just left from. His eyes finally landed on his son's half-finished plate. He frowned softly. "...he didn't sleep well last night. He's probably worried about passing."
Peter nodded quietly in understanding, looking at Damian's plate. "....I'll go talk to him." he's not sure what possessed him, but he stood up and took Damian's plate in hand, exiting the room quickly. Behind him, he could hear Dick and Bruce both making sounds of disagreement.
He wandered the second floor hallway of bedrooms, mentally reminding himself who stayed where. When he came across Damian's room, he remembered it as the one Karen said had weapons inside. Part of Peter felt alarmed, but he forced it down. Taking a deep breath, he raised his hand and knocked gently on the wood.
He could hear shuffling, and a rolling chair sliding across the floor, before the door was pulled open just enough to allow Damian to look through the crack. He glanced around before his eyes landed on Peter, visibly freezing once more.
The teen offered an awkward smile, and held up the plate. "...you really shouldn't study without some sort of food. It'll make you feel less stressed." he explained his intentions, glancing from Damian to the door. "...can I come in? Maybe I could help you?"
The kid scoffed, a glare forming in his eyes. "I do not need your help nor your sympathy, Parker." he declared, boring daggers into him.
"Then at least take your breakfast and finish it." he insisted carefully, holding the plate closer to the door to encourage Damian to take it. "I promise it'll help."
Damian Wayne's glare never faltered. Briefly, Peter second-guessed his decision to come up to him. Maybe it had been a bad idea, and maybe Damian was just getting madder and madder by the second. Peter's smile faltered, and he took a small step away from the door in defeat.
"Give me that ." The boy hissed, pushing the door open enough to reach out and snatch the plate from Peter. "Do not come to my room uninvited again." he insisted with a sharp look, stepping back and slamming the door shut.
Peter stared at the wood in surprise. Slowly, his smile found its way back to his face. An interaction with Damian that did not end in a fight was an improvement in his mind. Happy with himself, he turned to leave without another word.
Upon returning downstairs, he passed Tim, Cass, and Duke, who all trudged past him to finish getting ready for the day. He shrugged after realizing that they had finished breakfast without him. He tried not to be too offended, he was just a guest, after all.
"Pete!" Dick called out with a smile when he saw the teen, and Peter returned it in earnest. "You're plate-less, did he throw it at you?" the man teased, raising a brow from his seat at the table.
"Nope." He hummed, satisfied. "In fact, he took it to finish while he studies." Proud of himself, Peter sat back in his own seat, polishing off his remaining food as quickly as possible.
"Wow," Jason mused, scrolling through his phone with an amused twinkle in his detached gaze. "he didn't try killing you. Points to Damian." he joked, leaning back in his chair until he was balancing on the two back legs.
Bruce and Alfred both sighed at the same time, the former standing to take his plate to the kitchen while the latter tipped Jason's chair upright. Jason huffed, rolling his eyes with no real malice.
"I think he's starting to warm up to me, really." Peter mentioned, following Bruce's lead and standing with his cleared plate and silverware. "He didn't even shout! All he did was slam his door and tell me not to come back uninvited."
"He won't ever invite you." Dick rolled his eyes playfully. "Love the little guy, but he loves his privacy even more. He barely lets me in, and I'm his favorite!"
"You and Jason are constantly competing for that spot, Dick." Bruce reminded, exiting the dining room with Peter hot on his tail.
"Damian's favorites are Dick and Jason?" Peter questioned, a bit surprised. In the grand scheme of things, it did make sense. They were the oldest, and Dick was Bruce's first son. Maybe Damian felt connected to them in that way.
"If you can say that tolerating them makes them the favorites." Bruce joked, setting his plate and silverware into the sink. Peter followed suit, and watched as Bruce checked his wrist watch. "I've got to get to the office, will you be okay today?" he asked, casting Peter a fond glance.
"Oh, yeah I'll be good." The teen assured, shoving his hands into his red plaid pajama pants pockets. "Dick and Jason are gonna take me to the public library today." he smiled, and noticed how Bruce relaxed at that.
"It'll be good the more you get out of the house. We can gradually introduce you to society, like we did with the other kids." He hummed.
Peter paused, processing Bruce's words. "...what's that supposed to mean?"
"You're living with me, Peter." The man started to explain, turning to face him with a reassuring smile. "The news is going to catch wind of another orphan in the house eventually, so it's better if we introduce you on our own terms before the media gets the chance to do it before you're ready."
The teen hesitated, but nodded in some understanding. "...that makes sense, yeah." he mumbled, looking to the side. Holding eye contact was starting to make his neck itch. "...what are we gonna tell the media, then? When you uh.. officially announce it?"
"Emergency foster placement." Bruce said smoothly, like it was three practiced words. "I had a friend draw up the papers. You're legally under my care, according to the state of New Jersey."
Peter nodded once more. "Cool. I guess this makes me your foster son?" he joked, but his voice had a twinge of panic in it. Peter did not want to be his foster son. He wanted to be Aunt May's nephew, and Tony's mentee.
But this circumstance was better than being homeless in Gotham.
Bruce sighed with a chuckle, shaking his head. "It makes you whatever you want to call yourself, Peter. Don't focus too hard on the labels, that'll just make things messier." he teased. "Have fun at the library today, kiddo."
As Bruce left, Peter allowed his senses time to settle down. Bruce Wayne's Foster Son echoed in his mind. He could see the headlines now. Peter's name was bound to be everywhere by the time people realized what was happening in the Manor.
Thank God Peter Parker did not exist in this universe, or that would be a very concerning thing for the hypothetical other him.
A strong and warm hand patted Peter's shoulder, and he jumped as Dick walked by with a grin. "C'mon, Petey, go get dressed so we can leave." The man left the room, leaving Peter standing alone in the kitchen.
Once again, Dick had appeared unnoticed by Peter's senses. It made him swallow uncomfortably, but regardless, he followed his direction and went up to his room to shower, change, and get ready for the day.
An hour later, Peter was slipping Karen into his ear and sliding down the grand staircase banister to get to the foyer, a stupid grin on his face. He had always wanted to do that.
Dick and Jason met him a few minutes later, each one pulling on jackets over their plain colored t-shirts. They both had on jeans of varying shades of blue, and Jason's had holes ripped into the knees. Jason also had on a cool pair of sunglasses with sharp ends to their triangle lenses. Peter smiled at how nerdy they looked.
The teen himself had on jeans similar to Dick's, but in a lighter, bleached blue that were cuffed at the ends. His hand-me-down rust converse were tied onto his feet. For his topside, he had put on a plain black t-shirt, with a gray Robin-themed zip-up jacket.
"Ready to go?" Dick glanced between Peter and Jason, getting nods of approval from them both. Satisfied, he pulled his phone out to shoot Alfred a quick text, reminding him that they would be gone when he came home from dropping the others off at school.
"Can I drive?" Jason smirked, holding the door for the other two, then joining them as they walked down the steps of Wayne Manor's front porch.
Dick huffed out a laugh, rolling his eyes. "Yeah, no . I remember the last time."
"..what happened last time?" Peter asked with morbid curiosity, looking between the two as they approached Dick's dark gray car. It had a dent in the rear bumper, and the windows were tinted. Part of him wondered why Dick did not just get a new car from Bruce, or at least, get this one repaired.
"He crashed us into a traffic light pole, knocking the whole thing over and cutting the power for four blocks." Dick explained, emphasizing the misdeeds that Jason had committed.
Peter gasped dramatically, looking at Jason with mock offense. "How dare you. Was it in Dick's car?"
" No , it was Bruce's." Dick said, a shit-eating grin on his face as he dug Jason a bigger hole. His brother just shot him a silent glare of betrayal. Peter watched with a grin as he climbed into the back seat, with Dick in the driver's seat and Jason in the front passenger.
"I still can't believe you crashed it that badly." Dick sighed dramatically, tone playful as he pulled down the long driveway.
"You're exaggerating the story." Jason insisted, playful frustration shining through his smile. He wanted to be mad, but simply couldn't. "It was fine. "
"Mhm. Sure, Jay." Dick hummed, tapping his fingers on the steering wheel. In the distance, Main Gotham came into view, and Peter felt his heart race.
Everytime he went into the city, he got more and more familiar with its layout. He committed street names to memory, and noted locations of interest like medical centers, or homeless shelters.
The entire drive to the public library, Peter kept his gaze out the tinted window, observing the city and its workings.
It reminded him of New York, and that made him smile.
Dick parked his car in a public lot about a block away, and the three climbed out. As they walked, Peter noticed small changes in the weather already, as compared to the week before. As the year eased closer to summer, the spring chill turned into a manageable coolness, and he had no doubt it would become sunshine warmth soon after that.
"...I actually came here before." Peter striked conversation, a little smile on his face. "On my first night in Gotham, I didn't have anywhere to go. The shelters made me nervous."
Jason hummed in understanding, kicking a small rolling rock as they walked. "I get that. The shelters aren't the friendliest."
Dick nodded in agreement, frowning slightly. "Did you have to break in?"
"It was easy to do." Peter shrugged. "Besides, I figured that breaking into a place with Public plastered on the front would be better than some residence."
"Sound logic." Jason chuckled. "I wonder if Babs caught you on the cameras, then."
"Whose Babs?" Peter asked, the name sounding vaguely familiar.
"Barbara Gordon. She is the daughter of the Gotham Police Commissioner."
"Barbara Gordon."
Dick and Karen answered at the same time, and the blend of their voices surprised him momentarily.
"Family friend, then?" Peter assumed after a second.
Jason and Dick both nodded in confirmation. Peter was satisfied with their answer, and remained comfortably quiet for the rest of the short walk.
Peter took the steps of the Library two at a time, beating the other two to the doors. He went inside with a grin, and despite this only being his second time in the building, it felt familiar.
He was thrown back to his first night in Gotham, inside the dark library with nothing. He had tried imagining the place during the day, and it seemed that his guess was pretty damn accurate.
College students studied quietly at tables, either nose-deep in books or droning at laptops. Men, women, and children alike filtered through the shelves quietly as they searched for specific books.
That giant dome in the open center of the building let an abundance of golden sunlight into the room. It gave the place a warm and homey glow, just like Peter had imagined.
He could find himself wanting to come here all the time.
"You two go look for your mystery book," Dick teased, entering behind Peter with Jason. "I'm gonna go find Barbara."
Jason tossed Dick a thumbs up, then smirked at Peter. "C'mon, Webs. Let's go find Kate DiCamillo's work."
"Babs!" Dick smiled, jogging up to the service desk with enthusiasm. The woman behind the counter looked up from her computer, a small smile gracing her features when she saw him.
"Dick, hey! What are you doing here?" She questioned with a teasingly skeptical eyebrow. "You never read." She joked.
"I'm not here for me." He rolled his eyes, leaning his elbows on the top of the desk and glancing over to her side. The surface was cluttered. Ever the messy organizer. "Jason and Peter are running around playing their little book game." Despite his eye roll, he sounded extremely comfortable.
Barbara hummed in acknowledgement. "Sounds about right." Her smile relaxed, and she leaned back in her wheelchair. "Anything new since last night?"
Dick hesitated, glancing to his sides to check for anyone listening. "....no, but I've got an idea as to how they communicate."
Barbara hummed. "Oh yeah?"
"Hearing aid."
The woman paused, letting her brain wrap around the information at hand. She knew Peter had a hearing aid, but she never really assumed anything was strange about it.
"....you think it's fake, then?" She asked quietly.
Dick nodded. "I think it's just there for show. It's a good disguise, though. Most people wouldn't notice it." He smiled.
"It's clever." Barbara nodded in agreement. "..do you think she talks to him all the time?"
Dick shrugged. "I think it's like what she told Tim: that she'll know when he needs assistance."
Barbara nodded a final time, pushing her glasses up her nose. "That's really handy." She smiled. "...he's a smart kid. I'm glad he wound up with you guys."
"...did you wanna meet him today?" Dick suggested, smile brightening as they got away from the sensitive topic.
But Barbara waved her hand with a playful eye roll. "I'm sure I'll see him running around, don't pull him from his fun just to say hi."
The man raised his hands in surrender, nodding. "Sure, sure. I have zero plans to join them, though. Mind if I hang with you?"
"I don't mind one bit, Dickie." She chuckled, shaking her head and turning back to her computer screen.
"Jason," Peter said softly, looking through aisles. The man had disappeared a minute or two ago to look for a novel he had suggested to Peter, but now it seemed that he was really gone. "Are you around here?"
He frowned as he poked his head into the aisles, walking down a few and peeking between books. He would whisper-yell the man's name every few seconds.
" Jason, you can't just abandon me-" He joked dramatically. As he rounded the corner though, he collided with someone's back. This caused both Peter and the girl to stumble, her dropping a textbook hard onto the floor.
"Shit-" Peter's eyes widened. "I'm sorry- I didn't mean to-" his gaze went from the book to the girl, and he froze when he saw her face.
A brown-eyes glare, and a frustrated huff escaped her lips. Peter stared at the familiar person, and his heart clenched.
"Cool, yeah, no. I assumed you did that on purpose." MJ said dramatically, leaning down to pick up her book. Despite her hair being darker, and this being New Jersey , it was undoubtedly her.
Peter was speechless, watching her pick up the book and brush off the cover. It was a calculus textbook, with the spine detaching from the pages.
"....are you gonna say something?" She questioned, cocking an eyebrow at him.
Peter fumbled out another apology, and took a few steps back before turning and entering the closest aisle. Memories of Midtown wracked his mind. Memories of his life clawed their way to the front of his mind.
"-eter, sorry. I went up to the second story." Jason's voice came into earshot, and he stiffened. He whipped his head around, spotting Jason entering the aisle from the other end.
"Jason-" Peter took a sharp breath, getting to the man's side before Jason could even meet him halfway. "Hey, sorry-" He huffed, holding onto the book shelf and squeezing his eyes shut tight.
Jason paused, setting the book in hand down before taking Peter's shoulders. "Hey, Pete." He said in a quiet voice, turning the kid to look at him fully. "Take a breath."
Peter listened and followed his directions to the best of his ability, taking slow, deep breaths to slow the pounding in his chest.
"...sorry." Peter mumbled after a minute, opening his eyes slowly to look at Jason. "....I panicked."
"You're fine, don't apologize." Jason assured, then he glanced around the aisle with sharp eyes. "...any reason why?"
"...I just thought I saw someone I recognized, and it freaked me out." Peter explained vaguely, reaching up and holding Jason's wrists to ground himself. "I haven't seen her in a while, so I panicked."
" Her ?" Jason paused, a playful grin forming on his face. "Let me guess, an ex-girlfriend?"
Jason's teasing was meant to be comforting, but it only made the pang in Peter's heart worse. But he hid it with a quiet laugh. "..something like that, yeah. Last time I checked, she lived in New York. Seeing her here just surprised me." He sighed. "...I don't think she recognized me."
"Probably because of your cool new hair." Jason hummed, releasing Peter and ruffling his hair. "You and I are basically twins now." He joked.
"Twins? Come on, I look so different-" Peter laughed, the new topic a welcome distraction.
Despite how easy it was to joke with Jason, the image of Michelle Jones-Watson was burned into his mind.
He got the feeling he would not be sleeping again tonight.
"Whatever. C'mon, let's find Dick." Jason suggested, picking up the book and putting it into Peter's hands. "We can also get you a library card while we're here."
The teen hesitated to talk, walking with Jason. He tried not to let his eyes wander, too afraid of seeing her again. He let his voice lower. "....uh, I don't have an ID, Jason."
"Nonsense. Bruce got you papers, remember?" Jason said, steering Peter toward a service desk, where Dick was sitting on a stool and talking to a pretty red-head at the computer.
"Right." Peter mumbled, still overly unsure. Despite that, he allowed his nerves to dissipate as they approached the desk.
Dick looked up from his phone, smiling when he saw the two. "Hey! Have fun running around?"
"Yeah, we lost track of time." Jason snickered. Peter paused. How much time had it been?
"Hi, Peter. You have been at Gotham Public Library for one hour and twenty-eight minutes."
Damn, time really does fly by when you're having fun.
"I can see that." Dick teased the two, then looked at the woman. "Babs, this is Peter." He smiled, glancing between the two. When she looked up and spotted Peter, she smiled, pushing her glasses up her nose.
Peter didn't miss how her gaze flicked from his face, to his hair, to his hearing aid.
"Peter, this is Barbara Gordon."
Peter stepped up with a polite smile, setting the book on the desk. "It's nice to meet you, Ms. Gordon-"
"Ew, formal much?" She joked, rolling her eyes. "Please, just call me Barbara. Or, Babs." She shrugged. " Anything but Ms. Gordon." She shivered dramatically.
The teen chuckled, finding himself relaxing quite easily in her presence. "Alright, Babs."
Jason threw his arm over Peter's shoulders, grinning at the two. "Pete wants to check out a book. Think you can hook him up with a card?"
Barbara rolled her eyes, and sighed dramatically like Dick. "I guess. God, why are you making me do my job , Jason?" She joked, rolling away from the desk for a moment to get to a card printer on the back wall. "Peter, what name do you want printed?"
"Peter Benjamin Parker, please." He said, tapping his fingers on the desk patiently. Barbara nodded, pressing a few buttons and typing on a small screen.
Jason gave Peter's shoulders an encouraging squeeze.
Minutes later, the trio was leaving the library. Dick waved to Barbara, Jason chewed on a fresh piece of gum, and Peter was grinning down at his shiny new Library card with his book under his arm.
It was a white piece of plastic, with his name printed in bold black. A barcode scanner was on the back, and a picture of Peter grinning was in the upper left corner.
"This is so cool." He mumbled, causing Jason to snicker in amusement.
"It's just a library card, Pete." The man teased, elbowing the teen. Peter rolled his eyes, elbowing him right back. He missed the semi-surprised look on Jason's face at the pressure asserted by his elbow.
"It's my library card." He emphasized, holding it up to the sun.
"Damn right it is." Dick agreed, smiling fondly at the kid. "Damn right."
The three rode back to Wayne Manor in silence, and Peter took this as an opportunity to start reading the novel.
The Sunshine Court was definitely not what Peter had been expecting for Jason to suggest, but he certainly was not complaining now.
Upon arriving home, Jason admitted that he needed to get back to his apartment. Peter got the feeling that Jason didn't mean to spend the night last night, but something caused him to stick around. Peter refused to acknowledge that he was likely that something.
While Dick went to find Alfred, Peter fell back into the closest sofa in a media room, sinking into the cushions and looking up at the pages. There really was nothing like a new book.
Peter was about halfway through it when the other teens got home from school. Cass and Duke gave Peter cheery greetings and went off to do God knows what, and Tim trudged up the stairs to his room for a nap.
He felt like he was in the same situation, tired and ready to go down for a few hours. But the quiet conversation between Alfred and Damian kept him rooted in place.
"How did your entrance test go, Master Damian?"
The silence spoke volumes.
"...I see. Well then, perhaps tonight you should rest instead of participating in this family's activities."
Activities?
"It would be good for you. Clearly you are under much stress at the moment. A break won't hurt one bit, Master Damian."
There was the sound of shuffling fabric, and Peter assumed it was a hug.
"Good, now go on. I will retrieve you for dinner."
Damian shut his bedroom door as quietly as possible, not wanting to possibly alert anyone else in the house. Alfred seeing him upset was bad enough. He refused to let his adoptive siblings see his weakness.
A sheet of paper was gripped tightly in his hand. He had passed , there was no doubt about that, but the bold 82% sent stabs into his chest.
He was much better than 82% .
Damian set the paper on his desk and dropped his bag at his feet, running his hands over his face with a frustrated sigh.
He was already benched for the night. Alfred wanted him to rest. Damian wanted nothing more than to join his father on Gotham's streets later that evening.
He decided to compromise by studying instead.
A soft knock on his door broke him from his intense focus about forty-five minutes into his study session, and a scowl crossed his face. Whoever was interrupting him again would not get away Scot-free.
When he opened the door to look out, he was surprised to once again see Parker looking down at him. This time, he held a textbook in his arms, and his smile was relaxed.
"..hey, Damian. Wanna chat for a minute?"
"...no." he huffed, moving to close the door. He was surprised however when something stopped it from shutting all the way, and looking down, he saw Peter's foot in the frame. "... Parker , get out ."
"I wanted to see if you would help me with something." The teen’s complete avoidance of Damian's commands only made him even more frustrated.
"What could I possibly want to help you with?" Damian demanded the answer, glaring up at Peter.
"Trigonometry."
The youngest Wayne paused, gears turning in his head. The odds of this being some sort of assassination attempt were low, but not zero.
But one long look at Peter revealed the honesty that Damian wanted so badly to deny.
"...I'm not in school right now, but I still think it's important for me to self-educate." Peter explained in Damian's silence. "You're in one of those advanced classes, right?"
"..I will be in the next school year. I tested in today." Damian explained, a sense of pride in his voice. "...and you obviously want my superior help."
"Obviously." Peter repeated with a chuckle. "..think you could study with me until dinner?"
"Tt." Damian sounded, and after a moment, he opened the door all the way, allowing Peter Parker to join him inside.
Peter and Damian left that bedroom with a quiet understanding. They did not discuss it at the dinner table, and they did not even look at each other, but something in their hearts had grown warmer in their short time studying together.
Not only had they found common ground, but they had found something that they could not argue about. Math was consistent , and had one way of doing things. They could both agree to that.
It was… nice.
Needless to say, Peter would try studying with Damian a lot more.
As the house settled for the night, and the kids all filtered to their respective rooms, Peter slid into his with a quiet sigh. Tonight, he would not be sleeping. But it was not because of the night terrors, or the MJ scare earlier in the day.
It was because he had plans.
Peter Parker got down on his knees and looked under his bed, feeling around on the underside of the bedframe for a few moments before feeling what he was searching for.
It had been a little over a week, and he was getting tired of waiting for the perfect opportunity that would never come.
He worked fast, using Karen’s guidance in his ear to direct the nanobots into points of interest. The chest, shoulders, back, and any major arteries were his top priority. In the end, this resulted in him having something more akin to armor than a full supersuit.
Regardless, it still looked cool. Even better, it still had the spider emblem on the front. A mask had been reproduced by the nanobots, with a slot for Karen’s hearing aid to click into place seamlessly.
Peter produced solid black work out clothes from his closet, courtesy of his shopping trip with the Wayne teens the previous day. The long sleeve shirt was skin tight, and would allow for flexible movement, while the black pants were slightly looser, and better fitted for durability and sweat absorption.
He looked through his array of shoes, frowning at any of the provided options. The converse were a definite no, and the exercise shoes made Peter cringe. Nothing seemed right.
So, he resorted to the ol’ fashioned pair of spider boots that he had stored behind the bed frame. He pulled them over his black underclothes, and then snapped his armor into place. The nanobots shifted and moved across his body, aligning where he had preset them to be.
When everything fell perfectly into place, Peter felt himself relax. This felt perfect. This was exactly what he needed to be doing.
Peter stepped into his bathroom, taking a quick look at himself in the mirror. The Spider-Style had definitely changed, but he could not find it in himself to complain. The full Spider Suit was very New York, but the armor was very Gotham.
It was fitting. A new universe called for new changes, after all.
Peter opened his cell phone and cycled through a few social media feeds as he paced up his walls and ceiling, taking in as much information as he could. He wanted to at least wait for the local vigilantes to step into the scene before he took off.
The first Bat-Spotting happened at 11:39. A blurry photo of Batman, Red Robin, and Black Bat had been uploaded to Snap-Map, and Peter smiled.
The teen stopped pacing right above his window, parallel to the floor. He took a deep, slow breath, evening himself out. One step at a time , he reminded himself as he kneeled down and slid open the window.
One swing at a time.
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Chapter 9: Different City, Different Time, Same Feelings, Same Crime
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Chapter Text
Once upon a time, Peter Parker was a normal person. He walked everywhere on his own two feet. Confrontations were avoided unless the situation was dire. The biological make-up of his body was normal . Just like him.
After being bitten by that radioactive spider, and subsequently becoming Spider-man, Peter made himself a check-list. It was a way to keep himself organized, and the rules he made for himself were not that hard to follow.
The first rule that Peter gave himself was to always do the right thing. If the right thing was not obvious at first glance, then do what feels right. That usually led him in the right direction.
Gotham was a large city with a population of a little under ten million. Despite the dark skies, darker alleys, and lingering sense of dread, it was not that different from New York. The biggest factor at the moment was that Peter was not sure where he should pick up.
The right thing was not obvious, so Peter swung through the city using his gut as his guide. The tall spires of skyscrapers and densely packed roads of traffic gave him a familiar landscape.
If he closed his eyes, held his breath, and ignored the stench of Gotham, he could almost pretend that he was home.
The teen vigilante landed halfway up the side of a tall skyscraper at around midnight. The wind at that height pushed against his body and forced him to cling to the wall with hand and feet, looking down at the city.
His heart swelled with excitement. It felt so good to be swinging again.
Peter breathed slowly for a minute or two, evening himself out on the side of the building. If he was going to make tonight successful, then he needed to make a plan.
That was rule two, by the way: Make a plan if a plan is needed. Without one, you might as well surrender.
According to Karen, only three of Gotham’s usual vigilante spread had been spotted so far. That was Batman, Red Robin, and Black Bat. He had first found them on Snap-Map back at the Manor, and about five minutes ago, Karen reported a video of the three jumping onto the Gotham Police Headquarters.
That was across town. If those three were really the only ones out so far, and they were occupied elsewhere, that meant that Gotham had no one patrolling actively. Peter couldn’t stop his smile. He wouldn’t mind volunteering.
He pushed off of the glass with his booted feet and released with his gloved hands, arching into a backflip and falling head-first toward the city below.
As the ground rushed closer, and wind snipped at his sides, he pulled his limbs close into a dive, causing himself to increase rapidly in speed. Seconds later, he threw an arm out, feeling the length of webs leaving his wrist.
The new, biological webs were stringier and lighter than his artificial ones. They were more flexible, and he could feel the slight pull from under his skin as they shot out. He was still getting used to the feeling, but it was not an unpleasant one. In fact, it felt good .
They attached to the closest building and pulled taut, dragging Peter in a diametric scoop. His feet barely grazed the tops of the cars stuck in the night traffic. On the ascent of his scoop, he released the line of webs and turned into another flip, whooping loudly to himself.
He could go like this for hours, really. He was not sure if he could run out of webs, but he really felt ready to test that. It just felt so good to get out , and to do something familiar enough to his own Universe.
The teen shot another line of webs at a building, and the pattern repeated itself, allowing for him to travel like a bullet across the city. Sure he was having fun, but soon enough he was reminded of exactly why he had come out in the first place.
A loud scream grabbed his attention, quickly followed by a spike in his heart rate. Peter Tingle , he thought inwardly, whipping his head around and changing course with a hastily thrown line of webs that pulled him into a sharp right turn.
He soared between two buildings, silently pulling himself onto a dark brick wall and sitting still. He held his breath, listening. Something sinister pounded in his ears, leaving him on edge enough to literally stand on his toes.
Rule three: follow the sound of danger.
Ten seconds passed, then twenty. At forty, Peter felt himself fight the urge to sigh. Then, at sixty seconds of waiting, Peter heard it again: this time much closer, and much more frantic.
He was moving immediately, pulling himself to the top of the building and sprinting across its flat roof, dodging the roof access door and sliding to a stop on the other end, looking down into the alley below.
A medium-sized woman with pulled back black hair and warm skin was standing on the inside, facing the mouth of the alley with a frightened and angry ferocity on her face. Across from her, a few feet away, was a common mugger. Peter could tell the signs immediately: darkly colored jacket, tattered hat, dirty shoes, and a simple weapon. In this case, the weapon was a long hunting knife about the size of the tall man’s forearm.
The woman, while seemingly uninjured, was shaking like a leaf. Peter fell into a low crouch, pulling himself as close to the edge of the roof as possible.
“I already said it once, bitch, I’m not saying it again,” The man spat, taking a sharp step towards her and jutting the blade in her direction. “Drop yer fuckin ’ cash, and you’ll be on your way.”
“No, I know your type-” she said in a frazzled and angry voice, a slight tremble in her throat. “You don’t care how much I have on me- it’s what you plan to do to me after the fact that you want–”
“I know his type too!” Spider-man called out, grabbing both of the people’s attention. They both turned their heads to look up at him. At this angle, he was mostly obscured by the deep shadows of the city. “He’s the brutal, masochistic, alpha male who reeks from the lack of deodorant, right?” he mused, tilting his head at the man.
The woman, at a loss for words, looked between the two with wide eyes. She glanced away from them both, looking for a good chance or way to leave the situation entirely.
The common mugger noticed her efforts fast though, and jutted toward her once more, stunning her into stillness once more. She was holding back screaming again with a raw throat.
“Hey, no ignoring me!” Spider-man suddenly stood, shooting a line of web down at the man’s hand. They clung and stuck to his fingers and knife, startling him into taking a few steps back.
“What the–”
The vigilante yanked the webs, pulling the man’s hand and the blade up and away, making him stumble on his feet like a marionette doll. Peter snickered, giving him another tug, which pulled him far enough from the woman for her to make an escape.
She took it without any hesitation or waiting around, and Peter did not blame her. These streets looked scary at night.
Spider-man stepped down off of the building, falling onto the ground in one smooth motion. He shot and detached the webs from himself, connecting them to the brick wall and leaving the man stuck with them by his hand.
“What the hell!!--” he struggled against the sticky binds, pulling at them with his non-dominant hand. Unfortunately for him, Peter’s biological webs were much stickier than his artificial ones. That fact only caused the mugger’s free hand to become tangled up as well.
“Wow, that knife is big. ” Spider-man hummed, standing a few feet away from the man. He blinked behind his mask, staring down the mugger with a certain intensity.
The man stared back with hatred. “Who are you?!--” he demanded. “You don’t look like one of those damn bats– ”
“Because I’m not one of those damn bats ,” he mocked, rolling his eyes with a dramatic sigh. He shot out a few more webs, snagging the man’s two feet, backpack strap, and mouth and pinning them all to the wall. He startled and let out a muffled shout of defiance.
“I’m Spider-man. ” He grinned, and even if the mugger could not see the gesture, he could certainly hear it. Spiderman wore his heart on his sleeve, after all.
Rule four was to always represent the brand.
“I know, I know,” he hummed, reaching over and digging through the man’s pockets for a wallet. “You don’t recognize Spider-man, but you will. Eventually.” he shrugged, and sighed in relief when he found it in the man’s back pocket. “ Thank God- I really didn’t wanna turn you around.” He chuckled, flipping through it and finding an ID.
“Dakota Rivera? That you?” Peter glanced between the grainy photo on the card and the restrained man, noting the similarities. “That’s a cool name, at least. It’d make a good stage name. Have you considered going into show business?” he asked rhetorically, not waiting for some undignified grunt as a response.
“Karen, go ahead and call the cops to this location.” He hummed, webbing the wallet and ID to the wall next to the man’s head. “Make sure Mr. Rivera gets taken in tonight.”
“Of course, Peter.”
Satisfied and grinning, Peter shot a line of webs out, casually pulling himself up to the roof. “Bye, Mr. Rivera! Stop mugging women! Consider becoming a stand-up comedian or something!-”
As Peter swung away, he could hear the disgruntled grunting from the struggling man. Smiling behind his mask, he landed on a rooftop not that far away. Something in his chest beat like a drum at the feeling of doing good work again.
“Good job, Peter. The police have been notified of his whereabouts.”
“Thanks, Karen.” he hummed, glancing around the immediate area for any more obvious signs of trouble. “Any update on the Bats?”
“Not yet.”
“Cool. Keep me notified if they start moving.”
As much as Peter wanted to trust the city's veteran vigilantes, part of him bristled at even the thought. They were very work-alone people, who did not like accepting outside help. Peter’s research had told him that Batman often denied letting outside heroes come in to help, despite working closely with them outside of Gotham. He was a founder of the Justice League, after all.
This was his turf, and his rules prevailed.
If Peter wanted a chance to stick around, and actually make a difference, he would need to start things off small. Building a reputation would not happen overnight, but it did not hurt to start. The more citizens that liked Spider-man, the better his chances were with gaining the favor of the Bats.
Screeching tires from a backroad grabbed Peter’s attention, so he turned and ran in that direction, jumping off of the roof and shooting webs. His swings were long and elegant, like a practiced dancer.
He did take ballet, after all. He was allowed to flaunt it a little bit.
Just as Peter was about to cross an empty intersection, his senses flared DANGER , causing him to falter and stick himself to the nearest building. Just as he landed, a bright purple sports car going well above the speed limit coasted past, running the red light.
Street racers, Spider-man mentally assessed, watching as a similarly bright orange car followed suit a second or two later.
He did not mind a good race, so he fell into place, swinging behind them quicker than before. When the buildings got too short to swing, he ran across their sides like they were an open field.
It was easy to envision the expansive lawn of Wayne Manor as he remembered the day that he and Dick had raced from the house to the wall.
Spider-man picked up speed easily, and even if he was not as fast as those speeding cars, the slowly increasing traffic made them slow down. All in all, Peter was close enough to initiate action two minutes later.
He would have wanted to get to them quicker. Every second wasted was a second that a traffic accident could occur, and every second wasted was another life put at risk.
When he was close enough to the two speeding cars, Spider-man took a breath and shot out rapid webs that stuck firmly to the back of the orange car. He ripped himself off of the building, allowing himself to be sling-shotted toward the car, where he landed in a steady crouch on the trunk.
The orange sports car bobbed due to the sudden weight and force, and Peter noticed the driver frantically looking in his rear-mirrors. It was hard to get a good description of the man due to the intense window tint, but he could at least make out the guys’ build.
Peter crawled along the top of the car, limbs pressed as flat as possible to avoid the wind force of the still-moving vehicle. When he got to the front a second later, he squinted through the front windshield in disapproval.
“This is no place to be driving like this!!!--” he shouted over the wind, sticking his knees to the car and leaning over to the driver’s door, knocking on the window.
Stupidly, the man rolled it down.
Spider-man’s moves were near instantaneous. Webs shot into the car, pressing down on the emergency break and wrapping around the steering wheel, which he pulled on to navigate the vehicle.
The orange sports car skidded to a halt, slightly veered onto a sidewalk, with the purple car continuing into the night.
Spider-man huffed, moving quickly. He jumped up from the car’s roof and latched onto a streetlamp, looking back down at the car and hanging upside down, knees hooked over the light. Webs shot out from his wrists, sealing the tires firmly onto the ground.
“Stay!!!--” he shouted with a demanding point before turning and pulling himself back into chase.
Finding the purple car was easy as he followed the chaos it left in its speedy wake. As he went, he already noticed a few minor accidents. A car had been bumped, and while trying to regain control, veered into a traffic light pole. A pair of smartly dressed pedestrians had fallen on the ground when they jumped out of the car’s way.
“Karen- call–”
“I have already notified the Gotham Police Department.”
Peter sighed through his nose, relieved in her abilities. Karen was always good about anticipating his needs- it was her purpose. As an AI, she adapted and learned from him, and overtime, she started predicting his questions before he could even ask.
It was convenient, really. Peter could not have asked for a better companion in this line of work.
“Thanks-” he huffed out, tearing through the gradually piling up traffic. He was not quite sure what district of Gotham they were in, but it must have been a higher-class one. The cars got more expensive, and the night pedestrians were dressed nicer here.
He ignored the gaping shock of pedestrians as he swung past, gaining on the purple car quickly. The more people watched, the more that they would realize he was here to help. Let them stare , he mused internally.
Finally, Spider-man latched onto the back of the purple sports car. Similarly to before, he pulled himself onto its trunk, hopping over the spoiler and crawling up the top to get to the windshield, where he knocked unenthusiastically.
“Dude–” he huffed, trying to look as unimpressed as possible. “ No one thinks your overpriced car is cool–” he flipped his body to be standing on the hood, glaring down at the shocked man through the windshield.
When the man showed no signs of stopping, or listening, Peter rolled his eyes. He gave the passenger-half of the windshield a sudden kick, the boot heel connecting with the glass and shattering a hold on impact.
The man inside the vehicle startled and turned the wheel, swerving through traffic like a madman. Spider-man acted fast, ducking into the passenger side to regain control.
His webs connected with the wheel, and as he tugged on it to get it to turn, he once more shot webs at the emergency brake, causing the tires to screech.
Once the inside was securely dealt with, Peter climbed back out, legs contorting to fit through the shattered glass without tearing his black underclothes. He kind of felt like the girl out of The Ring movie.
Spider-man launched himself off the hood of the still moving car, flipping through the air. When he was upside down, he reached out and shot webs, which made their target the tires. As they made contact, they tangled up in the mechanics, slowing the car.
The vigilante landed in a low crouch in the middle of the road, one hand on the ground, the other held up behind himself. The purple sports car, properly webbed up inside and out, skidded to a sudden halt inches from his head.
“Impressive.” A voice rang out from the sidewalk, causing Peter’s head to snap up. A feeling of immense dread washed over him, as danger signs flashed through his mind. His senses went haywire.
The man on the sidewalk was large . He had on biker leathers with specially added pouches and compartments, holding what he could only assume were gadgets and weapons. A crimson red hood had been pulled over his equally red helmet, which had glowing white eyes that were permanently narrowed into a glare.
“Red Hood.”
Karen’s explanation supplied Spider-man no comfort as he slowly stood up. He had read about this guy. Former villain turned semi-good guy who sometimes worked with the Bats. He had a record of killing without remorse, and doing whatever he wanted to reach his goals.
This guy was deadly , and he did not just need his senses to tell him that.
“So, you planning on cleaning all this up, too?” Red Hood asked with a rough voice, hands relaxed in his own pockets. “Because I don’t think the city wants your biohazard webs everywhere.”
Spider-man hesitated, heart racing in his chest. Then, he glanced at the streaks of web on the road. He could only imagine that there were still webs back with the orange car, too.
“Yeah, uh. I think they go away on their own, actually?” Spider-man mused, tilting his head toward Red Hood. “When I was messing with them a few days ago, they disintegrated overtime.” he grinned behind his mask, trying to hide the intensity in his chest. “Biodegradable.” he mused with a wiggle of his fingers.
Red Hood did not look amused, and moved his hands from his pockets to cross his arms. “You got a name?”
“Spider-man.”
“ Spider-man?” the man echoed, sounding a bit amused. “Real original, don’t you think?”
“You’re one to speak, Red Hood.” Spider-man shot back, hands on his hips. He rolled his eyes behind his lenses, even if he knew that the other vigilante could not see the motion. He hoped his body language would put it across anyways. “I almost thought your favorite color was blue.” Spiderman joked.
“Nah,” Hood hummed. “That’s Nightwing’s thing.” he cleared his throat at the sound of sirens sparking up nearby. “..get outta here, Bug-Boy. I’ll deal with the cops.”
Peter paused, glancing between Red Hood and the man in the car, who still seemed to be in some state of shock. “....I thought you worked alone?”
“Just this once, I’ll make an exception.”
Spider-man bristled, taking a few hesitant steps back. He took these moments to seriously consider the Red Hood’s words. He was offering him an out. It did not take much deliberation for the teen vigilante to turn and run, using his webs to pull himself away into the night.
The next situation was merely minutes away, and he fell into his work quickly without a second thought.
“I don’t think he’s a weapon.”
The statement was cold, clear, and offered no room for argument. Red Hood’s tone was crisp through the Oracle Comms, letting every single vigilante in on his opinion.
“...explain.” Batman’s recognizable voice followed after a few moments, the word a quiet demand. For once, Red Hood did not argue.
“He’s been out here doing your job for the last two hours.” Red Hood huffed, the sounds of his motorcycle faintly buzzing in the background. “While you’ve been meeting with Gordon, he’s been chasing street racers and muggers.”
The silence from Batman made Red Hood’s blood boil. Of course the man did not even have any good explanation. Red Robin, on the other hand, could be heard snickering quietly.
“Again, I don’t think he’s a weapon.” The lone vigilante hummed, motorcycle skidding to a stop in an alley. He flicked off the headlight and dropped the kickstand, climbing off the black leather seat. “Or if he is, he doesn’t know it.”
“He needs supervision.” Batman’s voice huffed into the comms. “He could be a sleeper, and anything could trigger him.”
“Then get one of your Baby Bats to puppy-guard him.” Red Hood’s frustration came through his voice. “He doesn’t need protection. I’ll keep an eye out, but don’t expect me to intervene. The kid’s good.”
The silence from everyone over the Oracle Comms told Red Hood that the conversation was over, and just to spite them, he deactivated his comm piece in his helmet, relishing in the silence that followed.
Well, not silence . The city noises of Gotham filled the space that the comms had left behind. He treated them as a familiar white noise, though, not flinching at the screeching of tires or distant popping of guns.
This was home, after all.
But not for Peter.
Red Hood pulled his phone out of his pocket and turned the screen on, frowning at the time displayed. It felt too early to call it a night, but the thought of potentially running into his family while out made his frustration worse.
He knew what a child soldier looked like. A weapon of evil would not do the things that Peter did. The teen may be dangerous, but so was Damian. The two had a lot in common. Briefly, Jason considered the possibility of Peter being from the League.
It… was not impossible . He had not heard of any sort of bug-experimentation from his time there, and surely Damian would have mentioned something if he knew, too.
Even worse, they still had not figured out who Tony Stark was. Jason was starting to think that the name was an alias for someone more dangerous. They knew that the man was supposedly an engineer, and Peter’s former mentor, but he’s not in the country .
But Peter’s story not adding up, along with his physical attributes being eerily close to Jason’s left little room for the imagination to wander. This was starting to have League of Assassins written all over it.
Jason Todd internally considered the circumstances, brows pinching together in thought. He hated to agree with Bruce, but Peter being some sort of sleeper agent was definitely possible. The League did not have a history of using sleepers, but nothing was stopping them from trying it out now .
The man frowned behind his shiny red helmet, turning his phone off and shoving it back into his pocket. He needed to do some digging, but going to the Batcave to use the computer right now would probably make him see green.
So first, he would blow off some steam. Those traffickers down at the docks surely would not mind the company.
As the moon dipped dangerously close to the horizon line where the sky met the ground, Peter scaled the wall of Wayne Manor. He avoided the property cameras, swinging around them and peeking around the corners of the old building until he had made it to his own window. Sliding it open, he ducked inside, feet landing silently on the wood floor.
The teen stood on one foot, tugging off his boots and huffing. He tossed them under the bed, followed by his mask. His false hearing aid, still wedged comfortably in his ear, was also taken off, and thrown half-hazardly onto the bed.
Pressing the spider emblem over his sternum, he felt the nanotech crawl across his tight black clothes, compressing itself as much as possible into a palm-sized spider-shaped disc, heavy in his hand.
The convenience made him smile. It would be easy to carry around whenever he left the manor during the day incase of an emergency. The Wayne’s knew who he was, and what he did… surely they would not mind if he ran off occasionally to help out the city.
For safekeeping, Peter put the disc on his night stand, the cool metal slipping out of his hand. He sighed through his nose, closing his eyes for a few seconds as the adrenaline of the night finally started to die down.
Going over everything in his mind, Peter made a list of everything that had happened. The first mugging, the street race, meeting Red Hood , the second and third muggings, the kidnapping, and the handful of drug deals: all things that he managed on his own, not a single Bat in sight.
Of course, they were out. Karen had told him around two a.m. that the Bats left the Police Station to resume their usual nightly activities. She was able to track their locations using something called Satellite-Framing, which had made Peter falter initially.
She had never used something called Satellite-Framing before, so when he asked her about it, she explained that it was a way to ping off technology on the planet to track people.
He would have accepted the answer under normal circumstances, but this was Batman that they were talking about. Surely he had some sort of protection over his technology, right? His servers definitely were not public, because he would have had access to them already.
But he bit his tongue, deciding not to push further. Tony Stark made Karen to help Peter, and that’s what she was doing. Surely she had reasons for potentially lying to him. He hated to think that she would do that, though. It made his heart ache.
That’s partially why Peter decided to leave the hearing aid on his bed, entering his bathroom to clean up without her in his ear.
His shower was quick and cold. Peter used it as a chance to wake up more. His eventful night, while tiring, would not stop him from having a productive day. Falling back into the vigilante-civilian back-and-forth routine would be a quick adjustment for him.
Day naps were about to become his new favorite thing.
By the time he stepped out of his bathroom, clean and changed into comfortable loungewear, the sun was peeking through his cracked window, following a soft New Jersey breeze that faintly smelled like the polluted ocean.
Slowly, Peter was becoming accustomed to the smells of Gotham. They were starting to bother him less, and became evidence of his time spent in the city.
The digital clock in his room told him that it was nearly six in the morning. Taking an early nap sounded nice, but if Peter could help it, he wanted to pretend that he did not go out during the night.
Sure, the Waynes knew about his life, but he did not want to start the discussion. They would see social media late in the day and realize that he had picked up vigilante-ism again. If they had questions, he would let them ask first.
So, Peter stretched his arms high over his head, cracked his back, and left the room with soft footsteps on the long rugs in the hallways of the Manor.
The morning was uneventful. He sat in the kitchen with Alfred as the man prepared breakfast, the two talking about this and that. Alfred had asked about his night, and Peter got the sneaking suspicion that Alfred already knew about Peter’s escape.
Then again, Peter would not be surprised if Alfred knew everything , like some omnipotent being.
Peter dodged the question by rambling about a fake dream, one filled with Homecoming dances and bird-themed bad guys.
The rest of the house woke up as usual. Tim, while tired, lit up upon seeing Peter in the kitchen. The two sat together while his coffee brewed in the pot, talking about Tim’s classes at Gotham Prep. The school did not sound that much different from Midtown, save for it being more than just a Technical school.
The more that Tim described the place, with the help of Duke when he came into the kitchen, the more that Peter envied them. He missed school.
Or maybe he just missed the people at school. Seeing MJ at the library nearly sent Peter into a spiral, and had made him realize just how much he missed everyone back at home.
It also made him remember that those people were likely dead. Dusted, just like he was. Once again, he found himself wondering if anyone else had the same fate as him: thrown into the arms of another universe.
If that was the case, he hoped that his loved ones had all landed somewhere good. Somewhere that was not Gotham, and somewhere without a Thanos.
Bruce came into the kitchen with a quiet greeting to everyone, and despite not being a morning person, his gaze sharpened when he spotted Peter. The two held eye contact for a few seconds longer than usual.
The hair on Peter’s neck stood on end, and an uncomfortable buzzing shot up and down his spine. He could not fight the unwavering feeling of distrust that the man radiated, making the teen’s shoulders tense and head duck down a bit more.
The man came and left, not taking breakfast or coffee with him. When Peter questioned it, Alfred and Tim explained that he had a busy week ahead of him. There were apparently some big deals being made over the next few days, and the man would be going in early and working later than usual to help his focus.
The rest of the house followed Bruce’s lead soon enough, the teens and Damian gathering their items and leaving with Alfred for the day.
Peter found himself alone in the Manor. Dick had gone home to Blüdhaven, and Jason went to his own apartment in Crime Alley at some point, too. With no Karen in his ear, and no person at his side, he took a moment to truly revel in privacy .
Being alone was a rare commodity, and he would not be taking it for granted. The thoughts of an early nap came back to his mind, and he could not help but smile a bit. Sleeping for a bit would not hurt anyone…
That’s how Peter found himself in one of the large Ballrooms of Wayne Manor, perched high on the shiny metal chandelier. Using webs to get up had been easy, and the slight sway of the large fixture acted almost like a hammock.
Peter sat in one of the low scooping bars of the chandelier, leaning back against its core and relaxing against the cool metal. There was a distinct lack of dust, and Peter amused himself by wondering how Alfred managed to dust this high up.
His ability to stick to surfaces kept him in position, and just for extra security, he used a minimal amount of webs to wrap around his waist and the chandelier’s core, anchoring him in place like a seatbelt.
Falling asleep came just as easy as it would have if he were in bed.
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Chapter 10: This Spider Will Bite the Hand that Feeds
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Chapter Text
Damian hated to admit it, but having Peter Parker around was…becoming more and more enjoyable. He sneered at his own thoughts, but made no effort to deny them. In fact, it was all that he could think about during the car ride home from school.
The teen was incredibly smart, both emotionally and logically. He knew just what to say to get on Damian’s last nerve, but also knew how to follow up to save himself from Damian’s wrath. That was how he had weaseled himself into Damian’s room last time to study.
Not this time , Damian thought, climbing out of the black GMC and briskly ascending the garage steps into the Manor. This time, I will be demanding his presence before he can even think to offer it.
Satisfied with the plan, he set off to find the lanky teen. While his adopted siblings filed into the Manor’s various rooms to do.. Whatever they had planned, Damian instead went hunting the halls. Every dark corner was glanced over, and every door was pushed open.
Now Peter may be smart, but Damian surely was smarter. It could not be that hard to find the teen- but alas, the young Wayne had nearly checked every one of his usual spots, only to find nothing. No sign of Peter, not even a stray web.
Part of him briefly considered just texting Peter to find him, but that would be admitting defeat. Sure, he had the teen’s phone number for security reasons, but he had yet to use it. He certainly did not plan on starting now .
“Alfred?” Damian hummed, stepping into the kitchen after his lap of the first story had left him empty handed. The older man paused at the counter, having been pulling out fresh fruit and vegetables to start preparing dinner. He raised a pointy, gray eyebrow at Damian’s waiting question. “...have you seen the spider?”
It seemed to take the man a few seconds to fully process what Damian had asked. He was intentionally looking for Peter, and did not have an ounce of malice in his tone.
Alfred smiled, ignoring the impatient huff that Damian had released. “...I believe that you’ll find him in the west ballroom, Master Damian.”
A curt nod was the only form of thanks that Damian offered, intense gaze softening ever so slightly as he looked at the man for a moment longer before turning to continue his pursuit. His quiet steps became impossible to hear the closer he got to his goal, as he regulated his weight distribution. A trick that he had learned in the League, and perfected under his father’s guidance.
The wide and grand doors to the west ballroom were already open, which played perfectly into Damian’s stealthy approach. There was no need to push the heavy doors open, so he instead stepped inside cautiously, eyes analyzing the large room immediately.
Afternoon sun bled through the towering windows, mixing with the artificial light of the three chandeliers overhead to give the room a pleasant glow. At this point, the room was empty of any furniture. They had not held an event in the room for quite some time, but he had overheard some plans of another gala taking place soon.
Damian internally wondered if Peter would be participating with the rest of the family.
He froze in his tracks, eyes widening at his own thoughts. Had he seriously just called Peter part of the family? That could not be right. Peter was… he was still a stranger. Just because Damian was starting to tolerate him did not mean that he was willing to consider him family . He was not as foolish as Drake, or Dick.
He would not open up as easily as they had.
Damian steeled himself, pushing aside the unwanted thoughts so that he could focus on his goal of locating Peter Parker. With the room so empty, he had assumed that it would be easy. His initial thought was that maybe Peter was by a window, or perhaps even using the wide space to practice with his webs.
His webs , Damian reminded himself, using the reminder to look up toward the arching ceiling. The arched rafters that supported the vaulted ceiling were similarly clean of dust and cobwebs. Dick must have helped Alfred recently. Or Cassandra.
His gaze traveled from one end of the room to the other, and if he had not been trained in surveillance, he would have missed the gentle tilt of the largest, central chandelier. Something was weighing it down on one side, turning it ever so slightly lopsided.
Upon closer inspection, it was not some mystery weight. Instead, a vaguely Peter-shaped figure could be made out among the expensive crystal and glass pieces. Damian held his breath, eyes widening as realization dawned upon him.
He had once heard stories of Dick doing something similar at Peter’s age: sleeping in chandeliers was apparently a Wayne family rite of passage that he had yet to accomplish.
The youngest Wayne bit the inside of his cheek. Quit calling him family, he’s done nothing to earn the title.
Damian crossed the ballroom until he was standing just out from underneath the chandelier, neck craned to look up at Peter. From this angle, he could better see the teen’s peaceful face. He really was asleep up there.
He supposed it could be somewhat comfortable. The slight swaying of the chandelier reminded Damian of the hammock that Stephanie had put in one of the media rooms (that he absolutely had not used. Not at all.) The only thing about sleeping up there that Damian might not like would be all of the light. It was a miracle that Peter found any sort of rest up there.
Damian frowned, realizing he now had to get Peter down . At first, he found himself concerned for the safety of the chandelier. If Peter fell, or got too startled, there was a small possibility that he would take the expensive light fixture with him . The thought only made his frown deepen.
So he tried something more subtle than just shouting. First, he cleared his throat, eyeing the elevated teen for some sort of reaction. When nothing happened after a few seconds, he did it again, but much louder and much more impatiently.
Again, nothing. The gentle rise and fall of Peter’s chest stayed at a consistent tempo, revealing no disturbance, despite Damian’s presence.
Damian sighed heavily through his nose. Throwing an object was not an option if he wanted to get out of this with the chandelier fully intact.
“...Parker.” he said, voice projected and temper short. He made sure that his annoyance got through in his tone, hoping that the frustration would cause Peter to wake up with a bit more urgency. It, of course, did nothing more than make him stir.
“ Parker!!! ” He finally shouted, on his last nerve and running out of patience. He wanted to study, but was it really worth it if it meant going through all this trouble?
Peter jostled, waking up suddenly with a startled yelp and a sharp movement that made the chandelier’s gentle sway turn into a full rocking motion. Damian watched as the boy fumbled with the delicate crystal surrounding him, slipped, and tipped over the side of the metal support he had been reclining on.
Damian internally fought himself to ignore the feeling of dread when Peter Parker fell. He refused to even think about why he would have that reaction.
Peter did fall, but not for long. His arms had shot out on instinct, and two thin lines of webs made their mark on the ceiling above, causing Peter to stop short and hang a few feet below the chandelier, still a good eleven-or-so feet above the floor.
The youngest Wayne scoffed and crossed his arms, staring impatiently at the boy now hanging from the ceiling. When Peter slowly turned to face Damian, his eyes were wide from being suddenly woken up.
“... well? ” Damian hissed, glaring at the teen. “Don’t just hang there like an idiot-” he took a few steps back to allow Peter to drop to the floor at a safe distance. “And don’t leave your webs up there. Alfred won’t tolerate it, remember?”
Without waiting for a real response from Peter, he continued to speak, leaving the dangling teen with a slack jaw in continued surprise.
“You will meet me in my room the moment you finish cleaning up the mess that you obviously could not resist making.” Damian sneered, giving Peter a look of disapproval. “We will continue to study. I refuse to have an illiterate living in the Manor, Parker.”
With that, he turned on his heels and left the room, a satisfied feeling in his chest.
Peter was at a loss for words, watching the youngest Wayne son exit the ballroom. After he was sure that he heard the footsteps truly disappear down the hallway, he lowered himself gently to the ground, tugging on the lines of web to detach them from the ceiling.
He looked up, squinting at the ceiling to make sure that he had gotten everything. Damian was right, after all. Alfred would probably make Peter go up to clean it later, anyways. He might as well grab it all now.
But, upon seeing that it was… mostly clean, with only a few remnants of the sticky webs, he figured that it would be fine. After all, his webs did disintegrate over time. He had tested it in his room before going out as Spider-man. It took a few hours, depending on the amount, but they did go away on their own.
Peter wondered why he was only able to make his own webs now after traveling universes as he exited the room. Perhaps it had something to do with dormant genes that were reawakened upon the trip? It was a valid theory, and one that Peter would be looking into further.
He chewed the inside of his cheek as he thought, letting his hands fall into his sweatpants pockets while he walked toward the second story bedrooms. Looking into a theory as grand as that would be hard without a lab, and he doubted that Gotham Prep could give him the tools he would need.
Peter paused just outside of Damian’s door, releasing the inside of his cheek from his teeth. An iron taste reached his tongue, and his heart stuttered. Was he bleeding ? He had never chewed his cheek so bad as to make it bleed before.
He immediately side tracked from his original plan, and found the nearest bathroom. Sliding inside on sock-covered feet, Peter pulled the door shut behind himself and leaned over the small marble sink counter to gaze into the mirror.
Unsettling green eyes gazed back, and he tried to ignore them in favor of checking on his mouth. Opening his jaw, he was surprised to not only see blood pooling from inside of his cheek, but also the source of the injury.
His teeth were sharp . Not all of them, of course. But there were three in a row on either side of his top jaw that were noticeably sharper than they should be. They lined up near perfectly with the small puncture marks in his flesh, and he winced.
Now was as good a time as ever to start breaking that habit, especially since this was just another physical change. Peter was getting tired of discovering new things about his body- it felt like a second puberty, but more dangerous.
Yeah, he really wanted to look into that dormant gene theory now.
As satisfied as he could be with discovering the source of blood, Peter took a few deep breaths, gripping the marble counter under his tight fingers. He took the next few moments to calm down the panic that had started creeping up his spine.
He was fine, he was not really injured , and this would heal . Breaking his chewing habit would be good for him, anyways.
So he steeled his nerves, forced a smile, and exited the bathroom, navigating back a few feet down the hall to land at Damian’s door once more.
He raised his fist, but before he could knock, the door was already being pulled open by an impatiently waiting Damian on the other side. Peter dropped his shoulders, glancing behind Damian and around what he could see of the room, in case anything had changed. “Sorry for taking so long, I got distracted.” he hummed, stepping inside when Damian pulled the door open further as a silent invitation.
The room seemed just as it had last time: dull gray and green decor, limited posters, and multiple mounted weapons across the walls. Peter simply passed the kid off for a collector with a rich father who was willing to indulge the hobby.
Though, the missing twin katanas sent a pang of concern through Peter. Were there unaccounted for weapons just laying around somewhere? Surely that was not safe.
“Trigonometry.” Damian declared to the quiet room, grabbing Peter’s attention. “I trust that you have taken this course already, yes?” the young boy raised a brow, waiting for his answer.
“..uh- yeah. That’s why I came up last time to study with you.” Peter acknowledged and nodded, feeling suddenly small. Being around Damian, while getting easier, still made the teen put up his guards. He did not want to risk getting attacked again for something he could not control.
Damian nodded, understanding Peter’s words. He approached the single bookshelf in the bedroom, brushing his fingers over various, thickly-spined texts, before pulling out a heavy math textbook. It was listed to be at a college level.
The two sat down at a semi-comfortable distance on Damian’s comfortable, red-rugged floor to look through the practice lessons and problems together.
Peter knew that Damian was advanced, but some of the equations in the book should have flown right over the kid’s head. However, Peter continued to be proven wrong the longer that they sat together, both working out the same equations and comparing their answers on pieces of notebook paper that Damian had provided.
The only problem here was that Damian had Peter doing math with a pen . His teachers back at Midtown would be severely disappointed.
In light of that small issue, Peter managed to power through. The two youths did not exchange many words, only going back and forth with their answers and checking each other’s work. Occasionally, one would ask the other about a method used, but otherwise, they were silent.
And slowly, that silence became more comfortable. Peter could not help the feeling that this interaction they held was natural, and good. It was progress .
“...hey, I had a question,” Peter started, and Damian huffed in response, urging him to speak. “Not about trig.” That made Damian paused, slowly glancing up from his own paper to eye Peter skeptically.
Peter smiled gently. “Dick mentioned something about you having dogs, and I was just wondering where they were? I haven’t seen any running around, and there aren’t any bowls anywhere.”
Damian stared at Peter for a long few seconds, setting his jaw to avoid a biting insult toward the teen. He once again huffed through his nose, turning back to the equation at hand. “Titus and Ace are currently being cared for by a close friend of mine out of state.”
“Oh yeah? I’m sorry to hear that, I’m sure you miss them.”
“My emotional attachment to my pets is none of your concern.”
“I’ve never had a pet.” Peter admitted, and the room grew quiet after that sentiment. The statement hovered around the room, making the air thicken with tensity. Peter frowned, worried that starting a conversation had been the wrong decision.
But then Damian spoke up, passing his scratch paper to Peter for evaluation. “They are hard work, but I am more than capable of caring for my own animals. Your skills are surely adequate. Should you want a pet of your own, do not bother looking to gain the affections of one of mine.” The youngest Wayne shot Peter a testy glare. “Simply ask my Father for your own.”
Peter took a slow breath, calming his rapid-firing nerves. This was fine, he could work with this. He looked down at Damian’s paper, following his route of problem-solving easily. It was the standard method.
“....well, you know a lot about animals, right?” Peter asked, not looking up from the paper. He could feel Damian’s stare burning into the side of his head. “What would you suggest for a first-time pet owner?”
The room grew quiet once more. Peter pretended to continue checking the math problem, just to give Damian more time to answer. When the seconds stretched into minutes, however, he became anxious once more. He again worried that he had made the wrong decision.
“Bearded dragon.” Damian replied in the stark silence, startling Peter out of the self-depreciating haze he had fallen into. Hesitantly, the teen glanced over to Damian.
The kid’s features had softened considerably as he looked down at the textbook, avoiding looking at Peter. “...a bearded dragon would be good. They’re small, and low maintenance. You’re supposedly responsible, so should you want a pet, consider one of those.”
Peter could not stop the smile creeping its way onto his face. His shoulders dropped, and he let out a breath he was unaware that he was holding. He passed back Damian’s scratch paper with a nod, confirming his correct answers. “Thanks, Damian.”
Dinner was a quiet affair. Now that Jason and Dick had returned to their respective apartments, and Stephanie had not visited in a while, the only remaining members of the house were the permanent residents of the Manor. And Peter.
Though, it was getting easier to join in on these family meals. Peter was becoming more and more comfortable as the days passed.
Alfred served the meals to the small gathering with a gentle smile on his face, placing plates of homemade burgers that smelled wonderfully of white cheddar and caramelized toppings. When Peter gave him a glance and grin of thanks, the older man merely nodded with a slight sigh.
The family indulged with light conversation. Peter mainly engaged with Tim and Duke, asking them both about the types of courses that Gotham Prep offered. He tried to stay as focused on them as possible as they all ate, avoiding the intense eyes of the man at the head of the table.
"Oh-" Tim cut off their conversation, wiping his mouth with a napkin as he grinned. "Bruce, tell Peter the thing."
The teen felt the hair on the back of his neck stand on edge when Bruce's gaze shifted to him. Hesitantly, he turned and gave the man a smile, curious. He refused to make eye contact.
Bruce Wayne seemed to hesitate as well, before shifting his posture with a quiet sigh. He became more open, letting his shoulders sink and his face soften.
"We'll be holding an event here at the Manor." Bruce explained, smiling just a bit. "We'll properly introduce you as a resident of the Manor then."
"We're trying to beat the press," Tim elaborated, sipping his drink that, once again, smelled suspiciously of coffee. "Since you've been going out more and more. Someone snapped a picture of you, Dick, and Jason at the library the other day. I found it on twitter."
Peter let himself process the information given, slowly nodding after a few seconds. The introduction of Peter as a Wayne Foster Son was something that he had been waiting for, figuring it was the next step in his integration. Bruce was the most famous man in New Jersey, after all. It only made sense.
"...okay, so I guess I'll be attending?" He looked at Bruce, finally meeting his eyes with genuine questions. "Do I need to prepare a speech or something? I uh, haven't been to a press event in a while, but I know a thing or two."
Bruce seemed surprised at Peter's immediate understanding, and glanced at Tim with slightly wider eyes than usual. "..no, there won't be any formal announcements from you. Unless, of course, you wanted to speak. I originally planned to introduce you myself." he admitted.
"You've done press events before?" Tim questioned with a raised brow, pulling out his phone almost immediately. Peter assumed he was looking up these events.
"...technically?" Peter winced, not liking the answer he was being pressured to provide. Obviously he had participated in press events before, but that was with Tony back in his own universe. These events and speeches likely never happened here. "Tony would take me with him sometimes."
Tim frowned as he scrolled through the internet, and Peter only wished he had brought Karen with him to dinner. Then maybe she could help him answer without sounding so suspicious.
Bruce nodded, mulling over Peter's words for a few moments.
"...can I say something?" Tim spoke up after a minute or two, turning his phone off with a small glare at the table. Peter's heart stuttered in his chest. Had he found something?
When no one at the table said anything, and all heads turned to focus on Tim, he took that as his sign to continue. "I don't like Tony Stark."
It felt like glass shattered in Peter's mind. "....what?"
"I don't like him." Tim repeated with a shrug, crossing his arms and leaning back in his chair. "From what you've told us, he doesn't sound like the best guy. Rich, from New York, and lets a teenager run around in a Spider suit to play superheroes?" Peter did not miss the look that Tim and Bruce exchanged. He swallowed nervously, listening to Tim continue on.
"I get that you can take care of yourself, I don't doubt that. Your powers are impressive, Peter. You're probably a great superhero, but for an adult that you trust to let you blindly throw yourself into danger?" Tim's eyes met Peter's. "That's irresponsible. He doesn't seem like the type to have your best interests in mind."
The distinct sound of a foot kicking someone's shin from under the table rang out, but no one flinched or said anything to acknowledge it.
Peter could not stop the buzzing going up and down his spine, and he set his jaw tight as he tried to think of the politest way to respond to Tim.
"...that's really shitty, Tim." Peter spoke in a quiet voice, afraid that raising it any further would result in letting his frustration slip. " Really shitty. You've never even met the guy, and you talk like you know him personally."
"Do you ?" Tim pressed. "You said he cares about you, but where is he? Out of the country? What kind of mentor lets their student run around homeless in Gotham--"
Peter stood fast, his chair sliding back on the hardwood floor and leaving scuff marks. His hand slammed down on either side of his plate before he could even think to control himself, a wicked green crawling into his vision.
"It's not his fault that I'm here!!!-" he shouted, ignoring any former restraint that he had been using. "So stop suggesting that he's such a bad person!!!"
The room fell silent. No one moved from their chairs. The hustle and bustle from Alfred in the nearby kitchen had ceased. Green clawed at his vision and made his eyes itch.
Peter took a harsh breath, pulling away from the table and storming out of the dining room, a small portion of his dinner still left on his plate.
He needed Karen, and he needed to get some air . He was not sure what this green was, but it was making his head ache and his hands clench into tight fists.
Cassandra Cain slowly rose from her seat, carefully picking up her own plate, then rounded the table to grab Peter's.
"...Cassandra," Bruce warned quietly, watching the girl. "Give him a minute. I don't need another fight happening that involves him."
".....he's hungry." She responded quietly, looking down at his own unfinished plate. "........he needs to eat."
The head of the Wayne house sighed, rubbing his hand over his face. When he opened his eyes again, Cassandra and the two dishes were gone. He knew that convincing her would be pointless. He just hoped that she would be smart enough to treat Peter with caution.
Duke hesitantly stood up, peering across the table at where Peter previously sat, a small frown forming on his face as his brows creased together. "....uh, Bruce?" he said quietly, glancing over at the man. When he knew he had his attention, he continued. "...he broke the table."
"....what?"
Upon closer inspection, the deep gouges in the wood became blatantly obvious. They looked like cracks in the wood that splintered and ended in uneven spots. It took no genius to figure that Peter's fingers had carved lines into the wood when he pulled away from the table just minutes before.
Peter broke the table with his bare hands.
"Karen," Peter huffed, talking to the AI as he slipped the hearing aid into place. "We're going early tonight."
"Your heart rate has elevated dangerously, Peter. I suggest sitting down for a few minutes to breathe."
"Not happening." he said through gritted teeth, tugging off his sweatpants and eagerly replacing them with the black workout pants he wore underneath the Spider Armor. "I'll breathe when I get away from this fucking Manor."
"This Manor is the safest place in Gotham, Peter. I suggest sitting down-"
"I'm not sitting down, Karen!!" he shouted, uncaring if anyone heard. He could just pass it off as talking to himself. They thought Tony was a bad person, they might as well think that Peter was crazy, too. He stalked through the room, pulling off his t-shirt and replacing it with the black long-sleeve one. When her voice silenced in his air, he knew that he had gotten his point across.
A knock on his door pulled him momentarily from his anger, and he groaned in frustration, shoving his face into his hands for a few moments, tightly pressing his palms against his eyes until the green in his vision was replaced by yellow spots.
He turned to the door, approaching and pulling it open with a glare at the ready. The girl on the other side paused, black eyes meeting his green ones with gentle caution. Peter froze, staring down at her. The tightness in his brows slowly released, and the tension in his shoulders dropped.
He had no reason to be mad at Cassandra. Reminding himself of that fact made the green at the edges of his sight retract a bit.
".........food." She said softly, holding out his plate. By now, the remaining piece of the burger had gone cold, waiting alone on the plate.
He looked down at the offered meal with a hesitation that seemed to keep coming back. ".....I'm not hungry, Cass." he settled slightly, grip loosening up on the doorknob.
Cassandra took a good look at Peter's changed clothes and rolled her eyes. ".....eat. Then patrol." She demanded softly, pressing the plate further until it was against Peter's chest. "......energy."
The teen boy frowned, hands coming up to take the plate from her. Satisfied, she carefully side-stepped around him and into his bedroom, taking a quiet seat on his perfectly made bed. Alfred must have come in and cleaned earlier in the day while he had been napping.
It was hard to remember that the Waynes knew of his vigilante status, and were okay with it. They treated him like it was a normal hobby. Then again, Damian did collect deadly weapons. Still, their casual treatment of him going on patrol almost made him falter.
"...Tim's an asshole." Peter grumbled, lowering himself onto his floor to finish his food. He got the feeling that, no matter how much he claimed to not be hungry, Cass would insist he eat before he left for the night. "What gives him the right to talk about people like that?"
Cass hummed quietly from his bed, taking a bite of her own remaining burger and thinking. Peter did not expect an answer, but then again, he had not expected her at all. She continued to surprise him.
"......you." she smiled sadly, tilting her head in his direction to look at him fondly. ".....Tim's concerned. Your safety..."
"I'm plenty safe." he argued quietly, polishing off his meal with one final bite of the burger, chewing and swallowing before continuing. "I've got my powers, and I've got my experience. The suit is just a bonus."
"Your safety is disregarded by Stark." Cass clarified once Peter had stopped arguing his point. When he opened his mouth to retort, she held up a hand quick, effectively silencing him. "......he helped, but not enough."
Peter was left with nothing to say, awkwardly letting his gaze drift away from Cassandra and back down to his plate. They were all wrong, but he had no way to prove it to them without revealing his multiversal status.
So he tried his best to push down his frustration. "....you guys can have all the opinions you want, but I know the truth."
"Then tell us." she practically whispered, a curious gleam in her eyes. She was willing to listen.
Peter stood carefully, crossing the room to set the empty plate on his desk. He frowned, squeezing his eyes shut for a few seconds. "....I can't , Cass. I'm sorry." He refused to look back at her for a long few moments, instead focusing on the sight of Gotham in the distance out his window.
By the time he turned around, the quiet girl had left the room.
Barbara Gordon had just logged onto her computer for the night to start preparing for the patrols, only to be immediately joined by another voice in the Oracle comms.
"Good evening, Barbara Gordon."
It took everything in Barbara to not break her mouse under the tight grip of her hand. Karen had been only a bother since they learned of her existence, chiming into the Oracle comms to bother the Bats and ask seemingly pointless questions.
And the worst part? Barbara had yet to figure out Karen’s systems. They were more advanced than anything she had ever seen before, and she was dying to pick them apart to see how the AI really functioned, down to a level of ones and zeroes.
“Hi, Karen.” The red-head sighed, pushing her glasses up her nose as she spoke into the microphone of her gaming headset. Practical and convenient for vigilante work. Plus, Stephanie had once said it made her look cool. “Why aren’t you with Spider-man?”
“I am. I can talk in more than one place, Barbara Gordon.”
“I thought I told you to cut the full name stuff? It’s creepy, and we aren’t supposed to use real names over the Oracle systems.”
“My mistake, Oracle.”
Karen’s quickness to correct herself made Barbara blink down at her screen. The AI, while usually inconvenient, was at the very least respectful. Sure, sometimes her tone was amused in the most inappropriate situations, but she left no room for argument when it came to respect.
You give, you get. Barbara tucked that mentality away, figuring she would have to use it whenever the AI decided to listen in.
“Is Spider-man going out again tonight?” Barbara asked, forcing her tone to be casual as she started loading up the various security cameras around Gotham.
“Yes, despite my advising against it. He is not in the correct state of mind.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Babs snorted, rolling her eyes. “Was there an argument at the Manor, or something?”
“I am unsure. Spider-man has neglected to wear me for a majority of the day. I am unaware of the events that took place, but his elevated heart rate and rising temper are only cause for concern.”
The woman hummed in understanding, glancing quickly at the time. It was just after eight p.m. The Bats would not realistically be out for another hour or two. Jason was a different story, though. His schedule was unpredictable, so he could appear at any moment. She had yet to learn a schedule from Peter, but considering he had only been out for one night so far, she lacked the data required.
“....are you able to show me Spider-man’s vitals?” Barbara asked, curious as to the extent of Karen’s abilities. “It could be useful in case he gets into trouble, especially since it’s clear that something happened today.”
The silence from Karen warned Barbara that she had maybe made a mistake, but there was no way that she planned on apologizing. Asking questions should never be something to be sorry about.
After five minutes of silence between the two, Barbara dropped the hope from her mind and returned her focus to pulling together mission goals for the night. Red Robin and Spoiler would be running recon on a recent Riddler sighting. Batman and Robin would run their usual patrol route a few times, making laps around the city and hovering over crime hot-spots for longer. Black Bat’s goal for the night would be to tail Spider-man.
When Barbara heard about the car chase that Spider-man had stopped, and Red Hood’s interference on the tail end, she could have thrown something out of frustration.
Sure, she had asked someone to tail Peter, but for Jason to be so ready to volunteer, and then interfere with the event… It frustrated Barbara to no end.
Barbara blinked away the memory, pausing when a new window opened on one of her many monitors. It was a simple black and red box with a few lines and medical statistics that changed every few seconds displayed.
A smile slowly fell onto her face. Peter’s vitals. So she is cooperating.
“...Thanks, Karen.” Barbara hummed. “...I’ll let you see everyone elses when they all come online later.”
“The sentiment is appreciated, though unnecessary. I trust that you can regulate your vigilante’s vitals.”
That almost felt like a compliment, and Barbara could not help the swell of pride in her chest. It had been some form of acknowledgement toward her hard work behind the scenes for the Bats, and it came from something so sophisticated.
“Cool, the offer still stands, though.” She assured. “Does Spider-man have a plan for tonight?”
“Not that I know of. I have encouraged him to begin building a patrol routine, though. I have looked through your own patrol routines as logged in the Batcomputer and will be advising him to avoid your routes. This will maximize overall ground covered for everyone.”
Barbara blinked. “....that’s pretty smart.” she nodded slowly. “Don’t let him stray too far, though. If something happens, surely you’d like for someone to be close enough to help.”
“I have accounted for this already.”
“Cool.” That seemed to be Barbara’s favorite word for the night. It felt like the only appropriate way to respond to Karen. She was cool. Frustrating, but cool, just like the rest of the Bats.
That thought made Barbara roll her eyes, unable to help the smile on her face. Peter and Karen were fitting right in, even if Peter did not realize it.
Yet, at least.
She got the feeling that the Wayne Family Secret would not be a secret for much longer.
After ten minutes of shared silence between the two, Barbara pulled up her digital map of Gotham. Over the course of the night, the trackers that the Bats and Birds used would appear on the screen, allowing Barbara to effectively navigate them through the city and toward anything urgent.
She was surprised to see a symbol already on the screen, though. It was not one that she recognized, either. Each member of the vigilante family had a specific color and symbol to differentiate their tracker from everyone elses.
For example, Stephanie’s tracker would display as a purple blinking dot on the screen. Damian’s would be a small green star, and Tim’s would be a slightly larger, red star. Whenever Dick was in town, his tracker displayed as a blue blinking dot, alongside Jason’s red blinking dot. Cassandra’s tracker would show up as a small yellow star, and Duke’s as a blinking yellow dot. Bruce himself had a tracker that was quite literally the bat symbol.
But this tracker symbol was an upside down red triangle with a yellow outline. It moved quickly throughout Gotham, but did not stick to main roads. It went on top of buildings, almost as if going straight through them.
Or swinging over them.
“...is that Spider-man?”
“I told you that I have accounted for him moving. Should anything happen to him, you will have his location to send recovery.”
That feeling of pride engulfed Barbara’s chest once more, and her smile relaxed. Okay, maybe Karen was not all that bad . She was certainly easier to work with now. Barbara thought a bit about that give respect, get respect mentality that the AI seemingly worked with.
Whoever Tony Stark really was, he had created the pinnacle of artificial intelligence. She was really looking forward to eventually meeting the guy, regardless of if he was a villain or not.
Barbara cracked her knuckles and traced Karen’s signal, humming to herself as she did so. Now that she was able to ping directly onto Karen’s core signal, that being Peter’s hearing aid, she was able to track every trace of the AI on the planet.
On a separate window, a list of various coordinates popped up in red writing. Upon converting the coordinates to a digital map, small red dots appeared, showing every major trace of Karen’s AI.
There was the quickly moving dot, which was obviously Peter. Two dots sat still in the Manor, and she had to assume that was Peter’s cellphone and the Batcomputer. A dot sat alone in Barbara’s apartment complex, showing that Karen had made herself right at home amongst Barbara’s technology.
But that was not what really caught her attention, no. Those were all normal places for Karen to be pinging to. The unusual one was a small red dot just off the coast of Gotham’s Harbor, fully surrounded by the murky water.
Part of Karen had been abandoned in the harbor.
Notes:
For my Discord Server Folks: how the hell did you guys fall for that. Of course I didn't fire my beta reader, Borger has done NOTHING WRONG <3 Y'all are so goofy oml, and gullible too.
Chapter 11: The Murderous Toddler and the Stuck-Up Son of Bruce Wayne
Notes:
Okay everyone buckle up for the longest chapter of DDfT to date: this one's just over 9,000 words. I wrote a majority of it in one night, so big shoutout again to my Betas, Moon and Borger, for editing this shit for me. I really appreciate them <3<3
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Graphic Depiction of Injury
-Graphic Depiction of Bathroom Surgical Procedurekeep yourselves safe guys <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It had been three days since the argument, and Peter had not spoken a word to Tim. The two passed each other in the Manor often, giving each other side glances and expectant glares. Peter expected an apology, and Tim expected an explanation.
They were both constantly let down by the other.
Their days were spent toeing around each other, carefully directing knowing gazes and unspoken belittlement toward each other. Internally, Peter would have been ashamed of the way he was thinking about his friend. But Tim had crossed a line, and it was now up to the other teen to make amends.
The one good thing about the situation, at least, was that Tim did not pester Peter about him going out at night.
The other members of the family however, did not hold back their concerns.
It all started with Cassandra and Duke waiting for him in his room one night when he returned from his patrol. They were both worried, having apparently been up studying. They claimed they had gotten news about a shooting and, knowing Peter was out, decided to wait in his room for his return.
Then it was Dick, texting Peter after dinner one night, asking if he would be going out. When Peter said yes, Dick had tried talking him out of it, claiming that tensions were too high between certain crime lords at the moment (the names The Riddler, and Black Mask were cemented in his mind after the text conversation.
After Dick, it was the most surprising one of all. Damian had come to Peter as the teen was getting ready to leave, suited up in the Spider Armor with his mask off. The youngest Wayne showed obvious distaste for Peter leaving, but made no verbal comment telling him to stay home.
That was yesterday night. Of course, Peter brushed off their warnings, knowing that he could take care of himself just fine. Especially with the help of Karen.
"Hi, Peter. There has been a reported burglary three streets over."
"Thanks, Karen-" Spider-Man nodded sharply, changing his trajectory of his swinging to turn around a tight corner. Wind rushed past him, and his high speeds made the city lights become a blur. This was something that he was used to. He did not really need to see to swing- he just needed his spider senses to work.
And those always worked.
A tingle shot up his spine, followed by a harsh buzzing on his front. Spider-man ducked into a roll just in time to avoid a bullet whizzing past. He came out of the somersault and landed crouched on top of a light pole.
The shooter, a man dressed in all black with ratty blonde hair, continued to unload multiple rounds in Spider-man's direction. His agility was quicker than a bullet, though, as he turned, dropped, ducked, and jumped out of the way of the gunfire. A quick and closer glance toward the suspect showed a black duffel bag slung across his back, stuffed full of something .
Spider-man shot webs toward the man, and the sticky substance latched onto his gun, clogging the barrel with deadly accuracy.
Startled, the man tried tearing the webs off. He soon realized though that it would not work, and instead turned to make his escape, dropping the weapon and running down the sidewalk.
"Lost your motivation already?" The vigilante called after him, giving chase fast. He swung while attached to the buildings, ignoring the surprised faces of other civilians on the street below. "I don't really feel like playing tag, man!!-"
Needless to say, the burglar was webbed up in less than five minutes, hanging upside down by his ankles from a flickering light post. Like he had the last few nights, Spider-man grabbed his wallet, pinned up his ID to the post, and left him for the police to find. Karen had already notified the police department.
Now , Peter found himself sitting alone on the top of the Drake Industries downtown building. The tall spire was for sale, in light of the semi-recent deaths of Jack and Janet Drake. Peter internally recounted that those were Tim's biological parents, and the reason that he even lived with Bruce Wayne in the first place.
Thinking about Tim made his previously airy mood sour, and he glared down at the city lights below. He wanted to stop thinking about Tim.
So he instead thought about Tony.
Having Karen helped. The familiar presence that was created by Tony offered him the most support that he could need. Her, and the Nanotech Suit, were the only remnants of Peter’s mentor.
Former mentor. He had to remind himself that he would never see Tony again. It was not okay, but it was getting easier to think about. At least that ache in his chest was not nearly as strong as it used to be. Being Spider-man again helped ease that pain.
So he stopped. Instead, he stood, turned, and fell backwards off of the spire. The rush of Gotham became his focus once more, and a perfectly timed line of webs swung him in a long swoop into the main city once more.
With the assistance of Karen, Spider-man landed safely across the city in the heart of Crime Alley. Glass crunched under his boots as he walked on a low roof, peering over the edge to observe the alley below. A small group of men in tattered clothes were stood around a barrel fire, mumbling quietly to each other and chuckling occasionally.
One of them had on an extremely tattered and ratty baseball cap that said United States Air Force across the front.
Having gone unnoticed, Peter quietly stepped away and out of sight. He crossed the roof to get some distance from the men below, and spoke quietly to Karen.
"Navigate me to the nearest open convenience store." He requested quietly.
Fifteen minutes later, Spider-man was back on the original roof, looking down at the men- five total- from above.
Once again, he went unnoticed. It was only when he shifted the plastic bags in his hands that one of them heard and looked up.
Spider-man's heart ached when he saw a look of fear cross the man's face. So he took a quiet and deep breath, before making sure that his emotions were obvious through his voice.
If they couldn't see his friendly smile, he was making damn sure that they heard it.
"Hey, sorry for intruding on your space." He started, loud enough for the rest to look up at attention. When they all were looking, he made his movements slow and more obvious, allowing them to anticipate where he would go.
Spider-man dropped down into the alley, landing with bended knees a yard or two away from the group. Almost immediately, the ones closest shied away, going around the barrel fire to face him together. They refused to turn their backs on the vigilante.
"I just noticed you guys while running my route and figured I could help out." Spider-man quickly explained, holding up the various plastic bags.
The man wearing the Air Force hat squinted skeptically at Spider-man, the silver-grey mustache on his upper lip moving as he spoke. "..who are you? You ain't no Bat, and you ain't no Hood. "
The vigilante nodded in confirmation. "Mind if I join you by the fire? I can explain over snacks." He hummed with a carefully joyful persuasion.
The Veteran- the man that Peter mentally deemed the leader- thought the offer over, hazel-brown eyes moving from Peter's disguised face to the bags in hand. Spider-man spoke up and said, "I got you guys water bottles too. Oh- and socks. And if you guys need anything else, I can always go back."
That seemed to be the nail in the coffin, and the group offered him over with some leftover hesitance.
Spider-man joined them with the comfort of an old friend, dragging an overturned paint bucket over to sit on while he dug through the plastic bags. "I really wasn't sure if you would need certain things, but if I missed something crucial I'll go back." He reassured the earlier sentiment, and passed the bags around.
Each man ended up with one, and they all started looking carefully at the items provided. Protein bars, bottles of water, miniature first-aid kits, packs of socks, boxes of matches, and reusable ponchos were all inside the makeshift supply bags.
"...you didn't answer my question." The Veteran reiterated, looking across the fire to the vigilante once more. This time, he had a careful smile on his face, revealing yellowed teeth.
It was the most genuine smile Peter had seen since the fight with Tim.
"I'm Spider-man." He answered after a second. "Relatively new to the city, but I'm slowly starting to learn how it works." He shrugged casually, the nanotech shifting comfortably on his shoulders.
The Veteran eyed his armor curiously, but said nothing about it. “...huh, another damn vigilante then..” he mumbled under his breath with a small eye roll. “And from New York , too…”
“Hey, I can’t control where I was born.” Spider-man joked, internally noting that they had caught his slight accent. He would need to modify his voice modulator to make that harder to pick up on. “I got displaced, anyways. I can’t go home.”
“On the run?” Another man, a bit larger than the others with matted black hair, spoke up, his gray eyes meeting Spider-man’s mask.
“..no, not really.” Spider-man shrugged, looking down at the fire. “..there’s nothing over there for me. Not anymore.” he sighed through his nose. “ Here , though, I can do some good again.”
The Veteran and the other men nodded quietly. They may not fully understand, but they would politely empathize. After all, Spider-man had provided them with meals and supplies for the next week or so.
“...if you guys need anything, and I’m in the area, just let me know, okay?” Spider-man said at last, looking up from the fire and at the men. “I’ve been in your position before, I get it.”
The Veteran huffed, shaking his head. “...too many homeless youth here. Worry about them, not us.”
The vigilante nodded in understanding, turning once more to the fire and relaxing for a few moments. “I’ll add this street to my patrols, then.”
“I’ve logged the new route, Peter.”
He gave no audible response, and instead hoped that Karen would understand his gratefulness. He did not want to use the technology in front of the men and have it come across as bragging.
By the end of the small rest, Peter had learned a bit about the men. All five were veterans from the United States Air Force, all active in the Middle East at some point in the early 2000’s. The man in the hat- named Webster Pickley- lost his job in the service after an injury that left him unable to run for longer than twenty seconds without his lungs threatening to burst. When he returned to the states, his wife left him and he was officially homeless. Had been for the last dozen or so years.
Spider-man promised to swing by every few days to check on Webster and the other men, having Karen make a note of it when he swung away to join the fray of Gotham’s night crime once more.
Meeting the group of men had been nice. It offered a small escape from his thoughts, and a small insight on the homeless population in Gotham. There were far too many, it seemed. It made him think of New York.
Looking into alleys, Spider-man started noticing more things. Fliers for missing people, both young and old, lined the brick walls. Murals were weathered and eroding. People slept behind dumpsters, on piles of garbage bags, under cardboard awnings, and inside torn tarps set up as tents.
There were too many people, and not nearly enough housing or help in this city. As much as it pained him to leave his home, he was once again glad that he ended up somewhere that needed his help.
Peter tried having faith in Gotham’s vigilante group. Batman worked hard, and his sidekicks seemed to work harder, but how could less than ten people handle all of this? The real answer was that they could not . And with Batman not allowing Metas, it made getting help from the outside heroes harder.
Well, Batman certainly could not stop Spider-man from helping. He lived in Gotham now. There would be no kicking him out of his new home.
At one a.m Spider-man landed on the roof of the Gotham Museum of Art. The concrete building had a very Guggenheim feel to it, with a geometrical outside done in clean white stone and concrete. The tall hanging banners in front of some of the windows displayed the current exhibits being shown: something about Caravaggio and Georgia O’Keeffe .
Peter briefly recognized those names from Damian’s bookshelf. Slightly surprised, he quickly connected the dots. Damian Wayne had books about art.
Damian Wayne liked art.
Peter smiled under the mask, mentally pocketing that information for later. Maybe he could ask Damian to bring him to the museum during the daytime. Or even better- he could see if the kid did anything like draw or paint. That was something that they could do together.
Spider-man was pulled from his daydreams (nightdreams? It was just past one a.m.) by the sound of boots softly landing on the roof nearby, and a grappling hook retracting into its barrel.
He turned his head, expecting to once again meet Red Hood, or maybe another Bat. He was quietly surprised to see the youngest of Gotham’s knights standing a few yards away.
Robin was short, with a gray and red uniform that almost resembled something medieval. The term Gotham’s Knights was starting to make more sense. His arms were crossed, and a glare was set in his white-out eyes, directed at the other vigilante. Spider-man sat up a bit straighter.
“...can I help you?” he asked hesitantly, turning his body to face Robin. He had heard of the kid’s reputation: bossy, angry, and quick. He had the mouth of a sailor and the strength of his father.
“You should not be here.” Robin said in a strikingly familiar voice. If Spider-man had not been looking, he could have easily mistaken him for Damian . But that was silly, Damian was not Robin . All young kids sounded similar, anyways.
That thought cemented itself into his mind and made him swallow uncomfortably. He continued, despite the sudden pang in his chest. “...what, on top of the Art Museum? I thought this was a public establishment.” he joked, covering the slight shake in his voice.
Was Damian Robin?
“You know very well that I do not mean the Art Museum .” the young vigilante stated firmly, already fed up with Spider-man’s immature nature. These two were going to mix as well as oil and water. “You should not be in Gotham , Spider-man.”
“I haven’t told you my name yet.” Spider-man said quietly, standing up. “Guess you’ve heard of me then, huh?”
“In passing. Nothing good.” Robin hummed. “You need to leave , before you become too involved in something that does not concern you.”
Spider-man nodded dramatically, bringing a hand up to his chin and stroking thoughtfully. Dramatically . “Hmm, yes, I understand. I should stop doing my job … because my job does not concern me.”
“I have no time for your childish games, Spider–” Robin suddenly moved, light on his feet and dancing a circle around Spider-man, who struggled to turn and keep up. The two moved in tandem, like two north ends of a magnet that repelled each other. “I ask once – then I make you leave– ”
“Yeah, no– ” Spider-man dodged a sudden kick, jumping up to avoid the sweeping leg. “I don’t take orders from babbling babies–” he snorted, landing and rolling to his left, pushing further toward the center of the roof to subtly divert them away from the edge.
Sure, he trusted that Robin could fight, but he did not want the damn kid to accidentally step wrong and fall off of the building. “Where’s your boss at, anyways?? Minors have a curfew in this city!!-”
“Batman is dealing with other business– he entrusted your removal to me– ”
“My removal ? What, am I being trespassed or something?” Spider-man teased, suddenly shooting a thick rope of webs toward Robin. The young vigilante dodged by inches, side-stepping expertly. The webs attached to the roof, and Spider-man quickly released them, not wanting to be tethered in the middle of a fight. “I didn’t know I could be trespassed from the city I’m a resident of– ”
“Then don’t leave , you bumbling idiot– ” Robin spat, making fast moves toward Spider-man with a dangerous glint in his mask. “Just stop– before you make enemies that you can no longer eliminate–”
“Like you?” Spider-man challenged, crouching down and moving fast, avoiding a tackle, which Robin recovered from in a quick roll. “What, you gonna try killing me?”
“If harming you makes you quit , then I feel no shame in taking those extreme measures–” Robin confirmed, suddenly pulling a shiny black object from his belt. Batarang , Spider-man clocked immediately, standing fast and widening his stance.
“Sorry, I don’t hit kids,” Spider-man huffed, taking light-footed steps back. “ Even if they’re murderous little brats–”
Robin quit retorting back with words, and instead threw the weapon in a low curve, the sharp edges glistening in the low light of Gotham’s night. Spider-man leaned back, knees bending as his torso nearly became parallel with the roof. The batarang flew by at a deadly speed, going through air where his stomach would have been.
This kid isn’t aiming to hurt me– Spider-man stood fast, mind racing as his tingle went off over and over again, infecting his mind and spine with uncomfortable shivers. He’s trying to kill me–
“Okay- Robin- ” Spider-man started, taking fast steps back as the batarang arched like a boomerang and landed back in the younger vigilante’s gloved hand. “Let’s talk about this, man–”
“There is nothing to discuss–” Robin growled, advancing forward. For every two steps that Spider-man took, Robin took three, gaining distance fast. He spun in a hard turn, suddenly throwing three more of the sharp weapons in Spider-man’s direction.
Jump , Peter’s mind screamed as he leapt up, shooting out webs to stop the flying weapon before it could slice into his ankles. The webs caught onto the tool, throwing it off course and sticking it hard to the roof nearby.
Duck , his instincts demanded. His head fell low and forward, his body naturally folding into a roll. The distinct sound of another batarang passing overhead cut through the air. He barely managed to miss it by centimeters . He managed to stand just in time to turn and spin around the final batarang.
Turn–
Turn.
Why could Spider-man not turn?
Something warm blossomed on his side. His spine lit on fire with danger danger DANGER DANGER WARNING as that warm spot got larger.
When Spider-man looked down, he was greeted by a large tear in the side of his black shirt, and a deep and jagged cut across his side. It was right on the spot that his armor did not cover. A spot that he had never injured before. The cut itself went about half an inch deep, and thick rivulets of blood poured freely from the new injury.
“....oh.” Spider-man said quietly, unable to hide the unpleasant shake in his voice.
Robin was supposed to be a good guy. He worked with Batman, the protector of Gotham. Did.. did they really think that Spider-man was that bad? So bad that they would try to kill him?
Spider-man looked over to Robin, ignoring how that warmth from the blood was quickly turning into spikes of pain in his side. He needed to get somewhere safe- he needed to get home–
The sight of Wayne Manor came to mind in half a second.
Spider-man moved fast, suddenly breaking into a sprint. He broke past Robin, shoving the eerily still kid to the side. To ensure that he would not be followed, Spider-man shot out long and thick lines of web, which connected to both Robin and the roof.
Even if the young vigilante had gone surprisingly quiet, frozen in place, Peter refused to risk being followed.
Two seconds later, he was swinging away, one hand held tightly to his side, and the other clutching the lines of webs like they were life lines.
Getting back into the manor was as easy as it had been previous nights. All he did was climb up the wall to his bedroom window, where he fell onto the floor with a shaky and sudden exhale.
Green creeped at the edges of his vision, and he squeezed his eyes shut tight, begging internally for it to go away.
His mask was too hot on his face, and it was restricting his breathing. Peter knew this, but he could not bring himself to tear it off. Karen must have noticed something wrong with his vitals, though, because within seconds, the nanotech was retreating off of his face.
“Karen-” Peter had to force himself to speak quietly. “I need a first aid kit-”
“Hi, Peter. The closest first aid kit is located underneath your bathroom sink. However, I strongly suggest getting help from one of the Waynes.”
“None of them are up right now.” Peter knew that was a lie. Earlier in the day, he had overheard Tim talking about cramming all night for one of his classes. “None that want to talk to me.”
“Alfred Pennyworth is awake on the seventh floor.”
“..he…he is..?”
“Yes.”
Peter peeled his eyes open and searched the room for his digital clock. Green eyes met the red display of numbers: 1:49 A.M.
He hated to end his patrol so early, but the green tint on the world growing stronger by the second made him glad that he came home. The boy, still on the ground, compelled his body to move.
Carefully, Peter managed to get on his feet, swaying slightly. The cold breeze of New Jersey’s night came through the window, sending a shiver up his spine. He sighed uncomfortably, covering the large wound on his side with his hand. Getting blood on the floors of the manor would be a pain to clean later.
The teen was going slow, stopping every few seconds to try controlling the green in his vision and the pounding in his chest. He really felt like he should get that checked out. Maybe another side effect of multiverse travel was revealing itself.
He only managed to get halfway up the stairs to the fourth floor before strong hands and a carefully stern voice was talking in his ear.
“Up now, my boy. The stairs are no place to succumb to an injury.” Alfred’s cool and calm voice sprung Peter from his green haze, and he looked up with wide, bloodshot eyes. The older mans’ gaze met his, and immediately acted as an anchor.
Peter held onto Alfred with tight gloved hands as he was brought back to his feet, and walked into the closest bathroom, located on the third floor. It looked identical to every other bathroom in the house: a shower and bathtub, a sink, a counter, a toilet, and a small linen closet of towels.
The teen was sat carefully in the bathtub, back leaned against one of the sides. The cool feeling of the ceramic through his black underclothes was extremely grounding, and made that green ever so slightly weaker.
Alfred moved hastily and carefully, pulling the thick first aid kit out from underneath the sink and popping it open on the counter. He retrieved gauze, alcohol, a curved needle, surgical thread, and gloves; all of which were in sterile packages.
“May I ask who did this to you, Young Peter?” Alfred asked with a careful voice, pulling the white stretchy gloves before approaching with the other tools, which he set on the closed toilet lid.
Peter hummed uncomfortably, shifting to allow Alfred better access to the injury, which had slowed down in its pouring of blood. He had his healing factor to thank for that. Bleeding out was extremely unlikely for someone like him.
“I assume that it was one of Gotham’s usuals, correct?” Alfred’s gentle tone coaxed Peter into a more comfortable headspace and sitting position. He pressed gauze firmly against the teen’s deep injury, and he barely flinched at the uncomfortable pressing.
“...Robin.” Peter said after a moment, noticing the man pause. “...he, uh, threw a batarang at me. Quite a few actually.” He chuckled, but quickly stopped when it made the stabbing pain on his side worse. “...this came from the one that I didn’t dodge in time.”
Alfred’s mouth pressed into a tight line. “...well, I’d certainly hope that Batman does something about this. Gotham’s Knights do not kill , and this was an intentional blow to maim.”
“Yeah, it scared me a bit.” Peter sighed through his nose, holding his breath momentarily when Alfred poured alcohol over the deep gash. “...he said something about uh, wanting to remove me.”
“I see.” Alfred hummed in response, watching the wound carefully as he cleaned the edges, gradually getting deeper into the red and irritated skin of Peter’s side. “...this is already healing under my hands, do you have some sort of ability?”
“Yeah, healing factor.” Peter explained vaguely. “I’m really not sure how it works, and I have a killer headache right now so..”
“Say no more, then.” The older man assured the teen softly. “Your healing factor is working wonders at the moment, as far as I can tell.” he smiled, hoping to lighten the mood just a bit. For Peter’s sake.
“....hey, Alfred?” Peter spoke up after a long moment of silence. By now, the man had started sewing the skin back together with practiced motions. The teen looked down at the streaky red that had gathered on the wall of the bathtub. “How do you… know how to do this? The sewing?”
“I was in the military, my boy.” Alfred chuckled, a proud smile forming on his face as he pulled Peter’s side closely together. “It was a long time ago, but I have maintained my training throughout the years. The skills have not gone to waste.”
“You sew people up often?” Peter joked.
“More often than you’d think, dear boy.”
The teen fell quiet, brows pinching together as he tried computing that answer. Alfred used his first aid skills often? Did the Waynes get hurt that much? Maybe Damian, with all of those sharp objects in his room. Or even Dick- but he was a Government Employee, so he would have pretty good insurance to take him to a hospital.
“....do you know if Damian ever.. Sneaks out? At night?” Peter asked hesitantly, voice suddenly small. The slight echo of the bathroom made his statement seem far too loud.
The older man seemed to process his question, snipping the surgical thread after he tied the loops tight. One glance to Peter’s side showed a perfect stitch job. “...I found him once, but he was only going out to the barn. It was when Batcow was first brought to the property.”
Despite sensing a topic change, Peter played along. He felt too mentally exhausted to fight the change, anyways. “...I guess he was worried about her?”
“Indeed. She came from a farm that was not following protocols regarding animal safety. She is a rescue.”
“He really cares about her.”
“Master Damian cares about quite a lot of surprising things, Young Peter.” Alfred said with a fond tone, standing up straight. He turned to dispose of the tools that he had used. “You, for example.”
Peter paused mid-standing, gears turning in his mind. “....I mean, I’d hope so.” he settled, though even he was not entirely convinced by his own words. “I care about him, so I’d like to think it’s mutual.”
“Master Damian is an emotional boy, Young Peter.” Alfred said, helping the teen stand all the way with a careful arm wrapped firmly around his middle. “As much as he may try to hide his true feelings, he wears his heart on his sleeve. You must simply know where to look.”
Peter Parker smiled just a bit, nodding. He sort of figured that about Damian, but to have it confirmed out loud by the wisest member of the Wayne family made him feel infinitely better. He even let his shoulders relax.
“..now, as for patrol ,” Alfred’s voice suddenly gained a stern inflection, making Peter’s chest clench. “There shall be none of that for the time being. Until I can confirm that this side of yours is fully healed , you are grounded from duty.”
“I–” Peter huffed, immediately moving to argue the notion. “ Grounded? Alfred, seriously? I’m not- I’m nearly seventeen, I don’t need to be grounded–”
“Exactly.” Alfred said firmly, cutting the teen off as they walked down the hall toward the stairs. “You are sixteen , Young Peter. You have no business jumping on rooftops while your side is still vulnerable.”
Peter opened his mouth to protest, but knowing it would fall upon deaf ears, he shut his jaw tightly with a frown. The last time he had been grounded, Tony had taken his suit from him. At least this time, no one would be taking anything.
Well, maybe Peter lost some dignity, but that was light work in his field.
“Do not worry, dear boy. Once your side is fully healed, you’ll be back in the city.” Alfred assured, helping him down the stairs slowly. “With better underclothes. Perhaps kevlar?”
“Kevlar’s pretty expensive, Alfred.” Peter laughed quietly under his breath. “I’ll just be more careful next time an eight year old tries stabbing me.”
“I get the feeling that the… eight year old will be much more careful next time.”
“Karen,” Peter said quietly, sitting on the edge of his bed. He had changed out of the Spider Armor and black clothes, throwing the latter into the garbage in his bathroom. The torn shirt would serve him no purpose, and Peter did not feel like scrubbing the blood from the pants. Even if they showed no stain, he would still feel gross wearing them. “I need you to tell me everything that you know about the Waynes.”
“Hi, Peter. I have told you everything that I know about the Wayne family.”
Peter frowned, taking a slow breath to ease himself. That green had long since gone, but he did not want to risk letting it creep back in. “...I know you’re lying. Tell me everything you know.”
“That information is classified, Peter.”
Sudden rage flared in his chest, and he gripped the sheets below him tightly. “ Karen , you’re supposed to help me. How are you supposed to do that if you don’t tell me what you know?”
“Peter, I was designed to help you in the ways that Tony Stark saw fit. Withholding information that would be detrimental to you is part of my protocol.”
“Tony isn’t here, Karen.” Peter said through gritted teeth. He could feel the sheets tear under his fingers. “So cut the shit. I want to know , because clearly you’re hiding something from me.”
“I cannot do that, Peter. I apologize.”
The teen stood from the bed, glaring at the digital clock across the room on the desk. 3:18 A.M. glared right back, an angry red meeting his even angrier green. He reached up as he spoke, hurt shaking his voice. “ Fine- fine then. Don’t tell me anything. Clearly you aren’t working right.”
He pulled the hearing aid from his ear and tossed it into the air, shooting a quick web that caught the device and pinned it to the wall above the desk. “I don’t need you if you’re just gonna lie to me.”
Karen could not talk back, not this time. If she did, Peter did not hear. Good , he thought to himself, holding a firm glare to the hearing aid. I don’t need to hear that voice constantly, anyways.
Peter went to sleep that night in full silence, his right ear feeling uncomfortably empty with the lack of the device. Still, he forced himself to find rest without its familiar feeling.
“Alfred told us what happened.” Duke’s voice met Peter’s ears the moment he hit the kitchen, and the teen yawned in response. This only caused Duke’s brows to pinch together in concern. “Are you okay? Like, mentally?”
“Yeah, I’ll be good.” Peter nodded in confirmation, crossing to the coffee machine and starting it up. Having memorized which cabinet the mugs are in, he shot a line of webs out without looking. They attached to the cabinet door, which he then tugged open. Peter used more webs to grab a mug, the ceramic soaring across the kitchen and landing in his palm. “Just sore now.”
“That’s not what I asked, Peter.” The older teen pressed carefully, crossing his arms across his chest. His spot at the table in the breakfast nook had a plate of four microwaved pop tarts and a half full glass of milk. “I asked if you were okay mentally . Not physically.”
Peter hesitated to answer, and instead, decided to focus on the coffee that was slowly brewing. His silence spoke volumes to Duke.
“...look, if you need to talk about it with me, you can.” He offered carefully, watching Peter move around the counter to gather sugar and creamer for his drink. “I don’t mind listening.”
“I don’t want you guys to get involved.” Peter said quietly, clearing his throat. He stared holes into the coffee pot. “...besides, what happened last night has nothing to do with you guys. It’s fine–”
Peter’s senses suddenly went on overload as fast footsteps approached the kitchen. His spine lit on fire, the wound on his side spiked uncomfortably, and his eyes widened a bit as he turned quickly to face the door.
The figure of Tim came into view, with frantic blue eyes and tangled hair from a restless night. “Peter-” he paused, nearly slipping on the tile of the kitchen floor in his socks. “Dude- Alfred just told me- are you– ”
“Breathe, Tim–” Duke huffed, rolling his eyes sarcastically.
“Are you okay??- How bad is it–”
“I’m fine .” Peter said, letting his gaze fall into a glare that silenced the other two teens in the room. Duke turned his eyes to Peter, watching carefully, while Tim closed his slack jaw. “Not like I haven’t gotten hurt before.”
“...well, yeah, but Alfred said this was-”
“Bad?” Peter raised a brow, grabbing his now finished coffee from the machine. He turned back to the counter to add the creamer and sugar, ignoring the rush of alarm still coursing up and down his spine. “...yeah, it is. But i’ve had worse.”
“...that doesn’t make it right.” Tim said quietly, letting his shoulders drop. He stared at Peter with a pained look. Obviously their previous argument had been long forgotten by the Wayne son.
“Yeah, it doesn’t.” Peter hummed, a bored expression on his face. He sipped the hot drink, not allowing it to cool. Duke cringed at the action. “I get hurt a lot, but it isn’t exactly Tony’s fault like you claim. You’re awfully quick to shift blame onto him when your own vigilante can barely keep his own sidekicks contained.”
The expression on Tim’s face morphed from concern to hurt confusion. “..Peter, that’s irrelevant to the situation-”
“Don’t call him irrelevant.” Peter stated firmly, glaring at Tim once more. “He’s more than you’ll ever know.”
“Well, what if I want to know.” Tim shot back. “Peter, I don’t wanna argue again. I just wish you’d tell us something –”
“Why? You’d only keep insulting him, which is really hypocritical , by the way. Batman lets a toddler run around at night, how’s that so different to me and Tony?”
“..Batman has issues that are apparently being addressed.” Duke cut in gently, hoping to ease the tension. “Some gossip sources say he’s getting therapy.”
“Good. He needs a shit ton , and his Robins need it, too.” Peter huffed, carrying his mug to the breakfast nook and sitting across from Duke. “He seems rich enough to afford it.” the younger teen grumbled, rolling his eyes and giving his coffee another sip.
The kitchen fell into a stale and awkward silence. Tim gathered his senses and went to the counter to get his own coffee, eyeing the webs still hanging from the cabinet door with an annoyed glint in his eyes. Duke kept glancing between the two teens, before eventually settling for staring at his phone feed. Anything was better than eyeing Peter and Tim.
“......do you think your side is good enough to go out today?” Duke asked hesitantly, glancing over his phone to lock eyes with Peter, whose eyes had turned a bit skeptical. “Bruce scheduled a fitting appointment for this morning. Y’know, for the Gala in a few days?”
Peter’s mind ran a loop for a moment, remembering the conversation about the press event. Peter Parker would be publicly announced as Bruce Wayne’s new foster son. Peter Parker would be Bruce Wayne’s new son.
“...yeah.” Peter said quietly, looking down at his coffee cup. “...yeah, I’ll be good to go out.”
Duke nodded shortly, hesitantly glancing down to his phone once more. The kitchen fell back into that uncomfortable silence that made the air feel far too thick in the room. It was like there simply was not enough to go around.
When Peter stood to go back to his room, Tim spoke up from the counter, voice hesitant and quiet. “....B said the appointment was at nine-thirty, so.. Be uh, ready to go then.”
Peter Parker only nodded shortly, giving Duke and Tim one final glance before exiting the kitchen. Typically, at a time like this, Karen would be talking his ear off about the whereabouts of the rest of the family.
Maybe Cassandra was awake in her room, getting ready for the day. Or perhaps Damian was walking out of a bathroom somewhere.
But the silence in his ear was both relaxing and unnerving. There was a loss of familiarity that left him buzzing almost nervously.
He made his way back upstairs to his room and eyed the spider-shaped disc on the nightstand. The armor had been fantastic at first, providing him protection and a recognizable theme for the citizens of Gotham to understand.
But it clearly had flaws. Peter had not prepared for the type of crime that Gotham provided. His own universe provided large threats that were prone to throwing, punching, and beating people to a pulp. This universe had sharp villains, who moved fast and with deadly intent.
Peter would need to make some adjustments to his armor.
The teen pushed away the thoughts and went to his closet, digging around for clothes for the day. He would need something easy to get in and out of, considering this was a fitting appointment. This would also likely be at a more upscale establishment, so ripped jeans were a no…
In the end, Peter grabbed a long-sleeved red sweater with a black tank top underneath. For his lower half, he pulled out a pair of dark brown corduroys that cuffed at the ankles, which would allow him to slip on his converse later.
First, he took a quick shower. The water was set to cold, waking him up fully, but doing nothing to ease that nervous buzz in his spine.
When he stepped out, dried off, and got dressed, his eyes wandered across the room to the hearing aid plastered to his wall above the desk. It was exactly where he had left it. Alfred must not have been in the room since his argument with Karen. He really needed to take the device down before the man came in to clean.
But he just could not bring himself to move her.
Instead, he chucked on his converse and hopped on one foot out the bedroom door, tying his laces on his lifted foot. Peter finished with a heavy sigh and shook his still damp hair, flinging little drops of water onto the hallway rug.
Water was better than blood, at least. Peter had been rather proud of himself when he avoided soiling any rugs in his bloody stumble that previous night.
He pulled his phone out of his corduroy pocket, seeing that the time was just past 8:50. They would likely be leaving the manor within the next twenty minutes, depending on where the fitting place was.
Still, Peter made his way back downstairs, navigating into a media room closer to the front of the house. It would make it easier to leave when the time eventually came. But for the moment, he settled for falling back against a too comfortable couch, head hitting the cushions with a satisfied sigh.
He really did not mean to take a ten minute power nap, but he blinked, and suddenly someone was gently shaking him awake.
He cracked his heavy eyelids open, pausing when he noticed the kind gaze of Cassandra looking down at him.
“....up?” She asked quietly with a gentle smile. Peter could not help but smile back, nodding and sitting up with a huff.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to doze…” he mumbled, rubbing his eyes. “Are we leaving now?” Cassandra nodded, helping Peter stand up with a careful hand.
Half an hour later, Peter was stepping out of a sleek black sports car, followed by Cassandra, Duke, and Tim. Alfred rounded from the driver's side, and Bruce emerged from the passenger seat, looking at the kids with a careful eye.
No one had spoken on the car ride over, and Peter did not plan to start now. He was still rather fed up with the way this family was acting, and felt entitled to his own silence. If they wanted to speak, then they would need to start with genuine apologies.
The shop they were at was definitely upscale, with colorful suits in the windows and fancy dresses hung behind them. The mannequins were of all sorts of body types, and Peter internally appreciated the offered diversity.
Inside, the lighting was warm and almost reminded Peter of a dimmer sun. It felt very natural, which he supposed was a good thing. Having natural lighting was key to getting custom clothes.
He sort of tuned out the conversation that Bruce had with the shop tender, glancing over to Duke and Tim, who were scrolling on their phones and waiting for the appointment to begin. Cassandra was engaged in a sign language conversation with Alfred.
Peter frowned. Karen could have likely translated for him. Maybe it was a bad thing, not bringing her with him..
He pushed the thought away fast. He was content with his decision, and certainly would not be backing out of it now. He did not need her, since all she wanted to do was lie to him.
When Bruce and the shop tender stopped talking, and the shop tender walked into the back, Peter finally spoke up.
“..hey, Bruce?”
He got a quiet hum in response, the man glancing back to meet him with an open gaze. Peter relaxed somewhat; at least the man of the family did not seem so upset with him.
“Are the others getting stuff done today, too?” the teen asked curiously, looking back at the other kids once more. Everyone was here except for Damian, who, for some reason, was grounded.
Peter could not figure out why, and he was not sure he wanted to. Not after last night.
Bruce paused, but nodded, a relaxed smile coming onto his face. “Yes, both Tim and Duke are being refitted as well.” the man confirmed, turning to face Peter. “I figured we would get it all done today, for pick up tomorrow.”
Peter nodded in understanding, intending to be quiet once more. But Bruce had other plans.
With a lowered voice and a gentleness in his tone, he spoke once more. “...are you alright? After I was made aware of last night I was.. Shocked, to say the least.”
If Peter had to go through this I’m Fine routine one more time, he might use it as an excuse to turn to a life of evil. This was the perfect villain origin story, after all.
That amusing thought was enough to get Peter to smile with a quiet laugh under his breath, rolling his eyes. “ Yes , Bruce. I’m alright. Alfred patched me up, and I heal quicker than most people.” he confirmed, placing his hands into the pockets of his pants. “No need to worry.”
“Let me worry anyways.” Bruce sighed, glancing down to Peter’s side. “I care about your wellbeing, Peter. So forgive me if I pry into your nightlife and its consequences.”
“...yeah, okay. But only if you start believing me when I say I’m alright.” Peter mused quietly, giving Bruce a fond glance. He had really started warming up to the man, and was glad that any sort of animosity that had been generated was starting to die down.
Bruce frowned, but sighed with a small nod. “Alright, but you promise to come to us if you need help. We.. we can help you, Peter. Even if you don’t think so.”
“Mhm, whatever you say, Brucie.” Peter chuckled, shaking his head and elbowing the man. Then, he lowered his voice into a whisper. “At least keep the crime-fighting to the professionals like me and Batman, though, okay?” he winked teasingly.
It was a joke, of course, one that made Bruce’s smile widen into a pure laugh. It was a sound that grabbed the attention of the other Waynes, who looked over with blissful confusion and a curiosity.
“Hey, I wanna laugh, too!-” Duke chimed in with a playful glare and a laugh, looping an arm around Tim and dragging him over to join. Cassandra just glanced over, a smaller smile forming on her face.
“Nope. Absolutely not, the joke is just for me and B.” Peter glared back with a grin, leaning against Bruce dramatically with an elbow on the man’s side to prop himself up on. “ You don’t get to hear it now.”
“Now, now.. No scrapping in the tailors.” Bruce warned teasingly, glancing down at the boys, familial gaze lingering on Peter for longer than the other two.
“I dunno, we might have to scrap.” Duke shrugged, releasing Tim and immediately elbowing him. “Right, Timber?” he smirked.
“...right.” Tim sighed, trying to stop the smile slowly forming on his face. It was still noticed, though, because it got a snicker out of Duke.
Peter hesitantly allowed himself to fall into the banter. “I dunno man, I think I’d win.” the teen hummed, glancing down at the floor. “Y’know, considering my hobbies.” he glanced at the two with a confident smirk.
Tim paused, but then rolled his eyes with an obviously playful scoff. “Psh– that doesn’t mean anything. I could still beat you.”
“Oh yeah? Prove it-”
“ Not in the tailor shop.” Bruce said firmly, grabbing their attention. The three boys looked up at the man with slowly forming smiles and held back laughs. After a few seconds of firmly looking at the three, a small smile broke onto his face. “...scrapping is for the backyard, chums.”
“ You owe me a fight then.” Peter said teasingly, pointing an accusing finger at Tim. It was a friendly challenge, but also a serious offer. If Tim could fight, maybe fighting would be good for them. They could let all of that anger out.
It did not sound that bad in theory.
Tim stared at Peter’s finger for a few moments, before huffing and playfully pushing Peter’s hand aside, grinning confidently. “Sure, Webs. I’ll give you a fight, but not today.”
“I’m holding you to that.”
By the end of the appointment, which lasted just over an hour, Peter walked out with a smile on his face and three friends at his side. The purchase of two suits had been confirmed with the swipe of one of Bruce’s many cards.
Peter had tried on many, but in the end, had settled for a black pinstriped one and a dark red suit set that came with a vest to wear over a button down. Both were great in quality, and honestly, Peter was excited to own something so expensive. He was excited to wear one of them to the Gala in a few days.
Peter was excited to be included with the Waynes and their goings.
He could have even said that he was excited to be part of the family.
On the car ride back to the manor, Peter’s mind filled with multiple different thoughts related to the events of the day. But the forefront of his mind was filled with all sorts of imagined scenarios. Call him cheesy, but it felt nice to imagine a life with the Waynes.
Did it still hurt when he thought about the people he was leaving behind? Absolutely. Peter knew that the feeling would never fully go away. But overtime, it had eased itself into a dull throb in the array of other things that Peter started feeling.
He felt happiness around the other teens, a sense of brotherhood with Dick and Jason, and a growing feeling of fondness for the younger Damian. He was feeling more comfortable around Bruce, and nothing could stop him from enjoying being around Alfred.
He enjoyed being with the Waynes, and he was starting to understand that there was nothing wrong with that.
When the car arrived home, and Peter stepped out onto the Wayne driveway, he internally referred to it as his driveway.
This was his home, with his friends who were starting to feel more like family. And that was okay.
Damian had a horrible feeling in his gut. It made him want to throw up, but he was far too prideful for that. Instead, he sat in his bed, with his knees pulled up to his chest, and his hard stare pointed at the wall across the room.
His mind kept repeating the event over and over again. The memory was so vivid: the rooftop, the sky, the spider, the injury .
God, the injury.
Damian was almost glad that he had not been able to see Peter’s face at the time. He was not sure he would have held his composure. If he had to watch the teen’s face while almost subjecting him to certain death?
Damian would have never forgiven himself. He still had not.
So instead, he sat alone in his room, watching the hours tick by and and marinating in his own hatred. This time, instead of directing that hatred toward the undeserving Peter, it was pointed toward himself.
A knock on the door broke Damian from his near-meditative state, and he glanced over to his electric clock. 4:03 P.M. On a normal night, he would be leaving for Patrol in a few hours. He would be doing homework, or studying with Peter.
He pulled himself from his bed and crossed the room, tugging the door open with a well timed scowl and glare. Whoever had come to insult him more for his behavior would not avoid his own pent up emotions.
His eyes traveled up brown corduroy legs, and across a red sweater, before landing on the face of Peter Parker.
Damian once again wanted to throw up.
“...you okay, Damian?” Peter asked hesitantly, subtly shifting on his feet. Damian did not miss how the teen stuck one foot out, placing it against the door frame to prevent Damian from closing the door. “No one’s really told me what happened yet.”
“I’m grounded.” he replied flatly. “Therefore, I’m not supposed to be talking to you. So if you do not mind removing your foot-”
“Nah.” Peter cut him off, shrugging. “Look, it’s.. I don’t really care if you’re grounded or not.” he smiled a little bit. “ I still need to study, and you have all the textbooks.”
Damian’s frown deepened. “...I won’t allow you to borrow my materials.”
“Good, I won’t borrow them, then. I’ll just use them in your room. ” Peter raised his brows with a knowing grin.
The youngest Wayne stared at the teen in disbelief. If you knew what I did to you, you’d be running right now.
“...so, can I come in?”
Damian could do nothing but open the door enough for Peter to step inside.
The teen crossed the space, familiar with the motions. He made it to the shelf, eyeing the books curiously as he tugged the trigonometry textbook from its spot. “So, same thing as usual? I’m good with this, unless there was another subject you were interested in studying.”
“What else would there be?” Damian grumbled, letting the door fall gently shut behind him. He followed Peter’s trail and joined him at the bookshelf, glancing across the different textbooks he owned. Histories all across the world, different artistic periods, specialized sciences… he had it all. He wondered how much of this Peter also enjoyed.
“I dunno, maybe something else you enjoy? Surely math isn’t your only hobby.” he teased, tapping his fingers gently on the hardcover of the trigonometry textbook. “..you’ve got a lot of art books, so I guess you like that?”
“I dabble.” Damian hummed, reaching up and retrieving his own book. “...do you enjoy art?”
“I don’t know much about it.” Peter shrugged honestly, glancing over to the textbook and watching Damian flip through the pages slowly. The different pieces depicted were from various cultures, and Peter could only assume it was some sort of art history book. “Why don’t you teach me?” he smiled.
Damian could not smile back. Instead, he pressed his lips into a tight line, trying to form the right words. Peter was witty, but Damian was smart. Surely he could use something other than his violence from the previous night to keep Peter away from Gotham.
“....I will tutor you in art history, if ,” he started, plucking the math book from Peter’s hands and placing it back on the shelf. “You do me a favor.”
Damian noticed Peter visibly pause, before turning to face the boy fully. “..sure, okay. What’s the favor?”
“Be more careful.”
“...what?”
“Alfred told us. All of us, about what happened.” Damian said through gritted teeth, avoiding looking directly at Peter’s face. “...you got injured, and none of us could prevent it. If you had only been more careful , then you would not have ended up with that hole in your side.”
His own words made him want to vomit. That uncomfortable feeling kept settling in his unsettled stomach. He could only hope that over time it would go away.
“...Dami.” Peter sighed, walking to sit on the boy’s bed. Damian followed. “I’m as careful as I can be, but doing what I do..” Peter tried to find the right words. “...there’s always a risk.”
“Then why take it?” Damian asked, joining him on the bed and setting the book between them, flipping through the pages to find a place to start. It also offered him a great excuse to not look at Peter directly.
“...because I can help people. It’s what I do, and it’s what I love.” Peter’s voice was quiet, honest, and real . He was in this for all of the same reasons as everyone else. He wanted to help, and how could Damian fault him for that?
“....I won’t tell you not to go.” Damian mumbled, pausing on a page depicting The Calling of Saint Matthew , painted by Caravaggio. The young Wayne could recognize the piece immediately, but Peter had to squint at the words to gather identifiers. “It would be unfair for me to force you to stop.”
“You couldn’t force me.” Peter teased, earning a warning glare from Damian, who continued to speak.
“I will, however, strongly encourage you to listen to your head. You’ve got abilities people can only dream of, and you’re right: they’re helpful.” It could have been a compliment. In fact, it probably was a compliment.
“...just do not let that desire and ability to help prevent you from honoring yourself.” he finished quietly, looking up to Peter with a sincere look. The teen’s eyes met his, and for a long few moments, they both just stared. Both were searching for something that the other could not give.
But Peter relented. “....alright, whatever you say, Damian.” he smiled softly, shaking his head and looking down at the book, breaking their connection. “I trust you.”
For the first time in hours, that uneasiness in Damian’s stomach settled long enough for him to enjoy Peter’s presence.
Notes:
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Chapter 12: Pull Too Hard and the Line Will Snap
Notes:
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Chapter Text
It had been one week since Peter had gotten injured on that patrol, and quite a lot had happened in the manor since then. Firstly, Damian was still grounded. The more that Peter tried to think about why, the more his mind drifted to unpleasant scenarios and answers that he continued to downright reject.
There’s no way that Damian is Robin, anyways. He wouldn’t do that, and Bruce wouldn’t let him.
Surely.
…but what if.
On the opposite end of the spectrum, Tim had opened back up and apologized for insulting Tony. Of course, it was a quiet apology, saved just for the two of them. Tim had apparently waited up all night for Peter to wander out of his room, meeting him in the bedroom hallway, where they quickly moved to a nearby common room to talk.
The night meeting had been oddly comforting. Tim apologized, Peter accepted it, and they even hugged . It only lasted for a few seconds, but to Peter, it lasted a century. It had been one of the nicest hugs he’d had in a long time. Tim was great at giving physical comfort, it seemed.
But on top of all of this? Peter was still grounded , which meant no Spider-man .
He protested the motion just about every day. Whenever he and Alfred were in the same room together, Peter had made it a point to emphasize just how good he was feeling. He would talk about how his healing factor was kicked into overdrive, and how he already felt ready to spring back into action.
Peter was stubborn, but Alfred was even more so. No matter how hard Peter tried making the man understand that he was fine now , the butler had refused to lift the ban. He even went as far as to confiscate the Spider Armor when he caught Peter trying to sneak out on night two!
Of course, it was swiftly returned the next morning, served with a stern lecture from Alfred about respecting his elders.
Peter had plenty of respect for Alfred: what he lacked was respect for his decisions.
The more time he spent in the manor, though, the more that he learned that Alfred’s word was law . Knowing that he was fighting a losing battle, Peter relented shortly after the lecture. Even with his suit returned, he dared not risk sneaking out again.
But, with both Peter and Damian grounded, it left them both plenty of time to fill with each other’s presence.
“I don’t get it.” Peter huffed loudly, squinting down at the large art textbook. Damian had surprisingly been open to exploring other study subjects, and he obviously let him lead the way. The kid seemed to like having control, and Peter felt no obligation to deny him any. Besides, they were using his books in his room.
“What can you not grasp?” Damian asked casually, green gaze flicking between Peter’s frustrated expression and the book between them on the bed. If you had told Damian that he and Peter would be sitting in the comfort of each other in mere weeks, he would have laughed smugly in your face.
But now Damian could only smile softly as he taught Peter everything he wished to share.
Peter propped his head up on his hand, continuing to look down at the page. “How is this art? ”
Damian followed the older teen’s gaze back down to the page where an image of Monticello was printed in bold colors. Underneath the image were large blocks of text describing the Virginian estate, its origins, and its architectural style.
”...well,” Damian hummed, adjusting the book so that it was pointed more toward Peter, gesturing for the teen to start reading. “Monticello is a piece of architecture, yes? Therefore, it required prolonged thought and design to bring it to completion.”
“And it was designed by Thomas Jefferson?”
“Yes.”
“But I thought he was a President.”
Damian sighed heavily through his nose, feeling himself teeter on the edge of frustration. “Thomas Jefferson was more than just the third President, Parker. He was an architect, congressman, and foreign minister in France.”
“Ew, who would willingly go to France? ”
Before Damian could bring himself to start another lecture on the importance of foreign countries and their exports, he noticed a hint of a tease in Peter’s voice. It dawned on him very quickly that Peter was only joking, and that there was no real need for an instructive interjection at the time.
Still, the thought of educating Peter, and proving his own intellectual superiority, was a satisfying one.
“...a neanderthal.” Damian settled for the simple two words as his answer, holding back a small smirk as he looked back down to the textbook once more. He turned the page to a diagram of Monticello, preparing to continue explaining the artistic influences, when he was suddenly bombarded by Peter’s very amused voice.
“ Dami- ” he started with a barely contained snicker, “Was that a joke? ” he covered his mouth with his hand, joy evident on his features and in his voice.
“... what , do you believe me to be incapable of basic humor?” Damian scoffed, leaning back and away from the book to give Peter a certain look, with raised brows and a light frown. “You forget the imbeciles that I live with.”
The way that Peter so openly allowed himself to laugh after Damian’s remarks made something in the youngest Wayne’s chest settle. Like that constantly raging storm inside of him had finally found a moment of reprieve. The joy that Peter radiated was infectious , and part of Damian knew that he did not want a cure. So he instead let the small smile grow on his own face.
“Don’t be so amused , Parker. You will soon learn that my humor is superior to my siblings in every way.” he hummed, rather satisfied with himself. He crossed his arms over his chest.
“S-Sure–” Peter’s laugh devolved into snickers behind his hand once more, leaning back on the bed and turning his face away from Damian to hide the pure glee on his face. “Whatever you say, dude.”
“I am one of the most emotionally intact members of this family, don’t you know this?” Sure, Damian’s tone had slipped into one that was light hearted, but he truly did believe his own words. Despite his years in the League, having the influence of his mother, and later the Wayne family, had really helped improve his emotional maturity. Or at least, it was continuing to help his emotional maturity. Damian made plenty of mistakes.
The sudden memory of his first meeting with Peter came to the forefront of his mind, blurring the sight of the bemused Peter before him.
The look of panic.
The commotion in the library.
The fear .
Damian felt something shift in his gut as he was internally reminded of his own emotional failures. It had seemed that so far, every notable experience with Peter had involved Damian attempting to attack him.
One of those attempts had been successful, and he regretted it everyday for the past week. Maybe though, he could atone for that abuse. Perhaps Peter would be forgiving.
“...Peter.”
The teen on the bed paused, breath faltering for just a moment. Damian had just called him Peter . Not Parker, or some demeaning insult. He had called him Peter .
He turned his head to look at Damian, letting his joyous smile fall into a look of hesitant confusion, grin becoming much softer. “..uh… yeah?”
Damian turned to fully face Peter, face stony. His brows had been pushed together, and his mouth had been pressed into a thin-lined frown. Honestly, he looked like he was thinking really hard . Then, he took a breath through his nose, letting his eyes shift up to meet Peter’s.
Green looked into green.
“....allow me to finish my statements entirely before you decide to comment. I would like to get this over with in one go to avoid any misspoken words or second guesses.” Damian’s request sounded more like a demand, but regardless, Peter nodded. The young Wayne took another deep breath before speaking in a tone that was… much softer and much more sincere than Peter had been preparing for.
“I am asking for your forgiveness. I have mistreated you over the course of the last few weeks in ways that are indisputably disgusting.” The raw power of the statement made something in Peter’s chest soften, and his mind became fuzzy. “I was afraid of the impact that you would have on my family, and it frightened me enough to attempt to hurt you. Looking back at my actions, I can only dread what would have happened if I had hurt you-”
Damian seemed to suddenly pause, like a memory had hit him like a freight train. Peter knew better than to interrupt him, and instead waited patiently for the boy to start talking once more.
“... you scared me. You were something new, and upon hearing of your less than human nature, I was even more worried about the things that you could do. I.. I see now that I was mistaken. So, again,” the boy finally allowed his eyes to meet Peter’s again. “I’m sorry .”
For a long few seconds, Peter Parker could only stare at Damian with a painfully neutral expression. While on the outside he seemed uncaring toward the words, he was internally picking apart every piece of the apology. Those seconds felt like they lasted hours, and Damian almost felt himself break out into a nervous sweat under Peter’s gaze.
But then those unnaturally green eyes softened, and a little smile found its way onto the New Yorker’s face. The mere sight of it made Damian’s heart and mind fuzzy with relief.
“...yeah, I forgive you.” The words were simple, sweet, and sincere. Peter’s gaze grew fond, and a suddenly teasing sheen fell over his face. “Just don’t call me Peter again, I almost thought I was in trouble or something-” he joked, letting a chuckle fall on the tail end of his words.
Damian sighed silently in relief, shoulders relaxing. That had been likely the hardest apology he had ever given, but it went without a hitch. A small smile climbed its way onto his face. “Sure, Parker . Whatever you say.”
“Now c’mon, show me more buildings.” Peter hummed as he shifted their attention back to the textbook before them. It was a welcome change of topic. “Do any other Presidents have artistic houses? ” he teased, skimming over the pages as Damian turned them.
Had they both taken the change of topic as soon as it became available? Sure. Did that mean that they felt any less comfortable? Absolutely not. In fact, Peter would go so far as to say that he felt more comfortable now. The apology had really cleared the air in the room, and Peter was able to put Damian’s past hostility behind them both.
Besides, he understood now. Damian had changed his opinions on Peter, anyway. He would not attack him anymore.
The study session that continued really felt like their best one yet. When it was just before dinner, Peter left Damian’s room with a newfound sense of companionship and a new knowledge set about random buildings throughout art history.
Night fell upon Wayne Manor quicker than Peter had expected. After having spent so long that afternoon with Damian, he really had let the day escape him. Dinner was normal, only with the unexpected presence of Dick, who came in at the last minute still in his officer uniform.
He joined the family for their meal, complaining about the rough shift he had endured for the past eleven hours. The man said something about how nothing could beat Alfred’s cooking, and Peter silently agreed.
Dick was caught up on the most recent events of the family over shakshuka and a glass of wine (under the premise that he would stay the night at the manor.) Upon hearing about Peter being grounded from patrol, the officer could only tease him with a wide grin and witty remarks about ‘Leaving the crime fighting to the police.’
Apparently, Dick had already known about Damian being grounded. Peter was not that surprised. Surely they had some sort of family group chat. Internally, he wondered if the Waynes talked about him in that theoretical group chat.
He was not sure whether to be honored or upset at the thought.
Regardless, dinner came and went. Dick and Bruce left the table to go down to the garage, Dick mentioning something about his car sounding a little funny on the drive over. While the adults went to play mechanic, Tim, Duke, and Cassandra all looked to Peter with expectant gazes.
“So? Mario Kart?” Duke proposed with a devious grin. He had been practicing, after all, and had fully planned to beat Peter tonight.
Peter hesitated, glancing from the small trio of teens to the even smaller figure of Damian, who was in the attached kitchen helping Alfred clean up.
“...maybe tomorrow night. I was gonna ask Damian to help me decide which suit to wear at the gala.” Peter smiled apologetically. Cassandra and Tim both stared at him with looks of surprise and slow understanding.
“..okay, yeah. But we can’t play tomorrow night, remember? That’s the Gala.” Tim rolled his eyes, smiling a bit. “Don’t tell me you forgot when your press reveal is.”
“I didn’t!-” Peter scoffed, glaring playfully at Tim. “You know what I meant, dummy.”
“Mhm, sure . Have fun with the demon, Pete.” Tim chuckled, looping his arms around Duke and Cassandra and steering them toward a media room down the hall. As mildly upset as they were that Peter was not joining them, they made no verbal mention of it. Besides, Duke would just treat this as even more time to perfect his strategies that he would eventually use to challenge Peter.
As the last remaining person in the dining room, Peter made himself scarce by migrating to the kitchen, falling quickly into the assembly line of helping wash the dishes. While Alfred and Damian scrubbed at the plates with sponges and sudsy water, Peter was more than happy to take them and dry them with the hand towel.
The Waynes absolutely owned an electric dishwasher, but like Peter, they seemed to enjoy doing it the old fashioned way.
Alfred must have noticed the shift in Damian and Peter’s bond, because he only gave the two small knowing glances every so often, a fond smile on his face. Seeing the two getting along and spending time together so willingly made something in Alfred’s mind ease.
For the first time in quite a few days, Wayne Manor was fully at peace.
“Hey, Dami?” Peter hummed, not looking up from the large dinner plate he was wiping down. Damian only gave a quiet noise of acknowledgement, prompting him to continue speaking. “Could you help me pick out which suit to wear tomorrow? I’ve got two, but I can’t decide.”
“...I see you have noticed my superior sense of fashion.” Damian stated with pride, standing up just a bit straighter at the implied praise. “If you insist.”
“Why don’t you boys run along, then?” Alfred insisted, gently pulling a fork from Damian’s sudsy hands. “I can handle the rest of the dishes. If you let me know which suit that you wish to wear before tonight ends, then I can have it steamed for you early tomorrow.”
Peter smiled, carefully setting down the plate and rag on the counter next to the drying rack. He nodded, stepping away from the counter. “Sounds good to me. Thanks, Mr. Pennyw- Alfred.” he corrected himself fast, an embarrassed sheen covering his face.
The two boys left the kitchen side by side, Peter quietly explaining the two suits to Damian as they made their way to his room.
One of the good things about being grounded from patrol was that Peter really started to make himself comfortable in the manor. His room had a few more posters scattered on his walls, though there were still distinctly empty paths that he tended to pace on when thinking. His sheets were slightly bunched up from hastily making his bed that morning, and a pillow had fallen onto the floor at some point earlier in the day.
Damian had not been in Peter’s room much, and took a short moment to assess the place while Peter approached the closet for his suits. “...you pace your walls?”
“And ceiling.” Peter corrected, a smile on his voice as he pushed clothes on hangers aside. “Who needs a treadmill when I’ve got a big room like this?”
“ Big? ” Damian rolled his eyes with a scoff. “There are certainly bigger rooms on this estate, Parker.”
“Well, obviously. But I don’t wanna pace somewhere like the ballroom-” Peter rolled his eyes, pulling two dry cleaners bags on hangers out of his closet. He moved to throw them onto his bed. “I might leave footprints. At least in here, there’s no chance of a visitor seeing them.”
“Tt.” Damian made a noncommittal noise, following Peter’s lead and approaching the bed. The teen unzipped the two dry cleaner bags, revealing two unworn suit sets waiting inside.
Damian eyed the two sets carefully, taking in their form and color while imagining them on Peter.
“...well, you want to make a good first impression.” Damian spoke carefully, reaching down to feel the material of the individual suits. The red one was more like silk, while the black pinstriped one had to be closer to cotton. “You also want to be memorable . My suit for my press reveal was green.”
“Bold, Dami.” Peter teased. “So I should go with red, then?”
“You see red suits all the time, Parker. Just because it is not a neutral color, does not mean that it is not common.” Damian rolled his eyes. “What color undershirts do you own?”
“White and black.” Peter comfortably crossed his arms. “Do you think it matters which one I wear?”
“Obviously.” Damian scoffed. “I thought that Stark was a businessman, surely he educated you on proper formal wear etiquette?” The boy’s question, while sounding insulting, was more genuine than anything Tim had said about Tony. Peter felt a pang in his chest, but also felt no reason to bite back at Damian. The kid was not trying to be mean.
“...no, actually. He helped me get ready for events, but he never really taught me.” Peter explained, looking down at the red suit with pinched brows. Tony probably owned seven in that exact shade of red, and dozens more in varying others.
Damian fell silent for a few moments, before releasing a quiet sigh through his nose. “....go grab your black button down. Make sure you also put on a black tank top underneath it.” The boy’s commands were clear and firm, and he started pulling the black pinstriped suit out of its bag. Just when Peter assumed that Damian had made his choice, the boy then turned to the bag with the red suit and retrieved just the vest.
Without saying a word, Peter turned and went back to his closet, grabbing the instructed items. When he returned to Damian, the boy thrust the selected clothes into his arms. “Go put that on. I’ll procure you a tie.”
Peter followed Damian’s instructions, a giddy feeling in his chest as he entered his bathroom and closed the door to change. If their earlier conversation was no reminder of how much they had both improved, then this exact moment certainly was. Damian cared about Peter enough to help him look good for tomorrow.
As Peter shucked off his comfortable clothes and pulled on the suit, he was reminded of just how custom that it was. The vest fit him snugly, and the black jacket overtop rested exactly where it should on his shoulders. The pants stopped just around his ankles, and were not too tight on his upper legs like he had feared.
When Peter looked at himself in the mirror, he was pleasantly surprised. The black button down offered a contrasting background to the red vest, which was then tamed down by the equally black suit jacket. Whether he left it buttoned or unbuttoned, the red vest offered a fashionable contrast to the rest of the dark outfit.
Personally, he would not have thought to mix the pieces from the different suit sets. Maybe Damian had been on to something about having the best fashion sense. He could not help but think about what Tony would say.
‘You look good, kid.’ Would probably be his start, appraising Peter with a sharp eye and a painfully neutral expression. ‘You feel good?’ He would ask, a hint of genuine concern in his voice. Tony knew that press events were not something that Peter typically enjoyed. ‘Just stick by me,’ Tony would say, finally allowing himself to smile at Peter. ‘I’ve got you.’
Peter’s chest swelled with fondness and pride. Tony would be so proud right now. Just that realization alone was enough to make Peter’s confidence skyrocket.
When he stepped out of the bathroom, he was greeted by Damian and Alfred who were waiting patiently. They had both been standing near his desk, and turned to face him when he stepped out. Peter stilled himself while the two rakes over his form, smiles growing on their faces. Proud smiles.
“...why, young Peter, you look wonderful.” Alfred complimented softly, a tenseness in his shoulders dropping. “I assume that Master Damian helped you decide what to wear?”
Both Peter and Damian nodded, giving each other a familiar look and small smile. “Yeah, Damian’s great. His fashion sense is impeccable, man.”
“He always has been the best dressed of the children, save for Master Tim, of course.” Alfred hummed in agreement, crossing the room to brush off Peter’s shoulders and straighten his lapels. There was a parental fondness in his actions.
“Psh- do not compare my superiority to Drake of all people. My personal opinion is that Stephanie is next in line for the title of most fashionable .” Damian rolled his eyes, following Alfred’s lead. He held an undone tie, which was a slightly brighter red than the vest. It would stand out nicely against the suit.
“Shall I help you put on the tie, young Peter?” Alfred suggested, holding out a hand for Damian to pass the garment. However, the older man was pleasantly surprised to watch Damian climb up and stand on the bed, now taller than Peter.
“I’ve got it, Alfred. Thank you.” Damian mused, popping Peter’s collar and looping the fabric around his neck.
Weeks ago, Peter would have been all nerves over this interaction. Damian being so close to his neck, and so able to strangle him, was a thought that would have frightened him. But now? After all of the study sessions, artistic conversations, and apologies? Peter could not feel more comfortable than he currently did in Damian’s presence, under his careful hands.
In seconds, a perfectly executed cape knot was pressed comfortably against Peter’s neck. Damian pressed the collar back into place, eyes never wandering to Peter’s face. Once he was done, and had smoothed out the teen’s upper torso, he stepped back and hopped off of the bed.
Both Peter and Damian decided not to comment on Alfred’s expression of subtle yet pure joy and relief.
“Now: is this what you wish to wear at the Gala tomorrow evening, young Peter?” Alfred asked, and for a moment, Peter felt like he was on an episode of Say Yes to the Dress . The thought made him huff out a laugh, smiling and nodding all the while.
“Yeah, this is great. Thanks for the help, Dami.” Peter praised, holding out his palm. Much to his surprise, Damian understood immediately and went in for the high five. The gesture of solidarity ricocheted into Peter’s bones and settled like a beast finally at rest.
“Since tomorrow is settled, I believe that I should talk to you about tonight , my boy.” Alfred hummed, grabbing Peter’s attention once more. Confusion crossed the teen’s face.
“..tonight? What’s tonight?” he asked, wracking his brain for something he may have forgotten.
Alfred hummed, walking back over to the desk, where he reached to the wall and carefully pulled Peter’s hearing aid free from the webs that had been holding it there for the last week. Something in Peter’s stomach flipped uncomfortably.
“You are no longer grounded from patrol, young Peter.” Alfred stated, taking care to pick any extra web residue off of the device. “On the condition that you wear your hearing aid again.”
Peter paused, staring at Alfred and the device in his hands. His mind darkened. Did… did Alfred know about Karen? Surely not.
Alfred took Peter’s silence as his que to continue. “I know I cannot keep you home forever, despite how much I may attempt to do just that. You’ve healed in a record amount of time, and in spite of my own anxieties, I know that I cannot hold you here forever.” He cleared his throat. “...however, it would pain me to know that you are out there fighting crime when you are not at your full capacity.”
He held out the hearing aid, and Peter took it with a hesitant hand. “I know that your sixth sense is useful, but clearly it cannot compensate for everything .” Alfred’s reference to Peter’s fight with Robin made both of the kids in the room frown, uncomfortable from the memory. “So for the comfort of this old man, would you wear it when you go out tonight?”
Alfred’s request was simple and sweet, and obviously one that Peter would abide by. He slipped the hearing aid into his ear, smiling faintly when it fit like a glove. The nanobots shifted ever so slightly, filling the space that they had previously been taken from.
“...yeah, I’ll wear it.” Peter confirmed with a nod and a small smile. “Thank you, Alfred.”
“Thank you , young Peter.”
The teen was then given a set of black stretchy work-out clothes to replace his old ones that had gotten torn during the fight with Robin. After changing out of his suit and into the underclothes, he gave Alfred the formal garments. It as then that both of them left Peter in his solitude, gently shutting his door behind themselves.
Ten minutes later, Spider-man was swinging into Gotham, a smile on his face and the wind against his body. He had dreaded the week prior, but being able to get back into the city was something that he was extremely happy about.
Especially since he had made a plan.
“Hi, Peter. Care to share your thoughts with me? I would like for tonight to be successful.”
Peter huffed out a small laugh, landing himself on top of an apartment building on the outskirts of downtown Gotham. “Sure, Karen.” he hesitated. “..It’s nice hearing your voice again. Sorry for getting mad.”
“Your emotions are warranted, as are my actions. There is no need for me to hold a grudge, Peter.”
“Sure, whatever.” he hummed. “You can make up for lying to me by helping me out tonight.”
“Of course. What is the plan?”
Firstly, Spider-man made a stop at a convenience store. There, he pulled together the small amount of cash he had found while helping Alfred clean the manor, and used it to purchase bags of supplies similar to those from last week.
Within half an hour, Spider-man had made it to crime alley and tracked down Webster and his buddies. They were in a different alley tonight, but had a similar set up of a barrel fire and makeshift stools. The vigilante crawled down the wall nearby, whistling to get their attention.
“Hey, Webster!” The smile was evident in his voice. “Sorry for not coming back sooner, I got grounded.” he shrugged, landing on the alley ground.
The men around the fire shared skeptical glances that were brushed aside by Webster, who had on his usual veteran’s hat. The older man smiled when he spotted Spider-man, waving him over to join them once more.
Just like last time, Spider-man pulled up his own makeshift stool and passed around the bags. Inside were protein bars, water bottles, snacks, and other survival gear that he could afford on his tight cash budget. Internally, Peter reminded himself to ask Bruce for some sort of vigilante allowance. It would make caring for these guys so much easier.
“Good to see you, Spider-man.” Webster chuckled, something gravelly in his throat. “Got a little worried after you left that first night.” He admitted, looking to the fire.
“Psh, don’t worry about me, man. I’m good.” he pushed as much sincerity into his voice as possible, opening his posture and relaxing his shoulders. “Just helping out where I can.”
“..y’know, all sortsa’ people promise to help us out. Not many follow through.” The veteran admitted, gaze becoming solemn as he watched the flames.
“...yeah, well I’m not just any sortsa’ person.” Spider-man teased, making sure to exaggerate a stereotypical New Jersey accent. He got a testy glare from Webster in response. “I’m the friendly neighborhood Spider-man, Webster. Helping people like you is my job.”
The second part of Spider-man’s plan involved the most normal part of being a vigilante: patrolling. After he departed from Webster and the others, he fell into his previously established route. He swung past alleys, peeking inside before moving on. He listened for any alarming sounds, and watched from rooftops as people walked below on the sidewalk.
It really did not take long for Spider-man to hear what he wanted, but it was from the little robot in his ear instead of Gotham’s nightlife.
“Hi, Peter. Per your request, I am notifying you that Wayne Manor is sufficiently asleep. Alfred Pennyworth, Duke Thomas-Wayne, and Damian Wayne are the only three in the above-ground floors.”
“When did everyone else go downstairs?” Spider-man asked quietly, standing on top of a power pole and observing a nearby park. It was blessedly empty, but the shady parked car with movement inside was setting off his spidey senses.
“Bruce Wayne, Cassandra Cain, Timothy Drake, and Richard Grayson all went into the underground shortly after you departed for Gotham.”
“And are they still down there?”
“No.”
Spider-man paused, becoming still as a statue as he both processed Karen’s words and watched another car pull into the park, parking next to the first one. It flicked its headlights off the moment it was still.
“Batman, Nightwing, Red Hood, Spoiler, Red Robin, and Orphan are all active tonight in Gotham. All have been spotted.”
“Got any locations?” Peter hummed.
“None that interfere with your plan. Though, if you wish to return to the manor unseen, you will need to leave immediately. Spoiler was reported nearby assisting the police in a crime scene investigation, and I assume will be closing in on your location shortly.”
That was all the motivation that Spider-man needed to fall into the shadows of Gotham. Instead of swinging out and proud like he was used to, he kept himself confined to the darkest alleys and unsafest back roads. Avoiding the Bats was something that he had anticipated right from the start, and having Karen to assist him only made it easier.
He hopped from one fire escape to another, ducking into a quiet corner when Spoiler soared overhead on a zipline. He stayed put until she had her back turned, then made his silent escape toward the rich side of Gotham.
Spider-man, of course, continued to do his job on his way there. He hastily webbed up a burglar for the cops to find, rescued a cat out of a tree, and helped a few street kids get a quick meal for the night. He even promised to come back in a few nights to check on them.
This friendly neighborhood gig was really turning into a friendly city gig, but how could he complain? He was helping people, and that was all that he ever wanted to do.
When Spider-man eventually hopped the tall fence to Wayne manor, he asked for a quick status update from Karen.
“Hi, Peter. Both Alfred Pennyworth and Duke Thomas-Wayne are still asleep. Damian Wayne is awake in the fourth floor library.”
Peter would have faltered, but he had no time to waste. That secret room was empty, the house was mostly at rest, and he had an itching feeling about what he was really going to find down there.
So he snuck in through his bedroom window, sliding it shut and silently exiting his bedroom. Even though Damian was on a completely different floor, Peter made sure to stick to dark walls and the ceiling while he traveled around the manor, making his way down a side staircase to the first floor.
The study loomed ahead of him, and he took a small breath before shooting out webs from above, tugging the door carefully open and climbing inside. He detached the webs from the wood on his way, and pulled it shut as quietly as possible. When the door clicked, Peter lowered himself to the floor.
“Alright, Karen. Help me get into this place.” Peter asked quietly, making the nanobot mask disappear so that he could have better visibility while he worked. “How does the clock move? I don’t wanna force it.”
“Turn the hands of the clock to 10:48.”
Under Karen’s directions, Peter used careful and precise hands to move the thin hands of the clock. Honestly, he was more worried about breaking the hands than getting caught. They were so thin and frail, Peter was amazed that this family had not broken them yet.
When he finally pushed the minute hand into its exact place, he took a small step back. After a moment of nothing, the teen frowned. Just as he opened his mouth to ask Karen another question though…
The looming antique slid, its base tracking that exact same path that Peter had noticed all those weeks ago. Peter’s heart stuttered in his chest, and his green eyes widened upon spotting the door behind the clock.
Next to the locked entryway, right on the wall, was a futuristic scanner. It was similar to something he had seen Tony make before in the tower. Peter recognized it immediately as some sort of identity or DNA scanner- maybe both.
He frowned at the realization that maybe he could not get in. The Waynes would not have uploaded his DNA to their secret security, especially with how persistent they had been about keeping him out of the presumed basement.
This kind of high tech security though made him oddly reminiscent. It was an uncomfortable feeling, and he tried not to dwell on the emptiness in his chest.
“...alright, Karen. Let’s see if Stark Tech really is better than Wayne Tech, yeah?”
“Robin? Is everything alright?” Tim’s voice came over the phone call, and it sounded like he was standing right next to Damian. The youngest Wayne stood at the end of a hall on the first floor, staring down toward the door to the study. He held his breath, almost not wanting to speak. “Robin? You there, kid?”
“....Spider-man is about to know.” He said quietly, voice barely a whisper into his cell phone speaker. His eyes never left that damn door. “...get home. I doubt that AI will keep him out if he figures out the clock.”
“Shit, okay-” the sound of a sudden change in direction could be heard. “I could have sworn– ” Tim cursed under his breath, and then Damian could hear him speaking into his Oracle comm. “I thought you said that Spoiler was near him–”
“She was near him, his signal is still picking up at her location–”
“Could it be some kind of fluke? Ask Karen–”
“Spoiler, do you have your cell on you?”
All was quiet for a few moments.
“...God fucking damnit– Karen pinged to Spoiler’s phone instead of Spider-man, he’s not even on my map anymore–”
“He’s here.” Damian said again, trying to reiterate the situation to Tim. “He’s here, and I’m not stopping him. Not this time.”
“What??-” Tim nearly choked on the other end of the call, and Damian could just hear the teen’s eyes widen. “Robin, you need to help us stop him–”
“I refused to get involved.” Damian said firmly, voice raising ever so slightly. He had to force himself to get quiet for a few seconds after the fact, just to ensure that Peter had not heard him. “.... I refuse to hurt him again. ”
Peter did not need to confirm his identity to get into the hidden door. After a minute of Karen doing her thing and commenting on how subpar the security was, the door slid open, revealing a long, skinny staircase that went down .
He did not hesitate to start descending, going quickly while analyzing the walls around him. They were smooth, and made of the same metal as the doors. Peter’s first assumption was that he was descending into some sort of lab, and he had a suspicion on just what the lab was for.
He had formed the theory that the Waynes had something to do with Gotham’s Knights ever since he did his research on the vigilantes. Someone had to be funding them- that was his assumption. Hell, Peter had the same thoughts when he was first debating getting back into vigilante work.
“I can’t believe that Bruce Wayne is Batman’s sponsor–” Peter huffed, glaring down at the steps as he went. The descent felt like it was taking ages. “Why didn’t he offer to sponsor me? He knows I’m Spider-man–”
“Alfred Pennyworth is awake and moving about the first floor alongside Damian Wayne.”
“I’m already in , Karen, they can’t stop me anymore.” He whispered, determination settling itself on his face. The teen continued his descent, the boots of the spider armor making no noise on the stairs.
When the teen stepped out at the base of the stairwell, he was shocked at the sheer size of the space. When Karen had described it as large all those weeks ago.. He did not think she meant this large.
It was a cave, with metal walkways on multiple different levels hanging out of the walls. Cabinets and display cases lined most of them, showing off different vigilante suits, weapons, awards, and other various novelties. The giant penny and the tyrannosaurus rex had Peter slack jawed as he stepped further into the space, spinning in a slow circle to take in his surroundings.
Overhead, the distinct sounds of bats shuffling along the cave roof could be heard. Looking up only confirmed the presence of the wild animals, all flying high above or resting upside-down on jagged stone perches.
The cave was also lined with various bits of technology. In his first once-over, Peter managed to spot dozens of machines that he was just itching to take apart. He had not built something in ages, and some of them looked like they could provide a real challenge.
But the most notable thing in the cave was the computer . It had too many monitors to count, all in various shapes and sizes. The desk and keyboard were both large and modified, and when Peter got closer, he could see different buttons, levers, and switches that were obviously added and have their own custom functions.
He slowly ascended the small set of stairs to get to the computer, running his hand lightly along the keyboard. When his eyes traveled up to the monitors, he spotted numerous things of interest. There was a map of Gotham, with all sorts of blinking dots and lights on it. Next to that window was another one, showing different lines on a communication frequency. The label at the top said Oracle Comms in bold purple letters.
On another monitor, Peter also noted a list of the various colorful shapes from the map. Next to each marker was a set of vitals, displaying things like heart rate, blood oxygen level, and hydration level. He went down the list quickly, pausing when he came across the final marker on the list.
It was an upside down red triangle with a bold yellow outline, and when he glanced over to the map across the screens, it was not currently displayed. Still, there were vitals coming through. He noted this immediately as unusual, because the other markers not currently on the map were not sending in vitals.
After a moment of thought, Peter’s heart sank.
“...Karen, is that one me?”
“Yes.”
“..Is.. Is this what you were hiding from me?” he asked, chest uneasy. He held onto the desk in fear of becoming unsteady on his own feet as realization pressed hard onto his lungs.
“Yes.”
Peter’s previous theory was erased from his mind. Bruce Wayne was not just funding Batman, or Nightwing, or the other various vigilantes in the area. He was–
Peter was snapped out of his thoughts by the sound of a revving engine. He turned fast with wide eyes, staring down the platform toward a lower one that had a wide tunnel attached to it. A long black sports car with custom rims and spoilers skidded to a halt. Seconds later, it was followed by two motorcycles, one blue and one red.
Nightwing and Red Hood stared up at Peter, all three of them frozen in place. None of them wanted to make the first move, mostly in fear of making each other run.
Peter’s sixth sense shot waves of panic panic danger danger DANGER up and down his spine, and after a few seconds, his body forced him to move. Just a small step back, silent in the cave that had grown deathly still.
The Waynes are the vigilantes.
“...Pete.” Nightwing- no, Dick - said carefully, slowly getting off of his motorcycle and pushing down the kickstand. His voice was gentle yet firm, encouraging Peter to listen. “...let us explain, bud–”
“She knew.” Peter cut him off, pain on his tongue. Not physical pain, but emotional pain. It sounded like betrayal. “...Karen, you knew .” he whispered.
“I did.”
“Why didn’t you tell me –”
“For your own safety. I made the decision that it would be better for you if you found out on your own, Peter. You are a brilliant young man, I knew you would find out eventually.”
Peter snapped his jaw shut, taking two more steps back when he noticed both Red Hood and Nightwing– Jason and Dick– starting to slowly approach the platform with their hands half raised in a placating manner. They were trying to show that they were not threats.
The teen thought back to when he first met Jason. He had known the man was dangerous from day one. Jason was just as dangerous, if not more so , than Thanos . And Thanos had killed Peter.
Robin tried.
Damian .
The realization that Damian had almost killed Peter hit him like a freight train. He had been working so hard to prove to Damian that he was a good person- to prove that he was not a threat to this family. He thought that his efforts had been working. Did the study sessions mean nothing ?
Damian had been grounded for attempting to kill Peter. Robin had attempted to kill Spider-man. The teen was not sure which sentence made it worse, because they equally made him feel terrible.
The excitement of finally being around heroes again- of not being alone in this- was quickly diminished. They had tried to kill him.
Peter wanted to cry. He bit the inside of his cheek, barely noticing when his new sharp teeth quickly drew blood from the flesh.
“...this could have been perfect,” Peter said quietly, glancing between Dick and Jason. His voice was filled with hurt . He tried not to let that green creeping into his vision completely overwhelm him. “..working with a team again.”
“...you can , Peter.” Dick said softly, taking slow steps up the stairs to join him on the platform with the computer. He had a small smile on his face, albeit a nervous one. Despite how calm he was keeping himself, Peter could tell that he was ready to give chase if the teen ran.
Peter had to steel his nerves. “...I’m so confused, Dick.” he did a terrible job of hiding the shake in his voice. “..you guys care about me during the day, but the moment I go out as Spider-man, Damian– ”
“Made a mistake.” Bruce’s unmistakable voice rang out in the cave as the man climbed out of his car, the Batman cowl covering his face and hiding his outward emotions. In spite of that, he was pushing sincerity into his voice. “He acted without asking me, and did something terrible to you.”
“..I-I thought he cared about me.”
“He does.” The man confirmed, approaching the platform and standing at the bottom of the stairs with Jason. “He struggles to express himself, Peter. That’s something I know you noticed about him.”
Peter nodded quietly, afraid that if he spoke, his despair would be too obvious.
“...allow me to apologize, Peter.” Bruce tugged off the Batman cowl, blue eyes meeting green. “Hiding this from you was a hasty decision, and I should have known it would not last long.”
“...you guys were afraid of me, weren’t you?”
“...in our defense, we.. we still don’t really know where you came from, Peter.” Dick said softly. When Peter looked at the man, he could just tell that Dick was resisting the urge to pull him into a hug. Peter was glad that he was at least resisting. Peter did not want a hug.
He wanted to go Home.
“..I.. I can’t tell you guys. Can you please just trust me when I tell you that it’s safer that way?” Peter said, dropping eye contact and glaring at the floor of the cave. “..I get it- you’re vigilantes, whatever. But this- this is so much more than you guys are prepared to deal with.”
“You don’t know that.” Bruce pried carefully, slowly making his way up the steps. Peter turned to look at the car again when he heard two more doors click open. Out stepped Spoiler and Red Robin, both of which quickly unmasked themselves to look up at Peter with looks of regret.
Tim and Stephanie.
“...I do.” Peter mumbled, taking another small step back when Bruce joined him on the platform. Dick moved on instinct, going to grab Peter, before stopping himself halfway there with an outstretched arm that made the teen flinch.
A headache was starting to wrack his mind. He had thought that he was ready to discover the Waynes secret, truly. He thought that he had prepared himself enough.
But this was… it was what he had expected, but the emotions that it came with were so much more overwhelming than he had prepared to handle. It certainly did not help that his vision was starting to turn green, either.
“....Damian’s Robin, I assume Cass is Orphan..” Peter said out loud, glancing at the vigilantes in the room as he made an internal list. “..and Oracle…? That’s someone, right?”
“Remember Babs?” Jason asked from the bottom of the stairs, looking the most relaxed of anyone in the room. He had a small smile on his face. “She runs the tech for us, alongside Tim sometimes.”
Peter nodded, recalling the red haired woman from the library. She had seemed close to the Wayne family, or at least acted like it. Picturing her as their woman in the chair was amusing in the moment.
“...Peter,” Bruce started softly, opening his posture. “...I understand that you can’t tell us everything. Do you think, though, that if we asked you questions, you could at least try?” His request was simple. “Anything that you can’t answer, you don’t have to. But I’m sure you have questions for us , and we.. Well, we have questions for you, too.”
Peter thought for a long few seconds about Bruce’s request, avoiding eye contact and looking down at the floor of the platform. He could always just refuse to answer anything he did not want to. This could be okay, as long as they did not get too pushy.
“..I guess.” he mumbled, chest aching.
Twenty minutes later, Peter was sitting on a training mat with a steaming mug of coffee in his gloved hands. Tim, Stephanie, Bruce, Jason, and Dick were also seated around him, the entire group making a sort of circle shape. It reminded Peter of a kindergarten share circle, and the thought was enough to get a small smile on his face, despite his emotional exhaustion.
“We’ve called down Damian as well, Peter.” Bruce informed as he took his seat, sighing into the criss-crossed position. “He’s entitled to be here for this conversation.”
“..what about Cass?” He questioned, ignoring how the thought of Damian made his nerves spike. He did not want to confront Damian.
He wanted to go Home.
“She’s still in the city.” Tim explained, holding his own mug of coffee. “We can’t exactly leave Gotham entirely unwatched. She volunteered to stay out for us.”
Peter frowned. He would much prefer having her here, considering she was one of the only ones who had not been rude or hostile toward him at any point in time. But then the thought of Duke came to mind. “...hey, does Duke know about all of this?”
“Oh, yeah.” Dick smiled with a little chuckle, sitting criss-cross on Peter’s left. “He’s Signal, though. He works during the day.”
The teen was once again reminded of a memory- this time in the car with Duke and the other teens going to the mall. Duke had been minorly injured, and blamed it on a fall at Gotham Prep. Peter should have known better.
Peter nodded idly, looking down at his mug. He was tempted to chug it all, just to have a distraction from his nerves and constantly fluctuating sixth sense. His Peter Tingle had been going crazy this entire time, which only made that pit in his stomach worse. The Waynes were still on edge, worried that Peter would do… something . He guessed that they expected him to either run or fight.
Their nerves were absolutely warranted, though. Peter did want to run, and had to will his legs to stay put.
He wanted to go Home.
Damian entered the cave five minutes later, dressed in batman pajamas and frowning softly. He did not look upset, though. It was more like regret. Peter had a feeling that he knew exactly what the kid was upset over. When Damian joined them in the circle, sitting next to his father, Bruce finally started what Peter classified as the interrogation .
“What can you tell us about Tony Stark, Peter?”
Nothing , Peter wanted to say. He so desperately wanted to keep everything about Tony to himself, but he knew deep down that they would not accept that answer.
“...he’s not in the country right now. I’m actually.. Not entirely sure where he is. We got separated on a mission together, with a few other superheroes that we know.” he explained carefully. “...it’s all classified, I can’t exactly give big details.”
“And he was your mentor?”
“Yeah.” Peter swallowed. “...he was great.”
Bruce seemed to process that for a few seconds. In his silence, Tim spoke up. “Did Tony make your suit?”
“Yeah, this one at least. I’ve had a few.” he explained, sipping his coffee when he paused. “It got a bit torn up when I first got to Gotham, so I had to make some changes. I prioritized covering the important areas.”
“The areas that get most of the blunt force.” Jason hummed, staring at the different parts of the spider armor. “...yeah, you won’t get thrown around much in Gotham. People are more prone to stabbing or shooting.” he rolled his eyes, a teasing smile on his face.
Peter resisted glancing at Damian. “Yeah, I know. I’ve gotta make a few more changes to it.”
Bruce took his turn to speak again. “Do you have any insight on why your name wouldn’t exist in any government databases?” he asked, voice a bit more stern. This was a question he clearly really wanted the answer to.
“..I don’t, no.” Peter shook his head, avoiding eye contact. Bruce’s blue gaze narrowed ever so slightly. “....I don’t know much about why that would be, seriously.” he tried reaffirming his words, forcing a bit more confidence into his voice. Lying was never his strong suit.
“What about your latest changes?” Dick asked, leaning forward to look Peter in the eye. “Like your new webs?”
“I don’t know why those exist, either.” Peter shook his head once more. “..my teeth got sharper, too. I noticed that last week.”
Dick nodded slowly, glancing over to his father. Bruce Wayne stared at Peter with an unreadable expression, his emotions unclear. The teen stared back, anxiety evident under his forced confidence.
“...alright, Peter. What about for us? Any questions?” he finally relented, gaze softening on the teen.
Peter hesitated, glancing around the circle. He had so many questions, honestly. Deep down though, he knew that they would be particular with what they decided to answer. How could he blame them? Now that he had calmed down more, he realized that lying would become a crucial part of Peter’s relationship with this family.
“...why’d you try hurting me?” Peter asked quietly, directing his gaze to Damian. The boy did not look up from the floor, but he did speak.
“....I was attempting to stop you from working. I was worried for your safety in Gotham, considering you are unfamiliar with the city and its functions.”
Peter frowned, a bit of frustration bubbling in his chest. “So you fought me?”
“It was the wrong decision, clearly.” Damian mumbled.
“ Clearly. ” Peter huffed, glaring down at the floor himself. The silence that followed the question spoke volumes, and made the air thick with tension. After a few seconds, Peter stood up. His sudden movement surprised the Waynes enough to prompt some of them to their feet, worried about what Peter’s next move would be.
“I need air.” The teen grumbled, stepping away from the circle and off of the training mat. “Karen, turn off my tracking. I know you’ve been sharing it with them.”
“Yes, Peter.”
As he walked away, he ignored the sounds of protest coming from the family, who was quickly scrambling to stand and follow him. Dick jogged ahead, putting a worried hand on Peter’s shoulder. “Pete, c’mon- we at least need to know where you’re going-”
Peter shrugged him off with a well timed glare, stepping away hastily. “No, you don’t. You aren’t entitled to that.”
“Pete-”
“ Stop , Dick-” the teen huffed, glancing at the computer as he passed it. The map no longer displayed his triangle marker, and he took that as enough confirmation that Karen had actually listened to him. “God, you act like you’re my damn brother or something, lay off– ”
“Parker, hold on.” Damian said, speeding up to join the two. He did not flinch when Peter redirected his glare to him, instead holding his ground. “How will we know that you’re safe?”
“That’s not something you seemed concerned about before.” Peter held his glare, effectively silencing Damian. “...I’ll be fine. I just need air, I’ll be back before sunrise.”
The teen turned to leave, heading toward the stairs that led into the upper manor. “Don’t follow me.” he stated quietly, but the sound carried through the cave and to every member of the family.
And just like that, Peter left.
The next morning, the Waynes decided to give Peter as much space as he needed. Obviously the teen had felt hurt, and betrayed by the things that he discovered. They really could not blame him, so they gave him time.
The manor was busy with preparation for the Gala. Hired workers filtered in and out, setting up tables for food, cleaning the ballrooms from top to bottom under Alfred’s guidance, and roping off certain areas of the manor for guests to avoid.
Gradually, the entire Wayne family had made their way to the manor. Jason came from his apartment in Crime Alley, Stephanie arrived to get ready with Cass, and Barbara wheeled her way into one of the ballrooms to assist in directing the hired workers.
Peter’s bedroom stayed untouched. Tim passed the door many times, giving it worried glances. Occasionally, he would stop entirely, ready to knock and offer an apology. For everything . But he listened to Bruce’s directions, and left Peter alone.
After hearing about the catastrophe that was the previous night, Duke was furious. He downright yelled at Bruce, upset at how he had handled everything. Duke wished that they would have woken him up, positive that the entire situation could have gone so much better if he were there. He had to be stopped by Dick numerous times from going to Peter.
Cassandra was in a similar boat. Despite volunteering to stay out, she regretted it enough for a pit to form in her stomach. Like Tim, she passed the bedroom door often, looking at it with longing and regret. It took everything in her not to give in to her emotions and go to the teen, wanting to give him comfort and familiarity in this troubling time. But she knew better, so she left him be.
Alfred was the only one to completely ignore Bruce. Once he had ensured that the caterers were preparing as they should, he made a quick escape to the second story bedroom hallway, exaggerating his footsteps for the enhanced teen to hear him approaching. When he got to the door, he knocked, spoke his presence, then opened the door.
He had been prepared to find an emotionally distraught Peter- a young boy in need of a strong rock to rest on and a comforting voice. He was ready to help him in any way he needed. He was ready to be there, just like he had been for every other Wayne.
Alfred had not prepared to find the bedroom empty, save for the spider armor laid out on the bed next to Peter's gala suit.
“One ticket to New York.” A tired voice requested, with a gray jacket hood pulled over his brown hair. His green gaze was tilted down to the ticket counter at the bus yard.
“Round trip?” The bored woman at the desk asked, not even looking at Peter as she typed on the computer, preparing to print him his receipt and ticket.
The teen shook his head, glancing down at the crushed hearing aid in his right hand. It had been broken into far too many pieces, and he felt an overwhelming wave of dread wash over him. He wanted to regret breaking the device, but he knew it was the only way to ensure he would not be tracked.
I can’t make them trust me, not without telling them too much.
The woman did not question him, instead taking his cash and handing over both a receipt and a ticket. Within ten minutes, an exhausted and borderline manic Peter was boarding a travel bus.
When the vehicle pulled out of the bus yard, packed with travelers, it left behind a broken red hearing aid on the sidewalk.
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Chapter 13: What is Home if not the Place I Used to Be?
Notes:
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Emetophobia (Vomiting)
-Subtle Self Harm
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Chapter Text
There is a common misconception that Gotham, New Jersey is relatively close to New York City. In the grand scheme of things, sure . The drive is not so bad. But for an emotionally drained teenager running on no sleep and an unsettling green influence?
Two hours felt like it had lasted two weeks. The crying twin toddlers overwhelmed his sixth sense, and the smartly dressed man arguing on the phone two rows ahead did nothing for the headache that grew worse by the minute.
Honestly, if hell were real? This is what Peter imagined it to be: a stuffy bus that would never make its final stop.
Peter stepped off of the bus at eleven a.m. with a crick in his neck that only made his buzzing discomfort worse. The feelings of dread, frustration, and anxiety wracked his body, bouncing up and down his spine and infecting his mind with dangerous thoughts.
He shuffled through the crowd on the busy sidewalk. Today was a Thursday, so still part of the work week- but that meant nothing for the foot traffic of New York City.
The deep breaths that Peter took had helped a little bit , the air in the city being more familiar than Gotham’s haze had ever felt. If Peter closed his eyes and listened to the sounds of the city, he could almost convince himself that he was Home.
But then his chest would lurch, and he would be painfully reminded of how wrong that thought was.
Peter really had not set a big goal in New York. Really, in the moment, he had wanted to escape Gotham and the Waynes. Their hospitality had been suffocating, and their overbearing promises of comfort and safety had simply been manipulation.
They lied to him, just like Karen had.
Thinking of the AI made something else in Peter’s chest ache, but not in the same way that thinking about the Waynes did. Karen was his : created by Tony for him and him only. She was supposed to help Peter- to protect him and make sure that he was safe. But she had purposely gone behind his back, withholding important information from him.
She even shared his information with the Waynes. There was no telling how much she had revealed to the family without Peter knowing. The thought made something fierce turn in his gut that moved in tandem with the green in the corners of his vision.
Peter glanced at street signs as he walked, crossing intersections and letting his legs lead him without a single thought. Deep down, Peter knew that this was not his New York, but it was so similar that instincts had naturally taken control.
The teen felt an uncomfortable familiarity as he walked down the busy sidewalks, eyeing the pre-lunch traffic on the streets. It was too familiar at first, but he had forced himself to shake that feeling and press on.
Peter had no real destination in mind, so the fact that his body had kicked in to take over for his mind was something of a comfort. Maybe thinking less would help.
So he muted his mind to the best of his capabilities, shoving any unsettling thoughts into a dark corner in the back of his brain.
Just one hour , he mentally pleaded. One hour of rest, I can’t take much more. He prayed that his overactive mind would comply.
He had been glad, at the very least, that he had abandoned his cell phone at the Manor alongside the Spider Armor. He knew that destroying the hearing aid could not destroy Karen , but would simply eliminate her way of tracking him. Losing any other technology that she had attached herself to rendered him completely off-the-grid.
It also rendered him alone, but he tried not to think about that. He considered that one of those dark unsettling thoughts to be shoved aside for later.
The teen mumbled apologies under his breath as he coasted around other foot commuters, accidentally bumping one woman while ducking around another, raising a hand in an apologetic manner to placate her before she could even get angry. He knew how to deal with New Yorkers, and he knew how to navigate the city.
Even if that street was named something different, or the traffic lights were a different shape than he was used to. Had that building gotten taller? Where did that building go?
The longer Peter looked, the more he realized all of the small differences. The sidewalk tiles were slightly larger than he was used to, but the sewer grates were a different color. There was never a bank on that corner, and that alleyway was supposed to be blocked off. It was a hotspot for petty theft.
But Peter was not Spider-man right now, he was just Peter . So he ignored that sinking feeling when he noticed the shadowy figures, and moved on, just like every other person on the sidewalk. It almost made him feel normal, but he knew he could not pretend like this forever.
Tony would be so ashamed of him.
He was thrown back to a time a year or two ago, during his freshman year of High School. A conversation happened on top of a roof, with Peter arguing at a flying machine. But then, the machine opened, and the one man that Peter looked up to stepped out with a glower and a piercing glare.
Then Peter had his suit taken away, and once again, he was not Spider-man. The scenario then was obviously different from the current moment, but the small similarities made him shiver in discomfort.
But then, he was pushing a door open and stepping into a building with big glass windows, a slowly spinning ceiling fan that was on its last life, and a delicious smelling spread of various sandwich toppings.
The harsh change of sensory information from going inside almost startled Peter, but he steeled himself and forced a neutral expression onto his face.
There was a line, which some part of him had expected. Delmar’s Deli would be popular in any universe, and Peter firmly believed that. The place had quality food, and little to no wait time after all, which was a blessing in a place as busy as New York.
After three minutes, the teen stepped up to the counter, glancing over to the menu briefly out of habit. He was painfully surprised to discover that it had a different format. Despite his mental anguish, he kept himself painfully neutral.
After all, this was his first time here.
He looked to Delmar, the familiar face of the dominican man staring back with a similarly neutral expression. They were strangers, so there was no need for the friendly smiles that Peter longed to exchange.
“I’ll get a number five.” Peter repeated his order for the first time in two years. Back home, since he had been such a regular, Delmar and the other employees of the Deli had memorized his specific requests. Saying them outloud now made him feel picky. “And if it’s not too much trouble, could you maybe add pickles? And uh, squish the bread in the panini press so it’s flat?”
Delmar blinked slowly, and as the seconds passed, Peter felt sweat drip down his neck. For once, he started blaming his instincts: maybe coming here was a bad idea.
“Number five already comes with pickles, kid. You want extra?” There was no room for banter, no empathy, and no familiarity. The Deli Owner offered only the patience and gratitude that he gave every other customer.
Peter’s heart faltered, but he nodded. Delmar rang him up, looking pointedly down at the register.
“...y’know,” Peter cleared his throat, speaking again. There was something slightly desperate that he could not shake from his tone. “I once had a friend tell me that these were the best sandwiches in Queens.”
“Lots of people say that about lots of different places, don’t flatter me, kid.” Delmar grumbled. Purely based on his expression, Peter could tell that the man was tired. Maybe the Delmar in this universe was not as energetic as the man he was used to. Just another reminder that this was not his home.
The teen took his sandwich two minutes later in silence, leaving the shop. Stepping back out onto the street almost overwhelmed his senses once more, but he did his best to push the bad feeling and green away while he inspected the sandwich to see what he had actually just bought with the last of his cash.
It, of course, was different from what he had been expecting. So Peter was lowered into eating a sandwich that he did not enjoy, walking down the sidewalk with his eyes pointed down. That had not even been the worst thing to come out of that interaction.
The worst part of that entire stop was the fact that Delmar’s cat Murphy was not even there. It was a different cat, with short white fur and green eyes, named Murray. Even noticing the cat as he walked out made something in his chest die. Maybe it was his hope.
Once again, Peter’s legs worked on their own and walked him from street to street, his instincts leading him down vividly familiar paths and turns.
His heart nearly leapt from his chest when he passed Midtown. The thought of going back to his old school, with his old friends, made him want to cry all over again. He missed them so bad- Ned and MJ had been his anchors.
And they were here . Well, MJ was, at least. As he passed the school’s stairs, he noticed a flier pinned to the wall. In big bold letters, it said something about the Academic Decathlon team fundraising to go to D.C. for nationals. On the paper, a cartoon image of a tiger beating up a nightingale was pasted toward the bottom.
That was Gotham Prep’s mascot.
Peter’s heart sank as realization hit him.
MJ had been in Gotham for an AcaDeca meet, and that’s why she had been in the library that day.
Peter promptly found the closest garbage can and released his early lunch, hunched over with his hands gripping the edges. So much for trying to enjoy that sandwich, even if it had not been what he wanted. Now it had joined the rest of New York’s trash.
When he finally managed to pull himself from the garbage can, he glanced toward where people were walking on the sidewalk. No one had even batted an eye, instead just giving a wide berth around him. People dressed in smart suits did not want to catch whatever illness he apparently had.
Honestly, Peter did not blame them. Guilt and grief were both deadly diseases.
So he swallowed the remaining bile and his pride, wiped his mouth on his gray jacket sleeve, and continued down the sidewalk.
The rest of the mid-morning and early afternoon went by in a quick haze. He wanted to believe that he somehow ended up in Central Park at some point, laying in the grass and watching the sky. It was probably an attempt to ground himself, but being surrounded by so much green had just made him sick to his stomach again.
Currently, the score between his mind and his body was two to nothing, and unfortunately two garbage cans had been caught in the crossfire. He internally apologized to the sanitary workers who would have to change those bags.
But then he blinked, and the soft grass of Central was no longer below him. Instead, he was walking again to a place he could not pinpoint. By now, it was just before six p.m. New York’s nightlife would come to life soon, which would make walking harder to do. Navigating busy sidewalks was a talent that Peter had practiced, not perfected. He much preferred to swing overhead.
But Peter was not Spider-man- not right now. Right now, he was a lonely teen who was on the verge of tears and hungry. His quick metabolism did not enjoy vomiting twice earlier, especially since he had made no effort to replenish the empty space in his stomach.
He just… could not bring himself to. Not like he could buy anything, either. He had spent the last of his cash on that sandwich at Delmar’s, and that had been quite the mistake.
When Peter blinked again, the world became fuzzy once more, pulling him into an overstimulated buzz that nearly had him tripping over his own feet. In an attempt to hold himself together, the boy stumbled into the nearest alley, bracing himself against the brick wall and breathing like he could not get enough air.
Calm down, Peter– he tried desperately to remind himself. Calm down– you can’t get anything useful done like this–
But try as he may, he simply could not convince his nerves and his sixth sense to relax. Soon enough, Peter had fallen onto his knees, forearms braced against the brick wall as fat tears streamed down his face, head hung low. There was no telling just how long he stayed in that position, crying for what seemed like an eternity.
All that he knew was that when he finally lifted his heavy head to look up toward the sky, he was greeted by the stars. His heart skipped a few beats in his chest, and through blurry eyes, he could only stare.
Gotham did not have many stars. The fog and haze that hovered around the city tended to block out all light that was not artificial, and even then- the city was still the darkest he had ever seen.
Darker than Titan.
Looking up at the sky felt like seeing an old friend. Stars were consistent: they existed in every universe. At least, Peter hoped that they did.
Within seconds, he had risen to his feet and shot webs towards the roof, pulling himself up until he could stand on the higher point. His neck was craned upward.
Oh, how he missed those stars.
“.....hi.” he whispered into the cold night air of New York, his voice getting lost in the soft wind. “...it’s me again.”
If the stars could talk, Peter could only imagine them greeting him like an old friend. They would say his name with joy and relief, pulling him into a warm hug blanketed by clouds. The stars would never betray him.
The stars did not respond.
Green invaded the corners of his eyes, and Peter lost track of how many times that had happened over the last few hours. The gaps in his memory and the fuzzy feeling that had overtaken his body certainly did not help him number the appearances, either.
“...at least you’re still here.” he felt his knees lock uncomfortably, but made no move to adjust his stance. Why should he be comfortable? “You wouldn’t abandon me.”
The stars did not respond.
“...I bet you were even there in Gotham, too.” Peter smiled tiredly, throat and eyes dry. He could not possibly cry or sob any more. “...there were just clouds in the way, huh?”
The stars did not respond.
The teen did not notice when exactly he blacked out. All he knew was that one minute he was basking in the comfort of knowing that the stars still existed, and the next he was waking up at sunrise, collapsed on that same roof.
The Gala went on without Peter. It was uneventful. The Wayne family made face, smiled for photos, and chatted with socialites about the state of New Jersey’s economy. No one seemed to notice their tense shoulders, or their eagerness to check their phones every few minutes. No one bothered to ask where Barbara had gone off to an hour after the event had started.
It had made her escape to the Batcave much easier: she had much better things to do than pretend to care about the opinions of Gotham’s elite.
The woman stared blankly at the Batcomputer, glasses sliding down her nose ever so slightly. The screen before her was unfamiliar, with an unrecognizable logo and a loading bar that was on ninety-nine percent.
Stark Industries reflected onto her glasses in blocky blue letters, with a geometrical circle incorporated into the design. Obviously this was the work of Tony Stark, but for that man to not even exist, it made this hard to believe.
Three seconds of silence later, the bar filled to one hundred percent, and the window abruptly closed. She stared at the screensaver of the Batcomputer. If she had been speaking before, she would be at a loss for words.
Just before her hands could meet the large keyboard, a familiar voice projected itself from the monitor speakers.
“Hello, Barbara Gordon.”
“..Karen-” she nearly choked, sucking in a sharp breath through her teeth. “Karen, okay- do you know where Peter is-” Her fingers flew across the keyboard in half a second, pulling up maps, trackers, and security cameras as fast as the systems would go.
All traces of Karen’s signal displayed on the map of Gotham: at the manor, at Barbara’s apartment, in the harbor. She would have been concerned about that last one, if not for having noticed it a week earlier. She was certain that was not Peter, and investigating it further would have to be saved for another time.
“I am unaware of his exact location. He destroyed the hearing aid when he boarded the bus for New York City.”
Barbara nearly faltered, but did not allow the sudden information to throw her off. “New York? Did he seriously go all the way to New York ?”
“That is what I assume, yes.”
“Why didn’t he take you?”
“Likely so that you would not track him. Peter does not want to be found.”
“Bullshit.” She gritted her teeth. “He’s mad that you worked with us, isn’t he? You lied to him.”
“For his own good.”
“ For his own good– ” She repeated, almost in disbelief. Better yet, Barbara was appalled by Karen. “He’s supposed to be able to trust you, Karen. I don’t know where the hell you two came from, but I know enough to figure that you’re the only thing he has.”
“Do you regret tracking Peter?”
The lack of emotion in Karen unsettled Barbara, reminding the woman subtly that she was just an AI. There was no real emotion there, just preprogrammed code that had developed overtime to suit the needs of its user.
“...no, I don’t.” Barbara answered quietly but honestly. She would have ended up tracking the kid one way or another, that was not something that she was ashamed to admit. Still, that did not change the fact of Karen’s blatant betrayal of the teen. “...but you letting me so willingly is worse than anything that I could do to that boy.”
“I beg to differ.” The red haired woman could have almost mistaken that tone for sass . “Your treatment of Peter could also be considered betrayal. We are in the same boat, Barbara Gordon. It is up to you to decide whether or not you will accept my help in finding him again.”
Barbara let that simmer in her mind, leaning back in her wheelchair and frowning softly. “...wouldn’t it be the other way around?” she asked carefully. “... you need us to find Peter. You’re just an AI, you can’t physically get him yourself.”
Karen’s silence spoke volumes, and Barbara knew in that moment that she had trapped her in a corner.
“...look, Karen.” The woman softened her voice into something on the sympathetic side, eyeing the computer screen in front of her. “...we have a common goal, right? We both want Peter safe and home. That’s all you ever wanted, right?”
“Correct.”
“Then let’s help each other , yeah?” She allowed herself to smile ever so slightly, but was unsure if she was trying to convince Karen or herself. “I can’t find him without you, and you can’t do anything to bring him home without me.” Barbara let a beat of silence pass. “...I know that we messed up, but you did too. It needs to be a joint effort in bringing him back.”
There was another silence that overtook the cave. For those long seconds, it even seemed like the bats overhead had quieted down, eager to hear how the AI would respond to this offer. Barbara herself felt like she was on the edge of her seat, but held her posture relaxed and open.
“I see that we both have actions to atone for. Working together is the most efficient use of time and resources.”
For the first time in hours, Barbara’s smile turned real. She sighed quietly through her nose in relief and returned to typing. “Sounds great to me, Karen. Now, care to explain what that loading bar was?”
Peter’s second day in New York went by much like the first one. He let his instincts guide him through the city, which almost always resulted in a heavy reminder that he was not home. He was in a messed up New York that only made the pit in his chest worse and worse.
If going to Delmar’s had been a mistake, then going anywhere else had to have been some sort of punishment. Sick, twisted punishments set up by the multiverse simply to toy with him.
A sun bleached green and pink shop sign hung overhead, and Peter held his breath as he stepped inside. Despite his heart trying to claw its way out of his chest, begging to leave, he ignored the pleas. He gave in to his own dark thoughts.
The cozy pastry shop was empty of customers, save for the boy sitting at the counter playing a quiet mobile game on his phone. His head was down, and his short, dark hair fell just above his ears. He did not turn to look as Peter approached the counter, looking over the menu.
It was exactly the same as he remembered, which only made him feel worse somehow.
MJ glanced up from the three compartment sink behind the counter, fully pausing when she locked eyes with the teen boy waiting to order. Weeks ago, in Gotham Public Library, she had no clue who this kid was.
To be fair, she still had no clue. At least this time, though, she could recognize a face. This face belonged to the boy who bumped into her.
“...welcome to Peter Pan Donuts and Pastries.” She hummed, boredom radiating from her voice. “What can I get for you?”
Peter’s heart begged to leave. The green in his vision demanded that he stay. His mind stayed silent.
“...just a coffee.” he replied quietly, afraid that if he spoke too loud, his emotions would release like a dam.
“Ew, okay.” she rolled her eyes. Peter knew that MJ hated black coffee. “What’s the name for the order?”
“...Peter.”
Three seconds later, Peter had dropped the five dollar bill he had found outside onto the counter, telling the girl quietly to keep the change. He sat down three seats away from the other teen at the bar, looking down at his hands while he waited for his coffee.
Something dangerous buzzed in his mind; dangerous and green . It made him want to rush into the bathroom to vomit again, despite knowing that his stomach was empty. It made him want to sob violently, despite the fact that his body was steadily becoming dehydrated.
And yet, he still chose to come get a coffee instead of finding a water bottle at a corner store.
He was startled out of his thoughts by a paper cup being placed in front of him, the name Peter in bold black sharpie ink across the side. MJ squinted at him when she pulled her hand away.
“...you’re a student at Gotham Prep, right? Why are you in New York?” she asked, standing in front of him as she spoke from the other side of the counter.
If Peter had to have a genuine conversation with this MJ, he may end up sobbing again.
“..yeah, I’m registered.” he hummed, finding it impossible to look her in the face. Instead, he looked down at the coffee cup, gaze tracing her handwriting over and over again. “...and you’re a Midtown student. That’s why you were in Gotham.”
“Thought it was obvious.” she rolled her eyes.
“You’re from Gotham?” The boy three seats down spoke, sounding surprised. When Peter turned his head he was greeted by Ned Leeds, who was looking at him with skeptical curiosity. When Peter did not immediately respond, the teen elaborated. “I mean, you don’t have a Jersey accent.”
Peter swallowed rising bile. “I’m uh.. I’m from Queens, actually. I’m here visiting, since, uh, it’s been a while.” he had to keep a steady control of his voice. Green clawed at his eyes, making them itch.
MJ huffed. “Why would anyone willingly move to Gotham. Even in the two days I was there, it seemed like a shit hole.”
“Yeah, it is.” Peter agreed without hesitation, looking back down at his coffee. He had to resist the urge to flinch when Ned moved from his seat to one closer, officially joining the conversation. “...I don’t know why I moved, either. I miss New York too much.”
“Then it’s a good thing you’re visiting.” Ned hummed, smile obvious. “I’m Ned, that’s MJ.”
“Don’t tell him my name–” MJ hissed, glaring at Ned and gesturing at Peter with a firm hand.
“What?? It’s not hurting anyone.” Ned snorted, rolling his eyes.
It’s hurting me, Peter thought weakly.
“..I’m Peter.” he forced a smile, despite not looking up. “Peter Parker.”
“Okay, that’s a good name.” Ned nodded, turning his smile to MJ. “You said your last name is Park–?”
Before Ned could even finish his question, Peter was on his feet, coffee in hand, and walking out the door, a rushed apology forming under his breath. He nearly tripped out the door, squeezed the coffee cup impossibly hard in his one handed grip.
He ignored the sounds of confusion from behind him, and turned sharply to keep walking. Fuck instinct, he thought, green suffocating his vision. I need to get out of here.
Peter neglected to even glance down at the cup, barely even feeling when the boiling hot liquid started to leak from where his fingers poked into the cup. They had formed into sharp, claw-like figures, spilling the scorching coffee onto both his hand and the ground.
“I’m sorry-” Tim took a sharp breath, looking up at the Batcomputer’s many monitors with wide eyes. “You’re telling me that Karen has been downloading her software into the Batcomputer for how many days? ”
“Weeks.” Barbara corrected, sipping a mug of lukewarm coffee. It had gone forgotten for about forty minutes while she worked alongside the AI, only being reminded of it when Tim entered with his own drink. "She's been doing this since she connected to Peter's phone. It's just been running in the background."
So what if Babs had not slept in almost twenty-seven hours? This was child's play compared to her old sleep schedule when she was Batgirl.
“Whatever-” Tim huffed, sitting down in the Batcomputer chair and pulling himself up to the large desk. “So her systems are all dependent on the Batcomputer now?”
“Correct, Tim Drake-Wayne.”
“So we have access to all of your files?” Tim mused, an interesting thought in light of the terrible circumstances they were in.
“Incorrect. Certain information is under protocolled protection, as per Tony Stark’s programming.”
“As far as I’m concerned, Tony Stark isn’t here.” the teen boy rolled his eyes, leaning back in the chair. “What’s so important that you gotta hide it from us, anyways?”
“Information that is sensitive to Peter.”
“She already betrayed him once, Tim.” Barbara quietly reminded him. “Don’t push her to give us any sort of access, I already tried.”
Tim nodded slowly, turning his attention back to the screens. Maps of New York City were displayed, alongside various security cameras showing busy streets in the aforementioned city. There was even a list of names next to ticket numbers, all associated with the bus line that Peter had used to leave.
“...okay, how close are we?” He asked in a quieter voice, fiddling with the leather jacket around his torso. It was too big for him, and smelled like cheap cologne and hay. Studs lined the shoulders, along with a bisexual pride flag stitched into one arm.
Barbara knew the jacket belonged to Tim’s boyfriend, and easily connected two and two to figure out that it was being used as a grounding device. Tim was much more anxious than he was showing. She was at least glad that the teen was able to get some sort of comfort at the moment.
“...we’re getting there.” She answered, not wanting to dampen his mood even more with a specific answer. The woman wished that she had more to give, but the search so far had been less than perfect. “Karen’s looking into places that Peter used to frequent when he lived in New York.”
“I’m opening security footage, Barbara Gordon.”
Karen’s sudden voice made Tim jump, and he looked up at the screens once more with wide eyes. He could almost forget she was even there when she got quiet, and it somewhat unsettled him.
Like she had said though, a new window opened on the largest monitor, allowing both Tim and Barbara to watch. It was security footage from some sort of pastry shop, with cozy string lights and a bored looking high schooler behind the counter.
Unmistakably, Peter ordered a coffee then sat down. Tim and Barbara held their breath upon realizing who they were looking at. A conversation ensued that they could not hear, since the security camera had been video only. Less than five minutes later, their target was leaving in a rush.
Karen paused the footage once another teenage girl stepped into the pastry shop a minute or two after Peter had left, letting Barbara and Tim dwell.
“...so he’s fine, right? He didn’t look injured.” Tim said after a moment, ignoring the shake in his voice.
“..he looked scared.” Barbara said quietly. “...he might not be physically injured, but something’s wrong. We can’t leave him out there.”
“Obviously.” Tim huffed, brows pinching together as he glared over to Barbara. “That was never an option in the first place, Babs.”
“I know that, Tim.” she glared back, before it quickly softened into a sigh. “..sorry for insinuating otherwise, I’m just stressed.”
Tim hesitated. “....me too. Can we just focus on bringing him home?”
“Yeah, sorry.”
New York’s lunch rush came and went, and Peter wandered around with a fiendish ache in his stomach. He would have looked for food hours ago if not for that consistent buzz in his spine and the sickening green in his vision.
His mind was silent, and the green demanded that he atone for what he had done.
What did I do? He asked internally, searching for the reason why he deserved such a terrible fate. He did not wish hunger on anyone . Having experienced it from such a young age, he knew just how cruel it could be. His quick metabolism only made the pain worse.
The green merely laughed at his question, so Peter did not ask again.
By three p.m. Peter had found his way into a residential block of Queens. Here the sidewalks were not nearly as busy, but that really was not saying much. It was still New York City, after all. After three turns and crossing a street, familiar concrete steps were under his borrowed rust-colored converse, and he was pushing a creaky wooden door open.
The first floor of the building was dusty and dark. No lights were on, and it took Peter an embarrassing amount of time to realize that the place was completely unoccupied. He blamed his lack of critical thinking skills on his empty stomach.
The elevators, of course, failed to work. There must not have been power in the building. So Peter resorted to the staircase located down the hall, taking his time on the creaking floorboards. He was afraid that if he stepped too fast, his foot would go straight through the wood.
There was a reason that the building was unoccupied. As he made his way up the flights of stairs, Peter wondered if a better descriptor would be abandoned . Potted plants were dead at the end of each floor, and many of the hallway windows had broken glass, or boards covering them.
The air was thick with dust that made it hard to breathe. It reminded Peter of Titan and death.
The seventh floor reeked of mold and weed, and stepping into the hallway from the staircase made him want to vomit yet again. The smell was bad, but the feeling of dread in his chest was even worse. It nauseated him.
But the green provoked him into moving forward.
He approached the apartment door, and used a shaky hand to test the knob. It was locked, but with a quick jolt of his super powered wrist, the lock snapped under his grip. He carefully pushed it open, ignoring the internal thought that he was breaking and entering.
No one had lived here in years, clearly. The furniture was covered in thin white sheets, covered in their own layers of dust. There was still a kettle on the stove. A box of familiar tea bags sat nearby on the counter, open and ready for use.
A framed photo of Aunt May and Uncle Ben assaulted his vision, hung up on the wall of the small kitchenette. The thick sheen of dust slightly smudged their big smiles, but it was unmistakably them .
Seeing them made him ache, even if it was just in a photo.
A short wander of the familiar apartment made a headache grow stronger and stronger in his mind. He swiped a careful finger across the dust books abandoned on their shelves, eyes searching near frantically for a familiar title.
But just like Jason had discovered: The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane did not exist. Instead, in its rightful spot on the family bookshelf, was a copy of Julius Caesar .
Peter hated reading that book his freshman year. He hated reading it so much that he had kicked it under his bed to be forgotten with time after he had written his essay on it. His analysis had been fine, and he made a ninety-four. The good grade did not sway his opinion of the book.
Neither did this moment. In fact, he almost felt offended by its presence. It was taking up space that it did not belong in. Despite his frustration with the book, deep down he understood that he had done the exact same thing.
He had taken up space that he did not belong in.
And no, he did not mean his room at Wayne Manor. He did not mean his spot at the dinner table with the family. He did not even mean his friendships with the family.
He meant his presence in the universe.
He did not belong there.
In a sudden fit of hot green anger, Peter ripped Julius Caesar from the shelf, fingers breaking pits into the cover as he threw it across the room. The book made a dull thud on the wall, followed by another when it hit the floor a second later. Its pages laid open toward the ceiling. Peter’s heart faltered.
Yond Cassius has a lean and hungry look:
He thinks too much: such men are dangerous
The teen glared down at the offending words, a bubbling anger forming in his mind. A certain amount of time passed- Peter truly could not tell how long- but when he blinked and was able to clear his vision, the book had been torn into shreds.
Peter left through the broken window, hands gripping the frame. Glass dug into his palms, but he paid the dripping blood no mind. One second later, he was shooting out webs and pulling himself through the air, across the city, and under the stars.
“There–” Damian said frantically, reaching out suddenly to pause the security footage. “Right there–” he pointed up at the screen, nearly shaking.
Pictured was a security camera from a random New York roof. It had been a long shot, considering they lost Peter about an hour after seeing him leave that pastry shop. Jason, who had been at the Manor ever since everyone realized Peter had ran, was the first to volunteer in finding him.
“He’s in New York, that’s all the info I need.” Jason argued, glaring at Bruce. The older man barely reacted to his son’s obvious frustration and anger. “I can have him home quicker than any of you can–”
“Jason, I’m not sending you to New York City alone.” Bruce said gently.
“I’m not asking you to send me, Bruce.” he said through gritted teeth. The man jabbed a finger into his father’s chest, forcing him to take a steadying step back. “I’m telling you that I’m going after him.”
Bruce’s silence encouraged Jason to continue speaking.
“...He’s got something going on in that head of his, B. If it has anything to do with Lazarus Pits like we suspect, I’m the only one who can help him without getting hurt.”
The argument ended there, and within ten minutes, Red Hood was riding to New York on his kitted out motorcycle.
Now, about several hours later, almost every single Wayne was staring up at the Batcomputer with held breath and shaky hands. Jason’s tracking marker was displayed on a map of New York, letting the family watch as their brother and son searched the city.
They also watched the security cameras that Barbara and Karen had pulled, eyes traveling to where Damian had pointed.
A figure swinging through the city, covered by the night. His stature and posture were familiar, and made the Waynes' hearts leap. Peter .
“Red Hood-” Barbara said into the Oracle Comms, grabbing the attention of the man. “Target’s moving down Park Avenue in Manhattan.”
“The fuck is he doing in Manhattan- ” Jason growled through the speakers. “I thought he was from Queens, what could he need from Manhattan–”
“Avengers Tower.”
The cave fell silent. Damian stared up at the screen, searching for some trace of the AI. “...what?” he said quietly. He felt Stephanie grab his shoulder gently, intending to comfort him. Nearby, Tim, Cass, and Duke stared at the screen with held breath. Bruce stood to the side, eyes locked onto Jason’s tracking marker.
“The Target is heading toward 200 Park Avenue. He knows the address as Avengers Tower.”
“Oracle, route me.” Jason demanded immediately. The family could hear as his bike wheels screeched to a halt, and his marker turned down a new road. “ Now .”
Barbara started typing without argument, loading up the fastest route to the given address. They would have to trust Karen on this one.
Peter was cold. The gray jacket offered little warmth, having been torn up through his hasty apartment escapes and his multiple stumbles. A hole had been ripped through one of the elbows when he botched a landing, the concrete of a roof scraping his skin and causing him to bleed. He paid the small wound no mind. He did not mind either way if it healed or not.
Peter was hungry. The sandwich and ruined coffee had done nothing for his stomach. He had lost count of how often he had thrown up over the last forty-eight hours. He could feel his insides cramping and aching the longer he went without a real meal. Even water would have been great at the moment. But he ignored how painful every step was. He got himself into this situation, there was no need to be regretful now.
Peter was tired. He had not slept more than two hours, and even then it had been involuntary. He kept collapsing , the weight of his actions and his thoughts pushing him to the brink of darkness numerous times. He would wake up in strange alley ways, or blink and suddenly be somewhere new. He was delirious, and he wanted nothing more than to just… lay down . Maybe he could lay down forever.
The teen looked up at the sky, gaze making contact with the stars from his spot on top of a yellow crane. They shined against the light pollution of New York, breaking through the eerie haze and glowing down on him. It was comforting, and it was safe.
“...me again.” Peter whispered, not recognizing his own voice. It was scratchy and hoarse from sobbing so much. Being dehydrated made it worse. “...I messed up bad.”
The stars did not respond.
“...I tried to fight a big alien guy, even when Tony told me to stay on Earth. It got me killed.” he felt his voice break painfully in his throat. “...it got so many people killed.”
The stars did not respond.
“...and now I’m alone again. By my own doing.” he cracked a pathetic smile, wanting to laugh at his own self depreciation. “...I never listen, do I?”
The stars did not respond.
“...I’m just.. I’m just gonna lay down for a few minutes, okay?” he felt tears prick at his eyes, but was unable to see them due to the sheer amount of green that overwhelmed his vision. “...just let me sleep for a bit. I’ll get up eventually.”
Do you promise to get up again? The stars asked gently.
Peter did not respond.
Jason did not even park his bike before scrambling off of it, the vehicle falling onto its side a few feet away from where he stood. He stared up at the fenced off construction zone, cursing under his breath. There were stray metal poles, panes of glass, rusty nails, and bent metal strips just about everywhere within the fences.
He wasted no time to climb up and hop over, black boots landing heavily on the dirty ground. He navigated the place fast, one hand on his gun, the other held out at his side for stability. “Oracle, are we sure he’s here? ” he whispered into his comms. “It’s a construction zone, not a tower.”
“I am positive that he is here. I suggest using the heat signature mode on your helmet. I shall activate it for you.”
Jason flinched when his vision turned from fuzzy green night vision to bright blue heat vision, showing him any heavy signatures of heat that were highlighted in red. It was freaky how Karen could just do that , and the thought of her now being part of his helmet made something in him uncomfortable.
But he pushed it aside: he had better things to worry about.
Quick glances around revealed nothing. Even when his eyes trailed up, there was nothing big or substantial enough to be a person. As the minutes ticked by, Jason got more and more anxious. What if the teen had left already? Where could he go next?
It was only when Jason looked up up that he paused. His chest lurched. He felt part of his heart break.
It took him ten minutes to climb up the crane, wary of where he stepped and how much he jostled the machine. He was afraid - there were so many ways that this could go wrong. If he shook the supports too much, Peter could fall–
Jason had to pause, steeling his nerves with his head pressed against the side of the crane. He took deep breaths, eyes squeezed shut. He just needed patience. That virtue would be the thing to bring Peter home, he was sure of it.
Patience and hope.
Peter was woken from his fuzzy sleep by something holding his arm. Confused, he squinted up, but was only able to see the stars. They shined down on him, and Peter smiled. He could look at those stars forever.
“Come on, Pete.” The stars ushered urgently. Peter became confused. Why did the stars sound scared? “Come on-” Whatever had been holding his arm tugged him gently to sit up, while something else braced his back. It felt like a hand.
“.....What..?” he mumbled, blinking rapidly to try and shake the green from his eyes. It clouded everything, making it impossible to truly see what was around him. Why was the wind so loud?
“Deep breaths, Pete.” the stars mumbled encouragingly, as the hand left his back, It was replaced by an arm wrapping around his middle, pulling him back firmly against something warm. It made him melt, eyes falling shut once more. “I’ve got you.”
“...Thanks..” the teen mumbled, lulling on the edge of consciousness once more.
“Everytime.” the stars whispered, pulling Peter until he was tucked into the warm embrace of the star. “I will get you every time, I promise.”
Peter did not respond.
“You’re worth it, Pete. You’re worth every second.” The stars promised.
“Target secured.” Jason’s voice shuddered through the Oracle Comms, making the cave fall still once more. “I’m turning off comms until I get home.”
Barbara’s eyes widened. “J– Red Hood, hold on–”
“I’ll be fine. ”
Red Hood disconnected from the Oracle Comms without another word, leaving an exhausted family in empty silence.
Notes:
I know some of y'all are gonna be disappointed that Peter is found so quickly after he left, but I'd like to give a gentle reminder that this entire fic is VERY self indulgent. I started writing it to make myself happy, and I will continue to do just that <3
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Chapter 14: The One With Jason Todd-Wayne
Notes:
HI WOW
I'm so sorry for the lack of content over the last three weeks. I'm honestlyeven surprised I'm able to post right now, considering how busy that I've been. But more on that in the end notes :DCHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Dissociation
-Canon Typical Violence
-Brief Mentions of Self Harm/Self Neglect
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jason’s mind was working faster than his motorcycle, going through every possible question. Where did things go wrong? What had made Peter so upset in New York? Why was he on top of a crane ?
The likely answer to that last question left a bitter taste in his mouth and an unsightly green in his vision. Thankfully though, a green that he had learned to temper long ago. Peter, unfortunately, did not seem to have that luxury yet.
Jason intended to change that.
The two hour ride back to Jersey was blessedly quiet, with only the humming of the engine below them. The stars overhead gradually got dimmer and dimmer the closer that they got to Gotham, a sight that made Jason frown. He always enjoyed the stars, and seeing how his city drastically dulled them with pollution and artificial light made him simmer.
But he stayed quiet and calm, despite that growing frustration, all for the boy held close to his front.
Peter had fallen back asleep mere seconds after Jason had gotten a hold of him on top of that crane, and had stayed unconscious since. Now, nearly two hours later, he was still. Jason kept one arm wrapped closely around Peter, keeping him secured in place while his other hand steered the bike.
Turning off his comms had obviously upset quite a few Waynes, if the buzzing from his phone in his pocket was anything to go by. They were either calling him, or consistently spamming his text inbox. Either way, his hands were occupied. Even if they were not, he probably would not have answered anyways. He needed to focus on what was really important in the moment.
Said important thing shifted for the first time, and Jason felt his entire body go still. He listened intently, straining over the volume of the bike, for any sort of sound from Peter.
When nothing came, he slowly let himself relax. Honestly, he was not sure what would be worse; Peter waking up and panicking, or Peter staying asleep the entire time. One of them would be a sign of an overactive sixth sense, and the other would show that his sixth sense was not working.
Jason mentally prepared himself for the worst as Gotham came into view. Within minutes, he was speeding through side streets and cutting over sidewalks, tires leaving skid marks as he expertly drifted over the pavement. Peter stirred once more, and the older man had to force his body not to react, wanting to keep the kid as peaceful and comfortable as possible.
But even he knew that riding on a motorcycle while mostly unconscious was not a very fun experience. He could blame Dick for that one.
The manor is out of the question, he internally told himself, not bothering to stop at a red light and instead blazing through, a loud rev filling the nearby alleyways. My apartment, too. They’ll come looking for him there.
Jason was no fool. In fact, he regarded himself as one of the smarter members of the family, right behind Tim, Bruce, and Damian (though he’d never admit it). He knew that returning Peter to the open arms of the family immediately would be too much. The kid would only panic again.
For a moment, Jason scolded himself. Peter was no kid , he was sixteen . If Jason had been in a better spot at his age, he likely would have been offended at being called a kid too. He made an internal note to stop calling him as such.
He quickly returned his mind back to the matter at hand as he glared daggers through his helmet as he made a sharp left, instinctively pulling Peter closer to his chest to prevent him from moving in the new angle.
A safe house, maybe? But which one?
Jason wracked his mind, going over his mental map of every locked-down location in the city. A few options were immediately favorable, being far away from the manor, but not the farthest. If he went all the way away, then they would get found much quicker. The Bats were smart, and he needed to think like them to best avoid them.
Twelve minutes later, Jason’s bike came to a slow, resting halt in an alley, tucked on the side of a large dumpster for extra cover. He threw down the kickstand with his boot and wrapped his second arm around Peter. The two sat for a long few seconds, Jason letting the unconscious boy adjust to the feeling of not moving. Jostling Peter around too much would only hurt them both in the long term.
So, after he was sure that Peter was comfortable enough to not wake up, he slowly lifted himself off of the bike, carefully slinging one leg over its body to stand upright. All the while, he held Peter in a front-sided backpack carry, hands under his legs to support the sleeping teen. Naturally, Peter’s head had fallen into Jason’s shoulder, tilted down. The slow rise and fall of his torso became much more obvious now that they were not on the bike, and noticing it eased Jason’s mind considerably.
He’s not dead, he reminded himself. You got to him, he’s fine. He’s just asleep. Still, Jason had to resist every urge to shake the kid awake and barrage him with hundreds of questions. That was the difference between him and his family; he could control himself in a time as crucial as this.
Which is why he was determined to keep Peter away for as long as possible. Turning off his comm had been a bold decision, since it had also effectively turned off his tracker. But Jason had been quick, giving his family no time to object before he virtually cut them off.
Now all he had to do was wait them out while letting Peter heal, however long it would take.
Jason carried Peter into a first floor stairwell, having unlocked the door with a heavy silver key. Despite not seeming very secure, the mechanism had been made by Tim. Every few hours, the lock would automatically be replaced with another one, all in a mechanical rotation inside of the actual door itself. This led to constantly changing security that was easy enough for the Waynes to maneuver. They just had to know what key to use at what time.
The man shut the door quietly with his foot once inside, making sure that it had locked behind himself before starting to ascend the stairs.
On the outside, the entire building looked like a condemned apartment building, with metal plates over windows and No Trespassing signs on every wall. They had even messed with some internal city records (thank you Barbara Gordon) and got the plot of land officially condemned. It was scheduled to be torn down, but she would just keep pushing back the date every few months.
Inside, the walls were a plain light gray, and the floors were a darker concrete with a lackluster finish on top. It offered a level surface without being overly expensive to maintain.
The last time Jason had been to this specific safe house was years ago, before him and the Waynes had truly made up. He avoided them like the plague, but no one could hide from the joined forces of Barbara and Tim for long. When the new replacement had found him, months after his visit to Titans Tower, Jason had expected a fight. A rematch.
Instead, Tim had insulted his lackluster security and replaced the locks overnight, leaving a keyring on the counter alongside a handwritten note inviting him to dinner the next night. Jason learned two things that day.
One, was that Tim had terrible handwriting. The chicken scratch made Jason squint in disappointment, just staring at the note for a long few minutes in steaming silence.
Two, was that Tim… was trying. Honestly, the kid was trying harder than Bruce ever had, he had to at least give him that. So, Jason had steeled his nerves, and made a mental decision.
He did not go to dinner, but instead appeared an hour later to get leftovers from Alfred, who had already been waiting with the food packed away into tupperware containers. Jason considered that a win.
The man carefully shifted Peter in his hold as he made it to the fourth and highest floor in the building, opening a loose door with his hip and lifting Peter inside. With the lights off, he would not have been able to see much without his helmet. He was just glad that he had decided to keep it on.
The couch across the small living room space was old and tearing at the cloth seams, a stand-offish orange color. It had not been Jason’s first choice, but when you’re a vigilante working on a tight budget, it’s hard to shop for furniture. The unsightly (yet comfortable) couch had been paired with a second-hand rug that clashed horribly with the rest of the room. An unplugged television sat on a small wooden table against the wall, with an old Playstation off to the side.
Jason knew that in the next room over, what was supposed to be a bedroom had been converted into an armory at his own hands. Pegboards and racks lined the walls, all holding various weapons, tools, and armor pieces that he would trade in and out occasionally. He liked to keep his items on a rotation between his safe houses. It was time consuming, but worth it in his eyes.
Other than those two rooms, the final areas were the open kitchenette with gunmetal gray appliances that he had rarely used, and a bathroom small enough for him to touch both walls with bent elbows. At least it came equipped with a shower, sink, medicine cabinet mirror, and toilet. Running water was crucial in his line of work.
As Jason stepped fully into the space, and used one hand to flick on a nearby lamp, he made a mental plan of how to handle everything.
Okay, he needs to eat. I doubt this place has groceries, so that’ll have to be put off for now. At the very least, I can get him cleaned up and changed.
Jason held his breath, looking down at Peter. His helmet hid the grief in his eyes.
…Sorry ki- Peter. Gotta wake you up now.
“...alright, Peter. Up you get.” Jason said quietly, sitting the teen down on the couch. Releasing him left an empty feeling in his arms, but he refused to acknowledge it. The man pulled off his helmet, followed by his domino mask that he always wore underneath. Black and white hair soaked in sweat came out at an odd angle, something that Dick probably would have commented on if he were here.
Something Peter would comment on if he were coherent.
“C’mon, webs. No more nap time.” he huffed, shaking the kid carefully by both shoulders. His gloved grip was firm and controlled, not jostling him too much in fear of frightening him. “I really don’t feel like bathing you–”
A hard fist suddenly connecting with his jaw, sent Jason stumbling back in surprise, releasing Peter with wide eyes and outstretched arms to steady his balance. He immediately locked eyes with the awake teen, green meeting vibrant green. An ache made itself present where he had been punched, but he clamped his mouth shut, avoiding making an outward show of the discomfort. Why?
Because Peter looked terrified. So much for keeping the guy calm.
“...Pete.” Jason said in an even voice, ignoring the way his jaw strained when he spoke. That was more than a regular punch, he was sure of it. “...breathe. You aren’t in New York, and you aren’t in the manor. No one knows you’re here but me.”
Peter stared like a deer in headlights. He was pressed as far into the couch as possible, putting distance between them both. The bags under his eyes looked more intense in the warm light of the lamp across the room, and something in Jason’s heart wept.
“...I couldn’t leave you out there, Peter.” Jason said softly. “...not like this.” He let the room fall into tense silence, observing the teen like he was something to be careful of. If Peter lashed out again, there was no telling what kind of strength he would be using.
Jason had no clue how strong this guy really was. All he knew was that he could immobilize one of Dick’s arms, and apparently, could punch Jason hard enough to leave a genuine pain in his jaw.
Peter swallowed hard enough for Jason to see. “....where are we..?” he sounded afraid to ask, like a child who just knew they were in trouble.
But Peter was not in trouble, and at that moment, Jason knew that he needed to change his approach. After years of checking in on the crime alley strays and talking down panicking kids in crime scenes, he prayed that his experience would be enough.
“...we’re in one of my safe houses.” he said softly and honestly, lowering himself until he was crouched down on the drab rug. Now, Peter was above him. Mentally Jason noted that this should give Peter a sense of more control over the situation. “In Lower Gotham. I can show you on a map if you’d like?” he offered openly.
After a second or two, Peter’s right hand reached up to feel his ear. Jason noticed the exact moment that Peter realized he did not have his hearing aid- Karen- because Peter visibly relaxed. He must still really be mad at her, and Jason did not blame him.
When the teen nodded slowly, Jason rose back to his full height, holding out a gloved hand for Peter to take. With much hesitance, the teen relented and took his help, standing on two unsteady legs. Both men ignored the quiet rumble from Peter’s stomach, but Jason could not deny holding his arms out when Peter swayed a bit too much.
“Easy, now-” he urged gently, helping the teen stand steadily before slowly releasing him. “..my map is in the other room. Do you want me to go get it, or do you wanna walk with me to see it?”
Peter’s lips pressed together, and a subtle movement told Jason that he was biting the inside of his cheek. It was something that he had noticed a few weeks ago, and he could only hope that he was not drawing blood.
“...we can walk to go see it.” Peter said, voice hoarse. Jason hesitated. Food might not have been available at the moment, but water definitely was.
Idiot, Jason scolded internally. “Alright. Let’s get you a drink first though, yeah?” he suggested, smiling just a bit as he walked around both Peter and the couch to get to the kitchenette. “I’ll get us something to eat here in a bit. Sound good?”
Jason did not hear Peter nod, nor did he hear Peter following him, but when he turned around the teen was standing at the two-person island counter. His gaze was turned toward the counter, where his fingers tapped softly against the cold surface. Something in Jason’s chest clenched at the sight. He looks so tired.
Minutes later, the two were entering the armory, both holding a glass of cold filtered tap water. Jason was not foolish enough to give Peter raw Gotham water.
They approached a workbench, where Jason pushed aside whatever stray tools and parts that had been left out, giving them both space to set down their glasses. Then, he flipped on a work light, pointing it from the bench to the wall right behind it where a large map was pinned to the wall.
“We’re here.” Jason pointed to a red X, side-eyeing Peter as the teen’s eyes wandered the map. They lingered on the library and the manor, before drifting down to where Jason pointed. “And obviously everyone else is at the Manor, over in Bristol.” he explained, before pausing. “...well, Dick is probably gonna go home to Blüdhaven soon, and Stephanie to her apartment- which is over here.”
Peter’s eyes followed wherever Jason’s finger pointed. Briefly, the older man was taken back to one of his first full days with Peter. The day that he caught him and Dick leaving the Batcave, but had been too disassociated to do anything about it.
The day that they had gotten Peter his very own library card. Jason would never forget the look of pure joy on his face. Now, Peter looked numb, just like he had that same morning before Jason and Dick managed to lift his mood.
Jason was no Dick Grayson, but he would try his damndest to get Peter back to his usual happy self.
“....and we’re staying here?” Peter asked, voice sounding slightly better now that he had hydrated some. There was almost a sense of urgency in his voice.
Jason wanted nothing more than to smother him with enough warm blankets to make all the anguish go away. He’d have to throw some in the dryer.
“Yeah, we’re staying right here until you’re ready.” Jason once again smiled softly, leaning against the workbench and crossing his arms as he looked at Peter.
“..Until I’m ready for what?”
“To go back to the manor.”
There was a silence that made Jason seriously consider wrapping the kid up in another embrace.
“...And you can take as much time as you need, Peter.” The man pushed as much sincerity into his voice as possible, giving him one of those softer looks reserved for crime alley strays and Alfred. “We’ll stay for however many days, or weeks, or even months that you need. I get it, I really do.”
Jason was not sure when it happened, but one moment he was standing two feet away from Peter, and the next? The teen had locked his arms around Jason’s middle, face smothered by his strong shoulder as a sob wracked his body.
The man had suddenly become an anchor, body moving into overdrive as he wrapped strong arms around the teen, holding him tight and close. One hand pressed against the back of Peter’s head, applying a firm pressure that kept them both comfortably locked in place. Jason was the strong rock that the trembling Peter desperately needed in those few moments.
Minutes later, when Jason felt Peter’s trembling ease and his tight hold slacken, he pulled away to look down at him with a reassuring smile. “...it’ll be just fine, Pete. I promise.”
Peter could only nod, unable to make eye contact with him. Jason did not force it, instead gently pried the two apart enough to walk back into the main room. They left their half drank glasses of water abandoned on the workbench, work light still shining brightly on the map of Gotham.
“I’ve got some civilian clothes you can change into. Do you think you can shower?” Jason suggested, gesturing to the bathroom with one hand, the other held gentle on Peter’s shoulder. “It’ll make you feel better to get clean after the last few days.”
The reminder that Peter had been alone for two days once again made Jason’s chest hurt. Two days without any help.
Much to Jason’s immediate relief, Peter agreed and went to the bathroom, shutting the door slowly behind himself. Jason reminded him not to lock it so that he could leave a change of clothes on the sink. The man waited until he heard running water to spring into action.
First, he procured a set of comfortable clothes slightly too big for Peter and left them on the sink, otherwise leaving Peter to his own. After ensuring that the teen had something clean to change into, he took the liberty of changing his own clothes. As much as he loved the Red Hood Regalia, it was far from suitable for the type of help that Peter would need.
Jason fell back against the couch, ignoring the sound of a seam being pulled and instead grabbing his phone from his pajama pants pocket. He stared at the black screen with a frown and a skeptical squint, before hesitantly powering the device back on.
Unlike his siblings, he had made sure that his phone had no tracker. Jason could only be found by Oracle if he wanted to be found.
The moment that the phone connected to service, it was bombarded by buzzing from dozens of texts and even more missed phone calls from just about every member of the family. He even saw a few missed calls from Damian , which had made him double take in surprise.
He had no intention of calling everyone back, and he certainly did not plan to rejoin that stupid group chat (I mean seriously, who named it the Batchat ??). Instead, he scrolled through the messages, looking for the first name that would be good enough to get the message out to everyone else.
He paused when Cass crossed his screen, and he scrolled back up. The girl had only sent three messages, the least out of everyone that had his number. With hesitation, Jason opened them.
Cass, Jason
Cass ; hi jason, i don’t remember if you have my number saved or not. it’s cassandra.
Cass ; everyone’s really worried about peter, but i’m sure you’re taking care of him. if he wants his phone, or anything from the manor, just let me know and i can bring it to a location of your choosing.
Cass ; i’ll even leave my phone at home, and come in normal clothes. that way no one can follow me. thanks, jay.
Jason’s finger hovered over the keyboard for a long few seconds as he contemplated what he would even say. She had shown some trust in him, saying how she was sure that he was taking care of Peter. He liked to at least hope that he was trying hard enough, even if they had only been at the safe house for half an hour.
Cass, Jason
Jason ; Hey, Cass. Yeah, I have your number saved.
Jason ; Think you can get a message out to everyone else? I don’t wanna respond to all the spamming that they’ve done.
Cass ; sure i can, is peter okay?
Jason ; As good as he can be at the moment. He’s showering right now, I’m trying to work out the food situation.
Cass ; i’m telling alfred.
Jason ; Shit, no.
Jason ; Wait.
Jason ; Cass hold on.
Jason winced as the text chat was suddenly replaced by an incoming caller screen. The contact name Gramps was displayed below a picture of both Alfred and himself- many years ago, before his revival and before his death. Seeing the familiar image made his chest flutter with fondness.
And of course, no one could say no to Alfred.
“...hey, Alf.” Jason said quietly, holding the cell phone up to his ear. He was just sure that even through the phone, the older man could hear Jason’s regret.
“Master Jason,” the familiar and calming voice came through, almost immediately easing some of Jason’s anxieties. Not all of them, but enough for his shoulders to relax. “I am glad to hear that both you and young Peter are well.”
“Yeah, we’re doing alright.” He hummed, staring blankly across the room as he spoke. Some people, like Dick, tended to pace when on a phone call. Jason was the exact opposite; preferring to be stagnant. “He’s cleaning up in the bathroom.”
“I assume that you’ve provided him with a fresh change of clothes.”
“What do you take me for, a street rat?” Jason teased through the phone, smiling slightly. There was a short silence that followed his other joke.
“...I’ve missed you too, Master Jason. It is good to know that both you and young Peter are safe.” The man cleared his throat before Jason could speak again. “Now, regarding your meals over the next few days…”
Peter’s bare feet met the cold tile floor of the bathroom, sending a shiver up his spine. Honestly, he had wanted to stay under that warm stream of water forever. Its temperature was extremely comforting, and getting clean felt fantastic. He scrubbed until he was red and raw and could scrub no more.
Even more comforting though, was knowing that he stepped out smelling like Jason. The man had been the closest thing to a lifeline that he had. Jason came for him in New York. Jason brought him to a safe place in Gotham, away from the rest of the Waynes. Jason didn’t panic when Peter punched him out of fear.
Jason was safe.
Peter ran a heavy hand over his face before pushing his damp hair off of his forehead and back, clearing it from his face entirely. The feeling of it sticking to his skin was more than uncomfortable. With a light shiver, Peter crossed the very small space to the sink, where he reached over and wiped the condensation off of the mirror to see himself.
He looked as tired as he felt- maybe worse, actually. Those bags under his eyes looked intense , but that could also be attributed to the amount of crying he had been doing. By no means did he look skinny , upon looking at his body, but there was a certain pain in his stomach that reminded him that he had not substantially eaten in two-ish days. Then, he was reminded of all the vomiting he had done, and he felt sick all over again.
Not sick enough to vomit again, though. He had done plenty of that. In fact, Peter never wanted to feel sick like that again. Taking that shower seemed to have enlightened him as to just how bad things had been.
His instincts had led him throughout a New York City that was not his own, making him relive his normal life in a way that was so wrong . He never wanted to go through that again. Some part of Peter never wanted to go to that New York again.
He was sure that the Waynes would not mind that at all. In fact, he would not be surprised if they tried keeping him at the manor permanently. That thought was just as terrifying as walking around New York had been.
Peter inspected the inside of his mouth to inspect his teeth, tugging at the corners of his mouth to look at the fangs that had, by now, fully developed. There were three on each side, all around the same length. Somehow could still close his mouth comfortably, and the thought that his bottom teeth had changed as well made his stomach turn.
Then he met his own gaze in the mirror, green staring into unfamiliar green. Something had happened to him to make his eyes change, and that same something was toiling with his emotions. It was making him sensitive, and angry. It was making him go through things to hurt himself, both emotionally and physically. It was unnatural.
Peter steeled himself, hands falling from his mouth and landing on the soft pile of clothes on the lip of the sink. When he looked down, he froze almost entirely, brain computing what he was looking at.
Soft pink pajama pants, patterned with hello kitty designs, were unevenly folded on top of a large white t-shirt and a package of unopened boxers. The teen’s heart tried to leap from his chest.
Thirty seconds later, he took a deep breath and opened the door of the bathroom. Steam followed him out as he stepped on the hardwood floor, eyes glancing around the space in search of Jason.
Instead of on that god awful couch like he had been expecting, the man was standing in the kitchenette, peering into the empty fridge with a frown and his phone pressed to his ear. Peter bristled- had Jason called someone? Were they coming to take him back to the manor already?
Just as he felt panic bubbling under the surface, the sensitivity in his ears picked up the voice on the other end of the line.
“-hicken carbonara will last you if you keep it refrigerated, alongside most of the other meals I’m planning to prepare. For now, I will have Lady Cassandra obtain a suitable fast food meal.” Peter could quite literally hear the disgust in Alfred’s voice at that last sentence.
But knowing that it was Alfred on the other end of the line and not Bruce made Peter feel exponentially better. Alfred would never do him wrong.
By the little bit of the conversation that he had walked in on, he figured that Jason was in cahoots with Alfred (and Cassandra?) about getting food to the safe house. Of all the Waynes to want to help, he trusted those two the most. He was glad that they were the ones getting involved.
Jason must have noticed the steam rolling from the bathroom, because he turned to look at Peter with a little smile. The teen smiled back, and let his eyes drift when he realized that Jason had changed clothes.
His heart stuttered upon seeing a matching pair of hello kitty pajama pants on the man. Briefly, he was taken back to just after he had lost his Stark Tech suit, after the Ferry Incident. He had to walk home in his pajamas, full of shame and guilt.
But now? He felt nothing but comfort.
“Thanks, Alfred. I’ll text you, okay?” Jason hummed, ending the conversation quietly. After Peter heard Alfred bid his farewell, the man hung up the phone and dropped it into his pocket.
“He’s bringing food?” Peter asked, wanting to clarify what he had heard. When Jason nodded, Peter’s smile and posture relaxed, hands falling into his pockets. Showering had made him feel much better.
“Technically Cass is bringing food; she’s gonna meet me somewhere else. If you want anything else from the manor I can ask her to bring it, too.” Jason offered, closing the fridge and leaning back against it. He must have noticed Peter’s uplifted mood, and in turn, was being a little less careful. Peter appreciated it.
“..maybe my phone would be good..?” The teen asked hesitantly, curling in on himself just a bit. “..I mean- y’know. I still wanna talk to like, Tim and Cass, and Duke- I-I just don’t think I could handle in person right now but texting– ”
“You don’t gotta explain it, Pete.” Jason cut off carefully, smiling reassuringly. “Sure, I’ll ask her to bring it. I’ll just have to get the tracker out.”
Peter was reminded of the breach of privacy, and it made his stomach flip. That was the entire reason that he had left- they had broken his trust. He really could not fault them for hiding being vigilantes, but they used his ignorance as a tool against him. They used Karen against him.
“...Works for me.” he hummed, glancing down at the floor. He shifted from being flat-footed to lifted onto the balls of his feet; a habit when he felt restless. He was not really sure why he felt restless, considering how exhausted he really felt.
Jason softened, standing upright and passing Peter to get to the couch. “Here, let’s get this situated for you.” he huffed, unlatching something underneath the cushions before tossing them aside and to the floor. Then, he took small steps back while unfolding the fold-out mattress. It would be barely big enough to hold Peter.
But he could care less- he couldn’t wait to sleep on a mattress again.
By the time Peter woke up again, which was around six in the morning, a familiar cell phone was seen resting on the counter. The teen was pulled from his drowsy state almost immediately after realizing that his phone was there, and he was fast to stumble to his feet, dragging down two blankets with him. Ignoring the mess he had just made, he shot out webs fast, which attached to the device that he yanked back toward him.
His frenzy resulted in a phone secured in his hand and a mess on the floor that he ignored in favor of checking the device. All of the teen’s worries that it may have died or been broken somehow were wiped away when he hit the power button, and the screen lit up to reveal full battery .
They had charged his phone for him before returning it. There were only six unread messages, likely because they had noticed his abandoned phone at the same time they noticed he was gone.
Still, the thought that they took care of the device in his absence made him at least smile.
Peter, Jason
Jason ; I went out to grab us some extra stuff, and to keep Dick from getting too nosy. I’ll be back before eight.
Peter, Cass
Cass ; goodmorning, peter. i’m glad that you’re okay, we all are. jason promised he’d take care of you, and i trust him.
Cass ; you should, too.
Cass ; trust him, i mean. you should trust jason, he’s good for you.
Peter, Tim
Tim ; I really hope you’re okay man.
Peter, Bruce
Bruce ; Peter, I’m sorry for any sort of miscommunication that occurred. We’d love to have you back home whenever you’re ready.
Peter stared down at the four different chat rooms, a multitude of different emotions swelling in various parts of his mind and chest. He was relieved that no one seemed mad. He was angry that Bruce thought a one sentence apology would be enough. He was hesitant to accept Tim’s sympathy. He was happy to be staying with Jason, especially since Cass trusted him.
Overall, he was just overwhelmed. Peter closed out the messaging app and instead clicked on the internet. It was there that he was immediately hit by articles describing one of Gotham’s fearsome vigilantes running off to New York for the night. It made his chest tighten in anxiety.
Jason had driven all the way to New York just to get Peter. All at once, the teen once again felt like such a waste of space. Why did he need someone to come save him? That was supposed to be his job.
Peter sniffled, refusing to let the tears fall. It did not matter if he was alone or not, he should not have wanted to cry over something such as this. It was close to embarrassing, and he could only be glad that he was alone at the safe house.
The teen turned off the phone screen, not bothering to type up a response to anyone. That would require thinking a little too hard about the Waynes and their secret, which would probably make Peter even more upset than he already was. So in place of thinking about them, he looked around the apartment.
Early morning rays peeked through slivers in the covered windows, giving evidence to a cloudless day in Gotham. Peter could only be relieved that he would not have to go out- that felt like far too much at the moment.
Pulling himself to stand up straight, the teen slowly walked around the apartment-esque space, taking in each room with calculating eyes. The kitchenette and living space were both bare, but upon inspecting the fridge, he was pleasantly surprised to find it stocked with tupperware containers of food. All of it was labeled with sticky notes, telling what the dish was and when it had been made. The handwriting was immediately familiar as Alfred’s. Peter sighed through his nose, allowing a small smile.
He closed the fridge and trudged through the short hallway, stepping into what was supposed to be the bedroom. He immediately recognized it as the armory from last night, and spotted the map of Gotham on the wall. The work light was still aimed at it. Hesitantly, Peter approached and shut it off. Mentally, he worried about the power bill.
Gazing at the weapons, armor, and various other devices that lined the walls gave Peter a sense of familiarity. Not only did it remind him of Avengers Tower, but it also reminded him just how well-equipped the Waynes were. He recognized grappling hooks, batarangs, and utility belts all displayed in various places. Peter allowed himself to run his hand over a few, the cold steel of the batarangs leaving an uncomfortable pit in his gut.
He did not linger long in the armory.
After the entire space had been explored, Peter fell back onto the pull-out couch with a dramatic huff. He was still extremely exhausted from his little New York venture, and his body was begging for more rest. Who was he to deny it? The teen was out like a light in minutes.
When Jason entered the safe house with shopping bags hooked on his arms, he had been expecting to find Peter still asleep. When he heard no movement from the room, he presumed himself to be correct, and kept his mouth quiet. His footfalls became as silent as possible, the only noise coming from the shifting plastic bags, which he set on the counter.
But then he noticed Peter’s phone had been moved. He paused, staring at where he had left it on the counter. A small frown fell onto his face as he glanced up, green eyes searching the main rooms of the apartment.
Peter was not on the couch. Jason felt his heart fall into his stomach. Almost immediately, every possible worst-case-scenario came to mind. He ran off again. He’s terrified, so he’s hiding. He got hurt somewhere that I can’t find him.
“Peter?” Jason called out, swallowing the panic that threatened to seep into his tone. “You in here, dude?” Completely forgetting about keeping quiet, he navigated the apartment, looking into every room.
“ God damnit– ” He hissed through gritted teeth, realizing Peter was not in either of the other rooms. “Peter!-”
A sudden thud from the living room broke him from his panic, immediately replacing it with caution. His shoulders tensed, and he was fast to grab the gun hidden in his waistband. Jason took a deep breath, slowly peeking his head around the door of the armory to look down the hall and into the main room. Upon not seeing anything of immediate alarm, he quietly slipped down the hall, finger hovering close over the trigger.
The man rounded the corner as carefully as possible, eyes scanning the room. But it was no intruder waiting for him, and it certainly was not one of his family members. Instead, Peter was laying on his back, staring up at the ceiling with a confused and tired glare.
The relief that washed over Jason should not have been as intense as it felt.
“ Peter, ” he sighed in relief, shaking his head and clicking the safety on the firearm. The teen looked over with wide eyes, surprised at Jason’s sudden presence. “You scared the fuck outta me- where were you hiding?” He asked, pocketing the weapon and crossing the room, holding out a hand to help Peter sit up. His heart warmed when the teen accepted without any hesitation.
“...the uh,” Peter cleared his throat, glancing between Jason and the ceiling. “..the ceiling. Apparently.”
Jason pinched his brows together in confusion before slowly letting his gaze travel up to the ceiling. He was surprised into silence when he spotted the hammock hanging from his ceiling, having been pulled taut enough to look more like…
“...a giant spider web.” Jason mumbled, staring for a few more seconds before looking at Peter once more, who had now stood fully. Peter’s earlier tone came back to Jason, and he frowned. “...wait- what do you mean apparently ?” He raised a brow skeptically.
“I don’t- I didn’t–” Peter immediately became defensive, looking between the giant web and Jason with wide, awake eyes. “I fell asleep on the couch but I woke up on the ceiling , I don’t know–” he huffed, taking a small step back and crossing his arms. “I’ll clean it if you want-”
“Hey, hey-” Jason cut him off, looking and sounding just as surprised as Peter probably felt. “Breathe, Pete. It’s fine, I’m not mad at you for sleeping on my ceiling.” he huffed a small laugh, giving a reassuring smile. “I’m just confused as to how you got up there.”
“..yeah, me too.” Peter grumbled, glaring down at his wrists. Jason could just barely see the little mark on each side; the spinnerets that Peter’s webs came from. They just looked like freckles from this distance. “...I seriously don’t know, Jay. I guess I webbed in my sleep.”
“Ew, don’t say it like that.” Jason teased, turning and walking to the counter with an eye roll. “Sounds gross.”
“Oh, I’m sorry- ” Peter scoffed, unable to stop the playful smile from forming on his face. “Would you rather me say that I excreted from my wrists?” he joked.
Jason fake gagged, shuddering for extra dramatics. “Just stop talking, spider-boy.”
“Spider-man.” Peter corrected.
“Spider-man.” Jason nodded in agreement, pulling paper plates and utensils from the plastic bags, alongside a box of tea bags. It was a generic Earl Gray, but Jason had hoped it would be close enough to the stuff that Alfred made. His plan to slowly acclimate Peter to life with the Waynes again had officially begun.
Just like the first time, it started with cups of tea.
“Does Spider-man want a cup of tea?” Jason suggested, carefully pushing aside the other bags to start getting a kettle ready. “Because I do, but I don’t wanna make a whole bunch just for myself.” The man passed Peter a gentle glance, and a few seconds later, the teen nodded.
The rest of the day moved fast. Peter had moved in and out of a dissociative state the entire time. It was stressful, but made easier by Jason’s presence. Everytime the teen drifted a bit too far into his thoughts and out of this world, he was reeled back in by a comforting hand or a witty joke.
The spider web hammock stayed in place. When Peter asked if Jason wanted him to clean it, the man had only shrugged, saying something about how it did not bother him. “Shit, if you wanna sleep up there, go for it. Just don’t fall out again.” Despite his teasing tone, he had been completely sincere. It made Peter smile, a well of happiness starting to form in his chest.
It would be a long time before that happiness would outweigh the green, but it was a gentle start that Peter silently accepted.
"I think I wanna try patrolling again."
Jason paused, taken back by Peter's very sudden and unexpected remark. He had only been in Jason's care for about two days and he already wanted to get back into vigilante work? It sounded like bad news.
"...the last time you patrolled, you ran off, Pete." Jason reminded carefully, looking down at the toaster on the counter. He had been waiting for their dinner waffles to pop when Peter surprised him. "Which, I get. But it was dangerous as hell, and I don't wanna put you in that situation- or headspace - again." He declared, using the same tone he would use on the Crime Alley kids when he needed to be taken seriously.
"It's not patrolling that set me off, Jason." Peter argued with a little glare. "It was all the secrets." There was a short pause. "...besides, I don't wanna patrol alone. I was gonna suggest going with you ."
For the second time in five minutes, Jason was caught off-guard by Peter. Not only did he want to patrol, but he wanted to patrol with Jason. The man felt something akin to pride swell in his chest; I could be the first one to patrol with Peter.
Still, the cons outweighed the pros to Jason. "We'd have to call the Manor." He hummed, moving to grab some paper plates from the cupboard. "Get your suit and boots." He hoped that the thought of contacting the rest of the family would throw Peter off.
"Sounds good to me." The teen smiled a bit, drumming his fingers on the small island counter. "Can you call them sooner rather than later? I'm getting restless in this safehouse." Despite the joking in his tone, Jason could tell that Peter was sincere.
Fine, if that would not stop Peter, then he would pull out the big guns.
" You gotta call the Manor, Pete." Jason declared, the waffles popping up just as he finished his sentence, like a microphone drop after some insane revelation. " I'm sure as hell not asking someone for your shit." He rolled his eyes.
Peter was quiet for a few moments, and Jason internally relaxed. He honestly did not hate the idea of Peter jumping back into being Spider-man, but it felt too soon. They just got him back, and he had not even spoken to Bruce. The thought of them encountering each other while on patrol, and potentially making things worse , just would not shake itself from his mind.
"...alright. I'll text someone after we eat then." Even if he had gotten quieter, there was still a certainty in his voice that made Jason bristle a bit. The older man looked over his shoulder to the teen, plating the two waffles as he stared skeptically. When Peter looked back at him, and confident green met green, Jason knew that his mind had already been made up.
How could he fault him for that? Jason set the requirement, and if Peter was willing to meet it, he would not deny him.
So, he sighed a bit, shaking his head with the smallest of smiles. "Perfect. Let me know what they say and who's bringing your shit." He delivered the two paper plates to the island counter, hooking his pinky around the handle for the syrup on his way. "If you get it tonight, you're more than welcome to come with me."
Peter spent the entire time that they were eating trying to mentally decide who to text. He weighed the pros and cons of each family member as he chewed, brows pinched together.
Dick was briefly considered. Even if he did not live in the Manor, he would probably be more than happy to go get Peter's suit. Still, he got the feeling that encountering Dick would result in him getting dragged back to the Manor sooner than he wanted.
Stephanie was crossed off of the list for the same reasons. As nice as she was, and as helpful as she would be, there was no telling how insistent she would be in him going home. Besides, he really was not close with her like with the others.
Tim was not someone that Peter wanted to talk to at the moment. As much as they had both tried to push their ill will away, there was still some unsettled green resentment that became obvious whenever Peter thought about the other teen. Seeing him in person could easily end in a fight.
Peter refused to even consider asking Alfred, even if he was the most obviously trustworthy option. He would feel bad pulling him from the Manor for too long, despite how reliable he would be. The man had already been such a blessing, preparing meals and sending them all over a few days ago. They were high protein too, and would give Peter a big caloric intake. His enhanced metabolism would forever be grateful for Alfred's cooking, and Peter could not wait to thank him in person, even if it would have to wait.
Damian briefly appeared in Peter's mind. He was taken back to his study sessions, teaching the kid advanced mathematical formulas while learning all about historic art pieces and culturally important symbols. He missed hanging out with Damian. The two were constantly learning from each other.
Damian's image was replaced by Robin, and a nasty green left Peter feeling a bit nauseous. He had to sip his water to steady both his body and mind.
He was not an option.
The mental image of his attacker was wiped away by two smiling faces: Duke and Cass. The spunky and quiet duo had proved over and over again to be trustworthy and genuinely good. Neither had tried hurting him, and Duke technically only lied to Peter once after that Poison Ivy attack. That already gave them both bonus points in his mind. Cass was also the one to deliver both Peter's phone and Alfred's meals.
Mentally, Peter was preparing his text before he had even finished eating. He had not even stopped to consider asking Bruce; he was never an option. For a short time, Peter could almost forget that the man even existed, and he liked it that way.
Peter, Cass, Duke
Peter ; Hi guys, can I ask a favor?
Cass ; hiiii peter, what’s up?
Duke ; PETER HI
Duke ; DUDE
Duke ; YEAH WHATS GOOD DUDE
Duke ; hi
Peter ; I kind of need my spider suit
Peter ; Jason said he’d let me patrol if I could get it, but I don’t really wanna go back to the manor just yet
Duke ; ohhhhh
Duke ; yeah makes sense
Cass ; we can bring it! Did you have a location in mind?
Peter hesitated, tapping his finger against the side of the phone while he thought. By now, him and Jason were both sat on the couch, some trash TV playing in the background while they both mindlessly used their phones. He bit the inside of his cheek.
“...do you care if Cass and Duke come by? To drop off my suit?” He asked, broaching the topic out of nowhere. It was like ripping a band-aid.
Jason paused his scrolling, glancing over to Peter in surprise. Clearly, he had not actually expected for Peter to follow through. He also had not been expecting for Peter to want someone to come over, just to drop off his stuff.
“....nah, I don’t care. Just make sure they aren’t followed.” He huffed. “It would be a pain in the ass to move all that food Alfred made.”
Peter nodded in agreement, a fuzzy feeling in his chest. Having Jason’s support felt incredible, and only motivated him further.
Peter, Cass, Duke
Peter ; Jason said you can bring it by the safe house. Lemme get the address for you
Peter ; Just make sure no one follows you, we really don’t wanna move
Duke ; got it chief
Cass ; bet
Notes:
Alright, quick recap of why I've been gone for basically three weeks. I graduated High School (hooray!), which was a big achievement for myself. I honestly did not expect to make it this far in life, let alone with so many people wanting to read my work online. You guys have been a big motivator ever since I started writing DDFT back in February, so I really appreciate you all sticking around. Secondly, I took a week-long vacation to Virginia to see my best friend, Anna. We had not seen each other IN-PERSON in over three years, so I really took my time and focused on her instead of writing. Finally, I'm preparing for an Anime Convention in TWO DAYS!!! June 7th through June 9th, I'll be at Anime Blues Con in Tennessee! Maybe if you're going, look for me :)
I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, and once again, thanks for hanging around. All of your support means the world to me. <3 Big shoutout to my beta reader (and girlfriend) Moon for giving this chapter a read! It's thanks to them that I'm able to get it out to you all right now.
-clovr
(Did I mention that this is a double upload? Chapter 15 in a few minutes :D)
Chapter 15: The Loss of Control and the Gain of Brotherhood
Notes:
As stated in the end notes of chapter 14, this is a double upload! I hope you guys enjoy! Sorry for depriving you all 3
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Canon Typical Violence
-Drugs (Not Used)
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Chapter Text
The sound of footsteps filling the stairwell outside of the safe house apartment made the hair on Jason’s neck stand on end, a wave of nerves washing over his body and making him suddenly alert. No alarms had gone off, meaning that they had a key. Realistically, he knew who it was, but that did not stop his heart from racing.
Peter sat up, looking over the back of the couch with a nervous swallow. He must have heard, too.
Two minutes later, the door knob jiggled, and the door was carefully pushed open. The familiar black-haired girl was followed inside by the taller boy, who both immediately looked around. Upon spotting Peter, both of them visibly relaxed, smiling big.
“Peter! Hey, dude!” Duke said cheerfully, adjusting the backpack across his shoulder. He had on black sweatpants, clean white sneakers, and a Signal themed hoodie. Peter could not help but smile back; of course Duke wore his own merchandise.
“Hey, Duke.” The teen greeted, hopping over the back of the couch and landing barefooted on the floor. “Thanks for bringing my stuff, I was starting to get restless in here.”
It felt like all of Peter’s anxieties had gone away. No longer was he worried about interacting with Duke, or even Cass. He was just happy to see them again, and that revelation fueled the warmth in his chest. He was happy to see them.
“Anytime.” Duke hummed, setting the backpack on the ground and pulling out the metal, spider-shaped disc. The Waynes must have fiddled with his Spider Armor while he was gone, especially considering they figured out how to compact it. “Just be careful tonight, okay? No more running off.”
Peter rolled his eyes, walking over and taking the disc from Duke. “Yeah, yeah. I know.” he got quiet for a moment, looking down at the disc while Duke pulled the boots from the backpack. “...which, I’m sorry about. By the way.”
Cass pulled her hands from his jean pockets, hesitating and glancing at Duke, before starting to sign. Peter watched blankly, hoping that his confusion was evident on his face as he glanced between his two friends.
Duke watched carefully, and once she had finished, he smiled a bit. “..she said she forgives you, but that if you do it again, she’s handcuffing you two together.” The teen snickered, followed by a quiet giggle from Cassandra. Peter couldn’t help but join them, also amused by her baseless threat.
“...my aunt used to say that an apology was never really complete without a hug.” Peter hummed. “She said it’s like stamping a letter, or tying off thread when you sew–”
He jumped when he was suddenly pulled in by Cassandra, who wrapped her arms tight around his middle. She pressed her face into his collarbone, eyes squeezed shut. Peter hesitantly lowered his arms around her, relaxing in the embrace and holding her close. For a few seconds, it was just him and Cassandra. It stayed that way until he opened his eyes and spotted Duke, who had just been smiling at the two. Peter rolled his eyes, lifting one arm to shoot webs, which attached to the front of Duke’s hoodie. He used the line to quickly pull him over, dragging him into the hug.
Peter ignored the sound of Jason shifting on the couch, which was followed by the sound of the man texting someone. He probably took a photo, and Peter would definitely be getting that sent to him later.
But right now he was just happy to be held by his friends.
After a minute or two, the trio pulled apart, all smiles and warm fuzzy feelings. Peter took the boots from off the floor, since Duke had dropped them when he was dragged into the embrace. “Thanks again for the delivery, guys.” He restated his gratitude.
“Once again, anytime.” Duke chuckled, shaking his head. He glanced at Cassandra, then back at Peter, with his smile a bit smaller. “...Tim wants to know when you’re thinking about coming home.”
Peter hesitated, processing the question. Tim wanted to know when Peter was coming back to the manor.
“...I’m not sure yet.” he answered quietly and honestly, looking down at the metal disc in his hand. “I’m still.. Trying to process some stuff.”
“...do you want to come home?” Duke asked carefully.
Peter’s eyes widened in surprise, immediately defensive. “Wh- of course I want to, Duke- what kind of question is that??” he looked between the two teens, who stared back with worried looks. “I just- I’m still working through a lot. You guys get it, right?”
Cassandra nodded quietly, giving him a comforting smile. Duke followed her lead. “Of course we get it, Peter.” he sighed. “We’re just.. Y’know, worried.”
“...I don’t know when I’ll be home, but you’re more than welcome to text me.” Peter assured. “And if Jason says it’s fine, maybe you could patrol with us at some point.”
The teen girl’s eyes brightened and she nodded, obviously enthusiastic about that suggestion. Duke rolled his eyes playfully, following it up with a dramatic sigh. “No fair, I only do day patrols.”
“Hey, Spider-man can work during the day, too.” Peter smiled. “That’s what I did before I came to Gotham.”
“I’m gonna hold you to that, then.” Duke teased, picking up his backpack once more. He turned to the door, smiling past Peter to Jason. The two brothers exchanged a subtle nod.
“Thanks for the drop off, Duke. Cass.” The oldest Wayne sibling hummed, leaning over the couch to watch the trio. “I’ll see you both.”
After goodbyes were done being exchanged, Cass and Duke left without a fuss. Peter was a bit surprised- he would have expected for them to want to stay longer. Hell, he had almost expected one of them to try convincing him back to the Manor.
But they had expressed empathy, saying that they understood. They were giving him the space that he needed, and he could not be more grateful.
Peter looked down at the disc in his hand and the boots on the floor, before turning to Jason with a smile. There was a particular shine in his eyes; one that Jason recognized immediately. It was green, but it was also excited .
“...So, patrol?”
Peter had never felt more alive. The humid night air of New Jersey’s summer left nothing to be wanted as he swung through the dark city. His modified Spider Armor still fit him fantastically, thanks to the nanotech. The Waynes had not tried to do anything with the armor since he left, which he was appreciative of. He had almost expected for Tim or Bruce to try dissecting it. The teen was glad to be wrong.
As Spider-man traversed the buildings above, a motorcycle stuck close on the roads below. The blur of black, red, and brown kept an even pace with the swinging vigilante and they traveled as a unit.
After being absent from vigilante work for a few days, Spider-man had worried that the people of Gotham would forget about him. He knew that his time in the city had already been short, and he had yet to make a real reputation for himself. But the bigger picture was not his concern. Instead, Peter mentally worried that the people he had connected with no longer liked him. People like Webster.
He was worried that they would think he forgot them.
“Can you hear me, Spider-man?” Jason’s voice rang through his ear. The comm piece had been provided by the man- a small black bud in his ear. It was different from wearing the hearing aid, which used to feel much more secure. If not for his mask, Peter would have been worried about this falling out.
“Loud and clear, Red Hood.” Spider-man hummed, pulling himself into a flip as he released his hold on a line of webs. “Any big plans tonight?”
“I’ve got a case I’ve been working on, something to do with the inner workings of Crime Alley’s drug rings. Wanna help?”
“I’d be delighted.” He did not mean to sound so giddy, considering the sensitive subject matter. Who could blame him, though? Getting back out into the city just felt good , even if he was infiltrating drug rings with Jason Todd. “Pass the details.”
Spider-man swung overhead and listened as Red Hood drove below and explained. A well known turf lord in Crime Alley, called Black Mask, had been working overtime for the past few weeks on something extremely secretive. All of the goons and workers that Jason had managed to intercept knew nothing, other than the fact that something was happening.
Red Hood had managed to keep as close an eye as possible on all of Black Mask’s recent shipments, while stopping a few. There had been no obvious clues or leads as to what had been going on, but the vigilante had quite a few guesses.
“I was speaking to some of those Alley kids the other day- before you left. They were freaking the hell out over having their shit stolen by some shady guys in suits.” Red Hood explained, making a right turn onto an empty road with flickering street lights.
Spider-man listened, recalculating his trajectory in less than a second to follow the bike riding vigilante. “Are shady suit guys commonly associated with Black Mask?”
“Yeah, that’s kind of his whole thing.” Red Hood snorted, and Peter’s heart swelled. He was glad that he could make Jason laugh. “The problem with all this, though-” he cleared his throat, getting serious again. “Is that those suit guys are only giving the kids their stuff back in return for jobs .”
Spider-man blanked for a moment, processing. The obvious explanation was that the kids were being manipulated into doing Black Mask’s dirty work in return for their stolen goods. There was no need for the teen to ask Red Hood for any sort of confirmation.
He huffed, suddenly not feeling very amused anymore. “...Alright. What’s the move tonight, then?”
“With some help, I found out where they’re storing all the shit belonging to the kids.” Red Hood hummed, slowing down considerably. Spider-man compensated for this decrease in speed by running across the sides of the buildings instead of swinging. This allowed for him to keep a near even pace with the slowing bike below. “Tonight, you and I are gonna kick some ass.”
Spider-man can confidently say that he had never helped to take down a drug ring before. The closest thing he had done was probably taking down the Vulture and his illegal weapons business. Surely they were not all that different.
“We’ll also talk about those emotions of yours.”
Peter short-circuited so bad that he almost stumbled off of the wall he had been running across. He inhaled sharply, holding his breath as he jumped across the space from one building to the next. He should have been expecting this conversation, but it still made him lurch with anxiety.
Red Hood was silent for a few seconds, and Peter was grateful for the reprieve that allowed him to breathe. The quiet stretched on for as long as Jason allowed it, obviously letting the teen prepare for this hard talk ahead of them.
“...Yeah, I don’t-” Spider-man inhaled sharply again, not daring to look down at the moving bike below. “I don’t know what’s up with me.” His voice was tense, and he sounded unsure of himself. But really, he was unsure of everything that surrounded his emotions. “I didn’t used to be this- this-”
“Green?” Red Hood cut off carefully. It was a strange way to describe how Peter was feeling, but it was painfully accurate. The hellish color always seemed to be there in the corners of his vision. “...Yeah, me too.”
Spider-man’s mind blanked as he made another leap across building walls. “....I’m sorry- what? I don’t think I-”
“I get it, Webs.” Red Hood said, and the teen could just hear the eye roll. “You and I are similar in a lot of ways. I wish we weren’t, because we’re similar in terrible ways, but we are. There’s no taking it back, either.”
“Taking back what?” Peter felt breathless, and a soft ringing had started in his ears. He knew the answer before Jason even said it, the man’s voice crisp and precise in his ear.
“Death.”
The teenage vigilante once again fell silent, the weight of Red Hood’s words settling into his body like an unwelcome guest. Like the painfully familiar green, the words invaded his mind with uncomfortable realities and overwhelming dread.
The two stayed quiet the rest of the way to their destination.
Red Hood parked his bike in a dark alleyway, hiding the vehicle behind piles of black garbage bags. He looked up to Spider-man, who had been crouched above on the short roof, with a small nod. The younger vigilante joined him, jumping down to his side.
The man spoke quietly as they walked. “Your emotional and physical changes are likely being caused by something called a Lazarus Pit.” He started the explanation as clear as possible, and the teen listened like he needed the answers to survive. “It’s a.. Well, it’s a pool that can bring back the dead.”
“Like Lazarus.” Spider-man mumbled, getting a short nod from Red Hood in response. “...You think a Lazarus Pit is what revived me?” He asked for clarification.
“It’s what revived me.” Red Hood hummed carefully, leaning against a brick wall a few feet away from a heavy metal door. When Spider-man glanced around the area they had gone to, he recognized the building as condemned. The fire escapes above made it look like some sort of short apartment building, only being four stories tall.
“I’m not gonna go into details,” Red Hood huffed, pulling a gun off of his belt and checking the magazine, ensuring that it was loaded to his liking. “But I have died before. I know you have, too. If the emotions weren’t the give-away, it was your eyes and hair.”
Peter thought back to when he first noticed those changes- back during his first hours in Gotham. The white streak in his hair had made him sigh in exhaustion at first, but now it had become a regular sight. He was no longer surprised to see it in the mirror, alongside his newly green eyes.
“...Lazarus Pits change more than your looks, though. Have you seen it?” The man asked as he approached the door slowly.
Peter swallowed behind his mask, not sure if he wanted to ask for clarification or not. He gave in after a second though, following the older man close behind. “.....Seen..?”
“The Green.” He responded, suddenly kicking in the door. The solid metal collapsed under the force of his combat boot, and Spider-man was pleasantly surprised to feel that warning shiver go down his spine. His sixth sense was once again warning him that Red Hood- Jason - was dangerous.
Spider-man followed Red Hood inside without question, pulling himself up onto the low ceiling the moment he could. Despite the building being condemned, he immediately noticed that the air conditioning was still running. Someone was paying for the utilities- likely someone who worked for the city.
“Yeah, I’ve seen it-” The young vigilante huffed, crawling above Red Hood. They both moved quickly through the hallway, with the man on the floor peering into the rooms while the teen above disabled security cameras. “But is right now really the best time to be having a therapy session for me–”
“I was gonna explain this shit to you tonight even if we didn’t go out on patrol-” Red Hood snorted, clearing another room with a quick glance. “So really, it’s your own fault that we’re doing this here .”
“How comforting.” Spider-man said dryly, obviously not amused or looking forward to the rest of the conversation. “So what- the Green is what’s making me so emotional?”
“I’m sure you were already emotional, Webs.” The man joked, getting to a stairwell. While Red Hood made his way up the flights to the second floor on foot, Spider-man climbed between the railings to get up quicker, using his webs to aid in his ascent. “But yeah, it’s making you more emotionally sensitive. I’m assuming that you used to not get overwhelmed as easily as you do now?”
“Kinda.” Spider-man shrugged, kicking open the second floor’s entrance door and attaching himself to the wall, crouched and staring sideways down the dark corridor. “These guys can afford air conditioning and security cameras but not lights?” He joked.
Red Hood hummed. “Quit trying to change the subject.” The man chastised playfully, starting down one direction. Spider-man followed without question. Like the first floor, the pair cleared rooms and took out security cameras. “Your mind has been altered permanently, Webs. There isn’t really a cure for Pit Madness.”
“Pit Madness ?” Spider-man huffed, a bit offended. He was not mad , or insane . He was just more sensitive. “That’s a cheerful term, who made it up?”
“Dunno. I was taught about it by some old fucker in the Himilayas.” The eye roll was once again audible, and Peter smiled a bit under his mask. “But that’s what it’s called by anyone who knows about it, so get used to it.”
“Sure, sure. So-” Spider-man pulled himself quickly down the hall like a slingshot using his webs, crushing a camera under his boot at the other end. “If there’s no cure, then what am I supposed to do about it?”
“Well, you’ve got a few options.” The man sounded teasingly enthusiastic. “You could pussy out, quit being a vigilante. Stress tends to make it worse, so staying in this line of work is only gonna make everything harder.”
“Pff-” Spider-man snickered. “Good luck getting me to stop, Red Hood. I’m only getting started!”
“That’s what I thought you’d say.” The man huffed out a laugh, meeting Spider-man at the end of the hall after quickly clearing the final room. The duo turned and continued the routine in the next corridor. “So your other option–”
“Pills?” Spider-man joked, feigning enthusiasm.
“Is to embrace it.” Red Hood did not miss a beat, even with Spider-man’s interruption. “You can do what I did, and learn to use the Green to your advantage.”
“..Lemme get this straight-” Spider-man huffed, dropping down from the ceiling in front of Red Hood, stopping the man in his tracks. He had his hands on his hips, a skeptical glare, and an obvious frown in his voice. “You want me to use something that stresses me out and makes me run away to another state , to my advantage ?” He clarified, emphasizing how crazy it sounded.
“Exactly.” Red Hood snickered, patting Spider-man’s shoulder and slipping past him. “I do it, and I turned out great.”
“You’re the only one in the family who uses guns, and you actually kill people.” Spider-man deadpanned, but turned and followed him after a second of being dazed by how crazy everything still sounded.
“ Now you’re getting it, Webs.” The man had a smile in his voice, one that only confused Peter further. They stopped when they got to the stairwell once more, where Red Hood turned to face Spider-man. “Things are hard for you because you’re fighting the Pit with all of your energy. It’s wearing you thin.”
“Well, yeah.” Spider-man shrugged. “I don’t wanna give into it.”
“Why not?”
“Because it’s not right.”
Red Hood paused for a few seconds, letting the words fill the corridor behind them. “...And what makes it not right?”
“...Morals?” Spider-man said, once again sounding unsure.
“So, by that logic, you’re saying that I don’t have morals.”
The alarms in Peter’s mind immediately went off, and he raised his hands in defense. “Wh- no, I didn’t mean it like that –”
“Spidey-” Red Hood snickered, shaking his head and crossing his arms. “ Relax, dude. I know what you meant.”
The teen sighed in relief, letting his shoulders drop. “...You’re such an asshole, Red.”
“Mhm. That’s my job as a certified older brother.” He chuckled, turning and entering the stairwell to go up to the third floor. His words had once again made Spider-man short-circuit. Did… did he mean it in a general sense, or was he calling himself Peter’s older brother? Either way, it made the teen’s chest grow fond as he moved to follow him up once more.
“...So, what you’re telling me is that I need to… relax?”
“Kinda.” Red Hood said, busting down the door and entering the third floor hallways. Upon seeing no immediate signs of life or criminal activity, he cursed under his breath. “ Of course these bastards are on the top floor… ”
Spider-man stayed silent for a bit, waiting for more elaboration as they began clearing the third floor.
“...You gotta learn to bargain with it, but not in a literal sense.” Red Hood was quick to clarify, not wanting the teen to take his metaphor entirely seriously. “Give in a little bit, and it’ll lay off.”
“...The last time I gave into it, I ended up on top of a crane, Red Hood.” Spider-man sighed, not looking forward to listening to the green again.
“No, you ended up on top of a crane because you’ve been fighting it for so long.” Red Hood tried explaining, even if he knew that it did not make much sense. “From the beginning of your second life, the green has been there; even if you haven’t noticed it.”
“Okay? And?”
“From the beginning, it’s been wanting you to give in. Let loose, and stop pulling your punches.”
Spider-man frowned. “...But it hasn’t been here the entire time. It’s only become a recent thing.”
“...Tell me about that first day you spent with Dick.”
The teen paused into silence as he took out two more security cameras. He mentally noted that both of them were different from the ones on the lower floors. He realized quickly that the previous cameras had been decoys, and that these were the real ones.
“...Well, we hung out at the Manor. We ran around outside a bit, and then you came home, so we came back inside to see you.” He huffed. “I don’t understand how this is relevant.”
“When you ran, did you hold back? Did you keep yourself slow?”
“...Kind of. At first, at least. I uh, kinda let loose the more I trusted him. But he’s easy to trust.” Spider-man smiled a bit, thinking back to that day. Things were so much easier then.
“You let loose . You allowed yourself to express your immense power, Webs.” Red Hood explained. “You didn’t fight it, so it stayed calm. But then …”
“...I started doing vigilante work again.” The teen said quietly, realization dawned on him. “....But- Red Hood, I have to fight it if I’m Spider-man. I don’t wanna hurt people-”
“Batman hurts people everyday, so do I. Do you think that makes us bad people?”
“B is questionable.” Spider-man frowned, pettiness settling into his tone. “....But no. You aren’t bad people.”
“Even if I’ve killed?”
“Yeah, even if you’ve killed.”
The fourth floor of the building was different from the first three. Firstly, it actually had lights . The hallways were illuminated with corporate LEDs that made everything too artificially bright. The vigilantes could more clearly see the peeling yellow wallpaper and the concrete gray floors.
Secondly, the doors were all metal. Previously, every room that Red Hood had looked into had a wooden door, usually off of its hinges or bearing large holes. Now, they were all shiny, and locked tight.
Finally, there was an overwhelming smell of rot . It made Spider-man wrinkle his nose in disgust, and even Red Hood made a low comment about breathing through his mouth. The two did not need to exchange a glance to know that they would find everything here.
Mentally Spider-man braced for a fight. His brain worked a mile a minute, estimating the size of the rooms and hallways to later work out mid-battle trajectories. His pre-fight assessments had been crucial in the past, and he would be damned if he stopped doing them now. Usually, he would have Karen in his ear to aid him. Not this time.
“I don’t want you pulling punches, Peter.” Red Hood said, only loud enough to be picked up by the comm microphone. The use of his actual name made the teen bristle, looking down at Red Hood from above with obvious uncertainty. He was met by the stony assurance of Red Hood’s helmet. “I mean it. Let loose, dude. You’ll understand what I mean.”
Despite the moral dilemma, and his own personal qualms, Peter nodded quietly. Satisfied with his compliance, Red Hood waved him down off the ceiling, and the two advanced on foot.
For the first few minutes, the duo were silently searching rooms. Red Hood provided a short description of the things they were needing, and the people they would likely encounter, all so Spider-man was not completely blind. The teen appreciated the transparency from the older vigilante.
When the first few rooms were empty apartments, holding nothing of importance, Red Hood made a low noise of discontent. Wordlessly, the two moved on to the next corridor. When it was revealed as empty, it only ticked Red Hood off further.
Spider-man, noticing the annoyance, decided to take the lead. “Relax, Red Hood. If the building is empty, then we can track them using their shipments, right? Isn’t that what you did before?” He hummed, peeking into a small studio apartment that still had a wooden bed frame inside, which was withering with age. “Besides, everyone makes mistakes. Maybe you tracked them wrong?”
“ Red Robin , doesn’t make mistakes. He found this place for me.” Red Hood admitted with a huff, carefully pushing past Peter to retake the lead. Spider-man stared at Red Hood’s back with surprise. Of course, he had known Jason had help from one of the Bats, but he had not expected it to be Tim .
It made sense. There was no denying how smart that the teen was. He’s pretty sure he once read online that Batman called Red Robin the world’s greatest detective.
“...So maybe they’re not home.” Spider-man said, matching his pace with Red Hood’s once more as they explored. “Makes our job easier, right?”
“They wouldn’t leave everything unattended.” Red Hood huffed.
“Lunch break, then?-”
Their banter was suddenly cut off by gunfire and flying bullets, and Spider-man’s sixth sense took over. His body moved on its own, first side stepping and ducking backwards to avoid the flying metal that had been aimed at his neck. He twisted and turned around the ammunition, falling into a roll that ended with his feet flat against the wall, which he used to quickly pull and crawl up.
In the haze of it all, he had shot out a line of webs that connected to Red Hood’s jacket and yanked . The man was pulled back suddenly, stumbling on his own feet in surprise at Spider-man’s display of raw strength. Within seconds, the two were rounding a corner together, narrowly avoiding the spray.
“I’m gonna assume that that’s from those goons–” Spider-man huffed, back pressed against the wall. The sound of shouting and footsteps joined the continued gunfire, and he knew that they had to move. Red Hood had the same revelation, grabbing the younger vigilante’s wrist and pulling them both out of their stupor.
The pair ran down the hallway, and Red Hood pulled them both into the first room on their left. The empty apartment was dark, and it took Peter a second or two to adjust to the new lighting. When he did though, he very quickly realized that the room was not empty.
The floor was lined with suitcases, leaving only a thin walkway for someone to navigate the room. Each suitcase was filled with meticulously wrapped… things. It took no genius to figure that they were packages of drugs. Based on the shape and size, he had to guess something powdered.
“ Cocaine. ” he whispered, looking down at the sheer amount. And this was only one room- how many more on the fourth floor were filled up like this? Was this what the kids were being blackmailed for?
“Yeah, and a shit ton of it.” Red Hood glared around the room, having activated the night vision on his helmet. “...Oracle, call the cops. I’m sending you the address via cell.” Red Hood huffed, quickly pulling his cell phone out of his pocket and texting the information.
Spider-man bristled, that danger sense going off once more. “Red Hood, get down!!-” he shouted, using his webs to once again yank the man out of the way. Just in time, too. As Red Hood collided with Spider-man in a pile of limbs and shouting, gunfire filled the space that he had just been standing.
“Shit- Red-” Spider-man coughed, untangling himself as fast as possible from their pile on the floor. After being freed, he pulled himself up onto the ceiling, crouching upside down and looking down to the vigilante. “You okay??-”
“Just peachy–” He could hear the glare in Jason’s voice, and promptly decided to shut up. “C’mon, Webs. No more running. It’s now or never.”
For a few short moments, Spider-man shut his eyes tight. He felt himself breathe, relishing in the slow rise and fall of his chest. In reality, he only stayed like that for less than a second, but it felt like centuries.
When his eyes opened, he sprung into action in a rush of Green. The hellish color filled his vision as he moved at insane speeds, crawling along the ceiling, flipping around, and dropping down on top of a man wearing a heavy black suit.
The impact told Spider-man that the man had on some sort of body armor underneath his clothes, but that information was pocketed while he wrapped his legs around the man’s neck. Now, in the position of riding his shoulders, he threw his body weight back as hard as possible. The man let out a startled yelp as he was pulled backwards to the ground. Spider-man released his leg-hold as he fell into a half back handspring to stick his landing.
A few feet away, Red Hood had ambushed two goons at once, holding one in a one-armed headlock and shooting an unnecessary amount of bullets at the other. One faced the impact of flying ammunition while the other lost air rapidly, trying to fight back in a panic. But Red Hood was strong .
Courtesy of the Pit, Spider-man thought as he disarmed two men still standing in the doorway by webbing up their guns’ barrels. Confused by the sudden lack of gunfire, the two suited figures abandoned the guns in favor of pulling knives from hidden compartments in their jackets.
Spider-man approached at breakneck speed, vaulting off of the walls in a zig-zagging pattern. It shook the goons enough to make their accuracy falter, which was his exact intention. When he got close enough, the two started stabbing and slicing, but were too frazzled by the young vigilante’s sporadic movements to land a good blow.
Using the momentum and height he gained, Spider-man came down on the first suited figure with bent knees that collided with his shoulders, forcing the man to fall down. He rolled over his head once he made impact with the floor, using that moment to also shoot webs onto the fallen man’s chest. They connected firmly, and once Spider-man had rolled into his crouch, he pulled .
The man was lifted off of the floor in a short arch, and the momentum of Spider-man’s acrobatics caused him to fly through the air over the vigilante's head. He screamed with panic as he collided with the other suited figure. The entire maneuver lasted less than six seconds, and once the goons had collided and fallen, Spider-man finished the confrontation by webbing them both to the ground in a tangled pile of limbs.
The alarms rang in his ears and spine as his sixth sense alerted him of more danger, and the young vigilante fell back into the fray as more suited goons appeared in the doorway.
When Robin went on patrol, he went alone. Despite Batman’s orders to stay put in the Manor for the night, the young boy found himself defying him. The little act of rebellion came with reason, of course. He had been intending on listening to his father, but then he got a text.
Damian, Jason
Jason ; Feel like apologizing to Peter?
Jason ; Address Attached
Jason ; Don’t get followed.
Who was Damian to pass up an opportunity like this? A quick trip down to the Batcomputer, while narrowly avoiding being caught by Alfred, showed the map of the city. Red Hood’s tracker was online, and in the exact location that Jason had texted him. This was no trick, or prank. This was a real, honest chance.
Robin was out of the Batcave in minutes, riding a motorcycle that definitely belonged to Spoiler. If it’s purple color was not the dead give away, it was the fake license plate that literally said SP01L3R. He cared not for his mode of transportation, though. He had a destination, and planned to be there in record time.
When Robin arrived at the building fifteen minutes later (after running every red light and nearly hitting a fire hydrant) , he was surprised to find the door already busted in. Stepping inside revealed the sounds of gunfire coming from the floors above, and he did not hesitate to find the stairwell and run up. He went until the gunfire was as clear as day, which landed him on the topmost floor.
Upon stepping into the hallway, birdarangs nestled comfortably between his gloved fingers, he was immediately made aware of the chaos that had ensued. Gunfire mixed with the sound of screams of terror, as people shouted and cursed.
“What the fuck is that thing??-” An unknown voice shouted, obviously fearful. He was, however, cut off by a gruesome crunch that reverberated in the halls, mixing with his blood curdling scream. Robin followed the noise, rounding a corner.
Bullet holes lined the walls. Above, a light flickered, glass shattered from a stray bullet. Halfway down the hall, a door opened into a dark room. Someone inside screamed, and within seconds, a suited person tried running out of the room. He only made it two steps out before a line of spider webs attached to his back, dragging him back in. The look of fear in his eyes would have been enough to shake anyone else in Robin’s family. Not him.
He approached the room, stepping over shards of glass, bullet shells, pools of blood, and abandoned weapons covered in webs. Robin took two breaths, steadying himself out. He shifted the sharp weapons in his hands before ducking into the room, leaning against the short entrance hall’s wall as he looked around. The darkvision in his mask activated automatically, mixing with the light of the hallway and giving him a clear view of the carnage before himself.
At least ten people were laid out in various spots in the room, folded over suitcases or leaned against the walls that were peeling with age. All of them had some sort of webbing on them, trapping them in place or preventing them from using their mouths. One man even had his hands webbed to the wall above his head, looking close to some sort of medieval prisoner in that position.
Packages of white powder, previously in the suitcases, were now strewn about the floor in chaos. The powder, which Damian could only assume was a drug, had been partially destroyed in some cases. There was still plenty to be used as evidence and taken by the police, but the damaged packages were concerning in the immediate moment. It was like someone had unintentionally torn into them in the chaos of the fight, which seems to have just ended.
The sole object of Robin’s focus though, was Spider-man.
The teenage vigilante stood in the center of the room, back to back with Red Hood, with his hands raised. It was like he was ready to shoot out more webs, or even swing on someone, even if all of the criminals had already been disabled and disarmed. There was something about his stance, and the tensity in his shoulders, that was familiar to Damian. It reminded him of Jason, who was right behind the teen in a similar position.
They both breathed heavy breaths, finding their own centers in the afterglow of the battle. This Spider-man looked nothing like the one that he had previously observed. This Spider-man was not gentle, or excited, or carefree.
This Spider-man was deadly.
“...Robin.” Red Hood’s smirk bled into his voice, and the man looked over to face the younger vigilante. He dropped his own hands, which each held a pistol, and huffed out a chuckle. “Took you long enough. I was hoping you’d help finish the fight, but I guess we didn’t need the backup after all.” The man shrugged.
When Spider-man turned to look at Robin, that tensity did not leave his shoulders. He did not relax like Red Hood had. There was no fondness in his posture, and it was like he was looking at another enemy.
But then Spider-man blinked, and came back to the present.
That overwhelming Green had pulled back from Peter’s vision. In the haze of the fight, he could recall essentially everything having a green filter in his vision. It had taken over, he had given in. Looking around, with only his eyes, he assessed the damage that he had caused.
Packages of cocaine had been torn in the frenzy, either by himself or by those that tried to run. People were unconscious, webbed to the floor and walls. Each of them had some sort of major injury- a broken jaw, a dislocated shoulder, or a necklace of webbing that restricted their airflow enough to keep them dizzy and incoherent. He did that.
And it felt good. He tried not to dwell on what that meant for his future battles.
“...Spider-man.” Robin said calmly, greeting the teen. Despite the forced calmness, there was still a tremble in the back of his throat. He had no clue what was going on in Peter’s mind, let alone how he was feeling emotionally. He was prepared to treat this entire encounter with utmost care.
The teen stared at Robin for an impossible amount of time. It did not take long for the air to grow thick with awkward tension once more.
But then he reached up and pulled off his mask. The familiar green eyes of Peter connected with Robin’s domino mask, and it was like he was an entirely different person. Spider-man was tense, cautious, and deadly. But Peter was longing, nervous, and relieved. Relieved to see Damian.
The young boy followed suit, tugging off the domino mask. His lips pressed into a tight line as he forced himself to stay quiet, afraid of ruining this. He would hate for Peter to run again; he would never forgive himself.
But Peter did not run. Instead, he took one step, and then another, until he was only three feet from Damian. He looked down at the boy who looked right back up at him. Damian hesitated, and then opened his mouth to speak. He was unsure of what he would even say- an apology, or perhaps even another greeting. But he had no chance to even start , because within a second he was wrapped in the tight arms of Peter Parker.
Damian could not resist melting in his arms, inhaling sharply to prevent himself from holding his breath in shock. He clung onto Peter just as tightly, green gloves digging into the Spider Armor’s golden spine like it was a lifeline.
“ I’m so sorry, Peter– ” Damian said in a shaky mumble, face burning an imprint into the collarbone and shoulder of the other vigilante’s costume. “ I’m so sorry– ”
“I-I’m sorry too, Damian- I shouldn’t have ran–” Peter stuttered, lowering down onto his knees until both him and the boy were on the ground, still clinging to each other. “I was just- I was so overwhelmed , a-and I felt like I had no choice–”
“Shut up, none of this is your fault–” Damian demanded, an intensity rising in his voice. He pulled back to glare at Peter, green eyes locking onto green “We handled everything so poorly , and the moment we knew that you were a vigilante, we should have said something–” The boy sniffled, blinking away tears. “I wanted to tell you-”
“I know you did, Dami. I know.” Peter reassured quietly, pressing a firm hand into the boy’s back to hold him in place. “I forgive you, I promise. For all of it.”
The noise that Damian made in response to that made Peter’s heart falter. He pulled back a bit more to look the boy in the face, throwing on one of his award-winning Spider-man smiles. “...Just.. Y’know, don’t throw sharp things at me anymore. That’s how you can atone, or whatever.”
Damian stared at Peter with tight lips and a small glare, before pulling him back in and continuing the embrace. The teen had never known Damian to be so clingy, and he was pleasantly surprised. This must mean that the boy really was sorry, and really was serious.
“ Come home. ”
If not for his enhanced hearing, Peter might not have heard it. The statement had him at a loss for words, staring at the empty doorway behind Damian and out into the lit hallway. He… really wanted for Peter to come back to the Manor.
The earlier conversation with Duke came to mind. He wanted Peter to come back, too. So did Cass, if that hug had meant anything special.
Jason’s words also crossed his mind. “We’re staying here until you’re ready to go back to the Manor.”
Peter swallowed uncertainly, but did not allow his hold on the younger boy to falter. Questions and probabilities cranked through his mind, which worked like a factory. Every possible outcome presented itself. The more he thought, the more he figured that going back would be a terrible idea.
But Duke and Cass had not been mad. Damian was not mad. Jason was not mad.
As for the unaccounted family members, he doubted that Dick would be mad. He’d probably be one of the most relieved ones to have Peter in the safety of the Manor once more. He was an older brother type, always worrying about those around him. Now he understood where Jason got all of those brotherly urges from. He had a good role model in Dick.
Stephanie would probably be delighted to have Peter back at the Manor, not that she even lived there permanently. She would celebrate his return with a visit of her own, where they’d play Mario Kart until their thumbs no longer functioned. She’d make a silly comment about how it’s been ages since they’ve seen each other, voice laced with fondness and worry.
Tim would greet Peter with anxiety and relief upon seeing him return in one piece. The teen was always one to worry, and Peter had no doubt that the boy had been tremendous in the efforts to find him. Regardless of their past transgressions, Tim cared about Peter.
Alfred would bombard Peter with food, careful questions, and an appraising eye that would search for any injuries he had sustained. Of course, there would be none. Jason had already taken care of as much as he could, and with Peter’s healing factor, there was barely a bruise left on his skin. Still, the old man would worry over Peter like a mother hen, wrapping his ribs in unneeded bandages and giving him plenty of warm drinks to nurse his throat. He would give Peter the fondest of smiles and the quietest of words, maybe even quieter than Cass. His appreciation of his presence would be obvious in how doting he would be.
And Bruce…
Bruce would apologize. In his own, weird, emotionally absent way, he would apologize. The man would not leave any stone unturned, probably one to overanalyze something as simple as an I’m Sorry. But he would apologize. That was something that Peter was certain about.
Why am I even afraid to go home?
Home?
Is that what I’m calling the Manor now?
Peter tightened his grip on Damian, who tightened his own in earnest. He cast a glance back at Jason, who had taken off both his helmet and the domino mask that he wore underneath. Calm Green met Calm Green, and he did not need a verbal confirmation of the decision to be made.
“...Yeah, okay.” Peter said with a weak smile and a crack in his voice. The tears were starting to catch up to him. He cleared his throat, but it did no good in masking the emotion in his voice. The relief . “...Take me home, Damian.”
The ride back to Wayne Manor was quiet. Robin and Red Hood rode on their respective motorcycles, one in front of the other as they ran redlights and skidded around corners. They disobeyed traffic laws like it was a birthright- and as a Wayne child, it kind of was.
Overhead, Spider-man swung freely through the city, following the duo as they neared the bridge to Bristol. He did flips in the air, ran across windows, and lept from building to building in order to keep pace. He never lost sight of the two, but even if he had, he had no worries that they would slow down to allow him to catch up.
When they got to the short bridge leading to the richer part of Gotham, Spider-man dropped down from the large metal supports. He landed on the back of Red Hood’s motorcycle, but the sudden added weight did nothing for the expert driver’s balance and control. Spider-man attached himself to the bike using his sticky tendency, and tried to calm his racing heart for the rest of the ride.
The short two minutes that it took to get from the bridge to the back of the Wayne property, Peter tried not to fall into his head, He knew that was a dangerous place, infested with a Green that he had only just learned to appease. He feared that falling back in would only aggravate the Pit Madness once more.
So instead of falling into his emotions, he fell into his memories of home. He thought of the kitchen that always smelled so delicious, as the person inside was a master at their craft. He thought of the green grass outside, that had been perfect to run around on. He thought about the room with the old gaming console, booted up and ready to play with his friends.
The images of the Manor comforted his heart in a way that he thought they never could. He was eager to get back into its dark yet comforting walls.
When the bikes descended the hidden ramp into the underground tunnel that led to the Batcave, Peter’s previous anxieties were replaced by giddy excitement. He did not even wait for Jason to fully park the bike before climbing off. He ran up to the Batcomputer like it was the most natural thing in the world, looking up at the map of Gotham.
Three trackers were still in the city- and he quickly guessed that they belonged to Batman (Bruce) , Black Bat (Cassandra) , and Nightwing (Dick) .
“Can we call them home?” Peter asked, looking back down to Jason and Damian as they dismounted their bikes and once again peeled off their masks. The youngest Wayne frowned, not too keen on the idea. Jason seemed to share the sentiment.
“Gotham needs Batman, just give him another few hours. Cass will come home on her own time.” Jason explained, joining Peter at the computer. He looked up at the screen with a smug smirk. “And Dick will go back to Bl üdhaven. He’ll figure it out and be pissed .”
Peter deadpanned, rolling his eyes after another second. He couldn’t help the smile that formed on his face. “Of course you find that funny.”
“Don’t worry, he’ll flock home soon enough when he figures out that you’re here.” Jason hummed, sticking his hands in his pockets with a relaxed smirk as he watched the trackers travel across the map.
The teen stared at Jason for a few moments before sighing with a little smile, leaving the platform to join Damian near the staircase up. “You’re a lot like him, y’know.”
“Like who?” Jason asked, still watching the trackers.
Peter’s smile widened as he looked back at Jason over his shoulder, watching the man for a few moments before responding. “Your brother.” With that, Peter took Damian’s hand, and allowed the youngest Wayne son to lead him up into the main house. The pair left a frozen Jason in the cave, who was letting Peter’s words envelop him like a warm hug that melted his heart.
Alfred Pennyworth was stirred from his rest at two in the morning by a quiet knocking on his door. The man lifted from his bed, frowning. This was odd behavior coming from the residents of the Manor. Usually, if someone needed something after patrol, they would wake him up without a knock or hesitation.
The man exercised a bit of caution as he approached his door, rubbing his eyes before pulling it open. He was surprised to look down and see Damian Wayne, still in his Robin outfit. That was.. Immediately concerning, considering Bruce had directed the boy not to go out.
“...Master Damian. May I ask why you’re in your uniform and not in bed?” He raised a pointed brow, the smell of teenage spirit and rebellion thick in the hallway.
Damian’s smile only seemed to grow into a smirk as he placed his hands on his hips. “I’ve returned with precious cargo. Jason and I would like for you to examine it, please.”
“...Precious cargo.” Alfred repeated carefully, hoping to put across just how senseless the boy was sounding. “Master Damian, have you hit your head? What precious cargo are you referring to?”
“It’s in the kitchen. Jason’s in the process of making it an omelet, I think.”
The butler paused as Damian turned and walked down the hall toward the stairs, radiating pride and smugness. It took a few moments for the older man’s still waking brain to fully compute the young Master’s words. However, once he had, he was hastily leaving his room to join Damian downstairs, the door still left ajar, as he had been too rushed to fully close it.
The trip downstairs felt like it lasted a millenia, as anticipation caused sweat to form on his brow. If Damian was referring to who he thought he was referring to, then Alfred may just have to consider persuading Bruce into getting that tarantula the boy had always wanted. When he got to the first floor, he stood a few feet away from the kitchen’s entrance, listening in on the conversation being had.
“Did you butter the pan?”
“Shit, you’re supposed to do that?”
“Wh- of course you’re supposed to butter it, you idiot–”
The laughter that mixed with the two voices simultaneously made Alfred’s heart swell and pinch. He carefully stepped toward and through the threshold, swallowing his doubts as he glanced around the space.
Standing at the stove, Jason Todd hastily moved a stainless steel skillet from a lit burner to an empty one, removing it from the heat. The smell of eggs both sizzling and burning filled the room. He looked a bit nervous, obviously a bit shabby in the means of preparing breakfast foods.
Nearby, Damian was reading out of one of Alfred’s many cook books. This one was an older one, and the boy was glaring at the pages as he berated Jason for starting without him. Apparently, they had wanted to cook together, but the older Wayne son was too eager to start.
In the breakfast nook, settled into a corner and typing on his red cell phone, was a lanky boy with semi-curly brown hair that housed a white streak near his hairline. His big green eyes looked tired, but content, as he looked down at the screen. A little smile was displayed on his face. The Spider Armor had conformed comfortably to his figure, allowing him to fold into the corner of the bench seat and the wall.
“...Peter.” He said breathlessly, staring at the teen, who looked up when his name was said. He paused upon spotting Alfred, eyes widening just a bit. The two stared for a long few seconds while the two Wayne sons continued to bicker, before Peter launched himself out of the booth and at Alfred, who did not hesitate to envelope him in the grandest of hugs.
“By God,” Alfred sighed, taking in the feeling of holding the teen so close. Peter stuck to the man like glue, arms around his shoulders tight. “You’re really home.”
Peter sniffled, and Alfred could feel his smile. “Yeah, I’m home.”
“Master Peter,” Alfred fretted quietly, pulling away to look at the teen’s face. “Please, allow me to check you for any injuries. I have no doubt in Master Jason’s care, but it would ease my heart to know for myself.”
The teen smiled, nodding in compliance. “..Sounds good to me, Alf.” He paused, hesitating, before his smile became sheepish. “... Master Peter..?”
“Why, of course. The Manor is your home , making you one of the many Young Masters.” Alfred sighed with a chuckle, ushering the boy to sit at the kitchen island. He chose to ignore the continuous smell of burning eggs coming from the stove, where Damian and Jason continued to bicker loudly. “I should have used the title for you much sooner, really.”
Peter snickered, shaking his head and hopping up to sit on the island counter. “..Whatever you say, Alfred.” He hummed, content. “...I am really hungry, though, so let’s make this quick.” He joked, winking at the older man, who just chuckled in response.
“Of course, Master Peter.”
Notes:
Seriously, big shout-out to Moon for beta-reading both 14 and 15. They did fantastic, and neither would have been uploaded so soon without them!
The entire contents of this chapter were actually supposed to be in chapter 14, but it got far too long (17k words...) I pray for your attention spans.
As usual, I love and read every single comment. Thanks for all the support, guys <3
-clovr
Chapter 16: Stand Tall, Little Spider, Stand Tall
Notes:
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I'm glad to be back. I'm hoping to get back to a more normal posting routine like before. I can't give exact dates, but I'm hoping to do one chapter every 4-7 days. We'll be back to our regularly scheduled shenanigans in no time! I've got some fun announcements in the end notes as well, so once you're done reading give that a looksie!CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
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Chapter Text
Insomnia is something that Tim Drake had always been familiar with. He could recall nights from his childhood, alone in that big empty house, restlessly staring at the ceiling for hours on end. Sleep never came easy to him. Maybe it was his anxieties of his mother and father never returning from their endlessly long trips out of the country. Perhaps even, it was the stress of knowing he was not and would never be enough for them.
Nowadays, he worried about other things when sleep evaded him. Instead of his former parents, he would worry about his new family. The new family that cared, so he had obviously cared, too. He worried about Bruce, and if the man was putting too much on his own shoulders. He worried about Dick, and about that persistent smile. He worried about Jason, and just how much more the man would take before inevitably leaving again. He worried about Alfred, who put in so much effort for this family. He worried about Cassandra, and if he was doing enough to keep her loved and welcomed. He worried about Stephanie, and about what would happen if her father ever returned. He worried about Duke, and if being the primary daytime defender at such a young age was causing too much stress. He worried about Barbara, and how she really felt about having Batgirl taken from her all those years ago.
He even worried about Peter.
All of the unanswered questions left a pit of nausea in his stomach. It had him tossing and turning, mentally pleading for sleep to take him so that he would not have to face the world anymore. How could he face the world when he had been so cruel?
His accusations against Tony Stark were never baseless, but now he could see just how senseless that they were. Not only had he driven a rift between himself and Peter, but between the family and Peter. Of course he blamed himself for his running.
And when Jason found him on top of that crane? Tim thought that his heart may have stopped.
So on nights like this, where visions of Peter, the Joker, and his Parents infested the corners of his dark room, he did anything to distract himself.
Escaping his suffocatingly dark bedroom had been the first step. He threw his legs over the side of the bed, sock-covered feet hitting the ground silently. He stood, swiped his cellphone and thermos of cold coffee off of the night stand, and left the bedroom, leaving his door slightly ajar. Anyone who would walk by would know that he was somewhere else.
Jason had said that he was taking Peter home, but he never specified which home. He was not stupid; he knew Jason would not bring him to the Manor. Not yet, at least. Peter was far too fragile at the moment to be put back in the very place he had run from.
Despite knowing that the teen would be safe with Jason, part of him still held an intense worry. It made his heart clench and his eyes water. He wanted to make sure that Peter was okay. He wanted to be there for him. He wanted to help.
That’s all he had ever wanted to do, really. Help.
The teen’s feet moved on their own, directing him down stairs and halls and through hidden doors until he was entering the Batcave. A quick glance around told him that the space was empty. Looking up to the Batcomputer’s biggest monitor revealed that Bruce, Stephanie, Dick, and Damian were all out. Barbara was safe and sound in her own apartment, while everyone else’s trackers sat stagnant on top of Wayne Manor.
Jason’s tracker was absent. He must have turned it off to avoid being followed. As smart as the decision was, considering the goal was to not overwhelm Peter, Tim still felt bitter. How could he help if he could not even get to Peter?
Tim sank into the rolling chair at the Batcomputer’s long desk, letting his head fall into his hands. He squeezed his eyes tightly shut, trying to stop them from watering anymore. Crying would do him no good.
The morning that they discovered Peter had left, the entire family had been a wreck. Jason, Duke, and Damian wanted to go out and search immediately. Cass and Steph had worried endlessly, but the blonde had also been worried about the events of the day. They were supposed to introduce Peter to Gotham- he was supposed to publicly join the family. There were hundreds of guests and dozens of reporters all coming to the Manor that same day, what were they supposed to do?
Jason and Dick were able to get out of Gala duty in favor of investigating Peter’s disappearance. Cass, even after being instructed to stay at the Manor, went with the brothers anyway. Stephanie and Duke made pleasant appearances and conversation for as long as possible during the event, but eventually excused themselves to go to bed . Tim knew better; he knew that they left to go search with the others.
Tim and Damian were left to make face for the sake of the Wayne family name under their father’s watchful gaze. Too many children of his missing from the Gala meant that the two remaining had to be on their best behavior.
The hours were hell. The family searched with a fervor Tim had grown too familiar with over the years. With the revelation of Karen downloading itself to the Batcomputer’s systems, and the even more horrifying reality that Peter had left her, finding him only became more urgent.
Despite his intense worry, and his desire to help, he felt useless. Tim Drake felt like he had no solid way to fully assist in the rescue. When they spotted Peter swinging through New York like a madman, and Jason volunteered immediately to retrieve him, no one could find the words to offer help. It was a mission that Jason conducted alone, and it had gone successfully.
Peter was still gone though; at least, gone from the protective blanket that the Manor offered. He was somewhere with Jason, and he was there for the foreseeable future. That’s what Cassandra had said when Tim asked.
Tim broke down, but it was only one of many breakdowns that had happened during the last few days.
So, in his eagerness to help, but his lack of context or understanding of the full situation, Tim looked for something that would make him useful. That was all that he could do.
The crushed hearing aid sat alone on a nearby workbench, situated closer to the technical side of the Cave. There were machines, trinkets, and other various devices all lined up on shelves and racks. The hearing aid found itself front and center, abandoned when it held no use in finding Peter.
Tim sat up slowly in the rolling chair, rising to his feet a moment later and approaching the table. He looked down at the hearing aid, which had been crushed into uneven pieces with strange edges that made no structural sense.
His hands had found a screwdriver before his mind had even fully been made up. The exhausted teen got to work with the intention of not stopping until someone made him. When Peter came home, whenever that may be- he would come home to an apology made of words and metal.
Bruce was tired.
Well, that was the understatement of the century. Sure, he was tired, but to a much more extreme level than most people would be able to function with. He had not slept since Peter left. His days were devoted to stalling the press after the Gala, and his nights to searching for his missing boy.
His son.
Once upon a time, Bruce told himself not to get attached. He told himself that taking in one more was a bad idea- it would only result in pain and heartache. The man had tried so desperately to trust himself, too. He tried so hard to keep at a safe distance.
But Peter Parker, despite his strange behavior and shady secrets, fit right in with his children. He fit right into Bruce’s life . How could he have turned him away? All that he could have thought to do was keep Peter safe.
And look where that landed them both. Bruce? Sleep deprived. Peter? Somewhere with Jason.
At least being with Jason meant that Peter was safe. That was a blessing that Bruce was certain to not underestimate. He trusted his second oldest, and he knew that Jason would keep Peter secure and safe. Maybe even comfortable, considering the blossoming friendship between the two. The brotherhood .
His patrol was going fine. Sure, he was definitely lacking sleep and focus, but the opportunity to track down and punch some low-level Riddler Worshippers alongside Nightwing and Black Bat was a welcome distraction from all of the issues happening within his family.
When he got the beep in his ear signaling that someone had entered the cave, he thought nothing of it. Alfred could be cleaning, or maybe Tim or Damian woke up to get some extra work done. He had instructed them both to stay home- they needed rest. They were too stressed for their age, and the night off would be good for them.
So he let the reminder that someone was in the Cave melt into the back of his mind.
The warehouse that Batman, Black Bat, and Nightwing had found themselves in was unassuming. It was dusty, abandoned, and stacked with crates upon crates of nothing. Each box had been sprayed on the side with a purple or green question mark; an obvious sign of the Riddler’s presence.
The case had been simple: locate the Riddler, return him to Arkham, punch some goons in the process. It was a plan put into words by Nightwing, which had made Black Bat giggle, and the tenseness in Batman’s shoulders unwind just a bit. The laid-back attitude of the Boy Wonder never failed to soothe him.
However, it was only after a second, then third, then fourth beep went off in his ear did Bruce hesitate. He did a mental roll call of people who had access to the cave.
Dick and Cassandra? Both at his sides. Duke? Asleep. Damian and Tim? Also asleep, he hoped. Alfred? Either cleaning or in bed. Stephanie? At her mother’s apartment. Barbara? At her own apartment.
Jason and Peter? Unaccounted for. But even the unlikely possibility of it being them made Bruce’s stomach tighten. Had they come home? If they did, they chose now on purpose, knowing that he would be gone.
How could he blame them, after everything he had done?
Peter decided that omelets were best enjoyed under two conditions. The first was that they were made by someone else, preferably a friend or roommate. Someone who you trust and see often. Someone who knows just how many to make, even with your enhanced metabolism and strange topping requests.
The second condition was that they were made with laughter. A little bit of sibling bickering never hurt, either. The quiet confrontation between Jason and Damian made Peter feel light, like observing them was a gift from the heavens themselves.
He felt at Home.
Alfred stepped in eventually, with a pinch to his brows that just screamed I’m not awake enough for this . With the help of the wiser adult, there was a large stack of omelets delivered to the breakfast nook in no time.
Of course, it was hastily devoured by the three Wayne children. Peter consumed the majority, since he was still recovering from his impromptu trip of enlightenment. Jason and Damian had no complaints though, and were content to let the teen get his fill.
“...Hey, I didn’t see Tim’s tracker on the screen downstairs. Is he home?” Peter looked up from his plate, swallowing down the remainder of the omelet in his mouth as he glanced between the brothers.
Jason and Damian shared a glance, the younger of the two seeming to steel his nerves. “..Drake is in his room. He retired shortly before I went into the cave earlier.” Damian cleared his throat. “When I was preparing to find you and Jason.”
Peter nodded, and set his fork down as he stood in one fluid motion. “That dude isn’t sleeping, let’s be serious. Does he know I’m home?” He tilted his head back, shutting his eyes for the following few seconds and relishing in the stretch of his neck.
Jason was the one to respond with a huff and an amused chuckle. “By now? Absolutely. He’s got the security systems rigged to his phone. He probably got hella pings when we entered the cave.”
Alfred hummed, approaching the table and gathering Peter’s finished dishware. “I recommend approaching with caution. Tim has been rather distraught.”
“Me too.” Peter huffed, glancing down at the floor when he stopped stretching. “...It’ll be fine. We just.. We gotta talk. If I’m coming back for good-” Damian dropped his fork. “ Which I am– ” Peter’s clarification pulled a quiet sigh of relief from the boy. “I have some things I need to clear up with him.”
“Makes sense.” Jason shrugged. “Don’t fight. Duke cherishes his beauty sleep.” He huffed out another chuckle, shaking his head as he stood to help Alfred clean up. “Dames, wanna help us while Peter goes and settles some emotional debts?”
“I’d rather assist him.” Damian grumbled, glancing between Peter and Jason as he slid off of the bench seat. “...I do not trust Drake to not have a spiteful reaction to your return.”
“I do.” Peter assured, giving Damian a small head tilt and a small but confident smile. “Relax, Dami. He’s sleep deprived, he can’t punch me that hard when he’s like this.”
“You underestimate him.” Damian sighed heavily, but relented and joined Alfred and Jason in cleaning up the kitchen area. They had made quite the mess when trying to prepare the omelets before Alfred’s interference. “...Fine. But if he does anything stupid, I’m cutting his spine out.”
“Sounds good to me, we can hang it up in my room as a trophy.” Peter said with a sarcastic smile, shaking his head and exiting the space.
When Peter Parker had first arrived at Wayne Manor, he had found navigating the place a challenge. At least with Karen in his ear, he had a layout and GPS at his disposal. Thankfully though, the identical hallways had become second nature, even in his absence. It did not take long to land in front of the closed bedroom door.
Peter took a quiet and deep breath, staring at the wood. He was almost waiting for something to happen: he had no doubts that Tim knew he was there. He had not silenced his footsteps, and if the teen did have access to the security systems, then the camera in the hallway would clearly picture him standing there. The standoff did not last long though, because he knocked after a few seconds.
There was no noise from inside of the bedroom. Peter considered that Tim may be faking sleep to avoid this confrontation. The thought made him frown just a bit. Would this be a hard conversation? Absolutely. Was it needed, though? Of course.
“...Tim, I know you’re up.” Peter said quietly, glancing down the hall. He did not want to accidentally wake up Duke by being too loud. “Can we just… talk? Please?” He asked, lowering his voice ever so slightly. It made him sound more vulnerable and empathetic, and usually worked when talking to kids as Spider-man.
The silence that followed spoke volumes. Peter could taste the thickness in the air, even being outside of the room. There was an unignorable buzz of tension in the air.
“...Tim.” He tried again, knocking once more. “I wanna come home, but I can’t do that without clearing things up between us.” His voice stayed soft, and the genuine hush to his voice was Peter’s last attempt. “...I can’t live in a place where there’s no closure. You get that, right..?”
Peter was not sure when Tim decided to open the door, or when Tim had climbed out of his bed, but about two minutes after Peter stopped talking, the door opened. Peter looked up from his Spider-man boots, gaze locking onto Tim.
The teen looked rough . His hair was a greasy mess, and the bags under his eyes were deeper than the last time Peter had seen them. He had on nondescript black pajama pants, a wrinkled white t-shirt, and a studded black leather jacket covered in patches and loose threads. It was truly a sight to behold- Peter had always known Tim to at least somewhat care about his appearance. Of course, it being early in the morning could be a playing factor in Tim’s messy look.
He could not judge the other teen. Tim looked about as rough as Peter had felt less than twenty-four hours ago. Hell, he still did not feel 100 percent. Regardless, he had come up here for a reason, and that reason was not to analyze Tim’s choice of pajamas.
“...Can I come in? I don’t wanna wake anyone up.” Now that the door was open, and there were no more barriers, Peter resigned his voice to just above a whisper. No point in projecting when Tim was standing right in front of him now.
It took a few seconds, but the Wayne nodded and opened the door more, stepping aside while Peter carefully stepped inside. He did not miss the way Tim glanced over the Spider Armor, or just over himself in general. The look was appraising and critical, looking for injuries or abnormalities.
The moment Tim clicked the door shut, Peter grabbed him by the forearm and pulled him into a tight hug. The motion startled Tim, who was immediately stunned out of his exhausted stupor and into an anxious state of awareness.
Peter did not relent, arms wrapped tightly around the other teen, and face deep in his shoulder. “....I missed you.” He managed to mumble into the leather that smelled suspiciously of hay.
One second turned into two, and two into ten as Tim started trembling, before he raised his arms to wrap them around Peter’s middle. “...Yeah..” He mumbled in response, voice a bit watery. “...I’m a dumbass.”
“We both are.” Peter huffed, squeezing Tim before slowly pulling away, giving the teen time to adjust before taking a small step back for distance. When he could see Tim’s face again, he was unsurprised to see watering eyes. “...But we’ll deal with it, right?”
“...Yeah.” Tim huffed, bringing a hand up to wipe his eyes as a stupid smile fell on his face. “...We’ll deal with it. I’m… I’m glad that you’re home, Pete.”
“Me too, Tim.” He smiled, relaxing infinitely when Tim did as well. Peter gravitated to the messy bed, which was proof that Tim had been laying down, and sat on the edge in a criss-cross position. “I missed this big ass house. Jason’s pull-out couch was hurting my back.” He joked.
“Which safe house were you at?” Tim asked, following Peter and sitting across from him, grabbing a pillow to rest in his lap and hold on to. “Barbara tried checking the cameras in them all.”
“I don’t know, honestly. I didn’t recognize the address, or the neighborhood.” Peter shrugged, looking down at the deep red comforter. “Might be one he keeps to himself. Everyone needs alone time sometimes, right?”
“In this family?” Tim huffed out a quiet laugh. “Yeah, that would make sense.” He ran a hand through his hair, pushing it back out of his face and cringing when he felt how greasy it was. “...You’re.. Okay, right?” He asked hesitantly, blue eyes meeting Peter’s green ones. “After everything?”
The teen hesitated to answer, glancing between Tim’s eyes and the comforter. “...As good as I can be at the moment. I’m sure it’ll hit me again later, but for now I’m good.”
The honesty and melancholy made something in Tim’s chest clench.
“...I know that you left for… a lot of reasons,” He huffed, glaring off to the side. “But I wanna apologize. I did and said a lot that I shouldn’t have; about you, and about Tony.”
“Yeah, you did.” Peter agreed with a hum, watching as the teen across from him started to anxiously fidget with the pillow. Something festered in his chest at the reminder of Tim’s previous insinuations.
“And I’m sure that a lot of what I said influenced your decision.” Tim continued.
“It did.”
“And I’m sorry.”
“Okay.”
“I’m gonna make it up to you, Pete. I swear.”
“I believe you.”
Tim looked up from the pillow, meeting his eyes once more. He had been expecting to find anger, annoyance, or even hatred in that green gaze. He had seen it before from Peter. Instead, he was greeted by a soft glare, and a challenge to stick to his words. Be genuine , that glare said. You swore it, so do it. Make it up to me.
Tim swallowed, looking away and over to his desk. “...I uh, I can start with Karen.”
The way Peter froze told Tim that this could be another mistake, but he committed to his words by standing up and crossing the room to his desk.
“We found the broken hearing aid, and uh, we brought it home. I think Bruce wanted to try extracting information from it, but before we could even think of doing that, Karen had uploaded herself to the Batcomputer.” Tim explained, speaking fast in hopes that Peter would not interrupt him.
“She helped us find you. She, uh, used cameras and information about places you used to go to, or people you might try to visit.” Tim explained, pulling open the wide desk drawer and grabbing a small red object. “And I figured, well, when you came back, you’d want to have her back.” He cleared his throat, looking down at the fixed hearing aid in his hand before turning to look at Peter. The expression on the teen’s face could only be described as dumbfounded.
“...The tech in this thing is incredible, Peter.” Tim said, an envious fervor in his voice. “It took me hours to figure it out, but the nanobots? It’s amazing, really. Tony did great in designing your tech for you.” He smiled, the honest compliment filling the room.
“I hope I did him justice in fixing it.”
When Bruce returned to the Cave, it was with Dick and Cassandra close behind. The former rode in on his motorcycle, the sleek blue vehicle pulling to a stop just inside the landing. “I’m gonna kill Jason–” The oldest son proclaimed angrily, dropping his helmet on the floor. He did not even bother changing, and instead ran right to the steps to go up into the Manor.
Cassandra watched with a knowing smile and a glint in her eyes, turning her smile to Bruce before walking to the changing rooms to get ready for bed. Unlike her older brother, Cassandra already knew about everything , and would take her time.
The father of the two watched their opposite reactions, sighing quietly through his nose. Despite his outwardly unphased appearance, a certain wave of fear and uncertainty ripped through his bones. It felt worse than a punch, and it made his gut turn uncomfortably.
Peter was home, and Bruce had no idea what to do.
On one hand, he wanted to find the boy. He wanted to search his house from top to bottom, looking in every corner and overturning every blanket until he found his missing boy, and he wanted to pull him into the tightest of hugs and reassure him that everything would be fine.
On the other hand, Bruce knew that if he did that, Peter would only run again. The teen was in a fragile state, and needed both space and guidance. He needed something that Bruce could not yet provide, especially after he had broken any and all trust.
Bruce could only be patient. An apology was on the agenda, preferably sooner over later, but he would not force a confrontation if Peter chose to keep his distance. This would all work on Peter’s schedule, and Bruce would be content with however long it took.
So, like his daughter, he took his time in changing and getting ready for the rest of the night. Once he had stripped, showered, and thrown on his comfortable pajama pants and long sleeve shirt, he exited the cave at his own pace.
Cassandra was already gone by now, since she tended to be hasty even when she was relaxing, so Bruce traveled up the stairs alone. Entering the dark manor only seemed to elevate his nerves over the coming encounter. He was confident that he would find Peter with his other children somewhere in the Manor.
So he started his subtle search. The smell of something indiscernible drew him to the kitchen, where he found Jason and Alfred quietly finishing what looked like cleanup. Seeing his second oldest should have been a surprise, it was not often that Jason visited. But this time, he was quietly delighted, because Jason’s presence confirmed Peter’s.
“Let me guess, he was hungry?” Bruce asked quietly, approaching the coffee maker. There would be no sleep for him this night, despite him not having work at Wayne Enterprises the next day.
“Yeah, wanted omelets.” Jason huffed, not looking up from the skillet he was scrubbing char off of. “Damian and I tried, and failed, so Alf came to help.”
When Bruce glanced at Alfred for confirmation, the man nodded with a gentle smile.
“And he is…?”
“With Master Tim, I believe.” Alfred hummed, responding before Jason could say anything sarcastic or snarky. “He went to the young man’s room approximately an hour ago. I have yet to see him make a return, so I presume he is still there.”
Bruce nodded as the coffee steeped, quietly thanking Alfred. Then, he turned his questions back onto Jason. “...You took care of him, right?”
“Obviously.” Jason said through gritted teeth, a sense of defensiveness overtaking the man. “You expect me to neglect him or something? News flash, B; I’m not you.”
“I know that.” Bruce replied, trying to ease the tension without any casualties. “And I’m proud that you’re not me. I’m sure you did great, Peter really cares about you.”
Jason was silent for a few seconds before setting the skillet down in the sink. Bruce did not need Batman’s senses to notice Jason approaching with clenched fists and anger seeping from him in waves of green.
“Cut the shit, Bruce. You fucked up. You’re lucky I even let him come back so early.” Jason seethed, grabbing Bruce by the shoulder and forcefully turning him so that they would face each other. “You’ve got a lot of atoning to do, so I suggest you get started sooner rather than later.”
“That was the plan, Jay.” Bruce assured quietly, not falling for his son’s hostility. He refused to retaliate, and instead nodded in understanding. “Let me assure you that I plan to apologize before sunrise.”
“Then get to it, because you’ve only got another hour or so.” Jason demanded, his anger quieting behind his gritted teeth and glare. After staring down his father, and sizing him up in the same few beats, the man turned and left the kitchen. If Bruce had to guess, he was going down to the Cave to either punch away his frustration or leave.
But judging by how close Peter and Jason were, Bruce seriously doubted that Jason would be leaving the Manor anytime soon. Surely the second oldest Wayne son would stay to make sure that Peter readjusted.
Bruce closed his eyes and counted to ten under his breath, giving his body and mind time to calm down and adjust to his new reality. His most troubled children were all back under one roof together, and he needed to apologize to the newest one.
So, after he had calmed himself down, he willed himself to move. He gave Alfred an appreciative nod as he left the kitchen, navigating himself toward the stairs.
It really did not take long to figure out where Peter was. All that Bruce had to do was follow the insistent shouting and laughter from Dick Grayson. The sounds of his oldest son led him through the second floor halls until he landed a few feet away from Tim’s bedroom door, which was half open.
No lights were on inside the room, but the sounds of chatter from three distinct voices revealed just how alive the room was.
“I can’t believe you came back without telling me!-”
“In my defense, Jason said you’d find out eventually, and I’ve only been home for a few hours–” Peter’s chuckle made Bruce’s heart clench.
“That’s fact, I was watching the cameras when he got home.”
“Freak.” Dick teased his younger brother, pulling an annoyed huff from the teen.
“Jay and Dami said you might be doing that.” Peter chuckled again.
Bruce felt rude. Listening in on this conversation in that way felt inherently wrong. He knew better, but something in the back of his mind told him that his children also knew better. At least one of them had to know that he was there. Their conversation continued.
“...It’s kind of surreal, if I’m being honest. Being back.” Peter admitted in a quieter voice. “...It’s nice. It’s… I don’t regret it. But that doesn’t mean it’s not weird.”
“Makes total sense.” Dick agreed, and Bruce could practically hear the man nodding. “You’re happy to be back, but you’re still caught up in your feelings. It’s normal.”
“...Is he mad?” Peter asked.
Dick and Tim were both silent for a few moments. The man in the hallway could imagine them exchanging glances. Eventually, Tim spoke up.
“...He’s been just as worried as the rest of us, but it’s a bit… harder with him. Gotham needs Batman, so he couldn’t have left to find you.”
“That’s shitty logic.”
“Agreed. Was it… different with Tony?” Tim asked, a bit of hesitance on his tongue.
Peter’s silence made the air in the space thicken with tension. Bruce wanted nothing more than to interrupt; to assure Peter that he did not have to talk about this. Not yet, at least. Eventually, but not yet. Bruce was tired of pushing him, and he was sure that Tim was too.
“...Yeah, it was different.” Peter admitted quietly. “...He wasn’t restricted to one city, he could go anywhere. Hell we… we went to space together.” There was a smile in his voice, and it melted Bruce a bit. “Coolest vacation ever.”
“Space can be fun.” Dick agreed, smiling. “I’m friends with a few aliens. I bet you’d like Kori. She’s Tamaranean, and a total powerhouse.”
“My boyfriend is Kryptonian.” Tim chimed in, also smiling. “He lives in Kansas now, but he visits all the time. He’ll be visiting in a few days to hang out if you wanted to meet him.”
“As long as he’s not a giant purple tyrant with tire tracks on his chin, I’m down.” Peter chuckled, but the oddly specific call out stuck to Bruce’s mind.
Peter had no record of his birth, nor of his death. Could it be because he died in space ? Bruce had not considered it before, but he certainly was now.
“No tire tracks.” Tim agreed, pulling Bruce from his brief thoughts. “He looks as human as you and I.”
“Sounds good to me, then.”
Peter found it harder and harder to stop smiling, so he stopped trying to prevent it. There was just something about being around Dick and Tim that made him feel light. It was homely, and he could no longer deny those feelings.
He looked down at the fixed hearing aid in his hands, and fiddled with the little device while the trio spoke. He had not put it back in yet, almost a little nervous to. What if Karen was mad at him? Admittedly, he knew that was impossible. She was designed for him, and there was no capacity for her to be upset.
Peter tuned back into the conversation when Dick stood up from his spot on the floor and stretched his arms high over his head. The teen had not missed how the man was still in the Nightwing uniform, mask and all. Of course, he had ripped that off upon entering the bedroom, but it still somewhat surprised him. Guess he was really worried about me.
“Well, I’m gonna go change. This suit is full of sweat and frankly, it’s grossing me out.” Dick teased, walking back to the door. He gave both of the teens a grin. “Don’t run off, I’ll be right back.”
When Dick pulled the door to be mostly shut, his face fell from a smile to a scowl. His gaze immediately traveled to the eavesdropper, standing a few feet away in darkness.
“Get in there, B.” The man huffed under his breath, passing his father and glaring at the ground. “But don’t expect anything good.”
A few minutes later, Peter and Tim were talking about the hearing aid. It was a topic to fill Dick’s absence, and Peter was grateful for the conversation. Sitting in silence did not sound very appealing. While Tim was explaining the upgrades though, something white hot and electric jumped up Peter’s spine, making the hair on the back of his neck raise and his senses sharpen.
He was staring at the door before it even opened. When Bruce Wayne stared back, Peter felt every muscle in his body tense. He felt cornered almost immediately; this bedroom was suddenly much smaller than he remembered.
“...Peter.” Bruce started softly, ignoring the harsh glare coming from Tim. The obviously angry teen shifted, now sitting slightly in front of Peter with his legs dangling off of the bed. He had become a barrier between the two, causing Bruce to frown softly. Still, he held Peter’s gaze. “...All I’m asking for is five minutes.”
“Five minutes more than you deserve.” Tim snarked. “Get out of my room, Bruce.”
“I’m not even getting into that right now, Tim.” The man sighed through his nose, keeping his gaze firm on Peter. “Peter, five minutes.”
“...Five minutes, but we stay here.” Peter said quietly, not letting himself relax. It pained Bruce to see. “And when it’s done, you go. Don’t bother me until I come to you , got it?”
“Of course, Pete.”
“Peter.”
Bruce’s lips pressed into a thin line. The correction felt like a stab to the heart. “...Peter.”
The head of the Wayne family stepped fully into the room, shutting the door with a quiet click behind himself. He kept his eyes firmly locked onto Peter, not wavering in his determination. Tim seemed to be in a similar situation, because as Bruce moved, so did he. The teen made sure to keep himself somewhat between Bruce and Peter at all times.
Honestly, Bruce was not sure what Tim was trying to do. Everyone in the room knew that they could beat Tim if things became physical (which they would not . Bruce was not here for that). The man figured that the motion could be for the comfort of both teens, and then decided not to ponder it any further.
Bruce sat down in Tim’s desk chair, keeping his posture and expression open. Genuine. He was trying his best to be as harmless as possible, even if he knew that would not erase his past transgressions.
“...Peter, I should not have lied to you.” His statement was plain, but powerful. “None of us should have. The moment we knew that you were also working for good… well, we should have been a bit more straightforward with you.”
“Yeah, you should have.” Peter grumbled, shifting to lean against Tim. The motion seemed to ease both of the teens.
“Keeping our identities from you has ultimately resulted in your injury, which was never my intention. I was out of line, Damian was out of line–”
“Keep him out of this, he’s a kid.” Peter cut off Bruce with a sudden glare.
“...He hurt you, Peter.”
“Because you let him. Don’t act like an innocent party here. Besides, we aren’t talking about him, we’re talking about you.”
“...Right.” Bruce cleared his throat. “The point is that my actions inadvertently resulted in harm to you. For that, I am sorry.”
“And for the lies?”
“...I apologize for those as well.”
The silence that followed the tense conversation could have suffocated everyone in the room. Tim’s unwavering glare got tense the longer that Peter stayed silent.
Bruce tried his hardest to analyze the teen. Peter was typically easy to read, at least emotionally. But now, something had changed. The boy was stock still, and it was impossible for Bruce to truly tell how he was feeling.
Something had happened to help Peter get a hold of his emotions, instead of letting them control him like usual.
“...Cool. I don’t forgive you.”
He felt like he had been stabbed.
Tim cleared his throat. “...Time’s up. Get out of my room.”
Bruce knew that his time was not up. In fact, he still had around two minutes to say his peace. But judging based on the expressions of both boys, he knew that he was no longer welcome in the space. So without another word, he stood and left.
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Chapter 17: I’d Hate to Give Credit Where Credit is Due, But Damnit, He’s Trying
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“--and you can’t freak him out or he might run again, we definitely don’t want that–”
“I get it, geeze-” Kon laughed into his phone, staring up at his wooden ceiling panels with a stupid grin. The cracked open window of his small farmhouse bedroom let a gentle breeze blow in, cooling the teen whose body always ran hot. “How messed up is this kid?”
“Severely.” Tim sighed dramatically into the speaker. “And he’s not a kid, don’t call him that. He’s sixteen, and I’m pretty sure his birthday is in a few months.”
“Sounds like a kid to me, considering I’m seventeen.” Kon smirked.
“You’re like. Five years old. Chill out.” The huff and sarcastic eye roll could be heard from the thousand miles between the two. Kon committed the sound to memory alongside Tim’s heartbeat.
“That makes you weird for dating me.”
“Can we not get into that again? Steph gives me enough shit for it.” Tim huffed, and Kon laughed quietly. The teen did not want to wake up the Kents, after all. They were kind enough letting him stay here.
Then again, they were Clark’s parents. Of course they were that nice.
“Sure, sure. Anyways, what’s his name again?”
“Peter Parker. Otherwise known as Spider-man.”
“Well I can’t wait to meet Peter Parker .”
Peter Parker was nervous. Admittedly, this was for good reason. He had barely heard about this guy Konnor before now, and with Tim, Cass, Duke, and Dick bombarding him with new information, he felt a bit overwhelmed.
Konnor, also called Kon, was the son of a reporter from Metropolis. Except he lived in Kansas, and was not actually the reporter's son. He was the reporter’s clone , and lived in Smallville, Kansas.
Oh, and that reporter was Superman .
So yeah, Peter was overwhelmed.
“And he’s meeting us…?” Peter asked hesitantly, climbing into the back of Dick’s car. Cassandra and Tim followed him, while Duke climbed into the passenger seat.
“At the mall.” Tim confirmed. Dick got comfortable in the driver’s seat and instructed everyone to put their seatbelts on.
“Okay, cool.” Peter hummed, leaning against the car door and looking out the window. He felt the nerves of meeting this new person infest his mind, but it was surprisingly easy to cope with quietly. Maybe that impromptu therapy session with Jason really had done something for him.
“We can’t get your uniforms at the mall, though. There’s a shop near the actual school that we’ll go to later.” Duke smiled, looking over his shoulder at Peter.
“Probably after lunch!” Dick chimed in happily, starting the car and putting it into drive. “We won’t all fit in my car, so Lois offered to help out with transportation. She’s off work today.”
“Lois?” Peter asked, the name being yet another that he would try his best not to worry over. “Is that his mom?”
“Kind of?” Tim said, but sounded unsure. “She’s dating Clark, and those two share an apartment. Whenever Kon is in Metropolis, he stays with them. She treats him like a kid, so she’s probably close.”
“Not as close as Clark’s parents, he lives with them full time.” Duke reminded.
Peter nodded unsurely. “Right. In Smallville .”
“Exactly!” Tim snickered, looking across the backseat to smirk at Peter. “Good to know you’re catching on so fast.”
Cassandra giggled between the two teenage boys, shaking her head softly and looking down at her phone. Peter shot her a playfully annoyed glare, while Tim excitedly chuckled.
“Quit encouraging him.” Peter sneered, giving the girl a playful elbow to the side. “You’re my only backup, Cass. Don’t fail me now.”
The girl merely shrugged, giving Peter a knowing glance.
“Alright, quit arguing back there.” Dick huffed sarcastically, knowing that there was no real spite in their play-fight. “I’ll turn this car around.” He joked.
“Do that and Kon will just pick us up.” Tim sounded rather proud of that, and Peter had no doubt that the teen really trusted his boyfriend. It made him smile again.
“Yeah, yeah…” Dick huffed, glaring playfully at Tim through the rearview mirror before focusing back on the road.
The June traffic of Gotham was no different than the rest of the year, according to Dick. The roads were always busy during the work week, and considering today was a Tuesday, they were right in the swell of it. People’s lives did not revolve around each other in Gotham. Instead, it was more like they violently crashed in flaming accidents. Traffic was rough, both in the streets and on the sidewalks, apparently.
The drive to the mall, which had only taken around twenty-five minutes to get there last time, now took nearly forty. Of course, the ride was far from boring.
While Dick drove, Duke was in charge of the music. The car used an AUX cord, which Peter had been fairly surprised to see. He thought that, surely with Bruce’s wealth, he would have helped Dick keep up with his car.
Then again, maybe this was Dick’s way of feeling and being independent. Peter could not blame him for that.
Duke’s playlist mainly consisted of R&B and indie rock, with artists like The Weeknd, Mac Miller, Arctic Monkeys, and Cage the Elephant. Occasionally, a vastly different artist, like Taylor Swift, would come on. Peter was still appalled that she wrote “Bring Me to Life” in this universe. He even requested that Duke skip the song when it came on.
In the back seat, Cassandra kept herself occupied by playing various games on her phone. The large screen allowed for seamless and smooth gameplay on the AFK games. Something similar to Call of Duty Mobile seemed to be her favorite, though. She switched tabs back to it often, between an off-colored Pac Man and classic Crossy Road.
When Peter was not watching her screen with mild interest, he was listening to Tim. The other teen was talking about everything and anything: Vigilante work, Duke’s impeccable music taste, his class schedule for the upcoming school year, and Karen. Speaking of…
“You bring Karen?” Tim asked, looking up from his gallery. He had been showing Peter pictures of himself and Kon over the last few months. Apparently, the pair had not seen each other in person since Peter’s arrival.
The teen in question paused, but nodded and dug around in the pocket of his washed-out gray jeans for a few seconds. “Yeah, she’s right here.” He pulled out the hearing aid, showing Tim, who smiled.
“Good. If you hadn’t, she’s on all our phones now, anyways. Yours, too.”
That reality made Peter’s chest clench, but he nodded in understanding. “Yeah, I’ll put this in when we get to the mall. It’ll probably help to soften the blow of my sixth sense.” He hummed, looking down at the sleek red hearing aid once more.
It stared up at him, and he could have sworn it was angry.
With all of the distractions in the car, and his own dread at reuniting with his last trace of Tony Stark, Peter was occupied for the entire car ride. When they parked in the parking garage attached to the mall, he was almost surprised. He felt like he blinked and they had arrived.
“Is Konnor here yet?” Peter asked hesitantly, pocketing his hands and hearing aid to avoid outwardly fidgeting with the device.
“He’s almost here.” Tim assured, mimicking Peter’s posture. After Dick locked the car, the small group walked across the skybridge and into the large indoor mall. Immediately, Peter was hit by every single sound, smell, sight, and feeling that the place had to offer. It was suffocating.
But somehow, under some miracle, he held it together. With a few deep breaths, he pulled the hearing aid out once more. After giving it a final once over, checking for any obviously wrong wiring or plates, he slipped it back into his ear.
In that moment, Peter was unsure why he was ever worried. It fit perfectly, just as it had before. There was no discomfort, or moment needed for adjustment, as the nanobots shifted and molded to fit him perfectly. He held his breath.
“Hi, Peter. Allow me a moment to realign with your senses and vitals.”
Peter could not tell why he was even worried. A smile crept onto his face at her familiar voice, at the perfect volume to not overwhelm him. “...yeah, sure Karen. Did Tim treat you well?”
“With exemplary care. I am glad to see you are well. In your absence, I took the liberty of uploading myself onto the Wayne’s systems. You are still my primary user, but I will also be available to assist them in a way similar to Barbara Gordon.”
“Sounds good to me, just don’t forget who your number one is.” He joked, finding himself falling into that familiar banter that he used to have with her. It reminded him of Tony, and made him feel light.
The teen looked over to Tim, and the two shared an excited smile. “She’s perfect, Tim. Thanks for not messing her up.”
“It’s the least I could do.” Tim chuckled, shaking his head. He briefly glanced down at his phone while Duke, Dick, and Cassandra walked ahead toward the escalators. “I’m gonna wait here for Kon, you go ahead.”
Peter paused, but shrugged and nodded, waving goodbye to Tim before turning to catch up with the others. Once he had weaved through the small crowd and jogged halfway up the moving stairs, he was with the group once more.
“Tim’s waiting for Konnor at the entrance.” He declared to the others, who all nodded in understanding.
“Those two are hopeless.” Dick teased, rolling his eyes. “Attached at the hip until you fell into our lives.” He smiled, stepping off of the escalator once they had made it to the second floor.
“Can we stop by the record store while we’re here?” Duke asked, glancing around the various outlet stores as they walked. Their pace was casual.
“If we pass it, sure. If not, you’re an adult.” Dick snorted. “You don’t have to ask permission to go off in the mall on your own. Just text one of us.”
“Right, got it.”
The group traveled from store to store, mainly sticking in pairs as they browsed. Peter tried not to feel bad whenever Dick caught him eyeing something he liked, because the man would immediately offer to buy it. He politely declined as much as he could. That was Bruce’s money, not Dick’s.
He felt bad enough staying at Bruce’s house with all of the negative energy surrounding them both, using his money felt like going too far.
Did Peter feel bad about not accepting Bruce’s apology? Absolutely not. He stood by his decision, because he did not forgive the man. In Peter’s mind, Bruce was the leader. He was responsible for the actions of his children, especially the youngest. Peter could forgive Damian for his immature nature, but Bruce’s immature nature could not be forgiven.
While Peter was not stressing out over his own interpersonal decisions, he was amusing himself by watching the others. He found that he could learn quite a lot just by watching the others as they shopped.
For example; Duke’s favorite director was Quinten Tarantino. They did inevitably stop by the record store, which also had various films available on DVD. While everyone else idly browsed the vinyls, Duke flipped through discs with care before settling on Pulp Fiction and Kill Bill Volume 1 . Peter felt no room to judge, though. Those were both great films. In the end, Duke also snagged a used Paramore record before being satisfied with the selections.
Dick himself was far from a mystery. Instead of wanting to buy for himself, he mainly focused on helping the teens locate stuff for themselves to purchase. He talked briefly with Duke about Paramore, wanting to know more about the band. Peter sensed the obvious attempt at bonding from a mile away, and of course it was successful. Duke and Dick were like two peas in a pod to Peter.
The most surprising thing that Peter learned was that Cassandra liked ballet. He figured it out after two stores. The first was a typical clothing retailer, where she stared at a model of a ballet dancer for a few seconds longer than considered normal. The second store was a retailer that sold various athletic clothes and accessories.
She purchased two pairs of leg warmers while staring toward the pointe shoes.
“...So, ballet?” Peter asked with a small smile after she had checked out. In the back of the store, Dick and Duke were having a competition of who could hold the most bar-bell weights at once. They would be waiting for a while.
Cassandra looked up from her shopping bag to Peter, obviously surprised that he had managed to catch on to her fairly obvious interest. But, she smiled regardless and nodded at him.
“Y’know, I did ballet a few years ago.” Peter hummed, and could not help the light feeling in his chest when he saw Cass’ smile widen. “Not for long, but it was a lot of fun. It helped me retain my flexibility.”
“....I watched the Gotham metropolitan ballet for years .” She admitted quietly, smiling down at her shopping bag. “Fell in love with it.”
“Have you taken classes?”
“Bruce offered to sign me up, but I haven’t gone through with it.”
Peter hesitated, but only for a moment. Based on the way her face fell ever so slightly, he could tell what he needed to do. Even if it meant potentially dealing with Bruce again before he was ready.
“...If you sign up, I’ll sign up too. That way we can do it together.” His smile became more reassuring than before as his gaze softened. “Sound good?”
Cassandra paused, looking up at Peter as her eyes widened ever so slightly. After a few dumbfounded seconds, she nodded, a smile creeping back onto her face. When she realized that he was serious , she pulled him into a tight side hug that he returned in earnest.
By the time the group exited the store, all four of them seemed to get a notification at the same time. Upon checking their phones, it was a text from Tim saying that Konnor had arrived.
“Should we tell them where we are?” Peter suggested, already glancing around for any prominent landmarks to tell Tim about. There were tall glass elevators nearby in a central plaza that would either go down to the first floor or up to the third. The closest stores, other than the one they had just exited, were a Claire’s and a small nail salon.
“Nah, Kon can find us.” Dick assured, making Peter pause his typing. When Dick realized he was waiting for an explanation, the man snickered. “He can hear our heartbeats. He’s got most of our memorized. He’ll learn yours eventually.”
Peter paused but nodded hesitantly. “...Wouldn’t that get overwhelming, though? Since he can hear everyone’s heartbeats?”
“He can hear every heartbeat on the planet, Peter.” Duke smirked, happy to gloat for the Kryptonian in his absence. “He’s learned how to tune stuff out over the years.”
“...That is the freakiest but coolest thing I’ve ever heard.” Peter could not stop the smile from forming on his face. Suddenly he felt less nervous about meeting this guy. According to Tim, he had told Konnor a lot about Peter already, including his meta status and his abilities. Peter had been worried about Konnor having some sort of bias, but then realized how ridiculous that sounded.
Just like Dick and Duke had said, after about two minutes of idle chatter (and Cass showing off her new leg warmers to her brothers), a whistle caught the attention of the group.
Tim laughed and approached, hand gripping onto the hand of a taller, more muscular guy with dark hair, clear blue eyes, and a very alternative style of dress. His pants had too many decorative straps to be conventional, and his studded belt was turning slightly green from the fake metal. His shirt was a deep red, and was slightly ripped around the collar. He had on that same leather jacket that Tim had been wearing a few nights ago- it fit him perfectly.
In the most respectful way possible, Peter couldn’t help but note how attractive the guy was. Maybe it was the intimidation factor, or the fashion sense, but he just looked good.
“Pete! This is Kon- Kon, Peter.” Tim quickly introduced the two, looking between them with a sweet smile.
The once-over that Konnor gave Peter screamed intimidation method. The teen could tell that there was no actual dangerous intent, however. His sixth sense stayed at that low buzz that started when he entered the mall. It would have spiked if Konnor were going to attack. So, Peter smiled awkwardly, feeling sweat on the back of his neck.
Konnor offered his hand with a smirk, and Peter took his grip, giving him a firm few shakes. His awkward smile turned nervous when he felt his iron grip.
This guy is so scary yet so attractive oh my God. Peter shook away the thoughts by releasing Konnor’s hand, who followed suit half of a second later.
This guy is such a nerd oh my God. Kon couldn’t stop his smirk from widening as he glanced between Tim and Peter. The two were similar, he could tell that with just a glance. He got the feeling that he and Peter would be great friends.
“Took you long enough to get here, Kon!” Dick joked, breaking the tension with his warm smile as he pulled Kon away from Peter and into a quick hug. “It’s been ages- the farm doing well?”
Peter could have forgotten that Konnor lived on a Kansas farm since his fashion was so out there. It did not seem to fit him, and Peter internally wondered why the boy did not just move to Metropolis with Mr. Kent and Ms. Lane.
“Yeah, it’s alright. Life’s easy out there.” The Kryptonian grinned, returning Dick’s hug and lifting the man off the ground for a moment, seemingly just for show. Dick just laughed.
Peter watched as Kon interacted with the other Waynes, focusing in on the situation while Karen worked her magic in his ear.
“Konnor Kent, also known as Kon-El Kent, or Superboy. The genetic clone of Lex Luthor and Clark Kent, also known as Superman. He is in a romantic relationship with Tim Drake-Wayne. He commonly works with both the Young Justice League and the Titans. I have recognized him as an ally.”
“He can be a bit much sometimes, but you get used to it.” Tim grinned, snapping Peter out of his focus. He looked at him and smiled back, letting himself relax as Tim continued. “Truly, he’s great. I think you’ll get along.”
“Hell yeah we will!” Kon suddenly butted in, throwing an arm over Peter’s shoulders with a smirk. “C’mon, Petey, let’s go find those pretzel things!-”
Unsurprisingly enough, Peter and Kon did get along rather well. They both enjoyed the same pretzel snack, they had similar senses of humor when it came to terrorizing Tim, and they found it easy to understand each other. Peter was shocked yet glad to find someone he linked with so easily , especially in this foreign universe.
It made the universe feel slightly less foreign, and much more homey.
Lois Lane was also a treat. She had introduced herself to Peter after she caught up with the group. Everyone had been standing around as Dick modeled absurd outfits from a department store, when the woman with kind eyes approached.
“Konnor! You know you can’t run off without me.” She huffed, giving the teen a playfully annoyed glance. Her smile lines were evident even in her joking frown.
“Sorry, sorry-” Kon could only snicker in response. “I was just excited to meet Peter!!” Like earlier, he looped his arm over Peter’s shoulders and dragged him to greet the woman. “Peter, this is Lois. Lois, this is my new best friend, Peter.”
“New best friend?” The woman asked, glancing between the two. She was attempting to decipher whether or not he was being serious.
Peter could only dumbly smile, wave, then stick that same hand out in an offer to shake her’s. “It’s nice to meet you,” he started honestly. “I’ve seen some of your work online, it’s great. Being a reporter must be so cool.”
“According to the Batcomputer’s file on Lois Lane, she is aware of the identities of Batman and his various partners. Under that guise, the probability of her knowing your identity is high.”
Peter wished he could respond to Karen, but on the off-chance that Lois did not know, he kept his mouth shut.
Flattered by his polite greeting and manners, Lois and Peter fell easily into a conversation about her job at the Daily Planet. Not only that, but the teen also asked her about Metropolis, how it was living there, and how different it was from Gotham.
About five minutes into her explaining traffic patterns in Metropolis, Peter realized how much he would have preferred being dropped there over Gotham. For one, there seemed to be less organized crime, and the city was overall safer. The presence of heroes instead of vigilantes scared off most small-time criminals, too. In Gotham, the threat of Batman and his Birds only worked on a few individuals.
But then Peter remembered that the Waynes were only in Gotham, and if he had been dropped in Metropolis, he would have never met them. As much as the family continued to frustrate him, they were also something that he had clung to for a sense of normalcy in his time there.
At that point, being without them felt as wrong as being without Tony felt.
He quietly resented that comparison, and tucked it away in his mind for later. There was no time to get frustrated as the group moved from the stores to the food court, where everyone seemed to split into groups to get their desired meals. Peter, realizing he did not have any of his own money, found himself falling into step with one of the Waynes automatically, cutting his conversation with Lois short.
Dick looked up from his phone when he noticed Peter standing slightly behind him. He turned to look at him, smiling. The teen smiled back.
“If you don’t want pizza I can get you something else.” The man offered, gesturing to the small line that they were in. The duo had queued for a small chain pizza place that specialized in chicago-style pizza. Dick was mildly surprised, considering Peter was from New York and was probably particular about his pizza.
“No, pizza’s good.” Peter assured quickly, sticking his hands into the pockets of his jeans. His green gaze redirected itself from Dick to the floor, where he bounced on his feet in one place. Dick could recognize the subtle expelling of energy immediately. It was something that Jason used to do when he was younger.
When he realized that was just another thing that Peter had in common with Jason, his heart melted a bit. The two were so unintentionally similar. How could Dick not want to take care of Peter?
“Alright, get as many slices as you want. We’re using B’s card today.” He said gleefully, elbowing Peter. The teen looked up at him with a smile. “Consider it an extra part of his apology.” The man joked, getting a small laugh from Peter.
“Then I’m getting an entire large pizza to myself.” Peter huffed, looking back down at his shoes with a small glare.
Dick hesitated. He knew that if he went about this next conversation wrong, that things would only go downhill once more. He needed to do everything in his power to prevent that.
“...I’m glad you didn’t forgive him.” He hummed, quieting his voice just a bit. Sure they were in a public mall, but this conversation still belonged to just them. No one else had any business joining in. “He’s gotta learn that some fancy words and cash can’t fix everything.”
“He’s got how many kids and he still hasn’t figured that out?” Peter scoffed, grumbling a bit as he realized that this was now the conversation topic.
“Nope. He’s as emotionally inept as he was the day that I met him.” He teased, but there was some genuine bite to his words. Peter must have noticed it, because the teen relaxed a bit. “...But he’s capable of change. Contrary to popular belief, Bruce Wayne does have a heart.” He chuckled.
That particular wording seemed to have struck Peter, because he visibly held his breath for a few seconds. The teen’s eyes blankly searched the linoleum tile floor for something in his mind. It took a few seconds, but when he snapped out of it, he sighed heavily.
“...Yeah, I believe you. I just don’t wanna rush myself when it comes to this.” Peter glanced up and away from the floor, looking numbly at the menu ahead.
“It’s good that you’re going at your own pace.” Dick smiled honestly, giving Peter an encouraging bump with his elbow. “Bruce’ll move at that pace, you just gotta let him. Don’t get all spiteful again when he’s there to help.”
“I won’t, I won’t..” The teen scoffed. “God, you’re such an older brother type. You and Jason.” He joked, playfully glaring as they stepped forward in the line.
“Good; that’s the type I wanna be.” Dick grinned proudly, pulling out his wallet in preparation. He would use the silver metal card that was attached to his father’s account- all the Wayne’s had one to use. “I’m a proud older brother to so many amazing younger siblings.”
“They’re lucky to have you.” Peter’s smile and gaze softened as he looked over to Dick.
Dick smiled back, the two finally stepping up to the counter to order.
“Yeah, you are lucky to have me, so don’t forget it.”
After a lunch filled with conversation, laughter, shitty Chicago-style pizza, and lots of not-so-discreet selfies from Duke, the Wayne’s departed from the mall. It took ten minutes to pull Kon and Tim apart, the couple obviously enjoying spending time together again after missing it for the last few months (Peter apologized profusely for his appearance separating them temporarily.)
Piled in Dick’s car, the drive home was nice. They rolled the windows down and let in the warm summer air, blasting Duke’s incredible playlist and listening to recounts of the day. Dick had asked everyone what their favorite part was.
Duke remarked that he had enjoyed going into the athletics store. Even if they had not purchased anything themselves, having the lifting contest with Dick had been rather fun. Peter commented that he wished he could have watched the entire thing if not for being caught up with Cass.
Cassandra enthusiastically signed about getting the new leg warmers. She also revealed to the rest of the car that Peter used to do ballet, which resulted in lots of teasing. Despite Peter’s protests and embarrassed flush, the girl seemed rather proud of herself for being the one to reveal his secret.
Tim’s favorite part of the day, of course, had been Kon. The two were nearly inseparable for the entire trip. Even when Kon would break off to mess with Peter, Tim would follow to join in. Honestly, the trio were a great fit. Peter could sense a new group chat being made soon.
“What about you, Pete? Favorite part?” Dick hummed from the front seat, glancing into the rearview mirror to look at him. The teen in question looked up from the window, glancing at everyone in the car.
“..Probably just getting to hang out with you guys.” He smiled, avoiding looking any of them directly in the eyes. “...Especially after my… trip , to New York.” The teen huffed out a small laugh. “It probably sounds pathetic, but this kind of made me realize how much I would miss you guys if I ever left.”
The resounding aww’s from Duke and Dick, alongside the encouraging nudge from Cassandra, told Peter that it did not sound pathetic.
“I think that’s a great favorite part of the day.” Tim hummed, smiling from his seat. “Really, we’re glad that you’re still here with us.”
“Everyone’s working to make things better.” Dick reminded, glancing in the mirror once more. Him and Peter locked eyes for a few seconds, the conversation from earlier returning to both of their minds. “We’re on your schedule, Peter. Remember that.”
“Do you have a route planned?” Tim asked curiously, spinning slowly in the office chair of the Batcomputer.
Out in Gotham, the sun had just set. Along with it went with the innocent safety of daytime, and soon, the vigilantes of the city would descend onto the rooftops. This time, with Spider-man at their side once more.
“I was hoping to run the same route that I did the other night with Jason.” Peter explained, mask in hand. He had the full spider armor on and ready, with only the face covering off for the time being. “With a few alterations. I wanna go towards the harbor.”
“Any particular reason?” Tim asked, lifting his head curiously. Peter recalled something that Karen had told him earlier in the day.
“Peter, in regards to your patrol tonight; I’d like to suggest taking a route toward Gotham Harbor. There is a recoverable piece of the Iron Spider stuck approximately fifteen yards from shore. Its signal has already been picked up by Oracle, and under her guidance, I have worked out a block of time for you to recover it.”
“There’s something I accidentally left out there.” Peter explained, looking down at the wrists of his suit. The small slits in the armor and underclothes that allowed him to use his biological webs had gotten slightly bigger with use. He would need another suit upgrade soon. “When I first arrived in Gotham, I took an impromptu swim in the harbor.”
Tim’s dramatic gagging made Peter laugh quietly. “Dude that’s disgusting I’m so sorry–” The other boy winced sympathetically.
“Yeah, it kinda sucked.” Peter hummed lightly. “Karen alerted me earlier that a piece of my old suit is still in the water. I wanna try to recover it before any bad guys can find it.”
“Is it made of the same stuff as your hearing aid?” Tim asked, pointing to his ear for emphasis. “The nanotech?”
“Yeah.”
The teen nodded in understanding. “...Well, Cass and I were gonna run a route near the library tonight but…” He sighed dramatically, once again prompting Peter to smile. “...I guess we can join you. But just this once.” Tim smiled.
“You’re the best, Tim.” Peter snickered, though his joy was cut short by footsteps entering the cave via the stairs. When the two teens turned and looked across the room, they were greeted by Bruce and Cassandra. The girl jogged up to the two with a smile, offering a quick greeting before running off to the changing rooms.
“What’s this I hear about the harbor?” Bruce asked, looking between the two boys. There was the curiosity of a detective in his eyes, and Peter knew that the man already knew the answer to his own question.
“We’re gonna patrol near there tonight.” Tim explained for Peter. “There’s a piece of Spidey’s old suit still in the water that he wants to get.”
“Disgusting.” Bruce huffed, shaking his head a bit. “That water is foul, Peter. Are you sure it’s worth it to recover? I’d hate for you to get ill unintentionally.”
Peter frowned at Bruce’s obvious coddling, but had to remind himself that the man was trying . Dick’s words from earlier came back to him, and encouraged his open response. “Yeah, I’m positive. If any of the baddies in Gotham got their hands on Stark Tech, it would be bad news for all parties involved.”
Bruce nodded in understanding, not questioning Peter’s judgement on the matter further. This somewhat surprised the teen, who hesitated, before speaking again.
“...Did you wanna come with us?”
Peter regretted the offer as soon as he extended it, but Bruce had latched on before he could take it back.
“I was going to suggest that I accompany you.” The man smiled a bit. “We’ll leave in twenty minutes. Can you both be ready by then?”
“I’m already ready.” Peter huffed. “I’ve got myself handled, trust me.”
“Of course, Pete.”
“Peter.”
“Peter.”
While Orphan and Red Robin both swung through the city using high-tech grappling hooks and ziplines attached to their belts, Spider-man had somehow landed himself in the passenger seat of the Batmobile. With crossed arms and a frown under his mask, he brooded as Batman drove. As cool as riding in the car was, this was not the way he had wanted the patrol to start.
“...Spider-man,” Batman started, his voice distinctly different from Bruce’s. It was like there had been an entire shift in persona and mentality, and the teen understood why no one had connected the dots on the man’s identity yet. He was good at that switch-up. “I wanted you to ride with me so that I could talk with you about something.”
“If you’re apologizing again, don’t.” Spider-man huffed through his nose, looking out the window as Gotham zipped past. “I don’t need anymore verbal apologies, I’ve had my fill.”
“I was going to talk to you about your death, actually.”
Spider-man visibly froze, and the man took that as a sign to continue speaking.
“...Your symptoms are nearly identical to those of Red Hood.” He stated plainly. “Due to that, and the nature of your cell’s rebirth, we’ve determined that you were brought back to life by a Lazarus Pit. Has Red Hood explained to you what that is yet?”
“Briefly.” He answered honestly. “I know it can bring someone back to life, and it brought me back to life. Doesn’t explain how I ended up in Gotham, though.”
“You’re right, it doesn’t. It also does not explain your changing physical state.” Batman huffed. “Your more spider-like traits aren’t being caused by the Pits. There’s an outside force that I have yet to identify.”
Spider-man hesitated again. “...How can you be sure?”
“I can’t.”
The teen glared, obviously not satisfied with that answer. “...Well why not?”
“I’d like to confirm something with a member of the Justice League before I give you any sense of false hope–”
“Cut the shit, Batman. What’s making me like this?” Spider-man asked firmly, hardening his glare. Batman could feel it through his mask.
The man took a deep breath. “...My hypothesis has to do with an unnatural force. Something along the lines of magic.”
Memories of a wizard and a burning planet were enough to make Peter hate the conversation. “...Enough said, just let me know when you’ve got a real answer.”
“I will, I promise.”
“The moment you get it. Don’t lie to me to spare my feelings.”
“I won’t.”
The two remained silent for the rest of the drive, before Batman parked the Batmobile in a discrete location. The two exited the vehicle, where Spider-man immediately took stock of his surroundings.
“You are approximately three blocks from the suit, Peter.”
“Thanks, Karen.” He smiled just a bit under his mask. Relying on her became easier by the second, especially now that things had mostly been cleared up between himself and the Waynes. There were no more secrets for them to hide since he could access their files, so she had no reason to lie to him anymore.
With the assumption that things would go smoothly, both Spider-man and Batman began their short trip to the harbor. While Spider-man swung himself between buildings and ran across walls, Batman lept from roof to roof with impressive agility for someone his age.
“Uh, Batman-” Red Robin’s voice came to life in both of their ear pieces.
“What is it, Red?” The man asked, falling easily into that gravelly and serious demeanor that the vigilante was known for.
“We aren’t alone- there’s- shit– ”
“Red Robin, what’s happening?” Batman demanded, picking up pace. Spider-man followed, realizing that the other two teenage vigilantes had made it to the harbor before them.
“At least fourteen men- I’m guessing they work for the Riddler.” He hissed into their ear pieces. “They’re in one of these warehouses, B. They’ve got hostages–”
“Don’t engage.” Batman immediately demanded. “Take stock, we’re two minutes out. Locate exits. Have Orphan identify the high level threats.”
“Copy.”
Spider-man swung himself up and landed next to Batman, falling into his pace easily and running alongside him. “Are we gonna fight them?” He asked, almost excited at the thought.
“Our first priority is the hostages, Spider-man.” Batman reminded carefully. “Inevitably though, you should prepare yourself for combat.”
“Say less!-” Spider-man snickered, pushing ahead and running a bit faster. He passed Batman, who did not argue. “We’ll have those guys out easy! Karen, get me a building scan, I’ve got a plan-”
“Spider-man–”
“Trust me, Batman.” The teen said in a certain tone, casting a glance back to the man. Batman hesitated, lips pressed together in a tight line before he nodded sharply. With Batman’s blessing secured, he reached up and activated his microphone. “Red Robin, Orphan- it’s Spidey. I’ve got a plan, but we gotta act fast–”
Unsurprisingly, Orphan’s stealth skills were extremely impressive. While Batman and Red Robin lurked on the roof, observing through an open sky light, both Orphan and Spider-man found themselves crawling along rafters and ceiling panels.
Below, at least six civilians were lined up on their knees against a wall. They were various ages, races, and genders; there was no obvious connecting factor. Karen estimated that they were selected at random, and after a quick calculation using past Riddler statistics, Spider-man ruled that as the most likely reality.
All of the hostages had a bright green question mark stained onto their torsos with what looked like spray paint. A mumble from Batman and a quick sign from Orphan told Spider-man that this operation was nearly identical to the one from a few days ago; the night that Peter returned to the manor.
With that in mind, Spider-man was able to have Karen run a diagnostic. Within seconds, she had both Orphan and himself in the most strategic positions. Under her guidance, and Spider-man’s last minute planning, both Batman and Red Robin were dropping in to face the Riddler’s ranks head on.
While they punched, dodged, rolled, and attacked, Orphan and Spider-man fell against walls and pillars. They were touching the ground within moments, and were quick to get to the hostages.
Just as Karen had predicted; those were low-level thugs. They put up a guise of being organized for intimidation factor, but really had no proper organization other than the fact that they all followed the same man.
Even if the Riddler himself were not present, Spider-man was happy to put down a few of his men. It was about sending a message, after all.
While he maneuvered the room, untying hostages and reassuring them with witty remarks, Batman and Red Robin upped their game. They went from bruising the criminals to knocking them cold. Spider-man had advised that they could not afford for reinforcements to be called, so things needed to be settled quickly.
With Jason’s voice in his mind, a confident reminder that things would be just fine, Spider-man felt that green overtake his vision before he could truly submit to it.
Batman was quietly surprised by the amount of blood that coated the floor of the warehouse. He was usually careful about his attacks, and had trained Red Robin to have the same caution. Bigger messes to clean were always inconvenient, and more blood meant that there was more of a chance of accidental loss of life.
He hated to admit it, but he was slightly worried for Spider-man. Witnessing the vigilante go from carefully leading vigilantes to safety, to ruthlessly taking down the criminals at an inhumane speed, was concerning.
With Spider-man’s plan, they had the scene contained and the hostages cleared within fifteen minutes of fighting. Batman and Red Robin being used as a focus while Orphan and Spider-man worked with the hostages had worked perfectly. There were no casualties, and the hostages were all checked out by ambulances as soon as Karen called them to the scene.
While Red Robin gave a statement to the police, and Orphan assisted them in loading the criminals into various police cruisers, transport trucks, and ambulances, Spider-man stood quietly by himself near the door of the warehouse.
“...Spider-man.” Batman said, grabbing the teen’s attention. He looked over, standing up a bit straighter under the man’s gaze. It made his heart clench. That was not the type of response he was looking for. “Are you alright?”
“...Oh-” Spider-man sucked in a quick breath. “Yeah- yeah I'm good.” He quickly assured, putting his hands on his hips. Batman could hear the smile behind his mask. “Karen’s talking my ear off, though.”
Batman frowned just a bit. He was glad that Spider-man was able to trust and utilize Karen again, but if they were discussing anything pertaining to the fight, he would have liked to know.
“...And she thinks everything is okay?”
Spider-man paused, seemingly hesitant. “...Yup. All good over here. Can we get that piece of my suit out of the water now?” He asked, changing the subject fast. “I wanna get it back to the cave to see how salvageable the technology on it is.”
Right, his suit, Batman remembered quickly. It had been the entire reason they were going to the harbor. The presence of a new Riddler set-up had just been an unplanned obstacle in their way. “Of course. Does your mask have a respirator?”
“Hey, Karen- does my mask have a respirator?” Peter asked, seemingly genuinely curious. Batman very quickly realized that the teen had never gone underwater in the suit before, and worry struck him. Maybe this was not the best idea.
“Spider-man–”
“She said yeah. I’m just gonna dive in- she’s tracking the suit piece for me.”
Before Batman could object any further, Spider-man jumped up and launched himself into the air, the nanobots making up his boots shifting to amplify his jump-force, before he came down into the water, landing in its murky depths with a loud splash.
Red Robin and Orphan both looked over from their spots, worry immediately forming on their faces. Batman had to resist mimicking their responses.
Spider-man was underwater for a minute.
Then two.
Then five.
Red Robin hesitantly approached, standing about a yard from the edge of the cement dock with Batman. “...Uh, is he?-”
“He’s fine.” Batman assured. “His mask has a respirator.” Part of him hoped that saying it outloud would help reassure him, but it failed. The man still felt nervous.
The five minutes turned into ten. By now, the ambulances were all leaving with their patients, and the police had begun taping the scene.
“...B, maybe one of us should–”
“No one else is going in there.” Batman affirmed, stopping any further commenting. Orphan shifted on her feet, hands tight on her hips. He could tell that she was resisting signing, obviously wanting to ask her own questions for reassurance. “...He’s fine–”
A splash in the water, a thwick of a web, and the thudding of feet made the three vigilantes jump back in surprise. Spider-man stumbled onto the concrete dock, soaking wet and holding a large clump of metal in his arms. “Fucking hell it smells bad in there–” He dramatically gagged. “Red, you were right that sucks– ”
“For Christ’s sake, Spider-man!!!” Red Robin complained immediately with a glare. “Dude, you can’t just disappear into the harbor!!! That shit’s dangerous!”
“I've got a respirator, it’s fine!-”
“You’re showering as soon as we get to the cave.” Orphan remarked quietly, and Red Robin nodded firmly in agreement.
“Obviously-” Spider-man huffed, but smiled. “Look, I got the tech. We can go back to the Batmobile now.”
Batman sighed through his nose, glancing over to Orphan and Red Robin. The two teens mumbled something about finishing their patrol route. Red Robin glared briefly at Batman. “Take him back to the cave to bathe, I refuse to patrol with someone who smells like the harbor.”
“That was the plan, Red Robin.” Batman confirmed, nodding just a bit. “Spider-man, let’s go.”
As much as he hated agreeing with Bruce, he had to admit; he smelled bad. The harbor had a horrific odor that clung to his black underclothes. Frankly, he could not wait for that shower.
As he shifted the metal in his hands and walked a few paces behind Batman, Karen sparked to life in his ear.
“Peter, I’m receiving a foreign signal trying to get into my system.”
“Can you identify it?”
“Negative. It is too weak to identify.”
Peter frowned underneath his mask. A signal could be anything, but his first assumption was that someone was trying to hack him. That would be bad. As confident as Peter was in Stark Tech and its security, he had no clue what kind of damage the hackers in Gotham could do.
“...Can you block it?”
“I already am.”
“Good, keep doing that. I don’t need anyone getting a hold on sensitive information.”
Somewhere, thousands of universes away, a lonely man in a spaceship sent out one final distress signal with the intention of it reaching his family. When it was blocked, he felt another, final part of himself give up.
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Chapter 18: A Captive Audience of Conspiracy Theorists
Notes:
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We're back to our regularly scheduled posting and fun times with Peter and the Waynes. After this, there's only ten chapters left! Im so excited about this story you guys don't even know. As usual, more in the end notes!!!
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-Nongraphic mention of corpses
-Nongraphic violence
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Chapter Text
The fantastic thing about being home at the Manor was that Peter finally had access to the cave. His plan that he had formulated with Karen to get funding from this universe’s heroes had really come to fruition, even if it was unintentional. Despite his emotional feuding with Bruce, the teen still felt comfortable enough to be in the Batcave on his own. It gave him great opportunities to work on his own technology after all.
The wide array of available tools, trinkets, blueprints, gadgets, and machines made developing his gear just as easy as it would have been back in Mr. Stark’s lab. Perhaps that was why Peter felt so at ease in the space; it reminded him of his long nights in the lab with Tony.
And even if Peter was finally coming to terms with his new home, he would never pass up an opportunity to think about Tony. Part of him worried that if he never thought of the man, he would simply forget him; like he never existed. That thought honestly scared Peter more than death, so he took any reminders of Tony with open arms.
The lab in the Cave, and all of its various resources, were something that Peter set out to familiarize himself with. He noted the different organizational systems that were used for different things, wanting to make sure he did not make a mess of the place. The pre-established conditions were something that he wanted to abide by.
He laid out his suit on one of the empty white tables, flicking on the overhead light by shooting webs up toward the drawstring and pulling it down with a click. The LED offered a clear view of the suit, and would make dissecting its parts easier.
The goal for the moment was simple; make small upgrades and fill in any possible gaps that the armor did not already cover. That night on the roof of the art museum came to his mind briefly when he was getting his plans together. He did not want to get stabbed again. He had mentally started referring to this phase as Mark II Spider Armor in his mind. Karen picked up on the terminology based on him explaining his thoughts to her.
“If you pull a screen over to the table, I can display visual schematics for you. It will not be as seamless as you are used to, but it will be helpful.”
“Good idea, Karen.” Peter smiled, a small pep in his sock-footed step as he crossed the curtained-off lab to grab a tablet that was slightly larger than average. He returned it to the table and propped it up using a stand built into the case. As soon as he had it positioned to his liking, the screen flashed to life, displaying a digital 3D model of the Spider Armor. Next to it was a model of the original Iron Spider suit; he was basing Mark II on Tony’s original design.
“Let’s get started, shall we?”
“We shall.” Peter’s smile became a grin as he dragged a small box of tools to the table, tugging on a pair of compression gloves. It was something that Tony had shown him once, and it made the meticulous job of working on nanotech more bearable on his wrists. Peter adopted the method quickly.
That was exactly where Bruce found Peter an hour later, hunched over the table and nodding his head to a playlist of classic rock on full blast. The song Back in Black by AC/DC was immediately recognizable. The man watched from the curtains as the teen moved, mouthing the lyrics and tapping his heel to the guitar and drums.
Honestly, Bruce never took Peter as a Classic Rock kind of guy, but he had a particular feeling that he knew who Peter got that preference from.
The man continued to watch for a few moments, analyzing the space in its entirety. Peter had moved a few things closer to his work table, including a few handheld screens, two carts of tools, an industrial welder, and two different stools. Only one of those was actually being used, the other one had the teen’s phone resting on it.
The armor- what Peter was working on- was spread out in multiple pieces across the table. Some were set to the side, half stacked on top of each other, while others were more separated. The one that Peter was currently hunched over was almost completely taken apart, with smaller pieces here and there surrounding it.
Bruce was pleasantly impressed by the teens' focus and skill. He would have assumed that the music would have acted as a distraction, but it seemed to have the opposite effect on Peter. He was working just fine, at a productive pace with a clear goal that he was striving for. It was admirable, and Bruce only wished that his other boys could be just as productive under the same circumstances.
“Looks like you’re getting some good work done, Pete.” Bruce hummed, finally stepping into the space with open posture. The last thing he wanted to do was crowd the teen, who did not miss a beat when correcting Bruce.
“Peter.”
“Right, sorry. Peter.”
He stood up straighter from the table, wiping a bit of sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. He looked at the man blankly for a few moments before a small frown fell on his face. “...Can I… help you?” he asked, almost hesitantly.
“I was just curious about what you were doing.” Bruce said, keeping a casual tone. He got as close as he could to the table before noticing Peter tense, which landed Bruce a few feet away. The man kept himself calm, satisfied with the progress.
Peter cleared his throat, glancing away for a few seconds. An awkward tension filled the air. That seemed to happen everytime the two were within the same vicinity, and it only worsened if they were alone. Dinner the other night had been nearly unbearable.
“...Well, I’m using that scrap we found in the harbor to make some upgrades.” He explained, and Bruce immediately caught that he was being particular with his words. He hated realizing that the teen did not want to reveal any information.
Bruce sighed, letting his face fall just a bit. “...Peter, I’m not asking you this for malicious reasons. There are no more secrets between us, I promise.”
The teen got nervous, and Bruce took a small step back to try opening the space once more.
“...I just… you guys haven’t had the best opinions of Tony in the past, and if I’m gonna tell you about my tech, then I’m probably gonna wanna tell you about him , so…”
“Then tell me about him.” Bruce offered softly, expression upturning into what he hoped was an encouraging and gentle smile. “I’d love to know more about the man who clearly made you such a genius.”
The man recognized the subtle movement of Peter’s jaw clenching, which likely meant that he was chewing the inside of his cheek. Part of him wanted to ask Peter to stop, knowing that it would not be good for him. But the other part of him knew that it was not his place. Not yet.
“...He was amazing.” Peter mumbled, not looking Bruce in the eyes. When the man realized that the teen was actually going to talk, he was quick to pull a stool up, sitting quietly to listen with an encouraging nod. “...And he didn’t make me a genius, I was smart before I ever met Mr. Stark.” He huffed out a small laugh, a smile forming on his face.
Bruce only continued to listen, and Peter took the silence as both encouragement and an invitation to continue.
“He was the first person to realize I was Spider-man. He came to me and offered me help, tech, mentorship…” He trailed off, the fond memories obviously sparking something soft in him. His voice even got quieter. “...I mean, I love Aunt May, but Mr. Stark was like… like a dad . He took care of us- of me . He kept me safe, and he developed my skills, and he had the worst habit of not relying on others.” Peter chuckled. “But sometimes… I like to think that he relied on me. He asked me to help him with a big fight once, over in Germany.”
Bruce prayed that something in the Batcave was picking up the audio of this conversation to log for later research.
“It was a big conflict between him and one of his old friends. I don’t exactly know what they were fighting over, but I know that Mr. Stark asked me to help. He could have gotten anyone -” He huffed out another laugh, glancing at Bruce. The man wiped the subtle awe off of his face and replaced it with another nod of encouragement and smile. This time, Peter smiled back. “But he got me . That meant something, and then… Well, I like to think we became inseparable. I went to his lab almost all the time. He helped me with homework from Midtown, and he taught me so much.”
“Tony sounds like a great guy.”
Peter looked from Bruce to the curtains once more, surprised when he realized that it was Tim who had spoken and was entering. Honestly, it only made him relax more. Talking about Tony had been a great way to ease his mind, but now he felt even more comfortable since the other teen had joined them.
It made being around Bruce a bit more bearable.
“He was incredible.” Peter agreed, watching as Tim also pulled up a stool to listen. He averted his eyes when he realized that he had an audience, and started up taking apart the spinal armor once more to keep his hands busy. “Germany was the first time he showed that he really trusted me, and from there it only got better.”
“Oh yeah? What other cool stuff happened?” Tim grinned. “I’m expecting all the details, Pete. Like a comic book.”
Bruce had to bite his tongue from correcting Tim on Peter’s name, since apparently he did not mind being called Pete by him.
“Well, he gave me a super cool suit. Not this one-” Peter sucked in a sharp breath. “ Well he gave me this one, too– but one before the Iron Spider. It was more fabric, but still super durable and high tech.” Peter’s smile sustained itself. “He also made me Karen, and I couldn’t be more grateful.”
“He sounds like a genius, dude. No wonder you and him got along.” Tim snickered, which made Peter chuckle along. Bruce could only watch the two with soft eyes.
“Of course we get along. He’s hard on me, like a mentor should be. He took away my suit once, after I had messed up pretty badly.” He sounded a bit embarrassed to be talking about it, but it also felt so nice to tell the Waynes. Opening up was clearly good for him. “But then I made things right again, and we were back to normal.”
“What happened?”
“I… went after some bad guys that I shouldn’t have. Tony says that they were out of my league, and even if I disagree, he’s probably right.” Peter glanced away, flushing from his embarrassment. “But I’ve learned from those mistakes, and now he trusts me for all sorts of stuff. He took me to space.”
“You’ve been to space?” Tim lit up. “Kon’s from an alien planet, and Dick and Jason have both been to space before. I’m just waiting for my turn.” The teen grinned, nudging Bruce. “When’s the trip, B?”
“Never.” The man deadpanned, obviously not too keen on any of his children going to space. Peter could not blame him; his own experiences were less than ideal.
“Speaking of,” Tim cleared his throat. “Jason’s upstairs. He wanted to talk to you.” The mention was obviously meant to encourage Bruce to leave. Peter watched with quiet surprise as the two seemed to have an entire conversation with just their eyes and the subtle changing of their expressions.
In the end though, Bruce nodded and smiled at Peter. “I’d love to hear more later, Peter. If you’ll let me listen.”
“Oh, uh…” Peter paused, surprised at his genuine interest. He allowed himself a small, albeit awkward smile. “...Sure. Couldn’t hurt.”
Bruce nodded once more, standing and turning. He exited both the lab space and the cave, his footsteps disappearing up the stairs.
Tim let out a small breath, like a sigh of relief. He turned to smile at Peter, a certain shine in his eyes. “Now that he’s gone, tell me everything .” His tone was teasing toward Bruce, but it held some force to it. Tim knew that Peter would open up more if Bruce was gone. That trust had not yet been rebuilt between them.
Peter’s dumbfounded expression slowly morphed into a real smile. The other teen’s enthusiasm quickly became contagious, and he found the words coming as natural as walking.
A snack break and Damian briefly entering the cave to get ready for the night were the only things that distracted the two. While the youngest Wayne son was present to keep Peter company, Tim used the moment to escape to the upstairs for snacks. It was on this short journey that he pulled out his phone, opened his notes app, and started typing like his life depended on it.
Staring back at him on the screen were names, events, dates, and places that did not exist . Avengers Tower was the only one that was somewhat familiar because of Karen’s mention of it a week or so ago. The other various things that Tim managed to remember and write down simply did not make sense.
Captain America? What kind of name was that? Vibranium? That was not a real element. Wakanda? There was no such country, even if Peter insisted that the place was extremely well hidden. Tim was the world’s greatest detective (self labeled); if there was an entire country hidden from the rest of the world, he would know.
And then it all pointed back to Tony Stark. The elusive man that Peter was so fond of. With the way that he had been describing him, Tim could not help but feel some second-hand endearment toward the man.
The way Peter described Tony reminded him of how he would describe Bruce. The similarities between the two men were obvious.
But none of that explained what all of these nonexistent pieces of the puzzle were. He was completely positive that there was no “civil war” between an Iron Man and a Captain America. There was no illegal smuggling ring of vibranium and alien-made weaponry in Queens. There was no Ebony Maw who looked suspiciously like Squidward and worked with an evil space Titan.
But Peter was so sure, and so confident.
Tim had always viewed this situation in a very logical light. If there was proof that something did not exist, he would dismiss it as a lie or Peter’s dwindling mental health. But now? The teen felt himself thinking more outside the box. Something that Peter had said came back to his mind.
“Y’know, I was really surprised when I came to town. I didn’t even know Gotham was a place.” Peter snickered. “Maybe that’s just because New York hates Jersey, I dunno.”
Tim frowned softly, stepping into the kitchen and setting his phone on the counter while he scoured the various pantries and snack cabinets for something suitable. While his hands searched, his mind wandered.
Could he be from another universe? Is that even possible?
Damian left the Batcave shortly after Tim returned with a bag of salted pretzels and Jason, who was tugging on his Red Hood helmet. The brothers climbed onto the same bike (Jason’s, since the man apparently did not trust Damian to drive), and went out into the early night of Gotham.
“How’s Webs?” Red Hood asked, his voice coming clear through Robin’s earpiece. His curiosity was genuine, laced with a bit of what Dick would call ‘brotherly worry.’
“Adequate. He has yet to accept father’s apology, though I can’t blame him.” Robin huffed, leaning forward with his hands on the gas tank of the bike. Red Hood sat right behind him, arms out on either side of the younger boy to cage him in and access the handlebars so that he could steer.
“Yeah, me neither. B’s a dick.” Red Hood huffed. “I told him to go at his own pace, so I’m glad he’s at least taking my advice. Healing happens on his own timeline.”
“Agreed.”
“Remind me where we’re going again?” Red Hood requested, crossing the bridge from Bristol to Gotham. He weaved around cars, delivery trucks, and the regular nightly traffic that the roads offered. He sped through red lights, driving with a precise recklessness.
“The harbor. Batman informed me that they found more of Spider-man's technology there. He’d like for us to investigate the surrounding warehouses for any clues on how he got to Gotham.”
Red Hood huffed, biting back a few curse words. “And does Spider-man know we’re doing this?”
“I don’t think he’ll mind.” Robin tried to assure him with an even voice. “He also seems to be confused about how he ended up in Gotham. We can share any insight we gain with him.”
The man driving the motorcycle sighed heavily, already exhausted with the situation. He was sick of lying to Peter, and was at least glad to hear that Damian felt the same. With them working together on this case, it meant that they would not have to lie.
Not that Jason would anyways. He knew what that kind of shit could do to a vulnerable teen, and he vowed to never subject someone else to that.
When the duo arrived at the harbor, they were greeted by a yellow police line that had been torn down. Jason recognized it as the scene where Spider-man, Batman, Orphan, and Red Robin had encountered some of the Riddler’s workers a day or two ago. By the looks of things, the scene had been recently cleaned, and the specific warehouse would reopen to the public in another day or two.
“I don’t think we’ll find anything here.” Robin huffed. “According to the report, the warehouse was empty, save for the hostages. The report also says that he had to dive into the harbor to find the piece.”
Red Hood and Robin walked to the edge of the concrete walkway, looking down into the murky water below. The man cringed just imagining the other vigilante jumping into that water. It made his stomach churn. “How long was he underwater?”
“Ten minutes.” Robin responded immediately, having memorized the entire report. It was Spider-man’s first patrol back with the family, of course he had wanted to know every detail.
Red Hood contemplated the facts for a few moments, different likely and unlikely scenarios swarming his thoughts. Nothing sounded particularly happy, and nothing was preferable. Every possible result just seemed bad .
But then Red Hood remembered the new supercomputer in his ear.
“Hey, Karen? You there?”
“Hello, Red Hood. How can I be of assistance?”
Robin glanced skeptically at Red Hood, and the man just waved him off in a ‘trust me’ motion. “You can tell us about that signal, right? The one from Spider-man’s broken suit?”
“Of course.”
“When did it first appear in the harbor? You can tell Robin, too.”
“The signal appeared the day that Spider-man broke his suit; April third, two-thousand and sixteen.”
“And did it stay in one spot?”
“No, I have reason to believe that a small current moved it from the place that the suit originally broke. Allow me to make a model for you.”
Suddenly, the inside of Red Hood’s helmet lit up in a way he did not even know was possible. Multiple digital schematics, charts, maps, and models came into his field of vision, and he was startled into stumbling back a bit. “What the–”
“Spider-man broke his suit in the area I have labeled, and emerged from the harbor elsewhere.”
Red Hood stared in awe, ignoring the sudden demands from Robin to ‘share.’
“Okay, cool. Cool.” He cleared his throat, trying to not freak out over just how much control that Karen had over his technology. Peter trusted her, so Jason did too. “Navigate us to, uh–”
“The closest likely locations for Spider-man’s arrival? Gladly. Just follow the arrow.”
A soft red arrow appeared in Jason’s field of vision, pointing him in the direction of the actual docks and boathouses. He shared a quick glance with Robin, who could see none of the visuals, and gestured for the kid to follow.
Robin scowled, crossing his arms and following close behind the man. “I’ll be upgrading my mask soon. I’d like to see these… models .”
“Spider-man can project them out of his wrist guards.” Red Hood teased, following the arrow with quiet steps. “Maybe we should ask him to make you some.”
“Do you think he would?”
“Obviously. Spidey adores you, Robin. You’re his little brother.” He snickered, shaking his head. Robin fell comfortably silent as the two finally made it to the first warehouse That Karen had flagged.
They had the entire place swept in ten minutes because the inside was completely empty. There was no sign of the place being used in years. The only thing they found was a shattered coffee mug on the ground and a newspaper dated from the nineties. They moved on relatively quickly.
The second warehouse had a bit more promise. It had newer locks that the two easily broke through, and the inside had signs of recent use. The floor was not very dusty, there were tables along the walls like work stations, and a rolling whiteboard had been shoved into a corner. The almost classroom-like setup gave Robin a bad feeling, but the whiteboard revealed just how old the set-up was. When they tried to erase the writing, which was nothing of importance, the ink flaked off like snow. It had been dried like that for a while.
The third location that Karen had flagged was a boat house. The duo had to descend a flight of rickety wooden stairs to get to the dock, treading carefully over the somewhat unstable path.
When Red Hood pushed the door open, he had to bite back the urge to gag at the smell of death . It was something that he thought he was familiar with- Damian, too. But both vigilantes were having a reaction to the sheer potency of it.
It was familiar, and it made something evil, wicked, and green crawl into Jason’s vision.
“...I think we found the place.” Red Hood grumbled. “Karen, can you do like, a scan or something?” He requested quietly, starting to walk around the cluttered boathouse for any clues. “Look for any papers, DNA, or signs of struggle.”
“Of course, Red Hood. One Moment.”
“This is vile .” Robin complained under his breath, following Red Hood’s lead and going to search a different side. The boathouse was relatively large for a boathouse , with a large shutter door on the water side to let vessels in and out. An abandoned pontoon boat floated easily in the docking bay, barely illuminated by the moon peeking through holes in the wooden walls.
“Agreed. We’ll try not to be long. With Karen’s help, this might go quicker than we’re used to.” Red Hood assured, hopeful that Peter’s technology would put them at an advantage.
While the two vigilantes waited for Karen’s scan, they both searched on their own. Robin trudged through waterlogged nets, crates, and various wrapped items before making it to a shelf. It had some random books on it, but almost all of them were either irrelevant, too damaged from the water, or both. The only one that really stood out was a journal with nonsensical scribbles on every single page. Flipping through it frustrated the young vigilante.
Red Hood stepped carefully on the pontoon boat, holding his arms out wide to balance himself on the swaying surface. He eased his foot down with every step, part of him worried that the boat would capsize from his added weight. The small deck held nothing of interest, and the section underneath the canopy seemed bare. He pulled open all of the compartments underneath the seat cushions, and was surprised to find plastic bags full of what were obviously body parts. Red Hood was unphased by the discovery, but was glad to figure out where the awful smell had been coming from. He frowned underneath his mask. “...Well, I found something , but I doubt it has anything to do with Spider-man–”
“Scan complete. I have located a binder of documents underneath the deck of the boat. They are new, and inside waterproof covers. I have also located an unidentifiable substance that appears to have spilled along the eastward floor of the boathouse within the last six months.”
Jason swore under his breath, dropping the cushions to search around the deck of the boat. When he located the latch, he got down on his knees and tugged it open, reaching in and rummaging around before pulling out the binder. She was right, it looked pretty damn new. He stood up straight, flipping through the pages as Robin hopped over a fallen kayak to get to the substance.
The kid knelt down onto the wood, running his gloved hand across the dark stain on the floor. He frowned when he felt warmth through his glove. “...It’s like a burn, Red Hood. The substance burned the floor.”
It was at that moment that Robin noticed a peculiar mark on the floor. In the wood, was a perfect circle. It was much larger than his palm, about the size of a hula hoop. He squinted at it through his domino mask, diverting his attention to it entirely. “...Karen, is there anything wrong with this wood?”
“Hi, Robin. This wood has experienced a significantly larger amount of weight pressure compared to the rest of the building. I’m estimating that something used to be in this spot, and it was cylindrical in shape based on the markings.”
Damian nodded shortly, taking her insight and committing it to his memory. His eyes followed the circular mark back to the large dark spot on the wood that seemed to lead right to the bay. He moved forward on his knees, peering down into the murky water. “...Karen, do you see anything down there?”
Red Hood suddenly sucked in a sharp breath from the boat, tensing. “...Robin, this is–”
“There is a large machine resting approximately nine feet underneath the boat on the floor of the bay. The surrounding water, sand, gravel, and plant life seems to have a sort of coating of that same substance that I am unable to identify.”
“A Lazarus Pit.”
The cave was dead silent when the two returned home about an hour later. The Batcomputer’s map revealed that Orphan and Spoiler were all out in Gotham on patrol. Oracle was comfortable at home, and Nightwing was offline. Batman was as well, which told the two vigilantes that their father was home.
“We gotta take this to B.” Jason mumbled, taking off his helmet. He set it down on the nearest surface, flipping through the binder once more. Its protected pages held blueprints, experiment logs, polaroid photographs, receipts, and other various scraps that pieced together a horrific story.
Someone had made a Lazarus Pit using a machine to bring someone back to life. It took no genius to figure out that the someone was Peter Parker. A boy with no identity, no living family, and no documentation of existence. He was the perfect body to test the machine on.
“And Peter?” Damian reminded, tugging off his domino mask with a deep frown. Their findings had disturbed him deeply. Lazarus Pits were unsettling already, but an artificial one felt worse somehow.
Jason frowned as well. Telling Peter had to happen. He had no doubts that lying to him again would only be more catastrophic than the last time. “Yeah, him too. Are him and Tim still down here?”
“Tim and Peter are both in the lab.”
Damian scowled, obviously not happy that they had stayed up. “Those idiots.” He huffed, walking to the lab and throwing the curtain aside, a lecture ready on the tip of his tongue. It died out quickly though, and his eyes widened at the sight before him.
Tim and Peter, both fast asleep, leaning on the same table. The Iron Spider suit had apparently been completed, and was back in its compressed state. The Spider medallion sat to the side. Neither teens moved in their sleep, and looked about as peaceful as they could in the hunched-over position.
Something in Damian softened, and he found himself wanting to stay silent. The moment of peace was unexpected, but not unwelcome.
“...Yeah, they are idiots.” Jason mumbled with a quiet snicker. He approached the two quietly, knowing that their reflexes could be set off at any small movement. “...C’mon, let’s get them to bed.”
Carrying Peter and Tim at the same time was surprisingly easy. The first teen was deposited onto his back and held securely with his legs around Jason’s torso, while the other was held bridal style. He lifted his two younger brothers with a quiet huff, nodding for Jason to lead the way.
Getting upstairs was easy, and it was even easier to drop the two in their own rooms. They left Tim on top of his covers, knowing he would probably wake up soon for water anyways. They took extra care with Peter though, and tucked him securely under his blankets. Damian internally noted that Peter must have replaced his sheets earlier that day, because instead of their normal red, they were a spare set of white.Once Damian was sure that the sleeping teen was comfortable enough, they departed to go discuss their findings with their father.
“And Peter?” Damian asked as they approached one of the many libraries in the Manor. Bruce was inside.
“We’ll tell him in the morning.”
Peter stared up at his ceiling, the weighted blanket draped over his body a grounding weight in his tired state. He had not expected to wake up, but something in his senses had caused him to regain consciousness suddenly. Sweat caked the back of his neck as he sat up, huffing at his own situation.
“Doctor Strange.”
But then he heard that fated name, and he could have sworn that he felt his heart stop. The voice was hard to discern from his room, but with his enhanced senses, he had just barely been able to pick it up. He snapped out of his exhaustion quickly, hyperfocusing on the sounds of the Manor.
“That’s the man involved?”
“We think he’s the one who brought Peter back to life.”
Bruce and Jason spoke back and forth, and Peter felt a panic slowly creep into his mind and chest. Do they know? They must, since they know who Strange is.
“We found a machine in the harbor. It was in some old abandoned boathouse, but Karen said that it was close to where Peter’s suit broke.”
“It’s an artificial Lazarus Pit.” Damian’s voice surprised Peter.
“And you’re positive?”
“Completely. It’s where he was revived.” Jason confirmed, and silence followed.
Peter was out of his bed quicker than he could fully comprehend, body moving on its own. He went down the stairs to the first floor with quiet feet, nearly tripping over his own feet as he got to the cave.
Damian had said he was going to investigate a case earlier, but he had never said which case. Now he knew that it was the one on him , and Jason had helped too. Now they knew more than Peter had expected them to, and he was not sure how to handle it.
How would they handle it?
He shook his head, pushing his hair back out of his face as he moved the grandfather clock, scanned his hand, and descended down into the batcave. His socked feet hit the cold stone floor, shocking more life into his autopilot body.
It was when he had placed the spider medallion on his chest, and the nanobots spread over his form in a now completed Iron Spider suit, that he finally noticed the footsteps coming from the stairwell. He looked over just as Damian stepped into the cave, still wearing his Robin uniform.
“Peter?” Damian asked carefully from across the room. He looked critically over the teen, obviously clocking that he was anxious. “...Don’t run again.” His suddenly quiet voice made Peter’s heart falter for a moment.
Damian thought that Peter was running away again.
“...No, Dami. I’m not running, I promise.” He assured, steeling his own nerves before approaching the kid. “I’ll keep my tracker on the entire time, I just need to clear my head.” He smiled in a way that he hoped was reassuring.
Damian knows, is he playing dumb to save my feelings? He was there for the conversation with Bruce and Jason- he knows about Doctor Strange.
“Would you like company?” Damian offered, obviously not too keen on letting Peter go out patrolling alone. “I could go, or even Jason. He’s upstairs.”
“No, I’m okay, really.” He shook his head, then held out his hand to shake. “I swear I won’t run again. I’ll come straight home.”
Damian stared skeptically, but nodded after a second and took Peter’s hand. “You better, or this time I’m coming after you. I will not be nearly as nice as Jason.” He huffed, but Peter could hear the teasing nature of the comment. It made him smile.
“I wouldn’t expect any less.” He snickered quietly. “I won’t be long.”
Peter was surprised when Damian suddenly pulled him into a quick hug, but was fast to return it before the kid could pull away. They both relaxed in the gesture for a few moments, content with listening to each other’s heartbeats before they pulled away.
Damian seemed to feel a bit better about letting Peter leave now, so the teen took this opportunity to stand fully and let his nanobot mask form over his face. “Oh, Dami?” He got the kid’s attention again before he got to the runway exit of the cave.
Damian watched him, standing to attention when he was called upon.
“Can you do me a favor and ask Alfred to pull my sheets out of the drier later? I cleaned them earlier while you were out, so they’re not on my bed.”
“I noticed.” Damian huffed. “I helped Jason get you to bed, and I was wondering where the red ones went.”
“Yeah, I figured it was time to clean them. Too many after-patrol naps while covered in sweat.” He snickered at the dramatic face of disgust that Damian made.
“You do know that Alfred changes and cleans our sheets weekly, right?” The kid raised a brow as Spider-man stretched his arms high over his head.
“Yeah, but I figured it’s about time I start pulling my weight around here.” He smiled behind his mask. “I’ll see you in an hour or two, Dami. Don’t wait up for me.”
Spider-man only made it thirty minutes into his patrol before something silver emerged from the shadows and jammed into the base of his skull, breaking through the nanotech of the Iron Spider suit and forcing his body into a painful state of unconsciousness that his senses had not been able to predict.
Notes:
Unfortunately for y'all, you gotta wait for about another week or so until chapter 19 >:) Wallow in pain trying to figure out what happened!!! I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, because it was super fun to write! I love me a good chapter that's dialogue-heavy with less action. Unfortunately for me, the next chapter won't have that much dialogue 3
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Chapter 19: Down Came the Rain, and Washed the Spider Out
Notes:
This chapter is genuinely going to be the worst one in the fic. There are lots of heavy topics discussed and seen in this chapter, including things like literal torture. If that's not something you want to read, I 100% understand. If you wish to not read this chapter, then reading the chapter warnings below should give you a good enough summary of what happens so that you can continue with the story.
As hard as this chapter may be to read, I promise it has a purpose and is crucial to the plot progression of DDFT.
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Kidnapping
-Canon Typical Violence
-Electrocution
-Beatings
-Dehumanization
-Surgical Malpractice/Odontophobia
-Microdosing/Forced Drug Use
-Entomophobia/Emetophobia
-Derealization
-Waterboarding
-Misuse of Fire
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Your only boundary is that you can’t kill it.”
“That’s it? Nothing’s off limits?”
“Don’t be so surprised- I’m a doctor. Anything you break, I can simply fix. I’d like it alive, though. It makes analysis easier.”
“You’re a crazy son of a bitch, you know that?”
“Yes, and you work for me. What does that make you?”
“...”
“Exactly what I thought, now get to work. It’s rested for long enough.”
Peter jolted awake with wide eyes and his senses working haywire. His body woke itself up quicker than it ever had before, making him alert to every part of his surroundings.
He was in a solid concrete room with a single light bulb hanging from the ceiling. A metal chair was bolted to the floor in the center of the room, while a long horse’s trough was against one wall. It was empty.
The teen took in the surroundings like they were water, and almost instinctively, tried speaking to Karen.
“Karen, what’s going on?” He whispered frantically. When he got no answer, he reached up to feel that his ear was empty. It made his heart falter, and the pit forming in his chest only got worse when he realized that he no longer had on the Iron Spider, either. He was left in a white t-shirt and navy blue pajama pants, both soaked with his sweat. There was a particular soreness in the back of his neck, and when he reached around to feel, he winced at the obvious bruise forming underneath his fingers.
No Karen, no Iron Spider, and no obvious signs of where he was. Peter could only assume the worst had happened. He had no access to windows or clocks to tell the time, and there was no telling how long he had been away.
Surprisingly, when he realized that, his first thought was that he broke his promise to Damian. He had promised to come home, and ended up wherever here was. In the moment, that hurt more than the bruise on his head.
Peter took a deep breath, trying to calm the racing of his heart and the panic settling into his senses. Freaking out would not do him any good, he needed to make a plan.
He slowly stood up, using the cold concrete walls to brace himself. Keeping a palm on the wall for support, he moved around the room. First, he briefly investigated the water trough. It was empty, but had recently been filled. There were still water droplets clinging to the metal around the open drain.
The chair in the center of the room was just as unsettling as the water trough. It was a sturdy metal. If he used some of his strength, he could obviously break it off of the floor, but the fact that it was bolted in the first place unnerved him. There was an ominous scuff mark on the backrest that had a red tinge to it. Peter swallowed, eyes flicking over the obvious signs of struggle and bloodshed.
Okay Peter, breathe. What would Mr. Stark do?
Tony would attempt a snarky negotiation with whoever had taken him captive. Tony would have a witty response for every threat, empty or not. Tony would use his genius to find a way out of the situation, just like he did in the Middle East long before Peter was even a thought. Tony would escape with his body in one piece and then live to tell the tale with pride and confidence.
That sounds hard. What would Damian do?
Damian would assess the situation with cold and careful expertise. Damian was a master at stealth, so he would use it to his advantage. Damian would use his experiences with Bruce to his advantage and fight his way out, because Damian would be guaranteed to win. Damian would complain about the lack of manners of his captor on his way out.
That also sounds insanely hard. What is with me making friends out of insanely powerful people?
Focus, Peter. Now’s not the time to think about that. Think of an escape plan.
He was snapped out of his stupor when the heavy metal door clicked loudly, followed by the sounds of multiple latches sliding open. He instinctively tensed, putting the metal chair between himself and the door. He was unarmed, unarmored, and overall at a heavy disadvantage since he had no idea who or what was on the other side of that. When the door slid open, it scraped against the ground. The sound made Peter think that the room might even be airtight.
The man who stepped into the room wore all black. The bulkiness of his clothing gave enough insight into the kind of bullet proof plating that was underneath. He wore a nondescript black mask that covered his entire face, stripping the man of any identity or defining features for Peter to remember.
He was followed by at least five other men dressed the same way, all of them around the exact same height. They could have been mistaken for clones of each other. They made his sixth sense work overtime, the hair on the back of his neck stiff at attention as electricity worked its way up and down his spine.
He was expecting words. Maybe not an explanation, but certainly a conversation. Even taunting would have sufficed. But the six figures were silent, and they moved fast. As soon as the door was shut, they were advancing on Peter. The teen panicked, feeling his sixth sense rush to protect him.
His feet moved on their own, rushing back. His hands found the back wall, where he stuck and immediately climbed backwards, keeping his wide green eyes on the men. “Don’t get near me–” He hissed, hoping it came off more intimidating than he knew that it sounded. Unfortunately for him, the men moved fast .
One of them pulled out a collapsible black metal device that, when extended, resembled a solid and long crowbar. It was used to almost immediately coax Peter back down, the metal prodding at his side and legs harshly. The teen could have held out if not for the sudden wave of pain that entered his body, starting from his legs.
When he fell to the floor was when he realized that those were tasers . No- they had to be worse. Peter had been tased before, and this was nothing like that. It was so much worse . When he fell to the floor, he landed on hands and knees, and attempted to stand almost immediately.
That attempt was stopped by a harsh steel-toed boot against the back of his neck, forcing him back down once more. His face met the cold concrete floor with a painful thud that made his skull rattle. He bit his own tongue from the force, wincing under the steel and leather.
He would have lifted himself up again if not for the cold press of the taser crowbar against his lower back. He could feel it through his shirt, and it made his stomach churn in both fear and discomfort.
It was less than a second later when the electricity shot through him again, causing him to seize painfully against the concrete floor. The shocks lasted for less than ten seconds, but the high voltage made his nerves feel like they were on fire . He had to bite back a wail of pain as the one man pressed his boot harder against his neck, keeping him pinned to the ground under the conditions.
These men had no obvious goal, no obvious organization, and no obvious weaknesses. They were simply people that Peter was truly afraid of.
When the taser was yanked away, Peter breathed heavily, a shake in his chest and a tremble in his hands. Things were only calm for two seconds before the boot was removed and he was forced to stand by a hand on the back of his neck. He winced at the forceful and unwelcome movement, squeezing his eyes shut for half a moment before being prompted forward. He stumbled into the back of the metal chair, grabbing onto the back and whipping around in an attempt to both gain his bearings and fight back.
Laying down and dying here where there were no stars was not an option.
Unfortunately for him, two of the men grabbed him on either side by the shoulders, forcing him around to the other side of the chair and down onto the seat. He quickly noted that they were strong , stronger than a normal human.
Good thing he was stronger.
He lifted his feet and kicked out, nailing both men in the ribs with full force. The two men released him and stumbled back with quiet curses under their breath. When he moved to stand up again, the cold press of the taser jammed itself into the back of his neck, rendering him helpless once more as the high voltage took over his nervous system.
He gasped in pain, hands clenching involuntarily. He tried urging them to move, but the overwhelming loss of control from the electricity was causing his body to not act as his own. When the taser was pulled away from his neck, he had to bite back a scream at the steel-toed boot that landed against his stomach. It made his gut churn, and the urge to vomit was suddenly overwhelming.
“Look at it-” One of the men sneered, voice fuzzy in Peter’s ears. The aftershocks from the taser were still coursing through him, causing him to twitch and spasm at random intervals. “It’s disgusting .” The harsh words sunk into his chest.
“Can’t believe the boss even bothered to bring something like it back to life.” Another one complained, followed by a harsh blow to the side of Peter’s head that made his neck creak under the force. His head was thrown to the side, and he squeezed his eyes shut tight. Blood was starting to pool in his mouth from when he bit his tongue earlier, and that only made his nausea worse.
“I only wish he’d let us kill it.” A third man chuckled, grabbing Peter harshly by the hair and forcing him to look up. The single lightbulb overhead screamed at his blurry eyes as he glared up at the unidentifiable man. “But no , we gotta keep you alive .” He complained, yanking Peter’s head up just a bit more.
His body jolted when he felt a long and thick needle break the skin on the back of his neck. When he moved to fight back, the other men in the room rounded on either side of him, grabbing his arms and shoulders and forcing him back and still.
The feeling of something unknown being injected into him made his heart rate spike dramatically.
“Boss never said how alive you gotta be, though.” The man chuckled once more, releasing Peter’s hair and letting him drop his head once the needle had been removed. The teen panted, the electricity having weakened his body’s reaction time for the moment. He hung his head low, chin nearly touching his chest as he tried centering himself mentally.
This was not a plot to kill him. This was not a plot to get at the Wayne family. This was something that was entirely his own. The men had mentioned how their boss was the one to bring him back to life. This was his battle.
A battle that immediately got ten times harder to fight. When he lifted his head slowly, he jerked in surprise at the feeling of cold metal clamping around his wrists, forearms, and upper shins. His body tried to pull away from the restraints on instinct, but even when using his strength, he could barely make it creak .
But vibranium did not exist in this universe. At least, not that he knew of. Was this something similar? Something stronger, even?
Regardless, Peter was now trapped in the chair. He lifted his head fully with a harsh glare toward the men standing before him. His chest heaved and his shoulders shook, trying to regain a sense of control over himself.
“You’re sick .” He said fiercely, throat unbelievably dry. “You’re fucking sick .”
One of the men stepped forward, leaning down until he was uncomfortably close to Peter’s face. Even at this shortened distance, the teen could not see through the mask.
“And you are a freak . I’d say this room is full of shitty people, but you’re worse; you aren’t even a person .” He sneered, tilting his head at Peter’s defiant glare. “Those damn fangs of yours are evidence enough.”
“I’m more human than you’ll ever be–” Peter spat, glare hardening. The spit landed on the man’s mask, and to Peter, it was an act of defiance.
The man slowly reached up and wiped the spit away with his gloved hand. Part of Peter felt internally smug, since the man was obviously annoyed at the motion. “... You’re more human than me ?” The man clarified, reaching out and grabbing Peter by the hair again. He forced the teen to tilt his head back, and used his other hand to grab Peter’s jaw. The teen’s mouth was forced open, and his bones creaked under the force of the inhumanely strong man.
“Well, we can certainly try to make you more human.” He snickered, tilting Peter’s head back and forth to get a good look at his fangs. The sharp teeth that had fully grown in by now had a bit of blood on them, and Peter tried pulling his head away. He was only held firmer, a thumb pressing harshly into the spot between his jaw and neck. It made him want to gag.
“One of you bring me that sanding drill. It wants to be human , we should help.”
“He said he would be two hours max .” Damian growled, glaring at the Batcomputer. Tim sat in the chair, fingers flying across the keyboard. Both of their worries were obvious on their faces. “Could he have run off to New York again?”
“No, I don’t think so.” Tim frowned deeply, eyes locked onto the many screens in front of him. There were too many windows open to count, including maps, security cameras, trackers, news reports, and social media feeds.
Spider-man had been spotted swinging through Gotham. He had been enjoying himself, getting air just like he had said. He had stopped to talk with a group of homeless men Tim did not recognize. Then, he entered an alley and never came out.
But his tracker was not there. It was all the way across town in the harbor.
“Karen, is Peter with his suit?” Tim asked, a sinking pit in his stomach. He knew the answer before she would even say it.
“Negative. He was knocked unconscious and then forcibly removed from the Iron Spider Mark II. His earpiece was also abandoned alongside the suit.”
“Where in the harbor.” Damian demanded, gripping the back of the desk chair that Tim was hunched over in. “I’ll be searching immediately–”
“No you won’t.” The strong voice of Bruce cut in, crossing the room from the stairs to join them. He had been upstairs when Peter left once more, and suspected that nothing was wrong until Damian came running in a frenzy. That was twenty minutes ago.
Damian opened his mouth to protest, glaring at his father. The man held up a hand to silence his son, continuing to speak quickly so that he would not be cut off.
“This is a sensitive situation, Damian. You were at the harbor less than… six hours ago. If Hugo is responsible like we think, then he knows this, and it’s likely why he dropped Peter’s technology there. The chances of this being a trap are high. We shouldn’t focus all of our resources on the technology, but on finding Peter .”
The youngest Wayne snapped his mouth shut, a fuming glare pointed at his father. “...And what if finding his technology helps us find him? It could save us hours of time.”
“Or it could result in more unnecessary injuries.” Bruce countered with an even tone. He would not allow an argument to escalate when there were already high tensions. “Rescuing Peter is the top priority, but we cannot achieve that by taking unnecessary risks.”
“Then go.” Tim butted in, looking between the two before Damian could spark up his own argument. He held firm in his voice, despite the wavering in his chest. “Go look for him. We’ll send Cass and Steph with Babs’ help. Karen and I will work here, and the rest of you need to go look. It’s a simple distribution of resources.”
Damian and Bruce both stared at Tim for less than a second before jumping into action. Damian pressed his mask back onto his face while pulling his phone out, calling Duke, Cassandra, and Jason from upstairs. Meanwhile Bruce set off an alert that pinged everyone's phones, getting in contact with Dick while he rushed to grab his suit.
While they rushed to get ready to leave, Tim turned back to the Batcomputer. He took a slow and deep breath, trying to even out that painful tremor in his chest. His hands shook ever so slightly as he lifted them to type on the keyboard.
“...Karen,” He started in a quieter voice. “What are the odds of successfully locating him without substantial injuries?”
“Based on your stored knowledge, there is currently a one in two-hundred and forty thousand chance of success without substantial injuries.”
The teen's heart ached at the reality, and he quietly got back to work. Part of him could imagine Peter standing just feet away, making a playful remark about how things ‘could be worse.’
Tim prayed that things were better.
The first time that Peter Parker ever went to the dentist, he was thirteen years old. Before the fateful spider bite at Oscorp, his dental hygiene had never been the best. He brushed like he was told, and was careful with biting things too hard, or opening bottles with his teeth, but he still had cavities. The dentist told him that he had something called fast acting decay , which meant that his teeth were rotting quicker than he could brush them.
The dentist told him that he would have fake teeth by twenty, and that scared him.
Peter did anything that he could to try preventing that from happening. Instead of brushing twice a day, he moved to four times. He convinced May to buy him medicated toothpaste. He gave up candy and soda for weeks.
When he went back for his follow-up appointment, they told him that he needed root canals. Peter went from being scared to being absolutely terrified .
At least then, he had been numbed before the procedures. At least then, it had been medical professionals handling his teeth. At least then, he was not in a dirty room experiencing some of the worst pain he had ever felt.
Peter’s head had been forced back so that his face was tilted up toward the dingy light. His neck strained from the uncomfortable position being held for so long, but that was nothing compared to the stabbing sensation in his mouth.
His gums were on fire, and he could feel the blood trickle from his mouth down his chin. There was too much of it, and he was starting to choke on it. His screams were muffled by the blood collecting in the back of his mouth, which bubbled with every cough, inhale, and wheeze. Spitting the blood out was impossible , given the contraption tearing into his cheeks. His focus was almost entirely devoted on not choking to death.
The contraption holding his mouth open was a cold metal, with long prongs on either side of his mouth. It reminded him painfully of the ones his dentist used. And the drill–
God, the drill .
Peter choked on the blood once more as a scream tore its way through his throat, eyes squeezing tight shut. His arms pulled against the restraints as his fight or flight tried taking over. Unfortunately for him, the restraints were strong enough to hold him. Mixed with the fluctuating pain, he was starting to lose focus.
They were shaving his teeth . His fangs . Their insults and words came to his mind abruptly as the sanding drill scraped against his teeth with a pressure that would surely cause irreversible damage.
They had called him it. They had called him freak. They had said that he was not even a person .
And then they said that they were going to help him become ‘more like a person.’
Peter was pulled out of his thoughts by a reprieve; the drill sander had been pulled away and his head released. He let it fall forward, chin nearly touching his chest as he breathed heavily. His now wide eyes stared down at his lap, where blood stained his clothes from his still open mouth. His jaw was painfully sore, and he could still feel the phantom sensations of the drill pressing against his teeth.
He experimentally ran his tongue along the tops of his teeth, and his heart fell at the amount of blood that he tasted. The shape of his fangs had been completely altered- he could feel the awkward shapes and jagged, unfinished edges.
It was in these few moments that something creeped into his vision. It was not the familiar green that he was starting to come to terms with- it was something new. Something dark . It made a shiver run up his spine, and a quickness to fall into his breath. He could physically feel his heart start to beat slightly faster, and a low ringing beginning in his ears.
“With it’s metabolism, I expected this shit to kick in sooner.” The man that Peter had mentally assigned the role of the leader said roughly, grabbing Peter once more by the hair and forcing his head up. The teen faced him with wide eyes, dilated pupils, and sweat running off of his forehead. “Maybe it needs a bigger dose.”
Peter panicked, and tried to shake his head frantically. Whatever they had injected into him , he wanted nothing to do with. It was clearly the cause of his panic, and he did not think he could handle much more sensory overload.
The leader laughed behind his nondescript mask, and Peter wanted nothing more than to break free from his restraints and beat the daylights out of this man. But that was impossible, because he was weak .
Wait.
What?
Since when did he think that about himself?
Something laughed behind him, but he was unable to turn and look due to the hand keeping him still. The reality that there was something else in the room made his fear heighten immensely, and for a moment he thrashed, desperate to find the source of the unsettling laughter.
His sixth sense was working overtime, but it was no longer helpful like it used to be. The frantic buzzing in his nerves and spine was unbearably distracting, because in the moment, everything was dangerous.
What was meant to protect him was now working against him.
The hand in his hair yanked him forward, and he lurched in his forced seat. A large gloved hand was suddenly forced over his mouth, the crook of the man’s thumb pressed against his nose in a suffocating manner. With his mouth still forced open by the metal contraption, it was his only source of air.
His heart faltered and his stomach dropped in nausea when he suddenly felt something crawl along the inside of his mouth.
“You’re a spider , right?” Peter could hear the leader’s grin, and in that moment, he tried everything he could to close his mouth. Things only got worse when his head was forced to tip back, and the feeling of crawling got worse. No longer was it just in his mouth, it was everywhere . His hands, his hair, his legs, his neck- they were everywhere .
“Spiders eat bugs.”
“I’ve got eyes on the target.” Orphan mumbled into her comm, staring down toward the shoddy boathouse from the railing of an empty watchtower. When Jason and Damian had described it before taking off into Gotham to search, she had assumed that the place would look worse. Its rotten wood exterior and caving in roof were both expected. “Spoiler, move in.”
On her command, another figure moved out of the shadows nearby. The girl clad in her purple uniform jumped down from a warehouse roof and rolled on the ground, standing fast and running to the cover of a large directory sign that was covered in shadows.
Orphan followed suit, moving with a practiced silence that only Damian and Bruce were able to replicate. Within seconds, the two were peeking into the slightly ajar door of the boathouse. The smell of death left them both unphased as they moved in, staying on high alert for any signs of this being a trap or set-up.
“Hi, Orphan. Hi, Spoiler. The signal for Spider-man’s suit is coming from below the deck of the pontoon boat.”
Both girls nodded in response, and boarded the boat from either side. The uneven distribution of weight made the vessel sway slightly, but the two were able to hold their balance and navigate the small rear deck.
Spoiler dropped carefully onto hands and knees when she saw the loose board and pulled it up. The old wood snapped under the pressure of her hands, and she tossed the worthless piece of debris aside. “This is disgusting…” She grimaced, reaching her hand into the waterlogged space below the deck.
“Quit complaining and just grab the suit.” Orphan bit back in a whisper. Her attitude and nervous chattering could be explained by her worry. Like everyone else, she was terrified for Peter. Doctor Hugo Strange was a dangerous individual, especially since he knew Batman’s identity. She would not be surprised if he knew all of theirs as well.
After a few seconds of rummaging around on the creaking boat, Spoiler withdrew her hand with a soaking wet Iron Spider Mark II. It was in its full suit form, with the nanobots still shaped to fit Peter perfectly. There were no signs of struggle, which made both of their hearts sink.
Spoiler pulled the suit across her legs, looking over every inch of the outside before starting to turn the flexible metal inside-out to check the smaller crevices. It was then that a small plastic bag with a folded piece of paper inside fell out and onto the deck. Orphan was quick to snatch it up while Spoiler finished checking the suit.
“It’s clear.” Spoiler mumbled, collapsing the suit into its compact form in the same way that she had seen Peter do before. “What’s the note say?”
Midnight
0807 Poplar Avenue, Gotham
Exchange of access to your databases for your spiders safe return
I won’t wait forever.
-H.S.
Bruce could not stop reading the note. Its ominous origins and lack of evidence that Peter was alright shook him to his core. He felt unable to remove his gaze, which continued to flick across the words. He probably repeated them in his mind a dozen times.
“...We’ve looked up the address,” Steph said in a quiet and serious tone. She had called Bruce back to the cave moments after finding the note, where her and Cassandra explained everything. “It's a skyscraper further into inner Gotham that was set to be demolished years ago. Karen found a schematic of the floorplan.”
“Show me.” Bruce demanded, and the blonde girl immediately walked with him to the nearby Batcomputer, where Tim was cross-legged in the chair and typing vigorously.
Displayed on one of the secondary monitors was a slowly rotating three-dimensional floor plan. On the sides of the screen were blocks of text noting weak points in the architecture, internal stairwells, exits, and other notable pieces of information.
“0807 Poplar Avenue, Gotham, was previously owned by Lexcorp before being auctioned off to a smaller, majorly unsuccessful company. After falling into debt, the building was reclaimed by the Bank of America. Shortly after, it was condemned due to fire damage that was unrelated to the former owner’s bankruptcy.”
“Why has its demolition been put off for so long?” Bruce asked, glancing between the schematic and the multiple security cameras that Tim had maximized on the main monitor. They were all near the building in question, most of them angled with the structure in frame.
“No particular reason. It was not a high priority for the city, and demolishing a skyscraper is expensive. It would have been cost-inefficient.”
Tim’s quiet snort of mild amusement was the only thing to offer any normalcy or comfort to the man. Bruce committed the information about the building to memory, studying the floor plan with sharp focus.
“Bruce,” Steph called quietly, putting a hand on his arm. His gaze did not falter, and she frowned softly. “ Bruce . Don’t get like this, we gotta communicate if we wanna get him back.”
He sighed heavily through his nose, brows pinching together. He closed his eyes for a few seconds, mentally counting to ten. Stephanie was trying to pull his focus away from what was important–
He froze, mind going back on itself. What was important.
Peter.
The dull star that Titan orbited around offered no warmth or comfort. Peter Parker was in shambles, collapsed on the cold stone floor of the planet. Wispy clouds of green and terrifying darkness lapped at his vision and evaded his direct gaze. Even with his eyes as wide and alert as possible, he could not get a good glimpse at what lay just outside of his gaze.
And then Peter blinked, and the sun became a lightbulb overhead. The cold stone floor became a sleek and bloodstained gray. The sand under his fingers became dust and chipped bone. He coughed, and the painful stabbing in his ribs sent shockwaves of pain up and down his entire body. He shook with exhaustion.
He wanted to go Home.
The men in masks had only stepped out minutes ago. At least, he thought so. Whatever they had injected him with was messing with his sense of time. He honestly had no clue how long he had been there. It could have been hours or days. All he knew was that every second of torture lasted far too long.
He had lost far too much blood. A human would be dead by now.
But Peter was a pest , not a human . Not to them .
He pulled himself into a sitting position, leaning his back against the hard wall and wincing with pain. His adrenaline had not been enough to distract him, and now more than ever it was starting to wane. His migraine felt like tremors, his open wounds on his torso were raw and more present than ever. Every movement and every breath strained him.
Should he even bother breathing anymore?
Peter barely heard the door open. He was unsure when he shut his eyes, but the sound made them shoot back open. The room before him shifted violently with vertigo, and every flicker of the light only confused him further. Was he on Titan? Was he in that room? Was he in Hell?
He barely felt when the hand grabbed his wrist, rough and uncaring for his comfort. He winced under the pressure, and struggled to pull away. It was only when more hands joined the first, yanking his body up to a stumbling stance, did he truly try fighting back.
Peter reared back with all of his body weight, bringing his sore and bruised legs up to jump and kick out. They made contact with padded body armor, sending the two men in front of him stumbling back. They released the teen in their steps, causing him to fall. He rolled back, adrenaline picking up once more.
The blood on his tongue and the darkness clouding his vision encouraged him to make a run for the door. It was attainable, and the flickering scene before him suddenly did not seem as scary. Freedom was within reach–
A crack of metal, a scream of pain, and a bone-shattering impact forced him to the floor. His palms met the concrete, stopping his face from hitting the ground by centimeters. He wheezed, a sob wracking his body as the pain in his leg pulsed violently. It seized every muscle and tendon below his knee, where the slamming of the crowbar had shattered bone.
Unsure of what was real and what was not, he forced his eyes to squeeze shut. The darkness that consumed him only felt worse than the shifting environment around him.
His nerves lit up with panic as he was once again pulled up by the back of his shirt and forced to stand. He choked back another sob, his throat closing up with fear . It was a dark and stormy feeling that was just as overwhelming as the green used to be.
But this time, there was no controlling it. The darkness was something untamable. Unlike the violent green that festered in his chest, this was something that was not his own.
The teen was forcefully walked to the wall, and on instinct, he brought his arms up to brace himself against the cold concrete. He nearly tripped and fell into the water trough that he was now hovering over. It was then that his senses picked up the smell of water.
His labored, frantic breaths were suddenly cut off by a heavy hand on the back of his neck, dragging him off of the wall and down . Water had filled his nose before he could even think to take another breath, choking him with ice cold fury.
He was only held under for a few seconds before being pulled back up. He gasped for air, eyes once again shooting open. He blinked rapidly, desperate for some sort of reprieve or reassurance. He needed help .
Peter realized that help would not be coming when he was forced under again.
And again.
And again.
The time at which he was held under got progressively longer, going from a few seconds to almost a minute at a time. Once again, Peter felt himself starting to black out. His vision got spotty with water and dark clouds, and it was impossible to tell what were tears and what was the water on his face.
At some point, one of his arms was pulled from the water, while his head was still held under. He struggled pointlessly against the holds. The ice cold water biting at his face was suddenly nothing compared to the burning hot on his wrists.
He screamed , choking on the water that filled his lungs. He was pulled up from the water, and his eyes darted frantically to the side. Fire was singeing his skin, tearing at his flesh and destroying his wrists.
Destroying his spinnerets.
He could only cry, his body shutting down under the strain, stress, and pain.
The last thing he heard before everything went dark was a high-pitched alarm and shouting from outside the door.
Notes:
How fun was that :D
In all seriousness though, this chapter was a heavy one to write, which is why it took a bit longer than normal to release. I'm so grateful for my partner and beta reader, Moon, who looked over everything and helped me get through this one <3 As stated in the first authors note above, this chapter IS crucial to the plot progression of DDFT. No, it is not just random torture, No, it is not something that I honestly enjoyed writing. No, there will not be another chapter that is this heavy with triggering topics.
As always, I appreciate all of the support!! We have nine more chapters to go before this story is complete, and I couldn't be happier with the progress, growth, and community that surrounds DDFT. Thank you all so much! I read every single comment, and I promise I'm hearing you guys <3
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Chapter 20: The Prize of the Battle is the Consequence of War
Notes:
Hi gang! Enjoy this chapter, hopefully you like it more than the previous one. I know a lot of people were waiting for this release before reading chapter 19 (I don't blame you, that was a heavy rollercoaster), so I tried to get this done as soon as possible! Big thanks to my lovely partner, Moon, for beta-reading as usual <3
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CHAPTER WARNINGS!!!
-Canon typical violence (its a super hero fic, theres gonna be fight scenes)
-Mentions of torture (references to chapter 19)
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Chapter Text
“And we all remember the plan?”
“Yes-”
“ Obviously– ”
“Can we hurry up– ”
“Alright, alright–” Nightwing winced at the shouting, waving his hands placatingly. Despite his best efforts to keep his siblings at bay, their worry and anger was contagious. He was biting his tongue trying not to snap himself. “There’s no need to yell at me, save it for Doctor Strange and his asshole workers.” He huffed, glaring at the building across the street.
Nightwing, Red Hood, and Spoiler all stood at the mouth of a deep alleyway that looked out onto Poplar Avenue. The street was busy for it to be early in the day. The sun had barely peeked over the horizon, but bustling citizens were walking the inner Gotham sidewalks.
They, of course, barely paid any mind to the scheming vigilantes. The business of the Bats was not something to be questioned by Gotham’s citizens. The only odd thing about now was that it was nearly seven in the morning. Batman and his companions worked at night , so for them to be out in the sunlight was different.
Red Hood cracked his knuckles, and Nightwing could feel the heated glare from where he stood. The older man lifted a hand, placing it on his brother’s shoulder. It was meant to be reassuring, but he could feel the tension underneath Red Hood’s thick brown leather jacket.
Spoiler stepped forward ahead of the other two, weaving through the steady flow of foot traffic before making it to the closest light post, where she wasted no time to propel herself upwards. Landing on top of it, she scoped out the building just across the street.
The condemned skyscraper was ratty. She had seen it quite a few times on her patrol routes, but had never paid it any mind. There were too many condemned buildings in Gotham for one to truly stand out.
But now there was someone inside that she could not ignore; someone that, if dead, would destroy her family. She refused to let that happen.
“...Can we not just go –” She complained, leaning her head back toward the two men who were posted at the mouth of the alley. Nightwing shook his head, causing her to pout. Her dramatics were drawn from the anxious energy buzzing through her. Every second wasted was another second that could lead to disaster.
“We’ve gotta wait for everyone else to get into position.” Nightwing reminded, pulling out his phone briefly to check for any updates. There were no messages from anyone else, which did nothing for his steadily increasing anxiety.
“Wait all you want, Nightwing. I’m not wasting anymore time–” Red Hood hissed, pulling two pistols into either hand from his belt. He stepped out onto the sidewalk, where the people walking parted like the red sea. His footsteps and anger could have cracked the pavement beneath his feet as he stepped out and through the traffic of the street. Cars honked angrily as Nightwing followed.
“Red Hood–” Nightwing nearly pleaded, narrowly avoiding being side-swiped by a car. He waved an apology toward the driver, jogging to catch up to his brother. “If we rush in, we could–”
“Ruin the plan? Make things worse? Yeah- but we could also find Spider-man.” He argued, making it to the other side of the street. The skyscraper loomed over him, and Red Hood could only compare it to a titan. Something of myth that struck fear into those who looked too closely.
But Red Hood was not fearful . He was furious .
He shoved off Nightwing, giving him a hard glare through his helmet before rounding the building on its left side. He looked up and down the wall, analyzing the structure as he went. Karen had been right- the stability of the building had been impacted by fire in the past. He could hear it swaying on its foundation with every gust of wind that blew through.
Spoiler tailed the two men, a few feet behind Nightwing. Her gaze matched Red Hood’s, as she was also desperate to initiate the plan. She wanted Peter home just as badly as the others did.
“Oracle.”
“What’s up, fairytale?”
Red Hood faltered for just a moment, the nickname catching him off guard. Then, he frowned. He knew what Barbara was trying to do. Her efforts as of the last two or so hours had been focused on keeping everyone calm. If anyone panicked, things could go haywire. Her quips had been the most reassuring thing for all of the vigilantes.
“...Take me to our entry point. I’m going in.”
“You sure? Seems a little early, right? I don’t think the others are in position–”
“Can you just take me please ?” He asked through gritted teeth, cutting her off with a fury in his voice.
Oracle was quiet for a few moments, but then he could faintly hear the clicking of her keyboard. The sound made him relax just a bit, knowing that she was working toward their goal.
“Karen, give us some statistics.”
“Hi, Oracle. According to my calculations, the current probability of success is forty-two percent. That percentage drops dramatically if anyone defects from the pre-established plan.”
“Like going in early?”
“Correct.”
Oracle sighed from her end. “Sorry, Red. Our probability of success needs to be as high as possible- we don’t have much margin for error–”
“Then I’m going in here– ” He cut her off by sending his steel-toed boot through the nearest window. The sounds of Oracle cursing in his ear were muffled by the sudden high-pitched blaring of an alarm. Red Hood climbed into the building’s first floor through the broken window, followed quickly by Nightwing and Spoiler.
“Red Hood–” Nightwing hissed, unsheathing his escrima and looking around the dark outer hallway they had entered. “This is a terrible idea– ”
He was cut off by the sounds of gunfire, the smell of gunpowder, and the sight of Spoiler launching herself off of the windowsill and into a roll on the ground to dodge flying bullets. He fell into motion immediately, turning in the direction of fire and charging.
Nightwing expertly weaved between the fray of bullets, locked onto the masked men standing at the end of the hallway. “Red! You recognize these creeps??” He called out, and once he was close enough to start swinging, he did.
“Nope!” His brother called back, shooting around Nightwing’s weaving body. The two worked in tandem while Spoiler made a break for the other end of the hall. “Spoiler! Go find their reinforcements!”
“Already on it, Red Hood!” Her grin was obvious in her voice, and Red Hood huffed through a small smirk. That girl could be crazy , and it made her fit right in with the rest of them. Her spunk was something untameable.
Within seconds, the brothers had taken down the first wave of criminals back-to-back, and were moving on to track down their sister, who had gone elsewhere on the floor to fight her own battle.
“Oracle! Get us to Spoiler–”
“I’m a bit occupied fixing your mess, Red Hood–” The woman hissed in their ears, causing both men to flinch at her frustration. “Red Robin, Orphan, and Signal aren’t doing so hot, I'm trying to help them at the moment–”
“Allow me to control the situation for a moment. Oracle, go back to your duties. I will handle Red Hood, Nightwing, and Spoiler.”
Red Hood heard the quiet but grateful sigh of relief come from Oracle before her line fizzled into quiet. Him and Nightwing were left with the silence that followed.
“...So, directions?” Nightwing requested with a smile.
“You’re approximately forty seconds away. Head straight and follow signs for the lobby.”
“Karen, do me a favor.” Red Hood asked quietly, reloading his guns as he and Nightwing ran toward the lobby of the building. “Do a scan of this place and send it to everyone.”
“Of course. One moment, Red Hood.”
With Karen busy, the two vigilantes made it to the lobby. Immediately they were thrown back into the rush of a fight. Spoiler had done amazing on her own, but the ground floor was quickly beginning to be flooded by those reinforcements that Red Hood had mentioned earlier.
“Spoiler! On me!” Nightwing called out, exchanging blows with the enemy as soon as he was in range. His escrima were a force to be reckoned with, as their charge reached through the protective barriers and padded armor that the criminals wore. One by one, they fell under his forceful hand.
Spoiler fell back from her fight against four of the men, landing in a back-to-back position with Nightwing. It was the most strategic move, considering as soon as she was cleared, Red Hood opened fire with reckless abandon.
It took no genius to recognize that he was no longer using his non-lethal bullets, but Spoiler bit her tongue. Nightwing pretended not to notice. At that point, the two would accept any means to get Peter back.
That was their brother , and nothing would stand in their way. If it took a few real bullets to break down the barriers keeping them from Peter, then so be it.
Spoiler and Nightwing fell back into action a few seconds later, rolling below Red Hood’s line of fire and launching themselves forward. They swept under the feet of the masked men, bringing some to the floor in a frenzied pile of blood, bodies, and broken limbs. Others, Spoiler purposely kicked up and forward, putting the men into the direct line of fire.
Red Hood, Spoiler, and Nightwing had their sector under control quicker than they ever had before. Their teamwork felt unmatched in the face of the situation.
“Scan complete. Projections have been sent out.”
The diagrams inside of Red Hood’s helmet came to life, momentarily tearing his focus away from the fight at hand. He ducked behind a service desk in the lobby, breathing heavily as he analyzed the schematic before him. Nearby, he could hear Spoiler and Nightwing both amp up the speed at which they attacked.
The building’s diagram was front and center, and his green eyes skimmed it multiple times. The skyscraper had seventy-three stories above ground, and twelve below. Karen’s diagram of the building was as impressive as everything she managed to do. Not only could Jason see every single room, but he could also see the heat signatures in the rooms.
The ground lobby was full of bright red, which he rightfully assumed was himself, Spoiler, Nightwing, and the fools who came to fight them. The floors immediately above the lobby were also lit up red, that was steadily making its way down. More reinforcements.
The very top floors of the building were also lit up red. He recalled that the entry point for Red Robin, Orphan, and Signal had been the roof. Part of him wondered how their own battle was going, but he knew he had to keep his focus.
When nothing immediately stood out above ground, his gaze traveled to the lowest twelve floors.
They were, at first glance, as bare as they should have been. The condemned building was supposed to be inhabitable for long periods of time due to the instability of the foundation. However, Jason figured that the floors below ground would not have been affected by this.
On the lowest floor, in the darkest corner, was a small signal of red.
“Signal!!-” Red Robin shouted, dodging a punch from one of the many masked men that had come to defend the building. “On your eight!-”
The older teen vigilante fell into a dodge of his own, narrowly avoiding being jammed in the back of the neck by what looked like an electrified crowbar. The daytime bat could only wonder what kind of madmen are these guys?
Above the two fighting teenagers, Orphan was crawling on the rafters, just out of sight of the fighting men. Her position was as strategic as it was stealthy. When the time came, she would drop down and join the fray. But for now, she was doing exactly what she was supposed to.
“Red Robin, how’s it looking?”
“Not good-” He hissed through his teeth, walking backwards with his staff held out in front of himself. “They just keep showing up– ”
“Would you be mad if I told you more were on the way?”
“Yes!!-” He groaned, and immediately fell back into an offensive maneuver. If more of these masked men were showing up to fight, then he needed to stop being so defensive. In the corner of his eye, he could barely see Orphan positioned right above the entrance to the stairwell, where the reinforcements would arrive from.
“Sorry, R. But on the bright side, Nightwing, Red Hood, and Spoiler are all doing great downstairs.”
“Why couldn’t one of them come up here with us??” Signal complained, pulling a masked man to the ground and rolling over him. Once he had gained the upper hand, he threw down a punch that had the man knocked out cold . “This is not an even distribution of power!-”
“This is the plan, we gotta stick to it. If things get bad, just call Superboy. I know he can hear you anyways.”
“Not happening–” Red Robin growled, his punches becoming a bit harsher. He refused to drag his boyfriend into the situation, knowing that it would only complicate things further. “We can handle this–”
“That’s what I thought.”
The door to the stairwell was suddenly shoved open, and a new wave of masked men with various weapons funneled into the room. Orphan was quick to drop down, her legs wrapping around the neck of the one in the front. She dragged him to the ground, grabbing him by either side of his head and twisting his neck until it snapped .
Red Robin and Signal said nothing about her fatal maneuver. If she no longer felt the need to pull her punches, then they would try not to judge her.
Now, with all three vigilantes on the ground and actively fighting, things got just a bit easier. Orphan rounded the men coming from the stairwell, picking them off one by one with graceful movements and pinpoint accuracy with her hits. Signal picked off stragglers, sending them down to the ground or against walls until they fell unconscious. Red Robin took the moment to fall back, ducking into the nearest room for cover.
“Karen–”
“Hi, Red Robin. How can I help?”
“Roof is no good.” He huffed, trying to even out his breathing. “Batman and Robin are gonna have to enter from somewhere else.”
“Affirmative. I will relay the information across all outputs.”
“Thanks, Karen.” He sighed, closing his eyes for a few seconds. The plan was being altered, and he could only worry. “What’s our new probability of success?”
“Thirty-three percent.”
“Not good enough. How can I make that better?”
“Batman and Robin require a clear point of entry in order to reach Spider-man. The roof is no longer a viable option, and the ground floor is also still swarmed. I have located four possible points of entry.”
“And how do I help with that?”
“You can help by going back to your original role in the plan. Your job is to hold off the men on the upper floors.”
“I’m doing that–”
“The upper floors, Red Robin.”
The vigilante paused, letting her words fester in his mind for a few moments. The upper floors. Not the top floor, the upper floors.
Red Robin smiled, pulling himself from the room and back into the fight. “Thanks, Karen. You’re a genius–”
“I am a Stark Tech supercomputer, Red Robin. Of course I am a genius.”
Red Robin fell into place with Signal and Orphan, helping them both clear the room as quickly as possible. After a few minutes of fighting alongside his sister, the stairwell was clear enough for him to slip inside.
“You two stay up here!! I’m gonna go clear the next few floors–”
Signal nearly faltered, obviously surprised. “But– Red, hold on!-”
“The plan was to hold off the upper floors, Signal. Not just the top floor!-” Red Robin called back, swinging down from the railing on the stairs to reach the next floor down. He knew that Signal would still be listening, and likely trying to follow him. “Batman and Robin need a new point of entry, and we need to try everything we can to open one up for them–”
“So we’re going down ??”
“Exactly!!”
When Damian Wayne first met Peter Parker, he was spiteful. The boy viewed the teen as a threat. A threat to his family. There were too many unanswered questions about the stranger that caused Damian to feel something akin to fear.
Would he ever label it as fear? Absolutely not. Damian did not feel fear.
Just something very close to it.
Ever since him and Peter had reconciled and come to their truce, he had felt comfortable. What was previously a threat to his livelihood had become his friend- more than his friend, and Damian knew it just as well as anyone else did. Their study sessions were more like excuses to be in each other's presence.
He missed those study sessions, and he was determined to get them back.
The building was dark, dreary, and desolate. Batman and Robin entered about ten floors above ground level, in a spot that was blessedly empty of Hugo’s workers. The duo ignored everything in favor of getting downstairs. Robin’s hasty movements were evidence of his nerves, and Batman was in a similar state. They were both eager to get Peter home .
Their journey downstairs was filled with the sounds of the blaring red alarm until they reached the ground floor, where it mixed with gunfire, shouting, and an intense fight.-. While Robin continued downstairs without missing a beat, Batman momentarily paused to watch through the window on the door to the stairwell.
The amount of men on the ground not breathing was something of concern, but was clear evidence of Red Hood’s involvement. The vigilante could not find it in himself to be mad this time. Usually his son’s violent ways irked him, but this time, he found himself trying to ignore it as much as possible.
There was no excuse, but there was a reason. Batman neglected to think on the issue further.
He caught up to Robin two floors down, where the boy was talking to one of the two women in his ear.
“As soon as we’re downstairs, you need to do a scan- or something- finding him is top priority–”
Batman steeled his own nerves in favor of confidence. He needed Robin to see that things would turn out fine. If the young vigilante was only a nervous wreck the whole time, then this would not be favorable for anyone.
“Karen?” Batman huffed, taking the lead in the journey downstairs.
“Hi, Batman. What can I do for you?”
“Are there any warm bodies on sub-level twelve?”
“Only one, Batman. I’m ready to navigate you to him the second you touch down.”
The man quietly sighed. “Thank you.”
“...Batman, what do you think happened to him?” Robin asked, a tightness in his voice that set Batman off. The tone was unnatural in the boy, and he never wanted to hear that kind of pain from him again.
But he struggled to find the right answer. Batman knew that if he said something wrong, things would only get worse for Robin. So he stayed quiet for the next few flights of stairs while he thought up a sufficient answer.
“...I think that, whatever they did, we’ll return tenfold.” He huffed, unable to conceal the anger growing in his voice. It made his heart pound, and his head hurt. “Hugo is not known for empathy, Robin. I consider it lucky that none of you have had serious run-ins with him until now.”
“And is he here?” Robin asked. As they got closer to sub-level twelve, he pulled three batarangs off of his belt, nestling them comfortably between his padded fingers.
“Negative, Robin. Doctor Hugo Strange is not in the building. I have been working in the background to locate him, but have so far been unsuccessful in my efforts. I apologize.”
“No need, Karen. You’ve done plenty good for us.” Batman assured. The longer he had worked with the AI, the easier it was to think of her as an actual person instead of a computer program. Considering she was made for Peter, he was rather glad that she acted with such humanity.
When they reached the very bottom of the stairwell, they were greeted by darkness. It made both of them stand on edge, ready for a fight to break out at any given moment. Bruce was thankful for the night vision in his cowl, along with the upgrades in the Robin masks.
The lowest floor was revealed to be a lab; which sent a pit forming in Batman’s stomach. The tables, chairs, computers, and machines were all abandoned, likely in favor of defending the building. If Batman knew anything about Hugo, it was that his men were devoted . They would fight until the bitter end.
The two vigilantes navigated the room with practiced silence, splitting up on Batman’s wordless command. While the older vigilante went left, toward the machinery, the younger vigilante went right.
Batman observed the space with care, identifying the machines as he went. Most of them, unfortunately, were custom. They were not publicly used, which meant that he had to take some liberties in identifying their purpose.
The longer he looked, the more he started to understand just what they had put Peter through.
A homemade blowtorch, with the handle still warm. It was held together by screws, thin sheets of metal, and electrical tape. He hated how empty the gasoline canister felt when he picked it up experimentally. It had been used within the last hour.
A ventilated humidity box, filled about a third of the way with squirming insects. From cockroaches to centipedes, they writhed against each other in the cramped enclosure. Batman did not want to imagine what they were used for.
A tray of various dental tools, alongside a handheld drill that had been modified with a sanding block on the end. The sanding block had white scratches and marks along the grain, showing heavy use. The tools on the tray were coated in thin layers of blood and dried saliva.
Batman’s anger festered like never before.
Robin split off from Batman upon his command, and went to the right half of the long room. He weaved between desks, eyes glancing over documents and papers left carelessly in sight. If the evidence from the boathouse was not enough, then these were surely good proof of Hugo Strange’s involvement.
“Karen, can you see what I see?”
“I can tap into your mask’s camera and see, yes.”
“Do that, and then try to scan as many of these as possible.”
“Understood.”
Robin, content with knowing that Karen would take care of the documents, moved on from the desks after giving them all a long once-over. Hopefully that was long enough for Kaen to pick up all of the important information.
“Where’s that warm body at?” He asked quietly, rounding the corner of a desk and stepping out into the small walkway between workspaces. The young vigilante looked around, eyes flitting from place to place.
There was a pipe of running water overhead that was leaking, dropping water slowly into a forming puddle. His gaze traveled the length of it, before it disappeared through the ceiling. He could only assume it went further past that wall, or potentially up into the building.
“The warm body is straight ahead. There should be a door about five yards ahead of you.”
“Thanks.” He mumbled. The sounds of the leaky pipe, paired with Batman inspecting the machines across the room, became a white noise to the young vigilante.
Using her information to his advantage, Robin stayed low as he approached the door. His grip instinctually tightened on the batarangs. Part of him prayed he would not need them, but the other part of him knew to always be prepared.
The door before him was a heavy metal, and when he placed his palm against it, it was warm . That revelation in itself immediately concerned him. He did not smell smoke, but the possibility of a fire on the other side came to mind. “Karen, what’s this door made of?” He asked, putting away the batarangs and replacing them with lock-picking tools.
“Its composure and general appearance resemble numerous known materials, it is hard to be certain without a breakdown of a sample.”
“Tt.” He huffed, not content with her answer. Regardless, he let the question fall away in favor of working the lock. He kept his senses sharp, straining to hear anything out of the ordinary on the other side. It did not take a genius to realize that the room on the other side was soundproof, and he tried not to think too hard about why it was soundproof.
“Batman, I’m in.” He called across the room, letting the heavy padlock fall into his hand. He stood up straight and looked back toward his father, who turned to attention. The nod from the older vigilante was plenty praise for Robin; they had more important matters to worry about.
When Batman reached the door, he took two deep breaths before pushing it open. It groaned against its hinges, and as if on cue, the rest of the building shifted and settled on its foundation. The instability of the entire facility was a reminder that they needed to get out fast .
The room before them was wide and empty. It looked like something straight out of nightmares, and briefly, Robin was thrown back to the League.
Isolation was never a good thing. He hated that this room reminded him of it.
The floor was a dark concrete, with darker stains and scuff marks that looked concerningly like scratches. Robin recognized the sight of blood immediately, and his gaze followed the trickling trail all the way to the chair in the center of the room.
The contraption was as uncomfortable looking as it was unsettling; a compact seat used for restraining someone. It had thick cuffs on the arms and legs that were open and ready for the next person to sit. It looked confining , and its obviously restricting purpose made something angry boil in Robin’s chest.
The massive dark red stain around it certainly did not help its appearance, either.
While Robin inspected the chair from the doorway, Batman moved into the room. The single light overhead cast intense shadows across every wall, outlining every scuff, indent, and eroded spot in the grainy metal. The walls were obviously starting to succumb to whatever had been tearing them apart.
The corners of the room were empty, but the man was unsure if that was a good or bad thing. They offered no reassurance or confidence that this had been a kind place, not that Batman needed that reassurance. He knew Hugo Strange, and he knew that the man would be nothing if not cruel .
When Batman turned to tell Robin that the room was empty, he was surprised to see the boy staring at the far wall. The vigilante’s gaze followed his son’s, until it landed on the water trough.
It looked like something belonging to a horse stable, and Batman was ninety-nine percent sure he and Damian had once gone shopping for something similar. The boy had wanted to give Batcow the best life possible, and even if she was not a horse, they still considered getting her a larger water trough.
Batman and Robin closed in from either side of the trough, each holding a weapon in caution.
Robin dropped his after he got close enough to see into the water.
The young vigilante ran up to the trough, pulling himself up to stand over it with one leg on each edge of the tub. He bent down with panicked precision, arms hooking underneath a body and pulling it from the water with a violent splash. He stumbled down from the trough, dragging the unconscious figure with himself.
Batman had never seen Peter so cold. Not when he first entered the Manor, not when he ran away to New York, and not when he started ignoring the man. Peter had never looked so gone .
“Karen–” Robin called upon her frantically, turning Peter’s head from side to side. The amount of bruising, blood, and cuts that littered his visible skin made Batman bristle. “Scan him–”
“Spider-man is alive. His body has sustained extreme traumatic damage across multiple sectors.”
“What needs medical attention first, we need to prioritize–”
“His wrists.”
Robin froze, his gloved hands holding Peter’s head tensing under her words. His gaze, hardened by panic and dread, flicked to the unconscious teen’s wrists. His chest sank into a dark pit when he saw the fresh burn marks tracing up his palms and forearms.
“...Batman-” Robin swallowed his fear, looking up toward his father- his beacon . He needed reassurance, and he needed Peter safe .
Batman stared down at Robin and Peter, and within seconds, he was in action. The man stepped forward and knelt down to the ground, scooping his arms underneath Peter and lifting the broken teen away from Robin. The boy wanted to protest, but bit his tongue. Batman would be more efficient in getting him home.
“Karen, contact Oracle. We’re going home.”
“Affirmative–”
The unexpected feeling of a fist connecting with Batman’s chin sent the man stumbling back, his hold on Peter loosening before the teen rolled away, scrambling to his feet and falling away from the two vigilantes with wide eyes.
Wild eyes.
“ Get the fuck away from me–” He hissed, burnt palms scraping against the floor as he scrambled away. His green gaze flicked between the surprised Robin and Batman, who immediately noted his dilated pupils and frantic nature. “Don’t– don’t get near me–”
Robin bristled, muscles becoming tense as he watched Peter try to flee . Peter did not flee , Peter fought . He was a confident guy, with a bright future and a witty remark always on the tip of his tongue.
Something had gone horribly wrong in this room, and Robin got the feeling that his wrists were only the start of it.
“...Peter,” Batman said steadily. In light of Robin’s shock, the man took it upon himself to slowly kneel. Getting lower was a strategic maneuver. If Peter was running off of pure adrenaline, like Batman suspected, then changes in body language would be one of the first things the teen would notice. So the vigilante went from alert to passive, placing his palms flat on the floor as he kneeled. “I need you to breathe for me. We aren’t–”
“You’re gonna kill me– ”
“-here to hurt you, Peter. We’re taking you home.”
Peter inhaled sharply, watching as Robin backed up toward the door. “You’re lying–”
“I would never lie to you, Peter. Not anymore.” Batman tried to assure him, forcing his voice to be as even as possible. If he let even an ounce of his own anxiety slip through, this would all be for nothing. “I’ll never lie to you again, Peter.”
Batman watched as the teen swallowed, shoulders shaking and body shivering. He was still drenched in the ice cold water from the trough, and the vigilante could recognize symptoms of hypothermia starting to settle in. They did not have long before damage started to become permanent.
So, he reached up, and pulled off his cowl. Peter watched with intense alertness, following Bruce’s hand up and down. Then, his green eyes flicked up to meet Bruce’s blue gaze. Something made the teen freeze, staring at his face. His gaze moved slowly from Bruce’s eyes, to his hair, to his nose, to his jaw. He looked at everything .
“...Damian, take your mask off.” Bruce requested quietly, not taking his eyes off of Peter. He could hear the shifting of material behind him, before Peter tore his eyes away from Bruce and onto the boy further back.
Damian stared at Peter as the teen went through the same routine; looking over every piece of Damian’s face that he could see.
“....How do I know you’re real?” Peter whispered, and the weight of the question settled into Bruce’s heart like a wicked curse. “You could be fake. I could be dreaming.”
“It’s worth a shot, is it not?” Damian said, just above a whisper. “We’ll take you home, Peter. You’ll get to sleep in that bed of yours, with your fresh sheets that Alfred changed for you. Just like you asked.”
Damian seemed to feel a bit better about letting Peter leave now, so the teen took this opportunity to stand fully and let his nanobot mask form over his face. “Oh, Dami?” He got the kid’s attention again before he got to the runway exit of the cave.
Damian watched him, standing to attention when he was called upon.
“Can you do me a favor and ask Alfred to pull my sheets out of the drier later? I cleaned them earlier while you were out, so they’re not on my bed.”
“I noticed.” Damian huffed. “I helped Jason get you to bed, and I was wondering where the red ones went.”
“Yeah, I figured it was time to clean them. Too many after-patrol naps while covered in sweat.” He snickered at the dramatic face of disgust that Damian made.
“You do know that Alfred changes and cleans our sheets weekly, right?” The kid raised a brow as Spider-man stretched his arms high over his head.
“Yeah, but I figured it’s about time I start pulling my weight around here.” He smiled behind his mask. “I’ll see you in an hour or two, Dami. Don’t wait up for me.”
The unmasked vigilantes watched as the teen shivered, the gears turning in his brilliant mind as he deciphered what was real and what was not. Bruce had no idea what Peter was currently seeing, but based on the mass amount of fear toxin in the lab, he had a general idea that it was not nice things .
“...Peter, please.” Damian asked. “Everyone is ready to help you. We’re all here.”
“Even Tony?”
Bruce and Damian fell silent. The two exchanged a quick glance, and before Bruce could speak, his son beat him to it.
“He will be. He’ll come, I promise. We’ll make sure of it.”
“You promise?”
“I do.”
Barbara stared at her monitors, leaning back in her cushioned chair for the little comfort that it offered. She watched as everyones’ trackers moved, keeping herself busy by counting the minutes. The new three-dimensional models that Karen generated offered the woman a better view of everyone, letting her see exactly what floor they were on and their position within.
While Red Hood, Nightwing, and Spoiler finished picking off the men on the ground floor, Red Robin, Orphan, and Signal were about halfway down the building. They had finished clearing the top floors just minutes ago.
On sub-level twelve, Batman and Robin remained mostly stagnant. She had a feeling that she knew exactly what the two were doing, but she could not bring herself to interrupt them. If the situation was as extreme as she was assuming, then they needed to be as focused as possible.
It was only five minutes later, when the two trackers started moving again, that she tapped into their communications line and spoke.
“...So, any updates?”
“Target secured. We’re heading back to the Batcave now. Have Agent A prepare an ICU.”
Barbara tried not to be surprised at the need for intense medical care. “On it, B. How is he?”
“Unconscious again. Short-term hypothermic symptoms, segregated second degree burns, and other injuries.”
“Got it.” She typed out a message to Alfred, knowing the man was waiting in the Cave. He had been waiting this entire time, preparing for Peter’s inevitable return and need for medical care. “...Hey, B?”
“What is it, Oracle?”
“Be careful with him, okay? This isn’t something you can fix just by punching Doctor Asshat.”
“...I know.”
“Good.”
When the comm line went silent, she disconnected from it and sighed. After alerting the others of the situation, she watched as the trackers for Spoiler, Red Robin, Signal, and Orphan all left the building toward the Cave. Nightwing and Red Hood stayed on the ground floor.
She watched as, for a brief moment, Robin, Batman, Nightwing, and Red Hood convened. Part of her wanted to know what they were talking about, and what was taking them so long, but before she knew it the duo were leaving the building. Based on the speed at which they left the city block, she could assume that the Batmobile was their vehicle of choice.
With the press of a button, Barbara alerted the Gotham Police that there was a situation in need of clean-up. 0807 Poplar Avenue, a condemned skyscraper that should have been demolished years ago.
The bitterness in her knew that the building would become a high priority for the city within days. Thanks to her power and access to the city’s technical centers, she had no doubt that she could have the skyscraper scheduled for demolition by the end of the week. And that was her exact plan.
If she had to have every skyscraper in the city demolished, then so be it. Peter would never go through this again if she had any say in it.
Unfortunately for her, there was little she could truly do to help the situation. While the bats ventured home to aid Peter, she was alone in her apartment. Even worse, she knew that their job was not truly over.
Hugo Strange was still out there.
Notes:
Hopefully this one can restore your faith just a little bit. Welcome to the beginning of the end of DDFT; we've got eight chapters left. <3
Don't worry! Fun times in the upcoming chapters are coming, I promise! I think we've got like... two more heavy chapters? The rest are all fun I promise! You can expect updates as usual :)
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Chapter 21: How Many More Times Will I Go Through Crisis?
Notes:
I know that this chapter may seem rushed, but I promise I tried to take things slow. Peter's healing factor plays a big role in this chapter and his progress, so please do keep that in mind! His state at the beginning of this chapter is drastically different than at the end BECAUSE of his enhanced healing.
I'm not a perfect author, and this isn't a perfect story. I've said it once and I'll say it again: I am writing DDFT for my own enjoyment! So please pardon my plot holes <3A big thank you to my wonderful partner, Moon, for editing this chapter as usual. I would never have gotten this far without their support <3
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-References to past torture
-Semi-descriptive medical terms and setting
-Flashbacks
-Derealization (kinda)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"I’m so tired, Mr. Stark.” Peter mumbled from his spot criss-cross on the dirty ground of Titan. “There’s so much happening, I don’t think I can handle it all anymore.” The boy’s voice broke, and he had to squeeze his eyes shut tight to stop himself from crying. Crying would do him no good.
Tony looked over from his spot next to the boy, eyes studying his face. When Peter looked over, he could barely make out the man’s features. His face had become a blur, more like a watercolor painting than a real being. It pained Peter to realize that he may be forgetting what Tony Stark looked like.
“...I know, kid.” The man relented with a sigh, tilting his head downward a bit. If he had eyes, he would be avoiding eye contact. “But you’ve gotta keep going. There’s still so much you haven’t done yet- I’ve got big plans for you, underoos.”
“But how , if you’re not even here?” Peter demanded with a whisper, ignoring the feeling of blood dripping from his mouth. He could feel it rolling down his chin and neck, a wet reminder of what he had been put through. “I don’t wanna be where you’re not , Mr. Stark.”
“Peter, I know it’s hard. It’s hard for both of us, but I need you to hang in there.”
“For how much longer?”
“However long it takes.”
Peter hesitated, blinking rapidly as his eyes filled with tears. “...Until what?”
“Until you’re happy again.”
Peter did not jolt awake. He was not ripped violently from sleep. He did not thrash, and fight, and cause more damage. It was more like he was gently picked up, every part of his body and consciousness cushioned as he was lifted away from sleep and into consciousness. That gentle breeze on Titan slowly became the steady beeping of machinery. The smell of ash was replaced by the smell of a freakishly clean space. The reassurances of Tony slipped into the quiet mumblings of a new voice; one that Peter strained to recognize for a few moments.
“How much longer is he supposed to be asleep for? It’s almost been a day –” The voice of a young boy, laced with frustration and anxiety, came from Peter’s immediate right. He had aimed his frustration toward someone else in the room. It was at that moment that, on that same side of his body, Peter started to regain feeling in his hand. More specifically, he could feel someone holding his hand; someone smaller than him.
“Look, Alfred said he’d probably be out for a while.” Another voice that was just as familiar said from Peter’s left. The scratchiness of the voice did nothing to hide the worry, even if it was still subtle in his tone. “We don’t wanna rush waking him, it could make things worse.” As the voice spoke more, Peter slowly became more and more aware of his senses.
He could see nothing, since his eyes were closed. Still, a warm light from somewhere far away tried peeking through his eyelids. It was gentle, and not overbearing like he would have expected.
He could hear the steady beeping of the machines around him. One of them had slightly increased its tempo since he woke up, and part of him hoped that the two people in the room did not notice. He trusted their voices, but he had been tricked before. He needed more proof before trusting who they were.
He could smell various chemical cleaners, a strong coffee, and the light aroma of lavender. It was calming, and was helping him to relax the tension still held by his body. Despite being somewhere safe , he could not help the itching feeling that he would have to defend himself. His instincts had become more flighty. He tried not to linger on why.
He could feel the warmth of the two hands holding his own. They were so alike, yet so different at the same time. One was larger, more calloused, and more gentle. The other was smaller, softer, and holding him in a vicious grip. Not enough to be uncomfortable, but enough to keep them connected.
He could taste blood.
It was that realization and sensation that made Peter open his eyes, gaze immediately flickering across the space as he attempted to sit up more. Upon his sudden movement, the two figures on either side of him seemed to jump into action; trying to prevent him from getting up.
“No, no- Pete, lay back down–”
“ Shit– You aren’t well enough to be sitting up–”
He winced, their panic making their voices elevate in volume. His flinch made them quiet down, but it did nothing to muffle their intense worry.
“Peter, seriously.” Jason scolded with concern, putting a hand on the teen’s shoulder to gently push him back. “You can’t get up, not yet. I know it sucks, but that’s why pipsqueak and I are here–”
“Do not call me pipsqueak– ” Damian seethed through gritted teeth, shooting a glare across to his older brother. Then, he directed his frustration at Peter. “You never change- always trying to do far too much than you can-”
“Not helping.” Jason huffed quietly, rolling his eyes as Peter followed his instructions and attempted to relax back down. Now that he was fully awake though, his senses were working overdrive once more.
Unlike… before , his sixth sense was much quieter. It was still present of course, and he had the feeling it had something to do with whatever he had been injected with. Just the fact that he could remember being injected with something was probably a good sign.
“...How long was I gone?” Peter asked hesitantly,
Jason and Damian exchanged worried glances. “...You were only with those people for a few hours, but you’ve been asleep for the last few.” The man replied, keeping his voice low for Peter’s comfort. “All in all, this ordeal has lasted less than twenty-four hours.”
Jason’s words were supposed to assure him that everything would be fine. Peter knew this, and while he appreciated the effort, the words only made him feel worse. Less than twenty-four hours of torture and he would remember it for the rest of his life.
Damian, noticing the bedridden teen’s downcast expression, cleared his throat to grab his attention. When Peter looked over, he spoke.
“None of this is easy, Peter.” Damian spoke from cold and tired experience; a tone that should never come from a boy his age. “But we’re…” He cleared his throat again, but kept his gaze firmly on Peter. “We’re going to do everything we can, I promise.”
“I second that.” Jason huffed, squeezing Peter’s hand reassuringly. When the teen looked over, he was able to see a smile from Jason. It was the most comforting thing that either of them had done over the past several minutes, and mildly helped Peter to relax.
“...I’m so exhausted,” Peter complained, leaning his head back and shutting his eyes for a few moments. The stiffly clean feel to the air around him did nothing to help him feel safer. “What… what was that thing…” He hesitated, trying to find the right words. “...The injections. What were those?”
“Fear toxin in liquid form.” Jason answered, elaborating moments later. “It’s not typically used by the man responsible for this, so we were kinda surprised. But it’s helping us trace everything back to him. You don’t gotta worry about that, by the way- we’re gonna handle Doctor Strange.”
Peter swallowed the spike of anxiety that shot through his chest. He got the feeling that they were thinking of two very different people, and he hoped that was the case. “...Good. I’m getting tired of him.”
“One encounter is enough to swear someone like him off for eternity.” Damian agreed with a quiet nod. “I believe Jason here has had similar experiences with one Joker.”
“Which we aren’t gonna get into.” The man shot his youngest brother a small glare, then softened his gaze to look at Peter once more. “...But yeah, I get it. So does Dames, as shitty as it is. We’re probably the two-”
“Three, you forget about Drake’s one-on-one time with the Joker, as well.” Damian cut him off with a raised eyebrow.
Jason huffed, annoyance falling through his teeth. Being interrupted was starting to get old. “... Three people in this family that can understand what you’re going through.”
Peter nodded, and in that moment, started to fully feel the pain in his body. The soreness he had previously been experiencing was slowly turning into pure hurt . The expression on his face must have clued the two Wayne’s into what he was feeling, because they shared a glance.
“Go find Alfred–”
“Retrieve Alfred–”
They spoke at the same time, and were immediately surprised by having spoken over each other. Stunned for a few quiet moments, Damian was the first to break the confusion with a huff and a small glare.
“Peter cannot be down here alone, not yet- you should retrieve Alfred to check his injuries–”
“You’re quicker, brat.” Jason countered. “Besides, if Pete needs to be carried somewhere, I can lift him. You can’t; at least, not as easily as I could.”
For the next several seconds, Peter watched as they went back and forth with reasons for the other to be the one to find Alfred. At first, he was extremely confused why they were even arguing. Part of his confusion, of course, was from his persisting delirium from waking up in the Batcave, but the quiet sibling squabble only made his head hurt worse.
“If I leave, and something happens, then Peter could be compromised–”
“...Guys-”
“And if I leave, you’re probably gonna reflexively stab the next person to walk into this room!-”
“ Guys– ”
“I cannot be blamed for that!!- Stephanie came in unannounced!-”
“ I– ”
“And you took that as an excuse to try stabbing her? We don’t need anymore fatally injured people tonight, Damian –”
“Guys!!!” Peter shouted, straining his voice in a way that made his throat scratch and burn uncomfortably. It was worth it though, because the two bickering brothers immediately turned their attention to the teen, panic and concern etching itself onto their features.
Now that he had their attention, Peter sighed quietly, glaring up at the ceiling above. To keep the medical portion of the cave sterile, they were inside of a glass dome. He could see through it, watching the bats above.
“...I’m thirsty, I’m exhausted, my head hurts, and I think I can feel every single bone in my broken leg. I would love some water and painkillers .”
After a few seconds of quiet that followed his requests, the two Waynes fell into action. They both slipped away from either side of him, nodding to each other in solidarity.
“Go get him some water, I’ll find Alf.” Jason ordered, and surprisingly, Damian complied without a fuss. The two cast Peter one final look, almost confirming that he was really there, before leaving the sterile glass dome of the medical wing.
The silence that invaded in their absence was oddly relaxing. As much as he appreciated their presence, having a moment to himself was… helpful. He was able to mentally reinforce that he was okay. He survived . He was saved . He would heal .
How long would that take?
Peter was already troubled by the emotional stress of being separated from his own universe, but that had gradually gotten easier to deal with. The more he fell into place in the lives of the Wayne family, the better he felt.
He knew he would not be going home, and he had just started being kind of okay with that fact.
Now he had… this to pile on top of everything.
Peter felt like an idiot. The other night, when he ran off out of anxiety because he thought that the Waynes were onto his multiversal identity. He heard one mention of a Doctor Strange and needed to get away for a bit to clear his thoughts. He wanted to avoid a confrontation as much as possible, but his hasty decision to swing out on an impromptu patrol resulted in the worst experience of his life.
Thinking about the last twenty-four hours made his head pound, his throat close up, and his eyes become unreasonably dry. The bandages clinging to his wrists felt all the more restrictive, and the heavy wrapping of the cast around his leg felt like dead weight.
But the crushing claustrophobia was infinitely more welcome than the pinching burns and hard impact of a crowbar.
Peter was left alone in his own thoughts for less than fifteen minutes. Before he knew it, his thoughts were interrupted by talking approaching the medical wing of the Batcave.
“-oke up, and immediately tried getting up. He freaked out a bit, but I think demon brat and I were able to talk him back down.”
“I admire your efforts, Master Jason. Unfortunately, I fear that Master Peter may be in this state for a while longer. At least, until his system is completely flushed of the fear toxin. It is in our best interests to keep an eye on him as much as possible until he has recovered.”
“Obviously-” Jason huffed. “I’m not dense, Alf-”
“I am aware, Master Jason. I am simply reiterating the sensitivity of the situation. Master Peter is going through something that only you and Master Tim can fully understand.” Alfred cleared his throat, then lowered his voice. If he was trying to prevent Peter from hearing, the attempt was a failure. Nothing could slip past his enhanced hearing. “ I do not wish to pressure you, but I ask that you stay with us at the Manor. At least until Master Peter is well enough to stand on his own. I want to give him as few excuses as possible to attempt leaving, and having you in the home will eliminate multiple reasons for him to leave.”
Silence followed the weight of the request. Peter felt on edge, straining for some sort of confirmation from Jason. Alfred was a smart man, and the teen himself appreciated the lengths that he was going to ensure his safety.
“ ...Yeah, whatever you say, Alf. Doesn’t mean I gotta like it, though .”
“A few days will not hurt you.” A lightness found its home in Alfred’s tone, revealing an unseen smile. “I’ve asked the same of Master Dick and Master Stephanie. Everyone will be home while Master Peter recovers.”
Their conversation ended just as a third, smaller set of footsteps fell into the cave. “Good, you found Alfred. I am overjoyed to see you are not incompetent.” Damian hissed with no malice. “Why are you standing outside of the medical bubble like creeps?”
“Because we’re weirdos, brat.” Jason snickered at his own joke. The sound of the sliding sanitary door filled the medical wing and before Peter knew it, he was graced once more by the presence of the Waynes.
Alfred’s eyes searched Peter’s face for a long few seconds. Whatever he was looking for, he must have found it, because his expression softened considerably and a gentle smile pulled at the corners of his mouth.
The butler took the glass of water from Damian’s hands, and then gave Jason a light pat on the shoulder. “I will take it from here, you two head back upstairs.”
“But–”
“Hold on, Alf-”
Their protests made Peter’s heart clench and Alfred frown slightly. The older man turned to face the two, taking a steadying breath through his nose. “Masters, do keep your composures. Master Peter requires my medical expertise this time. If you wish to be helpful, then go inform the rest of the household that he is awake. I’m sure your siblings and father will be overjoyed to hear that he is conscious.”
Damian and Jason stared at Alfred, mouths hung open with dying protests on their tongues. Their green gazes glanced between Alfred and Peter, who only offered a nervous and tired smile. He was of no help during their dilemma.
In the end though, the two knew not to defy Alfred. After quiet see you later ’s to Peter, the two exited the medical wing. A conversation sparked, but when Peter tried listening, he instead had his attention grabbed by Alfred.
“Breathe, Master Peter. You’re turning blue.” The older man teased, and took the teen’s arm with gentle, gloved hands. He started to carefully unwrap the bandages encompassing his forearms, wrists, and palms. Peter tried not to pay attention to the way they stuck and pulled at his burnt flesh. “Do you know how I came to work for Master Bruce?”
Peter was confused by the topic which, to him, came out of nowhere. He tried searching his memory for any article he may have read, but was drawing blanks. “...No, I don’t. Should I?”
“That depends on how much digging you’ve done on our family.” He chuckled. The word our stuck out like a sore thumb, but Peter did not bring it up. “I worked for his parents before they passed away.”
“Oh.” Peter replied, unsure of how that was supposed to make him feel. He winced when Alfred carefully peeled the strip of bandages off of his spinnerets. “...I think I read something about their death.”
“I don’t doubt it. Martha and Thomas were loved in Gotham.” Alfred sighed through his nose, continuing to unwrap him despite the flinching. His hold was steadying and firm. “They were gunned down in an alleyway outside of a movie theater.”
“That was in Crime Alley, right? Why go there to see a movie in the first place?”
“It was not called Crime Alley at the time.” Alfred chuckled, shaking his head. “Their death is the reason that the area picked up such a distasteful name.”
“....That’s the alley? The Crime Alley?” Peter asked, knowing that the joke was dark. Still, it made him smile a bit, in a bad way. It was one of those jokes that should not be funny, but was anyway.
Alfred did not chuckle, but he held his smile. “Yes, Master Peter. That is the alley, as you put it.” He shook his head. As he inspected Peter’s wrists and palms, he spoke once more. “What about your parents? I cannot help but notice that you have yet to talk much about them.”
“What, my biological ones?”
“Yes.”
“Oh.” Peter paused, thinking hard through his migraine. Talking about his own parents surely would not be an issue. “...Well, they died when I was like, five? I really don’t remember them.”
“Ah, that’s right. You were raised by your aunt and uncle, correct?”
“Yeah, they were the best.”
“In Queens, correct?”
“Best place in the world.”
Alfred chuckled, beginning to wrap his wrists and palms once more. Peter had tried not to look, but his curiosity got the best of him. He got a glance of red and raw skin with bubbled wounds already starting to scar thanks to his healing factor. He looked away after a moment.
“And Tony Stark?”
“What about him?”
“I’m curious, Master Peter.” Alfred admitted plainly with no shame. “This is not an interrogation, do not feel obligated to answer me.”
“....I’d rather not talk about him.” The teen admitted quietly, looking thoughtfully at an IV bag dripping clear fluid. “Not that I don’t trust you, I just-” He sucked in air through his teeth. “...It doesn’t feel right. Not after I failed him so miserably.”
“...May I ask for elaboration?”
“I got kidnapped , Alfred.” Peter complained. “Kidnapped, tortured, and I couldn’t even get myself out- I didn’t even get close!” There was frustration mixed with anger in his voice, but all of it was directed at himself. “He’d be so disappointed right now-”
Alfred stayed silent as Peter continued. He felt like a train with no brakes, hurtling closer and closer to the cliff’s edge.
“I mean- I’ve fought much worse people than- than those guys! I went to space! I fought a space titan! I almost saved the entire world! I helped Tony take down Captain America- I- I took down the Vulture and his insane ring of illegal alien weapons leftover from when Ultron was around– I did all of that and I couldn’t even get out of a stupid concrete room??”
Alfred was halfway done unwrapping Peter’s other wrist.
“It was awful , Alfred. I thought I could take it, y’know?” Peter’s voice cracked, throat broken and raw. “I can take getting beat up, that’s part of my job. I can take the insults, and I can take the punches.” His anger returned. “But they were so- so –” He struggled to find a word that would truly encapsulate the abuse he went through. It took him a few seconds.
“They were so inhumane. ”
Alfred remained quiet, inspecting the spinneret on Peter’s right wrist with care.
“They took away my fangs - they tried- I think they might have tried cutting out my web shooters- spinnerets- whatever they’re called-” In his anger-filled rant, he was finding it exceedingly hard to say words that made sense. He was getting tongue-tied. “Then they burnt them- while trying to fucking drown me–”
Alfred began wrapping his wrist and palm once more.
“And that’s not even the worst part- they treated me like I wasn’t even-” He inhaled sharply, unable to stop the tears that formed in his eyes. “I wasn’t even human– I was just some bug to them- They didn’t give me any food. You know what they gave me? Bugs . Real, living, moving bugs. I think I vomited like, twice- maybe more times. That’s all they gave me. Fuck, I hate bugs.”
“...You’ll be thrilled to know that the Manor regularly has bug-repellent treatments, then.” Alfred hummed carefully, sensing that Peter’s rant was starting to wind down. “No one eats bugs here, Master Peter. Only food.”
“Yeah, because you’re people.”
“As are you.” Alfred assured, giving Peter’s freshly bandaged wrist a gentle pat. “You should drink the water that Master Damian brought to you, it will help ease that sore throat and migraine.”
Peter hesitated to oblige, wanting to further argue. He knew that his own side did not make sense logically, but after nearly twenty-four hours of nonstop abuse, one's perception of right and wrong begins to warp. Still, he held his tongue and picked up the glass of water left for him, giving it a small sip to begin. When the smooth and cooling hydration hit his throat though, it was all over with, and he chugged the full glass with no regrets.
Alfred and Peter fell into a comfortable silence, interrupted only by the soft but clear beeping from the machines surrounding the teen. His bedrest had become increasingly easier to get comfortable in as his muscles relaxed further. He assumed that was a sign of the fear toxin flushing further from his system. There must have been a lot though, considering his metabolism.
“...Are there gonna be any long-term consequences from putting this much fear toxin in me?” Peter asked, hesitant but curious. He, at the very least, wanted to prepare for the worst.
Alfred thought for a few moments, clipping a fresh IV bag to the stand next to the bed. “...Not that I can think of. The worst case scenario would be you having nightmares more than usual, but there should not be any physical side effects that last after it has left your system.”
Peter sighed in relief, leaning his head back against the pillow to watch the ceiling of the Batcave once more. “Good. I’d hate to turn schizo or something over this.”
“Worry not, Master Peter. You will not be turning, as you say, schizo .” Alfred rolled his eyes, pulling the blanket up over the teen’s body. “Are you comfortable? Shall I retrieve another blanket or pillow?”
“Nah, ‘m alright.” He hummed, feeling exhaustion start to sweep his senses once more. “...Thanks, Alfred.”
“Of course, Master Peter. I will be right here when you wake up.”
Peter was sure that he had woken up at least four times. He vaguely remembered talking to someone, maybe drinking more water, but nothing truly made sense in his still exhausted state. Of course, he was much better than he had been. He felt better, which was probably a sign that the fear toxin had been entirely drained from his system by now.
But when now was, he was unsure of.
He cracked his eyes open, surprised to find that he was not alone, despite the silence of the medical wing. Sitting in one of the many chairs in the room was Tim, who was doing something on his phone. If Peter had to guess based on the rapid tapping, he was either texting or playing a game. Regardless, the moment that the bedridden teen moved, Tim was looking over with wide eyes.
“Peter!” He lit up, smiling wide. “Hey, you’re up! I wasn’t sure if you’d wake up today either.”
“...What do you mean either?” He asked, throat dry once more. He coughed into his hand, then reached blindly toward the bedside table. His hand brushed against a glass of water, and he picked it up for a sip.
“You didn’t get up yesterday. At least, not while I was down here.” Tim shrugged, pulling his chair closer to be at the bedside. “Alfred said that might happen though, so don’t feel too bad for not getting up.”
“I feel like shit regardless.” Peter joked dryly after pulling the glass from his lips. “How long have I been down here?”
“Ehh.. I think this is day three?” Tim guessed. “I haven’t really been paying attention to time.”
Peter nodded in understanding, moving to sit up. He found it to be much easier than the last time, and it helped that Tim did not try to stop him like Jason and Damian had. His healing factor must have kicked in, because the pain in his broken leg had dulled, along with the soreness in his head. His migraine had weakened to a mere headache.
“You smell like shit.” Tim grinned, earning a glare from Peter. Tim snickered, shaking his head. “Do you wanna shower? I can help you upstairs.”
“...Should I really be getting up right now?” Peter asked hesitantly, eyeing his wrapped up leg. “If Alfred catches us, how much trouble will we be in?”
“Too much. But it’ll be worth it, right? Getting clean will help you feel better I bet.” Tim hummed, looking down at his phone once more. “I’m texting Cass and Duke, they can help us.”
“Oh joy, a full audience.” Peter rolled his eyes, but a fondness settled into his chest. Tim was not bringing up the injuries, or the torture, or the elephant in the room. He was being a distraction, one that Peter was starting to appreciate. “...How is everyone?”
“Fine now that you are.” Tim hummed. “Karen let us into some of your old medical records, too. Nothing too revealing-” He was quick to assure Peter’s privacy. “But she did show us useful stuff. It’s helped us figure out how best to treat you with your meta DNA and enhanced healing.”
Peter nodded hesitantly. The blanket slipped off of his torso, leaving his bare arms to the mercy of the cold room. “Christ, it’s cold.” He complained, pulling the blanket back up over his shoulders.
“Then a hot shower is just what you need.” Tim said with a relaxed smile.
“One foot after the other–”
“I’m not a baby Tim, I know how to walk –”
“I dunno, Pete. You’re kinda wobbling–”
“Don’t encourage him, Duke-”
Cassandra giggled, snapping a quiet photo on her phone of the three boys. Peter stood in the middle of Duke and Tim, who both had their arms outstretched as a safety net in case he fell. Peter held one hand on Duke’s sturdy shoulder, using it as a support as he hobbled over his casted-leg. Their progress in actually moving was slow, but it was still progress.
Peter looked up, heart fluttering when he noticed Cassandra’s encouraging smile. It was contagious, and he offered a nervous one back.
Getting Peter across the cave to the hidden staircase was the easy part. The hard part came when it was time to get him up . After a quiet argument between the three boys, accompanied by signing from Cassandra, they settled for just carrying him up. Having him try to rest weight on that healing leg was still too risky.
Peter frowned as he was carried up the stairs on Tim’s back. The short trip left him frustrated once more. He knew realistically that, with his healing factor, he should be able to walk fully on his own within a few days. Still, it was annoying having to be escorted around at the moment.
Once he was placed back down in the study, he went back to holding onto Duke for support. The fifteen minute walk to the bathroom was humiliating, but the jokes being cracked by the other three teens kept Peter’s heart light and his smile persisted. Once they had gotten to the closest bathroom with a shower, Duke made himself scarce to find Peter something comfortable to change into.
Cassandra sat on the counter, kicking her feet as Tim sat Peter down on the edge of the bathtub.
“...So, are you gonna want help standing, or–”
“ God no–” Peter paled, not enjoying the thought of needing their help to shower. Cassandra and Tim both snickered at his reaction, causing him to glare at them both. “I should be fine. I don’t need you to hold my hand, or whatever.” He rolled his eyes.
“I can sense a but .” Tim raised a brow.
“.... But ,” Peter relented. He did not enjoy the thought of potentially being alone at the moment. “One of you could stay out here. And then when I’m done, you leave so I can change.”
“Gross.” Tim teased. “But fine, I guess. Besides, someone should be here in case you fall.”
“...Also,” Cassandra chimed in quietly, gathering the attention of both boys. “...We don’t know how you’ll react to water.”
Peter hesitated. At first, he was confused as to what she meant. After a second of thinking though, he remembered exactly what he had gone through. Head forced under, over and over and over again–
“Yeah, it’s probably best to have one of us in here. In case you freak.” Tim agreed. Peter nodded slowly, understanding.
“...Hey, isn’t my cast supposed to stay dry?” Peter asked, changing the subject and looking down at the restrictive material covering his leg.
“Shit, you’re right.” Tim hesitated. “..Okay, I’ll go get a trash bag and some rubber bands.”
Five minutes later, Tim and Cassandra were wrapping Peter’s cast in a trash bag, securing it with rubber bands to prevent any water from getting in. By the time they were done, Duke had returned with a folded set of Peter’s softest pajamas.
Duke and Cassandra migrated the room, promising to be nearby when he was done. Tim situated himself on the counter, pulling out his phone to play phone games. After Peter had successfully climbed into the shower and shed his clothes, things were quiet. Awkward, but quiet.
The next item on the agenda of the four teens was getting Peter a proper meal. He had been tube-fed nutrients for the past several days, and he was craving something he could actually chew.
But with them trying to avoid the rest of the family, getting something substantial would prove to be a challenge. The only thing that the group had going for them was that Duke was there, and he could at least cook.
With his hair still dripping wet from the shower, Peter navigated to the kitchen with the help of the teens. They were lucky to not run into anyone, and had free reign of the kitchen and all of its appliances.
Peter made himself comfortable sitting at the island, content to watch the other flit around to make something. It did not take long for Peter to figure out what they were preparing, which was a simple staple of the Wayne household: grilled finger sandwiches.
The four were left to their own devices for quite a while, but the smell of food must have attracted someone to the kitchen.
A dramatic gasp caught Peter’s attention, and he looked toward the doorway. Damian stared with wide eyes, glancing between the teens, but mainly focusing on Peter. Peter, who looked freshly showered. Peter, who was not supposed to be out of bed.
The teen smiled hesitantly, knowing what wrath he was about to face.
“You!!!-” Damian nearly shouted, pointing accusingly toward him. “You’re– why are you up!!?” He demanded an answer, stomping into the kitchen. “Did they make you??” He asked, glaring toward the other teens. “You need to be resting!!-”
“Dames- chill–” Peter sighed. “The yelling is doing nothing for my headache.” He joked, knowing that it would get the kid to pipe down.
Damian snapped his mouth shut, but was obviously still fuming. His eyes, which had previously been locked onto Peter’s eyes, gave him an appraising once-over. The boy’s gaze landed on Peter’s unwrapped wrists, and lingered there.
Peter looked down at his wrists, eyeing the healed burn scars. That had been the thing that was quickest to heal, alongside the smaller cuts, scrapes, and bruises he had sustained. They were only slightly sore now, and felt dry.
“...How are your spinnerets?” Damian asked, sliding onto the stool next to Peter.
“...I dunno, I haven’t tried to use my webs.”
“Alfred said that you could expect for them to recover fully. You should still have all the functions.”
Peter frowned just a bit, contemplating this. “...Yeah, I know. They feel.. Fine, I guess.” He shrugged. The teen crossed his arms so he would not have to look at them anymore. They felt wrong , and not because of the burns.
Because they were not natural.
“Pete, catch!” Duke grinned, tossing something red toward the teen. He caught it, reflexes as sharp as ever. The smooth, crisp feel of an apple filled his palm. If his teeth were not still sore, he would have bitten into it immediately.
“Quit trying to assassinate him–” Damian hissed, glaring across the room toward Duke. Peter could not help but snort at the irony.
Duke raised his hands in false surrender, chuckling. “Chill, Damian. He’s doing a lot better–”
“But he’s still not good –”
“I’m as good as I can be right now, Damian.” Peter hummed, bumping the younger boy’s knee with his own to reassure him. “Besides, it’ll probably be a while until I’m back to one-hundred.” He had to physically stop his small smile from falling.
His words seemed to do nothing for Damian, who frowned up at him. “So I assume you will not be going to school then?”
Peter froze, the apple clutched tightly. If he used any more pressure, it would fall apart under his strong grip. His mind blanked as he realized he had to make a decision about this. And so soon after his own personal Hell.
“...I’m still going.” He said quietly, blinking a few times and looking down at the counter. “Call me crazy, but I think it’ll help. Besides, by then I should be physically healed-”
“Are you insane– ” Damian glared, grabbing his attention. “Peter, you should not subject yourself to this so soon after your– your–”
“My what? Torture? Kidnapping?” Peter rolled his eyes. “Damian, it’ll be fine- Like I said, I think it’ll help.”
“Help with what exactly?” Tim asked, sounding both skeptical and genuinely curious. He wanted to understand Peter’s thought process, but unfortunately for him, the teen did not really have one. Not an organized one at least.
His thoughts at the moment were sporadic, messy, and downright incomprehensible. The only thing he could fully make out in his mind was that school would help.
It would help him feel normal again.
It would help him feel human again.
“...It just will. You gotta trust me on this, Tim.” Peter sighed, holding his head up with a hand on his forehead. He bit carefully into the apple, careful of his still-sensitive teeth. After he had tentatively chewed and swallowed, he spoke again in the lingering silence. “I wanna go to school.”
“...Well, it starts in.. a week and a half.” Tim commented with a quiet hum. “We’ve already got your uniforms, so that’s not an issue. I think there’s still time to register you for classes.”
“Junior year?” Duke asked. “You’ll be with Cass and Tim.” He smiled just a bit. “Would be a bit easier with those two to follow you around.”
“I still am against it.” Damian repeated his concern, frustrated with the outcome that they had apparently come to. “Perhaps hiring a private tutor is the better, safer option.”
“I don’t think I’d learn much from a private tutor.” Peter huffed. “Damian, can you please trust me? I know what’s good for me.”
“The last time you thought you knew what was good for you, you went out for air and got yourself kidnapped.”
“I believe I recall a certain Robin stabbing me thinking it would help me once.” Peter glared with frustration. “You aren’t a saint either, Damian.”
The younger boy made a noise of frustration and annoyance, shoving away from the counter and leaving the room in a stomping fury. The teens watched him disperse, and after a few seconds, Cassandra moved to go after him.
Peter let out a heavy sigh, running his hands down his face and rubbing his eyes. He was too tired for this. When he turned back to the counter and opened his eyes, a plate was waiting for him with a variety of small grilled finger sandwiches to enjoy. Duke and Tim both smiled cautiously from the other side of the counter.
“...For the record, I do trust you.” Tim said, clearing his throat. “I’m glad you’re sticking up for yourself, especially against that demon.”
“He’s a kid, not a demon.” Peter grumbled, picking up a sandwich.
Despite the numerous milestones he had hit over the last two hours, part of him felt empty. The resolutions found simply could not satisfy everyone, and that left a painful numbness in his chest.
But maybe he was tired of trying to please everyone .
Keeping himself happy was starting to become more of a priority, and he could not see how that was a totally bad thing.
Notes:
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Chapter 22: Summer is Over According to the Gotham School District
Notes:
Hi again! God it's been a while. Don't worry, you'll get an explanation at the end notes. I'm sure you guys are eager to read, so I won't keep you up here for too long <3 If tags aren't updated yet, don't worry! I plan to update them fully for this chapter later today!!!
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CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-None! Just be mindful of the previously discussed topics in the fic <3
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Chapter Text
August eighth approached quicker than Peter anticipated. In the moment, the days had felt as if they were dragging on, but when he woke up on that Monday morning, he wished he had more time to prepare.
That’s not to say he was not ready, of course. He had been anticipating this day since he had been rescued. Hell, he had been thinking about it way beforehand .
Today was the first day of school.
If Peter was honest with himself, he did not sleep very well the night before. A few new themes had made themselves common in his dreams, consisting mostly of a faceless Tony Stark, Titan, death, and misery. He tried not to let it get to him.
Regardless, his eyes opened when the sunlight hit his face through his bedroom window. He sat up slowly, with a grumble of annoyance. If he woke up before his alarm, that usually meant that it would be a bad day. The moment he realized that today was the day, though, he immediately tried thinking on the more positive side.
At least I have ample time to get ready now, he thought as his bare feet hit the floor. He blindly fumbled on the nightstand for a moment before swiping both his phone and hearing aid, slipping the latter into his left ear.
“Morning, Karen.” He mumbled, scrolling through his few notifications with little interest. With the time being just past five, he had only really been off of his phone for the four hours that he slept. The only unread notifications were messages from the others as they returned from patrols, and social media promotions that he was quick to swipe away.
“Good morning, Peter. Are you ready to start the day?”
“Not yet,” he sighed through his nose. “Give me like.. Ten minutes. Then you can bombard me with information…” He yawned, opening up the messages.
Batchat
Steph ; checking in!! i’ll be home in ab 20ish
Tim ; Wow, calling it early then? It’s barely two.
Steph ; don’t make fun of me for cherishing my sleep schedule, unlike you
Cass ; Quit spamming <3 I hate u both
Steph ; awwwwww
Steph ; love you too
Cass ; Peter agrees
Tim ; Peter is asleep, he can’t agree.
Cass ; Then quit blowing up chat dork
He huffed out a quiet laugh of amusement at the short conversation. It happened just past two a.m., when Peter had freshly fallen asleep. The rest of the messages were check-ins from the others that patrolled: Dick, Bruce, and Tim all were home by three. Tim had wanted to stay out later, but apparently Bruce made him return since it was a school night.
Peter rolled his eyes. For a man with seemingly such little regard for the safety of his children, he at the very least wanted them to sleep before school. The irony did not fail to make him huff out a small laugh.
The teen stretched his arms high above his head, squeezing his eyes shut tight as his spine popped in an extremely satisfying way. The longer that he held the outstretched pose, the more and more relaxed he started to feel. It was nice to release the pressure, both physically and metaphorically.
“Ten minutes have passed. Are you ready to start the day?”
“Sure, Karen.” Peter sighed through his nose, walking across the room and into his attached bathroom. He followed his routine, brushing his teeth, taking a shower, and listening to Karen ramble anything important into his ear. Honestly, he did not catch most of what she said- only really the important bits.
He only really started listening to her when he stepped out of the shower, steam following his form onto the fuzzy blue bath rug.
“You and the Waynes must leave by 7:15 to make it to school on time today. I have your entire schedule along with a map of the school grounds. I am prepared to guide you throughout the day, Peter.”
“Can you ask Tim if he knows how to tie a tie?” Peter mumbled, toweling off his hair and giving himself an appraisal in the mirror. His green eyes had a bit more life in them now that he had showered, and he felt more awake at the very least.
“One moment.”
Satisfied, Peter continued to inspect himself. His skin had cleared up, and the bags under his eyes had gotten better since his impromptu disappearance. The scars on his body were just that- scars. They had almost all entirely healed, and other than needing a tight brace on his leg, he felt physically fine.
His teeth had even started changing again. It was much to both his and Alfred’s surprise that his teeth started growing back. They discovered the medical miracle during one of his many check-ups earlier in the week. The previously uneven and jagged chips in his teeth were starting to straighten themselves. It was like he had on invisible braces that were also letting his teeth regrow the missing parts. It was freaky, but he was grateful for it.
A white line had appeared on his lower lip, near the corner of his mouth. It was evidence of what he had gone through. Damian had confidently said that it was evidence Peter had survived.
The burn marks on his wrists had dulled down in color, but retained their roughness. The skin felt almost leathery, and he got the feeling that the area would be messed up for the rest of his life. His healing factor could only do so much after all.
After he got tired of staring at his reflection, Peter finished toweling off and stepped out into his room with the damp cloth around his waist. He pulled on underclothes before tugging the pants of Gotham Prep’s uniform up his legs.
He picked lint off of the white button down shirt before pulling it on, humming a quiet tune to himself as he went. It was an off-tune Metallica classic, and it kept his mind busy as he got ready. Every step towards being finished only made the anxious pounding of his heart more obvious to him.
By the time he was fully dressed (minus the tie) he could practically hear his heartbeat in his ears. He swallowed a quarter of fear, pushing his hair back and out of his face as he slowly started to pace.
Karen spoke in his ear in an attempt to calm him as he walked tracks across his walls and ceiling.
“Your first day nerves are expected and normal. The good news is that you will not be alone. Your schedule aligns at least thrice a day with members of the family. There are only four classes that you will be without someone you already know.”
“Great. That’s over fifty percent of the day, Karen.” Peter rolled his eyes, rubbing nervously at his wrists. He could feel the small indent of his spinnerets through his gray blazer.
“You should head downstairs and eat something. It will make you feel better, since your anxiety tends to worsen when you are hungry.”
“It does not.” He scoffed, but complied after a moment. Peter fell off of the ceiling and landed with bended knees before straightening up. He cracked his neck, pocketed his phone, and left his room with the door cracked open.
He had not fully shut it since returning to the Manor.
The kitchen seemed to light up with energy when he stepped inside. Alfred and Jason were stationed at the countertop, both working together to prepare breakfast for the large family. Dick, Duke, and Cassandra were watching something together in the breakfast nook on a laptop. Peter was surprised to recognize Rhett and Link- stars of a Youtube show that he distinctly remembered from his home universe.
Finding another similarity between his old home and here eased something in his chest that he did not know was hurting.
Just through the entryway to the dining room, the teen could see a mess of blonde hair dozing with her head pillowed on her arms. Tim sat across from her, not far from dozing off himself. Despite his heavy eye bags and near-empty mug of coffee, his uniform was neat and pristine. Peter envied his apparent ability to look presentable so early in the morning despite his exhaustion.
“Goodmorning.” Peter hummed, grabbing the attention of the people that looked over at his entrance. He gave a careful smile, approaching the kitchen island and taking a seat on one of the tall stools.
“Goodmorning, Master Peter.” Alfred replied with gentle enthusiasm, setting a glass of iced water in front of the teen. “Breakfast is almost ready.”
He nodded in understanding, picking the glass up and taking a long sip. “Where’s Dames?” He asked after pulling the cold drink away from his lips.
“Not up yet.” Duke called from the breakfast nook, not bothering to look away from the laptop. “I think both him and Bruce are still down for the count.”
“Makes sense.” Dick shrugged, giving Peter an easy smile. “Patrol last night was apparently rough for those two.”
“And how was Blüdhaven?” Jason asked sarcastically, pointing a playfully accusatory spoon covered in batter toward his older brother. “Couldn’t be worse than the shit we went through last night.” He rolled his eyes, but his small smirk was obviously teasing.
“Blüdhaven was wonderful.” Dick stuck his tongue out, rolling his eyes. “Can’t say the same about your turf, though.”
“It’s called Crime Alley for a reason.” Everyone involved in the conversation looked to the entrance of the kitchen, where the man of the household stepped in. Bruce was already dressed for the day, and gave his two eldest sons a certain fatherly look. “Quit arguing over who had a worse night, you’ll sour your breakfast before you even get to eat it.”
“Yeah, yeah…” Jason grumbled something else about Bruce being a buzz-kill, and Peter held back a grin. Based on the way that Jason gave him a glance, the man knew that the teen had heard him.
“Karen said we need to leave by 7:15.” Peter commented to anyone listening, and he earned a few noncommittal noises of agreement from various people in the kitchen. Like a zombie rising from its grave, Tim trudged into the kitchen and took the stool next to Peter.
“I appreciate her punctuality.” Alfred said, placing a hot plate of pancakes, eggs, and sliced fruits in front of Peter. His portion was noticeably larger than everyone else's. The only other member of the family who seemed to have extra was Jason. “If you’ll excuse me, I will go retrieve Master Damian.”
Peter began eating as the butler stepped out of the room, melting into the flavors and soft textures of the food before him. The cooking skill shared between Jason, Alfred, and Duke was something Peter would always be able to appreciate.
After eating in comfortable silence that was occasionally interrupted by Rhett and Link’s laughter from the laptop, Tim wordlessly helped Peter with his tie. The Wayne straightened out Peter’s blazer, brushed a hair off of his sleeve, and then refilled his coffee.
It was only when the teens were shouldering their backpacks on and gathering at the front doors did Peter finally see Damian. The youngest member of the household joined the masses with his usual frown, paired with fresh eye bags and a bandage over the bridge of his nose.
“Damian Wayne has sustained minor injuries related to last night’s patrol.”
Peter frowned, holding the door open for the younger kid as they all filed out so that Alfred could drive them to school. “Damian, you okay?” He asked. If not for making sure he was fine, then for the sake of making Peter feel better. He did not like to think about Damian of all people getting hurt.
“Pristine. Peachy.” Damian huffed, diverting a glare to the ground. He sounded a bit more nasally than usual, and it took no genius to decipher that he, at the very least, had broken his nose somehow last night. “I’d rather not discuss my own state of being.”
“....Then we can discuss mine. I’m feeling great, if not a little nervous about today.” The teen grinned, mimicking his earlier manners and holding open the car door for Damian to climb in first.
Tim, who had claimed his seat in the front passenger, snorted in amusement at Peter’s witty response to Damian’s pre-teen angst. “Don’t be, you’re a genius like me.” He complimented without looking toward the backseat. “This’ll be a breeze for you, I’m sure Prep’s no different than Midtown.”
Peter gave verbal agreement, but something swelled in his gut. Something nervous. Something undoubtedly green .
If he could have things go his way, then he would have stayed next to the Waynes all day. His ideal schedule consisted of Art History with Damian, Computer Sciences with Tim, and American Sign Language with Cassandra. Lunch with all three would have been preferred, along with a physical education course with any of them.
But his schedule was not ideal, nor did he get any of his preferences.
Seven classes in one day, and only three with the people he knew.
That wrong feeling in his gut grew with every passing minute.
The ten minute homeroom felt like it dragged on for centuries. Peter tried to stay engaged as the generic, bored looking teacher called roll and handed out paper copies of schedules. Peter did not need a paper copy thanks to the supercomputer in his ear, but he got the feeling that telling her that would get him sent to the office. That was not how he intended to spend his first day.
The bell rang, startling him with its shrill siren. It made Peter think of nails on a chalkboard. It made his nerves itch and his sixth sense fall into a temporary frenzy that only calmed when the noise stopped. He rose from his seat with the hair on the back of his neck standing on end, leaving the classroom with haste.
He let his sixth sense and reflexes take over as he walked to his first class. Taking an advanced writing class first thing in the morning was not something he could see himself enjoying, but he tried to give things the benefit of the doubt.
Unfortunately for Peter, it did suck.
The teacher, a spindly woman with paper white skin and hair in a bun so tight he was surprised it was not ripped from her scalp, gave him disapproving glances from the very beginning. When she came across his name during roll-call, she said his last names like they left a bad taste in her mouth.
Peter Parker-Wayne.
It must have been contagious too, because it made Peter feel sickly as well. He got looks from the other students when it registered with them who he was. Just like that, metaphorical spotlights and all-too-real stares were pointed at him. The newest Wayne kid, with white in his hair and scars peeking out from his sleeves.
When the hour was up and he stepped out into the hallway, he finally felt able to breathe again. The day was moving by in a blur that seemed to slow down occasionally, just to torment him. The worst moments were very quickly becoming highlights that dragged out in his memory. He tried to shake off the nausea in his stomach as he walked to physical education.
Things were made slightly better when he encountered Cassandra standing by the doors to the gymnasium. Both her and Peter lit up at the same time upon spotting each other, but her look was more excited while his was more relieved.
“I’m so glad that I’ve got you in here.” Peter dramatically sighed, bumping her with his elbow as they entered the gymnasium together.
The teenage girl only grinned with a sly eye roll, then began to sign with exaggerated motions.
“Translation: I am also glad. First period is terrible for you too?”
It took hours of experimentation to figure out how Karen could translate sign language for Peter, but it had been worth it in the end. After realizing that Karen could in fact utilize the cellphones in the family, she started using the camera functions to metaphorically see the surrounding area. In that, she had been able to analyze Cassandra’s sign language and offer translations directly to Peter through his false hearing aid.
It was a lot simpler than he and Tim had initially thought, and he was a little embarrassed to admit how long it had taken for them to realize that.
“Yeah, first period was sucky.” Peter agreed, taking a seat on the bleachers with the girl. The two sat together for the entire period. Since it was the first day, they really did not do anything. The physical education teacher took roll, and then told everyone to have gym clothes for tomorrow. Cassandra and Peter got to spend the period talking, ignoring the looks that they were being given.
By third period, everyone in the building knew who Peter Parker-Wayne was.
He found it nearly impossible to focus in his trigonometry class with the amount of stares people did not bother to hide. Even worse, the teacher was already giving out assignments and homework. He wished that Cassandra or Tim were with him. When the period ended his backpack was noticeably fuller.
His fourth period was without the Waynes once more, and Peter was starting to reach his limit. His head was hurting, his wrists itched, and that feeling in his gut had only gotten stronger throughout the day. Not even fifteen minutes into the advanced ancient history lesson, he was raising his hand and leaving for the bathroom.
Peter threw up more than he thought he would. His breakfast from the morning did not last, and neither did his resolve. The most humiliating part about the entire ordeal was that there was another kid in the bathroom. He mentally apologized to the guy for having to listen to him vomit.
The teen stayed locked in that stall until he was sure that the other kid had left. Only then did he push the door slowly open and make his way to the sink, a deep frown greeting him in his reflection. He looked like shit . He felt like shit.
His hands were pulling his phone from his pocket before he could rationally think it out.
Peter, Jason
Peter ; can you come get me pleade
Peter ; please*
Peter ; I dont think I can do this
Jason ; You’re still at school?
Peter ; yea im hiding in the bathroom rn
Peter ; just threw up
Peter ; not sick just anxiety I think
Jason ; On the way. You can come out one of the side doors. I’m on my bike.
Peter ; THANJ YOU
To any normal student, leaving the school unnoticed would have been a challenge in itself. That on top of dealing with crippling anxiety would have been a dealbreaker. Not for Peter, he instead used his nausea and discomfort as motivation. Get out. Go somewhere better.
As the teen expertly navigated the hallways while ducking around the sightlines of cameras, he let his mind drift. That statement had become more and more relevant to his life than he had previously acknowledged.
Go somewhere better.
There were obvious moments where that had applied; going impulsively to New York, escaping from Hugo Strange and his underlings… But then there were the less obvious implications.
Like Stephen Strange for example.
Peter had always assumed that Doctor Strange was the man to send him to the new world, even with a lack of solid evidence. Knowing of the man, and of his power, it had been the only logical explanation. What Peter could never fully figure out was why .
Go somewhere better.
Maybe, just maybe, Peter was sent somewhere better.
Maybe Doctor Strange always knew that Peter was going to end up this way.
Maybe he had spared him from a worse fate.
The feeling of New Jersey’s humid August air broke him from his thoughts, causing him to refocus on the environment around him. He rushed down the cobblestone steps that led to the sidewalk, taking them two at a time.
Peter would once again be following the mantra of go somewhere better . In this case, better was the man in a red helmet slowing to a stop on a sleek black Harley Davidson up ahead.
“Get on loser, we’re going to the park.” Jason teased, and the reference made Peter huff in amusement. The man stepped off of the bike for long enough to pull a spare helmet from the back compartment. Peter took the offered safety accessory and slid it over his head. Seconds later, he was hugging Jason from behind as the man sped off into the streets,
The early afternoon rush of Gotham offered steady traffic, with more red lights and less honking than the nights provided. It meant that the short drive to the nearby park was slow but peaceful. The sun beat down on them, but the breeze soothed them both as they cruised.
Jason parked the bike on the sidewalk before hitting the kickstand and climbing off, tugging the normal red biker's helmet off of his head. His gaze was noticeably worried, and Peter could recognize the man checking him briefly for any injuries.
“I’m fine, Jason. I’m not hurt.” Peter said, pulling off his own helmet and setting it back inside the bike’s back compartment. “...I just don’t feel great.”
“Like, sick-feel or emotional-feel?” Jason asked, sticking his hands into the pockets of his black jeans. Once Peter shut the bike’s compartment, the two started up a slow-paced walk around the park’s paths.
“...Emotional? I guess?” Peter said, but sounded unsure. He would hate to worry Jason, but the thought of lying to him felt worse. The teen had lied plenty, and it got him nowhere.
“Makes sense. You kinda rushed into this after… that whole thing .” Jason blew air out through gritted teeth, letting a frown fall onto his features. Peter mimicked the expression.
“...To be honest, I thought that going to school would help somehow.” He admitted, rubbing the back of his neck as he glared holes into the concrete. “Getting back into a routine sounded so nice initially.”
“...It did for me too.” Jason hummed. “When I was revived, it was against my will. An organization known as the League of Assassins raised me from the dead, and I was trained by them for a while before coming back to Gotham.”
Peter, realizing that this was going to be a heavy conversation, pulled Jason by the sleeve to sit on a bench. It was shaded by a large tree, and in the distance the two could see a small playground with one or two children playing. Their parents were nearby on a picnic blanket. The sight felt picture perfect, and offered a subtle noise to the background of their conversation.
“...And they had you on a routine? Did it help?”
“Not as much as I’d hoped it would.” Jason replied without much hesitation. “The League… wanted to be home. But nothing could truly fix what had been broken- not all the way at least. It took a while to accept that I would never be the same after everything.”
“...How did you?” Peter asked quietly. “Y’know, accept it?”
“It was either that or kill myself, but death didn’t seem to want me around either.”
Jason’s words weighed like stones on Peter’s shoulders, falling through his chest and making his heart shake in his ribcage. He held his breath for a few moments, letting the gentle breeze tussle his hair into his face. It felt like the world had slowed down.
Peter had thought about that back in New York. Whether he wanted to admit it or not, he had been willing to lay on that rooftop and die under the sea of stars, lost in delirium and mental torment.
To know that Jason had thought the same thing made that feeling in Peter’s gut pronounce itself once more. He felt sick.
“...Life didn’t work out at first, and neither did death. But I think I’ve figured out why.” Jason’s voice, while soft, held so much emotion. He was speaking his truth, and Peter was his captive listener. The teen waited on baited breath, as if Jason was telling him the secrets to life. In a sense, he kind of was.
“I was living and dying on the terms of other people.” When Peter said nothing after a few seconds, the man elaborated. “...I lived to be Batman’s sidekick. That got me killed. I died because someone else wanted me to, and I was in a position to die for someone. I knew the costs of being Robin, I just hadn’t understood them. I didn’t understand that I was risking my life until that timer was ticking to zero.”
Jason’s eyes had gone distant and cold. Slowly, the hair on the back of Peter’s neck raised, and slow ripples of electricity traveled down his spine. A warning.
“...but now, I do things on my own terms. Sure I work with B, but not for. Does that make sense?”
Peter nodded after a few seconds, looking at Jason with both surprise and empathy. The man had gone through so much , and still somehow found a way to keep going in his life. He envied that.
“...I guess I get it.” The teen mumbled, looking down at the ground. The paths in the park were made up of gravel and small stones, offering something busy for him to look at while he spoke. “I’ve been living here thinking about… going home.” Not a lie, Peter wanted to go home. “...But I’ve recently understood that it’s not a possibility anymore. Not with the way things work, and especially not after everything I’ve been through.
Going to space, the battle on Titan, his own death, and everything to happen in Gotham have led to one conclusion: Peter was not going home.
“And I’m okay with that.”
“...Then it’ll get better.” Jason assured, bumping Peter gently with his elbow. “Not easier, but better. Just give it time, kid. We’ll be here to help you through it.”
Peter nodded slowly, and after a few seconds, leaned into Jason’s side. He felt the man tense under him for less than a second before relaxing into the contact, offering Peter a comfortable cushion to relax on.
The two sat like that for too long. Peter lost count of the minutes, but the sun and shadows had moved substantially by the time that he started paying attention once more. That small family over by the playground was gone.
“...Hey, Pete?” Jason grabbed his attention.
“What’s up?”
“Do you recognize the name Dr. Strange?”
Peter wanted to say yes. He wanted to tell Jason everything. He wanted to tell Jason that Doctor Strange had sent him somewhere better.
But that would only confuse the man further.
“No, but I’ve heard you say it before.”
The two stayed out for the next few hours, talking together in the park. The topics changed often, from Hugo Strange to Peter’s schedule at the school. The teen got to ramble about the best places to eat in Queens, and Jason took a few minutes to explain the differences in brands of motorcycles. They bantered back and forth. It was nice.
It was only when the sun started to visibly set and the sky melted into an orange color did they stand and leave. The drive back home was uneventful, and they stayed in comfortable silence for the majority of it.
Peter dismounted the bike once Jason turned it off in the above-ground garage. He tried not to let his eyes linger on the multitude of sports cars, race bikes, and other vehicles that Bruce Wayne proudly sported. He knew that there were other vehicles, like boats and a helicopter, somewhere else on the property.
He was unsure how Bruce managed to hide his secret identity for so long- Batman’s wealth was such a giveaway. He felt stupid for not realizing it sooner.
“Peter!” Tim said, enthusiasm and worry bleeding together in his tone. Peter smiled, entering the media room where the teen was waiting with Cassandra and Duke. “Are you okay? I didn’t see you in Econ and got worried so I texted Babs, but she said you were fine so I tried not to question it but–”
“Slow down, Timbers.” Jason rolled his eyes as he followed Peter into the room. “He needed to step out for a bit, so he texted me and we went to a nearby park.”
“I didn’t mean to be gone for so long, sorry, Tim.” Peter apologized honestly, sitting down on the couch next to the teen and dropping his backpack by his legs. “I got overwhelmed.”
The other teen nodded in understanding. “I get it. Was it really that different from Midtown?”
“Kinda.” Peter shrugged. “I’m still gonna have to get used to wearing a uniform.” He joked, lightening the mood a bit.
Cassandra slid into the spot next to Peter, enthusiastically elbowing him before starting to sign.
“Translation: Asshole. You left me alone in Ancient Literature. ”
Peter sighed, shaking his head apologetically. “Which sucks because I was looking forward to that class. Did you take notes today?”
The girl nodded with a smile, already standing once more to go find her backpack. Tim sighed, and stood after a few seconds as well.
“I guess we should catch you up on what you missed.” He sounded playfully annoyed, giving Peter a dramatic, disapproving head shake. “Let me go grab my bag, too.”
Jason watched as the other teen stepped out to find his school bag, and took this moment to do one final check-in with Peter.
“...You sure you’re feeling better?” He questioned, leaning over the back of the couch to see his face.
Peter nodded carefully, his smile becoming softer when he looked over to Jason. “Yeah, I’m sure. I should probably catch up on what I can from today.” He hummed. “...Thanks for picking me up, Jason. I really appreciate it.”
“Hey, it’s no big deal. It’s what brothers are for, right?”
For the first time all day, that discomfort in his gut settled.
Notes:
OKAY SO.
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Chapter 23: August 10th
Notes:
Hiiihihi guys <3 I bring a new chapter! Sorry for the long wait, I was temporarily unhoused for about a week. BUT I'm in a dorm finally and I'm safe. More in the end notes
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-mentions of past abuse
-non-graphic mentions of body insecurityStay safe <3
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Chapter Text
Bruce was never one to be too frugal. His whole persona that protected his true identity was made out of his parent’s fortune and a playboy attitude. Brucie Wayne would never be caught dead somewhere of low ratings, but he kept things classy if the circumstances stumbled upon him.
Like the current moment.
When he had asked to meet Commissioner Gordon somewhere discreet, he certainly did not anticipate being sent the address for a coffee cafe and diner. It was run down, and in a spot that he usually did not bother to check while on patrol. The neighborhood was what Gothamites would consider middle-class, with less violent crime and more underground actions.
All in all, it was quaint. When Alfred dropped him off down the street, he took the short walk as time to take in the surrounding area. It was quiet, with birds audibly chirping and neatly trimmed bushes lining the fronts of most shops. If he was more imaginative, he would have suspected Poison Ivy’s involvement.
His mind ceased to wander as he stepped inside the very mom-and-pop style diner, a little bell overhead signaling his arrival. Bruce was quick to spot his old friend huddled into a booth, nose-deep into a menu. Other than Gordon, the only other customers appeared to be a trio of teens shooting spitballs at each other from across a hightop table. None of them wore uniforms, so he quickly deduced that they were either skipping school, attending public school, or unenrolled in the district. All three were contenders, but alas, it was not his business. Not at the moment, at least.
At the very least, they were unnotable. The two girls at the table were hip-to-hip, showing some semblance of closeness. The short, somewhat chubby boy across from them had a big grin stretched across his face, with his short-cropped black hair nearly falling into his eyes. As he passed their table to reach Gordon, he overheard a mix of giggles and the tan-skinned girl saying “Come on, it’s your birthday. Choosing Jersey was your first strike, don’t ruin this more– ”
Ignoring the rest of their conversation, he crossed the room and slid into the booth seat opposite of his old friend. “Commissioner Gordon.” He greeted, stealing away his attention from the menu with an amused smile. “Either that menu smells amazing, or you’re hiding your face from someone.” He joked.
“Oh hush, Bruce.” The officer with short-cut ginger hair scoffed, lowering the menu. He could no longer hide his gentle smile behind the plastic. Then again, he had never been very good at hiding his emotions around Bruce Wayne. “I’m glad you wanted to meet, it’s been far too long. I thought I would see you at that gala of yours back in the summer–”
“But I got preoccupied.” Bruce cut him off, an apologetic tone making its home in his voice. “...Not literally , but there was something on my mind that night that kept us from having any sort of meaningful conversations.”
“Is it wishful thinking to hope that you wanna finally tell me what was keeping your mind occupied?” Gordon asked, sipping from his mug of black coffee. He had his brows raised expectantly, gaze piercing Bruce like thumbtacks to a corkboard.
“...Peter Parker.”
“Ah, yes, the mystery child that you had me fabricate paperwork for without any sort of explanation at the time.” He complained very loudly, tapping the table with every syllable for emphasis on his annoyance. “That Peter Parker. What about him?”
Bruce held Gordon's gaze for a few moments, letting tension linger between them. Then, he leveled his head. “He ran away that night, and it was my fault. I let things regarding my hobby go too far, and it overwhelmed him.”
“...” The commissioner stayed silent, before lowering his voice and leaning forward on the table. “ ...I had my suspicions, but be frank with me, Bruce. Is he Spider–”
“I can’t confirm or deny anything, James.” Bruce Wayne cut him off, a faint glare sharpening in his eyes. “You never know what columnists could catch wind of our conversation, and I would hate for a rumor to make the front page of the Gazette.”
“...Right. Then I suggest we take our coffee to-go?” The commissioner hummed, standing before Bruce could retort. He walked to the counter with a slightly annoyed Bruce Wayne on his heels, ordering two black coffees in cardboard cups before exiting the establishment.
“..So he’s some experiment?”
“Not originally, no. He was bitten by a radioactive spider.” Bruce explained as he and James Gordon walked the sidewalk. “His powers weren’t intentional, purely an accident.”
“And have you verified this story?”
“No, but I trust him. At least, in that regard.”
The commissioner nodded in understanding, taking a long sip from his cup. “And what don’t you trust him about?”
“Tony Stark.”
“Y’know, Bruce, you say things and expect me to understand automatically-” The man teasingly complained, side-eyeing the vigilante. “Some elaboration would be nice-”
“The man that mentored Peter before he came to Gotham.” Bruce sighed heavily at his sass, giving him an insignificant glare. “Allegedly. We have yet to confirm whether or not he actually exists. I’m of the belief that the name Tony Stark is an alias.”
“What do you know about this Stark? I can look into it.”
“We already have looked into it, James.” Bruce sighed again, but this time he was more frustrated over the lack of information. “Peter’s real fond of the man. He speaks of him like a kid would their father. Obviously they were close before Peter passed away.”
“You mentioned that in the email.” James hummed, thinking for a few moments. “...We’re still hunting down Hugo Strange. Barbara’s been working nonstop on that case.”
“Good. I’m glad that she understands the urgency of the situation.”
The two men turned down an empty alley tucked between a gas station and a bar that was closed for the morning. They both stopped walking.
“Where did he come from? You mentioned Pennyworth finding him in your dumpster? ”
“He’s from New York City, some place in Queens.”
“You know that’s not what I mean, Bruce.”
He did know that. He knew that very well.
James Gordon was a smart man. Bruce could never deny the intellect that the man harbored, which is what had made him such a great police commissioner over the years. It was a trait that Bruce had admired for a long time.
He thought back to Tim for a moment. His son had mentioned a… theory . Bruce had tried not to dwell on it for too long, but the probability of it being true was higher than he wanted to accept.
Tim had briefly mentioned to Bruce that Peter may be from another universe. It had been shortly before Peter’s kidnapping, so Bruce had not had adequate time to look into it. But now that the waters had settled in his family, his mind wandered.
“...He’s as human as he can be, James.” Bruce assured quietly. “I have no doubts that he’s not a threat to us. Not in the way that you’re thinking.”
The commissioner eyed Bruce skeptically, but only nodded after a few moments with a small smile. Bruce took his acceptance with a grain of salt.
“Alright, Bruce. I’m trusting you with this one.”
“When do you not trust me?”
“More than you’d think, friend.”
Bruce and James both chuckled as they exited the alleyway, turning to start the walk back to the cafe. Both men had to get to their respective jobs for the remainder of the day, so they parted ways shortly after getting back to their initial meeting spot.
Bruce sighed when he closed the door to his car, ignoring the worried glance Alfred was giving him in the rear-view mirror.
If he kept lying to people, he would need to start making it worthwhile. If he did not make any more progress on discovering Peter’s true origins, he got the feeling that things would start going south very quickly.
“I recognize this one.” Peter smiled, stopping Damian from flipping through the art history textbook. He pointed at an old painting of a man hunched over in a bathtub, a quill in his hand and blood dripping down his chest. “That’s the Death of Marat, right?”
“I am surprised that you recognize any of this.” Damian raised a brow, but Peter could tell that he was teasing. “I was under the impression that history was not your strong suit, considering you did not know who the Justice League were.”
“Pfft- modern history isn’t my favorite. But this is from the French Revolution.” The teen rolled his eyes, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his criss-crossed legs. He looked down at the painting for a few seconds. “He was a hero, right?”
“Correct. He was a revolutionary leader who was stabbed by a politician named Charlotte Corday.” Damian elaborated, following his gaze down to the imagery of the dying man.
The boy could not help but feel put-off by the painting, which somewhat surprised him. He had never been made uncomfortable by art before, especially not art depicting historical events.
But in the image of Marat, Damian could only picture Peter. A hero who was broken and bruised by a political adversary. That, alongside the fact that Peter seemed to recognize and understand the painting and its meaning, only seemed to unsettle the boy further.
“Do you like this painting?” Damian asked, glancing over to Peter.
The teen seemed to hesitate for a few seconds, continuing to study it. “...I don’t like the subject matter- I mean, it’s a terrible death. But the painting itself? Sure, it’s nice. The technique is there, right?”
“Indeed. The artist was extremely talented. Did you know that he was friends with Marat?”
“Really?”
“Really.”
Peter looked from Damian to the textbook, a newfound appreciation for the painting shining in his eyes. “...Oh, wow.” He almost felt at a loss for words upon receiving the new information. Damian could not blame him. It made the entire depiction feel all the more intimate and important.
“Hi, Peter. Your phone is ringing downstairs.”
Peter bristled, eyes widening. Almost immediately, he patted at his pants pockets, surprised to realize that he really was missing his phone. “Shit- thanks Karen- Dami, I’ll be right back–” The teen stood hastily, nearly slipping on the hardwood floor of his bedroom. “Who's calling?-” His voice faded as he quickly exited the room, his quick footsteps softened by the socks on his feet.
Damian stared at the ajar door for a few moments before looking back down at the textbook. He turned the page, not wanting to look at the dying figure of Marat for longer than necessary.
Instead, in the now empty room, Damian rose to his feet and slowly looked around. The space was the same as he remembered, with Peter’s red sheets neatly tucked into place over his mattress. Alfred had cleaned all the bedrooms while the kids were at school.
Considering it was now later in the afternoon, Damian had an idea of where the man was. If he was not in the kitchen prepping for dinner, then he was down in the garden. This meant that, while Peter took whatever phone call had come, he was truly alone.
He took his chance to do some digging.
Tim had come to Damian once while Peter had been kidnapped. Damian had barely had a chance to process what he had said, but now it seemed to sound loudly in his mind like a drum.
“He’s not from here, Damian-”
“You think I don’t know that, Drake?-”
“No, you don’t–” Tim pinched the bridge of his nose, obviously stressed. Everyone was stressed. They were so close to either saving or losing Peter that it seemed to be eating away at quite literally everyone. Tensions were high, and pointless arguments seemed to be sprouting left and right, like right now.
“Then tell me.” The youngest Wayne hissed. “Tell me what I don’t know–”
“I think he’s from a different universe!!!” Tim shouted, the echo resonating throughout the cave and disturbing the bats overhead. The silence that followed spoke volumes as the two sons stared each other down, glares softening into glances of realization and regret.
Tim swallowed nervously. “...I think he’s from a different universe.”
Damian’s lips pressed together in a tight line. “...Who all have you told?”
“You, Dad, and Barbara.”
“Don’t tell anyone else.”
Tim’s eyes widened. “Wh- why?? Damian, this is crucial information–”
“And I don’t trust Grayson to not say something we’ll all regret once we get Peter back. He’ll just run him off again, and I-” Damian inhaled sharply, hating how his words wobbled and tears clawed at his eyes. He did not let them fall.”I refuse to lose him. Not like that, and not like this.”
Damian thought about Peter’s origin as he pulled open the teen’s desk drawers, rummaging around for anything that would give them another lead. He felt a pit in his chest of regret, knowing that Peter would hate to find him doing something as low as snooping .
Some things that the boy was confident about made no sense, and Damian had established that as simple mistakes. Now, with Drake’s theory, they were more than simple mistakes. They were the truth, but not the truth that the Wayne’s knew.
Apparently, they were not even the truth of this universe .
Damian paused when he came into contact with something unfamiliar; a notebook he had never seen. It was red and spiral bound, like something one would do math equations in during class. Its edges were starting to become worn, as if someone had picked at the cardboard front and back excessively. Damian thought of all of Peter’s nervous habits as he opened the first page.
Keep Out
Damian mumbled an apology under his breath as he flipped past the self-proclaimed security page.
The boy skimmed paragraphs written in Peter’s familiar handwriting, eyes bouncing from page to page. There were big chunks of text, doodles on sticky notes, crossed-out pieces of information, and an unsettling mantra repeated multiple times on every page.
“Don’t forget.” Damian mumbled. After briefly skimming the story of how Peter Parker and Tony Stark met, the boy pulled out his phone and began snapping photos. They would not be uploaded to any files on the Batcomputer, nor would their father see them. These images would be going straight to Tim and Tim only.
If Tim shared them with anyone, Damian had no qualms about putting the boy into an early grave. He snapped the notebook shut after snapping photos of the most recent pages, the dark blue ink leaking onto the back. Peter must have used a new pen for the most recent section. Damian only wished that Peter would have dated his entries so that he could form a mental timeline of how often the teen wrote.
The boy slid the notebook back into its hiding place, rearranging all of the junk and office supplies back on top before quietly sliding the drawer shut. That pit in his stomach got deeper as he stared down at the photos he had snapped.
Damian had not photographed everything. He tried to pick and choose what was important and what was not, but when everything seemed to be evidence of Tim’s theory, it was hard to deem something not important. Still, the boy had limited himself to stories of events that Damian was positive had never happened.
Never happened in this universe, he had to mentally remind himself.
Sitting back down on the floor in a smooth motion, Damian smoothed out the uniform pants on his legs. After texting the photos to Tim, he pocketed his phone and stared down at the cover of the textbook.
His mind was still trying to process exactly what he had discovered, and what this meant for Peter. Would the teen be trying to go back to his old universe? Why did he end up here in the first place? He remembered reading something about someone named Thanos, and felt a bitterness rise in his throat.
Peter had been killed in his old universe. What reason did he have to return?
But Damian knew the answer to that without needing to really rationalize it.
The only reason the teen needed was Tony Stark.
Damian wiped the concern off of his face and replaced it with his neutral expression just as the door was pressed open, an apology falling from Peter’s lips as he re-entered the room to resume their study session.
The weight of what Damian Wayne had discovered dragged through his limbs with every passing minute.
“Hey, Peter! I’m almost home, could we chat when I get there?” Bruce’s voice came through the speaker, and the teen nearly bristled at the thought. The man sounded so cheery, as if the resting problems between them were nonexistent.
“...uh, I’m kind of studying right now with Damian, so..” He trailed off, hoping that the excuse was enough to get out of the obviously serious conversation that loomed ahead.
“It won’t take long, I promise. I’m just worried.”
Worried?
“...I guess that’s fine?” Peter relented after a few seconds of silence, listening for any sort of emotional tells from the other man. Bruce was worried about something, and wanted to talk to Peter about it.
Months ago, the teen would have thought that his time with the family had finally expired, and that they would be sending them to the curb. But now? All Peter was worried about was how awkward he would feel during this oncoming emotional check-up.
“Great! I’ll meet you in my office, then.”
Oh God damnit.
Peter felt all too stiff in the armchair, looking across the wooden desk at Bruce. The man, having just returned home from work, had ushered them both into the private room to talk. Of course, the door remained slightly ajar, but that only slightly dimmed Peter’s anxiety. His sixth sense was still shooting up and down his spine rapidly as he prepared for the worst.
And honestly? He was not sure what the worst could be at this point.
“How was school today?” Bruce started, obviously landing on a topic that both of them deemed neutral and safe. His smile and posture were both soft and open, likely trying to lessen the alerting effects of the teen’s mutations.
“..Well, it was alright. No panic attack this time.” He chuckled dryly, trying to lean back in the plus chair to see if it helped ease him at all. “There’s already been a project assigned in one of my classes, though.”
“Oh? Which class? Maybe I could help you with it.”
“Ancient Literature. And Cass is in that class, so I think she and I were gonna work on it together…” Peter hummed, crossing his arms over his chest to give himself a bit of grounding pressure.
“That’s smart. It’s always good to have input from someone else in the class.” Peter nodded in agreement with his statement, and then tried not to choke on the following awkward silence.
“....Bruce-”
“....Peter-”
Both of them paused once they had spoken over each other, staring with wide eyes for a few seconds before Bruce relented with a sigh. “...Peter.” The man established himself as the first one to talk. “...I can tell that you want to patrol again.”
The teen hesitated, continuing to stare at Bruce as if he were some sort of alien. He opened his mouth to retort, but was stopped by the man raising a hand to silence him.
“And I would be more than happy to let you on one condition.”
Peter’s glare became more of a skeptical stare, and he slowly sunk into his chair. “...Alright, old man. Go for it.”
“I need to be able to make sure that what happened with Dr. Strange won’t happen again. To do that, I can only think to keep an eye on you more than I already do.” Bruce sighed, trying to relax in his seat. “...I don’t want you patrolling alone, Peter. I don’t want any of us patrolling alone. There are too many variables in play.”
“I thought Barbara was finding him?” Peter asked, his chest curling into a tight and anxious ball. Patrolling with the others was fine , but that was only when he had the option to go alone if he wanted to. Sometimes he got too overwhelmed having to worry about running with the others.
“She is, and she’s making great progress. Her father updated me this morning about it.”
“The commissioner?”
“The commissioner.”
Peter hummed, trying to settle how uneasy he felt. “...I’ve never met Commissioner Gordon. Is he nice?”
“Very. I’m sure you’ll meet him eventually. He comes to every Wayne Enterprises event.” Bruce smiled, and Peter nervously smiled back.
“...So no patrolling alone. No running off alone. That’s the only stipulation?”
“...Sort of.”
Peter sunk more into the chair. He felt like he was sitting on pins and needles, and Bruce was dancing around on eggshells trying to preserve the teen’s freedom.
“I’ve noticed you don’t use your webs as much anymore.” Bruce started, voice quieter as he carefully navigated what was obviously a sensitive subject. “I think I know why.” He must have noticed Peter tense, because he was quick to make his words much more soothing. “I’m not gonna make you talk about it, Peter. But I need to be able to rely on you if you patrol. Something like not being able to rely on your webs could be detrimental in the field.”
Peter understood the logic behind Bruce’s thinking. Obviously it made sense, this was one of the smartest men on the planet. That did not mean that the hurt went away, though.
“...So I’ve drawn up some designs.”
The teen paused, looking up to Bruce once more with confusion evident on his face. Designs? For what?
“With both Karen and Tim’s help, I’ve managed to pull together what I think is a good solution to the problem with webs.” He pulled open one of the deep desk drawers on the side, and Peter leaned slightly to try and see. Then, the man placed a pair of black forearm cuffs with golden inner-wrist plates between them on the wood.
Peter’s heart stopped working for a few seconds.
“We made you new web shooters, along with a formula-based web fluid. That part was almost entirely Karen, Tim and I more-or-less just did the actual design and construction.”
“....Are you serious?” Peter asked quietly, reaching forward and picking up one of the cuffs. It was sturdy yet flexible, and had some weight to it. The texture of the black almost felt like a faux leather, but he could tell that it had a padded inside layer for comfort. “... You made these?”
“With help, yes.”
Peter stared down at the cuff in his hand, rotating it slowly in every direction to get a good look at it. He had no doubt that the mechanisms inside ran smoothly, and that it would work just as flawlessly as his last ones did.
Slowly he looked up to Bruce, eyes no longer full of confusion and anxiety. Instead, they were filled with nothing but pure gratefulness.
“...Thanks.” The teen mumbled, unwilling to let his voice get any louder in fear of his emotions spilling over. This felt like the most genuine thing that Bruce had done for him in a long time. The man did not push or pry, and instead acted on what he thought was right.
Peter hated to label it, but Bruce was working on fatherly instinct.
“...Seriously, thank you.” He reiterated with a bit more confidence. He cleared his throat, sitting up a bit straighter. That tightness in his chest had vanished by now, and the hole it left was quickly being filled by fondness.
“Of course.” Bruce hummed and smiled, standing up. “Happy birthday, Peter.”
“Pete.” The teen corrected, nearly on instinct. He lifted a small smile towards the man, who beamed back at him with carefully controlled happiness.
“...Pete. Happy birthday, Pete.”
The chorus of the family singing Peter’s name with joy and enthusiasm seemed to fill the kitchen, making the entire room feel warm and full and safe. The teen’s sixth sense was merely an afterthought as he looked down at the cake before him.
It was a plain yellow cake with chocolate frosting, one tier, made in a flat pan. Imperfect letters done in a slightly darker icing (that he suspected may be dark chocolate) were strewn across the surface, spelling out the same words that the Waynes chanted with glee.
Happy Birthday Peter!
There was even a messily drawn spider in the bottom left corner of the cake, done in that same darker chocolate icing. He suspected that it was a last-minute addition done by either Dick or Stephanie, but nonetheless, it completed the cake. At least to him.
So, surrounded by love, and warmth, and family, Peter closed his eyes tight and blew out the bulky red and white candles shaped like the number seventeen.
I wish for life to feel this great everyday.
Stephanie shook Peter enthusiastically from behind by his shoulders, laughing as the others clapped for Peter. “Pete!!!!!” She giggled. “You’re officially old now!!!”
“Oh, hush –” Jason hissed, swatting the blonde away with a playful glare and a smile that was impossible to hide in the moment. “Don’t listen to her, webs. You’re plenty young.”
“Seriously.” Dick chuckled, shaking his head as Alfred moved the cake away to start cutting slices. “I wish I was still seventeen.”
“God, you all sound senile.” Tim rolled his eyes, but similarly to Jason, could not hide his smile. It was a good day, after all. What was the point in trying to hide it?
“What’d you wish for?” Stephanie asked, sliding into the seat on Peter’s left. Since it was his birthday, he had the honor of sitting at the head of the table. Just for tonight. She bounced excitedly in her seat, and Peter was briefly worried that giving her more sugar would tip her over the edge.
“I can’t tell you.” He responded with a snicker, shaking his head. “Then it won’t come true.”
“No fair!”
“It’s tradition.” Damian wagered, claiming the seat on Peter’s right. The youngest Wayne crossed his arms cooly and sat up straight, looking at Stephanie and Peter as he joined the tradition. “Keep the wish, Peter. It’s yours.”
“I know.” The teen boy hummed, and smiled at Damian’s satisfied nod. Stephanie pouted dramatically, but dropped it shortly after in favor of throwing balled-up paper napkins down the table at Cassandra and Tim.
When Alfred reentered the dining room with the cake in his hands, he was joined by Duke. He was carrying his own dishes on either arm like a waiter, and set down a variety of snack foods down the length of the table.
No one hesitated to start grabbing food, and Peter was satisfied when the first- and largest- slice of cake was placed in front of him. He smiled gratefully at Alfred, who gave him a fond pat on the back before moving to serve the rest of the ravenous Waynes.
Bruce only joined the celebration after cake had been served and eaten, despite both Dick and Cass trying to coerce him into trying a slice. They failed, but it was the thought that really counted.
Once things had been, for the most part, cleaned up, the group moved into the closest media room where an array of wrapped boxes and gift bags with colorful ribbons and bows waited. Red balloons were floating in every corner of the room, and a handmade banner spelled out ‘Happy Birthday Peter!’ with red paint.
The teen sat down in the middle of the rug and opened every gift one by one.
The first two were boxes from Tim. Peter tore into the metallic silver wrapping paper and used the points of his nails to meticulously pick all of the tape off of the inside boxes. When he finally got them open, the two gifts were revealed to be a vintage walkman with multiple classic rock tapes and a small white card that was attached to a polaroid. The image depicted both Kon and Tim in what looked like a field on a sunny day, and the card said Coupon for One Free Trip to Kansas.
Cassandra’s gift, pulled out of a crimson red gift bag, was an American Sign Language dictionary. When questioned by Tim, she merely said “Karen can translate, but he needs to actually learn.” Peter could not agree more, and thanked her for the gift.
“Jason, you can’t give Peter a gun.” Dick cringed, mortified when Peter unwrapped a black metal gun case from the pile of gifts. “I’m a cop and he doesn’t have a license–”
“Get over it.” Jason snorted. “He’s gonna learn to use one eventually, and it might as well be with me teaching him.”
Peter just smiled as he unclipped the metal box, revealing the dark gray pistol with a shiny exterior and what looked like custom red detailing along the side. There was even a spiderweb design down the barrel.
“Jason actually helped me make mine.” Duke admitted when Peter grabbed the sparkly gold gift bag. When he pulled out the thickly bound leather book, he was surprised to read the cover.
The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane
It made more sense once he flipped open the cover and was greeted by a multi-page collage. It told the story just as Peter had once told it to Jason, with some details missing. The paper doll rabbits on every page were decorated with fancy white ruffles and charming suit vests. Peter’s heart melted with every page he flipped.
“...Duke, this is so cool.” Peter grinned, smile only seeming to widen with every passing minute.
The next gift came from Stephanie, and was an appropriately purple souvenir keychain that read Better than New York! on the front. If it had not been his birthday, Peter would have immediately started a debate on which state had better pizza, but because of the occasion he let it slide with a playful glare and a middle finger tastefully hidden from Bruce and Alfred.
“Babs couldn’t be here, but she had me send this along.” Dick smiled, handing over a small card. When Peter opened it, he was met with a brand new library card, updated with his new full name. Peter Parker-Wayne. There was also a note written on the inside of the card in her distinctly neat handwriting.
Peter
You owe me exactly one library visit and a match of Mario Kart. I challenge thee, and there is no escaping a formal challenge. I shall meet you on the battlefield soon, foe.
Love, Barbara (p.s. Happy birthday)
“And this is from me!” Dick smiled, pushing forward a navy blue gift bag with golden ribbons tying it shut. Peter opened it carefully, not wanting to ruin the decorative flair that Dick had added.
Inside was a sweatshirt for Blüdhaven that would be slightly too big on Peter and a giftcard for one of the department stores at the mall. Dick then promised to take Peter out to the mall again at some point, and Jason offered to join. They claimed it would be an “Older brother bonding experience.” Peter was both terrified and ecstatic to find out what that meant.
Alfred stepped forward with a small box wrapped in clean silver paper that he handed down to Peter. He spoke as the teen unfolded the wrapping paper. “I wanted to find something both sentimental and functional for you, Master Peter, and I believe that I have done just that.”
When Peter opened the inner box, he was surprised to find a house key.
“The next time you are trapped outside, you can use the front door instead of hopping into one of the dumpsters.” He teased gently with a smile. Peter looked up at him with one that was much bigger, and didn’t hesitate to stand up and hug the older man, who chuckled and held him back.
After a few long seconds, they pulled apart and Peter sat back down, pocketing his brand new house key. It would go nicely with the keychain that Stephanie got him.
Damian, who had been sat next to Peter the entire time, slid him the final gift. It was inside of a red gift bag that had black decorative florals across the smooth paper. When Peter reached inside, he pulled out two things.
The first was a new wallet with one of Monet’s Gare Saint-Lazare paintings printed onto the material. It had ample storage inside and even had a clip to be attached to either a keychain or a lanyard. Peter got the feeling that him, Alfred, and Stephanie had teamed up with their gifts.
The second and final item was a recipe book titled One Hundred and One Ways to Make an Omelet. Peter laughed the moment he read the title, a smile stretching across his face as he rapidly flipped through the various recipes and images of omelets.
“Damian- your sense of humor-” The teen giggled between words. “It’s fully blossomed, I can’t believe it–”
“They grow up so fast.” Dick agreed with a playful smile, wiping away a fake tear with a dramatic sigh. “Our baby bird is flying free now-”
“Would you hush , Grayson–” Damian complained through gritted teeth, expression only softening when he looked at Peter. He couldn’t stop the tiny smile from falling onto his face. “..I presume that you like it?”
“ Like it? Dames, this is my favorite gift.” Peter snickered, shaking his head and closing the thick book. “This means you gotta make every single recipe with me now though, no take backs.”
“I– every recipe??” Damian questioned with wide eyes.
“We should probably start tonight if you wanna do every recipe.” Jason hummed, and Stephanie nodded in agreement. Cassandra stood fast, racing Tim to the kitchen with Duke hot on their heels.
“Every recipe.” Peter grinned. “Or at least, as many as we can get through before Alfred kicks us out.”
“I hypothesize that number is lower than you think.” Damian deadpanned, but relented once Peter stood up.
As Dick, Peter, Jason, and Damian all hurried to follow the three teens who had previously left, Alfred and Bruce watched from the sidelines with gentle and content smiles on their faces.
The father and son shared a knowing glance, before settling an unspoken conversation with a simple nod.
Peter would be just fine.
Notes:
Okay so long story short, my original dorm was an unsafe place for a queer person to be so for about a week I was temporarily unhoused while my college was finding me a new place to stay. I have FOUND that new place and it's SO MUCH BETTER than the original. The AO3 curse tried to strike me down but it failed miserably lol
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Chapter 24: The Method to the Madness and the Person to Blame
Notes:
Hey guys, I'm glad to finally get this out to you lol. I know you guys don't like me to ramble, but if you're interested in what I have to say, please check the end notes!!! I've got some updates and some important stuff I want you all to see. Otherwise, enjoy this chapter!!! It's been a long time coming.
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CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Canon typical violence
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Chapter Text
The weeks flew by quicker than anyone realized. Peter fit like a puzzle piece, completing the Wayne family. He did wonderful in school, taking after Tim’s genius. He was the Vice President of the Academic Decathlon group at Gotham Prep, inheriting Dick’s leadership and spirit. The teen volunteered and worked in the homeless shelters across Crime Alley, taking likeness from Jason. He cared fiercely for his family, falling perfectly into line right next to Damian.
He was Peter Parker-Wayne, orphan from New York, who loved his family. Nothing could change that.
August turned into September, and September became October. Peter quickly found a way to balance both his nightlife and his academics, taking tips from the other school-aged vigilantes. Spider-Man was officially part of the Bats and Birds.
Gotham loved him. The hardened citizens of Crime Alley looked to him like they did to Red Hood, feeling safer under his watchful gaze. The homeless community learned his patrol routes and would cheer him on, offering help wherever they could. In return, he paid for plenty of meals and hotel stays.
He was Spider-Man, son of the Batman. Nothing could change that.
Peter dropped his backpack at the end of his bed, sighing deeply as he fell face-first onto his blankets and pillows. The tired teen let his eyes fall shut as his limbs relaxed one by one. Within minutes, he was limp against his comfortable bed, on the verge of dozing into a late-afternoon nap.
Knocking on his bedroom door made his eyes shoot open, and the teen dramatically groaned loud enough for the person in the hallway to hear. He rolled over and sat up, pushing off of the mattress and approaching the door. He swung it open with a glare that lacked any real malice.
“Rise and shine, Pete!” Dick grinned, his mere presence shocking Peter out of his tired state. The man had been away on a mission for almost two weeks, and was not expected to be back in the States for at least another three.
“I– holy shit!-” Peter smiled wide, rushing without a bit of hesitation to wrap his arms tight around Dick’s middle. The older brother laughed, holding the teen by the shoulders as he was hoisted off the ground and spun around. “You’re back early!- That’s- What are you doing back?”
“We got done early!” Dick shrugged and chuckled, not releasing Peter once he was set back down onto his feet. “Figured I’d come by and check in, I know you got nervous about me being gone.”
“No shit.” Peter huffed. “They needed Nightwing in space, of course I was gonna be nervous.” He rolled his eyes, leaning into Dick, who took control of the embrace. “You’re probably excited to sleep tonight.”
“Well, actually…” Dick hummed, trailing off a bit and looking to the side. “...I thought we might go get dinner? We can pick up Jay, too. He doesn’t know I’m home yet.”
“Dinner sounds good.” Peter mused, shutting his eyes. “Y’know what I’ve always wanted to try?”
“What?” The older brother asked, starting to slowly sway back and forth on their feet. The soothing motion would have lulled Peter to sleep right then and there if the prospect of food were not right in front of him.
“Batburger.”
“...You’ve never had Batburger.” Dick stated plainly, as if trying to believe his own statement. “...There’s no way –”
“ Yes way–” Peter snickered, pulling away from the embrace and pointing a playfully accusatory finger at Dick’s chest. “Alfred cooks nearly every night- I barely get to eat fast food anymore!”
The older brother raised his hands in mock surrender, snickering along with him. “Okay you’ve got a point– we can get Batburger. You still cool if Jason comes?”
“I’d be offended if he didn’t.”
“As amazing as it is to know you’re home, what do you mean Peter’s never had Batburger?” Jason asked with wide eyes and appallment, looking between the brothers sitting on his couch.
“I’ve never tried it.” Peter shrugged, smiling. “Alfred cooks all the time, so I don’t really eat fast food much.”
“That’s a sin in this family.” Jason hissed, grabbing his brown leather coat off of his kitchen counter. “You two drove here in your car?” He asked Dick, who confirmed with a thumbs up. “Go start it. We’re going to Batburger. I heard there’s a new menu item.”
“Isn’t all the food themed around Batman and the Robins?” Peter asked, standing up and pulling his Robin themed jacket back on. “What’s the new item?”
“Spider Salted Caramel Shakes.” Jason noted from memory, ushering the two toward the door.
Peter’s eyes widened in both surprise and glee, and there was a new pep in his step. “Are you serious ? There’s Spider-Man themed shakes there?” The joy in his voice was obvious, and made both of the older men smile.
“I think so.” Dick chuckled. “I assumed you knew since you asked about going.”
“Hell no, I didn’t know!!” Peter scoffed. “Come on, I wanna try one of my shakes!-”
The booth comfortably held all three brothers, who chatted idly about anything that came to mind. Obviously since they were in public, Dick could not debrief them on his mission. But based on his subtle gestures and innuendos, Jason and Peter figure out that it went well. Him being home so early was evidence enough.
“Hey, is it true that Gotham doesn’t do Halloween?” Peter asked, sipping on his half-full cup. The delicious salted caramel shake stood no chance against him.
Jason nodded at his question, swallowing his bite of his burger before verbally responding. “Thanks to Scarecrow, it’s kinda illegal. There’s too high a risk of him pulling some shit.”
“Blüdhaven is in a similar boat.” Dick sighed wistfully. “We’re too close to Main Gotham to try anything.”
“That’s so shitty.” Peter complained, tapping his fingers on the table. “My aunt and I loved Halloween. We would hand out candy together almost every year.”
“Oh yeah?” Dick smiled. “So it’s your favorite holiday then?”
“No, but it was hers.” The teen smiled back, fondness wrapping his heart in a warm hug. It felt like a hug from May, and he committed the feeling to memory. “She was really great.”
“You don’t talk about her much.” Jason commented, no push to his tone. “What about your old friends back at Midtown? Didn’t we run into one of them at the Library once?”
“You mean MJ?” Peter asked, getting nods from both brothers. He hesitated, trying to find the best things to say. He did not want to reveal too much. “Yeah, she was in town for Academic Decathlon. She... didn’t recognize me though.”
“Bummer. I would’ve loved to see you bring home a girl.” Dick teased, earning a kick under the table from Jason. “Or boy. Or no one.”
Peter held back a laugh, glancing between the two. “I like girls, no doubt about it.”
“Respectable.” Dick smiled.
“Your loss.” Jason shrugged, pulling a giggle from both Dick and Peter. “So did you like MJ?”
“You could say that.” Peter nodded, looking down into his shake.
“Then tell us about her. And whose Ned?”
“Ned’s my best friend.” The teen hummed. “He’s a genius, but more on the nerdy side. He’s really into video games, sci-fi flicks, vintage comics…”
“Geeze, he sounds like a nerd. Definitely the type of person you’d befriend.” Jason teased.
“Be nice.” Dick hissed, but smiled at Peter. The teen took it as encouragement to continue. In the past, telling Tim about Tony had felt right. In this moment, telling Dick and Jason about his old friends felt even better.
In a way, it felt like he was preserving them in his memories. Now, in this universe, traces of his old friendships would exist in the minds of the Waynes.
“MJ is amazing.” Peter could feel a flush starting to rise to his cheeks, but he tried to ignore it. “She’s smart, funny, and so passionate about everything . She cares about a lot of things, but pretends to be this stoic person. I think it’s a defense mechanism.” He shrugged, glancing up to his brothers.
“Not what I imagined your type to be,” Jason admitted with a shrug. “But; I digress. Have you tried talking to her?”
“Not since I last went to Queens.” Peter admitted, a bit ashamed. “I barely remember it, but I think I went by her job. Ned was there, but they didn’t recognize me. I left pretty fast. Well–” He quickly corrected himself. “She recognized me as that kid from the library. Not as Peter.”
“Damn, do you think she’s pretending? Or could it be something else?” Jason questioned carefully.
Peter thought for a few seconds, trying to pick the best response. While Peter thought, Dick stood to refill their drinks, taking their cups to the nearby drink fountain.
“...I think she just… Genuinely didn’t recognize me.” He admitted softly, looking down at the table. “I don’t blame her.” Because it would be impossible to blame someone from a different universe.
“Would you ever consider reaching out to her and Ned again?” Dick asked gently, tilting his head slightly in pure curiosity as he sat back down. Peter smiled sadly at them both.
“Honestly, not really. I’d be better off letting things rest instead of trying to get involved again. They seemed happy, and I don’t wanna ruin that for them.”
“...You’re a good kid, Peter.” Jason hummed, taking another bite of his burger and speaking through his chews. “You’re a damn good kid.”
“I know.” Peter smiled. “I’ve been working on it.”
“Oh yeah? Gone on some adventure of enlightenment?” Dick teased, taking a long sip of his soda. When Peter nodded, the man raised an amused brow. “Where to?”
“Gotham.” Peter replied without hesitation. “It was unplanned, but I think it’s worked out well.”
“Gotham is the least enlightening city in America, Peter.” Jason rolled his eyes. “But I guess it did work out, considering you’re here with us now.”
“Yeah, I am.” The teen let a small, real smile fall onto his features. It was mirrored by the two men sitting with him. “I couldn’t be happier.”
“Just the spider I wanted to see.” Tim grinned at Peter from his spot sitting on the staircase. Peter had just stepped inside, finished getting dinner with the two oldest brothers, and squinted at Tim skeptically.
“What did you break?” He questioned, fully expecting for Tim to have some question or request regarding either Karen, his Iron Spider suit, or both. Both were likely the answer.
“I–” Tim paused, suddenly glaring playfully with a scoff. “I didn’t break anything, I just wanted to see you. Is that so bad?”
“Maybe.” Peter teased, relaxing when his brother admitted that nothing was wrong. “What’s up?”
“Just wanted to check in before you went on patrol is all.” Tim hummed. Peter took that as his cue to join the teen, sitting next to him on the steps in the main foyer. “I’m staying in, so I think tonight is just you, B, and Damian.”
“What about Cass and Steph?”
“Both sitting in with Babs tonight.” Tim smiled. “She’s been working a lot with them. I think she’s teaching them the Oracle systems.”
Peter’s eyes widened at that, eyebrows shooting to his hairline in surprise. “ Really? ” He grinned. “Shit, where do I sign up to learn?” He joked, earning a quiet laugh from Tim.
“I could teach you, y’know.” Tim hummed smugly. “I taught myself a few years ago.”
“No shit.” Peter bemused with a smile. “I might have to take you up on that sometime. If I’m ever grounded from patrol again, I don’t wanna sit around like the last few times. Maybe working with Oracle and her systems might be good.”
“That’s what I usually do.” Tim admitted. “Being the metaphorical man-in-the-chair is a good breather from the harshness of field work.”
“It sounds fun, honestly.” Peter agreed. “Why aren’t you patrolling tonight? Any particular reason?”
“Alfred insisted I take a night to sleep.” Tim rolled his eyes. “You know how he gets, and you can’t exactly say no to Alfred, so…”
Peter immediately nodded in understanding, not asking for further elaboration. The butler had doted on every member of the family in that way, including Peter. Being grounded from patrol was commonly done by the oldest member of the family, contrary to popular belief. Bruce himself was occasionally victim to Alfred’s groundings.
But it was one of the many ways that the elderly man showed he cared, so how could the family think to deny him? Besides, most of the time he was justified in grounding them.
“Enjoy it for me.” Peter teased, elbowing Tim before standing up, stretching his arms high above his head. Somewhere down the hall, a clock struck eight p.m. The teen took the familiar chime as his cue to leave Tim be, giving him a smile and a promise to hang out the next day.
He escaped up to his bedroom on the second floor, shedding his school uniform and throwing on black sweats and an old Batgirl t-shirt gifted to him by Steph. He pulled it over his shoulders, rushing out the door with his phone in hand. He barely passed a glance to his open journal on his desk, the pages forgotten as he excitedly made his way down stairwells and hallways to get to the Batcave.
Once down, he was quick to change into the Iron Spider Mark II. Unlike the Spider Armor, this suit finally covered his entire body. It fit snugly against his form, shaping itself to him with the recycled Stark nanotech.
“Is Bruce coming down?” He asked quietly, clasping his web slingers around his wrists. They left a comfortable weight on his forearms, and he experimentally used them to propel himself up to the roof of the cave. Peter landed upside down, feet flat against the uneven roof. The nearby bats skittered away with annoyed squeaks and screeches, but Peter ignored their complaints.
“Bruce Wayne is opening the Clock Door as we speak. He is joined by Damian Wayne.”
“Cool, thanks Karen.” He smiled, using two lines of webs to pull himself into a sitting position, now criss crossed above the cave floor. He looked down, waiting patiently. It only took a few seconds for him to hear two sets of footsteps along with chatter from Bruce and Damian.
Uninterested in their conversation, he watched as they entered the space. The father and son momentarily split apart to get changed, and while they were in the changing rooms, Peter dropped down silently. He landed with no noise, rising from his crouch to stand at his full height.
Damian stepped out first, his black and red Robin uniform padding his small frame. His domino mask was still in his hands, not yet pressed to his eyes. He spotted Peter and paused, mouth twitching upwards in what could have been a smile.
“Hey, Robin.” Spider-man smiled, also maskless at the time. “Ready for tonight?”
“Tt.” Robin clicked his tongue, glaring at the other vigilante with a distinct lack of amusement in his eyes. The look disappeared as he pressed his Domino to his face. “Hardly. Tonight is no different than any other patrol, Spider-man.”
“Oh, c’mon! When’s the last time you and I got to patrol together?”
“Two days ago.”
“That doesn’t count!” Spider-man scoffed, putting his hands on his hips and leveling Robin with an unamused stare. “Spoiler trailed us the entire time.”
“Batman will be tailing us tonight.” Robin reminded dutifully, sweeping past Spider-man and trodding up the steps to reach the Batcomputer. Spider-man frowned in his wake, eyes following him up the steps.
“Not if we lose him.” Spider-man suggested quietly, a challenge embedded in his tone. He did not miss the way that Robin almost paused before sliding into the chair at the long keyboard. “C’mon, we should race while we’re out. I think it’d be fun!” He approached Robin from behind, exaggerating his footsteps as to not alert the kid.
“Are you looking for a reason to embarrass yourself?” Robin huffed, typing fast and loading up a few case files. “With any hope, tonight will be uneventful. Why should we make it any harder?”
“For fun?” Spider-man shrugged as he leaned against the desk, crossing his arms as he watched Robin work.
The cases that the younger vigilante pulled up were small and mostly inconsequential. There was nothing big happening at the moment, meaning that the night would mainly be filled with routine maintenance and check-ins. Peter looked forward to catching up with Webster. It had been too long since he saw the man last.
“Patrol can be fun, but we need to prioritize Gotham.” The gentle voice of Batman said, grabbing Spider-man’s attention. The older vigilante walked up the steps in his full uniform, his cowl held in one hand. “Never underestimate a quiet night in this city, Spider-man. Anything could happen.”
Spider-man sighed, but nodded dramatically. “Sure, sure. I get it. Anything to note tonight, R?” He asked, looking back at the screen.
“Negative.” The kid huffed, cracking his knuckles under his padded gloves. “Tonight should be as straightforward as they get.”
The teenager sighed dramatically, pulling away from the desk. He tapped the hearing aid nestled in his ear, which activated the nanobots around his neck to extend out and form the mask over his face. “We can at least play I-Spy.”
“We’ll see.” Batman mused, pulling his cowl on and adjusting it over his face. “Spider-man, will you be riding with me or Robin?”
“Is neither an option?” Spider-man asked, looking back. He already knew the answer, but he figured it never hurt to ask.
“It’s raining too hard for me to trust you swinging all the way to Central Gotham, Spider-man. Once we arrive, then you can swing on your own.” Batman huffed, but Spider-man’s quick nod of compliance made his shoulders relax a bit.
The teen vigilante hated to be confined when it came to patrol, but after the last few months and his history of getting into trouble when running alone, he relented rather easily. “Whatever you say, B. I’ll ride in the Batmobile, there’s heating.” He grinned, ignoring the mildly offended glare that Robin was giving him from nearby.
The three departed for patrol less than ten minutes later, the sound of Robin’s bike revving sporadically under the growl of the Batmobile.
Spider-man was released from the Batmobile like a dog being taken off of a leash in a park. The moment the doors unlocked, he was climbing out of the low seat and using his web shooters to pull himself up the nearest wall. He smirked as he heard Batman rush to follow, his door slamming shut.
Robin had parked nearby, and thanks to his enhanced hearing, Spider-man was able to hear the younger vigilante approaching. So, he waited on the roof of the relatively short apartment building that they had parked next to, tapping his foot in a playfully impatient way.
Batman ascended the fire escape, landing behind Spider-man just as Robin pulled himself over the edge of the roof nearby. The boy scowled, glaring outwardly at Spider-man.
“I do not understand your haste. Tonight will be easy, yet you’re already rushing.” He complained, a bit of fire in his voice.
“I’m just excited, Robin.” Spider-man shrugged, and tousled the kid’s hair when he got close enough. Robin ducked away with a deeper scowl than before. Spider-man pretended not to hear the quiet huff from Batman. It was the closest thing to laughter they would get while on patrol.
“Oracle, advise Robin and I. Karen should be able to handle Spider-man.” Batman spoke into his earpiece, watching as the two boys started to wrestle on the roof. Spider-man rolled on his back while Robin tried pinning him down, the two going back and forth with weak jabs and brotherly insults.
“Got it, Batman.” Oracle replied after a moment, and Batman tuned in momentarily to the sound of her rapid typing. “If you wanna start off simple, there’s an active crime scene two blocks over. Police reports are mentioning a gas leak, potentially linked to either Scarecrow or Poison Ivy.”
“Thanks, Oracle. Karen, what do you have for Spider-man?”
“Hi, Batman. I’ve organized a task list for Spider-man based on his previous patrols. Tonight, he is planning to check in with Crime Alley’s homeless community and leave a few goods with some of the population. His route should take him through the heart of Crime Alley. If Red Hood patrols consistently, then they will cross paths at least twice during Spider-man’s errands.”
It always made Batman feel better when Spider-man crossed paths with the other vigilantes of the city. The teen tended to prefer being alone, but having the others there to check on him throughout the night always eased something in the man.
“Anything else planned?”
“Nothing concrete. Spider-man mentioned wanting to rendezvous with you and Robin closer to the end of the night so that he could finish patrol with you both.”
Batman’s heart got impossibly warmer, and he spared another glance towards his two sons. Currently, they were circling each other like wrestlers in a ring, both crouched down and throwing baseless taunts at each other. They were both smiling.
“Sounds good. Thank you, Karen.”
“Alert us if Spider-man requires assistance, I doubt he’ll ask us himself.” Oracle teased, but there was an earnest nature to her voice.
“Of course, Oracle.”
Satisfied with the plan for the night, Batman approached his sons just as Robin pounced at Spider-man, arms encircling the teen’s torso and dragging him to the ground. Robin’s body curled around Spider-man’s middle, pulling himself around the teen. Spider-man’s back hit the ground with a metallic thud, and by then, Robin had circled to his front, sitting on his middle victoriously.
“Jesus Christ , Birdie–” Spider-man huffed out a laugh. “I gotta stop letting you win–”
“Psh- please . Letting me win is an overstatement. I overpower you fair and square.”
“Whatever you say, Chickadee.”
“Chicka- what–”
“Boys.” Batman drew their attention, engulfed in the shadows of his cape and cowl. The vigilantes pulled apart, Spider-man standing with a huff as he rolled out his shoulders. “Follow standard procedure tonight. Spider-man, Karen’s made me aware of your plan for tonight. Notify us should you need backup.”
“Heard, big B.” Spider-man grinned under his mask, giving two thumbs up. “Seeya later! Robin, you owe me a rematch–” He snickered, turning and leaping off of the roof. Half a second later, the thwip of webs was heard as he pulled himself into the night.
Batman grumbled something under his breath about staying safe before focusing his attention on Robin. “We’re aiding in an investigation involving potentially toxic gas. I assume you have your rebreather?”
“When do I not?” Robin questioned, as if insinuating he left it at the cave was a sin in itself. He pulled the collapsable item from his utility belt, snapping it around his face with a huff. “You know I know better than to leave something like this behind.”
“I was just making sure.” Batman appeased, following his son’s actions and snapping his own rebreather into place over his mouth and nose. “Now, follow me. This is still a developing case, having happened over the last few hours. There’s little information for us to go off of here.”
“Understood, Batman.”
Spider-man never felt more free than when he was swinging around Gotham city. Sometimes, if he closed his eyes and ignored the pungent smell of sewage that encapsulated the city, he could almost imagine that he was in New York. It was those moments lost in his mind that tended to ease the nervous beating of his heart.
There’s no place like home, but dammit, Gotham was pretty damn close.
The teenage vigilante’s first stop was at an overnight convenience store, where he sauntered inside with a mental shopping list forming. He grabbed a handheld basket and scoured the aisles, dropping in emergency first aid kits, nonperishable foods, hygiene products, reusable water bottles, pocket-sized flashlights, batteries, and any other useful items that came to mind.
He approached the counter to pay, and after a short conversation with the clerk about weather and Arkham breakouts, he left. In his wake, three crisp one hundred dollar bills laid flat on the counter.
For the next half hour, Spider-man sat on a roof and put together small bags. He hummed along to the music playing softly through his earpiece, nodding his head to Green Day as he packaged the supplies. It took less time than he assumed, and in no time, he was swinging through the city once more.
Despite it being October, Spider-man almost felt like Santa Claus. He dropped down near homeless camps, being careful not to disturb anyone who was sleeping. He left bags of supplies and encouraging notes anywhere he thought they would be found by the people who needed them most.
Those who slept would later wake up to find fresh supplies, food, and water within reach. Those awake got the gifts and inspiring conversations. Spider-man gave out dozens of hugs that night.
He listened to the stories that the homeless population of Crime Alley had to offer him. He sat around a barrel fire with a group of veterans, soaking up their deployment stories like they were water. He swayed in a hammock made of webs, listening to a mother soothe her young twin children to sleep. He sipped from a water bottle, nodding along to a story of sisterhood being told by the girls who stood on the street corners.
Spider-man came across Red Hood twice. Both times, they would stop for a few moments to check in on each other. The older man scolded Spider-man for coming into Crime Alley without telling him beforehand, but his words lacked any real malice.
Besides, both of them knew that Red Hood was more than happy to see Spider-man, even if it was unexpected.
At their second meeting of the night, which was just past midnight, Red Hood went over some firearm safety with the younger vigilante. The pistol that he had been gifted on his birthday was strapped securely to a holster on his thigh, and he had yet to need to use it. Despite that, Red Hood always preached that it was better to be prepared than ignorant, especially in a city like Gotham. So for about twenty minutes, the two went over the basics of how to use the weapon once more.
Spider-man wanted to remark about how this was their eighth time going over the basics, but he knew that it made Red Hood feel better, so he bit his tongue with a comfortable smile. Red Hood’s doting made his chest warm.
Their lesson was cut short by an explosion.
It was far enough to not affect them, but close enough for them to see the flames and hear the sound of rubble crumbling.
They needed no conversation or contemplation to start racing across rooftops towards the damage. The closer they got, the more potent the smell of Gotham’s contaminated harbor became.
“Explosion in the harbor. It’s from an unoccupied warehouse, but that doesn’t mean it was empty. If anyone was camping there for the night we can expect casualties. I’m checking CCTV and contacting GCPD.”
“Affirmative.” Batman responded to Oracle on the main line, and everyone connected could hear the sound of the wind as it flew by. It seemed everyone was running to convene at the harbor.
“So much for a quiet night, Robin–” Spider-man huffed, trying to lighten the mood before the family of vigilantes would meet face to face.
“Wh–” Red Hood stammered, anger bubbling in his throat. “He said it would be quiet?? That’s jinxing it in our line of work!!-” He complained, unholstering his guns as they got closer to the scene. The smell of smoke quickly started mixing with the harbor, making the stench somewhat more bearable.
“My apologies, I was not aware that you were so superstitious. I assumed better of you, Red Hood.”
“What about me?” Spider-man grinned, sliding down a metal-plated roof and landing in a roll inside a fenced-off area of the harbor.
“I have learned to only expect foolishness from you, Spider-man.”
“Girls, girls, you’re both pretty.” Oracle huffed. “I’ve called in Black Bat. She’s seventeen minutes out. Hold it down until she gets to the scene.”
Spider-man resisted a shudder when Batman emerged from a nearby roof, undetected. He still thought it was weird how he struggled to sense the vigilantes with his Peter Tingle after working with them for a few months. It was something he was actively working to improve.
“Oracle, any insight as to how this happened?” Batman asked, followed by Robin. The two approached Red Hood and Spider-man before turning toward the scene before them.
The warehouse walls were old and eroded, easily crumbling under the force of the blast. Angry orange fire blazed from the building’s core, clawing at anything left standing and leaving ugly black scars on any touchable surface. Through the smoke, it was hard to detect a source, and harder to tell if there were any casualties.
Sudden gunfire from multiple angles sprung the vigilantes into action. Spider-man’s instincts directed his body, making him use his webs to pull both himself and Robin away from the gunfire. They stuck to the nearby chain link fence, the teenage vigilante gripping the younger boy by the back of his armored vest to keep him anchored to the fence.
Red Hood and Batman ended up back to back, circling each other. The former retaliated with his own gunfire, shouting profanities and complaints into the smoky night air. The latter did most of the movement for them, keeping them in a consistent turning motion that deflected gunfire and limited the possibility of any bullets meeting their targets.
Robin and Spider-man quickly detached from the fence, separating to flank the gunmen. The shooters were located on either side of the burning building, far away enough to avoid the heat, but close enough to be covered by the thick black smoke.
“Just found your insight, Batman.” Oracle hissed into the main communication line, frustration and anger bubbling in her tone. “It’s Hugo Strange, he’s–”
Spider-man was disconnected from the communication line automatically by Karen, whose voice replaced that of Oracle’s.
“Hi, Spider-man. You have seven targets ahead of you. I’m activating your infrared lenses.”
He nearly sputtered out an opposition, but bit his tongue as he fell into the motions of dodging flying metal and bullets. He rolled on the concrete, crawled across the ground, and used his web shooters to slingshot himself into the smoke.
His knees connected with shoulders that he forced to the ground, incapacitating by grabbing the unseen figure’s head and slamming it hard into the ground.
His arm shot out to attach webs to a nearby assailant, dragging them closer. Once within range, he ducked his head to avoid the swinging butt-end of a rifle while kicking out his right leg. His boot connected to the figure’s knee with a solid crack , making the man crumple to the ground. He did not hesitate to keep him held down with webs, body moving on its own.
“Karen, connect me back to the Oracle line–” Spider-man demanded, standing fast and leaping once more into darkness. He was barely able to make out the remaining five figures using his infrared lenses. He could still hear the shouting of Red Hood through all the gunfire.
“Spider-man–”
“Karen, now– ” He hissed, gloved hand pushing the barrel of a rifle away just a second before it started firing once more. He barely avoided a bullet to the side by twisting his body, falling into a low crouch that he used to run down the gunman like a Football linebacker.
“I’m trying to protect you, Spider-man.”
“Karen!!!” He shouted, slamming the third man’s head into the ground in the same manner he did to the first man. “Just do it!!!”
“Robin, Spider-man–” Batman hissed through the line as it sparked to life in Spider-man’s ear. “Reconvene away from the smoke, we need eyes on each other–”
“Boys, Hugo Strange is closing in with backup.” Oracle alerted.
Spider-man hissed through his teeth in frustration, pulling the pistol off of his thigh and firing into the smoke. He watched the faint outlines of the remaining four figures fall in quick succession before running away from the smoke.
He entered the clearing to find Red Hood standing over a man, gun aimed down as he shouted. “You’ve got three fucking seconds before you get your brains blasted, you sicko–” He hissed.
Nearby, Batman had met with Robin, and was quickly checking the young vigilante for injuries.
The clearing was full of bodies.
Black Bat emerged from the darkness nearby, hopping the fence and rushing the Red Hood’s side. She pushed him back by the arms, stomping on the downed man’s chest as she went. The quiet argument between the two was indecipherable through the sounds of the city and the chaos surrounding them.
“...Batman-” Spider-man called, jogging over to the man. He took a knee fast, grabbing Robin by the face and turning his head back and forth. “Robin- are you good, dude? How many were on your side??-”
“Twelve.” The kid complained, but it sounded more like an inconvenience than anything upsetting. “I handled them fine.”
“Jesus- I only had seven-” Spider-man winced, releasing him and standing back to his full height. “Batman, what happened? Karen cut me out of the main line in the middle of everything.”
Batman looked back toward Red Hood and Black Bat, staring for a few moments before speaking quietly. His utility belt was suspiciously low on batarangs, and Spider-man got the feeling that he would find quite a few laying around the area and lodged into the men on the ground. “Red Hood’s been… sensitive on the topic of Hugo Strange since your kidnapping. I cannot blame him for his desire to protect you.”
Spider-man wanted to be surprised, but he knew Red Hood. He knew Jason. He expressed his love for his family by protecting them, and it just so happened that in this case, that meant gunning down the men who worked for Hugo Strange.
Spider-man’s sixth sense went haywire over the next few seconds, causing him to assess the scene frantically. It was only after he saw the glint of a gun through the smoke did he spring to action, webbing both Batman and Robin as he pulled them out of the way of the second wave of gunfire.
“The recovery period in Gotham sucks apparently–” Spider-man complained, ducking down to avoid the spray of bullets and Robin and Batman finished rolling out of the way. “Give us a break before round two!!!-”
The teenage vigilante did not need to see his allies to know that they were falling into place around him, continuing where the fight was left off. Black Bat and Red Hood worked side by side, picking through the criminals closing in on them. Robin and Batman traded places, feet moving in light steps to narrowly avoid bullets.
“Oh, but this is really round three for you, dear Peter.” The chuckle that followed the sentence sent a shiver up his spine and made his chest clench painfully. Spider-man almost faltered, but was quick to recover from the shock of hearing his actual name out in the field.
He looked up as he catapulted around the clearing with his webs, craning his neck to search for the source of the voice while he flipped through the air and rolled on the ground. He was the fastest moving target in the fight, and somehow, he had garnered a majority of the attention from the men armed with guns. Bullets flew left and right past him, and his instincts twisted his body in inhuman ways to avoid being hit.
“You won’t recognize me, how could you? After all, you were asleep for a long time the last time I saw you in person.”
Spider-man’s eyes were drawn to the billowing cloud of smoke and fire coming from the center of the destroyed building. From it, a figure slowly stepped out, shrouded in shadow and reflected light from the flames.
The man was right about one thing; Spider-man did not recognize him. He had a wider build, with tan skin sheened with sweat from being so close to the flames. His head was bald, but a neatly squared beard of black and gray hair defined his jaw and sideburns. He had on round lensed glasses that completely concealed his eyes, but his wide and maniacal grin said everything that Spider-man needed to know. He skipped over the pristine lab coat, pressed black slacks, and brown work boots as green started crawling into his vision.
“That’s right, my boy. I’m so glad to get to meet you formally. I put a lot of work into you, and I’m happy to see how you are developing.”
“Cut the small talk, Hugo and take me to dinner first–” Spider-man hissed, redirecting his movements to go toward the man. It took less than three seconds for him to land right in front of Hugo Strange, the blast of heat from the flames lacking the strength to stop the vigilante from approaching with rage and malice. “You ruined my life–”
“Ruined? No, Peter. I saved your life.” The scientist chuckled, lifting his hands placatingly and taking a small step back. Spider-man’s advancements faltered for just a moment, leaving him standing a few feet away. Their conversation was backed by the sounds of shouting and gunfire.
“You tried to kill me.” Spider-man argued.
“Now why would I do that?”
“Psh- I don’t know, you tell me, you freak!!” He shouted, grabbing his gun off of his thigh once more and pointing it toward the man. He stared down the barrel of the pistol, locked in on the man’s head. “Thanks for being bald, you’re giving me a really good target.”
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Hugo hummed.
Spider-man clicked off the safety. “Why’s that, Mr. Clean?”
“Because I brought you here.”
Peter’s ears began to ring as the weight of what he said settled into his chest. He adjusted his grip on the gun, not trusting himself to not drop it. “...What’s that supposed to mean.” Peter knew that his ignorance would get him nowhere, but ignoring the oncoming truth felt better than facing it head on.
“It’s simple, really.” Hugo Strange chuckled, slowly lowering his hands. Peter tensed in response, jutting the gun forward as motivation to speak. “I ran an… experiment. I needed a subject, and you…” He hesitated before smiling wide. “Rather, your body, was available. Dead in your own home, I wondered if I could bring you life somewhere… different. Somewhere new.”
Peter’s spine ran cold.
“Have you figured it out yet?” Hugo tilted his head as Peter’s vision blurred green. “Peter Parker, I’m the reason you’re here in the first place. I saved you from the eternal death brought down on you by that space tyrant.”
Somewhere, Peter swore he could hear someone shouting for him. The noise fell onto deaf ears.
“But now I’m bored of you.”
Peter barely had time to react to the movement of Hugo Strange’s arm. He barely had time to attempt to dodge. His Parker luck had finally caught up to him once more. There was a moment where he questioned his sixth sense, wondering why it did not activate when faced with the threat of Hugo Strange.
He wondered why he felt nothing other than fear when the man before him pulled a gun from the depths of his coat, and why he did not react quicker.
The bullet stung white hot in his temple before everything went dark.
Notes:
Before you guys yell at me for that cliff hanger, please remember that there are still four more chapters. I promise everything will get wrapped up by then, and if it's not to your, then sue me.
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Chapter 25: You Are Images I Will Never Forget
Notes:
Hey guys!!! I'm apologizing to you in advance for this chapter. You'll see why. Lots of stuff happens, and it's a little over 10k words long. I highly suggest getting a beverage or a snack and getting comfortable before reading this one. It's BIG.
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
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Chapter Text
Peter woke with a scream. It was a guttural thing that came from the depths of his chest. It clawed its way out of his throat, leaving him raw and choking on dry air. It shook him to his core, and the movement of his body threw the covers off of his previously resting form.
He was wearing a large white t-shirt with a crudely drawn yellow taxi cab on it. Above the illustration were the words “I Survived my Trip to New York!” in bold black letters. Lower on his body, loose pink hello kitty pajama pants hugged his legs. Sweat came from just about every part of him as his fears from that night caught up to him.
He had died.
Had he?
He was certain that he had. He felt the pressure of the bullet, and the claustrophobic white that followed it was embedded into his memory.
He had died.
Yet here he was. And here…
Peter Parker looked around the bedroom slowly, heart racing as he recognized messy bookshelves and green-gray painted walls. Laundry was scattered on his floor. A half finished lego set had found its home on his desk, surrounded by various other clutter that he just could not recognize. Was that a stack of books, or a bag of chips? He simply could not tell.
His laptop was open on his nightstand with an unfinished book report displayed on the screen.
Slowly, the teen pulled himself from the covers of his bed, grabbing the underside of his loft for support as he stood. Every part of his body ached, and burned, and a migraine was searing the back of his eyes. He tried ignoring the pulsing pain as he walked to the window, peering out.
New York City peered back.
Frozen at his window, Peter could only stare at the city. His city, full of life and love and familiarity. He craned his neck to look up at the sky, gazing at the skyscrapers and clouds and planes that flew high overhead.
Cars honked on the streets below, and when he looked down, he saw the busy sidewalks and roads packed with vehicles in stand-still morning traffic.
His mind told him to slide the window open, but his body moved on its own, pulling him from his thoughts and away from the city outside. He walked through his room, grabbing his doorknob and pushing it open.
Peter stepped onto the hardwood floor of the short hallway in his apartment, and held back a wince when he heard her voice.
“Peter!!! Breakfast!!!” The kind and familiar voice of his aunt filled the flat, and his heart stuttered in his chest. The teen nearly fell over his own feet as he sped up his pace, stumbling into the front room of the apartment with wide eyes.
Then there she was, dressed in comfortable black slacks and a wide-collared green sweater that complimented her skin tone. Her hair was pushed behind her shoulders, and her glasses were slipping down her nose. She reached up to push them back into place, glancing over and smiling at him as he entered the space.
“Good, you’re up. Happy’s on his way over to drive you to school.” She hummed, grabbing a plate of… something indecipherable that Peter could not fully focus on. She brought the dish to the small table, tapping the surface expectantly. Peter moved, stunned into silence as he sat down and looked at the food.
“...Why’s Happy taking me to school?” Peter managed to say, looking between May and the breakfast she had prepared. “Is something wrong?”
“No, we just figured you’d want someone familiar to take you on a day like this.” She smiled sadly at the teen, leaning back against the counter and crossing her arms.
Peter hesitated, squinting at her. This was not right. Happy never drove Peter to school unless something was wrong. Just as he opened his mouth to question her further, the front door to the flat opened, and the man in question stepped inside.
“Morning, May.” Happy grinned, distant eyes completely glossing over the boy sitting at the table. The woman looked over, smiling back at him as a greeting. “Hope I’m not late.”
“Late for what?” Peter asked, desperation trying to sink into his tone. But he kept a level head, not allowing the anxiety spiking in his chest to consume him. He glanced between the two adults in the room before something behind May- out the window- grabbed his attention.
Two figures were stationed on the fire escape across the street. From this distance, it was hard to fully make them out. In fact, Peter was not even sure he recognized them.
One was a woman with long blonde hair that fell over her shoulders and out of her purple hood. A black mask was pulled across the lower half of her face, and it seemed to mesh into the rest of her outfit. The uniform consisted of black and purple armored panels, with a bat symbol centered on her chest. She had on utility belts and harnesses, and thick steel-toed boots protected her feet. She stared back at him expectantly.
The other figure was massive. He was a muscular figure, wearing a smooth red helmet over his entire head that covered his face. It was like Iron Man’s, but without the yellow and silver accents. He was armored like the woman, but almost entirely in black. The only pops of color on his uniform were the brown leather jacket he wore over his torso and the bright red bat logo on his chest. His arms were crossed, and when Peter spotted him, he tilted his head to the side.
When he blinked, they were gone.
“Go easy on him, Happy, he’s gonna have a rough day.” May said, voice lowered. No longer distracted by the strange people outside, Peter refocused on the situation at hand. May and Happy were speaking in hushed tones, neither of them facing him. “I mean, it’s his last day…”
“You think I don’t know that?” Happy sighed, rubbing his hand over his entire face. Him and May spoke as if the teen was not in the room with them.
Peter bristled. His last day?
“May, what do you mean?” Peter asked, unease settling into his chest and reflecting in his voice. There was a slight tremor in his tone, and he swallowed hard to try covering it up. “My last day of what?”
“He’s gonna miss it.” She sighed, seeming upset. Happy reached over and ran a hand down her arm soothingly. “...I only wish it could have been different.”
“May-” Peter said through gritted teeth, standing from the table. The chair skidded on the floor behind him, falling onto the floor with a loud crash. No one flinched. No one even acknowledged him. “May!” He shouted.
“He’ll get better.” Happy assured May. “He’ll be at a new school, one more challenging than Midtown. He’ll probably enjoy it.” He huffed out a quiet laugh.
Peter did not feel like laughing. Peter felt like crying.
“You’re probably right.” May smiled back at Happy, a quiet chuckle passing her lips. “Besides, I hear Jersey is nice this time of year.”
Jersey?
“It’s Jersey, how nice can it be?” Happy huffed, rolling his eyes. His sarcasm earned both a laugh and a playful hit from May. The two fell into easy conversation, but Peter could barely make them out through the ringing in his ears and the beating of his heart.
“May,” He pleaded, swallowing down any rational thought that came to mind. “May, I’m not going anywhere. I’m right here- I’m right here, if you would just look at me–”
She gave no acknowledgement, and Peter keened in distress.
“May, please. I- I can’t go anywhere, not without you–”
She laughed at something Happy said.
“May!!!” Peter shouted for the third time, storming over. “May, you gotta tell me what’s happening–” His distress mixed with frustration, and he grabbed her by the arm, intent on getting answers.
The contact felt like fire, and he pulled back with a sharp gasp as if he were burned. Before him, his Aunt fell away into a cloud of dust. It was sudden, and it was painful to watch. Peter choked back a cry, looking down at his hands as he started to hyperventilate.
“Happy, I- I don’t know what’s happening–” He pleaded. When he looked up, he was greeted by nothing.
The apartment was gone.
May and Happy were gone.
The void before him was engulfed in a shining golden light, and before he could even breathe, he was knocked off of his feet and into the luminescence.
There was no telling how much time had passed, but when Peter became aware of himself again, he was sitting in one of the many chemistry labs inside of Midtown’s science department. The sun was setting outside of the high windows. He held a bottle of chemicals in each hand, an experiment laid before him on the table.
His notebook was nearby and opened up to the page about his formula for web fluid. His own handwriting, in black ink pen, took up most of the page. In the margins, a red ink in Tony Stark’s signature scrawl made extra notes about the chemical formulas and ratios.
Next to him, Ned was playing a game that Peter could not quite make out on his phone. The mobile was making various action sound effects and beeps, and Ned’s tongue was sticking out as he concentrated on what Peter could only assume was some sort of fight.
One table away, MJ had her homework spread out across the surface, the papers arranged into an organized mess that only she could decipher. She seemed just as focused as Ned was.
Peter turned his head, ignoring the searing pain in his temples as he analyzed the room. He had assumed that they were alone in the lab, but was quickly proven wrong. Two people sat in the back of the room, doing their own homework. Peter thought he recognized them, but it was hard to pin a name.
It was a boy and a girl, both with short black hair and fit builds. The boy had clear blue eyes and a frown on his face, and he was vigorously typing on his bulky black laptop. It had a strange bat symbol on the back, surrounded by other various logos and stickers. He had on a rusty red t-shirt, dark gray jeans, and rusty red converse with loosely tied white laces.
The girl had a book in her hands, and for once, Peter easily recognized the item. The Miraculous Journey of Edward Tulane stared back at him. She had on a black sweater with patches over the elbows and light gray jeans with holes in the knees. Her own shoes were black combat boots with gray laces, untied.
When Peter had looked back at them, they both met his gaze. They stared long and hard, becoming almost as still as statues. Something in Peter’s chest seized uncomfortably, so he turned away from them.
They were just trying to do homework, after all. There was no point in bothering them with his prying eyes.
Even if they did seem to enjoy staring at him.
When Peter turned back to the table and chemistry set before him, Ned glanced over with a small, teasing snicker. “You’re still making that stuff?”
Peter frowned, his friend’s teasing doing nothing to ease the anxiety clutching his chest. “...Sorry, guess I’m not focused. It usually doesn’t take me this long.” He huffed, shaking his head lightly in an attempt to refocus. Web fluid. He needed to make more web fluid.
“Are you still scared to use your biological webs?” Ned questioned, leaning over to watch the chemicals combine as Peter poured the vials into a larger tube.
“I don’t have biological webs, Ned.” Peter grumbled, starting to get a little more than frustrated. His focus kept getting broken, and the entire room felt like it was moving. When he tried glancing around to clear his vision, the sensation of vertigo was only made worse. The walls looked like they were made of watercolor paint, and the sky outside looked like it was falling. Peter tried to ignore it. “Quit talking crazy.”
“He’s right, Peter.” MJ called from across the room. Both Peter and Ned looked over, but she did not lift her head from her homework. “You haven’t used them in a while. You’ll go rusty if you don’t get back into practice.”
Peter stared at her, dumbfounded. She knew? When did he tell her? Did he just forget? Peter highly doubted that he could forget something as important as telling MJ that he was Spider-man.
“...I don’t have biological webs.” He repeated, but the words only made his heart stutter further in his chest. He ignored the sharp pain pounding against his ribs.
Ned rolled his eyes, and MJ shook her head lightly from her spot nearby. “Whatever, dude. Keep denying it all you want, but they’re part of you.” Ned grumbled, going back to playing his game. “Always will be.”
“...MJ,” Peter hesitated. “...MJ, when did I tell you? About…”
“About Spider-man?” She finally looked up at him. Peter was met by a cold, unforgiving gaze. A frustrated gaze. A gaze that he never wanted to see aimed at himself. “You didn’t. Just like you never told me you were leaving. Moving to Jersey.”
Peter tried not to flinch at the ice in her words. “...Jersey? MJ, I’m not moving to Jersey-” He mumbled, confusion spiraling in his mind. He looked over to Ned for some sort of reassurance, but was painfully met by another cold gaze.
“Dude, you got adopted, remember? Skipped town?” Ned squinted at him skeptically. “...Are you okay? You don’t look too hot, dude.” He mumbled, looking Peter over with light concern.
Peter stood abruptly, gripping the counter before him tight. His arms shook, and the claws in his fingers tore holes in the surface. Neither Ned nor MJ flinched at his sudden movement. “Who adopted me?” He demanded, looking between the two. “Huh? Who was it? Because last time I checked, May is fine and is still in perfect shape to have guardianship over me–”
“You really don’t remember?” MJ frowned, crossing her arms and leaning back in her chair. “Lame.” She sighed through her nose. “Peter, you can’t live in New York anymore. There’s nothing for you here. Besides, we’re all safe now, so you don’t have to worry–”
“You aren’t making any sense.” He hissed, cutting her off. That pain in his skull and chest only amplified with his anger, and he made an attempt to simmer down for his own sake. “Why wouldn’t you be safe? What happened?”
“Thanos did.” She huffed. “Wow, all that time in Gotham really scrambled your brains.” The girl hummed, not impressed at all with Peter at the moment. “Thanos happened, and you died. Now you’re gone, and we’re all safe. Isn’t that enough for you?”
Peter gritted his teeth. “You act like I’m the one who put you in danger– Thanos– he’s from space, how do you even know about that anyways?”
“Because the fight’s still happening.” Ned said like it was common knowledge, shrugging as he went back to playing his game.
“Yeah, Spider-man. The fight is still happening, and where are you?” MJ remarked sarcastically, cursing under her breath. “You’re galavanting across Jersey without a second thought about us. But it’s no big deal-” She scoffed. “We’re doing great without you, Peter Parker. And we’ll continue to do great for the rest of our lives. Can you say the same?”
Something green and angry scraped the edges of Peter’s vision, and his grip tightened on the table below his hands. He wanted to scream. He wanted to rage. He wanted to prove them wrong– that the fight had been lost, and that he–
He needed them. He could not bear to be without them.
But they talked like they had already moved on.
Peter barely had time to register the windows to his left shattering, and the room being filled with a thick and potent pink pollen. Or maybe it was red. He could not truly tell. It made him cough and wheeze, turning away from the carnage as glass shards pierced and pricked at his exposed skin.
When he looked over moments later, a woman with pale green skin and deep red hair laughed at his distress.
A name was supplemented to him by his memory. Poison Ivy. She was part of the Rogues Gallery.
How did he know that?
Peter took a step toward her, intent on initiating the defensive fight.
He fell straight through the floor of the lab, and the space disappeared around him in an intense, blinding golden light. Peter screamed into nothing.
The wind whipped around Peter’s masked face, and he blinked back into himself. The night air around him was crisp and comforting, surrounding him in whipping breezes and chilly currents as he sweated underneath his suit.
Looking down, the streets of New York City were bustling with night life below him. He had on the Iron Spider suit, and it hugged him like an old friend. It felt nice to be wearing it again.
The communicator nestled into his ear sparked to life, and he shot webs forwards through his webshooters. They connected with a nearby building, pulling Spider-man into a wide turn through the nearest intersection of roads.
“Finally finished daydreaming, Spider-man?”
“Karen–” He said breathlessly, but he was endlessly relieved to hear her voice. “Hey, sorry. I guess I zoned out–” He cleared his throat. “Where was I?”
“You were investigating a nearby police raid. An office skyscraper was infiltrated earlier today, and I tipped you off to it.” A voice- not Karen’s- rang through his ear. It was smooth and controlled, and of a woman who obviously knew what she was doing. She sounded trustworthy. “Which- you’re welcome, by the way.” Spider-man could practically hear the eyeroll coming from her end.
“I–” He tried desperately to recall her name, but when nothing came to mind, he dropped it and sighed. “...Thanks. I’ll head that way now.”
“You’re welcome, Spider-man.”
Spider-man shook off the unsettling feeling crawling up his sternum and redirected his course according to the displays being shown to him by Karen within his mask. The trip was short, especially when he was aided by his webs. In what felt like ten minutes, he was crawling up the side of a tall skyscraper.
It looked familiar, but for the life of him he could not recall what W.E. stood for.
“Spider-man, good to see you out on the field.” Steve Rogers’ crisp voice came through his ear, and Peter’s shock at hearing him was quickly replaced by fan-boy adoration.
“Holy shit– I mean– shoot– hey, Cap!!!” He grinned from ear to ear, flipping up onto the roof with ease. From that high up, the temperature had dropped dangerously. For some reason, Peter felt nothing but warmth despite the whipping chill. “Are you in the area? How’d you know I was out here?”
“I saw you from the tower, and couldn’t help but let Bugle Boy know.” Clint Barton huffed through the communicator, and Peter’s heart skipped a few beats. This patrol just kept getting better and better.
Investigation be damned, two of the Avengers were willingly talking to him. Their teasing and comforting voices were almost enough to distract Peter from the sight below him.
Two figures were scaling the building in his wake. One had on a tight black suit that was lined with a light blue bird symbol that trailed up his collarbones and down his arms. He had on a mask that blanked out his eyes and concealed his identity. The wind whipped his black mullet wildly.
The other figure wore a much brighter uniform made of shining yellow, white, and black armored pieces. The helmet he had on concealed everything except for the lower half of his face, where a determined frown was settled against dark skin. He had a strange symbol on his chest, and it almost looked like a bat.
Peter suddenly got the feeling that his time to converse with Steve and Clint was limited as the figures made their way up.
“Uh, guys? Did you recruit anyone new recently?” He asked with a frown, stepping away from the edge of the roof to hopefully get some insight from the Avengers.
“Not that I know of, why?” Steve’s audible frown was far from comforting given the situation. “What can you see, Spider-man?”
“Two approaching, both unidentified. They’re masked, and scaling this skyscraper using some sort of grappling devices.” He huffed, bristling as he internally prepared for a fight.
“Do they look like threats?” Clint asked seriously.
“...I- I’m not sure, I mean, they’re pursuing me. I can’t tell if they’re armed.” He mumbled, rolling his shoulders. The wind picked up around him.
“They aren’t gonna hurt you, Peter. Don’t worry.” The woman said in his ear, and despite not being able to recognize her voice, her words calmed something in him. “They’re just running surveillance. Nothing out of the ordinary.”
“...I’ve just, y’know…” He hesitated, trying to ebb his own fear. “I’ve never seen them before. Not in New York.”
“New York?” The woman said, sounding confused.
Peter’s heart dropped in his chest.
“...Yeah, New York. That’s where I am, right?” He looked around at the familiar skyline, the familiar streets, and the familiar honking of cars far below. This was New York. He was sure of it.
“...Peter,” Steve said, voice soft and careful. “You’re not in New York anymore.”
The wind whipped around him wildly, and if Peter were not so occupied by his own racing heart and creeping anxiety, he would have been worried about getting blown away.
A newspaper flew into sight, landing gently on the roof despite the violent force of the breeze that carried it.
Peter swallowed.
The date displayed at the top made his entire body feel numb.
April third, 2016.
Suddenly, the buildings around him did not seem so familiar. The sky was not nearly as clear, and the honking of cars was soon joined by the occasional police siren and flurry of gunshots. Peter’s heart clenched, and his chest brutally pained him.
“Captain Rogers, where am I?”
“You know where you are, Peter.”
“Steve.” He said through gritted teeth, voice shaking. “Where–”
It was at that moment that a pressure was pushed against his back. It felt like a hand, strong and commanding. He had little time to react, and he was chilled to realize that his sixth sense had not warned him. Why had it not warned him?
He was pushed off of the roof and down into the depths of the blazing golden void below.
“Spider-man!!!” A voice pulled him from his dissociation, and Peter was suddenly aware of everything around him. The airport was loud, and the runway was bright with mid-day sun that bled through the clouds overhead. He gasped in surprise, narrowly avoiding becoming collateral damage from the Falcon.
“Sorry, sorry!!-” Spider-man winced, ducking under a nearby vehicle for cover. “Mr. Stark– what should I do?” He asked, catching his breath and trying to remember the last few hours. How did he get there? Why could he not remember what had happened before this moment?
“What we discussed: keep your distance, web them up.” The calm and commanding voice of Tony filled his ears, emitted from his communicators, and sent waves of relief through him. Tony was here, and Tony would never lead him astray.
“Okay, copy.” He confirmed, taking one more big breath before rolling out from underneath the truck. The teen hero was quick to get to his feet, building up momentum in a run before using his webshooters to pull himself into the fray of fighting Avengers.
He watched from above, undetected by the occupied fighters. His mind analyzed the situation, working at a mile a minute. There were various fights happening all at once, but the one that caught his eye quickest was the nearest one: Captain America versus the Black Panther.
The two heroes in question rolled out of a grappling hand-to-hand fight, with Black Panther landing nearby. He breathed heavily, frustration radiating from him. “Captain, I won’t ask a second time,” He growled.
When Steve Rogers showed no sign of surrender, the Black Panther pursued him once more with a complex jump and roundhouse kick. Captain America fell back a few steps, shield lifted in defense.
Seeing no place there that he could help, Spider-man’s focus shifted over to Black Widow and someone he barely recognized as Ant-Man. For a moment, he was slightly embarrassed. Another bug-themed hero? How could he not recognize him?
Ant Man approached the red headed woman, sizing her up with a sigh. “Look, I really don't want to hurt you.” He tried to bargain, obviously hoping for some sort of truce or surrender from her. Spider-man winced, knowing what was coming.
She stared at him for a second, eyes analyzing his face underneath his visor. Then, her head cocked ever so slightly to the side, and her unamused tone fell into the air. “I wouldn’t stress about it.” She remarked, before falling into action.
A kick to the man’s groin had Ant Man keeling over with a surprised gasp of pain. The move was quickly followed up by a hand gripping his wrist, rotating his arm nearly in a full circle, before using his shoulder as leverage to attempt throwing him to the ground.
Just as Spider-man braced for impact, Ant Man suddenly shrunk in size. The teen’s eyes widened in surprise behind his mask as he watched the much more skilled hero completely reverse Black Widow’s move onto herself. Using the momentum he had built up in his shrinking, he managed to flip her entirely onto her back, knocking the wind out of her chest with a painful crack and gasp.
Spider-man assumed that the situation was handled, and frankly, he did not feel like facing either hero in the midst of their wrestling match. So, he turned and lept away.
His senses alerted him to two hostiles attempting to flank through the nearest building, so he took that as a chance to actually help. He landed on the glass skylights and crawled across them at impressive speed, keeping pace with the two running below him. His enhanced hearing managed to pick up their conversation.
“What the hell is that–” One of the men hissed, looking up at Spider-man with a mix of shock and frustration. Obviously Captain America’s team had not been expecting the young hero.
“Everyone’s got a gimmick now.” The other man teased, obviously trying to lighten the mood as they ran below. Spider-man could mentally appreciate his sense of humor.
Seeing as trailing them was getting him nowhere, the teen made the executive decision to initiate combat. Sure, Mr. Stark had told him to keep his distance, but it was hard to web people up with a thick glass barrier between him and his target.
He stood on two feet mid-crawl, running for a second before using his webs to leap off of the skylights. The connection made by his webs pulled him into a short and fast arc, and the momentum force of his body allowed him to kick in the glass once he made contact at the end of his path. The thick barrier shattered on impact from his boots, raining down on the two men below.
While one kept running, the other had little time to react as Spider-man connected a hard boot to his abdomen, sending the man back and skidding on the floor.
The man who had tried running quickly backtracked to help his compatriot, a frustrated shout escaping him as he aimed and sent a hard punch at Spider-man. The fist never met its target, as the teen was quick enough to grab the incoming punch before it could make contact.
For a brief moment, both Spider-man and the Winter Soldier could only sit in shock. “...Wow, you have a metal arm–” Spider-man’s grin could be heard. “That is awesome, dude–” The moment was not brief enough though, as the teen was suddenly tackled into the air by the Falcon.
Spider-man was swept away with a yelp, and he desperately grappled onto the man, attempting to both attack and keep himself steady in the air. Punches landed against the teen’s ribs, and each one left him more and more sore and angry.
Eventually, the Falcon did a barrel roll in the air in an attempt to shake the grappling young hero, who used the opportunity to detach himself entirely. He recovered in the air with webs attached to the ceiling.
He briefly spared a glance back to the Winter Soldier, trying to ensure that the threat was either neutralized or no longer pursuing.
But the Winter Soldier was not standing there, and Spider-man was no longer in the airport.
The dark and comfortable expanses of a library replaced the previous environment, and within seconds, Peter was on his feet on the ground. His shoulders shook as he breathed heavily, adrenaline coursing through his veins.
Was he alone? Where was he?
This was unlike any library he had seen before. It seemed more like a private institution, as opposed to a public place. He hesitantly traversed the long aisles, letting his fingers brush against the old and dusty spines of the books.
A fireplace crackled nearby. He could hear voices, but was unable to make out their words. It was only when he rounded the corner to the small collection of study tables did he realize what was going on.
A young boy with tan skin and disheveled hair ran into sight, anger radiating off of him. Peter was barely able to weave around the boy, narrowly dodging a blow aimed at his lower ribs. The boy was trying to fight him?-
“You’re some spider freak– and we don’t even know where you came from!!-” The boy shouted, making a deadly turn around Peter, aiming for his back.
It was a great thing that Peter’s senses were so damn refined. If they were not, then he would have been on the ground.
“Dames–” A man standing nearby said through gritted teeth, moving to grab the boy. “Kid, you gotta stop–”
The doors to the library were open, and another man that Peter did not recognize stormed in. His frantic and frustrated voice grabbed the attention of everyone except for the boy– Dames?- himself.
“Damian Wayne–” He hissed, answering Peter’s mental question as to the identity of the aggressive boy. The man stopped in his tracks as he watched the scene play out before him.
Peter moved automatically.
This felt like deja vu.
Like a finely tuned machine, he managed to calculate every dodge, weave, duck, and step in less than a second in his mind. Turn, duck, two steps, go left, fuck no go right–
“You don’t belong here!!-” Damian Wayne shouted, and suddenly, made a move that even Peter’s senses could not accurately predict in time.
A well placed kick to the side of the knee sent Peter teetering to his side. He came dreadfully close to crashing into the nearest table. But like instinct, his arms shot up.
Stupid muscle memory I don’t have my–
Air rushed past Peter’s ears as he hoisted himself up on something thin, but strong and stringy. He was lifted off of his feet, leaving a startled boy, a wide eyed man, and a jaw-dropped figure standing below him.
Peter barely had time to register that he had pulled himself upwards without his webshooters. He barely had time to comprehend that the webs that narrowly saved him from crashing into that table came from his body.
He barely had time to scream before throwing himself up and into a blinding golden ring of what he could only describe as magic.
The sun shone brightly on the horizon of New York’s watery harbor. Peter winced as the light bounced off of the water and into his eyes, making him blink rapidly. What had he just been thinking about? Why did his head hurt so bad?
And then he remembered.
That’s right, the ferry. The agents. The disaster.
His heart ached in his chest. He had tried his best, and it still had not been enough. Peter tried to ignore the ferry being escorted back to the nearest dock. He tried to ignore the desperate screams of fear as he held the ship together with his own strength.
They were afraid that he would fail.
The Iron Man suit flew into sight, and Peter’s heart fell. He knew that this would not be a good talk.
Part of him hoped that Mr. Stark would understand that he had tried to do the right thing. Surely the man would not be so cruel as to ignore Peter’s efforts. But as the man’s sarcastic voice came from the suit’s speakers, he knew that he was done for.
“Previously, on Peter screws the pooch–” His sarcasm was mixed with obvious frustration and anger. “I tell you to stay away from this. Instead, you hacked a multi-million dollar suit so you could sneak around behind my back doing the one thing I told you not to do.” Stark’s voice finished coldly, lacking any sort of empathy or humor.
Peter bit his tongue, evening his tone. He did not want to give away the hurt in his chest. “...Is everyone okay?” He asked. Straight to business, just like a good hero would do. Peter could prove he was a good hero.
“No thanks to you.”
The teen stared at the suit in disbelief. Suddenly biting his tongue was much harder than it was mere seconds ago. He stood with a scoff. “No thanks to me?” He jumped down onto the nearby walkway, approaching the suit with frustration and adrenaline fueled confidence.
“Those weapons were out there and I tried to tell you about them– but you didn’t listen.” He tried not to betray himself, holding in the hurt in his voice instead projecting all of his animosity. The empty Iron Man taunted him, egging him further. “None of this would have happened if you had just listened to me!” He shouted, walking up to the suit.
He turned to gesture to the ferry, growling between his teeth. Then he looked to the suit with a hard glare and a scoff. “If- if you even cared you’d actually be here–”
It was at that moment that the faceplate of the suit shuttered open, but he was not greeted by the empty interior he had been expecting. He was not even greeted by the anger of Tony Stark.
He was greeted by the painful disappointment of Alfred Pennyworth.
The butler stepped out of the Iron Man suit with his usual unswayed confidence, and Peter could not help but step back to make way for him. The man radiated everything Peter did not want to see: distrust, frustration, disappointment, and betrayal.
“I did listen, Master Peter.” He started, tone so even that it made Peter’s chest clench in pure emotional hurt. “Who do you believe called the FBI?” Alfred posed the question, raising a thin brow toward him.
vPeter snapped his mouth shut, unable to form words.
“Did you know that I was the first member of this family to believe in you, Peter? The others took time to warm up, but not me.” Alfred hummed, slowly advancing on the teen who could only walk backwards in tandem. “Master Damian referred to me as insane to bring you into our household.”
“..Damian calls everyone insane–” Peter tried to argue, obviously being spurred on by some sort of deep resentment that was just starting to surface. He was cut off by a hiss from Alfred, as real, true anger betrayed the butler’s stony exterior.
“This is the part where you shut your mouth.” He raised his voice, tone one of warning. “The adult is talking.” His disappointed gaze turned into a hard glare. “What if somebody had died tonight? That would be a different story, right?”
Peter swallowed.
“Because that would be on you, Master Peter. And if you die…” Alfred cursed under his breath, taking a moment to look away from Peter. He was trying to redirect his anger away from the teen, but was obviously failing. “...Then that would be on me.” He huffed, finding his center once more and lowering his tone. “...I do not deserve to have that on my conscience, Master Peter.”
“...Yes sir, I’m sor–”
“Sorry does not matter.”
v“I- I am sorry, I understand–”
“Sorry does not cut it.”
Peter inhaled sharply, feeling tears prick in his eyes. “...I’m sorry, I- I just wanted to be like–” He nearly choked, unsure of what he was supposed to say next. Like Alfred? Like Bruce? Like Tony?
“And I wanted you to be better.” Alfred said, disappointment overtaking every other emotion in the man's voice. He shook his head slightly, staring down at Peter.
The teen felt like he was sinking, and there would be no rescue this time. No one would pull him from these murky waters that made up his mind.
“...I can clearly see that this… vigilantism is not working out. I will be taking the suit back.” Alfred remarked, folding his hands in front of himself as he solidified his intent. Peter felt his chest clench painfully.
The teen looked up at him with wide eyes, showing all of that hurt that he felt on his face. “..For- for how long?” He asked, desperation bordering his tone.
“Forever.”
Peter inhaled sharply.
“...No–”
“Yes.”
“No, no– please, Alfred–”
“Yes, Young Peter.”
“Please, please–”
“My decision is final–”
“You don’t understand this– this is all I have–” Peter gasped out, trying to meet the man’s eyes. He was hoping for empathy, and for understanding, but he only found that burning disappointment. “I’m nothing without this suit–”
“If you are nothing without this suit, then you should not have it.” Alfred leveled with him, frustration mixing into his tone. “...Lord, I am starting to sound like Bruce.” He grumbled, cursing under his breath.
As Peter’s tears fell, so did he. The ground disappeared from underneath him, and the teen was tugged into an endless golden void that swallowed him whole.
Peter had to blink the dust out of his eyes, inhaling the dry air of the atmosphere sharply. When his gaze managed to focus, he was greeted by the harsh landscape and blazing sun of an alien planet that he recognized all too well.
Titan.
Nearby, the group of space bandits that called themselves the Guardians of the Galaxy were talking in a hushed circle, obviously trying to figure out what their next move was. Stephen Strange was sat criss-cross, suspended mid air. His head was moving around at a mile a minute, but Peter got the feeling that the wizard was not really seeing the world around them.
“Oi, underoos.” Tony called, and Peter’s body moved on its own. He approached with a heavy sigh, bringing a hand up to wipe away his eyes. A horrible headache stung the back of his skull and pushed against his eyes, but he tried ignoring it.
“I’m right here, sir.” The teen responded, giving the man a fitful smile. Apparently it was not convincing, because Tony frowned almost immediately.
“You alright, kid? You almost took a tumble when those space warriors got to you.” He asked, concern coming off of him in waves as he brushed over Peter.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just a little headache.” The teen shook his head, letting a realer, gentler smile fall onto his face. “...It’s just… crazy. To be in space.” He admitted, looking around the destroyed domain in slight awe. “...I never imagined my first trip here to be so…”
“Tense?” Tony finished with a comforting gaze, following Peter’s eyes as he looked around. “...Y’know, I hear it’s prettier in the spring. Less damage and dust clouds.” He joked, elbowing Peter.
He could not help but snicker, looking up at Tony in admiration. The man had done so much good for him, and here he was, making sure Peter was okay when the fate of the universe could be moments away from being decided.
Peter got a sense of deja vu that was suddenly impossible to shake.
For the first time in what felt like forever, his sixth sense activated. Nervous energy buzzed up and down his spine, coursing through his veins and causing him to look around the environment once more. His shoulders involuntarily tensed.
“...Peter?” Tony tried getting his attention, noticing his sudden unease. “...Kid, what’s up? Is something wrong?”
“....This.” Peter mumbled, still looking around the expanse. The more he looked, the more he realized that it was… different. Titan did not look like this.
“Kid, you’re not making sense.” Tony frowned, putting a hand on his shoulder to both ground him and grab his attention once more. “What do you mean this?”
“I mean- this- this planet, it’s…” He took a breath, trying to steady his own racing heart. “...This is wrong. Something’s not right.”
Tony paused, eyes studying Peter with that ever present calculating stare of his. After a few seconds, he followed Peter’s gaze once more, frowning. “...Well, I wasn’t aware that you were the expert on alien planets.” His attempt to lighten the mood fell flat.
That’s when Peter looked down to his hands, and noticed that he was already starting to crumble away. Slowly– much slower than the first time. The tips of his fingers were starting to become transparent, drifting off in the gentle breeze of Titan.
When he looked up to Tony, he was greeted by a man frozen in time.
“...Tony?” He asked quietly, voice shaking with anxiety. “...Tony, why aren’t you responding–”
“Relax, Peter.”
The teen was fast to turn around with wide eyes and a pained gasp, heart thrumming in his chest. The man standing before him was one that he recognized, and one that he could not be happier to see.
“....Dr. Strange.” He said breathlessly, admiring the wizard with the usual awe he gave to magic users. “...Are you–” He sucked in a harsh breath.
“Real?” The well-groomed older man huffed, frowning at Peter’s unease. “Obviously. Getting here took some work though.” He grumbled something else under his breath, and left Peter in a confused stupor. “But–” He sighed. “Enough about that.”
“Dr. Strange-”
“Stephen.”
“Stephen, right–” Peter chucked out a wet laugh, feeling the tears bubble at his eyes again. “I– I’m dreaming, right? This is a dream?” The teen looked around the frozen landscape once more, eyes lingering on the frozen form of Tony Stark.
“Correct. I’m surprised it took you so long to notice, I figured you’d have acclimated to Gotham sooner.” Stephen frowned softly, clicking his tongue.
“Well, I–” Peter’s heart stuttered in his chest once more. Acclimated to Gotham? “How… How do you know about Gotham?”
“I know a lot, Peter.” Strange hummed, walking around the teen to reach the fake figure of Tony. For a split second, he stood there, admiring the man’s frozen form, before snapping his focus back to where it needed to be. “And I feel like I owe you an explanation.”
“...An explanation?” Peter’s head pounded, and his chest clenched painfully tight.
“An explanation.” Stephen repeated in confirmation. “You see, the Doctor Strange of your new universe thinks that he is the reason you exist in Gotham.” He rolled his eyes. “He’s a man of egos and little to no discipline. His science is shabby at best, and obviously nothing compared to the powers of magic.”
Peter fell quiet, listening intently to everything that the wizard said. For those next long moments, everything that he said felt like the very life force that kept Peter breathing.
Stephen looked back at Peter, and for a second, the teen saw sadness. It was quickly replaced by a stony exterior of well-placed confidence.
“...Peter, do you remember hearing the conversation that I had with Tony on Titan?”
Peter hesitated. “...The one before Thanos showed up?”
“Yes, that one. Do you remember what I said?”
The wizard jolted out of his spell in a shocked daze, exclaiming in exhaustion as he fell to the ground below his previously hovering form. Tony inhaled sharply through his teeth, arms extended to catch the man before he could make a solid and painful impact.
“You’re back, you’re alright.” Tony said calmly, holding Stephen upright. The Sorcerer Supreme breathed heavily, trying to calm himself. Tony frowned, sensing the unease in his friend immediately.
Close behind Tony, Peter fell into the picture, frowning softly. “...Uh, hey- what was that?” He asked, his own unease bordering on anxiety.
But Stephen Strange paid the boy no mind. Instead, he stared down Tony, voice hard but uneven. “...I went forward in time.” He declared, and the rigidness of his words made the tension of everyone increase tenfold. “To view alternate futures– to see all of the possible outcomes of the coming conflict.”
The wizard’s gaze flicked to every person present, going from Tony, to Peter, to the Guardians of the Galaxy that stood before him. His look offered none of them comfort.
A man that Peter noted to be named Star-Lord spoke up, eyes bordering on a glare as he stared down Stephen. “...How many did you see.” The question was worded more like a demand, but no one could blame him for his seriousness.
“Fourteen million six-hundred and five.” Stephen was quick to answer, still attempting to catch his breath after the mentally exhausting task he had completed.
Peter tensed, sixth sense slowly starting to build up in his spine. It tingled up and down, lighting his nerves on fire and making his chest stutter uncomfortably.
“...How many did we win?” Tony asked after hesitation, tilting his head as he leveled with Stephen. The two were long friends, and were driving forces in each other's lives. Tony knew that Stephen would not lie, nor would he sugarcoat the truth. He could only hope that said truth was favorable.
Stephen Strange locked eyes with Tony Stark, expression falling dark and unwavering. He closed his mouth, swallowing his exhaustion and forcing himself to speak.
“Two.”
Peter frowned. It was like the memory had been involuntarily thrust upon him from a view that was not his own. Sure, he remembered everything from his own perspective, but he also felt how Strange had felt.
He felt pained, stressed, frustrated, and regretful. Like he was about to make a very bad decision.
“...Yeah, I remember it. What about it?” Peter asked. He spared a glance to his arm and tried not to be startled when half of his forearm had already turned into dust. He tried to remind himself that it was just a dream. Nothing could really hurt him here.
“...Those two universes where we win… well, there was a factor in one of them that would have greatly increased our odds of winning.” Strange explained. “A factor that changed the very fate of our universe.”
“Okay, what was it?” Peter asked. “Because these dreams– that I assume you’ve been giving me– haven’t been very helpful in figuring this shit out.” He huffed, starting to grow a little bit frustrated himself. “So hurry up and tell me how we can fix this so that I can go home.”
Stephen hesitated. “...By home you mean New York, correct?”
“Where else?”
Stephen frowned. “I thought you considered Gotham your home.”
Peter huffed. “I do– but now that you’re here, somehow, I know that there’s a chance for me to go home. To the real one, right? That’s why you’re here– to send me home.”
“...No, Peter.”
Silence hung in the air like a still sandstorm, unmoving, but slowly suffocating the teen. He held the older man’s gaze, his own eyes hardening into a small glare. His shoulders slowly tensed and, despite his disappearing body, he could feel his hands pull themselves into fists somewhere underneath the illusions of the dream.
“...You won’t be returning to our universe.”
Peter held his breath for a few seconds, mind running through every possible reason for this. He backtracked as far as he could remember, going through every step of his life that led up to his moment. His childhood, his parents deaths, the fight with Vulture, meeting Tony, going to space, Stephen’s probabilities–
Realization stung more than the bullet to his temple.
“...I’m the factor.” The teen mumbled, eyes suddenly becoming distant. It can’t be true, he wanted to plead. He wanted to beg for it to not be true.
“...Peter,” Stephen started softly. “...In every universe where you are taken out of the picture, we are miles closer to succeeding than we would be if you were there. I–” He inhaled sharply. “I had to do what was best for the universe.”
“You could have told me.” Peter’s eyes narrowed. “I– how is this fair–”
“It’s not.” Stephen admitted, trying to placate him. But the damage had already been done, and there would be no going back from this,”But it’s what I had to do.”
“Are you even sorry?” Peter demanded, shouting at the man. He took a threatening step forwards, against his better judgment. He knew that fighting Dr. Strange would do nothing, considering this was all a dream. “You– does Mr. Stark know?”
Something on the man’s face changed, and Peter’s heart sank in realization.
“...He doesn’t, does he?”
“...Peter–”
“You tricked him–”
“Peter, I did what was best for the universe–”
“You tricked me!!!” He shouted. “How long did you know? Huh? Was it during your little future escapade on Titan, or did you know even before that?”
“You’re being irrational, Peter–”
“I think I have the right to be irrational!!!” Peter exclaimed, suddenly finding it hard to breathe. “I– Aunt May–”
“Will be fine. She’s still in contact with Tony. Once we win in the fight against Thanos, we will deliver news of your death to her.” Stephen declared stonily. “She will know you died a hero.”
“But I’m not dead!”
“You are in our universe. Peter– I could have sent you anywhere–” Stephen hissed, glaring down at the teen. “It didn’t matter how, all that mattered was that you were out of the picture, and our odds of victory skyrocketed.”
“That’s–”
“I could have sent you to an endless void. I could have actually killed you. But I didn’t. I chose a universe for you, Peter. One that I knew you would be able to do good in. Gotham needs Spider-man–”
“And I need my dad!!!” Peter cut him off, throat raw from yelling. A growl came from him, paired with the tears starting to fall down his face. “I need– I need my dad, and my aunt, and my friends–”
“You’ll make new friends, Peter. You already have. And they need you–”
“I hate you.”
Stephen fell silent, watching the crying teen. Peter was angry and panicked. By now, the dusting of his body had spread to his torso, branching out across his collarbones. His eyes were puffy and red from crying.
“...You’ll hate me for the rest of your life, Peter.” Stephen said quietly. “But you know what? Tony gets to live now.” His words silenced the teen’s crying as he started to listen once more at the mention of his mentor. “...He gets to survive through the battle with Thanos. In this scenario, you both live. If you somehow survived and made it to the final battle against that Space Tyrant, then Tony would die.”
“...If you don’t tell him, he’ll hate you.” Peter whispered, not trusting himself to speak any louder. If he did, he may fall into a sob.
“He’ll hate me regardless, but it’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make. The fate of our universe is almost sealed now, Peter. I thank you for your sacrifice.”
“I didn’t ask for this– you aren’t even sorry–”
“I’m not sorry for choosing to let my universe survive.” Stephen glared, once again silencing the upset teen.
“...Stephen, please.” Peter pleaded quietly, in his final attempt at rationalizing the situation. “Can’t you just– bring me back after the battle?-”
“Timelines don’t work that way, kid.” The man sighed, his anger simmering down as his shoulders untensed. He figured that Peter would stop arguing, and was content to explain things once more. “Our universe is locked on one path now thanks to me. I made a decision that altered the very formation of the universe by sending you to a different one. Everything in our future is now set in stone, and no man or magic can change that.”
“...So It’s really over.” Peter mumbled, a sense of exhaustion washing over him. “...I’m never gonna see any of them again.”
“You won’t, but they’ll be safe. I’ve ensured it.”
Peter wanted to feel bitter. He wanted to feel angry, and he wanted to lash out and attack Stephen Strange. But once again, he knew that it would do nothing.
Like the man had said: Everything in their future was now set in stone. There was no changing it. Peter Parker would cease to exist there, and would continue to survive in his new universe.
His new home.
“...I hate you.” Peter repeated, solidifying the words as he stared the man down once more. Stephen Strange did not flinch or falter. “I hate you with every fiber of my being. May will hate you, MJ will hate you, and Tony will hate you.”
“...I would rather them hate me than be dead. Don’t you feel the same?”
“...Maybe I do, but that doesn’t make it fair.”
Stephen sighed one final time. “You’re right, Peter. It doesn’t make it fair. I did what I had to do, and now it’s your turn.”
Peter’s silence spurred the man to continue speaking.
“Gotham needs you, Peter. You’ve got so much ahead of you now.” Stephen spoke gently, like a parent letting a child down softly. His face fell into one of remorse and sorrow, but lacked any of the regret that Peter so desperately wanted to see. Stephen regretted nothing. “I hope that one day in the future, I can visit again and see how you’re doing–”
“Don’t.” Peter hissed through gritted teeth, glaring at the ground. Tears fell onto the dusty terrain of Titan as he avoided eye contact. “...Don’t ever come back here. Don’t look for me, don’t talk to me, and don’t even think of me. Not unless Tony asks, and not unless you plan to fix this.”
Stephen stared at the teen for a few moments, gaze calculating, before his previously sorrowful expression fell cold. “...Fine. Have a good life, Peter.”
The man waved his hand, and the environment collapsed around them as Peter turned to dust. Strange stepped backwards into a ring of sparkling golden magic. Within half of a second, the dream had been reduced to a pitch black void.
Peter felt like he could have drifted there forever.
Beep
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The first thing Peter was sure of was that his head hurt. It pounded and ached, and he almost felt as if his skull were trying to explode. What made it worse was the fact that something– probably bandages– were wrapped tightly around his entire head. The expertly bound material completely avoided his face, but ran through his hair and across his right temple. It pressed tight against his skull, and he was sure that it was only making his pain worse.
After the awareness of his headache came the awareness of his limbs.
They were surprisingly intact, but relatively numb compared to the rest of him. Part of him figured that it was because his body was so focused on fixing whatever was wrong with his head that it was ignoring the rest of his parts.
But as he regained feeling in his fingers and toes, he heard the subtle pick-up in the heart rate monitor nearby. When he picked up on its presence, he also realized that it was connected to him through a cuff wrapped tight around his left wrist.
He also became aware of various needles and sensors laid out across both of his arms, most likely connecting to other devices and machines nearby. He sort of felt like he was on life support which, in the grand scheme of things, may not have been too far off.
Then he heard reading.
“He put his hands in his coat pockets and turned back eagerly to his scrutiny of the house, as though my presence marred the sacredness of the vigil. So I walked away and left him standing there in the moonlight— watching over nothing.”
The voice was strong but quiet. Raspy but certain. It was followed by a sigh. Jason.
“...Y’know, kid. You kinda got me feeling like Jay Gatsby in some sick, twisted way.” He admitted, and the sound of a paperback book closing followed his words. “...You gotta wake up, Pete.” Jason mumbled, and then a large, warm hand was placed over Peter’s. It was comforting, but not enough to promote the teen to stir.
He wanted to sit up, to fall into Jason’s arms, and to sob until he could sob no more. But his body would not stir, and his eyes would not open. He was simply too exhausted. Something terrible must have happened to him.
“...Maybe Gatsby’s a little too morbid for right now.” Jason sighed again, and Peter could hear him stand from a chair. His hand was carefully removed from Peter’s, and the teen wanted to cry. He wanted to beg him to never leave. “I’ll go find something better.”
His footsteps away were the sound that made Peter’s mind spiral back into a dreamless sleep.
“And today I got to arrest some really shitty people.” A calm voice hummed through the silence of the room, once again rousing Peter from unconsciousness. He recognized it immediately, warmth filling his chest. It was almost enough to distract him from the pain in his temple. “Like- really shitty. And they won’t be getting out of prison any time soon.”
Peter wanted to tell Dick how proud he was. That he was doing incredible work. But his body refused to work.
“...Steph and Babs have both been staying in the Manor. I know Babs comes and visits you all the time, but I don’t know about Stephanie.” Dick had a frown in his voice, and Peter wanted to ask why. “I think she’s scared of hurting you more than you already are, like Damian.”
Why would Damian be afraid of that? Damian would never hurt Peter, at least, not anymore. Not on purpose.
“...He does visit, though.” Dick was smiling, Peter could hear it. It was one of his little grins that meant he was amused, or scheming. Maybe both. “He likes to sneak down here when he thinks no one is paying attention to check on you.”
Peter wanted to remark on how thoughtful that was. He wanted to say how much he missed Damian. Instead of talking, the beeping of the heart rate monitor ever so slightly picked up.
Dick inhaled sharply, and Peter could picture him staring at the monitor in worry. Maybe he was afraid that he would hurt Peter, too. It took a few seconds for him to speak again.
“...We need you to wake up, Peter. I know you really don’t want to, and you obviously aren’t ready yet, but you gotta.”
Peter wanted to get up at that very moment, but he could not.
“...It’s okay. We’ll be here when you’re up.”
The first time Peter moved was a twitch of his nose. It was an itch that he could not scratch, but the small yet intense movement of the twitch had been enough to soothe the feeling. It did not soothe Damian.
“You should be up by now.” The boy mumbled in frustration. “You have a healing factor, and I know it works quicker than… this.”
“Master Damian, I do request that you speak with less malice.” Alfred said carefully, tilting Peter’s head back and forth to analyze the bandages. He tutted quietly, fingers running through the teen’s hair gently. “...We’ll be changing these today, Master Peter. Maybe then Master Damian can be satisfied with your rate of recovery.”
“You’ll hurt him, Alfred.” Damian complained, and Peter was unsure what he meant. Did he mean by the way the butler was moving his head? Or was he referring to the changing of the bandages? Peter never got his answer, because the two moved on fast.
Eventually, Alfred left the bedside to retrieve a few materials to clean Peter’s wound, leaving Damian alone with the teen for a few valuable moments.
“...There’s no need to hide anymore, Peter.” Damian mumbled, grabbing his hand carefully. Peter had only ever known the boy to use this kind of care with his animals, or with injured civilians. It was surprising, but not unwelcome, to feel it directed at himself. “We have everything under control… We’re always here for you, no matter what universe you come from.”
It was that that finally gave Peter the power to fully regain consciousness.
He shot forward with a sharp gasp, pain flying through his skull in an agonizing crawl.
Damian exclaimed in surprise.
The lights of the Batcave’s medical bay were far too bright, and the air was far too clean.
But Peter had no time to complain before his tears fell, capturing his entire body in a scream that was wrenched from his throat and spiraled into sobs.
Damian could only watch in horror.
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Chapter 26: Breathe, One, Two, Speak
Notes:
CHAPTER WARNINGS !!!
-Canon typical injuries/healing from injuries
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It took Alfred three hours to ease the pain that Peter was experiencing. His healing factor had been working on overdrive for… however long he was comatose, but it had not been enough. Not this time, and Peter could feel everything once he woke up.
Damian had to be removed from the room after refusing to leave Peter’s side, and the boy fought the entire way out. Jason could take the hits, and knew that Peter did not need any more stress.
So the three hours were long, and agonizing, and lonely. Peter wept the entire time, even after his eyes had no more tears to cry. He dry-sobbed and choked on himself, trying desperately to ease the unbelievable pain across his body.
He felt like he was trapped underneath rubble, in a place where no one could get to him. He had been there before, and it was the worst feeling imaginable.
The only difference now was that someone was there to help. Someone named Alfred.
When Peter’s body numbed, and his sore throat could make no more noise, the butler settled gently into a chair next to the bed. He was smiling softly, looking at Peter with all of that familial love that he needed.
Alfred’s silent look communicated many things: Things will be okay, we’re fighting this with you, I am so glad that you’re alive.
Next to the numbing pain in his chest, Peter felt fondness for the man.
“...Now, you’ve had quite the night, Master Peter.” Alfred said quietly. “I’m going to explain what happened to you, is that alright?”
The bedridden teen nodded as best as he could and Alfred reached over and took his hand. He squeezed gently, running a soothing thumb across his palm.
“You were shot in the head by Hugo Strange. The bullet entered through your left temple, and impacted your skull. Further investigation revealed that the bullet had wedged itself between your frontal and temporal lobes.
“We performed surgery quickly due to your healing factor. A good family friend of ours, Dr. Leslie, assisted me. There should be no lasting damage. Despite that, you still need to rest. Though... I sense no objections coming from you.” The man hummed gently, watching Peter closely.
The teen stared back, eye bags heavy and head still pounding. Earlier, Alfred mentioned how his body had been eating through pain medication thanks to his increased metabolism. It was why he was in so much pain when he finally woke up: they were struggling to keep up with how fast his body processed the medication. Now though, Alfred had set up a safe and steady stream entering the boy’s body through two different IV drips.
“You are lucky to be alive, Peter.” Alfred said, quieter than before. There was a slight shake in his voice, but as usual, he held himself strong.
Once again, Peter wanted to cry. He wanted to scream and be held. He wanted to be told that everything would be okay, and he wanted to see his family.
His family?
May, Tony, Ned, and MJ of course.
But he was gone.
As slow as possible, Peter sat up. Alfred assisted him with gentle hands, and propped the boy up on a few pillows. He wheezed through his nose, feeling the sting of dried mucus from his earlier sobbing session.
“...I–” He tried speaking, but hissed when his throat released a gnarled sound. It was like he had blended up and swallowed a smoothie made of glass and rusty nails. He sounded rough, so he cleared his throat and tried again, but quieter. “...I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to apologize for, Master Peter.”
“No, I–” He winced, regretting trying to raise his voice again. “...I lied to you.” He said, just above a whisper. “I- I need to… I need to talk to everyone.”
“There will be time for that after you’ve rested, Master Peter.” Alfred insisted carefully, laying a heavy and comforting hand on his shoulder. “Nothing is more important than you getting better right now, and I’m positive the rest of the family will agree.”
“...Where’s Damian?” Peter asked carefully, glancing around the room. He almost expected for the boy to appear once more at the mention of his name.
“Upstairs. I believe that Master Jason is keeping him occupied.”
“They’re probably fighting.” Peter grumbled, reaching a hand up and carefully rubbing at his throat. There were a few bandages plastered onto smaller injuries, like scrapes and cuts that were less serious.
“I don’t doubt that.” Alfred sighed, frowning just a bit. “...Master Damian was insistent on staying with you, but he was only complicating the situation by staying near. Dr. Leslie and I could not work with him distracting us.”
“When can he come back…?”
“...I suppose he could return whenever.” Alfred hummed. “...Would you like for Master Damian to come back down?”
“Please.” Peter whispered, a painful longing in his voice. He wanted to cry again, but as expected, no tears would form. He could cry no more, not right now.
Alfred nodded and stood, removing his comforting hold from Peter. “As you wish, Master Peter. If you’ll give me a bit, I’ll have him calm and presentable before he comes down. I would not want for him to further stir your emotions or injuries.”
“He’s gonna stir my emotions either way.” Peter mumbled, looking down at his hands. “...I need to talk to everyone. Really.”
“And you will, but I assure you that the big conversation can wait.” Alfred hummed. “Now, I’ll only be a moment.”
Peter nodded, and within seconds, the butler was gone. The teen was once again left alone, and for the first few moments, he felt like he was stuck in that endless void once more. The only thing keeping him in the present was the steady beeping of monitors around him, the quiet shuffling of the bats overhead, and the promise that Damian was coming. Damian would be there soon enough.
So Peter waited.
“Master Damian.” Alfred said firmly, grabbing the boy’s attention. He stepped into his bedroom, crossing the threshold without any hesitation that the rest of the family might harbor. Sometimes, when Damian was in one of his fighting moods, the others would avoid his bedroom like the plague.
Entering his domain was like entering a boxing ring, and Damian almost always came out as the winner.
But he would never attack Alfred.
The boy in question was stood in the center of his room, breathing heavily with tears streaming down his face. He had been crying for the better part of the last three hours. At first, Jason had been there to keep him occupied, but it was doing neither of them any good, So Jason left, promising to return later when Damian had calmed down.
But Alfred knew that the boy would not relax. At least, not until he knew what would become of Peter.
“...Is he–” Damian sucked in a sharp breath, mind wandering to every single worst possible scenario in regards to Peter. His question hung in the air.
Is he okay? Is he in pain? Is he dying?
“Master Peter is recovering.” Alfred replied quietly, shutting the door behind himself with a gentle click. “His pain has majorly subsided now that I have accurately adjusted his medication intake.”
Damian’s tense shoulders unwound ever so slightly, but not nearly enough for the boy to be considered relaxed.
“And he has requested to see you.”
The boy paused, eyes widening. His mouth hung open for a few seconds, before he started sputtering over his words.
“I– yes, when– I need to–” He struggled to complete any of his sentences or thoughts, and immediately started collecting items from his room and shoving them into one of his duffel bags. His pillow, a blanket, his Art History textbook, his chargers–
“Master Damian.” Alfred’s tone raised just enough to grab his attention once more, and the frantic boy skidded to a stop. “I will not allow you to rouse him and further upset him. Master Peter is in a fragile state, and requires care.”
Damian visibly deflated, but quickly retained his usual straightened posture. He sighed heavily, but nodded in understanding. “...I don’t wish to leave his side, Pennyworth.”
“I don’t believe he would want you to leave, either. Still, I need you to promise that you’ll remain calm. Further disturbing him and his injuries could only prove to worsen his condition.”
“I understand.” Damian confirmed, nodding once more. “I promise to be careful. Now, can we–?”
“Yes, Master Damian.” Alfred sighed, but smiled a bit. “Shall we make a pit stop in his room to grab him a few items of interest? I do believe he would like his cell phone, don’t you agree?”
Peter was not sure how long he sat down there alone. His perception of time had been drastically altered, especially considering he was unsure just how long he had been out of it. It could have been a few minutes, or it could have been days that he stayed alone in the medical bay of the Batcave.
Eventually, quiet chatter hit his ears. The ringing was joined by multiple voices, and it sounded like a lot more than just Damian. Peter’s heart stuttered in his chest, and he started to mentally prepare himself to face the family.
The first person to breach the medical bay was Alfred, which was something that he was so extremely grateful for. Peter was not sure how he would have reacted to seeing anyone other than the butler first.
He was followed by Damian, who grew quiet upon seeing Peter in the bed. The boy’s eyes searched Peter, looking over every part of him. The bandages on his head were picked apart by his gaze, and the numerous needles poking out of his arms were examined from the distance.
“...Hey, Dami.” Peter said quietly, forcing himself to speak first.
His words allowed the dam inside Damian to crack. The boy stepped forward slowly, setting his duffel bag down on the floor at the end of the bed. He rounded to Peter’s right side, not taking his eyes off of him. Peter waited patiently, allowing Damian to finish searching for whatever it was he needed.
He must have found it, because he spoke soon enough.
“You’re an asshole.” Damian stated plainly, with a small tremor in his voice. “You are an asshole, and I never want you to do that again. Do you understand me? Never.” He gritted his teeth, holding eye contact with the bedridden teen.
“...Okay.” Peter replied, voice quiet and weak. “...I won’t do it again.”
“Good.” Damian shuddered, pulling his eyes away from Peter’s to continue assessing his injuries.
There was no doubt that Alfred and Dr. Leslie did good work. Peter was patched up everywhere, and despite the numbness coursing through him, he could already tell that he was healing as he was supposed to.
“...Dami?”
“What.”
“I’m sorry.”
Damian avoided eye contact, glaring ice cold daggers at the needle sticking out of Peter’s right forearm. “...You have nothing to apologize for, Peter.” He mumbled, trying to cover up the shake in his voice. “Nothing.”
“But I do.” Peter sniffled, reaching out and taking Damian’s hand. The boy startled, muscles tensing on instinct before forcing themselves to relax in his hold. “I have so much to apologize for.”
“Then do it later. I don’t want to hear it.” Damian huffed, finally looking into his eyes once more. Behind that glare, Peter could see hurt. “Not right now. Not when you’re like this.”
“...I’m afraid that if I don’t start now, then I never will.” Peter mumbled. “...Can you understand that? Or at least try?”
Damian’s glare melted into a simple stare as he examined Peter. His eyes, which were so young and full of emotion, held Peter in a standstill. He felt frozen in time as Damian seemed to speculate his answer.
“...Fine.” He said quietly, voice almost hoarse. “...Make your explanations and apologies, even if they’re not necessary.”
Peter relaxed at his acceptance, and sighed quietly in relief. “...Well, I’d rather do it with… Everyone here.”
Alfred raised a speculative brow. “Master Peter, are you sure that right now is the best time to do this? I would encourage you to wait until you’re feeling better–”
“I am feeling better, Alfred–” He cut him off, almost desperate. “I want to do this now.”
Alfred hesitated, and after a few moments, he broke with a sigh. “...The moment this gets out of hand, I am shutting this down.” He remarked, but looked towards the entrance of the medical bay and whistled.
After a few seconds, the waiting family filed in. They all had various expressions of relief, anxiety, and fear, but when they locked eyes onto Peter, something in them all seemed to relax. He was alive. Even Barbara was there, in person, looking him over like she was afraid he might disappear at any second.
Peter suddenly felt as if he were a specimen under a microscope, and he swallowed nervously. But he needed to do this, there could be no more waiting.
Because for once, Peter finally understood that he had been waiting for nothing.
“...I’m from New York, just…” He was not sure why he hesitated. Maybe it was the staring, or maybe it was the fact that he had never talked about this. “...Not… not this New York.”
No one spoke, and he took that as silent encouragement to continue. He could not meet any of their gazes, and instead focused on his hands. He toyed with the sheets absentmindedly, trying to keep himself busy.
“It’s… It’s insane, and I don’t blame you if you don’t believe me, but I’m not–” He sucked in a harsh breath. “I’m not from this universe.”
The silence that followed his statement had him wincing, and somehow, it felt harder than it had before. It was like someone had sucked all of the life out of the room, and everyone was waiting for oxygen to appear again.
“...At first I didn’t know how I got here.” He started from the beginning. At the very least, as far back as he was willing to go at the moment. “I just… Well, I died. Back in my old universe, and then I woke up in the harbor. Here.” He clarified quickly, sparing a glance up toward the family.
The first person he locked eyes with just so happened to be Cassandra. The look of hurt and confusion on her face was enough to send his gaze back down to the blankets.
“I… I knew pretty much immediately. There is no Gotham City where I’m from. There’s no Batman, either. No Robins…” He trailed off, tilting his head to the side to almost emphasize his point.
“...But there is a Tony Stark.” Barbara finished, voice quiet as realization started to sink in. “...That’s why I couldn’t find him, he literally doesn’t exist.”
“And neither do you.” Duke mumbled, also coming to the same realizations as the woman next to him. “...You’re really not from here.”
“How’s this possible?” Bruce asked, tone firm but not accusatory. He sounded concerned above anything else, but it was hard for Peter to tell why. Was he concerned for him? Was he concerned for his own kids?
“...There’s a man back hom– back in my old universe. His name’s Stephen Strange, and he’s a… wizard? Sorcerer? I- I really don’t know the details, but he’s friends with Mr. Stark– He sent me here. I guess right before I died? Or after? Again, I don’t have details–” Peter fumbled over his words, trying to make sense of his own ramblings. He really did feel like he sounded insane.
“So he saved you by sending you here? After the… big bad space titan tried killing you?” Dick clarified carefully, trying to bring some sort of humor into this with his description. It unfortunately failed, because Peter frowned deeply.
“...I guess he did save me,” he huffed. “I’m not sure if that… if I’m okay with that.”
The room turned into ice. Dick realized his mistake with a brutal elbow to his ribs delivered by Jason, who glared daggers at his older brother.
“...He took everything from me.” Peter mumbled, his upset gaze becoming a stony glare within seconds. “...My life, my family, my home–”
“And he should never have done that.” Damian interrupted, voice resolute. “It was not his decision to make. It was your life, and he failed to consult you before altering it drastically.”
“Drastically is an understatement.” Tim mumbled, and Stephanie nodded in agreement next to him. Her arms were crossed over her chest as she looked pitifully at Peter. Tim’s gaze almost matched her’s. Almost.
Except he looked guilty.
Peter took a deep breath, waiting for anyone else to speak. When no one did, he continued. “...Stephen Strange can see into the future. He… He looked before we fought Thanos. Apparently, every timeline where I… wasn’t there, they were close to winning. Closer than they would be if I was there.”
“...The lives of the many over the lives of the few.” Bruce supplemented, a frown slowly beginning to form on his features.
“ You’d know something about that.” Jason grumbled. The family was less than pleased however, and opted not to dive into that discussion. Not right now, considering there were more relevant matters at hand.
“...He told me he could have killed me. But he didn’t. He- he chose somewhere for me.” Peter continued his rambling explanation, hoping that he was at least making a bit of sense. He would not doubt if he sounded entirely out of it at the moment. “Somewhere that… I could do good.”
“...Are you going back?” Cassandra asked, voice small and regretful. She thought she already knew the answer. She hated herself for thinking Peter would stay when he had a whole world waiting for him.
Cassandra’s question is what made the tears form again in Peter’s eyes.
“...No. I’m not going back.”
After a few long moments of silence, Tim cleared his throat. “...Well, I mean, this isn’t the weirdest thing to happen to this family.” He remarked, smiling a bit. “Don’t get me wrong, it’s definitely weird– but not the worst.”
“I hate to agree with Drake, but I fear I must stoop to his level.” Damian exhaled sharply, annoyed by the fact. “Far worse has happened and is bound to happen in the future.”
“And we were bound to find out eventually.” Tim chuckled awkwardly, and that guilty look came back to his face. “...You leave your notebook out. A lot.”
Peter’s heart hammered in his chest, skipping a few beats as he understood what Tim was saying. “...You-” He inhaled sharply. “You knew?-”
“To be fair, not for long–” Drake was quick to defend himself, raising his hands in defeat. “And- I mean, it was really only a hunch, but–”
“Peter, Tim is the smartest detective on the planet.” Bruce bemused, a hand coming to rest on the aforementioned son’s shoulder. “If anyone were to discover your… secret, it would have definitely been him.”
“And you’re not–” Peter’s words faltered, and he could have sworn under his breath at the vulnerability in his tone. “You’re not mad?”
“Mad? Who said anything about being mad?” Stephanie scoffed, as if offended by the idea. “Dude, I just gained a brother who has super cool spider powers and is from a different universe? This is like- like early Christmas!”
“The spider powers–” Peter winced. “Yeah- not uh, all of those are… well, from before. I only got fangs and webs after coming here.”
“Do you know why?” Duke asked, genuine curiosity in his voice. Similarly, both Tim and Dick had a glint in their eyes that said they were just as curious.
“...I don’t know.” Peter admitted. “I- if I had to guess, it was probably Dr. Strange– Hugo, I mean. He did say he was doing experiments, right…? Maybe my DNA got scrambled on the trip over and he… I dunno, enhanced it or something?”
“Not a bad hypothesis.” Bruce hummed, brows pinching together. Something told Peter that the man would be looking into that possibility soon.
It was, however, in that moment that Peter remembered his second death.
“...Hugo–” His eyes widened, fear starting to crawl up his throat. “Is he–?”
“Dead?” Jason finished for him, crossing his arms with a sick sense of pride. “Boy, I sure hope not. My men are gonna love what I’ve got planned for him.”
The disapproval from Bruce came off of him in waves, but no one acknowledged it. The only thing on anyone’s mind was that Hugo Strange would be dealt with. Justice would be served, and the man would likely never see the light of day again.
“...So, I’m…” Peter hesitated, trying to think over his options. There was really only one present in his mind, and that was to adapt. The universes had played their cruel hands, and all he could do in response was attempt to overcome them. “...I’m here. For good, I mean. No more running.”
“Or hiding.” Damian said firmly, glaring at Peter. “I’m rather tired of you acting so childish, Parker.”
“Yeah, that’s his job.” Dick teased, shaking his head. “Hey- Peter, what do you say about heading upstairs? I think we can justify getting you out of that bed for a few minutes to relocate you to your room.”
“I–” Peter hesitated, but he again, was not sure why.
All he had ever done before this was run. His end goal had always been home. His universe. Tony Stark. But now those possibilities had been removed… Well, he only saw one way forward.
Like they had said: No more running.
“...Yeah, the med bay blows.” He grumbled, shifting before throwing his legs over the edge of the bed. “And I’ve been afraid the bats would shit on me this entire time.”
Peter was okay. Not always, but he finally allowed himself to begin healing. Truly, this time. Things obviously were not perfect as he allowed himself to fully settle into life with the Wayne family, but they improved. Just like he adapted to their world, they adapted to his. It really did not take long for things to start feeling normal.
Well, if you consider two years long.
The date stumbled upon Peter quicker than he had ever anticipated. It was seemingly both a good and a bad thing that the Waynes were such great people, considering they kept him distracted and happy long enough for him to lose track of the calendar.
The days flew by. Weeks turned into months, that turned into seasons. He spent it all with the Waynes. He learned, he cried, he fell, and he grew. There were so many tough moments- moments that made Peter ashamed. There were times that he felt like all hope was lost, and that he would never feel normal again.
There were also times where Peter felt like his life had always been great, and he just never had the chance to look at it from the right angle. He loved the Waynes, and they loved him back at full force. They made his life better.
But one can only expect sadness on a day like your death day.
Peter rose from his bed, sluggish and with a minor headache. The patrol on the night before had been short, considering it was a school night, and Batman seemed to have a somewhat strict rule about the kids staying out past a certain time. Of course, the rules got a bit more lax with age. Duke, having moved out of the manor and to a dorm on Gotham University’s campus, was allowed to patrol whenever he pleased: so long as he kept up with his grades.
But Peter was still in high school- albeit, a senior. But his status as an upperclassman– and an eighteen year old– did nothing for his nighttime schedule. Especially if Alfred had anything to say about it.
But even with his early turn-in, and his restful night, he knew that the day would be rough. His digital alarm clock stared at him from the bedside table, its red numbers and letters searing marks into his eyes.
April 27th, 2018. Just past six a.m.
It was the day that Peter died for the first time.
It was stupid to feel upset, he thought. This universe was entirely different from his old one, and he had been reassured countless times by numerous aliens that there was no planned invasion. There was no Titan. There was no Thanos.
But still, the feeling of reliving the day made his nerves flare wildy under his skin.
So he rolled out of bed and started getting ready for the day, trying to ignore just how bad he felt. He brushed his teeth, picking at his fangs in the mirror. He took a shower, stretching his arms high over his head and popping every bone in his back. He got dressed in the school uniform, buttoning down the shirt and leaving the tie undone so that he could get Tim’s help with it. Then, he slipped in his hearing aid.
“Good morning, Peter. Your exhaustion levels are higher than average despite you getting a full eight hours of sleep. I suggest taking today easy.”
“Thanks, K.” Peter hummed, mumbling a quiet good morning in response as he shuffled out of his room on black socks. He navigated down to the kitchen, drawn in by the smell of eggs, oatmeal, cinnamon, and turkey sausage. When he crossed the threshold to the room, he was greeted by familiar sights.
Alfred worked tirelessly at the counter, preparing a slowly growing stack of Peter’s favorite breakfast food: omelets. They had become a staple in the household, especially if Peter was having a rough morning. Somehow Alfred Pennyworth always seemed to know when he needed them.
Sometimes Peter questioned if the man was a meta, and had some inhuman ability to detect people’s emotions. Like some sort of empathizer. But despite his suspicions, Alfred had always just been a normal person. A very observant normal person.
And Peter could not be mad at that in the slightest.
Aside from the man busy at the counter, Tim and Cassandra were sitting together at the counter. Both of them had a mug of coffee in front of them, and both were fully dressed in their uniforms. The difference between the two, despite looking nearly like twins, was that Cass was wide awake, while Tim looked like he did not sleep at all.
The girl had observant eyes, watching the kitchen and its cluster of inhabitants with fondness. She was like that nearly every morning. Peter would catch her admiring her family at any given moment. Sometimes he liked to join her. The Waynes were definitely something nice to look at.
Tim, in complete contrast to his sister, was hunched over with his shoulders up to his ears and his hands wrapped around his half-empty mug. His eyes were sort of distant and glossed over, like he was lost in deep thought. If there was a distance to be staring at, he would probably be staring at it. But alas, he was locked onto the island counter, probably going through the day's tasks in his mind.
School. Homework. Patrol. Sleep (Optional).
Peter usually operated on that same schedule.
Sat nearby in the breakfast nook, Damian was glaring daggers into a textbook. Advanced calculus stared back at him. Despite only being fifteen, his advanced placements in school were usually a piece of cake. Somehow though, he always managed to find some sort of problem. That was usually where Peter would step in and take the lead, walking Damian through questions, lessons, and steps that he knew the boy already knew.
They both knew that Damian really just wanted an excuse to hang out with Peter, but neither of them felt the need to admit it out loud. Instead, they shared each other’s company in the presence of textbooks.
Seeing as these were the only inhabitants of the kitchen, Peter moved to sit across from Damian. The boy cast him a tired glare that Peter had learned was the boy’s equivalent of a greeting. Peter responded with a smile.
“Having trouble?” He asked quietly, leaning over the table just enough to see the textbook. He read the equations upside down, recalling the principles being discussed from his own Sophomore year. “I can help if you need it.”
“I’ll be fine.” The boy grumbled, turning the page before Peter could offer any sort of remarks about the worked out equations. “I have a test today and I’m simply reviewing. There is nothing to be concerned about.”
“Who said I was concerned?” Peter teased. Despite his earlier mood, he was using this conversation as a means to distract himself from the hard day ahead.
Honestly, the teen was hardly sure if anyone else remembered how meaningful the day was. It was not like a birthday, and it was certainly more morbid than most days that the family seemed to celebrate. Hell, he had never seen them celebrate or even acknowledge Jason’s death day, and Peter had been living there for two years at that point.
So the last thing that he expected was for Damian to acknowledge it.
“...Why are you dressed for school?” The boy asked, changing the subject as his glare evolved into a confused squint. He analyzed Peter’s clothes, picking apart his appearance with his eyes.
Peter paused, becoming just as confused as Damian looked. “...Uh.. because it’s Friday? I’m also pretty sure it’s not a holiday, unless this is one of those Justice League ones–”
“No, it’s not a holiday–” Damian rolled his eyes, closing his textbook entirely. “You aren’t going to school. Father said so.”
“...I’m not?” Peter frowned. Okay, so the family was definitely acknowledging it. “...Look, I know it’s- that day- but I’ll be fine, really. I can still go to school–”
“You’re a senior, you’re supposed to skip.” Tim called from the island. Despite not turning to look at the two sitting at the breakfast nook, Peter could tell that he was smirking. “Take it in stride. Bruce is usually really strict about attendance.”
“But- I don’t need to skip–”
“Then do it anyway. Take an easy day.” Tim hummed. “Jason and Dick are coming over once we get outta school.”
“Why?” Peter’s frown deepened as his chest clenched tightly with anxiety.
“Because we’re gonna binge Star Wars. Duh.”
Peter blanked. They… were going to have a movie marathon? On the day that he died? It did not take much thinking to figure out why– obviously the family was trying to do everything that they could to keep Peter protected, safe, and happy.
Even after living with the Waynes for so long, it still surprised him whenever they showed that they actually cared.
“...Right. Okay, sounds good to me.”
“Father has made plans for you today.” Damian cut in, grabbing Peter’s attention once more. “You’ve got a full schedule, as far as I can tell.”
“Geeze, is it a patrol day?” Peter groaned, running a hand down his face tiredly. If he had known that, then he would not have stayed out so late the night before.
In contrast to literally everyone in the family, Peter patrolled both during the day and the night. Of course, he usually patrolled at night, but he would also sneak in a few daytime escapades as Spider-man into his routine. Citizens of Gotham truly never knew what to expect from the vigilante, but in his opinion, that made him all the better at protecting them. There was always a chance that he could be at the scene of an accident, or joining a car chase. He was everywhere.
“No, it is not a patrol day.” Damian scowled, lightly kicking Peter under the table as if that were the most preposterous question ever posed. “I’m not sure what he has planned, but he informed us that you would be occupied until later this afternoon.”
“Tim, do you know?” Peter asked, looking over toward the island. Tim had woken up substantially over the last few minutes of conversation, and was finishing off his coffee before moving to refill it at the pot nearby.
“Yeah, but he said not to tell you.” Tim shrugged. “Something about it being a surprise. Personally, I think it’s gonna overwhelm you. Probably.” He made a so-so motion with his hands, glancing over to Peter with a little smile. “But not in a bad way.”
“I- overwhelm me?” Peter repeated. “God, what’s he gonna do? Make me sit in at another board meeting?”
“No, I make you sit in at board meetings.” Tim snickered. “It’s entertaining, forgive me, bro.”
“Never.” Peter squinted a glare, but could do nothing to stop the smile from growing on his face. “I will never forgive you for filling my afternoons with board meetings.”
Tim shrugged again, rolling his eyes as he conceded. Then, he picked up the topic at hand once more. “...Seriously though, you’ll be fine. Elated, even. Just… maybe wear comfortable shoes today.”
“Like… work-out shoes?” Peter clarified, mind going to the pair of solid black running shoes tucked away in his closet. “Or…?”
“Maybe take your suit. Just in case.” Tim winked, then turned and sat back down at the counter. It was obvious that he planned not to reveal anything else, so Peter sighed and got comfortable in his seat once more. Fine, he would change. But after breakfast, and after he hears Bruce tell him what they were doing. If it sounded like something lame, Peter might consider going to school anyways.
It did not take long for breakfast to be completed, and for the man of the house to file into the room. He took a seat at the island, where Alfred slid a mug of coffee to the man. The two exchanged fond glances before Bruce took in the room, noting everyone present.
“Peter, there’s no need to wear your uniform today. I’ve made plans for you and I while your brothers and sister are at school.”
“Mhm, Tim and Damian told me.” Peter commented, beginning to devour his stack of omelets. He ignored the way that Bruce’s brows shot up, and the following glance he sent to Tim.
The teen under his father’s scrutiny scoffed, rolling his eyes. “Relax, B. I didn’t tell him anything.”
“You told me to wear running shoes. And to bring my suit.”
“...Okay, I told him that, but that’s not revealing anything.” Tim grumbled, shooting Peter a glare from across the room.
Bruce sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “...Right. Thank you, Tim.”
“So, what’s the plan?” Peter asked after swallowing a few mouthfuls. “Day patrol?” He asked, ignoring the scowl that Damian gave him in response.
“No, not a patrol.” Bruce hummed, taking a sip of coffee before continuing. “We’ll be going somewhere that I’ve been meaning to take you for a long time.”
“The North Pole?”
“No, Pete.” Bruce sighed once more, exhaustion with the boys witty remarks already leaking into his tone. Peter snickered once he picked up on it, satisfied with his ability to thoroughly annoy the man so early in the morning. “I’m taking you to the Watchtower.”
The kitchen seemed to freeze. Damian visibly became rigid, eyes widening ever so slightly. Cassandra glanced between Bruce and Peter, eyes full of surprise and… glee? Tim and Alfred were the only ones unphased by Bruce’s declaration, both of them going about their mornings.
Peter became slack jawed, staring at Bruce with eyes the size of saucers. Hesitantly, he reached up and pushed some of his hair out of his face. The little bit of white he had been able to see in his peripherals was gone. With his vision clear, he coughed into his fist, trying to waive his obvious shock.
“I- wow- yeah that sounds– are we really going to the Watchtower?” He asked, unable to hide the awe and excitement rising in his voice.
Bruce smiled upon seeing Peter’s positive reaction. Something unwound in the man, like he had been nervous that the teen would react poorly. “Yes, we’re really going to the Watchtower. I’ve got some friends that I’d like for you to meet.”
“Friends– are you introducing me to the Justice League–”
“Yes.”
Peter almost immediately spiraled into an excited rant, exclaiming his thoughts freely for the family to consume. “Oh my God– This is– Holy shit, this is so exciting–” He giggled, gripping his fork so tight that it bent under the pressure. He, of course, didn’t even notice. “Is Superman gonna be there? Wait, no– Wonder Woman! No wait, you know who I really wanna meet? Green Lantern–”
“You wanna meet Hal more than you wanna meet Wonder Woman.” Tim deadpanned, cutting into the conversation once more. His frown was obviously disapproving. “Dude, that is so lame–”
“No, the Green Lanterns are so cool!!!” Peter argued, shooting Tim a playful glare. “They’re like a super organized specialized task force– and they protect different planets–”
“Yeah, and Hal Jordan is lame–” Tim argued back, snickering just a bit. “Dude, he’s so boring. You’ll see what I mean if you’re ever stuck in a room with him for more than five minutes–”
“Alright, boys.” Bruce placated them both, holding his hands up. “Peter, finish up and go get ready. Tim, go finish getting ready for school.”
As Tim fell into motion once more, Peter spoke up again with another question. “I should bring my suit, right? Do they know that I’m Spider-man?”
“Some of them do. Superman knows just about everyone's identities, it comes with his x-ray vision.” Bruce explained, though it sounded more like a complaint. “Of course, not everyone will be present. Obviously, most of the members are in their respective cities, doing their duties here on Earth.”
“So who will be up there?”
“A good friend of mine. Now, go on.” Bruce encouraged him to stand up and get ready, chuckling when Peter quite literally shoveled the rest of his food into his mouth. “Come back down when you’re ready- we can leave whenever.”
Peter did not need to be told twice. The prospect of getting to go to the Watchtower was just too good to pass up.
Obviously he had heard about the homebase for the Justice League. Batman was quite literally his guardian, and considering his siblings were all various members of teams adjacent to the Justice League, he had heard quite a lot about the building located on the moon.
Of course, he had never been there before. Until today, apparently.
Peter threw together a backpack of items he thought that he may need, including his suit (in its collapsed form), his notebook (one of many, but taking a dozen felt overkill), and his phone charger (he never knew where his phone would die).
He threw on a new set of clothes, which consisted of dark gray jeans, the rusty red converse that he had yet to return to Tim, a Taylor Swift t-shirt that Dick had gifted him, and a dark brown jacket with fur around the collar.
Hey man, space was apparently cold. Peter wanted to be as prepared as possible.
The trip to the Watchtower was much easier than Peter had been anticipating. There was no need for a spaceship, or some sort of sky-high elevator like he had imagined. Instead, it was as easy as stepping onto a hexagonal pad and being engulfed in a bright blue light.
Peter’s heart pounded in his ears as he was reminded of Stephen Strange, and his own mystical, glowing light. He gripped Bruce’s hand tight, and then he was floating.
The sensation did not last for long, because within seconds, his feet were back on solid ground and the light was replaced by the darkness behind his eyelids. The teen had not even realized he was squeezing his eyes shut, but he quickly opened them once he deemed himself stable and safe.
He glanced up at Bruce, who was giving him an encouraging smile. Peter returned it.
“Pete, it’s my pleasure to welcome you to the Watchtower.”
The next hour and a half was filled with a never ending stream of questions, running around the pristine tunnels of the compound, and staring through the skylights at the Earth in the distance. Being in space again was obviously nerve wracking, but he could not help but feel an incomprehensible amount of joy at being there.
Because he was at the Watchtower, and he was given free reign of the building to do as much exploring as he wanted. He took that information in earnest, and spent as much time as possible just… looking around.
Bruce tailed him as he moved through the various bays and rooms that the building held, giving Peter enough space to feel independent in his adventure while staying close enough to offer help or explanations where needed.
Peter saw things that he would have never even dreamed of, and it almost felt like the first time he saw the Avengers Tower. He was enthralled by the sheer history of the building, while being thoroughly impressed by the pristine appearance and consistent design throughout. Despite the various cultures and races that had worked on the Watchtower, the entire place felt like a clean slate. There were no overbearing American flags, no strange alien symbols lining the walls… it just felt open, but not empty.
His favorite part was the labs.
There were dozens, but everytime he passed one, he had to backtrack and look inside. He watched as residents and employees from across the galaxies worked on various projects. He kept his distance, of course, but maintained interest. He wanted to learn everything that they knew, and it was hard to keep his excitement contained when there was so much information right there, just waiting to be learned.
But he held his composure, and offered respectful smiles and waves whenever he was noticed.
Peter must have lost track of time, because before he knew it, Bruce was whistling from down a long hallway. The teen pulled his gaze away from the window he had been staring out of and looked towards the man, getting the hint and jogging to catch up. He was grinning from ear to ear.
“Remember that friend I mentioned?” Bruce asked, getting a nod from the teen in response. Bruce hummed, placing a gentle hand on Peter’s upper back and leading him into what looked like a small meeting room. It had a long table in the middle that could seat about twelve people total, and floor-to-ceiling windows that gave Peter a beautiful view of the moon’s surface.
Lost in the view, Peter barely even registered that they were not alone in the room.
“This is John Constantine.” The man grabbed Peter’s attention once more, gesturing to another figure sitting at the end of the table. He was a tall man, with a long tan trench coat, a wrinkled white button down, and a red tie snug around his neck. His jaw was square, and he smelled distinctly of cigarette smoke. His hair was blonde and styled neatly, pushed away from his face. He smiled at Peter when he was finally noticed, and stood up.
“Peter Parker, it’s great to finally meet you.” A distinctly English accent in a strong voice came from the man, who rounded the table. He held out a hand to shake, and Peter, starstruck, took it in earnest. The man’s smile grew, glancing Peter over. “Nice grip, kid. I was told you were strong, wasn’t expecting to get a taste of it in person.”
Peter’s eyes widened when he realized that he was still squeezing his hand, and he quickly pulled away. An embarrassed red hue crawled up his cheeks, and he nodded quickly. “Right- yes- sorry–”
Bruce chuckled a bit, shaking his head. “Relax, Peter. John’s a helpful man, and works with the rest of the JL on occasion.” He explained, steering the boy to sit down at the table. John went back to his seat, so now they were all facing each other. “And he’s aware of your situation.”
My situation, Peter thought. Bitter thoughts came back to his mind as he remembered the day. His death day. The first one, at least.
John must have sensed the dismay from Peter, because he cleared his throat to grab his attention once more. “Yeah, I know all about it. I think I can help you.”
Peter hesitated, unsure of how to respond to the open-ended statement. “...Help me? With what?”
John hummed, not bothering to look at Bruce anymore now that he was engaged in the conversation with Peter. “I’m glad you asked. Kid, I’ve gotta hand it to you, getting locked out of your own universe is hard to do. When I heard you pissed off a wizard, I thought it was the funniest thing I had heard in a while.”
Peter frowned, sinking just a bit into his chair. This was one of Bruce’s friends? He glanced over to Bruce, looking for some sort of sympathy in the situation. He was only greeted by a tight smile and a death stare aimed at John Constantine.
It was at that moment that Peter got the feeling that Bruce and John weren’t really friends. Still, there was something about Peter’s… situation that had brought them together.
“And then I thought about it.” John continued after taking a deep inhale of his cigarette. “And I thought– well damn, here’s a challenge. I like a good challenge. So, I asked Batboy here–”
“Batman.” Bruce corrected.
“-If I could do some digging.” John continued like Bruce hadn’t even spoken. “I’m something of a magician, kid. So, what I’m saying is–”
“You’re gonna try breaking Stephen’s spell.” Peter cut him off this time, and the room grew quiet around his words. He spoke like it was a forbidden act, voice small and just above a whisper. “...You… you think you can do that…?” He asked, unbelieving of his own words.
“I do.” John hummed, a smirk falling onto his face. “I’m damn good, kid. So good in fact, that Bruce all but begged me to look into it–”
“I–” Peter glanced between the two men, eyes wide. “You did?” He asked Bruce, bewildered.
Bruce only nodded, a sheepish smile falling onto his previously frustrated expression. Then he sighed, a hand landing on Peter’s shoulder once more. “...Look, Peter. I know you’re happy here but… I just- I can’t help but think that we can do something about this. We’ve got resources, we’ve got John–”
“You’ve got my attention.” John corrected. “And shit, like I said, it sounds like a damn challenge. Not much challenges me nowadays.”
“How long have you been talking about this?” Peter asked, focused on Bruce still.
“A few months.” He hummed. “I got the idea from Tim and Damian, so don’t give me all of the credit.”
“I wasn’t going to.” Peter huffed, trying to cover his shock with his usual humor. “I just– this is so great, but–”
“But?” Bruce asked, confusion slowly sinking into his voice.
Peter’s chest clenched as he glanced between the two men. He swallowed his nerves, leaning forward and resting his elbows on the desk. “...I mean, it’s great. I’d love to… y’know, see everyone again. I really would, but I’m not…” He hesitated, struggling to find the right words. “...I won’t be upset if you guys can’t do it. Really, it’s okay.”
“...Peter there’s a genuine chance here that we could get you home.” Bruce clarified gently. “And we’re gonna try everything that we can.”
“I second that.” John huffed from across the table. “You’ve obviously got a lot of people that care about you, kid. Probably in both universes.”
Peter nodded, agreeing with and understanding them both. “I know, I know, I just… I’m happy. Bruce, I’m really happy.”
The man hesitated, analyzing Peter for a few seconds. His clear blue eyes stared holes into the boy’s lazarus green ones.
“...So, y’know, it’s okay if you can’t do it.” Peter smiled gently, and it was real. “I’d love to see everyone again, but… y’know, it’s wishful thinking. I’m okay here, at home, with you and the others.”
Something about what Peter said made Bruce visibly soften, and after a few seconds, the man sighed out a chuckle. “...Alright, Peter. But we’re still going to try. It certainly won’t hurt.”
“I doubt this Stephen Strange is more than a shabby sorcerer at best. Something out of a fairytale.” John commented, rolling his eyes.”Give me a bit, and I bet I can have that universe seal cracked before you can say Justice League.”
Peter looked between the two once more, smile relaxing with his shoulders. “...Yeah, I… thanks, Mr. Constantine.”
“Thank those brilliant brothers of yours, kid.” John Constantine laughed. “And one of you tell Damian to consider those magic lessons I keep offering. I’d like a little demon protege.”
“Whatever you say, John.” Bruce huffed, rolling his eyes as he stood. “Thank you for your time. Peter and I are going to head home now.”
“Sure, sure.” John Constantine picked at his teeth, glaring down at his nails. “I’ll keep you both updated on what I figure out. With any luck, I should have this all figured out in no time.”
Peter stood with Bruce, smiling at the magician sat at the table. “Thank you, Mr. Constantine. I– this is… I’m really happy. Thank you.”
John glanced between Bruce and Peter, before sighing heavily. His shoulders softened, and he grumbled under his breath. “...Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say, kid. Now get outta here.”
Notes:
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Chapter 27: A Cat, a College, and a Copy
Notes:
WARNINGS !!!
-None!In light of the election yesterday, I figured we all needed a good distraction right now. I hope that this story can be of some use to you in that way. Big shout out to Moon and Nick for editing, as per usual. Give them some love in the comments :)
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Chapter Text
“Peter Parker!” Damian shouted from outside of the teen’s door. Upon not getting an immediate response, the boy scowled at the wood as if it had offended him, and started knocking hard on the surface. “If you are not out of your room in the next five seconds, I am going to drag you out–”
To anyone else, Damian would seem angry. The boy was yelling, knocking wildly, and throwing threats through to the teen on the other side. But to those who knew him, the contrary was true: Damian was excited.
The door opened after another second, and a slightly disheveled Peter stared down at him with exhausted confusion and slightly damp hair. He must have showered and then gone down for a nap after school that day. Considering it was just before dinner, it was no wonder he had still been sleeping. Peter probably would have slept until someone had fetched him to eat– which is just what Damian seemed to be doing.
“Good, you’re up.” Damian sniffed, giving him a slightly disapproving appraisal of his appearance. “Have you forgotten what tonight is?”
Peter visibly hesitated, and Damian could see the gears turning in his head. His brows pinched together just a bit, and after a few seconds, his eyes lit up as he remembered. “...Oh!- right–” He smiled. “Our first duo patrol.”
Their first duo patrol as Spider-man and Robin. This had been in the words for a few months, with the two doing extensive training together to ensure that they would be prepared if they faced any serious crime. It took lots of asking Bruce, bargaining with Barbara about patrol routes, and bribing Jason to sit this one out for anyone to even agree.
But they finally had, and now that Peter had remembered, excitement was visibly bubbling in him.
“Our first duo patrol.” Peter repeated, obviously liking the way that the words sounded. “...Dinner first, right?”
“Correct.” Damian’s earlier frustration with Peter’s laziness melted into a grin and a determined glare. “Dinner, then Cave.”
“Dinner, then cave.”
The concept of dinner, then cave, was a lot harder to achieve than the two were anticipating. For starters, they were the first two to be sitting in the dining room. Peter’s leg bounced under the table, and Damian found himself in a similar state. It was hard to not be excited after all, and the two kept checking the time on their phones.
Once the usual time for dinner came, the manor’s inhabitants slowly made their way into the room. Tim had his nose in his laptop, and sat down in his usual spot. A steaming mug of fresh coffee was in his hand that did not occupy his technology, and he spared Damian and Peter both a quiet glance as a greeting.
After Tim, Cassandra and Bruce entered at the same time. They were in the middle of a conversation, something about her most recent ballet rehearsal, and they both were smiling. It must have gone well considering the good energy they brought to the room. Then they both sat, and Alfred served the dishes to the family.
The dinner was a staple of beef and turkey meatloaf, with various green veggies and potatoes as a side. It was hearty, and meant that the nightly patrols were expected to be long. The big meal signaled to the entire family that there had been a spike in crime rates over the week, and it had come to a boiling point that they would hopefully put to rest.
As they ate, Damian and Peter kept passing glances at each other. They locked eyes, then peered at each other’s plates to see how much progress they had made. The moment they were both done, they planned to run down to the Batcave to warm up for the night ahead. Unfortunately, thanks to Peter’s fast metabolism, he needed to eat more than Damian. This fact only served to keep them at the table longer than they really wanted, because it opened the door for conversation.
“Boys, I hope you’re prepared for your patrol tonight.” Bruce hummed, pushing his greens onto his fork and bringing them to his mouth. He chewed, then swallowed, glancing up to see that he had grabbed their attention.
“We are.” Peter remarked after swallowing down a large bite of meatloaf. He cleared his throat, taking a quick sip of water. “We’ve been working hard, trust me.”
“I do trust you.” The man confirmed with a small nod, looking back down to his plate. “I also trust that you’ll alert us if you have any problems. We’ll all be out in the field, too. We’re a comm call away, I want you to remember that.”
“We will, father.” Damian conceded , voice tight with both frustration and anticipation. He was clearly ready to run from the table, but Peter still had at least half a plate of food to get through before he would be full for the night. “I swear that we will be mindful.”
“Good. Barbara’s got you both a list of cases you can look into, and I filtered them myself.” He said casually. “If there are any signs of something more severe, you’ll alert us immediately–”
“Yes, Bruce–”
“Of course, father–”
“Good.”
The moment Peter dropped his plate and silverware in the kitchen sink, both him and Damian were racing to the cave. They filed down the steps at what felt like light speed, parting ways at the changing rooms to get into uniform.
When Peter stepped out, he was wearing his suit- the final one. It was a heavy combination of Bruce’s Bat-tech and whatever Starktech that he could salvage from his older suits. Unfortunately, it meant that none of his old suits were left to put on display, but it was a sacrifice he had been eager to make.
The suit was majorly red, with his iconic webbing design spreading up and down his body. A black spider was displayed on the front of his torso, with legs branching out in a similar style to the original Iron Spider. They wrapped around to the back, where the black lines made contact with a spiked spinal column of the same color. It was made of a flexible material that bent easily, but offered him better aerodynamics when moving around rapidly with his webs. Golden armored pads were located on his shoulders, knees, heels, toes, knuckles, and fingertips. His forearms and calves were blue instead of red, and had no patterns on them. They trailed down into black boots that stopped at mid-calf, and offered incredible flexibility and support to his ankles and soles. There were two other shining features on his suit that made it truly a fantastic blend of Bat-tech and Starktech.
The first was the cape. It was two-toned, with a black exterior and a golden-yellow interior. It was in the same fashion as the capes that Batman tended to favor, with a spiky hem and a raised collar that covered his entire neck snugly. It splayed out across his collarbones, giving his upper half a darker tone compared to his lower half. The cape, while being insulated, was also fireproof, waterproof, acidproof, and just about every other proof there was in the book. It was standard issue Bat-tech. Not only was it cool looking, but it added an extra layer of protection to his uniform that was essential for crime-fighting in Gotham.
The second detail was a symbol located on the sides of his thighs. It was an upside-down triangle, with two parallel lines expanding from each side that went outward to the border of the blue definition on his hips. No one would understand its meaning except for him. That same triangle was reflected on the center of his spider symbol on the front of his torso. Peter thought of it as a way to honor the man that helped shape who he was today–
It was a simplified arc reactor.
Once he was fully suited up and ready for the night ahead, he stepped out of the changing stall and jogged up to the Batcomputer. While he waited for Damian, he did some digging on the various cases that had been picked out for them.
They were, as Bruce had said, simple and less dangerous compared to other cases. The handful consisted of a few investigations that would not require much confrontation. Other than that, there was one tracking job and three collaborations with the Gotham Police Department.
Peter frowned. None of it seemed particularly interesting, except for maybe the tracking job. It was on a woman who was supposedly involved in a recent underground fighting ring. The instructions for that specific case, however, explicitly stated not to engage.
And that was no fun. Internally, he wondered if they could get away with looking into something bigger. Truly though, he knew that the answer was no. Sure, it was their first duo patrol, but they were still being heavily monitored by the rest of the family. Hell, Peter was sure that Bruce had added an extra tracker to his suit just in case.
Damian stepped out of the changing stalls, his presence drawing Peter away from the computer. The boy had on his full Robin uniform sans the mask. A wide smirk was on his face, and Peter returned it with a sly grin.
“Warmup?” Peter suggested, stepping down the short staircase from the Batcomputer to get to the solid ground. When Damian nodded in agreement, the two gravitated over to the section of the Batcave used as a gym.
While they warmed up, doing various different work-outs, other members of the family filtered in and out casually. Bruce came down to do some precursory work on the Batcomputer, occasionally glancing at the two out of the corner of his eye. Tim came down at one point, joining his father at the long desk and speaking in a low voice about a case.
Cassandra joined Damian and Peter in warmups after a while, falling into their steps and routine easily. They took turns sparring, first one-on-one, then two-on-one, rotating roles every few minutes.
After an hour had passed, Cassandra and Damian both had a healthy amount of sweat shining on their foreheads. Peter just smiled at them, having barely lost any breath throughout the exhilarating workout.
“Boys!” Bruce called from the center of the cave, grabbing the attention of both Peter and Damian. While they listened to their father, Cassandra stretched her arms high over her head and walked to the changing stalls to get ready for the night ahead. “I need to talk to you before you go out.”
Damian and Peter exchanged deadpanned glances before approaching Bruce. Fully dressed in his Batman uniform, he crossed his arms over his chest and looked down at the two expectantly. They remained silent, awaiting his words.
“...Do good tonight.” He said, and despite not showing any emotion on his hardened expression, his voice had a hint of a smile in it. He was happy for them, truly. “If anything goes awry, call someone. We’re just a few streets away.”
“Of course, Father.”
“Sure, Bruce. We promise to call you.”
Batman stayed silent for a few seconds longer before that smile in his voice fell carefully onto his face. A small upturn of the corners of his mouth made something in Peter’s chest feel fuzzy.
Once the vigilantes had made it to central Gotham, they dispersed. Red Robin ventured off on his own while Black Bat stuck by Batman’s side. Oracle chattered into their ears, offering helpful information and tip-offs to just about everyone.
Once they were alone, Robin cleared his throat at Spider-man. “So, what’s the plan?” he asked, having expected for the older vigilante to have picked something for them to focus on.
“Well, the plan is to keep an eye out for anything suspicious. In the meantime, we can do what I usually do.” Spider-man hummed, rolling his shoulders as he looked out at the city below the short, flat rooftop they were standing on.
“Which is…?”
“Friendly neighborhood stuff.” Spider-man snickered, and in no time, he had jumped off of the roof and was swinging down the street. “Try to keep up!!!” He shouted back towards Robin, who stared as if Spider-man had done something atrocious.
After a few seconds of splendor, Robin shook himself off and scowled in frustration, giving hase to the swinging hero. He paralleled his path via rooftops, jumping between alleyways and scaling fire escapes to keep up.
That was how they ran for a while, just exploring the city and keeping an eye out for anything interesting. At first, they make a stop to check in on a group of homeless men around a barrel fire. After that, they pay a visit to the women working down the street, making sure that they were safe. Soon enough, they were stopping at every street and alley, checking in to make sure everyone was okay.
Gotham tended to be murky. It was a fact that most everyone had become accustomed to. Despite that, the appearance of the two vigilante’s happened to be just enough to brighten the nights of most people they encountered. Spider-man radiated hope, and Robin supported the afterglow with his own confidence and sure presence.
The duo, while unexpected, were probably one of the best things to happen to the city that night.
“Spider-man.” Robin hissed, halting the swinging vigilante. Spider-man disconnected from his string of webs, landing on a nearby light post. He stood and turned around, spotting Robin standing underneath a tree, one of many lining the street. “Get back here.”
Hesitantly, Spider-man hopped down and jogged over, putting his hands on his hips. “You okay, baby bird?”
Ignoring the fact that Spider-man had used Nightwing’s nickname for him, Robin jerked his thumb upwards towards the limbs above. Slowly, the teen vigilante craned his neck up, squinting into the dark foliage.
It was then that he heard a silent meow and understood.
“...Cat stuck in a tree.” Spider-man huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “Right, let’s help him down.”
“Her.”
“How d’you know it’s a her?” Spider-man asked, starting to hoist himself up the tree. Robin waited patiently below, watching the older vigilante scale the branches expertly.
“She’s one of the many strays in this area that I usually feed while on patrol.” Robin explained, tone lacking much of its usual bite. It was probably because of the cat, but Spider-man pretended that it was because of himself.
“Oh? Does she have a name?” Spider-man smiled, pulling himself into a sitting position on one of the upper branches. Across from him was a frightened cat with white fur and big green eyes. She had some dirty tan patches across her back and legs that were likely from her climb. Spider-man shushed her gently, holding out a gloved hand to let her sniff.
“Virginia.”
“...Why that name?” Spider-man questioned, trying to ignore the fact that the name Virginia stung him more than he had expected.
“It seemed appropriate. She looks like a Virgina, does she not?” Robin huffed, arms crossed down below. The kid watched as Spider-man reached over and carefully picked up Virginia. After having handled Alfred the Cat so much, he was basically an expert. Once she was secured in his arms, he hopped down and bended his knees to absorb the impact, resulting in as little shaking as possible.
Robin extracted Virginia from Spider-man immediately, tutting the cat quietly as he held her like a baby in his arms. Spider-man smiled at the sight, dusting his hands off and then placing them on his hips in his usual resting pose.
“You should ask the big guy about adopting her.” He suggested, watching how Robin lowered himself down to sit on the sidewalk. Spider-man stood next to him, not wanting to rest yet.
“I don’t believe that he would agree.” Robin complained idly, stroking his fingers through her soft fur. He frowned at the dirty spots on her coat, mumbling something about how she deserves a good bath.
Spider-man hesitated before crouching down, leaning back on the heels of his feet. “...Well, we can always tell him a sob story.”
“...Oh?”
“...Back in my old universe, I knew someone named Virginia.” Spider-man hummed, not realizing how quickly his words had fully grabbed Robin’s attention. The boy was staring at him with wide eyes. It was always a surprise whenever Spider-man would talk so willingly about his old home.
“Well– let me correct myself– I knew her as Miss Pepper Potts.” He explained, deciding to fully sit down while he explained. “She was on and off with Mr. Stark for longer than I’ve been alive. She worked for him, too.” He smiled underneath his mask, hoping that it was obvious in his voice. “She was really good, and I think if we really hammer in on the sob story of me never seeing her again–”
“I’d never do that to you.” Robin cut him off, scowling darkly. “Your trauma is not something I want to ever toil with, especially not regarding anyone close to Stark. You’re my brother, that’s- that’s not right.”
Spider-man stared at Robin as his words echoed in his mind. My brother. His brother. Damian called me his brother.
Robin must have sensed whatever Spider-man was dwelling on, because after a few seconds, his jaw tightened and his face got a bit red in embarrassment. Silence fell between them, and as the moments stretched, awkwardness settled into their chests.
“...I won’t tell if you won’t.” Peter huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking his head and looking away out of embarrassment. “No one has to know you called me your brother– besides, I’m– it was just a slip up, I get it–”
“You are my brother, Spider-man.” Robin repeated with a bit of confidence in his voice. “I don’t regret calling you so, and It was not a slip up.” He sounded offended at the thought of it being a mistake.
“...Right.” Spider-man settled, looking down at Virginia. “...Well, then I’ll just… start calling you my brother. For uh… real.” He smiled, resting his head on his hand as he watched Robin release the cat to the streets once more.
Virginia scampered away, crawling into the nearest sewage drain and out of sight. Robin stared at the spot for a few moments before standing and dusting off his pants. Spider-man followed suit with a certain fondness in his heart.
Of course, that feeling had always been there. For the last two years, Peter knew that Damian was his brother. It just felt really good to finally say it out loud.
So good that the two spent the rest of patrol goofing off and spending time together as brothers.
“You remember the deal?” Jason hummed, straightening out Peter’s lapels as he finished helping the boy get ready. “We get through this gala, and then we get to raid the basement for cool shit.” The man grinned, leveling Peter with his green gaze.
The boy in question replied with a glint in his own green eyes, a grin stretching across his face. He had been wanting to use the Bat Jetski for a while, and this was his first opportunity to actually do it. Bruce had agreed with both Peter and Jason that, if they cooperated for the duration of the event, then they could both have a go at anything in the cave.
“Oh, I remember the deal.” He rolled his eyes, patting Jason on his shoulder as he brushed past him to get a look in his floor-length mirror. Peter assessed his own appearance.
He had on a dark red suit with subtle pinstripes and a black button down undershirt. His shoes were shiny and black, with thin soles that kept him close to his usual height. His hair was brushed and tamed, pushed out of his face with a spritz of spray, courtesy of Stephanie. Peter did not wear a tie, but the buttons on his undershirt were gold, and peeked out through the crimson suit blazer.
When Bruce had gotten the suit bespoke, Peter had been initially flabbergasted at the price. It had taken him a while to get used to the Wayne's lavish way of living, but getting an entirely from-scratch suit made to his specific measurements felt a little out of order. Still, he was assured by the rest of the family that this was a normal thing for them. They all had bespoke suits thanks to their father.
“Bat Jetski.” Jason smirked, holding his fist out for a bump. Peter connected them with his own fist, nodding in agreement.
“Bat Jetski.”
The event was already in full swing by the time the two boys landed in the grand hall. Like most of Bruce’s galas, this one was held on one of the manor’s display floors. Peter had learned that there were two floors in the house specifically for hosting the public, and thanks to that intention, they had been decorated in a very showy way. The curtains were pressed cleaner, and the floors were just a bit shinier. There were no secret passageways or giveaways to the family’s night hobbies located on those floors either. They were completely inconspicuous in that they were the most normal places in the entire manor.
Their entrance was far from grand, and went unnoticed by most of the attendees. The people in cheap suits pressed to the walls with cameras paid them little mind, only stopping the duo for a few photos and questions that they were both prepared for. After answering as vaguely as possible, the brothers slipped into the crowd.
Jason pushed some of his hair out of his face, sighing in relief once they got away from the reporters. “Christ, they’re annoying.”
“Tell me about it.” Peter rolled his eyes, but shook off the sour expression and replaced it with a small smile. “I think there’s only one good reporter in this country.”
“Clark Kent?” Jason teased, despite knowing that was the answer.
“No shit, Sherlock.” Peter laughed, shaking his head and slapping Jason on the back. “C’mon, let’s go raid the open bar.”
There was no need to tell Jason twice, and the two navigated the crowd to get to the open bar. They ducked down and avoided their siblings and Bruce, hiding behind groups and smoothly sliding up to the bar.
Okay, maybe Peter was only eighteen. But it was an open bar, meaning that neither of them would get ID’d by the bartenders. Plus, they were Waynes, meaning they would get whatever they demanded.
Jason settled for a Moscow Mule, and Peter downed a few shots of fireball. His metabolism prevented him from really feeling the effects of the drink, but he could still enjoy the activity with Jason.
That’s where they spent a majority of the evening together. The bar was always busy, but since they had secured two stools when they first wandered over, they were guaranteed to be resting with refills whenever they desired.
The brothers chatted casually, avoiding anything too sensitive for prying ears. That meant no other universe, no lazarus pits, and no Batcave. Still, occasionally they would glance at each other with that knowing glint in their eyes. Bat Jetski was within reach.
“Boys! Can I get a few words from you?”
Jason made an expression of raw hatred towards his half empty glass, and Peter wanted to roll his eyes to the moon. Instead, he slapped on a smile and turned to face the reporter who was surely going to pry at their personal lives.
But he froze when he turned and was instead greeted by Clark Kent.
“...Holy shit– you’re–” Superman? Peter had to cut himself off before saying that outloud, snapping his jaw shut tight. Jason reared around fast, surprised to see the man. A smile came onto his face fast though, and he slurred out a jovial greeting.
“Clark!!! Dude, it’s been too long!-” Jason chuckled, pulling the man into a tight hug. Seemingly just as surprised as the two boys, Clark Kent startled before melting into the embrace with a laugh.
“It has, Jason! It’s good to see you!” He pulled away with a smile before looking over to Peter. “It’s good to see you too, Peter.”
“You too, sir.” Peter cleared his throat, remembering his manners. He smiled big though, and accepted a hug from the man. “Does Bruce know you’re here?”
“I’d sure hope so, considering I do press at all of his events?” Clark chuckled, shaking his head. “I was just scoping the room and figured I’d come say hi. How have you both been?”
“Good! Really good- school’s almost over.” Peter hummed, rather proud of himself. His grades were obviously high, and he already had quite a few awards lined up on a shelf in his room. “I’ll be going to MIT for school.”
“MIT? That’s a great institution!” Clark praised his choice, causing Peter’s chest to get fuzzy and his face to warm. “Any particular reason for that school over Gotham U?”
“Is this reporter Clark asking or family friend Clark?” Peter joked, leaning an elbow back on the counter. Clark Kent rolled his eyes, and shook his head.
“Family friend Clark. Nothing you tell me will end up in a tabloid tomorrow, I promise.” He smiled.
“Then yeah, there’s a reason. Wanna take this conversation outside?” The teen suggested, glancing over to Jason as the man chugged the rest of his beverage. When Clark nodded in agreement, Peter let Jason know he would be right back before running off with the reporter.
They found a secluded spot on one of the normal floors of the manor and walked out onto a balcony. The night air was crisp around them, sending a chill down Peter’s spine. He enjoyed the chance to breathe though. As much as he enjoyed Bruce’s galas, it was nice to have a break for a moment.
“...So? MIT?” Clark pried, much more relaxed now that they were alone. Peter chuckled at his excitement, rolling his eyes as he leaned his elbows on the balcony railing.
“...Yeah, it’s where Mr. Stark went.” Peter said quietly, voice growing fond at the mention of his old mentor. His dad. “I wanted to go before I knew him, but after he came into my life, it only became that much more important.”
Clark visibly softened before putting a comforting arm around Peter’s shoulders. The man gave him a gentle squeeze, wordlessly letting him know that he was there.
“...I’ve already been accepted, of course. I basically was back in my old universe, too– I was Mr. Stark’s intern, MIT had me on their radar.”
“I’m sure they had you on their radar here too, considering you’re one of those genius Waynes now.”
“Genius Wayne-Parker, implied Stark.” Peter corrected with a quiet snicker, rolling his eyes. He looked up at the night sky, sighing through his nose as he relaxed against the railing. “...Yeah, I’m excited.”
“You better be, kiddo. I don’t know if Bruce says it enough, but he is so proud of you.”
If you were to ask Peter when he first came to Gotham if he trusted Bruce Wayne, he would have laughed in your face and screamed no until his throat bled. The man had proved time and time again to lack the empathy that Peter needed in his life.
But now? Now Peter could smile with quiet confidence and reply with honesty.
“Yeah, I know. He might not tell me, but I can tell.”
Peter hopped off of the public bus, hood pulled high over his head as he navigated New York City for the first time in years. He had not returned since his impromptu visit back when he first started staying with Bruce, and for good reason.
He had nothing here. No family, no friends, just a city so packed with people that lacked anything for him.
Of course, he still missed it. Which is why he allowed himself this one day.
After digging through the files on the Batcomputer for a while, Peter found the death certificates for May Jameson-Parker and Benjamin Parker. They both died on the same day, that being May fourth of 2012.
Peter was no idiot. Back in his own universe, that was the day that New York was attacked by Ultron and those other sentient robots. While he had nothing to do with that day in his own universe, he understood the kind of damage it had done to New York.
Him, Tim, and Bruce had come up with a theory that they liked to refer to as the Theory of Multiversal Constants. It stated that there are certain things that are almost always guaranteed to either exist or happen across universes.
The Battle of New York was one of those things– except instead of sentient robots, it was a mass shooting. Seventy-four innocent people died that day, and May and Ben were included in that statistic.
Peter enlisted Barbara’s help in finding their graves.
Which is why he was walking through Harlem, navigating through the northwestern part of the neighborhood to find the cemetery.
“Your heart rate is rising, Peter. I suggest slowing your walking pace.”
Peter resisted a scowl, but listened to the AI in his ear and slowed his steps. He knew that she only wanted the best for him, and was unsurprised to find that his advice was always helpful. The anxiety rising in his chest lessened when he relaxed himself, and he shook off that bittersweet feeling of knowing that she was right.
“Thanks, Karen.” He mumbled, slowing to a stop as he stared up at the gates of the cemetery. It was fenced off with black metal and filled to the brim with headstones of varying quality. Most of the grave markers were old and weathered, but there were a few newer ones. Stepping across the threshold and into the yard, something somber washed over him.
Peter traversed the rows and columns for about ten minutes before locating the exact spot that they were buried. He stared down at their graves, a confusing mix of emotions swelling in his chest.
They shared a wide and flat marker made of dull gray marble. It had their names etched into either end, with their birth and death dates directly underneath. An empty vase was on May’s side, while Ben’s side had a handful of small visitation stones piled next to his engraved name.
Slowly, Peter lowered himself to the ground in front of them, giving himself time to rest while he processed how he felt.
He was upset. His aunt and uncle were dead, and had been for a long time. Much longer than he had existed in that universe. He was angry at Stephen Strange for sending him to a place where they were dead. The man had spoken of mercy, but this decision only pained Peter further.
Above everything though, Peter wanted to know if they had suffered. He hoped that they did not.
He sat there for a long time, and he lost track of it. The only thing that told him time was passing was the way that the shadows moved with the sun. The air had grown noticeably cooler, and the city was engulfed in an almost orange-pink glow.
When Peter reached up to wipe his cold face, he was surprised to find that his cheeks were wet. He was not even aware that he had been crying. He frowned, wiping his hand off on his jeans.
“...Sorry, this is a terrible look.” He mumbled, shaking his head toward the graves. “...You two don’t even know me, but I… I miss you. It’s weird, but I miss you.” He huffed.
Of course, graves could not respond. After a few long minutes of silence, Peter stood up. He pushed himself off of the ground and wiped off his pants, turning to exit the cemetery. At first, he was not even sure that he had achieved what he had been trying to do– had he come here for no reason?
When he looked to the path, he nearly jumped out of his skin in surprise.
There was a girl staring at him.
She had peachy pale skin, a squared jaw, and thin brown hair pulled into a low ponytail over her left shoulder. She had on a Midtown sweater and black skinny jeans with combat boots that protected her feet from the uneven ground. Her eyes were hazel, and full of confusion.
“Shit–” Peter hissed, stepping away from the row of graves. “Sorry– I’m probably in your way–” He apologized, hoping that he could just slide around her without any more embarrassment.
She wordlessly stepped back into his path, brows pinching together as she appraised him up and down. “Who are you?”
“...No one, I didn’t mean to disturb you–”
“How do you know May and Ben?”
Peter’s heart stuttered in his chest. He swallowed dryly, and slowly put his hands into his pockets. He avoided eye contact. How did she know them? The morbidly curious part of Peter began to take over.
“...I read about them when I was researching the Times Square shooting.” He explained, the lie sliding off of his lips like butter. “I just… I resonated with their tragedy, and wanted to come visit.
The girl frowned, glare hardening on him. “...Okay, weirdo.” She huffed. Then, something in her seemed to break a bit, because her eyes went from Peter to the grave marker. Her gaze darkened, and her shoulders drooped. “...They’re my aunt and uncle. So it’s, uh, kinda creepy to see you here.” She cleared her throat. “...On the day that they died.”
Peter could have sworn that he stopped breathing, and that the world stopped moving around him. She was their niece?
“...Sorry, it probably is weird.” He mumbled, trying to sound as normal as possible. “I’m uh… from Queens. My name’s Peter.”
“Palmer.” She replied, giving him her name as she watched the graves for a few more moments. Palmer’s gaze fell back onto Peter, where she sighed and brushed off her pride. “...You’re fine. Creepy, but… y’know, I’m not mad. It’s just…”
“...A hard day?” Peter finished her sentence, allowing himself to smile just a little bit. He felt like he was talking to himself.
“...Yeah. It’s been a hard few years, actually.” She huffed, taking Peter’s previous spot and sitting at the end of their graves. “...I’m sure they appreciate all the visitors they can get, regardless of your intentions.”
“I didn’t have any averse intentions, I promise.” Peter tried to assure her, standing nearby and watching her for a few moments. “...You go to Midtown?”
Palmer barely moved in response, but did speak. “What of it?”
“I bet you know MJ. She’s on the AcaDeca team. I’m uh– I’m on Gotham Prep’s team. I’m living in Gotham.”
Palmer visibly grimaced despite not facing him. “Ew, Jersey? Why’d you move there instead of staying in Queens?”
After a few seconds, Peter was unsure of how to answer that question. He wanted to learn as much about her as possible, so he went with the first solid answer that came to mind. “I was bitten by a radioactive spider and moved to Gotham for treatment. I’m living with my adoptive family.”
“...You were bitten by a radioactive spider?” Palmer sounded unbelieving, and turned slightly to stare at him, eyes wide in surprise. “...I was too.”
“Oh yeah?” Peter faked his surprise, a small smile coming onto his face. “That’s quite a coincidence.”
Palmer stared at him for a few moments before turning back to May and Ben, hiding her frown. Her shoulders fell, shaking a bit. “...I bet your spider didn’t give you cancer, though.”
“...No, but it hurt me. I’m getting better though.” He hesitated. “...Did yours give you cancer?”
“...Yeah.” She sniffled, wiping her nose.
“...You’ll get better, Palmer.” Peter said, empathy leaking from his voice. “...Just keep your head up.”
Peter left the cemetery with his head high, staring up toward the darkening sky overhead. New York’s light pollution blocked most of the stars, but he knew that if he were to go to a rooftop, he would be able to see at least a few of the bright specs.
Never in his time in this universe had he expected to meet himself. As far as he knew, he did not exist. The Waynes were under the same impression.
But they never knew to look for a Palmer Parker.
Peter decided to keep his mouth shut when it came to her existence. At this point, he was unsure if talking to her would have a weird effect on the fabric of reality. But on the bus ride back to Gotham, nothing strange happened, so he assumed that everything would be okay.
He would be okay, especially now that he knew that there was some semblance of himself in this universe.
Notes:
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Chapter 28: The Loose End
Notes:
WARNINGS !!!
-Canon typical violence (it's a superhero fic guys be fr)
-Descriptions of injury (amputation)
-A massive fucking time skip (i'm not sorry)Seeya in the end notes! Apologies in advance for rambling down there <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Tony Stark was not a sentimental man.
He was a cold businessman with a knack for taking unassuming women to his bed. He cared more about his machines than he did his life partners. He existed in a world of hero splendor, alcohol, and his own cocksureness.
At least, that’s what the media said.
In all reality, Tony Stark was more empathetic than the general public seemed to realize. For example, he had a kid.
A teenage boy, with kind eyes and a brain that rivaled his own. Sure, he wasn’t the kid’s blood father, but did that really matter in the grand scheme of things? Tony Stark was Peter Parker’s father, and he loved him fiercely.
Which is why when his son died in his arms, he fell apart.
The Avengers left alive were forced to split ways after Thanos executed half of the universe. Somehow, in some sick twist of fate, Tony Stark had ended up on a vessel drifting through deep space with nothing but a weak signal and an apathetic half-cyborg alien woman on board. Thanos’ daughter. One of them, at least. The other one was dead.
Tony was glad that Peter did not have any siblings. Nebula was not a good representation of a sister or brother’s grief, but he could tell that she was hurting. The woman paced almost restlessly, lost in her own mind. Tony couldn’t blame her, they had all been through so much.
Ten days into their drift, Tony tried to send out a signal. He rewired the vessel’s communications system dozens of times over in an attempt to reach someone- anyone. They needed help, or else they would run out of oxygen.
Tony had wanted to send out the signal to anyone within range, thinking that it would be beneficial. Even if a stranger caught wind of them, they still might have gotten help. Nebula fought him tooth and nail on that decision, though. If anyone knew that Thanos’ daughter was on the vessel, then it would get blown to pieces before they would ever see their homes again.
And well, Tony did not like the sound of dying before seeing Earth again.
So he rewired his output, linking it to his Iron Man helmet. It took a bit of finicking, but eventually, the man was able to send out signals to every remaining piece of Stark Technology in the universe.
After hours of waiting, he got exactly one ping back. His signal had been blocked.
That was the first moment that Tony had felt like giving up.
Him and Nebula spend twenty-three days drifting through deep space, slowly running out of rations and oxygen. He left a message to his friends and remaining family using his Iron Man helmet. He wanted them to know that he had tried- he really tried.
Then a blaze of fire known as Captain Marvel brought them back to Earth.
Tony Stark was a genius.
That is to say, he was one of the smartest minds on Earth. One could even argue for his status in the wider universe. But his genius was not the reason that he built a time machine. Instead, it was his fierce love for Peter Parker.
When Tony was approached by the remaining Avengers after living in solitude for five years with Pepper and his daughter, he wanted to shut them out. He wanted to yell at them and let all of his pent up anger and hatred free into the world. He had already gotten one kid killed, he refused to potentially do the same thing to Morgan.
But then someone– Tony can’t remember who– told him that they could bring Peter back. Not only that, but they could bring everyone back. All they needed was to go back in time to get the infinity stones before Thanos.
Tony thought it over, then agreed.
The man collaborated with Bruce Banner and a raccoon named Rocket to build the machine. With the help of Ant-Man and something he had called Pym Particles, they were able to travel back in time.
Tony hated every second of it. Not only was it hard locating the stones, it was even harder bringing himself to act like everything was fine and normal while walking through the past. The worst part about it was meeting his father again.
Tony tried not to think about that part anymore.
Tony Stark was unconscious.
When he saw that they were losing the fight despite their large frontline, he knew that something had to be done. Thanos’ army– the Thanos from the past– was vast and heavily armed. Even with the Wakandan troops and the reinforcements from space, they had little chance of success.
But then Dr. Strange appeared, and everything changed.
Somehow, in some way, Tony Stark got his hands on the infinity stones while Thanos was occupied by the armies flooding out of Strange’s portals. The mystical objects combined with his Iron Man gauntlet.
Thanos may be inevitable, but Tony Stark would always be Iron Man.
After he snapped, Tony Stark felt something white hot. Then he felt nothing at all. The man was unsure of how long he floated in that endless void of nothing, but it was uncomfortable. Occasionally, he would feel a sensation on his body. A stinging on his right arm, a searing pain on his lower back, and a gentle set of fingers carding through his greasy hair.
He woke with a scream and a missing arm.
“...Tony.” Stephen made his presence known with a gentle voice, frown clear as day in his tone. He approached the working man, sliding a comforting hand across his shoulders as he peered down at the table. Presently, Tony Stark had been reworking his Time Travel equations.
Thanks to Scott Lang, he was able to get his hands on a few more bottles of Pym Particles. He had been testing them for three days without rest. At first, Pepper had tried pulling him from his lab in the basement of their cabin, but he had been irate at her interruption. Unwilling to argue with her husband, she called in an expert. And by expert, she of course meant Stephen Strange.
“Tony, you need to take a break. You’re burning yourself out.” Strange said firmly, keeping his hand on the man’s shoulder.
“Can’t.” Tony huffed, mumbling a few numbers under his breath as he jotted them down on the tablet next to his microscope. “M’busy.”
“Doing what?” Strange questioned, pulling over a stool and sitting next to him. His gaze flicked from the particles to Tony’s face. “We won, Tony. Why are you still working on those?”
“Because Peter never came back.” Tony grumbled. “Everyone else did, so why isn’t he here?” He ran a hand over his eyes, cursing under his breath.
Stephen’s heart fell. He knew that Tony would be this way, but he had not expected for it to be so… extreme. The man was a mess.
“...Tony, we can’t know for sure if everyone in the world came back. Maybe there was a margin of error that went unaccounted for–”
“There’s a global census happening, Friday is giving me live updates. So far, the numbers are evening out to be what they were before the blip. Hell– they’re gonna be higher, thanks to the amount of babies born over the last five years.” Tony scoffed, shooting Strange a small glare. “They’re all back. So unless you know something I don’t, or can magic me a portal to my missing son, then I suggest you leave me alone.”
The sorcerer stared at Tony with tight lips pulled into a small frown. His eyes studied Tony’s face and form, noticing how tense he was. The man was, as previously stated, a mess.
“...Peter’s safe, Tony.”
The way that he tensed did not go unnoticed.
“...What did you just say to me?”
“...Tony–” Stephen winced.
“I must have heard you wrong.” Tony dropped his tablet pen, turning fully to look at Stephen with hurt and frustration in his hard glare. He shrugged the man’s hand off of his shoulder. “Because it sounds like you just said Peter’s safe. That means you know where he is, and you aren’t telling me.” Tony spoke through gritted teeth. “So please, tell me that I heard you wrong.”
Stephen stared at him for a few seconds, absorbing the man’s anger as he looked for the best way to respond. “...Peter did not come back because he saved our universe, Tony. His absence meant that our victory over Thanos was almost guaranteed.”
“...Did you sacrifice my kid?” Tony asked, standing suddenly. Stephen followed his movement, taking a small step back.
“I did what had to be done to ensure the safety of you and everyone else in the universe.” Stephen declared with a glare of his own, voice tight. “I knew you wouldn’t understand, which is why I didn’t tell you–”
“Bring him back.” Tony cut him off, and when Stephen tried speaking again, Tony spoke over him with a raised voice. “You said he’s safe, which means that he’s alive. Bring. Him. Back.”
“I can’t do that, Tony.”
“Yes you can, you’re a fucking wizard. Bring my kid back–”
“Our universe is locked, nothing can change that. I’m not going to alter our timeline anymore than I already have by reopening the locks I put into place!” Stephen yelled, anger bubbling in his chest. “I’m keeping us safe! Peter will be fine. His bravery won’t be forgotten–”
“I bet you didn’t even tell his aunt.” Tony scowled. “Of course you didn’t. You didn’t even know he had an aunt. Or a best friend, or a crush on a girl at school.” He continued on, voice raising as he spoke. “He had an uncle named Ben who he loved more than anything. He has an apartment in Queens with his only blood relative who's still alive. She’s waiting for him, Stephen.”
“And she’ll wait for the rest of her life. I’m not bringing him back.” Strange hardened his stance and glare, squaring his shoulders. “You need to move on, Tony. He’s safe, and he’ll be fine. Have some faith in your kid–”
“I thought I could have faith in you, Stephen! Apparently I was wrong!” Tony shouted. The basement lab was suddenly filled with a harsh silence that left both men feeling withered. “...I was wrong, and you need to go.”
“...Tony–”
“You need to go. Unless you’re gonna help me get my son back, then I don’t wanna see your face again.” Tony pointed an accusing finger towards him, jamming it into his sternum to get the message across. He glared up at Stephen, teeth gritted in anger. “Get. Out.”
Tony Stark did not leave his lab for three weeks.
Pepper brought him down meals and coffee, but the former usually went untouched. He only ate when he became desperate for energy, and drank coffee like it was his only lifesource. He stopped saying thank you after the fourth day. He stopped acknowledging her after the first week. He became a shell of who he used to be.
Stephen found himself once again standing inside the cabin, looking around at the living room decor with disinterest. Pepper had called him for the fifth time that day, and he had finally relented.
She stared at him from across the room, standing with crossed arms and a dark frown. There were bags under her eyes and a certain frizz to her hair. She had never looked so disheveled.
“You’re gonna fix this, Dr. Strange.” She demanded, voice low. In the next room over, the quiet chatter of Morgan’s children’s show could be heard from the television, and Pepper would hate to have the girl hear their blossoming conversation. “You’re gonna go down to that lab, and you’re gonna tell Tony how to get his kid back or so help me God–”
“Miss Potts,” Stephen frowned, cutting her off before she could delve into an angry rant. He was not particularly fond of being yelled at, especially not again. “If you’d let me explain–”
“Tony already did, and I’ve already made my opinion on you. Do you wanna hear it?” She snapped, tilting her head a bit and cocking a pointed brow. His stunned silence encouraged her to continue. “I think that you’re a sad man who needs to think before he acts. I know what I’m saying means nothing to you, but you’re gonna listen because that’s the right thing to do. Not running off, and not ignoring me. Do you understand?”
Stephen nodded, and Pepper took a deep breath. He could see the gears turning in her mind. For just a moment, he understood why Tony fell in love with her. Pepper had a certain striking confidence and allure to her.
“I think you did the best that you could in the moment.” She started, staring him dead in the eyes as she spoke. Her gaze did not betray her frustration, and instead let the man see more of her emotion than she had intended to share. Not only was she frustrated, but she was scared.
“But Stephen, I don’t remember the last time I saw Tony like this.” Her voice fell. “It hurts to see him overworking himself over and over again. I can’t do this, Stephen. Help me- help him fix this.”
Dr. Strange stared at her for a few long moments. The silence between them was as tight as a rope, and it felt like it was burning them both. It was suffocating.
“...Miss Potts, I can’t bring him back. It goes against everything I’ve fought for, and I’m not one for going back on my actions.” He sighed heavily. “...But I’ll send Tony in the right direction. Will that suffice?”
“...You’ll help him?” She clarified, uncrossing her arms.
“I’ll let him know what he needs to know. If he wants Peter back though, he’ll have to do the work himself. I’m not giving him any freebies.”
Her frown only deepened, and her eyes fell into a dark glare. “...Go, then.”
Wordlessly, Stephen left the room and descended the steps down to the basement lab.
“...Thought I told you not to show your face around here.” Tony grumbled, not looking up from his prototype machine. It was, upon further inspection, a miniature particle accelerator. Tony had it set up between two pairs of calipers that were measuring the distance between the two halves.
“...Pepper called me.” Stephen admitted, deciding not to sit this time. He remained at a fair distance from Tony, shifting on his feet as he watched him work for a few quiet seconds. “...She’s worried.”
“So she is.” Tony huffed. “Leave, Stephen. I thought I made it abundantly clear that I’m not interested in being all buddy-buddy with you anymore.”
“I’m here to apologize, Tony.”
His silence was taken by Stephen as tentative encouragement.
“...I’m sorry for taking your son from you. I… I won’t apologize for saving the universe, but I’ll apologize for that. It’s the least I can do.”
“Apologies don’t bring kids back.”
“...No, they don’t. But spells do.”
Tony visibly tensed, then turned his head a bit. It was a sign that he was listening.
His new shiny silver hearing aid was visible in his ear. The side effects of wielding the infinity stones had left him more disabled than anyone had expected. Not only did he end up almost entirely deaf, but his right arm had been amputated. Of course, with the help of Wakanda’s technology, they built him a new arm similar to the Winter Soldier’s. It was shiny and made of vibranium, and moved just like a normal arm would. Silver seemed to be Tony’s new favorite color.
“...I’ll break the lock on our universe, but that’s it.” Stephen declared with a quiet voice. “If you want Peter back, you do the rest on your own.”
“...I was doing it on my own, anyway.” Tony turned fully back to his particle accelerator, head hanging just a bit. “Even if you don’t break that lock, it won’t stop me.”
“You’ll kill yourself doing this.”
“Then my death will be on you.”
Stephen’s chest ran cold. “...Tony, don’t say that.”
“It’s true.” Tony slowly turned to face him. He had deep bags under his bloodshot eyes, and his hair was a mess of unwashed funk. He looked awful. “I mean it, too. I’ll blame it on you, and so will everyone else once they find out.”
Stephen frowned, taking a small step back. “...Tony, I’m breaking the lock once I get back to the Sanctorum. After that, it’s up to you.” He hesitated, but sighed. “...Please, think about this before going through with it.”
“I’ve had weeks, and that's all I’ve been thinking about. I know what I’m doing, Stephen.” He huffed, turning back to his work for a final time. He visibly hesitated. “...Thank you.” He mumbled under his breath, shaking his head softly. When Tony spoke no more, Stephen Strange took his leave.
That night, the entirety of New York felt a surge of energy. The power flickered, car alarms started going off, and dogs barked in frenzied chaos. It lasted for less than a second, but every breathing body in the city felt it.
They felt magic that disappeared with a crack of golden thunder and lightning in the sky.
“Alright, Webster. I’ll see you next Tuesday, okay?” Spider-man grinned under his mask, walking backwards away from the bus-stop with a wave. The man sitting on the bench laughed and shook his head, his scratchy gray beard catching the light of the streetlamp overhead. He had on newer clothes and nice shoes, and was waiting for his bus home. That’s right, home. Peter had known Webster long enough to watch him escape homelessness. Frankly, he was honored to have a friend like Webster. They had taught each other a lot.
Especially since the freshly 21 Peter Parker accidentally exposed his identity to the man a few months ago. Of course, Webster told no one. The man was honorable, and kept quiet about everything he knew. In fact, he even started helping Spider-man out wherever possible. He would call the police preemptively, or help the vigilante patch up a wound on the field.
“Next Tuesday, Spider-man!” Webster raised his hand with a grin, and Spider-man turned and pulled himself to the nearest rooftop using his webs.
He landed on bended knees and sighed, rolling his shoulders as he got a crick out of his back. The time was just past two in the morning, and he was starting to get tired. Unfortunately for him and his back though, duty would continue to call.
“Webhead, you there?”
He sighed even louder, dramatically drawing it out before responding to the voice in his ear. “Hey, Red Hood. What’s the happs?”
“I’m gonna ignore the fact that you just asked ‘what’s the happs,’ and assume that you’re already coming to my location.”
“Obviously.” Spider-man snickered, following the graphic that Karen projected in his mask to start trailing the older vigilante. The man was three streets over and soaring through the city on his motorcycle. “So, as I asked, what’s the happs–”
“Just watched a woman get kidnapped, and I’m trailing the van, that’s the happs–”
“Christ, okay–” Spider-man winced, speeding up his pace. After a few seconds of running across rooftops and swinging between buildings, he managed to get eyes on both Red Hood and the van in question. It was white and dirty, with dents all across the bumper and a patchy paint job that was failing to cover obvious bullet holes.
“Can you land on that van?” Red Hood asked, weaving through the light traffic of the street with a certain flair and expertise. Spider-man once asked for the man to teach him how to ride a bike and it went… less than well. Long story short, there’s a reason that Spider-man tends to swing.
He squinted at the van, trailing the vehicle at a close distance before frowning. “No dice, it’s got some problems with its axles. Any unnecessary jostling and it might come off its wheels. We don’t wanna alarm the woman more than she already is–”
“Shit–” Red Hood frowned, pulling his gun off of his hip. “How about shooting out the tires–?”
“If you do it, do both–!” Spider-man jumped across a particularly large alley with a wince, rolling on the lower roof before continuing his sprint. “We know where they’re headed?”
“Harbor.”
“Why is it always the harbor? Is there no other place to have a criminal base in this city?” Spider-man huffed, attaching webs to the back of Red Hood’s bike. He used them as momentum to throw himself ahead like a slingshot, to a traffic light ahead of the chase. He hung there for less than five seconds before dropping down. He twisted his body around, attached webs to the top of the van’s front cabin, and pulled himself into the windshield. The glass shattered under the force of his steel-reinforced boots, and he went flying into the front cabin.
Immediately he pulled himself up onto the ceiling, ignoring the startled yelling of the two men sitting between him. “Hey, fellas!!! Why don’t you go ahead and pull over real gently–” He shot webs at the steering wheel, holding it taut in place. “Just slow this boat– well, van– down for me–”
“It’s Spider-man!-” The driver yelled, frustration mixing with fear in his voice. He tried to rip the wheel to the side, but the webs were strong. “Fuck–”
“And Red Hood! And he’s a lot meaner than me, so if you’d be so kind–” He gestured to the wheel, a grin evident in his voice. “I’m gonna check on our damsel in the back–” With that he kicked through the grated gate to get into the back portion of the van, pulling his gun off of his hip holster and holding it out.
In the back, the woman was hunched in a corner with a black bag over her head and her arms bound behind her back. Her backpack was thrown across the van during the chaos. Other than her, there were two other men. Unfortunately for them, none of them were wearing face coverings. Karen was already sending photos of their faces to Oracle.
“Hey, boys! You guys are totally gonna get arrested.” With his free hand, he shot out webs to stick the first man to the floor, ducking under his flailing fists in a roll. He used his gun, fitted with non-lethal rounds, and shot him square between his shoulder blades. The force and pain that ensued caused him to fall to his knees, where Spider-man finished webbing him down.
The second man was a bit more prepared, and began firing immediately. The vigilante dodged around the bullets, internally thanking his sixth sense and instincts. He crawled across the ceiling of the van’s back cabin in a strange contortion before falling onto the man’s shoulders from above, dropping him to the ground where a wrestling match ensued.
They rolled around for a moment, each of them gaining and losing traction the longer they went on. The man had already tried to shoot Spider-man four times since getting him onto the ground, and successfully managed to get one hit in on his shoulder. It was then that Spider-man used his strength to kick the man off, throwing him towards the back where the doors flew open and dumped him onto the asphalt.
Apparently the driver in the front had decided to listen to Spider-man and slowed the van to a near halt. The vigilante leapt out of the open back doors and pinned the man to the road before dragging him onto the sidewalk and webbing him down. “Dude, you shot me. So not cool. I’m gonna get trauma now, thanks to you.”
“You’re gonna get trauma??” The man yelled, clearly appalled with wide eyes that were bloodshot. He reeked of weed and smelled like smoke. “I’m the one who got wrestled down by some spider-freak!-”
“The name’s Spider- man, thank you very much.” He hummed, rolling out his shoulder with a subtle wince. “And for the record, this could have never happened if you decided to be a decent person.” He rolled his eyes.
Red Hood slowed to a stop next to the van, brandishing two pistols and a certain fury airing off of his figure. Spider-man chose to let him handle the two men in the front while he climbed into the back once more to get the woman.
He hummed quietly as he broke the handcuffs clean behind her back and pulled the bag off of her head, smiling under his mask. “You’re alright, Miss. The cops are on the way.”
“Thank you–” She gasped through her tears, eyes wide and full of panic and awe. “Thank you–! You saved me– you really–”
“Yeah, I did.” He crouched down in front of her, scanning her for injuries. “You’re okay, right? They didn’t beat you up or anything?”
“N-No–” She shook her head. “No, they just– roughed me up. Took my purse–”
“They won’t do that to you, or anyone, again. I promise.” Spider-man grabbed her attention once more, beginning to exaggerate his breaths in hopes that she would copy him. The woman seemed to get the message and stopped talking, instead focusing on breathing and calming herself down.
“Spidey!” Red Hood called, thumping the side of the van with his fists. “Got three in custody. You?”
“I got one and the victim! Cops en route?”
“According to Oracle, they’re three minutes out with paramedics.”
He hummed in acknowledgement, looking at the woman. He helped her stand, arms held out in case she stumbled or fell, and guided her out of the van. He sat her nearby on the sidewalk, but kept her away from the men. “Grab her statement, I’m gonna check out the van.”
Red Hood nodded and crouched in front of the woman, speaking in a low but firm voice. He demanded both respect and honesty with his tone alone, and she was more than willing to comply with the two vigilantes that just saved her from potentially becoming a human trafficking victim.
Spider-man climbed into the passenger seat of the van and opened up the glove box, mumbling lyrics to Black Sabbath under his breath as he rummaged through loose papers and fast food straws. Eventually, he came across a thin and ratty composition notebook filled with names and grainy photographs printed in black and white. He frowned. The further he flipped, the more women he was starting to recognize from recent rescues and cases.
It was human trafficking, and they were heading to the harbor. That meant a boat, and a boat meant international.
“Red Hood, I’m headed to the harbor. Stay here–” Spider-man ordered, pulling himself to the rooftops with his webs before the other man could argue. He all but flew across town, jumping and swinging and sliding across the city skyline.
Spider-man made it to his location in less than ten minutes, boots quietly crunching on gravel as he traversed the yard. It was not the one he was most familiar with, and part of him was grateful for that. It was always hard revisiting the place where Hugo had shot him, but sometimes it had been necessary.
Thankfully now, he was a few blocks over.
“Karen, scan for warm bodies.” Spider-man mumbled, rolling his injured shoulder to keep the blood flowing.
“One moment.”
He grew quiet as she worked and started exploring the place. There were fresh tire tracks from earlier in the evening, as well as a padlocked door. Inside, he could just barely hear the sound of someone loading a gun, and quiet chatter in a foreign language. It sounded vaguely German, but then again, he could have been wrong.
None of it mattered though, not when he heard a voice as clear as day. It came not from the building, but from close behind him. His sixth sense– his Peter tingle– had neglected to alert him of the new presence, but he understood why almost immediately.
“Need some help, Underoos?”
Spider-man became rigid, frozen in place. He had not heard that voice in nearly five years. Even worse, he thought he would never hear that voice again.
“...Though, I guess I can’t call you that anymore. Those don’t look like pajamas.” The man chuckled, and Peter’s chest clenched in pain and longing. Slowly, he turned to face the inevitable, heart pounding and hands shaking in shock.
“...Mr. Stark?”
Notes:
It's been a long nine months guys.
The ao3 author curse almost took me out a few times, I'm not even gonna lie. There were some weeks that I didn't write at all, and it was hard as fuck coming back from those times. I like to think that I did okay, though. I said it in my discord server (which is linked below), but DDFT is basically my baby. I've been writing it for nine months, and now it's finally over. I'm sad to see it go, but I'm satisfied with the work I've done and how I've improved over the last months!
I know some of you will be upset about this ending, but allow me to explain myself.
I knew that no matter what I did, people would be unsatisfied. If I had ended this story with Peter returning to the MCU, then some of you would be upset that he would be leaving the Batfam. On the other hand, if he stayed in the DCU, then some of you would be upset that he never got to see Tony again. To remedy this in the best possible way, I decided to give DDFT an open ending. What happens after this chapter is entirely up to YOUR interpretation, there is NO CANON turn of events. Honestly, think about whatever makes you happiest, and that's all I ask of you :) If you ask me which ending that I prefer, I simply won't answer lol
With that being said, there is NO SEQUEL. The ending is left open, which means that making a sequel would retcon that. I do plan to eventually release bonus content of the characters in this universe, such as holiday specials, but nothing that would allude to the "canon ending." I hope you guys can be okay with this decision.This is the first big fic of mine that I've ever managed to see through to the end. In the past, I wrote about half of a ROTTMNT fic before orphaning it prematurely. If I could go back and revive that story, I would. Unfortunately that isn't in the cards for me, so seeing DDFT through to the end is sort of my apology? I'm extremely proud of myself for managing to write this entire story without abandoning it like I have done in the past. This is a milestone for me.
Small life update: I'm a freshman in college. I'm a graphic design major with a minor in creative writing. I want to get into the comic book industry eventually. Maybe one day you guys will see my name somewhere greater than this damned website. But for now, I'll still be posting stories here. I know I'm rambling, but I feel like I have the right to after this story.
YOU GUYS are the reason that I continued going. Those of you that read, and share, and comment, and support me in any possible way were quite literally my motivation. I thank all of you endlessly for sticking around with me :)
I hope you guys will join me in my next story, soon to be posted. For any updates about my writing in the future, i highly suggest joining my discord server. We have an entire section dedicated to DDFT where I will be answering any and all remaining questions about the story.
https://discord.gg/cCrcKtJjsW
I'll see you all in the next story <3
-clovr
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