Chapter 1: Planet Solitaire
Summary:
(Y/N) wakes up on a strange planet.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
The cryopod bursts open, and I slowly open my eyes. I shiver once my body makes contact with the cold air surrounding me. The planet I managed to land on is freezing.
I wobble out of the pod, and my eyes squint from the brightness surrounding me. Goosebumps ripple on my skin and the sun on this planet is not doing much to help with the gnawing cold from biting into my skin. Pushing through the wreckage of my ship, I start chipping away at the metal door which has been frozen shut.
“Stars above,” I grumble, hauling all of my body weight into the next push. “Damn it, open!”
The metal door creaks under the pressure, but it refuses to budge. My breaths come out in shallow, visible puffs, and the chill seeps into my bones. My fingers, already numb, fumble for the makeshift tool I salvaged from the cryopod’s emergency kit—a jagged piece of metal that’s seen better days.
"Stupid piece of—" I growl, jamming the shard into the icy seam of the door and levering it with everything I have. The door finally gives, groaning loudly as it swings open. “Yes! I did it!”
The sudden rush of air nearly knocks me back, a biting wind swirling in and carrying more of the relentless cold. I step out onto the surface of the planet and blink.
The landscape is a vast, glittering wasteland of ice and snow. Jagged peaks rise in the distance, their edges shimmering like glass under the pale sunlight. The ground beneath my boots crunches with every step, and the air is so thin it feels like I’m inhaling daggers.
Great. A tundra. Couldn’t have landed somewhere warmer, could you, you damn scrap of metal?
I wrap my arms around myself, my tattered clothing doing little to shield me from the cold. My body aches from the cryostasis, and my stomach growls loudly—a painful reminder of how long it’s been since I’ve had a decent meal.
“This planet better have food,” I mutter to myself, trudging forward. “Or shelter. Or literally anything alive.”
But as far as I can see, there’s nothing but endless ice and snow. The only sounds are the howling wind and the faint crunch of my boots on the frozen ground.
No Galra ships. No sentries. No drones.
The thought is both comforting and unsettling. Comforting, because I’ve finally managed to escape them. Unsettling, because I have no idea how long that will last.
I glance over my shoulder at the smoking remains of my ship, half-buried in the snow. It won’t take them long to find me if I don’t get moving.
They always find me.
Shaking the thought away, I focus on what’s ahead. There’s no time to dwell on the past. No time to think about the endless fights in the arena, the scars on my back, and the faces of the other prisoners who didn’t make it. I’m free now. For the first time in what feels like forever, I’m free.
And I’m not going back.
|••••••••••|
Hours pass—or at least, I think they do. Time is hard to measure in a place like this. The sun hasn’t moved much in the sky, and the bitter cold is starting to take its toll. My legs feel like lead, my fingers are numb, and my breath hitches with every step.
I need to find shelter. Or food. Or both.
A sharp crack suddenly pierces the air, and I freeze in place, my heart pounding. It sounds like ice breaking—close. Too close. My eyes dart around, scanning the horizon for the source of the sound.
Nothing.
Another crack echoes, louder this time, and the ground beneath me trembles. Panic grips me as I realize what’s happening.
The ice is giving way.
“Shit—” I manage to gasp before the ground splits beneath my feet. I lunge forward, scrambling for solid ground, but the ice collapses faster than I can move. I fall, plunging into darkness.
|••••••••••|
My head throbs and my body feels like it’s been run over by a Galra transport. I groan softly, forcing my eyes open.
The first thing I notice is the glow—a faint, bluish light illuminating the cavern around me. I sit up slowly, wincing as pain shoots through my limbs. My surroundings are surreal. The cavern walls shimmer with veins of ice and crystal, casting eerie reflections on the frozen ground.
I’m alive. Somehow.
Thank you, High Priestess Marmora.
The second thing I notice is the warmth. It’s faint, but it’s there—a stark contrast to the freezing wasteland above. I pull myself to my feet, my legs shaky but functional, and start to explore.
As I move deeper into the cavern, the glow intensifies, and the air grows warmer. I can hear the faint sound of running water, and my mouth waters at the thought.
Finally. A break.
But just as hope begins to bloom in my chest, I hear another sound—a low, guttural growl that stops me in my tracks. My heart leaps into my throat as my eyes dart around, searching for the source.
The growl comes again, louder this time, and I realize I’m not alone.
From the shadows, a pair of glowing eyes emerge, followed by a massive, hulking figure. The creature—some kind of ice predator—stares me down, its fur bristling and its fangs glinting in the bluish light.
“Of course,” I mutter, my hands clenching into fists. “Because freezing to death wasn’t enough.”
The creature snarls, and I drop into a defensive stance. My body protests every movement, but I don’t have a choice.
I refuse to die before Emperor Zarkon does.
“Come on,” I say through gritted teeth, bracing myself for the fight. “Let’s see what you’ve got.”
The ice predator prowls closer, its massive paws crunching against the frozen floor. Its glowing eyes remain fixed on me, its low growls rumbling through the cavern. I crouch lower, my hands shaking slightly—not from fear, but from exhaustion. My body isn’t ready for this. It’s barely recovered from cryostasis and every muscle aches from the cold.
Still, I have endured much worse.
The Galra rings were a death sentence, but if there is anything I am, it is a survivor.
The predator lunges.
I sidestep, barely avoiding its claws as it slams into the ice where I’d been standing. The ground shudders from the impact, and a spray of frost and snow obscures my vision. I pivot sharply, using the shard of metal I’d salvaged earlier to slash at its flank.
The blade connects, and the creature howls in pain, its glowing eyes narrowing with fury. The sound echoes through the cavern, and for a moment, I wonder if it’s calling for backup.
I back away as the creature recovers. Blood—dark and viscous—drips onto the ice, but the predator doesn’t seem fazed. It circles me now, more cautious, its growls deepening.
“You think I fear you, beast?” I grit out.
I keep my eyes locked on it, my breathing steady despite the adrenaline coursing through me. My fingers grip the shard tightly.
The creature charges again, faster this time, and I have no choice but to meet it head-on. I duck low, aiming for its underbelly, but it anticipates my move. Its paw catches me across the side, and I’m sent sprawling across the icy floor.
The impact knocks the air out of my lungs, and pain flares through my ribs. I roll to the side just in time to avoid its jaws snapping down where my head had been.
I gasp, scrambling to my feet. The predator snarls, and I notice its movements are slower now. The wound I inflicted earlier is taking its toll. I just have to outlast it.
Easier said than done.
It charges again, but this time, I’m ready. I sidestep at the last moment, slamming the shard of metal into its shoulder as it barrels past me. The predator yelps, skidding to a halt before whipping around to face me again.
Blood drips from its wounds, staining the ice below. Its growls are weaker now, more labored.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper under my breath, my hands trembling as I deliver the final strike.
Once I’m sure it’s dead, I collapse to my knees, and my side throbs where its claws grazed me.
But I’m alive.
"Stars above," I mutter, staring up at the cavern ceiling. "What kind of luck is this?"
The faint sound of running water reaches my ears again, and I force myself to my feet. I follow the sound of the water deeper into the cavern, my steps unsteady. The purplish glow intensifies as I go, the veins of crystal in the walls pulsing faintly. It’s almost soothing, in a strange way.
The source of the light reveals itself as I round a corner: a small pool of water surrounded by glowing crystals. The air here is noticeably warmer, and I feel some of the tension leave my body as I approach the pool.
I kneel by the water’s edge, hesitating for a moment before cupping my hands and bringing the liquid to my lips. It’s cold but refreshing, and I can feel the energy returning to my limbs with each sip.
As I drink, I catch my reflection in the water—a pale, gaunt face framed by messy hair. My eyes stare back at me. For a moment, I see someone else there—Emperor Zarkon. My father.
I shake my head, splashing the water with my hands.
No. Not him. Never him. I don’t look anything like him.
I step away, wiping my mouth with the back of my hand. My hands tremble as I open the bag slung to my side. I look through it, digging through the scarce materials I brought with me. I grab my journal and a pen that is beginning to run low on ink, feeling grateful that there is some scarce light in this cavern.
Journal Entry: #12
Day: Unknown
Topic: Starvation
I’ve just awoken from my frozen state. I don't know how much time has passed. The stars are different from how I last remembered them. And this planet is so damn cold. I fell through the ice and I nearly died. Some tundra creature attacked me and I nearly died. Hopefully, a third near-death is not in my future.
From what I can see, the planet I currently occupy is empty, save for the creature. I don’t think there is any civilization here.
Planet Solitare, the temporary name I have given this planet, seems to have it out for me. I did manage to find a water source, so hopefully, I will survive long enough to make it off of this cursed planet.
I am so, so hungry. I might venture back and grab that creature and cook it over a fire. Oh, wait. I have no means of starting a fire.
I've been sleeping in my healing cyropod for the stars know how many years. Physically and mentally, I am still eighteen years old. That’s the beauty of frozen sleep—you remain completely frozen. It is as though I had a dreamless sleep.
Hopefully, I have been asleep for no more than three years. I was heading to Earth to see where I come from. My birth mother was apparently human—that’s what my brother Lotor told me. I’ve never met an Earthling before. I wonder how much they would look like me.
What languages do they speak? What is their religion? What food and customs do they have?
Earth is an anomaly for the Galra Empire. They are primitive creatures and so, Emperor Zarkon has no use for conquering the planet. If I somehow make it there, I should be safe.
It’s strange, isn’t it? To long for a home I’ve never known. To wonder if there’s a place among them for someone like me—a Galra, tainted by the Empire’s cruelty. But I’m not like my father.
Am I?
Sometimes I don’t know what to believe anymore.
I wonder if Lotor is still alive. He was always cunning, always one step ahead of Father, but the Empire is relentless. If Emperor Zarkon knew about his defiance...
No. Lotor’s smart. He’ll be fine.
And if I make it to Earth, maybe I’ll find a way to reach him. Maybe I’ll find allies.
My entire ship is destroyed, including my distress beacon. Given the circumstances of my departure, it is unlikely I would have used it. I did also manage to disable the tracking system, but one can never know with the Empire. There could be something I missed.
I fear I may lose my mind if I don’t find a way off this planet soon.
I hope my journey to Earth is successful. I’d love to see where I come from.
(Y/N).
My right/left-hand trembles as I set the pen down. I gently close the notebook and put everything back in my bag.
"(Y/N)," a voice calls as I stand.
My heart skips a beat.
"What...?" I whisper, stumbling back. My back collides with an icy wall.
Am I hallucinating? I have officially lost my mind. That didn't take long at all.
"Come to me."
“Come to you?” I ask, confused. My head whips around the cavern. “ Who are you?”
The voice pauses. “Walk down the hallway of the cavern. Follow the glowing purple crystals.”
I blink, turning my attention to the path the voice tells me of. “Why?”
The voice sighs. “Stars above, (Y/N), just walk.”
Pursing my lips, I huff as I follow its instructions.
I better not get killed.
I whisper a short prayer, asking the goddess Ara for a safe passage.
My mouth hangs open as I stare at the end of the path. A ginormous robot in a purple dome stands before me. I blink several times and rub my eyes.
Still there.
A light violet force field surrounds the Purple Lion. With only slight hesitation, I reach out and touch the dome. It immediately dissolves. I slowly walk towards the giant robot, and it opens its mouth, gesturing for me to come inside.
I stumble back at the sight of its mouth opening wide. A pathway lights up.
“Are you going to eat me?” I ask.
“No.”
I slowly enter the beast, and it takes off at a fast speed.
I throw myself into the pilot’s chair and clutch onto the armrests. My breathing quickens, but I try to steady myself.
"Welcome (Y/N)," the lion greets.
I raise my eyebrows and look around. "Um, hello," I respond cautiously.
"No need to be afraid," the feminine voice calmly states. I can sense a slight smile in her words. "I am the Purple Lion, the Lost Lion of Voltron. You are now my Paladin."
I blink. “What?”
“I said that—”
“I heard you just fine,” I interrupt, watching as we soar through Planet Solitaire’s atmosphere. “Wait, where are we going?”
"We are making our way to our new home: Planet Arus. As for my name, you can call me Violet."
I shake my head, frowning. "You couldn’t have done this later? I was getting ready to eat." My stomach grumbles.
I could really go for some food right about now.
Violet laughs softly. "We have a long journey ahead of us. I suggest you rest."
Chapter 2: The Purple Lion knows your Secret
Summary:
The Purple Lion flies (Y/N) to planet Arus.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
I stare out the front window, watching the stars go by. "Are we almost there?" I ask. I sigh and rest my head on my palm looking out the window with more interest. It's a peaceful thing: space. Nothing out there except a large void of emptiness with stars and planets.
Leaning back in the seat, I slowly lift the hem of my shirt. Purple bruises and shallow scratches run along my ribs where the ice predator got me. The claw marks aren't deep, but they sting with every movement. I let the shirt fall back into place with a wince. The healing pod would have taken care of this in seconds, but I don't have that luxury anymore.
"You need to take better care of yourself," Violet chides gently. Her voice resonates around the cockpit, calm yet firm, like a mother scolding a reckless child.
I roll my eyes. "Yeah, well, that's hard to do when you're being hunted by giant ice monsters and starving to death."
Violet hums in acknowledgment, her voice softening. "Your struggles are not unnoticed, (Y/N). You've endured much. But you'll find your strength again."
I huff, leaning back in the chair and crossing my arms. "Strength is overrated when you're starving."
Almost as if in response, a compartment in the console pops open, revealing a neatly wrapped package. My eyebrows shoot up as I lean forward to grab it. Unwrapping it reveals a protein bar-like object, simple but unmistakably food.
"Is this...?" I trail off, hesitating before taking a cautious bite. The taste is bland, but it's food. Real food. My body reacts immediately, and I scarf the rest of it down like I haven't eaten in weeks—which, let's be honest, I haven't.
"Consider it a small gift," Violet says. "I'll do what I can to sustain you until we reach Arus."
I swallow the last bite. "Thanks. I guess you're not as bad as I thought."
"I'll take that as a compliment," she replies with a laugh.
My thoughts wander, unbidden, back to the arena. To the sound of the crowd roaring for blood, the burn of every lash, and the ever-present fear of failing and being discarded like the others. To the prison cell I spent the majority of my life rotting in.
"Violet, why me? Why choose me to be your Paladin?"
"You ask as though you're unworthy," she replies. "But you've proven otherwise."
"I'm not a hero." My voice falters. "I'm not even whole. I'm broken."
"None of us are whole, (Y/N)." Violet's tone is kind, almost comforting. "You have the heart of a warrior, the spirit of someone who refuses to break."
I glance at the stars streaking past the cockpit window, my chest tightening. "I'm not sure I deserve this."
"Your past does not define you. The choices you make now will. And I believe you are capable of great things."
I chew on her words for a moment, unsure whether to feel inspired or terrified. The truth is, I don't know what I'm capable of anymore.
"When we do arrive, I have a favor to ask of you. You will have to hide me somewhere."
I raise an eyebrow in confusion. "Hide you? Why?"
"Yes, you must hide me. Where we are going is... complicated."
"Complicated?"
"Your ancestry also brings in certain levels of complexity."
I blink. "What do you mean?"
"Because you are half Galra, my dear paladin."
A blush slowly creeps up on my cheeks, and I sit up straighter. "You can tell?"
"Of course," Violet replies smoothly, her voice tinged with a mix of amusement and seriousness. "I could sense it the moment you entered my core. Your energy, your essence—it carries the unmistakable trace of the Galra. But it is not something to be ashamed of."
I shift uncomfortably in my seat, avoiding her words. "It's not exactly something I'm proud of either."
"Your lineage does not dictate who you are," she says gently. "You are not your father, nor are you bound by his choices."
I'm silent for a moment. It's hard to believe her. "You sound like you've been waiting for me," I finally say, trying to deflect.
"In a way, I have. Voltron has always sought out those with untapped potential, those whose hearts burn with the desire to protect and fight for something greater. You were not chosen by chance, (Y/N). You are the one I have been waiting for."
"What happens when we get to Arus?" I ask, my voice barely above a whisper. "What's so complicated about it?"
"I have been lost for a long time, and my presence will raise questions—questions you may not be ready to answer."
"You mean about me," I say flatly.
"Yes." She hesitates for a moment before continuing. "There are those who may judge you unfairly because of your Galra heritage. They will not see what I see. You must be prepared for that."
I let out a bitter laugh. "Perfect."
"They will learn," Violet says firmly. "They will see your strength, your resolve, and your heart. But until then, caution is necessary. You must hide me and stay out of sight until the time is right."
"Hide a giant glowing robot lion?" I scoff. "Sure, that'll be easy."
Violet chuckles softly. "I have faith in you."
I shake my head, leaning back in the chair again. The ache in my ribs is a dull throb now. "This is insane," I mutter. "All of it."
"Insane, perhaps," Violet agrees, "but necessary. The universe is on the brink of something far greater than you or I. And you have a role to play in it. You must also be patient with the Princess of Altea."
"The Princess of Altea?" I ask. "Why?"
"Because Emperor Zarkon killed her father."
"Oh." I run a hand through my hair, my shoulder slumping.
We slowly start our descent, and I see a bright blue planet with organically shaped green spots. Blue bodies of water dominate much of its surface, and shades of green, brown, and white are also spread across the surface.
What is this planet?
"This is Earth," Violet says as if answering my question. "Your future teammates come from here."
My eyes widen. "They're Earthlings?"
"Yes. All five."
"It looks beautiful."
I sigh glumly, looking down and frowning.
Guess I won't be seeing Earth up close any time soon.
|••••••••••|
"How do you know all this?" I ask.
We've been traveling for a while now. None of the constellations or planets look familiar.
"I have a lot of knowledge when it comes to Voltron."
"But what is Voltron?"
Violet pauses. "How do you not know Voltron?"
I tilt my head to the side. "My education didn't exactly consist of magic robotic lions."
She sighs, a soft sound. "I suppose you are right." Violet pauses again. "Very well. Let us have a brief history lesson. Once upon a time, there was a trans-reality comet that crashed into Planet Diabazaal over 10,000 years ago a—"
"Wait." My hands clench on the armrests and I sit up abruptly. "10,000 years ago?!"
"Please refrain from interrupting me. As I was saying, over 10,000 years ago, this comet carried a unique material with extraordinary properties. The Alteans, a people gifted in alchemy and technology, forged it into five robotic lions. These lions, when united, form Voltron—a weapon of unmatched power and a symbol of peace."
I blink, trying to process this. "Have I been in cryostasis for 10,000 years?"
What? Is Father still alive? Is Haggar still alive? Doubtful. Someone has to have killed them by now.
I blink again.
Stars above, maybe I really am free.
I pause.
Wait. Is Lotor still alive?
"And the creation of these lions was made possible by quintessence."
"Stars above," I whisper, not fully processing her words. I am wholeheartedly shocked.
"There are five main Lions. The Green Lion's Paladin is inquisitive in nature, always observant and curious. The Yellow Lion's Paladin is earnest and strong-willed, believing that true strength comes from unity and love. The Blue Lion's Paladin is free-spirited with an unrealized potential for greatness. The Red Lion's Paladin is stubborn and determined, relying on their instinct and skills to guide them through. And the Black Lion's Paladin is charismatic, heroic, and a natural leader."
Pause.
I shake my head and rub a finger on my temple.
Huh?
"Violet, stop." My voice cracks. "Stop." My head is spinning with everything Violet has told me. Robotic lions, ancient wars, quintessence, and Voltron—none of it makes sense.
Violet falls silent, and the hum of the ship fills the space around me. I press my palms into my eyes, willing myself to breathe and sort through the chaos in my mind.
"Why are you telling me all this?" I finally whisper. "What am I supposed to do with any of it?"
"Because, (Y/N), you must understand what you are becoming a part of," Violet says gently. "You have been chosen for a purpose larger than yourself. The universe teeters on the brink of war, and Voltron is the key to tipping the balance. You, as my Paladin, are vital to this fight."
A bitter laugh escapes me before I can stop it. "Me? Vital? I'm a wreck. I can barely fight, and my ribs are bruised to hell and back. You picked the wrong person, Violet."
"The wrong person?" Her voice shifts, growing firmer now. "You are alive despite the horrors of your past. You have the mark of a warrior."
I glare out at the stars streaking past. "I didn't ask to be a warrior. I don't want any of this."
"No one ever truly asks for destiny," she replies quietly, "but it finds us all the same. You are more capable than you realize."
My hands clench into fists against the armrests, anger, and frustration bubbling up inside me like a storm. "And the Purple Lion's Paladin? What is their trait?"
Violet is silent for a moment, and I can feel the weight of her hesitation before she speaks. "The Purple Lion's Paladin is resilient—a survivor. They endure. They do what is necessary."
I scoff bitterly, shaking my head. "Survivor? That's just a pretty word for someone who knows how to suffer."
"Endurance is more than just survival," Violet counters softly. "It's the ability to carry on, to adapt, to keep moving forward despite the odds. You embody that, (Y/N), whether you see it or not."
"And why aren't you a main lion?"
"I was created last using a different, experimental strand of quintessence. I am a final resort."
"Meaning?"
"I only enter Voltron's formation if the universe is in dire need of me." She clears her throat and it jolts me. "We are approaching Arus."
My attention snaps back to the window. Through the streaks of stars, a planet comes into view—beautiful and vibrant, yet oddly serene. Its surface glimmers with oceans of deep blue and a large, sprawling green landscape. White clouds swirl like delicate wisps of paint across its atmosphere.
"Arus..." I breathe out.
"It is here that your journey will truly begin," Violet says. "There, you will meet others like yourself—lost, unsure, yet destined for something greater. But for now, we must be cautious. As I mentioned, my presence will raise questions."
"Right," I mutter, pulling myself together. "Hide the giant glowing lion. Easy."
"You have a talent for sarcasm, (Y/N)."
I snort softly despite myself. "It's one of my only talents."
The lion dips lower, and the planet grows larger with every passing second. My heart pounds in my chest. This is it. A new world. A new beginning. And yet, all I feel is dread.
As the atmosphere swallows us, Violet's voice softens. "Whatever happens next, know that I am with you. You are not alone."
"Thanks, Violet," I murmur, staring at the world below.
Arus grows closer, its beauty almost blinding against the cold darkness of space.
Violet soars down into a cave near a big castle. The castle is mainly white, with light blue stripes glowing along its sides. A large white bridge leads up to it. Outside of the cave, I see a Blue Lion with little specks in front of it. They appear to be moving.
I climb out of Violet and take off my helmet. I inhale deeply and can smell the sweet scent of nature. A smile grows on my face as I take in all the greenery around me.
I turn my gaze back to Violet. For some reason, I feel that my connection to this robotic lion is something more.
I may be her paladin, but I feel like she's not telling me something. Like she's purposely hiding something from me. And I intend to find out what it is, even if I may risk being a paladin.
Chapter 3: Meeting the Paladins
Summary:
(Y/N) flies to planet Arus with Violet and meets the Paladins.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Crossing my arms, I look at the Purple Lion. "You'll really just hide out here?" I ask. "You don't even want to attempt a connection with the other Paladins?"
"I must remain unseen for now," Violet replies calmly. "Trust me, this is the best for everyone. If I do need you, we have a connection now. And if you need me, I'll come as your lion in shining armor!"
"I'm pretty sure it's Galra in shining armor."
She chuckles. "It's time for you to go and meet the other Paladins."
I glance back at the castle, watching the tiny specks that move near the Blue Lion. My curiosity burns with each passing second. Uncrossing my arms, I shrug. "Okay." Sighing, I walk forward and touch her paw. "Bye."
"Good luck, my dear Paladin," Violet says.
I exit the cave, walk uphill, and pause to admire my surroundings. A very large Altean castle is standing right before me, glittering in the sunlight. Pursing my lips, I study it. It looks like the Altean castle from the time of King Alfor's reign.
But why is it here and not Altea?
My brain strains as I rub my forehead, nearly tripping on a tree root.
Oh wait... Altea was destroyed, wasn't it?
The trees around me are thick with green foliage and wildflowers litter the lush ground below. The air around me smells unlike any I have ever smelled: crisp, rich with cleanliness, and almost sweet. It's invigorating and new, and despite the unease I feel towards Violet and Voltron, I can't help but admire the beauty of Arus.
Now why couldn't I crash land here? Why'd it have to be a damn tundra planet?
Arus is filled with color. So much color. Colors I have never seen so clearly before. Various hues of brown, green, blue, and yellow fill my vision. On the ground, beneath the thick trees, lie white and pale pink flowers, scattered all over. Their aroma is even sweeter than the air, a soft, fragrant whisper.
I can hardly believe that there is so much color out here in the universe.
I pass a large, mossy tree stump and pause for a second, eyeing it longingly. The rich green looks impossibly soft and as though on instinct, my hands feel the plush plant beneath me. It is softer than anything I have ever felt, cooler than I thought it would be.
Something moves in the greenery and I pull my hand back. A small creature with large ears and round eyes jumps from the moss.
"Oh, hello," I whisper. It glances up at me before scampering away.
The sun is shining and I pull my hair back as I trek uphill towards the bridge. Walking until I reach the castle doors, I pause and take up a fighting stance, bracing myself for any attackers. The last thing I want is some crazy middle-aged Altean man trying to kill me.
The doors open and I blink.
No alarms? Really?
I slowly step into the castle taking all of its beauty within. It is so beautiful on the inside, and light reflects across the walls. There's a bit of dust, but it's certainly a step up from where I was before.
Now this is a castle.
As I continue my stride, the castle looks as if it hasn't been used for a while. The dust continues to thicken, and it gradually gets darker the farther away I walk from the entrance. I suppress the urge to cough.
Where is everyone? And where are those Paladins Violet was talking about?
I slide my hands across the walls. They are smooth and cool to the touch.
"Hold for identity scan," a loud, robotic voice states ahead.
I flinch at the sound and soften my steps as I quietly jog to discover where the voice came from. Hiding behind a pillar, I see some kind of alien species. Some are pale, and others are shades darker, and they all have varying heights. And all of them have rounded ears.
"Why are we here? What do you want with us?" a large, muscular one asks. He is wearing a black suit and has a metallic tech arm.
The hallway lights up as the castle's computer scans them and I lean in further, trying to catch the design of the strange being's arm.
That metal arm seems Galran, but that makes no sense. He's an Earthling. How would he have gotten a Galra tech arm?
"Whoa!" they exclaim in awe.
"I guess we're going that way," the small one states.
They start making their way down the hallway and I stagger behind them, observing their every move.
Are these really the Paladins? They're so small. Are all Earthlings this small? Or am I just too used to larger beings because the Galra are naturally large?
I trail behind the Earthlings as they continue walking down the hall until they come to a stop in a large room with a control console in the center.
"Hello?" the big one with a bandana exclaims.
"Where are we?" the brown-haired one with a green jacket asks.
"It's some kind of control room," the small one with glasses replies.
Two cryopods pop up but don't open. The big one yelps and hides behind the console. I stare at him and blink.
He's so anxious, how is he going to be a Paladin?
I inch closer behind my pillar, observing the Earthlings intently. I take a moment to look at the darkened cryopods. There is a female Altean wearing a dress with white hair. Alongside her, there is an older, aged Altean man with orange hair and a mustache.
Who are they?
"Are these guys... dead?" the big one asks.
I quietly snort to myself. Have these creatures never seen healing pods before? How odd.
I lean in closer to look at the handsome one with a red jacket. He has yet to say anything and has a broody expression on his face. He looks in my direction and my eyes widen. I duck back behind the pillar, heart pounding. For a moment, I could swear he was looking for me.
Suddenly, the pods open. Water vapor clings to the air.
The female gasps. "Father!"
The Earthling with brown hair catches her.
"Hello," he says with a smirk.
"Who are you? Where am I?" she panics, looking around frantically.
"I'm Lance. And you're right here in my arms."
"Your ears."
"Yeah?"
"They're hideous. What's wrong with them?" She frowns in disgust.
"Nothing's wrong with them! They heard exactly what you said about them!" He then screams.
The princess quickly pins him down by pulling his ear, and I stare in disbelief. The big one jumps and goes to hide behind the Earthling with the metal arm. "Who are you? Where is King Alfor? What are you doing in my castle?" She gets close to his face and glares at him.
"A giant blue lion brought us here. That's all we know!" Lance strains.
"How do you have the Blue Lion?" She releases him. "What happened to its paladin? What are you all doing here? Unless... How long has it been?" She starts pacing.
"We don't know what you're talking about. Why don't you tell us who you are? Maybe we can help," the Earthling with the metal arm says.
"I am Princess Allura of Planet Altea. I've got to find out where we are and how long we've been asleep," she says. She walks to the console and presses her palms on both sides, powering it on. A blue screen appears.
"Okay, that's how that works," the small one says.
The second pod opens shortly after, revealing the mustache man. He gasps at the sight of Lance.
"E-Enemy combatants!" he shouts, stuttering while struggling to get into proper stance. He then jumps towards Lance, but he sidesteps him. The middle-aged man loses his balance and falls on the floor.
"Quiznak! You're lucky I have a case of the old 'Sleep Chamber Knees'. Otherwise, I'd grab your head like this, wrap you up like so and—One, two, three—" The middle-aged man imitates his fighting moves and snaps his fingers. "Sleepy time!"
"Well, before you did that, I'd—Hoo! Ha! Hiyah!" Lance says and does some kind of dance. "Like that."
These two share the same number of brain cells. Good to know.
I smile faintly at the foolish beings and slowly move to a different hiding place, hoping to remain unseen.
"Oh, really?! Well, how could you do that when I've already come at you with this?!" The middle-age man bends down and pretends to strike repeatedly. "Ha, ha, ha, ha-ey!"
"Man, these guys are good," the big one says.
"It can't be..." the Princess says as she stares at the console.
"What is it?" the middle-aged man asks.
"We've been asleep for 10,000 years!" she shouts. She is in complete disbelief, and her voice cracks at the end of her sentence.
I tilt my head and look down at my fingers, counting them.
Ten thousand years Altea was destroyed but I was also—oh. Violet might've rounded.
"Planet Altea and all of the planets in our solar system have been destroyed. Coran, Father is gone. Our entire civilization..." she says sadly. Her face then hardens. "Zarkon!"
He's dead. It's been way too long.
The white bangs alien looks terrified. "Zarkon?" he asks.
"He was the King of the Galra. A vile creature and enemy to all free people."
I close my eyes and exhale a soft breath. I allow myself to smile and a single tear rolls down my face. I can't believe it. Emperor Zarkon is truly dead, thank the stars. I open my eyes and I see the brooding one turning in my direction.
How does he keep finding me?
"I remember now... I was his prisoner."
My eyes nearly bulge out of my head and my breath hitches.
"He's still alive? Impossible!"
"I can't explain it, but it's true. He's searching for a super weapon called Voltron."
How is my father still alive?
"He's searching for it because he knows it's the only thing that can defeat him, and that's exactly why we must find it before he does."
|••••••••••|
"Princess, you must eat. It's been 10,000 years!" Coran says pushing a plate of food goo towards Allura. Everyone is still gathered in the room.
"I'm not hungry," she says stubbornly.
"Man, 10,000 years? That's like one thousand plus ten," Lance calculates.
I stifle a snort. Seriously? Even I know that kind of math, and I was raised in space.
"That's times ten," the brooding one in the jacket corrects.
Smart man right there.
"Whatever, dropout."
What's a dropout?
"I haven't eaten since breakfast, and I'm starving," the big one says.
"Yeah, but you've thrown up, like, five times," the small one reminds.
"Hmm... Good point." The big one then begins eating the food goo, makes a face, and continues eating. My stomach growls.
That protein bar didn't nearly fill me up.
"I can't believe your civilization created such advanced technology 10,000 years ago. It must have been an incredible place," the one with white bangs says.
"Yes, it was... but now it is gone and we're the last Alteans alive," Coran says.
"Hello," I greet nonchalantly, stepping out of my hiding place and walking towards the big one. "You don't mind, do you? I am utterly famished." I place my hand in the platter to scoop up some goo, tossing it in my mouth.
I grimace and my nose scrunches, but I continue eating.
It's very slimy.
They all stare at me in bewilderment.
Coran gasps, quickly scrambling into a fighting stance and running towards me. "Another enemy combatant!" He tries attacking me, but I easily defend myself by tripping him. He falls on the floor. I take another bite.
"What do you want from me?" Allura questions. She crosses her arms and narrows her eyes on me.
"Why do you automatically assume I want something from you? Your ego is almost as big as this guy's," I chuckle and point at Lance. I take another bite. "Can't a girl just drop by to say hi?" I help Coran up. "Sorry about that. A bruised back is probably not the best thing for a man of your age." He blushes.
"All this for what exactly?"
I turn to look at the brooding Earthling. So he does talk. "What? I'm hungry."
Lance snorts. "Who are you? Another stowaway from space? Are you following us? Because I get it—" He winks and points at me. "People just naturally gravitate toward my magnetic charm."
I roll my eyes and glance at him flatly. "Yeah, sure, let's call it that."
The brooding one steps forward, arms crossed. His eyes scrutinize me like he's trying to peel back my very existence. It's unsettling, but I meet his gaze head-on.
"Who are you? And how long have you been here?" he demands. His voice is steady and sharp, edged with mistrust.
I give him a small smile, eating more food goo. "My name is (Y/N)," I say, my mouth full. He makes a face. "And what's your name?"
He blinks, startled, and Lance snickers beside him.
Princess Allura nods and then mourns. Coran quickly rushes to her side and comforts her with an embrace. Little squeaks echo from her cryopod and four Altean Mice scatter across the room towards her.
"Looks like we're not the last, after all," she smiles and picks them up.
The Castle Ship's alarms blare, red flashing all around us, and a Galra warship appears on the screen.
I stare at the screen in disbelief and gulp.
They found me.
"A Galra battleship has set its tracker to us!" Coran shouts, clicking away on the screen.
"How did they find us?!" Allura says, shocked.
"I'm not sure, but I bet it's Keith's fault!" Lance says, giving the brooding one a side glare.
Brooding Earthling's name is Keith.
"Say whatever you've got to say to make yourself feel better... after getting us stuck on the other side of a Wormhole!" Keith clenches his hands into fists and returns the glare.
"I'LL STICK YOU IN A WORMHOLE!"
Lance leans into Keith and Keith appears ready to throw a punch. I stare at them as I continue eating, but before Keith can land a punch, the Earthling with the metal arm separates them. Lance throws his hands up in the air and Keith's shoulders slump.
"Stow it, cadets!" the Earthling shouts. "This is no time to place blame, it's time to work as a team. How long before they arrive?"
"At their speed?" Coran pulls out his fingers to calculate. "Oh, well, uh, carry the two... I'd say probably a couple of days?"
My nose scrunches as I pull out my fingers. "Really?" I ask, counting my fingers. "I think they're closer than that."
Keith blinks at our fingermath.
"Good. Let them come," Allura says. "By the time they get here, you five will have reformed Voltron, and together, we will destroy Zarkon's empire!"
The big guy burps, looking slightly embarrassed. "Sorry! Food goo."
"Princess, there are five of these Lions. How are we going to find the rest?" the Earthling with white bangs asks.
Allura gestures to us to follow her, and we all go in the Castleship's Bridge with a Crystal above. She then stands in the center.
"King Alfor connected the Lions to Allura's life force. She alone is the key to the Lions' whereabouts," Coran informs us.
She activates the computer, opening up a map of the entire universe. Stars and planets fill the room.
"Whoa!" we all say in awe.
This is incredible.
"These are... coordinates. The Black Lion looks like it's in the same location as the Blue Lion," the small one says.
"Look at your primitive synapses firing away in their little brain cage!" Coran shouts excitedly.
"Very observant. That's because the Black Lion is in the Castle," Allura states.
"To keep the Black Lion out of Zarkon's hands, King Alfor locked it in the Castle. It can only be freed if the other four Lions are present."
"As you have found, the Lions choose their pilots. It is a mystical bond and cannot be forced. The quintessence of the pilot is mirrored in his Lion. Together, they form something greater than science can explain."
Allura sends the Black Lion hologram towards the man with white bangs.
"The Black Lion is the decisive head of Voltron. It will take a pilot who is a born leader and in control at all times, someone whose men will follow without hesitation. That is why, Shiro, you will pilot the Black Lion."
Okay, Shiro. When did we establish each other's names? I must have missed them while I was hiding.
Allura moves the Green Lion's hologram towards the small one with glasses.
"The Green Lion has an inquisitive personality and needs a pilot of intellect and daring. Pidge, you will pilot the Green Lion. The Blue Lion—"
And that one is Pidge.
"—Whope, hold up, let me guess: Takes the most handsome slash best pilot of the bunch?" Lance flirts.
"Oh great," I mutter sarcastically, rolling my eyes. "Just what everyone needs to deal with right now."
Allura looks annoyed at Lance and then continues. Lance winks at me.
"The... Yellow Lion is caring and kind." Allura sends the hologram Yellow Lion towards the big man. "Its pilot is one who puts the needs of others above his own. His heart must be mighty. As the leg of Voltron, you will lift the team up and hold them together." Hunk questionably points to himself.
Food goo Earthling is Hunk.
"The Red Lion is temperamental and the most difficult to master. It's faster and more agile than the others, but also more unstable. Its pilot needs to be someone who relies more on instincts than skill alone. Keith, you will fly the Red Lion."
"What? This guy?" Lance asks as he glares at Keith. Keith then returns the glare.
I snort at both of them. "Unbelievable," I mutter.
"And what's your problem?" Keith retorts, shifting his glare at me.
I purse my lips, turning my attention back to Allura.
"Unfortunately," Allura continues, "I cannot locate the Red Lion's coordinates yet. There must be something wrong with the Castle. After 10,000 years, it... might need some work."
"Don't worry, we'll find it soon. They don't call me 'The Coranic' for nothing. It's because it sounds like 'mechanic'. So... Coranic, mechanic. It's not—It doesn't sound... exactly like it. It's similar," Coran smiles.
I look at Coran, and he looks at me as if he's waiting for a reply. Blinking, I give a hesitant nod. "Yeah, I guess they sound similar," I respond with a small smile.
The hologram Lions roar and charge together, forming Voltron.
"Wow," I say as I watch them in awe.
"Once all the Lions are united, you will form Voltron, the most powerful warrior ever known, the Defender of the Universe," Allura cheers.
"Awesome!" Lance shouts.
Hunk nods. "Yeah."
"Really, really cool."
"Wait. Okay, we're going to be in there and flying Lions. Got that part. How do Lions turn into legs? Also, is this going to be a long trip? Because I have to pee. Do you people pee?"
"What about her?" Keith asks, looking me up and down.
"Checking me out, huh? Do you like me that much mullet?" I say sarcastically.
He huffs, a frown evident on his face. "What do we do with her?"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"There are only five lions and you popped up out of nowhere. What if you're our enemy?"
I scoff incredulously. "I am not your enemy. You wanna take Emperor Zarkon down, I want to take Emperor Zarkon down. I know a lot more than you're giving me credit for."
"What do you mean, (Y/N)?" Allura asks. She looks more intently at me.
"Oh." Frowning, I look at her and my fingers subconsciously trace the faint scars that cover my hands. "Um, I was... I was a prisoner aboard Emperor Zarkon's ship."
"You don't need to explain." Shiro puts his hand on my shoulder, and a wave of understanding passes between us. He looks around the room. "We don't have much time, so we should split up to find the lions. Pidge and I will go after the Green Lion. Lance, you take Hunk and get the yellow one. Keith, you stay here with (Y/N). If you locate that Red Lion, go get it."
Keith opens his mouth to argue, but nothing comes out. I look over at him.
"In the meantime, I'll get this Castle's defenses ready. They'll be surely needed," Allura says.
"I'll ready a pod a-and load in the coordinates so that you can reach the Green Lion," Coran replies, springing out of the room.
The two teams take off, Lance with Hunk in the Blue Lion and Shiro with Pidge in a flight pod. Allura readies herself to open a wormhole with the Castle Ship's power.
"We can only keep the wormholes that lead to the other Lions open for two of your Earth hours, so you'll have to be quick about your work. The good news is that, according to my readings, both planets are relatively peaceful. So, if you do get stuck, they could be relaxing places to live out the rest of your lives. Enjoy the trip!" Allura cheers and sends them off.
"Wait—" Pidge yells.
"Wait! What? No! OK—!" Lance screams.
"I did not receive the memo on this," Hunk yells, frustrated.
Keith and I are the only remaining ones in the room. I take a step closer to him.
"We could get to know each other if you want," I suggest to Keith, smiling as I look up at him. "Maybe we could be friends? Or, at the very least, establish some sort of mutual understanding."
"Whatever," he mutters and leaves me.
He's so closed off, I love it.
And with that, a thoughtful smile appears on my face. I watch his retreating figure and turn to look out the windows.
I like this guy.
Chapter 4: Form Voltron!
Summary:
The Paladins of Voltron form Voltron for the first time and face Sendak.
(Y/N) sees her first sunset :)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Why does Keith kind of smell?
I continue staring out the window, taking in the greenery with a small frown.
If the Galra are coming, this planet is done for. I can’t even imagine the technology they were able to come up with after 10,000 years. Are they truly as bloodthirsty as they were prior to my cryostasis?
I sigh.
They’re probably worse.
Turning away from the window, Coran appears through the door. Keith is still missing.
What am I going to do now?
I walk up to Coran. "Do you need help with anything?”
He looks at me and smiles. "No, no! The Coranic is fully capable of maintaining this fine castle.”
“Oh.”
I look at the four Altean mice and they squeak as they run towards Allura.
Coran looks at me again, pushing me out of the control room. “Go on now, (Y/N).”
I have two Earth hours that I need to waste. How long is an Earth hour? Maybe I should explore the castle?
I allow Coran to push me out of the control room and spin on my heel, walking down the hallway. As I walk, I pass by portraits hanging on the walls. They appear to be the Altean royal family lineage. I stop walking at the most recent family portrait. It’s a family of three: King Alfor, Queen Melenor, and a young Princess Allura. Their smiles are bright and King Alfor is holding the two of them tightly.
I stare at them and as I do, my heart feels heavy.
Is this what a happy family looks like?
Swallowing hard, I step closer to study King Alfor’s smile.
Father never smiled at me like that. Nothing I did was ever good enough. I am not good enough.
Closing my eyes, I touch the portrait softly, stroking the dried paint streaks with my fingers.
Could Lotor still be alive? I can’t believe it’s been so long. Stars above, how much I miss my older brother. I miss him so much.
I turn away from the portrait and form my hand into a fist as I continue down the hallway, bitterness slowly creeping into my heart.
I'm a halfbreed, a weak link to the Galra name. I have evil blood coursing through my veins. I'm the daughter of a monster... I am a monster. Everyone disappears. Everyone leaves me eventually.
I blink away any tears and sigh.
I am not a monster. I need to stop spiraling.
I open a door and peek inside. It's a training room. Naturally, I go inside. It looks like it was untouched for thousands of years. Dust covers the entire area and I cough a bit after inhaling too much dust.
I scavenge around, looking for some sort of weapon. I find a dusty sword and start twirling it around in my hands. The faint reflection of light shimmers in my eyes. I blow the dust off the sword, and it stings my eyes.
Staring down at the sword, a smile spreads on my lips. I close my eyes and practice the fighting sequence that’s been drilled into me since I was a girl. Despite the trauma of the fighting rings, something is calming about the traditional Galra sword movements. Not everything has to be a constant battle.
I missed this. I feel like me again.
I set the sword gently down on a bench. I swat the dust from my eyes and start looking for some cleaning supplies.
Time to get to work.
|••••••••••|
"Training Level Four complete," the robotic voice says.
I pant and grab a towel. My heart is pounding, and sweat drips from my hairline. I start patting my face dry. I pick up the new, clean clothes and undergarments I found in the locker room and walk to the bathroom.
I go into the bathroom and wash the sweat off my face. Pulling the clothes I escaped from the Galra Empire with, I am left standing naked in the cold tiled room before a large mirror. I stare at myself, my eyes trailing over all of the imperfections. The tips of my fingers trace the worst of my scars and my eyes linger on the wound from the ice creature from Planet Solitaire. My fingers pause at the bruises on my ribs, a mix of purple and sickly blue.
I force myself to look away and walk to one of the showers, turning it on. The hot water fills the bathroom with steam, and I grit my teeth at the stinging of the hot water on my battered body. Closing my eyes, I allow the warmth to envelop me, washing myself clean.
|••••••••••|
"Paladins, please hurry back! I can't hold the wormhole much longer!" I hear Allura shout in the hallway of the command room.
I enter the room, and Keith approaches me. "Where were you?" he asks, analyzing me. He looks me up and down. “Are those new clothes?”
"Training," I simply reply. "I, for one, like being prepared.” I smile at him. “And I took a shower.”
"Whatever," he utters, rolling his eyes.
"Do you have a relationship with that word or something?" I tilt my head in confusion.
He looks down at me, and I can tell he's amused, even though he’s trying to hide it. "Huh?"
I laugh softly. "You say ‘whatever’ a lot."
"No, I don't."
I gape at him. "Yes, you do. I suggested we should be friends, and you said whatever. And just now you replied with whatever again." I cross my arms and stare at him with my eyebrows raised. “Whatever, dropout." I wink at him.
His face turns a light shade of red, and his expression hardens. "Did you just pull a Lance on me?"
"I believe I did," I say sweetly before walking towards Allura. Just then, the four Paladins walk in.
"You made it!" Allura says, looking rather cheerful.
"Yeah, just barely. That was a nightmare. I almost puked out there. I felt like Hunk!" Lance exclaims exasperatedly.
"Poor you," I snort.
"Think how I felt. I am Hunk." Hunk looks at Lance, shaking his head.
"Yeah...we had a tough time, too," Pidge says.
Shiro stifles a chuckle and the two of them share a knowing smile.
"Did we find the Red Lion yet?" Shiro asks.
"Allura just located it. There's a bit of good news and bad news. The good news is, the Red Lion's nearby. The bad news is, it's onboard that Galra ship now orbiting Arus. But wait, good news again. We're Arus!" Coran cheers.
"Yes!" I say as I fistbump the air.
"They're here already?" Shiro facepalms.
"Yes. Guess my calculations were a bit off. Finger counting—I-It's more of an art than a science. Hmm?" Coran explains.
"Why are you so happy?" Hunk asks me, breaking up my short-lived victory.
"Because now we get to fight some Galra,” I say, smirking.
A video transmission overtakes the Castle's screen and Commander Sendak appears.
"Princess Allura, this is Commander Sendak of the Galra Empire. I come on behalf of Emperor Zarkon, Lord of the Known Universe. I am here to confiscate the Lions. Turn them over to me, or I will destroy your planet.” The transmission ends.
I stare at the screen with my mouth wide open. I quickly close it and shake my head.
Are you actually quiznaking kidding me? He is still alive, too?
"All right, let's not panic," Shiro says calmly.
"Not panic? Th-The scary purple alien thing is driving his battleship toward us. We only have four Lions!" Hunk panics.
"Technically, only three working Lions," Pidge corrects.
"That's right. Thank you, Pidge. Three working Lions an-and a Castle that's, like, 10,000 years old."
"A-Actually, it's 10,600 years old. You see, it was built by my grandfather—" Coran starts.
"Thanks, Coran. Thank you for that. See? Now is the perfect time to panic!" Hunk yells.
"Wait! This Castle has a particle barrier we can activate," Allura says.
"Girl, you've already activated my par—" Lance flirts.
"—Lance!" Shiro yells, stopping Lance.
“Now is not the time!” I slap my hand across my head at his attempts.
"The particle barrier won't hold Sendak's ion cannon forever. The Galra technology must have advanced since we fought them last," Coran says looking a little pale.
"Panic now?" Hunk asks.
"No. We've just got to figure out our plan of action, aaand... figure it out quickly," Shiro says.
"I say we pop through a wormhole and live to fight another day," Lance says.
"I second that. Yes. I mean, we tried to find all the Lions, right? We gave it the old college try," Hunk states.
I look up at him, confused. "What's college?" I ask.
He tilts his head. "You know, like school?"
"Oh."
Do Earthlings not have Dayaks?
"Couldn't do it, we couldn’t find all the lions." he continues. "We only have three. We can't form Voltron. I mean, I guess we could form a... snake? Or a worm! To go through that hole, Lance, that you were talking about."
Lance nods. "Then, it's settled. Allura, you ride with me," Lance smirks. "One of you take the old guy."
Coran seethes and glares at Lance as if he's an idiot.
"We can't just abandon Arus. The Galra will keep destroying planets and capturing prisoners until we stop them," Pidge pushes.
I nod in agreement. "We can’t let Commander Sendak destroy this planet. We need to fight back.”
"Okay. If we run, then maybe Sendak will follow us and leave this planet alone, like when we left Earth. We form the snake-worm thingamajig, and we—hiss out of here." Hunk says, making his arm a snake.
"Sendak could destroy the planet and then come after us anyway. Staying is our only option," Keith explains, pointing to us. "(Y/N) and Pidge are right."
"Here's an option: shut your Quiznak," Lance counters.
Keith’s eyes narrow. "I don't think you're using that word correctly."
"What do you know, Mullet?"
"We're staying."
"Leaving!"
"Staying!" Pidge yells, butting into Keith and Lance's verbal fight.
"Snake!" Hunk yells.
"Quit it!" I shout.
"Guys, stop!” Shiro yells. The Paladins break apart and cross their arms, glaring at one another. I shake my head in disbelief. “Princess Allura, these are your Lions. You've dealt with the Galra Empire before. You know what we're facing better than any of us. What do you think is the best course of action?"
"I... I-I don't know," she says sadly.
"Perhaps your father can help," Coran says, looking at her.
"My father?"
Coran and Allura step out, leaving me with two idiot paladins.
"You two are so childish," I say, rolling my eyes.
"Oh, if you saw me n—" Lance begins.
I pull him by the collar and glare him down. "Lance. If you finish that sentence, I will make sure you won't be doing anything with that for the rest of your short life."
His eyes widen and he gulps. “N-never mind.”
Leaning in, I narrow my eyes. "Good." I let him go.
"Are you somehow related to Keith because you two both seem to be short temper-" Hunk starts. I glare at him. "N-Never mind."
“Earthlings,” I mumble.
"I like you!" Pidge beams. "You're tough." I smile at Pidge.
Keith crosses his arms and looks at me. "Earthlings? Was us all being human not obvious enough for you?"
My lips form a straight line, and I look at him unamused. "Sorry, are people from Earth not Earthlings? Did you miss the part when I literally said I was a prisoner on a Galra ship?" I flatly ask. "Where the hell do you think I was raised, Keith? A college?”
Lance puts his finger up but thinks better about it. Keith’s brows furrow. “ Humans are raised in houses.”
I press my palm to my forehead. “You mean to tell me that none of you were raised on a ship?” I look around the room, and they all shake their heads.
“You are really strange.”
I shoot Keith another glare. “I am not strange.”
Allura returns with Coran. "You five Paladins were brought here for a reason. The Voltron Lions are meant to be piloted by you and you alone. We must fight and keep fighting until we defeat Zarkon. It is our destiny. Voltron is the universe's only hope. We are the universe's only hope," she strongly says.
"We're with you, Princess," Shiro replies.
|••••••••••|
Allura brings us to the armory where multiple pieces of Paladin armor are.
"Your suits of armor," Allura smiles.
"Cool!" Lance says, looking at them.
"Outstanding," Shiro says in awe.
"Nice," Keith simply says.
"Oh, neat!" Pidge beams.
Hunk starts comparing his body with that of his suit, doubting he will fit. "Hmm... Mmm... hmm."
"Don't make such a fuss, Hunk." I smile at him. "It'll fit."
"Princess, are you sure about this? They aren't exactly the best and brightest the universe has to offer," Coran questions.
"No, but they're all we've got," Allura says, looking optimistic.
"Boys, it's time to suit up!" Shiro says.
The Paladins put on their armor.
I stare at them as they reemerge. "You five actually look like a team,” I say.
Coran walks up beside me. "We'll find something for you, too."
“Thanks.”
Allura walks over to a table and touches it. "The Bayard is the traditional weapon of the Paladins of Voltron. It takes a distinct shape for each Paladin,” she says.
The Paladins receive their Bayards and Hunk’s transforms into a large gun. Keith’s becomes a sword and shield. Lance’s becomes a gun and Pidge's becomes a small grappling hook with a knife head.
I stare at the weapons. I wish I had one.
"Aw, you got a cute little bayard," Lance coos.
Pidge then strikes Lance, and he is electrocuted.
"Yeah, it is pretty cute."
I snort at Lance’s body on the floor and walk up to him, gently kicking his side. “You still alive, Lance?” I ask. “I’d be happy to become the Blue Lion’s Paladin.”
“What?!” Lance shrieks. “No!”
Hunk helps him up.
"Shiro, I'm afraid your Bayard was lost with its Paladin," Allura says sadly.
"I guess I'll just have to make do," Shiro says with a small smile.
|••••••••••|
"You'll need to retrieve the Red Lion from Sendak's ship," Allura tells Keith the moment we return to the bridge of the Castle Ship.
"That's a... pretty big ship. How are we gonna know where the Red Lion is?" Keith asks, staring at the screen.
"Oh, it's not a matter of 'we'. It's a matter of 'you'," Pidge corrects.
"Pidge is right. Once we get you in, you'll be able to feel its presence and track it down," Hunk says.
"Yeah. You know how you felt that crazy energy while we were in the desert?" Lance asks.
"Yeah. You made fun of me for that," Keith mutters.
"And I'm proud of that, but turns out it's exactly like that mumbo-jumbo."
"Keith, remember, the Red Lion is extremely temperamental. You'll have to earn its respect," Allura says.
I raise my eyebrow, peering over at Keith.
Will this work?
Shiro places a hand on Keith’s shoulder. "All right. Here's our plan of attack," he states. "The Galra Empire knows about the Blue and Yellow Lion, but they don't know we have the Green Lion, too. Hunk, Lance, you'll act as a decoy by pretending to give yourselves up. While Sendak is distracted, Keith, Pidge, and I will sneak onto the ship in the Green Lion. Keith and I will find the Red Lion while Pidge guards our exit. (Y/N) will have to stay here with Coran and Princess Allura. Hunk, Lance, find some way to take down that ion cannon."
"Sounds like a plan."
|••••••••••|
LANCE: "Pidge, what's your ETA?"
PIDGE: "We're in."
(Y/N): "Be careful, guys."
KEITH: "We'll try to be."
HUNK: "What's that thing?"
LANCE: "I think that's our signal to get out of here!"
(Y/N): "Hunk! Lance! What's happening?"
HUNK: "They're shooting at us!"
LANCE: "Hunk, you dismantle the ion cannon while I take these jerks on a space ride!"
HUNK: "Ten-four!"
SHIRO: "I've been here before. After I was taken by the Galra cruiser off Kerberos, they brought us here."
That explains Shiro’s arm.
PIDGE: "So, that means your other crewmembers, they might be held captive here. We... We've got to rescue them."
SHIRO: "Pidge, we don't have time. We have to get the Red Lion and get back to Arus."
PIDGE: "But we can't just leave prisoners here!"
SHIRO: "Look, no one understands that more than me, but in war, we have to make hard choices. Now, let's get moving."
PIDGE: "No! Commander Holt is my father. He and my brother were the ones on the Kerberos Mission with you."
Coran freezes and he and Allura exchange a look. I scratch the side of my head.
When did this turn into a finding family mission?
SHIRO: "Commander Holt is your father?"
PIDGE: "Yes. I've been searching everywhere for him and my brother. And I'm not going to give up looking when I'm this close. I won't!"
(Y/N): “Sorry to interrupt, but our priority is the Red Lion.”
SHIRO: "I'm coming with you, Pidge."
KEITH: "What?"
SHIRO: "I remember where the prisoners are held. Keith, you go find the Red Lion."
KEITH: "By myself?"
SHIRO: "Minor change of plans. You'll be fine. Just remember, patience yields focus."
I pinch the bridge of my nose. (Y/N): "You're making Keith go by himself?"
KEITH: “What’s that supposed to mean, (Y/N)? You think I can’t handle it?”
(Y/N): "No..?"
SHIRO: "So—Run!"
KEITH: "Great. Now, which way?"
(Y/N): "You okay, Keith?"
KEITH: "Peachy."
What's a peachy?
(Y/N): “Well, where are you?”
KEITH: “In the Galra ship.”
I blink and huff out a sigh. (Y/N): “Keith, are—”
HUNK: "What the quiznak? What is that? A force field?"
These Earthlings are so damn hopeless.
(Y/N): "Hunk, just shoot at it a bunch of times. That’ll weaken it."
"Particle barrier up!" Allura shouts from behind me.
I turn to look out the window. The particle barrier almost activates but fails.
"Is that what's supposed to happen?" Coran asks.
"Why isn't it working?" I ask.
Allura and Coran look inside the Castle Ship's systems through a small hole.
"All the barrier crystals are out of alignment," Coran sighs.
"We have to fix it immediately. Without the particle barrier, we'll be defenseless," Allura says with a small frown.
I turn my attention back to the sky, trying to see what’s going on.
(Y/N): “How is everyone?”
LANCE: “Fine!”
HUNK: “Trying not to die!”
"We're all too big. What can we do?" Coran asks.
The Altean Mice run inside the small hole, squeaking.
"The mice!" Allura exclaims.
"How do they know how to do this?"
"I can hear them talking to me. I think our minds are connected. It must be from sharing the sleep pod for 10,000 years."
The Altean Mice put the crystals back in alignment.
"Thank you, friends." Allura smiles.
Coran starts staring intensely at the Altean Mice.
"Coran, what are you doing?" Allura asks.
"I'm trying to get them to make me a sandwich.”
Grunts of annoyance crackle in the comm. KEITH: “You gotta be kidding me!” He groans quietly. “Patience yields focus. Gotcha!"
(Y/N): "Got who?"
KEITH: “Your nose, (Y/N). Honestly, who do you think?”
I cross my hands and glare at the cruiser. I sniff and use my index finger to check that my nose is still on my face. (Y/N): “Keith, you are a rude, rude man. And I still have my nose.” I want to crush him like the little grandvei he is.
SHIRO: "That thing saw us. We should get out of here."
PIDGE: "Wait. I think this might come in handy. Now, I'll just reset the controls... and it's working for us! I'm going to call you Rover. Follow me! Open up."
SHIRO: "Excellent, Pidge."
PIDGE: "Dad?"
SHIRO: "Don't be afraid. We're here to help you escape."
I hear quiet voices.
SHIRO: "Wh... What did you call me?"
PIDGE: "We don't have much time."
SHIRO: "Let's get to the escape pods. Let's go. Come on!"
(Y/N): “Can we bring the focus back?”
LANCE: "Whoa-ho-ho! Yeah, buddy! This is way more fun without Hunk's barfing!"
KEITH: "Bingo. Let's get out of here. Open up. It's me. Keith. Your buddy. It's me! Keeeeeeiiiiith, your—I. AM. YOUR. PALADIN!"
(Y/N): "Keith, your lion is not a four-year-old child."
Keith huffs into the comms. KEITH: "Come on, Red Lion! I'm bonding with you! Hey! Come on! We're connected! You're not getting this lion!"
I huff in frustration. (Y/N): "Why couldn’t I be the Red Paladin?" Keith’s shouts and groans echo through the comms and I blink. Several times.
KEITH: "Good kitty. Let's roll."
Coran turns to look at me and chuckles. I roll my eyes and turn my head away to hide the blush that’s crept up on my cheeks.
PIDGE: "Hurry!"
SENTRY: "Halt!"
PIDGE: "Shiro? Shiro, what's wrong?!"
"Thank you, Shiro," I hear something say.
SHIRO: "Wait! How do you...?"
PIDGE: "Shiro, that was amazing! Where did you learn to fight with that?"
SHIRO: "No idea."
HUNK: "Come on, just break, you stupid thing! Score one for Hunk! You guys made it!"
PIDGE: "Kitty Rose has left the stage!"
LANCE: "Let's get the heck out of here!"
HUNK: "I hope I stopped that cannon. I could barely make a dent in it!"
|••••••••••|
“Whoa,” I whisper.
Coran smiles as he pushes the suit closer to me. “Now you and Princess Allura match.”
I take in suit and smile faintly at the purple accents. “This is awesome.” My eyes connect with his. “Thank you, Coran.”
He smiles and pats the top of my head. “Oh, look!”
Turning around, Allura has her hands clasped together, waiting for the Black Lion to be released. A few ticks later, it opens.
SHIRO: “I’m in.”
The Castle Ship's alarms blare, red lights flash and the warning screen flickers on.
"Oh, quiznak!" Coran exclaims, running up to the computer.
I blink at the fast-approaching fleet. “I thought you guys damaged the fleet,” I say.
"Sendak is entering the Arusian atmosphere. We need Voltron now!" Allura commands.
The Paladins fly the lions out and I gasp as I see the ion cannon charge, sending a strong purple laser blast to the Castle Ship. The entire structure rumbles and I cower, gripping the edges of the console to hold myself steady.
HUNK: "Man, those Galra guys repair things fast."
CORAN: "The barrier gets weaker with every blast. Once that shield goes down, the Castle will be defenseless."
ALLURA: "I can give you cover with the Castle defenses for a while, but you have to form Voltron now, or we'll all be destroyed!"
HUNK: "Jeez, no pressure."
A second blast from the ion cannon hits, weakening the barrier. Everything shakes.
(Y/N): “Form quiznaking Voltron already!”
SHIRO: "Listen up, Team Voltron! The only way to succeed is to give it all you've got! This looks bad, but we can do this! Are you with me?"
HUNK: "I'm nodding. Is everyone else nodding?"
LANCE, PIDGE, and KEITH: "Yes."
SHIRO: "Let's do this!"
(Y/N): "Good luck, guys."
The Lions run forward and exit the barrier under heavy fire from Galra fighter jets. I run towards the window, pressing my palms against the glass.
LANCE: "Uh, how?"
SHIRO: "Good question. Does anyone have any ideas of how to form Voltron?"
HUNK: "I don't see a 'Combine Into Giant Robot' button anywhere on my dashboard."
I stare at the running lions in disbelief. (Y/N): "Why aren’t you in the air?”
The Galra fighter jets bombard the lions with attacks.
KEITH: "All I feel is us getting hit!"
(Y/N): “Then stop getting hit.”
I hear grumbling. KEITH: “Stop talking, (Y/N). It’s not helping.”
PIDGE: "This is insane! Can't they just cease-fire for one minute so we can figure this out? Is that too much to ask? How are we supposed to feel it when all I feel is us about to die?!"
Pidge loses her temper and attacks the fighter jets, destroying two. Keith fires the Red Lion's tail cannon to destroy two more.
KEITH: "We've got to do something."
HUNK: "Combine!"
Hunk slams the Yellow Lion into the Red Lion, knocking it over.
KEITH: "Hey!"
HUNK: "Okay, that didn't work."
(Y/N): "I'd laugh if our lives weren't in jeopardy."
ALLURA: "Quickly, Paladins! Our energy levels are getting low!"
SHIRO: "Maybe if we fly in formation, we'll just combine. Take off on my cue. One, two, three, Voltron!"
I watch out the window as the lions take flight. (Y/N): “Finally! Someone with some sense!”
KEITH: "Here we go!"
LANCE: "Come on, come on!"
SHIRO: "Nothing's happening."
LANCE: "Hey, w-wait, wait, wait! I feel something!"
HUNK: "I do, too. I feel it. It's like we're all being pulled in the same direction!"
SHIRO: "Uh, guys, I think I know why. Look up."
(Y/N): "You five are getting sucked in the tractor beam!"
LANCE: "What the cheese?"
PIDGE: "Sendak's ship is sucking us in like a black hole!"
The warship blasts the Castle of Lions particle barrier, destroying it.
"Argh!" I groan as I crash into a wall. It’s solid against me, and I feel my bones crushing. Before I can fully recover, I feel another collision as Allura crashes into me, adding to the chaos of the moment. “Oh, come on,” I mutter. Allura struggles to get up and then tumbles again. I push myself up against the wall, trying to ignore the sharp pain coursing through my body. I help Allura up.
SHIRO: "Oh, no!"
HUNK: "I-I don't care what you say, Shiro. I'm panicking now!"
Hunk starts screaming, as usual.
(Y/N): “Hunk, stop screaming!”
PIDGE: "It can't end here!"
LANCE: "This is it!"
KEITH: "It's been an honor flying with you boys."
(Y/N): “If you five don’t pull it together, so help me, I—”
HUNK: "Oh, no!"
SHIRO: "No! We can do this. We have to believe in ourselves. We can't give up. We are the universe's only hope. Everyone is relying on us. We can't fail! We won't fail! If we work together, we'll win together!"
ALL: "Yeah!"
The Paladins unite and form Voltron. I run to the window, my eyes wide. (Y/N): “Stars above, you actually did it!”
Coran yelps and runs, hugging Allura.
KEITH: "I can't believe it!"
PIDGE: "We formed Voltron!"
HUNK: "I'm a leg!"
LANCE: "How are we doing this?"
SHIRO: "I don't know, but let's get that cannon!"
I stare out the window as Voltron destroys the ship. It explodes in a huge ball of fire.
Good riddance, Commander Sendak.
|••••••••••|
Allura, Coran, and I run out of the Castle Ship. I’m now in the armor Coran gave me. Hunk is lying on the ground, Pidge is panting, Lance is taking off his helmet, Keith’s shoulders are drooped, and Shiro is running up the stairs.
"Good work, Paladins!" Allura congratulates.
"You five were amazing back there," I say with a wide grin. “Really waited until the last possible second, but you did it.”
"Thanks, pretty ladies," Lance smiles.
“Of course, pretty boy.” I give him a wry smirk.
"We did it," Shiro says with a small smile.
"Heck yeah, we did," Keith says, taking his helmet off.
"How did we do it?"
"I was just, like, screaming the whole time. Maybe that did it," Hunk says.
Snorting, I shake my head. “Yeah, Hunk, that definitely did it.”
I turn to Pidge, who looks disappointed.
"We're not going to stop searching until we find your brother and father. Wherever they are, I know they'd be proud of you," Shiro says, resting a comforting hand on Pidge’s shoulder. She offers him a small smile.
Poor girl, it’s hard not knowing what is of your brother.
"We won the battle, but the war has only just begun. I'm afraid Zarkon will not stop until he gets these Lions," Allura sighs sadly.
"Good thing you Paladins know what you're doing because you're going to have to form Voltron again and again," Coran says.
"Totally—Wait, what?" Hunk says, looking pale.
"We barely survived forming Voltron this one time!" Lance groans.
"And you only had to fight one ship. Wait until you have to fight a whole fleet of them! It's not going to be easy being the Defenders of the Universe," Coran smiles.
“Oh yeah, you five are going to be amazing Defenders of the Universe,” I mutter, rolling my eyes and crossing my arms. “Maybe if they weren’t panicking every five seconds.”
We all take a look up at the five massive lions. The sun reflects on them, making them appear beautiful.
"Defenders of the Universe, huh? That's got a nice ring to it," Shiro smiles.
They pair up. Shiro and Pidge walk alongside one another, Coran and Allura walk back into the Castle Ship, and Hunk and Lance chase each other.
Keith walks to stand next to me and looks down at me, his eyes with a hint of disdain. "Well, I guess we can check 'expert wall-bouncer' off the bucket list," he remarks dryly. “Sorry, do you know what a bucket list is?”
“Yes, I do,” I reply. I pause for a moment and roll my eyes. “Whatever, Mullet.”
The corner of his eyes crinkle. “That’s it?”
I sigh. “Why am I an 'expert wall-bouncer'?”
He points to my forehead. “You have a bump forming.”
I touch my head and look up at him. “You are an aggravating person to be around.”
My feet move on their own accord, and I sit on the stairs, lifting my gaze, drawn upward by something unfamiliar yet magnetic.
Keith follows, sitting down beside me. “What’s wrong?” he asks as he tilts his head.
I manage to tear my eyes away from the sky long enough to meet his, but the sky beckons me again, and I find myself helpless to resist its call. My breath catches in my throat as I take in the view above. "Nothing," I murmur, the words barely more than a breath, carried away on the wind. The awe in my voice betrays me, revealing the wonder that has seized hold of me. "I just… I’ve never seen anything like this before."
“Never seen…” His voice trails off as he follows my gaze. “You mean a sunset?”
“A sunset,” I whisper, testing the word on my lips. It feels unfamiliar, almost magical, as it rolls off my tongue. My eyes continue looking up at the colors, the warmth, the gentle fading of day into night in a daze—it’s all so surreal. The brilliance of the colors is overwhelming in its beauty. The sky is ablaze with orange, pink, and purple hues blending together in a masterpiece that feels too perfect to be real.
We sit until the warmth of the sun begins to fade, the sky's vibrant colors deepening into richer shades of crimson and violet. The first stars start to peek through the twilight, tiny pinpricks of light that seem to pulse with life. Tears well in my eyes as I look up in awe.
“You really haven’t seen one before, have you?” Keith asks, his voice quiet.
“No, never,” I admit, my voice carrying a note of wonder. “All I’ve ever seen are stars.”
Keith’s gaze is fixed on the horizon as the colors melt into one another. Something about the fading light playing across his features makes him seem softer, almost gentle, and I catch myself staring at him.
“Y’know,” Keith begins, his voice low and thoughtful, “when I was a kid, I used to sneak out to watch the sunset. Didn’t matter how many times I saw it—it always felt like… like something was ending, but at the same time, something new was about to begin.”
“It’s beautiful,” I say, looking back at the sky.
Keith glances at me. “Yeah,” he murmurs. “It is.”
I close my eyes for a moment, letting the cool breeze brush against my skin.
When I open them again, Keith is still watching me.
“What?” I ask, a little self-conscious under his gaze.
He shakes his head, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Nothing.”
Chapter 5: Training Day
Summary:
The Paladins of Voltron train with Coran and (Y/N).
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
"(Y/N)." Violet's voice rings in my head. It echoes repeatedly and progressively gets louder. "Come to me."
My eyes open slowly. I remain lying on my back and stare at the ceiling. It's dark in my room despite it being all white. The only light in the room emits from the light blue accent lighting along the walls. Princess Allura gave each of the Paladins and me our own living quarters. Down the hallway where I am, the other Paladins are fast asleep. The room across mine is Keith's.
My room has a bed pushed against the wall, but I am currently on the floor. I attempted to sleep on the bed, but it was too comfortable. I have not slept in a bed since I was sixteen years old, and even before then, my beds were never as soft as this Altean one. The moment I went to sit on the mattress, I melted into it. It was too plush for my liking, so I grabbed my pillow and went flat on my back.
"(Y/N)." Violet's voice rings in my head, firmer this time. "Now."
I groan as I get up from the floor. My back aches, and I stretch my limbs. I rub the temple of my head and trudge outside of the Castle Ship. The sun is shining, and it is barely morning. The sky is an array of blue, pink, orange, and purple. I look up at the sky in awe.
Is this a sunrise? It's just as beautiful as a sunset.
I slow my pace as I near the cave where Violet is hiding, careful not to trip on the terrain. The cave is a long walk from the Castle Ship. Violet is in the dark, deep within the cave.
"What?" I ask, my voice laced with irritation.
"Good morning," she purrs.
I sigh and sit down on a boulder. It's cold, and it sends shivers down my spine. "Why did you wake me up?"
A soft chuckle emits from her. "I am sorry, my dear. I just wanted to check in on you and see how you were doing."
I nod and pick at my fingers. I look up at her and sigh. "I'm fine. I have a good idea of who these Paladins are. The Alteans are predictable, as well."
A moment of silence passes between us. "I worry that you might be a little reserved with them, considering your upbringing."
I rest my head on my palms. "I cannot bring myself to trust them just yet."
She sighs. "I understand your hesitancy. In time, I hope you can trust them more."
I shrug. "Maybe in time." We stay in silence once more. "Anything else?"
"That was all I wanted to talk about."
My mouth forms into a line. "I thought we had some sort of long-distance connection."
I feel her smile. "I like being able to see you."
I stand up and stretch. "In the future, please don't wake me up so early."
|••••••••••|
I jog back into the Castle Ship and alarms blare as I approach the bridge. I roll my eyes and cover my ears. Upon entering the room, Allura and Coran wave to me.
"Good morning!" I shout over the alarms. "What's going on?"
Allura holds a microphone up to her mouth. "Everybody up! Zarkon's attacking! The Castle's about to be destroyed! Go, go, go! We need Voltron now! Hurry! We can't survive much longer!"
I look at her, confused, and then look out the window. There is absolutely nothing out there.
Attacking where?
Walking up to them, Allura turns to me and smiles. "Good morning, (Y/N)."
Coran shakes his hand and gestures toward the microphone. "Yes, good morning. I hope your first night was well." He shifts his focus to Allura. "You've got to sell it a little bit more." Coran clears his throat. "Oh, no! Allura is dead! Aaaah!It'ss horrible! Her head fell off! Wait! What? Her severed head is trying to speak to me! What is it, Allura's head? What are your final words?" He bawls. "Ahh! They've gotten to (Y/N) too!"
The blaring alarms stop and the Paladins enter the bridge. Most of them look dead on the inside.
Pidge looks a little tired as she wipes her eyes and puts on her glasses. Hunk looks a little dazed, not fully aware of what is happening, and dressed in his pajamas. Keith looks a little angrier than usual and stands with his arms crossed, and he is dressed in his regular clothes. Shiro is the only one who does not look completely taken aback by the alarms, dressed in his Paladin armor and ready for battle.
Keith glares at me. I put my hands up and wave as I walk to his side.
"Good morning, Keith," I grin. He stays silent, his glare becoming more menacing. My grin drops, and my lips form a straight line. "Will you please stop looking at me like that?" His gaze remains unmoved. "I guess you're not a morning person, either."
He huffs and rolls his eyes before turning his attention to Coran and Allura.
"Coran..." Allura says, looking a bit irritated.
"Oh, yes, Princess, I'm listening," Coran weeps.
"It's over."
"Oh, I know! Uaaaagh! If only Voltron had been formed..." Coran then looks up and sees the four Paladins. "—Oh! Time!" he says, stopping a timer.
"I guess this isn't an actual attack," Shiro says, raising an eyebrow.
"Nope," I say with a tired sigh.
"And it's good that it wasn't because it took you... Coran?" Allura asks, gesturing to Coran. She looks really frustrated.
"Seventy-five degrees. Oh, sorry. No, this is a meat thermometer," Coran smiles.
Allura sighs. "However long it was, it was too long. You must always be ready to do battle with Zarkon. Look at you!" She gestures to me. "(Y/N) was the only one here on time. She doesn't even pilot a lion!" She puts her hand across her forehead, rubbing at the tension there. "Only Shiro is in uniform. Keith, Pidge, Hunk, where are your Bayards? And where is Lance?"
As if on cue, Lance enters the bridge with a loud yawn and looks well-rested. He is wearing a pair of Altean pajamas, and blue lion slippers, his face glowing, and holds a cup in his hand.
"Morning, princess." I wink as Lance walks towards us.
Lance smiles at my greeting. "Good morning, everybody. What's going on?" He yawns and then proceeds to take a sip from his cup.
"Coran and I have been up for hours getting the Castle back in order. We had to run a test on the alarms and decided to test you as well. Guess which one failed?" Allura asks.
I make a gesture pointing to the Paladins.
"Hey!" Hunk yawns. "You got to sleep for 10,000 years, man. Monday night, I was on Earth. Now, I've flown through space, fought some evil alien named Zarkon, and eaten goo in some weird Castle. That's a lot to process in, uh... I don't know. What day is today?"
"It's the third quintant of the Spicolian movement. Hump day!" Coran says excitedly.
"—It's a lot to process."
"It's only Wednesday?" Keith asks exasperated.
"You must understand the stakes of our mission". Allura brings up a map of the universe from the Castle Ship's computer and displays the number of distress beacons they've received. My throat bobs. "Over the last 10,000 years, the Castle picked up distress beacons from the following locations. So, we have to assume that Zarkon has conquered almost the entire known universe," she continues. Allura moves the map to the Milky Way.
"Whoa," I whisper as I study the areas that Emperor Zarkon has conquered.
When I left, he hadn't conquered nearly as much. We had the planets we conquered before the destruction of Daibazaal and the few dozen Emperor Zarkon conquered during my time in the Empire. His influence has outstretched significantly.
"Earth is here. An attack on your planet is inevitable," Allura says, zooming in.
I stare at Earth and then at the Central Command fleet. My head tilts slightly as my eyes trace back to the remains of Daibazaal. The distance between the two planets is jarring.
How did my mother get captured by the Galra?
"Oh no..." Hunk says, looking worried and sad as he stares at the map.
"Exactly." Allura powers off the projection. "Our mission is to free all those planets. Coran and I are getting the Castle ready to leave Arus. You must learn to form Voltron during that time so we can begin fighting Zarkon."
"The Princess is right. Let's get to our Lions and start training," Shiro commands.
"Wait." Pidge turns to look up at Shiro. "But I want to talk to the prisoners we rescued from the Galra ship."
"Ah, negative, Number Six." I give Coran a confused look. "I have you all ranked by height, okay?" He turns his focus back to Pidge. "The prisoners must remain in the cryo-replenishers until tomorrow."
"That's right. Now, get to your Lions," Allura directs.
The Paladins head to their Lions, and I sit on the floor playing with the mice. I stroke their soft fur with my index finger, looking out the window and waiting.
HUNK: "Whoa, whoa, whoa. What's going on? What's going...?"
I hear a loud thump, and the mice jump into my lap. "It's okay," I whisper, holding them close, "I'll protect you."
HUNK: "Aw, come on. You've got to be kidding me."
(Y/N): "Hunk, it's been ten minutes already. What's taking so long?"
LANCE: "Should someone go in after him?"
A flash of yellow appears and the Yellow Lion finally arrives, going near the others. I point the Lion out to the mice, and they start squeaking. A tiny one climbs to the top of my head, and I snort as the other three follow.
HUNK: "Hey, sorry, everybody. Seriously, though, can't they park these things, like, a little closer to the bridge?"
SHIRO: "All right, guys. Let's just fly in tight formation until we're totally in sync."
ALLURA: "Feel the bond with your Lions and your fellow pilots until five become one unit and you form Voltron!"
The Lions take off, flying in sync.
Coran comes up to me, handing me a large serving of food goo and I smile, holding it close as I watch the Lions flying in circles. Handing some goo to the mice, we sit there for a long while.
|••••••••••|
HUNK: "Whoo... Am I the only one who's still pretending to be excited?"
Sighing, I put the book in my hands down, focusing my attention back on the Paladins.
SHIRO: "Clearly, this isn't working. Let's settle down for a little bit."
KEITH: "Maybe we should be building Voltron from the ground up."
SHIRO: "What do you mean?"
KEITH: "I mean, let's try literally building Voltron, like, stacking on top of each other."
LANCE: "Like a cheerleader pyramid?"
KEITH: "You got a better idea?"
SHIRO: "It's worth a try."
I snort as I watch the Paladins stack their Lions on top of each other. (Y/N): "I doubt this will work, Keith."
KEITH: "Oh be quiet, will ya."
My lips purse. (Y/N): "I'd rather not be quiet, thank you very much."
SHIRO: "Hunk, what are you doing?"
HUNK: "What do you mean?"
SHIRO: "You're supposed to be the leg, over there."
HUNK: "What? No. No, no, no. I'm pretty sure that when we did it last time, I was the head. Right?"
(Y/N): "No."
LANCE: "You yelled, 'I'm a leg!'"
HUNK: "Yeah, I was yelling a lot of things."
KEITH: "Shiro's the head."
HUNK: "All the time?"
(Y/N): "Yes..?" I turn to look at Allura and she nods. "Yes, Hunk."
SHIRO: "Let's just try it my way for now."
(Y/N): "Just let Shiro be on top."
HUNK: "Okay, but next time I call head."
I pinch the bridge of my nose. (Y/N): "Hunk, the order can't change."
The Paladins stack the Lions properly, Shiro carefully hovering the Black Lion above the others until it stands on top of them.
SHIRO: "Okay. Arms and legs... and I'll form the head. Feel the bonds with your Lions. Now, channel your energy into forming Voltron. Focus... Focus..."
I stare out the window with curiosity. Nothing happens. (Y/N): "I don't think you're focusing enough." I try suppressing my laugh, but it goes through the comms anyway.
Keith sighs through the comms. KEITH: "(Y/N), maybe if you spent less time mocking and more time helping, we'd get somewhere."
(Y/N): "Keith, I don't pilot a Lion. I'm already doing my part by being the audience and boosting morale."
PIDGE: "If that's boosting morale, I'd hate to see what dragging it down looks like."
SHIRO: "Okay, everyone, let's regroup. Clearly, this isn't working. Let's go back to the Castle and re-evaluate."
LANCE: "Wait, wait! I have an idea. What if we dance the Lions into formation? Like a choreographed move! It's all about rhythm, right?"
HUNK: "You know, that's actually not the worst idea. Plus, I could use a good groove session."
KEITH: "Yeah, because dancing is going to save the universe."
LANCE: "Hey, don't knock it 'til you try it, Keith. You might learn something about rhythm. Or fun."
PIDGE: "Let's just focus on the pyramid."
SHIRO: "Is everyone bonding and focusing?"
LANCE: "Why was this so much easier before?"
Shiro sighs. SHIRO: "Let's take a break."
ALLURA: "Sorry to interrupt, but I may be able to help. Yesterday, you weren't able to form Voltron until you were in the heat of battle."
PIDGE: "Yeah."
LANCE: "I'm listening."
SHIRO: "You're right."
KEITH: "Yeah, I guess."
ALLURA: "Perfect. Because I need to run a diagnostic test on all of the Castle's defenses. This should help!"
The Castle of Lion fires blasts from its particle barrier, bombarding the Lions and I jump up, staring at the Paladins fleeing with a wide smile.
LANCE: "Okay, go, go!"
KEITH: "Allura, what the hell are you doing?!"
(Y/N): "Now this is fun!" I laugh at the sight of the paladins scrambling not to get hit.
ALLURA: "Running a diagnostic test on the Castle defenses and inspiring you! I believe in you, Paladins! Let fear be your guide! Form Voltron!"
Blasts continue hitting the Lions and I'm laughing so hard that I clutch my stomach. Allura stands at the controls clapping her hands and waiting with a hopeful smile.
LANCE: "Oh, forget this! I'm heading back to the Castle!"
The Blue Lion runs away from the other four. (Y/N): "Lance, what are you doing?"
LANCE: "Surviving."
He pilots the Blue Lion towards the Castle Ship, dodging the attacks, but is thrown back by the particle barrier, sending Blue spiraling down the hill.
HUNK: "Please stop! Please! Have mercy on us!"
ALLURA: "You think Zarkon is going to have mercy on you? He's probably on his way right now to destroy us all!"
I turn to Allura and she presses a button on the Castle Ship's computer screen and walks away.
COMPUTER: "Auto-lock-on engaged."
|••••••••••|
We're gathered in the Castle's lounge, a room filled with a sunken semi-circle couch. The four Paladins that are here look exhausted. Hunk is leaning back, Lance is slumped with his feet dangling down, Keith has his arms crossed, Pidge is huddled into a ball, and I sit on the floor in between Keith and Pidge.
What can I say? It's comfy.
Keith huffs as he looks at me.
"What?" I ask, meeting his glare with a raised eyebrow. "Don't look at me like that. You're the ones who couldn't form Voltron. Cheerleader pyramid? Seriously?"
"It was a good idea," he mutters, crossing his arms tighter. "You just couldn't resist making fun of it."
Pidge stifles a laugh beside me, but Keith's glare shifts to her, and she quickly adjusts her glasses, pretending to be serious.
The door slides open and Allura and Coran enter, their eyes trained on the small devices in their hands. "Are we at full power on condenser number five yet?" she asks Coran.
"No, still just 84 percent," he tells her.
Allura looks up with a smile as she notices the Paladins. "You did it! You formed Voltron!"
"No," Keith says, looking at her. "The shooting stopped, and the particle barrier shut down, so we just flew in."
Her face falls into an annoyed glare. "What?"
"Oh, right. Uh, sorry, Princess. I had to turn off the Castle defenses to test the fire suppressors," Coran says.
Shiro enters the room from a different door. "What are you guys doing in here?" He places his hands on his hips. "We're not taking a break."
"Shiro's right. You should be training," Allura agrees.
I look at the four Paladins with a slight frown before glancing at Shiro and Allura. "Breaks are a good thing," I chime in. "You shouldn't overexert them."
Hunk groans. "We've been training. When are we going back to Earth?" he asks.
Pidge sits up and leans against the backs of her knees. "I'm not going back until I find my family," she says.
"Guys, there won't be an Earth if we don't figure out how to fight Zarkon," Shiro says.
"How are we going to fight? We can't even figure out how to form Voltron," Lance groans.
"Well, I'm not surprised," Coran says. "You know, the original Paladins fought hundreds of battles together, side-by-side. They were like a pack of Yalmors linked at the ears." He pulls at his ears.
"Wow. Yeah, that's definitely not us." Lance throws himself back against the couch, staring up at the ceiling.
They all look so hopeless and I scoot closer to Lance, resting my hands beside him before pursing my lips and placing a gentle hand on his. "It'll be okay," I say, attempting to be encouraging.
Coran sighs. "During the last attack, your survival instincts forced you to work as a team, but that will only get you so far. You'll have to become a real team to have any chance of forming Voltron and then beating Zarkon next time. You should try working out on the Training Deck."
Hunk raises an eyebrow. "There's a Training Deck?" he asks.
I quickly nod, my head snapping back to look at him. "Yes! It's so cool, there are drones and robots and simulations. It took me a while to clean it all up, but I think I got up to Level Four?"
Allura blinks at me, shock coloring her features. "You've already passed a few levels and cleaned up?" she asks.
I shrug, placing my hands back in my lap to keep them from trembling. "Training helps me clear my mind."
It's why I'm still alive.
"It sounds like you know what you're doing then," Shiro says with a reassuring smile.
I frown. "That's one way of putting it."
|••••••••••|
"I'm ready," I say, cracking my knuckles. Forming my hands into fists, I stride towards the entrance of the training deck, and Coran yanks me back, grabbing the collar of my armor.
"Not you, (Y/N). Only the paladins."
My shoulders slump. "But I like training."
Coran gives me a small smile, leading me up a staircase. "You're going to like this more. Trust me."
We enter a room that overlooks the training deck and Coran hands me a microphone. I stare at it for a moment before fumbling to put it on.
He clears his throat to check his microphone and I watch as the Paladins form a circular formation.
CORAN: "Two, two, one, two. Okay, listen up, guys. The Paladin code demands that you put your team members' safety above your own. A swarm of drones is about to attack. It's up to each of you to do everything you can to protect the other members of your team."
I walk up to the window. (Y/N): "Just don't get hit and you'll be fine."
The sequence of drones starts, and the team tries to defend each other, but their positioning is off. Keith and Pidge form shields.
"Wait, wait, wait. What's going on—Whoa!" Hunk yells, then forms a shield. "Did you guys get one of these?"
Shiro and Lance form shields, too.
"Get ready," Shiro says as he gets in position. They all huddle near each other.
The Altean drones fire lasers. Hunk dodges and ducks, but Pidge is struck, dropping into a hole that opens up underfoot. My eyes widen as I look back at Coran.
Where did she go?
CORAN: "Protect your teammates, or no one will be there to protect you!"
Hunk cowers and is hit, sending him dropping next. The remaining three back up and shield themselves. Lance almost gets struck.
(Y/N): "Get ready!"
CORAN: "Time to increase intensity."
The drone fire becomes rapid.
"You keeping up over there, Keith?" Lance asks.
"Just concentrate on keeping me safe," Keith says, clearly irritated.
Lance scoffs. "Me? I own this drill. You're the one who needs to concentrate."
I pinch the bridge of my nose. (Y/N): "Stop bickering and focus."
The drones fire at their heads. Shiro and Keith dodge, but Lance is distracted and does not. He lifts his foot to avoid being shot, and Keith is shot instead, disappearing into the hole with a loud yelp. Lance tries to defend Shiro but is struck himself, sending him into the hole. Shiro turns around, distracted, and gets struck.
They all failed.
I slap my hand across my forehead, a loud sigh leaving my lips.
Coran facepalms, mumbling to himself, "We're so quiznaked."
Nodding in agreement, I help him set up the next simulation: an invisible maze. Lance is up first.
CORAN: "To form Voltron, you must trust in each other. This ancient Paladin maze will teach you that trust. Your teammate can see the walls, but you cannot. So, listen carefully. You'll get a slight shock if you touch the walls."
"Wait. Who's guiding me through?" Lance asks, sounding irritated.
I walk next to Keith, handing him a microphone. He takes it and stares at the map in concentration.
KEITH: "Take two steps forward."
"Oh, no. Not Keith. Why does he get to be the man on the mic?"
I sigh. (Y/N): "Lance, it's okay. Try to focus."
CORAN: "Now, just sit tight, Lance. You'll get your turn."
Keith presses his lips in a tight line. KEITH: "Like I said, take two steps forward, turn right, and take three steps in that direction."
Lance only turns right and hits a wall, getting shocked. "You did that on purpose!" he shouts.
KEITH: "You're not listening."
"You said, 'Turn right.'"
His eyes twitch in frustration and he rolls them. KEITH: "But, before that, I said, 'Take two steps forward.'"
(Y/N): "Two steps forward, turn right, and take three steps in that direction."
"Two steps—" Lance steps in the wrong direction and gets shocked again. He jumps and stomps his feet on the floor. "That's it! We're switching places right now!"
"Someone's on their big girl thing," I whisper to Coran. He chuckles and shakes his head.
|••••••••••|
The next test requires the team to fly their Lions.
CORAN: "You'll never be able to form Voltron unless each of you has a strong bond with his Lion."
I furrow my brow and tilt my head as I watch the Lions outside in the sky.
Is Pidge... not a girl? She smells female.
"No problem. Me and Blue are best buds for life, for real," Lance says confidently.
I snort.
Sure you are, Lance, sure you are.
CORAN: "Perfect! Then you won't have any issues with this exercise. Everyone, put your Lions into a nose dive! This is an expert-level drill that you really shouldn't attempt until you've been flying for years, but, uh, we're in a bit of a rush, so here we go." He pulls up a screen. "Activating training helmets!"
Lance screams. "Coran, what's happening?! I can't see!"
CORAN: "You must learn to see through your Lions' eyes. The goal is to pull up right before you crash into the ground. Feel what the Lion feels!"
"Mine feels scared!" Hunk shouts. He panics and pulls out of the dive right away.
(Y/N): "Hunk!"
"You still going, Keith?" Lance asks.
"You know it. You?" he answers.
"Going? I'm speeding up!" Lance speeds up his dive.
"Oh, yeah?" Keith speeds up his dive.
My mouth hangs open. "Quiznaking fools," I mutter. Coran sighs behind me.
"Must be getting close."
"Must be."
"You getting scared?"
"I'm not scared!" Keith growls.
My shoulders slump as I watch the two of them crash into the ground with their Lions half-buried. The Blue Lion loosens, rolling away.
Of course, that happened.
"Ow..." Lance groans. "I win."
(Y/N): "This wasn't a competition." I sigh. "You both crashed."
"Wow, really? I didn't realize," Keith replies.
(Y/N): "If it was a competition, though, Keith won. Red crashed first."
Lance whines. "Whose side are you on?"
Shiro and Pidge are still in a nose-dive.
"What was that noise? Did they crash?" Pidge panics. She pulls out of the dive but hits a cliff.
Shiro remains in a dive and pulls out of the dive in the last second. He flies through several rocky areas and is the only one to complete the task successfully. "I think I'm getting this," he says.
CORAN: "Excellent, Shiro!"
(Y/N): "Good work!"
Coran and I both cheer.
I clear my throat, putting every ounce of authority in my voice as I speak. (Y/N): "Reconvene in the training deck."
"Yes, ma'am," they all respond.
|••••••••••|
The Paladins sit in a circle in the Training Deck with special headsets on. I sip on a juice pouch, spinning myself in one of the chairs in the room overlooking the deck.
CORAN: "Now, the most important part of Paladin training is melding your minds and focusing on one thing: Voltron. Everything else has to fade away. This technique will be essential every time you form Voltron."
A screen depicting the Paladins' thoughts appears before each one. Keith thinks of some kind of house. Lance thinks of people who look like his family. Hunk thinks of food. Pidge thinks of a photograph with a male and female standing next to each other and smiling. I lean closer to try and get a clearer look, but the image is obscured. Shiro thinks of some kind of mission.
CORAN: "So, relax and open your mind. There should be no walls or secrets between Paladins. Come on, everyone, clear everything. Now, focus on forming your Lion."
The Paladins, except Pidge, form their images into their respective Lions and move towards the center to form Voltron.
CORAN: "Bring your Lions together a-and form Voltron. Keep your minds open, and work together. Good! Keep focusing! Only one to go!"
A few moments pass, and the Green Lion still has not appeared. Pidge's mental image remains static-filled.
Keith peeks one eye open and opens them fully, looking at Pidge with mild irritation. "Pidge, stop thinking of your girlfriend," he snaps.
Pidge's mental image disappears, and she crosses her arms, glaring at Keith. "I wasn't! Hunk was rooting around in my head!"
Hunk opens his eyes with a frown. "I-I thought we were open. You can look in my headhole."
(Y/N): "Inhale, exhale, and focus."
CORAN: "Everyone has to be able to look in everyone's headholes! Clear your minds!"
The Paladins try again. This time, Pidge is able to manifest the Green Lion. The mental Lions move together.
(Y/N): "Good! Almost there."
The mental Lions begin forming a mental Voltron.
CORAN: "Now, form Voltron. Yes!"
The Green Lion attaches to the mental Voltron but becomes the same static-filled image as before.
Lance opens his eyes and crosses his arms. "Pidge!" he snaps.
Pidge huffs in frustration and throws the headset off, standing up. "I'm done with this! Look, I don't like everyone grubbing around in my head!"
"Oh, come on, Pidge. We're starting to get the hang of this," Shiro says.
Her shoulders slump. "I'm just... I'm just tired, okay?"
Shiro frowns. "Okay. Let's take a break."
"It's about time!" Lance yells. He takes his headset off and jumps to his feet, stretching.
I grab extra juice pouches and rush down the stairs, entering the training deck. I hand a pouch to each Paladin. Hunk and Lance lean on each other, sipping happily, Pidge quietly sips, and Keith has a small smile as I hand him one. Grabbing a couple more for myself, I sit with my legs crossed in between Shiro and Keith, handing Shiro his own pouch.
Shiro inspects it confused.
Looking at him, I sip on the straw. "It's just juice."
"You have been working hard. Maybe it's time to relax a little," Coran says, sitting down beside us and I hand him a juice pouch.
Allura enters the training deck blinking at us. The four mice are on her shoulders and she puts her hands on her hips. "What are you doing lying around?" she asks, her voice sharp. "You're supposed to be training!"
"Just resting a bit. Y-You know, you can't push too hard."
Keith gives me a look and then looks back at Allura, sipping his pouch with a blank expression.
"What do you mean, 'can't push too hard'? Get up, you lazy lumps! It's time you faced the Gladiator!"
"Can't we finish our juice first?" I mumble, grabbing my fourth juice pouch of the day. I poke the straw through and sip it all down in a matter of a few seconds.
Keith watches me, raising an eyebrow.
I stare back at him. "What?" I ask. "This stuff is good."
|••••••••••|
The Paladins stand in the middle of the Training Deck with their Bayards.
CORAN: "In order to defeat the Gladiator, five paladins must fight as one."
The Gladiator robot drops from the ceiling, wielding a polearm staff.
I watch the robot and nod.
Ah okay, it's called The Gladiator.
Hunk starts firing his bayard at the robot, but the shots go towards Keith and he has to raise his shield to protect himself. "Hmm? Whoa!" Hunk panics as the robot trips him, sending him flying onto his back. The Gladiator electrocutes him with the tip of its staff.
Pidge fights the robot next, but it strikes her head, sending her to Hunk. Lance raises his bayard and shoots at The Gladiator, but meets the same fate, being tossed into Keith and leaving them both sprawled on the floor.
Shiro is the only one remaining and powers on his robotic arm. The Gladiator rushes to Shiro, and he freezes. Keith launches himself from the floor to block The Gladiator's attack on Shiro with his sword. Shiro stares at the floor in a panic.
I blink, realization dawning on me. I've seen that look on his face before—it's the kind of look that only appears when you're thinking back on something painful and frightening. I know that because I do it too.
I throw my microphone onto a table and run out of the room, down the stairs, and into the training deck.
"Shiro, are you okay?" Keith asks.
Shiro doesn't respond, still staring blankly at the floor before The Gladiator knocks Keith into him, sending them both to the floor. The Gladiator powers off and Allura approaches them.
I jog to them, lowering myself onto my knees. "Shiro?" I ask quietly. "Shiro, are you alright?"
His eyes flicker, the glassy look still lingering in his gaze. His breathing is shallow, but his pulse is still steady. I place my hand on his shoulder, gently trying to rouse him from his daze. "Shiro, you're safe. Are you okay?"
His head slowly lifts, and for a moment, I see a flash of confusion before recognition dawns on him. "I... I'm fine," he mutters, his voice hoarse, almost apologetic.
Keith, still groaning beside us, pushes himself up and brushes dust off his armor. He frowns as he gazes at Shiro. "Are you sure?"
Shiro pulls himself upright with a grunt, shaking his head. "I'm fine. Just got a little too... distracted."
"That combat simulator was set at a level fit for an Altean child!" Allura yells, unaware of the situation at hand. "You're not even close to working as a team, let alone ready to face Zarkon!" She pinches the bridge of her nose. "(Y/N), would you like to show them how it's done?"
I stare at her with wide eyes. "Me?" I frown and look around at the Paladins. "Can't Coran do it? I do not like fighting in front of a crowd."
Her arms cross tighter around her chest. "You said you made it to level four."
I gulp and nod. I pick at my fingers and stare at The Gladiator for a moment before inhaling deeply. "Okay, I can do it."
She smiles and gives me a thumbs-up. "Thank you. Follow me, Paladins."
They all leave, and I stand alone in the middle of the ring.
ALLURA: "This will be the same level as before. Ready (Y/N)?"
I nod and crack my knuckles. I grit my teeth and stare at The Gladiator, closing my eyes to take another deep breath. Feeling the vibrations of The Gladiator powering up, my hands start shaking and my hands tighten into fists so tight that my knuckles turn right.
I open my eyes right in time to move out of its way as it jabs its staff towards me, blocking all of its blows.
KEITH: "Shouldn't we have given her a weapon or something..."
The Gladiator's staff hits me in my gut, and I groan but keep my feet planted. I narrow my eyes and quickly kick it, jumping across the wall as I take hold of the staff, trying to grab it for myself. It throws me off and comes again, faster this time, twirling its staff, but I thrust myself towards it, grabbing the staff from its hands. I flip in the air, bouncing off the wall, and swing its staff at its head.
The Gladiator falls to the ground and powers down.
CORAN: "Good job, (Y/N)!" His applause crackles through the microphone.
I drop to my knees and softly pant. I look down at the staff; blood is dripping off it. I throw it out of my hands, and it clatters to the floor. I look around the room, my heart is racing. I can hear the crowd cheering as I frantically get up. My legs hobble, and when I look behind me, there lies the beast I fought against. It's disfigured, its limbs cut away from its body and its eyes bulging out of its head.
"I'm sorry," I whisper, my voice cracking as I stare at the beast in horror.
Pain runs through my body and I look down at myself, holding my hand against my stomach. There's blood gushing out. I look at my arms, and they're covered in cuts, and blood trickles down them.
I'm not a monster. I'm not a monster. I'm not a monster.
I close my eyes and shake my head, bile rising in my throat. When I open my eyes, the team is staring at me with shock. I force my body not to tremble and the training deck is the training deck again. My breathing comes in short bursts and I walk to a wall.
"Now, if only (Y/N) was a Paladin," Allura snaps, looking at the team. "Then maybe there would be hope."
Lance wraps his arm around me, and I flinch. "Please do not touch me," I force out. I clench my hands into fists to stop them from shaking out of control.
Lance puts his hand up and walks back. "Oh, sorry," he apologizes.
Keith looks at me with a concerned expression. I look up at him blankly.
"Not bad," he whispers as I stand beside him.
"Thanks," I reply, my voice flat. I look at the Training Deck and frown. My hands cannot seem to stop trembling. I put them behind my back, pursing my lips.
I don't ever want to go back into those fighting rings.
|••••••••••|
We all sit in the dining hall: me, Pidge, Keith, Lance, Hunk, and Shiro. I stare at the food goo, my stomach rumbling, and reach out to poke it.
Coran stands at the head of the table, his hands clasped behind his back. "Ahoy, young Paladins!" he says. "I've whipped up a big batch of focusing food. After this meal, you'll be forming Voltron six times a movement and twice on the astral conflux!"
"Smells great, Coran," Shiro says with a small smile. "Thanks."
I smile at the plate of goo, reaching out to grab a spork. Coran pulls out a remote and presses a button, handcuffing all of us together. My eyes widen, my mouth hanging open.
"Hold the phone!" Lance yells.
"I saw a lot of solid individual performances today, but you're still struggling to work as a team. So, welcome to the final bonding exercise of the day," Coran says.
"Hey!" I yell, trying to yank my hand free from Pidge's. "I'm not even a Paladin, I just want to eat!"
"This is a team bonding experience. Whether you like it or not (Y/N), you are now a part of the team!"
Hunk tries to free himself from Lance and then Shiro. Both attempts fail. "Coran," he says, pointing a sharp glare in Coran's direction. "I want you to think about what you're doing."
"Oh, this one's a classic. You get to feed each other, like a pack of Yalmors!"
"Stop it with the damn Yalmors," I snap, trying to break myself free. I push Pidge in the process.
"Hey, stop!" she exclaims.
Allura walks in and seats herself at the head of the table, angrily eating her portion of food goo.
"So not fair," I grumble, struggling to lift my spork.
Lance flings Hunk's food goo on accident.
"Ow!" Hunk whimpers.
"Sorry," Lance apologizes.
Hunk tries to eat again, but Lance's fingers end up Hunk's nose and mouth. Lance pulls away and I look at the two of them with amusement.
"Ew!" Lance exclaims, flinging the goo onto me and Pidge. "Ugh..."
Hunk pulls back Lance, causing Lance to pull Keith's hand into his plate of goo.
"Oh, nice. You defiled my food goo!" Lance whines.
"It's your fault! This is ridiculous," Keith snaps.
"Stop pulling!" Pidge shouts.
"Listen to Pidge," I say, grabbing the spork and loading a portion of goo on it. "Pidge open."
She turns her head to look at me and opens her mouth. I slowly lift the spork to her mouth and we're nearly successful, but Lance pushes Keith, causing my spork to fling at the wall. Pidge and I both turn to look at the green splatter and our shoulders droop.
Allura growls in frustration. "Do Earthlings ever stop complaining?" she mutters.
"Can't you just give us a break?" Shiro asks, looking at her. "Everyone's been working really hard today."
Keith stands abruptly and I glare at him because the action pushes me and Pidge. "Yeah!" he exclaims. "We're not some prisoners for you to toy with, like... like..."
"Like a bunch of toy prisoners!" Lance finishes.
"Yes! Thank you, Lance!"
Coran's eyes widen. "—You do not yell at the Princess!"
"Then you shouldn't have handcuffed us!" I shout.
Pidge scoffs. "Oh, the Princess of what? We're the only ones out here, and she's no Princess of ours!"
Allura flings a spoonful of goo at Pidge and I look at her with disbelief, but swipe my tongue at the goo that landed around my mouth.
What if I just put my head on the plate and eat?
"Go loose, Pidge!" Keith yells, flinging his plate at Allura.
Coran blocks the attack and tosses a huge scoop of goo all over us.
Hunk shakes his head with a smirk as he eats the goo on his face. "Oh, it's on now." He takes the entirety of his goo and throws it at Allura and Coran.
Keith looks at me and I fling my entire plate at his face with a chuckle. The goo slides off him and he's glaring, and Coran shoots a bunch at my face. I open my mouth and catch it. We're all standing and throwing goo at each other and laughing.
The fight simmers down, and Allura leans back in her chair, exhausted. "Enough!" she shouts. "Do you see what you're doing?" The Paladins are silent, but Allura smiles. "You're finally working together as one!"
"Hey, she's right." Keith smiles, looking at Lance.
"I actually don't hate you right now," Lance replies.
Hunk pulls his arm. "You guys thinking what I'm thinking?" he asks.
"Let's go form Voltron!" Shiro shouts.
"Yeah!" The Paladins cheer.
"Actually, I was thinking dessert. But, yeah! Let's do it!" Hunk cheers, throwing his hands up in the air.
Since we are still handcuffed, Hunk's cheering causes all of us to topple over each other, causing me to land in between Pidge and Keith. I lift my head and give Hunk a dry look.
He lets out an awkward chuckle. "Oops, sorry."
|••••••••••|
SHIRO: "Everyone ready to do this?"
PIDGE: "Roger that!"
LANCE: "It's on!"
KEITH: "Yes, sir!"
HUNK: "I was born ready!"
SHIRO: "Then let's go!"
PALADINS: "Yeah!"
As the Lions form Voltron, Allura, Coran, and I stand outside the Castle of Lions waiting.
My eyes widen as I look at them. "They did it!" I exclaim, jumping up and down. "Finally!"
"I told you I could get them to do it," Allura says, glancing at Coran. "They just needed a common enemy."
"It's true. Like the old proverb says, 'A man can be driven to do anything if a beautiful woman is just really, really mean to him.'" Coran sighs.
I look over at Allura and her face falls.
"And they had two beautiful women being really, really mean to them," Coran continues.
I burst out laughing, unable to hold it in any longer, and roll my eyes.
|••••••••••|
"Man, that was cool! I'm so charged up, I don't know if I'm going to be able to sleep tonight," Lance shouts, fist-bumping the air. We're all in the lounge again, now dressed out of our armor and sprawled across the couch.
"Not me. When my head hits the pillow, I'm going to be lights out," Keith says.
Hunk sinks down, sitting between Lance and Keith, placing a hand on both of their shoulders. "I just want you to know that I realized when we were in Voltron, we're brothers, man." He pulls them both into a tight hug, closing his eyes. Lance smiles but Keith looks at him confused. "You know? Like, we're totally connected. No secrets, no barriers, no nothing. Brothers all the way." Shiro glances at Pidge and places a hand on her shoulder. She smiles and pats the Altean mice on their heads. "I love you guys," Hunk says sincerely. He turns to look at me. "You too, (Y/N)."
I smile at Hunk, feeling bittersweet.
"G-forces mess with your head a little bit?"
"Yeah, maybe a little." Hunk scratches the back of his head. "I-I don't know. It's been a tough few days."
The Paladins all get up to head to bed, except Pidge.
Shiro stops and turns around. "Going to bed, Pidge?" he asks.
"In a minute," Pidge answers.
"Good work today. We're really coming together."
They all leave and Pidge frowns, pulling out the photograph she had during the mental training.
"Is that you?" I ask, sitting down beside her.
She jumps and hides the picture. "Y-You're still here?!"
I glance at the picture, pointing to the man. "Is that your brother?"
Pidge blinks. "How do you..." she trails off, carefully picking her words, "know?"
My eyes snap to hers and my mouth opens. I'm confused. "Is it supposed to be a secret?"
"No." She sighs. "It's...a long story." She glances at the picture again, tracing over the man's face. "This is my older brother. Matt." I nod and she sniffles. "I miss him and my dad so much. They've been missing for a year already." Her voice cracks and she buries her head in her palms. I hesitate before wrapping an arm across her shoulder, pulling her into a side hug.
"I know the words don't make up for losing an older brother but," I say quietly, "I'm so sorry, Pidge."
She looks up at me and wipes her tears away. "You have a brother?"
"I used to." I smile softly, remembering Lotor.
"What happened to him?"
"I don't know," I admit, my heart breaking a little. "It's been years."
Pidge nods. "It's the worst, isn't it?" Her eyes glisten. "Not knowing what happened to them."
I give her a small smile. "You'll find him, Pidge. Him and your dad."
|••••••••••|
I walk into my room and change into the pair of pajamas Allura gave me. Staring at the bed, I shake my head, grabbing a pillow and blanket before exiting the room and heading back into the training room.
Once I enter, I slide the shirt off, I am left in a tank top and pajama pants. I power on a training sequence and train until I can't stay upright anymore. The sequence powers off and I sink to my knees, pressing my hands against my eyes to dry the tears that have fallen.
I lay on my back, letting sleep consume me.
Keith's POV:
I watch (Y/N) silently from the doorway, her silhouette bathed in the soft glow of the training deck's lights. Her movements are fluid, almost graceful, as she focuses on the sequences. She's not just going through the motions; there's a raw intensity in the way she fights the training bots, her strikes sharp and precise. She is incredibly skilled.
I changed into my pajamas, but I heard her slipping out of her room two hours ago and she still hadn't returned. Once the sequence powers off, she sinks to her knees and I can hear her ragged breathing from where I stand.
I should leave. I shouldn't be here.
Shaking my head, I leave back to my room.
My heart starts thumping faster, and I run a hand through my hair, willing myself to go. I freeze, my hands forming into fists as I hear her faint cries.
Why do I care?
Chapter 6: Return of the Gladiator
Summary:
Nightmares. (Y/N) and Keith start to get to know each other better. There's an attack on Planet Arus.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
The cell around me is small and suffocating and I am huddled into a tight ball, my breaths coming in erratic bursts. It is cold and unforgiving with no windows. The only light source comes from a flickering bulb in the ceiling that casts eerie shadows and they dance along the grimy walls, taunting me.
I try to move, but there is no room for me to stretch my limbs out.
“Hello?” I call out. My voice is cracked. “Can anyone hear me?”
Silence.
I rock back and forth, the motion sending waves of pain throughout my body.
“I am not a monster,” I whisper repeatedly. “I am not trapped.”
My hands shake and I begin clawing at the metallic walls. My nails become raw and bloodied and my efforts are in vain. I can’t escape.
“Let me out!” I scream, now banging on the walls. “Let me out!”
No one comes. There is no one here to save me. I scream until my voice is hoarse. My throat burns, and salty tears sting my eyes. My fingers graze my lips, and I feel how chapped they are. Bruises and cuts litter my body while blood trickles down my head. I can't breathe, I'm trapped.
A choked squeak echoes in the cell as the flash of a body clouds my vision. “I’m sorry,” I whisper, looking at the dismembered body. “I’m sorry.”
The body does not respond.
I look down, and blood is gushing out of my side, pooling underneath where I sit. Ripping a portion of my shirt off, my hands shake as I wrap the cloth against my side, trying to slow the blood spewing out.
“I’m a monster.” I sob into my hands and bury into myself. “I’m sorry.”
The walls of the cell start to close in, the shadows stretching and twisting into grotesque figures. They loom over me, whispering in guttural tones, words I can’t understand, but their intent is clear. They mock me, accuse me, and confirm the worst of my fears.
"Monster," they chant. "Traitor. Worthless."
My ears ring with the echoes of their taunts, and I scream again, clawing at the walls. I press my hands to my ears, trying to block them out, but their voices seep into my skull. My breathing grows faster as panic grips me tighter and tighter.
Suddenly, the sound of clanging metal jars me, pulling me from the suffocating haze. My eyes snap open, and I see the door of the cell rattling. The flickering bulb overhead flares brighter for a moment, blinding me.
And then he’s there. Him.
A hulking Galra sentry, clad in dark armor, steps into view. His glowing eyes pierce through me, his presence a reminder of where I am and what’s coming.
“No,” I whisper, crawling back into the corner of the cell. My heart thunders in my chest and my head shakes frantically. “Not again. Please, no.”
The sentry doesn’t speak, but the cell door creaks open. He steps inside, his shadow swallowing me whole.
“You’re up,” he growls, his voice deep and menacing. “The crowd is waiting.”
“No!” I scream, but my voice is weak, barely a whimper. My hands scramble against the floor as I try to push myself further into the corner, but there’s nowhere left to go.
He grabs me by the arm and yanks me to my feet. Pain shoots through my body, and I cry out. My legs feel like jelly, barely able to support my weight.
“Move,” he snarls, dragging me forward.
I struggle weakly, but his grip is like iron. The cell fades behind me as I’m hauled through dimly lit corridors of Central Command that seem to stretch on forever. The muffled roar of a crowd grows louder with each step, their cheers and jeers making my head spin.
I dig my heels into the ground, desperate to stop, but the sentry doesn’t even flinch. “I don’t want to fight!” I cry, my voice breaking. “Please! I don’t want to do this anymore!”
He doesn’t respond. He drags me through one final door, and the blinding light of the arena floods my senses. The crowd’s deafening roar hits me like a physical force, and I stumble, my knees buckling beneath me.
The metal beneath my feet is warm, stained with blood—so much blood. My stomach churns, and bile rises in my throat. Across the arena, a hulking opponent stands, their eyes glowing with fury, their fists already clenched. The announcer’s voice booms over the speakers, but I can’t make out the words. All I hear is the pounding of my heart, the roar of the crowd, and the ringing in my ears.
“No,” I whisper again, tears streaming down my face. “I can’t do this. I’m not a monster. I’m not—”
The massive opponent charges.
I blink, forcing my legs to move. My body reacts before my mind can catch up. I dive to the side, narrowly avoiding The Reaper’s charge. The ground shakes beneath his weight as he crashes into the spot where I had stood moments ago. My palms scrape against the metal floor, and pain radiates through my hands, but I don’t have time to focus on it.
The crowd erupts, their cheers and jeers causing me to flinch.
I know the rules of this arena. Fight, or be killed.
The opponent turns to face me, his expression a mix of fury and bloodlust. His lips curl back in a snarl, and I can see the sharp glint of his fanged teeth. My stomach twists, and I feel the overwhelming urge to vomit, but I force it down. Survival instinct takes over, drowning out the voice in my head that screams for this to stop.
“Fight!” the crowd chants, their voices pounding in my skull. “Fight! Fight! Fight!”
I scramble to my feet, my body trembling with exhaustion and fear. My opponent charges again, faster this time, his heavy footsteps reverberating through the arena. I manage to dodge once more, but not unscathed—a powerful fist grazes my side, and the pain explodes through me like fire. I stagger, clutching my ribs, and bite back a cry.
The crowd erupts into frenzied cheers, their bloodlust ignited by the sight of violence.
I need a weapon. I need something.
My eyes dart around the arena, scanning for anything I can use. Then I see it—a jagged piece of metal, half-buried in the bloodstained ground. Desperation fuels me as I lunge for it, my fingers closing around the cold, sharp edge. I ignore the sting as it slices into my palm.
The Reaper is on me again, and I whirl around, swinging the makeshift weapon with all my strength right into his left eye, driving the piece so deep I swear I hear his brain puncturing.
He roars in pain, stumbling back, and collapses onto the floor. Gritting my teeth, I jump on top of him, hacking away at his face. Warm blood splatters across my face as I drive the jagged shard into him again and again. My breaths come in ragged gasps, my body trembling from the exertion and terror. His hands flail weakly, trying to push me off, but his strength wanes with each strike.
“Monster!” the crowd cries out.
“I’m not a monster,” I sob, the words spilling from my lips like a prayer, even as my actions betray me. My grip tightens on the shard, my knuckles white with tension. “I’m not a monster. I’m not—”
I freeze, paralyzed by fear and the weight of my own despair as I stare at The Reaper’s body.
Then, I feel it—a searing pain in my side, the gash reopening. Blood trickles down my body, warm and sticky. The metallic taste of it fills my mouth as I bite down on a scream. My vision blurs and my sobs grow more frantic.
And then—a sweet scent whooshes past me. The scenery changes, and I am no longer fighting. I collapse onto my knees, trying to find air, but being unable to.
I see a young woman with lilac hair and deep brown skin. She is holding a newborn child and singing softly in their ear. The baby has light lavender skin and bright blue eyes and she gazes up at the woman.
"This is my story," a strange voice whispers.
I reach out weakly, my fingers trembling. My voice is but a whisper. "Who are you?"
The woman's face flickers, her expression shifting between joy and sorrow, but she doesn’t notice me. Her song continues, soft and in a language I can't understand. The baby giggles, her tiny hand reaching up to touch her face.
"This is my story," the voice echoes again, clearer now, though it doesn’t belong to the woman.
The scene shimmers like a mirage, and for a moment, I am filled with warmth. My chest tightens—not with pain, but with longing. This is something I crave. Family. Peace. Love.
But then the warmth dissipates, replaced by coldness that claws at me. The vision starts to crumble. The lilac-haired woman looks up suddenly, her eyes meeting mine.
There’s hate in her gaze.
|••••••••••|
I jolt awake, my entire body trembling. Cold sweat drenches me as I gulp deep breaths of air. I quickly feel my sides for open wounds and find none. Tears well in my eyes, and I run a hand through my hair with shaking hands.
I sit up and analyze my surroundings. I am still in the Training Deck, but when I turn to the side, someone is next to me. My heartbeat quickens and I hold my breath, slowly getting ready to pounce. I pick up the dagger beside me and strangle the figure.
"Gah!" the voice shouts.
"Lance?" I scream, leaning in closer.
"No, not Lance! Keith. It's Keith," he struggles, trying to pull me off.
My eyes widen. “Keith? Why are you here?" I ask, lowering my dagger. "What are you doing?”
"What do you think I was doing? I was peacefully sleeping, and then you strangled me!" He takes in a deep breath and tries to calm down. I am still on top of him. His eyes flicker in the dim light, and he frowns. His voice comes off quieter this time. "I’m sorry. You were screaming, and I wanted to make sure nothing was happening. I fell asleep, but I swear, I had no bad intentions. (Y/N), are you okay?"
I swallow hard, pulling away from him and sitting criss-crossed. "I'm fine," I whisper. "It was just a nightmare." My dagger clatters on the floor, and I put my head in my hands, trying to calm the racing of my heart.
He sits up as well. "Are you sure you're okay?" I look up at him, and he looks worried. He offers a small smile. "You can tell me anything. We're a team."
We sit in silence for a while.
"I dreamt of where I grew up," I start silently. Keith leans in closer, and I look him straight in the eye. "You probably don’t want to hear.”
His gaze softens. “I know we’ve had our…” he trails off, pursing his lips, “differences, but I mean it. You can tell me anything.”
I hesitate, my fingers playing with the hem of my shirt. The words feel heavy in my throat, threatening to choke me. “I…” I start, my voice cracking. I clear my throat and try again. “I grew up… somewhere dark. Dangerous.”
I glance at him, gauging his reaction. He doesn’t flinch, doesn’t look away. I take that as a sign to continue. “My—” My voice catches, the word tasting bitter in my mouth. “Emperor Zarkon made me fight when I was his prisoner. I was forced to. In this… this arena. It’s like a game to him. Or maybe a test. I don’t even know anymore.” My hands curl into fists, and I press them against my thighs. “Every time I fought, I thought, this is it. This is where I die. But I didn’t. I survived. I hated myself for it.”
Keith’s eyes widen, but he doesn’t interrupt. His hands rest on his knees, his body tense but not in judgment—more like he’s trying to keep himself from reacting too strongly.
“I had to fight The Reaper, this enhanced Galran man who was at least four times my size,” I whisper, my voice barely audible. My hand slips underneath my shirt, tracing the scar that covers the majority of my right side that reminds me I am alive. “I killed him and they called me a monster. And maybe they were right. I’ve… I’ve done things, Keith. Things I can’t undo. Things that haunt me. I see their faces every time I close my eyes.”
I feel his hand lightly brush against mine, hesitant as if he’s afraid I’ll pull away. “You’re not a monster,” he says firmly, his voice low but steady. “I don’t know everything you’ve been through, but I know one thing. You’re here now. Fighting with us. You’re trying to be better, right?”
“Trying doesn’t erase the past,” I mutter, pulling my hand away and hugging my knees to my chest. “You don’t understand. You’ve never—”
“You’re right,” he cuts in, his tone sharp but not unkind. “I don’t understand. I can’t. But that doesn’t mean I’ll let you sit here and call yourself a monster when I know you’re not.” I blink at him, stunned into silence. His cheeks flush slightly, and he looks away, scratching the back of his neck. “I mean, you’re strong. Smart. Demanding as hell sometimes, but not a monster. Far from it.”
“I am not demanding.” A shaky laugh escapes me.
Keith looks at me, his lips quirking into a small, almost shy smile as he lays back down. I watch him and scoot closer, draping the blanket over both of us before I lay down.
Turning to my side, I tuck my hands underneath the pillow, meeting his gaze. “Thank you.”
He shrugs. “Anytime. Just, uh, maybe don’t strangle me next time?”
I snort, rolling my eyes. “Fine.”
|••••••••••|
I trudge to the dining hall and plop myself on a chair. The door opens again and Shiro, Lance, Keith, and Hunk walk in.
“Great job training today, guy,” Shiro says. “We’re really getting the hang of Voltron.”
“Seriously. How far do you think my lion kicked that broken alien ship?” Lance crosses his arms, pleased with himself. “Must’ve been like a mile.”
Shiro and Hunk come and seat themselves at the table, Shiro at the head and Hunk at his left.
Keith’s eyes narrow. “Yeah, that’ll come in handy when the Galra challenge Voltron to a soccer match.”
“Hey, I did something cool and you can’t handle it. I get it.”
“Your kick ruined our balance.” Keith walks away. “We fell.”
Lance trails behind him. “Well, that falling part was Hunk’s fault.”
“Hey,” Hunk says, frowning.
“Alright, save your energy for fighting Zarkon,” Shiro says.
I look at Hunk who’s sitting across from me. “What’s soccer?” I ask.
Hunk blinks at me for a moment, then his face lights up with a grin. "Oh, soccer! It’s, like, this game back on Earth where you kick a ball around and try to score goals by getting it into the other team’s net. Super popular sport. Think... less life-or-death than what we’re doing now. Unless you count a really intense championship game."
Lance perks up, cutting off his banter with Keith to chime in. “Hold up—less life-or-death? Have you seen an international soccer match?”
Keith rolls his eyes and mutters, “Still not the same as fighting a Galra fleet.”
Ignoring him, Lance plops down beside Hunk and leans across the table toward me, his face animated. “Imagine this: you’re on a massive field, there’s a crowd of thousands screaming your name, and you’ve got the ball. You fake left, dodge a defender, and then BAM!” He claps his hands together, making me jump slightly. “You kick it so hard it rockets into the top corner of the goal. That’s what soccer is.”
I blink at him, trying to imagine the scenario. It doesn’t sound entirely unpleasant. "So... it's like combat, but with less blood?"
“Basically!” Lance says, grinning ear to ear. “Unless someone gets fouled. Then it’s a whole thing.”
“Sounds strange,” I say hesitantly, earning a laugh from Hunk.
“Yeah, it kinda does when you put it like that,” Hunk agrees. “But it’s fun! We could teach you some time if you want.”
Keith scoffs. “How about we focus on forming Voltron instead of wasting time with pointless games?”
Lance narrows his eyes. “It’s called team bonding, Keith. Ever heard of it?”
Keith crosses his arms, shooting Lance a glare. “Not sure how kicking a ball around is supposed to help us defeat Zarkon.”
“Maybe if you actually tried it, you’d relax for once,” Lance fires back. “You’re so wound up, you probably couldn’t even kick the ball without overthinking it.”
Keith’s jaw tightens, and he starts to retort, but Shiro steps in, his voice calm but firm. “Alright, that’s enough. If soccer helps us bond as a team, then I’m all for it. But let’s save the lesson for another time.”
Coran soon enters the room, holding a large platter. "Hello, guys! How was the Voltron workout?" he asks.
"We're getting there,” Shiro answers. “Are you and Allura almost done fixing the Castle so we can leave this planet? I feel like we're sitting ducks here on Arus."
"Just about. In the meantime, to get your minds off those duck seats you're worried about, I made you guys an authentic ancient Paladin lunch!" He reveals what he’s cooked and it smells sour. I cringe at the green food. It doesn’t look nearly as appetizing as food goo. Lance covers his mouth and leans away and Keith’s eyes water. Shiro only blinks.
"Coran, you just got me hooked on that goo and now you're switching it up?" Hunk groans.
"This is packed with nutrients."
Hunk leans in and sniffs and Coran smiles.
"Oh, it smells disgusting!"
"I know! That's how you know it's healthy!"
Hunk grabs an Arusian plant from out of his pocket. "Coran, we're on a planet now with fresh herbs, spices, and... whatever this thing is. A tuber? Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to head back to the kitchen and spice things up." He gives us a thumbs-up before heading to the kitchen.
"Where's Pidge?" Shiro asks.
Coran starts eating the strange food and speaks with his mouth full. "He's probably checking on those... prisoners we rescued from Zarkon. They'll all be waking soon in the infirmary."
Shiro stands to leave and Coran offers him a spork full of his cooked meal.
"Open the hatch. Food Lion coming in!" Coran coos and then makes jet sounds.
"No. Just... no," Shiro shudders, carefully backing away.
"You don't know what you're missing!"
Coran stares at Shiro’s retreating figure and frowns as he sits down.
Sighing, I get up and move around the table, seating myself in between him and Lance. "I'll try some authentic Altean food," I say quietly. Coran beams and hands me a bowl. I slowly put it in my mouth, trying to avoid the smell and widen my eyes. "This is actually not that bad."
Coran smiles and Keith looks disgusted. "Glad you like it!" Coran exclaims.
"Food is food." I keep munching on the nutritious lunch and after a few moments, Hunk brings Keith and Lance visibly appealing food. The two Paladins wolf the food down while Coran watches in sadness. I stare at them as they eat. Whatever Hunk whipped up, it smells absolutely delicious.
I take my fork and scootch closer to Lance. He notices my movement and raises an eyebrow, still chewing on Hunk’s dish. He swallows dramatically and holds his plate away, smirking. “Oh, no, no, no. You had your chance with Coran’s five-star delicacy. This is mine.”
I narrow my eyes, and without a word, I make a quick jab with my fork, aiming for a piece of food on his plate. He yelps and pulls it back just in time.
“Hey!” he cries, clutching the plate to his chest like a prized artifact. “Do you even know what personal space is?”
“Not when it comes to food,” I retort, lunging again. This time, I manage to snag a bite. It’s warm and savory, with spices that tingle on my tongue. “Mmm. Definitely worth it.”
Lance gasps in mock betrayal, leaning away. “Unbelievable!” Keith snorts from beside Lance and he glares at him. “Oh, like you wouldn’t freak out if someone stole your food.”
“I wouldn’t let it happen,” Keith says smugly, crossing his arms.
Coran leans closer to me and nudges my side. “See? I knew you had good taste,” he says with a wink. “Altean cuisine grows on you, doesn’t it?”
I nod, though my eyes keep darting to Hunk’s dish. “Yeah, sure. Definitely... edible.”
“Wow,” Lance says sarcastically, rolling his eyes. “High praise.”
Allura enters the dining hall with a wide smile as she sees Lance and Keith scarfing down all the food in front of them. "They like the Paladin lunch.”
Coran looks offended as he crosses his arms. "I don't want to talk about it," he mumbles.
"I just got the final nebulon booster working. We should be able to leave Planet Arus tomorrow and take the fight to Zarkon."
I lean over and smile cheekily at Keith before stealing some of his food. “Mmm,” I sigh. “This is so good.”
Keith glares at me, his fork pausing mid-air. “Really?” he says, his voice dripping with annoyance. “First Lance, now me? Do you even have boundaries?”
I chew slowly, savoring the taste just to spite him, then shrug. “Not when it’s this good.” Glancing at Hunk, I give him the Earthling gesture: a thumbs-up.
Lance bursts into laughter, nearly choking on his food. “Oh, man! Keith, you’re just gonna let her get away with that?”
Keith groans, shoving his plate farther away from me, and mutters, “Why do I even try?”
Hunk chuckles from across the table, clearly enjoying the chaos. “Hey, food’s meant to be shared, right? I can make more if you’re that protective of your portions.”
“No!” Keith snaps, then glances around, realizing how defensive he sounded. “I mean, it’s fine. I’m done anyway.” He pushes his plate toward me with a resigned sigh. “There. Eat.”
I smirk, picking up his plate like a prize. “Thanks, Keith. You’re so generous.”
The Castle Ship’s alarms begin blaring and red lights flash around the dining hall. Setting my fork down slowly, I slump in my seat, frowning. Allura brings up a screen showing someone approaching the Castle.
"I just want to enjoy my meal," I mutter bitterly. Lance snorts at my reply.
"What is that?" Keith asks, looking at the screen.
"I don't know what it is. Maybe it's a local Arusian. He's approaching the Castle," Allura says.
The Arusian yells as it comes closer and hides behind rocks.
"Aw!" Hunk smiles.
"Doesn't look too dangerous," Lance says.
"You never know," Keith says. He stands and summons his Bayard.
I stare at the sword and nod in agreement. “Exactly.” I gesture to the screen. “He seems armed. Is that a knife?”
Allura looks at his drawn weapon and shakes her head. "No, Keith. Alteans believe in peace first. Let's go welcome them." She leaves with Coran.
"That's adorable," Hunk smiles as he starts jogging after them.
"Hey, maybe we can knit him a little sweater!" Lance suggests.
"I'm not taking any chances," Keith says, still holding his Bayard in ready position.
I shrug and return to my plates of food. Opening my mouth for another bite, my fork clatters on the table as Keith hauls me up. “Keith!” I yelp with a pout as he starts dragging me away from the table. “I’m still eating.”
Keith doesn’t slow his pace; his grip is firm but not rough as he drags me. “You can eat later,” he says, his voice clipped. “We need to be ready if something goes wrong.”
“I doubt the Arusian’s planning a sneak attack,” I grumble, but I don’t fight him off. “He’s tiny. What’s he gonna do, tickle us to death?”
He glares over his shoulder at me, clearly unamused. “That ‘tiny’ guy could be a scout or a decoy for something bigger.”
I notice Lance still has a drumstick from Hunk’s meal in his hand. He notices my glance and waves it at me smugly before taking a loud bite.
I roll my eyes.
The doors to the Castle open slowly and we approach where the Aurisian is hiding in caution. Allura smiles. "Greetings. We know you're there. No harm will come to you.”
The Arusian jumps out and brandishes his sword, pointing it at Allura. She doesn’t flinch.
"Aw!" Hunk awes as he clasps his hands together.
"Wait!” Keith stands between the Aurisian and Allura with his bayard, putting a hand up to block her. “He could be dangerous.” “Drop your weapon!"
The Arusian points the sword at Keith with narrowed eyes. "No one takes Klaizap's weapon!"
"Keith put that away!” Allura says, placing a hand over her heart. Keith keeps his eyes trained on Klaizap as he lowers his bayard. “Please, kind sir, accept my most humble apologies.”
"I am Klaizap, bravest of our warriors. Our village is over Gazrel Hill. I come seeking answers as to why the Lion Goddess is angered with her followers."
"Followers?" Coran says, confused.
"Lion Goddess?" Hunk says, also confused.
"The one the ancients spoke of," Klaizap answers. He gestures to a carving of a Lion-headed deity that the Arusians worship.
Allura’s gaze softens. "What makes you think she's angered?" she asks.
"Destruction is everywhere. In the past few suns, fire has rained from the heavens, and a giant has danced in the sky.”
"I think he's talking about Voltron," Hunk says, leaning in and whispering to me and Lance.
"Yeah, I got that," Lance says.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. “Obviously.”
"You have not angered the Lion Goddess," Allura assures.
Klaizap frowns. "How can you be certain?" he asks.
"Because I am Allura, and this is my Castle."
"Huh? Lion Goddess." His mouth falls open and he drops to his knees, bowing. His head rests on the dirt ground.
"Please, bravest warrior, take us to your village so that we may meet our neighbors."
Keith raises an eyebrow. "What about our mission to get off this planet and fight Zarkon?" he asks, turning to look at me. I shrug.
"Part of the Paladins' mission is to spread peace and diplomacy,” Allura says, turning to look at him. “Arus has been our host for 10,000 years. These people deserve our thanks."
|••••••••••|
Keith and I took the Red Lion, Coran and Lance took the Blue Lion, and Hunk and Allura took the Yellow Lion. The three of us drew sticks to decide who would ride with who, much to Lance’s dismay.
I smile as I see all the Arusians. Hunk hands stuff out, Coran hugs one of them, and I let myself get dragged by some children to a nearby patch of vivid wildflowers that shimmer faintly in the sunlight. The children giggle, their tiny hands tugging on mine with surprising determination. One of the children points to a particular flower—a glowing light purple bloom nestled among the others—and beams up at me with wide eyes.
“Warrior flower,” the child whispers reverently.
I kneel down to inspect the flower, its petals radiating a faint warmth when I touch it. “It’s beautiful,” I murmur, gently plucking the flower. I tuck it behind the child’s ear, eliciting more delighted giggles.
Walking back to the team, Keith stands rigid while the others interact with the Arusians.
"Oh, Lion Goddess, I, King of the Arusians, formally beg your forgiveness,” he says, putting his hands together. “Please have mercy on us and accept our traditional Dance of Apology as atonement for our wrongdoings."
We all exchange a look and Lance shrugs.
The Aurisian king claps to summon an Arusian female to dance. "MoonTow, Commence Dance of Apology! Hoorah!" The king bows down and Arusians hit on drums.
MoonTow dances to music.
Allura raises an eyebrow. "Please, there's no need for this.”
"Moontow, halt!"
MoonTow freezes on one foot.
"The Goddess has refused the apology. Start the sacrificial fire. We must throw ourselves in."
The Arusians light an enormous pyre. I look at them with wide eyes as they begin to line themselves up. I start laughing. Lance glares at me. "I know, I just find this whole sacrificing thing funny."
Allura’s eyes widen. "No! No sacrifices!"
There’s already an Arusian tied to a pole, ready to be thrown into the fire.
"So, we may proceed with the dance?" The king asks, turning to look at Allura.
She nods. "That's a better alternative."
The king claps again and MoonTow dances. All the Arusians bow to Allura.
"Oh, my! Please, please, rise. Thank you for that, but I am not a great being worthy of your worship. I accidentally put you all in danger. It is I who should be apologizing to you. I am Princess Allura, and these are the Voltron Paladins. Although we originally came from different worlds... and have very, very, very different traditions, we wish to live alongside you as friends," Allura says.
"But the mighty robotic angel... has it not come to destroy us because of our immoral ways?" The king asks.
My lips tighten as I stifle a slight laugh. What were they doing that was so immoral?
"Voltron? No. In fact, that mighty robot is here to protect you. Let it be known that Voltron will protect every innocent being throughout the universe!"
The Arusians cheer and celebrate by hugging the team. Keith tries to leave, but an Arusian jumps up and clings to him.
The little female from before comes to me with a wide smile. She puts her hands up, and I gladly pick her up. Soon, I’m getting piled on and I sit on the ground as they bring me wildflowers.
Keith blinks at the Arusian hanging on to him. "I don't... usually hug strangers, but, uh…” He pats their head. “Man, you are cuddly.”
The Arusian speaks in a contrastingly deep voice. "Thank you."
Keith’s eyes widen, and a soft giggle escapes my lips. The Arusian children near me start giggling, too, and I soften at their unburdened glee.
Too much sweetness for my cold heart.
|••••••••••|
Keith is standing with his back pressed against a tree with his arms crossed while Allura continues interacting with the Arusians. I’m staying under the shade playing some sort of hand game with an Arusian child while four play with my hair.
SHIRO: "Team, come in! We need backup!"
(Y/N): "What?"
ALLURA: "Shiro?"
SHIRO: "Where is everyone?"
KEITH: "What's going on?"
The ground begins rumbling, and I look into the sky to see an incoming spacecraft.
"Oh no,” Keith says, his eyes wide. “We gotta get to our Lions!"
I’m immediately on my feet, scooping up the smallest of the children. The Arusians start running to hide.
"Everyone get inside and stay down!" Allura shouts.
"I'm on it!" Hunk yells, running with them.
"Huh?"
Hunk tries to flee with the Arusians, but Keith drags him back toward the Lions.
"Not you," Keith sighs.
The Arusian village is chaos as Allura, Coran, and I try to rally everyone to safety. It’s difficult because the ground keeps rumbling.
KEITH: "Lay down some covering fire so they can get out of there!"
LANCE: "I'm on it!"
HUNK: "Check this out! Battle-Lion head-butt!"
KEITH: "You guys okay down there?"
SHIRO: "Still alive for now."
HUNK: "Are the Galra behind this?"
SHIRO: "I think so, but I've never seen anything like it."
LANCE: "So, what's the plan? Shoot at it with everything we've got? Take out its weapon? Call it names?"
SHIRO: "If we want to take this monster down, there's only one way to do it. Form Voltron!"
The smallest of the children start crying and they clutch onto the older Arusians.
SHIRO: "Remember, we are one unit, fighting with one goal."
The entire ground starts shaking violently and I scoop up the children as we run into a cave for protection.
KEITH: "I thought Voltron was the most powerful weapon in the universe!"
HUNK: "Yeah, so how is this monster kicking our butts?"
I stroke the cheeks of the Arusian child crying in my lap, staring outside the cave’s entrance. (Y/N): “You barely formed Voltron yesterday. It’s been, what, two days?”
Voltron is thrown near the village and the ground shakes, debris falling from the top of the cave. The Arusians cower and huddle closer. I close my eyes, holding them close. “Goddess Ara,” I whisper, “stars above, please protect us.”
SHIRO: "Oh, no! The village! We have to protect those people!"
My mouth hangs open as I look at the beast.
What…
The Galactic Gladiator fires an energy orb and Voltron takes the hit, narrowly missing the village, and flies off to lure the Robeast away. The Galactic Gladiator follows Voltron.
SHIRO: "That was close!"
PIDGE: "We got him away from the Arusians, but we can't take him down!"
LANCE: "I got it! I'm going to power-kick that orb thing!"
KEITH: "No! The last time you did a kick, we fell!"
LANCE: "Stop living in the past! Oh, no!"
SHIRO: "Pidge, fire lasers now!"
PIDGE: "Got it! Fire! Oops! Ah! Uh…"
SHIRO: "No! Lasers! Lasers!"
The sobs grow louder.
HUNK: "Every time we focus on that orb, we're blindsided by the monster, and every time we focus on the monster, the orb hits us!"
LANCE: "Then what do we do?"
HUNK: "Orb!"
KEITH: "Shiro, we gotta move! Shiro, are you there? Shiro!"
SHIRO: "That sound... I recognize this monster from my time in Zarkon's prison. I know how to beat him! Listen, there's a loud sound when the orb returns to the base of the weapon, and every third time, that orb needs to charge up. That's this monster's weakest point. That's when we strike."
HUNK: "Okay, so what do we do in the meantime?"
SHIRO: "Defense! Pidge, we need that shield! That's one. Two more to go! We can't take much more! Last one! Everyone brace for impact! Now!"
PIDGE: "It didn't work!"
LANCE: "So, now what?"
SHIRO: "When I attacked him before, I had a sword!"
HUNK: "Orb! Orb!"
PIDGE: "We can't take another shot like that!"
KEITH: "Wait a second, guys! I think my Lion's telling me what to do."
LANCE: "Well, whatever it is, hurry up and do it! He's about to fire his third shot!"
I stare at the fire explosion and flinch at the sound, curling inward.
PIDGE: "We did it!"
HUNK: "How did you do that?"
KEITH: "Whoa... Heheh. Thanks, Red."
A dark cloud of smoke emits from the fight and the Arusians cheer.
|••••••••••|
Sitting on the bridge that leads up to the Castle Ship’s exterior, a small smile tugs at my lips as I look at the golden hue of the sky. I close my eyes, leaning back and letting the tranquility wash over me.
“So beautiful,” I whisper. The mice squeak, crawling from Pidge’s lap onto me.
"Pidge,” Shiro’s voice breaks me out of my reverie, “there you are." He sits beside her.
She glances at him. "Why would you hurt my brother? You were friends." She frowns and looks down at her lap.
"I did it to save him."
"What?" She looks up at him.
"My memory of the event came back when we were fighting the monster. Your dad was being sent off with the weaker prisoners to a work camp. Meanwhile, Matt and I were forced to fight in the gladiator arena. Matt was going to fight first, but he was scared. We all were."
My head snaps at the mention of the arena.
"You saved him? You attacked him so they would choose you instead." She looks like she is about to cry.
Pidge hugs Shiro, his eyes wide, and he pats her back. "I'm so sorry I doubted you! Thank you! Thank you so much!"
"I can tell you really miss them. I know they miss you, too. Your brother and father would be proud of you, Katie." Shiro smiles. "Don't worry, your secret's safe with me."
“Katie?” I ask, tilting my head.
“It’s my real name,” she replies.
“Why ‘Pidge’?”
She smiles faintly, petting one of the mice as her gaze fixes on the setting sun. “It’s a nickname Matt gave me.”
Chapter 7: Castle Takeover
Summary:
Commander Sendak takes over the Castle Ship.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Splashing cold water on my face, I look at the water droplets as they fall. My fingers graze over the scar that stretches from underneath the right side of my jaw to halfway down my neck and a cold shiver trickles down my spine.
The girl who stares back at me is a stranger. I do not know who I truly am.
Shaking my head, I grab a towel and pat my face dry.
I step out of the bathroom and return to where the celebration is being held. Allura opened the Castle of Lions up to all the Arusians in the neighboring village. Weaving through the crowd, I stand near Keith and next to Lance.
The Aurisian King stands at the top of the stairs, Allura watching them with a small smile and her hands clasped in front of her. Seven Arusians act out Voltron's battle against the Galactic Gladiator.
"The monster fell from the sky! It was an epic battle, but Voltron was victorious!" the King says.
The Arusians pretending to be the Robeast knock down the other Arusians pretending to be Voltron.
"No. I said Voltron was victorious."
The Arusians reposition themselves and end the battle accurately. The Arusians cheer, raising their glasses in the air.
"Thank you, Your Majesty, for that... wonderful production.” Allura makes a slight face. “It saddens me that we must leave tomorrow, but we must continue our battle with Zarkon and spread peace throughout the universe.” She hands the king an Altean communicator. "Your Majesty please accept this gift. This will allow you to contact us anytime you need help. Arus will be the first planet in the Voltron Alliance."
"Hoorah!" the king shouts. He holds up the communicator up and the Arusians cheer.
Hunk approaches us and Lance lifts his cup. Keith crosses his arms.
"We ought to get something like that," Hunk suggests.
"Like what?" Lance asks.
"You know, like, a cheer. Like, a team cheer that we do."
"Mm-hmm. Yeah, okay. How about, uh... I say 'Vol' and you say 'Tron.' Vol—!"
"Uh... Vol-tron?" Keith says, but it comes out more like a question.
"No! No, no, no, no, no. The cheer includes the instructions. I say 'Vol' and you say..." Lance pauses waiting for Keith's answer.
Keith pauses. "Vol-tron?"
Lance sighs, shaking his head, and turns to look at me. “(Y/N), you get it, don’t you?”
I blink and give a slight nod. “—Tron.”
He smiles. “I say 'Vol' and you say 'Tron.' Vol—!"
“Vol-tron!”
Lance’s face falls. "We'll work on it."
Keith shrugs at Hunk and Lance lifts the cup to his mouth, taking a big gulp before he starts coughing violently. I look up at him and tilt my head.
"Coran, what is this?" Lance asks, looking disgusted.
Coran takes a small sip. "Oh, this is Nunvill, the nectar of the gods," he answers.
"It tastes like hot dog water and feet."
"Yeah, makes a wonderful hair tonic as well."
Coran sprinkles Nunvill on his mustache, and it grows a little. Lance gags and Keith and Hunk stare at him. My eyebrows lift as I look at Lance and Keith pokes him, sending him to the floor. I gently prod at him with my foot and Lance groans, clutching his stomach.
I crouch down, poking his forehead. “Lance?” I ask.
Keith grabs two cups from a floating platter and hands one to me. I stare down at the purple liquid, bringing it to my nose and sniffing it. My face contorts slightly.
“Don’t do it,” Lance mutters.
Keith brings the cup to his lips and his eyes widen as he immediately spits it out at Hunk’s face. Hunk turns away, rubbing his face violently.
"Ow, my eyes!" Hunk yelps.
Keith and Hunk laugh, causing the Arusians around us to laugh. I glance between the two of them and then down at Lance before taking a tentative sip of the Nunvill. I make a face.
"Why is it salty?" I ask as Lance pulls himself to his feet.
He grabs another cup, staring down at it with a small frown. "I guess we should get used to this space juice. Who knows when we'll get back home again?"
Hunk blankly swirls the cup in his hand. "Yeah, if ever," he mutters.
"What do you mean?"
A tray passes by them and Hunk grabs the bowl on it. "I mean, if this Zarkon guy has been ruling for 10,000 years, how long do you think it will take for us to fix it? You know, if we live."
I stare at Hunk in disbelief.
Lance’s shoulders droop. "Right. That."
Hunk starts eating. "Hey, what do you think the chances are of us landing on a nacho planet?"
"Well, there's only one planet with Veradera Beach, pizza shack looking over the water, and the garlic knots and... my mom's hugs..." Lance starts to tear up. I frown. "I'm sorry. I think this Nunvill is getting to me. I gotta go."
He leaves, heading up the stairs. Coran gives him a look as he passes and I shrug, jogging up the stairs behind him.
Wow, this Earthling walks fast.
He rounds a corner and continues all the way to the bridge.
"Lance?" I call out, running to catch up to him. I walk through the door leading to the bridge. He sits down, his shoulders slumping.
A faint sniffle passes through him as he looks up at me, tears shining in his eyes. “(Y/N)?”
I pause, caught off guard by the raw emotion in his voice. Slowly, I step closer and sit down beside him, careful to give him space but close enough to show I’m here. “You okay?” I ask gently, even though the answer is obvious.
Lance chuckles bitterly, wiping at his face with the back of his hand. “Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. Just—this. All of this. It’s a lot.” I don’t say anything, letting him find the words. He leans forward, elbows on his knees, and stares out the window. Night has fallen across Arus. “I miss home,” he admits quietly. “My family, the beach, even my niece and nephew stealing my stuff.”
I nod, thinking of the Arusian children from earlier, their tiny hands clutching at me for comfort. “Homesickness is a normal response and sometimes, that pang of sadness in your heart is a good thing.” He pauses and looks at me, confused. “It reminds you that you have something to look forward to once you return to Earth.”
“Mind if I join you?” Coran’s voice causes our heads to snap up. He approaches and glances between us.
“How far from Earth do you think we are, Coran?” Lance asks.
“Let’s take a look.” He powers on the map. “Earth is over here.” He moves the map. “And we’re aaaaaall the wayyyyy overrrr—”
Lance’s face falls. “You ever notice how far the planets are from each other, Coran?”
Coran continues sifting through the map for Earth. “Yes, haven’t you been paying attention?”
He stands and walks up to Coran. “Yeah, but, like, they’re really, really far away. Like, say Earth is so far, I can’t even see it. T-the blue oceans, the white clouds, the green grass. I-I-I can’t see any of it.” His shoulders droop.
“You miss Earth, I understand.” He puts a supportive hand on Lance’s arm. “I miss Altea.”
The door to the bridge quietly slides open and I slip away.
|••••••••••|
When I return to the celebration, the Paladins and Allura are apart from the Arusians.
"Pidge, no." Shiro frowns as he regards her. I walk up to them, confused.
"The download from the Galra ship was enough to at least get me in the right direction to start my search. I have a pod all ready to go," Pidge says.
Keith approaches her and stares her down, his hands wounded up into fists. "You can't leave," he says.
Pidge’s stance becomes defensive. "You can't tell me what to do."
"If you leave, we can't form Voltron. And that means we can't defend the universe against Zarkon. You're not the only one with a family. All these Arusians have families. Everyone in the universe has families."
"Yeah, I have a family. They live on Earth. I want to be with them. Is that—Is that, like, a thing that can happen?" Hunk asks, piping up.
Allura turns her gaze to Hunk with wide eyes. "You want to leave, too?" she asks.
"Of course I do. Look, Voltron is super cool, don't get me wrong, but I never signed up for a lifetime in space fighting aliens. I want to go back home, too."
“But Voltron is the only thing that can stop Emperor Zarkon,” I say, crossing my arms.
Keith growls under his breath and his eyebrows tremble with emotion as he stares at the ground before pointing his glare back to Pidge. "You’re putting the lives of two people over the lives of everyone else in the entire galaxy!” He takes multiple steps towards her and she backs away.
Shiro grabs Keith by the arm. "—Keith! That's not how a team works. People have to want to be a part of it. They can't be forced," he says. Keith frowns, staring at the floor, and crosses his arms tightly over his chest. Shiro turns to Pidge. "If you want to leave, we won't try to stop you. But, please, just think about what you're doing."
Pidge looks conflicted but remains firm. "I'm sorry. You're going to have to find someone else to pilot the Green Lion."
Allura’s face falls. “I can’t believe it, this team is falling apart.”
I look between the team and shake my head, jogging up to Pidge. "Pidge, you can’t just leave!” I call out.
"Why?" she asks, turning to me.
“Because the Green Lion chose you for a reason and you can’t ju—”
The entire Castle shakes and the sound of something exploding reverberates through the halls. Debris falls from the ceiling and all the lights turn off.
“Was that—” I ask.
“The crystal!” Allura exclaims.
My eyes widen and I take off into a sprint, trying my best not to trip on anything. “Lance!” I shout, rounding the hall. “Coran!”
The team follows behind me and Coran is lying on the floor, slowly sitting up. Smoke covers the bridge and I cover my mouth, coughing.
Shiro places his arms on Coran. “What happened?” he asks.
Coran grunts, slowly opening his eyes. “I’m not sure.”
I wave my hand through the air, pushing away the smoke, and spot Lance lying on the floor. "Lance?" I ask, rushing to his side.
Shiro’s right behind me, falling to his knees, and lifts him up. “Lance...? Lance!"
I put a hand underneath his nose. “He’s barely breathing,” I say.
"We have to get Lance to the infirmary," Pidge says.
"Without the Crystal, the Castle has no power," Allura says.
Frowning, I push the hair out of Lance’s face and my thumb gently wipes the small cuts on his face. “You're going to be okay, Lance,” I whisper. “Just hold on.”
Shiro frowns. "He doesn't look good."
I look up at him. "No, he doesn’t.”
The Aurisian king enters. "Lion warriors, our village is under attack. We need help!"
"Let's get to the Lions," Keith says.
"You can't.” Allura frowns. “They're sealed in their hangars. There's no way to get them out. We're defenseless." She runs a hand down her face.
"Will you not help us?" the king asks.
"We'll help you. We just—" Keith starts.
Lance groans in pain, and I focus my attention back on him. "Don’t make any sudden movements, Lance. I think your ribs might be broken.”
He groans in response.
"This is bad," Hunk says, stating the obvious.
"We must get a new Crystal to get the Castle working again. But, to get a new Crystal, we need a ship," Coran says.
"The pod I was loading, we can use that! I left the bay door open," Pidge says.
"I can use the scanner in the pod to see if there's a Balmera nearby. Hunk, you come with me. I'll need someone big to help me carry the Crystal."
"A Balmera?" Hunk asks, confused.
"It's where the Crystals come from. I'll tell you about it on the way!"
Coran, Hunk, and Pidge leave for the flight pod.
"I'll go see what's happening at the Arusian village," Keith says, glancing between us.
"I'll go with you, Keith,” Allura says. “I brought this on the poor Arusians."
Shiro nods. "We’ll tend to Lance and stand watch over the Castle.”
Keith’s gaze lingers on us before he nods and he and Allura rush out of the bridge.
I pull my hair back and lean in closer to Lance, inspecting the wounds I can see. My hands hover over his torso, pressing gently, and his face stirs. “We need to get him out of here.”
Shiro glances between the two of us. "Do you, by any chance..." he starts but then pauses.
"Do I what Shiro?" I ask, quirking an eyebrow and shifting my eyes to look at him.
Shiro’s face contorts into something awkward. "Do you… like Lance?"
I stare at him for a few ticks before blinking. “Like…?”
“Romantically.”
A snort erupts from me. “What? No.” Shaking my head, I get to my feet. “Come on, let’s get him out of here.”
|••••••••••|
Lance is slung over Shiro. "Hang on, buddy. Help is on the way," he says.
We turn a corner and the Castle’s entrance comes into view, but there are several beings at the door. My eyes widen, and I gulp as we both freeze.
“Commander Sendak,” I whisper. We back up and Shiro gently takes Lance off of him. I wrap my arms around Lance, holding him upright.
"Sendak!" Shiro yells as he walks to the front of the Castle.
"Stand aside," Commander Sendak orders.
"No! You're not getting in."
Shiro activates his prosthetic arm and prepares to fight.
"Yes, I am."
Shiro furiously battles Commander Sendak, but his arm is not nearly as large. Both throw a punch and end up locked at the knuckle.
I lay Lance down and pat his head. “I’ll be right back, Lancey,” I whisper, running to find some sort of weapon to help Shiro.
"I see you spent some time with the Druids. They do love to experiment. Too bad you didn't get the latest model," Commander Sendak smirks.
He launches his gauntlet, throwing Shiro back inside the Castle all the way to where Lance lies. They continue to fight and end up poised with each other's glowing hands against their throats.
I search frantically for anything. Weapon, weapon, where can I find a quiznaking weapon?
A thump echoes in the hallway and when I turn around, Lance is thrown onto the floor. "Let him go, or your friend won't make it," a soldier threatens. Four robotic sentries have their guns raised at Shiro and Lance. I freeze and groan internally.
I can’t go up against six Galra without a damn weapon.
Moving silently behind a pillar, I hide in the shadows. Commander Sendak strikes Shiro unconscious, throwing him next to Lance.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. Stars above, what do I do?
Commander Sendak smirks, clearly pleased with himself. "Voltron is ours."
"Not for long, it’s not," I mutter through clenched teeth and tighten my hands into fists.
Two of the sentries grab Shiro and Lance by the legs and drag them away. Another sentry is transporting a Galra crystal. All of them have their guns raised and my heart thunders within my chest. They go to the bridge and I trail behind them.
How is Sendak still alive? How is Father still alive? And Haggar is alive? How the quiznak is everyone still alive? It’s unheard of for Galra to live for so long. Is there dark magic involved? Are they clones? Are they—
"Power up the Castle," Commander Sendak commands.
The sentries connect the crystal to the control room and I stare in disbelief as the Castle of Lions powers up in Galra violet. Emperor Zarkon’s red insignia appears on the screen I shudder, sinking deeper into the shadows. A computer screen shows all the Voltron Lions are in place.
I purse my lips as I stare at the screen. What am I going to do?
"The Lions are all in their bays. Raising particle barrier. Begin launch sequence."
The particle barrier activates, preventing anyone from the outside from entering.
"Make contact with Emperor Zarkon, Haxus."
The solider complies, pressing various buttons on the control panel. My heart skips a beat and I peek slightly to gain a better view. Emperor Zarkon appears on the screen, and I swallow hard as I see his glowing purple eyes. It takes all that is within me not to run away.
"Sendak," Emperor Zarkon says.
"My mission is complete. I've captured the Altean castle, along with all of the Voltron Lions. I am preparing for launch and will deliver them all to you shortly," Commander Sendak informs him.
"This news is most pleasing. You have done your duty. Vrepit Sa."
Commander Sendak places his arm over his chest in salute. "Vrepit Sa!"
Rolling my eyes, I shake my head.
The transmission ends, and I spot movement from the corner of my eye.
"Haxus, ready the Castle for takeoff."
"Yes, Commander."
Static rings in my ears as Pidge's voice suddenly comes through the comms.
Her voice is in a barely audible whisper. PIDGE: "Keith, can you hear me?"
KEITH: "Pidge! Is that you? Where are you?"
PIDGE: "I'm inside the Castle. Sendak has taken over and he's preparing for launch. He's got Lance and Shiro."
KEITH: "What about (Y/N)?"
PIDGE: "I'm not sure."
Commander Sendak’s ears twitch and I take a few steps back, praying that no one hears me as I step out of the control room. I swallow hard, moving quietly down the hall. (Y/N): "I’m in the Castle.”
PIDGE: "(Y/N)? Are you okay? What’s going on in there?"
(Y/N): "I’m fine for now, but we’re quiznaked if we don’t stop this.”
ALLURA: "Listen. If they've started the launch sequence, then we don't have much time before liftoff to stop it."
This would have been so much easier if Allura was still in the Castle.
PIDGE: "What do I have to do?"
ALLURA: "You have to get down to the main engine control panel and disconnect the primary turbine from the Central Energy Chamber. If you can do that, Sendak will have to reset the whole system. That might give us enough time to find a way to stop them. (Y/N), try to distract them if necessary."
I nod. (Y/N): "I can handle Commander Sendak—all I need is a weapon.”
And all the rage I have stored within my heart.
I see movement again. PIDGE: "This way to the elevator shaft.”
I follow behind her. (Y/N): "Got it.”
We force entry into the elevator shaft with Rover, her drone.
"Hey, Rover," Pidge says.
Rover follows us inside the shaft and hovers in place.
"Okay, Rover, here we go," Pidge says, looking down.
Rover follows us down the shaft to the bottom as we use the jetpacks on our suits to jump down. We reach the Central Energy Chamber and run to where the engine is.
PIDGE: "Okay, Allura, we’re near the turbine. I think it's started."
ALLURA: "Then you'll have to hurry. Cross the catwalk to the main column in the center."
(Y/N): "Okay."
ALLURA: "Now, open the hatch. Find the central computer control hub and enter the following sequence..."
PIDGE: "Wait, wait, wait, wait! Which one is it? All the labels are in Altean!"
The engine starts rumbling, and the Castle Ship starts to shake. I scratch my head and scramble all the Altean characters I came across, reading the labels over and over. I make a face as I look over at Pidge’s panicking face.
PIDGE: "I can't tell which one it is! Allura? Allura? Uh..."
I look up, my eyes wide, as the blue light of the engine glows stronger.
(Y/N): “Middle! The middle one!”
PIDGE: “Whatever.”
Pidge slams the Green Bayard into the engine turbine, and the impact throws us back. We both lean up and watch as the engine powers off.
“Oh, thank the stars,” I mutter, sighing in relief as I lean back down against the cool metal floor.
Chapter 8: My Wrath is Inevitable
Summary:
Pidge and (Y/N) continue their quest to save the Castle Ship.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
ALLURA: "There's not much time before they get the ship running again. You must shut off the particle barrier so we can get in."
PIDGE: "You got it. Tell me what to do."
ALLURA: "The particle barrier generator is beneath the main hull. Have you made it to the Generator Room?"
The door to the generator room slides open, revealing multiple streams of purple electricity.
(Y/N): "We’re in.”
PIDGE: “This technology is so advanced, I don't know if I can figure it out."
ALLURA: "Yes, you can. The lives of your fellow Paladins are at stake. You can't give up."
PIDGE: "Okay. Talk us through it, Allura."
ALLURA: "Shutting down the barrier from this room can be dangerous. Remember, the barrier is also a weapon. So, stay away from the energy arcs."
PIDGE: "Don't touch the giant lightning bolts. Got it."
ALLURA: "Now, what I'm going to need you to do is—"
My head snaps as Rover shoves Pidge out of the way. She barely avoids getting shot.
“Run!” I shout, narrowly avoiding a shot.
ALLURA: "Pidge! (Y/N)? Hello? Are you there?”
We dive into a corner and I peek through. My eyes widen as a sentry shoots at me and I duck my head back.
“There’s four sentries,” I say.
Pidge's map shows an exit shaft above us. "Our only way out is two floors up? Seriously?" Pidge groans. She glances over her shoulder and yells as she ducks back.
“We could take them,” I say.
Her eyes widen. “No, we can’t, you don’t even have a weapon.”
Pursing my lips, I glance over the wall again. There are eight sentries now. “Quiznak,” I mutter. Clicking my tongue, I look back at Pidge. “I just need a gun.”
Pidge frantically types on her wrist console, trying to map a way past the sentries while I keep my eyes peeled. "I don't think we have time to outsmart them," I whisper, my eyes darting between her and the sentries.
"Well, unless you’ve got some brilliant plan, this is all we’ve got," she hisses, not looking up.
Another bolt of Galra energy crackles past us, narrowly missing my shoulder. My heart is pounding, my chest feels tight, and my fingers twitch like they have a mind of their own.
Fine. Time for reckless improvisation.
I snatch a piece of broken paneling from the ground and weigh it in my hand and it'll have to do. I’ve survived with worse. I lock eyes with Pidge. "Cover me. I’m going for a gun."
"What?!"
I flash her a grin and dart out before she can argue. Pidge shouts after me, but I’m already moving. Vaulting over a low railing, I launch myself at the nearest sentry. My makeshift weapon collides with its head, and sparks erupt as it crumples to the floor. A second sentry swivels toward me, but I’ve already grabbed the downed sentry’s gun. I roll out of the way as purple energy scorches the floor where I stand.
I fire back—one shot, two. Both hit their marks.
"Yes!" I shout, the weapon humming warmly in my hands.
Pidge emerges from cover, gaping. "That was... unexpectedly awesome."
"No time for praise! Take their attention. I'll clear the way!"
We split up, moving through the chaos. I duck and move between the sentries, firing off bursts of plasma. My hands sting from the force of the recoil, but I don’t stop.
A stray bolt grazes my arm, and I hiss in pain. Still, I press forward.
"Pidge, head for the shaft!" I shout.
She doesn’t hesitate, making a mad dash for the exit above. Rover zooms ahead, blasting one of the sentries that block her path.
"Almost there!" she shouts.
I bite back a curse as a sentry steps into my path, its weapon charging. I don't have time to think—only to act. Throwing myself forward, I slide under its legs and fire upward. It collapses with a mechanical groan.
"Move, (Y/N)!" Pidge yells from above. She’s already halfway up the escape shaft, using her grappling hook to hoist herself up.
"I’m coming!"
"Watch out!"
I look up just in time to see one of the sentries aim at me from above. My chest tightens. And then Rover barrels into it, knocking it off balance. The sentry plummets, landing with a heavy thud.
"Rover, you beautiful drone!" I shout, scrambling for the shaft.
Pidge generates a hologram of herself from her armor and a sentry fires at it. The hologram is destroyed and the sentry accidentally hits an energy arc, causing it to explode and take out three more.
Gripping the edge of the shaft, I haul myself up, my arm burning with every movement. Pidge grabs my wrist, pulling me the rest of the way.
"Got you!" she says, breathless.
We collapse in the narrow shaft.
"You okay?" she asks, scanning me for injuries.
I nod, gulping down air. "I’ll live. We make a good team."
Relaxation doesn’t last long and two sentries start firing at us, following after us in the shaft. I turn around, aimlessly shooting at the sentries and I yelp as Pidge and I get knocked off balance, sending us down a different section of the shaft. Pidge uses her bayard and connects it into a crack, stopping us. Rover holds us steady and I aim the gun at the sentries, destroying them both.
"Rover! Nice save, buddy," Pidge says, looking relieved.
Sighing, I throw the gun up and begin climbing up the shaft. Pidge uses her bayard to slice through the panel and I kick it open. We exit into an empty hallway of the Castle.
Pidge frowns. "You know, I haven't always been there for my team. But this time, I will be.”
A small smile spreads on my lips. “Come on,” I say. Rover follows after us as we run. “You go back to the Central Energy Chamber. I’m going back to the bridge.”
|••••••••••|
Commander Sendak paces around the bridge. "Haxus, report in."
Pidge’s voice comes through. "Haxus is gone, and you're next!"
He rolls his eyes, stepping closer to Shiro and Lance. "You've slowed me down, but this ship is mine. You will turn yourself over to me immediately."
"Never!"
"Well, then, maybe your leader can convince you." Commander Sendak steps closer to Shiro, whose hands are bound behind him, and powers on his robotic arm, purple electricity crackling in it.
"What do you want?" Shiro grits out.
"Your friend wanted to hear from you." Commander Sendak smirks.
"Shiro?" Pidge asks.
"Pidge? Pidge, don't listen to—" Shiro starts. He screams as he’s electrocuted and my grip tightens on my gun.
"No!"
"You can make it stop. Turn yourself in. His suffering is in your hands."
A sentry cuts the transmission off and Shiro collapses on the floor. Lance is still out cold.
Gritting my teeth, I step through the shadows and train the gun at him. “Commander,” I say, my voice low.
Commander Sendak spins toward me, his smirk fading and his one eye blinks. For a moment, he’s taken aback. “Princess?” he whispers. “You’re alive?”
His sentries swivel to face me, their guns charging with an ominous hum.
"Tell them to stand down, or I’ll shoot.”
“(Y/N)...”
"Stand. Them. Down," I repeat, gripping the gun tighter to hide the trembling in my hands.
Commander Sendak takes a step closer. “Y—”
I fire. The plasma bolt streaks past his head, narrowly missing on purpose. "Next one doesn’t miss," I warn.
The room goes still. Even the sentries hesitate, their glowing optics flickering as they process my actions. He narrows his eye, a frown forming on his lips. “You’re supposed to be dead. Your photo was flashed all across the Empire many millennia ago.” He steps forward, his looming figure casting a long shadow across the dimly lit bridge.
My stomach twists, but I steady my aim, keeping the gun trained on his chest. “I mean it, Sen. I’ll kill you.”
Commander Sendak freezes, his fingers flexing. “You wouldn’t.”
“Wouldn’t I? I am still eighteen and my memories are at the forefront of my mind. Perhaps it has been 10,000 years for you, but your betrayal is still fresh for me.”
“That was a long time ago,” he says quietly, almost as if trying to convince himself.
“Not for me,” I say, my voice hardening.
“I was a soldier of the Empire. I had my orders.”
“You were more than that!” My voice cracks. “You were my friend.”
He hesitates and I see real doubt in his face. His fingers flex at his sides, his mechanical arm whirring faintly. With a swift motion, I fire at the nearest sentry, taking it out in one precise shot. The others whirl to life, their weapons charging, but I’m already moving. I dive behind a console as plasma bolts light up the room, narrowly missing me.
“Stop her!” Commander Sendak roars, his moment of hesitation gone.
I grit my teeth, popping up to fire again, but I am met by his clawed gauntlet.
|••••••••••|
My eyes open in a daze and when I try to move my arms, I realize they’re bound together. I groan quietly, moving to sit up. Shiro is beside me, his head hanging low.
"I'm impressed that you managed to escape,” Commander Sendak says. “Perhaps it would be worth the trip to your planet to see if the rest of your kind have your spirit. Of course, they will all end up broken, just like you. Now that we have Voltron, every planet, every race, all share the same fate."
Shiro’s eyes are distant and he trembles. Gathering the spit in my mouth, I throw it at Commander Sendak’s feet. He looks down at the spit with a flicker of disdain, but he doesn’t retaliate. Instead, he lets out a low chuckle, shaking his head.
“Such fire,” he says, almost admiringly. “A shame your fire is so misdirected.”
I bare my teeth, straining against my restraints. “I’m going to kill you.”
He crouches, bringing himself to eye level with me. “Really? And h—”
I spit in his face this time, eliciting a low growl from him, but he doesn’t take the bait. Commander Sendak sneers and walks over to the computer, preparing for launch again.
When I look up, Pidge is standing at the doorway. He launches his gauntlet at her, but she dodges out of the way. Commander Sendak starts chasing her.
“Pidge, no!” I yell, my voice cracking. He picks up his pace, rounding a corner.
My eyes widen as another Pidge rushes into the bridge.
She used another hologram.
Pidge goes to Shiro first. "Shiro, wake up. It's me, Pidge—" she says. Commander Sendak's gauntlet flies through the air, grabbing her and holding her up in the air.
"You really thought your little hologram trick would work with me?" he yells, enraged.
“Let her go!” I shout, struggling against the restraints.
Keith and Allura enter the bridge, and Keith summons his bayard to fight. Lance stirs beside me.
"Stand back," Commander Sendak growls.
A whirling laser shot spins past me, and Commander Sendak is struck from behind by Lance's bayard rifle, causing him to loosen his grip on Pidge. Lance passes out again and Shiro stands, charging at him, but is thrown aside. Keith charges, slashing his sword at him, but the clawed gauntlet wraps itself around Keith and he is thrown. Pidge severs the energy chain to Commander Sendak’s gauntlet, rendering it useless.
"No!" Commander Sendak exclaims as he charges towards Pidge, but she wraps her bayard around him. Keith raises his sword, yelling as he charges, but his attack is blocked.
Allura is rapidly typing on her computer and she turns around to look at the fight. "Keith, now!" she yells.
Keith jumps in the air and kicks Commander Sendak into the center of the bridge where the crystal is. A light blue barrier is raised, leaving him trapped.
My shoulders slump and Allura rushes to me as Pidge breaks Shiro’s restraints and Keith goes to Lance.
“(Y/N)? Are you okay?” she asks hurriedly.
I struggle against my restraints. “Get me out of these,” I groan. Allura quickly unties the restraints, but her hands pause briefly, and her eyes narrow as she notices a faint scar running along my wrist. I notice the look and snap my hand away, standing shakily as I rub my wrists. “I’m fine,” I insist, avoiding her gaze.
Commander Sendak pounds against the barrier, his voice echoing with rage. “You think this is over? I’ll have you all bowing before Emperor Zarkon soon enough! Starting with you, Princess.”
My blood runs cold at the word and Allura’s head whips behind as she glares at him. She gets up and goes to the computer, pressing something, and the next time he touches the barrier, a strong electric zap knocks him out.
|••••••••••|
Lance is placed in a healing pod and Commander Sendak is contained.
"After a day in here, he should be fully healed," Allura says.
I stare at the blue liquid as it fills the pod and place a gentle hand on the glass.
I’m so sorry, Lance.
Shiro approaches Pidge and the rest of us follow. "Pidge, we can't thank you enough for all you did,” he says. “I can't help but feel that you were meant to be a part of our team... but I understand if you want to leave."
Pidge closes her eyes, guilt swimming in her eyes. "Dad used to tell me how close he was with his crew members. They were like family. Now, I understand what he was talking about." Shiro smiles at Pidge. "I'm staying with you guys. Let's stop Zarkon for all of our families."
“For all our families,” I echo softly with a small smile.
Keith’s expression softens as he regards Pidge and smiles. "Good to have you back on the team," he says.
Sighing, I tuck the loose strands of my braid behind my ear. "This has been a long, long day. I’m going to bed.”
You were my friend, I had said to Sendak. But the truth is more complicated than that.
Because once upon a time, he had been more than just a friend.
And now, he’s my enemy.
|••••••••••|
Pidge’s face is pressed up against the glass of the healing pod, Allura looks up at him confused, Keith is examining Lance with his arms crossed, Hunk’s shoulders are slumped, Shiro’s head is tilted, and I’m huddled between them, sipping on a juice pouch.
Keith's stare shifts to me and I stop sipping, offering him the straw. He raises an eyebrow, his lips twitching like he’s trying not to laugh. “No thanks,” he says dryly.
"I can't tell if he looks healthy... or not," Hunk says, analyzing Lance.
"I think he's breathing weird," Pidge says.
"He's not breathing weirdly," I say.
Keith’s shoulders slouch and he groans. "Oh, come on." He taps once on the pod and Allura pushes his hand away.
"Not yet! A few more ticks," she scolds.
His arms cross again. "How much better do you think he's gonna get in a few more ticks?"
"And what exactly is a tick?" Pidge asks.
"You don't know what a tick is?" I ask, raising an eyebrow.
"You know, a time-slice," Allura says.
"What, like a second?" Shiro asks.
"What is a... 'second'?"
Pidge takes out a clock counting seconds to show Allura. "Like this," she says.
"I'm not sure. I think ticks are bigger. Coran, do you have a ticker?"
Coran is standing at the console and pulls something out. "Right here, Princess." He holds up the ticker.
Allura, Pidge, and Hunk walk up to him and Hunk leans in closer.
"I think ticks are a little slower," he says.
“I can’t tell,” Pidge says, her gaze shifting between the timer in her hand and the ticker.
Crossing my arms, I watch them from where I stand. "You should probably start at the same time,” I say with a slight chuckle.
"Exactly, right.”
"Okay.” Keith and I walk down the stairs. “Ready, go!" Coran shouts.
Both counters start together, and everyone huddles around to watch.
Shiro peeks from behind Hunk’s shoulder. "Yes! I think we're winning," Hunk cheers.
"Winning what? The intergalactic time-measuring competition?" Keith asks. I snort at his sarcastic tone.
Hunk gives him a look. "Yes."
Lance stumbles over to us. "You guys having a clock party?"
Hunk’s face falls and he groans. "Aw, Lance, you just ruined it. Uh—Hey, Lance!" He hugs Lance happily.
"What happened?"
Allura places a gentle hand on his shoulder. "We can tell you all about it while you get something to eat. Are you able to walk?" she asks.
"Talking? Eating? Are you asking me out on a date?" Lance flirts.
Allura’s face falls and she is unimpressed, as is most of the team. She crosses her arms.
"Yep. There he is," Pidge says.
"Yep, he's okay," Shiro adds.
"Classic," Keith sighs.
I roll my eyes and give Lance a light punch.
"Ouch!”
“Let’s get you dressed, pretty boy,” I mutter.
|••••••••••|
Lance sits at the head of the table in the dining hall, scooping green food goo into his spoon and eating it. Coran, Allura, and Hunk stand on the right, behind the chair, and Shiro stands on his left, leaning on the chair. Pidge is crouching by the table and Keith and I sit on top. The mice squeak near Lance’s bowl and he holds his spoon out, feeding the largest mouse with a smile.
"He'd be Sendak's prisoner right now if not for Pidge and (Y/N)," Allura says, looking at us.
"Well, you wouldn't have survived the explosion if Hunk and Coran hadn't gotten a new Crystal," Pidge responds.
"Wow. Thanks, everybody. Sounds like the mice did more than you, though," Lance chuckles.
Keith’s eyes widen, his arms tightening around his chest. "I punched Sendak!" he exclaims.
Lance scratches his chin. "Yeah, apparently after I emerged from a coma and shot his arm off."
"We had a bonding moment. I cradled you in my arms!"
He crosses his arms, shaking his head. "Nope. Don't remember, didn't happen.”
I pinch the bridge of my nose and one of the mice climbs up on my arm.
“So, what happened to Sendak?" Lance asks.
"He's frozen in a cryo-pod,” Allura replies. “We're keeping him here in the Castle."
"Are we allowed to visit?" I ask. Allura nods.
"Are you sure that's a good idea?” Lance asks. “Keeping him in the Castle, that is."
"He's too dangerous to be set free. Besides, we might be able to get some information about Zarkon from him," Allura says.
"So, what's the plan now?"
"We have to get back to the Balmera and save Shay and her people," Hunk responds.
Lance looks at Hunk incredulously. "Wow, you are really hung up on this lady." The mouse climbs into Lance’s bowl and eats all of the food goo, collapsing on its back once it’s finished.
I scoff. “You’re just mad Hunk found himself a lady before you did.”
Hunk shakes his head. "No, it's not like that. Look, guys, when you see how Zarkon has treated these people and destroyed their home—They've been under his thumb for so long, they don't even know what it is to be free. It's up to us to set this right. This is what being a Paladin of Voltron is all about. It's time to man up."
Pidge frowns, and Keith jumps off the table.
"Then let's get moving. Time to go defend the universe," Shiro says. The rest of the team begins to leave the Dining Hall.
"Wait,” Pidge says, standing straight. “I have something to say first. I need to come clean and... I'm afraid this may change the way you all think about me. Just so there are no secrets between us anymore, I can't ‘man up’ because I'm a girl." Lance looks flabbergasted, his mouth hanging open and his eyes wide. "I-I mean, I can ‘man up’ because that's just a figure of speech. I don't have actually to be a man to ‘man up’ I just have to be tough. But what I'm saying—"
"Huh—Eh—Wha—?! You're a girl!? HOW!?" Lance yells.
I look at him amused. “You really didn’t know?”
"I've known for some time, but I'm glad you've shared it with everyone," Allura smiles.
"Yeah, I figured," Hunk says.
"Oh, yeah, me too," Keith says.
"Wait, w-we were supposed to think you were a boy?" Coran asks.
"Pidge, owning who you are is going to make you a better Paladin," Shiro smiles.
Pidge sighs in relief. "It's good to get that off my chest. Now, let's launch this Castle Ship!" She runs off after the team.
Lance is still confused and he shakes his head. "Wait, what?” he exclaims. “Pidge is a girl, and is the Castle a ship? How long have I been out?"
“Barely one day.” I snort and push him to start moving. "Come on, Lancey. Let's go."
We walk to where the team is. Well, it was more like I was dragging Lance behind me.
Allura places her hands on the controls and the crystal glows. Chairs emerge from the floor and I tilt my head, counting them. My shoulders slump and I pout slightly. There are five stations, one for each Paladin.
Wow, Violet really is a secret.
“Activate interlock,” Allura says.
"Dynotherms connected," Coran responds.
The Castle rumbles. "Mega thrusters are go."
"We are ready to depart planet Arus on your mark, Princess.”
"Firing main engines for launch."
The Castle slowly detaches from the cliff, revealing the engine below its base.
I rush to look out the window with wide eyes.
Quiznak, Violet!
As if on cue, her soft chuckle echoes in my mind. "When you need me, I'll come as your lion in shining armor."
This again?
“Oh, my apologies. Your Galra in shining armor.”
“I just leave you here?” I reply internally.
She sighs. “As discussed, I am a last resort. Voltron doesn’t need me yet.”
My shoulders slump as the Castle Ship breaks through Arus’s atmosphere and I take a final glance at the cave Violet is hiding in. “What’s the point of me having you if I can’t reap the benefits?”
Violet is silent for a moment. “Just trust me, my dear.”
|••••••••••|
Hunk is pacing the bridge while Lance, Pidge, and I sit on the stairs. Keith is leaning on a wall with his arms crossed and Shiro simply stands with his hands on his hips.
"Okay,” Hunk says. “So, when we get there, what do you think? Do we just roll up and like, start blasting? Or do we land and have some... kind of public address system, like, 'Attention, Galras. This is Voltron. Turn yourselves in!'" He pauses and looks around. "No. Blasting, right?"
Keith shifts, raising his hands. "Hunk, calm down,” he says and he leans back. “And yes, blasting."
"Definitely blasting," I nod, turning to rest on my stomach and planting my head in the center of my palms.
Shiro chuckles. "Eh, it's our first big rescue mission. He's excited."
Pidge smirks and leans back on the stairs, glancing at Hunk upside down. "Excited to see his new girlfriend," she teases.
Hunk gasps in defense. "She's not my girlfriend! She's just a rock that I met and I admire very much."
I glance between them. “What’s a girlfriend?” I ask.
Everyone turns to stare at me with a mix of confusion, amusement, and disbelief. Keith raises an eyebrow, Hunk freezes mid-step, and Lance nearly chokes on nothing at all. Pidge, however, is the first to recover.
“Wait... you’re joking, right?” Pidge asks, blinking at me.
“No,” I say plainly, sitting upright and brushing imaginary lint off my sleeve. “What’s so funny about that?”
Lance lets out a loud laugh, clutching his stomach. “Oh, man! Are you serious? You don’t know what a girlfriend is? Did you grow up in a cave or something?”
I narrow my eyes at him.
“It’s like… uh…” Hunk scratches the back of his neck, searching for words. “It’s someone you like a lot. More than a friend.”
“Like… a teammate you really admire?” I ask innocently, tilting my head.
“Sure, if by ‘admire’ you mean having googly eyes and wanting to hold hands all the time,” Lance says, still grinning like an idiot.
Keith rolls his eyes and leans back against the wall. “It’s not that complicated. A girlfriend is someone you have romantic feelings for. And before you ask, romance is—”
“I know what romance is!” I snap, cutting him off. My cheeks heat up. “I’m not that clueless.”
These quiznaking idiots are so annoying.
Shiro, sensing my discomfort, steps in. “Alright, alright, let’s not overwhelm her. Everyone grows up differently.”
Violet’s voice chimes in my mind, soft and mocking. "You're doing splendidly, my dear. Absolutely blending in.”
“Not helping,” I snap back silently.
I cross my arms over my chest as I glare at all of them, besides Shiro. “You could’ve said courting. I know what courting is.”
Lance bursts into laughter again, nearly toppling over, and even Pidge lets out a chuckle. “Courting? Who even says that anymore?” Lance wipes a tear from his eye.
Unusual alarms start blaring and we’re alert.
"What is it?” Shiro asks. “Are we being attacked?"
Thank the stars. I groan dramatically and stand.
"No, it seems to be a distress beacon. It's coming from a nearby moon. Apparently, a ship has lost power," Allura answers.
Pidge stands and holds her chin. "I wonder who it is," she says.
Hunk steps beside her and puts his arms on his hips. "Whoever it is will have to wait. Shay has first priority. We can check back on them when we're done," he says.
"The Paladin Code states that we must help all those in need," Allura says.
He crosses his arms.
"Wow!” Lance exclaims, walking up to them. “This is so cool. It's like we're space cops on space patrol. Coran, do we have a siren we can turn on?"
"Uh, no, but we could record you making a siren noise and broadcast that to them," Coran says.
"Perfect!" Lance tries to imitate a siren. Shiro places a hand over Lance's mouth.
"No, not doing that," he says, shaking his head.
I sigh, glancing between the two of them. “Good thing you stopped, otherwise I would’ve tossed you back into that healing pod.”
"Where do you get all these ideas?" Keith asks.
"My brain, of course."
"Ah. I didn't realize you had a brain."
I freeze and narrow my eyes at him. "I have a brain, Keith."
|••••••••••|
We enter the moon’s atmosphere.
ALLURA: "Attention, damaged craft, this is Princess Allura. We are coming to assist you.”
The Castle Ship lands and Allura turns to look at Coran. "Stay aboard and try to get as many of our systems clear of that Galra crystal energy as you can. We'll see who hailed us," she says.
"Yes, Princess," Coran says.
We all descend to the moon's crust using one of the smaller ships.
"You don't know how glad we are to see some friendly faces.” A purple alien male stands. He has some sort of wrench in his hand and a hat over his head. Beside him is a yellow alien female wearing a small smile. They have multiple crates behind them. “Most folks don't want to get tangled up with anyone who's on the run from the Galra."
Running from the Galra? I look at their ship. In that thing?
"So, you guys are fighting the Galra?" Keith asks.
"Well, I don't think Zarkon is exactly quaking in his boots at the three of us, but we do what we can. I'm Rolo. This is Nyma, and our cyber-unit, Beezer," Rolo says.
"Hi," Nyma smiles. Her amethyst eyes sparkle.
Lance looks struck by Nyma's beauty, a heavy blush painting his features and his mouth hangs open.
Pidge looks amazed by Beezer. "Cool robot!" she gushes. She and Lance rush to them.
Lance takes Nyma's hand. "Hi! Name's Lance," he flirts.
Nyma smiles, accepting Lance’s flirtatious advances and I roll my eyes. Keith crosses arms, studying the three. He’s suspicious, and I am too.
"Was your ship damaged in a fight?" Shiro asks.
Typical Lance. Typical Shiro.
"Yeah, we've really been through it with the Galra. Parts are hard to come by. Luckily, we were able to limp to this moon about a week ago. If you didn't pick up our distress signal, I didn—" Rolo starts.
"Why are the Galra interested in you?" I ask, stepping closer. "What did you do?"
"(Y/N)!" Allura says, looking embarrassed. "Sorry. She's not great with strangers. Anyway, we're happy to help. I am Princess Allura of Altea, and from now on, you won't be alone fighting the Galra. You'll have the Paladins of Voltron by your side."
Rolo compares the serious Shiro, Keith, and Hunk with Lance and Pidge, who are goofing off with Nyma and Beezer. He doesn't look impressed. If I looked at us I wouldn't be impressed either.
"...Okay," Rolo says.
"I don't think they've heard of us," Shiro says.
"It has been ten thousand years," Keith says.
"Voltron? Five robot Lions that combine into this big robot... guy?" Lance says, trying to spark their memories.
"Sounds impressive. I'd love to see it.” Rolo looks confused. “Or—Or him. Them."
"Why don't we just get to work on your ship? I'm sure we all have places to be," Hunk says.
"Sure." Rolo opens his spacecraft. "Pretty much our whole flaxum assembly is shot. I don't know what kind of extra parts you carry in this rig of yours. I've never seen anything quite like it."
Lance raises an arm, flexing his bicep and he continues flirting with Nyma. She covers her mouth and giggles. Shiro smacks him and Lance frowns. I walk up to them and jab my elbow in Lance’s side.
"I'm sure we can get you back up and running,” Allura says with a kind smile. “Give Hunk a list of what you need. Coran can show you where to find it."
Hunk hesitates, looking between them. "Okay," he says.
"We'll go with you. Don't want you to have to carry all that yourself,” Rolo says. “Come on, guys." He tries walking toward the Castle of Lions, but Hunk stops him.
"Uh, I don't think so.” He crosses his arms. “You can just wait out here.”
"Hunk, don't be rude," Allura scolds.
"Yeah, mind your manners. There are ladies present," Lance says as he winks at Nyma.
The team groans. Shaking my head, I whack his head.
"Hey!" Lance whines.
Shiro sighs.
"Oh, I'm sorry,” Hunk says, a deep frown on his features. “Oh, but does anyone remember the last time we let our defenses down? Someone kind of set off a bomb. Remember Lance? You were almost killed."
"Oh, yeah..." Lance says, his shoulders drooping.
"Hunk's right.” Shiro steps forward. “Sorry, but we have to be cautious.”
"Hey, I don't take it personally.” Rolo walks up to Beezer and grabs the sheet of paper he printed out. “That's how it is out here. You've got to look out for your own. You're doing a good job, big man."
Rolo hands Hunk the list of parts from Beezer.
"Yeah. Thanks," Hunk says as he snatches the list and heads into the Castle Ship.
|••••••••••|
Night has fallen on the moon and we sit by a fire while Pidge plays with Beezer. Keith scoots closer to me, playing around with his helmet. I trace a shape into the condensation on his visor. He traces the same shape and I give him a look.
“Don’t copy me,” I mutter, doing a different shape.
"My planet was destroyed by the Galra, and I was taken captive. I managed to escape, but not before I lost something," Rolo says as he shows us his prosthetic left leg. He knocks on it.
"I know exactly how that feels." Shiro clenches his robotic arm.
I look between the two of them and frown.
Hunk drags a hovercart full of parts over. "Well, I hope there are some parts in here that'll fit," he says. He takes his helmet off, shaking his head. Rolo does not respond. "...You know, to get your ship moving?"
Rolo raises his hand with a small smile. "Great! Thanks."
"So, what can you tell us about Zarkon's forces? Where are they concentrated?" Allura asks, sitting on the crate beside ours. Pidge rides Beezer in the background, shouting with glee.
"Well, his Command Ship sits right in the center of the Empire. He mostly calls the shots from there and has his minions do the work, depending on who's closest. This is the territory of a real nasty bugger named Sendak," Rolo says.
"Oh, we've met," Keith says.
I scoff, shaking my head. “Oh, we’ve met, alright,” I mutter.
“Yeehaw!” Pidge squeals, clutching tighter to Beezer’s head.
Keith eyes me with mild amusement. I sigh, meeting his eyes. “What?”
“You probably don’t know what that means, either,” he says, leaning in closer. Pursing my lips, I shake my head. “It’s an exclamation we use back at home.”
“Oh. Yeehaw," I mutter quietly, testing the word under my breath. Keith’s lips twitch into a faint smirk, but he says nothing.
"How far are we from the center?" Shiro asks.
"We're way out on the fringes," Rolo says.
Hunk walks over. "Hey, sorry to interrupt, but I think you guys are kind of keeping Rolo from working. It's just that we're in a hurry. A hero named Shay saved my life, and I swore I would return to do the same for her and her people. You understand.”
Rolo stands. "Sure. Sorry." He pats a hand on Hunk's shoulder and then walks over to the hovercart to inspect the parts.
Shiro approaches Hunk. “Hunk,” he whispers, “we’re gonna get going soon, but I think Rolo might have some information that could be helpful to us.”
Hunk points a sharp side-eye at Rolo. “Not for nothing, but I don’t trust this guy as far as I could throw him.” Beezer starts ringing and Pidge panics. “I think we gotta leave him with a box of parts and just say ‘Adios amigo’.”
“‘Adios amigo’,” I repeat quietly, tilting my head.
Keith snickers. “That means ‘goodbye, friend’ in Spanish. Don’t tell me you don’t know what that means either.”
I glare at him, heat rising to my cheeks again. “Leave me alone.”
"Hey, bud!” Rolo calls out, turning to look at Hunk.
“Keith,” I whisper, leaning toward him. “Do you trust them?”
He glances at me sideways. “No. Do you?”
I shake my head. “No.”
“Sorry, but do you think you could hunt down a length of thermal pipe about yea long?" Rolo asks, gesturing the length.
Hunk groans and rolls his eyes. "On the way," he mutters, leaving.
Shiro approaches Rolo first. "So, are there more freedom fighters? Any kind of organized resistance to the Galra?" he asks. We walk up behind him.
There used to be a lot.
"Only folks who haven't been colonized yet, or the lucky few, like us, who managed to escape somehow," Rolo replies.
"Well, we're going to change all that," Keith says.
"That's good to hear, but I've got to warn you, it's pretty bad out there. You don't know what you're up against." He turns away, shifting his focus back to the hovercart.
I take a hesitant step, curiosity gnawing at me. “How bad is it?” I ask.
Rolo pauses for a moment, glancing at me. “Zarkon and his soldiers stop at nothing.”
“And Prince Lotor? What of him?”
He shrugs, a small laugh escaping from him. “Exile or something. But between you and me, I think the guy’s just a myth.”
I frown. Exile?
Hunk and Rolo tinker with the ship, but a loud boom echoes, and when I look up, I see the Blue Lion leaving the Castle.
I blink, my mouth hanging open. “What a damn fool,” I mutter.
"Oh, Lance," Hunk sighs, shaking his head.
"Ah, let them have their fun.” Rolo places a hand on Hunk’s shoulder. “Thanks to you, this thing is just about ready, so we're going to be on our way soon. Too many light years on that guy, I guess."
Hunk suspiciously eyes the part he replaced. "Yeah."
Rolo suddenly exits the engine of his ship, jolting me and Keith who lean on one of the walls. "I think this thing is just about ready for a test flight. Beezer, come co-pilot for me. Be back in a tick."
They rush into the ship, shutting the door.
"Uh..." Hunk trails off, lifting his goggles.
Rolo's spacecraft takes flight without issues and I turn away, trying not to get sand or dust in my eyes. They disappear into the air.
I stand there, dumbfounded.
|••••••••••|
"How many ticks have they been gone?" Pidge asks, kicking a pebble. We’re all sitting around on the crates they left behind.
"I don't know,” Allura admits. “I hope they didn't break down again."
"Something ain't right," Hunk says.
"I think they played us for some fools,” I mutter, staring at the direction they flew in.
LANCE: "Guys? Hello? Little help?"
SHIRO: "Lance?” Everyone puts their helmets on. “Lance! Are you all right? W-What's going on?"
LANCE: "Well, I'm kind of chained to a... a tree."
HUNK: "I knew it!"
LANCE: “And I think Nyma and Rolo just stole the Blue Lion.”
HUNK: "I knew it!"
I shake my head. (Y/N): “Great.”
Allura looks at me and groans, cursing under her breath. She pulls up the GPS tracking and walks Northeast.
ALLURA: “I’m coming to get you, Lance.”
SHIRO: "Where are they?"
LANCE: "Uh... space?"
HUNK: "Uh, I never trusted those guys, right from the beginning!"
|••••••••••|
I smile wide as I enter the hangar the way Lance usually enters and hold tightly onto the zip line.
(Y/N): “Stars above, this is so cool! You guys do this every time?”
Hunk rants at length. HUNK: “I mean, y'know, at first, it was just like a feeling in my gut, you know? But when I was replacing that thermal pipe, the pipe was cracked, but none of the hardware around it was damaged."
Letting go of the zip line, I fall into the blue machine and hold onto the controls.
KEITH: "Okay, we get it."
HUNK: "I mean, if the thermal pipe is cracked, then, obviously, hello, the entire assembly should be totally roasted."
KEITH: "Okay! We get it."
HUNK: "We should've had to replace the entire undercarriage of that reactor. So, right then, I was, like, positive. Foul play."
ALL: "Okay, we get it!"
Pausing at the floor of the hangar, I look around at the remaining Lions. Shiro, Hunk, and Pidge are already boarding theirs.
“Wait,” I call out, looking between them, confused. “Who am I—”
Keith pulls me by the collar of my suit, dragging me towards the Red Lion.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa! I thought I wasn’t allowed near your precious Red Lion,” I snap, stumbling after Keith as he drags me up the ramp.
Keith smirks faintly but doesn’t let go. “Well, we don’t have time to argue, do we?”
“You could’ve just asked,” I mutter, reluctantly climbing into a seat behind his pilot one.
Keith straps in, flicking switches with practiced ease as the Red Lion roars to life. “Strap in and hold on. You’re in for a wild ride.”
“Just don’t get us killed, Mullet,” I quip, earning a glare.
|••••••••••|
(Y/N): “Look! There!”
We gain on Rolo's spacecraft, but they fly into the asteroid belt. All the Lions come to a halt.
PIDGE: "We'll never get through this asteroid field!"
HUNK: "Maybe I can just bust through!" Hunk slams the Yellow Lion into an asteroid, causing all the asteroids to bump against each other. "Nope. That was wrong. That was a bad idea."
SHIRO: "Keith, you're the only one who could possibly fly through this. We need you, buddy. Get in there and flush him out."
KEITH: "You got it. See you on the other side."
I grip my seat and glance at Keith. (Y/N): "Wait, why only Keith?”
SHIRO: “Keith is one of the most talented pilots of his generation.”
Keith smirks as he pursues Rolo in the Red Lion, navigating through the asteroid field easily. I stare at how we move in disbelief. Soon, we reach them. Rolo’s ship fires laser blasters at the Red Lion, and Keith dodges the attacks, firing Red’s mouth cannon in retaliation and steering us away from the asteroids.
My grip tightens and my heart races as we fly. He is an incredible pilot.
Rolo veers hard left and Keith grunts, gripping Red’s controls and using its thrusters to prevent us from crashing. He powers on the Red Lion's jaw blade and flings it at Rolo's spacecraft, disabling the ship's weapons and causing them to explode.
(Y/N): “Nice, Mullet!”
They increase their speed, but Keith is right on them, firing the Red Lion's mouth cannon at their engines. The action causes another explosion and their spacecraft spins out of control, knocking them out of the asteroid belt. Keith catches them with the Red Lion, inserting its paws into the metal of the ship, and uses the thrusters to slow them to a stop. The other Lions arrive.
KEITH: "Yeah! Haha! Hey, Lance, I got your Lion back."
LANCE: "Thank you, Keith. Now, can you come and unchain me?"
KEITH: "What's that? I, uh... Y-You're cutting out. I can't—I can't hear you."
LANCE: "Oh, come on! I thought we bonded. Keith? Buddy? My man?"
I snort. (Y/N): “Did Allura still not find you?”
I hear soft chuckles on the other side of the comms. ALLURA: “Oh, I found him. I am simply taking a moment to enjoy the view.”
Lance sighs, and I hear him thrashing. LANCE: “All right, ladies, I’ve learned my lesson. Please unchain me.”
|••••••••••|
Rolo and his crew sit on top of a crate looking defeated.
"Since your ship really doesn't work now, you'll have to wait here for a rescue," Keith says.
"Thanks... for sparing our lives," Rolo says.
Hunk keeps his arms crossed, glancing at Shiro. "Now that these guys are dealt with, let's get to the Balmera and save Shay and her family," he says.
"You may not believe this,” Rolo starts, grabbing our attention once more, “but I hope you do stop Zarkon. A lifetime of fighting the Galra led me to where I am today."
Hunk frowns, looking guilty, and he and the team leave, walking to the Castle Ship.
I stay behind and circle them, holding my hands crossed tightly in front of me. Pausing in front of Nyma, I shine my violet-yellow eyes for just a tick. It's a trick I learned when I was little that leaves anyone who sees it feeling unsettled.
Nyma's confident smirk falters as she meets my glowing eyes. Her breath hitches, and for the first time since we met, she looks nervous. "What's your deal?" she asks, her voice laced with forced bravado.
I lean in slightly, just enough to make her squirm. "My deal?” I lower my voice, letting it turn cold. "If you three were to have stolen my Lion from me, I would have hung you by your insides and let you dangle as a warning to anyone who dared to cross me." I crack my knuckles. “You should count yourself lucky we didn’t leave you drifting in space.”
Nyma flinches but holds her tongue, her hands clenching into fists on her lap.
I straighten. “Remember this moment the next time you think about crossing us. Because there won’t be a next time.”
Rolo's face pales, and he swallows hard, clearly unnerved as he nods. "We wouldn't dream of crossing you again," he stammers.
"See to it that you don't," I say, turning to walk back to the Castle Ship with a smirk on my lips.
Bounty hunters, Commanders, dark magic—not even death itself—is going to stop me. I will make them all pay.
I am the harbinger of justice, and my wrath is inevitable.
Chapter 9: Blood Runs Thicker Than Water
Summary:
(Y/N) dreams about her past. Later Team Voltron goes to save the Balmera from the Galra’s grasp.
^^⚠️⚠️Graphic depictions of blood⚠️⚠️^^
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Darkness fills the area, stretching endlessly, a suffocating void that weighs heavily on my chest. The air is cold and damp, laced with the sharp tang of iron. My bare feet touch the freezing metal floor, each step sending a shiver up my spine. Ahead of me stands a massive throne, drenched in crimson light that seems to pulse like a heartbeat. The silence is broken only by the soft, maddening drip of blood falling from nowhere, splattering onto the floor.
I approach the throne, its imposing form a perfect replica of Emperor Zarkon's. My hand trembles as I reach out, compelled by an unseen force. The moment my palm meets the metal, searing pain shoots through me. My skin sizzles, and I cry out, stumbling backward.
"You are a monster," a voice murmurs. "A half-breed traitor. All this blood is on your hands, and more is yet to come."
The words twist in my mind, sinking deep into my heart. The floor beneath me becomes slick with blood, spreading like an endless tide. My breaths come in ragged gasps as the crimson pool rises, engulfing me. It's thick, suffocating, dragging me down into its depths. My lungs burn as I thrash, desperate for air, but the blood invades, filling me with its metallic tang. I sink deeper, my body straining, until the darkness swallows me whole.
Then, as suddenly as it began, the scene shifts. I'm gasping for breath, greedily sucking in the cool air. My body trembles as I find myself in a familiar place—the training room in Emperor Zarkon's Central Command. Two children stand before me, their voices echoing with youthful laughter.
A broad, fluffy-eared Galra boy, no older than ten, watches in awe as a younger girl—dressed in a deep burgundy dress and dark purple boots—twirls in place. Her form shifts effortlessly, eyes glowing as she transforms fully into her Galra state.
It's us. Me and Sendak.
"Show me that trick again, (N/N)!" Young Sendak's voice is eager, full of admiration. His bright eyes sparkle with excitement.
I want to look away, but I can't. My heart aches as I watch my younger self giggle and oblige, her transformation fluid and full of pride. She's carefree, untouched by the weight of the world. Of the Galra Empire. "Stupid, stupid girl," I mutter through my teeth. "Stop."
"Okay!" she says, twirling again. Her confidence shines through her smile as she takes a seat beside him. "Dayak Zlak says I'm special."
Sendak's ears flick, and he pouts. "You need to teach me."
She pats the fur on his head, grinning. "But then I wouldn't be special anymore, Sen."
The door slides open, and both children straighten as Dayak Zlak enters. His gaze sweeps over them, a hint of curiosity in his stern expression.
"What is going on here?" he asks.
(Y/N) purses her lips, her gaze shifting as she stands and begrudgingly makes her way to her governor. Her shoulders slump. "Nothing," she says quietly.
Zlak gently caresses her hair and peeks at Sendak. "Shouldn't you be training?"
Sendak stiffens under Zlak's scrutiny. "Yes, Dayak. My apologies. I'll resume immediately." He grabs the wooden training staff at his feet, holding it tightly, though his ears flick nervously.
Zlak hums in approval, but his gaze lingers on the young (Y/N). "And you, little one? Why are you not at your lessons with Prince Lotor?"
"I finished them early," (Y/N) replies, her voice small, as she scuffs the floor with her boot.
Zlak sighs, grabbing her hand and escorting her out of the training room.
The scene flickers and shifts again, leaving me disoriented.
Now, Sendak is thirteen, his frame taller and his demeanor more assured. I—now ten—sit on the floor, pressing a rag to an open wound from training. She trains with Sendak, Lotor, and other young Galra every day, much to her Dayaks' dismay.
"When I'm older, I'm going to explore the universe," Sendak announces, his voice carrying a note of wonder.
"Are you going to leave me, Sen?" she asks softly, her voice tinged with fear.
"Never." He crouches beside me, taking my hand in his. "I'll take you with me. We'll be adventurers who voyage the universe, just like you've always dreamed."
A tear escapes my younger self's eye, and she smiles. "Do you promise?"
He presses a quick kiss to her hand, his own trembling slightly. "I promise."
The warmth of their bond fills the room, only to be shattered as the vision shifts again.
"Sen?" (Y/N) looks up at Sendak. Now, I'm fifteen. My fingers brush through the fur on Sendak's cheeks as he gazes down at me. The air between us is thick with unspoken emotion.
"Yes, Princess?" he murmurs, his voice soft. A warm smile is on his features as he gazes down at her.
I rise onto my toes, pressing a tentative kiss to his lips. His eyes widen in surprise, but he doesn't pull away. Instead, his arms tighten around me protectively.
"(Y/N)... you shouldn't," he whispers, his voice laced with regret.
"I wanted to," I say, my cheeks burning. She fidgets with the sleeves of her dress and takes a small step back. "You mean so much to me, Sen. I don't know what I'd do without you."
His ears flick back, his expression conflicted. "What we are... what you are... you can't let feelings cloud your judgment."
My younger self's gaze hardens and the hurt is evident in her eyes. "Because of what I am? Is that what you think of me?"
Sendak sighs heavily, running a hand through his fur. "I didn't mean it like that. It's just... you're Emperor Zarkon's daughter. A-and your mother... if anyone found out—"
"Why does it always come back to him?" (Y/N) snaps, her voice rising. "I am my own person, and I—"
"Enough!" Sendak barks, his voice echoing through the dimly lit corridor. He steps back, his hands curling into fists at his sides. "You don't understand what's at stake."
"I understand perfectly." Tears sting her eyes, but she refuses to let them fall. Her voice trembles. "I understand that you're too much of a coward to stand by me."
Sendak flinches and he shakes his head, embracing her. He inhales her scent, closing his eyes. "Stars above," he whispers, his voice cracking. "I will always stand by you."
My fists tremble with anger as I look at them. "Liar," I whisper.
The scene fractures, dissolving into chaos. Alarms blare, purple and red lights flashing as members of Rez'or storm the command center.
"Sen? What are you doing? We have to leave!" she shouts over the noise.
Sendak remains with his sword drawn, his eyes flickering to the incoming Galra sentries. "You're not going anywhere."
Amidst the carnage, I see my younger self standing before Sendak, her eyes wide with betrayal.
"You ratted us out?" she whispers, blood splattered across her. "How could you?"
Sendak's voice is cold. "I did what I had to. You've become delusional. You talk of freedom and you've let these rebels poison your mind."
She charges at him, her sword clashing against his. He disarms her effortlessly, slamming her into a wall. Her screams echo as Druids arrive, their shadows darkening the room.
"Her defiance nearly cost us the Empire. Emperor Zarkon shall reward you greatly for your service to the Galra Empire. Vrepit Sa."
"Vrepit Sa!" Sendak salutes, placing one hand over his heart.
(Y/N) shakes her head frantically, trying to claw her way free. "No!" she screams, thrashing. "No!"
I flinch at the sight, but it is the final vision that leaves me breathless.
(Y/N), now nearly eighteen, sits battered and bruised in a cold cell and her bottom lip is busted. She has been forced to fight in the Arena for two years already, and each fight chips away at her soul. Her chains rattle as Sendak kneels before her.
"Will you make me the happiest Galra alive and marry me?" he asks.
(Y/N) freezes, her mind screaming in disbelief at Sendak's words. Her breath catches as she stares at him kneeling before her. His face is a mask of stoic determination, but she can see the flicker of vulnerability in his eyes—a silent plea, buried deep beneath layers of duty and pride.
"You want to marry me?" she spits, her voice sharp and brittle like cracked glass. "After everything you've done?"
Sendak doesn't flinch, but his ears flick back ever so slightly. "(Y/N), I—"
"You betrayed me!" she shouts, cutting him off, her voice echoing against the metal walls. "You handed me over like I was nothing. You stood there and watched as they broke me—piece by piece—and now you dare to ask me to be yours?"
Sendak's jaw tightens. His voice is low, measured. "It wasn't betrayal. It was survival. For both of us."
"Survival?" Her laughter is hollow, bitter. "You call this survival? Look at me, Sendak! Look at what your survival has cost me!" She gestures to her battered body and her ragged clothes. "I'm a monster. And you—" Her voice cracks, and tears sting her eyes. "You let it happen."
"I didn't have a choice," he growls, his composure fracturing. "Do you think I wanted this?"
Her gaze burns into his. "Why now?"
His hands twitch at his sides, and for a moment, he looks away. "Because I still love you," he admits, his voice barely above a whisper. "Because despite everything, I can't imagine a future without you in it."
"I'm going to kill you, Sendak," she snarls, lunging at him. Her thumb digs into his right eye, and the blood is warm and sticky against her skin. I flinch.
He cries out in pain, throwing her against the wall.
"It is marriage to me or death, (Y/N)," he roars. "Emperor Zarkon is willing to spare your life."
Her voice is steady, venomous. "I would rather die than become your wife."
He looks at her in a rage. "Don't beg for death so easily because I will not hesitate to snap your neck."
"Then kill me, damn it!"
The scene darkens as Sendak storms out, his heavy footsteps echoing down the corridor. He pauses outside the cell, clutching his injured eye. His breathing is ragged, his composure slipping further with every passing second. His shoulders slump, but he shoves the emotions aside. Duty over sentiment—always.
Inside, (Y/N) collapses against the wall, the chains biting into her wrists as she cradles her battered body. Her chest heaves, each breath a struggle. The flickering light above casts ominous shadows, making her feel even smaller.
A voice crackles through a hidden speaker embedded in the cell. It's Haggar's. "You truly are your father's daughter."
I focus my attention back to (Y/N), and she's huddled on the floor crying. Her quiet whispers float to me and my hands clench.
(Y/N) collapses, her body shaking as she whispers a quiet prayer to the stars. Her voice trembles but carries a spark of defiance. "Stars above, grant me safe passage. I know you are out there listening to me. I vow to restore the Galra Empire and bring peace to the universe. I shall be better."
The scene fades and I wake up panting. Placing a hand upon my racing heart, I shake my head and pinch myself to make sure I am no longer dreaming.
Pain is my reminder.
Red circles form on my arm, but I pinch until I see specks of blood.
I am awake.
Looking up at the cryo-pod, I take in Commander Sendak's frozen state. I stand and stare up at him, mixed feelings swirling. "I trusted you with my life, Sendak, and you betrayed me." My voice is barely above a whisper.
My hand raises to touch the glass, and I rest it there. He looks almost demure and harmless. Almost. For a fleeting moment, I see him as he was—my Sendak, the boy who promised me adventures among the stars. But that boy is gone, buried beneath layers of treachery and ambition. The man before me is a stranger wearing his face.
I lower my hand, bitterness crawling up my throat. "I ought to kill you, but my team needs answers from you." I clench my hands into tight fists. "Do not mistake this as mercy. I will kill you when the time comes."
Walking back to the bridge of the Castle Ship, the entire team is huddled by Princess Allura. They are all out of their Paladin armor, wearing their typical, casual clothes.
Keith looks at me quizzically as I walk to his side. "Where have you been (Y/N)?" he asks.
"I needed some time alone," I say, my voice steady but quiet. My gaze flicks to Keith and lingers for a moment. His eyes narrow slightly, filled with concern and unspoken questions, but he doesn't push.
"Are you all right?" he asks, softer now.
I nod. "I'm fine." He glances at my hand for a moment before focusing back on Allura.
"We'll be arriving at the Balmera soon," she says, glancing at Coran as he follows the map. "Liberating these Balmerans from Zarkon's grasp will not be easy so we will have to give it our all."
Lance gives her a side glance. "So, what's the plan?" he asks. "We go in there and just—Pow, pow, pow!" He imitates laser fire, making hand gestures. "—And free the prisoners?"
Keith's face falls and his features show a slight expression of disgust. "What was that noise?" he asks, putting a hand on his hip.
Lance smirks, pleased with himself. "Laser guns."
Hunk shakes his head. "No, Lance, I think you mean—" He imitates a huge laser cannon. "—Pow!"
"That sounds like fireworks."
Pidge snorts. "Technically, they're more like—ba-choo, ba-choo, ba-choo!" She imitates firing a small laser gun.
"Okay, enough with the bad sound effects," Shiro says. Pidge's shoulders droop. "Besides, it's more like— blam, blam, blam!" He imitates firing a laser gun.
"What?" Keith asks.
"You're crazy," Pidge states.
"No way," Lance says.
"Nuh—Wrong," Hunk shakes his head.
“It’s like this,” I say, putting my hands together. “Pew, pew, pew."
Allura sighs as she looks at us and shakes her head. "Paladins, focus," she scolds.
Hunk nods. “Besides, we can't just shoot at the Galra. This Balmera it's, like, alive. And from what we've seen, it doesn't look very good. I don't want to risk anything."
"Yes, it's an atrocity what the Galra have been doing to this grand beast,” Coran says with a frown as he keeps his eyes locked on the screen. “Stealing its Crystals, its very life force, without ever performing the energy rejuvenation ceremonies to heal it."
"After seeing Shay's people enslaved, it made me realize how bad Zarkon really is. And we're the only ones who can stop him."
Crossing my arms over my chest, I keep my eyes fixed on the scannings that show how damaged this Balmera is and frown.
"Okay, so we can't go into the tunnels guns blazing,” Shiro states. “Plan B. We figure out how to draw the Galra up to the surface and battle them out there."
I nod in agreement. “The Balmera can’t get hurt if you’re in the air fighting.”
"Wait, I know!” Hunk exclaims. “If we attack all of this big mining stuff on the surface, the Galra troops will have to come out to defend it. Then we beat them up and head down to the tunnels, Voltron saves the day."
Keith raises an eyebrow. "But how will we know how many are left down in the tunnels?"
"We can track the Galra and the Balmerans using Biothermal Life Indicator Point Technology," Allura says as she brings up a drone hologram.
"Oh, BLIP tech!" Pidge says excitedly. Allura does not understand and stares at her silently. Pidge adjusts her glasses. “It's an acronym?"
"One of you will need to fly around the Balmera and drop sensors into the shafts on each side." The hologram imitates the plan. "Then we'll be able to see where the Galra and the Balmerans are. There are already sensors built into your suits."
"I can do it. I just modified the Green Lion with the invisible maze's cloaking ability. I should be able to fly around unnoticed."
Coran brings up an image of the Balmera's surface on the screen, zooming in on a Galra structure. "That's their main power generator. If you take that down, it will severely weaken their defenses," he says.
"We'll stay in cloud cover and give tactical support. With the Castle's defenses weakened from Sendak's Crystal, we won't be of much help to you," Allura states.
"I'll take out the power generator,” Shiro says. He turns to look at me. “Someone’s going to need to be on the ground. (Y/N), can you handle it?”
I nod. “I can handle it.”
“Keith, Lance, Hunk, you take out these big mining rigs around the area.”
"Yeah!” Hunk exclaims, throwing his hands in the air. “Okay, let's do this! Let's go kick some alien butt!"
|••••••••••|
I stare at Keith, who is now dressed in his Paladin suit while I am in the Altean armor Coran gave me, and raise an eyebrow. “So…” I trail off as he grabs the zipline, “I just, what? Hold on to you?”
Keith rolls his eyes. "Unless you’ve got a better idea for getting down to Red, yeah. You hold on to me."
I huff, crossing my arms. “Fine. Just don’t drop me.”
“Don’t worry.”
He hooks onto the zipline and offers a hand. I grab it and Keith steadies me as I grip his waist.
Once we reach Red, I strap myself into the same seat. Keith glances over his shoulder to look at me.
“You good?”
I nod, giving him a thumbs up.
Lance’s chuckles echo through the comms. LANCE: “You’re like Keith’s passenger princess, (Y/N).”
Keith rolls his eyes, his hands already moving over the controls to fire up Red. His ears are just barely pink. KEITH: “Shut up, Lance.”
LANCE: “No, really! It’s cute. You’ve got your little sidekick now.”
HUNK: “Keith and (Y/N), sittin’ in a lion…”
I cross my arms over my chest. (Y/N): “You’re lucky you’re over there.”
Lance snickers. LANCE: "You think the Balmerans will have a parade for us after we've freed everybody?"
Keith sends a video transmission to Lance and I flip him off. Lance copies me.
KEITH: "It's not about the glory, Lance. It's about freeing prisoners from Zarkon."
The video transmission ends.
LANCE: "No, I know. I know. But still. When they—"
The Lions fly towards the Balmera's surface, and the Galra structures start firing lasers at us.
SHIRO: "This is it. Get your heads in the game. Remember, the Balmera is a living creature. Make sure you pinpoint only the Galra installations and not its surface."
I sit up in my seat, pointing out the window. “Look out!” I shout. “Immelmann turn, dive up!”
“I know how to pilot my Lion,” Keith grumbles, peering at me through the corner of his eye.
The ship banks hard, and I’m pressed into the seat as Keith executes the maneuver flawlessly, dodging a stream of laser fire. My heart races as Red surges forward, the adrenaline pumping through my veins.
KEITH: “Next time, trust me. I’ve got this.”
(Y/N): “Sure, but next time, maybe don’t wait until the last second?”
Keith huffs a laugh, his focus locked on the controls. “Noted.”
The comms crackle again, Lance’s voice chiming in. LANCE: “Look, if (Y/N) wants to do all the backseat flying, I’ll trade. My Blue Lion loves passengers.”
KEITH: “Not happening, Lance.”
The Red Lion dives again, and the Galra lasers scatter wide as Keith rolls through the air.
PIDGE: "Initiating cloak."
The Green Lion separates from the group and turns invisible to drop BLIP drones. Lance and Hunk destroy the Galra’s weapons. Shiro uses the Black Lion's jaw blade to destroy the power generator and soon Pidge finishes dropping BLIP drones.
PIDGE: "All sensors delivered."
The power generator still has an active, massive laser cannon attacking the Red Lion. After dodging, the Red Lion fires its heat ray to melt through the cannon's tower.
My mouth hangs open.
KEITH: "Whoa! Did you guys just see that? I got firepower!"
I lean in closer, watching as the metal melts. (Y/N): "That's so cool!"
LANCE: "Hey! I want that!"
The cannon tower begins to fall towards the Balmera's surface.
(Y/N): “Keith!”
KEITH: "Oh no!"
Hunk immediately flies the Yellow Lion underneath the tower and struggles to hold it upright. HUNK: "Hey, we can't let this thing hurt the Balmera!"
LANCE: "I think my Lion knows what to do!" Lance uses the Blue Lion's freeze ray to freeze the tower in place.
I stare at the forming ice. (Y/N): “No way, Blue’s got ice powers?”
LANCE: “Ha-aw, snap! These rays are super cool, just like me!"
SHIRO: "Great job, team!"
The Paladins land the Lions on top of the frozen canon and wait for troops from the Galra Empire to appear. Nothing happens.
KEITH: "Where are all the troops? They're not coming to the surface."
HUNK: "Yeah, I remember seeing a lot of Galra guys down in the mines."
ALLURA: "We've located a hangar full of Galra fighters just below the surface. Someone has to take those out before they can launch."
SHIRO: "They're luring us down, but we have no choice. Keith, (Y/N), Lance, you guys hit the hangar. Hunk, you’re going to head to the prison to rescue Shay and the other Balmerans. Pidge and I will track down the Galra soldiers."
Red starts moving again. KEITH: "Yes, sir!"
(Y/N): “Got it!”
LANCE: "Ten-four!"
PIDGE: "On it!"
HUNK: "Let's do this!"
|••••••••••|
There are dozens of Galra fighter jets deep within the cave and their red lights glow ominously against the purple metal. Lance, Keith, and I quietly slide down to get a better look.
"The entire hangar's only being guarded by a few sentries," Keith states.
“They should be easy enough to take out,” I say, keeping my eyes fixed on them.
Keith readies his Bayard, powering on his sword, and prepares to attack. "Let's go!"
As Keith and I prepare to leave, Lance grabs us both by the collars of our suits. I fall into Keith and he glares at Lance while I huff.
"Whoa, w-w-whoa, whoa!” Lance says. “Cool your jets! Don't you remember all that stuff about this Balmera thing being a sensitive animal? Geez, the two of you are like the same person."
"Oh. Right.” Keith’s face falls.
"Yeah, so we can't just blow things up like a psycho."
"Do you have a better idea?"
"I do.” Lance points to a spot in the distance. “We sneak into the control room to shut down the bay doors. That'll trap the ships in."
"That—” Keith stops midsentence, his shoulders slumping. “Actually is a better idea.”
"Wow," I say, my tone dry. "I guess you've got looks and brains."
Lance chuckles. “Oh, so you think I look good, (Y/N)?”
Keith scoffs. “Zip it, both of you.”
|••••••••••|
In the hangar's control room, we’re in a shaft above the computer. Keith powers on his bayard.
"No, no. It's over here," Lance hisses, pointing in the other direction.
"I know what I'm doing," Keith snaps back. He uses his Bayard to slice a hole in the ceiling above a sentry. Lance kicks the hole open, crushing the sentry underneath its weight as we hop down. Pursing my lips, I look at the crushed robot.
"Keep an eye out for those guards,” Lance says, seating himself in front of the controls. “I'll see if I can find a way to shut the hangar doors."
Keith stands guard and I lower myself, trying to loosen an arm of the robot.
"Uh... Hmm. Nope. Maybe. Uh... Uh... Mm..." Lance presses buttons to no avail. "Ah, I don't know what I'm doing here. It's all Galra gibberish."
“It’s not gibberish,” I mutter, tugging harder. “We just need a handprint.”
Galra technology always works with Galra physiology.
"Let me see.” Keith moves away and inspects the console. He puts his hand on the handprint and activates the bay doors, causing them to close.
Lance’s mouth opens. "Whoa! How'd you do that?" he asks.
Keith blinks. "I just put my hand on the handprint."
I scratch my head, letting go of the sentry’s arm and moving over to them. "This thing is defective or something." I bend down to look at the wiring and they look at me weirdly. Glancing at them, I stand up straight and shrug. "Faulty wires or something. You have to be Galra to operate Galra tech.” I turn to look at Keith. “Unless... Keith, are you Galra?"
His eyes open wide. "What? No. Why would you say that? I'm not Galra!"
"I was just asking.” I stare at him and blink, raising my hands in surrender. “Like I said, probably faulty wiring.”
ALLURA: "Paladins, are you there? The Galra troops are moving down the tunnels. It looks like they're going down toward the center."
HUNK: "They must be headed to the core of the Balmera. That's where they're holding Shay."
SHIRO: "They're drawing us into an ambush, but we don't have a choice if we want to save Shay. We have to follow. Lance, Keith, (Y/N) get to the core. I think we're going to need everyone together to get through this firefight.”
LANCE: "Copy that. We're on our way."
Lance and I start running to the door and Keith uses his bayard to destroy the computer. Once we’re out of the control room, Lance shoots at the pad, rendering it inaccessible. We start running through the tunnels.
PIDGE: "Hey, team, be careful. The Balmera is very unstable."
(Y/N): "Got it."
We’re met by a squadron of Galra sentries that open laser fire and dive to take cover.
"Their shooting is destroying the Balmera,” Keith says. “We gotta do something!"
The Balmera is crying in pain.
"Well, we can't shoot back” Lance exclaims. “It'll just make it worse." He looks around and devises a plan, trying to direct Keith with motions instead of words. I roll my eyes.
"Huh?" Keith does not understand, but he looks around and stops his gaze at a ladder. He nods and points to it, beginning to climb. I climb up after him.
Lance is unamused but soon jumps out in front of the sentries, waving his arms. "Na-na Na-na boo-boo!" Lance defends himself with his shield as the sentries fire at him.
Keith jumps down from above and attacks three of the sentries, destroying them. I jump down and land directly on a sentry, snapping its head off. Lance gives us a thumbs-up.
Keith turns to look at me. “Did you just—”
“I’m strong,” I cut him off, a small smile on my face. I drop the head of the sentry.
Lance jogs up to us. “Okay, not gonna lie, that was kind of awesome.”
Keith looks down the tunnel, shaking his head. “Alright, let’s find the team.”
Hunk and Shay are at the other side of the doorway. The moment we reach the core, the doors immediately shut.
My head whips around and I blink. “Are you quiznaking kidding me right now?” I mutter.
"Not an ambush. More like a trap," Hunk states.
"Whatever it is, keep your guard up," Keith says, clutching his bayard.
"The Galra, they gained knowledge that you would return to the Balmera," Shay says, frowning.
"How?" Pidge asks.
"I know not. But they set this trap just for you. I was the bait."
"Who could have possibly known that we were heading here to save Shay?" Shiro asks.
"Rolo! Those liars must have told Zarkon," Hunk says.
I shake my head. We should’ve just left them to rot in space.
Shiro looks around the core. "Whoever betrayed us does not matter right now. We have to figure out how to get out of here.”
"Wait!” Lance exclaims. “We have a giant Castleship hovering in the sky.”
LANCE: “Allura, can you please come get us?"
"How do you expect her to do that, genius?" Keith asks.
"I don't know, maybe they got teleporters or something."
ALLURA: "We're quite occupied at the moment. We're completely surrounded by Galra ships, and we're taking heavy fire! Paladins, you need to get out of there as soon as you can!"
Lance looks dejected. "This is it! We're going to die in here. I can say bye-bye to that parade."
No one is impressed with Lance's whining.
"Will you relax?” I ask, looking at Lance with my arms crossed.
“Get it together, guys,” Shiro says. Lance’s shoulders slump.
SHIRO: “Allura, we'll get there as soon as we can."
"Perhaps my people can help us get out," Shay suggests. She places her hand on the Balmera's core. "This is how we communicate. The Balmera senses our vibrations and sends a message to those in the tunnels."
"Are you sure someone will be able to hear your... hand from all the way down here?" Keith asks.
"The Balmera will deliver the message." Shay focuses, and the area around her hand glows. The Balmera groans as it sends the message to someone.
ALLURA: "Paladins, the Lions are in danger! You must get back to them immediately! Paladins, do you copy? There's a battle cruiser locked onto us. If it fires with its ion cannon, I don't know if we can survive."
LANCE: "We're trying, Allura. Shay's pressing her hand against the wall, which apparently sends vibrations to the other rock people, who vibrate back or something? Hand talking? I guess the answer to your question is, 'Yes, we copy.'"
"Shay, are you sure the Balmera is sending your message?" Shiro asks.
Shay focuses harder and there’s a rumbling noise coming from one of the doors behind us. When I turn around, the Balmera crushes the metallic doors. Four beings come through the wreckage.
"Rax!" Shay cheers.
"We must make haste. We know a shortcut through the tunnels," Rax says.
"Allura, stand by. We're on our way up," Shiro states.
We run out of the core and into the tunnels, careful to avoid the falling rocks and dust clouds.
ALLURA: "Paladins, hurry! They're taking off with the Lions!"
Shiro launches his speeder towards the Black Lion and zooms off.
Keith turns to me as we run. "Good luck."
“Good luck.” I give him a small smile and our paths diverge. I follow the Balmerans deeper into the tunnels.
I glance over my shoulder as Keith disappears into the dust-filled tunnels. The echoes of his footsteps fade quickly, replaced by the grinding groan of shifting rock. The Balmerans lead the way with urgency, their movements sure despite the chaos around us. Rax gestures sharply to a narrow passage, barely visible behind a curtain of falling debris.
“This way,” Rax urges.
We slip into the passage just as a series of metallic booms reverberate through the tunnels, signaling a fresh wave of Galra reinforcements. My pulse quickens. I find the corpse of a destroyed sentry and grab its gun. I tighten my grip on it and take the lead, scanning the shadows for any sign of movement.
SHIRO: “(Y/N), status?”
(Y/N): “Still underground, heading for the surface. It’s... busy down here.”
SHIRO: "Guys, did everyone make it to the Lions in time?"
LANCE: "Come on, Shiro. Who you think you're dealing with, a bunch of amateurs—" A metal clang echoes through the comms.
SHIRO: "Do you really want me to answer that?"
LANCE: "No."
The passage widens into an open cavern, where a squad of Galra sentries is waiting. Their robotic eyes lock on us instantly.
“Down!” I shout, shoving Shay behind a boulder as the first volley of laser fire scorches the air.
The Balmerans scatter for cover, their movements slow and uncertain. I slide into position behind a jagged rock, leveling my gun at the nearest sentry. A single shot catches it in the chest, and it crumples with a metallic thud.
“Keep moving!” I call to Rax, popping out of cover to lay down suppressive fire. The sentries return fire with ruthless precision, forcing me to duck back as a bolt shatters the rock near my head.
Quiznak, there are too many.
SHIRO: "Let's go!"
PIDGE: "Hunk, watch out!"
SHIRO: "Got you covered!"
HUNK: "Phew! Thanks, guys!"
My heart pounds in my ears as I adjust my position.
“I have an idea!” Shay shouts, putting her hands on the Balmera. She closes her eyes and the others follow. The Balmera starts to tremble, the rocks on the ceiling of the cave loosening.
My eyes widen as I take in two young children cowering in a corner and I throw the gun to the side, kicking my legs as fast as I can to reach them.
ALLURA: "Paladins, I need you immediately! Five more ticks, and we're finished!"
SHIRO: "Okay, team, let's form Voltron!"
PALADINS: "Yeah!"
The ground beneath me shudders violently, dust and debris raining from the ceiling. A ray of blue light flashes in the sky—the Castle of Lions blasting the Galra warship through. Bright orange and red fire paint the sky. The children look up in terror.
PIDGE: "Nice shot, Princess!"
The rumbling intensifies as the Balmera heeds Shay’s desperate call and they stand. Cracks spiderweb across the cavern walls and chunks of stone dislodge, crashing to the floor. The Galra sentries falter momentarily, recalibrating as the terrain shifts unpredictably. I don’t waste the opportunity. Scooping up the two trembling children, I shield them with my body and sprint toward a narrow alcove on the far side of the cavern.
“Hang on!” I yell, ducking as another volley narrowly misses us. The Balmera buries the sentries.
LANCE: "Yeah! The parade's back on."
I press my back against the wall, cradling the children, who clutch at me with wide, tear-filled eyes. The trembling Balmera is deafening, but I manage a small smile for them. “It’s okay. I’ve got you.”
KEITH: "Mission accomplished."
“Voltron saved the day.” I glance toward the cavern’s far edge, where a faint sliver of light promises an exit. Setting the children down, I kneel to their level. “Stay close, and do exactly what I say, okay?”
They nod, their tiny hands gripping the edges of my armor.
ALLURA: "And just in the tick of time. The Castle's defenses are battered and will need to recharge fully."
LANCE: "What the heck is that?"
Something crashes onto the surface of the Balmera causing debris from the cavern to rain down even more heavily than before.
SHIRO: “Trouble.”
The children scream as massive boulders fall around us and I shield them with my body as the tremors worsen. Dust and rubble choke the air, making it hard to see or breathe. The ground beneath us shifts violently again, and I glance upward just in time to see a massive slab of rock begin to give way.
PIDGE: "Oh, no!"
HUNK: "Please tell me there's not a giant monster in there. Please tell me it's empty! Or full of space candy. One of those two. Either one is fine."
LANCE: "I don't think it's a piñata, Hunk."
"Move!" I shout, grabbing the children and diving to the side as the boulder crashes down where we’d been standing.
KEITH: "If it's the same kind of monster that attacked us on Arus, we already know how to beat it."
SHIRO: "Hold your ground!"
The Balmera shakes again.
HUNK: "It's not candy!"
LANCE: "And it's not the same monster!"
I sling the smaller one on my back and lift the other one. (Y/N): “Stop hitting the damn Balmera!”
SHIRO: "We need to draw its fire away from the Balmera's surface!"
Clutching the two children, we run behind Shay, Rax, and their family, grabbing others as we move through the cavern.
LANCE: "We can't hold out!"
PIDGE: "My Lion's weakening! If the shield sustains structural damage, we're done for!"
KEITH: "Pidge is right!"
LANCE: "Oh, Pidge is right. I'm the one that said, ‘We can't hold out!’"
KEITH: "Lance, watch your footing!"
SHIRO: "Okay, Team Voltron, disband! Everyone, evasive maneuvers! It can't shoot us all at once!"
The Balmera rumbles, causing us to pause in our run.
(Y/N): “Are you trying to bury us alive?”
LANCE: “Sorry, this Robeast is making it really hard!”
The Balmera stops trembling and debris stops falling.
SHIRO: "Okay, it can do that too. Keith, try to draw its fire! I'm coming in from above!"
KEITH: "Roger!"
LANCE: "We need to find its blind spot!"
PIDGE: "I don't think this thing has a blind spot. It has a thousand eyes."
HUNK: "Laser eyes. Laser eyes!"
PIDGE: "What do we do? Fighting this thing is like fighting an entire fleet at once!"
KEITH: "I think we've got to aim for those laser eyes and take them out."
ALLURA: "We'll cover you from up here!"
Shay points to an opening up ahead and we follow her.
ALLURA: "We're taking heavy fire up here! We're in trouble!"
SHIRO: "Princess, pull back! Get out of its range, now!"
ALLURA: "We will not abandon you!"
SHIRO: "You're not abandoning us. We're about to pull back anyway."
HUNK: "We are?"
SHIRO: "We can't hold out. We have to. Lions, to the mine shafts! It's the only place the monster can't get us."
PIDGE: "Roger that!"
ALLURA: "Heading into orbit!"
We exit the mineshaft and see the Lions landing. I set the children down, but they cling to me, their wide, tear-streaked faces peeking out from under layers of dust and grime. I crouch to their level, brushing debris from their faces.
“Are you hurt?” I ask softly, scanning them for any visible injuries.
One of them, a small girl, shakes her head. The boy, younger and trembling, nods silently. His leg is scraped and bleeding, but it’s nothing life-threatening.
The elder Balmera female approaches me and lays a hand on my shoulder. “Thank you,” she murmurs. “You have a brave heart.”
“What is happening?” Rax asks. I stand and see Hunk, Keith, and Shiro.
“There’s a monster up there that Zarkon sent to destroy us,” Keith says.
“A monster?” Shay asks. “Will Zarkon’s savagery never abate? Perhaps our people were never meant to be free.” She turns to her father and he wraps his arms around her.
Hunk frowns. “Shay, don’t give up. Zarkon’s power grows with every planet he conquers, but he’s weakened by every that fights back.”
“Fight back? Against a monster like that? How?”
“I don’t know, but we can beat it.” He glances at Keith. “Tell her, Keith.”
Keith glances at him, raising an eyebrow. “Can we?”
“Yes we can,” Shiro says. “This is our first mission and we’re not going to fail. We can beat it. We just need some time to come up with a plan.”
“See?” Hunk says. “Told you we can.”
“We don’t have time,” I say with a frown. As if on cue, the Balmera shakes, its ground cracking.
HUNK: “Do you guys feel that over there?”
LANCE: “Yeah, we feel it.”
PIDGE: “It’s that sound again. What is that?”
“That great noise comes from the Balmera itself,” Rax says. “Our home crumbles beneath our feet.”
My eyes trail over the large cracks. “The Balmera is dying,” I whisper. The tremors cease.
SHIRO: "Coran, Allura, are you there?"
ALLURA: "Shiro, we're here."
SHIRO: "The Balmera—"
CORAN: "We already know. Our scanners are showing the life energy draining from the Balmera."
PIDGE: "How does that happen?"
CORAN: "Removing crystals from a Balmera is like removing a vital part of the mighty beast. The Balmera needs time to regenerate itself to stay healthy, but the Galra's greed may have cost this noble Balmera its life."
HUNK: "So, what's gonna happen?"
CORAN: "Its core will collapse, destabilizing the entire skeletal structure. Anything or anyone remaining on the Balmera at that point will be crushed into dust."
SHIRO: "How long before its core collapses?"
CORAN: "Probably a matter of hours. The mighty organism willingly gives itself to all, but not all return its kindness."
ALLURA: "Then our time is short. We'll evacuate the planet. We need to get all the Balmerans to the Castle of Lions before the planet implodes."
(Y/N): "Okay, that sounds like a good plan.”
HUNK: “How on Earth do you plan on landing the Castle with that monster-thingy on the surface?"
PIDGE: "You'll need a distraction."
SHIRO: "We'll engage the beast in our Lions. With it distracted, Allura and Coran will land the Castle and load all of its citizens."
LANCE: "Or we could load Balmerans into our Lions a few at a time and shuttle them to the ship. No engaging ferocious laser-eye guy.”
I purse my lips. (Y/N): “Absolutely not.”
LANCE: “How long would that take?"
CORAN: "Days? Weeks?"
KEITH: "We only have hours."
SHIRO: “Look, we don’t need to beat this thing. We just need to bait it away from the ship.”
(Y/N): “Provoke and evade.”
HUNK: “Okay, here’s the thing. I’m worried that we’re gonna be really, really good at the provoking part and then like, really bad at the evading part. But if this is what it takes to save Shay and everyone on the planet, then I’m in.”
Keith turns to look at the group. “Can you contact the other Balmerans?”
Shay frowns. “I can, but I know not what they’ll say. Leave the planet? Our home?”
“It’s the only option,” I say quietly.
ALLURA: "I'm coming down to join you (Y/N)."
(Y/N): "Okay, I’ll be waiting."
CORAN: "Princess, no! It's too dangerous!"
ALLURA: "Someone has to be there to lead these people out. (Y/N) cannot do it alone."
PIDGE: "You're coming down? That thing will spot your pod and blow it to pieces."
ALLURA: "Let me worry about that. You just focus on keeping the creature distracted."
|••••••••••|
HUNK: "Okay, we've provoked. Time to evade!"
SHIRO: "Princess, we've lured the monster away. It's time."
ALLURA: "I'll contact you all when I'm on the ground."
LANCE: "Is that Allura?"
HUNK: "We gotta protect the Princess!"
Yet you're not protecting this one right here.
I watch as Allura’s pod lands.
ALLURA: "I'm on the ground."
SHIRO: "Hurry! I don't know how long we can hold this thing off."
"Shay, I'm going to need your help," Allura says, running to the entrance of a tunnel.
"Princess?" Shay asks.
Allura places her hand on the tunnel wall.
"Have you contacted the other Balmerans?"
Shay and her family look dejected. I avoid her eyes.
"What is it? What's going on?" she asks, her expression growing more serious. Her eyes flicker between me and the Balmerans. “(Y/N), what is it?”
Swallowing hard, I meet her gaze. “They wish for an honorable end,” I whisper.
"All Balmerans give thanks for the kindness you and the Paladins bestowed upon us, but, alas, we cannot take leave of our home," Shay says.
"What?" Allura frowns.
"If our great Balmera's life cycle is over because of us, then our desire is to stay with it until the end."
"But you'll never survive."
"We contacted the others, and all agree. It's not right that you risk your lives for us. Please, away. We ask for no more guilt and shame upon us," Rax says.
"It is our wish. The wish of all Balmerans," Shay states sadly.
"No,” Allura says. “I won't give up on you. I won't give up on any of you, no matter the circumstances."
"But we do not ask this of you. Please!"
"I have heard your words. Now let me speak mine. I want to talk to the Balmerans. Can you get a message to them from me?"
"There is no need to speak for you. You have a unique power within. The Balmera will carry your words," the older Balmeran female smiles. She points to Allura's glowing hand on the wall. Allura recoils at the sight. “Speak your heart, child. All can hear you." She takes Allura's hand and places it back on the wall.
Allura focuses and speaks aloud, but her words are transmitted to all Balmerans. "Balmerans, this is Princess Allura. You don't know me, but I am here to help. I know what it's like to watch your home planet die. For I come from planet Altea, a planet that has long been destroyed by the Galra. But I refuse to give up. And now, you all have the same choice. You can decide now to devote your lives to making sure this never happens to another planet. I am eternally sorry for what has happened to the Balmera, but I beg you, do not let its dying be in vain. Honor the Balmera's death by refusing to give up. Join me in my fight against the Galra," she strongly states.
The older Balmeran female puts her hand on the wall to hear the response. "Your words have touched our hearts."
"Thank you."
"No, thank you. You've given us reason to hope again."
"Everyone, head to the caves just under the surface."
CORAN: "Princess, your speech must have worked. The Balmerans are moving toward the surface!"
We lead them out.
(Y/N): "Coran, we're just beneath the surface.”
ALLURA: “Triangulate my position. This is your landing zone."
CORAN: "Yes, Allura. Readying ship. Castle of Lions, coming in! Paladins, how are you holding up?"
KEITH: "I think we've got him pretty distracted. Are the Balmerans in position?"
(Y/N): “Nearly.”
ALLURA: "They're making their way to the top."
The two of us assist in helping the Balmerans climb up as the Castle of Lions lands just outside the mineshaft. There are transport pods and hundreds of Balmerans running all throughout the shaft.
As I help a young girl up the ladder, the Balmera suddenly rumbles violently, causing the mine shaft to crumble and rocks to slide down all around us. I lose my grip and grunt, struggling to see from all the dust blocking my vision.
"(Y/N), no!" Allura shouts, trying to grab me.
She fails.
I hear Balmerans panic, wailing in alarm, as the Balmera continues to tremble and the young girl clings to me.
We're all going to die.
CORAN: "It's on the verge of collapsing! We have to go!"
ALLURA: "But (Y/N) and the Balmerans!"
“Can you grab that rock?” I ask, strained.
The young girl nods, trembling, and stretches out a shaky hand toward the rock I’ve indicated. She grips it tightly, her small fingers white with effort. Dust clouds around us, making it hard to breathe or see clearly, but I tighten my hold on her with one arm, trying to find footing with the other.
“Hold on tight. I’ve got you.”
HUNK: "Every hit weakens the Balmera. Have you evacuated yet? What's happening?"
CORAN: "The Balmerans are trapped. Just keep distracting that beast!”
HUNK: "Uh, do you want us to distract it by dying? Because that's what's going to happen!"
KEITH: "(Y/N)?"
(Y/N): “Don’t worry about us.”
Above us, Allura’s voice echoes through the chaos. “(Y/N)! You can’t stay down there! The entire mineshaft is collapsing!”
“I’m not leaving her!” I shout back, coughing on the dust. The Balmera’s groans grow louder, and the trembling threatens to shake us loose from the precarious perch.
The young girl cries out as the rock she’s holding shifts. I manage to grab her just in time and pull her close to my chest. My instincts kick in and I use the strength in my legs to leap to another ledge, narrowly dodging a cascade of falling debris.
(Y/N): “Allura, you have to save as many as you can. I’ll—”
ALLURA: “No! Don’t you dare finish that sentence!”
I glance down at the trembling girl in my arms, her wide, terrified eyes staring up at me. “I’ll find my way out,” I promise her softly, though my heart pounds with doubt. “Stay calm.”
SHIRO: "Guys, remember when I said we didn't have to beat it?"
HUNK: "Yes, I remember that."
SHIRO: "Well, we might have to beat it."
The rock crumbles beneath us and my eyes widen, but two Balmeran males come to our aid, wrapping their arms securely around us. They haul us to a more stable part of the cliff. The young girl trembles and I look up at the one holding me, my throat tight.
“Thank you,” I croak out.
They help secure the young girl, passing her up to another group higher on the ladder. She looks back at me with wide, tear-filled eyes before vanishing into the hands of her people. All of the Balmerans close their eyes and press their hands onto the rock. Light blue light glows from where their hands press against the planet.
Looking up at the sky, I see that the Paladins have formed Voltron. A large shoulder cannon resting on the Yellow Lion counterattacks Robeast's energy blast. The entire Balmera glows in a magical light blue light and the Robeast is thrown over the entrance of the mineshaft, casting a long shadow before it crashes into the Balmera’s surface.
I immediately scale the wall, my palms getting sliced during the process, but I hoist myself up until I reach the surface of the Balmera. Voltron disbands and I sprint as Allura falls onto the ground.
Shay gathers Allura in her arms. "Princess, are you all right?" she asks.
Collapsing on my knees, one of my shaking hands holds Allura’s. I smile weakly.
Allura stays unconscious for a few ticks but soon wakes up. "Did it work?" she asks as she blinks slowly. Shay helps her sit up.
Rax puts his hand on the ground. "Yes, the Balmera lives. It thanks you," he tells Allura.
Allura looks at me, and relief registers on her face as she squeezes my hand. The Paladins run to where we are, but the Robeast suddenly reawakens a second time, preparing to attack all of us on the ground.
I stare up in horror. "Stars above, you've gotta be kidding me," I mutter.
"No," Allura whispers.
The Robeast fires up its green laser, but the Balmera suddenly courses its crystals through the Robeast, destroying it and encasing its body. I watch in disbelief as the robot shuts down and becomes trapped.
"No. Way," Hunk whispers, amazed.
"The Balmera just saved us." Coran smiles.
I smile wide as I lean down to press a kiss on the Balmera’s surface. “Thank you,” I whisper.
Allura’s eyes widen with delight as she looks down. "Look at the crystals!"
It is a beautiful sight. Crystals start to form all across the Balmera’s surface and Hunk joins me on the ground. He begins petting the planet's surface. "Oh, who's a good Balmera? You are. Who ate the big monster? You did. Yes, you did. Yes, you did.”
Shiro, Keith, and Lance stand above us, all their arms crossed and all their faces contorted with confusion. I pat the Balmera.
"What are you doing?" Keith asks, crouching beside us.
"What? It's alive, and it wuvs my scwatches."
Keith pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs. I nudge him, rolling my eyes.
Hunk laughs, still patting the crystal-studded surface of the Balmera. "Keith, you just don’t understand the power of positive reinforcement. This Balmera just saved all our butts. It deserves all the love."
Keith raises an eyebrow. "It’s a giant space rock."
"An alive giant space rock," I correct, pointing to the glowing crystals.
Lance smirks, nudging Keith. "C'mon, dude. Pet the Balmera. Everyone’s doing it."
Keith stares at Lance, incredulous. “No.”
“Suit yourself,” Lance says with a shrug, plopping down beside me and Hunk. He pats the ground in exaggerated motions. “Good Balmera. Best space rock in the galaxy.”
|••••••••••|
After the battle and we help Balmerans with first aid and family reunification, Hunk sits with Shay near the Yellow Lion.
"Thank you for honoring your vow to return," Shay says with a small smile.
"I should be thanking you. You made me understand what's most important.” Hunk gazes up at the stars. “Zarkon and his Galra Empire are destroying lives. I'm a part of a team that can change that. I know that now.”
The two of them smile at each other, and Shay notices the sun rising.
"What is that?" she asks.
"It's the dawn of a new day.”
Hunk and Shay watch the sunrise beside one another. Unbeknownst to them, Keith, Pidge, and I are watching them in the background on top of the Red Lion. I lie my head on Keith's shoulder, feeling exhausted, and examine my bloodied palms. I pick the dirt from beneath my fingernails.
Pidge sits next to us, spying on Hunk and Shay.
Keith looks tired as I shift to peek at him. A faint yawn escapes his lips, and I lift my head from his shoulder, not wanting to be a bother. I squint my eyes on Hunk and Shay as Pidge squeals quietly.
He lets out a silent groan as he runs a hand through his hair and leans back against Red. "I am way too tired to deal with this."
I scoff softly and look at him. "What, you’re not a fan of young love?”
Pidge shushes us as she puts the pair of binoculars closer to her eyes.
Where does she get these things?
Inhaling a deep breath, a sharp stinging sensation travels through my body as I press on my palms.
"You alright?" Keith asks in a soft whisper.
I glance at Keith, his concern evident even in the dim light. "Yeah," I murmur, but my voice wavers slightly. "Just... scratches." I turn my hands over, trying to downplay the fresh cuts and dirt marring my palms.
He frowns. "You should clean those. Infection’s the last thing we need."
I nod absently, but my gaze shifts back to Hunk and Shay, their silhouettes illuminated by the faint glow of the sunrise. There’s a quiet hope in their shared moment that makes my chest tighten. For all the chaos, for all the near-death experiences, there’s something beautiful in seeing someone find peace.
“Let me see,” Keith says, pulling me from my thoughts.
I hesitate, but the look in his eyes leaves no room for argument. Reluctantly, I extend my hands toward him. He examines them, his touch surprisingly gentle. His calloused fingers graze over a particularly deep scratch, and I flinch.
“Sorry,” he mutters, pulling his hand back. “This one’s bad. You need bandages.”
Pidge snickers, clearly eavesdropping.
Keith shoots her a half-hearted glare and stands, motioning for me to follow. “Come on. Let’s find something to patch those up.”
I glance at Pidge, who’s still fixated on Hunk and Shay, then back at Keith. His expression softens when our eyes meet, and I find myself nodding again, standing to follow him down the lion’s side.
As we climb down, the wind shifts, carrying the faint scent of ash, even though the Balmera is healed now. I bite my lip, the guilt of not saving everyone gnawing at me.
Keith glances at me as we reach the ground. “You did everything you could.”
I stiffen, surprised by his words. “I—what?”
“You’re blaming yourself,” he says simply, crouching to dig through a supply crate Coran must have left nearby. “I can see it on your face. But you saved lives today.”
“I didn’t save all of them.” My voice is barely a whisper, but Keith hears it.
He straightens, a small first aid kit in his hands. “No one could’ve saved them all. Not even Voltron.” He gestures for me to sit, and I comply, perching on a nearby rock as he kneels in front of me. “But you didn’t give up. That matters.”
Keith carefully cleans my palms with an antiseptic wipe. The sting is sharp, but I don’t pull away. Instead, I focus on the precision of his movements, the way his brows knit together in concentration.
“Thanks,” I mutter when he finishes wrapping my hands.
Keith shrugs. “Don’t mention it.”
Pidge’s voice cuts through the quiet. “You guys are missing it!” she hisses from above. “Hunk just said something cheesy, and Shay blushed! I think they’re gonna—”
“Pidge,” Keith groans, standing and brushing dust off his knees. “Go to sleep.”
“You go to sleep!” she shoots back, but her grin is audible even from a distance.
I laugh softly, shaking my head.
Third Person POV:
Keith looks at (Y/N) sadly as a sharp pain buries itself in his chest. He feels connected to her. Every time she looks his way, a seedling of joy and happiness plants itself in his soul. He does not feel like the lonely person he was prior to joining Voltron.
He feels more whole.
Chapter 10: "I would rather die than surrender to you."
Summary:
The Castle Ship malfunctions due to a Galra crystal; (Y/N) and Allura are taken captive by the Galra Empire.
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Pidge's gaze is fixed on her computer as she types at an impressive speed. I stare at the Galran crystal in the Green Lion's hangar, my head cocked to the side. The crystal pulses with an ominous glow and I lean in closer.
That's odd.
CORAN: "(Y/N) and Pidge, please come down to the detainment room."
I jolt from my position, placing a hand over my speeding heart. Pidge sighs in frustration and her head dips. Snorting, I lift myself from the floor and loop my arm with hers. "Come on," I say with a small sigh.
Pidge pouts. "I just want to study the crystal."
We turn left. "I know you do."
Pidge continues to pout as we make our way to the detainment room, her boots scuffing slightly against the Castle's pristine floors. She keeps glancing over her shoulder as though the crystal might disappear if she looks away for too long.
"You know Coran wouldn't call us unless it was important," I say, attempting to pacify her grumbling.
She narrows her eyes at me. "Define important."
I shrug. "Something that doesn't involve poking at a crystal that probably wants to blow us up."
"That's just it!" she exclaims, throwing her hands in the air. "We don't know if it wants to blow us up. That's why I need more time to figure it out!"
I smile at her determination but give her arm a playful tug to keep her moving. We round another corner, and I catch sight of Coran waiting outside the detainment room with the other Paladins.
"Okay, guys, Sendak's almost all hooked up," he says. "But, look, I have to warn you, this technology was used to keep Altean memories alive, not to interrogate prisoners." Coran powers on a screen and types something.
My lips form a tight line as I look at Commander Sendak and cross my arms over my chest.
"Coran, we understand this isn't what the technology was meant for, but if we can extract Sendak's memories, we may gain valuable intelligence on Zarkon's troop locations," Shiro says.
"Yeah, and then we can just be like, 'Knock-knock.'" Lance knocks on the side of Hunk's head. "'Who's there?' 'The avenging fury of Voltron, son!'"
I stifle a snort, shifting to look at him better. "Your words never cease to amaze me, Lance."
"Is that an insult?"
Pidge steps closer to the cryopod. "Fascinating. So, how exactly does this work?" she asks.
"As the memories are extracted, they're written bit by bit on individual molecules of the micro-storage strands," Coran replies.
Lance smirks. "When I go, I want all the stuff in my brain stored in a giant ship," he says.
Keith raises an eyebrow as he regards him. "The amount of information in your brain could be stored in a paper airplane."
Lance's eyes widen. "Oh, yeah? Well, the amount of information you have, Keith, could be..."
"...Yeah?"
"Uh... it's less than what I have!"
Hunk smiles. "Oh, good one, Lance!"
I snort. "Creative," I dryly reply.
Keith's shoulders droop and he pinches the bridge of his nose. Shiro looks at us and sighs, shaking his head.
"So this is how you incorporated King Alfor's memories into the Castle of Lions?" Pidge asks, standing on the tips of her toes to lean over Coran's shoulders.
"Precisely, but it's never been attempted before on an unwilling participant," Coran says.
The memory storage device activates, but nothing appears.
"Uh, is this what's supposed to be happening?" Hunk asks.
"Let's give it some time," Shiro says.
|••••••••••|
It is an extremely long wait. I blink at the empty screen.
Shiro and Keith are the only ones still standing while Coran tinkers with the screen. Pidge, Hunk, Lance, and I sit on the floor.
"Well, I can't wait around anymore," Keith says, lifting himself from his leaning position. "I'm gonna go hit the training deck." He leaves the room.
More time passes with no results.
"Okay, if anyone needs me, I'll be in the lab. Maybe I can pull some information from Sendak's Galra crystal," Pidge says, getting up to leave.
Still, no results.
"Time to feed the beast. I'm going to make some breakfast," Hunk says tiredly and leaves. Lance rolls on the floor.
"Well, I'm afraid I can't wait here any longer, either." Coran raises his arms up in the air and stretches. "I have a million duties to attend to. Between that Galra crystal infecting our system, and then fighting off those ships and performing the Balmeran rejuvenation ceremony, the old Castle of Lions has taken quite a beating. Every system needs to be recharged and repaired."
"I'll stay. Somewhere in Sendak's mind is the information about Zarkon that we need," Shiro says.
Nodding, I keep my gaze fixed on Commander Sendak. "I'll stay, too." A soft yawn escapes my lips.
"Okay, well, while you guys do that, I think I'm gonna get my chill on." Lance stands and cracks his back. "Maybe kick back with a lemonade or space juice. Something."
"Oh, hold on there, space juice," Coran says, putting his hands on his hips. "You're going to come and help me."
"What? Why? Why me?"
"Because you're the last one here and because your activity isn't very important."
"Wait, did I say 'chill with a good lemonade'? I meant I gotta do homework."
"Nope. Too late." Coran is already walking away.
"Fine... Let us know if anything happens." Lance begins walking away. Shiro does not reply. "Shiro?"
He snaps out of his daze. "Y-You got it," Shiro answers.
Lance leaves with Coran while Shiro remains staring at the cryopod.
Moving to stand, I walk beside him. "You okay?" I ask.
Shiro glances at me, his expression distant. For a moment, I wonder if he's even heard my question. Then, he sighs, running a hand through his hair. "Yeah. Just thinking about everything. Zarkon, Sendak... all of it."
I nod slowly, gazing at the still-empty screen. "I'm sorry," I say after a while.
"What for? For the takeover?"
"Yeah. Maybe if I fought harder, you and Lance wouldn't have been captured."
Shiro shakes his head. My stomach rumbles and a small smile spreads on his lips. "You should go eat."
"You'll be okay by yourself?"
He nods and gestures to the cryopod. "It's not exactly like he can do anything from there."
|••••••••••|
"Hey, Hunk." Stepping into the kitchen, I reach into a cupboard and grab a bowl.
He looks inside the tube that dispenses the food goo and clicks the lever. Goo explodes violently on his face. "Agh, my eye!"
My eyes widen as the dispenser rapidly shoots goo everywhere, and I dive behind the counter, the bowl clattering on the floor. Hunk follows behind me and Pidge walks by, seeing the chaos. She tilts her head in confusion. I yelp, trying to avoid the food goo attack.
"Help!" I squeak.
"What is going on in here?" Pidge yells.
"The goo has us pinned down!" Hunk cries, avoiding the flying goo.
Pidge sprints to our position and presses the button that opens the dishwasher. She pulls out plates, handing one to Hunk and one to me before grabbing one for herself.
"Okay, we're going to have to flank the goo to shut it down," Pidge says, getting ready to stand.
"Okay, wait. Wait! It's been a pleasure cooking with you," Hunk says and salutes us. "Go!"
We charge at the goo dispenser from all sides, using the plates as shields. Pidge and I pin the goo dispenser tube down while Hunk ties the tube in a knot, stopping it. The knot overflows and goo starts emerging from the cracks. We stand there and stare at the oozing goo.
"Probably a malfunction?" Pidge asks, shrugging slightly.
"Yeah, yeah..." Hunk trails off, nodding. "Guess the kitchen system needs to be rebooted, too."
The two share a look. "Leave it for Coran?"
Hunk nods and they both leave, whistling. Glancing both ways, I grab my bowl from the floor and scoop some goo from the wall into my bowl.
As I eat, I go to check on Lance and Coran who are cleaning pods in the sleeping chamber. I wave to them and smile, wiping some goo off my forehead. I walk up to Lance and offer him some.
Lance squints at me before shaking his head.
I shrug, taking another bite. "More for me."
"Ugh," Lance grumbles, turning back to buffing the pod. "Since when did 'you sleep in it, you clean it' become a Voltron rule? Also, how is it these pods have the ability to heal a human from near death but don't have the ability to clean themselves?"
I snicker and Coran laughs. "Oh, self-cleaning pods. Now, that's a good one! You know, this kind of reminds me of my time as a young cadet. I had just enlisted in the Altean space squad, aeronautics sub-tech nano-weaponry unit and I was sent off to boot camp. Our sergeant had us cleaning cryopods day and night. I got so good at it that I earned my first set of stripes!" He turns around and continues talking.
Lance steps inside of the pod he is cleaning and gets trapped inside. He knocks on the pod from the inside, but Coran doesn't hear. I scratch the side of my head as I step to the pod.
I tap on the pod. "Open pod? Please open."
I yelp and look down at the pod's descent. I tap my foot on the pod and shrug. "Oh well, I'm sure Coran will find him sooner or later."
"—Oh, those were the days. Anyway, you keep up the good work, and maybe someday you'll earn some cleaning stripes, too." I whistle as I slowly back away from where Lance is trapped and Coran's shoulders droop as he realizes no one's cleaning with him anymore. "Lance? Lance! Ah, Paladins..."
|••••••••••|
The lights in the Castle Ship's hallway go off and someone's scream ripples through the air. I stop in my tracks, looking around frantically.
"What's happening?" I whisper.
"Someone help! I'm trapped in the airlock!" the voice screams.
"I'm coming!" I shout as I run towards the airlock. Lance meets me there and the doors close behind him. I blink at him. "What are you doing?"
"What are you doing?"
"This isn't funny." Crossing my arms, I resist the urge to punch him. "Unlock the doors."
Lance makes a face and turns around. "Okay, ha-ha. Good joke. You guys got me. Nice."
Alarms start blaring, flashing red, and I stare at him in disbelief. The color from Lance's face drains.
"Airlock opening in 30 ticks," the computer states.
I start pounding on the door and pulling at it with all my might.
"Okay, joke's over! You got me!" Lance shouts.
"...29, 28, 27..."
Lance comes next to me and bangs on the airlock doors.
"Guys? Guys! Eugh! Help!" Lance yells. "Help! Help! Help!"
"Stop screaming in my ear!" I shout, hitting the doors harder.
"...twelve, eleven, ten... nine, eight, seven..."
Keith runs down the hallway fighting The Gladiator with his bayard. The Gladiator kicks him to the airlock doors.
My eyes widen. "Keith!" Lance and I yell.
"...six, five..."
Keith gets up and sees us. "What are you doing in there?" he asks.
"Trying to get some fresh air!" I shout. "What do you think? We need help, Keith!"
The Gladiator swings its sword towards Keith and Lance cowers. I glare at Lance, my eye twitching.
Is he serious?
"If you don't get me out of here right now, I'm going to be sucked out into space!" Lance panics.
"We're going to get sucked into space!" I yell, correcting him.
"One."
The doors open and the pressure in the airlock increases.
"I'm getting sucked out into space!" Lance screams, holding onto a wall.
"We're getting sucked out, you idiot!" I hold onto Lance's legs tightly, struggling with my grip. "Stars above, stop squirming!"
Keith battles The Gladiator and then presses the airlock's button, opening the door. The Gladiator whips by us and flies out into space.
"Keith!" Lance screams, reaching his hand out. "Keith, come on!"
Keith manages to pull us both up and Lance and I collapse on the floor. He then pushes another button, closing the airlock, before sagging down beside us, breathless.
My entire body shakes and my heart races, but I reach out and squeeze his hand tightly. "Thank you, Keith," I say breathlessly.
Keith leans against the wall, his chest rising and falling, while Lance lies sprawled on the floor, clutching his sides dramatically. Keith glances at me. "You're okay?"
I nod, though my hands are still trembling. "Yeah. Thanks to you."
Lance props himself up on his elbows, his face pale but his expression as dramatic as ever. "What about me?"
Keith glares at him. "What were you doing out there?"
"Who was that guy?" Lance asks, yelling.
"He was trying to kill me!"
"Well, is he the Castle? Because that's who's trying to kill me!"
Both of them exchange a look and jump up, sprinting down the hallway.
Scrambling to my feet, I run after them. "Kill us!" I yell. "Us, Lance!"
Coran watches as we run down the Castle Ship's corridors. "Paladins?" he asks. "(Y/N)? What's going on?"
"The Castle is haunted!" Lance exclaims.
He gives him a look. "This again? I told you—just a few malfunctions."
Eerie noises echo in the hallway and Lance whimpers, stepping closer to me, and clutches my arm. Raising an eyebrow, I sigh and pull him towards the Green Lion's hangar bay. "The ship's not haunted," I say.
Coran and Keith trail behind us and the door to the bay slides open. Hunk and Pidge are sprawled out on the floor groaning.
Lance's eyes practically bulge out of his head as he releases me and stomps into the bay. "How can you guys be taking a nap while this castle is trying to kill us?" he asks, yelling.
Hunk slowly gets to his feet, clutching the side of his head. "Taking a nap?" he asks. "We've been floating around in Zero G! You know how scary that is?"
"That's not scary! That's fun! I was almost ejected into space!"
"We were almost ejected into space!" I yell at him.
"Well, I got attacked by killer food and that's the most horrifying thing you can imagine!" Hunk exclaims. "The stuff of nightmares! It'll haunt me to my grave!"
Keith takes a step forward. "Well, I had a robot trying to kill me!" he shouts, throwing his arms into the air.
Lance turns on his heel and looks pointedly at Coran. "I don't care what you say, Coran. This castle has gone apples and bananas!" he says.
Coran groans, his shoulders slumping. "Perhaps the infection from Sendak's Galra crystal is worse than we thought."
We all turn around to stare at the glowing purple crystal. "Well, let's get rid of it," Hunk suggests.
"It's too late. When Sendak plugged it into the ship, it corrupted the entire system."
"Sendak? Wait. Has anyone seen Shiro?" Keith asks.
"Quiznak." My eyes widen. "I left him alone," I say, already sprinting out of the room. Keith follows me.
The doors to the detainment room slide open and Shiro is leaning, clutching his head with his robotic arm.
"Shiro, are you okay?" Pidge asks.
"Where's Sendak?" Keith asks.
"I... I had to get him out of here. I was hearing his voice. He... He can't be trusted on this ship," he says. His arm shakes, and his eyes look frightened.
My chest tightens as I turn and see the now empty pod. No.
"It is the ship!" Lance exclaims. "I got stuck in a cryopod, then in an airlock with (Y/N). Keith got attacked by a robot and Hunk and Pidge got attacked by food. It's been a weird morning."
A screen beeps, blinking red, and Coran's eyes widen. "What? How is that possible?" he asks.
Keith turns to look at him. "What is it?" he asks.
"The ship is starting a wormhole jump!"
|••••••••••|
"Allura, what's going on?" Shiro asks as the doors to the bridge slide open.
"We're going to Altea." She turns around and smiles. "We're going home. My father is taking us."
Shiro tries to run up to her, but there is a barrier and he falls back. King Alfor pops up on the screens. "Stay away from my daughter!" he shouts.
"Uh..." Hunk says.
"Allura, wake up!" Shiro shouts.
"The crystal must have corrupted King Alfor's artificial intelligence," Coran says. "It's taking over!"
Fire flashes before us and I stare in horror at the Castle Ship's trajectory.
"We're headed straight for a star and it's about to explode!" Pidge shouts.
I start banging on the barrier. "Allura, wake up!" I shout.
"Father, I can see Altea," she murmurs.
Coran joins me. "Allura! Allura, wake up! What you're seeing isn't real," he shouts.
Her gaze softens and she leans down. "The juniberries—the most exquisite flower of all."
"Allura, please! You've got to listen to me!"
She turns. "Is this real?"
"Of course, it is real, Daughter. That flower you're touching is real," King Alfor states.
"But where is the fragrance of the sweet juniberries?" Coran asks.
Allura sniffs the fake flower and her face falls. "Huh? That's not Altea."
"When that star goes supernova, it will destroy the entire system. Allura, you must reset the course and get us out of here," Pidge says.
Allura moves to touch the controls but she's zapped and thrown out. Shiro catches her and holds her steady. "Father, please, I beg you to turn this ship around. If we don't do it soon, we will all perish!" she says, her hands touching the barrier.
"I know. That is my intention," he replies.
"What? Why?"
"Don't you see, dear daughter? Zarkon can never be defeated. He's been ruling for ten thousand years."
"But we must continue to fight!"
"Fight for what? It is all over for Altea. You don't have to live a lifetime of war. You can be with me and the rest of your people."
"Father, please! The Paladins and I can still stop Zarkon! Somewhere in there, you must want that to happen."
"Allura, my A.I. has been corrupted. You must disconnect my power source—We can stroll across the Blossom Canyon every morning, just like we used to. Remember how much you loved that?"
She closes her eyes, her breath hitching. "I remember. I'll see you soon, Father." She turns to us, her hands clenched. "I've got to get into the A.I. chamber to disconnect my father's power source manually."
"But that means losing King Alfor forever," Coran says.
"Paladins, get to your Lions! I need you to slow the Castle's descent into the star."
"I can try to override the system to open the hangars."
|••••••••••|
King Alfor disappears from the controls.
"She did it," Coran whispers.
I blink at the controls, my hands pausing. "Um, Coran?" I ask, turning my head. Alarms start blaring louder and red flashes at a quicker pace as warnings litter the Castle's screens. "We have eighty ticks before this thing blows!"
Allura runs into the bridge and goes to the controls to power on a wormhole. ALLURA: "Paladins, get to your hangars. We're getting out of here."
|••••••••••|
Allura sits on the edge of the controls, her head in her hands. Soft sobs escape from her and Coran and I hesitantly step closer to her. She slumps in on herself and I sit beside her, gingerly rubbing her back.
Coran sits beside us. "I'm sorry, Princess," he murmurs, tears filling his own eyes.
Soon, the team enters and Shiro sits beside her. The other four Paladins remain standing. "I'm so sorry about your father, Princess," he whispers.
"We all are," Hunk says.
Allura wipes at her eyes, taking a deep breath. "Thank you. But that was not my father." She stands. "The real King Alfor was a great man and a great father. He may not be here with us anymore, but his dream lives on through all of us, and his legacy is Voltron."
I glance out the window to look at the stars, a frown covering my features.
Commander Sendak is dead now. Right?
|••••••••••|
The door to my room slides open with a soft hiss, and I glance up from where I'm sitting on the edge of my bed.
Keith's cautious expression meets mine. "Hey," he says quietly, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation.
"Hey," I reply, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Can I sit?" he asks, motioning to the spot beside me.
I nod, and he sinks onto the bed, careful to leave a small gap between us.
"You okay?"
I shrug, staring down at my hands.
"Why aren't you asleep?"
Peeking over at him, I shrug again. "Not that tired, I guess," I answer quietly.
His lips twitch into a slight frown and he gestures to my door. "Can I show you something?"
Sighing, I stand. "Yeah, just give me a tick to change."
I walk over to the pajamas neatly folded on top of the dresser and start taking my long-sleeved shirt off, lifting it over my head.
Keith clears his throat and stands, immediately avoiding my eyes. "I-I'll be in my room," he says, scurrying off.
Raising an eyebrow, I see him exit as I take the shirt off.
What's his problem?
I take my pants off next and bite my bottom lip, my eyes flickering between the three sets of pajamas Allura gave me. One is a floor-length lavender-colored nightgown with long sleeves, the second is a navy blue tunic with pants, and the third set is the ones I've been wearing—a deep burgundy shirt and pants with yellow accents.
Traditional Galra sleepwear. From whom, I have no idea. I was surprised when she gave them to me in the pile of clothing. I would have thought that she would've tossed them out or burned them the tick she woke up, but she only shrugged her shoulders.
"Clothes are clothes," she said.
Despite everything the Galra Empire put me through, the colors are comforting. They remind me of home.
Of Lotor.
I stare at the sets of pajamas, fingers running over the soft fabric. The lavender nightgown seems too delicate for my current mood. My eyes linger on the Galra sleepwear but they need to be washed. I settle on the navy blue tunic and slip the set on, feeling the soft cotton against my skin.
Just as I finish adjusting the tunic, I hear the soft sound of footsteps behind me. I turn to see Keith standing awkwardly by the doorframe, his hands shoved deep into his pockets, looking everywhere but at me.
"Uh, you decent?" he asks, his voice a little too high-pitched, and I can't help but stifle a laugh.
"Yeah, you can come in," I reply, my tone light.
Keith steps back inside, rubbing the back of his neck, and gives me a sheepish smile. "Right. Sorry."
"You said you wanted to show me something?"
He nods and the two of us cross the hallway into his room. "I was thinking about it the other day," he starts and the doors slide closed, "about us having a thing."
I blink as my eyes land on the pile of blankets and pillows on top of his bed. Juice pouches are placed neatly beside the bed and a small smile finds its way to my lips as I turn to look up at him. "And what exactly is this?"
Keith shrugs. "When I was younger, I used to make forts out of blankets all the time. It was kind of a way for me to escape when things got too overwhelming." His voice drops a little, almost shy as he rubs the back of his neck again. "I thought maybe we could, you know, do that now. For fun. Or... to forget about all this stuff for a bit."
I stand there for a moment, surprised by the invitation, but the sincerity in Keith's eyes pulls me in. Nodding, I step into his room fully.
"Blanket fort?" I repeat. "I've never done one of these before."
Keith's lips quirk up in a half-smile. "I promise, it's really easy."
We work together, tossing pillows and blankets around, trying to make the fort big enough to fit both of us. Keith gets really into it and soon we're laughing like we haven't been through the horrors of war and galactic survival these past several days.
Once it's done, we both crawl inside, huddling together in the dim light of Keith's room. The blankets above us act as a small barrier between us and the chaos of the universe outside.
"This is ridiculous," Keith says. There's laughter in his voice, and for a moment, I can only stare at him—entranced by the way his hair is messier than usual, the crinkles at the corners of his eyes, the curve of his smile.
I blink, snapping myself out of it. "I think it's nice," I say, propping myself up against the pillows.
Keith shifts, pushing the blanket up a bit to settle more comfortably beside me. "There's more."
I turn to look at him. "More?"
He reaches over and presses a button. A screen projects onto the wall across from his bed and my brows furrow. "I haven't figured out if the Castle Ship has access to movies or anything, but I did find out that Red has a recording option. I don't know." I glance back at him and his cheeks are slightly tinged pink.
Smiling, I hold a pillow close to me. “Let’s watch you chase Rolo.”
|••••••••••|
The entire team is gathered behind Pidge as she types on the computer in her Paladin’s station. The Galra symbols reflect off of her glasses and my eyes skim the text.
"Somewhere inside Sendak's memories, we should be able to find the inside information that gives us the key to take down Zarkon," Allura states.
Coran raises an eyebrow. "I don't think your father would approve of searching through an enemy's memories."
"I know, but we have to do everything we can to defeat Zarkon."
"Once we learn all his weaknesses, we can drive up to his front door and challenge him to a fight. The winner gets the universe," Lance confidently says.
The entire team looks at him unamused, but Lance keeps his arms up. The smirk doesn’t leave his lips.
Shiro sighs, focusing back on the computer. "Anything good yet, Pidge?" he asks.
"We were only able to salvage bits and pieces," Pidge confesses.
Keith sighs, his shoulders slouching. "We need something to work with. Right now, we don't even have a decent map of the empire," he says.
Lance crosses his arms, raising an eyebrow. "Who needs a map? After 10,000 years of conquering, I could probably fire my bayard at any random point in space and hit a Galra ship," he states.
I peer at him and shrug. “Honestly, yeah.”
"If we could just find troop locations or supply routes, small targets we could hit-and-run, then we could start to free planets one by one," Shiro says.
Lance snorts, leaning into Shiro. "Boring. I want the big kaboom." He raises his fists in the air, mimicking an explosion, and Shiro crosses his arms.
“Me too.” I copy Lance and put my hands together, making another explosion. “Kaboom.”
Keith glances at us, exasperation evident on his face. "Can we focus, please?"
I stifle a laugh, giving him an apologetic look. "Sorry. Go on, Shiro."
"Zarkon's been building his empire for 10,000 years,” Shiro continues. “We're not going to tear it down overnight with five inexperienced pilots and one support ship. Hitting him where he lives would be a huge mistake."
Sighing, I nod. “There are far too many of them and not enough of us.”
"Okay.” Pidge pulls our attention back to her. “I've cross-referenced Sendak's memories with the info I got from the downed ship back on Arus. Most of it was a garbled mess, but one thing kept repeating, something called a ‘Universal Station’."
"Universal Station?” Hunk leans in and crowds the screen. “Like, the kind of station that controls the entire universe?"
She pushes his head out of the way. "Well, we are translating it from Galra, so it could also be 'Galactic Hub'."
"Or 'Space Base'," Lance says, pointing a finger gun. The team gives him another look. "What?"
I walk forward and lean in. Mol o Spa’tei—the hub of space, or, simply put, ‘Space Hub’.
Coran walks away. "I'm pulling up the location of your Universal Hub Station Base on our screens now.”
Two planets appear on the Castle Ship’s screen, but the Space Hub is nowhere to be seen. It must be hidden somehow.
Hunk blinks. "So, where is it?"
"I don't know. Our long-range sensors are unable to find anything at those coordinates."
"Maybe he remembered it wrong," Keith guesses.
Shaking my head, my eyes stay glued to the screen. "This Space Hub could be a top-secret base in Commander Sendak's memories.” I shift my eyes to Allura. “I think we’ve stumbled upon something of great value.”
Allura’s eyes flick back and forth. "Only one way to find out. Let's go take a look."
|••••••••••|
Hunk is asleep on the chair of his Paladin station upside down. I keep my eyes fixed on him, now dressed in my armor, and he lets out loud snores. The jolt causes him to topple over and I cover my mouth to stifle my snort.
"We should be close enough to get a good scan but far enough away to avoid being noticed," Allura says, slowly guiding the Castle Ship to a halt.
The Space Hub comes into view and I walk over to the window. There are three cruisers there now—two leaving and one arriving.
"There it is," Shiro says.
"It appears the gravitation between the two planets warps the electron emission spectrum enough to keep the planet off the deep space scanners," Coran states.
"So, you can only see it if you really know where to look," Pidge says.
"They are one smart species of aliens," I confess, looking into the void.
This is actually a brilliant location. I wonder how long it took them to build it.
"This place must handle shipments from all over the Galra Empire," Shiro says.
"If this is some big airport where shipments come and go, why is it hidden?"
"There must be more to this than we're seeing."
"Then, we'd better go down to take a look.” Allura zooms in and pulls up the plans. “We'll need to enter here: the central control building."
Keith’s brows furrow. "I'm sorry, Princess, did you say 'we'?"
"I'm going with you. I've traveled through the Galra transportation hubs many times with my father before the war began. I know more about them than any of you."
My lips twitch and I keep my gaze fixed on the Hub. Yeah, okay.
"Princess, I'd rather you stay here," Coran states, turning to face her.
"I'm a part of this fight against Zarkon as much as anyone. I'm going. Does anyone have a problem with that?" She looks around at everyone.
"Uh..."
Lance whistles while Coran stammers.
Shiro glances at Coran before shrugging. "Fine. Suit up," Shiro says.
Coran’s face falls.
“I think this a great idea,” I say, smiling. “You know, with the Princess’s knowledge and all.”
Shiro nods. "We'll go in low, fast, and hopefully undetected. Coming around the dark side of the nearest planet should keep them from getting a visual on us. Thanks to Pidge's modifications to the Green Lion, we'll have 30 seconds of cloaking."
"I can flood their short-range sensors with a radiation burst,” Coran says. That should buy you a minute or so, while they assume it's cosmic interference. But, after that, it's up to you to be out of sight.”
“Wait, do we all have room in Green?” I ask, tilting my head.
Lance’s eyes twinkle and he smirks. “My lap is wide open.”
I roll my eyes, crossing my arms. "Tempting, Lance. Truly."
Keith groans audibly.
|••••••••••|
The door to the central control room silently slides open and the Galra soldier standing guard over the robotic sentries lets out a loud yawn. Shiro sneaks up from behind and knocks him out. The two sentries turn and Hunk and Lance use their bayards to dispose of them. While they do that, Keith, Pidge, Shiro, Allura, and I rush down the stairs. Pidge pulls out her computer and Lance drags the sentries to the side. Hunk leans down, pops out the controls' paneling, and pulls out wires. Keith leans over the console, his eyes scanning the outside.
"How's it look out there?" Shiro asks.
"All clear,” Keith replies.
"This shouldn't take too long,” Hunk says, standing up.
"We'll have all the information we need in a few minutes," Pidge says. The computer starts beeping. "Hunk and I have made some improvements since the last time I tried to download Galra's info. We should get a nice, clean translation immediately. Hunk had a great idea about how to do it."
Hunk sits down on one of the sentries. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, do you guys remember when we studied algorithms at the Garrison, and Mr. York told us that joke about the ghost learning symbolic logic and innumerably infinite sets?"
Lance raises an eyebrow. "Boring."
"Right, yeah, totally, it was boring. Anyway, the joke goes—"
Lance makes a face.
"Hey, guys, sorry to interrupt, but I think we got company," Keith says.
Looking up, a large Galra cruiser casts a shadow over the control room. We all duck as it parks and gather around Pidge.
"Think we should get out of here?" Keith asks.
"We just need a few more seconds," Pidge says as she continues typing.
"Stay low,” Shiro says. “We need this intel."
I peek up to glance at the cruiser. The computer beeps with warning and Keith’s eyes widen.
"Get down!" Keith whispers, pulling me down. The team gets out of view.
"Huh?" a Galra soldier says, confused.
"He's still looking. I think he's waiting for a signal or something," Lance says.
Looking over at Lance, I nod. “Probably needs clearance to unload,” I whisper.
Keith glances at the screen. “What do we do?” he whispers.
"I got it," Hunk replies. He stealthily takes out one of the robotic sentries and pulls it up, making vague hand signals.
The screen clicks off.
Pidge sighs in relief and Lance stands. "Nice job, Hunk,” he says.
"Thanks,” Hunk says, holding up the sentry’s hand. Lance gives it a high five.
"Okay, download complete," Pidge says.
I smile. "Mission accomplished."
"What's it say?" Keith asks.
"Nothing. This place doesn't have any useful information. Just a schedule of the ships coming in and out," Pidge says.
"Well, I guess this mission was a bust," Lance groans.
"Let's get back to the Castle," Shiro sighs.
I look between all of them. “We didn’t risk our lives for nothing, there’s gotta be something,” I say.
"Hold on.” Allura looks up and points to the cruiser. “Pidge, do you know where that ship is headed?"
"Um, it's scheduled to be here for about half an hour, then head off to Central Command," Pidge replies.
My eyes snap up to the cruiser. Central Command?
"That's where they have the information we need, and I'm going to sneak aboard that ship and get it for us."
"What? No way!" Lance exclaims.
"How are you going to get in?" Keith asks.
She takes off her helmet. "I'm going to walk right through the front.” Allura smiles and transforms into a Galran.
My mouth falls open and I look at her with wide eyes. Allura is purple.
Alteans can shapeshift, too?
"How the heck did you do that?" Hunk asks.
"The Alteans are a chameleon-like people who can blend in with the local populations. It's the ability that's made us great explorers and diplomats throughout our history," Allura says.
"So, can you turn into, like, a balloon?" Lance asks.
"How many different colors can you be at once?" Pidge asks.
“Can only Alteans do it?” I ask.
"Aren't you afraid you'll rip your pants?" Hunk asks.
"No, just one at a time, yes, and I will need a change of costume. I can use his uniform as a disguise," Allura answers, pointing to the Galra soldier still knocked out.
Tilting my head, I look at Allura more closely.
Only Alteans can shapeshift?
"I can't let you go in there alone," Shiro says.
"Excuse me? I do not need your permission."
"It's too dangerous.” Shiro walks forward. “I'm going in with you.”
Her eyes narrow. “You will stick out like a Shoferiak's nose."
"You're going to need that nose, Princess,” Pidge says. She pulls on his robotic arm. “Shiro's hand is made from Galra tech. It's the only thing we have that will allow us to interface with their systems and gather intel. I can monitor the download remotely from here."
Allura sighs. "Fine, you can come."
I lean down and grab the broken arm of one of the sentries. “Or,” I say, waving the hand. “I go by myself and use this thing.”
The team looks at me and Lance crosses his arms. “You will stick out like a sore thumb.”
“I don’t think risking a crucial part of Voltron or a princess is a good idea.”
“And risking yourself is better?” Keith asks, raising an eyebrow.
“I can handle it.”
Shiro shakes his head. “Absolutely not,” he says. “No solo missions—too dangerous.”
I bite my tongue and drop the robotic arm. It lets out a metallic clang as it touches the floor.
Allura looks at me for a tick. “(Y/N) can come, too,” she says. “We’ll need someone good at combat.”
"Uh, you guys better hurry up if you want to get on and off before the ship leaves for Zarkon Central," Hunk says, staring up.
Keith looks at our current shortness compared to Allura. "How will you get on board?" he asks.
I pull off the Galran male’s helmet and toss it to Allura. He doesn’t even stir as I start taking off the rest of his armor.
|••••••••••|
Shiro and I huddle together in a metal crate as Allura carries us. She is disguised as a Galra soldier.
"Halt," a soldier calls out and Allura stops moving.
Shiro’s eyes widen and we both hold our breath.
Please don’t open the crate, please don’t open the crate, please don’t open the crate.
We remain paused for a few ticks. "Move along,” he says.
Thank the stars.
Allura sighs as we enter the ship and a few more moments pass before I feel the crate being set down. We slowly get out and make our way through the ship.
Shiro closes his eyes.
Allura leans in closer to him. "Shiro, are you all right?" she whispers.
He looks a bit dizzy. "I just remembered how I escaped from the Galra prison ship. Listen, most of the ship's personnel are sentries," he says.
"So?"
I nod. “So they’re robots,” I whisper, “and they’re programmed with schedules.”
"Exactly. When I was a prisoner, I timed their pattern."
"Do you remember it?" Allura asks.
"Let's find out." We stand and quickly make our way to a room with a computer. There are two sentries standing watch.
Shiro powers on his arm and takes out both sentries. I stare at them as they fall and shrug, moving to pull them out of the way.
"We only have a few minutes before the next patrol comes by,” Shiro says. “Watch the door."
"Got it,” Allura says.
Shiro places his robotic hand on the screen. SHIRO: "Okay, Pidge, start the download."
PIDGE: "Generating access code." Blue flashes on the screen. "We're in."
Emperor Zarkon’s insignia flashes on the screen.
SHIRO: "Pidge, I think there's a problem."
PIDGE: "Sit tight. I'm trying to work around this."
COMPUTER: "Scanning for information."
SHIRO: "Pidge?"
PIDGE: "I'm on it, I'm on it."
I stare at the screen, Galra symbols flashing on it. (Y/N): “I don’t have a good feeling about this.”
"What's going on here?” a Galra soldier demands. “Who are you?"
I look up, startled.
Quiznak.
Allura scrambles and leans against the doorframe. "It's about time you got here,” she says in a loud voice. “Where is the rest of your squad?"
"Uh, what squad?"
SHIRO: "Hurry up, Pidge."
PIDGE: "Almost there."
"The squad that is to escort me and my associate to our ship," Allura states.
"Who's back there? What's going on?" he asks.
She places a hand on his chest and pushes him back. "We are part of Zarkon's high command. Our work must not be disturbed."
"Where's Chief Information Officer Plytox?"
"Uh, he's in there. Say hello, Plyrox."
"Uh...Uh…” Shiro whispers.
I deepen my voice. “It's 'Plytox'!" I snap.
"Oh, sorry. See?" Allura asks.
"Oh. Vrepit Sa, sir!” the soldier shouts. “I get his name wrong all the time, too."
"Whew," Allura sighs.
(Y/N): “Pidge, are you almost done?”
The comms are silent for a moment. PIDGE: “Um, sorry. Yeah.” There’s another pause. “Keith found something.”
Footsteps echo in the hallway again.
"Um..." the same soldier starts. "Sorry to bother you, officer."
"Yes?" Allura asks, clearing her throat.
"Do you think I could get assigned to Zarkon's unit? Nothing happens on this ship."
"Oh, well, I don't know. What's your bloodthirstiness on a scale of one to five? One being 'No, thanks, I'm full,' and five being 'Unquenchable.'"
A small smile spreads on my lips and I shake my head.
"Hmm... If I'm being honest, about a three."
"We can work on that."
My eyes connect on aver’sa and my eyes widen. “Quiznak,” I whisper.
Shiro’s eyes snap to me. “What? What is it?”
Alarms blare and flashing red lights fill the room.
"Huh?" the soldier outside asks.
"Huh?" Allura echoes.
"Fugitive prisoner 117-9875 detected. Remain where you are. Security alerted," the computer blares.
I pull Shiro’s arm off and try to shut the warning down, but my hands accidentally touch the handprint pad as I type. “High-security fugitive prisoner 001-114 detected. This is not a drill. High-security fugitive prisoner 001-114 detected.” I gulp and snatch my hand away from the console.
"Uh, help! Intruders!" the soldier yells, pointing a gun at us.
Allura clicks the door pad and the doors slide closed. He starts shooting at the metallic doors.
"I think we're in trouble," Shiro says, walking up to Allura.
"You think?" Allura facepalms and charges through the metal doors, colliding with the soldier outside.
I stare at him as he collapses onto the floor and she grabs his gun. Shiro and I look up at her in disbelief.
She glances at us. “What?”
A squadron of sentries turns around the hallway and starts shooting at us.
"Let's go!" Shiro shouts.
We sprint down the hallways and turn several corridors.
SHIRO: "Pidge, fire up the Green Lion! We're coming in hot!"
Two sentries appear in front of us and we freeze. Allura shoots the gun, but the beams are shot behind us. I turn around and look up at her incredulously as one of the sentries from the squadron chasing us collapses onto the floor.
Shiro powers on his robotic hand and takes out the two sentries blocking our path. I take the gun from Allura’s grip and lower myself to one knee, keeping my grip firm. I squeeze the trigger, aiming at the six sentries trailing us. The pulse from the weapon hums, the shots connecting with one sentry’s chest plate. Sparks fly, and it collapses mid-step. I take out the other five just as easily.
Standing, I hand the gun back to Allura.
Shiro’s eyes are narrowed up at her. "I thought you said you'd traveled around the galaxy.” He grabs the gun from her hands and fixes it, giving it back to her. “I mean, you fly a spaceship. How could you possibly not know how to hold this correctly?”
We start running again. "I'm tense!” she exclaims. “This is a tense situation."
“Argue later!” I shout.
"Secure hatches,” a male’s voice echoes through the cruiser’s speakers. “All personnel take positions for departure."
More squadrons catch up to us.
"The escape pods are up here!" Shiro shouts and points up ahead.
"Formulating navigation. All crew, assume secure hyper-speed positions."
“We’re running out of time!” I shout.
Allura throws her helmet off. "Hurry!” she shouts. “We can't leave once the ship goes into hyper-speed!"
We reach the pod and Shiro places his hand on the door pad to shut the doors. The sentries continue shooting at us. One of the sentries manages to insert itself into the door and tries plying it open. Allura runs to hold the doors closed and I grab the gun from the floor, trying to shoot at them from the cracks. Shiro powers his arm and tries melding the metal doors together.
"It's taking off!” Allura yells, strained. “Get in the pod!"
Shiro continues melting the metal. "I'm not leaving you!"
I manage to shoot one down and the pod’s doors shutting echo in the space between us.
"You have to!"
Everything happens in a flash. Allura picks Shiro up and throws him into the escape pod. The sentries ply the door open and I struggle to shoot them down at such a close range. Shiro gets up, his eyes wide, as he stares at us through the window. One of the sentries grabs me and I kick it off, but before I can shoot again, one of them presses a gun to my head.
I freeze.
Allura is pushed onto her knees and she puts her hands up behind her head.
The pod launches into space.
“You have got to be kidding me,” I mutter as I go on my knees.
Keith's POV:
Staring down at my now healed hand, the adrenaline from fighting the strange cloaked creature is still pumping in my veins.
How the hell did I heal almost instantly? That guy completely burned my hand. What was in those damn containers? Quintessence? What does that even mean? What is that stuff? Some sort of instant healing magic? Is magic even real? This is crazy. And why did it turn purple after the magic zapped it? Is it like corrupted quintessence? Is the yellow quintessence raw? Am I going to get sick from exposure? Am I going to die?
The door that leads to the Green Lion’s cockpit slides open and I turn around. Shiro steps through alone. I wait for a few seconds and lean over to look behind him. "Where are Allura and (Y/N)?" I ask, glancing at him.
He walks over to Pidge’s seat and leans on it, panting with his eyes closed. I frown as I watch him.
"Shiro?" Lance asks, leaning in. “Why are you all alone?”
His expression is full of pain and guilt. "Allura sacrificed herself to save me," Shiro says in disbelief. "They ran out of time. They—" his voice cracks and he’s shaking. “They had guns pointed at them.”
My heart sinks. Is (Y/N) okay?
Pidge sits up. "So, they're still on that ship?" she asks.
"The ship that's headed to Zarkon's Central Command?" Hunk asks.
"The place that's way too dangerous for us to attack?" I ask.
Shiro’s hand clenches into a fist and he stands up, opening his eyes to look right at me. "It doesn't matter how dangerous it is,” he says. “We can't let Zarkon get Allura or (Y/N)."
Hunk frowns. "But you said going there would be a huge mistake. You said for us to attack that place head-on would be the dumbest possible thing we could ever do."
"I know, but now we don't have a choice."
|••••••••••|
The doors to the Castle Ship’s slide open.
Shiro takes his helmet off. "Pidge, scan the download from the ship. Find out where Zarkon's central command is."
"On it!" she replies and jogs to her computer station with Hunk.
Coran turns around, his expression confused. "Where's Allura? Where’s (Y/N)?” His eyes widen with panic and he rushes to us. “What happened?”
Shiro frowns. "They’ve been captured. Allura threw me on a pod to save me and the information. I didn't have a choice," he states.
"How is that possible?"
"Coran, I'm sorry things didn't go as planned, but we can't focus on what went wrong. We've got to figure out how to make it right. Pidge, anything?"
She presses something on her screen. "Guys, look at this.”
"Look at the size of it," Coran whispers.
We are so quiznaked.
"I think we should go in right away. Every minute we waste gives Zarkon time to prepare for us," Pidge says.
"I agree,” Lance says, crossing his arms. “We form Voltron, fly in, fly out, dust off our hands, and walk away."
This ship is way too damn big.
"Um, do you guys not remember the Balmera?” Hunk asks. “We could barely take out one fleet. But this a base this size could hold a thousand fleets."
I shake my head. "Or maybe we shouldn't go on this mission at all,” I say. “Think about it. We'll be delivering the universe's only hope to the universe's biggest enemy."
"Keith, that's cold, even for you. What if it was one of us? What if it was me? You wouldn't leave me, would you? Would you?"
Pursing my lips, I stare at them. “I'm not saying I like the idea. I'm just thinking like a paladin."
"No, you're thinking of yourself because you're too scared to do what's right!” Lance exclaims.
I narrow my eyes. “You think I want to let (Y/N) be captured again?” I snap, taking a step forward.
Pidge shakes her head, her eyes focused on the screen. "Okay, we're all upset because we lost Allura and (Y/N).”
"No, Shiro lost them!" Coran corrects.
"Okay, okay!” Hunk shouts. “This isn't helping. We can't just sit here and bicker like this."
Shiro sighs. "Let's focus. How are we going to get Allura and (Y/N)?" he asks.
Lance walks over to his Paladin station and starts brainstorming.
I look out the window again. “I can go by myself,” I say. “In and out.”
Shiro shakes his head. “You going solo risks too much.” He turns to look at Lance. "Anything?"
Lance shakes his head, a large frown forming on his features. "There's just no way in. They'll have us tracked from every direction," he states.
"There's gotta be something. Keep looking.”
I glance over potential routes, my leg bouncing up and down with nervous energy. Blinking, my eyes stop on something and I project it onto the Castle Ship’s computer, sitting up. “What about this?” I ask.
Your POV:
We were tossed into a cell at least a varga ago. We are trapped for the foreseeable future.
Allura is back in her Altean form and has a thick gash on her neck. The sentries and soldiers were not gentle as they imprisoned us. She looks at me and her entire body is trembling, her eyes glassy.
“They will come for us,” she whispers, but I notice the quivering of her lips. She is paralyzed by fear and the cold.
I grimace and shake my head, sitting up and undoing the top of my suit. “If they were smart, they’d leave us here,” I whisper.
I tear at the hem of my shirt and shift closer to her, tugging at the top of her armor. When I pull it down, she is left in a light blue long-sleeved shirt and a patch of red seeps through the fabric. Frowning, I pull up the sleeve as gently as possible. The blood causes the shirt to stick on her skin. I wrap the bloody gash on her right arm with cautious knots and she lets out a slight whimper, pushing away from me.
“Allura,” I say softly, holding my hands up to show I’m not a threat. “I’m just trying to stop the bleeding.”
She hesitates, her gaze darting between my hands and my face. Her breathing is shallow, but she finally nods. I reach out again, slower this time, and continue tying the fabric around her arm.
We sit in silence for a few ticks as I secure the makeshift bandage. She moves around to face me better. The lights in the cell flicker, and I close my eyes, trying to remain calm.
"When we were in that room,” Allura says quietly, “and Shiro was at the computer, it announced ‘high-security fugitive prisoner 001-114 detected’. Why is your number so low?”
I freeze at her question, my hands stilling on her arm. “It's... complicated,” I mutter, leaning back against the cold wall of the cell.
“Complicated?” she echoes, her voice sharper now despite the tremble.
My jaw tightens, but I stay silent.
“(Y/N)?”
I swallow the lump that has lodged itself in my throat and glare at my hands, at the faint scars from my life here. “Do you hate all Galra or just Emperor Zarkon?” I ask, my voice barely above a whisper.
Allura flinches, her expression caught somewhere between confusion and wariness. “What kind of question is that?” she asks. Her voice is soft, yet it holds a defensive edge.
I keep my gaze on my hands, flexing my fingers as if to loosen the tension crawling up my arms. “It’s important. If you could wipe them all out—the soldiers, the workers, the innocents—would you?”
Her eyes narrow, and I see her clench her fists. “This war is against Zarkon and his empire. The ones who perpetuate his reign, who enslave and destroy—those are the ones we fight.”
I glance at her, meeting her gaze for the first time since we were thrown in here. “But what about the rest? The ones who had no choice but to serve him? The ones trapped just like you, like me?”
She stiffens, her lips parting as if to argue, but no words come. Her brow furrows deeply, and her hands tremble in her lap. “Why are you asking me this?” Her voice is barely a whisper now.
I lean forward, resting my elbows on my knees, and drop my voice. “Would you kill innocents?”
“I—Zarkon destroyed Altea.”
“King Alfor destroyed Daibazaal.”
Silence stretches between us again and she sniffles beside me.
“My father did what he had to,” she whispers. “Daibazaal was crumbling. H-he had to evacuate and destroy the planet.”
Frowning, I look at her. “What was it like?”
Allura blinks. “Daibazaal?”
“Life before the war.”
Her gaze is distant as she recalls it. “The Karthulian System thrived. I would visit Daibazaal with my father at least once every couple of phoebs. I loved the rocky terrain it had, the red and gray soil. It was so different from Altea’s greenery.”
I gently nod, letting her reminisce, her voice softening as she speaks of Daibazaal. Despite the dire circumstances, there’s a strange solace in hearing her describe a time when the universe wasn’t at war.
Her expression turns wistful, a slight smile tugging at her lips. “The Galra people were proud. Stubborn, yes, but there was a warmth to their community. I remember their artisans and engineers, their warriors... It wasn’t just about conquest back then. They had a culture, a soul.”
I lean back against the cold wall, folding my arms. “What happened?”
She frowns. “Zarkon and Honerva were corrupted. My father always said it was the quintessence—too much exposure, too much power. It twisted them both.”
I sit up at the name, my brows furrowing. “Honerva?”
Is that Lotor’s mother?
Allura nods and shrugs. “The Altean alchemist who married him.”
My eyes widen. “Emperor Zarkon was married to an Altean?”
“He was. And his royal whor—”
The cell doors open and Haggar stands before us with two of her Druids. The color drains from my face and Allura looks confused.
She’s still alive.
"Come with me," Haggar hisses. “Your presence has been requested.”
Sentries crowd the cell and Allura tries fighting back, but one hits her on the head. Hard. Restraints are put on her wrists and she groans silently. Haggar looks over at me with watchful, studying eyes, and I swallow hard, putting my hands out.
“I’ll cooperate,” I whisper, my voice cracking.
Haggar smirks as a sentry restrains me and another hits the back of my head with the butt of its gun. Hard.
|••••••••••|
My eyes blink in a daze and I watch as Haggar’s dark magic holds Allura up in the air, choking her. It takes several ticks for my eyes to adjust to the blinding lights and my head lolls as I see Emperor Zarkon.
Allura collapses onto the floor, her chest heaving. "Voltron is going to put an end to your empire!" she states weakly.
Emperor Zarkon narrows his eyes. "No, it will only make me more powerful. Your father knew that as well as I. That's why he led me to believe he destroyed it all those years ago. But now, your new Paladins will come for you, and they will deliver Voltron to me and, with it, the key to unimaginable power." He snaps his fingers and a sentry bashes the side of Allura’s head again, knocking her unconscious.
Haggar and her Druids take a step forward, and Emperor Zarkon glares at them. “Leave us,” he commands.
“But, Your Majesty—” Haggar starts.
“I said leave us!”
My hands begin to shake as I try to break free.
Once we are alone, Emperor Zarkon tilts his head at me and his face contorts with rage. He takes long strides and grabs me by the collar of my suit, hauling me up. My back collides with a wall, and I let out choking sounds as his grip tightens around my neck.
“You dare make a fool out of me?” he whispers, anger in every ounce of his words. I struggle to get air into my lungs, and my vision blurs. His eyes blaze with fury, boring into mine. "Answer me!" he demands, shaking me violently. My head smashes against the wall again, sending a wave of pain through my skull.
My eyes roll into the back of my head. "N-no," I gasp, trying to force the words out despite the pressure on my throat. "I swear, Father." Black spots dance at the edges of my vision.
"Liar!" he roars, his voice echoing off the metal walls.
I narrow my eyes, and with the last of my strength, I bring my knee up sharply, aiming for his stomach. He loosens his hold just enough for me to collapse to the ground, coughing and gasping for air. My knees scrape against the cold floor as I clutch my throat, still feeling the phantom pressure of his grip. I grimace at the soreness in my throat as I swallow and desperation courses through me. I scramble to my feet, darting back to where Allura lies on the floor.
His hand clamps down on my shoulder, spinning me around to face him. "You're not going anywhere. Not until you answer me."
I stare up at him, defiance and fear warring within me, and take a protective stance in front of Allura. "I am not your prisoner anymore," I manage to choke out, my voice hoarse. “I will never bow to you.”
"Oh, you will," he says, almost whispering. "Or you'll wish you had."
With a swift, forceful motion, he strikes me across my face and I fall to my knees, clutching my stinging cheek. My heart races, searching for a way to escape with Allura so we can make it out of here alive.
Emperor Zarkon laughs, creating a cold, mocking sound. "You’re supposed to be dead—I disposed of you many millennia ago. How are you alive? Are you a clone? Tell me.” He takes a step closer. “Surrender now, and perhaps I'll show mercy."
Tears blur my vision. "I would rather die than surrender to you," I whisper.
“Very well, child.” He pauses and takes a step back, a smirk tugging at his lips. “It appears Voltron has decided to come rescue you.” Calling for a sentry, he gestures to us. “Return them to their cell.”
The next time my father strikes me, I fall onto the floor beside Allura.
|••••••••••|
The ship trembles and I groan, clutching at my throat. I can’t breathe properly. The door to the cell bursts open. I glance over at Allura, who remains motionless on the floor. My chest tightens. Her breathing is shallow, but she’s alive. I take a shaky breath, trying to steady my trembling hands, and reach out to her. "Allura," I whisper urgently, shaking her lightly. "You have to wake up.”
Her eyes flutter open, and she groans weakly. I can see the strain on her face, the toll the dark magic and beatings have taken on her. “(Y/N)...?”
Tears obscure my vision and I tug on her arm. “Hunk’s here. They’re here to save us.”
Hunk rushes to our aid and hands me a communicator. I place it on my ears and he bends down to pick up Allura. His face contorts with horror as he takes a closer look at us and I can’t stop the silent tears from flowing. He wraps an arm around my waist. "You're safe now," he says gently. "Let's get out of here."
Allura stirs awake and her eyes open with incredible slowness. "What are you doing here?” she asks as she frowns. “Tell me you didn't bring Voltron straight to Zarkon's central command. Where's the Black Lion?"
LANCE: "Hunk, did you find the girls?"
“We have to save Shiro,” I say.
HUNK: "I got 'em, but there's a change of plans."
|••••••••••|
Dozens of Haggars crowd my vision and Shiro cowers on the floor.
"And now, Champion, your time is over," she shouts. Her cackles echo across the walls.
Hunk lets Allura down and powers on his Bayard. "Which one's the real one?" he asks.
I scan the room carefully and point. "Hunk, fire there!" I shout over Haggar’s booming laughter.
Hunk fires and the images falter. Shiro jumps up and charges for her, but she disappears.
Allura rushes to his aid and helps him up. "We've got to get out of here!" she says, holding on to Shiro.
"Where's the scary lady?" Hunk asks, standing.
"Hunk!"
"Oh, right."
"Let's go!" I shout.
We split up. Allura goes to the Castle Ship, Shiro goes to the Black Lion, and I remain with Hunk in the Yellow Lion.
CORAN: “Keith? Keith, can you hear me?”
There is a brief silence before coughs echo in the comms. KEITH: “I’m in Red.”
Coran lets out an exasperated sigh. CORAN: “Don’t do that again, Keith. Going up against Zarkon by yourself was foolish.”
KEITH: “Noted.”
ALLURA: "All right, Paladins, time to get out of here!"
I buckle myself into an empty seat and take careful swallows. I blink as I process the brief exchange between Coran and Keith. (Y/N): “Wait. Keith, what did you do?”
I hear him huff. KEITH: “No time to explain.”
HUNK: "Hello? What's going on? I don't see a wormhole."
CORAN: "The Galra barrier is jamming our ability to create one! They have us completely surrounded!"
The purple dome glitches and shuts off.
PIDGE: "What just happened?"
HUNK: "Who cares? Wormhole!"
I grip the edges of my seat. (Y/N): “Keith—”
KEITH: “We’re all okay. That’s all that matters.”
A blast of dark magic bursts from Emperor Zarkon’s Central Command ship. The Castle Ship manages to create a wormhole and the Lions follow closely behind it. Alarms blare in the Yellow Lion and I cover my ears in agony.
SHIRO: "Coran, what's happening?"
CORAN: "The integrity of the wormhole has been compromised. It's breaking down!"
LANCE: "What does that mean?"
CORAN: "It means we have no control over where we're headed!"
(Y/N): "What's happening?"
We scatter away from the group and the Yellow Lion begins to spiral out of control. I close my eyes and try to ignore the searing pain that spreads throughout my body.
Chapter 11: The Mermaid Empire Strikes Back
Summary:
after being separated from the team by an out-of-control wormhole, (Y/N), Hunk, and Lance crash land on an ocean planet with mermaids.
Chapter Text
Your POV:
LANCE: "Keith! Shiro!"
HUNK: "I don't wanna die!"
I blink at him. He is not holding onto the controls, causing us to spin out of control. Taking my helmet off, I throw it at him. It hits the back of Hunk’s pilot chair and he whips his head around.
(Y/N): “Focus!” The alarms blare and I look to my right to see that Blue is getting too close. “Damn it, Hunk, steer!”
HUNK: “I can’t!”
LANCE: "We gotta stay together!"
HUNK: “I think I'm gonna be sick!"
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "Please don't throw up on me."
The turbulence gets worse and the Yellow Lion shakes. Our screams are the only thing in my comms. We’re thrown outside of the wormhole, crashing into an iced-over ocean.
Another tundra planet?
My head hits the back of the chair hard and I wince. Yellow’s lights flicker. The coldness hits me, causing a shiver to trail up my spine.
First I crash land on an ice planet now in ice water—I am sick of the ice! Why can’t I crash land somewhere warm for once?
I unbuckle myself and slowly stand. My legs wobble, but I manage to stand upright. It’s dark where we are. Hunk looks at me and winces. He throws up, and I cover my nose, moving to grab my helmet before he gets it dirty.
(Y/N): "Hunk! In your lion?"
LANCE: "Hunk, you okay? Hunk? (Y/N) wha—"
HUNK: "I'm fine."
LANCE: "You just threw up, didn't you?"
HUNK: "Yeah... You would too if you got sucked out of a wormhole at light speed, then crash-landed on an ice planet and ended up underwater."
LANCE: "That literally happened to all three of us!"
HUNK: "Oh, right."
LANCE: "My main system is down. The crash must have screwed it up. Does yours work?"
HUNK: "I'm on reserve power. My lion's pretty much dead in the water."
LANCE: "This situation's bad enough, Hunk. Don't make it worse with puns."
I roll my eyes and cross my arms. (Y/N): "I should’ve gone with Shiro in the Black Lion.”
Hunk weakly smiles at me. HUNK: "I'm just shocked we hit a planet. I thought Pidge said space was 90% empty.
LANCE: "Well, apparently, Pidge's science is wrong."
I pinch the bridge of my nose as we continue sinking. (Y/N): "Pidge is right, space is just really big."
Hunk starts typing on the controls. HUNK: "We need to contact the others and get back to the group immediately. Hello, anyone? This is Hunk and Lance of the Yellow and Blue Lions."
LANCE: "They know the color of our lions!"
HUNK: "Okay, yeah. I always forget that. My bad. This is Hunk, Lance, and (Y/N). Does anyone copy?"
The comms stay silent, and Hunk starts fidgeting.
(Y/N): “Anyone?”
My hands move across my suit to check if there is any damage from previously, but there don’t seem to be any cracks. I inspect the helmet next and sigh.
At least things aren’t entirely hopeless.
I dig into my suit and feel my throat. The skin is sore and tender to the touch.
Stars above, I should’ve killed Father when I had the chance. Or at least kicked him harder.
Both Lions crash onto the bottom of the ocean and I nearly trip on my feet.
LANCE: "I gotta check for damage and get these lions running."
HUNK: "Copy that."
LANCE: "Oh, good. The Blue Lion's coming back online now. Welcome back, beautiful."
Lance powers on Blue’s headlights.
I roll my eyes. (Y/N): "Isn’t Blue a water lion?"
My eyes catch a mysterious creature swimming near the Lions at a rapid pace. "Huh?" I whisper as I take a step closer to the window.
LANCE: "Uh Hunk, did... did you just see something swim by? What? No. No way! This is going to sound crazy, but I think I just saw a mermaid."
"A mermaid...?" I whisper again. I squint my eyes, trying to spot the creature again.
HUNK: "Oh, boy. Okay, how hard did you bang your head when we hit the planet?"
LANCE: "Dude, I'm serious! Look! There it is again!" Lance gasps. "Hey, come here! Where are you going? Hey, slow down!"
Blue begins going in circles. I watch the Lion in disbelief. (Y/N): "Lance, stop!"
HUNK: "Lance, knock it off. We have to stay focused and get to the others.”
Blue stops spiraling, and its hatch opens. I look out and see Lance swimming out in the open. Hunk moves to my side.
HUNK: “You're outside of your lion.”
(Y/N): “Great."
LANCE: "I know we have to find the others. I'm just saying maybe this thing can help. Also, it's a mermaid. A mermaid! Come on, let's find it."
Hunk shakes his head. HUNK: "No. No way. Nope. Not going out there."
LANCE: "Okay, you stay here, by yourself, in the dark, all alone in a lion that's out of commission."
(Y/N): “I’m literally right—”
Hunk adjusts his helmet and sprints out of Yellow through the hatch, leaving me alone, to go to Lance. HUNK: "Don't leave me!"
My shoulders slump. (Y/N): "This is a horrible idea.”
LANCE: "Come on!"
They start jet-packing away and I sigh, annoyed.
"Damn Earthlings," I mutter, rolling my eyes, and put my helmet on. I rush to the hatch and dive into the water, trying to swim in their general direction. I have never been in a body of water this large before. I look up, trying to find the surface, but there is nothing but darkness.
I power on my jetpack, trailing behind them. (Y/N): “Is this a bad time to mention I can’t swim?”
HUNK: "I can't believe this! We're really chasing a mermaid."
(Y/N): “Can one of you wait for me?”
I spot the mermaid, but she swims away.
LANCE: "Hey, wait, wait, wait! We're friendly!"
Lance and Hunk gasp. I catch up to them and see a gigantic underwater palace. In front of the palace, there are rows of houses. It’s bright and bustling with activity. I pant and struggle to steady my breathing. I squint my eyes in the distance. (Y/N): "Is that a mermaid village?”
Lance turns to look at me with a startled expression. LANCE: "Huh?"
Hunk’s eyebrows furrow. HUNK: "Aren’t you injured? I thought you’d want to rest."
I turn around to look at them and cross my arms. (Y/N): "You two are so lame for leaving the coolest member of Voltron behind."
LANCE: "Hey, I thought I was the coolest member!"
HUNK: "We all know it's not you, Lance."
I tilt my head. (Y/N): “As if I am going to stay stranded with two Lions of Voltron while the two of you explore. I love exploring.”
Lance spots the mermaid again. LANCE: "Whatever, let's follow her!"
I clutch onto Hunk’s leg. (Y/N): “Don’t you dare rush off without me again.”
"Hello. Welcome to my village.” A voice from behind says. Lance and Hunk scream and I whip my head around. It’s the mermaid. She has a yellow and pink tail with large eyes and flowing hair. “Here, all are safe and warm." She smiles.
Three muscular mermaid guards come from behind and we all scream this time, hiding behind the mermaid female.
(Y/N): “I knew this was going to be a bad idea!”
"Please, do not startle our guests,” she says. “I am Florona. The almighty Queen Luxia, keeper of our land, would love to meet with you," she greets.
"Wait. How did your queen know we were here?" Lance asks.
"Queen Luxia knows all." She begins swimming away with the guards.
I look at their retreating figures incredulously.
(Y/N): “Let’s just go back to the Lions and wait for someone to find us.”
They bring three large creatures and Lance smiles wide.
LANCE: “Seahorses!”
(Y/N): “Lance—”
He goes on one and turns to look at us. LANCE: “Come on, let’s have some fun.”
Hunk sighs, mounting one. Giving in, I mount the third and we’re escorted to the palace.
HUNK: “Lance, I know this mermaid thing is a dream of yours, but we really gotta go."
LANCE: "We will, big guy, we will, but let's meet this queen first. Besides, maybe she can help us. And, if I just happen to find the future Mrs. Blue Lion, well, then that is all right with me."
I give him a pointed look. (Y/N): “Are you joking?”
Lance winks at me. LANCE: “Don’t be jealous, (Y/N).”
I glare at him. (Y/N): “I’m not jealous. This is a horrible idea.”
We reach the palace grounds, and a unit of guards escorts us to a large throne room. A mermaid with a crown sits on the throne and greets us.
"Space travelers, I am Queen Luxia,” she says. “I welcome you to our village as honored guests."
Lance bows. "The honor's all ours. I'm La-a-a-ance," he stutters as he floats up.
I look up at Lance and roll my eyes. Hunk pulls him down by the leg and I look back to the queen, giving a curt bow. "I am (Y/N)," I say. I look around and note possible exits. There is only one exit, and ten mermaid soldiers heavily guard it.
"Uh, Mrs. Queen, Your Honor, Your Excellence, I'm Hunk, and me and my buddies here, we crash-landed on your lovely planet, but we really need to get back in touch with our friends who are in space. Would you possibly have any way of doing that?" Hunk asks.
"(Y/N), Hunk, and Lance, I can solve all of your problems. Here, we are all safe and warm." The Queen smiles again. Her smile is haunting, and her eyes appear glazed over.
"You use magic, don't you? I bet this palace is a ship. This palace is a ship, am I right? Just don't say anything if I'm right."
"Here, I've brought you these. The bubble coral will provide you with all the air you need."
A guard comes to us with a shell and it blows a bubble over Hunk’s head. He pops his helmet off. "Whoa-ho-ho! Thank you, Fish Queen,” he says.
A bubble is blown on Lance’s head and he takes his helmet off next. “Cool."
I blink as the bubble coral is blown over my head and hesitantly take my helmet off. “Thanks,” I say, my hair flowing in my face.
"And rest assured, your space vessels will be well protected,” the Queen says. Looking up, the Blue and Yellow Lions’ protective domes are powered on and they’re being transported by large creatures.
“Those are huge manta rays,” Hunk murmurs.
“Now, please, follow me."
"What is that?" Lance asks, turning his attention to a glowing biome.
"That is the giver of life to our people, the Baku Garden. When the waters froze over, we were forced to live down here. The garden provides us with the warmth and food we need to survive. Because of it, we are taken care of. Here, all are safe and warm."
I peer over at Queen Luxia. She’s too placid and even-tempered. I study her expression and body language, and I frown. Something must be in the water here, or she’s simply too eerily calm.
There is something fishy going on here.
|••••••••••|
Although the feeling that something is amiss is still prominently lodged in my heart, I must admit that the dining hall in the palace is beautiful. There is colorful coral all over and glowing plants hanging from the ceiling acting as chandeliers.
Queen Luxia sits at the head of the round table and mermaids crowd Lance, giggling and touching him. He laps up the attention with a smug grin. “Ladies, one at a time! There’s plenty of Lance to go around.”
I roll my eyes so hard I almost see the back of my skull. “Calm down, pretty boy,” I mutter.
Hunk stifles a laugh.
Queen Luxia’s serene smile doesn’t falter. “It warms my heart to see you enjoy yourselves. Please, eat. Our finest delicacies are prepared for you.” She gestures gracefully to the spread of glittering, jewel-like dishes.
I glance at the food suspiciously. It’s beautiful, sure. Is it trustworthy? No, not really. Hunk and Lance don’t seem to mind, though.
"Your Royalness,” Hunk says, swallowing a bite down and clearing his throat, “if I may, this food is amazing. It's even better than Balmeran cave bugs."
She smiles. "I'm glad you enjoy it. It was picked fresh from the Baku Garden. And I hope you enjoy the entertainment.” She looks at me and gestures to my plate of untouched food. "You should try some, (Y/N)."
“Yes.” I blink, staring at the plate of food, and look up at her. "Thank you, Your Majesty.” She shifts her attention from me, and I pick some pieces of food from my plate, dropping them on Hunk’s plate. I pretend to chew something as she focuses back on me with a small smile. I gulp down and nod. “Delicious.”
Lance has two mermaids slung on both sides and turns his attention to the curtained stage. "Whoa," he says in a trance, blushing. Both mermaids play with his hair and slide their hands all across his body.
The curtains of the stage are pulled back, revealing an octopus with a fish on its head and I stifle a snort as it begins dancing. Lance’s eyes widen and he frowns.
Hunk turns his attention back to the Queen. "So, about us getting in contact with our friends, how can you help us?" he asks.
"Please, let's discuss that after the dance."
The octopus shifts, showing us its tentacles, and begins to move in a circular motion. Almost like it’s trying to hypnotize us.
Damn it, I hate and love it when I’m right.
"Whoa, this dance is amazing,” Hunk murmurs. “It's the... It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen."
"I'm glad you enjoy it. Put your mind at ease. Let your consciousness drift like the tide."
"Yes, I will do that. I... Weren't we just talking about something?"
She swims up from her seat and places a hand on Hunk’s shoulder. "You were just telling me how much you like it here, how much you wanted to stay forever."
"Oh, that's right. Here, we are all safe and warm. Guys, I think we should stay here forever."
"Okay," Lance says, looking dazed. A mermaid starts to nibble on his ear and he closes his eyes, smiling.
I look between Lance and Hunk and blink, confused. I try copying their body language.
"(Y/N), how about you?" the Queen asks. "Don't you think it's just so safe and warm here?"
I stay silent for a tick and nod, swaying to the music. "Y-Yes." I smile, pretending to be in a trance. "We are all safe and warm here, Your Majesty."
|••••••••••|
The guards escorted us to a bedroom and locked the door on their way out. I tried opening the door, but it didn’t work. I’ve been practicing my swimming as Lance and Hunk sleep. I swim back and forth from one wall to the other, pressing myself forward with my legs and arms. The burning of my throat doesn’t subside, but I need something to do other than stare at these two quiznaking idiots.
Hunk begins to snore, and Lance mumbles to himself. "I don't need pants," he mumbles, fumbling to take off his suit. "I'm a mermaid.”
My eyes snap to the crumbling rock and three mermaids with weird-looking creatures on their heads break into our room. I blink at them and their tails.
Stars above, I hate mermaids.
One approaches Lance with a blanket and he stirs awake. “Huh? Who are...?" he falls back asleep and she wraps the blanket around him.
“Who are you?” I ask. All three look at me and I shake my head as one approaches me with rope. “Whoa, whoa, whoa.” The mermaid tilts his head and another pushes Lance through the opening they made. My mouth falls open. “Lance,” I whisper. “Lance, wake up!”
The third mermaid wraps a blanket around Hunk and I look between them.
How am I supposed to defend us with no weapon when they’re intoxicated by something? And when the Queen has the Lions in her possession?
“Quiznak,” I mutter, swimming through the opening. “First a creepy Queen and now creepy kidnappers—just my luck.”
The one with the rope approaches me and I sigh, holding my hands out. He restrains me and I frown, bitterly shaking my head.
Taken captive twice on the same day.
They try to get Hunk, but he doesn't fit through the hole.
"Leave him," one of them says, grabbing Lance.
"We have to get out of here," another says, grabbing me.
“Where are you taking us?” I ask. Before I can ask more questions, one of our kidnappers knocks me out.
|••••••••••|
Something taps me, and my head springs up. Something is blocking my vision.
“Was knocking me out really that necessary?” I mutter, fumbling with my hands and trying to get loose. “I was very cooperative.”
"Shh!" one hisses, gently nudging my feet. I kick at them.
"Hello? Good morning. Where am I?" a drowsy Lance asks.
"He's awake," one says.
"Why am I blindfolded? Is this a game? I like games." He still sounds loopy.
I groan in frustration, my shoulders slouching. "Lance shut up for once."
He lets out a high-pitched squeal and I smell something bitter. "Wait, where am I? Why am I blindfolded? Is this a game? I hate games!" A suction noise comes from him.
"It's okay. You were mind-swished, but now we want to—" one starts.
"Kill me? Think again!" The sound of his jetpack powering on snaps me back to reality.
"Wait! Come back! Huh?"
I frown. What is going on?
A loud clatter and yelps echo wherever we are, and I break out of the rope containing my hands. I feel my face for the object obstructing my vision, and it is a warm, squishy being. I pause as I stare at it with a small smile. It looks like a star.
"Aw! Don't hurt me!" Lance pleads in the far distance.
Sighing, I gently put the creature down and swim towards the noise. I stare in awe at all of the creatures in the cave.
"Please, we are not here to hurt you,” the one with the blue creature on her head says. “We brought you here to ask for your help. I am Plaxum."
"Blumfump," Blumfump introduces.
"Swirn," Swirn says.
"Are you saying names, or is this some kind of weird spell you're putting on me?" Lance asks, frowning.
Turning my attention back to Lance, I shake my head. "They're just saying their names." I turn to face them. "I'm (Y/N), and this is Lance."
"We believe you are our savior," Plaxum states, and they bow down.
I suppress a snort. "Lance? Your savior?"
Lance frowns. “You guys think I'm your savior? What do you want with me?" he asks.
"The queen is mind-swishing everyone, controlling their thoughts," Plaxum says.
"We believe you can stop her," Blumfump states.
Lance’s face contorts and I frown, swimming closer to him. I undo the bindings on his wrists and he glances at me. “I’m sorry, (N/N).”
Sighing, I let them fall onto the ocean floor. “It’s not your fault, Lance,” I say quietly.
“But—”
I shake my head. “Let’s just focus on getting back to the Castle Ship.”
The three mermaids take us to a different part of their cave and Lance sits down, crossing his legs. I copy him and pick up the star creature from earlier, squishing it with my index fingers.
"Wait. Wait a minute,” Lance says, looking up. “Okay. You're trying to tell me the Queen is brainwashing people? But she's so safe and warm."
"What do you remember from yesterday?" Swirn asks, swimming up to him.
"I remember we crashed, saw the mermaids and the village, then we had dinner, and then, uh.. we, uh..."
"You can't remember because you were under her control."
"Our theory is that the queen controls minds by using her voice to strike certain head switches in your ear pan," Blumfump says, holding up a drawing.
I blink, looking up. “Is that paper?” I ask.
Plaxum swims to us and shows another drawing. "And her magnetic stare locks on to your eye-to-brain pathway plug," she says.
Swirn shows a third drawing. "Plus, her mind-control sonar is always broadcasting through the waters. Bong! Bong! Bong!" she shouts.
Is this some kind of special water-resistant paper?
"And she trains her people to use hypnotic movements to lull you under her control."
"I do remember a dancer," Lance says.
I cross my arms. “Do you remember those two mermaids, too?”
A deep blush spreads across his features. “I might remember something like that.”
“Good,” Blumfump says, setting the papers down, “because I haven’t finished my picture for that one.” He leans in closer to Lance. "You see, she was infecting your brain!"
"Holy crow! I had a mind-controlling brain infection." Lance yelps as Plaxum drags us. She pulls at the collar of my suit and I fall on top of Lance as she releases us.
"Sit," she commands.
Blinking, I look at the creatures that float up. Swirn swims behind us and ties kelp on Lance’s forehead and then mine to measure the size of our heads.
“The entire village is under the queen's mind control,” Blumfump says. “The only reason we aren't is because we wear these jellyfish that hide our brains from her powers. It's like we have no brains whatsoever. You can't control what doesn't exist."
Snorting, I shake my head.
Lance purses his lips and nods. "Right. Of course.”
Blumfump leans in closer. “Our heads are completely empty!”
“Yeah, I get it.”
I sit up and look at the creatures Blumfump called ‘jellyfish’ with a small smile. I have never seen a jellyfish before. Reaching my hand out, I poke at one of its legs and snatch my hand away with a yelp. I frantically shake my hand, and Lance looks at me, confused.
“You know you’re not supposed to touch their tentacles, right? They sting.”
I glare at him. “I can see you laughing, Lance, and it’s not funny.”
He shrugs and pets the top of another jellyfish. I watch him for a moment and hesitantly pet the top of a different jellyfish, my nose crinkling as I feel it—slippery and somewhat squishy.
"Many years ago,” Swirn says, “the queen froze over the surface by blocking the thermal vents. She forced everyone to the depths, where she began to brainwash them. They became her prisoners."
"What size?" Plaxum asks, scanning through the jellyfish.
"Eight and seven-eighths aquameters."
Swirn swims to me to remeasure. "Eight and four-eighths aquameters.” She stares at my neck and averts her eyes from my gaze.
"But what's the point?” Lance asks. “Why mind-control the mermaids?"
"To kill them!" Blumfump exclaims.
"Really?" I ask.
"Well, we don't know that for sure, but hundreds of mermaids have disappeared and never come back."
"We've tried to take out the queen but failed several times,” Swirn says, swimming next to Blumfump. “And every attempt depletes our numbers. Now, there are only three of us left. Without you, there is no hope."
“What if the Queen eats them?” I ask.
Lance looks at me incredulously. “You mean cannibalism?”
“I don’t know.” I shrug. “Oh, what if that’s what you and Hunk were eating yesterday?”
Lance’s face pales, and he looks like he’s about to throw up. “Stop talking (Y/N). Please.”
"Found one," Plaxum says, holding a deep maroon jellyfish with light blue stripes.
"What do you want from us?" Lance asks.
"We saw the mer-cat you came in. We think it can stand up against the Queen and her forces," Blumfump says. Plaxum swims over to Lance. “But first, you’ll need one of these.”
His nose twitches. "They don't smell great," he grimaces.
"If my theory is correct, the smelliest ones block the most mind-control rays."
Lance crosses his arms, looking warily at the jellyfish. "Are you a scientist?"
"No."
“Also,” Plaxum says, “they can sometimes make your face swell and you might experience hearing loss—”
“Would you just put it on already?”
Plaxum places the jellyfish atop Lance’s head. A tick passes by and his face swells. “It quiznaking stung me! It burns!"
"That means it's working!" Blumfum exclaims.
I blink at Lance’s swollen face and turn to the three mermaids, shaking my head. "I am not putting one of those on. I like having my head full.”
“Your head is already full, (Y/N),” Lance grumbles, his face puffed. “Full of sarcasm.”
I cross my arms, glaring at him. “At least I’m not full of jellyfish venom.”
Plaxum grabs another jellyfish, this one light blue with dark purple circles. “Don’t worry. This one is much friendlier. We call her Wiggles.”
“Wiggles?” I deadpan, raising an eyebrow.
She sighs. “Without the jellyfish, the queen will brainwash you as soon as you get close.”
“She’s not wrong,” Lance mutters. “The second she gives you that safe and warm speech, it’s game over.”
I pinch the bridge of my nose, exhaling slowly. “Fine, but if Wiggles stings me, I’m not saving you when you mess up, Lance.”
Lance pouts. “I don’t always mess up.”
I pout, staring warily at the jellyfish. “Let’s get this over with.”
Plaxum gently places Wiggles on my head. I feel a sharp, electrifying sting, and my jaw clenches. “Ow. Quiznak. Why does it feel like my brain is getting acupuncture?”
“That’s just Wiggles syncing with your neural pathways,” Blumfump says cheerfully.
“Fantastic,” I grumble. “I feel so much safer already.”
“So, what's the plan?" Lance asks.
They lead us to a room with a model battle table.
“Here’s what Blumfump came up with,” Plaxum says.
Blumfump picks up two figurines. "These are you. You both must act like you're still in a trance and get past the guards. Get the Blue mer-cat and grab the Queen. We'll mount a full-scale attack on the palace and free the people."
Lance raises his fists. "Then, I'll be a hero," he says, picking up two rocks. "[high voice] 'Oh, Lance, you're so handsome!' [normal voice] And modest. [high voice] 'Oh, thank you for saving us. Can I kiss you?' [normal voice] Maybe just a little." Lance makes the two rocks make out, making wet kissing sounds.
I blink at him and grimace. “You are so weird,” I mutter.
Blumfump crosses his arms. “Well, now you’re just making a tree kiss a turtle.”
Lance stops the noises, looking confused. “That’s a turtle?” He looks down. “But there’s an actual turtle right here.”
“We needed the turtle to play the wall!” Blumfump reaches into his pocket, annoyed, and throws a fish toward us. “If your acting fails you, this holds three doses of antidote to use on the guards. It should interrupt the queen's mind-control long enough for you to escape."
"I don't think I'll be needing this. I missed 14 days of the third grade for a stomach ache I never really had,” Lance smirks.
I roll my eyes and grab the fish. "Come on, Lancey," I groan as I grab his hand. “We have a mission to accomplish.”
|••••••••••|
We swim up to the palace, and four guards block our way. "Hello, mer-guards! Isn't everything just so safe and warm here? Anyway, I'm off to my lion—" Lance says as he tries to make a swim for it. He fails, and both of us get caught in a seaweed net.
"Oh, come on!" I exclaim.
The guards escort us to the throne room.
The Queen Luxia smiles down at us. "I had a feeling you'd come for your vessel. Servant, take Lance and (Y/N) to the Baku Garden."
Some doors slide open and Hunk appears, his eyes glossed over. He grabs both of us.
"Hunk? Hey, buddy, it's me. Snap out of it. It's Lance.” Lance turns, grabs the fish from me, and tries to spray Hunk with the antidote. Hunk pushes out of his hands. “Darn it!"
We try to swim up and catch the fish.
"Everyone, capture them!" Queen Luxia yells.
A guard swims towards Lance and tries to strike him down, barely avoiding getting hit. I swim and snatch one of the staffs, using my feet to kick it loose.
“Stay back!” I shout, pointing the blade at them.
Hunk grabs Lance and starts jetpacking away with him.
"Hunk, please! I don't want to hurt you!" Lance cries out.
"Must keep Queen safe and warm," a brainwashed Hunk says.
I kick a button on Hunk's suit and he goes flying back, knocking out some guards in the process. Lance grabs my hand and jetpacks us toward an exit, but Hunk returns and pulls us in the opposite direction. I kick Hunk in the groin, and Lance sprays him with the anecdote.
Hunk lets go of us and blinks rapidly. Soon, he is back to normal. "Whoa! Whoa! Where am I? What am I doing? Is that a jellyfish on your head?" Hunk asks, looking between us. He inhales sharply, and tears fill his eyes. “Wait, did you kick between my legs?”
"Hunk, you've been mind-controlled by the Queen, and you're trying to kill us," Lance answers.
"Oh, really? Sorry. My bad." His words come out strained.
"We're kind of in the middle of a battle,” I say, looking over my shoulder. I swim and grab the staff.
“Right,” Lance says. “We need your help, Hunk."
"Got it,” Hunk replies.
Just as we start jetpacking towards Blue and Yellow, a dozen mer-guards block our way. Swallowing hard, I point the blade at them, but a fish is thrown at one of the guards. Swirn, Blumfump, and Plaxum swim behind us, throwing more fish and jellyfish. I kick one of the guards with my legs and hit another’s head with the butt of the staff. Lance starts fighting one, pushing him out of the way.
Hunk forms himself into a ball. “And who are these weirdos?” he asks.
“Those weirdos are with us,” Lance says.
Plaxum swims up to us. "Come, we must hurry to your mer-cats."
Hunk nods, grabs my hand, and jetpacks us to the Yellow Lion. I buckle myself into a seat as he powers her on.
LANCE: "You hanging on?"
HUNK: "What's the plan?"
LANCE: “We—”
PLAXUM: “We need to grab the Queen and take her to an ice prison Blumfump built where her mind control powers will be trapped because of the thick ice and the jellyfish!”
I blink. (Y/N): “Who gave her a comm?”
HUNK: "Okay, who's that?"
LANCE: "It's Plaxum. Just go with it!"
The Lions begin moving.
HUNK: "There she is!"
Plaxum throws fish at the Queen and her guards. The antidote is transferred through the green smoke and Plaxum lassos her into Blue's mouth.
LANCE: "Got her!"
A few ticks go by, and the comms stay silent. (Y/N): "What's going on?"
LANCE: "Apparently, the Queen isn’t controlling anyone. She’s saying that the Baku is the problem."
HUNK: "Wait a second. We've been eating that plant. And it's delicious! It's so safe and warm."
Something clicks in my head. (Y/N): "That explains why I wasn’t in any trance."
LANCE: "She’s saying that the Baku has been harvesting all the missing mermaids and using them as a food source.”
HUNK: "Um, look out the window."
I look out the window and see a giant sea serpent with razor-sharp teeth swimming towards us. Blinking, my mouth falls open. Hunk’s hands start shaking on the controls. Blue releases Plaxum and the Queen and they swim away.
LANCE: "Okay, change of plans. The Queen is actually good, and that thing is bad. Let's take it out."
The Baku strikes Yellow, and we are thrown into a wall of rock. My head bangs on the back of my seat and I feel dizzy again. I gulp and struggle to keep my eyes straight as one of my hands clutches at my side.
Did I break something when we were at Central Command?
HUNK: "That thing's too quick for me. I can't hit it! My lion's not very good in the water."
LANCE: "Really? My lion's moving better than ever. There's something about fighting underwater that's making me feel extra quick and powerful. I think I know how to stop that thing."
HUNK: "How?"
I grip the handles on the side of my seat until they shake. (Y/N): "Strike where it might hit next.”
Lance gasps. LANCE: “How did you know I was going to say that?”
I grit my teeth. (Y/N): "It’s common sense, I fear."
The Yellow Lion stays still, and Blue whips past us. Lance strikes the Baku with an ice blast.
LANCE: "Oh I got it! Now, the hunter becomes—Oh, no, he's free!"
Hunk rams Yellow into a gigantic boulder, sending it sinking down. It falls on the Baku, but it breaks free.
LANCE: "What? Here goes nothing!"
Blue forms some sonar weapon on its back and it shoots signals at the Baku, causing rocks to fall. The entire rock wall starts to collapse, burying the Baku.
LANCE: "This place is coming down! Let's get out of here!"
|••••••••••|
I unbuckle myself from the seat and Hunk pukes in the bucket by his chair. I grimace and head to the hatch. My legs wobble as I exit the Yellow Lion.
"That was a close one," I tell Lance.
Lance smiles and shrugs. "Lancey Lance is a pretty good pilot, don’t you think (Y/N)?”
I blink, and my eyes twitch. “Lancey Lance can take his silly little mermaid fantasies and shove them up his—”
Blumfump swims to us, and I shut my mouth. Lance chuckles and looks at him. “It was the food," he informs.
"Well, I did say they were theories. Mer-science isn't always about getting the right answer," Blumfump shrugs.
Queen Luxia turns to look at us. “I want to thank you all for what you’ve done,” she says. “You’ve freed my people and I will do all I can to protect that freedom; vow to be the voice of my people.” She, Blumfump, and Swirn talk amongst each other.
Lance hugs my side. "I'll try and listen to you next time (N/N)," he smirks. “I didn’t realize you were so possessive.”
I shrug him off and roll my eyes. “I need a long break from you when we return to the Castle Ship.”
"I wanted to personally thank you, Lance," Plaxum says as she kisses Lance's helmet. He makes a face and wipes the kiss off as she turns away from him. "I can finally remove this thing." She takes the jellyfish off of her head, and a beautiful young mermaid appears.
My mouth falls open. "You are so pretty." I smile as I nudge Lance.
His eyes widen. "Whoa!" Lance exclaims and blushes.
Hunk looks at us and rolls his eyes, swimming up to the Queen. “Queen Luxia,” he says, “the reason we came here in the first place was to see if you could help us find our friends.”
The Queen nods. “Of course,” she says, gesturing to her guards who pull a giant clam. “It has been many years since we activated the energy beacon, but perhaps it is time to rebuild our civilization and reach out to interstellar travelers once again.” The lid of the clam opens. “Activate energy beacon!”
A strong ray of yellow light emits from the clam’s pearl and I stare at it in awe.
The Queen swims up to the beacon. “There is a mer-cat that appears to be heading our way.”
My shoulders sag with relief as Lance and I swim over to Hunk. “Pidge,” I whisper, a small smile forming on my face.
"See? I told you they could help us.” Lance’s tone is smug as he crosses his arms over his chest. “The next time I go swimming after a mermaid, I hope you two won't be complaining the whole time.”
Hunk shrugs, smiling. "Lesson learned."
I look at the two of them and shake my head. “Doubtful.”
Chapter 12: Time Heals All Wounds
Summary:
(Y/N) and team back on the Castle Ship :)
Ulaz + Olkari
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
The moment the Yellow Lion enters the Castle of Lions, I rush out of the hatch and smile. I throw my helmet onto the floor, and it clatters on the floor, leaving a loud echo to ring throughout the hangar. I take off my suit of armor next, and it feels as though weights have been lifted off my shoulders. I am left in a tank top and a pair of underwear. I bend down to pick everything up and turn around to see Hunk and Lance gaping at me.
I tilt my head as I survey them for a moment. "What's up, guys?" I ask.
Hunk coughs and averts his eyes from me. "(Y/N), why are you so undressed?"
I look down at my body and look back up at them. I furrow my eyebrows slightly. "It's not like I'm naked."
Lance guffaws and gives me a once-over. "Well, it's not exactly like you're decent either," he muses.
I roll my eyes and walk to the end of the hangar where the changing rooms are. They follow close behind me. "You two act as though you've never seen a girl in her underwear before," I reply, my voice dry and somewhat teasing, as I put my armor and helmet away in my locker.
Lance comes up next to me and puts his helmet in his locker. "Never so casually, (N/N)."
I smirk at him. "And here I thought Lancey Lance had experience with women." I put on a pair of loose black pants.
Hunk chuckles and walks to the locker next to Lance's. "Lance might be a flirt, but he didn't have too much success back on Earth."
Lance nudges him and blushes. "Hey!"
I chuckle and then wince. I gently stroke my hand along my neck and close my eyes for a tick or two. The pain is unbearably fresh still. When I open my eyes, Lance and Hunk stare at me with concerned expressions.
“What happened, (Y/N)?” Lance asks. His eyes scan me again, trailing up and down my body, slower this time, and his face shifts. “Oh my gosh, you’re bruised all over.”
I frown and shake my head. “The Galra happened,” I mumble as I grab my shirt. “Emperor Zarkon nearly killed me.” I pull the oversized long-sleeve shirt over my head, slamming my locker closed. “I’ll be fine. Time heals all wounds.”
Ignoring the severe ache in my chest, I tug the hem of my shirt down.
|••••••••••|
"What happened?" I ask the team as I walk into the room. My voice is slightly raspy and hoarse. Shiro is closed inside a healing pod, soft grunts of pain escaping as his eyes are closed shut.
"Is he okay?" Hunk asks as he walks in behind me, looking worried.
"Sometimes, the healing process can cause involuntary brain wave reactions," Allura replies. She is not wearing her usual attire. She is in oversized clothing and has bandages wrapped around her head and right arm. Her lip is busted, and she has a deep purple scar on her jaw.
"He looks like he's having a bad dream."
Keith crosses his arms and frowns, his eyes not leaving Shiro. "He just got blasted by a space witch and mauled by giant lizards. What dream could be worse than that?" he asks.
I stare at Shiro’s frightened sleeping face and frown. I take a slight step closer. "Shiro must be pretty shaken up from what happened." His body twitches.
Is he dreaming of his time as a prisoner of the Empire? What was it that Haggar called him—Champion? The Empire's "greatest weapon"? What does that mean?
Keith glances at me and dawns on an even more worried expression. His frown deepens, and he steps closer to me. "What happened?" he whispers gently. His eyes are wide and glistening as he studies my face and body. His hand twitches, and he pulls it into his jacket pocket.
I sigh and avert my eyes, hoping the burning sensation I feel on my cheeks is not visible. I shrug, feigning nonchalance. "That brief encounter with the Galra was more intense than expected." I force a small, shaky smile.
He nods, looking like he wants to say something, but stays quiet. He looks between Allura and me, and the frown on his face deepens. I peer at him, it’s like he knows I’m not being entirely truthful.
"What exactly did you two go through?" Hunk asks, unaware of the tension that clings to Keith. Hunk looks away from Shiro to Keith, waiting for a response.
Keith clears his throat and shakes his head. "Let's just say that we're very lucky to be alive," he replies. He looks between Lance, Hunk, and me and raises his eyebrows in a scrutinizing manner. "What happened to you three?"
"Where do I even begin?” Lance chuckles, and I glare at him. “These two dummies got brainwashed from eating the food off of some evil sea serpent. Me and Lance got kidnapped. We almost died.” I roll my eyes and shake my head. “I wanted to stay in the Lions, but did they listen to me? No. Lance was too busy thinking with his downstairs instead of his upstairs." I make the gestures for the last sentence and Lance’s face contorts into a mocking grin.
"Yeah, right," Lance muses.
"At least I wasn't the one who was love-struck by a strange mermaid," Hunk counters.
"Two strange mermaids," I correct, holding my fingers up. "The only reason that we almost got eaten by that sea serpent was because you wanted to get with some mermaid."
Lance opens his mouth to argue but is cut off by the sound of Shiro's healing pod beeping. I turn my attention back to Shiro as the liquid drains and the pod door slowly opens. He stumbles out, looking disoriented and as though he just woke up from a nightmare.
"Someone helped me escape," Shiro pants, leaning against a console. "I have coordinates." Keith steps forward, placing a hand on Shiro's shoulder to help him stand steady.
I look at him strangely, tilting my head. "Someone helped you escape?"
|••••••••••|
Pidge plugs a cord into Shiro's robotic arm as Keith helps him dress. I pull the zipper of Shiro’s vest up and Keith bends down to secure his boots. Hunk and Lance leave. When they return, Hunk has a tray of food goo in his hands and Lance has two juice pouches. He hands one to Shiro and one to me.
“Thanks,” I say, poking the straw through.
Shiro’s hands shake as he tries opening it and he closes his eyes. Keith frowns, gently taking the juice pouch, and opens it for him. "Take it slow," Keith says softly, handing the opened juice pouch back to Shiro. His expression is serious but filled with concern.
Shiro nods, taking a small sip.
After a few moments, Pidge sighs. "I'm not finding any coordinates in here. Are you sure this wasn't just a dream?" she asks as she unplugs the cord. She plugs it in again.
"I'm positive. Someone helped me escape," Shiro states, sitting down. He presses his other hand against his forehead, rubbing at the tension there.
Allura crosses her arms. "And he was Galra?" she asks.
"Yes."
"You know you cannot trust them."
Shiro’s brows furrow as he looks up at her. "Your father must have trusted them once. Zarkon was the original Black Paladin, wasn't he?"
Her resolve flickers. "That was a long time ago," Allura sighs.
And then the quest for quintessence ruined it all. What would my life have been like if Father hadn’t been corrupted?
"Wait, what?" Lance asks, looking dumbfounded. “Zarkon used to be a Voltron pilot?”
Keith crosses his arms over his chest. "Didn't you see how he stole the Black Lion right out from Shiro? Or that he could do all that cool stuff with his bayard? Shiro's Bayard? You know, the black one?" He looks around the room.
Shiro frowns and looks down. "Why didn't you just tell us the truth about Zarkon?" he asks.
Allura stays silent for a moment. She is looking down at her hands, and I can tell she is unsure of how to approach the situation. "I wanted to protect you from the dark history of the Paladins so that you would have a chance to bond with your Lions on your own,” Allura admits. “You are the Black Paladin now, not Zarkon."
"Yeah, well, the Black Lion may have a different take on the matter."
"Wait a second," Pidge interrupts, breaking the icy tension that has begun building in the hangar of the Green Lion. "I think I see it now. Some repeating numbers in all this Galra code. Let me extract it.” She projects the findings onto a larger screen. “They are coordinates! They lead here: the Thaldycon system."
"Then that's where we're headed," Shiro states.
Keith looks at the large screen with the location and then at Shiro. He touches his robotic arm, the move gentle. "Shiro, are you sure you can trust this? I mean, after all the Galra have done to you... They... They took your arm," Keith says.
Shiro nods, his gaze somewhat softening as he looks at Keith. "It's worth the risk. Someone helped me escape. If we can locate some allies in our fight against Zarkon, especially ones from his own side, we might just find a way to take him down."
"There might be rebels,” I whisper, blinking. “We can find them work together."
The plight of Rez'or endured…even after nearly 10,000 years.
Allura rubs a hand on her temple and closes her eyes. "We can check the location, but I do not like this. The Galra are not to be trusted," Allura bitterly snaps. She leaves the room, and the others follow. Only Keith and I remain.
I look at the screen and inhale a shaky breath, trying to calm the storm of emotions within me.
They hate the Galra. They are going to hate me, too, once they find out who I am.
Closing my eyes, I can see the faces of those I’ve lost. I can picture their final moments before they were stolen away from this life. The loss of life in the Galra Empire for those who disagree with Emperor Zarkon runs deeper than these Earthlings and Allura will ever know. They have no idea what goes on in that Empire. They have no idea of how devastatingly close Rez'or was to eradicating Father and his regime before Sendak betrayed us. The torture and pain that—
Something grazes my forearm, and I flinch in alarm. I pull all my weight into trapping my attacker and hold a dagger against their throat. Keith’s eyes widen, and he stumbles back. “S-Sorry (Y/N),” he stutters. “I thought you heard me.”
He trips, causing me to trip, too. Keith lands on his back and I land on top of him, my dagger clattering on the floor near us. My face heats up and I look down at him, my eyes wide.
I shake my head and hurriedly get to my feet, taking a step back. “I didn’t,” I force out, looking anywhere in the room but at him. I cross my arms and narrow my eyes on him. “What do you want?”
He rises to his feet and his face is a shade of deep red. He raises his arms in surrender. An awkward, self-deprecating chuckle escapes his lips and he averts his eyes to look at the door. “You do this a lot,” he mumbles.
“And you sneak up on me too much,” I scowl. “I’m going to kill you by accident one of these days.”
|••••••••••|
"Well, this is it. No sign of any activity at all, living or otherwise," Coran states pointing to the location the Castle Ship just landed at.
I sit on the floor looking out the large window and sigh. There doesn’t seem to be much of anything here besides the stars in the far distance and the large green-blue clusters.
Shiro walks over to me and stands looking out the window. "Can we get in there to take a closer look?" he asks.
"I don't want to bring the Castle any closer. Those xanthorium chunks contain highly unstable nitrate salts. Even bumping one of them can blow us straight to Wozblay."
"Are you sure this is right?"
"These are the coordinates Number Six gave me."
“There’s no way these are right,” I mutter, shaking my head as I continue watching out the window. “We’re in the middle of nowhere.”
Pidge looks up from her Paladin station. "Hey!” she exclaims. “My decryption is solid."
"There must be something we're missing," Shiro says, not willing to admit this might be a dead end.
"We should get out of here,” Allura announces, her voice firm. “We've checked it out, but now, it's time to move on.”
"No. There must be something more to this. I can feel it. I think we should wait."
I look at Shiro and he is staring out the window with calculating eyes. He wears a deep frown and his hand is formed into a fist. Alarms blare and I am up on my feet. Shiro looks at me with wide eyes and I shrug.
"There's an intruder in the Castle!" Coran shouts.
"How could someone just sneak aboard the ship?" Lance asks.
"I knew coming here was a mistake!" Allura snaps. She pulls up the video camera feed and displays it on a bigger screen. "There he is. Level five."
"Everyone, suit up," Shiro commands as he sprints to the lockers. Lance, Hunk, Keith, and Pidge run after him.
I grab a communicator from near Coran and he tries to stop me, but I run out of the room and head to level five. I put the communicator inside of my ear and push my sleeves up.
LANCE: "I got him."
SHIRO: "Keep eyes on him, Lance. We're all headed toward you."
"Hold it right there!" I hear Lance yell.
I sprint towards him and see a figure running towards him. Lance shoots his bayard but misses. The figure jumps over him and runs. Lance looks at the retreating figure in awe and I start running after him.
CORAN: "Careful, he's faster than an angry klanmüirl! But he can jump like a sprightly globinheffer!"
LANCE: "Coran, you're not helping!"
(Y/N): "Less talking, more running!"
CORAN: "Somebody's as mad as a wet chüper. Coming your way, Number Six!"
I turn the corner and spot Pidge. Pidge grabs him with her Bayard. PIDGE: "I got him!" A tick later the intruder runs, dragging Pidge behind him. PIDGE: "I don't got him!"
CORAN: "He's dragging Pidge away!"
Pidge struggles to stop him. I run past Hunk and he looks at me in confusion. He points his gun at the retreating figure and begins to shoot, but misses.
PIDGE: "Hunk!"
I resist the urge to turn around and scold Hunk for opening fire when I and Pidge are practically in his shooting range.
HUNK: "Huh? Sorry!"
CORAN: "Oh, Hunk failed the team, guys."
HUNK: "Hey!"
CORAN: "All right, it's up to Keith now."
KEITH: "Copy that. I'm ready."
Lance and Hunk sprint behind me and I force the air down my lungs. My throat burns and my vision becomes spotty, but I push forward. I need something—anything—to help me feel more in control.
CORAN: "Oh, this is exciting! He's got a sword. One young Paladin, one seemingly indestructible foe... Swing and a miss! Oh, another swing and a miss! He can't touch him! He's too fast!"
I catch up to Keith and Pidge and pat my sides for a weapon.
Quiznak.
I left everything in my locker. All I have to defend myself with is a small dagger. Shaking my head, I focus back on the intruder.
Keith manages to hold his bayard at the intruder, but he hesitates for a moment. That’s all the time the intruder needs and his bayard hurls out of his grasp. Keith’s eyes narrow and his hands tighten into fists as he prepares to throw a punch. The intruder knocks Keith down with Pidge, sending them flying across the hall. Keith lets out a loud grunt and tries for the intruder again, but now is thrown in Lance and Hunk’s direction. The four Paladins lay sprawled out on the floor unconscious and I turn to look at the intruder.
I blink up at him and grip my dagger, my knuckles turning white from how tight my hold is. The intruder towers over me and is at least double my size. He stays still, carefully analyzing me. I move to take the oversized shirt I’m wearing off and fling it onto the floor, leaving me in a tank top. The last thing I want is to make a false move and get tangled in my clothing.
I glare at the intruder as his eyes trace up and down my body and swallow hard. He readies his sword and I point my dagger up. He charges and I duck out of the way, running my dagger into the side of his armor. He does not falter and instead lifts me off the ground with his free arm. I try to take his mask off but he spins me, leaving me disoriented.
My legs flail as I kick at him. A growl escapes the intruder’s lips, but he remains wordless. He pushes me up against a wall and my heart skips a beat as he tightens his arm around my neck. I gasp in agony and he grabs my dagger from his side and holds it against my neck. I pause, my cheeks flushing from my overexertion, and white spots fill my vision. I struggle to keep my head up.
"I do not fear you, masked coward," I whisper, staring at the black mask the intruder wears. It has three bright purple circles illuminating a bright light. Father’s haunting, glowing eyes flicker for a tick and I blink hard. My eyes swell with tears and I glare at the intruder. I struggle and he pushes the dagger deeper into my neck. A warm sensation slides across it as droplets of blood trickle down. It glides across my dagger and I let out an unamused chuckle and he tilts his head. "Be done with it,” I grit out, my tone bitter and frustrated. “I welcome death.”
Shiro comes up from behind the intruder and raises his robotic arm to his head. The intruder drops the dagger to the floor and releases me. I fall to my knees and heave large breaths of air, clutching at my sides.
Damn it, I think I fractured some ribs.
I put a hand to my neck and feel the specks of blood on my fingertips. I look up and the intruder unmasks himself.
"Galra," I grimace, struggling to keep myself conscious.
"Ulaz?" Shiro asks and lowers his robotic arm.
Allura comes and pushes the intruder to the wall. "Who are you?" she demands. She is furious.
Shiro’s eyes widen. "Stop! It's him! This is the Galra who set me free."
"You've come," the intruder says, ignoring Allura and looking only at Shiro.
Allura releases Ulaz with a deep frown and looks at me. "Someone, restrain him.”
“I’ll do it.” I look at Allura and rise to my feet while Shiro stands in disbelief. Inhaling a shaky breath, I pick my dagger from off the floor. "Follow me, Ulaz.”
Ulaz’s eyes stay trained on me and he follows me without hesitation into the Castle Ship’s lounge area.
“I can see that you respect your princess,” he remarks, his tone dry. His eyes, cold and distant, seem to pierce through me as I work, fastening the restraints around his wrists and ankles. They pulse with light blue light and energy.
Ulaz sits down as I pull away, rubbing a hand across my temple. My head pounds like a drum, my neck aches where bruises bloom, and somewhere deep inside, my heart feels like it’s beating just to remind me that I’m still alive—barely.
He lowers his gaze, studying me with a flicker of confusion. His eyes meet mine. “You look hurt.”
“And you look like you're stuck here for a while.”
His gaze shifts, zeroing in on my neck. “I apologize for your neck,” he mutters, his voice a strange mixture of guilt and confusion. “I didn’t think I was pushing that hard.”
I roll my eyes, the motion making my head spin for a moment. “This ‘necklace’ isn’t your doing,” I say, touching the bruised skin lightly before offering a mock bow. “Courtesy of Emperor Zarkon.” I straighten, and the flash of recognition in his eyes is instantaneous, a silent acknowledgment that makes my stomach turn. My legs feel weak, the room tilting ever so slightly, and before I can stop myself, I sink onto the couch beside him.
"I don't think this is necessary," Shiro calmly states as the team walks into the room.
I run my hands up and down the tops of my thighs. "Why are you looking at me like that,” I whisper, studying him.
His eyes flicker from mine to the team and back to me. “You are Galra,” he replies, squinting his eyes at me. “Do they not know?”
My hands fiddle as I look at him with frustration. “Who I am is not of importance.”
"I will not have some quiznaking Galra soldier on the bridge of my ship!" Allura snaps. Ulaz and I turn our attention to her.
Technically we're not in the bridge.
"If I wanted to kill you, you'd be dead already," Ulaz states with calculated calm.
I blink at him and shake my head.
Yeah, because that will get Princess Allura to feel better about this situation.
"Are your Galra threats supposed to win my trust?" Allura glares at Ulaz.
"I'm not trying to win your trust. I'm trying to win a war. And, because of Shiro, we are closer than we've ever been. Our gamble on you paid off better than we could have ever imagined.”
"When you released me, you also mentioned that there were others working with you," Shiro states.
"Yes. We are called the Blade of Marmora."
A hint of a smile twitches on my lips. Marmora—The High Priestess.
Hunk scratches the back of his neck. "Uh, others? Are they here?" he asks.
"Hunk, can you try not to act so scared around the chained-up prisoner?” Lance asks, crossing his arms. “It makes us seem a little lame." He sighs, shaking his head.
I turn my attention up to Lance and cross my arms in my seated position. "What if Ulaz was female?" I inquire.
Lance smirks. "Then that would be a whole other story."
"I'm sure it would be."
"I'm imagining Galra females to be hot."
I roll my eyes and sigh. "I’m sure they are."
This guy worries me.
"I am alone on this base," Ulaz responds to Hunk's question.
My eyebrows furrow. "Alone?” I ask, unable to mask the surprise in my voice.
“The smaller the numbers, the less likely for there to be traitors in our midst.”
“Right,” I mutter, pursing my lips.
"What is this base you're talking about? Shiro's coordinates just led us to this wasteland," Allura says.
"The base is hidden,” Ulaz says. “Now that I know it is Shiro that has come, you are welcome to our outpost. It lies dead ahead."
"Behind all the xanthorium clusters?" Pidge asks.
"No. Right in front of it, in a hidden pocket of space-time."
"Coran, are you hearing this?" Allura calls out, looking up at a corner.
CORAN: "I am picking up some kind of anomaly on the screen. I suppose it could be a cloaked base."
"Just fly straight for the center of the xanthorium cluster. You will see," Ulaz calmly states.
"You think you're going to get me to destroy our ship just because you say so?" Allura snaps.
"We came out here to find some answers. Are we going to turn back now?" Shiro asks.
Keith sighs and takes a hesitant towards Shiro. "You know I trust you, Shiro,” he says patiently, “but this doesn't feel right.”
"And you know I hate to agree with Keith, but it's a big fat ditto for me," Lance sighs.
"Galra could have implanted fake memories of the escape in your head," Pidge states.
"Oh, come on, that would be so evil, which, of course, they are. But they'd have to come up with some molecular-level storage unit, which his hand does have. But, to be linked up to memory, it would need a direct pathway to his brain, which... yeah," Hunk says.
I look at the team and shake my head. "We didn’t come all this way for nothing.”
Shiro frowns. "Ulaz freed me. Without him, we wouldn't be here."
Allura takes a resigned breath. "Fine. Slow and steady, Coran. Head for the xanthorium cluster," she commands.
CORAN: "Yes, Princess. Beginning approach. Impact imminent in five, four... three, two... Well, that's something."
"What is it?"
CORAN: "Putting it up on the screens."
The screens light up and the xanthorium clusters aren't there anymore. Instead, we're traveling through space in some sort of tunnel.
"Amazing. They're folding space," Pidge says with awe.
"It's like a space taco. Or a space calzone. Or a space-time soup dumpling and we're the soup. Hey, is there a cafeteria on this thing?" Hunk asks.
I stare blankly at the flashing colors. “I’m pretty hungry, too,” I say.
The Castle Ship exits the tunnel and a dark metallic structure appears on the screen.
"Welcome to the Blade of Marmora Communications Base Thaldycon.” Ulaz stands. “Now, if you'll free me, I need to send a message to the leadership. They need to know I've made contact with Voltron."
"Go with him and keep an eye on him. I'm staying here," Allura responds.
"Oh! Can we go?" Hunk asks.
"I want to see how they make the space pocket!" Pidge yells excitedly.
"You guys go ahead. I'll hang back and protect the Princess," Lance smirks and winks at Allura.
"Ugh," Allura groans.
"I'm coming, too," I state to the team, shifting closer to Ulaz to take off his bindings.
"Then let's go." Shiro smiles, relieved Allura gave in.
Hunk and Pidge talk animatedly as they exit the lounge, Keith stays with Shiro, and Allura leaves, Lance trailing behind her.
“Proud unto death,” Ulaz murmurs, voice low, his eyes scanning me again with a wary intensity. The weight of his words pulls at the already frayed edges of my consciousness, but I force my attention back to remain steady.
I swallow hard, my throat dry. I can feel the burn of his stare, but I refuse to meet it. “I’m fine, I’m not dying,” I manage. The sharp ache in my body tells me otherwise, but I push it down, deeper, where it belongs. Pain is my reminder. “I’ve endured worse.”
Ulaz moves forward, slow and deliberate, towering over me, the movement fluid. He is a trained Galra soldier through and through. His hand extends in a silent offer. I shake my head quickly, brushing off the gesture like an unwanted burden. The floor tilts slightly as I force myself to walk. My hand instinctively presses against my side, trying to wrest away the throb.
He watches me carefully. “Why are you torturing yourself?”
The words make me flinch, but I turn around and stand tall. “Because this is a war where every tick counts and I intend to win.”
|••••••••••|
Ulaz, Pidge, Shiro, Hunk, Keith, and I are in the Red Lion.
"This is the gravity generator that creates the space-time fold that hides the station. It was created by a reclusive genius engineer named Slav. His technology allows the Blade of Marmora to remain hidden while we work to take down the Galra Empire. Zarkon would do anything to get his hands on this technology," Ulaz states.
That's actually genius.
I gaze at what he is speaking of as I rest my head on the back of Keith's chair, holding myself up by leaning on it. My fingers are wounded tightly against the seat.
“Who created the Blade of Marmora?” I ask.
Ulaz pauses, his gaze fixed ahead as Keith pilots. “We stem from Rez’or.”
My throat tightens and my grip on the back of Keith’s chair tightens, knuckles whitening.
Pidge tilts her head to glance back at Ulaz. “Rez’or?”
Ulaz nods. “A tale from 10,000 years ago about a group of fighters who saw tyranny where others saw expansion. The Blade seeks to continue the mission of putting an end to Zarkon’s reign.”
"So there are Galra out there that aren't loyal to Zarkon?" Keith asks. He shifts in his chair to look up at me for a brief moment before returning his focus.
"We thought expanding the Galra Empire would bring stability. We learned too late that a tyrant doesn't seek stability, only power."
And Emperor Zarkon’s thirst for power is unquenchable.
Red comes to a stop and we head inside the base.
Keith takes his helmet off, holding it with his right arm. Walking up to him, I take my helmet off and stare at the purple energy.
He glances at me, his eyes narrowing with subtle concern. “You okay?” Keith asks quietly, his voice barely above a whisper.
“I’m fine,” I reply quickly, brushing off his concern, though I know he can hear the strain in my voice. The dull ache in my side sharpens with each step, but I force myself to straighten, to project strength.
“If something’s bothering you, you can tell me.”
Pursing my lips, I don’t dare look at him. “I didn’t think you’d come for us.”
Keith takes a step closer, a frown tugging at his lips. He places a hesitant hand on my shoulder. “Of course we came for you.”
A self-deprecating chuckle bubbles up my bruised throat. “You came for Princess All—”
“No.” He cuts me off. “I came for you. I will always come for you. I promise.”
His tone is so sincere, so raw, that I can’t help but meet his gaze. His eyes bore into mine, brimming with something that makes my chest tighten—a strange, unyielding promise that feels like safety and chaos all at once.
“I…” I start, but the words catch in my throat. My voice trembles against my will. “You shouldn’t make promises you can’t keep.”
Keith’s brow furrows, his jaw tightening as his hand on my shoulder steadies me. “I don’t break promises. Not to you.” His voice is firm, leaving no room for argument.
"With our members working on the inside, planning coordinated attacks with Voltron, we may finally have a chance," Ulaz states.
I turn and notice the team huddled by Ulaz as he projects something on the screen. Clearing my throat, I walk over to them, Keith trailing behind me.
"So, you have agents working within Zarkon's ranks?" Hunk asks.
Ulaz nods. “How do you think you got away from Zarkon in that last fight? Do you think those shields around Zarkon's command center went down on their own? We've got people risking their lives in this war, just like you.”
"If you have people on the inside, can they tell me where my family is? They were taken the same time Shiro was," Pidge says.
"I knew others from Earth were captured. I never saw them, but I have some records of Galra prisoners here. I can transmit them to your ship." Ulaz clicks some buttons.
Keith’s eyes remain on the blade that is slung across Ulaz’s back. "What's that weapon you carry?" he asks quietly. My eyes follow Keith’s and stay fixed on the glowing purple insignia etched on the crossguard.
Ulaz takes it out and lays it in his hands, pushing it forward to us. "It's a ceremonial blade that each member of our order carries."
My eyes trace over the symbol signifying Marmora. Whoever these Galra are, they are very purposeful, intentional, and traditional with the name they have chosen. My eyes slowly skim across Ulaz’s features. His skin is light purple with white accents and his eyes are entirely yellow. He’s pure-blooded Galra—there’s no doubt about it.
Keith's eyes flicker between the blade and Ulaz. "Hmm, nice." He nods.
There’s a sudden wail of alarms and red lights flash across the base, casting frantic shadows on the walls. My heart skips a beat as the screen zooms in on an unfamiliar, Galra spacecraft.
“Oh no!” Ulaz exclaims, panic breaking through his usually calm demeanor. He turns around to face us. “You were tracked!”
Pidge’s eyes widen. “What?” she asks. “Us?”
Keith’s hands clench into fists at his side and he glares at Ulaz. “If Zarkon knows we’re here, it’s because you ratted us out.”
Ulaz stiffens under Keith’s accusing gaze, his back straightening. “I would never—”
“Wouldn’t you?” Keith interrupts, his tone harsh. “You’re one of them.”
I nearly flinch at the words.
You're one of them.
Swallowing hard, I keep my eyes fixed on the incoming spacecraft. “We need to calm down,” I say, my voice coming out flat and even, though the storm inside me rages. “Pointing fingers isn’t going to get us anywhere.”
Keith’s gaze wavers, his anger briefly flickering before something softer takes its place. His shoulders sag as he looks back at me and his breath hitches slightly before he exhales, the sharpness in his features dulling. “That’s a good point,” he mutters, the words less an admission of defeat and more an acknowledgment of reason.
The spacecraft turns horizontal and the front pops off, revealing a gigantic robot. It starts flying towards the base and I grit my teeth.
"It's another one of Zarkon's robot... beast... ro-beasts!" Hunk panics.
Emperor Zarkon is such a coward.
"We have to get back to the ship," Shiro commands.
"Shiro, wait." Ulaz reaches into his pocket and pulls out a flash drive. "These are instructions on how to reach the Blade of Marmora headquarters. Before you go there, find out how Zarkon is tracking you. If you lead him there, our entire underground network, everything we've spent centuries building, will be lost."
The others begin filing out quickly to get to Red, but I feel Ulaz's grip latch onto my arm, pulling me roughly to the side. I yank my arm free, my glare sharp as steel, my pulse pounding in my ears, and lunge to punch him, but he dodges. My moves are too sloppy, too slow.
His towering frame looms over me, and there’s a low growl rumbling from his chest as he draws his ceremonial blade, the blade gleaming coldly in the low light. "Did you do this?" His voice is laced with accusation, his eyes burning with suspicion as they lock onto mine.
My fists clench at my sides, and I step forward, refusing to let his size intimidate me. “If you dare lay a hand on me again, I will slit your throat.” My voice is steady, but the heat of my anger simmers just beneath the surface, my heart hammering against my ribs. “You don’t know me.”
“I know enough.”
“You don’t know a damn thing,” I hiss back.
“Hey!” Keith’s shout breaks through the charged air as he rushes back toward us, his eyes flickering between me and Ulaz, reading the danger in the space between us. He stands protectively in front of me like a shield. “What’s going on?”
Ulaz’s furious expression does not falter, but he steps back, still keeping his blade trained on me. “Vae pan radyr o vaer se’tar,” he mutters, his voice tinged with warning and he walks away. “Radyr se’tar.”
I stand there, dumbfounded.
You are a betrayer of your blood. Blood traitor.
“What was that about?” Keith asks quietly.
I swallow hard, my throat dry, and avert my eyes. “Nothing,” I lie, the word barely audible. My hands tremble at my sides, and I quickly clench them into fists, hoping he doesn’t notice.
Keith’s frown deepens, his dark eyes searching mine for a truth I’m not ready to give. “That didn’t look like nothing,” he presses. “What did he say to you?”
“Probably some kind of Galra nonsense—it doesn’t matter.”
“Doesn’t matter?” Keith repeats, his voice rising slightly. “He pulled a blade on you! That’s not nothing.”
“It’s over, okay?” I snap.
Concern tightens his features as he steps closer, his hand resting on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” His voice is softer now, protective.
Heat rises to my cheeks, and I pull away, pushing his hand off me with a quick, irritated motion. “Thank you, Keith, but I could’ve handled it by myself.”
Without waiting for a response, I turn sharply on my heel and march down the hallway to where Red is. I keep moving, refusing to let the dizziness take hold or the ache in my body to slow me down. There's no time for weakness. Not now. Not ever.
|••••••••••|
"I knew he cannot be trusted!" Allura shouts as we walk into the Castle Ship’s bridge.
"It wasn't him," Shiro says.
"How can you be sure?"
"How can you not be?"
"It doesn't matter now. What should we do?" Coran frantically asks.
"Why can't we hide here in the space clam and wait for it to go away?" Hunk frowns.
"Everyone get to your Lions, but don't launch. We'll wait to see what it does. I don't want to risk fighting it if we don't have to," Shiro commands.
I stare at the five Paladins as they leave the bridge.
How does the Empire keep finding us?
PIDGE: "We should be safe as long as we're hidden in the space pocket."
The Robeast charges forward and I swear it almost looks like a face. Its eyes scan back and forth before it opens its mouth and powers on its tractor beam. The clusters slowly get consumed by it and the Castle Ship’s computer zooms in.
CORAN: "He's drawing in the xanthorium clusters." He clicks on his keyboard.
The Robeast closes its mouth and a tick later it fires a strong beam at the xanthorium clusters, causing a ripple of explosions. It flies forward.
HUNK: "I think he knows we're here."
SHIRO: "Hold."
The Robeast fires again.
CORAN: "Direct hit! He definitely knows we're here!"
"Get the particle barrier up!" Allura commands and Coran obeys.
The Robeast uses its tractor beam again to collect more xanthorium clusters.
CORAN: "He's readying another attack!"
ALLURA: "He's pulling us in as well! Paladins, I think it's time to launch!"
Stars above, are these Robeasts Haggar’s experiments? Are they using quintessence and dark magic to create these beasts?
SHIRO: "Form Voltron!"
Voltron launches and strikes the Robeast. The Castle Ship shakes violently and I struggle to hold myself up.
"We're exposed! The space fold has been lowered!" Allura shouts.
An escape pod passes through the front of the Castle Ship and my eyes stay trained on it as it disappears.
"Well, there goes Ulaz," Coran says.
"I knew we should never trust a Galra!"
Slamming my hands against the control console, I glare at her. "Will you ever stop blaming the quiznaking Galra?" My voice rises, fueled by the heat in my chest, my blood already starting to boil over.
Coran’s eyes widen as if I’ve committed some grand offense. “(Y/N)! Now, that is not the way to treat the Princess!”
I turn to him, the frustration simmering into something colder, sharper. “Princess of what exactly, Coran? Of a planet that was destroyed 10,000 years ago?”
I shift my glare back to Allura. "The entirety of the Galra is not to blame and the Blade is proof of this! If you stepped out of your bubble of self-righteousness for one tick, you would see that Ulaz has given us a gift by revealing their existence. There is more to this war than just black and white—Galra innocents, Galra children, Galra prisoners, Galra individuals who are fighting the same fight we are. But no, you’re too focused on your hatred to see that. Too blinded by the pain Emperor Zarkon has inflicted upon you.” My words come out like venom, each one hitting with a sting I don’t bother to hide.
Allura’s face tightens and I scoff, taking the comm from out of my ear and placing it roughly on top of the control board. The doors leading out of the Castle Ship’s bridge slide open and I walk out.
The corridor is dimly lit and I move toward a nearby hallway, seeking a moment of solitude to cool down. Once I’m out of sight, I slide down the wall, my back resting against the cold metal, and let out a shaky breath.
I try to steady my racing heart, but the pain in my side is biting and I can hardly breathe. My head droops forward, heavy with exhaustion, and I can feel my eyelids growing heavy despite myself. As I close my eyes, a wave of peace washes over me, wrapping me in its gentle embrace, tempting me to surrender to the darkness creeping in.
Stay awake. Stay awake. Stay awake.
The chaos of the world fades into the background, and peace’s warm embrace wraps around me.
|••••••••••|
“(Y/N),” a voice echoes, cutting through the fog of my brief slumber.
I slowly lift my eyes open, the bright lights of the corridor blinding for a moment. As my vision clears, I see the entire team staring at me, concern etched on their faces. A blush creeps up my cheeks, and I become acutely aware of my surroundings.
“What happened?” I croak out, my throat dry as I gradually push myself out. My legs wobble slightly, but Lance is there, reaching out to steady me with a firm grip. I clutch onto him as I look up. “The Robeast?”
“Defeated.” Lance’s response is immediate. “Ulaz sacrificed himself to save us.”
Ulaz is dead.
I blink and I instinctively place my hands on my neck, half-expecting the familiar pain, but to my surprise, the throbbing has subsided. Touching my side, the pain there is gone too, vanished without a trace. It’s as if the battle itself has been erased from my body.
I shift my gaze back up to the team, confusion swirling in my mind as I realize where we are. “You put me in a healing pod?” My voice trembles slightly, disbelief coloring my tone.
Keith’s fingers clench and unclench at his sides before he puts his hands deep inside his pockets.
Allura steps forward, her expression softening. She looks revitalized, the strain of what we endured in the Empire lifted from her shoulders. “You passed out vargas ago, (Y/N).” Her voice is gentle like I didn’t explode on her. “You had fractured ribs and a concussion. We should’ve gone in the healing pods the moment we got back to the Ship.”
Pidge looks up at me with slight anticipation. “We thought you would be happier healed instead of suffering for weeks waiting for your wounds to heal.”
Hunk nods. “Yeah.”
My lips form in a line and I’m not entirely sure what to say. I nod and pull up my sleeves, examining my arms. They are in near-perfect condition—no bruises, no cuts. The faint white marks from my past remain as a reminder.
Scars are trophies, Lotor’s words from my childhood echo in my ears. They show you are strong.
I can almost feel his fingers gingerly tracing the fresh cuts on my arms, his touch both tender and careful. He had cleaned them up for me that day, sneaking into my room despite orders for us to remain separated. His eyes filled with a sadness that made my heart ache. It was as if he were trying to convince himself of the words he spoke, just as much as he was trying to convince me.
Don’t cry, he murmured, tucking the hair behind my ears. You are so strong, (Y/N). Stronger than you know.
I shake my head slightly, trying to dispel the memories, but they cling to me like shadows. I stare at the faint markings before my eyes flicker back to the team.
“I could have endured it just fine,” I reply. The bitterness lingers in my throat, and I can’t shake the feeling that I should have been able to handle it myself, as I always have.
Palen Bol.
“You’re not a burden, (Y/N),” Lance reassures me, his grip still firm on my shoulder. “We’re a team. We take care of each other. Remember?”
Allura clasps her hands together and gives a hesitant smile at the team and me. I can still see traces of tension in her from our earlier dispute. “Now that the Robeast is defeated, (Y/N)’s awake, and all the repairs are done, take the rest of the day and enjoy yourselves.”
|••••••••••|
I smile as I walk down the hallway to Lance's room. Taking a deep breath, I knock on his door. I hear footsteps shuffling inside and Lance opens the door. He is in a dark blue Altean robe with yellow stitched embroidery. His hair is wrapped in a white towel and he smells fresh.
"Oh," Lance smiles as he looks down at me. "Hi (N/N)."
"Hi Lance," I grin looking up at him. "Can I come in?"
He steps aside, gesturing to his bed. Lance sits on one end of the bed and I on the other.
"What’s up?" he asks, raising an eyebrow.
"Can we get facials?"
His eyes shine and he gives an amused smile. "You remembered that, huh.”
I nod eagerly, crossing my legs and folding my hands inside my lap. “I could use some relaxation time.”
“Well, you’re in luck because I was just about to do that."
Lance gets up and walks over to his dresser to grab some items. He tosses them to me and I stare down. "Thank you."
He points to the bathroom. "Go and wash your face."
I hold the four containers and walk inside the bathroom. I open one and hold it up to my nose, sniffing it. Tears fill my eyes. “Lance," I call out. "Can you please help me out?"
Lance steps into the bathroom and leans on the doorframe. He points to the container on the left. “You use that first and lather it with some water in your hands.”
I follow his instructions and catch my reflection in the mirror. My face is covered in white, soapy bubbles and I smile before bending over the sink to wash everything off. Lance hands me the towel and I pat my face dry. He hands me a small cylinder and pops the lid off. “This is lip balm, you look like you need it.”
I stare at it and hold it close to my nose. It smells like something I’ve never smelled before. I peek up at him. “What’s this aroma?”
He tilts his head and chuckles. “What’s with you and smelling everything? Just use it.”
I bring the lip balm to my lips with hesitation but awkwardly smear it on. He gawks at me and a blush covers my cheeks. I put the cylinder down and put the lid on. “I’m sorry, I’ve never done this before.”
Lance shrugs and opens his mirror to grab another container. He pulls me back into his room and seats me on his bed. He opens the container and the same scent as the lip balm fills my nostrils. The container seems to show long purple plants with green stems. Each stem holds clusters of small blossoms.
Lance watches my gaze and points to the plant. “This is lavender, it’s a flower back on Earth.” He grabs a brush and dips it into the container. He begins to spread it across my face and a cooling, tingling sensation washes over me. He turns the brush over and does it to himself. "We should do this more often," he chuckles, sitting sprawled out on the bed.
I watch him with a small smile. "This is secret (N/N) and Lance bonding time."
He smiles and then turns up to the ceiling. A moment of quiet passes over us.
"What are you most excited about when we get back to Earth?" His voice is soft, almost somber.
I lean down beside him and close my eyes. I pause for a moment. "I’ve never been to Earth.”
His eyes open and he peeks at me. “Sometimes I forget you were raised in a ship.”
Shifting to lay on my stomach, I kick my feet up in the air and reach for the juice pouch stash he keeps underneath his bed.
Lance raises an eyebrow as I pull out one of the juice pouches, holding it up triumphantly. “How do you always know where I hide these?” he asks, smirking.
“Please, Lance. You’re predictable,” I say, poking the straw into the pouch and taking a sip.
He snorts, turning back to his ceiling-gazing position. “Predictable? I’m a man of mystery, thank you very much.”
I roll my eyes dramatically, and he notices, letting out a chuckle. “Fine, Mr. Mysterious. What about you? What are you most excited about when we get back to Earth?”
Lance tilts his head thoughtfully, tapping a finger on his chin. “The beach,” he says after a moment. “The ocean, the sand, the sun.” He sighs wistfully. “I miss the sun. And the smell of salt in the air. And the ladies.”
An amused snort escapes from me. "Alien ladies aren't good enough for you?"
He smiles, showing his pearly whites. "Don't get me wrong, all women are very beautiful.” He trails off for a moment. “It's just... I've been working on some pickup lines that humans for sure would understand."
I furrow my eyebrows, curiosity getting the better of me. "Oh, please go on."
"Are you a hurricane, because you blow me away. Your name must be summer because you're making me sweat."
"Sweat is not the most ideal thing to put into a pickup line, Lance."
"Shut up." He nudges me gently. "Are you a mountain because I can't get over you. Did you swallow any magnets because you're attractive. Do you know what's on the menu?"
He pauses and I look at him confused. I sigh in resignation. "No, I don't. What's on the menu?"
"Me-n-u."
"'You in me'?" I take a moment to think about the meaning and I scrunch my nose. "Lance! That's inappropriate."
"It was 'me AND you', you freak.” He rolls his eyes. “Are you chapstick because you're da balm. On a scale of one to ten, you're a nine. And I'm the one you need."
I grumble to myself. "Are you done yet?"
"I’ve got a lot more from where those came from." He grins, nudging my shoulder with his. “And you’re my space sister—it’s my job to annoy you.”
Lance's playful grin makes me shake my head in mock exasperation. “Well, you’re doing a stellar job of it.”
“Thank you,” he says proudly.
I sit up in the bed and hop down, walking over to the sink in his bathroom. “So do I wash this off, or what?”
He sits up and nods. I wash the facial off, patting my face dry with a towel.
Lance continues where he left off. "Did you sit on a pile of sugar? Cause you got a sweet a—"
"Wait, Coran! Do you think the Galra ever went to Earth? Is that possible? They would have taken it over, right?" A faint voice asks. Keith.
"Oh, I think you'd know if the Galra were there." Another responds. Coran.
"The Blue Lion was there. Did a Galra pilot the Blue Lion, too?"
Lance perks up, the towel on his head almost falling off, and runs to the door. I roll my eyes.
At least he’s done with those wretched lines.
"Hey, why are you asking about my lion? How many lions do you need?" Lance exclaims, sliding the doors open.
I sigh and walk over to them.
"What? No, I-I was just—" Keith starts.
"Don't 'what? No, I-I was just' me!” Lance pokes Keith in the center of his chest. “You've had your eye on the Blue Lion from day one!"
Keith blinks, confused. "Well, yeah. It's the first one we found—"
Lance sticks his hands in front of his face, making quick gestures. "Ah! Bah-bah-bah-bah! The Blue Lion's with me and we're very happy together! Very happy!" He throws his hands in the air and walks away.
Keith blinks suddenly. "(Y/N)?" he asks as his eyes register me standing before him. "What are you doing in Lance's room?"
"Trying to bond, I guess," I shrug. "But so far it's like he’s torturing me."
"S-Sorry."
PIDGE: "Guys! Check this out!"
Coran leaves and Keith is standing outside the doorway. I look back into the room and point to Lance’s clothes thrown messily across his dresser. “Get dressed,” I say. “I’m giving you thirty ticks before I drag you by the ear.”
Lance scoffs, making no effort to change. He looks at me for another tick and sighs, grabbing his clothes and trudging into the bathroom.
Keith lingers awkwardly by the door as I lean against the frame. He’s looking anywhere but at me, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
“Did you need something?” I ask, glancing at him.
Keith blinks, his gaze snapping back to mine. His ears are turning a shade of red that rivals the Red Lion. “No! I mean, yes—well, not really. Bye.”
I stare at his retreating figure and stifle a laugh. Lance emerges from the bathroom and I drag him to the Green Lion’s hangar where Pidge is. I give Lance a side-eyed glare as he whines about having his relaxation time cut short. Shiro and Coran stand behind her computer station and Keith leans on something with his arms crossed.
"Oh, oh!” Hunk exclaims, leaning in closer. Lance moves to his side. “I've seen this experiment. But, question: Why do we need to get electricity from a potato?"
"What? No, no. I was able to crack the 'sporse code'." Pidge chuckles. "I ran the bioluminescent pattern through a variety of code-breaking sequences, including this homemade virtual Turing machine. Of course, I had to make a few tweaks to the original design, because, obviously, there have been several advancements since he designed it. Although you have to admit, Turing was a shining light in the world of science in an age when far too many were still—"
"Pidge. What does it say?" Keith asks.
"Oh, yeah. 'Under attack. Galra. Help.' And then, there are coordinates."
"It's a distress signal. Good work, Pidge. Get those coordinates into the Castle Ship's navigation system," Shiro commands.
|••••••••••|
"What were you and Lance doing in his room all by yourselves?" Keith asks, emerging now dressed in his Paladin armor.
I stop in my tracks, turning to face him. We are nearly at the Ship’s bridge. "We were just bonding."
"Yeah, yeah, but what were you doing?” His eyes narrow, probing deeper.
I furrow my eyebrows, irritation bubbling up inside me. "What’s it to you?"
Keith's lips press into a thin line, his gaze flickering away for a moment. His cheeks tint pink, but his voice remains firm, if not slightly defensive. "It’s nothing. Never mind.”
Rolling my eyes, I go through the doors leading to the bridge.
The Castle Ship’s screen projects images.
"The signal came from Olkarion, home to the Olkari, a proud class of engineers, builders of vast cities that could change shape at the whim of their creators," Coran states.
"They had a seemingly magical ability to manipulate solid metal. With just a wave of their hands, they could build a computer inside a block of steel," Allura says.
"Whoa." Pidge smiles.
"An Olkari once gave me this!" Coran says excitedly. He turns around and holds out a small metal cube made of dark metal and light blue light emits from it.
Pidge steps closer and looks at it. Lance leans in, crossing his arms. "What is it?" he asks, looking confused.
"Uh, hello? It's a floating cube!” Coran laughs. “Oh, this guy. And watch! My name is Coran and I'm a gorgeous man."
"My name is Coran and I'm a gorgeous man," the cube repeats.
My brows furrow as I step closer, examining the cube. Pidge’s mouth falls open and she clasps her hands together in excitement, turning to look at the entire team. None of the Earthlings share her enthusiasm for the talking cube.
Keith crosses his arms. "Why would a society full of literal tech wizards use spores to send a distress signal?" he asks.
She glances at him. "Who cares? When do we get to see that city?"
"Actually, Pidge, the distress signal isn't coming from the city.” Allura pulls up the coordinates and projects them onto the screen. “It's coming from the forest."
Pidge’s shoulders slump and the excitement she once held disappears. "Oh."
My eyes widen. “A forest?” I look around the Earthlings with a smile, but the only one who shares my enthusiasm is Keith. “What are we waiting for? Let’s go!”
"You tagging along?" Lance asks as we walk down the hallway.
I look up at him, a hint of amusement dancing in my eyes. “You think I’d miss out on another exploratory mission?”
He shrugs nonchalantly, his easygoing demeanor unwavering. “I guess not.”
“Right. I’m riding with you.”
Lance raises an eyebrow, casting a quick glance behind us. “What about Keith?”
"Today’s your lucky day Lancey Lance, I choose to ride with you."
"Alrighty, let's go."
|••••••••••|
My fingers drum on the armrests of my seat with anticipation as I glance out of Blue’s window. The sun casts a golden glow on Olkarion’s surface and mountains. The trees are yellow and full of leaves and a small sound of awe escapes from me.
PIDGE: "Why doesn't anyone ever send a distress signal from a cool place? I hate the outdoors. Nothing but sunburn and poison oak.”
KEITH: "I like it out here. It's quiet."
Arrows shoot up from Olkarion’s surface, hitting each Lion.
(Y/N): "I think you spoke a little too soon, Mullet."
HUNK: "What was that?"
KEITH: "Uh, are we being attacked?"
SHIRO: "I don't know, but something's dragging my Lion down to the surface."
LANCE: "Yeah, something's pulling Blue down, too."
We pass through the trees and land on the surface.
HUNK: "Are those wooden mech-suits?"
LANCE: "Are you kidding me? We got taken down by a bunch of tree people."
I shift in my seat to look closer. The Olkari have staffs and guns pointing at the Lions.
SHIRO [over speaker]: "We come in peace!"
Pidge climbs out the hatch atop the Green Lion and holds up the spore in a container. PIDGE: "We found your distress signal!"
The Olkari set their weapons down and break out into cheers.
|••••••••••|
The Paladins and I are led up a tall structure.
"My name is Ryner. When the Galra attacked, only a few of us escaped the cities. We were forced to flee into the forest," she states.
Shiro walks up behind her. "How long have you lived like this?" he asks.
"Many deca-phoebs. But, as you can see, our people are resilient. We never stopped evolving. Instead, we adapted our skills to the environment."
We go down a set of stairs and my hands graze the massive tree trunk as we climb. It is solid and rough beneath my fingertips. We are led to a structure that glows green and Pidge runs forward. An Olkari fiddles with something that looks like a winged bug in his hand and sends it flying toward us.
Pidge’s gaze follows the being. "Coran was right, Ryner. You really are the most incredible engineers in the universe. To be able to switch from working with precision machinery to a bunch of sticks! I mean, what you've done with these trees is just mind-blowing."
Ryner smiles. "Nature's designs are superior to any that we could devise."
"No offense, but I'll take my computer over a tree any day."
Shiro glances between them. "You two can talk science later. Let's assemble Voltron and get rid of these Galra invaders."
"It's not that simple, I'm afraid. The Galra have our leader, Lubos," Ryner sadly says. "If you attack, who knows what they'll do to him?"
"Then, we'll just have to rescue him."
|••••••••••|
"Um Ryner, where are we?" Keith asks.
We stand deep in the forest where flowers of red and yellow cover the ground.
"This is the armory," she responds.
An Olkari places their hand inside one of the flowers and it transforms into a gun with glowing green accents. It shoots green beams. Walking over to place my hand in one, Shiro pulls me back. My shoulders slump.
Ryner walks over to the tree trunk and places her hand on it. Green light travels up the trunk to one of the spheres hanging off the branches and the ground rumbles as it falls onto the ground, transforming into a machine.
"Huh?" Hunk blinks.
"Cool!" Lance exclaims.
Keith blinks, his mouth falling open. "Uh, can I get one of those?"
Nodding quickly, I take a step closer. “Me too.”
"Of course. You can each have one.” Ryner walks over and opens a pouch, grabbing six devices. “Now, the key to operating it is understanding that the nanocellulose responds to electrical impulses from the neural pathways connected through this."
"Do what now?" Lance asks as he examines the crown-like object.
Hunk sticks his tongue out and licks it. "Mm. Mm! Makes my tongue itchy.”
Furrowing my eyebrows, I bring the device close to my eyes and stare at the light emanating from it.
Pidge places it atop her head. "That's your interface?"
Ryner smiles. "Of course, all commands need to come as binary coded messages."
She walks over to the tree trunk. "So, like this." Pidge places her hand on the tree and light disperses from it. Soon, a machine like the one before falls down.
"Yes! Excellent!"
I place the crown on my head and walk over to a tree. Placing my palm flat against the trunk, I close my eyes and try to focus. Keith, Lance, and Hunk go to the trees around me and try the same.
"I think mine is just a tree," Lance frowns.
"You must have a deep connection with nature," Ryner says.
"Not really.” Pidge is now in the machine and Shiro smiles up at her. “My allergies and pale skin don't mix with outdoor living."
"Pidge is our resident tech expert," Shiro states. His entire demeanor is proud.
"Well, that explains it,” Ryner says. “Like the Olkari, you understand that, at the deepest level, trees, metal, you, me... we're all made up of the same cosmic dust, all arranged by the laws of mathematics.”
Pidge’s face falls flat. "Does this mean I should start gardening?"
"It means you're going to need to give your friends a ride.”
The light catches my eyes and I step toward the edge of the forest. The dense canopy stretches out before us, sunlight filtering through the leaves in soft beams. Keith glances at the machine before walking to my side.
“I’ve never seen anything like this before,” I murmur, my voice barely louder than a whisper. My gaze sweeps over the towering trees, the vibrant golden leaves fluttering in the gentle breeze, and the distant calls of birds echo through the air. Everything feels so alive, so untamed. So free.
Keith’s eyes flick to me, curiosity sparking in his expression as he steps a little closer. “What?” His voice is soft, as if he doesn’t want to break the spell that the forest has cast over me.
“This,” I reply, gesturing to the vast expanse of nature before us. “The trees, the nature. It’s so beautiful.”
I can feel Keith’s gaze linger on me, a quiet intensity in the way he watches, but I keep my focus on the landscape before us. His nod is subtle, almost as if he’s agreeing with more than just my words. “Yeah, it’s beautiful.” The way he says it, almost under his breath, makes me wonder what he’s really thinking. “Really beautiful.”
I glance at him out of the corner of my eye to look at him again, but his gaze focuses back on the forest, no longer focused on me. He looks lost in thought as if the tranquil beauty is pulling him away from the burdens we carry, or he’s contemplating something else. A ghost of pink paints itself across his cheeks, but I leave it alone.
|••••••••••|
“This way!" Ryner exclaims inside one of the machines. Hunk, Lance, and Pidge are in one while Keith, Shiro, and I are with Ryner. "To the edge of the forest! To save our king!"
The machines continue through the forest and the trees slowly begin to become replaced by metallic structures.
I sigh feeling a bit glum. I'll miss you, forest.
Coming to a halt, Ryner turns on a screen and zooms in. The other Paladins appear on the screen.
"Their headquarters are impenetrable from the ground.” She zooms in on the robotic Galra sentries stationed all over. “But there is one way in, a small opening in the roof. It goes all the way down to an open courtyard."
Keith raises an eyebrow, leaning in closer. "That's quite a drop."
"But there you will have total access to the building. The hard part will be getting onto the roof undetected."
"That won't be a problem," Shiro says.
I lean in over Keith’s shoulder, tilting my head. “The Galra have been busy.”
"Hey, hey, what's that? Is that part of the building?" Hunk asks through the screen.
"My Lubos! It can't be!" Ryner says in disbelief, zooming on on the large structure.
"Hey! That looks like the cube Coran gave me!" Pidge exclaims, holding it up to show through the screen.
"I haven't seen one of those in many deca-phoebs. We used to play with them as children. But this... Only King Lubos could have designed one that size."
"Why would he do that?" Keith asks.
"They must have forced him to reveal his designs and reconstruct it as a weapon. From the looks of it, I'd say it's almost finished."
"Okay, we need to act fast," Shiro says.
I peek at Shiro. “You already have a plan?”
He nods. “Everyone, back to base. First, we'll need to get to the top of that tower. Since the Green Lion has stealth capabilities, Pidge, you're the drop ship. You'll take (Y/N), Keith, Hunk, Lance, and me to the roof, then drop back to a safe position. After the drop, we'll use a sensor to scan the building for any Olkari biorhythms."
|••••••••••|
The hatch to the Green Lion opens and I make sure my helmet and suit are secure. Hunk, Keith, and Lance drop first. Shiro glances at me and I drop next. He’s the last one to exit the hatch. We all use the jetpacks of our suits to slow our descent and I set the scanner while they draw out their weapons. The scanner emits a blue light and blinks.
(Y/N): “Pidge?”
PIDGE: “All good.”
SHIRO: “Copy that.”
Shiro takes the lead and we crowd behind him as he signals us to a stop. Two sentries pass by and we wait for them to leave, rushing down the hallway to the necessary door. Soft groans echo through the door and I furrow my eyebrows. The doors slide open and we stealthily make our way to the source of the noise.
Blinking, I shake my head. “Are you quiznaking kidding me?” I whisper as my eyes connect to a large screen. It is playing some sort of movie.
Shiro’s face falls and Keith looks confused. Lance and Hunk’s eyes widen.
"Betrayal!” the voice cries out, sniffling loudly. “She loves you!"
"King…Lubos?" Shiro asks, stepping behind the seat.
The Olkari prisoner turns around abruptly and King Lubos finishes eating, slowly turning around in his seat.
"Yes? Who are you? The jesters I requested?" King Lubos asks.
Lance peers back, holding his bayard steady. "Um, we're here to, like, rescue you?"
King Lubos remains seated and moves his hand. "Hmm." He presses a button on the armrest of his chair.
The dim light of the room is immediately lit. Large doors slide open as alarms begin to blare, revealing ten sentries in a line with their guns raised. A bulky Galra male with a robotic eye stands in the center of them.
Hunk keeps his bayard trained forward but looks over at the King. "You could have just said no thanks."
"Looks like someone came to rescue you, Lubos," the Commander spits.
My lips curl as I watch them.
I can totally take them on.
Shiro turns back to Lubos. "You turned your back on your people to save your own skin?"
"I'm doing this for my people!” the King exclaims. “They wanted to fight the Galra, but they are too powerful! The Galra could destroy us!"
“They'll destroy you either way, fool,” I spit out, scoffing.
"So, you helped enslave your people to build some super weapon?" Lance asks incredulously.
"Don't make me the bad guy! He forced me to do it!" King Lubos says, pointing a finger at the Commander.
"Did he force-feed you, too?"
I stifle a snort at Lance’s dry remark.
"Uh..."
“You’re no king,” Keith scoffs, eyes burning with resolve. The servant shoves King Lubos forward and his bayard hums with power as he holds it against King Lubos’ neck, his stance fierce and unyielding. Hunk and Shiro’s eyes widen and Lance’s mouth falls open. “Okay, we’re walking out of here! Anyone tries to stop us, and Lubos gets it!”
The tone of his voice sends chills down my spine and I blink, caught off guard, my mouth hanging open slightly in disbelief.
Oh my—
My cheeks are warm, heat spreading rapidly across my face. I clamp my mouth shut, embarrassment flooding through me. My heart skips a beat, but luckily no one is paying too much attention to me to notice my flush.
"Whoa, K-Keith," Shiro stutters.
Lance’s eyes are wide. "That came out of nowhere!"
I clear my throat and try to register what is happening.
"La-sai, what are you doing?" King Lubos asks.
"You betrayed our people. I can't live this lie anymore," La-Sai responds.
Keith’s focus shifts back to the Galran Commander, baring his teeth. "You don't want me to hurt your genius engineer, right?"
The Commander smirks. "Oh, be my guest,” he replies, his voice tinged with faint amusement. “His work is done. The cube is complete.”
The King’s eyes widen in shock. "What? But-But I thought we had a deal!"
"Sentries put them all out of their misery."
The sentries power on their guns but before they can shoot, a large blast comes from the right wall. Fire explodes around us and I cough, covering my mouth.
The Green Lion peeks through the hole. PIDGE: "Your ride is here!"
Keith comes to my side and powers on his shield as the sentries open fire again. Shiro uses his shield to protect La-Sai and King Lubos and Hunk and Lance open fire as we sprint towards Green. Using our jetpacks, we jump onto Green’s back.
Smoke erupts from the cube and I look frantically around us.
SHIRO: "The cube is operational! We've got to get back to the other Lions and form Voltron!"
PIDGE: "On it!"
|••••••••••|
Shiro grabs King Lubos by the collar of his tunic and throws him onto the dirt ground.
Ryner glances between us. "What's going on?" she asks.
"While your countrymen starved, King Lubos was well taken care of by the Galra,” Shiro answers. “He willingly helped them build that cube, willingly helped to enslave his own people. I know you're devastated, but it's time to be strong and use your Olkari spirit to fight alongside Voltron and take back your planet!"
Ryner’s frown deepens as she looks down. "Lubos, how could you?"
"I—I was only trying to—" King Lubos starts.
"Enough!” Ryner turns around to acknowledge all the Olkari who have gathered near us. “We must free our people!"
|••••••••••|
SHIRO "All right, team, let's take that thing down! Form shield!"
KEITH: "Let's see how tough this magic cube is."
PIDGE: "Did it just absorb our lasers?"
SHIRO: "We need to increase firepower! Hunk, use your blaster!"
PIDGE: "I'm not sure this is a good idea."
HUNK: "Got it! Yeah, I think it's working!"
SHIRO: "It's giving back whatever we fire into it, like Coran's echo cube."
PIDGE: "That's what I was trying to tell you guys! It's learning! Making its own versions of our weapons to use against us!"
LANCE: "We can't just sit here. We've got to move!"
HUNK: "How do we beat it?"
LANCE: "Maybe, if we form our sword, we can cut through the surface and hack right into the center-thinking point place?"
KEITH: "Can't be any worse than what's happening now."
SHIRO: "Let's do it. Form sword!"
PIDGE: "It's working!"
I jump out of the machine and charge with the staff an Olkari gave me, jabbing it through a sentry. The Olkari stare at me, their eyes wide for just a few ticks before they notice the others fighting against the Galra.
“What’s happening?” one asks, running up to me.
Taking out the staff from its chest, I glance up at him. “Liberation.” The Olkari exchange glances, their expressions torn between disbelief and hope. I don’t have time to wait for them to process it. “If you’re able to fight, fight. We need all the help we can get.”
SHIRO: "It's still operational! Re-engage!"
HUNK: "We did it! They're going down!"
LANCE: "Uh-oh!"
SHIRO: "We've got to move! Move! We can't fight them like this! We need to split up! Back into lions!"
I grit my teeth as I cut off the head of another sentry. (Y/N): "Outsmart the damn cube already before it destroys everything!”
LANCE: "We're trying! Let's see if I can freeze these guys! Oh, no! So cold, so cold! Oh, oh. Thanks, Keith."
KEITH: "You got it."
HUNK: "Shiro, what are we going to do?"
SHIRO: "There doesn't seem to be any way to stop them, but we can't let this weapon get into Zarkon's hands! Pidge!"
HUNK: "Pidge! Are you okay? "
SHIRO: "Where are you, Pidge? We need you!"
I aid a group of Olkari as they plant bombs along the bottoms of the structures and run out of the way as they light up. More of the tree machines appear, bringing Olkari from the forest with their guns and staffs. They destroy several sentries and I wipe my hand on my helmet as I watch the fire and smoke reign over the city.
KEITH: "Pidge!"
PIDGE: "Guys, hang on!"
HUNK: "Whoa, Pidge! What's going on? You're booking!"
PIDGE: "I'm not sure, but I feel more connected with my lion than ever! I know what I have to do!"
LANCE: "Whoa! How'd you do that? That's right!"
PIDGE: "Circle up, everybody! Get some of this!"
HUNK: "Vines. Well, that is not the way I thought a giant cube of death would go down."
I cough, pushing the burning in my throat away. (Y/N): “You defeated the cube?”
KEITH: “Yes. Are you okay?”
“Look!” an Olkari shouts.
Turning my eyes to look up, the Commander’s Galra cruiser lifts itself into the air and breaks through Olkarion’s atmosphere, going into hyper-speed. The Olkari cheer, gathering in celebration, and the staff falls from my grasp, my chest panting.
The Paladins land the Lions in the city and Ryner walks up to them as they step out. "I want to thank you all,” she says. “You helped us get our home back. And, for that, we will never be able to repay you."
"Just promise me that when it's time to take the fight to Zarkon, we can count on the Olkari for help," Shiro says.
The two of them shake hands. "Now and forever. And you." She turns to Pidge. "The spirit of the Olkari resides in you. The bond between you and your Lion has grown stronger than ever."
"Without you, I would never have been able to unlock my lion's hidden power." Pidge smiles.
Hunk slings an arm across my shoulder and I take my helmet off, smiling at him. “Food goo when we get back?” I ask. He laughs, shaking his head.
Lance walks beside us and wipes my face with his hand. I push his hand away, making a face, and he sighs. “You can’t even tell we did facials—your face is streaked with dirt.”
|••••••••••|
Pidge sits on the base of the control center in the Castle Ship and we’re all cleaned up, dressed in our regular clothing.
Shiro looks down at her, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his lips. “Nice job, Pidge.”
Her brow furrows slightly as if she’s processing something deeper. “You know, it’s weird,” she starts, her voice quieter now, more introspective. “I’ve always been into tech. It’s how I connected with the world around me, through machines, circuits, and coding.” She pauses, her gaze drifting toward the endless stars visible through the viewport. “But today… for the first time, I feel like I’m connected to everything. Like Ryner said—like we’re all made of the same cosmic dust.”
Keith’s eyes widen slightly, the realization dawning on him as he speaks. “So that means we’re all connected. This ship, those stars, the Olkari.” He looks up at the vast expanse outside the window, wonder sparking in his voice. “Even the Galra.”
There’s a pause as Keith stares out at the stars, the weight of his own words sinking in, and for a moment, his expression softens in awe. It’s as though the entire universe has opened up before him, reshaping his understanding of everything.
I walk beside Keith, gazing at the stars.
For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return.
Hunk quirks an eyebrow and smirks. “Uh oh. I think Keith just blew his own mind,” he teases, glancing around the room. I can’t help but laugh and the team joins in. “What?”
Keith turns, a faint blush coloring his cheeks, but his eyes remain fixed on the stars beyond. He shakes his head, unable to argue, still caught up in the enormity of it all, and crosses his arms tightly over his chest.
I glance at Keith and then look up at Hunk amused. "Next thing you know, he’ll be quoting starry-eyed poetry about how we’re all one big cosmic family."
Keith shoots Hunk and me a look, half-annoyed, half-embarrassed.
"Well, that was a productive trip." Coran sighs, pulling the cube out of his pocket. “Look at all these cubes they gave me!” He throws them up in the air and they begin circling. “Coran, Coran, the gorgeous man!"
"Coran, Coran, the gorgeous man!" The cube repeats.
"Ah, sounds pretty good."
"Ah, sounds pretty good."
I pinch the bridge of my nose. "Oh no, Coran clones," I groan, shaking my head.
"Oh no, Coran clones."
Hunk smiles and makes fart noises, snickering to himself as the cubes imitate the sound. Shiro’s face falls.
The alarms pierce through the quiet of the Castle Ship and red flashes in the bridge. My heart jumps into my throat, and I turn just in time to see Coran’s expression shift from confusion to dread.
"What's that..? Oh, no," Coran mutters.
"What's that..? Oh, no,” the cubes repeat.
My eyes snap to the screen and my mouth falls open. “The Galra quiznaking Central Command,” I whisper. My breath hitches and I swallow hard, glancing at Keith who is standing close, his brow furrowed with fear and worry.
Coran collects the cubes and puts them away.
Allura’s hands clench into fists as she glares outside. “Zarkon! How did he find us?”
I can’t shake the feeling that Emperor Zarkon’s arrival is more than just a coincidence.
Has he come for me?
Chapter 13: Lion Goddess
Summary:
(Y/N) and team deal with Coran's slipperies.
#y/n keith and allura go on a field trip to space !
Notes:
I completed the fic on Wattpad in August and my semester just ended (I still have finals week and a horrible load of papers I gotta write but I felt inspired). I've been working on my Batman fic on the side of my romantasy WIP and I have horrible writer's block for both, so I am going back to my roots. Enjoy! I lowkey forgot the established plot, but I know how it ends so um yeah.
https://fanon.fandom.com/wiki/Galran_Language
Galra terms mentioned:Tei'rah—A word meaning "Hail"
A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya—A phrase meaning "Forever with me, don't forget, wherever we are, we are not alone"
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Keith runs his fingers through his hair, the tension in his movements clear as he paces in front of the window with widened eyes. “His commanders must have radioed him from Olkarion,” he mutters, frustration lacing his words as he glares at Emperor Zarkon’s fleet, as if willing the universe to give us a break.
Shiro clenches his hands into fists. “We need to wormhole, now! Everyone to your stations! We’ve got to put some distance between us and Zarkon. This could be the fight of our lives.”
The urgency in his words snaps the team into action. The Paladins scramble toward their respective stations, each movement efficient, practiced. The Castle Ship’s bridge fills with the sound of boots hitting metal, the hum of systems powering up, and the clicking of buttons being pressed as they all fall into their roles.
But I remain still, caught between the chaos and my own hesitation. I blink, trying to figure out where I can go.
A violent jolt rocks the entire Castle Ship as the first of Emperor Zarkon’s ships opens fire. The attack is sudden and fierce—explosions echo outside. The force of it sends a shudder rippling through the ship.
Before I can brace myself, my feet are yanked from beneath me and I yelp. Gravity slips away momentarily, and I crash hard against the cold floor. Pain shoots through my elbows as they slam into the floor, and I blink rapidly, disoriented, as the world spins.
The Castle Ship jolts again, harder this time. A groan escapes me as I’m thrown back onto the floor, the impact rattling my bones. My fingers scrabble against the smooth metal, desperate for something to hold onto, something to stop the world from spinning out of control.
Keith's voice cuts through the chaos, sharp with concern. “(Y/N)!” He twists in his seat, eyes wide, watching as I struggle to stay upright. There’s no time to respond, no time to think.
Another blast hits and the Castle Ship shudders once more. “Oh quiznak,” I grit out, frustrated. I try to push myself up, but the shaking floor betrays me, knocking me back down. “Stars above.”
Why don't I have a station?
The bitter thought echoes in my mind and I wince as the metal digs into my skin.
Maybe if Violet were here, they would take me more seriously.
Keith’s grip tightens on his control panel, his knuckles white. His eyes flicker between me and the controls, a silent war playing out in his expression. He wants to help, I can see it, but we’re under attack, and he’s needed at the helm.
The Castle Ship shakes again, but this time I’m ready, pushing against the floor with all my strength to stay upright. Coran is almost immediately by my side, dragging me to the control panel and forcing my hands to clutch onto the board. My knuckles are white from how hard I am gripping the console and I lean in, trying to catch my breath.
These quiznaking Galra are really starting to get on my damn nerves.
"Allura, can you evade these fighters? We can't have them following us through the wormhole," Shiro yells.
"I can try," Allura responds, shifting the Castle Ship’s defenses.
"Keith, Lance, let's lay down some covering fire."
"Lance, incoming, 12 o'clock high!" Pidge screams.
"Got it!” I watch as Keith moves to steal his shot. “Hey!" Lance groans.
"Sorry! Gotta be quick!" Keith shrugs.
Lance scoffs, hitting into Keith. "How's that for quick?" Their drones start banging on each other.
"You, knock it off, you two! Stay in your zones!" Shiro shouts looking very stressed.
"Yeah, Keith!" Lance snaps.
“Stop arguing and shoot the damn fighters!” I snap.
"Keep calling out those fighters, Pidge. Hunk, how are the defenses holding?"
"I don't know. Ten percent? Fifteen maybe? Everything's a blur. I've been up too long. I have tired eyes!" Hunk shouts as he rubs his eyes.
"I know we just came off an intense battle, but we've got to stay focused, just until we jump."
"And when is that?” Keith asks.
“They're still too close! We need to gain more speed!" Coran yells.
"With these stats, we’ll never make it out of the Galra’s grasp!" I shout, my eyes locking onto the screen. The numbers are grim, flashing red with warnings—energy levels dropping, shields flickering on the edge of failure. My pulse races in time with the Castle Ship’s alarms.
Allura’s fingers play a frantic dance along the control board. "I've got an idea! Hold on!" The Ship's speed increases and I hold on tighter.
"Allura, what are you doing?" Pidge asks.
"I'm going to use this moon's gravity to gain speed and put some distance between us and Zarkon."
Within the span of a dobash, Allura manages to steer the Castle Ship ahead of Emperor Zarkon’s Galran fighters.
"We're clear to wormhole!" Coran announces, his loud voice blaring in my ears alongside the alarms.
Allura quickly wormholes us to safety, but the alarms still blare.
"We got away from Zarkon, how come we're still on alert?" Lance asks.
"What's going on?" Keith asks as he shifts in his seat to look at us.
My heart sinks as I look at the screen.
“We're about to exit this wormhole a lot sooner than we planned!" Coran shouts.
The Castle Ship lurches violently as we’re pulled out of the wormhole, sending my stomach into a freefall. The alarms are deafening, overlapping with Coran’s frantic shouting and the confused murmur of the Paladins. We exit and the stars shift outside the viewport, revealing a strange, eerie landscape.
Huge, jagged formations of ice drift lazily through the vastness of space, illuminated by the dim light of the stars. The ship is surrounded by massive chunks of ice, some the size of entire planets, floating aimlessly in the abyss. It’s like we’ve stumbled into the frozen remains of some long-forgotten battlefield, suspended in time.
"Whoa," Keith breathes, his voice low and filled with awe as he stares out at the icy graveyard.
"Where are we?" Lance asks, eyes wide as he leans forward. "It’s like some kind of iceberg graveyard."
I tear my gaze away from the screen to glance at Coran, who’s furiously typing into the controls, his brow furrowed in deep concentration.
"Teludav malfunction," Coran mutters, more to himself than to us. He sighs and shakes his head. "It must’ve overloaded when we wormholed. We’re lucky we didn’t end up inside one of those icebergs."
"Lucky," I echo under my breath, still trying to shake the lingering dread. The ice formations drift eerily outside, casting ghostly reflections into the cockpit. I can't help but feel a chill run down my spine.
We could have died from an iceberg, not from Emperor Zarkon.
I swallow hard as I shakily loosen my hold on the control panel. I close my eyes for a tick.
Thank you, High Priestess Marmora.
Allura’s voice cuts through my thankfulness and I open my eyes. "Coran, what's the status?" she asks, her voice weak and strained.
Coran starts clicking on the panel again. "Checking that now. We didn't make it to our exit point, but we're several galaxies from Zarkon's fleet.”
Allura stumbles onto her knees and Coran rushes to her side. The rest of us trail behind him. "Allura! Allura! Oh, no, you look exhausted. You must rest. You've been exerting way too much energy.” Coran hops over and rushes to the bridge’s doors. “I'll go check on the main turbine and figure out what's going—Whoa!" He slips into the wall.
I blink several times, trying to make sense of what just happened in the last dobosh. I pinch the bridge of my nose and my back aches from earlier.
There’s always something. Why is there always something?
Lance’s head whips to the left. “Whoa, are you all right?" he asks.
Coran freezes before turning around to face us. He places a hand on the wall and leans against it. "I'm fine. Look, I tell you what, I've probably hit a slippery spot on the ground there.” His boot glides across the floor, emitting a squeaking sound. “Someone, please wipe that up there!" He gestures to the wet spot on the floor and I grimace slightly.
Allura shifts, placing her hands in her lap as she looks at him. "You're sweating,” she points out. “You might have a case of the slipperies.”
Coran’s eyes widen so much, part of me is scared they’re going to pop out of his head. "What? No! No, that's an old person virus, and I'm not old. I'm young. Well, young-ish."
Lance tilts his head to the side. "What are the slipperies?" he asks.
Allura blinks and nods, as though she just remembered none of us are Altean. "It's a common Altean virus that occurs... later in life.” A small smile appears on her face. “It's not harmful and usually only lasts a couple of days, but it causes one's body to secrete extremely slick fluid."
The entire team and I’s faces fall and we huddle together.
Pidge gawks between her and Coran and rushes to clutch onto my arm. "Ew!" she cringes.
Coran crosses his arms over his chest, huffing. "Yes, it is gross, so it's a good thing I don't have it!"
Covering her mouth, Pidge dashes away from the group and throws up. Hunk stares at her and does the same. I shake my head, letting out a loud sigh.
"Coran, it's nothing to be embarrassed about," Allura smiles looking sympathetically toward Coran.
"I'm not embarrassed because I don't have it! And, now, I'm actually going to leave because I've got to fix the main turbine.” Coran begins walking, but he’s stuck in place due to all the sweat secreting from him. He slips and slides out the doors. “Quiznak!"
Denial.
Coran glides out of the control room to who knows where.
Shiro’s mouth remains slightly open but he shakes his head. "All right," he says, shifting the subject to something else. "Since Zarkon has no idea where we are, this is the perfect time to focus on our next step.” Hunk and Lance groan while Keith keeps his arms crossed and gaze fixed on Shiro. “Maybe we can find that secret group, the Blade of Marmora. Pidge, where are those coordinates? "
Pidge is huddled on the seat of her Paladin station, her knees lifted up to her chest. She still looks nauseous. "Hang on a sec,” she replies as she slowly types on her keyboard. “I'm so tired, my brain's not working."
Lance groans loudly, turning my attention to him, and his shoulders slump. "Yeah, neither is mine." He runs a hand through his hair and tries to wake himself up.
I look at him with faint amusement. "Yeah, because what we did earlier was so tiring," I remark dryly as I lean toward him, crossing my arms over my chest.
Lance gives me a bored look, pouting his bottom lip. “Oh relax, I’m not talking about ‘(N/N) and Lancey bonding time’,” he rolls his eyes, “I’m talking about the quiznaking Galra almost killing us.”
I feel a pair of eyes on me and when I flicker my gaze, Keith’s eyes are narrowed on Lance before he turns his focus back to me. He blinks as he meets my eyes and immediately shifts his focus to the screen, clearing his throat.
"Hello all! I've checked the engines," Coran states through the screen as he slides.
"That was fast," Pidge mutters.
"Well, I slipped right down—” he falls on the floor. “I mean, hurried down. Anyway, the good news is, the Galra fighter did minimal damage. I flushed the turbine and it's fine. The bad news is, the teludav, or wormholer, as you Earthlings call it, is in bad shape. Several scaultrite lens stones of the magnifying beam generator are cracked. As you know, the magnifying beam generator uses a crystal to convert Altean energy into usable fuel. That supplies the power needed to wormhole. Well, anyway, I need to remove the cracked lenses and readjust their trajectory temporarily until we can replace them. I'll also need to divert power to make up for the lost energy.” Lance, Keith, and I cringe as more sweat drips off Coran. Allura stands behind us. Hunk gags. “Anyway, it's going to take at least a quintant."
“All right,” Shiro says. “We’ll hide the ship here and get some rest while Coran works on a solution. Tomorrow, we’ll be sharper, more focused.”
Allura smiles as her eyes sweep over the team. “Until then, take the rest of the day to relax.”
"Pool time, baby!" Lance practically explodes with energy, the weariness forgotten in an instant as he bolts out of the control room. His shout echoes down the hallway, his footsteps fading fast. A small chuckle escapes me despite everything. Leave it to Lance to be the first to jump at any chance to relax.
The rest of the team goes off in their separate directions and Allura leaves the bridge to find Coran.
I sigh, letting my back slide down the cold metal wall until I’m sitting on the floor, my legs stretched out before me. The coolness against my skin is grounding, but the fatigue still clings to me. I reach up and tuck a loose strand of my braid behind my ear, my fingers lingering there for a moment as I rub my temple. The edges of a headache are starting to form, likely from the chaos of earlier.
"(Y/N)?" a soft voice pulls me from my thoughts.
I tilt my head up and blink, meeting a familiar pair of dark eyes. Keith stands there, shifting his weight between his feet, his brow furrowed with something like concern. He’s not the best at expressing it, but it’s there, in the way he lingers, the way he hesitates before speaking.
"Hey," I murmur, offering him a faint smile, though I know it doesn’t quite reach my eyes. My body feels heavy, weighed down by more than just the exhaustion of the day. There’s something about Keith’s presence that always puts me a little off balance.
He awkwardly rubs the back of his neck, his gaze flicking down to me and then back to the floor, unsure of what to do next. For a moment, I think he’s going to leave like the others, but then, with a resigned sort of sigh, he sits down beside me, his movements a little stiff, like he’s not entirely comfortable. But he stays, and for me, that’s enough. We sit there in silence for a few moments, the quiet between us strangely comforting. Keith doesn’t push for conversation, and I don’t feel the need to fill the silence with words.
Finally, I lean my head back against the wall and close my eyes. “You don’t have to sit here, you know. You could go join Lance at the pool,” I say, my voice light but tired.
Keith lets out a short, almost amused breath. “I’d rather be here.”
I don’t open my eyes, but I can’t help the small smile that tugs at the corners of my lips. “Yeah,” I whisper. “Me too. I like the temporary silence.”
Keith sighs beside me and I open my eyes to look at him. Something is warring in his gaze, but he keeps his eyes locked on mine. "I’m sorry about earlier," he says, the words coming out in a low murmur, almost like he’s forcing himself to say them. His voice, usually so firm, now carries a note of vulnerability that I’m not used to hearing from him.
For a moment, I just stare, surprised by the apology. Keith doesn’t usually say things like that—he’s more of an act-first, talk-later kind of person. I can tell that whatever he’s apologizing for has been bothering him, gnawing at him since our earlier confrontation.
My chest tightens, the irritation I’d felt at him earlier now dissolving under the weight of his sincerity. I take a deep breath, feeling the tension ease out of my shoulders, and sit up slightly. I shrug. “It’s okay,” I say softly, my voice gentle. “We’re all under a lot of stress.”
But Keith, being Keith, shakes his head, his expression hardening with that familiar stubbornness. “You don’t need to make excuses for me,” he says, his tone firmer now, but there’s an edge of frustration in it—at himself, not at me. “With Ulaz—I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that.” His voice falters, and he rubs the back of his neck, his fingers running through his hair as he struggles to find the right words. “I—I don’t know. I just… I don’t want to be that kind of person to you, and I’m sorry.”
I nod and give him a small, reassuring smile. “Keith, we’re okay. I promise.”
His eyes soften at my words, the storm of emotions swirling within him beginning to settle. There’s a flicker of relief in his expression, a subtle change that makes him look a bit lighter, as if a weight has been lifted from his shoulders. “Okay,” he replies, the word almost a breath. “Okay.”
We sit in companionable silence for another moment. The quiet feels sacred, almost like every other moment I share with Keith. I can hear the distant hum of the Castle Ship’s engines and the steady breaths he takes.
Keith turns his focus back on me, an amused smile tugging at his lips. “You feeling alright, (N/N)?” he asks, his tone more playful than serious now. “You fell quite a lot during our little Galra encounter.”
I breathe out a laugh, rolling my eyes. “Don’t even start with me, Mullet.”
|••••••••••|
"Uh, I thought you were exhausted. Why are you making cookies?" Pidge’s voice asks as I walk through the kitchen towards my bedroom.
Hunk rolls his eyes slightly but keeps his focus fixed on the tray in his hands. "Because baking clears my head, Pidge. Okay?” He sets the tray down and Pidge picks up something. “I thought you were gonna help Coran with the wormholer."
Pidge sighs and adjusts her position on the countertop, tilting her head. "One mention of the slipperies and he got all sensitive and kicked me out. I hate not being able to read Altean.” She leans in closer to inspect the tray of cookies. “What is this stuff? Are you sure you're making food?"
I walk over to the two of them, setting the bowl aside and hoisting myself up on the counter. I grab one of the cookies from the tray and try to bite it, wincing. "If these are what you Earthlings call food then you all need help." I throw the cookie to the ground and it makes a loud sound. I blink down at the cookie and quickly inspect my teeth with my tongue to make sure I didn’t crack any. "This is worse than Nunvill."
Hunk mock pouts and picks up one of his cookies. "You're gonna try and tell me that these aren't cookies?" He picks one up and tries to eat it like I did. A choked gasp escapes from him as he drops the cookie and curses under his breath, walking to face the wall and cool down. He taps his foot on the floor and shakes his head. His shoulders sag as he returns. "Okay, I might have overcooked them. Wait, where you going, Pidge? You don't want to wait for the next batch?"
I turn and catch the back of Pidge’s head as she scurries out of the kitchen. I chuckle at her antics, a small smile tugging at my lips.
"Better luck next time, Hunk," I smile patting his back. "You might wanna start learning some Altean so you can step up your cookie game."
He sighs, the pout still on his lips. “Can you help me?” His voice is soft and sort of endearing.
I sigh and nod in resignation as I see the hope in his gaze. “Yeah,” I murmur, rolling my sleeves up and washing my hands. “I’ll help you, Hunk.”
|••••••••••|
I pick one of the new batches of cookies up and hold it to my eyes. I can see Hunk pretty well and I blink as I hold it closer to my eye. “I’m not that fluent in Altean, but I don’t think they're supposed to be blue and see-through like this," I say, tilting my head.
He snatches the cookie from my hand and shrugs. "I'm not sure." Hunk then bangs the cookie on the countertop. "Besides it—” he gets cut off by the sound of alarms blaring.
I visibly deflate and frown. "What now?" I mutter to myself.
A violent shake erupts throughout the Castle Ship and I clutch onto Hunk, my hands digging into his forearm. The tray with the fresh batch clatters on the floor.
“Hey!” he whines.
I look up at him and shake my head. “I am not falling again, Hunk.” I let out a huff of air and drag him with me towards the control room.
"Particle barrier! Up!" Allura shouts as she frantically types on her screen. The barrier is raised. "Coran, are you there?"
"I'm here! Over here! Whoa, whoa, whoa!" Coran slips on the screen.
"Zarkon is back! What's our status?"
"Wormholing will be a problem. The lenses haven't been readjusted! I don't know if the teludav will generate enough power."
"Do everything you can!"
We cannot let Emperor Zarkon get a hold of Voltron.
Lance and Keith burst into the control room, breathless, their footsteps echoing off the metal floor. Both are stripped down to swim trunks, towels slung lazily around their necks.
I blink, my mind struggling to shift gears from the chaos at hand to the surreal sight of them—of Keith more specifically—in their swimwear. My fingers, which had been gripping Hunk’s forearm with white-knuckled intensity, slacken as I stare. The tension in the room falters for a split tick, replaced by an almost absurd sense of disbelief.
"They found us again?" Lance gasps, eyes wide, still trying to catch his breath. "How is that possible? Is that possible? That doesn't seem possible!" His voice cracks with panic as he throws himself into his Paladin station’s chair, his towel slipping to the floor in a forgotten heap.
"I see your little pool party got interrupted,” I remark dryly, my voice barely masking my amusement. My gaze flickers to Keith as I tilt my head, unable to stop myself from glancing at him up and down. His body, now more exposed than I’m used to seeing, reveals a lean, muscular build, his skin taut over well-defined muscles. His biceps twitch subtly as he sinks into his seat at his station, his hands moving with a practiced fluidity as they wrap around the controls.
I quickly avert my gaze, feeling heat creep up my neck, though Keith remains completely oblivious. His jaw clenches, the flicker of irritation still evident from whatever argument they’ve just had.
He rolls his eyes, his expression hardening as he shifts his focus away from me and toward the navigation screens. “We got into an argument on the way down,” he mutters, his voice tight. His glare snaps over to Lance before he adds, “We were so busy arguing about who’d get the pool first, neither of us even got in.”
Lance, ever the opportunist, throws his hands up in mock frustration. “I told you we could’ve rock-paper-scissored for it, but nooo, Mr. Competitive here wanted to settle it the ‘right way.’”
I smile slightly. Mr. Competitive.
Keith huffs, his lips pressing into a thin line, clearly not in the mood to engage. “Like you would've listened to reason.”
As they bicker, I can’t help but steal another glance at Keith. For a moment, I wonder if his skin is as soft to the touch as it looks. I quickly shake my head, turning my focus to the task at hand. “Alright, enough,” I say, cutting through their argument. “Focus.”
Pidge is the last to enter the control room and beelines to her seat at her station.
Allura’s eyes are locked on the screen, her fingers moving rapidly across the controls as she plots an escape route. Her face is set in determination, but there’s a sharpness to her gaze, a recognition of the danger pressing in from all sides. “Right now, we must figure out a way to get out of here,” she states, her voice firm as she scans the incoming data for a clear path. The alarms still wail in the background, a relentless reminder of the imminent threat.
Keith shakes his head, dark hair falling into his eyes as he stubbornly counters, “Or we can stay and fight.” His hands ball into fists at his sides, and his voice, though steady, carries an edge of frustration. “Now’s our chance, Allura. We can form Voltron. Enough running.”
Allura’s brow furrows, her hands pausing momentarily as she turns to face him. “It’s too dangerous!”
I nod quickly, locking my eyes with Keith’s. "Allura's right,” I say over the alarms. “We can't take on Emperor Zarkon and his entire fleet. It’s too risky, Keith.”
His jaw tightens, and I can see the war in his eyes, the desire to fight burning brightly. But I tear my gaze away from him, turning to the screen. Hundreds of Galran fighter jets swarm across the sky like a storm, darkening the horizon. My heart sinks as the reality of our situation settles in. If we fight, we risk losing Voltron. There are too many for us to take on. I glance back at Allura, my frown deepening. “As much as I want to agree with Keith, we need to get out of here. Running is our safest option.”
For a moment, Keith sits rigid, his fingers flexing at his controls as he stares at the incoming swarm. His body is coiled like a spring, ready to launch into action. But then his shoulders slump slightly, a small, reluctant nod escaping him. “Alright,” he mutters. “We run away. Again.”
“They’re right,” Shiro says. “We can’t take on Zarkon and his entire fleet. Remember what happened at Zarkon’s command center? We wouldn’t have escaped if the Blade of Marmora hadn’t shut down the shield.”
Coran’s face appears on the screen again. "The turbine's up. Still working on the worm—" He cuts himself off as he slips. "Uh, guys, I think I'm realizing now that I do, in fact, have a case of the slipperies. I'm sorry I yelled at you, Pidge. I may need your help, after all."
I grip the control board tightly. "So glad you figured your life out when we are about to die," I remark through gritted teeth as the Castle Ship violently shakes once more.
Pidge quickly fumbles with the seatbelt and jumps up onto her feet. "I'm coming down."
Shiro is frantically scanning the screen. "Let's clear a path, Allura," he says.
Allura nods and changes gears, driving the Castle Ship away.
I stare at the Green Lion’s Paladin center for a tick before commandeering it. The computer turns on and my eyes fly across the screen.
"Lance, there's a fighter advancing on your nine!" Keith shouts and Lance takes it out with his drone.
"Thanks for the heads-up! And you've got one going for the lower barrier," Lance replies.
"Good eye!"
“Keith, fighter on your six,” I say.
"What's going on?” Lance asks. “I lost control of my defense drone!"
"I got you covered!” Keith exclaims. “Uh, I don't got you. Oh, there must be a system failure."
I furrow my eyebrows and try to make sense of the jumbled symbols on the screen. "Quiznak, this is not good," I mutter.
"Nope, that was us,” Pidge says, leaning in on the screen. “We're diverting power from non-essential systems to get the wormhole generator working."
Meanwhile, Coran is gliding back and forth in the background. I pinch the bridge of my nose. "Coran," I snap, “get a grip.” He crashes and I huff out a frustrated breath. "Get it together before we die."
Lance stands, raising a fist in the air. "Shooting bad guys is pretty essential, Pidge!" he shouts.
"We lost secondary controls! Thermal regulator's offline!" Hunk shouts. "Oh, no, there goes the particle barrier!"
I blink in disbelief. We’re nearly defenseless now. We’re going to die. We’re going to quiznaking die.
"Okay, try it! We should be able to make one very small jump,” Coran says, gliding closer to the screen. “I hope."
“You hope?” I ask, my voice higher-pitched than usual.
Allura looks at the incoming fleet, panic clear in her gaze, but forces herself to close her eyes. She puts both hands on the two columns of her controls and exhales a slow breath.
"Is it gonna hold?" Pidge faintly asks.
"We're about to find out,” Coran replies.
A wormhole pops up. My shoulders sag slightly and I study the incoming fleet on the screen carefully.
"The wormhole's open!" Shiro says as Allura guides the Castle Ship into the wormhole. It’s shaking violently as we enter.
"Oh, no! The lenses are breaking down even more! We'll be out of the wormhole even sooner this time!" Coran yells. As soon as the words leave his mouth, we’re exiting the wormhole.
We land on some sort of gas planet with heavy winds. We’re alone. For now.
Lance slumps in his shoulders and Keith leans into his seat, resting his head on his right hand. He closes his eyes.
"Zarkon keeps finding us. It's like... he knows how to track us down,” Shiro murmurs, to himself or us, I’m not sure. “Maybe he planted some kind of tracking device.”
Is Father tracking me?
Allura clicks on her keyboard, scanning the Castle Ship once more. "Well, it is nothing on the ship,” she mutters in frustration. “The Castle would have detected any tracking devices and I’ve already scanned three times."
I swallow hard and clench my hands into tight fists. They're tracking me, they have to be. Twice now I have escaped death at the hands of the Emperor.
"Until we figure out exactly how he's doing it, we should assume that he could show up at any minute. So, stay alert."
"Oh, man!” Hunk’s snoring cuts off and he falls out of his station seat. “Oh, what's going on? What are you guys doing? What are you looking at?" He stands up abruptly.
Keith crosses his arms over his toned chest and shakes his head. "You woke yourself up snoring," he points out, his tone dry.
Hunk’s mouth forms an ‘o’ shape and he sags down. "My bad."
I look at Hunk unamused. “How did you even fall asleep? We were just fighting.”
He looks back at me, a sheepish smile on his features. “What? It’s been a long day.”
I sigh and give a slight nod. “Yeah.”
"Coran, what's our status? Any good news?" Shiro asks.
They pop up on the screen again and Coran slides across the floor, making figure eights. "Actually, there is a bit of good news. I'm finally getting used to these slipperies. My mucus glands are working at an incredible rate!" He smiles with glee.
Shiro grimaces. "Any good news about the teludav?"
Coran stops sliding. "I'm afraid not. The last jump overloaded the lens-stones. Now, even more of them are broken. I'm going to try some readjustments to change the beam trajectory. Until then, wormholing away will be impossible."
"Hey, there's a giant metallic storm ahead of us. I think we can hide in the eye of the storm. It should give off enough interference so we can't be tracked," Pidge says, looking at her screen.
"It's worth a shot," Shiro states.
Allura nods and quickly drives the Castle Ship into the eye of the storm for us to take refuge there.
"Brilliant, Pidge." Allura’s eyes light up as she scans the screens. "We're essentially invisible to any radar, radio waves, universal scans, or any other known technology."
A tick later the alarms blare. Looking up, I spot it. Central Command.
No way.
"Okay,” Pidge rushes out, “I don't know how he found us, but it definitely wasn't with normal instruments."
Allura sighs in defeat. "It's me." She frowns and all of the team looks at her. "It's been me all along. That's how they found us on planet Arus."
I furrow my eyebrows slightly, trying to make sense of our situation.
I was on Arus, though, when the Galra attacked the first time. Did Haggar or a Druid plant a tracker in me during my time in the Empire? Is that how Commander Sendak found us? But then why did they not find me when I was on Planet Solitaire? Why now?
I eye the team warily and keep my features in an expressionless mask. I don’t need them to see the suspicion swimming in my gaze.
If it’s Allura, then why now? Why now are they able to track her? Could they not track her when she was in the cryopod? None of this makes any sense.
The fighter jets start shooting at the Castle Ship and the team makes quick work to try and defend it with the limited defenses we have remaining.
I keep my eyes fixed on them. What if the Galra are tracking one of them?
My eyes land on Shiro, more specifically, Shiro’s robotic arm. I blink, as though the world around me suddenly makes sense again. It’s Shiro’s arm… it has to be.
Shiro stands and faces her. "It doesn't matter, Princess. We're in this together. We're gonna get out together."
"Uh, how? We're trapped," Hunk says, pointing out the obvious.
"We need to form Voltron and go through the storm."
Lance opens his mouth wide and stands abruptly. "The storm? What are you, nuts?" he yells, looking hysterical.
Hunk stands and shakes his head. "Yeah! What do you mean? Yeah, why would we do that?"
"It's risky, I know,” Shiro says, “but it's our only chance. We have to go through the storm, then lure Zarkon's ship away, giving Allura some time to get into open space.”
I look out at the fleet, my lips in a tight line. "This is worth the risk," I say, my voice steady, despite the building frustration I feel internally. "We need Voltron."
Allura glances at me and then back at Shiro. "Voltron forms and then what?" she asks.
"Then we wormhole away,” Shiro states getting up from his station. “Coran, remember how you said getting this Castle to wormhole is impossible? Well, I need you to do the impossible. Everyone go to your Lions!"
Will Voltron be enough?
|••••••••••|
The Paladins exit with their Lions while Coran is working to fix the wormhole problem. Allura and I stay back in the command room.
SHIRO: "Form Voltron! Team, let's draw those fighters out! I think it's working! They're following us!"
ALLURA: "How's it coming, Coran?"
CORAN: "In order for this to work, each remaining lens stone will need to take the equivalent of five beams! There's no way it can hold that kind of power! The whole thing will explode!"
(Y/N): "There's got to be something you can do Coran."
CORAN: “Thinking as I go.”
SHIRO: "They can't follow us in this storm! It's tearing them apart.”
HUNK: “The debris! It's gonna tear us apart if we don't do something!
SHIRO: “Pidge, we're gonna need that shield!"
PIDGE: "On it!"
(Y/N): "Paladins, you can do this.”
KEITH: "At least someone’s still optimistic."
SHIRO: "And, Keith, the sword!"
KEITH: "Yes, sir!"
SHIRO: "Legs, I need everything you got!"
HUNK: "Roger! Engaging lower thrusters!"
LANCE: "I'm right there with ya!"
ALLURA "Coran, here we go!"
Allura flies the Castle Ship out of the storm, scrambling against the controls to get as far as possible from Zarkon's fleet. I grin and high-five her as we start separating from the Galra.
KEITH: "It worked!"
HUNK: "They escaped!"
KEITH: "What's going on?"
SHIRO: "My Lion! Zarkon! Zarkon's taking control of the Black Lion again!"
KEITH: "Fall back!"
LANCE: "We can't!"
Allura's face hardens.
"They’re getting sucked in by the tractor beam,” I say, staring out the window. “We have to do something."
She nods and turns back, firing the Castle Ship’s laser at Central Command.
ALLURA: "Paladins, now's your chance! Get out of there!"
SHIRO: "I forgot how intense Zarkon's connection to the Black Lion is. We have to keep our distance, or we risk losing Voltron. Let's disband and get back to the Castle."
The Lions quickly disband and enter the Castle.
KEITH: "Why haven't we wormholed yet?"
CORAN: "Because we can't! We're missing several scaultrite lens stones! They've shattered! Gone! Don't exist! Sloven-day-ho! That's Altean for 'gone'."
PIDGE: "Wait, did you say 'scaultrite'? I've seen that somewhere before. I think Hunk was making some terrible cookies from that stuff!"
Realization dawns on me and I quickly nod, sprinting to the kitchen. (Y/N): "You’re right! And that could work as a substitute! Pidge, you're a genius!"
PIDGE: "Well, uh..."
I take an armful of cookies and shove as many as I can into my pockets, heading to where the teledav room is. Coran picks one up as I set them down gently. He holds it up and compares it to the schematics on the computer. The Paladins walk in.
"Unbelievable!” Coran exclaims. “These cookies do have trace elements of scaultrite."
"Could they work?" Shiro asks.
"They might be able to hold for one jump, but we'd still need several people actually physically holding them. And, if the trajectories were calculated just so..."
I turn to the Paladins and smirk.
|••••••••••|
I pout as my body contorts in a position that is not at all comfortable. "When I said the Paladins, I meant only the Paladins. Why'd you drag me into this?" I frown, glaring at Keith.
He grins. "We're all in this together (N/N). Besides, I loved the face you made when we forced you to be part of your brilliant plan."
"It just warms my heart that people are enjoying my cookies," Hunk smiles. He’s the only one sitting down while the rest of us are struggling to stay upright.
I snort, glancing at him. "Yeah, we’re really enjoying them.”
"Okay, there. Now, nobody move if you want to live," Coran yells, gliding out.
There's a shake in the air.
"I think I moved! I think I moved!" Lance panics. He’s hanging upside down with his arms out.
"Well, then move back to where you think you were!"
"Lance! Just stay where you are," I snap, glaring at him. He freezes in place.
"Okay, now, I'm going to monitor the beam from out there." Coran glides on an empty spot. "Wait a... oh quiznak."
"What is it, Coran?" Keith asks. He’s held upright with one hand and leg while the other half of him hangs out.
"(Y/N)'s not in a good spot."
I roll my eyes, standing still. "I'm in a perfectly good spot.”
Coran glides towards me. "Yes, but we've got to move you."
"Oh, come on.”
He grabs hold of my sleeve and drags me towards Keith. "There you go." He helps me climb one of the discs and adjusts my arms, looping them around Keith’s body, gliding away once we’re situated.
Keith snorts as he looks at me. "This plan of yours got ten times better.” I can feel his breath on my face.
Narrowing my eyes, I lean in closer until I can see the scattered specks on his cheeks. "Shut it, Mullet," I grit, my right hand tightening on one of the discs. "Now is hardly the time for your gloating.” His nose twitches and he takes a slight inhale. My cheeks flush and I purse my lips. “Are you hinting that I smell bad?”
His eyes widen. “What? No,” he rushes out. “You smell like… what is that? Lavender?”
My eyebrows furrow slightly. “Yes. Do you think it smells bad?”
Keith purses his lips this time. “You don’t smell bad, you smell good.”
"Wait, Coran! How dangerous is this?" Hunk asks. I shift my gaze to him and he looks nervous.
"Honestly, this is the most dangerous thing I've ever seen, or heard of, but since we're probably going to die anyway, what the heck, let's give it a shot!” He turns around as the door slowly slides closed and salutes us. “Good luck, gentlemen and gentleladies. It's been a pleasure. Don't touch the lasers!”
It’s dark now, the only light coming from the small lights on each Paladin’s suit.
CORAN: “They're in position!"
The teledav’s laser slowly powers on.
"We're gonna die! We're gonna die! We're gonna die!" Lance yells.
"Lance." I exhale sharply, the air pushing strands of hair from Keith’s face and mine. "Stop quiznaking panicking.”
There is a rumble as the teledav room stirs to live, but it soon stops.
"Hold tight, Lance!” Pidge says, keeping her arms straight.
Lance screams as the lasers start reflecting, but it shuts off. “Hm?" he asks, confused.
CORAN: "It's not working!"
ALLURA: "Coran, what's happening? Zarkon's right on top of us!"
CORAN: "The stones aren't reflecting properly! I need something to shine them up! Oh, wait a second. I think I've got it. Hit the wormhole in ten ticks!"
ALLURA: "Ten."
Coran opens the door and glides in.
"What's happening?" Shiro asks.
"Coran!" I huff.
ALLURA: "Nine."
"No one move!” Coran exclaims. “I've got to shine these stones! Good thing I've got a case of the slipperies!"
ALLURA: "Eight seven six five four three two."
Coran glistens my cookies and his sweat lands on my cheek. I scrunch my nose.
ALLURA: “One!”
Coran glides behind the reflective circles and takes cover while a laser shoots out of the air and reflects off of the cookies. I quickly close my eyes, moving my head slightly until my forehead rests against Keith’s.
“It’s going to be okay,” he whispers.
“It’s going to be okay,” I echo, swallowing hard.
The sound of the laser powering off causes me to tentatively open my eyes. My shoulders slump in relief and when I glance at Keith, he’s already looking at me.
"Was that it?" I ask, untangling my limbs from his. Keith only shrugs, dropping down first before helping me down.
The door slides opens and Allura rushes in. "Great work, team! We made it!” she tilts her head as she surveys the team. “Huh?"
I snort at the horrified expression Hunk has on, the dazed expression on Pidge’s face, and Lance’s panicked one. Lance immediately falls over on his head and I rush over to him, laughter mingling in the air between us as I lower myself onto my knees.
"Are you okay, Lancey?" I chuckle, putting his head onto my lap. I take his helmet off and gently brush the hair from his face.
"Absolutely great," he groans, closing his eyes. He shakes his head. “I need a long, long nap.”
|••••••••••|
The team is gathered in the Castle Ship’s control room. Allura is sitting down and Coran has a hand placed on her shoulder. "There's no point in debating this further. Zarkon is clearly tracking us through me," she states.
"Aww, space baloney," Lance says, shaking his head. He crosses his arms as he leans against the controls.
"That's not possible," Pidge says.
"Why would that be so hard to believe?” Allura asks. Zarkon's forces showed up on Arus only after I awoke."
And after I showed up.
I stare at Shiro’s robotic arm.
And after the Earthlings showed up. It’s gotta be that quiznaking arm or me.
"She's got a point.” Lance rolls his shoulders back, stepping closer to Allura with that all-too-familiar smirk as he bows. “I would absolutely travel across the galaxy to find you." He winks.
I snort, crossing my arms over my chest. "Sure you would, Lance."
"It's not you, Princess Allura. It's me," Keith says quietly. I turn my attention to him, noting the deep frown on his lips. He's isolated himself from the group, standing further apart from the rest of us and he leans against the seat at his station with his arms crossed. My frown mirrors his as I walk until I am beside him.
"Because...?" Hunk trails off, looking at him.
Keith avoids his eyes. "I just think Zarkon must've imprinted on me during our fight or something."
“I don’t think he did,” I say softly, trying to coax Keith’s gaze to look at any of us, but his eyes stay focused on the floor.
"Look, the fact is, we don't know how Zarkon is tracking us. It could be through the Black Lion,” Pidge matter-of-factly states. “Every time Zarkon gets close to it, Shiro has to fight him for control."
Coran stands, placing a hand on his hip. "That's only when Zarkon is nearby. No Paladin has ever been able to connect with a Lion over a vast distance."
"But Emperor Zarkon isn't just 'some former paladin',” I counter, turning my attention to him. “He’s got dark magic, Druids—stars know what else.” Keith eyes me.
"So what are we going to do?" Hunk asks.
"Look, it doesn't matter how he's tracking us because we're gonna take the fight to the Galra soon enough,” Shiro says. “They've been chasing us from galaxy to galaxy. The last thing they expect is for us to come after them."
"The hunter becomes the hunted, hmm? Awesome! That's the tagline from like six of my favorite movies," Lance smiles.
Pidge walks over to her station, seating herself at her computer. "As it happens, I took our list of recent Galra attacks and analyzed it for both commonalities and anomalies among the attack sites. I was hoping to create an algorithm that would, within a statistically acceptable margin of error, provide a list of target-rich Galra environments color-coded, of course, because what are we, animals?" Pidge states, scrolling and typing as things pop up around the room.
"Cool! What is it again?"
"It's a Galra finder?" Hunk asks.
"I guess?” I say, looking at all of the images and maps.
"Well, 'finder' suggests that it locates the Galra, whereas it would be more accurate to say that my model predicts their likeliest…” She trails off as she sees us standing confused. “Fine. It's a Galra finder."
"So, where are the Galra?" Lance asks.
"The nearest ones are right here. A planet called Taujeer."
"Then that's where we're headed. Everyone should get some sleep. Tomorrow, we'll find that Galra fleet and take it out," Shiro says.
Lance shoots up his thumb, giving us a thumbs up. “In that case, good night everyone.”
Hunk nods, yawning loudly as he starts trailing after Lance. “Yeah, night everyone.”
Allura and Coran linger, staring at the images and then at Pidge. The three of them huddle as they exit the control room, sharing a small conversation. Keith, Shiro, and I stay, and I can’t help but look at the screen. I sit down, taking it all in.
The glow of the holo screen bathes the room in an eerie blue light, casting faint shadows on Keith's brooding face and Shiro's solemn one. My eyes drift over the Galra finder’s data, clusters of charts, images, and trajectories blinking in and out as Pidge’s predictive algorithm processes the information. The cold efficiency of it sends a chill down my spine. Each dot on the map represents a place touched by destruction, suffering—lives lost or shattered. It’s an overwhelming reminder of how vastly spread the Galra are. It’s bittersweet looking at this.
How many Galra are brainwashed, forced to adhere to the propaganda of the Empire? Do they truly all believe that we are the superior race? Do they truly all believe that we should be colonizing and murdering beings all across the universe in the name of our Emperor?
Keith is still standing off to the side, arms crossed, his gaze locked somewhere beyond the screen. I wonder if he’s replaying past battles in his mind, questioning every move, every decision. Keith does that—a silent spiral into his own thoughts. I can’t help but feel the pull to try to reach him, even if I know he won’t make it easy. There are times when I think I’m getting through to him, and there are times when he is as solid as stone. Does he think the same of me?
Probably.
Shiro’s quiet presence, on the other hand, is steady. His hand is resting near his Galra prosthetic, the subtle clench of his fist betraying the calm exterior he projects. I catch myself staring at the arm, thinking back to Allura’s words. The connection between Emperor Zarkon and the Black Lion runs through Shiro, too, doesn't it? How is Father finding us? Is it Haggar who is finding us?
It’s painful having someone in the mind, having someone warp and manipulate the thoughts until you can’t trust your own mind. The searing pain that follows, the scars it leaves. The gaps in my memory I swear used to be different. Sometimes I can’t tell what is reality and what is the product of Haggar and the Druids’ torturing.
I swallow hard, my eyes wandering back to the screen, and my fingers trace faint circles on the edges of where I sit. Pidge's Galra finder continues to update, the rhythmic flicker of data soothing in an odd way. I lean closer, squinting at the details. I rest my chin in my hand, staring until the lines blur and exhaustion starts to creep in.
"Is everything okay?" Shiro’s voice jolts me and I turn to see him walking towards Keith.
"Yeah. Why?" Keith asks, avoiding Shiro's gaze.
"You just seem a bit anxious."
"I'm fine. Just tired. Like you said, I should get some sleep."
As Keith excuses himself with a brusque nod and heads for the exit, I track his retreating figure, the tension in his shoulders radiating outward. There’s so much he doesn’t say, so much he keeps locked inside, and it’s infuriating. Not because he’s secretive, but because I know how much it’s eating at him. Keith’s hurting and I want nothing more than to bear the burden for him.
"Don’t worry about him," Shiro says, his voice low and reassuring, like he knows exactly what’s running through my head.
"That’s easier said than done," I reply, pulling my gaze away from the doorway. Shiro gives me a faint smile—tired, but warm. “You should follow your own advice,” I add, pointing to his clenched Galra prosthetic. His expression shifts, a fleeting shadow of vulnerability crossing his face before the composed leader’s mask slips back into place.
"I'm managing," he says simply, but his voice wavers.
Managing. It's such a hollow word, one that carries the weight of survival but none of the solace. I nod, not trusting myself to press further. Shiro is like Keith in some ways, carrying burdens he doesn’t want to share. But unlike Keith, his silence feels more like protection, like he’s shielding us from something he’s afraid we can’t handle.
I can’t even begin to understand what Shiro endured to gain a prosthetic arm, but I can imagine some scenarios. He was also experimented on, and he fought to survive. He remains strong for his friends, but he can’t be much older than the rest of the Earthlings. All of them—thrust into roles they never asked for.
But that is the thing with war, isn’t it? Sacrifices must be made.
I turn back to the Galra finder, letting its rhythmic updates fill the silence between us. I watch as another blip lights up on the map—a probable fleet location marked in ominous red. My stomach twists.
Each dot isn’t just a target; it’s a story, a tragedy.
I think about what Taujeer must look like now. How many people are displaced? Fighting to survive under the Galra's oppressive grip? And how many won't survive long enough for us to help? How many more will suffer at the hands of my Father and his reign?
My mind wanders further. Back to the Galra ships we’ve destroyed, the soldiers we’ve faced. They’re not all mindless robotic sentries, though sometimes it’s easier to believe they are. I’ve seen hesitation in some of their eyes, fleeting moments of fear or doubt. How many of them are victims of Emperor Zarkon’s regime, trapped by fear, propaganda, or circumstance? How many of them started out like me? How many of them were forced to be shaped into weapons? Forced to kill and endure pain beyond imagination? How many of them subscribe to the ideals that believe that pure-blooded Galra is the ideal and those like me are scum? Not worthy of bearing the Galra name?
How many of them are like Ulaz? Like the apparent Blade of Marmora? How many of them are willing to stand up against a 10,000-year regime?
"You're still thinking about it," Shiro observes.
I glance at him, startled by his insight, but his expression is gentle, encouraging me to speak.
"It’s just... This war is bigger than us," I say, gesturing to the screen. "Bigger than the Paladins or Voltron. These people—some of them don’t even have a choice. They’re brainwashed or forced to fight. Not all Galra are evil. What if—what if we’re fighting people who could be saved?"
Shiro studies me for a moment, his gaze steady and thoughtful. "You’re right. Not everyone we face is beyond redemption. But not everyone will be willing to change, either. We have to be prepared for that reality. It’s not easy, but that’s why we’re here. To protect those who can’t protect themselves. To give others the chance to make their own choices."
I nod, but it’s an empty action.
How do you balance fighting for freedom without losing sight of the lives on the other side? How much death until there is peace?
The finder pings again, the sound cutting through my thoughts. Another red dot blinks into existence, this time closer to Taujeer. My chest tightens.
Shiro rests a hand on my shoulder, grounding me. "Get some rest. You'll need your strength for tomorrow."
I nod again, offering him a faint smile. As he turns to leave, I let my gaze linger on the screen one last time before forcing myself to follow his advice. I need to do something.
|••••••••••|
The door to my room slides open and I bite my bottom lip, picking at the edges of my fingers before I inhale and exhale. I reach into my pillow case, pulling out my journal.
Journal Entry: #17
Day: Unknown (Pidge says it’s September 28, 2414—whatever that quiznaking means)
Topic: Leaving
It has been nearly one month of working with these Alteans and Earthlings, and I have absolutely no idea how I am still here. The amount of near-death encounters we have had is unbelievable. They are the most untrained, unprepared, inexperienced beings I have ever met, and yet, I have grown quite fond of each and every one of them. I can hardly believe that when I escaped from the Empire, I would find people that felt like family. Working with Voltron has been my honor. Truly.
They have welcomed me with open arms and I feel guilty for keeping secrets from them. I feel guilty for not telling them that I am the daughter of Emperor Zarkon, but how can I? How can I tell them that the very monster we are fighting is the man I come from? I haven’t even admitted that I am half-Galra.
I can’t bear the thought of them hating me or looking at me with fear in their eyes.
I fear they will not believe me if I tell them that I want to kill Emperor Zarkon more than they can ever imagine. I owe it to all those destroyed by his reign. The sins of my father are my burden—my duty to take care of. If I don’t fight, then I put Voltron at risk. I put the entire universe at risk.
I would rather sacrifice myself tenfold than let the Galra destroy my team. I would rather suffer through years of torture, years of mental manipulation, and bodily mutilation than have any of them die.
After all, I can handle it, can’t I?
I hope I will know peace once I have completed my mission. Once the tyrants of the Empire are taken care of, I don’t care what becomes of my life. I must correct the wrath of the Galra. To avenge all the lives taken by the Empire.
My duty is to right the wrongs of the Emperor.
I am leaving tonight. No one on the team knows for sure how the Empire is tracking us, but I believe it is me. My memory has been wiped before, not entirely, but altered. Shifted, twisted to serve some purpose. It’s taken me weeks before to recover them, and sometimes I think I haven’t recovered them entirely. I could have a tracker inserted somewhere in my body and I would be none the wiser.
If there is hope for the Galra race, let it be me. Let it be the Blade of Marmora. Let it be Voltron.
Stars above, grant us peace.
If anyone is reading this from team Voltron, I am terribly sorry for keeping these secrets from you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, it was not my intention to deceive any of you.
To Lance, you have made my heart happy and given me memories I vow to cherish.
To Hunk, you have brought a smile to my face so many times.
To Shiro, you have guided me.
To Pidge, you have given me a dear friend. A sister.
To Coran, you have filled this Castle with kindness.
To Allura, though I know how you feel towards Galra, you are wise. You are capable of guiding Voltron—trust in that.
And to Keith, it is an honor to have met you. You are so much more than you think you are. So capable and strong. I know how much you struggle with your impulsive nature, but you are brave and far too hard on yourself sometimes.
I swear I won’t forget you.
Since I am on the topic of honesty, let me put things out in a simple form: I am the daughter of Emperor Zarkon. I am the exiled Princess of the Galra Empire. I have offered you half-truths, but my connection to all of you was fully genuine. You have taught me so much about myself, and I am grateful for our time together. I was in frozen sleep for 10,000 years and I
I hesitate for a moment.
I have the Lost Lion of Voltron. I am going to Arus to retrieve her and take the fight to Emperor Zarkon.
May the light of the stars, hung by the High Priestess Marmora, be my guide, and may the Goddess Ara protect me. If I am to perish, let them guide me into the afterlife. For from the stars of Gala we were created, and to the stars we shall return.
A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya.
(Y/N)
My right/left hand trembles as I stare at the words and gently set the pen down. Closing the journal, I let out a quiet sigh and place it underneath the pillow. I want someone to find it once I am gone. Standing, I take one final glance around my room, a sense of melancholy washing over me. I grab my bag with a spare change of clothes and my sword, heading towards the hangar bay before I can change my mind.
The hallways of the Castle Ship are dark as the door to my room slides open. My eyes linger on the door to Keith’s room. He’s just across from me, probably asleep. I will never see him again. My breaths come shallow as I clutch the bag tighter, trying to steel my resolve. Leaving them is the right thing to do. I’m endangering them just by staying.
I don’t look back, because I know if I do, I’ll never be able to leave.
I make a short stop in the kitchen to eat some food goo before walking toward the hangar bay.
“Princess, what are you doing here?" Keith asks in the distance. I abruptly stop as I see them ahead of me. Keith has a bag slung across his back and he’s dressed in his full Red Paladin armor.
Allura freezes halfway climbing up the pod. "Oh.” She’s startled and falls down. Keith catches her and she jumps out of his arms. I blink several times, tilting my head. Allura places her hands behind her back, staring at him. “I might ask you the same thing."
Keith puts his hands down. "Nothing,” he says quickly. “Just taking a walk. Late at night. Near the... pods."
She leans in and peeks behind his back. "In full Paladin armor, with a bag of your belongings?"
He sighs, looking down. "I have to know if Zarkon is tracking me. This is the only way. Don't try to stop me."
"I'm not going to stop you. I'm going to join you."
"What are you two doing?” I ask, stepping from the shadows with my arms crossed.
Keith blinks rapidly as he sees me and Allura gasps, putting a hand over her heart. “(Y/N), w—” she starts.
“What are you two doing?” I repeat.
Crossing his arms over his chest, Keith looks down at me. “We’re leaving.”
“That’s not a good idea.”
“We have to know if Zarkon is tracking us,” Allura says.
“Why are you here?” Keith asks.
I purse my lips. “Because I need to know if Emperor Zarkon is tracking me.”
Keith raises an eyebrow and Allura glances between us. “All right,” she says, climbing up the pod again. “I guess all three of us are going.”
Throwing my bag up, I take a seat beside her and strap myself in.
Keith hesitates, his hand still clutching the bag slung over his shoulder. His brows knit together, but he eventually sighs, climbing into the pod after us. "All three of us sneaking out at the same time," he mutters, settling into his seat and strapping himself in.
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"So," Keith starts after a few vargas.
“So,” Allura echoes.
I stir awake, staring at them. Guilt gnaws at me. I must tell them. Yawning briefly, I stretch myself out in my seat. “I have something to say," I say quietly.
Allura furrows her brow. “What is it?”
I sigh, picking at the edges of my nails. “I am a liar.”
"What do you mean?"
Swallowing hard, I force myself to meet their eyes. Confusion is clear in both of their gazes. “I am half-Galra," I whisper, looking down at my hands. My cheeks burn with indignation.
For a moment, neither of them say anything.
"You're what?" Keith’s voice comes out in a soft, raw whisper, his voice cracking. The guilt only digs deeper into my bones.
"They are tracking me because I am Emperor Zarkon’s d—"
Coran's voice echoes through the speaker interrupting me. CORAN: "Princess, Keith, (Y/N), where are you?"
Allura draws in a sharp breath, turning to look out the window. ALLURA: "Exactly where we should be, far away from the Castle."
SHIRO: "What? Why?"
ALLURA: "We must know if we are the ones Zarkon is tracking."
PIDGE: "They're isolating the variable. Well, isolating three variables."
LANCE: "In English, please?"
PIDGE: "In order to test a hypothesis—"
LANCE: "I said English!"
Pidge huffs in frustration. PIDGE: "Never mind!"
ALLURA: “Pidge is right.”
(Y/N): "If Emperor Zarkon finds you despite our absences, we will know with total certainty that we are not the ones he is tracking."
SHIRO: "Splitting up the group makes us far more vulnerable. Come back to the Castle immediately."
Allura frowns, looking down. ALLURA: "I'm sorry, Shiro, we cannot do that."
Keith stares at me before clearing his throat. KEITH: "If Zarkon does find us, I can pilot us to safety. We're in wide-open space with plenty of room to maneuver. Plus, we'd be able to outrun him. Pidge added that booster rocket."
CORAN: "That thing's still on there?"
SHIRO: "We need the three of you back here now!” An explosion echoes through the comms. “What's goin' on?"
HUNK: "We're in some sort of debris field."
CORAN: "I believe it's coming from Taujeer. Correction: I think it is Taujeer! "
ALLURA: "Coran, what's going on—"
The communicators echo static and we can no longer hear them.
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No one has said a word ever since communications stopped working. No one has said anything since my admission. It’s tense. I feel tense like an explosion is about to happen.
Keith presses something on the screen and scans the area. "We've been here for hours. Still no sign of Zarkon," he states, breaking the silence. His gaze continues flickering between me and Allura, and I know he wants to press further, but he chooses not to.
"Well, I'm glad I don't have to wait here alone,” Allura replies, a weary smile on her face. It doesn’t quite reach her eyes as she looks at Keith. “You understand, I could never live with myself if Zarkon was finding us because of me. I must know. We face such a dire threat from the Galra.”
"Well, sure, they're bad—no doubt about that.” Keith fidgets with the controls. “But at the same time, couldn't at least a few of them be fighting for good? I mean, (Y/N)'s half-Galra. And just look at Ulaz. He sacrificed himself to save us."
Allura’s brows knit together, her hands folded tightly on her lap. "For all we know, Ulaz’s sacrifice was a ploy. One life means nothing to Zarkon."
"It means something to me! It means some of them are actually willing to help. And we could use all the help we can get."
She crosses her arms over her chest. "Any offer of help from the Galra is merely a prelude to a trap. I know all too well how quickly they turn."
Keith glares at her. “It just seems crazy to lump everyone together.”
“Listen. If there are any good Galra, they have had 10,000 years to take down Zarkon. I would never count on them for help.”
“Are you serious?” I whisper, meeting her eyes. “What are you trying to imply, Allura?”
She frowns. “That you are not to be trusted.”
Letting out a bitter laugh, I scoff. “Let me assure you, if I were not to be trusted, I would have killed you all and taken Voltron for myself the moment the Black Lion was unlocked from the Castle Ship. I would not deliver Voltron to my father. Believe me when I say that I am no stranger to having blood on my hands, Princess Allura.”
Allura’s expression stiffens, her lips pressed into a thin line as she meets my gaze.
“I have risked my life fighting alongside you and Voltron,” I continue. “I have had countless opportunities to turn on you and I have not.”
Keith shifts in his seat, glancing between me and Allura. “Allura, come on,” he says, his voice softer now but edged with frustration. “(Y/N) just told us something huge. Something she didn’t have to share. That’s gotta count for something.”
Allura frowns, still avoiding my gaze. “I do not wish to diminish the bravery it took to confess this,” she replies. “But you must understand. The Galra destroyed my people, my family, my home.”
I take a deep breath, trying to steady my trembling hands. “I will not deny the horrors my father and the Empire have caused,” I say, keeping my voice calm despite the lump forming in my throat. “But I am not him. I fight against Emperor Zarkon with every fiber of my being.”
No one speaks.
Keith, sensing the brewing storm, leans forward. “Look, this isn’t the time for us to tear each other apart,” he says firmly. “We’ve got enough enemies without turning on each other.”
Allura sighs deeply, her shoulders slumping slightly. “Perhaps,” she admits, her voice almost reluctant. “But trust must be earned. And for me, that will take time.”
I nod, swallowing the bitterness threatening to rise. “And here I thought I had already earned your trust,” I say. My heart aches at her rejection.
Keith looks at me, a flicker of understanding in his eyes. “Thanks for telling us the truth, (Y/N). For what it’s worth, I trust you.”
His words are like a balm to my wounded spirit, and I manage a small, grateful smile. “Thank you, Keith.”
"What happens if Zarkon does come after us?” Allura asks quietly, facing Keith. “You said you could pilot us to safety, right?"
Keith pauses, looking at me unsure. "Sure, but after that, could we even go back to the group? And if we don't, who would pilot the Castle or create wormholes?" he asks.
"Well, what about you? Without you, the team cannot form Voltron.”
I stare out into the vastness of space. "This was a horrible plan.”
“Yeah,” Keith replies. “It was.”
Coran’s voice rushes through the communication line, panicked and hurried. CORAN: "Keith, Allura, and (Y/N) are you there?"
ALLURA: "We're here, Coran. What is it?"
CORAN: "Zarkon is definitely not tracking us through either of you."
KEITH: "He's not?"
(Y/N): "Coran, what's happening?”
Allura sits up in her seat, her eyes wide. ALLURA: "How do you know?"
CORAN: "Because you're out there, and a Galra fleet just showed up here! We need you now!"
ALLURA: "We'll be there in two doboshes.”
She looks at me for a moment, and I see it in her eyes. The flicker of fear.
I narrow my eyes, yanking my helmet off. Setting it in my lap with my elbows atop the fronts of my thighs, I bury my head into my palms, rubbing soothingly at my temples. My head pulses and I can’t bear it anymore. “I do not serve the Empire.” My voice comes out in a cracked whisper. “Not anymore. I am not him.”
I am not a monster. I am not a monster. I am not a monster.
Keith’s jaw tightens as he looks away, clearly grappling with the situation. My breathing is shallow as I try to steady my racing heart. The mantra echoes in my mind, fragile yet defiant: I am not a monster.
Allura has the decency to look away from me, looking at the blinking light on the control panel. "What is that?" she whispers.
Keith blinks, breaking his stare to flicker at the button before returning to me. "It's the booster fuel Pidge added to this pod.”
I stare deeply into his eyes, trying to find the same flicker of fear, but it is not there—no fear, no malice, no hatred in his gaze. Keith takes a deep breath, not breaking eye contact, and pushes the button.
I am not a monster. I will prove it.
At the press of the button, the pod explodes. I can hardly process what’s happening and breathing becomes difficult.
Pitch black.
Keith's POV:
My heart pounds, the pod’s systems flickering wildly as I struggle to regain control. Smoke fills the air, and I can hear Allura coughing beside me. The booster explosion sent us spiraling, and now we’re spinning out of control.
“Hold on!” I shout, gripping the controls tightly. “I’m trying to stabilize us!”
Allura gasps for air, gripping her chair as the pod shudders violently. “What—what just happened?”
“I don’t know!” I growl through clenched teeth, jerking the controls to level us out. “But we need to figure it out fast.”
Out of the corner of my eye, I see (Y/N), slumped in her seat, her helmet rolling to the floor. “(Y/N)!” I shout, panic lacing my voice. “Are you okay?”
She doesn’t respond.
“Allura, check on her!” I bark, focusing on steering us away from the debris field we’re dangerously close to entering.
Allura hesitates, still clutching her seat, but she finally reaches out, her expression shifting to concern. “She’s unconscious,” she says, pressing her fingers to (Y/N)’s neck. “Her pulse is weak.”
“Damn it!” I hiss, slamming a hand against the controls. The pod’s systems continue to flicker, a warning alarm blaring and we’re ejected into space.
The world spins before my eyes, hurtling us into the void with no clear direction.
“Allura, (Y/N)’s helmet!” I shout, desperation creeping into my voice. The cold vacuum of space doesn’t care about loyalties or bloodlines—it’s an equalizer. If we don’t act fast, (Y/N) is going to die.
“She took it off!” Allura’s voice is strained, tight with fear and frustration. Her hands flail, searching for her helmet as she jetpacks. “I can’t—there’s no time!”
My heart drops into my stomach. (Y/N)’s unconscious, exposed, and there’s no immediate way to protect her. No, no, no. “Try!” I shout, wrestling with my suit to turn on my jetpack. Sparks are flying from the pod, but there isn’t time. “We need life support. She needs oxygen, we don’t have any quiznaking oxygen tanks.”
Allura’s hands tremble as she puts the helmet back on (Y/N)’s head, her gaze flickering to me and her eyes widen with panic. “What do we do?”
“I don’t know.” My voice cracks and I hold onto (Y/N)’s arm. Her chest is still, so painfully still, and her eyes are closed. I swallow hard, pulling her closer to me. “I-Is she even breathing?”
“Oh, (Y/N),” Allura croaks, her eyes brimming with tears, “oh no, no. This was a terrible mistake. We never should have left.”
My hands tremble as I hold onto (Y/N), the emptiness of space a cold and merciless witness. The sound of my own breathing fills my helmet, frantic and unsteady, and I wish I could give her my air.
Allura’s voice wavers through the comms, thin and panicked. “Keith, she’s not responding!” she sobs, gripping the edge of the emergency harness that had come loose in the chaos. “We can’t lose her. Not like this!”
My grip tightens on (Y/N)’s limp form, vision blurring with unshed tears. “Allura,” I say, forcing the tremor out of my voice. “We need to get her inside the pod. Now. We’ll pressurize the cabin manually if we have to, but she’s got no chance out here.”
Allura hesitates, scanning the damaged pod. It is battered from the explosion, panels torn open to the void. Her voice shakes as she answers. “The pod’s integrity is too compromised! We can’t seal it properly!”
I clench my jaw, glancing down at (Y/N). Her lips are beginning to take on a faint bluish tint, her body eerily still. A surge of desperation courses through me.
“Then we stabilize the life support systems,” I snap. “There’s no other choice!”
I activate the jetpack of my suit, propelling myself toward the pod with Allura close behind. Sparks erupt from the damaged consoles as we enter, and the alarms scream warnings of critical failures. Allura immediately goes to work on the life support system, her hands moving with frantic precision.
I hover over (Y/N), my fingers trembling as I adjust the seals on her helmet to ensure it is airtight. My voice cracks as I whisper, “Come on, (Y/N). Stay with me. Just a little longer. (N/N), please.”
“Keith!” Allura’s voice calls out, trembling with a flicker of hope. “I think I can reroute power to the auxiliary oxygen reserves. It won’t last long, but it might be enough!”
“Do it!” I don’t dare to take my eyes off (Y/N). I gently tap her helmet, trying to wake her. “Hey, (Y/N), you can’t check out now. You’re stronger than this. You said it yourself—you’ve endured so much. Don’t let this be the end.”
It fails.
“Quiznaking piece of garbage!” Allura shouts, slamming her hands against the controls.
Something flickers in the distance and my head snaps up. "Allura, look."
Allura gasps. "The Red Lion found you! And someone else has come to save us!"
I stare at the Lion behind Red in disbelief. “It’s purple.”
She comes to my side, her gaze shifting from (Y/N) to the strange Lion. “Purple. Purple? There is no—”
"Allura, it’s right in front of us."
As we exit the wrecked pod, the Purple Lion then opens its mouth. "Give me the girl," a voice whispers. Feminine, warm, sweet, and kind. “I can save her.”
Did it just talk?
I look at Red and at the Purple Lion, nodding. Allura trails behind me. Inside, I set (Y/N) on the pilot chair, strapping her in and taking off her helmet. I press my fingers to (Y/N)’s neck, searching desperately for a pulse. There—weak and erratic, but still there. Relief washes over me like a crashing wave, and my breath hitches. “She’s alive,” I choke out, gently stroking her hair as a watery smile breaks across my face. “She’s still alive.”
Allura’s lips tremble as she lifts her helmet and wipes at her eyes. “She’s still alive,” she echos, her voice cracking.
“You need to get back to the Castle Ship,” the voice whispers. “I’ll take care of her.”
The Purple Lion’s voice lingers in the air as its inside pulses with a gentle glow, but I can’t tear my eyes away from (Y/N). Her face, frozen and contorted in pain, makes my heart ache all over again. I’m still clutching her hand as if that alone could anchor her to this world. I can hear the soft beeping of life support, signaling (Y/N)’s fragile pulse. I close my eyes for a moment, willing her to wake, wishing with every fiber of my being that she’d just open her eyes. That we’d be alright.
My throat tightens as I look up at Allura, her eyes wide and searching, her hands trembling. I can feel the same panic she’s experiencing. We’re in the unknown now.
"Keith," she whispers, her voice fragile. "Who... who is this? What is happening?"
I don’t have an answer. I don’t even have a real explanation. I just know that the Purple Lion’s presence doesn’t feel like an accident. It’s here for a reason.
“My name is Violet,” the voice speaks, soft and melodious. “I mean her no harm.”
The tenderness in the Lion’s voice does something to me—soothing yet full of an unspoken power. For a split second, I’m not sure if I trust it, but something in me knows this isn’t the time for hesitation. “Are you sure you can save her?”
The Purple Lion doesn’t hesitate. "She has strength in her. She just needs time and care. Her spirit is strong."
I nod without thinking, still holding (Y/N)’s hand, still willing myself not to break. “Okay,” I whisper. “Just... please.”
“Tei'rah alesul,” Violet whispers as the faint glow fills the entirety of the cockpit. “Voltron needs you. Go fly the Red Lion. Time is not on our side. You must hurry."
Notes:
Here are the links for the timeline sources I used! They’re like a month off and I am too lazy to do my own timeline (my cousin and I attempted this back in 2018 and omg that hurt our brain. we spent four hours talking about it and wrote a ton of stuff down).
https://www.pillowfort.social/posts/3345192
https://www.pillowfort.social/posts/1084055I personally go on Reddit all the time (it’s so bad and I wish I was able to rewatch VLD before it got removed from Netflix cause now I finally have the freetime to work on this fic and I can’t freaking double check ANYTHING) and something I saw on the sub was where the Galaxy Garrison is located and it’s definetly in America around the West Coast somewhere. I’d like to think that it’d be in Texas (cause the Johnson Space Center is in Houston, TX), but I also saw stuff about Arizona? Maybe even Nevada? So for the sake of this fic, we’re going to just say it’s in AZ. This is so irrelevant to the plot but it was fun googling!!
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Are you interested in January 2018 Steph’s attempt at drama? That I left *unedited* until now, nearly 7 years later? I know I sure hated rereading this!!!! I hate so much of the beginning parts because it is so painfully middle schooler me. Complete gut of the end of this chapter and I feel much better about it. Enjoy (and I apologize HAHA):
Allura turns to me. If only looks could kill. "This, this is all your fault!"
"How is this my fault." I snap narrowing my eyes. "I'm not even there! Do you realize how stupid you sound?"
"You and your no good species. You ruin everything! You take everything away from people! First Zarkon took my father away and now he's going to be in control of the universe's most powerful weapon because of you!"
I can't hold my anger back anymore and I slap her. "I have nothing to do with any of this," I fume and grab her neck. She slams into the window and I tighten my grip until she's choking.
"(Y/N)!" Keith shouts trying to push me but I shake him off. He pulls my helmet off and I think nothing of it.
[this is 434 words btw such a meaty block paragraph idk how people continued reading after this]
“I am not the one who killed your father, Zarkon is," I continue as I stare her down. "I know what all of this is about, why you hate my people. It's because your father was killed by the most powerful monster in the universe. Well let me tell you this princess: I had to live with him." I loosen my grip and she falls, coughing and gasping for air. "I had to serve him. Do you know how hard that was?" I say it quietly, carefully. If I push too far, I might crack. I've been on the verge of doing so ever since I arrived. "Do you even know the burden I carry? My people are being taken advantage of by a monster, a dictator. Someone whose thirst for power will never be quenched. He's far much worse than any of you can imagine. Of course, you don't understand." I bitterly chuckle and look out at the stars. "I didn't have a father, Allura, I had a master. I had no mother to protect me from him, nor a father. I didn't have a father figure who loved me unconditionally as you had. I had to obey every command, every order or they would torture me to the point where I wanted to end it all. You've seen my scars. They run long across different parts of my body. Some were scratches, some almost killed me. That had been my routine up until I escaped and met all of you. I am a prisoner, I've never had any freedom. I wasn't free with the Galra, I wasn't free with Voltron. Wherever I go, I'm a prisoner to myself and chained to my past. I'll never be able to escape it, that's why I never told any of you that I am Galra. I thought I could keep it hidden, but I was wrong. I don't regret my decision, I'm sure if you found out earlier, you would've ejected me into space." I break down, tears flowing freely now. "My brother was the only person who ever accepted me and he's dead now too. Why must everyone judge me based on the blood running through me? I'm more than what you make me out to be, I'm (Y/N). I'm a separate person... please stop blaming me for everything you went through, Allura. Stop blaming the Galra. The only person who you should blame is Zarkon and those working for him. What would your father say if he could see you now? Would he be proud of you holding yourself back by hate?"
Chapter 14: Knowledge, or Death
Summary:
(Y/N)'s memories with the team
Blade of Marmora
Notes:
what's your favorite VTLL (Y/N) memory? I giggled so much writing the second one
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV; Memories :
Pidge lays across from me, her stomach pressed against the floor and her legs kicked up in the air. Casual and relaxed. Her head rests on one of her hands as she concentrates, marking deliberate lines on the paper in front of her. Her pencil scratches softly against the surface, the sound filling the quiet lounge.
I sit across from her, arms crossed tightly and brows furrowed. My eyes flit between the paper and her hand, trying to make sense of the symbols and patterns she's been drawing.
“I still don’t get it,” I finally admit, leaning back slightly with a slight pout. My gaze narrows at the grid she's drawn, as if sheer willpower could make the game’s rules click into place.
Pidge peeks up at me from under her messy bangs, her glasses sliding slightly down the bridge of her nose. She pushes them back up with her finger and lets out a soft sigh, though her tone is patient. “It’s tic-tac-toe,” she says with a reassuring smile, tapping the paper lightly with the eraser end of her pencil. “You’ll get it. It’s simple once you understand.”
I glance down at the grid again, biting the inside of my cheek. “Simple for you, maybe,” I mutter, picking up my pencil and tracing over one of the circles she’d already drawn. “You’re good at this stuff. I don’t even know where to start.”
And what are these odd-looking symbols?
Pidge’s smile grows slightly, and she leans forward, brushing her hair out of her face. “It’s not about being good at it. It’s about strategy. You just have to think ahead. Plan your moves, but also try to predict what I’ll do next.”
My head tilts as I consider her words, still frowning. “So… it’s a guessing game?”
“Not exactly,” she replies, sitting up now and adjusting her posture. She draws an “X” in one of the empty boxes and then points at it. “It’s like a puzzle. You’ve got to think about every possible outcome before you pick your spot.”
I stare at her move and then at the remaining empty spaces, my pencil hovering hesitantly over the paper. “Okay, so if I go… here,” I say slowly, marking a circle in the middle box.
“Good choice!” Pidge exclaims, sitting back and crossing her arms with a grin. “The middle is the strongest position. You’ve got options in every direction.”
“Really?” I ask, my lips curling into a small smile for the first time since we started playing.
“Yup,” she says, leaning back down on her stomach and watching me closely. “Now, watch what I do next.”
Her pencil darts to the corner of the grid, marking another “X.” She sits up, raising a brow at me as if daring me to figure out her plan.
I stare at the grid for a moment, tapping my pencil lightly against the paper. My mind feels like it’s moving in slow motion as I try to piece together the strategy she mentioned. Finally, I make my move, drawing a circle in the opposite corner.
Pidge’s grin widens, and she nods approvingly. “Not bad,” she says, already moving to make her next mark. “You’re learning.”
The game continues, each of us taking turns with a quiet intensity that’s almost comical given how simple the game is. But for me, this isn’t just about tic-tac-toe. It’s about understanding something new, finding a way to connect with Pidge, and maybe proving that I can keep up with her brilliant mind, even if only for a moment.
As the grid fills up, I realize I’m one move away from winning. My heart races slightly as I glance at Pidge, who’s watching me with a knowing look. “Don’t overthink it,” she says, her voice soft but teasing.
I smirk, marking the final circle in the row. “Tic-tac-toe,” I declare, my voice triumphant.
Pidge blinks, then looks down at the grid. Her eyes widen in mock surprise, and she places a hand over her chest. “You got me!” she exclaims, her tone dramatically exaggerated. “I’ve been bested by a novice. My reputation is ruined!”
I can’t help but laugh at her theatrics. “Maybe I’m not such a novice after all,” I reply, crossing my arms and grinning.
Pidge leans back, her smile softening into something more genuine. “Told you you’d get it,” she says simply.
We sit in comfortable silence, my heart feeling full, the grid between us a small but meaningful victory. “Thanks for teaching me.”
I haven’t lived the kind of life that allows me to do something as simple as playing a game on a piece of paper. This change, this… friendship is a nice one.
Pidge shrugs, brushing it off as if it’s no big deal. But there’s a warmth in her expression that tells me she doesn’t mind at all. “Anytime. Besides, it’s nice to have someone to play with. The others don’t usually have the patience for this kind of thing.”
I nod, smiling softly. “Well, I guess I’ll just have to be your new opponent then.”
Pidge chuckles, reaching for the paper to draw a fresh grid. “Deal,” she says, her green eyes glinting with playful determination.
“What are you two doing?”
I whip my head around and see Keith, standing there with his arms crossed as he surveys us. He stands in the doorway, his sharp gaze darting between me and Pidge. His usual scowl is firmly in place, but there’s a flicker of curiosity in his eyes. He doesn’t step into the room, just leans against the frame with his arms crossed like he’s trying to decide whether to join us or walk away.
Pidge glances up at him, completely unfazed. “We’re playing tic-tac-toe,” she says matter-of-factly, as if that explains everything. Her pencil taps against the fresh grid she’s just drawn. “Wanna join?”
Keith raises an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. “Tic-tac-toe? Seriously? Isn’t that, like, the easiest game ever?”
I bristle slightly at his tone, a defensive retort bubbling to the surface before I can stop it. “It’s not as easy as it looks,” I say, trying to sound casual but failing to hide the edge in my voice. “There’s… strategy involved.”
Pidge smirks, clearly enjoying the exchange. “That’s right. And for someone who thinks it’s so easy, I bet you’d lose.”
Keith snorts, his expression bordering on amused now. “Oh, please. I could beat both of you without even trying.”
“Is that a challenge?” Pidge asks, her eyes narrowing with playful intensity as she adjusts her glasses. She gestures toward the spot beside her. “C’mon, then. Prove it.”
I glance between them, a smile tugging at my lips. Keith doesn’t usually stick around for things like this, but the idea of watching him try to outsmart Pidge is weirdly entertaining.
For a moment, Keith hesitates, his pride clearly warring with his disinterest. Finally, he pushes off the doorframe and strides into the Castle Ship’s lounge. “Fine,” he says, dropping into a cross-legged position beside Pidge. “But don’t cry when I win.”
Pidge lets out an exaggerated gasp, clutching her pencil like it’s a sword. “Oh, it’s on now,” she declares, drawing a new grid with quick, precise strokes. “You’re gonna regret underestimating me.”
I snort at her tone, though I’m also mentally placing bets on who’s going to come out on top. Keith has the confidence, but Pidge has the brains. And me? I get to sit back and enjoy the show.
“Who goes first?” Keith asks, leaning forward and studying the grid like it’s some kind of battle map.
“You do,” Pidge replies smoothly, handing him the pencil. “I’ll even give you the advantage. Let’s see what you’ve got.”
Keith doesn’t waste time, marking an “X” in the center square. He sits back, a smug look already forming on his face. “There. Strongest position, right?”
Pidge quirks an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. “Not bad,” she says, taking the pencil and marking an “O” in one of the corners. “But let’s see how long you can hold onto it.”
The game quickly devolves into a tense back-and-forth as they grow more competitive with every turn and they’ve barely even started. I watch in silence, my amusement growing as Keith starts to realize he’s in over his head. Pidge doesn’t just play; she calculates.
“I think you’re losing, Mullet,” I murmur, leaning in closer to look at the paper.
Keith turns to look at me, his lips forming into a thin line and he rolls his eyes. “I’m not losing.”
Pidge places an “O” and Keith blinks.
“You think you’re so smart,” he mutters under his breath as he blocks her potential winning move with an “X.”
“I know I’m smart,” Pidge shoots back without missing a beat, marking an “O” in another spot. “And I know that if you put your next mark here, I’ll win the next turn from now.”
Keith freezes, his pencil hovering over the grid. He glares at her, then glances at the paper. “That’s not—”
“It is,” Pidge interrupts, smirking. “Go ahead. Try me.”
I stifle a laugh as Keith scowls, clearly trying to figure out if she’s bluffing. He ends up marking a completely different spot, but Pidge’s grin only widens. The game is over, and she’s victorious—just like she said she would be.
“Ha!” she exclaims, throwing her hands up in triumph. “Told you!”
Keith groans, leaning back and rubbing his temples. “Okay, fine. You win. But this game is stupid anyway.”
“Uh-huh,” Pidge replies smugly, crossing her arms. “Keep telling yourself that, loser.”
Keith shoots her a glare, but there’s no real heat behind it. I catch the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips, though he hides it quickly.
I lean back with a satisfied sigh, glancing between them. “Well, that was entertaining. I think I’ll stick to playing against Pidge, though. At least I know she’ll go easy on me.”
Pidge laughs, nudging me with her elbow. “Don’t count on it. You’re my new rival now.”
“(Y/N) beat you?” he asks.
I beam at him. “I suppose that makes me smarter than you, Mullet.”
Keith shakes his head, pushing himself to his feet. “You two are ridiculous,” he says, snorting. “I’m going to go train. You know, do something productive.”
As he heads for the door, Pidge calls after him. “Let me know when you’re ready for a rematch!”
Keith doesn’t respond, but I catch the faintest hint of a chuckle as he disappears down the hallway.
Pidge and I share a look, and she grins. “Told you tic-tac-toe was fun,” she says, picking up her pencil to draw another grid. “Ready for round two?”
I laugh and nod, going to lay on my stomach. “You’re on.”
|••••••••••|
"(Y/N)!" Lance’s voice thunders.
"Oh quiznak," I whisper, looking at the cloth in my grasp. "I shouldn't have taken his sleeping mask..."
Before Lance finds me, I sprint to the training room. As I'm about to turn the corner, I bump into someone’s chest. Hard. I huff and look up.
It’s just Keith.
My shoulders droop in relief. “Oh good,” I whisper. “I thought you were Lance."
Keith narrows his eyes, crossing his arms across his chest. “What did you do now?” he whispers in reply. “And why are we whispering?”
I open my mouth to respond, but I’m cut off. "(Y/N)!" Lance yells. "You quiznaking thief, where did you go?"
Giving Keith a slight smile, I grab his forearm and pull him into one of the closets in the hallway that leads to the training room. He yelps as I press myself against him to close the door as silently as I can and I lean up, placing my hand over his mouth.
"Are you serious?" I scold in a stern whisper voice. "You're going to get me caught, Mullet. Be quiet.”
He blinks as he looks at me, his throat bobbing up and down. After a tick, he lightly pulls my hand away. “Why did you drag me into this?”
"You're joking, right? You're a terrible liar, Keith."
"I am not."
"You most certainly are. You have ticks—like scratching the back of your neck. Or avoiding eye contact.”
His brows furrow. "How do you know that? Do you like looking at me, or something?"
I roll my eyes, scoffing softly. "I like paying attention to you. I'm a very observant person.”
Keith scoffs this time. "I’m observant too. Your left pinky twitches when you lie.”
Blinking, my eyes narrow on him. “It does not.”
His eyes flicker down to my hands. “It does.”
The closet door abruptly opens, the blinding lights of the Castle Ship’s hallway flooding the dimness. "Ah ha!" Lance yells, a big smirk plastered on his face.
Oh quiznak.
Lance’s smirk falters and he pauses, stepping back to look at the two of us. "Wait, is this your guys' rendezvous spot?”
Keith huffs, a light blush spreading across his face. "We were just talking."
My eyes shift between the two of them, as though they are speaking an entirely new language. "I don't get it," I say, confused. "Rendezvous for what?”
Lance snickers and Keith groans, placing a hand on his temples to rub at them. "We’re not hooking up, Lance. Stop looking at us like that.”
I blink, more confused. "Hooking up?" I ask. "What’s ‘hooking up’?”
“Oh, this is too good.” Lance shakes his head, still laughing. "I guess I'll have to teach you, (N/N). Unless Keith wants to teach you himself." He winks.
"Lance!" Keith snaps, looking like he’s about to shove him into the nearest wall. Lance squawks and sprints down the hallway.
“So,” I pause, turning my head to look at Keith, "are you going to teach me, Mullet?"
“Teach you—what no,” he rushes out.
I frown, crossing my arms over my chest. "Please, Mullet, enlighten me in your Earthling ways."
His face flushes. "(Y/N), I am not enlightening you in anything related to hooking up.”
"Is it fun?"
He stands there, frozen. Silent.
“Is it like a group activity?” I press on. “Is it with rope or something? Do you get hooked up to a computer?”
Keith looks like he's fighting a battle within himself. His face is as red as his armor, and his hands hover awkwardly at his sides, clenching and unclenching. “(Y/N),” he finally says, his voice strangled. “It’s not… No! None of those things. I’m not—this isn’t my job to explain!”
I tilt my head, utterly perplexed. “Then whose job is it? Lance’s? He did volunteer.”
“No!” Keith nearly shouts, then lowers his voice with a frantic look at the open hallway. “Quiznak, no. Do not let Lance explain this to you.”
I tap my chin thoughtfully. “So it is some sort of secret human tradition?”
“It’s not a secret. It’s just—” He cuts himself off with a groan, running a hand down his face. “Look, can we just drop this? Please?”
“But now I’m curious!” I exclaim. “You Earthlings are always so weird about these things.”
Keith glares at me but there’s no real heat behind it. “(Y/N), if I explain this, will you promise to never bring it up again?”
I beam at him. “Of course! You know I’m great at keeping secrets.”
He mutters a that’s debatable under his breath and then, with a resigned sigh, he leans closer, his voice barely above a whisper. “Hooking up is when two people—uh—kiss. Or, sometimes, they…” His voice drops even lower, and his eyes dart around the hallway like he’s afraid someone might overhear. “…do other stuff. Together.”
Seriously? Does it just mean kissing?
I blink up at him. “That’s it? Why didn’t you just say so?”
Keith looks like he might combust. “Because it’s not something you just say. It’s… personal.”
“Hmm.” I tap my chin again. “So it’s like sparring? That’s personal too.”
Keith chokes. “It’s not like sparring. At all.”
“Are you sure?” I press. “Because when we spar, there’s lots of physical contact and—”
“Quiznak, stop talking!” he hisses, looking utterly mortified.
I stare at him for a moment, then shrug. “Earthlings are so strange.”
“I’m aware,” Keith mutters, rubbing the bridge of his nose like this conversation has physically pained him.
The sound of Lance’s cackling echoes from further down the hallway, and Keith glares in the direction he ran off. “I’m going to kill him.”
I pat Keith on the arm. “Thanks for the lesson, Mullet.”
He groans again, turning away. “I need to learn how to say no to you,” he mumbles.
|••••••••••|
I fall face flat on top of Keith’s bed, letting out a groan so loud, it echoes on the metallic walls. Keith sits beside me, the mattress dipping at his weight. "What are you thinking about?"
"How annoying all of this is,” I mutter, muffled by the mattress.
Keith chuckles softly, getting up and shuffling around his room. When I lift my head, he’s changed into his pajamas: a red long-sleeved shirt that fits his form nicely and gray sweatpants. I still don’t understand why they’re called ‘sweatpants’ because he never wears them when we spar.
I prop myself up on my elbows, watching Keith as he rummages through a drawer. “Do Earthlings have names for all their clothes, or just the weird ones?”
Keith glances over his shoulder, raising an eyebrow. “You think sweatpants are weird, but you don’t question armor?”
I wave a hand. “Armor has a purpose. It’s practical. Sweatpants just sound… misleading.”
He snorts and pulls out a bundle of clothes, tossing it onto the chair in the corner. “They’re just comfortable, okay? Not everything has to make sense.”
“That’s rich coming from you,” I tease. “You analyze everything.”
Keith shakes his head, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Not everything.”
There’s a comfortable silence as I flop back down, staring up at the ceiling. “Hey, Mullet,” I mumble, “why do you let me hang out here?”
His movements pause. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, I take your bed, your time, your patience…” I trail off, turning my head to look at him. “And you never kick me out. Why?”
Keith leans back against the wall, arms crossed over his chest as he studies me. “I guess…” His voice is softer now, thoughtful. “I don’t mind.”
“You don’t mind?” I press, raising an eyebrow.
He shrugs, looking a little embarrassed. “You’re… different from the others. Less… overwhelming. And you don’t treat me like I’m some hotheaded loner all the time.”
I sit up, crossing my legs beneath me. “You’re not a loner, Keith. You just like your space. There’s nothing wrong with that.”
His gaze flickers to me, something unspoken in his expression. “Thanks. I guess… I like your company too.”
A warmth spreads through my chest at his words, and I can’t help but grin. “Aw, Mullet, you do like me.”
He groans, throwing a pillow at me. “Don’t push it.”
Laughing, I catch the pillow and hug it to my chest. “Fine, fine. I’ll behave.”
Keith rolls his eyes but there’s a softness in his demeanor that wasn’t there before. As he settles back onto his bed, the room feels quieter and more at ease.
“Hey, Mullet?”
“Yeah?” he replies, tilting his head slightly.
“You’re not as scary as you think you are.”
His lips twitch, a small smile breaking through. “And you’re not as annoying as I thought you’d be.”
“Wow,” I deadpan. “The compliments just keep coming.”
Keith chuckles, his laugh low and genuine. It’s a sound I don’t hear often enough, and I find myself smiling despite myself. He pulls out extra blankets and pillows, wrapping an extra large blanket around us. I scoot closer to him.
“Do you have a preference for tonight’s viewing?” he asks.
“Hmm,” I murmur. “Let’s watch Voltron destroying the Robeast on Arus again.”
|••••••••••|
Allura walks into the lounge with the sunken couches looking exhausted. Glancing up from the book in my hands, I give her a small smile and she returns it.
"Hi Allura," I say.
“Hi (Y/N).” She sits beside me, looking at the book in my hands. "You know Altean?"
I follow her gaze, shrugging. “It’s a children's book. I’m trying to learn some.”
"I can help if you’d like." She yawns and stretches out her arms, sinking further into the couch.
There are prominent eyebags underneath her eyes. "Long day?"
She nods. "I'm exhausted."
I pull the pillow from behind my back, handing it to her. "Rest.”
"Oh, I really shouldn't."
Shaking my head, I remain holding the pillow out. "You'll feel better if you take a nap. Besides, we can't defend the universe if the one in charge is tired."
She stares at the pillow and grabs it with a smile. "Thank you." Shifting to set the pillow down on the arm of the couch, she lays herself down. She turns inward towards the couch, shutting her eyes.
Silence envelops us like the warm blanket slung across my shoulders as I continue reading the book. So far, all I understand is that there are two Altean children and a mouse involved.
What does this even mean? Why is Altean so much more complicated compared to Galran?
The doors to the room open and I look up, setting the book down in my lap.
"Alright, how 'bout this one?" Lance asks as he takes a step closer to Keith. "Feel my shirt." He pulls on his shirt and Keith tilts his head but grabs Lance's shirt. "Know what it's made of?" Keith shakes his head and lets go of the shirt. "Boyfriend material."
Keith blinks. "Lance, I'm going to kill you. Stop practicing your pickup lines on me."
I give them a look, but they're too busy glaring at each other. Grabbing a pillow, I chuck it at them. They turn their heads in confusion. "Zip it you two," I hiss.
Lance hops over the couch, landing on his bottom. Keith walks around, sitting down.
"Oh," Keith whispers, looking at Allura’s sleeping, stirring form.
"Hey (N/N)," Lance says. My eyes flick up to meet his. "Are you a parking ticket? Because you've got fine written all over you." He gives me a wink and Keith groans loudly, grabbing a pillow to cover his ears.
"I don't get it,” I say.
Lance sinks into the couch and pouts. "You two don't appreciate my genius enough."
|••••••••••|
"Hunk," I snort. "Quit it."
He smiles and bumps into me again. "Why won't you give me a hip bump?"
I pick up the bowl and go to the opposite side of the kitchen island. "You're going to make me spill."
Keith walks into the kitchen, sighing and putting his head down. Shiro jogs in behind him, taking a seat beside him. Hunk and I stop joking and look at the two of them.
"Is everything alright Keith?" I ask, taking a step closer and setting the bowl down. He doesn't move and I look at Shiro.
He gives me a small smile and shakes his head. "He's just a little tired." My lips form into a line but I don't pry. "What are you two up to?"
"Hunk and I are trying to make Lance's favorite food," I respond and there's a huff. I grab the bowl to show it, but Keith’s head remains down.
"It's a struggle so far," Hunk adds. "We can't exactly make garlic knots without any of the earth's ingredients."
"I don't know what garlic is, but Pidge told me she loves it."
Keith lifts his head up, peeking at the bowl and he sits up fully.
Hunk grabs the bowl and covers it with a towel.
"What’s that for?" I ask.
"The dough has to grow,” Keith replies.
I turn to him, raising an eyebrow. "Wow, Mullet cooks."
He rolls his eyes. "I had to survive on something."
Shiro lets out a snort. "Yeah right." He turns to Hunk and I. "My boyfriend would cook for him sometimes… excuse me.” He gets off of his seat and heads towards the door.
Hunk stares at Shiro’s retreating figure. "You know what I miss about Earth?" he asks.
"What Hunk?" Keith asks.
"Fa'apapa."
"Fapapapa?" I repeat slowly, furrowing my brows. “Fa’papa’pa?”
"Fa'apapa, (N/N). It's a Samoan sweet coconut bread, we used to eat it for breakfast sometimes."
"Coconut is an odd word."
There's a moment of silence and Keith clears his throat. "Why are you two making Lance's favorite food anyway?"
"Lance is a bit homesick."
Keith scoffs. "We're all homesick."
I cross my arms. "Fine. What's your favorite food so we can make it for you?”
He leans further on the island, looking between the two of us. “Microwave lasagna.” Hunk furrows his brows, nearly dropping what’s in his hand. “Don’t look at me like that. I lived in a desert shack and I had better things to do than cook. I had it nearly every day.”
Hunk’s mouth hangs open further. “Microwave lasagna every day?”
“Nearly every day,” I correct.
"That’s... tragic," Hunk says, his face a mixture of shock and pity. He sets the bowl of dough down gently as if the sadness of Keith’s culinary past might somehow contaminate it. "Keith, we have to introduce you to real food.”
I can’t help but laugh at Hunk’s horrified expression. “He has a point, Mullet,” I tease, leaning on the counter, propping my head on the bases of my palms. “You’re overdue for a proper meal. We’re adding you to the list.”
Keith rolls his eyes but there’s a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “I’ll survive. Besides, this isn’t about me—it’s about Lance being homesick, right?”
“Exactly,” Hunk chimes in. “But maybe next week we’ll have a ‘Keith learns what flavor is’ day.”
Shiro returns, looking slightly more composed but still distant. “Everything okay?” I ask quietly, turning my head to look at him.
“Yeah,” he says with a small nod, though his gaze flickers to Keith briefly. “Just needed a moment.”
There’s a beat of silence before Hunk claps his hands together, breaking the tension. “Alright, back to cooking! (Y/N), you’re in charge of the seasoning for the sauce.”
Keith raises an eyebrow. “You trust her with seasoning?”
I feign offense, clutching my chest dramatically. “Keith, I’ll have you know I am excellent at seasoning.”
“Yeah, right.” Keith snorts.
Hunk laughs as he hands me a set of spices and a ladle. “Don’t let me down,” he says with a mock-serious tone. “Lance’s happiness depends on this.”
I tighten the apron around me. “I got this,” I reply confidently, turning to the task at hand. As I stir the sauce, I can feel Keith’s eyes on me. “What?” I ask without looking up.
“Nothing,” he says quickly. When I glance at him, he’s staring at the dough-covered countertop, his expression thoughtful.
“You okay?” I ask, keeping my voice low so Hunk doesn’t overhear.
Keith hesitates, then nods. “Yeah. Just... thinking.”
I don’t push him, even though I really want to. Shiro, from his seat, seems to notice too. His gaze moves between Keith and me before settling on the dough.
“Alright, let’s see if this works,” Hunk announces, pulling back the towel covering the dough.
The three of us lean in expectantly, and Keith mutters under his breath, “Moment of truth.”
The dough has risen, albeit slightly lopsided, and Hunk lets out a triumphant cheer. “We did it! Well, sort of.”
“It’s alive,” I joke, poking the dough lightly.
Keith smirks. “Not bad for a kitchen in space.”
Shiro chuckles from his seat, the earlier tension in the room easing. “I think Lance will appreciate it, even if it’s not perfect.”
“Exactly,” Hunk says, already starting to shape the dough into small knots. “It’s the thought that counts.”
I smile at all of them. “Uh-huh,” I agree, reaching into the bowl to grab my own section of sticky dough.
Keith's POV; present:
(Y/N)’s body is hooked up to a healing pod and she’s been unresponsive for days. Days. Three days of me pacing around the Castle Ship, three days of staring at her through the glass, three days of wishing that she would show any sign of waking up.
Three days of utter agony.
Three days of silence.
Three days of trying to figure out what to quiznaking do with myself.
We saved the Taujeerians, we went to the Space Mall, and I tried getting answers for my blade—nothing is helping. All that would help is her waking up and I know she will wake up, but the pod doesn’t open until she’s fully healed. It’s taking too damn long.
I sit on the floor of the infirmary, back against the wall, staring at the glowing healing pod where (Y/N) floats, motionless. Her face is peaceful, like she’s sleeping, but the faint bluish tint still lingers on her lips, a cruel reminder of how close I came to losing her. My fingers drum against my knee, restless. I haven’t been able to stay still since we got back.
Every time I close my eyes, I see the explosion. The way her helmet rolled across the pod. The way her body went limp. And the words she whispered before everything went to hell: “I am not a monster.”
A pang of guilt twists in my chest. I should have said something sooner. I should have stopped her from taking off her helmet. I should have... done more.
“Allura’s worried about you.”
I glance up to see Shiro leaning against the doorway, his arms crossed. His expression is calm, but his eyes give him away—he’s worried too.
“I’m fine,” I mutter, turning my gaze back to the pod.
Shiro doesn’t move. “You’ve barely left this room in three days, Keith. You haven’t eaten, you haven’t slept—”
“I said I’m fine.”
I don’t want to talk about me. Not when (Y/N)’s still in there.
Shiro lets out a sigh and walks over, crouching down beside me. “You can’t keep doing this to yourself,” he says gently. “(Y/N) wouldn’t want you to.”
“She wouldn’t have to want anything if I’d just kept her safe,” I snap, my voice breaking. I press the heels of my hands against my eyes, trying to keep the tears at bay. “This whole plan was stupid. We never should have left the Castle.”
He doesn’t say anything for a moment, just places a hand on my shoulder. His grip is steady, grounding. “You’re right,” he admits quietly. “It was a bad plan. But (Y/N) made her choice to go with you. She trusted you, Keith. Don’t forget that.”
I swallow hard, the lump in my throat refusing to go away. “She trusted me, and I let her down.”
“Keith.” Shiro’s voice is firm now, cutting through the haze of my guilt. “You didn’t let her down. You fought for her. You brought her back. And she’s still here because of you. Alive because of you.”
I don’t respond, my eyes fixed on the faint rise and fall of (Y/N)’s chest inside the pod.
Shiro stands, his hand lingering on my shoulder for a moment longer. “You’re not alone in this,” he says before turning to leave. “When you’re ready, we’re all here for you.”
The door slides shut behind him, and the silence returns.
I push myself to my feet and walk over to the pod, placing a hand against the glass. “You have to wake up,” I whisper, my voice barely audible. “I know you’ve been through so much. I know you’re tired. But we still need you.”
My reflection stares back at me, pale and haggard. I don’t recognize the person I see. I haven’t recognized myself since I saw the insignia on Ulaz’s blade.
“I need you,” I admit, the words tumbling out before I can stop them. “You’ve been there for me when I felt like I didn’t belong. When I didn’t know who I was or where I came from, you reminded me that I still mattered. That I was still part of this team.”
I lean my forehead against the glass, my breath fogging up the surface. “I don’t care what Allura says. I don’t care what anyone says. I don’t care that you’re Galra. I don’t care that you’re Zarkon’s daughter. I just care that you’re you. You’re not a monster, (Y/N). You are one of the best people I know. And I’m not giving up on you. So please... don’t give up on me.”
The room is quiet except for the soft hum of the healing pod.
“Please, (N/N),” I whisper, pressing my hand harder against the glass. “Please wake up.”
I let myself imagine her opening her eyes, her voice soft but teasing. “You worry too much, Mullet.”
But the silence remains.
‘Mullet’ is a nickname that’s just stuck. I don’t know how I don’t know why, but her calling me Mullet doesn’t aggravate me. Her presence, her voice, her glare—nothing about her bothers me.
I stare at the pod for what feels like an eternity, my mind cycling through memories I can’t suppress.
The first time I heard her call me Mullet, it was because I was staring at her. How could I not stare at her? We had just entered an alien Castle Ship and she appeared out of nowhere and I was captivated from the moment I saw her. How could I not stare at her? She looked so unlike anyone I’ve ever seen, and I was so sure she was going to kill us.
But she didn’t.
No, she saw me staring at her and was sarcastic.
How many times has she spoken through the comms to calm me down, and to reassure me when I am in doubt? Too many times to count.
(Y/N) has this way of cutting through tension with just a look or a word, grounding me when I feel like I am spiraling.
And now she’s the one who needs grounding. Except I can’t reach her.
I pull back slightly, watching the way her hair floats in the healing pod’s gel. It’s strange—so many things about her are quiet now. She’s always been full of life, sharp remarks and sly smiles, the kind of person who makes you feel seen even when you don’t want to be. Now, she’s just… still.
I hate it.
I hate that the room feels colder without her sarcastic quips. I hate that I keep expecting her to wake up and call me an idiot for hovering like this. I hate that I’m starting to realize just how much I need her voice to break the silence. I hate that her last memory is filled with sorrow.
How much has she kept from us? How much courage did it take for her to admit that she is from the Empire, the literal daughter of Zarkon?
I don’t know what to do.
I’ve fought countless battles, faced down Galra warships and monstrous Robeasts, but nothing feels as impossible as waiting for her to come back to me.
With a sharp exhale, I turn away from the pod, pacing to the far side of the room. My footsteps echo in the stillness, and I find myself glaring at the floor like it’s somehow to blame for all this.
What would she say if she saw me like this? Probably something snarky. Something like, “Mullet, you’re brooding so hard I’m surprised the Castle hasn’t imploded yet.”
I can almost hear her voice in my head, teasing and warm. It makes the ache in my chest worse. I miss her presence so much.
I rub the back of my neck, trying to shake the heaviness settling over me. But no matter how hard I try, I can’t stop the thoughts from circling. The memories. The what-ifs.
(Y/N) is my friend.
When I glance back at the pod, my shoulders slump. Her face is still serene, untouched by the chaos that’s eating me alive.
“Why do you always have to be so stubborn?” I mutter, my voice rough. “You couldn’t just let me handle it, could you? You couldn’t let me and Allura just go alone, could you? You had to go and—” I stop myself, my hands clenching into fists. I know it’s not fair to blame her. She was trying to protect me. Protect all of us. That’s just who she is.
And that’s why I can’t lose her.
I sink back to the floor, kneeling before the pod, pressing my head into the cool glass. “You don’t get to give up now,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper. “Not after everything we’ve been through. Not after you’ve put up with me.”
The words feel hollow against the quiet hum of the pod.
But I mean them.
Because if there’s one thing I’ve learned in all this chaos, it’s that she’s more than a teammate. More than someone who keeps me grounded or makes me laugh when I least expect it.
She’s a part of me.
And I don’t know how to let her go.
I don’t want to let her go.
“I’m not giving up on you,” I murmur again, my voice steady now. “So don’t you dare give up on me.”
Your POV:
I am alone in the darkness. Motionless. Afraid.
Is this what death feels like? Is this what failure feels like? I am such a fool. I can’t be dead, can I be? I still have so much to do. I still need to kill Emperor Zarkon. I need to kill Commander Sendak. I need to kill Haggar. I need to find out if Lotor is alive. I need to avenge all those lost in this war.
The darkness is heavy, oppressive, yet my body feels weightless, like I’m floating in nothingness. There’s a dull ache in my chest, a faint and persistent reminder that I actually am still alive. For now.
I hear faint voices, muffled and distant, like echoes in a vast cave. I try to focus on them, but they’re just out of reach, slipping away whenever I get close.
Who is here? Where am I? Are Allura and Keith both okay?
I want to wake up, try to move, to reach the voice, but my limbs are heavy and unresponsive.
“Please, (N/N),” the voice begs again in a broken whisper. “Please keep fighting.”
I’m here. I’m listening. I’m fighting.
“Tei’rah alesul,” a different voice whispers. “Vae pal lider. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written.”
I remain frozen, but anxiety wraps its cold claws around my very soul. The darkness shifts. Not in a way that I can see—because there’s nothing to see—but I can feel it. It grows heavier, more oppressive, pressing against my chest, making it harder to focus on the voices.
“Tei’rah alesul,” the voice repeats, low and resonant. “Tei’rah alesul.”
My destiny? What does that even mean? Who are you? Why are you telling me these things?
I want to scream at the voice, demand answers, but the darkness swallows my thoughts, my strength, my will to move.
Then, faintly, like a crack of light breaking through storm clouds, another voice cuts through the haze.
Keith.
His voice is hoarse, desperate, barely audible. But it’s him. “I need you,” he whispers, and the raw emotion in his words hits me like a shot to the heart.
The ache in my chest deepens.
Keith.
I am here. I am alive. I am listening.
But then the other voice returns, quiet and otherworldly. “Alesul, you cannot escape what you are.”
A shiver runs through me, though I can’t tell if it’s from the voice itself or the truth it carries.
What I am.
What I am.
What I am.
What I am?
“(N/N), please,” Keith’s voice says. I can almost feel his hand pressed against the glass of the healing pod, the way he always reaches for me. I cling to his voice, his presence, like a lifeline.
I am not a monster.
I am not a monster.
I am not a monster.
I am not a monster?
But the darkness doesn’t relent. It pulls at me, dragging me deeper into the void.
Keith’s voice grows fainter, though I still hear his last plea, raw and filled with pain. “Don’t give up on me. Please.”
I want to tell him I won’t. I want to reach for him, to let him know that I’m fighting with everything I have. But the weight of the darkness is too much.
“You are a fighter,” he whispers.
I feel it—a faint spark of warmth, like a distant star flickering in the night sky.
I am not a monster.
I am a fighter.
I am a survivor.
I am alive.
And I am not done yet.
|••••••••••|
Hobbling towards the control room, I catch snippets of the conversation the team is having.
"Coran, how soon will we get to the Blade of Marmora's base?" Shiro asks.
"Based on the coordinates that Ulaz gave us, we should be there within a few doboshes," Coran responds.
"Good. That’s good.”
"I can't wait to see their base. I mean, they were able to fold space-time, and that was just at an outpost!" Pidge exclaims.
I smile at the sound of her excitement.
"Mm, the space taco. It left us too soon." Hunk sighs.
"Well, sure, but my point is, imagine how amazing their home base will be!"
"Exactly. It could take on any shape. Like a space jelly donut. Or long, like a space éclair. Or a space cheese blintz with a cherry sauce on top. Maybe a little dusting of powdered sugar. That's the stars."
Lance’s shoulders slump. "Aw, now I'm hungry for breakfast!" he whines.
Keith sinks in his chair. "Guys, this is a serious mission. We need to focus."
"We need to focus," Lance mocks.
"I mean it." Keith’s voice cracks with emotion. “No more unnecessary risks. Not after what happened to (Y/N)."
“She’s going to be okay, Keith.” Shiro’s voice is soft. Patient.
“It’s been three days already.”
“She’ll wake up,” Pidge says quietly.
“She will,” Allura agrees.
My lips quiver, tears filling my eyes. They really do care.
A chime echoes and I wipe at my eyes. "The Blade of Marmora's base is in range," Coran states, clearing his throat.
"Alright.” Shiro breathes. “Take us in slowly."
"That might prove the tiniest bit of a challenge."
I take a tentative step to peer inside the control room. Outside of the Castle Ship, the Blade of Marmora's headquarters are extremely guarded.
"Is that a black hole?" Hunk asks.
"No, no, no, no, no. It's two black holes and a giant blue star."
"That's not better."
"No kidding,” Pidge says. “Just inside a black hole, the temperature is one-millionth of a degree above absolute zero. But, just outside of that, it's hundreds of millions of degrees Celsius."
Hunk’s eyes light up. "Okay, it's like when you try to nuke a frozen burrito in the microwave, and it comes out all scorching hot on the outside, but it's still frozen in the middle, right?"
"Now I'm hungry for lunch!" Lance groans, throwing his head back.
"Guys, quiet!" Keith snaps. I can hear his exhale all the way from where I stand. "Coran, where's the base located?"
"In between those three deadly celestial objects," Coran states.
"The perfect defensive position," Pidge says.
"Or the perfect trap," Allura says.
"Yeah, I'm with Allura. Maybe we shouldn't, like, go in there at all?" Hunk asks.
"What are you talking about? We have to go in. This is the whole reason we came out here! There is no other option!" Keith exclaims.
Lance turns around and looks at him, making a motion with his hands. "Okay. Keith. Calm down. You’re running on fumes. Have you slept at all?”
There’s a moment of silence.
I can’t bring myself to step in just yet, frozen by Keith’s outburst. He’s usually intense, but this is different. There’s a desperation in his voice that pulls at my heartstrings.
"Keith’s right," Shiro finally says, his tone calm but firm. "This is why we’re here. We need the Blade of Marmora’s help if we’re going to win this war. But we’ll proceed carefully. No unnecessary risks."
Keith doesn’t respond. He’s staring straight ahead, fists clenched, his jaw set. Lance glances at him, then sighs, crossing his arms.
I take a breath, steeling myself. They’re about to head into danger again, and I’m standing here like a coward. I force my legs to move, stepping into the room.
Everyone turns to look at me. The room falls silent again.
Lance blinks. "(Y/N)?" He is the first to react, his voice breaking the quiet. His face lights up almost immediately. "You’re awake!"
“Oh!” Coran shouts, clasping his hands together.
Shiro visibly relaxes, his eyes flickering to Keith.
Pidge and Hunk gasp. “(Y/N)!”
"Not exactly stealthy, are we?" I joke weakly, managing a small smile. My voice is hoarse, my body still weak, but I’m upright. That counts for something.
"(Y/N)?" Allura exclaims, rushing to my side. She steadies me as I wobble slightly. "You should be lying down. You’re still recovering."
"I’m fine," I insist, though the trembling in my legs says otherwise. “Just a little loopy from the healing pod.”
Keith takes a step forward, his expression torn between relief and frustration. "You’re supposed to be resting."
"And you’re supposed to keep a cool head," I shoot back, raising an eyebrow.
For a moment, he just stares at me, his lips parting as if to argue. Instead, he closes his mouth, looking away. "You shouldn’t push yourself," he mutters, softer this time.
Before I can even process anything, Keith is embracing me. His arms wrap around me with a fierce intensity, as though he’s afraid I’ll disappear if he lets go. I freeze for only a tick, caught off guard by the unexpected gesture, but then I sink into his embrace. He smells faintly of ash and metal, and there’s a warmth in his hold that drives away the lingering chill in my body.
“You scared the hell out of me,” Keith murmurs, his voice muffled against my hair.
My arms slowly come up to return the hug, though I can’t muster the same strength he’s holding me with. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. “I didn’t mean to.”
“You don’t have to apologize,” he says, pulling back just enough to look at me. His violet eyes search my face, his brow furrowed in a mix of relief and worry. Tears sheen in his eyes. “I’m so glad you’re awake,” he whispers, sinking back into me.
Allura joins the hug. “I’m so, so sorry, (Y/N),” she whispers against my side. “I’m so sorry. You’re right. I should never have—”
I shift against Keith to look at her, pulling her closer. “It’s okay, Allura.”
“It’s not. It doesn’t matter that you’re half-Galra.”
“You’re Galra?” Lance asks.
The room goes deathly silent. All eyes snap to Lance.
I feel Keith stiffen against me, his arms still locked around my frame, and Allura pulls back slightly, her expression twisting in a mix of panic and guilt.
“Lance—” Shiro starts, his tone warning, but Lance, ever tactless, barrels on.
“No, seriously, you’re Galra? Since when? How did I not know this?” His voice is incredulous, his hands gesturing wildly. “We’re like—”
Keith’s grip on me loosens as he turns to face Lance. His glare could probably melt the metal walls of the Castle Ship. “Does it matter?” he snaps, his voice sharp and cutting.
Lance blinks, caught off guard by the venom in Keith’s tone. “No! Of course not,” he stammers, raising his hands defensively. “I’m just surprised, that’s all!”
I sigh, gently stepping out of Keith’s protective hold, though his hand hovers near my arm, like he’s ready to catch me if I falter. My legs feel like jelly, but I steady myself, my gaze locking onto Lance’s confused expression.
“Yes, Lance,” I say. “I’m part Galra. I didn’t tell any of you because… I didn’t know how. I thought you’d all look at me differently if you knew.”
Lance’s face softens, his earlier shock giving way to something closer to understanding. “(Y/N), come on. We’re a team. A space family. You’re one of us. It doesn’t matter if you’re… uh, purple on the inside or whatever. You’re still you.”
Hunk nods emphatically. “Yeah! We’ve all got secrets or stuff we’re not proud of, but we’re still here for each other. Always.”
Pidge pushes her glasses up, her expression thoughtful. “And honestly, it kind of makes sense now. Your strength, your reflexes. I thought you were just freakishly good at training simulations.”
A small, relieved laugh escapes me. “Thanks, I think.”
Even Allura, who had been so visibly shaken when my heritage was revealed, steps closer. Her hand finds mine, her eyes shimmering with sincerity. “I was wrong to judge you, (Y/N). I let my pain and prejudice blind me. But you’ve proven time and time again that you’re loyal, brave, and compassionate. That’s what truly matters.”
I swallow hard, my throat tightening as emotions threaten to overwhelm me. “Thank you,” I manage to say, my voice trembling.
Keith steps closer again, his presence grounding me. “She’s more than proven herself,” he says firmly, his gaze sweeping over the team. “She’s risked everything for this—for us. And we wouldn’t even be standing here if it wasn’t for her. So if anyone has a problem with her being Galra, they’ll have to deal with me.”
Lance raises his hands again, his voice rising a pitch. “Whoa, okay! No one has a problem! I don’t have a problem! I was just curious, that’s all.”
“Good,” Keith says, his tone leaving no room for argument.
My brows furrow as I look at Keith.
Hunk, ever the peacemaker, smiles warmly. “So, uh… group hug, maybe?”
Before I know it, I’m surrounded by the team, their arms draped over each other and around me in an awkward but heartfelt embrace. A soft moo pulls my attention and I go on my toes, peeking over Shiro’s shoulder.
“What is that?” I ask, breaking free. A black and white creature with two horns and udders projects on Lance’s screen. It’s in a room that looks like a field.
Lance grins, trailing behind me. “Oh! This is Kaltenecker.”
I tilt my head. “What is she?”
Hunk snickers. “A cow—an Earth animal.”
“So…” I trail off, “we have an Earth cow and four Altean mice living in the Castle Ship now?”
The Castle Ship’s computer beeps and when I look up at the screen, Galra words and symbols scatter on it.
"Identify yourself," a female voice commands.
Allura furrows her brows as she looks at them, Coran already moving to return to the console.
"Open a hailing frequency, Coran,” she says.
The console beeps as Coran presses a button.
"We are the Paladins of Voltron, sent here by Ulaz," Shiro states.
A momentary silence fills the room.
"Three may enter.” The symbols change. “Come unarmed."
Allura blinks at the closed transmission. "Why would they insist we come unarmed? Shiro, this doesn't feel right.”
"We've come too far to turn back now," Shiro replies.
"They just sent us a route to the base, but we'll have to move quickly. Because of the solar flares, it's only open for another varga." The Castle screen highlights the path and then shows a blinking icon on top of it. "Then, it will be closed for two quintants," Coran states tapping away on the computer.
"They're gonna close it for two years?" Hunk asks.
"Two days," Pidge corrects.
"Oh."
"So, any thoughts on who's gonna join you on this little mission? I'm thinking things might get a little hot, so you're gonna want someone who can stay cool," Lance says with a smirk.
"You're right.” Shiro nods and turns. “Keith, you're coming with me.”
"Wha—? Keith's a hothead! He's probably going to shoot first and ask questions later! And they're not gonna be able to answer his questions because they'll be dead!" He leans closer to Shiro, staring him down.
"We haven't yet severed Zarkon's link with the Black Lion, so it has to stay here." He puts his hands on Lance's shoulders and lightly pushes him away. "And the Red Lion can withstand the heat from that sun. So, yes, it'll be Keith."
Lance pouts. “Well… can I be the other one?”
Shiro shakes his head again before hesitatingly looking at Keith. And then at me. “And (Y/N).”
“Wait, what?” Keith and I say at the same time, our voices overlapping.
“You heard me. (Y/N) is coming with us.”
“Shiro, she just woke up!” Keith protests, stepping in front of me like a protective barrier. “She’s still recovering—she can barely stand!”
“Hey!” I object, though I can’t entirely deny his point. My muscles ache with every step, but I don’t need him stepping in for me.
Shiro holds up a hand to stop Keith. “I wouldn’t ask her if I didn’t think she was ready. We need someone who can think quickly and read a situation before it escalates. (Y/N)’s instincts have saved us more than once. And her… background might help us with the Blade of Marmora.”
Keith’s eyes narrow. “You mean because she’s part Galra.”
“Yes,” Shiro replies bluntly. “They’ll see her as one of their own. That could be the difference between gaining their trust or leaving empty-handed.”
I resist the urge to snort. Yeah, right. They’ll see me as one of their own.
Keith turns to me, his expression a mix of anger and worry. “You don’t have to do this.”
I meet his gaze. “Yes, I do.”
His frown deepens. “(Y/N)—”
“I’ve been out for three days,” I say, cutting him off. “Three days while you’ve all been fighting, risking your lives. I’m not useless and I’m not letting you do this alone.” Keith opens his mouth to argue, but I shake my head. “Keith, I’ll be fine. I can handle this.”
He looks like he wants to keep fighting, but Shiro steps in, placing a hand on his shoulder. “We don’t have time for this,” he says gently. “You know she’s right.”
Keith exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair in frustration. “Fine,” he mutters. “But if you so much as stumble—”
“I’ll be fine,” I say again, giving him a reassuring smile.
"The course to the base will be quite treacherous, to say the least. You're walking a razor's edge between the gravitational pull of the black holes and the sun. One false move, and you'll either be crushed into infinity or burnt to a crisp," Coran states, showing us the map.
“We can do this.” Shiro nods. “Allura, you’re in charge while we’re gone,” he says, turning back to the rest of the team. “Coran, keep the Castle steady. We don’t need any sudden movements with those black holes around.”
“Understood,” Allura says, though her eyes linger on me with concern.
As we make our way to Red’s hangar, now changed into our armor, Keith walks beside me, his steps tense and purposeful. He doesn’t say anything, but the furrow in his brow speaks volumes.
“You don’t have to hover,” I tell him, attempting a light tone.
“Not hovering,” he grumbles.
“You’re hovering.”
Keith sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. “I just… I don’t want to lose you again.”
I stop for a moment, reaching out to touch his arm. “You won’t,” I say softly. “I promise.”
He doesn’t reply, but the look in his eyes says enough.
We board the Red Lion with Shiro, the Castle Ship growing smaller behind us as we follow the narrow, treacherous path to the Blade of Marmora’s base. As the base looms closer, Keith finally speaks, his voice low. “If anything goes wrong in there, I’ll get you out. No matter what.”
I glance at him, my heart tightening. “Keith—”
“No matter what,” he repeats, his tone leaving no room for argument, his hands tightening on the controls.
Shiro clears his throat from the seat beside me. “Let’s hope it doesn’t come to that.”
The base’s entrance looms before us, a massive structure bathed in the eerie glow of the nearby star.
There’s another couple of ticks of silence before Shiro sighs, his lips formed in a line. “Keith, you'll have to control your emotions if you're going to lead this group someday. I know it’s been a rough few days, but we can’t have you exploding on the group.”
My eyes snap to look at Shiro, but his gaze is fixed on Keith.
A huff of a laugh escapes from Keith. "Lead the group?" he asks.
"When we were stranded, I told you, if anything ever happens to me, I want you to lead Voltron."
"I thought you were just delirious with pain. Why would you make me the leader?"
"Because I know what you're capable of. If you can learn some self-discipline."
"Why are we even talking about this? Nothing is gonna happen to you."
Shiro places a hand on Keith’s shoulder. "It's just in case. I need you to get focused. The team needs you focused.” He turns to glance at me. “When you three ran off it put the entire team in jeopardy.” Shiro focuses back on him. “If you're going to be a leader, you've gotta get your head on straight.”
Keith sighs, his shoulders slumping. “I’m sorry,” he says quietly. “Just had a lot on my mind."
Red violently shakes. An alarm blares and Keith immediately starts pulling things onto the screen for a visual. "We're getting drawn in by one of the black holes!" he shouts.
"Get us out of here!" I shout.
Keith pulls a lever, scrambling to engage the Red Lion's thrusters, pushing them out of the gravitational pull. He uses an incoming asteroid to push us up and Red trembles as Keith steers us back on the safe course Coran specified.
"That was close," I whisper, closing my eyes. My head falls back against the seat as I wait for my heartbeat to go back to a normal beating pattern.
As the Red Lion docks, I take a deep breath, steeling myself for what’s to come. We exit Red, but there is nothing here. No one is here to greet us. Keith’s eyes flicker to mine as he takes a step closer and Shiro’s brows furrow in confusion. I turn around, staring at the light blue rays of light from the nearby star.
“It’s really pretty here,” I say quietly.
“Yeah, but there’s nothing here,” Keith says. “This place just looks like a plain asteroid.”
All of a sudden, the ground opens, revealing three beings dressed in the same uniform: black with gray accents, a hood, and a mask that covers the entire face. The exact attire worn by Ulaz. I stare at the three beings, tilting my head as I notice that one has a tail.
He is not pure-blooded Galra. How strange.
One gestures to us to follow, and we step on the platform, descending into the heart of their base. As we walk to the center, there is a row of Blade members standing in formation: two lines that block off all exits.
Swallowing hard, I turn to look at Keith and Shiro.
I don’t like this. No weapons, no exits, no chance.
My eyes trail over the masked beings and though they are entirely covered, I spot at least three more who are not pure-blooded Galra. I blink, confused. We slowly make our way down the hallway and my hands twitch in anticipation. There, at the end of the line, stands their leader with his arms behind his back. Above him lies the insignia of their group.
"I am Kolivan, leader of the Blade of Marmora."
"My name is Shiro, and this is Keith,” Shiro announces. “We are paladins of Voltron." He turns and gestures to me. “And this is (Y/N).”
"I know who you are."
"Then you know we were sent by one of your own."
"Ulaz was a fool to reveal this location to you. He had a penchant for ignoring orders and following his impulses. That's what got him killed."
Shiro’s eyes narrow on Kolivan. "He gave his life to save us, and it is thanks to him that we are here. We are ready to assist you, so I need to know if we are welcome here or not."
Kolivan turns his head. His expression is unreadable, his silence deafening. The other Blade members remain perfectly still, their presence imposing. I fight the urge to step back, forcing myself to meet Kolivan’s stare head-on.
"You," Kolivan says at last, "are not entirely unknown to us."
I narrow my eyes, anger flaring within me. "You know nothing about me."
"Our intel says otherwise, daughter of Emperor Zarkon.”
Shiro inhales a sharp breath and I feel Keith’s gaze flicker to me, but I don’t look at either of them. Instead, I take a step forward, straightening my posture. I brace myself, my hands balling into fists at my sides. “I can help end this war.”
Kolivan tilts his head, studying me. “Your presence here is not welcome.” He turns to Keith. "You were told to come unarmed."
What the quiznak is this guy’s problem?
"You also told us to identify ourselves,” Keith spits out, clenching his hands. “The Lions are as close as we get to an ID."
Shiro nods. "If anything happens, believe me, you'll be glad you had the Red Lion on your side," he says.
“I wasn't referring to your beast," Kolivan replies.
A Blade tackles Keith onto the ground, pulling a knife from his person. It’s a Blade of Marmora. My eyes widen as I try to shrug off the two Blades pinning me.
"Keith!" Shiro shouts, but he is also being held back by two Blades.
"He has one of our blades,” the Blade hisses from on top of him. He holds the knife closer. “Who did you steal this from?"
Keith squirms beneath him, struggling to pull himself free. "I didn't! I've had it all my life."
"Liar.”
“Do you take us as a Blade of Fools?” Kolivan booms, stepping closer to us. “You dare bring Zarkon’s daughter and a thief onto our base?”
"I swear I’m not a liar! I've had this knife for as long as I can remember,” Keith shouts. "I saw Ulaz had a knife like this. Tell me what it means."
"Our organization was built on secrecy and trust. You three should leave. Now."
The Blades loosen their holds on us and Shiro’s at my side immediately, his eyes narrowing on Kolivan. "We came here to form an alliance, but we are obviously not welcome. C'mon (Y/N). Keith, we're leaving."
Keith stands and looks at Kolivan, shaking his head profusely. "Not without some answers. Somehow one of your knives ended up with me on planet Earth. Tell me how."
"Your friend is right. It is time for you to go,” Kolivan says.
"Where did it come from? I have to know."
"You seek knowledge? There is only one way to attain knowledge here."
"How? I'll do it!"
My mind whirls as I look at him. “Keith, no,” I say.
"The trials of Marmora,” Kolivan states. “Should you survive, you may keep the blade, and its secrets will be revealed.”
"Survive?” Shiro echoes in disbelief. He walks up to his side and places a hand on his shoulder. “Keith, this is crazy. If they're not going to help us, let's get out of here."
I walk up to them. “Yes, let’s go,” I say.
Keith hesitates for thirty ticks, his eyes flicking between me and Shiro before he shakes his head. "I'm not going anywhere. I have to do this."
"Antok,” Kolivan says, “give the boy the blade.”
The large Blade with a tail walks over to us, holding Keith's knife out to him. Keith stares at it and outstretches his hand, grabbing it.
“We will meet again,” Antok growls.
Keith’s grip tightens on the handle. “Can’t wait.”
I stare at him in disbelief. “Keith,” I say quietly, my heart pounding. “You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into.”
I don’t care if these damn Galra are fighting against Emperor Zarkon—we know nearly nothing about them.
Keith’s jaw is set, his eyes blazing with a determination that I know all too well. “I have to know,” he says firmly. “If this knife is connected to me, to my past, I need answers.”
Shiro and I exchange a look. There’s nothing either of us can do to change his mind.
“These trials result in one of two things,” Kolivan says. “Knowledge, or death.”
Victory, or death. My mouth hangs open. No. Knowledge, or death.
I’m gonna kill him.
|••••••••••|
Keith was given Blade armor and his knife to wield. Shiro and I stand in a room to view the trials with Kolivan and Antok to our left.
“Damned idiot,” I whisper, watching as Keith battles one of the Blades. He is a good fighter, but not nearly good enough, resulting in many punches and kicks. The Galra Blade is faster, more agile, and larger. Soon, Keith is struck on his shoulder blade. It’s all too much, all too quick.
Shiro’s eyes don’t leave Keith’s fighting figure. "Come on, Keith," he whispers.
Keith is grappled and effectively disarmed, his arm pulled behind him and his head forced down with a yell. The Blade’s sword rests on the back of Keith's throat.
"Surrender the blade and the pain will cease," he says.
"I won't quit," Keith pants out.
"Then the pain continues." The Blade removes his sword from Keith's neck and lets go of his arm. Keith falls to all fours, gasping. He gets to his feet, looking at the Blade in confusion. He steps aside, pointing to the door across the room. "You are not meant to go through that door."
Keith ignores him, starting to run towards the door. Two more Blades appear to fight him.
"This is not a fair fight," I whisper, turning to look at Kolivan. I want to punch him.
"Nor is taking on the Galra, yet that is the fight we face,” Kolivan replies.
Keith is beaten. Again.
"Surrender the blade and the pain will cease," a Blade states.
"Never!" Keith yells.
He steps aside. "You are not meant to go through that door."
The trials continue, Keith, facing three, four—all the way up to seven Blade members at a time. It’s been several hours already—at least, twelve vargas since Red departed the Castle of Lions.
Shiro’s hands clench into fists. "How long does this go on?" he asks through gritted teeth.
"Sometimes, the greatest challenge is knowing when to stop," Kolivan says.
"He'll never quit."
"One way or another, this will end. Knowledge, or death."
My hands go out before me to lean on the cool glass. How long has Keith been fighting? How much more can he endure?
“It’ll end in death,” I whisper, my voice cracking.
“This is the way of the Galra.” Kolivan turns to look at me. “You of all people should understand this, Princess.”
I flinch at the title and turn to look at him. The Galra and their damned honor.
Eight Blade members now.
Keith is visibly shaking, breathing heavily while holding his injured shoulder. His eyes narrow as he charges forward, barely escaping the eight he is facing. He throws his knife, which spirals past the Blade members and lands in the panel to prevent it from closing. Keith fights them unarmed and one throws him, causing him to slide across the floor, a smirk etched on his features. He grabs his knife and slips through the still-open panel.
"Keith!" Shiro shouts.
“Where did he go?” I demand.
"He's right there," Kolivan answers pointing to the screen.
My mouth presses into a thin line. I can’t tell if this is Kolivan’s attempt at dry humor, but it is not appreciated.
“Did he do it?” Shiro asks.
“Did he pass?” I ask.
“Not yet,” Kolivan replies.
My shoulders slump and my hand forms into a fist, hitting the glass.
Keith steps out from the floor, hunched over and holding his shoulder. "Guess I really wasn't meant to go through the doors," he mutters to himself in a groan.
A soft, breath of a laugh escapes from me. “Oh, Keith,” I whisper.
He passes out from exhaustion a few ticks later, his limbs splayed awkwardly.
A hologram of Shiro makes its way to a passed-out Keith. "What?” Shiro asks, turning to look at Kolivan. “Is that a hologram?"
"His suit has the ability to create a virtual projection of his mind. In this phase of the trials, he will be tested based on his biggest hopes and fears,” Kolivan explains.
“And if he fails this phase?” I ask, though I fear I already know the answer.
“Then his mind tortures him until death.”
I swallow hard. “Oh.” My voice comes out in a hushed whisper. Foolish of me to think otherwise, I suppose.
The viewing chamber feels like it’s suffocating me, wrapping its presence around my neck the more time passes and Keith remains passed out. My hands tremble as they press against the glass, and my breath catches in my throat when I see Keith’s holographic form stirring awake. He’s standing now, looking around a familiar landscape that shifts and wavers like a mirage. The edges are jagged, crackling like static, and the room flickers between memories.
Does he know this isn’t real?
“What is this?” Shiro demands, his voice tight.
Kolivan remains impassive, his arms crossed. “The projection is drawn from the deepest recesses of his mind. His choices will determine his fate.”
“That’s not an answer,” I snap, glaring at Kolivan.
He turns his gaze to me, his expression unreadable. “It is his trial, not yours.”
I grit my teeth and turn back to the screen, my fists clenched so tightly that my nails bite into my palms. The pain is grounding me. On the display, Keith stands in the center of a darkened forest. Shadows dance around him, faceless and shapeless, whispering words I can’t make out. He’s clutching his blade, his stance defensive but faltering.
“Keith,” Shiro whispers, his voice thick with concern.
The forest melts away, replaced by a burning battlefield. Galra ships fill the sky, their weapons firing mercilessly on an unseen enemy. Keith is alone on the field, shouting for someone—anyone—but his voice is drowned out by the deafening chaos.
He runs, dodging explosions and debris, his desperation palpable. My chest tightens as I watch him stumble, falling to his knees. The blade slips from his grasp, clattering to the ground.
“Please,” I whisper, my voice barely audible. “Keith, you have to get up.”
The scene shifts again. This time, it’s not a battlefield—it’s the Castle Ship. The team is there, but something’s wrong. Their backs are to Keith, their expressions cold as they walk away, leaving him behind.
“No,” I breathe, my heart breaking at the sight of Keith reaching out, his hand trembling. “That’s not real. We’d never leave you.”
Keith’s hologram staggers after them, his voice cracking. “Wait! Please, don’t—don’t leave me!”
The image flickers again, the projection fading. Keith’s physical form stirs awake, and there Shiro’s hologram is. Waiting. Calculating.
Shiro sucks in a sharp breath beside me, but I can’t tear my eyes away. It chuckles. "Hey, man.” The hologram steps forward, holding his hand out as an offering. “You did it."
Keith smiles weakly, then grimaces. "Shiro?" he whispers, reaching out to take the hologram’s hand. It pulls him to his feet by his injured arm.
"Kolivan told me you lasted longer than anyone ever has in those battles. You don't have to keep this up."
Keith looks up at the hologram, clutching his arm. "What are you talking about?"
It smiles. "Just give them the knife and let's get out of here."
He frowns. "I can't give it to them, Shiro."
“The suit,” I whisper, glancing at Shiro. “It’s reflecting Keith’s greatest hopes and fears.”
“And your friend desperately wants to see you," Kolivan finishes, looking at Shiro.
"What is it with you and that thing?" Hologram Shiro spits out, narrowing its eyes at Keith. “Just give them the knife and we can go home."
Shiro freezes beside me and I take his hand in mine.
"It's the only connection I have to my past,” Keith whispers weakly, looking down at the knife. “It's my chance to learn who I really am.”
"You know exactly who you are. A Paladin of Voltron. We're all the family you need."
"Shiro, you're like a brother to me… but I have to do this."
"No, you don't. So just give them the knife."
Keith’s eyes narrow. "I can't do that."
"Just give up the knife, Keith! You're only thinking of yourself, as usual! Reckless, impulsive! You’re being hot-headed!”
Keith’s face falls, his bottom lip quivering, and then he looks away. "I've made my choice."
"Then you've chosen to be alone."
Keith looks down at the knife, then back up at the hologram’s retreating figure. "Shiro! Wait!" He runs after it, but it keeps walking away. Keith crumples to the ground in anguish and Shiro squeezes my hand, his breath hitching.
A hologram of me shows up next and my blood turns cold.
"Well, well, well," it smirks, crossing its arms over its chest. The hologram looks down at Keith unamused.
Keith weakly looks up. "(Y-Y/N)...?" he asks.
It crouches, the expression on its face changing into one of anger. The hologram of me glares at Keith, its voice sharp and unforgiving. “Do you even realize what you’ve done, Keith? Dragging us here, forcing us into your mess. You’re always so selfish.”
Keith’s face contorts in pain, and he scrambles to his knees. “No, I—I didn’t mean to…”
The hologram rises, looming over him. “You didn’t mean to?” it spits. “That’s all you ever say. Do you think you’re the only one who’s suffered? The only one who’s lost people? You’re a liability, Keith, and you’ll get us all killed.”
I feel my stomach drop as I watch Keith visibly shrink, his shoulders hunched under the weight of the words. “That’s not true,” I whisper, pressing my palm against the glass.
Shiro stands rigid beside me, his jaw clenched tight. “This is cruel,” he mutters, barely above a whisper. “Why would they make him go through this?”
Kolivan doesn’t respond, his gaze fixed on the projection.
Keith’s hand tightens around the blade, his knuckles white. “I’m not selfish,” he says, his voice trembling. “I’ve been trying to do what’s right. I—”
The hologram cuts him off with a harsh laugh. “You? Doing what’s right? Don’t kid yourself. You’re a hot-headed fool, Keith. No one will ever trust you. No one will ever follow you.”
“Stop it,” I whisper, my nails digging into the glass. My reflection stares back at me, a mirror of the hologram’s cold eyes.
Keith shakes his head, tears brimming in his eyes. “That’s not true,” he insists, his voice firmer now. “Shiro trusts me. The team—”
“Shiro’s gone,” the hologram interrupts. “And the team? They don’t need you. They never have. We don’t need you. I don’t need you.”
Keith falters, falling to his knees. He looks down at the blade in his hand, and for a moment, I think he might drop it.
“Keith, don’t listen to her,” I whisper desperately, as if he can hear me through the screen.
He falls onto the floor, flat on his back. His eyes close and the projection shifts. Keith is in a golden room with an older Earthling man. His face contorts with pain, but his hold on his knife remains steady.
Shiro swallows hard. “Kolivan, this has gone far enough. End this.”
Kolivan shakes his head, his voice is as steady as ever. “The trial must be completed.”
“By breaking him?” I shout, spinning to face Kolivan. “He’s already proven himself ten times over! This—this isn’t a trial. It’s torture!”
"You need to get him out of there," Shiro demands.
"He can decide when to leave," Kolivan firmly states.
Shiro lets go of my hand, whirling on him. He’s frustrated. "You're messing with his mind. You're going to kill him!"
"Knowledge, or death."
Shiro grits his teeth and starts walking towards the door. "I'm calling this off."
Two Blade members block his way and I try pushing my way through them. “Get out of my quiznaking way,” I snarl, clawing at them.
A different Blade member frantically runs into the room. "The Red Lion is attacking the base! It's trying to break through!"
"It has a link with Keith. It knows when he's in danger. It's coming for him," Shiro shouts.
Debris collapses into the room and I take the momentary distraction to punch at their sides, Shiro elbowing the largest member and we break through. I bolt through the hallway, my feet carrying me to Keith as fast as they can.
He’s on the floor, battered and bruised, but alive. Alive.
“Keith!” I drop to my knees beside him, my hands hovering over his injuries. “You idiot,” I choke out, tears blurring my vision. “You absolute idiot.”
"Keith, are you okay?" Shiro asks, frantically helping him to his feet.
Keith groans in response looking like he’s going to pass out again. His nose is bloodied, patches of skin torn, and he’s bruised all over. “What is it?” he rasps out. “What’s going on?”
Blade members run in behind us. All five block our only exit.
"Stop what you're doing!" Kolivan shouts.
Shiro puts Keith's injured arm over his shoulders, supporting him while Keith stands and loosely grips his knife in his left hand.
“Get out of the way, Kolivan,” I say through clenched teeth.
The base rumbles, debris falling faster every moment. "Call off your beast!" Kolivan shouts.
Shiro starts walking towards the exit. “We’re leaving.”
"You're not leaving with that blade,” Kolivan states. “It does not belong to you. You failed to awaken it!"
Keith’s brows furrow. “What does that mean?”
Antok pulls the sword from his back out and charges toward us. "Give up the blade!" Shiro lets go of his hold on Keith and I quickly wrap my arms around him to hold him upright. He activates his prosthetic arm and moves to stand before us. It clashes with Antok’s sword.
"Wait! Just take the knife!" Keith’s eyes widen and he shifts in my hold, offering the knife to them. Antok pulls back. "It doesn't matter where I come from. I know who I am. We all need to work together to defeat Zarkon. And if that means I give up this knife, fine. Take it." Keith sighs as he stares at it. Suddenly, the Blade insignia glows faintly. The light becomes a blinding purple hue and I turn away from it.
Kolivan takes a step closer. "You've awoken the blade." The knife glows brightly, shifting into a long, curved sword. "The only way this is possible is if Galra blood runs through your veins.”
Does that mean I can also have a blade?
I examine the sword, taking in its dark display. It’s made of luxite, a rare metal, and a strip of purple light glows on the curve of the blade. I’d like to have one of these, too. Looks sharp and extremely effective.
I freeze.
Wait…
I look at Kolivan, my mouth sputtering. "G-Galra?" I ask, my eyes wide. “Keith's Galra?” My grip tightens on Keith, who sags against me, barely conscious. Shiro freezes mid-motion, his face a mask of disbelief.
We’re both Galra…
I blink.
That explains a lot, actually.
"No," Keith mutters weakly, his voice trembling. His gaze flickers to the glowing blade in his hand, then to Kolivan. "That's not possible."
|••••••••••|
As we descend from the Red Lion, Kolivan trails behind us. Keith doesn’t move more than a few steps and I stay back with him as Shiro goes with Kolivan to introduce him to Allura. I watch as Kolivan’s mask vanishes and he kneels in front of Allura. Turning my attention to Keith, I catch the way he’s already looking at me.
“(Y/N),” he rasps out. His usually confident, stubborn demeanor is replaced with vulnerability. It’s like I’m being punched in the gut. “(Y/N),” he says again, his voice barely audible. His face is pale, but his eyes remain fixed on mine. There’s something raw in his expression, something pleading.
I step closer, my hands instinctively hovering near his arms in case he stumbles. "Keith, you need to rest. You’ve been through—"
“Am I... different to you now?” His words come out in a rush, but they stop me in my tracks. His gaze flickers to the blade in his hand, then back to me, his expression torn. “I didn’t know. I mean, I suspected, but I swear, I didn’t know.”
“Keith…” I start, my voice catching in my throat. Of all the things I expected to face today, this wasn’t one of them.
How could he even think I’d—
“No, don’t say it doesn’t matter,” he interrupts, his voice gaining strength. “I’ve seen the way people react when they even hear the name Galra. I—” His voice cracks, and he looks down at the blade, gripping it tightly.
My heart aches at the raw fear in his words. I reach out, placing my hand gently on his. “Mullet, look at me.” He hesitates, but his eyes meet mine. “I care about you.” Giving him a small smile, my thumb brushes the back of his hand. “What is it you told me in the healing pod?”
Keith freezes. “You could hear me?”
“Only some parts,” I admit in a whisper. “You told me ‘I don’t care what anyone says. I don’t care that you’re Galra’. You’re my friend and I’ll never judge you because there is nothing wrong with you, Keith.”
His throat bobs, tears filling his beautiful eyes. “I…” he starts, but the words don’t come. Instead, he lets out a shaky breath, his shoulders dropping slightly as he leans into me for support.
I wrap my arm around him, steadying him. “Come on. Let’s get you inside and patched up. We’ll figure this out together, okay?”
He nods silently, letting me guide him up the ramp.
Notes:
lowkey channeled my inner Shatter Me’s Juliette Ferrars with some of these lines 😁
hope you had fun reading!! i completely rewrote chapter 14 and included "side stories" cause those are always fun. since i redid all of 14... i have to redo all of 15. that is going to be a pain. anyway, really excited to do chapter 16!
Chapter 15: The Belly of the Weblum
Summary:
y/n and keith bonding moment & mission weblum
Notes:
"The Belly of the Weblum" is the ep title, and the old Wattpad title is "Part Fifteen: I'll be fine, even though I have to babysit two childish paladins" but lowkey a funnier one could've been "Hunk babysitting two furries" ugh i love this episode so much it's so fun (is it a little screwed because i wrote Galra acceptance? yeah. I'm figuring it out as i go pookies).
these chapter titles lowkey hurt my brain because i don't want them to be the basic numbers
i also have the sudden urge to rewrite the beginning chapters so if i do end up changing specific things, I'm gonna let you all know. i am not confident in any of these anymore because i feel like it can be better. that being said, these changes will happen after i publish chapter 16 :)
i started rewatching VLD and there's so much emotional whiplash so I'm including whiplash here too cause i can. we start serious and end silly <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
What am I doing? Why am I still here?
Vulnerability has never been easy for me, and yet with Keith, with these Earthlings and Alteans, I feel all my defensive walls crumbling away. I feel all my doubts turning to ash. I allowed myself to befriend them and now I can’t find it in myself to leave. I know that I should—have to leave. I was ready that night, ready to leave them behind.
And Keith had to ruin all of it. Seeing him beaten for hours broke something in me, and I don’t want to witness something like that ever again. I can’t bear to see him in pain, and I would take every ounce of it if only I could.
When Sendak betrayed me, I made a promise to myself that I would never open my heart up again. I was bitter and heartbroken. I was broken and lost. He was my best friend, my first love. He was the boy who promised me adventures among the stars.
When did it all go wrong? When did Sendak change how he saw me? When did the claws of the Empire dig its nails into him?
Growing up, he never made me or Lotor feel less than simply because we were only partly Galra like the others did. Never did he treat me like I was dumber or weaker.
Not until I was fifteen.
Stars above, what a fool I was to trust him. I should’ve known he was manipulating me when he said what you are. I should never have told him about Rez’or, Dayak Zlak’s involvement, or my wish to escape the Empire.
I was taught to keep my emotions in check, not to show fear, not to show weakness. I was taught Victory or Death. Vrepit Sa. Palen Bol. The Galra Empire is eternal and ever-reaching. Everything I do must be done for the glory of the Galra Empire.
What a load of quiznaking garbage.
For years, I was forced to be a killer, a means of entertainment. A monster. I was forced into the arena and fought tooth and nail to survive, only to be tortured by Haggar and her Druids later, forced to salute Vrepit Sa, and forced to live in a prison cell.
I am alive because that is what Emperor Zarkon willed. I grew up being told that I am lower than scum, weaker, ruined because I am not pure-blooded Galra. I am tainted. Flawed. Not ideal. Not good enough.
Never good enough for Father.
But I was more than enough for my Dayaks and for Lotor.
And now, I am more than enough for team Voltron.
But now Keith…
Keith is part Galra.
And he is so afraid. I can see it as he leans on me, letting me guide him to the medical wing of the Castle Ship.
Is the Blade of Marmora truly different than the Galra Empire? How Galra does one have to be to join their rankings? Do they believe in the teachings before Emperor Zarkon’s 10,000-year regime?
Does Keith want to get more answers? Does he regret enduring the trials? Does he wish he wasn’t Galra?
I sigh softly to myself, keeping my footing small so Keith can keep up as we walk.
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t Galra. Perhaps in a different reality, I am at peace. And yet, if I were to be Galra in every reality, I would wish to be Galra living in the reign of Empress Adali—the Noble One.
The Galra, many millennia ago, were once a noble people, guided by values of honor, loyalty, and unity. It was a time when strength came not from domination but from mutual respect and understanding. She was a warrior-scholar who believed in the potential of all Galra, regardless of their bloodlines. In her era, they were not seen as abominations and were given positions based on their skill.
All Galrans thrived under her reign, with art, philosophy, and science flourishing alongside military might. We remained on Daibazaal and nearby planets. We had heart. We had compassion. We had peace.
I can’t help but wonder whether a reign like that is still possible.
Tei’rah alesul. Vae pal lider. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written.
Things click into place as we walk.
Hail the Chosen One. You shall be leader. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written.
I had whispered a vow to the stars in the darkness of my cell.
Stars above, grant me safe passage. I know you are out there listening to me. I vow to restore the Galra Empire and bring peace to the universe. I shall be better.
I don’t want to restore anything. I want to kill Emperor Zarkon and inflict my wrath on those deserving of it. I want to fulfill my duty and return to the stars.
Keith leans heavily against me, his breaths shallow but steady. He is burdened with questions he doesn’t yet have answers for—the same ones I’ve carried my entire life.
I glance down at him as we step through the Castle Ship’s halls. His face is pale, bruised, and bloodied, but his grip on the blade remains firm. Even in this state, Keith doesn’t give in easily. He’s a fighter through and through.
And it terrifies me that he lacks self-preservation. It terrifies me that he was willing to risk his life for answers.
We enter the med bay, the sterile scent sharp in my nose. I help Keith onto one of the beds, and he flinches as he lowers himself. He looks at me then—really looks at me. I can see the storm in his eyes. Questions. Doubts. Fear.
“Do you regret it?” I ask softly.
He blinks, startled. “What?”
“The trials. The blade. Everything. Do you wish it had gone differently?”
Keith is silent for a moment, staring at the blade in his hand. His thumb brushes over its hilt, and for a second, he looks like he might break. “No,” he says finally, his voice quiet but firm. “I needed to know.” He lifts his gaze to mine, his jaw tightening. “But I didn’t expect this. I didn’t want this.”
I nod slowly.
Keith exhales, his shoulders slumping. “I thought I knew who I was. But now? I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like I’m enough for anyone—not for Voltron, not for the Blade, not for—” He stops himself, looking away.
Not for who?
“You are enough for the team, Keith,” I say firmly. Walking towards a cabinet with my eyes scanning along the shelves looking for a first aid kit, I hear him shuffling.
Keith groans behind me. "I can do this myself, you know," he rasps out.
"I know." I grab the kit and return to him. "But I want to help you.” Clearing my throat, I open the kit and set its contents neatly on one of the bedside tables. Bandages, saline, clean cloths—anything and everything for addressing wounds. My eyes meet his. “Now, take your armor off. I need to see the consequences of you acting like a quiznaking idiot.”
His eyes narrow and he scoffs, but the movement makes him wince. “I was not acting like an idiot.” He doesn’t make any effort to take his Paladin suit off.
"Take off the armor, Keith."
"Not gonna take me out to dinner first?"
My lips press into a tight line. "Are you seriously cracking jokes right now? Take the damn suit off, or I’ll do it for you.”
He averts his eyes. "Fine. I'll take it off." He lets out a sigh and slowly lifts himself off the bed, taking his armor off slowly. “You’re so demanding.”
I watch as he takes it off and I grab parts of it, placing the suit onto the bed beside us. Keith is left in a t-shirt that clings to his torso and a pair of pants.
"Okay. Now take off your shirt."
Keith blinks at that, a blush creeping up on his neck.
"Take the shirt off before I slice it off."
He shakes his head, jolting into action. "Okay, okay." He quickly slips his shirt off and sits on the edge of the bed.
My lips purse as I take in the state of his body. His lean, muscled skin is covered in blue and violet splotches, and where those aren’t present, the deep crimson red of blood coats him.
“Are you mad at me or something?” he asks quietly, avoiding my sharp gaze.
“Yes.” My answer is almost immediate as I walk over to the sink to wash my hands. I step between his legs and squirt the saline solution onto nearby wounds, probably a little bit more forcefully than I should. “You are the one who said no taking any unnecessary risks before we left for the Blade, and what did you do? You risked your life, Keith.”
Keith hisses slightly as I start cleaning a particularly nasty wound. "This was different," he mutters, wincing as I press a clean cloth to his side. His muscles tense under my touch, but he doesn’t pull away. "I just had to do it."
"That’s your excuse?" I shoot back, focusing on the gash along his ribcage, dabbing away the blood. "What would’ve happened if you didn’t make it out alive? What then? Huh, Keith?"
His silence speaks volumes. He looks down, his jaw tightening, but he doesn’t answer. Keith looks like he wants to argue, but the fight seems to leave him. He slumps forward slightly, resting his forearms on his knees. “I don’t know,” he admits. “Every decision I’m making lately seems to be a bad one.”
My hand stills, my anger faltering if only for a moment.
“Can you tell me something?” he whispers, grimacing. “To distract me? Please?”
I pause for a moment before giving a slight nod. “When I was a girl,” I begin quietly, “I used to look up at the stars and think that’s where freedom must be.” My voice softens, my hands still gently working to clean the wounds on his side. “Out there, beyond the Empire’s reach. I imagined there were worlds where people could just be.”
Keith watches me intently, his eyes searching my face as I speak. His expression softens, the tension in his body easing slightly as I continue.
“But,” I add, my voice dropping, “the stars I wished on were the same stars that watched over the Empire, the same ones that I couldn’t escape, no matter how hard I tried.”
His brow furrows. “That sounds like a terrible way to grow up.”
“It was,” I admit, pulling away for a moment to rinse the cloth.
“My,” Keith exhales, his gaze lowering to his hands, “mom left me when I was a baby. I guess… I guess that’s why I have abandonment issues. I’m not really used to having a team. To having people depend on me. I’m not used to worrying about the consequences of my actions.”
His admission catches me off guard, and I glance at him, his head bowed, hands fidgeting with the hem of the bloodied t-shirt now balled up in his lap.
Keith grew up without a mom, too?
“I get it,” I say quietly, working gentler. “It’s hard to trust people when you’ve been left behind. You start to think maybe you’re not worth sticking around for.”
Keith looks up sharply, his eyes locking onto mine. There’s a flicker of recognition in his gaze, like he hadn’t realized anyone could understand. “Yeah,” he mutters, his voice hoarse. “That’s… exactly it.”
I grab a fresh bandage, tearing it open and pressing it carefully against one of the deeper cuts on his side.
“Every person I start caring about disappears,” he continues in a whisper. “My mom left, my dad died, Shiro disappeared for a year on the Kerberos mission, you nearly died. It’s like I’m cursed.”
I give him a small smile, brushing his hair back to get a better look at the cut on his temple. His hair is soft beneath my fingers. “You’re not cursed, Mullet.”
Keith huffs a quiet laugh, though it’s tinged with bitterness. “Yeah? Well, it sure feels like I am.”
Rolling my eyes, I scoff. “If you were really cursed, you’d have Coran dressing your wounds. Or Hunk and we both know how squeamish he is.”
His lips twitch with amusement and I slightly touch a soft spot near his sternum, eliciting a quiet groan. His skin is warm beneath my touch.
"Does that hurt?" I ask as I focus back on his face and press again.
He nods, groaning louder. "Just a little," he struggles to say.
My eyebrows furrow as I lean in closer to look at him. “Mullet, be honest.”
Keith avoids my gaze, shifting uncomfortably under my scrutiny. “Okay, maybe more than a little,” he finally admits, his voice strained.
I sigh, shaking my head. "You’re going to get yourself killed." My voice wavers slightly at the end, but I force myself to keep it steady.
His eyes meet mine, wide and full of guilt. "I know. I know, okay? But I didn’t have a choice. Knowledge or death, right? I had to prove myself a-and without the Blade... we don’t stand a chance against Zarkon."
My hand stills over the bandage I’m pressing to his side. I know his pain all too well. That endless, gnawing need to prove you’re more than what the world sees you as. To prove you’re worth something.
I take a deep breath, my fingers brushing lightly over his shoulder before I pull back. “Keith, you don’t have to prove anything to anyone.”
He scoffs lightly, though it’s devoid of real humor. “Easy for you to say.”
“No, it’s not.” My voice is quiet, but firm. “Because I’ve spent my entire life trying to prove I’m worth something. And you know what? It doesn’t matter how hard you fight, how much pain you put yourself through. People who care about you? They don’t need proof. They just—” I pause, swallowing hard. “They just do.”
Keith stares at me, his lips parting like he wants to say something, but the words don’t come.
I smile faintly, pulling back. “Okay, enough chatting, Mullet. We gotta put you in a healing pod so you can go back to saving the universe.”
He huffs a soft laugh, shaking his head slightly. “Okay, Doc.”
|••••••••••|
Kolivan crosses his arms over his chest as I approach the control room. On the screen, a large image of Emperor Zarkon’s Central Command is projected onto the screen.
"I think we've got something here. It's dangerous and there are a lot of moving parts, but if we can coordinate everything just right, then—" Shiro starts.
"Zarkon's reign will be at an end, and the savagery that's poisoned our universe can finally be cleansed. You've done it, Shiro," Kolivan finishes.
"We did it together."
“As long as we all stick to the plan, it should work,” Allura says.
I stare at the screen before looking at them, tilting my head. “What plan?” I ask.
At that, Kolivan raises his eyebrow, his eyes flicking between Shiro and Allura before landing on me again. “You can’t possibly be thinking about telling her the plan,” Kolivan says, his voice flat.
“She is the literal daughter of the Emperor,” Antok adds, crossing his arms.
“Okay, pause,” Lance says, looking between us with his hands flailing. “Can someone explain what’s going on? Because I feel like I just walked into the middle of a space soap opera.”
Kolivan narrows his eyes. “This is not a matter for jest, Blue Paladin.”
He shrugs dramatically. “I’m just saying, maybe if we all communicated a little better, we wouldn’t have this”—he gestures to the group—“awkwardness.”
Shiro sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Lance, not now.”
Lance’s eyes widen. “So you all know that (Y/N) is Zarkon’s daughter?”
“Hey, I didn’t know either!” Pidge exclaims. She turns to look at Coran. “Did you know?”
“Of course, I didn’t know,” Coran sputters.
“First we learn (N/N)’s part Galra, then we learn Keith’s part Galra, now we learn (N/N)’s Galra royalty?”
Pidge shakes her head. “What kind of team is this?”
Lance pats himself. “Am I going to end up being part Galra?”
“Allura,” I say, ignoring the commotion, “what plan are we talking about? If it involves Emperor Zarkon, I have a right to know.”
Kolivan steps forward, his towering presence casting a long shadow. “You’ve made your loyalties clear by standing with Voltron. But there are risks—calculations that cannot afford sentimentality.”
“And what’s that supposed to mean?” I snap.
“It means,” Kolivan says, his tone low, “that your connection to Zarkon is a liability. Your presence on this mission endangers its success.”
“I’m the liability?” I counter, stepping closer, my voice shaking with restrained anger. “I have no loyalty to my father—no loyalty to a Galra Empire that has spread its tyranny across the universe!”
He doesn’t flinch, stoic as ever. “It’s not personal. It’s strategy.”
“Enough.” Shiro’s voice cuts in. “(Y/N) has more than proven herself. We’re stronger because she’s here.”
Allura steps forward. “The plan is to infiltrate Zarkon’s Central Command. We believe we’ve identified a weak point in its defenses, one we can exploit to weaken the Galra Empire’s grip on the universe.”
My heart clenches at the thought. Infiltrating Emperor Zarkon’s Central Command feels like stepping into a nightmare.
“And you weren’t going to tell me because…?” I ask.
“You’re emotionally compromised,” Kolivan says bluntly, “and that could jeopardize the mission.”
Shiro holds up a hand, silencing Kolivan. “We weren’t planning to leave you out of the loop. But we did want to prepare first.” He meets my gaze, his expression softening. “We trust you, (Y/N). I trust you. But Kolivan isn’t wrong—this mission is dangerous, and we can’t afford any missteps.”
My eyes shift between him and Kolivan. Reluctantly, I nod. “I understand,” I say quietly.
Keith reenters the bridge and walks to my side, handing me a juice pouch without a word. His hand brushes against mine briefly as I take the pouch, poking the straw through with more force than necessary, and sip it silently as I glare at Kolivan.
"Huh! What? What'd I miss?" Hunk suddenly gasps waking up.
Lance smirks, crossing his arms. "Oh, nothing important. We've just figured out a way to defeat Zarkon," he says, as if it's nothing.
Hunk sits up fully. "Really? I dozed for ten minutes, and you guys figured out how to defeat the forces of evil?"
"You've been asleep for three hours," Pidge flatly states, pushing her glasses up. “Oh, and it turns out (Y/N)’s Zarkon’s daughter.”
His eyes widen and he scratches the side of his head. "This (Y/N)?"
I snort, shaking my head. “Yes, this (Y/N).”
Kolivan stares at me momentarily before focusing on Allura again. "The plan will work,” he says. “Perhaps, then, you'll learn that not all Galra are as bad as Zarkon."
Allura raises an eyebrow, crossing her arms. "(Y/N) and Keith are enough for me.”
Antok sighs at the resolution of the team. "Ulaz was right to trust you all.”
"He sacrificed everything to bring us together. Let's honor him by taking down Zarkon," Shiro says.
I take in a deep breath and stare at the diagram.
If this plan works, then Emperor Zarkon will be stopped once and for all. My duty will be fulfilled.
Hunk stares at all of us. "So, what's the plan?" he asks.
Lance runs up to the diagram. "The plan is amazing!" He beams as he throws his hands in the air. "First, we infect Zarkon's ship with a virus. Then, we make an extra-large wormhole and lure Zarkon inside of it, zapping him a bajillion light-years away. Then, when he pops out on the other side, all like, 'Oh, why doesn't my ship work?' Voltron kicks his butt! Pew, pew, pew! Womp, womp, womp! Huh! Hi-yah! [deep voice] 'I'll form the head!' [normal voice] That's what you say, Shiro. Yeah, yeah. Yeah! We won for all time!"
Hunk blinks at Lance. "Wow. So, this is it."
"I guess the only question is, when do we strike?" Pidge asks.
Coran pulls something up on his screen and projects it. "As soon as we build a teludav big enough to wormhole Zarkon's ship," he states.
Hunk’s shoulders slump. "Oh, man. The teludav again? Does that mean we need more scaultrite?" he asks.
"That's just one of the many things we'll need," Allura sighs.
"Am I, uh... Am I sensing a trip back to the space mall here?"
"I'm afraid not. This is gonna take a lot more scaultrite than we can find at any Unilu shop. For this plan to succeed, we're gonna need to split up. We all have a task to do," Coran states.
Coran, Hunk, Lance, and Pidge stare at me. I sigh, pinching the bridge of my nose. “One question,” I say.
Lance opens his mouth to speak, but Pidge elbows him in the gut, interrupting him. "Let her ask her question, Lance."
He doubles over, groaning dramatically. "Okay, okay! Geez, Pidge, you don't have to use violence."
I ignore their antics and turn my attention back to the group, my gaze steady. “What happens if this plan fails?”
Kolivan meets my eyes, his expression grave. “If the plan fails, Zarkon will double down. The universe will face destruction on a scale we’ve yet to witness.”
“But,” Shiro interjects, “we’re not going to fail. Every angle has been considered, every contingency planned for. We’ve got this.”
My jaw tightens as I process his words. There’s no guarantee, no margin for error. And yet, the determination in their faces fills me with a sense of hope. “Okay,” I say finally, straightening my posture. “Let’s do this.”
Shiro claps his hands together. “Alright, team. Let’s get to work.”
As everyone disperses, Lance sidles up to me, a mischievous glint in his eyes. “You know, (N/N), when this is all over, you should totally write a book about your life. ‘Galra Royalty to Voltron Rebel’. Oh! And her best friend ‘Handsome Earthling to Devestating Defender’. I’d read it.”
I raise an eyebrow at him. “What makes you think I’d include you in it?”
He gasps, clutching his chest like I’ve mortally wounded him. “How could you? I’m integral to this story!”
Pidge walks by, smirking. “More like comic relief.”
“Hey! I bring charm and morale!”
Snorting, I roll my eyes.
I glance back at the screen one last time. Emperor Zarkon’s ship looms, a shadow of my past and the source of so much pain. The path ahead is clear, but the stakes have never been higher.
One wrong move could cost us everything.
|••••••••••|
Looking at Violet, I tighten my hands and begin marching towards her. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, easy there, Princess,” Lance says, yanking on the collar of my suit. My brand new suit. A purple Paladin suit. Coran and Allura made it for me while I was in my coma and now I really feel like I belong on this team.
My nose scrunches at the name as he hauls me back. “Don’t call me that.”
Keith stares at the two of us with his arms crossed before turning his attention to Coran.
"Keith, Hunk, (Y/N), you three will be in charge of getting the scaultrite. If any one of us fails, the entire plan fails," Coran states.
Allura clears her throat as she looks between Lance and me, stepping forward to hold my hand. “Are you sure you can handle it?”
I nod with a small smile. “I’m practically brand new thanks to your Altean healing tech.”
She embraces me and Lance snakes his arms around our waists. “Aw, look at the two princesses getting along,” he coos. I nudge him hard with my elbow and he grunts. Shiro and Keith embrace tightly as Hunk and Pidge shake hands. They're both crying.
As we part, Coran looks at Lance with a shake of his head.
Allura's eyes flicker to Shiro and Keith. "Keep an eye on Keith," she whispers.
"I will,” I whisper back.
"He needs time to cope. I—It can’t be easy for him.” She looks at me.
I nod. "I can’t imagine what he’s going through right now.”
Lance pulls me in for another hug. "Please come back, (Y/N)," he says into my hair, his voice cracking. “We can’t handle another round of you being on death’s door.”
Smiling into him, I hug him tighter. "It won’t come to that,” I say, pulling back and giving him a reassuring smile. Lance struggles to keep his composure as he looks at me and Pidge comes behind us, wrapping her arms around my waist. I turn around to properly hug her. “Be safe, okay?” I whisper into her.
"You too, (N/N)," she says softly, pulling me closer. Tears well in our eyes and she shakes her head, letting out a breathy laugh.
Coran gives me a brief hug, patting the top of my head. “Good luck.”
I smile and lean my head on his arm. “Thanks.”
When it’s time to say goodbye to Shiro, I hold my hand out for him to shake it and he gives me a small smile, pulling me into a hug instead. I rest my cheek on his chest and he leans down into my ear. "Be careful," he whispers.
My eyebrows knit together as I look up at him. "When am I not careful?”
He gives me a knowing look. “Good luck."
We release and I smile. "Good luck, Champion."
I wave to the team as we step into the Yellow Lion. Keith’s fully healed, but his face is still glum. I strap myself into a seat.
|••••••••••|
"Why does Allura get to take a leisurely visit to the Balmera while we have to fly into the belly of a giant space worm to get scaultrite?" Hunk mutters, breaking the silence.
I turn my attention away from the stars, looking at the pilot chair with a small smile. "What, Hunk?" I chuckle. "Are you jealous?"
He sighs. "Maybe? I was hoping to see Shay."
"Aww,” I coo in a singsong voice.
Hunk’s face darkens and he scratches awkwardly at the back of his neck. "Stop."
I snort, shaking my head. “It must be nice having someone like that."
Keith clears his throat, his arms crossed. "You heard Coran. Building a huge teludav isn't easy. Everyone has a job to do and this is ours," he states.
Hunk frowns. "But I always get the worst jobs. Go to a Galra-occupied planet to get my lion. Go to a Galra-occupied Balmera to get a crystal. Go into a belly of a beast with the only Galra alien team members."
I nod. "Yup, and together, me and Keith make a full Galra."
Keith whips his head beside me, his eyes wide.
Hunk sighs. "Right."
"I'm not an alien," Keith says softly.
"Well, you're kind of an alien. You're way more alien than me. You're at least some alien. I'm-I'm none alien.”
I snort. "You only think you're not alien because you're used to humans," I say as I roll my eyes. “To me, I think that the Galra are ‘normal’ and the Alteans, for example, are aliens.”
Keith sighs. "Let's just concentrate on the job here," he says, looking at the stars again.
Hunk doesn’t drop the subject, glancing behind to look at us. "Was your mom the alien? Your grandpa? How Galra are you?" he asks.
"I don't know."
"Did the Blade of Marmora, like, teach you the secret handshake, or something?"
"No. No one said anything."
I dramatically gasp. "They didn't teach you the secret Galra handshake? Ho—” Keith's eyes narrow on mine and I close my mouth, going back to being silent.
"The Blade of Marmora, they're real tight-lipped, aren't they? I get that your society is secret, but is everything a secret?" Hunk pushes.
Your society?
"Okay, look, it's bad enough that Allura hates me now. Can you just lay off?" Keith snaps.
"Allura doesn't hate you," Hunk says empathetically. "She doesn’t hate either of you. It took her a few days to accept the fact that (Y/N)’s Galra, the race that destroyed her entire planet and all of her people… but she did, didn’t she?”
I blink at Hunk’s bluntness. Several times.
"Let's just watch the video Coran uploaded and stay on task. We need to find out how to collect this stuff," Keith huffs.
Hunk nods and presses a button on his screen.
"Hello, brave Altean," Coran on the video says.
"No way. Is that Coran?" Hunk’s shocked as he leans closer, softly laughing.
I grip my seat, also leaning in closer as my mouth hangs open. "Wow, Coran was good-looking,” I say. “Look at his hair—and his arms.”
Keith glares at me and I laugh.
"So, you're about to go into the belly of a weblum to harvest scaultrite. Good for you! Scaultrite is an important substance, with thousands of commercial and industrial uses, including fabrication foam, insect night vision goggles, teludav— " The video stops and instead of hearing Coran's young voice, we hear static.
"Uh..." Hunk trails off.
"—anti-fungal klanmüirl lotion and other such lubricants."
"What's wrong with the video?" Keith asks.
"It's ten thousand years old. It's probably corroded." Hunk shrugs. He presses a few buttons and the video continues.
"I could go on for days. But you've got a weblum to enter and some scaultrite to collect. Oh, look! There's a weblum now. Hello, big fella!" Coran on the video waves to a weblum.
"Hey, Coran! I'm off to eat some planets. There's one now! Nyum, nyum, nyum, nyum, nyum!" the cartoon weblum states.
"We'll see you soon! As you probably remember from school, the weblum is an enormous creature and an integral part of keeping our universe functioning. It survives off of the—[static]—left over from dead planets. It then reconverts the quintessence remnants by—[static]—becoming the building blocks of new solar systems. Incredible, isn't it?"
My head tilts, my confusion growing.
"Of course, these are no gentle giants. They're actually giants that are quite deadly, which leads to rule number one. It's an important one, so listen closely. Stay away from its—[static] You got that?"
"No. No, I didn't," Hunk flatly states.
"It's like a rhyme. Say it with me. Stay away from its—[static]"
"Oh, come on!"
"Other things to remember include avoiding the poisonous—[static]—eye sockets—[static]—could lead to certain death!"
I blink. Maybe we are going to die.
"Whoa. What are those?"
Outside, debris litters the space before us. My lips press into a line as I take in all of the wreckage.
"They look like... dead planets," Keith says.
“They are,” I say quietly. A frown tugs at my lips as my eyes trail over the billions of pieces of rock.
"That's strange. The charts I'm looking at show these planets should still be thriving. Wow. What do you think happened to them? Asteroid strike?"
"Something tells me they died an unnatural death."
"Look!"
An enormous creature passes us by. It’s blue with horns.
"Guess that ancient Altean weblum tracker put us right on the money."
"We gotta get out of here! We haven't watched the entire video yet! We don't know what to do!"
"We're not leaving. You fly, keep our distance. I'll skim through the video."
"So, you've made it into the weblum's first stomach!" video Coran exclaims.
"Rewind!" Hunk yells.
"I know!" Keith yells back.
Weblum... weblum... weblum...
What the quiznak do you do when there's a weblum? I shake my head. I never learned any of this stuff.
"So, you've identified a weblum. Great! Now, remember rule number one. Stay away from its face," video Coran says.
"Wait, that's rule number one? We broke rule number one! Oh no! What's it doing?" Hunk screams.
"Get us out of the way, now!" Keith yells.
Oh quiznak! Why did we decide Hunk’s the best pilot for the job? I could’ve piloted Violet instead.
Hunk grunts as he steers us away from the beam the weblum shoots at us. My eyes widen as we barely escape it.
"The weblum's natural defense—[static] venomous laser, deadly acid—[static] total annihilation—[static] death monster—[static] to find its blind spot on the back of its neck, just below the gills," video Coran informs us.
"That's your way inside! If I can't see ya, I can't kill ya!" the cartoon weblum exclaims.
Flashing red alarms beep in the Yellow Lion.
"This isn't good. This isn't good!" Hunk yells as he grunts, struggling to pilot us out of the weblum’s line of sight.
"Damn it, Hunk!" I seethe as I clutch to Keith and the chair. "Do something!"
We spiral for what feels like an eternity before coming to a sudden halt. I inhale a deep breath before daring to open my eyes, letting go of Keith.
"We're attached to its back, in its blind spot," Hunk rasps, his chest heaving.
Keith blinks, his head falling back in his seat as his hand skims my thigh before running up and down on his own. "Good. Great.” He pauses, shaking his head and unbuckling himself. “We're going in."
Hunk’s head whips around to look at us. "Wait, what do we do when we're inside the beast? We're going inside of it?"
"Yes, Hunk," I say, slowly unbuckling myself. "Isn't that why we came here in the first place? We need to get going, we're wasting time we don’t have."
"She's right, Hunk," Keith says. He puts his helmet on and I do the same. "We need to complete this mission ASAP."
"A quick recap of what to do when you're inside the beast. One, avoid things that want to kill you. Two, get to the third stomach and find the scaultrite gland. Three, activate the weblum's defense mechanisms and collect the excess material from the gland. That's the scaultrite!" video Coran states.
"Seems simple enough." Keith shrugs.
"Seems under-explained," Hunk says skeptically.
"Come on."
Hunk sighs in disapproval, but he puts on his helmet and stands.
|••••••••••|
The jetpacking takes a few moments to figure out. Hunk keeps trying to back out and return to the Yellow Lion. I hold his forearm tightly as we jetpack to a part of the weblum that opens and closes—its gills.
My grip loosens and Hunk starts spinning. Again. "Got it, got it," he grunts jetpacking into the weblum.
Keith looks at me. “Well,” he prompts. “Come on.”
I purse my lips, hesitantly following them inside and down a long, slimy tunnel until we reach the part of the weblum filled with green gas.
"Uh, yuck!" Hunk yells after stepping onto a sticky puddle. "What am I standing on? A mucus pocket? I do not like mucus! And is that steaming stomach acid? Lookit, right over there. Oh, man, I really hope I don't see any blood."
"Hunk! Knock it off. You're freaking yourself out," Keith says.
"No,” Hunk stomps his foot, “standing inches away from a pus-bubble is freaking me out."
I grimace. “Let’s stop talking about this.”
"Look, we're inside a disgusting worm. There's no way to sugarcoat it. We're gonna need that big brain of yours if we want to make it through. Will you be all right?" Keith asks.
Hunk continues groaning and looking around.
"I said, will you be all right?" Keith asks again.
"Uh... Okay, okay," Hunk replies as he inhales deeply. "I'll be okay."
"Good. I gotta be able to count on you.” He briefly places a hand on Hunk’s arm before turning away. “Besides, no one knows an explosive digestive tract like you."
I snort and Keith starts to jetpack away, Hunk and I trailing behind him.
Hunk shakes his head, confused. "Wait, wait, wait. Did you just make a joke? Seriously, that was a joke, wasn't it? You're saying I throw up a lot. I get it. It's funny. I do. Wow. Galra Keith is way funnier than regular Keith."
"He's still the same Keith,” I reply. “Same mullet, same everything—just now we’re aware he's part Galra."
"Are you two done? We need to find a way around the stomach acid," Keith says, looking around.
I jetpack closer to him. "Come on, Mullet."
"What is it with you and my mullet?"
"I like your mullet." I wink.
He blinks. “You really need to stop hanging out with Lance.” Keith shakes his head, muttering something under his breath about bad influences as we hover over the bubbling, green acid.
“Okay, so... what’s the plan to get across this?” Hunk gestures at the stomach acid. "I vote we avoid touching it."
“Brilliant idea.” I nod, smirking behind my helmet.
Keith scans the area, his sharp eyes catching movement up ahead. "Over there. Those hanging... things." He points to what looks like dangling tendrils attached to the walls and ceiling of the stomach chamber. They sway slightly, their surfaces coated in a glossy, slimy sheen.
Hunk groans. “Of course, the answer involves grabbing onto gross, alien spaghetti vines.”
“Unless you want to swim,” Keith replies dryly.
I snort and hover closer to inspect the tendrils. "Looks sturdy enough. And by ‘sturdy,’ I mean it probably won’t disintegrate under our weight."
“Comforting,” Hunk grumbles.
Keith motions for us to follow his lead as he reaches out and grabs one of the tendrils. It stretches slightly but holds firm. He starts to swing, gaining momentum, and then leaps to the next one. "See? Easy."
I glance at Hunk, who looks like he’d rather face a horde of Galra sentries than swing on alien vines. "Come on, sweetie," I say, nudging him. "If Keith can do it, so can you."
“Not the pep talk I needed,” he mutters, but he grabs a tendril nonetheless.
I follow, the slimy surface making my grip slip slightly. "Okay, this is definitely disgusting," I mutter, swinging forward and grabbing the next one. Keith’s already halfway across the chamber, moving with a determined grace.
“Don’t look down, don’t look down,” Hunk chants behind me.
“You’re wearing a helmet, Hunk. You can’t look down even if you wanted to,” I say, laughing.
“Not helping, (Y/N)!”
Keith lands on a ledge at the far end of the chamber and turns to watch us. "Hurry up. We don't know how long we’ve got before this thing decides to digest its lunch."
"Not helping, Mullet!" I call out, gritting my teeth as I swing to the last tendril and land beside him.
Hunk finally makes it over, collapsing onto the ledge with a groan. "Why is everything in space trying to kill me? I didn’t sign up for this."
Keith helps him up. "You signed up to save the universe. This is part of the deal."
Hunk gives him a sour look but doesn’t argue.
“Let’s keep moving,” I say, taking the lead this time. The tunnel ahead glows faintly, the walls pulsating like a living thing. Which, of course, it is.
“Third stomach, here we come,” Keith mutters.
As we jetpack deeper into the weblum, I can’t shake the feeling that we’re being watched. I glance around, my eyes narrowing at the shifting shadows in the glowing tunnel.
“Anyone else feel like we’re not alone?” I ask quietly.
Keith stiffens, his hand instinctively moving toward his bayard. “Stay alert.”
“Oh great,” Hunk groans. “Because this wasn’t terrifying enough already.”
A low rumble echoes through the tunnel, and I freeze. “Uh... was that the weblum, or... something else?”
"Huh?" Hunk asks looking up.
Little blue creatures with two legs at their bottom appear, floating around us.
"What are these things?" Keith asks, looking up.
"Uh... Uh... I don't know. Maybe they're bacteria? Uh... Oh..."
"Hunk!" I snap, my eyes widening as they start placing themselves onto his suit. "Don't let them on you!"
"Wait, wait, wait. They seem friendly. They seem friendly. Maybe they're good bacteria. They like me. They're." He chuckles. "They're tickling me. Wait, that's not tickling! That's hot acid!" He screams shortly after. "They want to kill us! They want to kill us! I think they're part of the creature's digestive system! They're trying to break down the food and we're the food!"
"Why didn't you listen to me!"
Hunk starts shooting at them and Keith slices them with his Bayard. I draw my Bayard—a double-bladed staff—out and begin slicing them just as quickly.
Goop gets thrown onto Hunk’s helmet. "I can't see anything!" Hunk yells. He starts backing up, falling into one of the weblum’s fleshy walls and getting sucked in.
"Hunk!" Keith and I shout. I immediately try to go after him.
"(Y/N), stop! There’s too many!” Keith shouts, slashing his sword.
HUNK: "I'm here, surrounded by blood. I hate blood!"
The small creatures surround us and we’re forced to walk to the edge.
(Y/N): "Keith! We're surrounded!"
KEITH: "You've gotta find a way out of the circulatory system. Hunk! We're outnumbered here! Meet us in the third stomach!”
Before I can try to find a different route, Keith’s hand grabs mine tightly, dragging me with him into the pool of acid.
"Did we really need to do this?" I shout before splashing into it. The creatures speed behind us.
“Yes!” he responds. Our hands disconnect and I push my way down the pool, my hands flailing to find Keith. “We gotta get out of this acid." His hand finds mine again and we’re pushed down a small hole. As we descend, both of us spin out of control and I use the thrusters of my suit to slow down.
We crash into something. Well, Keith crashes into something. I land on top of him. His back arches at my weight and he groans, his head falling back as he turns it to the side. Looking down, we crashed into some sort of ship, and someone’s stuck inside.
"(Y/N), huh?" Keith grunts out, one of his hands trailing onto my waist.
I shift off of him, scampering to my feet as I try to open the ship.
He blinks. "What the—? Impossible,” he whispers, rising to his feet.
Hunk screams. HUNK: "I don't like blood-slides. Oh, no."
(Y/N): "You okay, Hunk?"
HUNK: "Oh yeah, totally fine."
"We need to get them out of here," Keith says.
I nod and take out my Bayard, the two of us cutting our way through the thick vines that have wrapped themselves onto the ship.
“How can we get them out?” I ask, trying to pry the window open with my hands.
He pauses for a moment. “What if I just break through the glass?”
I look at him abruptly. “And if you miss?”
“I don’t miss.”
“Yeah, okay,” I mumble. Stepping aside, I power off my bayard and cross my arms over my chest, waiting to see what he’ll do.
Keith looks at me for a moment, his cheeks flushed red, and points his bayard to the glass. "Don't move. I'm here to help." In a quick motion, he slices through the glass, barely missing the being's head. Tiny fragments litter their suit and I reach in, holding out my hand to help them up.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
Before I can process anything, Keith grabs the being from my hold, steals their weapon, and points the gun at them. "You're Galra."
My eyes widen, my gaze moving back and forth between them. “We are also Galra!”
The creatures from before begin to appear, forming a massive clump.
"Not those things again,” Keith grumbles. The Galran pulls up their screen and flashes of red fill the space between us. “What are you doing?”
“Are you turning this ship into a bomb?" I ask.
The Galran doesn’t bother answering either of us, choosing to continue tapping on their screen instead. The creatures charge towards us and soon the ship explodes, the fire blast so strong it propels us forward. Keith immediately slings his arm around my waist and powers on his shield. I grab the Galran and hold them close as we go through another of the weblum’s holes. We fall onto the fleshy ground.
"Ugh," I groan, shifting to rub my head. Something heavy is on top of me.
HUNK: "Keith! (Y/N)! Keith, are you there? Keith, answer me! (N/N), are you alright? Anyone?”
When I open my eyes, Keith is pressed against me. A warmth spreads onto my cheeks and he blinks as he looks down at me. He blinks again and his eyes widen, making quick movements to get off of me. He falls onto the fleshy ground beside me.
The Galran runs towards us, pushing Keith out of the way to grab their gun. They point the weapon at him and I reach out to grab him as he powers on his shield. The gun goes off, but it’s not pointed at either of us. Rather, it is pointed at the creatures from before. Three of them fall onto the ground.
My shoulders slump as I lean into Keith, closing my eyes in relief.
He powers off his shield. "I guess you can keep your weapon," Keith quietly says, looking at the Galra.
I let out a deep sigh. "I thought you were going to get shot."
Keith nervously chuckles and awkwardly touches the top of his helmet. "So did I."
Narrowing my eyes, I shove him. Hard. “I thought we agreed to be more careful!”
Keith stumbles slightly but manages to catch himself, turning to face me with a sheepish look. "This was me being careful," he mutters, brushing off imaginary dust from his armor.
I groan in frustration, throwing my hands in the air. “How was this b—”
HUNK: “Uh, guys? I know I’m not there, but could we maybe save the argument for when we’re not inside a giant space worm? Kind of worried about the whole... imminent digestion thing?”
The Galra—still holding their weapon, but no longer aiming it at us—steps closer.
Taking a step, I poke them square in the chest. “How about you use words next time you point a gun at us, huh?” I snap. “You know? Talking? With your mouth? Communicating that the—”
Keith sighs loudly. “(N/N), are you kidding me?” He steps between us, yanking me back.
|••••••••••|
HUNK: "Oh, my gosh, I found it! Oh, my gosh, don't throw up. Don't throw—" Hunk gags. "Keith! Keith, you made it! We made it! (Y/N), you made it, too! Who is this?"
The Galra flies forward and away from us, not bothering to talk or offer any explanation.
KEITH: "Someone we found. He doesn't talk much. Also, he's Galra.”
I cross my arms, giving him a pointed look. (Y/N): "They are clearly female. They have too much patience and level-headedness to be male.”
Keith stares at the retreating Galra, pursing his lips. KEITH: “You’re female and you have almost no patience.”
I scoff.
HUNK: "Are you two done yet?"
I blink and flush slightly and Keith looks away, clearing his throat and avoiding my glare.
KEITH: “We’ll finish this later.”
Hunk groans dramatically, his hand covering his face. HUNK: “Great. It’s like I’m stuck with Mom and Dad arguing while the universe tries to eat us.”
I shoot him a look. (Y/N): “Who’s the mom in this scenario?”
Hunk doesn’t even hesitate. HUNK: “You, obviously.”
(Y/N): “I am not the mom.”
KEITH: “Totally the mom.” It comes out as a mutter and I jab him in the side with my elbow.
Hunk stares at the Galra. HUNK: "Wait, so, what, do you guys all know each other?”
I wish I could pinch the bridge of my nose. (Y/N): “No, we do not all know each other. You think all Galra know one another?”
He leans in closer to us. HUNK: “Are you sure we should be rescuing a Galra soldier right now?"
KEITH: "We're Paladins of Voltron. We can't just leave people to die even if they are Galra. Now, come on. Let's get what we came for and get out.”
Keith looks at me for approval. I bite my lip and nod reluctantly.
(Y/N): “Keith’s right.”
HUNK: "Okay, well, that—that might be a problem, too. The scaultrite gland somehow secretes mucus, or saliva, or something gross, which becomes crystallized. The only problem is, I think that we have to trigger the weblum's defense mechanism.”
The weblum rumbles and when I look up, those strange acid creatures are back.
Keith lets out a loud groan. KEITH: "Not again.”
My shoulders slump and I pout. (Y/N): “Seriously?”
The creatures begin to form together into this massive cluster and shoot at us.
HUNK: “Run!”
We quickly jetpack away and Keith draws out his Bayard to slice them. Hunk follows, shooting at the massive cluster. The creatures form back together and Hunk lets out a scream.
HUNK: "They're everywhere! Oh, whoa.”
I try to find my footing, jumping towards Hunk and somersaulting in the air. I land on my feet with ease. Turning around, the massive cluster of acid creatures starts getting pulled in by a strong current.
(Y/N): "What's happening?"
The current starts pulling us in and I grab onto Hunk’s leg, holding on for dear life.
HUNK: "I don't know but we probably should try to not get sucked up with them! I think this thing is getting rid of the excess gas produced from its multiple stomachs.”
Keith looks up at us and grabs my foot with his free hand. KEITH: "What?"
HUNK: "It's farting!"
Hunk lets out a laugh and I giggle.
The current comes to a halt and I fall onto the ground, lifting myself up to stand.
KEITH: "Hunk, what do we gotta do to get that scaultrite gland to goop?"
HUNK: "Uh, oh. Uh... Wait a second, wait a second, wait a second. ‘Stay away from its face.’ The blue laser. Ah! I know what to do!"
Hunk jetpacks away.
KEITH: "What?"
(Y/N): “Where are you going?”
HUNK: "If we want that third stomach gland to secrete the ooze, I need to get farted out of the weblum's butt and attack the face, getting it to fire its laser puke. For the sake of the universe, I'll provoke the beast! You three stay here and get that scaultrite!"
The acid creatures form another cluster and shoot at us. I push the Galra out of the way before they get to them. They pull out their gun and start shooting as I power on my bayard and Keith starts slicing.
KEITH: "Hurry! I don't know how long we can hold these things off."
The current starts again and I look at Hunk's retreating figure before he’s farted out of the weblum.
“Watch out!” the Galra shouts, coming up from behind me and shooting at the creatures.
I turn around, my eyes wide and a cocky grin plastered on my face despite our current ‘fighting for our lives’ situation. (Y/N): “I told you they were female!”
Keith’s cheek twitches and he looks exasperated as he cuts through more creatures. KEITH: “Now is hardly the time.”
HUNK: "I'm out! Heading to my lion now."
A very violent rumble tremors within the weblum and the creatures form into the largest cluster I’ve ever seen. My mouth hangs open as I slash the staff around me.
KEITH: "Hunk, whatever you're gonna do, do it now!"
(Y/N): "I wanna get out of here!"
HUNK: "Roger that. Provoking giant space worm now. Come on!"
They keep attacking us and some hit Keith while he's holding his shield.
KEITH: "Hunk!"
HUNK: "Let's see you ignore me now.”
(Y/N): “Hunk!”
HUNK: “Yoo-hoo! Over here! Yes! Yes, it's gonna do it! Oh, no, it's gonna do it!"
The creatures stop attacking and scatter away.
KEITH: "It's working! I think it's about to get hot in here."
A strong blue light starts emanating and the three of us jetpack into a corner of space to take cover. I make myself as small as I can, leaning into Keith’s side as he powers on his shield and turns his head away towards me. The Galra huddles closer to me and soon a very hot blue laser passes by us.
Swallowing hard, I peek at Keith whose eyes are closed tightly, cheeks flushed pink, and mouth formed in a thin line. The light grows stronger and I close my eyes.
HUNK: "Oh, yes! Oh, no! Oh, yeah! He's out!"
Hunk yells a lot through the comms.
Once the laser diminishes, we disperse and Keith opens several bags. My eyes study the floating translucent pieces of blue and I reach out to grab one.
“Just like the cookies,” I mutter with a faint smile. Keith snorts beside me.
HUNK: "Tell me you got the scaultrite."
KEITH: "Grabbing it now."
|••••••••••|
I fill another bag, turning to glance at Keith. “Do you think these are enough, Mullet?” I ask.
Keith hums in reply and shrugs as he starts counting how many bags we managed to fill. My eyes follow his finger as he mutters under his breath, “Seven, eight, nine…”
The whirring of a weapon draws my attention and I turn to see the Galra stranger pointing her gun at Keith.
I blink, surprised. “Please don’t shoot,” I say, shifting closer to Keith, my hand inching towards my bayard.
He frowns. "So, you're just like the rest of 'em," he whispers.
She keeps her gun steady and lowers herself down to reach for a bag, slinging it over her back. Keeping her gun trained on us, she slowly backs away before breaking out into a sprint and jetpacking away.
Furrowing my brows, I stand and power on my bayard to chase after her, but Keith’s hand firmly grabs the shaft of the staff, stopping me in my tracks.
“Mullet—”
He shakes his head, rising to his feet. “It’s not worth it. Let’s just go.”
KEITH: "We're coming out."
HUNK: "On my way."
My eyes linger on Keith before I reluctantly nod. I put my bayard away, crouching beside him to grab the bags.
“I don’t know who she works for,” I admit.
Keith glances at me, grabbing another bag. “Me neither. Her suit wasn’t the standard imperial one we’ve been seeing.”
I look at where she flew off. “Exactly. And her suit had blue.”
Blinking, his hands falter as they grab the bags. “What does the color blue have to do with anything?”
A soft laugh parts from me as I focus back on the scaultrite bags. “Traditionally, that shade of blue means freedom—power. Why would anyone wear blue under Emperor Zarkon’s reign? It would be like hoping for change.”
“So… blue is outlawed by the Galra?”
I shrug. “Not outlawed, but certainly looked down on. Wearing it would be like opposing the very Emperor himself.”
|••••••••••|
After Keith and I stow the bags of scaultrite in the belly of the Yellow Lion, we walk into the cockpit. I strap myself in.
"Where's your buddy?" Hunk asks, looking at us.
"She’s long gone by now,” Keith sighs as he straps himself in next to me, “and she got a bag of scaultrite.”
"What? Should we go after her?"
“That’s exactly what I wanted to do,” I grumble, looking out at the stars.
"Whatever the Galra are planning won't matter after we defeat Zarkon,” Keith says.
"Copy that."
"By the way, Hunk, you really came through in the clutch back there. Without you, the mission would have been a failure."
"Aw, thanks, Galra Keith. You're all right. I think turning Galra has made you a better human."
Keith’s face contorts. "I didn't just turn Galra!"
I laugh the moment I see his face change. "I have to agree with Hunk. Galra Keith is a lot better."
His head falls back against his seat and he stares at me. "You too?”
Smiling at him, I turn my attention over to Hunk, still laughing. “Galra Keith is also a lot funnier.”
"Agreed," Hunk grins.
"However, I really like Human Hunk."
"And I really like Galra (Y/N)."
“Are you two done yet?” Keith asks, his eyes still watching me.
“I think we ought to continue the rest of the flight back to the Castle Ship,” I say.
Hunk nods. “Galra Keith is also a lot quicker.”
“And loyal.”
“And grumpy.”
“And—”
“Galra Keith is also very annoyed right now,” Keith chimes in with a loud sigh.
My nose scrunches to hold back a snort as I turn to look at him. “Oh, you’re annoyed, are you?”
Keith leans back in his seat, crossing his arms with an almost endearing scowl. “Yes, I’m annoyed. You and Hunk won’t shut up.”
Hunk throws his hands up dramatically. “Excuse me for trying to lighten the mood after nearly getting digested by an intergalactic space worm.”
Keith rolls his eyes but doesn’t respond, his jaw tightening as he stares out the window.
I tilt my head, a sly smile tugging at my lips as I lean toward him slightly. “You know, Mullet, you’re kinda cute when you’re grumpy.”
His eyes flicker to me, a faint hint of pink dusting his cheeks. “Don’t start.”
“Start what?” I tease, feigning innocence. “You’re the one who’s always brooding. It’s like your default setting.”
Hunk snickers. “She’s got a point.”
“Don’t encourage her,” Keith mutters.
“Oh come on, Mullet,” I say, smiling sweetly at him. “We’re bonding.”
“Sure doesn’t feel like it.”
Hunk sighs, throwing his head back dramatically. “Okay, but can we just acknowledge that I got farted out of a space worm? Because I feel like I’m not getting enough credit here.”
I laugh. “Don’t worry, Hunk. I’ll make sure we all remember your heroic sacrifice.”
Keith lets out a small snort, his lips twitching into a reluctant smile. “Yeah, Hunk. You really took one for the team.”
Hunk grins, puffing out his chest. "That's right. Hunk Garrett, defender of the universe, one worm fart at a time."
I love these guys.
Chapter 16: The Fire of the Stars of Gala
Summary:
Hunk, Keith, and (Y/N) fly back to the Castle Ship after being in the belly of the weblum; basically the season two VLD finale episodes
^^⚠️⚠️CONTENT WARNING: Mentions of death and graphic depictions of torture⚠️⚠️^^
Notes:
y’all have NO idea how excited I am for you newbies to read this part. something that I have to give middle schooler Steph credit for is the number of plot twists she came up with. It's baffling, honestly, I miss that mindset. some of them were way out of left field, too haha. (I changed basically this entire chapter, so I don't know how valid this is anymore)
the fatigue is so real. this part was an absolute pain to rewrite. I would’ve split it up, but that would screw it on Wattpad, so it’s just an insanely long chapter. voltron season 8 aired 6 years ago today, so i think it’s kind of fitting that the end of “book 1” is released today :)
Also, I am really overthinking this fic because I started thinking about colonization (because the Galra is literal colonizers), and I’m like, wait a sec, how exactly am I writing y/n because I might be unintentionally building her arc up in a bad way…so that might be future Steph’s problem. do y’all care about y/n cause I started brainstorming lore, but it’s not exactly relevant for the VLD stuff. I know most read for the VLD characters (Keith specifically because this is an x reader, haha), but I think it’s fun coming up with more of her background (procrastinating my WIP at its finest, tbh)
if anyone has any questions or notes any discrepancies, please let me know!!!! there are so many words and i lowkey forgot what i established...
happy reading!!! <3333
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
Hunk stares at Keith, whose eyes are shut. His head is tilted back and his arms are crossed over his chest as they often are. Keith's lips are slightly pouting and stray strands of hair form a curtain over his features, the strands moving with each breath he takes.
I want to frame this moment—he looks so cute.
Keith opens one eye and raises a brow, glancing at me and then at Hunk. "Are you trying to see if my skin is purple?" he asks.
Shaking his head quickly, Hunk focuses back on the course. "No."
I lean in closer, inspecting Keith's face through his helmet. "Maybe we should get a closer look to ensure."
"Not a chance, (Y/N)," he mutters.
"Oh, come on, Mullet."
"Can you stop bringing up my—" he bites off his words like he's just realizing how ridiculous this conversation sounds. "Forget it."
I grin, leaning back in my seat but keeping my gaze fixed on him. "Bringing up what? Your mullet? Your Galra genes? Your charming personality?"
Keith groans, dragging a hand down his face. "Why do I even talk to you?"
"Because you secretly love it," I say with a cheeky smile. "Admit it, Keith. You'd miss me if I stopped."
He scoffs, rolling his eyes, though his gaze lingers for a tick too long. He is looking at me like he did in the medical wing of the Castle Ship. The way he looks at me when it's just the two of us. "Yeah, sure. Whatever helps you sleep at night."
For all his grumpiness and walls, Keith Kogane has a heart bigger than he realizes. And whether he knows it or not, it's already got a pretty strong hold on mine.
Hunk chuckles. "Okay, okay, enough teasing Keith before he actually turns purple. Let's focus on getting back to the Castle without another worm incident."
"Agreed."
I glance out the viewport, watching the stars streak past as we fly.
Hunk clears his throat. "So, (Y/N), how are you holding up? That was a pretty close call back there."
"I'm fine," I say quickly, waving a hand. "Nothing I can't handle."
Keith's eyes shift to me, and for a moment, I think he's about to say something. Instead, he just presses his lips together and looks away.
"You two have had a lot of close calls actually," Hunk continues. "(Y/N) with the pod fiasco, Keith with the Blade, both of you with the weblum and Galra stranger. Is it in your Galra DNA to get into trouble?"
"Trouble seems to find us," I reply, shooting Hunk a grin. "Or maybe we're just really unlucky."
"Unlucky," Keith mutters under his breath. "That's one way to put it."
I tilt my head at him, raising a brow. "Oh? Got a better explanation, Mullet?"
He glares at me half-heartedly, the corner of his mouth twitching in what could almost be a smile. "Yeah, you're a magnet for chaos, and I get stuck dealing with it."
"Excuse me," I retort, feigning offense. "And just how many times did I save your life, mister? A little gratitude wouldn't kill you."
"Yeah because snapping at the Galra soldier when she had a gun in her hands was so smart."
Hunk groans loudly. "Alright, alright! Let's not start another argument. Geez, you two are impossible. Seriously, just kiss already and save the universe from all this unresolved whatever-this-is."
Stars above.
Both Keith and I freeze, turning to stare at him with wide eyes.
"What?!" we both say in unison, our voices higher-pitched than normal.
Hunk shrugs, completely unfazed. "I'm just saying what we're all thinking."
Keith's ears are red, and he refuses to meet my eyes as he mutters, "I'm going to kill him."
I can feel my own cheeks heating up, but I roll my eyes. "Seriously, Hunk, there's nothing here. Just standard teammate bickering."
Absolutely nothing. Keith and I are just friends.
Hunk snorts. "Yeah, because when you were in the healing pod, Keith definitely—"
Wait, what did Keith do while I was in the healing pod?
Keith's head snaps toward Hunk, his glare sharp. "Hunk, I swear if you say another word—"
The computer of the Yellow Lion beeps loudly, cutting off both of their sentences. I blink and sit up straighter as I take in the panic of Allura's expression.
ALLURA: "(Y/N), Hunk, Keith, are you there? Can you hear me?"
Keith's cheeks are dark red and he sits up in his seat, clearing his throat. KEITH: "We're all here. What's going on, Princess?"
ALLURA: "You must return to the Castle! I need you!"
KEITH: "We're on our way."
HUNK: "We'll be there soon."
The computer beeps again and Allura's face disappears.
I frown and the joking mood is no longer present. "What do you think is happening?" I ask, sobered.
"I'm not sure," Keith says softly. "But whatever it is, it can't be good."
A wormhole quickly appears and Hunk takes us through it. As we exit, the Blue Lion flies beside us and I blink at the sight before us.
It's the damn Drazil Robeast and it's shooting at the Castle Ship with its green laser beam.
I grip the armrest tightly as Hunk maneuvers Yellow out of the way. (Y/N): "Are you kidding me? I thought the Balmera ate it!" My eyes narrow incredulously as I look at it closer. "It doesn't even have a head!"
KEITH: "How did we beat it last time?"
HUNK: "We formed Voltron, then I stuck in my Bayard and shot it with my blaster right in its arm lasers. But that didn't stop it so then we had to punch it."
SHIRO: "So we're gonna need Voltron."
PIDGE: "But we only have two Lions."
LANCE: "Well, maybe we can form the legs and kick it?"
(Y/N): "And how is that supposed to work, Lance?"
LANCE: "Do you not think that that's a good idea?"
The Robeast shoots towards us again and we dodge the attack. The lasers hit two moons instead and they explode. I cower at the sound and flinch at the fire that fills our peripheral.
(Y/N): "No Lance! I don't think it's a good idea. We need Voltron!"
The impact from the moon explosions shakes the Yellow Lion and Hunk struggles to stabilize it.
Keith grips the edge of his seat. KEITH: "We need a plan, now!"
HUNK: "I'm open to ideas! Preferably ones that don't involve being vaporized!"
Alarms begin to blare louder.
I need to get to Violet.
SHRIO: "That new laser is much more powerful. We're definitely gonna need all the Lions. Hunk, you distract it so we can fly into the castle. Once we get our Lions out, we'll cover you so you can fly Keith in for Red."
The Blue Lion leaves our side, flying towards the Castle Ship.
KEITH: "And (Y/N) for the Purple Lion."
LANCE: "Kinda forgot we have a secret lion."
SHIRO: "We need all Lions."
HUNK: "Wait, wait, wait. I have to hold that thing off by myself?"
PIDGE: "You have Keith."
LANCE: "And (Y/N) who is basically the best one out of all of us."
HUNK: "Yeah, but they're both in here with me!"
The two exchange looks: Keith deadpanned and Hunk freaked out.
SHIRO: "There's no time to argue. We got to do this now."
The Robeast turns its focus on us, raising its arms and crystals. HUNK: "Oh, quiznak."
It starts shooting its laser beam at us and I see the tremor through Hunk's body. I unbuckle myself and rush to Hunk's side, putting my hand on his shoulder. "Hunk, sweetie," I say softly, trying to keep the frustration and panic inside, "focus. You can do this."
"Those crystals are blocking all of our attacks!" Hunk yells.
"Yeah," Keith chimes in. "Focus on the fact that if you fail to distract the Robeast, the others might die and we can't form Voltron. And then the Balmera is in danger yet again."
Did he just...
I turn my head, glaring at Keith. "Why would you say something like that? You should try to encourage him!"
"I'm only stating the obvious."
"Hunk hyperventilating means we can't distract the Robeast! Which means we're all dead!"
As if on cue, Hunk starts to shake his head, trembling even more. "I can't do this. I can't do this. I can't do this," Hunk sobs as he pilots Yellow. "I can't defend this evil robot on my own!"
"Keith," I seethe. "So help me I will strangle you the minute we defeat this robot."
Keith leans back slightly, throwing his hands up defensively. "Okay, okay! I'll... try to be encouraging." He pauses, clearly struggling to find the right words. "Uh... Hunk, you've... done this before. You've got this. Probably."
I glare at him, crossing my arms. "That was the worst pep talk I've ever heard."
Keith scowls. "Well, maybe you should do it then!"
Hunk lets out a panicked whimper, his knuckles white on the controls as the Yellow Lion narrowly avoids another laser. "Guys, now's not the time to argue! I need help, not a front-row seat to your bickering!"
Taking a deep breath, I place both hands on Hunk's shoulders, leaning in close so he can hear me over the blaring alarms. "Hunk, listen to me. You are the heart of this team. You've handled worse than this, and you've always pulled through. You've got two people in this Lion who believe in you. You're going to outfly this Robeast and keep us safe because that's what you do. Got it?"
Hunk blinks rapidly, his breathing evening out just slightly. He nods, his grip on the controls steadying. "Okay... okay. I can do this."
"That's my guy," I say with a firm pat on his shoulder before sitting back down.
Keith mutters under his breath, "Show-off."
I smirk at him. "It's called effective communication, Mullet. You should try it sometime."
The lasers hit the Castle Ship, knocking down its particle barrier. "Oh, no! The Castle is doomed unless we distract that beast." Hunk rams the Yellow Lion into the Robeast, separating its crystals, and I grip both of my arms onto the chair. We start moving backwards and the Robeast follows us.
"Good, it's chasing us," Keith says, sighing in relief.
The Robeast starts shooting at us once again.
"Bank left!" I yell.
"Barrel roll!"
"Hard right!"
"Nose dive!"
"Quit back lion driving!" Hunk says as he follows what we say.
Lance's face appears on the screen of Yellow's computer. LANCE: "I'll distract it! Go get the Red and Purple Lions!"
"Oh ho ho, good timing, Lance!" Hunk responds.
"You are literally my favorite person right now," I say as relief washes over me.
Lance winks and his face disappears.
Hunk quickly steers Yellow towards the Castle Ship and Blue steps in.
There's a sudden violent jolt throughout Yellow as the laser hits us.
"Aaah!" Keith and Hunk scream.
LANCE: "Guys!"
I close my eyes tightly, my nails digging into the flesh of my palms as I scream. My entire body burns, the temperature unbearably hot. The systems shut off and we begin freefalling, breaking through the Balmera's atmosphere.
"Hunk, do something!" Keith yells.
"I can't move!" Hunk responds. "I'm hit. Nothing's working! Come on, boy. Come back to me."
The Green and Blue Lions start firing at the Robeast and Shiro comes with Black, grabbing onto the back of Yellow.
LANCE: "I'm getting real sick of that crystal. Let's take it out."
PIDGE: "On it. Shiro, it's on its way to the Castle!"
(Y/N): "Well then do something!"
SHIRO: "I got it!"
The Black Lion releases us and heads to where the others are attempting to fight.
HUNK: "Well, who's got me?"
Keith unbuckles himself, heading to the back.
"Where are you going?" Hunk asks, looking over at him.
"I'll jump out and jetpack over to the Castle," he responds. He's already gone.
Hunk laughs. "Good one. Wait, seriously?" he asks.
I unbuckle myself, giving Hunk a brief wave as I follow after Keith. "Bye Hunk, good luck!"
SHIRO: "Form jaw blade!"
As Keith and I exit Yellow, Shiro attacks the Robeast in the distance.
"We gotta hurry!" Keith says, jetpacking upwards.
I turn on my jetpack and follow behind him.
PIDGE: "We'll keep the crystals busy. Shiro, you attack from the other side."
SHIRO: "On my way."
The Robeast fires its laser again and the green beam nearly consumes us.
KEITH: "(Y/N)!" His voice cracks, his eyes wide as he jetpacks towards me, pushing me out of the way.
(Y/N): "Keith!"
I clutch onto him tightly as we spiral away from the laser. Keith's arms tighten around me as we spin through the vacuum of space, the force of the laser's energy still vibrating in my ears. I focus on the sound of Keith's rapid breathing.
We stabilize midair, his jetpack roaring as he steadies us both. I blink, trying to shake the disorientation from the close call and find myself face-to-face with him. His eyes are wide, pupils blown with adrenaline.
"Are you okay?" he asks, his voice gruff but filled with concern.
I nod, my hands still clutching his armor before I reluctantly let go. "Yeah. Thanks to you." A sudden blast from the Robeast sends another shockwave rippling through the vacuum of space, and I grit my teeth, grabbing Keith's arm to pull us closer to the Castle Ship. "Come on!"
HUNK: "Hey, my Lion's working again! I'm back, baby!"
The Yellow Lion soars past us and when I turn around, the Robeast grabs Yellow, powering on its laser. Blue, Green, and Black immediately fire at the Robeast, and Keith and I are sent spiraling once again. The Castle Ship fires next and Yellow is released from its grasp.
KEITH: "Guys, we're still out in open space!"
(Y/N): "Are you trying to cook us al—Violet!"
Violet comes into my vision and my shoulders sag with momentary relief. Keith and I part ways and I rush into her, taking my seat and grabbing the controls.
HUNK: "Okay. Let's go. Oh, whoa. Wait, what? Oh, man! Not again! Oh, no, no, no!"
Red comes and shoots the Robeast in its chest. KEITH: "Sorry we're late, guys."
LANCE: "Okay, let's form Voltron and take this thing down like we did last time."
KEITH: "I don't think the Robeast is gonna sit around and wait for us to transform."
SHIRO: "Keith's right. We'll need to think of something else."
(Y/N): "We need to somehow distract it."
HUNK: "Hey, at least we outnumber those crystal shields."
LANCE: "Yeah, he can only block two of us."
We continue to shoot at the Robeast, the Lions circling it on all sides. I keep Violet's laser beam steady on it.
PIDGE: "I think I've got an idea. Guys, see if you can get me an open shot at its chest."
SHIRO: "Got it!"
Lance quickly freezes the crystals on the Robeast's hands and Pidge shoots at its chest. Thick vines sprout out of the crystal.
SHIRO: "Nice job, Pidge. Now form Voltron!"
ALL: "Yeah!"
As they fly up, Violet and I are being dragged in the direction that the others are.
I blink. "Wait, Violet, what's going on?" I ask.
She's quiet for a few ticks. "We're about to form Voltron with them." Her voice is somber. "This is in preparation for what has yet to come."
"What has yet to come?" The blood drains from my face. "What do you mean? Is there something more powerful than Voltron? Is that why we're being pulled in?"
"They are advancing." It's barely a whisper, barely audible, but I catch it anyway. "It's happening too fast."
The pull toward forming Voltron is overwhelming, a gravitational force drawing Violet into position. My heart races as I struggle to process her words.
What is coming? What could be more powerful than Voltron? What does she mean by advancing? Who's advancing? The Galra? The Empire? Haggar's creations?
"Violet," I whisper, my voice trembling. "What's happening?"
Her response is faint, almost reluctant. "The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written."
My chest tightens and I swallow hard. "You're the cryptic voice in my head?"
All of a sudden there's a blinding white light and when it dims down, I can see that I'm in a different position. I am the heart—the center.
"Stars above," I whisper with wide eyes. "I'm part of Voltron."
The Paladins yell as we move towards the Robeast, Keith driving the sword straight into its chest where its crystal rests. The Robeast sputters, electricity crackling out of it before it explodes into a blinding fire. Millions of tiny pieces scatter across space, the debris shooting towards us as we back away.
ALLURA: "Great work, Paladins. Now return to the Castle so we can get back to Olkarion."
|••••••••••|
After Voltron dissembles, the Paladins and I walk to the control room of the Castle Ship. Allura is with a light blue creature. He's lying on the consoles and Allura watches him with her arms crossed over her chest.
Violet's words keep repeating in my mind. If she was the voice, why didn't she tell me? Why make me suffer through fear and anxiety? Does she think I can't handle the truth? Because I can. I can handle a lot of things, and this shouldn't be any different.
What destiny does she keep referring to? My vow to restore the Galra Empire? They were just words whispered in desperation, I didn't think the stars were actually listening.
"Why is there a grand entrance on the 40th floor? And what's with all the ziplines? You have hover technology," the strange creature says, flicking a piece of earwax towards us. I blink and tilt my head.
Ew.
"Well, you know what? Ziplines were quite fashionable 10,000 years ago," Allura snaps.
"Allura, have you heard from Coran?" Keith asks.
"Yes." Her eyes are still trained on the creature.
"So we ready to pop through the wormhole and get back to Olkarion?" Lance asks.
She shakes her head, turning her focus to us. "Yes! I've checked in with Coran and the teludav is nearly complete." She smiles at us. "Thank you for getting the scaultrite."
"No problem," Hunk says, giving a thumbs up.
Lance smirks. "We did pretty great, too. We brought in this guy, didn't we?"
Shiro grimaces. "Slav is..."
Slav flicks another piece of earwax and Allura stares at him for a few ticks before pinching the bridge of her nose and walking towards her controls with a loud sigh.
"Uh..." Pidge starts and I turn to look at her. "Is no one going to question the fact that the Purple Lion was part of Voltron?"
"Yeah," Hunk adds. "What was that about?"
I purse my lips. "Violet joins Voltron in dire circumstances."
Lance shrugs, taking his helmet off and shaking his hair. "Who cares? We won, we defeated another Robeast. That's a win in my book. I'm taking a much-needed nap before we reach Olkarion."
"Rest sounds great," Hunk mutters, already heading for the door behind Lance.
Pidge hesitates but then shrugs. "Honestly, I could go for a quick nap, too." She peeks at Slav. "He's like a walking headache."
I offer her a small, tentative smile. "Sleep well."
Violet's voice echoes faintly in my mind again, her tone as solemn as before. "Your path will diverge soon. Be ready."
My heart skips a beat, and my smile falters. I force myself to focus on Keith, who's now watching me with a mix of curiosity and concern.
"You okay?" he asks, his brow furrowing.
I nod quickly, plastering on a smile that I don't quite feel. "Yeah. Just tired. Long day."
Keith doesn't look convinced, but he doesn't push. "Get some rest."
"I think I'm gonna go train for a bit," I say, turning to leave.
If my destiny really is written in the stars, I have no idea what it means for me—or for us. Why will my path diverge soon? Nothing Violet's told me makes any damn sense.
|••••••••••|
"Combat drones," I mutter to myself. "Let's make this quick."
Sweat drips on the back of my neck, clinging to the hair there. I'm panting, my heart is racing, but my mind is still all foggy. Training is supposed to help clear my brain and provide clarity. It's supposed to make all the frustration and fear go away. It's supposed to fix me.
It hasn't done anything besides feed my anxiety.
Violet refuses to answer me. It's like she's intent on keeping the secret until the very last possible moment.
I took off my Paladin armor after defeating The Gladiator, needing to feel like myself. If there's anything I've taken from the imperial fighting arena, it's that you can't count on anything like armor. I need to sharpen my senses again. Who knows what is coming?
Flinging my shirt off, I am left in a burgundy tank top. I push the hair out of my face with the back of my hand. My braid has started to loosen. I bounce back and force on my feet, making sure to keep my heartbeat elevated.
The room lights up as drones begin to emerge from the walls, their movements deliberate and sharp. I sink into a fighting stance, fists clenched, muscles coiling. The first drone lunges, and I move on instinct, ducking low and delivering a sweeping kick that sends it crashing into the wall. Another two come and I power on my Bayard, driving the double-bladed staff into both drones simultaneously.
The hum of the training room intensifies as more drones activate, their glowing optics fixed on me like predators stalking prey. My pulse pounds in my ears and the tension in my muscles feels electric. This is what I need—something tangible to fight, something I can destroy.
A drone fires a low-energy bolt at me, and I twist, narrowly avoiding the shot. Spinning my Bayard, I strike the drone's core, shattering it with a satisfying crack. The staff hums in my hands, vibrating with power. I grit my teeth and whirl around just in time to block another drone's strike, the clash of metal against my Bayard sending sparks flying.
"Come on," I mutter under my breath, adjusting my grip. "Is this all you've got?"
As if answering the challenge, three more drones emerge from the walls. My arms burn, sweat drips into my eyes, but I refuse to falter. This fight is more than just training—it's a way to drown out the endless noise in my head. Violet's cryptic warnings, Keith's worried glances, my own spiraling thoughts—they all melt away in the rhythm of combat.
I can't afford any distractions.
I vault over one of the drones, landing behind it and slashing with precision. It collapses in a heap of sparks and shattered circuits. Another drone closes in, and I sidestep its attack, driving my elbow into its center before finishing it with a downward strike.
A drone circles me, calculating, its movements eerily deliberate. My breaths come in short bursts as I track its every motion. "You're smarter than the rest, huh?" I taunt, my voice low.
The drone lunges, and I meet it head-on. I block its strike, pushing it back with sheer force. It retaliates quickly, and I'm forced into a defensive stance, deflecting its blows with precision. My arms ache, and my muscles scream in protest, but I refuse to let up.
Finally, I spot an opening. With a sharp cry, I twist my body and slam the Bayard into the drone. The impact sends it skidding across the floor, its lights flickering before going dark. Another drone charges towards me and without missing a beat, I kick it into the air, sending it flying across the room.
Silence fills the room, broken only by my ragged breathing. I stand there for a moment, my Bayard still poised, waiting for another attack. When none comes, I deactivate the weapon and let my arms fall to my sides.
My heart is still racing, but it's not enough. The clarity I was searching for hasn't come. The unease remains. I clench my fists tightly, nails biting into my skin so hard it might draw blood.
"Impressive," a voice says from the doorway.
I spin around, my Bayard powering back to life.
Keith.
He stands there, leaning against the frame with his arms crossed. His helmet is gone, and his hair is slightly disheveled, as if he'd been running his hands through it. His expression is a mix of curiosity and concern, though he masks it with his usual stoic demeanor.
"How long have you been standing there?" I demand, trying to steady my breathing.
"Long enough," he replies, pushing off the frame and walking toward me. "You didn't hear me come in?"
I deactivate my Bayard and wipe the sweat from my brow with the back of my hand. "No."
Keith stops a few steps away, his gaze scanning the scattered remains of the drones. "Looks like you've got some things on your mind."
I snort, walking past him and grabbing a towel from the bench. I drape it over my shoulders. "You think?"
He tilts his head, studying me in that intense way he does, like he's trying to read my thoughts. "Did it help?"
"Yes."
His eyebrows furrow. "(N/N), be honest."
I meet his eyes, and for a second, I consider telling him everything—Violet's cryptic warnings, the fear gnawing at me, the uncertainty about what's coming next. But the words catch in my throat.
"I'm fine," I say instead, forcing a smile. "Just needed to blow off some steam."
"Are you sure?"
Brushing past him, I head for the door. "I said I'm fine."
"(Y/N)—"
"Get some rest, Keith."
I don't look back.
|••••••••••|
We stand in one of the buildings of Olkarion, staring down at the massive structure before us.
"We've made great progress while you were gone. And now that we have the scaultrite, we should be finished in less than a quintant," Coran says.
"Wow. That is one giant teludav," Lance says in awe.
"Nice work, Coran," Keith says with a slight smile.
"Good job, Coran. Fist bump." Hunk slings one arm over Coran's shoulder and gestures a fist bump. Coran pounds it. "Now blow it up."
Coran's eyes widen. "Oh, don't you dare!" Coran gasps, pushing Hunk off and pointing outside. "It took forever to build this teludav. And let's not forget it's a pivotal piece that we need for our plan to defeat Zarkon."
Defeat him once and for all.
Slav's face appears on the screen.
"Aaah!" Coran screams and runs to the screen, looking at Slav with widened eyes. He lets out a soft whimper.
"I've made some improvements to your design," Slav says in a matter-of-factly tone as he bangs on the teludav. "This will increase our chances of survival in this reality 205 percent."
Coran turns to look at us. "Is this guy a little...?"
"Yes," Shiro says, closing his eyes.
"No doubt," Pidge says quickly and looks away.
"Not a fan," Lance strains.
"Stop hitting the teludav!" Coran screams.
There's a small explosion and black smoke fills the screen.
"Ow," Slav groans.
"What an idiot," I mutter, turning to rest my head on Keith's shoulder and letting out a quiet groan.
Keith stiffens when I lean my head against his shoulder, and for a moment, I regret the impulsive action. But then, to my surprise, he relaxes slightly. I feel his arm twitch as though he's debating whether or not to put it around me. His arm doesn't move, doesn't shift to reciprocate, but his stance softens just enough that I know he's not about to push me away.
I'm too exhausted to move, too emotionally drained to care about anything. His shoulder is solid beneath my cheek, and the steady rhythm of his breathing grounds me in a way I desperately need. I close my eyes and let myself pretend that the world isn't falling apart around us, that we're just two people leaning on each other because it's easier than standing alone.
"You okay?" he asks quietly, his voice low enough that the others don't hear.
I shrug, still staring at the smoke. "Just tired, I guess. Long day."
His gaze lingers on me and I can tell he's not entirely convinced, but he doesn't press further. Instead, he shifts his stance, subtly leaning closer as though shielding me from the world. "You're pushing yourself too hard," he says, barely above a whisper.
"I'm fine," I reply automatically, the same words I've been repeating for what feels like forever. They sound hollow even to my own ears.
Keith huffs softly, not buying it.
I clear my throat, avoiding his gaze, lifting my head up. "Sorry. Didn't mean to... you know."
He shakes his head. "Whatever you need—I'm here for you."
|••••••••••|
Pidge and I sit at the edge of the teludav, our feet dangling down. Lance, Shiro, Hunk, and Keith stand behind us. The sun is setting, casting a golden yellow glow upon Olkarion. A faint breeze pulls at my hair and my heart feels heavy as I look at the massive structure.
"What's everybody thinking about?" Pidge asks.
"Zarkon," Shiro states.
"Calzones," Hunk says almost immediately. We all turn to look at him. "I mean, uh, heck, yeah, I'm thinking about calzones, okay? I mean, does it always have to be about Zarkon? He's a bad guy. We're trying to defeat him. I get it. I'm hungry." Hunk groans and his stomach rumbles.
I smile faintly, turning to look back at the setting sun. "Honestly, me too."
"We've come a long way," Keith sighs, seating himself beside me.
Lance snorts, sitting between us and glancing back. "Yeah, remember when Hunk used to throw up from riding in the elevator?" he asks.
Hunk groans. "You guys remember that Arusian, Klaizap? I think his name was? Cool name," he says.
"Yeah, Keith tried to beat him up even though he's the size of a peanut." Lance chuckles, nudging Keith.
Keith glares at him. "He was their bravest warrior!"
I snort as Lance pouts and leans his head on me. I rest my cheek atop his head, peering at Keith. "Oh, come on. He was a cute little guy, Mullet" I chuckle.
"How about the time the food goo machines attacked us in the kitchen?" Pidge asks.
"That was the scariest thing that's happened to me the entire time I've been here." Hunk shudders.
I smile. "Truly terrifying."
"Oh, come on." Lance sighs.
"What? It's the truth!" Hunk exclaims.
"We faced sentries, a haunted castle, giant Robeasts, a mall security guard."
"And don't forget that cool cube thing," Pidge adds.
"Yeah, and that awful cube thing."
"And the mermaids," I chime in.
Lance blushes.
Keith leans back to look at me. "What about you? What are you thinking about?"
I hesitate, glancing at him out of the corner of my eye. "I guess... the future," I admit.
He just nods. "It's hard not to think about that with everything going on."
Lance leans back on his hands, tilting his face toward the sky. "Okay, serious question. When all this is over, what's the first thing everyone wants to do?"
"Eat," Hunk says without hesitation.
"Same," Pidge adds.
Shiro smiles faintly. "I'd probably sleep for a week."
"That's boring," Lance groans. He looks at me, raising an eyebrow. "What about you, (Y/N)? Any big post-saving-the-universe plans?"
I blink, caught off guard by the question. Honestly, I haven't let myself think that far ahead. The idea of a life beyond the war, beyond Voltron, feels distant, almost unreal. The thought of having a life at all after all of this feels almost unreal. I'm willing to die if it means taking down Emperor Zarkon.
I keep my gaze fixed on the horizon. "I don't know," I say finally. "I guess... maybe find somewhere quiet. Somewhere I can breathe."
"That sounds nice," Keith says quietly, his tone contemplative. "I wouldn't mind that either."
Lance makes a face. "You two are so boring. Quiet? Breathing? Come on, dream bigger!"
Keith glares at him. "Not everything has to be about showing off, Lance."
"Yeah, but what's the point of saving the universe if you don't have a little fun afterward?" Lance shoots back, grinning.
"You know, once we defeat Zarkon, the universe won't need Voltron anymore," Shiro states.
Lance's gaze softens. "We can return to Earth."
"I can look for my family," Pidge says with a faint smile.
Keith shrugs. "And I guess I could look for mine."
My heart breaks a little. "You'll all be able to move on with your lives."
He turns to look at me. "The Galra will need a leader."
Tei'rah alesul. Vae pal lider. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written.
I swallow hard, forcing my eyes ahead to the horizon. "Yeah," I say softly, the word barely audible. "The Galra will need a leader."
A half-Galra Empress after Emperor Zarkon's 10,000-year reign is almost laughable. I will never light the Flame. I don't care what Violet or the stars say—the next leader of the Galra Empire isn't going to be me.
"This is it," Shiro says. "As long as everything goes according to plan, we can't fail."
I nod. "We'll be ready."
|••••••••••|
Brushing my teeth in my bathroom by the locker room, water drips from my hairline as I hold the towel tightly around myself. As the cool water runs down my neck, I stare at my reflection, wiping away the droplets from my face.
Lance steps behind me, dropping a fresh towel on my head. I snort as I brush my teeth, draping it better across my shoulders.
He walks into the sink beside me, a robe tied around himself, and I hand him the toothpaste. He's half asleep as he sticks the toothbrush into his mouth.
"Thanks, space sis," Lance mutters, his mouth full.
Giving him a small smile, I lean down to rinse my mouth.
Keith's pale cheeks turn into a light rosy color as he steps into the bathroom. He stands there for a moment, only blinking. His eyes flicker toward Lance, still brushing his teeth beside me, then back to me, like he's trying to read the situation.
Lance finishes brushing his teeth, and with a sleepy grin, he slaps me on the back. "Good night," he says, biting back a yawn.
"Night, Lancey." My eyes connect with Keith's through the mirror. "Hey, Mullet," I say as I wipe my mouth.
His arms cross tightly across his chest as he steps in. "Hey," he responds, his voice rough. "Didn't realize you were in here."
I shrug. "Well, it's a bathroom. You know, kind of where people go to... do their thing."
His lips twitch, but he doesn't smile.
My eyebrows furrow. "You good?" I ask.
"Um..." he trails off. "Just... yeah."
Keith's POV:
I watch Lance shuffle out of the bathroom, still half asleep, a faint grin on his face. His casual attitude, the way he just slapped (Y/N) on the back, made me tense up more than I'd like to admit. I force my jaw to loosen, but it doesn't help. I force my hands to stop clenching and unclenching, but that doesn't help either.
I probably look so pathetic.
My eyes fall back on her. She's standing there, towel wrapped around her, hair still damp from the shower. She doesn't even seem to notice how much her presence is affecting me. Her eyes are focused on the mirror, wiping at her mouth, and for a split second, I forget how to breathe. I swallow hard, trying to clear my throat, but my mouth feels dry. I don't know what it is, but something about the way she's standing there, so effortlessly herself, makes the air feel heavy.
"Hey," I finally say, keeping my voice deliberately casual. "Didn't realize you were in here."
She looks at me through the mirror, her face lighting up with that little half-smile of hers, and it hits me like a punch to the gut. It's all I can focus on—the warmth in her eyes, the ease in her smile. I almost forget what I was going to say.
"Well, it's a bathroom," she responds, shrugging as she finishes wiping her mouth. "You know, kind of where people go to... do their thing."
I should've laughed, should've said something witty or sarcastic, but all I can do is watch her. The towel around her frame, the way her wet hair clings to her skin... I can't stop my mind from wandering, even though I know it's wrong.
I feel stupid standing here, staring at her like some love-struck idiot. But something about her tonight, how tired she is, how vulnerable she looks—it breaks me.
I want to say something, anything, to make this less awkward, but instead, I just stand there, my arms instinctively crossing in front of me as a shield. I can't let her see how much she's affecting me, how much I want her to notice me the way I notice her. How much I just want her.
"You good?" she asks, her voice pulling me out of my thoughts. Her eyes are on me now, studying me with that familiar, gentle concern.
I hesitate. What's the right answer?
"Um..." I trail off, rubbing the back of my neck, my gaze flickering to the door where Lance just left. "Just... yeah."
Is this a trap? Is this a loaded question? Why is she looking at me like that? Why does she look so beautiful with her cheeks flushed from the warmth of her shower?
I swallow hard.
I thought I lost her, nearly lost her so many damn times. I don't know what I would've done if she didn't wake up from her coma. I don't know what I would do if she wasn't part of my life.
Quiznak, I think I love her.
I want to say something real, something that's been building up inside of me for weeks. The jealousy I've tried to bury every time I see her with Lance, the longing I've kept locked away because she doesn't know, doesn't feel the same way.
I know I shouldn't feel this way. I know it's stupid. But I can't help it.
I really love her. I'm in love with her. I have been in love with her.
I glance at her again, and this time, my eyes linger on her for just a second too long. Her expression doesn't change, but she's trying to figure me out. She tilts her head in that way she always does, subconsciously biting her bottom lip, her gaze unwavering.
I force myself to look away, stepping back a bit to give her space, but it doesn't help. I need to leave. I need to get out of here before I do something stupid.
I move to turn away, but I pause for a moment. Her scent, fresh from the shower, fills my senses, and I swallow hard again. She smells so good.
"Good night," I manage to mumble, not daring to look back as I make my way toward the door.
I'm halfway out the door when I hear her voice, softer than before.
"Keith?"
I stop. The sound of my name on her lips—it does something to me. Makes my chest tighten in ways I don't understand. I turn to look at her, my heart skipping a beat.
"Yeah?" I ask, my voice barely above a whisper.
Her gaze locks onto mine, and for a moment, I swear time slows. She's holding the towel tighter around herself now, her fingers gripping the fabric like it's anchoring her. She hesitates, biting her bottom lip again and the look in her eyes is enough to make my pulse race.
"Thanks," she says finally, her voice quiet but steady. "For, you know... always having my back."
Oh.
That's not what I was expecting.
I nod, swallowing hard. "Always," I say, my voice rough. "You don't have to thank me for that."
She offers me a small smile.
I know I should leave. I should walk out of this bathroom, let her finish getting ready for bed, and pretend this whole interaction never happened. But I can't move. I'm rooted to the spot, torn between staying and going, between saying something and staying silent.
Her eyes drift away from mine, her gaze falling to the floor. "Good night, Keith," she says softly, almost like she's dismissing me.
I hesitate, the words I've been holding back threatening to spill out.
Say something. Tell her. Just—
"Good night," I manage, forcing my feet to carry me out the door.
As I walk down the hallway, my heart is pounding so hard it feels like it might break through my chest. My mind is racing, replaying every second of that conversation, every look, every word.
I run a hand through my hair, frustrated with myself.
I'm such a coward.
I stop just outside my door and turn around, staring at (Y/N)'s door. How cruel it is for the one person I want wholeheartedly to be so close to me, yet so out of my reach.
Maybe someday I'll have the courage.
I scoff, shaking my head.
Who am I kidding?
Your POV:
I stare at the door of the bathroom, blinking. My heart is racing, my pulse thundering in my ears. I lean against the sink, gripping the edges tightly as I try to steady myself.
What is this feeling? Why do I only have it when I'm with him?
What just happened?
Keith had looked odd. His usual stoic mask was still there, but something about him felt off, like he was holding back. And then there was the way he'd glanced at Lance before looking at me. Did he think...?
I snort and shake my head, laughing silently to myself.
Did Keith think there was something between me and Lance? Now that's an absurd thought. Anyone with a pair of eyes can see that there's absolutely nothing there.
Lance is like a brother to me—annoying at times but fiercely loyal, and not at all someone I'd think of that way. I press my palm to my forehead, letting out a long sigh.
What was that look in Keith's eyes when he saw Lance standing next to me? Was it jealousy?
No, that doesn't make sense.
Why would Keith be jealous of Lance?
|••••••••••|
Everyone is dead.
The Olkarion sun has set, plunging the landscape into shadows, but the horizon glows ominously. A sickly red hue paints the sky, unnatural and suffocating. Smoke rises in thick plumes from the buildings below. Fires rage uncontrollably across its surface.
I stumble forward, my chest tight, my breathing erratic. The air smells of burning metal and something acrid and sickening churns my stomach.
My feet crunch over the debris. The ground beneath me feels uneven, like it's trying to pull me down. "Hello?" My voice cracks, barely audible over the distant roar of destruction.
No answer.
"Keith? Lance? Pidge?" My voice rises, panic taking hold. "Shiro! Hunk!"
Still nothing.
I break into a run, desperate to find someone, anyone. I run for what feels like days.
And then I see them.
Their bodies.
My breath catches in my throat as I skid to a stop. They're sprawled across the rubble, their armor scorched and broken. Shiro lies slumped against a twisted metal beam, his eyes staring blankly at the sky. Lance is face down, his helmet cracked and his Bayard lying just out of reach. Pidge is curled up on her side, her glasses shattered. Hunk is sprawled on his back, his face frozen in an expression of terror, his hands clutching at the wound in his chest. And Keith—
Keith lies closest to me.
His blade is still in his hand, his body twisted as though he fell mid-swing. Blood trickles from the corner of his mouth, staining his lips a dark red. His eyes are closed, his face eerily calm, like he's simply sleeping.
Not again, not again.
"No," I cry out, my voice hoarse as I drop to my knees beside him. My hands shake as I reach out, brushing against his cheek. His skin is cold. Too cold.
"Keith, please," I whisper, my throat tightening. Tears blur my vision as I clutch at his armor, shaking him. "Wake up."
But he doesn't move.
None of them do.
Not again, not again.
I let out a broken sob, my head bowing down. The ground feels like it's crumbling beneath me, threatening to swallow me whole. The fires roar louder, the heat stifling, but I don't care. I can't tear my eyes away from him.
"(Y/N)." The voice is faint, but familiar.
I look up through the tears. "Violet?" I whisper. She is a ray of light, and I can barely make out the bright blue of her eyes.
"Your path will diverge soon. Be ready."
Looking down at Keith's limp body, my lip quivers. "Is this the future?" I whisper.
"If you do not set yourself apart, yes."
The fires rage louder as I shudder. I force myself to look at her fully, tears still streaming down my face. "Set myself apart? What does that mean?" My voice cracks with desperation. I am suffocating.
Violet's gaze softens, her eyes like twin galaxies swirling with mystery and sorrow. "You are more than what you believe yourself to be, (Y/N). The choices you make will either bring salvation or doom. You must embrace what you fear."
"What I fear?" I repeat, my voice barely a whisper. My hands tremble as I glance back down at Keith's lifeless body, the sight twisting the knife in my chest. "I don't understand. How can I—how can I stop this?"
Violet steps closer, her light momentarily blinding me. "You must return to the Empire."
Swallowing hard, my hand clutches Keith's hand, my eyes wide with fear. "I can't, no. I won't."
"You must," Violet says, her tone gentle but unyielding. "For their sake. For his sake. There are forces too powerful at large."
I shake my head, my tears dripping onto Keith's chest. "And if I don't?"
Violet's gaze is piercing now, her words ringing with finality. "Then this future will become your reality. And the stars will mourn your failure."
"What awaits me in the Empire?"
"Pain." She is silent for a moment. "It must be you."
Before I can respond, the world tilts violently. The fire grows brighter, swallowing everything in its path, until all I see is blinding white—
|••••••••••|
I bolt upright, gasping for air. My heart is pounding so hard it feels like it might burst out of my chest. My skin is clammy with sweat, and my hands are trembling as I clutch the sheets.
It was a dream.
Just a nightmare.
No, it was a warning.
My chest heaves as I struggle to calm my breathing. I press a hand to my forehead, trying to will away the images. The room is dim, the faint hum of the Castle of Lions a comforting reminder of where I am.
My team is safe. Keith is safe.
The sound of hurried footsteps outside my door snaps me back to reality. There's a soft knock, and I flinch, my heart still racing.
"(Y/N)?" Keith's voice calls out, low and concerned.
I freeze, the memory of his broken body flashing before my eyes. My throat tightens as I struggle to find my voice. "Keith?" I manage to croak, my voice hoarse.
The door slides open cautiously, and there he is, alive and whole, his dark eyes scanning me with worry. He's in his usual black sleep shirt and sweats, his hair tousled as though he'd bolted out of bed. The sight of him—real and breathing—makes something inside me crumble.
"I—are you okay?" he asks, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. "I heard... I thought I heard you scream."
I hadn't even realized I'd screamed.
"I—I'm fine," I lie, my voice shaky. "Just a nightmare."
Keith frowns. "Another one?" He moves closer, his gaze softening as he takes in my trembling form.
I turn away, hugging my knees to my chest. "It was just a stupid dream. Nothing to worry about."
There's a long pause, and then I feel the bed dip slightly as he sits beside me. "You're shaking," he murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper.
I press my face against my knees, trying to steady myself. "It's nothing, Mullet. Really."
"(Y/N)," he says, his tone firmer now. "You don't have to tell me what it was about, but... I'm here, okay? You don't have to go through it alone."
His words, simple as they are, break something inside me. I lift my head, meeting his gaze. The concern in his eyes is genuine, raw, and it makes my chest ache. Without thinking, I reach for him, my hands clutching the front of his shirt as if he might disappear if I let go. He doesn't pull away. Instead, he shifts closer, his arms hesitating before wrapping around me carefully, like he's afraid I might shatter. I bury my face in his shoulder, closing my eyes and memorizing the feel of him because deep down, I know I will do what I must.
"You were all dead," I whisper, my voice trembling. "All of you. We didn't defeat Emperor Zarkon."
Keith stiffens slightly, his arms tightening around me. "It was just a dream," he says quietly, his voice steady. "It wasn't real."
"But it felt real," I choke out, my tears soaking into his shirt.
He wraps himself tighter around me and I hear the shaking of his breathing. "You're safe, (N/N). No one is going anywhere."
I'm not safe. You're not safe. No one is safe.
I unwrap myself from him, swinging my legs over the side of the bed, planting my feet on the cold floor. The need to move, to do something, anything, burns in my veins. Maybe if I push myself hard enough, I can forget. Maybe if I exhaust myself, I won't dream again. Maybe if I train, I can change the future.
"(Y/N)?" Keith's voice stops me as I stand, my legs unsteady beneath me. I glance over my shoulder to find him watching me, his brows drawn together, his jaw tight. He looks like he wants to say more, to pull me back, but he doesn't move. "What are you doing?" he asks, his voice low.
"I need to train," I mutter, shaking my head. "I need to do something. Anything." My hands tremble as I tighten them into fists, trying to stop the shaking.
"It's the middle of the night," he says, standing now. He takes a step toward me, his tone softening. "You don't have to do this right now."
"I do," I snap, the desperation leaking into my voice. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, trying to rein in the panic rising in my chest. "You don't understand, Keith. I—I saw all of you. You were dead. Everyone was dead, and I couldn't stop it."
He doesn't reply immediately, but when I open my eyes, he's closer. His gaze is intense, unwavering. "You think training will stop a dream from coming true?"
I flinch at his words. "I don't know," I whisper, my voice cracking. "But sitting here doing nothing won't help either."
"I know you think throwing yourself into training is going to help." Keith exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair. "But you're not alone in this, (Y/N). You don't have to carry it all by yourself. Whatever's coming, we'll face it together."
I want to believe him, to trust that he's right, but the image of his lifeless body keeps flashing in my mind. "You don't understand," I say again. "I saw you, Keith. I saw you, and it felt so real. I—I can't lose you. Any of you."
Keith's expression softens as he takes another step closer, his voice quieter now. "You're not going to lose me, (Y/N). I promise."
His voice is sincere, but I can't bring myself to believe it. Promises don't stop death. Promises don't change destiny. Promises don't put an end to a 10,000-year regime.
Actions do.
I turn away, taking a step toward the door, but Keith grabs my wrist gently, stopping me in my tracks. His touch is warm and it makes my heart skip a beat. "You're exhausted," he says, his tone firm but kind. "You need rest. Training isn't going to help right now. It'll only make things worse."
I glance down at his hand on my wrist. "I need to see Violet."
"Please," he says, and the vulnerability in his voice catches me off guard. "Just... stay."
I meet his gaze. "I can't," I whisper, my voice barely audible. "I'm sorry."
|••••••••••|
SHIRO: "Everyone lock into position. We're taking this thing up."
My hand toggles the control and I steer Violet closer to the teledav, opening her jaw and locking on.
(Y/N): "Is everyone latched?"
LANCE: "Blue's good."
HUNK: "Yellow, too."
PIDGE: "Yup."
KEITH: "Let's do this."
SHIRO: "Copy. Princess, we are go for launch."
ALLURA: "Charging the main turbine.
The Castle Ship goes up into the air and I power on Violet's thrusters, following their lead as we transport the teludav into space.
|••••••••••|
The team is gathered in the Castle Ship's control room. Shiro takes a step forward, pulling up the schematics of the plan. Slav stands in between Pidge and Hunk while Antok and Kolivan stand opposite of them.
"All right, guys, listen up. I'll use the Black Lion to lure Zarkon's fleet to our current location and make sure he's within the teludav's area of effect. Keeping the teludav hidden behind the space-fold until the last possible second is essential. We can count on you, right, Slav?" Shiro asks.
"Absolutely. I'll be fine. I'm not sure about the gravity generator, though," Slav mutters.
"What? What was that last thing?" Hunk asks in a panicky voice.
"Hiding a ship is one thing, but I've never had to build a gravity generator for something this large before. I know it'll work, but I'm not really sure for how long."
"Well, that's a risk we'll have to take. Once Zarkon's ship is in position, Kolivan and Antok will coordinate with Thace. Together, they'll take down Zarkon's security system and upload the virus," Shiro says, looking at the diagram and studying it.
"And then, he'll be a sitting du-flax," Pidge smirks as she plays with her glasses. Everyone stares at her. "What? A du-flax is an Altean creature with a beak and webbed feet."
Keith hasn't spoken to me since last night, and I can't help but wonder if I upset him somehow.
"We'll wormhole Zarkon 500 million light years away, and he'll be in the Yggiz Galaxy before he knows what's hit him!" Coran sings as he jumps around, throwing stuff out of the way.
I blink and duck behind Keith and Lance. Lance pinches the bridge of his nose and Keith sighs as Coran breaks something.
Shiro subtly shakes his head and turns around. "What about Thace?" he asks.
"He should be getting into position now," Kolivan states. "We received his last communication three quintants ago. We should hear from him soon."
I nod, glancing at him.
"Let's do it." Shiro nods.
"Good luck Shiro." Keith leaves us to give Shiro a brief hug.
A small smile tugs at my lips as I look at them.
Lance snorts beside me.
"What?" I ask, glancing at him.
He continues snickering as he slings an arm across my shoulders, a goofy grin plastered on his face. "You're staring at Keith again."
My stomach does a weird flip, and I immediately shrug off his arm. "I was not staring!" I hiss, crossing my arms over my chest. "I was... just... thinking."
Lance leans in, his grin growing wider. "Thinking about Keith, huh?" His eyes flicker to Keith. "You look at him like hung the stars or something. It's kinda cute, actually."
I shoot him a glare, but my cheeks betray me, burning red-hot. "I'm serious, Lance. Stop."
"Fine, fine," he says, holding up his hands in mock surrender, though he's still smirking. "But, you know, you're not subtle. You might want to work on that if you don't want him to notice."
"Notice what?" Keith's voice cuts in suddenly, and both Lance and I freeze.
My eyes widen as I whip around to face him. Keith is standing there with his usual neutral expression, but there's something sharp in his gaze as he looks between Lance and me.
Lance, of course, recovers first, his grin returning full force. "Oh, nothing," he says, his tone overly casual. "Just talking about how (Y/N)'s got—"
"Lance!" I interrupt, my voice a little too loud, my cheeks burning even hotter. "Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Don't listen to him, Mullet."
Keith's eyes linger on me for a moment before returning back to Lance, narrowing slightly. "Right," he says, clearly unconvinced. "Whatever." He turns on his heel and starts walking away.
I turn to Lance, who's now doubled over laughing, completely unbothered. "What the hell, Lance?!" I snap, shoving him lightly. "Why would you say that?"
"You're welcome," he manages to say between laughs.
"For what?"
"For planting a seed of doubt in ol' Mullet," Lance says, straightening up and brushing imaginary dust off his shoulders. "I'm doing you a favor, (Y/N). Trust me. Now, he'll be too busy wondering what's going on between us to keep sulking."
I blink at him, stunned. "What makes you think he's sulking?"
Lance raises an eyebrow. "Seriously? (Y/N), the guy's been shooting me death glares all morning. He's practically oozing jealousy."
"Jealousy? Of you? Lance, you're actually delusional." I shake my head, dismissing the idea.
Lance gives me a knowing look. "You're clueless, aren't you?"
"I am not clueless," I retort.
"And you're so hopeless."
"Am not." Furrowing my brows, I elbow Lance in the stomach. "You're so quiznaking annoying," I snort, rolling my eyes as I take a few steps back.
"Oh, you totally are."
Huffing, I walk towards Allura, Lance's chuckles still following me.
"Can I talk to you about something?" I ask, soft enough so no one else can hear.
She turns her head to me, curiosity in her gaze. "Of course," she replies.
I peek at the team, most of them busy doing their own thing. Focusing my attention back to her, I sigh. "It's about the Purple Lion. I need you to do something for me."
|••••••••••|
Allura walks slowly inside of Violet and she freezes, as if sensing the exact same things I've felt.
"Where did she come from?" she asks, her eyes trailing over the control console.
"I found her on a tundra planet." I shrug. "She told me she was created last using a different, experimental strand of quintessence."
Her brows furrow. "My father never mentioned a Purple Lion before."
"That is because King Alfor did not create me," Violet says, her voice soft.
Allura blinks, shaking her head. "It's so strange she can talk."
"I can hear you, as well, Princess Allura."
I let out a soft laugh as I lean my back against a wall. "So who created you then?" I ask.
An entire dobash goes by. "I created myself."
"What?" Allura's mouth hangs open for a tick. "How?"
Violet sighs and she goes silent.
Allura blinks. "Hello?"
Shrugging, I push myself upright. "She tends to do that a lot," I say. "I wish I could just disappear whenever I want."
We disembark the Purple Lion and Allura sits down on the floor, her back leaning against Violet's paw. I sit down beside her, inhaling a deep breath.
"What is it?" she asks softly. "You've been off lately."
I turn my head to look at her better. "Killing my father isn't going to be enough."
Her brows furrow. "What do you mean?"
"Emperor Zarkon is only part of the problem. If we are to take down the Galra Empire, we need to take down his witch and her Druids. We need to take it down internally and I can't put the team in jeopardy." I take a shaky breath. "Once Emperor Zarkon is killed, you must get everyone out of there."
She shifts to sit up further. "(Y/N)—"
I take her hand in mine. "I trust you to keep the team safe—to get them out of there."
Allura frowns. "You don't have to do this alone."
"I must." Tears escape from my eyes. "Swear to me that you'll get them out of there, no matter what happens."
She's silent for a tick before she solemnly nods and pulls me in for a hug. "I swear."
|••••••••••|
Shiro's face appears on the Castle Ship's screen. SHIRO: "Zarkon took the bait. He's got my location. Is everybody in position?"
"We've not yet heard from Thace. He was supposed to contact us two vargas ago," Kolivan states as he looks at Antok.
"He could've been captured," Antok adds.
"Or killed. We need to abort the mission immediately."
"Abort? No!" Allura exclaims. "We cannot back away now."
Antok turns. "The Blade of Marmora does not take chances. It's how we've survived for so long where others have failed."
My eyes snap to Antok and Kolivan as the familiar ache of despair fills me. I push it down. It's been deca-phoeb already.
Allura shakes her head. "It's held you back. Your caution is the reason Zarkon is still in power."
"We would rather wait than jeopardize everything. Besides, it's too late to get someone else on the inside," Kolivan states, shaking his head.
"I'll go," I say.
Keith stands up. "I'll do it," he says.
My eyes widen as I spin to look at him.
"What?" Allura asks in disbelief. Her eyes flicker between the two of us.
"I'll sneak onto Zarkon's ship," Keith continues. "I'm Galra, so I'll be able to interact with their technology."
"Like hell you are," I say, narrowing my eyes.
"Pidge, you can rig up one of those pods with a cloaking device, right?" he asks.
"Well, yeah," Pidge says after a few ticks looking at him with confusion. Her eyes are on me, too.
Kolivan shakes his head and turns around to face us. "Going onto Zarkon's ship is a suicide mission," he says. "I would never command someone so inexperienced to go on a mission so dangerous."
"No one's commanding me. I'm doing it," Keith says, keeping his eyes trained on him.
Kolivan turns to look at me. "Do you even have experience?"
"More than him, that's for sure," I say.
Keith frowns. "You can't be serious."
"Last time I checked, we're even on the 'near-death experiences', Mullet. I am doing this."
"I volunteered."
"And I said it first."
Keith glares at me, his jaw tightening as he steps closer. "This isn't a competition, (Y/N). I'm going because I can handle it."
I cross my arms over my chest, refusing to back down. "And you think I can't? That's rich coming from the guy who acts first and thinks later."
His brows furrow. "This isn't about you proving a point."
"Exactly. This is about doing what needs to be done. You're impulsive."
"And you're reckless!"
Hunk groans loudly. "Oh, I can't take this anymore." Shaking his head, he walks out of the bridge.
Kolivan raises his hands, stepping between us. "Enough! Both of you go," he says stiffly. "You're both too stubborn to let up."
SHIRO: "Pidge, get that pod ready." He's quiet for a few ticks. "Keith... (Y/N). Let me know when you're on your way. I'll give you cover."
|••••••••••|
"I'm sorry," I say quietly, looking down at my hands.
Keith sighs, his hands tightening on the controls of the pod. "I'm sorry, too." He turns to glance over at me. "I'm not being fair to you."
I blink in surprise. Is Keith apologizing? He has no reason to.
"I just..." he trails off, gripping the controls tighter before exhaling sharply. "I don't want to see you hurt, okay? Not for this mission, not for anything."
SHIRO: "They're here."
Exhaling, my hands run up and down the tops of my thighs.
"Ready?" Keith asks, looking at me.
I nod, gripping the edge of the armrest. "Let's do this."
SHIRO: "I've got Zarkon on the hook. Bringing him your way. Keith, you ready? You've only got one shot at this."
KEITH: "Engaging cloaking device."
The pod goes into hyperdrive.
(Y/N): "Moving toward the fleet now."
SHIRO: "Roger that. I don't see you, but I'm locked on your signal. I'll clear a path."
I stiffen in my seat. "Stars above," I whisper. "That's a lot of Galra." My eyes widen. "Bank right!"
Keith grunts and steers the pod in the path left by Shiro, avoiding the debris and fighter jet explosions.
KEITH: "Thanks, Shiro."
We enter the hangar of the imperial ship at immense speed.
(Y/N): "We're in!"
KEITH: "Coming in hot!"
The pod crashes, crushing several sentries on its way in. Keith wastes no time, unbuckling from his seat, powering on his Bayard, and charging into the hallway. They shoot at him and he powers on his shield, slicing off the heads of two sentries. I'm right behind him, using the double-bladed staff to take out three more sentries. Their guns fall onto the floor and my chest heaves.
"You good?" he calls out, taking out another sentry.
"Yes," I say, slicing into the sentry whose gun is raised toward Keith. "Follow me!"
I break out into a sprint, jumping over the corpses of the sentries and trying not to trip on any of their limbs or guns. Keith grabs one, sheathing his Bayard. The metallic walls of the ship stretch endlessly and we turn several hallways until we're in the main hub of the hangar bay where the Galra keep the fighter jets.
Hearing footsteps, I grab Keith's arm and press him against the wall, the shadows concealing us as the footsteps grow louder. His body tenses against mine and we stay perfectly still until their footsteps fade into the distance.
"Clear," I whisper, motioning for him to follow. We make a run for it again.
At the end of the hallway lies a door with a handprint. Keith stares at the touchpad and then at me.
Pursing my lips, I gesture to his hand. "You do it."
He nods and a tick later, the door hisses open. We rush down another purple-lit hallway.
KOLIVAN: "Okay, you've made it to the lower communication deck. Head left down that corridor."
Keith nods and starts running, me trailing closely behind him, looking back for any sentries.
ANTOK: "Based on the schematics from Thace, there should be a large door up ahead. This is the central hub for the Galra fleet."
KEITH: "I see it."
The door hisses open as we approach. It's a room draped in red light and at the very end lies the computer. As we run down, Keith pulls up the blueprint for the plan.
KEITH: "Kolivan, we're in. Now, what?"
KOLIVAN: "Now, you need to reset the system, using the codes that Thace obtained." Keith lowers the gun to the ground. "It'll be down for a dobosh. That's when we'll upload the virus."
Keith nods beside me and starts typing on his screen, trying to upload the code to take the system down. The computer beeps, Galra symbols flashing on the screen.
"Access denied?" I mutter, taking a step closer, my eyebrows pinched together. He tries again. "They must've changed the codes."
(Y/N): "It doesn't seem to be working."
KOLIVAN: "Try it again."
I hear footsteps again and Keith grabs the gun before we dive for the wall near the computer. A Galran man runs to it.
KOLIVAN: "(Y/N)? Keith, are you there?"
He clicks on the computer, his fingers flying across the screen as he presses several keys.
The door slides open again.
"And now, we know you were attempting to shut down the system," a low voice says.
I stiffen. They're Druids. Quiznaking Druids.
They rush towards the man and he finishes punching in the keys, turning around, his back crouched. They tortured this man—it's painfully obvious. His left eye is bloodied and swollen shut, blood stains his clothing, and parts of his skin are seared. He has a quintessence wound on his left side, just below his pectoral, that glows purple.
"You're too late," he says, his voice weak but confident.
"No, Thace. You're too late. We already changed the code," the other druid replies.
The computer is rapidly beeping and Thace gasps. The Druids float into the air, powering on their dark magic. Keith vaults, flinging his blade of Marmora into one of their backs. The Druid chokes and electricity crackles from his body as he vanishes in a cloud of black smoke.
The remaining Druid teleports and I charge after him, thrusting all that I have into trying to strike him. He shoots a ray of dark magic towards us and I have to dive onto the metal floor to escape the hit. My stomach crashes onto the metal. Hard.
Keith gets thrown off of the bridge but catches himself using his blade, propelling himself upwards with his jetpack. Thace and Keith start swinging their swords at the Druid, but he's too fast.
I growl as the Druid hovers in the air, forming two balls of dark magic and aiming them towards Keith. Pushing my legs against a wall, I leap into the air and raise my bayard, one of the blades slicing into the Druid as I fling him into the electrical wall.
He sizzles and the smell of burning flesh fills my lungs. The Druid vanishes like vapor into the air—just like the first one.
Keith's breathing is heavy as he touches the computer, turning to look at the missing Blade member. "Thace, I'm Keith, a Paladin of Voltron," he says.
"And a fellow Blade, I see," Thace says, gesturing to Keith's sword. "I guess we haven't failed."
Keith's face turns grim. "Not yet."
"Some optimism wouldn't kill you, Mullet," I say, powering off my bayard.
Thace looks at me, tilting his head. "Aren't you—"
I raise a hand, shaking my head. "Princess (Y/N)? Yes," I mutter. Scoffing, I turn my attention back to the computer, clicking on the keys.
Do they have some kind of picture on their Blade of Marmora bases with my face labeled: Princess (Y/N) of the Galra Empire? I mean, come on. How does every damn Blade of Marmora member recognize me? I have been "dead" for millennia. I don't want to be recognized.
He studies me, his one good eye narrowing as he decides how to answer. "You carry her signature," he says after a moment.
I freeze. "Her?" I shake my head, pushing the curiosity away. "You know what? I've had it with the cryptic messages—we don't have time for this."
Keith clears his throat, nodding. "Right." He goes to the doorway and slices the control panel of the door using his bayard.
Thace watches me. "Come." He starts pulling wires.
"Okay." I hesitate but do as he says.
He peers over at me momentarily. "You look different than I thought you would."
I furrow my eyebrows. Looking at him is like looking at two ghosts.
LANCE: "This is getting hairy. How you both doing, Keith?"
KEITH: "The Galra switched the codes. We're trying a work-around."
LANCE: "Really?"
KEITH: "And we found Thace. I'll explain later."
SHIRO: "Copy that."
Thace and I attach the wires to the sides of the computers.
"What exactly are you doing?" Keith asks, walking up behind us.
"I'm using the main power to overload the system," Thace replies.
His eyes widen. "You're turning the room into a bomb?"
"It's pretty smart," I mumble, securing the wires.
"It's the only way," Thace says.
I jolt at the sound of the door melting and exploding. Fire and dark smoke fill the central hub. Thace is undeterred, keeping his focus on the computer and taking the system down. Keith stands ready and shoots the sentries, but more keep coming.
"We need to block the doorway!" I shout.
"On it!" Keith yells, pointing his gun up and shooting at it. It crumbles, blocking the entire entrance.
I blink.
"That solves one problem," Keith says, "but now we're trapped in here." His gun is still trained at the doorway.
Thace turns. "No, we're not. There's an exit through the main power conduit. It leads to the second deck." He points to the left and Keith and I move, looking down. It's a long drop. "Go, now."
"What?" I ask, glancing over my shoulder.
Keith shakes his head. "No, I'm not gonna leave you."
Thace frowns. "You must. I will shut down the system. This is where my journey ends. As members of Voltron, you have a bigger mission. You must understand that."
His shoulders slouch slightly. "It was an honor to meet you."
"The honor was mine."
"Thank you," I whisper.
The entrance blasts open once again.
"Go! Now!" Thace yells.
Keith nods, handing him the gun, and grabs my hand. We fling ourselves off the bridge.
May the light from the stars in space guide you to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara protect you. For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. Safe journey into the afterlife, Thace. A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya.
I repeat the prayer until my feet hit the floor.
"(Y/N)," Violet whispers in my mind. "You're running out of time."
"Faster, Mullet, come on!" I shout over the blaring alarms. The hallway tremors and explosions echo down the metal walls, knocking us into them.
I don't dare look back.
Keith goes faster, slinging his arm across my waist and powering on his shield. My eyes widen as I see the fire following closely behind us. The fire reaches us and I grit my teeth, but the walls explode, flinging us into space in a spiral.
(Y/N): "Keith!"
I hear his breathy laugh crackling in the comms. KEITH: "The virus!"
I turn, looking at Emperor Zarkon's entire fleet shutting down—the fighter jets stop firing at the Lions, the cruisers go dark, and the Central Command's ion cannon powers off.
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "Thace did it! They did it! We did it, Mullet!"
Jetpacking to Keith, I throw myself into his arms, holding him tightly. He catches me easily, his arms wrapping around my waist. For a moment, we're weightless, suspended in the void of space, the stars glittering around us as the Galra fleet falls into disarray. I pull back slightly to look at him, our helmets reflecting the faint lights of the explosions still rocking the fleet.
"(Y/N), I-I l-"
Allura powers on the teludav and begins lowering it on Emperor Zarkon's imperial ship. The Red Lion appears and Violet follows from behind. Keith clears his throat, shaking his head. I tilt my head as I look at him, releasing my hold.
"What?" I ask.
Keith hesitates, his grip on my waist loosening as he looks away. "Nothing," he says quickly, his voice low. He pushes me gently, signaling for us to start moving again. KEITH: "We're safe."
SHIRO: "Copy that."
I wave to Keith and jetpack into Violet. Red leads and I follow behind them, pushing the controls to full speed.
CORAN: "Hurry, Paladins! We must make it in before the wormhole closes!"
All the Lions trail behind the Castle Ship and a few ticks later, we're out.
PIDGE: "We did it! I can't believe we did it!"
SLAV: "See, I told you we could do it."
SHIRO: "It's not over yet. Everyone, form Voltron!"
Violet and I get dragged into the direction of the other Paladins and we become part of Voltron once again.
"Violet," I whisper, taking my helmet off and attaching wires to my head. "Start the process now."
Violet's voice fills my mind, calm and steady amidst the chaos. "Remember, (Y/N). Lotor is the priority."
Voltron flies towards the Central Command ship.
SHIRO: "We've gotta act fast. The power will only be down for 20 minutes. The Blade of Marmora's schematics showed four targets we need to hit. The weapons systems, the engines, the bridge, and the shield generators. Now, let's put an end to Zarkon, once and for all."
ALL: "Yeah!"
Lotor is the priority.
SHIRO: "Form sword!" The sword forms and we advance on the ship. "Hit the engine systems!"
"Is my brain going to fry?"
Violet is silent for a moment. "I'm afraid I cannot confidently say no."
"That's reassuring."
Voltron's assault is thorough as we use the sword to destroy the engines of Emperor Zarkon's imperial ship. Bursts of fire paint the space ahead of us.
SHIRO: "Stay focused. We've neutralized the engines. Let's target the bridge."
A huge ball of dark magic forms under Voltron.
LANCE: "What is that?"
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "We—"
The dark magic engulfs us and I'm cut off by a scream, my eyes snapping shut as my hands clench the controls.
|••••••••••|
My eyes flutter open slowly. I can barely move, barely breathe.
ALLURA: "Paladins! Shiro! Can you hear me?"
SHIRO: "Yes, Princess. We're alive."
CORAN: "Oh, thank the ancients!"
ALLURA: "Is Voltron operational?"
My shaking hands grip the controls. (Y/N): "No."
HUNK: "It's not working."
KEITH: "I can't move my Lion."
CORAN: "You've been hit with some kind of witchcraft that draws the quintessence out of you. You need to get out of there! Another blast like that and you may not survive!"
I clear my throat. (Y/N): "It's Haggar and her Druids."
LANCE: "Wait. What's that?"
A door slowly opens, emanating a blinding pink light.
ALLURA: "You must get moving. Remember your training. Remember all the battles you've been through."
My eyes widen, my lips parting. "F-Father," I whisper in horror. The Robeast is massive with wings spanning in sharp blades. Its eyes power on and it is as though I am looking right at him—their glowing purple hue haunting.
SHIRO: "Voltron's still not responding." He groans softly. "It's Zarkon."
ALLURA: "Listen to me. You are true Paladins now. Connect with your Lions, and reach out to each other! Fight! This cannot end now!"
The Castle Ship charges toward the robot at full speed, firing its laser at Emperor Zarkon and sending it into his ship. The Robeast deflects the beam, reflecting it back to the Castle Ship, causing a loud explosion. The comms crackle.
Not again, not again.
SHIRO: "Allura!"
I gasp, my heart sinking. Tears well in my eyes. (Y/N): "We can't let him get away with this!"
SHIRO: "Everybody, listen. We have to fight. We have to channel all our energy. Visualize six becoming one. We have to focus everything we have into moving Voltron."
I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
SHIRO: "We are the last thing standing in the way of Zarkon's total universal domination. I'm not giving up that fight! Are you, Hunk?"
HUNK: "No."
The Yellow Lion roars.
SHIRO: "Pidge?"
PIDGE: "Never!"
The Green Lion roars.
SHIRO: "Lance?"
LANCE: "Let's go down swingin'."
The Blue Lion roars.
SHIRO: "Keith?"
KEITH: "I'm all in."
The Red Lion roars.
SHIRO: "(Y/N)?"
(Y/N): "Let's kill this Emperor."
The Purple Lion roars and Violet's controls light up.
The Robeast forms a sword and Emperor Zarkon charges towards us as Voltron slowly powers back on.
SHIRO: "Then let's get Voltron back in this battle."
He hits Voltron but we shield it with the sword. He continues to come after us but we block him again. He pushes us back and we jetpack up. He follows us. He shoots at us and we fire our laser.
SHIRO: "All right, let's hit him with the big guns. Hunk, form shoulder cannon! Fire!"
The Robeast shields itself.
(Y/N): "How powerful is this thing?"
Dark magic fires towards us again.
SHIRO: "Look out!"
The beam misses Voltron, but the Robeast kicks us, sending us flying back. He comes towards us once again and our swords clash. We shoot at him, but he shields. The process repeats over and over again.
PIDGE: "We've never faced anything this powerful before!"
SHIRO: "One way or another, this may be our last battle. We've got to give everything we have. Dig deep and fight!"
Voltron's jetpack powers on and we head to Emperor Zarkon.
Shiro grunts. SHIRO: "He's trying to control my Lion. I can feel him in my mind."
KEITH: "Fight it, Shiro!"
(Y/N): "You are stronger than you know!"
Voltron's sword enters the Robeast, but a chain pushes us back. It takes hold of Voltron, sending waves of electricity throughout. The amount of power becomes too overbearing that we disassemble.
KEITH: "Shiro! Shiro! Something's wrong with Shiro. Guys, we can't let Zarkon get the Black Lion."
(Y/N): "We need to buy him time!"
Emperor Zarkon charges towards us and we spread out, surrounding him as we shoot our lasers.
(Y/N): "We need to circle him!"
I push Violet's thrusters at full speed and charge forward first, leaning forward in my seat. I lead the Robeast's attention away from the others, zigzagging and dodging its strikes. The others soon join.
PIDGE: "Keep Zarkon away from the Black Lion!"
KEITH: "Come on! We can't give up!"
HUNK: "I'm running out of strength, man."
LANCE: "Look out!"
The Robeast shoots and strikes, flinging us all over the place.
PIDGE: "Hunk!"
(Y/N): "We can't keep going!"
The Black Lion growls in the distance and its wings grow as it flies through Emperor Zarkon's Robeast.
My eyes widen.
LANCE: "Whoa... What did you do?"
SHIRO: "I've got Zarkon's bayard."
KEITH: "You mean you've got your bayard."
SHIRO: "We've only got a few minutes left before power returns to Zarkon's ship. Form Voltron!"
I fly Violet up, connecting with them and we fight again.
CORAN: "Hello, paladins!"
PIDGE: "Yeah!"
(Y/N): "Coran!"
HUNK: "You're alive!"
SHIRO: "Is everyone okay?"
SLAV: "Yeah, I'm fine! Don't worry, guys!"
LANCE: "Oh, great. Slav made it."
I let out a quiet chuckle. (Y/N): "Don't sound too excited, Lancey."
CORAN: "The power on Zarkon's ship is returning! We need to get out of here! I'm going to get Allura!"
Our swords clash.
SHIRO: "This is our last chance! Let's finish this!"
We engage our thrusters in full force and charge at the Robeast, stabbing the sword into its abdomen. Electricity crackles and it grabs Voltron's head, sending electric shock waves into us. Voltron's sword expands, now aflame, and digging deeper into the Robeast.
We did it. Father is dead.
The Robeast explodes into a blinding ray of purple electricity, causing Voltron to disband again.
Where am I? What happened?
I blink, looking around me confused before I close my eyes.
Lotor is the priority.
Third Person POV:
Debris and electricity emanate from Emperor Zarkon's shattered Robeast.
Lance groans, slowly opening his eyes. LANCE: "Did we do it?"
The Yellow Lion moves. HUNK: "Is it over?"
The Castle Ship slowly lowers itself. CORAN: "I have Allura and Kolivan. We need to go."
Keith pulls on Red's controls and starts following behind the other Lions. He gasps, noticing that both the Black and Purple Lions are powered off. KEITH: "Shiro! (Y/N)!"
PIDGE: "We need to tow them back onto the ship!"
The Green and Red Lions quickly grab the Black Lion and the Blue and Yellow Lions grab the Purple Lion. All six Lions head towards the Castle Ship.
KEITH: "Hurry guys!"
All Lions enter the hangar.
PIDGE: "Princess, we're all onboard."
Allura's gaze lingers on the Purple Lion before she closes her eyes, opening a wormhole. Soon, the wormhole opens and the Castle Ship goes into hyperdrive. It closes just before Galra fighter jets can trail behind them.
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The moment the Red Lion is secure in the hangar bay, Keith takes off into a sprint. "Shiro!" he yells. "(Y/N)!"
The rest of the Paladins run behind him, Allura and Coran in tow. They head to the Black Lion first, the doors slowly sliding open. Keith's heart races in his chest. Neither Shiro nor (Y/N) responded to him through the comms. Anxiety is building up in his chest. He needs to make sure they're okay. That they're safe. That they're alive.
"Shiro?" Keith asks. His voice is hesitant as he takes in the state of darkness within the Black Lion. They all step forward to the pilot's seat.
The Black Lion is empty. All that remains is the black bayard.
"He's... he's gone," Lance breathes out.
Keith takes a step back, his heartbeat drumming in his ears and his vision blurring. "No," he whispers. He breaks out into another sprint, running to the Purple Lion. He reaches the Lion, slamming his fists against its hull, desperation pouring from him. "Open up!" he shouts. His voice cracks as he yells again, "Violet, let me in!"
The Purple Lion doesn't respond immediately. The cockpit remains sealed, unyielding to his pleas. The others catch up, their faces pale, their breaths uneven. Allura can't bring herself to look at Keith, turning to look at the Black Lion.
Lance places a hesitant hand on Keith's shoulder. "Keith... give it a moment. Maybe—"
"No!" Keith snaps, shrugging him off. "They're not gone. She's not gone. Open up. Open the damn door!"
The Purple Lion emits a faint, flickering glow, a low growl reverberating through the hangar. Slowly, the cockpit begins to open, steam hissing as the hatch reveals the inside.
Keith freezes, his breath hitching.
There, in the pilot's seat, blood is smeared all along the console. Wires dangle loosely from the control panels, sparks flying.
"(Y/N)?" Keith leaps inside, but there is no trace of her.
Tears sting Keith's eyes and he shakes his head, falling to the floor of the Purple Lion and collapsing in on himself. His body trembles at the revelation—the man who is his brother, the woman he is in love with.
Gone.
Without a trace.
Keith's hands clench into fists, but he doesn't feel the pain. His mind is a blur of confusion, fear, and sorrow. His breaths come in ragged gasps, each one more shallow than the last. His heart, heavy and broken, refuses to acknowledge what he sees before him.
They really are gone.
Lance, Hunk, and Pidge stand just outside, their faces painted with shock, tears streaming down all their faces. They exchange glances, unsure of what to say or do. Coran and Allura linger in the background, their expressions solemn, but none of them dare move closer.
Keith's gaze shifts to the control panel, then back to the empty seat. His mind races.
How could she be gone? She couldn't be. Not like this.
He reaches forward, his fingers grazing the bloodstained console, the reality of the situation sinking in with every passing second. The cockpit is eerily silent, save for the faint hum of the ship's systems in the distance. No life. No sound. Just emptiness.
"(Y/N)..." Keith's voice cracks as he whispers her name. His eyes flutter shut, and for a fleeting moment, he lets himself believe she'll respond. She'll jump up, eyes filled with fire and determination, ready to fight once again.
But when he opens his eyes, all that's left is the cold emptiness of the cockpit.
And blood.
Four words are sprawled on the metallic surface.
Don't come for me.
A choked sob escapes him, and he slams his fist against the console in frustration, rage, and grief mixing into a bitter cocktail that burns his chest.
Lance steps forward hesitantly, his hand hovering near Keith's shoulder. "Keith... we—we'll figure this out."
Keith shakes his head vehemently and he closes his eyes, tears streaming down his face.
I really am cursed.
When his eyes open again, they lock onto the haunting message etched in blood. Don't come for me. His lips press into a thin line, determination burning away the grief threatening to consume him.
I'm coming anyway.
Third Person POV; three days later:
Haggar studies (Y/N), her lips pressed together in a tight line. "Where is Voltron?" she asks.
(Y/N) stares at her, her eyes blank. "I don't know what Voltron is," she says, her voice hoarse but steady.
Haggar narrows her eyes, pacing slowly in front of (Y/N), who is restrained in a chair in the center of the dimly lit interrogation room. The hum of Galra technology vibrates faintly in the air, a cold and eerie backdrop to the situation. The purple glow of the room bathes (Y/N)'s face, accentuating the cuts and bruises already marring her skin.
"Don't play coy with me, child." She takes a deliberate step closer. "You know what happens when you play games with me."
(Y/N) doesn't flinch. She's exhausted, her body screaming in protest after days of captivity, but she won't let Haggar see her break. This is not the first time she has had to endure Haggar's methods. "I told you. I don't know what you're talking about."
Haggar tilts her head, observing her as if she's a specimen under a microscope. A flicker of annoyance crosses her features before she steps closer, leaning down so her face is inches from (Y/N)'s. Her yellow eyes glow with malice. "You're trying my patience," she says softly, her tone more menacing than any shout. "And I assure you, my patience is not infinite."
(Y/N) swallows hard but doesn't look away. She remains silent.
Haggar's lips curl into a cruel smile. "So defiant. You truly are your father's daughter. It's almost admirable." She straightens, turning to a console on the wall. With a flick of her wrist, a Galra sentry approaches, carrying a long, thin needle attached to a machine. The sight of it makes (Y/N)'s stomach twist, but she forces herself to remain still, her hands clenched into fists against the restraints.
"I'm going to give you one more chance," Haggar says, turning back to face her. "Where. Is. Voltron?"
(Y/N) doesn't answer, her jaw tightening as she braces herself.
"Very well," Haggar says coldly. She gestures to the sentry, and the needle descends, hovering just above (Y/N)'s temple. A faint buzzing sound fills the room, the energy from the machine crackling ominously.
(Y/N)'s breath quickens and she bites the inside of her cheek hard enough to draw blood, trying to focus on the pain to anchor herself.
Pain is my reminder.
"Scars are trophies." Lotor's voice whispers in her mind, words spoken several times thousands of years ago. "They show you are strong. Don't cry. You are so strong, (Y/N). Stronger than you know."
I am strong.
The needle pierces her skin.
A searing jolt of electricity courses through her, and her entire body arches involuntarily against the restraints. It's as if fire is spreading through her veins, burning everything in its path. The machine attached to the needle hums louder, feeding on her neural pathways, searching for any trace of the memories she's taken out.
"Stop resisting," Haggar commands, her voice cutting through the haze of pain. "Give me what I want, and this will all end."
(Y/N) grits her teeth, her breaths coming in ragged gasps. "You're wasting your time," she spits. "I don't know a damn thing."
Haggar's eyes narrow and she raises her hand, a burst of dark purple energy erupting from her fingertips. It slams into (Y/N). The impact is a brutal blow to her mind, tearing at her consciousness, prying at her defenses. Flashes of memories—her time with the team, moments in the castle, the laughter, the battles—flicker and then disappear because they are safely locked away in the Purple Lion.
Haggar snarls in frustration. "You think you're clever, hiding your memories from me. But I will find them. Every. Last. One."
The needle digs deeper, the machine amplifying the pain. (Y/N) screams, the sound raw and agonized, echoing off the metallic walls. Her vision blurs, black spots dancing at the edges. She forces herself to focus on one thing—Lotor.
"Do your worst," she rasps, her voice barely audible. "I can handle it."
Haggar's expression darkens. She gestures to the console again, and the sentry adjusts the machine. The electricity intensifies, ripping through (Y/N) with a ferocity that makes her entire body convulse.
"Where is Voltron?" Haggar demands again, her voice a chilling roar.
(Y/N) gasps for air, her head lolling forward as the pain finally ebbs. Her body trembles, sweat dripping from her brow, but she manages to lift her head just enough to meet Haggar's gaze. Her eyes, though bloodshot and filled with tears, still burn with fire.
The fire of the stars of Gala.
"Go to hell," she whispers.
Haggar snarls, sending another wave of energy into (Y/N). The room fills with the crackle of dark magic and the faint scent of ozone.
"Where is the Purple Lion?" Haggar demands. She steps closer to (Y/N), her expression venomous, her movements calculated.
(Y/N)'s scream pierces the air. She slams her head back against the chair in an attempt to redirect the pain, but it's futile. Her body is battered, her strength waning, yet her will remains unbroken.
"You think I don't know what you've done?" Haggar sneers, her face inches from (Y/N)'s. "I know you've hidden the memories somewhere. Somewhere close. You've always been a clever little traitor, haven't you? Radyr se'tar."
(Y/N)'s head slumps forward, her breaths shallow and uneven, but she forces herself to respond. "Eu a'a eri radyr se'tar," she spits, blood dripping down the corners of her mouth. "Vae erai, you quiznaking witch."
Haggar's face twists into a mask of fury. She motions to the sentry again, and the needle retracts briefly, only to descend toward the nape of (Y/N)'s neck. "You may have hidden them, but everything leaves a trace. I will tear apart every inch of your mind until I find it."
The machine whirs ominously, its energy shifting as it prepares to delve deeper into (Y/N)'s neural pathways. This time, the pain isn't just physical. It's invasive, crawling into her thoughts, tugging at fragments of her memories. Images flicker in her mind—her training in the Castle Ship, the warm camaraderie of the Voltron team, the Red Paladin. She clamps down hard even as the assault on her consciousness intensifies.
"Stop fighting," Haggar commands. "Your mind will break long before I do."
(Y/N) lets out a choked laugh, the sound hollow and brittle. "Then... you don't know me at all."
The pain feels as though her very soul is being ripped apart.
The Purple Lion. It's out of Haggar's reach. It's safe. They're safe. The team is safe. Keith is safe.
"Where is the Purple Lion?" Haggar snarls, her composure slipping. Her voice is sharp, desperate. "You think your defiance will save you? All it does is prolong your suffering."
(Y/N) struggles to lift her head, her strength nearly spent. Her vision blurs, but she locks eyes with Haggar. "I'll... die before I tell you anything."
Haggar's face hardens. "That can be arranged."
With a sharp gesture, she activates the machine once more, the electricity surging to its maximum intensity. (Y/N)'s body convulses violently, the restraints biting into her wrists and ankles as she writhes against them. Her scream echoes through the room, a sound that would haunt anyone who heard it.
She screams until her throat is cracked, until she tastes the metallic burn of blood, until her wrists are raw. She screams for what seems to be an eternity.
The world narrows into a tunnel of agony, but she will not break. She cannot break for she had planned this out meticulously. Haggar is not getting anything from her.
Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate.
(Y/N)'s body slumps in the chair as the searing pain fades, leaving behind a hollow ache that thrums through every nerve. Her breaths are shallow, each inhale a struggle against the lingering agony. She forces her eyes open, her blurred vision barely registering Haggar's movement as the witch steps back.
She tilts her head, her yellow eyes glinting with something new—something far more sinister than before. Her lips curl into a faint smirk, the kind that chills (Y/N) to her core. She swallows hard.
"Oh, child," Haggar whispers, her tone almost reverent, as though a revelation has struck her. "Your presence here is a gift. You just don't realize it yet."
(Y/N)'s voice is hoarse, but she musters enough strength to rasp, "What... are you talking about?"
Haggar doesn't answer immediately. She turns to the Druids standing silently in the shadows. They step forward at her command.
"You see," Haggar says, addressing (Y/N) but more to herself, her voice laced with triumph, "breaking you would be satisfying, yes, but it would also be... limited. Your memories, your bond with Voltron—they make you more valuable than I first thought."
(Y/N)'s stomach twists, dread coiling tightly around her heart. "You're wasting your time," she spits, her voice strained. "I'll never give you what you want."
Haggar chuckles a cold, humorless sound. "You misunderstand. I don't need you to give me anything anymore." She leans closer, her smirk widening. "I'll simply make you into what I need."
(Y/N)'s eyes widen in alarm, her breath hitching as Haggar turns fully to the Druids. "Implant new memories," Haggar commands. "Strip away the defiance, the loyalty to Voltron, to rebellion." She pauses, her gaze flickering to (Y/N), savoring her terror. "Replace it with devotion to the Galra Empire. To Emperor Zarkon."
"No!" (Y/N) thrashes against her restraints, panic surging through her battered body. Her voice cracks as she shouts, "You can't—"
Haggar silences her with a single glance, her eyes glowing brighter as her smirk fades into something colder. "Oh, but I can. And I will."
The Druids surround (Y/N), their long fingers crackling with dark magic. They murmur incantations, their voices low and guttural, filling the room with oppressive energy that seems to suck the very air from (Y/N)'s lungs.
Haggar steps back as she watches with a detached sort of satisfaction. "I have business with Emperor Zarkon," she says over her shoulder, her tone almost casual. "But when I return, I expect her to be ready. Voltron will never see this coming."
As Haggar exits the room, the door hissing shut behind her, (Y/N) screams, her voice raw with desperation. The Druids' dark magic burrows into her mind, clawing at her memories, forcing deceit and allegiance where loyalty and love once thrived.
Images flash before her eyes, all of them replaced, warped. Twisted into shadows. In their place, visions of Emperor Zarkon rise, his voice commanding, his presence overwhelming, seeping into every corner of her fractured psyche.
"No... stop..." (Y/N) whispers, her voice weak and broken. She clings to the last fragments of her true self, the memories of her team, the warmth of their bond. But the Druids' power is relentless, their magic suffocating.
Tears streak down her face as her mind begins to falter, the light of her memories dimming under the weight of the darkness. The last thing she sees before the void overtakes her is the faint outline of the Purple Lion, standing sentinel in the depths of her mind.
"It's going to be okay, (Y/N)," Violet whispers in the depths of her mind, her lavender-colored arms wrapping themselves around her mind with a warmth that makes (Y/N)'s heart flutter despite the agony being physically thrust upon her. "Tei'rah alesul. Vae pal lider. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written. From the ashes, you shall rise."
"It's... going to be," she whispers to herself, barely conscious now, "okay..."
The Druids continue their work, their shadows engulfing her completely, though now their magic falters. Their hands fall to their sides.
"Why isn't it working?" one asks.
The lead Druid, Relisi, steps closer to (Y/N), his glowing eyes narrowing in suspicion as he studies her trembling form. "Her mind resists," he growls, his voice distorted and heavy with frustration. "There is something shielding her. Something... unnatural."
Another Druid leans forward, their hands hovering near (Y/N)'s temple, crackling with faint traces of energy. "It's not her will alone. This is ancient—older than even us. Some kind of bond, forged in the quintessence itself."
The Druids exchange uneasy glances. Their hands twitch as they try once more to overwhelm the defenses. Dark magic surges through the room, tightening like a noose, and for a moment, it feels as though the sheer force of their power might crush (Y/N)'s mind completely.
But Violet watches them and her light flares in (Y/N)'s subconscious, a radiant pulse that reverberates through the void. The Purple Lion's roar echoes faintly in her mind, drowning out the invasive whispers of the Druids.
"This is far beyond us," Relisi snarls. His frustration grows, but there is a flicker of fear in his voice now.
The room grows colder as the Druids push harder and (Y/N)'s body shudders, her head lolling to one side as her strength fades. But deep within her mind, Violet's presence burns brighter, her energy wrapping around (Y/N)'s consciousness like a protective cocoon.
The Druids recoil at the burst of pure quintessence, the backlash sending one of them stumbling backward, dark energy fizzling out in their hands.
Relisi glances at the Druid on the floor. "The Empire will have our heads if we fail," he states.
"They've already killed three of our members."
"She is unreachable."
"What do we do?" another asks.
The lead Druid places his hand upon (Y/N)'s head once more. "We pretend we've fulfilled our duty. We implant new memories, yes, but..." he pauses, pursing his lips. "But we make her believe she was always here."
The room is silent as the lead Druid's words settle over the others. Their glowing eyes flicker with unease, but they nod in reluctant agreement. The fear of Haggar's wrath looms heavy, but so does the knowledge that the resistance within (Y/N) is something beyond even their combined power.
They have no choice.
"We shall craft a truth she cannot question," Relisi says, his tone resolute. "Make her doubt everything she knows."
(Y/N) stirs weakly in the chair, her body slack but her mind flickering with the faint pulse of the Purple Lion's protection. She doesn't hear their plans, her focus dimmed by exhaustion and pain, but deep in her subconscious, Violet whispers a warning.
The Druids gather again, their hands raised with the intention of a different spell now—one not of destruction but of fabrication. Wisps of dark magic curl through the air, intertwining as they begin to construct the illusion. Memories are layered with careful precision and the narrative of (Y/N)'s betrayal of Voltron dissolved, replaced with a false reality.
In her mind's eye, (Y/N) sees flashes of time, warped and disjointed. The moments are surreal, as though she's watching someone else live her life.
The Castle of Lions fades into shadow, replaced by the cold, sterile corridors of a Galra ship. The faces of her friends blur, their features indistinct, their voices faint echoes that grow quieter with each passing second.
She never escaped the Empire, never found Planet Solitaire, never found Violet, never found Voltron, never went on missions, never formed friendships.
Never fell in love.
"No..." she murmurs, her voice barely audible.
But the illusion persists.
The illusion starts to seep into her earlier memories—of her lessons, of her Dayaks, of her time training, of her plans with Rez'or, of her cell, of her fellow prisoners, of her fights in the arena. Slowly the illusion warps them all.
"You are the Princess of the Empire," the illusion whispers. "Daughter of Emperor Zarkon."
And though the words ring true, the memories within her shifted their meanings. For who was she without all she had endured? Who would she be if she grew up without pain and suffering? Who was she if she were loved by her father?
Who was she if she were favored?
The Druids' spell pushes further, manipulating what they can reach and hiding what they cannot. They cannot risk anyone finding out they have failed their duty.
"You are Galra. You are the Empire."
The warmth of the Voltron team fades entirely, replaced by cold, sterile loyalty to the very force she has fought against. Her hands tremble as the illusion solidifies, the truth of her bonds buried beneath layers of deception.
But deep within her subconscious, a voice remains—Violet's voice.
"This is not your truth," she whispers.
The Druids press harder, unaware of the small, glowing presence they cannot reach. Violet strains as she shields (Y/N) from total submission, even as the implanted memories take root.
As the spell ends, the Druids step back, their forms visibly drained. The lead Druid observes (Y/N), her head slumped forward, her breathing shallow. "It is done," he says, though his voice carries a note of uncertainty.
One of the Druids hesitates. "What if she remembers? What if the—"
"She won't," Relisi snaps. "Haggar will believe the illusion. Our lives shall be spared."
They step away, leaving (Y/N) alone in the dim room. Her body is motionless, her mind drifting into a state of unconsciousness.
She dreams of glittering eyes the color of a storm-tossed ocean under a twilight sky, a mesmerizing blend of piercing indigo and shadowy violet.
Meanwhile, the Altean witch walks to Emperor Zarkon's bedchamber. She watches him closely, a deep frown resting on her lips. The fight with Voltron had nearly killed him. He has received a nonstop stream of quintessence, yet he remains unresponsive.
Her hand reaches out to cup his cheek and she closes her eyes. After a couple of doboshes, she stands, clenching her fists tightly. As she steps out of the bedchamber, she sees four Commanders and walks with her head down.
"Summon Prince Lotor," she commands, her voice low.
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(Y/N) opens her eyes slowly, her mind hazy and her limbs heavy. As they open, her eyes take in the bedchamber she was placed in. The fabric on her skin is soft to the touch—a silk deep purple nightgown with burgundy embroidery. She blinks slowly and raises her hands to rub her temples, trying to dispel the throbbing within her mind.
As the haze in (Y/N)'s mind begins to clear, she notices the faint scent of something achingly familiar mingling in the air: lavender.
How do I know that smell?
The soft bedding beneath her contrasts with the sterile cold of the ship, and the subtle hum of Galra technology surrounds her. Her fingertips brush against the smooth fabric of the nightgown she's been dressed in.
She wonders if it's a dream.
Her mind feels fractured, disjointed memories swimming to the surface, but they don't align. The warmth of laughter, the feeling of camaraderie—all of it seems far away, like something from a different life. Yet, the cold, calculated words of Emperor Zarkon, the lessons drilled into her as a child, the Empire's doctrine—all of it feels real and immediate.
She stands unsteadily, her legs trembling as they make contact with the polished floor. The cool surface against her bare feet sends a shiver up her spine. The chamber is expansive, adorned in regal Galra hues of purple and burgundy, metallic walls adorned with intricate Galra carvings. A faint purple glow emanates from the light strips embedded in the ceiling, giving the space a foreboding yet oddly serene ambiance. Sharp angles dominate the architecture, and a tall, oval-shaped window reveals the endless void of space beyond.
Her gaze catches on the faint reflection in the window, and she stumbles back. The woman staring back at her is unfamiliar—her face marked by faint bruises, her eyes shadowed with exhaustion. Yet, her posture is straight, her chin slightly raised. She looks almost... regal. Her hair has been brushed to perfection, falling over her shoulders in an elaborate braid, and the nightgown hugs her form with precision, as though tailored specifically for her.
But a lifetime of survival is etched into every line of her being.
She places a hand over her chest, her heart pounding. The scent of lavender lingers, and with it comes an unshakable feeling of loss, though she cannot place why. She clutches at her temples as a sharp pain pierces through her skull.
There is an image—faint, fleeting. A boy with round ears and dark hair resting on her lap. His face is pale, but he looks at ease as he sleeps. Her fingers twitch on the book in her hands, debating whether to gently brush the hair away from his face.
She reaches out for him, but the memory disappears as quickly as it came.
Who... who was that?
Suddenly, the door to her chamber slides open with a quiet hiss. Two sentries step inside with a rush. "You're finally awake," one states.
I don't think I was asleep for that long.
She turns slowly, unamused by the unwelcome visitors. "Clearly." Her tone is bored as she crosses her arms, her braid falling to one side as she looks between the sentries.
"You've been asleep," the other says lightly, nudging the other sentry.
"Asleep?"
"For over 10,000 years."
Notes:
when i originally uploaded this back on March 18, 2018, i was giggling so much and the wattpad readers were screaming at me in the comments. that was peak of the fic tbh i loved reading them. i love love love causing the VTLL characters pain which is so bad because i typically feel really guilty when i write my characters in pain, but it’s all for the sake of the plot and character growth. i think it’s because I’ve been with these characters for over 7 years now and while i am attached to them, i understand their arcs a lot better and it helps that i used to analyze the episodes (i was actually too deep into this fandom and researching. it’s sort of embarrassing to admit). i watched VLD way too much in the process of writing this fic and i’m sad i can’t rewatch it until DreamWorks figures out their contracting.
Fun trivia about things that were taken out that i want to share for some reason:
- (Y/N) had an adopted human child (from where? beats me! her name was Lillian and Sendak killed her in front of her and… yeah. very poorly written) and she was killed by Sendak right before (Y/N)’s eyes
- (Y/N) had a stuffed animal named Erza (my favorite FairyTale character at the time)
- (Y/N) died in chapter 8 (the Balmera one) and was resurrected by Lillian
- (Y/N) was actually the daughter of Colleen Holt (i don’t even know) so she was half-siblings with not only Prince Lotor, but Pidge and Matt (and Violet because i made Violet also her daughter with an unnamed father), and then i changed my mind and made a whole new woman to be (Y/N)’s mother and named her Erin
- (Y/N) was a Galra spy and had a bracelet to contact Haggar and Keith found out. (Y/N) was two-timing everyone, but it was really badly written.
- (Y/N) actually died in chapter 13 and was resurrected by Colleen in chapter 14 (absolutely no idea) and omg that was a horribly written scene and she almost killed Colleen like?? girl bye. And Keith and Allura just let Violet take (Y/N)—no questions asked.
- The team had no idea (Y/N) was alive until chapter 15 and she was also sneaking around the Castle Ship in chapter 14?? idk so many plot holes OH and she didn’t reveal she was Zarkon’s daughter until the end of chapter 15 and got kicked of the team
- Violet was actually a virus created by Haggar to weaken Voltron
- (Y/N) died in chapter 19 and was resurrected by Violet
- (Y/N)’s bayard transformed into three different weapons: a double-bladed staff, a sword, and a gun (or a bow and arrow…? it’s been a while)
the embarrassing end part i deleted:(Y/N): "Violet isn't going!"
KEITH: "Keep trying!"
Suddenly we're being dragged into the direction of Zarkon's ship.
"VIOLET!" I scream. "COME ON!"
PIDGE: "(Y/N)!"
I look outside and see multiple pods making their way to the Castle Ship and the wormhole. I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
(Y/N): "Leave."
KEITH: "What?!"
(Y/N): "Leave now!"
I open my eyes and video call Keith. I soon see his face.
"(Y/N) come on!" he says and his voice cracks at the end.
"Keith," I state and hold the tears that are threatening to spill in. "You need to go. Leave. Please."
"But-"
"Don't make this harder than it needs to be."
"But I can't leave you."
"I SAID LEAVE!"
By now, tears are falling and I don't bother looking away. I look into his eyes one last time.
"(N/N) please..."
"Don't waste your time. Please. I'm begging you. Leave. Go while you still can... We'll meet again."
He closes his eyes and puts his hands on his head. "Okay... But there's something I need to get over with."
I look at him and nod.
"(Y/N), I-I l-"
The transmission cuts off.
"No!" I scream and jump up. "No, no, no!"
Keith's POV:
"(Y/N), I-I love you," I say and close my eyes.
I get no response and see that the transmission was blocked.
"No!" I scream. I slam my hands on my knees.
PIDGE: "Come on, Keith..."
I clear my throat and shake my head.
KEITH: "Let's go."
AND SCENEgirl Keith gave up so fast bye
Chapter 17: Radyr Se'tar
Summary:
keith present pov; keith's past; (y/n)'s past
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Notes:
Last time we were here, chapters 1-16 of the fic were 117,342 words, and now altogether they’re 133,602 words. so… um. yeah <3
This chapter is basically a ton of background/worldbuilding/backstory :)
It was originally this + season 3 first two episodes, but that totaled up to over 21,000 words, so I've made the executive decision to just make this a completely separate chapter. When I get to it, chapter 18 will be the official continuation of VTLL.
did I tear up while writing little Keith? yeah!
did I redo chapters 1-16? yeah! (by redo, i mean i added/took out something in every single one. you don't have to reread the entire fic, but if you *do* and you realize there are different aspects, that's why.)
quick mild summary of new stuff that i think is important:
-updated violet lore (1 & 2)
-better y/n meets the team (3)
-coran gives y/n an altean suit (4)
-y/n sees her first sunset with keith (4)
-fun y/n x coran dynamics with team voltron (5)
-nightmare scene updated (6)
-lowkey shiro x pidge x y/n bonding (6)
-better overall imo (7)
-y/n learns what a girlfriend is (8)
-expanded y/n and sendak lore (9)
-y/n is cool and saves Balmerans (9)
-y/n x keith fluff (10)
-y/n and allura talk about their destroyed planets (10)
-a better y/n x lance dynamic (11)
-ulaz does not know y/n is zarkon's daughter (12)
-better overall (12-16)
-kaltenecker (14)
-blue is the color, not orange (15)
-honestly i'd reread 16 when 18 comes out :)This chapter didn't use to have as much Keith as it does now, but since coming back to v2 for revisions, I decided we needed some more of his pov. The team Voltron dynamics in the first part of season 3 are wild without Shiro. This'll be split into 3 parts, so take breaks as necessary :)
The Keith/(Y/N) game time dynamic in part 2 is inspired by my irl experiences. I dunno why, but a guy helping me during board games is my favorite thing ever because I LOVE winning AHAHA. It's something I consider a green flag, and I know this is unfair, but I usually don't realize it until after the fact. I'm clueless the majority of the time. Also, the team plays Spoons (changed to Sporks, ofc), and I uh realized I don't think I know how to play spoons?? We play Popa Prostul a lot, so I used those rules and added sporks. I was looking at the Wikihow YouTube tutorial on mute, so that definitely threw me off.
I dunno. I love this chapter post edits. And I hope you do too! Happy reading!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Either way, we're not alone
I'll find a new place to be from
A haunted house with a picket fence
To float around and ghost my friends
No, I'm not afraid to disappear
The billboard said, 'The end is near'
I turned around, there was nothing there
Yeah, I guess the end is here"
Phoebe Bridgers, I Know the End
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PART I: Changing of the Guard
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Keith's POV; Present day:
There's been a chill I can't shake, and it's buried deep in the marrow of my bones—the kind of cold that no blanket, sleep, or training can warm away.
It's been five days since (Y/N) and Shiro went missing, and I've tried everything, but nothing works.
Nothing dulls the ache.
The debris left from the attack on Zarkon's Central Command consists of metal, bodies, and glass, and as I stare at the wreckage, Red's system chimes. I zoom in on a heat signature I've already checked three times over the course of my search today.
Still, I look. Still, I hope.
Maybe this time there'll be something. A trace. A clue. Anything.
"Please don't find their bodies, Red," I whisper, my voice cracking. My hands clench into fists as I close my eyes. "Where are you guys?"
I keep thinking that this is all a bad dream, and I'll return to the Castle to find them in the training deck or the lounge. But the emptiness of space stretches out before me, and their faces haunt me. Every time I close my eyes, I can see them. And it's killing me not to know what's become of them. Somewhere in the vastness of the universe, (Y/N) and Shiro are waiting to be found.
Silence suffocates me, and my throat tightens.
The stars used to bring me comfort; their light was a constant in our ever-changing locations. They reminded me of the good parts of my childhood—my dad, his bedtime stories, the glow-in-the-dark stars he stuck to my room's ceiling.
Now, the stars feel distant, almost mocking.
I grip the controls tighter, pushing down the ache threatening to overwhelm me.
"Shiro, you always had a plan, always knew what to do. What would you tell me now? Would you tell me to keep going? To hold the team together?" My voice wavers, and I shake my head, swallowing down the lump rising in my throat. "Because I don't know how to do that without you. I don't know how to be the leader you thought I could be. And (Y/N)..."
Her voice, her laughter, the way her determination could light up even the darkest moments—it's all slipping away, fading like a dream I can't quite hold onto.
The message smeared in blood isn't soothing either.
Don't come for me.
"I should've been there for you," I whisper. "Both of you. I should've been stronger, faster—something."
My gaze returns to the wreckage, Red's sensors scanning for any sign that might give me hope, but the readings come back the same as always.
Nothing. Just more silence.
The others are all coping in their own ways, but sometimes it feels like I'm the only one still out here searching.
I can't find focus. I can't sleep. I can't eat.
All I do is train, search, and repeat.
I need closure.
I need to find them.
"Focus," I mutter to myself. "Patience yields focus."
"Don't come for me."
What the hell does that even mean?
Staring at the wreckage, my mind races with questions I can't answer.
What really happened five days ago?
The comms crackle to life, snapping me out of my thoughts.
LANCE: "Keith, come back to the Castle. We need to discuss the next mission with the Blade."
I hesitate, lingering on the debris one last time. KEITH: "I'll be there soon."
He sighs. LANCE: "We're all worried about you. Just... don't push yourself too hard, okay? We need you."
I don't respond, cutting the comms as I lean back in the pilot seat and close my eyes.
My restless hands drift over the tops of my thighs, while my foot taps out an erratic rhythm against the cockpit's metallic floor.
They need me. But how can I lead when I feel so lost? How can I be strong for them when every part of me feels broken?
"Shiro, if you're out there... if you can hear me... please, just give me a sign." My voice shakes. "I don't know how much longer I can do this without you."
Silence persists, a weight pressing in from every angle. I set a course back to the Castle Ship's coordinates, hands steady on the controls, though my chest feels anything but. The brilliant, indifferent stars wheel past the viewport, their cold light sharpening the edges of my solitude.
I try not to linger on the grief coiling in my gut, but it gnaws all the same. It is not finite, not a wound that can be stitched closed and left to scar. Instead, it expands, creeping into every corner of me.
Just when I begin to gather some fragile semblance of normalcy—going through the motions—the emptiness swells again, and I am left overwhelmed by the silence of who is no longer here.
"(Y/N)..." I whisper, staring at the stars. "I can't imagine a world without you in it. I'm going to find you, I promise."
Shifting in the seat, my mind replays her jetpacking to me before it all went to hell—the way she smiled as she embraced me, the relief in her voice, the sparkle in her eyes.
A ghost of a smile tugs at my lips before it fades.
I should have finished my sentence and told her I love her.
The comms in my helmet beep softly, and I let out a long sigh, accepting the transmission.
Allura's face appears as a small square on the screen, and I furrow my brows.
"What's going on, Princess?" I ask, trying for evenness.
Her eyes connect with mine, and she swallows hard, her lips twisting into a frown.
"Keith..." she says, and my pulse spikes at the heaviness in her voice.
A pause hangs between us, and I sit up, scanning her features. But the moment I look into her eyes, her gaze turns downcast. She shifts on her feet, glancing around the empty bridge and looking anywhere but at me.
"What is it?" My voice is quieter, urgent. "What's wrong?"
She sighs, guilt written all over her face. "We... we need to talk."
|••••••••••|
"Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate," Allura finishes, clasping her hands together.
I spring to my feet, pacing around the lounge. Lance and Hunk exchange a look as Pidge pushes her glasses up. The three of them stay silent, and she stares at the pillow in her lap, sinking further into the couch. Hunk's lips pull into a frown, and Lance cocks his head to the side as he stares at Allura.
Standing, Allura reaches out for my forearm. "Keith—"
I pull away, running a hand through my hair. "How could you keep this from us?" I shout, my voice cracking, hurt and confusion tangling together to form an impossible, inescapable web. "From me?!"
Her breath hitches, and her eyes widen. "She made me promise not to tell you."
"Who gives a shit about what she made you promise?" Chest heaving, fury bubbles over, and the muscles in my jaw clench. But underneath it all is something I don't want them to see. "She's out there, alone, because you let her go back to the Galra Empire to die."
Allura flinches, and Lance stands up with a frown, moving in front as though to shield her.
"I'm sorry," she whispers, eyes shining. She sidesteps him, reaching out again, desperate to mend an already fraying team. "Keith, I'm so sorry."
My knees nearly give out, and I feel faint. I stagger up the steps, ears ringing as I storm toward the doors.
I can't be here anymore.
As they slide open and I step through, Lance shouts, "Keith, wait!"
"No," I snap, using the wall to keep me from stumbling. "I'm going to go get her back."
His boots scrape against the floor as he rushes forward, planting himself directly in my path. Hands raised, eyes flashing, he looks like he's ready to wrestle me down if he has to. His expression is a perfect balance of exasperation and worry. "You don't even know where the Galra are."
I stare him down, trying to force the world into focus.
How hard can it really be? They're quiznaking everywhere.
"I'll find out," I reply in a hushed tone.
Lance doesn't move, and I see the calculation in his eyes: how much fight I have left, how far I'm willing to push. His frown deepens as he takes in my state of dishevelment. "Keith, how about you get some sleep, and then—"
"Get out of my way," I say through gritted teeth.
For a long moment, we stand there, the silence charged.
Finally, he exhales hard, shoulders dropping in reluctant surrender. He steps aside, shoving his hands deep into his pockets. "Hothead," he mutters with a scoff.
I don't answer.
|••••••••••|
Red's systems pulse with sound as I stare at the locator screen.
I sigh, closing my eyes as I lean back against my seat.
KEITH: "There's nothing out here, Coran."
CORAN: "I'm sorry, Keith."
KEITH: "I'm coming home."
|••••••••••|
In the two weeks since our fight with Zarkon, planets all across the universe have become free, and more are joining to aid in the fight against the Galra Empire.
After liberating Planet Puig from Galra occupation alongside the Blade of Marmora, Hunk and Lance return, and the team gathers in the lounge.
Folding my arms over my chest, my back sinks further into the couch, and I glance at Hunk, who sits to my left.
I see the lack of Shiro and (Y/N)'s presence in everything.
Their rooms, their Lions, and their lockers are empty. Their spots at the table in the Dining Hall remain unoccupied, my morning sparring sessions are done alone, and my bed is vacant.
Do they not care that they're missing? How have they moved on already?
"They haven't totally figured out their flatbread situation yet, but what they do with those centipedes is just—" Hunk closes his eyes and gestures a firework—"out of this world."
"And they're totally ready to join the fight against the Galra," Lance adds with a smile.
"Nice," Pidge says, fixing her seated position next to him.
"We brought back a few of their leaders to join the coalition," Hunk states, turning his head to look at Allura.
"That's splendid!" She clasps her hands together, smiling. "Excellent work."
Lance pulls out his phone, tilting the screen to show Pidge and then us. I stare at the selfies with a blank expression.
Seriously?
"You know, I gotta say," he starts as he scrolls through them. "This is what it's all about. Freeing the people, lovin' the ladies, then bombing down the road again looking for adventure, Voltron style."
Pidge rolls her eyes, shaking her head as she scoots closer to glance over the various pictures. "Did you show them Shiro and (Y/N)?"
He nods. "Nothing."
Hunk's face falls, and he frowns. "Which brings up a little issue. They all wanna see Voltron, only we don't really have Voltron anymore."
I stare at the floor, swallowing hard. "We don't have Shiro or (Y/N) anymore either," I say. "Everyone seems to have forgotten that."
The room falls silent.
Allura purses her lips. "It may be difficult for us all to accept, but it is time to think about finding a new pilot for the Black Lion."
A new Paladin for—
My eyes widen, and I abruptly stand up. "No, I'm gonna find him. Shiro is the one person who never gave up on me. I won't give up on him. And then I'm going to bring (Y/N) home, too."
|••••••••••|
I stare at the spork resting on the table before me, trying hard not to linger on the two unoccupied seats on our side.
We should be out there looking for them.
This is a waste of fucking time.
Pidge peeks over at me, and I frown, my leg bouncing beneath the table. She squints, and I roll my eyes, straightening in my seat.
Allura glances at me before focusing on her left. "It is our honor to have you all here together," she greets.
"I had the biggest bunker back on Puig," one of the leaders states as he looks around the Dining Hall. "But it wasn't nearly this nice."
"Well, I spent the last decade sleeping in a spiny thistle thicket," an alien with green skin states. "You look wonderful, though, Princess. I'm glad I put on my best tarp."
Allura's features soften into relief, and a small smile spreads on her lips.
A set of doors slides open, and Hunk enters with a plate of food.
"Welcome, everyone, welcome!" he exclaims, walking to stand in the center of the leaders. Plates float overhead and are gently set down on the table. "I have prepared a few Earth canapés for our distinguished guests to enjoy while we talk galactic diplomacy."
Kolivan, who sits on the other end of the table, stands. "The Blade of Marmora has gathered this intelligence." A purple holographic projection fills the center of the table, displaying dots and galaxies as the lights dim. "As you can see, the Galra Empire is still the most massive ruling force the universe has ever seen. The sheer size of it is almost incomprehensible. It seems like it could rule another ten thousand years."
One of the smaller aliens starts shaking, his spork clattering onto the table as it slips from his grip.
Pidge leans in toward Lance as he whispers, "Not the way I would've started this pep talk, but okay."
I glare at both of them, and they straighten.
"However," Kolivan continues, "we are beginning to see signs of increased rebel activity from within the Empire."
Purple and red points on the map turn blue, and Allura stands.
"We have a strategy: to bring these forces together, free more planets, grow our numbers, and accumulate an army that can defeat the Galra in major battles," she states. The map disappears, and the Hall brightens. "But without your help, it would be impossible."
One of the leaders—her skin is purple, and her eyes are yellow—speaks up, asking, "The forces will all fight behind Voltron, right?"
The leader of Puig nods and looks at Allura. "Yes, where is Voltron?"
I swallow hard, glaring at the edge of the table as my frustration builds.
Allura's face contorts briefly into a grimace before she points at us. "The—The people you see before you are the Paladins of Voltron! Together, they pilot the mighty Lions that form the great warrior."
The leaders glance over each of us, and my jaw ticks.
"Excellent! Can they form Voltron now?"
"Uh, well—"
My hands clench into tight fists, gaze locking on him. "We can't form Voltron, okay? We can fly the Lions, but Voltron is not happening!"
Allura frowns. "What he means is that right now, they can't do it, but—"
"But nothing," I interrupt. "Shiro is gone. He was the Black Lion. And (Y/N) was the Purple Lion, so until we find them, there is no Voltron."
Kolivan gives me a look before he focuses on the leaders. "The Lions are still a substantial fighting force, and this Castle is also a considerable weapon. The Blade of Marmora can lead you."
The purple alien's brows furrow. "My people have been enslaved for centuries by soldiers who look exactly like you," she states.
"Yes," the leader of Puig adds. "Our people have heard the legend of Voltron, how he defeated Zarkon. That is what gave them hope. What are we supposed to tell them now?"
My hands slam on the table, rattling the dishware as I stand. "Tell them to stand up and fight for themselves!" I snap. "Voltron is gone!"
Shaking my head, I briskly walk out, and the doors hiss shut behind me.
I force in a breath, then another, but it feels like I'm breathing in shards of glass.
Olkarion's night sky greets me as I exit the Castle and sit down against a pillar.
Squeezing my eyes shut, the heels of my palms press into my eyes, and I realize too late that I'm crying.
I don't understand where it all went wrong.
Everything feels so unfair.
"Keith!"
Lance's voice winds through the breeze as he catches up, breathing like he sprinted the whole way.
"What the hell was that?" he asks, voice low.
My throat tightens, and I shrug halfheartedly.
He hovers, unsure of what to do.
Sniffling, I look up at the stars. "I know I shouldn't have said that," I mutter, the words broken. "In there. To them."
Lance kneels beside me, frowning. "You think I don't get it? I miss them too, man. So much." He stares at the ground between us, jaw tight, the usual glint in his eyes dulled. "I miss Shiro. And (Y/N)—"
I pull my knees closer to my chest, letting out a scoff. "Don't—" I grit my teeth. "Don't do that. Don't rub salt into the wound."
He blinks at me, and he doesn't laugh or tease or roll his eyes like he always does. He studies me, too long, too intently, like he's seeing past the defenses I've spent years building.
"Keith..." His tone is different. Softer. "This isn't about Shiro, is it?"
My throat burns, but I can't bring myself to answer.
Realization dawns on his face, and his posture stiffens. "It's about (Y/N)."
I drag my gaze away, and the stars blur above me, smearing into streaks through the tears stinging my eyes.
"Keith, you like—" He cuts himself off, eyebrows lifting as if the pieces are falling into place. "Quiznak."
Breath hitching, I push to my feet, desperate to escape the moment, but he rises with me.
"Wait. Don't run," Lance says, reaching out, not quite touching me. "Just—"
"I don't owe you anything," I snap, flinching away. "You love her. I get it, okay?"
He lets the words hang between us as his mind works to process everything, and his expression morphs from uneasiness to quietude.
"I do love her," he admits, recovering himself. "But not in the way you think."
I can't hear him, not fully, because the image of his arm draped across (Y/N)'s shoulders is burned into me. She's laughing, flustered, and blushing as he leans closer to whisper something to her.
Every detail replays until it feels like my heart might burst.
My voice drops. "Don't lie to me."
"I'm not lying!" His frustration bursts out, loud in the serene night. "If you weren't so quiznaking busy glaring at me all the time, maybe you'd have realized she's like a sister to me."
I shake my head violently, swallowing hard, skepticism billowing up behind my eyes. "Don't mess with me."
"Why would I mess with you about this? I'm not some asshole who'd make fun of you for your feelings." Lance exhales unevenly, running a hand through his hair before crossing his arms to appraise me. "You love her, don't you?"
The air leaves my lungs in an overwhelming rush, and I'm drowning in a sea of retorts, but none make it past my lips. My gaze flicks up, startled, and my chest tightens. Something defensive inside me finally lashes out. "You don't know what you're talking about."
"I do," he insists. "I know because I've seen the way you two look at each other."
"You're wrong," I whisper with a meek shake of my head. "She saw everything. And she still—she still left."
His lips purse, and he lets the truth hang between us. Gently, he says, "That's not the same thing as not loving you back."
I could leave, walk away into the thicket where the shadows swallow the path and never say another word. Or I could confide in Lance about something I could barely bring myself to tell Shiro. A sense of apprehension washes over me at the latter, the thought chilling me deeper than the night air.
"It doesn't matter anymore," I murmur, turning away from him to stare into the forest. The trees seem endless, a formidable escape fading into the dark. "I never stood a chance."
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"The beast will crawl this earth
Then fall in the dirt to feed the crows
They'll rip apart his flesh
'Til all that's left is glorious bone
So you'll bury your own
Too vain
You saw it unfold
What you know
And you claimed all you could hold
Until death did you part from the mess you made"
Frank Ocean, Wise Man
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PART II: The Red Paladin
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Third Person POV; Keith's past:
A small smile spreads on Texas's lips as he gently strokes the hair from Keith's face. His eyes are distant, like he's recalling a memory that both breaks and warms his heart.
"You look so much like her, bud," he whispers, voice thick with emotion.
Keith looks up at his father as he continues tucking him into bed.
Around the room, glow-in-the-dark stars hang from the ceiling, and stickers of planets are stuck on the gray, frost-colored accent wall, covering nearly every inch of it with its fantastical galaxy. In the corner of the room near the window, Keith's sets of toy rocket ships, fighter jets, and fire trucks lay sprawled out on the floor.
His wide, curious eyes catch the shimmer of the crescent moon nightlight plugged into the wall, and his attention is focused solely on his father. He shifts under the blanket, holding onto his favorite stuffed purple hippo—a gift from his mother, apparently. That's what Texas always tells him.
"Like... Mom?" Keith's small voice is soft, almost hesitant.
Texas's smile falters, hand stilling for a moment, then he nods and resumes stroking Keith's messy black hair. "Yeah, like Mom."
He frowns slightly, his young mind grasping at fleeting memories. "What was she like, Dad?"
Deciding what to say, Texas sits on the edge of the bed and stares at Keith, his face weathered by the long years of firefighting.
"She was... strong," he says at last. "Brave. Fiercest woman I've ever met. The kind of person who'd never back down from doing what was right, even if it was the hardest thing in the world."
Keith's brow furrows. "Like a superhero?"
Texas chuckles quietly, the sound tinged with sorrow. "Yeah, bud. Just like a superhero." His gaze shifts to the ceiling, where the stars mimic the constellation Ara. "She used to tell me that we're all made of stardust, you know? That's why you have those stars up there. To remind you where you came from, and where we all return."
"Does that mean she's up there, too?" Keith asks, eyes shining.
He swallows hard, his voice thick as he replies, "Yeah, kiddo. She's up there, watching over you."
Keith nods, his face scrunching in determination. "I'll be strong and brave like her, Dad. I'll make her proud."
Leaning forward, Texas's eyes glisten with unshed tears, and he presses a gentle kiss to his forehead. "You already do." He inhales a deep breath, and his smile returns. "Now get some sleep, bud. Big day tomorrow—first day of kindergarten."
Keith's eyelids flutter, heavy with sleep but stubborn in their refusal to close. He clutches the stuffed hippo tighter to his chest, and Texas reaches over to pull the blanket up higher, tucking it snug under his chin.
The room is quiet, save for the distant chirp of crickets outside the cracked window. A breeze drifts in, and Texas carefully stands, his gaze falling on the stuffed animal, the very same one Krolia had insisted Keith keep close.
She had smiled when she came across it, wide and unburdened.
He can't help but wonder where she is now. If she ever thinks of him as he so often does.
Keith stirs restlessly, eyes glimmering with that same restless energy, the kind that makes Texas's heart ache—so much fire in such a small body.
"You're still awake, huh?" he murmurs, watching as he rubs his eyes.
"I like listening to your voice," Keith whispers, his words a sleepy confession.
"Then listen to this, bud." He softens, kneeling by the bed. "No matter what happens, you're never alone. Got that? No matter how far apart we are, the people who love you—your mom, me—we're always with you. You just have to remember."
Keith blinks up at him. "Even if I can't see you?"
"Especially then," Texas replies, his voice trembling. "Because that's when you'll feel us the most. We're in here—" he taps Keith's chest gently—"where it counts."
He nods solemnly. "I'll remember, Dad. I promise."
Texas lingers by the bed longer than he should as Keith drifts off to sleep, chest rising and falling in a slumbering rhythm. The lines around his mouth deepen as he studies his son—so much of her in him. Too much sometimes.
A moth bumps against the window screen, and Texas startles out of his thoughts. He stands slowly, knees popping as he rises, and crosses to the door.
He looks back one last time and whispers, "Goodnight, bud."
As he steps into the hallway, the house groans with familiar sounds, and he pauses outside the door, pressing his forehead to the doorframe.
"You'd be proud of him," he murmurs into the silence, a confession to the woman who isn't there. "He's got all of you."
Texas allows the weight of the emptiness to press in, the silence of a house with only two instead of three. Then, drawing a deep breath, he straightens, pushing his shoulders back.
Tomorrow will come fast, with backpacks and crayons and the uncertain chaos of a first day.
|••••••••••|
Running through the living room with clumps of soil dropping from the soles of his sneakers, Keith bursts in, his cheeks flushed pink from the afternoon sun. His breath comes in short, excited gasps, and in his dirt-smudged hand, he clutches something tightly.
"Dad, look!" he exclaims, his voice bright and urgent as he beams widely. He thrusts the object forward. "It's a black rock!"
Texas glances up from the cluttered coffee table where an unfinished crossword leans on top of a stack of bills, his reading glasses perched low on his nose. He blinks, adjusting to his son's sudden arrival, and sets his steaming cup of coffee down on the ceramic coaster Keith painted for Father's Day in first grade.
The rock catches the light, and its crystallized surface gleams.
Furrowing his brows, Texas leans closer. His lips tug upward into a slow smile. "Would you look at that," he says softly. "Where'd you find this beauty?"
Keith shifts from one foot to the other, his energy bubbling over. "By the fence! I was digging, and then I saw it! It was just... there!"
Texas takes the rock carefully, turning it over in his palm in a methodical fashion. "It's hematite."
"Hema... tight?" Keith repeats, testing the word.
"That's right," he says, nodding. "Healing stuff."
His eyes narrow in thought, his nose scrunching. "Is it the volcano rock?"
"No, bud," Texas replies gently, the corners of his mouth lifting. "That's basalt."
Shoulders sagging, Keith's arms droop to his sides in disappointment. "Aw... I need to do more digging then."
Texas chuckles, a low, warm sound that fills the space between them. He shakes his head, setting it back into Keith's open palm. "You're gonna dig up the whole yard if I let you, huh?"
The frown vanishes in an instant, replaced by a mischievous grin that stretches ear to ear. "Probably."
|••••••••••|
Keith stares down at the dog tag necklace in his hands, and his fingers tighten around the cold metal, its edges biting into his palm. He sits on the edge of his bed in the dingy foster home, his room dimly lit by the weak glow of an overhead bulb. The world outside continues moving—cars rushing past, voices muffled in the distance—but in his mind, everything is still. Numb. Hollow.
His father had gone into a burning building to save a family of three. That's what the Duty Officer had told him. Keith hadn't been able to look at the man's face while he said it, not with the polished shoes and the practiced sympathy in his voice.
No mother, and now no father.
Seven years old and alone.
He lifts the chain higher to his face, the small, etched letters blurring as tears well in his eyes.
Texas Kogane, it reads.
The man who never hesitated to leap into danger. The man who always threw himself into the fire if it meant someone else would walk out. The man Keith had looked up to, whose shadow he'd once chased.
But it's what took him away.
Keith swallows hard, blinking rapidly to keep the tears from falling. Crying won't bring him back. Crying won't change anything.
The foster home is silent, and he looks around the unfamiliar room—the peeling wallpaper, the dresser shoved into the corner, the foreign landscape beyond the window.
Nothing here feels like home.
Home had been the modest house in the desert with a shack next to it and a tire swing hung up on a tree. It hadn't been much, but it had been theirs. It was enough because his father had been there with his gruff encouragement, his quick smile, and the way he ruffled his hair after a long day.
Now, it was gone, along with the man who had been his everything.
Keith's jaw tightens as he remembers the Duty Officer's words: "He died a hero."
As if that was supposed to make it better. As if knowing his father's final moments had been spent saving someone else would somehow fill the gaping hole inside him.
For weeks, Keith has replayed it in his head, even though he wasn't there—his father running into the flames, coughing through the smoke, determination pumping through his veins despite the roof caving in.
A family coughing their way to safety while he stayed behind.
Keith doesn't begrudge them their survival—he knows his father wouldn't want that—but it doesn't stop the anger searing his chest.
Why couldn't his father have been selfish, just this once?
The thought shames him immediately, and he shakes his head because he knows why.
That wasn't who his father was.
He had always told him that helping others was the most important thing a person could do.
"Even when it's hard," he'd say, "you do what's right. Because that's the kind of man you want to be remembered as."
Lips pursing into a thin line, Keith slips the chain over his head, the cool metal settling against his chest. He doesn't know how long he sits there, staring at the floor.
Eventually, he hears the faint creak of the door opening.
"Keith?" a woman's voice calls. The social worker, Mrs. Vierra. She peers into the room, her expression kind but cautious. "Dinner's ready. Come eat."
"I'm not hungry," he mutters, not looking up.
She steps inside, crossing the small room and crouching down beside him at his level. "It's okay to feel whatever you're feeling right now," she says softly. "There's no right or wrong way to grieve."
Keith stiffens, his eyes darting to her.
She meets his gaze, her expression gentle as she lightly pats his knee and rises. "One step at a time," she continues. "I'll be here whenever you're ready."
The door clicks shut behind her.
He glances down at the dog tag one last time before tucking it beneath his shirt, letting it rest against the one his father had given him. Growing up, he wanted to be a firefighter, just like his father. Now, he's not too sure.
Leaning back on the bed, Keith stares up at the ceiling above him. The glow-in-the-dark stars from his old room feel like a lifetime ago. Everything feels so far away now—his mother, his father, the house in the desert.
He traces his father's dog tag through his shirt, a habit he's picked up without realizing. A reminder of the man he wants to honor.
He feels so small, only a boy in a world that doesn't seem to care whether he sinks or swims.
But as much as it hurts, he can still hear his father's words in his mind: "You're never alone."
Keith lets out a shaky breath. He doesn't believe it yet. But maybe one day, he will.
|••••••••••|
Chin resting in the palm of his hand, Keith stares out the window and lets out a quiet sigh.
"I've brought a special guest along with me today. I'm sure you all recognize him," Principal Walker says. "He's the youngest pilot ever to lead a mission into space, Takashi Shirogane!"
Applause breaks out from the other students, but Keith remains stoic.
"Thanks for having me," Shiro replies with a smile.
"Shiro just broke the record for the fastest orbital velocity, beating the old heliocentric speed by about 50 kilometers per second."
As the applause dies down, Shiro continues. "The Galaxy Garrison has sent me to schools in the area to help find the next generation of astroexplorers." He looks around the rows of students. "Who's ready to find out if they've got what it takes?"
Everyone around the classroom raises their hand, shouting 'me' over and over again, but Keith doesn't even spare him a glance.
He checks the clock and frowns.
It's only 1:22 pm?
Shiro laughs. "Alright, alright. In order to do that, we're going to give you a test."
The class groans, all hands going down.
"Not a test," a student next to Keith mutters.
He rolls his eyes.
Big deal.
"By playing... a video game."
Much to his dismay, Keith walks through the halls alongside other students, and they all gather outside the school.
Shiro stands in a vehicle. "Introducing the Orbit Axiom X: the Galaxy Garrison's most advanced flight simulator," he announces. "Cadets not much older than you use simulators just like this to train to become the next generation of space explorers. Now let's see what you got."
One by one, the simulator bangs and buzzes, with FAIL appearing on the screen every time a student tries it out.
Keith sits on the curb of the parking lot, kicking rocks with his feet.
He glances down at his watch.
2:49 pm—nearly done.
"We've had some great tries, but nobody's made it past the third level yet. Looks like you're the only one who's left. Think you got what it takes?" Shiro's voice causes Keith's head to snap back.
He can only blink in response before hesitantly rising to his feet. He weaves through the other students, trying to keep his nerves at bay. Pursing his lips, he takes a seat at the simulator and begins the first level.
Keith flies it with ease, gripping the control shifter like it's his second nature.
"That emo kid's doing it!" one student exclaims.
He pushes a lever forward, gaining speed.
"Look at that!" another student says.
"So cool!" a third shouts.
The minutes fly by, and soon, the simulator screen shows 'Level 5 Complete', causing Keith to smirk.
Griffin jumps up on the seat, leaning forward and exclaims, "No way! Keith made it past level five?" He crosses his arms. "Thing's gotta be broken."
Keith shoots him a sharp side-eye before continuing to level six.
Outside the vehicle, Principal Walker walks up to Shiro, handing him a datapad. "I've compiled a list of students who I think would make the best candidates for the Garrison."
He turns his attention to Keith. "Is this guy on there? Looks like he's just about ready to fly the real thing."
She furrows her brows, pausing. "Keith? He's a bit of a discipline case. I don't think he'd necessarily fit in with the rigid Garrison culture."
Upon hearing them, Keith grits his teeth. Griffin smirks, giving him a look that oozes smugness as he hops out.
Ass-kisser.
Swallowing hard, Keith gets up, clenching and unclenching his fists.
Forget this.
Griffin walks up to Principal Walker, his uniform neat and his posture straight, the epitome of the model student. The woman beams with pride as she rests a hand lightly on his shoulder.
"This is James Griffin," she announces. "He has the highest grades in school."
He offers a polite smile. "It's an honor to meet you, Mr. Shirogane."
Shiro nods, and the simulator pulses with FAIL as Keith hotwires his car, taking off. A crooked grin spreads across his face as he guns the gas pedal and tears down the road. But it doesn't last long. Flashing blue and red lights flare in the rearview mirror, sirens cutting through his rush of adrenaline.
By the time Keith skids to a stop, his pulse is hammering harder than the engine ever did.
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The Juvenile Detention Center smells like bleach and mildew. Keith sits slouched on a metal bench, arms crossed, refusing to look at the officers. He won't give them the satisfaction. The clang of the door opening pulls his attention up.
It's Shiro.
He stiffens, caught between shame and defiance.
"I don't get it," Keith mutters once they're outside, crossing his arms. "I steal your car, and you respond by helping me out?"
Thinking carefully, Shiro unlocks the car and slides behind the wheel. "Yeah, so you owe me one." He reaches into the pocket of his jacket and hands Keith a card. "Be at this address at 0800 hours. You're getting a second chance."
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Keith stands, arms at his sides, looking at the massive white ship docked in a hangar.
Shiro walks up beside him. "That's the Calypso, the first ship to carry astronauts to the moons of Jupiter."
He looks surprised for a moment and nods before moving his gaze away. "It took them three years to get there. Longest voyage of its kind."
Brows furrowing slightly, Shiro regards him with a small smile. "That's right. Reading about that mission is what made me wanna be a pilot. Those astronauts braved the unknown. People can accomplish incredible things if they're willing to put in the time and effort. I want to help you, Keith. I think you've got a lot of potential, but what you decide to do with that potential is up to you."
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Eight cadets are in simulator pods, flying outside ships, and Keith keeps his hands steady on the controls.
SHIRO: "Bank right and maintain heading at 0.27 degrees. Increase throttle by 35 percent and bank left. Increase elevation, 15 degrees."
He diligently follows the instructions. A loud yawn parts from him, and he sighs.
HUNK: "Oh, I'm getting dizzy. I knew I shouldn't have eaten so much. Oh, make it stop."
Boredom gets the better of Keith, and he bumps into another ship.
IVERSON: "Fall in line, cadet."
His voice is flat, his expression blank. KEITH: "Sorry, just testing my controls. Stick's loose."
LANCE: "Keep this up, and you'll be stuck as a cargo pilot."
GRIFFIN: "Yeah, Keith, you're gonna get us in trouble."
He scowls as the seven cadets mutter their grievances into the comms.
To hell with this.
SHIRO: "Decrease elevation by 22 degrees."
Keith breaks formation, taking off at full speed.
CADETS: "Keith!"
Commander Iverson watches the screen and shakes his head, moving to stand. "Looks like we've got a showoff," he says.
Shiro glances at him and then returns to look at the screen, a small frown forming on his lips.
All the cadets return to the Garrison and stand in formation.
Commander Iverson paces back and forth, his hands clasped tightly behind his back. "Hope you all like it in the simulator," he says. "You can thank Pilot Fancypants over there for the privilege of spending the next three weekends in here running drills!" He yells the words in Keith's face, but he doesn't so much as flinch.
Griffin narrows his eyes as Iverson continues his bewailing. "Thanks a lot," he mutters.
Keith's expression remains unexpressive. "My pleasure."
He turns his head. "We all know the only reason you're here is because of Shiro."
His eyes narrow as he glares at him, heat rising to his cheeks as his anger flares. "I can outfly anyone in this building."
Griffin snorts. "Oh, yeah? Is that what Mommy and Daddy told you before—"
Without so much as a second thought, Keith punches him, and he falls onto the floor. He pounces, grabbing the collar of Griffin's uniform shirt before readying himself for another hit, but Commander Iverson runs over to them and pulls him off.
"Hey! Hey, break it up!" he shouts.
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The chair creaks as Keith stares distantly at a corner, a small frown on his features. His hands twist into the fabric of his uniform pants, and his foot taps erratically. To his left, Griffin hunches over with a scowl, glaring at him. They sit outside the Dean's office while Shiro speaks to her.
The door hisses open, and Shiro steps out, looking at the two cadets.
"Hey," Shiro says after Griffin steps inside.
"Look, I know I messed up," Keith says, not looking at him. "You should just send me back to the home already. This place isn't for me."
"Keith, you can do this. I will never give up on you. But, more importantly, you can't give up on yourself."
That pulls his attention from the floor, and he looks up at Shiro with wide eyes. He can't understand his motives for helping someone like him.
"You don't even know me," he retorts.
"You're right. I don't." Shiro holds his hand out. "But sometimes we all need a hand."
Pausing, Keith stares at it for a few seconds before grabbing it with a small smile.
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Hoverbikes glide through the desert terrain, kicking up dust and sand.
Shiro is ahead of Keith, and he laughs. "C'mon, catch up!"
He veers right, and Keith follows behind him, speeding up.
Keith smirks as they fly and pass to the other side of the canyon. He steers left to ensure he doesn't crash into the rock wall, and Shiro picks up speed, flying off the cliff. His eyes widen, and he immediately comes to an abrupt stop, watching as Shiro descends the canyon, then pulls up and continues racing through the desert.
Lifting his goggles, he whispers, "Whoa."
Eventually, Keith catches up to Shiro as the sun sets, casting the desert in glowing, golden rays of light.
He powers down the hoverbike and hops off with a laugh. "Whoo!" Keith says, walking to his side. "Alright. You won this round, but I'll get you in the next race, old-timer."
Shiro leans against his bike with his arms crossed and laughs. "I don't doubt it."
Keith leans beside him. "How'd you do that dive, anyway?"
"You liked that one, huh? It's all about timing." He raises his hand. "You pull up too soon, and you won't have the momentum needed to create lift. Too late, and there won't be enough lift to avoid the crash."
He watches his hand and then glances up at him. "You think I'm ready to try that?"
Shiro gives him a small smile, crossing his arms again. "What do you think?"
Keith gives him a sheepish look. "Maybe I should be patient and keep focusing on the basics first."
"You're learning." Shiro gestures to the desert. "So you grew up out here?"
He stares at the setting sun with a small frown. "Yep. Just me and my pop."
Shiro peers over at him. "He was a—he was a fireman, right?"
"Yeah, he was a real hero. Hmph." Keith's face falls. "Everyone told him not to run back into that building, but you couldn't tell him anything."
"Sounds like someone I know." Shiro's arm burns, and he turns away, sweat on his brow. "Oh."
Keith shifts, glancing at the metal on his wrist. "What are those?"
Shiro looks back at him. "Oh, um... these are just some electro-stimulators to keep my muscles loose."
He frowns. "What's wrong with your muscles?"
"Ah, nothing." He boards the hoverbike, twisting the throttle. "This is just what happens when you get to be an 'old-timer.' Come on. We should get back to the base."
Furrowing his brows, Keith powers on his bike and continues staring at Shiro.
What's wrong with him?
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Admiral Sanda's eyes narrow, and she shakes her head. "No, absolutely not!"
Sam looks at her. "Why not? He's cleared all his physicals."
Keith is standing just outside the open doors, listening.
"I don't care what the doctor says. This man is sick, and he shouldn't be sent on another mission, especially as far away as Kerberos," she replies, leaving no room for argument. "I have to report this to Flight Command."
Taking a step forward, Sam inhales a breath and states, "Shiro is the best pilot in the Garrison by far. He's saved my bacon in deep space more times than I can count. If he doesn't go on this mission, neither do I."
Keith grits his teeth, walking away.
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In an outside hangar, Shiro stands on a ladder, fixing up his hoverbike. He pushes the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. Towel in his hand, he wipes at the dust and grime stuck to his bike, entirely focused on the task.
Keith stalks over, his boots hard against the concrete. "When were you gonna tell me?" he asks, hands clenching and unclenching in the pockets of his pants.
Shiro smiles, straightening up. "Oh. Hey, Keith."
"So, what is it? Are you sick or something?"
He climbs down. "I'm not sure I follow—"
"I was outside your office. I overheard you and Commander Holt talking with Admiral Sanda. Tell me the truth. Tell me what's wrong. I'm not a little kid. I can handle it."
Shiro's face falls, and he sighs. "I... have a disease... and it's getting worse," he admits. "I'll only be able to maintain my peak condition for a couple more years." Keith's eyes widen as he leans against his bike. "After that... the Garrison doesn't want me up there. Neither does Adam."
Keith turns to face him, frowning. "So, what are you gonna do?"
His face hardens with resolve. "I'm going on the mission."
|••••••••••|
Tapping the end of his pencil against the spiral binding, Keith keeps the rhythm of the drums pounding through his headphones. Alternative rock blares from his phone. He slouches deeper into the sofa, textbook balanced precariously on his lap, and narrows his eyes at the bold print question in his Environmental Science worksheet.
"True or false: the darker the soil, the greater the soil organic matter."
Keith scrawls a big T and moves on to the next question.
"Define the following soil orders: Histosols, Aridisols, Mollisols, and Andisols."
His pencil scratches quickly across the homework.
Histosol soil: forms in wetlands and contains lots of organic matter.
Andisol soil: forms on top of volcanic ash or other volcanic ejecta.
Mollisol soil: forms under grassland; prized for agriculture.
Aridisol soil: forms in arid or semi-arid climates, like desert conditions.
"What type of soil does the Grand Canyon have?"
He scribbles Aridisol.
Easy peasy, Keith thinks.
A pounding sound breaks his focus, pulling him out of the haze of soil and notes. The pencil, notebook, and textbook thump onto the coffee table, and the frantic knocks don't stop. With a sigh, he slides his headphones down so they rest around his neck and makes his way to the door.
Since Shiro's departure to Kerberos in June, Keith's been living in his apartment rather than his dorm. It's easier this way and allows him to steer far, far away from Griffin and his classmates.
The door slides open, and Adam stands on the other side, chest heaving as if he'd sprinted the whole way there. His face is blotched red from crying, his eyes wide and unfocused, as tears streak down his cheeks.
"Keith..." he whispers, voice cracking.
Keith freezes, a pit opening in his stomach.
The weight in Adam's tone says enough—something is wrong. Seriously wrong.
Furrowing his brows, he steps aside without a word, and Adam stumbles inside, bypassing him completely and rushing straight for the remote on the table. The TV clicks to life with a blinding flash of light, filling the silence with the urgent voice of a news anchor. Three faces appear on the screen: Shiro, Commander Holt, and Matt.
Keith's heart drops, breath hitching, homework forgotten.
"Breaking news," the anchor announces, her tone grave. "The Galaxy Garrison mission to the distant moon of Kerberos is missing, and all crew members are believed to be dead. The Galaxy Garrison has said the crash was presumably caused by pilot error. It is indeed a sad day for all humanity."
Adam collapses onto the couch, burying his face in his hands, but Keith can't move. His eyes stay locked on Shiro's smile, frozen on the screen as she continues speaking, but he doesn't register the words.
Shiro can't be dead.
It just isn't possible.
"They're lying," Keith says hoarsely, clenching his hands. "Shiro, he wouldn't—he wouldn't make a mistake like that. He's the best damn pilot they've ever had. He doesn't—he doesn't fail. They have to be lying."
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Keith never plans on losing it, but James Griffin always knows exactly where to dig. The hallway reeks of sweat, and he just wants to make it through the last bell without another headache. But somehow, Griffin falls into step beside him, his boots pounding way too close. The guy has a talent for finding him, even in a crowd.
"Get out of my way, charity case," Griffin mutters, shoving his shoulder into Keith's.
He stumbles a step, feeling the sharp sting of humiliation before the burn of anger rises in his throat.
His first instinct is the same as always: keep moving, keep his head down, pretend it doesn't matter. Swallow it whole where no one can see. But this month has already been the worst since he set foot in the Garrison, and Griffin's jab and slow walking is the cherry on top.
Heart pounding in his chest, Keith feels like he's one wrong move away from exploding, and he fists into the collar of Griffin's uniform. He slams him hard against the wall.
"You're a fucking asshole," he hisses, so close Griffin can feel the heat of his breath.
Griffin scoffs, but the sound is thin. His shoulders strain against the wall, and though his smirk holds, there's a flash of something tight in his eyes. He plants a palm against Keith's chest, shoving him, but Keith doesn't budge, his jaw clenched tight.
"And you're nothing but a troublemaking kid who hasn't done anything good his entire life," Griffin spits back, eyes narrowing.
The words cut.
At the far end of the corridor, a handful of cadets linger, whispering in low tones. Their eyes dart away the second Keith glances their way, but not before he catches their eager attention. Pretending not to watch, but not looking away either.
Keith's whole body pulses with a fury that won't settle, no matter how hard he tries to swallow it down.
"What the hell is your problem?" he growls, voice low and unsteady.
Griffin bares his teeth, shoving harder against Keith's chest, though he's still pinned. "My problem is that you don't deserve to fucking be here. You're nothing without Officer Shirogane."
The mention of Shiro wrecks something in Keith, and his vision goes red, knuckles aching with the urge to follow through and let his fist do what his words can't. Griffin leans into his rage as if daring him to snap, taunting him with a cruel spark in his eyes.
"Face it," he murmurs flatly. "You're a stray all over again."
Keith slams him against the wall a second time, harder, the thud echoing down the hall. The cadets flinch, their hushed voices dying into silence.
"Shut the hell up." Keith's voice is on the verge of breaking.
"Go on then," Griffin goads, smirking despite the situation. "Hit me. Prove everyone right—that you don't belong here. That you're nothing but a violent screw-up."
His fist moves before his brain can catch up, and a crack splices the air as knuckles meet jaw. Griffin's head snaps sideways into the wall, and the shock of impact jolts up Keith's arm, leaving his hand burning.
He freezes, staring at the fist he can't believe he actually threw.
Griffin staggers, stunned, then spits blood across the polished floor. Slowly, he drags his gaze back to him, eyes gleaming with something uglier than anger—satisfaction.
"There it is," he rasps, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, smearing red down his chin. "The real Keith fucking Kogane."
Keith's breath comes ragged, shoulders heaving with every inhale, but he doesn't step back.
"You're done," Griffin whispers.
His stomach twists; he doesn't need the words spelled out—the Garrison doesn't tolerate violence, not from cadets, not from anyone. He's already skating on thin ice, already the outlier.
A voice cuts through the silence, sharp as a blade.
"What the hell is going on here?!"
Every head whips around as Commander Iverson strides down the corridor.
Keith immediately loosens his grip and steps back. "I—" he stammers.
"Office. Now." Iverson's command brooks no argument.
Griffin straightens his uniform, a smirk tugging on his split mouth. He leans close enough for Keith to hear the words meant only for him. "Told you. You're outta here, Kogane."
Nausea rises in Keith's throat as he follows Iverson down the hall on leaden feet.
Shit. Is he gonna expel me?
☆☆☆
The night air blows a pleasant breeze as Lance shifts on his stomach, attempting to get a closer look.
"Whoa!" he exclaims, moving the binoculars around. "What the heck is that thing?" A pretty woman catches his eye, and he smirks. "And who the heck is she?"
Pidge smacks him on the back of his head. "Lance!"
"Ow! Right, alien ship." He deflates. "Man, we'll never get past all those guards to get a look."
"Aw, man," Hunk replies, fidgeting as he looks around. "Yeah, yeah, I guess there's nothing to do but head back to the barracks, right?"
"Wait, they set up a camera in there and I grabbed its feed," Pidge states. "Look!"
The two lean in, watching the screen intently.
"Hey!" A man lies strapped to a table, struggling against restraints as three scientists move around the room. He's wearing a ragged purple shirt with a black undersuit, and a robotic prosthetic has replaced his right arm. "What are you doing?"
"Calm down, Shiro," one of the scientists tells him. "We just need to keep you quarantined until we run some tests."
"You have to listen to me! They destroy worlds! Aliens are coming!"
Lance's eyes widen as he points to the laptop. "That's Shiro, the pilot of the Kerberos mission! That guy's my hero!"
"Guess he's not dead in space, after all," Hunk says.
"But where's the rest of the crew?" Pidge asks, raising a brow.
"Do you know how long you've been gone?" Iverson asks.
Shiro shakes his head, trying to sit up. "I don't know. Months? Years? Look, there's no time. Aliens are coming here for a weapon. They're probably on their way. They'll destroy us. We have to find Voltron."
Pidge's eyes widen. "Voltron!"
"Sir, take a look at this," a scientist states. "It appears his arm has been replaced with a cyborg prosthetic."
"Put him under until we know what that thing can do," Iverson commands.
"No, no, no!" Shiro shouts. "Don't put me under! No! There's no time!"
"They didn't ask about the rest of the crew." Pidge frowns, biting her bottom lip.
"What are they doing?" Lance asks incredulously. "The guy's a legend. They're not even gonna listen to him?"
"We have to get him out."
"Uh, I hate to be the voice of reason here, always," Hunk states, standing. "But weren't we just watching on TV because there was no way to get past the guards?"
"That was before we were properly motivated," Lance replies, cupping his chin. "We've just gotta think. Could we tunnel in?"
"Maybe we could get some hazmat suits and sneak in like med techs," Pidge suggests.
"Or we dress up like cooks, head back to the dorms, sneak into the commissary, little late-night snack," Hunk says with a smile.
Lance gives him a flat look. "No. What we need is a distraction."
As if on cue, four explosions go off in a chain reaction in the background, their booms echoing through the desert canyons. The trio screams.
"Is that the aliens?" Hunk exclaims, clutching his head and looking toward the night sky. "Is that the aliens? Are they here? They got here so quick!"
"No. Those explosions were a distraction. For him." Pidge points down the canyon to a figure riding a fast hoverbike. "The Garrison's headed toward the blast, and he's sneaking in from the other side."
Lance takes the binoculars and zooms in on him as he leaps off. "No way! Oh, he is not going to beat us in there!" He tosses them to the side. "That guy's always trying to one-up me!"
"Who is it?" Hunk asks.
"Keith!"
"Who?" Pidge asks.
They both ignore her, and Lance takes off at full speed.
"Are you sure?" Hunk asks, following after him.
"Oh, I'd recognize that mullet anywhere!"
Pidge's face pinches with confusion, but she sighs and rushes after them. "Who's Keith?"
☆☆☆
Keith tightens the red bandana around the bottom half of his face, tugging the knot firm. His breath warms the cloth as he steadies himself, muscles taut, eyes narrowing with lethal focus. Every sound in the corridor sharpens—the hum of fluorescent lights, the low whir of machinery, the muffled voices on the other side of the metallic doors.
"These readings are off the chart," a scientist says beyond them. The doors slide open, and he doesn't give them the chance to finish. "Hey!"
He springs forward with incredible speed, fist colliding with the first scientist's jaw with a crack. The man crumples backward, skidding across the floor into a wheeled cart. Another rushes in with a shout, but Keith's knee drives into his gut before he can react, folding him in half. The third barely raises an arm in defense before Keith's elbow smashes into his head, sending him staggering into the wall and down to the floor.
Not lingering on them, he leaps over the tangled bodies, boots striking the floor as he bolts toward the far table.
His hand trembles slightly as he yanks the bandana down, desperate for air, desperate to see.
The sight before him halts his breath.
Pale, battered, and restrained under cold lights is Shiro.
Keith's eyes widen, his jaw slackens, and for a moment the world stops spinning. He reaches out, almost afraid to touch, but his hand cups Shiro's cheek, turning his head gently toward him.
"Shiro?" His voice breaks on the single word.
A groan escapes Shiro's lips, pained and faint. His eyes flutter but do not open.
Inhaling sharply, Keith's chest aches as though each heartbeat is a blow from inside, and his throat tightens.
He's alive.
Holy shit, he's alive.
"I've got you, Shiro," he says hoarsely.
He pulls out his knife and cuts the restraints, hauling him up.
Just then, three figures enter the room.
"Nope. No, you—no, no, no. No, you don't," a boy wearing a green jacket says, banging the table out of the way. "I'm saving Shiro."
Keith pauses as he loops himself under Shiro's left arm. "Who are you?"
"Who am I? Uh, the name's Lance." His face is unamused. "We were in the same class at the Garrison."
Not breaking his gaze, Keith racks his brain. "Really, are you an engineer?"
"No, I'm a pilot! We were, like, rivals. You know, Lance and Keith, neck and neck?"
Keith's face falls, and his eyes narrow. "Oh, wait, I remember you. You're a cargo pilot."
"Well, not anymore. I'm fighter class now, thanks to you washing out."
He scoffs, walking toward the exit. "Well, congratulations," he replies flatly.
The two drag Shiro toward his bike.
"Oh, man. They're coming back, and they do not look happy," the big one states, jogging toward them. "We gotta go." The shorter one with glasses climbs onto the bike. "Uh, do you mind if we catch a ride with you?"
Keith purses his lips, but says nothing as he takes his seat and grips the handles. The big one climbs onto the back, and the bike sags down. All of them grunt, and Keith huffs with barely concealed annoyance.
"Is this thing going to be big enough for all of us?" the girl asks.
"No," he replies through gritted teeth.
A bright light flashes in the front, and Keith focuses on the four vehicles coming their way. He twists the throttle, and the bike takes off at full speed.
"Why am I holding this guy?"
"Hey, we did all fit."
"Can't this thing go any faster?" Lance asks, looking back.
Keith leans forward, eyes focusing on the path ahead. "We could toss out some non-essential weight."
"Oh, right!" He looks around and then pauses. "Okay, so that was an insult. I get it."
"Big man, lean left!" he shouts.
"Whoa!" they all exclaim.
Two vehicles crash into each other, but Keith doesn't turn to spare them a look.
"Aw, man! Mr. Harris just wiped out Professor Montgomery! No, no, he's fine."
"Big man, lean right!"
The hoverbike flies over the canyon, drifting along the stone walls as he corrects its flight path.
"Guys? Is that a cliff up ahead?"
Lance's eyes widen like saucers. "Oh, no, no, no!"
Keith smirks, leaning forward and twisting the controls. "Yup."
"No, no, no!"
"What are you doing? You're going to kill us all!" Lance shrieks as they free-fall.
"Shut up and trust me!" Keith shouts, lifting his foot off the pedal.
The hoverbike makes it, gliding quickly across the desert ground.
|••••••••••|
The sun rises in the distance as Keith slowly climbs up the hill, placing a hand on Shiro's shoulder.
"It's good to have you back," he says.
Shiro crosses his arms and chuckles, meeting his gaze. "It's good to be back."
"So what happened out there? Where were you?"
Closing his eyes, Shiro sighs. "I wish I could tell you. My head's still pretty scrambled. I was on an alien ship. Somehow, I escaped. It's all a blur. How did you know to come save me when I crashed?"
Keith purses his lips. "You should come see this."
As the five squeeze into Keith's cramped living room, the air feels tight with anticipation.
Without a word, he grips the cloth tarp draped over the wall and yanks it down.
A sprawling patchwork of obsession stares back at them.
Dozens of Post-it notes are stabbed into the corkboard with mismatched thumbtacks, while pink, blue, and yellow strings crisscross in chaotic lines. At the center, dominating everything, is a weathered map of the desert. Keith's handwriting scrawls across it in thick marker—arrows, circles, question marks on the paper. Three large Xs are circled.
Shiro's eyes widen. "What have you been working on?"
"I can't explain it, really," Keith replies, meeting his eyes. "After getting booted from the Garrison, I was kinda... lost and... found myself drawn out to this place. It's like something... some energy was telling me to search."
"For what?"
"Well, I didn't know at the time... until I stumbled across this area." He points to the map, hand resting on where he's written and circled Energy Source! "It's an outcropping of giant boulders with caves covered in these ancient markings. Each tells a slightly different story about a Blue Lion, but they all share clues leading to some event, some arrival happening last night." He turns to face Shiro. "Then, you showed up."
Shiro mulls it over before turning around and walking toward the trio. "I should thank you all for getting me out. Lance, right?"
He holds his hand out, and Lance stares at his prosthetic arm. Hesitating for only a breath, he smiles and shakes it.
"The nervous guy's Hunk. I'm Pidge." She shakes his hand. "So, did anyone else from your crew make it out?"
His gaze turns distant. "I'm not sure. I remember the mission and being captured. After that, it's just bits and pieces."
"Yeah, sorry to interrupt, but back to the aliens," Hunk says. "Where are they now? Are they coming? Are they coming for all of us? Like, where are they at this very moment?"
"I can't really put it together. I—I remember the word 'Voltron.' It's some kind of weapon they're looking for, but I don't know why. Whatever it is, I think we need to find it before they do."
"Well, last night, I was rummaging through Pidge's stuff, and I found this picture." Hunk holds it up. "Look, it's his girlfriend."
Pidge glares at him, snatching it and her backpack. "Hey, give me that! What were you doing in my stuff?"
"I was looking for a candy bar. But, then, I started reading his diary—"
"What?!" She yanks it out of his grasp, muttering to herself.
"—and I noticed that the repeating series of numbers the aliens are searching for looks a lot like a Fraunhofer line."
Keith crosses his arms. "Frown who?"
"It's a number describing the emission spectrum of an element, only, this element doesn't exist on Earth. I thought it might be this Voltron, and I think I can build a machine to look for it, kinda like a Voltron Geiger counter."
Lance smiles, brightening. "Hunk, you big gassy genius!"
"It's pretty fascinating, really." Hunk holds out a paper. "The wavelength looks like this."
Keith steps forward, seizing it. "Give me that."
Holding the drawing up to the board, he scrutinizes the lines and a blown-up picture of the canyon near the Lion cave.
It's an exact match.
|••••••••••|
Sweat glides down (Y/N)'s head, soaking through her tank top. Her breath comes heavily, shoulders straining as she pulls herself up.
The training deck is quiet and empty as the doors hiss open.
Keith pauses, bayard in hand, blinking at the sight in front of him.
"Oh," (Y/N) pants, not missing a beat as she lifts her chin over the bar again. Her arms tremble under the strain before she lowers in a smooth, controlled motion. "Hey, Mullet."
He means to answer—something quick, casual—but the words stick as his eyes betray him, dragging down her frame. He catches the clean lines of her abdominals, the taut ripple of muscle every time she pulls upward, the way her tank top clings to her skin.
The heat in the room suddenly feels unbearable.
He swallows hard, pulse racing faster as his throat bobs.
Her eyes flick toward him mid-rep, catching his stare dead-on. A snort escapes her as she pushes herself up again. "Enjoying the view?"
Keith's face burns instantly, and his gaze jerks away as he crosses his arms. "I, uh—just... came here to train," he mutters gravelly.
(Y/N) exhales through her nose, biting her lip as she labors through another pull-up. A small, unintentional sound escapes her, one that snaps something in him.
He forgets why he came. All he can do is watch, heat crawling beneath his skin with every movement she makes. He should leave—walk out, get air, do anything besides stand rooted to the floor like an idiot. But the way she moves keeps him hooked.
Finally, she drops from the bar, landing lightly on her feet. Her chest rises and falls as she straightens, wiping sweat from her brow. A smile tugs at her lips as she looks at him.
"So," she says casually. "Do you want to spar?"
Keith's body answers before his brain can, and he stiffly nods.
Her smile widens and she brightens, jogging to grab a sword.
Snap out of it.
|••••••••••|
The game begins as a deck of Uno cards spills across the table in a messy array of colors, and Lance fumbles with them.
"Smooth," Pidge deadpans as he scrambles to gather them into conformity.
"I meant to do that," he shoots back, sweeping the cards into a pile before messily shuffling.
Across the room, Keith leans against the wall, arms crossed, his usual scowl softened into something closer to wary curiosity.
Sitting at the game table, blinking down at the cards with strange symbols, are Allura, Coran, and (Y/N).
"So... we win by yelling 'Uno' before anyone else, right?" Allura asks, picking up her seven cards.
"Kind of," Hunk says, grinning. "But only when you have one card left."
"Which is why we say Uno," Pidge adds, throwing a sideways look at Keith.
He's not paying attention to the explanation. Or rather, he's pretending to, nodding absently as his gaze keeps flicking back to (Y/N).
She sits with her knees tucked under her, stray strands of hair escaping from her braid, messily framing her face as she stares at a green Skip card.
"Why does this one have a circle with a line through it?" she asks, tilting her head.
"That one skips the next player's turn," Lance explains, leaning closer to peek at her hand. "Very useful when you want to personally ruin someone's day."
(Y/N) wrinkles her nose, instinctively pulling her cards out of his view. "Oh. Okay. Got it."
Keith watches her. He should look away. He tries to look away, but he can't.
"Alright," Shiro says, placing a red five to start. "Game's on."
Hunk throws down a red eight, looking at Coran. "Let's go!"
"I love Earthling games," Allura declares, smiling wide as she slaps down a red nine, only to pick it up again when everyone groans.
"Wait your turn," Pidge mutters, pushing her glasses up.
"Oh. Right." Her cheeks flush. "Sorry."
Coran goes, then Pidge, and Allura follows. Lance places a card, and (Y/N) goes last, but she doesn't have anything red.
When it's her turn, she hesitates, biting her bottom lip. "Can I... play this one?" She holds up a Wild Draw Four card.
Lance's reaction is instantaneous. His eyes widen, and he throws his hands in the air. "Whoa, whoa, whoa! You're putting a +4 on the table already?!"
She looks genuinely puzzled, and her brows furrow. "I thought wild cards were good."
"They are," Keith cuts in, sliding beside her and Lance without a second thought. His tone is casual, as though helping her is the most natural thing in the world. "But you're only supposed to use them when you don't have another card to play."
"Oh." She glances at her hand and flashes a sheepish smile. "Oops."
Leaning against the table, Lance pouts as he looks at Keith. "Hey, you said you don't wanna play," he protests.
"Shut up," Keith mutters, tilting his head toward (Y/N)'s cards. "I can help you."
Her eyes flicker to his, uncertain for a beat, then she nods and leans a little closer, letting him see her hand.
She taps one of the cards, a blue three. "This one?"
"Good choice," he murmurs, a smile touching his lips.
(Y/N) places it carefully on top of the red three in the discard pile.
Allura throws down a blue Reverse card. "I like this game."
Lance pinches the bridge of his nose. "It's Shiro's turn, 'Lura."
She deflates, and three rounds later, Pidge places a yellow Draw Two card on a protesting Lance, interrupting his flirting with Allura mid-game.
By the fourth round, (Y/N) finally grasps the strategy and starts to get competitive. And all the while, Keith feels something small blossoming in his chest. Admiration. Fondness. A dangerous warmth. She's too caught up in the game to notice the way his gaze lingers.
"Uno!" she suddenly blurts.
The final round ensues, and she throws down her last card, a green zero, with a proud, breathless grin. Lance's groans, Coran's accusations, and Hunk's laughter erupt in the lounge. Shiro's quiet smile drifts to Keith.
"You gonna join us?" he asks.
Keith hesitates, then nods, and the second game begins.
Shiro places a green four. Hunk follows with a green seven.
Glancing at his hand, Keith very carefully looks to the side. (Y/N) doesn't have a green, mostly reds and blues, with a single wild card.
Lance places a green two.
With his lips pursed, Keith places a red two and changes the color. Blinking in surprise, (Y/N) flashes him a small, private look and plays a red six. And so it begins. Every time his turn comes, Keith finds a reason to steer the deck in her favor.
By the time Lance draws twelve cards in frustration, and Keith places a blue one, (Y/N) has one card left.
A blue seven.
She stares at him, lips parted in disbelief, and places the final card down.
The team explodes.
"No way!" Lance groans. "How do you keep winning?!"
"You were just pretending not to understand," Coran accuses, pointing at her with his two remaining cards.
Hunk chuckles and starts collecting the cards, sliding them to Shiro.
(Y/N) flashes a grin, lightly resting her head on Keith's shoulder as they start setting up for the third game.
He watches her, leaning close enough for only her to hear. "You picked it up fast."
She gives him a sideways look and teases, "Only because someone was cheating on my behalf."
"I wasn't cheating."
"You weren't not cheating."
His mouth twitches, betraying the smile he's holding back. "Don't think I'll go easy on you this time."
She smirks, eyes glinting. "Oh, bring it on, Mullet."
|••••••••••|
The Castle Ship is unusually loud tonight, laughter ricocheting off the vaulted ceiling of the Dining Hall. On the long table, usually reserved for meals or planning, rests a single deck of cards and seven sporks gleaming in a neat line.
(Y/N) sits between Keith and Allura, her hair swept up in a loose bun with stray strands sticking on her temples, sleeves shoved up to her elbows. Leaning forward, elbows braced on her knees, she studies the cards in her hand with a serious expression.
"I don't understand the goal," Allura whispers to her, brows knitting together.
She whispers back, "We're trying to get four of the same card, right?"
"Yes. And then we... grab a spork?"
"I think so."
Lance, ever the opportunist, overhears and leans across the table, his grin cocky. "It's not about thinking. It's about instinct."
Pidge rolls her eyes and throws a card at him.
"I think I understand," Coran chimes in with confidence, leaning back in his chair while twirling his mustache.
The game begins, and a flurry of cards passes from hand to hand in rapid succession—everyone taking one, tossing one, eyes flicking between their cards and the row of sporks.
Allura discards a queen of diamonds without hesitation, only to pick up a queen of hearts seconds later. Her expression twists in confusion. "Why are there so many duplicates?"
"Because," Hunk says, sliding a card toward Pidge and deftly picking the other up from Coran, "it's a normal Earth deck. Four of each card. That's the point."
Across the table, Shiro subtly sets his cards down and reaches toward a spork. Keith's eyes catch the movement, and his chair scrapes against the floor as he lunges.
Suddenly, the whole room explodes into motion—cards flying, bodies bumping, Paladins scrambling.
(Y/N) shrieks in surprise and grabs the last spork just before Pidge, who stares at her with betrayal.
"You don't even know how to play!" she argues.
She clutches the spork to her chest. "I have survival instincts, okay?"
Six sporks are lined up again, while Pidge huffs and sulks out of the circle. The next rounds come fast—everyone laser-focused, the game transforming from chaotic fun to something more cutthroat.
Keith picks up a third jack. His grip on the cards tightens; his pulse quickens. When his next turn comes, he draws a fourth into his hand—the jack of spades. Without hesitation, he sets his cards face down and slides his hand toward the center, soundlessly slipping a spork away.
(Y/N) freezes, eyes darting to the empty spot where a spork had been, and then dives forward in a blur. Her hand clamps around a spork as the rest of the table erupts in chaos. She's laughing breathlessly and smiling so wide it makes Keith's stomach twist.
"That was so sneaky!" she exclaims. "You didn't even move your face!"
Keith shrugs, but his ears are red. "Wasn't trying to show off."
"Damn it!" Lance curses, throwing his head back as Coran steals the final spork away from him.
One by one, players are picked off—Hunk first, then Coran, then Allura, and finally even Shiro, who accepts defeat with an amused shake of his head.
Now only one spork remains.
The table falls quiet as Keith and (Y/N) stare at each other. His shoulders are tense, his jaw set. Her eyes flick rapidly between her hand and the shining prize that sits only inches away.
Her breath catches when she draws a fourth king, and her hand shoots out toward the last spork. But Keith moves at the same time, and his hand closes around hers.
She looks up, startled, heart pounding in her chest, and his dark eyes meet hers, unreadable.
|••••••••••|
The entire team is gathered in the lounge, blankets and pillows spread on the couches and all along the floor. Coran sits wrapped in a blanket, Pidge lies on her back, Allura plays with the mice, and Shiro sips on a juice pouch, his legs crossed as he holds a pillow in his lap.
Everyone has green goop on their faces.
Lance is chattering nonstop, his hands delicately smearing the green concoction onto (Y/N)'s face while she laughs, her eyes crinkling with amusement.
Keith stands near the doorway, arms crossed, watching the scene with a stormy expression.
Hunk enters the lounge with a tray of snacks. "Sleepover-movie night snacks, everyone!"
(Y/N) cheers, her face lighting up as she claps her hands together.
Stepping back, Lance admires his handiwork. "Perfect," he declares, dramatically wiping an imaginary tear from his eye. "My finest work yet."
Keith reluctantly joins them, sitting on the floor near the edge of the group. His eyes keep drifting to (Y/N), who's now lying on her stomach, propped up on her elbows as she chats animatedly with Lance and Hunk as he smears the green facial onto Hunk's face.
She looks over with a small smile. "Keith," she calls, patting the space on the couch next to her. "Come sit with us."
He hesitates, glancing at Lance, who's sitting beside her with a smug grin. "There's plenty of space right here," he says, patting the opposite side of (Y/N) with a wink.
With a roll of his eyes, Keith gets up and settles into the spot she's indicated. He feels her shoulder brush against his, and his heart skips a beat. She smells of the facial mask, mixed with something distinctly her.
"See? This is better," she says, leaning toward him as she sits cross-legged. "You're the only one left who isn't green, Mullet."
Keith raises an eyebrow, leaning back. "Yeah, no thanks," he says flatly, arms crossing defensively over his chest.
(Y/N) rolls her eyes, dipping her fingers into the bowl. "The point of Friday night sleepovers is to relax and have fun. Here—hold still." She leans closer, her hand hovering near his face.
His cheeks flush. "I said I don't—"
She is already smearing it onto his face, and he narrows his eyes at her but doesn't pull away as she carefully applies more. Her fingers are gentle, and he finds himself focusing on the warmth of her touch rather than the awkwardness of the situation. Her other hand pulls the hair from his face, and she leans in closer, inspecting to make sure it's even.
Nodding, she leans back. "Perfect," she declares.
Keith scowls, his cheeks now an interesting mix of red and green. "Great. Now I look ridiculous."
(Y/N) smirks, her eyes twinkling with mirth as she wipes her fingers on a nearby napkin. "We all look ridiculous. It's part of the experience." She shifts, tying his bangs in a bundle atop his head.
His throat bobs, and he blinks.
How does she always drag me into these things? he thinks.
Friday night sleepovers in the Castle Ship had started as a simple way for Lance and Hunk to shake off the stress of endless missions—two best friends, a pile of Altean pillows, and whatever movies the Ship could translate to English. But over time, their little ritual grew, pulling in the rest of the team until it became an unspoken tradition.
Now, every Friday evening, the lounge transforms into a cozy sanctuary.
The activities change week to week. Sometimes it's a competitive game night with Keith trying to keep a poker face while (Y/N) pesters him. Other nights, such as this one, Lance convinces them to wear face masks and facials, insisting they are vital for skin rejuvenation after combat stress. And then there are nights when no one has the energy for anything more than sinking into the mountain of blankets and letting a movie play.
No matter what shape the night takes—raucous or quiet, playful or drowsy—it always feels like a breath of peace. And for (Y/N), those hours wrapped in laughter, warmth, and the comfort of her team are more precious than anything else.
As the night progresses, the group settles into a more relaxed vibe. Facials are washed off, blankets and snacks are passed around, the lights are dimmed, and Pidge starts a movie on the projection system.
Keith finds himself remaining on the couch beside (Y/N), and their shoulders brush occasionally as they adjust their positions.
At one point, she shifts, leaning her head against his shoulder without thinking.
"You're comfy," she murmurs sleepily, her eyes closed as the movie plays in the background. She nuzzles closer to him, her hair tickling his neck, and he catches the faint scent of whatever soap she uses.
He looks down at her, unsure of what to do.
Pidge glances at them, pulling her blanket off and draping it across (Y/N) before getting up to grab a new one for herself. Shiro reaches over and grabs one of the spare pillows and carefully places it in Keith's lap. Pidge returns, sitting on the floor and resting her back against the couch they're on, focused on the movie.
Lance turns his focus away from the snacks in his hands and gestures between the two of them. "What are you doing, Keith?" he whispers. "Put her head in your lap."
Keith's ears burn. "I'm not doing that," he whispers.
Raising an eyebrow, Lance gives him a pointed look, and Keith's lips purse as he regards (Y/N).
She always falls asleep first during sleepovers—this is nothing new. It's just that she usually doesn't end up falling asleep on him.
Sighing, Keith complies, gently pulling her onto the pillow in his lap, and she sighs, pulling the blanket up further and reaching her hand out.
Almost subconsciously, Pidge takes her hand, tracing small shapes on it. Keith stares at the two of them, and her eyes never leave the movie. "It helps her relax."
I know, he thinks.
The group falls into a comfortable silence, except for the occasional comment about the movie. Hunk passes around bowls of popcorn, and Coran dozes off in a chair, snoring softly. Allura snuggles into her blanket with the mice, and Shiro leans with his head back, half-asleep.
During the progression of the movie, Keith's hand begins to play with (Y/N)'s hair.
He doesn't realize he's doing it at first; his fingers move of their own accord, gently twisting a strand of her hair before letting it fall and repeating the process. It's soothing—more for him than he cares to admit.
As he glances down at her, he notes her relaxed face and steady breathing. She looks at peace, and he can't help the small smile that tugs at his lips as he brushes a lock of hair from her face, admiring her.
|••••••••••|
Keith closes his eyes, his forehead resting against the healing pod. The hum of the machinery fills the infirmary, broken only by the slow, rhythmic bubbling of the restorative fluid where (Y/N) floats.
His hands curl into fists at his sides, and he can still see it—the flash of the explosion, the helpless moment where all he could do was reach and pray she wasn't dead. His chest tightens, the memory looping again and again like punishment.
For a moment, he lets himself imagine what it would be like if she opens her eyes right now, pressing a palm to the glass, alive and whole. But the pod remains silent, offering no answers.
He doesn't know how long he stands there—minutes, hours, it all blurs together in the sterile stillness. Only when the ache in his chest sharpens into something unbearable does he finally force himself to step back. His gaze lingers on her face one last time, committing every detail to memory, before he tears himself away and sets off to join the rest of the team on the bridge.
"Okay, look," Shiro states, furrowing his brows. The doors slide closed. "I now know for certain that Zarkon is tracking us through the Black Lion. We have to find some way to stop him."
"How are we gonna do that?" Pidge asks.
Allura frowns. "We've never had this situation before—two Paladins battling for the same Lion."
"Well, unless we want Zarkon taking control of Voltron every time we get close, I'll have to forge a new bond with my Lion," Shiro replies, glancing down. "One that's stronger than his."
"Well, while you're working on that, the rest of us need to find some new teludav lenses," Coran states. "Otherwise, we won't be able to travel via wormhole."
"Is that something we have to mail order?" Hunk asks, cupping his chin.
Keith raises a brow, crossing his arms. "Does anyone make those anymore?"
"I don't know," Allura admits, her shoulders slumping. "Only a few Alteans could use the teludav 10,000 years ago. They may not exist anymore."
"I think I may know where we can get some," Coran replies, twisting his mustache between his fingers. He steps to the computer and projects old images onto the screen, ones of him when he was younger.
Allura gasps, taking a step closer as she recognizes them. "Coran! You're not suggesting going to one of those filthy swap moons!" She crosses her arms, narrowing her gaze. "The last time you went, those space pirates took you for everything you had."
Lance's brows lift with curiosity. "Space pirates?"
"The Unilu were traders and pirates that roamed the galaxies and dealt in black market goods," Coran explains as he zooms in on various pictures. "Umvy spice, by-tor water, little bottles of infinity vapor. Of course, you had to bargain. No one could bargain like the Unliu." He chuckles, glancing over his shoulder. "Last time I ended up giving away three-quarters of my shipment of lango in exchange for a used pogo oscillator."
Allura's eyes light up, and she laughs as she remembers. "Father was not pleased about that."
"Well," Lance says, smirking as he leans in closer to her, "while Coran is picking up his lenses, I'll take you shopping for something sparkly."
His eyes widen as Coran springs between them.
"This isn't shopping!" he exclaims, lifting his head and placing his hands on his hips. "You're not wandering around saying, 'Ooo, what a lovely pink hat! This is so becoming!' No! I can't allow Allura to get anywhere near those filthy, lowballing Unilu hoodlums."
Allura pouts, clasping her hands together as she looks up at him. "But I'd love something sparkly."
He frowns. "Look, you're the only one who can operate the Castle. You need to be resting after all you've been through." Her face falls as he begins walking away. "Now, let's ready a pod for our mission. We need to get in, find the scaultrite lenses, and just get out."
Lance wastes no time, sprinting out of the bridge after him. "Shotgun!"
Hunk's eyes widen. "What, no!" He rushes out next. "You have to be in the pod bay to call shotgun."
He scoffs. "Since when?"
"Uh, since forever? That's shotgun etiquette. I wrote the book."
Keith sighs, and with a shake of his head, he and Pidge follow them out.
|••••••••••|
Sleep pulls on Keith's senses as he lies on the metal bench, back stiff, limbs screaming for comfort. He closes his eyes, though every instinct tells him not to. The bench is hard, the world harsher, but exhaustion makes its own demands, dragging him down.
Static fills the air, snapping his head up. Pidge gives him a small smile as he rubs the back of his neck.
CORAN: "Hello? Back passengers, can you hear me?"
LANCE: "Oh, it's sooo comfy up here! Extra leg room, heated seats. Oh man!"
"Stupid Lance, stupid shotgun," Hunk mutters, crossing his arms in annoyance as a pout forms on his lips.
CORAN: "Now these swap moons are very dangerous environments. So be on your toes. No weapons or communication devices of any kind! Also, I've brought along some disguises."
Instrumental music plays on the speakers as they stand on the mall's second floor moments later. A mother pushing a stroller gives them a look, and the baby babbles, pointing at their costumes, while those sitting on benches whisper to one another.
Keith purses his lips, pulling at the folds of his heavy cloak.
We look ridiculous.
"Uh, Coran..." Pidge trails off, gaze roving over the mall. "This Unilu swap meet looks an awful lot like... a regular mall."
Coran tilts his head, looking around. "It does seem to be a little cleaner than I remember. Still, be vigilant. The Unilu are cutthroat wheeler-dealers, so keep your hands on your coin satchels."
Hunk lifts his arms. "Uh, my satchels are empty."
"Well, good."
Keith sighs, crossing his arms. "Let's just get this over with."
"Yes, right. Everyone, let's fan out. Search the area for teludav lenses. We'll meet by the giant ticking clock here in one varga. Don't be late, and try to blend in."
One out of sight, the four of them discard the disguises.
|••••••••••|
Keith aimlessly wanders through the first floor, his mind drifting back to (Y/N). Nothing registers as he walks, the bright storefronts blurring together into a haze of neon and glass, until a sudden glimmer cuts through it.
A sparkly necklace catches his eye.
The chain rests on a velvet display, nestled between rings and bracelets. Its metal gleams, shiny and perfectly polished.
He pauses, staring down at it.
Before he fully realizes it, the bell above the shop door chimes at his entrance. The jewelry store is warm, a stark contrast to the chill of the mall's walkways. Voices overlap, and in a corner, bracelets clink as someone lifts them from a tray.
The shopkeeper behind the counter is hunched over, polishing a gold ring, the cloth moving in steady circles. He doesn't glance up.
Keith keeps his head down to remain inconspicuous, though his pulse pounds in his ears. He leans toward the necklace again. Up close, it's even more tempting; it isn't even encased in glass.
I don't have the money. Stealing is wrong. But... she'd love it.
The longer he stares at the necklace, the harder it becomes to ignore the pull.
She deserves something beautiful for when she wakes up.
His fingers flex before falling still at his sides. He shifts his weight and lets his gaze wander to rings, bracelets, earrings—anything to sell the illusion of browsing.
A boy who has no purpose but to browse. A stranger killing time.
He drifts to the nearby ring display, pretending to scan them. The silver bands are arranged in tidy rows, sizes increasing one by one. The glass reflects his face back at him: messy hair, shadows beneath his eyes, skin pale from two nights without sleep.
He almost doesn't recognize himself.
The door opens again with another jingle, and a family piles in, parents ushering three excited children who make a beeline for a shelf of brightly colored gemstones near the back. Their squeals cut through the quiet, and the shopkeeper sighs, muttering something Keith can't catch. He sets the polished ring aside, and his attention drifts toward the newcomers.
With one swift motion, Keith slips the chain into his palm and slides it beneath his jacket. He swallows hard and turns smoothly, blending with the sudden chaos of children pointing and laughing.
The bell chimes again as he slips through the door and back into the endless crowd, the stolen necklace burning like fire in his pocket.
|••••••••••|
As Keith meanders through the entire first floor, an Unilu-ran kiosk draws his attention.
"Let me show you this wonderful working extreme blade system," the male states as Keith joins the gathered crowd. "It slices, it dices, it gills, slaughters, and skins, and constantly stays sharp." The knife gleams as he holds it up. "Look at it cut through this lodo fruit—" he throws it up in the air and slices through it—"paper-thin."
He stabs the knife through the kiosk's countertop.
"How much would you pay for this knife? But wait, there's more. How many times have you had to fight off a charging rock monster and then go immediately to a picnic? All the time, right? The galacy can cut through rocks and still cut lodo fruit paper-thin. Now, how much would you pay?"
The two other shoppers walk away, leaving Keith alone.
"Seriously," the Unilu asks. "How much? I have a lot of these to unload."
Keith blinks as he steps forward. "I just had a... question."
"Fine." He crosses his arms and straightens. "Wha—What do you, whatcha got?"
"Have you ever—" he unsheaths his knife and sets it down—"come across this?"
The Unilu pulls out a loupe, putting it over his eye. He takes the knife and holds it close. "Whoa, this craftsmanship is incredible. And is this a luxite blade? The planet they mine that from hasn't existed in deca-phoebs." He leans against the counter and smirks. "Where'd you get this?"
"Someone gave it to me."
"Okay, that's vague." He straightens, crossing his arms again. "Tell you what, I'll give you a thousand GAC to take it off your hands."
Keith frowns. "It's not for sale."
"Two thousand."
"No thanks." His frown deepens. "Give it back."
"How about this, I keep the knife and you beat it before security gets here. I know it's stolen."
His hands clench into fists. "It's not stolen."
"Then tell me where you got it."
Keith purses his lips and leans over the counter, fighting for the knife before successfully yanking it free from his grip.
"Hey!" the Unilu shouts. "Come back with that!"
|••••••••••|
Whistling under his breath, Keith pulls his zipper up and steps toward the sink. He twists the faucet handle, and a sluggish stream of lukewarm water trickles out, splattering against the basin. He scrubs his hands longer than necessary, watching the water swirl down the drain, the rhythm of it steadying him.
When his hands are finally clean and dry, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out the necklace. He fastens it around his neck, and the cool metal slides down, settling with the dog tags beneath his shirt.
As he steps out of the bathroom, Hunk's wide eyes greet him.
"Keith!" he exclaims, gripping his shoulders and pulling him way too close. "He's right behind me!"
He raises a brow. "Who?"
A screech and reverse beep sounds from a Galran on a scooter. "Pirate number two," he says. "My lucky day."
Keith's mouth falls open, and he breaks into a sprint, Hunk tailing behind him.
As they run through the mall, past bystanding strangers, an Area 51 store comes into view.
Lance and Pidge stand with a Martian, freezing as they see them dashing through the hall.
"Time to get moving, guys!" Hunk shouts.
"Security's on our tail!" Keith adds, frantic.
"There's the rest of the crew!" the security guard booms from his hoverscooter.
A glass half wall marks a dead end, and Keith stares at the first floor, trying to find some other way out of the pursuit.
"Everyone hop on Kaltenecker!" Lance shouts. He pulls Pidge up, who grabs onto Keith's hand.
"You bought a cow?!" Hunk exclaims in disbelief as he grips its tail.
"It was free with purchase!" Pidge states, as if that explains everything.
The team glides through the air, and just as Coran steps out of a shop, the team locks eyes with him mid-escape.
Pidge points down at him. "There he is!"
"We gotta go, Coran!" Keith says, holding his hand out.
Coran sprints after them, grabbing it. "I got the scaultrite lenses!"
"Scaultrite?" the Unilu shopkeeper runs out of his shop. "Hold on a tick!"
He leans to the side, waving his arm. "Ah, no take-backs!"
"Get back here!" the security guard demands.
The cow takes a sharp left turn, shooting through the exit. The hoverscooter screeches as it comes to a halt.
"Doggone it, you better run!" he yells. "Don't let me catch you in my jurisdiction again, pirates!"
Lance brightens and stands, glancing over his shoulder. "Oh, so you can't follow us outside, huh?" He starts making a mocking sound, but his head collides with the exit sign, sending him to the floor.
The security guard holds his fist high, smirking. "That's one for Varkon!"
|••••••••••|
"For the thousandth time, I don't have a mullet!" Keith exclaims.
The two are in the locker room bathroom, Keith sitting perched on a stool while she stands between his thighs. (Y/N) blinks as she regards him, her hands stilling as she holds the scissors up to his bangs.
A small smile spreads across her lips as she leans back and asks, "Then what do you have?"
Keith glares at her. "A wolf cut."
She rolls her eyes, pressing firmly against his shoulders to hold him still. "Whatever your hair is, if you don't let me trim these bangs, you won't be able to see during training tomorrow. Do you want to trip over your own feet because of your overgrown hair?"
He opens his mouth to argue, but one look at her raised eyebrow shuts him up.
With a defeated sigh, he slumps back muttering, "Fine. But don't mess it up."
Grinning triumphantly, she resumes her careful snipping. Her face is close to his, and Keith finds himself staring at her, his heart doing an annoying little flip every time her fingers brush against his forehead.
"Stop fidgeting," she chides, not looking up.
"I'm not fidgeting," he grumbles, his gaze darting away to focus on anything but her face.
Grabbing the spray bottle once more, she spritzes his hair to dampen it and wipes his face with the towel. "'Mullet' seems to roll off the tongue better. I can't go around calling you 'Wolf Cut', now can I?"
Keith groans, his cheeks flushing. "You could just call me Keith, you know. Like a normal person."
(Y/N) laughs softly, her breath tickling him as she snips another chunk of hair. "Where's the fun in that?"
He huffs, his arms crossing tightly over his chest. "You have too much fun at my expense."
She smirks, moving his head to get a better angle on his bangs. "Well, if you didn't react so dramatically, maybe I wouldn't." She pauses to examine her handiwork, stepping back and tilting her head. "There. All done."
Keith runs a hand through his hair, his brows furrowing as he inspects the results in the mirror with a critical eye. The trimmed bangs fall just above his eyebrows, no longer threatening to obscure his vision. He grudgingly admits, at least to himself, that (Y/N) did a decent job.
"It's... fine," he mutters, brushing at his bangs unnecessarily.
(Y/N) crosses her arms, raising an eyebrow. "Fine? That's all I get? You're welcome, by the way."
He glances at her, his expression softening as he sighs. "Thanks. It's good."
She grins, clearly pleased with herself, and leans against the counter. "See? Told you I wouldn't mess it up."
Keith looks back at his reflection, brushing his fingers through his hair again. "You didn't have to help, you know."
(Y/N) shrugs casually, though her smile softens. "Yeah, but what are friends for?"
Friends.
The word hits him like a sharp jab to the chest.
"Right," he says quietly, turning away. "Thanks again."
The bathroom door slides open, and Hunk strides in.
"Whoa, what's going on in here?" he asks, his gaze moving between Keith and (Y/N). His eyes land on his freshly trimmed hair, and he blinks. "Oh, are we giving Keith a makeover?" He walks to the sink. "'Cause I have some ideas."
Keith groans, running a hand down his face. "Not you too."
(Y/N) grins, setting the scissors on the sink's countertop. "He looks good, doesn't he?"
Hunk raises an eyebrow, tilting his head as if giving Keith's hair serious consideration. "Yeah, I guess."
"Well, I think he looks amazing." She brushes past him to grab a towel, handing it to Keith, before cleaning up the hair around the sink. "Very handsome."
His cheeks warm as he watches her. "Thanks," he mumbles, dabbing at his slightly damp face.
Incredulity flashes on Hunk's face, and he shakes his head, letting out a silent laugh as he helps her clean.
|••••••••••|
(Y/N) clutches her stomach tightly, a loud laugh echoing through the locker room as tears roll down from her eyes.
"Keith, seriously?" she wheezes, her laughter bubbling over uncontrollably as she watches him struggle to pull off the training armor that's gotten stuck over his head. "You're supposed to be the fearless Red Paladin of Voltron, and you can't even handle—"
"Shut up!" Keith grumbles, his voice muffled. His face, already flushed from exertion, deepens in color as he hears her amusement. "This thing is quiznaking defective."
"Defective? Or is it user error?" she teases, wiping a tear from the corner of her eye.
He finally yanks the stubborn piece of armor free, tossing it to the floor with a huff. "It's defective," he mutters with a glare.
She snorts, leaning against one of the lockers. "Yeah, right."
The locker room door slides open, and Lance saunters in, his usual cocky grin plastered across his face. "What's going on in here? Sounds like someone's having way too much fun without me."
(Y/N) groans, rolling her eyes. "Lance, don't you have something better to do?"
"Nope," he replies cheerfully, leaning against the doorframe and wagging his eyebrows at her. "Besides, I couldn't miss this golden opportunity to see Keith looking flustered. It's a rare sight."
She smiles widely. "Well, you missed quite the rare sight."
Keith scowls at him, brushing imaginary dust off himself with exaggerated nonchalance. "What do you even want?"
Lance's grin only widens as he steps into the room, hands on his hips. "Oh, nothing. Just here to see my favorite two-part Galra people."
(Y/N) snickers and Keith groans, pinching the bridge of his nose. "We're the only two part Galra people you know."
|••••••••••|
(Y/N) stands outside of Keith's room and takes a deep breath before hesitatingly knocking on his door.
It slides open, and Keith is on the other side, his face puffy and his hair ruffled by sleep.
She blinks, and a small frown appears on her face. "Oh, I'm sorry. Did I wake you up?"
Keith rubs the back of his neck, his voice gruff. "No, it's fine. I wasn't really sleeping anyway." He leans against the doorway, his arms crossing loosely over his chest. "What's up?"
(Y/N) shifts on her feet, suddenly second-guessing her decision to come here.
"I, uh... I just wanted to ask if I could sleep with you," she says softly, her eyes searching his face.
He blinks, and a faint blush spreads on his cheeks. "You want to sleep with me?"
She nods earnestly, eyes sparkling in the dim light of the Castle Ship's sleep cycle. "Yeah."
His eyes widen, the blush on his cheeks deepening. He shifts his weight from one foot to the other, clearly taken aback. "Wait, what? Why?" His voice comes out flustered, and he immediately clears his throat, trying to compose himself. "Why?"
(Y/N) glances down, her hands fidgeting nervously. "I—I just haven't been sleeping well. My dreams, they're... bad. And I don't think I can be alone tonight."
Her words hit him like a punch to the gut. Guilt and worry flare in his chest. He watches her for a moment, noticing the way her shoulders slump and the tired look in her eyes.
"Why me?" Keith asks softly, his tone much gentler. "Why not Allura or Pidge? Even Lance?"
She glances up at him. "I don't know. Sleeping by you in the training room helped. I guess I just... feel safer with you."
His breath catches, and he's not sure how to respond to that. How to tell her how much it means to him without saying too much. How to keep his jealousy and feelings under control when she's standing so close and asking for him.
"Yeah. Okay," he finally says, stepping aside to let her in.
"I can sleep on the floor," she supplies, surveying the space.
"You don't have to sleep on the floor."
She hesitates at the doorway. "Are you sure? I don't want to make you uncomfortable."
He shakes his head, stepping farther into the room and motioning toward his bed. "You won't. You take the bed. I'll grab a blanket and—"
"No," she cuts in quickly. "I don't want to kick you out of your own bed. We can share... i-if you don't mind."
Keith blinks, his heart hammering in his chest.
Share?
His brain short-circuits, but he forces himself to stay calm. "Uh, y-yeah. Sure. That's fine."
(Y/N) offers him a small, grateful smile as she steps inside, looking around his room briefly before sitting on the edge of his bed. He grabs an extra pillow, his movements stiff as he tries not to overthink the situation.
This is not the first time we've slept beside each other, he thinks. Don't overthink it. It's fine. Everything is fine.
They climb into the bed and settle.
Keith lies on his side, keeping as much space between them as possible.
"I'm not going to strangle you again, Mullet," she muses with a snort.
He glances over his shoulder at her. "I never know what you're going to do, (N/N)."
Her eyes narrow, and she whacks his back with a pillow. "It was a one-time thing. You make me sound like a violent sleeper."
He chuckles. "Fine," he says, turning onto his back and shifting slightly closer, though there's still a respectful gap between them. "I'll take your word for it."
(Y/N) grins, nuzzling into the blanket. "Good."
Keith smirks, but it softens as he watches her. Her face is unguarded as she stares at the ceiling, and his heart aches as he remembers the vulnerability in her voice when she'd said she felt safer with him.
"Are the dreams that bad?" he asks quietly.
She stiffens, her smile fading, and hesitates, her fingers playing with the blanket. "Yeah," she admits softly, not meeting his gaze.
"What do you dream about exactly?"
"Loss."
Keith furrows his eyebrows. "Loss?"
Her eyes are distant as she stares at the ceiling, grabbing a pillow and holding it tight to her chest. "Everyone is always dead," she whispers, voice breaking. "And I'm never enough."
He shifts closer, his hand hovering near hers as if he wants to reach out but is unsure if he should. "(Y/N)..." he murmurs. "They're just dreams. They're not real."
"They're real to me." She finally looks at him, eyes glistening with unshed tears. "And sometimes, they feel so real, I wake up and think that I've lost everyone." Her voice wavers, and she presses her lips together to steady herself.
Keith feels a pang in his chest and, without thinking, places his hand over hers. His thumb brushes the back of her hand soothingly. "You're not going to lose us," he says, his firm voice full of conviction. "I won't let that happen."
Her gaze flickers to their joined hands, then back to his face. "I—I know."
She returns her focus to the ceiling.
"You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to," he says, voice low, but without the bluntness he sometimes wears. He keeps his eyes on the ceiling, as if sharing the same blank space between them will make this less strange.
She inhales, breath shallow at first, then deeper. "It helps," she whispers. "Talking." Her thumb starts a nervous circle on the back of his hand, small and repetitive. "I don't know."
As silence washes over them, Keith inhales a breath and says, "You know, I had this big thing with stars."
(Y/N) blinks, peeking at him. "Yeah?"
He gives her a half-grin. "My dad, he–well, it's kinda stupid, but when I was little, he stuck glow-in-the-dark stars in my room. I miss them sometimes."
"It's not stupid," she says. "Lotor and I, we'd make paper stars." She closes her eyes and breathes out a laugh that turns into a sad sound.
For a little while, they trade small, ridiculous things to hold the darkness at bay, and the fitful tremor in (Y/N)'s breathing eases. The tension in her shoulders drains, and Keith watches her.
There is a tenderness in him that hates itself a little—proud, defensive, and afraid.
"You can sleep on my chest if you want," he offers before he can stop himself.
It's an invitation and a dare.
She hesitates, then moves closer. "Okay," she breathes.
Keith's arm goes around her without thinking, the motion as if a habit, and he draws her a fraction closer.
"You know how to breathe when you're freaking out?" he asks after a minute.
"No." She gives a small, rueful twist of a smile. "Teach me."
He obliges. "In through the nose. Hold. Count to three. Out through your mouth."
One, two, three.
Her breath falls in time.
"You're doing it," he says, pride protruding from his tone.
She presses her face against his chest, the steady thump of his heartbeat calming her to sleep.
|••••••••••|
Raindrops tap the leaves, branches rustling overhead, as Keith walks beside Shiro. There's a stream to their right, steadily running over polished stones. Wings crack the air as birds in the trees take flight.
The air on Olkarion is cool, damp with the aftertaste of rain, and heavy with the scents of moss, soil, and wildflowers. Behind them, the vine-wrapped architecture of Olkarion glitters faintly, its bioluminescent glow receding into the darkness.
Keith shoves his hands into his pockets, shoulders hunched against the night. His boots crunch softly against scattered pebbles, then something catches his eye—a shimmer that doesn't belong to moonlight or fireflies.
He stops abruptly.
There, between the roots of a massive tree, half-buried in soil, is a shard of light that pulses red.
Shiro halts a step behind him, following his gaze. "What is that?"
Keith closes the distances and crouches, brushing soil away. The ground is cold beneath his fingers, but the crystal isn't. It grows warmer at his touch, a heartbeat of heat that spreads into his palm as he frees it.
He lifts it slowly, admiring its beauty, and the deep crimson color reminds him of (Y/N). He stares at it, the light dancing across his features as he holds it up to the moonlight.
Kneeling beside him and furrowing his brows, Shiro breathes, "Whoa."
"Do you think it'd match the necklace?" Keith asks, tilting his head.
Shiro studies it for several moments before he nods. "It would."
|••••••••••|
The training deck is running a battle simulation, and Keith moves with precision, his bayard slicing through the air as holographic enemies close in around him. Sweat beads on his brow, but he doesn't falter, his focus razor-sharp.
Across the room, the rest of the team stands huddled near the entrance, their arms crossed or tucked awkwardly into pockets as they watch.
"Do you think he even knows what day it is?" Lance whispers.
Pidge adjusts her glasses, her brow furrowed. "He knows. He just doesn't care."
Hunk frowns. "That's so... Keith."
(Y/N), standing slightly apart from the trio, tilts her head, her eyes fixed on the lone figure in the middle. She crosses her arms, studying his form so she knows what they have to work on when they spar later.
They walk fully into the training deck as the holograms deactivate and Keith finishes his simulation.
"It's October 23rd back on Earth," Pidge says.
Keith powers off his bayard, glancing over his shoulder. "And?"
She raises an eyebrow. "It's your birthday."
He pauses, and then, with a shrug, he turns back to the console to reset the simulation. "We can always use training."
(Y/N) steps forward before anyone else can speak, her eyes widening. "Wait, what? It's your birthday, Mullet?"
"It's just another day," he mutters, his fingers moving swiftly over the controls.
Lance throws his hands in the air. "See? This is what I'm talking about! The guy doesn't even know how to enjoy himself!"
Keith's shoulders stiffen. "I don't need a party, Lance."
"No one said party," he counters. "But how about you stop pretending like you're some unfeeling robot for five minutes and let us celebrate you?"
(Y/N) shoots Lance a warning glance, stepping closer. "Keith, it's not about a party. It's about your friends showing you that you matter." She smiles. "That we care about you."
He hesitates, his hand hovering over the console. His jaw tightens, and for a moment, it seems like he's about to argue, but he sighs. "We have enough going on with the plan for attacking Zarkon's Central Command. A celebration is the last thing we need."
She steps closer, her voice softer. "Emperor Zarkon's been all we've worried about lately. We deserve a little fun before the big plan to save the universe. No pressure, no big fuss. Just us being here for you." She pauses, her lips quirking into a small smile. "And maybe some cake."
Keith glances over at her, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Cake, huh?"
"Homemade by Hunk," she adds, shooting Hunk a glance.
"Already working on it!" Hunk grins, running out of the training deck toward the kitchen.
"Fine." Keith exhales slowly, his shoulders relaxing just a bit. "But only if it's chocolate."
Lance punches the air. "Victory! Knew you couldn't resist!"
Rolling his eyes, he watches them run out.
Keith doesn't protest further as (Y/N) slips up beside him, her hand finding his arm with ease. Her touch is gentle but insistent, steering him away from the sweat and harsh lights of the deck toward the common room.
"Trust me," she says, her voice light. "You're going to like this."
He glances down at her, and a sigh escapes before he can stop it. "Do you even know what chocolate is?"
She halts just long enough to throw him a look, lips pursed as she rolls her eyes. "I will after Hunk makes that cake. So quit sulking." Her hand squeezes his arm, her pace picking up again. "How old are you turning, anyway?" she asks more casually, though there's a spark of curiosity under her words.
"Nineteen."
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"You were born bluer than a butterfly
Beautiful and so deprived of oxygen
Colder than your father's eyes
He never learned to sympathize with anyone"
Billie Eilish, BLUE
"I'm heavy
Alone inside
Don't tell me what I want, what I need
Like a loser like me will be fine"
The Marías, Heavy
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PART III: The Milis Kriensa and the Zi'va Va'tar
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Third Person POV; (Y/N)'s past:
The shared room of the Va'tarii se'tar lies deep within the Central Command ship, far past the throne room and the barracks of the guards, tucked like a secret between the archives.
(Y/N)'s brows furrow as she and Lotor toddle across the floor; the two are inseparable. Nearly two months her senior, he takes his role of elder brother quite seriously. In turn, she adores him.
Galra children are always a handful, and the young blood heirs are no different. Before the corruption and destruction of Daibazaal, Galra children were always closely raised with their siblings and cousins.
She holds tightly onto a weapon masquerading as a toy—a metal sword painted purple. Beside her, Lotor clutches a matching orange sword, his young face serious despite their playful setting.
"(Y/N)," he says with a slight pout, stopping in his tracks. "You're going too fast!"
"I'm not!" she replies, puffing out her cheeks indignantly. "You're just too slow!"
The young Prince crosses his arms, white hair catching on the ceiling lights. "I'm not slow. I'm thinking."
"What are you thinking about?" she asks, tilting her head curiously.
Lotor glances at the sword in his hands. "About being the best. Father says I have to be strong and smart, like him."
(Y/N) sits down, her small legs stretching out in front of her. She waves her sword at him. "You don't have to be like Father. You can just be Lotor."
His brows knit together as he joins her, resting the sword on his lap. "But being me isn't enough. I have to be better than everyone else. Father says I can't trust anyone."
She frowns, her innocent eyes studying him. "... Not even me?"
He hesitates, looking down. "That's the problem," he finally admits. "I'm not supposed to trust you."
Considering this, she carefully watches him before stating, "I know, but I trust you." A small smile breaks across her face, and she leans closer to him, her voice soft. "You're my brother forever, right?"
Lotor's serious expression softens, and he nods. "Forever."
She holds out her pinky, and he looks at it quizzically before copying her motion. Their tiny fingers link together in a silent promise.
"Eu gaol vae ra spa al s'rion," she declares, still grinning. She jumps to her feet, holding out her sword. "Come on, let's play knights and royals!"
He stands as well, his sword poised in mock battle. "Fine, but I'm the knight this time!"
(Y/N) pouts, but relents. "Fine."
Their laughter bounces through the room as they chase each other, the weight of royal expectations momentarily forgotten in their shared innocence. At this moment, they are simply children—free from the burdens of the universe and the disappointment of their Father and the Galra Empire.
The game of knights and royals turns into a grand adventure within the confines of their shared room. Every piece of furniture becomes a castle wall, every shadow a lurking foe.
(Y/N) giggles as she crouches behind a chair, her body barely hidden as she peeks out to spot Lotor.
"Ha!" He leaps out from behind a stack of cushions, his sword brandished. "I've found you, evil witch! Surrender!"
She gasps dramatically. "Never! You'll have to defeat me first, brave knight!" She lunges forward, her sword clashing with his in a chorus of metallic clangs.
They tumble onto the plush rug, laughing as their swords drop to their sides.
Lotor pins her arms down triumphantly. "I win!" he declares, grinning from ear to ear.
(Y/N) sticks her tongue out at him. "You cheated! You're not supposed to use both hands!"
"You didn't say that was a rule," he retorts with a smirk, standing up and offering her a hand.
She pouts but takes it, letting him help her to her feet. "Fine, but next time, I get to make the rules."
He crosses his arms, his grin turning sly. "As long as they're fair. Knights can't fight with unfair rules."
"Who says I have to be fair?" (Y/N) teases, her voice full of mischief. "I'm the witch, remember?"
The door to their room slides open with a soft hiss, revealing a sentry. Its robotic eyes scan the room, taking in the scattered cushions and toys.
"It is time for your midquintant meal," it announces in a monotone voice.
Lotor sighs, his shoulders slumping. "Do we have to?"
"Yes, Prince Lotor. Proper nutrition is essential."
(Y/N) scrunches her nose. "What if we're not hungry? We're on an adventure."
"Adventures require energy, Princess (Y/N). Now, please come along."
The two siblings exchange a look, their earlier squabbles forgotten.
Lotor leans closer to her, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "What if we sneak out after lunch? We can explore the observation deck."
Her eyes light up. "Really? You think we can?"
"We just have to be sneaky," he explains, even softer. "No one will notice if we're quiet."
The sentry interrupts their plotting. "Your presence is required in the Dining Hall. Immediately."
"Fine, we're coming," Lotor says with a dramatic sigh. He grabs (Y/N)'s hand, tugging her along. "We'll continue the adventure later."
As they follow the sentry down the corridors of the ship, she tugs on his sleeve. "Do you think Father ever played knights and royals?"
He scoffs lightly. "Father doesn't play. He's always serious."
"Maybe he did when he was little," she insists, her voice hopeful. "Maybe he just forgot how."
Lotor doesn't respond immediately, his expression thoughtful. "Maybe," he concedes after a moment. "But I don't think he likes to remember being little."
She frowns, her grip tightening on his hand. "Then we should make sure we never forget. Promise?"
"Promise."
|••••••••••|
"Dayak Zlak," (Y/N) asks, staring up at her governor as their footsteps echo down the polished corridor halls. "What is your favorite color?"
"My favorite color?" he repeats, his deep voice carrying a note of surprise. He glances down at her. "I am a Dayak of the Galra Empire. Such trivial matters rarely occupy my thoughts."
She tilts her head, her youthful curiosity undeterred. "But you must have one. Everybody does. Even Father must have a favorite color, right?"
He pauses for a moment. "Perhaps he did once."
(Y/N) gives him a sly grin. "If I guess it, will you tell me?"
Zlak arches a brow, amused. "Is this a challenge, little one?"
She nods eagerly. "Yup!"
"Very well," he says, humor flickering in his voice. "Guess."
"Hmm..." Her eyes narrow in concentration as she studies him. "Purple. Because it's the color of your skin."
He shakes his head, though his lips quirk into a faint smile. "An interesting deduction, but no."
She frowns, tapping her chin. "Red, then. Because it's the color of our clothes."
"Incorrect again."
She huffs, crossing her arms. "Fine, I give up. What is it?"
Zlak stops walking and crouches down to her eye level. "Blue," he says simply.
"Blue?" Her ears perk up, and her eyes gleam with curiosity. "Why blue?"
"Blue is the color of peace," he explains quietly, careful not to let his voice rise above a hushed whisper. "The color of power, of freedom. Of hope."
(Y/N) stares at him, her young mind trying to grasp the meaning behind his words. Her gaze drops to her own burgundy dress. "Well, I like red."
"Red," he says, rising to his full height, "is the color of determination. It is the color of fire, of strength, of survival. And you are so strong, Va'tara."
A flicker of pride crosses her face, but it quickly morphs into a pout. "But I want to be more than strong. I want to be special like you say."
"You are special, ga'oki kriensa."
He resumes walking, his stride steady, yet his gaze softened. She hurries to keep up with his long strides, tugging lightly at his sleeve.
"Do you think..." she starts. "Will I ever be as strong as Father?"
Zlak stops again, scanning her face. The weight of the Galra Empire's expectations looms over her tiny frame. Every movement, she and Lotor are brought before the Emperor to update him on their progress.
Every movement ends in disappointment.
He kneels again, placing a hand on her shoulder. "You have strength within you that others will never understand," he says earnestly.
Her lips tremble as if she wants to argue, but she doesn't. Instead, she nods solemnly. "Yes, Dayak."
"Good." Zlak stands, his hand brushing the top of her head in a loving manner. "Now, let us find Prince Lotor so we may continue your lessons. You still have much to learn."
"Okay," she whispers, her small feet falling into step beside him as she holds his hand.
|••••••••••|
Two Dayaks stand in the Galra Command Center's throne room, two Galra children by their sides. Emperor Zarkon sits on his throne with Haggar on his left, and his eyes stay firmly fixed on Dayak Kola.
She stands tall, her hands gripping a purple metallic rod with a burgundy hilt, mindful to keep her frown unobtrusive. Prince Lotor keeps his eyes trained on the floor of the throne room, his lips downturned and his eyes sad.
"Dayak," Emperor Zarkon states, "update me on the Prince's progress."
"Yes, sire," she says, lowering her head in deference. "Prince Lotor completed the Agotian Trials as you requested. He was successful, even though they were advanced for his age."
Lotor takes a tentative peek at his father.
"What else?"
"His physical stature is below expectation for the blood lineage of the Galra royalty, but his tactical scores are the highest we've ever measured."
"And the Princess?"
Dayak Zlak steps forward and (Y/N) lifts her head, staring at her father.
"Princess (Y/N)'s performance continues to show promise," Zlak states. "She demonstrates exceptional adaptability in combat scenarios and has surpassed the baseline for stamina and problem-solving for her age."
Kola nods. "Both Va'tarii se'tar show promise."
Lotor looks up again and states, "All I do, I do in the name of Galra."
"Vrepit Sa." (Y/N)'s voice is soft as she salutes, and her braid shifts as she places a hand over her heart.
He dares to take a small step. "Father, there's a question I've been wanting to ask you."
Dayak Kola bows her head, heart pounding. "Greatest apologies, sire," she says. "This one should not be speaking out of place."
Emperor Zarkon's eyes narrow. "Proceed."
(Y/N) frowns as she turns her head to look between Zlak, Kola, and Lotor. Zlak meets her gaze, giving an interceptible dip of his chin as though to reassure her that things will be alright.
"I would like to know about my mother," Lotor says. "Please, Father, what happened to her?"
"I will tell you this and no more." His hands grip the armrests of his throne, claws sinking into the metal. "She was my only weakness, but now she is gone."
"What was her name? What was she like?"
(Y/N) looks up, following Lotor's lead as she steps beside him. "What of my mother?" she asks. "Is she still alive?"
"Enough," Emperor Zarkon demands.
"Please, Father, we must know who we come from," Lotor says, his voice desperate.
"Please, Father," she begs.
"I said enough!" Emperor Zarkon snarls. Lotor lowers his head and (Y/N) flinches, her shoulders slumping as she backs away. "If you do not remove their impurities, then I will find Dayaks who can."
Kola swallows hard, giving a curt nod. "Prince Lotor and Princess (Y/N) will be punished accordingly."
"We will sear them down to their inner fire so that they may burn the universe," Zlak says. "Vrepit Sa!"
She puts a hand over her heart. "Vrepit Sa!"
Lotor and (Y/N) are ushered out of the throne room, their young faces pale. She feels queasy, and she sniffles, stubborn in her refusal to let the tears fall.
Dayak Zlak and Dayak Kola flank them; their expressions are neutral, but Zlak cannot keep off the frown tugging at his lips as the throne room door slides closed. The two exchange a look, and Kola forces herself to unclench her hands.
The children walk in silence for a moment, their small, unsure figures reflected in the polished floors.
Finally, (Y/N) glances at her brother.
"Lotor," she whispers, her voice trembling. "Why won't he tell us about them?"
His fists clench at his sides, his usually composed face hardening. "Because he doesn't care."
"You don't mean that," she replies softly, her large, innocent eyes searching his face for reassurance as she sniffles. "He's our father."
He reaches for her hand, his small fingers wrapping around hers tightly. She squeezes his hand in return.
Zlak clears his throat. "Enough," he says quietly.
Kola nods, though the motion feels stiff, as if her body resists agreeing. The words sit heavy in her chest, like bricks stacked one after another until she can barely draw breath.
"You are Galra royalty—third-generation," she states, her firm voice full of resolution. "Weakness is not an option. There is no room for sentimentality in war."
"But what about in family?" (Y/N) asks, her voice small.
Faltering, Kola catches the tears streaming down her cheeks. The question remains unanswered.
|••••••••••|
In the archive wing stands a male, strange with his dark blue eyes and blue skin. The sclera of his eyes is yellow, like Lotor's. His ears are pointed like (Y/N)'s, not furry like Sendak's and other Galra on the ship.
Her nose scrunches as she regards him.
He looks so weird, she thinks.
"This is my via't pa'eni." Dayak Zlak smiles as he gestures to the being beside him. "His name is Alik."
She tilts her head, her brows furrowing. "Why isn't he purple?" she asks, slight disgust laced in her words.
Alik lets out a low chuckle as he steps forward and crouches down to her level. His smile is warm and unbothered by her tone. "Because not all Galra are the same, little one," he answers, his voice carrying a kind patience.
Her expression doesn't change immediately; her nose is still wrinkled. "But everyone on the ship looks like Lotor or Dayak. Or Father." She tilts her head. "Can you change colors like me?"
"No." He tilts his head, his lips twitching in amusement. "There are many faces to the Galra Empire, just as there are many stars in space."
Zlak kneels beside her. "Princess, part of being strong is understanding what makes us different. Strength is not just in muscle or mind—it is in unity. Alik is my bondmate, my life partner, my other half. Together, we are stronger than apart."
(Y/N) looks between the two, her young mind piecing together the meaning behind Zlak's words. She frowns slightly, her gaze returning to Alik. "So... you're family?"
Alik nods, his grin growing. "Yes, little one. Just as you are Zlak's family, I am his too."
She crosses her arms over her chest. "My family is Father and Zlak and Lotor and Koko."
"If you'll allow it, I'd like to be yours as well."
Her eyes narrow suspiciously. "You don't look very strong."
Zlak laughs, the rare sound startling in its warmth. "Do not judge by appearances, little one. Alik has bested me in combat more times than I care to admit."
Alik chuckles again, rising to his full height and towering over her. "Would you like a demonstration?" he asks, his tone playful.
(Y/N)'s eyes widen, and she nods, smiling as she exclaims, "I love training!"
Standing, Zlak places a hand on her shoulder, shaking his head and sighing. "I know, little one. I know."
Alik grins and rolls his shoulders back, the movement fluid and self-assured. "Well then, little warrior, shall we spar? Or shall I let Zlak show you what I've taught him?"
Her excitement dims as she glances between the two. "You're both so tall," she mutters, gripping the hem of her sleeves nervously.
"Height is not what defines strength," Zlak replies, tucking loose strands of hair from her face with a gentle hand. "Use what you have, and you'll surprise even the strongest opponents."
Alik nods. "Exactly. And remember, even the smallest star can shine brighter than the largest."
Her confidence bolstered, (Y/N) straightens her back and inhales slowly, mustering all the strength a seven-year-old can. "Okay, I can do this."
Zlak steps aside, a faint smirk on his face as Alik adopts a low stance. "Ready when you are."
(Y/N) shifts into a defensive position, mimicking what she's been taught. She darts forward, aiming for his legs, her movements quick but still unrefined. He dodges with ease, moving aside, but his voice remains encouraging.
"Good! Always keep moving. Try again."
She doesn't falter, pivoting and lunging again. This time, Alik allows her to connect, though her strength barely budges him. He feigns a stumble, overdramatically clutching his side.
"Oh no! She's too powerful!" he exclaims, making her giggle.
Zlak watches the exchange, his stern expression softening. It's rare to see (Y/N) so animated, her burdens momentarily forgotten.
As the playful sparring continues, Dayak Kola approaches, her face set in its usual stoic expression. "Zlak," she says, her tone low. "The Emperor does not tolerate delays."
His good humor fades, and he straightens, glancing toward (Y/N).
"She needed this," he says quietly as Kola closes the distance.
Her gaze flickers to (Y/N), who now beams as Alik lets her topple him onto the floor.
"Perhaps," she admits reluctantly, love smoldering in her heart. A small smile spreads on her lips as she watches the duo, and she fidgets restlessly with the sleeves of her cloak. "Stars, she's gotten so big, hasn't she?"
Her words hang in the air, and the little Princess bursts into laughter as Alik lets himself be pinned. She's panting, hair falling over her flushed cheeks, cheeks glistening from exertion.
"See!" (Y/N) shouts, her voice shrill with delight. "I am strong!"
Zlak's smile grows, and he whispers, "I love when they laugh."
Kola watches a moment longer. "She grows fearless," she whispers, her demeanor turning serious once more. "Somequintant, Emperor Zarkon will demand more than obedience. He will demand blood. Their blood. And I—" Her breath catches. "I do not know how to keep them safe."
"Me neither, Koko," he reluctantly admits. "But I know we must try."
Alik sits up, mussing (Y/N)'s hair with affection. "You fight with heart, just as the Warrior Galra of old."
Kola flinches at his words, giving Zlak a pointed look before turning on her heel. "Do not let the Emperor see weakness," she warns over her shoulder. "I shall fetch Prince Lotor."
Rising to his feet, Alik dusts himself off. "Well, that was delightful," he says lightly, then looks at (Y/N). "You fought bravely, little one. You'll be a great warrior somequintant."
(Y/N) smiles proudly, though her gaze lingers on Kola's retreating figure. "Is Koko mad?"
Zlak places a hand on her shoulder, his grip reassuring. "Kola has her own way of showing concern. Do not worry about her."
"She's scary," she admits softly.
"Scary?" Alik laughs. "She would take that as a compliment."
Chuckling to himself, Zlak kneels to look her in the eye. "Focus on your path, Princess. In the end, only you can decide the kind of kriensa you will become."
Her young face scrunches in thought, but she nods, determination flickering in her gaze. "I'll be the best warrior," she vows. "Better than Father, better than anyone."
Zlak's expression grows somber for a moment, but he manages a small smile. "That I do not doubt."
|••••••••••|
(Y/N)'s heart pounds in her chest as she and Lotor kneel before their father. Haggar remains silent on Emperor Zarkon's left while he sits on his throne, his glowing purple eyes piercing.
"You are late," he growls, his voice a deep, rumbling echo that sends chills down her spine. "And for what? To show me yet another failure?"
Lotor stiffens beside her, his jaw tightening, but he remains silent. (Y/N) dares to lift her gaze, meeting her father's glare. Her hands clench into fists, her nails digging into her palms.
"Father," Lotor begins, his tone a measured calm. "Our progress—"
"Progress?" he interrupts, rising to his feet. "You speak of progress, yet you have nothing to show for it. Time and again, you fail to meet the standards of a true Galra. You, my own blood, taint our legacy with your weakness."
The words cut deeper than any blade. (Y/N) feels the sting of humiliation and anger bubble within her, but she forces herself to remain still. To show defiance now would only worsen the situation.
"Father," she says, her voice steady despite the turmoil in her chest. "We are not weak. We are—"
"You are not Galra!" Emperor Zarkon bellows, his voice shaking the walls. His claws curl into his throne, metal groaning under his grip. "Not fully. And that is your greatest flaw."
She flinches at the words, her confidence wavering. Lotor places a hand on her shoulder—a silent reminder to stay composed.
Emperor Zarkon turns away from them, his cape sweeping behind him as he descends the steps of the throne. "You are given everything—training, resources, guidance. Yet you squander it, wasting precious time and energy. Do you think the enemies of the Empire will show you mercy for your heritage? They will exploit it. Destroy you for it."
(Y/N) frowns, the urge to cry suddenly overwhelming. "All we do, we do in the name of Galra. For the glory of your Empire, Father."
The room falls silent as Emperor Zarkon narrows his eyes, studying his children with a mixture of disdain and regret.
"Leave," he finally says, his voice low and venomous. "Return to your quarters. I have no use for you today."
"Yes, Father." She rises, her heart heavy with rejection. "Vrepit Sa."
Lotor rises and salutes. "Vrepit Sa."
|••••••••••|
The years have passed, and now Prince Lotor and Princess (Y/N) are preteens. The two stand to their father's left side while Haggar stands to his right.
(Y/N) looks at her.
Why is she always by Father's side? she thinks.
A guard kneels before them, his head hanging in a low bow. "Sire," he says, "your audience is requested in the Kandar wing."
Her eyes stay trained on the guard, narrowing as she thinks.
What is in the Kandar wing?
Lotor's eyes widen, and he turns to ask, "Father, may we accompany you?"
Emperor Zarkon stands, not bothering to spare either of his children a glance. "You will stay here."
"But I want to join you," Lotor insists. "I have learned much of our—"
"You are an insolent boy. You may be the Prince, but I am your Emperor."
He flinches, raising a hand to place over his heart. (Y/N) hesitates but does the same after a few ticks.
Once their father is out of their sight, Lotor glares at the door he walks through.
She sighs, her attention now on a cat, and she blinks, crouching down. A small smile spreads on her lips as she looks at the creature. Its fur is black with orange and blue accents, and it has golden yellow eyes.
Lotor crouches down beside her, reaching his hand out to pet its head.
"Do not touch him," Haggar says, walking up behind them. "He will hurt you."
Rolling his eyes, Lotor pets the cat anyway. Seeing that he is unharmed, (Y/N) puts her hand out and copies him.
"Hello, little ga'oki," she whispers, smiling.
He smiles as he pets its soft fur. "What is his name?" he asks.
Haggar stands still. "He has no name," she answers.
Lotor purses his lips. "Then I shall name it. Your name will be..."
"Kova. His name is Kova."
"Kova," (Y/N) repeats. He purrs as she scratches underneath his chin.
The cat hops up, climbing onto Lotor's back as she continues petting him.
Lotor smiles, pressing his index finger to his nose. "This creature pleases me. It will be mine."
Haggar frowns. "My lord—" she starts.
He turns to look at her. "You may be the High Priestess, but I am your Prince, and you will do as I say. Isn't that right, Kova?"
"Yes, my lord."
(Y/N) tilts her head, studying Kova as he curls comfortably around Lotor's neck. The creature paws at his hair, and she smiles.
"I don't think he belongs to anyone," she whispers. "I think he is free."
|••••••••••|
(Y/N) holds a bundle of freshly baked zahar cookies, racing down the halls to reach Lotor's room. As the door slides open, she freezes, heart sinking with confusion.
It's barren.
"Lotor?" she calls out, stepping through the threshold. She sets the cookies on his empty desk. "Where are you?"
"He's not here," a voice states behind her.
"What?" she asks quietly, her voice cracking as she tries to keep the tears from falling.
Zlak closes the distance between them and frowns as he tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "I'm sorry. Prince Lotor's been transferred to another fleet."
She shakes her head, frowning. "That's not possible. Father—"
"Your father ordered your separation to go beyond this ship," Alik says gently, coming in beside him.
(Y/N)'s hands clench tightly, her nails digging into her palms as she struggles to hold back her emotions. "But we're supposed to stay together."
Alik kneels beside her, his gaze steady and full of empathy.
She pulls back from his gaze, stepping away as her shoulders tremble. "He's my brother," she says in a broken whisper. "We've always been together. How can Father just—just send him away?"
Zlak exhales deeply, exchanging a look with Alik.
"It's not fair," she continues. "I didn't even say goodbye."
"Family doesn't vanish, little one," Alik states. "Distance can't erase the bond you share with Lotor. He will carry you with him, just as you carry him here." He presses his palm lightly over her heart.
(Y/N)'s lips quiver. "But what if—what if he forgets me?"
Zlak's gaze saddens, and he pulls her into a comforting embrace. Her arms snake around him immediately, her cheeks pressing into his warmth. Alik joins them, kissing the top of her head.
"I'm going to miss him," she admits, the tears finally spilling over.
Zlak gently smooths her hair as she sobs quietly. "I know, little one. I know."
|••••••••••|
(Y/N) counts to thirty ticks before she sets off the first bomb. The sword in her hand is gripped with white-knuckle intensity, and she kicks her legs as hard as she can, barely missing the burst of heat from the blast.
(Y/N): "First bomb was successful."
Another blast rattles Emperor Zarkon's Central Command ship.
ERO: "Second bomb, too."
She rounds a corner, destroying two sentries in her way. (Y/N): "Sen?"
SENDAK: "Going in position now."
Panting, she places her hand on the handprint pad, and the doors slide open. The room Rez'or was using for several movements comes into view, and she looks behind her shoulder, ensuring she is alone. The doors slide closed.
"Did you prepare everything?" Zlak asks, coming into view.
Alik nods, adjusting his armor. "The ships are prepped and ready in the hangar. We must hurry."
"Remember, you leave if we are not there within fifteen dobashes." He sets a timer on his suit's bracer.
(Y/N)'s brows furrow. "But Sendak has yet to set off the final bomb," she says, glancing between them.
Alarms blare, and the sounds of sentries marching echo in the corridors outside.
"He will," Alik reassures. "Sendak is one of our most capable fighters." He takes a couple of long strides over to her and cups her cheeks with the palms of his hands, placing a gentle kiss on her forehead.
She closes her eyes, steadying her breath. His hands linger for a tick longer before he steps back, his dark blue eyes hardening with resolve.
"You know the stakes," he continues. "Stick to the plan, and we'll all make it out. Trust in Sendak."
(Y/N) nods, though her stomach churns with uncertainty. "I do. But if the timing's off—"
"If the timing is off, we adjust," Zlak interrupts. "You've been trained for this. Focus."
She swallows hard and grips her sword tighter. "Understood, Dayak."
Alik smiles down at her and whispers, "I love you."
A small tear escapes from her, and she shakes her head, letting out a breathy laugh as she hugs him. "I love you, too."
Then Alik and Zlak share a tight embrace and kiss. "I will see you soon, ma gaol."
Zlak gives him a shaky smile. "Go," he says. "Before it's too late."
His eyes move between them, as though committing their faces to memory, and he runs out the door, gun in hand.
ERO: "I'm gonna try hacking in to open the hangar doors, but we can't evacuate until that third bomb goes off."
Turning his focus back to the task at hand, Zlak moves around the room and gathers his supplies with a furrowed brow.
ZLAK: "Sendak, what is your status?"
SENDAK: "Trying, but there are too many damn sentries! I need more help!"
ALIK: "On it!"
(Y/N) looks up at Zlak, determination ablaze in her features. "Let's move."
As the doors slide open once more, they are met with a squadron of sentries.
"Move!" Zlak barks.
She dives to the side as he unleashes a barrage of precision shots from his gun, and springs back up, her sword whirling with practiced fluidity, striking a sentry square in the chest. The force sends sparks flying as it crumples to the ground.
"Left flank!" she shouts, noticing another wave of reinforcements approaching.
Zlak growls, charging forward.
She flips over another sentry, landing gracefully as she slams the blade of her sword through it. It sputters and collapses. A sharp blast zings past her head, and she ducks instinctively, her heart pounding.
(Y/N): "Rez'or, we're being swarmed here! We need that final bomb!"
ERO: "The quiznaking witch—she—"
JOYXA: "Em—"
ALIK: "Se—"
The comms in her ear erupt with a chorus of desperate screams, and she flinches as though the voices had struck her skin. Her pulse surges, thundering in her ears, and she swallows a ragged breath that refuses to steady. The cries stretch on, a nightmare bleeding through static, until—twenty ticks later—they cut off all at once.
The silence that follows is worse. Too heavy. Too final.
Two sentries glide into her path, and she unloads her fury into them until they collapse in sparking heaps at her feet.
The acrid tang of ozone and burning alloy fills her nose. Her head swims, vision tunneling, the floor tilting beneath her boots. She blinks hard, fighting back the haze pressing in her vision, forcing herself forward though every instinct screams at her to stop.
Her voice comes out in a broken whisper. (Y/N): "Alik?"
Silence.
XALA: "Seven doboshes. I don't know where all these sentries are coming from, but I don't like our chances!"
Her knees wobble, and Zlak inhales a sharp breath, tears streaming down his face as he pulls her forward.
ZLAK: "All Rez'or fighters, get to the hangar. Now."
Dozens of sentries come from all sides as he and (Y/N) run down the winding hallways of Central Command. The hangar comes into view, and she blinks in horror at the mangled bodies of several Rez'or fighters.
Bile rises in her throat.
It's not possible, she thinks. This section wasn't scheduled for today. How is this possible? How did they know our plans?
"We're outnumbered here!" one of the fighters shouts.
"We don't have enough firepower," another says, diving to hide behind a metal box. He shoots at the sentries, taking down five. He is not fast enough to miss the beam aimed at his head, and he collapses, dead.
Zlak pulls (Y/N) close behind him. They're both shaking now as the sentries fire at all of them. The chances of escaping decrease the longer Sendak holds out on setting the bomb off.
She manages to inhale a small breath. (Y/N): "Sendak?"
Nothing.
(Y/N): "Sen, do you copy?"
Anxiety creeps in on her again.
Is Sen dead?
XALA: "Six doboshes!"
(Y/N) is frantic as she hears the alarms wailing, signaling that the hangar doors are opening.
(Y/N): "You can't leave! The ion cannon is still operational!"
TRYN: "We're dead if we stay—Xala's one of our best pilots!"
The Rez'or fighters beside them are trying their best, but it's not enough. Zlak fires at a couple more sentries, and they fall to the floor. He's panting, and she doesn't know what to do. She looks up at the squadron guarding a row of fighter jets.
"Zlak," she says, swallowing hard. "I can take them out; I know I can."
"No!" he shouts as he rolls to the side to shoot down another sentry. "You are not putting yourself in that kind of danger. You have to get out of here—you must get to a ship!"
"I'm not leaving without you!" (Y/N)'s voice cracks, tears breaking free.
Zlak's eyes fill with tears as he looks at her, his lips quivering as he presses a kiss on the top of her head. "Little one, listen to me. I am going to cover you."
"No." Her eyes narrow, and she shakes her head frantically. She sheaths her sword behind her back and grabs one of the sentries' discarded guns. "We are both making it out of here."
A barrage of sentry fire forces them to take cover behind a supply crate. The walls echo with the metallic thuds of falling sentries and bodies. Her breathing is ragged, but she forces herself to stay calm, her fingers tightening around the trigger, and they take down several more sentries.
XALA: "Three doboshes!"
ZLAK: "Ion cannon status?"
There's violent coughing. REGIS: "Disabled. You have five doboshes before they're back online."
Zlak's grip is iron around her hand as he pulls her through the maze of corridors, his long strides forcing her to stumble just to keep pace. The overhead lights flicker, casting the hallway in frantic bursts of shadow as alarms rattle the walls around them. Her lungs burn, but his hand never lets go.
"Almost there," he growls, his voice rough.
They round a corner, and in the same breath, the sharp hiss of a gun cuts the air. A single sentry stands waiting at the far end of the passage. Red light lances forward from a laser beam, and Zlak reacts first, whipping his gun up and firing in perfect counterstrike.
The sentry crumples.
But not before blood spatters on (Y/N)'s face. Zlak's grip slackens as he collapses onto the floor, and a choked sob escapes from her lips.
She falls to her knees, scrambling to cradle his head in her lap. Blood pools far too quickly, gleaming against the floor. Her hands press against the wound, becoming slippery from blood.
"Zlak." Her voice trembles, caught between command and plea. "No, no, stay with me. We're almost out." Her tears blur his face, the lines she's memorized since childhood slipping in and out of focus. She shakes him lightly, desperate, as if she could jolt life back into him.
But his chest doesn't rise or fall, and his yellow eyes are void of life.
"Please," she chokes, the word tearing free now like a sob.
Grief threatens to overwhelm her as she bends down, kissing the calloused hand that had once changed her diapers, the hand that had held hers steady, the hand that had guided her through training with endless patience. Trembling, she presses her lips to his forehead, his skin already cooling beneath the smear of blood from his head wound.
The shouting is louder now; boots thunder against the halls. Her heart slams against her chest, but she clings to him for a moment longer, as if letting go will make his death real.
"May the light from the stars in space guide you to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara protect you," she whispers, hot tears streaming down her cheeks. "For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. Safe journey into the afterlife, Zlak. A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya. Eu gaol vae."
XALA: "Thirty ticks until launch!"
Her chest heaves, and she forces herself to stand. Her grip loosens, and the gun clatters on the floor.
(Y/N): "Leave."
XALA: "(Y/N)—"
(Y/N): "Get out of here! I'm going to find Sendak, and we'll take a different ship." She sniffles. "We will meet again."
She throws the communicator out of her ear and crushes it beneath her boot. Her jaw quivers as she looks at Zlak one final time before drawing her sword and sprinting to where the third bomb has yet to go off.
It's chaos in this section of the ship. Alarms blare, purple and red lights flashing as members of Rez'or storm Central Command.
(Y/N)'s eyes catch the familiar furry ears of her best friend. He's standing still, making no effort to set the final bomb or fight alongside the other fighters.
"Sen, what are you doing?" she shouts over the noise. "We have to leave!"
He remains with his sword drawn, his eyes flickering to the incoming Galra sentries. "You're not going anywhere."
Amidst the carnage, (Y/N) stands before Sendak, her eyes wide with betrayal. "You ratted us out?" she whispers, blood splattered across her. "How could you?"
"I did what I had to. You've become delusional." His voice is cold, void of its usual warmth. "You talk of freedom, and you've let these rebels poison your mind."
She lunges before she can think, fury carrying her forward. Steel meets steel with a shriek that rattles through the hall, her blade sliding uselessly against his. He catches her strike like it's nothing, eyes steady, almost calm, as though her rage is meaningless.
With a twist of his wrist, her sword is gone, clattering across the floor. The shock of it steals her breath, but not before he seizes her by the shoulders and drives her back. Her spine hits the wall with a brutal crack, the impact sending sparks of pain down her arms.
"You heartless quiznaker!" Her screams tear free—raw, furious, and wounded. Betrayal and pain are written all across her body. "You killed them!"
She forces herself to meet his eyes, even as they burn with something she no longer recognizes. The boy she once trusted, the man she let in—he is gone. What stands before her is a stranger wielding his sword as easily as he wielded her heart.
Sendak continues to pin her to the wall, and he leans close, his breath brushing against her ear. "I saved you," he growls, voice deep. "You don't see it now, but you will. Rez'or—this rebellion—you would have died with them."
Her chest heaves, fury choking every breath. She spits at him, blood streaking her lips. "You don't get to decide that for me."
For the first time, his eyes flicker—a ghost of the Sendak she knows. But the mask slams back down, and his grip tightens. "You are mine," he says, the words more like a sentence than a vow. "And I won't let them take you away."
Her body trembles, and she says through gritted teeth, "They were my family, all of them. You slaughtered every last chance we had for freedom, and you want me to thank you?"
His ears twitch back, a tell she knows too well—his temper bristling beneath the surface. "I want you to live."
Alarms swallow them until other voices answer. Heavy footsteps approach, shadows lengthening until the Druids emerge from the dark. Their hooded figures circle the walls like vultures, the air thickening with their power.
Her eyes widen, gaze darting from him to them.
"The Va'tara's defiance nearly cost us the Empire," the lead Druid states. "Emperor Zarkon shall reward you greatly for your service to the Galra Empire. Vrepit Sa."
"Vrepit Sa!" Sendak salutes, placing one hand over his heart.
(Y/N) shakes her head frantically, trying to claw her way free. "No!" she screams, thrashing. "No!"
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The floor of the cell is cold and engulfed in darkness; its only light source is the glowing strips of purple embedded into the walls. (Y/N) sits there hugging her knees close to her chest, trying to find warmth, but finding no such thing.
Sendak had come a phoeb ago to propose, and he has not returned. She hopes he lost his eye.
She shifts her gaze, staring at the wall of her cell. Deep lines mark the metal, 1,114 to signify the number of days she has been imprisoned. She traces them with a trembling finger.
Three years. Three years of betrayal. Three years of replaying the moments that had shattered her world.
A loud, booming pair of footsteps comes from the halls, but (Y/N) doesn't even twitch. She just stays there, silent.
She was stripped of her title as Princess of the Galra Empire the moment her father discovered she was part of Rez'or, and she has not seen or heard from Prince Lotor since he was transferred when they were thirteen.
(Y/N) is forced to fight in the arena at least once a movement, more if her behavior is particularly looked down upon. When she wins, she is typically covered in blood, other fluids, and bruises. She has always been smaller than the others in the Empire, and Haggar seems to delight in creating beasts so massive, so perilous that she never knows if she will survive.
It is the will of the stars alone that allows her to live.
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Nearly ten thousand years had slipped through the stars since Rez'or's grand design had crumbled, its desperate attempt to erase Emperor Zarkon's dominion ending in ruin. The vast Galra Empire has endured, while Rez'or's rebellion was reduced to ash.
There had been more than seven hundred beings bound to that cause—rebels, visionaries, and warriors who dared to dream of an end to Zarkon's merciless reign. And yet, only five figures staggered out alive: Xala, Tryn, Marga, (Y/N), and Sendak.
Their survival was not a triumph, but a burden.
It is only through the sacrifice of Regis and countless others that Xala, Tryn, and Marga broke free. The price had been staggering. Ships were lost, comrades cut down, and the vast network of rebellion scattered like dust in the wind. When at last the three survivors drifted into the safety of a nameless star system, far beyond the Emperor's reach, their victory felt hollow.
Time, as it always does, forced them forward.
Marga was the first to go. Of all the survivors, she carried the heaviest weight—the gnawing guilt of having lived when so many had not. And yet she built a life for herself, a quiet one. Her home lay nestled in the hills of a world untouched by war, a place where bluebells filled the fields near rolling saltwater seas. There, she grew old with her life partner, raising a daughter who inherited her mother's fierce kindness.
When Marga's long life finally ebbed away at four thousand two hundred and thirty-four years, it was in peace. She passed with her family at her side, the bluebells in bloom, her hand entwined with her lover's.
Still, even in her final breaths, her eyes carried the shadows of ghosts she could never lay to rest.
Xala and Tryn, by contrast, turned inward to each other. The war had stripped them of comrades, of hope, of certainty—everything but one another. That bond, fragile at first, hardened over centuries into something unshakable. They became via't pa'enii—soul-bound and blood-bound in the old ways of the Karthulian star system.
Their path carried them to a world in chains, one of countless planets under the Galra's grip. It was dangerous, reckless even, to carve out a life beneath the Empire that had destroyed so much, but for Xala and Tryn, it was enough to live.
In time, Xala bore a child, a son whom they named Thace.
He grew up listening to stories about Rez'or, and as he grew older, he heard of an organization that called itself the Blade of Marmora. He met its leader, a Galra male named Kolivan, and underwent the initiation process—the trials of Marmora—and worked his way up imperial ranks as a Blade spy. In the new era of Voltron, he became a soldier under Commander Prorok and soon Commander himself. He died sacrificing himself for Voltron's fight for freedom and liberation.
Meanwhile, Sendak climbed the ranks within the Empire, becoming one of Emperor Zarkon's most influential, brutal Commanders.
As for Princess (Y/N), she was exiled by Emperor Zarkon three months shy of her nineteenth birthday.
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The Karthulian star system was once home to Altea and Daibazaal, and both planets thrived with cultures and customs that were intertwined.
For the Galra of old, existence itself began with the heavens. They believed their people were kindled from the fire of the distant stars of Gala, crafted by the divine hands of the goddess Ara. To them, the firmament was not merely a night sky but the ancestral home of their kind, a reminder of both origin and destiny. The very name Galra was said to mean "children of the stars," and every birth, every death, was bound to that truth.
This divinely ordained belief is why Vrig the Great commanded the dominion of Daibazaal under his rule.
When one's life burned to an end, it was honored as a return. The High Priestess Marmora would stand beneath the gates of Vas'eltan, cloaked in deep indigo robes, her hands lifted as she guides Ara's creations into the afterlife, using her stars and constellations as a map.
The Alteans, too, lifted their eyes upward, though their gaze sought not just the stars but the mysteries hidden beyond them. In their lore, a great guardian spirit shaped like a White Lion kept eternal watch over Oriande, a realm of luminous isles and endless light—the origin point of Altean alchemy. To cross into that sacred domain was no simple feat. The Lion was no passive warden but a living test, its eyes burning with judgment. Only those who bore the Mark of the Chosen could step into its open maw and be welcomed into the deeper truths of Oriande. To approach unworthy was to be unmade, destroyed before the Lion's roar.
Thus, Lions across the Karthulian system came to be revered, not only as symbols of strength but as bridges between flesh and spirit. They were honored in temples, painted on the ceilings of royal chambers, and invoked in blessings at both birth and battle. To see a Lion in a dream was a message from the divine; to hear one in the wild was to stand in the presence of something holy.
Both Altean and Galra alike found unity in this reverence, and both peoples honored the sacred elemental powers of the universe.
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The metal ceiling is dripping; another pipe must be decaying. It wouldn't be the first, and it probably will not be the last.
Galra prisons are lined with cells from floor to ceiling and typically house multiple beings in each one.
When she was first imprisoned, (Y/N) shared a cell with fifteen other prisoners. They have all since passed away, and she is the only one who remains.
She sits on the floor, holding up one of the razor-sharp teeth to her eye from the beast she slaughtered with her weapon of choice—a bladed staff. Then turns her head to look at where it had grazed her.
The smell of blood is fresh in her nostrils, and her head falls back against the wall.
"Stars above," she whispers, closing her eyes. "Why am I still alive? Is death too merciful a sentence? Please. I'm so, so tired. I—" Inhaling a deep breath, she swallows the lump in her throat and collapses, her body shaking as she whispers a quiet prayer to the stars. Her voice trembles but carries a spark of defiance. "Stars above, grant me safe passage. I know you are out there listening to me. I vow to restore the Galra Empire and bring peace to the universe. I shall be better."
The door to her cell swings open, and her eyes snap up to meet a pair of glowing, yellow ones. It's a Galra male—some kind of soldier. He's different from the one who usually comes.
Her brows furrow as she sits up and blinks. She shakes her head vehemently. "No," she growls, "no, I already fought this movement." Her voice cracks with emotion, too overwhelmed by her own grief and despair to fight in the arena again today.
The Galra soldier steps forward, his towering frame blocking the faint purple glow from the hallway behind him. He doesn't carry the usual sneer or indifference that most soldiers wear like a badge of honor. Instead, his expression is unreadable, almost calculating.
"You're not being sent to the arena," he says, his voice low and gravelly. His eyes trail over her, taking in her emaciated form, the bruises blooming across her arms, and her tired gaze. "Not today."
(Y/N) doesn't relax. If anything, her shoulders tense further, and her grip tightens around the beast's tooth still clutched in her hand. "Then why are you here?"
The soldier hesitates for a moment as if considering his next words carefully. "You're being transferred."
"Transferred?" she echoes, disbelief lacing her tone.
Her mind races.
Transferred to where? Another prison? An execution chamber? A new experiment for Haggar to conduct?
None of the possibilities offers any semblance of hope.
He doesn't elaborate and steps aside, revealing two more guards behind him. They're armed and clearly on high alert, their postures rigid and their weapons ready.
(Y/N) narrows her eyes. "If you think I'll go quietly—"
"You'll go," the soldier interrupts, his tone firm but not cruel. "You don't have a choice."
She lets out a bitter laugh, though it's devoid of humor. "Of course I don't."
His gaze hardens, but he doesn't respond. Instead, he gestures to the other guards, who move into the cell. She flinches as they approach, but she doesn't resist as they clasp cold, metallic cuffs around her wrists.
Fighting here would be pointless. She knows that.
As they lead her away, she takes one last glance at the wall marked with the tally of her days. 1,271. A cruel reminder of her survival.
The halls outside are just as bleak as she remembers—endless stretches of purple-lit corridors. The guards say nothing as they escort her, their heavy footsteps echoing around them. But (Y/N) takes note of every turn, every door they pass, committing the path to memory.
If she's being moved, it might be her only chance to escape.
After what feels like an eternity, they arrive at the throne room, and the door slides open with a hiss, revealing the place she has seen many times throughout her lifetime.
Her breath catches as her eyes adjust to the light and she sees her father sitting on his throne. Her legs hardly move as the soldier drags her down the long hallway.
The throne room is just as imposing as it always has been—a grand testament to her father's brutal dominion. Towering pillars of dark metal stretch high into the vaulted ceiling, their surfaces glowing with the quintessence that powers the Galra Empire.
Light casts long shadows across the polished floor, and at the far end of the room, Emperor Zarkon sits on his massive throne, a figure as immovable as the Empire itself. His piercing gaze, framed by the dark contours of his helm, locks onto (Y/N) as she is led forward.
She feels like she is suffocating.
The guards halt a few paces from the foot of the throne, forcing her to kneel. Her knees slam against the hard floor, but she doesn't flinch. Instead, she raises her head, meeting her father's eyes.
"Still alive, I see," Emperor Zarkon's voice booms. It sends a shiver down her spine, but she doesn't let it show. "I had begun to wonder if you'd succumbed to your own weakness."
"Pity, isn't it, Father?" (Y/N) replies, her voice steady despite the overwhelming fear in her heart.
A flicker of irritation passes over his expression. "You speak as though you are still Princess of this Empire," he says, leaning forward. "But you are not. You forfeited that title the moment you betrayed your blood. Radyr se'tar."
(Y/N) flinches as though she's been struck. "I betrayed nothing," she snaps, her hands clenching into fists. "I only sought to stop the madness—your madness. If anyone betrayed the Empire, it was you."
The room falls deathly silent, and the two guards flanking her exchange uneasy glances. Even the soldier who escorted her here tenses. But Emperor Zarkon doesn't react immediately. He simply sits back and lets the silence stretch until it feels like it will smother her.
"You've always had a sharp tongue," he says at last, his tone eerily calm. "It's a shame it has done nothing to sharpen your mind. It's a shame you are weak, and you'll always be weak. The blood that runs in your veins poisons your very being—just like Prince Lotor."
Breath hitching, she swallows hard. "Lotor?" she asks, trying to keep the desperation out of her voice.
"Prince Lotor is serving the Empire like you were supposed to." Emperor Zarkon sneers. "But alas, I must cleanse the Empire of your existence."
Her stomach twists. "You're exiling me?"
"You have been given an opportunity every movement to prove your loyalty to the Empire. To me. And you have refused it every time." His hands grip the armrests of his throne. "You are hereby banished from the Empire."
(Y/N) blinks, her heart pounding.
Banished. Exile. Death. That's the meaning behind his words, and she knows it. He won't let her leave the Empire—not truly. Not after everything she has done.
"Banishment?" she whispers. "Another act of cowardice, Father?"
His eyes narrow, his grip tightening. "Watch your tongue, or I will ensure your end is crueler than you deserve."
(Y/N) bites the insides of her cheeks to keep herself from spitting another retort. She's not ready to return to the stars—not yet, anyway.
He waves a hand dismissively, looking past her. "Take her away. Haggar has prepared the means of her exile."
At his command, the guards grab her arms, hauling her to her feet. (Y/N) grits her teeth against the sharp pain shooting through her knees and shoulders, but she refuses to give them the satisfaction of seeing her falter.
As she's dragged from the throne room, she steals one last glance over her shoulder. Emperor Zarkon sits unmoving—the tyrant she once called Father. But as her gaze lingers, she catches sight of another figure lurking in the shadows of the room. Haggar. The witch's glowing yellow eyes meet hers for the briefest of moments, and a shiver runs down her spine.
She hates the damn witch and her Druids.
The heavy doors close behind her with a resounding thud, cutting off her view of the throne room, and the guards march her through the labyrinth of corridors. She doesn't bother struggling.
The unfamiliar soldier leads them back to her cell, and the guards stand outside the door as he takes her inside. It shuts as he steps closer to her, and (Y/N)'s heart quickens as she takes a step back. He continues until her back presses against the wall.
She glares up at him as he stops mere inches from her, towering over her. His eyes lock onto hers, and (Y/N) considers whether this is it—whether her exile is simply a ruse, and this man is here to end her life in this cell.
But instead of drawing a weapon, he speaks. "You'll have five dobashes once you enter the Wibyen System."
Her eyes narrow, confusion flickering across her face. "What?"
He pulls out a dagger with a metallic burgundy hilt and discreetly places it in her hands. Her confusion only grows as he steps back and gathers her items, placing them in a bag for her. He grabs the dagger from her and wraps it in clothing, hiding it beneath her journals.
She blinks as the door slides open again and the guards come to grab her.
The soldier leads the way, and after what feels like an eternity, they arrive at a docking bay. A small ship sits in the center, its sleek, dark design unmistakably Galra.
Standing at the base of the boarding ramp is Haggar, her hands clasped in front of her. "Ah, there she is," she says, her voice dripping with mockery. "The disgraced daughter of the Empire."
(Y/N) glares at her but says nothing. She won't give Haggar the satisfaction of a response.
The witch steps closer, eyes scanning her with a mixture of curiosity and disdain. "How far the mighty have fallen," she murmurs, almost to herself. She gestures to the guards, who shove (Y/N) toward the ship. The hard ramp bites into her knees as she stumbles forward, but she catches herself before falling completely. "Safe travels, Princess."
Doors hissing shut behind her, (Y/N) is left alone in the dimly lit cabin, the cuffs on her wrists digging into her skin. The ship hums to life, and she feels the familiar lurch as it takes off.
There are fifteen robotic sentries and two male soldiers.
She sinks into one of the cold metal seats, her mind racing.
Wibyen System. Five dobashes.
(Y/N) leans her head against the cold bulkhead, staring at the streaking stars outside the narrow viewport.
Five dobashes. Five dobashes to what?
The Wibyen System isn't on any of the star charts she'd studied as a child, nor had it been mentioned in her years of forced service to the Empire.
Her fingers twitch for the dagger hidden among her belongings, and she presses her hand to her thigh, trying to calm herself.
That soldier, whoever he was, had risked much.
Why? A trap? A promise? What would she find in the Wibyen System? Was the soldier's cryptic warning an attempt to help her, or some twisted game orchestrated by Haggar?
She swallows hard.
It doesn't matter what his intentions are—she'll be damned if she doesn't at least try fighting her way free, even if it's the last thing she ever does.
Notes:
i made a timeline too! VTLL timeline I
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FUN VTLL ch. 17 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆keith survived off of gas station sustenance during his year in the shack, and when the team got there that first night, they raided his ramen noodles stash☆
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Lots of this stuff gets further expanded on in later chapters 😼
Chapter 18: Vrepit Sa
Summary:
(y/n) wakes up in the Galra Empire.
Notes:
Who is your favorite from team Lotor? I honestly loved Acxa my first time watching VLD. She was such an interesting character, I wish VLD writers did more with her. She's super cool! I think all of Lotor's generals were fun tbh :) I wonder if I'll like her as much as I rewatch for the sake of writing this fic.
timeline in case anyone's interested:
Timeline Volume I (VLD seasons 1–2; VTLL Chapters 1–16):
➭Tuesday, 10/28/2414: Chapter 16's Third Person POV; three days later; (Y/N) turns 19; Prince Lotor is summoned from exile to lead the Empire while Emperor Zarkon recovers.
Timeline Volume II (VLD seasons 3–6; VTLL Chapters 16–?):
➭Sunday, 10/26/2414: Keith waits for Red's powers to be replenished and immediately goes to search the battlefield (this tracks cause fighting Emperor Zarkon's Robeast really drains them)
➥Meanwhile, word of Voltron spreads throughout the universe, and rebellions begin in several galaxies.
➭Thursday, 10/30/2414: Chapter 17's beginning (Keith's POV; Present day).
➭Friday, 10/31/2414: Chapter 17 Keith's POV continued (season 3, episode 1).
➥Late October 2414 and Early November 2414: Keith slowly begins working with the Blade of Marmora and going on several missions and Pidge, Hunk, Lance use their Lions to aid the fight, liberating planets under the Galra Empire (only Red, Green, Yellow, and Blue Lions are seen throughout the galaxies; Voltron is not seen, nor formed, Black Lion is not seen). At this time, the Paladins show pictures of Shiro and (Y/N), trying to gather intel on their whereabouts, but no one has seen them. Real Shiro is dead (he was incinerated in the Voltron vs. Zarkon fight in Chapter 16), and (Y/N)'s been steadily tortured by Haggar and her Druids.
➭Tuesday, 11/04/2414: (Y/N) is placed in a royal bedchamber, closely monitored as her body begins to heal from the effects of dark magic.
➭Friday, 11/07/2414: Prince Lotor and his Generals arrive at the Galra Central Command ship.
➭Saturday, 11/08/2414: Planet Puig is liberated by the Blue and Yellow Lions + BoM (season 3, episode 1).
➭Sunday, 11/09/2414: Chapter 17's Voltron's serious diplomatic meeting with the leaders of five planets, Paladins, and Kolivan (season 3, episode 1); Chapter 16's end/Chapter 18's beginning ((Y/N) waking up); Lotor and (Y/N) are reunited after thousands of years.
happy reading!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV; Present day:
The man lingers in my thoughts, but his face remains elusive and does not return.
Suddenly, the door to my chamber slides open with a quiet hiss, and two guards step briskly inside.
"You're finally awake," one states, clearing his throat.
I don't think I was asleep for that long.
I turn slowly, unamused by the unwelcome visitors. "Clearly." My tone is bored as I cross my arms, my braid falling to one side as I look between them.
"You've been asleep," the other guard says lightly, nudging the other.
"Asleep?"
"For over 10,000 years."
My eyes narrow as I take in their words. "10,000 years?" I repeat slowly. Scoffing, I shake my head. "That's impossible. You're lying."
The one who spoke first tilts his head ever so slightly, his ears twitching. "Your confusion is understandable. The cryostasis pod—"
I put my hand up, cutting him off. "Save it. Get out."
The two guards exchange a look, and one opens his mouth to protest, but the other raises a hand to silence him.
Crossing my arms, I keep my eyes fixed on them. "This is why I prefer robotic sentries," I say evenly. "They are able to listen to orders."
They hesitate for a moment. The one who raised his hand nods quickly and returns to the door. "As you wish, Princess," he says.
The door slides shut as they exit.
I rub my forehead, closing my eyes. "What the quiznak is going on?"
Pursing my lips, I stare at the sleeve of my nightgown and pull it up. I pinch my right forearm, nails digging into my skin until blood is drawn. My nose twitches.
Stars above, I guess this isn't a dream.
I pace around the room for several minutes, whistling to myself.
"(Y/N)," a feminine voice calls out.
My heart skips a beat, and I trip on the hem of my nightgown. I look around the room, confused. "Who said that?" I ask.
The voice sighs. "I guess we really are doing this again. My na—"
"Are you in the walls?" My hands graze the metal, feeling for some sort of bug. "Are you speaking through a microphone?"
"Stars above." She huffs. "Let me speak. As I was saying, m—"
"Is this some sort of test?" I ask. "Did Father or Haggar create something new I must overcome?"
"No." The voice is silent for a few ticks. "You must find Prince Lotor."
My fingers pause on the cold metal walls. "Lotor? He's on another fleet."
"He isn't."
"Where is he then?"
"The arena."
My nose scrunches. "The arena is barbaric."
"Yes, b—"
"I have quite a rigid schedule," I continue, interrupting her again. Turning to look at my reflection in the window, I play with loose strands of hair from my braid and the jewelry ornately placed. I look like a prized gorvith. "Do you know what time it is? I typically train with Dayak Alik until midquintant for a few vargas. Or is it later?" I purse my lips, plucking the crystals from my hair. They sparkle like the stars twinkling before me in the vacuum of space, and I let out a small sigh. "Stars above, I hope it's not later. Dayak Zlak's already been cross with me this movement because I've let my training get in the way of my lessons."
"Princess, how..." She trails off. "How old do you think you are?"
That makes me pause. I don't look how I feel.
"I don't know," I admit, staring at my reflection. "Fourteen? Fifteen?" I tilt my head. "And where are my Dayaks? Where is Sendak?"
"Oh." She pauses again.
I glare at the air around me, my patience rapidly wearing thin. "If you're not going to explain yourself, leave me alone."
"Listen carefully, my dear," the voice says, suddenly serious. "Just... trust me. Find your brother."
My fists clench at my sides. "Why should I trust you? Who even are you?"
"Violet. My name is Violet."
The presence fades, leaving an eerie silence in its wake.
"Hello?" I ask.
My pulse pounds in my ears as I stare at the walls, half-expecting the voice to return.
It doesn't.
"Great," I mutter, brushing my hands down the front of my gown. "Trust a creepy voice in my head with cryptic instructions. Exactly what I needed."
My bare feet carry me across the chamber, the metallic flooring of the vast room cool beneath me, to the wardrobe and its ornate doors. Inside is an array of finely tailored garments in the Empire's rich hues. I rifle through them, settling on a simple yet practical outfit—dark fabric, fitted trousers, a high-collared tunic, and sturdy boots.
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My shoulders slump as I sit crisscrossed on a bench, watching a white-haired beast with razor-sharp teeth growl. Its face is scarred with two dark purple facial markings along its cheeks, and in its hand is a large axe with a curved blade. The beast's opponent is a smaller being wielding a sword.
The arena is filled with a roaring crowd and reeks of blood, metal, and sweat.
How is this entertaining for anyone? This is vile.
I narrow my eyes, leaning in to get a better view of the smaller being. Whoever he is, he is skilled in combat. The armor gleams under the arena's harsh lights, and a smile tugs at my lips as I take in its colors—black with orange and blue accents.
Like Kova.
I blink.
Wait, is that Lotor?
My eyes trail over his broad shoulders and confident stance. He moves his sword the same way Dayak Zlak taught us millennia ago.
An inexplicable wave of heartbreak washes over me, and my breath hitches, my throat tightening.
Alik. Zlak. Rez'or.
My shoulders curve inward, and I close my eyes, threading my fingers through my hair. My body quivers as I swallow the lump down my throat.
"Violet?" I whisper internally, rocking in my seat.
A few ticks pass before I hear her soft sigh in my mind. "Until when do you remember?"
"I—everyone is dead." My head is spinning, and my hands tremble in my lap. "My friends, my Dayaks. Stars above—"
"(Y/N), it's okay," Violet rushes out. "You were only meant to forget the last two phoebs; your full memories should return to you soon."
I inhale sharply, a quiet whimper escaping from me as the flashes of bodies fill my mind, and I force my eyes to open, shoving all the painful memories down.
A Galra female beside me momentarily peers over before she turns her focus back on the arena. The fight is still on and the smaller one twirls the sword in his hand, the movement almost cocky.
"What did I do to myself?" I whisper internally, my voice cracking. "Why does everything hurt?"
"You hid your memories so that Haggar couldn't exploit them as she and her Druids searched through your mind upon capture."
I blink, swallowing hard.
Upon capture?
"Why?" I ask.
"Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate," Violet replies. "The Galra Empire prides itself on its strength. On its loyalty. On its conquest."
Fiddling with my fingers, I tuck my bottom lip beneath my teeth.
Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate.
Stars above, what was my quiznaking plan? Did I write it down somewhere?
Emperor Zarkon's reign cannot be overturned by outside forces; the Galra Empire must be dismantled from within. That was the lesson Rez'or instilled in every member.
Am I here to... kill my father?
The clang of weaponry draws my attention, and my gaze snaps back to the arena, narrowing as I observe the precise, deliberate movements of the warrior clad in black, blue, and orange. His strikes are calculated, his defenses impenetrable. Every motion screams of discipline, power, and purpose.
I press a hand against my temple, rubbing soothingly there.
What kind of recklessness have I gotten myself into?
Realization dawns on me. "I left to protect someone, didn't I?"
A warmth envelops me as I feel Violet smile, but she remains silent and disappears.
My ears twitch, and I blink. "Are you serious?"
Silence.
Scowling, I glare down at the arena.
A cryptic, avoidant voice in my quiznaking mind.
The warrior parries a vicious swing from the beast, his movements like a dance of death. Graceful, deliberate, lethal.
"I tried to speak with Lord Zarkon today, but the witch stopped me again." My eyes flicker to a pair of Galra males sitting near me. The one who spoke is a Commander, his shoulders slouched as he rests his elbows on the tops of his thighs. He scowls as he watches the match, his yellow eyes narrowed.
The male beside him pauses, giving the faintest of nods. Another Commander. He keeps his eyes trained on the arena, his voice quiet compared to the roaring crowd and the clanging of metallic weapons. "I fear the Emperor's condition may be worse than she is telling us. I'm not sure he will ever return to the throne."
I try to keep my composure. Father is on his deathbed? Truly? Who managed to accomplish such a feat?
"Agreed. And now Prince Lotor is taking over?" He grits his teeth, shifting to face the indigo male, and scoffs. "We've fought by Zarkon's side forever, and now we're passed over by this exiled brat." The Commander spits the words out, and I nearly flinch.
The other Commander's brows furrow. "I've heard rumors he fights alongside his enlisted men like a lowly Private."
"Worse than that, his top Generals aren't even pure Galra. They are half-breeds at best. He has no honor."
My nose crinkles as I sneer. The Galra and their damned honor—their damned prejudices towards those not made of pure blood.
The Galra Empire is blind to its own fragility. Their obsession with purity and strength blinds them to the truth: adaptability is what ensures survival. True strength comes from understanding our differences, and that we are all made up of the same stardust.
This is what my Dayaks taught me. This is what I choose to live by.
"Some say he allows the planets he conquers to continue to rule themselves. Can you imagine?" the indigo Commander asks.
"Clearly, he's a dangerous lunatic." The purple Commander pauses, lowering his voice. "I've already spoken with the other officers in my sector. They've all agreed to back me if I fight for the throne." The other Commander's eyes widen, and he looks around. "Normally, I would never think of such a thing, but..."
His gaze hardens as he looks down. "What choice do we have?"
The Commander smirks. "Then you'll support me?"
"Yes."
But this is honorable?
I roll my eyes.
What a fool. It's the Flame that determines the next leader of the Galra, not a coup. It doesn't matter what blood runs through your veins—pure, half, or part—the Empire can be ruled by anyone with Galra blood.
Both Commanders focus on the fight once more.
"Who's this little fellow?" the indigo Commander asks.
The other's brows furrow, his eyes narrowing on the warrior in the arena. "I don't know," he admits. "I've never seen him before."
The warrior flips over the beast, and I watch in amazement as he moves with agility.
Leaning forward, my hands grip the edges of the metal bench. It's cool to the touch, and my mouth hangs slightly agape as the warrior knocks the axe from the beast's hand. It spins high in the air, landing several paces behind the two in the soft sand. The beast collapses, and I flinch as the arena erupts into roaring screams.
Galrans around me stand, waving their fists as the cacophony builds.
My jaw quivers as I blink rapidly, my breath coming in short bursts. Bile rises in my throat, and I want to look away, but my eyes refuse to comply. Blood rushes into my head, making the world spin.
I'm not a monster. I'm not a monster. I'm not a monster.
The victorious warrior jabs his sword into the sand, taking off his helmet to reveal a man with long white hair. His skin is purple, and his eyes are a piercing blue. He spares the beast a glance as four sentries come to take it away and slowly walks over to his sword.
The purple Commander's eyes widen in horror. "Lotor."
"Lotor," I echo. My words come out in a strangled whisper as tears fill my eyes. I can hardly believe it is truly him. The boy I remember was only thirteen, and now he stands before me as a grown man.
I see him as he was—my elder brother, the boy who held my hand when I needed comfort, who always led me on explorations, who understood what I was feeling.
The Lotor whom I declared to love to the stars and back.
Lotor raises the sword with his right hand and points it directly in our direction. "Throk!" he exclaims, a smirk tugging on his lips. "You wish to challenge me? Then come down and claim your crown."
A small smile spreads on my lips despite the heaviness in my heart.
Some things truly never change.
The crowd gasps, whispers spreading through the rows as they regard Commander Throk. His eyes widen as he looks around the crowd, though none stand by him now. They exchange glares and side glances.
"True Galra do not take the throne by stirring up insurrection in darkened chambers," Lotor continues, lowering his arm. "They rise through honorable rite of combat. Defeat me here, and the throne is yours."
Several Galra in the audience rise to their feet, throwing their hands up in the air as they cheer. "Fight!" the crowd jeers, their voices growing louder. "Fight! Fight! Fight!"
I make myself as small as possible, trying to stop the tremor that makes its way throughout my body as the crowd's roars pound my ears.
They're not chanting for me. This isn't meant for me. Everything is alright. I'm n—
Phantom arms wrap themselves around my body, and for a tick, I'm transported into what feels like a distant memory, though I do not recognize the voice.
"You're safe, (N/N)," he whispers against my skin, his breath tickling the crook of my neck. His pale hand strokes my hair with a gentleness that makes my heart ache. "I'm here, I'm not going anywhere. You're safe."
The memory fades as quickly as it comes, leaving me breathless.
Pain is my reminder.
My hands clutch my arms tightly, nails digging into my skin.
To be strong is to endure.
I force myself to focus on Lotor's tall figure. His expression remains calm, but his stance exudes confidence in a way I've never seen before. The sword gleams in his hand, its silver edge catching the harsh lights of the arena.
Four cloaked figures stand, pulling the cloth down, and turn to face Commander Throk. All of them wear the same armor Lotor does.
The large, muscular one standing before me is the female sitting beside me. She wears a sneer, and beneath her right eye is a dark scar. Her ears are furry like many pure-blooded Galra, but they have accents of pink fur.
Behind me stands another part-Galra female with yellow webs beneath her biceps, connecting her armpits to her torso. Her vermilion skin is marked with vibrant stripes of teal, yellow, blue, and indigo that accentuate her light blue irises. She can turn invisible at will. Her body is completely hairless, and an appendage juts from the back of her head like a long tail.
Further behind her stands a woman with a reptilian, eyeless face, her skin a pale shade of blue. A prehensile tail sways behind her, and perched on her right shoulder is a cat with glowing yellow eyes. Its fur is black, streaked with vibrant orange and blue.
I blink, startled.
That's Kova. How is he still alive? It's been thousands of deca-phoebs.
Apparently.
To my left is a lean woman with light blue skin, blue eyes, and dark blue hair. Four short black horns protrude from her scalp near the back of her head, and she has pointed ears. Her eyes linger on mine, squinting ever so slightly, before focusing back on Commander Throk.
I furrow my brows, slightly amused. Is Lotor only surrounded by women?
All four females keep their gazes fixed on the Commander, and his lips curl in a sneer, a low growl emitting from him. His eyes narrow into slits as he surveys them. Clenching his hands into fists, he stands up abruptly, glaring down at Lotor.
"I gladly accept your offer," Commander Throk exclaims. The crowd breaks out into cheers again. "Now all will see who is the rightful leader."
|••••••••••|
Commander Throk stands in the sandy arena with a curved broadsword gripped in his right hand. He smirks, looking around the crowd and then at Lotor. "I have fought thousands of battles and left many enemies much more fearsome than you wasting on the battlefields," he says.
Lotor raises his sword with his right hand and keeps his eyes fixed on the Commander.
"Stars above," I whisper, my voice barely audible as I watch. "Please protect my brother."
Commander Throk charges towards him with an aggressive yell, jumping in the air to build momentum as he strikes down. Lotor parries and avoids getting tripped and kicked. In his aggression, the Commander seems to miss grasping the calculative way Lotor wields his sword and legs. Lotor side steps, and the Commander takes a wide step forward, nearly knocking himself down.
The two continue, Lotor parrying all of the attacks.
I sit frozen, my eyes darting between their movements. Every time Lotor's blade meets Commander Throk's, I flinch like the blows are landing on me.
"You have flawless technique," Lotor says, holding his sword upright. He doesn't seem to have broken a sweat. "That I'll grant you." Commander Throk stands unmoving, his back hunched. "Still, you must realize at some point that your repetitive attacks are getting you nowhere."
This remark triggers Commander Throk, causing him to aggressively charge toward Lotor from across the arena. Lotor is patient, waiting for him to attack first, and defends himself effortlessly, sending a sharp jaw to the Commander's right side. Spinning on his heel, Lotor slices his sword, sending half of the blade whirling in the air. He pushes Commander Throk onto the floor, causing him to land on his back with a loud thud.
Lotor takes three long strides and points his sword down at Commander Throk's neck. He bares his teeth as he realizes he has just lost.
"Your tactics are stale," Lotor says, his voice even. "And in the end, your own aggression is your undoing."
Commander Throk closes his eyes, turning his head away.
The Galra around me are on their feet, chanting Lotor's name with their arms raised. I remain seated on the bench, too afraid to look away from what I'm sure is bound to happen in a few ticks.
Victory, or death. That is the maxim of Father's Galra Empire.
To my surprise, Lotor withdraws the sword. The crowd's cheers die down, and Commander Throk opens his eyes, confusion and surprise swimming in his eyes.
Lotor looks up at the crowd. "My father built our Empire on the bones of his enemies. But the time has come to change the old ways and inspire not fear from those we rule, but loyalty. We must not waste our energy fighting to keep our subjects down, but rather multiply it by allowing the worthy to rise and join our ranks," he states, his eyes trailing over the crowd. He turns around and offers a hand to the fallen Commander. His eyes widen, and he lets out a quiet gasp. "The universe can no longer doubt our strength. Each ally gained only makes us stronger. While those who continue to stand against us will be crushed."
Commander Throk takes his hand, and Lotor pulls him up. "Lotor," he says, bowing his head and raising an arm over his chest. "We pledge our loyalty to you. Vrepit Sa."
Standing, I place a hand over my heart. "All we do, we do in the name of Galra," I say softly. "Vrepit Sa."
The four women salute immediately, and soon the entire crowd stands, saluting Vrepit Sa.
I stare at my brother and sit down, feeling at odds with myself.
As the crowd seats itself in preparation for the next match, the female with horns comes to my side and gives me a pointed look.
What's her problem?
Looking around, the other three have joined her, and I am surrounded. I swallow hard, slowly rising to my feet and putting my hands out in surrender.
"No treasonous or seditious thoughts here." My heart pounds in my chest, each beat louder than the last. "Tei'rah Conalul, right?"
Her eyes narrow as she looks at me and crosses her arms, stepping closer. "You do not belong here," she says, her voice low enough to escape the ears of the remaining crowd.
I glance at her cautiously, my hands still raised. "Oh really? What gave me away?" I reply, my voice tinged with dry sarcasm. "Was it my lack of armor?"
The horned female doesn't flinch, her expression does not waver. She remains as solid as stone. "Why are you here?"
Her companions exchange a brief look of confusion.
"Acxa—" the colorful vermilion one whispers.
She silences her with a look. "Why are you here?" Acxa asks again.
I draw a shaky breath, my mind scrambling for an explanation as I lower my hands slowly. I keep them visible, careful not to provoke her further. "I'm just here to observe. No harm meant."
Without another word, Acxa wraps her hand around my bicep. My brows furrow with confusion, but I don't fight against her grip as she takes me beneath the arena, the others flanking us. The blind one pets Kova, and he purrs in her arms as we wait. I stare at the two of them, my eyes trained on the cat. He lifts his head at the sound of footsteps, and all four of them raise their hands to salute.
"That went well," the colorful vermilion one states, amused.
Lotor sighs, cleaning his sword and not bothering to spare anyone a glance. "The masses are easily manipulated," he says. "Have Throk transferred out to the Ulippa system immediately. Let him rot with the ice worms."
"Yes, sir," Acxa replies, raising her head.
He sheaths his sword and looks up. He blinks several times, and glances around the room, his eyes lingering on Acxa's before he looks at me again. They narrow into slits. "What is this?" he asks, his tone low.
The muscular one steps forward, her eyes shifting between us. "Sir, Acxa brought her here. I say we interrogate her and—"
"No," Lotor cuts her off, raising his hand. He keeps his eyes fixed on mine for several ticks. "Zethrid, Narti, Ezor—leave us."
Zethrid looks hesitant but nods, saluting before turning on her heel and marching away. The blind one follows her out, Kova now resting around her shoulders. The colorful vermilion one flashes me a grin before stalking out behind them. Acxa remains by Lotor's side, her stance rigid and gaze sharp as she studies me.
Lotor swallows hard. "You as well, Acxa," he commands, his voice a measured calm.
Acxa blinks and takes a step closer. "Prince Lotor—" she begins, her tone cautious.
"Now."
She hesitates for the briefest of moments before she nods and salutes. "Yes, sir."
The doors hiss shut in her departure, and my heart thunders in my chest. Lotor steps closer, stopping until he is right in front of me, and his piercing eyes bore into mine.
"You have a great deal of explaining to do."
I draw a shaky breath, meeting his gaze with as much resolve as I can muster. "Brother—"
His jaw tightens, his eyes narrowing. "Brother?" he echoes, the word laced with disbelief and anger. "What is this game, stranger? Do you mock me? Who sent you here? Was it Haggar? My father?"
My brows furrow. "No one sent me. I—I'm your sister."
He shakes his head, and the silence that follows is deafening. "My sister is dead..." he trails off, his voice wavering. The faintest trace of a frown touches his lips. "She's been dead for thousands of deca-phoebs."
"Lotor, it's me. I swear it's me," I blurt out, desperation seeping into my voice. My eyes search his, tears blurring my vision. "You're my brother forever, right?"
His breath hitches, and the hands that reach out to touch my face are sandy, dirtied from the arena, but I don't care. They cup my cheeks gently. "Stars above," he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. He pulls back, his eyes scanning my features as though trying to memorize every detail. "You're so grown."
I nod, a watery smile breaking through my tears. "I could say the same about you."
My hands are shaky as they reach to cup his cheeks, and I wipe the grim away with my thumbs. A lone tear escapes from his eyes, and I wipe it away too.
"Father said you died—murdered by Alik and Zlak in that quiznaking uprising of theirs. I saw your body." His hands slip from my face, curling into fists at his sides. "And then last phoeb, Acxa intercepted intel sent to Central Command that you were fighting alongside V—" He stops himself and shakes his head, scoffing.
I blink, surprised. "What are you talking about?"
Lotor's eyes widen briefly. "Pardon?"
"There seem to be some gaps in my memory," I confess, a frown tugging at my lips. "I don't know what you're talking about."
His hand brushes against my skin, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear. "Until when do you remember?"
My lips purse as I think. Flashes of Father, Haggar, and the throne room flicker in my mind.
"My banishment," I say quietly, looking down.
He frowns, his hand stilling. "You were exiled? Why?"
I swallow the lump in my throat. "I survived Rez'or's failure and was punished greatly for my involvement. Father, he... he forced me to fight in the Empire's gladiator arena."
Sadness floods his gaze, but then he sighs, and his gaze turns distant. "I was exiled, too."
I tilt my head. "Really?"
"Yes."
My heart sinks. "What happened?"
He hesitates. "I suppose we've got much to catch up on."
Squinting, he raises a hand and pulls my braid from behind my back, running his thumb along the pleated strands. He swallows hard, his eyes making careful movements across my face. His fingers graze over the scar that stretches from underneath the right side of my jaw to halfway down my neck, his frown deepening.
"Stars above, (Y/N)," Lotor whispers, his voice cracking.
In one swift motion, he pulls me into a fierce embrace, the tension in his body melting away as he holds me, his arms trembling. I freeze and blink at the sudden proximity, but then bury my head into him, holding him just as fiercely.
"I thought I'd lost you forever," he admits hoarsely.
"I'm here now," I whisper back, my voice steady even as tears stream down my cheeks. "I—I missed you so much."
Lotor's grip on me tightens, and he presses a kiss atop my head before stepping back. His eyes flicker around the room, scanning for potential threats. "We have much to discuss, but not here. It's not safe."
I nod, swallowing my emotions. "Where should we go?"
"Follow me."
He turns on his heel, his movements sharp and precise, the epitome of a leader under pressure, as he leads me.
Haggar sees the two of us walking down the corridor side by side, and the Druid on her right freezes. Her eyes widen.
"Why was I not made aware of my sister's presence?" Lotor asks, his eyes narrowing. "I have been aboard Central Command for two quintants already."
"My lord—" Haggar starts.
"I am in charge, witch, and as Emperor Pro Tem of the Galra Empire, I must be informed. Princess (Y/N) will remain in my presence."
Her eyes linger on me, scrutinizing my features. "Of course, my lord. But perhaps it would be wise to question where the Princess's loyalties lie."
Lotor steps between us, shielding me with his frame. "You shall do no such thing. Her loyalty is not for you to question. You will not disturb us again without my explicit permission."
She bows her head, her lips pressed in a tight line. "As you wish, my lord."
I tilt my head, a chill running down my spine as I look between the duo. "I am devoted to the Galra Empire," I say earnestly.
Haggar's eyes bore into mine, and she glances at the Druid. "Come, Relisi, we have much to discuss."
The two retreat after a low bow, their dark robes flowing behind them, though the Druid's steps falter as they round a corner.
Lotor raises a brow, peering at me. "What was that about?"
I shrug, running a hand over my forearm. "Stars, how I hate that damn witch."
Huffing, he glares at the floor where she once stood. "As do I."
Acxa emerges from another corridor, her eyes darting between us. "Is... everything all right, Prince Lotor?" she asks cautiously.
He takes a step toward her, gesturing vaguely. "Yes, but we're leaving. Prepare the ship."
Her brows knit together, but she nods and salutes. "Understood, sir." She turns swiftly, her steps echoing in the metallic halls as she moves to carry out his orders.
|••••••••••|
The royal warship is large and sleek, its colors made of atypical metals not usually seen in Galran ships—its outside isn't even purple. Instead, it is mostly gray and accented with lighter grays, dark grays, bright blues, and orange. It's essentially a replica of the armor he wears.
A small smile spreads on my lips. I guess he really loves Kova's colors.
Lotor strides ahead, his steps purposeful, as he leads me to the ship's bridge. The doors slide open, revealing the four women from earlier stationed at screens.
"Prince Lotor?" the colorful vermilion one asks, glancing over her shoulder and tilting her head. "Who...?"
"Generals, this is my sister," he states simply, sitting at the only seat on the bridge. "And from this moment forward, she is under my protection."
A stunned silence falls over the room, but Acxa doesn't seem shocked like the two Generals who exchange looks. The blind General remains impassive, patiently petting Kova's forehead.
Zethrid's jaw drops slightly. "You have a sister, sir?"
My eyes trail over them, and I clasp my hands in front of myself, smiling slightly. "My name is (Y/N)," I say, holding their gaze. "What are your names?"
I stand awkwardly for an entire dobash before the colorful vermilion one comes up to me with a playful smile on her lips. She steps forward, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
"Ezor," she introduces herself, offering a playful salute with one hand, her fingers dancing through the air. She points around the bridge. "That's Zethrid—she really likes watching things explode. That's Narti—she has a special telepathic bond with Kova. And that is Acxa—Prince Lotor's second-in-command."
Acxa's brows furrow as she looks at me, and her eyes lock on Lotor's for a tick before she sighs, turning around to focus on the control screen at her station.
"We'll be going into hyperdrive in thirty ticks, sir," she announces.
Lotor nods, leaning back in his seat. "Thank you, Acxa."
|••••••••••|
I sit on the floor at the large window in the west wing, staring out at the stars. The ship's lights are dimmed—a tell-tale sign that I should probably be asleep right now instead of star gazing—and the corridor is warm. The stars stretch into long streaks of light outside the window, and I feel the phantom pain from the ice predator along my ribs.
Lifting the hem of my pajama shirt, I expect to see fresh bruises and claw marks from the beast's attack, but there is nothing there but healing scars.
What happened in the two phoebs I've forgotten? How did I get off of Planet Solitaire? Why am I back here in the Galra Empire?
"You should rest."
I glance over my shoulder to find Lotor standing in the doorway. He's dressed in sleepwear unfamiliar to me—a deep shade of blue tunic and pants with light blue embroidery stitched onto it. His slippers echo softly as he takes a hesitant couple of steps before crouching and sitting beside me.
"I know," I reply softly, turning my gaze back to the stars. "I just... needed a moment."
Neither of us speaks for several dobashes, but his gaze lingers on me.
"I never thought I'd see you again," Lotor admits with a whisper.
I turn to look at him. His profile is illuminated by the faint glow of the stars outside.
"Neither did I," I reply quietly.
Lotor leans forward, resting his forearms on his knees, his gaze distant yet focused on the stars. "Do you remember when we used to sit like this in Central Command's observation deck? You'd talk about exploring the stars, adventuring across the universe." His voice softens. "I always envied that about you—the way you always dreamed."
A faint smile tugs at my lips. My hands go behind me, and I lean back. "I always wanted to visit Earth. See where my mother came from."
He chuckles, the low sound reverberating between us, and I shift, looking at him confused.
"What?" I ask. A sheepish smile spreads on his lips, and I straighten, sitting up and putting my hands in my lap. I turn to look at him more fully. "Lotor, what is it?"
Sighing, he sits up, running a hand through his hair. "Your mother wasn't an Earthling," he admits. "I just... I said it because you ate the last cookie and were acting rather primitive."
My mouth falls open, and I shove him. Hard. He nearly topples over, and I blink incredulously. "You quiznaking liar! You told me that when I was eleven!" I exclaim, glaring at him.
Lotor laughs as he steadies himself, raising a hand in surrender. He sighs. "You were so gullible."
I cross my arms. "This isn't funny, I've spent deca-phoebs thinking I'm half-Earthling." Shaking my head, I lie on my back and stare at the metal ceiling of the ship. "Unbelievable."
He copies my movements, lying beside me. "I'm sorry."
Shifting to glance at him, I purse my lips. "So what am I then?"
"Altean. I was twenty-four and on Planet Maur when Ven—never mind." He sighs again, his eyes distant. "But I found out millennia ago."
"Altean." My lips tighten. "Yeah, that seems more plausible." I shift onto my stomach, raising my hands and resting my head on my arms. "How old are you?"
He quirks an eyebrow. "How old are you?"
Closing my eyes, I concentrate for several ticks, trying to remember, and my nose scrunches as a pulsing throb builds in my mind. I inhale a sharp breath, pressing my fingers to my temples and trying to soothe the headache.
"Nineteen, I think," I say, swallowing hard. "Some of the guards mentioned cryostasis, but... I'm not sure. I don't remember anything after that damn tundra planet."
Lotor nods and helps me to my feet. "Let's get you to bed," he murmurs, leading me out of the warm west wing. "Perhaps you'll remember more in the morning."
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
my ordering on wattpad is so screwed up now ajsdkgfg help
Can we just take the time to acknowledge that Ezor can turn invisible??? Like, I was rewatching s3e1 and I completely forgot she can do that. She's like a chameleon or something, or just has invisibility as a superpower. The magic in VLD kinda doesn't make sense to me, and I've watched it several times already since starting this fic on July 29, 2017, but I always forget stuff 😭
I'm lowkey lost with the whole magical amnesia thing, but I think I subconsciously channeled my inner Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase fangirl. Maybe that's what inspired 2018 Steph to make y/n forget. I dunno. It's definitely that plus my newfound love of Lotor ahaha.
The 2024/2025 version of this is better though 😁 A lotttt more thought out.
Oh, and basically, y/n remembers everything right before finding Violet in that cavern 😁
Chapter 19: Infiltrate, Evacuate, Annihilate
Summary:
some team voltron, y/n, and team Lotor
Notes:
i miss team voltron... also i forgot how much i don't like the team's dynamics seasons 3 and 4. there are some stuff i love but it felt really rushed overall. i think i had lots of fun with 1-16 because i loved seasons 1 and 2.
I love how the artists constantly put the Paladins in their little formation. I loved it in seasons 1 and 2 (those seasons have such a special place in my heart <3), like, at the end of season 3, episode 1, there's foreshadowing about the new ordering. Keith is in the center, Lance is on his right (because the red lion is the leader's right-hand man), and then Allura's kinda there next to Lance, foreshadowing her becoming the Blue Lion's Paladin. On Keith's left are Pidge and Hunk. They're portrayed in their lion ordering so often, and it's so, so cute 😄
timeline in case anyone's interested:
➭Monday, 11/10/2414: Chapter 19's beginning where the Paladins decide it is time to find a new Paladin for the Black Lion in the hangar (season 3, episode 1). The team is in the lounge discussing potential Black Paladins (season 3, episode 2). (Y/N) is low-key on bedrest and spends the entire day in her room, courtesy of Lotor. Note that she regains all of her memories up to Chapter 1's events (in the cavern writing in her journal on Planet Solitaire), specifically, "My right/left-hand trembles as I set the pen down. I gently close the notebook and put everything back in my bag" (Chapter One: Planet Solitaire). Lotor and Acxa have a discussion in the middle of the night outside of her room. Shiro escapes the Galra cruiser he is trapped on, crash-landing on an ice planet, and is captured by two alien men (season 3, episode 5).
➥Meanwhile, word of Voltron spreads throughout the universe, and rebellions begin in several galaxies, further destabilizing the Galra Empire.
➭Tuesday, 11/11/2414: Planet Puig is attacked by Team Lotor (season 3, episode 2). The Paladins all enter the Black Lion to figure out who can be the new pilot. Keith becomes the leader, Lance becomes the Red Paladin, Allura becomes the Blue Paladin, while Pidge and Hunk remain in their respective Lions. Keith puts a tracker on Lotor's ship and confronts him, leading to Voltron's formation and the Paladins' battle with Lotor at Planet Thaceryx (season 3, episodes 2–3). With the help of the two aliens, Shiro manages to board a Galra cruiser heading to Planet Thayserix and gets into a fighter jet, chasing Voltron, but is unsuccessful in catching up (season 3, episode 5).
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Chapter Text
"No one can completely wipe a memory away. There are always remnants deep within to claw out."
Haggar, Season 4, Episode 3
Third Person POV:
Keith stares at the Black Lion with a frown as the rest of the team hangs back, watching him warily.
One by one, Pidge looks at Hunk, who looks at Allura, who looks at Coran, who looks at Lance.
Lance's shoulders droop as he glances between them, and his hands sink further into his pockets. He sighs, trudging toward Keith.
"Hey, man," Lance says, standing on his right. He stares at the Black Lion, a bittersweet smile on his lips. "Listen. We all miss Shiro. I remember what a thrill it was just to meet him for the first time when the two of us carried him out of that Garrison hospital."
Pidge and Hunk walk behind them, standing on Keith's left.
"I grew up with my dad and Matt telling me stories about him," Pidge says, her brows furrowing as she stares at the Lion. "He was a legend at our house."
"The guy taught me everything I know about being a pilot," Hunk adds. "Which isn't much, but that's... more on me."
Lance nods, turning his head. "You're not the only one hurting, man." The others look at Keith, who frowns and stares at his boots. "We're all right there with you. But you know that he would be the first one to tell us that we have to move on."
Keith's lips pull into a line, and his eyes flick to Lance's.
"Keith." Allura hesitates, but joins the Paladins. She frowns and clasps her hands in front of her. "I know exactly how you feel, but our mission is bigger than any one individual." She looks down at the floor of the Black Lion's hangar. "Even those who are... completely irreplaceable."
His gaze lingers on her, and he sighs, his shoulders slumping. "I know you're right," he admits. "It's time to figure out how to reform Voltron."
Determination sets on Keith's features, and Coran steps forward, twisting the end of his mustache.
"I'm not giving up on (Y/N), though," Keith says, adjusting his fingerless gloves. "I promised I'd always come for her, and I'm not letting her remain in the Galra Empire until I know for sure she's safe."
Allura's brows pinch together as she opens her mouth to respond, but Lance cocks his head, giving her a look.
"Let's not open that can of worms again, 'Lura," he mutters, slinging an arm around her shoulders.
She stiffens, and her nose scrunches. "There are no cans of worms aboard the Castle Ship."
Lance blinks. "It's an idiom."
"For all we know, (Y/N) could be coming home any day now," Hunk says with a hopeful smile.
"And we know the Purple and Black Lions have the ability to teleport," Keith adds. "Maybe Shiro's with her."
"Yeah," Pidge murmurs, pushing her glasses up. "Maybe."
|••••••••••|
The team is gathered in the Castle Ship's lounge, and Keith leans against the wall with his arms crossed, ears focused on the steady thrum of the ship's systems. Below, in the center of the room, are Lance, Allura, Pidge, and Hunk, all sitting on the couches. Coran stands near the flight of stairs, looking at Lance.
"I wish Shiro were here to tell us how to go on without him," Lance says with a frown as he rests his face on his knee.
Pidge's fingers drum on her chin, and she sits up, turning to face her right. "Allura, when we came here, you told me I would fly the Green Lion, and I thought there was no way. But then I found it and I flew it, and then Hunk flew the Yellow Lion, and he's not even a pilot. In fact, you told everyone who would pilot which Lion."
Hunk sits up, his eyes widening. "Yeah! How did you do that? Did we ever find out how you did that? Can you do that now?"
"Sadly, no," Allura admits, looking between the two. "When you arrived at the Castle, I immediately recognized the special qualities in each of you." She lowers her head and frowns. "But I don't know how to search the entire universe for a new Paladin."
Coran raises a brow and looks to his left. "Keith, you piloted the Black Lion when you had to save Shiro. Perhaps you're the one."
Lance's mouth falls open, and he sits straighter, gawking at Keith. "Keith would be the worst leader of Voltron."
Keith closes his eyes and sighs.
"Yeah, we all have our thing!" Pidge agrees, closing her eyes and smirking. She gestures to the team. "Keith's the loner, I'm the brain, Hunk's the nice one, Allura's the decision maker, Coran's the wise old guy, Shiro's the leader, (Y/N)'s the muscle, and Lance is the goofball."
Lance smirks, patting himself. "Mmm hmm. Yeah. Exactly. Totally. Right on—wait a minute." His eyes open wide as saucers before they narrow on Pidge. "I'm not a goofball. I'm like the cool, ninja sharpshooter."
Keith lets out a scoffed chuckle, looking at Lance with mocking amusement. "Are you joking?"
Standing, Lance's hands clench into fists, the irritation evident in his stance. He makes several gestures as he says, "I am being completely serious when I say that I do not want you to lead me anywhere."
He rolls his eyes, anger and frustration bubbling beneath his skin. "I don't wanna be the leader!" Keith exclaims. "That's just what Shiro wanted—" He stops abruptly, his eyes widening before he stares at the floor.
Hunk's eyes widen. "What are you talking about?"
Keith frowns, avoiding everyone's gaze. "Nothing."
Pidge shifts her position, leaning against the couch's back. "Shiro wanted you to be his successor, didn't he?"
Lance raises a hand, his expression falling flat. "Well, I never heard Shiro say that, and how convenient that you're bringing it up now, when Shiro is gone."
Keith pushes himself off the wall, forming fists with his hands and stepping forward. He glares at Lance. "You want the job so badly, you can have it!"
"Now—Now hang on." Hunk stands, looking between them. "I've called the head from the very beginning."
Pidge's brows furrow, and she stands on the couch to be taller than Hunk. "What about me? I'm the one who picked up on the radio waves that led us to Voltron in the first place."
"Hold your gazugas, everyone," Coran states, stepping between the bickering Paladins. He points a finger. "It's not our decision to make. We must allow the Lion to decide."
"Coran is right," Allura states, standing up. "We must all present ourselves to the Black Lion to see who will bear this glorious burden."
Coran's amused smile fades, replaced by a flicker of worry. "What? You, Princess?"
"My father created Voltron. How can I allow others to risk their lives in battle and not be prepared to do so myself? I must try."
|••••••••••|
Lotor stands with his hands clasped behind his back as he paces back and forth. Beyond the doors of the room he's placed (Y/N) in, quiet cries and shuddering breaths travel through the crack in the metal.
Three deca-phoebs of imprisonment, he thinks, his jaw tightening. Stars above, why didn't I search for her after the announcement?
His eyes stay trained on the floor as he tries to sort things out.
Soft footsteps reach his ears, and when he turns, he sees Acxa. She is in her night attire—a set of brown woolen pajamas and navy blue slippers.
Lotor finds himself staring at her, tracing the way the dim lights of the cruiser soften her sharp features with his gaze, and his fingers twitch at his sides. Her hair is not swept up in her typical style, and she looks truly lovely.
Ma frissva ga'oki, Lotor thinks, a tired yet bright smile tugging on his lips.
He meets her eyes, his shoulders slumping as he registers her deep frown.
"I do not need another lecture," he says, his voice soft. "I have heard your grievances."
"Have you now?" Acxa murmurs.
She carefully watches him, glancing around the corridor and then narrowing her eyes on the doors. She grabs the cuff of his sleepshirt, pulling him into a shadowed alcove free of cameras, curious eyes, and ghostly sisters.
Leaning against the wall, she tilts her head as she studies him. "She is working with Voltron," she states, mindful to keep her voice down. "Remember?"
Lotor's expression tightens, a flicker of conflict and pain flashing across his face. He breaks eye contact, looking away toward the corridor.
Acxa reaches out, cupping his cheek to return his gaze to her. Her thumb moves slowly across his cheekbone, and he lets out a shuddering breath, closing his eyes.
"I am well aware of her affiliations," he admits, his voice low and hoarse. "I do hear you when you speak to me."
Her hand falls as she crosses her arms over her chest, her stance firm. "Then hear me when I say you're allowing sentiment to cloud your judgment. You are the one who accused her of being a clone, and now you've let her come aboard without vetting anything."
He remains silent, bringing a hand to rub his forehead soothingly. "She's my sister, not Haggar's puppet. I know—"
Acxa shakes her head, her frustration clear. "You think you know her, but just as you have changed, so has she."
Lotor's brows furrow. "I will not treat her as an enemy."
"I'm not asking you to," she says softly, reaching out. "I know how important she is to you."
He leans into her touch, placing his hands on her hips. "Then what are you suggesting we do now?"
A wry smile spreads on her lips, heat blooming beneath her skin from the contact. "I have a couple of suggestions."
Letting out a half-hearted scoff, he playfully rolls his eyes, tracing circles on the fabric of her pajamas with his thumbs. "About our new passenger, darling."
Acxa nods, threading her fingers through his silky hair. "She has no memory of Voltron, does she?"
"(Y/N) is loyal to the Galra. The witch and her Druids must have done something to her memories."
She purses her lips. "You should let her return to—"
"No."
"But Lotor—"
He shakes his head, his eyes pleading. "I am not losing her again."
"Alright." She sighs, lifting herself to press a brief kiss against his lips.
Lotor leans in, touching his forehead to hers, and closes the distance to share another kiss, but Acxa's arms drop to her sides. She places a palm to his chest, stepping out of his hold. His brows knit together, and a weary expression finds her face at the distant echo of boots on the floor.
"Good night, Lotor."
He's tempted to damn it all, but he can't.
I can't risk it, Lotor thinks. Not here. Not now. Not without irrefutable proof that Father is dead and can't hurt her.
His fingers brush through the strands of her hair, tucking the bangs behind her ear. "Good night, darling Acxa."
Your POV:
The man's face is blurred as he shifts to face me, and all I can make out are the dark strands of hair that cover his face. He smells faintly of leather and Galra, but also fresh, like soap. We are lying in a bed, and the room is draped in darkness as he moves against the sheets. He reaches out, pulling the blanket further up my body.
"What are you thinking about, (Y/N)?" he asks. It's the same voice from the arena.
I feel myself smile as I move to look at him. "Oh, nothing, Mullet," I say as I sigh, snuggling myself in. My nose scrunches as I snort. "Just enjoying your bed, your blanket, and your pillows."
The man chuckles softly, the sound vibrating through the quiet room. It's a comforting sound that makes my heart ache.
"Why do I let you in here?"
"Because you secretly love my company," I say with a cheeky smile. "And you'd miss me if I went back to my room."
He scoffs, tugging the blanket closer around himself, and grabs a pillow to block my view of him. "Yeah, okay, (N/N). Go to sleep."
The easy banter between us feels natural yet unfamiliar at the same time.
I laugh as I pull the pillow away and hold it close to my chest, scooting closer to him. His laughter is softer this time, almost reluctant, as if he's trying not to let me hear it, and he stares at me intently.
Clutching the pillow tighter, I bury my face and deeply inhale. It smells like him.
"Hey," I say quietly, glancing over at him, my eyes squinting. "Why do you always smell like soap? You train every day—aren't you supposed to smell like sweat or something?"
The man huffs, shaking his head. "Unlike some people, I take hygiene seriously." His tone is teasing, but the faintest hint of a smirk tugs at the corners of his mouth.
"Wow," I say with mock offense, tossing the pillow back at him. "Rude."
He catches it effortlessly. "I didn't mean you. You shower a lot," he says, smirking fully now. "But lately..."
I gasp in exaggerated outrage, leaning over to whack him with another pillow, but he's faster, rolling out of the way. My hand lands on the empty mattress, and I feign a scowl, staring down at his flushed cheeks.
"You're so quiznaking annoying," I say through a fit of laughter.
The man rolls his eyes, maneuvering me until my back presses against the mattress.
My laughter grows, and he huffs, building a makeshift nest around me out of the pillows and blankets piled at the end of the bed.
Grinning until my cheeks hurt, I find myself trying to grasp the strange memory, but it fades away, leaving me feeling hollow.
|••••••••••|
A beautiful young woman stands before me with her lavender-colored arms outstretched. Her hair is white, cascading down to her tailbone, and she wears a faded burgundy gown with yellow embroidery. The ears on her head are pointed, her earlobes adorned with shimmering crystal earrings, while the helixes have a silver hoop in each one.
She steps forward, her eyes a bright blue. "Hello, dearest ga'oki." Her voice is soft and melodic.
I look around where we are, confused. "Who are you?"
"I am a whisper of what was lost," she says cryptically, her hands lowering slowly as she surveys me. "And a messenger of the stars."
"What?"
Her eyes glow faintly as she steps closer. "Tei'rah alesul. Vae pal lider. The stars have spoken. Your destiny is written. From the ashes, you shall rise."
I shake my head, take a step back, and my heart pounds as she continues speaking.
"A great evil is coming—you must be prepared."
"What do you mean? What great evil?" I demand, my voice trembling.
"I'm afraid this is all I can tell you."
"You can't just show up in my dreams and tell me my destiny is written without explaining anything. You're not making any sense!"
The woman tilts her head, and her hair seems to catch light from nowhere, glowing faintly in the darkness surrounding us. "The choices you all make will either bring salvation or doom."
My eyes widen as I recoil at her words. "What are you talking about?" I whisper, my throat bobbing.
A frown spreads across her lips. "The stars will mourn your failure."
She begins to fade, and I reach out instinctively, my fingertips brushing through the air where she stood.
"Wait!" I cry out. "Don't go! I need answers! What do you mean? How do—"
|••••••••••|
My breath hitches, and I blink up at the ceiling. With shaking hands, I clutch the blanket on top of me, trying to make sense of the strange dreams and fragments of memories.
Who are these people?
The doors to my room slide open, revealing a far too animated Lotor. "Good morning, sleepyhead."
He is dressed in armor, his hair is brushed to perfection, and his confidence is at the forefront of his posture. His teeth sparkle in the brightening light of my room, and his skin glows. In his hands is a bowl full of broth placed on a tray with a spoon hanging out of it.
Sitting up slowly, I raise an eyebrow as I look at him. My face contorts, and I roll my shoulders back, a loud crack echoing in the room. "I already said I'm fine."
"Nonsense." He descends the steps and sets the tray on my bedside table. He sits down beside me, and the mattress dips under his weight. One of his hands reaches out as he leans over me, finding a comfortable position. I sit fully up, clutching one of the pillows to my chest. "You need to eat and recover from whatever the witch did to you."
My shoulders slump, a slight scowl forming on my features. "I was in bed all of yesterday—I'm not tired anymore. I'm quiznaking bored."
Lotor chuckles, his voice warm with amusement as he shifts, turning toward me. "You're bored?"
I narrow my eyes at him. "You seem to have forgotten that while you have had hundreds of deca-phoebs gallivanting across the universe, I have yet to do anything." I sit criss-crossed now, taking the blanket off me. "I wish to feel the sun on my skin. To see the sky. To breathe fresh air, not recycled ship air."
He frowns. "(Y/N), your head—"
"My head feels fine!" I exclaim and place two fingers on my temples. "No headaches for four entire vargas. I'm ready for the mission, I swear."
He scoffs, leaning back, and purses his lips, watching me for a tick. His shoulders slump, and I blink.
Is he giving in?
"Alright, as you wish," Lotor says with a small smile. "Eat first."
I nod slowly, trying to keep the excitement inside. "Fine, fine. I'll eat," I mutter with exaggerated nonchalance, taking the spoon and dipping it into the broth. It's warm and salty against my tongue.
The doors to my room slide open again as I place the empty bowl back on the tray, and I look up to see Acxa, dressed in armor, with a datapad in hand. She looks between Lotor and me, her brows furrowing.
"Am I interrupting something, sir?" she asks.
Lotor stands and shakes his head. "Not at all," he replies smoothly, walking to her side. "(Y/N) was just finishing her lunch and lamenting her lack of adventure."
Acxa's finger scrolls on the screen, and her gaze shifts to me. "You're not planning to join the mission." She pauses. "Are you, Princess?"
I shuffle out of bed and stand. "I would like to."
Her mouth parts, her eyes darting between us. "Sir, are you sure that this is... wise?"
Lotor shrugs, exchanging a look with Acxa before leaning closer to her. His eyes skitter across the screen. "The Puigians are hardly a problem," he says lightly. "Besides, keeping her locked up won't do her any favors. She's restless."
I nod, already moving around to the vanity in my room. I take a seat and untangle my hair before beginning to braid it. My eyes connect with theirs through the reflection of the mirror.
"I am trained, you know. By the very best the Empire had to offer," I say, trying to break them out of whatever tension is happening. "And when I was fighting in the arena, they called me The Reaper."
Acxa looks unconvinced. "It's not about training or your imprisonment. Your head..."
My nose scrunches as I weave the strands together.
Why is everyone worried about my head? My head is fine.
"I can handle it," I try again with a small smile, and after securing the braid, I stand. "Please?"
Acxa's lips purse, and she opens her mouth to protest, but Lotor shakes his head. She lets out a long sigh, returning her focus to the datapad and inputting things with the tap of her fingers.
Lotor watches her intently, his fingers twitching by his sides before he clasps his hands behind his back and returns his attention to me. He walks over, leaning in, and his voice is low enough that only I can hear as he says, "Try not to get yourself killed."
I look at him, grinning. "You worry too much."
He sighs, pulling himself up. "That is because I know your behavior."
|••••••••••|
I stare through the open hangar in awe, taking in the bright colors of morning. The planet below is rich with greenery—vibrant greens, blues, and browns filling my vision. I place the helmet over my head and ensure my suit, which is the same armor all of Lotor's crew wears, is secure.
The wind whips around us as the flagship continues gliding through the air.
Acxa turns to look at the other Generals and nods. Zethrid smirks and jumps out first, Narti following behind her. Ezor looks between us and winks before she dives down. Acxa gestures for me to go, and I nod, jumping out of the ship with a running start. I use the jetpacks attached to the armored part of my calves to slow my descent and land on a stone building.
Looking around the Puigian village, I frown as I take in the crumbling and run-down buildings.
What happened here?
ACXA: "Ezor, find the leader. Narti, Zethrid, take prisoners. (Y/N), secure the area. Kill no one."
We part ways, and I break into a spring, slowing my pace down as they leave my periphery. I hear shots of guns firing their laser beams and slip between two buildings, raising the face shield of my helmet to inhale a deep breath.
The air isn't as fresh as I'm hoping, and is full of dust mixed with a hint of salt.
Walking through the alleyway, my eyes connect with a vast body of water. Birds fly overhead, seemingly unaware of the conflict on land, and the sandy ground piles around my boots as I move.
I notice a large carving on the stone facade of a building, and my brows furrow as I take in the figure. It's a mecha with five Lion heads connected.
When I turn around, the same robot is there, only with six Lions depicted this time.
Raising my left hand, my fingers gently trace the carving of the Lion formed as the right arm. The texture of the carving is rough against my fingers, and my eyes trace the entire being.
Why does this feel so familiar?
The whirring of a gun pulls me out of my daze, and I spin on my heel, my head whipping around. The Puigian falters, narrowing her eyes.
"I'm not here to harm you," I say, slowly raising my hands.
The Puigian doesn't lower her weapon. Her emerald eyes flicker in the sunlight, and she wears a hat that ruffles in the breeze. "You're Galra."
"I am." I keep my hands raised, stepping slowly out of the shadows of the buildings. "What is that?" I ask, motioning to the carvings behind me with my chin.
She blinks, turning her head to look at where I've gestured. "You don't know of Voltron?"
"Voltron?"
Two small children run up behind the woman, clutching onto her legs. Their eyes widen as they look at me, and the younger one tugs at the woman's shirt, her fingers moving with urgency.
"Voltron," the woman repeats. She shifts her body protectively, standing firmly between me and the children. Her gun doesn't waver as she studies me. "The Defender of the Universe. They set us free." Her lips press into a thin line. "We are free."
I frown, lowering my hands cautiously but keeping them visible. "I don't—I don't know what you're talking about," I admit, glancing back at the carvings.
Her grip on the gun tightens, the hesitation clear in her eyes. "You Galra don't belong here. Leave before I—"
A small voice interrupts her. "Mama," the younger child whispers, tugging on her skirt. "Mama, it's her."
The children peek out from behind her legs. "It's the one the Blue Paladin showed us," the older child says. "When he told us the story."
Tilting my head, my gaze passes over each of them.
Who is the Blue Paladin? What is Voltron? Does this have to do with my missing memories?
The woman narrows her eyes and shakes her head. The children cling to her legs, their tiny fingers clutching fabric as they peer up at her with pleading eyes.
"Mama, she looks just like the picture." There are hopeful smiles on their tiny faces. "Maybe she's here to help."
I blink, confused, but before I can ask anything else, Acxa jumps up in the air and plants four devices into the ground. She powers on some sort of force field, trapping the three Puigians inside.
My eyes widen as I look at her. "Acxa—"
"You were told to secure the area, not fraternize with the planet's inhabitants," she interrupts, pulling off her helmet. The glare she wears is sharp, cutting into me.
The force field casts a faint violet glow on the Puigians, and the mother clutches her children tightly, glaring at Acxa. Their trust in me evaporates, replaced by fear and anger.
I frown before forcing my gaze away. "You're right," I say quietly, swallowing hard. I step toward Acxa, my voice low. "But this wasn't necessary. They weren't a threat."
"Orders are orders." Acxa raises an eyebrow, shakes her head, grabs the gun from its holster, and mutters, "I told Lotor this was a foolish idea."
|••••••••••|
Standing on the building's balcony, my gaze lingers on the ocean in the distance and the Puigians' effort to rebuild their village. Behind me, Zethrid and Acxa have their guns trained on the man being held down by Ezor. He's on his stomach, looking between the six of us with widened eyes, and Ezor forcefully puts him on his knees.
I make my way into the room, looking at the crumbled pillars of the building's interior. Lotor stands in the center, watching as the Puigian leader struggles to break free, and takes one step forward, looking down at him.
The Puigian tries to get up, but Ezor's grip tightens, and she wags a finger as she leans down, eliciting a grimace.
"Who? Who are you?" the leader asks, staring at Lotor.
Acxa raises a brow, fixing him with a pointed look. "You dare speak to Prince Lotor?"
"Now, Acxa," Lotor states. "That's no way to treat our new ally. Let him continue."
The leader's eyes narrow, and his hands tighten on his knees. "We will not be enslaved again. We are free!"
Lotor looks at the man unamused. "According to whom? Your savior, Voltron? And where is your precious protector now? Gone. Leaving you with nothing but a hollow promise of freedom. And now you must answer for what you've done."
I stiffen behind Lotor, my heart racing.
Is he going to kill him?
The leader's eyes widen, and he looks down at the floor. "Please, spare my people." He closes his eyes. "Show them mercy."
"Mercy has never been the way of the Galra... until now." The leader opens his eyes, shocked, as Lotor crouches down to his level. "How would you like to become a valuable part of the new Empire? Join us and you'll never need Voltron again."
The leader's throat bobs up and down as he stares at Lotor.
Ezor smirks as she leans in and places her hands on the leader's cheeks. "Smile," she says. "We're a team now."
|••••••••••|
Sitting on the stairs at the foot of the throne, I glare at the projected map in the center of the bridge. I pick at my nails, my lips pressed into a thin line. Lotor and his Generals are in a different part of the ship discussing strategy in the lounge.
That planet was free—those Puigians were free, and we've just enslaved them all over again.
I close my eyes, guilt gnawing at me.
Stars above, what am I doing here?
"(Y/N)," Violet calls out in the depths of my mind.
My heart skips a beat, and my hands form into fists. "What do you want?"
"You're confused," she murmurs.
"Understatement of the millennium." I grit my teeth. "Are you that woman from my dreams? The one who refuses to give me a straight answer?"
"I..." She is silent for several ticks. "I am."
I gaze out at the stars, my eyes blank. My mind aches, my heart aches. It feels like I'm missing an integral part of my very soul.
"Do you know how to be anything besides the cryptic voice in my quiznaking head?" I snap internally. "Because from what I'm piecing together, you are why I'm back in this stars-forsaken Empire. I don't want to be here."
My body folds in on itself as I plant my elbows on the tops of my knees. I lift my hands and curl my fingers into my scalp, rubbing circles into my skin.
"I don't belong here. Or in the Galra Empire."
"You must have patience, my dear," she whispers.
"Patience for what?" I snap, growing more irritated. My nails dig into the skin of my palms as I exhale a sharp breath.
"Trust in the plan you came up with." Her presence is fading again. "Lotor is the priority."
"What does that mean?" My voice is desperate now. "What plan?"
Violet goes silent.
Stars above, I can't do this.
I drop my head to my knees, my heart sinking.
What is going on?
"(Y/N)?"
I flinch, looking up.
Lotor stands at the doorway, his silhouette framed by the light spilling from the hallway, before fully walking into the bridge. The doors hiss shut as he takes a seat beside me on the steps.
"You haven't said much since we boarded the ship," he says softly. "Something is bothering you."
I don't look at him as I say, "I'm fine."
"You know, pretending everything is fine has never suited you. You've never been good at hiding what's on your mind. Especially not from me."
Frowning, I meet his gaze. "Blue is the color of peace. Of power. Of freedom. Of hope." He stiffens beside me. "Your armor, your ship—you wear it with pride, yet..." My voice cracks. "You took the freedom from those Puigians, just like—" I cut myself off, guilty that the thought even crossed my mind in the first place.
He watches me, furrowing his brows. "Like Father," he finishes. "And yet, you wear his face."
The calm delivery in which he speaks the words makes them all the more devastating, and my heart turns to ash as I stare at him.
"How can you say that to me?" I whisper, the words trembling out of my mouth.
He tilts his head, pursing his lips. "Because it is true."
My fists clench at my sides, nails biting into my palms. "I'm not him. Don't you dare compare me to Father."
His eyes soften as he looks at me, burdened by what he sees. "His legacy lives in your features and in the way you hold yourself. Deny it all you like, but I see it."
I flinch as if struck, tears blurring the edges of my vision. "I'm nothing like that monster."
Lotor sighs and starts to reach for my hand, but hesitates. His fingers curl into a fist, and he stares at it for a moment before lowering it back into his lap.
"I do not compare you to him to condemn you," he says quietly, swallowing thickly. "I see him in myself when I lose my temper. I hear his words berating me, calling me weak and worthless." He inhales a shaky breath, and I frown as I stare at him.
I hesitantly place a hand on his knee, my thumb drawing small circles. When we were little, we would draw shapes on each other to help the other relax. The palm of my hand was where I preferred it most.
"Our lives are cursed by the blood of a tyrant," he continues, his eyes distant. "But you've no idea what I've endured while you were in cryostasis. Every word I speak, every move I make is weighed against Father. Everything I do is compared to him, and I am nothing more than an unworthy Prince."
My lips pull into a frown, and I hold his hand in mine. "And I am nothing more than a blood traitor. But you don't have to be like Father. These people—they can be free. You can be better."
Lotor's expression softens in a way that threatens to break me, and he looks away, though his hand squeezes mine.
"You are so full of idealism, but I'm not that little boy anymore. I haven't been for many millennia, not with all the blood on my hands." He chuckles humorlessly, a bitter sound. "You think I don't already know that the Galra do not want me in charge? They want Zarkon. They will always want Zarkon." He closes his eyes. "I ca—I can't allow Voltron to liberate these planets without any retaliation. If we show weakness now, the Empire will crush us. Believe me."
|••••••••••|
A hologram map flickers to life in the center of the bridge, casting a pale purple glow across the polished floor. I tilt my head, eyes narrowing as I study its shifting lines and glowing markers. My knees are drawn to my chest, arms wrapped loosely around them, and I lean partially against the cold edge of the throne.
"The poor little Blade of Marmora's defenses are spread so thin, they cannot defend any of the insurgent planets," Ezor says, her tone dripping with sarcasm.
Is the Blade of Marmora like Rez'or?
Lotor leans against the armrest of his throne with his cheek resting on his left hand. He looks almost bored. "And what about their rebellion?"
Kova purrs, swishing his tail.
Zethrid smirks as she turns to face him. "Crushed."
Acxa taps on the screen, and more holographic markers pop up. "As for the whereabouts of the Voltron Lions, we've had reports of Yellow and Blue in the Paglium quadrant. The Red one has been seen throughout these quadrants. And the Green one here, here, and here."
I stare at the Lions. My eyes linger on the Red Lion, but I do not truly know why.
Lotor's brows furrow as he studies the projection, flicking his eyes up to connect with Acxa's. "No Black Lion?"
She stares at him, shaking her head. "We've questioned the planet's inhabitants. No one has seen it."
Ezor shrugs. "It's like it just vanished. Poof."
"No Black Lion, no Voltron," Lotor concludes, sitting up. Kova is licking his paw. "Narti, go to Planet Puig and speak with their leader."
She signs something with her hand.
|••••••••••|
Acxa pilots the ship to the Northern part of Planet Puig, and all four Generals stand at their stations while I lean on a console, staring at Acxa's screen. She presses various buttons and gives Lotor a look. He stands, walks to the control console, and presses a speaker, leaning down to speak into the microphone.
Fighter jets are deployed as he speaks.
"Attention, Paladins of Voltron," he says. "This is Prince Lotor, son of Zarkon, Emperor Pro Tem of the Galra Empire. Surrender now, or you will be destroyed."
I glance out the viewport, raising a brow as I look at him. "What exactly are we doing here?" I ask.
Lotor smirks, his eyes glinting with mischief as he reaches over Acxa to bring up the camera feed. "I wish to see Voltron."
Acxa's fingers brush his as she taps the screen, and he clears his throat, taking a step back.
"Hey!" Ezor exclaims, looking back at us. "It's the black kitty!"
My nose wrinkles, and I stare at the markers. "Is there any way we can see it?"
Acxa nods with a faint smile, pulling the projection onto her screen. I tilt my head as I follow its movements, and it destroys several fighter jets with its light blue laser beam. The beast looks unlike anything I've ever seen before. Its body is black and gray, its eyes are a glowing yellow, and it has red wings on its back.
"Whoa," I whisper.
Lotor takes a step closer, studying the screen. "So, it survived," he murmurs. "Where are the others? Send out the rest of the fighters. Let's see if we can draw them out."
My brows furrow. "Are you trying to kill them?"
He lets out a half-hearted chuckle. "Not necessarily."
Acxa's gaze lingers on him, and I shrug, watching the Black Lion, amused.
Whoever's piloting it clearly wishes it moved faster because they struggle to outmaneuver the fighter jets. My eyes don't leave the Black Lion.
"There's still only three," Ezor says. The console beeps softly in the background. "Where's the rest of the party?"
Lotor's back presses against the wall, and he cups his chin. "Let's turn up the heat and see who comes to help," he says. "Zethrid, use the ion cannon to shoot the Black Lion."
Acxa opens her mouth, but closes it, focusing on her screen.
"Why the black one?" Zethrid asks, glancing over her shoulder.
His eyes sparkle with amusement. "There's something different about that Lion. Its pilot isn't in control." He glances at her, seriousness painting his features. "And, Zethrid? Just graze it. We don't want any permanent damage."
Zethrid's shoulders slump as she turns back to her controls. "Fine." Her fingers fly on the screen, and she fires the ion cannon at the Black Lion.
It spins out of control.
I snort, counting the ticks until it stops spinning, and Lotor chuckles softly. "Wow," I murmur to myself. "What a pilot."
All of a sudden, the Red Lion appears and glides through space, destroying several fighter jets.
Blinking, I stare at it, amazed by how fast it can fly.
Now that's a Lion I would like to ride.
"Aha," Lotor says, looking pleased. "Now, we're getting somewhere."
A loud rumble reverberates in the ship, and my head snaps toward the direction of the firing. "What was that?" I ask.
Acxa whips her head around to look at Lotor. "It's the Altean ship."
Together, the four Lions and Castle Ship destroy several fighter jets.
Lotor stares at the screen. "Zethrid, this is the moment you've been waiting for," he says. "Fire on the Altean ship with everything you have."
Her eyes widen with delight. "Yes, sir!"
He smirks. "If there's anyone else in there, this should bring them out."
Zethrid fires the ion cannon at the Castle Ship with a strong blue laser, hitting its particle barrier. I bite my bottom lip as the scanners show the Red Lion charging towards us. Its pilot pulls up at the last tick, and metal clangs echo in the bridge.
Lotor's face falls. "Did he just scratch my ship?" he asks incredulously.
Acxa bites the inside of her cheek, nodding as she pulls up the schematics. "It appears so, sir."
My eyes crinkle as I snort, and when I focus on Red again, it flies straight into a fighter jet, causing an explosion. I scratch the side of my head as the Yellow Lion spins.
What is it with these Lions and spinning?
"Look!" I exclaim, pointing to the screen. The Blue Lion appears.
Ezor straightens and smiles. "There are five kitties now."
Acxa turns around, glancing at Lotor. "What are your orders, sir? Should we fire on the Lions?"
Lotor shakes his head, climbing the steps to his throne. "No, we've seen enough. Retreat."
The ship goes into hyperdrive, and I watch the Lions disappear from my view, a slight frown tugging at my lips.
Goodbye, Voltron.
|••••••••••|
My hands grip the stairs as I glance back at Lotor. He's upside down as I lean, tilting my head. He looks down at me, quirking an eyebrow.
"You seem entertained," he observes, his tone sardonic.
I grin. "You're upset that the Red Lion scratched the paint off your ship."
A muscle in his jaw twitches, and he rolls his eyes, sulking in his seat.
Acxa glances at the two of us and sighs. "Prince Lotor is very particular about his ship."
Ezor snorts, quickly covering her mouth.
The computer beeps, and the camera feed of the five Lions is projected onto the screen.
"The Lions will be on us in one varga. What are your orders?" Acxa asks.
Zethrid spins, holding her fist out. "I say we turn around and start shooting."
Acxa's eyebrows furrow as she stares at the screen.
"We just learned all five Lions are operational. There's still much we don't know." Lotor stands. "Keep the cruiser on this heading until my return. Ready my fighter. I'm going to attack the Lions myself."
Nodding, Acxa focuses on her screen and inputs commands.
Zethrid frowns, disappointed with the turn of events. "You'll never take them all out alone."
Lotor pauses for a tick, peering at his Generals. "I'm not trying to."
"Should we deploy the other fighters?" Acxa asks.
"Not yet."
Keith's POV:
My hands tighten on the controls as I look at the scan of Lotor's cruiser through Black's screen. The screen flashes red, blinking, and I snap my head up to look at the space beyond.
KEITH: "I'm detecting movement."
Lance sighs. LANCE: "So much for the element of surprise."
We continue in our steady formation, and my nose twitches as I try to keep the doubt to myself.
The Black Lion chose me—I can do this. Can I do this, though? Shiro belongs here, not me.
HUNK: "It's just a single fighter. Where's the rest of them?"
The fighter jet is unlike any we've ever seen before, yet oddly familiar with its colors. Its metals are a mixture of dark and light grays with orange accents.
KEITH: "Probably scrambling as we speak." My hands grip the controls. "Let's take it out."
Powering on the thrusters, Black picks up speed, and the fighter also speeds up, but Lance comes from below me with Red, throwing me off course. My eyes widen, and I grit my teeth as I steady myself.
KEITH: "Lance, what are you doing?"
LANCE: "Sorry! Red here is a lot faster than I'm used to." He pauses. "Uh, where'd that fighter go?"
My eyes widen again, and I quickly scan out the cockpit's window. The fighter jet comes up from behind and opens fire.
"Why are you so damn slow?" I groan, pushing the controls further. My grip tightens, and I huff as more alarms beep, filling the cockpit with sound. "Come on, move!"
The fighter keeps their aim steady, and my jaw ticks. I veer left, but the fighter jet follows me.
I huff again. KEITH: "I can't shake him. Someone get this guy off my tail."
PIDGE: "Coming in on your six."
Continuing my descent, the fighter spins around me. Yellow, Green, and Blue open fire on the fighter, but one of the beams hits me, and I growl in frustration as Black shakes.
KEITH: "Allura!"
ALLURA: "I'm sorry, Keith!"
Rolling my eyes, I turn my attention back out the window. My face falls. Lance is flying around hopelessly with Red.
LANCE: "Seriously! Does this thing have brakes?"
My eyes narrow. KEITH: "You already scratched her when you nearly rammed her into Lotor's ship!"
The fighter jet opens fire again, and the Paladins struggle to get away.
HUNK: "Allura, Allura!"
The Blue Lion crashes into the Yellow Lion, and they spin out of control, nearly crashing into Red.
LANCE: "What's up with this guy? He's playing us against ourselves."
KEITH: "It's gotta be Lotor."
(Y/N), your brother is really getting on the last of my quiznaking nerves.
HUNK: "Ow. Allura, are you okay over there?"
ALLURA: "I'm fine, but these controls are not responding. Not like the Castle. What's wrong with you, Lion? Do as I command. Move!"
PIDGE: "Maybe someone should suggest to Allura that flying the Lion is different than flying the Castle."
LANCE: "Hey, I already told her that yelling at her Lion wouldn't work. Didn't go over well. She yelled at me, too."
HUNK: "Yeah, count me out. She scares me when she's under pressure."
ALLURA: "I can hear you."
They gasp.
PIDGE: "Keith, what should we do?"
KEITH: "How about this? Everyone, stay out of my way."
LANCE: "Great, great leadership."
KEITH: "Not the time, Lance!"
I pull on Black's controls, putting the thrusters to maximum power as I shoot at the fighter jet, barely avoiding its hits.
HUNK: "Hear me out: what if we ditch the fighter and ask for (Y/N) back? She's probably with Lotor."
Swallowing hard, I maneuver out of the shots fired at me.
Could (Y/N) really be aboard that ship?
LANCE: "I agree!"
Allura sighs. ALLURA: "She said she'd send a transmission when Central Command is secure. It's only been two and a half movements, give her time."
PIDGE: "But we could form a plan together this time."
KEITH: "Okay, enough." I shake my head. "Right now, we need to focus on escaping Lotor because this isn't working. We need to form Voltron. Everyone, in formation."
We fly up, but nothing happens.
"Perfect," I grumble, frowning.
HUNK: "Uh, guys. Guys, I'm not really feeling that Voltron feeling!"
KEITH: "Keep going."
Lotor's fighter jet trails us.
PIDGE: "It's not happening."
I grit my teeth, straining to keep flying up. KEITH: "What is going on?"
LANCE: "Guys, fighter."
Maybe I shouldn't have made us follow that tracker. We're not bonded enough as a team to form Voltron.
Lotor opens fire at us again, forcing us to enact evasive maneuvers.
Your POV:
The fighter jet returns to the ship, and I play with the loose strands of my braid.
Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate is what Violet said. Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate what? The Galra Empire?
I can't really do that if I'm here instead of Central Command. And why did Haggar and that Druid look at me like that?
Am I missing something?
LOTOR: "Acxa, set course for these coordinates. I'm going to lure the Lions there."
Acxa pulls them up on the screen, soft beeps echoing in the bridge. Her brows pinch together, and she looks up at Lotor, their eyes connecting through the transmission. "Thayserix? Why?"
LOTOR: "These are not the Paladins who defeated my father."
Ezor furrows her eyebrows, stepping closer to the screen and placing her hands on her hips. "What? How do you know?"
LOTOR: "They do not fight as a unit and are unable to form Voltron. Perhaps my father did as much damage to their team as they did to him. Whatever the case, they're vulnerable and we need to take advantage."
"Recalibrating your fighter to adjust for the atmospheric changes on Thayserix now," Acxa says.
Ezor leans in behind her shoulder and glances at her. "What? What happens on Thayserix?"
"The planet is made of dense gases and has unusual magnetic poles that distort and wreak havoc on normal sensors."
"Oh... so once the Lions are there, they'll be blind—no offense, Narti." Ezor's eyes widen as she turns around to look at her.
Turning her head, Kova's eyes narrow slightly as he purrs and Narti signs.
LOTOR: "Keep the cruiser in orbit around Thayserix and call in for reinforcements."
I walk up to the screen, furrowing my eyebrows. "Reinforcements? Why?"
LOTOR: "I believe the higher the stakes, the higher the likelihood of them forming Voltron."
"You're using fear to guide them?"
He smiles, showing his teeth. LOTOR: "Precisely."
His face disappears from the screen, and Acxa sighs, moving things around on the controls.
|••••••••••|
My eyes stay fixed on the screen, projecting all five Lions and Lotor's fighter jet. Thayserix is a large planet with towering pillars of rock protruding through the atmosphere from swirling white clouds, and electrical storms and lightning crackle around its surface.
Eventually, the Blue Lion crashes against a rock wall and spins out of control, and the Yellow Lion separates from the formation, going to its aid. The Green, Red, and Black Lions continue their pursuit before the Black Lion ultimately pulls back, the others following.
The paths of the Lions and the fighter jet diverge.
"So... where is the sixth Lion?" I ask, glancing between them with curious eyes as I stand to Acxa's left.
Ezor shakes her head. "There are only five."
"But on Planet Puig, I sa—"
"Voltron is traditionally just the five Lions," Acxa cuts in.
My shoulders slouch as the computer continues beeping.
"Stop toying with them!" Zethrid exclaims, putting her hands in the air. "Bring the pain!"
Acxa sighs, tucking her bangs behind her ear. "Must you always suggest explosions?"
She turns her head slowly, giving her a look. "I bet if you suggested it, Lotor would listen. He's known you the longest, after all."
Rolling her eyes, Acxa steps forward, inputting something on the keyboard.
"The longest?" I ask.
Ezor nods and points around the bridge. "Acxa for the longest, then Narti, me, and Zethrid."
I nod and look around. "So, do the four of you really just stand the entire time? Why is Lotor the only one with a seat?"
She shrugs. "Keeps us disciplined."
"Ah. Palen Bol."
A hint of a laugh escapes from Acxa, and she shakes her head, opening a hailing frequency. Two Galra Commanders appear on the screen. "Prince Lotor requires your assistance on Planet Thayserix," she states. "We expect you here immediately."
She ends the call, and they disappear from the screen. The tracking map of Thayserix appears again.
"Lotor is right on top of the Lions." Ezor chuckles to herself. "They have no idea."
Zethrid crosses her arms across her chest. "Why isn't he firing? He could be tearing them to shreds right now." She cups her hands around her mouth. "Blow them up, Lotor!"
Acxa gives her a sharp look, her lips forming a faint pout. "He can't. The area he's in is full of red syntian nitrate—a highly combustible gas that reacts violently to amplified emissions of light."
My head tilts, and I crouch to pet Kova, scratching the underside of his chin. "So if the Lions open fire, they're going to trigger bursts of fire?" I ask.
She nods, keeping her gaze fixed on the screen.
Zethrid chuckles. "Oh, this is gonna be good."
I bite my bottom lip, frowning. "I thought he wasn't trying to kill them."
"He's not," Acxa says, affording a reassuring smile. "He's trying to see how much the Lions can withstand."
A few doboshes pass, and all the Lions separate again.
Lotor chases the Blue Lion, and the Black Lion finds the Red Lion while the Green Lion finds the Yellow Lion. He opens fire as the Blue Lion reemerges, but its pilot steers forward.
Is that the Blue Paladin those children were talking about?
The fighter jet flies up, breaking through Planet Thayserix's atmosphere, and returns to the ship.
Meanwhile, all the Lions find each other again.
Two Galra cruisers and several fighter jets appear at our location as the doors to the bridge hiss open. Lotor steps through the threshold, taking off his helmet and sitting on his throne.
"Now what?" I ask, glancing behind my shoulder.
He looks thoughtful for a moment. "Now, we wait."
The computer beeps.
"I'm picking up an energy signature I haven't seen before," Acxa states as she clicks on different images, projecting them on the screen.
Lotor places his hands together, leaning forward as if waiting for something.
Breaking through the planet's atmosphere, Voltron emerges. One of the cruisers powers on its ion cannon, shooting it at Voltron, but it deflects the blast with its shield, destroying several fighter jets. The blast connects with a cruiser and explodes on impact, cascading the space around it with red and orange fire and smoke.
"Retreat," Lotor says evenly, reclining.
Voltron forms its sword and destroys the second cruiser as Acxa flies the ship away.
"Where are we going?" Zethrid asks, her eyes wide. "Voltron is back there. This is our time to fight!"
Lotor shakes his head, putting his hands together. "A leader must know when to leave the field of battle."
"They can form Voltron after all," Acxa says.
"We have accomplished what we have set out to do. Voltron is still operational."
"Will that be a problem?"
"No. An opportunity."
I glance outside the window, my eyes lingering on Voltron's retreating form. It soon disappears beyond the stars of this system, and my lips form a line.
I was part of Voltron.
Squinting my eyes, I peer slightly over my shoulder to look at my brother, his four Generals, and Kova.
Am I a spy?
Your POV; Memories—The Great Plan:
We disembark the Purple Lion, and Allura sits down on the floor, leaning her back against Violet's paw. I sit beside her, inhaling a deep breath as I fidget with the sleeves of my armor.
I smile faintly at the Paladin suit they had made just for me.
I'm going to have to leave it behind. And my bayard, I suppose.
"What is it?" Allura asks softly, pulling me out of my thoughts. "You've been off lately."
I turn my head to look at her better, and the worry in her gaze is genuine.
"Killing my father isn't going to be enough," I admit.
Her brows furrow. "What do you mean?"
"Emperor Zarkon is only part of the problem. If we are to take down the Galra Empire, we must take down the witch and her Druids, which can only be done internally. I can't put the team in jeopardy." I take a shaky breath. "Once Emperor Zarkon is killed, you must get everyone out of there."
She shifts to sit up further, her eyes widening. "(Y/N)—"
I take her hand in mine and gently squeeze it. "I trust you to keep the team safe—to get them out of there."
Allura frowns, looking down at our hands. "We're a team, you don't have to do this alone."
"I must." Tears build up in my eyes, and they escape as I look at her. "Swear to me that you'll get them out of there, no matter what happens."
Swear to me that you'll keep Keith safe.
She's silent for a tick before solemnly nodding and pulling me in for a hug. "I swear." Allura pulls back, and her frown deepens. "But why? Why not tell the team? Or Keith?"
Wiping the tears, I give her a small, watery smile. "If I tell Keith, then I'm not going to go through with it," I admit quietly, looking down at my hands. "I ca—I can't put that burden on him. It'll be too much on him."
I can't bear to watch the hurt in his eyes as I tell him I have to leave.
"What are you planning on doing?"
"Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate," I say, holding my fingers out. "Infiltrate: find out whatever more I can about what happens to the Empire after my father's passing. Evacuate: any Blade members, prisoners, and innocents stuck in the Empire. Annihilate: take out Haggar, her Druids, and those whose loyalties are to my father's ideals. I must pave the way for the next leader."
Allura shifts, turning back to look at Violet. "How do you know your plan is going to work?"
I grimace slightly, following her gaze. Staring at Violet, I bite my bottom lip. "I don't know if it will work."
This makes Allura's face fall further. "(Y/N), this is reckless."
Sighing, I nod as my shoulders slouch. "I know it is, but it's the only chance we've got. Once we defeat my father, Lotor will have to be summoned from wherever he's been during his exile to act as Emperor Pro Tem. The Galra Empire values its tradition, and he will be in charge until the funeral. Then the Kral Zera ceremony will take place one movement after the rites are read."
"To choose the new leader," she finishes quietly, letting out a sigh.
"It'll be okay," I say, trying to make my voice light. "If everything goes accordingly, I should be gone a phoeb at most."
I have to find out Lotor's plans and if he wishes to light the Flame himself. Keith will be fine. He has Shiro and the rest of the team.
Lotor is the priority.
Allura's face twitches. "How are you even going to do this? The Empire knows you're part of Voltron."
My lips form a line. "That's why I'm going to take out my memories and store them in Violet."
She shakes her head. "That's—"
"Necessary," I say, cutting her off. "Haggar and her Druids are going to search my mind to exploit my memories in hopes of gaining knowledge on all of you, the Blade, our plans—everything."
I close my eyes, tears threatening to spill again.
Haggar is going to use me just like she used me to get to Rez'or.
"I'm not putting your lives at risk, not when there's too much at stake," I whisper, my voice breaking. The tears fall, their warmth sliding down my cheeks. "I love all of you. You're my family, and I wish I could stay, but sometimes what we want isn't necessarily what we get. We have a mission that is more important than any one of us, and my life is not worth the entire universe."
This has to work. It will work.
Allura sniffles, wipes her eyes, and frowns. "What if Lotor throws you in prison? Or he tries to kill you?"
"He won't."
"How do you know?"
"Because he's my brother, no matter what."
"And Haggar? What if she and her Druids kill you?" Her words come out in a hushed whisper.
I shake my head, curling into myself. Swallowing hard, I stare at the floor, my eyes blank. "Haggar is far too cruel to kill me. She will see an opportunity in my presence."
She is going to try to break me.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
ahhhh i love all the overlapping!!!!!!! and i giggled so much when allura tried flirting with Blue in s3e3 because that's what lance does 😭 they're so funny puhlease.
I'm mainly doing this so I remember my train of thought for when I come back for editing. idk i kinda regret the split but i also really, really don't like season 3. the chapters with lotor are admittedly going to be shorter because i don't have an episode to follow per se. this fanfic is really just the VLD transcript with my sprinklings of y/n and lore.
I don't know if I'm writing this to the best of my ability, but essentially to recap what I'm trying to go for with this "Lotor is the priority" plan Violet's coerced y/n into involves her forgetting her time with team Voltron to gain Lotor's trust. She left team Voltron under the guise that everything would work out (Emperor Zarkon dies and Shiro doesn't "disappear" [cause he actually also dies...yeah]). She didn't think there'd even be a chance for him to be healed using quintessence because frankly, she doesn't know too much about the stuff. Keep in mind that she's young and she was in cryostasis. In VTLL, Zarkon isn't as obsessed about Voltron and quintessence early on (meaning when she was growing up), it's more of a slow descent into madness because he is emperor for 10,000 years. So to me, in makes sense that no one knows *what* Voltron is unless they are children of those who witnessed it but even then, again, it's 10,000 years. Voltron only becomes really well known after the second generation of paladins. I feel like the show is kinda whack with his reign being 10,000 years because you would think he would already have total universal domination idk ahsjfkdhs. I digress.
I tried to lean in on y/n's self-sacrificing tendencies (because she did grow up with the philosophies of __, or death. So honestly she's like "sacrifice, or death" (like Rez'or's philosophy...maybe??) compared to Zarkon's "victory, or death" and the BoM's "knowledge, or death". I don't know. That's kind of what I'm going for. She's also very much reckless for the sake of her character arc and honestly she's doesn't trust to tell the entire team what her plans specifically are because she was burned in the past. She needs to grow :) Hopefully, I'll flesh it out better?? I like the storyline but man I miss writing team Voltron.
also some important background is that our girl is severely sleep deprived and traumatized from violet's cryptic nightmare messages so she's not really thinking straight when she ditches the team. this is why it's important to think of long-term consequences to actions 😁 this all could've been avoided if she'd just open up to keith...
Chapter 20: "All I do, I do in the name of Galra."
Summary:
essentially season 3 ep. 4 to season 4 ep. 3
Notes:
i’m starting uni again really soon so all i’m feeling is this impending sense of doom and it’s really dulling my sparkle 💔
here’s what I’m going for: everything happens ✨simultaneously✨ we end season 3 and i have no idea what the timeline for season 4 is, but all the stuff in my head happens at the same time. the time had to pass somehow. i take back what i said about s4, i just don’t like episode 1’s treatment of keith (also it’s kind of ironic since pidge literally leaves in the next episode ahsjkl). i don’t really like season 3 in terms of team voltron, so that still stands.
s4 is very important in terms of characters arcs (keith leaving for BoM is something i like, i just wish they showed more of him, i love pidge’s arc, hunk and lance are fun, allura and coran are fun, and of course we have shiro 👀 i love shiro i loved him in season 1 i loved him in season 2 i just love him. did they bring him back too soon? maybe. but i love all shiros <3). lotor and his generals are fun too, i kind of screwed up their mysteriousness because i inserted y/n but #oh well. i still find it kinda bizarre that zarkon was still alive, but i digress.
also can we take the time to acknowledge that he knew who haggar was this entire time?? idk what i feel about honerva/haggar (because the Komar is EVIL bro i didn’t realize how bad it was until rewatching vld for this fic) but i don’t think she knew she *was* honerva until season 3’s finale. she spent 10,000 years not knowing who she is.
(click for) timeline with spoilers in case anyone's interested: ➭Wednesday, 11/12/2414: Chapter 20’s beginning where (Y/N) and Lotor star sleep for the first time since they were thirteen.
➭Thursday, 11/13/2414: (Y/N) and Acxa’s dining hall scene. Haggar sends General Raht to spy on Lotor’s cruiser.
➭Friday, 11/14/2414: General Raht is tortured and killed, leading to Lotor returning to Central Command with (Y/N) to confront Haggar (season 3, episode 5).
➭Saturday, 11/15/2414: Voltron enters another reality (season 3, episode 4). Lotor and his Generals steal the trans-reality comet, while (Y/N) is placed in her room. She has a dream with young Violet, leading to her regaining all her memories. Lotor and (Y/N) have a heated discussion.
➭Tuesday, 11/18/2414: Keith searches for Shiro again, and the Black Lion picks up Shiro’s signal, leading to the Paladins going through a wormhole to the fighter jet’s location. Shiro is nearing death, out of oxygen, etc., and is saved by Keith (season 3, episode 5 is one fixed week from s3e3).
➭Friday, 11/21/2414: Chapter 20’s Third Person POV. Keith has a conversation with Shiro upon waking up. Later that day, Lotor’s Generals steal the first trans-reality comet ship and a piece of the massive teludav in the Ulippa System. Team Voltron + Team Lotor encounter. The teludav piece is destroyed, but they escape with the ship and the comet.
➭Saturday, 11/22/2414: Team Voltron figures out Lotor’s plan (to cross into other universes and get the purest quintessence possible). Emperor Zarkon is awakened by Haggar (season 3, episode 7). (Y/N) remains in her room, not talking to anyone.
➭Sunday, 11/30/2414: Acxa goes to (Y/N)’s room.
➭Friday, 12/05/2414: (Y/N) watches her first segment of The Voltron Show.
➭December 2414: Team Voltron is on Olkarion; Keith leaves Voltron and joins the BoM full time (season 4, episode 1).
➭Late December 2414, early January 2415: Team Voltron shows across planets; the Voltron Coalition grows (season 4, episode 5).
➭Saturday, 12/20/2414: Acxa turns 40 years old.
➭Friday, 01/02/2415: (Y/N) watches The Voltron Show with Acxa and Lotor (season 4, episode 4). This is the first time (Y/N) sees Lotor in person since Saturday, 11/15/2414.
➭Tuesday, 01/13/2415: Pidge finds Matt (season 4, episode 2). Hunk turns 18.
➭Wednesday, 01/14/2415: Matt meets Team Voltron. Chapter 34, part XII: Lotor and Narti go to the Central Command, where Emperor Zarkon relieves Lotor of his position. Hunk, Pidge, and Matt combine their intel to create “the best anti-Galra intelligence mining operation in this or any other reality”. Chapter 34, part XII: Acxa and (Y/N)’s conversation. Chapter 20, the Galra open fire on Lotor’s cruiser, forcing them to evacuate, and Narti is slain by Lotor (season 4, episode 3).
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Chapter Text
Your POV:
The mattress dips underneath my weight as I stare at the ceiling. Sleep eludes me, and I huff, whipping around the bed and thrashing my feet beneath the blanket. My head sinks further into the pillow, and I groan, grabbing one to cover my face with it.
Come on, (Y/N). Go to sleep. Go to sleep.
Three more dobashes pass, and I count the ticks to lull me to sleep.
But it doesn't work.
Nothing is working.
I let out a frustrated sigh, tossing the pillow and rolling onto my side. I glance at the door, staring at it for a long moment before standing. My hair falls messily around my face as my bare feet touch the cool metal flooring of the ship, and I scour the room for a pair of slippers.
With a sigh, my fingers clench around the long sleeves of my nightgown, and I fiddle with the delicate fabric, glancing at my bed and then at the door again.
Before I can second-guess myself, I grab a pillow and blanket.
Just as the doors slide open, I blink. Once. Twice. Three times.
Lotor stands tall, and his hair shimmers faintly in the dim light of the corridor. His lips part as if to speak, but no words come out. In his arms are blankets and pillows. He looks as stunned as I feel.
"(Y/N)," he finally mumbles, his voice soft.
My head tilts to the side as I clutch the blanket tighter against my chest, shifting awkwardly.
"Lotor," I say simply.
"You're awake."
"Yup. And it seems you are, too."
He huffs a quiet laugh, shifting awkwardly as his eyes dart around. "I wanted to see if you'd like to do what we'd do when we were little."
I blink up at him, startled by the suggestion. "Star sleep? Really?"
His lips twitch into a faint smile. "Of course. It was your favorite, wasn't it?"
"It was," I admit with a slow nod, my lips forming a small smile. "I'd love to star sleep."
Lotor gestures toward the corridor, stepping aside to let me out of the room. I follow him quietly, our slippers making gentle shuffles as we walk. We don't speak, but the silence between us feels comfortable.
He leads us to the observation deck of the cruiser, and my lips part in awe.
The room is dark except for the glow of the stars beyond the thick glass. It's vast and quiet, the galaxy spreading out like a painting.
Lotor sets the pillows and blankets down in the middle of the floor, and I do the same beside him before moving to the viewport to look out at the endless expanse of stars.
"It's beautiful," I murmur, breaking the silence.
"It always is," Lotor agrees, busying himself. He arranges our bedding until it resembles the cozy, makeshift nests we used to make as children.
I lay down first, curling up beneath a blanket, and Lotor settles beside me, close enough that our shoulders touch.
It feels like we're children in Central Command again, dreaming about the future and sharing secrets under the cover of stars.
"I missed this," I say quietly.
"Me too."
I turn my head to look at him. "We never said goodbye."
"We never had the chance to." He continues to gaze at the stars, his expression thoughtful. "I hated Father and Haggar for separating us. I thought if I could become strong enough, powerful enough, maybe I could see you again. But then..."
I study his profile, the sharp lines of his face softened by the glow of stars. My voice trembles as I respond, saying, "I thought you forgot about me. Or that you didn't care anymore."
His head whips toward me, his eyes wide and full of regret. "Never." He reaches out, hesitates, and then lets his hand rest on mine, a cautious but comforting touch. "You've always been with me, even when we were apart. Not one quintant has gone by where I haven't thought of you."
A lump forms in my throat. "Even after all this time?"
"Especially because of that. I have many regrets," he whispers, his voice cracking. I curl closer to him, resting my head against his shoulder. The tension in his body eases, and he leans into the contact, his arm wrapping around me protectively. "The last time we star slept... I regret ignoring you. Of not being a kinder brother. I've carried that memory for centuries."
Tears prick at the corners of my eyes, and I hold my pinky out. "I love you to the stars and back," I declare.
Lotor smiles faintly, a distant look in his eyes, and his pinky links with mine. "I love you to the stars and back," he echoes.
When we unlink, I shift and move to my stomach, tucking my arms beneath my pillow as I watch him. He tilts his head, quirking an eyebrow.
My eyes narrow, curious. "So you've been alive this entire time?"
He sighs, shaking his head. "My age is quite a complicated matter."
"You just don't want to admit you're old," I say through strained laughter.
"I am hardly that old. Take that Galra you used to fancy—the one we'd train with sometimes." Lotor rolls his eyes. "Stars above, how utterly enraptured you were by Sendak."
My laughter dies down, and I turn on my back, scoffing. "Don't bring him up."
He peers over at me. "What did happen between the two of you? I haven't seen him, well, since I was thirteen."
My hands clench the fabric of my blanket, my knuckles white as I shake my head, trying to gather my thoughts. "Sendak ruined my life."
Lotor's brows knit together as he shifts, leaning slightly closer. "What do you mean?"
"I don't need you to say I told you so, but... Sen's the reason for my imprisonment," I say quietly, my eyes blank. The reason all my friends died, why our Dayaks died, why Rez'or failed, why—I swallow the bitterness down. "Stars above, how I wish to kill him. Slowly. Painfully."
I close my eyes, imagining running a blade through his heart, watching as he withers onto the floor and coughs up blood. Lotor sniffles beside me, and I open my eyes, glancing at him with a raised eyebrow.
"Stop crying," I chide, reaching out and lightly flicking his forehead. "You're ruining my planning."
He scowls, shifting away from me. "You quiznaking fool, I'm not crying."
I smirk, pushing myself upright, elbows resting on my knees. The corners of my mouth tug upward, all mock sympathy. "Sure, sure. Not crying."
He rolls his eyes, wiping at the corner of one of them quickly, his pride clearly bruised. "You're insufferable."
I grin wider, full of amusement, and flop back down onto the blankets, my spine sinking into the nest of fabric.
"So," I say with airy nonchalance, "is there a particular Galra you fancy, brother? A General, perhaps? With horns?"
The color drains from his face so fast it's almost comical. He yanks the blanket off me in one swift motion, the rustle of fabric loud in the hush. "Stars above, some things never change. You really are insufferable."
Snorting, I lift my feet and plant them against his back, using him as leverage to tug the blanket back. "Oh, come on."
He sniffles again, inhaling a sharp breath.
My smirk falters, and I pause, pursing my lips as I stop tugging. "Sorry. Did I hurt your back, old guy?"
"It's nothing," he mumbles, moving to get more comfortable. "I simply... cannot believe you're here."
A long sigh slips from me as I settle again, arms folding under my head. The quiet stretches, filled with the distant hum of the ship, and I absently trace invisible shapes on my palms with one fingertip, letting the silence grow around us.
"Hey, Lotor?" I ask, my voice quieter now.
"Hmm?"
"How long have you known Acxa?"
He pauses as if weighing his reply. "A decade next phoeb."
I whistle low. "Wow."
"What?"
A teasing grin spreads across my face before I can stop it. "Nothing. That's just a long time to be stuck dealing with you."
He exhales, a breath halfway between a laugh and a scoff. "Good night, (Y/N)."
|••••••••••|
In the dining hall of the cruiser, Acxa sits across from me as I eat. Her eyes fix on the map projected on the table, and papers scribbled with notes are scattered neatly around her.
My head tilts, and I chew slowly, setting the spork down.
They seem to be coordinates of some kind, and I lean in closer to read.
She peers up at me. "Yes, Princess?"
My eyes widen, and I focus on the purple food goo in my bowl. "What are you doing?"
Acxa keeps her focus on the hologram map. "Planning."
"For what?"
"A mission."
She doesn't say much, does she?
My shoulders slump slightly.
"Blue suits you," I say with a small smile, nodding toward the navy tank top clinging to her. It's simple, but hugs her just right, and the dark fabric complements her luminous complexion.
Her skin gleams under the light panels, a faint flush coloring her chest and collarbones.
Did she just come back from training?
She glances at my attire before her eyes connect with mine. "And red suits you."
Furrowing my brows, I look down at the armor I'm wearing, and meet her eyes. "But I'm not wearing red."
The corners of Acxa's mouth twitch as she focuses on the map again. "I know."
|••••••••••|
Quiet pings pulse through the ship, and I pick at the edges of my nails with a pout.
This is so boring.
"Prince Lotor," Acxa says, her fingers pausing on her controls as she glances behind her shoulder. "That anomaly is registering on our scanners again."
Lotor sits up, his gaze raking over the screen. "Get the coordinates. I want a visual."
She nods and returns to her controls.
I keep my eyes fixed on the screen, reading over the flashes of Galran characters as the system scans our surroundings.
"There's nothing," Acxa says, a hint of a frown on her lips.
Zethrid focuses on the screen, and Narti pets Kova's forehead.
Ezor turns around and asks, "What are you expecting?"
Lotor furrows his brows. "I don't think three strange readings in a day are a coincidence."
"We're being followed?" Zethrid asks.
Acxa's eyes lock with Lotor's. "We'd know."
I tilt my head. "Not necessarily," I say, looking between them.
Lotor nods. "If they had our scanner protocols, they could counteract our measures."
Acxa's brows knit together, and she purses her lips. "Who would know our protocols other than the Galra?"
It probably is the Galra.
He frowns, reading the screen. "Bring up heat detectors and set blasters to fire around the anomaly."
"Around it?" Zethrid asks, raising a fist. "I say we hit it!"
Acxa's right. She's very trigger-happy.
Lotor narrows his eyes. "I want to know who's after me."
"Yes, sir," Acxa states, pressing various buttons.
The ship opens fire, sending multiple laser blasts around the anomaly's location. A few ticks later, movement is projected onto the screen.
"It is a Galra fighter," she says, eyes wide.
Lotor leans in on his throne, putting his hand on his chin. "Let's invite our guest aboard."
The firing lures the fighter jet to the front of the cruiser, and Narti presses a button, powering on the tractor beam to pull it to the ship.
My nose scrunches as I turn to look at Lotor. He stands, interlaces his fingers, and cracks them.
"Are you going to torture them?" I ask.
Lotor glances at me, his lips pulled into a line. "Torture is such a crude word, sister," he says, his voice calm but laced with an edge of amusement. "Let's call it... a discussion."
Grimacing, I stare at the camera feed of the hangar bay.
|••••••••••|
I hold the severed prosthetic arm of General Raht in my hands, its cool grey surface gleaming under the corridor lights. Its design is spiked like a mace with black, skeletal fingers that twitch faintly even now, as if still attached to a living body. I purse my lips, trying to hide the churn of unease in my gut.
Raht had been discarded without ceremony. Lotor and his Generals had no more use for him after he surrendered the intel they wanted. The moment Lotor discovered it was Haggar who'd sent Raht, who had been sent to keep an eye on him and report any suspicious behavior, he ordered the cruiser to return to Central Command.
And he took me with him. No questions. No explanation.
Now, Lotor's lips are drawn into a thin, hard line as he snatches the arm from my grasp. He doesn't look at me as he starts walking, and gestures for me to follow.
I fall in step beside him, my boots echoing against the floor.
The corridors are steeped in violet light, flickering faintly from the panels embedded in the ceiling and walls. The glow washes everything, and I stare straight ahead, my brow furrowed, determined not to linger on the chill that creeps up my spine simply by being on board.
I really, really don't want to be on this damn ship.
We round a corner, and I freeze at the closed doors, turning to glance up at him. "Lotor, we're not allowed in here. This is Haggar's lair."
His grip on the arm tightens as he shakes his head, and the doors slide open.
I pause at the doorway as he walks forward.
In the distance, Haggar stands in the center of her lair with her back facing us.
Lotor takes several long strides, causing her to turn around, and throws the arm down. It lets out a loud clang as it meets the floor, and he clenches his fists by his sides.
"Stop sending your cronies after me," Lotor demands through gritted teeth.
She lifts her chin to watch him. "I know many ideas float through your head, just like your father. But the Galra Empire needs your leadership in these troubling times."
He stiffens. "I am the leader!" Lotor turns around and peers over his shoulder. "But I am not my father."
The witch's glowing yellow eyes meet mine, and a shiver runs down my spine.
Haggar raises her hand, gesturing for me to step into her lair.
Lotor glances between us and moves to block my path instinctively, his sharp gaze locked on her. "If you have something to say to my sister, you say it to me."
She tilts her head, a faint, unsettling smile playing on her lips. "Come, Va'tara."
Stars above how I detest that damn tone. Is she going to sap me? Quiznak. Am I going to die?
I keep my eyes cast down as I step around Lotor, careful to keep my distance.
There are glowing jars, artifacts, weapons, and bones covering her shelves, and the air reeks of dark magic.
My heart thunders within my chest.
Calm down. Everything is going to be okay.
"Tell me, child," she whispers, raising her hand beneath her cloak. The room feels like it's suffocating me, and shadows surround us. My eyes flicker to the dark magic building up on the tips of her fingers, and Lotor stiffens behind me. The magic is subtle, but we catch it. "Where do your loyalties lie?"
Raising my eyes to meet hers, I force myself to keep my expression neutral.
"I am devoted to the Galra Empire," I say earnestly, bowing my head. "All I do, I do in the name of Galra. Vrepit Sa." My hand goes over my heart as I speak the words, pressing my trembling fingers deeper into my chest.
Lotor narrows his eyes as he steps forward, his boots echoing through the lair. Haggar's magic wavers, and I keep myself in place.
"I have already told you, her loyalty is not for you to question, witch," he spits out, blocking me from view.
"Of course, my lord," she replies evenly.
"Keep that wretched magic away from her."
Haggar smirks, meeting his eyes. "Careful, zi'vaek Va'tar. I'd hate for the Princess to share the same fate as your Queen."
My lips pull into a frown, and I glance between them.
What is she talking about? What Queen?
Lotor grits his teeth and wraps a hand around my wrist, pulling me toward the exit. Haggar doesn't move or stop us as she watches us leave. The moment the doors slide shut behind us, he releases a sharp breath, his shoulders taut with restrained anger.
He rubs his forehead, his jaw quivering. "Damn witch," he mutters under his breath, taking large strides down the corridor.
I quicken my pace to catch up to him.
His hands remain clenched, but he shakes his head and releases, his shoulders sagging slightly.
"Why did you bring me with you?" I ask, swallowing the lump in my throat.
Lotor slows his steps, his sharp profile illuminated by the faint purple glow of the corridor lights. He stops, turning to face me fully. "I'm afraid my reason was entirely selfish," he says quietly, his voice low and steady. "I had to see where your loyalties lie."
My heart sinks, but confusion rises over the bitter taste of betrayal. "Where else would they lie? And what Queen was—"
His face contorts with grief. "Enough."
There's finality in his tone, and he turns away before I can press further.
"Just tell me the truth," I say, catching up.
Lotor trembles as he strides, haunted, and doesn't dare look at me. "Queen Ven'tar of Planet Maur," he whispers, and the pain in his voice is unbearable. "That is who Haggar was referring to. The woman she murdered—ma dalede."
His joy.
|••••••••••|
I sit on the stairs of Lotor's throne while Zethrid, Ezor, and Narti stand, signing things to each other. Kova purrs at my feet, and I tilt my head, sipping on a juice pouch as I pet him.
I need to learn sign language.
Another fighter jet hurtles toward the swirling white energy, but it erupts in flames the moment it touches the light. An old Altean ship is trapped in the rift, and Lotor is determined to claim whatever lies beyond it.
"What number is this?" I ask, looking up.
"Ninth of today," Zethrid replies, grinning widely at the fire.
Metal debris explodes around the vessel, but the Altean ship remains unmoved.
Ezor tilts her head, crossing her arms. "Do you think it's even possible to get it out?"
Narti signs, and Zethrid shrugs. Kova stretches, arching his back and letting out a yawn that displays his canines. I flash mine at him, and he fixes me with a look before stalking toward Narti.
The Generals are entirely focused on the viewport as the doors to the bridge hiss open. Lotor enters with Acxa at his side, both moving with calculated composure.
He offers her a water bottle, their fingers brushing in a fleeting touch. His other hand tugs subtly at the cuff of his armor, adjusting it to conceal the dark blue ribbon tied around his wrist.
What is that for?
Without a word, Lotor turns and sinks into his throne with practiced ease.
Acxa's cheeks are still flushed, and she clears her throat softly, taking a long drink to buy herself a moment as she heads toward her station. Her gait is steady, but there's a faint stiffness to her posture that doesn't escape my notice.
Lotor tosses a nutritional bar in my direction without sparing me a glance. I catch it midair, the wrapper crackling loudly as I rip it open.
"Where were you?" I ask, scarfing it down.
"Strategy meeting," he replies coolly, eyes fixed ahead.
I raise a brow. "Just you and Acxa?"
He relaxes into his seat. "Yes."
I slurp the rest of my juice pouch obnoxiously, swinging my legs over the edge of the stairs, and lean my elbows on my knees as I give him a look. "You're both sweaty."
Lotor arches a brow. "We were also sparring."
"You two sure spar a lot," I mumble, noting the fresh bruise beneath Acxa's jaw.
His gaze drifts to Acxa before fixing on the ship's trajectory. "Multitasking is practical given our busy schedules."
With a shrug, I toss my empty juice pouch at Kova. He yelps and pounces, shredding into the foil with his claws.
I smile and glance up at Lotor, who is now scrolling through his datapad with a perfectly composed expression, one leg crossed over the other.
Acxa tucks a loose strand of hair, tapping the screen of her control console as she buries herself in work.
Squinting, I watch her as silence fills the bridge and chew the last bite of the bar thoughtfully, letting my eyes flick from Acxa to Lotor and back.
I slide down a step, and from this angle, I can see the faintest sheen of sweat still clinging to the edge of Acxa's temple. Her eyes flick toward the reflection in the glass more than once, and that's when I realize she's watching him.
Are they—
Biting the inside of my cheek, I shake the thought away.
No, he would've told me.
Zethrid chuckles, watching as a tenth ship explodes.
I lean back on my hands, blowing a strand of hair from my face. "Can I pilot the next fighter in?"
Lotor glances at me over the top of his datapad and scoffs. "No."
"No, like... 'no, it's too dangerous' or 'no, I can't afford to lose my favorite sister'?"
"No, as in, I'm not letting you anywhere near certain death. It's too reckless." He pauses, shutting the datapad. "And you're my only sister."
"I'm not that reckless," I mutter, my lips forming a pout.
Acxa powers on an alarm, and it makes faint beeping sounds.
"What kind of signal is that?" I ask, glancing at her. "I've never heard anything like it before."
"It's an old Altean distress code," Lotor replies simply, standing to move to her left. "Voltron's compositional strength far exceeds anything else in this universe. If anything can make it through the hole, it's him."
My head tilts on its own accord. "You're... cloning the signal to lure them in?"
"Yes." He folds his arms across his chest, leaning against the wall as he looks out the viewport. "Now we wait."
|••••••••••|
"Amazing," Acxa says in awe as she stares at the hologram map in the center of the bridge. "Your theory about Voltron was finally proven correct."
"I was personally hoping to see some more fireworks when it hit that energy swirl." Zethrid shrugs with a small smile. "I guess all of the previous attempts to get it out were just more enjoyable to watch." She pauses and makes a face. "For me, not for your pilots."
Lotor's eyes stay locked on the map as he rubs his thumb across his chin. "Voltron made it through because he is made of the same material as that trans-reality comet that King Alfor tried to hide from my father. The same as the one that crashed on Planet Daibazzal millennia ago. Now let's see if the new Paladins bring it back out to us."
My eyes flicker over the projection, my brows furrowing in confusion.
What is a trans-reality comet?
Ezor tilts her head. "But what if Voltron is unable to escape the other dimension?"
Acxa turns her head to the right. "It's another reality, Ezor," she corrects.
She places her hands on her hips and slouches, letting out an exasperated sigh as she glares at Acxa. "What if they aren't able to escape the other reality?"
Lotor purses his lips. "They will make it out with the comet, and we will take it from them."
"What do you need the comet for?" I ask.
The room falls silent, and I look between all of them.
My eyes widen, and realization dawns on me. "You're going to build ships?"
Acxa frowns and looks at Lotor. "Sir—" she starts.
"Yes," Lotor states evenly.
Shaking my head, I stand. "Are you a quiznaking fool?" I snap. "If Father ever—"
He crosses his arms over his chest. "Father is on his deathbed. You can thank Voltron for that."
I flinch, taking a step back.
The rift in space shines a bright light before disappearing out of existence.
Turning around, I blink. "Where'd it go?" I demand, stepping to the window. "Where are the Paladins?"
Lotor sits up, his head tilting. "I thought they would bring the ship out to this reality." He pauses and shrugs. "I'm sure they'll figure it out."
I clench my hands into tight fists, but before I act on my impulses, the whirring of weapons snaps me out of it. All four Generals have their guns pointed at me, and I freeze, my heart hammering in my chest as I take a small, hesitant step back, slowly raising my hands.
My gaze darts between them.
"Stand down!" Lotor exclaims and rises from his throne, his eyes narrowing as he sweeps his gaze across the room.
The Generals hesitate, their weapons remaining raised for a heartbeat longer than I'm comfortable with, but they slowly lower them.
Lotor stops in front of me, blocking the others from my view. "Why do you doubt me?"
"Because the universe already has Voltron. It doesn't need anything else." I lift my chin, refusing to shrink under his scrutiny. "You're risking the lives of the Paladins for your own gain."
"I see."
He studies me for a long moment, a frown tugging at his lips as his eyes flicker toward Acxa. There's a subtle, slight dip of his head and the flash of regret in his gaze as the sharp whir of a weapon hums through the tense silence of the bridge.
A burst of electricity rips through me as Acxa's stun shot hits its mark.
My muscles seize, white-hot pain beneath my skin, and my vision swims as the world tilts sideways. My knees give out, and the floor rushes up to meet me, but I don't hit it because Lotor catches me. My body goes limp in his arms, and I want to fight, to stand, to demand answers, but my body betrays me.
I want to beg him not to do this, to plead for an explanation I'm not even sure I want, but the words slip away before they can even form.
Lotor's grip on me shifts, and I'm lifted off the ground as my mind falls into a dizzying haze.
He's going to lock me away like Father did. He's going to trap me.
His voice is low, almost lost in the fog, as he whispers, "I'm sorry."
I blink, trying to focus on him, but I can't hold out anymore.
|••••••••••|
Violet sits in a field of wildflowers, humming softly to herself. Two braids pull her hair back from her face, and different drawings of Lions surround her. Her fingers delicately hold a shimmering pink flower with a golden yellow pistil.
She isn't wearing the faded burgundy gown with yellow embroidery I've seen before. Instead, she is wearing a purple one with burgundy royal markings.
I tilt my head as I walk to her. "What are these?" I ask, crouching down beside her.
Violet doesn't hear me, setting the flower down to open up her sketchbook. She flips through various drawings of animals and plants, stopping on a page titled Altean Juniberry Flowers.
My breath hitches as I stand, looking around.
The field is lush with green grass, and mountains sprawl in the distance beneath the bright blue sky littered with white clouds.
She scribbles the date beneath the drawing, her letters an elegant script, and shifts to her knees, packing the blue satchel with Altean markings. She places the sketchbook inside, along with her colored pencils and pens.
My eyes linger on the schematics of a robotic Purple Lion, and dozens of mathematical equations circle it, as well as small notes about alchemy.
Is that Voltron?
She rises to her feet and walks through the flowers, the hem of her gown brushing their petals.
"Are we on Altea?" I ask, trailing behind her.
Violet continues walking, and the sound of her humming grows faint as the scenery begins to shimmer, blurring at the edges like a fading dream.
I quicken my pace, desperate to catch up. "Violet!" I call out, my voice breaking the serenity of bird chirps in the meadow.
She halts, her back to me. The wind plays with her braids, and she turns slowly, her gaze distant, as though she's seeing through me. She furrows her brows and her lips part, but she says nothing.
"Violet," I say again, softer this time, taking a tentative step closer. "Where are we? What is this place?"
Her gaze sharpens, her bright eyes meeting mine, but there is no ancient sorrow in their depths. The woman who stands before me is unburdened, her eyes reflecting light.
She tilts her head, studies me, and smiles, her teeth dazzling in the sunlight.
"Are you a messenger of the stars?" Violet asks, her voice hopeful. Her gaze sweeps over me, curiosity and excitement mingling in her expression. "Mother says it is a great honor to be bestowed such a title."
I blink, startled. "No, I'm not—I mean, I don't think so," I stammer, glancing down at myself as if my appearance might offer some clue.
My brows furrow.
I'm not in armor, I'm in a red and burgundy gown.
What the quiznak is going on? And what am I wearing?
My eyes meet hers again. "I thought you were a messenger of the stars. I'm looking for answers."
Violet hums thoughtfully as she nods. "Sometimes the answers we seek lie not in the stars but in the soil beneath our feet."
I tilt my head. "What does that mean?"
She laughs softly, the sound like a gentle breeze through the meadow. "It simply means that some truths must be unearthed by our own hands."
Frustration bubbles inside of me. "What truths?"
Violet rolls her eyes, shakes her head, and lowers herself onto the ground. "There is a path set before you, but the choices are still yours to make," she says, digging her hands into the fertile soil.
I lower myself next to her. "No, they're not."
I have listened to your cryptic messages, and all it's done is bring me hardship.
She remains undeterred, a small smile still on her features as her fingers become caked in soil. With a gentle motion, she draws a circle. The symbol glows faintly with a soft, ethereal blue light.
I blink, my voice cracking as I ask, "I—what are you doing?"
Violet keeps her eyes trained on the circle, filling it with smaller circles. "This is the Karthulian System." She smiles as she points to the different planets. "This is Altea, and this is Daibazaal." She draws lines in the soil. "These are the stars of Gala."
My head tilts as I follow the movements of her fingers. "Why are you showing me this?"
She turns to look at me. "Because the stars will mourn your failure."
My breath catches in my throat, and I narrow my eyes. "This again?"
"Fire, Water, Land, Forest, Sky, and Time—these stars will mourn your failure." Her voice is softer now, her eyes distant as her head bows. She sighs, destroying the image on the ground.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. "Why can't you just be straightforward for once?"
She reaches out, her hands taking mine. "Dig."
My nose scrunches as my hands come into contact with the soil. It's soft, crumbly, and almost sticky from water against my skin. It covers my hands, traveling beneath my fingernails, as Violet continues pressing them into the surface.
"Dig?" I ask, peering at her.
Violet nods, moving her hands to guide mine.
Slowly, my hands cup the soil and unearth it.
I blink rapidly as the image of the man haunting my dreams sharpens.
He is lying on the bed beside me, his hair tousled from sleep. His eyes are shut, and he looks peaceful. I can hear his soft breath in my ear and smell the scent that is him. I can feel his warmth, and my heart aches at the sight, suddenly remembering his name.
"Keith," I whisper, my voice breaking.
I reach out, trying to touch his face, but the image disappears.
Violet stares at me, her eyes reflecting wisdom that goes well beyond her years. "The memories you have sought are just below the surface."
The dream begins to fragment, and the edges of the meadow ripple like water, but my hands dig in a desperate attempt to regain more memories.
I don't notice Violet as she leaves, hear her as she hums softly to herself, or see how her gaze lingers on an Altean woman in the distance.
All I do is focus on digging.
|••••••••••|
My eyes open slowly.
Swallowing hard, I groan as I sit up, my limbs stiff and my mind throbbing.
I remember everything.
Lotor is sitting on the edge of the bed with his arms crossed. His posture is tense, and his head bows as if lost in thought.
"You're awake," he says, not looking at me.
I rub my temples, the sting of betrayal fresh in my chest.
"What the quiznak, Lotor?" My voice comes out hoarse and shaky, but the anger in it is undeniable.
He turns his gaze toward me, and guilt floods his eyes as they bore into mine. "I couldn't let you jeopardize everything."
I throw the blanket covering me off and swing my legs over the side of the bed, my fingernails clawing into the plush mattress. "Jeopardize what? Your little Empire-building scheme? Or your obsession with proving you're better than Father?"
His jaw tightens, and he rises to his feet, towering over me. "Why does everything revert back to him? Do you think I'm doing this for power? For ambition?"
I stand, swaying slightly but refusing to back down. "Aren't you?" I snap. "You're trying to build your own Voltron—something. I don't quiznaking know! People are dying. The universe is being destroyed for that damnable quintessence, and you're going to deliver the comet right to him!"
"I'm not delivering anything to him. Please," he says. "You're my sister."
Don't let him manipulate you, (Y/N).
My hands clench into fists, and a muscle in my jaw ticks. "Do you plan on stunning me every time I disagree with you?"
Lotor exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair as he begins to pace. "You don't understand. I ca—why can't you just trust me?"
I cross my arms, narrowing my eyes. "Because you had me stunned, Lotor!"
He stops pacing, whirling on his heel. "And you have been with Voltron instead of coming back home!"
The room falls silent.
My heart skips a beat as I blink, taking a step back.
"What?" I whisper.
Lotor's fists clench at his sides, and he shakes his head. "You heard me."
"You've known this whole time?"
His eyes blaze with intensity as he steps closer. "I don't know what happened to your memories, but I'll be damned if I'm going to let you or Voltron get in my way. You're not leaving my cruiser. I am not losing you again."
I inhale a shaky breath, my anger flaring as I shake my head frantically. "No, you can't. You can't control me like you do your Generals."
Lotor walks toward the doors and turns around to glance at me. He smirks, but it's bitter and void of his usual charm. "I'm not trying to control you, but you're reckless. You always have been."
"You don't get to talk to me about recklessness," I growl. "You are a liar. And you're leading us to destruction, just like—"
"Don't you dare compare me to Father!" Lotor's brows pull closer together, and his lips curl into a sneer as his roaring voice echoes off the walls. He shakes his fist in the air, making various gestures. "I am nothing like him!"
I cower back, my eyes wide and body trembling as my lips quiver. My breath comes in short gulps, and I can't tear my eyes from him or his hand.
His chest heaves with rage, but then he stares at me, realization settling in his eyes.
I wrap my arms around myself, trying to hold the shaking in as my expression hardens. "Get. Out."
Lotor moves toward me, and I recoil instantly, my face twisting with a mixture of fear and disgust.
He freezes, his jaw trembling as he rasps, "You... I—"
"Get out!" I shout, my voice breaking.
The silence that follows is suffocating.
Lotor doesn't move, his shoulders square, and a faint tremor runs through his frame. He lowers his gaze, and his expression crumbles, tears instantly pooling in his eyes. Without looking back, he walks out, and the doors seal behind him.
A beep echoes outside, signaling the room's lock sequence.
The trembling starts in my knees, then ripples through the rest of me.
My legs give out, and I sink to the cold floor, forming myself into a ball and pulling my knees to my chest.
I can't stop the sob that bursts out of me, and my hands tremble as I press them over my ears, trying to shut everything out.
|••••••••••|
The doors slide open, and Lotor stands awkwardly in the doorway two hours later.
"Voltron made it back in one piece," he says quietly.
I remain stoic, not saying a word as I bury my face into my knees, determined not to give him the satisfaction of a response. The blanket wrapped around me is warm, covering the shaking and hiding my drying tears.
He hovers, eyes flickering to me, then to the floor, as if unsure how to continue.
"They retrieved the comet," he adds. "They survived."
I roll my eyes. "Is that supposed to make me feel better?" I bite out.
His lips press into a thin line, and he steps further into the room. "I thought you'd want to know, considering your... past alliances."
My lips purse. "You're so afraid of becoming Father," I say quietly, lifting my head just enough to shoot him a glare. "But you don't even realize you already have."
Lotor stares at the floor for so long that I begin to wonder if he even heard me. But then he lifts his gaze, and the look in his eyes is unlike anything I've seen from him before.
It's full of shame.
"I hate him," he whispers, looking suddenly worn. "Yet... sometimes I wonder if I learned everything from him anyway. The strategies. The cruelty. The lies. Except I told myself I was different because I had a reason." His breath catches, and his voice cracks. "Because the idea of losing someone again feels like being dragged back into that... darkness. That endless, suffocating void I've lived with since I saw your mangled body flashing across the Empire." His voice wavers, and he closes his eyes. "I couldn't protect you from any of it back then. But I'm not making that same mistake twice."
I watch him warily, and my throat tightens, but I don't say anything.
"I suggest you make yourself comfortable," he continues. "You're going to be here for a while."
The doors hiss shut as he leaves, and I run my hands through my hair, inhaling and exhaling slow breaths as I keep my eyes trained on them.
Stars above, I want to go home.
Third Person POV:
Shiro's room is dark, and he sits on the bed, hunched over. A blanket drapes over his waist, and his eyes are blank as he fixes on a piece of lint.
"I don't know," Shiro says, his voice hoarse. "The last thing I remember was Zarkon trying to overtake the Black Lion. It told me to use my bayard. Then, just nothing. I woke up, and I was back on a Galra ship."
Keith frowns, the tiredness evident in his face and posture. "Well, you'd just unlocked the Black Lion's ability to teleport. Could it have teleported you? Maybe it was trying to save you."
Like how the Purple Lion teleported (Y/N) back into the Galra Empire, Keith thinks.
"By teleporting me into the hands of the Galra?"
"Maybe Zarkon forced it to." He peers at Shiro. "I mean, he was trying to control the Black Lion up until the very last moment, right?"
Shiro's lips pull into a line. "Yeah, maybe."
Keith hesitates, swaying on his feet. "Well, if you're feeling up to it, the rest of the team would be thrilled to see you up and around again. They need you, you know."
He doesn't look up as he mumbles, "Yeah, I'll try."
The frown deepens on Keith's face, but he doesn't push it. "Okay, we'll be on the bridge."
The doors slide open, and Keith steps through the threshold.
"Hey, Keith?" Shiro calls out.
Keith pauses and looks over his shoulder. "Yeah."
"How many times are you gonna have to save me before this is over?"
A small smile spreads on his lips. "As many times as it takes."
|••••••••••|
Keith leans over the Black Paladin station, tapping various things on the screen to track Lotor's flagship.
Where are they? he wonders.
The doors to the bridge slide open, and Keith straightens, turning around to see Shiro. He's freshly shaven, cut his hair, and wears clothes that aren't the pajamas he's lived in for the past three days.
"Great job out there, everyone," Shiro says with a small smile, fully stepping through the threshold. The doors hiss shut. "You've really turned the tide in this war. I'm glad you never lost sight of the mission while I was gone."
Lance's expression brightens. "You're looking better. How are you feeling?"
"Good." He rubs the side of his head. "Just trying to get rid of this weird headache."
Keith opens his mouth to say something, but is instantly interrupted.
"Guys, I think I have something here!" Pidge exclaims, raising a finger. The team gathers around her station. "So I downloaded intel from the Galra base we just defeated. I untied the quantum-folded encryption, and I found something on Lotor."
"Do you know where he is?" Keith asks, tightening his arms over his chest.
"Well, not exactly, no, but the last three sightings of his command ship have been in the Va'Kar quadrant."
"Nice work, Pidge. Although those quadrants are massive," Shiro states, glancing at Allura and Coran. "How will we pinpoint his location?"
Hunk tilts his head. "Hey, that comet is made from the same material as Voltron. Maybe I can scan the emission spectrum for Fraunhofer lines, like when I found the Blue Lion!"
"But you know those emissions are subject to free induction decay," Pidge replies. "Those are exponential drop-offs."
"Yeah, but if you could find a way to amplify the sensors—no, there'd be way too much interference. What if, instead, we increase the SA magnitude?"
The screen powers off, and Pidge's eyes widen. "The spires of the Castle!"
"Genius!"
Keith closes his eyes as Pidge and Hunk sprint out of the bridge.
Lance blinks. "I have no idea what either of them just said."
Shrugging, Keith lets out a long sigh.
Shiro nods. "Let's set a course for the Va'Kar quadrant while they get started on that detector. We need to work fast. Who knows what Lotor has planned for that comet?"
|••••••••••|
The massive hangar doors groan open with a hiss, and Hunk steps through first, the glow from the corridors and lights around him casting his silhouette in purple. Allura follows closely, her steps poised and eyes sharp. Keith moves at her side, left hand tight around the hilt of his bayard. Behind them, Lance and Pidge fan out, eyes alert and sweeping the vast chamber.
The space inside is heavy with the scent of welded metal. A platform juts from the center of the hangar, and on it rests a sleek Galra vessel, glinting ominously in the low light.
Hunk's brows knit together as he advances, the scanner in his hands beeping more rapidly. "The comet should be in here. Like, right here."
Keith lowers his arm slowly, gaze narrowing as it traces the ship's makeup.
What's with Lotor and these colors? he wonders. And why wouldn't (Y/N) warn us about his plans? Where the hell is she? Is she okay?
He swallows hard.
Is she still alive?
Lance walks up behind them, tilting his head. "Where's the comet? Is it in that ship?"
Hunk's eyes travel between the device and the vessel. "I think the ship is the comet."
Allura moves closer, a flush of horror flashing on her face. "No, it can't be! He's already made a ship from the comet's ore?"
A muscle in Keith's cheek twitches.
It hasn't even been a full week.
"Oh, this is bad," Lance says, exhaling a low whistle.
Pidge makes a face. "More like horrible."
SHIRO: "Guys..."
Pidge and Keith raise their arms, holographic screens flickering to life as they connect to the transmission from the Castle Ship. Shiro's face appears, stern and focused.
SHIRO: "There's a piece of the teludav inside the Galra base."
Lance's eyes widen, and he peers over Pidge's shoulder. LANCE: "The one we used to wormhole Zarkon's ship?"
ALLURA: "But they would never be able to operate it without an Altean—" She gasps, her eyes widening. "Zarkon's witch! She had Altean markings."
Hunk's shoulders curl in, his voice a nervous murmur. HUNK: "Is anyone else kind of freaking out?"
Lance's face falls, and he raises a hand. LANCE: "Yep, mark me down for one freak-out."
Keith's lips purse, and he raises his sword. KEITH: "Lotor must be nearby. We need to find him and take him out for good."
SHIRO: "Team, you cannot let Lotor get that ship. You need to get back to your Lions. You need Voltron!"
KEITH: "Why take out one ship when we can stop all of this by taking out Lotor himself? We can't let him keep outsmarting us."
SHIRO: "That's exactly why we can't risk letting Lotor have that ship. This is too important."
The transmission ends, and Keith's brows pinch together.
"Keith, I want to stop Lotor just as badly as you, but Shiro has a point," Allura says.
He inhales a breath. "Okay, you guys go back to the Lions. I'm gonna search the ship for Lotor. Maybe check in on how (Y/N)'s doing aboard Central Command."
SHIRO: "Keith, you need to stick together."
"But—"
Lance grimaces. "Yeah, I'm with Shiro on this one."
"As am I," Allura says.
"Me, too," Pidge adds, nodding.
Hunk nods. "Yeah, man."
Keith's face hardens, his lips forming a thin line. "Fine. Let's move."
They turn, boots pounding against the metal floor as they break into a jog. As they reach the doors, they suddenly slide open.
Four figures are waiting on the other side.
Allura stumbles to a halt. "Huh?"
Keith skids to a stop, eyes wide and mouth falling open.
Lotor's Generals, he thinks.
Before anyone can process it, the General with furry skin leaps in the air and collides her fist into the floor.
The impact releases a thick cloud of black dust, and the General without eyes and a cat on her shoulder rushes through. She takes Pidge out with her tail and punches Hunk in the gut.
The General with blue hair twists, her feet connecting on a wall to give herself momentum, and shoots her gun mid-air at Lance.
Gritting his teeth, Keith grips his bayard and charges toward her, ready to strike. She blocks him, sparks flying as metal meets metal. Keith blinks and his eyes lock on hers, instantly recognizing her.
It's that soldier from the weblum.
She breaks away fast, and Keith steadies himself, but a knife slices through the air. He twists out of the way, but it clips his shoulder and sends him tumbling. He rolls and catches himself, but the next blade whistles toward his head.
Lance fires, intercepting it with a precise blast. "I gotcha, buddy!"
Keith glances behind him, lips tugging into a tight smile.
Two Generals charge toward them, and the one from the weblum goes to Lance.
The vermilion General lunges, seizing Keith by the forearm with a tight grip and flipping him onto his back. His breath leaves him in a sharp grunt as she slams a knee into his chest, pinning him to the floor. He gasps, struggling against the pressure, but she's already shifting. Her thigh presses hard against his throat, cutting off air and leverage in one swift motion.
Keith's fingers twitch, channeling his bayard into his free hand.
Her eyes widen, a flash of alarm breaking through her focus, and he slashes upward with his sword, but she rolls away at the last second.
Keith staggers to his feet just as Lance crashes beside him with a groan. Allura, Hunk, and Pidge hold their weapons at the ready.
"We don't have time for this," Keith says, scanning the room. "We need to get to the Lions."
Lance, facedown and lying on his stomach, puts up a shaky thumbs-up. "Good idea."
Allura yanks him up by the collar of his Paladin suit, and the furry one charges toward them again.
"Zethrid, stop!" the General from the welbum exclaims, keeping her gun trained on them.
"Come on!" Zethrid growls, flashing her teeth. "This is our chance to destroy them!"
"We have what we came for. Stick to the plan."
She glances at Keith, something flickering behind her eyes, but then she turns on her heel.
Keith stares after her, his jaw tight. He bolts, and the others are close behind, sprinting toward the Lions.
☆☆☆
Acxa pauses outside the doors leading into (Y/N)'s room, glancing down at the projection technology she found lying around the ship. She bites the inside of her cheek, her eyes flickering between it and the doors as she decides what to do.
Two entire dobashes pass as she awkwardly shifts on her feet.
With a sigh, Acxa places her hand on the door pad, unlocking it, and the doors slide open.
(Y/N) looks at her and blinks.
She's dressed in oversized pajamas with a purple facial concoction on her face, hair pushed out of the way with a red headband. The spork holding food goo pauses midair, and her mouth hangs open. She narrows her eyes and sets the bowl on the bedside table.
"What do you want?" (Y/N) asks.
Acxa steps into the room cautiously, keeping her gaze fixed on her hands, and her grip tightens around the projection device before she offers it out. "I thought you'd want this."
She makes no move to take it. "I don't trust you."
"Well, that's good," she says, placing the device gently on the table beside the goo. "Because I don't trust you either, Princess."
(Y/N) purses her lips as she looks at the device, curiosity gnawing at her. "What's it for?"
"Your friends have been doing shows around the universe. I thought you might want to watch one when you're not too busy scheming."
She snorts humorlessly and falls back into the bed, glumly grabbing the bowl. "Yeah, because that's what I'm doing. Scheming." (Y/N) rolls her eyes and eats.
Acxa frowns, tilting her head slightly. "Princess, your brother has good intentions. We all want the same thing—peace."
(Y/N) doesn't answer, her eyes fixing on the device.
The room has become a cluttered gallery of idleness. The once sleek, minimalist walls are now a chaotic ensemble of pinned-up papers, half-finished drawings, and smudged notes that creep toward the ceiling. Books lie sprawled across the floor in haphazard piles, their pages marked with sticky notes and highlights. On the desk, her journal lies open, several pages filled with her penmanship—some lines neatly written, while others scribbled in a frenzy.
"You know he asked about you this morning," Acxa says eventually. "He asks about you a lot."
(Y/N)'s jaw tenses. "How touching," she mutters, setting the empty bowl aside. "Tell him I'm not dead."
"Maybe try telling him yourself."
She snorts. "And give him the satisfaction of knowing I'm under his control? No thanks."
Acxa lowers her gaze, her frown deepening, and crosses her arms. "You think he doesn't know you've been skipping most of your meals? You're punishing him—I get that—but why are you doing this to yourself?"
(Y/N) scoffs, pulling the blanket up to her shoulders. "I don't need a lecture on self-destruction."
"I'm not lecturing you," Acxa says flatly.
She walks to the edge of the desk, brushing her fingertips against a sketch of Voltron. She picks up the drawing and studies it.
As (Y/N) stares blankly ahead, her jaw ticks, grinding against a wave of emotion she refuses to show.
"Lotor, he... carries a lot of ghosts," Acxa continues quietly. "He never wants to talk about them, but they're always there. Same as you, I think."
A long moment passes, and the hum of the ship pulses faintly through the floor.
Shifting on the bed, (Y/N) stares at her with a piercing gaze. "Why did you come here?"
"I don't know," Acxa admits, almost reluctantly. "But it's been two movements already, and you two are too stubborn to talk."
That earns a glare. "I'm not stubborn."
Her mouth twitches. "You are the literal definition of stubborn. If I looked it up in the Galran lexicon, I'd find—"
(Y/N) glares harder. "Did you come in here to insult me?"
Acxa leans against the wall with her arms crossed and eyes roving the room with calm detachment. "I came here because Lotor won't. And because, despite all your spitting fire and righteous fury, you seem like you don't want to be alone."
"Well, you didn't have to come," (Y/N) says, her throat bobbing as she averts her gaze. "I'm fine."
"You're not."
Her lips purse into a thin line. "You stunned me."
"I didn't agree with stunning you."
(Y/N) rolls her eyes. "Didn't stop you from doing it."
Acxa's jaw tightens. "No, it didn't, but I did it because Lotor gave the order, and you looked ready to sabotage the entire operation out of emotion. I don't regret the decision."
The sound (Y/N) makes is a blend between a scoff and disgust. "What a loyal second-in-command you are."
Acxa ignores the jab, and a soft ping rings from her bracer. She glances down and sighs, lingering for a little longer before heading for the doors.
With a touch of her hand, they slide open with a soft hiss.
Before she steps through, she says over her shoulder, "He watches your door when you're asleep, sometimes for vargas, but he's never able to bring himself to come inside."
(Y/N)'s lips part, but no sound comes out. Her voice abandons her.
☆☆☆
In the dim corridor outside, Lotor stands in the shadows, arms behind his back and head tilted forward.
He'd been walking to his bedchamber and paused when he heard Acxa's voice through the doors. He hasn't been the one to deliver the meals, leaving the task to robotic sentries since (Y/N) is hell-bent on ignoring him.
Acxa emerges, stopping short as she spots him in the alcove. They regard each other in silence, and she looks around before joining him in the shadows.
"She's eating again," Acxa whispers.
Lotor slowly nods once, glancing at the doors. "She's still furious."
"She has a right to be."
His shoulders rise and fall with a long, strained breath. "I know."
A faint frown touches her lips. "Why don't you talk to her?"
"Because if I go in there, she'll say she wants to go back to them," he murmurs, his voice cracking. "When I saw her after believing—after knowing—she was dead, it was like... a hallucination." He swallows. "But she's real and she hates me."
Acxa's face softens, and she raises her hand, tenderly cupping his cheek. "She misses you, darling Lotor. That's why it hurts her so much. Why it hurts you."
Lotor turns his face into her palm, his eyes fluttering shut as he allows himself to feel the comfort. But the moment passes as quickly as it comes, and he straightens, composed again, the Prince once more.
"She's clever. More than you give her credit for," she says, and glances around the corridor with a thoughtful expression. "Imagine if it were you trapped here with no answers or choice. Away from the people you love—the person you love."
Lotor's gaze sharpens, flickering to Acxa. "Is this about that damn Red Paladin again?"
Acxa smiles faintly, brushing her thumb over his smooth skin. "It's about empathy. You're trying to protect her, but all she feels is confinement." She lowers her hand and steps back. "You should get some sleep."
He scoffs under his breath. "I'm fine."
The smile turns bittersweet. "I'll brew you some soval tea and leave it in your study."
Lotor hesitates. "Will I see you tonight?"
Acxa pauses and shakes her head.
His mouth opens, a protest forming, but the words die on his tongue because deep down, he knows this is for the best. They've grown too comfortable, too consumed by each other's presence while Haggar still breathes. Every stolen moment between them has been a risk, a dangerous indulgence in a war that demands their full attention.
And yet, letting her go feels like tearing off a part of himself he's only just begun to understand again.
She disappears down the corridor, the sharp click of her boots vanishing as she rounds the corner.
Lotor watches her go, his hands falling to his sides. He approaches the door to (Y/N)'s room and simply stands there, hand hovering above the door pad.
He doesn't press it, swallows hard, and turns away.
I can't do it, Lotor thinks. Not yet.
☆☆☆
It's nearly one week later when (Y/N) stares at the projection device and finally gives in.
Her eyes flicker to the doors as she lifts it from the bedside table, and she feels around it until finding the on button. A light flashes from the lens, then the image sharpens against the wall, displaying a feed of The Voltron Show, live from a planet she's never heard of.
She swallows hard, scooting to the edge of the bed as her friends appear on screen. Her eyes are glassy and alert, watching as the Paladins laugh.
A ghost of a smile tugs at her lips.
"I miss you guys," she whispers.
The lights from the room dim, and she draws her knees up to her chest, glancing out the window before focusing on the camera feed.
Flashes of each Paladin appear, alongside the Voltron Lions, and (Y/N) hadn't realized how much she'd needed to see them until now.
The sounds from the show are barely audible. She picks up the remote and raises the volume, tuning in just as the narrator, who happens to be Coran, describes a newly liberated world—a blue sapphire planet with vast looping rings of ice and dust, now free from Galra control. The Blade of Marmora, Voltron, and rebel forces had joined together to win its freedom, and now it stands proudly among the growing ranks of the Coalition.
Another planet saved, (Y/N) thinks, her smile growing.
Keith steps into full view, the camera catching him in a steady frame. The wind tousles his dark hair, strands falling across his forehead as he frowns, eyes fixed on his boots.
(Y/N)'s breath hitches, and she stares, unmoving. Her eyes drink every detail in, tucking each piece of him into her memory like she's afraid to forget.
He looks up slowly, as if sensing something. She straightens instinctively as his gaze lifts and settles directly on the camera lens.
Of course, he can't see her—it's just a live broadcast and probably not even real-time—but it doesn't matter. His eyes find hers across the screen like they always used to on the Castle Ship—intense and impossibly real.
She swallows against the lump rising in her throat.
"Hey, Mullet," she whispers, her voice cracking.
☆☆☆
A large Galran cargo ship enters the atmosphere, hovering above a large body of water. An Officer waits as a sentry puts the transmission through.
"This is Galra cruiser Beta Nine," the Galra Officer announces. "We are within range and requesting permission to dock."
After a few ticks, he nods. "Proceed," the second Galra Officer replies.
The buoy chimes, and its violet light pulsates. As the ship fully submerges into the water, the crew is notified and instructed inside the Galra base.
OFFICER: "A Priority One level shipment is en route. Activate the docking station immediately."
A Guard slumps his shoulders as he pushes himself off the crate he is sitting on. Another follows closely behind him as the two begin activating the docking station.
"I can't believe we're stuck here," the Guard says, turning to face the other one as he pulls a lever. "This base predates the Zyperium Siege. It's amazing this equipment remains operational."
The second Guard shrugs. "We're lucky to have it since the rebels overran the Sigma-Three Quadrant. It's all we have left in the system," he says.
As the ship docks within the base, three Blade of Marmora members hide in the upper walls, keeping their eyes peeled.
Keith zooms in on the cargo the Galra are unloading, tilting his head as he sees sentries pushing carts with containers of white-blue quintessence.
KOLIVAN: "We destroyed the Komar. How are the Galra still producing such vast amounts of quintessence?" He turns to look at Regris, and he nods, leaving. "Find out where it's coming from and where it's going." He turns to look at Keith. "Get a reading on that shipment. Remember. This is purely intelligence gathering. Do not engage."
Keith nods and makes his way down to where the sentries have placed the containers. He waits for a sentry to pass before silently making his way over, holding out a small device to get a reading.
His lips purse as he reads the data.
KOLIVAN: "Impossible. It's overloading my monitor. I've never seen these kinds of readings before."
A sentry appears on Keith's left, and he whips his head around, his eyes widening beneath the mask. As the sentry raises its gun at him, he flings his blade. It connects to its chest and falls onto the floor, but it shoots as it drops, hitting the ceiling with multiple blasts.
Damn it, Keith thinks.
KOLIVAN: "The Op is compromised. Abort. Extraction point in two dobashes. This is a hard out."
Keith runs toward the sentry and grabs his blade from its chest, running as fast as he can. Four sentries come out and shoot their guns at him. Adrenaline courses through his veins as he grits his teeth and slices the gun off one of them, ramming his blade into its torso. He propels himself forward to take out the other three.
He forces himself to move, running up the stairs into the Blade's ship. Keith braces his hands on his knees, his back slouching as he pants. He looks up to see only Kolivan.
"He's not back?" Keith asks, his voice raspy.
"He's got thirty ticks," Kolivan says.
Keith shakes his head, running back out into the Galra base, gulping for air.
KOLIVAN: "Begin preparations for takeoff."
The handprint pad beeps twice as the doors begin closing, and Keith sprints through with Regris hauled over his shoulders. Both of them fall onto the floor, and Keith sags, panting heavily. The ship launches, and Keith slowly sits up and stands. Regris sits slumped against the bench as Kolivan places something on his right shoulder.
"Will he be alright?" Keith asks.
He turns to look at him. "You broke protocol," Kolivan states.
Keith takes the hood of his Blade armor off and powers off his mask. He narrows his eyes as he stares up at Kolivan. "I had to."
Kolivan takes his hood off and powers off his mask. "You didn't consider that something could've happened to you. That would make two men down instead of one. Every member of the Blade of Marmora understands that the mission is more important than the individual. This isn't Voltron."
He glances at Regris and then peers at Kolivan, arching a brow.
"I understand that," Keith says. "In Voltron, we would've gone back in to save Regris. I went back to save the mission." He pulls out the drive from his pocket. "Regris had the intel." He places it into Kolivan's hand, beginning to walk away. "Getting him and it back on the ship was worth the risk."
Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate, he thinks. That's her plan, isn't it? The faster we take down the Empire, the faster she comes home.
|••••••••••|
Once the Blade's ship lands on Olkarion's surface to drop him off, Keith takes a quick shower and changes into his normal clothes. As he exits his room, his eyes linger on the doors to (Y/N)'s room. He pauses, his hand hovering above the door pad.
His heart pounds as he debates whether to press it.
The doors slide open, and Keith stands there for a moment, his heart heavy as he looks around the room.
It's been weeks since she left them, well beyond the month she'd promised Allura it would take to dismantle the Empire from the inside. Each passing day stretches longer than the last, weighted by silence and unanswered transmissions. Doubt creeps in, always unwelcome, always excruciating.
Had something gone wrong? Had she been discovered?
Or worse... had she chosen not to return? Had she partnered with Lotor?
Don't come for me.
Those words have haunted Keith since the moment he read them, burned into his memory and echoing like a warning he wishes he'd never heard. All he's done since is try to find her. Every lead has led nowhere. No trail to follow, no digital footprint left behind. He's scoured abandoned facilities, interrogated informants, run surveillance algorithms until his eyes burned, but nothing. No clues, no facial recognition program, and no image database search has turned up even a hint of where she is.
Wherever (Y/N) is, it is farther than the Galra's grasp and Voltron's. It's like she doesn't want to be found.
Keith sits on the edge of her bed and shuts his eyes, gripping the blanket with whitened knuckles.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he whispers, his voice breaking. "We could've come up with something together. You didn't have to do this alone. You never had to do any of it alone."
His shoulders sag, and he buries his face in his hands.
The silence is deafening.
He can't shake the feeling that something's wrong. It's been gnawing at him for weeks, ever since the plan to take out Zarkon and Central Command.
He'd felt it when she started pulling away on Olkarion—when she avoided eye contact, when she trained late into the night instead of resting, when she looked at him like she had something to say but couldn't find the words.
He should've asked. Pushed harder. Seen her. Known.
She was supposed to establish contact weeks ago, some form of secure communications between Central Command and the Castle Ship, but nothing. Radio silence. And it's killing him not knowing whether she's safe or still alive.
Pidge spent one solid week trying to hack into Central Command's camera feed, but every time she almost did, the system booted her. The entire team was gathered in the Castle Ship's bridge when she finally managed to do it, and the projection broke his heart all over again.
(Y/N) was there, dressed in the same armor as Lotor's Generals, walking beside a tall, purple-skinned man with long white hair and piercing blue eyes—Prince Lotor, they could only assume.
Her hands fidgeted at her sides, fingers clenching and unclenching, jaw tight. Keith knew that look. The whole team did.
It was the look she wore when she was confused, trying to make sense of something that didn't add up. The look that said she'd bitten off more than she could chew. The look that said she'd made a mistake.
The look that said she was afraid.
Keith sighs, running his hands through his hair.
Just trust her, he thinks. She knows what she's doing. (Y/N) always has a plan.
He places a hand over his heart, swallowing hard as he remembers the words his dad had told him as a child.
She's in here where it counts. I still remember, Dad.
"Stars above," Keith whispers. "Please bring her home soon."
He's never been one to ask the stars for anything, and hardly believes in fate, destiny, and celestial signs. But she does. And if the stars are listening, he hopes—for her sake—they are listening now.
When he stands, he leans down to press a soft kiss on the pillow she usually sleeps on. It no longer smells like her or the soap she uses, but he inhales anyway, conjuring up her scent and drowsy smile.
I miss you so much.
He lingers in (Y/N)'s room, his thoughts swirling with everything he wants to say to her.
As he walks out, the doors hiss shut behind him, and he squares his shoulders. No matter how much doubt gnaws at him, there is a mission to focus on.
The Galra, somehow, have a new strand of quintessence.
|••••••••••|
Keith walks onto the bridge of the Castle of Lions.
Shiro stands in the center, staring at a map, and glances over as he walks up to him.
"Keith. Good, you're back," Shiro says, his arms crossed. "The team's on a mission. You need to get to your Lion and join them immediately."
"I will," Keith says as Shiro picks up hologram ships, moving them along the map. "But I think we just discovered a new form of quintessence. Its readings are off the charts. Kolivan says it could be a link to Lotor."
"Okay. We'll discuss it when you return. The team is escorting refugees out of the Phim system."
Keith's eyes widen, and he leans in closer. "This is Lotor I'm talking about. He hasn't been seen in months. This might be our chance to track him down."
"I said we'll discuss it later." Shiro peers at Keith through the corner of his eyes. "Right now, I need you to focus on the mission at hand."
"But—"
Shiro turns to look at him, and Keith straightens. "This isn't a request, Keith. Get to the Phim system. That's an order."
Keith's brows furrow as he looks at him, but Shiro returns his focus to the map. He clenches his fists at his sides, his jaw tightening. He wants to argue, to push back against Shiro's decision, but the steely tone in his voice leaves no room for negotiation.
Instead, Keith takes a deep breath and forces himself to nod. "Understood," he mutters.
As he turns to leave, Shiro calls after him, his tone softer. "Keith."
He pauses, glancing back over his shoulder.
"I know you're worried about (Y/N)," Shiro says, his gaze steady. "We all are, but we can't lose sight of the bigger picture. She made her choice."
Keith hesitates, his emotions warring within him. Finally, he gives a short nod, turning back toward the door. "Yeah, she did," he says.
|••••••••••|
Once the Black Lion lands, Keith jogs up the stairs to meet Shiro on the outdoor landing pad on Olkarion. Hunk is setting down one of the last refugee ships with the Yellow Lion.
Keith walks up behind Shiro. "Were you able to speak with Kolivan about the intel?" he asks, looking up at him with a slight frown.
"I did," Shiro replies. "And we need to find out all we can about that quintessence." He turns to face him. "But more importantly, Voltron needs a strong leader."
Keith nods. "I know they do. And it should be you."
"Keith, we've discussed this before." A small smile tugs on Shiro's lips. "Besides, we both know that the Black Lion has chosen you."
"You only tried once." Keith steps closer, holding his hands out. "You had a connection with the Black Lion, and I know it's still there. If you just give it another shot—"
"Keith, we all have a part to play. This is mine now. I've come to terms with that, now you need to." Keith stares at the ground momentarily before meeting Shiro's eyes again. "I support your decision to continue with your Marmora training. But not at the expense of the team. They need you, Keith. They need you to be their leader."
Looking at the ground again, Keith frowns.
I don't want to be their leader, he thinks. I want to stop Lotor.
|••••••••••|
Keith walks into the Castle Ship's bridge with his head cast down as the doors slide open.
"Guys, I—" He pauses, his breath catching in his throat. His eyes widen as he takes in the glares of his team, and he averts his gaze. "I heard what happened. I'm sorry I wasn't there to help."
"You keep saying you're sorry, but your actions say otherwise," Allura says, her tone sharp. Keith's eyes widen again, and the hurt claws at his heart. "Do you realize that your absence put the team in jeopardy?"
Lance takes a step forward. "And not just the team, the refugees as well!"
Pidge's arms remain crossed. "Matter of fact, the entire quadrant was in danger."
The frown on Keith's lips deepens, and his shoulders slump as guilt floods him. "This is not the way I wanted this to happen," he says. "But... if there's a bright side to any of this, it's that my absence allowed Shiro to re-establish his bond with the Black Lion. He can finally be the leader I was unable to be. I'm not meant to pilot the Black Lion."
I'm not meant to be on this team, he thinks.
Allura frowns, her gaze softening. "Is that why you've been pulling away from us?"
"Yeah. I suppose that's part of it."
Hunk tilts his head. "Part of it? What's the other part?"
Keith hesitates. "The Blades have been making real headway tracking the source of this new quintessence. They've been able to piece together a large network of hidden supply lines that have been secretly transporting it for... who knows how long. And there's good reason to believe it could lead us directly to Lotor. Maybe even directly to (Y/N)." His resolve hardens. "A mission is being planned to infiltrate the supply line. It could take weeks, maybe months to pull off, but... if there is a chance, we have—I have to take it. I need to be on that mission." His tone is earnest, and he looks up. "Shiro, you are the rightful leader of this team. And you proved it today by reconnecting with the Black Lion. It was always meant to be yours."
Shiro walks up to him, placing a hand on his right shoulder. "Keith, if this is what you feel is right, then we won't try to stop you. But just know that we're here for you whenever you need us."
A small smile spreads on Keith's lips. "I know you are. And I can't tell you how much that means to me." The two join hands and pull each other into an embrace. Keith closes his eyes, fighting back the wave of emotions settling within him.
Hunk sniffles as he watches, wiping at his eyes. "I can't be left out of this."
The entire team circles Keith and Shiro, joining their embrace. Keith smiles as he holds his team.
"We're really gonna miss you," Pidge says, opening her teary eyes to look at him.
Lance wears a small smile. "Yeah, who am I gonna make fun of?"
Allura's eyes soften. "I know you'll make us proud."
Coran shakes his head, holding onto Keith tighter as tears and snot stream down his face. "What is it with you, Galrans, and leaving?"
Keith chuckles softly at Coran's outburst, his voice shaky. "I'm not leaving forever," he says, his tone gentle. He pulls back slightly, looking at each of them. "I'm going to miss you guys, too. But this... this is something I have to do."
"Just don't forget to check in, okay?" Hunk says, wiping the stream of tears.
He smiles faintly, but it doesn't quite reach his eyes. "I'll do my best."
With that, Keith turns and heads for the exit.
The doors slide open with a hiss, and he steps through, looking back. Coran pulls out a handkerchief to blow his nose as Lance and Hunk hold each other. Allura walks over to their side, and Lance pulls her in while she nuzzles into him. Pidge lifts her glasses to wipe at her tears, and Shiro remains as he has been since his return.
Keith's footsteps echo in the corridor as he leaves with a frown, the doors sliding shut behind him.
Find Lotor, he thinks. Take down the Galra. Bring (Y/N) home.
☆☆☆
The stream of the next segment of The Voltron Show comes live from a hospital on a distant planet, and a spotlight hovers over Coran as he looks between the crowd of patients, waiting for the room to fill.
Back in the ship, (Y/N) is sprawled out on the couch in her room, staring at the projection. Her hair is pulled back in a braid, and a glossy hydrating mask clings to her face, catching the light with every subtle expression. She tilts her head lazily toward the popcorn bowl at the far end of the couch, where it currently resides, inconveniently, in Lotor's lap.
(Y/N) doesn't look at him despite this being the first time she's seen her brother in weeks.
"Acxa, I would like some popcorn," she says flatly, her tone carefully neutral despite the purse of her lips.
Lotor doesn't move, and his hand remains nestled in the bowl. Acxa, who sits diligently between them, acting as a barrier, flicks her gaze back and forth. Reaching carefully toward the bowl, she makes a move to grab it, but Lotor shifts, pulling it out of reach with the barest tilt of his wrist.
Acxa raises an eyebrow, and the two exchange a conversation in silence. Lotor concedes with a sigh.
He picks out a small handful of popcorn and extends his arm stiffly in (Y/N)'s direction, his eyes never leaving the screen.
Still watching the show, (Y/N) leans in and snatches the offering without a word. She retreats just as quickly, chewing in slow, deliberate bites.
"Thank you, Acxa," she mutters.
Acxa says nothing, but a subtle twitch at the corner of her mouth suggests she's amused, and she covers it with a handful of popcorn.
Lotor scoffs under his breath and shakes his head, refusing to look in her direction. "You are infuriating."
(Y/N) rolls her eyes, her chewing becoming aggressive. "Wow. Stunned into unconsciousness, held hostage, accused of treason, and now infuriating? What's next? Revoking my goo privileges?"
"I should," Lotor mutters, eyes narrowing at the projection. "Food is far too valuable for someone so... ungrateful."
"Ungrateful?" she echoes, voice rising with a brittle laugh. "You kidnapped me!"
Acxa continues eating her popcorn in silence, her expression somewhere between indifference and existential dread. She raises the volume.
"Ladies and gentle-aliens," Coran greets, making large gestures with his arms. Fanfare plays in the background. "Bear witness as the Paladins of Voltron attack Zarkon's base to save the helpless Princess Allura!"
Coran holds his arms out and points to his left. The camera and spotlight pan to Shiro. His eyes squint closed, and he shields them from the light with his hands.
The crowd waits, and someone coughs, breaking the awkward silence.
"Shiro, you're on," Coran whispers.
Lowering his hands, Shiro glances at him with a frown. He pauses and looks down at his bracer. A holographic screen pops up, and his eyes skim it over.
"Uh, 'I will save the Princess, even if it means taking on the Galra Empire with my bare... hand'," he recites.
(Y/N) snorts and immediately chokes on her juice. Red berry liquid dribbles from the corner of her mouth as she sputters, wiping it with the back of her hand. Lotor sits straighter, and his hand clenches over the popcorn bowl, but his attention is no longer on the show.
It's on her and she knows it.
Through the screen, the bracer powers off, and Shiro pouts, looking to his left.
"And you won't have to do it alone because you'll have me, Hunk," he says, walking next to Shiro.
"And me, Pidge," she says in a monotone voice.
"And me, Lance!" Lance exclaims, standing in front of the others with a smirk and hands on his hips. He glances at his bracer. "'Holds bayard dashingly...' oh." His bayard appears in his hand, and his smirk widens.
Allura comes in with a frown. "And me... Keith."
(Y/N) blinks, tilting her head.
What happened to Keith? she wonders.
Shiro stares at his bracer. "Thank you, team, for always being by my side, through thick or thin." He taps a button on his screen. "Now, come along. Together, we'll—" they shift into their positioning, "—defeat Zarkon!"
Coran slides into the shot, wearing a matted Princess Allura wig. "My heroes!" he exclaims in a high-pitched voice.
The lights turn on, and the camera pans to reveal an empty crowd.
The Paladins exchange looks with each other, and Allura stands still with a frown.
"Well, that bombed," Hunk states, walking off as the rest trail behind him.
"Yeah, speaking of bombs, we need to get back to doing air shows with explosions and lasers and... bombs!" Lance says, jumping and rolling his eyes.
Coran sulks, gestures at the camera, and the feed cuts.
Static fills the bedroom, and Lotor's gaze is searing.
"Stop looking at me," (Y/N) snaps, glaring at him from the corner of her eye.
"I'm not," Lotor replies, chewing obnoxiously.
"You are."
"You're imagining things."
"Liar."
"I learned from the best."
(Y/N) turns fully toward him then, her gaze hard and challenging.
He rolls his eyes and returns the glare.
Acxa leans forward and plucks the popcorn bowl out of his grasp, eating a couple of popped kernels. "You two have lost your snack privileges," she states, her tone weary as she clicks the remote, turning off the screen.
Lotor's eyes widen with incredulity, and when he reaches into the bowl, Acxa swats his hand away. (Y/N) watches his numerous failed attempts and adjusts the blanket draped over her legs, sulking.
Leaning back into the cushions, Lotor lets out a sigh. "Stars, I need a drink."
"We have juice," (Y/N) says, pointing toward her stash in the corner without looking away.
"I meant a real drink, like Nunvill."
(Y/N) shifts and pulls the blanket tighter around her. "That stuff tastes horrible."
"I know," Lotor mutters, his tone distant. "That's why it works."
Acxa's gaze flickers toward him, a hint of worry in her features. She leans back, tucking her legs under her, and her eyes don't leave his profile.
A tension-filled silence covers the room.
"I shouldn't have raised my voice at you. Or my hand. I didn't mean to." Lotor exhales and looks down, a large frown covering his features. "I would never hurt you like he did. You have to know that."
"I don't know what to believe anymore." (Y/N) stares at the floor, arms wrapped tight around her knees, and lips pursed. "I don't... I don't like being scared of you."
Lotor's head snaps toward her, and the sheer devastation in his eyes is too much to look at directly. He stands slowly, unable to meet her gaze again.
"I should go," he states quietly. "I... stars—"
He exhales sharply and turns on his heel without waiting for a farewell. His strides are quick, and without a backward glance, he slips through the doors.
Acxa watches him leave, grabs the empty bowl, and bows her head. "Good night, Princess."
(Y/N) remains silent, a hint of sadness filling her eyes before she masks the ache with anger.
|••••••••••|
Haggar spent many quintants working with her Druids to design the Emperor's new suit of armor. Now he sits on his throne in the Galra Central Command ship. She walks towards him and kneels.
"I am pleased to see you back on your throne again, sire," she says, her head bowed. "I'm afraid that Lotor has not taken his duties as heir to your Empire seriously, my lord. Vast stretches of territory have fallen to Voltron and a growing group of insurgents."
Emperor Zarkon's eyes narrow beneath his mask. "Your decision to place him on the throne was ill-advised." His hands tighten around the armrests of his throne. But no matter. I have returned. It is time to relieve my wayward son of his duties."
"Yes, sire."
She shifts to rise, but he places his hand out to stop her and tilts his head.
"What of the girl?" he asks.
Haggar freezes, unsure of how to reply.
Her plans for (Y/N) hadn't gone quite the way she'd anticipated. When she attempted to exploit the bond forged by her Druids—woven by dark magic— to gain knowledge of Lotor and his movements through (Y/N), the results were unexpected. Unlike the Black Paladin, whose mind she can pierce with ease through Operation Kuron, (Y/N)'s consciousness remains frustratingly clouded.
Every time she tries to peer through (Y/N)'s eyes, something pushes back, a force far too ancient and powerful to be mere chance. The connection buckles beneath a blinding surge of pure quintessence, always sending Haggar reeling and recoiling.
Furious after multiple failed attempts, she had stormed into the chamber where the ritual took place, eyes glowing with menace. She found the Druids who had conducted it and informed them that they had failed her. Whether they had truly failed or not was irrelevant.
Something had gone wrong, and she made sure they paid the price.
Haggar lifts her head slowly as she tries to gather her thoughts.
"The girl remains elusive, my Emperor," she admits. "She has not been seen for many movements."
Emperor Zarkon mulls the statement over for several ticks. "Perhaps she has finally succumbed to her own weakness."
For better or for worse, Emperor Zarkon underestimates the disgraced daughter of the Empire.
Your POV; Present day:
"(Y/N), it's already been two phoebs," Lotor says, trying to coax me.
In his hands is a tray of all the snacks I loved as a child, food goo, and different flavors of juice in small pouches.
I wish I were in the Castle Ship. I wish I were with Voltron. I wish I had never left and listened to Violet.
My expression is blank as I look up at him, remaining silent.
Sighing, he sets the tray of food down at my bedside table and sits down on the other side of the bed. "(Y/N), please talk to me."
I keep my gaze fixed on the wall, ignoring the tray and his presence.
He exhales heavily. "Do you think I enjoy this?" he asks quietly. "Do you think I wanted it to come to this?"
I glance at him, narrowing my eyes. "You could've fooled me."
Lotor leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees and clasping his hands together. He looks tired. "Please (Y/N), you're my sister."
"Sister?" I snort, the bitterness spilling out despite my attempt to stay calm. "I'm your prisoner."
His head bows slightly. "You're not."
My jaw clenches. "I have destroyed seven fighter jets and fifty-four sentries in my attempts to escape and you have brought me back into this damn room every time." I glare at him. "You may not see it, but I am your prisoner."
Lotor runs a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. "You're not my prisoner," he repeats.
Scoffing, I roll my eyes and grab a juice pouch, sticking the straw in more aggressively than I should.
He watches me and pinches the bridge of his nose. "I don't have time for this." Lotor stands and runs his hands down his armor. "Father has summoned me to Central Command."
My eyes widen, and I sit up straighter, nearly spilling the pouch on my lap. "Father is alive?"
"Quintessence is life itself." His tone sounds almost bored, and he sighs. "I'm sure the witch had her hand in it. No matter, it will not interfere with my plans."
Lotor makes his way back to the doors.
I fling myself off the bed and rush to catch up, shouting, "Wait," but the doors slide closed before I can even put one foot out.
Fury courses through my veins as I bang on the doors.
"Let me out, you bastard!"
The sound of my fists slamming against the cold metal reverberates through the room. My breath comes in short, angry bursts, and my chest heaves with frustration.
"Lotor! Open the damn door!" I yell, my voice cracking with the strain. "You can't keep me in here forever!"
Nothing.
A cold dread begins to bloom beneath the fury, and I whirl around to spot the tray on the table, the one he left like some peace offering.
With a snarl, I kick it. Plates crash against the wall, and food splatters while things roll across the floor.
I tear through the room next. Pillows, furniture, anything I can grab, and knock it all down in a blind rage, needing to do something to rid myself of the helplessness clawing at my insides.
Eventually, the energy drains, and I stumble back to the doors, breathless. My knees give out, and I sink to the floor. My head presses against the metal, and I rub at my temples, staying there for several dobashes to catch my breath.
"Stars above," I grit out, glaring out the window, "I know you are out there listening to me. I thought we had some sort of deal."
The stars twinkle, and my eye twitches.
Ah, so they are amused by my frustration.
I shake my head, pinching the bridge of my nose.
I'm starting to lose it.
|••••••••••|
The ship rumbles beneath me, and the walls rattle. A violent jolt throws me sideways as alarms shriek through the corridors outside my room. Red warning lights pulse, and the overhead panels shudder before debris rains down, clattering onto the floor along with books, pens, and everything not bolted down.
My heart lurches as I scramble to my feet, ripping off my nightgown and yanking on my undersuit. My fingers fumble with the armor clasps, but adrenaline drives me faster. The floor tilts again with another impact that's closer this time.
Whatever's hitting us isn't letting up. If anything, the attacks are intensifying.
Staggering around the room, I search for anything that might help me pry the doors open. My gaze locks on the bed's legs.
I stare for a beat, pulse hammering in my ears, before nodding.
That'll do.
As I reach for the nearest leg, the doors slide open. I freeze and look up to see that Lotor is here now, looking frantic.
"(Y/N), come on," he says. His eyes are filled with urgency as he steps into the room.
I blink, standing up. "What's happening?"
"This is no time for your stubbornness. We're under attack!" He grabs my hand and pulls me out of the room. My feet rush to catch up with him.
His Generals walk behind us as we make our way to the Sincline ships, and sentries flank us. My mouth falls open as I see that the second one is completed.
"Divert all power to defenses," Lotor announces. "Hold the attack off until we're away. Then, scuttle the ship."
The cruiser shakes, and I cower, nearly falling onto the floor. The Generals exclaim in surprise, and sparks fly above from the continuous blast strikes.
"How did they find us?" Acxa asks, locking eyes with Lotor.
I swallow hard and try to keep my focus.
This is my chance. I need to get out of here.
"We must have been tracked," Zethrid says.
Lotor looks at the floor, gritting his teeth. His eyes move as he thinks, and I look around at his Generals. He straightens, turns around to look at Narti, narrows his eyes, and unsheaths his sword, slashing it across her chest. My body tenses, and my breath hitches as she falls onto the floor with a loud thump.
She's dead.
He doesn't spare her another glance as he turns around and begins walking toward the Sincline ships.
Acxa, Ezor, and Zethrid stare down at Narti before glancing back at Lotor. They hesitate before following. My body trembles as Acxa walks to my side and grabs me by the forearm, leading me into her ship.
I'm too stunned to put up a fight.
|••••••••••|
As we fly, I watch the stars streak past and close my eyes.
"May the light from the stars in space guide you to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara protect you," I whisper. "For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. Safe journey into the afterlife, Narti."
The ship is silent, but Ezor's quiet sobs fill the comms.
ACXA: "Sir, we're picking up a transmission."
Static fills my ears before sharpening.
"Attention citizens of the Galra Empire." Emperor Zarkon's voice is low as he speaks the universal transmission. "From this day forward, my son Lotor is to be regarded as a fugitive criminal of the Empire. I must also make it known that my daughter (Y/N) is still at large, working with Voltron. All citizens are authorized to use deadly force to stop her, him, and any of his soldiers."
A shiver travels down my spine, and I form my hands into tight fists.
"I repeat, Prince Lotor and Princess (Y/N) are enemies of the state. Engage with extreme prejudice. Kill on sight."
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
i'm also trying to figure out how to work a tumblr blog because i've never made one before, but i love all the VLD ones i see.
Lotor is very much a morally gray character, but he’s got such a complicated backstory for VTLL’s sake that we dive into it later. We have some hints so far in terms of Queen Ven’tar, Lotacxa, his & y/n’s childhood with Zarkon, etc. There is also a hint of alcoholism, but all this lore gets fleshed out in the 30s. And although this isn’t explicitly shown super duper much, Zarkon is abusive.
Also, Lotor is not ~10,000 years old in VTLL like he is in VLD because that’s WEIRD 😭 I can’t with that massive of an age gap. Seeing y/n brings out Lotor’s softer side, but he’s also paranoid and #backstabby because he doesn’t want to risk her dying. The star's sleep scene really breaks my heart because it correlates to Chapter 32, Part IV. Y’all are gonna have soooo much fun with Lotor lore.
I feel like Chapter 20 needed all the new scenes I added during revisions, and I’m really happy with it now. (Y/N) is going through it tbh. Isolation is not her friend.
Team Voltron has way too much faith in y/n tbh. They don’t really suspect anything is wrong wrong. Only Keith.
Lotor is a very smart character, and I feel like we don’t give him enough credit for how much of a genius he is (did he do horrible things? YES. Am I salty that VLD chose to go in that direction? YES!!!). I like looking at really old Reddit threads cause it’s been years, and people came up with so many good recaps/explanations. Anyway, Lotacxa is one of my favorite VTLL inclusions. I love them so much <3 They are always on each other’s side (seasons 3–6 are literally them with a ton of obstacles in the way, but they eventually find their way back to each other). I love the romance they’ve got going on here in VTLL.
Oh, and in VTLL, Lotor doesn’t like unknown variables, and y/n is an unknown variable. There’s lore regarding that later. Here’s where it gets fun... he knows she’s alive since V1’s chapter 9 (the Balmera chapter).
Lotor’s not a dummy; he’s pragmatic. He has been low-key manipulating y/n since their reunion. But with good intentions?? kinda?? It’s complicated. 😛
Also, Keith is gone so often, and it’s not like I can make him *not* leave, cause it’s so good for his character development. idk I wish VLD did more with Keith + the BoM on screen instead of off. I’m excited for the next chapter 😁 I have the funniest thing I wanna write.
Chapter 21: For the Stars are Always Listening
Summary:
y/n's past and season 4 finale
Notes:
sorry y'all i just have so so so much fun writing little y/n 😁
it's snowing right now where i live and it's so pretty outside :')
with the spring semester starting soon, updates are going to be a lot sparser. I'm thinking of having a designated day for updates, like Sunday. I'm not sure *how* often, but I'm gonna aim for at least two Sundays a month. I don't want to say an update a week (a girl can dream though) because that's too much pressure. I'm a full-time uni student with a part-time job and sadly i can't rot away in my room writing 💔
happy reading!!
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips
We should just kiss like real people do"
Hozier, Like Real People Do
"I would still be surprised I could find you, darlin', in any life
If I could hold you for a minute (Da-ah, darlin')
I would do it again (Ah-ah, ah-ah)"
Hozier, Francesca
Third Person POV; (Y/N)'s past:
(Y/N) wears a soft, tired smile as she regards Dayak Alik. The young blood heirs spent several hours tracing and cutting out shapes to decorate their shared room after their daily lessons. The young Princess drew everyone she knew, and Lotor helped her cut them out.
Glittering stars of golden foil and moons of silver paper now adorn the walls, while red paper hearts and purple flowers scatter across the floor. (Y/N) admires their work, her fingers stained with adhesive as she holds up a particularly shiny star.
“Does it look right?” she asks, turning it toward Dayak Alik, who sits cross-legged on the floor, watching the siblings with pride.
He has known them for nearly a year now, training with them each morning without fail. Every session is part of a larger purpose: preparing them for the day they’ll enter the rigorous training program at sixteen, and eventually, the elite military academy at eighteen. Despite their determination, both blood heirs are noticeably smaller in stature than their pure-blooded peers—a difference that doesn’t go unnoticed. Among their Dayaks, concern is unspoken but ever-present. They watch with quiet worry, knowing that strength alone may not be enough in a world that expects so much more from those born with less.
Emperor Zarkon’s tyranny spreads faster than the Rez’or fighters anticipated, sweeping across star systems ruthlessly. The hunted remnants of Altea scatter in desperation, but there is no safe haven because refugees are being tracked and eliminated. Civilizations once proud and sovereign now suffer under the Empire’s hand, enslaved or erased. History is vanishing, and what existed before Zarkon’s descent into madness—peace, alliances, memory—is being methodically wiped out of existence.
The treaties that once bound Daibazaal to its neighboring planets in the Karthulian star system were dissolved with fire and blood nearly nine years ago, and the stars mourn what has become of their nations.
During lessons in the archive room—the ones in which the blood heirs learn their history—Dayak Kola dares not utter the name Voltron to either of them. It’s too risky, especially given how curious they are, and Dayaks Zlak and Alik follow in tow.
The legend of Voltron is not truly a legend at all aboard the Galra Central Command ship.
“It’s perfect,” Alik replies warmly, his hands resting on his knees. “A touch of the cosmos inside this dreary room.”
Lotor, kneeling beside (Y/N), adjusts one of the moons that hang precariously from the ceiling. “Careful, (Y/N). If we don’t hang them right, they might fall.”
“They’ll be fine,” she says with a dismissive wave, sticking the star to the wall. She turns around, tilting her head. “The stars don’t fall in space, do they?”
“They burn out,” Lotor says matter-of-factly, his tone solemn.
“True, but that takes eons, young Prince.” Alik’s lips twitch with amusement as he surveys the artwork. “You have time before these stars lose their shine.”
The young Princess’s fingers are often stained with paint or glitter because of her love for crafts, and her laughter echoes through the ship’s corridors as she creates her latest masterpiece. But more than her beloved pastimes, she adores Dayak Alik.
Unlike the other Dayaks, Alik is different. He doesn’t just watch over them; he plays and tells the most magical bedtime stories. He’s not as strict as Dayaks Kola and Zlak, and she’s discovered she can get away with far more mischief when he’s on duty. Though he always notices, he rarely scolds, only giving her a knowing look and a chuckle.
To her, their Dayaks are her safe place, and she loves them all, even Dayak Kola.
(Y/N) nods, a determined look on her face as she adds more decorations. “Our stars won’t burn out. They’ll last forever, just like us.”
Lotor glances at her, his expression softening. “Forever?”
“Forever,” she repeats with a nod. “Like infinity.”
He studies her carefully. “Promise?”
“I promise.”
“A vow made under the stars is a powerful thing,” Alik says, leaning back. “Perhaps your decorations will hold more than light—they may hold your bond as well.”
(Y/N) tilts her head at him, curious. “What do you mean?”
He smiles. “The universe is vast, and stars are its witnesses. They’ve seen the rise and fall of Empires and Warriors. If you promise beneath them, they’ll carry your words, even when you’re apart.”
Lotor looks at the shimmering decorations, his eyes narrowed. “Father says promises don’t mean anything without power.”
Alik’s smile fades slightly, and his gaze grows distant. “Your father believes in strength above all else, but there is power in loyalty. In trust. Remember that.”
(Y/N) stares at Alik, her small hand touching the star she’d just placed on the wall. “What do we say?”
Shifting to move closer, he crouches on his knees and places his hand beside hers. “You say ‘stars above’ for the stars are always listening.”
She blinks and purses her lips in concentration, closing her eyes. “Stars above, I vow that Lotor is my brother,” she says softly, her voice trembling with sincerity. “No matter what.”
Lotor pauses as he stares between her and their Dayak. Tilting his head, he nods and reaches out to place his hand beside hers. “No matter what.”
Dayak Zlak enters quietly, his gaze sweeping across the transformed room. He raises an eyebrow, but there’s no reprimand in his tone as he says, “I see the two of you have been... busy.”
(Y/N) spins around, a broad smile on her face as she gestures to their handiwork. “Look, Dayak Zlak! Do you like it?”
He nods, his eyes distant. “Beautiful like the stars of Gala themselves.”
Dayak Kola trails behind him, holding a datapad in her hands. When she glances up, a look of melancholy crosses her features, and she pauses, one foot inside the room, one still in the corridor. She exhales before fully entering, looking at the children’s makeshift constellations.
“Did you draw that, little one?” she asks, pointing at a paper flower on the floor.
She beams. “Lotor helped me cut it! But I did the petals.”
Kola nods, crouching beside it and brushing a finger along the curve of a petal. “I haven’t seen a Daibazaalian violet in many deca-phoebs.”
(Y/N)’s brow crinkles, and she scoots to lean over her side. “Do they look right, Dayak Kola?”
Kola’s throat works around a reply, but the words don’t come easily. “Yes, they’re perfect,” she murmurs, raising a hand to smooth the Princess’s hair. She hesitates before a frown touches her lips. “But this must be cleaned up.”
Lotor looks at her, his shoulders drooping. “But—”
With a shake of her head, Kola stands, and her expression turns serious. “Sentiment breeds softness.”
Alik glances at her, rising to his feet, but does not speak.
Zlak moves toward her, placing a hand on her shoulder and giving it a gentle squeeze. “Softness is not weakness.”
Kola’s eyes fly to his. “That’s not what I meant.”
“It is exactly what you meant,” he replies, but there’s no venom in his words. He sounds tired.
“Do we have to clean it?” (Y/N) whispers, carefully watching them. She deeply feels the need to protect something, though she doesn’t know what.
Kola hesitates again, her gaze flickering between her and Lotor.
“No,” Alik says. “Not tonight.”
She watches them, the sternness in her expression remaining even though she nods in concession.
Hesitating for a moment, Lotor softly asks, “Do stars remember names?”
Kola’s eyes lock with his. “The stars remember everything.”
|••••••••••|
“Dayak?” (Y/N) asks, stifling a yawn.
Unbeknownst to the duo, Prince Lotor has fallen asleep in the observatory again. The young Prince had a rough day.
Dayak Zlak finishes tucking her into bed and pushes the strands of hair covering her face. He leans down, his ears twitching as he presses a gentle kiss on the top of her head. “Yes, Princess?”
Her eyes sparkle in the dim light, the curiosity ever-present. “Why do you do that?”
He pauses, his gaze softening as he pulls back and looks at her. “Do what, little one?”
“Kiss my head,” (Y/N) murmurs, her hand reaching up to touch the spot where his lips had brushed. She scrunches her nose. “Is it special?”
His expression turns thoughtful as he kneels beside her bed, his towering presence shrinking to meet her at eye level. His voice is quiet, carrying a rare tenderness. “It is special. A way to show care and love, even when words cannot.”
Her eyes widen, her earlier fatigue momentarily forgotten. “But... we’re Galra. We’re not supposed to talk about love.”
Zlak chuckles softly, his hand resting on the edge of her blanket. “That may be true for most, but even warriors need love. It gives us strength, reminds us why we fight, and what we protect.”
(Y/N) stares at him as she whispers, “Do you think Father loves us?” Her eyes glisten with vulnerability and tears. “Me and Lotor?”
The question catches Zlak off guard, and his gaze drifts momentarily. He exhales softly. “Your father... is a complicated male.”
“I want him to love us like you do.” She frowns, clutching her blanket tighter. “Like you and Dayak Alik and Dayak Kola.”
Zlak’s expression turns somber, and he places a large hand gently on her small one. “You cannot change the way others love. But you can choose how you love, and that is more powerful than you realize.”
Her lips quiver, but she nods, her eyes shining with determination. “I promise to remember, Dayak.”
He smiles faintly, his chest swelling with pride at her words. “The stars above are witnesses to our promises, after all.”
(Y/N) hums, snuggling deeper into her bed. “Stars above, I want a special love,” she whispers softly, her voice trailing off as her eyelids grow heavy. Her words come out jumbled. “I want a via't pa'eni, too. And friends. And more juice. And I want to be a great Kriensa. The greatest Warrior ever.”
Zlak’s lips twitch with amusement, and he suppresses the urge to chuckle, waiting until her breathing evens out. Then he stands, adjusting the blanket around her shoulders one last time. He lingers, watching her small form as the familiar feeling of fatherly love washes over him.
“Sleep well, little Warrior,” he whispers. “And may the stars guide you always.”
As he turns to leave, the faint sound of her voice reaches him.
“Dayak... will you stay?”
Zlak freezes, his hand hovering over the light controls. He glances back at her, finding her sleepy gaze fixed on him. The stern warrior within him wars with the caretaker he’s become, and he relents with a quiet sigh.
“Always,” he says simply, leaning back against the wall. “I will stay.”
Her lips curve into a satisfied smile before sleep claims her entirely. He is comforted by the peaceful presence of the little warrior he’s sworn to protect, and her steady breathing calms him.
Dayak Alik enters the room silently with Lotor in his arms. The young Prince doesn’t stir as he is set on his bed on the other side of the room. Alik adjusts Lotor’s blanket, tucking it carefully, and glances toward Zlak, who remains by (Y/N)’s bed.
“They’ve had a long day,” Alik murmurs. “You as well.”
Zlak nods, though his gaze doesn’t leave the children. “It is our duty to endure.”
Alik walks over and crouches beside him, resting a hand lightly on his shoulder. “Endurance isn’t enough, Zlak. They need more than warriors watching over them. They need family.”
His shoulders sag at the words, a frown tugging at his lips. “Then I suppose you have made your decision?”
Giving his shoulder a firm squeeze, Dayak Alik nods. “I am not leaving.”
Zlak’s breath hitches, and he turns toward Alik with wide, desperate eyes. “Ma gaol, you’ll die if you stay.” His voice cracks. “It’s only a matter of time before the Empire comes for those who aren’t pure-blooded. They’re already stripping those in positions of high command. Kola’s prepared everything. You have to go.”
Alik smiles warmly at his via't pa'eni. “If I die knowing I remained by your side until my last breath, I will die a satisfied Galran.” He glances toward the archway, where the young Prince now rests. “His cheeks were stained with tears in the observatory.”
Zlak exhales sharply, the sound thick with pain. His hands curl into tight fists against his thighs, then open again, trembling.
Alik leans in closer, his grip on Zlak’s shoulder never wavering. “How can you ask me to leave when these children—our future—are watching? They need someone to show them that being part-Galra isn’t a flaw, it’s a strength.” His voice is steady, but impassioned. “They’ve been told they’re less, that they don’t belong, but they do. And someone must stay to remind them.”
Zlak looks away, blinking rapidly, as if doing so will hold the rising tears at bay.
“The Emperor’s obsession with purity will be his ruin,” Alik continues. “These children need hope. The Galra of old live on in their ancestry, and they can be more. They can bring peace. But only if we give them the courage to believe it.”
Zlak shakes his head, voice tight with fear. “If Emperor Zarkon hears even a whisper of this—”
“Ma gaol, they are worth every risk,” Alik whispers. “Tei'rah Conalul et Alesul. Ei pal lider.”
"From the ashes, they shall rise,” Zlak recites, the phrase falling from his lips like a sacred vow.
Alik’s gaze drifts toward the slumbering forms. “These two young heirs may very well be the last of the Altean race.”
Zlak’s eyes widen, panic flickering in their depths. “You mustn’t speak that name aloud.”
“They deserve to know who they are. All of who they are. Not just what the Empire permits.”
A long silence falls between them.
Zlak’s gaze shifts to (Y/N), stirring in her sleep, her tiny fingers curled tightly around the edge of her blanket, then to Lotor, whose face is set in stone, even during slumber. His unyielding warrior facade slips, revealing the deep wells of care he harbors for the children hidden beneath armor and duty, and he presses his palm to his face, drawing in a slow, shaking breath through his nose.
“You are a fool, ma gaol,” he finally says, voice hoarse.
Alik rises to his full height, a soft chuckle escaping him, warm and unguarded. “Then you are no wiser for following me.”
Zlak scoffs, but a faint, reluctant smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. “So it seems.”
|••••••••••|
(Y/N), now ten years old, gently prods at Lotor’s sleeping form. She pokes his forehead, and his face scrunches as he turns away from her. The young Princess doesn’t relent, leaning in closer.
“Can we go star sleep?” she whispers. “Please?”
“Go by yourself,” he grumbles, pulling a pillow to cover his face.
(Y/N) frowns, crossing her arms as she glares at her elder brother's back. "But it's not fun without you," she protests, her voice taking on a slight whine. "Come on."
Lotor lets out a dramatic groan, his voice muffled by the pillow. "You’re the one who decided to wake me up in the middle of the night."
Undeterred, she pokes him again. "I’ll give you all my zahar cookies for an entire movement."
At that, Lotor sighs and finally sits up, rubbing his eyes. “Fine.”
Her lips curl into a triumphant grin, and she rushes around the room, bundling pillows and blankets in her arms.
He shakes his head with an exasperated chuckle, throwing off the blanket and swinging his legs over the side of the bed. “If we get caught, you’re explaining it to Dayak Kola.”
“Deal!” she says, grabbing his hand and tugging him toward the door before he can change his mind.
Lotor helps her carry some of the blankets and pillows.
The two siblings creep through the dimly lit corridors of the ship, their footsteps barely making a sound. Lotor leads the way while (Y/N) clings to his hand, her excitement bubbling over, and the blankets trail across the floor as they walk.
As they approach the observation deck, the vastness of space comes into view, and the stars stretch out endlessly.
(Y/N)’s eyes widen as she presses her hands against the glass, her breath fogging up the surface, and all the things in her grasp fall onto the floor.
“Look at all of them,” she whispers in awe. “They’re so pretty.”
Lotor leans against the railing, his expression softening as he watches her.
“They look the same every time,” he says, starting to fix the blankets and pillows into a nested makeshift bed.
“They’re always different,” she insists, turning to look at him. “You just have to look closer. See that one?” She points to a faint, twinkling star. “It’s winking at us.”
He looks up from arranging the pillows. “That’s not how stars work.”
“Maybe not, but I like to think they do. It makes me feel like they’re watching over us.”
“You’re strange.”
(Y/N) scrunches her nose, shaking her head. “I am not strange.”
He snorts, sitting down cross-legged and patting the space beside him. “Come on. Let’s star sleep.”
Grinning, she plops down next to him and makes herself comfortable, holding a pillow close to her chest.
The two sit in companionable silence, watching the stars.
“Lotor?” (Y/N) murmurs after a while.
“Hmm?” He’s nearly fallen asleep again.
She holds her pinky finger out expectantly. "I love you to the stars and back,” she declares.
Lotor’s nose twitches, and he rolls his eyes as he holds his pinky out, reluctantly looping it with hers. "I love you to the stars and back," he echoes. “Why do you always make us do that?”
"Because it's a vow," she explains matter-of-factly with a grin. "And vows are important."
He shakes his head. "Yeah, yeah. All right," he mumbles as he pulls the blanket over them. “Good night.”
(Y/N) cuddles into the warmth, sleep finally catching up to her, and murmurs, “Night.”
|••••••••••|
The preteen blood heirs are dressed in their royal clothing. (Y/N)’s hair is in an intricate braid. Dayak Alik spent ten entire minutes doing for her while Lotor’s hair is in his usual slicked-back style.
Prince Lotor’s jaw ticks as he stares at Princess (Y/N), who is eating the last of the zahar cookies. The sugar is pleasant on her tongue, and her face is full of crumbs.
She’s already eaten seven cookies and hasn’t even asked if he wants one.
“You’re a primitive Earthling, just like your mother,” Lotor grumbles, glaring at the empty container.
He’s learned early on, during his brutal training sessions with other Galra preteen males, that being called anything less than Galra is more than just an insult—it is a challenge and quite the provocation.
In the rigid hierarchy of Galra society, purity means power, and Lotor—with his smooth skin and slender stature—is seen as neither one nor the other. His features mark him as different, and different is dangerous. He has spent countless hours bloodied in the training rooms, fists clenched and eyes burning, proving again and again that he can fight just as hard, if not harder, than the rest.
Each time someone spits the word half-breed at him, it lights something inside his chest—a need to prove he belongs. That he matters. That being half-Galra doesn’t make him any less.
(Y/N)’s ears perk up, her mouth falling open. He pinches the bridge of his nose as he sees the chewed-up cookie in her mouth.
“Earthling?” she asks, completely unaware of the delivery. “My mother was an Earthling?”
Lotor’s eyes widen slightly as he realizes his slip, but his pride keeps him from backing down.
“Well… yes,” he mutters, crossing his arms and lifting his chin. “Your mother was an Earthling.”
She stares at him, the cookie forgotten as she tilts her head. “Really?”
He blinks.
Stars above, he thinks. She is so gullible.
A few more ticks pass, and she leans against the counter, setting the cookie down.
“Well?” she asks, propping her head on the bases of her palms. “Do you think she’d like me?”
“No.” He rolls his eyes, his frustration flaring again. “Because you ate all of the quiznaking cookies!”
Her eyes narrow as she glares and throws the half-eaten cookie at him. It hits him right in the forehead, and he furrows his eyebrows.
Rubbing where the cookie landed, Lotor glares at (Y/N). "Really? Is throwing food supposed to make you more likable?"
(Y/N) huffs and crosses her arms. “You’re just jealous I got to them first.”
The doors to the kitchen hiss open, and Dayak Kola strides in, looking unamused. She places her hands on her hips, taking in the crumbs littering the countertops and floor.
“Do I even want to know what happened here?” she asks, her tone stern.
“She ate all the cookies,” Lotor says immediately, pointing an accusatory finger at (Y/N).
(Y/N) shrugs, looking entirely unapologetic, and brushes the light golden brown crumbs off the front of her dress. “I was hungry.”
“You’re always hungry.”
Kola sighs and pinches the bridge of her nose. “You’re both supposed to be reviewing your tactical simulations, not squabbling over dessert.”
Lotor straightens, his pride pricked. “I’ve already completed mine. Thoroughly.”
Her sharp gaze shifts to (Y/N). “And you?”
(Y/N) fidgets, avoiding eye contact. “I was going to… after a snack.”
Kola rubs her temples. “You have one varga. I expect both of your reports to be finished and properly formatted. Don’t make me come back here.”
With a weary but softened expression, Kola steps forward. She stops in front of (Y/N), fingers deftly adjusting the braid’s loosened strands behind her ear. With a motherly touch, she brushes a smear of sugar from the corner of (Y/N)'s mouth and cups her cheek briefly, thumb stroking across the skin before she lets go.
She turns to Lotor, smoothing the front of his tunic. Her hands rest lightly on his shoulders, then trail upward, fingers brushing his cheeks like when he was a young boy. Her gaze lingers on both of them, a quiet ache settling in her chest.
A wish for simpler days.
“Clean this up,” she murmurs, more gently now. “And no more cookies.”
The doors slide closed upon Kola’s departure, and the siblings exchange glances.
“I bet I can beat your score,” (Y/N) states, grinning mischievously.
Lotor arches an eyebrow, the corners of his mouth twitching upward. “Oh, you’re on. But don’t come crying to me when I win. Again.”
She shoves him, nearly causing him to fall onto the floor, and tosses the final bit of cookie in her mouth before scurrying toward the training deck.
Third Person POV; Begin the Blitz:
To say Keith’s heart dropped when he heard Emperor Zarkon’s universal transmission would be an understatement. It felt as if the air had been sucked from his lungs, and his entire being was full of dread. Every instinct screamed at him to move and seize the nearest ship to tear across the stars until he found (Y/N). It took every shred of control he had not to give in to that urge.
But he knows she is in danger, and nothing else matters.
Focus on the bigger picture, he tells himself, pushing the thought away.
Kolivan glances at him before tapping the screen to accept the open transmission sent by the team, who are stationed on Olkarion. Keith stands beside him and straightens as his eyes connect with Shiro’s.
"Entire Galra fleets have been mobilized," Kolivan states, staring at the team through the screen. "Zarkon seems to be out looking for Lotor and (Y/N)."
Coran and Lance stand by each other on the right, Shiro and Allura in the center, and Pidge and Hunk on the left.
"It's only a matter of time before he gets the Empire back in order," Shiro says. "We need to take advantage of this moment."
Allura’s brows furrow. "What are you getting at, Shiro?" she asks.
He turns to face her. "Now is the time to assemble the coalition that Voltron has been building.” He pulls up the hologram map, and bright colors flood the bridge. “With the intelligence gathered by the Blades and Coalition observers, combined with Pidge's Galra tracking software, we now have a detailed map of the Galra Empire."
Certain areas begin flashing.
"I've identified an intermittent line of Coalition planets that runs through the territory,” Shiro continues. “If you look closely, there's only one Galra-occupied planet left on that line."
"Naxzela," Allura says, eyeing the map carefully.
"Exactly. If we capture Naxzela and solidify that line, we can cut off all the Galra troops behind it from Central Command and use our position to defeat them."
Pidge stares at the map in awe with a wide smile. "Wow!” she exclaims. “We could take back a third of the Galra Empire in one fell swoop.”
Hunk lowers his arms, turning to face Shiro. "Do we have a plan?"
His eyes narrow in concentration as he looks at the map. "We attack several locations across the region. At once. First, we'll have to cut off communications between the region and Galra Central Command by striking the satellite relay station orbiting Vantax Five."
Hunk loops his arm across Pidge’s shoulders. "Pidge and I can handle that," he says with a thumbs up.
Shiro spares them a glance and nods, moving on. "The Blades have informed us of two Galra defense systems coming online called Zaiforge cannons. Now, these cannons can strike any target within our combat theater.”
He zooms in. “The first, in high orbit around the planet Teq, will be attacked by Coalition air forces led by Matt and Captain Olia. Kolivan will lead a Marmoran strike team against the second cannon, located on the surface of Senfama, which is vulnerable to a covert ground attack. We intend to take control of these cannons and use Zarkon's own firepower against him.”
Keith focuses on the map and nods.
“Once the Coalition forces and Blades neutralize these targets, Galra defenses will be weakened, allowing us to take down the remaining Galra-occupied planets in this area,” Shiro states, crossing his arms and making a gesture. “While our forces are taking control of the planets, Naxzela will already be under attack."
"By whom?" Allura asks, tilting her head.
"Voltron."
Allura smiles as she looks at the plan. Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate, she thinks. Her shoulders slouch slightly. I wish she were here to see all we’ve accomplished.
Lance smirks, stepping between Hunk and Pidge. He pulls them in, wrapping his arms over their shoulders. "Aw, yeah!" he exclaims. "Team Voltron's gonna drop in Naxzela, form Hunk's giant laser cannon, and be all like, ‘Pow! Pow! Pow!’ Easy-peasy."
Blinking at him several times, Allura pinches the bridge of her nose.
She’s growing fond of this particular Earthling, but sometimes when he speaks, she finds herself asking why she is fond of him.
"Unfortunately, not that easy," Shiro says. "Naxzela will be tough. It's heavily fortified with Galra. Our attack must be swift enough to neutralize the Galra forces before they have time to contact Galra Headquarters. Cause if they call for reinforcements, we'll be caught in a fight on two fronts.”
Kolivan’s eyes narrow slightly as he glances over the hologram map. "If this works, the Voltron Coalition will possess a third of the Galra Empire's territory," he says. "It will be a massive victory."
Allura nods. "And inspire a whole new wave of rebellions."
"There's no time to waste," Shiro says.
Keith frowns, surveying the map. “What about (Y/N)?”
Kolivan turns. “If everything goes according to plan, we can look for the Va’tara after Naxzela is secure.”
|••••••••••|
People from across the universe have come together to take on the Galra, gathered in the Voltron Coalition.
Allura stands in the center of the bridge, where her controls are, as allies and the team stand before her.
"All right, Princess, it's time to begin the broadcast," Coran states.
Allura’s brows furrow, and she asks, "Have we secured communications? The plan would fall through if word of the attack on Naxzela spreads to the Empire.”
Pidge leans against Beezer and nods, giving her a small smile. "Yes,” she replies. “Matt and I used the rebel's transponder encryption."
Matt blushes as he looks at the Princess, and he scratches the back of his head, giving her a small wave.
Coran walks over to them and twists the end of his mustache, smirking. "Always helps to have a pair of tech-genius siblings around.”
Allura closes her eyes and the crystal above her powers on as she channels her energy. On a screen, the transmission connects to Coalition allies, and the Castle beeps, signaling that everything is secure.
"Fellow members of the Voltron Coalition, if you are hearing me now, it is because you have pledged to stand shoulder-to-shoulder with us in our fight against Zarkon's enslavement of the free peoples of the universe. But that enslavement is about to be dealt a crushing blow. The time for a full-scale attack on the Galra Empire is now. Far in the future, when they speak of this day, they will speak of our sacrifice, but they will also remember this as the day that freedom began to overtake tyranny. You all have your missions. You know what to do. Good luck. We'll see you on the other side."
Lance smiles as he watches Allura, his gaze soft and full of admiration. She turns to meet his eyes, her own lips curling into a gentle smile that mirrors his. For a moment, everything else fades, and a warmth unfurls in the pit of her stomach, spreading throughout her being. She doesn’t have to say a word; it’s all there in her eyes.
Keith stares at the two of them through the screen and locks eyes on Coran, who watches Allura with a tender expression. The moment is cut short when Lance takes a step forward and trips, sending him flying forward.
Your POV; Present day:
The muscles in my back are stiff from remaining in the same position for several hours, and my legs bounce as I slouch in my seat, peering out at the stars. It’s been nearly one full quintant of traveling through space, and Emperor Zarkon’s fleet hasn’t managed to find us. Yet.
A faint beep rings throughout the cockpit of the Sincline ship, and Acxa shifts behind me. Lotor’s face appears on the screen.
LOTOR: “Ezor, Acxa. Set a course for the coordinates I’m sending you.”
EZOR: “Where are we going?”
LOTOR: “Just do as I say.”
He narrows his eyes and soon his face disappears, leaving a long silence in his wake. Ezor shifts uncomfortably in front of me and shakes her head, letting out a scoff.
My head falls back against my seat, and I blow the loose strands of hair out of my eyes.
I tried ejecting myself earlier into space, and by the third attempt, Acxa bound my wrists together and scolded me as though I were a small child. I haven’t been allowed up since.
I don’t even know if Violet can make it to me fast enough to retrieve me, but I’ll be damned if I don’t at least try. This is the closest I’ve been to escaping in months.
The comms are suspiciously silent, and I squint, pursing my lips. I can no longer hear Ezor and Acxa breathing.
Glancing behind me, I take in Acxa’s concentrated expression and roll my eyes.
They’re having a private conversation.
I stare out at the stars again, a frown tugging at my lips.
“Stars above,” I whisper. “I need to go home.”
|••••••••••|
Heavy smoke fills the star system we’ve flown to, and rocky debris flanks us. Sitting up straighter, my gaze sweeps across stars that look eerily familiar.
Are those—
Violet’s presence instantly floods my mind, and goosebumps ripple across my skin as I continue staring out the viewport.
"You are in the Karthulian System,” she whispers. “These are the stars of Gala.”
My eyes widen in shock, and my mouth falls open.
ZETHRID: “Sir, we’re approaching the coordinates, but my scanners don’t detect anything.”
LOTOR: “They’re not supposed to.”
The remains of a ruined planet come into view as the Sincline ships fly forward, and there is a massive hole that cuts through the planet’s core. My heart feels heavy as I take in the destruction, and my eyes linger on a large metal device floating in the center.
EZOR: “Lotor, what is this?”
LOTOR: “The ruins of Planet Daibazaal.”
I swallow the lump in my throat. (Y/N): “Home.”
The ships fly closer, and the device is powered on, emitting a blue light.
EZOR: “What is that?”
LOTOR: “Zarkon believed that Alfor’s plan to blow up Daibazaal and destroy the rift between the realities actually worked. No one comprehended that the experiments of my mother, Honerva, could never be undone. I had a secret team construct this inter-reality gate on the rift where her work began. Just as Voltron was able to, I will pilot us through the rift, and we will harvest the unlimited quintessence that exists in the layer between realities.”
Blinking, I stare at the gate.
He’s going to kill all of us.
ACXA: “I never doubted you, Lotor.”
I scoff, biting my bottom lip as I pull at my bindings. (Y/N): “I’m doubting.”
Ezor raises an eyebrow. EZOR: “So we can just fly right through this thing to another reality?”
My hands tighten in my lap, and I grit my teeth as I struggle. (Y/N): “Can you let me go now?”
He sighs through the comms, choosing to ignore me. LOTOR: “I have not yet had a chance to test the gate. My plans have been accelerated by our recent… turn of events.” The gate powers on further, the bright blue light growing stronger. “But if my calculations are correct, by infusing our ships with concentrated quintessence, we should be able to pierce the barrier between realities.”
Lotor’s ship glows blue as it flies forward, moving towards the gate. Ours doesn’t follow, and my shoulders slump in relief.
“Violet,” I whisper internally. “Where are you?”
"You must have patience, my dear.”
My eyes twitch, and I grit my teeth. “I am patient.”
She laughs softly and the stars of Gala glow brighter as she whispers, “Patience, zi'va Kriensa. From the ashes, you shall rise.”
I let out a prolonged sigh. “You are utterly infuriating. I hope you know that.”
ZETHRID: “Sir, this is all the concentrated quintessence we have left.”
LOTOR: “And I will use it to reap an untold amount more.”
The ship flies through the gate, and the contact unleashes a surge of white light—intense, electric, and blinding.
Silence fills the cockpit and Acxa’s breath hitches. My eyes don’t leave the gate.
Systems flicker, and static fills the comms, but then the energy of the gate powers off.
The ship emerges on the other side.
They’re still here.
ZETHRID: “Uh, did it work?”
I tilt my head. (Y/N): “Obviously not.”
|••••••••••|
As we stand on the ruins of Daibazaal, Lotor looks at the inter-reality gate with his arms crossed and a serious expression.
My eyes narrow in concentration as I pull my hands apart, fumbling with my restraints, but they zap back together, causing me to grunt and huff in frustration.
“Will you stop that?” Lotor mutters, not turning his attention away. “I’m trying to think.”
“And I’m trying to break free,” I snap, pulling harder.
That only causes the bindings to release more electrical zaps.
Lotor sighs and pulls my hands up, powering off the restraints. They drop to the ground with a metallic clunk.
“There.” He faces the gate again, pursing his lips. “Now be quiet.”
My shoulders slump, and I rub my wrists.
“Thanks,” I mumble halfheartedly.
Footsteps come up behind us, and I turn around.
“For Narti,” Acxa says, pointing her gun at Lotor. She shoots him, and he falls face down onto the ground with a groan and a loud thump.
I blink, my eyes wide as I stare down. “What the actual quiznak is happening right now.”
Acxa purses her lips, glancing at me.
Zethrid and Ezor run up behind her.
“Did you kill him?” Zethrid asks.
Acxa narrows her eyes, watching Lotor as she holsters her gun. “He’s just stunned,” she says, crouching beside him. “Now help me secure him. Let’s make this quick.”
Wasting no time, I break into a sprint, leaving Lotor and his Generals behind without a second glance. The ruined terrain of Daibazaal stretches before me, unstable and treacherous, but I hone in on the rhythm of my feet pounding against the ground.
Dust kicks up around me, obscuring my vision, but I don’t slow down.
My lungs burn with each breath, but the adrenaline surging through my veins drowns out the pain. I can barely hear the faint shouts behind me because they’re lost beneath the roar of blood rushing in my ears.
I don’t stop. I can’t. All that matters is forward.
Just keep running. Just keep running.
My foot catches on a rock jutting through a crack in the ground, and I stumble, barely catching myself as a sudden rush of air blows past me.
The Purple Lion soars through the stars, and my breath catches. A sob escapes before I can stop it, and tears blur my vision. I kick harder, faster, chasing that glimmer of hope.
Violet's mouth begins to open, and I engage the jetpack on my suit. The force launches me forward, and I tumble through space, air whipping past me.
I barely register the moment I cross into safety as her jaws close behind me. The world outside disappears as I fall onto my hands and knees, sinking into the metallic floor.
With trembling hands, I throw off my helmet and jog toward the cockpit, each step heavier than the last.
The doors hiss open, and I freeze.
There, laid out before me, are my Purple Paladin armor and bayard—pristine, untouched, and waiting.
A lump rises in my throat, and I drop to my knees, the weight of everything crashing down all at once. Eyes squeezed shut, I reach out and brush shaking fingers over the familiar pieces, a small smile making its way onto my face.
My chest heaves as I drag my hands down them, trying to steady myself.
“I’m sorry, Lotor,” I whisper, rubbing my temples.
|••••••••••|
My back arches as I shift in the pilot’s seat, trying to make myself comfortable. It took about fifteen minutes to freshen myself up and change into my Paladin armor. Whoever cleaned up Violet while she was in the Castle Ship ensured the storage hull was stocked with extra food, water, clothes, and toiletries.
I have never been more excited to see toothpaste and a toothbrush in my life. The fact that I haven’t brushed my teeth since leaving Lotor’s cruiser is repulsive.
Sighing, I lean back and stretch my legs out in front of me, hugging the pillow tighter against my chest. It smells like Keith, and for a moment, I let myself sink into that comfort.
The Purple Lion shudders violently beneath me. I jolt upright, heart lurching, nearly falling out of the pilot's seat as the pillow slips from my grasp and thuds to the floor. My eyes snap to the screen just as a fresh volley of laser fire shoots past me.
Seven Galra fighter jets are locked on.
Adrenaline surges, drowning out the quiet ache in my chest as instincts override hesitation.
“Oh, quiznak!” I exclaim, flailing to clutch the controls and spinning Violet out of the blasts.
Doing an upside-down turn, I fire the Purple Lion’s laser beam. The fighter jets explode in bursts of red and orange fire. Debris begins blocking my way, and I veer hard left to avoid it. More fighters come, and a string of curses parts from my lips as I destroy six more.
Alarms beep on the console screen, and several Galra cruisers exit hyperdrive.
“Stars above, damn it!” I pull the thrusters back and we soar backward, barely missing a cruiser’s ion cannon as it fires toward me.
He really meant ‘kill on sight’, didn’t he?
Narrowing my eyes, I turn around and fire the Purple Lion’s tail laser at the fighter jets while the mouth laser fires at the cruisers. More arrive, and my mouth falls open, a choking sound building up in the back of my throat.
“Pretend this is a flying simulation,” Violet states with a voice far too calm for the situation at hand. “You completed tactical simulations all the time as a child.”
My face contorts, and I push the controls to speed up.
“This is not a quiznaking simulation! It’s real life and I’m going to die!” I shout as they follow behind me, their blasts multiplying with every passing tick.
Think, think, think, think.
“Just wormhole out of here.”
“What? I can do that?” I screech, pulling back as I destroy more fighter jets.
“How do you think you returned to the Empire?”
“I have five quiznaking cruisers on my tail!”
“(Y/N), c—”
“Since when can you wormhole?”
Violet sighs, no longer speaking to me.
My eyes twitch as I fire the mouth beam at one of the cruisers, resulting in it going up in flames.
“Violet!” I shout. “Are you quiznaking kidding me right now? What am I supposed to do?”
I’m gonna die. I’m gonna die. I’m gonna quiznaking die.
A soft purple light flashes, and I turn to the bayard port, blinking.
“Okay, wormhole,” I mutter, gritting my teeth as I fire at three more fighter jets. “Wormhole, where?”
My eyes frantically scan the screen as I sift through the communication channels. Finally, my comms connect to the communications between our region and Galra Central Command. I put the volume at maximum.
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “Fighter squadron Zel-14 report in.”
OFFICER: “Zel-14 here, no sign of Lotor or (Y/N) in this zone. Moving to Everal-71.”
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “Copy. Fighter squadron Zel-15 report in.”
OFFICER: “Zel-15 here, no sign of Lotor or (Y/N) in this zone. Moving to Rebulon-55.”
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “Negative, Zel-15. That zone is restricted. I repeat, Zones Rebulon-4 through 69 are off-limits. We expect a massive detonation soon that will wipe out everything in the quadrant. Stay out of the area.”
OFFICER: “Copy.”
That’s where I’m going.
Nodding, I lean down to grab my bayard and put it through the port, twisting it.
“Rebulon-55, here I come,” I mutter.
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “Fighter squadron Zel-16 report in.”
OFFICER: “Zel-16 here, no sign of Lotor, but we have visual on (Y/N) in this zone, along with a Voltron Lion.”
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “Copy. All available units converge on Zel-16’s location.”
The wormhole opens, and the Purple Lion soars towards it.
OFFICER: “Never mind, we lost her.”
GALRA CENTRAL COMMAND: “What? Ho—”
The communications cut off the moment I slip into the wormhole. It seals behind me with a flash of light, and in the blink of an eye, I'm hurled across space, spit out into Zone Rebulon-55.
My eyes adjust just in time to catch sight of a Galran cruiser drifting in the distance, heavily armored with some kind of massive weapon grafted to its underbelly, crackling unstable energy. A shimmering purple particle barrier pulses around it, acting as a shield.
I narrow my eyes.
Something’s wrong.
A Galran fighter jet streaks across my field of view, heading straight for the cruiser. Before it can connect, a high-powered blast cuts through the particle barrier, and a searing burst of flame erupts, engulfing space in a fiery bloom.
The Purple Lion growls beneath me, and with a sudden jolt, it surges forward. Violet’s jaw snaps open and clamps down on the fighter jet.
My heart pounds.
CORAN: “Naxzela is returning to normal. You did it!”
SHIRO: “Good work, Keith.”
Keith pants heavily through the comms. KEITH: “It wasn’t me. It was Lotor. The cannon on his ship was the only thing powerful enough to take down that shield."
My hands tighten on the controls. (Y/N): “Keith, what the quiznak were you about to do?”
There’s a pause.
LANCE: “(Y/N)?”
"Attention, Paladins of Voltron and rebel fighters," Lotor broadcasts. "I know we've had our differences in the past, but… I think it is time we had a discussion."
|••••••••••|
My helmet and bayard are in the Purple Lion as I take a step forward, then another, before breaking into a run. He meets me halfway.
Keith's arms wrap tightly around me as I throw myself onto him, and we sink to the ground, our knees hitting the rocky terrain of Naxzela. He takes a shuddering breath, pulls back to look at me, and runs his hands across my hair and face, trying to see if I’m here and not a dream.
He leans forward.
My hands move to cup his cheeks, and my thumb pads wipe the tears away as I lean up to press a gentle, shaky kiss on his forehead.
Home. I’m finally home.
His cheeks are warm beneath my touch, and I close my eyes, pouring every ounce of emotion into this kiss, too overwhelmed to even speak as my fingers brush through his hair.
Keith freezes slightly and clears his throat as I pull away, a deep blush on his face.
Giving him a watery smile, tears slip down my cheeks despite my efforts to hold them back. His gaze softens, and he reaches out to wipe them away.
“I—I am so sorry,” I whisper, my voice cracking. “I never should have left.”
“No, you shouldn’t have,” he replies, his voice thick with emotion. Shaking his head, he pulls me back in. His hold on me is firm, and small tremors move through his body as he holds me tighter against him, burying his face in the crook of my neck. I hope he doesn’t notice the way my breath hitches as he whispers against my skin, “But I understand why you did. I missed you so much.”
I swallow thickly, pressing my head against him as my fingers stroke the nape of his neck. “Stars above, how I missed you, Mullet.” My brows furrow as he pulls away, his cheeks still flushed red. I scan him, taking in his armor. “Wait, what are you wearing?”
He blinks, looking down. “My Blade armor.”
Tilting my head, I give him a look. “I know it’s Blade armor. Why aren’t you in Paladin armor?”
Keith laughs, shaking his head as he runs a hand through his hair. “I joined the Blade full-time.”
“When were you… part-time?” I blink. “Is that why Allura was pretending to be you in the Voltron Shows? It didn’t make any sense at first.”
He snorts, amused as he cups my cheeks again. “There’s so much you have to get caught up on.”
“(Y/N)!”
Keith glances over my shoulder as the rest of the team approaches in full-on sprints. Lance is the first to reach us, sinking to his knees and pulling me into a hug so tight it makes me laugh through my tears.
“You’re such a pain in the ass,” he mutters, his voice cracking as he squeezes me. “And impossible to find.”
“I try,” I joke weakly, though the lump in my throat makes it hard to get the words out. My hands wrap around him.
Hunk joins the hug, wrapping his arms around me, Keith, and Lance. “We missed you,” he says simply, his voice breaking.
Pidge and Allura join us, and Shiro lingers at the edge of the group before joining. It’s a bone-crushing, heartfelt embrace, and I sink into all of them.
Lotor’s Sincline ship lands on Naxzela’s surface, and the group separates. The Paladins stand at the ready, not knowing what to expect. Several rebel ships land on the planet’s surface in the meantime.
A few minutes later, Lotor emerges, running out with his arms up to show he means no harm. His gaze locks on me.
“(Y/N), listen—”
I pick up a discarded sentry gun, change the settings, and stun Lotor. He falls onto the ground, and I toss the gun, crossing my arms.
Lance blinks, and Keith covers his mouth to stifle his chuckle. Hunk’s jaw drops, and Shiro sighs.
Pidge tilts her head as she stares down at Lotor. “That sure makes things easier.”
Allura laughs softly, wrapping her arm across my shoulder and pulling me into a side hug. “It’s so good to have you back.”
A tall, human man wearing rebel fighter gear, comprised of several pieces of cloth, jogs up to the group. I turn to look at him, focusing on the thin scar under his left eye, and scan his familiar features.
Squinting, my mouth falls open. “Isn’t that—”
Allura’s brows draw together with slight confusion before she follows my gaze and nods. “It is.”
Matt’s strained expression shifts as he glances at us, a blush instantly covering his cheeks. “Oh, Princess Allura.” He gives a hasty bow, and when his gaze locks on me, his eyes widen. “Wow—I mean, it’s my honor to meet you, (Y/—er, Princess (Y/N)?"
My nose scrunches, and I put my hand out. “I prefer just (Y/N).”
He awkwardly chuckles and shakes it, rubbing the back of his head.
Pidge joins us and beams, looping her arm around his. “I found him a couple of days ago.”
With a grin, Hunk throws an arm over Pidge. “I can’t believe we did it—oh! I gotta call Shay!”
Shiro watches him leave and clears his throat. “I should go too. Check in on the Taujeerians.”
As they leave, Matt’s gaze trails over me, his eyes lingering.
Keith shifts beside me, straightening his shoulders as his hand brushes my lower back. His eyes narrow as he watches us, and Lance steps forward, glaring at Matt.
Matt’s mouth opens, then closes. “You were incredible up there.”
I blink. “What?”
“That maneuver with the Lion. You—”
“Don’t even think about it, man,” Lance says, flailing his hands and making various gestures.
Pinching the bridge of his nose, Keith sighs. “Shut up, Lance.”
“But—”
“Oh!” Matt exclaims, his gaze sweeping to look over Keith. The tenseness returns in his posture. “What the hell, Keith?! You could’ve died!”
Keith's jaw clenches, and Lance’s mouth snaps shut.
Pidge raises a brow, looking around the group.
“What is Matt talking about?” Allura asks, breaking the silence.
Sacrifice, or death.
My gaze finds Keith’s again, and something twists in my chest.
His eyes are distant, far away, like he’s already somewhere else.
“You were going to fly into the particle barrier to destroy it,” I say, not even asking.
Keith’s lips press into a thin line. “It was the only way.”
“Keith…” I whisper, stepping toward him, my voice trembling.
He looks down, his shoulders tense and eyes fixed on his boots. “This mission was bigger than me. I was just trying to save everyone.”
“The mission?” Pidge’s voice cracks as she steps forward. “Keith, we love you. Why would you think—”
Keith cuts her off. “The universe needs Voltron far more than it needs me. I did what I had to do.”
There’s a long silence, full of everything none of us knows how to say.
“I should, uh, help with the wounded,” Matt mutters, rubbing the back of his neck and walking away.
Wind rustles through the wreckage around us, and gravel shifts under my boots as I close the last of the space between us.
I wrap my arms around Keith and bury my face in his chest. The frantic thud of his heartbeat beneath his armor undoes me.
“You idiot,” I murmur against him, sniffling. “You aren’t expendable.”
For a moment, he doesn't move, but soon his arms come around me—tentative at first, then desperate.
Allura takes a careful step back, ushering the team with her. They give us space, leaving us to take care of Lotor and check in with Coalition members.
“We need you.” My throat tightens, and I have to pause to breathe. “I need you, you fool.”
Keith’s eyes glisten, realization dawning on him. “I was ready to die if it meant taking that cruiser out,” he whispers, sinking to the ground and kneeling before me.
The silence stretches between us, and his hair falls over his eyes, wild and windblown. The edges of his mouth tug downward, his expression stormy.
I stare at him, smoothing his hair down as a gentle smile covers my features. “Vae pan kriensa o hugrakkur se’tar.”
Keith’s head lifts slowly, confusion evident in his eyes. “What?”
“You are a warrior of gallant blood,” I reply, translating. “You are so brave, Mullet.”
He breathes in sharply. “You shouldn’t say things like that,” he says, voice low, a wry smile tugging faintly at his lips. “Not to someone like me.”
I tilt my head. “Someone like you?”
He lets out a soft, humorless laugh, eyes flicking up to mine. “I’m not some brave hero, I’m a hot-headed Garrison flunk out.”
“I know what I see when I look at you,” I insist, kneeling in front of him and taking his hand in mine. “The Galra of old—a warrior who fights with heart.”
The quiet stretches again, and I watch the wind tug at his hair, fighting the urge to reach up and fix it. His hand tightens slightly around mine as I sit beside him, shoulder to shoulder, our legs folded beneath us.
Neither of us moves for a while. His fingers trace slow, careful circles over the back of my hand, as though grounding himself to reality.
“I’m sorry,” he says eventually, his voice rough. “For scaring you. For… almost doing something irreversible.”
“I’m not mad,” I say, offering a small smile.
He glances at me sideways, skepticism tugging at the edge of his brow. “You should be.”
I shake my head. “I’m not mad,” I repeat, this time with more conviction. “I’m terrified. That’s different. But I can’t be mad at you for doing what you thought was right. You made a call based on instinct, and I trust you.”
Keith weighs the words. After a long pause, he asks quietly, “And if it had been you? If you were the one flying into the shield—”
“I would’ve done it,” I admit without hesitation. “Without a second thought.”
His hand tightens around mine like he’s afraid I’ll disappear. “Of course you would’ve,” he mutters, dragging his other hand down his face in frustration. He exhales hard, then adds, almost distractedly, “You used a Galran phrase earlier.”
I nod, glancing down at our entwined hands. “Yeah. My whole life, I grew up hearing my Dayaks tell stories—tales of ancient warriors, sacrifice, and courage. Vae pan kriensa o hugrakkur se’tar is one of the highest honors. It’s old, from before the Empire twisted everything into conquest and cruelty. From when we were still noble.”
He looks thoughtful. “Do you speak it fluently?”
“I do,” I say, a bittersweet smile tugging at my lips. “Lotor refuses to speak it now, but it reminds me of them. My Dayaks. My family.”
Keith nods slowly, resolution stirring in his expression. “Then teach me.”
I blink, caught off guard. “Galran?”
“Yes,” he says gently, holding my gaze. “It’s part of you. And I want to understand all of you.”
My breath catches, and I can’t speak. The offer is so simple, so honest, and it fills the aching in my chest.
“Okay,” I whisper, voice trembling with emotion as I squeeze his hand. “I’ll teach you.”
They would’ve loved him, especially Dayak Zlak.
A soft thud draws our attention.
Lance is tossing his helmet up and down in his hands. “You guys done yet?” he calls.
Keith rolls his eyes. “Go away, Lance.”
“I would, but Shiro says we need a team debrief, Kolivan’s looking for you, and also there’s like... a dozen rebel leaders waiting to talk to the girl who knocked out Lotor.”
I blink. “Right. That.”
Keith reluctantly lets go of me and stands, offering his hand. I take it.
As he pulls me to my feet, his grip lingers. His thumb brushes across my knuckles carefully, a contradiction to the tension still clinging to his frame.
Around us, the broken ground of Naxzela stretches endlessly, scorched and cratered from the chaos of battle. Smoke curls through the air, hanging between the silhouettes of fallen sentries and collapsed ships. The sun sinks low on the horizon, casting the planet in a wash of burnt orange.
It’s beautiful in a cruel, aching way.
This planet could’ve wiped out entire solar systems.
Keith squints up at the sun, his jaw tightening. His lips part like he’s on the verge of saying something—something important—but the moment slips away. He swallows it down and turns his gaze to the horizon instead.
As if on cue, Lance appears beside us, slipping into step with the casual confidence only he can carry. He slings an arm around Keith’s shoulders.
“Y’know, I was almost worried you'd forgotten about us, Mullet. But I should’ve figured you’d stick around—with (N/N) here and all. Guess that means everything’s back to normal.”
Keith side-eyes him. “We haven’t had ‘normal’ since you piloted Blue to Arus.”
I snort, barely biting back a laugh. Keith glances over at me, and his expression shifts. His eyes soften, and a faint smile tugs at his lips.
And it hits me, hard—how long it’s been since I’ve seen that look on his face.
How long it’s been since I’ve felt this safe. Since I’ve felt like I’m home.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
I was listening to Hozier's cover of "Do I Wanna Know" by Arctic Monkeys (cause it's trending on tiktok rn), and I know the lyrics and vibes, but his voice is so tragically, romantically beautiful, and that's what I channeled with the reunion scene.
I lowkey forgot that Keith was about to die sacrificing himself in season 4's finale. like that completely got blocked out of my brain, and when I was rewatching, I was like... oh yeah.
Naxzela was a gigantic bomb that was going to wipe out all of them out (pidge herself says, "It's big enough to wipe out several solar systems," and Hunk says, "within ten solar systems"), and Keith was putting the lives of his friends (and I guess the "mission" first cause that was something brought up multiple times when the BoM was shown), and they had no options left.
Altruistic suicide is definitely something Keith would've done in VLD—I just wish it was actually discussed in the show rather than glossed over. Oh well.
But his actions definitely reminded y/n of Rez'or. He'd be the ultimate Rez'or fighter. 😼
Chapter 22: Victory, or Death
Summary:
y/n tries a milkshake for the first time; season 5 episodes 1 & 2
Notes:
rewatching is so bad. Shiro is so, so fine. literally the side angle in s5e1, jaw dropped. i had the fattest crushes on him and Keith in season 1 (honestly keith gets so hot as the seasons progress too liiiiike) 😭 i have so much love and nostalgia for seasons 1 and 2. and lotor is SO fine. i just—i can’t. middle school me knew what’s up and now i’m back in this fandom thinking about VLD like i never stopped.😭 i feel like my age reflects in my writing, like the parts i wrote in 2017/2018 made me cringe so bad and they’re all gone now cause i rewrote them, but i like what i rewrote. idk if this is narcissistic, but i love reading VTLL cause let’s be real, i wrote it for myself in the beginning cause none of the fics at the time were hitting (i am reading some now though that are interesting cause i’ve expanded beyond just wattpad awhejfkg). i dunno.
I do in fact blame TikTok and Netflix’s removal of VLD because the edits i’ve seen really sparked my interest again and i just can’t believe how much I grinded over winter break for this fic. the amount of words edited, rewritten, swapped—insane work tbh.
i saved a ton of random tiktoks cause i like watching them to get inspired 😭
youtube compilation i just made
i’m so, so excited to write romantic y/n x keith, idk when it’ll happen, but i AM excited 😁🤭
tuesday 1/14 i was really, really, super duper anxious and cried about life and school and the future so that was fun, really took out some crucial writing time. listen, i LOVE writing this fic i have so much fun, but man. i am so severely sleep deprived because i ruined my schedule during winter break 😭 i literally can’t function without coffee, all i’ve been consuming is Celcius and coffee (i hope the jitters don’t affect me, i’m gonna try and cut back ahsdjgkf). the amount of caffeine this first week of uni is going to make my heart stop long-term and i gotta finish this fic 🫱🏻🫲🏼
i’m just joking lololol, i hope y’all don’t mind these author’s notes i like talking and updating about my life 😁 i feel better now, i’m in Michigan for the weekend and i don’t hate my classes, they’re actually really interesting, i just don’t wanna do all my homework 💔 i’m a double major in criminal justice and criminology and social work with a minor in spanish and the amount of reading i gotta do actually breaks my heart cause deep down i just want to read my physical tbr and fanfiction 😭
i know i said sunday uploads, but i worked on the fic on the train ride (was i kinda embarrassed? yeah. did i need to proofread and i had 4.5 hours to kill? yeah! i didn’t rot watching tiktok and hulu the whole time so yay for me 😁). i’m grasping to freetime anywhere i can get it.
shout out to the ghost readers because i know you’re lurking in the chapters 😭 we've reached 73 kudos—that's so wild to me tbh.
and before I forget, I want to quickly say that I appreciate those of you who leave comments so much, I genuinely have the best time reading them 🫶🏻 y’all are my biggest motivators and it’s just so fun reading your reactions or jokes!!!! such a silly fun time 🤭
i hope y’all enjoy this chapter <3
(click for) timeline with spoilers in case anyone's interested: ➭Thursday, 01/15/2415: Chapter 34, part XII/Chapter 21. (Y/N), Lotor, and his Generals go to the ruins of Planet Daibazaal (season 4, episode 5–6); Acxa stuns Lotor, who later escapes and is chased by Emperor Zarkon and his fleet. Meanwhile, Voltron launches an attack on Naxzela and other key planets to seize control of 1/3 of the Galra Empire’s territory in a single strike. (Y/N)’s reunion with the team, resulting in Lotor being stunned and taken captive by Team Voltron. (Y/N) meets Matt for the first time.
➭Monday, 01/19/2415: Beginning of Chapter 22’s Third Person POV; The Prisoner, where Lance and Lotor share a conversation.
➭Wednesday, 01/21/2415: Beginning of Chapter 22’s Your POV (season 5, episode 1). The Paladins go to the moon of Tragoch. (Y/N) tries her first milkshake. Chapter 34, part XIII Acxa contacts Emperor Zarkon to say they have Commander Sam Holt.
➭Thursday, 01/22/2415: Chapter 22/Chapter 34, part XIII Team Voltron exchanges (Y/N) and Lotor for Commander Sam Holt; Emperor Zarkon dies, and Acxa, Ezor, and Zethrid are taken captive by the main fleet (season 5, episode 2).
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Chapter Text
“I wanna say it's alright
You're just a man after all
And I know you had demons
I got some of my own
I think you passed them along”
Tame Impala, Posthumous Forgiveness
“I'm gonna kill you
If you don't beat me to it”
Phoebe Bridgers, Kyoto
Third Person POV; The Prisoner:
“So, you’re a prince,” Lance says, leaning casually against the glass.
Lotor raises an eyebrow, narrowing his gaze.
The circular containment cell in which he has been placed is divided into two distinct sections. The front half, facing the transparent wall, features a narrow metal bench—clearly intended for observation and interaction with visitors. The back half contains the bare essentials: a flat, uncomfortable-looking bed bolted to the floor, a shallow washing basin set into the wall, and a small, grated hole in the corner that serves as a toilet.
It's sterile, cold, and offers no comfort.
As he crosses his arms over his chest, Lotor’s back collides with the metal wall as he leans back. He gives the Paladin an appraising look, unable to keep the disdain entirely to himself.
“Yes, I am a Prince,” Lotor replies bitterly. “Though with these circumstances—”
Lance cocks his head to the side. "Do you know what princesses like?"
He blinks. “You are curious about what a… princess likes?”
Smiling, Lance nods.
Lotor tilts his head, studying him. “Shouldn’t you already have an idea of what she likes?”
Lance exhales a long breath and shrugs. “I mean, I do, but I figured you’re more of an expert.”
“You flatter me, bu—”
"Ah-ah-ah!” Lance waves a hand, brushing off Lotor’s hesitancy. “You’ve got that royal charm thing going for you, and (Y/N) is your sister. You’ve got to know what makes a princess tick.”
A muscle in Lotor’s cheek feathers, his frustration bubbling to the surface.
This is who (Y/N) was so desperate to return to? Lotor wonders.
“Happiness is not so easily achieved with mere gestures,” Lotor states. “You need to be authentic—talk to her, spend time with her. Put in the effort.”
Lance grins, sitting in a criss-crossed position on the floor directly in front of Lotor, eyes gleaming with mischief. “You know, you’re kind of insightful for a guy who got shot by his own sister.”
Lotor’s jaw tightens as he fixes Lance with a sharp glare. “I let her stun me.”
“Sure you did, buddy.” Lance leans back on his palms, clearly enjoying himself. “Tooootally.”
Before Lotor can fire back, the chime of the elevator interrupts them. The doors slide open and (Y/N) steps onto the bridge with her arms full. Blankets are draped over her shoulders as a stack of card games and snacks balances precariously in her grip.
“Lotor,” she greets warmly, giving him a quick nod before kneeling beside them. “Lance.”
She settles onto the floor, spreading the blankets out as she starts organizing the games between them. Lotor watches her, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly until his eyes flick back to Lance.
With a quiet sigh, he lowers himself to the floor and mutters, “Your Earthling seems to enjoy the sound of his own voice.”
(Y/N)’s fingers pause over the deck of cards, brows drawing together as she frowns in confusion. She glances up at him, but instead of replying, she shrugs it off and begins to shuffle.
“I’ll never quite understand your taste in company,” Lotor adds.
Lance gasps obnoxiously, clutching his chest. “Hey!”
Lotor rolls his eyes but says nothing more, while (Y/N) snorts, dealing out the cards.
Your POV:
Six days have passed since Naxzela nearly exploded—an event that could’ve wiped out several solar systems in a matter of seconds. Since then, the Castle Ship has remained grounded on the planet’s surface, and the view outside is dreary, almost apocalyptic.
Naxzela’s surface is dominated by metal, but in the areas where Voltron fought, the metallic shell has been broken, and jagged rocks jut through, revealing a glimpse of what lies beneath.
Towering pillars still stand, pulsing with refined quintessence. Their veins of violet energy crawl along the ground and into the horizon, casting an eerie, perpetual light across the wasteland.
The landscape is a desolate mixture of gray steel, glowing purple, and the occasional patch of dull brown earth.
I made the mistake of going for a run in the dead of night, and the silence was absolute. It felt like being trapped in a cell back on Emperor Zarkon’s Central Command, except here, the cage is planet-sized.
There’s no life on Naxzela aside from the team. No cities. No ruins. No signs of past civilizations.
Naxzela was never meant to be a home. This place wasn’t built for living—it was forged to serve as an Altean terraforming plant, which was then conquered and utilized by the Galra.
Keith left Naxzela with Kolivan the moment the mission debrief ended, no drawn-out goodbyes or parting glances. Just a nod, and he was gone.
It’s been six days since I last felt his warmth beneath my hands and his steady presence beside me.
Months without the soft comfort of his breath against my skin as he shifts too close in his sleep, without the pressure of his body against mine during sparring, without the gentleness of his fingers stroking through my hair, or the whispers he offers when I wake from a nightmare.
Months since we were simply allowed to be as we once were.
I find myself longing for those moments on Arus and Olkarion, when we were still learning what it meant to fight as Voltron and still discovering what it means to be a Paladin. There was something pure in those days, something untouched by war or politics.
Something that felt like hope.
Now, there’s this emptiness, like a piece of me has been carved out and tucked away in Keith’s essence. There’s an inexplicable throb in my chest every time we’re separated. I feel it in the flutters in my stomach when his eyes find mine across a room, in the way my breath catches when he smiles that rare, fleeting smile meant only for me.
He feels like home. Like safety. Like everything I never knew I needed until it was already mine.
And yet, while my heart is with him, the rest of me is still here, entangled in something I can’t fully understand.
Lotor saved us, all of us—the entire Voltron Coalition and more.
He’s given us everything—intel, secrets, weaknesses of the Galra Empire—freely, without hesitation.
It doesn’t make sense.
This isn’t the Lotor who refused to work with Voltron. He wasn’t willing to kill Father, or willing to let me try to kill him either.
He had too much to prove. Too much at stake. Too many secrets.
But now? Now he’s cooperative. Composed. Calculated.
There’s a plan buried beneath those sharp eyes and calm words—I know there is. Every instinct I have is screaming that this is all a setup.
But I can’t figure it out yet, and that’s what scares me most.
|••••••••••|
Sitting criss-crossed in front of the containment cell, I stare at Lotor with my hands folded in my lap as he begrudgingly eats what I’ve brought him.
I come down every morning to have breakfast with him.
Today’s meal is food goo. Again.
Lotor peers at me from above the rim of his bowl before setting it behind him on the bench.
“Can’t you tell your friends to release me?” he asks, his eyes boring into mine with a plea.
A satisfied smile makes its way onto my lips. “No,” I reply simply, taking a bite. “It hasn’t even been one movement. You kept me in that room for two whole months.”
“Exactly!” he bursts out, throwing his hands up as his shoulders sag in exasperation. “A room with a bed, a bathroom, windows, books—oh, and that projection device Acxa found. You’re acting like I tortured you. I’m losing my quiznaking mind in here.”
I raise a brow, fixing him with a pointed look. “You have a bathroom.”
He blinks. Slowly. “I’ve seen derelict bathrooms, believe me. I’ve lived with impecunious means. But this—” Lotor points his thumb behind him—“is ridiculous.”
I snort. “You act like your cell isn’t spotless.”
“Not to mention the toiletries I’ve been given are rudimentary at best,” he continues, his nose wrinkling with disdain. “And I have nowhere to bathe.”
“There’s a sink,” I reply, pointing to the small basin in the corner.
“A sink?” He grimaces, as if the very word offends him. “You had an entire bathing chamber. Steam, temperature control, scented oils, slippers, plush towels, s—”
“You’ll survive.”
Lotor scoffs. “Survival is hardly the point. Dignity, comfort, basic hygiene—these are not luxuries. They are necessities. And frankly, I smell.”
My spork clinks softly against the side of my bowl as I set it down.
“Lotor, I love you.” I put my hand out, the glass cool beneath my palm. “But the team doesn’t trust you. At all.”
He stares at it before he leans in and reaches out.
Our fingers are separated by the transparent barrier that defines our roles now—captor and captive, sister and brother.
His expression falters.
“I hate this. I don’t suppose you could at least convince them to give me real food?” Lotor asks, gesturing toward the empty bowl.
“Food goo is real food.”
He gives a bitter laugh, his head tilting until it thumps dully against the glass. The bright overhead fluorescent lights soften the hard lines of fatigue and confinement etched deep in the creases of his skin.
“I’ve already apologized to you several times,” he mutters.
“Oh, I know,” I reply, leaning back on my hands. “And you’ll keep apologizing until I think you’ve suffered enough.”
Lotor groans, slumping forward. “How can I possibly regain your trust if I’m rotting in here?”
I narrow my eyes. “Funny. I asked myself a similar question during those two months you held me hostage.”
He rubs the back of his neck, visibly sheepish. “I wouldn’t call it ‘hostage.’ It was more... protective custody.”
“Protective custody?” I scoff. “I couldn’t quiznaking leave.”
“You—”
“Lotor.”
He visibly deflates. “Fine. Perhaps I could have handled things better.”
“Perhaps,” I deadpan, crossing my arms.
The elevator doors slide open, and Lance steps out, his hands tucked into his pockets as he strolls across the long bridge.
He reaches me without a word and drops down beside me with familiar ease, his shoulder brushing mine.
Without asking, he leans over, grabs the extra spork from the tray, and dips it into my bowl, stealing a bite of breakfast. It should annoy me, but it doesn’t. He chews slowly, glancing at me with a grin.
I slide the plate with pieces of toast over to him, and he grabs a slice, biting into it with a loud crunch.
“Why are you so quiet?” Lance asks, glancing at Lotor.
“Why are you speaking to me?” Lotor asks, staring longingly at the slices of toast with a slight frown.
Lance gawks at him. “I’ve been coming here with (Y/N) almost every day—can’t you be nice for once?”
“Can’t you act less like yourself for once?” Lotor gives him a disapproving look and crosses his arms over his chest. “Do Earthlings ever stop speaking?”
I pinch the bridge of my nose, releasing a tired sigh.
The two of them squabble far too much.
|••••••••••|
The Black Lion leads us, and I push Violet’s thrusters to keep up.
SHIRO: "That's our target, the moon of Tragoch."
The moon is a mix of pinks and oranges, surrounded by Galra technology. Lava bubbles at its surface, and I zoom in with the screen to catch a better look.
Stars above, that’s a lot of lava.
ALLURA: "According to our latest intelligence, that's where the Galra are building their upgraded sentries."
SHIRO: "Taking out this base will mean the Galra won't be able to resupply their bases and ships for months."
LANCE: "How do we know this isn't a trap?"
I roll my eyes. (Y/N): “Isn’t that why I’m here? To be the insurance?”
SHIRO: "And all the intel's checked out so far. Everything's exactly how we were told it'd be."
The screen on the Purple Lion flashes, and alarms blare in the cockpit. Galra defense drones charge towards us, ready to attack.
SHIRO: "Including preparing for those!"
ALLURA: "Pidge?"
PIDGE: "Allura, I'm sending you the signals to interfere with the drones."
ALLURA: "Signal acquired. Broadcasting."
The sonar device materializes on the Blue Lion’s back. Without hesitation, Allura pilots Blue into position to disrupt the incoming drones, and waves of pulsing sound ripple from the Lion, distorting their trajectory with high-frequency bursts.
Within a few ticks, the drones falter, and one by one, their lights flicker off. They’re powered down and neutralized.
I stare grimly at the drones. (Y/N): "So far, so good."
Let’s hope you were telling the truth, Lotor.
SHIRO: "Now let's take them out before they recalibrate and report our approach."
Powering on the Purple Lion’s jaw blade, I push the controls and slice through as many drones as I can, causing small bursts of fire as the metal comes into contact with the blade.
SHIRO: "Form up on me. We're going in."
The Black Lion leads us as we enter the moon’s atmosphere. The Red and Blue Lions are ahead of me, while the Green and Yellow Lions are behind.
We fly into one of the openings, and I speed up as we travel down the tunnel.
(Y/N): "We have five minutes before the base realizes their drones aren't responding.”
SHIRO: “Be careful to stay in formation and don't touch the sides!"
I pull back on the controls and veer slightly left to avoid the sides.
The last thing we need is lava breaking through.
We round a corner, and a thump echoes down the tunnel.
All I can do is blink.
(Y/N): “What was that?”
HUNK: "Uh oh!"
The Yellow Lion rams into the Green Lion.
PIDGE: "Hunk!"
The Green Lion rams into me, causing me to spin out of control.
(Y/N): “Stop!”
I scramble to adjust the controls, and it comes into view when I finally stop spinning. Lava. Tons of it—spewing out with a strong current.
My shoulders slump. (Y/N): “You’ve gotta be quiznaking kidding me.”
HUNK: "I think I may have nicked the side a little bit."
(Y/N): “You think?”
PIDGE: “A bit?”
ALLURA: "Let me through!"
I maneuver out of the way to make room for the Blue Lion, and Allura uses the freeze blast to create an ice wall.
My thrusters go faster.
ALLURA: "We'd better hurry. That patch won't last long."
(Y/N): “You don’t have to tell me twice.”
The Purple Lion speeds down the tunnel, and lava starts spewing stronger than before.
Alarms blare, filling Violet’s cockpit with flashing red lights.
HUNK: "The lava's gaining on us! We can't outrun it!"
(Y/N): “Maybe you should’ve kept that in mind before you nicked the damn side!”
ALLURA: "We should be directly underneath the Galra base."
My eyes focus in front of me. (Y/N): "There's an opening up ahead."
SHIRO: "Follow me!"
The Purple Lion soars upward behind the other Lions as lava starts flowing down, filling the empty spaces and slowly rising.
I try to fly higher, but there is nowhere else to go.
LANCE: "Oh, no! We're trapped!"
The lava continues to flow up, even closer now.
SHIRO: "No, we're not!’
My eyes twitch. (Y/N): "We’re definitely trapped."
SHIRO: “There's another way out! Form Voltron!"
All six Lions get drawn up, and as we form Voltron, the Purple Lion settles into the center.
I’m still not used to Violet being able to form Voltron every time now.
Although Lotor’s attempt to access the rift ultimately failed, something was released in the ruins of Planet Daibazaal when the inter-reality gate was opened. A dormant force awakened, laced with quintessence.
When the Purple Lion came to retrieve me, it responded to that energy, triggering a reaction within her that even Violet couldn’t fully explain with the limited knowledge I have of quintessence. But whatever changed, it changed everything.
Now, we’re finally able to form Voltron consistently with the other Paladins.
It’s as if a barrier has lifted, granting Violet freedoms she never had before. She can now fully separate herself from the Purple Lion’s essence. We’ve yet to test whether the main five Lions can still form Voltron without her.
Voltron punches through the metallic roof, and we emerge at the core of the base.
SHIRO: "Take down the factory machines!"
Blasts shoot from all around, explosions clouding my vision. Thousands of sentries fall into the lava, melting on impact, and the entire base shakes as more lava starts spewing.
My heart pounds. (Y/N): "This place is gonna blow any tick now!"
SHIRO: "Let's get out of here!"
Voltron breaks through the base, flying out into the moon's atmosphere, and we enter space, kicking our thrusters into full gear.
The entire moon explodes, destroying the base and creating a blinding ball of fire.
A moment of silence passes through the team as we gather our thoughts and catch our breaths.
Allura sighs, breaking the quiet. ALLURA: "Let's head back to the Castle Ship."
I slump in my pilot seat, nodding. (Y/N): “Good work, everyone.”
Lance chuckles. LANCE: “Good work, Lotor.”
|••••••••••|
Humming to myself, I pat my skin dry with a towel in the bathroom by the locker room, steam still curling in the air around me. I drag the soft fabric across my shoulders and arms, letting the warmth cling to my skin a moment longer.
In front of the mirror, I brush the tangles out of my damp hair, wincing a little as the bristles catch. After, I run my fingers through the strands, separating them and weaving them into a braid. The motion is calming, mindless.
My reflection stares back at me, eyes lingering on the crook of my neck. That’s where Keith had breathed against me, so close and real and warm. The memory sends a shiver down my spine. His arms had wrapped around me like they belonged there, like I was something he wanted to protect.
Or maybe something he didn’t want to let go of.
It always feels so natural for him to be there, pressed against me, holding me.
Being with Keith is easier than breathing.
Quiznak, I think I love him.
I suck in a breath, heart hammering at the truth.
Shit, where did that come from?
Shaking my head quickly, I force the thought aside. I hang the towel up to dry and slip into a clean, fresh set of clothes, trying not to let my hands tremble, and head to meet the team.
Hunk slumps into one of the couches in the lounge as the doors slide open and I step through.
"Oh, man!” he exclaims. “Going on missions is a lot easier when somebody gives you the information you need before you get there."
I plop next to Lance on another couch while Allura and Pidge sit across from us. Shiro remains standing with his arms crossed in front of his chest.
Lance smirks as he chuckles, leaning back as he turns to glance at Hunk. "And yet, you still managed to run your Lion into a wall," he says.
Hunk blinks and looks defensive. "Yeah, information is one thing. Ability is something completely different."
“Naturally.” I snort, folding my legs together. I sink into the couch and roll my shoulders back.
"There’s no doubt about it, we haven't encountered a single problem," Shiro says, frowning.
Allura’s shoulders slump. "I must admit, we took down a vital target today."
Pidge smiles. "And we made it look pretty easy, except for the getting buried in lava part." She grimaces slightly as she pushes her glasses up and gives Hunk a side-eye.
I lean over to pat the side of Hunk’s arm. “And we can thank you for that, sweetie.”
Hunk makes a face, pouting.
"It may be time to consider taking the next step," Shiro suggests.
Allura makes a face, her lips tugging downward into a frown. "I'm still not comfortable with this," she says. "It just doesn't feel right."
Rolling my eyes, I stand. "Lotor tried to kill you, you tried to kill him—we can go around in circles for days,” I say. “Emperor Zarkon is the real problem, not my brother.”
|••••••••••|
The elevator doors slide open, and we walk down the bridge. Shiro leads as Allura and I walk side by side.
Lotor looks up and sits straighter.
"Your intel checked out," Shiro states, stopping in front of the cell.
“You still feign surprise?” Lotor asks, his gaze sweeping between us. “All of the information I've given, proven correct. Every target I've provided, easily dispatched. And yet, you still look at me—"
"As if you are the son of the most bloodthirsty murderer this universe has ever known?" Allura asks, her tone dry.
His face contorts, and he gestures to me. “We—”
“(Y/N) has more than proven herself,” she says, cutting him off. “You have not.”
Lotor’s brows pinch together. "Can people not change? Is it so hard to believe that I wish to return the Galra Empire to a bygone era of peace? Our fathers were friends once, long ago. There must be hope for us."
Shiro’s eyes narrow. "I guess we still need some convincing.”
Sighing, Lotor looks down at his hands. "The facts speak for themselves. The Galra Empire is completely reliant on quintessence. Serve that need peacefully, and you have a complete paradigm shift, a new dawn for the old Empire.”
"And you're the man to make this happen?" I ask, crossing my arms.
His eyes are wide and earnest as they lock onto mine. "My plan from the beginning has been to find a way to harvest quintessence without resorting to the barbarism of the Komar,” Lotor continues. “Extracting quintessence from entire planets at the cost of every living thing? I think not."
Don’t let him manipulate you, (Y/N).
I take a step closer to the glass, eyes narrowing into slits. "And your solution was to send Voltron to do your dirty work?"
“We could have been stuck in that other reality,” Allura says, crossing her arms.
Lotor frowns. "Only Voltron could retrieve the trans-reality comet. So, yes, I'm afraid I had to be a bit… duplicitous in effecting its retrieval."
Shiro tilts his head, glaring at him. "But if the Paladins were killed, that would be fine for you, too.”
Rubbing his temples, Lotor glances between the three of us. "It was a calculated risk, I admit that. But I knew they'd come through without a scratch. And since recovering the comet, I haven't been in the least bit aggressive."
"What about your Generals?" Allura asks.
His frown deepens. "A simple misunderstanding. I had no idea our paths would cross in the Ulippa System. What would I gain by fighting you? My sole focus has been finding a way to enter the zone between realities."
I frown, my arms dropping.
That’s exactly all Lotor has been doing—trying to access the rift through his trans-reality gate.
Allura scoffs. "Sounds like you are your father's son."
I open my mouth, but Lotor stands, the frustration clear on his features.
"It was your father who led the scientific exploration that discovered quintessence,” he states. “An exploration, I might add, that resulted in the creation of Voltron. This isn't a zero-sum game. Meeting the needs of the Galra Empire means bringing peace to the universe. That is the future enlightenment brings us, one of prosperity for all.”
“A—”
“I saved your lives and the lives of all your comrades,” Lotor interrupts, his hands tightening into fists. “I have given you target after target in the Galra Empire, and all of them have been dismantled or destroyed at no cost of life to you. All I ask is to be judged by my actions rather than your preconceptions of my race. If that is beyond you, then perhaps you should just finish me and get it over with. Clearly, Princess, you are not ready to end this war."
Her cheeks gain a pink tint, and she shakes her head, giving me a parting glance before storming off. Shiro follows behind her.
Hesitantly, I turn to go after them, but I swallow hard and remain in place.
“It is not a matter of race,” I say, leaning against the glass. “Us being half-Galra, being the children of Emperor Zarkon—that’s not what this is about.”
"Then what is it that makes you doubt me?" His voice is quieter now, but no less intense.
"I trust you, despite everything.” A deep frown finds its way onto my lips. “You are my brother, no matter what. That is not a vow I intend to break. But your actions have put the lives of people fighting the same war as you at risk.”
He steps closer, reaching out. “I would never put your life at risk.”
“But you put their lives at risk.”
“You are my family.”
“And these Paladins—this team—are mine.”
Lotor’s hand falters mid-air, fingers splayed against the glass between us. The flickering lights illuminate the glint of a desperate hope swimming in his eyes.
“I would never hurt you,” he says again, a plea more than a statement. His voice cracks. “I swear to the stars above.”
I press my palm flat against the glass, lining it up with his. “But you already have.”
His breath catches, subtle and almost imperceptible. He suddenly looks older, and his shoulders droop.
“Why are you really doing this?” I ask after a long silence. “What’s in the rift, Lotor? Why are you so desperate to get there?”
His eyes drop from mine, lashes fanning down like shutters to hide the burn of shame. “Because it’s the only place where enough quintessence exists to fix our wrongdoings.”
I step back, breaking the phantom alignment of our hands. “So that’s what this is really about,” I murmur. “Proving you're worthy.”
“No,” he insists, too quickly. Too practiced. “I—”
“You’ve always been far cleverer than I.” My shoulders sag with the weight of the truth between us. I meet his gaze again, more resigned. “Be honest with me. Why are you surrendering all this intel? What is your end goal?”
He doesn’t answer and only stares.
I turn to leave, fingers curling into fists at my sides. But his voice slices through the silence.
“I wish to light the Flame,” Lotor admits.
I freeze. “What?” I whisper, barely turning.
“I wish to light the Flame,” he repeats, straighter now, his voice stronger. “And become Emperor.”
Scoffing, I face him fully. “We could have killed Father weeks ago.”
He gives me a pointed look. “That isn’t how this works, and you know it.”
I tilt my head, my eyes narrowing as realization dawns on me. “You need Father alone, without the witch to revive him.”
His eyes twinkle in the white lights of his containment cell. “Precisely.”
“You are a fool.”
“Perhaps,” he replies. “But I am a fool with a plan.”
|••••••••••|
Five screens hover in the center of the room, all facing the hologram map of the universe projected for all to see. Allura stands at the controls, leaning her weight against the console. Hunk and Pidge stand next to each other on the left, Coran stands directly behind Allura, and Shiro, Lance, and I stand on the right.
My eyes flicker between the right screen, which shows Kolivan and Keith, and the map.
Stars above, it’s good to see him.
"As of today, our rebel forces have taken control of one-third of the former Galra Empire. But we cannot grow complacent," Allura states, her eyes working along the leaders. "The Galra Empire is still the dominant force in the universe. However, the tide is changing."
"The rebel coalition is winning because of you, Princess Allura," a green alien states with a small smile. "You and Voltron. Mere cycles ago, I felt that my race would breathe its last in Galra chains, but then Voltron appeared on the horizon, and our lives changed forever!"
She returns his smile. "This bid for liberty is only possible because of all of our sacrifices. And we still have a long way to go before the entire universe is free."
"We'll be behind you every step of the way."
"Thank you. We will reconvene soon. Until then."
The screens fade and disappear. Only the Blade of Marmora’s screen remains.
Keith’s eyes lock on mine, and his gaze makes it hard to breathe. My eyes linger on the intensity of his features and the sharp angles softened by the light. That damn fluttering starts in my stomach again as I take in the sight of him, and I can’t look away.
Am I having a quiznaking aneurysm?
I quickly look away and focus on Kolivan.
"Did you complete raids on targets we sent on our last communication?" Shiro asks, taking a step closer.
"Yes," Kolivan states. "The information we've received from Lotor has consistently checked out."
"With all these successful missions taking place in such a short period of time, it won't be long before the Galra realizes we're using inside information," Pidge says, looking up.
"That's true.” He nods. “We should expect the enemy to change protocol soon."
"Then we need to act fast and hit as many targets as possible," Lance says.
"We'll talk to Lotor and see if there's anything else he can give us," Shiro states, glancing at me.
“Sure,” I reply.
Allura bites her bottom lip, glancing at her hands. “I can’t stop thinking that we might be an unwitting part of a much larger ulterior motive.”
“Ulterior motive or not, the guy’s been pretty helpful,” Hunk says, shrugging.
“We’ll reconvene later. Bye, guys.” Keith clears his throat, giving me a small smile. “Bye, (Y/N).”
Blinking, I look up at him. “Bye, Keith.”
The transmission closes, and Lance snickers beside me as an involuntary blush spreads across my cheeks. I jab an elbow into his side, but his laughter only grows in volume.
Allura glances between the two of us, and her brows furrow as she takes in the way Lance clutches his stomach as he laughs and grabs onto my arm, pulling me down with him.
Scowling, I shove him harder.
|••••••••••|
"Every lead I've provided you so far has been unerring, exact, and relatively easy to accomplish,” Lotor states, looking between us. “Anything I would give you now would be somewhat more… perilous in nature."
"We're listening," Allura replies.
"I have some information that I believe you would consider important on a more personal level. There is a prison, formerly under my control. It houses a special inmate."
My brows furrow. "Who?" I ask.
"Commander Sam Holt."
I blink, taking a step forward. “Commander Sam Holt, as in Pidge’s father?”
"Yes." His lips purse in a tight line. He draws out a folded note from his armor. “These are the coordinates. I suggest you hurry.”
|••••••••••|
Allura bites her bottom lip, a flicker of hesitation in her eyes as she reaches out to initiate communication with Pidge. Her fingers hover over the console in the center.
Pidge and Matt had taken the Green Lion to rendezvous with a group of rebel fighters, offering their expertise for ship repairs and upgrades.
Shiro and I flank her as the ticks drag on, heavy with anticipation.
The connection solidifies, and Rolo appears on the screen.
“We need to speak with Pidge. Is she still there?” I ask.
“Just a tick.” He holds a finger up and jogs towards the back of the ship, where the exit is.
"Hey, guys," Pidge says with a small smile.
She, Matt, Nyma, Rolo, and Beezer step onto the ship. Rolo takes a seat, and Pidge stands next to Matt.
"Pidge…" Shiro says, trailing off.
Her head cocks to the side. "Is something wrong?"
Shiro frowns. "We have a lead on Commander Holt. Your father."
Pidge’s eyes widen. "Our father?"
"Lotor gave us information on his whereabouts,” I say.
"Where is he?"
"Because your father was considered a valuable scientific asset, he was moved to a remote prison with others like him," Allura says, closing her eyes. "They're being forced to work for the Galra Empire."
"According to Lotor, he's still at the prison," I say.
"But he could be transferred at any moment,” Shiro states. “As soon as the teludav is repaired, we can all head over there.”
Pidge shakes her head as she and Matt exchange a look, and he’s dashing out the door.
"Send us the coordinates!" she exclaims, trailing behind her brother.
"Pidge, Matt!” Allura shouts. “If you wait for us, we'll be able to provide you with backup.”
My nose scrunches as the doors slide closed. “Aaand they’re gone.”
Rolo stands, looking at us. "Hey, don't worry," he says. “We'll make sure they got the backup they need."
I frown. "Bring them back safe."
"Good luck,” Allura says, her face solemn.
“And try not to quiznaking die.”
|••••••••••|
“What’s this called again?” I ask, glancing between Hunk and Lance as I slosh the contents of the freezing cup in my hands. The whipped cream comes into contact with the thicker, white liquid with black specks. There’s a purple berry on top, and I pick it up, popping it into my mouth.
It’s sweet against my tongue as my teeth sink into it, releasing its juices. I release a happy sigh.
I love fruit.
Lance looks at me, amused, as he grabs a cup from the tray Hunk’s prepared. “It’s called a milkshake.”
“Milkshake,” I repeat, trying the word out. I hoist myself up, sitting on the countertop.
“It’s really good,” Hunk adds with a grin, leaning against the kitchen’s island. “Vanilla bean milkshakes—just made them.”
I quirk an eyebrow. “How?”
The doors to the kitchen slide open, and Allura’s standing there, glancing between the three of us, before her face contorts into a grimace.
“Are those… milkshakes?” she asks slowly.
My eyes snap up to hers, and I set the cup down. “Why? What’s wrong with them?”
Lance pinches the bridge of his nose and rolls his eyes, sipping his milkshake without hesitation. “Allura and Coran think it’s weird that I have to milk Kaltenecker.”
Her eyes widen as he drinks, her face pale. “It’s not natural.”
“It is natural!” He has a rim of froth coating his upper lip. “She’s a cow.”
Allura shakes her head and grabs a bowl from the cupboard, putting herself a serving of food goo before coming to lean against the island between Hunk and Lance. She peers at me and the cup.
Scrunching my nose, I take a whiff of the milkshake. It doesn’t smell bad, it smells delicious and sweet. I brace myself as I take a tentative sip through the straw, and my eyes widen with delight as I slurp the entire thing down in a matter of a few ticks.
All three look at me, and Hunk’s mouth hangs open.
“What?” I ask, smacking my lips.
Lance sputters. “Aren’t you afraid you’ll get brain freeze?”
Allura stares at his lips, and he blushes, rubbing a hand across his mouth to wipe the froth away.
Hunk points a thumb in Allura’s direction. “Fun fact about Alteans, they don’t get brain freeze.”
“Oh, maybe that’s why.” I smile, setting the cup down. “I’m Altean, too.”
Allura’s spork clatters onto the counter, and she blinks several times. “You’re Altean?”
I shrug, reaching over to pour myself another serving from the pitcher. “I thought I was half-Earthling.”
“You thought you were human?” Lance snorts. “With those ears?”
My shoulders slump as I glare at him. "I—I did think it was strange that all of you had round ears.”
Lance laughs louder and reaches out to touch them. I swat his hand away.
Allura glares at him. “Lance, don’t be rude.” Her tone is stern and immediately shuts him up. She glances at me with a small smile. “So you’re half-Galra, half-Altean.”
I nod.
Hunk’s head tilts, his eyes studying me with far too much curiosity. “So if you had kids with a part-human, part-Galran, would your kids have pointy or round ears?”
Allura pinches the bridge of her nose at Hunk’s question, and Lance looks at him, deadpanned.
“I don’t know, I guess it depends on how Galra he is,” I reply, my head tilting in confusion. “But what kind of question is that?”
He shrugs, lifting his milkshake cup to take a sip. “Just wondering.”
Lance stares at me expectantly, like he’s waiting for the light bulb to turn on. But it doesn’t. Nothing clicks.
“What?” I ask, eyebrows scrunched.
He sighs, dragging a hand down his face, then gestures vaguely at me with the straw in his drink. “You're so smart, yet so clueless.”
“Clueless about what?”
The silence stretches a beat too long.
Hunk clears his throat, avoiding eye contact and stirring the whipped cream into the rest of his drink. Allura takes another bite of her goo without comment. Lance leans on his elbows against the counter, coming closer.
“Keith,” he finally says.
I blink. “What about Keith?”
Lance’s lips purse around the straw, and he takes a long, slow slurp, eyes locked on mine. “Are you that dense, (N/N)?”
Part-human. Part-Galran. Kids. Ears.
My eyes widen. “What?! You’re all imagining things!”
“Sure,” Lance drawls.
Allura sets her bowl down. “There’s nothing wrong with having feelings, you know,” she says softly. “Especially not for someone like Keith.”
Shaking my head frantically, I say, “Stars above, we’re just friends. I don’t have feelings—”
“Oh, come on,” Hunk interrupts.
I slide off the counter and call out, “I'm gonna go hit the training deck!”
Lance’s snickers and Hunk’s exasperated sighs follow me until the doors slide closed.
|••••••••••|
It’s been several hours since Pidge and Matt left for the prison. Since then, the Castle Ship has departed from Naxzela.
As I step into the ship’s bridge, I pause, noticing Pidge’s slumped form in her station seat. Her legs are pulled up, her face is buried into her knees, and small tremors work their way through her body as she sniffles.
Matt soothingly rubs her back, a deep frown on his features.
I quietly walk over to the rest of the team and ask, “He wasn’t there?”
Allura frowns as her eyes skim over the Castle Ship’s map.
Lance shakes his head, his eyes lingering on Pidge. “No, Matt said he wasn’t there.”
My brows furrow. “But Lotor—”
The Castle Ship’s computer beeps, and a screen pops up.
"Paladins of Voltron." Emperor Zarkon appears, wearing brand-new armor.
My blood runs cold, the color draining from my face, and I freeze. Lance takes a careful step closer, grounding me.
"Zarkon," Shiro says in disbelief as he puts his hands into fists.
"I am making a one-time offer. I have someone of value to you."
Emperor Zarkon moves to the side, revealing Lotor’s three Generals. In their grasp is Commander Holt. His head is cast down before he looks up, frowning.
My gaze narrows on Acxa as I stand firm, eyes darkening and heart ablaze.
What the quiznak is happening right now? First, she stuns Lotor, and now she’s siding with Emperor Zarkon? I thought she and Lotor were—
Pidge stands up abruptly, taking a step closer to the screen. "Dad!" she exclaims.
“I will hand him over, and in exchange, you give me my son Lotor and my daughter (Y/N)," he continues. "Bring me my children, and the prisoner is yours. Meet my demands if you want to see the Earthling alive.”
The transmission cuts off, and Pidge looks around at the team frantically. "He's alive! Our dad is alive! We have to get him back!"
"We're going to." Matt turns to look at us. "What's the plan, Shiro?"
Shiro frowns. "We can't rush into anything," he states. "We have to think this through."
Pidge narrows her eyes. "What's to think through? It's my dad! We're doing this!" she says, infuriated.
"We need to operate under the assumption that Zarkon will try to double-cross us."
"We have Voltron! We can do anything!"
"Pidge—” Matt says, putting a hand on her shoulder, but she pushes it away.
"No! We can't let this opportunity slip away! We're too close! Our father is too close!"
“Did you miss the part where Zarkon said both his children?” Lance asks, turning to face her fully. “He wants (Y/N), too!”
She blinks, and her shoulders slump.
Allura frowns and glances at me. “Why both of you? Commander Holt is only one man—it doesn’t seem like a fair exchange.”
A bitter smile forms on my lips as my nails dig into my palms. “Our greatest flaw has always been that we are not pure-blooded Galra,” I whisper through clenched teeth. “My father wants us both because together, our lives are worth one Galran’s. In his own twisted way, he thinks this exchange is equal.”
|••••••••••|
"My father has held the universe in a death grip for millennia, but he sees it slipping from his grasp because of your efforts and because of mine," Lotor states, hands forming into fists as his gaze shifts between the team. "With our forces combined, we would provide the greatest threat Zarkon has ever faced. He knows we could topple his Empire, so this is his attempt to tear us apart. But united, we could forge a new path, open doors to new worlds, and crush the tyrannical ways of an old regime."
"A regime you ran." Pidge scoffs, clenching her hands into fists. "We can't listen to him; he just wants to save his own skin."
Lotor’s eyes narrow. “I am saving my sister’s skin. If you return us to our father, he would surely see to our demise, and with his most legitimate threats to the throne removed, he would only grow stronger."
“One less threat to Zarkon, and one less threat to us.”
His lips purse, and he looks away from her. "The Paladins of old once stood side by side—King Alfor and our father—to protect the universe from harm. There was no foe they couldn't defeat. Sadly, that time of peace has been lost, but together, we can find it once more. Ima—"
“Lies!” Pidge exclaims. “Every word is a lie.”
“And what of Zarkon’s words?” Lotor counters sharply.
“We’re doing this,” I say firmly, crossing my arms over my chest.
He laughs in disbelief, and his gaze locks onto mine with unnerving intensity.
"You truly believe Father will return the Earthling as he says?” He leans forward. “You think the corrupted leader of a ruthless Empire will be true to his word? He wants more than just us.”
“You think he’ll double-cross us?” Shiro asks, taking a step forward.
Lotor nods. “I think he’d do anything to rid himself of us, and claim the Lions of Voltron.”
My eyes narrow. “As he has wanted for millennia."
“Then you know he’ll try to double-cross us.” Lotor pauses, studying me. “So tell me—what exactly do you propose?”
I take a step closer to the glass, offering a small smile. “Simple. We win. Or we die trying.”
“Victory, or death.”
“Have you lost your damn mind?” Lance snaps with wide eyes, yanking me away by the collar of my shirt.
I turn to look at him, shrugging him off. “Not yet.”
“It hasn’t even been a week since you’ve been back!”
“And that was hardly my fault,” I mutter, shooting daggers at Lotor.
Allura’s brows knit together. “If we—”
“Don’t play into Zarkon’s hands!” Lotor roars suddenly, slamming his palms against the glass.
Hunk crosses his arms, frowning deeply. “I’m with Lotor and Lance on this one. This feels wrong. Think of what Kei—”
“Think of my father!” Pidge interrupts, desperation clawing its way to the surface. “Every second we hesitate, he’s suffering!”
Allura’s voice softens, tentative. “Pidge—”
“No!”
“That’s enough!” Shiro’s command cuts through the chaos like a blade.
Everyone stills, the air suddenly heavy.
I turn slowly, eyes narrowing. Lance swallows hard, and Pidge’s voice dies down.
Shiro stands rigid, fists clenched so tightly his knuckles are white. His eyes are distant, shadowed by something I can’t quite place, and his brows are drawn tight.
“We’re turning them in,” he says, his tone final. “That’s the end of it. The rest of you remain on the Castle Ship.”
|••••••••••|
Once the Altean pod touches down, Shiro, Matt, and Pidge step out. The hatch hisses shut behind them, sealing me inside with Lotor.
The silence stretches, and I turn to face him.
Before I can speak, the pod trembles again. A low whine builds into a deep rumble, and the hull vibrates with the unmistakable signature of another landing.
My pulse spikes.
Father.
I whirl toward the viewport, eyes narrowing on the sleek shape descending from the atmosphere.
The Black Bayard glints on Lotor’s hip, but in an instant, he conceals it within his armor.
“You planned this,” I say, the words more accusation than statement as I subtly tuck my own Purple Bayard into the folds of my suit.
Lotor blinks, glancing up at me. “What?”
“I may not be as clever as you,” I say, stepping forward, “but I’m not a fool, either.” My voice lowers to a harsh whisper. “That note. The one with the coordinates? That was Acxa’s handwriting.”
He stills.
I study his face, searching for any betrayal of thought.
My tell is my left pinky—it always twitches when I lie. No matter how hard my Dayaks tried to train it out of me during childhood, the habit clung—a subtle trait, but damning to those who know me well.
Lotor? His nostrils flare. He's good at masking his thoughts, but not perfect. Not to me.
“You and Acxa have some sort of twisted relationship,” I goad.
He doesn’t rise to the bait, lifting his chin instead, composed as ever. “Twisted?” he echoes. “You know not what you speak.”
“Acxa stunned you, Lotor.” I scoff. “Did you tell her to retrieve Holt before? Did you know he wouldn’t be there when you gave us the intel?”
“Of course not,” he replies.
There’s a faint twitch in his jaw, and the momentary flare in his nostrils.
Gotcha.
“Do you even care that you're risking the life of Pidge and Matt’s father for the sake of your self-serving plans?” I bite out, my anger rising.
He inhales and exhales, his focus shifting from concealment to me. “You’ve no idea how much your life matters to me,” he says, his voice low. “As long as you live, to the stars with everyone else.”
“You’d condemn everyone for me?”
“Yes.”
My eyes squint as I see the sincerity in his words. His gaze burns into mine, steady and unapologetic.
Outside, the Galran shuttle touches down. My fingers curl into fists before I even realize it, but Lotor doesn’t move.
He stands in the center of the pod like a statue carved from contradiction—serene and composed, yet arrogant in the way only he can be. Maddeningly still. His features are infuriatingly perfect, but his eyes betray him. There's a flicker there, something ancient and aching.
“I don’t need your protection,” I retort, stepping closer. “And I sure as hell don’t need your devotion.”
Outside, metal clamps hit the surface with a clang. The Galran shuttle’s boarding ramp begins to lower, steam hissing into the air.
Lotor doesn’t flinch. “It’s not devotion,” he says. “It’s duty.”
“Stars above…” A bitter laugh slips from my lips, full of scorn. “I have gone to hell and back. I'm not that little girl who dreams of adventures and slaying beasts anymore. I haven't been for deca-phoebs.”
His jaw tightens, and the emotion behind his eyes sharpens into guilt. Regret. “And I will never forgive myself for what they did to you. What he put you through.”
I tilt my head, searching his face. My lips part with a thousand unsaid things, but the words die on my tongue.
Emperor Zarkon’s voice booms from beyond the ship, "Show me Lotor and (Y/N)."
I close my eyes, trying to steady my breathing.
I am not dying today.
"Show us Commander Holt first!" Shiro shouts.
Lotor straightens beside me, determination and resignation flashing in his eyes. “All we do,” he mumbles under his breath, “we do in the name of Galra.”
Staring at my fists, my voice cracks as I whisper, “Za pas.”
He peers at me from the corner of his eye. “For peace.”
"Dad!" Pidge exclaims.
"Now, where are my children?" Emperor Zarkon asks.
Lotor and I walk in silence toward the pod’s doors. They hiss softly before sliding open, revealing the harsh brightness of the desert world beyond. Matt approaches, his expression unreadable, and I square my shoulders, keeping my head high. My gaze locks with my father’s across the sand, and I refuse to be the one to look away first.
The planet he chose lies in the Siegan quadrant—a dry, desolate place. Rocky mountains surround us, and sand blows through the wind, staining my boots with cream-colored dust.
Lotor stands tense at my side, his eyes never leaving Father. His fingers twitch restlessly against the restraints that bind his wrists, but his posture stays composed.
We know the possibilities—the risks.
If this is a trap, we fight. No hesitation.
But if Emperor Zarkon keeps to the agreement, we wait. We board his ship, get airborne, and then we strike.
The Galra fleet and Castle Ship are all out of range—those are the terms we agreed upon.
Regardless of what happens during the exchange, this ends today. Emperor Zarkon is going to die. Or Lotor and I will die trying.
"Send us Commander Holt!" Shiro shouts.
Emperor Zarkon doesn’t bother looking back. "Release him."
Commander Holt steps down from his place between Ezor and Acxa, moving past Emperor Zarkon without a word. Shiro and Matt exchange a brief, silent glance. At the subtle tilt of Shiro’s head, Lotor and I fall into step, heading toward the shuttle.
We make it about halfway before Lotor slows, his gaze catching on something ahead. I follow his eyes. He's staring at the Earthling, and there's an astuteness to his expression now, his eyes narrowing ever so slightly.
My attention drops to the man’s boots.
They’re black. Immaculate. Not a trace of dust, not a scratch from the terrain we’ve all trudged through. While ours are scuffed and dusted with the sand of this world, his gleam like they’ve never seen a desert.
A strange heaviness settles in my chest. Something’s off. They’re too clean. Too untouched.
It’s a hologram.
I swallow hard, forcing my steps to match Lotor’s until we reach the ship.
"Pidge!" Shiro exclaims.
Acxa climbs down to stand between us, and when I turn around, Pidge is running towards her father.
"Dad!” she exclaims. “Dad!" Pidge jumps up to hug him, but falls right through. The hologram glitches as Lotor and Acxa exchange a look. I frown. "No!" Pidge turns around, furious.
Zethrid brings the real Commander Holt from the side of the shuttle and holds onto him.
"No! No, we had a deal!” Tears fill Pidge’s eyes, and Matt has to go over to restrain her. “We had a deal! Give me my father!"
"If you want this Earthling returned alive, you will forfeit Voltron to me immediately!" Emperor Zarkon exclaims.
"No!” She tries fighting her way out of Matt’s grasp, but he holds her steady. “We have to get Dad!"
"Shiro?" Matt asks.
"Bring the Lions, now!" Emperor Zarkon roars.
Acxa’s eyes narrow as she looks at Lotor, and she falls onto the ground as he powers on the black bayard, jumping into the air. It forms into a chained sword, and he aims it at the ground below Emperor Zarkon’s feet.
Dust clouds my vision through my helmet, and the restraints fall off my wrists as I power on my bayard, the double-blades of the staff glinting in the waning sunlight.
Emperor Zarkon is pushed back but remains standing. He sneers. “So the time has come. This ends today.”
The sword retracts, and Lotor’s stance is firm as the black bayard transforms into a purple energy sword. He swings it in his hands, charging toward him. Emperor Zarkon meets him head-on, and Lotor jumps high into the air. The sword clashes with a fist, sending an electrical blast through the ground.
Lotor grunts as he’s pushed back, his boots scuffing against the terrain as he passes me. The shuttle with Lotor’s Generals departs into the air, and three figures fly, grabbing onto its outside.
Focus (Y/N).
Wasting no time, I charge, and the dust swirls in the air as I leap forward, gripping my bayard tightly. Emperor Zarkon roars as he picks up two large, broken pieces of rock and throws them in our direction. I use a blade to cut through the rock, and Lotor does the same.
Never stop moving.
My heart pounds, adrenaline coursing through my veins, pushing me faster.
The sky darkens as clouds block the sun, and I look up, my mouth open. A chill runs through my body as a dark feeling hangs heavy above my heart.
"You want the throne?" Emperor Zarkon asks, fisting his hands by his sides. "Even with the powers of the bayards, you're too weak. You'll always be weak. You have Altean blood running through your veins, poisoning your very beings.” His demeanor darkens. “Finally, my darkest shames can be wiped from the universe forever."
My jaw clenches, eyes narrowing. "You dare speak of weakness?" I grit out.
Lotor’s hold on the bayard tightens, and his voice trembles with anger. "You've become nothing more than one of the witch's monsters. Does she control you as well? Tell me, what does it feel like to grow weaker and weaker? Does the memory of power haunt you? Is that why you strive for Voltron so desperately? All see it clearly. Without that Lion, without this Bayard, you're nothing."
One of the quintessence packs on his back empties, flowing through his suit.
"You want to see my power?” Emperor Zarkon roars, and he begins to glow bright purple. Pieces of rock levitate into the air, and the ground beneath our feet trembles. It’s like a nightmare coming to life. “The strength of the Empire flows through my veins, and you will feel its wrath!"
Electricity zaps from his suit, and I swallow hard, my heart thundering within me.
Stars above.
My vision tunnels as he charges, and Lotor crouches at the ready, shooting the chains toward him. I swing my staff, but dust clouds my vision, and I look around frantically.
Emperor Zarkon emerges and sends a powerful fist into our chests.
I fall hard onto my back, tumbling away as I gasp for air. My body is on fire. Lotor is the first to recover and swings the energy sword, but is blocked by his foot. I jump into the air, somersaulting, and swing my staff, but he catches it by one of its blades.
My eyes widen as he hurls me through the air, and a sharp pain travels through my back as I collide with the ground again.
Lotor takes the opening and swings at Emperor Zarkon, but he catches his blade and throws him against the rocks beside me. He soars through the air, holding his fists out, and we gasp, dispersing from the hit zone. Emperor Zarkon’s fists connect with the ground, and I rush to my feet, pushing through the dust cloud.
A Galran fighter jet crashes, and the explosion nearly sends me to my back.
Looking up, I see the Yellow, Red, and Blue Lions. Lotor charges again but is kicked in the gut and thrown into a jagged rock wall. Emperor Zarkon’s eyes lock onto mine as he absorbs the second quintessence pack.
Let fear be my guide.
I push through the dizzying haze and kick my feet to get to Lotor.
Emperor Zarkon roars and crashes behind me, sending me flying through the air by the impact. I land on my stomach and hear a loud crack as my head collides with my helmet. Blood fills my senses.
Lotor growls and hauls himself into the air above him, slicing the bayard into the back of his suit where the quintessence packs are. Quintessence explodes everywhere, and it drips off Lotor’s sword as Emperor Zarkon lets out a pained, agonizing scream.
I groan and force myself upright, my limbs aching and vision swimming.
Above us, another wave of the Galra fleet spirals down, crashing onto the planet’s surface, and fire rains from the sky.
LANCE: “Shiro, (Y/N), Pidge, the sky has been cleared of all Galra. What’s your status?”
PIDGE: “Shuttle is not clear yet!”
I cough violently, avoiding Emperor Zarkon’s strikes and the levitating rocks. (Y/N): “The ground isn’t clear yet either.”
“(Y/N)!” Lotor screams.
My head snaps back as a metallic fist collides into my ribcage. I am thrown from rock wall to rock wall, and all the air leaves my lungs. I choke, struggling to breathe. Emperor Zarkon throws Lotor alongside me until he finally stops.
Lotor grunts as he slumps against the ground.
SHIRO: “The shuttle is clear.”
The Black Bayard is no longer in Lotor’s hold.
I throw off my helmet, spitting out the blood that’s pooled in my mouth. The sand becomes caked with it, my pulse thrumming in my vision as more dribbles down the corners of my mouth and flows from my nose.
Sniffing, I raise my head.
Father lands on his feet and picks up the bayard, powering it on, and it turns into an enlarged energy cannon.
Lotor holds his side, blood running down his nose. "Your fleet has been destroyed," he grits out.
"It's over," I whisper, my hands trembling as I tighten my grip on the shaft of the staff.
I must right the wrongs of the Emperor.
"It's over for you," Emperor Zarkon darkly states, powering up the cannon as it faces us. His eyes lock onto mine. “I should have killed you both the moment you betrayed the Empire.”
Something snaps within me, rage manifesting in my bloodstream.
I am the harbinger of justice, and my wrath is inevitable.
The Lions and Castle Ship shoot their blue laser beams down, and Emperor Zarkon freezes, turning his attention to the sky. The planet shakes, and all I see is red-hot burning fire.
We will not die today.
“Vae pan drai, zi’vaek lider. Ne'thar Va’drin!” I roar, charging toward him as Lotor forces himself to his feet and grabs a metal rod from one of the destroyed ships. “Radyr se’tar!”
With a snarl, I jam the end of my staff into the ground and vault over him, landing behind Emperor Zarkon with a spin as my bayard pierces through the center of his chest.
The cannon goes off, narrowly missing the team, and he sinks to his knees as he lets out a pained howl. He falls onto the ground, blood trickling through the wound, and his suit of armor powers off as quintessence oozes from the ruptured packs on his back.
I fall to my knees, clutching my side. My ribs are on fire, my breathing erratic as tears fill my vision.
Our father is dead.
Lotor falls to his knees beside me, panting, and his shoulders heave as he stares at the still body.
My bayard slips from my grip, clattering against the rocky ground and powering off.
The stench of burnt metal and dust attacks my senses, making each breath a labor.
Lotor clings to me, his words barely audible as he whispers, “Stars above, he’s gone.”
The sun reemerges from the clouds, casting us into a golden light, and my voice trembles as I stare at the body. “May the light from the stars in space guide you to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara cast her judgment upon you,” I whisper, my lips quivering. “Let the stars of Gala sear you down to your bare bones and may they burn you with the fires of the universe.”
He swallows hard beside me, his body tensing as I reach out and tear Emperor Zarkon's suit of armor apart with trembling fingers, fighting through the waves of nausea and fatigue.
Father’s motionless face stares back at me, though his eyes are no longer the glowing purple I have come to know for my entire life.
They are black, soulless, and devoid of anything.
Around the corpse, pink azaleas with bright petals protrude through the sand, growing from the quintessence. A sweet, floral fragrance wraps around us.
Where did these come from?
The wind shifts, brushing hot ash and smoke across our faces.
Lotor lowers his head, and I feel the weight of him press into my side.
He doesn’t cry, but I do. I weep silently, the bitter tears streaming freely down my cheeks.
The azaleas glow rapidly in the wreckage, their petals trembling with each distant rumble. They rise out of the ground defiantly—life blooming from violence, untouched by the hatred that scorched the land around them.
I can’t look away.
There’s something haunting in the way they reach toward the sky, as if they know they shouldn’t be here but came anyway.
Lotor’s gaze is distant as he plucks one, closing his eyes and pressing a gentle kiss against it.
Father’s face is still. But not peaceful. His hands are limp, fingers splayed in the sand, the same hands that ruled the universe and ruined everything they touched.
“Why?” I whisper, grief tightening around me like a vice.
It’s hard to breathe. Hard to think.
Lotor doesn’t answer. His thumb brushes absently over the azalea cradled in his hand, dislodging a few soft petals that flutter to the ground. His gaze is fixed on nothing, eyes clouded with old ghosts. His brow creases in that way I know too well, the telltale sign that he’s holding everything in. Again. As always.
"To be strong is to endure," Father often stated throughout our childhood. The words echo in my ears now. "Galra must never show weakness."
I can’t feel my side anymore. Or the burning sensation in my nose. It’s a dull throb fading into nothing.
Maybe that’s good. Maybe that means the pain has finally made me numb.
Lotor still doesn’t speak. He kneels motionless, head bowed, his forehead resting lightly against the azalea in his palm.
“There was a time,” he says at last, voice hoarse, “when I thought he was invincible.”
My eyes sting.
Lotor places the azalea on Father’s chest, and the petals wither as they touch his blood.
“We need to move,” he says, rising slowly, hand pressed to his side. His legs shake beneath him, but his chin is held high.
I stare at him, at a loss for words.
I want to stay. I want to dig my fingers into the sand and scream. I want to ask the stars why they made us children of a tyrant. Why they gave us the strength to destroy him, but not the peace that should have come with it.
My knuckles turn white as I reach out and tear the communicator from the helmet, the cold metal biting into my palm. I take a breath, steadying the tremor in my voice as I press the broadcast button.
“Attention, citizens of the Galra Empire,” I say, my voice hardening. “Emperor Zarkon is dead.”
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL HEADCANONS 💜
☆Keith got lowkey jacked training like crazy because he was trying to get y/n out of his system 😁 (spoiler: it didn’t work, he’s still very much in love with her)☆
☆When y/n fights aggressively, she *looks* Galra (think of how Keith looked in season 6 when fighting clone Shiro)☆
☆Lance and y/n do spa days at least once a week and eventually invite Lotor into the mix. their first trio spa day is while he’s in the containment cell☆
☆When Keith and y/n would sleep in the same bed, they started off with a pillow barrier, progressed to no barrier and no touching, to slight touching, to lowkey subconscious cuddling☆
☆y/n prefers looking Altean, but she is proud of her Galran heritage. Lotor, on the other hand, freaked himself out when he wasn’t purple, so he prefers being purple, BUT he appreciates his Altean heritage a lot more; he also tends not to speak Galran that much either compared to y/n☆
☆sometimes y/n forgets she was in cryostasis for ~10,000 years and tbh so do Allura and Coran; some off-screen bonding moments tbh☆
☆Allura, Lotor, and y/n hang out sometimes in the containment cell area, and Coran’s gone down there a couple of times, too, to answer their questions about Daibazaal☆
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i don’t have a brother, but i am really close to my younger sister… so y/n and lotor’s relationship is written without any knowledge of that. i still have fun, i literally love writing siblings. my romantasy wip has lots of siblings and sibling dynamics are my absolute favorite (have i touched it since returning to this fic? nah. oh well).
also i kinda hate what vld did with lotor x allura since they made him a bad guy and lance a rebound, so i’m not doing any of that crap. i was all for lotura in middle school and then season 6’s finale happened and i was done. over it. devestated. maybe it’s the social worker in me but i HATE the fact that the writers took the copout that lotor’s evil cause his parents were. lazy writing imo. to be honest though, now that i’m 21 it’s freaking weird given how old lotor was and how young allura was. i hate hate hate age gaps when it’s some hundreds/thousands year old guy x teenage girl (i still read books though with this trope, but i *do* hate it).
since this is my fanfic, Allurance #1 <3 i really want lance and lotor to be somewhat friends cause i feel like they would’ve gotten along if Allura was out of the picture.
I also love the parallels between Keith and y/n once they realize they’re in love with the other—y/n thinking she has an aneurysm is so funny ahfudjgkf I feel like both of them think it’s so inconvenient to be in love because they don't think the feelings are reciprocated 😭
OH AND THIS IS SO FUNNY AHAHA
Lotor can’t stand Lance cause Acxa told him about y/n and the Red Paladin and Lotor thinks she was talking about Lance since he pilots the Red Lion but he’s also confused as to why he wears Blue Paladin armor so basically, the beginning part of the chapter is a huge misunderstanding 😭 Lotor’s here thinking “*this* is the Earthling?? really??” and he just can’t wrap his head around it awhfjegks i thought this was such a silly thing and i wanted to write, so i did.
basically: Lotor, Allura, and Keith think y/n likes Lance (and vice versa); Coran, Lance, Hunk, Pidge, Shiro, Acxa think y/n likes Keith; EVERYONE (i mean *everyone*, even Kolivan) knows Keith loves y/n; Lance thinks Allura likes Lotor. just a hot mess of misunderstandings 😁
also on a scale of 1 to 10, how devastated do y’all think y/n will be at season 6’s finale? my poor girl.
idk what i’m doing for the rewrite. idk if i’m keeping the idea i already established back in 2020, the thing i just came up with in 2025, or what’s cannon in VLD. we’ll see!!
Chapter 23: Postmortem
Summary:
basically the equivalent of s5e3 with random stuff in the beginning to give it more meat.
Notes:
my train home got canceled and i had to take the bus for the first time and it’s freezing tomorrow, but i worked on this a little :)
enjoy the mild angst 😁 sibling angst just hits idk if i’m doing a good job of it, but it’s okay cause i enjoy writing lotor x y/n! they have a complicated relationship, but not at the same time. it’s definitely easier to write it in y/n’s perspective since she’s only felt him missing for 6-ish years.
i love matt 🫶🏻 he’s such a smart cutie patootie.
I’m also getting really, really ahead of myself and writing y/n x Keith fluff… and this can’t happen yet 💔 ugh, I’m getting over the slow burn it’s almost 200k words of VTLL and no kissing, handholding, nothin and I really, really want to write romance 😭 this is probably my sign to take a break and read romance or write little one-shots so i don’t rush the plot. i love love i love intimacy i love fluff…but i need the characters to earn it and i feel like y/n and keith aren’t there quite yet. i feel like they gotta do some more individual healing because keith still has abandonment issues (so he *needs* those 2 years with Krolia to grow) and y/n needs to work through her traumas more because even though it’s been ~10,000 years, she has been free from the Galra Empire for 5-ish months. cryostasis is frozen sleep, but she has no thoughts—essentially, nothing going on in her mind or changing in her body. she hasn’t processed anything that’s happened to her in a healthy way. It wouldn’t be fair for her to get into a relationship with keith yet. it wouldn’t be fair on either of them.
there’s mutual love, but i don’t want them to crash and burn so we’re taking our time 🫶🏻 i *am* excited to release the scene i wrote, though. we’re just not there yet 🙈 it’s not them confessing their love for one another, but it might as well be it.
timeline in case anyone's interested:
➭Friday, 01/23/2415: While Team Voltron is traveling back to Olkarion, the Garrison Trio sends Keith a message to update him about (Y/N). He heard her voice through the broadcast while on a mission, and he was losing it because he had no idea what was going on. The Castle Ship lands on Olkarion, and Lotor wakes up from the healing pod shortly after. The Team, besides Allura, avoids him. Lance spends most of the day waiting for (Y/N) to wake up.
➭Saturday, 01/24/2415: Beginning of Chapter 23; (Y/N) wakes up.
➭Sunday, 01/25/2415: Coran and (Y/N) scene.
➭Tuesday, 01/27/2415: Olkarion is attacked by Commander Branko (season 5, episode 3).
happy reading!!
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Chapter Text
"And if I didn't know better
I'd think you were listening to me now
If I didn't know better
I'd think you were still around
What died didn't stay dead
What died didn't stay dead
You're alive, you're alive in my head"
Taylor Swift, marjorie
"Because I was told, so I believed
I was told there's only one road that leads me home
And the truth was a cave, on the mountain side
And I'd seek it out 'til the day I die"
The Oh Hellos, The Truth is A Cave
"No one mourns the Wicked
Now, at last, she's dead and gone!
Now, at last, there's joy throughout the land
And Goodness knows
We know what Goodness is
Goodness knows
The Wicked die alone"
Wicked Movie Cast & Ariana Grande, No One Mourns the Wicked
Your POV; Present day:
My eyes flutter open as I stumble out of the healing pod, dizzy and disoriented.
Lance is here, reaching out to steady me with his signature smile. "Easy there, pretty lady," he says, laughter in his voice. "How are you feeling?"
I press a hand to my forehead, fingers kneading at the dull throb pulsing beneath the skin. A scoff escapes me, and I roll my eyes, though even that feels like effort.
"Like shit," I croak, my throat dry.
"Ah." He snorts, the corners of his eyes crinkling. The blue in their depths is an ocean of amusement, but tiredness is evident in his under-eyes. "You've been in there for two days already."
My nose scrunches in disbelief. "Two days?"
I blink, forcing my eyes to adjust to the light that seems too bright. The room shifts slightly, a slow, nauseating tilt, and my knees buckle. Lance catches me without hesitation, steady hands gripping my arms. He lowers me gently to sit on the stairs, his movements slow.
"Yeah. Two days," he repeats, more somber now. The smile fades from his face. "We thought we lost you for a bit there. Lotor was fully healed by yesterday morning, right after we landed back on Olkarion."
Bringing a shaky hand up to my nose, I feel around it for swelling and pain, but it's only sore. I sniffle.
"Oh well. At least my nose isn't broken anymore." I lean against the stairs, spreading my legs out, and shrug. My hands trail along my sides, pressing into my skin. No broken ribs either. "What about the team?"
"The team's fine."
Lance sits down and pulls out two juice pouches, poking the straw through both of them and letting me get the first pick.
My lips form into a small pout as I stare at the juice, trying to decide between the purple berry juice and the red berry juice. With a click of my tongue, I choose the red one, sipping happily.
"Everyone made it out alive," Lance continues, taking a sip. "Pidge's dad is safe—they've been showing him around with Ryner. Allura's being passive-aggressive." He hesitates, scratching the back of his neck. "You might wanna talk to Lotor yourself, though."
I tilt my head. "Did something happen?"
He sighs, glancing over to the doors that exit the healing pod room. "The guy's pretty torn up. Not that I blame him." He shrugs, trying to play off the tension. "Kinda hard to lose your own dad, evil tyrant or not."
"Oh." Biting my bottom lip, I set the juice pouch down on my lap. "Where is he?"
Scoffing, Lance rolls his eyes. "Last I saw him, he was on the bridge with Allura."
My eyes twinkle with amusement as I peer over at him. "Is that... jealousy I'm sensing, Lancey?"
Lance sputters, his cheeks turning an unmistakable shade of red as he sets his juice down. "Jealous? Me? Pfft, no. No way. I just think it's weird she'd wanna hang out with the guy who—y'know—tried killing us on multiple occasions." He crosses his arms, puffing out his chest. "But hey, whatever. Allura's allowed to do as she pleases."
"She is," I smirk, nodding solemnly.
He squints. "You think she's into him?"
"It does help that my brother is a Prince."
Groaning dramatically, Lance throws his head back. "Ugh, don't remind me. Prince Lotor this, Prince Lotor that." He pouts, jutting out his bottom lip. "Guy swoops in with his silky hair and Galra charm and suddenly everyone forgets how damn difficult he is."
I snort. "You know, jealousy isn't a good look on you."
"Okay, first of all," he begins, pointing a finger at me, "I am not jealous. Second, of all, I'm not jealous. It's just..." He exhales, glancing down before meeting my eyes again. His shoulders slump. "Allura's so amazing and nice and smart. And she smells really good, like flowers. Like she just walked through a garden. And when she laughs, her head tilts back. It's... stupid, but you can't look away. You don't want to."
His eyes sparkle as he speaks, and I soften. I reach out, resting a gentle hand on his arm.
"She's special," I finish for him.
Lance looks up, clearly startled by the tenderness in my tone. The usual humor in his eyes gives way to vulnerability, and he sighs, dragging a hand through his unruly hair.
"Yeah," he murmurs. "She is." A lopsided smile tugs at the corners of his mouth. "But hey, it's not like I stand a chance, right? I mean, I'm just some boy from Cuba, not a space Prince like Lotor."
I squeeze his arm lightly and offer a small grin. "Don't sell yourself short. You're not just any boy—you're Lance. The boy who holds the team together, who puts a smile on everyone's face. Who makes us laugh even when things feel impossible. You've got this way of making people feel like they matter. And you're amazing."
He stares at me, his face lighting up. A flicker of hope sparks in his eyes.
"You really think so?" he asks quietly.
I nod, leaning back against the cool stairs with a fond smile. "I know so. Allura would be lucky to have you." I tilt my head. "And honestly? You don't need to try so hard to impress her. Just... be Lance. That's more than enough."
He chuckles. Without warning, he throws an arm around my shoulders and pulls me into a warm, sideways hug, pecking the top of my head. "I love you, (Y/N)."
My smile widens as I lean into him, comforted by the familiarity. "Love you too, Lancey." With a quick pat on his cheek, I pull away and rise to my feet. "Now, if you'll excuse me... time to go find my other brother."
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Pausing just outside the doors leading to the bridge, I take a deep breath, shift on my feet, and nod, stepping inside.
Lotor sits hunched over with his hands laced together, staring at some distant spot on the floor.
Allura is nearby, speaking in soft tones. She glances over her shoulder as I enter, her expression a mixture of concern and relief.
"(Y/N)," she says gently, walking up and embracing me. "It's good to see you up."
"Thanks," I reply, offering her a small smile.
"I'll let you two speak." Her gaze lingers on him for a moment longer before she leaves the room.
I walk to the stairs Lotor's seated on, but he doesn't look up at me. Tilting my head, I sit down next to him, placing a hand on his knee.
"You're finally awake," he says quietly, closing his eyes. "Good. We have much to discuss."
Frowning, my thumb brushes over his knee. "Are you alright?"
He sighs, glancing at my hand. "I'll be fine."
"It's okay to grieve." I pull away and lean back, staring at my lap. "I—I know it's complicated."
"Complicated." Lotor repeats the word like it tastes bitter in his mouth. A humorless laugh escapes him—dry, cracked, and tired. He shakes his head, frowning. "He always favored you more."
I blink, taken aback. "What?"
"A Princess with the heart of a warrior—strong, a love of training and combat, quick on her feet. Even our Dayaks saw it."
Tears of anguish fill my vision, and my heart pounds. "Do you have any idea how much blood is on my hands?" I whisper, my voice cracking. "I have done things that haunt me, that give me nightmares."
Lotor's jaw tightens, his shoulders stiffening. "I didn't mean—" He pauses, exhaling sharply through his nose. "You're right. I have no idea what you went through. But you were part of a coup trying to end Father's regime, and he allowed you to live. He kept you on Central Command. It was his perverted way of loving you."
"Loving me? I was imprisoned for 1,271 days—forced to fight in the arena, forced to kill, forced to become a monster." My voice rises, trembling with the anger and grief that bubbles to the surface. "I was trapped. Do you know what it's like to feel your spirit breaking bit by bit and not being able to do anything about it?"
He leans forward, burying his face in his hands, his composure faltering. "Yes. I do," he admits, his voice muffled. "Because I've been a prisoner to grief for nearly a millennium. I witnessed, time after time, those I care about suffer at the hands of Haggar and Zarkon. And every quintant, I wondered why I was still here, while they're gone. What cruel purpose kept me tethered to this stars-forsaken life, while everything good had been ripped away?"
My anger wavers, replaced by a deep, aching sadness. It overwhelms my senses. "You were not there when Rez'or failed."
Lotor's hands slide down to reveal eyes that glisten with unshed tears. "But I saw Dayaks Zlak and Alik's heads on pikes. I saw you, bruised and battered, without limbs or eyes. Fleshless bones. Decapitated bodies."
Nausea builds in my throat, and guilt floods my bloodstream, flowing through my veins. Memories of that day overpower my mind, making it difficult to breathe.
I try not to think about that day—I can't think about it. I never properly processed it, either.
"It's my fault." My voice cracks, my body trembling as I hug my knees to my chest. "It was all my fault. I'm the one who brought in Sendak. I'm the reason everyone is dead."
Lotor's head snaps up at that. "No. It's not your fault, (Y/N). Do you hear me?"
I shake my head, the dam inside me breaking as the tears stream freely down my cheeks. "It's all—" My voice breaks, and I bury my face in my hands, choking on sobs. "I was so afraid. All I wanted to do was die, begging to return to the stars, but I never did. Every movement, I won those damned matches, and I hated myself for it. I hate that I am the one left alive. Because I don't want to live. I don't want to be a monster anymore."
For the first time since I entered the room, Lotor moves closer, pulling me into a fierce embrace. His arms encircle me, strong but trembling, as though holding me together is the only thing keeping him from falling apart himself.
I don't fight it. I can't.
I need my brother.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, his voice raw and unsteady. He pushes the strands of hair clinging to my cheeks out of my face. "For everything. For not being there. For failing you. For being an unworthy brother."
I shake my head, my sobs muffled against his shoulder as I cling to him tightly. "You are the best brother I could ever ask for. I've missed you. So much. I'm sorry for being stubborn. I'm so, so sorry."
"Shhh, it's okay." Lotor smooths my hair, pressing a long kiss to my hairline. "I love you to the stars and back, milis kriensa."
Our pinkies loop, and I barely manage an "Eu gaol vae ra spa al s'rion, ga'oki Va'tar."
Silence fills the space between us, punctuated by my quiet sobs.
"I hate Father." I sniffle, wiping my eyes. "But I still mourn him. Isn't that twisted?"
"It's not," Lotor murmurs. "You mourn the father we never had in Zarkon."
"Stars above, I miss them." I tremble, weeping. "I miss Zlak and Koko and Alik so much. It's not fair."
Lotor's expression crumbles, tears finally spilling over. He lets go of me, burying his face into his hands, breath coming in shudders. "I—I never even told them goodbye," he whispers, his voice hoarse.
My hand travels up and down his back soothingly. He breaks down completely. And I let him.
For all the times I've seen Lotor composed, regal, and calculating—the zi'va Prince, the heir apparent, the protective older brother—I have never seen him like this.
His cries are soundless, a terrible silence broken only by his sudden, stuttering breaths. His fingers clutch at his scalp like he's trying to hold his head together, and his shoulders quake beneath my hand.
We don't speak for a long time.
There's nothing to say.
Nothing that can make this feel less like drowning in a sea of tumultuous waves.
Outside the viewport, stars drift by—silent, cold, and infinite.
Somewhere out there, the universe goes on. Planets orbit. Moons rise. Suns burn. Stars shimmer. People wake. But here, in this bridge of silence and grief, the universe has stopped for us.
For the broken children of a broken Emperor.
I inhale a slow breath and rest my head against his shoulder. He smells like home. Not in the way Keith does, with his faint traces of leather, Galra, and soap. But home like painted metal swords, zahar cookies, and books. Like childhood, shared rooms, and star sleep. Like family.
"We survived," I whisper, unsure if I'm reminding him or myself. "Somehow."
He nods, and his hand finds mine.
"I wish they could see us now," he murmurs. "I wish we could see them."
A lump forms in my throat again. I squeeze his hand.
"I talk to them sometimes," I confess. "Out loud. In the dark. When I can't sleep."
He lifts his eyes, red rimmed and shining. "What do you say?"
"That I miss them." I smile sadly. "That I hope they found High Priestess Marmora and made it to the stars of Gala. And that I'll see them again one day."
His throat bobs, and he looks away.
"I remember Alik used to hum under his breath when he braided your hair," Lotor says quietly. "And Koko's scolding when she would catch us sneaking into the kitchen past curfew."
I nod, smiling through tears. "Zlak always pretended not to see us."
And just like that, they're here again. Kola, sitting at a table in the archive room and sipping her favorite tea, as we did history lessons. Zlak, scowling through a training sequence but keeping one eye on me to make sure I didn't fall behind. Alik, braiding my hair with those steady fingers, always humming softly to himself.
I blink the memories away before they consume me. I don't want them gone. I want them to stay, to live on in the spaces between my heartbeat and Lotor's.
We fall into silence again.
My hand stills, and I pull away to stand. "I'm gonna go train."
Lotor glances up at me, wiping his eyes. "I'll join you."
A slight smirk forms on my lips as I tuck loose strands of hair behind my ears. "I'm not going easy on you."
His lips twitch, and he nudges me as we exit the bridge. "Oh, you're on."
|••••••••••|
The doors to Keith's room slide open, and I peer up from the bed with a yawn. My eyes meet Coran's, and he gives me a small smile as he steps into the room, a datapad in his hands.
I clutch the pillow closer to my lap and give him a curious look, cocking my head to the side as I wipe my eyes.
Coran sits beside me, the mattress dipping from his weight. "I found something," he says, pulling a photo up on the screen.
Blinking, I scoot closer to him, peeking from over his shoulder to get a better look.
There's a young Altean woman dressed in a beautiful gown with purple markings on her cheekbones standing beside a Galran man clad in burgundy and purple armor.
"Who are they?" I ask.
A sad smile spreads on Coran's lips, his eyes going distant. "Zarkon. This was taken shortly after Altea's alliance with Daibazaal."
My eyes widen, and I take a double-take, staring at my father in the photo. With furrowed brows, I grab the datapad and zoom in.
He looks so unlike the man I recognize. His smile is stoic, but there's a glimmer of love in his eyes as he regards the woman beside him. They're holding hands, and she has (H/C) hair. A wide, unburdened smile is on her youthful features.
They're standing in a royal hall, a bright fountain behind them. My fingers trace over the woman's face.
She's beautiful.
"Who is she?" I ask in a whisper.
"Eleanora." He stares at her, his gaze softening. "She was very kind—a brilliant Altean gifted in alchemy."
"What happened to her?"
Coran pauses, pursing his lips as his fingers fiddle with the ends of his mustache. "I—I don't quite remember. It's strange. The memories slip away faster than an angry klanmüirl. Though I suppose she and Zarkon were romantically involved at some point to conceive you."
I blink, stunned, and the datapad nearly clatters onto the floor. "She's my... mother?"
He offers me a sympathetic look, placing a gentle hand on my knee. "Princess Allura told me you are half-Altean." He pauses, retracting his hand. "I showed Prince Lotor photographs of Honerva and Zarkon while you were healing. It's only fair I show you something, too. Even if my memory isn't what it used to be."
My fingers shift to zoom in on my father's face. He doesn't look evil; his eyes are a deep red and filled with life. "He looks so different here."
"I don't know much," Coran admits. "King Alfor always said that quintessence alters the mind. Too much of it can grab hold of the negative aspects of a person and greatly accentuate them, leading to corruption."
I swallow hard, fingers trembling as I zoom out. I can't bear to see the ghost of the man my father once was. It's too much to process.
"And Zarkon had too much exposure."
Swiping across the screen, a new photograph flickers into view. In it, a young man stands behind Eleanora, clad in the gleaming white and light blue of Altean armor. He's tall, broad-shouldered, with dark brown hair that tumbles in loose, untamed waves around his face. His skin holds a golden hue, and his eyes are a deep shade of green with flecks of violet.
"That," Coran says quietly, tapping the corner of the screen, "was Sir Silas of House Hart."
Silas stands with his arms crossed firmly over his chest, his posture protective and gaze unwavering as it rests on Eleanora. There's something about the way he stands that speaks of fierce loyalty, and devotion seems to be etched into every pixel of the image.
"Did you know him?" I ask, glancing to the side.
Coran's eyes are lost in the photo, his mind adrift in another life.
"When Altea fell," he states, his voice thick with emotion, "Silas was the one who placed Princess Allura and me inside the cryopods."
|••••••••••|
Lotor and Allura stand next to one another as the doors to the Castle Ship's bridge slide open. They stare back at us.
Lance tilts his head, his eyes narrowing as he crosses his arms. "Look," he deadpans. "It's Prince Lotor just hangin' out on the bridge."
Pidge blinks, not moving. "Guess... this is a thing that's happening."
"I suppose we'll all have to get used to it." Coran shrugs, rubbing his stomach. "Like my Zarbloovian intestinal eel." A loud gurgle emits from his stomach, and he squints, chuckling. "Easy fella."
I glance at everyone, and Shiro sidesteps Coran to walk up to the bridge's center without a word.
"It's already been almost a week," I say, folding my arms over my chest.
"Still weird," Hunk mutters, scratching the back of his neck.
I raise an eyebrow. "Lotor hasn't killed any of you."
"Yet," Lance mumbles.
Rolling my eyes, I walk through the threshold and step onto the bridge.
"What's going on, Lotor?" Shiro asks.
"The death of our father has created a power vacuum within the Galra Empire," Lotor replies, straightening. "The most formidable Galra leaders will gather for what is called the Kral Zera sometime in the next two days to decide who will take the throne."
"Our one movement of mourning is nearly up," I state. "The Galra need a leader now."
Allura's lips press together as she looks between us.
"We must be there," Lotor adds.
Lance's face contorts, and Pidge's eyebrows shoot up.
"So... you want us to fly you into the middle of a meeting with all of the most powerful Galra leaders?" Lance asks, quirking an eyebrow.
Allura frowns. "This sounds far too dangerous," she says.
"We've been in more dangerous situations with much less to gain," Shiro states. His words cause the team's eyes to widen. "Putting Lotor on the Galra throne is what we've been discussing."
Pidge tilts her head and says, "Yeah, but no one told us that would mean flying into a warzone."
Biting the insides of my cheeks, I remain quiet.
If we brought all the Lions, it'd only add to the bloodshed.
Allura shakes her head, sharpening her gaze. "We can't plan an operation this important so quickly."
Shiro remains inscrutable. "We don't have a choice."
Lance crosses his arms, the corners of his mouth pulled down. "I'm with Allura," he says, and Shiro spares him a quick glance. "We need time to think this over."
"Lance, this is not your call." Lance blinks, his eyes widening, and Shiro returns his focus. "Allura, the coalition wouldn't be where it is right now without Lotor. We need to listen to him."
My head tilts as I stare between Lotor and Shiro.
Bringing Voltron to the Kral Zera is madness.
"Well, I'm with Allura too," Pidge says, shaking her head. "This is too dangerous to pull off at the last minute."
Hunk scratches the side of his head. "Yeah... I'm with Pidge on this one."
"Agreed." Coran closes his eyes and squares his shoulders. "So it looks like it's four to two in the Princess's favor."
"Don't I get a say in this?" I ask.
"Look, this isn't a vote," Shiro states, his tone clipped. His eyes connect with Allura's intensely. "I'm the leader of Voltron. I'm making this decision."
Allura's jaw tightens as she steps forward, her voice rising with barely restrained frustration. "Like when you three—" she gestures toward me and Lotor—"went into that exchange with a completely separate plan? Like when you armed Lotor with your bayard without consulting the rest of us?"
Shiro's expression hardens, his brow furrowing as he stands his ground. "That's right. Making that decision resulted in the removal of Zarkon."
"You put the entire operation in jeopardy!" she exclaims.
"I put an end to Zarkon's reign!" he fires back, voice rising to meet hers. "Now is the time to finish the job."
Allura stares at him, eyes blazing. "We are a team. That means we decide together."
With a frown, Lance steps between the two, placing his hands out. "Shiro, we're all on the same side here."
Shiro's head snaps to the right, and he whirls on him. "I told you to stay out of this!"
Lance flinches as if struck, and his shoulders sag as he takes an instinctive step back, caught between confusion and hurt.
I move quickly, taken aback by Shiro's anger.
"Okay," I say, sliding between them, my voice low but firm. "This isn't helping."
Shiro doesn't reply, his jaw clenched tight, and I glance at Lance, who won't meet anyone's gaze.
"Look," I continue, more gently now, placing a hand on Shiro's arm. "We don't have time for this. Allura's right, we're a team."
Lotor takes a step forward. "While you all waste time squabbling, sinister forces are conspiring to fill the Galra power void," he states. "If we do not return to claim the throne, there is no telling who will."
"Good," Shiro replies, straightening up. My hand falls to my side. "Then it's settled."
Pidge scoffs. "How does that make it settled?"
"Our hands are tied. The Kral Zera is happening. If we want to stop the Galra, we need to put Lotor on the throne immediately."
Hunk raises his hand, glancing around the team as he asks, "Why not put (Y/N) on the throne? I mean, we trust her—no offense, Lotor."
Lotor's head dips as he gives Hunk a look, and my eyes widen.
I raise my hands in the air, shaking my head. "I have no desire to rule," I reply curtly. "The next leader of the Galra Empire isn't going to be me."
|••••••••••|
The entire Castle Ship quakes, sending my bowl of food goo clattering to the floor.
My shoulders hunch as I frown, slumping against the countertop. The metallic surface is cool against my forehead, and I huff, the warmth of my breath forming condensation.
"What was that?" Lotor asks, setting his bowl down.
"I don't know." I shrug, peering up. "Coran will hail us if we need to get to the Lions."
With a prolonged sigh, I trudge to the kitchen sink and grab a towel to pick up the splattered goo from the floor. Coran just cleaned the kitchen, and if he sees that I made a mess, he'll make me clean the entire kitchen. Again.
My nose scrunches as I plop the goo back into the bowl.
"Do you trust the Black Paladin?" Lotor asks, leaning over the island to watch me.
"Shiro?"
I glance up at him, and he nods.
Shrugging, I toss the ruined goo in the garbage.
"Keith trusts Shiro, and I trust Keith," I reply, washing the towel and bowl. "I mean, I trust Shiro, too. It's just... I don't know. He was a lot different. I'm not sure what happened in my time away."
"Keith?" Lotor's brows furrow. "Who is Keith?"
I blink, my mouth forming an 'o' shape, and swing myself up, sliding onto the countertop. "The Red—er, former Red Paladin. He was on Naxzela, about this tall. This built." I flail my hands, trying to give him a visual. "Dark hair, Blade of Marmora armor."
Realization dawns on Lotor's features as he watches my hands moving. "Lance is not the Red Paladin?"
My head tilts, and I give him a pointed look. "Lance is the Red Paladin. He flies Red."
"But he isn't the Red Paladin."
I pinch the bridge of my nose, sighing. "I know their suits of armor don't match, but Lance is the Red Paladin."
Lotor's head sags down, and he shakes it. "Never mind," he mumbles to himself, opening the datapad's screen again to look at the Galra's formidable leaders. "Utterly clueless."
"What is that supposed to mean?" I retort, crossing my arms over my chest.
The comms crackle through the Castle Ship's speaker system. CORAN: "Paladins, get to your Lions! Shiro needs you in the forest!"
|••••••••••|
Thick, glowing purple vines burst violently from Olkarion's soil, snaking through the ground and trees at an alarming rate. Overhead, the Lions streak across the sky, closing in on the Black Lion's location.
(Y/N): "We're almost there, Shiro!"
LANCE: "Hang on!"
I push Violet's thrusters to their limits, and she lets out a roar as we dive toward the heart of the forest. The vines twist and surge faster beneath us, spreading like wildfire. My chest tightens, and I glance back, my breath catching.
The city is gone.
A sea of vines has swallowed everything.
Thick, black smoke billows into the sky, obscuring the horizon. Through the chaos on my screen, I spot Shiro locked in combat, firing at a strange creature.
The creature towers in front of the destroyed treeline, its grotesque form framed by what remains of the forest. Trees collapse in its wake, and foliage crumbles onto the forest ground.
All five Lions converge, and Shiro joins as we open fire.
The creature shrieks, opening its mouth to reveal pointed, razor-sharp teeth that gleam in the waning sunlight.
(Y/N): "What the quiznak is that thing?"
I veer right as it shoots a pulsating, circular purple blast toward me. With narrowed eyes, I fire the Purple Lion's tail laser.
PIDGE: "Ryner, what are we looking at here?"
RYNER: "I don't understand. That monster resembles one of our treegnecks. It's as if the forest is being corrupted."
SHIRO: "It must have something to do with whatever that is emanating from the impact sight."
PIDGE: "It looks like some sort of invasive plasma. Coran, have my dad and brother analyze the data I'm sending."
CORAN: "On it."
The creature fires again, and all the Lions disperse.
(Y/N): "Do you think the Galra are behind this?"
LANCE: "What do you think, (N/N)?"
(Y/N): "You're right, Lancey." My shoulders slouch as I sigh, firing the mouth laser. "It's a free-for-all for the throne."
SHIRO: "Hurry up, team. Let's form Voltron!"
Voltron soars toward the creature, avoiding its blasts.
SHIRO: "Shield up!"
In a matter of ticks, Voltron's shield collides with the creature, creating a powerful blast that sends us flying backward into the forest as it roars.
SHIRO: "Let's finish him!"
I push my controls, blinking.
HUNK: "I can't move my leg. I mean, my Voltron leg."
The purple vines slither their way toward us, blocking my vision. Their glow pulses with an eerie energy, casting shadows across the cockpit. I raise my bayard and try to open a wormhole, but nothing happens.
Panic tightens in my chest, and I switch tactics, trying to fire into the tangled mass, but that doesn't work either.
I force the thrusters, pouring all my strength into them, but we don't move an inch.
"Damn it," I mutter.
ALLURA: "Neither can I."
(Y/N): "These vines are restricting our movements!"
SHIRO: "Pidge, can you get free?"
PIDGE: "Negative, they're everywhere!"
LANCE: "Red's stuck too!"
ALLURA: "Separate into Lions!"
SHIRO: "We can't. We're seized up. We're trapped."
My field of vision goes completely dark, the only sources of light coming from our Lions. The vines have encased us in an inescapable cocoon, and the entire thing rumbles.
(Y/N): "Does anyone else feel like we're flying up?"
HUNK: "Wait, what's that sound?"
Trees snapping and cracking echo from outside the cocoon.
SHIRO: "It sounds like it's heading the other way, and I think I know why. Ryner, is that ion cannon of yours operational?"
RYNER: "No, it's still not finished. At best, it could manage perhaps one shot."
SHIRO: "Well, make it count cause that thing's headed right for you."
RYNER: "Targeting. Cannon charge at 30 percent. Power at 70 percent. Target acquired. Power at 95 percent. Prepare to fire. No! We're losing power, what's happening?"
SHIRO: "Ryner? Ryner, do you copy?"
PIDGE: "Matt! Dad! These vines."
MATT: "They're like a computer virus. From the data you sent, it appears the plasma substance is self-replicating organic wetware. Which creates a single expanding system, giving it the ability to interface with nature the way the Olkari do."
PIDGE: "It's like a computer and a virus rolled into one!"
A beep rings through the comms.
ALLURA: "Coran? Coran?"
Pidge huffs in frustration. PIDGE: "Castle Ship communications are down."
HUNK: "What are we gonna do? I ca—I can't move."
(Y/N): "What do we do? We're stuck."
PIDGE: "Listen, this virus is affecting Voltron on a submolecular level. To drive it out, we have to tap into the quantum energy that bonds us all to Voltron."
ALLURA: "The bayards! They amplify each Paladin's life force. They might provide enough power to drive out the virus."
LANCE: "It's worth a shot."
Voltron shakes within the cocoon.
(Y/N): "Are we—wait. Are we being tractor beamed?"
Quiznaking Galra.
Grunting, I fight against the pull and clutch my bayard tightly, forcing it toward the bayard port.
LANCE: "Three, two, one!"
At one, all Paladins insert their bayards into the port, and a blinding white light fills my vision.
I gasp, eyes widening in awe as the void unfolds before me for the very first time. It's more immense, more surreal than I ever imagined. Waves of blue light ripple around us, crackling with raw energy. They pulse and shimmer, casting ethereal reflections into what mirrors the vacuum of space.
Far beyond, swirling clouds of red and orange stretch across the canvas of a deep navy sky, like fire trapped in slow motion. The colors dance together, beautiful and terrifying all at once.
Everyone is here, except Shiro, and he remains missing for several ticks.
ALLURA: "Shiro!"
(Y/N): "Shiro!"
PIDGE: "Shiro!"
Our voices echo, overlapping one another.
HUNK: "Shiro!"
LANCE: "Shiro!"
He finally appears, but he's without his helmet. Around us, a hexagon of light appears, connecting our subconsciousnesses together, and colors burst out of us, shooting up. Allura, Pidge, and Hunk close their eyes, glowing into a bright light and disappearing.
Lance and I remain with Shiro. My brows pinch tightly together as I try to focus on connecting fully with the Purple Lion, and energy flows through my entire being.
SHIRO: "Lance, (Y/N) listen to me."
LANCE: "What?"
He disappears next. I strain trying to get a better look.
SHIRO: "(Y/N), you have—"
(Y/N): "I ca—I don't—"
I leave the void and the Purple Lion powers back on, a deep rumble reverberating in the cockpit. All Lions glow and power on, breaking free of the cocoon, but my mind is hazy, and I groan softly.
HUNK: "We're back, baby!"
SHIRO: "Attack the cruiser!"
ALLURA: "Wait, what about that treebeam?"
PIDGE: "Guys, we've got incoming!"
My eyes widen as a bright green laser beam fills my peripheral vision, and I turn my head away to shield my eyes. The Olkari's ion cannon hits the Galra cruiser, and it explodes into a burst of fire, causing a great explosion that sends Voltron back.
MATT: "Yes! We did it!"
RYNER: "Now, Voltron, you must stop that beast!"
SHIRO: "Let's finish this fight."
Voltron flies over to the city just as the creature powers on its laser beam, and we collide with the burst right before it hits the ion cannon. Putting the shield away, we use our thrusters to head towards the creature and push it out of the city, clouds of dust escaping as we move along the ground.
It roars and protrudes its vines, wrapping around us. Voltron strains against it as it pulls us closer.
SHIRO: "Pidge, what's it doing?"
PIDGE: "The virus! It's trying to absorb Voltron!"
HUNK: "I can't see anything."
I try firing at the creature, but it's got the Purple Lion's mouth clamped shut. My knuckles whiten as my grip tightens against my controls.
SHIRO: "Are any of the Lions free?"
PIDGE: "It's got me."
(Y/N): "Me too!"
My eyes widen as the purple beam crackles and grows in the creature's mouth, preparing to finish us off.
ALLURA: "Lance!"
Lance screams and Red roars as it powers on its mouth laser and strikes the creature right at the center of its mouth. It glows a blinding light until pieces of it splinter, and the creature bursts into nothingness.
My eyes tear up from the fire, and I raise my arms, blocking my vision.
Smoke puffs into the air, and I slump in my pilot's seat, trying to calm my racing heart.
(Y/N): "Nice shot, Sharpshooter."
|••••••••••|
Lance and I sit beside one another, and I lean in, resting my head against his shoulder as I tiredly watch the waves crash onto shore. We spent several hours helping the Olkari clean up the city, and now all the Paladins are resting on top of a still-formed Voltron.
"Hey, Shiro," Lance says, shifting slightly. Shiro turns his head to look at us. "What were you trying to tell us in that void thing earlier?"
"What do you mean?" he asks, furrowing his brows.
I peek my head over Lance to look at him. "You were shouting, but we couldn't hear you," I reply.
Shiro frowns, looking down. "I don't know," he admits. "Things went dark there for a second, but good work today, Lance. I'm sorry I yelled at you earlier."
Lance gives him a small smile, and Shiro looks away. He sighs beside me and frowns, staring out into the vast body of water.
"You know," Lance says quietly after a few moments, "I was on the training deck earlier. My bayard formed into what Allura called an Altean broadsword."
I raise an eyebrow, leaning back to look at him. "So you have both a sniper rifle and an Altean broadsword?" I ask. "Impressive."
"I have no idea how I did it." Lance huffs out a breath. "Allura said it's my bayard's way of telling me I have greatness within."
A teasing smile forms on my lips as I lean in, wiggling my eyebrows.
"'Oh, Lance, you're utterly strapping!'" I coo in a syrupy imitation of Allura's regal voice, batting my lashes in his direction. "'Oh, 'Lura, you smell divine, like flowers and—'"
Before I can finish, Lance groans and shoves me, rolling his eyes.
For one horrifying moment, I'm sliding off the side of Red. My eyes go wide as my fingers scramble for purchase, digging into a ridge.
"Lance!" I shriek.
He crosses his arms and lifts his chin. "You always jab me with your elbow when I talk about Keith. I'm just returning the favor."
Oh. Oh, it's on.
In a single, fluid motion, I haul myself up and launch at him. Lance's surprised yelp is cut off as I tackle him clean off the edge. We're in a chaotic tangle of limbs and shrieks as gravity does the rest, sending us spiraling through the air in a rapid descent.
"Stop brawling!" Hunk shouts, putting his hands around his mouth as we fall.
"Don't break anything else!" Coran adds.
We're too busy scrambling and squabbling mid-air to offer a reassuring reply.
At the last tick, we power up our jetpacks.
I touch down on Olkarion's rocky ground with a grunt, patting my suit as I straighten up. My heart's still racing, part adrenaline, part triumph.
But before I can bask in my victory, Lance comes barreling at me.
My eyes go wide again. "Leave me alone!" I shout, turning on my heel and bolting to escape him.
"You started it!" he yells after me.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 23 STUFF 💜
☆y/n and lotor: *chilling and trying to figure out what to do about the Kral Zera*
Lotor: "so... Lance is not *the* Red Paladin?🧍♂️"
y/n: *looks at her brother confused* "Lance is the Red Paladin."
Lotor: "But he isn't *the* Red Paladin."
y/n: *confused*☆☆y/n: *scoffs* "I am not in love with Keith."
also y/n: *sleeps in Keith's room and cuddles with the pillow he sleeps on*
also y/n: *occasionally wears Keith's iconic jacket cause he left it for her in her room right before he left for the Blade full-time*☆☆Lance: *patiently waits in the healing pod room for y/n to wake up with juice pouches cause that's what a good space brother does*☆
☆Zarkon: *gets with two Altean women*
also Zarkon: *gets corrupted in the rift* *kills the majority of Alteans*☆☆Team Voltron: *arguing and not getting along; shiro against all of them*
lotor to y/n: "these are your friends? all they do is argue."
y/n: *shrugs* "What team doesn't argue?"☆☆Lotor🫱🏻🫲🏼Lance🫱🏻🫲🏼teasing y/n because she thought she was half-Earthling☆
☆y/n's mom: *doesn't want to marry Zarkon because she doesn't want to become Empress*
y/n: *doesn't want to light the Flame, despite Violet's messages about destiny and whatnot, because she doesn't want to become Empress*
me: like mother, like daughter😌☆☆Violet: *bothers y/n when she feel like it*
also Violet: *ignores y/n cause her subconscious is too busy drawing in flower fields*☆‧₊˚ ⋅⋆˙⟡ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆⋆⭒˚.⋆ ‧₊˚ ⋅⋆˙⟡ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆⋆⭒˚.⋆ ‧₊˚ ⋅⋆˙⟡ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆⋆⭒˚.⋆
you know how when the friend group meets the sibling of your friend, everyone just kinda chills and doesn't put in too much effort to get to know the sibling? that's lotor 😭 he's just kinda there. not that he minds, he honestly enjoys his quiet time 😭 he's also butthurt about Acxa stunning him hsjdkflghl
i don't know why i get on myself for not having a big amount of words every update. like 5k words is a lot and also so much more manageable??? the beginning chapters were in the 2.5k-7k range. i don't know when i decided i needed to be over the 10k mark. to be fair though, i *did* do a lot of adding/extra content once i went back for "final" editing so maybe that'll happen again once i complete season 6. it's so much less pressure publishing it and then going back a few weeks later and adding scenes i feel like would work in the chapter.
these are also some random little image stuff I made. since y/n is half-Altean, I want her to have fun hair. i don't draw so i used picrew and made my own little versions of her 😁 none of them are what i picture, but they're close enough for me. in my mind, she has like pinkish reddish (leaning on red) hair and purple eyes (similar to keith's maybe, but a brighter purple). her eyes in my mind match Romelle's. maybe one of these days i'll retrace Romelle into my version of y/n but i know i'm lazy HAHAHA
Chapter 24: Tei'rah Alesul, Vae Pal Lider
Summary:
VLD equivalent to s5e4 with lots of keith x y/n 😁
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^^⚠️⚠️CONTENT WARNING: Mentions of death and graphic depictions of violence⚠️⚠️^^
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Notes:
i have the biggest smile when i update, i’m like a gremlin patiently waiting for the usual readers to pop up. should i update before bed so i’m not constantly checking my notifications/inbox? probably. oh well 😋
you know how i said i’d lower my caffeine intake? i lied. i’ve increased it but boy oh boy it is worth it. shoutout to VTLL for the slow burn burning me because i finally got inspired for my coffee batman fic here on ao3 and figured out the plot 🦇 literally wrote nonstop for that one and it turned out so cute and i don’t feel guilty anymore for leaving it on hold 😋 also back in my pop music phase so shoutout to olivia rodrigo and harry styles and all the other artists that are feeding into that. sometimes a girl just wants to write contemporary dating fluff and that’s valid 🤭 i made Bruce Wayne a whipped softy and that was so fun cause this VTLL’s Chapter 24 is not soft… i mean, you know what, i’ll let y’all decide the vibes.
Did y’all know perfervid is a word? I didn’t. Shoutout to Google synonyms, I learn so many new words while writing 😁😁 I’m trying hard to expand the vocabulary and trying out new words so it’s not too repetitive.
i’ve gotten ahead of myself and started writing Eleanora x Zarkon lore and i’m breaking my own heart over here why am i doing this??? i was gonna do sendak x y/n past angst and then i was like “i’m don’t like sendak” because whereas honerva and zarkon are corrupted by rift creatures, sendak is straight up evil. so yeah. writing pre-rift zarkon to satisfy that hole.
PSA: this pin is what i imagine every time i write a y/n x keith hugging scene
hugging pinand this i just found this but this is so perfect for chapter 21’s ending
forehead kiss pini love pinterest and this pin is so y/n and keith:
“She likes him.
He likes her.
It's obvious to everyone.
Except them.”i love these dumb dumbs and their dense cluelessness. i’m fed up though, so keith’s fed up now too. this poor boy has chickened out too many times he can’t take it anymore lololol. this guy’s been down bad for MONTHS 🙂↕️ if the man isn’t desperate for his woman, i’m not gonna write it. desperate, yearning men are my absolute favorite I LOVE EM 👹🗣️‼️
“Do I Wanna Know?” by Arctic Monkeys was playing in my head with some of these keith x y/n scenes tbh
this is so irrelevant to the current chapter, but i was skimming through season 7 to figure out when Acxa gets to earth (still don’t know what the VLD writers were going with her) and wow i forgot how much i loved that season (ignoring how mean everyone was to Lance in e4 though tbh). Like i love it. also James Griffin is a sassy brunette and that’s literal catnip to me 😭 If you ignore how much of a jerk he was to keith when they were little, he is so 🤭 AND KEITH IS SO COOL IN S7 OMG liiiiike 😼
alsoooo how much of the past/present/future did keith see on the space whale? were they getting flashes every few hours for those two years…? i dont get how it works.
RELEVANT to this chapter though, i don’t know why they’re both Scorpios 😭 I feel like i shouldn’t have done that lololol. Keith and y/n are both overprotective, intense, have trust issues, “actions speak better than words”…i think i’ve accidentally made them the same person 🧍🏻♀️ oh well. google says, “According to astrology, Scorpios are generally considered to be very compatible with other Scorpios, often experiencing a deep, intense, and passionate connection due to their shared traits like loyalty, desire for intimacy, and understanding of each other's emotional depth; however, potential issues like power struggles and possessiveness can arise if both partners aren't mindful of communication and boundaries” so it is good enough for me 😋 (ignore this if your y/n is different, like i mentioned in my timeline her birthday is october 28th and honestly even from the first chapter i feel like she gives off scorpio. idk what other sign she’s giving, i don’t really do or follow astrology)
this chapter is a bunch of random stuff from my head cause i missed writing y/n x keith content and i realized that the scene i wrote for them cannot simply pop out of the blue, i need to build them up again. idk how many of y’all have glanced at the timeline, but basically Tuesday, September 02, 2414, is when they first meet and y/n goes bye-bye Saturday, October 25, 2414, so they’ve known each other for 54 days (about chapters 1-17). Thursday, January 15, 2415, is when she returns to team voltron (chapter 21) and at that point keith and y/n have spent 83 days apart…omg why’d i do that 🧍🏻♀️. they’ve been apart more than they’ve been together so uhhh this is just me shoving scenes of them together to make up for lost time 🫶🏻
HAVE FUN READING!!!!!!
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Chapter Text
"There's a drumming noise inside my head
That starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an almighty sound"
Florence + The Machine, Drumming Song
"It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of tryin' to kiss you
But I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to"
Arctic Monkeys, Do I Wanna Know?
"How can we go back to being friends
When we just shared a bed?"
sombr, back to friends
"We've been doin' all this late night talkin'
'Bout anythin' you want until the mornin'
Now you're in my life
I can't get you off my mind"
Harry Styles, Late Night Talking
Your POV; Present day:
Nighttime has fallen on Olkarion, and while the Paladins, Alteans, and Lotor are sound asleep in their rooms, I am awake on the bridge, accompanied by the mice. I stroke their soft fur with my index fingers as I sit on the floor, looking out at the stars in the night sky.
The large yellow one hops onto my head and plays with my hair while the other three squeak, jumping out of my lap and running in small circles.
I snort as all four of them climb me, and I shake my head, picking them off one by one.
“I just washed my hair,” I chide, setting them down in front of me. I wiggle a finger in their direction as I scold them. “Stop climbing my head.”
The mice squeak, twitching their noses as if to feign innocence. The yellow one, however, remains unrepentant, boldly attempting to scale my arm again. I laugh, scooping him up to hold him at eye level.
“You’re the ringleader, huh?” I tease, gently booping his tiny nose.
He squeaks, moving his tiny legs as the others climb me again.
My shoulders slouch, and I cup all four of them in my hands. “I mean it, I will go tell Coran.”
They blink up at me and stop their antics for a moment, weighing the seriousness of my threat. The mice decide it isn’t worth the risk and start squeaking all at once, their high-pitched protests filling the quietness of the bridge.
“Damn mice,” I mumble, carefully setting them down. “You’re lucky you’re all cute.”
The mice scurry off toward the console, hopping up with practiced ease to nestle along the board.
I shake my head and turn back to the view of the endless stars outside.
A soft chime sounds from the ship’s computer, and I blink, slowly standing up as I tilt my head. Looking around the room, the bridge remains empty and, with a shrug, I walk over to the console to open the hailing frequency.
“Hello?” I ask, fixing my hair.
The Blade’s mask turns off, and I stand there, staring at Keith. My mouth hangs open, and I fix my hair faster and brush the dust off my tank top, looking down at my attire with a slight frown.
My deep burgundy pajama shirt is tossed messily on one of the Paladin station chairs, and I don’t have an opening to put it back on without drawing too much attention to myself. I fiddle with the waistband of my pajama pants.
Keith’s familiar face appears on the screen, and his expression softens. The strands of his hair have fallen haphazardly over his eyes, and he’s panting, a sheen of sweat on his features. There are scratches along his face, and he has a busted lip.
“(Y/N),” he says, blinking. “Why did you pick up?”
I lean against the console, arms crossed, attempting to look nonchalant despite the fluttering in my chest. “Well, I’m the only one awake,” I reply lightly, my lips quirking up. “What’s up?”
“Well…” He hesitates, opening and closing his mouth. “I—I heard about what happened with Zarkon,” he says finally. “Are you okay?”
My eyes widen, and I pause, biting my lip. “Oh, that. Just a little skirmish. Nothing we couldn’t handle.”
He arches a brow, clearly unconvinced. “A little skirmish doesn’t land you in a pod for two days.”
Who the quiznak is telling him all these things?
I shrug, avoiding his gaze. “It’s over now. I’m fine.”
The corners of Keith’s lips tug downward, and he frowns. A droplet of blood dribbles down the right side of his mouth. “Zarkon was still your father.”
“In blood only.” I shift on my feet, giving him another once over as my fingers tap on my biceps. “You’re one to give me a lecture. You’re the one bleeding right now.”
He waves a hand, wiping at his mouth. “I’m fine.”
“Right.” Tilting my head, I squint. “Who told you? You’ve been away on mission after mission since you left Naxzela.”
“Hunk.” Keith sighs, running a hand through his hair, and he leans closer to the screen, his expression earnest. “You scared me, you know.”
I blink at the confession, caught off guard by the hint of vulnerability in his tone. “Really?”
He gives me a look and wipes a hand across his forehead, leaning against a wall. “Why are you always so surprised that I care about what happens to you?”
“What?” A puckish scoff escapes from me, and I shrug half-heartedly. “Why?”
Keith’s brows knit together as his fingers tap lightly against the communicator. His eyes dart to the side as if searching for the right words.
“I know you’re trying to act like it doesn’t matter,” he says softly, running a hand over his face, “but it does. To me. It always has.” His voice dips lower, almost like he doesn’t want anyone else to hear. “I just wish you’d see that. You’re too important to lose.”
My arms unfold as I lean closer to the console, my heart pounding in my chest. I can’t seem to catch my breath. “I’m important?”
He blinks, a blush painting his cheeks. “Of course, you are. To m—team. You’re important to the team.”
“Right.” I nod slowly.
A long silence stretches between us, and soft, muffled voices come from Keith’s side of the communications line.
“What’s taking the Earthling so long?” one of the voices asks. He sounds irritated.
More shuffling. “Perhaps he’s finally talking to his via't pa'eni. His girlfriend,” the other says, a chuckle lacing his voice as he says the word ‘girlfriend’.
The blush on Keith’s cheeks darkens, and he shakes his head, standing to move to a more private location.
Girlfriend? Since when? Another Blade?
“Are you seeing someone?” I ask, curious. The mice climb atop my shoulders.
His face contorts, a muscle in his cheek ticking. “I—what no!” he rushes out, his eyes panicky as he sits along the wall.
I frown, crossing my arms over my chest. "Why did you call?”
Keith clears his throat, shifting uncomfortably where he sits. “The Kral Zera is happening—the Archivist made the summons. Kolivan told me to get in contact with Allura, but I forgot about the time difference.”
“Oh.” I force a smile. “We’re not going to Feyiv. The team voted, and it’s too risky.”
“What?” He holds the screen closer to his face. “What about your plan?”
“My plan?”
He raises an eyebrow. “Infiltrate, evacuate, annihilate? The plan you kept secret from all of us?”
“That reckless plan?” My nose scrunches, slight frustration bubbling within me. “It didn’t quiznaking work because Emperor Zarkon was still alive.”
“Exactly!” He scoffs. “It was reckless, but Zarkon’s gone now.” His eyes search mine, intense and perfervid. “What better way of dismantling the Empire than from the inside?”
I shake my head, my hands clenching into fists. “I can’t become Empress.”
“Why not?”
“Because Lotor’s always been the one destined to light the Flame. He is the heir apparent.”
Keith’s eyes narrow. “You’re the strongest person I know. If there is anyone who should be leading the Galra, it should be you.”
“You don’t mean that,” I say, my voice lacking conviction.
“I do.” Keith leans forward, his elbows resting on his knees now. “You care so much about getting it right—about your people, about peace. You would make a great leader.”
Taking a step back, tears prick my eyes. “I am not enough to lead the Empire,” I whisper, the truth bitter on my tongue.
His brows pinch together and his jaw tightens. “You are enough,” Keith says firmly. “You are more than enough.” He opens his mouth to say more, but a faint beeping sound from his side interrupts him. Keith glances over his shoulder, his expression turning serious as he sighs. “I have to go. The Blades need me for another mission.”
I frown, leaning closer to the console. “Where are you going?”
“I can’t say. Kolivan’s orders.”
My shoulders slump as I stare at him. “Be careful out there, Mullet.”
A tired, faint smile tugs at the corners of his mouth as he nods. “You too.”
|••••••••••|
The entire team is gathered in the Castle Ship’s bridge. Lance and Hunk both have their arms crossed as they regard Lotor. Allura tilts her head as she leans against Lance, and Pidge glances between everyone with her shoulders slumped. She probably wants to go back to Ryner and spend time with Sam and Matt.
"I'm telling you, Commander Branko’s wanton attack is only the beginning,” Lotor says, furrowing his eyebrows. “Without an Emperor, more and more high-ranking officials are going to start lashing out and consolidating their power at the Kral Zera.”
“So…” I frown, understanding the meaning behind his words, “we’re putting the entire universe in danger if we don’t go."
Someone clears their throat.
"Uh, just gonna jump in here," Hunk says, raising a finger. "What exactly is the Kral Zera? Is there food there?” He closes his eyes and clasps his hands together, sighing dreamily. “It sounds awful fancy."
“Oh, yeah.” I half-snort, half-scoff. “Awful fancy.”
Allura’s expression falls flat, her jaw tightening as she pinches the bridge of her nose. She exhales sharply before casting an exasperated glance toward Lance. “Were none of you paying attention when we first went over this movements ago?” she asks incredulously.
Lance slowly turns to look at her. He shrugs, unbothered. “Not really, no,” he admits, scratching the back of his neck. “You talk a lot sometimes, ‘Lura. It gets hard to keep track of everything you say.”
Her face twists in disbelief.
I press my tongue into the inside of my cheek, fighting down the amused smile threatening to break through. My lips twitch despite myself, and I angle my head away under the pretense of rubbing my jaw.
Lotor looks between the team, his patience rapidly wearing thin as Hunk and Lance whisper their theories. “Earthlings,” he huffs, cutting off their side chatter. He shakes his head, his lips forming a line. “The Kral Zera is the coronation ceremony for a new Emperor or Empress."
I nod, my eyes flickering between the team. “It is held on one of the first planets we, the Galra, conquered. Planet Feyiv, a sacred land."
"Okay, so…” Shiro trails off, looking confused, “who all will be at this… Kral Zera?"
"Allow me to show you." Lotor turns around, facing the control panel. His lips pucker, and he glances over his shoulder. "May I, Princess?"
Allura nods. “Go ahead.”
At the press of a few buttons, a large Galran male appears on the screen. His left eye has been replaced with a red prosthetic, and his suit of armor has spikes.
"Warlord Ranveig is one of the fiercest Galra in the Empire," Lotor explains. "That's why our father sent him to the fringes of the universe. He will already have several factions pledging their allegiance."
Lance raises an eyebrow, folding his arms over his chest. "Warlord, huh? I'm guessing you don't get that title by being nice."
The images change to show a Galran female.
"Commander Gnov was one of Zarkon's most trusted advisors. She will be unifying Zarkon's inner circle of Commanders. They know what they will be getting with her. She's not as reckless as Warlord Ranveig, but she's just as cruel."
Shiro crosses his arms, his lips forming a slight pout as he looks at the screen. Pidge frowns, her eyebrows pinching together.
The screen now projects a smaller, pot-bellied Galran male with glowing cybernetic goggles over his eyes.
"Quartermaster Janka,” Lotor continues. “He is responsible for overseeing supply routes throughout the Empire. Don't let his stature fool you. His power is bureaucracy, and he should not be underestimated."
"He keeps popping up in my database,” Pidge says, running her right hand over her left arm. She closes her eyes, planting her hands on her hips. "His supply chain management is incredible. He definitely color codes."
I snort, rolling my eyes.
Pidge and her color coding.
"So, organized evil," Hunk says, nodding slowly. "Okay."
"And, finally, Zarkon's witch Haggar,” Lotor says, pulling up her image.
A shiver runs down my spine at the sight of her.
Shiro’s eyes narrow. "We've met."
Allura nods. “Unfortunately.”
"She's the most dangerous of them all. Because she's not Galra, and therefore not eligible to rule, she probably has a puppet already. Someone she can control and manipulate. If the Galra were smart, they'd be working together against her. If Haggar's puppet takes over, then stopping Zarkon's reign will all have been for naught."
I let out a prolonged sigh, crossing my arms. “And the cycle will continue.”
"Then we can't risk any of them assuming control." Shiro turns around, looking at the team. "We should help Lotor take command of the Galra Empire."
Allura’s eyes widen as she shakes her head. "Shiro, we've already discussed this. It's far too risky."
Lance nods, stepping closer to her. "Yeah, why don't we let them fight amongst themselves a while before we do anything?" He gestures his hands animatedly.
She gives him a sidelong glance, her eyes lingering, before she turns her attention forward.
Shiro shakes his head, "You know what we just went through on Olkarion, and that was just one rogue Commander vying for the throne. When the Galra lash out, everyone in the universe suffers."
Hunk points a finger at me. “I’m still team Empress (Y/N),” he says with a grin.
I give him a pointed look.
Pidge pushes her glasses up, putting a hand out to stop Hunk from barreling on. "How would we even get either of them there without stirring up a huge fight?"
Lotor turns around with a small smile. "We'll be bringing Voltron."
The team freezes, their eyes wide in disbelief.
"Yeah, because Voltron never gets in fights," Hunk says sarcastically.
I look between Shiro and Lotor, crossing my arms. “Bringing Voltron is the last thing we need.”
Allura frowns, stepping closer. “Shiro, we can’t bring Voltron to a place surrounded by Galra.”
Shiro looks down at the floor and closes his eyes, conflict evident in the way his facial muscles contort. “I’m sorry to hear that.” His voice is quiet, and without another word, he turns and strides off the bridge, his footsteps echoing in the silence he leaves behind.
Lotor watches him leave, his shoulders slumping as a frown tugs at his lips.
"Uh, what's up with Shiro?" Hunk asks.
Lance watches Shiro’s retreating figure, sticking his hands into the pockets of his jacket.
Allura sighs, then walks over to where Lotor and I stand. Her voice is softer now, almost apologetic. “I understand you both need to be there. But I can’t justify risking the Lions. I’m sorry.”
I offer her a small, understanding smile, placing a hand gently on her shoulder. “I understand, Allura. You’re doing what you think is right.”
Lotor shifts beside me, his eyes darting between the two of us. He lets out a breath, resigned. “Understood, Princess.”
One by one, the others quietly filter off the bridge. Lance, Hunk, and Pidge each exchange glances but say nothing more.
Before long, it's just Lotor and me.
I stare at the screen, my jaw tightening as I take in our adversaries. My hands curl into fists at my sides as my resolve hardens.
I’ll be damned if I let any of these Galra get the throne.
Lotor’s voice breaks the silence. “What are you scheming about now?” His tone is edged with defeat, and his gaze follows mine. “We’re quiznaked no matter who gets the throne.”
I turn to him, crossing my arms, a fire burning in my chest. “Hell no. We’re not out of options yet.”
He lifts a brow.
“You go with Shiro and the Black Lion. I’ll take the Purple Lion. We’ll rendezvous on Feyiv.”
Lotor stares at me, and he nods. “Let’s end this.”
|••••••••••|
My eyes remain fixed on the Flame, burning steadily atop the altar high on the mountain where the ancient ceremony has always taken place. The air is thinner here, each breath laced with frost. A faint vapor clings to every exhale, and the icy wind nips at my cheeks, leaving them tingling.
Above, the indigo sky stretches endlessly, littered with stars that shimmer.
Around me, cold metal glints in the firelight, catching the glow of the flames. In the center, the fire pit blazes with violet fire, and steel torches peek out from the flickering flames.
I ignore the glares from the Galra surrounding me, standing at the ready.
My bayard is sheathed, but easily accessible, and my hair tied back into a braided crown. My Paladin suit is securely fastened, and the gloves attached to it should be strong enough to withstand the heat of the scorching metal.
In the background of the platform, another Galran cruiser docks, releasing various figures.
A large, imposing male steps forward, blocking my view—some kind of General. His prosthetic arm gleams from the fire, and he thrusts his arm forward, pointing at me.
"What is this doing here?” he asks, his tone as sharp as a blade. “A half-breed? This is an insult to our traditions!"
I straighten, keeping my expression neutral despite the venom in his words and thundering of my heart.
"The strength of Emperor Zarkon flows through my veins," I say calmly, not letting his words rattle me, as I meet his glare head-on. “My blood is Galra.”
“You are a tainted piece of scum.” His voice is a guttural snarl, met with grunts of approval from his supporters.
“I am Va’tara—Princess of the Galra Empire.”
“You and your brother are nothing more than a couple of exiled brats.” He scoffs. “Abominations have no place on the throne.”
My jaw ticks. “I am not here to vie for the throne.”
Commander Gnov scoffs behind us, as if our bickering is below her.
"Avert your gaze,” she says toward Quartermaster Janka as she catches him staring at the Flame, calculating. “The throne is for real fighters.”
He spares her a glance and shakes his head. "I’ve conquered more worlds than you've ever seen with just the swipe of my finger.”
The Archivist walks out, standing in front of the Flame. He is dressed in traditional Galra attire and wears a mask that covers his nose and mouth. Two tubes are attached to the quintessence packets on his back.
“Through thirty-three rulers, during times of peace and times of expanse, this Flame has burned for over thirteen millennia,” he begins. “From our first, Brodar, to Adali the Noble, to Vrig the Great, and longest and most powerful of all, Zarkon. But his time has passed.” The Flame goes out. “Our next ruler must ascend the steps of destiny and relight the Kral Zera.”
The hulking male General strides toward the pit, his heavy boots thudding against the platform, a smirk of grim determination etched across his face. The flickering light of the fire torches dances in his eyes as he reaches out to grasp one, but before his fingers can wrap around the shaft, Warlord Ranveig charges forward with his axe.
The weapon sinks deep into the General’s back with a sickening crunch. A guttural groan escapes his throat, choked and ragged, his body going rigid as he’s hoisted into the air, impaled.
His lifeless body hangs there, then slides off the axe as Warlord Ranveig throws him across the platform. The General hits a wall with a wet thud, and his skull echoes with a sharp, splintering crack. Blood pools rapidly beneath him.
I stiffen, and my breath catches. My throat bobs as I swallow hard, eyes locked on the crumpled corpse.
The silence that follows is deafening.
Stars above, don’t let him be the next Emperor.
Warlord Ranveig barely spares a glance at his fallen adversary. "Fool," he growls, turning to face the gathered crowd. "Only the strongest may lay their hands on the torches. That is why I will assume command. I have been on the front lines of the expanse, where iron meets soul, spreading the glory of the Empire. Not huddled in the center, overseeing already conquered worlds, growing fat on the victories of our forefathers.”
He turns and grabs a torch, holding it up in the air.
"Warlord Ranveig speaks the truth." The crowd parts, revealing in the distance Haggar with Lotor’s Generals and—
“Sendak.” My voice is a hushed, cracked whisper as my eyes meet him. My heart races, pounding in my chest.
How is he still alive?
Ezor and Zethrid stand to Haggar’s right with Acxa directly behind her. To their left is Commander Sendak, his face impassive as he regards me. His fur is longer, his lips pursed, and his eyes narrow, causing a deep wrinkle on the line of his nose.
"That is why Sendak, the purest of the Galra, should light the Flame,” Haggar continues. “He was Zarkon's right hand for millennia, and he will lead the Empire for 10,000 more years."
"The witch and Sendak," Quartermaster Janka says near me, leaning into Commander Gnov's personal space. "Perhaps we should put our differences behind us. The only way we can stop those two is by working together."
Her eyes narrow, but she doesn’t look away from Sendak. "Why would I partner with the weak?”
His face falls, and I frown.
We are so, so quiznaked if Sendak assumes control.
Warlord Ranveig lets out a mocking laugh. "Sendak, who disappeared while the Empire crumbled?" His eyes narrow. "Sendak, who needs a witch to speak on his behalf?"
"Enough!” Sendak’s impassive facade crumbles, and he tears his gaze away from me, positioning himself into a fighting stance. “Victory, or death!"
"Now you will know why Zarkon put me in the most dangerous territory in the universe!" Warlord Ranveig draws the curve-bladed axes from his back and twirls them in his hands.
Commander Sendak roars as he charges, sending a sharp fist into Warlord Ranveig. He blocks the attacks using his axes, and Sendak leaps into the air with a flip, trying to land a kick.
Dust and debris fly in the air, clouding my vision. The platform trembles at the impact caused by the fierce battle.
His clawed gauntlet arm locks on and pushes against Warlord Ranveig, sending him flying into a wall. It crumbles at the collision, and Sendak stalks slowly toward him with a sneer.
I watch them, my panic only growing.
"Stars help us," I whisper, my eyes trained on Sendak and the way he lands strike after strike against Warlord Ranveig. “Where are Lotor and Shiro?”
Commander Sendak soars in the air and crouches down, placing his right hand on the metallic flooring of the platform to steady himself. Warlord Ranveig groans loudly as he thumps against the floor, his face bloodied. Sendak turns, pointing his clawed gauntlet arm down at him.
"You are defeated." His voice is a low growl, and he looks up to glare at the Galra gathered by the pit. "The Empire is mine."
Turning on his heel, Sendak reaches his right hand to grab a fire torch and ascends several steps.
I glance at the flames again, my gaze darting between the Sendak and the torches.
Lotor and Shiro were supposed to be here by now.
My hands clench into fists, tension knotting in my shoulders.
Forcing the confidence in my stature, I take a step forward and reach into the pit. The blazing fire licks at my armor, but the suit withstands. I don’t feel the sweltering burn of the steel as my fingers tighten around the shaft.
The fire crackles on the torch as Commander Sendak turns around, holding it high in the air. “I will strengthen the Empire as no one else can!”
His eyes connect with mine as they regard the torch in my hand, and they narrow.
“Stop!” a female Galran Commander shouts, pulling out two dual-bladed battle axes. “You cannot light the Flame without facing my blades!” She roars as she charges.
With a sneer, Sendak shoots lasers from his gauntlet, but she misses them.
Once she’s charging into the air, Sendak sends a powerful blast towards her, sending her soaring and crashing into the fire pit. She screams as the flames consume her and hoists herself up, the fur covering her skin burning through.
Murmurs and gasps spark around her as she lies on her back, still alive, though her pride must be bruised.
Acxa’s gaze focuses on me, and her hand twitches near her gun as she takes a step closer.
Commander Sendak’s eyes lock on me once more, but before he can do anything, the Black Lion breaks through the atmosphere with a roar. Its landing sends gusts of wind so powerful that his torch and mine go out.
I shield my face to block out the rocks and debris that threaten to fly into my eyes.
The jaw of the Black Lion opens, revealing Lotor, who stands tall and confident. His hair flows in the breeze, his eyes scanning the gathered crowd. “Halt,” he says. “Your true Emperor has arrived.”
Acxa pauses at the sound of his voice, stiffening as the Black Lion lowers itself and Lotor descends, his hand firmly gripping the hilt of his sword. He steps toward the fire pit, sparing Acxa and me a glance before honing in on Sendak.
"You?” Commander Sendak sneers. “Lead the Galra Empire? What could possibly make you think that you could be our Emperor?"
I step forward to Lotor’s side, the fire torch clattering on the platform as I toss it.
"The blood of Emperor Zarkon is not just in his veins," I declare, my voice strong, "it is on his sword, as well.”
A cruel smile tugs on Sendak’s scarred mouth. “You speak of blood as though you understand it,” he replies, needling. “You, radyr se’tar, know all too well what it means to have blood on your hands, don’t you?”
He says it with precision, knowing exactly where to cut.
My jaw tightens, and a muscle twitches beneath my eye. Rage coils in my gut like a living thing as my teeth grind against each other.
I want to strike him. Stars, I want to make him bleed.
“The Emperor fell to us, and so will anyone who stands in our way,” Lotor states.
Sendak bares his teeth, his fanged canines prominent even though there is a considerable distance between us. "You think treachery makes you qualified to lead us?"
Lotor steps closer, his voice level as he announces, "I will light the Flame, not for defeating my father and not even for being the strongest Galra here. But because I did something no one else could do. I returned the Black Lion to the Galra.” He stops a few paces at the landing of the stairs. “Stand aside, Sendak."
Commander Sendak raises his clawed gauntlet arm, pointing it at him as he exclaims, "Time to prove yourself through honorable rite of combat!"
Lotor’s voice comes out in a gravelly growl. "No!" he exclaims, pointing his sword. "Time to end this!"
"Enough!" Haggar exclaims, prying my attention away. Her eyes narrow beneath the hood of her cloak. "Lotor, you cannot lead the Galra."
"You think you can stop me, witch?"
Her lips curl. "The blood that so bolsters your claim is also what quells it. You are not full Galra. You are a half-breed. Your mother was Honerva—Altean."
Lotor doesn’t flinch, doesn’t falter, as he narrows his eyes. His face pinches into a taut scowl, and fury simmers beneath his projected indifference. "Everyone here knows my lineage, but that will not keep me from the throne.”
“The Va'tarii se'tar are both half-Altean.” Haggar looks around, making large gestures with her arms. “The throne is for pure-blooded Galra.”
Around the crowd, murmurs of agreement ignite.
“No.” I stand straighter, my hands clenching into tight fists. “The throne is meant for those worthy of the Flame—those who carry the favor of the stars.”
With a curt shake of his head, Lotor turns his attention to the altar steps, eyes alight with unshakable purpose.
“Now I'm taking what's rightfully mine,” he declares, voice rising. “I am lighting that Flame, and my first act as Emperor will be to reunite you with my late father!"
He takes off into a sprint, charging with his sword.
"You're not getting to the top of these steps!" Commander Sendak growls, careering toward him to counter-attack.
I resist the urge to join in. My bayard is already in my grasp, the double-bladed staff glinting from the firelight. My grip tightens on the shaft, and my jaw locks. Every instinct in me screams to join the fray.
But I can’t. I won’t.
To interfere would dishonor the honorable rite—a sacred combat meant to determine succession through strength alone. If I step in now, I dishonor Lotor and everything our Dayaks taught us.
I have no choice but to watch.
Lotor spins the sword as he climbs the steps, his sword clashing with Sendak’s gauntlet. Metal against metal clangs in the air, echoing, as dust and bits of steps surround them as they fight.
He leaps, parries, and strikes, but the gauntlet is gigantic and fast, leaving Lotor unable to land a hit against Sendak’s furry flesh.
Sendak lunges, and the gauntlet flies into the air, sending Lotor back. Dust erupts in thicker clouds, bits of broken stairs cascading downward.
My heart jumps into my throat.
“You don’t even know what you are, Sendak.” Lotor flips in the air to avoid another strike. “So loyal, so brave, and yet so stupid.”
“I know exactly what I am,” Commander Sendak seethes. “I am a warrior!”
A strong energy blast emanates from the gauntlet, a burst of explosion that gives life to black smoke that covers them.
Lotor skids back. “You are nothing but Haggar’s puppet!”
The fight is relentless.
My brows are pressed together, shoulders taut with rage, and teeth clenching so hard against my inner cheeks that I can taste the metallic tang of blood.
Lotor charges again, but Sendak sends a powerful fist that throws him up on another landing of steps. He lands flat on his back, more pieces of the stairs crumble, and Sendak charges again.
Damn it all to hell.
My feet move before my brain can stop them, heart pounding furiously in my chest as I vault forward. Lotor’s sword is down, his chest heaving as he struggles to pull himself up. Sendak looms over him like a predator ready to pounce, gauntlet claw crackling with dark energy.
"Enough!" I shout, gripping my bayard.
The Galra surrounding the pit murmur in a mix of shock and approval.
Good. Let them watch.
Sendak freezes mid-step, his head snapping in my direction. His lips curl back, baring sharp teeth in a snarl that could have cowed weaker beings. "You dare interrupt me, Reaper?" The title slips from his mouth, coated in venom and spite.
“Don’t call me that,” I spit, my voice low and deadly.
A furious red fills my vision.
He laughs darkly, and the sound claws at my ears. “You think you have the strength to face me? You’ve grown foolish. I should’ve killed you millennia ago,” he says, stepping down a single stair, the crushed remnants crunching under his heavy feet.
“You had your chance,” I growl. My grip tightens around the bayard until my knuckles go white. “Eu pal sa vae!”
Before he can react, I dash forward and swing low, forcing him to leap back, his gauntlet deflecting my blade in a shower of sparks.
“You always needed someone to follow!” I shout, swinging again. “First Zarkon, then Haggar, now you pretend you’re something more, but you’re still just a loyal dog waiting for orders!”
"You should’ve stayed at my side!" he roars, launching himself at me with terrifying speed. His clawed gauntlet crashes down, and I barely manage to sidestep, my boots skidding against the platform.
The force of his strike sends shards of steel flying.
“I will never be at your side,” I hiss, flipping the bayard and thrusting it forward. The blade grazes his side.
The stars above us seem to blur as the fight drags on, his blows coming faster, harder. My muscles burn, my breath coming in sharp gasps, but I refuse to falter.
He lunges, and I twist, ducking under his swing, but his free hand catches my wrist in a crushing grip. I grit my teeth against the pain, glaring up at him as he squeezes harder.
"You could’ve been great," he sneers, his breath hot against my face. His stance shifts as he releases his hold, only to wrap a hand around my throat. I barely have time to draw breath before he lifts me off the ground like I weigh nothing. My boots scrape uselessly against him, and a strangled gasp slips from my lips.
"You could’ve ruled at my side," he continues, his eyes dark with fury and longing. "You could’ve been my queen. My wife. But you chose weakness. And you’re still weak. Still afraid."
I meet his gaze through the blur of blood trickling from my nose down to my chin. My lips split in a grin—wide, defiant, and stained red. I choke on a rasp, but force out, "I do not fear you, radyr ka'liir.”
Sendak breathes hard, nostrils flaring. “You hate me,” he says, quieter now. “But you still want me.”
My eyes shine as the words wrap around my heart like poisonous vines. I stare at him, and in this moment, I remember it all.
The night we stole a fighter jet and escaped to a nearby moon, kissing beneath endless stars, our laughter filling the silence of the void. The sweat and bruises of training, the shouts of Dayaks Zlak and Alik ringing in our ears. The way he traced the scars along my arms with calloused fingers. The way his smile softened when he thought no one could see.
And I remember the cold clink of chains. The searing betrayal in his eyes as he turned his back on me.
“I did,” I manage. “But the girl who loved you died alongside Rez’or.”
Lotor lets out a roar, launching himself into the air with a fluid backflip, aiming to strike Commander Sendak. But before he can make contact, a shadow blurs past, and someone charges into the fray, slamming into Lotor mid-air and shoving him aside. In the same breath, I’m torn from Sendak’s grasp, the force knocking the wind from my lungs.
A deafening explosion erupts from the doorway the figure came through—red-orange fire floods the corridor, momentarily blinding.
The shockwave sends all three of us tumbling down the steps.
I can barely register the chaos before another explosion tears through the base of the ceremonial platform. My ears ring, muffling everything but the pounding of my heart.
We hit the landing hard. The stranger twists mid-fall, shielding me with his body, cradling my head protectively as we roll. The armor, the insignia—I recognize it now. He’s a Blade.
His hands find my forearms, gripping them firmly. There’s urgency and frustration in his touch.
Maybe at me. Maybe at the whole damned situation.
“Who do you think you are?” I snap, my hands flailing as I try to break free from his grip.
He scoffs beneath the mask, but it glitches, powering off. “I think I’m the one who just saved your life.”
“Mullet?” I stare at him, my mouth falling open as my brain struggles to process what my eyes are seeing. He leans in closer, panting as he presses his forehead against mine, and I stop struggling beneath him.
Keith closes his eyes and shakes his head. “(N/N),” he groans, his voice breathy.
My eyes rapidly trail all over his face. There’s a fresh cut on his jaw. “What are you doing here?”
His brows furrow as he gazes down at me. “What are you doing here?” He pushes himself up and extends a hand.
Frowning, I grab it and pat the dust off of myself.
Before I can process anything, he tugs me to him, enveloping me in a quick but warm embrace, pressing a kiss to my hairline.
The moment doesn’t last long.
Commander Sendak breaks through the pile of rocks burying him with narrowed eyes. "Lotor has betrayed us to Voltron! Fire on the Black Lion!"
Galra cruisers begin firing from Planet Feyiv’s atmosphere, and I cower as the platform of the Kral Zera trembles. Fires break out from their lasers. Keith's eyes widen, and he wraps himself around my body, shielding me from the debris of the blasts. The Black Lion roars and flies up, drawing their fire.
The female Commander who challenged Sendak aims her grey, wrist-mounted crossbow toward Haggar, but Acxa stops her, shooting a purple energy bolt from her gun.
Chaos breaks loose, both on the platform and in the atmosphere.
Galra cruisers fire on each other, and Shiro joins in the fight, destroying several ships with the Black Lion’s jaw blade.
It’s madness.
Lotor stands up, staring at the chaos with his mouth agape. He glances between Keith and me before gritting his teeth and shaking his head. “This is exactly what I wanted to avoid,” he says. “I knew they would all turn on each other.”
A growled shout echoes behind us, and Commander Sendak crashes on the landing.
Damned man can’t just die, can he?
Lotor leaps to the left while we jump to the right. Dust clouds my vision as my bayard powers on again. Keith draws out his Blade knife, and it transforms into a long, curved sword.
“(Y/N), what the hell is going on? Why are you here?” he shouts, his grip tight.
The staff twirls as I swish it through the air. “I could ask you the same thing!” I exclaim, looking at him. “Bombs? Really?”
Commander Gnov charges up the stairs with her sword, and I yelp as she fights both of us. We run up the stairs, deflecting her strikes.
On the other side of the steps, I hear Lotor and Sendak’s conversation.
“Killing you would be too merciful,” Commander Sendak booms. “Once I’m Emperor, I am going to keep you both as my slaves!”
Keith’s head snaps at that, his eyes narrowing at Sendak in the distance. “I’m gonna kill him.”
Commander Gnov sees an opening and knocks the sword from Keith’s grasp, getting ready to stick her own through him.
“Can’t you see we’re trying to have a conversation?” I snap, sending a fist to her chest and leaping with an uppercut kick to her jaw.
At the landing of the steps, Acxa raises her gun and fires. The blast slices through the air and strikes Commander Gnov squarely in the forehead, searing through bone and brain. It leaves a smoldering hole, and she doesn’t scream as she collapses, already dead.
A gasp escapes me, and my head whips toward Acxa. She stands there, her expression unreadable yet resolute, as she stares at us, eyes lingering on me. She turns, running away to join Haggar, Ezor, and Zethrid to depart Planet Feyiv.
“Light the Flame!” Keith’s voice cuts through the haze of shock. He grabs my arm and pulls me down the steps toward the fire pit.
“What?” I sputter, my heart pounding.
“Vae pan kriensa o hugrakkur se’tar.” The words leave his lips in a rush, the pronunciation far from perfect, but the meaning and heart behind them are clear.
I freeze in disbelief, wanting to say something, but there's no time to dwell. A new wave of Galra charges toward us, weapons raised and shouts echoing.
“Go! Now!” Keith yells, desperation in his voice.
He moves instinctively, stepping in front of me, blades flashing as he intercepts them. His stance is fiercely protective, like he's already decided I won’t be the one to fall today.
I’m torn between obeying him and standing my ground.
But I know that look in his eyes.
Blinking rapidly and not entirely present, I sprint toward the pit, dodging debris and stray blasts as the battle rages around me. My legs ache, my chest burns, but I don’t stop.
Ash falls from the sky, covering my entire body.
A wormhole opens, and the Red, Green, Blue, and Yellow Lions soar through, aiding the Black Lion in destroying the Galra cruisers and fighter jets. Some flee while others perish, their ships crashing on the ground beneath the mountain.
Reaching into the pit, I grab a fire torch. The blazing fire licks at my armor, but the suit withstands again. This flame, however, burns stronger. Brighter.
“Tei’rah alesul,” Violet whispers in the depths of my mind.
The steps to the altar are crumbling, but I climb them anyway, my heart pounding with every precarious step. No one pays me any heed.
“Vae pal lider.”
Explosions blast behind, nearly blinding me as I ascend. Still, the fire burns.
“The stars have spoken.”
I reach the imposing altar, and it casts shadows overhead. The Archivist stares at me.
“Your destiny is written.”
The Black, Red, Green, Blue, and Yellow Lions land just behind the ceremonial grounds where the Purple Lion is.
I drop the fire torch into the metal pit, and purple flames instantly roar to life.
Swallowing hard, I tug off one of the gloves of my Paladin suit. The cool air bites at my exposed skin. Without hesitation, I press the tip of a blade from my staff into the soft flesh of my palm, and it slices cleanly, blood immediately coming out.
I hold my hand over the raging fire, and blood drips from the cut, turning the Flame into a haunting red.
My gaze is distant, eyes blank as I watch the flickering, dancing flames. Another drop of blood lands on the floor as I pull away and turn.
Keith’s eyes connect with mine, and he’s panting heavily, falling to his knees. His expression says what words can’t, and he bows his head.
The Archivist is the second to lower himself. "The Flame is lit,” he declares, raising his hands. “Bow to your Empress."
Lotor watches me, his mouth hanging open, but he is the third to bow down. All remaining Galra follow.
“From the ashes, you shall rise.”
|••••••••••|
Stepping through the echoing halls of the Castle Ship, our footsteps are uneven and labored—each one a reminder of the battle we barely survived. Blood stains my face, and my vision swims from time to time, but Keith walks ahead without complaint, his arm steady around me. Our faces are bruised, our suits streaked with dried blood.
He leads me to the med bay, and the door slides open with a soft hiss, releasing the sterile scent of antiseptic that stings my nose and makes my stomach turn. Bright lights fill my view.
“Sit,” Keith says, his voice low and rough. He helps me onto one of the beds, and I obey without protest, my legs dangling off the side.
Lotor parted ways with the team earlier, choosing to ready Central Command for our arrival. He didn’t say much else, and I couldn’t tell if he was angry or relieved.
I study Keith’s stiff movements as he shuffles around the room. His jaw is set tight, his brows drawn into a scowl, and he looks like he’s about to break.
He strides to a cabinet, flings it open, and pulls down a first aid kit, snapping the lid open. He takes out bandages, suture tools, saline, clean cloth—anything and everything for addressing wounds, but his hands tremble.
“You’re hurt too,” I murmur, but he doesn’t answer. Doesn’t even look at me.
Keith washes his hands and soaks a clean cloth in cool water, filling a small tub as he does so. His movements are sharp, like he’s trying to focus on anything other than what just happened.
He crouches in front of me, wordlessly taking my hand—the one slick with blood from the Kral Zera ceremony. His touch is surprisingly gentle as he cleans the cut, the sting of it barely registering over the chaos still swirling in my mind.
I watch him in silence, unsure of what to say.
Stars above, I lit the Flame. What have I quiznaking done?
The room feels suffocatingly quiet, save for the faint sounds of his breathing.
"You shouldn't have done that," Keith finally mutters, breaking the silence. He applies antibiotic ointment to the cut. “Fomenting Sendak like he wasn’t one second away from snapping your neck.”
My breath catches in my throat, and I falter. “Keith—”
“I’m serious, (Y/N),” he interrupts, swallowing hard as he glances up at me with narrowed eyes. “You act like it doesn’t matter to anyone when you put yourself in danger. Like your life is just... disposable. Replaceable.” He exhales, brushing his bangs out of his face. “But it’s not. Not to me, not to Lotor, not to anyone on this damn team.”
"Everything turned out fine," I grit out.
Keith carefully wraps a bandage around my palm, a muscle feathering in his jaw. His brows furrow as his voice rises and he releases his hold. “Sendak threatened you. Multiple times.”
I look up at him, incredulous. “And you’re mad at me for that?”
“He could have killed you!” His voice cracks.
“What was happening between me and Sendak is none of your business.” I scoff, yanking my hand back and cradling it against my chest. “You wouldn’t understand anyway.”
“Then make me understand,” he says, softer this time as his expression changes. His voice is desperate now. “Let me in. Please.”
My jaw ticks. I want to scream, want to cry, want to shove him away and pull him closer all at once.
“Like you’ve let me in?” I whisper.
Keith takes a slight step back, a flicker of hurt crossing his features before he masks it. “That’s not fair.”
“Nothing ever is, is it? I can take care of myself—I don’t need you protecting me.”
His jaw clenches. “Why are you so damn stubborn?” he snaps, hands balling into fists. “Don’t you—” He cuts himself off, dragging a hand through his hair as he paces. “Forget it. This is pointless.”
“It is pointless,” I say coolly, nodding. “Because you ran away.”
His eyes flash. “You ran away first!”
“I don’t have to explain myself to you,” I say through clenched teeth. Frustration boils beneath my skin, my chest tight with unspoken pain. “You should’ve just stayed at the Blade.”
I fling myself off the bed, ready to flee. But Keith grabs my wrist as I pass him, his touch urgent.
His voice cracks as he pleads, “Don’t. Don’t walk away like this. Not again. Please. Just... stay.”
I spin around, yanking my arm from his grasp. His eyes shimmer, brimming with hurt. He looks like a man trying to hold himself together with nothing but willpower, and I hate how familiar that expression is.
And I hate even more that I’m the one who put it there.
I shake my head, swallowing the lump in my throat.
“I can't,” I manage to say, taking several steps back, and his eyes follow my every move. “I'm sorry. I need some space.”
|••••••••••|
My head sinks further into the pillow as I stare at the door, chewing on my bottom lip.
Stars above, I am such a quiznaking fool.
The sound of scuttling footsteps outside my door makes my eyes narrow. They continue, moving back and forth, and I sit up slowly, tilting my head. The blanket over my body slides down, and I pick at the edges of my fingernails, waiting.
Several minutes pass before there’s a soft knock.
"(Y/N)?" Keith's voice is quiet. “Are you awake?”
I hoist myself out of my bed, rolling my eyes and pinching the bridge of my nose.
The doors slide open, and I greet him with my arms crossed.
Keith’s in his usual black sleep shirt and sweats, his hair tousled and splayed messily across his face. My heart aches at the sight of him like this.
“With the amount of noise you were making?” I ask, raising an eyebrow. “Wide awake.”
He rubs the back of his neck, his cheeks dusted pink as he shifts his weight from one foot to the other.
“Sorry,” he mutters, glancing at the floor like it might offer him an escape route. “I just—well. We need to talk.”
I blink at him. “What more is there to say?”
He glances at me. “A lot, actually,” he says softly. He steps closer, hesitant but determined. “Do you… want to come to my room?”
Weighing the options, I nod slowly and follow him across the hall to his room.
The doors slide shut behind us, and Keith stands awkwardly in the middle of the space, his hands stuffed into his pockets.
I walk over and sit on my side of the bed, my fingers clenching around the long sleeves of my shirt. I watch him for a moment and crumple.
“I’m sorry,” I whisper, my voice cracking. “I hate when we fight.”
Keith's eyes snap to mine, wide and full of emotion. He exhales shakily, pulling his hands free from his pockets to run them through his hair. His lips press into a thin line as he struggles to find the words.
“I hate it too,” he replies, his voice raw. “I hate it more than anything.”
He takes a tentative step toward me, then another. His hand lingers in the air—as if unsure whether to reach for me or retreat—before he lowers himself gently onto the edge of the bed. The mattress sinks beneath his weight, and he leans back, shoulders pressing against the wall. His gaze flickers briefly toward mine before drifting away.
I turn toward him, grabbing a nearby pillow to pull it into my lap. My arms fold around it as I sit criss-crossed.
“I care about you more than anything, and it scares me sometimes. How much I—how much you mean to me.” His shoulders slump as he rubs a hand over his forehead. “But this—you.” He sighs, trying to sort through his thoughts. “There’s so much about you that I don’t really know.”
Frowning, I lean in closer. “Mullet—”
“No,” he cuts me off, shaking his head. “You don’t owe me any explanations. But I lo—I want to know everything about you.”
“You’re my best friend, Keith. I don’t…” My voice trails off. “I don’t want you to look at me differently if I tell you about my past.”
Keith's expression softens as he shifts to face me fully, his knee brushing against mine. “(Y/N), nothing you tell me could ever make me think less of you. You know that, right?”
I clutch the pillow tighter, my heart hammering in my chest as I close my eyes. “I guess I have some walls up,” I admit quietly.
His gaze is locked onto me as I lean over, kicking my slippers off to slide underneath the covers. I settle into the blankets, and he exhales a long breath as he leans back, resting one arm behind his head. His gaze drifts to the ceiling.
“I want to tell you everything. I don’t want there to be any secrets between us,” I begin in a whisper. “With Sendak, it’s… complicated between us. And it’s hard for me to trust that someone won’t betray me like he did.” I glance down at the pillow in my lap, my fingers twisting the fabric as I force myself to keep going. “It’s not that I don’t trust you, Keith. I do. More than anyone. But sometimes it feels easier to keep things to myself. Like, if I don’t share, no one can use it against me. No one can hurt me again.”
Frowning, Keith nods slowly. “I know what you mean. It’s easier to run away than deal with the consequences of letting someone in.”
A wave of understanding flows between us.
“We both have trust issues.” A bittersweet smile spreads on my lips. “What a pair we make.”
Keith chuckles softly and murmurs, “Yeah. Guess we’re pretty messed up, huh?”
“I guess we are.” I tuck a strand of loose hair behind my ear, shifting to stare at the ceiling before flipping over to lie on my stomach. A small smile forms on my lips as my gaze lingers on his features. “Okay, Mullet. What do you want to know first?”
He contemplates the question. “Anything?”
“Anything.”
|••••••••••|
“You know,” Keith whispers as I’ve nearly fallen asleep. “I got you a birthday present.”
My eyes slowly open, and I turn on my side to face him, nuzzling into the pillow pulled into my chest. “Really?”
A faint, tired smile spreads across his lips. “I was going to give it to you after we attacked Central Command back in October…”
I blink, guilt flooding me. The space between us feels too small and too vast all at once. “But I left.”
“Yeah.” Keith’s dark hair falls into his eyes as he averts his gaze. His fingers toy with the edge of the blanket. “Why… why did you leave?”
“I felt like I had no choice.”
His lips press into a thin line. “You always have a choice.”
“It didn’t feel like it at the time,” I admit quietly. “You know how bad my nightmares were. I-I left because…”
He shifts onto his side, leaning in. “Why?”
I hesitate, clutching the pillow tighter. “Because… you’re too important to lose.” I swallow the lump in my throat. “I wanted to keep you safe.”
Keith’s lips part like he’s about to say something, but then he stops. His eyes search mine, and they glisten in the faint lighting of his room. “Oh.” He shakes his head, burying it into his pillow. He lets out a soft scoff. “You’re so stubborn. And so reckless—always trying to protect everyone else, even when it hurts you.”
My eyes drop to where his fingers play with the blanket; the movement is almost hypnotic. “It’s not like you’re any different,” I say, attempting to tease him. “Takes one to know one.”
His quiet chuckle surprises me. “I guess you’re right.”
I smile, looking at him. “I am right, Mullet.”
“Yeah, yeah.” He rolls his eyes. “You’re always right.”
My smile softens. “You should give it to me in the morning.”
Keith blinks, confused.
“Your present,” I clarify, my cheeks heating up. “Give it to me in the morning. When we’re both awake.”
“Okay.” He adjusts himself on his side of the bed. “In the morning.”
Without any hesitation, I scoot closer to him and lay my head on him. He freezes momentarily but pulls me closer, tucking my head under his chin. I bury my face into the crook of his neck, listening to the faint sound of his pulse. My hand travels to lay on his chest, right above his heart.
His heartbeat reminds me that he’s here. He’s alive. He’s safe.
Keith exhales softly, his breath ruffling the top of my hair. "You always do that," he murmurs, his voice a quiet rumble against my cheek.
"Do what?" I mumble, my words muffled by the warmth of his neck.
Stars above, I love his scent.
He huffs out a quiet laugh. "Come closer. Why?”
I tilt my head to peek up at him. My cheeks burn hotter. “When I’m around you, I feel this overwhelming sense of peace.”
His throat bobs as he swallows hard. "Really?”
My fingers curl into the fabric of his shirt, and I nod, eyes drifting shut. "I mean it every time I say it to you, Keith. I feel safest with you.”
Keith’s arms tighten around me as he tucks me closer, and he leans his cheek against the top of my head.
“Stars above, (Y/N),” he whispers, and there’s something in the way he says my name that makes me feel like I’m the only person in the entire universe.
“Since when do you ask the stars for anything?”
Keith’s laugh vibrates against me, and I can feel the way his chest rises and falls with it. “You always say it.”
I open my eyes briefly, curiosity stirring even as exhaustion pulls at me. “What do you mean?”
He smiles down at me, his eyes heavy-lidded with sleep. "You always say 'stars above'. Like they’re listening. I've picked up on it.” He pauses, brushing a strand of hair away from my face with gentle fingers, his touch lingering.
Smiling faintly, I nod, humming softly as I lean into it. “We say 'stars above' for the stars are always listening.”
We lay in comfortable silence, my heart feeling full.
“You know, even when I didn't have my memories, you were there—buried deep inside my being.” I close my eyes, nuzzling into him. “You guided me home.”
Keith’s arms tighten around me, and as sleep finally pulls me under, I hear him whisper one last thing, so soft I almost think I’ve imagined it.
“I’ll always be your home.”
|••••••••••|
I blink against the faint light, my face buried in warmth—Keith. His heartbeat, steady and calm, beats against my cheek, grounding me.
Shifting slightly, I glance up at him. His face is relaxed in sleep, dark lashes fan against his cheeks, and the faintest hint of a smile plays on his lips.
He looks peaceful, beautiful even.
Warmth blossoms within me as I watch him. My eyes roam over his face, tucking away every crease of his skin, every scar, every imperfection—though he is nothing short of perfect in my eyes.
Everything feels still—like the universe has finally paused to let me soak this in.
Keith stirs as if sensing my gaze, and his eyes flutter open. For a moment, he looks disoriented. His gaze drops to me, and I feel his arms tighten reflexively before he realizes where he is.
“Morning,” I murmur, my voice still heavy with sleep.
He blinks, his cheeks reddening. “Morning,” he replies, his voice rougher than usual.
Stars, I’ve missed his morning voice.
I stretch, pulling back to sit upright on the bed. Keith watches me, his expression unreadable as he adjusts to sitting as well, fingers lingering before he pulls away.
“So,” I start, folding my knees up to my chest, “about this birthday present…”
Keith’s eyes widen, and he rubs the back of his neck, his familiar nervous gesture making me grin. “Right,” he mutters. “Uh, wait here.”
He slides off the bed, his bare feet padding softly against the floor as he moves toward the small storage compartment near the corner of his room. My curiosity grows as he rummages around, muttering something under his breath that I can’t quite catch.
When he turns back around, his hands are clutching a small, neatly wrapped package. It’s not perfectly done—there are creases in the wrapping paper, and the edges are a little uneven—but it’s undeniably Keith. Careful, yet endearingly imperfect.
He hesitates and holds it out to me. “Here.”
I take it gently, my fingers brushing against his as I do. “You wrapped this yourself?” I tease lightly, earning a small huff from him.
“Yeah, yeah,” he mutters, crossing his arms. “Just open it.”
Grinning, I carefully tear at the paper, my heart racing with anticipation.
When the wrapping falls away, I’m left holding a small metal box. I eye him curiously, noticing that his ears are now pink. I lift the lid of the box carefully, my breath catching when I see what’s inside.
Nestled within is a delicate pendant on a simple chain. The pendant is shaped like a star with uneven edges, as if it were handmade. A small, glowing crystal is embedded in the center, faintly pulsing with a soft red light.
“It’s a piece of a crystal I found on Olkarion,” Keith explains, his voice quiet. “I found it during one of my walks with Shiro. I thought you’d like it. It’s your favorite color. The… the chain is from when we went to the Space Mall. And I made the star cause you love them so much.”
My fingers tremble as I lift the necklace from the box, the crystal’s light reflecting in my eyes. “Keith,” I breathe, my voice thick with emotion. “This is... I don’t even know what to say.”
“You don’t have to say anything,” he murmurs, his gaze meeting mine. “I just... I wanted you to have something special. I’m always—” He cuts himself off, his jaw tightening. “You know. Here for you.”
I blink rapidly, trying to fight the sudden sting of tears. “Thank you,” I manage to whisper. “It’s perfect.”
Keith looks away as he rubs the back of his neck again. “Yeah, well. Happy late birthday.” His eyes flick from the necklace cradled in my hands to my face. “Can I… can I put it on you?”
I nod, wordless. My throat’s too tight to speak.
He gestures gently, palm out. “Come here. Over by the mirror.”
Laughing softly, I shake my head as I walk, wiping a tear away. “This is—I haven’t gotten a birthday present since I turned fifteen.”
His hand brushes the small of my back as I step past him, and it sends a ripple of electricity up my spine. He follows quietly until we’re both standing in front of the narrow wall mirror.
I lift my hair instinctively, gathering it in one hand and holding it over my shoulder. Keith steps closer, unclasping the necklace, and his breath brushes the nape of my neck as he leans in.
The clasp clicks into place, and the crystal’s warmth almost feels alive against my skin, a constant reminder of Keith’s presence.
My eyes meet his in the mirror.
“Beautiful.” The way he says it, with his eyes lingering on my face, makes me wonder if the word slipped out by accident. He blinks, clears his throat, and moves to stare at the pendant. “It suits you.”
CORAN: “Good morning, Paladins! Time to get up!”
Keith flinches at Coran’s booming voice on the Castle Ship’s speaker. I turn around and snicker, looking up at him amused.
He gives me a pointed look. “Don’t look at me like that,” he grumbles.
“Like what?” I ask, feigning innocence. “Like you’re scared?”
With a shake of his head, he moves to his dresser to grab a pair of clothes. “I just forgot how chipper Coran is every morning, that’s all.”
I snort. “Right.”
Third Person POV:
(Y/N) is in the locker room’s bathroom brushing her teeth, Shiro is training, Lance and Allura are bathing the mice, Matt and Sam are in the Green Lion’s hangar bay, and Coran is watching a show featuring Bii-Boh-Bis.
Pidge crosses her arms as she looks at Keith. The two are seated across from one another in the Castle Ship’s dining hall. Hunk sits to her left, scarfing down his bowl of green food goo.
“If you don’t get your head out of your ass and confess, I am going to lose it,” Pidge says.
Keith stares at her, his mouth falling open. “What are you talking about?”
Her eyes twitch as she pushes her glasses up her nose and glares down at the bowl set in front of her.
Hunk nods, goo staining the corners of his mouth. “I’m with Pidge. This whole mutual pining thing is a mess. Do you even hear yourself when you talk about her?”
Keith’s cheeks flush a deep red, and he crosses his arms defensively, leaning back in his seat. “I don’t… I don’t talk about her that much.”
“Oh, really?” Pidge raises an eyebrow and mimics his voice, “‘(Y/N) is so stubborn,’ ‘she’s so strong,’ ‘she smells nice,’ ‘she looks cute when she’s mad.’” Her face falls. “Should I go on? I have so much more.”
“I have some too,” Hunk chimes in, deepening his voice. “‘We’ll finish this later, (Y/N),’ ‘no, I’m not letting you do my hair,’ ‘you want to train again?’”
Keith groans, rubbing the back of his neck as he glares at the two of them. “I don’t sound like that.”
“You do,” she deadpans. “Look, I get it. You’re both broody—whatever. But this is getting painful to watch.”
“Very.” Hunk nods.
Keith shakes his head, his jaw tightening. “She doesn’t feel the same way.”
Pidge blinks. “Are you serious?”
Hunk gives him an encouraging smile. “You won’t know unless you say something.” He turns his attention back to his goo, finishing his breakfast.
“(Y/N) doesn’t feel the same way,” Keith repeats in a grumble, focusing on his bowl of goo.
Pidge’s mouth falls open, and her shoulders slump. She is utterly baffled.
“Unbelievable,” she mutters under her breath, shoving a heaping sporkful in her mouth.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
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FUN VTLL ch. 24 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆It’s really, really complicated between y/n and sendak. on one hand, she hates the guy cause well… he sucks for all the stuff he pulled. but it still hurts her heart because she remembers him as the boy he was. she’s really at odds with herself BUT she knows better. there’s no feelings between them, she doesn’t want *anything* to do with him. sendak is a Galra supremacist☆
☆i know i make fun of y/n and her cluelessness, but poor girl. she—for lack of a better word—has a lot of baggage. i mean, the only guy she ever had feelings for (her literal best friend, first kiss, crush, etc.) betrayed her in the worst possible way. not ONLY did sendak do that, but he knew what her insecurities were while she was imprisoned. she doesn’t feel worthy enough in a leader sense, but also in a romantic sense. she thinks she’s simply not romantically loveable. to her, keith is her best friend and she loves him, but she’s so afraid because she doesn’t want to ruin him. just like how keith thinks he’s cursed, y/n thinks she’s a bad luck charm. she blames herself for Rez’or’s failure, for the deaths of her Dayaks, etc. and even though that conversation with Lotor helped, she’s still repressing all of it. shoutout to keith though. her opening up to him and giving into being truly vulnerable with him is a big, big step☆
☆What did Keith do when he heard the Black Lion and run from underneath the ceremonial grounds? PANIC☆
☆y/n, Allura, and Pidge get their periods around similar times and when they’re PMSing, it’s so funny. They hang out with each other and chill (Pidge with her video games, Allura with her mice, y/n doing stuff she likes; essentially Parallel play) and everyone knows not to get themselves involved with their girl time.☆
☆piggybacking off of the period one, Lance sets up facials for them to relax and it’s a fun time. hunk also bakes stuff for them. these girlies deserve it okay, saving the universe is hard☆
☆Friday sleepover-movie nights are still very much a thing. Matt even joins in while he’s still with the team and Lotor attempted one for y/n but Lance bugged him too much so he just left☆
☆Allura and Coran are constantly forgetting that everyone they’ve ever known is dead and cry themselves to sleep sometimes. so much homesickness. Friday sleepover-movie nights help them cope more than the team will ever know☆
☆Allura and Lance have some bonding moments over their homesickness. they’re slowly finding comfort in one another☆
☆The Garrison Trio are constantly sending Keith little messages updating him about y/n while he’s away on BoM missions and he listens to all their fun little video messages once he’s back somewhere safe; y/n has no idea☆
☆Shiro is Lotor’s favorite because they’ve been seeing eye to eye (is shiro a clone? yeah. they don’t know okay 😔) and out of the entire team, shiro doesn’t bug him☆
☆y/n and keith talked for hours and went back and forth opening up to one another (ch. 17)☆
☆keith *also* makes fun of y/n when she tells him she’s half-Altean, not half-Earthling
keith: *blinks* “wait, i was supposed to think you were human?”
y/n: *squints and nods slowly* “well… yeah.”
keith: “I mean, it was pretty obvious when you said ‘Earthlings were raised in colleges’.”
y/n: *furrows her eyebrows* “that was when we first met.”
keith: “exactly.”☆
☆lotor sees how keith is and is like “well, good enough for me. #bye y/n” and leaves for the Empire AHAHA☆
☆y/n is jealous cause she thinks keith’s found a Blade member he likes but those two were referring to her☆
☆Kolivan is a serious guy, but Keith is so angsty sometimes when they’re on missions and it bugs Kolivan to the point where he’s like “just say something” and keith’s like “say what?”☆
☆y/n is essentially a replica of her mama☆
☆violet is an unbothered queen. she only talks to y/n when she feels like it and she likes messing around with her messages, essentially cherry-picking what y/n receives. violet is not dumb at all. i love how schemy they are. y/n has done nearly everything violet “prophesied,” believing it simply because of all the warnings/nightmares. self-fulfilling prophecy who?☆
Chapter 25: Bloodlines
Summary:
s5e5 equivalent
I feel like I need to further express my appreciation to those of y'all who interact with this fic. Whether you leave a comment, a kudos, leave a bookmark/little message, or just read, I appreciate all of you so so much 🫶🏻🫶🏻 I love writing and have loved it ever since kindergarten when I'd hand draw/write and staple together print and construction paper to "publish" my own books. My heart feels so full when I think about our fic community on this side of the internet, and it's been so much fun sharing VTLL with you🫶🏻🫶🏻
Notes:
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Let's do some fun stuff about chapter 24 before we begin because I just loved it so much. I've read it several times already, and it makes me so excited for their confessions. Did y'all catch the "But I lo—"? 😁 Keith is struggling because his feelings are too big. the video call with y/n?
"'You are enough,' Keith says firmly. 'You are more than enough.' He opens his mouth to say more but a faint beeping sound from his side interrupts him."
What more was he going to say? I'll tell ya right now!
"You are enough. You are more than enough. You are everything to me. Why can't you see that? Why can't you see that I love you?"
Let's keep going 🤭
'"You shouldn't have done that,' Keith finally mutters, breaking the silence. His voice is low and rough, like he's trying to keep his emotions in check."
What emotions is he keeping in check? His love. He loves y/n a ton and the whole Kral Zera with her being in danger and acting recklessly was extremely hard on him because the last thing he wants for her to do is get hurt or die. that's why he goes on to call her out about acting like her life is disposable because he can't even fathom how she could think of herself in such a way. to him, she is irreplaceable. to him, she is everything, but he's too scared to say anything, and he gets frustrated. His voice rises because he's pissed with Sendak, he's frustrated with y/n, and he's angry with himself for being such a coward, unable to confess.
and then he musters the courage, pleading with y/n to open up to him, and she gets angry and projects on him. she's angry with sendak and confused and lost and scared. Keith's heart breaks at her tone, which is why there's a flicker of hurt that crosses his face. y/n's frustration grows and so does keith's and she gets so angry she storms off, but keith realizes he can't watch her leave again. they fought on Olkarion before the attack on Central Command because y/n was constantly irritable and he *has* to fix it because he knows he'll eventually return to the Blade but she leaves again. they're really struggling internally.
"'I care about you more than anything and it scares me sometimes. How much I—how much you mean to me.' His shoulders slump as he rubs a hand over his forehead."
He was going to say "how much I love you" but changed his statement.
"'No,' he cuts me off, shaking his head. "You don't owe me any explanations. But I lo—I want to know everything about you.'"
he changes his statement again, feeling like he'd burden y/n if he tells her he loves her.
keith holds y/n closer in bed and says "'Stars above, (Y/N)'" turning to the stars, basically praying to them and pouring his heart out internally. he knows she believes in the stars, so he's trying anything and everything. he tells her he will always be her home, gives her a handmade present (he cuts himself off AGAIN), he calls *her* beautiful—whatever.
"He slides off the bed, his bare feet padding softly against the floor as he moves toward the small storage compartment near the corner of his room. My curiosity grows as he rummages around, muttering something under his breath that I can't quite catch."
What is he muttering? "I can do this. Just give her the necklace. Just give it and don't be awkward about it."
what i'm trying to get at is that chapter 24 is essentially keith struggling with his feelings. keith is hopelessly in love and it's starting to eat away at him. he's dropping all these hints and she's not picking up on any of them, which is why he tells hunk and pidge that y/n doesn't feel the same way about him.
sorry to get all analytical about chapter 24, i just really, really loved it. i'm happy with how it turned out 😌 I had fun analyzing it 😋
little side note, i get whiplash from the actual show. i love it, but i forget how many creative liberties I took with building up the Galra 😭 also WHY IS SEASON 6 IN THE SPAN OF 6 MONTHS WHEN THEY BARELY SHOW ANYTHING?? It's so annoying idk what to do 😭 s6 e4—7 are essentially all in two days, like what? i'm just bugged whatever 😔 the months are gonna pass and we're just gonna go with it ‼️
is vtll's keith too ooc? i have no idea. the kiss scene i wrote between him and y/n sure is something but it might be ooc. i genuinely think i got carried away writing it, but i'm gonna add some more to it cause i like where it's going so far. no idea what chapter that'll be, though, but it *is* (hopefully) soon 😁
and on 01/30, i came up with what i think is a brilliant idea for season 6's finale. it's gonna be a hot mess if I keep it 🤭
y/n's dress if anyone is interested:
y/n's dress pin
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV:
At the mere mention of recording a video transmission for Earth, Coran sprang into action with all the fervor of a man on a mission. Within moments, he had vanished into the depths of the Castle Ship, raiding every storage compartment and closet in search of the perfect outfits for Allura and me to wear.
Silks, satins—no fabric was spared.
He emerged only hours later, arms overflowing with elaborate gowns.
It took him nearly half the day to settle on the final choices, and though Allura and I exchanged hesitant glances, we didn't have the heart to refuse.
There was something in the way he looked at us—his eyes sparkling in anticipation—that made it impossible to say no. His joy was infectious, and frankly, a little overwhelming.
Now, standing side by side in the Grand Hall, Allura and I are adorned in layers of flowing fabric that shimmer with every movement.
Coran steps back to admire his handiwork.
Allura glances down at how her gown sways, looking as radiant as ever, and raises a brow. "Coran, don't you think these are too much?"
He clasps his hands together in front of his chest, utterly undone as tears spill freely down his cheeks. He stares at us and whispers, "Oh." He presses his fingers to the bridge of his nose, trying—and failing—to compose himself. "Stars above... you both look beautiful."
Lance strolls into the lounge area and stops mid-stride, his eyes widening. "Whoa."
Allura blushes as she looks at him, shaking her head.
"What?" I ask, watching as his gaze rakes across her.
When I obnoxiously clear my throat, he snaps out of the trance Allura has put him in and scans the room.
"Let's just get this transmission recorded before Coran decides you two need more accessories," Lance replies, setting up the camera.
Coran's head snaps up, and he gasps. "You're right, I almost forgot the ceremonial headpieces!"
I groan. "Coran, no—"
But it's too late. He's already sprinting up the stairs and down the hall, a whirlwind of excitement.
My eyes narrow on Lance, and Allura crosses her arms.
Lance only grins, looking entirely too satisfied with himself.
|••••••••••|
The dress I wear is stunning and regal-looking; its fabric is a rich burgundy with golden embroidery. A form-fitting bodice with intricate lace detailing along the neckline and shoulders wraps around me as long, flowing sleeves made of sheer fabric drape past my wrists.
I pull at them uselessly, my fingers pushing the soft material up.
The skirt is voluminous with its layers, engulfing my legs, and it's not a practical dress—too much fabric to easily access underneath for a weapon.
I stare at the gown, the shimmering fabric catching the light every time I move.
"I look like a prized gorvith," I deadpan, shifting in the heavy folds. The skirt swishes as I do, and I grimace, my shoulders slumping.
Allura, perched beside me on the couch, lets out a weary sigh. Her gown is equally extravagant, though it is a rich Altean pink with golden embroidery. She slumps dramatically, resting her chin in her hand. "Definitely."
Lance stands in front of us with his arms crossed and tilts his head. "What's that?"
She peers up at him, squinting. "An animal originating from Daibazaal, though they were brought to Altea after the twenty-fifth Kral Zera. They kept the same name."
He looks no less confused.
Wrinkling my nose, I spread my hands, trying to conjure up the stories in my head. "You know," I say, motioning vaguely, "with hooves? And a mane?"
His eyebrows knit together, and for a moment, he's deep in thought. Then a slow, knowing grin spreads across his face. "Oh, you mean a horse?"
"Whatever," I groan. "That's not the point. The point is, we look frivolous."
A scoff fills the silence. "What are you talking about?" Lance asks. "You look pretty."
I glance up, expecting his usual smirk or some exaggerated finger guns, but his expression is oddly earnest.
"Pretty?" I echo.
He shrugs, the movement casual, and he winks. "Yeah. You two are some very pretty ladies."
I snort, kicking at a fold of the skirt. "Thanks, pretty boy."
Allura watches the exchange and straightens, lifting her chin. "Regardless, I am not going first."
I whip my head toward her, eyes narrowing. "This was your idea."
She shakes her head. "It was Lance's idea."
"But—"
"Not again." Lance groans, dragging a hand through his hair. His patience is wearing thin, the usual easy charm in his expression giving way to exasperation. "Okay, okay, how about this—just play rock-paper-scissors to decide."
Allura and I exchange a glance before looking back at him. "How does that work?" we ask in perfect unison.
Lance freezes mid-motion, his mouth opening, then closing in a soft 'o' as he processes the question. He looks between us before muttering, "Right. Alien princess. Alien—uh, Empress." He shakes his head. "It's an Earth game."
I cross my arms. "Like tic-tac-toe?"
"And Uno?" Allura adds, tilting her head.
"Oh! Is it like Sporks?" I ask, more hopeful now. "I love Sporks."
"Well... not exactly." Lance kneels in front of us and holds his hands out. "Watch closely because I'm only showing you this once." He balls one hand into a fist and extends the other flat beneath it, demonstrating each motion with exaggerated slowness. "Okay, so—rock," he says, shaking his fist for emphasis. "Paper," he flips his palm open, "and scissors." His fingers form a snipping motion.
I glance at Allura, whose brows pinch in clear confusion. "And this... decides things?" she asks hesitantly.
Lance grins. "Oh, you'd be surprised how many wars have been won this way."
I snort. "Wars?"
"Sibling wars, snack wars, who-gets-the-front-seat wars." He straightens. "It's serious business."
Allura lifts her hands, mimicking his movements. "And which one defeats the others?"
"Rock crushes scissors, scissors cut paper, and paper covers rock."
My face contorts. "That makes no sense. Paper wouldn't stop a rock."
Lance throws his hands up. "Okay, but it does in this game. Just go with it."
Allura and I exchange another look before hesitantly raising our fists.
"Ready?" We nod. "Rock, paper, scissors, shoot!" Lance exclaims.
I throw rock. Allura throws paper.
I scowl, looking down at her hand. "Unbelievable."
"Allura wins." Lance claps, grinning widely. "See? Easy."
Blinking, I shake my head. "But rock is stronger than paper," I insist.
"That's not how it works."
Allura looks at her hand, then at mine, a slow smile spreading across her face. "I like this Earth game."
My shoulders sag as I pout and grumble, "Of course you do. This game doesn't make any quiznaking sense."
Her smile turns pleased, and she stands abruptly, the skirt of her gown brushing over mine. "Better luck next time, (N/N). I believe I've earned myself a much-needed break," she says, already reaching for the ribbons at the back of her bodice.
Lance goes dark red and makes a strangled sound, spinning on his heel so fast he nearly trips over his own feet. "I—uh—yeah, okay, gonna—gonna look at this wall now."
Allura tilts her head as she stares at him, her hands stilling. "Is something wrong?"
I stifle a laugh and rise to my feet, stepping closer to help her. The satin ribbons are smooth under my fingers as I work on the ties. "Lance is always weird about undressing. You should see him in the locker room."
She gives a thoughtful nod, her fingers moving again. "Oh, right."
Lance peeks over his shoulder to shoot me a glare. His voice is full of indignation and panic. "Hey! I am perfectly normal in the locker room."
I smirk up at him, my fingers deftly undoing ties. "Sure you are, Lancey."
His voice pitches up. "I am!"
Allura glances between us, brow furrowed. "Is this another Earth thing?"
"I don't know," I say, shrugging. "Maybe? Keith does the same thing."
Lance groans, dragging a hand down his face before leaning against the wall. "You guys just don't get it."
The last of the ribbons comes undone, and Allura lets out a soft exhale, rolling her shoulders with clear relief. "I fail to see why undressing is such an issue. It is simply clothing."
He rubs the back of his neck, still facing away and avoiding eye contact. "It's just—humans have, uh, personal boundaries."
Allura gives him a slow, skeptical once-over as she carefully folds the fabric draped over her arms. "You are embarrassed? Is my body not visually appea—"
"S-Stop," Lance sputters, turning an even deeper shade of red as he smacks both hands over his face. "Don't finish that sentence. Please."
She tilts her head again, curiosity undiminished. "Why not? I merely asked—"
"Nope!" he yelps, covering his ears. "We are not having this conversation! I am going to stand over here in—in timeout!"
I exchange an amused glance with Allura before turning back to Lance, who now looks like he's ticks away from combusting.
"Lance," I drawl, crossing my arms and raising a brow. "You do realize we've all seen you shirtless, right? And the number of times you strut around the Castle in just a shirt and boxers—"
"That's different!" he cuts in, voice cracking. He clears his throat and straightens. "That's casual! That's normal! This is—this is—" He waves a hand wildly in Allura's direction. "You're literally undressing right in front of me!"
Allura blinks, then looks down at herself and the way her gown hangs loosely on her figure. "And?"
Lance lets out a strangled groan and spins away again, gripping his hair. "I swear, you two are the most oblivious people I have ever met."
Chuckling, I step back.
A loud clatter echoes down the hall, followed by the unmistakable sound of Coran's enthusiastic footsteps. "I have returned!" he bellows, voice filled with triumph.
Lance stiffens. His eyes go wide, darting to Allura as realization hits. "Oh no."
"Oh yes," I reply, suppressing a smirk.
The color drains from his face. In a heartbeat, he lunges forward and yanks Allura's dress upward. She blinks rapidly, startled.
Her hands fly to her sides, clutching the fabric. "What are you doing?"
"Saving your dignity!" he hisses, fumbling to keep the gown in place.
"Dignity?" Her brows knit, though a faint blush tints her cheeks.
"You're undressed!"
"You humans are unnecessarily complicated," she mutters, rolling her eyes.
His focus fractures momentarily, and he yanks the bodice more than it probably needs to be.
She huffs, her tone halfway between affronted and bemused. "You are pulling too tightly."
"Better too tight than—" he glances down, realizes exactly how close they are, and averts his gaze to me instead—"than not at all."
My lips twitch. "What a gentleman you are, Lancey."
Coran barrels into the lounge, arms full of elaborate, jewel-encrusted headpieces that look heavy enough to snap our necks.
I gape at them, mouth falling open.
Stars above, where does he find these things?
"Now, hold still, you two!" Coran says, reaching for Allura's head.
She barely has time to protest before he plops a gleaming gold circlet onto her, the same one she wore when we first met. He adjusts it with expert precision, and the blue triangular gem sparkles under the lights.
I take a cautious step back, my lips pursing. "Coran, do I really need—"
"Nonsense!" He's on me before I can finish, placing a glittering crown atop my head.
The weight of it sends me forward, my eyes widening.
Lance stifles a laugh behind his hand. "You look like you're about to topple over."
I glare at him. "Say one more word and I'm making you wear one too."
"Brilliant idea!" Coran exclaims, twisting the end of his mustache. "Lance, I do believe I have something that would suit you as well!"
Lance's smile immediately drops. "Wait, no—"
But Coran is already rummaging through his collection, humming happily to himself.
I grin, pleased, and Lance groans.
Third Person POV; Video message to Earth—Recordings:
Allura sits stiffly behind the camera, watching as Lance gives her a thumbs-up. Her lips purse, and she takes a steadying inhale. "Hello, Earthlings. I—"
"Ah-bah-bah-bah," Lance interrupts, stepping into the camera view and walking towards the couch. They are going on day three of recording. "We've been over this, 'Lura. Loosen up."
(Y/N) lets out a loud groan and slumps down in her seat, letting out a burst of air through her mouth that pushes several strands of hair out of place.
She and Allura are sitting next to each other, and Allura doesn't miss the way her eyes narrow on her.
Lance clicks his tongue in disapproval, stepping in frame to fuss with the strands of (Y/N)'s hair—which he'd spent the better part of the morning curling, braiding, and coaxing into a perfectly arranged half-up, half-down style. A loose curl slips from its place, and he tucks it back.
Without missing a beat, he pivots toward Allura, shaking his head like a man on a mission. His palms settle firmly on her shoulders, guiding her into the posture he deems acceptable.
"Up, up, chin high," he murmurs, tilting her head slightly with a gentle nudge. "But be loose."
She can't quite stop the blush that creeps across her cheeks as his fingertips graze the nape of her neck—a fleeting, feather-light touch that sends a shiver down her spine before he steps back to admire his work. She straightens instinctively and shoots him a glare.
"I am loose," Allura argues, crossing her arms over her chest. "I simply want to ensure the message is properly conveyed."
"Yeah, well, you're not doing a great job." He adjusts the skirt of her dress, eyes lingering on her face, and flops down onto the couch opposite them, where the camera is. "Why are you two being so damn difficult?"
(Y/N)'s glare sharpens as she turns to look at Lance. "Maybe if we were dressed in armor, this wouldn't be happening."
He half-snorts, half-scoffs. "Coran said—"
"Let me try again," Allura interrupts, peeved. She rolls her shoulders. "Do not start another quiznaking argument."
(Y/N) huffs, and Lance shoots Allura a thumbs-up again, this time adding in finger guns for good measure.
Biting the inside of her cheek, Allura forces her diplomatic, polite smile. "Hello, Earthlings." She pauses, this time softer, less rehearsed. "I'm Princess Allura of Altea, daughter of the late King Alfor."
There's a slight silence.
"And?" Lance prompts.
She blinks, her lips puckering. "Oh, yes. I am the Paladin of the Blue Lion."
He nods with a smile, and she visibly loosens up.
"I must admit, I was a bit underwhelmed by the new Paladins at first," Allura continues. Lance gawks at her, but a pointed look from (Y/N) sends him sinking into the couch. "I thought that sitting idle for ten thousand years had a negative effect on the Lions. I mean, why else would they choose this group to pilot them?" She holds her fingers out as she begins listing off their faults. "They could barely work together as a team; they were constantly arguing, and they never stopped complaining."
(Y/N) brightens and nods her head in agreement, scooting in closer to Allura, seeing as they've finally reached common ground.
"They were terrible at combat," she adds. "They slept far too much, they al—"
Lance looks at the two of them incredulously and clears his throat loud enough to cut her off. "Seriously? This again? I wrote scripts for a reason."
Allura and (Y/N) turn to face Lance at the same time, their expressions eerily similar—raised brows, unimpressed stares, and the slightest hint of amusement playing at the corners of their lips.
"You wrote scripts," (Y/N) states, lifting her chin. "And yet, here we are, still recording. Still not done."
Lance throws his hands up. "Because you two refuse to follow them!"
Allura crosses one leg over the other. "Your scripts were lacking in information."
"They were boring," (Y/N) adds.
"Very limiting."
"I literally poured my heart into those," Lance retorts, crossing his arms. "You guys just don't appreciate my artistic vision."
Allura plays with a ribbon, rolling her eyes.
"I mean it." He frowns, fixing the camera. "I worked on them for an entire day."
Scrunching her nose, (Y/N) sighs in defeat and sits up, looking straight ahead. "Fine, I'll do my scripted introduction." Her fingers trail up to fidget with the pendant of her necklace.
Lance brightens and nods, capturing her in better lighting. "Ready when you are."
"Hello, Earthlings. I'm (Y/N), the pilot of the Purple Lion," she states, her mouth going dry. "Or should I say I'm—um... sorry. Okay, um, I am half-Galra, half-Altean."
An awkward silence ensues.
"And Empress," Allura chimes in with an encouraging smile.
She blinks, her head scrambling to remember her script. "Yes, I am Empress of the Galra Empire. That's... something. A-and well..." she trails off, glancing at Allura.
Allura looks straight at the camera. "The Galra Empire will not ignore your planet forever."
(Y/N) nods earnestly. "They're coming for you. Victory, or d—"
"Cut. Cut." Lance pinches the bridge of his nose.
She stands, gesturing with her arms. "But I wasn't done!"
The camera's red light dies, but the tension in the room doesn't.
"Do either of you hear yourselves?" Lance asks. "We're supposed to be sending an inspiring message of unity to Earth, not declaring 'war's coming, good luck out there, suckers.' We're not trying to start a frenzy."
"Earth deserves to know the truth," (Y/N) says simply. "Not the sugarcoated version of it."
Lance looks at her and shakes his head, skimming through the recordings. "I'm just gonna splice the footage we already have."
Allura frowns, looking at him with an almost offended expression. "Splice the footage? You mean to say all of our efforts have been wasted?"
"I mean, unless you want to go for day four—"
"No," (Y/N) and Allura say in unison.
Lance smirks. "That's what I thought."
With a dramatic sigh, (Y/N) slumps back against the couch. "Fine, don't listen to me. Do whatever."
"But make it good," Allura says, leaning her head into the cushioned backing.
Lance waves a hand. "Pfft, I'll make it work. I mean, I do have an eye for these things." He gestures vaguely in the air.
(Y/N) side-eyes him. "Lance, your last 'creative edit' had Pidge's voice auto-tuned for no reason."
"That was an accident."
"It was certainly something," Allura says, her tone wry.
"Whatever," Lance grumbles, rubbing the back of his head. He clears his throat, straightening. "Anyway, that's all for today! Message recorded, and I, the genius behind the camera, will make sure it looks fantastic."
(Y/N) sighs in relief, reaching up to tug at the headpiece. "Great. Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to get out of this dress."
Lance glances over, about to quip something sarcastic, until he realizes she is already undoing the first ribbon. His brain short-circuits. "Uh—okay! Yep! I'm out!"
He practically bolts from the room.
Allura watches him go, then looks back at (Y/N). "Does he truly do that every time?"
(Y/N) smirks, pulling a few pins from her hair. "Without fail."
Third Person POV; Video message to Earth—The Final Cut:
The final cut of the video transmission begins with a smooth fade-in to Allura, who wears a calm, regal expression. Her hands are folded gracefully in her lap as she looks at the camera.
"Hello, Earthlings," she says with a kind smile. "My name is Princess Allura of Altea, Paladin of the Blue Lion. My father, the late King Alfor, spent his life dedicated to alchemy. And in his time, he created Voltron. I am here to say that—La—"
The footage jolts to a new day, a different take.
"Voltron is hope—prepare."
The camera angle rolls to reveal (Y/N), who grips her gown tightly, betraying her nerves, beside Allura.
"My name is (Y/N)," she greets quietly. "Pilot of the Purple Lion and Empress of the Galra Empire. People of Earth, your time of isolation is coming to an end. The universe is vast, and within it are threats you cannot yet imagine." There's an abrupt pause, her brows furrowing as her gaze shifts off-camera. "Lance, you qui—"
Cut—a jump in the footage.
Her next words are clipped, almost distorted. "Bad—Galra—coming for you."
The footage flickers again, cutting to another clip.
This time, Allura is leaning forward with her elbows on her knees, wearing a serious expression. "The Galra Empire has been ruling the universe for over ten thousand years."
A quick cut to (Y/N) whose hands are clasped together as she nods solemnly. "The Galra take. They conquer, they destroy, and they do not ask for permission. There's a war coming." She pauses, raising her chin. "Be ready."
|••••••••••|
The screen fades to black, and Lance looks over at the team.
"So," he says, stretching his arms behind his head. "What do we think?"
(Y/N) stares at the screen, unimpressed.
Pidge groans, pinching the bridge of her nose as she pushes up her glasses. "Seriously? You didn't even smooth the transitions."
Matt snickers beside her, nudging her elbow. "Oh, come on."
Shiro exhales, momentarily speechless. He gives a slight shrug. "Well. It gets the point across."
Hunk rubs the back of his neck, exchanging a glance with Allura. "Yeah, in, like... a very 'we pieced this together at the last minute' kinda way."
Sam leans back in his chair, glancing thoughtfully at them. "The message itself is strong. But the edits..." He hesitates, clearly trying to find a polite way to put it.
"Are a mess?" (Y/N) finishes, folding her arms.
Lance throws his hands up. "It's artistic!"
Matt grins. "Oh, definitely. I think my favorite part was when (Y/N) tried to tell you off, but you just cut her sentence in half."
Her head falls back. "Exactly, what the qu—"
Pidge lets out a chuckle. "Careful, or he'll edit that out, too."
Lance huffs, slumping into his chair. "Whatever. I stand by my creative decisions."
Shiro shakes his head, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips. "Good work, Lance."
Your POV; Present day:
The shuttle bay is dimly lit, its vast interior covered in long shadows. The other platforms each house an Altean pod. A soft blue light spills from overhead panels, mingling with bright beams of sterile white, casting eerie reflections across the polished floor.
All of us are gathered to say our final goodbyes to Commander Holt, who is off to Earth.
"We're going to miss you up here, sir," Shiro says with a small smile.
Sam chuckles, gripping the strap of his bag a little tighter. "Aw, you guys seem to be fine without me. Your mission is here; mine is on Earth." His gaze lingers on Pidge and Matt, the father in him fighting against the soldier. "As soon as I get back, I'll inform the Galaxy Garrison what's going on and start working to upgrade our planetary defenses."
Shiro's smile transforms into a smirk as he lifts a fist. "Tell Iverson the next time I see him, I'm going to kick his ass for strapping me to that table."
Pidge and Matt burst into laughter, and Sam shakes his head with an amused sigh, his eyes crinkling as he grins widely. "I'll be sure to tell him that."
Hunk steps up to him. "Hey," he says, holding out an Altean flash drive, the metallic surface catching the artificial lights. "I had everyone record some messages for our families. Uh... a little heads up, I got teary in mine, so... that's Mom's eyes only."
Sam's expression softens as he takes the drive from Hunk and says, "Of course."
Lance stands slightly apart from the group, arms wrapped tightly around himself. His fingers dig into his sleeves as he faces away from the team.
Hunk notices first and leans in with a frown. "Hey, are you okay, dude?" he asks. His voice is hushed as he places a gentle hand on his shoulder.
Lance inhales sharply, his grip tightening. "I'm fine."
Hunk isn't convinced, and Lance exhales, shoulders slumping.
"It's just..." Lance's voice wavers. "Once I started thinking about going back to Earth, I—I started missing my mom and my brother Marco and my brother Luis and my sister Veronica and my grandma and—" His breath catches, and he hastily wipes at his eyes with the back of his hand with a loud sniffle.
Hunk's face softens as he pats his back. "Are you crying?"
"No," Lance grumbles, his voice thick. "No, I just—I got space dust in my eyes. It's very dusty in here."
I take a step closer to Lance, crossing my arms as I tilt my head. "Lance."
He sniffs again, rubbing at his eyes and stubbornly avoiding looking at me. "I'm fine," he insists, voice cracking.
Hunk gives me a knowing look, and I sigh before reaching up, gently flicking Lance's forehead.
"Ow!" He yelps, finally turning to glare at me.
"There. Now you have something else to focus on," I say simply, offering him a small smirk.
His glare softens almost instantly, and a ghost of a smile tugs at his lips. "You're the worst."
"Sure, I am, Lancey." I nudge him with my shoulder, letting out a slight laugh. "But you don't have to pretend, you know. Missing home doesn't make you weak."
Lance lets out a breath, quietly staring down at the floor as he mutters, "Yeah... I know."
Hunk wraps an arm around his shoulder in a side-hug, pulling me in, too. "We're gonna get home in no time," he says. "Don't worry, Lance."
I let out a small huff of air as Hunk squeezes us both in his arms. "Okay, okay," I mumble, trying to wiggle myself free. "You trying to suffocate us or something?"
He chuckles but doesn't let go. "Nah, just making sure you both feel the love. Mermaid team bonding."
Lance, still sniffling, groans dramatically. "Ugh. You guys are so clingy."
"Oh, please," I snort, glancing up at him. "You're leaning into it."
Blinking, Lance hastily straightens up, clearing his throat. "Yeah, well, maybe I just didn't wanna ruin the moment."
"Uh-huh," I hum, unconvinced.
As the laughter fades, Sam turns to Pidge and Matt. "I... guess this is it," he says, voice thick.
"Ah, I wish I could go with you," Matt says. "I'd love to help build Earth's first galactic defense system."
Shifting his gaze to the floor, Sam's shoulders droop. "I'm just worried we won't have enough time and resources to make a dent before we need it."
Pidge looks up at him, smiling through watery eyes. "A wise man once told me, if you get too worried about what could go wrong, you might miss your chance to do something great."
Sam's eyes widen, and he exhales, eyes shining. "Sounds like a wise man indeed." He turns his head. "Matt, y-you be careful on the frontlines. Pidge, keep an eye on your brother for me."
"You got it, Dad."
His bottom lip quivers, and Sam engulfs them in an embrace. "I love you both so much!"
Pidge tearily smiles, wrapping her arms around him. "We love you too, Dad."
Allura and Shiro watch them with a smile. Coran is clutching onto me while Hunk leans into Lance.
"There... there is a lot of space dust in here," Hunk whispers, raising his right hand to wipe the tears from his eyes.
"Mmm hmm." I nod, swallowing the lump in my throat as I sniffle.
Lance lets out another sobbed whimper.
Coran wails, sliding down. "It's filthy!"
Stepping toward us, Allura soothingly rubs Coran's back as he cries harder. She bites back her smile as she shifts her gaze to the Holts.
"Come on," she says. "Let's open that wormhole."
|••••••••••|
The imposing silhouette of the Galra Central Command dominates the Castle Ship's viewport, a monstrous figure against the dark of space. I sit on the stairs, fingers nervously picking at the edges of my nails, lips drawn tight. Its deep purple metals and glow cut through the darkness, and I frown.
My heart pounds.
Stars above, I hate this damn place.
Allura stands behind me in the center of the bridge, flying the Castle Ship closer.
"I can't believe we're flying into the belly of the beast," Lance mutters as he drops beside me.
Hunk nods. "It's strange to think the last time we were here, we were fighting the Galra."
Remaining silent, my frown deepens as my hand clasps the pendant, thumb tracing over its crystal in small circles—something to hold onto when the memories press in too close.
That feels like a lifetime ago.
"This is our chance to promote a new era of peace," Allura says.
All I can do is stare ahead, my eyes locked on the distant shape as it grows closer.
They're gone. They're not here.
Haggar is hiding. Father is dead.
A chill crawls up my spine.
But they're all dead. And this is where it happened.
"So." Hunk drops down beside me and slings an arm around my shoulders, his warmth pulling me out of the spiral. I blink, the present rushing back. "You excited to see Lotor again?"
I huff, side-eyeing him. "Of course I am. He's my brother."
Galra symbols flash on the screen, and the ship's computer beeps. "This is Galra Central Command. Identify yourselves."
Allura straightens, hands steady on the controls. "This is Princess Allura of Altea aboard the Castle of Lions, accompanied by the Paladins of Voltron and Empress (Y/N) of the Galra Empire. We request permission to dock."
A pause.
"Proceed. Prince Lotor is expecting you."
The message cuts out.
I exhale slowly, rising to my feet.
Be brave.
|••••••••••|
The doors to the Central Hall slide open with a low hiss, revealing a row of robotic sentries standing at the ready. Their polished exteriors glint beneath the overhead lights, and I blink against the sudden brightness, my gaze drawn instinctively to the figure waiting near the far end of the Hall.
Lotor stands tall, composed as ever, flanked by two sentries.
My grip tightens around the helmet at my side. The air feels heavier here, tinged with the echoes of memory. I glance around, disoriented, the sheer emptiness of the Hall amplifying the sound of my breathing.
I haven't set foot in here since before my imprisonment. It's been so long.
And yet, nothing has changed.
Father kept this place sterile, cold, and untouched by time. Not even a vase with flowers or a painting hanging to soften the steel.
I should add something. Pictures, maybe. Something warm. Or some color to make it more inviting. Red, perhaps.
My eyes trail around the dark metal, lit by the refined purple quintessence of the Empire, gaze lingering on the narrow doorway that leads to the kitchen. It then drifts to the staircase, and I tuck my bottom lip beneath my teeth, an ache rising in my chest.
Koko used to stand right there, arms folded, a disapproving arch to her brow. If we so much as grumbled during our history lessons or dragged our feet on the archive floor, she'd make us run drills—laps through the corridors, or sparring until we couldn't lift our arms.
Zlak and Alik only very rarely managed to persuade her otherwise.
She bandaged our scrapes, corrected our posture, and held the line when we couldn't. She fought for us when no one else dared.
Yet I never saw her again after Lotor was transferred.
Lance peers over at me. "What are you thinking about?" he asks, tilting his head curiously.
My gaze snaps to the left, and I blink away the tears. "Oh." I pause, shrugging. "Just some ideas for redecorating."
As I walk down the aisle, the sentries kneel, placing their right hands over their chests to salute. I keep walking until I reach Lotor, and he kneels, bowing his head.
"Va'driya," he says, standing himself up.
"Va'tar," I say, closing the distance between us and pulling him into a tight embrace. "I missed you."
Lotor exhales, his arms tightening around me. "I'm sorry I left so abruptly," he murmurs, voice low enough for only me to hear.
I sigh against his shoulder, pulling back to peek up at him. "It's okay," I reply with a small smirk. "You're stuck with us again."
His face falls, and my fingers tighten briefly around his arms before I release him.
With a shake of his head, he shifts his attention to the others. "Thank you for coming, my friends," Lotor says as he gestures above us. "I have prepared a new imperial banner to herald our alliance." My eyes trail upward, taking in the flags made of gold, purple, burgundy, and white. "This is the same symbol that flew over our fathers when they worked together as the original Paladins of Voltron. I hope that we can return the universe to that golden age. Since (Y/N) has ascended to the throne, the Galra Empire has been torn apart. A sizable portion has sworn its allegiance to her; however, massive factions remain in revolt."
I tilt my head, staring up at the banner. "How bad is the resistance?"
Lotor exhales, clasping his hands behind his back. "Bad enough. The factions are fractured, but their numbers aren't insignificant. Many still follow the old ways, believing strength is the only path forward. And while some have pledged loyalty to you, others..." He trails off, expression hardening. "Others would rather see you dead than let a half-breed rule the Empire."
My fingers tighten around my helmet. "Then what should we do?"
"The Galra aren't exactly known to turn the other cheek," Hunk states.
Lance's brows furrow as he crosses his arms. "They're more likely to swing the other first."
"How do you get an Empire that's only known violence for thousands of years to put down their weapons?" Shiro asks.
"By providing them with the very thing they're fighting for—quintessence. Unlimited amounts of it." He takes a step forward. "And Allura, you are the key to getting it."
"Lotor," I say, frowning, "quintessence is dangerous."
He shifts to glance at me, a frown of his own tugging at his lips. "It is the Empire's greatest demand. As Empress, you must understand this."
Blinking, my shoulders droop as I stare at my feet. "Right."
"Anyway." Lotor looks around at the team with a faint smile. "I'm sure you'll be interested in inspecting every aspect of the Galra headquarters."
I give a slight nod, looking up at them. "Whatever you need."
Shiro raises a brow, his gaze flickering between me and Lotor. "I'd... like to cross-reference our star charts with current Galra troop locations."
"Consider it done," Lotor replies.
Coran's eyes widen, and he takes a step forward. "You want to sync our intelligence to the Galra headquarters?" He clasps his hands behind his back, raising his chin as his eyes close. "Oh, I never thought I'd see the quiznaking quintant."
I half-snort, half-scoff. "Times are certainly changing."
Lotor turns to the sentry on our left. "Sentry, take them to the record room." He turns to Shiro and Coran. "You will find everything you need there."
The three of them step out of the Central Hall.
"(Y/N), I trust you will get yourself caught up. Paladins, I'm leaving you with a personal escort that will take you wherever you'd like to go." Gesturing to the stairs, Lotor looks at Allura and gestures for her to come up. "Come, Princess. There is much work to be done."
Lance, with his mouth agape, tries to follow them, but a sentry holds him back. His shoulders droop, and he soon gives up.
"So..." Hunk quirks his eyebrow, looking at me. "We're free to roam around Galra HQ and have some fun?"
Raising a brow, I cross my arms over my chest and turn on my heel. "As long as you do not explode my ship—yes. You three may have as much fun as you please."
"What is fun?" the sentry asks.
Lance smirks. "You're about to find out."
Pidge crosses her arms and side-eyes him. "Lance, it's a robot. It can't have fun," she says. "Unless..." Her right hand grips her chin, and her entire expression brightens. "I reprogram it!"
Hunk throws his hands up in the air, his helmet flying out of his grip and hitting one of the sentries. "Take us to the sentry repair center!" he exclaims.
Pinching the bridge of my nose, I shake my head and wag a chiding finger at them. "No explosions," I say, my voice stern.
Nodding eagerly, Hunk and Lance grab the sentry and start dragging it away. Pidge runs behind them.
"I mean it!" I shout after them. "Not even fireworks!"
"No promises!" Lance exclaims.
The doors leading out of the Central Hall slide closed, leaving me alone with several sentries.
I step slowly between them, looking up at their robotic faces.
"Can you bake me zahar cookies?" I ask one of them casually.
"Yes, Empress," it replies.
My eyes widen with delight, and a broad grin spreads across my lips. "To the kitchen!"
|••••••••••|
Sugar and purple flour stain my cheeks, but I walk with my chin held high down the corridors of Central Command to Haggar's lair.
I pause at the doorway, shifting back and forth on my feet. Inhaling and exhaling a couple of steadying breaths, I press my hand on the handprint pad, and it slides open.
Lotor took it upon himself to program every handprint pad aboard Central Command to open to either of our handprints.
My eyes scan the array of shelves as my fingers tighten over the metal platter full of zahar cookies.
Rounding a corner, I see Lotor rifling through various objects and Allura scaling a shelf.
I blink. "What are you two doing?"
Allura's head snaps to look at me, and she nearly loses her grip. "Quiznak!" She scrambles to hold tightly onto the shelf, her fingers digging into the metal.
"Careful, Princess." Lotor walks over to me and greedily plucks a cookie from the platter. His ears twitch as he engulfs it in two bites.
My mouth hangs open, and as he reaches for another one, I quickly maneuver out of the way. "Hey!" I exclaim, shielding the cookies with my body.
"You're limiting me to only one?" He glares at me. "Don't be selfish."
Narrowing my eyes, I shake my head briskly. "You're gonna eat them all!"
His eyes flare with irritation. "You're the one who always eats all of the quiznaking cookies!"
A loud groan interrupts our squabbling.
"Can you two quit bickering and help me?" Allura asks, exasperated.
I glance up at Allura, her hands now gripping the shelf more desperately as she shifts her weight to avoid falling. I sigh, placing the platter down.
Rolling my eyes, I step toward her, holding out an outstretched arm.
She grabs it, and I pull her down with ease. Her eyes narrow on Lotor, and she dusts off her hands once she's back on solid ground. "Thank you, (Y/N)."
Lotor leans back against a nearby pillar with another cookie in hand, his smile far too smug for my liking. "I told you, I'm not catching you if you fall, Princess. I'd hate for you to get the wrong idea."
Allura's eyes flash dangerously, but she smooths her hair and lifts her chin, refusing to dignify him with a retort. Instead, she turns back to the towering shelf, holding out a small device that emits a blue light.
Arching a brow, I lean in closer. "What's that?" I ask.
"It's an Altean science log," she replies, showing us.
Lotor pushes himself off the pillar and brushes his hands against his suit before reaching out to grab it. He presses a button, and it opens, displaying various Altean characters on a light blue hologram screen. He blinks, his eyes widening as his mouth opens with a small gasp.
"This was written by my mother thousands of years ago," he whispers.
Allura's brows furrow as her eyes skim the words. "I still can't believe you two are half-Altean."
"It was something the Galra considered a weakness." Shrugging half-heartedly, Lotor sighs. He starts searching through the logs, his eyes wistful. "The union between Zarkon and Honerva sparked a technological revolution within the Empire. Even back then, Altean culture was remarkably advanced. The kinds of experiments she was conducting—she advanced science by eons."
"I—" Allura opens her mouth to say something, but thinks better of it, deciding to give a curt nod instead. She lets out a soft sigh. "Honerva was brilliant," she says quietly, eyes flickering to meet mine.
Tilting my head, I look at the logs. "But how did Haggar get her hands on this?"
Lotor's eyes narrow. "She was constantly seeking Altean magical knowledge that she could pervert for her own power." He pauses. "There must have been things that she was unable to access."
Allura purses her lips, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "I'm... I'm going to continue the search." She shakes her head, turning to walk away to another shelf.
Glancing up at Lotor, I take a zahar cookie and bite into it. "What's up with her?" I ask as I chew.
He doesn't tear his gaze from the logs, scrolling as he shrugs.
|••••••••••|
"What's the matter?" Allura asks, walking to stand on Lotor's right.
"By the end of these logs, it's... like they're written by a different person," Lotor says, eyes skimming over the screen. "She's frantic, paranoid, erratic. Her reason and intellect are gone, replaced by fear and paranoia."
Allura takes a hesitant step forward. "Have you ever wondered... what if Honerva became corrupted the same way Zarkon did?"
My eyes nearly bulge out of my head. "Wait, what?" I ask.
"Perhaps she didn't die. What if she and Haggar are the same—"
The Altean science log powers off, and Lotor grits his teeth, glaring at her. "That witch is not my mother."
With a shake of his head, he steps away and grabs the last cookie.
Allura watches him retreat with a frown before her eyes meet mine. "Haggar seems to be a touchy subject."
"Haggar..." I trail off, swallowing the lump in my throat. "It's complicated."
Her frown deepens. "What has she put you both through?"
Lotor plants his hands on his hips, scouring the shelves ahead. "There must be something else in this room. Something we missed."
"We've looked all over," I say, walking closer.
"I—I can't find anything pertaining to Altean alchemy," Allura admits.
Lotor's brows furrow, and he turns to face us. "Perhaps we are not using all the tools at our disposal."
My gaze travels to him, and I tilt my head. "What do you mean?"
He gestures between the three of us. "Close your eyes and just... let yourself feel the energy around you." He closes his eyes to focus, and Allura and I exchange another look before copying him. "See if any of these objects call out to you."
The lair seems to fade into darkness as my brows pinch together in concentration.
On my left, I feel a tug—some sort of strange pull.
I open my eyes, and Allura's already walking to the shelf, pulling on the metal box and propping the lid open.
Lotor freezes as she pulls out a crochet flower rattle, his breath hitching. Once she sets it down, she pulls out a dainty locket next, its metallic backing etched with the Altean characters E.A., and Allura's gaze lingers on it.
Shaking her head, she combs through various letters and trinkets before finally pulling out a dark stone with blue lines of light hidden at the very bottom of the box.
"I was drawn to this," Allura says, holding it toward Lotor.
"Me too," I say, grabbing the locket. I cup it in my hands, tracing the ridges of its engravings with my fingers and studying it curiously. My eyes catch on the other keepsakes. "Where'd she get all of these from?"
Lotor's gaze is distant as he grabs the rattle with a trembling hand, and it softly jangles in his grip. Its tiny crocheted yellow petals are dulled with age, and his gaze is locked on them as he traces each curve. His eyes are elsewhere, somewhere far away.
"That," he finally says, his voice hoarse, "was never hers."
Allura glances up, puzzled. "Never whose?"
"Haggar's."
The muscles in Lotor's jaw twitch, then his gaze hardens. He places the rattle down with deliberate care and leans toward Allura, cocking his head to the side as he blinks.
"Wait a tick. I know I've seen something about this before." He straightens, pressing a button on his right bracer to bring up stored data. Soft beeps fill the space between us, and I watch as the screen expands. He swipes through it with furrowed brows. "Where is it? Here."
Shifting so we can see better, Allura and I lean in. My eyes trail over various stone structures.
"These are ancient ruins from an Altean outpost now beneath the seas of Planet Entuk," Lotor continues. "There I found a mosaic depicting Altean explorers following a map projected from what they called a compass stone. Supposedly, it can lead to the magical realm of Oriande, which houses the secrets of Altean alchemy."
I shake my head and rub a hand on my forehead. "Huh?"
"Oriande?" Allura asks, letting out a soft chuckle. "I thought that was a folktale."
Shaking his head, Lotor powers off the bracer and looks at us. "My research has led me to believe it is quite real." She holds it up. "We need to get this stone working."
She shifts her attention, struggling to pry the stone open, and grunts, glaring down at it. "It won't open."
The stone lies flat against Allura's hand, and her shoulders droop.
Lotor places his hands over hers, holding the stone. "You just have to concentrate. I know you have the power within."
She narrows her eyes and pulls back, glaring at the floor. "What if I don't? My father had an ability few Alteans possessed. Coran doesn't have it. Honerva didn't have it." She inhales a sharp breath. "The truth is, I may not have his abilities either."
Biting my bottom lip, I click the locket open and blink at the two faded paintings within, my breath hitching softly.
A little girl with deep purple hair, lavender-colored skin, and bright blue eyes wears a toothy grin in one of the portraits. Around her small frame is a pretty teal dress with golden embroidery. Holding her is a Galra male clad in burgundy and purple armor. His eyes are crimson with yellow sclerae, and he has a strong jaw.
I swallow hard.
Zarkon?
On the other side is the Altean man from Coran's photos—Silas, though here he's been rendered younger. The heavy years that would one day etch themselves into his features have not yet laid claim to him; his skin is still smooth, unburdened by the lines of hard-won experience. There's a restless, ardent gleam in his eyes, the kind that speaks of unspent dreams and convictions still burning at full flame, untouched by the dimming weight of time.
Lotor takes a step closer to Allura. "You must. There must be a way to carry on the tradition of Altean alchemy."
Allura shakes her head, tears brimming in her eyes. "That tradition died along with my planet 10,000 years ago. I'll never be the alchemist my father was." She closes her eyes with a shudder.
Bile rises in my throat as I continue staring at Zarkon, and I hastily snap the locket shut. It snags on my skin.
"Quiznak," I curse under my breath, blood pooling around my thumb.
A speck of it splatters onto the compass stone as Allura's tears drip onto it.
Just then, the stone emits a powerful blue light, and the map to Oriande projects in the lair before us. Its colors are blue and orange, and right at the center is a golden-yellow triangular figure.
Lotor's head snaps up, and his eyes widen. "Stars above, you've done it."
Allura's gaze follows his as she sniffles, wiping her tears away with the back of her hand. "Is that—"
"Oriande," he finishes.
My mouth hangs open as my eyes skim the coordinates and constellations. "Holy shit," I whisper.
|••••••••••|
As we exit the lair and walk down the corridors, I clutch onto the pendant tightly.
Who's that little girl? Did Zarkon have other kids? Why were they in the locket? And why was that guard there, too?
I glance down at my hand.
Was this my mother's? What happened to her?
The Galra Central Command trembles, and an ejection alarm rings.
Lotor pinches the bridge of his nose. Allura looks up in confusion, and I roll my eyes, sprinting toward the hangar bay.
My eyes narrow as they lock onto Pidge, Hunk, Lance, and two Galra guards running toward the floor-to-ceiling viewport window.
"That's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen," Pidge says with genuine awe.
Lance presses himself into the window, sniffling. "He's... my hero," he says, his voice hoarse.
Hunk's head bows before he straightens and raises his right hand on the lower part of his forehead. Lance and Pidge straighten, copying the salute. The two Galra guards straighten and place their right hands over their chests.
With a raised eyebrow, I look out the viewport at the bright purple, pink, and blue bursts of sparks emanating from a launched coffin in space. I cross my arms over my chest, tapping my foot against the metal floor.
"I thought I said no explosions," I say, my tone dry, as an unimpressed scowl forms on my face.
The three of them jolt. "Gah!" they exclaim.
"Uh," Lance says, scratching the back of his neck.
"Are those... popsicles?" I ask slowly, eyeing the sticks in their mouths.
Hunk blinks, holding an uneaten one out to me. "Do you want one?" he asks cautiously.
With a shrug, I reach out to grab it and plop it in my mouth, turning back to the viewport to admire the colors beyond.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 25 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆Why is Coran crying in the first part? Well, canonically speaking, Allura is basically a copy-paste of her mom, Melenor. y/n is also her mama's twin. poor Coran sees ghosts when he sees them so dressed up, and he can't help himself from tearing up. He is such a sweetheart like i'm so sad rn thinking about it☆
☆Allura gets lowkey offended when Lance starts complaining about seeing her undress 😭 Her somewhat crush is acting like she's distasteful and she's like "does he think i'm unappealing?🧍🏻♀️" Lance is so clueless ajgklsbfdg☆
☆y/n and Allura aren't uncomfy undressing cause they're just used to it if that makes sense?? they're both princesses; they have no shame. in nonromantic settings, they're very confident☆
☆Why is Lance so into stuff like facials and dressing up? Veronica forced him into it when they were kids like the great older sister she is agsfdjgkb y/n is his honorary older space sis☆
☆y/n misses keith a ton so when she's feeling anxious, she reaches for the pendant of the necklace he gave her☆
☆Matt: *blushes when he first meets Allura and declares that she is so beautiful*
Lance: *pissed*
Matt: *blushes when he first meets y/n cause why are all these alien princesses so pretty??*
Lance: *pulls Matt away from the group* "THEY ARE TAKEN."☆
☆lotor is such a good older brother protecting y/n and ensuring the Galra are pledging their allegiances to her☆
☆allura knows the *full* story of Honerva and Zarkon's marriage because she asked Coran about it and connected the dots with that info with what she already knows☆
☆allura recognized the locket, and, like coran, sees ghosts☆
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Did y'all enjoy Chapter 17 with the lore? Cause I got ahead of myself and wrote lore again for once I'm all done with seasons 3–6. The lore chapters are like little breakers and tbh I enjoy the third person. I kinda screwed myself over here with what i've done over there though 🙈 i have no idea how VTLL with intersect with season 8. Season 7 should work out fine, but Honerva and all that stuff?? No clue. I feel guilty for honing in on making her the villain but I guess I can try to make her more tragically flawed. what she and zarkon did is inexcusable—horrible, horrible genocide for thousands of years. but like they're possessed or something by the dark entity or whatever. i think that's my gripe with VLD cause it took all the accountability away. i'll figure it out. i like the theory i found here, though with the DE being a parasite.
the upcoming lore is with Eleanora, pre-rift Zarkon, Alfor, Melenor, Violet, Honerva, etc., and it's breaking my heart. it's basically "The Legend Begins" episode and a ton of VTLL stuff, but I kind of ruined Zarkon and Honerva's marriage. but like i didn't...? we'll see if i keep any of it 😋 also leaned on making Zarkon a softy and now i'm like, I can just make Lotor a softy (I LOVE yearning, whipped, soft men 👹). zarkon's going to be a manipulative man (maybe..?). regardless, i'm excited for that lore chapter.
i also know it's not sunday, but i have it done so i might as well release it. i've been listening to the Scottish Highlands playlist I have saved on spotify so I was really in the zone 😄 also did an internship interview on 01/31 and that made me anxious the entire week so once i had it done, the creative juices started flowing again.
Chapter 26: Sacrifice, or Death
Summary:
season 5, episode 6; team Voltron goes on a quest to find Oriande!
Notes:
y'all have no idea how impatient i'm getting 🧍🏻♀️ it's making me wanna rush and i can't do that. *however* i have realized that i have autonomy and can make up scenes with y/n and keith prior to their confessions 😁 so that's what i'm gonna do. i got extremely keyboard-happy and typed on and off all of today, so enjoy another chapter lololol
timeline in case anyone's interested:
➭Wednesday, 01/28/2415: Chapter 24 begins with (Y/N) and Keith's video call.
➭Thursday, 01/29/2415: The Kral Zera (season 5, episode 4); (Y/N) becomes Empress and the 34th ruler of the Galra Empire.
➭Friday, 01/30/2415: Keith's conversation with Pidge and Hunk in the Castle Ship's Dining Hall during breakfast.
➭Tuesday, 02/03/2415: Chapter 25's beginning.
➭Friday, 02/06/2415: Chapter 25's Third Person POV; Video message to Earth—Recordings.
➭Saturday, 02/07/2415: Sam Holt leaves for Earth (season 5, episode 5); Matt leaves to join the rebels.
➭Sunday, 02/08/2415: Sam Holt returns to the Milky Way and heads to Earth. Once he reaches the Galaxy Garrison, he is quarantined for approximately a week (season 7, episode 7). Team Voltron heads to Galra Central Command to meet with Lotor (season 5, episode 5).
➥Meanwhile, word of (Y/N) becoming Empress continues to spread throughout the universe, and she receives several death threats. Multiple civil wars break out as the Galra engage in violence against each other.
➭Friday, 02/13/2415: Beginning of Chapter 26.
➭Sunday, 02/15/2415: Chapter 26's "present day"; Team Voltron leaves Galra Central Command alongside Empress (Y/N) and Prince Lotor to get to Oriande (season 5, episode 6). Sam is reunited with Colleen, and Admiral Sanda states that he is not allowed to broadcast yet/contact the Paladins because the Garrison needs more information. He is also not allowed to leave Garrison grounds because he is presumed dead, so Colleen moves in (season 7, episode 7).
➭Friday, 02/20/2415: Iverson debriefs the Garrison chiefs. Sam uses the transmitter to display data and the recorded messages from the team (season 7, episode 7).
➥*Note that the reason why the transmission doesn't go through when Sam tries to contact them is because the Paladins are in the Patrulian Zone/Oriande area, where time dilation and no signal are factors.
➭Monday, 02/23/2415: Iverson introduces Sam and Colleen to the MFE pilots' squadron—Officers James Griffin, Nadia Rizavi, Ryan Kinkade, and Ina Leifsdottir (season 7, episode 7).
➥*Note that the reason the transmissions from Earth to the Castle Ship don't work is that the signal is not strong enough, though they don't stop trying.
➭Saturday, 02/28/2415: Sam manages to fly the Altean pod for the first time since arriving back on Earth. Construction for the MFE fighters and Earth defenses begins (season 7, episode 7).
➭Monday, 03/16/2415: End of Chapter 26; Time dilation from the white hole when they visited Oriande (season 5, episode 6); Chapter 34 part XIII Haggar finds out the coordinates for Oriande.
happy reading!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Your POV ; (Y/N)'s message—First Imperial Decree:
My hesitant feet ascend the three steps leading to the sharp, crystalline throne, and shadows stretch into long silhouettes that mock me.
Swallowing hard, my hands shake as I approach it and reach out.
Be brave.
The moment my palm meets the metal, I flinch, half expecting my skin to sizzle as it often does in my nightmares.
Nothing of the sort happens.
Lifting my trembling hands, I scrutinize my skin. The only markings on it are the faint scars from my time as a prisoner and my childhood.
I inhale a deep breath through my nose, letting my stomach fill with air. As I purse my lips, I exhale slowly through my mouth. I push the fear down, deeper, where it belongs, and sit on the throne. The angular spikes on its back threaten to pierce right through me.
Gazing out at the stars that flank me, my left hand holds onto the pendant of my necklace. Its crystal is warm against my skin, and when I close my eyes, the memory of Keith gifting it to me lingers.
I can still feel the warmth of his breath against the nape of my neck, the heat of his body as it stood behind mine.
A frown tugs at my lips.
Stars above, I miss him.
My eyes trail over the shadows and glowing purple that fill my vision, haunting me.
Despite our efforts to brighten the space, the throne room remains dark and ominous.
A sentry stands beside Lotor, holding up a camera for the official transmission to be broadcast across all Galra-controlled territories. The deep violet hues of the Empire's insignia hover behind me, and the banner he created hangs above.
Lotor gives me a signal.
My back presses deeper against the throne as I sit up straighter, trying to project an air of calm authority. "To all who serve under the banner of the Galra Empire—" I begin, my voice wavering.
His expression softens, and he makes a gesture for me to breathe.
I take another deep breath, my gaze sharpening as I look at the camera. "For millennia, our people have been driven by conquest, by a singular belief that strength alone dictates power. That era is no more. As Empress, my first decree is this: No longer shall the Galra Empire be a force of destruction." My hands clench on the armrests of the throne. "We will no longer expand our dominion through war and suffering. Instead, we will rebuild, not just our Empire, but our legacy. And we will do so by joining the Paladins of Voltron and the Voltron coalition.
"I know this will not be easy. There are those among us who will resist, who see this path as weakness. There are those of you who are blinded by an obsession with purity, but the strength of the Empire flows through my veins," I continue calmly. "My blood is Galra, as was my Father's, the late Emperor Zarkon, and his mother, the late Empress Bellona. My heart is that of a warrior, and the Galra of old live in my ancestry."
Lotor nods approvingly.
"Strength is not measured in destruction. True strength comes from understanding our differences. From unity. If you cannot accept that, you stand against the Empire I now lead.
"Furthermore, effective immediately, all gladiator arenas will be dismantled. No longer will we spill the blood of our own for sport. Prisoners of war shall be liberated. The labor camps will be reformed. No sentient being will suffer under my rule."
I exhale, placing a hand over the pendant at my throat. "The transition will not be immediate, nor will it be smooth. But it is necessary.
"Let me be very clear." My eyes narrow. "Any who attempt to sabotage this path to peace, seeking to uphold the tyrannical and oppressive ways of Zarkon, will pay dearly."
Rising to my feet, my hand goes over my heart as I salute. "I am devoted to the Galra Empire, and all I do, I do in the name of Galra. Vrepit Sa." I pause, swallowing as I press my fingers deeper into my chest. "Za pas."
"Za pas," Lotor echoes, copying the salute.
The red light dies as the sentry cuts off the feed, and I exhale shakily as I stand to step away from the throne. My legs feel weak, and my head spins.
Lotor observes me. "You did well."
I nod mutely, not trusting myself to speak. My hand finds the pendant again, clutching it tightly.
He steps closer, lowering his voice as a frown tugs at his lips. "When was the last time you slept?"
Shrugging, I turn and stare at the throne.
Since lighting the Flame, Central Command receives dozens of threatening messages about me, the Paladins, Lotor, the Blade—anything and everything that ties back to me or Voltron.
I don't belong here.
"Come," Lotor murmurs, gently guiding me. "You need rest."
I nod again, following him silently out of the throne room.
The metallic doors slide closed as we step through the threshold.
Lotor walks beside me, his fingers twitching at his sides. "You're shaking," he notes, his voice quiet.
Shaking my head, I unclench my fist and let my hand drop to my side. "I'm fine."
He doesn't look convinced but doesn't press me, either.
The silence lingers, heavy and oppressive.
"Would you like to star sleep tonight?" he asks after a few minutes.
Blinking, I look up at him. "... Can the team join us?"
With a sigh, Lotor begrudgingly nods. "Yes, if that's what you want."
A small smile forms on my lips, and I tug him down the corridors in search of thick blankets and plush pillows from the storage wing.
We round a corner as the distant laughter of Lance and Hunk bounces off the walls.
The scent of something burning follows, trailed by a thick plume of black smoke.
My eyes widen. "Oh, quiznak!" I sprint ahead, my feet pounding against the floor.
"Damn it," Lotor curses under his breath and follows.
The moment we step into the kitchen, chaos unfolds before us. Smoke curls toward the ceiling as Hunk waves a metal tray wildly, trying to put out whatever disaster they've conjured. Pidge, with her hands on her hips, watches with an expression that is far too unimpressed for the situation at hand.
A sentry holds a bowl in one hand, a whisk in the other. Its faceplate is smeared with purple food goo, purple flour, and other substances.
I stare, my mouth falling open. "What now?"
Lotor pinches the bridge of his nose. "How do you Earthlings constantly find trouble?"
Hunk and Lance shrug as Pidge copies Lotor's gesture, shaking her head.
The sentry suddenly blurts out in a monotone voice, "Crème brûlée requires a blowtorch."
I tilt my head, my eye twitching as I glare at the trio. "You didn't—"
A sharp burst of fire erupts from the sentry's arm, scorching the counter.
Hunk screams, Pidge lunges for cover, and Lance yelps, diving behind her.
"Stars above!" Lotor exclaims.
I throw myself at the sentry, slamming a hand against its chest plate, and fumble for its controls. "Power off!" I bark. "Power off!"
The sentry immediately freezes, the glowing red light on its faceplate dimming.
Lotor sighs, shaking his head as he rips the blowtorch from its grip. "So much for keeping the kitchen clean."
I rub my temples, exhaling sharply as I push myself up and look over at them. "Pidge, undo whatever you did."
She crosses her arms, peeking at me. "Technically, this was Hunk's idea."
"Hey!" Hunk protests. "We need snacks!"
Her eyes narrow. "You messed up my programming."
Lotor watches them with a weary sort of amusement. "It's a wonder you've all survived for this long." He turns to me. "If you're quite done wrangling your unruly Paladins, I'd like to retire for the night and star sleep."
The three snap their heads up.
"Wait," Pidge says, pushing her glasses up.
"What's star sleep?" Hunk asks, finding a cloth and trying to scrub the scorch marks off the countertop.
"Are you two doing Friday sleepover-movie night?" Lance slowly pushes himself into a seated position, planting his palms on the floor.
I huff, nodding as I wipe the flour from my cheeks with the back of my hand. "Yes."
Lance gasps, springing to his feet. "Okay, but why didn't you invite us?" He places his hands on his hips, looking offended. "We're your team. Your best friends. Your—"
"—chaotic disasters?" Pidge supplies, dusting flour off her sleeves.
Hunk frowns. "I was just trying to make snacks."
Lotor raises a brow, glancing at the scorched counter. "Yes. I can see how well that went, Hunk."
I sigh, shifting my weight onto one foot. "Everyone's invited. We usually just gather pillows and blankets and fall asleep under the stars in the observation deck." I shrug. "Childhood tradition."
"Okay, Pidge, get the others. Hunk, figure out the snacks." Lance's eyes brighten, and he grabs my hand, dragging me out of the kitchen with a wide grin. "Do you think Lotor will let us give him a facial this time?"
Snickering, I roll my eyes and quicken my steps to keep up. "We can always try."
Your POV; Present day:
The Castle Ship remains docked on the Galra Central Command ship, and the entire team is gathered on the bridge.
Allura stands in the center, holding the compass stone.
Pidge tilts her head as she leans in. "So, this magic rock is gonna guide us to a mysterious planet?" she asks, quirking an eyebrow.
Lotor nods as his eyes trail along the team. "A land known as Oriande."
Coran crosses his arms over his chest and chuckles. "I'm afraid someone's been ruggling your wimble, Prince Lotor. Oriande is just an Altean folktale. It doesn't actually exist."
Allura shakes her head with a slight frown. "That's what I thought, Coran. But now, I have a feeling it is quite real."
"Okay." Hunk scratches his head as he looks between us and the stone. "But what exactly is this place?"
"Oriande is the birthplace of all Altean alchemy," Lotor answers. "The place where King Alfor learned the secrets that helped him to create Voltron. And w—"
Coran plays with the end of his mustache and opens his mouth to state, "King Alfor did not build Voltron alone."
Lotor pauses mid-sentence and blinks, his head tilting. "What do you mean?"
A wistful smile spreads on Allura's face as she nods slowly, her thumbs tracing the lines of light on the stone. She doesn't look up. "My mother, Queen Melenor, aided him."
Nodding, Coran sighs and lifts his gaze so his eyes can meet mine. "And (Y/N)'s mother, if I'm not mistaken."
I blink rapidly. "My mother helped build Voltron?"
Lance's eyes widen. "(Y/N)'s moth—okay, pause," he says, looking between us with his hands flailing. "This again? Why are we—" he gestures to himself, Pidge, and Hunk, "—constantly let out of the loop?"
Lotor sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Perhaps it is because we wish to skip over your dramatics, Paladin."
Gawking at him, Lance lets out a strangled groan. "It's been a month already—you should know my damn name!"
Hunk lifts his chin, a grin tugging at his lips. "Prince Lotor knows my name."
Pidge pushes her glasses up. "Mine too."
"Seriously?" Lance's expression sours further as his arms cross tightly against his chest. "Man, what is y—"
A muscle in Lotor's jaw twitches. "Regardless," he says tightly, cutting Lance off, "Oriande is where Allura will master those same secrets so that our ships may enter the quintessence field."
My brows furrow, and my attention shifts. "Our ships?"
He turns to look at me. "Yes, our ships, Va'driya."
Scrunching my nose and rolling my eyes, I cross my arms over my chest as I give him a perusal. "You mean the ships you started building while you kept me hostage?" I ask, my voice sweetly venomous.
Allura stifles a laugh behind her hand. "With the trans-reality comet, you stole from us?"
Lotor glances between us and visibly deflates.
Lance side-eyes him. "And what exactly makes you the authority on crazy Altean nonsense?" He points his thumb to the right. "Coran knows more magical made-up gobbledygook than anyone I've ever met."
Coran straightens, looking pleased. "Thank you, Lance." He grins. "And I can assure you, King Alfor never mentioned anything to me about traveling to Oriande."
With his mouth hanging open, Lotor looks around and takes a deep breath.
I bite back my smirk, looking at him, amused.
Lotor sighs before he continues. "In all likelihood, he kept it a secret from everyone. I have been researching Oriande for centuries, hoping to learn more about my Altean ancestry. Over time, I've managed to gather evidence from all over the universe that hinted at its existence. Now, thanks to Princess Allura, I will finally gaze upon its magnificence with my own eyes."
Allura gives him a small smile.
I nod slowly, tilting my head. "And how exactly do we access Oriande?"
Lotor turns to look at me. "We use Voltron."
My lips purse. "Voltron?"
Hunk raises his hand, looking confused. "Uh, aren't you two a little busy running the Empire to take a magical vacation?"
"Yeah, aren't we?" I rub my eyes, feeling a headache building up. "We can't form Voltron without the Purple Lion, so that means I'd have to pilot her. I can't just leave."
"In order to transition the Galra Empire to a peaceful existence, we need to open up a pathway to the quintessence field," Lotor explains patiently. "That is our greatest priority. Once our people have access to unlimited energy, the old ways of the Empire will be behind them. Your decrees can only do so much, (Y/N). This is the long-term solution."
Tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear, my shoulders droop. "If you say so."
"If this voyage is successful, the universe will finally be on the path to peace," Allura says. "We must do this."
Shiro looks between us and gestures to the compass stone. "Well, let's find out where we're going," he says.
Nodding, Allura makes her way to her controls and places her hands on them. The crystal above glows, and she powers on the stone.
Constellations and coordinates litter the space between us, casting faint, light blue shadows over everyone's faces. It glows brighter as it shows the map to Oriande.
"There," she says, pointing her chin. "Between those three celestial bodies. That's where we're headed."
Coran's brows furrow as he steps closer. "Wait a tick, that's the Patrulian Zone."
Lance's head snaps to his left. "The what now?"
"The Patrulian Zone is a mysterious part of space where ships enter and are never heard from again."
I half-scoff, half-snort.
Absolutely not.
"So, it's a death trap?" I ask.
"Exactly," Coran says, turning to face Allura. "Princess, that area has been deemed unsafe to navigate for ages."
"The perfect place to hide a magical world," Lotor states quietly, crossing his arms over his chest as he scrutinizes the map.
I look at him incredulously.
"Or to crash and die," Pidge replies flatly, crossing her arms.
"Lotor, you can't be serious," I say, my brows pinching together.
He frowns. "(Y/N), we need quintessence."
"There has to be some other way."
"There is no other way!" he exclaims.
"I—" I exhale, rubbing my temples as I stare at the coordinates glowing before us. My chest tightens. "We need quintessence, but we also need to be alive to use it. The Patrulian Zone is a no-go zone for a reason. This w—this is too great a risk."
Lotor's jaw tightens, his fingers flexing at his sides. "We must take calculated risks, and this is one we cannot afford to ignore."
"And if we die?" My voice rises as I take a step closer. "If the Patrulian Zone kills us, we risk leaving the Empire to Sendak!"
Pidge fidgets at her console, pretending to check readings but stealing glances at us. Shiro leans against a railing, clearly about to say something but biting it back. Hunk shifts back and forth on his feet. Even Lance isn't breaking the tension with a joke.
Lotor's frown deepens. "Stars, you don't get it."
"Get what?" I snap. "T—"
Allura steps forward, placing a hand on my shoulder. "(Y/N), I understand your hesitation, but Lotor is right." She pats my arm. "We will approach with caution." She looks over to her left. "Prepare our course, Coran."
Coran pauses for a moment and then sighs, his face falling. "Yes, Princess."
Glaring at Lotor, my nails bite into my palms.
He doesn't look away from me, and I don't look away from him. It's a battle neither of us announces, but everyone can feel it. His gaze is steady, guarded, like the still surface of a pond that hides something deep and dark beneath.
I know that look.
I have known it since we were children.
He's hiding something. Again.
"You mistake my caution for cowardice," I say, my voice low.
"And you mistake my ambition for recklessness," he counters, equally quiet.
I inhale sharply. "I'm not afraid of Oriande. But you're asking us to gamble not just with our lives, but with the last hope for the Empire's stability."
Lotor's jaw tightens. "I am telling you—we can make it through. If we don't try, someone else will. And they will not be as... benevolent with what they find."
|••••••••••|
My hand tightens around the pendant of my necklace to ground myself as the Castle Ship exits from the wormhole.
It doesn't help.
"We're approaching the Patrulian Zone," Coran informs.
Shiro straightens in his Paladin station's chair. "What's that up ahead?" he asks. "An asteroid belt?"
My gaze lingers on the metal debris.
"No." Coran's voice is grave. "It's a graveyard."
Gritting my teeth, I stand and walk to the window. My eyes trail over the hundreds of ships and their scraps. "Stars above," I whisper, my voice barely audible as I stare out the viewport. "Please let this not be a mistake."
"What caused them all to lose power?" Hunk asks.
Traces of organic matter float outwards, and I tear my eyes away, unable to look at the skeletal remains and corpses.
"No one knows," Coran responds.
Pidge presses some keys on her computer and glances up. "I think we just found out."
The Castle Ship continues its steady course, and I blink, my eyes widening. Coran gasps beside me.
Up ahead, beyond the debris, is a gigantic funnel of white light.
Lance stands. "Is that some kind of supermassive star?" he asks.
"No, unbelievable!" Pidge exclaims, her eyes going wide. "It's a white hole!"
"Whoa!" Hunk says, grinning. "Take that, theoretical physics!"
"Wait, what's a white hole?" Lance asks.
"Well," Pidge starts, "unlike a black hole, which has massive gravity that sucks everything in, a white hole is an opposite body that shoots massive amounts of energy out from an unknown source."
"It's blasting this whole area with crazy high radiation," Hunk says.
My heart sinks as I whisper, "Doesn't that mean we'll be affected by time dilation?"
Lotor steps closer to the viewport, his eyes narrowing as he studies the phenomenon before us. "Potentially," he admits, his voice steady despite the uncertainty laced within it. "But if this is truly the gateway to Oriande, then we have no choice but to navigate through. It shouldn't be more than a movement at most."
I shift uncomfortably, my hands curling into fists as I gulp.
The white hole is beautiful in the way fire is—brilliant, alive, and entirely capable of devouring everything in its reach.
Its light bleeds into the bridge, painting everyone's skin ghostly.
Lotor's profile is cut in stark lines, and his eyes reflect the swirling energy outside. There's something in them that makes my stomach twist.
I step back from the viewport, needing space between me and that expression.
That familiar stillness. That same desperate, suffocating focus.
"Lotor," I say quietly, but he doesn't turn. "What aren't you telling me?"
His shoulders rise and fall with one measured breath. "I am telling you enough."
"That's not the same thing," I whisper.
"If I told you everything," he replies softly, "you wouldn't look at me the same."
I frown.
"All the energy must've fried those ships' systems," Shiro states, pulling at my attention.
Lotor's right hand grips his chin, his expression thoughtful. "'The wise stand back from the fire, fools are burned on the pyre,'" Lotor mutters. "'The mystic becomes one with the flame, the embers and he are the same.'"
Lance scoffs. "Is that a song you're working on?" His face falls. "'Cause it sucks."
I glance behind my shoulder. "Sounds more like a poem to me."
Lotor nods. "It's a poem by an ancient Altean alchemist. I discovered it carved next to a cave painting of a fiery sphere. I never realized it until now that it describes the route to Oriande." He pauses and turns to look at Allura. "We must go into the white hole."
Hunk blinks, stands, and raises his hand. "A-Are you guys serious? We're navigating by cave poetry now?"
I lift a brow. "And what's wrong with cave poetry?"
A sheepish look crosses his face. "I—I mean nothing. That is how we found the Blue Lion."
Pidge shakes her head. "How are we supposed to go through the white hole?" she asks, looking between us. "If we get any closer, we're gonna end up like those dead ships out there."
Allura's expression hardens as she looks straight ahead. "We wormhole inside," she announces.
Coran abruptly turns around. "Princess, no! The Cast—"
Lotor hunches over as he rakes a hand through his hair. "Voltron." He takes in a deep breath. "Voltron can withstand forces other ships cannot."
Shiro stands up, turning around and glancing between them with furrowed brows. "Are you sure?" he asks.
Allura pauses, exchanging a look with Lotor. "If this is the home of Altean alchemy, then Voltron will make it through."
Lance frowns. "And what if it's just another nuclear explosion in space? Then we're toast."
Coran walks over to the group. "Princess, I think you've taken this quest far enough," he says, leaning in and accusatorially pointing to Lotor. "He is sending us to our doom."
"Okay," I say, stepping in protectively between them. "Let's calm down."
"Quite the opposite, Coran," Lotor speaks up, placing his hands on my shoulders. "It is a mission of life discovery."
Lance points a finger. "You need to zip it," he snaps.
Lotor glares at him. "W—"
"Not helping," I snap, irritation bubbling inside me.
"Believe me, I would never ask any of you to do this if I didn't know—if I didn't feel in my heart that it is true," Allura says. "I belong here."
We shift our attention back to the white hole.
"This is as far as we can go," Pidge says. "Any further and we'll be affected by the Patrulian Zone's radiation."
With a sigh, I step away. "Alright, team," I say, frowning. "I guess we're really doing this."
"Time to suit up," Shiro says.
|••••••••••|
My fingers drum against the controls of the Purple Lion as I sip from a red berry juice pouch.
SHIRO: "Alright, Coran. Open up a wormhole."
Lance sighs. LANCE: "Well, let's fly into the cosmic death storm."
I sip louder, the sound of my slurping traveling through the comms.
LANCE: "Is now really the time to be having juice?"
I scoff, leaning forward and looking over to the right. (Y/N): "If we die, I'd like my last moments alive to be drinking juice."
ALLURA: "No one is dying."
Violet's voice softly chimes in my mind. "Better finish before you spill all over yourself."
Quickly gulping the rest of the juice down, I toss the pouch onto the floor.
A wormhole opens and Voltron flies through it, exiting inside the white hole.
I stare at all the metal debris surrounding us.
Everything feels heavy, like my limbs are being weighed down.
Shiro grunts. SHIRO: "We're being blasted backward! Full power to thrusters!'
Voltron gains momentum as Hunk and Allura push the controls for the Yellow and Blue Lions, launching us forward.
Gritting my teeth, I push my controls, powering on the thrusters the Purple Lion provides.
Allura groans, her voice coming out in a strained tone. ALLURA: "We're... making progress!"
We fly toward the center of the white hole, and beyond the chunks of rock, a pair of bright blue, glowing eyes locks on us.
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "What the—"
LANCE: "Is that... a Lion?"
The White Lion roars, opening its mouth and shooting a strong, light blue laser beam at us.
It hits its mark, and the impact sends us spiraling backward.
Everything rattles and alarms pulse on the holographic screen. The sounds reverberate, growing louder.
My lips purse into a thin line as I flail to mute them.
ALLURA: "Why is it attacking us?"
SHIRO: "Fire lasers!"
A strangled noise builds in the back of my throat. (Y/N): "Don't you think that'll make it mad at us?"
PIDGE: "It's already mad!"
Voltron straightens, and Pidge fires the Green Lion's mouth laser toward the White Lion.
It goes straight through.
My heart sinks.
LANCE: "There's nothing to hit!"
The White Lion fires again—several times.
We all scream as Voltron shakes violently.
HUNK: "What do we do? What do we do?!"
(Y/N): "We're gonna die!"
LOTOR: "You need to get out of there! That thing is a guardian! It will only allow worthy Alteans through."
My eyes bulge as I shriek, electricity coursing through my veins. (Y/N): "And you're telling us this now?"
LANCE: "Oh, thanks for the tip!"
SHIRO: "Pull back!"
Voltron retreats, but the White Lion's laser-firing is relentless.
We maneuver out of the way, but it fires through the white hole, blasting the Castle Ship and destroying its particle barrier.
The Castle Ship's alarms ring through the comms.
CORAN: "All systems shutting down! Our stabilizers aren't working. We're listing into the graveyard!"
ALLURA: "We must get back to the Castle."
We fly out of the wormhole, but the White Lion fires at us again.
Closing my eyes tightly, I try to fight through the pain caused by the powerful blast.
Everything feels like it's on fire, and the cockpit is bathed in blinding white light as more energy sears into us.
Voltron breaks apart, and the Purple Lion floats aimlessly into a piece of jet engine debris.
Swallowing hard, I push the controls, trying to move. But it's pointless.
(Y/N): "I'm stuck."
PIDGE: "I can't control my Lion."
LANCE: "Me neither. I've lost power."
She groans. PIDGE: "I'm dead in the water."
SHIRO: "I think we all are."
I slump down in my pilot seat, closing my eyes. (Y/N): "Great."
HUNK: "These Lions aren't going anywhere."
SHIRO: "Everyone, prepare for a manual EVA. Rendezvous back at the Castle. We need to figure this out."
With a sigh and a shake of my head, I check my suit to ensure all the clasps are securely fastened. I unbuckle myself and stand, trudging toward the hatch.
"Bye, Violet," I mutter.
|••••••••••|
Sweat clings to the loose strands of hair plastered on my face as I pop my helmet off.
The doors to the bridge slide open, and I blink, taken aback by Lotor's facial markings. They rest on the highs of his cheekbones—glowing and purple.
Coran stands up and turns around to look at us. "I managed to restore auxiliary power, but it won't last long," he announces. "If we don't get the Castle up and running within the next quintant, we'll be out of air."
Lance glares at Lotor, raising an eyebrow. "Maybe we can decrease our breathers by one."
"Very funny," I deadpan, my grip tightening on the helmet resting on my hip.
Hunk tilts his head, pointing at Lotor. "Uh, what's up with your face?"
"Yeah, and if this was the home of Altean alchemy, why can't Voltron get in?" Pidge asks.
Lotor's shoulders slump as he frowns and looks down. "I am sorry to put us in this position, but I think I know the answer." He pauses. "Look at Allura." He gestures to me. "Look at (Y/N)."
Allura takes her helmet off, and her markings are glowing. I hesitate, raising my helmet to look at my reflection.
Purple Altean markings glow on my cheekbones.
"What the quiznak," I mumble, confused as I press a hand to them.
The team gasps.
"Whoa, what's happening?" Pidge asks.
Allura touches her markings and then looks at the two of us in disbelief, walking up to Lotor. "You have them, too," she says in awe.
I step next to her.
Lotor smiles as he looks between us. "It's called the Mark of the Chosen. They are mentioned in some of the Oriande legends. They indicate those worthy of entering the realm."
Shiro cocks his head to the side, looking next to him. "Wait," he says. "Why aren't Coran's marks glowing?"
His expression softens. "There are different types of Alteans, though all are able to change their shape and size. Allura possesses a deep connection to ancient Altean energy. It enables her to operate the teludav. Her father had greater alchemic understanding than any before him." He looks at me, placing a gentle hand on my shoulder. "And I suppose you also possess a deep connection, (Y/N)." He glances at Coran. "Others are... less magical, no offense."
Coran raises an eyebrow, looking pointedly at Lotor.
"So what do we do now?" Hunk asks.
"We need to enter the white hole alone," Lotor simply states.
Lance's eyes widen. "What?"
My mouth falls open. "Have you lost your damn mind?
Coran shakes his head profusely. "Absolutely not!" he exclaims. "What about the monster?"
"The monster is a guard keeping the unworthy out," Lotor retaliates, pointing in a triangle. "It won't hurt us."
"Yeah, and before you thought it wasn't going to hurt us," Lance retorts.
Raising an eyebrow, I cross my arms. "Exactly."
"How are you gonna get there? We're stuck," Pidge says.
Allura pauses for a moment. "We can use the personal transport crafts."
Coran places his hands on both of her shoulders. "Allura, please. It's too dangerous."
Frowning, she places a hand on him. "Coran, I must gain some kind of alchemic knowledge in Oriande, both to save our own lives and bring peace to the universe."
"Coran, don't tell me you're going to cave in on this!" Lance exclaims. "It's not safe."
"Lance," Shiro states. "Allura's right. The ship is stuck unless they can somehow get it restarted."
She gives them a small, reassuring smile. "Don't worry. This will work. I can feel it."
Dipping his head, Coran pulls both of us in for an embrace and squeezes us tightly. The rest of the team joins in, and a small smile plays at the corners of my mouth.
|••••••••••|
My eyes water as we approach the light.
(Y/N): "If we di—"
LOTOR: "We're not going to die."
Huffing, I twist the throttle forward, the engines of my personal transport craft screaming as it shudders against the mounting gravity to move faster.
I grit my teeth and push through the pull, flying first into the white hole. At the center, the White Lion appears again, and I narrow my eyes as its gaze finds me.
The Lion roars, the sound reverberating inside my skull, a growl older than creation itself.
Once its jaws part, light condenses at the back of its throat, and a beam ignites.
Pure energy shoots right toward us.
Closing my eyes, I brace myself and inhale a deep breath. "Stars above, please protect us," I whisper.
Blinding white light devours everything, and for a suspended moment, I am weightless, stripped of mass, dissolved into something less than matter and more than memory—a pocket of space where time no longer adheres to the laws of physics.
Everything falls away until there is only nothing; this threshold where time breaks down.
Past, present, and future unfurl into one tangled horizon. Faces I know and ones I haven't met blur together.
Here on the cusp of infinity, I exist in every possibility and none at all.
It's as though I am being held at the dawn of creation while simultaneously being scattered into dust at the end of all things.
When I open my eyes, I gasp softly and look around with unadulterated awe at the sight before us.
Oriande is nothing short of breathtaking, filled with floating islands suspended in a vast, glowing ether.
The sky is bathed in soft, dreamy hues of pink, purple, and blue. Its clouds appear fluffy, and I fly through them with a wide smile.
The islands have Altean rune markings that glow a light blue, appearing almost like crystals etched into the marble. Some of the islands are adorned with small patches of vegetation that are as white as snow, and wisps of misty energy swirl around them.
I can't tear my eyes away from the grandeur.
(Y/N): "It's beautiful."
ALLURA: "It's amazing."
We continue flying until we reach a large landmass.
Landing the personal transport craft, I hop off and make a slow circle to appreciate the landscape further. I crouch down and plant my hands in the pink dirt, scooping some up to show Lotor and Allura.
Lotor bends down beside me and plucks the singular flower sprouting between rocks, handing it to me.
I take the delicate flower in my palm; its petals are a deep pink, with a golden yellow pistil sticking out from the middle.
Brushing my thumb over the petals, my smile grows.
The same flower from my dreams.
Allura kneels beside us, her fingers brushing over the petals with a small smile. "An Altean juniberry." Her helmet transforms into a visor, and she leans in, closing her eyes as she inhales its scent. "Stars, it smells just like home."
Peeking over at her, I hand her the flower.
She shakes her head, gently returning it. "It's yours."
Lotor's eyes scan the sprawling mountains. LOTOR: "None of my research or travels have prepared me for this. From here, we are on our own."
Standing, I carefully tuck the flower inside a pocket lining my Paladin armor. (Y/N): "Let's go."
|••••••••••|
I hoist myself up and collapse onto the ground with a groan, landing on my knees. My head drops as I pant. (Y/N): "If I knew how much climbing we'd be doing, I wouldn't have had any juice."
A soft laugh travels through the comms. ALLURA: "I wonder if my father climbed this mountain."
I swallow hard, catching my breath.
I wonder if my mother climbed it, too.
Allura's head peeks through, and I pull her the rest of the way up the mountain.
LOTOR: "You know, I envy you growing up with King Alfor, Princess. I always wanted to be an explorer and learn about the universe. Father was only interested in conquering it."
Finishing the climb, Lotor pats his hands against his armor to rid himself of the dust and holds his arm out. I reluctantly grab it and stand. My eyes linger on the sprawling mountains, vegetation, and bodies of water.
It's so beautiful here.
Lotor follows my gaze, a frown forming on his lips. LOTOR: "He once put me in charge of a planet for a year, running the quintessence mining and getting to know the local population."
Allura tilts her head as she looks at him, noting the haunted look in his eyes. ALLURA: "What happened?"
LOTOR: "Rather than employ the usual Galran methods of subjugation, I worked alongside the leadership of the planet, learning their customs. Quee—Queen Ven'tar taught me a lot. We'd only extract as much quintessence as could be replenished, and I enjoyed my time there quite a bit. When Father found out what was happening, he ordered me to destroy the planet. I refused, and he sent me away."
ALLURA: "At least you stood up for those people."
His gaze hardens, and he turns away from the beauty, stepping toward the next part of the climb. LOTOR: "He destroyed them all. I was powerless to stop him. I spent the following centuries searching for clues about my Altean heritage—another culture destroyed by Zarkon."
ALLURA: "Well." She pauses, shifting on her feet. "I'm glad you're both here to experience this with me. I never would've gotten here without you, Lotor."
Lotor glances at us with a dip of his chin, then at the sky. LOTOR: "We should make camp here for the night."
|••••••••••|
Lotor and Allura freeze as they reach the peak, their lips parting in awe. Ahead, a structure glows in the distance—its silhouette rising from the canyon, bathed in an otherworldly light.
I edge closer to the rim of the canyon, boots scraping against stone. Tilting my head, I peer down into the shadowed expanse that stretches on and on beneath us. A weary sigh escapes me.
Stars above, it is truly never-ending.
ALLURA: "Wow."
I pout, shoulders slumping as I gesture toward the descent. (Y/N): "Even more climbing..."
Lotor shakes his head, laughing softly to himself as he pats my back.
|••••••••••|
A glittering white marble structure rises before us, every polished surface alive with coursing veins of blue light that pulse like the heartbeat of some ancient power. I glance around, tracing the glow as it outlines vast arches and patterns of ancient Altean runes.
Allura steps forward, her face alight with awe, her lips parting as though she has forgotten to breathe.
The White Lion materializes inside the temple, purring as it turns around and starts walking deeper into it.
The three of us exchange a silent look before following.
Crossing the threshold is like passing into another world. My vision fills with vast expanses of gray stone, every inch engraved with intricate characters and celestial diagrams that spiral across the walls and ceiling. The air is cooler here, heavy with the scent of time and dust.
ALLURA: "Look at these ancient markings. They're beautiful."
LOTOR: "The Temple of the Alchemists." He gasps, looking around. "The mysteries we seek are hidden somewhere deep inside."
(Y/N): "Stars above..."
The White Lion's purr deepens, rolling through the chamber like distant thunder as it leads us onward. Our own footsteps echo after it as we descend into a shadowed corridor.
The passage opens to a grand stairway spiraling downward. Torches of blue flame ignite one by one along the walls, illuminating our descent. I falter as we reach the bottom, the sheer immensity of what lies ahead stealing the breath from my lungs.
Eight colossal statues rise before us, seated on thrones carved directly into the stone. Their visages are solemn, eternal. Each one clutches a staff, their blades embedded with a glowing blue crystal.
Allura pulls off her helmet, her eyes wide and shining. Her voice drops to a whisper. "The Sages of Oriande..."
(Y/N): "Who?"
Beside me, Lotor removes his helmet as well, shaking his hair out. His eyes roam the statues reverently, and he follows her down the aisle.
With a soft exhale, I remove my own helmet, tucking loose strands of hair behind my ears, my gaze still fixed on the silent guardians of stone. Their presence presses down on me, heavy as gravity.
Somehow, someway, I feel like I've been here before—like I belong here.
"My father told me tales of their exploits, but I always assumed they were just children's stories," Allura states as we walk.
I look around, taking it all in. "Who are the Sages of Oriande?"
"The Life Givers," Lotor answers. "They were the first Alteans to unlock the secrets of Oriande. The beginning of Altean alchemy." He turns his head to glance at her. "Allura, the tales you grew up with were not just children's stories."
All of a sudden, the temple trembles as the statues move, rising to their feet.
With a yelp, I power on my bayard, gripping the shaft of the staff with an iron grip.
The Sages start pointing their weapons, trying to trap us, and I tumble away, coughing through the dust cloud. Lotor wraps his arms around me as a shield.
"What's going on?" I ask, my voice shaking.
One of the Sages nearly strikes us with her blade, but Allura steps to the front, pointing the compass stone at her. "Great protectors, we seek passage through your land." She kneels down and bows her head, holding the stone as an offering. "We bring you this gift."
The map of Oriande powers on.
Lotor and I kneel behind her, and my heart races.
The Sage retracts her staff and reaches to grab the stone from Allura's hand. Meanwhile, the other two Sages guarding the doorway retract their staffs.
I slowly rise to my feet, power my bayard off, and we continue.
Descending the staircase, the White Lion appears again. We step through the threshold and pause.
"Now what?" Allura asks.
"I don't know," Lotor admits with a frown. "But be prepared. We may yet have to prove that we are worthy to be here."
The White Lion growls low in its throat and disappears.
Behind us, the massive stone door slams shut with a thunderous finality. The echo rattles through the chamber, stirring loose centuries of dust. I cough, stumbling a step back, raising my arm to shield my mouth and nose. I wave my hand, trying to unobscure my field of vision.
"We're trapped," Allura says, her breath hitching.
Debris and rocks fall from above us as the ceiling begins to cave in.
My heart jolts, and my eyes widen. "What do we do?" I ask, my voice tight with fear.
"There must be a clue," Lotor says, eyes scanning the walls. His tone is calm, but I see the tension in his jaw. "Something a trained Altean would recognize."
We scatter, desperate. My gaze roves over metal and soon connects to the same controls Allura has aboard the Castle Ship.
"Allura." I point, urgency zipping through me. "There!" I break into a sprint, boots echoing against the floor. "It's like the bridge of the Castle!"
"It's a teludav!" Allura's eyes widen with recognition, and she presses her hands against the controls.
Closing her eyes, she centers herself, shoulders rigid with concentration. But the chamber shudders violently—the ceiling coming lower, stone raining in heavier chunks.
Lotor glances up, his composure finally cracking, and his throat works as he swallows hard. Then his gaze finds mine, and in that instant, time seems to still around us.
"I love you to the stars and back," he declares quietly.
I blink through the panic and manage a trembling nod. "I love you to the stars and back," I echo.
Allura's brows pinch together, and her eyes snap open, blazing with defiance. "We're not dying," she states, her voice carrying the force of command.
A sudden, searing brilliance erupts from the console, flooding the chamber with light. I cry out, shielding my eyes with my arm.
When I open my eyes again, there is only silence.
I am all alone, standing in an endless white plain. The ground beneath my feet is smooth and featureless, like glass, and reflects the blue sky above, filled with white clouds.
It feels too vast, too still.
"Hello?" My voice breaks the silence, sounding small, swallowed by the emptiness. I turn in frantic circles. "Lotor?" My chest tightens. "Allura?"
No answer.
The White Lion emerges from the horizon, stepping into existence as though it had always been there. Its eyes lock on me, and a deep growl rumbles from its chest.
My eyes widen as I stumble back, my heart pounding erratically in my chest. "No—"
It charges towards me, and I gasp, diving out of its way.
"Leave me alone!" I scream, legs carrying me in blind desperation.
It follows inexorably, chasing me with fervor. Its paws strike soundless against the white plain, but the ground shakes with every stride.
"Stop, please!" My throat burns as I shout, stumbling, nearly falling. "I'm not here to harm you—I seek knowledge!"
The White Lion ignores my pleas.
It lunges, its teeth clamping around the collar of my Paladin armor. The world tilts violently as it flings me aside like a rag doll. I crash, roll, and skid, pain igniting across my body.
Groaning, I drag my head up from the ground, the taste of iron thick on my tongue. My neck protests, but I force my eyes to meet its gaze.
"I do not fear you, beast," I whisper.
The White Lion's growl shakes the ground beneath me. Its mouth parts, each fang sharp enough to crush me whole.
"You want my life?" My voice cracks, my body trembling, but I force myself up to my knees. My arms refuse at first, but I command them to obey. "Here, you can have it."
Slowly, I spread my arms wide. The gesture feels like a balance between surrender and defiance, the thinnest line between courage and madness. My eyes slip closed, and though tears sting them, I raise my voice higher, letting it echo into the void.
"Sacrifice, or death."
The White Lion does not strike. Instead, its roar softens and its body begins to dissolve. My breath catches as the light surges forward, passing not over me, but through me.
I gasp, clutching my chest as warmth floods every vein, every fiber of my being. When my eyes flutter open, the beast is gone. The world is gone.
Surrounding me are lone stars, constellations, galaxies—I'm kneeling in a vast expanse of life itself.
Tears blur my vision. I swallow hard, the lump in my throat threatening to choke me. "Where... am I?" I whisper.
A soft, feminine voice emerges from the void. "You have returned to the realm of your ancestors," she says. "The Alteans and the Life Givers who came before you.
I look around, trying to locate the voice. "I-I wish to know..." My voice falters. I steady it. "The secrets of Altean alchemy. Did my mother—did she pass through these same trials?"
Warmth blossoms across my skin, sinking deeper, as though unseen hands wrap me in an embrace. My trembling eases.
"There is no need to kneel here, Kriensa," the voice says. "You are home. And the secret you seek is already within you."
My brows knit together, doubt and wonder tangling inside me. I want to believe her, but the words feel impossible.
"Rise," she commands gently. And without thought, my body obeys. My feet leave the invisible ground, and I lift into the starlit abyss. My breath hitches. The warmth spreads until I feel as though I am dissolving too, becoming part of the cosmos. "Let us embrace you."
|••••••••••|
On the bridge of the Castle Ship, the team is sprawled out on the floor, their bodies contorted in various positions. Allura's brows furrow as she looks at all of them, and she steps over Lance to get to the controls. She places her palms on the teludav, and the crystal powers activate, casting a blue glow over all of us.
The Castle Ship powers on.
They let out thankful groans, and I stifle a laugh as I look at them, moving to help Pidge rise to her feet. My eyes linger on Shiro as he gives me a firm nod.
Coran's body is droopy, and he gives us a dazed grin as he stands. "You did it," he says, his voice raspy.
Lance grips onto Coran's body, helping himself stand. "We—We should've never doubted you," he gasps out, looking at us.
Pidge pushes her glasses up, taking a small breath. "So what's the next step?" she asks.
He blinks slowly, narrowing his eyes at her. "Slow down, Pidge, we just started breathing again," Lance grunts out.
Allura laughs softly, steering us away from the Patrulian Zone. "Now we open a wormhole, go back to the Galra Central Command ship, and get to work."
With a small smile, Lotor walks over to me and presses a kiss atop my head, pulling me in for an embrace. "I am so proud of you, milis kriensa," he whispers, his voice low enough for only me to hear. "You are a true Altean alchemist."
I give him a small smile. "I would never have even known about Oriande without you. I'm sorry you were unable to unlock its secrets."
He shakes his head as he pulls away. "Nonsense. Oriande was meant for you and Allura, not for me."
A soft chime sounds from the Castle Ship's systems. Coran's head snaps up, and his eyes, ringed red with exhaustion, flick to the source of the sound. With a weary sigh, he rubs at his eyes and trudges forward, pressing the button to accept the hailing frequency.
The viewscreen flickers before stabilizing. The dark silhouette of a Blade of Marmora suit fills the screen. Slowly, the view shifts upward, and the camera reorients to reveal the face beneath the mask.
I blink, startled, my breath catching. "Mullet?" My voice wavers somewhere between disbelief and relief. I tilt my head, and without realizing it, my steps carry me closer until I'm at Coran's side, eyes locked on the screen.
Keith's expression changes the moment he sees me. The hard Blade guise is replaced by something achingly soft—something that steals the air from my lungs. Relief floods his battered features. Blood speckles his cheeks, a dark bruise blooms around his right eyebrow, and sweat clings to his hairline, damp strands falling over his eyes.
He looks like he's been fighting for days without rest.
"Finally," he pants out, his voice ragged. He rakes a shaky hand through his hair. "Kolivan says he hasn't heard from any of you in a month."
The words hit me like a physical blow, and I grip the edge of the console to steady myself. "What?"
Keith falters, blinking. His brows furrow, confusion sparking as his lips part. "What do you mean, 'what'?"
Pidge briskly jogs to her Paladin station, throwing herself into the chair. The glow of the monitor illuminates her determined face as her fingers fly across the keys.
"Oh..." she mutters, staring at the scrolling data.
Hunk ambles closer, peering over her shoulder. His eyes widen. "Oops."
I spin around to face them, my pulse quickening. "What does that mean?"
Pidge winces, her mouth pulling into an awkward, nervous smile as she glances at the rest of the team. "Well... turns out one day in the Patrulian Zone equals, uh... one month outside it."
Frustration bubbles inside me, and my gaze zeroes in on Lotor. His eyes widen as if he can feel the heat of my glare pinning him in place. "I am going to kill—"
Keith's voice cuts in quickly, alarmed. "What's going on?"
On instinct, Lotor raises both hands and slowly backs away, the motion as cautious as possible.
The bridge doors slide shut behind him with a hiss, and my eye twitches.
"Seriously," Keith insists, his voice harder now, "what's going on?"
"Oh, nothing." Lance steps in smoothly, throwing a casual wave at the screen.
Before Keith can press further, a shrill alarm blares from his end. The harsh red glow of warning lights spills across his armor, and his shoulders slump in exasperation.
"Shit." He presses his fingers to the bridge of his nose, pinching it as if holding his patience together by sheer will. "I don't have time for this. I'm in the middle of a mission." His eyes lift to meet mine, intense and unwavering. "Get in touch with Kolivan, okay? Immediately."
I nod once. "Okay. Be careful."
He manages a small, sincere smile. "You too."
The transmission cuts to black, leaving only the reflection of our tired faces on the darkened screen.
Silence hangs heavy until Lance sidles into my periphery. He gives me that knowing, infuriatingly smug look.
I scowl, rolling my eyes. "I'm going to go take a nap," I mutter, retreating toward the steps.
Hunk blinks, then straightens hurriedly. "Me too," he blurts, almost sheepish. "We spent the whole time trying to power the ship back on."
Lance lets out a deliberate, obnoxiously loud yawn, patting his mouth. "And I am exhausted."
Pidge crosses her arms, raising her knees to her chest. "You barely even did anything."
He returns the stare with flat exasperation. "Being the team's hype man takes a lot out of me."
Allura pinches the bridge of her nose before letting her hand fall to her side. She scans the group, her expression softening despite herself. "Alright," she concedes at last. "Nap time. Then wormhole back."
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 26 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆The Garrison Trio wreaked havoc upon the Galra Central Command aajsfdk☆
☆Lotor's patience wears thinner and thinner the more he spends time with team Voltron☆
☆The Empire is basically exactly as it was before they left to Oriande (i need the time to go by 🙂↕️)☆
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i probably should've saved this for 02/09/25, but i didn't 😁
Chapter 27: Omega Shield
Summary:
lots of stuff; season 6, episode 1 equivalent
ao3 was on and off 02/07 cause the entire server was under maintenance and that broke my heart cause i always have it up with VTLL when i'm writing and do "control f" to find stuff or just reread a specific scene and i couldn't do that 💔 Jellycat also released their 2025 spring collection and Albee Bee ALREADY GOT SOLD OUT. actually heartbreaking but i found it on the boutique i usually purchase jellycats from so maybe i'll just get it from there. he is so so so cute and i simply need him 🫶🏻
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happy reading!!
Notes:
Chapter 27 is all over the place only because i don't wanna drag it out. as i've mentioned, season 6 VLD = 6 months. that's too, too much. frankly, i just want keith back 😭 i can't believe he's been gone from the show for so long and i'm adding him in here every now and then, but i'm so sad VLD writers had him away for *that* long. i love his BoM arc, but it completely disconnected him from team voltron. i wish we had more canon BoM and Galra lore. I have also raised the stakes, so it's grappling with some really heavy stuff the first 4000 words or so. sendak's motivations for going to earth in s7 weren't that fleshed out imo, so i'm trying to do that here in VTLL. it's kind of an emotional rollercoaster now that i'm looking back lololol. 28's gonna be fun though 🤭 i'm trying to build up sendak since canon VLD... didn't?? he's evil in s7, but i think he could've been better built up in s6 so that's what i'm doing.
moving on to some lighter stuff, y/n hasn't canonly thirsted over keith since chapter 13 i believe, so this is long overdue. mutual thirsting tbh and tension (maybe??). Definitely tension on keith's side pfff. Poor poor Keith I feel guilty for the scene I wrote now 😭😭 sometimes i forget he's a boy sometimes AHAHA. so i had fun with this chapter. i just—it's so fun. lowkey feel like a bully though 😭 i'm not explicitly saying *what* exactly happened over there, but it's heavily implied. also, possible OOC for keith. frankly, i wrote this cause i wanted to experiment. idrk the male anatomy experience so who knows? (not me lololol). maybe i'll scrap the entire scene when i come back for editing. i think it tracks, i have no clue. i am eating up this slow-burn mutual pining situation yum yum yummy 🍽️
can we also acknowledge that Lance DIES saving Allura s6e1??? Everyone moves past it and it's literally never brought up again?? so yeah. took some creative liberties with that part 😁 honestly, this entire chapter is me taking creative liberties lololol
(click for) timeline with spoilers in case anyone's interested: ➭Tuesday, 03/17/2415: Team Voltron returns to the GCC ship; Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor’s Generals & Haggar arrive in the Patrulian Zone.
➭Friday, 04/03/2415: Pidge turns 15.
➭April 2415: Team Voltron continues working throughout the universe, liberating planets occupied by oppressive Galra and aiding with refugees. Keith continues to work with the Blade of Marmora; more Galra-on-Galra civil war breaks out.
➥Meanwhile, Sendak inflicts lots of violence and wars with various Galra Commanders, either taking their fleets by killing them or having them swear their allegiance to him.
➭Tuesday, 04/17/2415: Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor’s Generals & Haggar Day One in the Patrulian Zone.
➭May 2415: Beginning of Chapter 27 with Sendak’s message. (Y/N) resumes her training, trying to make herself stronger. Construction on infusing the Sincline ship with Altean alchemy begins (technically, season 6, episode 2)
➭Mid May 2415: Sendak’s next message.
➭Sunday, 05/17/2415: Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor’s Generals & Haggar Day Two in the Patrulian Zone.
➭May 20, 2415: Allura turns 19.
➭Early June 2415: Chapter 27’s Your POV; (Y/N)'s message—Second Imperial Decree, where she addresses her people at the Astral Conflux. Keith comforts (Y/N) in his bed after coming back from a mission.
➭Wednesday, 06/17/2415: Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor’s Generals & Haggar Day Three in the Patrulian Zone.
➭Late June 2415: Sendak officially establishes the “Fire of Purification” and broadcasts a smear speech against (Y/N). A guard finds a box of (Y/N)’s belongings (Third Person POV; (Y/N)’s past—Redacted footage). Construction/infusion continues on the ship for the quintessence field.
➭Early July 2415: Commander Trugg and Commander Ladnok begin their battle to possess Ranveig’s quintessence experiments base, where he developed a super weapon (season 5, episode 5).
➭Saturday, 07/04/2415: Chapter 27’s “present day” where Keith returns.
➭Tuesday, 07/07/2415: Keith leaves for another mission.
➭Friday, 07/10/2415: Dayak Tul arrives at the GCC; Omega Shield is attacked (season 6, episode 1).
➭July 2415: Infusing the ship with Altean alchemy continues.
➭Friday, 07/17/2415: Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor’s Generals & Haggar Day Four in the Patrulian Zone.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours"
Arctic Monkeys, I Wanna Be Yours
"We can't be friends
But I'd like to just pretend"
Ariana Grande, we can't be friends (wait for your love)
Your POV:
Commander Sendak's face fills my vision, and his eye narrows through the screen.
The message was delivered via an encrypted transmission. Its origin is untraceable.
His lips curl as he sneers. "You may have lit the Flame, but you and I both know you were never meant to rule the Empire. You are too weak," he spits out. "Do you truly believe the Empire will bend to your ideals so easily? That the old ways will die simply because you will them to? I am the true successor. You are nothing more than a fool sitting on my throne."
Damn him.
His jaw tightens. "I am coming for you, Va'driya. And I am coming for Voltron. You cannot stop me."
The screen goes black, and my jaw ticks, nails digging into my palms until I draw blood. My breath is steady, but my pulse hammers wildly in my throat.
"Still nothing." Pidge's voice pulls me out of my anger. She sighs, falling back in her seat as she rubs at her temples.
I swallow, turning to look at her. "Really?"
"Yeah." She frowns, pushing her glasses up. "I'm sorry, (Y/N)."
My gaze returns to the screen, and I hold the pendant, my thumb running over the crystal. "Play it again."
"(Y/N), we've already watched it twen—" Lotor says, taking a step closer.
"Play it again," I repeat, my voice firmer this time.
With a sigh, Lotor's head dips, and he presses a button.
|••••••••••|
The lights are dim in the hangar bay aboard the Galra Central Command ship.
Allura and I have been channeling Altean alchemy for twenty minutes already. My head spins, but I keep my eyes closed and focus on transmitting my energy. My knees buckle, and I stumble.
"(Y/N), you must sleep," Allura says, opening her eyes to glance at me. She lifts her hands off the ship to catch me. "I can handle it."
"No, I can do it." I frown, shaking my head and steadying myself. I push my hands harder against the ship's cool metal, my nails biting into it to keep myself upright.
Lotor sighs, powering off his right bracer with stored data as he straightens. Walking over to us, he places a hand on my shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Princess Allura is right," he says. "You are over-exerting yourself."
"We just started," I retort.
Allura sighs this time, pulling my hands away with a stern look. "Don't be stubborn."
My eyes narrow on her as I pout. "I am not stu—"
"You are quite stubborn," Lotor interrupts, rolling his eyes.
"Hey!" Pidge exclaims. "You guys starting without us?"
I shift, craning my neck and leaning on my toes to peer past Lotor's tall frame. Down below, Pidge, Hunk, and Lance are clustered together at the base of the platform, all three of them staring up at us with varying degrees of outrage.
Hunk plants his hands on his hips. "Yeah, you didn't think to maybe call the engineers before you began building your inter-reality quintessence field, magical Altean alchemy super-ship?"
Lance crosses his arms as he raises a brow. "Right. You didn't think to call the engineers." He pauses, smirking. "And me?"
He leans back against the nearest worktable for emphasis—only for his elbow to knock directly into a tray of tools. The clatter is deafening. A wrench bounces off the metal floor, and a vial spins off the edge, shattering.
He lets out a strangled yelp that echoes through the hangar as he whirls to steady the mess, arms flailing.
The rest of us freeze. I pinch the bridge of my nose, praying for patience.
The clattering stops. He gives us a sheepish look, scratching the back of his head. "What?"
"We just cleaned up," I mutter, rolling my eyes.
"Stars above." Allura sighs. With a slight shake of her head, she turns her focus on the trio. "I appreciate that you want to help. Unfortunately, there's not a lot for you to do."
Lotor nods, a smile tugging at his lips. "Infusing the comet ore with Altean alchemy is quite different than simply building a ship."
Pidge and Hunk share a look. "Magic," they both say.
Allura inclines her chin. "We'll certainly call you if we're in need of assistance."
"Hmm, oh well." Hunk shrugs, turning to walk away. "More time to integrate those Galra shields with our Altean tech." Pidge trails behind him. "There's gotta be a way to do it."
Allura leans in as Lotor powers on his bracer, showing us the schematics.
Lance glances up at us, shifting from one foot to the other. "You sure you don't need any help?" They don't respond. "No?"
Sighing, Lotor looks at him and gestures lazily toward me. "(Y/N), go to bed with Lance."
"What? No." I shake my head, crossing my arms as I puff out my chest. "I'm staying right here to help. I'm not tired."
Allura looks at me and then down at Lance. She doesn't even have to open her mouth before he quickly nods and jogs up the stairs, saying, "On it, pretty lady."
|••••••••••|
As I scroll through the endless schematics flickering across my datapad, I scoop another wobbling clump of purple food goo with my spork. My chin sinks into my palm, and a glum sigh passes through me.
Beside me, Lotor sits cross-legged on the floor, papers spread around him in a chaotic mess that only he seems to understand. His hair has slipped forward, curtaining his face as he frowns at the figures he's been calculating for what feels like hours. He takes a bite of a zahar cookie, crumbs scattering across his lap, then slumps forward until his elbows dig into his knees.
"Stars above," he grumbles, the words muffled by the baked good.
I glance at him over the edge of my datapad and reach blindly for one of the juice pouches stacked on the crate between us. "Still figuring it out?" My fingers pop the straw through the foil, and I take a sip.
A jolt of sourness sears across my tongue, and my whole face puckers. My nose scrunches as I pull the pouch away, reading the label on it with deep betrayal.
Damn it, I don't like this flavor.
"Even with you and Allura working on it," Lotor says, not looking up, "the infusion will take several movements. Maybe longer, depending on—" He waves a hand vaguely over his notes, the gesture as weary as his voice. Then, he leans across me, his shoulder brushing mine, and plucks a pouch from the pile. He punctures it, takes a sip, and grimaces. "Red. Of course." He holds it out to me. "Trade?"
I eye his pouch, then mine, and wordlessly nod.
The first swallow of the red berry juice is mercifully sweet, washing away the tang from before. I hum a small, involuntary sound of relief as I sink back into my schematics.
The doors to the throne room slide open, revealing a male Galra guard. "Empress, a supply ship just docked."
Setting the juice pouch on the floor beside me, I tilt my head as I continue scrolling through data. "Already?"
Lotor shifts and finishes his cookie. "Whose?" he asks.
"Is it the medical supplies for Olkarion's refugees?" My brows furrow as I look up from the datapad. "Those aren't due for another couple of days."
"We are unsure, Empress." The guard pauses, his face grim. "But it is one of our ships."
With a sigh, Lotor gets on his feet and outstretches his hand. I grab it, and he hauls me up. "Let's go."
I quicken my pace to keep up with his long strides as we walk, turning several corridors before we reach our destination.
The hangar bay is unusually silent.
Normally, when a supply ship returns, there is nonstop movement. Sentries unload the cargo, guards disembark, engineers check the ships, those higher in the chain of command come to the throne room for a briefing—there is always motion, always purpose.
But no one moves.
Rows of guards stand stiff and uneasy.
A sense of foreboding prickles my skin.
"What's going on?" I ask, stepping closer to the dock the ship's landed on. My eyes trail over the large shipping containers. They're a dark purple metal.
These aren't medical supplies.
"Would you like us to get the Paladins, Empress?" a guard hesitantly asks. "Maybe Princess Allura?"
I don't want them to see whatever is in here.
"No." I step forward to the largest container, and the acrid scent floods my senses. Swallowing hard, I turn to look at the sentries. "Open it," I command, gesturing in front of me.
Four sentries lift the metallic lid off the container, and the thick, metallic scent of blood overwhelms me.
I recoil, covering my mouth with my hand as my eyes fall upon the contents.
Inside, stacked in a grotesque mound, are the severed heads and dismembered limbs of Galra Commanders—the very ones who had pledged their loyalty to me. Blood pools at the bottom, and the bodies have been arranged with deliberate cruelty.
A mockery. A display meant to wound as much as to horrify.
My breath hitches. My vision blurs with tears that I force back, refusing to let them fall.
Lotor's jaw tightens beside me, his fists clenching at his sides.
A single datapad rests atop the carnage.
My body feels heavy as I step forward. Each step is a battle against the wave of nausea rising within me. The stench saturates my lungs, my clothes, my skin. My hand trembles as I reach for the datapad, my fingers smearing with sticky blood.
When the device powers on, I almost drop it.
Commander Sendak's face fills the screen.
One by one, his gauntleted hand lifts a head, showing their slack, lifeless faces. Their eyes are gouged out, and various teeth have been pulled from their mouths.
My stomach flips violently.
Stars above.
"You believe yourself powerful because you sit on the throne?" The head in his grasp falls onto the floor with a fleshy, squelching thump, and specks of blood coat his face from the splatters. "You have nothing to offer the Empire. You are nothing, and you are weak. I can bring the Empire power and glory. I can continue Emperor Zarkon's legacy. I can be Sendak the Great." He sneers. "They swore their allegiance to you," Commander Sendak states, almost amused as he pans over dozens more corpses. "This is what loyalty to you earns—death."
The message doesn't end there.
Blood-curdling screams begin, sounds born from the depths of agony. The video shifts to torture sequences, and I can't handle it anymore.
Fury takes over as I smash the datapad and crush it beneath my boots. I pace, but the sickening crunch of shattered metal and glass does little to drown out the howling rage coursing through my veins.
The echoes of the screams still ring in my head.
Lotor shifts beside me, his tension palpable. "(Y/N)..." His voice is even, but the warning is clear.
I meet his gaze, and my eyes darken. My nails bite into my palms until I feel warmth—my own blood now mingling with the blood of the dead.
With a quivering jaw, I look at the bodies again, or rather, what is left of them. They mock me with their silence. I step forward, gripping the edge of the container. My fingers tighten around the cold metal, and my reflection wavers in the blood pooled below.
Ripping my gaze from the carnage and turning on my heel, I lift my chin. "Burn it." My voice is steady, colder than I feel. "Burn it all."
Without another word, the sentries comply with my commands. Flamethrowers ignite, and the scent of charred flesh fills the air.
My expression hardens as I watch the flames engulf them.
"May the light from the stars in space guide you to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara protect you," I say, my voice wavering. I reach for the pendant, clinging to it and wishing Keith were here with me. Wishing for the security I feel with him. "For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. Safe journey into the afterlife."
Lotor's throat bobs as he stares at the fire burning. "A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya."
Swallowing thickly, I whisper, "I'm so sorry."
Around us, those remaining salute, whispering Vrepit Sa under their breaths.
Lotor watches me carefully, his brows furrowing. His voice is hushed as he leans in. "You already know what this means."
My eyes never leave the flames as they consume what remains of loyalty and honor.
I nod slowly. "He's forcing my hand," I reply just as quietly. "War is coming."
"We need—"
I cut him off, wiping blood from my hands, my jaw set. "What we need is quintessence, and we are running out of time."
Your POV; (Y/N)'s message—Second Imperial Decree:
Standing tall before the throne, I lift my chin and force my spine rigid, refusing to show even a flicker of weakness. Every corner of the throne room is shadowed but alive, filled with Galra drones recording my every move. Their lenses glint, reflecting my image back at me, soon to be broadcast across the Empire and far beyond.
My hands ball into fists at my sides until my nails draw crescent moons into my palms. The sting anchors me, steadying the storm in my chest. This is not merely a broadcast to a faceless Empire—it is a blade pointed at one man. Commander Sendak.
Let him hear each word and choke on it.
I cross the dais slowly and lower myself onto the throne. My gaze finds the nearest drone, and I let the fire caged within my eyes bleed through.
"Galra brothers and sisters, I am your Empress, (Y/N), daughter and successor of the late Emperor Zarkon," I announce, projecting my voice. "There are rumors of doubt regarding my leadership. Do not let them poison your ears. Pledge loyalty to me, and I will deliver the Galra Empire unto times of untold prosperity."
I lean forward, letting the weight of my stare drag every unseen listener closer. "An age of unlimited quintessence, the likes of which this universe has never known. I will raise our grand Empire above the indigence and violence of its past up to new heights of peace and limitless possibility. Those factions that splintered from the Empire will pay for their treachery.
"They will be hunted. They will be punished. They will kneel. This is not a promise," I declare, voice ringing with finality. "It is inevitable. This is our future—an Empire reborn. An Empire transfigured."
The words hang in the air before the broadcast cuts.
|••••••••••|
My cheek nuzzles into the warmth below me. "Mullet?" I whisper sleepily.
"Mmm?" Keith replies drowsily, twisting a strand of my hair with his fingers.
I shift slightly, the blanket rustling as I turn my head up toward him. The dim glow of the Castle Ship's corridor lights filters through the doorway, casting soft shadows across his face. His eyes are barely open, dark and hazy with sleep, but he still tilts his head toward me.
My hand tightens on his shirt. "I'm... I'm afraid."
Keith hums again but doesn't rush me to explain. He just waits, his warmth making me feel safe.
"The messages." I swallow, my fingers tightening against the soft material of his shirt. "I know what's coming, but I—" My breath catches, my voice faltering. I close my eyes, pressing my forehead against his chest. "I don't know if I'm strong enough."
A slow exhale brushes against my temple. His hand finds my back, moving up and down in a soothing motion. "You are," he whispers raspily. "You're the strongest person I know."
My chest tightens, my eyes sting, and I suck in a sharp breath to hold it all together. "I don't feel like it," I admit quietly. "All the training I'm doing—I don't—maybe... maybe Sendak is right. Maybe I am too weak."
"You are anything but weak." Keith shifts beneath me, his fingers slowly threading through my hair.
I exhale shakily, feeling my body unclench, even if just a little. "I keep seeing their faces. The blood. The way they—" My throat tightens, and I swallow the rest of the sentence, but Keith understands.
His fingers still for a moment before he presses his lips against my temple, holding me tightly. "I'm so sorry, (Y/N)."
Sniffling, I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to will away the images—the severed limbs, the empty eyes, the screams echoing through the transmissions. The tears fall anyway, dripping onto his shirt as they slide down my cheeks.
He rests his chin lightly atop my head. "I wish I could bear the burden for you," he admits, his voice cracking.
"Keith..."
"I mean it. If I could carry this for you, I would. Without hesitation." He exhales slowly, and his hand resumes its soothing motion, fingers trailing through my hair in rhythmic strokes. "Try to get some sleep, yeah? I'm here. Right here."
I tilt my head up to meet his gaze, my tear-filled eyes searching his face. His brows are knit together with concern.
Stars above, how I love him.
"Okay," I whisper, nuzzling into his chest and taking a deep breath.
"You're stronger than anyone thinks," Keith whispers. "Stronger than even you know."
I try to focus on his heartbeat beneath my cheek, willing myself to find solace in the rise and fall of his chest. In the steady beating of his heart. My eyelids feel heavier, the exhaustion creeping in after weeks of anxiety and fear.
I can finally feel safe because Keith is here. He's not on a mission for the Blade—he's in his room. We're in his bed and I'm in his arms.
But sleep won't come, because even here, safe in Keith's arms, the bloodstained images linger. Commander Sendak's messages play on a loop in my mind as they have for weeks already.
I shift, burrowing closer into Keith, and his arms instinctively tighten around me.
"Still thinking about it?" he murmurs.
I nod against his chest.
His sigh is quiet. "You know," he says, his voice low and thoughtful, "Shiro once told me that being a leader isn't about being fearless. It's about standing up even when you're terrified. Even when you think you'll break under the pressure."
I lift my head slightly, just enough to see the way his eyes soften.
"You're not weak, (Y/N)." His fingers brush against my face before tucking a stray strand of hair behind my ear. "You're carrying more than anyone should, but you're still here. Still fighting." His thumb lingers against my cheek, a ghost of a touch. "That's strength."
A lump forms in my throat, and I swallow hard against it.
Keith's gaze searches mine. I lean into his touch, my breath shuddering as I try to find something solid in the chaos. My fingers tighten in the fabric of his shirt, and his hand never leaves my skin.
"He's using everything he knows against me," I whisper hoarsely. "And it—how can I ask anyone to follow me when death is what loyalty to me brings them?"
He exhales, his fingers tracing gentle patterns along my back. "Because they're not following you out of fear," he says, his voice sure. "They believe in you. They see something worth fighting for. They see your vision."
I bite my lip, shaking my head. "And if they're wrong?" My voice cracks, betraying the fear that's been gnawing at me since I lit the Flame. "If I make the wrong choice, if I lead them into a war we can't win—"
Keith doesn't let me finish. His hand cups my cheek fully now, tilting my face so I have no choice but to meet his gaze. "Then you'll make it right." His thumb brushes against my cheek. "Because that's what leaders do. They don't have all the answers, and yeah, they make mistakes. But the good ones? They don't run from them. They don't let fear stop them from doing what's right."
I search his face, looking for any trace of doubt, but there is none.
Keith is always unwavering in his convictions, even when he's afraid. Even when he doubts himself, he never lets it consume him.
I want to be like that.
A shaky breath escapes me, and I nod. "Thank you," I whisper.
His eyes soften further, and his lips part like he wants to say something, but he hesitates. Instead, his thumb brushes one last time across my cheek before his hand falls away, resting lightly against my back. "Try to sleep."
I nod, resting my head against him again. He pulls the blanket tighter around us, and for the first time in a long while, I fall asleep with him by my side.
|••••••••••|
The briefing screen opposite the throne flares to life, bathing the room in a shifting glow of colors. A sprawling map of the Galra Empire spreads across its surface, its territories rendered in an array of red, pink, orange, and purple, each hue denoting control, conflict, or occupation. Fine lines spiderweb outward, connecting strongholds and supply routes. Dotted lights pulse along the borders, blinking steadily with live updates.
Before us stands a male guard, his hands clasped behind his back as he speaks. "The civil war continues unimpeded," he states. "More and more Galra forces are leaving to join other factions. Commander Sendak has claimed the most deserters. They call themselves the 'Fire of Purification,' and their attacks have been relentless."
Shiro stiffens beside me, and Allura crosses her arms tightly over her chest. Lotor's eyes narrow at Commander Sendak's image projection.
I inhale a deep breath and try to steady my racing heart. "Have there been any more messages?" My fingers start to shake, and I force them still.
The guard looks at me and nods once. "Yes, Empress." As he moves his hands to press play, he pauses, hesitating. "Are... are you sure you'd like to see?"
A frown tugs on my lips.
"How bad is the message?" Allura asks quietly, her voice full of dread.
Shiro's brows furrow as he looks at the screen. "It's Sendak."
Beside me, Lotor exhales and steps closer, placing himself within reach in case I need to reach out for him. His voice is low, a murmur meant only for me. "Are you certain you want to see this, (Y/N)?"
No, not really.
But I square my shoulders. "I must," I say, returning my attention to the guard. "Play it."
"Attention citizens of the Galra Empire." Commander Sendak's face flashes across the briefing screen. "The Empire has rotted under false leadership. The blood of Zarkon runs weak in his so-called successor. Your Va'driya dares to lay claim to what she does not understand."
His eyes gleam, his voice gaining venom. "I am a descendant of Vrig the Great—the Empire's twenty-sixth Emperor who allowed the Galra to rise to where we are today." His lips curl as his gaze hardens. "(Y/N) is not pure-blooded Galra; she is below scum—a half-breed traitor. The Radyr Se'tar who killed our Emperor. Unfit. Unworthy."
Each word lands like a blow. My nails bite into my palms, grounding me in the sharp sting. I refuse to blink.
Commander Sendak's voice lowers, almost thoughtful. "You offer them peace. Words of unity. You ask warriors to bow to prey—and dare to call yourself a warrior?" He exhales, a huff of amusement. "Pathetic."
A sequence of destruction follows—Galra ships bursting into flames, planets being scorched by ion cannons, and death. So much death.
A cruel smirk spreads on his lips. "Your Empress cannot even enter a gladiator arena without panicking. She cannot take a life without shedding tears. Is that someone strong enough to lead?"
My stomach clenches.
"Take heed," he continues. "Galra citizens who side with Voltron will be destroyed."
The recording shifts, showing a Galra officer kneeling, wrists bound behind his back with a thick, electrified chain. His armor is cracked and smeared with blood—fresh blood, still dripping onto the metallic floor beneath him. His eyes are swollen, barely open.
Hazy stars fill my vision as I recognize him. Commander Raeth. One of the first Galrans to pledge his loyalty to me.
He lifts his head weakly, spitting at Commander Sendak's feet. "Quiznak... you," he rasps, voice hoarse from whatever torment he's endured.
"Fool." Commander Sendak powers on his clawed gauntlet, and dark energy crackles from it as he strikes it across his chest.
My breath catches in my throat as I stumble closer. "No."
Commander Raeth lets out a sickening scream before the feed cuts to black.
The silence that follows is unbearable.
I can't breathe. I can't think.
All that exists is the pounding of my pulse, the burning behind my eyes, the taste of bile at the back of my throat.
Then, a flicker. A single line of text appears on the darkened screen: The weak will fall. The Empire will rise again. Vrepit Sa!
My hands tremble as I stare at those words, carved into the void like a death sentence.
An arena appears on the screen, and screams start again. Galrans are stripped, their bodies battered and bloodied, as the crowd around them roars. The guttural chants echo through the projection's speakers, and a door slides open, revealing a beast with blood dripping from its mouth.
The beast turns, now facing us, and charges.
A choked sob escapes me as I flinch back, curling inward instinctively.
"Enough." Lotor moves, placing himself between me and the screen. "Shut it off."
It powers down.
No one speaks.
My knees sink into the floor. I lie as a ball, frozen, my breath shallow and uneven. My hands can't stop trembling, and my stomach churns. I press a palm against it, hoping that it will steady me.
Lotor steps closer and crouches down, his voice soft and careful as he asks, "(Y/N)?"
Allura frowns. "(Y/N), are you okay?"
I shake my head, swallowing the lump in my throat. "He wants me to react. To be reckless. To prove I am weak," I whisper, jaw quivering. "He wants war."
Shiro shifts, looking at me. "And what do you want?"
I lift my chin, pulling steel into my voice despite the quake in my body. "I want justice."
|••••••••••|
The doors slide open.
"Empress, we've found something."
A Galra guard steps beside me as I stare out the Galra Central Command ship's viewport, my eyes distant as I fidget with my necklace.
When I spare him a glance, my breath hitches, and I blink several times at the metal box in his hands.
Slowly, I reach out with furrowed brows and take it with trembling hands.
The cool metal is rough beneath my fingertips, its once-bright paint chipped and faded. The hearts and flowers I had so carefully painted as a child are now ghostly remnants of their former selves. My name, scrawled in my own childish handwriting, stares back at me, frozen in time.
My memory box.
Tears brim in my eyes, and I force the lump in my throat down. I can feel the guard watching me, awaiting my command, but I can't focus on anything besides the box in front of me. I thumb the edge of the lid.
My breath is unsteady as I open it.
The latch gives with a quiet click, the hinges creaking.
Inside, there are small, worn trinkets, a bundle of handwritten notes, my old journals, and an old Galra hard drive full of recordings.
"Stars above," I whisper, my voice breaking. A soft exhale escapes me, too shaky to be called a laugh. I press my lips together. "Where did you find this?"
The guard shifts on his feet. "In the wing where Emperor Zarkon slept, Empress," he answers carefully.
I barely hear him.
My fingers ghost over the faded edges of the notes, my breath hitching as I recognize the crude drawings of star maps, of ships, of dreams sketched in the eager, unsteady hand of a child.
"Empress (Y/N)?" the guard asks, hesitant.
I blink, inhaling sharply, and straighten. "Yes, thank you," I say, my hands wrapping around the box protectively. "You're dismissed."
The guard bows his head and steps back, vanishing through the doors without another word.
My fingers hover over the drive inside, and a part of me hesitates.
What's on this thing? And does it even work?
I reach for it, holding it tightly in my hand. My fingers trace along the purple metal, and when I turn it around, Dayak Alik's neat penmanship greets me.
It is as though all the air has been stolen from my lungs, and I stare at the handwriting, my mouth falling open.
"To our ga'oki kriensa—may you always remember your vows," it states.
My eyes skim along the Galran characters, and Dayak Zlak's smaller, rushed penmanship comes into view.
"Nis gaol vae a'nah, Va'tara," it states.
We love you forever, Princess.
A single tear slides down my cheek.
I need to find Lotor.
Third Person POV; (Y/N)'s past—Redacted footage:
(Y/N) is nine years old. Her hair is pulled back in two messy braids, held together by satin burgundy-colored ribbons. She sits cross-legged on the floor of the training deck, her expression thoughtful as she stares at the ceiling and plays with the cuffs of her sleeves.
Across from her, Lotor mirrors her position, his hair disheveled from their earlier sparring session.
Dayak Zlak stands nearby, observing the young blood heirs. Dayak Alik momentarily pans the camera to his face before adjusting it on its tripod.
Every few phoebs, the blood heirs are recorded for their combat progress reports.
Stepping away, Alik's brows furrow as he takes in the children's tired forms, and he crouches down, a knowing smile on his face. "You're unusually quiet, little ones." His voice adopts the fatherly tone he uses when he and Dayak Zlak tuck them into bed. "What troubles you?"
(Y/N)'s fingers idly trace circles on the floor as she sighs. "Dayak Alik," she asks curiously, glancing between him and Zlak. "What did you want to be when you were my age?"
Alik blinks, caught off guard by the question, and chuckles. "Ah, that is a good question." He pauses, rubbing his chin as he thinks. "Well, when I was your age, I wanted to be an Emissary. I wanted to explore the galaxies and go on missions without war or duty weighing me down."
Her nose scrunches as she leans forward. "But you became a Dayak."
He nods, his expression turning wistful. "Yes. Life has a way of changing our paths."
(Y/N) nods slowly, furrowing her brows. "If you could choose again, would you still be a Dayak?"
Alik glances at Zlak, who meets his gaze with a knowing look. A lifetime of unspoken words passes between them before Alik turns back to the children.
"Of course," he answers earnestly. "Because no matter where my path has led me, it has led me here. And I would not trade that for anything." He tilts his head at her. "What of you, little warrior? What do you wish to be when you grow up?"
She grins, her fingers curling into the fabric of her sleeves, adrenaline still coursing through her veins. She looks to Lotor, who simply watches her, waiting. Her gaze returns to her Dayaks, her confidence shining through. "I want to be stronger than anyone—a warrior who cannot be beaten."
Dayak Zlak folds his arms, nodding in approval. "A worthy goal."
Lotor exhales softly, rolling his eyes. "I thought you wanted to be an explorer," he points out.
(Y/N) narrows her eyes as her attention shifts. "You don't think I can do both?"
"I think you can do anything." Lotor's lips twitch in amusement. "But do you want to fight forever?" His voice dips, quieter, more uncertain. "Because I don't."
She stills, studying her elder brother carefully. "Well..." She pauses. "What do you want to be?"
His shoulders droop slightly. "I just want to be an explorer," he admits. "I want to learn about the universe. I don't want to be a warrior, I don't want to be Emp—" He cuts himself off abruptly, picking at a loose thread on his sleeve.
(Y/N) blinks, tilting her head to the side. "You don't want to be... Emperor?" she finishes, her voice quiet.
Lotor hesitates, his fingers pressing into the fabric of his training uniform. "I—" He glances at Dayak Zlak, then at Dayak Alik, expecting them to correct him. When they don't, he turns back to (Y/N). "I don't know. Father says I am too weak."
She gives him a reassuring smile, scooting in until her hand is placed on his own. "You're not too weak, Lotor," she says solemnly. "You are the strongest, most brilliant person I know."
He blinks at her, a frown tugging at his lips. His eyes search hers for any trace of insincerity, but there is none. There is only the fierce, unwavering belief that she always has.
"You can be whatever you want." (Y/N) scoots closer, leaning in as if sharing a great secret. "I'll be strong enough for both of us," she whispers, full of conviction. "If you don't want to fight, I'll do it. If you want to explore, I'll light the Flame and become Empress."
Lotor's lips part, his breath catching. He stares at her, at the fierce certainty in her eyes, and something in his chest tightens. "You would do that?" he asks, voice softer than a whisper.
She squeezes his hand. "Of course. I'd do anything for you."
The words are spoken as if they are the most obvious thing in the universe, and she looks at him like the weight of the Empire means nothing in comparison to her promise to him.
Lotor swallows. His fingers twitch under her touch. "But—Father says—"
"Father is wrong," she interrupts, her voice steady. "I don't care what he says. I don't care what anyone says. If you don't want to be Emperor, you don't have to be." She pauses, giving him another smile. "But if you want to be, I will support you. You're my brother no matter what."
Dayak Alik watches the two, his expression caught between admiration and sorrow. Their laughter, their stubbornness, their energy, their resilience—it reminds him of another time.
"Stars above," he breathes. "May you bear witness to the young Va'tarii and their vows."
Behind him, Dayak Zlak stands rigid, his shoulders square though his chest tightens with a sharp, unwelcome pang. He will not show softness, tries not to.
"Enough talk, little ones," he states. "Back on your feet. Training is not finished. You must correct your mistakes—Palen Bol!"
(Y/N) groans dramatically, sprawling back on the mat. "Ugh, I hate Palen Bol," she mutters, rolling her eyes. Still, she obeys, springing up with a huff and grabbing Lotor's arm to drag him along. She shoves her sleeves past her elbows.
The doors hiss open, and Dayak Kola enters, her arms full of water and nutritional bars. Her steps are measured as her gaze sweeps across the training deck with an appraising calm. She sets the packs down neatly on the bench.
"Come, Va'tarii se'tar," she calls. "It is time for lunch."
Both children freeze mid-motion, sweat still dripping down their brows.
Lotor's gaze darts toward the food, suspicious, almost hopeful. "But... I thought we weren't allowed to eat here."
Kola unwraps a bar carefully, mindful not to scatter crumbs across the deck. She lifts her chin with a nod. "Toquintant will be an exception."
(Y/N)'s face lights up. "Food!" she squeals, clapping her hands before darting forward, decorum already forgotten. She snatches a water bottle with both hands, twists it open, and downs its contents in greedy gulps.
Water dribbles down her chin.
Kola's brow arches. She steps forward, brushing damp strands of hair from her flushed forehead. "Slowly, Va'tara."
(Y/N) gasps for air, cheeks burning as much from the reprimand as from thirst. She wipes her mouth with the back of her hand. "But I like being fast," she pants. "And I like being faster than Lotor."
Lotor, already nibbling quietly on his bar, only shakes his head. He doesn't argue. He doesn't need to.
Zlak leans against the wall, arms folded, his ever-watchful gaze scanning both heirs. "Faster does not mean stronger," he rumbles.
"Yes, it does," (Y/N) fires back immediately, mouth full.
Alik chuckles softly, easing some of the tension. "Not always, little warrior. Do you know the tale of the Hare of Belle?"
Her eyes widen, curious sparking. "No."
He leans forward, lowering his voice. "Long ago, in the eastern isles of Altea, there was a hare who boasted of being faster than all. She challenged every rival she could find—gorvith, bird, even the water itself. And she always won. Her paws were swifter than the wind, her heart filled with pride. But then, she grew too proud. She challenged the mountain. She ran and ran, leaping over roots, skimming stones, until her paws bled. Yet the mountain did not move. It only waited. And when she grew weary, the mountain stood victorious, without ever taking a single step."
(Y/N)'s brows pinch together. "That's... not fair."
Alik's smile is gentle. "Exactly. Speed without wisdom is wasted. Do you see?"
She narrows her eyes, chewing slowly now. "Then I'll be both."
"Both?" Alik asks, his amusement clear.
"Yes." Her chin lifts, proud. "Faster and stronger. And smarter than mountains."
Alik laughs before rising and stepping toward the recording equipment to adjust the lens. But as he reaches for it, his amusement falters. His brows knit when he sees the light already glowing red.
His lips tighten into a thin line. "Quiznak," he mutters under his breath.
The camera caught every word.
The recording cuts to black.
|••••••••••|
I swallow the lump in my throat, forcing it down, and rewind the recording to the moment where Dayak Zlak, Dayak Alik, and Dayak Kola come into perfect view.
The image freezes, their faces suspended in stillness.
Pausing the recording feels like pressing a knife into my chest. My body caves in on itself, trembling as tears spill over, hot against my skin. I stare at the frozen screen until the shapes blur.
I can't breathe.
Dayak Alik's expression holds a quiet sorrow, one I had never noticed, too young to understand. His eyes seemed to speak of truths I wasn't ready to hear. Dayak Zlak's sharp, knowing gaze cuts even through time—eyes like fire, fixed on us. Lotor is there, so hesitant, so full of wide-eyed hope, like he thought the universe might yet show him mercy.
And me.
So small. So certain. So willing to take the weight of an Empire onto my own shoulders if it meant he wouldn't have to.
Dayak Kola lingers at the edge of the frame, her presence subtle but constant, quiet strength wrapped in restraint.
Beside me, Lotor stares at the screen, his breathing erratic. "I had forgotten their faces," he whispers, voice breaking. "Stars above, how could I forget them?"
The words pierce me. I choke back a sob and swipe at my tears with the heel of my palm. "I—" My voice trembles. "I am not meant to be Empress. I thought I could do this, that I was strong enough, but I'm as foolish as that hare. Stars—"
"You're not." Lotor's interruption is quiet and firm.
A humorless, bitter chuckle escapes me. I shake my head. "I'm too proud. Too—Too ill-equipped for this."
His eyes find mine, and in them is a sadness so vast it threatens to drown me. "You are enough," he says softly, insistently. "Stars, don't you see? You were the only one who ever believed I could be more than what Father drilled into me."
His hand reaches out, fingers trembling, suspended in the space between us. For a moment, I think he might take mine. But he lets it fall, the gesture collapsing back to his knee.
"Don't call that pride," he murmurs. "Call it love. Call it loyalty. But don't... don't call it foolish."
I stare at him, the words clawing through the cracks of my armor. "I feel like a failure."
"Oh, milis kriensa," he breathes, voice breaking, and finally closes the distance, wrapping his arms around me.
My cheek presses into the fabric of his shirt, the scent of him flooding me with memories. I cling to him, fingers clutching tight, as though he might disappear if I let go.
The screen glows before us, their faces frozen in stillness. Three guardians from another life. Their faces bear down on me.
I can feel the tension radiating from Lotor, every muscle strung taut with grief he doesn't know how to release, grief that mirrors my own.
"I don't want this to be all we remember them by," I whisper into his chest, my voice muffled. "A recording."
His arms tighten, and he exhales into my hair, a sound that is half-sigh, half-sob.
"Then don't," he whispers. "Don't let this be the only thing."
My eyes squeeze shut, the ache in my chest a relentless weight.
"But they're gone," I force out.
"They are," he concedes softly, "but not from us."
I lift my head, searching his face. His eyes are rimmed red, his cheeks damp. He looks like the boy I once knew and the man forged in sorrow all at once.
I draw back enough to wipe my face, the gesture clumsy. "You sound like Alik," I say, my throat raw.
His mouth twitches faintly, a ghost of a smile. "Then maybe I was listening more than I thought."
Lotor's gaze shifts back to the frozen image, to the three Dayaks preserved in memory.
With deliberate slowness, he reaches out, his fingers grazing the screen.
"May they rest now among the stars," he whispers, tears streaming freely down his face. "A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya."
My breath catches, and I press my hand to the screen alongside his.
"A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya," I echo, voice breaking.
The words hang in the silence.
A prayer, a promise, a farewell.
|••••••••••|
The gladiator arena surrounds me, and I inhale deeply, my breath shaky but controlled.
Closing my eyes, I power on my bayard and swing the double-bladed staff in a downward arc, imagining a beast. I spin and strike harder, pushing forward in a blur.
Memories start resurfacing, and my heart pounds, but I do not allow fear to take root. Instead, I push it down where it belongs.
I am not weak. I am not unworthy. I am not afraid.
My arms burn, my breaths come faster now, and sweat beads at my temple, but I do not stop. I continue through the dizzying haze, the fatigue, and the pounding of my head. I continue until I am physically incapable of training, and push through even that.
Pain is my reminder.
The arena is completely silent, save for my gasps of breath. I collapse onto my knees, sinking into the cold floor, and touch the pendant at my neck, my fingers brushing over the smooth crystal.
Closing my eyes, I imagine Keith in his bed with his arms wrapped around me as his hand gently strokes my hair. I imagine his reassuring whispers of safety as his skin is against mine.
My chest tightens, and a fresh wave of grief sweeps through me.
I miss him.
"Stars above," I whisper, my voice hoarse. Tears spill down my cheeks. "Please bring my home back to me. I—I need him."
Your POV; Present day:
"Finally." A voice chuckles behind me, smooth and teasing. "I've been aimlessly walking around for fifteen minutes already."
My eyes widen, and I jolt, spinning around.
A wide grin bursts onto my face before I can stop it, joy and sheer relief crashing over me in a dizzying wave.
"K-Keith?" I ask, my chest heaving up and down.
Swallowing thickly, I wipe the sweat beading my forehead with the back of my hand.
Keith's entire expression brightens as he takes five long strides to close the distance between us. His arms wrap around me, and my bayard clatters onto the floor as my arms instinctively rise to meet his embrace.
The moment my body touches his, I instantly sink into him.
Snaking my hands around his neck, I press further against him. I bury myself in his warmth, greedy for it, desperate for it.
His scent fills my senses, and my heart stumbles over itself.
He's here. He's really here.
I exhale against his shoulder, my heart feeling full. "You could've warned me," I mumble, voice muffled by his armor. My fingers sink into the hair at the nape of his neck, holding him even closer.
Keith chuckles, the sound reverberating from his chest into me. "And miss the look on your face?" He leans back just enough to see me. "No way."
I scoff, nudging him as I step back, but he doesn't let go right away. His hands linger at my waist before he blinks and drops them.
"What are you doing here?" I ask.
I can't seem to stop smiling, even if I tried.
"Had some free time before my next mission." His expression softens as his fingers brush damp strands of hair from my face, tucking them gently behind my ear. "You've been training nonstop, huh?"
The touch sends heat rushing to my cheeks. I huff out a laugh. "What gave me away?"
He smirks. "What doesn't?" His gaze sweeps down to the tank top clinging to skin slick with sweat. His tone shifts, lighter. "How long have you been at it?"
"Only three hours."
"Only?" His lips twitch. "Up for some more?"
I arch a brow. "Really? You want to spar with me right now?"
"What?" He smirks, and just like that, the air shifts. "Afraid you can't keep up, Empress?"
Snorting, I step back, bending down to grab my bayard. I firmly grip it, and it transforms into a double-bladed staff.
"Oh," I say, a smirk forming on my lips. "I can keep up, Mullet."
Keith shakes his head with a slight chuckle, moving to undo the top part of his Blade of Marmora armor. Pieces of it fall onto the floor, revealing his biceps, which flex almost hypnotically. The chest plate snags on the hem of the black t-shirt clinging to his torso, and his abdomen peeks from underneath it.
My eyes trail over the exposed sliver of skin, taking their time as they trace the outlines of his abdominal muscles.
Warmth settles low in my belly.
"What a-are you doing?" I stammer, gaze jerking upward as I force myself to watch his face instead.
Not that it helps. If anything, it makes the feelings stronger.
Quiznak. Snap out of it.
"Getting comfortable." He shrugs, his muscles flexing as he stretches. He kicks the discarded armor aside and reaches down for his knife, moving it between his hands before his eyes connect with mine. "Ready?"
Damn it all to hell—focus!
Nodding, I roll my shoulders back and stretch my arms.
The knife in his hands transforms into a long, curved sword while his eyes flicker around. "The gladiator arena doesn't scare you anymore?" he asks, testing his grip.
"Nope." I match his stance, steady and poised.
His eyes find mine, and he tilts his head. "Nightmares?"
I give him a look. "Are we sparring or catching up, Mullet?" My fingers flex against the staff's shaft, the blades glinting from the dark lights overhead, and my eyes don't leave his figure.
He returns the look with a dip of his head. "(N/N), be honest. I've seen the reports. Are you having nightmares?"
"Some," I admit, bouncing back and forth on my feet to get my blood pumping again. "Now come on."
Rolling his shoulders back, Keith lunges first. He always does.
I pivot, sidestepping as I bring my staff to block the strike. The loud clang of his blade against mine rings through the empty arena. Sparks fly where metal meets metal, and the impact reverberates through my arms.
Close, but not close enough.
My breath stays even. "Too slow," I taunt, twisting my body and bringing my bayard around into another quick counterattack.
He meets it, a smirk tugging on his mouth. "You sure about that?"
Rolling my eyes, I press forward, unleashing a flurry of rapid strikes. Keith matches each one with ease, his sword moving in a blur of defensive precision. He slides underneath my strike, and I blink, impressed.
He's so damn fast.
"Stars above, the Blade's really improved your skills," I grunt out, shifting my weight for another assault.
Instead of deflecting, Keith suddenly pivots, using my momentum against me.
I yelp as the world tilts, and barely catch myself, flipping into a crouch before my back hits the floor. My pulse spikes, but instead of frustration, I grin and laugh.
"Nice trick," I breathe, blowing a stray lock of hair from my face.
Keith blushes as he watches me, his chest rising and falling. "Learned it from you." He launches forward again.
I meet his blade mid-strike, and we push against each other, muscles coiled, breaths ragged.
"Yield," I say, my voice raspy.
"Hell no." Keith's weight shifts to his back foot, and I recognize the feint a heartbeat too late. He spins low, aiming to sweep my legs out from under me.
Reacting on instinct, I vault over him and twist my staff in midair to strike. Keith throws up his sword to block, and he just stares at me.
As my feet touch down, I catch the opening.
With a small smirk, I slam my staff against his side, knocking the breath from him as we crash onto the floor. His sword clatters away, shrinking back into its knife form. My bayard deactivates, and I pin him down, my knees on either side of his torso, my hands pressed against his wrists.
Satisfaction blooms in my chest.
I win.
His pupils darken as he looks up at me, chest heaving.
"You hesitated," I point out, panting.
His jaw clenches, his eyes narrowing as he tries shaking his head. "Did not."
"I could've taken your head off." I arch a brow, leaning in until our breaths mingle. A teasing smile spreads on my lips. "Do you yield, Mullet?"
He laughs, the sound breathless and warm, as he smirks. "You tell me, Empress."
Keith rolls me onto my back, and his weight presses down against me. He cages me beneath him, his hands bracketing either side of my head, and leans in.
"Do you yield, (Y/N)?" he murmurs, his breath warm against my face.
Quiznak.
My breath hitches, and my heart slams against my ribs as my eyes widen. Heat coils in my stomach and rushes up my neck. I swallow hard, struggling to keep my expression neutral.
"You're getting cocky," I reply dryly.
His eyes glimmer. "You bring it out in me."
With narrowed eyes, my free hand moves, and I plant my palm flat against his chest.
I shove. Hard.
Keith grunts as I twist, rolling us until I'm back on top and have the upper hand. My thighs bracket his waist, my hands locking his wrists to the floor.
He stares up at me, surprise flickering across his face, and the flush on his cheeks deepens.
"Do you yield?" I ask again with a tilt of my head.
His throat bobs as he swallows. "Not a chance."
His knee jerks up, aiming to throw me off, but I shift just in time, hooking my leg around his and using my weight to press him down.
In the motion, my hips slide flush against his, lining us together.
Keith stills, his muscles taut beneath me, eyes flaring.
I can feel his heart pounding against my chest, his breath uneven. My own mirrors it.
Get up. Get up. Get up.
As my grip loosens, he shifts, and my lips part with a gasp at the movement.
Keith swallows hard, his eyes lingering on my mouth. His hands flex beneath my grip, but he doesn't push me away.
It's just us.
Move. Say something. Do something.
I shift my weight, and something hard presses against me.
He sucks in a breath as we align, his eyes locking onto mine. "(Y/N)..."
The way he says my name is dangerous. Hushed and low, a raspy whisper.
It makes my heart stutter.
Keith moves, and his wrists twist out of my grip. He wraps his arms around me and rolls swiftly, flipping me onto my back. A startled breath leaves me, but he doesn't gloat. Doesn't smirk.
He just looks at me. Really looks at me.
Neither of us speaks. The only sound that fills the space between us is our mutual heavy breathing.
Keith's fingers flex around my wrists as his eyes flicker to my lips again, then back to my eyes. His thumbs form circles against my skin as he holds me down.
My brows knit together in concentration, and I arch beneath him, struggling against his hold. The movement presses our hips together, creating friction, and he thrusts upward instinctively.
I squirm more, trying to break free and win the sparring match.
He lets out a deep grunt, a muscle in his jaw feathering, but his eyes don't leave my lips.
Why is he still on me? He already won. And why is he staring at my mouth? Wait—
Blinking up at him, I stop moving. I bite my bottom lip, and he visibly looks like he's in need as he leans in closer.
Does he—is he going to kiss me? Do I want him to kiss me?
A hint of a smile spreads across my lips as I gaze up, my heart fluttering at the sight of him above me.
I want him to kiss me. I can tell him. I can say, "I love y—"
Before the thought can fully form, Keith rocks his hips into me.
My breath hitches, eyes rolling back at the sensation. It sends fireworks through my body. "Keith..."
Panic flashes in his eyes, and then he abruptly lets go. His hands press into the floor beside my head, his muscles flexing as he pushes himself up and off me.
Cool air rushes between us as he sits back, running a shaky hand through his sweat-damp hair.
I blink, stunned, my pulse still hammering.
"Good fight." Keith exhales sharply and looks away, jaw tight. "We should call it here."
Huh?
I sit up slowly, propping myself up on my elbows, trying to catch my breath. The space he put between us feels vast despite the inches that still separate us. A frown tugs at my lips. "Keith, I—"
He pushes to his feet before I can finish. "You won," he says, offering me a hand. I hesitantly take it, and he pulls me up in one smooth motion.
Our bodies nearly collide, but he pulls back immediately and drops my hand. His hands clench and unclench, his breathing uneven.
He keeps his back to me, and I watch as he retrieves his discarded armor. He slides the pieces back in place.
His movements are stiff, yet hurried, and he won't meet my eyes.
My fingers flex at my sides, itching to reach out. I can do this. "Keith," I try again, softer this time. "I—"
His knuckles blanch as he grips the knife in his right hand. "See you at dinner," he mutters, voice thick and gravely.
I take a step closer. "No, wait—"
He flinches.
I freeze.
Oh.
Keith's shoulders are tense as he strides away, steps clipped and hurried like he's running from something. From me.
A wave of hurt crashes over me. He might as well have ripped my heart out of my chest.
Stars above, have I done something wrong? Why is he running away from me?
My chest heaves from the fight, the adrenaline still singing in my veins, but my mind is slow to catch up.
Keith doesn't look back.
My hands ball into fists at my sides, frustration building in the pit of my stomach, replacing the hurt.
What the quiznak just happened? Did I miss something?
My bayard is still on the floor, discarded by my feet. I stare blankly at it and grit my teeth, shaking off the lingering heat coiling in my stomach. Trying to dispel the access energy, I roll my shoulders and shake my hands.
With a huff, I leave everything as is.
The doors at the far end of the arena slide open, and I look up to find Keith standing at the threshold, making no effort to step through it. His hand rests on the doorframe, tightening around it.
Feet moving on their own accord, I reach him.
Tell him.
"Keith," I say, my voice rough, and I swallow again, my throat dry.
He doesn't turn around. His voice is quiet as he says, "I should go."
The words die on my tongue.
My chest tightens. "Why?"
Keith glances over his shoulder, his eyes shadowed. "I don't want to make this awkward," he admits softly.
I blink, confused. "What do—what are you talking about?"
He exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. "It's nothing. Just—" He hesitates, raking a hand through his hair. "I don't want you to think... I mean, I don't want to make you uncomfortable."
"What are you talking about?" My brows furrow as I cross my arms tightly over my chest. "Keith, you're not making me uncomfortable."
He chuckles humorlessly. "Yeah, well..." He stops himself. "I don't know. I just—I need to go."
My eyes widen. "But—"
Placing a shaking hand on the console, the doors exiting the gladiator arena slide open, and Keith rushes out without another word.
My body still hums with the aftershocks of our fight, every nerve alight. I stand rooted in place, staring at the space he once occupied.
I press a trembling hand to my lips, even though he never kissed me.
Stars, he never kissed me.
And yet I feel as if he did.
I sink back against the wall, sliding down until the cold floor meets me.
Why did he leave? Why now, when I—when we—
I squeeze my eyes shut, hugging my knees to my chest and pressing my forehead to them. But a hot flush creeps up my neck.
Quiznak.
I want Keith.
|••••••••••|
The dining hall in the Galra Central Command ship is alive with chatter. Coran and Lotor are in the Castle Ship trying to see if King Alfor left any information we can use for the Sincline ship's infusion.
On one end of the table, Pidge and Hunk argue about the mechanical engineering problem they've been trying to solve for weeks. He mutters something under his breath, and she sighs exasperatedly, rolling her eyes as she grabs a piece of toasted bread.
Across from me, Lance and Allura play with the mice, feeding them pieces of food goo from their sporks. They run around in circles, squeaking happily as they put on a show. Shiro watches them, tilting his head.
Keith and I sit awkwardly beside each other. He's silent. His posture is rigid—shoulders squared, jaw tight. He pushes his food around his plate, barely eating.
Occasionally, his fingers flex around his spork like he's gripping his sword instead.
He hasn't looked at me once.
I poke at my own food, my appetite nonexistent. Every movement, every breath feels hyperaware. I glance at him from the corner of my eye, but his gaze remains fixed ahead, blank and unreadable.
He's avoiding me.
"Okay," Lance drawls suddenly, pointing a spork in our direction. "What is up with you two?"
My head snaps up. "What?"
"You and Keith." He gestures vaguely between us. "You two usually talk nonstop after he comes back from a mission."
Keith glares at him. "Shut up, Lance."
Shiro lifts a brow, glancing between us. "... Everything okay?"
I open my mouth. Close it. The words won't come.
Keith beats me to it. "Fine." His voice is clipped, leaving no room for argument.
He shoves a bite of goo into his mouth like that somehow ends the conversation.
Lance isn't convinced. He narrows his eyes, leaning in. "Wait a second—did you guys fight?" He blinks as if the revelation is a shock. "Like, a real fight? Because if so, I owe you twenty GAC, pretty lady."
"You don't have twenty GAC." I roll my eyes. "And we were sparring, not fighting."
"Oh." He wiggles his brows as he looks over at Keith with a smirk. "Sparring, huh?"
Keith chokes. I immediately grab his cup of water and shove it into his hands, avoiding his gaze as his fingers briefly brush mine.
The moment I graze his skin, he freezes, his hand tightening around the cup.
I pull away from him just as quickly and focus on my food, trying not to let the hurt show.
Hunk blinks, shoving a heaping sporkful of goo in his mouth. "You two always spar; it's never this awkward afterward."
A slow smirk spreads across Pidge's face as her gaze flickers between us. "Did he fin—"
Keith exhales loudly, setting his cup down a little too forcefully. "I need to call Kolivan."
He pushes back his chair and stands abruptly, not glancing at anyone before striding toward the exit.
The others watch him go. Then, in perfect unison, they all turn to me. Shiro looks around before standing to follow Keith out.
I groan, dropping my forehead onto the table.
"What did you do to him?" Lance asks, stifling a laugh.
My eyes widen indignantly. "Nothing," I snap, lifting my head to glare at him. "We were just sparring."
Pidge leans forward, resting her chin in her palm as a slight frown tugs at her lips. "That's it?"
"Yes." I nod. "Just sparring."
And now he won't even look at me.
Glaring down at the plate, I scoff, shoving a sporkful of food goo into my mouth.
It tastes as bland as it always does.
Lance, of course, doesn't let it go. "I mean, I've seen you two go at it before, but this is different."
Hunk glances between us, slowly raising his cup to his mouth. "Yeah."
Groaning, I pout as I look at them. "Can we please not?"
Allura tilts her head, petting the blue mouse's back as she glances at me. "It's just strange, that's all."
"She's right," Pidge chimes in.
I exhale slowly, rolling my spork between my fingers. "We sparred, it got intense, and—"
And what?
My body remembers before my mind can push it away—the weight of him pressing me down, his breath mingling with mine, his hips grinding into me. I clench my thighs together under the table, willing the memory to dissolve, but it doesn't work.
Sighing, I shake my head. "I don't know. Keith's just being weird about it."
Lance leans in, eyes twinkling. "Define intense."
I glare. "Define leave me alone."
He throws up his hands, laughing. "Alright, alright, but I'm just saying." He pauses, his expression turning more sincere. "Keith never runs away from you. He's always running toward you."
"Yeah, well, there's a first time for everything." My shoulders droop. "I don't know what I did wrong."
Allura frowns, giving me a sympathetic look. "(Y/N)..."
Pidge taps her fingers against the table thoughtfully. "Maybe you should talk to him."
I scoff, rolling my eyes. "He won't even look at me."
"Exactly," she insists. "That's not normal."
With a frown, I force myself to finish the rest of my goo and reach for a slice of toast.
Across from me, Lance raises a brow. "So, was the tension at least the good kind?"
Crossing her arms, Allura gives him a pointed look, Pidge chokes on her drink, and Hunk shakes his head.
A muscle in my jaw twitches as I chuck the toast in his general direction.
"What the—" Lance yelps, ducking behind Allura, and it bounces off the wall. Crumbs fly all over. His head whips behind him before he looks at me with wide eyes. "Hey, no need for violence!"
"You're the one pushing." Allura shakes her head, taking a sip of her drink.
He slumps into his chair. "I'm just saying if you two finally decide to—"
I shoot him a warning glare. "Finish that sentence, and the next thing I throw is my spork."
Lance blinks and clamps his mouth shut, focusing on the mice and his food.
They squeak, climbing down the table to retrieve the toast.
"You know..." Across the table, Hunk hums thoughtfully. "Keith's never been the best at expressing things with words, but actions? That's his whole language."
Pidge nods, giving me an encouraging smile. "And whatever happened between you two, it's obviously messing with him. Just... talk."
I stare down at my hands before sighing. "Okay, fine," I grumble. "I'll go talk to him."
|••••••••••|
Standing outside the door to Keith's room, I shift back and forth on my feet and play with the sleeves of my pajama shirt.
My fingers travel up and clutch the pendant.
I take two more laps up and down the hallway before mustering enough courage to knock on his door.
They slide open, and Keith is on the other side, his face puffy and hair unruly.
"Oh. Hey." He rubs the back of his neck. "Shouldn't you be at dinner?"
Tilting my head, I arch a brow. "Shouldn't you?"
"Wasn't hungry." He shrugs, stepping out of the way to let me in.
I step inside, the doors sliding shut behind me, and I walk over to his bed, sitting on its edge. A slight chill passes through me.
Staring down at my hands, I pick at my fingers and clear my throat. "So..." I trail off, glancing at him.
Keith hesitates before sitting next to me, mindful to keep a distance. The mattress dips under his weight. He exhales but still doesn't look at me. "What's up?"
"You won't talk to me." I frown.
He scoffs under his breath, shaking his head. "There's nothing to talk about. Just forget it."
"Forget what?" My frown deepens. "I—It was just another sparring session."
Right?
His jaw ticks as he stares at his hands. "Yeah. Just sparring."
The silence between us stretches uncomfortably.
I run my hands against the blanket. "Keith..."
He finally lifts his gaze, and his expression is broken. "You don't get it," he mutters.
My brows knit together. "Don't get what?"
"How can you—" Keith's jaw clenches, his hands flexing. His voice is tight, and there's an underlying frustration in it.
His eyes flicker over my face like he's trying to decide if this is something I should already know. Something I should already have figured out.
My confusion only grows.
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask quietly. "Was it the fight? Did I—did I hurt you? Stars..." My shoulders droop, fear and doubt creeping in. "I'm really sorry for whatever I did."
"What?" Guilt floods his eyes, and he shakes his head, his demeanor softening. "No. No, don't—don't apologize. I'm the one who should be sorry. I'm acting like an asshole."
He runs a hand through his hair, and his knee bounces, fingers twitching against his thigh.
I lean in slightly, lowering my voice. "Mullet, talk to me. Please."
"I just..." His throat bobs as he inhales, eyes closing briefly before he forces them open again, staring straight ahead instead of at me. "I can't."
"Can't or won't?" Frustration bubbles in my chest. "We promised there wouldn't be any more secrets between us."
Keith's jaw tightens at my words, and he drags a hand over his face, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees as he stares at the floor. "I know," he mutters, voice strained. "I know we promised."
My lips purse, and I sit there, unsure if I should push further.
I reach out, hesitating before placing a hand on his arm. "Keith..." I pause, my voice softer this time, thumb gingerly caressing him. "Whatever it is, you can tell me. You know that, right? Anything and I'm here for you."
He flinches slightly at the contact but doesn't pull away. Instead, he lets out a bitter laugh. "That's the problem."
I blink, pulling back. "What do you mean?"
Keith straightens, turning his head just enough to look at me. "You're so—" He stops, biting down on his lip like the words are fighting to escape.
"I'm so what?" I press, leaning closer.
He stares at my lips and groans under his breath, running both hands through his hair, leaving it messier than before. "You're so... you," he says finally.
"I'm so... me?" My nose scrunches.
What the quiznak does that even mean?
Keith huffs out a breath, falling onto his mattress. He stares at the ceiling.
Tilting my head, I kick my slippers off and crawl further into the bed. I grab a pillow and press it against my chest as I sit criss-crossed near him.
He glances at me, his lips pressing into a thin line, and shifts, lying on his back before sitting up, his elbows on his knees as his fingers lace together tightly.
His gaze drops to the floor again, his shoulders taut.
He can never stay still when something is bothering him. Why can't he just tell me what's bothering him?
My head falls forward as I groan. "You're killing me here, Mullet."
Keith closes his eyes and takes two steadying breaths before visibly loosening up. His eyes soften as he looks at me, the tension in his body dissipating. "I really missed you," he admits quietly, his voice cracking.
Peeking at him, a faint blush paints my cheeks. "I—" I cut myself off and clear my throat, swallowing the words back down. Not the time. "I-I missed you, too."
His eyes trail over my face, and the sadness within them makes my heart ache. "I miss you more and more every time I go on a mission."
"Me too." A small smile spreads across my lips. "But you're doing good work with the Blade."
Keith's face falls slightly, and he looks away. "Yeah." He lets out a quiet sigh. "You didn't do anything wrong."
I tilt my head, searching his expression for answers. "Are you sure?"
"You've done nothing wrong," he says earnestly. "I—I'm sorry, (Y/N). I'm being such a dic—"
My heart softens. "Hey, we're okay." I pull on my sleeves. "I promise."
He nods slowly, trying to find it in himself to believe me. "Okay," he says, his voice steady. "Okay, good."
I toss the pillow at his chest, shifting on the bed. "Good."
Keith catches it with ease, inhaling deeply and exhaling slowly. His fingers flex against it, and his posture softens just enough to make me feel like we're closer to normal again. He leans back against the headboard. "You didn't have to come check on me, you know."
"You're my best friend, Keith." I shrug, hugging my knees to my chest as I grin. "Of course, I did."
He nods, his throat bobbing as he swallows. "Yeah. Best friend."
"Okay, seriously, what's going on with you?" I sit up straighter. "You've been weird since we sparred. Did I, like, hit you too hard or something?"
His lips twitch, a ghost of a smile appearing. "You didn't hit me too hard."
"Then what?" I prod, leaning closer. "You're acting like I broke you or something."
He snorts, finally meeting my gaze. "Trust me, you didn't break me."
"Then what?" I ask again, my voice gentler now.
Keith rubs the back of his neck, his eyes searching mine. His jaw tightens, and his hands grip the pillow.
"I'm just... tired."
"Tired?" I echo, frowning. "Keith, I know you. You're not fooling me."
He drops his head back against the wall. "Why do you always do this?" he mutters.
I blink, caught off guard. "Do what?"
"Care," he says simply, his voice strained. "You care so much, even when you don't have to. Even when—" He cuts himself off, his teeth clenching.
"Of course I care," I say softly, leaning forward until the distance between us shrinks. My hand finds his knee. "Why wouldn't I? You're one of the most important people in my life."
His head turns, and he stares at me, his eyes searching mine. He says nothing. Just stares.
I break the silence, fumbling for levity. "We could build a blanket fort," I suggest with a crooked smile. "I'll even make zahar cookies. And maybe we can watch something dumb. Or talk more. Whatever helps you feel better."
His brows knit, a flicker of confusion disrupting his guarded face. "Zahar cookies?" His voice is rough, caught between suspicion and curiosity. He clears his throat. "What are those?"
"They're really good." My grin widens, relief trickling in as I stand, brushing imaginary dust from my clothes. I plant my hands on my hips and raise a brow, looking at him expectantly. "So, you coming willingly, or do I have to drag you, Mullet?"
For the first time tonight, a smile spreads across his lips. A reluctant warmth seeps into his expression, melting some of the hardness. My chest squeezes at the sight.
"Yeah, yeah." He rolls his eyes, standing up. "I'm coming, (N/N)."
I can't stop watching him as he crouches beside the bed, tugging out his ridiculous Red Lion slippers. The sight makes me want to laugh, but I bite it back, holding the moment tenderly instead. He slips them on, then crosses to his dresser.
Without a word, he pulls out his familiar red jacket. My breath hitches when he turns and steps closer, draping it around me and pulling the zipper up. His hands brush my sides as he finishes, the heat of his skin seeping through the material.
My smile blooms, and I can't help the tenderness that radiates from the gesture.
Stars above, I vow I will tell Keith I love him.
When I look up, his eyes are already on me. There's a softness there now, unguarded, and it steals the breath from my lungs. A small smile plays at his lips as he straightens.
"What?" he asks, laughter lacing his voice.
I stare, memorizing and tracing the curve of his smile. "Nothing," I whisper, though my heart is screaming everything.
One day.
|••••••••••|
The metallic doors of Central Hall slide open, revealing an older Galra female standing tall in the center of the aisle. A traditional dress covers her figure.
I blink, confused, and Lotor stiffens next to me.
"Oh, no," he mumbles. His face falls, and he pinches the bridge of his nose.
Lance tilts his head and looks at her. "Uh... who the heck are you?"
She walks down the aisle with narrowed eyes. "How dare you speak to me without authorization from Blood Emperess (Y/N)?"
The Dayak strikes Lance with her rod.
"Ow!" he exclaims, rubbing the side of his head.
My brows furrow, and I step protectively in front of Lance, turning to look at Lotor. "Who is she?"
Lotor sighs, dipping his head and closing his eyes. "She was my governess."
"Governess?" I peek up, scrutinizing her unfamiliar face. "Dayak Kola didn't go with you?"
He shakes his head, turning to look at the team. "Everyone, this is Dayak Tul."
Pidge awkwardly tilts her head and raises her hand. "Hi."
"A pleasure." Coran bows his head.
Hunk gives a brief wave. "Hiya."
"Hello," Shiro says.
Allura smiles. "Nice to meet you."
I cross my arms over my chest. "So, to what do we owe the honor, Dayak?"
Dayak Tul lowers in a deep bow. "Empress, I seek to be of service. I instructed Lotor in the ways of the Galra—the history of our conquests, our customs, battle philosophy, the art of war—from the time he was a teenage boy."
Lotor's face falls, a flush spreading on his cheeks.
Lance snorts, prodding at him. "Aw, space Prince had a nanny?"
He rolls his eyes, giving him a pointed look. "Governess."
The laugh Lance releases echoes in Central Hall. "You have a nanny! Oh man, is she going to read you bedtime stories? Is she gonna rock you to sleep? Is she gon—" Dayak Tul strikes him again. "Ow!"
Shaking my head, I glare at Lance. "Don't mock our Galra customs."
"I'm not mocking!"
Hunk places his hands on his hips, looking between us. "Hm, Galra customs, huh? Is that like when you guys say Vrepit Sa and stuff?" His eyes cast downward. "There's so much we don't know about you."
Lotor places an arm around Hunk's shoulder. "If you're interested in our society's history, you couldn't find a better teacher than Dayak Tul."
She nods once. "What Lotor says is true."
Hunk's eyes widen, and a small smile spreads on his lips. "Oh, wow. Would you really teach me about the Galra?" His smile brightens as he turns to look at me. "Do you think she'll be a better teacher than you were?"
I roll my eyes, sulking alongside Lance. "I was a fine teacher," I grumble.
Lance half-snorts, half-scoffs, raising a brow. "You mean like that time when you ran around the Castle Ship scaring us into remembering?"
My eyes widen indignantly. "It's a method of teaching!"
Dayak Tul scrutinizes Hunk. "If you are to learn the ways of the Galra, you must be prepared for the most challenging trial you could ever undertake. There will be no turning back. Victory, or death."
I snicker, and Hunk's eyes widen. "Uh, oh, that's okay." He pauses. "Wait, will I learn what Vrepit Sa means?"
"Yes," Dayak Tul answers.
He throws his fists into the air with excitement. "Let's do it!"
Pursing my lips, I bite back my smirk.
This is gonna be good.
|••••••••••|
Hunk and Dayak Tul are in the training deck, and I look at him, amused as I continue my bicep curls.
Sweat beads on my brows and trickles down the sides of my face as I focus on the weight in my hand. I curl it upward in a slow, controlled motion, my bicep tightening, elbow tucked tight against my side.
It burns, but that's the point.
With equal care, I lower the weight until my arm is fully extended, then start again, keeping each rep steady as I repeat the process.
Hunk's body shakes as his knees bend, arms raised. "How exactly is holding these weights gonna help me learn Galra history?" he asks, his voice unsteady and strained.
Dayak Tul hits him. "Palen Bol!"
"Ow!"
"For the mind to learn, the body must be broken."
He groans, swallowing hard. "Broken? That seems a little drastic."
"Palen Bol!"
Another hit.
"Ow! What does that mean?"
Setting the weight down on the floor, I change my positioning and start cool-down stretching.
"Palen Bol means the enlightening pain," I reply, placing my right arm through my left.
Dayak Tul's eyes narrow down at Hunk's shaking, grumbling form. "But apparently, there is not enough pain to make you enlightened yet."
A hint of a laugh parts from me.
Hunk glances between us. "So Dayak's gonna hurt me until I'm smart?"
"Pretty much, sweetie." I gently roll my shoulders, easing the tension away from my body.
Dayak Tul huffs out a breath and circles around Hunk, who continues straining and groaning. His eyes narrow in concentration. "The Galra race started as a nation tribe on planet Daibazaal, home to many warring races at the time," she begins. "In the war to annihilate the opposing tribes, the Galra formed a phalanx of their bravest and made a spear-like attack to the heart of their foes. It was known as the Killing Thrust, or Vrepit Sa."
"Oh, so that's what Vrepit Sa means? Killing Thrust?" Hunk makes a face, nearly falling over. "That's so violent."
"Palen Bol!"
Another hit.
"Ow!"
"Yes, it is violent." She continues her walk, her face brightening. "The Galra believe combat is the searing light that burns away imperfections on every level, from personal to societal."
Hunk looks at me, hopeless, as his knees begin to give way. "(Y/N)?"
"I'm not a good teacher, remember?" I shrug and lower myself into a forward fold, pressing my palms against the cool metal floor. "Galra children complete this with far less complaining," I say, turning my head to look at him. "Just wait for Palen Bol after the weights."
"Oh." He whimpers. "Cool. Can't I maybe take a little break?
"Breaks?" Dayak Tul's eyes widen. "There are no breaks! Your training is finished when you have learned all pain has to teach you."
Sweat drips down his neck. "Oh, man. That's so intense."
"If you decide to leave your training early, it is an insult to my teaching. An insult that can only be settled by a fight to the death."
"So you're saying a fight to the death is the only way out of this?" She smacks his rear, and I swallow my snort. "Ow! Okay, yeah, you just said that. I guess I am getting smarter."
"So much smarter," I muse.
|••••••••••|
The hours pass slowly, and Dayak Tul whips the rod around Hunk's body, trying to make him stop fidgeting.
"Ow! Ow!" Hunk exclaims. "I did everything you told me!"
She dips her head, giving him a pointed look. "Yes—" she circles her rod in his direction—"but that doughy face of yours is still very un-Galra."
"It's just my face." She swings again, but he dodges. "Ha!"
Finally.
I sit up, looking at him with a small smile. "You've improved."
Her eyes squint as she glances at me and then proceeds with the series of strikes again.
Hunk dodges every single one.
She straightens, a faint smile tugging on her lips. "Very good."
He grins, and she hits him. "Owie!" he exclaims.
"Showing complacency? Palen Bol!" Dayak Tul prepares herself for another assault.
My brows furrow, and I grab the rod before it can hit him again. "I think Hunk's had enough Palen Bol for today, Dayak Tul."
Just then, alarms start blaring. Both of them look at me, and I sigh, releasing the rod.
Already turning on my heel, I grumble, "Come on."
|••••••••••|
"Lotor?" I ask, stepping forward to the briefing screen.
The Commander's eyes connect with mine. "Empress, the Fire of Purification is attacking. The planet has already been fired upon, and we do not have the means to protect ourselves. You must send assistance immediately."
I nod once. "Understood."
The transmission cuts out, and I frown.
Shiro jogs in last. "What's going on?"
Lotor turns around, looking grim. "One of our labor planets is under attack from Commander Sendak and his fleet."
Lance's eyes widen. "Sendak?" His face falls, and his lips purse. "Not that guy again."
Pidge frowns. "We've gotta help that planet immediately."
"We need Voltron," I say, stepping forward.
Lotor's brows furrow as his eyes snap to me. "(Y/N)—"
"These are our innocent subjects. I'm not letting him get away with this. Not when we have a chance to stop him."
Allura glances between us and nods. "We will return as soon as we can."
Scratching the back of his head, Hunk gives Dayak Tul a sheepish smile. "Well, looks like I'm gonna have to cut my training short."
She narrows her eyes. "You dishonor me. A fight to the death!" Her rod rises in the air.
He freezes and takes several steps back. "Okay, well, I've got to go with them right now. But maybe we can put a pin in that? Reschedule for tomorrow? Or never?"
"We don't have time for this!" I exclaim exasperatedly, dragging him by the collar of his armor.
|••••••••••|
HUNK: "Hey, Dayak isn't really gonna fight me to the death, is she? Is she?"
PIDGE: "She seemed pretty serious." She chuckles. "But, I bet if you ask (Y/N) nicely, she can have her exiled."
I shake my head, rolling my eyes. (Y/N): "I'm not exiling anyone."
HUNK: "Are you sure? I'm not really in the mood to die, you know?"
My hands tighten on the Purple Lion's controls. (Y/N): "She's not actually going to kill you."
HUNK: "She's still scary." He pauses. "Uh, speaking of, is anyone else scared that we're about to face Sendak? Sendak, who almost took all the Lions Sendak? Sendak, who sends us violent messages and threats Sendak? And who basically came back from the dead, Sendak, that guy?"
PIDGE: "Come on, Hunk, we're Paladins. We got this. Right, Shiro?"
He groans through the comms but doesn't reply.
PIDGE: "Shiro?"
He clears his throat. SHIRO: "Pidge is right."
Pausing, I lean into my pilot seat and peek up at the Black Lion. I bite my lip. (Y/N): "You feeling okay?"
SHIRO: "I'm fine."
Coran powers on a wormhole using the Castle Ship, and we fly through it.
(Y/N): "Is your head hurting again?"
He pauses. SHIRO: "Let's focus on our mission."
We exit the wormhole, and several large Galra cruisers surround us.
As I look down, my heart sinks at the sight of the flames.
"Stars above," I whisper. "We just freed this planet."
Shiro groans through the comms again, drawing in a sharp breath.
LANCE: "Shiro, are you alright?"
SHIRO: "I'm fine. Come on, team. Let's form Voltron!"
What's going on with him?
My brows furrow, but I don't push as I fly Violet up, connecting with the rest of the Lions to form Voltron.
(Y/N): "There are only five cruisers."
SHIRO: "Let's focus on Sendak's main ship and take him out."
Pushing our thrusters, Voltron flies towards the fleet. Their cannons are aimed at us, the purple electrical glow growing stronger as the ticks pass.
My breath hitches as Commander Sendak's face appears on the screen of the Purple Lion.
"I know your true weakness," he states, his eye narrowing. "That you value the lives of others. And I will hammer that weakness until you are crushed beneath my heel."
The ion cannon fires right past us, hitting the shield. The metal melts, and it begins collapsing in on itself.
(Y/N): "No!"
PIDGE: "Without those shields in place, the planet will be fully exposed!"
LANCE: "Which means?"
The hexagonal pieces of the shield float away from one another.
PIDGE: "They'll have no protection from the radiation bands!"
(Y/N): "The entire planet is doomed unless we put that shield back!"
My head snaps up at the movement of Commander Sendak's fleet turning around.
LANCE: "We can't let him get away!"
SHIRO: "Lance, there's no time. We've—"
He cuts himself off, groaning more.
ALLURA: "Shiro, are you alright?"
SHIRO: "I'm fine. We've gotta fix that shield as soon as possible."
I frown, my heart pounding. (Y/N): "But this is the first we've seen of Sendak in months."
SHIRO: "I know, but we can't leave this planet unprotected."
ALLURA: "(Y/N), this is your call. What do you want us to do?"
Drawing in a sharp breath, I tear my eyes away from Commander Sendak's fleet as it goes into hyperdrive, and I focus on the Omega Shield.
(Y/N): "Let's save the planet."
Voltron flies toward the wreckage of the shield, stopping right in front of its control center.
SHIRO: "We are the Paladins of Voltron, working with Empress (Y/N). We're here to help you."
I press some buttons, and my transmission goes through. (Y/N): "What is the status of your shield system?"
"Empress." The Commander bows his head. "Paladins, I am Commander Bogh," he states. "Our damage report indicates that a plate has been fractured. Our generator is offline and needs rebooting. Other plates have shifted out of their gravitational harnessing and must be repositioned. Only five doboshes until the next solar sequence."
My frown deepens. Five minutes isn't enough time.
The transmission cuts out.
SHIRO: "You're the engineer, Hunk. How should we handle this?"
HUNK: "We need to split up. Pidge, you handle the generator system."
PIDGE: "Then I'm gonna need Shiro to come with me. I can use his arm to repower the mainframe."
HUNK: "Okay, good. Allura, Lance, I need you to re-fuse that fractured plate."
ALLURA: "Affirmative."
LANCE: "You got it!"
HUNK: "(Y/N), we're gonna try to get the plates aligned."
I nod. (Y/N): "Okay, let's do this."
SHIRO: "We've got our orders, let's move!"
Voltron disbands, and I push the Purple Lion's thrusters to maximum power as I follow behind the Yellow Lion. He and I both latch onto the plate and begin pushing.
Another transmission goes through.
HUNK: "Where does this plate need to be lined up?"
"You're moving plate 7-2. It needs to be aligned with plate 8-1," Commander Bogh states.
(Y/N): "Got it, but those other plates are out of position."
HUNK: "There's just no way we'll be able to move them all ourselves."
"I can activate the manual thrusters on some of the plates," Commander Bogh replies. "It will be slow going, but I—"
The whirring of a gun sounds, and I look at the two of them through the screen incredulously as our Lions continue pushing. The Lieutenant has it pointing right at him.
(Y/N): "What are you doing?"
"First, you side with (Y/N) and get our system attacked by Sendak," the Lieutenant states, narrowing his eyes at the Commander. "Then, you willfully work with Voltron, our sworn enemies!"
Commander Bogh points a finger. "Get to your station and begin the thrust sequence, Lieutenant Lahn. That's an order!"
The two remain locked on each other.
HUNK: "Are you freaking kidding me?! Palen Bol!"
The Commander and Lieutenant snap out of their staring and look at Hunk through the screen with wide eyes.
"Huh?" they both ask.
My eyes narrow. (Y/N): "You're both a dishonor. Do you fight for yourselves or do you fight for the Galra?"
They straighten. "Galra!"
HUNK: "Then victory, or death! Enough of the bickering!"
"We're going to die because of Commander Bogh," Lieutenant Lahn argues.
Hunk shakes his head. HUNK: "You know, long ago, there was a desperate group of Galra that thought they were going to die. They executed a spear-like attack known as the Killing Thrust. Those soldiers knew what it meant to put their lives on the line. They won the day. Are you ready to put aside your differences and fight with us?"
I smile at Hunk's words. "Vrepit Sa."
Commander Bogh and Lieutenant Lahn place their arms over their chests, saluting. "Vrepit Sa!"
Hunk smiles to himself. HUNK: "Well, I guess all that pain did make me smarter."
A hint of a chuckle shines through as I shake my head. (Y/N): "Guess it did." I pull back the Purple Lion's thrusters. "Now let's get this plate in the right spot."
HUNK: "Pidge, I'm gonna need you to restore main shield power to get this gravitational harnessing going."
PIDGE: "We're on it."
LANCE: "Okay, broken massive shield plate. Don't suppose there's a quick tutorial video on how to fix this, is there?"
HUNK: "Make sure the connection is straight. If it's even one degree off, the shield will fail."
LANCE: "That's not a tutorial!"
(Y/N): "No pressure, Lancey."
HUNK: "This isn't going fast enough."
I strain against the controls, sweat beading on my forehead. (Y/N): "We're running out of time."
The Yellow Lion roars beside me, and a bright blue light emits from it as mega thrusters form on its back.
(Y/N): "Whoa!"
The plate we're pushing connects to the rest of the shield, and I unlatch, flying to push another disconnected plate. The plate on which Allura and Lance focus is successfully welded together.
ALLURA: "We did it!"
(Y/N): "Nice job, guys."
The second plate connects.
HUNK: "Pidge, you ready? We're almost at the radiation belt."
PIDGE: "Hold on. I just need a few more minutes."
(Y/N): "We don't have a few more minutes!"
The Purple and Yellow Lions fly to a third plate, and I latch on. The cockpit grows warmer, and I swallow hard, straining in my pilot seat.
LANCE: "Uh, guys, that radiation belt is getting closer!"
The final plate connects.
HUNK: "Last piece in place. Fire up that power, Pidge!"
Purple light starts to flow through the shield, traveling along the metal as it powers on.
PIDGE: "Shield's up!"
The particle barrier glitches, and the shield powers off.
My heart sinks. (Y/N): "Pidge, what happened?"
LANCE: "What's going on with the plates?" He pauses, gasping. "Allura!"
His screams echo through the comms, and I flinch, dread washing over me.
ALLURA: "Lance!" The Blue Lion's mouth opens, and she jetpacks out, heading toward the Red Lion. "Lance, please respond!"
Panic floods my bloodstream. (Y/N): "Lance? Lance!"
Silence.
HUNK: "The broken plate shorted out. Lance isn't responding. Allura jumped out of her Lion. What else could possibly go wrong right now?"
My brows pinch together. (Y/N): "Hunk, shut your damn mouth before something else goes wrong!"
The Purple Lion soars and connects to one of the pieces of the broken plate. I push it back in place.
HUNK: "Pidge, what happened to the power? We're almost at the radiation belt."
She lets out a strained groan. PIDGE: "I know. I'm on it. Come on, Shiro."
(Y/N): "Allura, is Lance okay?"
ALLURA: "No. No." Her sobs echo through the comms. "I—I—Please, Lance—"
She cuts out, static filling the silence.
HUNK: "Let's try this again."
Burning orange fills my vision, casting the cockpit of the Purple Lion into a blinding fire. My heart races violently in my chest.
(Y/N): "Radiation exposure in four."
HUNK: "Pidge, hit it now!"
(Y/N): "Three."
I close my eyes, shielding myself from the bright light.
(Y/N): "Two. One."
The shield powers on, and the radiation belt passes overhead, causing the alarms and sensors of the Purple Lion to sound.
My hands tighten around the controls, and I groan, strained.
Soon, it stops. The radiation sequence is complete.
HUNK: "Great job!"
PIDGE: "It worked!"
A wide smile spreads on my lips. (Y/N): "We did it!"
|••••••••••|
As we gather on the station's bridge, tears stream down Allura's face. She seems to be inconsolable.
Lance frowns, pulling her closer to him as he smooths her hair down. "Hey, I'm alright," he murmurs. "You saved me."
Allura shakes her head as she sinks into his touch. "You died, Lance," she whispers, her voice cracking.
The words steal all the air from my lungs.
Lance died?
His grip on Allura tightens, his free hand coming up to cup the back of her head. His voice is softer now as he whispers, "I didn't die. I'm right here, 'Lura."
Allura shakes her head, her voice muffled against his chest. "You weren't breathing. For a full dobosh, Lance, you weren't—" Her voice breaks.
He closes his eyes as if hearing it hurts more than the memory of losing consciousness.
Hunk swallows hard, tears welling in his eyes.
Pidge frowns. "Lance died?" Her words are barely audible.
Lance glances over at the two of them and gestures for them to join the embrace. "I'm fine, guys. Really."
My gaze flickers to Shiro. He hasn't said a word since we entered the station. His posture is stiff, his arms crossed, but I notice the way his fingers slightly dig into the bicep parts of his Paladin armor.
Something isn't right.
I step closer, lowering my voice so only he can hear. "You okay?"
Shiro doesn't answer right away. His shoulders rise and fall with a deep breath, but it isn't steady. He only nods. "I'm fine."
I don't believe him.
From the group hug, Hunk peeks up, sniffling loudly. "What are you two doing way over there?" he asks, voice wobbling. "Get in here."
A reluctant smile tugs at my lips. I step forward and let him pull me in. Shiro follows with more hesitation.
It's a heartfelt embrace—one that shows Lance how loved he really is.
I bury my face into his shoulder and whisper hoarsely, "You really died?"
His reply is rough, pained, almost ashamed. "Yeah... I guess I did."
When the hug breaks, Hunk is the first to wipe his eyes, forcing a wobbly grin. "Okay, so, uh—can we make a pact to never, ever let that happen again? Because I would really like to keep all of my best friends alive."
Lance chuckles, weak but genuine. "Hey, no promises."
Allura glares at him through her tears, smacking his arm. "That isn't funny, Lance. That was—" Her voice cracks. "That was terrifying."
He sobers at that, guilt flickering behind his eyes. "I'm okay, 'Lura. I promise."
She looks down at the floor, lips pressed tight, her hands still clinging to him like letting go would risk losing him again.
Shiro glances between everyone and sighs. "Good work, team," he says.
"We should go," I manage, tears sliding down my cheeks.
Lance's expression softens as he looks at me, and he pulls me in for a side hug. He leans in and presses a quick kiss atop my head. "I'm okay, space sis."
I swallow hard and nod, wiping my eyes. "Thank the stars."
Allura presses even closer into him, her head tucked against his chest. "Thank the stars and the ancients," she whispers, needing to feel him and make sure he's still breathing.
He chuckles again. "I knew you pretty ladies loved me." Lance smiles. "I'm everyone's favorite Paladin."
I don't miss the way Allura's eyes widen at the word love. Lance doesn't seem to notice.
A small smirk tugs on my lips as I give her a look, and a faint blush spreads on her cheeks as she quickly looks away.
"Of course, you're everyone's favorite," Hunk blurts, wailing.
He and Pidge join in again.
"But don't let it get to your head," she grumbles, sniffling.
Shiro doesn't join this time, but he gives Lance a small, reassuring smile and steps close enough to pat his arm. "We're glad you're okay, Lance."
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 27 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆sendak has murdered a grotesque amount of pro y/n galra to "purify" the Galran race & is plotting to take over Earth☆
☆team voltron is just as desperate to reach the quintessence field as lotor is because they believe it'll bring peace (like what lotor's been saying)☆
☆y/n is that girl ‼️ she spent weeks overcoming her fear of the gladiator arena after sendak's message and she is determined to become the strongest version of herself☆
☆y/n never told hunk what vrepit sa means because he wasn't working hard enough 😭☆
☆birthdays *are* celebrated☆
☆there's a lot of off-screen bonding, these guys are literally always with each other. i feel like i have to emphasize that☆
☆shiro's technically a clone, but sometimes he and y/n get triggered by being on GCC and there's bonding. they also talk about keith a lot☆
☆Alik was going to destroy the footage, but something in his gut told him not to, so he stored it secretly and placed it in the box☆
☆Zarkon never looked through anything, but couldn't bring himself to destroy any of y/n or lotor's belongings despite exiling them both... daddy issues WHO☆
☆y/n is oblivious and she's not thinking about *that* potentially happening. she's confused cause this is not the first time they're sparring, but it *is* the first time keith sort of loses his cool☆
☆keith feels extremely guilty for losing his cool because he doesn't think she feels the same way, so he immediately needs to dip because the last thing he wants to do is make y/n uncomfy☆
☆keith x y/n are both scared. scared of rejection and scared of losing the other☆
☆like usual, keith and y/n sleep in the same bed while he's with the team. she offers to sleep in her room or in the GCC away from him and keith panics. she just looks at him, shrugs, and sleeps the best she has in a while. keith, on the other hand, is hyperaware and can't fall asleep, replaying the sparring incident over and over in his head☆
☆keith doesn't realize that he has to flat out say how he's feeling for y/n to understand. He's kinda hoping she catches onto his hints, but nope. she's also got a lot on her mind tbh. in turn, y/n *also* doesn't realize she has to flat out say how she feels for keith to understand☆
☆y/n keeps every single vow she's ever made. every time she's said "i vow" in VTLL, it has not been broken. they're a very sacred thing to her, so you know what that means? 28 is gonna be her time to shine 😁☆
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this probably sounds really bad, but I use VTLL as a means of positive reinforcement akjdjfhk. I finish an assignment or do something that really needs to get done, and then I reward myself with writing this fic 😭 I'm like a toddler and their screentime frfr. the good thing about this is that I'm getting my schoolwork done *and* getting my writing time in. The bad thing is that it's significantly decreased my screen time for things like TikTok, and when my sister makes references, I don't know what she's talking about... which is heartbreaking considering that out of the two of us, I've typically been the chronically online one with brain rot 😔💔 earlier in the week she said "looked in the mirror, as beautiful as art" and I was like "what🧍🏻♀️" and she kept repeating herself like i had to know and i was just so lost 😭 I know what it is now though ajskjkfsdl.
me: *chilling with my hormonal imbalance*
depressive episode: 👊💥
me: 🧍🏻♀️💔makin jokes but i *do* hope it isn't reflected in the chapter. idk my mental health plummets around the time my period is supposed to come and i have a severely irregular one so it always hits me out of nowhere. we're chilling on day 94 without it and my longest has been 127 days and it just makes me sad which is wild because periods suck. idk it just gets me down. on a brighter note, one of my classes got canceled on 02/07 so that was fun. i love me some writing time 🍽️ you know what i don't love? midterms. i don't wanna do any of em 😔 they're coming up at the end of this month, butttt i am so excited for spring break. i'm dreading lotor's altean colony. dreaaaading it.
Chapter 28: Eu Gaol Vae
Summary:
timeline in case anyone's interested:
➭Wednesday, 07/22/2415: Chapter 28's beginning: (Y/N)'s dream and her Keith crashout.
➭Sunday, 07/26/2415: Shiro and (Y/N)'s kitchen scene.
➭Tuesday, 07/28/2415: Lance turns 18.
➭Wednesday, 07/29/2415: Chapter 28's Monsters & Mana (season 6, episode 3).
➭Thursday, 07/30/2415: Chapter 28's Third Person POV; Headquarters, where Keith and Kolivan share a conversation (season 5, episode 5).
➭Friday, 07/31/2415: Chapter 28's Your POV; Enamored by his Probity.
➭Saturday, 08/01/2415: Chapter 28's Third Person POV; Razor's Edge, where Keith arrives at Ranveig's base and meets Krolia.
➭August 2415: Keith is gone the entire month (BoM mission, space whale, etc., season 5, episode 5 & season 6, episode 2). Meanwhile, alchemy infusion continues, and Team Voltron liberates more planets.
➭Monday, 08/17/2415: Chapter 34, part XIII Lotor's Generals & Haggar Day Five in the Patrulian Zone. They return and realize they've been gone for five months.⋆。˚✴︎⋆★˚。⋆If you find yourself making cool art for VTLL, feel free to share through Tumblr!! My asks are always open :) ⋆。˚★⋆✴︎˚。⋆
Notes:
Before I forget, this is a PSA that I am going on an updating hiatus until after midterms are done, meaning no new chapters until *hopefully* Sunday, March 02, 2025.
✨onto our regularly scheduled brain dump✨
i’m gonna be real with y’all, i used a lot of google for the flower descriptions. i haven’t added too much Violet, so i’m gonna do that in this chapter and also add more context when i come back for round 2 of edits. there’s a lot of working parts and i’ve been trying to stick to weekly updates, so my ideas form after i already publish oops. cottage pin 1 | cottage pin 2 this chapter was a real doozy. there’s a lot of stuff to tie together, so hopefully it reads all right. 😁 I’m also struggling with season 6’s pacing in terms of lotor going cuckoo. i might make it 2 chapters rather than squeeze them all into 1, we’ll see what i feel like doing. s6 e4–7 are like two-ish days so i feel like that’d make the most sense. my heart’s breaking for y/n so 🧍🏻♀️ i don’t want to rush it. i really need to think it out tbh.
let’s do a mini analysis for ch. 27’s sparring session just for funsies.
“Just as my grip loosens, Keith shifts. My breath catches, lips parting slightly at the movement.” Unintentional grinding. tbh lots of that.
“My brows knit together in concentration, and I arch beneath him, struggling against his hold. The movement presses our hips together, creating friction, and I squirm more, trying to break free and win.” yup, that triggered Keith. i still kinda feel guilty for making him 🧱ed up but i find it really funny that y/n was so oblivious. i love these two dummies 😭
“Blinking, panic flashes in his eyes, and then he abruptly lets go.” y/n doesn’t get a chance to feel anything sus because he skedaddles so fast after that 😋 honestly, shoutout to keith, i love a respectful man 🙂↕️🍽️
and y/n tries to say, “Keith, I love you” three times, but is cut off each time. Keith’s gotta run away to cool down and he’s flinchy because the last thing he wants is for y/n to find out their sparring match turned him on 😭 she’s here like “what did i do wrong?” and he’s here like “damn it. damn it. damn it. calm down.” AHAHAHA. poor boy finally sees her in person after months and is excited to catch up and hang out, but hormones get in the way. f in the chat for him fr fr.
Back to this chapter, I’m gonna be honest: I miss the citrus scale. So here, have an orange 🍊… :) Keith might be OOC, but I had fun. I love Keith x y/n’s relationship. I originally wrote it with Ariana Grande playing, but since coming back to it, I’ve listened to the “Hopeless Romantic” playlist on Spotify, and so if it’s a tad poetic, I’m just in that mood. I love love and how fitting it is that Valentine’s Day was a couple of days ago.
that being said, congrats y’all🫶🏻we’ve officially made it—only took 28 chapters 😭
what was i listening writing *that* scene? i 🫶🏻 🎸
i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys (electric guitar cover) | Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman (Guitar Cover + TAB) | Arctic Monkeys, Lana Del Rey - I Wanna Watch Boys To (Mashup) | The Walls - Chase Atlantic (electric guitar solo)
we gotta touch on the fact that they *do* find the other attractive. i haven’t really focused too much on that cause it’s kinda irrelevant plot-wise, and frankly, keith’s been down bad for a while and it reflects in the scene. nothin like some desperation to make things interesting 😁 friends to lovers is my kryptonite, and one of my favorite tropes in the whole wide world. i brought their sparkle back (i hope). y/n’s teasing keith makes a comeback and i kinda forgot how much she teased him in Volume I. maybe in Volume II edits i’ll try to sprinkle some more in it. they have so much more banter, i feel like it was kinda hard to do it this volume since they were separated a lot. they were so “mom and dad” like what Hunk said in ch. 15 😭 you know what, they deserve some kisses cause what i have planned out ruins everything. #im so excited for season 6’s finale chapters (if i decide to go this route LOL) 😁 after over 230,000 words, it’s go big or go home. i’m a giggling mess i’m gonna be so for real with y’all. i had so, so much fun with their confessions. they deserve every single one of these kisses. hope i did them justice and hope y’all have lots of fun 🫶🏻
this chapter lowkey broke me cause of how long it got so umm... happy reading!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Oh, won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?
And when you get a taste, can you tell me, what's my flavor?"
Gigi Perez, Sailor Song
"I'm sorry but I'm just thinking of the right words to say
(I promise you)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be
(I promise you)"
When In Rome, The Promise
"Oh, you kissed me just to kiss me
Not to take me home
It was simple, it was sweetness
It was good to know"
Leith Ross, We'll Never Have Sex
Your POV:
Sprawling mountains surround a cottage that lies in a field of wildflowers and Altean juniberries. Lush greenery and vibrant blooms of color envelop it.
Along the juniberry flowers are smaller, darker flowers—Daibazaalian violets.
My breath catches when I see them, awe sparkling in my eyes.
I've only ever heard of Daibazaalian violets through descriptions by my Dayaks.
The dark green of their heart-shaped leaves shimmers from the sun's light, and their five petals show traces of dewdrops from the early morning mist. White hydrangeas form a textured border along a stone pathway leading to the arched wooden door.
Thick vines, moss, and towering trees with dense foliage shade the path, casting shadows.
The cottage roof is slightly curved, covered in wooden shingles, and draped with flowers, ivy, and vines. Its exterior is made of light-colored stone bricks, and the roof's edges are accented with a light blue metallic trim.
Arched windows with white wooden frames are placed in the walls, their glass panes reflecting light.
I walk slowly, crouching down to touch the delicate petals of the violets. It's soft beneath my fingertips, its sweet, fresh scent wrapping around me.
A hint of a smile spreads on my lips.
It's so beautiful here. Unbearably, impossibly beautiful.
Someone places a gentle hand on my shoulder.
My heart races and I flinch, blinking rapidly as I whirl my head around. "Wha—Violet?" I ask.
Her lips lift into a smile. "Hello, dearest ga'oki."
My brows furrow as I take in her appearance.
Her hair is long, braided in a half-up, half-down hairstyle. Her roots are white, the tips of her hair fading into deep purple. She's wearing a pink long-sleeved shirt underneath a pair of dark navy overalls with muddied rubber boots on her feet.
A pout forms on my lips.
Stars above, you've got to be kidding me.
I've finally fallen asleep and I have a quiznaking dream with Violet?
Am I undeserving of a good night's sleep?
I've kept my vow to restore the Galra Empire, to be better, to bring peace to the universe—what more do you want from me?
Violet tilts her head curiously. "What are you thinking about?"
I blink, standing up abruptly. "Why do you always look different?"
A thoughtful expression plays across her features. Her hand remains on my shoulder, warm and steady. "Do I?" she asks softly, her voice carrying a faint lilt of amusement.
I shake my head, exasperated. "What..." I pause, gesturing to her outfit. "What are you wearing now? Why is your hair like that? And why does your age keep changing?"
"Ever curious, aren't you?" Her lips twitch into a small, knowing smile. "Come."
She removes her hand from my shoulder and steps past me, walking down the flower-lined path toward the cottage.
I follow her, my confusion growing. "But where are we? Are we on Altea again?" My eyes trail along the whimsical cottage. It's unlike anything I've ever seen before. "Whose home is this?"
"Yes, we are on Altea," Violet answers, turning to look at me over her shoulder. "Home."
The golden light of the sun filters through the trees, dappling her figure. She continues toward the cottage, beckoning for me to follow.
I rub my temples, trailing after her. "That's it? That's all you're going to say?"
The grass and pebbles crunch beneath my boots. They're muddied like Violet's.
Looking down at my attire, I realize I am not in my pajamas. Instead, I'm wearing a dark pair of pants and a green shirt with light blue embroidery.
"Um." I give her a look, dipping my head as I raise a brow and cross my arms over my chest. "What the quiznak is going on, Violet?"
She stops just outside the wooden door and turns around, her eyes glowing. "A great evil is coming—you must be prepared. The stars—"
Not this again.
"Stars above." I pinch the bridge of my nose. "I thought we were done with this shit."
"Please refrain from interrupting me." Her eyes stop glowing. "The stars will mourn your failure."
I open my mouth. Close it. I tilt my head, scrutinizing her. "Damn it, why—"
"The stars will mourn your failure," she repeats more firmly. "But they will also rejoice in your triumph."
I want to say something, but my mouth feels dry, my thoughts tangled like the ivy clinging to the cottage walls.
Violet steps closer, sighing. "You are afraid. That is natural."
"I am not afraid." I step back, pulling away from her touch, my fists clenching at my sides. "Stop speaking in prophetic riddles. Just tell me."
Her hands drop to her sides, and she looks away, her gaze lingering on the violets growing along the path. "The answers you seek are not mine to give."
"Of course, they're not." I press my palms against my face, groaning in frustration. "Because why make things simple when you can be cryptic and mysterious?"
I glare around at the wildflowers, rolling my eyes.
She chuckles quietly, shaking her head. "Stars, you are so much like her, ga'oki Kriensa."
Squinting, I peer back at her. "Like who?"
Violet's gaze softens. "Mother."
My throat tightens, and I take a cautious step toward her. "What do you mean? Your mother? My mother? Are you talking about... Eleanora?" Realization dawns on me, and my eyes widen as they make quick movements across her appearance. "Stars above—are you the little girl from the locket? The one in the portrait?"
Her expression falters, and she nods slowly.
Thousands of questions rise in my throat, each one vying to be spoken first, but all I can manage is a strangled, "How?"
A sad smile blossoms on Violet's face. "I am born of Altea and Daibazaal." She gestures to the cottage behind her, pausing. "This is where I grew up, where our mother raised me."
I blink. Several times. "You're my sister?"
Violet's hands clasp together in front of her. "Yes, I was your sister."
"Was?" My voice trembles, a knot forming in my throat. "What do you mean, was?"
"This is where I died." She closes her eyes. "I existed long before you. I walked this land, breathed this air... lived a life many, many millennia ago."
My stomach twists, and my breathing quickens. Everything becomes a blur. "I don't understand." My voice cracks, and I shake my head, taking another step back. "None of this makes sense."
"I don't entirely understand it myself." Violet lowers her gaze, her hands falling to her sides. "But dreams are where the veil is thinnest, and I vowed to the stars that I would watch over you."
Disbelief floods my system. "You vowed? I don't even know you."
"But I know you." Her expression shifts, a flicker of pain crossing her features. "Just as you have vowed to protect Lotor, I have vowed to protect you."
"Protect me?" My hands curl into fists. "All you've done is make my life more difficult."
Violet's gaze hardens. "Difficult? You believe I wish for this?" Her voice is low and sharp enough to cut through the haze of my frustration. She steps closer, fire burning in her eyes. "The answers you seek are not simple. They are not linear. And they are not for me to decide."
I exhale harshly, and an awkward silence passes between us.
The only sound is the gentle rustling of leaves in the breeze, the distant chirping of birds, and the faint sound of our breathing.
My gaze shifts, and I watch the bluebirds flap their wings as they take flight.
"I am not omniscient. I do not hold all the answers, nor do I claim to," Violet continues, lowering herself to sit on the cobblestone steps. A self-deprecating laugh parts from her as she shakes her head. "I am a poor excuse for a messenger of the stars."
I hesitate, staring down at her. "What do you mean?"
She looks up at me, her bright blue eyes reflecting the light of the Altean sun. She draws in a shaky breath.
"Mother used to tell me stories—tales of those blessed by the stars of Gala, of Oriande, of the stars mapping the way to the afterlife." Her gaze drifts downward, settling on the cobblestone beneath her feet. "But the reality of such stories is nothing like the ones I grew up with—nothing like the fantastical legends I once believed in. Everything is so... complicated."
"What..." I lower myself next to her, staring at my hands. "What was she like?"
A tear slides down her cheek as her gaze grows distant. "Mother gave up everything for me. I was too blinded by my own ambitions to appreciate it at the time."
I glance at her, catching the sorrow that lingers in her eyes. My voice is quiet as I ask, "What do you mean?"
Violet exhales shakily, her fingers tracing invisible patterns along the stone step. "I wanted to be just like her. Stars, she was brilliant. But I was reckless. Impatient. I doomed myself." Her hands ball into fists against her lap.
I watch her carefully. "How did you die?"
"I channeled all of my energy into the Purple Lion in hopes of giving it enough power to join Voltron." Her voice wavers as she exhales, lips pressing into a thin line. "I was a fool."
"Is that why you said you created yourself?"
Violet tilts her head in consideration. "Yes and no. Mother spent deca-phoebs trying to infuse the remaining ore from the trans-reality comet with Altean alchemy. But she was never able to do it. Even with the help of..."
She glances toward the wildflowers swaying gently in the breeze, frowning.
My brows furrow. "But you said the Purple Lion was created using a different, experimental strand of quintessence."
She nods slowly, her eyes distant. "I—My life was—well, in my desperation, I... I poured all of my quintessence into the Purple Lion. That is why I sometimes speak in your mind, why I come to you in dreams, why you see me in fragments. Because my soul is tied to it and you are its Paladin."
I press my palms against my knees, my mind reeling. "So... you're trapped?"
"Quite the opposite." Violet's gaze flickers to mine, and she exhales. "Voltron is special and I exist on its Astral Plane, much like..." A wistful smile ghosts over her lips as she sighs, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. Her eyes trail along the meadow, wildflowers, and mountains. "These are my memories you are dreaming of, dearest ga'oki."
My eyes follow her line of sight, and I frown. "Why do you call me 'dearest darling'?"
"Mother always called me that," she admits softly, wiping her tears away. "It is only fitting I follow in her footsteps."
A lump rises in my throat at her words.
I look away, my eyes trailing over the wildflowers and their petals that delicately flutter in the breeze. A warmth brushes my cheek, and I don't know what to say. I don't know what to feel.
Violet shifts beside me, smiling faintly. Her gaze turns skyward as she stands, brushing off her clothes. "Come."
I hesitate, glancing behind me at the cottage. "Where?"
"To the garden." She offers a hand.
I eye it warily before sighing and taking it, letting her pull me to my feet.
The moment I stand, she lets go, turning toward a small archway nestled between the trees.
We walk in silence. The path is lined with more hydrangeas, their petals a soft ivory and blue. The scent of juniberries and violets lingers in the air. Bluebirds sing in the distance, their songs and melodic chirping mingling with the rustling of leaves.
The garden is small, enclosed by a stone wall covered in climbing ivy. A single tree stands at its center, its branches twisted with age. Its blossoms are a brilliant shade of pink. Beneath it, a stone bench rests in the shade, and before it, a patch of freshly turned soil.
Violet kneels, brushing her fingers over the soil. "She planted this garden."
I crouch beside her, watching as she digs her fingers into it. "Mother?"
She nods. "Every flower, every tree. She placed them here with care. I'd help." Her fingers move over the roots. "I manage it for her now."
My frown deepens as I watch her. "How did—how did she die?"
Violet's expression hardens. "Zarkon's hands are stained with the blood of many, but hers... hers was the cruelest. The most undeserved."
"He killed her?" I whisper.
She shivers as she sniffles. "I don't—I'd rather not talk about it."
The breeze carries the scent of wildflowers, their sweetness thick in the air. My heart pounds. "Why am I dreaming?" I ask, my throat raw. "You haven't come to me in months."
"I know." She hesitates, guilt flashing in her eyes. "But the stars have spoken and I am their messenger." She returns her focus, the sunlight catching the strands of her hair as her fingers dig into the fertile soil. "The great evil has yet to reveal its true form, and you all are not yet ready for what is to come."
"All?" I rise to my feet, my eyes narrowing. "Who are you talking about? The Paladins? Lotor?"
She doesn't spare me a glance as she works, humming softly to herself.
An entire minute of silence passes.
I clench my jaw. "Why do you refuse to answer me?"
Violet rolls her eyes.
I shake my head, frustration mounting. "Did you just roll your eyes at me?"
She exhales sharply through her nose but ignores me.
I scoff, crossing my arms. "Is there any wisdom you can impart to me?"
Violet only shrugs. "Lotor is the priority."
"Lotor is the..." Huffing, I run a hand down my face and groan. "Is everything you say just a repetition? You've already told me this—that's why I took my memories out and went to the damn Empire in the first place."
"You vowed that he is your brother. No matter what."
My brows furrow. "Of course he is. Why are you reminding me?"
Violet finally lifts her head, her piercing gaze meeting mine. "Because a time will come when you are forced to choose."
My breath catches. "Choose?"
Her fingers press deeper into the soil, her expression solemn. "Yes."
Frustration simmers beneath my skin. "Choose what?"
Violet's lips part like she wants to say something, but instead, she exhales, her fingers releasing their grip. "I'm afraid that's all I can say."
I let out a short, humorless laugh, pacing a few steps away before turning back to her. "So cryptic, as always."
She stands, dusting the soil from her hands. "If you'll excuse me, I've grown tired of your incessant questioning."
Glaring, I shake my head. "Don't you dare—"
The dream shifts, the light fades, and I wake up with a huff.
Damn it. Damn it. How does she do that?
Darkness clings to the edges of my vision, and my heart hammers as I glare at the ceiling.
Turning, I tangle myself into the sheets of Keith's bed, pulling a pillow close to my chest.
I inhale a deep breath, close my eyes, and pretend Keith is here, next to me. My fingers tighten around the pillow as I press my face into it, willing my heartbeat to slow.
You must remember that when the time comes. When you are forced to choose.
Choose what? Choose who?
I exhale sharply and shift onto my back, staring at the ceiling.
Keith should be here, but he's not because he's on another damn mission. I selfishly wish he were here with me, selfishly wish I could listen to the steady, rhythmic beating of his heart and let it lull me to sleep.
The silence feels so much heavier without him here.
The pillow doesn't smell like him anymore; none of his room does. His scent has faded, replaced by me and the sterile air of the Castle Ship.
A part of me resents that.
I bury my face into it anyway, pretending, hoping that I can summon his warmth just by wanting it badly enough.
It doesn't work.
Keith should be here.
The thought repeats itself like a quiet, persistent ache, digging into my bones. I try to push it away, to reason with myself.
He's just gone on a mission; he'll be back once he gets the chance. He'll call or make a surprise visit.
But it doesn't matter.
The bed is too big without him. Too cold. Too lonely.
I squeeze my eyes shut, my mind already conjuring up the way it feels when he's next to me. The solid warmth of his body, the way his breaths fall into rhythm with mine. The way he always falls asleep stiffly at first, like he's not sure if he's allowed to relax, but eventually softens. Sometimes his arm drapes over my waist like a silent reassurance, sometimes his fingers entwine with my hair, sometimes he simply holds me to remind me he's there.
I miss that. I miss him.
I roll onto my back with an exhale.
This is stupid. He's been on so many missions already, I should be used to it. I shouldn't be this affected by him. By his absence. I shouldn't need him this much.
But I do. I need him in every sense of the word.
I press my palms against my face, frustrated.
I don't even know when I started needing him like this. When his absence started feeling like something I had to endure rather than just accept. Months of this agonizing, slow torture. This gnawing, pained feeling that's chipping away at my soul when he's not around.
I hate this. I hate that he's not here. I hate that I don't know what to do with myself when he isn't.
Commander Sendak hasn't sent any new messages, Haggar hasn't been seen by anyone since the Kral Zera, Lotor refuses to talk about his Generals, deflecting every time I bring up Acxa, smaller factions are breaking out into even more civil war—the Galra Empire is a damn mess.
We can't keep up. I can't keep up.
I need my best friend.
I thought I knew what love is, but this—this doesn't feel like love. Love is supposed to be warm, something that fills you up, not carves you hollow. Millennia ago, I loved Sendak, and his betrayal broke my heart, but loving him never felt like my love for Keith.
Why does my love for him ache like this? Why does it feel like my other half is missing? Why does it feel like I am stronger with him than apart?
Is this what true love feels like?
Or does my love for him ache because I've not told him how I feel, too afraid that it's unrequited?
I've not told him that his smile is so warm that when I look at him, I feel all the fires of a supernova burning within my heart. I've not told him that every night, I ask the stars above to let me hold him the way they are held by space. I've not told him that I can picture myself with him by my side forever.
I've not told him that I love him with every fiber of my being.
I really love him. I'm in love with him. I have been in love with him.
I swallow hard, my throat tight, my chest aching.
The empty room presses in around me, a suffocating kind of quiet that no amount of tossing and turning can fix.
Loving Keith in silence is not enough, and it's killing me.
I hate feeling like I'm missing a part of myself just because he isn't here. I hate that he's made a home inside my heart without even trying. I hate that I am too much of a coward to tell him I love him wholeheartedly.
Frustration simmers beneath my skin, hot and restless. I sit up abruptly, throwing the sheets off, and swing my legs over the edge of the bed to stand.
Slipping on my Purple Lion slippers, the doors to Keith's room slide open, and I trudge toward the Galra Central Command ship's training deck.
I need to move. To fight. To expel all these emotions. To burn this feeling out of me before it consumes me whole.
"Stars above," I grumble, bitter. "I just want some quiznaking sleep."
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The Castle Ship's kitchen lights are on.
Tilting my head, I poke through the threshold and spot Shiro standing near the food goo dispenser.
"Morning, Shiro." I yawn and outstretch my arms, walking over to a cupboard to grab a bowl. Peering over my shoulder, I note that his hands are empty.
With a shrug, I reach up to grab one for him, too.
He doesn't turn to look at me, his shoulders tense and posture stiff.
"Shiro?" I ask, taking a careful step toward him and holding out one of the bowls. "You okay?"
Once I'm in his peripheral vision, he jolts slightly, turning to look at me with wide eyes. He shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. "You're up early."
"Couldn't really sleep." I shrug, pulling down the lever to pour goo. Green encompasses the light gray of the bowl. "Might as well get some breakfast in before my morning briefings."
His gaze flickers away as he grabs the bowl, waiting for me to be finished. "I couldn't sleep much either."
"Headache again?"
Shiro exhales through his nose, looking like he's debating whether to admit it. "I'm fine," he mutters.
I sigh, pulling my bowl back. It clatters on the kitchen island as I slump down on a stool. "Shiro, they've only been getting worse. Me or Allura, we—maybe our Altean alchemy can help you. Or maybe Lotor knows something." My head rests on the base of my palm as I glumly begin to eat. The goo tastes bland, but I'm too drained to care. "We don't know unless we try. I mean, Allura was able to save Lance."
He glances at me, and just as he opens his mouth, he groans. Drawing in a sharp breath, he presses his hands against his temples, cowering down.
My eyes widen, and I rush forward without thinking, my hands hovering near his arms. "Shiro!"
He shudders under the weight of the pain, his breathing uneven. "I—I'm fine," he tries to insist, but his voice is tight, forced.
"Yeah, sure," I say, not believing a word of it. "Come on, sit down before you fall over."
He doesn't resist as I guide him toward the nearby chair. His fingers tremble slightly as he presses them harder into his temples, trying to will the pain away.
"Let me help."
His jaw tightens, and he shakes his head. "I'm fine."
I kneel down in front of him, resting a hand lightly on his wrist. "You're not fine. Your headaches are getting worse, you're barely sleeping." My voice softens. "Please. Let me try."
He hesitates, fingers twitching against his temples before slowly lowering to his lap. "I—" His voice catches, frustration flashing across his face.
He looks lost, like the words won't come to him.
There's a look in his eyes that leaves as soon as it appears. It's unsettling, sending a chill down my spine. I lean in with furrowed brows.
What am I doing? Focus, (Y/N).
I shake my head, blinking a couple of times. My fingers twitch as I hesitate, but I steady myself.
I can do this.
Taking a deep breath, I place my fingertips lightly against Shiro's temples, just where his own hands had been moments before. He flinches at the touch but doesn't pull away. His breathing is shallow, his eyes are squeezed shut against the pain.
I close my eyes and focus on channeling my energy as I do when infusing the Sincline ship with Allura.
A light blue glow wraps itself around us, and the alchemic magic is warm as it presses against Shiro's skin.
Please work.
A shudder runs through him, and his shoulders loosen ever so slightly, his breathing evening out.
The warmth shifts, twisting into something colder, something wrong. In the depths of his mind is darkness, a shadow that clings to him.
I try to catch a closer glimpse, but dark magic distorts my vision, suffocating me. It tries to swallow me whole, and my eyes snap open.
My magic halts as I draw in a sudden breath.
Shiro opens his eyes, meeting mine. "Is something wrong?" The pain in his expression has faded, replaced by a mixture of fear and confusion. "Is everything okay?"
Guilt claws at me. This is Shiro. Our leader, my friend, not some stranger I don't trust.
I swallow hard, my fingers tingling from where they had been pressed to his temples. "I—" My voice catches, uncertainty creeping into my thoughts.
Should I tell him? What would I even say? Hey, Shiro, did something happen recently that you're not telling us about? Cause I'm sensing some dark magic in your mind.
He watches me, his posture still tense. "(Y/N)?" His voice is so small, so uncertain. So full of doubt.
My lack of sleep has officially caught up to me. That has to be it. I'm seeing and sensing strange things that weren't truly there to begin with.
Shaking my head, I force a smile. "It's nothing. Just, um—your headaches must be worse than I thought." I pull back, standing to give him some space. "Did it help at all?"
Shiro exhales, rolling his shoulders back like he's testing himself. "Yeah. I think so." His brows furrow as he flexes his fingers against the fabric of his pants.
I nod, deciding to let it go for now. "Good. Maybe Allura and I can keep working on a way to help more permanently."
He nods and pushes himself to his feet, offering me a small, tired smile. "Thanks, (Y/N). I appreciate it." His eyes lock onto mine. "You okay?"
"Y-Yeah." My smile falters. I want to believe him. I really do, but that feeling still lingers in my chest, a warning I can't quite ignore. "Just... tired. I've barely gotten any sleep."
Walking in front of me, he pats my shoulder. "You miss Keith, huh?"
Heat rushes to my face, and I fumble with my bowl, nearly dropping it. "What? N-No, I—" I catch the knowing look in Shiro's eyes and huff. "Okay, maybe a little."
His chuckle is soft, a welcome sound compared to the strained groans from earlier. "You're not the only one. It's weird not having him around."
"Yeah..." I relax, shoulders dropping as I lean against the kitchen island. "It's been three weeks already. And no word yet."
Shiro's gaze softens. "You know he worries about you just as much, right?"
I bite my lip, tracing the rim of my bowl with my thumb. "I doubt that."
"He... cares about you. A lot."
Sighing, I eat a sporkful of food goo. "He cares about all of us."
"Not like he cares about you. I've never seen him act with anyone like he acts with you. You give him stability. Purpose. You make him feel like he belongs." Shiro leans against the counter, his eyes distant, thoughtful. "He's always been a bit of a lone wolf, even when we were at the Garrison. But when he's with you..."
I blink, rolling my eyes as I half-snort, half-scoff. "You're making it sound like he's in love with me or something."
Shiro's lips twitch, and he looks away, a glint of something unreadable in his eyes. "Yeah... crazy, huh?"
"Definitely." I nod earnestly, playing with the goo.
He shakes his head, his smile turning a little sad. "You really don't see it, do you?"
Blinking, I pause, spork halfway to my mouth. "See what?"
He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. "Nothing."
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Heavy, misty fog clings to the air as we run through the thick trees of a forest. Mud clings to my sandals, and I push myself further, forcing away the exhaustion creeping up my bones. My throat burns and my heart races from overexertion, but still, I run.
As I hop over a tree with overgrown roots, the cloak clasped around my back snags, and I nearly topple over.
Hunk and Pidge trail behind me. Her eyes widen, and she grabs my arm, tugging me along. The forest floor trembles, and a dark shadow casts overhead as we come to a halt. Hunk's character, Block, steps in front of us protectively.
"Get behind me!" Block exclaims.
I peer over his shoulder, trying to see through the dense fog to no avail. "I say we kill him!"
Hunk glances up at me from across the game table and shakes his head. "That's not how this works."
Focusing back on the hologram forest, he gets back into character, clutching the game piece.
Block raises his wooden shepherd's crook. "Seal of Protection!"
A large green shield falls right before us, crackling with blue lightning, just as the massive ogre lands. His iron axe collides with the shield, and it falls away.
My eyes widen. "Now, can we kill him?"
"Um, what do I do?!"
"Kill the damn ogre!"
"Hit it with your lightning bolt!" Pidge's character, Meklavar, exclaims.
Block twists the crook in his hands, his eyes narrowing with focus. "Lightning bolt!"
The ogre braces himself for the strike, but the lightning bolt is nothing more than a little spark that fizzles out, electrocuting his hair.
I blink, taking off in a sprint, and Block and Meklavar run after me. All three of us scream as we race downhill, and the ogre follows after us, swinging his axe in the air.
"You call that a lightning bolt?!" I shriek.
"If you're the only remaining hope for your village, they're doomed!" Meklavar exclaims.
"I'm a healer, not a fighter!" Block falls behind. "Soaring staff!"
He hops on his shepherd's crook as it begins to levitate and grabs Meklavar. I throw myself onto it just as the ogre plays a rhythmic melody on the instrument attached around his neck with brown twine.
Meklavar peeks over her shoulder, looking behind me. "Oh no, that's the song of eternal slumber. Cast protection from sleep on yourselves."
I hum, my head sagging down. "Song of eternal slumber, Pidge?"
Block yawns. "That's the—" He yawns again. "How come you don't need it?"
"I'm a dwarf. Come on!" Meklavar exclaims.
"So sleepy."
"Wake up! You're going the wrong way!"
I snort as Hunk and I's characters lie flat on the game table. Pidge moves her character piece toward the ogre, but it pushes her away.
Hunk is still asleep, and I raise my character, channeling her elemental magic to wrap vines around the ogre's legs. He grits his teeth, and Block wakes up, using his crook to wrap lightning around the ogre's hands.
"Now!" I exclaim, straining to strengthen the vines.
"Got it!" Meklavar leaps into the air, destroying the ogre with her axe.
It poofs into a brown cloud of dust and dirt. Once it clears, a green shard floats from the wreckage.
"Oh, look. It's a crystal," Block says, walking up to it.
"Weird." I raise an eyebrow, tilting my head. "I've never seen an ogre drop a crystal like this."
"Let's take it back to the innkeeper and find out where this ogre got it." Meklavar grabs the crystal, pocketing it.
Block's shoulders droop. "Aw, man. Come on. That's, like, way on the other side of the Wiebian Swamps. You know how scary and gross those are? Very, very scary and gross."
I cross my arms, giving him a look.
Meklavar rolls her eyes, turning to walk away. "Come on, you big baby. Your village got turned into stone. Do you want to save them or not?"
"I mean, they're not, like, going anywhere."
"Come on," I say, jogging after Pidge.
Hunk sighs. "Alright, fine, fine, but I'm not fighting any ghosts this time. I'm just running."
|••••••••••|
The Wiebian Swamp is dark, and crickets chirp all around us.
Block steps into a mound. "Oh, yuck! Yuck! Oh, so scary and gross. What did I tell you? I cannot believe how sticky this Wiebian Swamp goo is." He kicks his feet around, throwing goo off his sandal, and I grimace as I jump back to avoid the splatter. "It's, like, crazy."
I look up and blink. Up ahead in the distance is a tavern. "Hey, you hungry?"
"We don't have any money, Hunk," Meklavar says. "We're just gonna meet the innkeeper and leave."
Block's head sags down. "Oh, man. I would not have run so hard if I didn't think there might be food."
Shrugging, I skip down the dirt road. "We could always steal."
Meklavar looks at us and sighs. "Fine."
Opening the door, soft tavern music plays, and several people glare up at us.
Block makes a face, frowning. "This is not the atmosphere I remember from last time."
Pidge starts breaking pots.
"Whoa, what are you doing?" I ask.
"Looking for coins," Meklavar replies.
I look up at Pidge from across the game table, pouting. "Why can't we just steal? That sounds more fun."
She gasps, and Hunk gasps.
Meklavar has managed to find a silver coin, and she sprints to the bar, slamming it onto the wooden surface. "A greasy meat pile for my friend, please."
I take a seat on the barstool, leaning over to grab the wooden bowl of half-eaten potatoes beside me.
"One health plate coming up!" the Innkeeper says. His hulking figure stands, casting shadows over us, and my mouth falls open. He raises an eyebrow. "Oh, it's you three again. Did you find any clues?" He sets the meat plate and two metallic tankards in front of us.
Greedily grabbing the ale, I gulp it all down.
"We found a crystal, just like you thought we might." Meklavar pulls out the green shard from her pocket to show him.
The Innkeeper's eyes narrow as he leans in. "Just as I feared. Those ogres are mercenaries. They'll fight for anyone that has crystals. The only person that uses this type is the evil wizard Dakin."
Block peers up from his meat leg, his mouth full. "Evil wizard? That doesn't sound good."
Crossing his arms, the Innkeeper sighs. "It isn't, though I admit I should have suspected him. There aren't many wizards powerful enough to turn a whole village to stone."
"So how do we save them?" Meklavar asks, sliding her tankard toward me.
I smile and chug the ale in a matter of a few ticks.
"You'll have to defeat Dakin. He's inside Carthian's Lair... a tomb of horrors so filled with monsters, traps, and terrors that most heroes would be driven insane at the mere thought of entering."
Block's expression is flat. "Uh, maybe those villagers like being turned into stone?" Meklavar punches his arm. "Okay, alright."
I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, pushing both empty tankards toward the Innkeeper. "So where do we find this tomb of horrors?"
"Just inside the Feldakor Mountains," the Innkeeper answers.
"The Feldakor Mountains, you say?" Turning around, my eyes linger on a cloaked figure sitting at a darkened table in an isolated corner of the tavern. "You three think you have what it takes to smite evil?"
"Who are you?" Meklavar asks, blinking.
"Me? My name is Takashi Shirogane. I'm a Paladin. And you?"
The three of us take hesitant steps before joining him at the table. I take a seat, tilting my head.
"Me? I'm Block, the sorcerer."
"Name's Meklavar. Best axe-fighter in three lands."
"I'm Lunaria," I say. "Elemental Mage and former mercenary. We're on our way to break the curse put on Block's town."
Meklavar nods. "The villagers were turned to stone by Dakin. What's your story, Paladin?"
Shiro takes off his cloak, revealing a silver crown resting on his head. "I'm on my own adventure. From a young age, I was chosen to be a Paladin because of my bright internal light. My master, D'Jahno, taught me the seven pillars of knighthood. He forged not only my mind, but also my body. I became a shield for good and a weapon against evil. Before I could complete my training, a leviathan demon attacked our monastery. It destroyed all we had, including my master. D'Jahno's last words to me were, 'You no longer need my guidance to complete your training. Defeating the leviathan will teach you all there is to know.'" Shiro closes his eyes, a single tear sparkling as it slides down his cheek.
I roll my eyes and push myself up. Block and Meklavar follow behind me, and he opens the door, a gust of wind seeping into the tavern.
"Hey, where are you guys going?" Shiro asks.
"You've got a lot going on," I reply flatly, not sparing him a glance.
Block steps through the threshold first. "Totally sounds like you're too busy to help us with this wizard, though."
Meklavar waves. "Good luck with the leviathan."
The cool night air greets us as I slam the door and we begin walking on the dirt path again.
Block sighs. "Man, that guy was so boring."
"Big time." I nod.
"Wait!" Shiro runs, and once he reaches us, he comes to an abrupt stop, panting. Rolling my eyes, we start walking again. He holds his hand out. "Wait." He groans and then straightens. "As a Paladin, I swore an oath to vanquish evil. I cannot deny the righteousness of your quest. I will help you defeat the wizard, and then return to my hunt for the demon that destroyed my master."
The ground beneath our feet trembles.
Block's eyes widen. "Ooh, what's that?"
I look up and blink at the large, furry creature. "Quiznak!"
"Oh no!" Meklavar exclaims.
We sprint to get away, but Shiro is too slow and gets eaten.
Pidge's mouth falls open across the game table. "Oh no! Shiro's dead!"
Coran sighs, shaking his head as Platt, the yellow mouse, chews on Shiro's character piece. "Shoo, shoo!"
The mice squeak, and I give them a look. Coran picks up the piece, and Shiro leans against the table with wide eyes and a frown.
"Did I really die in the game?" he asks.
"Yes," Coran replies.
Hunk leans back, and I pet Chuchule, the pale pink mouse with white fur on her stomach, with my index finger. Plachu, the mouse with blue-green fur, squeaks loudly, his red eyes twitching as he skitters on the game table. The smallest mouse with pale blue fur, Chulatt, rests on Pidge's shoulder, playing with her hair.
Shiro's frown deepens as he glances at the mice. "But that doesn't make any sense. The mice aren't playing the game."
Coran sits down. "Don't worry, you can just make a new character."
He grabs the game piece and sets it on the board. "I'm going to be a Paladin again."
"Oh, come on now. Do you really want to play a Paladin? I mean, you could be something completely different: a maven, a mage, a cleric, a klazgool, a bard." Coran holds his fingers out as he lists the options.
Shiro crosses his arms, leaning into the couch's back. "I don't know what's more fulfilling than being a Paladin."
Coran's face contorts. "But you're already a Paladin in real life!"
Hunk and Pidge jolt at his yelling, and my head falls back as I groan.
The doors to the Castle Ship's lounge slide open, revealing Allura and Lance.
"Is everything alright?" she asks. "We heard yelling."
Pidge smiles. "We're all good."
I glance at Coran, who is sulking, sinking deeper into the couch. "Well, mostly all good."
The two of them walk over, and Coran stands.
"What's going on in here?" Lance asks, tilting his head.
"We're playing Monsters and Mana," I say, gesturing to the game table that is lit up with a blue screen and green hologram forest.
He scratches the back of his head. "Monsters and huh?"
"It's a game," Coran answers, holding up the leather book.
"It's fun," Pidge says.
Lance leans in, inspecting the book. "I dunno. How can a game that needs a book be fun?"
Coran smiles. "You ought to read it and find out."
He backs up. "Nah."
Closing his eyes, Coran lifts his chin up. "I've been playing Monsters and Mana since I was a boy. My bandmates and I, the Pirate Polychoral, used to play it all the time. I was always the Lore Master."
Allura walks down the steps and sits next to him. She smiles as her eyes trail over the game table. "So, how do you play?"
Lance's shoulders sag as he begrudgingly sits next to her.
Coran sits down. "Okay, so each person creates a fantastical character. The character is represented by a figurine on this holo-map to help them track their action. But the real fun happens in the mind. Each player gets a turn, and every turn they say what they want to do. The Lore Master, me, knows the difficulty of the task. The person must roll a 20-sided die to see if they can accomplish their action."
Lance gasps. "Whoa, a 20-sided dice? How big is that thing?"
Pidge gives him a look, adjusting her glasses. "It's normal-sized, it just has twenty sides."
He shakes his head. "No, no, no, no. It's got twenty sides? It's gotta be the size of a Yalexian pearl." Coran holds out the die, its blue numbers glowing in the dimly lit lounge. "Oh."
I chuckle softly. "It's okay, Lancey. I thought the same thing."
Coran's eyes widen as a big grin plasters on his face, and he leans in. "Do you want to play?"
Lance crosses his arms over his chest, raising an eyebrow as he leans back onto the couch. "Don't you guys have something better to do right now? Like, I don't know, universe-defending stuff?"
"Hunk and I ran into a snag upgrading the Castle's shields," Pidge says, leaning onto the table. "We're running a diagnostic, but all we can do is wait."
"I'm trying to take a mental break," Shiro says. "We've been going really hard lately."
Shrugging, I sigh. "Lotor told me to take a break from handling my imperial responsibilities. And I can't sleep, so I'm here."
Allura's eyes widen as she smiles. "I'll play, it sounds fun!" She gives me a look. "Plus, we're at an impasse with the comet ship."
I nod. "We've really got nothing better to do."
Lance sighs, glancing at her. "Yeah. Yeah, I already worked out today, so I guess I don't have anything going on. Might as well play your little nerd game."
Coran holds out two glowing orange screen cards. "Here you go. Create your characters with the interface loaded onto these. It'll keep track of your stats. Now it's time to begin the heroes' journey."
Focusing back on the game table, I get into character.
Meklavar, Block, Shiro, and I walk through the forest.
I hum softly to myself, kicking a pebble from the dirt path.
A shadowy figure runs on our right, and Meklavar holds her hand up, signaling us to stop. I look through the trees, squinting my eyes. My hand tightens around the hilt of my sword.
The soft sound of a bowstring wisps through the air, and an arrow flies toward us.
"Watch out!" I shout, diving out of its range.
A creature behind us groans and poofs, transforming into a simple leather pouch full of coins.
I look up and blink up to see a woman in the trees. Her long white hair is pulled back in a ponytail, and her armor is a light purple-pink with white and gold accents.
She jumps down from the tall branch but doesn't land gracefully. "Ow." She straightens, brushing the dust off her armor. "I'm the mystical archer Valayun, searching for the rune stone of Lapham." A bright smile spreads on her features. "What quest are you on?"
My grip on the sword releases. "Block's town was turned to stone by an evil wizard," I say.
"We tracked him down through his special crystals," Meklavar adds.
Something poofs behind us, and I jolt, spinning on my heel.
"Hey, hey, hey, hey!" Block exclaims. "Whoa, where'd you come from?"
The man is crouched down with furry brown ears and a tail, his hand tightly clutching the pouch. A brown bandana is wrapped around his forehead. "The name's Pike," he replies suavely. "I was going to rob you clodhoppers of your junk, but it sounds like the bigger score is helping you jack this wizard with the crystals."
Pidge looks up at Lance from across the game table, her expression flat. "So you chose a thief, huh?"
"I'm not a thief!" Pike exclaims. "I'm a ninja assassin, the silent killer." He teleports behind us. "My victims never know I'm coming 'cause I don't say a word. They look around and don't see anything, so they drop their guard. But what they don't realize—" he poofs again—"is that I'm lurking in the shadows, silently watching!"
His laugh echoes in the forest.
Shiro fixes him with a look. "Yeah, you're very quiet."
Pike is back, crouching on the dirt ground, playing with silver coins. "But I do steal things. In fact, that's a lot of what my character does." He poofs behind Pidge's character. "You're a dwarf, huh?"
She smiles. "Oh, yeah. I'm Meklavar, a dwarven miner whose precious family heirloom, the Jewel of Jitan, was stolen. I'm on a quest to retrieve it."
He considers this. "Precious family heirloom. Mmm..."
Valayun smiles. "Well, it's very fortunate that I arrived here. I can aid you on your quest." Lifting her bow, she shoots an arrow into the air. "I'll summon a mount."
The arrow whirls high into the sky and releases a bright pink light, opening a pink portal. A mount flies through its fur, light blue, wings dark blue, and mane green.
I look up, my mouth hanging open. "Whoa," I whisper.
We climb onto its back and soar to the Feldakor Mountains.
|••••••••••|
A dark cave stands before us. Two dark stone statues flank the entrance, burning with light blue fire.
"Did anyone remember to bring torches?" Block asks.
"Nope," I say, popping the 'p'.
Shiro looks up across the game table, clutching his card. "I really think my character would have remembered to bring a torch."
"Oh, yeah?" Coran leans in over his shoulder. "Why don't you check your little inventory there? Oh, no torches, eh? Then I guess you forgot to bring them."
We all groan.
"Oh, I have something!" Allura exclaims.
Valayun pulls out an arrow from the quiver slung behind her back and looks at me. "You're a Mage, aren't you, Lunaria?"
I stare at the arrow and tilt my head. "Elemental Mage, but..." Pausing, my brows furrow as I grab it. "I can try."
Closing my eyes, I focus my magic.
The arrowhead begins to glow a strong green light, and we high-five.
The six of us enter the cave's entrance, and soon reach its end.
We come to a halt.
"It's just a wall," I say, groaning.
"But this is where we're supposed to go, right?" Block asks.
Meklavar sets her axe down, stepping to the stone brick wall. "Maybe there's a secret here." She starts patting along it.
Shrugging, I do as she does.
Pike walks beside me. "Maybe you just have to knock."
He taps it two times.
A light flashes, and I close my eyes tightly as it glows brighter.
"Wow, you actually did it," I say, staring at the large door that appears.
Pike shrugs, looking smug. "What can I say? I'm good at puzzles and junk." He leans in and grabs the door handles.
"Wait," Meklavar says. "There could be traps."
I nod. "You have to check for them."
Pike whines. "Why do I have to check for them?"
Meklavar plants a hand on her hip, giving him a look. "Because you're the thief. You're the only one in the group with that skill."
He turns around. "How do I even check for traps?"
Coran looks up from across the game table. "You roll the 20-sided die, adding your check for traps skill to the roll. If it's high enough, you'll remove the trap."
Lance frowns. "And what if it's too low?"
Giggling, Coran leans in. "You activate the trap."
Blinking, Lance's frown deepens. He throws the die onto the game table, and I lean in, biting my bottom lip as it rolls.
It lands on a three.
"Oh, man!" Pike exclaims.
The handles of the door lock, holding him in place, as it falls flat onto the floor.
A thick cloud of dust engulfs us, and I brace myself as the floor beneath us crumbles. We all scream as we fall down the tunnel, and once we begin free-falling, my eyes bulge.
"We're gonna quiznaking die!" I screech as I see the upward-pointing wooden spikes on the ground beneath us.
"Levitation!" Block exclaims.
A yellow bird with red wattles and a comb with flappy wings poofs into my hold, clucking as it takes us to safety.
"Great work there, Block," Shiro says.
"Let's keep going," I say.
It takes several dungeon fights to work our way through Carthain's Lair. We fight various chameleon monsters with hypnotic eyes, a gigantic crocodile with a birthday hat, ghosts that circle nonstop, enchanted quicksand guarded by a weeping willow, and an army of bats until we finally reach a set of old stone doors.
My shoulders droop as I try to catch my breath, and the stone doors open slowly.
"Okay," Pike rasps out, "what's next?"
I look up and we all gasp.
"Oh, mamma mia," Block says. "Look at all this treasure."
A wide smile spreads on my lips as I take in the golden coins, jewelry, gems, and magical artifacts.
"It's our reward for getting past all those traps," Meklavar says.
Running inside, my hands dig into the crystals, and I sigh in delight.
Pike crouches beside me. "This is more like it. We fall for traps all the time in real life, and we never get treasure."
Valayun gasps, holding up an arrow with a twisted pink arrowhead. "Wow! A quick-draw quiver with a magical creature-summoning arrow."
"Oh, sweet!" Meklavar exclaims. "Gloves of transmutation! These bad boys can transmogrify the elemental matter of any inanimate object."
"Awesome! And I got an invisibility cloak!" Pike shouts.
"A bowl that is never empty of food." Block hugs it tightly. "Our days of vandalizing innkeepers' vases are over."
"No way!" My eyes widen as I pick up the dark red shield lying in a pile of gold coins. Its metal gleams in the golden torchlight of the lair. "An enchanted dragon blood impenetrable shield that bounces off attacks!"
Shiro picks up a large sword, and it bursts into flames. "Wow, a blazing sword! Hey guys, check it—" He's cut off by his screams, poofing out of existence as a red lightning bolt strikes him.
I blink. "What the quiznak?"
We all scream, rushing to where Shiro died. His crown clatters on the stone floor.
"Ooh." Meklavar crouches down. "He dropped a rare item!"
"It's so shiny," I say, leaning to pick it up. A loud cackling pulls my focus.
The Innkeeper stands on our right, red lightning energy crackling in his hands. "Fools!"
Block tilts his head. "Hey, Innkeeper. What are you doing here?"
He laughs again. "You dumb-dumbs! I only run the inn to trick foolish adventurers into gathering valuable crystals for me. Thank you for bringing them directly to my lair."
Pike's eyes widen. "Who is this guy?"
"So you're Dakin?" I ask.
Meklavar clenches her left hand into a tight fist. "You were behind this all along!"
The Innkeeper laughs maniacally, spinning in a circle as he transforms into Dakin and floats into the air.
All the treasure disappears.
"This is where your adventure ends," he says.
A golden lightning bolt strikes behind us, and I turn, pinching the bridge of my nose.
"I'm Shiro's twin brother, Jiro, here to complete Shiro's quest," Jiro says, standing and lifting his sword.
Meklavar face falls. "A Paladin again?"
"Always a damn Paladin." I shake my head, exasperated.
"Only fools would enter my tomb of horrors. I am the most powerful wizard in all of Aurita," Dakin announces.
"Oh, yeah?" Block asks. "Well, we don't care. We're here to turn my village back from stone, man."
"Your quest is in vain. I've already siphoned off their life force." Flames form in his hand. "You would have to permanently defeat me in order to restore it. But instead, I will become the most powerful being in all of the planes." The fire strikes Jiro, but he defends himself with his shield. "I'm going to evaporate you, just like I did with your twin brother!"
I clutch the hilt of my sword and sling my shield over my arm.
"Let's get him!" Valayun exclaims, pulling arrows from her quiver. "Yah! Yah! Yah!"
Dakin tries striking us with his red lightning power and manages to hit Meklavar, who screams. She collapses onto the floor, sizzling.
"Healing Arrow!" Valayun fires it at her.
"I will avenge my twin!" Jiro sprints toward Dakin, shouting.
He shifts his focus and starts throwing fireballs at him.
"Water Spout!" Block shouts, a purple portal forming in front of him. Water rushes toward him, and Dakin fires at him.
Pike poofs, teleporting him and Block behind me.
"Embiggen!" Block exclaims. The spell turns Meklavar into a giant.
Dakin fires at us again, and Block and Pike hide behind me as I protect us using my shield. The fireballs bounce back.
Meklavar throws her axe at Dakin, his body connecting to the stone steps. "We did it!" She starts shrinking back to her normal size.
"Hooray!" Pike shouts.
We all raise our hands and cheer.
"We defeated the bad guy!" Block exclaims, and his magical portal closes.
"Yeah! I hope those stone villagers have a little cold, hard cash for us."
I half-snort, half-scoff. "I hope they have some sweets for us."
"Wow." Shiro smiles. "This game is so amazing. It requires problem-solving, teamwork, creativity, all the skills you'd want to imbue when doing team-building exercises."
Pike's face contorts. "Stop trying to ruin our fun with learning."
Laughing softly, I roll my eyes and smile at Shiro from across the game table.
Dakin's laughter echoes in the lair. I focus back on the game.
"Uh-oh," Block says.
"Fools!" Dakin poofs back into the lair, except now, he's a dragon.
"Oh, quiznak," I grumble.
"You did exactly as I planned. Only by being slain by six pure of heart on this evil altar could I become the all-powerful Coranic Dragon!"
"We aren't powerful enough to defeat a dragon, much less a Coranic one," Meklavar states.
I narrow my eyes on the dragon as it breathes fire, and I duck, hiding behind my shield.
Block is hit in the left leg, and it sizzles.
Valayun leaps along the stone pillars, pulling an arrow from her quiver. "Fire Healing Arrow!"
The arrowhead pierces his leg, instantly healing him.
The dragon hits Valayun, throwing her onto the stone floor. Her body slumps against a pillar, and Dakin prepares himself to kill her, but Meklavar pushes her out of the way.
I try to cast my elemental magic, but it falters. "Uh, I'm low on mana."
"Me too!" Block shouts. "I can't cast any of my big spells!"
"I only have one summoning arrow left!" Valayun exclaims.
Jiro swishes his sword. "Get back! I'll draw its attacks. Begone!" He hits the dragon's leg to no avail, and Dakin kicks him into a pillar. "Darg!"
"We'll never defeat it without a plan!"
I stand up abruptly, gripping the game table. "Secret!"
The six of us leap off the couches in the lounge and huddle into a circle.
Hunk frowns, peering over his shoulder as Coran tries to eavesdrop. "Hey, we cast Secret. You can't listen to us." He turns his focus back on us. "Got it?"
We all nod. "Secret received."
"Let's do this," Valayun says.
Pike poofs right behind Dakin, wiggling his arms. "Nana-nana boo-boo! Nana-nana boo-boo!" He poofs every time the dragon tries to hit him. "Come on, come and get me!"
Block throws various pastries onto the stone floor, and Meklavar powers on her gloves of transmutation to transform them into pools of oil. Using my vines, I snag one cupcake and throw it in my mouth.
Pike reveals himself through his invisible cloak. "Hey!" He poofs again. "Over here!"
Valayun fires her magical creature-summoning arrow, and a pink portal appears. A winged furry creature with a dark blue tail flies through, and Jiro mounts it. The dragon breathes fire toward us, and I create a barrier with my elemental magic as I hold the enchanted dragon blood impenetrable shield to protect us.
Jiro's blazing sword turns on, and he leans down, setting the tar on fire.
The flames engulf Dakin, and he explodes.
I throw my hands up in the air and cheer as Coran slumps back into the couch.
Allura laughs, squealing. "So much fun!"
Hunk smiles widely. "Like, too much fun." He turns to look at Pidge. "Great idea to transmute that food into oil."
Pidge chuckles. "Yeah, if only we could transmute the particle barrier's polarity."
He cups his chin with a slight laugh. "Yeah, yeah. To do that, you'd need some kind of quantum shift network to simulate a collapse of the wave pocket into a darkening perplexity."
"Yeah, and that would be impossible without..." Pidge presses a finger to her mouth, her eyes widening.
They both gasp. "Changing the Planck Constant!"
They leap from the couch, sprinting out of the lounge.
Lance makes a face. "Somehow I understand the fantasy words better than the science ones."
I nod, scrunching my nose.
Shiro smiles. "I can't get over how great that game was. And my head feels so much better. Thank you, Coran."
Coran crosses his arms with a smirk. "The game isn't over yet. Wait until you find out who Dakin was working for. Maybe you'll finally be able to avenge your master."
He blinks. "How can you have an adventure ready to avenge my master? I just made that story up."
"I also made it all up, Shiro." Coran winks. "That's the real magic of Monsters and Mana."
"This was so much fun." I grin.
Allura nods. "It was incredible! It's crazy how long we've been playing." She turns to look at Lance with a wide smile. "It seemed like no time at all."
Lance blinks, and his eyes soften as he smiles at her. "Yeah, we have a pretty good time together, don't we?"
She laughs. "We sure do."
Coran plays with the ends of his mustache. "So, who wants to play another round?"
Lance leans over, reaching for a game piece. "Sure, count me in."
I nod quickly, grabbing mine. "Me too."
Allura nods just as eagerly. "Me too!"
Shiro looks at the game table and grabs his game piece, placing it in the center. "I want to be a Paladin again."
Lance drops his head on the table, and Coran groans loudly, falling onto the floor.
With wide eyes, Shiro looks down at Coran. "What?"
I burst out laughing at their reactions and scoot down the couch to sit next to Shiro. I pat his shoulder, placing my piece next to his. "If you want to be a Paladin, you can be a Paladin."
Third Person POV; Headquarters:
Kolivan and Keith stand beside one another, and Keith's eyes scan over the screen before them. They are in the headquarters of the Blade of Marmora, surrounded by gray metals and purple lights.
The images on the screen project a Galra base.
Keith's brows furrow and his lips purse.
"This base was, until recently, run by a Galra Commander named Ranveig who was developing a super-weapon of some sort," Kolivan states, zooming in on the large Galran man with a red prosthetic tech eye and spiked orange armor. "We're not sure of the weapon's specs, but we do know that it is incredibly powerful."
His head tilts as he shifts his gaze to Kolivan. "How did we learn all this?"
"We have a spy in Ranveig's camp who's managed to acquire high-level security clearance." Kolivan turns his head to look at Keith. "Since Ranveig's departure, it's possible she assumed control of the base. But we can't be sure."
"Why not?"
"We're not the only ones who know of the weapon." New images flash on the screen. "Two Galra factions led by Commanders Trugg and Ladnok are at war over the territory. Since their fighting began, all communication has been cut off. We need you to infiltrate the base, extract our spy, and destroy Ranveig's weapon. Keith, this is of the utmost importance. If either faction acquires this weapon, it could tip the balance of power in their favor, so you cannot allow your feelings to cloud your judgment."
Keith's eyes widen. "I wouldn't—"
"You have in the past. Remember, the mission is the only thing that matters. Emotions are a luxury we cannot afford. This is the operative you'll be contacting." The screen shifts, projecting a lean, athletic Galran woman with light purple skin and darker violet markings running down both sides of her face. "Her name is Krolia."
Trailing his eyes over the woman, Keith commits her face to memory and nods. "Krolia, got it."
A frown tugs at Kolivan's lips as his eyes shift between the screen and Keith. He inhales a deep breath and exhales slowly. "This mission is dangerous."
Keith's brows furrow. "I've been on dangerous missions before."
"This one is... different." He hesitates. "You're going into the heart of a war. I suggest you get your personal affairs in order."
His jaw tightens at Kolivan's words, but he gives a curt nod. "Understood."
Kolivan's frown deepens, a shadow cutting across his face. "Do what you must to clear your head. If your mind is not sharp, you will not survive."
Your POV; Enamored by his Probity:
The throne room is dimly lit, shadows bending and stretching where the violet glow of light strips can't quite reach. The metallic walls catch the light in fractured lines. A plush, heavy blanket of dark red is wrapped around me, its warmth a comfort against the unyielding chill of the air. Allura had insisted I take this armchair from the Castle Ship, and though it sits awkwardly in the cavernous throne room, it is the only place that feels remotely mine.
Everyone else has been asleep for hours already. I envy them. Insomnia has become my most loyal companion, one I neither welcome nor can shake.
I pull the blanket tighter and sink deeper into the cushions, exhaling hard enough to blow stray strands of hair from my face. My sigh seems to vanish into the enormity of the room.
The briefing screen flickers before me. The Galra Empire sprawls across the display, flashing with pulsing points that mark skirmishes, uprisings, and wars within wars. Civil strife is erupting like wildfire across the universe, despite everything the Coalition, the Blades, allied Galra, and even Voltron have poured into this fight. Medical convoys, food, care packages—supplies vanish as quickly as they arrive, devoured by need.
Always more is required, and always we are too late.
It's never enough.
We need quintessence.
My gaze drifts from the map to the great vastness of space beyond the viewing window.
Stars scatter endlessly in the black, untouchable. The sheer weight of it presses against me, a reminder of how small I am, how endless this war feels.
I feel crestfallen.
Day after day, the same rhythm grinds me down—train, alchemy, lead, study, fight, repeat. My life has become a monotonous routine that is starting to eat away at me.
A soft chime echoes in the air, pulling my attention.
The guard in the room turns to face me. "Empress, we have an incoming unknown spacecraft."
Not again.
I resist the groan rising in my throat, letting it simmer into a flat glare instead. My lips purse as I stare at the screen. "Shoot it down. I'm not interested in another one of Commander Sendak's 'gifts'."
He bows his head. "Yes, Empress."
The Galra Central Command ship charges its ion cannon, preparing to open fire.
"Cannon charge at 20 percent." The guard pauses. "Target acquired."
I rise slowly, curiosity getting the better of me and tugging me closer. "Magnify the image."
The screen zooms in, and I blink, freezing.
It's a Blade of Marmora ship.
"Wait—halt the attack." My heart skips a beat. I surge forward, nearly shoving the guard aside as I slam my hand against the console. "Cease fire!"
The cannon's rising whine dips into silence, power dispersing back into the ship.
With a few swift commands, I request a direct transmission.
A tick later, it patches through, and the comms crackle.
Keith's face fills the screen. His dark hair is damp with sweat, strands clinging to his forehead.
When his eyes land on me, they narrow instantly. His voice is rough and breathless as he asks, "What the hell are you doing?"
I pinch the bridge of my nose. "You quiznaking idiot. Why didn't you call beforehand?"
His eyes widen. "I'm in a Blade ship!"
My voice rises. "I know that now!"
He gestures wildly. "The ion cannon—"
"Stars above, we could've killed you!" I snap, jaw tight. Anger mixes with a surge of cold fear that I refuse to let show. My hands tighten against the console. I inhale a deep breath, steadying myself before I continue. "What are you doing here?"
Keith pauses, blinking and shaking his head. When he looks back up, something weary lingers in his expression. "I... I need a fighter jet."
My brows furrow. "Kolivan's sending you on another mission?"
He doesn't answer immediately, shoulders slouching as he runs a hand over his face.
"You're not staying?" My voice drops quieter, betraying the ache as I frown. "Not even for a day?"
He lets out a heavy sigh. "Can't."
I lean forward against the console, half-snorting, half-scoffing as the ion cannon cools down. "We really need to work on our communication."
"Yeah. No kidding," he mutters.
My eyes trail over his face, noting the slight crease in his brow and the tension in his jaw. He hasn't been sleeping well. Not that I've been sleeping any better.
I straighten. "Dock in Hangar Bay Six. I'll meet you there."
Keith nods once before the transmission cuts.
The guard looks at me, clearing his throat. "Would you like me to wake the Paladins, Empress?" he asks. "Or Prince Lotor?"
"No. Let them sleep." I shake my head, running a hand down my face as I try to fix my hair. "I'll handle it."
|••••••••••|
The air in Hangar Bay Six hums with the distant whir of power generators and the faint scent of coolant. On the far end of the hangar are rows of fighter jets, their gray and red metals gleaming in the dim light.
Standing in the center is the ship we've been infusing with Altean alchemy.
It's nearly complete now. Hopefully.
Steaming hisses escape the Blade ship as its doors open, revealing a rugged Keith as he steps out. His Blade of Marmora armor fits snugly, and his hair is messier than usual. Exhaustion pulls at his features, but his eyes twinkle as he sees me.
Relief washes over me, and I sprint to close the distance between us, holding him tight. I inhale deeply, reveling and smiling at the solace I find in his presence as my fingers weave into his mullet.
He smells so good.
Keith's arms wrap around me without hesitation, and he shakes his head against me, inhaling just as deeply. "I thought you were going to blow me to pieces," he mutters, a hint of dry amusement in his voice.
I huff against his chest, squeezing him before looking up. I don't dare let go just yet.
My eyes scan him as I raise a hand, gently touching a newer cut on his face.
He leans into my touch, closing his eyes as though he, too, finds solace in me. "I need a fighter jet."
Dropping my hand, a frown tugs at my lips. "Where are you going now?"
"I need to extract a Blade operative from a war zone."
My breath stills. I search his face, but he's already avoiding my gaze, looking past me like the walls of the hangar are suddenly the most interesting thing in the universe.
Tilting my head, I cup his cheek to return his gaze. "Don't push me away. Which war zone?"
"The mission is Ranveig's base. I just—" He exhales, something raw flickering in his eyes, and they begin to glisten as he looks at me. "I needed to see you before I left."
Concern flares in my chest as I release him. "Keith, that's—"
"Dangerous. I know." He sighs, shaking his head. His hands reach into his armor, pulling out a silver metallic necklace. His dog tag necklace—the one he holds close to him at all times. The one engraved with his name. The one he cherishes most in this life. "I want you to hold on to this for me."
I don't reach for it.
How can I?
Keith hesitates, pulling my hand, and his fingers brush against the plate before he drops the necklace into my palm.
"Something to remember me by," he says quietly. "Just in case. The soldiers on Earth wear them, and it's got my name and ID number on it. You know, so if something happens, someone can—" He cuts himself off, his jaw tightening, and looks away. "It's just... tradition."
My brows furrow. "Why are you doing this?"
His lips twitch into a faint, sad smile. "It's just a precaution."
"No." My tone sharpens, and I shove the necklace back at him. "You can keep this. I don't want it."
Keith blinks, taken aback by the force of my words. "(Y/N)—"
"I mean it." My fingers wrap around his wrist, pressing the tag back into his hand. "I'm not taking it because this—this isn't a goodbye."
His eyes search mine pleadingly. He doesn't argue, but he doesn't take the necklace back, either. Instead, his hand gently closes over mine, enveloping it along with the tag. "Then hold onto it for me anyway. Until I get back."
My throat tightens as I look down at our hands. "You're coming back."
"I am." The quiet resolve in his voice makes my heart clench, but the flicker of fear in his eyes gives him away.
Stubborn hesitation wars with my hope.
"Please, (Y/N)?"
Taking a deep breath, I nod, shoving the tag into my pocket. "I'll keep it safe."
"I know you will." He reaches out, his hand brushing my cheek before tucking a stray strand of hair behind my ear. "Thanks for letting me come here," he says softly.
"Of course. You're always welcome here." I give him a small smile, but I don't miss the way his eyes flicker down to my lips before darting away.
Why does he keep doing that? Does he want to kiss me, or is there something around my mouth?
Then, so softly I barely register it, he leans in and presses a featherlight kiss to my right cheek. Warmth blooms where his lips meet my skin. My breath hitches, and my body reacts before I can think.
I push him away, taking a small step back.
It's now or never. I can do this.
Keith freezes, his eyes going wide. The color drains from his face, and he shakes his head, blinking as he snaps himself out of it. "Quiznak, I'm so s—"
"You missed," I say, my voice even.
"I—" His brows knit together, his shoulders going rigid. "Wait, what?"
I tilt my head, arms crossing over my chest. "You missed."
Keith blinks at me, clearly still processing. "Missed what? I didn't miss anything."
Taking a deep breath, I muster all the courage I can.
"You're supposed to kiss me here," I say softly, tapping a finger to my lips.
He goes still, his face turning a deep, burning red. His mouth opens, then closes, then opens again.
"What?" His voice cracks, and he clears his throat. "You w—you want me to kiss you there?"
His gaze drops to my lips.
Oh. Does he not want to kiss me?
Quiznak, why did I have to say anything? It's the sparring session all over again.
My shoulders slouch as the doubt creeps in, and I stand there awkwardly, blinking up at him. "If you're going to kiss me, you should do it properly—unless you don't want to, Mullet," I blurt, my cheeks burning.
Keith's jaw tightens, and his hands clench at his sides. His breathing is uneven now, his gaze flickering between my eyes and my lips. "Oh, I want to," he murmurs. His voice is rough around the edges, sending a shiver down my spine. "You have no idea how much I want to."
Oh.
Oh.
My breath catches.
In a single step, he closes the distance between us. "You sure about this?"
I nod, swallowing hard. "Why else would I say it?" I try to sound nonchalant, but my voice wavers.
Am I really about to kiss Keith?
His lips twitch upward in a fleeting smirk. "Just making sure."
Keith's hands are on my face, cradling me so tenderly that it makes my chest ache as he raises my head to align with his. His thumbs stroke my cheekbones as he leans in, slow and deliberate, like he's memorizing the way I feel under his touch.
I want this. I want him. I love him.
"Hasn't it been obvious?" he whispers, his lips a mere breath away from mine.
I furrow my brows slightly, my vision moving to look back and forth between his eyes. "What?"
Keith exhales an almost incredulous laugh, shaking his head as a fond smile forms on his lips. "How I've been desperately yours for months."
I barely have time to react before he kisses me. My eyes flutter closed.
The kiss is gentle at first—hesitant, searching. Soft and warm. My lips move slowly against his, but as soon as I tug on the collar of his armor, Keith lets out a quiet, almost tortured groan that I feel through the kiss, and the sound makes my cheeks flush.
I feel dizzy, desperate to hear more, and everything shifts.
His lips mold against mine with increasing fervor, his grip on me tightening. I feel the warmth of his hands as they move. One slides into my hair, and the other presses against the small of my back, pulling me closer until there's no space left between us. My fingers slip into his hair, tugging, and the low, breathy sound he makes at the sensation sends a jolt of heat through me.
He tastes like mint, like something familiar and safe, but the way he kisses me is anything but careful. It's hungry and overwhelming and nothing short of perfect.
When my nails scrape lightly against the nape of his neck, Keith groans softly, his body reacting on instinct. His hands slide down my back, fingertips skimming beneath the hem of my shirt, pausing at the bare skin of my waist. His breath is ragged, and it mingles with mine. "Can I?"
"Mmm hmm." My hands drop from his hair for just a moment to guide him, pressing his palms firmly against my skin. The warmth of him seeps into me.
That's all the permission he needs. His grip tightens, his thumbs tracing idle patterns against my waist as his kisses turn more demanding. I tilt my head, deepening the kiss, and a delicious heat spreads through me as his teeth graze my bottom lip.
The soft, almost desperate whimper he lets out when I bite his lip in return is intoxicating.
Stars above.
"Keith," I breathe against his lips, the word a plea, a confession, and an invitation all at once.
He pulls back just enough to look at me, his forehead resting against mine. His breaths are heavy and uneven, his eyes half-lidded as he stares at me. "Wow."
My lips curl into a small, satisfied smile. "That good, huh?"
Keith lets out a breathy chuckle, his lips brushing against mine in the smallest, most fleeting touch that only leaves me wanting more. His thumb brushes across the flesh of my bottom lip, stroking it as he gathers his bearings.
It traces my smile.
"My captivatingly beautiful girl," he whispers before his lips crash into mine again.
I blush at the compliment and this time, there's no hesitation—only fire. My hands slide up to his jawline, fingers grazing his features, and I feel him shiver under my touch as my nails lightly rake over his skin.
I lose myself in the sensation, in him.
He presses me back until I feel the cool surface of the wall behind me, the contrast making me gasp. His lips don't falter, capturing every sound I make as if it fuels him.
The more he kisses me, the more my body shivers uncontrollably.
Time loses its meaning until he smiles against my lips and pulls back again.
His forehead rests against mine as we both catch our breath. I watch him with unabashed admiration. His hair is a mess from where my fingers tangled in it, and his lips are slightly swollen.
My captivatingly beautiful Keith.
"(Y/N)," he murmurs, his voice low and breathy as it pulls me out of my reverie. "I've wanted to do that for so long."
"Really?" I blink at him, my chest heaving. "What took you so long?"
He huffs a soft laugh, his lips quirking into that lopsided smile I've grown so fond of. "I thought you'd push me away. Or punch me."
I snort, taken aback as my eyes widen with amusement.
Keith's expression softens as he sighs. "I love that," he whispers, brushing a strand of hair away from my face.
Did he say love?
My heart skips a beat, my pulse thrumming loudly in my ears. "What?"
"I—" He pauses, his brows furrowing in contemplation as his eyes search mine. "I love that," he repeats with conviction. "The way you laugh. The way your voice sounds. The way your mind works." His lips tug into a shy smile, and his eyes shine as he whispers, "I love everything about you."
I stare at him, completely stunned. "You love everything about me?"
He nods, a hue of pink spreading across his cheeks. "I do. Everything."
Everything? There's no way.
"But—We—Are you sure?" I swallow hard, forcing myself to take a deep breath. I stare into his eyes, trying to see the emotions behind them. "I mean, it's me. And I overthink everything, I'm irritable. I'm hardly som—"
"Stop," he interrupts, cupping my face. "Don't talk about yourself like that."
I squeeze my eyes shut, shame crawling up my skin. "But—"
"(Y/N), look at me."
"I can't."
"Yes, you can. Please." His thumbs brush against my cheeks. "Do you think I kissed you just for the hell of it?"
My throat bobs as I open my eyes, meeting his. "I..." My voice trails off.
An expression of longing crosses his features. "I love you more than words can ever describe," he whispers, his voice cracking as he swallows the lump in his throat. His shoulders rise and fall with each breath, and he looks scared, like he's bracing for rejection, for me to laugh it off, for something that might hurt more than he's willing to admit. "My love for you is unconditional, and it will never waver. My heart, my love, my everything will always belong to you."
I stare at him in disbelief, my heart pounding. Keith actually loves me?
At my lack of response, he pauses, taking a shuddering breath. Panic flashes in his eyes. "And I—I don't expect you to feel the same—"
Shaking my head, I snap out of my shock and interrupt him by saying, "I love you, Keith."
He just stands there, staring at me like I've knocked the wind out of him. The flush on his cheeks deepens. "You—" He blinks rapidly, trying to make sure he's not imagining this. "You do? Really?" His breath catches, his chest rising and falling as he stares at me like he's afraid to blink.
Afraid I might take it back.
I nod. "Of course I do." I reach up, covering his hands with my own, a bashful smile pulling at my lips. "I thought it was obvious."
His eyes flicker. "I thought I was obvious. I've been in love with you for months."
My eyes widen. "Months?"
"I spent so long convincing myself I didn't have a chance. I—" Keith lets out a breathless laugh, shaking his head.
I blink. "I had no idea."
"You had no idea?" He exasperatedly chuckles, dropping his forehead against mine. "We really are clueless, aren't we?"
He leans in, his lips pressing mine again for a slower kiss. My eyes fall shut as I savor it, and his hands trail down my arms until they find my hands, his fingers intertwining with mine.
When he pulls away, he plants a gentle kiss on the side of my head. "I'm gonna miss you so much, (N/N)," he says softly.
I squeeze his hands, trying to memorize the feel of him. "I'm gonna miss you, too, Mullet. I don't—I don't want you to go," I admit quietly, staring at him. "I don't want this to end."
I can't bear the thought of him going on another mission.
His grip on my hands tightens. "It doesn't have to, this—" he gestures between us with a small tilt of his head—"this doesn't end. Not for me."
Salty tears blur him as I frown. "Keith, what if..."
What if he doesn't come back this time?
What if I never see him again?
What if something happens on this mission that changes everything?
He shakes his head. "Hey, none of that," he murmurs, brushing his thumb against my cheek to catch a stray tear. "We're strong. You're strong. We'll pick up right where we left off. I'm coming back to you. I promise."
I nod, swallowing hard to keep the lump in my throat at bay, and let out a quiet laugh. "You'd better, because if you don't, I'll find you and drag your sorry ass back myself."
"I'd expect nothing less, Empress." The tip of his nose brushes against mine, and he lowers his head, open mouth trailing across my jaw.
His warm breath against my skin sends a rush of adrenaline throughout my body, weakening me in the knees.
Everything pulses, and I never want him to stop.
"Can you say it again? Please?" he whispers, his voice rough and filled with longing as his teeth lightly graze my skin.
My head is blissfully empty, its only focus is on Keith. "Say what again?" I ask breathlessly.
"That you love me."
A slow smile spreads across my lips as his teeth nip my earlobe before he kisses me below my ear, under my jaw, and down my throat. "I love you, Keith."
"Again."
Rolling my eyes with a smile, laughter laces my words as I say, "I love you, Keith."
"I never thought I'd get to hear you say that," he admits, kissing a line to my mouth. "I love you, (Y/N)."
He captures my lips again, sucking on my bottom lip as I draw his top lip between mine, gently nipping him with my teeth. I melt into him, pressing closer, trying to somehow fuse myself into his very being.
My hands trail down his neck, smoothing over the tense muscles of his shoulders. He sighs into my mouth, a sound so full of longing that my stomach flips.
The moment is interrupted by a very loud, very deliberate throat clearing.
We both freeze.
Keith and I break apart instantly, our heads snapping toward the source of the interruption. My heart is still racing, my lips tingling, and judging by the way Keith's chest rises and falls, he's just as breathless as I am.
Lotor stands before us with tight arms crossed over his chest, dressed in his pajamas. A blanket is wrapped over his shoulders, and he clutches it tautly against himself. "Oh, don't stop on my account," he says, his voice clipped, averting both our eyes. "Please, continue defiling my sister, Blade."
Quiznak.
Keith makes a noise somewhere between a cough and a strangled groan, his entire face turning red. "O-Oh, um," he stammers, immediately stepping away and nearly falling face-first onto the floor as he covers himself.
I blink rapidly, face aflame as I take a step forward with my hand outstretched. "Lotor, we—"
"Save it." His eyes snap up to meet mine, and he blinks, shaking his head. "I don't care for details. My fault... starsquiznakingdamnit. Why did I—"
Lotor huffs and immediately turns on his heel, scurrying away. His footsteps quickly fade down the hangar bay, and he nearly stumbles into a wall.
Once we're sure he's gone, I arch a brow, peeking at Keith.
We exchange a brief look of horror.
Keith rubs a hand over his face. "Unbelievable," he whispers under his breath.
Shrugging, I exhale as I let out a breathless laugh. "Could've been worse."
With a roll of his eyes, he turns to look at me, and I bite my lip to stifle a grin, but it only makes him stare at my mouth, his eyes darkening again. He takes a sharp breath and clenches his fists like he's physically restraining himself.
Satisfaction blossoms within me. "Something on your mind, Mullet?" I tease.
Keith groans, raking a hand through his already messy hair. "You're killing me over here," he mutters, his voice strained.
I smirk, stepping closer just to test him. "Oh yeah?"
His jaw clenches, and he's trying hard not to look at my mouth while his hands flex at his sides. "(Y/N)," he warns, his voice lower now, rougher.
My eyes flare, and I tilt my head, pretending to consider something. "Keith," I say, feigning innocence and dragging out his name as I close the gap between us. I rise onto my toes, leaning in just enough that my breath fans against his lips. "What's the matter? You look a little... flustered."
His breath hitches. "You know exactly what you're doing," he grumbles.
"Do I?" Trailing a finger down the front of his armor, I grin, feeling a rush of confidence. His muscles tense beneath my touch, and his entire body goes rigid. "You are so cute when you're grumpy."
His lips part slightly, a sharp exhale escaping as his eyes flick from my hand, trailing down his armor to my teasing smile. "(Y/N)."
"Hmm? Is something wrong?"
Keith's hands find my waist in an instant, tugging me flush against him. "You don't play fair."
"I don't know what you mean," I manage, though my voice wavers slightly, betraying me.
His lips twitch into a faint smirk. "No?" His thumbs brush against my waist through the fabric of my shirt, his touch igniting a trail of warmth. "Then I guess I can play unfairly too."
Before I can respond, his lips crash onto mine.
He's all-consuming, kissing me with his entire body. I gasp into the kiss, feeling the foreign mixture of pure need and thrill stirring within me. My fingers grip him, and Keith doesn't slow down.
If anything, my sounds spur him on, his lips moving hungrily against mine.
Guiding us back a few steps, my back presses against the wall, and Keith's hand slides up to cradle the side of my neck, his thumb stroking my skin with a gentleness that contrasts with his mouth's urgency.
The combination makes me dizzy.
His name comes out of my mouth in a broken whimper, and Keith groans deeply in response, the sound sending a shiver straight down my spine as he rocks his hips into me.
Mission. Mission. Keith has a mission.
I pull back, chest heaving. Keith chases my lips, his expression hazy and completely wrecked. I press a hand to his chest, stopping him, and he blinks, looking absolutely dazed.
"We should—" I struggle to catch my breath. "We should probably stop."
Keith blinks several times. "Right. Mission." He groans, dropping his forehead onto my shoulder in defeat. "Damn it."
My fingers run through his hair as he leans into me; it's soft beneath my touch. "You have to go, Mullet."
"Yeah." He sighs against my shoulder, his arms still locked around my waist like he's physically incapable of letting go. "I know."
He doesn't move, his breath warm against my collarbone. If time could stop, I'd let it.
But it can't.
He plants a kiss on the crook of my neck before stepping back. The loss of warmth makes me want to reach for him again, but I force myself to stay still.
Keith stares at me like he's memorizing every detail, and his fingers twitch like he wants to pull me back in, but instead, he exhales and squares his shoulders.
"I love you," he whispers, his voice breaking. A tear falls down his cheek.
Tucking several loose strands of hair behind my ears, a small smile forms as I admire his flushed cheeks, his parted lips, and his beautiful eyes.
Him.
My Keith.
"Eu gaol vae," I whisper back. "I'll see you soon, yeah?"
"Yeah." There is a sadness in his eyes that makes my heart ache as he slowly steps back. "See you soon."
My hands twitch, aching to grab onto him, to pull him back. He turns briskly, heading toward the waiting fighter jet. Each step echoes loudly in the vast hangar, his silhouette shrinking. My chest tightens, but I force myself to follow.
At the controls, I swallow hard. My fingers tremble over the buttons.
It's going to be okay. He'll be back as soon as he can.
Before he reaches the ramp, Keith stops abruptly, and his hands ball into fists at his sides. My heart lurches as he spins back around, and in a few quick strides, he is in front of me again, cupping my face for a kiss so intense, it steals every ounce of air from my lungs.
It's goodbye. An apology. Everything he can't say with words poured into this one moment.
"Don't be reckless," he whispers against my lips, his voice breaking.
I tighten my grip on his hands, tracing idle patterns against his roughened skin. "I won't," I promise, my voice cracking as tears sting my eyes. "Don't be impulsive."
"I won't." Keith presses his forehead to mine, his eyes shut tight. "I love you."
Stars above, please protect my heart.
|••••••••••|
Lotor is sitting in the observation deck, his gaze fixed on the endless expanse of space.
The doors slide shut behind me as I step inside.
For a moment, I hesitate, watching him. He's curled up in his blanket, holding a pillow tightly in his lap. His hair is slightly disheveled, and his expression is caught somewhere between exasperation and sheer suffering. He doesn't even acknowledge my presence, choosing to stare at the stars like they hold the answers to all his problems.
Around him are several blankets and pillows piled together to form a makeshift bed.
My brows furrow, a smile forming on my lips.
Quietly, I pad across the deck and lower myself beside him, tucking my legs beneath me. "You good?" I ask, my voice soft but teasing.
"No," he says flatly.
Rolling my eyes, I tug the pillow from his grip and clutch it tightly. "That bad, huh?"
Lotor drags a hand down his face, finally looking at me. "I simply wished to ask if you'd like to star sleep. And instead, I walked into... that." He gestures vaguely in the air as if even referring to the situation is painful. "I can never unsee it."
My cheeks burn as I lean in. "It wasn't that bad. We didn't even—"
He gives me a deadpan look. "Spare me, I beg of you."
I huff, shaking my head as I hug the pillow closer. "You're acting like you caught us doing something scandalous. We were just kissing."
Lotor lets out a long-suffering sigh. "It was an affront to my sanity, that's what it was. At the very least, have the decency to confine such displays somewhere... less public."
Swallowing thickly, the laughter dies in my throat as the bittersweet smile on my lips turns sorrowful.
I blink rapidly at the stars, my chest tightening. My vision blurs, and before I can stop myself, a tear slips down my cheek. I sink into the pillow.
Lotor exhales beside me, his teasing demeanor faltering. The blanket slips from his shoulders as he shifts closer, pulling me in. "You're crying."
I sniff, hastily wiping at my cheek. "No, I'm not, you quiznaking fool."
He rolls his eyes before pressing his head gently against mine. I lean into him, and he drapes the blanket over both of us, his warmth grounding me as he takes my hand in his. I nuzzle further into him.
"I just... I hate this part." My voice trembles, and I close my eyes. "I hate waiting. I hate the uncertainty. I hate that no matter how much I trust Keith, no matter how skilled he is, there's always that voice in my head whispering, What if? What if he doesn't make it? What if he doesn't come back home?" My voice cracks, and more tears trail down. "I don't know how to do this. Every time Keith leaves, it aches more than the last."
Lotor sighs, rubbing slow, comforting circles into the back of my hand. "You are so strong, (Y/N). You can endure it."
I let out a shaky breath. "I don't want to endure it anymore. I want him to be safe. I want him to stay."
For a long moment, Lotor says nothing, staring out at the stars with an unreadable expression. He exhales. "Leaving someone you love is the hardest thing to do."
"Then why does he keep doing it?"
His fingers twitch against mine, and there's a sadness in his eyes he doesn't usually show. "To keep you safe."
I squeeze his hand, feeling the comforting warmth of his grip. "Why does protecting me mean he has to leave? Why does love have to hurt like this?"
Lotor's jaw tightens, his gaze never leaving the stars. "Sometimes, the greatest act of love is sacrifice."
I look at him, his face painted in the soft glow of the distant galaxies. There is so much heaviness in his eyes. "You sound like you know what that feels like."
His shoulders stiffen, and his lips press into a thin line. "I've had to make choices. Hard ones. Choices that meant leaving behind the people I cared about to fight for something greater." His voice wavers, his fingers tightening around mine. "I've had to live with the fear that they'd never forgive me for it."
The pain in his words strikes me, and I lean my head against his shoulder. "I could never hate you, Lotor. I love you to the stars and back," I declare quietly, holding my pinky out expectantly.
He lets out a breath, his posture softening. He glances down at me, his lips curving into a faint, bittersweet smile as his pinky links with mine. "I love you to the stars and back," he echoes.
I close my eyes, sighing. "Thanks for being here."
He scoffs, but there's warmth behind it. "Where else would I be, milis kriensa?" His arm wraps around me, pulling me closer. "Besides, someone's gotta protect you while your impulsive lover is off saving the universe."
I snort, peering up at him. "He's not my lover."
"Yet." Lotor's voice is smug. "I saw the way you were clinging to him. It's a miracle you two didn't start mating like rabbits right there in the hangar bay."
Heat burns my cheeks, and I smack his chest. "Shut up!"
He laughs, the sound rich and genuine. "I'm just saying—"
I smack him with my pillow, my heart pounding. "Don't say another damn word!"
The pillow collides with his chest again, muffling his laughter, but his smug grin only widens. "We've got to get you on fertility control."
"Stars, stop!" I cry, dying of embarrassment.
Third Person POV; Razor's Edge:
A fighter jet explodes just as Keith enters the battlefield, eyes skimming over the fire.
Looks like things have escalated between Ladnok and Trugg, he thinks. Trugg nearly destroyed her entire fleet.
I have to try blending in with the debris. Don't wanna attract any fire.
He inhales and exhales slowly as his eyes scan his course.
"Here goes nothing," he whispers.
He grunts as he steers the fighter jet through the jagged pieces of metal, bodies, and glass that litter the vastness of space before him. Various other fighter jets explode, raining fire all around him. The purple laser blasts from the Galra cruisers are relentless.
I can do this.
The cockpit of the fighter jet is unbearably hot, and sweat trickles down Keith's temples.
His grip tightens on the controls, knuckles turning white as he maneuvers through the battlefield. His breaths are sharp and measured, but his mind is a whirlwind.
Heart hammering, he pulls the jet into a tight spiral, narrowly dodging an onslaught of energy blasts.
The Galra cruiser he flies past explodes, and he veers right, spiraling, and pushes the thrusters to speed up.
He starts his steady course toward the planet's atmosphere.
Just as he's about to let out an exhale of relief, a large piece of debris hits the right wing of his fighter jet, slicing it off.
Alarms blare, and he strains against the controls as he begins to spiral, entering the planet's atmosphere at increasing speed. His hands fly over the controls as he tries to stabilize the fighter jet, but he crashes onto the planet's rocky terrain.
The impact rattles his bones, jerking his body against the seatbelt.
It comes to a halt.
Keith groans, pain working through his body as he struggles to release the harness. His fingers tremble, adrenaline still coursing through his veins, and he exhales sharply, ignoring the sting in his shoulder as he finally unbuckles himself.
He slumps forward.
Smoke curls in the air, the heavy scent of burnt metal filling his lungs. The cockpit glass is cracked but intact, the distorted view of the jagged landscape outside showing Ranveig's base.
"Damn it," Keith curses under his breath, reaching for the emergency release.
With a hiss, the cockpit door jolts upward, and he stumbles out, boots crunching against dry, uneven ground.
The wind here is fierce, whipping against his skin as he scans the barren horizon. There is nothing but the base and the debris of the war crashing onto the planet's ground.
I'm running out of time.
|••••••••••|
Alarms blare with warnings as Keith sneaks onto Ranveig's base.
Sentries run in formation, holding their guns, and he comes to an abrupt halt, pressing his back against the cool metal wall. Peeking over the corner, he watches as several sentries step through the threshold. In their midst is the operative—Krolia.
She pauses, glancing behind her shoulder.
Keith's eyes widen behind his Blade of Marmora mask, and he steps back, hiding himself once more.
He counts to ten before sprinting toward the same threshold, hiding behind a pillar. He swallows hard as he pulls out his Blade knife and grips it tightly in his right hand, sensing someone behind him.
Just as he turns, the knife transforms into a long, curved sword. He holds it against the intruder's neck as she presses the barrel of her gun against his head, the soft whirring of her weapon filling the space between them.
His heart pounds in his chest as his eyes trail over her. "Krolia," he rasps out.
Krolia looks at the sword, and her eyes widen slightly as the strip of purple light glows in her presence. She lifts the gun away and powers it off, a frown tugging at her lips.
"You're late," she says.
Keith blushes beneath the mask, his mind replaying his kisses with (Y/N) hours earlier, as he lowers his sword.
Focus. There'll be plenty of time for that later.
It transforms back into its knife form. "I had to make a quick stop," he replies evenly.
Her eyes linger on him before she makes a gesture with her hand down the hall. "We don't have much time."
|••••••••••|
Krolia jogs up to the console, pressing buttons on a purple control pad. A screen flickers to life, and faint explosions go off outside the base, causing distant rumbles.
"Why did Kolivan risk sending you here now?" she asks.
Keith lowers the hood of his armor, powering off his mask. He raises an eyebrow as he looks at her.
"Because he's heard about Ranveig's super-weapon. We can't let it fall into the wrong hands."
We can't let it risk (Y/N)'s leadership, he thinks.
She doesn't spare him a glance as her lips purse and fingers tap. "I'm guessing Ranveig's dead since Commander Trugg is attacking my base."
Keith turns on his heel, facing her more fully as his eyes narrow. "Trugg is on the verge of crushing your forces. We have to destroy the super-weapon now. What is the weapon exactly?"
Taking a deep breath, she continues to sift through schematics. "Warlord Ranveig intercepted an undocumented shipment of quintessence traveling through his territory. He took it for his own and began experimenting with it." Krolia turns to look at him. "It's more powerful than any quintessence we've received from the Empire, and it has some very unexpected effects."
More powerful than the refined quintessence the Druids produce?
A powerful blast causes the base to tremble and the lights overhead to flicker.
Keith grits his teeth, straining to stay upright, as alarms blare, their flashing red lights pulsing. Krolia's hands grip the console, her eyes frantic as her fingers dig into the metal.
OFFICER: "First level of defense has been breached. Activating second level of defense."
Krolia pulls the feed onto the screen, showing live video coverage of the area around the base. "Trugg's fleet has touched down," she says. "We're running out of time." The doors leading out of the room into an elevator slide open, and she breaks out into a sprint. "Come on!"
Keith rushes behind her, and the elevator doors slide closed.
As it descends, his heart races violently in his chest.
I'm not gonna die. Everything is fine.
A few seconds later, the doors slide open again, and Krolia points. "Get to that console!" she exclaims.
He does as he's told, stopping right in front of the purple and white screen. He blinks at it, trying to read and comprehend the somewhat familiar Galran symbols. "What now?"
"We need to simultaneously enter this code."
The doors burst open, and clouds of dark gray dust fill the space around them. Several sentries emerge, whirring on their weapons.
Keith's eyes narrow, and he wastes no time, transforming the knife and readying to fight.
One sentry shoots its gun at him, but he slides beneath its legs, slicing its right one clean off before jamming his sword through its torso. It crackles with sparked energy as it collapses.
He fights a second, taking it down with ease, but on the third sentry, his sword gets jammed in its chest.
Shit. Shit. Shit.
It flings him off, sending him rolling onto his back.
Keith groans, his head pounding.
Krolia's response is immediate.
Firing her gun at the sentry, she leaps into the air to retrieve the sword. She takes down a couple more, and one fires its gun, narrowly missing her head as the blast melts the metal wall behind her.
With wide eyes, she grits her teeth as she flings the sword right at its head and shoots the other two down.
She pulls out the sword and then stabs it through a sentry, but before she can continue her fight, the whirring of a gun pulls her attention.
Krolia freezes, her breath hitching.
On his knees is Keith, surrounded by five sentries, one Officer, and Commander Trugg. The sentries and the Officer have their guns pointed at her while Commander Trugg remains on Keith.
"Surrender or die," she states, dipping her head as a smirk tugs on her lips.
Keith's head hangs low, shame and failure clawing at his heart.
He's weaponless, unable to fight his way out, and his hands are being held behind his back.
Damn it, he thinks, exasperated. (Y/N)'s gonna kill me if I don't make it back.
Krolia takes a deep breath and straightens, powering the sword off. Keith blinks as he sees the transformation, lifting his head to look at her.
What the quiznak?
She raises her hands, mindful to keep her voice steady as she says, "We can make a deal."
His eyes narrow as he leans forward, frustration simmering. "What are you doing?"
"I left you once. I'll never leave you again." Her eyes connect with Commander Trugg. "Give us a ship and I'll give you the codes to the weapon."
Keith's mind whirls, confusion overtaking his anger. What is she talking about?
"Hmph." Commander Trugg sneers. "Why should I trust you?"
Krolia raises a brow. "You don't have a choice. I'm the only one who knows the access code. If you try to break in, the room will self-destruct. Once we're airborne, I'll give you the code."
"Fine." She grits her teeth, forcefully pulling Keith onto his feet and shoving him toward her. Turning to look at the Officer, she shakes her head. "Get them out of my sight."
|••••••••••|
The Galra fighter jet powers on, and Krolia is typing quickly, pressing various buttons.
Keith's hands clench into tight fists as he glares at her. "I still can't believe you'd give them the weapon just to save me. You compromised the mission!"
She huffs, peering behind her shoulder. "Keith, shut up and trust me." She presses two more buttons, establishing communications.
KROLIA: "Commander Trugg, we're prepared for lift-off. Are you at the weapons console?"
COMMANDER TRUGG: "Affirmative."
Great.
Keith grits his teeth, frustration bubbling beneath the surface as he walks to the pilot seat and adjusts the controls. He straps himself in, shaking his head.
Give an evil, power-hungry Galra Commander a powerful super-weapon. What an absolutely brilliant idea.
He pinches the bridge of his nose, rolling his eyes.
KROLIA: "The code is Beta 5 2 7 4 Omega 5 4 5."
COMMANDER TRUGG: "Confirmed."
"Get us out of here, now!" Krolia exclaims, turning to look at him.
He pushes on the thrusters, flying out of Ranveig's base at full speed.
Both ion cannons rise, powering on.
Something flashes on Keith's screen, and he furrows his brows in concentration as he looks for a way out. "They're locking onto us! Hold on!"
He moves the controls, straining as he misses both blasts.
The fighter jet breaks through the planet's atmosphere, entering the battlefield again. Cruisers fire at other cruisers, and his eyes widen, alarms blaring as he spirals several times to avoid getting vaporized by the lasers.
He manages to dodge all the surrounding debris.
The base fires again.
A hint of the ion cannon blast touches the fighter jet, crackling with purple electric energy. Keith groans, squeezing his eyes shut as the light nearly blinds him.
"This is why you shouldn't have made that trade for me. We could die, and you just handed that weapon over to Trugg!" he exclaims, his voice cracking.
Krolia looks down at her hands before she peers over at him. "No, Keith. I handed them over to it."
He wants to ask her what she means, but focuses on getting safe before demanding answers, watching the screen intently.
After several more minutes, he sighs.
"We're far enough away," Keith announces, looking over his shoulder. He powers on the autopilot setting. "They stopped firing at us."
The pilot's seat slides back, and he stands.
Krolia watches him carefully before pulling out the Blade of Marmora knife from her grasp. Its luxite metal gleams in the light as she holds it out for him to take.
"I should give this back to you."
He grabs it, clutching the hilt tightly as he sheaths it. "How are you able to use it?"
She closes her eyes, hesitating for a moment. "Because it used to be mine... before I gave it to your father."
His eyes widen, and his heart pounds. "You're my... mom?" His voice cracks, a million thoughts racing in his mind as he takes a step forward. "How? How did you get to Earth? How, holy shit, h—how did you meet my dad? How are you so sure?"
"I'm sure." Krolia frowns, forming her hands into fists at her sides. "This isn't how I hoped to meet you again, and this isn't how I wanted to tell you, but it's the truth. We can talk about this later."
His face shifts. "What? You drop a bomb like this and tell me you'll explain later?"
She looks down at the metallic floor. "We've got more important things to deal with right now."
Keith looks away, his desperation to know more warring with the practicality of the mission. He squeezes his eyes shut, taking a deep breath.
"Fine," he whispers.
She looks at him, inhaling a deep breath. "We're going after the enriched quintessence that created Ranveig's super-weapon."
He takes a step back, snapping his head up to meet her gaze. "What? Kolivan and I have been searching for that same quintessence for a long time."
"I was with Ranveig when an unmarked cargo ship passed into his region. When we checked it out, there was no crew aboard. The ship had been nearly torn to pieces, but inside, a single vat of quintessence remained. It was unlike any other quintessence we'd seen."
"Were there navigation records aboard?"
Krolia pulls up the schematics, the red screen casting faint shadows on their faces. "No, but I analyzed the ship personally. The radiation signature indicated it had passed through the Quantum Abyss."
Keith tilts his head, his eyes flickering between her and the screen. "Quantum Abyss? What's that?"
"It's a part of the galaxy where dense neutron stars orbit even larger dark stars. In the Quantum Abyss, planets and other celestial bodies are being pulled and torn in different directions. It's a chaotic, ever-changing environment, and the presence of such massive objects has unusual effects on gravitational waves and space-time itself."
A frown tugs on his lips. "And that's where we're heading?"
She nods. "Yes."
Keith runs a hand through his hair, closing his eyes.
I guess I won't be seeing (Y/N) anytime soon, he thinks, sighing.
|••••••••••|
The space outside the fighter jet is a swirl of blue, green, and black. Stars twinkle and streak as Keith continues the steady course.
His hands tighten around the controls, eyes flickering beneath his mask as he takes in the sight before him.
Outside the cockpit window are several planets, some small and some large. In the far distance is a shadowy dark star with a bright golden light behind it. Chunks of asteroids float, and the planets look like water rippling, streaking like inked paper when it touches rain.
They really are being pulled, he realizes.
The fighter jet flies upwards.
"I think... we're here," Keith says.
"Bring us in," Krolia says. "Stay alert."
The warping of the planets looks hypnotic, and he flies straight toward it.
He swallows hard, lips pursing. "Are you sure we should go in there?"
"Ranveig sent probes in here trying to track the quintessence." Krolia projects her screen onto Keith's. "The probes picked up a path that was relatively unaffected by space-time."
His eyes skim the course, locking onto the red line. "And where does the path go?"
"We never found out. The probes were all destroyed."
"By what?"
"I'm not sure. Keep sharp."
Keith slowly inhales and exhales.
Focus. Patience yields focus. Don't be impulsive.
As the steady path of the fighter jet continues, he turns his head to the left.
"Huh?" he mutters.
Outside, right next to the ship, is a white creature with four legs. It has one large eye on its head with a black sclera and an orange-ringed pupil.
"What is that?" he asks.
The creature locks its eye with his and shifts into an attacking position, crackling with electric energy. It latches onto the wing of the fighter jet, and several others join.
Alarms start wailing, and flashing red lights fill the cockpit.
Keith strains against the controls as one of the creatures starts ramming its leg into the window, cracking it. "Krolia, we've got trouble!"
"We need to shake them loose before they breach the hull!"
"Hang on!"
He pushes the thrusters of the fighter jet and boosts away.
Some of the creatures fall off, but not all of them. One of them teleports into the ship, right in front of Krolia. She raises her gun and shoots at the creature.
Its flesh explodes all around her as she turns. "Keith, what's our status?"
The creature on the front continues hitting. "The ship's damaged. Thrusters are gone. I can't hold her! We're being pulled in! We need to ditch!"
Keith unbuckles himself and sprints to the back of the fighter jet, powering on the jetpack at the back of his suit and following behind Krolia. They land on one of the planets just as the ship gets pulled in and explodes, disappearing forever.
"What were those things?" Keith asks, panting.
"I don't know, but they're gone now," Krolia answers.
He sighs. "So is our ship. It had the coordinates to guide us through the Quantum Abyss."
"We'll have to make do. Come on." She starts jetpacking onto another planet. "As long as we stay within the borders of the space-time drop-offs, we should be safe."
"Basically, stay close so we won't be drawn in and stretched into nothingness like those creatures. Got it."
The two continue but abruptly stop as the planet they've landed on shakes violently.
Keith turns his head to Krolia. "Huh? What's going on?"
The shadowy dark star with golden light begins to glow and explodes.
He cowers down, kneeling to shield his face. Krolia throws herself in front of him protectively, wrapping her arms around his neck as she closes her eyes tightly.
The blinding white light engulfs them, and he opens his eyes.
"Huh, ah!" Keith looks around frantically as he backs away. He is sitting on the floor, surrounded by white nothingness, dressed in his regular clothing. Sweat dribbles down the side of his head, and he pants, trying to catch his breath. "Hello?"
A faint cry pulls his attention, and he whips his head to the right.
An image forms, showing two adults and an infant standing in front of a house.
Home?
In the far distance, a younger Krolia holds infant Keith with a soft smile on her lips. Her eyes glisten with awe as she regards him, tracing his cheek with her index finger. "We'll name him 'Yorak' after my seventh great-grandfather."
Texas shifts his attention from Keith and blinks, trying hard not to laugh. He pauses, pressing a gentle hand on her shoulder as his gaze softens. "How about 'Keith'?"
"Keith." Her smile grows. "I like that."
As Keith stands, the light shifts again, casting him in pitch black.
The next time he opens his eyes, Shiro stands before him, his eyes dark and narrow.
"Hello, Keith," he says.
Keith's eyes widen, and he turns around, dozens of pods surrounding them. "Huh?"
Swallowing hard, he tries to focus on what's going on.
Shiro's eyes glow pink, anger in his gaze. "Yes, I know," he growls.
"Shiro, it's gonna be okay. We just have to get back to the Castle," Keith says, but he's not moving his mouth. He feels dizzy and confused, voices overlapping in his mind. "Shiro!"
"... are not going anywhere!"
Blinding white overwhelms him, and the next time he opens his eyes, Keith is sitting in the Black Lion, part of Voltron.
He doesn't recognize where they are, only that alarms wail, and he feels overloaded. Too much power. Too much fear.
A soft cry breaks through his haze, and he struggles to hear everything.
(Y/N)'s sobs echo through the comms, and his fingers clench the controls of the Black Lion, his knuckles blanching as he hears her weeping.
(Y/N): "No, no, that's going to kill him!"
KEITH: "(Y/N)—"
(Y/N): "No! Stop, please don't do this!" Her voice cracks as she screams.
Keith flinches, guilt overwhelming him.
The visions stop, and when he opens his eyes, Krolia is looking at him.
He pants, gasping for air, and looks around frantically. "What was that?" he asks. "Were those visions real?"
Krolia stands. "Time collapses this close to dark stars. Going through the light triggers glimpses of the past and the future."
His knees sink into the rocky surface as he tries to steady his racing heart, and he swallows hard.
Shaking his head, he forces himself onto his feet. "Let's go."
|••••••••••|
Keith pushes himself up but is hit by an asteroid, knocking him off course.
"Keith!" Krolia shouts, looking down at him. "You're getting too close to the gravity wells. Use your thrusters!"
He pushes his jetpack to maximum, but he's still getting pulled in. "I'm trying!"
Just before he turns into nothing, he throws his knife, and it digs deep into a planet.
Krolia pulls on the rope, flinging him up. "Grab my hand!"
Their hands attach, and the black star glows again, engulfing them.
Past Krolia is sitting in a Galra fighter jet, right outside of Earth.
GALRA SCOUT: "Is it possible? The signature is nearly identical to that of the Red Lion's."
KROLIA: "We should obtain visual confirmation before we call it in."
GALRA SCOUT: "Negative. We've never received another reading like this before. There's a Voltron Lion on this planet, I'm sure of it. Call it in immediately. That's an order."
When she hesitates, he states, "I said, Call it in."
Resolve hardens her heart. KROLIA: "Vrepit Sa."
She pulls her thrusters back, opening fire on the other scout.
GALRA SCOUT: "You think you can take all the glory for yourself?"
KROLIA: "I'm not looking for glory."
The scout's fighter jet shoots her wing, damaging it, and she uses all remaining power to blow his ship up.
Krolia's ship starts spiraling into Earth's atmosphere and crashes.
Texas, who had been sleeping after a long shift at the fire station, runs out of his house with his fire axe. He follows the cloud of smoke and starts hacking the metal of the fighter jet to open it.
His eyes widen as he sees the strange alien woman, and Krolia groans softly, slowly opening her eyes.
Though her vision is blurry, she sees the concern within Texas's eyes clear as day.
The flashback ends, and Keith is brought back to the Quantum Abyss, where Krolia pulls him in.
He pants, turning to look at her. "That's how you and Dad met. How did you know to look for the Blue Lion on Earth?"
"We didn't," Krolia replies, looking out at the dark star. "After Sendak found the Red Lion, the Galra engineered a way to pick up on the Lions' signatures from close range. Zarkon had thousands of scouts searching for them. The Blade of Marmora made sure to embed agents in as many of those scout teams as possible, in an effort to prevent the Galra from obtaining any more lions." She turns to look at Keith, her eyes softening. "I just happened to be in the right place at the right time." The light grows strong. "It's coming again!"
They brace themselves, and when Keith opens his eyes, he sees his parents in the past. They are standing in the cave where he and the Paladins had found the Blue Lion back on Earth.
"I never thought I'd see another Lion in my lifetime," Krolia admits quietly.
"You've been telling me about this ship for months, but this is beyond words," Texas responds, peering over his shoulder to look at her. "Are you sure you don't want me to contact the Garrison? They could help."
Krolia frowns, shaking her head. "We've discussed this. It could put your entire civilization in jeopardy."
"Does this mean you're gonna try and contact your people and continue your mission?"
She looks down, playing with her fingers. "My ship being destroyed was the best thing that ever happened to me. I wouldn't go back even if I could." She walks up to him, looking up at the light blue dome. "I have a new mission now. I'm going to stay here and protect the Blue Lion."
Texas smiles and pulls her closer, holding her hand. "I want to help."
Krolia smiles, and the flashback ends.
"You were stuck on Earth," Keith says, his voice quiet.
She nods, feeling a wave of nostalgia rushing over her. "There was no better place I could be."
|••••••••••|
Keith huffs, hopping on another planet. "At the rate we're going, it's gonna take a lifetime to reach the end."
Krolia turns to look at him. "We have to keep moving, however long it takes."
"Without food and water, we're never gonna make it. We have to come up with another plan."
The planet shakes, and he snaps his head up, his eyes connecting with a space whale. He stands up abruptly, his eyes trailing over the green foliage on its back and streams of water.
A younger whale appears next.
"Wha—What are those things?" he asks.
Krolia scrutinizes them. "I don't know. But whatever they are, these creatures seem to know their way through the Quantum Abyss without being drawn into the space-time drop-offs."
"Amazing."
The dark star's light burns again.
"Here it comes. Brace yourself!"
When Keith opens his eyes, his dad's bedroom greets him.
Texas is leaning into Krolia, pressing soft kisses on her bare shoulder, and watching her with a small smile. She is holding Keith, feeding him with a bottle of milk.
On the bedside table, the Blade of Marmora's insignia begins to glow a strong purple hue, and their attention snaps to it.
Krolia rushes to put Keith in his crib and looks out the window, Texas trailing behind her.
"They're scouts," she says. "They must've picked up the Blue Lion's signal. We need to stop them before they report back to their command."
"What's the plan?" Texas asks.
She rushes to her satchel, tossing it onto the bed as she begins to dress herself in her Galra armor.
"I have explosives," she replies, showing him. "They aren't powerful enough to destroy a fighter, but if we detonate them in the intake valves, they could stop them from taking off. When they're set, use this to detonate the charges and take out the ships."
She holds up the controller.
Texas dresses himself, looking at her. "What will you be doing?"
"I'm gonna find out what the scouts know and get rid of them."
|••••••••••|
Inside the cave that houses the Blue Lion, a team of Galra scouts has erected a crackling, violet forcefield around the mighty beast. The field pulsed with energy, hissing and sparking against the walls as they attempted to override the Lion's defenses. Their scanners and drilling devices hummed in unison, each surge of power a desperate effort to pry it free by force.
Krolia flings her knife at the device controlling the process and sprints toward them.
One of the scouts starts shooting his gun at her, and she slides down, kicking him off his feet. She grabs her knife and starts fighting the second scout, getting ready to kill him, but the whirring of a gun makes her pause.
She turns to look at a third scout.
"Drop your weapon," he says, pointing his gun right at her head. "I spotted her sneaking in. She was with a primitive who was setting explosives on our ships. He's been neutralized."
Krolia's eyes widen, her heart pounding. "No." She lowers herself into a fighting stance, narrowing her eyes.
"I said drop your weapon."
She points the blade at him, her hand shaking as she grits her teeth. She straightens, raising her hands in the air for surrender. The knife falls from her hand, and inhaling one breath, she crouches, catches the knife, and throws it at the scout, destroying his gun.
The other scouts start fighting, and she quickly throws them into the rocky cave walls. The scout who had his gun pointed at her starts running, and she chases after him, but she's too late.
He enters the fighter jet and gets airborne, trying to exit Earth's atmosphere.
A few moments later, the ship explodes into a ball of fire.
Krolia's head whips around, and she spots Texas lying on the rocky, desert ground with the explosive controller in his hands.
He passes out again.
Wasting no time, Krolia runs down the rocky path to make sure he's alive.
|••••••••••|
Back in the Kogane household, Krolia leans against a wall and stares out the window, her arms crossed.
With a frown, she shifts her attention to Texas, who is pulling the blanket further up Keith's body. His right arm is in a sling, and he watches their sleeping son.
She closes her eyes. "I must go."
Texas frowns as he stares down at Keith, leaning against the cradle. "I thought you'd seen enough war."
"If they found the Blue Lion once, they'll find it again. I need to report back to the Blades and stop the Galra from the inside." She walks over to him, holding his uninjured hand. "I'm sorry, but this is the best way for me to keep you both safe."
Krolia leans down and presses a gentle kiss on Keith's cheek, trying to hold it all together.
When she lifts herself up, she reaches for her knife.
"This is for Keith." She holds it out for Texas to take. "He may need it someday."
Texas grabs the knife and closes the distance between them, cupping her cheek.
Tears stream down her face, and he wipes them with his thumb.
"A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya," she whispers, her voice breaking. "Eu gaol vae a'nah, via't pa'eni."
He swallows thickly, nodding. "I love you forever, life partner," Texas whispers back.
The flashback ends, and Keith turns to look at Krolia.
"I finally understand why you left," he says. "You put the mission above all else."
She closes her eyes. "That's not true. I left to protect the person I most love." She turns to look at him. "You."
Keith opens his mouth, about to say something, but the planet they're on shakes. His head snaps up, connecting with the large animal. "It's another one of those creatures."
"We have to get on that thing's back!" Krolia shouts, sprinting for it. "It might be our best chance!"
He follows after her, crashing onto the creature's back. He rolls several times before he stops himself, crouching down and panting.
"We made it," he rasps out. "Will this thing really take us through the Abyss?"
"We're about to find out."
She walks over to him and helps him to his feet.
As they begin walking on the creature's back, mist clings to the plants in the soil and the leaves of the thick trees.
"It's creating its own atmosphere," Krolia whispers, staring at it.
She takes her helmet off.
Keith crouches down and powers his mask off. He deeply inhales the scent of fresh air. His eyes linger on a flower as a frown tugs on his lips. He stands, looking around at the dense forest.
I'm coming back to you, (Y/N), he thinks. I promise.
|••••••••••|
With a heavy heart, Keith crouches down and pets the space wolf's soft fur.
"Keith..." Krolia trails off, pulling him out of his thoughts. "I think we've made it."
He stands up, following her gaze. "It's been two years. We can finally finish our mission."
The space whale travels through the dark star, and when it emerges from the glowing blue tunnel, Keith's eyes widen.
"Look, a planet," he says.
The planet is a swirl of red and white with a faint red glow.
Krolia powers on her bracer, eyes scanning the screen as her fingers tap on it. "I'm picking up some readings similar to those of the quintessence Ranveig found."
|••••••••••|
On the surface of the planet, Keith, Krolia, and the space wolf stand on its rocky surface.
In the distance is a large Galra structure made of dark metal and purple lights.
KROLIA: "This is the source of the readings. Let's go check it out."
They break into the facility and use their jetpacks to lower themselves down. The space wolf teleports inside. Keith looks around, noting that it's completely empty.
After a few moments, they manage to find a hidden door.
He opens it and blinks. "What is this place?"
Oak trees with thick trunks and green foliage fill their vision. The grass is green, the sky is blue, and all around are shimmering pink flowers with golden-yellow pistils.
Altean juniberries?
Is this Altea?
He powers his mask off, and they begin walking through the artificial environment to explore.
The forest is canopied by overhanging trees, casting shadows over their faces, and in the distance, Keith's ears twitch as he hears faint humming.
He stops abruptly. "Wait, I hear something."
Hiding behind a tree trunk, Keith carefully walks toward the sound and peeks over.
His eyes widen as he sees a young woman with blonde hair. She's on her knees on the river bend washing clothes as she continues humming to herself.
A twig snaps, and she gasps in surprise, turning to look behind her shoulder. Her eyes are bright purple with blue markings on her cheekbones.
Keith's brows furrow. "An Altean."
Your POV:
The Sincline ships were moved from the Galra Central Command ship onto the Castle Ship earlier in the week since Allura's been the main one infusing them.
Now we stand in the Castle Ship's shuttle bay, and my lips purse in concentration.
Something feels different.
"Allura?"
Opening my eyes, I lift my hands off the ship, and my hands cease their channeling of Altean alchemy. The light blue glow fades, and I tilt my head.
"Do you feel that?" I ask.
Her brows furrow as she lifts her hands and turns to face me. "It feels... done."
"It does, doesn't it?"
"You don't think..." She blinks. "Are we finished?"
Elation shoots through me. "Stars above, we did it!" A wide smile spreads on my lips, and I turn on my heel, racing down the steps. "Let's go get Lotor!"
Allura rushes behind me, clapping her hands with excitement. "We've finally done it!"
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 28 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆”lotor is the priority” has never technically been specified by Violet. y/n thought it was to gain his trust again, but the reason *why* has never been made known to her. this plot has been building up since ch. 16. and Violet knows what’s coming☆
☆Violet also knows Shiro’s a clone, but she hasn’t said anything because why would she help?☆
☆y/n feels guilty for thinking that something is wrong with shiro and chalks it up to her lack of sleep☆
☆they all shower regularly and have good hygiene 😭 keith brushed his teeth before seeing y/n cause he didn’t want her to think his breath smelled. he also showered beforehand. y/n brushes her teeth at least twice a day (i can’t deal with it if they’re not clean okay, lemme live 😋). idk WHERE they get the toothpaste and toothbrushes or shampoo and conditioner or soap/body wash from, but they are all clean 😭 the castle ship and GCC do *not* stink☆
☆adding on to this one, Lance and Lotor are the best smelling ones and y/n is right after them. they’re a hygienic trio☆
☆Lance had a big 18th birthday party because he got really homesick and team Voltron wanted to make him feel better☆
☆In the hangar bay, whilst y/n and Keith were making out, Lotor was trying to find y/n so they could start sleeping. 😭☆
☆Keith, while making out, wasn’t trying to cop a feel when his hand paused at the hem of her shirt. he just wanted to feel the warmth of y/n’s skin. they’re both fans of skin-to-skin☆
☆Team Voltron, especially y/n, isn’t that surprised that Keith’s yet to make a call. She’s just waiting for him to show up tbh☆
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fun fact about me, I type nonstop and then take a long break either by doing things i need to do, like cleaning or showering, or chill on my phone or watch something (Cobra Kai s6p3 here I come‼️). I come back to reread and make edits while listening to music, so I’m kinda over this chapter because it somehow became over 21k words.
That being said, I love the y/n x keith scene 🤭 I find it so fitting that this chapter managed to fall around Valentine’s Day *and* it’s snowing outside, so I feel super cozy and happy while rereading it. I LOVE IT.
I HAD TO WRITE THEM MAKING OUT OKAY AHAHAHAHA. these electric guitar rifts I posted at the beginning are the *perfect* makeout songs 🙂↕️. lotor coming wasn’t originally in the scene but it was too funny not to add 😭
in the original VTLL, y/n and keith don’t kiss until the chapter equivalent of season 7 episode 3. and you know what i asked myself? what would be worse: keith not saying anything and going on that 2 year thing ORRRR keith saying *something* and kissing y/n and lowkey losing his mind in those 2 years he’s on the space whale 😁
you guessed it, #2. my man is going to be foaming at the mouth when he sees his girl 🫱🏻🫲🏼 is it cruel? perhaps. do i care? nah. i want him to be painfully yearning for y/n and maybe it’s out of character for keith but idc because i love reading this trope 😁
do y'all think y/n would giggle when she sees keith after the space whale? i'm trying to brainstorm her reaction to him coming back more grown 😭 she giggles post-Galra Empire twice (once in ch. 6 and once in ch. 15) and i feel like she would definitely let out some sort of flustered giggle idk 😭
on a different note, have any of y’all caught the parallels between Sendak x y/n and Keith x y/n? 👀 Sendak started off as her friend, then best friend, then lovers (kiss in ch. 9), then he betrayed her by not only ruining Rez'or’s plans but killing her friends and Dayaks in the process. y/n is a family first girl (Violet’s warning). Sendak x y/n is friends to lovers to enemies to even worse enemies. Keith starts off more withdrawn, but they eventually become friends, best friends, and lovers (the makeout session). We end this chapter with Keith finding the colony. You know what that means? Betrayal.
history rhymes and i love me some parallels 😁
Chapter 29: The Colony
Summary:
s6e4 equivalent
we reached 103 kudos here on ao3 WHAT??? hope you’re enjoying VTLL 🤗‼️
timeline in case anyone's interested:
➭Saturday, 08/22/2415: Chapter 29’s (Y/N)'s message—Third Imperial Decree.
➭Sunday, 08/23/2415: The Sincline ships are moved from the GCC onto the Castle Ship’s hangar.
➭Wednesday, 08/26/2415: Chapter 28’s ending, where the infusion for the Sincline ship is completed.
➭Friday, 08/28/2415: (Y/N) and Allura’s conversation in the Castle Ship lounge with Lotor.
➭Sunday, 08/30/2415: Lotor turns 988 years old.
➭Monday, 08/31/2415: Chapter 29’s “present day”/Chapter 34, part XIV Lotor and Allura enter the quintessence field; Keith returns (season 6, episode 4). Chapter 30 (season 6, episodes 4–5). Chapter 31, Keith and (Y/N)’s heart-to-heart (season 6, episode 6).
Notes:
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hey Alexa, play "Hey Daddy (Daddy's Home)" (KEITH'S OFFICIALLY BACK IN VLD WOOHOO YIPPEE HOORAY!!!!!)
it's spring break now and i am so excited 😛 hopefully i passed all my midterms lololol. also used the em dash (—) in my english paper cause i've been using it a lot on here and i love it so much. i am a big fan of —s. i dunno if i'm using them correctly but they're fun 😋 in middle school, i did grammar with noredink and i wish it stuck in my head more cause i'd love to start correctly including ; and : but idk how to properly use them so i've been avoiding them like the plague 😭
i loved reading all y'all's comments about their confessions and i'm glad we could all giggle together 🤭 I check my main email every day, so when i'd see a comment in my inbox, i went "hehehe" cause we're all giggling and having a fun time and that's the whole point of VTLL🙂↕️🫶🏻 (giggling every time Keith appears in the episodes while writing tbh) interacting with y'all is my favorite part of every update and being friendly is always great, so shoutout to you!! y'all are so appreciated!!!! 💜💜💜
before we get started, any ideas about what keith would call y/n once they start dating-dating? or in general? i'm planning on making her call him ma gaol (my love) cause that's the way she grew up with Zlak and Alik, but idk what Keith would call her (not "princess" though cause y/n's got too much trauma with that. for example, i say "baby" a lot, and "sweetheart" is cute and Lotor is going to say "darling" but i have no clue what keith can say that wouldn't be OOC). a pet name is what's missing tbh and it'll be used sparingly, but i'm stuck.
in case you read within the first three hours of publishing and haven't reread, there's an added Lotor x y/n scene after the kiss session in ch. 28 cause we need them not to be awkward in this chapter 😭 it's right after she thinks, "Stars above, please protect my heart." and before the second "Third Person POV; Razor's Edge:" so yeah 😋 some really quick sibling fluff before this 💩 show goes down (i've split this chapter a lot cause i was getting overwhelmed).
i didn't ship Lotura (it's still icky to me alright 😭 I liked it in middle school, didn't care for it in high school, and still don't like it now in uni... that being said i'm 21 and i'd totally let a 10,000-year-old Lotor manipulate me), but the fanart was top tier. I'm losing my marbles. im kinda tweaking over here. part of me regrets making lotor and y/n's relationship like i did and i loved writing all the sibling stuff, but i don't know if my version of these episodes is gonna do what i need them to do. i probably need to reread volume 2 cause i haven't really been and rewatch the VLD episodes more in-depth i'm just lost.
i feel like i'm love-bombing over here i'm probably overdoing it. i sort of hate this chapter?? i'm trying not to do what i did when i first started writing VTLL (which is go on a long, long hiatus) and didn't love it. gonna try and ride out this wave of writer's block without ignoring VTLL for a year 😭
OH also um sorry for all the wedding talk. i'm in that mood (lots of wedding talk in my drafts tbh 😭). how do we feel about keith and y/n's codependency? cause at the garrison they're not gonna be able to sleep in the same room unless... (i'm kidding im not planning on getting them married during season 7 😭 or maybe i am. we'll see where the story takes us). i saw something about "friends with blurry boundaries to lovers" and that reminded me of them big time 😭
since i had some time to think about it, i don't think i'm gonna do the idea i had for season 6's finale. keith and y/n were gonna "break up" and the journey to earth was gonna be a hot mess. that feels OOC so i'm not gonna do it. these two are so stubborn that I feel like it'd take more for them to call it quits.
shoutout to that one guitar part in "What Once Was" by Her's because it's so keith x y/n coded, and i want them to have meant it when they said they love each other unconditionally.
oh oh and "Champagne Coast" by Blood Orange and Dev Hynes
i HATE third-act breakups and i don't wanna be a hypocrite so i'm not doing it.
happy reading!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Baby, I've been there before
I was at the point where all I really wanted was someone
And now I'm still hanging on
I was at the end of every tether waiting for what once was"
Her's, What Once Was
Your POV; (Y/N)'s message—Third Imperial Decree:
The throne room's glowing purple lights cast long, shifting shadows across the steps below.
My back is rigid against the throne, my chin lifted in practiced poise.
I close my eyes, inhaling a steady breath, and my fingers brush over the pendant at my neck, seeking comfort in the crystal's warmth. Keith's dog tag rests heavily in my right pocket, its presence grounding me.
It is a piece of him that lingers, even though he's been gone for weeks already.
He's out there. Somewhere. Alive, I hope.
I exhale slowly, pressing my palms flat against the armrests.
The metal is cool against my skin, an unwelcome contrast to the heat of my thoughts.
I should be focusing on strategy, the responsibilities that come with my title, the decree I'm meant to deliver, the Empire I am fighting to restore.
How can I focus on any of it when half my heart is out there among the stars?
Focus.
My mind refuses to comply, circling back to Keith over and over again.
The way his hands felt on my waist—firm like he was afraid to let go. The way his lips pressed against mine, desperate yet impossibly tender as if he were pouring every unsaid word, every unspoken promise, into each lingering kiss. The softness of his whispers, the solid warmth of his body, the steady rise and fall of his chest beneath my fingertips. The heat of his breath ghosting over my skin as his mouth explored, his teeth grazing, teasing, leaving me breathless.
The way he looked at me before he left, like I was his entire universe.
Like leaving me behind was the hardest thing he'd ever have to do.
Stars above, I miss him. I miss him so much.
During the chaos of my mind, I reach for the dog tag and pull it from my pocket, letting it dangle between my fingers. My thumb traces over the engraved letters, memorizing the dips and ridges.
Keith Kogane.
A soft smile tugs at my lips despite the ache in my chest.
My heart, ma gaol.
He's coming back to me just like he promised, and when he does, we'll pick up right where we left off.
The waiting is unbearable, but I will endure it because I love him.
Ardently. Unconditionally. Abundantly. Irrevocably.
|••••••••••|
The team gathers in the throne room behind Lotor.
Shiro stands off in the distance while Coran wears a deep frown, stroking the ends of his mustache. Hunk and Pidge both give me a reassuring smile, though the doubt in their eyes is hard to miss.
What good are these messages doing?
A sentry stands beside them, holding up a camera for the official transmission to be broadcast across all Galra-controlled territories and members of the Voltron coalition.
Lance gives me a thumbs-up, signaling that we're live. Lotor nods beside him, folding his arms over his chest as he watches.
I look straight at the camera and allow myself a deep breath.
"To all who serve under the banner of the Galra Empire," I begin, projecting my voice. "Though those who oppose us continue ravaging the universe through war and bloodshed, an age of unlimited quintessence is upon us."
The vibrations of the ship are a steady pulse beneath my feet, echoing the turmoil hidden behind my carefully constructed mask. My fingers twitch against the armrests of the throne, but I force them still.
There can be no uncertainty now. Not even an ounce of weakness or unease.
"The enemies of peace would have you believe that unity is weakness, that our strength lies in domination. But I say to you, strength is not the conquest of planets nor the breaking of those who resist us. True strength is the courage to change.
"The Galra will thrive—not as oppressors, but as sovereigns of something greater than war alongside Voltron."
I can feel the weight of a billion unseen eyes upon me through the camera.
Across the Empire, Commanders, Generals, soldiers, and civilians alike are watching, waiting, and questioning.
I give them no room for doubt.
"Let me be clear—this is not a surrender. This is a reclamation. Of our honor. Our people. Our future. Under my rule, the Galra will not be defined by war or destruction, but by what we can become."
The camera pans to Allura, and she straightens. "Thanks to the efforts of the Paladins of Voltron, Empress (Y/N), Prince Lotor, and all of our allies, we are now closer than ever to bringing peace across the universe." She clasps her hands in front of her. "Brighter times are near."
It returns to me, and I stand, my gaze hardening. "This war has not been easy. But Voltron is on your side. Commander Sendak and his followers will not prevail. I vow to you all—the Fire of Purification will be extinguished."
My hand goes over my heart. "Vrepit Sa."
Nearly seven months as Empress.
Seven months of blood and flame and endless maneuvering—and what do I have to show for it? A fractured Empire, ruined planets, whispers of rebellion still threading through the Galra.
Doubt lingers like a shadow at the edges of my thoughts, whispering insidious truths.
The war is not over. It may never truly be over.
Even now, Sendak gathers his forces in the dark corners of the universe, plotting, waiting for the moment to strike.
The old ways do not die easily, and neither do those who cling to them.
Hundreds of bodies sent over, thousands of innocents murdered, planets obliterated—quintessence extracted in the midst of it all.
So much bloodletting.
How much death until there is peace?
The transmission ends, and a tremor ripples through my body.
Sendak will bleed the universe dry before he even considers surrender. Before he even thinks of bowing to me.
He believes being Emperor is his birthright.
I close my eyes, my heart heavy.
What if he's right?
I am not enough to lead the Empire.
I never was.
|••••••••••|
The soft glow of the Castle Ship's ambient lights reflects off the walls, casting long, gentle shadows across the lounge.
The war, the politics, the weight of leadership—all of it fades away in the stillness of this moment.
Within the ship, the Paladins and Coran are fast asleep while Allura and I remain awake.
Right now, it is just the two of us, two friends seeking solace in each other's company.
Allura sits beside me on the plush couch. A steaming cup of tea rests in her hands, wisps of fragrant steam curling into the air.
The faint hum of the ship's systems fills the silence as I stare up at the ceiling and take a long sip of my juice pouch.
"Allura?" I ask quietly, shifting to glance at her as I place it on the table. "Do you remember weddings?"
Her eyes connect with mine, her brows furrowing. "Yes, I remember weddings." Allura's voice is soft, almost wistful, as she sets down her tea and turns toward me. "Do you wish to know of Altean wedding customs?"
I nod, drawing my knees up onto the couch and tucking them beneath me. "I've never been to a wedding." Grabbing a pillow, I hold it close and tilt my head. "What were they like? Before Altea was destroyed?"
Allura's expression grows distant, a hint of longing in her luminescent eyes. She hesitates, then smiles, leaning over to hold a pillow in her lap and copying my position.
"They were wonderful." Her gaze fixes on the ceiling. "The couple would embark on a pilgrimage across the Northern Isles, visiting the Temple of Ara and the Temple of Lions to make offerings to our ancestors under the watchful gaze of the stars of Gala."
I lean forward, captivated. "Altea had isles?"
"We did. The Northern Isles were near our Capitol, Fala, and the northern lights were beautiful up there. The stars would twinkle when we spoke to them, like they were actually listening."
A small smile spreads on my lips.
The stars are always listening.
"Isles, mountains, flower fields—Altea had everything," she continues, fingers tracing absent patterns over the pillow in her lap. "The pilgrimage was the most sacred part. At the Temple of Ara, the couple would kneel beneath the silver archway and speak their devotion before the altar of eternity. At the Temple of Lions, they would pay tribute to the elemental powers of the universe. And there was music and dancing, and so much love."
A wave of melancholy washes over me.
I guess Violet's memories are the closest I'll ever get to visiting Altea.
"It sounds beautiful..." I trail off.
"It was. So beautiful." Her expression is full of remembrance. She turns to look at me, curiosity swimming in the depths of her eyes. "Why do you ask?"
Warmth blooms in my chest at her words, a longing for something I've never had. Never known.
"I guess... I just want to understand more about where I come from," I admit, glancing down at my hands. "And what love looked like before this war. Before loss and duty twisted it into something we have to fight for, something we have to protect rather than simply... have." My fingers brush over the pendant on my neck. "I want to know what it was like to love without fear."
Allura watches me and reaches for my hand, wrapping her fingers around mine. Her touch is warm and comforting. "Love was never without fear," she says gently. She splays my hand out and her thumb traces slow, thoughtful circles against my palm. "My mother would tell me that love is a commitment—a choice we make, again and again. Despite the fear."
My mind trails back to Keith, and I swallow against the lump forming in my throat, nodding. "My Dayaks would say that love gives us strength."
Love reminds us why we fight and what we protect.
I look up at her. "Tell me more about the ceremonies."
A smile plays on her lips. "Much like the Galra, we also had life partners." She sighs thoughtfully. "My parents were life partners. It was considered the highest, most intimate form of a relationship."
"Via't pa'enii," I echo, smiling faintly. "The peoples of the Karthulian star system believed that love transcended time and that those who truly belonged to one another would be drawn together, no matter how many lifetimes it took."
She laughs, the sound light and airy. "I didn't take you for a romantic, (Y/N)."
My face flushes. "I'm not, it's just... my Dayaks used to tell me stories when I was growing up. I've always wanted one," I admit with a sheepish smile. "It probably sounds stupid."
"I've always wanted one too," Allura says earnestly. "Someone friendly, confident, funny..."
"Someone like Lance?" I wiggle my eyebrows as I lean in.
Allura scoffs, rolling her eyes, but the flush on her cheeks betrays her. "Hardly."
Grinning, I nudge her playfully. "Oh, come on. You can't fool me." My smile sweetens. "I see that look in your eyes every time you're with him. You love him, 'Lura."
She looks away. "Love... Lance..." She exhales, shaking her head. Her voice softens, and she glances down at her lap, fingers brushing absently over the pillow. "Lance is kind. And patient. And beneath all his bravado, he has a heart so full of love that I admire greatly." She pauses, then lifts her gaze to mine. "But love is not just about admiration or grand gestures. It is built in the quiet moments. The understanding. The choice."
"Okay." I tilt my head, curious. "And what choice have you made?"
Her lips part slightly as if the answer sits at the tip of her tongue, waiting to be spoken. She lets out a breathy laugh, shaking her head. "I've made many choices."
"You're avoiding the question."
She sighs, then leans back against the couch, tucking a curl behind her ear. "Truth is, I don't know what I feel. When he died, I... I was terrified I wouldn't be able to revive him. That I'd lose him forever."
Sinking deeper into the couch, my cheek presses against the cushion as I turn my head. "I know how you feel. I've been there with Keith. When we first found the Blade, fought my father, Naxzela..." My breath shudders. "Sometimes I—well, sometimes it feels like he's too willing to be sacrificial, you know? But how can I fault him for it when I've done the exact same thing?"
Allura nods, and her bottom lip quivers. "You and Keith are like that—self-sacrificing. Lance, he—he pushed Blue..." Her voice falters.
"To save you," I finish. "Lance pushed Blue out of the way to save you."
She draws in a sharp breath, rubbing her eyes. "These Red Paladins risk their lives for us far too often," she whispers, fidgeting with her hands. "I can't help but wonder whether, if push comes to shove, I'll put Lance's life in front of my own."
I watch her, the flickering light casting shadows across her features. There's a rawness in her voice, in the way her fingers clutch the fabric of the pillow, a quiet war waging within her.
"Hey," I say softly, "don't do that. Love isn't about who would risk more, who would sacrifice first. It's about trust." Her brows furrow, but I continue. "I know you, Allura. I know that if the moment ever comes, whatever choice you make, it'll be out of love. Not obligation. Not guilt. Just love."
Her breath hitches, her fingers tightening around the pillow before she releases it with a sigh.
"It's just... terrifying," she admits. "To love someone like that. To know that no matter how strong you are, no matter how much you fight, there will always be something outside your control. Some cruel twist of fate that could take them away." Her voice wavers, but she doesn't look away. "I lost my father. My mother. I lost my home. I lost my people. And now, with Lance..." She hesitates, swallowing hard. "I don't know if I could survive losing him, too."
My chest aches at the raw vulnerability in her voice. A vulnerability I understand too well.
"The people we lose are never truly gone. That love, that friendship, it all stays." My hand drifts to the pendant at my neck, fingers brushing over its smooth surface as my mind drifts to my Dayaks, to Rez'or, to all the people I have lost. "It's in the things they leave behind, the things they've taught you, the way they change you, even in the smallest ways." I glance up, my lips rising in a bittersweet smile. "But you don't have to worry about Lance. He's not going anywhere."
A ghost of a smile tugs at Allura's lips, fragile but real, and she lets out a soft laugh as the tension in her shoulders eases just a little. She reaches for her tea again, cradling the warm cup between her hands.
"And you?" she asks after a moment. "How do you feel... about Keith?"
I exhale, rolling onto my back, and staring up at the ceiling. "Keith is..." I pause, searching for the right words. Keith is so many things. "Keith is the most frustratingly selfless person I've ever met. He'd walk into fire without a second thought if it meant saving someone else." A breathy chuckle escapes me. "He's a hot-head, and stubborn, and sometimes he doesn't know how to use his words properly, but he's the bravest person I know."
Allura watches me, something soft and knowing in her gaze. "You admire that about him."
I nod. "I do, but it scares me," I admit, my voice quiet. "One day, that selflessness, that bravery, might be what takes him for good."
A quiet hum of disagreement passes through her. "Keith is far too stubborn to let that happen."
I smile, a little sad, a little hopeful, as I chuckle. "I guess."
"Perhaps even more stubborn than you."
Snorting, I reach over to grab a second juice pouch. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves."
Allura chuckles, shaking her head as she lifts her tea to her lips.
I let my eyes drift closed for a moment, listening to the slow inhale and exhale of my own breath.
The war will not wait for us, the universe will always demand more, but here, in this sliver of quiet, there is peace.
"Do you think," Allura begins, her voice tentative, "that after all of this... after the war... we'll get to have that?"
I open my eyes to find her gaze on me. "That?" I echo, tilting my head.
"A future," she clarifies. "One where the universe truly is at peace?"
"Yeah. I do," I say softly. "And we're so close to achieving it."
The doors to the lounge slide open.
Lotor wears navy blue Altean pajamas and raises a brow as he looks at us, bringing a mug filled with tea to his lips as he descends the steps.
"What are you two discussing now?" he asks, his tone dry. "I hope it's not those quiznaking mice again."
Glancing around the lounge, he ensures they are not present.
I bite back my laugh at his paranoia with a sip of juice.
Somehow, he and Coran constantly find themselves in trouble when the mice are in their midst.
"No, not my mice." Allura pouts, folding her arms as she leans back against the couch. "Just love. Marriage. The foolishness of romantic entanglements."
Lotor hums thoughtfully, taking a slow sip of his tea before settling onto the couch opposite us.
His eyes flick between me and Allura, amusement lurking in their depths. "Foolishness, Princess? That is a rather cynical perspective, even for you."
She lifts a brow. "On the contrary, it is a practical one."
I snort, shaking my head. "She's just avoiding admitting that she has feelings for Lance."
Allura huffs while Lotor chuckles into his mug.
"Ah, I see," he muses, setting it down on the table. "So that is what this conversation is truly about."
"It is not," Allura insists, though the blush creeping up her neck tells a different story. "We were merely discussing Altean wedding traditions. (Y/N) wished to know what they were like."
"Marriage? Already?" He blinks, regarding me curiously as he leans back against the cushions. "You and the Red Paladin just became lovers."
My mouth hangs open, and Allura sits up abruptly, nearly spilling the contents of her mug.
Scorching heat burns my cheeks. "Lotor!" I exclaim.
"Wait, wait, wait." She glances between us, eyes wide. "No quiznaking way. Did you and Keith finally—"
I groan, dropping my face into my hands. "Allura, please."
Lotor smirks, leaning closer. "Oh, they did something, alright. Practically started mating in the damn h—"
A strangled yelp escapes from him as I launch myself to cover his face with a pillow.
"Don't you dare say another word, you damn quiznaker!" I shriek.
His muffled laughter rumbles beneath the pillow, his shoulders shaking as he bats at my hands.
"I am merely stating the truth. You've found yourself besotted. It's rather endearing," he manages between breathless chuckles.
He pries the pillow from his face, his hair slightly disheveled from my assault.
I cross my arms, huffing as I sink back into the couch. "You've brought up that kiss every day since then."
He smooths his hair, a smug grin on his face, his eyes alight with mischief. "And I will continue doing so."
Allura sits there, shocked, as her gaze bounces between us. "(Y/N) and Keith kissed?"
Lotor hums, swirling the remnants of his tea in his mug as he lifts it from the table. "Yes, it was quite nauseating."
"Nauseating for you, maybe," I mumble, huffing. The back of my neck burns. "I liked it."
"Oh, you liked it," he repeats, his voice drenched in mockery. "How utterly shocking."
I shoot him a glare.
Allura stares at me, mouth agape, before breaking into a slow, knowing grin. "You kissed Keith."
Rolling my eyes, I sink further into the couch. "Stars above, you sound like Lotor."
"I'm merely astonished! How could you not tell me? Are the two of you courting—er, dating?" Her eyes shine, voice rising with excitement. "We thought you'd never realize. He's been in love with you for ages! At least since Olkarion, perhaps even before then!"
I freeze.
Since Olkarion? That was a long time ago.
I blink as the words keep tumbling out of her mouth.
"When did this happen? Does Lance know? Does Shiro? Oh, Hunk's been trying to push you two together since your weblum mission! I bet Pidge already knows. Does she know? Have you told any of the Paladins?"
"Stars, no," I mumble, running a hand down my face. "That's the last thing I need."
Lotor leans forward, propping his elbows on his knees and resting his chin against his palm. His eyes gleam with mirth.
"It feels so good to air this out in the open," he says with exaggerated relief. "This secret has been festering for far too long. It's as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders."
Scowling, I kick at his shin, but he moves just in time, laughing as he takes the final sip of his tea.
Allura's gaze softens, and she reaches for my hand again, squeezing it. "No wonder you miss him."
I sigh, leaning back against the cushions, fingers absently tracing over my pendant with my free hand. "Of course, I miss him. Every tick he's gone, it feels like a piece of me is missing."
"He'll be back."
Lotor exhales through his nose, shaking his head. "Romantic love. Such a foolish thing."
"Foolish?" I side-eye him. "You talk about it all the time."
He scoffs, tossing the words aside with a dismissive wave of his hand. "I speak of it mockingly, not longingly."
Tilting my head, I hum, unconvinced, and watch the way his fingers tighten around his mug. "Yeah, sure."
Allura folds her hands across her lap, her voice gentling as she asks, "Have you met anyone since Ven'tar?"
Lotor's smirk falters so quickly I almost miss it. Almost. For a heartbeat too long, he is elsewhere, somewhere far from us—eyes unfocused, face caught between memory and regret. His thumb brushes absently over his wrist, as though some ghost has left its imprint there. Then he recovers, lips quirking upward in that familiar, self-assured way.
"Power," he says smoothly, "is a much simpler pursuit."
I share a glance with Allura, both of us recognizing the deflection.
"What about Acxa?" I probe.
He lets out a sound too fragile to be called a laugh, too unsteady to be a scoff. "Acxa," he repeats, softer than I expect. "Stars if I know."
With a sigh, I lean against the armrest, my back pressing against it. I tuck a loose strand of hair behind my ear and finish the juice pouch.
"What were Karthulian wedding vows?" I ask at last, cutting through the silence with a feigned casualness I don't quite feel.
Allura tears her gaze from him and reaches for her tea. "Alteans would vow things about love, cherishment, and honor."
"And Galrans?" I press, my eyes flicking back to him.
Her eyes trail over Lotor again as her brows furrow. "Blood and bone. Spirit of body."
He gives her a look. "That's hardly the vow," he replies, his voice flat.
"Well, what is it then?" I ask, leaning closer.
Lotor sighs, his voice a quiet murmur as he recites, "You are blood of my blood, bone of my bone. I give you my body, that we might be one. I give you my spirit until our life is done. And when this life is over, may the light from the stars in space remain a steadfast guide. For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. May we meet again in the afterlife."
I echo the words in my mind.
Blood of my blood, bone of my bone.
I like it.
Watching him, I note the tension in his shoulders.
"You seem to know that vow well," I remark. "You got that memorized?"
Lotor's gaze flicks to mine, and he exhales, setting his mug aside. "Of course, I do. It is tradition."
Allura hums, tilting her head slightly. "Even the vows of via't pa'enii?"
His jaw tightens, and he rolls his eyes. "Enough of this melancholic talk," he says, stretching his legs out in front of him. "Why dwell on it when I can be using my time to torment my dear sister about her romantic escapades?"
My brows furrow. "But what else happens in the ceremonies?"
He wears a weary expression. "Why do you wish to know?"
I give him a look. "Because I want to know. Dayaks never told me."
"During the vows, the Galra take a ceremonial blade to the palm of their hand—" Lotor raises his left hand and makes a slicing motion—"to create a blood oath."
Looking down at my palm, my eyes squint as I try to imagine Keith cutting into it.
I wonder what wedding traditions Earthlings have. I'll have to ask him whenever he gets back.
"Blood bind, got it," I say.
With a nod, I scoot past the edge of the table and stand.
I nearly trip on my pajama pants as I hop up the steps.
The doors leading out of the lounge slide open with a soft hiss.
Lotor straightens, looking up at me. "Wait, where are you going?"
"I need to write all this down before I forget," I call over my shoulder, skipping through the threshold.
He groans. "Oh, for quiznak's sake."
Keith's POV; The Colony:
I pace the length of Romelle's room, my boots scuffing against the metallic floor. Shadows flicker with every turn, cast by the overhead lights. My fingers tighten around the grip of my knife, tracing the familiar grooves in the hilt in an effort to seek even an ounce of comfort.
My mind is a storm of uncertainty.
Two years.
Two years of separation that I didn't plan for.
Two years of helplessly hoping to find my way back to (Y/N), the girl I'd been pining over for months.
It's like I'm cursed.
She's told me otherwise more times than I can count, but what else am I supposed to think? I finally tell her I love her—that I've been in love with her—and then I get sent on a mission where time dilation kicks my ass.
Two damn years.
The first of every month brought the memories in an unrelenting tide, drawn forth by the collapsing dark star. Each vision was a cruel gift, a reminder of what I had lost and what I was still fighting for.
I saw her in my bed, tangled in sheets, during our nights on Olkarion.
I felt the sharp sting of her fists against my forearms as we sparred in the Castle of Lions.
I heard her laughter during movie nights and the softness of her hands as they rested on me.
I felt the gut-wrenching silence when she nearly died after the booster exploded the pod. I felt the heartache when she disappeared from the Purple Lion's cockpit. I heard her breathing when we kissed in the hangar bay.
I felt the immense relief from when I embraced her on Naxzela's surface after not seeing her for months.
I'd dream of falling in love with her over and over again.
Everything.
I'd dream of everything.
I promised I would return to her, but two years? How much time has passed for her? For them?
Time dilation is unpredictable, and without a way to send a message, I'm drowning in the not-knowing.
I don't know a damn thing.
I wish I knew something.
Two years lost to the Quantum Abyss, only to find something that makes no sense.
A colony inhabited by a single female Altean.
No guards. No sentries. No nothing.
Krolia scanned the entire planet before Romelle led us to her home. Not a single other lifeform.
An entire world, barren save for one survivor.
Why is Romelle the only one left? What happened to the rest of them?
Why didn't Lotor tell anyone?
Near the stream where we found her, she told us everything. About her brother. About his death. About Lotor's hand in all of it. Her voice was steady, but her hands trembled. Her words were bitter, and her eyes hardened.
I need to get back. I need to warn (Y/N). I need to warn the Paladins.
The space wolf nudges me with his head, letting out a worried whimper.
I sigh, crouching to pet him.
Krolia watches me from a worn, cushioned seat, her gaze unreadable, and Romelle hunches forward on her bed, fidgeting with her fingers.
I drag a hand through my overgrown hair and exhale sharply. "Given your brother's weakened state, he couldn't have piloted his ship for very long." I cross my arms. "The other colony has to be somewhere nearby."
"There's a moon orbiting this planet," Krolia says. "It could be housing the survivors—the second colony."
My jaw tightens. "Well, it's our only lead." I glance at her. "But how will we get there?"
Romelle pushes herself upright, eyes sparking with determination. "I have an idea."
|••••••••••|
The night air is crisp, biting against my skin as we step outside.
Above us, the artificial indigo sky stretches endlessly, speckled with unfamiliar constellations.
It almost looks real.
The space wolf trots after us as Romelle leads the way across a narrow bridge, footsteps echoing in the stillness.
"These transports haven't been used in generations," Romelle murmurs as we halt in front of another dome. She presses her palm to a control pad. A soft blue glow flares beneath her touch, and with a groan of long-forgotten machinery, the doors slide open. Dust motes swirl in the stale air. "None of the Alteans in the colony would know how to fly one, even if we desired to."
I step inside, eyes locking on the sleek, dust-covered pod. A slow smirk tugs at my lips. "I think I got us covered there."
Romelle's eyes follow my figure as I place a hand on it.
The pod's hatch door hisses open, and her shoulders sag in visible relief as the white lights and control panel flicker on.
We're getting the hell out of the Quantum Abyss.
All three of them enter the pod and strap in as I take a seat in the pilot's chair.
I'm going home.
|••••••••••|
The moon's surface is barren, a wasteland of dark craters and endless rock stretching toward a horizon without end. Dust swirls in clouds around our boots as we advance, each step sinking into the gray ground.
In the distance, a structure juts from the landscape—a Galra facility. Its metal walls are scarred and battered, weathered by time. It's similarly built to the one we found Romelle in.
Violet lights pulse in slow, rhythmic waves, casting eerie shadows against us as we force our way in.
My sword carves through the gap between the doors, the metal shrieking as I pry them apart.
Darkness swallows us whole.
I huff out a breath. "I really wish I had a flashlight," I mutter.
Dad always said to keep one handy. And here I am with no quiznaking flashlight. Figures.
Only the faint, unsettling hum of energy guides us forward, reverberating through the floor and the walls.
It makes the hairs on the back of my neck rise.
"There better not be any sentries," I whisper under my breath.
"Be prepared for anything," Krolia replies.
I tighten my grip on my weapon, my breath steady despite the unease building in my gut.
Romelle walks beside me, head on a swivel and eyes wide with worry.
Krolia takes careful steps, her right hand resting on the gun she has in her holster.
Water drips somewhere—a soft, steady plink that echoes unnervingly in the stillness.
The sound of bubbles fills my ears, and my brows furrow.
Why does it sound like a hot tub?
Trailing my fingers along the wall, I search for a light panel.
After several steps, my palm presses against something smooth—a pressure pad.
Purple light bursts to life, flooding the room in a sickly glow. For a heartbeat, my eyes can't adjust. Then the sight comes into focus, and the breath catches in my throat.
Rows upon rows of pods stretch into the distance, stacked to the ceiling, shrouded in mist and layers of dust. The bubbling comes from them.
Romelle steps closer, her breath shaky. She wipes her hand across the grime-streaked glass of the nearest pod and freezes, stumbling back and choking on a sob.
"No," she cries out. "No—Petrulius!"
I force myself forward, and my stomach twists.
Inside the pod, an Altean man floats motionless. His eyes are open, the light within them dimmed, and his skin is sickly, shriveled up like a prune. His markings are faint, and his lips are tinged with a blue hue. His face is slack, frozen in a state of suspended death. He's dressed in black clothing and hooked up to various tubes.
"What's happening to them?" Romelle exclaims. "These people were supposed to be headed to the colony!"
I turn, scanning the rows of identical pods, each one holding another life—another stolen future.
My blood runs cold.
This isn't a colony. This is a graveyard.
Krolia studies the pods with a grim, hardened gaze, then looks at me. She doesn't say anything.
My jaw clenches, and I draw in a deep breath. "Lotor is harvesting their quintessence."
Romelle's breaths come fast and shallow, her hands clenched into fists at her sides.
I grit my teeth and tear my gaze away from the frozen faces staring back at me from the pods. I can't look at them anymore. Not if I want to keep moving.
What the hell are we going to do?
Your POV; Present day:
The shuttle bay's overhanging lights are bright, and I smile widely.
Clasping my hands in front of me, I look at the ships made from the ore of the second trans-reality comet. The light gray, dark gray, navy blue, and orange metals gleam, and my shoulders slump with relief.
Lotor steps beside me, looking up at the ships in awe as a smile tugs at his lips. Allura stands on my left, biting the inside of her cheek as she stares up.
Meanwhile, the Paladins and Coran are on the bridge, piloting the Castle Ship toward the ruins of Planet Daibazaal.
"I've waited an eternity for this," Lotor admits quietly.
"We've done everything we can to prepare us for this moment," Allura says, turning to face us.
Grabbing both of their hands, I squeeze them tightly. "You're ready."
His expression softens, and he steps forward, hugging me. The embrace is firm and comforting, just like it always is. I close my eyes and lean into him. His armor is cold against my skin, but his touch is warm. His hair brushes against my cheek as he whispers, "I couldn't have done this without you."
I pull back with a teasing smile. "Allura did most of the infusing."
She snorts behind me, nodding. "That I did."
He chuckles and releases me, but his hand lingers on my shoulder. "It means so much to me to share this with you," he says, his gaze drifting back to the ships. "Both of you."
Allura steps forward, her shoulders squared, determination radiating from her. "We can finally bring peace to the universe."
"Peace." I sigh, following their line of sight. "Stars above, I hope so."
|••••••••••|
I lean against the console, picking at the edges of my fingers as I deeply inhale and exhale.
The bridge's screen shows the feed from the shuttle bay, and the team frowns as they stare at it.
Inside the Sincline ship, Allura and Lotor are preparing for takeoff.
Biting my lip, I descend the stairs and go to the viewport window, my eyes trailing over the ruins and lingering on the inter-reality gate in the center.
Is this going to work?
LOTOR: "Beginning system check. Front and rear stabilizers."
ALLURA: "Front and rear stabilizers are go."
Is this a good idea?
LOTOR: "Quintessence collection array."
ALLURA: "Quintessence collection array is go."
LOTOR: "Infracells."
ALLURA: "Infracells up."
What if accessing the rift between the realities is a mistake?
LOTOR: "Dynotherms."
ALLURA: "Dynotherms connected."
I sigh, feeling torn.
LOTOR: "Switching on mega thrusters."
ALLURA: "Mega thrusters are go."
Hunk tilts his head behind me. "Okay, I can't be the only one who sees that this is nuts, right? I mean, just getting in there is a long shot. Then they have to make it out again?"
Coran crosses his arms over his chest. "I agree with Hunk. This plan is a foolhardy and unnecessary risk."
Pidge frowns, looking down at the floor. "I don't know. I mean, we've traveled through the quintessence field to another reality."
I blink, turning around. How was the other reality?
"This isn't just theoretical physics," she continues. "Mathematically, we know it's possible."
Coran jumps, leaning in with wide eyes. "Well, it is hard to argue with math. Believe me, I've tried."
"But even if they do reach the quintessence field, then what?" Lance asks, frowning. "The last time anyone got in there, it turned Zarkon evil."
He nods, placing a hand on his shoulder. "Lance makes a fine point! Take that, math!"
Shiro glances around at the team. "Zarkon fell prey to his own evil instincts. The quintessence field didn't create them; it revealed them."
My brows furrow, and I slowly nod. "Too much exposure, too much power," I say quietly. "But that isn't going to happen here. The ships are impenetrable—we made sure of that."
Pidge's frown deepens as she glances at me. "I know the Empire needs quintessence. It's just..."
Sighing, I return to their sides. "It's risky."
"Very risky," Lance adds, his voice serious.
My eyes lock on the screen. "But it needs to be done."
The door that leads to space opens, and the Sincline ship flies through it, exiting the Castle Ship.
It begins its steady course toward Daibazaal.
Heart pounding, I close my eyes and try to remain calm.
Everything is going to be fine. Nothing is going to happen to them there.
Coran frowns and leans against the console, fingers tightly gripping its edge. "So this is goodbye..." His voice trails off. "For now."
I nod once, trying to keep my expression neutral. (Y/N): "We'll see you soon."
Lotor turns to look at me through the screen. LOTOR: "See you soon."
Lance takes a step forward. LANCE: "Allura."
Her eyes connect with his through the screen. ALLURA: "Yes, Lance?"
LANCE: "I—" He pauses. "Get back safe."
She dips her chin and her brows furrow with determination. ALLURA: "We will."
CORAN: "T-minus ten ticks to gate entry. Nine... Eight... Seven..."
The Sincline ship begins to glow a bright blue, and the gate powers on, emitting a strong white light.
"Stars above," I whisper as I watch, "please protect my brother."
CORAN: "Six... Five... Four... Three... Two... One."
LOTOR: "Are you ready?"
ALLURA: "Here we go."
The ship flies through the gate, and the contact produces a blinding burst of light before it disappears. Their comms go static, and Coran powers off the microphones with a sigh.
My shoulders droop, and I twist the end of my braid. "They're in."
Lance shifts on his feet, staring at the gate.
Walking over to him, I hold his hand tightly. He squeezes it.
"They'll make it back," he whispers.
I don't know if he's trying to convince me or himself.
"They will," I echo.
Right?
Pidge pushes her glasses up her nose. "Now we just wait for them to make it out," she says.
An alarm goes off, and red lights flash.
I blink, tilting my head as I lean toward the console. Pidge leans down next to me.
"What is that?" Hunk asks.
"Is it the rift?" I ask.
Coran presses some buttons, leaning in. "I've got an incoming craft."
Shiro's brows furrow. "Shields up. And pull it up on-screen."
The screen projects a live feed of a black-and-white ship.
"That... that can't be. It's an Altean pod!" Coran exclaims with wide eyes. "A really old one!"
I raise a brow as I stare at it.
Lance steps beside him. "What's it doing out here?"
"Let's find out." Shiro presses a button and leans down. SHIRO: "Attention, Altean pod. Identify yourself."
The image on the Castle Ship's screen shifts, revealing Keith's rugged figure in the pilot seat. He's dressed in his Blade armor, and his hands are clenching the controls, fingers flexing.
KEITH: "Shiro, it's Keith."
My eyes widen, and a large grin spreads on my lips.
The team bombards him with questions, our voices overlapping.
"Keith!" Shiro and I both exclaim.
"You're back!" Hunk adds, smiling.
"Are you okay?" Pidge asks.
"How did you get your hands on that pod?" Coran asks.
Lance cocks his head to the side and squints, pointing a finger. "Does he look bigger to you guys?" He peers at me. "He's bigger, right? (N/N)?"
I follow his finger, focusing on Keith's features, and blink. His mullet is overgrown, his shoulders are broader, and his face is more mature.
He does look bigger...
"That doesn't make any sense." I turn to look up at Lance. "It's only been a month."
He scratches his head as I lean against the console. Biting my bottom lip, my eyes continue trailing over Keith, and warmth blossoms within me.
He looks good.
Lance's lips pull up to the left, creating a smirk. "Maybe he had a growth spurt—Galra genes and all."
Crossing my arms, I give him a look. "Growth spurt? Really? How fast do you think Galra grow?"
He snorts, shaking his head as he leans in and whispers, "All I know is that you're staring at Keith again and you're not even trying to be subtle about it."
"I am not staring, just..." My voice trails off. "Just..."
"Admiring, right?" He pauses, and his smirk grows. "Maybe drooling is a better word for it."
I elbow him in the stomach, and he huffs, snorting.
Keith lets out a prolonged sigh. KEITH: "Where's Lotor?"
My head snaps to the screen. "Lotor?"
Hunk glances between us before looking up at the screen. "He's in the quintessence field."
KEITH: "Oh, no."
I blink, furrowing my brows. "Is everything okay, Mullet?"
His eyes connect with mine, and he frowns. KEITH: "I—" He huffs, his lips forming into a line. "I'll explain in the hangar."
Coran nods, pressing a couple of buttons. "We'll be waiting."
"See you soon," Shiro adds.
The transmission cuts off, and giddiness floods me as I shift back and forth on my feet with a large smile.
Lance looks at me, crossing his arms as he raises a brow. "You are extra excited to see Keith."
I raise a brow in return, my hands gripping the console as my back presses against it. "When am I not excited to see him?"
He holds his chin, tilting his head as he continues scrutinizing. "Something feels different."
Hunk and Pidge exchange a look next to us. Coran whistles, and Shiro gives me a knowing look like he's already figured it out.
"Yeah..." Hunk trails off, scratching his head.
Why are they looking at me like that?
A slow smirk spreads across Pidge's face as her gaze locks on me. "You two finally confessed, didn't you?"
My eyes widen, heat crawling up my neck. "What?" I ask, my voice an octave higher than usual.
Did everyone know we had feelings for each other except us? Or did Allura or Lotor tell them?
Her smirk widens, and she nudges Hunk with her elbow. "Oh, they definitely did."
I sputter, crossing my arms defensively. "I—what? No!" My left pinky twitches against my bicep, and I tighten my hold.
Lance's jaw drops, immediately catching it as he glances down at my hand. "Liar, you did! When?"
Damn it. I need a new tell.
"No, w—" My mouth closes abruptly, my eyes frantically moving between all of them.
He gives me a pointed look. "Don't even try to deny it."
A charged moment of silence passes in the control room, but no one budges. They watch me with eager eyes.
My resolve crumbles when I see the excitement in Pidge's expression, and my shoulders slump. I huff, looking down at my feet. "Ugh, fine," I grumble, playing with my hands. "Last month, before Keith left for his mission, we... we said, 'I love you'."
Hunk's eyes soften. "Aw, that's adorable. Good for you, (Y/N)."
Pidge squeals quietly, grinning widely. "Yes! Finally."
She leans against Hunk, and he laughs, patting her head.
Coran sighs, twisting the ends of his mustache. "Thank the ancients."
Shiro nods with a faint smile. "I'm happy for you two."
Lance looks around and then crosses his arms. "You mean to tell me—" He lets out an exaggerated sigh as he pinches the bridge of his nose— "that you and Keith have been dancing around each other for months and you only got together right before he left?" He looks over at me incredulously. "Did you at least kiss him? Like, really kiss him?"
My eyes widen into saucers. "Lance—" I start warningly.
"Wait, don't answer that—your face says everything." He leans in, wiggling his eyebrows as a shit-eating grin spreads on his lips. "Was it good?"
I let out a strangled sound, half-mortification, half-frustration, and shove his shoulder. "Shut up, Lance."
He cackles, dodging my next swat with surprising agility. "Oh, it was so good, huh?"
My blush deepens, and I roll my eyes. "Are you done yet?" I mutter.
"Bet it was amazing, right?"
"Lance."
He shrugs, lifting his chin. "I'm just saying, after how much build-up the two of you have had, it better have been the best damn kiss of your life."
My lips purse.
Stars above, those were the best kisses of my life.
A soft chime echoes, and the camera feed shows the Altean pod entering the Castle Ship's shuttle bay area.
My head snaps up.
"He's here!"
I take off into a sprint, running out of the bridge.
Lance's snickers trail behind me as the doors slide closed.
|••••••••••|
My boots echo on the shuttle bay's metallic flooring as I make my way toward the Altean pod. It lands and powers off, the pressure blowing my hair around. The ramp hisses as it lowers, steam escaping as the ship settles, and I push the hair out of my face.
Overwhelming excitement and relief pound in my heart.
Keith steps down, and the moment he comes into view, I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me.
I come to an abrupt stop, my lips parting.
His hair is longer, and his bangs messily frame his face. He's more muscular, making his stance appear stronger and more commanding, and he's even grown taller. His eyes find mine instantly, dark and burning with emotion.
Suddenly, it doesn't matter how different he looks—he's Keith. My Keith.
"Keith!"
My feet move on their own again.
He barely has time to react before I crash into him, my arms locking around his neck and my feet rising from the floor. He stumbles back but catches me effortlessly, strong arms winding around my waist as my fingers tangle in his hair.
His scent envelops me as he buries his face into the crook of my neck, and he presses a long kiss against my skin. A shuddering breath leaves him as he instantly crumples, embracing me deeper as he sets me down.
"(Y/N)..." he murmurs.
I clutch him tighter, laughing in relief, and close my eyes to focus on his warmth, the rise and fall of his chest, and the way his shaking fingers hold the back of my head.
He's here. He's real. He's alive.
His grip tightens like he never wants to let go, and I never want him to.
"Thank the stars you're back," I say, my voice brimming with happiness.
"I told you I would be," Keith murmurs against my hair, his voice cracking. He exhales, pulling back just enough to meet my eyes. His gaze travels all across my face as he cups it, eyes softening while his hands tremble. "I missed you so, so much."
A teasing smile spreads on my lips as I raise a hand to stroke his cheek. The cuts on his face are all healed, and I feel the hint of stubble growing beneath my palm. "You came home way faster than your last couple of missions, Mullet."
"Time is different where I've been." Swallowing hard, he leans into my touch and closes his eyes, rubbing himself against me. "It's been two years."
My breath catches, and my hand stills. "Two... two years?"
No wonder he looks different.
Keith nods, his lips pressing into a thin line. "The Quantum Abyss, the mission... I—I tried to get back sooner, but I couldn't." His brows furrow, frustration flickering across his face. "I hated every second of being away from you."
"Oh, Keith," I whisper, my fingers trailing down his jaw.
He exhales sharply, pressing his forehead against mine, his breath warm and unsteady. "I kept thinking about you. Every second. Every damn second, (Y/N)." His voice is hoarse and achingly raw as he turns away. "I didn't want to forget anything."
I cup his face, thumbs tracing over his cheekbones. "Hey, I'm right here. You're here." I swallow past the lump forming in my throat. "I love you."
His fingers twitch against my waist before tightening, pulling me closer. "I missed you saying that," he whispers, barely audible over the rush of my heartbeat.
"I'll say it as many times as you need me to." I look up at him, my cheeks flushing. "I love you, Keith."
His breath hitches and his lashes flutter as his eyes roam over my face. "I love you." He leans in, his lips a mere breath away from mine. "I love you so much."
I close the distance between us, and his lips press against mine with the kind of tenderness that speaks of longing, of quiet promises, of all the stolen moments we never got.
His hands stay firm on my waist, and I sigh into him, melting against his chest. I thread my fingers through his hair, massaging small circles as we kiss, and it's softer than I remember as he shudders.
It's been two years for him.
How did he manage? What did he do? What happened on Ranveig's base? What is the Quantum Abyss? Was he all alone?
My heart aches.
What if he has been alone all this time?
Keith breaks the kiss and pulls back, resting his forehead against mine. Our breaths mingle.
"I missed you so much," he whispers. "I missed your presence, your voice, talking to you, your teasing—everything."
I brush my thumb over his bottom lip, laughing quietly as I give him a cheeky smile. "I knew you enjoyed my teasing."
He lets out a short laugh. "Of course, you'd focus on that part." He lifts my hand, pressing a kiss to each of my knuckles and then to the inside of my wrist.
A warmth spreads through me in the gentle way his lips brush against my skin. I run my fingers through his hair again, reveling in the way he leans into my touch like he's been starved of it.
I grin at him, drinking in every detail of his face. My heart squeezes. "You wouldn't know what to do with yourself if I didn't tease you, Mullet."
He huffs, but there's no real annoyance behind it as he presses a long kiss to my forehead. "I think I'd manage."
"Doubt it."
Keith wistfully sighs. "You're right."
When he lowers his head to meet my gaze again, I press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. Then another. And another. "I love you."
His gaze softens, and he pulls me in for another embrace, burying himself deep within the crook of my neck.
We stay locked in each other's arms until more footsteps echo in the shuttle bay, and he reluctantly pulls away, peering behind me over my shoulder.
Shiro, Lance, Pidge, Hunk, and Coran enter, stopping a few feet away, and Shiro smiles.
"Keith, it's so good to see you," he says.
Keith glances behind him at the pod, a warring expression on his features, and he walks toward the group.
Hunk smiles widely, preparing to launch into a group hug, but Lance places his hand out.
"Hold on." Lance walks up to Keith first. "How do we know you're the real Keith and not his bigger, cooler, grizzled, older brother?"
He narrows his eyes. "I don't have time for this, Lance!"
Making a face, Lance puts up his arms. "Hey, everybody, Keith's back!"
I snort, amused as I look up at him and pat his arm. "Don't be upset, Lancey Lance."
His face falls as he peers at me, smacking his forehead. "Oh, my bad. Should we have left you two alone to catch up? Maybe dimmed the lights? Played some mood music?"
Rolling my eyes, I shift my focus.
Shiro steps forward, resting a hand on Keith's shoulder and squeezing it. "How did your mission go?"
"It—" He hesitates. "It's complicated. We need to stop Lotor. He's been lying to all of us."
I blink. "Wait, what?"
Shiro's expression shifts. "Wh—Lying about what?"
"Everything!" a voice exclaims.
Three figures step out of the pod. First is a lean Galran woman with light purple skin and darker purple markings on her face. Next to her is an Altean woman with long, dirty blond hair tied up and blue markings on her cheeks. To her left is a wolf with dark blue fur and a fluffy blue mane.
Lance turns around slowly, his mouth falling open. Shiro's eyes widen. Pidge, Coran, and Hunk share a look.
I blink again. Several times.
Keith came back with... two women and an animal?
Coran gasps. "You're... you're Altean!"
Lance tilts his head. "And who's the Galran?"
"Is that a wolf?" Hunk takes a step closer.
"Where did you come from?" Coran asks.
Rubbing my forehead, I close my eyes. "What the quiznak is going on? Who are these people?"
Keith turns his focus to me before shifting to the team. "I promise I'll explain everything once we get to Lotor."
"We can't get to him," Pidge says. "He just entered the quintessence field with Allura."
My brows pinch together. "Why do you need Lotor?"
Lance purses his lips. "I'm confused."
"Me too. Seriously, what's going on?"
Keith rakes a hand through his hair, distraught. "We traveled through realities before. Can't we—can't we just fly in there and attack?"
"Attack?" My mouth falls open, confusion and frustration bubbling beneath the surface.
"She said Allura is with him," Lance says, stepping beside him. "We can't risk hurting her."
"Why are we even attacking?" Hunk asks.
"Because—" Keith starts.
My eyes widen as I look at him. "What?" I ask incredulously. "We're not attacking anyone! Lotor is my brother."
The Altean woman shoots me a glare, fisting her hands. "Your brother is a monstrous murderer!"
The words hit me like a slap to the face.
Lance steps forward instinctively, holding his hands out as his brows crease. "Hey, hey—calm down. Everyone just... chill, okay?" His eyes flick nervously between the Altean and me, trying to read the room before it detonates.
"Damn it, Romelle," Keith mutters, pinching the bridge of his nose.
The Galran woman copies his gesture, and Lance looks between the two of them.
She mirrors his motion in eerie synchronicity, but I can't focus on that.
I whirl on my feet, glaring at the Altean. "What did you say?"
Her eyes narrow as she looks at me and takes a step forward, refusing to back down. "I said your brother is a monster—"
My vision blurs, and my body moves before my brain can catch up. Rage ignites, my heart pounding furiously in my chest as I vault forward.
Keith is faster. His arms immediately snake tight around my waist, yanking and hauling me back.
The world tilts as my feet leave the floor, and I shriek, thrashing violently in his grip.
"Hey! Put me down!" I twist, kicking air, my fists hammering at his forearms.
His hold only tightens, muscles straining as he locks me against him. "(Y/N), calm down," he grits out, voice tinged with authority.
I huff in annoyance and snap back, "I am calm!"
He scoffs. "Yeah, right."
Lance glances between us and whistles low. "This escalated so quickly."
Pidge crosses her arms, watching with wide eyes. Hunk winces. Coran and Shiro exchange a look.
Keith groans as I buck hard against him, squirming in his hold, and when my elbow jabs into his ribs, he lets out a strangled grunt.
"Are you—hrmph—trying to break a bone or something?"
I freeze, guilt flashing across my expression. "... No."
My shoulders sag against his hold as I inhale a deep breath and force myself to simmer down.
The burning accusation in Romelle's glare doesn't help, though, and I glare right back.
"Look, Keith, (Y/N)—everyone, calm down," Shiro says, raising his hands as he steps in to act as a barrier. "When Lotor and Allura return, we'll get this all sorted out."
The others are talking, their voices blending into one, but all I hear is my thundering heart.
Keith's breath warms the shell of my ear as he leans in closer, his voice dropping low, meant only for me. "(Y/N), look at me."
I clench my jaw, rigid with frustration, but something in his tone pulls at me. Reluctantly, I turn my head.
His face is close, unbearably so. The beauty marks and faint freckles that paint his nose are prominent in this proximity, and my breath hitches.
His eyes lock onto mine, steady and grounding. "I need you to trust me. Please."
I frown, my heart aching. "I do trust you," I whisper, my voice cracking. "But Lotor's my brother."
Keith's jaw tightens, his brows drawing together. "I know. I know he is, beautiful." He exhales, hands shifting. One slides up my back, pressing between my shoulder blades, and the other steadies on my waist. "Are you calm?"
I swallow hard, trying to ignore how warm he is against me. How familiar he is. How much I missed him. How much I want to kiss him and let everything else fade away.
Lost in thought, I stare at his lips. My own part as I watch him breathe.
He grimaces at my silence. "Calmer?"
Forcing a scoff, I tear my gaze to glare at anything but his face and roll my eyes as I look at the strangers.
"Yeah," I mutter. "I'm calm."
Barely.
Romelle still watches me with wary eyes, arms crossed like she's waiting for me to explode again. I grit my teeth, breathing deeply through my nose. My heart is still hammering, but I won't give her the satisfaction of seeing me rattled.
Keith hesitates a little longer before reluctantly releasing me. The absence of his arms feels too sudden, too cold.
I plant my feet firmly, squaring my shoulders, refusing to meet his eyes.
His hand lingers, brushing lightly over my wrist, fingers ghosting over the thrum of my pulse. I close my fingers into a fist and pull away. His breath catches, but he doesn't stop me.
Clenching my jaw, I turn around and briskly walk out toward the corridor that leads back to the control room.
I need air, space—something to dull the fire burning in my chest.
"(N/N), wait," Keith calls after me.
The doors slide shut, and I quicken my pace, my vision tunneling and my mind reeling.
Who are these people? What is going on? What's happening?
I round a corner and don't stop, not until a firm hand wraps around my wrist, pulling me back.
My breath catches as I'm spun around, my back pressing against the wall of the hallway. Keith stands so close that the heat of him seeps into me.
"Keith—"
"You're mad at me," he says, voice rough.
I shake my head, exhaling sharply as I duck underneath him to escape. "No, I'm n—" My voice falters when his hands hold my waist, caging me between him and the wall.
"I know it's easier to run away, I know it's your first instinct, but please don't walk away from me." The vulnerability in his voice catches me off guard, and his eyes lock onto mine. "Let me in. Talk to me."
Scoffing, I glance away.
"Hey," he murmurs, voice dipping into something softer, the tone he uses only for me. "Look at me."
I grit my teeth.
His warmth, his presence—it's overwhelming. It's too much.
My fingers press against the cold wall behind me as I try to steady my breathing.
I don't look at him.
I can't.
Everything is too wound up, my emotions tangled so tightly, that I don't know if I'll lash out or break down the moment our eyes meet.
Keith exhales, his breath ghosting over my temple. "(Y/N)." His voice is soft, pleading, and it's that more than anything that makes me crack.
My eyes snap to his, and it's a mistake because I see everything there. The exhaustion lining his face, the weight pressing into his shoulders, the quiet desperation in the furrow of his brows, and—most of all—the love.
Love that hasn't wavered, hasn't dulled, even after two years in some abyss I can't even begin to understand.
My throat tightens, and I shake my head.
"You just got back. And now you're telling me my brother is a monster?" My voice wobbles, and I hate it. "I—How am I supposed to just accept that?"
His jaw tenses, and his fingers twitch where they rest against me. "I know what I saw."
Frustration wars with the warmth blooming where he touches me. "And I know my brother."
"I'm not saying this to hurt you."
My voice cracks as I whisper, "Then why does it feel like you are?"
Keith exhales suddenly, like I've struck something deep. His hands flex on my waist before he draws back just enough to distance us, but not enough to let go.
"I know this is hard," he manages. "But I love you. I wouldn't say this if it weren't true. I promise—I promise, I wouldn't do this if I didn't have to."
"Keith..."
"I saw what he did. What he's been doing."
A sharp pang of unease grips my chest.
What is he talking about?
My throat tightens. "You don't know everything."
His brows furrow as he studies my face, torn between frustration and guilt. "I know you love him," he says carefully. "I know you want to believe in him." He hesitates. "Just... hear Romelle's story out."
"And then what?" My voice hardens. "You expect me to turn my back on him?"
"I don't want you to turn your back on him." His voice is raw. "I just want you to listen. I—I won't force you." He steps back, and the absence of his warmth is immediate. "But please don't shut me out."
I close my eyes, exhaling slowly. The fight drains out of me just enough for my shoulders to slump.
"I'm not shutting you out," I mumble.
Keith scoffs, but it's not angry or bitter—it's the wry one, the one that says, really? "You literally just did."
I open my eyes and shoot him a glare. "I needed space."
He watches me for a long moment, then nods. "Okay. Whatever you need."
It's quiet between us, heavy with unspoken words and everything that's still unresolved. My eyes drop to his hands at his sides, fingers flexing like he wants to reach for me again, but is holding himself back.
I know Keith—he won't push, but he wants to.
His restraint is a visible thing, tightening his jaw, locking his shoulders, keeping him rooted when every instinct is probably screaming at him to reach for me. To pull me back in.
Something inside me twists.
Hesitating, I take a small step closer. My fingers brush against his as I whisper, "I'm sorry, Mullet."
Keith glances down, then back up at me. "I don't want to fight with you," he murmurs, voice impossibly soft.
I swallow hard. "I don't want to fight either."
He lifts his hand and his fingertips ghost over my jaw, then my cheek. A shiver runs down my spine as he cups my face, tilting my chin up to make sure I'm really looking at him.
His touch is careful, like he's afraid I'll pull away again. Like he's afraid that after two years, after everything, I'll slip through his fingers when he finally has me within reach.
I hate that part of me wants to make him chase me, to hold onto the sharp edge of my frustration a little longer and pull far, far away from him. To separate myself because I'm afraid.
But the other part—the bigger part—melts away all my usual defenses.
This is Keith, my best friend. The man who understands me in ways no one else ever has.
"If she calls Lotor a monster one more time," I say, voice steady, "I make no promises."
Keith huffs out a quiet laugh, his lips quirking in a way that makes my cheeks flush. "Listen to her story, and then you can take it out on me next time we spar."
I bite my lip and nod reluctantly, rolling my eyes. "Fine."
The smirk lingers on his lips, and he leans in, pressing a feather-light kiss to the top of my head. "Attagirl."
Blushing, I mutter, "Yeah, yeah."
His lips linger at my hairline, his breath fanning against my skin like he's memorizing the feel of me all over again.
I tilt my head back to look at him and arch a brow. "You gonna keep staring at me, or...?"
He blinks, then scoffs, shaking his head. "I missed you."
A wry smile tugs at the corners of my mouth. "You already said that."
He huffs a quiet laugh. "I know, but it doesn't feel like enough. It's like I'm dreaming right now."
"A dream, huh? That good to see me?"
Keith exhales and smiles. "I mean it," he murmurs. His fingers brush along my jaw before he cups my face fully, his thumb sweeping over my cheekbone. "I feel like if I blink too long, you'll disappear."
I press my hand over his. "I'm not going anywhere," I say softly. With a slow movement, I place his palm over my beating heart. "I'm here. I'm real."
"You're really here," he echoes, trying to convince himself.
His palm lingers against my chest.
My brows furrow slightly. "Are you feeling me up?"
He chokes on his own breath, ears turning a furious shade of red. "What? No! I—" He snatches his hand back like he's been burned, his fingers balling into a tight fist at his side. "That's not—" He glares at me, flustered and indignant. "Seriously?"
I grin, leaning back against the wall with a smug tilt to my head. "You're too easy, Mullet."
Keith groans, dragging a hand down his face. "I was having a moment, (N/N). An actual, real, heartfelt moment, and you—" He exhales sharply, giving me the most exasperated look I've ever seen in my life. "You ruined it."
My grin widens. "I just like seeing you grumpy."
"Keith! (Y/N)!"
I look past him, and Pidge stands at the end of the hallway, giving us a sheepish look.
"As much as I love seeing the two of you soft and mushy," she starts, "we have two strangers, a wolf, and a ton of questions."
Keith blinks, rubbing the back of his neck and stepping back. "Right. Sorry."
|••••••••••|
Questions linger in everyone's minds as we gather on the bridge, the silence stretching taut.
My arms fold tightly across my chest as I take in the two strangers. Romelle's smile is cautious, never quite reaching her eyes. The Galran woman beside her holds herself with a rigid, assessing stillness, her gaze sweeping over everyone.
It feels like she's tallying weaknesses and cataloguing strengths.
She's definitely Imperial-trained.
Shiro looks between them and then at Keith, his eyes softening. "Lance is right," he says. "You have changed."
Keith nods and rises from his crouch, his shoulders squaring. "Time is different where I've been," he replies simply.
His hand gestures toward me. I hesitate, lips pressing together as my eyes flick to what stands faithfully at his side. The wolf's gaze fixes on me—intense but not hostile, curious, almost expectant.
Its ears twitch and nose lifts to catch my scent.
Keith's mouth twists in the way he smiles when he's trying not to. His voice dips as he says, "He won't hurt you, (N/N). Go on."
I inch forward, each step measured, my heartbeat quickening. The wolf is massive, but seems calm, loyal, and patient.
Keith watches me, his hand brushing its back in reassurance. "You'll like him," he adds, his gaze locking with mine.
The wolf lets out a short pant, tail sweeping against the floor as if echoing Keith's invitation.
I stop just within reach, my hand hovering uncertainly as I kneel.
Keith's eyes soften further. "He wants you to."
The wolf leans forward. Its nose presses into my palm, cool and damp, grounding me in an instant. I exhale shakily, relief loosening the tightness in my body, and let my hand move up to scratch gently behind its ears.
The fur is softer than I expect, like silk, and the wolf nudges my hand with surprising insistence.
A small, nervous laugh escapes before I can stop it. "Hello, misarta," I murmur.
Behind me, the Galran woman steps forward, her boots clicking against the floor. She stops directly in front of Shiro.
"Shiro, I am Krolia." She holds her hand out. "Keith has told me all about you."
He grips her hand firmly, the corners of his mouth lifting in the faintest smile.
"Thank you for raising him to be the man he is today," she says.
I blink, my mouth parting slightly as my gaze flickers between her and Keith.
So... she was with him the whole two years?
A sharp pang of jealousy coils in my stomach, irrational and unwanted. My stomach twists, and I clench my jaw, swallowing down the ugly knot twisting inside me.
Are they—
Keith exhales, shifting his weight before meeting our eyes. "Krolia is with the Blade of Marmora," he says, voice careful. He hesitates, then glances down, lips forming a pout. "Also... she's my mother."
A beat of silence.
Shiro's eyes widen briefly before his expression softens, a smile breaking through. "It's an honor to meet you."
I suck in a breath.
Oh.
The realization slams into me, heat creeping up my neck.
I am such a quiznaking fool.
The resemblance is obvious now—too obvious. The same assessing eyes, the same furrow in their brows when they're thinking too hard, and the same stubborn set to their jaws.
He looks exactly like her.
I force myself to stand as Krolia turns toward me.
"And I take it you're (Y/N)?" she says, extending her hand. There's a measured curiosity in her gaze like she's already sized me up before I've even spoken. "I've heard a lot about you as well."
What exactly has Keith told her?
Quiznak. She saw my outburst in the hangar bay.
My throat tightens, heat flooding my cheeks.
Way to go. Great first impression.
I shake her hand, my grip firm despite the slight tremor in my fingers. "I-It's an honor to meet you," I manage, voice steadier than I feel.
Beside us, Keith watches with a faint smile on his face. The wolf at his feet wags its tail, tilting its head.
Keith found his mother...
I should be happy for him. And I am. Part of me is. But beneath the warmth of that truth, something festers, something I don't want to name. A quiet, selfish ache, one I've buried too many times to count. Familiar, bitter longing gnaws at me; a wound that never healed.
Because I'll never know this.
I'll never know what it feels like to look into a parent's eyes and see myself reflected back. Emperor Zarkon saw to that. He ripped it away before I ever had the chance.
He killed my mother.
He killed my Dayaks.
Stars, he almost killed me, too.
I exhale slowly, pushing the thoughts down, down, down. Now isn't the time.
Keith shifts beside Krolia, his gaze flicking toward me, careful. Too careful, like he sees every thought crossing my mind before I can lock them away.
My fingers twitch, itching to fold my arms, to shield myself, to put up any kind of barrier.
But I don't. I meet his gaze and force a smile.
I am happy for him.
He deserves this.
Pidge lifts a hand in greeting. "Hi."
Hunk gives a small wave. "Nice to meet you, Keith's mom."
Lance, however, shoves forward, stepping between me and Shiro with wide, disbelieving eyes. His arms flail, voice pitching high in shock.
"What? Okay, this is nuts!" he exclaims, pressing a hand to his forehead. "You come back with your Galra mom, a wolf, and an Altean?"
Coran looks between them as Lance points and nods. "Yes, I-I'm still waiting to hear the story of how you found this Altean."
Hunk raises a finger. "And why we're supposed to be attacking Lotor."
I nod, crossing my arms. "Yeah, that part would be really good to know."
Keith turns, motioning to his right. "This is Romelle," he says. "And I think she should tell her own story."
Romelle inhales sharply, her expression shifting into one that is distant and haunted. Her fingers curl and uncurl in her lap as she lowers her gaze and sits down.
"I come from a planet where there are thousands of Alteans," she starts. "We have lived there since the war with Zarkon began."
Coran stiffens, and his expression turns pained. "What? That's impossible. Altea was destroyed. Allura and I were the only survivors."
She shakes her head. "Every Altean child knows the story of how Lotor saved us from destruction." She glances up, eyes flashing with something between bitterness and disbelief. "When Zarkon attacked, many were off-planet on trading expeditions. When news spread about the destruction of our home, those of us who remained went into hiding for deca-phoebs.
"But Lotor, with his deep knowledge of Altean culture, managed to track some of them down." She fidgets with her hands, staring down at them. "To keep the Alteans secure, he hid them on a remote planet beyond the Quantum Abyss."
Croan frowns, rubbing his chin. "So, Lotor saved Alteans?"
Hunk's expression softens. "Man, Lotor is even nicer than we thought."
I stare down at her, my lips forming a line. Something cold creeps up my spine.
Why didn't Lotor tell us? Tell me? Or Allura?
"And over time, the Alteans came to worship Lotor as their savior," she continues. "Generations ago, in an effort to increase our odds of survival, Lotor announced that he was creating another colony far from our own. But in order to do so, he needed to assess which Alteans were viable candidates to survive the journey.
"One by one, every Altean in the colony was given a series of tests. Those who were deemed fit for the journey were loaded onto a cargo ship and taken to the Second Colony. It was considered the highest honor. Any communication between the colonies was strictly prohibited for fear that it would compromise the other's location.
"This was the world I was born into, one of unquestioning devotion to a supposed messiah. My brother Bandor was always faithful, but I had questions. Eventually, Bandor grew old enough to be assessed for the journey to the other colony, and he was selected to leave immediately."
She inhales sharply, wiping at her eyes with the back of her hand. "When he left, I felt completely alone. Movements had passed until one night, he crash-landed in the forest outside town. My brother was dead. I knew the truth, or at least part of it, but I also knew that no one would believe me without proof." She glances up, eyes glistening. "When Keith and Krolia arrived, they were my last chance at finding it. I told them what had happened to my brother, and as it turned out, so many Alteans that had been taken before him.
"As they explained their mission to me, we knew there must have been a connection between the missing Alteans and the pure strain of quintessence."
Keith averts his eyes from mine as his bracer powers on and projects holographic images. "And that's where we found them—hundreds of Alteans in these pods. Lotor's been harvesting their quintessence."
My stomach twists as I take a step closer, witnessing Alteans suspended in eerie stillness. My hand shakes as I zoom in on a man with turquoise hair in a pod.
Lifeless. Drained. Murdered.
Stars above...
"That's... horrifying," Coran whispers, placing a hand over his mouth.
Pidge frowns, looking away. "All this time..."
Lance's shoulders droop. "I can't believe he fooled us."
"But—" I glance up, my eyes skittering quickly over Keith, Krolia, and Romelle. My heart races, and my mind is a storm of uncertainty and betrayal. "But what about the rest of the planet?" My eyes land on Romelle. "What about the Alteans from your colony? What if... what if..."
Keith's frown deepens, and he powers off his bracer and places a hand on my shoulder. "Krolia scanned the entire planet." His voice is low. Careful. "Not a single other lifeform."
The silence that follows is suffocating.
My brows furrow, my eyes locked on Romelle. "But you said you come from a planet where there are thousands of Alteans."
"I do," she replies, but her voice is quieter than before, drained of certainty.
"Well, what happened to them?" I demand. "Are they still alive?"
Romelle finally spares me a glance, her eyes flashing with guilt and shame. Her jaw tightens as she looks away again.
"I—" She swallows hard. "I can't..."
I see it then—the way she's fidgeted since the beginning, the way her gaze never holds steady, the way her words are never whole.
She's hiding something. She's not telling the entire truth. Why?
Before I can demand more, a faint beep chimes in the bridge.
"Huh?" Keith's head snaps up.
Nausea burns the back of my throat as my eyes follow his.
The Sincline ship emerges on the screen, gliding away from Planet Daibazaal and toward the Castle Ship.
"They're back," Coran announces, rushing to the controls.
Romelle jerks upright, her entire body going rigid. Then, she rounds on Coran, her hands clenched into white-knuckled fists.
"What are you waiting for?" she demands, voice laced with venom. "Open fire!"
My eyes widen, my heart pounding. "No!"
Lance steps forward, shaking his head. "Princess Allura is with him."
Hunk hesitates, exhaling shakily before taking a step closer to me. "I—We—" He falters, the weight of uncertainty pressing down on his shoulders. He forces himself to meet Romelle's gaze. "Lotor's our friend."
Pidge swallows hard, her grip tightening around the edge of the console as the ship enters the hangar. "We don't—we..." She trails off, unable to finish the thought.
Romelle's eyes blaze. "You saw the images!"
"But we only know your side of the story," I snap, my voice clipped, fraying at the edges. "No offense, but I'm not turning my back on my brother just because you said he's done these things. We don't even know you."
Keith exhales and flicks a glance at Krolia. They share a wordless exchange.
In one fluid motion, they draw their weapons.
My heart sinks as I watch his knife transform into a sword.
"What are you doing?" I ask, my voice tinged with disbelief.
"You're emotionally compromised," Krolia says, pressing her back against the wall, positioning herself and her gun. "Let us handle this, Empress."
I pinch the bridge of my nose. These damn Blades and their quiznaking practicality.
"It's going to be okay, (Y/N)," Keith adds.
The doors to the bridge slide open, revealing Allura and Lotor. They step inside.
Krolia and Keith don't hesitate; the moment the doors slide shut, their weapons snap toward Lotor.
Allura's eyes widen in alarm as she takes in the scene. "What's going on?"
I clench my jaw. "Put your weapons down," I say, forcing the words through my teeth. "Please. We need to talk this through, not fight."
Lance stiffens beside me. His face hardens, his shoulders rising with tension. He activates his bayard, and in an instant, there is an energy assault rifle in his hands, its barrel trained on Lotor.
"Allura, step away from Lotor." His voice is steady, but uncertainty lingers in his eyes.
Her lips part in disbelief. "I will do no such thing." She takes a deliberate step in front of him, shielding him with outstretched arms. "Tell me what's happening here."
Romelle's expression twists. "Lotor is a monster," she spits. "He's been harvesting Altean quintessence for generations!"
Lotor's breath hitches, his brows drawing together as his eyes widen. His hands twitch at his sides, but he doesn't move.
Allura lets out a soft, strangled gasp. "An Altean..." She turns quickly, her gaze darting from one teammate to the next before settling on Lotor.
Romelle doesn't stop; her voice rises, trembling with fury. "You killed my brother and thousands of others." Her hands tremble, curled into fists so tight her knuckles turn white.
Lotor exhales, something unreadable passing through his eyes. He looks at her, almost like he knows her. "You know nothing about what you speak, Romelle."
"You are a monstrous murderer!"
I suck in a breath. "Lotor?" My voice wavers. "Is it true?"
Allura's face drains of color as she stares at the floor. "What are they talking about?"
He drags a hand over his face, rubbing at his temples the way he does when his head hurts.
"Listen to me," he says, voice tight. "I've dedicated my life to preserving Altean culture. Now that we have unlocked the quintessence field, the Alteans, who would have been hunted down long ago had it not been for my intervention, can live in peace. Were some lives lost in the process?" He exhales. "Yes. But the Second Colony's tests were—"
The sharp whir of a weapon activation slices through the air.
Lotor's knees buckle, and he collapses onto the floor, face-first and unconscious.
"Allura!" I barely recognize my own voice from the sheer panic laced through it.
She lunges forward, rushing to his aid and catching him as he collapses.
My eyes widen, and I turn on my heels to see Romelle holding Krolia's gun. Blood rushes in my ears. My limbs feel sluggish and detached, but Keith moves first.
In a swift motion, he snatches the weapon from her grip.
"What did we talk about on the way here?" he demands.
"Lotor deserves to suffer," Romelle seethes.
My breath comes strangled and uneven. The world tilts beneath my feet, my heartbeat a violent thunder in my chest. Lotor is sprawled on the floor, unmoving, and Romelle is standing there with her chin held high.
"What did we talk about on the way here?" Keith repeats, his voice cold and restrained.
She doesn't answer. Her chest is heaving, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. I can't stop staring at her. At Lotor. At Keith. At Allura. At the entire damn team.
My stomach churns, nausea clawing up my throat.
Keith exhales sharply, looking at Krolia, who nods in silent understanding. She steps forward, securing the weapon and keeping her own stance guarded as her eyes remain fixed on Romelle.
I force my feet to move, my hands shaking as I crouch beside Lotor, pressing two fingers to his neck. His pulse is there.
He's just stunned. Thank the stars he's just stunned.
Relief floods me. I don't know why it does. Maybe because, despite everything, despite the betrayal unfurling in the room like a storm, I don't want to lose my brother.
Allura is frantic, unsure of what to do, and she hesitates as she glances at Romelle. "I—I..." She trails off, glancing up. "Lance?"
Guilt floods his expression as he powers off his bayard and moves to our side to help her flip Lotor over.
I look up at Keith. "She could have killed him." My voice is hoarse, strained. I push up to my feet, my hands balling into fists as I try to step toward Romelle with a glare. "I'm going to kill you."
Keith blocks my path, holding out his hands. "(Y/N)—"
"I don't give a damn what Lotor has or hasn't done!" I snap, my voice breaking as I point a finger at Romelle. "She's the threat! She shot my brother. We needed answers, not—"
The blaring of alarms interrupts me, and the screen displays various camera feeds. Acxa and Ezor appear, zoomed in.
"The hangar's been breached!" Coran exclaims, running to the console.
"It's Lotor's troops," Hunk says, looking around. "They're stealing the ships!"
A cold chill creeps up my spine as I whip my head toward the screen.
"No. Lotor's generals work for Haggar now." The words barely make it past my lips. My nails bite into the flesh of my palms. "And they work with Commander Sendak... they're going to hand the ships over to him! We have to stop them!"
Shiro drops to his knees, his fingers digging into his scalp as a guttural groan rips from his throat. His whole body trembles, his breath coming in ragged gasps.
"Shiro?" Keith's voice is full of panic as he rushes to his side, deactivating his sword in one swift motion.
Hunk and I drop down beside him, my hands hovering, unsure and shaking.
Shiro grits his teeth, his entire frame convulsing with barely restrained agony. A strangled sound escapes him—more than just pain. It's something deeper.
Something's wrong.
"What's happening to him?" Coran asks.
"I—I don't know," I stammer, frantic. "It must be another headache." I shift closer, my pulse hammering. "Shiro? Shiro, can you hear me?"
Lance looks around. "Allura and I will secure Lotor. Hunk, (Y/N), help Shiro. Everyone else, get down to the hangar and stop those guys."
Keith hesitates, but then his jaw tightens, and he steps back. His eyes linger on us for a moment before he turns and bolts after Krolia and Pidge, disappearing through the control room doors. They slide shut.
"Shiro?" Hunk asks cautiously. "(Y/N)'s gonna help you, okay?"
Allura tucks a stray lock of hair behind her ear, exhaling slowly before pressing her palms against Lotor's temples. Her hands glow faintly, her lips set in a firm, focused line.
I force my attention away from them and back to Shiro. He's still trembling, and my stomach twists, but I steady myself, reaching for him.
The moment my hands near his head, he moves.
Faster than I can react, Shiro snarls and clamps his fingers around my wrist.
Pain shoots through my arm, his grip vice-like and crushing.
"Let me go." I grit my teeth and try to pull away, twisting my body and planting my feet against his chest to shove him back, but he's stronger. So much stronger.
He gets up and flings me.
My back slams against the wall with a sickening crack, my skull snapping against metal.
The impact detonates behind my eyes—white-hot and searing. My vision bursts into a thousand splintering lights. A choked gasp leaves me as I crumple to the floor, my limbs sluggish and uncooperative.
My ears ring and my vision swims, edges darkening, but I force myself to blink through it, to push past the daze clawing at my consciousness.
I lift my head.
Shiro stands rigid, chest heaving. His normally warm gray eyes are swallowed by an eerie, glassy pink sheen. They look empty, void of their usual life. His fingers twitch at his sides like he's battling something unseen, something deep within, and his jaw clenches, muscles tight with strain.
He moves again. Fast.
Hunk barely has time to react before he lunges, seizing him by the collar of his Paladin armor.
In one brutal motion, he lifts Hunk clean off his feet and hurls him backward. His body collides with Coran's, sending them both sprawling down the stairs in a tangled heap.
"Shiro, stop!" I push myself up, gripping my throbbing head, but my voice comes out weak, drowned by the blaring alarms.
Allura's hands tremble over Lotor's still form, hesitation flickering in her expression before she steels herself, her lips pressing into a thin line. The glow of her healing light intensifies, but whatever she's doing, it's not fast enough.
Lotor remains motionless, unconscious, and vulnerable.
Lance's eyes widen. "Shiro, what are you—"
Shiro pivots abruptly and drives a fist into his face. The force of the punch sends Lance skidding across the floor, his head snapping back as he lands hard on his back.
"Lance!" Allura's head jerks up, eyes wide with alarm.
The black bayard powers to life in Shiro's grip and, with deadly precision, he throws it without hesitation.
She ducks just in time. The weapon sears past her and embeds itself into the metal doors behind her with a deafening crack. He surges forward and takes out Romelle next. One swift, effortless strike sends her crumpling. Then Allura.
Bodies hit the floor.
Shiro's movements are calculated and precise. Too precise. Not reckless, but methodical. Controlled.
Like a soldier following orders.
Like a puppet on a string.
Like a clone carrying out its programming.
Holy shit.
Realization drops in my gut.
Shiro is a clone.
I force my legs beneath me, staggering forward, my breath ragged. The room tilts, the pounding in my skull a dull roar behind the shrieking alarms.
"Shiro, listen to me!" My voice cracks, raw with desperation. "You don't have to do this! You're stronger than whatever's controlling you!"
His body jerks and he growls, his breath sharp and uneven.
When he lifts his head and his eyes meet mine, I see her.
I see Haggar.
That vacant, glassy sheen isn't just control—it's possession. A fragment of her lingers beneath his skin, twisting his will and manipulating his body.
"You damn witch." The words burn with fury, my pulse thrumming hot and violent.
I drag the back of my hand across my face, smearing blood from my nose. My bayard powers on, and I grip the double-bladed staff with every ounce of remaining strength I have.
Shiro moves fast, and before I can react, he's already at Lotor's side. His prosthetic hand clamps around his collar, yanking him to his feet.
Lotor barely stirs, his head lolling forward, still limp in unconsciousness.
He adjusts his grip, and my breath falters as the glow of his mechanical arm flares brighter, too close to Lotor's exposed throat.
I freeze.
Shiro's eyes flick to mine, cold. Hollow. The man I know isn't there.
"If you fight, I'll slit his throat." His voice is calm. Detached. Not a threat—just a fact. "Put it away."
My grip tightens around my bayard. Every muscle in my body coils with resistance, rage clawing up my chest like fire, but I don't move.
He raises his hand a fraction, the glow intensifying, and my stomach twists into knots.
I swallow it all down. The fury. The terror. The urge to fight back and save my brother.
"O-Okay." The word catches in my throat, and my fingers tremble as I power off my bayard.
Shiro tilts his head, his expression unreadable. "Good." A beat of silence. "Now get out of my way."
I stay rooted where I am, my legs shaking but unwilling to move.
"I won't ask again."
"You don't want to do this," I blurt, voice hoarse, almost breaking. I force myself to hold his gaze, though it feels like staring into the dark. "Whatever Haggar's done to you, you can fight it. You've fought through worse. You've come back from worse. You can beat this."
Shiro's grip on Lotor tightens, and he hauls him over his shoulder. He lunges, pointing the bladed edges of his bayard at me.
Panic spikes in my chest, and I dive out of the way.
I hit the floor hard, the impact rattling through my bones as his bayard slices through the air where I'd just been standing.
The doors leading out of the control room slide open and they're gone before I manage to get back on my feet.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 29 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆y/n's curious about weddings and getting way too ahead of herself☆
☆lotor thinks she's gonna try and marry keith the first chance she gets 😭 the girl just wants to know her options ahaha☆
☆In the shuttle bay, Keith told Romelle, Krolia, and Kosmo to stay on the pod until he gave some sort of signal to not freak anyone out☆
☆Krolia's seen lots of those flashback memories #awkward☆
☆Romelle's a little trigger-happy and Krolia specifically had the gun set to stun mode. krolia's pretty smart and could sense romelle's desire to get back at lotor, so she let her just do it. keith's plan flew out the door the second they popped out in the hangar tbh☆
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I finally swallowed my pride and figured out Tumblr by watching a YouTube tutorial, so that's fun 😭 VTLL officially has a Tumblr blog 😼
fic-related, if we think about it for too long, we come to the realization that y/n's made out with sendak pre-Rez'or failure 🧍🏻♀️ to make things not so Sendak-centered, she's kissed multiple galrans. sendak can be her first kiss, they probably kissed when they were little, but he's not her only one. keith's first kiss is not my problem. all that matters is that they enjoyed making out in chapter 28 😭
This is not fic-related, but I waxed my arms yesterday, and the strip was on the inner part of my left elbow for too long, and it ruptured the blood vessels there or something, so now it's bruised, purple, and bloody. it makes me so uncomfy cause i see it out of the corner of my eye as I am typing and yuck 😭
chapter 29 was originally gonna be longer, but once it reached the 15k word range i cut it up because it's too much. i added fluff before the VLD episode and didn't realize how much longer that'd make it. i have 30 drafted as the keith/shiro fight, 31 as lotor lore, 32 as lotor/voltron fight, and 33 as lore. if it gets too much again, i'll chop it up. hopefully, it'll all come together 🫶🏻
Chapter 30: "All I do, I do for you."
Summary:
the equivalent of the end of season 6, episode 4, and the entirety of season 6, episode 5! (i love, love, love this episode; one of the best ones imo)
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^^⚠️⚠️CONTENT WARNING: Graphic depictions of violence, blood, and death; poorly placed kissing and implied sexual themes🍊⚠️⚠️^^
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Notes:
I'll be the first to admit that ch. 29's ending is rushed. i brain dump, and i didn't have time to slow it down, so that's been added to my volume 2 editing list (i need to wear my glasses or something when watching VLD cause i thought this entire time shiro had brown eyes 😭 he doesn't?? years in this fandom and it never clicked. he has dark gray 🧍🏻♀️). if anyone thinks certain parts are rushed or don't make sense (or have a scene idea in general), I've made a list on Tumblr 😁 Google Docs bugs me cause the Grammarly extension constantly causes it to glitch (i also like the gradient text in tumblr HAHA) (my google docs is also overwhelming with all my WIPs).
instead of writing i've been making VTLL boards on pinterest so um probably not the best use of my time🧍🏻♀️idk i'm kinda in a writing slump, but i'm pushing through cause i want to finish volume 2 so i can edit (i just wanna edit 💔). 100 words has been an accomplishment, but I grinded a lot these couple of weeks cause I reallyyy don't want to push it back another week. am i tweaking? yeah 🧍🏻♀️ i split the chapter again cause it's too many words. all this fluff i'm adding is throwing me off, but y'all deserve more y/n x keith scenes. my search history is also so, so wild HAHA.
i had a nice spring break, lots of family time 😛 am i kinda sad? yeah, cause the cases I'm looking at for my criminal justice classes are breaking my heart. i'm having a tough time uni-wise so if this update is kinda silly, that's why. too many serious topics irl.
i'm trying to be intentional with what's happening and the foreshadowing, but i'm so lost. the only thing i know for sure is that "the stars will mourn your failure" (established in ch. 16) is *hopefully* going to tie up season 8's finale neatly. regardless, so much is happening in season 6's finale VTLL-wise and im loving it (canon VLD-wise, not so much... but that rant's saved for when we get there).
miscommunication is happening tenfold, but everything's happening fast so there's no moment to calm down and team debrief. i have 3 different ideas and i keep going in circles with which to commit. it's what's feeding into my slump cause the direction chosen will affect Volume 3 😵💫 i'll also need to edit romelle's story depending on where we go.
context for the first scene of ch. 30: it's all happening in the span of a minute or two before y/n runs out. y/n's probably creeping romelle out a bit but it's okay 😁 gotta bring back her minor psychosis because romelle triggered her (wouldn't it be funny if all of VTLL was a psychotic episode y/n was having?).
I don't know where Keith is from, I know it's a popular headcanon that he's Texan, but I've seen stuff that supports the Garrison being in Arizona. I want Keith to say y'all at least once 😭 Pidge says yeehaw once, let the boy say y'all ‼️ He's stressed, so it just came out. let me make this a hot mess 😭 i like making y/n's life difficult ajsfkdsg the girl's patience is unraveling rapidly.
I feel like Keith's been too much of a softy this volume (and he can def be softer with y/n), but he's frustrated, so his personality's gotta come back. lemme write them arguing. it's been long overdue tbh. i'm not sure if they're intense in their argument. Still, their frustrations stem from concern and love, so i *hope* it doesn't read as toxic 😭 i think the amount of Barbie and overall romantic content has rotted my brain. I want them to kiss and make up🧍🏻♀️You know how Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth Bennet are sparring in the rain scene and the lingering looks at the other's lips? That's kinda what I was going for 😭 we're also testing out pet names and y/n makes a dirty pun 😁
this chapter may or may not give you emotional whiplash.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"I'm an apostrophe
I'm just a symbol to remind you that there's more to see
I'm just a product of the system, a catastrophe
And yet a masterpiece, and yet I'm half-diseased"
Imagine Dragons, Whatever It Takes
"Hold my hand until we turn to ashes
Love me 'til they put me in my casket"
The Kid LAROI, NIGHTS LIKE THIS
"You're my brother but your eyes are cold"
Frank Ocean, Wise Man
Your POV:
The back of my throat burns with the metallic tang of blood as my ears ring.
I push myself up on shaky arms, my breath ragged and uneven, and my heart slams in my chest, each beat pumping adrenaline through my veins like fire.
Lance groans as he struggles onto his hands and knees. He shakes his head, swiping the back of his hand across his bleeding lip.
"What the hell just happened?" he asks, voice hoarse, thick with disbelief.
Allura gasps for breath as she forces herself upright, and Hunk helps Coran to his feet.
"Princess?" Coran moves toward her, his expression tight with worry. "Are you alright?"
She nods stiffly, eyes still wide, hands trembling as she presses a palm to her chest. "Yes... I'm fine," she whispers and swallows hard. "We need... we need to get Lotor."
Romelle heaves, clutching her side and forcing herself into a sitting position. "Why are you all so desperate to save a murderer? Lotor is a monster."
I narrow my eyes at her, my jaw ticking.
She meets my gaze, defiance flickering behind the pain in her expression. Her breaths come quick and shallow, her shoulders rising and falling as she clenches her jaw.
A gash on her eyebrow stains the blonde hair, coating it in red.
My eyes linger on it.
"You just shot Lotor in cold blood," I grit out. "You think you're better than him?"
Keith isn't here to play bodyguard.
It would be so easy to kill her.
I could power on my bayard and puncture her heart with a blade of the staff, watching her bleed out. I could tear out her trachea with my bare teeth and let the taste of vengeance settle on my tongue. I could dig my nails into her flesh and pull her apart limb from limb. Slowly. Painfully. Mercilessly—like how I want to kill Sendak.
Every inch of my body screams at me to move, strike, make her pay, and let out every ounce of barely contained rage that I've been suppressing since Rez'or's failure. Rage that has been accumulating for years.
The sweet enticement of release claws at the edges of my thoughts, lulling me forward.
When my eyes trail to look out the viewport at the stars and the ruins of Planet Diabazaal, I see Haggar again, but she doesn't look like Haggar. Her skin is not indigo, and her eyes are not a glowing, quintessence-filled yellow. Her tan brown skin complements her golden irises and aged face.
"Give in, child," she whispers in the depths of my mind, her voice as cold as ice.
Goosebumps ripple across my skin, and my throat bobs. I shift my gaze back to Romelle.
There is no remorse in her eyes.
"You cannot resist."
She doesn't regret what she did.
"You know what you are, radyr se'tar."
A shiver runs through me, and my hands shake.
What I am.
What I am.
What I am.
What I am?
"You are a monster." Haggar's voice wraps around my brain, suffocating me. "A half-breed traitor. The disgraced daughter of the Empire."
I am a monster. I am a half-breed traitor. I am nothing. I am scum. I am worthless. I am weak.
I will always be weak.
Romelle would do it again. She would have killed Lotor if Krolia's gun had been set to a higher stun level. She wants to kill Lotor.
I could end this.
Fight, or be killed.
It would be so easy to kill her first. A single movement. A flick of my wrist. A blade through her gut. A sharp pull to the side. I can almost see it—blood pooling, seeping into the cracks of the floor, staining her clothing, a wet gurgle tearing from her throat as she gasps for air.
I can see it so vividly that it almost feels real. I can feel the slickness of blood against my skin, and its scent fills my senses, consuming my entire being.
My eyes flick to the viewport.
Haggar's lips curve into a sinister smirk. "So much blood is already on your hands; what is one more life?"
My fingers twitch, a war waging within me.
What is one more life?
I—
A faint, warm glow fills my vision, temporarily distorting her image.
Violet rests along the stars of Gala, dressed in a teal robe with golden embroidery, wearing a veil of white. An ornate crystal barrette pulls her white hair back in an elaborate hairstyle.
"You know you're better than this," she whispers.
I am better than this.
I am better than this.
I am better than this.
I am better than this?
The shape of her silhouette lingers, and I can feel her presence embracing my mind.
"You are better than this," she murmurs, her voice sweet like zahar cookies.
She is as warm as a plush blanket, bringing a sense of safety. Clarity.
I am better than this.
Violet's smile softens. "The stars have spoken, zi'va Kriensa. You shall stand at the edge of all things—watching, waiting, guiding Ti—"
A sharp pressure spikes through my temples, interrupting the prophetic message.
"Stop resisting," Haggar seethes, darkening my vision. "Give in!"
My eyes return to Romelle, and grotesque shadows twist around her, looming over her as they whisper in guttural tones words that confirm the worst of my fears.
"Killer," they repeat. "Traitor. Worthless. Monster. Monster. Monster!"
I swallow the lump in my throat as fear and guilt gnaw at me, mingling with anger, hurt, and bloodlust.
When I look at my hands, they are smeared in blood. So much blood, my stomach churns.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm a monster. I'm sorry.
Violet's glow surges, searing through the shadows. "You are not a monster, dearest ga'oki."
The red haze flickers.
I am not a monster. I am not a monster. I am not a monster.
"You are a fighter." Keith's voice whispers in my mind—words spoken months ago when I was unresponsive in a healing pod.
"You're the strongest person I know." Words spoken on a hailing frequency right before the Kral Zera.
"You are enough." Words spoken right before I lit the Flame.
I am a fighter.
I am a survivor.
I am a warrior.
Haggar's face twists into a cruel sneer as she senses her grip on me fading. "Give. In. Va'driya."
The ringing in my ears dulls beneath the thrum of my pulse, hot and unrelenting.
Haggar doesn't control me.
"Kill them!"
I am not a monster. I am a fighter. I am a survivor. I am a warrior.
I repeat the thoughts with more conviction, driving her poisonous whispers out of my mind.
"Go to hell, you quiznaking witch," I snarl under my breath.
Romelle blinks, raising a brow as she glances around at the others still trying to gather their bearings.
With a sharp inhale, I rip my gaze from her before the temptation to end her takes hold.
I don't have time for this. Romelle doesn't matter. Lotor and Shiro matter. Killing Haggar matters.
My hands ball into fists, and I turn on my heels, bolting out of the control room toward the hangar bay.
Has Shiro been a clone the whole damn time? How did no one realize? Stars above, I've been so blind.
I knew something felt wrong with his headaches. I knew I saw dark magic. I should've trusted my instincts.
Why didn't I say something?
If Shiro is Haggar's clone, what does she want with Lotor?
Is she trying to make him bait? Is she still working with Sendak?
And what about his Generals? Are they still working for her, or have they split up?
Will they torture him for information? Are they going to kill him?
No, why would Acxa want Lotor dead? But what if she does? She did stun him... but she didn't kill him.
They've exchanged looks—similar to the looks Keith and I exchange on missions—during the hostage trade with Emperor Zarkon and the Kral Zera.
He speaks about her as though...
There's something I'm not seeing. Something I'm not entirely aware of.
What am I missing?
What if this is all part of a bigger plan?
Lotor's manipulated us before, he's held me hostage, he's been deceitful with the Paladins, and he nearly killed them... what if Romelle is telling the truth?
But harvesting quintessence by murdering Alteans?
After all of his distaste for the barbarism of the Komar, it turns out he's the same as Haggar? He hates being compared to Father, and yet, he does the same as him? Really?
This makes no damn sense.
Lotor wouldn't kill innocents—not after what he's told me about Planet Maur, not after what happened to Ven'tar and her people.
Romelle's lying. I don't know what she's lying about, but she is. Or at least withholding some part of the truth.
She didn't even give him a chance to explain before she stunned him.
Keith should've listened to me. He and Krolia shouldn't have had their weapons drawn out to begin with.
I can't stop the ache that's wrapping around my heart.
After everything we've been through, he trusts Romelle's story more than my intuition.
He trusts Romelle more than me.
The corridors blur as I run, the pounding of my boots bouncing off the walls.
ALLURA: "Shiro's gone mad! He's escaping with Lotor! Stop him before he leaves the ship!"
Her voice projects on the Castle Ship's speakers.
My teeth grind as I push harder.
I have to get Lotor back. I have to save Shiro.
Can we even save him? What if it's too late?
Rounding a corner, my eyes widen as I look at the melting metal and scorch marks from laser firing. Small fires spark from exposed wiring, and smoke clouds my vision.
Worry seeps into the anger boiling inside me.
"Keith?" I call out, running faster and trying not to inhale too deeply. "Keith? Pidge?"
An Altean pod flaring to life roars in the distance, and I hear it lift off, launching into space.
The entrance to the hangar comes into view, and I step through the threshold to see Krolia and Keith sprawled on their backs. The space wolf rests at his feet. Pidge stands where the pod must have been with her bayard raised, her hands shaking.
I bolt to close the distance, my feet carrying me to Keith as fast as they can, and I drop to my knees beside him, full of panic. "Keith!"
He groans, rolling onto his side with a pained grimace.
"Are you okay?" My fingers hover over him as I lean in, eyes darting over his face. His cheeks are grimy, and small cuts bleed where his face must have hit the floor.
Does he need help getting up? Does he need space?
Shiro's getting away with Lotor.
Quiznak, too much is happening too fast.
Keith squeezes his eyes shut, jaw clenched as he forces himself up onto his elbows.
"Hey, don't do that." My brows furrow, and I reach out to help him sit up. A frown tugs on my lips as I wipe the grime from his cheeks with my thumb. I brush the hair out of his face with my hand, gently smoothing it back. "Are you okay?" I ask again, softly this time.
"I'll live," he mutters, blinking dazedly. He places a hand over mine and turns his head, pressing a soft kiss on the inside of my palm. "Thanks."
My cheeks warm at the contact, and I look over to Pidge, who stands rigid, her shoulders trembling. She doesn't move, doesn't blink. Her gaze is locked on empty space.
"Pidge?" I ask. "You okay?"
"I should've stopped him," she whispers, shaking. Her glasses catch the harsh glow of the overhead lights, hiding her eyes. "I—I hesitated."
Keith exhales sharply, shoving himself upright. He presses the heel of his hand against his forehead like he's trying to clear his thoughts and reaches out to touch me again, but I pull away.
His expression shifts, and he frowns but doesn't force it.
I stare at the bottom of my palm, the warmth of his lips against my skin lingering.
I feel conflicted.
I love Keith, but I also love Lotor.
Krolia groans while the space wolf helps her up, her head lolling forward slightly as she tries to catch her breath. "What just happened?"
Shifting my gaze to her, I try to control the throbbing in my mind. "I don't know," I say, rubbing my forehead. "Shiro, he... he just snapped."
I swallow hard and stand, backing away from Keith. Pidge and I help him to his feet.
"What do we do?" Pidge asks, releasing him.
"We have to stay focused," Keith replies.
My brows furrow, and I press a button on the hangar bay wall, establishing communication with the bridge. "We have to go after them." Clearing my throat, I raise my voice. (Y/N): "Lance, Hunk, can you still pilot your Lions?"
Keith loops his arm around my waist for balance and leans in. KEITH: "We gotta get Shiro."
He staggers, and I tighten my grip around him, holding him steady. I glance up at him, my frown deepening at his state.
He smells like burning metal—all three of them do.
The space wolf whines softly, stepping toward us and rubbing himself against our legs. My free hand travels down to soothe him, petting his head; his fur is soft to the touch.
HUNK: "Yeah, I'll manage."
LANCE: "We've got this."
Whoever fired could have killed them. Haggar's trying to kill all of us; that must be why Shiro finally snapped.
(Y/N): "Allura?"
ALLURA: "I can do it."
Keith releases his hold and turns, looking at the exit. KEITH: "Then, let's go! If we're gonna fight those ships, we'll need Voltron."
Pidge's eyes widen. "But Shiro's gone!" she exclaims.
He's already walking out of the hangar bay, his steps brisk.
"Yeah, who's gonna pilot the Black Lion?" I ask, rushing after him.
"I will," Keith says, rounding a corner. "Suit up."
Pidge and I share a look, then break into a sprint toward the Castle's control room, where the ziplines drop to the Lions' hangar bays and locker room.
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Large, rocky debris from the ruins of Diabazaal floats in the space before us, and I fidget in the seat of the Purple Lion's cockpit as I gain speed.
LANCE: "Where are they?"
A hulking piece of rock obstructs our path, and I fire the mouth laser, vaporizing it.
The Sincline ships finally come into view, and the Blue Lion fires at one of them. The Red Lion follows suit. Then Green. Then Yellow.
ALLURA: "Go get them!"
(Y/N): "On it!"
The Sincline ships open fire, and fight-or-flight kicks in. I maneuver out of their blasts, spiraling away. The images of Haggar still haunt me, and my vision swims.
My stomach twists, and for a moment, I'm back in the Empire—back in the arena, fighting for my life.
Boisterous cheers pound in my skull.
I'm all out of sorts.
I shake my head and look at the stars, trying to find comfort in them. Instead, Commander Sendak's menacing mechanical eye greets me, and flashes of his messages replay in my mind—the screams of torture sequences ringing in my ears.
My hands shake, and the Purple Lion staggers, nearly colliding with a blast.
"Focus. I am not a monster," I whisper. "I am not afraid. I am not weak. Focus. Focus."
I can do this.
I force it all down, biting the insides of my cheeks until I taste blood. The immediate stinging is a welcome reprieve.
Lotor is the priority. Saving Shiro is the priority.
My hands tighten against the controls, and I push them forward, speeding up.
The Black Lion soars past me, and I press a button, establishing a video call with Keith.
"What are you doing?" I demand, my voice frantic and frustrated.
His face appears on the screen, his eyes burning as they connect with mine. "Fixing things."
A spike of dread shoots through me. "Keith, no. Wait—"
He presses a button. KEITH: "Shiro, it's Keith!" He pauses, inhaling a breath. "Shiro, it's gonna be okay. We just have to—" He blinks, his shoulders slumping. "Damn it."
I frown. "What happened?"
"He cut me out." He sighs, his lips forming a pout. An expression of hurt crosses his features. "I don't get it. Why won't he talk to me? Why is... why is he doing this?"
I scowl, my jaw tightening. "Keith, listen to me. Shiro is a—"
A beeping alert interrupts me, and my brows furrow, my mouth hanging open.
Red holographic hazard icons flicker on my left, and I grit my teeth as they pulse, the beeps growing louder in volume.
The call cuts out.
(Y/N): "Oh, quiznak."
KEITH: "Oh, no."
My eyes linger on the Altean pod, my mind screaming at me to pick a side.
Choose.
The team or Lotor and Shiro?
Keith's voice breaks me out of my thoughts. KEITH: "(Y/N), we need you!"
Huffing, I pull back from pursuing them and follow him, seeing the battle unfolding behind us.
All the Lions are getting hit by the purple laser beams of the Sincline ships, and they're too fast for any of them to land a hit.
The Paladins scramble to defend themselves.
Why did we make these ships so indestructible and agile?
HUNK: "I can't shake them!"
PIDGE: "Keith!"
ALLURA: "(Y/N)!"
LANCE: "Help!"
One of the ships charges its laser beams, aiming at the Green Lion, while another targets the Yellow Lion.
I push the thrusters, my heart pounding, and block the shot at Hunk with the tail laser. The entire Purple Lion shakes, and my skin burns as the beam grazes me instead.
A strong blast from the Black Lion intercepts the shot at the Green Lion, and Keith fires back, panting in the comms.
KEITH: "Guys, we're no match for them in our Lions. Form Voltron!"
I fly up, connecting with the rest of the Lions. The Sincline ships pause, and we stare at each other.
PIDGE: "Why is Shiro taking Lotor?"
HUNK: "Can't we try talking to them?"
I bite my bottom lip, my fingers flexing against the controls. (Y/N): "I mean, I could try establishing some sort of communication with Ac—"
The Sincline ships open fire again, sending powerful blasts toward us.
Lance yelps. LANCE: "Guess not!"
Keith grunts through the comms, his voice strained. KEITH: "Push all thrusters!"
I push the controls and sweat beads along my brows as we speed up.
It's still not enough.
Voltron spirals, dodging the blasts, and rocks explode once they come into contact with their laser blasts. Explosions detonate, filling my vision with bright orange and red fire.
HUNK: "Why is everyone always trying to kill us?!"
The pursuit doesn't stop.
(Y/N): "They're too fast!"
Voltron flies up, but all three Sincline ships combine the power of their lasers. The energy between them intensifies, forming a single massive sphere that crackles with unstable power. They shoot it toward us, and we all gasp.
KEITH: "Form shield!"
The shield forms in front of Voltron, protecting us from the blast. But it's too strong, too much. The force slams into us, shoving Voltron backward at an uncontrollable speed.
My muscles strain as I fight against the controls, trying to push more power to the thrusters, but it's useless.
We crash into an asteroid, and chunks of rock break away. Thick, dark smoke fills my view from the cockpit. My head bangs on the back of my pilot seat, and I clench my eyes shut, straining against the blinding purple light.
CORAN: "I'm headed your way!"
KEITH: "Coran, no! The Castle of Lions barely survived the first time we fought one of those ships. You'll only—"
He groans in pain, cutting himself off as they shoot at us again.
I gasp, heaving a deep breath and forcing myself upright in my seat as electricity crackles.
Voltron shakes violently, but we manage to get back on our feet, still blocking their fire with our shield.
Allura pants, her voice strained. ALLURA: "Keith is right, Coran! The ship's defenses will never hold!"
PIDGE: "Guys, we can't take this much longer!"
LANCE: "Do you guys have any ideas?"
(Y/N): "We can't do anything unless we break free!"
KEITH: "(Y/N)'s right! Coran, fire just below our position!"
CORAN: "What?"
KEITH: "Destroy the rock we're pinned against. Now!"
The Castle Ship powers on its laser, and a few ticks later, a large, strong blue beam blasts into the rock, destroying it. The explosion sends us flying backward, but we're free.
KEITH: "Lance! Pidge! I need you to get us some cover."
LANCE: "Right!"
PIDGE: "On it!"
KEITH: "(N/N), Hunk, Allura, I need y'all to push thrusters!"
HUNK: "Okay!"
(Y/N): "Got it, Mullet!"
Voltron soars through space, propelled by our thrusters. Lance and Pidge fire their mouth lasers, exploding various rocks to slow the Sincline ships down.
My fingers dig into the control grips, and I force them further, panting.
KEITH: "Who's got eyes on Shiro and Lotor?"
All I see is smoke, fire, dust, and rock through the viewport.
(Y/N): "I don't see them!"
Voltron comes to an abrupt stop, and I fling forward, nearly crashing into the controls if it weren't for the seat belt protecting me. All three Sincline ships grab onto us, wrapping lasso-like lasers.
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "Allura, I told you and Lotor this feature was unnecessary!"
They speed up, dragging us with them.
ALLURA: "It seemed like a good idea at the time!"
(Y/N): "Does it seem like a good idea now?!"
I close my eyes tightly as we're flung into another large chunk of rock, the impact rattling my bones. Static fills my ears, and I groan as I slowly lift my head.
PIDGE: "What just happened? Is that...?"
The dust cloud clears, and a blinding purple light flashes in the distance.
LANCE: "A wormhole?"
KEITH: "They're trying to escape."
ALLURA: "Haggar. It has to be Haggar. She must have gained the ability."
PIDGE: "But how?"
Haggar must've somehow gone to Oriande and passed the trials.
I stare at the wormhole, frowning, and swallow hard.
Stars know how long Shiro has been Haggar's spy for. What has she seen? What has Sendak seen?
KEITH: "We can't worry about that now. We have to make sure we get Lotor and Shiro back."
A great evil is coming—you must be prepared.
Every meeting, every debrief, every mission, every troop movement, every piece of intel, every location of the Voltron coalition—all of it is compromised because Shiro is a clone. We will be ambushed, our allies will be slaughtered—Commander Sendak will destroy everything we've worked for since I've lit the Flame.
He will snuff out every flicker of hope Voltron has ignited.
All this blood is on your hands, and more is yet to come.
Haggar is going to harvest their quintessence; she won't let their lives go to waste. If she went to Oriande and passed the trials, she'd be able to do so without the power of the Komar. Without her Druids.
She will be able to extract quintessence with Altean alchemy at a scale the universe has never seen before.
She'll damn us all.
HUNK: "But Shiro's not Shiro anymore."
Snapping out my thoughts, I blink rapidly.
(Y/N): "Because Shiro is a clone!"
KEITH: "I know, but something is wrong with him."
I huff, shaking my head. (Y/N): "Mullet, are you listening to me?"
KEITH: "The Galra or Haggar have to be behind it."
Pinching my brows together, my eyes narrow. (Y/N): "Keith? Hello? Can anyone hear me?"
KEITH: "You all know he would never give up on us. We can't give up on him."
Voltron stands on the rock, boosting into space toward the wormhole as fast as it can.
Stars streak as we fly.
Sitting up, I try my comms again. (Y/N): "Guys, wait! This has to be a trap!"
No response.
My eye twitches, and I yank my helmet off, banging it on the console. My fingers flail on the controls, sending a video call request to Keith, and I hit the helmet harder.
Electric hissing and alarms roar in the cockpit of the Purple Lion, and I can't tell if my comms are working again.
KEITH: "Guys, one of my thrusters is down. Can you compensate?"
PIDGE: "Those beams torched our power core."
KEITH: "(Y/N)? Wh—"
PIDGE: "I've never seen anything like it."
"Stars above!" I exclaim, slamming my hands against the controls to propel us forward. My helmet rolls. "Keith, answer!"
HUNK: "We've got maybe thirty seconds of over-clocked burn time."
KEITH: "Hit it!"
Voltron speeds up, the powerful force of the thrusters pushing the rocks behind us. My hands tremble, and my entire body shakes at the acceleration, causing my teeth to rattle.
HUNK: "We're halfway through our burn! Twenty-five percent!"
The Altean pod goes through the wormhole, and I grit my teeth, reaching down to grab my helmet.
We're not gonna make it.
HUNK: "Fifteen percent!"
All three Sincline ships make it through.
HUNK: "Eight percent!"
The wormhole begins to close, and I put my helmet back on.
(Y/N): "It's closing!"
LANCE: "We're not going to make it!"
PIDGE: "We're too heavy!"
KEITH: "Disband!"
My eyes widen. (Y/N): "What?"
LANCE: "Now?"
HUNK: "Huh?"
KEITH: "The energy from disconnecting might create enough thrust to propel someone through the wormhole."
Hunk lets out a strangled sound, gagging. HUNK: "Please don't be me, please don't be me."
LANCE: "Don't tell me you're about to throw up!"
My legs bounce, eyes darting straight ahead. (Y/N): "This isn't a good idea!"
KEITH: "Yeah, well, it's the only one I've got!"
PIDGE: "It's too dangerous!"
ALLURA: "They'll be the only ones on the other side!"
KEITH: "Do it!"
I push the control levers forward, disconnecting from Voltron.
The Black Lion and I launch toward the wormhole at incredible speed. Alarms blare, flashing on the screen, and I struggle to keep my course steady. Keith makes it through, and a tick later, I follow.
It closes once we fly through the other side.
Keith did what he always does—take everything on by himself and charge ahead without listening to anyone.
We shouldn't have gone through this damn wormhole.
A planet comes into view, and in front of it, a massive Galra fleet with at least twenty cruisers.
My stomach plummets while my eyebrows shoot up.
We're gonna die. We're gonna quiznaking die.
My face contorts, and alarms blare louder as they open fire. I dive out of the way, veering a hard left.
KEITH: "Alright, we gotta play this smart."
(Y/N): "What we need is a plan."
He huffs. KEITH: "Here's the plan—get Shiro and Lotor back."
I roll my eyes. (Y/N): "Wow, great plan, Mullet."
KEITH: "You got a better one, (N/N)?"
I grit my teeth as laser fire sears past, heating the cockpit in brief flashes of purple. (Y/N): "Nope."
My fingers tighten around the controls, adjusting my grip as I yank them to the side. The Black Lion responds instantly, banking hard to avoid a barrage of blasts. My entire body strains, and my shoulders press into the seat as I maneuver through the chaos.
Keith's voice cracks through the comms. KEITH: "Oh, shi—"
The Black Lion lurches sideways in an unexpected feint, and my pulse kicks up as I pull back to avoid crashing.
(Y/N): "Keith!"
KEITH: "Sorry, look!"
My eyes snap to one of the Sincline ships heading our way, and I yelp, pushing the thrusters to evade the blasts.
We part ways, and it chases Keith.
I take the opportunity to form the Purple Lion's jaw blade and cut through the cruiser whose ion cannon locks onto him.
Metal melts on impact as I cut through it, firing the tail laser to speed up the destruction. The ion cannon surges with energy, and I pant from the rising temperature.
My helmet transforms into a visor, and I wipe the sweat beading above my upper lip with the back of my hand.
The pod and other ships dock inside the cruiser furthest away from us. I evade the shots fired by other cruisers, speeding toward my target.
We need to get back Lotor and Shiro.
Keith dives beneath a cruiser, the Sincline ship hot on his tail. He doesn't slow down. At the last tick, he rolls, flipping into an impossible maneuver. Before I can blink, he lands on top of the ship perfectly balanced.
My mouth falls open, and my breath hitches.
He really is the best pilot I've ever seen.
(Y/N): "Whoa."
He breathes heavily through the comms and doesn't respond, but I swear I can feel him smirking.
The mouth of the Black Lion connects with the back of the ship, and the impact produces a bright electric light that sends it spiraling out of control.
Whoever pilots the ship struggles to stabilize it, giving us an opening.
KEITH: "Where are they?"
(Y/N): "In this one!"
I slam the Purple Lion into the nearest cruiser, its claws carving into the thick metal. The Lion shudders under the force, but I don't stop, tearing a jagged hole alongside Keith. I zoom in, the external feed flashing onto my screen.
Shiro, Lotor, Ezor, and Zethrid come into view, and my heart leaps, a relieved smile spreading on my lips.
Lotor's okay.
Before I can push in further, the system beeps, signaling an incoming ship.
The Purple Lion shakes violently as it gets blasted.
KEITH: "I'll draw her fire. Get them out of there."
He pulls back, speeding away from us, but Acxa doesn't take the bait and fires at me again, forcing me to evade.
I grumble and dive away from the cruiser, huffing in frustration as I fire at her.
She maneuvers out of each blast.
(Y/N): "She's too fast."
He groans. KEITH: "Think. Think. How are we gonna get in there?"
My eyes trail along the cruisers, which can deploy fighter jets at any moment.
(Y/N): "I don't know, but we're severely outnumbered."
Acxa blocks my path, firing laser beams while I try to make it back into the hole we made. I fire my mouth beam at her, and a chime echoes in the cockpit.
Blinking, my fingers quickly press the button to accept the hailing frequency. Her face appears on the screen, and her features are tight with a frustrated scowl.
"Empress, Paladin, fall back," she commands, voice clipped and urgent.
Keith maneuvers the Black Lion, firing at her ship. "No."
"No," I reply. A warning alarm sounds in the cockpit, signaling that a cruiser's ion cannon has locked onto us. "Keith, there's—"
"On it!"
The Black Lion surges forward, leaping off a nearby ship, and he forms its jaw blade. He tears through the cannon, obliterating it in a single strike. The cruiser erupts in a chain reaction of explosions, setting off others nearby.
Her eyes narrow on mine through the screen. "Listen to me. If either of you docks on any of these cruisers, you will die."
Keith scoffs, shaking his head, hair plastered to his forehead with sweat.
I mimic him, rolling my eyes, though my pulse is still racing. "I don't trust anything you say."
"This fleet is going to blow up in less than half a varga," Acxa insists, her tone shifting from command to warning.
I hesitate. "You're lying."
Her brows furrow, a frown tugging at her lips. "You think I'd waste my breath lying to you?"
I search her face for deception, but all I see is conviction. Too much conviction.
It rattles me.
"You work for the witch," I fire back, my voice rising. "Why would you blow up her fleet?"
Her eyes flash. "My loyalty to Prince Lotor has never wavered."
I push the thrusters, veering sharply to the right to dodge another blast.
Heat crawls along my spine, but I don't let up.
"Give me a break!" I vociferate, my jaw tightening. "When we were declared enemies of the state, you stunned him and were gonna turn us in! You sided with Zarkon."
The cruisers intensify their fire.
"We don't have time for this!" Keith exclaims.
Acxa exhales sharply, her voice lowering. "I care—"
I fire, but she twists, dodging with ease.
"You don't care about my brother," I snap. "You only care about yourself."
Her firing quickens. "I care about Lotor more than you know."
My throat tightens, and I shake my head, eyes locking on the cruiser again as I evade her blasts.
Lotor is in there. I have to get to him. I have to talk to him.
"Get out of my way!" I demand.
Acxa shakes her head. "I can't let you jeopardize everything we've worked for."
My heart pounds as I fire the mouth beam. "Are you talking about the Altean colonies?"
"The ones in the Quantum Abyss?" Keith asks.
She blinks, her face changing, and I don't think I've ever seen so many emotions cross it before.
"You know about New Altea?" she asks, tone dimming.
Keith narrows his eyes. "The place where Alteans have been harvested to make the pure strain of quintessence? Yeah, we know about it."
Guilt flashes in her eyes. "The Second Colony?"
I frown, and my throat burns. I can't breathe. I can't think.
"It's true then?" I ask, afraid to find out the answer. "Lotor... Lotor killed all those people?"
The next blast hits its mark, causing me to spiral out of control, and my hands shake as I try to right the flight path.
In the corner of the viewport, I see the Black Lion firing its mouth beam at Acxa. The light blue laser sears past me, and her image glitches on my screen.
"It's... complicated," she admits. "But Lotor is safe with me, (Y/N). I promise. I won't let anything happen to him."
The Altean pod blasts out of the cruiser, and Keith gasps, chasing it and disengaging from the fight.
KEITH: "Shiro! Shiro, come in."
I groan, throwing my head back against my seat. (Y/N): "Keith, wait!"
They move further away, and he cuts out of the shared video transmission.
Acxa's eyes connect with mine. "Go save your leader, and I'll save mine."
OFFICER: "All ships, dock immediately, and prepare for hyper-jump."
She doesn't engage anymore and speeds toward the Galra fleet.
My eyes widen. "No, Acxa! Wait—"
A few ticks later, they disappear, and the planet is the only thing I see.
I slam my hands against the console, fisting the controls.
The Black Lion's alerts echo through the comms. KEITH: "I know you're hurting. We just need to keep it together a little longer."
Frustration fills me, and my pulse hammers in my ears, drowning out the alarms still blaring in the cockpit.
Space's empty void stretches before me, and the Altean pod is a fading speck against the stars, slipping further out of reach.
The Black Lion follows, shrinking into the abyss.
"The wormhole deposited them on the far side of the Thizonian system," Violet whispers.
My fingers tremble as I shift my focus to the bayard port. It flashes, casting a soft purple glow over my hands. My lungs feel too tight, like space itself is pressing down on me.
Choose.
Lotor or Shiro.
I could insert my bayard, wormhole to the Thizonian system, and fight my way through Haggar's fleet, or give Acxa the benefit of the doubt.
Wormholing alone is a suicide mission—I'm too easy a target.
Lotor and Acxa have a relationship I can't even begin to understand, but she has a plan. He's safer with her than with me, and that truth stings.
He loves her—that much is clear.
But does Acxa love him? Can I trust her supposed loyalty?
The light blinks, calling out to me. Daring me to act.
My fingers hover over the bayard port.
Choose.
My head throbs.
Acxa's asking me to trust her.
Am I willing to wager Lotor's life on a hope, on a maybe, on a woman whose heart I cannot read?
KEITH: "(Y/N)? Are you okay?"
Stars above, I hope this isn't a mistake.
(Y/N): "Yeah." My voice comes out rough, as though the word had to claw its way up my throat. I clear it, shake my head, and retract my hand from the port. "I'm coming."
My gaze lingers on the last traces of the fleet until I reach Keith.
As we follow the pod, the silence between us grows.
KEITH: "Do you know what's wrong with Shiro?"
I unbuckle myself and run my hands up and down the tops of my thighs. (Y/N): "He's a clone."
More silence.
KEITH: "... a clone?" He sucks in a breath. "Why didn't you say anything?"
(Y/N): "Are you kidding me?" My voice shakes, and I don't know if it's from the adrenaline still rushing through me or the sheer frustration tightening my chest. "I haven't had a moment to think since you've sprung Romelle on me!"
KEITH: "And you think I have? I haven't had a moment to think since I found her!" He scoffs, exhaling sharply. "You knew something was wrong with Shiro, and you didn't tell me?"
I roll my eyes, but it feels more like a defense than disdain.
(Y/N): "How was I supposed to tell you anything when you were always busy?"
KEITH: "You could've told the team."
My shoulders slump. (Y/N): "I don't know what you want me to say. I didn't have proof, and even if I did, what was I supposed to do? What if I was wrong?"
KEITH: "But you weren't. We promised—no more secrets between us."
My feet tap against the metal floor, hands curling into fists. (Y/N): "Don't. You don't get to do that."
I wish I could train. I wish I could release all these pent-up emotions. I wish I could go back in time before Romelle stunned Lotor and hear what he has to say.
I wish I could do something.
He doesn't respond right away, and I can hear the quiet sound of his breathing through the comms.
KEITH: "I would've believed you."
I let out a bitter, humorless scoff. (Y/N): "Like how you believe me about Lotor?"
The pause stretches long enough that I almost regret saying it.
KEITH: "I believe you, but... that's different."
(Y/N): "How? Because it's my brother instead of yours?"
He groans loudly. KEITH: "Lotor's lied to you before!" His voice cracks, frustration bleeding through. "He's lied to all of us. Over and over again."
(Y/N): "Sure, he's manipulated the team in the past, but—" I huff, shaking my head. "I know my brother."
A sardonic laugh parts from him, the harsh sound grating at my already shot nerves. KEITH: "Are you blind? Romelle—"
Pressing my lips into a thin line, I mute my comms and rip off my helmet, burying my fingers into my hair.
My head sinks along with my heart.
Acxa knows about the Alteans. What else does she know?
More silence passes, and I can hear Keith's mumbled curses under his breath.
When his voice returns, it's softer than before. KEITH: "(Y/N). Open your channel."
I don't move, staring blankly at the endless stretch of stars.
KEITH: "I know you turned off the main comms, but I also know you can still hear me."
I squeeze my eyes shut, my jaw locking.
Of course, he won't let this go.
His voice drops to something almost pleading. KEITH: "C'mon..."
With a frown, I turn on the Purple Lion's autopilot and stand, pacing back and forth.
KEITH: "I get it, okay? You don't want to talk to me right now. I—I wouldn't talk to me either." His voice is level, too even, like he's fighting to keep his emotions in check. "My temper gets the better of me sometimes."
I stop mid-step, my fingers twitching at my sides.
Damn it all, why can't he just leave me alone?
KEITH: "Please, (N/N). I'm sorry."
My stomach twists. I want to ignore him and let the frustration, anger, and betrayal fester.
Let the silence punish him for putting me in this impossible situation.
He's the reason why Lotor was stunned.
He's the one who brought that quiznaking Altean.
My hand hovers over my helmet just above the comms switch, and I squeeze my eyes shut.
Don't give in so easily.
My hand falls away, clenching into a tight fist.
His voice rings out on the comms again, but it's not directed at me this time.
KEITH: "Shiro, I know you're there, and I know we can fix this. Please. Let us help you. You can fight this." His voice is hoarse, and hearing it sends an ache through me. "You're my—"
A chime of disconnection interrupts him, and he lets out a shuddering breath.
His comms go silent, and static fills my ears.
My eyes trail over to look at the Black Lion.
If Shiro is beyond saving, we'll have to kill him.
I swallow hard, glancing at my hands.
Keith won't be able to do it.
|••••••••••|
An hour of silence stretches between us, thick and suffocating.
The urge to reach out and talk to Keith was too tempting, so I busied myself. I've warmed up, reorganized the cargo hold while mindlessly watching an episode of the Bii-Boh-Bis show Coran showed us, and taken a dozen laps around the Lion.
Still, the restlessness gnaws at me.
I thought I'd feel better by putting this separation between us.
I don't.
This isn't how things are supposed to be.
When I dreamed about Keith returning home, I imagined running into his arms, feeling the warmth of his embrace, and the relief of knowing he was safe—which did happen, only I thought it would end there.
|••••••••••|
The Altean pod finally lands on a barren asteroid orbiting a desolate, grayscale planet.
Keith sends a transmission request.
I hesitate for a breath, then sigh and press accept. His screen projects on mine, the glow of it casting shadows.
He zooms in on the pod, tracking faint footprints that disappear into a cave swallowed by darkness.
KEITH: "Guess we're on foot from here."
Both Lions land on the surface, and dust kicks up in thick, billowing clouds before settling again.
I unbuckle myself, sliding out of the pilot's seat and unmuting my comms. (Y/N): "I'm gonna go to the bathroom."
The sound of him unbuckling accompanies me as I walk.
KEITH: "Yeah, me too. You need anything? Water?"
(Y/N): "No."
KEITH: "You hungry?"
I rub my eyes. (Y/N): "No."
He pauses and shuffles more as he moves around the Black Lion. KEITH: "There are juice pouches. Lots of red ones—your favorite."
I freeze mid-step, half tempted to say yes.
Shaking my head, I step through the cockpit doors as they hiss open.
(Y/N): "I'm good."
KEITH: "Are you sure?"
Something about his tone makes me falter, and I close my eyes, forcing myself forward. (Y/N): "I'm tired, Keith. Let's just focus on the mission."
He exhales through the comms but doesn't press further.
With a sigh, I move through the hallways of the Purple Lion.
I take my helmet off and slip into the bathroom, flicking on the light switch. I stare at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes are shadowed, my expression tight.
I look exhausted.
I am exhausted.
I grip the sink, drop my head, and take a slow, steadying breath. I hold it in my lungs until it burns.
This place feels like a trap.
|••••••••••|
I exit the Purple Lion's hatch. My helmet is in visor mode, and the asteroid's atmosphere is thin but breathable. The air is cold, dry, and heavy with the scent of metal and dust.
My boots crunch softly against the rocky terrain as I walk.
Keith stands a few paces ahead, his back rigid and eyes locked on the footprints leading toward the cave's entrance. When he hears me approach, he turns and glances at me before quickly looking away.
Without a word, he holds something out.
A red berry juice pouch.
I stop short, frowning as my brows furrow. "Really?"
"Just take it," he says, eyes connecting with mine.
I sigh, staring at the pouch in his outstretched hand. His fingers twitch before he shoves it toward me again.
His lips press thin, but there's something almost hopeful in his eyes.
My shoulders slump, and I finally reach out, fingers brushing against his as I take it. He doesn't say anything, but the corners of his mouth twitch ever so slightly.
Rolling my eyes, I stab the straw through the foil and take a long sip, staring at the cave entrance. My gut twists the longer I stare at it.
Everything about this feels wrong.
Keith shifts beside me, rubbing the back of his neck before crossing his arms. His voice is quiet when he finally says, "I know you're mad at me."
I let out a humorless chuckle, shaking my head. "I'm not doing this right now."
He exhales sharply, tipping his head back to stare at the endless void above us. The faint glow of distant stars reflects in the full-mode helmet, casting his face in soft, silvery light. "You always do this."
I take another sip, my grip tightening around the pouch. "I said not now."
A muscle in his jaw ticks. "Fine. We'll finish this later."
Silence thickens between us, and I turn to steal a glance at him, trying to ignore the way my stomach flutters.
For a moment, all the frustration and anger fade away, leaving only love and admiration in their wake.
Admiration for the way the light catches in his eyes, the determination in his expression, and his unwavering care.
Love, in the smallest, simplest act of remembering something I like. In bringing me something he knows is my favorite. In taking care of and protecting me, even when I make it hard for him to do so.
But the moment is fleeting, slipping right through my fingers as Romelle's voice travels to the forefront of my thoughts.
Your brother is a monstrous murderer.
"Thanks for the juice," I mumble, my voice barely audible.
Keith glances at me from the corner of his eye. "Anytime," he says, just as soft. "I knew you'd want it."
My eyes linger on him, and I start walking ahead. "Not my fault, you're too stubborn to take a hint," I toss over my shoulder with a sarcastic shrug.
His lopsided grin greets me, and he takes a couple of long strides, closing the distance between us before leading the way, following the trail of footsteps Shiro's left behind.
|••••••••••|
Thirty long, grueling minutes pass as we walk through the cave. Keith and I haven't said anything since we entered, still mulling over everything that's happened.
The air is thick with dampness and the faint scent of decaying minerals. Our footsteps bounce against the rocky walls as we walk.
"Are you planning on ignoring me for the rest of this mission?" Keith asks, looking at me.
I shrug and exhale slowly, stepping over a jagged rock.
He huffs in exasperation. "Can you please say something?"
"Stars above, do you ever know how to just shut up?" I mutter, frustration building up in my chest.
"Shut up?" He repeats, voice tight with restraint as he scoffs. "Seriously? After everything that's happened, all I'm getting is 'shut up' from you?"
My jaw tightens, and I roll my eyes.
"Will you stop rolling your eyes at me every damn minute?"
I half-snort, half-scoff. "How can I when everything you say triggers an eye roll?"
Keith halts so abruptly I nearly slam into his back. My boots skid against loose gravel as I catch myself, my hands clutching onto him.
I quickly release my hold, leering at him. "Damn it, you're such a—" I cut myself off mid-curse, biting the inside of my cheek.
He spins on his heel, eyes narrowing. "Such a what, exactly?"
I glare at the ground.
"Come on," he prods, voice laced with challenge. "Finish the insult. I'm such a what?"
"You're a jackass, okay?" I snap, heat rising up my spine. "You're a quiznaking jackass!"
Keith's eyes flash, his jaw tightening. "Oh, I'm a jackass?" Sarcasm drips from his voice like the water droplets pittering from the ceiling into the pool below. "And what exactly are you? A reckless, stubborn hothead!"
Immediate, burning anger flares hot in my chest.
"Oh, I'm the hothead?" My laugh is hollow, laced with disbelief. I step forward until we're nearly chest-to-chest, poking him with my index finger. "That's rich coming from you. All you do is act off your impulses."
"You sound like Kolivan." His fists clench at his sides. "The Blade's taught me control. I don't let my feelings cloud my judgment."
"The Blade has..." I look up at him incredulously. "Are you kidding me? You still do it! Every damn time! You can act like you're so logical and above it all, but you're just as emotional as I am. You just bury it under all that brooding and self-righteousness."
He guffaws, disbelief flashing across his face. "I'm brooding and self-righteous? Do you even hear yourself?"
Crossing my arms tightly over my chest, I tap my foot against the ground, trying to expel some of the frustration crawling under my skin. "What are you trying to imply?"
"You know exactly what I'm implying," he snaps, voice taut and stance rigid.
I scoff. "Oh, please, enlighten me." I spread my arms wide in mock invitation. "Because clearly, you seem to think you have me all figured out."
Keith's lips press into a thin line. His fists twitch at his sides like he's holding himself back from saying something he'll regret. "You have such an immense sense of duty—to the Galra, to the Empire, to literally everything. It's like you bear the burdens of the universe, but you're not some chosen savior!"
My eyes narrow. "All I do, I do in the name of Galra. There is nothing I wouldn't do for the people I care about."
His shoulders slump, frustration bleeding into something else. "And I respect that. I do, b—"
"But what, Keith? I joined Rez'or. I joined Voltron. I killed Emperor Zarkon. I lit the Flame—starsquiznakingdamnit!" I exclaim. "I have done everything that's been asked of me, and it's still not enough! Nothing I do for this stars-forsaken Empire is enough!"
My breathing is ragged, my hands trembling at my sides.
I can't look at him.
Keith exhales, his stance shifting. "You act like you don't have a choice. Like the entire universe is sitting on your shoulders, and you just have to take it. You don't. You'll fight to the end for what you believe in, but you don't have to do it at the cost of yourself."
I shake my head. "You think you have all the answers, but you don't know anything."
"And you do?" His voice is rough, edged with something dangerously close to hurt, and his nostrils flare. "You're so sure you're right about everything, but Lotor has been lying to all of us the entire time. He's kept the colonies, the quintessence harvesting, the Alteans—everything—a secret from you. You saw the harvesting pods, I—why is it so hard to believe that he could be a monster?"
I flinch at the word, and the rest of my composure crumbles. "Because if Lotor is a monster, then I am one too."
Keith stills, his eyes widening. His breath catches, and the anger drains from his face, fading into something else.
Something softer.
Something I don't want to see.
Pity.
My chest heaves. I grit my teeth and look away. "Don't," I snap.
"Don't what?" His voice is quieter now.
"Don't look at me like that." I spit the words out, and they taste bitter on my tongue. "Like I'm fragile. Like I'm weak."
Keith exhales, frustrated. "That's not what I'm doing."
"Yeah? Then what are you doing? Because all I've heard from you is how wrong I am, how blind I've been, and how much of an idiot I must be for believing in my own brother." My voice cracks, but I push forward anyway, swallowing down the lump in my throat. "I'm not stupid. I'm afraid. I can't trust myself, my judgment, my instincts—I don't want to be wrong again. Everyone I care about dies when I'm wrong. I was wrong about Sendak, and I lost my Dayaks, my friends, myself—everything. I can't bear the thought of losing Lotor, too. I have to give him the benefit of the doubt."
His expression hardens. "Giving him the benefit of the doubt doesn't mean ignoring the truth."
My body tenses, shoulders rising, and my voice is raw as I ask, "And what truth is that? The one you've already decided on? You trust Romelle's story about Lotor more than the team's. More than mine."
Keith's brows knit together, his mouth opening, but I don't let him speak.
"You weren't there. You don't know what it was like to grow up in the Empire. To have your father tell you you're flawed, the pressures of being Va'tarii se'tar, the expectations that come with our lineage—you don't know what Lotor and I have endured," I press on, my breath shallow and quick.
My pulse pounds in my ears. "Over three-quarters of the Empire wants me dead because they don't want a half-breed as Empress. Haggar, Commander Sendak, those treacherous factions—I'm at my wits' end."
His lips press into a thin line. "I—"
"You weren't there when I was thrown into a cell after every fight, covered in blood, shaking so hard I could barely breathe. You weren't there when I spent every night staring at my hands, trying to convince myself they weren't the hands of a killer." My hands curl into fists. "You think it's so easy to call someone a monster, but it's not. It never is. Lotor and I—we did whatever we needed to do to survive.
"I am not our father, and neither is Lotor. He isn't who you think he is, and you'd know that if you spent more time with him. But you haven't been here. You've been too busy with the Blade."
Keith's eyes flare. "Every mission I've been on has been to protect you. To protect Earth from the Galra. The Blade's allowed me to do so much good. It's given me purpose. Made me useful. I've been making a difference."
Frowning, my shoulders droop. "I'm so happy you've embraced your Galra heritage and that they've done so much for you. I am. But you left. Voltron needed you. I needed you. And all you have done since joining the Blade is leave."
"I'm not apologizing for trying to keep you safe or for taking out targets who threatened to kill you and the Paladins. The Blade was my way of helping Voltron, of bringing peace across the universe. It led me to my mom, and I would repeat all of it in a heartbeat. The mission in the Quantum Abyss—"
My scoff cuts him off. "You bringing that damn Altean was the last thing any of us needed. You saw something horrific, I'm not denying that, but we don't know for sure if Lotor is responsible for those deaths. And Acxa, I—I don't know, but I'm not turning my back on him without knowing his side. But..." I pause, my heart pounding. "In choosing Lotor, I lose you in the process."
Keith frowns. "You're not losing me."
"Aren't I?" My voice is a hushed, cracked whisper.
When I look up at him and our eyes meet, my vision blurs with unshed tears.
His frown deepens.
"I have to choose—my brother or my boyfriend."
Keith's breath catches, and he swallows hard, hands loosening at his sides. "Is that... what you think this is? That this is about choosing between us?"
"Isn't it?"
He shakes his head, his jaw clenching. "No. Damn it, no. This isn't some kind of ultimatum. I love you, (Y/N). But I'm not asking you to choose me over Lotor."
I sniffle, trying not to cry. "You keep saying you're not making me choose, but your words prove otherwise."
Keith's fingers twitch at his sides, and his eyes search mine. His expression is dark with frustration, but underneath it, there's hurt.
"I know how much he means to you, how much you love him, but there's too much—" He cuts himself off, changing his helmet to be set to visor instead of a full-face covering. He closes his eyes, rubbing the bridge of his nose. "I didn't—you—this is so hard. I'm... I'm not good at this. I know you, I know your heart. But I can't stand here and pretend I didn't see what I did. I don't want you to look back and hate yourself for trusting Lotor. For letting him in."
"He's my brother," I whisper. "My only family left."
"That's not true," he murmurs. "We're family."
"Don't say that."
His expression tightens. "Why not?"
"Because you don't get it." Swallowing hard, I take my helmet off and inhale a deep breath. "I—I can't lose Lotor. I can't be alone again."
"You're not alone. I—I'm right here."
I scoff, shaking my head. "Are you? Because it sure as hell doesn't feel like it. No matter what I do, no matter how much I sacrifice, it's never enough. I am never enough." My voice cracks at the last word, and I hate myself for it. For letting him hear it, for letting him see it. The tears fall unbidden, rolling hot down my cold cheeks. "I'm not enough for anyone to stand by me. I'm not enough for you to trust me. I'm not enough for you."
Keith flinches and steps closer. "That's not true. I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to make you see that I'm on your side. That you're more than enough."
I clench my jaw and let out a shaky breath. "Keith—"
"I'm on your side, and you don't have to carry all of this alone," he cuts in. His voice is so firm, so sure. "I know you think you do, but you don't. I love you with everything that I am. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, how to think, what to believe. I want to stand beside you. Not in front of you. Not behind you. With you. I'm sorry for putting you in this position. It's not fair. And I'm sorry if I made you feel like I trust Romelle more than you, because I don't. I trust you."
The anger still simmers beneath my skin, but it's tangled now—with exhaustion, with hurt, with love.
My fingers tremble as they grip my helmet. I stare down at it and swallow, my throat tight. "What am I supposed to do?"
He cups my face, bringing my gaze back to him. "Look, I don't know what the truth is, but I know you. You wouldn't defend Lotor if you didn't believe, in your heart, that there was more to this than what we're being told. But I need you to hear me when I say that trusting you—believing you—doesn't mean blindly agreeing with you. It means standing by you, even when we don't see eye to eye. It means not walking away, even when it's hard."
I squeeze my eyes shut, more tears sliding down. "I don't know what to believe anymore," I admit in a hoarse whisper.
Silence stretches between us, and he brushes his thumbs along my cheekbones, wiping away my tears.
"Then we'll figure it out together," Keith whispers. "Because all I do, I do for you."
My breath hitches at his words, something in my chest tightening, breaking apart, and piecing itself back together all at once.
"I mean it. I don't care how messy this gets. I don't care how hard it is. I'm with you. Always," he murmurs. "It's not you versus me. It's you and me. I love you, (Y/N). That's not changing. I promise."
A choked sound escapes me as I wipe my eyes. I close the distance between us, burying my head into his chest. "I don't deserve this," I croak out. "This—This acceptance. This love. You."
His arms wrap around my body, and he pulls me into a tight embrace, stroking my hair. "Don't say that."
I shake my head against him, looping my arms around his torso and inhaling deeply. "But it's true. I don't know what I've done to deserve you."
"You don't have to 'deserve' love," he breathes, his lips brushing against the crown of my head. "You just have it."
"But—"
"No," Keith interrupts gently, smiling faintly. He pulls back to look me in the eyes, his hands warm against my face. "You deserve everything and more, beautiful. I hope you know—I will love you for the rest of my life if you'll have me."
I've spent so long proving myself—fighting, sacrificing, clawing for approval from people who never saw me as enough.
Keith isn't asking for proof. He isn't demanding anything from me. He loves me.
So simply.
So wholly.
So unconditionally.
I pull back slightly, my face heating up at the declaration.
The way Keith loves me is something that's been so deeply ingrained in all his actions that I can't believe I was too oblivious to realize it earlier.
A small smile tugs at my lips as I rest my forehead against his chest, breathing in the scent of him.
"I'll love you across all galaxies and all lifetimes, ma gaol," I admit in a whisper. "I'm really sorry for pushing you away. I know how it makes you feel."
His breath catches, and when I lift my head to meet his gaze, his expression softens, his own cheeks tinged with warmth. "I don't want to fight with you."
A short laugh escapes me, more exhale than sound. "You say that, but we've been arguing since we met. I think it's our thing, Mullet."
Keith's thumbs lovingly swipe over my cheekbones. My heart softens and my stomach flutters at how he looks at me.
"Maybe, but I still hate it. I hate making you upset." He pauses, sighing. "I should've handled Romelle better."
"I don't blame you for saving her, I just—" I huff in frustration, shaking my head. "Why does everything have to be so damn complicated?"
He lets out a soft breath, and his hands slide from my face to the nape of my neck. His fingers slip into my hair, massaging in featherlight touches that send shivers down my spine.
"I don't know," he admits. "But I'll do whatever it takes to fix this."
I look up at him, searching his face for any sign of hesitation, but there is none.
There is only unwavering certainty in his gaze.
All I can do is stare at this stubborn, impulsive, infuriating man who has always met me blow for blow, never backed down, never let me push him away, never stopped believing in us.
This impossible, wonderful man who is the pillar I lean on, the one who catches me when I fall, who sees me for everything I am and still believes I am enough even when I think otherwise.
The one who covers me in the warmth of reassurance and safety, and who holds me close when everything feels like it's falling apart.
My throat bobs, and suddenly, I don't want to talk anymore. I don't want to think about Lotor or Romelle or the Empire or the war or Shiro or Haggar or anything beyond this moment.
Beyond the way Keith is looking at me as though I am worth everything.
All rational thought becomes irrational.
I shouldn't want this right now, not with so much unknown around us, but I do.
I want this.
I want him.
Before I can second-guess myself, I surge forward, crashing my lips against his.
My helmet slips from my grasp, landing with a dull thud against the rocky ground.
The moment our mouths meet, it's like a dam breaking—every ounce of tension, anger, frustration, and love we've been bottling up spills over, raw and uncontained.
Without hesitation, Keith's helmet joins mine on the ground, and his hands find me immediately, gripping me tightly and pulling me ever closer.
Our Paladin armor clanks together with every restricted movement, but neither of us stops.
If anything, it fuels the urgency, the desperation.
The world fades. Time blurs. Everything else ceases to exist, even if only for a moment.
There is only Keith and the heat of his mouth against mine. He moves with a fierce urgency, pouring whatever he's felt in the Quantum Abyss into his kisses, and I accept them with avidity.
He presses forward, guiding me back until my spine meets the uneven stone wall, and the impact rattles through my armor. It barely registers over the feeling of him—the way he cages me in, his body flush against mine, his knee sliding between my legs.
The cold night air swirls around us, sending dust spiraling up from the cave floor, but the chill never reaches me because molten heat pools in me, ebbing lower.
Keith doesn't let anything slow him down. He moves the way he fights—determined and agile.
His lips part against mine, a sharp exhale escaping him when I fist my hands into the collar of his armor, yanking him even closer.
It's still not close enough.
The edges of our chest plates grind together with a metallic scrape, sending a shiver through me. Keith doesn't seem to notice, hands sliding lower to find the dark gray, flexible skin-tight underlayer of my armor.
His fingers dig into it like he's trying to rip through the material just to touch me.
A breathless gasp escapes me when he shifts his knee, the pressure sparking heat that spreads like wildfire through my veins. Foreign tingles and sensations burst within me from the friction, a needy ache pooling between my legs, and instinct takes over.
My hips roll against him, seeking more, chasing relief, but he tightens his grip around my waist, keeping me pinned in place as he deepens the kiss.
A low chuckle vibrates against my lips, and his tongue brushes against mine, tasting, teasing, igniting something deeper.
My head spins, heart pounds, and breath comes in short, uneven gasps.
I break away, tipping my head back against the stone wall, greedily gulping in air.
Keith doesn't waste any time, lips moving to my jaw to trail heated kisses down the column of my throat. He finds the exposed skin beneath the edge of my collar, and his breath is hot against me, even as the cool air nips at the damp trail he leaves behind.
My fingers sink into his hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp, and he shudders at the touch.
He takes the opening I offer as I tilt my head, lips moving to the sensitive spot beneath my jaw.
Pleasure hazes my senses, and my mouth falls open as I whisper his name.
Every press of his mouth against my skin sends another wave of ecstasy rippling through me, making my fingers tighten in his hair, needing something to hold onto.
A deep sound rumbles in the back of his throat in response—a low, hungry moan that makes me reply in kind.
Our armor awkwardly clangs again, and the pleasure blurs, pulling me back to reality.
"Quiznak," Keith mutters against my skin, his voice rough, full of frustration. His forehead drops to my shoulder as he exhales raggedly. "I've waited two years to kiss you like this, and this stupid armor is in the way."
A breathless laugh escapes me, my cheeks burning. "Easy, Mullet," I tease, grinning as I tilt my head back to look at him. "Do you really wanna take my armor off right now?"
Keith huffs, nipping at my jaw in retaliation before pulling back just enough to meet my gaze. His eyes are dark, pupils blown wide, his flushed face streaked with dirt and smudges from the journey.
He looks like a mess, and somehow, it only makes him more beautiful.
Biting the inside of my bottom lip, my eyes trace over his more mature features as I stare at him through fluttering lashes.
Stars above, thank you.
His mouth slackens as he stares at me, flushed lips almost bruised from all the kissing.
"We should—" He swallows hard, his voice hoarse like he's forcing himself to think past the haze of desire clouding his mind. "We should probably get moving."
I nod, but the movement is sluggish and reluctant. My fingers drift up to his hair, smoothing out the dark strands mussed from my touch.
"Yeah," I reply; the word barely escapes, breathless and weightless, carried away by the breeze.
We simply stare at each other, and quiet admiration sparkles in his eyes under the dim light of the cave.
His forehead presses against mine, and the warmth of him seeps into me. His thumb traces over the bow of my top lip before gliding down the curve of my bottom one, a small smile playing on his own lips.
I blink up at him, trying to steady my breathing, but it's impossible when he's so close. "Lance's right." My soft smile widens playfully, and his thumb pauses. "This growth spurt has done wonders for you."
Keith's brows draw together, his expression flattening instantly, and he rolls his eyes. "I'm gonna pretend you didn't mention Lance after we made out." He steps back, his hands slipping from my waist slowly as he bends to retrieve my discarded helmet.
The loss of his warmth is almost jarring, but I force myself to compartmentalize it.
We can't waste any more time kissing—not when we still have to save Shiro. Not when we have to make it back to the Paladins and figure out what to do about Romelle. Not when I have to save Lotor.
He hesitates for the briefest moment before handing it to me, his fingers brushing against mine as I take it.
"Are we... okay?" he asks, his voice quieter now.
"I don't know," I admit, shrugging. I put the helmet back on and fully cover my face. "But I want to be."
He nods, accepting that answer even if it isn't the reassurance he wants. He picks up his helmet and puts it back on.
"Come on," he says, adjusting it. His voice is steadier. "Let's save Shiro."
I nod and start walking, my steps brisk, trying to shake off the residual heat rooted in my stomach.
The cave walls rise around us, and our footsteps echo softly as we fall into step beside each other, our breathing evening out.
Keith tugs at the underlayer of his Paladin armor, shifting uncomfortably. I catch the motion from the corner of my eye, and when I glance at him, I don't miss the dark red flush creeping up his neck.
I let out a short breath, something between a laugh and a sigh. "You good there, Mullet?"
His gaze snaps to me, then flicks away just as quickly. "I'm fine," he mutters, clearing his throat.
I press my lips together, hiding a smirk as I let my gaze drop lower. His hands are very strategically positioned in front of him, obscuring most of my view. My own face warms. "Looks like you're having a hard time."
He shoots me a glare, rolling his eyes. "I'm fine," he insists again, but his voice is tight, almost strangled.
"Uh-huh. Sure." I hum, tilting my head as I keep walking. "You know, there's lots of stuff I want to do with you, Mullet."
Keith's boots catch on the uneven ground, and he barely manages to keep himself from face-planting into the cave floor as he stumbles. He grunts, quickly regaining his footing, and the stern look he throws me only makes my smirk widen.
"What?" I grin, relishing the reaction. "I meant sparring. Obviously." I pause. "Unless you were thinking of something else?"
His jaw tightens, and he stares ahead, determinedly not looking at me. "No. Sparring. Obviously."
"Oh, good." I bite my lip, barely holding back my laughter. "Because I was thinking, after we save Shiro and figure out what to do about Lotor and Romelle, we could go a few rounds when we get back to the Castle. You know, work up a sweat. Try out a few new positions."
He stiffens mid-step.
I press on, voice dripping with false innocence. "Of course, we'll have to make sure no one interrupts us. Just you and me, in a nice, private space—"
"(Y/N)," Keith grits out, voice strained. "We are on a mission."
"I know, I know," I say breezily, waving a hand. "I'm just saying, you're always so tense afterward. A little one-on-one could really help you unwind."
"Whatever." His stride quickens, as if putting more distance between us will somehow save him.
I pick up my pace, easily matching his longer strides. "I mean, think about it," I continue, my voice light and ribbing. "Just you and me, alone, pushing each other to our limits. Testing each other's endurance."
He shifts again, subtly adjusting his stance as he walks.
"Can we please focus on saving Shiro?" His voice is dangerously thin.
The teasing dies down, and I shake my head, refocusing. "Right," I say, voice quieter. "The mission comes first."
Keith sighs, the tension in his shoulders easing as he glances at me from the corner of his eye. "You can tease me more later. I know how much you love it."
"Oh, I absolutely do." A small, sly smile spreads on my lips, and I nod. "But I'll behave now. For your sake."
He exhales in relief. "Thank you, (N/N)."
I wink, unable to help it. "You're welcome, Mullet."
Keith shakes his head, and I steal another glance at him.
Even under the dim cave lighting, the flush on his face lingers.
He is so—
He clears his throat beside me. "You okay?"
The question catches me off guard. My head snaps toward him. "What?"
"You keep looking at me." His lips twitch, but his expression remains neutral. "Do you want to talk about something?"
I scoff, rolling my eyes. "Oh, please. Don't act like you're all composed now."
Keith shrugs, tilting his head. "I mean, I'm not the one bringing up 'new positions' in the middle of a mission."
My mouth falls open, my face burning. "That was a joke!"
He hums noncommittally. "Sure."
I narrow my eyes and grumble, "Unbelievable."
Keith smirks, smugness radiating off of him. He knows exactly what he's doing.
The bastard.
I hesitate, chewing my lip, heart hammering harder than it should. "But... there was something actually."
He glances at me.
I inhale, steadying myself, nerves twisting into something bolder. "Just so you know," I say quietly but clearly, "when all of this is over—when the war's done, and we're not fighting for our lives every damn tick—I want to know what it feels like. To really be with you."
|••••••••••|
Eventually, when we round a corner, the cave leads downward to a mine shaft elevator with striped purple lights.
We step up the grated ramp, the faintest vibration pulsing beneath our feet.
My gaze sweeps over the steel walls, and I tilt my head.
"What is this place?" I ask. "Some sort of secret facility?"
Keith shrugs and studies the surroundings. He stops in front of the handprint pad and presses his palm against it.
A soft beep sounds, and with a hiss, the elevator doors slide open.
He steps in first, and I follow.
The doors seal behind us with an unsettling finality, and my eyes linger on them, a frown tugging at my lips.
Something's wrong.
As we begin to descend, Keith shifts, rolling his shoulders back.
"Do you feel that?" he asks, voice low as he hovers near his knife. "Something feels off."
I pause, closing my eyes, straining to listen beyond the steady whir of the elevator.
Something does feel off.
It's a subtle pull on my awareness, but the deeper we go, the stronger it gets.
What's waiting for us here?
My hand travels down instinctively, and I pull out my bayard, powering it on. Both blades gleam from the light that permeates the space through the small, open windows surrounding the top.
The elevator slows, its mechanics letting out clunky noises before the doors glide open.
Keith hesitates, then steps forward, his eyes widening. I follow behind him and grip the shaft tighter.
We step onto a platform surrounded by open atmosphere, the white, grayscale planet glowing beneath us.
Stars litter the vacuum of space, forming a backdrop against the massive metallic structure that casts deep shadows against the darkness. Rows of cylindrical pods stand beneath it. The machine seems to be a sort of dispenser, but it's shut off, and no sentries are standing guard.
There aren't any life forms around us.
Something is definitely wrong here.
I pull up my bracer and power on the screen, scanning the area.
Keith looks around with furrowed brows, taking in everything as we walk, until we reach the end of the walkway. His hand lifts slowly, and he presses his palm against the smooth glass of the nearest pod.
A burst of purple light flares to life, and I jolt back, swallowing hard.
Inside the pod, motionless and pale, lies Shiro.
His eyes are closed. The dark gray and black undersuit clings to his frame, accentuating the unnatural, eerie stillness of his body. He looks suspended between sleep and death, trapped in some liminal state.
The glow of the pod casts long shadows over his features, highlighting the sharp angles of his face, and his black hair clings to his forehead.
No scar mars the bridge of his nose, no sign of the battles etched into the man I remember.
He looks untouched, untested, a stranger wearing his shape.
Another pod powers on.
And another.
And another.
The light spreads in a domino effect, illuminating more identical figures.
My stomach churns, and my bracer beeps quietly.
Every single one of these clones is alive.
Keith exhales roughly, and his fingers tremble against the glass. "How—" His voice catches. He swallows hard, shaking his head, eyes darting from pod to pod. "How many clones are there?"
"I—"
"Hello, Keith," a low voice says. "(Y/N)."
I whip my head around and gulp.
Keith stiffens beside me. "Huh?" His head snaps toward the voice.
Shiro stands mere feet away, his posture rigid, his arms hanging loosely at his sides, but nothing is welcoming about it. His eyes are narrowed, and the bright pink hasn't faded from his irises since he fled the Castle Ship.
He takes slow, deliberate steps forward.
Keith strategically places himself in front of me, shifting his stance into a defensive one, shoulders squared. "Shiro, it's gonna be okay."
"Yes, I know."
He keeps his voice steady. "We just have to get back to the Castle."
Shiro's eyes darken, head dipping low as his voice drops into a growl. "We are not going anywhere!"
He breaks out into a run, and Keith reacts instantly, powering on his shield just as Shiro's glowing prosthetic arm activates. He lunges into the air and connects with the shield, sending both of us flying backward.
The platform tilts beneath me as I slide, barely catching myself before flipping onto my back.
Keith grits his teeth, shoving himself up just in time to block another crushing strike.
Power crackles where Shiro's arm slams against the shield, the pressure forcing Keith's back into the control panel behind him.
Sparks burst from the machinery, electricity fizzing.
Keith dodges just as Shiro's fist swings toward his face, and the momentum carries Shiro forward, his fist colliding with the control panel instead.
It shatters in a burst of static and sparks.
My breath stutters, and I whip my head around, breaking away from the fight while my heart pounds.
All around us, pods open slowly, letting out various clones.
Oh, quiznak.
Shiro doesn't hesitate; his focus locked onto Keith, his movements swift. He swings his glowing arm, slicing through the air.
Keith parries, bringing up his knife just in time to deflect the attack. He barely has time to brace before a powerful, crushing fist slams into his chest, sending him flying off the edge of the platform.
"Keith!" My voice rips from my throat as I sprint forward, skidding to the railing.
Shiro leaps after him.
Below, Keith twists midair, flinging himself toward the descending stairs to break his fall. He lands hard, rolling into a crouch before pushing to his feet. His knife transforms, elongating into a sword.
Meanwhile, Shiro lands on the lower platform with a thunderous boom, dust and debris soaring around him in a dark gray cloud.
Keith straightens, his grip tightening around the sword, and his gaze locks on Shiro, whose prosthetic arm forms a pink sword.
My focus returns to the clones.
They emerge without weapons, their right arms made of flesh, but that doesn't make them any less dangerous.
I grip the shaft of my bayard tighter, bouncing back and forth on my feet to elevate my heartbeat and ready myself. My heart pumps faster, sending oxygen-rich blood to my muscles.
Each pair of hollow, soulless eyes fixates on me, and I take one deep breath.
They aren't Shiro. I can kill them.
The first clone lunges, and I react on instinct, my body recognizing the fight-or-flight situation.
They're not him.
Fight, or be killed.
I pivot on my heel, twisting my bayard in a tight arc to intercept his incoming strike, and drive my weight forward, slamming the shaft against his knee.
The joint snaps sideways with a loud pop, and he crumples with a ragged gasp, but I don't give him time to recover.
I lift one bladed end and bring it down on his throat, pressing hard. The sharpened metal carves through flesh, muscle, and vertebrae until it peeks through his jaw.
Warm blood spatters across my hands, and I yank the staff free, the slick red sheen gleaming against the ore and metal.
Another clone is already on me, and I duck under his punch, thrusting the bayard forward and driving it deep between his ribs. The impact is solid, bone-crunching beneath my strength.
His body jerks and his mouth parts in a soundless gasp before I twist the blade and rip it free, sending a dark spray across the floor.
A third clone barrels into me from behind, his fist slamming into my stomach with immense strength. Air wrenches from my lungs in a violent gasp, and for a moment, flashes of white blur my vision.
I stagger but refuse to fall.
He swings again, but I twist away, bringing my bayard up in a wild, reckless slash. The blade slices deeply through his shoulder, and he snarls, yanking off my helmet. My head jerks back with the force of it, but I use the opening.
Heart hammering, I flip away and land lightly on my feet.
Across from me, the clone hurls my helmet, and my chest heaves.
There's a movement to my left as a fourth clone feints, drawing my attention, while the third strikes again, aiming a brutal punch toward my side. I twist at the last tick, narrowly avoiding it, but then another clone swings a roundhouse kick toward my head.
Quiznak these damn quiznaking clones.
I duck, feeling the rush of air as his foot passes just inches away from my skull.
Using the momentum of my crouch, I explode upward, ramming a blade through his chin with a wet, sickening crunch, and his head snaps back violently.
The other clone lunges at me, and I shoot up, wrapping an arm around the back of his neck, yanking him closer, and sinking my teeth into his throat.
Skin tears beneath the force of my bite as my jaw clamps down with all the strength I have, ripping through the pharyngeal and laryngeal muscles. Thick blood spills into my mouth, coating my tongue in salt and iron.
The clone spasms violently, his fingers clawing at my arms, trying to pry me off, but I don't let go. I bite down harder, protruding my fangs and twisting my head like an animal tearing flesh from bone.
A sickening, wet crunch fills the air as I rip through his trachea, tearing it free from his throat in a grisly mess of muscle and ligaments.
He makes a horrible, garbled sound as his body convulses. His mouth opens and closes like he's trying to scream, but nothing comes out, and his hands reach uselessly to the ruin of his throat, blood spilling between his fingers.
I spit the torn, glistening mess onto the floor and wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, smearing warm blood across my cheek.
My breath comes in ragged, hungry gulps, and the clone sways before collapsing with a dull, lifeless thud.
I lift my gaze to the others waiting. Watching.
Fight, or be killed.
Blood drips from my lips, teeth gleaming, bared in something that isn't quite a smile. I spit to the side and roll my shoulders, muscles coiling, ready to unleash more violence.
"Eu pal sa vaes," I rasp, voice rough as I lock onto more clones. "I will kill you all."
My grip tightens around my bayard, and it transforms, shifting from a double-bladed staff into a sharply curved scythe, its shiny blade slick with blood, dripping onto the floor with soft pitter-patters.
My eyes linger on the blood surrounding me, and I inhale deeply, allowing it to consume my entire being.
There is no guilt, no remorse, as I cut each clone down one by one.
Everything starts to blur.
My muscles scream for rest, for mercy, but there is none left to give. I push through the fire in my limbs and the ache in my bones. Blood coats my hands, clings to my skin, and soaks into my hair, turning the strands into damp, sticky clumps against my sweat-slick face.
I don't know how many I've killed anymore, and I don't stop to count.
The bodies pile up around me, a grotesque graveyard of Shiros. Their hollow eyes stare at nothing, and my chest heaves.
Keith's roar echoes through the facility, and I move to the edge of the platform to see him holding Shiro against the rail, their swords clashing.
"That's the Keith I remember," Shiro comments, smirking.
Fangs protrude as Keith grits his teeth and leans in closer; his eyes narrow, their sclera a yellowish hue, and pupils constricted to slits.
When he blinks, the Galra features are gone, like he's snapped out of it.
Shiro takes the opening and flings his sword out of the way. It plants into the metal floor, and Keith ducks, narrowly missing the sword swinging at his head.
Keith dives with a forward somersault, grabbing the sword to continue the fight, and Shiro pushes him back onto a shelf. He jerks away, groaning as he ducks his head to escape.
The sword connects with the metal, melting it, and it topples over, creating a barrier between them.
I rush down the stairs as sparks and fire burst from the impact.
"Shiro, I know you're in there," Keith says, his voice cracking. "You made a promise once. You told me you'd never give up on me."
"And I should have abandoned you just like your parents did," Shiro snarls out. "They saw that you were broken. Worthless. I should've seen it, too."
I take a step closer, and Keith's hands shake. "We're not leaving here without you."
"Actually, neither of us are leaving."
"Huh?" Keith and I say at the same time, our voices overlapping.
A bright pink light surges from the machine above us as it slowly powers on.
I turn around, and my eyes widen.
Okay, so not a pod dispenser.
"It's an ion cannon," I whisper, my voice barely audible over the electric charge building above us.
Keith takes a double-take as he looks at me, and the cannon ruptures with violent, pink energy.
A strangled gasp wrenches my attention back to Shiro.
Beyond the shelf, his prosthetic arm glows stronger, and he cries out in agony and crumples, collapsing face-first onto the floor.
"Shiro!" Keith exclaims, panic seeping through.
"Are you okay?" I call out, frantic.
Shiro's fingers twitch, and the metal beneath him brightens, the energy surging up his arm in a wild, unpredictable rush. A high-pitched whine rings through the air as a directionless laser fires.
Keith and I dive, fingers scrambling against the railing as the shot slices through the ion cannon, through the pods, through the very asteroid anchoring this place. A tremor shakes the platform, and the stench of scorched metal floods my senses.
A chunk of rock breaks off and plummets into the planet's atmosphere.
I'm panting, and the world tilts.
Keith's hand finds my cheek, a tremor in his fingers as he takes in all the blood coating my body. "(Y/N), are you hurt?"
I shake my head, gripping the railing tighter. "It's not mine."
Shiro yells, firing his arm.
We react quickly, running off the platform. My eyes widen as we land and Shiro fires again.
Keith tugs me back just as another violent blast rips through the space we stood on before. The energy slams into the rows of pods behind us, shattering their glass and fracturing their metal.
The force shudders the platform, metal groaning before it gives way entirely, collapsing as the rock is sliced.
Wires snap, and the floor vanishes beneath us.
I gasp as we slide downward, gravity yanking us toward the abyss below. Above, two pods, now detached, twist midair before hurtling straight toward us.
"Look out!" I exclaim.
Keith's hand tightens around mine. "Hold on!"
He pulls hard, yanking us off the collapsing platform and sending us into freefall.
Wind rushes past, stealing the breath from my lungs. My grip on his hand tightens, too afraid to let go.
Keith grunts, muscles straining as his free hand shoots out, fingers catching onto the bar of another platform just before we're lost to the void.
His arm jerks violently, the impact sending a shudder through his frame, and a pained groan rumbles in his throat, but he doesn't let go.
I dangle below him, one hand locked around his wrist, the other clutching my powered-off bayard. My heart hammers as I glance down at the planet and the pieces falling down.
The sight below twists my stomach.
Keith's fingers tighten around the bar, and his muscles tremble with strain, sweat lining his brow, but his grip on me never wavers.
His eyes dart between mine, wild and searching. "I need you to climb up," he says, voice taut.
I nod, adjusting my grip, but my fingers are slick with sweat and blood.
The moment I shift my balance, my foot scrapes uselessly against the smooth metal, and my stomach clenches. "Keith, I—"
"You can do this," he insists, urgency lacing every syllable. "I've got you."
Gritting my teeth, I force myself to move, arms shaking, muscles burning. My hand fumbles for Keith's armor, and I pull, trying to shift my weight.
I push up, and he hisses as the motion strains him further, but he adjusts, bracing against my weight as I finally manage to latch onto his arm with both hands.
"There you go," he breathes. "Good. Keep going."
I press up against his torso and claw my way toward the platform above.
The wind howls around us, and Keith grunts, straining as the tremors in his arm grow more pronounced.
His breath hitches against my ear. "Hurry."
I swing my leg up, the heel of my boot catching on the bar.
I can do this. One more push. One more pull.
I finally heave myself up onto the ledge, rolling onto solid ground. Relief crashes through me, and I twist immediately, reaching down as his hold slips.
"No, no, I've got you!" My fingers hook onto him, and with everything left in me, I pull.
The heels of my boots dig into the floor. With one last burst of strength, he kicks off the air beneath him, swinging up just enough for me to haul him onto the platform.
We collapse in a tangled heap, chests heaving. The metal beneath us is solid, but the tremors haven't stopped. The whole place is still coming apart.
We're running out of time.
Keith turns his head toward me, his forehead resting against mine as his breath fans across my skin, quick and uneven. His eyes flicker, and suddenly, a breathless laugh escapes him. "That was way too close."
I exhale weakly, something between a laugh and a sob. "You think?"
Eyes softening, he doesn't move away, wiping the blood from my mouth to lean in and press a shaky kiss against my lips.
It's desperate and fleeting, his mouth crushing against mine like he's afraid of losing me even in the span of a breath. The kiss lingers, pressed harder, almost bruising, before he finally breaks away. He rolls onto his back and pants, eyes squeezed shut, chest heaving as if he's run miles.
The Blade knife protrudes from the floor a few feet away from us, and Keith groans as he crawls toward it, but Shiro lands feet firmly in front of him, blocking his path.
I swallow hard and flip onto my stomach, straining to move.
Vision swimming, my hands clench into fists as I slowly lift myself up.
Shiro's prosthetic arm shifts into a sword, and he raises it to cut through Keith, but he grips his knife and blocks the blow.
My eyes widen as I cough and reach out with a shaking hand to grab my bayard. Sweat trickles down, blurring my vision and stinging my eyes.
"Shiro, please," Keith struggles to say, grunting as he presses further. "You're my brother. I love you."
His gaze hardens as he leans down and mutters, "Just let go, Keith. You don't have to fight anymore. By now, the team's already gone. I saw to it myself."
Keith lets out agonizing groans of pain as Shiro's blade sears into his right cheek, the smell of burning flesh filling the air. He screams and activates the black bayard, raising the sword to his prosthetic arm and cutting it off.
Shiro shouts, sucking in a deep breath, and stumbles back as Keith stands, gripping both weapons, his chest heaving, eyes shimmering with unshed tears.
I force myself to his side, my knees buckling as I hobble over. Shiro collapses onto his knees and looks up, meeting our eyes.
"Keith..." His voice is so soft, his eyes full of pain and regret. "(Y/N)..."
"It's not your fault," I manage, lifting my hands to press them against his temples. Blue light emanates from my palms. "Everything is going to be okay."
But the ion cannon bursts into a powerful ball of fire, breaking free, and the wires holding the platform snap.
Keith's eyes widen as he leaps to grab both of us.
Shiro's head lolls, and he passes out.
I struggle to remain conscious, exhaustion finally catching up to me.
As the rest of the facility collapses, we dangle.
Keith's knife pierces metal, and his hand grips mine as I hold onto Shiro.
He breathes heavily, straining to keep us up with his trembling arm, but his fingers lock around mine like letting go isn't an option.
The metal creaks under the strain of his knife, embedded in what little remains of the platform above.
Every muscle in my body screams, but I don't loosen my hold on either of them.
"(Y/N)." Keith's voice is breathless. "You have to climb. Now."
"I can't." My vision swims, my arms quake, and my fingers feel like they're ticks from failing me. I swallow hard, my vision flickering. "I think—I think we're gonna die here."
"No, we're not. Climb," he insists, his voice breaking. "Please."
I look down.
There's nothing left to do but fall.
I let out a shuddering breath, my lips quivering, and gulp, trying to keep the tears from falling. "I love you, Keith."
His breath hitches, and his grip on me tightens. "Don't." His voice is raw, desperate. "Don't say it like that. Not like it's goodbye."
The metal groans again, and I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to block out the vertigo, the burning in my limbs.
"I mean it," I whisper. "I love you with all that I am, Keith. Forever and a day. I love you."
Keith's face twists into something painful, laced with frustration. "Damn it, (Y/N)!"
The sheer fear in his eyes guts me, and I give him a small, watery smile. "Meeting you has been one of the best things that's ever happened to me."
"Shut up," he snaps, voice breaking. "Just—Just climb, damn it. Please."
I close my eyes, my voice wavering as I whisper dolefully, "May the light from the stars in space guide us to High Priestess Marmora, and may goddess Ara protect us. For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return. Let us have a safe journey into the afterlife."
As I open my eyes, Keith's jaw clenches, determination protruding through his grief.
"I'll do it," he declares.
"What?"
He adjusts his grip, shaking with the effort. "I'll pull both of you up."
"Keith, you can't—"
"I can," he interrupts gruffly. "I have to. I'm not giving up on either of you."
His left arm shakes, and he shouts as he pulls us up, but the knife slides through the metal.
We're barely hanging on now.
He glances down at us, and his jaw quivers, eyes turning sorrowful. His throat bobs as he whispers, "Don't let go."
"I won't," I whisper. "I promise."
Grief overwhelms me, seeping into my bones and coiling around my heart.
I have always welcomed death—begged for it—and yet, in the face of it, I am terrified.
I am not ready to return to the stars.
I don't want this to be the end.
I don't want to die.
The rest of the facility explodes, breaking the final wires holding the platform free, and Keith's knife loosens from it, sending us into freefall.
A scream tears from my throat, icy wind howling in my ears as we plummet into the white abyss below.
I hold onto Shiro, afraid he'll slip from my grasp, and Keith's eyes widen wildly.
My fingers tighten around his wrist, and he twists midair, angling toward me.
Suddenly, his hand is on my face, cupping my cheek. His thumb strokes the side of my face, an absurdly small, ordinary thing in the middle of the chaos.
He stares at me, eyes boring into mine, full of every unsaid promise. "I love you."
My throat is tight. Tears are frozen in the corners of my eyes, stolen by the wind as they travel. My hand finds his and clings to it as I sniffle.
"I love you," I reply.
His lips crash into mine in a desperate, searing kiss, filled with so much emotion that my chest constricts.
I think of small, stupid things we'll never get to do, of the sweets we'll never buy, of the lazy mornings I imagined we'd steal from our futures, of the peaceful happiness we were never granted.
We part for breath and kiss again, because kissing is all we have left.
"Promise me one thing," Keith says between kisses, voice hoarse.
"What?" I manage.
"That you remember this." He presses his forehead to mine, thumb tracing my cheekbone as if memorizing me one final time. "When you're—when we're not... when... wherever, don't forget this." His face crumples in the way it does when he's trying to hold back a fiercer grief. "Don't forget us."
A strange calm settles over me, clear and inevitable. "I won't ever not know you," I whisper, the promise surprising me by how steady it is. "I vow to the stars above—I will see you again, my love."
Keith squeezes my hand, and a blinding white light consumes my vision.
Everything vanishes.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 30 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆keith's plan that he was formulating while going back to the team:
1. try to calm romelle down
2. figure out how to tell y/n what he saw/what romelle told them
3. find team, hug y/n, and break the news
4. introduce team to krolia, romelle, and space wolf
5. throw lotor in a containment cell so they can figure things out (and maybe romelle too HAHA)
6. kiss y/n☆
☆things went from 0 to 100 really quickly, and we can all thank Honerva for it☆
☆part of me feels really bad for Romelle cause the girl didn't think things would escalate so quickly. she's angry (rightfully so tbh) and maybe she shouldn't have shot Lotor, but she's blinded by her grief. she has these large feelings and lashes out because of them, wanting to hurt lotor for how he's hurt her. when she shot lotor, she wasn't really thinking about the consequences of her actions☆
☆the "stand by me" comment alludes to ch. 9's y/n x Sendak scene☆
☆clone shiro: *waiting*
y/n and keith: *argue and make out*
clone shiro: "where are they? what's taking them so long?"☆
☆y/n's bayard transformation alludes to ch. 6's nightmare scene with The Reaper. since she killed him, she's technically "The Reaper" now so she has a scythe 😁 allura says that the altean broadsword lance gets shows that he has greatness within after he's struggling with feeling isolated from the team, so y/n gets a scythe to show she has greatness within after struggling with feelings of not being enough☆
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i don't know why i said it's kinda silly. it's actually kinda sad AHAHA
maybe in round 2 edits, i'll slow down their argument scene and tease it out more. they say lots of stuff and they can probably say more stuff.
sorry if the make out scene seems out of place, i am in fact a mood writer and i was in the mood 🙂↕️ keith reaaaalllllyyyyy wanted to kiss y/n but his mama, pet, and refugee were kinda peeking and he doesn't seem like a fan of PDA in *that* way (he's also traumatized from Lotor walking in on them) so they did a cutesy kiss.
they deserved a raunchy-esk kiss in this chapter 😁
fighting scenes are super fun to watch and even read, but not super fun to write. this being said, i think s6 e5 is one of my favorite VLD fight scenes because it breaks my heart and mends it simultaneously (listening to Wise Man writing this chapter shattered me). shiro and keith's brotherly bond is one of my favorite things in the entire series. it genuinely makes me tear up every time i watch it because keith is put in such a tough position and shiro is struggling and there's nothing left for them but to fall.
i was gonna do more after their fall, but i think it'll be better as a separate chapter. this felt like a natural cut-off point. i also miss writing cliffhangers, so mwahaha 🍽️
y/n and Keith both have abandonment issues (the space whale with krolia did help Keith), and he's scared she's going hard-core shut down because he'd do the same, so that's why he's trying so hard to get her to open up to him. that hour of flying in silence was a necessary moment of respite and I feel like they don't do terribly alone, but Keith spent two years unable to talk to her, so that's why he's so desperate to. y/n is stubborn, so she refuses to reach out despite knowing this.
life update. can i just say how freeing it's been cold turkey-ing Duolingo? I had a 712-day-long streak and i ended it on 02/25/25 and it was just so much pressure for no reason?? i can practically taste sunshine and rainbows now. i hate that stupid green owl (their social media pages are still fun though haha). oh oh and I LOVEEE the VLD official tiktok page. they're so funny.
sugar waxed my thighs this time and waxing is just not for me but i power through cause i don't mind body hair, but i also don't want it 😵💫 me and my sissy went shoe shopping and did show and tell with my dad and i honestly feel like i'm 5 again 😭 so fun. my mom liked the shoes I bought and hung out with some friends so today is a win in my book 😋
Chapter 31: The Hands of a Killer
Summary:
y/n gets another dream. tender keith x y/n moments :)
the equivalent of the first few minutes of season 6, episode 6.
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Notes:
before we get started, i just have a question regarding smut. this fic *is* marked as Mature for the violence, but the make-out scenes have been mildly graphic. the scene🍋 from old VTLL was written in July 2023 and it was fade to black. I kinda want to do something similar because not everyone enjoys reading smut. there are a few options: 1. what’s already written/fade to black, 2. not fade to black, but heavily suggested. think lyrical/wordy, like “The Queen of Nothing,” 3. lyrical again, but a bit more explicit, like “Divine Rivals” or “One Dark Window.” i don’t think i’m gonna be able to do explicit smut like “Fourth Wing” but never say never.
the archer x not strong enough probably would’ve fitted better ch. 30, but this is kinda like ch. 30.5 so 😁 i skimmed ch. 30 again and tell me why i’ve spotted at least two mistakes/typos already. it’s so annoying AHHHH sigh it’s okay🧍🏻♀️i think this is why i haven’t been rereading v2 that much cause i need self-control not to edit just yet.
Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus is my jam I LOVE Annika and Aidan’s relationship 🍽️🍽️🍽️ watching this movie as a girl set the trajectory of my life tbh. enemies to lovers, banter, dialogue, forced proximity, their dynamic—i love it all.
I love sassy men. Alexander (the MMC of one of my WIPs) is a sassy man and when i tell y’all i squeal and giggle writing him, i’m not even kidding. frothing at the mouth and kicking my feet. and READING sassy men?? even better. gimme the banter gimme the wit gimme the dry humor gimme the yearning. a simp with an attitude if you will 🙂↕️ i need to read more sassy MMCs (i haven’t read ONE actual book in 2025 i need to force myself to read SOMETHING). if i end up not updating VTLL until mid/late April, it’s cause i went back to writing something else or i finally started reading again. idk if keith counts as a “sassy man” but he’s got some pretty funny lines 😋 VTLL Keith is kinda all over the place. speaking of all over the place, ch. 31 is all over the place.
the reason why i mention this wip is because it inspired a scene that happens a little later. non-sexual intimacy in books is one of my favorite things, and I feel like we haven’t had much in VTLL (or maybe we have and i just can’t get enough of it). if i haven’t said it enough, y/n and keith love each other. the two make-out scenes, keith getting 🧱 up, dirty jokes, etc., are fun, but the intimacy here is gonna be more vulnerable. i am a corny wimp.
is she gonna straddle him? well… yeah 🧍🏻♀️
when they were falling at the end of ch. 30, they thought they were going to die. y/n is borderline numb from the amount of killing she’s just done. she’s a warrior and has a lot of Galra values, but she struggles to take lives since she was forced to kill during her time as a prisoner. she’s thorough and skilled when she kills (not hesitating while she does it), but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t feel guilty about it *after* the fact (even though they were just clones). i don’t think that makes her weak, i think it makes her complex. when the bodies are piled up and the adrenaline has faded, she is left alone with blood on her hands and fearing what she is. y/n means it when she says that there is nothing she wouldn’t do for the people she cares about, and she kills the clones so keith doesn’t have to *because* of how deeply she cares for him. she carries the burden for him because she can’t imagine being put in a position where she has to kill Lotor (little does she know). y/n sacrifices *so much* and now she is exhausted, covered in blood, and detached from the carnage she caused before the facility collapsed.
every time she has large-scale killed, those voices are in her head, she’s staring at her hands, and she’s alone buttt she’s not alone this time cause Keith’s right here. Keith, who didn’t even judge her for being half-Galra or Zarkon’s daughter when it was revealed in ch. 13 😁 he’s been *so* down bad for her, but he respects her too. their relationship is so much more than physical and i love it.
y/n thinks in ch. 15, “Vulnerability has never been easy for me,” and Keith in the VLD vlogs says, “Maybe I’m naturally untrusting because my mom left me, and so instead of accepting people into my life, I push them away before they reject me.” Feelings scare both of them, but they push themselves out of that avoidance because they love one another. i hope these scenes aren’t too OOC.
indie folk is one of my favorite genres to listen to and I’ve conditioned myself to think of my WIP when listening to it, and I was listening to it while writing this chapter. The vibes might not be cohesive with a VLD fanfic so 🧍🏻♀️this chapter might get cut. i’m not sure, we’ll see. it’s just what i felt like writing now.
enjoy!!!!! <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"I've been the archer
I've been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling?
But who could stay?
(I see right through me, I see right through me)
Who could stay?
Who could stay?
Who could stay?
You could stay
You could stay
You"
Taylor Swift, The Archer
"I don't know why I am the way I am"
boygenius, Not Strong Enough
"There is not one hair of you
That I would rearrange
I love you the way you are
And that will never change"
The Princess and the Pauper, The Cat's Meow
"I'm always pushing you away from me
But you come back with gravity
And when I call, you come home"
Phoebe Bridgers, I Know the End
Your POV:
"Once upon a time, before the moon kissed the ground, the elements drifted within the atmosphere under the great sky."
A feminine voice, soft as moss, echoes through the haze—distant yet warm, laced with a tenderness that pulls at something deep within me. A familiar scent rises in the air—Altean juniberry flowers, sweet and heady, mingling with the delicate perfume of Daibazaalian violets.
Fragrance wraps around me like an embrace, and the scene begins to take shape.
The cottage from my dreams materializes, its wooden shingles brighter. Its stone brick walls are bathed in the flickering glow of candlelight, and wooden beams above creak with the slow breath of the wind.
Sheer, light pink curtains ripple in the breeze that slips through the open window, a fire flares in the firebox, and paint supplies surround the living areas.
Two easels are laid out, with light pencil sketches covering the canvases spread across the wooden floor, and colored pencils sprawl in sharp contrast to the brown as sheets of paper litter around them. Paint brushes and palettes are neatly arranged around the easels.
The air is thick with warmth, and the lingering scent of herbs drying above the mantel, their leaves swaying like silent watchers of the night.
This place is alive—a home full of love and happiness.
As I walk, blurry photographs hang on the walls, and a luminous nightlight catches my attention.
I round the corner and quietly open the hand-painted wooden door.
A young child nestles beneath a knit quilt blanket, her small fingers holding onto the soft fabric. Her breaths are slow, and her focus is solely on the presence beside her.
An Altean woman holds her close, the rhythmic rise and fall of her chest a lullaby all its own.
My breath catches, and I step inside, drawn in by her presence.
Eleanora.
She looks up, confusion scattering over her features, before returning her focus.
Dancing shadows sway in rhythm with the breeze filtering through the open window, flickering on the walls, as Violet blinks up at her mother, wide eyes reflecting with candlelight. Her hair is a halo of deep purple against the pillow, spilling over in unruly wisps.
“What happened next?” she asks, her voice laced with wonder.
Eleanora smiles, brushing a loose strand behind her ear. “The elements did not yet have names, nor purpose. Fire roamed free, crackling with joy, dancing across the land without direction. Water followed, shifting and changing with the seasons. Land stood still, strong and patient. Forest provided shelter and carried stories. Sky whispered those stories to the stars above.”
Violet clutches the edge of the quilt, fingers tightening. “And Time?”
“Time lay waiting.”
Her lips part. “Were they lonely?”
Eleanora hums, her fingers tracing slow, soothing circles along her arm. “Perhaps. But the stars, dearest ga'oki, saw the longing in the elements’ hearts and sent messengers to guide them.”
Violet’s breath hitches, her pupils dilating as the candle’s glow shimmers in her gaze. “Messengers of the… stars?” she whispers. “Like the stars of Gala?”
“Oh, yes.” With a nod, Eleanora’s expression softens with understanding. “The stars were given as a gift from High Priestess Marmora to guide us to Goddess Ara in the afterlife. The stars are always listening, bearing witness to what has come and what has not yet come to pass.”
Her brows knit together, lips pursed. “But what’s the point of a messenger if our destinies are already written? That doesn’t make sense.”
Eleanora’s lips curve in quiet amusement. “The stars do not dictate. They only warn. There is always a choice.”
She chews on her bottom lip, considering. “What if we make the wrong choice?”
“All choices fit in the reality we are in,” Eleanora murmurs, touching her fingertips over the points of Violet’s ears. “And there are more realities than grains of sand on the ocean’s shores.”
A wrinkle of worry creases Violet’s brow. “Are… are we in a good reality?”
“The best reality.” Eleanora’s smile turns tender as she lifts Violet’s hands and presses a gentle kiss to each knuckle. “Because we are in the reality that has given us each other.”
Violet giggles, a light sound like the ivy swaying in the wind, and her nose scrunches, dimples appearing in her cheeks.
Eleanora’s voice dips into something dreamier. “The elements followed the map, and in time, they began to find their places.”
Lashes fluttering, Violet’s fight against sleep weakens. “How do messengers look?” she mumbles, words slurring as drowsiness tugs at her.
“All messengers look different.” Eleanora watches her with an expression of love, brushing a slow hand over her cheek. “And the stars are patient, waiting for those who hear them. Perhaps one quintant, you will be blessed to see them.”
“I don’t want to be a messenger of the stars,” Violet murmurs, exhaling. “I want to be an alchemist like you, Mama.”
Eleanora leans down, pressing a lingering kiss to her forehead, and whispers, “Then that is what you shall be, dearest ga'oki.”
The bedroom door opens with a quiet click, and a man steps into the room, carrying the scent of the night’s cool air with him. Weariness pulls at his shoulders, but the sight before him strips the fatigue away.
“There you are, my pretty Atties,” he says, voice brightening with affection as he crosses to the bedside.
Kneeling, he carefully smooths the quilt beneath Violet’s chin with an affectionate smile and kisses her forehead, lingering just as Eleanora had.
Violet stirs, her lashes fluttering once more. A tired smile lights her face as she sees him. “Good night, Papa.”
“Sweet dreams, Vivi.”
Eleanora leans back against the headboard, and the candle’s glow wanes.
Outside, the night deepens, and the wind stirs, whispering secrets only the stars can hear.
I stand there, watching them fade, and a hollowness yawns inside me.
The cottage disappears, and I stand frozen, heart pounding, brain overloading with questions I never seem to get the answers to.
A voice slices through the silence, asking, “What are you doing here?”
Jolting, I spin, and my eyes widen.
You’ve got to be quiznaking kidding me.
Violet stands just a few steps away, watching me, eyes gleaming with curiosity.
Her presence is solid, the dream bending itself to make space for her.
I try to speak, but my throat tightens.
“I—” The words stick, tangled and caught in the fragile web of what was, what is, and what has just happened.
She studies me, her lips lifting with a knowing amusement. “You’re not supposed to be here, Kriensa.”
A chill rushes over me, goosebumps creeping up my arms.
“Am I dead? Is Keith—” I hesitate, forcing the words past my lips. “Is Keith dead, too?”
Violet’s laughter is featherlight, tickling the edges of my ears. “Ah,” she muses, tilting her head. “I suppose I wouldn’t know. Time doesn’t move the same way here.”
My jaw tightens. “Even in the afterlife, you’re as cryptic as ever.”
She rolls her eyes, shaking her head, and the habitual motion grinds on my nerves. “You are not dead, (Y/N). Simply unconscious.” A flicker of mirth tugs at the corners of her mouth. “Keith isn’t dead either. Not yet, anyway.”
I fold my arms over my chest, narrowing my eyes as I look at her incredulously. “Is that a joke? What’s that supposed to mean?”
Violet lets out a long sigh, then turns around and begins to walk away.
Blending into the night, she calls over her shoulder, “You shouldn’t stay.”
A pulse of panic zips through me, and my feet move before I can think. “Why?”
She stops just long enough to glance back and shrugs. “Stay, don’t stay—the choice is yours.”
My chest tightens, confusion clouding her silhouette. “I need to go to Keith.”
Violet’s smile is small and secretive, almost fond. “Then wake up.”
|••••••••••|
A dull, persistent ringing thrums in my skull, like the lingering echo of an explosion.
I guess I’m not dead?
I groan, eyelids flickering open to a hazy violet, shifting world. My vision swims before snapping into focus, and I realize I’m in the Purple Lion’s mouth.
That was close. Way too close.
The light wavers, pulsing like a heartbeat, and my own chest feels tight, every breath scraping my raw throat.
Swallowing thickly, I push up onto my elbows with stiff movements, my muscles trembling from the effort.
Blood streaks the floor beneath me, staining the metal in uneven smears.
“Stars above… you saved me,” I whisper, my voice a broken rasp. “Thank you, Violet.”
Rolling onto my stomach, I stifle a sharp cry as pain lances through my ribs. A violent cough racks my body, tearing at my throat, as I haul myself onto my knees.
The effort sends dark spots creeping into the edges of my vision, and my fingers fumble toward my bracer, shaking as I activate my comms.
(Y/N): “Mullet, are you okay? Shiro?”
Silence.
My hammering pulse pounds louder.
Five ticks pass.
(Y/N): “Keith, what’s your status? Hello?”
No response.
A knot forms in my stomach as my breaths turn shallow, coming faster and harsher.
With clumsy movements, I stagger to my feet with wobbling legs.
I force myself toward the cargo hold, numb hands yanking out a spare helmet. The weight of dried blood pulls at my hair, strands matted stiff against my skull, but I shove it on anyway.
It’s suffocating.
Gritting my teeth, I drag myself into the cockpit, fingers ghosting over the controls as I guide the Purple Lion forward.
A shudder runs through it as the docking mechanism latches onto the Black Lion.
The moment we’re secure, I check my armor, adjusting the clasps, and climb out the open hatch.
Space stretches before me, distant stars twinkling, as I engage my jetpack, propelling forward. My gaze lingers on the ruined facility in the distance—nothing but wreckage and smoke.
I slip inside the Black Lion’s hull.
“Keith?” My voice wavers. I rip off my helmet, air hitting my face. “Shiro?”
The Black Lion hums, its screen pulsing faintly, guiding me.
“Of course. Good kitty,” I murmur. “Thank you.”
My boots clang against the floor as I move toward the mouth hatch, and the moment it opens, my stomach lurches.
Two figures are motionless on the floor.
Shiro’s body is too still, while Keith’s breaths are shallow, barely there. But he’s alive.
A choked noise rises in my throat, but I shove it down and move.
Shiro first.
I hook my arms beneath his, muscles screaming as I strain to drag his weight toward the cargo hold.
Sweat beads along my brow, and my limbs quake, but I don’t stop, not until I get him upright against the wall.
The healing pod hisses open, vapor filling the air, and I push him inside.
One down. One to go.
As I return to Keith, I drop to my knees beside him, fingers fumbling at his chest plate to unlatch it.
“Keith,” I breathe. “Are you okay?”
My hands hover over his shoulders, not knowing where to touch, where it won’t hurt. His armor is scorched, his face smeared with blood and dust. Strands of hair stick to his forehead, and his lips are slightly parted, eyes closed.
His chest doesn’t move as I pull the plate off.
I pause and blink, my brows furrowing.
No rise. No fall.
Quiznak, Violet wasn’t joking.
“Hey,” I choke out, gently pressing my fingers against his pulse point, trying to find a sign of life. “Come on, Mullet. Open your eyes. Talk to me.”
Nothing.
A cold, gnawing dread burrows into my heart, and my breath catches.
My trembling fingers press harder, searching, pleading.
Thick, suffocating silence presses in.
“No, no, no.” My voice breaks, desperation seeping into me as I stare at him. “Stars above, don’t you dare.” My breath shudders. “Please. Don’t take him, too.”
I swallow the sob threatening to spill out, and set my hands over his sternum, interlocking my fingers to start compressions, the heels of my palms driving down.
“One, two,” I mutter, “three, four…”
I tip his chin up, seal my lips over his, and force air into his lungs.
Again.
Harder.
Again.
“Breathe, Keith,” I whisper, voice cracking. “Breathe. Please.”
Sweat trickles down my temple, mingling with the tears that slip freely onto his face, and my shaking fingers thread into his hair as I lean in. The blood staining my forehead smears against his, the scent of iron thick between us.
I inhale a shuddering breath, drinking in the faintest trace of his scent beneath all the blood and soot.
Focus.
I can do this.
I have to do this.
I’m not losing Keith.
His face is too pale, lips parted in a breathless stillness that doesn’t belong to him. Strands of dark hair stick to the sweat on his forehead.
My pulse pounds in my ears, deafening.
“Wake up,” I whisper hoarsely. “Please. Please, wake up.”
I pour everything into him, every ounce of energy I have left.
Keith's POV:
“Keith… Keith,” a quiet voice calls out.
I inhale sharply, my chest rising and falling in uneven gasps as I open my eyes.
What the hell? Where am I? Where’s (Y/N)?
Are we dead?
“Keith,” it says again.
A sea of endless darkness stretches before me, distant stars flickering in the vast emptiness. The space here is weightless and still, the kind that makes my stomach twist in unease. I shift on my feet, trying to find solid ground beneath me, but there is none.
I’m floating.
Something isn’t right.
My hands curl into fists, instinct screaming at me to be ready.
“Where are you, Shiro? Show yourself!” I demand.
The black bayard pulses to life in my grasp, and I clutch it tightly.
“I know this must be confusing for you.”
Mind racing, I whip around, my chest tightening.
“(Y/N)? Are you okay? Where are you?” The bayard powers on and transforms into a sword. “What is this place? Where are we, Shiro?” My voice echoes, bouncing off the stars, swallowed into the nothingness beyond. “You—You were trying to kill us. The others! You—You said you…”
A strong glow flares behind me, casting long shadows across the void.
I turn on instinct, feet pivoting swiftly, my blade raised as Shiro stands before me.
I flinch and don’t lower my bayard.
He frowns. “I’m not here to harm you.”
I don’t believe it.
“Everyone is fine. Just let me explain,” he continues. “The thing that attacked you wasn’t me. It was a clone.”
“Yeah,” I manage, my voice rough, hoarse. “We got that.”
“Since my fight with Zarkon, I’ve been here.”
“When you disappeared?”
“Yes. I didn’t know where I was or how much time had passed. My physical form was gone. I existed on another realm.” He exhales. “I died, Keith.”
Breath hitching, my mind struggles to process, to make sense of what I’m seeing, of what I’m hearing.
Shiro died?
“But the Black Lion somehow retained my essence,” Shiro continues.
I force myself to swallow, my throat suddenly dry. “Is… is that where we are?” My voice drops lower. “In the Black Lion’s consciousness?”
He nods once. “I tried to warn the others about the imposter while on Olkarion, but our connection was not strong enough…”
Shiro vanishes, dissolving into sparkling specks among the stars.
“Shiro?” My pulse spikes. “Shiro!”
Your POV:
Soft blue light spills from my hands, pulsing against Keith’s skin and seeping into his wounds. The glow illuminates his face, an eerie contrast to the blood smeared across it and the burn mark just below his right eye.
If Shiro’s sword had been a couple of centimeters higher, Keith would have lost his eye.
The burned cut begins to scar, the violent red healing at my touch.
My magic wavers, flickering like a dying flame, and my body screams in protest.
But I don’t stop. I won’t stop. I pinch my brows tightly, gritting my teeth as I push through.
Keith’s chest jerks, his body seizing as he gasps for air, and his eyes fly open—dazed and unfocused, but alive.
I freeze, breath catching in my throat and vision blurring.
I can’t move. I can’t think.
All I can do is stare.
My whole world narrows to the rise and fall of his chest, to the flicker of awareness returning to his gaze.
“(Y/N)…?” His voice is barely there, lighter than a breath.
Relief crashes through me so violently that I nearly collapse on top of him, and a sob tears itself free from my throat.
My hands touch his face, his jaw, and his shoulders, desperate to feel him, to confirm that he’s really here, afraid he might disappear if I let go.
“I thought—” I choke out between heaving breaths, pressing my forehead to his. “I thought I lost you.”
Keith blinks sluggishly, brows knitting in hazy confusion as he looks around the room. “Where’s Shiro?”
I stroke my fingers through his sweat-damp hair, feeling the warmth of him and his presence. “He’s in the pod. He’s stable.”
He exhales, relief softening his face. A ghost of a smirk tugs at the corners of his lips. “Holy shit, I feel amazing. What did you do?”
A strangled laugh bubbles up from my throat, somewhere between hysteria and disbelief. “Magic.”
As he processes, his smirk fades slightly. “I thought we were gonna die.”
“Me too,” I whisper hoarsely.
The silence stretches between us, heavy with everything we felt in those final moments before the Lions saved us.
When I reached for him in freefall, I thought it would be the last time.
Keith swallows, then slowly tries to sit up. His body trembles as he props himself on his elbows, muscles shaking with the effort. I catch him instinctively, sliding closer, one arm wrapping around his back, steadying him, and his weight slumps against me.
His uneven breath brushes my skin, and he tilts his head, lips brushing the line of my jaw.
“(Y/N)…” he murmurs. “I thought I’d never—” He swallows, unable to finish, as he blinks through the tears.
“I’m here,” I whisper, my throat raw from screaming. “We’re okay, Keith. We’re here.”
He shakes his head, the dam breaking as he pulls me astride.
I press my nose into the crook of his neck, taking in the scent of him, the heat of him, everything I thought I’d lost.
My body wracks with sobs as I cling to him, every breath a reminder that against all odds, we’re alive.
As we pull apart, his eyes are searching, scanning the dried blood that coats my face, hair, and Paladin armor.
His throat bobs. “You need to get cleaned up.”
I glance down at myself, at the dried, flaking patches of blood. I force a half-hearted shrug, exhaustion weighing down my limbs as I wipe my eyes. “It’s just some blood.”
Frowning, his jaw tightens, and his eyes, though tired, hold a plea. “Will you stop being brave for two seconds and let me help you?”
I let out a slow, shaky sigh and nod. My mind is too frayed to argue. “Fine.”
He stands first, helping me to my feet, and lingers by my waist as I sway unsteadily.
“Are you okay?” he asks, his voice softer now.
“I’m fine.”
Keith squints, clearly unconvinced, but doesn’t push it.
Quiet stretches between us as he guides me toward the bathroom, his hand ghosting over my back.
The doors hiss open, and he moves with careful precision, his fingers grazing mine as he helps me unbuckle the metal plating of my armor.
Piece by piece, the weight falls away, clattering to the floor.
My body sags in relief, left in only the skin-tight underlayer.
His hands hesitate as they brush over my wrists, lingering just a tick too long before pulling away.
The underlayer peels away slowly, sticking to my skin before slipping down my arms. My fingers tremble at the hem of my tank top, and I pull it over my head, leaving me in nothing but my underwear.
Keith’s breath hitches, and he swiftly turns, his movements stiff as he rummages through the cabinets for body soap.
His ears are tinged pink, and he clears his throat.
I bite the inside of my cheek, watching him through the mirror as he fumbles with a bottle, avoiding my reflection.
With a press of a button on the bathtub’s control panel, water begins flowing from the spout.
Keith pumps a few drops of lavender-scented body wash into the basin. Lance insists on everyone using it, claiming it reduces stress and improves mood.
The familiar scent travels into the air, soothing in a way I didn’t expect.
I wonder if the team is okay.
Is Lotor okay?
Keith glances at the pile of discarded clothes on the floor, rubbing the back of his neck. “I’m not sure what to do about clean clothes,” he admits. “Maybe Shiro’s got something in the cargo hold.”
I shake my head, meeting his gaze in the mirror. “I have our clothes in Violet. A bunch of your t-shirts, some sweatpants. Pajamas.”
His mouth opens, then closes, and his brows furrow. “You have my clothes?”
Heat creeps up my neck, and I roll my eyes. “I didn’t want to forget your scent.”
Expression shifting, he nods, a faint smile tugging at his lips. “Always prepared, aren’t you?”
I huff, shoving my hands under the warm water.
He lingers by the door, watching me, his fingers flexing like he wants to do something—say something—but instead, he clears his throat. “I’m gonna check on Shiro and grab your stuff. I’ll be right back, okay?”
I nod, but my eyes stay fixed on the mirror.
The reflection staring back at me is haunted. Exhaustion is carved deep into my face, my eyes hollow, my limbs numb. The blood smeared across my skin stands stark against my complexion, dried in rough streaks along my face, beneath my jaw, and across my lips.
Monster. Monster. Monster.
The whisper crawls up from the darkest parts of my mind, sinking its teeth into my brain.
“(Y/N)?”
My head jerks up.
Keith stands in the doorway, concern evident in his watchful gaze.
I blink, forcing myself to breathe.
“Yeah,” I say softly, unclasping the necklace around my neck before unhooking my bra. “Okay.”
|••••••••••|
The doors to the bathroom slide open, and Keith steps in, out of his Paladin armor, carrying a neatly bundled stack of my belongings. A black t-shirt clings to his torso, the fabric stretched taut over his shoulders, while his gray pants hang looser around his legs. His hair is damp with sweat at the tips, clinging slightly to his forehead.
He lifts his eyes, catches sight of me in the bathtub, and flicks his gaze away with instinctive respect.
A small, fleeting smile tugs at his lips before he rakes a hand through his hair and steps fully inside.
Steam curls around me, flushing my cheeks and soothing my airways as I breathe.
The warmth thickens the air.
“It’s like all your belongings are packed up in here,” he muses absentmindedly, setting the bundle on the counter and unzipping it.
One by one, he lays out my hairbrush, toiletries, and a hair towel around the sink’s countertop. My clothes, undergarments, and pajamas are neatly folded and placed carefully on the shelf near the tub, within easy reach just above the toilet.
He moves efficiently, whistling softly under his breath as he reaches for the cabinet to pull out fresh towels. He takes a couple out, placing them on two hooks attached to the wall.
“I don’t sleep in the Galra Central Command ship,” I admit, staring down at the lavender-scented bubbles as they swirl in the water. My voice sounds distant, like it belongs to someone else.
The longer I soak, the redder the water becomes, the blood leaching from my skin. My braid is stiff with dried blood, strands knotted together in sticky, tangled clumps.
My face feels heavy, weighted down by layers of grime that refuse to wash away.
“I sleep in the Castle Ship or Violet,” I murmur distractedly. “It feels safer.”
Keith’s biceps flex as he crouches at the other end of the tub, drenching a washcloth into the steaming water emerging from the spout. “Is it warm enough?” he asks, not looking up.
“Yes.”
“Do you want more bubbles?”
I sit up, my back pressing against the cool porcelain steel of the tub, and scoop a handful of bubbles into my palm. They tremble slightly before I pucker my lips and blow on them, watching as they scatter and disappear.
My fingers twitch, shaking as the remnants of foam slip through them.
These are the hands of a killer.
“(N/N), more bubbles?”
I draw my knees up, wrapping my arms around myself, trying to still the trembling.
Pressing my forehead against the tops of my knees, I squeeze my eyes shut and exhale abruptly, trying to calm down.
Darkness fills my vision, and my body jitters beneath the water, teeming with unreleased tension.
The light shifts and water softly splashes as Keith wrings out the washcloth, holding it out for me. “Here you are, beautiful.”
I don’t reach out to take it. I don’t even lift my head to glance at him.
All I do is focus on the nothingness surrounding me and the shallowness of my breaths.
They were just clones. They weren’t Shiro. They weren’t even really alive.
I did what had to be done.
It feels like the walls of the bathroom are drawing themselves in, pressing against my lungs and stealing away my ability to breathe.
The guilt and fear of what I am claw their way up the surface, filling me with self-loathing.
Traitor.
Scum.
Worthless.
Half-breed.
Weak.
Monster. Monster. Monster.
"Do you need help?"
Keith’s voice cuts through the internal spiral.
I sink further into the water, shame winding up my spine, mingling with the storm of emotions churning inside me.
A quiet moment passes before I hear the soft rustle of fabric, the shift of movement.
He kneels beside the tub, fingers gripping the edge for balance. He doesn’t hesitate or ask for permission again, dips the washcloth into the water, wrings it out, and gently presses it against my shoulder.
I make no motion to stop him as the warmth seeps into my skin, chasing away the lingering chill.
He moves with slow, deliberate strokes, moving the cloth across my back and washing away the dried blood and the sweat.
His hands lather liquid body soap, spreading it over my body, and he doesn’t rush.
As his fingers graze over the scars carved into my skin, he stills, and for a moment, he just breathes.
With a light touch, his fingertips trace the old wounds like he is committing every scar, every marking, every imperfection to memory. Memorizing them like they tell a story, only he is patient enough to read.
“I’m a monster,” I whisper. The words slip out before I can stop them, barely louder than the sound of water lapping against porcelain steel.
Monster. Monster. Monster.
Keith exhales through his nose, tilting forward to shut off the spout with a quick tap of a button.
“You’re not a monster,” he replies.
I shake my head against my knees, balling in tighter. My throat constricts.
I’m not a monster.
I did what had to be done.
I did it for Keith.
I did it for Shiro.
Keith doesn’t argue or try to force the words away, and leans closer, the bathroom light catching the worry in his expression.
The warm cloth moves again, gliding up along my neck, over the dried streaks of blood like he’s trying to pull me back from whatever abyss I’m sinking into.
Stars above, I'm not sure I deserve this.
I should take it from him. I should do this myself—scrub until my skin is raw and I’ve erased every trace of what I’ve done.
But my arms refuse to move, locked tight around my knees, and my nails dig into my skin, forming crescent moons.
Keith’s breath stirs the damp strands of hair near my temple. “You okay?” he whispers, full of concern.
I lift my head, enough that my cheek rests against my knee, turned away; I can’t look at him. “Yeah.”
A sigh moves his shoulders, and he doesn’t flinch at the blood, doesn’t pull away from the grime.
Thumb ghosting over the curve of my ear, he wipes away the dried remnants clinging there. “Can you lift your head?” he asks, voice gentle. “So I can clean your face?”
I hesitate, then reluctantly lift my head.
Keith cups my jaw, guiding my face toward the light. His fingers are warm, and his touch is neither hesitant nor forceful.
There’s no fear in his eyes. No judgment. No disgust. Only silent, unwavering determination.
I stare at the vapor clinging to the mirror, watching the way it blurs my reflection into something unrecognizable.
My gaze drifts over the walls, the lined lights along the ceiling, the steam curling in the air, lingering on the collection of things he brought for me.
The thoughtfulness of it all pulls at the love deep in my chest.
Keith’s touch is careful as he runs the washcloth over my cheek, his knuckles brushing my jaw as he loosens the dried blood stuck on my skin. He dips the cloth into the water again, and I watch the bubbles turn faintly pink before they disappear.
He wrings it out, then cups my face once more.
His strokes are gentle, tracing along my temple, gliding down my nose, over my chin, and beneath my jaw.
I flinch when he reaches a tender spot near my throat.
Keith stills, brow furrowing, and a sheepish grin pulls on his lips. “Sorry,” he murmurs. “I think I got carried away earlier.”
Shaking my head, the tension in my shoulders eases slightly. A tired smile tugs at my lips. “You’re fine.”
His fingers hesitate before he continues, his gaze lingering on my throat.
I shift, tilting my head to watch him as he wipes away the last remnants of dried blood—the ones I don’t want to think about.
“So, you sleep in the Castle Ship or Violet?” he asks quietly, meeting my eyes.
I nod. “The Command ship is too much. Too many ghosts, too many painful memories.”
Keith doesn’t say anything, but his fingers tuck a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
It’s a fleeting touch, and he nods in understanding, rinsing the cloth again before setting it aside.
He reaches for my braid.
“I’ll do it,” I say quickly, lifting my hands.
As my fingers touch the tangled strands, they hesitate. The blood has dried, thickening the braid into a stiff, matted mess. My stomach clenches, and I grip the hair tie, tugging harder than necessary, frustration coiling in my chest.
I want to rip out all my hair, to be rid of the weight, the stickiness, the memory of it all.
Keith moves before I can, his hand catching my wrist. “Let me,” he says softly.
The fight leaves me all at once, and I exhale, my hands falling into the water with a splash.
He leans closer, the scent of him wrapping around me, contrasting the iron tang of blood.
He always smells so safe.
His fingers work carefully, loosening the tie and unraveling the braid strand by strand.
The weight of it falls against my back, and my scalp is tight and aching.
Keith’s hands don’t wander, remaining gentle as he guides my head lower. He tilts it enough to let my hair soak beneath the water as his fingers comb through the strands, separating them little by little.
“This might take a while,” he announces, shifting on his knees.
I nod, throat tight. "Okay."
The water sloshes as he lifts a section of my hair, working through the knots with patient fingers.
Grime loosens slowly, the red bleeding out into the water, turning it darker with every pass.
I sit still, letting him.
My body sinks further into the heat, into the quiet rhythm of his hands moving through my hair.
“You don’t have to do this,” I whisper, tracing absent patterns through the bubbles.
“I want to,” he says simply, moving to get a better angle. “I like taking care of you.”
His knuckles graze the sensitive skin near my nape, and his touch is so impossibly tender that it sends a shiver through me.
Tears prick at the corners of my eyes before I can stop them. I sniffle, wiping my nose hastily with the back of my hand, but my breath wobbles, my shoulders curling inward.
Keith’s hands go still. “Do you want to talk about it?”
“I don’t deserve this,” I croak. “I’m a monster.”
He frowns and leans in, pressing a kiss to the crook of my neck.
“You’re not a monster,” he murmurs, his breath warm against my skin. “Don’t talk about yourself like that.”
“You don’t understand.” My breath shudders as I force the words out. “I—I didn’t even hesitate.”
His hands are steady as they work through my hair, untangling the dried knots. “And you think that makes you a monster?”
My fingers clench beneath the water, nails pressing into my palms. I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to will the guilt away. “Yes.”
He methodically rinses my hair and massages my scalp as he separates the strands. I can’t help the quiet sigh that slips past my lips.
"That good?" he murmurs.
"Mmm hmm." I don’t trust my voice to say more.
He exhales softly, as though reassured by the sound. “You’re not a monster,” he says, quieter this time. “You wouldn’t be sitting here like this if you were. You’re brave. Strong. A warrior.”
A shaky breath hitches in my throat, and I sit up, pressing my forehead against my knees again. My vision blurs. “I’m strong.”
“Attagirl, that’s right.” A fond smile twists his lips. “You’re strong. The strongest person I know.”
His presence shifts closer, and he presses a slow, lingering kiss to the top of my shoulder.
“Vae pan krinsa o hugrark setar,” he attempts in broken Galran.
“Vae pan kriensa o hugrakkur se’tar,” I correct, sniffling as I peek over at him.
My heart warms all the same.
He blinks, a bashful tinge to his cheeks. “Vae pan kriensa o hugrakkur se’tar,” he repeats. “You are so brave, beautiful.”
I lean up, pecking his warm lips.
Once he pulls away, he resumes his work on my hair, and I can feel the care in every movement.
Keith doesn’t rush, taking his time to loosen the worst of the knots, and the stiffness in my scalp begins to ease, the ache dulling under his touch.
“You know,” he says after a moment, voice thoughtful, “when I look at you, I see someone who’s been through so much and still stands tall.” He pauses like he’s searching for the right words. “I feel lucky to be with you. To know you.”
The intensity in his voice makes my throat tighten.
“I love you, (Y/N),” he continues. “Every part of you. The parts you’re scared to show me, the parts you don’t think are enough—I love all of it.”
My chest feels too full; my heart doesn’t know how to hold all of this—this warmth, this safety, this love that Keith offers without hesitation.
The tears welling in my eyes threaten to spill, but I blink hard against them, staring at the ripples in the water instead.
Keith doesn’t ask me to speak, and keeps going, carefully parting the strands, easing out the tangles one by one.
It should hurt, should sting, but it doesn’t.
Every now and then, he dips his hand into the water, letting it trickle through my hair, rinsing away the loosened grime.
The water turns a deeper, murkier red, lapping against me, and I watch the last few bubbles pop, dissolving one by one, leaving only the thinning foam behind.
The warmth has almost entirely seeped away; the water now feels like a tepid chill against my skin.
Keith reaches for my hairbrush and gathers another section of my hair, dipping it beneath the surface, letting the water loosen the worst of the clots before he carefully begins to brush through the ends.
The bristles catch, and I tense, but he doesn’t yank.
He works through the knots slowly until my hair starts to come undone in his hands.
I let him take care of me.
There’s no impatience in his touch, no frustration, only steady devotion. Now and then, he murmurs soft words of praise I don’t fully process. His lips ghost over my back, the curve of my neck, the crown of my head.
When he’s satisfied, he gathers my hair in his hands, running his fingers through the damp strands one last time, searching for any lingering tangles.
Finding none, he reaches for a small cup resting on the edge of the tub.
“This might be cold,” he warns.
The first pour sends a shiver down my spine, the cool water shocking against my scalp. I flinch, but Keith’s hand is already there, steady against the back of my head.
He pours again, and again, each time his fingers following the flow of water, smoothing through my hair as he rinses it clean.
By the time he sets the cup aside, the water running down my back is clear. He brushes his fingers over my temple, the touch light and absentminded. I lean into it without thinking.
“I love you,” I whisper, gazing up at him. “Thank you.”
Keith watches me with a small smile and leans down to press a featherlight kiss against my lips.
Then, he glances at the water and pushes himself to his feet, reaching for the control panel. “Let’s drain this and get fresh water in,” he says, his voice practical as he adjusts the settings.
I blink up at him. "Why?”
His brow arches, and he nods toward the folded clothes he brought. “Unless you want to get out?”
I shake my head, already pulling myself upright. “No, I want to stay longer.”
He nods and presses a button. The water begins to drain, spiraling away. I sit criss-crossed as it lowers, watching as everything gets pulled away down the drain.
“What are you thinking about?” he asks, not looking at me.
I watch the final glistening bubbles disappear before looking down at my hands. “How nice it is to not be alone.”
Goosebumps prickle along my skin as the cool air settles around me. I stand, reaching for the shower head, allowing clean water to rinse away the last streaks of pink from my naked body.
Water spirals down the drain, and I do it until it runs clear.
Keith presses another button, and fresh, warm water flows from the tub’s spout. Steam rises in soft ribbons as I lean forward, pressing down the drain and pumping the lavender-scented soap into the filling basin.
The floral scent is overwhelming at first, but then it melts into something familiar, something safe. I breathe it in as I sink back down, warmth rising around me and seeping into my skin.
He kneels beside the tub, forearms soaked with dampness as he tests the water. Satisfied, he watches as the fresh water fills the space around me and the soap bubbles form into a fragrant froth.
I sink deeper, closing my eyes.
“Can…” He shifts slightly, hesitating. “Can I wash your hair?”
I open my eyes, blinking up at him. He’s watching me carefully, his posture loose but his weight shifted back, like he’s giving me space to say no.
“With shampoo,” he clarifies, almost sheepishly.
I swallow. His hands have been in my hair for what feels like hours now.
He still wants to be here?
“Yeah,” I say, nodding. “Sure.”
Keith’s shoulders relax as he moves with that same quiet confidence, reaching for the shampoo bottle on the sink’s countertop. He pumps some into his palm, rubbing his hands together until the lather thickens before cupping the back of my head and tilting it back.
His fingers slide into my hair, working it in, and I exhale as he massages my scalp.
The scent of clean soap fills the air, blending with the heat swirling around us.
His thumbs press gently behind my ears, working slow circles into my skin.
A shudder rolls down my spine, and my eyelids flutter shut, the tension dissolving under the careful rhythm of his touch.
Water trickles down my hair as he rinses the suds away, and the soothing warmth trails down my back.
He pumps more shampoo and repeats the process, fingers gliding through my hair.
I feel clean. Rejuvenated, even.
Keith tips my head forward again, fingertips grazing my temple as he checks for any soap. His touch lingers before he pulls back, and the sound of the conditioner bottle clicking open follows.
I peek one eye open as he smooths it through my hair with even strokes.
“You can come in if you want,” I suggest quietly, staring at the bubbles.
Keith stills, leaning back to look at me, and swallows. “Are you sure?”
I nod, resting my cheek against my knee as I draw my legs up. “I want you here. I just… I need to feel you.”
Without breaking my gaze, he slowly rises to his feet.
I watch as he peels his shirt over his head, revealing the bruises shadowing his torso and old scars. My gaze traces them instinctively, catching on the wounds long healed.
He folds the shirt and sets it neatly on the shelf, leaving him in just his dark gray pants. Those slide down with the same efficiency, and he steps out of them, folding them as well.
My eyes flicker to the waistband of his boxers, cheeks burning, and he begins pulling them down. His v-line emerges, and I quickly look away, my fingers dipping into the water, playing with the bubbles.
I cup some in my hands, bringing them up close to my nose and inhaling deeply.
The water undulates when he steps in, a gentle wave rolling toward me, lapping against my arms.
He lowers himself into the tub, settling against the opposite side.
I glance up at him, and a small smile tugs at my lips. His cheeks are flushed from the warmth, and his upper body glistens with water, catching the light.
Gathering a handful of bubbles, I blow them in his direction, and they drift toward him in weightless clusters before popping one by one.
Keith exhales lightly, sending the remaining bubbles scattering, his lips lifting into a genuine smile.
His eyes find mine again, and for a long moment, neither of us speaks.
The water sways gently between us, moving with each breath we take.
His knees bend, brushing against my legs beneath the surface, and he freezes. But I don’t move away, and his tension ebbs. So he sits there, hand resting on the edge of the tub, his breathing steady.
I don’t know what to say.
I don’t even know how to feel.
All I feel is exhaustion, and yet with him here, the weight of it doesn’t seem quite as heavy.
Keith tips his head back, watching me through half-lidded eyes. “You doing okay?”
I hum in response, trailing my fingers through the bubbles, watching how they collapse with each tiny movement. “Yeah.”
His arm stretches along the edge, relaxed, while his other hand sinks beneath the foam. The water stirs, and his fingertips brush against my calf, barely there, hesitant.
He’s waiting, giving me space to pull away if I need to.
When I don’t, his fingers move in slow, aimless strokes along my shin, gliding up and down, grounding me with each gentle touch.
I close my eyes, inhaling through my nose. "I keep thinking about them," I admit. "The clones."
His hand stills as he waits, listening. Letting me find the words.
“I didn’t hesitate,” I whisper. “They looked like Shiro, and I still—” My breath catches, the words fragile. “I killed them. Without even thinking.”
Keith exhales slowly, weighing his words before speaking. “They weren’t Shiro,” he murmurs.
I nod, but my stomach twists. “It felt too easy.”
The water shifts as he moves closer, his knee bumping mine beneath the surface. His hand slides higher, brushing softly against my thigh, and my heart skips a beat.
“You did what you had to do,” he says. A faint crease appears between his brows as he frowns. “It wasn’t easy. You shouldn’t have had to do it alone.”
I shake my head, my throat tight. “I couldn’t ask you to do that, and you had our Shiro to worry about.”
His lips press into a line. “It’s complicated with ‘our Shiro’.”
The words barely register.
My heart pounds as I stare down at the surface, watching how the ripples distort my reflection. “I—I keep wondering if that part of me is going to take over someday,” I confess. “The bloodthirsty part that kills with no remorse. If one day, I won’t even care.”
Keith’s response is immediate. “That’s not who you are.”
I swallow hard, forcing myself to meet his gaze. “You don’t know that.”
“I do.” His voice is unwavering, certain in a way I can’t even fathom. “Because I know you.”
I pull my legs in, wrapping my arms around them, shrinking into myself. “You always see the best in me.”
Keith moves closer, his expression softening as he lifts a hand, pushing strands of hair from my face and tucking them behind my ear. His touch lingers, fingers skimming my cheek before cupping my face in his palm.
“Because you are the best,” he murmurs. “You don’t have to prove anything to me, beautiful.”
My throat clenches, a deep ache blooming in my chest. His thumb traces over my cheekbone before he leans in, pressing a kiss to my forehead. Then, just as gently, he eases back, returning to his side of the tub.
The space between us feels too wide. Too empty.
Before I can stop myself, I move and ease closer, the water lapping between us as I wade in it.
Keith doesn’t say a word, doesn’t question it, as I settle between his legs, my knees touching his thighs beneath the surface.
My hands brace against the tub’s edge on either side of him, and he stares at the swell of my breasts, throat bobbing as he swallows hard.
“Is this okay?” I ask in a quiet, tenderhearted tone.
Blinking, his eyes refocus, and he tears his gaze from my chest to my face, his breathing slow and controlled.
“Y-Yeah,” he replies in a warm, gruffy voice.
Steam rises between us, clinging to our skin, softening the world into something hazy and blissful.
I wet my lips, eyes flickering over his face. They catch on a droplet of water as it slides down his collarbone, trailing over the planes of his chest before disappearing beneath the bubbles.
As I reach out, my fingertips skim his shoulder, tracing the ridge of his collarbone and gliding down the lines of old scars.
Keith shivers beneath my touch, a weak inhale slipping past his lips. He lets me touch and explore, lets me seek whatever it is I’m looking for.
I find my voice. “Where is this from?” My fingers trace a faded scar along his shoulder, hesitant but curious.
His gaze follows mine. “That’s from a mission with the Blade. A skirmish with a Galra patrol before—before I knew everything. It didn’t go as planned.”
I let my fingers ghost over another, just below his collarbone. “What about this one?”
His voice drops to a whisper. “The Weblum. Remember that?”
A laugh bubbles up before I can stop it, and Keith’s mouth curves at the sound. “Acxa did that, didn’t she?”
He scrunches his nose, nodding.
Shaking my head, I let my fingers drift lower, brushing over another mark, this one barely noticeable against the curve of his bicep.
One by one, I trace them all until my palm presses flat against his chest, feeling the steady, unshaken beat of his heart beneath my palm. I focus on it and the warmth of his skin.
My heart feels heavy.
“You’re real,” I whisper, almost to myself.
Keith’s brows draw together, and his hand rises from the water, going over mine. His thumb strokes the back of my hand.
“I’m real,” he confirms, certain.
I exhale shakily and nod as a tear slips free, trailing down my cheek. I swipe at it absently with the back of my index finger.
Keith carefully watches me and shifts, reaching up to wipe another tear.
My chest constricts, and my breath becomes unsteady. My fingers tremble against his skin, and I squeeze my eyes shut, willing the overwhelming surge of emotion back down.
“Your heart stopped,” I croak out. “You were dead.”
His hand moves, cupping my cheek, and he tilts my face up gently, his thumb brushing against my skin.
“Hey,” he whispers. “I’m right here. I’m alive because of you.”
I collapse into him, sliding my arms around his back and resting my cheek against his chest.
His heartbeat is there. Steady. Strong. Real. Alive.
A slow exhale escapes him, and then his arms wrap around me, hand sliding into my hair before trailing down my back in slow, soothing motions.
I close my eyes and listen.
Lub-dub. Lub-dub. Lub-dub. Lub-dub.
Keith tightens his hold, his chin resting lightly on the crown of my head. “I’ve got you,” he murmurs like a promise meant only for me. “Always.”
Breathing him in, my fingers move on their own, gliding up and down his side, mapping the contours of his back and the way muscle gives beneath my touch.
He shifts, pulling me fully into his lap, and my legs settle on either side of his hips, my chest pressing against his.
I take him in—the way droplets of water cling to his lashes, the way the soft glow of the light catches in his irises, the way he feels against me as our bodies mold. My thumbs brush along the high points of his cheekbones, tracing the shape of him.
His heartbeat.
His breath.
His presence.
His being.
Keith’s palms are warm against my back, and he presses me closer.
I melt into him, my fingers trailing up his spine, and tilt my chin up, searching for his gaze. “Keith,” I whisper.
His fingers flex against my back, and he looks at me.
Loving him is like Friday night movies with the team. Comforting. Safe. Inviting. It’s like he’s the blanket I wrap tightly around myself when I long to be full of immense peace and warmth.
Loving him is intoxicating, and his very presence seeps into every crevice of my being. He makes breathing easier. He makes life fuller. He fills me with a sense of joy I had thought I had forgotten—a happiness I never thought possible for me again.
Loving him is like a wound being tended to. Gentle. Soothing. Patient. His touch is like medicine, working its way through the cracks of my heart, nurturing and steady. He is the balm that heals what I thought could never mend.
Loving him is like looking at the constellations. Endless. Breathtaking. Full of wonder. With him, the universe feels less vast. Less lonely.
Loving him is freedom and belonging all at once. Being seen. Understood. Cherished. It is knowing that no matter where we go, no matter how far we are pulled apart, we come back with gravity.
Loving him is like coming home.
There’s no place I would rather be than right here, no one else I could imagine holding me the way he does.
My dependable, beautiful, wonderful, stubborn, trustworthy, handsome Keith.
I gaze at him, flutters blossoming in my stomach as I cradle his face.
My thumbs move against his jaw, and I lean in, pressing soft kisses across his cheeks, savoring the way his skin feels beneath my lips.
A smile forms as I work my way across his face.
“I love you, Mullet,” I murmur.
Keith exhales, and something changes in his expression. His hands go from my back to my waist, his fingers twitching against my skin. “You—” He stops himself and shakes his head. His jaw clenches, shoulders going stiff beneath my hands.
I pause, smoothing my palms over his shoulders, feeling the tension there. I press a kiss to the nape of his neck and whisper, “What’s wrong?”
His gaze drops for just a moment before flicking back to mine, brows pulling together, uncertainty creasing his forehead. His lips part, then press into a thin line, hesitation shadowing his face.
“Ma gaol,” I murmur, my voice soft and coaxing. “Talk to me.”
“I just…” He pauses, frustration flashing across his face as he struggles to find the words. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
I blink, tilting my head. “Hurt me?”
Keith shakes his head quickly, sliding his hands up my sides. His thumbs resume their slow circles against my ribs. “Not physically,” he clarifies, his voice quieter now. “I just—this is important to me. You’re important to me.”
I cup his face, my thumbs brushing lightly along his cheekbones. “You won’t hurt me,” I whisper.
His throat bobs as he swallows, his eyes searching mine. “All I’ve done today is hurt you,” he murmurs. “I don’t want to mess this up. Or push you away. I’m scared I’m going to screw this up somehow—say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing.”
I shake my head, the corners of my mouth lifting upward as I lean in. “You won’t.”
His breath brushes against my lips. “You mean that?”
I nod, my fingers stroking along his jaw. “I do.”
Keith closes his eyes, absorbing my words.
When he opens them again, they’re softer, and his hands glide up my back before resting on my shoulder blades.
Pressing a featherlight kiss against his lips, I ask, “Okay?”
He exhales shakily and pulls back, his expression more certain. “Okay,” he murmurs.
I smile, tilting my head to kiss his cheek. “Okay.”
The water laps gently around us, and his arms tighten around me, holding me a little closer, a little surer.
Keith dips his head, his lips brushing against my hair. “I love you.”
I nuzzle into him, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath my palm. “I love you, too.”
|••••••••••|
The mattress in the Black Lion is small, cramped into the cargo hold, but enough to fit both of us.
Keith shifts beside me, his body adjusting instinctively to make space, though there isn’t much to give, and I settle next to him.
The sheets are cool against my skin, but his warmth seeps into me the moment he pulls me closer, and his arm drapes around my waist, his palm pressing lightly against the small of my back.
I exhale softly, curling into him, and my fingers splay against the fabric of his pajama shirt. “Comfy?” I murmur.
He huffs a quiet laugh, his breath rustling against my hair. “As comfy as we can be on a mattress meant for one person.”
I smile against his chest, tucking my head under his chin. “Guess we’ll have to stay close, then.”
Keith’s grip tightens in response, and his other hand moves, fingers drifting idly along the curve of my arm in slow, absentminded strokes. “That okay?” he asks, his voice low and gruff.
I nod against him, pressing my lips to his shirt, right over his heart. “More than okay.”
His body relaxes into mine. I close my eyes, listening to the steady rhythm of his breathing and the thrum of his heartbeat.
“What did you do in the Quantum Abyss?” I ask softly.
He hums in reply, deep in thought. “Lots of training.”
I snort, rolling my eyes. “Seriously?”
Keith’s chest vibrates with a quiet chuckle. “I’m serious. Two entire years with no one but my mom and a wolf. I had to train.”
I tilt my head up, quirking a brow. “That’s all?”
He hesitates. “There was this dark star. Every first of the month, it collapsed in on itself.”
I blink, intrigued. “What does that even mean?”
“We saw things. Some visions. Memories. Lots of them.” His fingers pause against my arm for a moment before resuming their slow path. “I saw my parents meeting. I saw myself growing up. I saw the team.”
“Did Krolia see…” I say, trailing off. “Did she see… us?”
“Yeah.” A flush spreads across his cheeks. “That was… something.”
Heat creeps up my neck. “Wait, so… you mean your mom saw us making out?”
Keith groans, pressing a hand over his face. “Yeah.”
I bite my lip to stifle a giggle, but a snort escapes anyway. “And I thought it was bad when Lotor walked in on us.”
“She didn’t say anything,” he mutters, voice muffled behind his hand.
I bury my forehead against his chest, shoulders shaking with silent laughter. “That’s even worse.”
He huffs, shifting beneath me. “You’re telling me.”
Still giggling, I slide my arms around his waist, hugging him closer.
Keith sighs softly, his fingers tracing slow patterns against my back. “But, uh… I liked seeing it.”
I lift my head, resting my chin on his chest. “Yeah?”
His eyes flicker to mine, vulnerability shining within their depths. “Yeah.” His voice is quieter now, almost hesitant. “Even when I was out there, away from everything, I still had you. Even if it was just a memory.”
My heart clenches, something warm and achingly tender unfurling inside me. “What else?”
He exhales, tilting his chin down to rest against the top of my head. “What’s with the interrogation?”
“I’m just curious,” I retort, smiling.
Keith’s fingers skim lower, then higher again, aimless, absentminded trails across my back as though stalling. “You really want to know?”
I nod, my cheek rubbing against his shirt. “Of course.”
His hand stills for a moment before he speaks again. “I thought about you. A lot.”
Warmth blooms in my chest, sending a pleasant shiver down my spine.
“There were days when I felt like I was losing myself,” he admits, voice strained. “Like I wasn’t real anymore. Like I was just… moving through time, drifting, but then I’d remember you.”
A wave of melancholy washes over me as I swallow, gripping the fabric of his shirt. “Keith…”
His gaze unfocuses, like he’s seeing something far away. “I’d think about what you’d say if you were there. How you’d roll your eyes at me. How smug you’d look if we sparred. How you’d tell me to actually take a break.” His lips twitch faintly. “I think it kept me sane.”
I shift, propping myself up on one elbow so I can see him better. The dim light of the room casts shadows across his face, highlighting the flicker of uncertainty in his expression.
With slow movements, I reach up, brushing my knuckles along his cheek. “And you missed my teasing,” I say softly. “And my jokes.”
Keith huffs a laugh, leaning into my touch. “Yeah. Even the bad ones.”
I gasp in feigned offense, narrowing my eyes. “Excuse me?”
He gives me a look, expression half-dry, half-affectionate. “You’re about as funny as Coran.”
“Wow, thanks.” I grin genuinely. “Coran is very funny.”
Keith rolls his eyes, but there’s something fond in the gesture. His fingers slip around my wrist, holding my hand in place against his cheek. “I missed you.”
I feel my breath hitch. “I missed you, too.”
His thumb brushes lightly over my knuckles. “I don’t ever want to be that far away from you again.”
My heart tightens. “Does that mean… you’re not going back to the Blade?” I whisper.
Keith exhales, his arms tightening around me. “No. I'm here to stay.”
I release a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding.
Leaning in, I press a soft kiss against his lips, lingering before pulling back. “Good.”
Keith studies me for a moment, his gaze soft and contemplative. “I think we should go back to Earth.”
Lying back down, I nod slowly. “Yeah. We need to prepare for more war. The Druids, Haggar, Sendak…” I sigh. “I have a bad feeling about all of it.”
“Me too,” he agrees quietly. “We’ll get back to the team, figure out Shiro, look for Lotor and Acxa, and come up with a plan tomorrow.”
“And throw Romelle in a containment cell.”
Keith chuckles. “And throw Romelle in a containment cell.”
I nuzzle into him, drinking in the warmth of his presence as it wraps around me.
“What kind of visions did you see?” I ask after a pause.
Keith’s hand stills against the band of my tank top, and he lets out a slow breath. “Visions of the future weren’t as common. I saw…” He trails off, pausing.
My brows furrow, and I peek at him. “What did you see?”
“I saw distorted things,” he admits, staring at the ceiling in concentration. “Shiro in that facility. Us getting lost in space. Voltron in this place—white, bright, too much power. We were fighting something, but I don’t know what.”
A chill crawls down my spine. “The quintessence field?”
“Maybe.” His voice is distant and thoughtful. “Everything was overlapping.”
I frown slightly. “Weird.”
Keith hums in agreement, the sound low. His breathing is deeper, steady beneath my cheek. I stay quiet, listening and waiting.
“I keep thinking this is a vision.” His voice is hushed, as if saying it too loud might shatter the moment like a mirage. He swallows. “Like I’m gonna wake up in that cave, by the fire. Trapped. Without you.”
Reaching for him without thinking, I tug him closer. “I’m right here,” I murmur. “I’m not going anywhere.”
Keith exhales, pressing his face into the crook of my neck. His breath is warm, a little uneven. “I know.” The words are rough against my skin, catching in his throat. “You’re real. You’re right here.”
I close my eyes and let myself melt into him. His warmth, his scent, the solid weight of him beside me—it’s all proof. We’re here. Together. Alive.
For a long time, we stay like this, wrapped up in each other, letting the quiet stretch and settle between us.
In a softer voice, he asks, “When we get back to Earth, what do you want to do first?”
I let out a small breath of laughter. “I don’t know. Sleep in a real bed, maybe.”
Keith makes a noise of agreement. “One big enough for two people.”
I smile against his shoulder. “Yeah. And I wanna try real pizza. And garlic knots with Lance. Lemonade. Oh, and Hunk’s been telling me and Lotor all about chocolate chip cookies. And Pidge likes peanut butter cookies, so those as well. All the cookies.”
He chuckles, his breath tickling me. “And after that?”
I pause, thinking.
The idea of visiting Earth has always been this distant dream, shimmering just out of reach.
Even now that I know I’m not half-human, I still want to see the planet that gave me so much—my friends. My family. The love of my life.
There’s too much I want to see. Too much I want to do. So I start small. Something simple. Something I’ve never had before.
“I wanna watch the ocean,” I admit, my voice soft like velvet.
Keith shifts, and I hook my leg over him. “The ocean?”
“Yeah.” I sigh, my fingers tracing lazy patterns against his back. “Not like how I saw Queen Luxia’s ocean. I wanna sit on the beach and watch the waves. I don’t even care if it’s cold.”
He smiles. “That sounds nice.”
I tilt my head back to look at him. “What about you?”
His lips twitch. “I was gonna say, ‘Get my bike back,’ but the ocean sounds better.”
I blink, confused. “What’s a bike?”
He grins, a little lopsided, a little tired. “Oh, my beautiful, clueless girl.”
I roll my eyes, swatting his arm. “I’m an Empress—don’t belittle me.”
Keith snorts, correcting himself. “Oh, my beautiful, clueless Empress.”
I narrow my eyes at him, but there’s no real heat behind it. “You’re lucky I like you.”
He hums, a corner of his mouth quirking up. “I’d say ‘love,’ but I’ll take ‘like’ for now.”
I scoff, nudging him with my elbow. “So, are you gonna tell me what a bike is, or do I have to assume it’s some ancient Earth contraption you’re only pretending is cool?”
“Excuse you, my hoverbike is extremely cool. It’s fast, sleek, and—”
“Outdated?” I supply helpfully with a grin.
He groans, his forehead dropping against mine. “It’s not outdated. You’ll love it. I promise.”
“Fine,” I say, amused. “You can get your bike first. Then we go to the ocean.”
“Deal.” Keith’s expression softens, his hand finding mine beneath the covers, lacing our fingers together. He squeezes once. “I can’t wait to show you Earth.”
I squeeze back, exhaling slowly as our breaths mingle. “I can’t wait to see it.”
This closeness is intoxicating.
“So, the ocean, huh?” Keith asks.
I nod, a small smile pulling at my lips. “I just want to sit there. Feel the sand under my hands. Listen to the waves. Somewhere quiet where I can breathe.”
He hums, considering. “You wanna go at night or during the day?”
I lift my head, surprised. “There’s a difference?”
“Yeah. During the day, it’s bright—hot, usually. The water sparkles, and there are people everywhere.” He pauses, eyes softening. “At night, it’s quieter. The waves glow sometimes, depending on where you are. The moon looks beautiful and the stars—” His voice trails off, thoughtful. “The stars are different on Earth.”
I watch him, the way his gaze turns distant like he’s already picturing it.
“Night,” I decide, pressing closer. “I want to see the stars.”
Keith looks down at me, smiling. “Alright. We’re gonna go see the ocean.”
“We’re gonna go see the ocean.”
I shift, resting my head against his chest once more, listening to the steady rhythm of his heart. His arms tighten around me, holding me close. Keeping me safe.
“Good night, (N/N),” he murmurs.
“Night, Mullet.”
Keith’s breathing evens out.
The warmth of him cocoons me, and my eyelids grow heavy as my body sinks into the comfort of his, sleep finding me easily.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 31 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
☆y/n's love language to receive is words of affirmation and she likes praise. also likes receiving physical touch. she likes giving physical touch and a variety of acts of service☆
☆Keith's love language to give is acts of service. he likes receiving quality time and he's protective, so he wants to take care of y/n like how she took care of him☆
☆there's heavy foreshadowing with the whole "messenger of the stars" storyline for s8's finale☆
☆all the Lions have bathtubs, but Violet. Alfor and Zarkon were big fans of baths☆
☆Keith unintentionally gave y/n some hickies☆
☆they have a very soft, tender rest of their bathtime☆
☆none of the characters know what's coming (Sincline vs Voltron), and frankly, they're not *that* worried about Lotor. The team hasn't had any communications with keith + y/n because clone Shiro did a lot of damage to the castle ship and so in their minds, they think they're handling it. Romelle keeps trying to convince the team and they don't entirely believe her, and Krolia's trying to help coran get the castle back up and running. team voltron wants to have a conversation with lotor and clear the air, but that won't be able to happen☆
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we can thank the tiktoks. i love a gentle man who takes care of his woman. nonchalant, deadbeat men? aaaaaabsolutely not. never settle for a man who doesn't worship the ground you walk on and cherish the very air you breathe. i said what i said 🫱🏻🫲🏼
are we feeling romanced? AHAHA
i love writing softies. maybe it's OOC, maybe it'll get cut, but i love this chapter.
this is completely an optional read, but i did a lot of googling for the bathing scene 😭
stress hormones can suppress the sex hormones that impact sex drive/libido and they've both just had adrenaline crashes, so sex isn't on either of their minds, even though they're naked and together. stress = mood killer. this scene wasn't meant to be "lusty" or full of sexual desire, it was meant to be like hurt/comfort and bodies don't have to be sexualized. i wanted them to see each other in their rawest forms and leave it at that. fluffy intimacy.
y/n's very comfortable in her own skin and her concept of nakedness is different from a human's. keith's a healthy guy, but sex is the last thing on either of their minds in this chapter. he's anxious and worried, so even though y/n's literally straddling him, he's not focused on that. they're exhausted and drained. they're relieved that they're alive. they're happy and in love and romantic 🤭
also i'm not doing smut in v2 because that puts us at risk for pregnancy 😁 they don't have any contraceptives/birth control and i know this is fiction, i don't want to write in unsafe sex 😭 there will probably be magic or really advanced contraceptives when they reach earth. i don't mind sex in books but i always start overthinking about cleanliness/sweat, STDs, UTIs, etc., so if i'm gonna write it, I need to have it planned out 😭 if y'all haven't caught on, i am an overthinker.
this is a whole other spiel, but for my sake as a writer, they're both virgins. y/n and sendak did not have sex cause that icks me out and y/n did not get SAed while imprisoned because you know what? zarkon was cruel but not that cruel—she was still a princess, still his daughter (even though she was disgraced), and if a guard started inappropriately talking about her, they were killed. no hesitation. bam. dead. or maybe they were sent to Haggar for experimentation. and sendak is twisted, but also still loved her up to when he proposed, so ig he was also somewhat protective of how guards treated her. this is lowkey complicated and toxic. either way, y/n's exploitation came from the gladiator arena—nowhere else.
idk when keith would've done it so it's easier for him to just not have done anything. he was living in a shed by himself for a year so if he did get freaky he would've been at the garrison and under 18 so i ain't doing that 🙅🏻♀️ no banging in v2 cause but *something* will happen once they're in the garrison. i'll figure out what exactly happens based on y'all's feedback 😼‼️
Chapter 32: Zi'vaek Va'tar
Summary:
Lotor lore saga parts 1–5 :)
CHAPTERS 32–34 ARE SPLIT INTO FOURTEEN PARTS! Don't feel pressured to consume it all in one go; please, please take breaks ‼️ They're all labeled with fun names, so it will hopefully be easy for you to remember your spots :) I don't want anyone to get fatigued. It got severely away from me. And there’s a playlist with all the songs for each part in case you’re interested.
I split up these next chapters into a new work called Voltron: The Lost Lion | Chapters 32–34 Split | The Worthy Prince | Voltron Fanfic in case this gets too overwhelming!
happy reading!!
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Notes:
hiya, welcome back!! get ready for a mini novel—i mean chapter 32. 🫡 me 🫱🏻🫲🏼 slutty hozier 🫱🏻🫲🏼 ✨writing✨
What a hiatus. harsh PMS and spiraling teamed up to beat me to a pulp that final weekend of March, uni crept up on me all of April, and then i got a cold in early May cause the Midwest can’t decide what season it wants to be in 😍
time to VTLL rant 😼 i know it’s been a while, and i missed y’all so much 🫶🏻 i had so much fun with ch. 32, and i hope you do as well!! i had to split it into 2 chapters because i reached the limit on ao3 🧍🏻♀️
i’m trying really hard to hold myself accountable with writing this fic because I tend to fall off the face of the earth and stop writing full stop… i started VTLL in 2017 and didn’t finish it until 2024 😭
there’s someone on Wattpad who brought me back in 2023 because they were filling my gmail inbox, and i’m nosy so i had to see what they were reacting to haha. i stopped again at part 41… and then someone *else* brought me back in 2024 and VTLL ended August 2024 with their fight with Honerva, and an unsatisfying ending imo. the lions got sacrificed and i called it a day. not even an epilogue 😭 i was inspired to edit cause i wanted to try bookbinding (which led to me sharing VTLL on quotev and ao3 in May ’24) and THEN December ’24 happened and i didn’t know what to do with my WIP or Batman fic, so i went back to what i knew (i didn’t even know VLD left netflix like??? it trended on tiktok and everything, and i was simply unaware), read comments pointing out plot holes/posing good questions, and now here we are (happy 1 year anniversary on ao3 and quotev ‼️)
sometimes I feel like I’m talking/writing to the void because I don’t know anyone irl who (still) loves VLD, so I don’t talk to anyone about it, and that leads to these huge notes (and i love talking HAHA). y’all make VTLL so much fun! i can’t believe we’re here in 2025. there’s so much personal lore with this fic. it’s been with me through so much (middle school, bad, bad depression, friendship breakups, drama, boy drama, moving, more drama, my license, covid, more moving, almost getting run over by a drunk driver, high school, moving, and almost all of uni). VTLL’s like my child and ik that sounds bizarre, but I didn’t think i’d be back writing it AHAHA.
VTLL’s been a labor of love, and i love y’all. i’m a sentimental sap and i mean it with all my heart when i say i appreciate you 🫶🏻 thank you so much for your patience; have some virtual cookies and juice 🍪🧃💓
it’s been a struggle making the threesome, not a threesome. i… toyed with the idea and can’t do it. not for me. it’s still not set in stone yet but it’s getting there. kinda? i got some time to figure it out because lore part 2 comes out after v2 is revised. zarkon’s pissing me off cause idk what to do with the guy 🧍🏻♀️
when reading this chapter, keep in mind all those cute past lore excerpts (y/n and lotor sword fighting, learning about the stars, etc.) and the tougher ones (y/n and lotor being separated). the lore is mainly ch. 17, but there’s some fun stuff in ch. 21 and ch. 27 😁 and remember the stuff about Eleanora and Violet!
here’s the link to the doc in case you want to skim y/n & lotor lore :)
there’s lots of stuff to tie together, and i’m having quite a time trying to interconnect everything aklsdffdk. i’m not adding the timeline/explanation at the beginning because that’s mega spoilers.
maybe keep some tissues on hand, i know i needed them 🫡 have fun going in blind and happy reading!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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"You were born reaching for your mother's hands
Victim of your father's plans to rule the world"
Billie Eilish, BLUE
"Villain and violent, infant and innocent
Baby, both arms cradle you now"
Adrianne Lenker, forwards beckon rebound
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PART I: The Stars have Spoken
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Birdsong trills in the branches of lush trees bordering the meadow of wildflowers that bend in the gentle breeze, their fragrance stirring into the warmth of late morning. Eleanora balances the weight of a plaited basket against her forearm, the woven reeds creaking as she shifts it higher. She moves slowly in the ankle-high grass, careful not to spill the bundle of herbs she's gathered.
Across the abundant greenery, between the sun-dappled shadows, she sees Violet's unmistakable purple gown embroidered with burgundy string. But behind her, hidden in the tall meadow stalks, is another figure: a girl bent low to the ground, knees sunk into soil, digging furiously. Her arms move with a desperation that tugs at something in Eleanora's chest.
When she blinks, the figure is gone, as though she were only a figment of her imagination.
Only swaying grass remains.
"Mother!" Violet's bright voice rings out. Her smile blazes like the sun as she lifts her skirts and comes running, heedless of the juniberry flowers at her feet. "I've finally done it!"
Eleanora stops where she stands and presses the heel of her hand against her forehead, tilting her head toward her daughter. "Done what, dearest ga'oki?"
Violet fumbles eagerly with the flap of her blue satchel, pages rustling as she pulls her sketchbook free. She flips it open and turns the book toward her mother, schematics and a sketch of the Purple Lion sprawling across the paper.
For a long, weighted moment, only the insects in the grass dare to make a sound.
Then Eleanora's throat tightens, and outrage flares hot in her chest. She snaps the book shut and gives a firm shake of her head. "Vivi, no."
Violet's smile falters. "You don't understand," she says, her joy becoming defensive. "It's—"
"You're risking yourself just to prove a point." The words cut harsher than Eleanora means them to, spilling out before she can restrain them. The basket on her arm shudders with her lividity. "There is not enough quintessence to safely fuse the ore with alchemy. You know this."
Cheeks flaming red, Violet's hands tremble as she hugs the sketchbook tight against her chest. Her eyes, once so bright, now brim with frustrated tears. "The Purple Lion—she can be part of Voltron! Don't you see? This is bigger than me—"
"Enough, Violet. I forbid you from continuing this any further."
Violet stomps away, leaving Eleanora staring at the empty field with unsaid words congealing in her throat.
Somehow, the silence that follows is worse than the shouting.
The fever comes a movement later, sealing Violet's fate.
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Eleanora paces the Castle halls, her nerves tangible and evident in the way she worries her lip. Each step echoes harshly against the floors, the sound swallowed almost instantly by the cavernous hush of the corridor.
Her hands clench and unclench at her sides, fingertips brushing against the silk of her gown. She glances toward the towering windows where the wind howls outside.
For a moment, it feels as though the Castle itself trembles in sympathy with her unease.
The portraits of King Alfor's ancestral line hang on the walls, their painted eyes following her with unyielding scrutiny. She avoids their gaze, focusing instead on the rhythm of her shallow breathing.
She stops at last, pressing a palm against a column, her forehead resting there as if the metal might grant her clarity. But the silence that answers offers her no respite. The metal beneath her palm seems to leech the warmth from her skin as her mind pulls her toward Violet again—her daughter's wan face pale against the pillow, lips pressed tight in fevered dreams.
The memory makes her chest constrict, a tide of helplessness rising against the dam of her composure.
Her steps begin anew, aimless, and yet each one feels heavier than the last. She looks out to the storm beyond, wishing to fling open a window and scream her fury and grief into it, demanding that every star, every god, every ancient, every power, take Violet's suffering from the world as it strips branches from the trees.
But Eleanora's throat burns with the cry she refuses to give voice to.
What use is a lifetime of study if it cannot rise to meet this need? What value do the tomes and formulas hold when every page has failed her? Months of nights hunched over candlelight, ink-stained fingers, the endless equations and prayers and myths—all for nothing. For this. For helplessness. For Violet, slipping further and further from her grasp.
"Attie?"
The voice is quiet and hesitant, but it cuts cleanly through the storm of her thoughts. She flinches, turning abruptly, and her watery eyes collide with a steady green gaze.
Silas stands in the doorway, hovering as though he isn't sure he should have spoken at all. His mouth works for a moment before shaping into a frown, a small, wounded thing at the sight of her. And then, without another word, he moves.
The space between them closes in a handful of strides as his warm arms circle her, as though he can anchor her trembling frame. She tries to resist, shoulders rigid, but the dam breaks.
"Oh, Silas..."
Her body crumples against him, sobs tearing free, muffled against his chest. Her fingers clutch at his shirt, desperate, and he only holds her tighter, resting his chin lightly against the top of her hair.
His own tears slip down his cheeks as he hoarsely says, "If I could take her fever myself, I would."
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By the time Eleanora set foot on Daibazaal again with Silas at her side, nearly twenty years had passed since Emperor Zarkon had wed Honerva, and the Empire had grown vast under their rule. The Galra Capital thrummed with an austere grandeur—ships larger than buildings, banners of deep burgundy and violet billowing in the high winds, watchful sentries lining every walkway.
King Alfor had sent her here, not out of malice, but desperation, for Princess Allura had fallen ill with a terrible fever, and he could not bear to leave her bedside. The Red Lion remained on Altea along its pilot, and so, duty had been pressed onto Eleanora's shoulders once more: she was to check in with the Altean envoys and diplomats to assess the state of their alliance.
But Eleanora's thoughts were far from matters of politics. She had been stubborn in her refusal to go, nearly frantic in her protests. She should not be here. She should be at Violet's side.
Her life felt too precarious to leave.
What if she wakes up?
The question lingers with each beat of her heart. Violet—her sweet, darling daughter—lay in that fragile state between life and death, her body still and unresponsive.
Eleanora should be there whispering apologies, pressing cool cloths to her daughter's fevered skin, begging forgiveness for sins no child should ever bear. Instead, she was walking the Daibazaalian Palace's cold halls, constantly unsettled and surrounded by the wretched High Priest and his Druids.
If only she had known. If only she had glimpsed the path waiting for her here. She would have stayed on Altea, consequences be damned. She would have spared herself the crushing expectation and the endless whispers about heirs and legitimacy.
For Violet—Zarkon's daughter, his flesh and blood—is no heir in the eyes of the Court. Not officially. Not openly.
Her very existence is a shrouded imperial secret, and no proclamation has ever been made in her name, no titles bestowed, no banners raised in her honor. To the Galra who tread through the halls, she is a scandal, and no amount of royal lineage on either side will ever change that.
Even Zarkon refuses to acknowledge her, and it tears something inside Eleanora, like a blade twisting anew every time she sees the contempt in the eyes of his Court.
Years before her return, the Council had already murmured its dissatisfaction. Honerva, still childless, had given them no heir to secure the Dravulek line. Whispers began that perhaps a second bondmate would be required, for even the most sacred vows of via't pa'enii could not outweigh the needs of the Empire.
Time and time again, Zarkon had refused them.
But the court—ever involved in Zarkon's reign—saw Eleanora's arrival as a benison from the stars above. She was pale, grieving, and altogether too vulnerable, and the Court twisted her presence into prophecy, seizing upon her as the answer to their prayers. And in the end, there was no space left for choice.
Emperor Zarkon and Princess Eleanora's wedding was a small ceremony, and Silas stood beside her, watching his wife become bound not by love but by decree for the will of an Empire that devoured everything it touched.
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Silence stretches in the bathroom, and it smells like the lit applewood and amber candle, its three flamed wicks flickering from the open window. Silas pushes the violet toile curtains to the side, catching a glimpse of the stars of Gala as Eleanora hovers above the toilet.
The vortex of the water flushing pulls his focus, and she begins washing her hands. She scrubs longer than needed, as though she can wash away the waiting and anxiety.
"So?" she asks the tick after he takes the stick. "What does it say?"
Silas leans back against the marble counter, casual in the way only she can bring him to be. His lips rise as he chuckles, the test pinched between his long fingers like it's some ordinary thing, not the hinge upon which their futures rest.
"Hold your gorviths, Attie," he murmurs. "We need to wait for three doboshes."
She gives him a look, biting her bottom lip as she crosses the room over to him and waits.
"What if..." Her words stumble out, breaking the silence. She forces herself to meet his eyes. "What if the insemination didn't work? I don't—the Court was clear. Produce an heir, and in return, they give us quintessence. No heir..."
Sniffling, she pulls her robe tighter around her trembling body, gnawing guilt eating away at her.
He watches her, his expression somber as he holds her hand in his, giving it a gentle squeeze. His thumb strokes across the ridges of her knuckles, and he lowers himself until her gaze has no choice but to meet his again.
"I know this is frightening," he says, though his voice catches on the words. His eyes gleam with a fear he can't fully hide. "But whether it works or not, whether they grant us the quintessence or withhold it—" he swallows hard, forcing steadiness—"we'll face whatever comes together."
Eleanora swallows hard, her throat tight.
But if it didn't work, Violet's chance dwindles to nothing, she thinks.
Three doboshes. The waiting is a cruelty all its own.
"Attie," Silas murmurs, pulling her gently forward. "Breathe. Just breathe with me."
She does. Or tries to.
"Silas," she presses, voice quivering. "Say it."
At last, he lifts the slim strip of plastic between them, tilting it toward the light.
His breath hitches, eyes going wide. "You're with child."
For a heartbeat, she doesn't move, the rush of blood deafening in her ears. Then the tremor takes her, spilling out as laughter that is almost a sob as her knees give. But Silas is there before she hits the floor.
She presses her face into his chest. "Are you certain?" she whispers into him, the words muffled.
"I've eyes, haven't I?" he murmurs, cheek resting against her hair. "Two lines clear as quintant."
She laughs again, her tears soaking into the fabric of his sleep shirt. "Stars above," she breathes in disbelief. "This is... truly happening."
His arms cinch tighter around her, and she tilts her face up to him, eyes shimmering.
"Are you..." Her gaze wavers, flicking toward the mirror where her reflection stares back at her. "Are you certain you're alright with this?"
Silas exhales slowly. "I knew then, and I know now—family is more than blood." His gaze lowers, lingering on her stomach, on the future growing there. "This little one being Zarkon's doesn't make them any less. I'll love them, just as I love you, and just as I love Vivi."
Her throat bobs, and she reaches to cup his cheek. His eyes close briefly as he leans into her touch.
At last, she whispers, voice breaking with awe, "We're having a baby."
His lips curve into a true smile. "We're having a baby."
She rises to him, fingers weaving through his hair, pulling him down into a kiss that tastes of salt and love and promise.
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The months passed in the blink of an eye.
Before Voltron had gone into the rift, the physicians of Daibazaal brought troubling news to Emperor Zarkon. Eleanora's pregnancy was not progressing without risk: her placenta was positioned in a way that covered her cervix, a dangerous complication known as placenta previa. The danger was clear. If she bled, neither she nor the child would likely survive.
The doctors urged caution and advised honesty. But Zarkon, in his pride, told no one, least of all Silas. And so, he kept the truth hidden, taking matters into his own hands as though he alone could bend fate to his will.
Not only was Honerva near ready to give birth, weakened from prolonged quintessence exposure, and suffering from incurable paranoia, but Eleanora's lifeforce was slowly declining.
Without quintessence, both his wives would die.
So, he tricked the Paladins into expanding the rift by using Voltron. In his mind, this act was salvation: boundless quintessence for his wives, his heirs, his Empire. Yet, like all gambits born of desperation and pride, it carried an unseen cost.
What Zarkon had not expected or planned for was the deaths of him and Honerva.
King Alfor and the other Paladins had no choice but to enact forceful evacuations across the destabilized Daibazzal, chaos ensuing as billions of Galra had to leave their homeworld as fast as possible. Hundreds of Galran ships were filled as several earthquakes broke out and volcanoes erupted across the continents, making evacuations difficult. Families were ripped apart, and all Daibazzalians were displaced.
Not all were willing to leave, believing that death on Daibazzal was a more honorable end. When it was destroyed, they burned with it.
The rift was closed, or so King Alfor believed.
He held a state funeral for the deceased Galran sovereigns in his Royal Hall on Altea, waiting for Eleanora and Silas to return. But they hadn't, and worry bloomed in the hearts of Altea's monarchs.
In the movement reserved for mourning before the Kral Zera, the Empire splintered as unease turned to blood. Daibazzal's Royal Court began preparations for the thirty-fourth ruler, but unity was no longer feasible in their grief.
Some argued that they should honor the late Emperor and give his unborn daughter the position, sparking debates over Eleanora's regency. (Y/N) would become Empress of the Galra Empire once she turned eighteen, and until then, Eleanora would rule not only as Empress Consort and Empress Dowager, but also as Empress Regent.
High Priest Vres fanned the flames of dissent, spitting venom in the Court and reminding them that it was Alfor's hand that sealed Daibazaal's fate. How could they allow an Altean Queen to wear the Galra crown when she aided in the creation of Voltron? How could they submit to a woman whose visions of peace and alliance went against all Vrig the Great stood for?
Her strength, her ferocious stubbornness, and her abilities were cast as sins, and her partnership with General Hart only deepened their distrust. From these whispers, an extremist faction rose within Galran ranks as hate festered.
Their cry was simple, cutthroat: "A planet for a planet."
They demanded war against Altea, vengeance for their burning world. To them, Eleanora was a traitor, her child a curse. In their hate, they executed pro-(Y/N) Dravulek loyalists, slaughtered innocents, and destroyed Galran fleets.
Civil war erupted.
Silas Hart, ever loyal to his wife, was captured by Vres's zealots. Shackled and broken, he was paraded as proof that Eleanora's circle was unfit, that loyalty to her meant death. In the end, his body failed under torment, his final breath stolen in service to a cause he never chose.
On the sixth day of mourning, the Galra Empire teetered on the brink of absolute collapse. Every faction sharpened its weapons, and if a decision were not made, the thirty-fourth Kral Zera would be a merciless bloodbath—a massacre.
Somehow, whether by chance or divine intervention, Emperor Zarkon and Empress Honerva were resurrected through quintessence while aboard their royal ship. Their deaths were undone by the very power that had consumed them.
The mourning ended in an instant.
Zarkon's first act was vengeance, not only against Altea, whom he blamed for his suffering, but against his own people who had faltered in loyalty. Those who resisted, who hesitated, were slaughtered. A people who were once billions became a few hundred million—a hollowed Empire ruled by fear and fire.
And through it all, Eleanora was sedated with an herbal tea made from special leaves from Planet Daltor, her body kept docile, her strength muted, her thoughts numbed. The doctors insisted it was for her health, to stave off the bleeding that threatened her and the unborn heir.
She was—and is—given a steady stream of tea to keep her from lingering too long on the suspicious silence and from seeing too much.
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The medical wing of the Galra ship is cold and sterile, eerily quiet without the usual patrol of sentries and guards. The number of doctors, nurses, and medics dwindles daily as more Galrans flee the Empire to aid those devastated by the war erupting in the Karthulian star system.
Daibazaal is destroyed. Altea is gone. Millions are displaced. Billions are dead.
Since his resurrection, Emperor Zarkon's sole focus has been to quench the unquenchable—a thirst for power that drives him to conquer every corner of the known universe in pursuit of quintessence—life itself.
Now, he stands tall, arms at his sides, in a dimly lit private suite within the medical wing. The only light comes from a harsh fluorescent panel directly above the bed, which is hooked up to a maze of wires and pipes. A soft hum pulses through the space, broken only by Haggar's ragged breathing and shallow panting.
Her face twists in confusion, her mind slipping and dissociating. Her vision blurs and detaches from the world around her. She doesn't see Zarkon or the doctor. She doesn't even feel Kova, who sits diligently in her lap, nuzzling against her womb as he purrs with quiet worry.
She lies motionless, her white hair haloed around her on a plush maroon pillow, eyes glassy and fixed on the fluorescent light above. She watches it flicker as she struggles to unscramble her thoughts.
Only one lingers at the forefront, obsessive and consuming.
Quintessence. Quintessence. Quintessence.
The doctor approaches cautiously, his footsteps clicking on the floor. His gaze darts between the two sovereigns.
"Sire, the birth was difficult but successful," he announces. "Your son is healthy and in good shape, though we seem to be getting some strange readings coming from him directly. Similar to those that, well... similar to those of the Empress and yourself."
A medic steps forward from the shadows and walks along the edge of the bed, holding the newborn Prince to present him to his mother. He is cradled in a bundle atop a support pillow, napping.
The medic lifts his arms carefully, offering him to Haggar, but she recoils. Her body trembles, and her hands twist in the sheets. She turns her head away, for she cannot remember how this child came to be and cannot summon any feeling.
Not warmth. Not love. Not glee. Not even fear.
Only emptiness.
The medic hesitates, and the infant begins to cry, a sharp sound that cuts through the stillness. He tries again, raising the pillow, bowing low. "Your son, sire."
Emperor Zarkon's gaze remains fixed on Haggar, and he doesn't spare his son even the briefest of glances. "Take him away," he says lowly, his voice distant.
The medic blinks. "But—"
"I said, take him away!"
Reluctantly, the medic steps back. He clutches the wailing Prince to his chest and turns, eyes flicking to the doctor before slipping out of the room. The doors hiss shut behind him.
Emperor Zarkon squints after them, jaw rigid. "And what of her?"
"I'm sorry, sire," the doctor says. "We have her under constant watch, but she remains in this state. She only seems to become aware when we administer her quintessence. I'm hopeful her condition will improve with time, but, sire, we're going to have to face the fact that our quintessence supplies are finite. The Empire cannot continue to run on what we have. And you and the Empress... without it, you'll—"
He doesn't wait for him to finish. "Give me the room."
The doctor swallows hard and nods curtly before quickly exiting.
Emperor Zarkon steps to Haggar's bedside. "Do you know who I am?"
Her eyes slowly slide toward him, straining against the fog. "You are Emperor."
"And you?"
"Ha... Haggar?"
"Do you know of quintessence?"
A sharp knowing crosses her expression, and her eyes widen as her breath catches. The voices in her head rise, a growing cacophony.
"Quintessence," she repeats.
He leans in, brows drawn. "Can you find me quintessence?"
She pauses, waiting for silence as the lights flicker above her. "Yes, my Emperor," she whispers, breathing out a quiet exhale. "I can."
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Outside, the doctor catches up to the medic and intercepts a nurse on approach, her hands carefully cradling a painted teacup on a silver tray. She stumbles slightly at the sight of the child, nearly spilling the steaming soval brew.
Her eyes go wide. "Is that the Prince?"
The medic cradles the squirming bundle closer to his chest as the newborn Prince whimpers.
"Yes," the doctor whispers grimly. "We're taking him to the nursery wing. He'll require observation."
The nurse glances toward the doors behind them, where the dark suite and the half-lucid woman lie within, still murmuring to herself about quintessence.
"I think..." she begins softly, a frown tugging on her lips. "I think we should tell Emissary Eleanora the truth."
The doctor scoffs, tearing his helmet off and rubbing at his face. "Are you mad, Li'ani?" he hisses. "You'd condemn us all?"
She meets his glare, unflinching. "The Empire is falling apart. She has a right to know, Vok. Maybe she can help."
"King Alfor is dead. Altea is dust. And you want to burden her with this?" He laughs bitterly, eyes widening with incredulity. "Killing her would be more merciful. You know the Emperor's orders."
Li'ani sees red, her pulse thrumming as surreptitious thoughts hiss their way into the depths of her mind, snaking around her heart.
But the Emperor is not the Emperor anymore, she thinks. The Galra Empire is evil.
She bites her tongue, forcing the treasonous words away. Such expressions of blatant sedition will have her head presented to Daibazzal's Royal Court faster than she can say, Stars above. Now is not the time to act rashly—not when the integrity of their star system is at risk.
Too many lives have already been lost, and she isn't about to increase that tally by one.
Lotor stirs in medic Thul's arms. He sways back and forth, whispering soft, shushing sounds under his breath to calm the little Prince.
Vok frowns, glancing at the metallic doors of the private suite. "Come," he says, wiping the sheen of sweat that's beaded on his forehead. "Let us discuss this matter elsewhere."
The supply room they seek refuge in is in a farther corridor of the medical wing.
Motes of dust float in the air around them while the light illuminates their faces.
Thul looks down at the newborn child, who stares up at him with strange clarity in his glassy blue eyes, slowly blinking. Prince Lotor is an uncanny replica of Empress Honerva, and a pang of sadness hits his heart.
"The Empress didn't even look at him," he says quietly, pursing his lips. "Didn't hold him. Didn't speak to him."
Li'ani lowers the tray on a nearby countertop, setting the teacup down with trembling fingers from furious fear. She stares at the steaming liquid, and her face hardens. "What will happen to him?"
Neither answers her.
The hum of the ship fills the space between them as lights continue flickering, casting violet shadows along the walls and the three Galrans who are pawns in a game they don't even realize they are a part of.
Turning with a scowl set on her features, Li'ani looks up and points a finger toward the doctor. "You wish to isolate him, don't you?"
Vok's brows knit together as if another solution is unfathomable. "Of course, I do," he replies, his voice tightening with frustration and the weight of too many sleepless nights. "If you understood the risk—"
"He's a child."
"He's not just a child!" he barks, causing both Thul and Li'ani to flinch.
His stance becomes taut, like a bowstring pulled too tight, and he catches himself, shoulders tightening. He inhales a deep breath through his nose and exhales through his mouth.
Before the war began, he possessed a surplus of patience, enduring much. Now, all he does is provoke. The patience that Li'ani had once admired—cared for even—has rotted into bitterness and aggression. War has hollowed out the better parts of who he was, and she no longer recognizes the man who is her via't pa'eni.
"He is the son of two beings transformed by quintessence beyond recognition," Vok says, calmer now. "We don't know what that means. We don't know what he is."
A quiet beat passes between them, charged with the thick tension of a pair of lovers whose marital bed has become empty and cold.
Thul brushes a finger along the child's cheek, ignoring their enmity. "He's a newborn," he murmurs as his eyes soften. Prince Lotor lets out squeaky gurgles. "A newborn with nowhere to go."
Li'ani folds her arms, looking accusatively at Vok as her jaw sets. "And you would lock him in a sterile observation chamber with no mother. No warmth. For what? Science? For your data?"
"For safety," Vok growls. "Yours. Mine. The ship's. Everyone's."
With a sigh, Thul gently passes the child to Li'ani. She takes him, cradling the tiny bundle protectively. Vok opens his mouth to object, but the elder medic raises a hand, deciding enough is enough.
"Your hardships are understandable. We are under a lot of pressure," he states, empathy lacing his words as he looks between them. Vok glances down at his boots while Li'ani purses her lips. "But we must not forget that the fate of the Empire rests in our hands."
At that, Vok's head snaps up. "Surely you cannot mean—"
"Do not be blinded by the Emperor's miraculous return." Thul closes his eyes, wearily rubbing the bridge of his nose. "Had it not been for that, Eleanora would be halfway to the High Priestess Marmora, the Princess in tow. The court was planning—"
"—Is still planning," Li'ani interjects.
"—is still planning to kill her and the Princess." His eyes travel to the bundle in her arms. "We must protect the heirs until our last breath."
A deep frown etches Vok's face as he stares at the newborn.
He's always wanted to become a father, though he knows it is no longer feasible. Li'ani is not pure-blooded Galra, and that puts a target on her back. There will come a day when their loyalty to the Empire will have been given in vain. But they stay because it is the honorable thing to do.
"Very well," he concedes, taking a step forward and placing his hand on her shoulder.
Her gaze softens, a spark of electricity zipping down her spine from where he touches her.
Sighing, he presses a kiss to her temple. "Do not burden Eleanora with anything she does not already know," he says, voice steady.
Thul nods, clasping his hands behind his back, and whispers, "Tei'rah Conalul. Vae pal lider."
Li'ani draws the bundle close, the infant's tiny fingers curling near her chest as she nods faintly. She raises a gentle finger, though a tremor still works its way throughout her body. Her gaze reflects the reverent weight of the stars as she whispers, "From the ashes, you shall rise."
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The halls outside Eleanora's chambers are silent, save for the rhythmic clicks of armored boots against polished metal floors.
Inside, a purple gleam spills from the stripped lights marking the edges of the ceiling. Across from her are three windows displaying the vastness of space that envelops the ship. The glow of distant stars wraps itself around Eleanora like an embrace, warming the slope of her shoulders as she sits curled into the corner of a velvet-cushioned loveseat with her feet elevated on a matching ottoman.
One hand rests absently on the swell of her belly.
A tired, bright smile spreads across her lips as she hums softly to herself. The tune is a lullaby she remembers from her own childhood, the one her mother would sing to her, and she recalls those nights spent underneath starlit ivy canopies in the garden as though they were yesterday.
She'd hum those same songs for Violet when she was a child.
In her lap lies the original, well-loved copy of the Storybook of Karthulian Legends and Mythologies. Its spine is worn, smoothed down by years of affection, with its corners softened by countless turns. The pages, once crisp and white, have yellowed to a warm ivory, curling slightly at the corners. Each one is filled with hand-painted illustrations and elegant script—her own handiwork from years past, a labor of love during her final year at Altea's Alchemical University.
She runs her fingers over the cover, tracing the silver-foiled constellations that frame the title and borders. As she opens the book, her eyes catch on the inky, Altean characters of her name—Eleanora Atwell. It's imperfect, smudged in places where her pen bled too heavily, but she wouldn't change a thing.
It's the same book she'd tell Lennox about, the one that once sat between her and Melenor during their late-night study sessions in the Royal Archives. She spent nearly every day there since Melenor began courting Alfor, taking full advantage of Fala's extensive collection. All three of them would sit cross-legged on the marble floor, whispering old stories. She and Alfor would bicker over who could translate the most obscure passages the fastest while Melenor held the ticker.
Eleanora turns a page, and the scent of dried paint floods her senses, her chest tightening at the memories of Melenor leaning over her shoulder to correct the phrasing of a translation, her voice calm and sure.
Though she and Alfor were talented in the art of Altean alchemy, Melenor had a gift for languages and storytelling. And patience. Lots and lots of patience. Stars knew she needed it for a man as stubborn as Alfor.
The now-yellowing pages hold years of memories with Silas and Violet, as well. She recalls several cozy, candlelit evenings when the cottage had gone quiet.
On those nights, she and Silas would draw Violet between them, the three of them sinking into the warmth of the bed. Violet would tuck herself against Eleanora's side, clutching the fabric of her nightgown, her eyes wide with curious wonder. Her breath would quicken at the exciting parts while Silas's hand idly smoothed through her hair.
Her entire world blissfully narrowed to the two of them—her loves, her little universe gathered beneath the covers.
She remembers sweet, determined Allura, whose endearing childhood attempts to recreate the illustrations always left the cottage's hardwood floors splattered in paint. Who would proudly present her abstract blobs as dragons or messengers of the stars, her face lit with joy and contentment.
Eleanora smiles to herself.
She has always appreciated Altea's advanced technology and is fluent in digital art, but nothing compares to the weight of a brush in her hand or the comforting scent of paint lying around the cottage.
The quiet drag of bristles across linen canvases, the rich scent of oil and pigment, the clink of glass jars as she mixed her colors with care, the clatter of wooden paintbrush handles as she sifted through to find just the right one—something is sacred in the tactile rhythm of brush to canvas, like the dance of flames in the fireplace firebox.
Watercolor paints for documenting the flora along the cottage, acrylic paints for immortalizing the delicate curve of Violet's smile and Silas's love, oil paints for capturing the majesty in Altea's Royal Family, and gouache paints for everything in between, because she loves its creamy opacity.
Silent reverie fills her as her eyes trace the paintings, each meticulous brushstroke a testament to the dedication she gave every illustration.
As she flips through the pages of the storybook, Eleanora knows nothing of the cruel chaos consuming the Karthulian star system. Nothing of Daibazaal's destruction. Nothing of Altea's fall.
King Alfor. Queen Melenor. Her family, her friends, her people—butchered by the Galra Empire. Slaughtered like cattle, their blood soaking the land while their screams were lost beneath the roar of burning cities.
Scorched like an old love letter set aflame, its meaningful words reduced to nothing but ashes in the wind; whispers that shall soon be long forgotten due to the passage of Time.
Tucked away in the secluded wing, Eleanora has been kept apart from the changing world, sheltered beneath layers of quiet deception. Though Silas's absence worries her, she is never able to linger on it. Galran doctors carefully monitor her, administering various medications to aid her pain and help calm her nerves, and they recommend not taking too many steps or standing for prolonged periods so she remains confined, and she sleeps a lot; the enforced rest is meant to ensure her child's health and her own.
It is not a prison—at least, not one she recognizes. To her, it is merely the routine of pregnancy.
Seven months along and living in blissful ignorance, she is patient for her darling daughter's arrival.
Eleanora flips to another page and presses her fingers lightly to the painted face of Alesul—the Chosen One. Her gaze lingers on the warrior's copper golden eyes. The image is no larger than her palm, yet it holds an undeniable, monumental presence on the page.
The Chosen One stands mid-stride, her cloak rippling in the wind as her eyes cast toward an unseen horizon. The gouache has aged with grace—still vibrant, still resolute. The deep metals of her armor, the ethereal gleam of the dark red shield strapped to her back, the thin gold strings woven through her braid—all drawn by Eleanora's hand.
The Warrior of Time.
A half-mythical, half-terrifying figure of balance and judgment, neither hero nor villain.
Eleanora studies her face again, captivated even now, years later. She focuses on the expression she painted after hours of poring over descriptions, ancient sketches, and temple carvings.
It is not the blank stare of duty, nor the grimace of war. It is something quieter. Sadder. Something like acceptance. A gaze that has seen too much and still chooses to keep enduring.
Her thumb brushes over the painted eyes, where she dabbed a tiny drop of white to make them glint with life.
For all her power, all her myth, all Eleanora sees is loneliness in her gaze. A woman walking always forward, never home. Never held.
A soft flutter beneath her palm draws her back as she continues reading through the storybook. Her daughter kicks gently in her womb, and her fond smile returns.
Eleanora waits, and Time moves around her like a thief in the night.
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The Legend of the Zi'va Kriensa
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Once upon a time, before the moon kissed the ground, the elements drifted within the atmosphere under the great sky. The elements did not yet have names, nor a purpose. They were as free as birds soaring through the air, yet as lost as an onlooker gazing upon an enchanted mirror, losing themself in a trance.
Fire roamed free, crackling with joy, dancing across the land without direction. Water followed, shifting and changing with the seasons. Land stood still, strong and patient. Forest provided shelter and carried stories. Sky whispered those stories to the stars above. And Time lay waiting.
Goddess Ara and the stars of Gala saw the longing in the elements' hearts and sent messengers to guide them. They traversed the tremendous universe, using High Priestess Marmora's stars as a map. Soon, the messengers arrived and guided the elements, setting them upon their destinies.
But before the stars whispered to the sky and before the first breath of dawn, Time lay waiting. It did not dance like Fire, nor weep like Water. It did not stand in solemn patience like Land, nor carry the stories of Forest. It did not whisper like the Sky.
Time was restless, without a home. It watched as the elements found their place, shaping the world with their existence, while it remained unseen and undefined.
The messengers tried, but try as they might, even the stars could not guide Time, for its map was endless. Its paths twisted, bent, and broke into chaos between what was, what is, and what could have been.
So the stars sent the Zi'va Kriensa—the Worthy Warrior.
The messenger of the stars named (Y/N)—the Chosen One. The Warrior of Time from Karthulian mythologies. Born in the silent gap between ticks, her burden was that of eternity. She carried the duty to mend what was broken and guide Time as the elements had been guided before.
Legends say that (Y/N) walked through all ages, through Empires that had not yet risen and ruins that had not yet fallen. She fought battles in wars that had yet to begin, wielding an enchanted shield of blood that could not be broken.
A collector of souls, she reaped both mortals and gods alike, stepping between the veils of past and future as easily as one walks through a door. Some called her a savior, others a curse—a prelude to catastrophe.
In her eyes, she was neither. She was a harbinger of justice.
To the dying, she was mercy. To the tyrants, she was reckoning.
Where (Y/N) walked, visions and dreams were conjured with every step. She walked with a smile, not one of mere joy, but of knowing, a quiet certainty in the path she followed. Her mission for Time never faltered as she trod through the winding streets of distant cities, the hushed corridors of ancient halls, and the endless expanse of untouched lands.
There are those who say she still walks among us, lingering in the shadows of spaces, watching as the universe twists and turns with Time. Others believe she will return when the stars whisper her name once more, unseen but ever-present, waiting for her prophecy to be fulfilled. When the stars burn their last and the realities have all but fallen, (Y/N) will stand at the edge of all things—watching, waiting, guiding Time itself until the end with the Paladins of the elements by her side.
Fire, Water, Land, Forest, and Sky shall await to hear Time's voice.
For the stars are always listening, and they have spoken: a day will come when a sacrifice must be made.
The Chosen One shall be forced to decide. The resilient survivor, bound by a vow to bring peace to the universe, will do what must be done. For a vow made to the stars is sacred, inscribed into the very destinies of existence.
Sacrifice, or Death—all realities, or none.
And the stars shall mourn their failure.
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This myth is Eleanora's favorite among the many Daibazaalian-Altean legends she researched, and out of all the messengers of the stars, she admires the Warrior of Time the most.
She is drawn to the inevitable, tragic beauty of a fate that cannot be escaped and Time's restlessness, for all she has ever known is waiting. Drawn to the elements and their friendship, for she, too, has found her family. Drawn to (Y/N), not because of her power, but because of her solitude and her devotion to goddess Ara's creations.
Stars drift in slow orbit, and the chamber is quiet, save for the rustle of turning pages and the steady breathing of a woman lost in memory.
Eleanora's fingers trace her painted illustrations, an aching twist of homesickness filling her for a time that's slipped away, a time when Violet was awake and small and curious and full of questions that never ended. When she would sneak into her workspace midday to fall asleep with her head on her lap, face splattered with paint, as she sketched.
It feels like a lifetime ago.
Eleanora draws in a heavy breath, closing her eyes as the storybook rests in her lap.
The metallic doors slide open with a hiss, and a figure steps inside, cradling a small, silent bundle.
Wrapped in a burgundy blanket and resting on a pillow made of the deep purple and bright gold of the Galran royal crest, Prince Lotor slumbers, held in Li'ani's steadfast arms.
Pushing herself upright despite the exhaustion weighing her limbs down, Eleanora blinks, and nurse Li'ani moves carefully into the room. With slow movements, Eleanora sets the storybook on a nearby accent table and stands up, rubbing her eyes and stifling the yawn growing in the back of her throat.
"Who—"
Her words falter as Li'ani remains silent, kneeling beside the bed and offering the bundle.
Eleanora hesitates before instinct takes over, and she settles beneath the blanket on the expansive bed. She reaches out to gather the newborn close to her chest, awestruck wonder engulfing her being as she gazes down at him.
He is pure perfection and doesn't cry, that's the first thing she notices; a small, fragile being of innocence.
His tiny face is scrunched in the way newborns do, his nose crinkling with endearing lines. His skin is soft, a light shade of lavender as Violet's had been, and his breathing is slow and steady. A few strands of fine, white hair wisp against his forehead.
Eleanora's brows furrow at their color.
She expected his hair to mirror either Zarkon's—Violet's—shade of deep purple or Honerva's light purple, but it mirrors neither. Instead, it is as white as clouds scattering across a vast sky; white as the hydrangeas planted along the stone pathway leading to the cottage back on Altea; white as the hole that leads to the realm of Oriande.
Her fingers tremble as she brushes his cheek with a tender smile, warmth blossoming beneath her touch.
He is perfect, she thinks. A perfect, zi'va Prince.
She glances up at Li'ani, curious. "Where is his mother?"
The nurse bows her head. "The Empress has taken ill, and she cannot care for him right now."
It must be her quintessence experiments.
"Oh." Eleanora stills. "And Zarkon?"
Guilt flashes through Li'ani's eyes, but she quickly masks it. "The Emperor has temporarily left the Prince in your care."
She carefully watches her. "And what of Captain Hart?"
"Still negotiating with the Royal Court."
Eleanora's lips tug into a frown, her heart sinking ever so slightly. "Of course."
Shifting in her position, Li'ani sighs, feeling torn. "My Lady," she says quietly, "would you... like me to prepare a crib for the Prince?"
"Yes." She nods, not peeling her eyes away from Lotor and settling back into the pillows as she cradles him close. "But he will stay with me for now."
He shifts, his tiny fingers searching her chest for warmth and comfort as they slip against the silk of her maroon nightgown. She pushes the fabric aside, pressing him against her skin, and his little face scrunches. He exhales a quiet sigh, reveling in the safety of her presence. Li'ani stands and bows, retreating toward the chamber doors in silence.
They hiss shut behind her, leaving Eleanora in peaceful solitude.
Lotor squeaks and (Y/N) kicks her feet within Eleanora's womb as if sensing her elder brother's presence.
Eleanora's heart inflates, impossibly full, and she lets out a breathless laugh.
"Hello, ma ga'oki," she whispers. "Your brother has come to say hello."
She brushes a fingertip across Lotor's cheek, marveling at how impossibly soft he is.
He stirs at her touch but does not wake as Eleanora bends her head, pressing a lingering kiss to his forehead and inhaling his scent—sweet like milk and fresh like soap. Peppering gentle kisses against his skin, she brushes another tender touch over his delicate features. He burrows closer, and her eyes turn glassy as her chest tightens.
Honerva is ill, Eleanora thinks. But where is Zarkon? Where is Silas?
Eleanora's shoulders slump, distress insistently tugging on her senses. She exhales, willing herself to push it aside before it unravels her completely.
Where is everyone? Surely they'd have come to visit by now. At the very least, Zarkon.
But who is she to dictate how he spends his time? The Galra Emperor answers to no one. Not even to the woman they now call his wife. She knows her place, especially after the Court lectured her ear off following her union with him. Her duties had been laid bare with no room for misinterpretation:
Continue managing diplomatic relations between Daibazaal and the other planets within the Karthulian star system.
Ensure that Altea and Daibazaal receive the supplies needed.
Continue studying Voltron and the trans-reality comet ore.
And, most importantly, bear an heir; multiple heirs, if her body permitted. The future of the Empire demands it.
It's been nearly one movement since she's last seen Zarkon, which is so unlike him—the man who once made himself a fixture at her side. In the beginning, she could hardly step into a room without finding him there, eager to hear updates about the child growing inside her. His presence had become a constant, as steady as the breath she drew, and he swore to her promises of protection, devotion, and a future where their child would never know suffering.
A future where their child would not be alone.
That night—the one where they had finally met eye to eye—haunts her most.
He had bent to her will, or perhaps she to his, and together they had forged an accord. She and Silas would return to Altea with baby (Y/N). Violet's comatose body would be tended to until she awoke again. And when the time was right and Lotor reached his first deca-phoeb, the boy would be folded into their household and grow up on Altea.
She had believed him then. Zarkon would never leave her waiting like this.
Eleanora frowns, the distressed feeling returning, and looks down at Lotor once more, adjusting him carefully against her chest with a sigh.
"Do you think she will like you, Lotor?" she asks, one hand resting over the rounded bump where (Y/N) grows. "I think she will. I can already see it—the two of you acting as siblings should, fighting over sweets, whispering under the covers instead of sleeping, watching the stars..."
The room darkens as Eleanora reaches out and turns off the lamp resting on the nightstand.
"You know," she begins, her gaze returning to him, "your name is special. Your mother wanted Lotarious—a name that has deep Altean history. He was one of the ancient Alteans believed to have established much of the foundation of the engineering that built our world."
He gurgles and she chuckles gingerly, tracing the slope of his nose.
"Yes, I know, my love. Big shoes to fill. Your father wanted you to be named after the sixth ruler of the Galra Empire: Kaltor. Conalul—the Conquering One," she murmurs. "But... I think Lotor suits you perfectly."
Eleanora shifts, settling more comfortably against the plush pillows. She has missed motherhood, and her heart aches at the daughter who is not here to witness the arrival of her younger siblings. Her fingers brush through the fine strands of his hair, tracing down to the tips of his tiny ears.
"What a well-behaved Prince you are."
She smiles and (Y/N) moves again, a slow roll beneath her ribs, eliciting a slight chuckle.
"Impatient are we, dearest ga'oki? Your time will come soon, and I'm sure you'll follow him everywhere. Violet—" Eleanora's smile falters, heaviness wrapping around her heart. She shakes her head. "When Violet wakes up, she and Allura will be there to read you stories. And perhaps when you're both a little older, Silas will teach you to wield the metal swords he forged for you both. I painted yours orange, Lotor. I hope you grow to love it."
Lotor remains still, his breathing slow and even.
She swallows, glancing toward the chamber doors, half-expecting them to slide open. But they don't.
"Where are you, Darling Hart?" she whispers with a frown, her hold tightening protectively.
Perhaps tomorrow, Silas will come. He will step through the doors, tired but relieved, smiling as he always does when he sees her, and the world will feel right again.
Eleanora closes her eyes, breathing in the newborn's scent, willing herself to believe it.
He lies against her heart as she slips into a light slumber, the tiredness of being with child catching up to her again as (Y/N) rolls.
"Shhh, ma dearest ga'oki," she murmurs, palm smoothing over her bump in soothing, circular strokes. "I know. Soon."
Lotor sneezes in Eleanora's arms, and she presses a kiss to his hairline before resting her cheek against his tiny head. Her fingers continue their slow, absent-minded strokes along her bump, feeling (Y/N)'s restless movements beneath her skin.
"You must be eager to meet your brother," she whispers, lips forming a tired smile.
A sharp twinge flares low in her abdomen, and she exhales, adjusting her position and dismissing the discomfort.
(Y/N) has been pressing against her cervix for movements now—it is nothing unusual.
Still, the ache spreads through her lower back.
Brushing it off again, she closes her eyes.
I am only tired. Tomorrow everything will be as it should be.
Eleanora does not see how the sentries stationed outside stand, blocking her means of escape, or the way the guards exchange glances every time they pass through her private wing. She does not hear the whispered orders slipping through their comms, commanding all news to go beyond her reach so she may remain ignorant, or notice the bitter tang of tranquility-laced tea Li'ani brings for her to drink three times a day.
In the private, secluded wing of the Galra Central Command ship, Eleanora and Lotor are unaware of the reality fate has placed them in and the coming tragedy.
As she drifts off into the realm of sleep, she does not hear the quiet hiss of the chamber doors sliding open and the footsteps of the shadowed figure who steps inside.
She dreams of fire, stars, and Altea. Of Silas, chocolate cake, and laughter. Of a daughter with soft hair, delicate fingers, and a smile that makes her heart full of joy. Of the Warrior of Time and her vibrant eyes that hold wells of knowledge within their depths.
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Emperor Zarkon's brows are drawn tightly together as he witnesses the strange, sleeping Altean woman holding the son Haggar bore against her bare chest. The barely-there violet light shining overhead casts shadows along the mounds of her breasts and the slope of her shoulders, making her look more ethereal than a goddess.
Her hair is woven in a long, beautiful braid, and loose strands fall delicately over her features. Her tinged-pink lips pulse with vibrancy, glistening from lip balm, and his eyes linger on them.
The maroon nightgown she partially wears complements her complexion, and she is objectively beautiful, as soft and gentle as the tune she hummed mere moments ago. Her voice has a melodic lilt, making it feel like a caress, and the sight of her like this should spark some kindling of desire or even love, but he remains an unlit match.
Honerva and Eleanora—the names of his wives, who are both with child. That is what Vres told him.
Mating and bonding not one, but two Alteans? What was he thinking? This beautiful woman before him—which one is she? Honerva or Eleanora?
His memory is fragmented, and he remains unable to remember. All that exists within him is a thirst for quintessence—he has no time to dawdle, not when he has an Empire to expand. Not when there are worlds to be conquered and power to be gained. Still, he can't stop himself from watching the woman for a while longer.
He studies the slow rise and fall of her chest, the evidence of her being with child moving in tandem, and the way she cradles his son protectively in her arms.
She smells of some kind of distant flower and sweetness, her presence exuding warmth.
Is she as soft as she looks? How would she feel beneath his touch? Would her voice carry that same melodic lilt if she were to say his name?
A foolish need settles in his chest, making him want to close the distance, sit on the edge of the bed, and stroke her hair with devoted fingers. He wants to ask her to help him remember if he had ever been excited by the prospect of becoming a father, and what her name is.
Do you love me? is the question on the tip of his tongue.
The Galrans who had been there when he woke up told him neither wife truly loved him. He was a pawn in their twisted game of manipulation so King Alfor and the other Paladins of Voltron could destroy the Galran homeworld and hoard the power of the rift for themselves.
Emperor Zarkon and the witch had done what was needed to secure Voltron. The only problem is that it has disappeared, and with its absence and the absence of the Black Lion, his thirst for power grows.
Has he always been driven by his ambition?
The fog in his mind begins to clear, rays of clarity peaking through, before a sharp wave of darkness crashes over him once more.
He needs more quintessence.
Turning on his heels, he departs from the chamber as silently as a wraith; not even his boots click against the metallic floors of the Galra ship.
It is as though the Zarkon who has come back from the dead is not truly Zarkon at all.
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Beyond the great sky, through the vastness of the entire universe, goddess Ara witnesses the destruction of her creation, unable to look away or do anything about it. She has wept for the entire movement, flooding the mortal worlds with her tears of anguish as the Karthulian star system burned out of existence.
The others see the suffering in her heart, but rather than destroying all realities to begin anew, the High Priestess Marmora illuminates the Warrior of Time's path.
She walks now, traversing the stars with steady footsteps.
With their voices of destiny and fate, the stars of Gala whisper the name of the Alesul, preparing the way, searching the universe for beings whose hearts mirror the longing of the elements. And the Lion Goddess—the Keeper of the Elements—waits for six Paladins to be chosen.
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"I will die your daughter
I will, I will die your daughter
I will, I will die your daughter
I will, I will die your daughter"
Susannah Joffe, Die Your Daughter
"When I lifted her urn
Divinity says, 'Destiny can't be earned or returned'
I feel when I question, my skin starts to burn
Why does my skin start to burn?"
Gigi Perez, Fable
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PART II: The Heirs of an Empire
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The bathing chamber is steamy, the gentle baby wash filling the tub, thickening the fragrance-free air. Vapor swirls lazily along the polished metal walls, and a soft hum pulses beneath the floor, keeping the thermal pools heated at a consistent, carefully regulated warmth.
Dayak Zlak kneels at the edge of the bathing basin where the water is shallow enough not to drown the babies. His sleeves are rolled past his elbows, and his shirt is damp with splash marks. His usually stern expression is softened, his jaw relaxed, and his posture casual, though his eyes are sharp as ever, trained on the two small, squirming heirs playing in front of him.
Lotor sits upright in the shallow water, his tiny hands clenched around a floating sponge creature—one of the ridiculous bath toys Medic Thul insists are developmentally appropriate for a twelve-month-old.
Zlak didn't object, taking the toy for Lotor to play with once he was washed. Thul did a good enough job raising his daughter, Kola.
Mostly.
Lotor's bright blue eyes are wide, focused entirely on chewing the creature's face off, drool mixing freely with the water that beads on his round cheeks. He babbles something urgent around the sponge, then lets it go with a splash, watching it float away before shrieking and kicking with glee.
Water erupts in a spray that hits Zlak squarely in the face.
Across from him, (Y/N) watches intently, blowing raspberries.
The Princess, ten months old and entirely pleased with herself, claps, something she's recently learned. Her hair is wet, and a ring of bubbles is around her face from the splashes of her brother's chaos.
Zlak exhales heavily, water dripping down his nose.
"Prince Lotor," he says flatly, wiping his face. "That sponge is not food. Do not eat it."
Lotor burbles in protest and flails after the drifting toy. (Y/N) lets out a squealing noise that sounds like laughter, waving her hands.
"You," Zlak says, narrowing his eyes at her now. "Don't encourage him."
(Y/N) blinks at him innocently. A moment later, she charges forward, her face sinking beneath the surface with a splash. With wide eyes, Zlak pops her back up, holding onto her small shoulders. She blinks, water trailing from her lashes, and looks stunned.
Zlak's panic subsides, and he raises one unimpressed brow. "Princess—"
Lotor shrieks and immediately throws himself forward to copy her, causing Zlak to sigh. He scoops him up and sets him into a seated position next to (Y/N).
"Now, Va'tarii se'tar," he scolds. "That is enough."
(Y/N) opens her mouth, scoops up bubbles, and then spits a glob of drool right back into the basin.
"Quiznak." Zlak pinches the bridge of his nose. "No, that isn't food either."
A small splash follows.
He looks up, and Lotor copies her. Soon, both babies are taking handfuls of bubbles and putting them into their mouths.
Zlak considers, not for the first time, that he is not trained for this.
Diplomatic protocol, weapons calibration, and archival encryption? Yes. Training on the mat, sparring with fists, and shooting drills with guns? Sure. Infant royalty bath time without Dayak Kola or Medic Thul to supervise? No.
He's only twenty-four deca-phoebs old—he should be training, not babysitting.
(Y/N) lifts a fat fist of bubbles, stares at it with intense scrutiny, and then smooshes it onto her brother's head, squealing with pure delight.
Lotor, stunned, blinks the suds from his lashes and immediately retaliates by smacking both hands into the water.
Fresh splashes soak Zlak's chest.
He does not flinch or yell. He simply stares at them.
Dripping wet.
(Y/N) laughs so hard she tips sideways and flails her arms while Lotor giggles, flopping down beside her in a heap of chubby limbs and bubbles.
Zlak closes his eyes. "Stars above, I am being punished," he mutters.
When he opens them again, the two are watching him intently.
"Oh!" Lotor exclaims, pointing. "Ba-ba."
"Bo-gi-ta," (Y/N) replies.
Zlak grunts, his forearms resting on his knees. His boots are long gone, the floor is full of water from stars know where, his pants are sticking to his legs, and the two heirs of the Empire are now trying to put bubbles in each other's ears.
With a small smirk, he leans in. "Can you say, 'Dayak Zlak'?"
"Gah-tzyk," Lotor babbles, their eyes locking.
He shakes his head, pushing the wet hair out of his face with a gentle hand. "Dayak. Die-ahk."
(Y/N)'s eyes sparkle. "Da-da!" she exclaims. "Da-da!"
Freezing, Zlak slowly blinks once, like a machine rebooting from an unexpected malfunction.
Across the basin, she grins widely, the corners of her eyes crinkling. She bounces in place, splashing again. "Dada! Dada!"
Lotor hears this and immediately joins in the chant. "Da-da-da-da-da! Dada!"
Zlak's face twitches.
"That is not what I said," he says sternly. He narrows his eyes at (Y/N), pointing a wet finger at her. "Not Dada. Dayak. Dayak."
(Y/N), delighted by the attention, launches into a garbled song of sound. "Da-gyak! Da-da-yak-yak! Dada!"
The doors hiss open, purple light spilling out from the corridor, and Dayak Kola steps in with two maroon towels.
She raises a brow, surveying the mess. "You truly cannot handle them for ten dobashes, can you? Did you at least wash them?"
"I did." His shoulders slump, heat climbing up his cheeks. "But Koko, you must help me."
Kola's laugh is soft as she pads across the slick floor in her bare feet. The hem of her long dress drags in the puddles left by his disaster zone of a bath session, and she stops beside him, glancing at the bubble-glazed heirs now attempting to climb each other.
Lotor is pressed over (Y/N)'s back, babbling gleefully, cheeks flushed and eyes bright with triumph. (Y/N), undeterred, is gnawing on the side of a rubber sea creature and occasionally glancing at Zlak to gauge if her mischief has reached maximum effect.
"Help you?" Kola asks dryly, dropping onto her knees beside the basin. "Zlak, they're not an army or fleet. They're just children."
"They are not—" he gently tries prying Lotor off—"just children."
Kola's brows lift, and her lips twitch as she takes one of the towels and reaches into the basin to lift (Y/N) out. "My pretty Princess, what have you been up to?"
(Y/N) wriggles in her arms, and reaches back over her shoulder, fixated on Zlak. "Dada! Dada!"
"See?" Zlak insists, soaked and scowling, as he wrangles Lotor upright and wraps the towel around him. He snuggles him tightly, and Lotor grins, petting his jaw.
Kola laughs, leaning in and peppering kisses against (Y/N)'s flushed cheeks. "Not 'Dada,' sweet girl. Dayak. But leave poor Zlak alone. Can you say 'Koko' instead? Koko? Ko-ko?"
(Y/N) blinks, her wet lashes sticking together as she considers. Then she beams, proudly smacking her palms against Kola's chest. "Ko...ko! Koko!"
"Oh!" Kola gasps, delight blooming across her face. "You're brilliant, little one!"
Behind her, Zlak lets out a grunt of disbelief, rising to his feet.
Lotor kicks and giggles, nuzzling himself into the crook of his neck. "Daaada. Dada."
Kola bounces (Y/N) on her hip and remains quiet, smiling to herself as she continues her gentle rocking. The Princess burbles into her shoulder as she yawns, eyes closing as she begins to drift off.
Zlak stares at the babies, unmoving. He presses his cheek against Lotor's head and frowns, inhaling deeply.
"Perhaps," Kola says eventually, watching him, "it is not such a terrible thing to be their Dada."
He fixes her with a look. "I am not—"
"Not a father?" Her tone is mild, but her eyes gleam with knowing. "We're their family, you know."
"So what? You're saying you're their mother?"
Kola lets out a quiet huff as she moves the dozing Princess higher against her hip. (Y/N)'s tiny hand curls into the fabric of her dress, while her thumb is in her mouth.
Her voice lowers, gentling like her sway. "I'm saying we're what they have." Her eyes lift to Zlak, and there's a weight to them as she frowns, sobering. "My father... Rez'or—we must get out of here."
Zlak exhales, stroking Lotor's back. "I am not joining Rez'or or leaving. Suggesting otherwise—"
"You think I wish to leave?" Kola shoots back. "Daibazzal is gone. The Royal Court is in ruins. The Empire is no place for half-Altean children. We—"
His mouth tightens. "What you're saying is treason."
Her face hardens. "I didn't take you for a coward."
The room is thick with silence, save for the soft sounds of Lotor and (Y/N)'s breathing.
Zlak doesn't look at her. His jaw works, the muscles ticking as he adjusts his hold on Lotor, whose little body is warm and heavy in his arms.
Lotor babbles sleepily against his neck. "Dada..."
It lands like a whispered accusation.
Remaining in silence, the two Dayaks step through the threshold to dress the heirs. Kola doesn't press him further, quietly slipping a onesie onto the Princess and then swaddling her in a blanket.
"Emperor Zarkon has already killed so many," Zlak whispers, voice low and eyes blank as he works. "I—I don't wish to be next."
Kola glances at him, but doesn't speak. Her gaze lingers on the heirs and their innocent, untouched faces, unaware of the cruel hands that lead the Galra Empire.
A soft snore breaks the silence, and the little Prince's features relax into contentment as he slumbers. Princess (Y/N) coos quietly, deeply asleep.
"Zlak?" Kola whispers.
He turns his head.
"I don't wish to die either," she murmurs, staring down at (Y/N) and stroking her face. "But living in fear is far worse a fate."
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The Galra Central Command ship's throne room pulses faintly from the sound systems. Two Dayaks kneel at the landing of the stairs with their heads cast down. Between them, Medic Thul bows, his spine straight with protocol. One hand remains outstretched, fingers lacing with Prince Lotor's in a trusting grip.
To Emperor Zarkon's left, Haggar stands as still as a statue, her gaze distant and not entirely present. His eyes lock on the kneeling figures below, hands gripping the metallic armrests of the throne.
Princess (Y/N) is not present, resting in the medical wing with a fever.
This is the first time the Emperor has requested a meeting, and no one knows what to expect.
Dayak Kola's eyes flick between her father and the Prince. Zlak's hand twitches as if to signal her, and she swallows hard, training her gaze on the floor, tracing over the grooves and crevices.
"Medic, update me on the Prince's health," Emperor Zarkon commands.
"Yes, sire," Thul says, rising to his feet and straightening. "Prince Lotor exudes pristine health, just as the other three deca-phoeb olds aboard the ship. Perhaps more so."
Emperor Zarkon tilts his head as he regards the child. "And the Princess?"
"She..." Thul hesitates, glancing down at Kola and Zlak, "tends to be more susceptible to infections, which is consistent with her premature birth."
The violet glow of the throne room casts deep shadows against Emperor Zarkon's face as his eyes narrow. "She is weak."
He bristles, but manages to hold himself. "The Princess is young and recovering well. Her immune system is merely developing at a different pace. She is quite strong, all things considered."
The Emperor's expression doesn't shift, and his voice, when it comes, is colder than the steel beneath their feet. "There is no place for weakness in the line of succession."
Kola's fists clench against her knees, the urge to defend her wards growing unbearable, but she doesn't speak.
Zlak, motionless at her side, forces his voice to remain calm as he dares to lift his head. "Sire, the Va'tara is a survivor. She will endure more."
Emperor Zarkon's gaze cuts to him like a blade. "You speak out of turn, Dayak."
He lowers his eyes at once, heat creeping up his neck and heart thundering in his chest.
Lotor watches with detached interest, his eyes darting from adult to adult. He tugs at Thul's sleeve, eyes wide and full of curiosity, unaware of the rising tension. "Where's (Y/N)?" he asks, his small voice oddly loud.
Thul glances down, giving his shoulder a comforting squeeze. "She is resting."
"Can I see her?"
"You may, when the Emperor is finished."
Emperor Zarkon exhales, studying his son. "Boy," he says.
Lotor tilts his head up, blinking. "Yes, Father?"
"Come."
Swallowing hard, Lotor looks up at Thul, who wears a subtle grimace. He gestures to the steps, and with small footsteps, Lotor manages to climb the two stairs, stopping directly in front of the throne. His tiny hands clasp in front of his torso.
"You must be strong," Emperor Zarkon says, sitting straighter. "Galra must never show weakness."
Lotor nods, his eyes flicking to the floor.
"Tell me, Medic." His gaze travels. "Do you show weakness?"
Thul hesitates again, his throat tight as it works against words he knows will damn him. Drawing a breath, he shakes his head and salutes. "I follow duty, Emperor. Vrepit Sa."
A muscle twitches in Emperor Zarkon's cheek as his nostrils flare. "That is not what I asked."
Still kneeling, Kola shifts beside Zlak, and he can feel the heat rolling off of her.
Emperor Zarkon stands, his imposing figure looming over Lotor.
The Prince stares back, his small brows furrowed in confusion and lips slightly parted.
"Do you know what it means to be strong, boy?" he asks.
He blinks up at him, uncertain. "... M-Maybe?"
In the matter of a few ticks, he lifts a hand, and no one registers the movement until it's too late.
Lotor is struck across the face, and the sound echoes through the throne room as he cries out and stumbles back, his cheek becoming dark purple from the blow. Tears fill his wide eyes, shock and pain filling him all at once. A trembling hand flies to his face, while his lips quiver.
Instinctively, Kola jerks forward to catch him before his back collides with the unforgiving metal. Zlak immediately snaps his head up, and an enraged Thul gasps.
"To be strong is to endure," Emperor Zarkon states, sitting back down. "You are heir to the Galra Empire."
Thul surges up the steps, eyes blazing. "How dare you?!"
Kola's eyes go wide, fear filling every fiber of her being, and she moves to rush after her father, but Zlak's grip halts her. His teeth grind, hands clenching into fists so tight his knuckles go pale while her shoulders tremble beneath his grip.
She's breathing too hard, and Lotor's whimpering sobs touch her skin. Staring down at him, her heart cracks with every one of his quiet cries.
The air grows colder, and Emperor Zarkon is stunned for only a moment before his gaze darkens.
Thul's chest heaves while his arms are thrown wide in a desperate shield. His robe hangs askew, flaring with every breath. "You strike a child?" he shouts. "You strike your own son?"
Haggar's eyes remain void, though she feels the thirst deep within, and the guards lining the throne room don't move.
To speak out against the Emperor is almost always certain death.
"I strike the heir to shape him," he replies. "You forget your place."
"I remember my place," Thul growls, stepping forward. "I remember my oath. I swore to protect the royal line—the Dravulek line."
He sneers. "And yet you protect weakness. Half-breed scum."
Thul's fists shake with fury. "I protect children! The blood of Alt—"
"Enough." A sharp look crosses Emperor Zarkon's face. "That foul race has been wiped out."
Zlak slowly rises, and his grip on Kola eases. She remains kneeling, holding Lotor's small frame and murmuring comfort in his ear as he shakes in her arms, his tears quiet but insistent. He buries deep into her chest.
"Medic Thul," Emperor Zarkon says at last. "You are released from your post."
Realization washes over him as he stares, his chest heaving. He sinks into a low bow. "Forgive me. Sire, I—"
Before the plea can finish, Haggar lifts one hand, and energy crackles in a powerful burst. The scent of burning flesh fills the air.
Thul doesn't scream, but his breath comes out in choking gasps as his body's life force begins to drain. His body hits the floor with a sickening crack, the light in his eyes dimming.
A cry breaks out of Kola like a wound tearing open as she bears witness. "No!"
Lotor sniffles and tries to take a peek, but Zlak blocks his view, swallowing hard. She pulls the Prince tightly against her chest, her entire body trembling as her pulse roars in her ears.
A Captain breaks formation, stepping closer. His boot presses against Thul's body, but the Medic remains motionless.
Emperor Zarkon lets out a huff and looks at the trio with disinterest, shaking his head as his back presses into the throne. "When the girl is recovered, she will be brought here. You are dismissed." Turning his head, he waves a hand. "Guards, clean this up."
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The walk out of the throne room is a blur, and Zlak has to drag Kola's weeping figure out. Nausea travels up his throat, but his grip on Lotor's hand remains firm.
Pushing the lump down, he manages to say, "Let's go see your sister, hmm?"
"Okay." Lotor nods and sniffles, his tiny hand cupping his bruising cheek. "She gets sad when she's alone."
A few more steps, and Lotor lifts his arms. Zlak hesitates before picking him up, and Lotor rests his head on his shoulder, finding comfort.
"Is Koko sad?" he asks.
Zlak doesn't answer, his mind whirling.
The corridor's light strips buzz overhead, a sterile hum that feels unnatural, and the halls stretch endlessly forward—metallic and lifeless.
Kola walks beside them in disoriented silence. Her eyes are glassy, arms wrapped around herself as if trying to hold in the tremor. Her mouth opens once, then closes, and she doesn't look at either of them.
Lotor's breath warms his neck. "Is Koko sad?" he repeats, voice muffled.
"Yes."
Sniffling, Lotor then says, very quietly, "I don't like when people get dead."
The words trigger something within Kola, and she collapses, her knees biting into the hard floor. "That blasted witch," she chokes out. She wails, hiccups, and presses her forehead down as sobs wrack her body. "Emperor Zarkon—stars—we're dead if word of Rez—"
Zlak's eyes widen, and he forcefully clears his throat, interrupting her. He goes onto his knees, and Lotor peeks out, frowning as he watches her. His small hand reaches out and pets her head with slow motions.
"Let us not speak where ears might be listening," Zlak whispers sharply, eyeing a camera in the distance. "Bite your tongue if you must."
She closes her eyes, shaking her head profusely. "It doesn't matter anymore. Oh, father—" Her sentence cuts off, her cries becoming more devastating as the tears fall uncontrollably.
Zlak gathers her into his arms, and Lotor wraps his arms around her. Kola turns into both of them, shrinking as her body heaves with every sob. Zlak's heart breaks, silent tears sliding down his face.
"I'm sorry, Koko," he whispers, holding her close and pressing a kiss on the crown of her head. "Stars above, I am so sorry."
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Dayak Kola stands in the threshold with her arms folded across her chest. Her eyes linger on the children, a frown tugging on her lips as she witnesses them cuddling beneath the covers. Tired smiles spread on their faces as they gaze up at Zlak.
He pushes (Y/N)'s hair out of the way and kisses her forehead before he leans over and kisses Lotor's.
"Sleep well, little ones," he whispers, fully tucking them in.
"Good night, Zlak." (Y/N) rolls to her side, teeth gleaming in the dim light as she murmurs, "Good night, Koko."
"My name is Dayak Kola." Her lips purse into a thin line, and she stares down at her feet. "Not Koko."
Smile faltering, (Y/N) blinks.
Lotor frowns, trying to meet Kola's gaze, but she quickly looks away. "Good night, Zlak." His eyes shift between the Dayaks, hesitating. "Good night... Dayak Kola."
Kola nods once, briefly glancing at them. "Good night, Va'tarii se'tar."
Without another word, she steps through the threshold and exits the room.
Zlak follows shortly afterward and frowns as the doors slide closed. He reaches forward and opens his mouth to speak, but Kola doesn't meet his stare.
She turns on her heel and walks away with brisk steps, leaving only the clacking of boots on the floor in her wake.
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Princess (Y/N)'s footsteps are featherlight as she presses herself against a pillar in the hallway leading up to the archive wing. She wears a long-sleeved nightgown and the dark red velvet slippers she received from Dayak Kola last winter for a secret holiday.
A couple of sentries round the corner, and her eyes widen as she ducks. The sudden movement puts her hair in disarray, obscuring her vision, and she hastily pushes it out of the way as she counts to twenty ticks.
Once she reaches twenty, she breaks into a sprint, her tiny legs propelling her forward.
With a smug grin, she presses her palm against the door panel, and a soft chime rings out as the doors slide open. She slips inside the archive room.
The room is cloaked in darkness, and she takes a few steps forward to retrieve a lantern. With a grunt, she picks it up and presses the switch to power it on, casting a bright violet glow that illuminates her face.
Humming quietly to herself, she winds down the stacks of supercomputers toward the back of the archive room, through another threshold that leads to the nook where Dayak Kola gives lessons. In this section of the room, real books fill the shelves, and (Y/N) inhales deeply, enjoying the scent of aged paper and ink.
She sets the lantern down on a nearby table with a low thud and spins on her heel, crossing her arms over her chest.
The storybook she's been secretly peeping at rests on the top shelf. Pursing her lips in concentration, she grips the metal and scales the shelf slowly. Her left foot slips, and she yelps, shuddering as she tucks herself to keep from falling.
Swallowing hard, she peeks down and blinks, her shoulders sagging with disappointment as she notices the missing slipper.
She shakes her head and continues her climb.
At the top, she grabs the spine and, with a hop, plants her feet on the floor, scurrying to put her slipper back on.
The storybook lands on the table with a loud thump, and she tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear, climbing on a chair. Once she is seated, she leans in, tracing the pretty silver-foiled constellations that frame the title and borders with her fingertips.
It's written in a language she hasn't learned yet, but she likes looking at all the illustrations painted inside.
Opening the cover, more foreign characters greet (Y/N), inky and smudged. Her eyes linger on the only phrase she understands, written in Galran:
"Ma gaol, eu gaol vae ra spa al s'rion."
She smiles to herself as she reads the words and whispers, "I love you to the stars and back, my love."
(Y/N) wishes she could read the rest of the book and understand what the letters say, but then that would mean confessing to her Dayaks that instead of sleeping, the young Princess goes on adventures.
With a sigh, she flips through the pages, undeterred. Pictures transcend language barriers, creating a language of their own.
Her eyes trace over every painted figure, in awe of the colors that fill the pages. Messily retying the hair out of her face, she reaches for her art box and gets to work.
|••••••••••|
By the time Dayak Zlak finds her, she is ankle-deep in crumpled sketches and surrounded by rolls of ribbon, open glue sticks, and scissors far too sharp for someone her age to be handling alone.
She sits cross-legged on the floor, nose scrunched as she struggles to get a paper star to stay stuck to a strip of purple cardstock.
He stands in the doorway and crosses his arms with a curious expression. (Y/N) doesn't look up, unaware, as she flattens the star with both palms and presses her entire weight against it.
"Princess."
Her head jerks around, her eyes wide like saucers.
"Dayak!" she squeaks, scrambling to hide the scissors behind her back with one hand while simultaneously trying to cover a puddle of glitter glue with the other.
It doesn't work.
Her palm just smears it across the floor, leaving a shimmering trail of misbehavior.
Zlak raises a single brow. "It is two vargas past curfew."
She doesn't respond and stares at him, caught between the instinct to lie and the knowledge that he'll know if she does. Slowly, she glances down at the mess, the stickiness on her hands, the glitter in her hair, and then at the open book beside her.
Her voice is quiet when it comes. "... I was researching."
He walks into the room, his steps quiet in his night attire, and pauses beside her haphazard craft zone. He surveys the materials: the paper banners, the rough sketches of dragons and stars, a castle with vines growing up its sides, and the heirs in various settings.
The corners of his mouth twitch. "And what scholarly purpose does this serve?"
She blinks up at him, serious now as her hands clench into fists on her lap. "I'm making something for Lotor's birthday. So he can smile and not look sad."
Zlak folds his arms again, considering. A long silence stretches between them.
"You stole that book," he says mildly, pointing his chin at it.
Her mouth drops open. "I only borrowed it! I promise, Dayak!"
He doesn't reprimand her, bending to pick up one of the sketches—an elaborate scene of a sunlit mountaintop with Lotor drawn at the peak, arms stretched toward the sky triumphantly. Beneath him, she's drawn herself riding a dragon, sword raised high.
"You believe he's a hero?" he asks, admiring it.
(Y/N) frowns, crossing her arms over her knees. "He is one. He doesn't know it yet, but I do."
Zlak looks at her for a long time. This girl who gives orders like she owns the fleet, who challenges her tutors with too many questions, who climbs shelves and sneaks through secured doors without hesitation—all for a boy who carries the weight of the Galra Empire on his six-year-old shoulders.
Prince Lotor may not believe half the things Princess (Y/N) says, but she believes enough for them both.
Crouching beside her, Dayak Zlak's heart softens. "You know," he says, voice low and conspiratorial, "there's a better adhesive for these paper stars in the maintenance bay. Not as messy."
(Y/N)'s eyes brighten. "I can have the good glue?"
"You may if you clean up," he says, gesturing around them.
She nods quickly, scrambling to her feet.
He leans in, picks up the book, and closes it. His blood runs cold, and a tremor works its way through his body as he reads the title.
His eyes snap up. "Where did you find this, little one?"
(Y/N) blinks and shrugs, pointing to a high shelf. "Up there." She turns to look at him curiously. "Why? Is it a special book?"
He remains silent, staring at the Altean characters while his heart thunders in his chest.
"Do you know what language it's in, Dayak?" she asks, stacking her papers in a sticky pile, not glancing at him. "I want to know how to read the stories."
Zlak runs a finger over the silvering page where ink blooms in elegant shapes he hasn't seen in years, not since the war that devoured Altea and wiped its culture from nearly every known archive. This book should have been destroyed along with the others. Its existence here, in the Emperor's ship, is an impossibility. It should have been burned.
But it's been here the entire time, hidden and gathering dust.
He looks at (Y/N) as she collects her scattered tools. There's glitter on her nose, and her fingers are sticky with a crime she doesn't yet understand.
Mind lost in the past, he murmurs, more to himself than her, "It is a language of ghosts."
That gets her attention. She stops mid-scoot under the table to retrieve a lost ribbon and squints at him. "Ghosts?"
"Not the scary kind," he says quickly when her lips begin to purse with uncertainty. "The kind that live in stories. In memory. In blood. This is—" He taps the book with two fingers, drawing in a sharp breath.
(Y/N) blinks slowly. "Dayak?"
Zlak's expression tightens.
No one is supposed to speak of Altea, not amongst themselves, and especially not with children. Definitely not with the blood heirs.
But how can one erase half a child's soul? How can mentions of the planet be forbidden when both Lotor and (Y/N)'s eyes shine with the colors of their ancestors?
He watches her tilt her head, strands of hair falling loose from her uneven braid, feeling torn. "It's a very old language," he says, evasive now. "Complicated. Difficult."
"But can you read it?"
Zlak lets out a self-deprecating chuckle under his breath.
She kneels beside him and pokes at the cover. "Can you read it to me? Please?"
He hesitates.
"Pretty please, Dayak?"
She is looking at him like he could change her world with a mere whisper.
"Alright." Zlak sighs through his nose, conceding. "This is the Storybook of Karthulian Legends and Mythologies."
"'Karthulian' like Daibazaal?" Her grin spreads wide enough to threaten her face's proportions. She bounces on her knees, then lunges forward, pointing. "What else does it say?"
He runs a thumb along the Galran phrase.
Her eyes follow the movement. "Ma gaol, eu gaol vae ra spa al s'rion," she says, the lilt of her voice wrapping around the words like a sweet melody.
"'I love you to the stars and back, my love,'" he repeats under his breath, voice cracking.
"What does it mean?"
"It is a saying for immense, boundless, immeasurable love."
Her brows pinch in thought as she holds her arms out. "Like this much?"
"More. Like infinity."
(Y/N) gazes up at him in wonder. "What's infinity?"
"Infinity means forever," he replies.
"Then that's what I'll say to Lotor tomorrow," she declares, glancing at the Galran characters.
Zlak closes the book and tucks it beneath one arm. He stands and starts toward the shelves. "Let's hide this first. Then the glue."
She trails after him, her steps light. "But—"
"Princess (Y/N)," he interrupts. "You must listen so you may get back to bed."
Her slippers scuff softly, her mind already working on another plea. "But if I clean up fast, can we read one story tonight? Just one? I'm not sleepy at all. And I need to finish Lotor's present!"
He lets out a long-suffering sigh, though his gaze softens. He sets the book back in its hiding place on the highest shelf, between a manual on power relay systems and an outdated Galran tactical guide, and slides it from view.
"How about I help you with your decorations instead? But not here. We'll get into trouble if Dayak Kola sees you past curfew."
(Y/N) begrudgingly nods and sprints back to the chaos. Paper crumples beneath her knees as she scoops up fallen stars, stuffing them into her little craft box with more speed than care.
Zlak shifts his focus to the hidden spine of the storybook.
Everything here is archived for function. For war. For conquest. For power.
And yet someone preserved this storybook.
Someone remembered and went against Emperor Zarkon's imperial decree.
Shaking his head, he turns back. (Y/N)'s nearly done—ribbon wound around one wrist, glue sticks shoved into the box, completed drawings meticulously placed so they don't crumple.
"I'm saving them," she says defensively. "For the decorations."
Zlak raises a brow but says nothing.
When at last the table is mostly clean and the glitter trail is reasonably contained, he nods. "All right, little kriensa. Let's go."
(Y/N) beams and shoves the box in his grasp, skipping through the threshold and sprinting down the hall.
Zlak's shoulders shake with a quiet laugh as he huffs from the impact. "Stars above, help us all."
She looks at him over her shoulder, quizzically.
Stars above? she wonders.
|••••••••••|
It is well past the ship's enforced sleep cycle when she returns to the room she shares with Lotor.
The lights are off, and the nightlight glows a faint gold in the corner. Lotor is asleep in his bed, stiff as ever, with his brow furrowed.
Her gaze lingers on him before she tiptoes across the floor, arms full of her finished creations.
Six banners in total, all strung together with silver ribbon, the corners glittering where she dabbed glue with her fingers. There are drawings of otherworldly forests, mythic beasts, and imaginary versions of places they've never seen—green fields, blue skies, orange deserts, golden suns, red oceans.
She climbs onto the desk chair, stretching carefully to tie the ribbon ends to opposite wall brackets above their beds. The banners flutter gently once secured, catching the breeze from the ship's ventilation systems.
After she hangs them all up, she smiles.
Satisfied, she shuffles to her bed, hair sprawled across the pillow in chaos, and finally falls asleep.
☆☆☆
The ship's pulse thrums in conjunction with Lotor's beating heart.
The young Prince is lying on his back, tucked beneath the thick covers of his bed and staring up at the ceiling. A nightlight is plugged into a far outlet near the Princess's large desk while the rest of the room is draped in darkness. His eyes linger on it before focusing on the ceiling again.
As his eyes slide over the figures, his fingers twist around the soft material in circles he hopes will soothe his racing mind, but in reality, do nothing to calm it.
Do I really look like that? he wonders, tucking his bottom lip under his teeth. I look so... serious.
(Y/N) had made six long banners out of colored paper with the help of Dayak Zlak to surprise him, adhering her versions of pop-out constellations. They look more like blobs than stars, but Dayak Zlak didn't have the heart to tell her otherwise, nodding his head and following the five-year-old's extensive instructions.
She seems to have adopted his stern methods of command, constantly ordering around Lotor, and often gets admonished by Dayak Kola.
"Your brother is to be Emperor one quintant," she often states, full of seriousness. "Emperor Zarkon's will."
(Y/N) simply nods, gives her a 'Yes Dayak,' and within a couple of vargas, she returns to telling him what to do.
It isn't that he is incapable of making his own decisions, because he often makes several decisions for both of them, but rather, it is that he's learned that (Y/N) is far too stubborn for her own good. He humors and follows her lead because the smile she makes when he obliges makes it all worth it.
Joy is often a rarity for the young Princess, and she gets in trouble far more than he does, which is why Dayak Zlak tries to keep an eye on her. Where she is free-spirited, Lotor prefers keeping to himself.
"You must be better than the best," his father says. "You are heir apparent to the Galra throne. We cannot afford weakness. Only strength."
Each dovetail banner hanging has pictures drawn by her diligent hands using the colored pencil set Lotor and her Dayaks had gotten for her fifth birthday.
One particular picture is what Lotor has been contemplating for the past several minutes. It is one she drew of them outside on a distant planet, though they've never ventured out of the dreary metallic grays and purples of the ship.
Both blood heirs share a large room a few corridors away from the archive room where Dayak Kola gives lessons every morning, and he supposes (Y/N) snuck in again while the majority of the ship was asleep.
Sneaking around is something they do frequently. Sometimes, she sneaks to the opposite side of the ship to watch the older Galra children before their scheduled lessons. She insists it's to learn how to train, but Lotor knows it is because a particular Galra boy has drawn her attention—the son of the late High Priest.
With his furry ears and bright smile, Sendak has captured the young Princess's affections. She has all but heart eyes when she watches him sparring with the others, eager for the day she will join in.
The Prince has met him a handful of times and still doesn't quite understand what makes him so special to her. He supposes Sendak is decent enough—certainly better than most of the pure-blooded Galra he's encountered.
Lotor enjoys sneaking into the observatory to look at the stars. The silence is a welcome reprieve from the anxiety caused by his father's cruel words. Rather than sneaking to watch the older Galra train when he wakes up early, he travels to the medical wing to watch the staff run their experiments with quintessence. He is fascinated by the substance he is not allowed to touch or ask questions about.
The hanging banners move, and Lotor scrunches his nose in concentration.
(Y/N) has drawn him with lips pursed tight, tiredness evident in his eyes. Or maybe his mind is filling the emotions himself, projecting what he currently feels onto her well-meaning gift.
Here, they stand beneath an oversized sun. It's too big, bright red, and colored outside the lines, shining down on them as they sit on a green hillside that reminds him of an ancient civilization they've just learned about. Lotor is drawn with a frown, his tiny arms behind his back like he's thinking something important. (Y/N) stands beside him with her purple sword raised to the sky, smiling unburdened and free.
His frown deepens in the dark, and a rustle to his left breaks his concentration.
(Y/N) stirs beneath her pile of covers—hers a chaotic mess of stolen barrack blankets and colorful pillows. She mumbles something incoherent in her sleep, and one of her arms flops out from under the mountain, fingers twitching.
Lotor turns his head on the pillow and watches her. Just this morning, she was bursting with excitement to show him everything—practically bouncing off the walls. Now, she's the picture of serenity, a quiet contrast to the energy she radiated hours ago.
Her brows furrow, and then smooth. She's dreaming, and for a brief, tender moment, he wonders what kind of place she's built in her sleep. It's probably filled with strange animals, brightly-colored buildings, and no rules. Maybe she's flying, or she's on those adventures she keeps drawing. Perhaps the two of them are playing knights and royals—a sibling favorite.
He shifts under his blankets.
The room hums around them—mechanical and constant. It is the sound of a ship alive, but it is also cold. No matter how many blankets he pulls over himself or how close he inches toward the nightlight's halo, a chill still seeps into his bones.
Suddenly, his throat tightens and his chest aches in a way he doesn't know how to name. Not pain. Not really.
There is a longing in his heart, lodged deep in him, that goes beyond what is expected of him. He wants to be as carefree as she is. To feel something real, beyond duty, and to let go of the pressures his father burdens him with.
Why is he not enough?
Why is he weak?
Why must he become Emperor?
Why—
Lotor presses a hand to his chest and breathes in slowly, like Dayak Zlak taught them during stealth training.
Steady the body. Clear the mind. Silence the unnecessary.
But he can't.
His mind drifts again, and his father's voice cuts through the quiet, suffocating and inescapable.
Every mistake he makes feels amplified beneath that voice. Every moment of hesitation. Every glance at the stars instead of a weapon.
The Emperor never praises him for thinking.
But (Y/N) does.
She tells him he's the smartest person in the universe, even when he gets a calculation wrong or he forgets the name of a star system and she has to whisper it in his ear before Dayak Kola notices.
Every movement, when they are brought before their father to update him on their progress, the ones where he shouts at them and calls them weak, (Y/N) is there to hold his hand and assure him he is strong.
Sometimes, he even lets himself believe it.
A tiny sigh draws his attention back to her.
Her blanket pile shifts, and she slowly rolls toward him. With a sleepy drawl, she whispers, "Lotor..."
He holds his breath and replies, "What?"
Humming quietly, her hand flails to the empty space beside her. "... C'mere."
Lotor blinks, startled by the request and the softness in her voice. He hesitates, but then yanks the covers off his legs and pads across the cold floor on bare feet, wincing at the contact.
When he reaches her, he crouches beside the edge of the fortress she's built. She doesn't open her eyes and scoots backward, making space. He slides in beside her.
Most of their lives have been spent in this shared room in a shared bed; it is only recently that their Dayaks have tried to establish more independence between them.
Her body is blazingly warm like she's been hoarding every scrap of heat in the room under her mountain of blankets, and as he settles in beside her, she instinctively comes closer. She tucks her head against his shoulder, hair tickling his neck. Her small hand finds his under the covers, holding on and squeezing it once before relaxing it entirely in his grip.
Lotor stares up at the ceiling.
It's different from this side of the room, and from the light from the nightlight, he can make out another one of her banners dangling nearby.
This one has a picture of a castle where the two of them are wearing big smiles and looking up at the stars. Right behind them is a dragon with purple scales.
Where'd she find a picture of a dragon? he wonders.
He turns his head. She's already fast asleep again, her breathing deep and steady.
A moment of quiet passes. He breaks it.
"Why a dragon?" he whispers, unsure if she'll answer.
"Mmm," she murmurs, curling tighter into him. He drapes an arm, pulling her against him protectively. "Dragons guard treasure. You're my treasure."
Raising a brow, his gaze flicks between the picture and her. "I'm not a treasure."
(Y/N)'s response is muffled against his shoulder, slurred with the drowsiness of a child still in dreamland. "Yes, you are," she insists, as if it's the most obvious thing in all the galaxies. "The greatest treasure ever."
Lotor huffs, unsure whether to scoff or smile. "You're so strange."
"No, I'm not. Because you need a dragon." Her fingers twitch against his, gripping them tighter. "To keep the bad dreams out."
He blinks, his mouth parting. "Is that what the dragon's for?"
A slow nod moves against him. "Mmm hmm. Father can't yell if there's a dragon. She'll kill him."
Lotor glances back at the picture. The dragon, with its wings outstretched and tail wrapped protectively around the castle walls, suddenly looks much bigger.
"How do you know?"
"Because that's what the storybook shows."
A ray of curiosity peeks through his serious exterior. "What storybook?"
She sighs contentedly. "I don't know, I only look at the pictures. But she looks like she'd eat him."
He scoffs lightly. "You can't eat Father."
"Not me. The dragon."
"But—"
She groans and pushes him, cocooning herself into a pillow. "Night, Lotor. I love you to the stars and back."
His breath catches, but she's asleep again before he can say anything.
The words root into his chest like seeds.
He watches her for a while, studying the soft ways of her face. He doesn't know what to call this overwhelming feeling of quiet warmth that spreads from his chest outward as he looks at her.
When she is with him, he doesn't feel shame, pride, duty, or the sharp sting of approval earned through perfection. He feels love. Boundless. Infinite. Pure.
Before sleep fully claims Lotor, he returns the whispered declaration, pressing a kiss on her cheek.
"I love you to the stars and back, milis kriensa."
A small smile spreads on his lips as his eyes grow heavy, and he doesn't fight the pull of sleep this time, safe beside the one who guards his heart.
|••••••••••|
Princess (Y/N) snuggles closer to Dayak Alik's side as he sits in the bed beside her. She yawns and buries herself further into his warmth, listening to him tell them about the Karthulian star system. Dayak Zlak watches them with a measured stance, eyes flicking over all three of them.
"And the quintants were seven a movement," Alik finishes.
"How many vargas in a quintant on Altea?" Lotor asks, tilting his head.
"Twenty."
"And on Daibazaal?"
"Twenty-four."
"How—"
"Lotor, you talk too much," (Y/N) whines, half asleep. She isn't fully awake like he is. "Dayak, what was Altea?"
Alik wears a gentle smile. The hum of the ship's systems provides a constant rhythm, like a heartbeat beneath the walls. Outside the viewport, the stars drift past slowly.
Zlak opens his mouth in objection, but he shakes his head, staring out toward the stars as his mind conjures memories the Empire told them all to forget.
Sitting up in his bed, Lotor's lips drawn in a line. "Wasn't there a monarchy? With a Princess?"
(Y/N) giggles, peering over to look at him. "Ooh. Are you gonna marry her?"
He huffs indignantly. "I don't want to marry a Princess."
Alik sighs, running a hand over her hair. "Altea was a planet like Daibazaal, and just like Daibazaal, it is no more."
She sinks into the crook of his arm. "Why?"
His hand stills in her hair as the question hangs there—gentle, curious, and devastating.
He glances toward Zlak, whose mouth is drawn into a flat, hard line. His via't pa'eni doesn't speak, only watches Alik with an expression that says: Choose your next words carefully.
"It was... a beautiful place," Alik says softly. "A world full of knowledge. A place where people studied many things."
"But something happened?" Lotor's voice is quiet as he tucks his knees up, wrapping his arms tightly around them.
Alik nods. "Yes. There was a war with... people who wanted power more than peace."
He frowns. "Like the Galra."
Zlak stiffens, but Alik continues. "Yes. Like the Galra."
"But we're Galra." (Y/N) leans forward, her brows creasing. "Did we destroy Altea?"
"No, not you two, little one," he murmurs. "But—"
With a harsh exhale, Zlak crosses the room. "Ma gaol, enough," he says warningly, placing a hand on his shoulder. "The Va'tarii se'tar must sleep."
Shaking his head, Alik sighs and places his free hand over Zlak's, brushing his thumb across his skin. "Dayak Zlak is right. It's gotten rather late."
Lotor shifts, ignoring the tension, and asks, "Did the Princess die?"
Alik hesitates, exchanging a look with Zlak.
(Y/N)'s voice pipes up from the blankets. "Maybe she escaped. Or maybe she's with the stars of Gala."
Zlak's frown deepens, his heart growing heavier.
Her face glows, blissfully unaware of the unease filling the room. "I'd like to meet her someday," she says. "We could be friends. And I'd give her zahar cookies."
Lotor snorts, rolling his eyes. "You'd take her cookies."
(Y/N) grins mischievously. "She'd love me."
Alik chuckles. "I think she would love both of you. Very much."
Zlak finally speaks, his voice a low rumble. "It is dangerous to believe in ghosts."
He meets his gaze. "It is more dangerous to forget them."
A hush falls over the room again, and outside the viewport, one of the distant stars pulses a little brighter. (Y/N) smiles, winking back. Lotor lies down, turning to face the wall, and she sinks into her bed as Alik slips out.
He tucks them both in, pressing a kiss to each of their foreheads before exiting the room.
The doors slide shut with his departure, and Zlak sighs, watching the children. He pushes the heaviness away, walking around to kiss (Y/N)'s forehead and then Lotor's, his lips lingering against his skin.
Opening his eyes, Lotor peers up at him. "Dayak?" he whispers.
Zlak pauses, fingers brushing over his temple. His eyes, sharp and shadowed by memory, flick down. "Yes?"
Lotor hesitates, his eyes watering. "Will I destroy a planet someday?"
He freezes.
(Y/N) doesn't stir, curled up beneath her blanket, one foot poking out like always as she cuddles a pillow. Zlak glances at her, then kneels beside Lotor, placing his hand on his chest, right above his heart.
"You are a good boy, Prince Lotor," he says, unwavering.
Lotor's brows knit together. "But what if I grow up and I do something really, really wrong? What if everyone's scared of me? Like Father?"
"You know—" he leans down, close enough for only Lotor to hear, and brushes his hair back, something achingly fond and fatherly in the gesture—"you are not your father."
Frowning, Lotor sniffles. "You sound like (Y/N)."
"Because it is true." His features soften. "You are your mother's son."
Lotor's eyes widen, and his breath catches. "You knew my mother?"
"Not personally, only the stories."
Pursing his lips, Lotor considers this. "What was she like?"
Zlak hesitates.
"Please, Dayak? Just one thing."
With a sigh, Zlak concedes. "Your mother was a scientist. She dedicated her life to studying quintessence."
"Really?"
"Yes." He stands and straightens. "Now, get some rest, zi'va Va'tar."
Lotor nods, wiping his eyes and settling comfortably beneath the covers. "Yes, Dayak."
As Zlak reaches the threshold, Lotor's voice reaches him again.
"Dayak?"
He turns, furrowing his brows. "Yes?"
A small smile spreads on his lips. "I love you."
Tears well in Zlak's eyes, and he nods, clearing his throat. "And I love you. Sleep well, little one."
|••••••••••|
Through the years, both blood heirs have grown into strong, agile Galra children.
Clever and curious, Prince Lotor and Princess (Y/N) have created various story-like games inspired by their lessons with Dayaks Zlak, Kola, and Alik. The art of war, the histories of nations, the very stars that litter outer space—nothing is off-limits.
Though she much prefers training, (Y/N) always obliges whenever Lotor begins discussing their lessons outside of scheduled times. However, the Prince often doesn't realize how much he speaks or how his love of knowledge bores her, so she insists they play instead, lest she hurt his feelings.
He gets so immersed in strategy and make-believe that he forgets what he was speaking about in the first place.
She is smug every time.
In a storage chamber tucked deep within the lower decks of the ship, the blood heirs have created a makeshift throne room. No sentries patrol here, and few guards ever bother to check. It smells of metal and oil, but to them, it is a kingdom.
(Y/N) drapes herself across a lumpy crate covered with a blanket she scavenged from the unused barracks on an upper level. It's bright red and fraying at the corners, but she pretends it is a beautiful quilt, heavy with embroidered stars. Her back is straight, chin tilted upward, and one hand rests delicately on the paper crown she made from yellow craft paper.
Lotor had refused to help with it until she bribed him with a sour berry juice pouch, and now it perches crookedly atop her hair.
Before her, Lotor kneels dramatically on one knee, clutching the orange metal sword he's begun to outgrow. He plays the knight, much to her dismay. The knight's armor consists of old guard plating that's too large for him. Shoulder pieces clank as he moves, the chestplate sags, and he trips on the oversized boots.
"Sir Lotor of Daibazaal," (Y/N) says, her voice elevated with her self-appointed regency. "You've returned from your conquest against the vile creatures that ravage our Empire."
"I have, my Empress," he replies solemnly, thumping the sword against the floor with a metallic clink. "And I have claimed a trophy in your honor."
He stands and reaches behind the crate, unveiling a dented sentry head.
(Y/N) gasps, quickly getting to her feet, and clapping her hands. "Oh, Sir Lotor! You are the bravest knight in all the stars!"
Lotor bows again. "It was ferocious and screeched like Dayak Kola when she finds crumbs in the training deck."
She snorts with laughter, nearly losing her regal composure. "We must celebrate your victory."
As she hops down, the tattered blanket swishes behind her. She reaches for the ribbons she'd tied to the handles of a supply container, and with a flourish, she pulls one. The top opens, revealing a banquet full of juice pouches, bowls of food goo, and ration bars.
He shrugs and walks over to her.
They sit cross-legged on the floor and begin their feasting.
(Y/N) takes a bite of purple food goo and talks with her mouth full. "You know, I think I'll name a whole race after you," she says between chews. "Like how goddess Ara named the Galra after the stars of Gala."
Lotor wipes his mouth free of crumbs and fixes her with a dry look. "But you're not a goddess. Or an Empress."
She rolls her eyes. "But I am Princess of the Empire, and Father is Emperor, so technically, I am too."
He leans back against the wall, raising a brow in confusion. "That makes no sense."
She throws a crumpled food wrapper at him and pounces. "Traitor! My word is law!"
Barking out a laugh, he flops backward. "Mercy!" he cries, grinning. "Have mercy, great Empress! I only told the truth!"
She smirks, looking rather smug. "The truth is dangerous, Sir Lotor. We must bury the truth beneath a thousand glorious lies. That's what royalty does."
The storage lights flicker overhead, casting their shadows across the crates like they're giants.
At this moment, the Empire doesn't exist. There is no Emperor Zarkon, no disappointments. Only an Empress and her knight, young and wild with imagination, laughing in a forgotten corner.
A sound breaks their laughter—the telltale thump of boots in the corridor.
(Y/N)'s eyes go wide, and she jumps up. "Quick! Enemy spies!"
Lotor leaps to his feet. "Hide!"
The two scatter to their positions. He dives behind a stack of crates, his sword at the ready, while she crawls under the throne, her crown slipping askew. She peers over, expecting a sentry or some guard sent to scold them, but it's Dayak Zlak.
He steps into the room, takes in the scene, and folds his arms. "Va'tarii se'tar, what have you done now?"
(Y/N) gives him a small smile. "We are simply playing, Dayak."
"Playing?" His eyes trail over the crates, blankets, and food. "Or creating a mess?"
She shakes her head. "Sir Lotor slew an evil monster."
Lotor straightens proudly. "It was a hard-won fight. The beast refused to fall, and I had to whack it seventeen times."
Much to his dismay, Zlak lets out a snorted chuckle. He crosses the room to inspect the sentry's head. "Ah, I see. Good work, Sir Knight."
"Do you want to see, Dayak?" (Y/N) asks, her eyes shining.
With a dignified nod, Lotor adds, "She recorded it on the datapad."
Zlak crouches down to meet their eye level, brushing dust from Lotor's shoulder plate. "I do, but only if you two are in bed within the next ten doboshes."
The siblings groan in unison.
"Just five more doboshes?" (Y/N) tries, fluttering her lashes.
"Pleeeease?" Lotor adds.
Zlak lifts an eyebrow and shakes his head. "Judgment stands. It is time for bed."
She lets out a dramatic sigh, flopping onto the floor, and Lotor has to drag her by the hand.
|••••••••••|
Dayak Kola's typical stoic demeanor melts away as she witnesses Lotor fast asleep. The lights overhead in his room cast gentle shadows across his face, and she fully steps through the threshold, careful to keep her footsteps silent.
She reaches the edge of the bed and leans down, resting a hand against his cheek. He's warm under her palm, and her lips rise into a smile.
Several minutes pass while she strokes her thumb against his soft skin with a mind full of memories and a heart full of love.
Lotor stirs, groaning quietly before opening his eyes.
Kola stills, but doesn't pull away.
He blinks slowly, registering her face in the dim light. "Koko?"
Her heart cracks at the nickname. "I'm sorry for waking you," she whispers.
His eyes stay half-lidded, the fog of sleep still wrapped around him, but his features relax at the sound of her voice. "You didn't," he mumbles, voice low and hoarse with drowsiness.
"You looked peaceful." Kola lets out a breath and moves to sit. "I didn't want to disturb that."
"Then why are you here?" He shifts under the covers, turning to face her more fully.
She hesitates.
The truth is, she doesn't have a reason, not one that fits neatly into duty or orders. She had passed his quarters on the way to her own and simply couldn't keep walking, pulled in by his presence.
"I just needed to see you," she admits, brushing a lock of hair from his face.
Lotor watches her, his mouth tugging into a smile that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "That's not very Galra of you," he says, teasing lightly.
Kola chuckles, and it surprises both of them. He can't remember the last time he heard her laugh, and neither can she.
"No," she agrees, letting her hand fall to the edge of the bed. "It is not."
Silence stretches between them. Kola stares down at her hands, twisting her fingers together in her lap, the way she used to when she was a girl trying to keep from crying.
"I shouldn't be here," she whispers at last. "I—"
"No, wait." Lotor's voice breaks through the quiet. He rolls onto his back, the mattress dipping beneath him as his eyes fix on the ceiling. "Don't go. I'm sorry."
She closes her eyes. "For what?" she asks, though something in her already knows.
"Everything." He swallows hard, pausing. "I—I killed your father."
Her eyes snap open, her throat tightening as she meets his gaze. "You didn't."
He doesn't look at her, and his jaw trembles. "He died because of me," he says hoarsely. "If I hadn't cried—"
"Stop." The word comes out sharper than she means, and she softens it with a frown, reaching out to find his hand. "I have never—never—blamed you for that quintant."
His lips press together, color draining from his face. The tendons in his neck stand out; she can see the effort it takes for him to hold himself still as his jaw clenches.
She breathes in deeply, fighting the sting in her eyes. With a sniffle, she pulls herself under the covers. Lotor stiffens as she fits herself beside him, his muscles locked in uncertainty. His eyes dart toward her, questioning.
But when she reaches for him and pulls him against her chest, his arms wrap around her waist, he inhales, and the dam breaks. He closes his eyes as her fingers begin stroking his hair the same way she used to when nightmares kept him awake as a boy.
"I'm so sorry, Koko," he chokes out, voice wrecked. "You must hate me."
She holds him tighter, rocking him gently.
The years have given Lotor height, strength, and cunning, but here in the dark, he's the same little boy whom she taught to walk and talk. The same little boy she's devoted her life to helping raise. The one she's never stopped loving.
"I could never hate you, sweet boy," she murmurs into his hair. "And you have nothing to apologize for."
Her voice trembles, but the words come steady now, weighted with truth. She breathes him in and presses a kiss to the top of his head.
"I'm sorry," she whispers. "I know I haven't said it enough, but I love you, Lotor. So much."
His breath catches, and then he buries his face against her, arms tightening as though he's afraid she might vanish if he lets go.
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(Y/N) balls up on the edge of her bed, hands trembling as her fingers clutch at the fabric of her shirt. She stares at the blood coating her arms, breathing in slow, practiced rhythms—the exercises that have long since become second nature.
Inhale. Exhale. Focus.
The pain becomes more manageable.
Her brows pinch together as she repeats the cycle, and shadows shift as the doors slide open.
Lotor steps inside, gaze sweeping over. When it lands on her arms, he stills. His shoulders tense, fingers twitching at his sides as he crosses the room without a word, lowering himself onto the bed. He watches her, worry flooding him.
"What happened?" he whispers, reaching out. She flinches as his fingers barely brush over the raw skin, and his heart breaks. "Who did this?"
She swallows hard, gaze flickering between him and the skin that is sure to scar. "Sendak."
"Sendak?" Lotor gives her a look, anger bubbling deep within him.
"It's not like that." She pulls her arms away, shame crawling up her skin. "We were training, and I—I'm still too slow."
"You shouldn't be training with Sendak in the first place."
"Sen is my best friend," she retorts, glancing at him.
"He hurt you."
She shakes her head. "He said we should stop, but I kept insisting. Palen Bol."
His eyes widen. "(Y/N), y—"
"For the mind to learn, the body must be broken," she recites. "How am I supposed to be a warrior if I can't endure pain?"
Rather than argue with her, Lotor stands and begins to pace around the room. His eyes land on the first aid kit on her desk and an empty basin waiting to be filled with clean water.
Moving quickly, he washes his hands in her bathroom with soap and water, then returns to gather the items and kneels before her.
"Lotor," she says. "I don't need your help. You shouldn't even be here."
He begins to clean the wounds with slow, careful movements, rinsing thoroughly with cool water. His hands are steady, but there's tension in the way he applies antibiotic cream and wraps the bandages, like he's forcing himself to stay calm.
"I'm never going to be strong." Tears begin to fill her eyes. "All I'll ever be is weak."
Lotor's jaw tightens. "Scars are trophies," he says at last. "They show you are strong."
The tears begin to fall, her body shuddering with feelings she's kept bottled up for too long.
He stills, and with a quiet sigh, he shifts, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
"Don't cry," he whispers. "You are so strong, (Y/N). Stronger than you know."
She sniffles, shaking her head. "I'm not."
"You are." He pulls himself up, sitting next to her on the bed. "Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. And you already are a kriensa."
Peering over at him, she wipes her eyes with one hand and holds her pinky out with the other. "Promise?"
He nods and links his pinky with hers. "Promise."
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The rhythmic motions of transport liven the hangar bay. Several sentries carry metal cargo boxes aboard the ship as it powers on, and steam fills the air. Guards hold datapads, checking things off their lists, while those higher in command relay their orders from Central Command.
Lotor thrashes as two guards grip his arms, dragging him toward the boarding platform. "Where are my Dayaks?" he shouts, twisting in their hold. Kova screeches, leaping to claw at one of the guards, but is swatted aside with a brutal hand. Another guard grabs the cat, wrestling to put it in a cage. "Where is my sister? Where are you taking me?"
Haggar stands near the platform, watching Prince Lotor with barely disguised disinterest.
"You have disobeyed Emperor Zarkon's commands," a guard states, his voice betraying no emotion. "He has ordered your separation to go beyond this ship. You are being transferred to another fleet, my lord."
His breath catches, and he shakes his head profusely as they begin forcing him aboard. "No! Take me back. I wish to see Princess (Y/N)."
"I cannot do that, Your Highness."
"I am your Prince, and you will do as I say!"
The guard on his right scoffs. "And we will do as Emperor Zarkon commands us."
Haggar walks toward them, her eyes narrowing. "Pay him no heed," she says.
Lotor twists again in their grasp. His boots scrape into the hangar floor, soles catching on the edge of a grate, before the guards yank him forward. The metal underfoot is slick with condensation, and he tries not to breathe in the white plumes from the ship's vents.
The guards don't care about his jerking or shouting.
Kova's cries echo off the walls as he hisses and thrashes in the confines of the cage. His paws beat against the kennel.
Lotor doesn't stop fighting, even as they drag him up the ramp.
"(Y/N)!" he shouts, his voice cracking. "Dayak Kola! Zlak! Alik! Anyone!"
The echoes of their names die unanswered, and no one comes.
His heart pounds. "No," he gasps in desperation. "Please, no. Don't l—don't leave me alone!"
Haggar steps closer, regarding him with a cold, impenetrable stare. "You are not being punished," she says, though her tone says otherwise. "You are being refined."
Lotor jerks his chin up, eyes blazing with fury. "You quiznaking witch," he spits.
Her head tilts without amusement. "Careful, Prince Lotor. You have no power here."
He lunges forward, but the guards reel him back. One of them clamps his hand over his shoulder and forces him to his knees, stealing the last bit of breath from his lungs.
His fists clench so tightly his nails bite into his palms, and he wants to scream again, but the sound dies in his throat. Kova yowls behind him, and he looks over his shoulder in time to see the cage loaded into the ship.
The platform pulses beneath his knees, signaling the final boarding sequence, and the ship's engines begin to whine, vibrating through his bones.
Lotor trembles, and he doesn't notice he's crying until the tears drop to the floor.
"I don't want to go," he pleads. "Please, don't take me away."
The guards don't listen, forcing him aboard.
"Safe travels, Prince," Haggar states.
Suddenly, Dayak Kola bursts into the hangar bay, her clothes askew. She's breathing hard, her chest heaving, her pupils wide with panic.
"What are you doing?!" she snaps at nearby guards. "Where are they taking him?"
Upon hearing her voice, Lotor's head shoots up, and his fight reignites.
"Dayak Kola!" he screams. "Koko! Help!"
The ramp begins to seal, and his shouts grow louder, more frantic as she sprints toward him.
"Koko! Don't let them—"
It's no use. Metal slams against metal, sealing him away. Dayak Kola is the last person he sees before the ship departs Central Command and jumps into hyperdrive.
Kola stands frozen, her eyes locked on the empty space where the ship once was. Ozone burns her nose, and slowly, the tremor begins—first in her hands, then spreading through her entire body.
When she turns, her expression is no longer grief—it's wrath.
With no Zlak to hold her back, she unleashes her fury, surging toward Haggar with deadly intent, claws drawn and fangs protruding.
"You," Kola growls, her voice shaking with hatred. "You did this. You quiznaking heartless—"
Her snarl booms through the hangar as she slashes again and again, driven by rage and heartbreak. But she's no match for the witch's dark magic as it crackles and spears through her, tearing open her chest.
Kola crumples to the floor and doesn't move again, the fury in her eyes fading into stillness.
|••••••••••|
Large screens flash in the courtyard, the arena where students gather to train and hone their skills as soldiers for the Galra Empire.
The girl Lotor is flirting with is an older cadet with eyes that sparkle beneath the arena's lights. Her hair is in a ponytail, and she brushes her fingers against his forearm, laughing. His lips rise in satisfaction, and he leans in to say something more, but the amusement in her expression fades.
An alert interrupts their quiet banter, and her gaze travels upward. He follows her eyes, turning his attention to the announcement.
On the screens are images that make his stomach twist.
"Attention citizens of the Galra Empire." Emperor Zarkon's voice is low, his face pulled into a serious scowl.
Images flash of dismembered, bloodied corpses, and bones glisten where flesh should be, blood smeared across dented armor.
Lotor takes a step forward, the color draining from his face.
The courtyard air turns cold.
He doesn't breathe, and the words on the screen blur as his vision doubles.
The footage broadcasts on the two heads put on metallic pikes, lingering before showing faces he doesn't recognize. Some heads are scorched, others are still screaming, their eyes glassy.
His knees nearly give out.
The arena is utterly silent now. No clashing weapons. No barking instructors. No whispering cadets.
"Let it be known," Emperor Zarkon continues. "Treason will be met with eradication. Obedience is loyalty. Loyalty is survival. The bodies you see were part of an uprising. These Dayaks, leaders of the rebels who called themselves Rez'or, murdered Princess (Y/N) in cold blood."
Dayaks Zlak and Alik's heads are shown again, and bile rises in his throat.
"I urge you, do not let these grandveii infest our ranks," Emperor Zarkon commands.
The girl beside Lotor steps back without realizing it. Her hand no longer grazes his arm; it now clutches the hilt of her blade instinctively, and she doesn't meet his eyes.
Images of (Y/N)'s corpse linger on the screen—her body bruised and battered, hair matted with dried blood, eyes gouged out, and limbs crudely sawed from her torso.
Lotor doesn't move, his mouth dry and mind racing.
The images have branded themselves into his brain.
My sister is dead, he thinks. (Y/N) is dead. They... they killed her.
The realization crushes him.
"Drai, ka'liir radyrs se'tar must be exterminated!"
"Vrepit Sa!" a cadet shouts, saluting.
All around him, others begin saluting, and he doesn't wait for the broadcast to end.
Turning on his heel, his boots pound as he bolts from the courtyard, and the shouts of the guards and the girl follow after him. But he shoves through a corridor, ignoring protocol and everyone he runs past.
He runs until he finds a dark alcove in the observation wing where the windows stretch high, framing the vast emptiness of space beyond. He collapses against the cool glass, chest heaving.
There, for the first time in nearly five years, Lotor weeps.
My family is dead.
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"But I don't wanna talk about anything
I don't wanna talk about anything
I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
Wanna witness your eyes looking
I don't wanna talk about anyone
I don't wanna talk about anyone
Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
Lay in your lap when I'm crying"
Adrianne Lenker, anything
"Sad man cannot cry
In place where man can see
Never witnessed father weep
This old man thought it weak"
Frank Ocean, Wise Man
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PART III: The Unworthy Prince
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As the ship begins its landing sequences, Lotor stands on the bridge, surveying the planet below.
Guards and soldiers whisper amongst themselves, casting eye rolls in the Prince's direction, but he pays them no heed. They did not take up this mission out of the goodness of their own hearts.
It pays well. Really well.
Lotor's hands are clasped behind his back, the fingers of one fidgeting absently with the knuckles of the other. His armor is of his own creation—sleek with dark grays and blues, newly lacquered and polished.
The hum of the engines deepens as the ship begins its descent, and the deck beneath his boots vibrates. Around him, the crew shuffles between consoles and speaks into comms.
Emperor Zarkon needed as many Galra as possible to ensure Lotor would successfully reach Planet Maur, home of the Au'rmaur—the Golden Ants. A bright, golden sun casts its rays of light upon several grassy hills, where colorful wildflowers litter the ground. Beyond in the distance, streams of deep blue water flow into the bodies of lakes and rivers.
(Y/N) would've loved it here, he thinks, his lips tugging into a frown. It's so colorful.
It's been five deca-phoebs since Emperor Zarkon's universal transmission relaying her death broadcast all across several galaxies.
In this time, Lotor has graduated from the most prestigious Galra military academy, mastered several elements of fighting, and became a highly decorated warrior of the Empire—all the things (Y/N) used to dream about achieving.
He's nearing twenty-four deca-phoebs, making the last time he saw his sister over a decade ago.
All his fond memories of her are tainted by the presence of Dayaks Zlak and Alik, so he prefers not to think about them at all. They took oaths to protect them, but broke them, betraying their vows for an uprising they must have known would end in blood.
Since the destruction of Planet Daibazaal, Emperor Zarkon and his loyalists have scoured the galaxies in search of Voltron. Meanwhile, Haggar and her Druids continue their experiments on prisoners aboard the Galra Central Command ship.
As a final test to determine whether Lotor is worthy of one day leading the Galra Empire, Emperor Zarkon has assigned him to Planet Maur. Seized only last year, the planet remains under Galra occupation.
With both Emperor Zarkon and Haggar too preoccupied to oversee the development of a quintessence extraction plan, the responsibility now falls to Lotor.
Maur, like many worlds across the universe, remains unaware of the Karthulian star system's fall, still operating under the illusion of peace treaties established centuries ago. Little is known about the planet; he has been briefed only with sparse intel collected by imperial officers.
Once ruled by a King, Maur is now led by his daughter, Queen Ven'tar. The Au'rmaur people are known for their resilience and adaptability. Though small in stature, they are remarkably strong and fiercely loyal to their Queen.
Steam hisses through the vents as the ship's ramp lowers, and Lotor gathers his duffel bag, crammed with several personal belongings—clothes, toiletries, books—with one hand and Kova's kennel with the other. He makes his way through the ship, keen on not lingering any longer than he needs to, and slips out through a side hatch as sentries begin unloading metallic cargo boxes full of supplies.
As he steps down, his feet plant on soft, dark soil, revealing a sight that makes his eyes widen.
All around him are brilliant, vibrant colors, painted in the light of the golden setting sun, breathing life into Maur. Trees with thick trunks and light green leaves sway over hot pink flowers. In the distance, a flock of indigo birds flap their wings, soaring through the sky.
Lotor inhales deeply, closing his eyes.
It's beautiful here, he thinks, allowing himself to take it all in.
Children play in the distance, their screams and giggles rising over the hum of the Galra ship. Some point excitedly at it as they race past elder Au'rmaur lounging in the tall grass, passing baskets of fruit and pouring wine into waiting cups.
His brows pinch together.
Are these people truly under Galra rule? They seem so... free.
A frown tugs at his lips.
Am I to enslave and mine this planet of its quintessence?
"... Prince Lotor?" a feminine voice asks.
Lotor whips his head around and blinks once, opening and closing his mouth. His heart skips a beat.
The woman standing before him wears a dress made of various green fabrics, and her face is adorned with facial markings that fascinate him. She stands with poise, hands clasped in front of her torso, spine straight, and wears a cape. At the top of her head, two antennae protrude from a sea of light brown hair, perfectly cut into a bob.
Stars above...
His mouth goes dry while her expression shifts to slight confusion.
It is only when she moves to take a step forward that he snaps out of his admiration.
"Y-Yes," he manages, clearing his throat. "I am Prince Lotor."
The woman nods, giving him a once-over. "Why did you sneak off your ship?"
Lotor glances at the imposing vessel and then at her, trying to will his heart to beat regularly, but the stubborn thing refuses.
"I merely wished to take in Maur a few ticks alone," he admits. "Your planet is quite beautiful."
In the kennel, Kova purrs.
The woman's eyes widen, and she closes the distance between them, crouching down to take a peek. "Oh!" She gasps, startling him. "You two match!"
Heat creeps up his neck, and he chuckles despite himself, glancing down at his outfit with a nod. "His colors were my inspiration. His name is Kova."
She smiles, taking a closer look. "Hello, Kova." The woman patiently holds her hand out, allowing him to sniff her to ensure she poses no threat.
"Speaking of which," Lotor says, cocking his head. "What is your name?"
Her eyes meet his, twinkling like stars in the light. "Ven'tar."
The smirk on his lips drops instantly, and the flirtatious demeanor fades.
Oh.
He lets out a shaky exhale, avoiding her gaze.
Starsdamnit.
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The crystalline corridors of the palace glint as Queen Ven'tar leads Lotor to the accommodations the Au'rmaur servants have prepared for him. Kova perches on her shoulders, and she pets him, scratching beneath his chin with a smile.
He watches her in amazement, shocked by the tenderness Kova exudes. The cat despises strangers and barely tolerates him, even after a decade of being in his care.
She nods at a couple of guards, and they push the large wooden doors open, revealing a room full of furniture—a bed with wooden posts, a desk set with stationery, bookshelves full of books, armoires for clothing—everything Lotor can need and more.
The doors close once they fully step through the threshold, and Ven'tar sets Kova down on a chest. He curls into himself, purring quietly.
"I'll send someone to prepare a bed for your pet," she says, straightening.
Lotor simply stares at her, unsure of how to feel. "Why are you showing me kindness?"
Does she not know what I am here to do?
Stars above, I cannot do this.
Ven'tar's smile turns gentle, rippling at the edges with wisdom that goes beyond all he has ever known. "In a world that values profit, the richest thing you can be is kind."
He blinks. "I beg your pardon?"
Her smile turns into one of uncertainty. "It's an old proverb from the time of Empress Adali's rule." She squints, taking him in again. "You are... Galra... are you not?"
Lotor bristles as he sets his duffel bag down on the desk with a loud thud that rattles its legs. "Yes, I am Galra."
"I meant no offense." Her eyes widen, and she quickly steps forward, placing a hand on his forearm. "It's only—well, you have no fur. Forgive me, I simply wished to—"
He pulls himself away, looking at her incredulously. "To what, Queen Ven'tar? Imply that I am not pure-blooded Galra? Because I am already well aware of my shortcomings."
Ven'tar slowly blinks, pursing her lips in confusion.
A charged moment of silence passes between them.
Lotor inhales a deep breath, raking a hand through his silken hair. Shaking his head, he sighs. "Queen Ven'tar, I am sor—"
"I know you are here for quintessence extraction," she states, interrupting him. Her voice hardens, her hands forming into fists to contain their shaking. "My apologies for attempting some semblance of civility between us before you destroy my planet for your Empire's gain. I can assure you, it will not happen again.
"I hope you find the accommodations to your liking. Good quintant, Prince Lotor."
With that, she turns on her heel and briskly walks out of his room.
He watches her, tempted to follow, but he remains standing, a dumbfounded expression plastered on his face.
When he glances at Kova, the cat merely gives him a look, shakes his head, and hops off the chest to follow her.
Traitorous beast, Lotor thinks.
With a frown, he begins unpacking his items and settles in.
This is going to be a long, long deca-phoeb.
|••••••••••|
Three phoebs have passed since Prince Lotor's initial arrival on Planet Maur. In this time, rather than employing the usual Galran methods of subjugation, he has been working alongside the Au'rmaur people, learning their customs.
Though it took a few movements, Queen Ven'tar has warmed up to the Prince, recognizing that he's unlike most Galra she's met. He lacks the pride and arrogance they're known for, and he doesn't look down on her people or treat them as inferior.
He's the only Galra official present, and for a moment, she can almost pretend he's here under different circumstances—for adventure, not conquest.
Lotor has taken part in their festivals, weaving flower crowns and juicing fruits for the Au'rmaur children. He spends his free mornings in the Palace Gardens and his afternoons on nature walks with her, listening intently to everything she points out and eagerly exploring. He has a keen mind, an ever-present thirst for knowledge.
The Royal Library Lotor finds himself in is dimly lit, flames on the candelabras flickering with a fiery gold.
Reclining on a chaise longue in the distance is Ven'tar, eyes closed as she curls around a book resting in her lap. Her usual royal attire has been exchanged for a cotton, mantis green nightgown, trimmed with delicate lace and finished with puffed sleeves.
Lotor wonders if he should turn around and walk away. To pretend as though he doesn't see her.
But when his eyes begin tracing over her relaxed expression, he finds himself going closer.
Something about her pulls him in.
Perhaps it's the passion in her voice when she talks about potential methods of quintessence replenishment, or the begrudging smile she wears when she realizes she agrees with him. Or maybe it's the cadence of her voice—how he loves the way she says his name and her accent.
His slipper catches in a groove between stone bricks, and he grimaces. "Quiznak," he mutters under his breath. "Damn it."
Ven'tar's body jerks instinctively, causing the book to thump onto the floor. Her shoulders slump as she registers him, and her head tilts back into the cushion. "Stars above, Lotor," she says, voice trembling. Her hand rests above her racing heart.
Lotor's head snaps up, a blush creeping on his cheeks. "My apologies, Ven."
She pinches the bridge of her nose, exhaling sharply. "Are you trying to kill me?"
"No!" he says quickly. "I mean—no." He clears his throat. "No, I am not."
Ven'tar regards him and crosses her arms across her chest.
His eyes follow the movement before he looks away, focusing on the book instead. He crouches down, kneeling before her as he picks it up. As he lifts it, a few painted illustrations catch his eye before he closes it, his gaze lingering on the cover.
His index finger traces over the silver-foiled constellations that frame characters from a language he doesn't recognize.
She leans in, and her floral perfume wraps around him. "The Storybook of Karthulian Legends and Mythologies," she says, her eyes sparkling from the fire wicking around them. "This is where I got the proverb from."
He glances at her, then at the title. "But it's not written in Galran."
Shifting on the chaise lounge, she makes room before gently patting the space beside her. Lotor hesitates, then finally sits next to her. Without a word, she takes the book from his hands, her fingers brushing the page as she traces the characters.
"It's written in Altean," she explains. "A gift from King Alfor of Altea to my father several decades ago."
Lotor furrows his brows, leaning in, and Ven'tar smiles as she flips through the pages in silence.
"Who is that?" he asks after a while, pointing at a painted figure.
The muscled man stands armorless, his fur-covered torso streaked with slashes of dark red. In one hand, he wields a black, chained longsword; in the other, a battered shield. His face is a portrait of triumph, his mouth twisted into a feral snarl.
"Standing amid Planet Feyiv's carnage, reigning victorious, is the sixth ruler of the Galra Empire: Kaltor, dubbed Conalul—the Conquering One," Ven'tar recites, reading the caption below.
"The Kral Zera?" Lotor asks, his shoulder touching hers.
Ven'tar glances at him, subconsciously leaning into his warmth. "I suppose."
She rests her head on him, continuing the silent page turning.
"Who is that?" he asks again, his fingertips tracing the golden strands woven into the figure's braid.
Pausing, Ven'tar suppresses a yawn, her mind working to translate. "Standing on the hills of Altea's northern isles near the Temple of Ara is the Warrior of Time: (Y/N), dubbed Alesul—the Chosen One. Gala's Zi'va Kriensa. Balance and judgment incarnate."
Lotor swallows hard, his fingers lingering on the Warrior's face as his mind overlays it with the image of his sister.
"(Y/N)," he whispers, his voice cracking.
He doesn't move. Neither does she. They sit like this for a while, his gaze lost in dozens of memories.
When Ven'tar finally looks up, she sees the tears pooling in his eyes. Her chest tightens. Without a word, she closes the book and her hand finds his, fingers lacing through his.
She brings his hand to her lips, pressing a kiss into his palm. He stares down at her, his eyes searching hers, as if trying to anchor himself in something solid, something alive.
Her thumb slowly traces the lines of his knuckles, and the air feels thicker now, heavy with the kind of silence that doesn't ask to be filled.
And in that suspended moment—between memory and longing, between grief and want—his eyes linger on her lips.
|••••••••••|
Ven'tar's gaze is steady as she glances to her left, eyes flickering to Kova before settling on Lotor. She focuses on the slight furrow of his brows.
"Are you nervous?" she asks.
Lotor purses his lips and scratches Kova's soft chin. "No, Ven'tar. This is my chance to finally make a difference, to show my father what we are capable of."
Her hand brushes against her womb, a frown tugging at the corners of her lips. "The Emperor will not approve of our union."
His expression softens, and he closes the distance between them, kneeling before her. He rests his forehead against her belly, closing his eyes and inhaling her sweet perfume.
He has been on Planet Maur for a year now. What began as a friendship with Ven'tar soon blossomed into a relationship, and the two are set to be wed by the end of the month. She is with child, eighteen movements along, according to the doctors.
"My father will see reason," Lotor assures her, looking up. "I swear. What we've done here will prove it."
She doesn't look entirely convinced, and her antennae twitch. The wind picks up, blowing strands of hair that cover her worried eyes.
Kova flicks his tail and wraps tighter around Lotor's boot, eyes focusing on the young couple.
Lotor lifts himself slowly, his hands splaying gently across her torso. His thumbs move in slow circles as he tries imagining the kind of father he will be.
"He's going to see you as a threat," she murmurs, her voice a broken whisper swallowed by the howling wind. "His Empire doesn't allow us—"
He silences her with a kiss, and Ven'tar's breath catches, but she steps closer to return it. With trembling hands, she presses her palms against the cool metal of his armor and lifts herself higher, allowing him more access.
Lotor accepts the notion, deepening the kiss.
A slight curve of her lips lifts against his, and he mirrors the movement, inhaling her scent as she sighs. Lips parting, their foreheads press together, and their breaths mingle in the space between them.
His eyes search hers as he pulls back.
There is only Ven'tar—her warmth against him and the future growing quietly beneath her skin.
Around them, a golden-colored sunset stretches over the horizon beyond the palace. Her breath wavers as she pulls away, her eyes half-lidded and glowing with the reflection of the sinking sun. Light falls across her cheeks like spilled honey, warming the edges of her high cheekbones and glinting off her facial markings.
Lotor brushes a loose strand of hair behind her ear, smiling as he memorizes her in this moment. "You are so beautiful, ma dalede," he murmurs.
Her cheeks brighten, and one hand absently circles her belly. Her gaze grows distant, the heaviness reappearing. "It won't just be your father," she says. "The Galra, they—they'll all see this child as illegitimate. An heir born of a union they'll never acknowledge."
His jaw clenches, and his voice is low, almost guttural as he says, "They will acknowledge our child, or they will fall."
Kova lets out a low, chiding purr at his heel, blinking slowly as if unimpressed by the dramatics, and Ven'tar's mouth quirks despite the stress pressing down on her.
"You always say things like that when you're scared," she says, tilting her head.
He frowns, meeting her eyes. Raw vulnerability shines behind the sharp angles of his Princely exterior. "Why must you always see through me?" he asks softly. "I wish you wouldn't."
She reaches up, pressing another kiss to his lips. "And I wish you'd be afraid with me," she whispers. "Not for me. Not for our child. Just... with me."
Lotor hums quietly, nodding. "All right, ma dalede."
Raising a brow, she gauges his sincerity. "Really?"
"Yes," he says earnestly, "Whatever you want. Whatever you need."
Ven'tar laughs, teasing him with a radiant smile. "Such a doting husband you will be."
It is the kind of smile that softens him, silencing his inner storms. The one he sees every night he goes to bed, and every morning he wakes up. The smile he's fallen in love with, walked in love with.
He chuckles with her as the golden hue of sunset deepens to amber, then blood-orange, casting her in a light that makes her look every bit the Queen of a nation.
I cannot wait to make her my Empress, he thinks.
In the distance, the updating Galra Central Command ship lowers into the planet's atmosphere, slicing across the silent moment.
Ven'tar's gaze lingers on the vessel, and she frowns. "Promise me something," she says suddenly.
"Anything," he answers, without hesitation.
She purses her lips, lifting a hand to caress his cheek. Her strength is quieter than his, but just as resolute. "Keep Maur safe."
He promises in a whisper, "I will."
"I love you." She glances down, a sad smile forming on her features. "We love you."
Lotor's breath catches, and his arms tighten around her. "And I love you—both of you—with all that I am." He finds her hand and takes it, giving it a gentle squeeze before he leans in to press a kiss to her temple. "When this meeting's over, how about I give you a massage?"
She hums, smiling. "I'd like that."
He smiles against her. "What else would you like, ma dalede?"
Her laughter comes out softly, alive and bright. "You always ask that," she says, her thumb dragging idly across his lower lip. "As though you might run out of ideas if I don't tell you."
Lotor catches her hand, kissing the pad of her finger. "I might. You underestimate how greedy I am for your approval."
"Approval," she echoes, voice dipping low, teasing. "Is that what this is? My Galran Prince needs reassurance?"
"From you?" His smile grows. "Always."
Ven'tar leans forward, a warm smile resting on her lips as he pulls her closer.
A sound outside draws their attention, and the wind changes.
Her gaze drifts, and Lotor follows, pressing a hand over her bump as though he can shield both her and their unborn child from the weight of galaxies.
"They're early," she whispers. "They weren't supposed to arrive until morning."
"I know." His voice is taut now, each word measured. "My father wastes no time when suspicion takes root."
Ven'tar looks up at Lotor, and he can see it—the flicker of fear behind her eyes. It takes him back to the same fear he felt the first time he saw his father lose control and beat a Commander for going against his orders. The same fear he felt when he tore apart a planet for disobedience.
He remembers the sound of (Y/N)'s soft crying that still managed to be too loud. His father's hand had silenced her, too. His face had stayed calm, almost serene, as if punishment were nothing more than maintenance.
Now, seeing that same fear flash across Ven'tar's face, he feels the old ache rising.
He knows that look. He's worn it himself.
She reaches for him, gripping his forearm tightly. "Promise me again," she says. "No matter what happens, you will not draw your sword. You'll keep your temper, no matter what he says."
"Ven—"
"Promise me."
He hesitates, then nods, jaw tight. "I promise."
|••••••••••|
On the polished stone steps, Emperor Zarkon stands tall with Haggar behind him. Lotor and Ven'tar kneel before them, their heads bowing low.
"Update me on your progress," Emperor Zarkon states, eyes trained on the surrounding greenery.
Lotor lifts his head, glancing at Ven'tar before steeling his nerves. "Our quintessence yields are some of the highest in the Empire, and we've been more efficient than any other. By working alongside the denizens of this planet, like Ven'tar here, we've outsourced—"
Emperor Zarkon growls, whipping his head around and narrowing his eyes. "You dare work with this pitiful race as if they are your equals?"
Blinking, his brows contort with confusion, and he frowns. "It is working." He places a hand on his knee and pushes himself to stand. "We have outpaced even the most generous projections."
"The heir to the Galra throne should not sully our honor by working with his subjects!"
Ven'tar's spine stiffens, her eyes lowering and remaining fixed on the polished floor.
Lotor takes one look at her, and his hands clench. He breathes out through his nose, jaw tight, eyes trained on his father. It takes everything within him to keep his voice calm. "And yet, your son does."
Haggar shifts behind Emperor Zarkon, the hood of her cloak rippling in the breeze drifting through the open balcony window. Her expression remains unreadable as her gaze sweeps over them, narrowing on Ven'tar's womb, though the bump is not yet too noticeable.
Emperor Zarkon's snarl deepens, but Lotor continues.
"Efficiency matters. Stability matters. We've proven that mutual respect garners loyalty, not fear. What we're building here can endure, Father. It's sustainable quint—"
Ven'tar dares to lift her gaze, catching the muscle ticking in Emperor Zarkon's jaw. He turns away, pacing along the steps like a predator stalking a perimeter.
"You disappoint me," he quietly seethes.
Lotor's breath leaves him like a punch to the gut.
"You think I care about the opinions of weaklings?" Emperor Zarkon spits the word like poison. "You think sentiment will grant us dominion over the universe?" He gestures at Ven'tar without even glancing at her. "You've allowed yourself to be weakened by this... this dalliance. Betrothed in a manner that jeopardizes our bloodline. The throne. All because of what? You believe yourself noble?"
"It is the way my mother's people would have done things." Emperor Zarkon's eyes widen in surprise, and rage blinds Lotor. "You thought I couldn't find out about my own mother? About her people? You thought you destroyed every remnant of Altea, but you cannot unless you destroy your own son, as well!"
"Enough!" Emperor Zarkon bellows. "You are to crush this planet beneath your heel!"
"Never!"
He turns around, stepping toward the balcony. "Then I will!"
Ven'tar's breathing spikes, and panic flashes through Lotor as he shakes his head. "You wouldn't. You can't! Father, wait!" He takes a couple of steps forward. "No, please do not do this, Father. Do not make these people suffer for my actions."
Scoffing, Emperor Zarkon grits his teeth and continues walking. "It is already done."
He follows him up the stairs, desperate. "I will do as you ask. The people will serve the Galra. I won—"
Before he can reach the landing, Haggar raises a hand and energy crackles from her palm as dark magic strikes him, filling the air with the scent of burning flesh.
Lotor lets out a bloodcurdling scream as energy sears his body, and he passes out. His body falls with a brutal thud against the stone floor, his armor clanking as his limbs sprawl.
The colors of the green foliage in the throne room seem to dullen, and Ven'tar shoots to her feet with wide eyes, rushing to drop beside him. She brushes a lock of sweat-damp hair away from his face, and her heart pounds in her chest as she checks his breathing.
He's still alive, Ven'tar thinks. What is wrong with these people?
She stares at Haggar, frantic with fury. "You could've killed him!" Her sharp gaze turns to Emperor Zarkon. "My people are allied with Prince Lotor. Our legacy—"
He guffaws, slowly descending two steps. "Legacy?" he spits, gesturing toward her belly like it is something unclean. Like her pregnancy is an abomination. "You're nothing but a fleeting indulgence—an Au'rmaur whore to warm his bed. A cushion for his cock to sink into."
Ven'tar flinches, her body trembling.
"Do you truly believe he loves you?" he continues. "You're a body. Nothing more. And when he's tired of you, he'll cast you aside."
The fight lodges itself in her throat like stones.
Never in her life has she been spoken to this way. Not in her Court. Not by visitors. Not even in moments of diplomatic discourse.
His lips curl. "The only thing your people are good for," he adds with disdain, "is labor."
Beyond the palace balcony, the howling wind scatters petals of violets from flowering vines clinging to crystal rails. They catch the dying sun in fleeting bursts of color, drifting in through the door's threshold.
Ven'tar's face drains of color, her eyes hollowing. "My people are free," she declares.
"Freedom?" Emperor Zarkon halts and slight amusement dances in the depths of his gaze as he raises a foot, crushing an intact violet beneath the heel of his boot. "That's what this is about?"
Her throat tightens. She can taste iron—fear or blood, she isn't sure. A single tear carves a clean path down her cheek as she nods. "The Au'rmaur are paid generously for their labor in the mines," she says, forcing each word to sound calm. "Maur thrives under Prince Lotor's methods. We have... a mutually beneficial alliance, and my people will not be put in Galra chains."
His brows furrow. "You wish to remain free?"
She lifts her chin, trying to ignore the tremor in her arms as she cradles Lotor's limp body. "I would prefer it if we did," she says softly. A pause lingers as she chooses her next words, weighing her options. "There is still much quintessence to be reaped from Maur, my lord. A strong flow. It could serve you."
The silence grows.
Emperor Zarkon mulls it over and concedes. "Very well," he replies.
Haggar shakes her head with a hiss, stepping forward. "Sire—"
He cuts her off, pursing his lips. "The Au'rmaur will die a free people."
The words fall like a benediction, entirely unexpected.
Ven'tar bows her head low and looks down, caressing Lotor's face with a gentle hand as her shoulders sag with relief.
"Thank you," she whispers, though whether it's to Zarkon, to the stars, or to fate itself, even she doesn't know.
Already beginning preparations to resume the rest of the day, she slowly begins to rise. Her antennae shoot up as Haggar's dark magic spears through her, pain exploding as it drains the life from her body.
She falls forward, her fingers still reaching for Lotor, and the last thing she sees before it all turns black is him.
|••••••••••|
"Ven'tar?" Lotor groans deep in his throat while his ears ring. "What happened, ma dalede?"
He feels horrible, like his body is aflame.
He opens his eyes slowly, blinking several times to clear his vision, and pushes himself upright. Wiping at his face, he tries to shake the buzzing that clouds his mind.
As he rises to his knees, a heavy weight settles in his chest, and his heart sinks.
Nothing feels real.
"No... No!" he shouts, his lips quivering.
Beyond the glass of the Galra ship, Planet Maur burns. Rivers of flaming orange magma streak across its surface, and chunks of rock tear free from its gravity, drifting into the void of space.
The beautiful homeworld of the Au'rmaur people is destroyed.
Bile rises in Lotor's throat, anguish and grief threatening to overwhelm him.
His soon-to-be wife, their unborn child, his friends, her people—burned to ash; extinguished from existence.
Footsteps come from behind.
"You are hereby banished from the Empire," Emperor Zarkon states, his voice low. "Forced to live out the remainder of your days remembering your failure here. Vae pan zi'vaek Va'tar."
As he turns to walk away, Lotor sinks into the metal floor, breathing erratically.
"Have you nothing to say, witch?" he whispers, voice breaking as tears stream down his face. "Surely even you can see the folly of your master's actions."
Haggar says nothing, turning around to follow her Emperor.
He remains on the ship, body pressed against the cold glass of the observation deck. Space stretches before him—vast, indifferent, and silent as it bears witness to the devastation consuming Maur. His breath fogs the surface as he leans in harder, as if proximity can conjure Ven'tar's face one more time.
But there is no trace of her. Not anymore.
No glittering eyes. No radiant smile. No echo of her voice.
Only fire. Powerful, all-consuming fire.
And pain.
So, so much pain.
Dizziness floods his senses as another wave of nausea rolls over him, twisting his stomach and drowning him.
His fingertips press into the glass, and he sways, his vision blurring as he screams. It starts as a gasp, and soon warps into something devastating—a ragged, broken sound pulled from within the depths of his soul. His hand slams against the glass over and over in a hollow rhythm with no beat, no purpose—only the need to expel the rage and grief burning inside him.
He strikes the glass until his knuckles split, blood smearing across the surface as sobs wrack his body.
His family is dead.
Again.
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"I'm just a man who's trying to go home
Even after all the years away from what I've known
I'm just a man who's fighting for his life
Deep down, I would trade the world to see my son and wife
I'm just a man
But when does a comet become a meteor?
When does a candle become a blaze?
When does a man become a monster?
When does a ripple become a tidal wave?
When does the reason become the blame?
When does a man become a monster?"
Jorge Rivera-Herrans & Cast of EPIC: The Musical, Just A Man
"Well, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna be where I am
Gettin' drunk at a club with my fair-weather friends"
Olivia Rodrigo, making the bed
"Park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me"
Broken Social Scene, Anthems for a Seventeen Year‐Old Girl
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PART IV: The Prodigal Son Returns
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Lotor slumps against the dark oak bar, draining his seventh tankard of ale for the day. Expensive wine is a luxury he can no longer afford—he squandered his inheritance recklessly during the first three years of his exile. He's barely been managing to make ends meet to afford a rented room in an inn across town for him and Kova.
The wood beneath his elbow is sticky with spilled drink and old stains, while the sour scent of fermented grain clings to him like a second skin.
He should leave and take a shower—perhaps brush his teeth, comb through his hair, and shave the overgrown beard covering his features while he's at it—but he remains seated.
Around him, the tavern he's found refuge in is alive with the sound of gravel-rough laughter, the occasional shatter of a dropped glass, and the low sound of music from a harp in the corner, its strings not entirely tuned and base covered in dust.
He doesn't hear any of it, too dull and comfortable in his own misery. He's lived in this constant, inebriated state for a decade already, drowning his sorrows and grief in any alcohol he can get his hands on.
The liquid in his cup sloshes as he lazily tips it back. It's lukewarm now. Tasteless. Still, it burns a little, and that's the point.
The burn is the closest thing to sensation he's allowed himself to have.
He doesn't know how long he's been in this tavern. Time slips between his fingers, impossible to hold onto and meaningless in its passing.
Moonlight spills in through windows open ajar, allowing the evening atmosphere to come inside. Cracked lights overhead flicker every now and then, casting the room into brief shadows before buzzing back to life.
Lotor doesn't look up. He hasn't in hours.
His hair hangs lank and matted, tangled over his face, dirty strands clinging to the sweat on his brows. He doesn't wear his armor or carry a weapon. The shirt he wears is torn at the collar, soaked through with drink, the stinks of old fights, and his own bodily fluids.
A crust of blood cakes beneath one nail, and he picks at it before taking another sip. Ale spills down the side of his mouth, trailing along a cut on his jaw, and he winces, but doesn't wipe it away.
Behind him, someone laughs. A big, booming sound that rattles the air, grating against his nerves.
His eye twitches, grief overwhelming him again. He used to laugh like that once. Loud. Free. Back when Ven'tar was still alive, surrounded by the Au'rmaur people's kindness.
He swallows hard—faster than he means to—and the ale burns too much, catching in his throat.
A violent coughing fit parts from him, and the barkeep glances his way before turning back around without a word.
He's seen Lotor like this too often to care. The Prince is a stranger. A ruined thing. One of many.
Lotor leans his forehead against the bar's edge and closes his eyes. The wood is cool, comforting in its own way. It grounds him, but closing his eyes is a mistake because when the dark takes over, she's there.
Always there.
Her smile.
That first time they walked through the wildflower fields near the crest of the southern palace hills, and she laughed at something stupid he said, sunlight flickering across her features, illuminating her in a manner that took his breath away.
Their first kiss in the Royal Library on the chaise lounge when he confided in her, opening his heart and showing her the man he is at his core.
The first time he bedded her, five months after they met, in the quiet of his palace room, following the Maur Water Festival—a celebration of life and renewal.
The way she tilted her head when she was curious, upset, or pretending not to be amused with him.
Her eyes.
Her voice.
Her presence.
The sound she made when she found out they were expecting, and tears of joy rolled down her cheeks as she pressed soft kisses against his skin.
Lotor grits his teeth and lifts his head. He shakes it, trying to shove the memories back into the dark pit they came from.
(Y/N) appears instead, and with her, all three of their Dayaks. It isn't enough that they've haunted him for years already, or that her lifeless body is what flashes in his mind instead of her youthful, eccentric self.
No, now he has the two women he cares for most in this life attached to every nerve, carrying electrical signals between his brain and body, trapped in his memories because he was unable to protect them.
Because he was too weak.
He reaches for the tankard again, ready to numb his head, but it's empty. He stares down at it, unamused and disbelieving.
Scoffing, he slams it down hard enough to rattle the bar.
The barkeep sighs and turns his way. "That's seven," he says, polishing a cup with a rag that's seen better days. "You planning on dying tonight or just making the rest of us miserable?"
Lotor's lips twitch, a smirk ghosting across his face. If he were clean, it might have been handsome, but now it's only weary and raw.
"Maybe both," he rasps, his voice hoarse from disuse. He reaches for a coin at his belt, but his fingers close around nothing.
Stars know the last time he had money to spare.
This planet is uncolonized by the Galra Empire, using minted coins rather than the electronic GAC—Galra Authorized Currency—established by the Empire as the universe's official currency.
It doesn't matter, Lotor thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing in this stars-forsaken life quiznaking matters.
The barkeep shakes his head, tapping the bar with a finger. "That round's on the house, but don't make it a habit," he says before busying himself with other patrons.
Lotor is left staring at the bottom of his empty cup, the bitter scent of stale alcohol filling his senses.
A heavy hand lands on his shoulder, and a slurring, grunting voice says, "You're in my seat."
Just my damn luck.
He doesn't look at the man and doesn't move to stand.
The voice sharpens. "I said—"
Turning his head slowly, his eyes are bloodshot and rimmed with thick veins as his mouth parts, words slurred with venom. "Kill me or quiznak off."
"Oh, it's you." The stranger is a hulking brute of some reptilian race with scales glinting with faint iridescence like the wildflowers would in Maur's setting sun. He leans closer, grinning now. "That's the second time this movement you've said that. Still breathing though, aren't you?"
Lotor stands, pushing himself upright with effort. One hand braces on the bar, and the other remains loose at his side. "Go ahead," he mutters, swaying as his eyes lock on him. "Make me bleed. Crush my ribs. Snap my spine. It matters not how it's done as long as it's fast."
The brute squints at him. For a moment, it looks like he might grant the request, but then he scoffs. "You're pathetic."
"And you're a coward."
His lips curl into a sneer, and he shakes his head, rolling his eyes. "Damned Galran," he grumbles under his breath, walking away. "Always so quiznaking entitled."
Lotor doesn't sit back down, staring blankly at the retreating figure.
His knees threaten to buckle as he stumbles outside, pushing through the creaky tavern doors and out into the freezing night air.
The wind slices through his thin shirt like swords, and his head spins as he stares up at the stars smeared across the sky.
Indifferent. Distant. Mocking.
He stares up at them, unblinking.
(Y/N) loved the stars.
The thought guts him.
Nausea travels up his throat, and he forces himself to keep moving, staggering forward as his boots crunch over gravel. The path he's heading for leads to the edge of town, where a cliff overlooks a raging sea gnashing against the rocks below.
He found it three movements ago, toying with the idea of simply stepping over the edge.
How would death feel? Would High Priestess Marmora's stars lead me home?
There's no second-guessing as he walks.
He doesn't think tonight, only moves, because thinking leads to feeling, and feeling leads to remembering, and remembering hurts like hell.
|••••••••••|
The wind howls louder as Lotor reaches the cliff's edge. Salt coats the air, filling his lungs, and waves churn below with a ferocity he envies.
Spreading out his arms, he closes his eyes.
He imagines he is a bird, and if he is to leap, he'll fly, soaring through the clouds that paint the midnight.
He takes a step closer, like he might fall forward and become weightless, and wonders if it would be peaceful, or if the sea would tear him apart like everything else.
A soft chuckle rings in his ears. "Seriously?"
Something in him stalls, and he opens his eyes, blinking slowly.
(Y/N) floats in the air ahead of him, thirteen years old with her hair in her signature braid and eyes sparkling with dry amusement, shaking her head.
"What are you doing, brother?"
The air leaves his lungs, and he stumbles back, startled.
"(Y/N)?" he asks, dropping to his knees. His fists clench against the gravel and stone, heart thundering in his chest. "Is that you?"
His younger self runs past him, leaping off the cliff to join her. "I'm not doing anything!" he exclaims.
A scene takes place before Lotor, one that he is familiar with. They're in the observation deck where they've spent countless nights star sleeping. On the floor is a nest consisting of warm blankets and plush pillows.
"Hmm," she murmurs, smiling widely as she further steps into the scene. "It looks like you were about to ask me something."
Younger Lotor huffs indignantly, a flush creeping up his cheeks as he continues arranging the makeshift bed. "Why must you always look so smug?"
"And why must you always look so embarrassed?" she teases, kicking off her slippers and sinking into the warmth, a bright smile still on her face. "I love you to the stars and back," she declares, holding out her pinky expectantly.
He gives her a look, shaking his head as he pulls the covers over them. "Good night."
She frowns, nudging her pinky closer to his face. "Oh, come on. Say it back."
Lotor watches them, sobs crawling up his throat but catching, never leaving. His shoulders quake as he whispers, "Say it back. Please. Please, say it back."
The teenage Prince simply rolls his eyes and turns away from her.
(Y/N) watches with a deeper frown, quietly linking her own two pinkies together.
As the scene fades, he falls forward, pressing his forehead into the ground while his clawed fingers curl into the cold.
"I'm sorry," he whispers. "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you, milis kriensa."
When the sobs die down, he glances up at the sky.
A star twinkles in the distance, brighter than the rest.
It's winking at me, watching over me.
Fury flashes through him as he leaps to his feet, yanking off a boot and hurling it over the cliff's edge.
"You cursed, wretched stars above!" he shouts. "Quiznak you, and your bastard gods! How many of you are there? How many shining eyes looking down, doing nothing while your creations burn?"
He spreads his arms wide, mockingly, as though to embrace the heavens. "You took everything. Everything I was meant to be. Every life I could have had."
Mad laughter bursts out of him, and his chest heaves. "Huh? Where are you, Ara? Where the quiznak are you? Stop showing me their faces! Show yourselves," he murmurs hoarsely. His voice sounds distant, like it doesn't belong to him anymore. "If you gods are real, if you ever watched us—show yourselves. Come down here and face me!"
Only the wind answers.
The other boot follows, soaring briefly through the air before vanishing into the crashing waves below.
Then, Lotor's foot slips. The slick rock gives way, and gravity takes hold, dragging him down, plunging him into the churning water.
|••••••••••|
He is alone in the darkness. Motionless. Afraid.
Is this what death feels like?
The darkness is heavy, yet his body feels weightless.
A flashing light burns, and he squints, trying to reach out to touch it.
In the distance, a young woman stands before him. Her skin is a lavender-colored purple, and her white hair cascades over her shoulders, braided with crystals and golden hoops that make her shimmer. Similar earrings adorn her earlobes and the helixes of her ears, and she wears a teal robe with golden embroidery.
She steps forward, her bright blue eyes holding an ancient sorrow that makes Lotor's heart heavy.
"You call for gods," she says, voice low, "but you curse them when they answer."
He studies her features, bowing his head low. "H-High Priestess Marmora," he stutters, sinking to his knees.
The woman smiles, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. "I am not her, nor am I here to guide you to the afterlife. But High Priestess Marmora sends her regards. As for goddess Ara, well... she doesn't take too kindly to being shouted at, all things considered."
"Are you a goddess?" he asks once he steadies his breath.
"No."
Lotor looks up, his brows furrowing. "Then... who are you?"
"I am a messenger of the stars of Gala."
Realization washes over him, and he frowns. "I'm not dead?"
Her eyes glow faintly as she shakes her head, and a rueful smile spreads on her lips. "Not yet."
"Then why am I here?" he demands, his voice trembling.
She crosses her arms across her chest, gesturing for him to rise. "Because the stars have spoken."
Lotor blinks slowly, covering his mouth to burp.
The woman looks at him, a subtle grimace tugging on her features. "While you've been wasting away, Emperor Zarkon and High Priestess Haggar have—"
He scoffs. "Why should I care about what that quiznaker and his witch do?"
Pursing her lips, the woman pinches the bridge of her nose. "Please refrain from interrupting me, Prince Lotor. The words I have are urgent."
A self-deprecating laugh goes past his lips, and he stands up, walking away from her light. "I'm exiled. Go bother someone else."
"You don't understand!" she says quickly, scurrying after him. She grabs his shirt, forcing him to stop. "If they continue extracting quintessence this way, the very fabric of existence will unravel. Realities will collapse, and the stars shall mourn your failure."
He turns to her, taking a step back. "I don't believe in the Karthulian legends anymore. Those are just children's stories. The stars, their promises—it's all bullshit."
Her eyes widen, and she flinches. "What?"
Lotor scoffs, rubbing a hand down his face. "I've nothing left for them to take," he mutters. "If the stars care, they're late by a decade."
The woman's expression softens. "Do you think grief makes you immune to purpose?"
He looks away.
"You are not the first to lose everything," she continues, more quietly. "But you might be the last to decide what becomes of everything left."
Letting out a humorless breath, he asks, "And what's that supposed to mean?"
The woman gestures, and the stars respond, the void opening into a sweeping vision of Central Command.
"Emperor Zarkon grows mad with hunger," she says, her eyes reflecting the ruin and carnage unfolding before them. Melted ships drift through space. Worlds crack under bombardment. "The quintessence twists him. It twists them all. Already, entire systems burn for his obsession."
He can't look away from the images of sentries marching, people screaming, and energy being ripped from the ground.
When it fades, silence falls again.
"Do you see now?" she asks.
His shoulders sag. "I see nothing worth saving."
Her eyes dim, the blue washing into gray. "Then you've learned nothing."
"Why me?" he whispers, the fight draining from him. "Why not one of your precious heroes? I'm a drunk. A murderer. A half-breed. I'm nothing but a weak failure."
"Because," she says simply, with a calm that cuts through his despair, "the stars do not choose saints. They choose the broken."
He stares at her, eyes glinting between anger and shame. When he doesn't speak, her lips form the saddest smile he's ever seen.
"When you choose to believe again," she murmurs, "the stars will be there to guide you."
He hesitates, his gaze flickering to the distant stars beyond the darkness and her face.
"I don't have time for prophecy," he says at last, but his voice lacks conviction. It sounds more like a plea than defiance.
She steps closer. "It's not prophecy. It's a warning."
He swallows hard. "If what you say is true, then what am I supposed to do?"
"Remember who you are, zi'va Va'tar." She begins to fade, the stars reclaiming her piece by piece. "The universe needs you."
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The waves roll in onto the beach, each one as pronounced as the last. They come without fear, kissing the grains of sand along the shore, before bidding their lover farewell to join the percussion again.
Lotor groans low in his throat as the water soaks his bare feet and clothes. His eyes open slowly, and his gaze locks on the horizon, feeling the coldness that seeps deep into his bones.
A shiver runs through him, and he drags himself up, wrapping his arms around his folded knees.
He listens to the rhythmic crashing of waves and tastes the brine as much as he smells it. The salt cleanses him, clearing his airways and reducing the rotten scent of alcohol. He stares at the distant stars etched in the midnight sky and the silver rays of light the moon casts along the darkened sea.
Heartache settles deep in his chest, but it is not the sharp, angry pain that has become second nature over the decade, nor the homesick ache he's carried since he was thirteen.
This is different. Gentler. Full of acceptance and quiet longing.
"I miss you, Ven," he whispers, placing a hand over his heart. He closes his eyes. "A'nah Sava Am, Nissin'terai Kana'ya. Eu gaol vae, ma dalede."
The woman's voice echoes in the depths of his mind, "Remember who you are, worthy Prince."
Who am I? he wonders. Who do I want to be?
When he opens his eyes, he stares down at his hands, and they tremble as he links his pinkies together. Silent tears slide down his cheeks, a bittersweet smile on his lips.
"I love you to the stars and back, (Y/N)."
Lotor stays on the beach until dawn, watching the sunrise through crepuscular rays and soaking in the sun's warm embrace the way dew clings to morning grass.
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"Nothin' is as it has been
And I miss your face like hell
And I guess it's just as well
But I miss your face like hell"
"Rivers and roads
Rivers and roads
Rivers 'til I reach you"
The Head and the Heart, Rivers and Roads
"Time, mystical time
Cuttin' me open, then healin' me fine"
Taylor Swift, invisible string
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PART V: A People Forgotten
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"Prince Lotor!"
Altean refugees stand split into three distinct lines: family reunification, supply retrieval, and medical evaluation.
New Altea—as they like to call it, though Lotor has yet to give it an official name—lies beyond the Quantum Abyss. From space, it appears as a swirling sphere of red and white, its atmosphere glowing with a faint crimson hue. But upon entering, the planet bursts to life in vibrant greens and blues. A golden sun warms the vast grasslands, casting its light over thriving wildlife and farmland.
Lotor set foot on the planet two years ago and has remained ever since. He helped the first wave of refugees, carefully choosing those he deemed trustworthy enough to assist in finding others. Slowly, New Altea's population grows. It isn't easy work, but it keeps his mind from dwelling on the broken promise he made—to keep Maur safe.
It's his chance to balance the scales.
And it keeps him sober.
The makeshift refugee camp sprawls across a valley of overgrown grass. The air smells of rain, ripe fruit, and oil from the ship that disembarks Alteans. Tents made of thick fabric scatter before them, some comprised of patches, while others are brand new.
Beyond the valley, metal yurts are full of those who've already established themselves in the colony. They busy themselves with helping the newcomers because, despite the beauty of this place, the air buzzes with strain.
Grief has made a home here, clinging to the worn soles of shoes, to the hunched shoulders of mothers and widowers, and the determination set into the faces of survivors.
Altea has been gone for nearly four decades. New Altea will never truly feel like home, not to those who remember what life was like before the war disrupted everything.
A robotic sentry relays its automated message, "Medical assessments will conclude at sundown. Shelter codes will be assigned alphabetically. Please remain calm."
The three lines are precise, color-coded by hovering light markers. Children clutch hand-marked cards and chatter softly in Altean, while volunteers pass out packs containing nutrition bars, clean bottled water, and toiletries.
Lotor moves through the camp with composed grace, offering greetings to the newcomers. He passes the medical tents, his focus drawn to the family reunification center—alive with bright joy, muffled sobs, and tearful embraces.
He sees a mother clutching two children as they speak over each other, her hand trembling as she points toward a man in the distance. A middle-aged couple runs into each other's arms. An elderly Altean man stares into the face of a woman who mirrors him—same sea-foam green eyes, same gentle smile.
A small smile spreads on Lotor's lips as he witnesses it all.
The ache in his bones doesn't matter here. His grief is a shadow beside these people's light.
"Prince Lotor!" the voice shouts again, too urgent to be ceremonial.
A woman pushes past the gathering crowd, and they part out of the way, allowing her to get through.
Lotor breaks his gaze from the datapad in his hands and looks up to find the keeper of the voice frantically waving in his direction.
She has blonde hair at the crown of her head that fades into a darker strawberry blonde. It's gathered in two braids, and she has pointed ears and dark orange eyes that flash with frantic determination. Her attire is typical colony clothes—nothing fancy—and she's breathless.
He raises a brow and gestures loosely toward the lines behind her. "Miss, I'm sure you'll find the accommodations you're looking for—"
"Forgive me, Prince Lotor," she interrupts, dipping into a bow so quick it borders on clumsy. Her hands shake as she fumbles through her skirt pocket. "I need your help."
Lotor quietly exhales, and his voice is tired when he answers. "Yes. Well, I'm sure if we go back to a sentry, its programming will be a lot more helpful than whatever I can offer."
She shakes her head, pulling out a bent photograph from the pocket of her skirt that is creased and water-damaged.
"Please," she says, "I'm searching for my sister."
Going still, Lotor doesn't reach out to take the photo.
Had he not known (Y/N) was gone, he would have been just as desperate to find his way back to her. Just as wide-eyed and trembling. Just as lost.
He opens his eyes and sees this woman clearly—a sister.
"I'm sorry," he says, quieter now. "Truly."
She looks at him, uncertain. "There's no record of her passing," she whispers. "But I know she's alive. I know it."
He doesn't argue. He has no right to extinguish someone else's last spark of hope, though he knows the chances of her being alive are slim.
Lotor finally takes the photograph.
A young woman's face stares back, grinning with her hair made up in an elaborate updo.
She's wearing a wedding gown, he thinks.
"What's her name?" he asks.
The woman swallows. "Li'ani Slaid. She's a nurse and... before the war broke out, she was sent to Daibazaal to accompany an Emissary."
Lotor purses his lips. "An Altean on Daibazaal? During the war?"
She glances around, lowering her voice. "Well, you see, my lord, we are a quarter Galra. Naturally, King Alfor found Li'ani a fitting candidate."
A crowd forms on the outskirts of the lines, casting curious glances at the pair.
"Come with me," he says, turning toward a more private area beneath a tree's shade, away from prying eyes. "I'll help you."
Her eyes widen with cautious gratitude, and she hurries to follow, saying, "She is turning sixty-three deca-phoebs old next phoeb. On the eleventh."
Lotor nods, staring down at the photo. "And her mate?"
The woman leans in, pointing to a Galra male with crimson eyes and furry skin, also wearing wedding attire. "Vok, I believe. I haven't met him yet."
"I'll see what I can do," he assures.
He scans the photo with his datapad before handing it back to her, and her shaking hands take it. The photo is carefully returned to its spot inside her pocket.
"Thank you," she whispers.
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Lotor's gaze lingers on the floating islands above, their rocky silhouettes suspended in the atmosphere, catching the fading afternoon light. The streets are alive with noise, and merchants call from beneath canopied stalls.
He pulls the hood of his cloak tighter around his face as the wind picks up, carrying the scent of dust and rock. He quietly walks through it all, teeth clenched, head low, and eyes forward, weaving between locals dressed in blue and white cloaks.
No one recognizes him. Or if they do, they pretend not to.
After several turns and a narrow stairway, Lotor finally reaches the building the alien woman described—a narrow, stone structure pressed between two towers. No sign hangs above the doorway, but he can see its patrons mingling amongst themselves.
He pushes aside the curtain, the smell of tea and alcohol enveloping him instantly. The majority of light comes from large, circular openings on the ceiling, and the murmur of private conversations fills the space.
His eyes linger on the bar.
Keep going, he thinks.
Walking past, his eyes scan the interior, and he spots them immediately.
In a quiet corner, all the way in the back, sits the couple he's come for. They drink from cups, their postures small, and speak to no one, not even to each other. The small light between them in the center of the table shines a bright white.
He steps toward them, and as he reaches their table, he draws back his hood.
Their expressions freeze. They rise as one, the woman's eyes are wide, and the man's fingers are tense against the table.
Lotor raises a hand, open-palmed. "Hear me out! I know who you are. I come in peace," he says, lowering it. "I have come to save the noble Altean people, to preserve your customs and traditions before they are destroyed like Altea itself. Please, come with me. I have created a haven where the Galra will never find you. It may not be Altea, but it will keep you safe."
The couple exchanges a wary look, and he sees the calculation pass between them.
"If my intention were to kill you," he adds quietly, "then you would be dead already."
Silence passes while Lotor stands patiently, and soon, they change into their Altean forms.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 32 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜 (they'll be linked to the tumblr)
here's the ch. 32 specific timeline + glossary in case you're interested :)
life update cause why not. i’m an introvert irl, and i think i’ve warmed up to sharing with all of you so that’s why i’ve been really chatty lately. i’ve defrosted AHAHA.
I listened to the entirety of Epic: The Musical for the first time, and that was a ton of fun. Batman wiggled his way back into my brain, and I did some stuff for that. I wanted to buy jellycats, but I didn’t 💔 the fact that I missed out on Albee Bee breaks my heart :( I’ve gone to boutiques around me and nothing. I love bees, I feel like a fake fan now 💔 I bought a whole lot of books, so I need to hold myself hostage and get myself out of the reading slump I’m in (kidding, kidding). No, but seriously. I HAVEN'T READ ANYTHING ON MY 25 FOR 2025 AHHHH *ahem* sorry. I gotta redo my bookshelf because it’s busting. I don’t know where they can go, maybe under my bed? beats me. Oh, and I started journaling again, so yay 🤭
My sister made blueberry cheesecake the other day, and it is *so* good. Currently eating watermelon and drinking a grape poppi (not my fave tbh, but it does taste like grape jolly ranchers so it’s okay) and now I gotta figure out the rest of the next update because I didn’t think I’d reach the limit 🧍🏻♀️scrambling tbh, but it’ll be fine ‼️
Chapter 33: Zi'va Va'tar
Summary:
Lotor lore saga parts 6–9 :)
CHAPTERS 32–34 ARE SPLIT INTO FOURTEEN PARTS! Don't feel pressured to consume it all in one go; please, please take breaks ‼️ They're all labeled with fun names, so it will hopefully be easy for you to remember your spots :) I don't want anyone to get fatigued. It got severely away from me. And there’s a playlist with all the songs for each part in case you’re interested.
I split up these next chapters into a new work called Voltron: The Lost Lion | Chapters 32–34 Split | The Worthy Prince | Voltron Fanfic in case this gets too overwhelming!
happy reading!!
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^^⚠️⚠️CONTENT WARNING: possible purple prose; mature themes; mild toxic relationship themes; double entendres (🙈), Part 9/IX has implied sexual themes 🍋🟩⚠️⚠️^^
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Notes:
Welcome back to Chapter 33, part 2 of Lotor lore, aka The Worthy Prince Saga parts 6–9!!
Volume 2 has 3 new chapters on top of og VTLL, so that's fun. I like these new additions though :)
Get ready for yearning, Lotor! If there's one thing I'm gonna do, it's write a yearning man 🙇♀️‼️ It's my bread and butter 🫱🏻🫲🏼 blame the Barbie and Disney I consumed growing up. I hopelessly, pathetically love love.
Side note: the lack of Lotacxa hurts my heart. rare pair?? I love me a royal x guard, and there's almost nothing 💔 Never in my life have I craved lotacxa fanart/fic so bad, but all the ones I've seen are yummy. anyway, you know what that means 👀🙂↕️ yup. Lotacxa is officially VTLL canon. I had so much fun with them.
agonizing slow burns all around, and I hate to say it, but they get their yearning from Zarkon (if I keep what I've got for him). that man—*pathetic* for his women. I like my written men pathetic 😋 gentle masculinity 🔛 🔝
there is unfortunately a lot of AI art on Pinterest (even house inspo??💔 i opted out of the gen ai stuff, but still see it), but these pins are what i looked at when describing a certain scene in case anyone wants some visuals (i'm being very vague bc i don't wanna spoil). as a visual person, i appreciate it when stuff's provided for me 🙂↕️ these are both AI pins 😕 If I find real art, I'll change it out :)
Lotor's outfit pick inspo is not AI
here’s the Tumblr post with everything 🫶🏻
happy reading!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
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"The forest echoes, the trees are crowing hungry
Hungry harmonies
My pulse is clear, rushin' in my ears
I hear something calling me"
The Crane Wives, Sleeping Giants
"And I can go anywhere I want
Anywhere I want, just not home
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
But you would still miss me in your bones
And I still talk to you (when I'm screaming at the sky)"
Taylor Swift, my tears ricochet
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PART VI: The Linchpin Hunter and the Itinerant Rogue
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⭒ 9,000 years later ⭒
Planet Daltor's Riftport is nothing like the military docks of the Galra Empire. Here, everything feels lived-in, used, bartered, and bargained. Overhead, the beams of the docking bay stretch as far as the eye can see, their metal rusted by years of exposure to the humid, cold air.
Multiple personal ships are parked, and only one large cruiser rests in the distance. Crew members load and unload cargo from it, talking over one another as they carry out their orders.
Prince Lotor stands beneath a stall, tension stiff in his spine as he faces the operator slouching behind the desk terminal.
He's not Daltorian—who are a fur-covered species—but he is a pain to deal with.
The operator is a scaly creature with spotty blue skin and a gill line that pulses as he breathes. His grease-stained uniform stretches taut over his rounded shoulders, and the nametag has long since corroded into illegibility.
He holds out a scaly hand expectantly. "Ten thousand GAC," he says flatly, voice gurgling. "Non-negotiable."
Lotor's eyes narrow. "Forgive me," he says, clipped but controlled, "but ten thousand GAC is excessive. Especially for a quintant's stay."
The operator leans forward, propping his elbows on the desk as his long claws tap against the console screen. "Oversized vessels incur oversized fees. That's not my rule, that's posted." He jabs a stubby finger toward a flickering sign above them.
Following the gesture, Lotor scans the display menu of rates and points at a line of fine print beneath the bulk freight prices. "I'm not offloading cargo. No transfers, no crew rotation. This is a passive hold request. No more than a few vargas."
He simply needs to park the cruiser somewhere land-side to go and get Kova.
Should've taken him when I came down, Lotor thinks. He could've done without the bubble bath. Spoiled beast.
"Still takes up a berth," the operator replies with a thin grin. "Ain't got many to spare. It's peak haul season, especially with this snowstorm. Everyone's lining up."
Clenching his jaw, Lotor resists the urge to argue further.
He can pay it—of course he can—but he doesn't want to. Centuries spent uncovering his Altean heritage, outrunning his father and Haggar, a mishap with a cryopod after his last colony visit, outsmarting Galra officials and seizing their assets... and now he can't talk his way out of a docking fee for a few hours?
No. This simply will not do.
He exhales slowly, adjusting the left bracer of his armor. "What would the fee be," he says, voice icy now, "if I were simply... anchoring in orbit?"
The operator raises a brow, clearly unimpressed. "Depends. Are you just gonna float out there all lonely and hope no one bumps into you?"
"Yes." Lotor's jaw ticks. "How much?"
The operator taps a few keys. "Three thousand GAC, but no guarantees. If you get hit by debris or some drunk pilot scratches your ship, that's on you."
How would that be on me?
Lotor pauses, crossing his arms over his chest.
The last thing he wants is for some fool to scratch his precious ship, especially when it's brand new and cost him a fortune.
But he hates not having Kova close to him more.
"Alright." His lips curl in irritation. "Is there a complimentary shuttle to take me up to my ship?"
"Nope." The operator scrolls, eyes flickering over words. "That'd be another two thousand GAC."
Five thousand GAC to get the damn cat down here with me?
Lotor pinches the bridge of his nose, deciding to call it. "Never mind."
The operator's eyes widen, and he slides a small datapad across the counter. "We've got the best rates in town! Thumbprint here, take the retrieval token for your ship, and be on your way."
Surely the robotic sentries and crew can handle themselves, Lotor thinks. They've done it several times already. And Kova will be fine. I'll be fine without him.
What am I even doing here?
As he turns to leave, the operator calls after him, mockery dripping in his tone, "Enjoy your stay, cheap bastard!"
Refusing to dignify him with a response, Lotor simply extends a hand and flips him off. He passes through the metallic corridors before stepping into the snow-thick air.
So cold, he thinks, shivering. Why must snow be so cold?
His boots click against the road as he pulls his cloak tighter around himself. With a swift command to his cruiser, he orders them to dock on the planet's nearby moon and lay low until further instructions with a few taps on his bracer.
And to keep Kova well-groomed and fed.
Lotor walks the rest of the way, trudging through snow flurries and catching himself as he slips on frozen puddles with a string of muttered curses. The fur-lined edges of his cloak are crusted with ice, and he can hardly feel his cheeks anymore save for the stinging sensation brought by the wind howling low through the trees. It carries the scent of smoke, pine, and fresh air.
No locals walk the streets beside him, and he presses on toward a sign up ahead.
Havig's Trading Post stands on a concrete foundation, its wooden frame weathered and its frost-encased windows clouded from the storm.
As he nears, warm light spills through the glass, casting a hazy yellow glow across the snow-packed ground and bleeding warmth into the icy dusk. A wind chime rings above the door, and snow clings to him as he reaches the threshold.
He shivers, then leans into the heavy wooden door, pushing it open.
The scent of the place hits him immediately—aged wood, cured leather, and sharp metal. The warmth follows, heating him instantly, and Lotor sighs in relief.
Inside, the trading post is cluttered, packed with crates of scavenged ship parts, tools, and fur pelts. The floor is patched with hide rugs and mismatched planks that creak under every step.
There are a few patrons at this hour—an older man haggling in hushed tones over a crate of batteries, a cloaked traveler nursing a steaming cup near the fire, and a Daltorian trader behind the counter, polishing the surface with a rag.
The trader glances up as he enters, eyes narrowing with vague suspicion. His beard is a nest of gray, frost hanging from the edges, and matches the fur covering the rest of his skin. His arms are thick from years of lifting salvaged parts and trade goods, his lips drawn in a thin line.
"Storm's getting worse," he grunts. "You planning on being snowed in, stranger?"
"No." Lotor steps forward, brushing snow from his shoulders. "I'm looking for a hunter."
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The fertile soil on Planet Daltor's surface glimmers with frost-encased grass and light flurries of snow fall from the early winter clouds. Ferns sway in the icy breeze, and the once bright petals of pink azaleas are now a faint blush across the whitening surface.
Acxa trudges along the frozen path, holding a satchel full of tools and a gun strapped across her chest as the cold nips her cheeks. Her dark brown coat is zipped up to her neck, and thick woolen mittens cover her hands, though the cold is already seeping through her leather boots and pants.
She traded her sturdiest sheep for the attire, and the Daltorian trader had been more than eager to take him off her hands. Meat is harder to come by in the winter, and while she prefers the taste of deer, she doesn't mind rabbits, squirrels, or the occasional sheep—anything to keep from starving.
Which is why she is here, in the biting cold and snow, searching for something to kill.
Beyond the forest Acxa spent the better part of the day crossing lies the outpost town of Evadaach—one of many scattered across Daltor's continents. Electricity and plumbing run throughout the town, and its perimeter is marked by stone walls reinforced with steel beams. Their cracks are filled with moss, and sections of the smooth surface are full of bright graffiti.
Acxa doesn't encounter a single passerby; most locals remain safely within Evadaach's walls. Inside, the town buzzes with life. Bakers rise early to bake fresh bread and pies from berries harvested in the previous autumn, blacksmiths forge weapons from iron and steel, apparel traders arrange overflowing racks of clothes, and vendors tend to their bustling shops.
The town thrives around her as she continues her solitary journey, but a snowstorm looms overhead.
She's been on Daltor for a year, gaining a newfound appreciation for the slowness of life while maintaining the strict regimens that have been instilled into her since her time serving the Galra Empire.
A gust of wind cuts sideways through the trees, bending the slender ferns as ice crusts along their fronds, snapping under the weight of snow.
Lowering her head, Acxa's breath ghosts from her lips in short, misty puffs that dissipate fast in the air. Each step sinks into the ground with a crunch beneath her boots. Her face is flushed from the chill, and her vision is obscured from the flurries, but she tightens her grip on the strap of her satchel and doesn't stop.
The landscape stretches outward, and her eyes linger on the stubborn azaleas poking through the snow, their petals trembling in the breeze.
They remind her of her sister—tiny things, always pushing through.
A sorrowful smile forms on her lips, and she pauses, going off the path toward the brightest one. She brushes it with her covered fingers, careful not to crush the delicate thing, and leans down to breathe in its scent.
Its sweet, floral aroma wraps around her, and the ache in her bones is temporarily forgotten, even as her teeth chatter. She whistles the melodies of birds calling from the treetops, harmonizing with them before continuing her trek.
Her eyes rake over the pine trees that are tall with thick, long trunks, their pine needles full of snow, and she spots a squirrel burrowing in the bark for shelter.
She bites her bottom lip.
This is the first animal I've seen in vargas, Acxa thinks. I could just—
Somewhere behind her, a branch snaps, and she freezes, pausing to listen.
What was that? A bunny? Or maybe a deer?
Her head tilts beneath her hood, her brows furrowing with concentration, and the points of her ears twitch.
Silence.
But she feels a sharp gaze assessing her.
Strange. It's too early for wolves.
When she returns to look at the tree, the squirrel is no longer there. Shifting the satchel on her shoulder, she steps off the main path again and moves along the tree line.
She walks for another five minutes, but the nagging feeling of someone watching her doesn't go away.
The cold has numbed her toes, and her fingers tingle beneath the mittens. She flexes them to keep the blood flowing, breathing deeply, and the air tastes clean. Wild.
Acxa glances up through the forest canopy to the light gray sky that's beginning to darken as the sun sets, wondering if her sister would've liked it on Daltor as much as she does. It's so different from Ragna, the mountainous, barren planet they are from.
How would it feel to be huddled beside her in the chill, watching their footprints slowly fill in behind them as powder coats their boots?
How would the hue of her blue skin look against the frosty air, or her dark hair in contrast to a wool scarf?
How would her always-smiling mouth curl at the prospect of snow, or her forever-bright eyes sparkle in the shadows beneath the canopy?
There's a clearing ahead, beyond a craggy slope where the snow piles up high against a fallen log. Acxa knows the spot well. It's where she first met the vendor who traded her the coat—an old woman with eyes like a blazing fire and a knack for reading people too well. She'd asked her if she was running from something.
Acxa hadn't answered; she simply handed over the sheep, took the coat, and walked away.
The clearing is untouched today, and not a single footprint marks the snow. No cloven hoof marks from deer or tracks give her an opportunity for an easy dinner, either.
I should've shot that squirrel when I had the chance.
She steps through, pushing a couple of branches out of her way, and stops in the middle of it all to let herself feel the quiet. The hood of her coat slips down, and snowflakes flutter onto her hair, sticking to the strands before melting into oblivion, as she looks up.
This is what they'd dreamed of.
Picturesque, abundant, beautiful snow.
Perhaps if her younger sister were still alive, they'd be curling up by the hearth of her cabin's fireplace, snuggling in the warmth of woolen blankets and clutching mugs of steaming cider to their lips. They'd exchange stories about the townsfolk they encountered, poking fun at Daltorians and their methods of trading. Or they'd plot where to go next.
The hush of this isolated clearing feels magical. They would've been happy here. Free.
But Acxa remained in the Galra Empire.
Even as her sister's health deteriorated. Even as her requests for an imperial doctor were ignored. Even as her desperate pleas for a single syringe of quintessence were coldly denied. Years of devotion—pouring herself into the Empire, enduring the ridicule of being a half-breed female among hundreds of pure-blooded Galra males, climbing the ranks—had earned her nothing but disappointment after disappointment.
She crouches slowly, reaches down, and scoops up a handful of snow, cupping it between her mittens as though it's precious. A few moments pass as she simply stares at it before forming a ball. With the gentlest touch, she presses it to her lips, and the cold shocks her as she lets it melt against her mouth, closing her eyes.
"I made it, Aavisia," she whispers into the trees, the snow, and the sky. "I wish you were here to share this with me."
A soft rustle between the trees causes her ears to twitch in awareness again.
Someone else is here.
Acxa straightens and covertly exposes her mittened fingers, peeling the warm wool away to ready her gun. The metal is cold against her skin as she holds the grip, but she pushes the stiff numbness away to focus and sets the satchel down on a flattish rock.
As subtly as she can, her eyes scan the stretch of woodland surrounding her, but there is only the wind and shadows.
Heart racing in her chest, she waits, keen on finding the culprit of the noise.
In the distance, a hint of dark blue fabric catches the corner of her eye. She turns slowly to face it, narrowing the barrel on the treeline.
Is that a man?
A lean, broad-shouldered figure stands, poorly hidden by the cover of the forest.
Acxa suppresses a smirk, letting out a silent huff of amusement.
He's bad at hiding.
The stranger wears a heavy cloak lined with fur. His hood is drawn up, shadowing his face, but long white strands of hair slip free, loosely fluttering through the wind.
What is he?
He raises a hand to brush the hair aside, and Acxa's heart sinks as she catches the hue of his skin along his smooth jaw. Her smile drops instantly.
Quiznak. He's Galra.
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Lotor prides himself on having a certain level of composure. It's a skill he has learned wisely over the years through taunting, cunning, politics, and exile. Yet, despite his extensive experience with enemies, allies, and disappointments, nothing in his elaborate training has quite prepared him for her.
Seven thousand GAC and a set of directions to the hunter's cabin later—the best hunter in all of Evadaach and a linchpin to its meat industry according to Havig himself—Lotor is making his way through the forest when a young woman draws his attention with a whistle that calls to him like a siren's song.
He hadn't meant to follow her. It simply... happened.
And she is entirely too observant—sharp-eyed, gun-trained, and a posture now locked in like a predator stalking its prey.
Starsquiznakingdamnit, he thinks, the irritation with himself growing. What is the matter with me?
Who follows a stranger in the forest? Now I'm lost, and she's gonna shoot me.
Foolish decision after foolish decision today.
Whether a folktale or a fool's errand, Lotor has come to Daltor—spurred by a tale told to him by an Altean from a northern colony—in search of an ancient plant rumored to grow somewhere in this star system. The leaves of the soval plant can be brewed into a tea potent enough to induce deep sleep within ten dobashes, and he needs anything strong enough to grant him some reprieve from the nightmares.
Now, four planets later and no soval plants found, Lotor stands partially hidden behind a tree, pinned in place by a gun and a woman with better instincts than most imperial officers.
Perhaps she'll leave?
Lotor holds himself still, back pressed to the rough bark of a pine slick with frost. The cold seeps through his armor where his skin is exposed, and he exhales through his nose, careful to let the breath go slowly.
The condensation disappears into the cool air.
Please leave.
Through the snowy branches, he watches her waiting for him.
Snow gusts gently around him, obscuring the view in brief flurries. He takes his time examining her—the curve of her four dark horns, the blue of her skin, and the hair pulled back from her face.
How peculiar.
Her expression is stoic, serious, and he can't help but lean in, drawn to the depth and color of her eyes.
What should I do?
She speaks before he can decide.
"If you're going to stalk someone through the forest," she says, her voice crisp as the air, "you might want to be quieter next time."
He doesn't dare move, and his heart skips a beat at the smooth, pleasant sound of her voice. It's low and she speaks slowly, enunciating every syllable.
"The sunlight is waning, and I take it you're not a local," she adds. "I'd be happy to leave you to the wolves."
Lotor hesitates before he steps forward, and the crunch of his boots displaces the perfect surface of snow. His hands are empty, lifted in a show of nonviolence while the hood of his cloak slips back as he nears the edge of the clearing.
"Forgive me," he says, his smile slanted and unapologetic. "I was simply admiring the snow."
She raises a brow, and her eyes trail over his features. "From behind a tree?"
"I wasn't sure if you were hostile," he replies, glancing briefly at the gun nestled in her fingers.
Her eyes narrow. "You were following me."
"Purely coincidental."
She mulls it over, suspicious, and her assessing gaze flickers as she tries to determine whether or not he's worth her time. "What are you? Galra?"
"Half." He tilts his head, and his fingers twitch. "Though I take it you don't quite like any strangers," he remarks dryly, his voice smooth like the icicles hanging low on a branch.
"And I take it you value that tongue of yours," she says just as dry.
Lotor can't help but grin wider. "Oh, I value it quite a bit, yes."
She doesn't seem particularly impressed by his words. "Who are you?"
"Ah." He exhales, subtly closing the distance between them to gaze deeper into her blue eyes. The shade mirrors her hair. "The age-old existential quandary." He gestures vaguely. "Who am I? Who are you? Who are we, in the grand scheme of—"
The woman frowns, her grip tightening on her gun. "You've got exactly five ticks before I put a hole through your skull."
He lets out a soft hum of appreciation. "Efficient. I admire that."
"Four."
He sighs, tilting his head back to gaze at the dull gray, cloud-covered sky as though contemplating the fickle nature of fate. "You're serious?"
"Three. Two."
"My name is Lotor!" he says quickly, realizing she's not bluffing. "Don't shoot."
"Lotor?" She does not lower her gun. "What are you doing here, Lotor?"
He folds his arms, giving her a one-shouldered shrug. "Sightseeing."
She blinks, her jaw ticking.
The silent stretches between them.
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Half-Galra, Acxa thinks as she stares at the strange man, befuddled. Such an odd name—Lotor.
"And what is your name?" he asks, his voice light.
His amusement doesn't falter, and his deep voice carries an accent. His appearance exudes wealth, and his skin is a smooth purple and not covered in fur. He's undeniably tall, muscular, and has hair that reaches his shoulders. It's slicked-back and as white as the snow falling around them with pointed ears peeking from beneath the strands.
But his instincts, especially the flirting, are downright laughable.
He's strange. I don't trust him.
She eyes him warily.
What if he's a mercenary? Are mercenaries typically flirtatious?
When she remains silent, Lotor smiles, all sharp angles and subtle condescension. "Well, shall I name you myself?" He pauses, scratching his chin. "How about... 'darling captor'?"
Her finger doesn't so much as twitch on the trigger.
Are these his manipulation tactics? To coax me into a confession?
If he's expecting a flinch, a blush, or some kind of frazzled reaction to his absurd display of self-importance, he's sorely mistaken.
Acxa assesses whether he's a threat or just a persistent irritant.
She settles on the latter. For now.
"Don't call me that," she says evenly.
"You don't like that one." Lotor makes a thoughtful humming sound. "Was it the 'darling' or 'captor'?"
Acxa exhales sharply and takes a single step closer, the barrel of her weapon leveling at the center of his chest. "You haven't answered my question."
He tilts his head in an infuriatingly lazy manner, eyes flickering all across her features. "Ah, but I did. Sightseeing, remember?"
She pauses, her brows furrowing. "No one comes to the forest to 'sightsee' while it snows."
"Perhaps no one you know. After all, here we are."
I'm not here for sightseeing, you fool.
She should shoot him—right here, right now—and it'll be one clean shot, center mass, end of discussion. No more smug, blue-eyed stranger with his cryptic nonsense, his ridiculous blue cloak, and his poor attempts at charming her out of shooting him.
Perhaps she will shoot him for the sake of wiping that galling smirk off his lips.
But something about him keeps her from pulling the trigger.
Her eyes linger on his handsome features, and she doesn't lower her gun as she asks, "What are you?"
Mercenary? Officer? Commander? Tourist?
"You know, darling captor—" Lotor's chest rises and falls in a slow, steady rhythm, as though he's completely unfazed by the gun, and presses himself closer—"you are quite blunt."
She blinks at his movement, unsure of how to proceed.
I'm the blunt one?
Their breaths mingle, and it feels far too intimate to feel his warmth and the heat radiating off of him. She contemplates taking a step back, but there is nowhere to go if she wants to keep the upper hand. His eyes sparkle in the proximity, and she tilts her head up.
"I have questions, and you have answers," Acxa says as steadily as she can. "So answer."
"You truly believe that gun's going to scare me into answering you properly?" The rough scratches of his voice send an unwelcome, pleasant shiver down her spine. "Surely you must realize that though you may have questions, not all questions deserve answers."
"I'll shoot you."
"Really? Then why haven't you yet, darling captor?"
Her brows pinch together, and she pauses. "I am not your captor."
"I suppose you are right," Lotor concedes. "Because there is a more proper way of making me your prisoner."
"I beg your pardon?"
He holds his wrists out mockingly, a hint of vexation flickering in his eyes. "Tie me up."
Her heart skips a beat, and a flush covers her cheeks despite all her efforts to keep him from getting under her skin. "What?"
"I'm simply trying to help you along."
"If I wanted you tied up, you'd already be on your knees."
"Oh?" His lips quirk up. "Interesting choice of words. I didn't realize you were into that."
Acxa's eyes widen, heat flaring in her chest. "I—" She shifts her stance and—against her better judgment—lowers the gun, taking two large steps back.
With a heavy blush, she returns to her satchel and puts the gun away with shaking hands.
"So you do have restraint," he muses behind her, brushing the snow from his shoulders.
"I wouldn't test it," she warns, voice clipped, not sparing him a glance.
"You're not nearly as scary without the—" Lotor leans in and she gives him a withering look—"Oh wait. No. Still scary."
Before she thinks twice, she says, "My hands are equally dangerous."
He chuckles, deep and rich, as if genuinely amused. "Duly noted."
Infuriating man, Acxa thinks.
She slams the flap of her satchel shut with more force than necessary and turns on her heel.
As she heads back into the trees, she walks with determination, her path swift and direct.
Catch a deer, head to town, go home, sleep.
Lotor's boots crunch against the forest ground as he falls into step behind her.
"Where are we going?" he asks, not quite out of breath, but not exactly relaxed either.
Acxa doesn't stop. "We aren't going anywhere."
Branches claw at her coat as she shoulders past a cluster of pine trees, their needles poking into the wool. One snaps back with perfect timing and smacks Lotor square in the face, causing her to smirk. He lets out a grunt, brushing the sting off his cheek, and picks up his pace to catch up to her.
"Why are you following me?" she demands.
"I—" He draws in a breath and lifts a branch for her. "I got lost. And you seem to know your way around."
She stops short of passing under it, glances up at him warily, then at his offered hand.
"Lost?" she repeats, flatly.
"Terribly," he deadpans. "Though the scenery's much improved."
She exhales and steps under the branch without responding, her shoulder grazing his arm as she passes. Lotor lets it fall gently behind them, and somewhere in the distance, birds chirp.
Acxa whistles in reply and looks through the trees, scanning for any sign of wildlife, but the birds have gone silent.
Feeling his eyes on her again, she's tempted to meet his gaze.
"I'm looking for a hunter," Lotor says, his voice quieter now.
She clicks her tongue, continuing her search through the snow. "Lots of hunters on Daltor. Especially in Evadaach."
"Lots of greedy port operators, too," he mutters, kicking at a buried rock and rolling his eyes.
A flicker of amusement ghosts across her lips, too quick to catch.
Kroross probably. Or Osasey.
Acxa slows, coming to a stop near the base of a tree where claw marks score the bark. "Perhaps you should've used your charm toward haggling for cheaper rates."
He lifts a brow. "You find me charming?"
She kneels, brushing away a layer of foliage to reveal fresh tracks underneath—slim-hoofed, light, and deer-like. She presses her fingers into the indentation, and he crouches beside her, observing the tracks with unmasked interest.
Glancing at him sidelong, she stands and brushes her hands clean on her coat. "You're definitely something."
He chuckles, rising with her. "Flattering."
"Not the word I'd use," she mutters.
They walk in silence through the trees, more side by side than before.
"Why are you looking for this hunter?" Acxa asks noncommittally, stuffing her hands into her coat pockets.
Lotor hums, tearing his gaze from the snowflakes falling down to look at her. "I need to hire her for a mission, darling captor."
She rolls her eyes and asks, "You're really going to stick with that?"
He shrugs, unbothered. "You haven't given me anything else. And I think darling suits you."
The trees grow thinner as they walk, and an icy mist drifts above the river where water flows fast, too wide to freeze completely.
Acxa's eyes linger on the water's reflection, and she slows. Her lips press together, and then she stops entirely, one hand rising. He halts behind her, instinctively obeying the command, and she nods toward the river.
On the riverbank, a herd of white-tailed deer drinks.
"My name is Acxa," she whispers. His body jerks, and her arm stretches across his chest to stop him from moving.
Lotor's eyes widen, his shoulders drooping. "You're Acxa Kelbion?" he whispers in reply.
She raises a brow, unslinging her satchel and pulling out her gun as quietly as she can. "What's the matter, darling captee?"
His breath catches, and he opens his mouth to say something, but she doesn't look at him—her attention is wholly on the herd ahead.
Lotor leans in, his voice pitched low. "I expected someone... else."
Acxa cocks her head, keeping her gun steady, and snorts softly. "Sorry to disappoint."
"No," he murmurs, eyes on her instead of the herd. "You exceed expectations."
She lowers herself into a crouch behind a boulder, motioning for him to do the same. He shifts his weight, trying to mimic her silence, but a thin branch snaps beneath his knee, and they both tense as one of the deer perks its head up, ears twitching.
Damn it, Acxa thinks.
"Stars above," she breathes, eyes on the deer as it considers the sound.
Lotor winces, holding his breath. "That was—"
"Be quiet," she hisses, raising her gun.
She inhales a measured breath, eyes honing in on her target.
Focus.
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Lotor watches her more than the animals—her steady fingers, her narrowed gaze, the precision in her stance. It's foolish to be so captivated by her focus, but she moves in sync with the forest, breathing as though they are one.
And in that quiet mastery, draped in control, he finds her utterly beautiful.
Quiznak, he thinks.
His mouth goes dry, his throat bobbing.
No.
No, no, no.
The crack of a shot rings out, and the herd scatters with their hooves pounding. A fiery purple laser strikes a buck in the heart, causing it to drop instantly into the snow, its blood staining the ground.
Acxa makes quick movements to reach the riverbank.
Lotor rises more slowly, brushes snow from his knees, and tries to get a hold of his nerves with a quick shake of his head.
Stop it. The flirting is merely for entertainment. So what if she's pretty? Attraction is normal. She doesn't—
He watches as her boots tread through the snow, and suddenly, she's gone from view, leaving a loud splash in her wake.
Water explodes upward, and his heart jolts as he hears her gasping. He scrambles down without thinking, slipping and cursing as snow gives way beneath his boots. The cold nips his cheeks, and he finds her partially submerged, struggling against the river current and heaving as her head bobs.
"Don't move!" he says quickly, looking for something to anchor himself with. "Close your mouth."
Acxa glares up at him, teeth gritted and breathing rapid, hair soaked and plastered to her cheeks as the river continues waterboarding her. Her fingers struggle to hold onto the riverbank, slick with freezing water.
"I wasn't planning to take a swim!" she snaps, tilting her head higher.
He braces himself against a sturdy-looking tree and holds onto it to reach forward. "Give me your hand!"
She groans with strain and pushes forward, clenching his wrist with all her strength.
Lotor hauls her up with a grunt, and the motion ends with both of them landing in a heap in the snow. Cold instantly soaks through her clothes, and she burrows into him, trying to gather some semblance of warmth. He huffs, chest heaving, as his arms clutch onto her while she grips his suit.
He blinks hard, staring at the sunlight filtering through the trees.
Acxa shivers violently, swallowing hard. "The buck—"
"It's dead," he says firmly. "It's not going anywhere."
Am I a life repellent? Seriously, what were the chances?
Her jaw clenches as she looks down at him, and Lotor pushes the two of them up into a seated position. She straddles him as he unclasps the fur-lined cloak from his shoulders.
She shakes her head, confusion covering her numbing features. "You'll freeze."
Lotor wants to laugh, but he frowns instead as he sees her current state. Here they are, with him being the one in armor that keeps his body temperature well-enough regulated, while she's hypothermia-bound, wearing soaked wool and leather.
The cold pricks his exposed skin, but he ignores it, wrapping the cloak around her with gentle hands. "You'll freeze," he counters.
Acxa pulls the cloak tighter around herself, meeting his eyes with a frown. "T-T-Thank you," she manages, greedily inhaling chilly air.
Snow clings to everything, and he notices her skin getting bluer. He wipes the hair out of her face, scanning her features.
Is she going to get frostbite? Is she in shock? It's hard to tell.
Lotor's eyes drift toward the buck as he catches his breath. "I'll drag it over," he says, sliding her off so he can stand. "You stay here."
She pulls his hand, shaking her head. "Leave it for the wolves. I need to go home."
When she tries to stand, her legs hobble, and before she can protest, Lotor scoops her up in his arms.
Scowling, she burrows herself into him. Her voice is muffled and affronted as she asks, "What are you doing?"
He adjusts her weight in his arms, one boot planting in front of the other as he trudges through the snow to grab her satchel. Her body trembles against his, and she sniffles loudly, wiping the water from her nose.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" he asks, letting out a breathy chuckle. "You fell into a river and can't walk, so I'm carrying you."
She groans and buries her face against his shoulder, her fingers gripping him tightly. "I didn't fall, I slipped."
"Right." He smirks, but his jaw tightens against the cold. "Where's home?"
"Past the ridge," she mutters, her voice hoarse. "North."
His boots crunch through the snow, and her warmth is minimal, but he draws what comfort he can from it, cradling her close to his chest.
She closes her eyes, her breathing becoming slower.
He glances down and narrows his eyes. "Acxa, stay awake."
Minutes pass like hours, and the trees open up, revealing a cabin lying just outside Evadaach's stone walls, modest in size and made of long pine logs.
Lotor's heart jumps. "Is that it?"
Acxa stirs, her unfocused eyes blinking slowly as she peeks her head up. "Mmm hmm." She nods against him. "Key's under the pot with azaleas."
The door groans as he unlocks it and nudges it open, and he lowers her onto the couch pushed against the wall, covered in thick wool blankets and folded laundry.
She immediately forms herself into a ball, teeth chattering and fingers trying to pull the cloak off, but they're too stiff.
He moves quickly and tosses logs into the fireplace, fumbling with the lighter until a flame catches. It flares hungrily, licking at the bark while heat begins to seep into the space, and he goes to the thermostat, pressing the button to raise the temperature.
Acxa groans, forcing her limbs to cooperate as she sits upright, and he kneels in front of her.
"We need to get you dry." Lotor takes off his cloak, letting it fall to the wooden floor with a heavy thud. He reaches for her coat, unzipping it and peeling the soaked fabric from her shivering frame.
She watches him with a dazed smirk, letting him slide the coat off her arms. "You really move fast, don't you?"
Stars above, what kind of cruel joke is this?
"Less than you think," he says, lips pressing into a line. "I'm not watching you freeze to death."
Her long-sleeved shirt, leather pants, and leather boots are soaked, clinging to her body. He takes the boots off, and then hesitates, eyes trailing over her.
"I'll turn around," he says after a pause. "You need to change."
She meets his eyes, and something passes between them—wary trust and reluctant understanding.
"Okay," she replies, her brows furrowing. "I have some spare clothes in that dresser if you want to change, too. Bottom drawer."
He nods and stands, keeping his back turned to her as he makes his way across the room. The wooden dresser is polished with brass handles, and when he opens the bottom drawer, an array of men's apparel greets him.
Does she have a mate?
The fire crackles as he hears rustling, fabric dragging against skin, and the wet slap of discarded clothes hitting the floor. He stares hard at a crack in the wall, jaw clenching as his heart thunders in his chest. He pulls at random, hastily closes the drawer, and unbuckles his armor, placing each piece into a neat pile.
Lotor is left in his skin-tight underlayer before he strips down to his boxers and dons a pair of woolen socks, black pants, and a gray cable knit sweater.
After a minute, her voice returns. "Why did you save me?"
He turns, confusion in his expression.
She's sitting on the couch, bundled in thick layers, fingers digging into the sleeves of her sweater. It's made of wool and covers her neck, dyed in a beautiful shade of soft lilac. Her cheeks are returning to their regular shade of blue, and the firelight dances across her tired face.
"Why would I leave you to drown?" he asks.
Acxa swallows hard, a war waging on her features. "Because you're Galra."
He resists the urge to flinch. "So?"
She opens her mouth, then closes it.
"You could've slipped into the river, too," she replies after mulling over his words. "And then we'd both be dead."
Lotor crosses the room to sit by the hearth on the rug and draws his knees up. "I didn't think about it," he admits, staring at the flames.
She hesitates before following him, tugging two blankets along with her. "You didn't think?"
Reaching for a shelf near the fireplace, she pulls out a flask and moves to sit next to him.
"I saw you go under, and I—I just jumped."
She wraps a blanket tightly around herself and twists the lid off the flask. Lifting it to her lips, she takes a generous sip, swallows hard, then exhales, clearing the heat with a soft cough before extending the flask toward him.
"Nunvill," she says, tipping it in his direction.
Lotor watches the gesture, his gaze lingering, and suddenly his mouth feels dry. He hesitates, then shakes his head. "No, thank you. I don't drink."
She blinks, looking down. "Oh."
Capping the flask, she sets it behind them on the low table in front of the couch and studies him in silence, her gaze making him feel naked although he is fully clothed. Then she shakes her head like she's trying to dislodge a thought she doesn't want.
He huffs, half-amused, half-exhausted, and glances at her. "What?"
"So you... aren't a mercenary?" she asks, frowning.
His eyes widen, and the rug shifts as he adjusts to face her more fully. "What? No. Why would you think that?"
Raising a brow, she pushes the other blanket toward him. "You followed me through the forest, asking about a hunter. You knew where to find me. My name. That's not a traveler's mistake. That's a job."
Lotor's mouth opens and closes, a faint blush spreading across his cheeks. He wraps the blanket around himself to buy a few ticks.
It'd be far too embarrassing to admit that he followed her beyond Evadaach's walls because she piqued his curiosity.
A slow breath escapes him as he rubs at his jaw, and he watches her in his own calculating way.
This woman is partially Galra—her scent gives her away—and it took him quite the negotiation to learn her name in the trading post after he assured Havig he meant no harm.
She's trained. Militaristically so. And has a Galran-issued gun.
"You're a deserter," he states, more as a statement than a question. Shame spreads on her features, and he leans in. "Whose fleet?"
Biting her bottom lip, she looks away.
"Acxa..."
"Commander Prorok," she admits in a quiet voice. "I—" Her breath catches, and she stares at the fire, picking at a corner of the blanket. "I just couldn't do it anymore."
Lotor nods and leans back on his hands, draping the blanket over his outstretched legs. "I know what you mean."
She turns toward him, head tilted. "You served the Empire?"
He pauses, weighing his words carefully.
"Something like that. A long time ago." The weariness in his voice softens the edge of it. His gaze drifts to her again, lingering this time. He can't seem to look away. "What are you?"
Acxa blinks slowly, and a brief look of confusion crosses her features. His eyes settle on the soft curve of her lips, drawn in a pout, before he gestures toward her head.
"Your horns," he clarifies. "I've never seen anything like them—not in all my itinerant travels."
She raises her hands, carefully pulling over her hair to cover each horn.
Have I offended her? Lotor thinks, frowning. Is she self-conscious of them? But they're beautiful.
"Ragccina," she answers. "My mother."
His brows furrow. "Ragccina," he repeats, testing the name on his tongue. "Was your father Galra?"
Acxa stiffly shrugs. "Yes. But I don't remember him that much." She exhales, drawing her knees up, and lets out a breathy chuckle. Pressing her cheek against a kneecap, she offers him a small smile. "I feel like I owe you something—saving my life and all."
He shakes his head, his eyes going distant.
One life saved doesn't nearly account for all the lives I've cost.
They sit in silence as fire crackles along the burning logs, and she glances at the clock resting on the mantel.
"How long are you staying in Evadaach?" she asks, looking at him. "Is it just you?"
"Just me—oh. Quiznak," Lotor mutters, sitting upright. "Do you know any places where I can rent a room?"
Yawning, Acxa's eyes trail over him. "You can stay here."
He blinks. "Here? With you?"
Her brows furrow. "What? We'd be even."
A chuckle escapes him. Acxa's offer isn't performative or gracious. It's stated plainly, like a fair trade of goods: one life for a night's shelter. Still, he studies her with the smallest flicker of hesitation. She's no longer trembling from the cold, and her eyes are soft. Exhausted. Watching him without judgment.
He could get lost in those eyes if he allowed himself to.
"Alright. Even," he murmurs, smiling faintly. "Your partner won't mind?"
Her eyes momentarily lower to his mouth as he speaks. "No, I live alone."
He blinks, somewhat stunned. "No via't pa'eni. Really?"
She shakes her head, tearing her gaze away. "Not yet."
Whose clothes am I wearing then?
It doesn't matter.
The curiosity must show on his face because she exhales and answers, "They were my father's. This cabin used to be his long before I was born."
He glances down at the gray sweater clinging to his frame, then back at her. "I see."
The blanket slips from her shoulder, and without thinking, he reaches to pull it back up. His knuckles brush her arm, and she flinches.
"Sorry," he says, hand retreating.
She shakes her head. "No. It's fine."
Lotor settles in closer beside her on the floor, and his shoulder brushes hers through the thick layers of wool. Neither of them moves away.
Outside in the dark, the wind picks up, sending snowflakes toward the windows, and his eyes linger on them before he lets his gaze roam across the space of Acxa's living room.
It's a humble cabin with a kitchen, a wooden dining set, and an open archway leading to a bed up in a loft. Some shelves above the fireplace are lined with mismatched jars of herbs, dried roots, and preserved meat. A map of the surrounding forest is pinned to the wall with two nails, and a photograph in a polished frame rests on the mantle.
An older woman with cyan skin and horns beams as she holds onto two little girls with sparkling smiles. He chews the inside of his cheeks, and a smile of his own spreads on his lips as he sees the younger Acxa embracing an even younger girl.
She has a sister.
Acxa leans further into him, following his gaze. He sees the dark circles beneath her eyes, faint scars across her arms, and a cut on her bottom lip.
She's more than a hunter. She's someone who's been outrunning something for a long, long time.
Lotor exhales slowly, watching the way the light paints her features in orange and gold. "Are they your family?" he asks, voice softening.
Acxa's smile fades, pain flashing across her expression. "They were."
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Beyond the cabin, the cracking of ice, the creaking of trees, and the howling of wind fill the midnight atmosphere. The fire was put out three hours ago after Acxa warmed up two cans of stew on the stovetop, and they shared a meal across from each other at her table.
The two exchanged many stories, though she doesn't seem to talk nearly as much as Lotor does. He marveled at her intelligence and answered all her questions regarding his explorations around the universe.
Emperor Zarkon's still set on his quest to find the Lions of Voltron, and the witch Haggar with her Druids have begun building their newest project—the Komar experiment. Supposedly, it is drafted to become a formidable weapon capable of consuming the quintessence of an entire planet in the matter of a couple of dobashes.
When he asked about Rez'or and any Galra resistance groups, Acxa hesitated, but saw no harm in telling him of the Blade of Marmora.
"Only those in Central Command know of its existence," she had said. "Emperor Zarkon hasn't made any efforts in eradicating it."
"Really?" he had asked. "He made quick work of Rez'or millennia ago."
Her brows furrowed, her spoon hovering mid-bite. "You were... alive for Rez'or's fall? How old are you?"
A blush spread on his cheeks, and he stared down at his stew, mentally berating himself for the looseness of his tongue. "A mishap with cryosleep puts me a little under a millennium," he admitted quietly. "Twenty-three deca-phoebs until then."
The spoon clattered against the wooden table. "You're nine hundred and seventy-seven deca-phoebs old?"
His eyes shot up, indignation crawling up his throat. "Why does it matter? I am not that old. How old are you?"
Her mouth opened and closed. "I—I'm turning thirty deca-phoebs in a few movements. But you are quite... roguish for nine hundred and seventy-seven."
A guffaw escaped him as he leaned back in his seat. "My flirting threw you off?"
She fixed him with a piercing look as she picked up her spoon to continue eating. "Well, yeah."
Acxa is now asleep on her bed up in the loft, and he focuses on the faint sounds of her breathing as he lies on the pull-out couch, wishing Kova were here to keep him company as sleep eludes him.
|••••••••••|
Instrumental music plays throughout the kitchen, forming a calming lull as the notes travel through the speaker. Acxa hums to herself as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, and focuses on the current task at hand—attempting to follow the baker's instructions for how to bake a loaf of bread.
Being on a Galra fleet means eating food goo every day, several times a day. Cooking is an adjustment.
Lotor sits at his spot at the table, partially focused on the datapad in his hands and partially watching her measure flour. She wears a blue shirt that complements her complexion, and her hair is braided, tied off at the end with a purple ribbon. Her horns are on full display, and he tries not to let his gaze linger on them for fear that she'll cover them again.
He's remained here, in her cabin, for two movements already, and they have yet to find a soval plant on the days they venture into the forest.
She smells of rosemary and yeast; herbal and sweet.
Her eyes connect with his, and he looks away, pretending to focus solely on his affairs.
"What is it?" she asks, pulling down the oven door to insert the pan of bread.
"Hmm?" Lotor asks, not glancing at her.
Acxa pulls out a chair across from him, and its legs scratch against the floor as she takes a seat. She leans in, resting her head in the center of her palms. "You've been awfully quiet lately."
When he looks at her, a small smile spreads on his lips as he takes in the flour coating her cheek, her bangs that hang messily, and the curious gleam of her eyes. The air is warm, and that's what he blames the heat spreading through him on.
He sets the datapad down reluctantly, seeing it as the only thing tying him to the pretense of being occupied, and leans forward, elbows on the table, as he keeps his gaze steady.
"I'm quiet a lot," he says. "Too much noise in my head most of the time."
Acxa studies him, tilting her head. "It's strange having you here."
That earns her a dry laugh, and he arches a brow. "Strange, bad?"
She thinks, then shakes her head. "Strange... different." Her voice lowers, like she's admitting something more intimate than she means to. "I like having you here."
"I like being here, too." Lotor smiles slowly, eyes never leaving her. "Darling captor."
Acxa offers neither a smile nor an eyeroll. She merely casts him a look and says, "Seriously?"
|••••••••••|
The moment the front door opens, the scent of something burning wafts to Acxa. Frowning, she waves her hands in front of her face and hastily unzips her coat to place it onto a hook, kicks off her boots, and slides on a pair of slippers.
As she steps into the kitchen, her gaze flicks between Lotor and the pot he stirs in.
"Um..." she trails off, wiping a stinging tear away. "What are you doing?"
He startles, jerking the wooden spoon upright with a guilty expression. Smoke emanates from the pot on the stovetop, and his hair is gathered in a low ponytail.
"I'm cooking," he says, too confidently.
Acxa lifts both brows, slowly approaching him. "That's a very generous term for it."
She peers into the pot, staring at the charred remains of what might have once been vegetables. The scent is a mix of overcooked onions, scorched garlic, and burned deer meat.
Lotor follows her gaze, then offers the wooden spoon for her to taste, a hopeful smile on his lips. "Stew. Taste it."
Swallowing hard, she glances at it and puckers her lips, hesitantly tasting. She coughs and rushes to the sink, spitting it out before reaching up to open the window. Another cough escapes her as a gust of cold air rushes in, sweeping some of the smoke out as she fans it.
His expression falls. "What is it? I followed the recipe."
She hastily fills a cup of water, gulping it down.
"I thought, how hard can it be?" He continues, glancing at the stew. "I mean, you do it."
Acxa crosses her arms and leans against the counter, giving him a look. "What's that supposed to mean?"
He turns, hands raised in surrender. Liquid splashes on the wall. "No offense meant! It's just—you make it look easy. I thought I'd surprise you."
She eyes the pot again, warmth filling her from his intent even as the acrid scent burns her nostrils and the foul taste lingers in her mouth. "Well, I'm surprised."
Chuckling under his breath, he scratches the back of his neck. "I may have... upped the heat because the instructions said to simmer, but I didn't want it to take too long and wanted it to be done before you got home."
"Of course," she mutters. "Come on, let's try again."
"You're not mad?"
Her shoulders sag as she moves past him to take the pot off the burner. "Your heart was in the right place."
Lotor smirks, glancing at her sideways. "You're going to help me?"
Lips twitching, she laughs and says, "I'll tell you what to do."
As she gathers fresh ingredients, he watches her with that quiet attentiveness she's begun to expect. He's not obvious about it. It's the occasional glance when she turns away, the way he listens to her hum, how he subtly leans forward whenever she speaks.
"How was the town?" he asks as she sets everything down on the counter.
"Loud," she answers, placing a different pot on the stovetop.
He pulls out a cutting board and a clean knife, setting them before the vegetables. "Did you find anything?"
She hesitates, shaking her head as she reaches up to grab a few spices. "No soval plants. But the herbalist said she'd keep an eye out when the next shipment comes in from the south."
Lotor grins, peeling back the outer layers of an onion, though he remains rapt in her. "Guess I'm stuck here until then."
Acxa gives him a small smile. "I guess you are."
₊˚ ✧ ━━━━⊱⋆୨୧⋆⊰━━━━ ✧ ₊˚
"So in the morning your ship will be sailing
Now that your father and sister are gone
There is no reason for you to linger
You're grieving deeply but still moving on
You know the future is casting a shadow
No one else sees it, but you know your fate
Packing your bags, being slow and thorough
Knowing, though you're late, that ship is sure to wait"
ABBA, Cassandra
"Oh, fair and flighty love
My aerolite above
The only dove I see
Could you love me more
If by the sun and moon I swore
That I would never flee?"
"I know I shouldn't love you
I know I shouldn't love you, but I do"
The Oh Hellos, Bitter Water
"Then, out of nowhere, somebody comes and hits you with an
Ooh, la-la-la, ooh, la-la-la
Ooh, la-la-la, ooh
Ooh, la-la-la, ooh, la-la-la
Ooh, la-la-la, ooh
You got those mad sounds in your ears
To make you get up and dance
Mad sounds in your ears
They make you get up and dance
Hold on to make you get up"
Arctic Monkeys, Mad Sounds
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PART VII: The Marmorian Trials
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚⟡ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ☆⋆⭒˚.⋆ ‧₊˚ ⋅⋆˙⟡*ੈ✩ ‧₊˚⟡˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Since leaving Planet Daltor three years ago with a bundle of soval plants, a basket of medicinal herbs, and a thick blue woolen blanket, Prince Lotor has made an effort to visit Acxa at least once a month—provided the Altean colonies don't demand too much of his time, he isn't off on an expedition, and the Galra Empire's forces stay out of range. His crew now consists of only five sentries, their memories wiped daily after a near breach by an imperial spy—sent by Haggar—who had wormed his way into his ranks and nearly uncovered the hidden planet's location.
It's not all for naught—Acxa's existence also remains a secret.
Ven'tar's murder and the Au'rmaur people's decimation broke Lotor's heart beyond repair for several years, and he still thinks about them to this day. If Haggar or his father were to find out about Acxa, Daltor would share the same fate as Maur.
More blood would be on his hands.
Acxa's life matters to him far more than he'd like to admit, and Kova loves her immensely. The cat always sprints through the cruiser, seemingly aware of Lotor's destination, and is eager to hunt for squirrels with her.
He hasn't told her about being Emperor Zarkon's son. Every time he opens his mouth to tell her the truth, the words die on his tongue.
She hasn't pieced it together yet, either. Her rank as a Lieutenant in Commander Prorok's fleet was too low to learn about him, and the Empire had done its job of keeping his existence hidden from those outside of Central Command.
With her, he's just Lotor. Not the exiled Prince of an Empire or the son of a leader whose legacy is tyranny.
Just a person; the man he wants to be. And it's been far too easy to lose himself in that lie. Too easy to hope that it lasts.
Walking along the familiar path without Kova, the cabin comes into view through the thinning trees, and he slows. There's a figure standing in front of the door in the distance, bent over the lock. Upon closer inspection, he realizes it's Acxa with an over-packed duffel bag slung across her back, fumbling to take the key out of the lock.
Unease and confusion tighten Lotor's chest.
Is everything okay? he wonders. Has someone found her?
Her silhouette is rigid, and her movements suggest a determined rush. She finally pulls the key out, crouching down to set it beneath the azalea flower pot.
"Acxa?" he calls out.
She freezes at the sound of his voice, slowly turning around.
He steps closer, boots crunching over the path. "What's going on?"
Her throat bobs as he takes in her appearance—wide eyes and cropped hair. He blinks, and her mouth opens like she means to say something, but she closes it.
"What are you doing?" he asks, stepping in front of her. "Are you alright?"
"I—I wasn't expecting you," she replies, voice quiet.
"I said I'd visit this phoeb."
She nods, looking down and avoiding his eyes. "I thought maybe you'd come later."
He frowns, searching her face. "Where are you going?"
"Away."
"That's not an answer."
She exhales, finally meeting his gaze. "I heard rumors about the Blade's headquarters. Its location. Its leader."
His breath catches. "You want to become a Blade?"
"Even if it's a long shot, I have to try," she says quickly.
Lotor swears he can hear the pounding of his own heart against the silence.
She's going to get herself killed.
"Not even high-ranking imperial officers know anything about the Blade." He steps forward, closing the last of the distance. "How do you know it's valid intel? Where'd it come from?"
She glances at his hand as it touches her shoulder, and something unreadable flickers across her face as she bites her bottom lip. "An Unilu. He came from a swap moon last phoeb with umvy spice. Havig told me two quintants ago."
Lotor's face dims, and his hand falls as he rakes it through his hair. "You're traveling on a whim based on the words of a space pirate?"
Acxa frowns, the grip on her satchel's strap tightening. "I'm not susceptible to manipulation if that's what you're implying."
"It's not," he says quietly.
"I can't stay here forever." Her lips press into a soft pout, and she looks away, eyes clouded with dread and resignation. "They'll find me, and it's not like I have connections, not the kind that matter." Her fingers toy with the edge of her sleeve, restless. "It's only a matter of time before some bounty hunter shows up and finishes me off."
That's why she's leaving?
"Let me—" His throat tightens. "Let me come with you."
Her breath escapes in a stunned, quiet laugh as her eyes lock on his. "What?"
He looks down at her, a million thoughts swirling in his mind.
What if I never see her again?
What if she dies?
No, she won't die. Not if I can help it.
"We will take my cruiser." The words tumble out before he can think better of them. "We can spar—so you can train. And you'll be able to sleep without worrying about anyone recognizing you. Or hunting you down."
I can protect you, Lotor thinks.
Acxa's lips pull into a reticent smile. "You'd do that for me?"
His response is immediate. "Yes."
I'd do anything for you.
|••••••••••|
Sitting on the only seat on the bridge, Lotor skims over various reports sent from Alteans in the colonies.
Their populations have grown exponentially.
I'll have to visit again soon, he thinks. But when?
He has other colonies to tend to on the outer borders of the Galra Empire, courtesy of his father trying to keep track of him. And he's nowhere near close to finding the whereabouts of Oriande or anything useful in stopping Emperor Zarkon's universal domination.
How am I supposed to put an end to Father and the witch without Voltron? What am I supposed to do?
The cruiser's main computer beeps, and he looks up, seeing Galra words and symbols scattering across the screen.
Acxa perks up from her spot on the stairs, glancing quickly behind her shoulder to look at him. "The Unilu was right."
"Identify yourself," a female voice commands.
Lotor hesitates, but Acxa steps forward before he can decide otherwise. "I'll handle it," she says determinedly, not looking back at him. She opens a hailing frequency, and the console beeps as she presses a button, clears her throat, and leans down.
"My name is Acxa Kelbion," she says.
A momentary, uncomfortable silence fills the bridge, and Lotor powers off the datapad, placing it carefully on his seat. He climbs down the three steps to join Acxa, whose hands grip the edge of the console.
"Do you think they'll blow us up?" she whispers, peering at him.
He frowns, running his hand on the smooth metal. "Stars, I hope not."
After two grueling minutes, the voice returns. "What do you seek, Acxa?"
She licks her lips, gathering herself, and clasps her hands together before her. "The Blade of Marmora."
"Why?"
Her brows knit together, and she focuses on the luxite knife lying in front of them. "I'd like to become a Blade like my father."
"Are you alone?"
"No." She nudges Lotor's side with her elbow. "I'm with a friend."
"Name?"
She opens her mouth, but he steps forward, placing himself between her and the console.
He clears his throat and carefully says, "Kaltor Callen."
The voice processes their request, and the symbols change. "We'll allow it. You may enter. Come unarmed—only bring the Blade weapon."
The transmission ends with a sudden click, and the screen dims, leaving only their reflections in the glass.
Blinking, Acxa turns to look up at him. "Why would you lie about your name?"
Because the Blades aren't fools.
Because if they still have spies in Central Command, my name could end us.
Because my name holds weight in the Galra Empire despite my being a half-breed. Stars above, what a demeaning word.
He forces a shrug, feigning indifference. "Lotor isn't exactly a Galran name."
Confusion crosses her face, and she masks it with a turn of her head. "They're not like the Empire. Partial, quarter, half, full—they accept all Galra."
He gives a slight wince, avoiding her gaze. "Come," he says instead, pushing off from the console. "Let's get to a personal transport ship."
She hesitates but obeys, grabbing the knife and following closely behind him.
|••••••••••|
As the personal transport ship docks, and they step out, Lotor inhales a deep breath. He's tried telling Acxa the truth multiple times on the way here, but the words get stuck in his throat.
Just tell her the truth, he thinks. I can do it.
Her eyes flicker to his as they stand on the asteroid, and she stares at a distant purple star that bathes their surroundings in light, her face pensive.
Swallowing hard, he watches the way the stars' rays soften her features.
I can't do it. She'll never forgive me for lying to her.
All of a sudden, the ground beneath their feet trembles, opening up to reveal two beings dressed in the same uniform: black with gray accents, a hood, and a mask covering the entire face. Each being grips a knife similar to the one Acxa has, though theirs are elongated.
She holds hers out, and they exchange a look before one gestures for them to follow.
As they descend into the heart of their alleged headquarters, Lotor watches the Blades with narrowed eyes. Acxa's thumbs swipe over the knife's pommel and Marmora's symbol on its hilt, her eyes fixed on him.
When his gaze meets hers, he sees the look of betrayal written all over her face.
Quiznak.
"Acxa—" he whispers.
The elevator halts, opening up to reveal rows of Blade members standing in formation. The two Blades lead them to the center, where their leader stands, arms behind his back, below the large insignia of their group.
High Priestess Marmora's symbol is a hologram exuding purple light, and Lotor's eyes linger on it before he focuses on the man in front of him.
"I am Kolivan," he states, not bothering to power the mask off. His voice is deep. "Leader of the Blade of Marmora."
Acxa nods, lowering her head as she presents her knife. "My name is Acxa, and this is..." she hesitates, gesturing between them. "We've come—"
"Unsummoned." Kolivan crosses his arms over his chest, stepping down the stairs to examine her knife. "Our organization was built on secrecy and trust. How did you find out about our location?"
Lotor's brows furrow as he peers at him, giving an imperceptible shake of his head.
Clearly, he gives his members too much credit.
Kolivan raises a hand to power off his mask, eying him with suspicion. A large scar covers his right eye, and he subtly gestures to the surrounding Blade members.
Damn it. I knew—
Two large males tackle Lotor to the ground, sending him flying onto his back with a loud grunt. He wrestles against them, but a sharp swing to his jaw sends pain jolting through him.
They pin him in place, rendering him incapacitated.
"What are you doing? Stop!" Acxa's eyes widen, and she reaches out for him, but Kolivan places a hand in front of her, blocking her path.
He turns, his stance austere as he looks down. "Prince Lotor," he states lowly. "I suppose the rumors circulating Central Command are true—the Va'tar se'tar lives."
☆☆☆
Silence crashes into the room like a wave, drowning out everything else.
Acxa freezes, heart thudding violently in her chest, as she stares down at Lotor.
He's pinned beneath the weight of two Blades, his chest heaving as he glares up at Kolivan. The leader's words hang in the air, heavy with recognition, accusation, and a confirmation of betrayal.
A faint ringing starts in her ears, and she feels like she's trapped, suffocating in realization.
It's true then. Lotor isn't some high-ranking officer or researcher, she thinks. He's the Prince. The heir to the Galra Empire.
He doesn't fight back now, staring at Kolivan with an expression that is suddenly, achingly tired.
Her breath is shallow, fingers tightening around the hilt of her knife—the blade that was supposed to represent a fresh start, a new life. She looks at it, then looks at him.
"You lied to me," she says quietly, hoping her voice doesn't sound as broken as she feels.
Lotor flinches like it hurts him more than the knee pressing into his gut. He turns his head, eyes searching for hers.
"I wanted to tell you," he says, voice muffled. "I tried. But—"
"Stop."
Acxa shakes her head. Her heart feels like it's pounding out of rhythm, her fingers are numb, and she's angry at herself for the wetness rising in her eyes. She tightens her jaw and doesn't move toward him anymore.
Kolivan gestures again, and the two Blades slowly release him, standing.
Shakily bracing his hands against the floor, Lotor stays on his knees and rises with controlled grace. His armor is scuffed, his hair tangled, and his pride in shreds, but he stands tall, brushing the dust off with his chin held high.
Kolivan regards him in silence before turning to look at her. "There is only one way to become a Blade—the trials of Marmora. These trials result in one of two things," he states. "Knowledge, or death."
Lotor spits out blood, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. "How very Galra of you."
"The difference is that our trials are not forced. You may leave."
Acxa stands alone, staring at the knife in her hands.
For a long moment, she hates Lotor. Not for what he is, or for whose son he is, but for how much it hurts to realize he's let her believe a lie. She hates herself for how much she's come to admire him. Care for him. Love him.
No, she thinks. He doesn't trust me.
It is silent now, save for the mechanical hum of energy pulsating through the Blade of Marmora's headquarters. The scent here is sharp metal and old dust. It clings to her throat, thick as the silence between her and Lotor.
He doesn't look at her.
But she shifts her gaze to his profile and can't stop looking at him.
The contours of his face, once so familiar—laugh-lined eyes, that wry, flirtatious smile, the brows that would pinch in concentration when he'd fix his hair—all look foreign to her now. The same, but not.
She should be used to betrayal. Hidden truths. Power unmasked. The Empire was built on these deceptions. She was raised in it. Trained in it.
But somehow, this—he—had felt different. Years of waiting for his visits, laughter scraped together from exhaustion, stories exchanged in her living room, and long silences that meant something. Lotor, with his way of making space for her, his refusal to press when she didn't want to talk, and his steady gaze that never made her feel small.
Was any of it real?
She doesn't know anymore.
Her fingers press into the knife hard enough that the metal bites her palm.
The words swirl in her mind, quiet and unwilling: You lied to me.
She hadn't meant for it to sound so small.
But stars, she feels small. So small. Like the truth has shaved her down, and everything she has rebuilt of herself after leaving Commander Prorok's fleet has been leveled.
He didn't need to lie, but he did—repeatedly—by omission.
Was I not worthy of the truth?
She watches the way he stands, holding his bruising jaw.
You lied to me.
He had.
Still, he followed her here without hesitation or complaint, despite the Blade potentially knowing who he is. He's risking his life for hers. Again.
She presses her lips together.
Three years of friendship.
Is that all undone now?
But what else could he have lied about?
Acxa breathes in a measured breath.
Does that matter?
The Blade won't allow Lotor to live. If I die in the trials, they'll kill him. Perhaps they should end Zarkon's bloodline in retribution for all the evil he's done.
But I don't want him to die.
Lotor's rank means protection.
She exhales, and she doesn't know if she's letting go of something or clinging tighter to what little she still trusts. Her eyes find his again, and he doesn't look away this time.
In his gaze, there is no title, Empire, or deception.
There is only the man she knows.
The man who lied.
But the man who saved her life.
She doesn't know what to do with that.
How can I abandon him when I owe him a life debt?
Acxa turns her gaze to Kolivan, her expression unreadable. "We're leaving."
He inclines his head in acknowledgment. "Very well. But know we will not be here should you choose to change your mind in the future."
"I understand." She hands him the knife.
☆☆☆
Lotor watches Acxa stroking Kova's back, her eyes disassociating as she stares at the stars beyond the cruiser's observation deck. Her fingers smooth over the fur between his shoulder blades with the kind of gentle attention she once reserved for hunting, her weapons, and—when she let herself—him.
He watches her from the doorway like he's afraid his presence will make her vanish and approaches cautiously, but she doesn't look up.
"I thought you might want to talk," he says at last, voice low and uncertain.
It's the kind of voice he used when asking to come inside her cabin during those early visits, when he wasn't sure how welcome he was. How safe.
Acxa lets out a soft sigh and continues petting the cat.
"You don't have to explain, Prince Lotor," she says, though her tone is thin. "I already know everything I need to."
His jaw tightens.
But you don't know everything, Lotor thinks. You don't know why.
She doesn't know how many times he stood outside her bedroom, the words caught behind his teeth, desperate to escape. How many nights he lay awake in his cruiser's darkened chambers, playing over every conversation between them, aching with the guilt of his silence and terrified that the truth would ruin everything. How utterly afraid he's been that Haggar or his father would find her and take her away from him, too.
He doesn't know if saying any of that would even matter now.
"I lied because I didn't want to lose this," he admits. "You, Daltor, the quiet. You looked at me like... like I was more than his son."
Acxa's hand stills on Kova's fur, and the cat shifts, ears flicking as he senses the tension. She closes her eyes, and he steps closer, leaning against the observation window beside her, his arms crossed loosely, gaze tracking the stars outside.
"If you want me to, I'll go," he whispers. "I'll return you to Daltor if that's what you need, and—" the words catch in his throat—"vanish out of your life for good."
Swallowing hard, she sets Kova down and finally turns to look at him. Her eyes are tired, dark beneath her lashes, and her face is softened by exhaustion and a glint of heartbreak. Doubt. Hurt.
"No," she says quietly.
His breath hitches. "What?"
Acxa breathes slowly. "I'll serve you, sir."
Lotor's shoulders tense, and he doesn't smile or move to touch her. "Why?"
"Because you're the only option I have left."
He swallows the lump in his throat and nods. "I'll earn your trust again," he vows, lowering himself to the floor to sit beside her. He leaves a moderate space between them. "Whatever you need from me, I'll give it."
"You'd better mean that." She looks away, back to the stars. "I've had enough people offering me things only to take them back."
He looks at her sidelong, and his heart cracks beneath the weight of her stoicism.
|••••••••••|
The large study is dimly lit, cast in blue light from the strips embedded in the dark-paneled walls and ceiling that curves inward. Light reflects off polished steel, glinting along the spines of countless books placed in tall shelves that line the walls. Each is enclosed with a set of glass doors.
A soft hiss sounds in the room as the doors slide open to reveal Acxa entering quietly.
Her eyes trail over everything, and she breathes in the faint scent of metal, jasmine, and brewed soval tea.
Lotor's legs are propped on the desk, crossed at the ankles. His sleeves are pushed to his elbows, and the navy dress shirt he wears is unbuttoned, revealing a sliver of his chest.
He glances up at her casually, but his eyes betray him, flashing with relief and longing.
"A sentry told me I could find you here," Acxa says evenly.
"You found me," he replies, focusing on his untouched cup of tea. "Wasn't hiding."
"Could've fooled me."
A small, rueful smile spreads on his lips. "Is that what you think I've done? Taken you for a fool?"
She sits on one of the chairs across from him, folding her hands in her lap. "The truth is, I should've guessed sooner. I thought it strange you had all of... this. But I brushed it aside because I trusted you. You were my friend."
I still am your friend, Lotor thinks, and he wants to say the words out loud, but they catch in his throat.
"I don't care whose son you are," she continues. "And I wouldn't have cared if you were honest with me from the beginning."
He lowers his feet and straightens, leaning closer. "Acxa—"
"Were you ever going to tell me?" she whispers, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. Her voice trembles, and she looks up at him. "Was I not worth the truth?"
Stars above, what have I done?
☆☆☆
I shouldn't be here, Acxa thinks. I should be asleep. Or unpacking. Or training.
Anything besides talking to him.
She lets her gaze wander across his study once more. Her eyes trail over the two small swords framed and mounted on the wall—one a faint orange, the other a faint purple. Children's swords, worn with age and training. On each pommel, an initial is branded onto the metal. She lingers on the hilt of the purple one, where a burgundy ribbon is tied around it.
Ribbons are a common Karthulian tradition. They're meant to mark life's great crossings—birth, birthdays, marriage, celebrations, and death.
When they were back on Planet Daltor and Lotor was giving her a rundown of the cruiser, the swords were the first thing that drew her attention when he showed her the study. She wanted to fix the crooked ribbon, and he entered a frenzied state of panic when she accidentally knocked it loose.
His hands trembled as he inspected the blade, and that was the first time she realized he wasn't invincible—at least not emotionally.
In front of the swords rests a printed photograph of two children, no older than nine years old. Lotor wears a diffident smile while the girl wears a poised grin, and the two wear Galran colors arm in arm.
His accent, his knowledge, his resources—it was right in front of me from the moment we met.
Lotor's eyes follow hers, his gaze growing distant. "What do you want to know?"
Everything.
"Who is that?" Acxa asks, twisting herself in the chair for a closer inspection.
With a slow stride, he crosses the study and reaches for the photo. He looks over at her, and she purses her lips before joining him. He hands it over and leans against a metallic pillar, folding his arms over his chest.
She tries not to stare at the way the shirt clings to his torso, defining the roundness of his biceps and outline of his abdominal muscles, while his chest peeks from beneath the unbuttoned collar.
Suddenly, the study feels as hot as a furnace, and her mouth goes dry. Her cheeks flush, heat coiling deep in her stomach, and she hopes he doesn't notice as she focuses on the photo.
Her fingers trace over the figures, and he leans in, his scent wrapping around her and doing nothing to soothe the ache in her chest.
He points at the girl, a small smile on his lips as his thumb brushes over her face. "This is (Y/N)."
Acxa's eyes widen momentarily as they flick to him.
Over the years, Lotor has recounted various stories of his younger sister, spurred by her memories of Aavisia, and the two of them would take comfort in keeping their memories alive. But she has never put a face to the name, nor has he supplied a visual, though given the nature of their royal attire in the photo, she sees why.
The purple sword had been hers.
Not a now deceased lover, or a fallen comrade in arms, but a sister whose presence he's carried for millennia.
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"Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I've dreamt about you nearly every night this week
How many secrets can you keep?"
"Maybe I'm too
Busy bein' yours
To fall for somebody new
Now, I've thought it through
Crawlin' back to you"
"It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of tryin' to kiss you
But I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to"
Arctic Monkeys, Do I Wanna Know?
"I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be
And satisfaction feels like a distant memory
And I can't help myself
All I wanna ever say is, 'Are you mine?'"
Arctic Monkeys, R U Mine?
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PART VIII: Blood of my Blood
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The Generals are chatting amongst themselves in the Dining Hall, sitting around the large metal table. Zethrid scarfs down a helpful serving of food goo and leans back in her seat to gather every last drop. Ezor slurps up her final sporkful, then turns to look at her with a wide grin. Narti's bowl is empty, and she feeds Kova, who is resting on her shoulder, a can of salmon—only the best for the beloved cat.
Acxa stares down at her untouched bowl, picking at the goo with disinterest.
Lotor steps into the room, datapad in hand, with his gaze fixed on the numbers, and instinctively goes to sit in the seat to Acxa's left.
"Night, Prince Lotor," Ezor says, leaping up and giving him a wave. "Night, everyone."
"Good night, Ezor," he says, scrolling through the Altean colony reports with furrowed brows.
With a quiet sigh, he changes tabs, skimming over potential targets they can raid. Then, he browses through the gathered intel of planets seized by the Galra Empire and shakes his head, bitter.
At this rate, the entire universe will be under Father's rule within the century, he thinks.
One by one, each General bids him a good night; all except for Acxa.
She remains sitting and watches him beside her, a frown tugging on her lips. She slides the bowl over to him, and he eyes it momentarily before reaching for the spork to take a bite.
"Are you seeing someone, sir?" she asks, breaking the silence.
Lotor looks up, eyes wide and mouth partially open. "Pardon?" he asks, putting a hand over his mouth to cover the surprised cough. He sets the spork down, clearing his throat.
"It is only that you—" Her brows knit together, and regret flashes across her features. She stares down at her hands, which are clenched into fists on her lap. "Sorry. It is none of my business."
He powers off the datapad and leans forward. "Acxa, what is bothering you?"
She glances at him, then looks away, her jaw tightening. "You go on extended missions. Alone. At least five times a deca-phoeb."
The words hit him like a punch to the stomach, and his breath catches as realization dawns on him.
She's curious about the colonies.
And here I thought I was doing a good enough job keeping their existence a secret. Have I been obvious?
Though Acxa is quite observant. Ever the hunter.
Her cheeks flush as she continues speaking. "Do you have some—if—if there is a—" She can't bring herself to finish the statement.
Oh.
He blinks, stunned, and takes another bite of goo. It's flavorless, but a distraction nonetheless. He mulls over her words and asks, "Are you asking whether I am seeing someone... romantically?"
Is she jealous?
Acxa's eyes widen like saucers, and she winces, looking uneasy. "Yes, but only because—well, it happens quite frequently. I'm wondering if it's because you have a... mate somewhere."
Oh.
She isn't jealous, she's concerned. Because that's the kind of woman she is—prudent with her words.
Why else would she be asking?
He swallows the lump down, staring at the goo as though it is the cause of his suffering, not his behavior.
"No," Lotor answers. "I'm not seeing anyone."
Acxa nods stiffly, not looking at him. "Alright, sir."
He sets the spork down slowly, and it clicks against the bowl.
She only asked because it's the practical thing to do. To ensure I'm safe.
"I didn't know it worried you," he says after a long moment, his voice quieter than before. "My seeing someone."
Acxa doesn't answer, gaze searing on the edge of the table.
His voice drops to a whisperful hush, stripped bare of all royal cadence. "I would never betray you like that."
Her head snaps up, and she searches his face for lies.
The back of his neck prickles, and he lets her look. His features are open, unguarded in a way he rarely allows anymore.
"Do you trust me?" she asks.
His lips twitch, not quite a smile. "Of course I do."
More than I should.
She eyes him wearily. "How much?"
I trust you beyond measure. Has it not been obvious? What more must I do to prove it to you?
"I—"
"Would you trust a via't pa'eni?"
Lotor falters, and the silence between them is suffocating as he searches her features, hoping to find traces of her subtle humor, but Acxa's gaze is level and her posture is still.
He leans back in his chair, nodding. "Of course, I would."
She swallows hard, eyes flickering across his features. In their depths, he catches what she is not brave enough to say aloud.
His heart thuds as he watches her. "You want us to get married."
Her fingers tighten around the table, and his words hang in the air, startling even to him.
Marriage?
The word itself tastes too big, too dangerous.
I should've gone straight to bed. What am I doing? What has this turned into?
That isn't what she was suggesting.
Is it?
Does she want to become my via't pa'eni?
She tenses—subtle, but he notices.
He notices everything about her—the pajamas she's wearing, the hair that falls to her shoulders, not yet cropped short as it's been for the seven years she's served him, messily framing her face. Even the small nick on her left knuckle, freshly scabbed, doesn't escape his gaze.
Acxa rises quickly, her voice cracking as she says, "I'm sorry."
"No—Acxa." His hand shoots out before he can stop it, wrapping around her wrist to keep her here. "Don't go."
She pauses, and her eyes go to his hand, then back to his face.
Steeling his nerves, Lotor says, "Marry me."
For a heartbeat, she goes stone still.
"Sir," she whispers, soft and tremulous. "You can't—"
He rises, then kneels and looks up. "I can," he says, quiet and resolute. "I can, and I mean it. I would never make light of this. Marry me, Acxa Kelbion."
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The faint hum of the cruiser's systems thrums through the west wing's warm corridors, a steady pulse beneath the cold expanse of space beyond. Shadows stretch long across the metallic floors, undisturbed by movement. Not even the sentries watch this part of the ship tonight.
Here, in this hallowed quiet, time feels suspended.
Lotor's Generals are away on a mission, and only Acxa remains behind.
She wears a deep purple, floor-length gown decorated with elaborate golden embroidery resting on its hem, bodice, and collar. The swirling golden patterns make her appear as though she is shimmering, and the long sleeves extend well past her wrists, the excess fabric engulfing her hands.
Acxa resists the urge to pull at them, her brows pinching together as she takes in Lotor, who stands before her, rigid and taut.
His silhouette is framed by the massive observation window behind him, where the endless void stretches beyond the glass. Stars, distant yet eternal with their cold brilliance, cast faint highlights along his sharp shoulders.
She steps forward, and the glow catches in her eyes.
Lotor watches her, unable to look away. His fingers twist into the smooth, dark fabric of his sleeves as his heart hammers traitorously within his chest.
Stars above, she is breathtaking, he thinks.
Devastatingly so. Breathtaking in a way that steals the air from his lungs, leaving him raw and undone.
She is not meant to look like this—not here, not for him, not in this place of steel and silence, where war is their only constant and duty is their chain. And yet, she stands before him, draped in violet and gold, as if she were spun from the very stars that lie beyond the glass.
A vision. A temptation. A cruel twist of fate.
His hands clench at his sides as her appearance leaves him momentarily defenseless, and it's strange seeing her like this, so far removed from the stoic woman she has become.
The rogue and the hunter. The liar and the loyal. The Prince and the General.
Acxa is different tonight, and yet entirely the same.
I don't care about her romantically, Lotor thinks. Not anymore.
It is a lie, and he knows it. For it is not the gown that makes his breath falter, the shimmer of gold, or the way the light wraps around her like a lover's embrace. It is her.
The calm power with which she stands. The way her mere gaze pins him in place. The wholeness of her presence.
Acxa, whom he should see as nothing more than an ally, a soldier, a part of his mission to overturn his father's regime, is none of those things at this moment.
She is something far more dangerous—the crack in his armor, the weakness in his carefully constructed walls, the silent war he never saw coming.
Years of this self-inflicting torture—loving her from afar—because he doesn't deserve her. Because he is unworthy of her.
He wishes he could carve her from his soul like one severs a poisoned limb. To forget how her laughter, rare as it is now, lingers in his chest long after she's gone. But the wound is too deep, its poison soaked into the very marrow of his bones.
She is inescapable. Inevitable. Ineludible.
Every day for an entire decade, he's thought of her, and still, she does not know.
She does not see the way his gaze clings to her in stolen moments, how he drinks in the sight of her as a thirsting man craves water. She does not hear the way his breath hitches when she stands too close during mission debriefs, or feel the war waged beneath his skin when their hands brush in passing.
If he tells her, will she laugh? Will she scorn him for his weakness?
Or will she tremble as he does?
It is a foolish hope, a dream best left to the reckless and the desperate.
Romantic love—an endeavor for fools, but how he longs for it.
How he craves her closeness in all things, and wishes to spend hours listening to her speak simply because he can. How willing he is to protect her, and to lie in the bed he's made of secrets, lies of omission, and calculated deceptions so she can't be used as a pawn in the Galra Empire. How he yearns to let his fingers trace the curve of her cheeks, to let his lips memorize the shape of her figure, to let his teeth graze her ears as he kisses behind them, and to let his body mold to hers.
Would she lean into his touch? Would she soften long enough for him to believe that this agony is not his alone to bear?
What wretched fate to set his heart ablaze for a woman he cannot have.
How cruel the stars must be to allow such torment in the depths of his soul.
Do they mock him and delight in his suffering? Have they not already taken enough from him?
They watched as he was stolen from his Dayaks, as his sister was killed, as Ven'tar and her people were burned, and as kingdoms rose and fell. They watch as war paints the lands in shades of ruin, and how Emperor Zarkon's merciless hands destroy planets.
What is one more tragedy in the grand expanse of eternity?
But Acxa is not merely a passing sorrow or a fleeting ache to be forgotten with time.
She is the wound that refuses to close, the longing that causes his heart to throb. She is the prayer he whispers to goddess Ara every night, because though the stars are always listening, they are full of riddles he has no use for.
Foolishness. Madness. Ruin.
Stars above, what cruelty you've bestowed upon me, Lotor thinks.
There is no officiant to preside over the union or observe the binding of their fates. It is only them and the vast cosmos, an audience of distant celestial bodies bearing silent witness.
Their marriage is not one of romance, nor of grandeur—it is an act of necessity, of strategy—a pragmatic alliance.
Acxa is his second-in-command, the one who has stood by him through victory and defeat—the one he trusts beyond measure, yet cannot fully express how much she means to him.
She is loyal to a fault.
His throat tightens.
If only she knew.
If only he could tell her. If only he weren't a coward.
Swallowing hard, Lotor draws the ceremonial blade from his pants pocket. As he takes the blade's cover off, the metal catches the dim light, flashing against the deep burgundy of his suit—a traditional male wedding getup. Acxa's eyes remain on the blade, while his gaze fixes on her.
His fingers tighten around the hilt, and he feels an unbearable weight pressing down on his chest.
He is the Prince of the Galra Empire—its only living blood heir. He has spent his entire life exuding the mirage of strength, and now he feels the illusion rippling away, like a man drowning in the consequences of actions he cannot escape.
She is everything he wants in a life partner—steady, unwavering, and sharp like this very blade. She never falters and understands him in a way few people ever have, in a way few people ever will.
Lotor steps closer, his voice steady despite the turmoil within. "Hold out your hand."
Acxa obeys without hesitation, and her palm lifts toward him like an offering. The long sleeve of her gown slips back, revealing the expanse of her wrist, and his breath catches at the silvering of old scars ghosting over her skin.
Her willingness is both an honor and a burden.
With a swift motion, he slices across her palm in a shallow cut. A line of crimson wells instantly, and she stands still, watching him.
When he finishes, she extends her uninjured hand to take the blade. Their fingers brush against each other—fleeting, but enough to send a shiver down Lotor's spine.
He exhales and releases it into her waiting grip, where she moves the blade with clean precision, carving an identical wound into his palm.
Lotor barely feels the sting; every nerve in his body is entirely too focused on consuming the heat of her skin, the closeness of her form, and the resolve in her gaze.
Her fingers lace with his, and their blood mingles as they hold hands. The contact is searing, warm, and binding.
He inhales deeply before he recites, "You are blood of my blood, bone of my bone."
Acxa's fingers twitch against his hand, and she repeats, "You are blood of my blood, bone of my bone."
Something in him clenches, and his heart hammers. "I give you my body, that we might be one."
"I give you my spirit, until our life is done," she whispers, gazing up at him.
His thumb brushes against the back of her hand, and a hint of a smile spreads on his lips. She tilts her head up, her breath brushing against his chest, and her proximity makes his mind hazy.
Beyond the window, the stars twinkle with delight as they bear witness to the couple's covenant.
"And when this life is over," he murmurs, "may the light from the stars in space remain a steadfast guide."
"For from the stars of Gala we were created, so to stars, we shall return." Acxa's throat bobs, her eyes flickering between his eyes and his lips.
Lotor breathes in the scent of her—subtle and clean, laced with something metallic from the ship's recycled air.
This should be the moment they kiss, embracing the bondship with a seal of something irrevocable.
All he has to do is lean down to close the distance, press his lips to hers, and allow duty and desire to collide.
She inches toward them, but he moves on to the next part of the ceremony.
Lifting her hand between them, the blood from their joined palms smears against his fingers. With the utmost reverence, he presses the back of her hand against his forehead in the final, sacred gesture of a Karthulian binding. A sign of deference. Of devotion.
"May we meet again in the afterlife, via't pa'eni," he whispers, closing his eyes.
I can't kiss her, no matter how much I long to.
A Prince does not get to love freely.
A Prince does not get to be selfish.
Acxa closes the distance between them, the fabric of her gown gliding against the floor, as she rests her forehead against his chest and inhales deeply. He smells of something so wholly Lotor.
"May we meet again in the afterlife, via't pa'eni," she echoes, the words sacred against her lips.
Lotor does not pull away, allowing himself the indulgence.
This means nothing, he thinks. Her forehead against my chest is an offering of respect—no more, no less.
But his hands twitch at his sides, and the instinct to hold her is unbearable, so he wraps his arms around her for an embrace, mindful of his bloodied palm so he doesn't stain her gown.
Her forehead remains against his chest as she reciprocates.
When she finally leans back, her gaze lifts to search his face. She is close enough that he can see the illusion of stars caught in her eyes' dark frame.
Lotor releases her with careful slowness as if reluctant to sever the contact.
The blood will dry soon, sealing the ritual into permanence. They are bound now. Galran law recognizes them as one, as do the papers they've signed.
He has secured Acxa's loyalty in the only way he knows will endure, which guarantees she will never betray him.
This is a marriage of necessity. Of survival. Of strategy. Nothing more.
Nothing more.
Acxa straightens, rolling her shoulders back as her fingers flex at her sides. A hint of a frown remains on her lips, and he stares at it.
Does she want to kiss me? Am I seeing things?
Stars above, her lips look so soft.
She tilts her head, a furrow forming between her brows. "Are you alright, Prince Lotor?"
The title burns.
Not her friend, not her equal, not her bondmate, not her lover, not her husband—her Prince. Her superior.
He exhales, his gaze drifting past her to the vast abyss beyond the observation window. "Yes," he replies, his voice hoarse. "I'm fine."
A thousand words press against his tongue, desperate to break free.
Let me undo this farce and take you as my real via't pa'eni, he thinks. This is not an obligation to me, or a necessity—this is everything I have ever wanted.
You are everything I have ever wanted and more, Acxa—the darling captor of my heart.
Ma misarta of unparalleled calmness, intelligence, loyalty, and beauty, between the moments I heard you whistling in the forest surrounded by snow, to you standing here with me bathed in starlight, my heart has been yours.
I love you.
But Lotor does not trust his voice or his brain to contain his heart, so he turns on his heel without another word. His stride is composed—the very image of Galran royalty, unaffected and unreadable.
☆☆☆
Acxa lingers, flexing her blood-stained hand before curling it into a fist. The sting is a welcome reprieve, and the sleeve of her gown covers the evidence of their ceremony as it falls, engulfing her hand again.
She watches his back, her jaw tight as her mind screams at her feet not to move.
Do not follow him, she thinks, repeating the words.
Glancing down at her palm, she stares at the blood staining her skin, tacky as it dries.
I am his wife now, his life partner.
The thought does not sit uneasily with her. It simply is.
This is not how she envisioned her via't pa'enii ceremony to be. The notion of binding herself to another has always seemed distant and impossible—an indulgence for those who had the luxury of love unburdened by war and violence.
Yet here she stands, blood-bound to the Prince of the Galra Empire because she was full of anguish and desperation.
She admires Lotor despite all his wrongdoings. He is brilliant, meticulous, a master at planning, and knows everything—every exit, every strategy, every minute detail.
The question had slipped out in the Dining Hall, and she foolishly entertained the possibility without thinking he'd actually go for it.
Why would he agree to marry me?
Her gaze drifts toward the observation window to the emptiness beyond the glass, and it offers no comfort—only an endless stretch of stars. She focuses on them, hoping they will steady the sudden ache in her chest, but the silence presses in.
Why is he leaving? Why is he constantly pulling away from me? Does he regret this?
Did he even want to marry me?
Her loyalty, her devotion, her trust, even her love. She has given them freely, over and over, with nothing in return. She should know better—she does know better.
But before she can stop herself, she calls softly, "Lotor."
He stills, his steps faltering, and his fingers twitch before he curls his hands into fists at his sides. His shoulders tense like he's bracing for a blow or some biting remark.
Acxa's throat feels dry.
I shouldn't have called him.
She should have let him walk away, and let the moment settle into the acceptance they have both lived in for so long. But she can't this time, and she doesn't know why.
He turns around slowly, his jaw tense. "Yes?" His voice is steady, betraying nothing.
Acxa has no answer ready. She opened her mouth on instinct, without reason or strategy, with no justification for calling his name except to soothe the gnawing ache she feels.
This is unlike her. Everything she does has a purpose, but now she feels... lost.
Her fingers twitch at her sides as their vows echo in her mind.
Blood of my blood. Bone of my bone. Body as one. Spirit until our life is done.
His eyes search her face, and she swallows hard.
"Is this what you want?" she whispers.
The words slip free, and she cannot take them back. The question is a betrayal of everything she stands for, but she has to know.
Hesitation flickers in his eyes, and he lets out a harsh exhale. "What I want does not matter."
A lie.
A well-practiced one, she suspects, spoken with the confidence of a man who has convinced himself it is true.
What you want matters. You matter.
Throat tightening, her own heart, so steady on missions, feels like it stumbles. "Lotor—"
"Do not," he says softly, almost pleading, "ask questions we cannot afford to answer."
She steps forward, the hem of her gown brushing against the floor. "Why?"
Lotor blinks, and he looks as though he's suppressing the urge to reach for her. "Why, what?"
"Why marry me?"
A frown forms on his lips. "To show you that I do trust you."
"You don't need to marry someone to prove trust," she says, voice low. "You never needed to do that for me."
"I needed to prove it." His eyes drift toward the stars. "For you. For myself."
There it is again—he twists everything inward. He carries everything alone.
Acxa reaches out, and her fingertips ghost his skin as she gazes at him.
She wants to step closer and press her palm against his chest to feel the rhythm of his heartbeat. She's seen the man behind the cunning, calculating Prince. She's seen who he is beneath all his walls, and she loves him.
Stars, she loves him.
Her Lotor—the one whom she met on Daltor. Her friend, who would bring her tales, gifts, and supplies upon every visit. The man who saved her life and reminded her that deserting was not the end of her story, but its beginning.
If only he knew.
If she closes the distance between them, will he stop her? Will he let her kiss him?
I can't kiss him, no matter how much I long to.
She catches herself and drops her hand back to her side, bowing her head in the smallest gesture of deference—a wife to her husband, a General to her Prince.
When she looks up again, his expression is heart-achingly dejected.
"Isn't this what you wanted?" he asks, his voice breaking.
The silence between them is deafening, and she studies him. His posture is too perfect; his shoulders are too still.
"No," she admits. "Not like this."
Lotor slowly blinks, and his eyes close as he exhales. Once they open, they are harder to read, clouded in the way she's come to recognize as his retreat; his mask settling into place.
"I see," he murmurs.
She wants to argue that he never sees. He assumes.
If I were not his second-in-command and this was not about securing loyalty, or necessity, or proving trust, would he have married me anyway?
"Get some rest, Acxa. There is much to do."
Her heart cracks as she stiffens. "Right. Good night, sir."
The words taste bitter on her tongue. It is a habit, discipline—falling back into formality like slipping on armor.
Sir feels wrong at this moment. Too distant. Too cold. But what else is she supposed to call him? My partner? My husband? My darling?
The words don't belong to her.
It doesn't matter.
Swallowing hard, he nods and says reluctantly, "Good night, da—Acxa."
Lotor turns to walk away, and she watches his retreating form, her breath shallow.
She wants to say, "I love you," but she simply stands, her feet rooted to the spot.
A General does not get to be selfish.
A General does not get to chase after someone who was never hers to begin with.
He disappears down the corridor, the rhythmic echo of his boots against the floor growing fainter with each step, and soon the doors slide shut behind him.
Silence fully settles around her, and she closes her eyes.
Stray tears roll down her cheeks, but she shoves her heartbreak down, burying it beneath layers of duty.
I shouldn't have said anything.
Without another glance, she strides toward her bedroom, the swish of her gown the only sound accompanying her retreat and the suppression of her sobs.
☆☆☆
Lotor stands in front of the doors leading to Acxa's bedroom, his body taut in his navy pajamas.
One hand hovers above the door pad while the other hand clenches into a tight fist.
She was full of sorrow, disappointment, and devastation that he hadn't prepared for.
He should pretend none of that exchange happened, and file it under the same locked vault he keeps his grief, his mistakes, and his painful memories.
She deserves more, and I am unworthy of her, Lotor thinks.
He exhales sharply and forces himself to leave.
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"I grieve in stereo, the stereo sounds strange
I know that if you hide, it doesn't go away
If you get out of bed and find me standing all alone
Open-eyed, burn the page, my little dark age"
MGMT, Little Dark Age
"So please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe
Please don't say you love me"
Mitski, First Love/Late Spring
"Broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight?"
Jeff Buckley, Lover, You Should've Come Over
"She's made of outer space
And her lips are like the galaxy's edge
And her kiss the colour of a constellation fallin' into place"
Arctic Monkeys, Arabella
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PART IX: The Ever Dutiful General
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"I don't think I've ever seen Acxa this happy before," Ezor whispers, picking at a hangnail.
Zethrid cocks her head to the side and takes a closer look at Acxa, who stands at the control console staring at the screen with a small smile.
"She is excited to visit home," Narti signs. Kova purrs on her shoulder, nuzzling into the crook of her neck with a rumble.
"Home?" Zethrid asks, crossing her arms.
Ezor elbows her with a grin. "Acxa's from Daltor, remember?"
"I don't think she's Daltorian," Narti signs. "She only lived there before Lotor found her."
Shrugging, Ezor leans against the metal wall, watching the stars streak as they fly.
Acxa taps on the screen, and her posture is relaxed, looser than usual. She calls over her shoulder, "Entering approach range. If their scanners detect us, I'll need someone to intercept. Zethrid?"
Zethrid smirks and nods, stepping forward to her station. "You got it."
Lotor steps onto the bridge, and Acxa doesn't look at him as he arrives.
"Any resistance?" he asks smoothly, his eyes not leaving the screen.
"None yet," she answers, professional and clear. "I cloaked us under a Daltorian cruiser code so they don't suspect anything."
His eyes linger on her. "Efficient as always."
Ezor leans toward Acxa, raising a brow. "Will we be able to take a look around?"
Lotor answers before she can, a slight smirk on his lips. "I'm afraid we don't have the time. The forecast shows snow, and no one goes sightseeing in the forest as it snows."
Acxa's eyes flicker to him, her throat dry.
A frown forms on Ezor's lips. "But snow sounds like the perfect weather to go sightseeing," she mumbles.
"So, why are we here, sir?" Zethrid asks.
"We're here for scaultrite lens stones," he replies.
Ezor hums, rocking back on her heels. "What's 'scaultrite,' sir?"
He racks his brain as he travels to his throne and sits down. "Scaultrite is an important substance with many industrial uses, and it can be found in weblums—quite the dangerous mission if you ask me—or through trading channels, like the Daltorian black markets. I'd like to collect some samples and continue my research."
Realization dawns on Zethrid's features. "Oh, for the energy swirl?"
"The one in the Vlila system, sir?" Narti signs.
"Yes." Lotor nods once, resting one elbow on the armrest of his throne.
Perhaps the scaultrite will prove useful in finally retrieving the second trans-reality comet, he thinks.
If the Second Colony's tests find viable candidates for Altean alchemy, that is.
"Where are we going?" Ezor asks.
"We'll be heading to Evadaach," Acxa says, finally glancing at Lotor. "I spoke to my contact last movement, sir."
Havig probably. That feels like a lifetime ago.
"Very good, Acxa," he replies, fixing his gaze on the map projected on the screen. "Everyone will remain aboard until Acxa confirms the situation is stable."
Ezor pouts. "Aww, I wanted to see the Daltorian markets! I heard they sell hair dye that shifts color with mood. Mood-dye!"
"Focus, Ezor," Acxa mutters. "We're not here for pleasure."
"Do you think they have fireworks?" Zethrid asks. "I ran out of stuff to blow up."
As the three Generals start talking and signing amongst themselves about rumored black market items, Lotor stands and moves to the central console to expand the map, next to Acxa.
"There's a narrow window of opportunity where we can remain hidden," she says quietly. "It's when the trade convoy leaves, and scanners will be weakest."
He leans toward her, speaking low enough so the others, who are now making large gestures with their arms, don't hear. None of them are paying attention anyway.
"Are you excited to be back, darling captor?" he whispers.
The teasing lilt doesn't quite disguise the softness underneath.
Acxa glances at him with a small smile. "Of course I am."
"Do you—" he hesitates, eyes flicking to the side to make sure no one's listening. "Could you pick up some soval plants?"
She nods. "Of course, sir."
Sir.
The word lands too heavily, a sudden wedge between them.
Shaking his head, he leans back to look at the looming planet, but his heart drops, and an instant frown forms on his lips.
The beautiful Planet Daltor, once a vibrant blue and green, is now a dull and colorless gray.
Acxa's eyes follow his, and she freezes, her eyes widening.
"No..." she whispers.
She jogs toward the viewport and leans against the glass, sinking to her knees and bringing her hands to her mouth.
The others fall silent behind her, their merriment fading.
Lotor joins her at the window, his eyes narrowing, his expression grim. "Sensor analysis. Now."
Narti immediately steps toward her station and presses her fingers against the console. Zethrid and Ezor trail behind, scanning the screen.
"It's... been... drained?" Ezor asks, leaning in to read again.
"Dark magic," Narti signs. "Very strong."
Lotor feels nauseous, and bile rises in his throat as he stares at Acxa.
They know.
Stars above, how did they find out?
He swallows hard, forcing his voice to be steady. "The Komar experiment was a success. Zarkon's gained an entire planet's quintessence without mining and colonizing it."
The realization spreads across the bridge, and Acxa's body begins to tremble.
"Is—Is there anything left?" she whispers, tears shimmering in her eyes as she looks between her team. "Any sign of life?"
Daltor is gone just like Maur.
Narti frowns and signs, "No."
The silence that follows feels endless.
Zethrid inhales a sharp breath, and Ezor shifts uncomfortably behind them, her usual bounce gone.
"I'm so sorry, Acxa," Ezor whispers.
Lotor's hand lifts on its own accord, resting gently on Acxa's shoulder. "Ac—"
"I—I need a dobash," she states, her voice raspy, and the effort to stay composed is painful to hear.
He feels the tremor in her muscles beneath his palm before she steps away.
Without meeting anyone's gaze, Acxa straightens and forces her breathing steady. She avoids everyone's gaze and walks toward the doors with brisk steps. The hiss of them opening fills the silence she leaves behind.
No one moves for a long moment, and Lotor feels an inconsolable grief growing in his chest. He hasn't seen his father or his witch in years. And yet, they knew exactly how to wreak devastation upon them.
"What do we do now, sir?" Zethrid asks, pulling him out of himself.
Lotor tears his gaze from where Acxa once was, and purses his lips. "We need to locate a weblum."
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Outside the doors of Acxa's bedroom, Lotor stares at the door pad with a hovering hand. He rests it gently against the smooth panel, and the metal is cool beneath his skin, but his pulse burns, erratic and unsettled.
Acxa hasn't come out of her room for more than a few hours at a time in the last two days.
She's hurting, and I let her go, he thinks. This is all my fault.
Lotor exhales a shaky breath and forces himself to straighten his spine. He presses down, and the doors open with a quiet hiss, revealing Acxa sitting on the edge of her bed. There's a lone lamp turned on by her bedside, casting a blue glow around her neat quarters.
Her knees are drawn to her chest, her forehead resting against them, and a woolen blanket is wrapped around her.
She doesn't move while he quietly walks in and kneels beside the bed, but doesn't touch her.
"I thought you might not want to be alone," he says softly, voice trembling despite his efforts. "What happened is... monstrous. I can't pretend it's anything less."
When she looks up, he sees her wet cheeks and frowns. Her tears glisten in the low light, and he lifts his hands to wipe them away, his thumbs lingering on the high points of her cheeks.
"I should have come sooner," he adds, voice gravelly.
"This is stupid," she whispers, her voice hoarse and broken. She leans into his touch, sniffling. "But I thought that maybe... maybe I'd get to see Evadaach again."
His gaze saddens, and his hands cradle her face, the press of his skin against hers gentle. "It's not stupid, darling Acxa."
He closes his eyes, and his chest tightens.
He can't fix this.
He doesn't know how to fix this.
Words? Revenge? Vengeance? What does she need from him? What can he offer when they've already taken so much?
His eyes trail over her face, and even though it is stained with tears, she is still the strongest thing he's ever seen.
Acxa watches him study her, her cheeks flushing against his attentiveness. And when his gaze finally returns to hers, she lingers on his lips. She pulls away from his touch, taking her slippers off to scoot further into her bed, and slides beneath the covers.
Lotor stares at her, unsure of what to do, until she gestures for him to join her. He hesitates, but obliges, kicking his slippers off to settle next to her.
The mattress dips beneath his weight, and he stretches his legs out.
She wraps the blanket around them, leaning in to rest her cheek against his chest and listens to the beating of his heart, inhaling and exhaling slow breaths.
He responds without thought, sliding his arm around her shoulders to draw her in. His hand rests in the center of her back, gently moving over her shirt in a soothing manner, while the other holds her hand.
"Do you remember when Crelta ripped you off?" Acxa asks suddenly. She gives a breath of laughter. "You were so disappointed."
His lips form a line, and he holds her closer, shaking his head at the memory. "Yes," he murmurs against her hair, the word a quiet surrender. "Two hundred GAC, and she gave me a crate of—what was it?"
"Smoked dryxin meat," she replies dreamily, a weak smile tugging at the corners of her mouth.
"Not worth the two hundred GAC."
"It was pretty good."
"I suppose." He chuckles softly, and his hand tightens around hers.
She feels it—that surge of protectiveness beneath his grief—the ache he carries behind every careful command and every shielded look.
Acxa squeezes back, and he stares at their entwined hands.
Does she hate me for what's become of Daltor?
He lowers his head and kisses her temple, his lips lingering. "I'm so sorry," he murmurs. "I wish..."
Words abandon him, and his throat constricts against everything he can't say.
She looks up at him with a tired smile. "I know."
Lotor releases her hand as his arms snake around her, and his fingers splay across her body, mindfully touching her as they embrace. His touch is hesitant as his palm glides upward from her waist to the small of her back, his thumb brushing along the thin fabric of her sleep shirt.
He feels her shiver—whether from his touch or her thoughts, he doesn't know.
"Is this..." he starts, voice low, almost hoarse. "Alright?"
She nods against him and watches for any sign of hesitation. When she sees none, she slowly swings one leg across him, and as she lowers herself onto his lap, the blanket slips from her shoulders. She straddles him, one hand finding his shoulder for balance, while the other slides up his chest with unhurried care.
His hands lift automatically, sliding around to her waist, and he steadies her there, holding her like she's both breakable and inevitable as she relaxes into him.
A charged quiet passes between them as they embrace.
When she pulls back, their faces are inches apart.
His throat bobs as he stares at her lips, and he leans in without meaning to, his breath brushing against her cheek before he catches himself.
But she doesn't pull away. Her breath hitches, and she shifts closer, the tip of her nose grazing his jaw.
Her hand rests against his chest, and her fingers slide up to feel the warmth of his skin.
Heat floods through him—guilt and longing entangle so tightly they are indistinguishable.
He's waited years for this kind of closeness.
Lotor brushes a strand of hair from her face with trembling fingers.
I ruin everything I touch.
His eyes fall shut, and he breathes in her scent and nearness.
But stars above, how I love you, Acxa.
She shifts, pressing her forehead to his, and their breaths mingle.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
Gently, her lips graze his, and her hands travel upward, squeezing his shoulders.
Lotor swallows hard. "Acxa, I l—"
"I..." Her voice falters as she interrupts him, her mouth brushing his as she speaks.
His brows furrow as he adjusts her weight. "What is it?"
Stars, she feels so good.
"There are—" her breath hitches as he shifts on the bed—"rumors that... Voltron has resurfaced."
He's too lost in the feeling of her to process the words. His hold tightens, and he exhales slowly, resting the back of his head against the headboard as he pulls back. "What?"
She bites her bottom lip, her legs tightening around him as her knees push into the bed on both sides of his body to lean in.
Lotor's breathing grows labored, and he grits his teeth, holding in a groan. Heat rolls through him, and his hands slide up to her back, slipping beneath her shirt. Her breath hitches as his fingers find bare skin, soft and warm and intoxicating, and the air between them thickens as his thumbs move slowly along the curve of her waist, memorizing the shape of her.
"What did you say?" he rasps.
Acxa exhales shakily, guilt flashing through her eyes. "Voltron is back."
He leans forward, resting his head in the crook of her neck and inhaling deeply. He pushes through the fog of want clouding his judgment. "V-Voltron?"
"Yes."
His tongue darts out to taste her accelerated pulse.
She lets out a sudden, almost inaudible sound and adds, "And so is... (Y/N)."
Lotor feels like a bucket of ice has been dumped over him. His body goes rigid, and he gently shifts her aside before sitting up. Without a word, he grabs a pillow and places it over his lap. He shakes his head, eyes unfocused, and rubs slow, soothing circles against his forehead.
"What?" he whispers, his voice cracking.
Did she say (Y/N)?
Acxa doesn't reach for him, wrapping her arms around her middle and staring at him.
His jaw clenches as the heat evaporates, replaced by the familiar sting of grief, guilt, rage, and confusion, and his heart pounds, no longer with desire.
Voltron. (Y/N). That's what she said.
"Why?" His voice is quiet, but there's a deadly edge beneath it. "Why would you bring her up now?"
"Because she's alive," she says, her breath wobbly. "And you deserve to know before it blindsides you."
He wants to laugh, but hurt crawls up his spine, and he presses the heels of his hands to his eyes. "My sister has been dead for nearly 10,000 years." His voice wavers at the end, and he turns away from her. "You know this, Acxa."
She frowns, staring at her hands. "You think I'm a liar?"
"No. I think you're cruel."
The words hang in the air between them, brittle and disdainful.
Acxa sits quietly on the bed, the flush from their near-kiss clinging to her skin, against the sting of rejection.
"I didn't mean to be," she murmurs.
He can't look at her and stares down at his shaking hands.
(Y/N) can't be alive. I saw her body.
"I intercepted a transmission from Galran officers mining a Balmera to Zarkon two vargas ago." Her voice is hushed, but clear. "Her face was included in the reports."
Lotor's mouth goes dry, and his voice is hollow as he says, "She's a clone."
"I don't think she is."
He scoffs and pushes himself off the bed. He grabs for his slippers with agitated movements, like he needs something to do with his hands.
"You know nothing about Haggar," he says, shoving one foot into a slipper, then the other. "Nothing about the twisted experiments she and her Druids partake in." He tugs at the waistband of his pants, adjusting himself as though trying to regain composure, to shove himself back into place. His shoulders rise and fall with a long, shaky breath. "You've no idea what their dark magic is capable of."
Regret fills him the moment the words leave his mouth.
I am such an asshole.
Acxa flinches and remains seated on the bed. "I don't, do I?"
He remains silent.
"(Y/N) risked her life saving Balmerans alongside the Paladins of Voltron," she continues. "From how you've described her, that sounds like your sister to me, not another one of Haggar's cronies. And even if she was a clone—"
Lotor stops near the door, his back turned, and the muscles in his shoulders tense. "There's no saving those Haggar has sunk her claws into." His hands clench at his sides. "Death is a more merciful fate than becoming her puppet."
"And you say I'm cruel," she whispers, her voice trembling. "But do you know what cruelty is, Lotor? This marriage. It's lying here in this bed with your arms around me, your mouth on my skin, your hands learning me like I'm yours—but I'm not. I shouldn't have brought her up like that. Not when you were—" she falters, but forces herself to finish—"not when we were so close."
He turns around slowly, his eyes watery and his face caught between fury and heartbreak. "Then why did you?"
"Because I don't want to keep secrets from you."
Lotor flinches. "You think this is easy for me?"
"No. I think you'd rather feel nothing at all."
His throat tightens, and he takes one halting step toward her. "That's not true."
"Then prove it." The fabric of her shirt is rumpled from where he'd touched her, and her hair is mussed from their closeness. Her eyes are full of unshed tears. "If this marriage means anything to you—if I mean anything to you—then just... stay."
He stares at her like a man standing on the edge of a cliff, and every instinct in him screams to leap or flee.
For a moment, she and the cruiser fade away, giving way to memory.
It crashes into him—the all-consuming fire, the grief, the helplessness. He sees himself again, bearing witness to Planet Maur as it burns beneath rivers of flaming orange magma.
His father's voice echoes in his mind, "Vae pan zi'vaek Va'tar."
He swallows hard as bitter, familiar shame rises.
Lotor wants to choose Acxa.
But he still sees (Y/N)'s body projected on the screen.
Still feels the flames of Maur burning beyond the glass.
Still hears the voice of Ven'tar in his nightmares.
Still smells the salt of the sea from nearly drowning.
Still remembers the look of betrayal on Acxa's features when she found out the truth.
No matter where he goes or what he tries to become, the ghosts of his past continue to haunt him. How can he stay and choose her when he's spent his entire life unable to outrun them?
So he chooses the latter.
"I'm sorry," he says, his voice rough. "I can't."
|••••••••••|
The lounge of the cruiser buzzes quietly, and Acxa stares at her datapad. She's sprawled along the couch, one leg tucked under, while her body slumps into the cushions. The screen's light reflects against the planes of her face, the glow dancing across the angles of her cheekbones.
Lotor watches her from the shadows, leaning against the archway with his arms folded over his chest.
It's been a week since that night.
Stars above, he thinks. Will I ever be able to choose her?
He hasn't been able to sleep, and it eludes him even more now—soval tea and all.
She hasn't mentioned it. Not once.
Every moment they've shared since has been polite, cordial, professional—even friendly, in the way strangers are friendly: with gestures that mean little and words that mean even less.
And that, somehow, is worse than rage.
The ever dutiful General. I wish she would curse my name—I deserve it.
A set of doors hiss open, and Ezor waltzes in, balancing two servings of steaming coffee. She pauses, glancing at him.
"Oh, good morning, sir," Ezor says, placing the mugs on a couple of coasters on the table in front of the couch.
Acxa shifts, turning toward the doorway. "Good morning, Prince Lotor," she says, voice steady, but quiet.
Lotor's throat bobs. "Good morning."
Ezor crouches, blows the steam away from the mug, and takes a quick sip. "I'll be back in a tick," she says, hurrying out of the lounge. The doors leading to the kitchen slide open, and she runs through them.
He slowly walks forward, sitting down at the far end of the couch.
Acxa doesn't move to close the space between them. She arches a brow, giving him a pointed look before turning back to her datapad. The screen flickers as she scrolls through reports, logistics, and mission stats.
Her profile remains serenely composed, save for the faint tightness in her mouth that betrays her.
I love you, Lotor thinks. I'm sorry.
He leans forward, forearms braced on his knees. "I don't know what I'm doing," he admits, head bowed.
She freezes.
"Or how to want something and not destroy it. I don't know how to let you in and fight for you, knowing I'll have something to lose again. I don't know how—" His voice catches, but he forces himself to finish—"to be the man you deserve, or how to be worthy of... this. Of you, my darling."
Her fingers twitch against the screen when he says the name, and she frowns, glancing at him at a loss for words. She hesitates, then she scoots down the couch to sit next to him, her thigh brushing his, and his eyes close at the contact as he inhales a shaky breath.
Something presses against his lap, and he opens his eyes to see her datapad powered on, its screen shining with coordinates.
"What is this?" he whispers, glancing at her. He forces himself to focus on the datapad—anything to avoid the minefield of emotions he's just unearthed.
Acxa leans in, pointing to a solar system. "I've located a weblum using that ancient Altean tracker."
His heart sinks.
By the time Ezor returns with Lotor's coffee—prepared exactly the way he likes it—all the Generals are gathered in the lounge, listening to his extensive ramblings about the dangers of venturing into the belly of a weblum. With only limited knowledge from the Alteans in the colonies, there's no telling whether such an endeavor is even survivable, given that weblums are planet-eaters and highly reactive.
Acxa nods slowly, absorbing every word, but the tightness in her jaw doesn't ease. "Sir, I can do this," she insists.
She's the best pilot I have, he thinks, watching her from across the couch.
He quickly locks the worry and fear away in the vault where he keeps the rest of his feelings.
Weakness is not an option. There is no room for sentimentality in war.
Lotor sighs, staring down at the untouched coffee in his hands. His reflection blinks back at him.
"Very well," he concedes, mindful to keep the frown off his features. "I suppose we should ready your ship."
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Acxa leaves her team three days after locating the Weblum, piloting a ship roughly as fast as a Galra fighter jet. It's slower than a cruiser and lacks hyperdrive, stretching her journey to the star system to at least a week. But it's small, silent, and unobtrusive, easily slipping beneath the radar of Zarkon and rebel forces.
This is what she's good at—precision work, cold logic, and clean contribution with no messy emotions.
During her preparations, she made a point to avoid Lotor entirely, mulling over their exchange in the lounge; no meetings, no passing glances, not even a shared word.
To his credit, he hadn't tried to stop her, hadn't implied she was incapable, or made her feel like this mission was a mistake.
If anything, he'd gone out of his way to affirm her. Quietly. Deliberately. Repeatedly. Like he owed her something.
Which only confirmed what she already suspected: he felt guilty about what happened that night in her bedroom, and he meant every word he said in the lounge.
That night, she let herself believe that maybe he wanted her as much as she wanted him. Not just physically, though that was obvious enough. She'd felt the tension in the air, the heat in his touch, and the way his body had responded to hers.
He'd been hard against her, and for a breathless moment, it felt like they were going to give in. Like they were finally going to stop lying to themselves.
It would've taken nothing for them to fall into each other.
But she couldn't let it go further without telling him the truth, and for all her honesty, he hadn't stayed.
She still doesn't know what any of it means.
No matter how deeply she loves him, she is tired of hurting.
|••••••••••|
Acxa keeps her course steady.
Two weeks in deep space, and still no sign of the Weblum.
Coward, she thinks, both of us.
Lotor, with his infuriating refusal to let himself be happy. And me, with my incessant need for the truth before I risk anything as fragile as my heart.
Why is it so hard for me to just say, I love you—
A loud ping interrupts her thoughts—a proximity alert. She leans forward, eyes scanning the screen.
"Finally," she mutters.
The Weblum drifts into view, its massive form slow.
She adjusts her trajectory, aiming to land on its back and steer clear of its face, but before she can lock in the approach, the creature shifts course.
With one sudden, monstrous inhale, her ship is pulled into its mouth and swallowed whole.
|••••••••••|
Acxa groans as she crashes onto the wet, fleshy ground inside the weblum, the shock of impact jolting through her body. She barely has time to register the squelching beneath her before the Red and Purple Paladins tumble down after her, landing in a tangled heap just a few feet away.
She scrambles upright with a grunt, instincts kicking in fast as her hand flies to her gun, and raises it as her muscles protest from the fall.
The Red Paladin pushes himself up, his arm swinging protectively around the Purple one as he rolls her over and checks her quickly.
Her finger twitches on the trigger, and she nearly fires out of reflex.
He pushes himself to his knees, flipping Acxa over as she jogs toward them, and she huffs in frustration. He powers on a shield for himself and the Purple Paladin while her gun whirs.
Acxa shoots at the three acid creatures that followed them, taking each down one by one in clean, controlled shots.
Silence follows, broken only by the Purple Paladin's shaky exhale as she slumps against her partner, her shoulders sagging in exhausted relief as she closes her eyes.
The Red Paladin powers off his shield, his face unreadable behind the helmet, but his mouth presses into a tight, grim line.
"I guess you can keep your weapon," he quietly says, sparing Acxa a glance.
Her jaw tenses, and her heart hammers from the adrenaline as she loosens the grip on her gun.
What if they kill me? Acxa wonders. But then why did they save me?
The Purple Paladin lifts her head, letting out a deep sigh. "I thought you were going to get shot."
The Red Paladin lets out a breathy, nervous chuckle and rubs the back of his helmet. "So did I."
Without warning, she shoves him. Hard.
Acxa blinks, surprised by the sudden burst of energy.
Perhaps they'll kill each other first. I need to find scaultrite and get out of here.
"I thought we agreed to be more careful!" the Purple Paladin exclaims.
He stumbles, but regains his footing, turning toward her with a sheepish look. "This was me being careful," he mutters, brushing himself off like it's no big deal.
She groans in frustration and throws her hands up. "How was this b—"
Acxa slowly stands and takes a cautious step forward, still gripping her weapon, but no longer aiming it at them. Her pulse thuds in her ears, and she isn't sure why she hasn't left yet.
Her feet stay rooted, her instincts uncertain.
Do they know how to get out of here?
Then the Purple Paladin rounds on her.
Before Acxa can react, the girl's already in her space, close enough that she can see the scuff marks on her armor and the flush beneath the helmet. Her eyes widen as the Paladin pokes a finger against her chest plate.
"How about you use words next time you point a gun at us, huh?" she bites out.
Acxa recoils slightly, more startled than offended. Her brows knit together as she leans in, trying to get a clearer look at this infuriatingly bold Paladin.
"You know?" the girl continues, voice rising with each word. "Talking? With your mouth? Communicating that the—"
She opens her mouth to respond, but the Red Paladin steps between them with an exasperated sigh, tugging his companion back by the arm.
"(N/N), are you kidding me?" he asks, his tone weary but fond.
She freezes, and her breath hitches.
(Y/N)...
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 33 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜
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Chapter 34 will be the final installment of The Worthy Prince Saga :)
In Chapter 35, we'll be back in (Y/N)'s pov 🫶🏻 And that'll conclude Volume 2. I'm gonna be on vacation from mid-June to the end of June, and then my cousins are coming over for the Fourth of July, so I don't think I'll have time to work on it 🫶🏻
I kinda wish I timed how many hours I put into ch. 32 and ch. 33 😭 (post October 2025 with the addition of Chapter 34). I feel like a lifetime's gone by ajfskdgjndsk. Also, I thought of more stuff to add, so maybe I'll do it for round 2 edits. I think Planet Daltor Lotacxa is a fun concept, and I wanna add some friendship fluff maybe. We'll see.
Chapter 34: Hugrakkur Va'tar
Summary:
Lotor lore saga parts 10–14 :)
Don't feel pressured to consume it all in one go; please, please take breaks ‼️ I split up these next chapters into a new work called Voltron: The Lost Lion | Chapters 32–34 Split | The Worthy Prince | Voltron Fanfic in case this gets too overwhelming!
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^^⚠️⚠️CONTENT WARNING: possible purple prose; mature themes; graphic depictions of violence, blood, and death; implied/explicit sexual themes and 🍋 aka smut⚠️⚠️^^
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The explicit, smutty snippet is in the middle of part 10/X, but feel free to skip it if you’re not into that! It doesn’t affect the story if you choose to do so—all you need to know is they get freaky. Keep an eye out for the “dividers” before and after. If you want to skip it, stop reading where it says “A war of restraint and release.” and continue at “For a moment, they don’t move.” cause that’s when it’ll be over :)
Notes:
⋆。˚✴︎⋆★˚。⋆SUPER DUPER CUTE VTLL ART HERE AND HERE by the wonderful ErebusInDarkness on Quotev!!! :)⋆。˚★⋆✴︎˚。⋆
Welcome back to Chapter 34, part 3 of Lotor lore, aka The Worthy Prince Saga parts 10–14!!
Before we start, y’all are such sweetie pies, and it warms my heart to know how loved VTLL is. 💜🥹 I’ve started my senior year of uni, and I’m planning to continue updating on Sundays, though I don’t have a set schedule. I very much become a hermit when writing, and I enjoyed being “unplugged” and ignoring this, haha. 🙈
I lowkey was gonna kill (Y/N) off next chapter and call it a day because I don’t want to permanently abandon VTLL. I fear every Volume end has been/will be a perfect setup to kill her and “kill your darlings" and whatnot, but it’s still up in the air. I guess we’ll see what happens in Chapter 35! 😼
And I feel so bad for springing this on all of you, but last time we were here, chapters 17–34 of the fic were 241,396 words long, and now they’re 282,287, so… <3
quick mild summary of new stuff that i think is important:
-overall, better prophecy/lore exposition
-overall, more sibling angst & more lotor and y/n trauma
-more keith! 🤭 & team fluff (17)
-better dealing with y/n’s memory loss (18)
-more team POV, fixed lotacxa scene, y/n establishing her title as The Reaper (19)
-more team pov, lotacxa, y/n watches the Voltron Show (20)
-y/n and Keith debrief, the team discusses Keith’s near sacrifice, y/n meets Matt (21)
-azaleas blooming (22)
-grief exploration and diving into y/n’s self-hatred/suicidal ideation, Coran doesn’t remember Eleanora clearly, Silas’s introduction (23)
-More Sendak/y/n, Keith puts the necklace on her (24)
-Allura doesn’t remember Eleanora; baby rattle (25)
-more sibling dynamics; lotor lore hints; y/n reincarnation set up (26)
-lore, clearer y/n/keith attraction (27)
-y/n is put on galran fertility control* (28)
-fleshed out better (29 & 30)
-keith & y/n break down; clearer bathtime (31)
-Chapter 33 split to make Chapter 34
-Romelle backstory (34 part XI)*Upon more spiraling, I remembered y/n is not human at all. So like, human birth control won’t work for her? And I’m not trying to risk anything, so she’s on good ol-fashioned Galra fertility control. #thanks Lotor!
I wish Volume 2 were what it was before all of you read it, cause I’m a lot happier with the polished version. If you *are* in the mood to reread, I think 17–23 are fun for Lotor & y/n dynamics, given that we have more context/background knowledge from 32–34 :) The ones with Keith (17, 21, 24, 27–31) are also a fun reread, and I definitely recommend a reread before Chapter 35 comes out (unless you remember everything already:)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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“Come into my bedroom
Tell me, what's the joy of giving if you're never pleased?
On my last strength against all that you believed
Come into my bedroom”
Blood Orange and Dev Hynes, Champagne Coast
“You don't have to say you love me
You don't have to say nothing
You don't have to say you're mine”
Harry Styles, Adore You
“I just wanna taste it, I just wanna taste it
Watermelon sugar high
Tastes like strawberries on a summer evenin'
And it sounds just like a song
I want your belly and that summer feelin'
I don't know if I could ever go without”
Harry Styles, Watermelon Sugar
“Between two lungs, it was released
The breath that passed from you to me
That flew between us as we slept
That slipped from your mouth into mine, it crept”
Florence + The Machine, Between Two Lungs
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PART X: Two Become One
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Lotor lounges sideways on the throne, posture lazy but eyes alert as one leg casually drapes over the other.
He sips from the straw of a juice pouch, the tart flavor oddly satisfying on his tongue. He swallows slowly, eyes flicking across the scattered remnants of the planet drifting past the cruiser’s viewport.
There is only splintered rock, eerie stillness, and a puff of blue dust that catches the light of distant stars.
He doesn’t need a sensor readout to know they are in the right place; he feels it deep in his bones.
Coordinates encoded with Acxa’s signature encryption have led them here. They were buried in a brief and distressed transmission that had cut off mid-sentence.
Shipwreck in weblum. Paladins of Voltron. I’m alone—
Eyes narrowing, his gaze catches on something beyond. A figure, small against the scale of fracturings, is tethered to a jagged chunk of rock. Her limbs float limply, and a brown satchel slings across her back. She faintly glows from the violet light emanating from the leg thrusters attached to her armor.
Zethrid steps forward, pointing. “It’s Acxa.”
Lotor leans in, the juice pouch empty, and his fingers tighten around it.
“She didn’t get eaten!” Ezor chirps, practically bouncing on her toes.
The cruiser adjusts its course, pushing its thruster to close the distance between them and the lone figure suspended in silence.
He closes his eyes and allows himself a sigh of relief.
Acxa is alive, he thinks. Thank the stars and the ancients.
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The echo of Acxa’s boots against the metal hangar floor fades beneath the sudden rush of movement as the Generals barrel toward her with their arms flung wide and laughter spilling from their mouths.
She stiffens at first, frozen, but then her shoulders ease as their arms wrap around her, pulling her into the warmth of reunion. Zethrid’s strong grip lifts her off the floor, while Ezor and Narti gently pat her.
Across the hangar, Lotor stands motionless, hands clasped neatly behind his back and posture formal. The corners of his mouth twitch, but he doesn’t smile. He waits until Acxa looks up, and their eyes meet, something shifting in her expression.
When the embrace finally loosens and the others drift back, still chattering around, she steps away. Her pace toward him is slower now, less certain. Her chin dips, and her shoulders draw inward.
She stops a few paces short of him, holding the bag out with both hands.
“I’m sorry, Prince Lotor,” she says, her voice hushed and hoarse. “I was only able to obtain this much.”
The scaultrite glints in the light. He isn’t sure how much he needs, but this is more than he was expecting.
Ever the hunter, he thinks.
Lotor’s gaze lingers on the bag, then lifts to her face. A long breath slips past his lips, and he steps forward, closing the distance between them with an uncharacteristic urgency. One hand finds the back of her head, and his fingers curl into her hair as he leans into her.
“Never mind that, darling,” he whispers, the words trembling against her skin. “All that matters is that you’ve come back.”
She stills and lets out a breath of relief, wrapping her arms around him tightly.
The hours that follow blur as Acxa stands in the center of the debrief room, her posture rigid and voice even. The others sit along the long table. Zethrid leans back restlessly, Ezor sits with her chin in her hands, and Narti quietly nods now and then. Lotor remains standing, leaning against a pillar with his arms crossed and his expression unreadable but focused solely on her.
She walks them through what happened—where she went, what she saw, and what she could salvage. Her words are to the point, and occasionally, someone asks a question, interrupting with a raised hand.
Lotor never interrupts.
By the time the debrief ends, the lights have dimmed to their evening hue, and the Generals make their way to bed.
Only Lotor lingers by the console as Acxa approaches in silence, reaching into her armor to pull out a small data drive.
“Solid proof,” she says, offering it to him in her open palm. “It’s not much, a single photo, but it’s… clear and untampered. You can see her for yourself.”
He takes the drive carefully, pursing his lips, and their fingers brush briefly. His gaze lingers on her hands, and he nods, pocketing it.
At a loss for words, he manages to say, “Thank you, Acxa.”
She offers him a hesitant smile, tired but hopeful. “Of course, Lotor.”
He finds himself staring at her again, longing to reach out, close the distance, and continue their conversation.
But he doesn’t.
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The doors to Lotor’s private chambers hiss open, and Acxa steps through, freshly showered. Cleanliness envelops her as droplets of water trail down her hair, and she tucks the loose strands behind her ears.
She’ll have to cut it when she gets the chance to—it grew far too much during her time away.
Her horns feel a slight chill from the room’s upper vents that push and circulate air through the openings, and goosebumps ripple across her damp skin.
Acxa shimmers in the soft ambient glow of the room’s lighting, and it catches on the line of her collarbone and the bends of her knees. She chews on her bottom lip, her mind screaming all the reasons she should turn around and leave Lotor be.
Clinging to her body is a silk nightgown that is not overtly provocative—simple, with thin straps, and the color of deep navy blue. It is a gift from Lotor she received two deca-phoebs ago on her birthday, alongside various other items of clothing, a new set of armor, and a brand new gun. Dainty black thread embroiders the neckline and hemline with delicate lacy details, making her look exceptionally tantalizing in his eyes.
At the time, Acxa had deemed it too beautiful to own and was reluctant to accept it, but Lotor insisted, claiming it complemented her complexion. It wasn’t the first time he’d crossed the invisible boundaries between them over the years they’d known each other. She took his words as a joke—just a careless tease aimed at her discomfort with flirting—but he had meant anything but.
Now here she is, beyond her better judgment, two days after her return, seeking to mend what she fears might be broken. Foolishly willing to step out from her shadows and into his inviting light like a moth to a flame.
The glimmer of distant galaxies casts light across the floor from the window that displays the stars in their fullness, and Lotor is at the far end of the room, seated with his back to her.
He’s discarded his usual armor, wearing a set of pajamas instead, and his long white hair is half-tied, the rest falling in disarray around his back.
The glimpse he catches in the glass is enough to send his heart racing, and his fingers tremble. The air shifts in that way it does when two people who know each other too well meet in silence.
Lotor looks up from the table where he’s been reviewing her holographic projection of intel, glancing behind his shoulder. The datapad catches on his features, and he forgets to blink. Forgets how to breathe.
Time slows as he watches her, his mouth falling agape and jaw slackening at how the silk clings to her hips.
He seems to have lost his ability to speak, sitting there filled with astonishment.
“You’re…” Here? Alive? Beautiful? “… wearing the nightgown,” he manages.
Acxa stops beyond the threshold, her posture disciplined save for the fingers twitching behind her back. She glances between her attire and him, squinting slightly. “You gave it to me.”
“You’ve never worn it before.”
“I didn’t think it was appropriate.”
Her eyes sweep over the familiar room, taking in the circular table where he always works, the desk in the corner cluttered with notes, the bookshelf lined with books they’ve pored over together. Beyond a second threshold, a large bed waits, neatly made with dark gray sheets, a thick fleece blanket, several plush pillows, and the woolen blanket she gave him the first time he left Daltor.
Gaze settling on him, her feet move of their own accord.
She pulls out her usual chair, taking a seat beside him. “I can’t sleep,” she admits, her voice quiet.
Lotor swallows, blinking as if surfacing from a trance. “Neither can I.”
Slow silence blooms between them, and she lets out a sigh, taking in his room again.
His armor lies in a heap on the floor, and athletic clothes hang messily from the dresser. Above it, two small metal swords are framed and mounted on the wall; below them, a printed photograph captures the snowy woodland just outside her cabin.
A small smile rises on Acxa’s lips as she peels her gaze away, focusing instead on the flickering image projected above the table.
Three Paladins of Voltron stand mid-run, blurry with motion—except one.
“There,” she murmurs, fingers rising to point. “See? I told you.”
She gestures toward the center of the frame, where Princess (Y/N) stands near the Red Paladin, wearing Purple Paladin armor. Her face peers through a translucent visor, and even beneath the helmet’s full-face setting, her features are unmistakable. The other Paladins remain concealed by blurry motion, their identities obscured.
Lotor leans back slowly, his spine rigid against the chair and expression unreadable. “Yes,” he says, clipped and even. “I suppose you did.”
Acxa’s smile falters and curves downward until it disappears entirely. She draws her hands into her lap. “You’re still upset. Angry with me.”
He doesn’t deny it, but his eyes soften. Pain sparks in him, and he reaches across the space between them. His hand hovers above hers with uncertainty before making contact, and his thumb brushes the back of her hand with a tentative stroke and lingers.
Her throat bobs as she swallows, and she doesn’t pull away. She watches his hand as his fingers trace the smooth inner skin of her wrist, and the silence grows heavier, filling with the emotions both have been too afraid to confront.
The datapad dims, and the projection fades, flickering into nothing.
Darkness settles over them.
In this low light, Acxa’s eyes seem darker, their depth more alluring. Lotor tears his gaze away before he forgets himself entirely and does something foolish.
“I’m sorry,” he says at last. “For exploding at you.”
“I’m sorry, too. The intel, the lounge—” She swallows thickly. “But you were angry and we—I needed the space.”
“I wasn’t angry with you.” He shifts, turning off the screen entirely with his free hand. “I never am.”
Acxa tilts her head, one brow lifting in skepticism. “You don’t have to say that because we’re married.” Her voice lowers further. “Or because you thought I was… dead.”
His eyes snap to hers, and a crease forms between his brows. “I wouldn’t.”
She looks down at their hands, lashes casting delicate shadows across her cheekbones. With a slight frown, she gently draws her hand away.
“Wouldn’t you?” she asks, not unkindly. “You have a gift for saying exactly what people want to hear.”
With everyone but you, he thinks. With you, I say everything wrong.
Lotor lets out a short, breathless laugh as he stares at her—the planes of her face, the curve of her collarbone, the dampness on her skin. Her body is warm, her scent inviting.
She shifts, causing the hem of her nightgown to brush against his legs, and his gaze tracks the movement.
He swallows hard, his muscles suddenly taut as his throat tightens. “I wouldn’t lie to you.”
“But you have before.”
His heart sinks. “I don’t… I don't know what else I can do to earn your trust again.”
Acxa studies him. “I trust you. Of course, I trust you. It’s you who doesn’t trust me.”
Lotor blinks, his heart skipping a beat. “What?”
“My loyalty to you is proof that I trust you.” Each word is softer than the last. “I gave up the Blade, I stayed with you, I married you, I—I’ve tried everything I can to make you see that you can count on me.”
His eyes widen, and he mulls over her words. “Acxa, I—”
A frown forms on her lips, and her voice cracks as she asks, “Why didn’t you stay that night?”
Lotor winces, and his heart feels like it’s been torn out of his chest. “I’ve spent every quintant regretting it. I didn’t mean to hurt you,” he admits. “I left because I thought I was doing the right thing. To protect you.”
“I didn’t want you to do the right thing. I wanted you to choose us, not logic, not fear. Me.”
“I do. I do choose you, darling Acxa,” he whispers hoarsely. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
Her breath catches, and she leans in, craving the distance between them to close.
She stares deeply at him, hope glimmering within the depths of her eyes. “Then tell me,” she murmurs, a challenge laced in the softness. “If this marriage—if I—mean anything to you, tell me.”
He wants to tell her everything.
“When I first heard you in the forest, I didn’t know what I wanted, except to be near you. And I remember when we first met,” he says, a wistful smile on his lips, “you looked at me like you didn’t trust a single bone in my body.”
Color paints her cheeks, but she lets out a quiet laugh. “Of course I didn’t. I thought you were a mercenary, but you were merely an infuriating flirt.”
The sound of her laughter warms his heart. “And now?”
Her shoulder brushes his, and that small point of contact feels seismic. “I don’t know,” she murmurs, a bashful smile tugging at her lips. “Sometimes I think I trust you more than I trust myself. With everything I am, Lotor—I trust you.”
There’s a closeness between them that pulls him in.
Has she always smelled of amber and vanilla? Lotor wonders. Is it a new soap she’s found?
Has she grown even more beautiful since the weblum debrief? Has she always felt so tangible?
Could this wondrous woman possibly love me back?
And yet, despite that hope, the doubt creeps in.
But why would she?
“You shouldn’t,” he says, his voice gravelly. “I’m undeserving of that.”
Acxa’s expression softens with longing, and she leans upward to shrink the distance between them. Her hands grip the armrests of his chair, her body hovering over his. “Why?”
“Because…” He trails off, his eyes drifting down to her lips, then up again, locking onto her gaze with intensity. He feels a pressure building up within him, coursing from the top of his head to the tips of his toes. “Because I am unworthy.”
“I choose you. I trust you. I—” Her words falter.
He remains frozen, drunk on her proximity.
There are features he’s never given himself a chance to notice before, like the flecks of icy blue in her irises and the sheen of her lips from the gloss she always uses. It smells of berries—sweet and heady.
What would it be like to kiss her? Are her inviting lips as soft as they appear? Would she taste just as sweet?
The way she smells sends his head into a buzzing swirl of want. He wants to touch her. To believe her. To kiss her. To hold her. To make her come apart. To be hers in every sense of the word.
Because he loves her.
He loves her.
He loves her.
He loves her so much that he's willing to let go of his fear and finally embrace what he’s been unable to for a decade.
“I trust you beyond measure,” he whispers, and he means every word.
Relief flashes in her expression. “Then trust me when I say you are a worthy Prince, Lotor. Vae pan Zi’va Va’tar o hugrakkur se’tar, despite it all.”
Swallowing the lump of emotions down, he slowly lifts his hand and calloused fingers brush her bangs, sweeping them out of her face.
It’s a careful motion that sends Acxa’s eyes fluttering shut at the touch. Her breath is shallow, and her gaze opens again, searching and skimming his face like she’s memorizing him in this quiet moment—this space where they have finally chosen to choose each other.
Taking the initiative, she lowers herself onto his lap, closing the distance between them and straddling him with a grace that belies the thundering of her pulse. Her knees press into the sides of the chair, and her nightgown cascades around her thighs as her hands grip the tops of his shoulders.
Lotor’s hands hover near her waist, but don’t touch. Not yet. He’s too stunned. “Stars above,” he rumbles.
Acxa’s lips twitch, and she has never wanted to touch someone so much in her life. Her hand rises, drawn to his handsome face, and featherlight fingertips trace the line of his jaw, down his throat to the hollow of his neck. Nails dawdle against his smooth skin, causing his eyes to go half-lidded, and she shifts, pressing herself further against his growing erection.
A sound builds up in the back of his throat, both from her touch and the way her hips bracket his, and she bites back a smirk as his light whimpers tickle the edges of her ears.
“Are you trembling, husband?” she asks, her voice low and amused.
“Now, darling.” He lets out a sudden breath, like a laugh that never quite formed. The distance between them narrows, and he tilts his head, his forehead touching hers. “I… I like having you here.”
“Me too.” Acxa nods against him. “Is… is this alright?”
Lotor inhales her scent, and his hands finally settle on her hips, holding her in place. “Yes,” he whispers. “I want you here.”
A small smile spreads across her lips, and she raises her hands, threading her fingers through his silken hair to smooth down the strands. “I like your hair.”
“I like you,” he admits without hesitation. “I—”
I love you, Lotor thinks, but he pushes the words down, focusing on her breath. Her skin. He doesn’t want to scare her off.
Her thumbs brush the tops of his ears, a gesture more intimate than she probably realizes, and his breath catches as her nose goes against his.
She exhales and whispers, “I like you, too. A lot.”
“Acxa…” He licks his lips, heart pounding in his chest. “May I kiss you?”
Focusing on his body and breathing, she leans in, her lips hovering over his. She breathes in, her chest brushing against his, and her lashes flutter as she studies his face.
His lips are parted, waiting, and trembling, while his posture is tight with restraint.
Beneath her, she can feel the evidence of how much he wants her. The feeling thrills her, but she doesn't rush.
“No,” she says softly.
Lotor stiffens, blinking rapidly, but before he can withdraw and misinterpret her, she lowers her mouth to his cheek, landing a kiss near the corner of his lips. Then another, higher up on his cheekbone.
“Not yet,” she murmurs into his skin.
Her mouth trails lower to his jaw, and he shifts in the chair beneath her. She adjusts in turn, rolling her hips, and his head drops back with a strangled groan. She leans forward to kiss the line of his throat, her tongue tracing his pulse, and it jumps beneath her mouth.
His hands slide up along her, mapping her body.
Their mouths brush again, and he wants to kiss her so badly it physically hurts. His entire body aches, and their hips grind together, every movement stoking the fire.
Her breath falters with the sensation, but she keeps control and the pace slow. She moans while he greedily listens to the sound.
He bucks up instinctively, a stifled groan escaping him. “Quiznak.”
Acxa closes the gap, finally pressing her lips against his. Everything within her pulses, and their lips are slow at first before quickening hungrily, like a thunderstorm pouring after months of drought.
It tastes of loyalty and trust. Withheld truths and longing. Burning need and unquenchable thirst.
Their hands are everywhere—hers on his chest, his shoulders, the back of his neck, while his are on her hips, her rear, and the small of her back.
The fever between them ebbs, and hard, heavy kisses turn into slow, languid ones as she melts against him.
But then her lips part as his tongue sweeps along her bottom lip, and his fingers curl tighter on her waist in desperation, his thumbs circling into the silk as she grinds against him with fervor.
His body strains beneath his sleepwear. Everything is too hot and too close, but not enough.
“What do you need?” he murmurs against her swollen lips. “Whatever you want from me, I’ll give it.”
“I l…” Acxa’s throat is raw, and she pants, swallowing the lump down. “Lie with me.”
Lotor breathes in deeply like he’s drawing her scent down into his lungs to store forever—her, warm and trembling on his lap, as the starlight paints her silhouette, making her appear utterly bewitching.
He nods and doesn’t speak as he rises, strong arms holding her thighs as he lifts her. She startles slightly, her arms tightening around his shoulders, but she doesn’t protest.
Their eyes meet again, breath mingling in the inches between them, and her gaze flickers—hesitant, trusting, and wanting.
Heat blooms at every point of contact.
Acxa tucks her face into his neck, her nose brushing against his skin as she kisses the underside of his jaw before moving to his mouth.
Another kiss, deeper this time and more desperate, and she sucks, grazing her teeth against his bottom lip.
“Stars,” she murmurs.
“Stars,” he agrees, his voice rough as he kisses along her jawline.
There is a tenderness in how he touches and carries her across his room. He steps through the threshold and lowers her gently onto the bed, her body sinking into the soft mattress. She pulls the fleece blanket from underneath her so they won’t slip.
The woolen blanket she gave him lies rumpled at the foot of the bed, and he remembers the moment she handed it to him.
Acxa stares up at him, lips parted and cheeks flushed. Her hair fans out around her, clinging to her neck, and the nightgown rides up her thighs to reveal her lean strength. Her chest rises and falls in rhythm with his own as he crawls over her, drinking in the sight.
His mind is hazy with something that goes beyond mere lust and physical attraction.
Stars above, what a woman you’ve bestowed upon me, Lotor thinks.
His hand travels up her leg beneath the smooth fabric as his body cages hers, and he caresses the soft skin of her inner thighs while she squirms beneath him, letting out a needy gasp. He drops his lips to hers, tongue darting out to taste her as his hands learn her body and his knee feeds the friction.
The sounds she makes are breathy, overwhelming, and libidinous, spurring him on as his hands roam with growing hunger.
Lotor pulls back, pupils blown, mouth swollen, and a lascivious smirk tugging at his lips. “Such pretty sounds you make, darling,” he muses as his hand continues its relentless ministrations between her thighs.
Acxa lies beneath him, her head resting against his pillows.
For all the dreams he’s entertained, nothing compares to this.
This is better than anything his imagination could’ve ever conjured.
Her fingers trail up his forearm, stopping at the bend of his elbow as she squeezes him. “You are quite the vocalist yourself,” she manages, eyes sparkling with mirth.
A teasing smile replaces the smirk, and Lotor slips his hand out, trailing it upward with deliberation as she watches him. The fabric of her nightgown shifts beneath his touch, and his fingertips pause against a thin strap on her shoulder.
Acxa arches her back at the touch, her breath catching in anticipation, and her eyes never leave his. He dips his head, and his breath ghosts across her collarbone as he presses kisses across her shoulder to shoulder.
His hand slides up to her jaw, and he tilts her face toward his, thumb lingering at her lower lip, his gaze darkening as he pulls at the flesh.
“You should have come to me sooner,” he breathes, struggling to form words as his mind muddles with desire. “All those nights I spent imagining this… imagining you.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
Satisfaction courses through Acxa, and she lifts her arms, wrapping them around his neck to kiss him with purpose, less hunger, more precision.
A war of restraint and release.
Their bodies shift together naturally, and Lotor’s knees sink into the mattress further as he sits up, pulling her with him.
The nightgown easily slips down her shoulders, and he immediately continues to graze her skin with his lips. Every inch he touches earns a new breath from her.
Her skin is warm, pulse quick beneath his mouth, and her head tilts back to give him more.
Cool air brushes her nipples as his fingers wander lower, finding her heat once again. His thumb grazes over her soaked underwear, the fabric sticky with arousal. But he doesn’t slip beneath it this time, and Acxa lets out a quiet, frustrated moan at the absence of his touch.
Lotor watches her intently, dragging his fingers over her clothed cunt with deliberation. The motion draws a buck of her hips and a breathy, needy whimper that goes straight to him.
“Do you like that, darling Acxa?” he murmurs, voice buttery soft as he caresses her. “Or should I give you a finger? Maybe two?”
She doesn’t answer with words, her chest rising and falling as she grips the front of his sleepshirt and pulls him down to her. Her lips part against his, eager and open, as if she can pour the answer to him with nothing but a kiss.
He’s so hot, and his lips move skillfully against hers, sending fireworks down her spine. Her kisses turn bruising, insistent, and desperate—something she can control in a world that always demands control from her.
Her hands are no longer tentative, and they greedily roam across his muscled chest, feeling the way his body shudders under her palms. She gathers the fabric of his sleepshirt in tight fists, and Lotor helps her, breaking contact for a heartbeat so she can tug it over his head.
The fabric drops to the floor.
His flushed skin gleams faintly in the low light, and scars scatter across his body, some given to him by her own hands. She traces one along his ribs with slow, dragging fingers, and he catches her wrist mid-motion to look her in the eyes.
Her mouth opens, a breathless question she doesn’t voice.
He leans in, pressing his forehead against hers as he catches his breath. “Do you want to stop?” he asks, voice hoarse. “Are you sure you want this?”
Acxa stares at him, biting her bottom lip. It’s unfathomable the ways in which she longs for him. “This is what I want,” she whispers. “You.”
Lotor exhales, a sound between relief and surrender, and he drags the fabric of her nightgown off inch by inch. She lifts herself, letting him slip it off completely.
It descends to the floor, forgotten alongside his sleepshirt.
He doesn’t look away from her. Not even for a tick.
There is unabashed awe in his gaze as he sees her nearly bare before him, and the awareness is almost too much. He lets out a shuddering breath, and tears well in his eyes.
Acxa reaches for him again, their skin meeting fully now as their chests press together. The sensation sparks something within both of them, and her thighs spread open.
He moans quietly against her throat, the sound vibrating through her as he mouths along her jawline, down the column of her neck, to the dip of her collarbone.
Her legs wrap around him instinctively, anchoring him as he grinds gently into her, still restrained by the last barriers between them. Friction makes them both gasp, consumed by feeling, breathing, and burning.
One hand finds her breast, cupping the tender flesh as his thumb brushes over its peak, drawing a soft cry from her as she arches into him. He leaves languid, teasing kisses there, savoring the taste of her skin and the way she writhes beneath his mouth.
He takes his time, alternating between fondling and kissing both breasts.
Acxa’s hands move between them, her fingers trailing down his abdomen and brushing the band of his pants. She hesitates, but he covers her hand with his own and guides her. The fabric gives way easily, and the pajama pants slide down.
She stares at the hardness beneath his boxers, and when she wraps her fingers around him to pump, Lotor shudders, his forehead dropping to her shoulder with a strained groan.
“You shouldn’t do that,” he murmurs, breathless. “If you want this to last.”
She smirks, wicked and panting.
He catches it with his mouth, silencing the taunt with a kiss. Her hand still moves between them with infuriating, glorious intent, and Lotor’s hand wraps around her wrist gently.
“If you keep that up,” he murmurs, voice tight, “I won’t be able to take my time with you.”
Acxa’s eyes darken at the promise. “Oh?”
He breathes out a broken laugh, ragged and beautiful in its fragility, before he kisses her again. The kiss devours the distance between them, and their mouths find rhythm.
“I want to see you,” she whispers against his lips.
That earns her a dark, hungry look, and his hands find the waistband of his boxers. He shoves them down, wiggling out of the fabric, then his thumbs hook around her underwear to strip the final barrier between them, and the fabric slides down her legs.
He tosses them haphazardly, staring at Acxa, who is now bare before him.
Her breath catches, but she does not avert her gaze.
He pauses to look at all of her.
Her shoulders are drawn back, jaw set, lips kiss-swollen, and eyes a maelstrom of trust and longing and vulnerability. She is radiant, breathtaking, prepossessing—every scar across her body, every breath she takes, every sound she makes.
“You’re so—” His voice catches, and his throat tightens with emotion. He clears it, his eyes shining. “You’re perfect.”
Acxa huffs a laugh, the sound disbelieving and shaky.
“My darling,” he whispers, hovering over her. One of his hands is braced beside her head, and the other caresses her. “You are beautiful.”
Giddy with desire and flushing from his compliments, Acxa cups his erection, stroking her nimble fingers up and down his cock.
“Quiznak—” His breath hitches, and his hips stutter against her hand, eyes fluttering shut. He groans, kissing her again, and slips a finger down to feel her slickness.
Suddenly, his warmth leaves, and her hand becomes woefully empty, fingers twitching in the cold.
She huffs out a breath of disbelief. “Lo—”
In one swift motion, he pulls her to the edge of the bed. He slides down and lowers himself to his knees. Her heart races furiously in her chest as he looks her in the eye and presses a trail of kisses along her inner thighs.
The Prince of the Galra Empire is on his knees, kneeling before her.
Eagerly, Acxa spreads her legs open, wide enough to accommodate his broad shoulders, and her elbows sink into the mattress as she lies propped up.
Lotor’s smirk widens, and he nips at her skin, eliciting an abrupt breath from her lips. She’s about to say something when his hands on her hips tighten, and he begins responding to her ache, his tongue flat against her cunt.
Acxa shuts her eyes, the words catching in her throat before melting into moans sweeter than anything he’s ever tasted. She sinks onto the bed, her fingers tangling into his hair with desperate need as he touches her. Heat crashes over her in waves as every kiss, every flick of his tongue, and every stroke of his fingers ignites sparks beneath her skin.
“Stars—Lotor—” Her hips roll without her permission.
His lips part and close around her sensitive clit, while a hand presses against her pubic bone. When he sucks gently, her hands tighten in his hair with a broken gasp.
“Lotor,” she manages. “Don’t stop. R-Right there.”
He doesn’t stop, holding her still as he continues, lavishing her with attention and patience.
The pleasure begins as a slow, simmering build, the kind that coils in the pit of her belly and tingles her feet. He continues dragging his tongue in slow, languid strokes, his fingers beginning to tease her entrance, spreading her with expert care.
Her breath hitches when one slides inside, and then another follows. The sensations are too much, and when he crooks his fingers just right, she gasps, her whole body arching as she feels herself leaping toward that pleasurable precipice.
“Lotor!”
“That’s it,” he growls, entirely too satisfied. “Let me hear you.”
She’s past words, and her head presses back into the sheets, hips grinding desperately against his mouth while he matches her rhythm.
His tongue and fingers work in tandem, pushing her higher and higher until her walls flutter around his fingers.
She cries out, thighs clamping down and heels pushing against the muscles in his upper back, as she comes undone for him.
He slows, letting her ride through it, and her body quivers under his mouth, but he doesn’t let go. He’s greedy now, starved in a way that has nothing to do with sustenance and everything to do with watching her fall apart again.
“Lo—Lotor—” Her voice breaks into a pleasure-induced sob. Tears slide down the corners of her eyes, her back arching again, as a second orgasm washes over her.
Lotor wants to memorize everything, and his eyes are half-lidded, gleaming with satisfaction. His breath is warm against her inner thighs, and his lips are slick with her.
Before he rises, he leans in to press the softest, most gentle kiss to her cunt.
A dazed, panting Acxa stares down at him. Her skin shines with sweat, and strands of hair stick to her cheeks.
She makes no move to cover herself, feeling no shame, and lies boneless for a quiet moment.
He watches her with a fond smile, whispering words against her skin and pressing gentle kisses to her lips.
Eventually, she cups his jaw with trembling fingers, and he leans into her touch.
“Come here, darling captee,” she murmurs.
Lotor obeys instantly.
Acxa maneuvers them so he’s lying flat on his back, and he blinks in surprise. A blissful smile spreads on her lips as she lowers a hand to his throbbing length. His skin is hard, yet impossibly soft, as she strokes him.
As he lets out a guttural sound, his restraint unravels. He’s torn between grabbing her hips, her shoulders, her hair, or surrendering completely and letting her take control.
He decides on the latter.
She watches him through lowered lashes, her confidence growing as her fingers move with increasing intent, drawing out another trembling sigh from his lips. He arches beneath her, his body taut with the effort of restraint.
Lowering her head, Acxa licks a slow stripe along the underside of his cock, savoring the way he shudders. His hips twitch, and she presses a firm hand to his abdomen, reminding him whose turn it is now.
The power of it is intoxicating. For all his command, here he is. Hers.
She licks and slides her tongue across the small bead of moisture gathered at his tip. The taste of him makes her hum softly, and the vibration of it sends Lotor’s head tipping back with a strangled sound.
“Acxa,” he breathes, voice nearly unrecognizable and hoarse with need.
His hands fist the sheets, the muscles in his forearms tight. His jaw clenches and unclenches, lips parting while his eyes screw shut.
Acxa envelops him slowly, inch by inch, taking him deeper, leaving him slick with saliva. Her hand follows where her mouth cannot, and her other palm presses gently on his hip to keep him steady.
Stars. She’s glorious, Lotor thinks.
She pulls back long enough to draw breath before dragging her mouth along him hungrily, running her tongue from base to tip, never breaking eye contact.
“Ah, quiznak,” he pants, watching her through hooded eyes, heavy with adoration. The glint of starlight from outside the window halos around her, making her look ethereal. “Just like that, darling.”
Her cheeks hollow, his length filling her as he groans, his chest rising and falling in staggered breaths.
“Acxa… please—”
She moans around him, and the sound sends tremors up his spine. He bucks, but she holds him down, nails digging into his flesh as she pulls back before taking him in again.
“Stars. Quiznak,” he gasps, his voice cracking. “I—I’m gonna—”
Acxa pulls off with a wicked gleam in her eyes before he can come, and trails a line of saliva-slick kisses up his body—across the muscles of his abdomen, along his chest, up his throat, and finally back to his mouth.
Their lips meet again, messier and open-mouthed. He tastes himself on her tongue, and she moans into his mouth.
She collapses beside him, her body sinking into the mattress, and invites him in with a lift of her hips.
“I’m clean,” she rasps, licking her lips as she stares at him. “And on fertility control.”
“I know.” Lotor’s cheeks flush, and he nods. “So am I.”
He looms over her, trailing a line of kisses from her stomach to the soft curves of her breasts. He takes one into his mouth, swirling his tongue and teasing her peak until it hardens.
She gasps, arching into him with a needy cry as his cock rests heavily against her abdomen.
“You’re addictive,” he murmurs as his hand finds hers above her head, and he laces his fingers through hers, pinning her to the bed.
The molten heat between them burns steadily.
He kisses her softly, sliding to adjust himself with a hand between their bodies. The round head of his cock teases her entrance, a fleeting pressure that draws her breath sharply between her teeth.
Her fingers tighten around his. “Please,” she whispers.
He pauses at her entrance, short of breath as his eyes search hers.
Acxa tightens her knees around him, pulling him in as the heels of her feet sink into the mattress. He enters her with a hot gasp, stretching her inner walls, and her head falls further into the pillow, gasping along with him from the oversensitivity.
“Q-Quiznak,” he mutters, slowly pushing more of himself into her.
Her back arches, a whine escaping her throat as she takes all of him. Her entire body tightens around him, and Lotor groans, burying his face in the crook of her neck to press a kiss against her skin.
His control frays as her body envelops him like she was always meant to.
“Good?” he asks, his voice hoarse.
She nods, giving him an encouraging smile. “You feel… really good inside me.”
That boosts his confidence, and he starts to move, slow at first with measured thrusts that drive her deeper into the mattress. Her legs wrap around him until there’s no space left between them, and her free hand roams his back.
Their bodies move, and Acxa’s hips rise, experimenting and gyrating as she whimpers about how amazing he’s making her feel. Her captured hand twists free, and soon they are everywhere—on his chest, his face, his back, buried in his hair.
There is no gentleness in her grip; she takes what she wants and gives just as fiercely.
The bed creaks beneath them, metallic whines lost beneath the rhythm of skin meeting skin.
She bites down on his bicep to muffle her cries, and he whimpers her name into the crook of her neck.
Lotor watches, utterly undone by the way she falls apart for him. How every flicker of pleasure plays across her face, and how every sound she makes is like notes to a song he’ll never tire of.
“Look at me,” he says, his voice a husky rasp. “Eyes here, darling Acxa. Let me see you.”
Her gaze locks with his—eyes half-lidded and glassy, pupils blown wide with desire.
He kisses her again, urgency coursing through his veins as his thrusts quicken. She meets every one with a lift of her hips, and he reaches between them, fingers finding the sensitive bud at her core, and he rubs gentle, focused circles in time with his thrusts.
She feels utterly ravaged, and when she shudders beneath him again, he feels her orgasm building inside her—tight and all-consuming.
“Lotor,” she breathes, gasping.
“There?” he asks, driving into her with the same rhythmic motions.
“Yes—Lotor.” Clutching him tighter, her eyes flutter dazedly. “Quiznak. Lotor.”
The sound of her name on her lips unspools him.
Acxa turns into a mess of babbling phrases, and she comes again, clenching around him as her legs tremble. A cry muffles into his neck, and that’s what undoes him.
One thrust later, Lotor lets out a deep, guttural sound as he follows her into the abyss.
Face twisting, his muscles tense, and every nerve feels exposed as he shudders.
He buries himself deep inside her as he finishes, breathing her name and whispering sweet nothings in her ear.
Acxa stays still, accepting everything he gives, her hands resting lightly on his back until his trembling eases.
For a moment, they don’t move.
Sweat clings to their skin, and their hearts beat out of sync. She lifts a hand, brushing the side of his face with her knuckles, and he turns into the touch, pressing a kiss into her palm.
Eventually, Lotor eases out of her, breath hitching quietly, and rolls to the side with a sigh. He gathers her into his arms, drawing her close, and props himself on one elbow, studying her like she’s something he never expected to have, and isn’t sure he’ll get to keep.
Will she leave now that the desire has ebbed? Lotor wonders, swallowing thickly. Will she vanish?
His heart aches as his hand reaches out to brush her shoulder, then her hair, gently sweeping the strands that cling to her cheek, resisting the urge to break.
☆☆☆
Stars above, I love this man, Acxa thinks.
She can only breathe, and the sound of her pulse fills her ears as she burrows into Lotor’s side, staring down at his body with a contented, euphoric smile. Her fingers trace his muscles, and his skin is warm, still carrying the heat of what has passed between them.
Every motion feels unhurried now—the exploration of someone rediscovering the world in the aftermath of something transcendent.
Acxa shifts slightly, her body sore in the most satisfying of ways, as she tilts her head to look up at him.
She feels weightless, as though her limbs no longer adhere to the cruiser’s gravity.
She’s floating.
This was so… perfect.
Feeling as though this is exactly where she is meant to be, she pushes the hair from his face.
He is so perfect.
☆☆☆
Lotor rolls to the edge of the bed, pulls open the top drawer of the nightstand, and retrieves a cloth, carefully wiping her clean.
She says nothing, only watches his doting with a quiet expression and the affectionate smile on her lips.
He pauses once, looking at what’s left of them on her skin.
Stars above, he thinks. This is truly irreversible, isn’t it?
After he finishes the task, he discards the cloth in a bin of dirty laundry and returns to her side.
The sheets lie rumpled and twisted beneath them, but he doesn’t bother fixing them, just as she doesn’t bother slipping away to the bathroom yet. He slides an arm beneath her, pulling her close into the warm space between his chest and the mattress, where their bodies still shine with the afterglow.
Acxa immediately turns into him, one leg sliding over his as she drapes a lazy arm across his torso, and nestles her face into the crook of his neck to press a tender kiss on his pulse. She breathes in the musk of his scent to calm her as he holds her securely.
His fingers trace shapes across her back. Circles. Half-moons. Stars. Little lines with no direction. Words he’s too afraid to say.
Does she know that I love her?
That I don’t want to forget this, even if it breaks me?
“I didn’t think you’d stay,” he murmurs after a while.
A crease forms between her brows. “… I haven’t decided if I will,” she truthfully replies against his collarbone.
He huffs a dry laugh, amused at the honesty. “I can get you water. Or food, if you’re—”
Her palm flattens against his chest before he can rise. “Stay.” She trails her fingers across his chest, tracing a scar that runs diagonally along his ribs.
Lotor nods, brushing his lips to her forehead instinctively.
Acxa opens her mouth, hesitates, then slides out of his arms. “Actually, I need a dobosh,” she says quickly before scurrying across the room.
He watches her go, his hand falling to the mattress as the doors to the adjoining bathroom hiss closed behind her. The warmth of her lingers in the sheets, and he exhales slowly, dragging a hand through his tousled hair.
She’s leaving.
His gaze shifts to the floor where her nightgown lies puddled, and a strange ache pangs in his chest. He swings his legs over the edge of the bed and sits with his elbows on his knees, staring down at his hands.
I am a fool for indulging whatever the quiznak this is. For thinking this meant anything beyond the moment.
Minutes pass, and he busies himself by changing the sheets, tidying his room, and putting away his discarded pajamas. He picks up the nightgown, placing it on a hanger with care, and pulls out something for her to change into when she inevitably leaves.
By the time Acxa emerges, he is reclining on the bed, sheet draped across his legs as he stares at the ceiling with a frown.
She inhales sharply, her eyes lingering on his naked form, and a blush spreads across her cheeks.
“I—” she starts.
“I thought about this,” Lotor admits in a voice so quiet she almost misses it. She blinks rapidly, closing her mouth. “More times than I should have.”
Acxa tilts her head, longing in her features. “Why?”
Because I love you, he wants to say. Because I’ve loved you for deca-phoebs.
He swallows hard, averting his gaze. “I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?” she asks.
Silence stretches between them, and Acxa’s tremulous fingers flex at her sides, betraying the tension beneath her skin. She crosses the room with the kind of grace that seems trained into her bones, each step calculated as if she’s on a mission, and her arms fold over her chest, more for mental distance than modesty.
Exhaling slowly, the fight drains out of her as she sees the clothes laid out. She sits on the edge of the bed. “Can I… stay?”
His brows rise in surprise.
“Not because of what we did. Or because of whatever this… is. I’m tired.” She pauses, glancing at him. “And I don’t want to return to my room reeking of you and shame.”
Lotor snorts softly, the sound both amused and wounded. “I didn’t know I was that repulsive.”
“You’re not.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
“I—” Her mouth screws into a frown. “Never mind.”
The words die on her tongue again, and she slides into the bed of fresh sheets beside him. The mattress dips beneath her weight, and she turns her back to him, eyes fixing on the wall.
Lotor traces the curve of her back with his gaze, watching the rise and fall of her breathing. He stares at her, his heart aching.
The bed smells like her, the sheets are warm, and she is so close.
His skin tingles where she touched and kissed him.
He turns onto his side to face her back, inches of space stretching between their bodies, and he reaches out. His hand hovers with uncertainty above her before he closes the space, letting his palm rest gently against her hip.
Acxa’s muscles tense immediately, but she relaxes beneath his touch and exhales.
“I don’t want to make you feel like you owe me anything,” he says softly, fingers spreading across her skin.
She turns her head, and there’s a heaviness in her gaze that doesn’t lift. “Why do you think I’m going to leave?”
“Because everyone I care about does,” he whispers, voice cracking.
Her grim expression falters, and she rolls onto her back, staring at the ceiling as her fingers twist into the blanket. “That’s what this is about?”
He feels the urge to explain—to justify the distance, the fear, and the way he holds everyone at arm’s length, even the people he aches for.
Especially them.
“I didn’t mean for that to come out like a guilt trip. It’s not about trapping you or making you stay. It’s just—” his voice breaks and he exhales—“that losing people taught me how to expect it, and I’m… afraid of losing you, too.”
“You’re not the only one afraid,” she says quietly, turning onto her side to face him. “But if we’re going to keep using that as a reason to keep breaking each other’s hearts, then maybe we’re just cowards.”
Lotor’s brow furrows, and he sits up, the blanket pooling around his waist. “Is that what you think I am? A coward?”
She blinks at him and reaches out to brush her knuckles against his cheek. “I think we both are, but we don’t have to be. Why should we live in fear? We’ve ensured there are no spies within our ranks. We can be careful, and meet at a certain—”
Oh.
The knot in his chest tightens, and he stares at her. “You want to schedule sex?”
Acxa bursts out laughing before she can stop herself, covering her face with both hands.
Lotor’s eyes widen, his fingers twitching on her skin.
“That’s not what I meant,” she manages, shaking her head as she sits up. “I’m not trying to… stars above, I’m not trying to schedule anything.” She leans in, brushes her nose against his as her thumb traces his lower lip, and takes a brave breath. “I love you, you fool.”
He stares at her, his heart thudding loudly in his ears. “What?”
“I said…” Acxa sighs like it pains her to have to repeat it. “I love you.”
Swallowing hard, the words burn inside him. “I—”
“You don’t have to say it back,” she says quickly. “But I had to tell you.”
“I lo—”
“And I—I’ve been trying to tell you how I felt for phoebs—deca-phoebs, even. But you didn’t seem—I wasn’t brave enough to say anything. And I couldn’t bear the thought of there being more distance between us, so I quietly endured all of it. But I can’t endure it anymore. I love you, and I’m in love with you. You—”
Lotor blinks at her uncharacteristic rambling, and his hand finds hers in the dark, squeezing it.
Acxa swallows thickly, stopping mid-sentence. “What is it?”
He kisses her palm, scoots in to kiss her cheek, then murmurs, “I love you, too, darling.”
Her eyes shimmer with unshed tears, crinkling at the corners. “Really?”
“Of course I do.” When he exhales, a feeling of unadulterated contentment washes over him, and he looks at her as though she is his entire universe. “I love you.”
She smiles, radiant, shy, and sure all at once. And the way she looks at him, as though he’s the only thing that exists, has him peeling off the sheet and pulling her into his arms.
|••••••••••|
The cruiser’s morning setting bleeds light through the bedchamber.
Acxa’s eyes flutter open, heavy with sleep. She stares up at the ceiling, tracing its familiar patterns that mimic the ones in her room. Metal and cold, yet softened now by the warmth of the body behind her.
Lotor stirs, a low sound slipping from his throat as his breath warms against the back of her neck. Without a word, his arm snakes around her waist, pulling her flush against him. His nose nuzzles into her hair, and she feels his lips brush the crown of her head.
She lets out a breath and allows herself to melt into the contact. She shifts slowly, rolling over so they’re facing each other, chest to chest.
His eyes are sleepy as one hand slides lazily along her hip before he buries his face in the curve of her neck and kisses the skin, making her stomach flutter.
“You smell so good, darling Acxa,” he murmurs, inhaling deeply and tightening his grip.
She hums at the affection, fingers drifting up to his jaw. His hair is a mess, sweat and sleep clinging to a few strands, and she pushes them back from his forehead with care.
“You slept through the whole night,” she whispers, voice teasing as her lips graze his temple. “Did I wear you out?”
He snorts against her shoulder. “I wore you out. I’m being a good husband,” he replies smugly, nuzzling into her neck to kiss along her throat. “Look how warm I’ve kept you.”
Acxa’s smirk softens, and she rests her cheek against the top of his head. “I’m glad you got some rest. A real night’s sleep.”
There’s a pause full of comfortable silence.
His palm splays across her stomach as he suddenly asks, “Do you regret it?”
Her eyes snap open, brows drawing together. “What?”
“This. Last night. Everything that followed.”
Her expression flashes with surprise before she quickly shakes her head. “I don’t regret anything.”
Relief visibly passes through him, and he exhales, pressing a kiss to her collarbone.
“Do you?” she asks, carefully watching him as her fingers trail idly along the lines of muscle on his side.
He pulls to look at her, his eyes serious. “Never.”
They lie like that for a long while, wrapped in the hush of early morning, their limbs tangled beneath the sheets. Each kiss between them is unhurried and deep, filled with the emotions and words they hadn’t dared let themselves say for years.
Eventually, Lotor draws back with a wry smile. “I suppose we should at least pretend to be productive today. Perhaps discuss potential diplomatic alliances.”
She arches a brow. “Allow me to reaffirm our alliance properly, darling husband.”
He lets out a grunt as she rolls on top of him, pinning him to the mattress with a teasing smirk. His hands settle at her hips, reverent eyes trailing slowly down her bare body with hunger.
They kiss again and again, and with every touch, the idea of productivity vanishes entirely, melting into the sheets.
|••••••••••|
Acxa sits perched on one end of the couch, datapad in hand. Her posture is as poised and sharp-edged as ever.
Only the faint, traitorous glow of her skin betrays what kind of morning it has been.
Lotor enters with a bottle of water and a nutritional bar, dressed in his armor, as he joins her. He unscrews the cap, takes a sip, then offers the bottle to her before unwrapping the bar and placing it in her hand.
“Thank you,” she says absently, eyes fixed on the scrolling data.
He nods, settling beside her.
“Our spy in Central Command sent reports,” she begins. “Emperor Zarkon knows about Princess (Y/N)’s survival and her affiliation with the rebels. She and Princess Allura were captured briefly a few movements ago.”
His brows pull together, a frown forming. “Captured?”
She nods, eyes flicking up at him. “Short-lived. The Paladins of Voltron intervened.” She pauses and takes a bite. “She seemed unharmed when I saw her in the weblum. The Red Paladin—he protects her.”
Lotor hums, a faint, noncommittal sound that vibrates in his chest, but Acxa knows that tone. He’s deep in thought, dissecting all angles.
“What do we know of the Paladins?” he asks.
She scrolls with her index finger. “Not much. They’re Earthlings. Young. The Black Paladin is a former prisoner—the one they called ‘Champion’ under the High Priestess. Captured last deca-phoeb with two others. One’s confirmed imprisoned. The other… status unknown.”
He leans closer, reading over her shoulder. She swallows hard, feeling the awareness of him in every inch of her skin.
“Rumors suggest the Green Paladin may be connected to the remaining Earthlings,” she adds, bringing up another file.
“Family?” he asks.
“Most likely, though not confirmed.”
Lotor’s gaze lingers on her face before returning to the datapad. “Keep surveillance tight. We need more.”
“Understood, sir,” she replies, fingers already inputting commands.
He leans closer, voice low. “You don’t have to call me that. Not when it’s only us.”
Acxa’s spine stiffens, and she leans back ever so slightly. “We are never only us.”
His throat tightens, but whatever response he’s forming dies in his throat because, as if on cue, Ezor, Zethrid, and Narti enter the lounge, all geared up in their armor. Kova rests atop Narti’s shoulder, purring quietly and swishing his tail.
“Did we miss anything, sir?” Zethrid asks as she drops onto the couch across from them.
Lotor straightens, the air between him and Acxa snapping back into formality.
“No,” he says, tone even. “But we have much to do.”
Zethrid cracks a grin. “Finally. I was starting to get bored.”
Ezor flops down beside her. “Are we gonna fight Voltron? The Empire needs recruits.”
Nodding eagerly, Zethrid throws her arms out. “And explosions. Lots of explosions. I want to blow stuff up.”
Acxa finishes the nutritional bar, her tone dry. “Voltron isn’t our concern right now. Prince Lotor has a plan we must follow.”
Ezor deflates, her shoulders sagging. “That’s not fair. I want to see the kitties.”
He chuckles. “We’ve got a schedule to maintain.”
Acxa gives him a withering look but says nothing.
It’s back to work as she flows through data, switching the conversations into mild debriefs of intel.
Soon, the conversation seamlessly changes to strategy, and Lotor takes the lead, his voice turning firm and commanding as he assigns Narti, Ezor, and Zethrid a reconnaissance mission, outlining the parameters with efficiency.
Then, with a glance at Acxa, he announces that the two of them will be handling a special operation.
|••••••••••|
Acxa sighs softly beneath the covers, the sound low and lazy, like a cat. She shifts closer to Lotor, burrowing against the warmth of his bare skin as she trails kisses along the sharp line of his jaw.
“Now will you tell me where we’re going?” she murmurs as she presses her nose into the curve of his neck. “Please.”
A small smile tugs at his lips, and he dips his head, brushing a kiss to her temple.
The blanket slides down to the mattress with a rustle as he rises and crosses the room. He moves unhurriedly, smoothing down his hair with a hand.
At the dresser, he plucks out a fresh pair of boxers and steps into them, maintaining eye contact.
Acxa watches, chin propped on her knees, now drawn to her chest as her back presses against the headboard. A flush spreads on her cheeks, and she is a vision of tousled serenity tangled in the sheets.
He pulls on the black undersuit through his limbs, and the stretch of fabric clings to him as he zips it closed. His gaze shifts toward Acxa, whose eyes are bright with suspicion and affection.
“What are you up to?” she asks, one brow arching as she tilts her head, “with your ‘special operation’?”
Lotor chuckles as he strides back across the room and leans over her, cradling her cheek. “I’m being romantic.”
She rolls her eyes but leans into his touch. “The cruiser to ourselves—aside from the sentries—is already romantic.”
He smirks. “Think of this as a mission of utmost importance.” His breath ghosts over her lips before he kisses her. “So get dressed, darling. I’d like to leave in half a varga.”
She exhales, a quiet mix of protest and curiosity, and her shoulders drop as she studies him. Her eyes dart from his eyes to his mouth. “But where are we going? You know I like being prepared.”
Lotor’s smile remains enigmatic, and he presses a kiss to her forehead. “You’ll see.”
Acxa narrows her eyes, unconvinced, and swings her legs over the bed to rise. The sheets fall away, and she crosses the room, rummaging through her belongings for fresh undergarments and her toiletries.
Behind her, Lotor moves closer and bends to kiss the top of her shoulder.
“Are you taking a shower?” he asks, voice dipped in mischief.
“Yes.” She glances up at him, quirking a brow. “You could join me.”
He releases a breathy laugh, already finding the zipper on the back once more. “If you insist.”
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"It's heaven in my heart, and we could find you some space, mm
I could be the world to you, the missing piece
That extra sentimental kind of chemistry
Some people make it hard, with me, that isn't the case"
Olivia Dean, So Easy (To Fall In Love)
"Funny how true colours shine in darkness and in secrecy"
Hozier, Unknown / Nth
"Dancing through our house
With the ghost of you"
5 Seconds of Summer, Ghost of You
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PART XI: A Supposed Messiah
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The air is full of the sound of life—bright and chaotic, laced with laughter. Children shriek and tumble through the meadow and wildflowers. Overhead, a kite jerks and flutters in the wind, its ribbon tail a streamer of color flying wildly against the sky.
Farther off, a group of older children crouches in the tall grass, stacking stones and dragging branches into place.
Beneath the dappled shade of a great willow tree, Prince Lotor leans against the trunk, his armor traded for a simple white linen shirt rolled up to his elbows and a pair of cream colored pants. A small baby boy rests in his arms, his breath warm against Lotor's chest. The infant's eyes are closed, his thumbs tucked beneath his fingers as he dreams.
This child was born on New Altea, one of many.
Tilting his head back, Lotor watches the world from beneath the canopy. Sunlight slips through the leaves, and a quiet sigh drifts from his parted lips. Pride swells within him—not of himself, but of what has survived and grown.
In his time of cryostasis, the colonies have flourished, surpassing everything he ever could've imagined.
The baby stirs, making a small questioning noise.
Lotor looks down, his expression softening. "Ah," he whispers, gently rocking him. "Are you awake, little one?"
From across the meadow, Romelle's laughter travels through the air, the sound startling him with its joy. She is playing tag with a group of children, ducking under tree branches and weaving through the flowers, her braids trailing behind. Her cheeks are flushed, and her smile is unguarded.
He smiles faintly. It's an involuntary thing, tugging at the corners of his mouth.
Not far from her, a small picnic has been spread beneath the gentle slope of a hill. Bandor sits in his mother's lap, his round face tipped toward the sun, his hands clapping in gleeful rhythm as he cheers the chase. His mother, Iva, laughs softly, catching one of his flailing hands before it unbalances the plate beside them.
Around her lie the remains of their meal: a torn loaf of bread, cheese wrapped in cloth, a handful of fruits, and cups knocked over in the grass and left there, forgotten in the excitement of the afternoon.
For a long while, Lotor simply stands and watches, drinking in the scene, the easy disorder of joy.
This, he thinks, is what peace looks like.
After a moment, Iva looks up, sensing him there. Her gaze is open, respectful but unafraid. She shifts Bandor to one side, brushing crumbs from his shirt.
"My great-gran says you once held her, too, my lord," she says.
Lotor glances down at her with faint amusement. "I remember," he says softly. "Though she wasn't nearly as well-behaved as little Elio here." He looks toward the infant in his arms and then back again. "Is Romelle your oldest?"
Iva's smile falters, and something heavy passes behind her eyes. She smooths a hand over Bandor's hair with trembling fingers.
"No," she murmurs, voice unsteady. "Avok was."
He nods, understanding the gravity of her words. "I'm sorry."
"The physicians said his heart couldn't hold much longer. They said—" She swallows hard, busying herself with the hem of Bandor's shirt. "They said there might be a way, somequintant. That if he can wait long enough, the stars might offer him a new one."
☆☆☆
Romelle's face cranes up to look at the colossal ship that arrived last movement and crosses her arms.
"Isn't she a beaut?"
The smooth voice comes from behind her, far too close.
Her pulse jumps, and she twists in surprise.
Prince Lotor stands there, framed in the golden glow of the sun, his smile carrying that same effortless confidence she's come to expect—the kind that makes you forget, for a heartbeat, who and what he really is.
Romelle scoffs under her breath, kicking at a pebble. "You're leaving soon, aren't you?"
"Yes," he replies after a pause, his gaze following hers up along the ship's hull.
She hesitates. "You could take me with you."
The fragile words hang between them; she hadn't meant to sound so much like a child.
Lotor's gaze lingers on her face, and he sighs, clasping his hands behind his back. "You know I can't."
"I'm not afraid, my lord."
"I know."
"You know?" Romelle bristles, turning toward him as her brows draw together.
A poignant smile spreads on his lips. "It is not my wish to keep you all confined," he says softly. "I know there's more you want to do—more you could do. Believe me, I understand that better than anyone. But it's not feasible while Emperor Zarkon still breathes. This—" he gestures toward the metal yurts in the distance—"is the only way to keep the colonies safe."
"Safe," she mutters. "This place is a quizacker cage, and you know it."
Lotor's eyes are fixed somewhere beyond the ship, past the horizon, where the sky fades from gilded rays to bright blue. The morning wind stirs, tugging at the loose strands of Romelle's hair.
Swallowing hard, the sting of frustration builds in her chest. She feels a prickle behind her eyes and clenches her fists to drive it away.
His gaze wanders back to hers, and she's glaring at him, her jaw set.
|••••••••••|
The hills are covered in a carpet of foxgloves and lanes of cornflowers, with ripples of field scabious drifting among them. The air buzzes with bees, their low hum weaving between the stems, while a soft wind bends the tall grasses. Here and there, a grasshopper sparrow lifts from the meadow, vanishing into the bright blue sky.
Standing in the midst of it all is an imposing monument with hundreds of names inscribed into the stone. At its base, the grasses give way to bare soil, a small clearing kept clean by countless hands that come to remember.
Romelle walks the last few paces silently, clutching a bouquet of juniberry flowers close to her chest.
Bandor trails behind her, boots sinking into the ground. Elio clutches his hand, his strawberry blonde hair in disarray.
When she reaches the statue of Prince Lotor—made millennia ago by the first wave of Altean refugees to commemorate him for saving them—the wind tugs at her hair, blowing stray strands out from her pigtails.
"So many of our people have gone to the new Colony," she murmurs, falling to her knees. Her throat burns, and the anguish of heartbreak smolders in her insides. A trembling hand presses against cool stone—an effort to comfort the grief. "Petrulius, Gnautu, Rahz, Avok, and of course, Mother and Father. I miss them all so much."
Bandor closes the distance, looking down at her with a small smile. "I'm sure we'll have a chance to see them again when we're chosen to travel to the Second Colony."
The scent of the juniberries fills her senses until her eyes sting. "I don't know if I want to go," she admits, her voice softer than the wind. "Every name here once dreamed of the same thing—new beginnings, better skies, safer lands. And now..." Her throat tightens. "Now they're carved into a monument."
He kneels beside her, his hand brushing over the inscriptions of their parents. "They knew the risks," he says gently, lingering at their names. "The journey takes courage."
Romelle let out a bitter laugh. "Courage," she echoes. "So we're told."
A frown twists his lips. "It's what we're raised for. The Colony is a great honor. Our quintessence can save countless others."
Shame blossoms in her chest.
Journeying to the Colony is considered the highest honor. Every family in the settlement whispers about it—how those chosen are blessed by destiny, how their names will be remembered long after they themselves fade.
Her brothers were always the faithful ones, whereas she often has questions.
Surely the Galra Empire cannot still be as monstrous as the Prince claims in his transmissions. Those distorted messages come through at least once a phoeb, and she listens to them in the dark sometimes, when the others are asleep—his voice steady and regal, speaking of tyranny, endless war, resistance.
And yet, she wonders.
If the Galra are truly so evil, wouldn't he have sought refuge here? Wouldn't he have stayed in New Altea, safe among his people, instead of lingering out there in the endless void?
She stares at the colony around her.
Beyond this, there is only water. Only silence. Communication with the other colonies would risk discovery by the Galra.
Why are they still stuck on this planet?
She's asked him before, pleaded, even. She's made her case to join him, to travel beyond the Quantum Abyss and see what lies past the veil of light and distance. But each time, he denies her, quelling her protests with the same patient tone and words.
The wind shifts, stirring the meadow and grass. A sound like thunder rolls across the sky from far away, and a deep, resonant vibration thrums around them.
Elio gasps and looks up. A ship splits the horizon as it steadily ascends.
"Look!" Bandor says, standing quickly to point. "They're sending another group."
Romelle lifts her eyes, her gaze hardening as she rises. "Do you think they'll make it? All the way through?"
"Of course," he replies without hesitation.
"Prince Lotor wouldn't send them if it weren't safe," Elio adds.
Turning back to the statue, she mutters, "That's what they said about the First Colony, too."
A cloud drifts over the sun, the meadow darkening as color bleeds from the world. The shadow of the monument lengthens below their feet.
Bandor reaches down and offers his hand. "Come on. It's almost time for our midquintant meal."
She hesitates, gaze lingering once more over the names—her parents, her friends, her future carved in stone.
Whether or not she shares their fate remains to be seen.
|••••••••••|
The line shuffles forward as Romelle stands in line with Bandor, her fingers twisting into the ends of her sleeves. Ahead, colonists step forward one by one to face the physician—a lanky man in a dark uniform with tired eyes.
Each Altean presents their wrist, and he enters their information into the datapad before scanning them.
Off to the side, Elio shifts from one foot to the other, too restless to stand still. He's too young to be assessed—too young, Romelle thinks, to understand what it means to leave this place behind.
Once it's her turn, the physician doesn't look at her long. The datapad emits a red light as he lowers it, and his lips press together as he gives the smallest shake of his head.
Relief washes over her, then Bandor steps forward. The physician repeats the motion, but this time the datapad dings.
Blue. Approved.
Her heart drops before Bandor's expression changes. His eyes widen, then brighten with a strange, fervent light.
Without a word, he turns toward the loading ramp.
She lunges forward and grabs his sleeve. "Don't do this!" Her voice cracks, the words tumbling out too fast.
He turns, calm where she is chaos. "It is Lotor's will."
Her breath hitches. "I'll never see you again!" Tears blur her vision as she throws her arms around him, clinging to him as her knees buckle beneath her. "Don't let him tear our family apart."
Bandor's hand comes to rest on her head. "Don't worry," he says softly, as if speaking to a child. "I'm sure you'll be selected to come to the Colony soon."
Elio breaks from the sidelines, sprinting toward them. He collides with Romelle and Bandor, wrapping his small arms around them. "I'm gonna miss you," he says, voice muffled against his brother's shirt.
Bandor tightens his embrace, holding them both. "I'll see you soon," he murmurs.
Eyes shining with tears, Elio pulls back just enough to look up at him. "Promise you'll say hello to Mother and Father?"
He nods. "Promise." He steps back, his gaze lingering on them both. "Goodbye, Romelle. Goodbye, Elio."
☆☆☆
Ever since the accidental mishap that left Lotor frozen in cryosleep for millennia, he has devoted countless years to perfecting the design of a special ship—one so fast and undetectable that it can slip through the Quantum Abyss without a trace.
His vigilance has never wavered. It cannot.
Each journey to and from the Altean colonies is calculated, cautious, and shadowed by the constant threat of discovery, whether by a spy from Central Command or Haggar herself.
Yet despite their reach, the planet's location remains a secret known only to him and its inhabitants.
And now, Acxa.
She sits as still as a statue, hands neatly folded in her lap, knuckles tight with tension. Staring out the cockpit's viewport, her gaze is distant, and tears cling to her lashes.
Subtly shifting, her fingers quickly brush beneath an eye to erase one tear, and she swallows hard.
Lotor casts a sidelong glance at her, catching her contemplative expression. His hands remain steady on the controls, eyes fixed ahead. But his tone betrays his ache as he says in a low voice, "You look like her. Your mother."
"I'd forgotten the sound of her voice," she whispers, her breath hitching. An unsteady, brittle laugh escapes her, and she leans back against the seat, closing her eyes. The tears slip free at last, silently trailing down her cheeks. "I—I can't believe I'd forgotten it."
The silence grows beside the thrum of the engines before Acxa glances at him, full of love, heartbreak, and an emotion that feels too prodigious to describe.
His expression softens as he reaches for her hand, fingers intertwining with hers as his thumb moves in slow, soothing circles across the back of her palm.
"I don't usually come during this part of the phoeb. Not when the light triggers the dark stars," Lotor admits, offering her a small, almost shy smile. "But I thought... you'd want to see them again."
Warmth fills her chest, and she tightens her hold.
"I did," she whispers. "Very much so. Thank you."
The ship glides through the dark star, entering a tunnel of glowing blue and shimmering stars as they stare at one another.
Unbuckling from her seat, Acxa closes the distance, and he looks up as her hands rest on either side of his chair. She leans in.
Her lips meet his, tentative at first, then surer as he exhales and reaches for her, fingers finding her waist. The kiss deepens, the hum of the ship merging with the rush of blood in their veins.
When the ship emerges from the tunnel, a planet made of swirling red and white appears.
They part, breathless, her lips still tingling, his gaze lingering on her face.
Acxa turns toward the viewport, and wonder fills her expression. "What is this place?" she whispers.
He smiles faintly, his hand rising to cup her cheek, thumb brushing against her skin. "Welcome," he murmurs, "to New Altea."
☆☆☆
A hurried knock startles Romelle from sleep. She lies still, unsure if she imagined it. The room is dark, lulling her back to dreamland. But the knock comes again, more insistent this time.
Groaning softly, she swings her legs over the side of the bed, and her body protests as she stands, every step caught between fatigue and curiosity.
The yurt is quiet as she trudges down the stairs, one hand sliding along the railing.
At the front door, she hesitates, and unease prickles the back of her neck.
She presses her palm to the doorpad, and the door slides open with a hiss.
Sloane, her neighbor, stands there.
The girl's hair clings to her forehead, her chest rising and falling in uneven breaths. Her face is blotchy, pale beneath the freckles, eyes wide and glassy as if she's been running—or crying—or both.
The faint light from the corridor outside catches on the sheen of sweat at her temples.
Romelle blinks, the fog of sleep still dragging at her thoughts as she rubs her eyes. "Sloane?" Her voice is hoarse. "What are you doing here?"
Her mouth opens, then closes again.
Concern finally cuts through Romelle's fatigue as she steps closer. "Sloane," she says again. "What's wrong?"
Sloane swallows. Her eyes dart briefly to the side, as if searching for the right words, or the courage to say them.
"He's..." Her throat works around the word. "He's gone."
The words hang in the air, the world narrows, and all the noise recedes until there is only the pulse in Romelle's ears.
"Gone?" she echoes. The word doesn't make sense. "Who—"
Sloane's eyes glisten. "Bandor," she breathes. "There was... there was an accident."
The air leaves her lungs in a sharp, disbelieving gasp. "W-What?"
"My father—" Sloane's voice trembles, and she steps forward, reaching out, as if touch might make it easier to say. "The Second Colony's calculations—" She stops herself, shaking her head. "Romelle, I'm so sorry."
Staring past her, Romelle feels the strength drain from her body as she steps back. The air is heavy, too thick to draw into her lungs. She stumbles toward the small living room, the familiar space suddenly foreign.
Sloane follows her in, closing the door behind her. "We don't know everything yet," she says gently, though her voice lacks conviction. "They're saying—"
Romelle lifts her head sharply. "Don't." The single word cuts the air. "Don't lie to me."
Silence falls between them, but Elio's footsteps creak above. He must have woken from the sound of voices.
Floorboards shift as he softly calls out, "Ro?"
Romelle's lips part, but no words come. Her body moves before thought can catch up, and she unsteadily brushes past Sloane toward the stairs.
The shadow of Elio's figure greets her as she pauses.
She draws a breath, her voice breaking as she says, "Go home, Sloane."
Sloane hesitates. "Romelle—"
"Please." Her eyes are watery, but her face is composed in the way of someone who knows that if they crumble, they will never stop. "I need—" She swallows hard. "I need a moment."
"Okay," she whispers, slowly nodding. "Night."
Her footsteps retreat until the door slides open and the wind returns, cool against Romelle's face.
Elio waits at the top of the stairs, wrapped in a blanket, his hair tousled and eyes wide. "Was that Sloane?" he asks, stifling a yawn. "What did she want?"
Romelle pulls him into her arms once she reaches the landing, trying to keep her trembling at bay.
"Everything is all right," she murmurs. "Sloane just wanted to say good night. Go back to bed."
He nods, trusting her too easily, and pads back toward his room.
☆☆☆
A week has passed since Lotor and Acxa first set foot on the planet, and now their time here is drawing to a close. The days moved too quickly, slipping through their fingers, and each one had been filled with special moments, full of simple joys.
The mornings were always bright, and morning dew clung to the grass as Lotor would lead Acxa along narrow trails. He spoke of the land's history, old names, and the colonies' hardworking people who had tended it.
Acxa listened to his every word.
One afternoon, through one of the northern continents, he brought her to a forest clearing where a stream ran over smooth stones. They spent hours sitting on the riverbank, making love, and enjoying their time together, content to exist without needing words.
Lotor skimmed small pebbles across the water's surface while Acxa dipped her feet into the cold current.
They visited the garden at the town's center, where the Altean colonists greeted them warmly, and Acxa, so often composed and distant, found herself drawn into their easy rhythm. Children ran circles around her, giggling as they mispronounced her name, and she—smiling despite herself—knelt to show them how to whistle like the hidden birds flitting between tree branches.
The communal spaces were alive with laughter, music, and stories.
Nights were different, softer, and it felt as though the world slowed between them.
Sometimes they would wander beyond the colony's walls, venturing into wild, untouched landscapes where the stars felt impossibly close.
While she never said much during the outings, her hand always found Lotor's.
As the final sunset draws near, he realizes that a week has not been long enough.
The sky's molten gold turns into violet, each hue desperately clinging to the horizon as though reluctant to fade. Wind moves gently across the meadow, carrying the scent of wildflowers.
Lotor sits at the top of the hill, watching the light slide over the grass as Acxa leans her head on his shoulder.
The world has given them a glimpse of true, peaceful contentment.
He wants to seize the moment the way the sky holds its final color—refusing to let go, even as the darkness rises to claim it.
☆☆☆
"Does anyone else know?" Romelle's voice carries from the back of the crowd, clear enough to cut through the sound of engines winding down.
Sloane's head jerks toward her, her eyes going wide. She glances at a few onlookers before getting closer, her hand catching Romelle's sleeve. "You can't tell anyone," she whispers, voice trembling. "Promise me."
She feels the pulse in her throat, each heartbeat feeding the slow burn of anger building in her chest.
The ramp lowers, and through the haze of exhaust, Lotor disembarks. And beside him walks someone unfamiliar: a woman with blue skin. The two of them descend together.
Romelle's stomach twists, her hands curling into fists, nails biting into her palms.
She had told herself she was ready for this. For him.
But readiness was a lie.
The moment she sees him—standing there as if her family hasn't disappeared and bled because of him—her composure fractures. He looks so calm, so unbearably composed. It makes the fury rush back in a hot wave, and the pretty alien at his side only fuels it, that serene smile rubbing salt in the wound.
As the crowd begins to disperse, Romelle's pulse spikes.
How dare he?
He's taken everything. Her brother. Her father. Her mother. Bandor.
How dare he walk into this place, unguarded and unashamed, as though the blood on his hands has long since dried?
"Does anyone else know?" she repeats, eyes locked on him.
Sloane's grip tightens. "Romelle, please."
But the damage is done.
In the charged stillness, Romelle swears he will pay for the lives he's stolen.
She steps forward before Sloane can stop her, and every step she takes feels detached, like her body's moving without her permission.
Lotor must hear her approach because he registers her face and smiles.
"Acxa," he begins, turning toward the blue-skinned woman at his side. "This is Rome—"
Her hand moves before she knows it, and the slap pierces through the air.
Startled, Acxa recoils, and her hand reaches for the gun at her hip. A dozen eyes swing toward them.
Romelle's chest heaves. "You think you can just walk in here," she spits, "as if nothing happened. As if my family didn't die because of you."
He takes a step closer and lowers his voice so only she can hear. "You know that isn't true."
Sloane is there now, trying to pull her back with a plea. But Romelle shakes her off, her pulse pounding in her ears.
"He's gone!" she continues, her voice rising. "You promised protection. You promised—"
She doesn't get to finish.
Two sets of strong arms seize her from behind. Her boots slip against the grass as she's lifted, legs kicking, her voice breaking into a furious, wordless cry.
Shouts erupt around her, and somewhere amidst the chaos, Lotor stands still, regret flickering across his face.
☆☆☆
Fingers twitching at her sides, Acxa hesitates at the base of the ramp. The surface beneath her boots is a stretch of light gray rock. She glances between the moon's barren surface, the metallic Galra facility, and Lotor's grim expression.
The silence stretches.
"Where... are we?" she asks, scanning the eerie quiet.
She turns slowly toward the bleak expanse as if expecting movement, but nothing answers.
"You'll see," he says, stepping forward.
The structure looms larger as they approach, and he stops before the sealed doors, his jaw tight.
With a low sigh, he presses his palm against the door pad. A deep mechanical groan sounds as the massive doors part with a hiss.
Stale air greets them as they step inside, and the motion sensors register them, bathing the corridor in purple light.
Dust motes swirl in the air, and Acxa waves a hand in front of her face as she follows Lotor deeper into the facility. Her gaze sweeps across the vacant hallways.
"Millennia ago, before I was ever stationed on Planet Maur," he explains as he leads them down, "I discovered references to this planet, deeply hidden in encrypted messages written in Altean. After my exile and getting sober—" They take a right, and the words catch in his throat—"I had nothing left to lose, so I figured I'd come to the Quantum Abyss or die trying.
"I believe this place was intended as a sanctuary. Or preservation. That's why this moon facility is full of—" He stops at another panel and presses his palm against the door pad—"these."
Acxa's steps falter as the doors slide open, and they enter the chamber. Hundreds of cryogenic pods are stacked in neat, orderly rows, coated in dust and mist. One pod near the front is clearer than the rest, and she sees a face through it.
"Lotor..." Her voice wavers before she can steady it, eyes going wide. "W–What's going on? Is this a mausoleum?"
He stops mid-step, shoulders stiffening. Slowly, he turns toward her, the faintest crease forming between his brows. He doesn't understand until his gaze follows hers.
Realization dawns on him. "I know this looks damning," he says softly.
Acxa's eyes don't leave the pods.
"I know what it looks like," he repeats, touching her arm, pulling her attention back. "But they're not... they're not prisoners."
She turns to look at him, raising a brow. "Then what are they?"
Lotor exhales, stepping to one of the pods, and places a hand flat on the glass. He hesitates, and the silence is absolute.
Swallowing hard, her stomach twists into a knot as she approaches the nearest one.
Her fingers tremble as she wipes a smear of grime from the pod's glass. The smudged condensation clears, and inside, a young Altean woman lies motionless, suspended in fluid and hooked up to a series of wires and pipes.
Her eyes are closed. Her expression is placid, almost peaceful.
Acxa's breath catches. "Ara, help me," she whispers, stepping back in horror. "Are you... harvesting their quintessence?"
"No—No, that's not—" His voice sharpens, panicked. "They aren't being drained. Most are in cryostasis."
Her gaze darts between him and the endless rows of pods, disbelief and confusion etched into every line of her expression. "Lotor, these Alteans are dead."
He shakes his head, visibly swallowing. "This moon—these pods—they were already here when I found them. I didn't build this place. I repurposed it."
She blinks slowly, as though his words need time to sink in. "Why are you showing me this?"
Lotor steps back with a heavy exhale and gestures to the rows behind him. "Because... I want to share everything with you." His voice softens to a whisper. "This is where I've been. Where I come when I need to remember. These people—these volunteers—"
Acxa studies him in silence, her face unreadable. Then she steps past him, deeper into the chamber. He doesn't follow right away, watching her as his mouth screws shut.
She stops before another pod, where a young boy lies inside, and floats weightlessly in the suspension fluid.
Her fingers hover over the glass as she quietly asks, "He volunteered?"
"Yes," Lotor says. "This is our medical section."
She closes her eyes, pain flickering across her face. "He's a child."
"His name is Avok," he says quietly. "Eight deca-phoebs old from a colony in the West. He was born with a serious heart condition, and the Altean physicians in the colonies have no experience treating it. His parents brought him here themselves."
Her eyes open again. "You're storing their identities?"
"Of course." He steps closer, lowering his voice. "Every name, every memory."
"How long has he been here?" she asks.
"Longer than you think," he answers. "They're not meant to be left here forever. But our attempts to extract quintessence have... failed."
Her head tilts slightly, confusion returning. "Failed?" she echoes with a frown. "What do you mean by 'failed'?"
Lotor hesitates, his hand lifting with caution, afraid she might flinch. When she doesn't pull away, his fingers find hers—cold meeting warmth. He holds on carefully, and her brows furrow.
"Come," he says at last. "There's more I need to show you."
He leads her deeper into the chamber.
"This is what we refer to as the First Colony," he explains.
Acxa keeps her distance, eyes flicking from pod to pod.
"They were the ones we assessed as viable candidates to survive the transfusion—the individuals who radiated the highest levels of quintessence and potential for Altean alchemy. At the time, we believed our data was sound, our hypothesis airtight." He looks at his reflection. "But I was a fool. We thought we could siphon only what was necessary, but we miscalculated. Instead of taking a measured amount, we took everything. Every drop of quintessence."
He stares at the pod. The blue light from within casts his face in a sickly glow, cutting deep shadows beneath his eyes.
"They... died..." he whispers. "Every single one of them. Their bodies couldn't withstand the loss, and we didn't realize the damage until it was far too late."
"And Romelle?" Acxa croaks out, her voice cracking. "What about what she said?"
Lotor doesn't answer immediately. He moves forward, his hand brushing across the side of a pod as he listens to the rush of bubbles.
He guides her farther in, past the rows of failed attempts. The deeper they go, the clearer the fluid becomes, but the bodies suspended within are worse. Shrivelled. Thin skin is prominently stretched over bones, and their foggy, unfocused eyes stare at them, ghosts of the people they once were.
"The Second Colony..." He trails off. "It seems to share the same fate."
She tears herself free, folding her arms over her chest as she stares at the pods. Lotor's jaw clenches, and he opens his mouth to apologize and explain, but she shakes her head.
"You're preserving their corpses?" she asks, her voice low, incredulous. "You're keeping them like trophies?"
His eyes flash with hurt as he frowns. "Of course not. These Alteans still have a chance."
Acxa exhales and turns away, circling the chamber.
Lotor stays where he is, watching her. He doesn't reach for her this time.
He gives her the distance she needs.
"I didn't bring you here to frighten you. Or to prove something or justify myself," he says after a long while. He steps up behind her. "I brought you here to show you what we're really fighting for. Not power. Not conquest. Not purification. This—unlimited quintessence without the cost of every living thing."
Acxa stands there before turning to face him. Her eyes are hard, searching. "But you—you've cost these lives."
His shoulders slump, and he runs a hand through his hair. He looks tired all of a sudden.
"Quintessence is life itself," he murmurs. "Perhaps it can... bring them back."
"That's why you want the comet," she says quietly after a careful, critical observation. "To access the rift."
"Yes."
"The Alteans trust you."
"They do." He meets her gaze. "And I failed many of them. I know that. It's my duty not to fail them again."
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"The moon will sing a song for me
I loved you like the sun
Bore the shadows that you made
With no light of my own"
The Crane Wives, The Moon Will Sing
"To and fro, I will not follow
Where you go, I will not also"
The Oh Hellos, Thus Always To Tyrants
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PART XII: The Plight of an Empire
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In the Troxlite star system, Prince Lotor's cruiser has been hidden and out of sight.
Strong blue light bathes the hangar bay as sentries continue construction on the Sincline ships, welding the comet ore together. It hardens with a sizzle under the pressure, throwing off sparks that scatter across the floor, and the sharp scent of singed metal hangs in the air.
Lotor stands at the edge of the observation deck, hands clasped behind his back as his gaze fixes on the ships. Beyond, construction officers hold datapads, ensuring all is going according to his designs.
Acxa appears, her lips drawn in a line as she walks to stand a few steps behind him. Ezor and Narti turn to face her, but he keeps his gaze fixed ahead.
"My lord, we just received a message from Central Command," she announces. "Emperor Zarkon requires your presence immediately."
"Very well," he replies. "Prepare a ship."
Ezor's brows rise. "Do you think he's onto us?"
"No. My father is simply ready to return to the throne. He can have it. Our plans have not changed." Lotor turns around, glancing between the three Generals before landing on one. "Narti, come with me."
She bows her head, placing a hand over her chest to salute.
Acxa's gaze shifts from them to the ships.
"The rest of you, continue to oversee construction," he states. "We will return shortly."
The corridor outside the hangar bay echoes with activity as Ezor splits off with Narti. Acxa continues walking beside Lotor, her posture stiff.
She doesn't resist when his fingers close around her wrist to tug her into a shadowed alcove, free of cameras. Wariness flickers in her gaze as she stares up at him, and his other hand rises to her face, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.
His thumb lingers on her cheekbone, and his eyes search hers.
"Lotor," she warns quietly. "Someone could walk by."
"I know." He doesn't step back. "But I needed a moment with you. I miss you. Dearly."
Her mouth opens to protest, but she wraps her arms around him instead. "I miss you, too."
His voice drops to a whisper. "I'm sorry."
"I know." She nods, running her fingers against his cool armor as she fully embraces him. "As am I."
Letting out a shuddering breath, Lotor presses her further against the wall as he lowers his lips to kiss just above her left horns. "I love you, darling."
Acxa blinks rapidly, then breathes out. She straightens, pulling away enough to clear her head. "You have to go," she says.
He nods, glancing down the corridor.
Still no one.
Lotor takes her hand and presses a small, metallic device into her palm.
Her eyes drop to it. "What is this?"
"An encrypted communicator," he says quietly. "No one else knows it exists."
Acxa's eyes snap up to his. "Lotor..."
"If anything happens, and you need to reach me..." He closes her fingers around it. "Use it."
The small blue lights embedded in the metal blink, and she hesitates.
"Please take it," he says.
She stares at him before storing the device beneath her armor, and her jaw tightens as she runs her hands against him for comfort. "Do you think your father will kill you?" she asks.
Lotor winces. "I don't—I don't believe he will. We've been careful."
"I'd feel better if we were all to go." Acxa's heart pounds. "Five against one—six if we bring (Y/N)."
His expression shifts into one of slight amusement as he chuckles. "You want to storm Central Command?"
Sighing, a bashful flush spreads over her cheeks. "I am aware it's not quite a... calculated plan. No need to laugh at my expense."
Expression easing despite the tension pulsing within, he brushes his knuckles along her jawline.
"I'm sure you could make it one, darling hunter," he says with a faint smile. "If there is anyone capable of outsmarting my father, it's you. But everything will be fine. Alright?"
She nods, forcing her nerves aside. "Alright."
He leans down, pressing a quick, gentle kiss against her lips. "Can you check on (Y/N) for me?" he whispers, eyes scanning over all her features as he memorizes her.
She swallows the lump in her throat, breathes out another shaky, "Alright," and grabs the collar of his suit, pulling him down.
Lotor meets her lips with hungry fervor.
☆☆☆
Acxa purses her lips and crosses her arms as she stares at the doors leading to (Y/N)'s room.
She's been pacing for a quarter-varga already, trying to muster the courage to confront the rageful, restless Princess.
She is going to rip me a new one when I go in there, she thinks. Be brave.
With a sharp intake of breath, Acxa places a firm hand against the door pad and unlocks it. They hiss as they open, and cool air from the corridor spills into the stifling room.
Acxa braces herself, but (Y/N) is too busy sprawled on the floor, sipping juice. Her head rests against the wall, legs stretched out. She lets out an exasperated sigh and tosses the empty pouch into a pile of crushed ones lying forgotten beside her.
When she sees Acxa, her expression shifts from surprise to slow-burning resentment.
"Oh," she mutters, leaning forward to sift through juice pouches. She grabs a blue berry one, tossing it to her. "It's you."
Acxa stays near the threshold and catches the pouch, eying it warily to ensure it's not been tampered with. Her eyes scan the room, focusing on the untouched tray of snacks, the dent in the wall where something had been thrown, and the bruising on (Y/N)'s knuckles.
"Why haven't you eaten?" she asks, fully stepping into the room.
The doors seal behind her as she walks to the tray, lifts a piece of fruit, and bites into it absently, chewing as she looks at (Y/N).
"They're not poisoned," she adds, gesturing.
(Y/N) snorts, standing to walk beside Acxa, and turns toward the window with her arms crossed tightly over her chest. The light of the Troxlite galaxy spills across her dour face, and the shadows under her eyes are deep with exhaustion.
She doesn't enjoy the view. Her breath fogs the glass facing her as she exhales.
"I guess you're here to convince me Lotor's still a good man," she says flatly, rolling her eyes.
Acxa tilts her head, carefully watching her. "No."
(Y/N) glances at her, suspicious.
"I'm here because he doesn't know how to ask you to forgive him." Acxa pokes the straw through the juice pouch, taking a slow sip. "He doesn't think he deserves it after locking you here."
Tightening her stance, (Y/N)'s mouth twists. "So I should forgive him because he thinks he's... protecting me? That is the stupidest quiznaking—"
"Princess, I'm not trying to excuse Prince Lotor's actions." She sighs, looking at the floor and her boots. "Listen, you're family—"
(Y/N) lets out a bitter laugh. "Family doesn't mean much when your own brother traps you. Or when your father tried to kill you. Multiple times."
That's not what I meant, Acxa thinks. Her eyes are steadily calm on (Y/N), but she doesn't budge. Never mind.
"I know," she concedes, her voice gentle. "But... I would also have done anything if it meant keeping my sister alive."
(Y/N) expression falters, nails digging into the flesh of her arms as she turns. She catches Acxa's profile in the glass and the haunted look behind her eyes.
"I didn't know you had a sister," she replies quietly after an awkward silence.
"Many deca-phoebs ago." Acxa stares at the empty juice pouch, frowning. "I understand you're angry. I do," she says, setting it down and hesitating. "Lotor is... very used to being betrayed and losing everyone. He was wrong—is wrong—for this, but he doesn't know how to want something and not destroy it. That includes you."
(Y/N) lets out a long, shuddering breath and rubs her face with both hands.
Acxa's gaze softens. "You're not nothing to him, you know. You're not an object, a symbol, or a bargaining chip. You're his sister—the one part of his past that didn't destroy him."
She closes her eyes. "I don't forgive him," she says stubbornly, voice rough. "Not yet. Maybe not ever."
"I didn't ask you to. I only came to say... he hasn't given up on you." Acxa huffs, shaking her head. "Truth is, I thought you'd try clawing my eyes out again before I even had the chance to say anything."
Exhaling sharply, (Y/N) mutters, "Still might."
There she is.
"You're welcome to try." Her lips tug upward. "But maybe after you eat something."
As if on cue, (Y/N)'s traitorous stomach growls loudly. "Quiznak," she curses under her breath.
Acxa inhales a deep breath and turns to walk toward the doors.
"Wait."
She pauses, looking over her shoulder. "Yes, Princess?"
(Y/N) doesn't look at her when she speaks, staring down at her slippers. "Is he really going to Central Command? To see Father?"
Acxa hesitates. "Yes."
Frowning, (Y/N)'s fingers twist in the edges of her sleeves. "I wish he were dead."
"I know," she murmurs. "So do I."
|••••••••••|
The doors hiss closed behind Acxa as she slips into Lotor's study.
Upon entering, the blue light strips embedded into the walls and ceiling power on, bathing the room with light as she steps with purpose toward the tall bookshelf on the farthest wall.
She glances behind her shoulder, ensuring the coast is clear, and carefully lowers herself into a crouching position to pop open the hidden trap door.
Inside the disguised compartment is an unmarked box. Acxa lifts it with careful hands and sets it gently on the desk, letting it sit as her bottom lip tucks beneath her teeth.
Staring at it for several minutes, she goes back and forth with herself.
This is madness, she thinks.
But she opens it.
The purple ribbon that had been Aavisia's greets her first, and Acxa presses it to her lips with trembling fingers. Along with it, she finds her old hunting gun, novelties from Daltor, and the well-worn pocket book of Nature's Guide to Poisons, Toxins, and Anecdotes Havig had given her in exchange for a buck when she first arrived.
Overpriced, but worth it now.
She picks up the small glass vial of azalea concentrate.
Could this contaminate quintessence?
Opening the book, she sifts through the pages and begins reading.
☆☆☆
Lotor steps off the fighter jet with Narti on his left, and they walk toward the doors exiting the hangar bay to the ship's main corridors. Kova rests on her shoulder, licking his paw and looking utterly indifferent as he purrs.
Sparing Kova a glance, Lotor shakes his head.
Suddenly, the doors slide open, and his eyes widen. He comes to an abrupt stop.
"Welcome, Prince Lotor," Haggar states. "Please, follow me."
She begins walking before he can even open his mouth to protest, and he narrows his eyes on her retreating figure.
Clenching his hands into fists, he inhales a sharp breath and follows her, Narti and Kova in tow.
They reach the throne room. Narti and Kova remain behind as he follows Haggar down the aisle. She ascends the steps to stand at Emperor Zarkon's side, while he remains seated on his throne.
What the quiznak? Lotor thinks. Is this a new suit of armor?
He closes the distance, kneels, and bows his head low.
Damn witch. She just couldn't let him die. Never mind that—be calm.
Pressing his hand harder against his chest, he inhales a steady breath.
I swear, it is like he can smell fear.
"Father, it gives me such pleasure that you have made a full recovery," Lotor states, looking up. "You look stronger than I've ever—"
"Silence," Emperor Zarkon commands, sinking his claws into the armrests of his throne. "I did not bring you here to waste time with your flattery."
Lotor nods, bowing his head again and closing his eyes.
"You are relieved of your position," he continues, voice low. "Effective immediately."
His eyes snap open. "Lord, I beg you. Do not discard me." He stands, hands at his sides. "Let me stay by your side."
"Your short reign will be regarded as a black spot on the Empire for years to come."
"Of course, my efforts at ruling the universe seem feeble beside your inestimable accomplishments. But perhaps, if you were to train me, I could learn."
"You are no longer needed, zi'vaek Va'tar."
Lotor resists the urge to flinch and looks down. "As you wish, Father."
Emperor Zarkon sneers. "You and the Radyr Se'tar taint the Dravulek legacy with your weakness. Get out of my sight."
"Yes, my lord."
Turning around, he walks down the aisle with distant eyes, though a hint of relief flickers through him.
That went better than I thought it would, he thinks.
As he and Narti depart Central Command, he grips the controls of the fighter jet tightly.
LOTOR: "Run the protocol to search for trackers."
She presses several buttons but finds nothing. He glances at the blue and orange screen, furrowing his brows.
LOTOR: "Transpose the dynamics and run that protocol again."
Narti taps the screen, and a faint beep sounds from it.
He grits his teeth. LOTOR: "You think you can fool me, witch? Destroy the bug."
|••••••••••|
Lotor strides in with Narti, her tail sweeping low as they move across the hangar. He walks tall and composed, his eyes scanning the room with quick movements, but when they land on Acxa, who stands at the console, they linger.
A look of relief flashes through her features as she glances up at them.
"How'd it go?" Ezor asks, her tone dry. "Are you fired?"
He smirks. "I'm afraid I was relieved of my command, yes."
"The second ship is complete and ready for testing," Acxa states, turning to face them. "The sentries are just making some final adjustments."
"Excellent." He walks forward until he's standing right behind her.
"Sixty percent of the comet's material has been used in the production of the first two ships, my lord. We will have more than enough for the creation of the third."
His lips soften into a smile. "Well done, Acxa."
|••••••••••|
The cruiser rumbles, shaking violently as alarms blare over the construction. Debris falls from the ceiling, and tools clatter onto the floor.
Acxa's eyes widen as she braces against the console, and Lotor presses a button to contact the cruiser's bridge.
LOTOR: "What's happening?"
ZETHRID: "A Galra fleet is attacking us!"
LOTOR: "Return fire!"
ZETHRID: "Wait. There's another fleet! And another one! We can't hold them all off!"
"Shit," Lotor mutters. He closes the transmission and turns. "Prepare the Sincline ships for takeoff. Load the comet into mine." Another strike rattles the cruiser. "We're leaving!"
☆☆☆
(Y/N)'s face is distraught as she walks behind Lotor with wide eyes, staring at the Sincline ships, disbelief etched into every inch of her face. The Generals walk behind the two, and Acxa's heart pounds in her chest.
What happened? she wonders.
"Divert all power to defenses," Lotor announces, looking at the sentries flanking them. "Hold the attack off until we're away. Then, scuttle the ship."
The cruiser shakes and (Y/N) cowers, nearly falling onto the floor. The Generals exclaim in surprise, and sparks fly above as the blast strikes continue.
Acxa braces herself, and Lotor whips his head around, his arms hovering above her body in case she falls.
"How did they find us?" she asks, locking eyes with him. She straightens, and her hands twitch at her sides.
"We must have been tracked," Zethrid says.
He looks at the floor, gritting his teeth as he straightens. His eyes move quickly, trailing over his Generals, and Acxa catches the look of duress in his expression before it fixes on Narti.
"There's no saving those Haggar has sunk her claws into," Lotor had said. "Death is a more merciful fate than becoming her puppet."
Her eyes widen, but it's too late.
Before she can process or stop anything, Lotor narrows his eyes and unsheaths his sword, slashing it across Narti's chest.
A loud thump sounds as her body falls onto the floor, and Acxa blinks rapidly.
Ara, help us.
"Let's go," he says gruffly, not sparing Narti another glance.
She's dead.
Ezor and Zethrid stare down at her body before glancing back at Lotor, rushing after him. But (Y/N)'s feet are rooted to the spot, and she's shaking.
Acxa stares at her, trying to push through the immense wave of grief washing over her as she swallows hard and grabs her by the forearm to lead her into a ship.
(Y/N) is too stunned to put up a fight.
|••••••••••|
Ezor sits on her seat, huddled into herself like a ball, while (Y/N) faces the stars with her eyes closed, whispering the afterlife prayer.
Acxa's jaw tightens as she keeps her gaze fixed ahead, watching the stars streak past them with unshed tears.
A blinking alert catches her attention, and she inhales sharply, clearing her throat as she reads the screen.
ACXA: "Sir, we're picking up a transmission."
She presses a button to raise the volume.
"Attention citizens of the Galra Empire." Emperor Zarkon's voice is low as he speaks the universal transmission. "From this day forward, my son Lotor is to be regarded as a fugitive criminal of the Empire. I must also make it known that my daughter (Y/N) is still at large, working with Voltron. All citizens are authorized to use deadly force to stop her, him, and any of his soldiers."
A frown spreads on Acxa's lips as her brows pinch together.
"I repeat, Prince Lotor and Princess (Y/N) are enemies of the state. Engage with extreme prejudice. Kill on sight."
With a discreet movement, she exposes the vial of concentrate hidden in a pocket of her armor. Then she pulls out the encrypted communicator, her mind working overtime to formulate another plan.
|••••••••••|
Acxa keeps the Sincline ship's course steady behind Lotor.
It's been nearly a full quintant of traveling through space, and she's yet to figure out a concrete plan. Or pull away to use the communicator.
I can't worm my way into the Galra Empire if we're fugitives, she thinks. Not without any leverage.
His face appears on the screen. LOTOR: "Ezor, Acxa. Set a course for the coordinates I'm sending you."
EZOR: "Where are we going?"
Lotor's eyes narrow. LOTOR: "Just do as I say."
Acxa sighs, nodding.
His face disappears, and Ezor huffs, muting their comms. (Y/N)'s head falls back against her seat, and Acxa eyes her warily, zooming in on a camera to ensure the bounds on her wrists remain secure.
What am I supposed to do with her?
A beep echoes through her comms, and she checks her screen, furrowing her brows. ACXA: "Ezor, what are you doing?"
EZOR: "Securing communications to make sure Lotor can't hear us. Zarkon called him a criminal. Lotor's on the run. As his Generals, that means we—"
ACXA: "We must trust Lotor."
EZOR: "What about Narti? She trusted him. You saw where that got her."
Her eyes widen, and she frowns, staring at her screen. She closes her eyes and inhales a deep breath.
ACXA: "Enough. Lotor will protect us."
Ezor purses her lips, looking entirely unconvinced. EZOR: "You and I both know that when it comes down to it, he'll kill us to save his skin. Why shouldn't we save ourselves? (Y/N)'s already bound—we just need to catch him off guard."
|••••••••••|
Acxa stands on the ruins of Planet Daibazaal, flanked by Ezor and Zethrid. Her expression remains unreadable, but inside, a swirl of emotions brews.
Why didn't it work? she wonders.
"Told you so," Ezor mutters, hands on her hips and eyes narrowed. "All Lotor's plans failed."
Ahead, Lotor stands still, gaze fixed on the inter-reality gate with his arms folded tightly across his chest. Beside him, (Y/N) fidgets with the cuffs binding her wrists.
Her mouth rapidly moves, but Acxa can't catch the words.
He leans in and, after a sigh, lifts her hands. The restraints power down with a click.
"He's gonna turn on us as soon as it's in his best interest," Zethrid adds. "We have to strike first."
Acxa's gaze doesn't leave his back, and the restraints on (Y/N)'s wrists clatter to the ground with a metallic clunk.
They want to kill him.
A deep line forms across her lips.
He is their leverage.
"If we turn them over to Galra headquarters now, maybe they'll show us mercy," Ezor suggests.
"We gotta take them down," Zethrid insists. "It's our only chance."
Acxa lowers her gaze to the rocky terrain beneath her boots, brows furrowed in grim calculation. For a heartbeat, her eyes close. Then her eyes open, cold and sure.
She walks toward the blood heirs with measured steps, and they turn around as she raises her gun.
"For Narti," Acxa says, shooting Lotor.
His eyes widen with shock, and he collapses face-first onto the ground with a heavy thud.
(Y/N) blinks, her eyes wide as she stares down. "What the actual quiznak is happening right now?" she whispers incredulously.
Acxa glances at her, but remains silent.
Come on. This is your chance. Run.
Zethrid and Ezor rush up, boots crunching over the terrain.
"Did you kill him?" Zethrid asks.
Run (Y/N).
She doesn't look up as she holsters her weapon. "He's just stunned," she says, crouching beside him. "Now help me secure him. Let's make this quick."
Lifting his arms, she grabs his wrists and snaps a set of restraints onto him.
Quiznak, what if I killed him?
Her pulse pounds in her ears, and she presses a button on his bracer to check his vitals. The screen shows a registering heartbeat, and she allows herself a brief exhale, securing the cuffs.
Steady vitals. Thank the stars.
Suddenly, (Y/N) takes off in a full sprint, her feet pounding against the cracked and unstable ground of Daibazaal's ruins. Her silhouette grows smaller.
Zethrid reacts first. "Hey!" she yells, bolting after her.
"Zethrid, stop!" Ezor shouts, following with less certainty. "She's got nowhere to run!"
Acxa doesn't move or shout, watching until their forms vanish. She shakes her head and quickly hauls Lotor's limp weight up, dragging him toward his ship.
Once inside the cockpit, she fastens his seat belt and removes his helmet with careful hands. Her throat tightens as she studies his features—serene and unaware, with a hint of confusion.
Changing the settings of her helmet, she cups his face and swipes her thumbs over his cheekbones, leaning in to press a kiss against his forehead. She inhales deeply, and she closes her eyes, lingering.
When she draws back, she slips a folded note into his armor—coordinates to a remote prison and a single message—and gets rid of his communicator.
"I love you," she whispers, tucking loose strands of hair behind his ears and putting his helmet back on. "Trust me."
Straightening, she resets her posture, her face unreadable again. She clears her throat. Footsteps sound behind her as Ezor and Zethrid enter, breathless and empty-handed.
"Where's the Princess?" Acxa asks, not turning.
Zethrid shakes her head. "The Purple Lion showed up and took her away."
"She's gone." Ezor bites her lip. "Should we... do we go after her?"
"No." Acxa's lips form a line. "We've got Lotor. Let's get out of here."
|••••••••••|
Lotor wakes with a sharp gasp, and he pulls on the restraints, but his arms are locked behind his back. He leans into his seat, furrowing his brows.
His voice is raspy and hoarse. LOTOR: "What are you doing? Where are you taking me?"
ZETHRID: "I'm sorry, sir. Nothing personal. This is our only way out."
LOTOR: "You plan to give me up. I understand, Zethrid. You do what you must, and I'll do what I must."
Bones crunch through the comms.
ZETHRID: "What the—"
A sudden shriek of alarms fills the cockpit as red lights flash.
With a jolt, her seat ejects, launching her into outer space.
Acxa twists the ship's trajectory and maneuvers to catch her, readying herself. But Lotor pushes his thrusters to maximum speed and vanishes.
Zethrid's voice crackles through the comms, livid. ZETHRID: "Well, there goes our bargaining chip. We're as dead as Lotor."
EZOR: "What do we do now?"
Her hands tighten on the controls. ACXA: "There's still one option left."
That Earthling better still be alive, or else this all is for naught.
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"Where I go, will you still follow?
Will you leave your shaded hollow?
Will you greet the daylight looming
Learn to love without consuming?"
The Oh Hellos, Thus Always To Tyrants
"Her eyes look sharp and steady
Into the empty parts of me
Still, my heart is heavy
With the hate of some other man's beliefs"
Hozier, Foreigner's God
"Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
The dog days are over"
Florence + The Machine, Dog Days Are Over
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PART XIII: Deceitful Revelations and Their Consequences
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Acxa's mouth goes dry as she stares at her screen, the flickering display casting a ghostly light across her weary face.
They've been running for six days now. Six days of skirting the edge of death, dodging patrols and traps, and surviving out of instinct and sheer will. Six days of sleepless nights and the ever-present ache in her chest.
What she's planning isn't brave, and the odds of success are thin.
It's a gamble with death, and she knows she's holding a losing hand, but if it means even the slimmest chance of killing Zarkon, she'll take it.
Lotor is in Voltron's hands; that part of her bet has paid off.
Acxa forces herself to swallow, her throat tight, then initiates a hailing frequency to the Empire's main fleet. Her fingers tremble over the controls, but she stills them as she steadies her nerves.
The transmission connects after a few ticks, the screen brightens, and her blood turns cold.
There he is.
Alive and more armored than before.
She bows her head. ACXA: "Emperor Zarkon."
He takes a step forward, narrowing his eyes. "What do you want?" he asks.
Her eyes focus on the two vats of quintessence sticking out from the back of his armor. ACXA: "We have something in our possession that we think you would be interested in. We are willing to trade it for our safe passage back into the Galra ranks."
"I'm listening."
ACXA: "We've obtained a special inmate, an Earthling taken into custody over a deca-phoeb ago, who has a connection to Voltron. His name is Commander Sam Holt, father of the Green Paladin. He—"
Emperor Zarkon growls. "Get on with it, General."
She blinks, lowering her head again. ACXA: "His life in exchange for the Va'tarii se'tar, my lord."
He chuckles, and it's a low, corrosive sound. "You're clever. More than I gave you credit for. Such a shame that brilliance is tainted by your race's mediocrity. What a waste."
Her spine stiffens, but her expression remains impassive. Inside, every word cuts through her like a knife.
"And what an obedient, loyal creature you are," Emperor Zarkon continues, amused. "It's no wonder my son has held you on such a tight leash, General."
ACXA: "My only leash is duty, my Emperor. I am devoted to the Galra Empire. Vrepit Sa."
She raises a clenched fist over her chest in salute, and her heart is pounding so hard it feels like it's trying to break free, burst through the armor, and all the things meant to contain it.
The air feels too thin, like every breath has to fight to exist. She keeps her chin lifted anyway. That's what's expected. That's what strength looks like.
But beneath the duty, she realizes that the most important part of her heart isn't here. It already slipped free.
Lotor is safe with (Y/N).
Probably.
Doubt, fear, and hope tangle together, and there's a lingering silence, full of tension and anticipation.
Ezor and Zethrid shift uncomfortably in their seats, but Acxa doesn't break her stoicism.
Emperor Zarkon mulls it over and concedes, raising his hand. "Very well," he replies. "Officer Noz, send them our coordinates."
|••••••••••|
Acxa's eyes trace over the compartments of Emperor Zarkon's new suit of armor, mentally noting down potential weak points and access openings as he stands before them.
An officer on the lower deck presses a button on his screen, hacking into the Castle Ship to send a transmission.
The signal patches through, and the entire team is gathered on the ship's bridge. She recognizes most of them from the Voltron shows.
"Paladins of Voltron," Emperor Zarkon states. "I am making a one-time offer. I have someone of value to you."
He moves to the side, revealing Commander Holt with his head cast down in front of Acxa, Zethrid, and Ezor.
She catches (Y/N)'s narrowed gaze, but ignores it, searching for Lotor.
Where is he? she wonders.
Pidge stands up, stepping closer to the screen as she exclaims, "Dad!"
"I will hand him over, and in exchange, you give me my son Lotor and my daughter (Y/N)," he continues. "Bring me my children, and the prisoner is yours. Meet my demands if you want to see the Earthling alive."
The transmission cuts out.
Acxa remains perfectly still, her face a frozen mask of deference, even as Zethrid and Ezor cast alarmed looks.
The quintessence reservoirs on his back pulse with a sickly violet glow.
So much quintessence wasted on a monster.
It's a bitter thought—one she's had several times over the years after Aavisia's passing.
The suit is an extension of him, feeding his unnatural longevity with infinite quintessence at his fingertips.
A parasite with a crown.
A grandvei that refuses to die.
A tyrant who values no life but his own ambition's.
Acxa's gaze dips subtly to the armor's lower panels, catching a glimpse of the access ports near the hip plating. The filtration lines feed into the suit's spinal harness, connecting the spare quintessence to his bloodstream.
She commits every part to memory.
I need to dose the supply with the azalea concentrate.
"Return him to the holding cell," Emperor Zarkon commands gruffly, gesturing to the Earthling without even looking.
"Yes, sir," Acxa says solemnly, saluting.
"Yes, sir," Ezor and Zethrid echo, saluting.
Tomorrow, he'll likely use the quintessence to impose his dominance, especially if he believes (Y/N), Lotor, and the Lions of Voltron are close to capture.
It is his weakness—that need for power.
She will exploit it.
|••••••••••|
Acxa's grip remains steady on the shuttle's flight controls as the vessel cuts into the atmosphere of a Siegan quadrant planet. Turbulence rocks them, but her grip doesn't falter.
She unfastens her harness once they touch down and flips a switch overhead.
With a mechanical hiss, the hatch lowers to the barren desert below, and heat instantly seeps into the ship. She inhales the thick, dry air. Behind her, Zethrid presses a gun to Commander Holt's back, forcing him behind a wall, while Ezor activates the flickering hologram of the Earthling.
Emperor Zarkon pauses as he steps toward the edge of the hatch, his gaze resting coldly on Acxa.
The doors slide open, and beyond them, across the sandy expanse, rests an Altean pod with three distant figures.
"Show me Lotor and (Y/N)," Emperor Zarkon booms.
"Show us Commander Holt first!" Shiro shouts.
The planet for the hostage exchange is nothing but scorched stone, shifting sand, and rocky mountains. The wind sweeps across the dry terrain, kicking up dust in rolling clouds.
Acxa steps forward, flanking the hologram with Ezor.
She squints into the distance, one hand resting at her hip, her eyes tracing the Paladins' scuffed boots and how dust clings to their legs.
"Dad!" Pidge gasps, stepping forward before Shiro grabs her arm and pulls her back.
"Now, where are my children?" Emperor Zarkon asks.
The doors to the Altean pod slide open, revealing Lotor and (Y/N). They emerge, shackled and rigid, with their shoulders square and chins held high.
His eyes scan across the scene, briefly landing on his father before locking with Acxa's.
Her throat tightens, relief instantly rushing through her.
He's alive.
"Send us Commander Holt!" Shiro shouts.
Emperor Zarkon doesn't bother looking back. "Release him."
Ezor glances at her, bored, before looking down at him. "Move," she snaps to the prisoner.
Commander Holt descends from the shuttle, and soon Lotor and (Y/N) start walking toward them.
Acxa descends the ramp just as Pidge tears free from Shiro's grip and bolts forward.
"Pidge!" he yells, reaching for her too late.
Moving to stand between Lotor and (Y/N), Acxa glances sideways at him.
Lotor signs inconspicuously, "Hello, darling captor."
She resists the urge to smile, keeping her gaze focused.
"Dad!" Pidge exclaims. "Dad!" She jumps up to hug him, but falls right through.
The hologram glitches as Lotor and Acxa exchange a look.
"No!" She turns around, furious.
Zethrid brings the real Commander Holt from the side of the shuttle, holding onto him.
"No! No, we had a deal! We had a deal! Give me my father!"
"If you want this Earthling returned alive, you will forfeit Voltron to me immediately!" Emperor Zarkon exclaims. "Bring the Lions, now!"
Acxa's eyes don't leave Lotor's figure.
With an unnoticeable movement of her hand, she signs, "Kill him."
He gives the smallest of nods.
Chaos erupts as she throws herself down, and he activates the black bayard with a leap. It forms into a chained sword, and he aims it into the ground below Emperor Zarkon's feet, sending dust clouds and rocks into the air.
Acxa shields her face and stumbles blindly up the ramp. Ezor and Zethrid follow, slamming a panel, and the hatch rises.
"What are you doing?" she demands, coughing through the haze. "Leave the Earthling!"
"No time," Ezor barks, already sprinting toward the cockpit.
"Katie!" he yells after his daughter as the doors seal shut.
Acxa drops into the pilot seat and wrenches the controls. The shuttle lurches upward, and the engines groan. She locks eyes on the trajectory, her jaw tight.
We need to reach the fleet. Steal a cruiser. Get out.
A large piece of metal from the ceiling clangs as it falls onto the floor, and she whips her head around.
Three figures drop through the breach.
"Hey!" Pidge shouts, pointing her bayard at them. "Let my dad go!"
They charge forward, and Ezor and Zethrid meet them halfway without hesitation.
Acxa's pulse races. She pushes the thrusters faster, the shuttle tilting violently as Pidge charges toward her.
Metal crates scrape across the floor, their grating echo filling the shuttle as her seat lurches violently, yanking her back, then slamming her forward. Her skull cracks against the console, pain exploding through her senses as she crumples to the floor, vision spinning in a sickening blur.
Alarms start ringing, signaling that the gravity's been turned off.
Blinking slowly, Acxa tries to steady her vision.
"Hold on, Dad," Pidge says, slicing the seat restraints off.
"Thanks, Katie," he says. More alarms blare, and the shuttle dives downward. "The ship's gonna crash!"
Acxa floats, grabs Pidge, and steers her away from the pilot seat.
"Dad, get the controls!"
He scrambles for them, but a sudden collision throws them all sideways.
"A little help, guys," he groans.
"Just a sec," Shiro replies in a grunt as Ezor kicks him in the stomach.
"Kinda busy here, Dad," the other replies as he hits Zethrid's cheek with his staff.
Acxa manages to right herself and shoves Pidge again, sending her to the front of the ship. The Paladin fires her bayard, and her eyes widen as it strikes her, sending her flying to the other end of the shuttle.
Her head bangs against the doors, and she closes her eyes tightly, letting out a groan of pain.
Suddenly, the doors open, and all three Generals are sucked into the open air, tumbling into the planet's surface.
Acxa powers her leg thrusters just in time to break the fall, and they hit a sand dune in a tangled heap.
Sand sprays up, and she coughs violently, pushing herself upright as her limbs tremble.
Blinking up at the sky, the shuttle disappears into the horizon.
Her heart sinks.
No, no, no.
Sweat trickles down her temples, stinging her eyes as the sun beats down from the darkened sky. Her breath comes in ragged bursts, chest heaving and lungs burning, but she doesn't slow.
She breaks into a sprint, sand slipping beneath her boots as she charges down the dune.
Behind her, Ezor and Zethrid thunder after her, kicking up clouds of dust with every pounding step.
Her bracer crackles, and she turns up the volume. (Y/N)'s voice cuts through, calm and resolute.
"Attention, citizens of the Galra Empire. Emperor Zarkon is dead," she declares.
Ezor freezes mid-step, her eyes wide with disbelief. "Did she say dead?" she pants, bending over, palms braced against her thighs.
Zethrid straightens, wiping sand from her cheek with a trembling hand. "He's dead?"
Acxa swallows hard, running a hand through her tangled hair as she tries to form a new plan.
A low vibration travels through the ground beneath their feet, and they all look up.
The Empire's main ship rips through the clouds, descending into the atmosphere. Its dark silhouette blocks the sun, casting a long shadow over the dunes as it homes in on them.
Her eyes widen in horror. "Run," she rasps, voice raw. "Run now!"
They bolt, but it's already too late.
A blinding purple light engulfs them as the ship's tractor beam locks on, and their bodies lift from the ground.
The desert falls away beneath them, and all semblance of hope leaves Acxa.
We're dead.
|••••••••••|
Ezor sighs, her breath catching in the tight space between her knees. Her arms wrap tighter around her legs, chin resting on her forearms. "What are they planning to do to us?" she whispers, breathing in the stale air of the cell. Her eyes flicker to Zethrid, who stands motionless between her and Acxa. "We tried to help Emperor Zarkon. It wasn't our fault he got killed."
Acxa shifts against the cold floor, the faint scrape of her armor against metal the only sound for a moment. Her legs are propped up against the wall, and her fingers are laced behind the back of her head. Her eyes are fixed on some distant point between her boots.
"It doesn't matter," she murmurs after a while. "We won't live to see the new regime. Whoever comes through that door next will likely be our undertaker."
Zethrid crosses her arms over her chest, narrowing her eyes on the door to their cell. "Whoever comes through that door next is gonna get a face full of fist—"
The door clicks, and all three women freeze, instincts overriding despair.
In one tick, they're on their feet, tense and ready, eyes locked on the door as it slides up to open.
Haggar stands, stopping outside the threshold, and her lips are pressed into a line as she regards them.
Ezor's throat bobs. "... Are you here to kill us?"
"No," she states, her voice low. "I'm here to recruit you."
|••••••••••|
The chamber glows, its metal walls pulsing with ancient energy. Acxa stands still, her eyes wary as they trace the etchings in the floor. Her eyes linger on the violet light strips embedded in the walls.
Is this where she performs her rituals? she wonders. An unwelcome shiver passes through her.
"Until a new leader steps in, the Galra Empire weakens by the moment," Haggar states.
"Are you planning to seize power?" Zethrid asks.
"No. The Empire will only accept a ruler with Galra blood. It needs a natural-born leader with an iron will to match his iron fist. Bring him to me, and I will pardon your past misdeeds."
|••••••••••|
Trudging toward the hangar bay, Ezor's shoulders slump as she looks at Acxa, who's walking beside her.
"Who the quiznak are we gonna find?" she mutters.
Acxa's boots clank against the floor, her jaw tight. Her focus turns inward, eyes shadowed with calculation. "She said him," she murmurs, almost to herself. "A Galra with a claim to the throne. That narrows it down."
"Yeah, to what—one in a thousand warlords still clawing for scraps?" Zethrid snorts. "We're supposed to pick the right one out of that mess?"
Ezor huffs, shrugs, and tries for levity—an old habit, a defense mechanism. She forces a crooked smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. "Maybe Haggar's got a list. You know, a 'Top Ten Galra to Replace Zarkon' kind of thing."
No one laughs at the joke.
Acxa stares at the floor.
A plan within a plan within a plan, she thinks.
What have I gotten us into?
Ezor's smile fades as she watches her expression. She softly asks, "You don't have a clue, do you?"
Acxa's gaze lingers on the cruiser before them, then the stars beyond. "No," she admits quietly. "But if Haggar wants us to find a leader... maybe we should find someone already tied to the throne."
Zethrid raises an eyebrow. "You got someone in mind?"
Lips pressing into a line, she exhales. "Who better than Zarkon's first in command?"
Ezor perks up. "Don't tell me you're talking about—"
"Yes," Acxa says before she can finish. Her eyes meet theirs, certain. "Commander Sendak."
Zethrid blinks, then barks a disbelieving laugh. "What? He hates us."
Mouth twisting, something between bitterness and resignation, builds in Acxa's stomach. "He hates all impure Galra," she says. "But he's the perfect candidate. He's a direct descendant of Vrig the Great and has millennia of experience under his belt."
Silence follows again, heavier this time.
Ezor exchanges a glance with Zethrid and crosses her arms, forcing her usual smirk back into place. "Perfect candidate or not," she said under her breath, "we're walking straight into a den of vipers."
Acxa doesn't disagree.
|••••••••••|
The Generals stride into Haggar's chamber, the echo of their boots on the metal floor slicing through the silence.
Acxa's lips press into a hard line as she folds her arms tighter across her chest.
Ezor smirks, her voice bright and careless as she announces, "Look who we found."
They step aside, and Commander Sendak emerges from the hallway, his presence imposing. He wears a sneer as his gaze locks onto Acxa.
She swallows, her throat suddenly dry, but she refuses to flinch. The throb in her ribs reminds her of the blow he landed when they found him, and her knuckles are split and raw. She stands tall, spine straight, meeting his glare with just as much ice.
If we back Sendak, Lotor or (Y/N) can take him out when he challenges them to light the Flame.
It's killing two birds with one stone—she gets her retribution, and he loses an enemy.
|••••••••••|
Acxa stands with her arms folded across her chest, her brows creasing together as she watches Ezor's head lolling from one side to the other.
Letting out an exaggerated huff, Ezor flops upright with a dramatic sigh. "I'm bored. How long are we just gonna drift here?"
"Until Haggar decides what our next move is," she replies.
Ezor groans and sinks deeper into the stairs with her limbs sprawling out. Her eyes flutter shut, mouth forming a pout.
"While she's doing her magical pondering, we could be out conquering! The whole Empire is in chaos," Zethrid states, glancing at Ezor. "We play our cards right, we'll have a nice little territory of our own."
She looks at her, curious. "Do you think we could replace (Y/N) as Empress?"
"Who knows? If we start taking the other Commanders out one by one, we could be the last ones standing."
"But then Lotor would probably light the Flame."
"We could replace Lo—"
"No one is replacing Lotor," Acxa cuts in, giving them both a sharp look. "Or (Y/N). We just need to wait for orders from Haggar."
They both glance away, shoulders slumping in unison from the scolding.
"You wanna go throw things at the crew?" Ezor asks, peeking at Zethrid.
She brightens, smiles, and nods. "Yes."
They rise in tandem and rush out.
Acxa's face falls, and she shakes her head before focusing on the stars outside the viewport.
Ezor's right, she thinks, sighing. This is so boring.
|••••••••••|
Eyes skimming the console's screen, Acxa stifles a yawn with the back of her hand.
What is Lotor doing right now?
She sighs glumly. The digits and data blur as she halfheartedly scrolls, pretending to care about fleet updates and navigational charts. But what she really wants is to hear Lotor's voice, feel his warmth beside her, and fall asleep to the steady rhythm of his breathing.
Her eyes dart sideways in a quick glance, then her fingers move to type his name into the search bar.
The Empire's recent broadcast appears, and she taps it.
A melancholic smile forms on her lips as she zooms in. The screen fills with his face.
This is purely reconnaissance.
She takes her time tracing the familiar features that make up his face with her eyes.
The whir of the door behind jolts her, and the screen vanishes. Her posture snaps into attention, and she turns around.
"I have the coordinates for our next destination," Haggar states.
Acxa's voice is even, betraying nothing. "Where are we headed?"
"A place I've been searching for my entire life."
|••••••••••|
Acxa's eyes trail over the wreckage of broken ships and drifting metal that litter their path. The Patrulian Zone is like a graveyard, and the cruiser's sensors ping, their readings distorted by magnetic interference and debris.
"We've arrived at the coordinates," she states, hesitating. "We can't go any further without losing power."
Haggar narrows her eyes and orders, "Stay on course."
|••••••••••|
Ezor whines ricochet off the bridge's walls.
Acxa glances down at her with a small smile.
"It's been four quintants already," Ezor says flatly, legs dangling over the edge of the platform. Her voice lacks its usual pep, worn down by waiting and boredom. "I think she's dead."
Fingers hovering above the datapad, Acxa takes a slow breath before lifting her gaze. "She's not dead," she says, powering it off and lowering herself to sit down. "If the High Priestess doesn't come back by tomorrow, we'll leave."
Ezor raises an eyebrow. "Promise?"
She nods. "I promise."
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"I have always known you
You have always been there in my mind
But now I understand you
And I will not be part of your designs
I know who I am now
And all that you've made of me
I know who you are now
And I name you my enemy
I know who I am now
I know who I want to be
I want to be more than this devil inside of me"
The Oh Hellos, Dear Wormwood
"I can't do well when I think you're gonna leave me,
But I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now?
Can't you be believing now?
I know everything about you
You know everything about me
We know everything about us"
Empire Of The Sun, We Are the People
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PART XIV: Lotor is the Priority
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As the Sincline ship powers on, the purple touch-screen console lights up, bathing Lotor's face and helmet with its light. He flips a switch on the ship's physical console, establishing a connection between them and the Castle Ship's bridge.
White light fills the cabin, and the blockers covering the windows shut off. The shuttle bay area comes into view.
Allura sits behind him, tapping her foot anxiously against the metal floor.
The team frowns as their faces appear on the screen, and his gaze lingers on the way (Y/N) leans against the console, picking at her fingers.
Peeling his eyes away, he focuses on the technology before him, pressing various buttons on the screen.
LOTOR: "Beginning system check. Front and rear stabilizers."
ALLURA: "Front and rear stabilizers are go."
LOTOR: "Quintessence collection array."
ALLURA: "Quintessence collection array is go."
LOTOR: "Infracells."
ALLURA: "Infracells up."
LOTOR: "Dynotherms."
ALLURA: "Dynotherms connected."
LOTOR: "Switching on mega thrusters."
ALLURA: "Mega thrusters are go."
The ship begins to whir, pulsing with life, and he steers it upward, gripping the controls.
"Are you nervous?" he asks, glancing through the rearview mirror.
Allura's eyes snap up, and she gulps, quickly shaking her head. "No, no. I'm fine."
A small smile spreads on his lips. "It's all right if you are, Princess."
She straightens her spine with poise in the co-pilot's chair and catches the look in his eyes. She sighs, her confidence deflating. "Fine. Maybe I am, but only a little."
"That's good. I am very nervous."
Her mouth opens in objection, but the door that leads to outer space opens, and Lotor pushes the lever all the way. The Sincline ship flies through it, exiting the Castle Ship and beginning its steady course toward the ruins of Planet Daibazaal.
(Y/N) nods, trying to keep her expression neutral, but her nerves are palpable. (Y/N): "We'll see you soon."
Stars, I hope so, Lotor thinks. What do we do if we get stuck?
He turns to look at her through the screen. LOTOR: "See you soon."
Lance takes a step forward toward the console, stepping beside Coran. LANCE: "Allura."
Her eyes connect with his through the screen. ALLURA: "Yes, Lance?"
Lotor purses his lips to keep from chuckling as he sees the flush on Lance's cheeks.
LANCE: "I—" He pauses. "Get back safe."
Stars above, these Earthlings are horrible at confessing their feelings.
She dips her chin, and her brows furrow with determination. ALLURA: "We will."
Shaking his head, Lotor focuses on the inter-reality gate, and the ship flies toward the planet's core.
CORAN: "T-minus ten ticks to gate entry. Nine... Eight... Seven..."
The ship begins to glow a bright blue, and small beeps echo in the cockpit. The gate powers on, emitting a strong white light, and he squints his eyes, keeping their course steady.
CORAN: "Six... Five... Four... Three... Two... One."
LOTOR: "Are you ready?"
ALLURA: "Here we go."
The ship shakes as he guides them through the gate, and the contact produces a blinding burst of light that distorts the screens. He grunts as the light sears them, and the rest of the ship flies through. The comms go static, and he turns off the microphone connecting his helmet to the Castle Ship.
"We're in," Lotor whispers. "We've done it."
I can't believe it.
A sea of white light stretches all around the ship, and orbs of light float in the vastness.
It's beautiful.
"Extraordinary," Allura says in awe.
He tries to see beyond the white, but a pang of pain bursts through his mind. He winces, exhaling sharply, and his pulse pounds.
Clearing his throat, he shakes his head, trying to steady his focus. But it remains.
"Readings are beyond anything I could have imagined," Lotor states, staring at the data. "What we do here today will change the course of the universe forever."
"In the hands of the wrong person, this power could easily corrupt."
"Together, we'll see it never does and continue the work your father started so long ago." He taps on his screen. "Now, let's see if we can collect some samples."
When he lets out another harsh exhale, Allura leans in and frowns.
"Are you okay, Lotor?" she asks.
The pain sharpens, and his hands clench into fists along the controls. "I—Yes," he manages and looks up, narrowing his eyes on the orbs. "It's simply... I can feel the quintessence coursing through me."
"It's like my spirit, my whole being, is more alive." Allura pauses, then looks up at the balls of light floating beyond the ship. "Is that it? Quintessence?"
He tilts his head back, sweat sliding down along the sides of his head as he squeezes his eyes shut. "Yes. Pure, raw quintessence is white."
|••••••••••|
In the hangar bay, Lotor steps off the hoverpad first. He turns and extends a hand toward Allura, the corners of his mouth lifting in a subtle, genuine smile.
"We accomplished something amazing today," he says.
She places her hand in his as she hops down beside him. "It is a moment that I truly will never forget," she replies. "But..."
Lotor rolls his eyes. "But you're excited to get back to Lance."
Her head snaps toward him, eyes wide with exasperation, as they exit the hangar. "That is not why!"
He laughs as they turn a corner, heading to the bridge. "Oh, come on, Princess. It's rather obvious where your affections lie."
Allura pouts, her cheeks flushing. "Why must you be like this?"
The doors to the bridge slide open, and they step through the threshold. As Lotor is about to reply, the whirring of weapons causes them to freeze.
He blinks, looking around.
Did something happen? Who is that Galran woman? Is that a wolf?
As she takes in the scene, Allura's eyes widen in alarm. "What's going on?"
"Put your weapons down," (Y/N) says, forcing the words through her teeth as she looks behind him. "Please. We need to talk this through, not fight."
Lotor tries to focus on her, but his vision quadruples. He rubs his eyes, swallowing hard.
Why is everyone spinning all of a sudden?
Lance stiffens beside her, and his face hardens as he activates his bayard, training its barrel on him.
"Allura, step away from Lotor," he states.
Lotor wants to say something, but his brain is muddled.
Allura's lips part in disbelief. "I will do no such thing." She takes a deliberate step in front of him, shielding him with outstretched arms. "Tell me what's happening here."
"Lotor is a monster," a voice snaps. "He's been harvesting Altean quintessence for generations!"
Romelle?
He lowers his hands and sees her. His breath catches, and his brows draw together as his eyes widen.
There she is, standing there. Fuming.
What the quiznak? When—How—did she get here?
Allura lets out a soft, strangled gasp. "An Altean..." She turns sharply, her gaze darting from one teammate to the next before settling on Lotor.
He feels nauseous, and his ears are ringing. It's shrill, endless, and as unpleasant to hear as nails on a chalkboard.
The floor seems to tilt beneath his boots.
Romelle doesn't stop; her voice rises as her hands curl into fists. "You killed my brother and thousands of others."
Lotor exhales, pushing past the fog clouding his brain. "You know nothing about what you speak, Romelle."
"You are a monstrous murderer!"
"Lotor?" (Y/N) sucks in a breath. "Is it true?"
The question lands heavier than the accusation.
Allura's face drains of color as she stares at the floor. "What are they talking about?"
He drags a shaking hand over his face, wiping away the sweat at his brow. His skin feels clammy, his breath shallow. He presses his fingers against his temples, searching for clarity that refuses to come.
Am I allergic to quintessence?
Is that what's happening here?
Am I having withdrawals?
He swallows hard, throat dry as sand, but the world keeps spinning and his heartbeat thuds unevenly in his chest.
Stars, it's like becoming sober all over again.
"Listen to me," he says, voice tight. "I've dedicated my life to preserving Altean culture. Now that we have unlocked the quintessence field, the Alteans, who would have been hunted down long ago had it not been for my intervention, can live in peace. Were some lives lost in the process?" He exhales, his mind flashing with the faces of those in the medical section, the First Colony, and the Second Colony. "Yes. But the Second Colony's tests were—"
The sharp whir of a weapon activation slices through the air, and his knees buckle before he collapses onto the floor, face-first and unconscious.
|••••••••••|
A set of doors slides open as they exit the hangar. Lotor stares at Shiro with his lips pursed.
Another quiznaking cronie, he thinks bitterly. This whole damn time, Shiro has been a clone.
How did I not catch that? When did Haggar even have the chance to—
Footsteps break him out of his thoughts, and he looks up beyond the threshold at the two figures who emerge.
"Zethrid," he murmurs. "Ezor."
The entire cruiser tremors as the Black Lion tears through the metal, causing a breach.
Ezor yanks him, slams her fist against the door pad, and pants as she catches her breath.
Lotor exhales and braces himself against the floor as the doors close.
Zethrid hauls him to his feet and holds her hand out to stop Shiro from following them. "We'll take it from here," she says.
They begin walking down, and Lotor's body twitches in discomfort as he gets another hot flash.
Goosebumps ripple across his skin.
Once they reach the bridge, his gaze lingers on Acxa, but she doesn't return it. Her eyes are fixed ahead.
At the front, Haggar, with the hood of her cloak drawn up, is waiting.
He falters mid-step, his brow furrowing.
When Acxa's eyes finally meet his, something unspoken passes between them, and he straightens. His boots click against the floor as he walks down the aisle.
As he approaches, Haggar straightens, lifting her head.
"Prince Lotor," she states, taking the hood of her cloak off. She turns around, and his gaze hardens. "My son."
The Generals gasp behind him, and Acxa takes a step closer, her fingers inching near her gun.
"The anger you feel toward me is to be expected," Honerva states, her tone disturbingly calm. "But understand that the events that transformed me into the witch Haggar also shrouded any glimmer of maternal instinct I may have had for my one and only child."
He doesn't know whether he wants to laugh, cry, or scream.
Perhaps all three. Perhaps simultaneously.
The nerve of this damn witch.
"However, you've continued the work I started all that time ago and have indeed seen it through to heights I could have only imagined," she continues. "Your never-ending pursuit of knowledge is truly—"
Lotor grits his teeth, his hands forming into fists. "Enough," he snaps, his voice a low growl. "My mother ceased to exist when Honerva drew her last breath. Do not believe for a moment that I would ever accept you as kin. You are an abomination, a twisted perversion of what was once so pure and beautiful. The end is near, witch. I know you can sense it. If you beg for your life now, maybe I will take pity on you when the time comes."
Silence passes among them.
Honerva's eyes narrow, her face stricken with grief before hardening. "Take him away."
Acxa walks up to him, wrapping a hand around his forearm. He glances over his shoulder, and she focuses her gaze, pushing him out of the way as she raises her gun, points the barrel at Honerva, and fires.
But Honerva vanishes, leaving only a swirl of black smoke behind.
Ezor stares, eyes wide with shock, and steps back. "Did you just kill her?"
"Are you working with Lotor?" Zethrid asks.
Acxa gently grabs his hands and releases him from the restraints. They fall to the floor with a clank, and he massages his wrists, glancing at her.
"I can explain everything, but I assure you she is not dead," Lotor says, his voice full of urgency. "If you're with me, we need to get to the Sincline ships and leave now."
"The fleet is rigged to blow," Acxa adds, pulling up the schematics on her bracer. "We don't have time."
Ezor blinks, her eyes moving back and forth between them. "Um, sure?"
Zethrid nods. "We're good."
"Right, then," he says, wiping the sweat from his brow. "We're headed for the Castle of Lions' last known location."
Acxa turns to look at him, holstering her gun. "Sir, the wormhole deposited us on the far side of the Thizonian system. We'll need to make multiple hyperspace jumps and even then, it will take some time."
"Then what are we waiting for?"
She nods, accepting the tone without comment. "You two have five doboshes."
As they exit from the bridge, Ezor and Zethrid take off down opposite corridors, their boots pounding as they race to their rooms to collect their belongings.
Acxa veers sharply toward the hangar, Lotor at her heels, even though each step sends a jolt of vertigo through his body.
Once they reach the threshold, she stops short and scans the interior. She bites the inside of her cheek, gaze flicking between the three Sincline ships as she contemplates their next move.
"Zethrid and Ezor can co-pilot," she decides. "You and I can pilot our own."
Lotor doesn't answer; words feel too far away, too complicated. He runs a hand through his sweat-dampened hair and nods.
Without a word, he closes the space between them, wrapping his arms around her in a single motion. He pulls her close, burying his face in the crook of her neck and kissing her there, feeling the warmth of his skin.
Relief comes like spring rain, washing away the weltering turmoil of the last seven and a half months.
Acxa freezes, then exhales, letting herself lean into him. She closes her eyes, and when she tilts her head up, she notes the sheen of sweat on his features.
"I missed you so much," he murmurs against her hair, his lips pressing to the crown of her head.
She furrows her brows, pulls back, and meets his eyes, cupping his face in her hands. Her palms are cool against his overheated skin, and he almost groans at the comfort of it.
His eyes flicker with emotion, and he leans in, brushing his nose against hers before capturing her lips with a kiss.
Acxa returns it briefly before breaking contact and asking, "Do you have a fever?"
He chuckles, his voice hoarse. "Is that your way of dodging intimacy? Diagnosing me?"
"You're not well." She presses her palm against his forehead to double-check. "Stars, you're burning up."
His smirk is slow, and his hands trail down her lower back. He pulls her incrementally closer. "Must be the burning love I have for you."
She doesn't look particularly fond of the answer. "Lotor, I'm serious."
Gaze softening, he murmurs, "I'm fine, darling," as he brushes the strands of hair from her eyes.
Acxa huffs and opens her mouth to say something more, but the footsteps of the others echo in the corridor beyond. She straightens, putting space between them, and gives him a final look. "We should go."
☆☆☆
A beep steadily pulses in Acxa's comms, and she stirs, reluctant to wake. Blinking slowly, she watches as the cockpit materializes.
With a soft sigh, she changes her helmet's settings and raises her hands to rub her eyes.
"Accept transmission," she mutters, her voice thick with sleep.
The screen flickers, and her lashes lower again, heavy with exhaustion.
She tries to reposition herself, but the seat feels too stiff. She groans.
"What?" Her voice comes out hoarse.
A quiet chuckle reaches her ears through the static.
"Don't sound too excited now, darling," Lotor warmly replies.
The sound of his voice fully opens her eyes, and she smiles as she sees him, the kind of smile that only he can pull from her. It takes a few ticks before she registers the paleness of his face and the dark circles beneath his eyes.
Wrapping her blanket tighter, she asks, "Do you feel alright?"
His lips form a tired smile, an expression that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "Just a headache." He pauses, and she watches his throat work as he swallows. "Nothing to worry about."
She watches him closely, studying him the way she's studied combat positions, battle maps, and tactical readouts. Her brows knit together, forming that familiar crease. "You look worse."
He gives a brief shake of his head, reaching for something offscreen. The sound of a cap twisting open follows. When his hand comes back into view, it holds a bottle of water.
"Side effect of the rift," he replies, bringing the bottle to his lips. He doesn't drink immediately. "Or the stunning."
"Stun—" Her eyes widen, and she sits upright, the blanket falling from her shoulders. Fully alert now, sleep banished completely. "Who stunned you?"
Lotor momentarily hesitates. His gaze flicks to the side, then back to the camera. "Romelle."
"Romelle..." She slowly nods, pieces clicking into place. "So that's how they found out."
He studies her through the screen. Despite his obvious exhaustion, his gaze lingers on her face. His eyes track across her features, full of affection and love.
Even now, tired and hurt, he looks at her like she's everything. Like she's the center of his universe, the axis around which everything else revolves.
"You are so beautiful, ma miil," he murmurs.
Acxa's lips part, but no sound escapes. The endearment floats in the air—my honey.
"Lotor..." she begins. Her voice falters, trailing off. She doesn't know how to respond to that.
To him, looking at her like that.
He smiles faintly, eyes half-lidded. "You're worried again."
"Of course I am," she replies earnestly, leaning forward. "It's so unlike you to look so... so..."
"Rugged?" he supplies, that hint of playfulness creeping back into his tone.
"Faded."
The word lands heavily, and she watches as he finally takes a drink of water.
Silence stretches.
"How much longer?" he asks, his voice rough.
"Two more jumps," she answers. "Maybe three vargas after that."
He nods, filing the information away.
"You should rest," she says quietly.
"So should you." His eyes soften. "You look exhausted."
"I was resting. Until someone called me."
He chuckles again, but this time it turns into a cough—a sharp, hacking sound that makes his whole body shake. She watches with growing alarm as he turns away from the camera, shoulders hunching, one hand coming up to cover his mouth.
"Lotor—"
He waves his other hand dismissively, still coughing. When the fit finally subsides, he turns back. His eyes are watering. "I'm fine."
"You're not." Her voice is flat. Factual. "When we reach the coordinates, we're getting you checked out."
"Acxa—"
"That's not a suggestion."
He looks at her for a long while. Then, surprisingly, he nods. "Alright."
She blinks. The acquiescence worries her more than anything else. Lotor doesn't give in easily.
"I love you," he says suddenly. Urgently. As if he needs to say it now, lest he might not get another chance.
Her throat tightens. "I love you too."
The screen goes dark, and she's alone again.
|••••••••••|
Time passes in that strange, distorted way it does in space. Minutes feel like hours. Hours feel like minutes. Acxa forces herself to eat something from the emergency rations—a protein bar that tastes like cardboard. She drinks water. She runs through system checks on her ship, keeping her hands busy, her mind occupied.
But worry gnaws at her.
When the alert finally chimes, indicating they're approaching the exit point, she's relieved.
At least now there will be action. Purpose. Something to do besides sit and worry.
Her hands are steady on the controls, even though her heart isn't. She toggles the comm channel.
ACXA: "We're approaching the ruins, sir."
LOTOR: "Good." He sighs. "Zethrid, Ezor, my deepest apologies for lying to you both."
EZOR: "I'm just glad we're on your side again."
ZETHRID: "As long as I get to blow something up, I'm good."
LOTOR: "Excellent. Today, we will gain access to unlimited quintessence, and together, we usher in a new era."
Acxa slows down once she sees debris of rock and metal.
ACXA: "Lotor, the gate. It's destroyed."
If the gate is destroyed, how do we access the quintessence field? she wonders. What's the backup plan?
Four Lions of Voltron stand before the ruins of Daibazaal. A soft beep connects their comms to the Paladins'. Her eyes connect with the Altean Princess, and she's shaking with rage, pupils dilated.
She pulls up Lotor's ship's camera feed, and he frowns, his hands trembling against the controls.
LOTOR: "We need not fight today. We are all on the same side. I know what you all must think of me now that you know my past. It doesn't have to change our future together. The truth is, I want to harness the power of the quintessence field to better the universe, just like I said. Nothing has changed."
ALLURA: "You enslaved countless Alteans. Harnessed their life source for your own personal gain! How many innocent lives did you destroy?"
His throat bobs. LOTOR: "Allura, I—"
ALLURA: "How many?!"
He closes his eyes, inhaling a deep breath. LOTOR: "It's true. Many Alteans perished in my quest to unlock the mysteries of quintessence. But I protected thousands more, and I rescued their culture. Our culture."
ZETHRID: "Why is he pleading with the Paladins? Why are we not opening fire?"
His voice lowers in her comms, but Acxa frowns as she stares at his ship and then at the Lions.
LOTOR: "Please, my friends, we've come too far together."
EZOR: "I stopped trying to figure out Lotor's master plan long ago. Too complicated."
LOTOR: "Surely you can see the greatness we've already accomplished."
His legs are bouncing erratically.
This is dangerous, Acxa thinks. We should have an unarmed conversation.
She pulls up the mapped terrain, locating a safe spot to land. Somewhere they can talk, away from the Lions and their weapons.
HUNK: "Lotor... no one's denying any of that."
LANCE: "But we saw the bodies." A sigh passes through the comms. "You took innocent lives."
ALLURA: "You've been lying to us this entire time."
He swallows thickly, frantically shaking his head. LOTOR: "You don't understand. We're on the same side."
ALLURA: "No, we're not!"
The Blue Lion opens fire, sending a strike between the Sincline ships. Acxa veers left and charges the ship's laser beam.
LOTOR: "Hold your fire! Hold your fire! Allura, stop! Let me expl—"
ALLURA: "Explain what? You betrayed and used us. You're more like Zarkon than I could have ever imagined."
He flinches, his gaze hardening. LOTOR: "What about your father? He may have been a master engineer, but Alfor was too weak to defend his home world. I'm the one who had to step up and save our entire race. Who are you to question my tactics in bringing peace and prosperity to the universe?" He closes his eyes. "Destroy the Lions."
She stiffens and her fingers hover over the control panel, hesitating. ACXA: "Sir—"
LOTOR: "Destroy them!"
Before she can respond, a barrage of laser fire lights up as Zethrid and Ezor's ship unleashes the first strike.
The battle begins.
Alarms blare around Acxa as she's forced to return fire, the hits shaking her arms. The Castle Ship powers on, gliding through space aimlessly. It grazes the side of her ship with a massive thud, sending her into a hard bank. She groans, yanks the lever, and narrowly avoids a full collision.
Outside, Lotor is locked in a duel with the Blue Lion. Energy blasts emanate from both, sending sparks flying everywhere.
Acxa turns her ship toward the Yellow Lion, targeting and ready, but her hands falter.
Why are we fighting?
She opens a secure transmission with Lotor.
ACXA: "Lotor, this isn't the way—"
He cuts her off, his eyes glazed over. LOTOR: "Once I wipe out Voltron, New Altea will never know of Princess Allura or King Alfor. Nor will they know of the Lions of Voltron. All they'll know is me, their great leader!" Laughing maniacally, he adds, "I'm ready to wipe the universe clean of all my enemies. Voltron, Haggar, and the rest of the Galra!"
Her grip tightens on her controls, and her stomach sinks. She shakes her head, her heart clenching. ACXA: "Something is wrong with Lotor. Disengage from the battle, follow my lead."
She pulls back, and the other ship follows.
Lotor sees their retreat and panics, following them with manic determination. LOTOR: "Even my Generals betray me. My wife."
Acxa's ship glows and is pulled in by his, the screen turning red as alarms blare in the cockpit. She pushes the levers, frantic to get free.
ACXA: "Please, I—listen to me!"
Zethrid and Ezor are ejected from their ship. Acxa tries to override and fight back, but the systems are unresponsive.
ACXA: "Lotor, don't do this!"
A rapid beep rings in the cockpit, and her seat flies through the ceiling, sending her into space directionlessly.
Meanwhile, the Sincline ships merge with purple electricity, forming a mecha.
Stars rush past, and Acxa's breath is ragged in her helmet as she continues spinning.
She rights herself with a burst of her leg thrusters, heart pounding in her chest as she floats motionless. Confusion fills her, but she manages to establish a private connection.
Inside the cockpit, the world is a blur of motion and sound. Lotor's hands move feverishly over the controls, breath coming in gasps, and his pupils dilate, eyes darting between the screens.
He's muttering to himself. "They'll see... they'll all see..."
"Lotor..." she says. "I don't know what's happening, but we can figure this out together."
"This is how peace is born." A shudder rolls through his body, but his grin only widens. The fever has taken him past the point of pain and logic. "Through me."
She swallows hard. "Listen to me, land the Sincline."
He's panting as he growls, "This ends now."
"No, please. Let's—"
The comms go silent, and the last thing she hears is the click of disconnection. It's such a small, final sound. But it hits her like a punch to the gut.
Her mouth opens in disbelief, and her limbs feel numb.
She's about to jetpack toward him, but Zethrid and Ezor appear beside her, grabbing her arms.
"Let me go!" she exclaims. She doesn't realize she's crying until tears blur her vision. "They're going to get themselves killed!"
"Acxa!" Ezor's shout drags her focus back. "We have to go!"
She twists free from their hold, panic overwhelming her. "No! He's—"
Zethrid's voice crackles in her ears. "He's lost it!"
The Sincline turns its head, surging forward as it chases the Lions.
Ignoring them, Acxa ignites her thrusters, but they dart in front of her, blocking her path.
"You're going to die if you go near that thing," Zethrid shouts.
"Then I'll die!" she snaps, the words leaving her before she can think. "He's not himself—he's sick! The quintessence field—something must've gone wrong."
Ezor's eyes flick toward the Sincline, then back to Acxa. For the briefest moment, doubt softens her expression. "He's... he's too far gone."
Acxa stares past her, at the chaos unfolding—the Lions darting between beams of energy, the Sincline twisting through the wreck.
"Stars above," she whispers. "Please. No."
But the stars aren't listening.
And there, deep inside that comet ore cage, is him.
Her Prince. Her life partner. Her darling husband.
Fevered, brilliant, and ablaze with madness.
Notes:
timelines and glossaries :)
VTLL timeline I | VTLL timeline IILINKTREE | WATTPAD | SPOTIFY | TUMBLR
FUN VTLL ch. 34 STUFF/HEADCANONS 💜 (they'll be linked to the tumblr)
here's the ch. 34 specific timeline + glossary in case you're interested :)
I have impostor syndrome with everything that I do, but you know what? Current me is a fan of how this turned out—only took my blood, sweat, and tears AHAHA.
Was a 🍋 in the scene outline? No… 🧍🏻♀️
Honestly, I don't know how we got here. Oh well 😭 I'm looking at the #Chapter 32 tag on the VTLL tumblr, and it makes me giggle. Oh, how far we've strayed.
This was fun and entirely self-indulgent. I really wanted Lotacxa stuff 😛 I hope y'all had fun reading! I had lots of fun writing it ‼️
I dunno why I feel embarrassed about sharing the spice. I think it’s cause it’s Voltron related 😭 Hopefully it didn’t read as too rushed and made sense. I get lost sometimes ahaha. quiznak is such a silly word. I tried to use diversifying vocab, but I genuinely can’t take “shaft” seriously, so 🚫. 👍🐔, 👎🏻 🍆 (the emoji code’s throwing me off AHAHA. dick reminds me of dick grayson aka nightwing 🫦 and also the sports store, so I don’t prefer that word 😭). cockadoodledoo ig. I dunno. It’s always the guy who throws me off. That thing makes no sense to me. moving on.
My cousin and I had a three-hour call in June, and at some point, it turned from 11 PM to midnight to 1 AM to nearly 2 AM, and if you know that time, that turns into unhingedness, especially with us. Man, I miss my cousins. Them, me, and my sister are near the same age, and it’s always so much fun.
I’m getting sidetracked again, but I was so humiliated puhlease 😭 She was reading the smut from part X/10 because she was like “you need to fix your ao3 tags” cause I’m still very much a newbie and she’s a veteran and the VTLL tag at the very bottom (that’s since been deleted) caught her eye and she was like “steph, what is this????” and I didn’t say anything and she went “Steph??????” and she proceeded to skip all the way there to skim it 😃 I never want to go through that again AHAHAHA IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING. She said I didn’t even use certain phrases (whatever that means 😭 cause I dunno), but ay ay ay. I hope I’m not on a video call with her when she gets to any of the VTLL make-out scenes 🧍🏻♀️ I can’t do this. It’s easier sharing with y’all cause I’m separate and don’t see live reactions. It’s like I’m hiding or something.
OH, AND AT SOME POINT SHE WAS NARRATING??? Cringe level x100000 ‼️
I thought it'd be fun to expand on Lotor's role in the colonies and stuff/build the colonies up in general. Originally, before diving into this saga, he was ~10,000 years old. But then Lotacxa ended up being a thing again, and although there's still a considerable age gap, it's not *that* bad?? In OG VTLL, he's 10k and they were a couple (and she got pregnant with twins, but uhhh idk where I was going with that). Anyway, there is much more nuance to Romelle and Lotor's relationship. He's like an estranged uncle who has no blood relation to her, if that makes sense.
I did some minor research, and apparently, in an older version of Voltron, Romelle is related to Allura (not doing that here), and she has an older brother who turns into an evil robeast, and even though Avok isn't gonna be a bad guy, I thought it'd be cool to include him here too. Elio is new simply because I wanted to write Lotor interacting with a baby, haha. Also, Romelle's family line stems from that Altean woman introduced in Part V/5, so that's a fun fact for y'all. I like connecting everyone. 😼
I think this also builds the significance of her seeking vengeance in Chapter 29. Because he took two of her brothers and her parents, AND separated her from her youngest brother by placing her in isolation. See y’all later!

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